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Jesus came to seek and save the 
lost, right? 

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Amen. 
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target. 
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conversion growth around here. 
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wanting to reach people. 
The same message that was been 

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given to us, we want to give 
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And evangelism is happening all 
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I love this church because it is
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campus on Wednesday and we're 
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It was a hot day. 
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giving away iced coffee to 
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them and evangelism 
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about faith. 
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to see our people out there and 
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week. 
I almost can't even keep up with

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it. 
I know we have a an evangelist 

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neighborhoods and nations chat 
that one of our guys holds. 

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He kind of holds the Fort down 
for just prayer and then sending

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out messages. 
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that, but maybe talk to Jessica 
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leader how you could be on that 
and find out all the evangelism 

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that's happening throughout the 
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Last week we were supposed to do
those those testimonies, but our

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administrative team says no, no,
no, I think it's better for next

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that again, like the unity of 
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that today. 
What we're going to talk about 

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is why is evangelism so 
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Why is evangelism so 
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How many here have been, how 
many here are saved because of a

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gospel tract, a gospel 
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Somebody's prayers should be 
everybody, everybody. 

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You didn't just get saved out of
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Anybody believe that you're 
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get saved by baptism. 
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because your parents are saved. 
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go to a church. 
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shared the gospel with you right
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gospel with you and you received
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which is the greatest miracle of
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with you and at that moment God 
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It might have been been even 
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in high school, somebody was 
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And I remember many hours just 
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in my driveway, right. 
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had all these questions and my 
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in the moment, but I was asking 
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questions about faith. 
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Revelation and the end times and
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the world going to end and all 
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I know God, I, I had no, I had 
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And but he was, he was this, 
this guy was just so gentle, 

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just answering my questions and 
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years, really just pursuing me 
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or six years, even before those 
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in that car in my driveway and, 
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questions. 
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If you're not even saved, if you
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questions. 
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the way, he's not bothered by 
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He's not intimidated. 
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things, right? 
He's God. 

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And so just come, come, come and
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Really. 
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disciples, come and see. 
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person and I was asking all 
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you know, about Revelation, 
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California while I lived in 
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California and he just decided 
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his knees and just pray for the 
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He knew that we're all lost. 
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He knew that we maybe had a 
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something about God, but we 
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him. 
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guys, you're praying for the 
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You're praying for your lost 
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or whatever. 
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will answer in due time. 
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Don't grow weary in doing good, 
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harvest. 
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God is, he is, He is wanting to 
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And we're going to talk about 
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because the, there is the, 
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against people's souls, right? 
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ways in which the enemy 2 like 
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like as far as the big picture, 
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after people. 1 He, he, he 
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he comes after believers. 
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I'm talking primarily to 
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But evangelism, evangelism in 
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It is a spiritual battle. 
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and there was a war over my soul
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Like I left, obviously. 
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moved to the Mississippi River, 
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We were 18 years old. 
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but weirdest fools in the world.
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I was more lost than she was. 
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moral side. 
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of us grew up Catholic. 
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any means, but I'm just saying 
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about knowing like about knowing
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Like I knew Jesus died on the 
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OK, I knew that, you know, there
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God the Son, God the Holy 
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I mean, I knew facts about I 
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We had a Catholics have a little
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the Bible. 
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there. 
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really those books are. 
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going to college and I wanted 
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everything, what college 
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come, when they're lost, right. 
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list. 
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those things are the, what you 
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and so I just, I, I love the 
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I did, I love the world, but yet
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I would remember as I was out at
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little bit what my cousin said. 
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the things he was telling me 
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came from how he has now a 
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but the first month in and I 
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and just nothing satisfied. 
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back, I would say now with the 
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pretty depressed. 
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I was pretty depressed. 
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life. 
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dorm room window. 
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looked down and there was a 
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one of the college students came
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was, it was encouraging. 
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encouraging hearing your 
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thought you were always like 
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beer cans. 
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hear any audible voice or 
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I, I'd almost as if God was 
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empty as those beer cans. 
You're empty and there's a 

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reason why you're empty. 
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anymore. 
I just didn't know how to be 

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full. 
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how to do that. 
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bits and pieces from my cousin 
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It was just OK, how does one get
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And I remember looking over, I 
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and then looking over. 
I still remember where I was 

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the, the, the dresser was there 
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I never read my Bible other than
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because it's kind of cool. 
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Bible was a, a gospel tract, 
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I still have it in my office as 
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It was, it was September 2000. 
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This is like a long time ago, 
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right. 
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at that, I opened up, I opened 
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from my cousin's friend in 
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years back. 
I ended up seeing him and 

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thanking him for that tract and 
he's like, you want a bunch 

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more? 
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They're the, they're the 
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It's just a trifle blue piece of
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I just had questions on it, no 
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In fact, I had a little dove on 
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why is there a dove on the 
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read the simple gospel. 
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relationship with you. 
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separate us, right that. 
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you can't not enough good works.
There's there's not the scale 

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like in your head that if you 
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works versus not good works, you
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a little bit more, it would tip 
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pleased with you and let you 
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That's not the truth. 
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heard all these things, but for 
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actually, that makes sense. 
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I want a relationship with God. 
I don't know how to get there, 

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but I and I know that my good 
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OK, there's an answer. 
Jesus died on the cross for my 

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sin. 
But look, listen, how many, you 

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know, I mean, maybe this has 
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Like, you just hear this stuff. 
I've I've heard it. 

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I went to I went to 1st through 
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I mean, we heard something along
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Yeah. 
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Something happened there in 
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Something happened there. 

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God opened up my heart, so I 
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That's the difference. 
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I believed it, God transformed 
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in that moment because I trusted
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sins, past, present, and future.
I mean, I don't know, like 

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yesterday I didn't, I didn't 
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And that day I did. 
And the next day was the, was 

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the beginning of the rest of my 
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The next 25 1/2 years of 
following Jesus has been the joy

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of my life. 
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That's because of the grace of 
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did or anything I will do. 
It wasn't is it like God saying,

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OK, one day you're going to be a
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then, you know, I had no clue. 
And then and then I'll save you 

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because you know, your, your, 
your trajectory is looking good.

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No, no, no. 
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God. 
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the rest of my life. 
I joined the church right away. 

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You know, I, I, I was reading 
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the church is again. 
Of course I'm a believer in 

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that. 
The last 25 1/2 years I've been 

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a part of the church. 
The first day I remember calling

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my cousin up, I said, oh, look, 
I answered all those questions. 

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Remember that track you gave me 
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months back in California? 
Yeah, well, I actually read it 

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and I believe it. 
I believe it. 

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Thank you. 
Thank you for praying for me. 

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Thank you for like all those, 
all those days like just, you 

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know, being in the car with you 
and like you answering all those

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questions. 
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what do I do? 
Just join the church, find a 

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Bible study, find do something. 
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And some of you guys know that I
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study, you know, like for like 
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me. 
Do you realize gone, this is an 

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all girls Bible study? 
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I was just, I just looked at my 
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I was I, you know, those little 
bulletin board things and it had

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like different things pinned up 
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go to that thing, you know, like
I was even reading. 

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I apparently I didn't see girls 
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I don't know. 
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They really were. 
I was, I wish I could meet them.

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I was like, thank you so much. 
Like I was clueless, you know, I

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just wasn't aware. 
I think I, I like over time, you

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know, God gives you discernment 
and you know, I didn't have any 

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then didn't have any 
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I just was saved. 
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with Jesus now, you know, now 
I'm trying to follow him the 

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best way I can. 
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which is very similar to crew. 
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and then and then found the 
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and I just we, we loved, we 
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did, I guess we did a little bit
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dating. 
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to become a Christian and she 
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it just worked out, which I 
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that necessarily, but it just, 
it just worked out. 

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Praise the Lord, four years we 
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But there's so much. 
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the first, within the first week
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others to be saved. 
Like I had, I had all these lost

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people, like I had all this lost
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It's like, OK, now I got to go 
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these believers. 
But then what do I do with all 

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these people who are I've known 
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I've known. 
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my dirty laundry bag because I 
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And I brought that home and just
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Thank you mom, for, you know, 
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then so I would go out with my 
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the weekend. 
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I'm like, you guys got to know 
Jesus and they're like, what the

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world happened to you? 
Like used to be this cool guy. 

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Like we used to always go out 
and now you're like not fun 

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anymore. 
And what happened to you? 

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Like, you know, and so I started
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I was like, I don't, I mean, I, 
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out of place. 
I felt, I, so I, I felt, felt 

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like I needed to be more with my
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them. 
And it was frustrating and, and 

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you know, and I started praying 
for them. 

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I started praying for my family.
My brother was super lost and my

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parents still like stuck in 
religion and, and so I was just 

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like between 2 worlds when I 
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Anybody feel like that? 
Like when they first get saved, 

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like they're just kind of 
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It's like, what do I do with 
these people? 

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You know, I'm not like them 
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them and I want to be like these
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them. 
And you know, it's crazy. 

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And overtime we'll find out. 
There's I'm, I'm clearing you in

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and to point #10 OK, so point 
#10I I, it'll, it'll land. 

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Well, I'll finish with a story, 
but I want to press pause there 

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for a second because I, I, I 
want to share with you guys some

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other things that that will be 
really helpful in realizing why 

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it is so challenging to do 
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why it's so easy in the 
beginning and it's so hard later

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on. 
But if you would go ahead and 

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turn to 2nd Corinthians chapter 
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said, there's two different kind
of, I guess you can say two 

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different points here. 
The big picture, the enemy just 

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blinds and distracts 
unbelievers. 

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And then the enemy will attack 
godly believers. 

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All right, and we'll spend most 
of our time there. 

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But the enemy blinds and 
distracts unbelievers. 

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He is blinded them from hearing 
the gospel. 

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I was blinded by the enemy. 
I was actually there. 

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Like I, I know what that feels 
like is, is the enemy puts 

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blinders on my on my eyes and my
heart. 

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Where all these people? 
Like I was thinking about this. 

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I was like, man, when I, when 
you know, like when the light 

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bulb turns on when you're saved,
it's like, oh, I understand 

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everything my cousin was saying.
I didn't understand what he 

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really what he was saying 
before. 

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I didn't understand his 
lifestyle. 

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I don't understand why he gave 
his life to the church and why 

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he gave his life to reaching 
other people. 

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Like it didn't really make 
sense. 

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I just thought, Hey, he's a nice
guy. 

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But now I'm like, I understand 
because the reason why you don't

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understand, and maybe that's you
here. 

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Maybe that's you. 
Maybe this is your like second 

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or third time coming and you're 
just like, I still don't 

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understand what's going on. 
Like they're singing these songs

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and people are getting rowdy and
people are praying for each 

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other and people, you know, 
whatever. 

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Like, I mean, they're giving 
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They're going on all these 
mission trips and they're giving

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money. 
It's like, why are they doing 

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all this? 
This sort of strange, we 

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understand religion. 
Everybody's got everyone's got 

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religion. 
I get that like you just you're 

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a Christian, this guy's a 
Muslim, this guy's an atheist, 

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whatever. 
I mean, we all get along right? 

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I under that's the thinking of 
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they're blinded. 
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44, the God of this world, the 
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there are many gods. 
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just the devil. 
It's it's the God, small G God, 

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the gods of this world blind 
you. 

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What have you been blinded by 
lately? 

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You're blinded like sex God 
blinds people from the gospel, 

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money God, many comforts, the 
American dream God. 

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You see, it's not just like one.
It's not just the devil. 

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The devil is not omnipresent. 
He's not everywhere. 

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It's it's, it's just minions. 
It's it's demons. 

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It's, it's, it's small G gods 
that blind people. 

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It could be politics. 
Why did we talk about last week,

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Turning Point USA? 
That could be that is a small G 

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God. 
It blinds people to think 

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they're OK. 
They're OK with themselves. 

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They're satisfied with 
themselves, but they're really 

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not satisfied because you kind 
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And you're like, do you ever 
feel like that? 

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Like maybe even before you got 
saved, you go in between you do 

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you show up and be like, OK, 
this makes sense. 

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This is good. 
And you go back to your room and

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you be like, that doesn't make 
any sense. 

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And you go back to your own gods
because they're satisfying you 

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in the moment. 
And then Ephesians 22 says you 

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previously walked according to 
the course of this world, 

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according to the Prince and 
power of the air. 

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The Prince and power of the air 
it's in the airwaves. 

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The gods, small G gods are in 
the airwaves. 

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They're on your, they're on 
your, your screens. 

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They're, they're, they're in 
your, they're in the radio. 

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They're listening to your, 
they're in your classrooms at 

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UCF. 
They're in your class They're, 

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they're everywhere. 
There's these small G gods 

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airwaves just sort of got it 
going through your life, your 

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mind and you begin to believe 
these lies. 

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And you know, it says in Matthew
13, there's really three 

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different ways the enemy works 
in people. 

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Every Sunday morning, every time
someone shares with you on 

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campus, every time these are 
these three ways, the word is 

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snatched from their hearts. 
Soon as they go to the car and 

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as soon as they put the key in 
the ignition, it's like that, as

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if they just literally forgot 
everything that was said. 

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Now, is that like physically you
might be like, well, I, I still 

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remember, you know, you might 
still remember, but it has not 

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penetrated your heart. 
Therefore, the enemy has 

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snatched that possibility of it 
going deep in your heart and 

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rooted deep. 
So that day, 25 1/2 years ago, 

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that word that I read on the 
page actually penetrated my 

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heart and never left. 
It never left. 

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Amen. 
And I'm praying that it never 

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leaves you. 
I I don't want it to leave you, 

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but I know how it works. 
The Bible says it will leave 

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Some just don't let it leave you
don't get back in the car and be

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like, oh, that was nice. 
All right, let's go to 

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McDonald's. 
You know, like, whatever. 

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Whatever it might be, I, I don't
know. 

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Or just go home like in the 
fall, like watching football, 

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whatever. 
There's nothing wrong with any 

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of those things. 
Go, go eat lunch, go watch 

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football, whatever. 
I, I don't care what it is. 

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It doesn't. 
That's not what I'm saying. 

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We don't be legalistic around 
here. 

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What I'm saying is that your 
life isn't changed as a result 

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of the word. 
Have you ever had that? 

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I mean, my whole like 1st 
through 8th grade, that was me. 

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I mean, I would hear this stuff 
all the time. 

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I would hear and it would, it 
would just go, it would, it 

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would literally, it would be 
like water off a duck's back. 

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It would just come to me and it 
would leave me, come to me and 

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it would leave me, come to me. 
And it would leave me no 

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conviction. 
Every now and then I'd have a 

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little conviction. 
Every now and then I'd be like, 

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oh, maybe you know, all right. 
But these small G gods are so 

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good and so pleasurable. 
So that's what kept my interest.

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But that day in September, God 
got my interest. 

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It was because of the power of 
the spirit. 

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Everyone should literally like 
when we have a response time. 

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Be on your knees for two 
reasons. 

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One, thank you Lord. 
It is like a gift. 

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Thank you. 
It it worked. 

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Your word worked in me. 
And the second is it's not 

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working. 
Please God make it work. 2 

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responses, 2 people, two 
different destinies. 

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And so that's what the enemy 
does and he discourages us with 

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persecution. 
So people fall away. 

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This happens all the time. 
I watch it in college ministry. 

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I mean, I've, we've given Nicole
and I've given our life to the 

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youth the last 25 1/2 years. 
We've given our lives to the 

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youth and what, what, what, what
I've seen over time is that 

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people get lured in by, by, by 
the gospel and they're like, 

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we're in, we're this is awesome.
And then something hits them. 

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Something, some challenge, some 
challenge. 

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I don't know if it's sometimes 
it's parents. 

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Sadly, it is happened with me. 
I got persecution from my 

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parents. 
Not anymore. 

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They're saved now, praise the 
Lord, 3 1/2 years later, they're

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saved because I prayed for them 
every day. 

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And she said Lords and and I 
tried to do my best to witness 

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to them and then other family 
members. 

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But what happened was when, when
I got persecuted from my 

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parents. 
I mean, that hurts. 

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I mean, that does right? 
I mean, it does. 

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They don't understand because 
again, it's light and darkness 

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clashing. 
They it hasn't penetrated their 

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life, but it has for you. 
And now it's a clash. 

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00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:43,040
And there's ways, I mean, we 
could talk about that would 

446
00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:46,600
soften that blow a little bit. 
Like you'd be kind and caring. 

447
00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:49,320
And I was just more like, you 
can't believe this is amazing. 

448
00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:53,760
You know, as you can imagine, 
like my 19 year old self, no 

449
00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:59,080
wisdom deal without knowledge. 
But and my mom just left this 

450
00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,920
week and it was just I honor, 
honor, honor, honor. 

451
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:08,480
So thankful for for her because 
I mean, God produced something 

452
00:23:08,840 --> 00:23:13,120
deep there that just wasn't 
there in the beginning and so 

453
00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:15,560
and restored so much 
relationship there. 

454
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:19,160
I was thinking about that. 
It's very it's amazing to see. 

455
00:23:19,360 --> 00:23:25,600
Don't give up, don't give up. 
But the persecutor could become 

456
00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:31,680
a friend, right by prayer. 
And, and so don't give up if it,

457
00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:34,560
if it is your parents or if it's
your brother and sister or your,

458
00:23:34,680 --> 00:23:37,920
your, maybe it could be a 
professor or boss, you know, 

459
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:40,400
maybe it's like, you know, you 
really want this job. 

460
00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:42,000
You're kind of going to 
compromise. 

461
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,920
And then, you know, there's a 
temptation there and you get 

462
00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:48,560
that job and then you, your 
faith wins. 

463
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:51,640
Because the reality is you're, 
you got fear of man, fear. 

464
00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:52,960
Man's a snare. 
It's a trap. 

465
00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:56,800
So now you're caught, you're 
caught, you're trapped. 

466
00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:59,800
Who do you trapped by? 
You're trapped by others man's 

467
00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:02,560
opinion and you're like, wait, 
hold on a second. 

468
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:07,240
I'm saved the Lord of my life Is
Jesus not this guy, right? 

469
00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:11,040
And like that is the most one of
the most important truths is 

470
00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:13,240
that Jesus is Lord. 
Is he Lord of your life or he's 

471
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:17,280
not the Lord of your life? 
And, and, and the way you test 

472
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:21,400
that is be careful of man's 
opinions, how it can be a trap 

473
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,480
in your life. 
And that's what he does. 

474
00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:24,720
The enemy does that all the 
time. 

475
00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:26,400
He does that and he snatches 
people away. 

476
00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:30,560
And then it, then the, the sun, 
it scorches the, the roots and, 

477
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:33,760
and because it, the roots don't 
go deep into the ground, boom, 

478
00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:35,840
they're gone. 
Watch it, see it happen all the 

479
00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:39,840
time. 
And then the enemy lures us 

480
00:24:40,360 --> 00:24:42,360
because of the pleasures of sin,
right? 

481
00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,320
I'm thinking maybe there's no 
long term consequences. 

482
00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:48,200
And so we're like, hey, it's not
a big deal. 

483
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:51,560
And so we give into it little by
little by little, because it's 

484
00:24:51,560 --> 00:24:54,560
subtle and all of a sudden 
somebody's somebody's gone. 

485
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:57,880
Well, wait, what do you do with 
like no one can once that once I

486
00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:01,040
have them in my hands, right, 
John 10 like no one can snatch 

487
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:03,560
them from my hand. 
Or what about like everyone who 

488
00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:07,280
comes to Jesus? 
He will by no means castaway, 

489
00:25:07,480 --> 00:25:09,040
right? 
What about those? 

490
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:11,800
Well, you know, in the Bible, 
there's paradoxes. 

491
00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,440
It's there's two, there's it 
looks like a contradiction. 

492
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:19,000
But as you listen carefully and 
as you live this out every day 

493
00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:23,840
of your life, you'll find that 
look, once you are a child of 

494
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,120
God, no one can take that away 
from you. 

495
00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:30,040
The proofs in the pudding, man, 
like if you're in, if you're 

496
00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:33,160
persevering and you're in, no 
matter how how hard life gets or

497
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:37,320
how much pleasure is being, you 
know, being thrown at you, 

498
00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:41,960
you're like, I'm in with Jesus. 
Then you know, you're his right 

499
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:46,880
And and and was it first John 
two, it says that they left 

500
00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:49,920
because they were never really 
of God. 

501
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:53,080
They never really are of God. 
And I experienced that in high 

502
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:54,480
school. 
I experienced that. 

503
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:57,040
I I experienced there were times
where I was like kind of in I 

504
00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:58,200
was like, oh, maybe I'm 
interested. 

505
00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,200
I would go to like, what was 
that thing called in high 

506
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,960
school? 
Like it's like some high school 

507
00:26:03,040 --> 00:26:04,840
outreach. 
What is it young life? 

508
00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:06,840
That's it. 
I remember going there and I 

509
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:08,920
remember it was like some 
bonfire and people are like on 

510
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:10,680
the Qatar and like, you know, 
and stuff. 

511
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:12,240
And I was like lost soul 
Rosalind. 

512
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:14,600
I was like, this is so lame, 
Like why would anybody go? 

513
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,320
But it's something was drawing 
me in at the same time. 

514
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:20,280
And I remember walking home like
I was walking back that there's 

515
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:23,760
somebody dropped me off and I 
remember just thinking like man,

516
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:27,720
like I, I'm God brought back to 
memory that he's like, he's like

517
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,320
they were planting seeds that 
one day would be watered. 

518
00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:37,680
It wasn't a waste, but I 
experienced that. 

519
00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:41,320
But then one day that's it. 
No one can snatch. 

520
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:43,720
No one can snatch me from His 
hands. 

521
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,280
And then it's a life of 
perseverance. 

522
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:49,160
I hope you have, I literally 
hope you have saving faith 

523
00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:52,280
because nothing will be able to 
snatch you. 

524
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:58,640
You are fully secure, but if you
are not in Christ, you are not 

525
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:02,360
secure. 
And the enemy will throw stuff 

526
00:27:02,360 --> 00:27:04,080
at you. 
And in one day you will bite it.

527
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:07,800
He'll take you for a ride 
farther than you ever want to 

528
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:12,560
go. 
That's why the seed must go deep

529
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,920
this morning. 
This is not a waste. 

530
00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:17,600
Do not waste your Sunday. 
OK. 

531
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:22,560
All right. 
So, OK, So then the devil blinds

532
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,960
unbelievers by promoting 
distorted views of the gospel 

533
00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:27,560
cults like the Coexist. 
You ever see the Coexist bumper 

534
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:29,080
sticker? 
That's ridiculous. 

535
00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:31,720
That's all I have to say about 
that. 

536
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:36,120
Jesus is the only way. 
He's the way, the truth and the 

537
00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:38,720
life and the only way to heaven.
That's it. 

538
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:41,120
There's no such thing as 
coexist. 

539
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:44,200
It just can't happen. 
It's a lie of the enemy to make 

540
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:46,280
you think that everything can 
coexist. 

541
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:49,880
Everything could just be nice 
and we can all sing together. 

542
00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:56,320
And Jesus divides because he 
loves. 

543
00:27:57,240 --> 00:28:00,600
Isn't that good? 
It's like a parent that just 

544
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:02,160
says, hey, no, you can't have 
that. 

545
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:03,680
It allows you to destroy your 
life. 

546
00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:08,600
And they're like, you hate me. 
No, I love you man. 

547
00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:11,400
Like hatred me. 
Like just destroy your life and 

548
00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:14,520
do what you want, kid. 
You know that's hatred. 

549
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:19,040
God says no, no, no, no, no. 
I'm showing you the way I am. 

550
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:22,120
The GPS system. 
I have it like it. 

551
00:28:22,120 --> 00:28:23,680
I have the coordinates to 
heaven. 

552
00:28:24,360 --> 00:28:26,240
And if you follow me, I will get
you there. 

553
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:30,760
If you do not want to follow me,
then you will not be with me, 

554
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:32,480
period. 
That's it. 

555
00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:36,360
OK, so the enemy attacks godly 
disciple makers. 

556
00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:38,040
Here we go. 
Top 10. 

557
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:40,640
All right, just rapid fire. 
Hopefully. 

558
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:44,040
OK, rapid fire. 
My wife tells me how I lie every

559
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:47,960
week. 
So I'm trying to she's like, you

560
00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,600
know, you were you took. 
Do you know that? 

561
00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,480
That's the like when she asked 
me to go for a walk. 

562
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:58,400
I know like feedback, feedback 
time. 

563
00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:03,360
I love my walks with you. 
I do. 

564
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:04,360
I really do. 
OK. 

565
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:08,760
All right, so the enemy attacks 
us because we are the primary 

566
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:11,040
means to get the gospel to the 
nations. 

567
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:14,600
That's why. 
That's why he attacks you every 

568
00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:15,800
day. 
Think about this. 

569
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:20,600
Every day he attacks you because
you are the primary means to get

570
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:23,800
the gospel to somebody else. 
That's crazy when you think 

571
00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:25,680
about it. 
You need to know that why? 

572
00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:27,760
I mean think about that every 
day of your life. 

573
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,400
He is he's going to give you 
these There's ten ways. 

574
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:33,560
He just keeps you from the 
mission of God, because do you 

575
00:29:33,560 --> 00:29:37,320
know that just as someone gave 
you the the gospel, they're 

576
00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:42,960
called a disciple maker that the
disciple maker. 

577
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:45,760
They did their job like they're 
the disciple maker. 

578
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:47,880
They did their job by getting me
the gospel. 

579
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:53,280
Don't kill that line. 
Don't let it end with you like 

580
00:29:53,280 --> 00:29:56,320
you are a disciple of Jesus and 
a disciple maker. 

581
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,960
Where's Bravo at? 
Where's your at? 

582
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:01,360
Where? 
OK. 

583
00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:04,800
All right, listen. 
What is the definition? 

584
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:11,960
You hate going to class? 
Professors at UCF don't do this,

585
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:12,480
do you? 
Do they? 

586
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:18,160
OK, so OK, So what is the 
definition or the goal I should 

587
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:26,560
say of discipleship? 
It's to, it's OK, it happens. 

588
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,080
It happens to the best of us and
when we're on the spot. 

589
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:42,720
But you got this encourage to 
encourage and tell someone to 

590
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:46,880
live wholeheartedly for Jesus, 
for Jesus and his purposes. 

591
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:51,440
Woo, let's go, 9090%, 90%, we'll
eventually get 100 there. 

592
00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:53,560
We'll eventually get it. 
That's good. 

593
00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:57,640
It's good, good, good, good. 
OK, so Spurgeon said this near 

594
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,280
the nearer you live to God 
because it's nothing, it's not 

595
00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:03,840
like wow, it's profound. 
It's simple, but profound. 

596
00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:09,960
The nearer you live to God, like
on purpose, right, the more you 

597
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:11,520
can expect the devil's 
opposition. 

598
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:15,480
And it's wherever or whenever 
the harvest is plentiful. 

599
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,120
And I think the harvest is 
plentiful on campus right now. 

600
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:19,760
I think the harvest is 
plentiful. 

601
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,320
Like in our neighborhoods. 
People are hungry for Jesus. 

602
00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:24,320
They are. 
There's hunger. 

603
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:28,720
You know what's sad is like you 
have hunger over here. 

604
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,960
Like you have them. 
The unbelievers are blinded. 

605
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:35,880
They're blinded, but they're 
many of them are hungry. 

606
00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:38,760
And it's sad. 
It's like, OK, if the enemy can 

607
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:43,280
blind unbelievers, but also God 
can override that. 

608
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:46,200
He's beginning to open up people
to hear the gospel. 

609
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,640
And then you got people over 
here like us in this room, the 

610
00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:52,520
church, we're not really 
interested in in doing any of 

611
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,040
that. 
Like sharing. 

612
00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:59,520
That's like really sad. 
I think about it when I think 

613
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:01,400
about that. 
Let's not do that. 

614
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:05,080
Let's be a sharing church. 
Let's be a people that make 

615
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:07,320
disciples. 
That is Our Calling. 

616
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,960
And college students, if you're 
in college, please give like 4 

617
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,600
years to it. 
It'll put something deep in you,

618
00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:16,600
in the DNA so that like, you 
will teach your kids how to do 

619
00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:20,520
that. 
You will have, you will have, 

620
00:32:20,640 --> 00:32:25,200
you will be a family on mission.
There's nothing more joyful and 

621
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:29,760
more purposeful than that. 
So OK, So what are the 10 ways 

622
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,840
that keeps us? 
He'll do whatever enemy will do 

623
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:35,480
whatever it takes to keep us 
from evangelism #1 is tempting 

624
00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,480
us to sin. 
He tempts us to sin. 

625
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:42,000
When we sin, it is OK. 
When we sin, guys, it is very 

626
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:45,120
difficult to talk about 
forgiveness, mercy and the 

627
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:49,200
victory of Christ when we're 
bogged down with rebellion and 

628
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:53,080
guilt. 
Think about that like, what's 

629
00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:55,880
the what's the last? 
I mean, that is like evangelism 

630
00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:56,760
is the last thing you want to 
do. 

631
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,760
You just keep, if you're living 
like right, so close to sin, 

632
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:04,400
right, like right on the line, 
that's evangelism is not the 

633
00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,000
first thing you want to do, 
right? 

634
00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:14,640
What so not only that, but it 
says in Psalm 6818 to 19 says 

635
00:33:14,640 --> 00:33:19,560
that our sin hinders our prayer 
life for the lost in or just in 

636
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:21,000
any area. 
Just I mean, if you fill in the 

637
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:23,280
blank hinders our prayers for 
fill in the blank. 

638
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,120
This is what he says. 
If I had been aware of the 

639
00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:30,280
malice in my heart, the Lord 
would not have listened. 

640
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:35,760
And you could exchange you could
just like a little fill in the 

641
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:37,520
blank for malice. 
I mean, it could be just drop 

642
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:40,000
down menu, a bunch of just 
different things that are you're

643
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:43,000
dealing with. 
We talked about a couple weeks 

644
00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:46,200
back that husbands who don't 
treat their wives right, their 

645
00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:49,680
prayers are being hindered. 
So we we know there is a 

646
00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:54,840
theology of prayer in the Bible 
that says when we're messing 

647
00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:57,440
around with sin, our prayers are
ineffective. 

648
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:00,960
Is that right, Kai? 
Did I get that right? 

649
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:06,720
Yeah, yeah. 
Kind of OK, all right, Isaiah 59

650
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:09,360
one through 2, the Lord's arm is
not too weak to save. 

651
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:12,360
OK, this is good. 
Like know this, it is not too 

652
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:15,199
weak to save. 
His ear is not too deaf to hear,

653
00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:18,320
but listen. 
But your sin is separating you 

654
00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:22,159
from God and your sins have 
hidden his face from you so that

655
00:34:22,159 --> 00:34:24,679
he does not listen. 
That's crazy. 

656
00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:27,040
Like, doesn't that why you want 
to make me want to live like 

657
00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:30,480
holy lives? 
Like I want my prayers to be 

658
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,800
effective. 
I want to pray for the lost and 

659
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:34,320
then be saved. 
Amen. 

660
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,920
So like church. 
So if in order for the enemy, 

661
00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:41,320
OK, the enemy to weaken this 
church in in the area of a 

662
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:46,040
making disciples and evangelism,
right, it's just to give it's 

663
00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:49,960
just put sin in front of people 
to weaken their lives. 

664
00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:53,920
And of course they're witness 
because unsaved, the unsaved 

665
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:58,520
because of hypocrisy are less 
likely to listen to us if we 

666
00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:02,040
have ongoing sin in our lives. 
Like in other words, I mean, 

667
00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:06,120
this is what I would have asked 
if I watched the people sharing 

668
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:10,560
the gospel with me. 
I would have said, well, if it's

669
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,520
not working for you, then why 
would it work for me? 

670
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:19,640
You have to ask that. 
Number 2, discouraging 

671
00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:22,680
believers. 
The enemy is really good at 

672
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:25,520
discouraging believers. 
Like the story of Elijah and 

673
00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:28,640
Jezebel, if you remember that. 
I think I shared something about

674
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:33,160
that a number of weeks back. 
The enemy doesn't quit after 

675
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:37,240
he's been defeated once. 
He continues to go. 

676
00:35:37,240 --> 00:35:42,840
So like you saw Elijah, right? 
And, and you know, kill the 950 

677
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:46,320
prophets of Baal and then 
Jezebel's like, I'm coming after

678
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,880
you and he runs to a cave. 
So just because the enemy was 

679
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:53,040
defeated in an extraordinary way
does not mean he does not try to

680
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:56,200
defeat you in some other ways. 
He is he is relentless and he 

681
00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:02,360
will continue. 
And then with that, he just 

682
00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,360
tries to get us to quit and feel
hopeless. 

683
00:36:06,320 --> 00:36:09,400
He occupies us with 
discouragement because we're 

684
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,160
just less likely to share when 
we're consumed with our with, 

685
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:16,000
with all that discouragement and
all the stuff that's going on in

686
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,800
our hearts, we're hopeless. 
We're not going to want to give 

687
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,360
hope away because it first of 
all, we need the hope. 

688
00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:24,280
We're going to give it away, 
right? 

689
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:28,680
All right, so #3 distracting us 
with things that are not 

690
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:31,800
eternal. 
You know what Ecclesiastes says,

691
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:36,760
says go get perspective from the
funeral over the wedding because

692
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:38,800
it is at the funeral. 
When you're there at the 

693
00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:44,200
funeral, you're saying one day 
we will be at a wedding feast, 

694
00:36:44,520 --> 00:36:48,320
being with Jesus for all of 
eternity at the wedding. 

695
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,280
It reminds us that this isn't 
all that's going to last. 

696
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:56,200
One day we will die and we won't
have this earth anymore. 

697
00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:57,640
We will give account for our 
lives. 

698
00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:01,640
It's in that profound. 
I mean the proverbs are in 

699
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:06,920
Ecclesiastes written by Solomon 
is so powerful because it we get

700
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:10,040
distracted on a daily basis. 
Just pause real quick right now 

701
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:13,640
and think about this week, how 
many distractions came your way 

702
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:18,520
for and especially in the area 
of of all the distractions that 

703
00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:22,360
had to do with this just the 
temporal just this life 

704
00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:25,960
distractions just in this life. 
Think about them all. 

705
00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:30,000
There's a lot of them in Luke 
1038 to 42. 

706
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:32,920
The enemy distracts us from the 
one thing that really matters, 

707
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:36,600
intimacy with Jesus. 
Second Corinthians 11/1 through 

708
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:38,920
4. 
The enemy takes us away from 

709
00:37:38,920 --> 00:37:44,000
what is most important, the 
simplicity and devotion to 

710
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:46,920
Christ. 
He does it every day. 

711
00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:50,280
In fact, in the morning, how 
many moms wake up with with a 

712
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,760
crying baby when you were just 
all you want to do is spend time

713
00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:55,440
with God. 
Now listen, there's grace, 

714
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,880
grace, grace because you can 
kill two birds with one stone. 

715
00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:00,920
You can listen to the Bible as 
you rock your baby or feed your 

716
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,320
baby, whatever. 
I mean, there's different ways 

717
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:06,560
to go about that. 
But honestly, we're all 

718
00:38:06,560 --> 00:38:10,200
distracted by so many different 
things. 

719
00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:12,880
Just every time you have a goal,
you're like, OK, I want to read 

720
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:16,040
the Bible, you know, 4 chapters 
a day or this is a boom the next

721
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:17,760
day distraction or five days 
later. 

722
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:20,920
You, you because it all relied 
on you and your own strength. 

723
00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:24,680
You get disappointed and you 
quit and you stop and you don't 

724
00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,720
read any of the chapters, not 
even a half a chapter or a verse

725
00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:31,120
because you're so discouraged, 
because you maybe perhaps 

726
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,240
because we're it's, we're 
relying on our own strength, 

727
00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:36,600
which brings me to the fourth 
point, provoking pride in US. 

728
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:45,240
It evangelism is can be 
challenging because of our pride

729
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:52,440
when we forget that Jesus is at 
the center of this work, not our

730
00:38:52,440 --> 00:38:54,520
own strength. 
Somehow evangelism when it 

731
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:59,480
becomes about us, you know, and 
sometimes I think I'm speaking 

732
00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:02,320
to the ones who go on evangelism
often. 

733
00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:06,200
If you're one of those people 
like you put the stake in the 

734
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:11,000
ground like Rich, you're always 
there, which is awesome. 

735
00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:15,000
I'm so encouraged. 
But a lot of times when we do it

736
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,680
over and over and over again, we
rely on our own strength. 

737
00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:21,440
In other words, like you're not,
you're not distracted, you're 

738
00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:23,760
going like that's what you've 
signed up for. 

739
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:25,440
So the enemy, you got to watch 
it. 

740
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:29,000
Don't be ignorant of a scheme. 
Second Corinthians 2 don't be 

741
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,280
ignorant of the enemy's schemes 
in our lives. 

742
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:35,280
And what is the scheme in our 
and, and maybe, and guys who go 

743
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:39,440
on evangelism often is to do it 
in your own strength because 

744
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:41,720
there was a victory. 
You rely on yesterday's 

745
00:39:41,720 --> 00:39:45,480
victories for today's right 
like, oh, I had that work that 

746
00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:47,400
little skill work or that little
saying work. 

747
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:48,960
Well, it doesn't work today 
because you're a different 

748
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:51,720
person. 
So don't become don't be a 

749
00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:53,880
robot. 
All right so it's first First 

750
00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:57,200
Corinthians reverse Chronicles 
21 one through 5. 

751
00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:01,840
You see David relying on the 
spirit often, but in this case, 

752
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:05,960
David was tempted by the enemy 
later in life. 

753
00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,600
This is towards the end of his 
life. 

754
00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:11,280
He was tempted to take a census.
Why, why? 

755
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:13,200
Why was the? 
Why is that? 

756
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:14,680
Some of you are like, oh, it's a
census. 

757
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:16,840
I mean, we do that all the time,
every five years or something, 

758
00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:18,640
right? 
Or 10. 

759
00:40:18,640 --> 00:40:23,640
Is it 10 years? 
David wanted to see and show 

760
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,840
others how powerful his army 
was. 

761
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:29,240
He wanted, he was just flexing 
his arm. 

762
00:40:29,240 --> 00:40:34,040
He's like, look at how powerful 
we are and read that later. 

763
00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:37,880
It didn't go well for David. 
He had a pick between like, I 

764
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:40,760
don't know if God ever came to 
you with like pick one of three 

765
00:40:40,760 --> 00:40:43,840
consequences. 
God's never done that to me. 

766
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:47,680
Like the specifics, but that'd 
be scary. 

767
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:49,560
Be like, I would like I'm 
reading that passage. 

768
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:51,000
I'm like, I don't want any of 
those three. 

769
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,680
And David's just like I rather 
be in your hands than the man 

770
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,520
than the hands of man, which is 
wise. 

771
00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:03,800
So we depend on our own strength
and then we fall in, in Mark 9. 

772
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:06,400
There's a great example there 
when the when the disciples 

773
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:11,280
tried to cast out a demon and 
their own strength and without 

774
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:14,720
prayer, how did that go? 
It didn't go well. 

775
00:41:15,080 --> 00:41:18,080
You know who, who got the short 
end of the stick on that one? 

776
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:21,200
The Father who's wanted their 
son healed. 

777
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:27,520
So when we're relying on our own
strength, guess what happens? 

778
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:33,240
It's people don't get what they 
need from Jesus. 

779
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:37,400
People have a disbelief in Jesus
because we because of our pride.

780
00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:41,240
So when, when evangelism becomes
all about us or like when we 

781
00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:45,920
rely on our own strength, sadly,
like the Father and the Son 

782
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:49,400
could not get what they needed 
because they were, they were 

783
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:53,560
basing their, their present 
success on yesterday's success. 

784
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:57,000
And so #5 provoking 
embarrassment and fear, going to

785
00:41:57,000 --> 00:42:04,280
move Luke 2252 to 62. 
Peter denied Jesus three times. 

786
00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:08,160
I love this part where he's like
the, the, the slave girl, right?

787
00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:10,240
She's like, are you a follower 
of Jesus? 

788
00:42:10,240 --> 00:42:12,280
Aren't you a follower of Jesus? 
I've seen you with him. 

789
00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:14,520
And he's like, no, no, no, no, I
don't know what you're talking 

790
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:19,400
about. 
Well, who is again, who is 

791
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:23,000
hindered there not just because 
of your pride, but because of 

792
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:25,880
your fear. 
When we give in to fear, when 

793
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,440
the enemy makes us fear. 
And this happens a lot in like 

794
00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:32,400
in a, you know, maybe evangelism
contact context overseas, you 

795
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:34,560
know, you might hear stories or 
you might have been there where 

796
00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:37,200
the enemy messes with you, puts 
a spirit of fear on you. 

797
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:41,920
And now you're, you're like 
cowering in fear and trying to 

798
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:43,560
deny Jesus. 
Not this. 

799
00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:45,520
And I mean, I don't think any 
one of us would be like, I don't

800
00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:46,600
even know him, you know, 
anymore. 

801
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:49,480
I don't think it maybe it'd be 
that extreme, but fear hinders 

802
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:52,400
you from evangelism. 
Fear hinders you from going on 

803
00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:57,320
mission, whether it's fear of 
like rejection or fear or 

804
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,200
whatever it might be. 
I mean, there's tons of, there's

805
00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:04,600
tons of reasons for that fear, 
but there's missed opportunities

806
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:08,640
to evangelize and reach the 
people around you because of the

807
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,760
fear. 
The spirit of fear number six, 

808
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:17,840
physical and mental fatigue. 
Maybe like there's just undealt 

809
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:20,320
with emotions. 
Just you're tired. 

810
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:23,760
How many times you're like, 
evangelism happens like in a 

811
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:27,840
family life group that night and
you're just like overwhelmed by 

812
00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:30,600
all the stuff that just happened
just in that day. 

813
00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:32,800
And you're like, I don't really 
feel like going out. 

814
00:43:33,040 --> 00:43:36,840
It's not fear, it's not pride. 
It's not all these other things.

815
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:39,920
It's not ruining your witness. 
It's just mental fatigue. 

816
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:42,360
It's it's exhaustion. 
You're tired. 

817
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:45,240
Maybe you're not taking a, you 
know, getting enough rest. 

818
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:49,400
I mean, you need you need rest. 
You're doing too much and in 

819
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:52,800
your doing too much, you're the 
enemy's hindering you from 

820
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:55,560
giving out like the the the 
should be your joy, right? 

821
00:43:56,160 --> 00:43:59,640
Should be your joy to give away 
what was been given to you and 

822
00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:02,880
you forget. 
All right, and then number. 

823
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:07,800
Oh, and one other thing at that.
I know this is this is kind of a

824
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:11,280
an interesting. 
I I, I looked this up the other 

825
00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:14,320
day or I came across this 
article and I thought, man, this

826
00:44:14,320 --> 00:44:17,440
is so good. 
I think along with physical and 

827
00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:21,280
mental fatigue, there's a 
selfishness, there's a looking 

828
00:44:21,280 --> 00:44:25,920
inward that's unhealthy. 
And maybe an extreme example of 

829
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:31,520
that would be I read this 
article on on this new trend 

830
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:34,040
with men, not women with men, 
which is crazy. 

831
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:38,720
But this idea it's it's called, 
I mean, it sounds so ridiculous 

832
00:44:38,720 --> 00:44:42,280
when you say it out loud, but 
OK, so it's called looks maxing.

833
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:47,440
It's so ridiculous, isn't it so,
so dumb when I say it out loud, 

834
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:51,200
I'm like, Oh my gosh, but but I 
OK, it's ridiculous. 

835
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:56,240
It's ridiculous, but OK, you, 
you need to understand that new 

836
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:57,520
trend. 
It's so bad. 

837
00:44:57,920 --> 00:45:00,440
It's so it's so bad. 
It is OK. 

838
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:04,040
So this is what people do. 
They they break their legs. 

839
00:45:05,240 --> 00:45:10,080
These men break their legs. 
OK, so this all is all this all 

840
00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:13,200
has to do with the fact that 
they think they're ugly and they

841
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:15,960
just want to look good, which is
nothing wrong with looking good.

842
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:19,960
I mean, you definitely, you 
know, hygiene is good, brushing 

843
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:23,400
your teeth, combing your hair, 
you know, all that's good. 

844
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:25,960
And you should do that, right, 
Dick? 

845
00:45:26,480 --> 00:45:31,440
Yeah, So. 
But they'll break their bank and

846
00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:36,680
even their bodies to get this 
image to get this sort of this 

847
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:39,600
image that and look, it is not 
for the other person. 

848
00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:45,360
In fact, this is how crazy this 
is that I want to I want to be 

849
00:45:45,360 --> 00:45:49,040
sensitive. 
Not sure too much, but it it's, 

850
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:54,080
it isn't about attracting a mate
because this idea, instead of 

851
00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:58,320
knowing that he could be with a 
woman or have sex with a woman 

852
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:02,520
was in just just the idea of 
being with somebody else in some

853
00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:05,320
ways is better than the deed 
itself. 

854
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:17,570
We call that narcissism. 
I don't think narcissists share 

855
00:46:17,570 --> 00:46:18,890
the gospel. 
Why? 

856
00:46:18,890 --> 00:46:21,530
Because they're so focused on 
themselves. 

857
00:46:22,170 --> 00:46:24,410
It doesn't have to be this 
extreme like breaking this one 

858
00:46:24,410 --> 00:46:29,930
guy broke his legs and had rods 
inserted in his legs in order to

859
00:46:29,930 --> 00:46:32,490
be taller and he just went from 
6/2 to 6/6. 

860
00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:40,400
I mean it's crazy, but he spent 
$100,000 on it and then 

861
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:44,000
injecting fillers and having 
reconstructive surgeries to 

862
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:47,440
improve their jawline. 
They hit themselves. 

863
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:49,680
This is the craziest one. 
They hit themselves with a 

864
00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:53,600
hammer in their in their 
cheekbones so that it could 

865
00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:56,280
actually reconfigure their face 
to have a better look. 

866
00:46:56,800 --> 00:47:02,560
It's some sort of like treat 
micro fractures that will cause 

867
00:47:02,560 --> 00:47:04,880
it just hurts. 
They even say that like will 

868
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:07,320
cause their facial features to 
be more pronounced. 

869
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,440
They use meth, probably know 
this one, to suppress their 

870
00:47:10,440 --> 00:47:15,960
appetite, use anabolic steroids 
and to sacrifice even their 

871
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:18,640
fertility in the future. 
Man, Can you imagine people 

872
00:47:18,640 --> 00:47:22,080
doing that and then went 
eventually when you wake up from

873
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:26,240
the God of this world who's 
blinded you, you can't have kids

874
00:47:26,240 --> 00:47:32,440
now because you are a narcissist
and your blindness, it's really 

875
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,840
sad. 
You know what's happening on 

876
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,280
campus. 
You know, it's, I mean, there, 

877
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:41,720
there's a neutral, I mean, it's,
but they say that like in young 

878
00:47:41,720 --> 00:47:49,080
men, it's about 54% are showing 
signs of this and 49% of women. 

879
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:52,240
So men are leading in this, 
which is just crazy when you 

880
00:47:52,240 --> 00:47:56,280
think about it. 
But this narcissism is 

881
00:47:56,280 --> 00:48:00,640
destroying our culture and it's 
ultimately the enemy's way of 

882
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:04,480
just he's, he's blinding the 
even believers. 

883
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:06,080
And it, it doesn't even have to 
be that extreme. 

884
00:48:06,080 --> 00:48:07,360
So you don't take a hammer to 
your cheeks. 

885
00:48:07,600 --> 00:48:09,600
I mean, that's crazy. 
I get it. 

886
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:13,040
That's like extreme. 
But perhaps maybe you're just so

887
00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:17,120
self focused that there's, 
there's just, there's nothing in

888
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:20,560
that heart of self focus that 
could think about another person

889
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:23,320
who isn't saved. 
That's a problem. 

890
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:25,960
That's why the the slowing of 
growth. 

891
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:30,560
This place, look, I don't care 
about like I don't, I 

892
00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:33,440
personally, I'll just say this. 
I don't need this place to fill 

893
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:35,600
up for me to feel good about 
being a pastor. 

894
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:37,960
I really don't care about that. 
You guys know that I really 

895
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:42,600
don't care. 
But but you should like, because

896
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:45,520
every empty seat in here, it 
could have somebody sitting 

897
00:48:45,520 --> 00:48:47,760
there that doesn't know Jesus. 
Now they know Jesus and now they

898
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:51,920
have a life full of purpose. 
And that should be like, I want 

899
00:48:51,920 --> 00:48:53,760
that. 
I, I, I want that. 

900
00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:57,240
But you know what, we're so self
consumed, so selfish in America.

901
00:48:57,240 --> 00:48:59,880
We don't really care because we 
got our wife or we got our kid 

902
00:48:59,880 --> 00:49:02,480
and we got some of you young 
adults selfish. 

903
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,720
Like you're looking at, you're 
looking at the, the, the, the 

904
00:49:06,720 --> 00:49:09,880
college students coming in. 
You're like, wow, like does any 

905
00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:12,760
of you, when's the last time you
actually broke for a college 

906
00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:14,640
student? 
When's the last time you did 

907
00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,760
that? 
You broke because they don't 

908
00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:22,560
have a wife that loves you. 
They do not have a purpose. 

909
00:49:22,920 --> 00:49:24,600
They they they are stuck in the 
world. 

910
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,360
They don't have the comfortable 
life that you come home to. 

911
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:30,000
They don't have that. 
That's not theirs yet. 

912
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:35,320
Could be. 
But there has to be a breaking a

913
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:40,480
breaking a a a letting go of 
self in order to help somebody 

914
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:41,960
else. 
Amen. 

915
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:46,000
OK, I know we're 7 all right, so
dividing. 

916
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:47,960
I, I will we'll talk more about 
that some other time. 

917
00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:53,720
But when the basically, when 
unbelievers look at the world 

918
00:49:53,720 --> 00:49:56,640
and the look at the church and 
they're just dividing over 

919
00:49:56,640 --> 00:50:03,080
stupid stuff, or they're reading
people who are hurt by the 

920
00:50:03,080 --> 00:50:05,600
church and never got over their 
offence and they're reading 

921
00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:08,840
ridiculous reviews. 
Why would unbelievers want to 

922
00:50:08,840 --> 00:50:11,680
come to the church, not just 
ours, but why would they? 

923
00:50:11,680 --> 00:50:14,320
I mean, like, I honestly, if I 
was an unbeliever, I literally 

924
00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:16,800
in my unbelief, I'd be like, 
this is lame, dumb. 

925
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:20,960
I'm just going to do the unsaved
life because what's the I mean, 

926
00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:22,680
why go through all this change 
for nothing? 

927
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,680
So dividing over things 
internally keeps the church from

928
00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:33,360
thinking outwardly and growing 
#8 blinding us from the cost, 

929
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:39,280
the cost and benefits of of 
evangelism. 

930
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:44,040
Of course it costs you. 
You know, I have like every in 

931
00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:46,160
every season I have like some 
sort of saying, you've heard me 

932
00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:49,000
say like you can't have your 
cake and eat it too. 

933
00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:50,760
Some people like in the college 
ministry, I said that they're 

934
00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:53,520
like, what is that mean? 
I have no idea. 

935
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:55,320
I'm not going to explain it. 
Don't worry about it. 

936
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:58,200
Just ask somebody else. 
But I'm like, but now I'm on 

937
00:50:58,200 --> 00:51:00,920
this like new kick of like this 
new saying that I've been 

938
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:04,760
thinking about it a lot. 
It, it's, it's sounds 

939
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:10,520
ridiculous, but I'll just say 
anyways, there is, there is a 

940
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:14,080
cost to what we do and it's 
worth it. 

941
00:51:15,880 --> 00:51:20,040
Like planning a church, going 
out and sharing, sharing the 

942
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:23,120
gospel with someone, actually 
taking a leap of faith in your 

943
00:51:23,120 --> 00:51:27,360
office when it's quiet and 
nobody really wants to talk 

944
00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:29,600
about the things that are 
important and everyone's just 

945
00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:31,520
negative. 
But taking a stance and saying, 

946
00:51:31,520 --> 00:51:35,120
Hey, I want to give you 
something that would change your

947
00:51:35,120 --> 00:51:36,760
life. 
I want to invite you to church. 

948
00:51:36,920 --> 00:51:40,120
I want to share the gospel. 
Like it costs something. 

949
00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:42,880
It gets really messy. 
Like you being in the church 

950
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:46,880
long term, like just saying 
like, Hey, I'm in no matter what

951
00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:51,200
is, is, is incredibly messy. 
You saying as a family for me 

952
00:51:51,200 --> 00:51:53,760
and my house will serve the 
Lord, incredibly messy. 

953
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:59,840
And so I, I, you know, the, you 
want to hear the same. 

954
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:03,560
OK, so you can't make an 
omelette without breaking the 

955
00:52:03,560 --> 00:52:11,200
eggs. 
It's pretty good. 

956
00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:14,280
Hey, think about it. 
If we were like, I don't know if

957
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:15,600
I, I don't know, laugh at that 
or not. 

958
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:22,480
But listen, listen, it's true. 
You can't get to this desired 

959
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:27,840
end where the a church that's on
fire for God like we like the 

960
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:31,360
the, the I mean, don't you dream
about do you ever just dream of 

961
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:35,800
a church like coming in this 
place is just full of life, full

962
00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:38,440
of life full of unbelievers 
who've gotten saved. 

963
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:43,080
Do you know how like fiery would
be in this room if it's full of 

964
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,360
not just church transfer of 
people who are disgruntled with 

965
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:47,720
that church in Oviedo and that 
church in Oviedo and they come 

966
00:52:47,720 --> 00:52:49,440
over here because that person 
hurt them. 

967
00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:51,640
And I don't want to. 
I literally do not want to lead 

968
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:54,880
a church like that. 
So if that's you, please, just 

969
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:58,160
please don't like, don't, don't 
cause any problems. 

970
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,200
It's ridiculous. 
I have no patience for it. 

971
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,000
But what I want to give my life 
to is new conversion growth. 

972
00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:12,760
And I want our church to be 
involved in that process of 

973
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:17,120
sharing the gospel with people. 
And trust me, guys, it, if you 

974
00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:20,200
thought this was messy, it will 
be messy in a good way. 

975
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:23,480
And we will make our omelettes, 
but we need to crack the eggs. 

976
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:27,560
It's going to get messy, and you
do understand that. 

977
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:32,160
OK. 
If you don't remember anything 

978
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:35,000
else, you're driving in the car 
Tuesday afternoon. 

979
00:53:35,240 --> 00:53:38,520
Would that bald headed guy talk 
about something about omelets 

980
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:39,680
and cracking eggs? 
Yeah. 

981
00:53:39,760 --> 00:53:40,920
I want to be a part of that 
baby. 

982
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:42,240
That's awesome. 
No. 

983
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:48,280
OK, there's more. 
OK, so can't achieve something 

984
00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:51,200
incredibly beautiful without it 
costing you something. 

985
00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:53,000
And the enemy wants to blind you
from that. 

986
00:53:53,360 --> 00:53:56,760
He wants to blind you from the 
cost, but the other one blinded 

987
00:53:56,760 --> 00:53:58,240
you from the cost. 
He wants to show you the cost, 

988
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,400
but he wants to blind you from 
the benefits of the cost. 

989
00:54:00,520 --> 00:54:02,840
He wants to blind you from just 
out, man. 

990
00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:05,960
Like if I just step out and I 
and I'd be a part if I just do 

991
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,920
what she just told me to do, 
which is make disciples. 

992
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:10,600
All right, So what do you need 
to do? 

993
00:54:10,600 --> 00:54:12,240
It's practical. 
Bob. 

994
00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,280
Pray for Bob. 
OK, Pray for Bob. 

995
00:54:14,280 --> 00:54:15,880
We we nickname her little guy 
Bob. 

996
00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:18,960
Poor guy has a complex. 
He one day he comes up with me 

997
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:21,200
and he's like, you know what, 
Dad, call me by my name. 

998
00:54:21,400 --> 00:54:22,040
Judah. 
Judah. 

999
00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:31,120
Judah. 
Fine, but Bob, break my heart 

1000
00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:34,880
God, for what breaks yours? 
You came to seek and save the 

1001
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:37,920
lost. 
On your heart is always 

1002
00:54:37,920 --> 00:54:40,200
brokenness. 
If you go to Jesus, if you have 

1003
00:54:40,240 --> 00:54:43,560
a relationship with Jesus and 
you walk with Him long enough, 

1004
00:54:43,920 --> 00:54:48,000
you will realize that his heart 
aches and breaks for the lost. 

1005
00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:52,240
The question is, does yours #2 
that's Romans 9. 

1006
00:54:52,240 --> 00:54:54,800
You could read Romans 9, the 
first couple of lines, boom. 

1007
00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:58,240
I mean, Paul's just like, hey, 
he's broken over lost Israel 

1008
00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:02,040
number 20, right? 
Pray for opportunities. 

1009
00:55:02,240 --> 00:55:04,960
And we, if, if you're, if you're
having a hard time and you are 

1010
00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:06,680
praying, you're praying you're 
like God, there's no 

1011
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:08,680
opportunities. 
We will give you opportunities. 

1012
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,000
There's plenty of them 
throughout the week. 

1013
00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:13,520
But pray for your own 
opportunity. 

1014
00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:15,160
You know, Paul prayed that in 
Ephesians 6. 

1015
00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,240
He's like, pray for an open 
door. 

1016
00:55:18,040 --> 00:55:22,360
Pray for an open door, OK, that 
God would give me an opportunity

1017
00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:23,840
to share. 
And then what? 

1018
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:25,680
Then what do you need? 
Once the doors open and the 

1019
00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:28,400
person's in front of you and 
they're like, what do I do in my

1020
00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:29,520
life? 
You know? 

1021
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:33,360
Then you got to pray for 
boldness, that you would preach 

1022
00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:35,440
the gospel with boldness. 
Amen. 

1023
00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:42,000
OK do not stop praying for non 
believers, but also pray for 

1024
00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:45,240
your heart, Pray for Bob, Pray 
that your heart would, that God 

1025
00:55:45,240 --> 00:55:48,640
would use you. 
All right #9 moves the enemy, 

1026
00:55:48,640 --> 00:55:51,840
moves the target. 
I think I've shared this 

1027
00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:55,680
throughout, but I just for the 
point, for the purpose of not 

1028
00:55:55,680 --> 00:56:02,720
getting in trouble and not 
forgetting to say #9 he lies to 

1029
00:56:02,720 --> 00:56:08,360
you and us and says we are 
content as a church with church 

1030
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:10,560
transfer, not new conversion 
growth. 

1031
00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:17,240
Are you content? 
Honestly, it's OK. 

1032
00:56:17,240 --> 00:56:19,040
Just be honest. 
Are you content? 

1033
00:56:20,360 --> 00:56:22,640
You're like, again, I got my 
friends. 

1034
00:56:24,240 --> 00:56:25,880
Yeah. 
I, I mean, I'll go on mission, 

1035
00:56:26,640 --> 00:56:32,320
but as a general way of life, 
does your heart just break? 

1036
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:34,920
And does when you go out in 
public, do you think about lost 

1037
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:38,920
people and then being 
opportunities to share your 

1038
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:42,680
faith and then being future 
disciple disciples of Jesus, 

1039
00:56:42,840 --> 00:56:44,640
disciple makers, church 
planters? 

1040
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:49,120
I just can't think of it. 
There's the only way our church 

1041
00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:52,760
is going to be a fiery life 
giving church is when there's 

1042
00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:58,320
new church growth, like new 
conversion growth, new converts.

1043
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:04,520
The enemy's fine with us. 
Just equating evangelism 

1044
00:57:04,520 --> 00:57:07,160
opportunities is just like 
social gospel or just being 

1045
00:57:07,160 --> 00:57:12,560
kind, but you have to actually 
speak the truth out in public to

1046
00:57:12,880 --> 00:57:15,640
people who are lost. 
Like evangelism. 

1047
00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:18,680
Yes, it includes a helping hand.
We want to do a lot. 

1048
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:23,600
We want to be practical. 
But it, it, if it's, if it's not

1049
00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:27,480
sharing physically your faith 
with somebody and using the 

1050
00:57:27,480 --> 00:57:30,200
scriptures and sharing Jesus 
with somebody, it is not 

1051
00:57:30,200 --> 00:57:35,360
evangelism. 
And no one gets saved #10 And 

1052
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:37,680
lastly, we'll, we'll end this 
one here. 

1053
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:45,000
The real problem, the real 
problem, I believe the main way 

1054
00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:53,960
the enemy hinders new conversion
growth and hinders our 

1055
00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:59,920
evangelism is we have lost our 
fire as believers. 

1056
00:58:01,240 --> 00:58:07,960
We've lost our fire, we've lost 
our friends and we've lost the 

1057
00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:11,880
sharpness of sharing an accurate
gospel. 

1058
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:16,520
Let me say that again, OK, 
because this is really 

1059
00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:18,360
important. 
Actually, you might want to 

1060
00:58:18,360 --> 00:58:22,720
write this down because I 
guarantee you 90% of this room, 

1061
00:58:23,160 --> 00:58:26,360
this is where they're at, 
probably 95. 

1062
00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:30,480
You'd be a fool not to write 
this down. 

1063
00:58:30,480 --> 00:58:33,480
Actually, I honestly like I, I 
don't not sure what else to say,

1064
00:58:33,520 --> 00:58:37,960
but you need to write this down.
And actually, you, you want God 

1065
00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:42,560
to move this morning before you 
leave, we'll give an invitation.

1066
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:49,640
The real problem guys, is we 
have lost our fire. 

1067
00:58:50,800 --> 00:58:56,840
We've lost our lost friends and 
we lost the sharpness to share 

1068
00:58:56,840 --> 00:59:01,680
an accurate gospel. 
Because you see, when when 

1069
00:59:01,680 --> 00:59:06,360
there's passionate believers on 
fire for Jesus, plus they're 

1070
00:59:06,360 --> 00:59:11,760
close and intentional with lost 
people and they have a clear 

1071
00:59:11,760 --> 00:59:17,800
gospel presentation, maximum 
impact, we will be unstoppable, 

1072
00:59:19,040 --> 00:59:24,120
no doubt in my mind to see what 
happens over time as Christians,

1073
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:26,760
we lose our fire. 
We start to cut off our 

1074
00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:29,720
unbelieving friends. 
We start to do the holy huddle. 

1075
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:33,400
We lose the sharpness because we
forgot how much the gospel has 

1076
00:59:33,400 --> 00:59:38,040
been impactful in our own lives.
And so now we lost this ability 

1077
00:59:38,040 --> 00:59:40,480
to even share an accurate 
gospel. 

1078
00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:44,560
We've lost that ability and 
therefore no one gets saved. 

1079
00:59:44,560 --> 00:59:47,280
So what we do is we do. 
And This is why we haven't done 

1080
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:48,840
that because I don't want to do 
that. 

1081
00:59:50,760 --> 00:59:56,560
But we'll just have evangelism 
classes to try to pump different

1082
00:59:56,560 --> 01:00:00,200
practical ways for you to share.
But we're we're pumping that 

1083
01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:02,840
into a room who's lost their 
fire and their lost friends. 

1084
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:07,600
And So what happens is. 
What happens is we're, we're 

1085
01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:09,640
just like a number of things. 
There's like, all right, get the

1086
01:00:09,640 --> 01:00:10,840
fire. 
OK, great. 

1087
01:00:11,040 --> 01:00:14,800
But without the fire, if we, if,
if practically we're like, hey, 

1088
01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:17,640
get in the room and and get all 
the evangelism, you know, 

1089
01:00:17,760 --> 01:00:20,000
equipping we, we just, we, we're
going to give you like the top 

1090
01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:21,360
three things of how to how to 
share. 

1091
01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:24,360
OK, well, the problem is then, 
then we're like, OK, then go 

1092
01:00:24,360 --> 01:00:27,080
connect with your lost friends. 
Without the fire, that's 

1093
01:00:27,080 --> 01:00:30,200
dangerous. 
That's dangerous. 

1094
01:00:30,200 --> 01:00:31,720
Without the fire, that's 
dangerous. 

1095
01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:34,040
Why? 
Because they'll drag you down. 

1096
01:00:35,640 --> 01:00:38,840
You must have fire to reach 
those without a fire. 

1097
01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:42,760
And if you do not have a fire, 
they'll drag you, they'll pull 

1098
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:44,880
you away. 
So the answer is not just go 

1099
01:00:44,880 --> 01:00:46,440
find a bunch of lost people to 
hang out with. 

1100
01:00:46,960 --> 01:00:49,600
College students, seriously 
consider this. 

1101
01:00:52,320 --> 01:00:57,760
If if you are newly saved, if 
you're newly saved and you have 

1102
01:00:57,760 --> 01:01:00,600
that fire, it's in you, it's 
burning. 

1103
01:01:00,720 --> 01:01:02,480
You're like, God just saved me 
recently. 

1104
01:01:02,680 --> 01:01:04,120
It's so good. 
It's so great. 

1105
01:01:04,720 --> 01:01:06,640
OK, keep that fire, Kindle that 
fire. 

1106
01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:08,800
Just ask whatever God, like God,
please keep that. 

1107
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:11,760
Please, please, please keep that
so that that I want to continue 

1108
01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:15,000
to to remain faithful to 
reaching my lost friends. 

1109
01:01:15,120 --> 01:01:18,240
And I want to be equipped to how
to share an accurate gospel with

1110
01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:20,120
those people. 
But if you're a young adult and 

1111
01:01:20,120 --> 01:01:23,000
you've lost some of that fire, 
you lost that fire. 

1112
01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:25,840
The answer is not just to go, 
just to go hang out with lost 

1113
01:01:25,840 --> 01:01:27,880
people because you're in danger 
of falling. 

1114
01:01:29,080 --> 01:01:32,800
What you need is the fire back. 
We need the fire back. 

1115
01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:41,280
And there's only one way to get 
that fire is to ask for it, just

1116
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:44,000
to simply ask for it. 
God, I want the fire back. 

1117
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:47,800
I want to be used by you. 
I want you. 

1118
01:01:47,960 --> 01:01:49,960
I want to be used by you. 
I want the fire again. 

1119
01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:52,320
You know how we lose the fire? 
So much of it is because we 

1120
01:01:52,320 --> 01:01:54,880
quenched the Holy Spirit and we 
grieve the Holy Spirit. 

1121
01:01:55,480 --> 01:01:58,840
We're we're in, we're in maybe 
in a sin, perhaps in some sort 

1122
01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:00,840
of sin habit that's just 
destroying our lives and you 

1123
01:02:00,840 --> 01:02:02,280
know it. 
And you need to repent of that 

1124
01:02:02,560 --> 01:02:06,040
and turn back to God. 
And maybe perhaps some of you 

1125
01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:09,440
guys, you're hearing that 
prompting like go share, go on 

1126
01:02:09,440 --> 01:02:12,640
Wednesday, go, go to the tent, 
you know, go out with the young 

1127
01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:16,080
adults and, and go do the, you 
know, the, the white board 

1128
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,000
evangelism. 
That's great. 

1129
01:02:17,000 --> 01:02:18,480
Do those things. 
And then you're like, Ah, no, 

1130
01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:20,440
you know what, I'm too busy. 
Whatever you're quenching, 

1131
01:02:20,440 --> 01:02:21,840
you're quenching the Holy 
Spirit. 

1132
01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:25,400
Just think of it this way. 
Inside your heart, when you get 

1133
01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:29,240
saved, you have a heart. 
The the Holy Spirit is beating 

1134
01:02:29,400 --> 01:02:33,280
that his heart is beating, and 
every time you sin and do 

1135
01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:36,760
something you should not do, you
hurt his heart. 

1136
01:02:37,560 --> 01:02:39,080
It's called grieving the Holy 
Spirit. 

1137
01:02:39,080 --> 01:02:43,640
That's in Ephesians. 
It's in Ephesians you grieve the

1138
01:02:43,640 --> 01:02:46,760
Holy Spirit. 
Also equally on the other side, 

1139
01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:49,520
you have a fire in you when you 
get saved. 

1140
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:53,640
And, and what happens is every 
time the Holy Spirit says, go do

1141
01:02:53,640 --> 01:02:56,120
that. 
Go pray for somebody, go share 

1142
01:02:56,120 --> 01:02:57,760
the gospel. 
You're here. 

1143
01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,360
I got a word for somebody, you 
know, it's just doing something 

1144
01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:02,480
that you should do and you're 
like, Nah, I don't really want 

1145
01:03:02,480 --> 01:03:05,080
to do that. 
You throw sand on that fire. 

1146
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:10,240
Can I just say that perhaps we 
lost our fire because in this 

1147
01:03:10,240 --> 01:03:13,480
room we are grieving and 
quenching the Spirit on a daily 

1148
01:03:13,480 --> 01:03:16,840
basis. 
We don't have to anymore. 

1149
01:03:17,680 --> 01:03:23,280
Say, Lord, I want to please you,
want to please you, and I don't 

1150
01:03:23,280 --> 01:03:26,120
want to quench what you're doing
in my life. 

1151
01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:30,240
Kindle that fire again. 
Amen. 

1152
01:03:30,960 --> 01:03:35,760
Kindle that fire. 
I'm so thankful for people that 

1153
01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:39,880
have shared the gospel with me, 
You know, and then because they 

1154
01:03:39,880 --> 01:03:42,480
share the gospel with me, 
they've been blessings in my 

1155
01:03:42,480 --> 01:03:43,960
life. 
I got to share the gospel then 

1156
01:03:43,960 --> 01:03:46,760
with them. 
And there is a couple people 

1157
01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:49,560
that come to mind that I'm just 
so thankful today. 

1158
01:03:49,880 --> 01:03:55,200
One, my, my brother, when I, 
when I first got saved, I was 

1159
01:03:55,200 --> 01:03:56,800
praying for him for about 3 or 4
years. 

1160
01:03:57,200 --> 01:04:01,440
And it was when I, it was about 
2000. 

1161
01:04:01,440 --> 01:04:06,920
And let's see 2007, six or no, 
it was 2000 and six, 2006. 

1162
01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:12,120
He was going to a church called 
Antioch Wheaton because he had 

1163
01:04:12,120 --> 01:04:15,320
just gotten saved. 
And I was thinking, man, I was 

1164
01:04:15,320 --> 01:04:16,400
thinking about this the other 
day. 

1165
01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:20,520
I was like, if that dude didn't 
get saved because a result of 

1166
01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:23,840
praying for him. 
I remember walking he he was 

1167
01:04:23,840 --> 01:04:25,680
living at he was living at home 
and I was going home. 

1168
01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:30,360
I lived actually there too as 
well when I graduated college. 

1169
01:04:30,600 --> 01:04:33,640
But I went past his bedroom one 
time and he was just sitting 

1170
01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:37,640
there just so discouraged. 
And I was walking down stairs 

1171
01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:42,320
and I felt the Holy Spirit so 
strong because you know, 

1172
01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:45,280
brothers, especially if they're 
unsaved, they just, they're at 

1173
01:04:45,280 --> 01:04:48,760
odds, can't be at odds cause a 
lot of pain in your life. 

1174
01:04:49,120 --> 01:04:53,240
And then so I walked back and I 
felt the Holy Spirit say, go in 

1175
01:04:53,240 --> 01:04:57,240
there and you comfort him, share
with him the gospel. 

1176
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:01,760
So I, I sat down next to him on 
his bed and I said, and I 

1177
01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:06,280
remember he's got more thicker 
like Italian hands than I do. 

1178
01:05:07,160 --> 01:05:11,360
So he's we just, I held his hand
and this is awkward for me 

1179
01:05:11,960 --> 01:05:16,120
because I don't know, just all 
those years and I just prayed 

1180
01:05:16,120 --> 01:05:19,400
for him and I just said, all 
right, Lord, just pray whatever.

1181
01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:21,000
I remember everything. 
I prayed. 

1182
01:05:21,000 --> 01:05:23,880
I just shared the gospel with 
him and just left it there. 

1183
01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:27,960
He was so thankful for that. 
And it was years later, not that

1184
01:05:27,960 --> 01:05:30,400
long ago. 
He just not that long later 

1185
01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:34,760
after that, he, he went to this 
church, Antioch, Wheaton. 

1186
01:05:34,760 --> 01:05:37,800
And I'm just thinking man, 
because of the prayers, because 

1187
01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:42,920
of the obedience, right? 
Like this church would never 

1188
01:05:42,920 --> 01:05:47,400
exist as because I wouldn't have
known Antioch and we would have 

1189
01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:49,160
never planted a church in 
Antioch. 

1190
01:05:49,160 --> 01:05:52,760
And just so thankful for not 
only the person who shared the 

1191
01:05:52,760 --> 01:05:55,560
gospel with me, but then sharing
the gospel with others and how 

1192
01:05:55,760 --> 01:05:58,800
all those things work together. 
Then I want to share one other 

1193
01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:02,960
one with you guys. 
It was hard this week after, 

1194
01:06:03,480 --> 01:06:07,240
after the the college encounter 
night, we had gotten word that 

1195
01:06:07,320 --> 01:06:11,440
if some of you guys know her, 
you got word that Trish, she 

1196
01:06:11,440 --> 01:06:14,440
passed away. 
She was a part of the early 

1197
01:06:14,440 --> 01:06:16,200
stages of this church plan. 
She's a part of my youth 

1198
01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:21,400
ministry years ago and great 
source of encouragement like, 

1199
01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:24,360
but she was lost, as lost as you
can get. 

1200
01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:26,880
I mean, she had buried drugs 
underneath the bottom of the 

1201
01:06:26,880 --> 01:06:28,960
boat from Jamaica, bring it over
to Florida. 

1202
01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:32,680
I'm sure like heroin addict. 
The whole thing came to my came 

1203
01:06:32,680 --> 01:06:36,280
to the youth ministry when I 
was, you know, like I left 

1204
01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:39,160
Antioch, Wheaton to plant, not 
plant, but basically plant a 

1205
01:06:39,160 --> 01:06:43,240
youth ministry that they didn't 
have on the beach near Daytona. 

1206
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:48,720
And we built this thing. 
She came in and she was, she was

1207
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:51,840
probably in her 60s at the time 
and she'd come in and she would 

1208
01:06:51,840 --> 01:06:55,840
be like, like, F bombing. 
Like she's like just, I was 

1209
01:06:56,080 --> 01:07:00,960
like, I was like, OK, we are 
trying to build a youth ministry

1210
01:07:02,320 --> 01:07:06,320
and that is probably not what we
want to do is just casually just

1211
01:07:06,480 --> 01:07:08,920
F bombing at the youth house, 
you know? 

1212
01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:13,280
And she she's, you know, quickly
caught on that that wasn't 

1213
01:07:13,280 --> 01:07:15,080
appropriate. 
But she was so faithful. 

1214
01:07:15,080 --> 01:07:17,040
She'd bring us McDonald's 
everywhere. 

1215
01:07:17,040 --> 01:07:20,320
Like she'd bring bags of burgers
and just dump it on the floor 

1216
01:07:20,320 --> 01:07:22,320
and a bunch of dudes would just 
like pile it up. 

1217
01:07:22,480 --> 01:07:25,440
She'd faithfully give me a 
milkshake like every week. 

1218
01:07:25,800 --> 01:07:28,400
And then I would just preach the
word and people would get saved 

1219
01:07:28,400 --> 01:07:30,000
and we'd go out, we'd share the 
gospel. 

1220
01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:32,600
We'd see the sick healed. 
And I mean, on the streets near 

1221
01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:36,000
the beach, it was powerful. 
But the time where I needed her 

1222
01:07:36,000 --> 01:07:39,400
the most is when we, I lost my 
position there. 

1223
01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:42,320
And I was, I was asked to plant 
ENIAC Orlando. 

1224
01:07:42,720 --> 01:07:44,760
And we were at a youth 
conference in Lakeland. 

1225
01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:47,280
I'll not forget that. 
But we were walking around the 

1226
01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:50,720
stadium and I was, it was early 
stages. 

1227
01:07:50,720 --> 01:07:52,680
And I, I mean, we didn't know 
how we're going to be able to 

1228
01:07:52,680 --> 01:07:55,120
support a family and all that. 
And I just felt like, all right,

1229
01:07:55,120 --> 01:07:58,160
Lord, I try to take the easy way
out. 

1230
01:07:58,160 --> 01:08:00,200
There was a guy there that knew 
me. 

1231
01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:03,080
It was through a mutual friend. 
His name's Greg Steer, but he 

1232
01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:06,800
shared with it was a mutual 
friend to say, hey, we could get

1233
01:08:06,800 --> 01:08:08,840
you a job really pretty quickly.
And we could just kind of shut 

1234
01:08:08,840 --> 01:08:12,840
this Antioch Orlando thing down 
And, and you could you could be 

1235
01:08:12,840 --> 01:08:15,440
a youth pastor in California. 
And so it was a really good 

1236
01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:17,080
offer. 
And it was really good money. 

1237
01:08:17,080 --> 01:08:19,680
And it was like decent money. 
It was like, you know, for, for 

1238
01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:21,560
a guy with very little 
experience, I was like, OK, 

1239
01:08:21,560 --> 01:08:23,000
they're like, they're like, take
this. 

1240
01:08:23,240 --> 01:08:26,720
You'll be a fool not to. 
And, and Trish knew what was 

1241
01:08:26,720 --> 01:08:28,800
going on, but she's like, hey, 
let's go for a walk. 

1242
01:08:29,240 --> 01:08:31,960
And I went for a walk and she 
just said, Johnny don't want 

1243
01:08:31,960 --> 01:08:36,200
this. 
I was like, she's like, you're 

1244
01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:39,720
not raising a family, you know, 
like she's like, you don't want 

1245
01:08:39,720 --> 01:08:41,359
this. 
Trust me. 

1246
01:08:41,960 --> 01:08:44,319
So I've watched you for the last
three years. 

1247
01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:48,080
You are made for this. 
You need to plant this church. 

1248
01:08:48,120 --> 01:08:50,680
It does not make any sense, but 
you need to do it. 

1249
01:08:51,520 --> 01:08:55,439
And it was in April of this 
year, which she told me like, 

1250
01:08:55,479 --> 01:08:58,880
I'm in Scotland and she's 
calling me and and I put it on 

1251
01:08:58,880 --> 01:09:01,399
speakerphone. 
Nicole and I are are listening 

1252
01:09:01,399 --> 01:09:03,479
to this. 
And we're both weeping because 

1253
01:09:03,479 --> 01:09:06,600
she's like, hey, I think I 
probably have cancer and this is

1254
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:09,399
probably it. 
She's like, it's my fault, my 

1255
01:09:09,399 --> 01:09:11,640
fault. 
I destroyed my life with 

1256
01:09:12,040 --> 01:09:14,800
nicotine. 
Cigarettes finally caught up to 

1257
01:09:14,800 --> 01:09:17,319
me. 
But I love Jesus and I'm so 

1258
01:09:17,319 --> 01:09:19,600
thankful. 
She's like, John, you have 

1259
01:09:19,600 --> 01:09:23,920
changed my life. 
She's like watching you. 

1260
01:09:24,520 --> 01:09:27,000
You were like a fool in youth 
ministry. 

1261
01:09:27,000 --> 01:09:29,200
You didn't know what you were 
doing, but you stayed the 

1262
01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:32,840
course. 
You still got the same passion, 

1263
01:09:32,840 --> 01:09:34,720
vision and all that stuff as you
do now. 

1264
01:09:34,720 --> 01:09:36,720
And she's like, you're my 
favorite. 

1265
01:09:37,399 --> 01:09:39,840
I listen to you even though I 
can't come. 

1266
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:42,760
I've lost all my hair. 
I'm, I'm, I'm weak and I can't 

1267
01:09:42,760 --> 01:09:44,240
leave. 
I can't come. 

1268
01:09:44,240 --> 01:09:45,600
I can't drive the hour and a 
half. 

1269
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,840
I'm watching on YouTube every 
week. 

1270
01:09:49,720 --> 01:09:52,359
She's like continued to go. 
And then she called again in 

1271
01:09:52,359 --> 01:09:55,040
August just to say, hey, it is 
true. 

1272
01:09:55,400 --> 01:09:57,800
The doctor told me I don't have 
much to live. 

1273
01:09:58,240 --> 01:10:02,400
And I just want to let you know 
that again, you're my favorite. 

1274
01:10:02,400 --> 01:10:05,840
And you've changed my life. 
You've changed my life. 

1275
01:10:07,520 --> 01:10:11,000
Powerful. 
And then this, this not like on 

1276
01:10:11,000 --> 01:10:14,400
Thursday night, just got the 
text message that she's with 

1277
01:10:14,480 --> 01:10:18,200
Jesus now. 
And it's just, I mean, yeah, I 

1278
01:10:18,200 --> 01:10:21,400
wish I would have been able to 
say one more, you know, like all

1279
01:10:21,400 --> 01:10:24,600
of us wish we'd have had like, 
one more, like hug or something.

1280
01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:30,360
But God knew in that moment what
I needed, what Nicole needed, 

1281
01:10:30,520 --> 01:10:34,360
his closure is saying all those 
years for the last, I don't 

1282
01:10:34,360 --> 01:10:37,880
know, was it 18, some years or 
whatever of just doing life 

1283
01:10:37,880 --> 01:10:42,360
together, seeing the life that's
been changed in her like God 

1284
01:10:42,360 --> 01:10:47,240
radically saved and changed her 
life then became a great 

1285
01:10:47,240 --> 01:10:51,800
encouragement to us. 
And it was one of those moments 

1286
01:10:51,800 --> 01:10:56,160
where if I would have just in my
ignorance and pride said, Nah, 

1287
01:10:56,160 --> 01:11:00,520
I'm going my own way to the West
Coast, this would never exist. 

1288
01:11:01,640 --> 01:11:05,440
And just so thankful for those 
moments that it's a beautiful 

1289
01:11:05,440 --> 01:11:09,840
thing when God not when he puts 
passion in you, he puts you in a

1290
01:11:09,840 --> 01:11:12,960
family and he gives you this 
incredible purpose to go make 

1291
01:11:12,960 --> 01:11:15,440
disciples. 
I just think that's how you get 

1292
01:11:15,440 --> 01:11:19,040
your fire. 
The fire remains as we remain in

1293
01:11:19,040 --> 01:11:22,120
Christ, as we remain in him and 
do the next thing that he tells 

1294
01:11:22,120 --> 01:11:24,840
us to do. 
So we just say right now, as as,

1295
01:11:25,000 --> 01:11:27,360
as the sound of my voice right 
now, just everybody stand to 

1296
01:11:27,360 --> 01:11:30,440
their feet and just we're just 
going to ask God for the fire 

1297
01:11:30,440 --> 01:11:34,000
of, of the Lord is to come. 
We're just asking Lord for the 

1298
01:11:34,000 --> 01:11:37,480
fire of God to come right now. 
We don't know what our future 

1299
01:11:37,480 --> 01:11:40,480
looks like, Lord, but you got, 
you got it in the palm of your 

1300
01:11:40,480 --> 01:11:42,480
hands. 
We just thank you, Lord. 

1301
01:11:42,760 --> 01:11:44,240
We thank you for what you're 
doing. 

1302
01:11:44,280 --> 01:11:46,720
We thank you, Lord, for Trish. 
We thank you for her life. 

1303
01:11:46,720 --> 01:11:48,040
We thank you for my brother's 
life. 

1304
01:11:48,040 --> 01:11:51,240
We thank you for my mom's life. 
We thank you for the people's 

1305
01:11:51,240 --> 01:11:53,960
lives, the mentors that have 
been in our life throughout the 

1306
01:11:53,960 --> 01:11:55,560
years. 
God, thank you for that. 

1307
01:11:55,880 --> 01:11:57,200
Lord, we thank you. 
We thank you. 

1308
01:11:57,200 --> 01:11:58,280
We thank you. 
We thank you. 

1309
01:11:58,560 --> 01:12:00,200
We thank you, Jesus. 
Thank you. 

1310
01:12:00,200 --> 01:12:02,320
Lord, we worship you. 
God, we worship you. 

1311
01:12:02,320 --> 01:12:06,280
We worship you for giving us 
life when life when we don't 

1312
01:12:06,280 --> 01:12:08,160
deserve it. 
You've given us life when we 

1313
01:12:08,160 --> 01:12:09,640
don't deserve it. 
Lord, thank you. 

1314
01:12:10,360 --> 01:12:12,080
Thank you. 
Lord, we never know who's paying

1315
01:12:12,080 --> 01:12:13,960
attention. 
We never know who's listening. 

1316
01:12:14,160 --> 01:12:16,400
We never know the impact that 
we're making. 

1317
01:12:16,680 --> 01:12:19,520
We never know and we'll make 
more impact as we surrender to 

1318
01:12:19,520 --> 01:12:21,960
him. 
God, we ask you for the fire of 

1319
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:25,440
God, the fire of God to come on.
Every person in this room who 

1320
01:12:25,440 --> 01:12:27,480
wants it. 
Lord, if you've lost that, if 

1321
01:12:27,480 --> 01:12:30,400
the people have lost that fire, 
if you've lost that fire, just 

1322
01:12:30,400 --> 01:12:32,960
cry out to God. 
Lord, we ask you, Lord, for the 

1323
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:36,000
fire of God to come on. 
We ask you for the fire of the 

1324
01:12:36,000 --> 01:12:39,000
Lord to come on, Lord, we don't 
want to go out out of duty. 

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We don't want to go out of just 
like, oh, just this principle, 

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that principle, whatever we ask 
you that, that those principles 

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would land on fire. 
We ask you for those principles 

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of evangelism to land on the 
fire of God in our lives. 

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01:12:52,680 --> 01:12:56,640
May we not quench, May we not 
grieve the Spirit anymore. 

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01:12:56,960 --> 01:12:58,840
May we not quench or grieve the 
Spirit anymore. 

1331
01:12:58,840 --> 01:13:02,200
And if we have we, would you 
forgive us, Lord, Forgive us for

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being foolish. 
Forgive us for being foolish, 

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Lord, with our lives. 
Forgive us for not obeying 

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01:13:07,000 --> 01:13:08,480
quickly, cheerfully, and 
completely. 

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01:13:09,000 --> 01:13:11,800
We ask you, Lord, to help us to 
obey quickly, cheerfully. 

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01:13:11,800 --> 01:13:14,720
We ask you, God, that we will 
not quench or grieve the Spirit 

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01:13:14,720 --> 01:13:16,960
any longer. 
We pray for the fire of God. 

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01:13:16,960 --> 01:13:20,240
We pray, Lord, that you would 
rebuke apathy in US, break 

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01:13:20,240 --> 01:13:22,480
apathy and indifference in this 
generation. 

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01:13:22,720 --> 01:13:26,240
Lord, fill the seats of this 
house, Lord, with fiery people 

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01:13:26,400 --> 01:13:28,640
who love you. 
God, would you remove all 

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01:13:28,640 --> 01:13:30,840
religion out of here in Jesus 
name? 

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01:13:31,160 --> 01:13:33,200
Lord, we thank you. 
Lord, thank you for what you're 

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doing.
