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To have found God and still 
pursue Him is the soul's paradox

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of love, scorned by the all too 
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justified and happy experience 
by the children of burning 

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hearts. 
This famous quote from AW Tozer,

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the renowned author and long 
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the South Side of Chicago, 
captures one of the greatest 

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paradoxes in the Christian life.
On one hand, a believer has 

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already found God, meaning they 
have encountered him, they have 

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experienced him, they've been 
saved by him. 

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But on the other hand, the 
pursuit continues of him, 

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meaning even after finding God 
or being found by him, there is 

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a deep longing and desire to 
know Him, to experience him, to 

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grow in a relationship with Him.
That being said, that desire is 

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not universally shared by all 
professing Christians. 

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Tozer calls them the 
religionists, those who have a 

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basic knowledge of God and are 
satisfied in that place, feeling

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as though they have already 
arrived spiritually. 

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Whereas you have those that he 
calls the children of burning 

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hearts, who have this 
overwhelming desire and longing 

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to know him more and more. 
And to those believers, it's not

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a burdensome obligation, It's 
the natural response of being 

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exposed to the glories that they
have seen in the Lord Jesus 

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Christ. 
Now, is what Tozer said 

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something that you can find in 
your Bibles? 

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I say absolutely. 
And we can go through the entire

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New Testament to find examples 
and exhortations of this truth, 

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but nothing demonstrates this 
reality more, I believe, than 

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the book of Psalms. 
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one of the most notable chapters
that paints this paradox is 

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Psalm 63. 
And I invite you to turn there 

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with me as we read it in its 
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Psalm 63, a Psalm of David when 
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Judah. 
Oh God, you are my God. 

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Earnestly I seek you. 
My soul thirsts for you, My 

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flesh faints for you. 
As in a dry and weary land where

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there is no water, so I have 
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sanctuary, beholding your power 
and glory. 

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Because your steadfast love is 
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My lips will praise you, so I 
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As long as I live in your name, 
I will lift up my hands, my soul

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will be satisfied as with fat 
and rich food, and my mouth will

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praise you with joyful lips when
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meditate on you in the watches 
of the night. 

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For you have been my help, and 
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will sing for joy. 
My soul clings to you. 

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Your right hand upholds me, but 
those who seek to destroy my 

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life shall go down into the 
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They shall be given over to the 
power of the sword. 

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They shall be a portion for 
jackals. 

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But the king shall rejoice in 
God. 

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All who swear by him shall 
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will be stopped. 
Lord, it is my sincere prayer as

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we come together as a family to 
expound Your word that it would 

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enlarge our hearts. 
Again, Lord, it has to be Your 

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power. 
It has to be Your work in us. 

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It has to be an intervention 
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take any change in our hearts. 
So we ask for that. 

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That would be our portion today,
and we thank you for it in Jesus

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name, Amen. 
There are two vital details that

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you and I have to acknowledge if
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this song. 
The first one is a 

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superscription, the heading of 
this Psalm. 

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We read it, but look at it 
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before verse one when he was in 
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Now people debate, was this when
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Saul? 
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running away from his son 
Absalom? 

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You can make a case for both, 
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tells us that this was happening
while David was fleeing from his

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father-in-law. 
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But the king shall rejoice in 
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The king shall reduce. 
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Saul was occupying the throne. 
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So I believe that's a helpful 
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that this is David when he was 
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Either way, he penned this while
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going to make reference to that 
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it's going to bring a depth to 
some of these statements and 

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declarations. 
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have to grasp here is that I 
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this piece. 
Why I say that is because if you

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read carefully, David mentions 
his soul three times, and when 

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you look at it even more 
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every time he makes reference to
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that's taking place. 
Look again with me and verse one

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to the last part. 
My soul thirsts for you. 

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Look at verse 5. 
My soul will be satisfied. 

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And come here to verse 8. 
My soul clings to you. 

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Do you see it? 
Should we expect any less for us

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as an invitation? 
Should we expect anything for us

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who obey? 
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That when you seek after God, 
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God in salvation. 
He's saved. 

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He's seeking after God, and when
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satisfied in his soul. 
And when he is experiencing that

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satisfaction, he realizes I 
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that's the cling to my God so 
that I can continually drink 

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from this. 
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satisfaction to be sustained. 
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taking place here and I want to 
organize our thoughts with those

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points, meaning they serve as 
headings and we're going to 

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collect our reflections under 
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So this day you came to church 
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You came to hear about the 
seeking soul. 

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The second thing is the 
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And lastly. 
The clinging soul, The seeking 

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soul. 
Verse 10 God, you are my God. 

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Earnestly I seek you, my soul 
thirst for you. 

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What a way to set up this 
prayer, he says. 

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Oh God, he doesn't just address 
God as God, but as. 

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His God. 
Oh, God, you are my God. 

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The Lord is not just a concept 
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He's not just a distant figure. 
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He's a living reality, a 
personal companion in his 

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everyday life. 
Don't you dare make the mistake 

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that by David saying oh God, you
are my God. 

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That he is making merely a 
Pledge of Allegiance, as though 

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he was saying I believe in God 
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where there are many, many, many
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ascribe to the God of Israel. 
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that. 
He's not just declaring that God

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is the true God, that God is 
infinite. 

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He's declaring that God is 
intimate. 

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He's my God. 
He's personal. 

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In other words, the way you can 
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here is that God is knowable and
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I belong to him, He belongs to 
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He is my God, and that's why in 
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I seek you. 
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the Hebrews is interesting 
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early, like early in the day, or
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If you have an English 
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for example, it would read and 
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Will I seek you? 
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stands. 
David, in his heart of hearts, 

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saw the seeking of God. 
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it's early or it's earnestly, 
what he is reflecting here is 

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that this is my ultimate desire.
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him that he defines it as 
thirst. 

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Earnestly. 
I seek you. 

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My soul thirsts for you. 
That's helpful because all of us

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in here know what it's like to 
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Whether you're exercising, 
working outside, running from 

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meeting to meeting. 
When your mouth is parched, it 

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occupies your mind. 
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activity, you are periodically 
planning, how am I going to take

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care of this dry mouth of mine? 
How am I going to quench this? 

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And in the same way, listen very
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When the soul longs to know God 
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satisfied with where it's at, in
the same way that a thirsty 

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person will not be content 
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My soul thirsts for God. 
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Lord, I know that You have 
opened my eyes to Your Word in 

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the past, and I thank You for 
all those precious moments where

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You have manifested Your sweet 
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But I want more. 
I'm desperate for more, I'm 

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thirsting for more and so 
intense can that desire be not 

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just in David, but in any person
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of the Lord that this Holy 
Spirit reveals an extraordinary 

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phenomenon at the end of verse 
1, something that can occur. 

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Look what he says here after he 
says my soul thirsts for you, my

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flesh faints for you. 
He didn't say my soul faints for

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you. 
He said my flesh faints for you.

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How can that be? 
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Testament, you learn very 
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naturally opposed to God and to 
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And Galatians 517 we're. 
Told that the flesh is against 

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the Spirit, wages war against 
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And then you read this, for 
example, and you discover 

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something different. 
Not that the flesh is against 

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the things of God, but it's 
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Not my soul faints for you. 
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faints for you. 
Do we have a contradiction here?

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No, there is no contradiction in
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You have a deep, deep 
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experiential. 
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In other words, our longing to 
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fierce that it consumes every 
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the lust of the flesh in the 
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Your soul can become so fervent,
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Desire to know God, that he can 
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carnal man. 
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even when you were first saving,
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mercy of God, the reality of who
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It just envelops you. 
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different planet and you came 
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It doesn't have to remain in the
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David here is in the wilderness 
experiencing one of the greatest

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hardships of his life, yet he 
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who I am is committed to this 
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You know what the appropriate 
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this truth? 
How can I arrive at that place? 

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You're saying that this is 
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Then how can I get there? 
And I believe David provides a 

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very helpful clue at the end of 
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Notice what he says after my 
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As in a dry and weary land where
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Can you see it, David? 
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looking out to that barren land,
dry and cracked up? 

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And the thought came to him. 
This is what my soul is like, 

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without the ever increasing 
presence of God. 

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In the same way that water is 
the only thing that can bring 

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life to this desert. 
So only God can give my soul the

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vitality and delight that it 
craves. 

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My soul thirsts for you. 
And listen, if you want to know 

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what Davis anger because I'm 
going to get to this point in a 

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moment. 
I don't want to get ahead of 

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myself. 
But if you want to to be able to

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look at these verses and say I 
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I know what David is speaking 
about here. 

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I I argue that what you find at 
the end of verse one is the 

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first step for you to even 
entertain the possibility of it.

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What's the first step? 
You have to be convinced of the 

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same truth that David spells out
here, that nothing in this life 

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will actually and truly satisfy 
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Yes, there are things in God's 
creation that satiate the 

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material parts of who we are, 
but listen to this. 

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Only closeness with Jesus Christ
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Part of who you are. 
You're not just material, you're

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not just physical. 
You have a spirit, you have a 

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soul and only nearness with 
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Christ can touch that part. 
If you don't even believe that 

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to begin with, if you, if you 
don't have that kind of 

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foundation in your understanding
how your relationship God works,

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you'll never, you'll be a 
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David is convinced in the same 
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there is nothing there is not. 
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I look out to this world with 
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trinkets. 
It does nothing for me. 

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It's surface level. 
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It's there for a moment and 
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Oh, I need God. 
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then I I thirst for that. 
I need that. 

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I'm seeking for that, and I can 
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Now some might be wondering, OK,
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for God and seeking it, but what
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practice? 
I'm glad you asked. 

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Look at verse 2. 
So I have looked upon you in the

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sanctuary, beholding your power 
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steadfast love is better than 
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My lips will praise you. 
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He's recollecting. 
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he remembers. 
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stimulates this seeking and this
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He remembers the days where he 
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because he's speaking about 
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He remembers going to the House 
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Something of his power and 
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I wonder what that looked like 
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elaborate protocols of the 
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would see all those beasts. 
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Bloodshed. 
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this, he he stood in awe of the 
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priests, imperfect vessels doing
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he reflected on the absolute 
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to be able to mediate and to 
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ark of the covenant that was 
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And more than being scared about
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because for God to create that 
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that he longed to come and dwell
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And so he was, he was enthralled
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I what? 
I have looked upon you in the 

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sanctuary, beholding your power 
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David experienced something. 
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that David, when he would go to 
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things doctrinally and trying to
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understanding. 
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is doing more than studying God.
He has truly savored him. 

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This isn't just head stuff. 
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This is like my soul has moved. 
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that? 
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Because your steadfast love is 
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That is not the vocabulary of 
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can give you good definitions. 
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who has come into contact with 
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Because your steadfast love is 
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Life is not life without God's 
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known. 
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This is what he is saying. 
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make is if you want to know what
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want that seeking soul to be 
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the way that David experienced 
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includes. 
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Beholding Him to the degree that
the conclusions that you make 

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from what you see in God's Word 
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individual basis. 
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This invitation to behold God's 
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love, is not reserved for kings 
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In fact, you and I have greater 
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What did Paul say in 2nd 
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And we all with unveiled face, 
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are being transformed into the 
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another. 
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the Spirit. 
So you and I also have access to

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behold the glory of the Lord and
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Remove the veil from our faces, 
from our eyes so that we can see

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clearly beholding. 
Can I just pause here and do 

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something? 
I want to pause here and 

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actually kind of show you by way
of example what that might look 

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like so personally. 
Not my sermon prep, no, no, no. 

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My sermon prep is a different 
thing. 

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My personal reading, my personal
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I'm in the gospel of Luke. 
I started in Genesis. 

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I end in Revelation. 
I don't keep count. 

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I'm not trying to follow a pace.
If it takes me a year, 10 years 

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to go through the Bible once 
more, doesn't matter to me. 

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I'm not counting. 
You ask me. 

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I don't know how many times I've
read through it. 

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I'm not interested in counting 
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I'm interested with meeting with
God every time I come to His 

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Word. 
But I'm now in the book of Luke 

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and in Luke 1, I was this is 
earlier this week I was looking 

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at Mary's song and in the same 
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father of John the Baptist. 
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with me to Luke chapter 1. 
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not sermon prep, just reading my
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Look at Luke 1. 50. 
I discovered a few things that 

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moved me not just in the moment 
but listen revelations of God 

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that have kept me full till 
today. 

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Luke 150 Look what Mary says. 
And his mercy is for those who 

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fear Him from generation to 
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So I read. 
That, and I thought, that's 

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wonderful. 
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His mercy is for those who fear 
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And then I'm reading through the
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Zacharias prophecy over his son.
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Luke 174. 
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But notice that we, being 
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enemies, might serve him without
fear. 

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So here's what happened just two
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I'm reading a merry song and I 
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And His mercy is for those who 
fear Him. 

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And then I come back here, the 
7174 of chapter one, that we may

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be delivered from the hand of 
our enemies, might serve Him 

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without fear. 
Well, which one is it? 

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Do you want me to have fear or 
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No Fear. 
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one of the verses from that 
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and I think most people miss it.
Twas grace that taught my heart 

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to fear and grace my fears 
relieved. 

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Another paradox, if you will. 
What is John Newton saying 

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there? 
This grace that I've experienced

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has caused my heart to fear you 
the way God wants you to fear a 

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reverential awe of Him. 
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me. 
From all other illegitimate 

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fears. 
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yes, his mercies for those who 
fear him. 

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Christ has come, that we might 
serve him without fear doesn't 

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end there. 
I kept reading. 

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Look at verse 76 of Luke 1 as he
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you, child will be called the 
prophet of the Most High, for 

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you will go before the Lord to 
prepare His ways to give 

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knowledge of salvation to His 
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their sins. 
Pause there. 

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This is not a point for this 
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just in case. 
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give the message of the 
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What was John's favorite word in
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Repent. 
So for those who think that 

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repentance is not necessary for 
salvation, what are you going to

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do with this? 
Because by the Holy Spirit he 

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was called to give knowledge of 
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When John opened his mouth, you 
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Repent. 
That's not the part that moved 

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me. 
Verse 78 because of the tender 

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mercy of our God, whereby the 
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high. 
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The Holy Spirit could have 
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mercy of our God, but he 
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Because of the tender mercy of 
our God. 

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And there I am on my little 
chair in my office, in my house,

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and I'm looking at that word 
after I was just wrestling and 

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dealing with that fear. 
Fear him. 

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Fear Him. 
Don't fear. 

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Yes, I come to this and I 
realized something about God's 

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mercy. 
It's not just there, it's 

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tender. 
What does tender mean? 

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So I look it up. 
You know what it means. 

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Ready for this bowels saying 
what's the point of that? 

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His mercy comes from the inside.
It overflows from his heart. 

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It it's not merely a duty, it's 
not forced mercy, it's not 

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superficial, it's not surface 
level. 

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It comes from it's a feeling 
mercy. 

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God has he, he has mercy and he 
feels merciful. 

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Ready for this towards me. 
So what are you? 

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What are you doing? 
Why are you explaining all this?

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I'm trying to show you, at least
to the best of my ability, what 

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beholding looks like Beholding 
him. 

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So there I am. 
You said, well, you're a pastor.

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You. 
No, no, no, no, no. 

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There's nothing to do with being
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sermon prep time. 
That's later in the week. 

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And I can show you markings in 
my Bible from the days when I 

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was a college student and when I
was working in advertising where

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the beholding was taking place. 
This is available to any of us 

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where you look at these things. 
And it's not just OK, I read my 

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book. 
No, it's beholding. 

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And then you're moved by it and 
you're drawn to it. 

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And then what happens? 
Now God speaks to you, and now 

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you speak to him. 
Lord, help me believe that your 

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mercy is tender for me. 
Like your heart is moved when 

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I'm broken in my sin. 
When I seek you, help me really 

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believe that you feel tenderly. 
And help me understand that you 

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have mercy for those who fear 
you. 

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So help me have this reverential
of you. 

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That's what it looks like. 
And you go about your day and 

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you do your things and you do 
your hobbies, but you're still 

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meditating on those things. 
And when you're when your mind 

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goes into default space, it 
rests there, the seeking soul. 

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And you do that long enough and 
you practice it and you believe 

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that it can work and you'll come
to the next point. 

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And that's the satisfied soul. 
Come back to Psalm 63. 

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Notice what he says here in 
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My soul will be satisfied as 
with fat and rich food, and my 

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mouth will praise you with 
joyful lips. 

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Listen, David compares the 
gratification that comes from 

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beholding to sitting at a table 
before the most exquisite, 

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delicious feast you can. 
Translate his point in the 

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following way when the Lord 
manifests His presence to me. 

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It's like feeding at a banquet 
and he gives us a glimpse of the

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incredible impact of of what 
it's like for the Lord to open 

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your eyes, open your ears, open 
your heart to Him beyond. 

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What you knew in the gospel, The
gospel is paramount. 

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The gospel sustains us. 
Everything stems from the 

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gospel. 
But deeper things about who he 

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is. 
When you taste it and you taste 

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it and you taste it, look at 
this impact. 

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Look what he says here in verse 
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When I remember you upon my bed 
and meditate on you in the 

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watches of the night. 
Here's what's so significant. 

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David is writing this again. 
Remember the heading of the 

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Psalm. 
He's in the wilderness, he's in 

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the desert, he's sleeping in 
random caves. 

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And as he's reminiscing, being 
in the wilderness, being in 

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exile, Listen, he's, he's cut 
off from virtually everything, 

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but you know what he is not 
looking back to? 

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He's not aching for the comforts
of his palace. 

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He's not remembering the taste 
of royal delicacies. 

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He's not even rehearsing the 
relationships and the 

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interactions that he had with 
people that he had to walk away 

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from when he had to leave into 
the wilderness. 

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None of that. 
What is he thinking about? 

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At the end of the day, when the 
stillness of the night comes and

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all the busyness slows down and 
it's just you and your soul with

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your heavy head on that pillow, 
what is he thinking about? 

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He's reflecting on past 
testimonies of his walk with God

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and it's only causing him to 
want more testimonies. 

453
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:22,880
That's what he's saying here. 
He's saying, how do you know 

454
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:23,800
that? 
Because look what he says in 

455
00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:26,640
verse 7. 
For you have been my help. 

456
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:30,200
You've been my help. 
This is what he's reflecting on 

457
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:33,440
as he's laying there. 
I I'm remembering the times when

458
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,440
the Lord has intervened in my 
life. 

459
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:38,480
Beyond coincidence. 
Beyond a sermon. 

460
00:29:38,760 --> 00:29:40,160
Beyond. 
What I've heard from other 

461
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:42,640
people know I have my own 
testimonies of God coming 

462
00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:46,080
through, and the thought of it 
alone is satisfying me and it's 

463
00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:54,550
causing me to want more. 
But it's the second part of 

464
00:29:54,550 --> 00:29:56,390
verse seven that deserves our 
attention. 

465
00:29:58,830 --> 00:30:03,080
For you have been my help. 
In the shadow of your wings I 

466
00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:09,520
will sing for joy. 
If you read this over and over 

467
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:11,480
again, the whole Psalm, you'll 
observe something. 

468
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:16,480
You'll observe that there's 
numerous mentions of praising 

469
00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:18,800
God in it. 
So let's revisit it. 

470
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:22,040
Look at verse three. 
What does he say? 

471
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,480
Because your steadfast love is 
better than life. 

472
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:28,080
My lips will praise you. 
My lips will praise you. 

473
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:31,440
Look at verse 4. 
So I will bless you as long as I

474
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,200
live. 
Look at verse 5, the second 

475
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:37,720
part, My mouth will praise you 
with joyful lips. 

476
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:41,560
And finally, verse 7, I will 
sing for joy. 

477
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,000
I will sing for joy. 
I will praise you. 

478
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:47,440
I will bless you. 
Or he even goes beyond that to 

479
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:49,440
something that might make some 
people uncomfortable. 

480
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:50,800
He says I will lift my hands in 
your name. 

481
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:58,360
What's happening here? 
There's a clear connection and 

482
00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:00,080
here's what I want to say. 
In love, there are well meaning 

483
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:02,120
believers who, if they are 
honest, struggle to relate what 

484
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:06,040
David is expressing here because
what he is actually writing 

485
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:10,680
about is spontaneous praise and 
heartfelt joy. 

486
00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:15,960
It's one thing to sing, it's 
another thing to sing with joy. 

487
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:20,640
He's singing with joy here and 
he can't help himself and listen

488
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:23,680
it. 
It genuinely, genuinely breaks 

489
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,160
my heart. 
I'm fully aware that we are 

490
00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:28,800
living in a day where our land 
is plagued with biblical 

491
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,400
illiteracy. 
I believe in the. 

492
00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:32,960
I believe you need to get back 
to truth. 

493
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,160
Truth Trump's over everything 
you're feeling, your emotions, 

494
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:38,040
your experience. 
I'm there, but it breaks my 

495
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:43,200
heart also to learn of believers
who have very little feeling in 

496
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:49,080
their religion. 
Some of those believers have 

497
00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:54,520
been taught that having feelings
that are stirred within you or 

498
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,880
even expressed is dangerous and 
should be discouraged. 

499
00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:00,600
Meanwhile, you have other 
believers who listen. 

500
00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:04,040
They believe the gospel, they 
believe in the saving message of

501
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:08,760
Jesus Christ, but they find 
themselves in mechanical motions

502
00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:11,200
and they can't seem to break 
free. 

503
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:18,160
This joy stuff, this songs of 
praise being overcome by the 

504
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:21,160
revelation of who God is. 
That's foreign to many people. 

505
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:24,120
And to some people it's even 
offensive. 

506
00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:26,240
They they came from a certain 
denomination of background where

507
00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:30,000
it's like, let's look down upon,
OK, how do you read the Psalms? 

508
00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:34,320
Like how do you do it? 
It's like offensive to read it 

509
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:37,200
with a monotone voice. 
How it's like it's, it's, it's 

510
00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:42,120
has life in it, emotion in it, 
and emotions are not sinful. 

511
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:45,400
They are gifts from God. 
Can they lead you into sin? 

512
00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:47,840
You better believe it. 
Can they cause you to not trust 

513
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:48,600
the truth? 
Yes. 

514
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:50,200
Can they betray your 
convictions? 

515
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,440
Absolutely. 
But what a joy it is when they 

516
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:56,560
line up with the truth. 
That's God's will. 

517
00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:01,000
And does a spirit provide any 
kind of instructions for those 

518
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,160
who find themselves in such a 
spiritual rut? 

519
00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:07,040
Yes, he does. 
Look carefully at verse 7 again.

520
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:12,080
For you have been my help, For 
you have been my help. 

521
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,200
And in the shadow of your wings 
I will sing for joy. 

522
00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:18,480
Where does he say that he 
experiences this ability to sing

523
00:33:18,480 --> 00:33:22,120
for joy in the shadow of God's 
wings? 

524
00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:24,800
God doesn't have literal wings. 
This is poetic. 

525
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:28,360
Wings speak of protection. 
Wings speak of power. 

526
00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,520
Wings speak of ability. 
Sure, but that's not what he's 

527
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:36,680
even getting at. 
Being in the shadow of anything 

528
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:42,160
demands close proximity. 
I can't stand in your shadow 

529
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:44,000
even if I'm in the same building
as you. 

530
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,560
I can't stand in your shadow 
even if I'm in the same room as 

531
00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,760
you. 
I can only stand in your shadow 

532
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,120
if I am shoulder to shoulder 
with you. 

533
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:55,400
Here's a point that I'm trying 
to make. 

534
00:33:55,920 --> 00:34:00,120
David could sing. 
With joy, because he was near 

535
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:07,560
God, He was close to God. 
And I was reflecting on this and

536
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:11,920
I thought to myself, this is 
true throughout the Scriptures 

537
00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:16,920
and this is from months ago. 
There are many verses that you 

538
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:19,040
read and you should just keep it
in your pocket. 

539
00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:21,199
And don't forget about a 
highlighter. 

540
00:34:21,199 --> 00:34:22,840
Do whatever you need to do 
because you never know when it 

541
00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:24,600
will come and help. 
Sometimes I'll help you with 

542
00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:28,679
your sermon, by the way, But can
I can I invite you to turn to 1 

543
00:34:28,679 --> 00:34:30,520
little sentence from the book of
Job. 

544
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:32,320
It's it's right by Psalms. 
So it's not going to take too 

545
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:35,280
much effort. 
But go to Job 35 verse 10. 

546
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:37,679
I was sharing this with some 
brothers on a Wednesday night. 

547
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:50,199
We read, but none says, where is
God my Maker? 

548
00:34:50,199 --> 00:34:55,040
Who gives songs in the night? 
It's that second part that 

549
00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:56,760
touches me. 
What does God do? 

550
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,680
He does many things. 
You know what He also does? 

551
00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:05,280
He gives songs in the night. 
I love how He gives it in the 

552
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:09,640
night, because no matter what 
you go through the day, if 

553
00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:11,960
you're close to God, close 
enough where He can reach out 

554
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:14,520
and give something to you, He'll
give you a song. 

555
00:35:14,520 --> 00:35:18,160
At the end of the day, no matter
what happened, no matter what 

556
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:20,840
was taken from you, no matter 
what burden was added to you, 

557
00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:23,960
God is able to give you a song 
in the night. 

558
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:26,360
That's what David is talking 
about here. 

559
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:33,160
Even if you're in the 
wilderness, only God can do 

560
00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:39,760
that. 
I read a Spurgeon quote where he

561
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:45,880
says the following. 
We read of beds of ivory, but 

562
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:51,840
beds of piety are far better. 
We read of beds of ivory, the 

563
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:59,880
beds of piety are far better. 
The satisfied soul. 

564
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:05,720
And the same cause and effect is
found in our last point, the 

565
00:36:05,720 --> 00:36:09,680
clinging soul. 
Notice what he says here in 

566
00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:12,640
verse 8. 
My soul clings to you. 

567
00:36:13,240 --> 00:36:17,600
Your right hand upholds me. 
You know what that word cling is

568
00:36:18,120 --> 00:36:19,880
in the Hebrew. 
It's the same word found in 

569
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:23,160
Genesis 224, where we're told 
that a man shall leave his 

570
00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:26,200
father and his mother and he 
shall hold fast to his wife. 

571
00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:30,640
Or in the King James shall 
cleave to his wife. 

572
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaks about being glued to 
somebody. 

573
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,120
And David uses the same word 
with his relationship with God. 

574
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:44,600
My soul clings to you. 
Here's what he's saying. 

575
00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:46,920
Yes, in this season, I have 
sought you. 

576
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,200
In the past, I have been 
satisfied. 

577
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:54,240
In this moment, I'm satisfied. 
But oh, I know the temptations 

578
00:36:54,240 --> 00:36:56,120
of life that can take me away 
from this. 

579
00:36:56,120 --> 00:37:01,240
Place so I'm committing myself 
to yes, seek you and continue to

580
00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:05,560
seek you and to stay there. 
I'm clinging to you. 

581
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:09,320
I want to be near you for the 
rest of my life. 

582
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,800
And he, he unveils yet another 
incentive for you to have that 

583
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,920
ambition above all other 
ambitions. 

584
00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:18,320
No matter what you do, how much 
money you make, how many 

585
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:21,000
responsibilities you have, this 
is possible for all of us. 

586
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:25,360
And he gives another reason for 
you to make it a reality. 

587
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:28,800
Look at verse 8 again. 
My soul clings to you. 

588
00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:32,240
Here's the outcome of that. 
Your right hand upholds me. 

589
00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:37,640
So here's what David's saying. 
Now only does closest to God 

590
00:37:37,880 --> 00:37:42,040
open up. 
The ability to sing but also 

591
00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:45,840
grants me supernatural strength.
Is it not true? 

592
00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:50,920
Listen, is it not true that when
there is needless distance 

593
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:55,200
between you and God, always on 
our part, needless distance that

594
00:37:55,200 --> 00:38:00,480
we create, that it always causes
us to feel depleted, That there 

595
00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:05,960
is that sense of strength and 
energy that is drained from us? 

596
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:13,040
Temptations feel stronger when 
you are walking at a distance 

597
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:18,200
from Him. 
Sin looks shinier, lies become 

598
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:22,320
louder, irritations become more 
familiar, and even persecutions 

599
00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:23,760
feel. 
Harsher. 

600
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:32,000
And this is so, so crucial for 
you and I to know because this 

601
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:35,800
man here who seeks God sets an 
example for anybody who seeks 

602
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,240
God. 
If you know how to do that and 

603
00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:41,920
you know that satisfaction and 
you cling to him, it does not. 

604
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:45,000
It promises many things, but it 
does not guarantee you the 

605
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:50,600
elimination of afflictions. 
To get the notion that if I walk

606
00:38:50,600 --> 00:38:54,360
with that kind of walk, it's 
going to blast away all trials. 

607
00:38:54,480 --> 00:38:56,400
No. 
Did you read the last two verses

608
00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:57,760
of this song? 
Look again. 

609
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:00,560
Let's read it right after. 
He talks about my soul clinging 

610
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,000
to you. 
He says, But those who seek to 

611
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:06,680
destroy my life shall go down 
into the depths of the earth. 

612
00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:08,920
They shall be given over to the 
power of the sword. 

613
00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:10,560
They shall be a portion for 
jackals. 

614
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:12,360
But the king shall rejoice in 
God. 

615
00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:15,160
All who swear by him shall 
exalt, for the mouths of liars 

616
00:39:15,160 --> 00:39:17,520
will be stopped. 
So in the same breath where he 

617
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:21,400
says I'm pursuing God, David 
says people are pursuing me. 

618
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:29,720
Having a close walk with God 
doesn't delete your problems, 

619
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:34,080
but it does provide a strength. 
To endure them. 

620
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:39,080
My soul clings to you, Your 
right hand upholds me and it's 

621
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:41,440
upholding me in this moment 
while I'm in the wilderness, 

622
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:44,280
fleeing my enemies who are 
slandering me, who hate me, who 

623
00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:48,760
actually want to kill me. 
I know the stability and the 

624
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:52,120
strength that only can come from
you and OK can come from him 

625
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:57,440
when you're close to him and 
this incredible. 

626
00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,760
Way of life is not only spelled 
out here, it's found throughout 

627
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:02,560
the Bible, including the Psalms.
And some, some of you have 

628
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:04,800
probably read some of these 
verses and thought, what is he 

629
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:06,080
getting at? 
Can I give you an example? 

630
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:09,720
As we're ready to close in a 
moment, go to Psalm 119. 

631
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:13,320
Many people believe that this 
Psalm, which is the largest 

632
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:21,600
Psalm when the Psalm tree is 
from David, Psalm 119, verse 

633
00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:23,960
161. 
So don't go too far. 

634
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:26,440
Back. 
Notice what he says here. 

635
00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:37,080
Princess persecute me without 
cause. 

636
00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:39,680
But my heart stands in awe of 
your words. 

637
00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:44,480
What? 
What are those two things have 

638
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:49,280
to do with each other? 
Princess are planning my death. 

639
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:51,080
They're persecuting me. 
They're lying about me. 

640
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:54,280
But I stand in awe of your 
words. 

641
00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:58,400
Seems cryptic. 
It seems sporadic. 

642
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:02,000
Doesn't seem cohesive. 
No, it's actually spirit LED, as

643
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,760
you know. 
You know what David is saying 

644
00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:06,160
here. 
He's confessing that although 

645
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:10,240
there is leaders who are 
plotting against him, he's not 

646
00:41:10,240 --> 00:41:14,440
overcome by their threats. 
He's not shifting by their 

647
00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:17,960
slander. 
He doesn't feel the heat of 

648
00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:19,240
their hatred. 
You know why? 

649
00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:23,320
Because he is already captivated
by the promises. 

650
00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:26,760
And the presence of the one who 
is greater than his enemies. 

651
00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:32,720
This man has beheld God long 
enough, consistently enough. 

652
00:41:32,720 --> 00:41:36,520
He has tasted of the sweetness 
of who he is, enough so that 

653
00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:40,880
when even Princess have plotted 
against them, he's unshaken. 

654
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:46,640
I know the one whom I believe. 
My soul has seen. 

655
00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:48,800
My soul has tasted. 
My soul is convinced. 

656
00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:52,680
And I'm captivated and so I'm 
standing in awe even though 

657
00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:59,200
people want my head. 
There's reward in this. 

658
00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:04,040
There's life altering truths in 
this and this kind of calm can 

659
00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:09,200
only be known in a place. 
Of clinging communion. 

660
00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,480
Where's David's strength in this
season of his life? 

661
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,520
It's not in retaliation. 
It's an adoration. 

662
00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:23,800
I love Mary of Bethany. 
She's there demonstrating one of

663
00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:26,480
the most beautiful acts of 
worship in all of the Bible. 

664
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:29,280
And while she is worshiping the 
Lord with the revelation that 

665
00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:32,160
he's going to die and I want to 
anoint him and honor him, you 

666
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:35,560
have disciples of all people 
that are criticizing her. 

667
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:38,040
Doesn't take that much, Mary. 
We can actually use that for 

668
00:42:38,040 --> 00:42:40,400
other causes. 
And what I love about that story

669
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:43,800
is that when Mary is doing this,
she doesn't open her mouth to 

670
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:46,760
defend herself. 
Who defends her? 

671
00:42:47,640 --> 00:42:52,400
Jesus defends her. 
And when you're in that place 

672
00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:55,400
where you love the Lord, you 
worship the Lord, you honor the 

673
00:42:55,400 --> 00:43:01,480
Lord, it's amazing what he does 
on your behalf. 

674
00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:07,960
It's amazing how his love is 
louder than what other people 

675
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:11,960
say. 
I don't want to be the Christian

676
00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:15,080
that with every wind, every 
attack, every visitor, every 

677
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:16,840
surprise I'm knocked over. 
I'm here. 

678
00:43:16,840 --> 00:43:19,800
I don't want that. 
And I'm, I'm granted here. 

679
00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:25,200
The secret to that strength? 
Stay close to him, behold him. 

680
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:29,680
Behold them until those truths 
are stamped on your eyes so that

681
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,200
when you see anything or 
anything comes before you that 

682
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,320
you didn't invite, you see it 
through the lens of the one that

683
00:43:34,320 --> 00:43:40,960
you've been staring at. 
I don't just have that verse, 

684
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:44,800
the famous verse Psalm 23, The 
Lord is my shepherd. 

685
00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:48,120
Have you ever considered verse 5
as we use this text as our 

686
00:43:48,120 --> 00:44:02,730
closing text? 
Psalm 23, verse 5, You prepare a

687
00:44:02,730 --> 00:44:06,690
table before me in the presence 
of my enemies. 

688
00:44:08,810 --> 00:44:14,610
You anoint my head with oil. 
You know what most people would 

689
00:44:14,610 --> 00:44:17,440
want? 
You removed my enemies from me, 

690
00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:22,160
so I thank you. 
That's not what he says. 

691
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:30,840
God didn't take the enemies 
away, He just brought a table to

692
00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:37,400
fellowship with. 
The Lord does not always remove 

693
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:40,880
the presence of our foes, the 
knowledge of their cruel plots, 

694
00:44:40,880 --> 00:44:43,240
or the sting of their sharp 
slander. 

695
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:48,320
But He always makes a way for 
fellowship, even if you're in 

696
00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:53,400
the wilderness and He's with us 
in the midst of it all. 

697
00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:57,680
And it's in that fellowship that
you know of fortification. 

698
00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:04,440
This is possible for each of us 
in this place. 

699
00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:08,080
You don't have to be a minister 
to know what I'm speaking about.

700
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,080
In fact, can I say something 
that's so sobering? 

701
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:13,240
There are many ministers who 
don't know what I'm talking 

702
00:45:13,240 --> 00:45:17,640
about and they might have those 
letters beside their name and 

703
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:19,760
have studied years and years and
years. 

704
00:45:20,480 --> 00:45:23,040
They've studied God, but they 
haven't savored Him. 

705
00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,480
You could be a construction 
worker, you could be a stay at 

706
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:30,440
home mom. 
You could be working in 

707
00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:32,880
business. 
You can be an entrepreneur, you 

708
00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:35,560
can be a policeman. 
You can be anything. 

709
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:40,840
And this is available to you, 
the seeking soul. 

710
00:45:41,200 --> 00:45:43,120
How do I even start? 
Well, you first have to be 

711
00:45:43,120 --> 00:45:46,480
absolutely convinced that no 
amount of entertainment, no 

712
00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:49,680
amount of traveling, no amount 
of fashion, no amount of 

713
00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:52,440
improvement on your physical 
looks, no amount of people that 

714
00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:56,160
you know, the networking, 
nothing ultimately will satisfy 

715
00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:59,800
you. 
That's the ABC's of this thing. 

716
00:46:02,160 --> 00:46:05,960
And then beyond that, now you 
trust God and you seek Him in 

717
00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:06,800
His Word. 
And you ask? 

718
00:46:06,800 --> 00:46:10,480
Him, the same David who said I'm
satisfied as with fat and rich 

719
00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:12,680
food, is the same one who said 
open my eyes that I may behold 

720
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:13,560
the wondrous things out of your 
law. 

721
00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:15,440
I can't do this. 
Do you know how many times I've 

722
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,040
prayed that prayer? 
How many times? 

723
00:46:18,080 --> 00:46:23,280
Lord, if you don't satisfy my 
soul, I know myself enough, I 

724
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:27,640
will go searching for broken 
vessels and dirty wells. 

725
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:31,720
You need to satisfy me. 
You need to sustain me. 

726
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:34,920
This needs to become more than 
just duty and discipline. 

727
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:39,360
I need the light. 
Unlock that for me and he's so. 

728
00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:43,400
Faithful. 
He's so faithful because if he, 

729
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:46,560
if he didn't do that, I wouldn't
be preaching to you today. 

730
00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:57,400
And then when you're there to 
stay there, to stay there to 

731
00:46:57,400 --> 00:46:59,880
stay close to him. 
And if you if you drift away, 

732
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:03,200
come back. 
And you know well, I've never, 

733
00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:05,400
ever, ever, ever met a genuine 
Christian. 

734
00:47:05,400 --> 00:47:07,080
Christian who is lukewarm and 
was happy. 

735
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:10,800
Have you show me? 
I've never seen it. 

736
00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,080
And they know it well, but they 
stay there. 

737
00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:16,160
Snap out of it. 
I know I'm not where I'm 

738
00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:18,560
supposed to be with the Lord. 
OK, Move. 

739
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:23,960
What are you waiting for? 
The table's been set. 

740
00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:27,000
Come to him. 
Come to him with your dryness. 

741
00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:28,400
Come to him with your 
indifference. 

742
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:30,200
Tell him about it. 
He already knows. 

743
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:33,000
Not telling him something that's
going to surprise him. 

744
00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:37,240
Lord, I'm lukewarm as it can be.
I love my job more than you. 

745
00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:40,040
I find more pleasure in 
basketball, not against sports. 

746
00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:43,360
Don't, don't pin this on me. 
Don't I know it can go out 

747
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:44,040
there. 
No, no, no. 

748
00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:46,040
I'm not against things. 
I don't want to sound legalistic

749
00:47:46,040 --> 00:47:47,400
here. 
I'm not against any of those 

750
00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:48,560
things. 
What I'm trying to tell you is 

751
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:50,440
that there's something better 
than those things. 

752
00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:56,040
That's what I'm saying to you. 
I Lord, I, I'm just honest. 

753
00:47:57,000 --> 00:48:00,560
But I come to Psalm 63 and I 
read this language and it's like

754
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:09,080
doesn't resonate. 
Can you show me what it's like 

755
00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:12,920
for my soul to be satisfied as 
with fat and rich food? 

756
00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:17,880
I don't know how this works. 
Lead me. 

757
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,360
You know Psalm 23, five where it
says the Lord is my shepherd. 

758
00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:25,600
That's all about God's guidance 
and verse 5 is included. 

759
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:31,320
So guide me to that table. 
Like, I want this word to be 

760
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:33,800
fulfilling. 
I want prayer to be enjoyable. 

761
00:48:33,800 --> 00:48:35,280
And it's not going to happen 
every single day. 

762
00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:37,880
It's a fight, I get it. 
But at least the knowledge of it

763
00:48:37,880 --> 00:48:39,800
should encourage you to seek 
after it. 

764
00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:50,760
Ministry is a misery if you 
don't have what I'm speaking 

765
00:48:50,760 --> 00:49:00,320
about, it is. 
And ministry becomes tragedy for

766
00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:03,760
many people because they got 
caught up in the mechanics of 

767
00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:07,760
serving God and not enjoying 
Him. 

768
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:16,800
This is for all of us, and I 
want you to seek after it today.

769
00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:28,730
Can we bow our heads? 
Listen, please, as you're about 

770
00:49:28,730 --> 00:49:33,570
to pray. 
This is the way to answer. 

771
00:49:33,570 --> 00:49:36,050
This is the way to response. 
Lord, if this is true, this is 

772
00:49:36,050 --> 00:49:38,440
real, I want it, but I don't 
know how to do it. 

773
00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:39,960
You have to help me. 
That's how you do it. 

774
00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:43,640
Let him lead you. 
Don't strive and and and wrestle

775
00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:46,480
and beat yourself up. 
Now seek God in honesty. 

776
00:49:48,080 --> 00:49:50,120
And I believe that if you're 
sincere, you can walk out of 

777
00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:54,440
here with a fresh motivation. 
A fresh motivation as people's 

778
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:56,000
heads are bowed. 
If I can ask the praise team to 

779
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,640
join me because we're going to 
sing heartfelt songs to the 

780
00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:00,800
Lord. 
Just take your time. 

781
00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:39,870
Please take your time. 
Oh Lord, how we need you. 

782
00:50:41,150 --> 00:50:47,110
How my heart needs you, Lord, 
Oh, deliver us from complacency,

783
00:50:47,110 --> 00:50:52,750
God, Lord, by your spirit, renew
a hunger for you. 

784
00:50:53,830 --> 00:50:56,270
Help us know how to navigate 
through all our responsibilities

785
00:50:56,270 --> 00:50:58,350
and all the things that occupy 
our thoughts. 

786
00:50:59,870 --> 00:51:01,470
Lord, bring us to the place of 
thirsting. 

787
00:51:01,470 --> 00:51:03,270
That even while we're doing 
things in our mouths, our 

788
00:51:03,270 --> 00:51:05,150
parched, we still think about 
water. 

789
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:07,640
Lord, help us be the same way. 
That through all the things that

790
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:10,760
we have to do, you are 
ultimately there in our 

791
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:13,560
meditations, in our longings, 
Lord. 

792
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:16,120
And on those days where it's 
hard, on those days where we 

793
00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:19,560
don't feel like our flesh is 
even close to crying out to you,

794
00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:24,120
help us seek you in that place. 
Say, Lord, I want, I want more 

795
00:51:24,120 --> 00:51:28,320
than this. 
Help us know the freedom of 

796
00:51:28,320 --> 00:51:30,240
being able to communicate that 
to you. 

797
00:51:32,840 --> 00:51:36,200
So Lord, if there's anybody here
that wants this, Lord, we pray 

798
00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,480
by your Spirit today that this 
would be the turning point in 

799
00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:41,640
their lives for those who once 
knew it before they, they, they 

800
00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:44,800
can say, I know what it's like. 
I know, but I haven't known that

801
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:47,360
in the years. 
Let today be a new day. 

802
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:52,640
We pray that your Holy Spirit 
would do what no, nothing or no 

803
00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:54,160
one can do. 
We admit that. 

804
00:51:55,040 --> 00:51:59,120
And Lord, even now as we sing, 
may it be with joyful lips, may 

805
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:01,520
we really bless. 
Your name may come from the 

806
00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:05,040
place, because we have beheld 
your glory today and your power 

807
00:52:05,840 --> 00:52:09,200
and your steadfast love in Jesus
name, Amen. 

808
00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:14,240
Listen, if you really want to 
meet with God, you don't have to

809
00:52:14,240 --> 00:52:16,360
stand at this point unless you 
want to. 

810
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:19,520
If you want to stay seated with 
your head down and as they're 

811
00:52:19,520 --> 00:52:22,280
playing and singing over you, 
you can do that. 

812
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:23,840
You can stay seated and talk to 
the Lord. 

813
00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:25,600
If you want to stand and sing, 
you can do that as well. 

814
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:27,720
There's no rush here. 
We don't all have to do this 

815
00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:30,160
this thing the same way we 
always do it. 

816
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:31,520
This is a time to respond to the
message. 

817
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:33,640
So if you want to stay seated, 
if you want to stand up, you can

818
00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:35,600
do whatever you need to do as 
long as it's not distracting. 

819
00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:38,360
Let's spend a little bit time 
with the Lord before we close 

820
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:38,880
the service.
