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That's tough. We're in a very tough spot.
I think that what we're doing right now is a great benefit and
virtue because it's an end around between this whole
corrupt informational system, media system.
We claim to believe in a God who spoke the universe into
existence and literally raised himself from the dead, and yet
we're not going to believe that anything else exists in the
spirit realm, even though His word tells us that they do.
Their bodies weren't permitted to go to sleep like humans do,
and they weren't permitted to go to heaven, so they wander the
earth. You know, I've seen the eyes
turn black to unknown tongues being spoken.
These giants would love way up in the island, the young Braves.
The young men would hide up in the trees and wait for one of
these 12 footers to come walking down the path and they would
jump on them and kill them, drag them back to the village and the
village would feast on the body freedom.
Then people start to get weapons, they start to get
armor, they start to build cities, they start to fortify
their cities. Now God looks down and there's
violence everywhere. The battle, this war that we are
at, is not against each other. It's against these
principalities and these rulers and these archons in the high
places. It's really worthwhile to read
the Bible yourself. Fear is one of the primary
drivers of mind control because we have to take every thought
captive and resist fear. You're going to have a testimony
that is a justice case against the Kingdom of darkness.
Welcome back to the millennial Mustard Seed.
I'm your host, Rod. Thanks for being here.
For another cool episode, I'm joined by Marie Becher.
She is the host of two podcasts, Hospice Explained and Hospice
Encounters Piercing the Veil, both really cool podcasts.
Marie has been working in hospitals for 35 plus years,
specifically with Hospice patients.
She jumps into some personal and fascinating stories that she has
experienced over her time. And this episode is not
exclusive to the Hospice conversation.
She shares a time a few different times where some
supernatural things happened in the course of her life.
This is really a cool episode. I'm a big fan of what she does
on both of her podcasts, bringing recognition to Hospice
end of life process. You know, just being an advocate
for people that work in the medical field that are in that
environment. That's what they do for a
living. And then also the people who
don't know anything about Hospice and then find themselves
at the end of life going, hey, I'm choosing Hospice, what do I
expect? So it's a place where you can
share experiences and also people in those professional
settings can listen to other people's stories.
We get into so much more than just Hospice.
On this episode, which I loved about this conversation, she
shares a few gems throughout the course of her life of wild stuff
that happened to her one story in particular when she was a
teenager. I'm not going to get into the
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Go, let's go. Hello, my name is Marie Becher.
I am host of Hospice Explain podcast and Hospice Encounters
podcast. Welcome to the millennial
Mustard. Seed Podcast Marie, it is an
honor to have you here with me. Thank you for being here.
Thank you. I'm I'm excited.
You're a registered nurse and you are the sole creator and
host of Hospice Explained and also Hospice Encounters Piercing
the veil. You interviewed me, I want to
say a few months back, right? Was it like the end of last
year? I could tell you what episode I
wrote it down one SEC here. Well, I did write it down.
Now my chicken scratched it. Hang on a second, I want number.
I'm pretty sure you're #20 let me, I might not have wrote it on
my. Mail.
Yeah, it was it was October 29th of last year, episode 20 for
you. We had a great conversation.
You know, it felt good to get certain things off my chest.
I know I've talked about my near death encounter.
It's not fancy Wu and wah, you know, but it was really cool to
have this place where you were just genuine.
You cared about what I was saying.
You gave me a space to share this encounter that in my early
years really wrestled with what how to make sense of it, dealing
with, you know, all the things that came along with that
experience. So I just want to recognize you
for what you're doing on both of your podcasts to really create a
space where there's no gatekeeping.
It's just people can come and get things off the chest, share
what they're going through. So why don't you tell us, Just
start off real quick. Tell us a little bit about you
have two different podcasts. Tell us the names and kind of
what happens on each one 'cause I know my audience may kind of
favor one of your podcasts more than the other, generally
speaking. No, absolutely.
And I think that's realistic. So I'm a registered nurse and
I've been a nurse for so I've been a registered nurse for 36
years. I worked primarily in the
hospital for 30 of them in multiple different roles.
And I ended up finding myself in Hospice and loved it, loved it,
loved it. I found an overwhelming need for
education. The a lot of people don't end up
choosing Hospice until it's really close to the end and then
they need a lot of education real fast.
And I ended up going part time with Hospice and then I have
separated. I don't work Hospice.
I'm still a registered nurse. But I actually stopped working
Hospice because I found that I emotionally just really got too
invested and I felt like it's, it's just was a better place for
me to be a podcaster for it. And So what I do is I've been
educating people on Hospice. It's literally called Hospice
explained. And I feel like it's a safe
place for spiritually because there's just a lot of people.
My heart is to bring the education no matter what
somebody believes. And so I just bring it in like
I, I literally call it that safe place.
So no matter what people believe, they can just listen
and not feel like I'm going to be pounding a hammer on judgment
or, or, you know, any religious beliefs.
And just so people, your audience knows that they don't
have to be a believer in Jesus or any religion to be on a
Hospice service. For the most part, Medicaid,
Medicare and insurance is all covered.
And so Hospice is a benefit. It's your benefit.
You've paid into this system. You deserve to get something out
of it. And So what you get is a nurse,
you get a social worker, you get a chaplain, you get a ACNA that
usually does bath care or you know, shower care, whatever
somebody needs. And and you get a physician.
They physicians don't tend to come to the home.
And so you have a service, you have a team, you have a full
team of people helping somebody in that end of life season.
And so I've just taken it on to explain it.
And I was a podcasting for about a year and I read this book and,
and I got to I've got to read the title.
So I read this book called Imagine heaven, near death
Experiences God's Promise and and the Exhilarating future that
awaits you by John Burke and jury.
I hadn't even read the whole book.
I had read the first half of the book and it says you have to
tell your story. And I kind of paused and I went,
Oh, I have a lot of stories and I and I just kept hearing that
you have to tell your story. You have to tell your story.
And I'm like, I'm already a working wife, mom, you know,
etcetera and podcaster. And now I'm thinking about my
second podcast. So I created Hospice Encounters
and we added Piercing the Veil because it really fits as you
listen to it. So Hospice Encounters, I like to
think of it as because I'm a Christian, I can just go there.
I don't go there on Hospice, explain, but I go there on
Hospice Encounters. I haven't done a lot of episodes
and I don't do them, you know, I try to do them with regularity,
but it's it's hard with with Hospice explained where I trying
to reach that weekly level. So I have not reached that
sequential method with Hospice encounters.
And I'm just going to be honest, it's time related, but I started
Hospice encounters in like the first episode is just telling
the story. And if you'd like me, Rod, I can
pause. Because I just.
Don't want to ramble on without any questions.
I got to hear at least one or two of your stories out of that.
That's easy. You got a diversity of
different, you know, people coming on to testify, other
people in the medical field, other podcasters.
But I want you to tell me what is some of the most profound
things that does not have to be an interview you've done, but
just throughout your time in Hospice over all these years.
Give us like a gem story. All right, that's an easy one.
Well, my first one, I'll actually, I got multiple, but
I'll give you my first one. This is the easiest.
My mom and my dad taught me who I am, you know, and my belief
system and they did a great job. I said yes to Jesus in Sunday
school before I turned 3. I'll never forget my mom goes.
Do you want to go to Sunday? School and I said yes, you know,
obviously you have to be not going to joke about it, but you
have to be potty trained, you know, so I was potty trained and
she's like, do you want to go to Sunday school?
And I'm like, I knew the rules. You were supposed to be 3.
But, you know, of course, it's a small little Lutheran Church.
And I got in and I'm pretty sure I said yes, the very first
Sunday. I remember couple of the ladies,
one of them still alive, actually.
And they, they were singing songs.
They said, OK, we're going to pray.
And I, you know, close your eyes and we're going to pray.
And do you want Jesus in your heart?
I remember looking around. I was thinking about this today.
I thought he's going to ask me something.
And I poked my, you know, looked my eyes around and.
I raised my hand. I don't remember if anybody else
did, but I even I remember looking at one of the teachers
said she was like pointing at me and pointing to the other
teachers like I think they wrote down.
You know who said yes because of course they all knew us.
So this is who I am and how I was raised.
I was raised from an early time to know the Lord.
And so my mom is AI don't want to call her a St. but she is a
St. because she's she's passed on.
I thought there was going to be some bells and whistles when she
died. I was wrong.
The only thing I can tell you that happened is the day before
mom died, I was a young, young nurse.
My sisters are nurses and my brothers are not.
And my dad's not in the medical field.
So we're just wondering. She was dying of heart and lung
problems and we weren't sure exactly when she was going to
die. She had been dying for a long
time. And I mean, 3 1/2 years of this
slow rumble. And so we had called her sister
the night before she died and she said, you know what tomorrow
is? And we said, no, she goes,
tomorrow is 40 years to the day that Big Mama died, which is my
mom's grandma or excuse me, my mom's mom.
So we knew mom was dying the next day.
And I was there and I was like, I don't know if I thought angels
were going to come pick her up or, you know, I don't know.
I'd been with patients dying, but I just thought something
special was going to happen. And I think the special piece
that I have to look back on was that I found out, you know, I'd
been worrying when she would die.
And I found out the day before, you know, this is it.
You know, she doesn't have much longer.
And it was peaceful. So I'm going to Fast forward 10
years. My dad died 10 years later, and
he died at my home. We put him in my bonus room
like, you know, an extra bedroom and had a hospital bed brought
in and did the whole Hospice thing.
And to the night we gathered, 'cause we just kind of knew then
I had been a much more experienced nurse and I knew,
OK, we're get, we're getting there.
Dad, just laying there looking at the ceiling.
There's ten of us minimum in the room, maybe more 'cause we were
visiting 'cause we knew this was our, our last visit.
He goes, wow. I said, what, what do you, what,
what do you, what's up, dad? And he goes.
I see the sky, and I see the great beyond, and it's
beautiful. I still get choked up.
I said to my son, turn off the lights, 'cause I was like, I
don't want anybody to go. Oh, he sees lights on the
ceiling and he goes, oh, I see the great beyond.
And he just kept saying it with that emphasis.
It's beautiful. And he went to sleep that night
and died about 30-6 hours later. You know, went into what I call
a semi comatose state, really peaceful.
And he passed peacefully. But peaceful as to me, I got to
know, you know, the maker of the universe shared something about
his universe with our family. I'm gonna pause.
Wow. The verse that was coming softly
into my remembrance as I'm listening is God will give you
an expected end. We all have to face death at
some point and when it's someone that we love and we are a
witness to the this end chapter and and the gem that gets
dropped, you know, your dad is telling you, Hey, I I'm seeing
the great and beautiful beyond. I think that that's comforting
for a lot of people that may be on the fence or just have never
really thought about it. Or maybe, well, I know there's
other people out there like me who kind of had some weird wake
up calls and then they're wrestling what's really going to
happen when I die. So that brings comfort.
That's a part of the testimony you have.
And I just want to I honor you and just applaud you for sharing
that. And I know it's emotional.
It was, it was wonderful. And it was I just, you know,
it's really interesting. And I feel like I got through my
dad's death so much differently than my mom's.
And some of that's maturity, some of that's experience, but.
It I just brought me so much peace and I think it's changed
how I look at death and life And just, you know, it's probably
why I've shared on Hospice encounters Pearson that veil a
few of the near death experiences because I feel like
I just I just want to encourage people that there is more out
there that this is not a finite, this is not it.
This is not all there is. Yeah, I couldn't agree more.
I do have. My story of you've probably
heard it, but the the one where I had the Hospice patients.
So if you want me to tell that one, we.
Can Oh no, I do yeah, as many as you want.
And then if you want to tell us another story or two and then
I'll drop a couple more questions.
I'm actually excited to hear this one because I think I know
briefly what it. Is so I'm going to tell a few
I'll tell you a few more stories I I'm not going to deny that you
may be disappointed if you listen to all my podcasts
because. I have most of those.
Stories are in the beginning few episodes are mine, but I, I love
the simple one. My son's dog Ranger, he was 10
and he had a really aggressive cancer and my son decided to
come to my house and he hired somebody There's, there's folks
that will go to your house to, you know, help you when your dog
needs to go for the end of life. So they had it in two, two
sections. My son, my husband left the
house and took. Two of our dogs out of the house
just so they weren't there. So my son was sitting on one
couch and I was sitting on another.
My my youngest daughter was there with him.
So she was sitting on the couch with my son and I was alone on
the other couch. And the person that was helping
Ranger was actually standing behind at this moment.
So Ranger had had his first injection.
And I think there was two injections.
She gave him one to relax him and was just letting that kick
in. So he's relaxed and he, he just
kind of, I remember watching this dog and he just, you know,
he's a big lab. He's a £85 lab.
He wasn't a small dog. So you can see his eyes and I'm
just watching because that's what, you know, I'm assessing,
watching, thinking what's happening.
And that dog, you could just see he kind of lifted his head off
my son's lap and shook his head a little bit.
And he looked across the room and he looked towards the
towards the left and you can see his eyes.
He changed focus, looked in the middle.
He changed focus, looked again. So he literally had looked at
what I consider maybe three people, 3 angels.
Then he looked at me. Then he looked at one more
person on the couch. And I don't remember if there
was one more beyond that. I remember trying to think about
that. So he may have looked at 5:00,
but it was kind of like, I'm pretty sure one of those was
there for him. I'm sorry, that one's really
bothers me too. I really think the animals go
somewhere, Rod, I really do. Oh my gosh, I just got
triggered. Had no idea this would happen.
But the child, you know, not child, I wasn't a child, but the
dog that I had, Mackenzie, she was a dog I loved.
She was at my mom's house. She passed when she was 15.
And this is a few years back. So this dog came into my life
when I was about 15 years old, right?
And same thing happened. She couldn't go up and down the
steps anymore. Like we knew it was coming.
So I went over, you know, my mom had quote, UN quote the people
who come to assist to take your dog into the afterlife, right?
And I'll never forget when these people came, she looked at them,
at me, back at them and growled at them and just laid her head
down and looked at me with the most patient and loving look and
let the rest of the process go. And that kind of, you know, I
haven't really went there in a while.
So, so weird when you were telling that story, I was so
triggered. I like, I literally frog in the
throat. I'm like, Oh my gosh, I just
went back because I put that on the back burner.
But I felt some type of way about that when that happened,
when Mackenzie said, I'm sorry, it you triggered me.
I had to, I had to get that off my chest.
So I didn't go to sleep on what being like, man, I should have
just got that one out into the ether.
But there's something going on there.
I don't know. I mean, you know, Pet Sematary
is a movie from when I was growing up and super creepy and
there was these seated ideas in the millennial generation's mind
about the creepy end of it. But I don't think that's the
truth. I, I think that God is way more
complicated and beautiful then any of us could really wrestle
with the reality of that. And I don't think that there's a
bond that we take place with an animal that's just like, like
God is up there going, Oh, I've made a billion dogs.
That one doesn't matter. I don't believe the God that I
worship and serve of all creation thinks like that.
I think everything has a purpose and a value and, and everything
is a test. And when we do it right, there's
rewards. We have friends waiting for us
on the other side. Furry friends, if I could say it
that way. I my, my daughter actually on
Hospice encounters in I can't remember what episode and
probably episode 3. No, maybe not that early, but
anyway, she, she witnessed it. She witnessed she was sitting
next to my son and she gets on the episode and says I saw it
'cause I remember going, am I just me?
I don't know that my son saw it. He was just focused on the dog,
but Haley watched, she said, Oh yeah, there's an absolute.
He was looking at something and it wasn't us in the room.
So I could I'll just keep going with my Angel stories here for
here's a simple one. Here's here's just a this flat
out fact that I worked night shift.
I'm a registered nurse and I work night shift and I do 12
hour nights and they're hard sometimes to come home and go to
sleep, you know, So, so I'd come home and take a bath, you know,
and I have this kind of a triangle shaped it's, I don't
want to call it a triangle, but it's a, it's an odd, it's an odd
shaped tub that fits into the bathroom.
And nobody was home. Everybody went to school and
work. So I'm home alone and I was just
sitting in the tub and it's a bigger oversized tub and the
water's filling, you know, and my mind is just, you know,
starting to let go of all the nights busyness.
And I started falling forward. Now I know it, I wouldn't have
probably fell over in the tub, but I might have because it was
such an odd shape. I think I was going to hit my
head on the, you know, the spout, if I can remember right.
And a hand stopped me. So my eyes were shut as I was
falling forward. But I know you know what a hand
feels like. You know what something feels
like when it stops you. And it wasn't the tub.
And I opened her eyes because I woke right up.
You know how you just immediately wake up and you're
like, yeah, nobody's here? Yeah.
OK, Thank you, God. Thank you, Angel.
You know, I appreciate the help. Obviously, I needed it that day.
I know I have a guardian Angel and I will go ahead and I'll
tell you how I know it. So I told you my literal come to
Jesus, you know, I so I don't want to say it like that.
I told you in the beginning that I said yes to Jesus.
So I am a Christian and I did my best, you know, I always prayed,
I always, you know what I mean? But you know there's always
teenager moments, right? We teenagers can be make silly
choices fast some of us we all have these moments, right?
So I was leaving a friend's house and I'm.
Thinking it had to be close to midnight, I used to be have to
be home by midnight. So I know it was close to
midnight. I they were they were only like
15 minutes away. I lived at the time near Seattle
Tacoma International Airport. So I was driving from from South
of the airport to just north of the airport where I lived.
And somebody, you know how you just, it's, it's late.
There's nobody on the road. I mean, we're talking 45 years
ago, whatever it was 40 years ago.
There's nobody on the road because it's just, it was a not
rural, but it just wasn't as populated, right.
So somebody's tailgating me so tight.
They're just inches from my, my bumper and you, they were so
close. I almost didn't see them because
they were literally so close. You know how you look backwards
and you see lights? Well, there were no lights
because they were hidden behind the car.
So I'm in my mom's little Ford Fairmont, and this person passes
me on the corner. So a corner of going around the
on the freeway. And I pointed them to heaven
with my middle finger. Yeah, I'm going to own that.
I I it's not something I normally did either.
So it was kind of like, you know, you know, just not not it
was not nice. And I regretted it because it
enraged them, but I regretted it anyway because it wasn't the
nice thing to do. And this person started like
harassing me on the freeway, you know, and I didn't even, you
know, road rage wasn't even a thing.
So I'm I'm probably 17 or 18. I don't remember being 18, but I
might have been already 18. And so I like thinking I'm going
to pull off to the side of the freeway, you know, take an exit
when they're in the fast lane and they're going to go past.
And no, they just drove up the hill in the gravel and chased me
down. And then and of course, there's
a light at the top and it was like stop or go, you know, And
it was kind of like, so I stopped at the light a lot.
My doors were locked. And I'm like, Lord, forgive me.
I know. I prayed that with 100%.
I said, you know, Lord forgive me.
I, you know, literally do not know what I do.
Just please protect me. I don't know, you know, you
know, people are. Like, oh, I, I would have drove.
Around I had a six cylinder Ford Fairmont.
I knew the power of this vehicle was not, you know, I wasn't
going to be a match for a man that had a you know, could
probably take his car like a race car, you know, and it
wasn't a race car. I don't mean that it was, but
you know what I mean. This is an adult man that could
probably dry out drive me no matter what.
So he came, he parked behind me and he came up to my car and he
just started losing it on me. Of course, he tried to get in
the car and he couldn't. I think he was gonna.
I don't. I don't doubt that he would have
done something very not good to me.
But he stopped just mid screaming stopped.
And his eyes glazed over and he's looking at my passenger
seat Rod. There's nobody in the passenger
seat. This is an empty car.
I am alone and he is staring at it.
And this is enough so that I have looked back and forth 10
times. I'm like, OK, well, you know, my
mom always talked about angels. So I'm like, maybe, maybe
there's an Angel here. You know, there's no indent in
the seat. There's.
Nothing, you know. There's nothing to see.
I had nothing to literal see. And this this man just all of a
sudden straightened up, stood up, backed away from the car and
he yelled at me. And he says, don't flip people
off and starts marching back to his car.
And I found, you know, there's sometimes obviously you still
say things that you don't need to, but I felt this power to
say, well, then don't tailgate people, you know?
And he came back to start screaming at me again.
And he looked at my passenger and just turned around and
walked and walked and drove away.
I know, I know that's a that's a story.
I just have to pause because I could just keep talking and
talking. When his eyes glazed over, was
it like in shock or did he literally have like something
physical that was happening to him?
That's a good question. It's crazy.
I thought about that today. So it's not like the movies
where you, you know, they go white or they go black or, you
know, anything crazy. You could just tell what you.
So if you were to look at somebody, just like I could see
the dog's focus, you can see when somebody's focused on
something besides you if you're in a conversation with them.
And he's, you know, inches from my face.
The only thing separating this was the car door and the window.
And so I could see his face, 'cause he's leaned over.
He wasn't a tall guy. I could see his face, very.
Clearly. And I could see 'cause his jaw
relaxed, his mouth opened. Like, you know how you just kind
of when you're really listening intently, you might talk your
head to the side. And so all these little cues and
you're like in back of your head, you're like, he is
definitely talking to somebody. Somebody's giving him a talking
to. And so as part of it as like I
just shut up, but I'm like, I'll let let them give him a talking
to. Who's?
Them you know who's. Fascinating.
The Angel, you know, you just know that he's getting, you just
know it. So, so I have more to say about
him. He I, this is really hard to say
and this is something I've had to struggle and wrap my head
around. This happened in the years that
Gary Ridgway, who was a serial killer, was in my area.
I know people that worked with him.
He lived in my area and he was killing people in the Seattle
Tacoma. He was killing prostitutes.
So he he had blood lust in his eyes when I mean this person was
going to hurt me. But but I don't know what you
want to add to this or take away Rod.
I don't know how you want to. I'm not going to say it was him.
I'm not saying that because I can't.
I can't say that for sure. I just have a I've had a gut
feeling for a long time that that's who it was.
You know, I talk about this kind of stuff and I can't prove it,
but I believe that there are foul spirits that are of common
bond, right? So the same spirit that can be
on somebody like a spirit of murder or lust.
It's I believe those spirits are in cahoots together.
It doesn't mean it's like that spirit left somebody else to
come into that person because these both of these people share
lust. I don't, I don't think it's like
that in the spirit world. I just think that they have
their own interface system where just like we're able to birds of
a feather flock together, right? You hang out with good people.
The Bible says hang with the wise, become wiser, right?
It says hang with fools and it it can crumble your moral
compass. So I think in the spirit world
it parallels that. So when you say you seen, you
know that something about this guy.
There was kind of like an essence there if your gut was
registering, like, yo, that is a common threatening spirit that
has been identified. I think that's a fascinating
point to bring up, Marie. And and I think it's important
enough to just even spend that little extra time like we did on
it because other people out there are going to be like,
yeah, you know what? You ever just meet somebody and
you get a feeling that resonates with other people that were off
that you met throughout your life, you get the same kind of
weird, something's off. I think it's spirits that are
foul rolled together. They.
Do they do? I mean, I just know no matter
what this person, they just don't.
You just don't go charging up to a young teenager without I'll
intent that we know, irregardless of whether it
really was or really wasn't. He had I'll intent no matter who
he was. And he got a good talking to.
I always laugh. I'm saying that I don't know if
he got a good talking to. I I mean, who knows what was
going on spiritually? Who knows what was happening?
Well, it's clear his reaction, there was some type of
engagement happening, and the imagination can only run wild to
try to understand. So that that's a very, really
powerful story when it comes to working in the building, the
years you spent doing Hospice. I'm not asking for a creepy
story, OK, Because I don't like to focus on the the depth of the
darkness. I just want to hear two
different stories side by side. Like this was kind of creepy and
dark and this one was beautiful. Do you?
Can you do that for us here? Well, I could start with the
let's see here. So for me, for Hospice, what I
have to clarify is that I was an admission nurse.
I did not tend to see them die as much.
I, I got, I was really good because I worked so many years
in the hospital and in that emergent fashion where, you
know, I go in and figure out what's wrong and, you know, fix
things. I found that it was, it wasn't
like Hospice emergency room, 'cause they're not emergent
services, they are definitely not.
But I would go in and try and fix those things that were
broken, fix them so they could get peaceful and die.
So I didn't spend as many times with dying patients.
But I can tell you, I can tell you a few stories, not about
that, but I will be straight up that in the old buildings at
some of the, some one of the facilities I worked at that the
elevators in the middle of the night would open and close and
do some funny things. The monitors will go off and on
when they're not supposed to. There are lots of things
happening in there, bumps in the night and then you're just not
very comfortable with. So for Hospice, I have my, my
big story. So this was an actual Hospice
visit. I was going to do an admission
and they said, hey, Marie, can you go see this patient in the
hospital? So if we were seeing a patient
in the hospital instead of the home, what's happening is they
were dying and we didn't get a chance to get him home or
something to that effect. So I remember this person, she
was at a minimum early 80s minimum, maybe mid.
I saw her on a, let's just say I saw her on a Saturday because of
what happens is I would do those during the week or otherwise
somebody else might have done it.
So I saw her on a Saturday and I met her family and you know, we
just had a great conversation and it's like, you know, tell me
about your sister, 'cause she was already in the patient was
already in a comatose state on Saturday, so you couldn't get
her to rise and say or anything. There was no reactions.
They were just keeping her comfortable in the hospital.
And her sister was really kind of like, I'm kind of surprised
she hasn't died yet. And I said, why is that?
And she's, you know, I said, does she have her spiritual,
she's physically comfortable? How's her spiritual life?
Is she spiritually at peace? And she goes, yeah, she's a
Christian. She's she should be just fine.
I said, OK, you know, and I probably offered to pray with
the family. And I believe they said yes,
just for comfort and peace and not as a Christian in Hospice.
What I you offer something, you know, and if you're a Christian,
well, that's fair, 'cause that's what you are, right?
You're going to, you can pray with them, but it's only an
offer if they don't want it, they say no and it's no big
deal. You go on.
And that would happen every so often if I just felt LED, you
know, I'd be like, hey, do you want me to pray for you?
And they'd be like, yes, yes, please.
So this Sunday, the next day, I go back and I visited this
patient first in the morning 'cause I had a couple admissions
to go do. And another thing I'm doing when
I'm going to the hospital is I want to make sure the nurses
know, hey, you can call me if you have questions.
You know, we can help you get this patient comfortable.
So it's all right. I go in the room, it's just
right after eight or right around 8:00 in the morning.
So it's, it's, I don't remember what time of the year, but it's,
it's very, it's well lit, but the room lights are off.
It's a two-bedroom. The patient's by the window, the
window curtains, I believe, are partially open, not fully open.
And so I go in and, and, you know, I just start, I just
whisper, you know, hi. So and so I'm Marie, I'm here
to, you know, I'm just going to do a few vital signs and check
on you because see how you're doing, you know, are you in pain
or, you know, you just kind of talk to them like they're going
to answer you, but they may not. And I said, I'm just going to,
you know, put this little thing on your finger and I'm going to
check your oximeter and I'm going to check your temperature.
And I just kind of listened and you can kind of hear the
gurgling in the lungs. And, you know, I just touched
the scythoscope to the chest. And, you know, and I said, you
know, I'm kind of put my stuff away.
And I was like, maybe I, you know, I prayed yesterday with
this family. I'll go ahead and pray with
them, pray with this patient, you know, So I just said a quiet
little prayer, you know, and it was more of just just praying
for her, this patient's peace and blessing and, you know,
peaceful passing because I. You know, as much as you want
to, I just can't, it couldn't sit there, right?
And her family wasn't there yet. And I don't know when they were
going to get there. But so Rod, I'm, I'm walking
away. I grab my bag and I go around to
the end of the bed and I'm walking towards the door and I
see something on the side of my my face and, and, and you have
to just stop. And you just kind of like, OK,
I'm seeing something, you know, and you're just like, your
brain's starting to catch up. I am seeing something.
I'm really seeing something. It actually took me several
years before I realized what I saw.
So a lake is horizontal, right? Flat, and you see ripples in the
water. This is vertical water,
basically. And I was watching the TV show
Stargate and I was like. Oh my gosh.
That's what it was. I saw that lake literally
standing up next to me, so it wasn't like.
How's it this I? Struggled to describe this.
I so struggled to describe this. So, so, so it's it's ripples,
almost a misty look. And I look and I'm like, OK, so
I can see beyond the room, you know, can I see out the next
room? No.
Can I see into the next room? No.
But I'm like, you look down at the floor and you're like,
there's a wheelchair against the wall and there's, you know, odds
and ends because at the end of the bed to the wall, it's, it's,
I don't even want to say 5 feet, but, you know, there's five.
Feet at the end, but. I could see depth.
I so could I see people? Could I see figures?
Could I see angels? Could I see any spiritual thing
other than the effects? No, I could only see this, this
water effect, almost like a mistiness.
And I went to the other bed and I stood there and I just stared
at the patient and the And this water effect, I keep calling it
a water effect 'cause I don't want to call it a Stargate,
'cause I mean, but. It.
Was a portal. It was a tunnel.
I'm just describing, you know that.
And I just kept saying that same thing and I'm like, this is
really something, you know, and you're just like I, I laugh
nowadays and I'm thinking some people be like, I want to go in
it. Well, I technically did.
I walked through it. Nothing happened to me because I
walk through it because I walked at the end of the bed, But I
thought our words. I said this on another podcast
actually, I think I think our that prayer just helped open the
portal. It helped open it.
I think it really did. I what's a good way to I'm a
little stumped for words right now, but I don't want to say
that my prayer opened the portal.
I'm not going to say that it did, but it, maybe it helped it
maybe, maybe the timing was just right.
Maybe it was just the fact that I just happened to be there at
the right place and the right time and God just says, OK,
Marie, today's the day you get to see something special.
I think that's where the patient was going to get going on her
her journey. Yeah, that's such a great way to
look at it. You know, with all of this
antidotical stuff, personal experiences, what we read in the
Bible, there has to be some humility because not one person
has it all figured out. And just the way you depicted
that it's, it's genuine, it's sincere.
We don't want to use language like it was a Stargate just like
episode, you know, whatever from from this TV show or something.
Like we don't really want to do that.
But sometimes we don't have the vocabulary other than something
like that, because a lot of stuff has been, you know, hush
hush or just not. It's campfire stories.
And, and, and that's what I love about what you do, Marie, is
you're giving people a license to be like, you know what,
you're not alone. There's actually way more people
out there than we probably ever would have previously realized
until the day of technology came along to connect us all that
there's tons of stories and tons of experiences that do parallel
each other. And I say a lot of the times the
God we wish to worship, I don't say that disrespectfully to
anybody, but I say that as like the eye opener Marie that
there's no denominational preference with God.
He's he's omnipotent. He's omnipotent where I like I'm
when I'm talking about God, I'm talking about literally the
creator, the light giver, the one who brings calamity, the one
who brings increase. All things are in his hand.
So when I hear stories like that, I'm like a little kid at
the candy store. I'm like this.
We're getting closer to the heart of understanding our
experiences and this vast, you know, network of people that
kind of have been governed by the fear of can I talk about
what I've seen or experienced because of things like a
religious spirit or just fear mongering or just not feeling
like you can fit in. There's not not a better
compliment I can give you then to invite you on and literally
ask my audience to go check out what you're doing and to hear
your story, 'cause I believe in what you're doing and you
sharing those stories right now, almost every episode.
God has allowed us to interact with the ripple effect.
Marie, I'm still trying to understand how to explain this
to people, but this stuff happens where a story,
encouragement, the word, the eternal word that never returns
void, It goes out, right? So we send it forth and it stirs
something else and somebody else up.
Then there's testimonies that come forth.
It's like a chain reaction. We don't see all of it.
Oh my gosh, I probably don't even see .001% of what God has
done through these little podcasts.
But when we do see something, we understand it's very important.
Give us some closing statements on just like your testimony, any
loose ends that you'd like to tie and I'm just going to hand
the mic back to you. Thank you so much for your kind
words about my podcasts. I appreciate that.
I just used Campfire Stories couple episodes ago.
I think if you heard that campfire conversation, I think I
used or have I even used it yet? Oh my goodness.
I'm just looking at my I. Don't even that's funny.
You said campfire that I literally said it or I'm going
to say it. Conversations in Hospice explain
because it's what a fitting words is.
People need to be able to have hard conversations with people.
And I want to just say, interestingly enough, I did not
tell anybody about that person that almost hurt me that talked
to my guardian Angel until I told like one person the next
day. And they're like.
Oh, I would have done. XYZ and I'm thinking you weren't
there and I just sealed it up, put that in the vault, didn't
tell anybody until right before I ended up sharing it on the
podcast. I told my nieces and they're
like, wow, this is a great story.
And so then my my other one, I didn't tell anybody for several
couple years. What do you say?
Like I didn't even have the words you, you called it.
I did not have the words to describe what I saw.
So, so to wrap up, where am I and what am I doing?
I am, I am going to keep on doing Hospice explained.
And if somebody that's listening wants to share their Hospice
story, I, I love kind of going over those Hospice stories.
If you're a medical professional and you want to encourage
somebody, you're welcome to be on Hospice explained.
Both of those, you know, they just kind of fit and I really do
keep it a safe place for, you know, belief systems.
So, you know, you don't have to be believing in a certain system
or sorry, not to believe in a certain system.
You don't have to believe a certain way to be a guest on the
show by any means on either way on either that or Hospice
encounters, but Hospice encounters piercing the veil.
And I got that from fellow podcaster Brandon Spain on
unrefined podcast. He, he said, I said, Brandon, we
were doing a, a podcast group, you know, online and I said
Hospice encounters needs more. And he goes, how about piercing
the veil? And I thought, you know, that
really, that really picks that piece right in the right in the
middle. That's exactly what it is.
There's a veil that we can't see.
And I came down for me a few times, you know, in the
different moments, like when the Angel stopped me from hurting
myself in the bathtub, not hurting myself, but falling in
the bathtub or, you know, from protecting me as a teenager.
So there's a veil. And if you want to Share your
story, and Rod's been on Hospice encounters.
If you want to Share your story, I'd be happy to have you.
And I got to be honest, Rod, I think it's going towards near
death encounters. I don't know why it's not the
way I originally intended Hospice encounters to go, but
that seems to be kind of the, the way it's starting to head.
So I think like you really felt, I, I think it gave you some
peace or it gave you, what did you use the word?
It gave you some closure. A place, yeah, like a place to
air it out. Like I I recited my experience
in my own mind. People in my personal life knew
it. But once people started, you
know, requesting me to come on their podcast, I think I've been
on 1/2 a dozen shows to talk about my experience.
Every time it felt a little bit better, it aired it out.
Yeah, exactly. And so I, I think that might be
where it's heading. I'm not stressing over it
because podcasting. Nobody knows how much time it
takes except another podcaster probably, or somebody.
That used to podcast. I understand what you're going
through. Yeah, I know I I work and I, you
know, got lots going on. So podcasting is I'm just not
stressing over it. But as this as the folks come
in, I'll I'll do the interviews. So I appreciate being on your so
sorry, Rod. Thank you so much for having me
on Millennial Muster Seed podcast.
It's been an honor to have you here.
You're just as genuine and authentic as they come, Marie
and I really believe in what you're doing.
And I, you know, just to reiterate what you said, I'm in
agreement with you. There is no stress.
Things morph and change on our shows and, and kind of meeting
the need and just going with it is so important to encourage my
audience. If you guys have dealt with
something, you're not alone. I've had so many people say I'm
so intimidated as a listener of all these podcasts for years to
come on a podcast. But I want to encourage you
guys. We're real people dealing with
real life scenarios, real faith, real problems, right?
We're just like, don't put anybody on a pedestal.
Reach out to me. Reach out to Marie, however you
want to do that and come forward and testify, Marie, It's an
honor. Thank you.
Thank you very much. Coming to you from Southeastern
PA. That's it, That's the show.
God bless and goodbye. Hello, my name is Marie Betcher.
I am host of Hospice Explain Podcast and Hospice Encounters
podcast and welcome to the Millennial Must.
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