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Hello folks, this is Princess. 
You are listening to the 

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Millennial Mustard. 
Seed podcast. 

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Thanks for listening. 
Don't forget. 

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To share with your friends. 
That's tough. 

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We're in a very tough spot. 
I think that what we're doing 

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right now is a great benefit and
virtue because it's an end 

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around between this whole 
corrupt informational system, 

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media system. 
We claim to believe in a God who

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spoke the universe into 
existence and literally raised 

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himself from the dead, and yet 
we're not going to believe that 

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anything else exists in the 
spirit realm, even though His 

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word tells us that they do. 
Their bodies weren't permitted 

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to go to sleep like humans do. 
And they weren't. 

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Permitted to go to heaven so 
they wander the earth you know 

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I've seen the eyes turn black 
to. 

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Unknown tongues. 
Being spoken. 

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These giants would love way up 
in the Highland, the young 

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Braves. 
The young men would hide up in 

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the trees and wait for one of 
these 12 footers to come walking

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down the path and they would 
jump on them and kill them, drag

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them back to the village and the
village would feast on the body 

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freedom. 
Then people start to get 

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weapons, they start to get 
armor, they start to build 

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cities, they start to fortify 
their cities. 

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Now God looks down and there's 
violence everywhere. 

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The. 
Battle. 

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This war that we are at is not 
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It's against these 
principalities and these rulers 

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and these archons in the high 
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It's really worthwhile to read 
the Bible yourself. 

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Fear is one of the primary 
drivers of mind control because 

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we have to take every thought 
captive and resist fear. 

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You're going to have a testimony
that is a justice case against 

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the Kingdom of darkness. 
Welcome back to another mini 

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episode. 
This is Pete from the Days In 

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All podcast and I'm here with 
Rod. 

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Good to be here with you again 
Pete, enjoying these mini 

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episodes. 
That's right. 

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Rod, of course from the 
Millennial Mustard Seed podcast.

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And, and he and I've been doing 
these many episodes for a while,

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as you guys know, and we're 
starting something new this 

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time. 
And that is to kind of string 

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together a series along one 
topic and taking a deeper dive 

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in it, but in bite sized chunks 
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And this one might be 567 parts.
We're not so sure yet. 

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I pictured 5, but I could see it
going more so this was something

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that boy I I'm trying to think 
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but it it felt like a Holy 
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spotlight on something that is 
very contentious with very 

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debated in Christianity. 
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security, or once saved, always 
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And I've had my opinion, of 
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have, on that topic, strong 
opinions, especially when we 

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look at Scripture one way or the
other, because there's verses 

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that seem to clearly point to 
that and verses that seem to 

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admonish us to stick with our 
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the race. 
So we're going to take a look at

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this today and we're going to 
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people leave the faith of 
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We see that we see people, we 
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best we can tell, for a season, 
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people seem to have all all the 
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And at some point in their life,
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And so we're kind of left with 
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that. 
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it was, well, that person must 
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believer. 
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They were never really saved. 
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among the wheat. 
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they were saved, but they 
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circumstances or things in their
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And so we're going to kind of 
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parable of the sower that's in 
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Little bit of variation between 
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or less saying the same thing. 
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that for reference? 
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want to mention something that 
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want to say it's an epiphany, 
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But as I'm listening to you, 
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for building, for laughing, for 
crying, right that Solomon talks

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quick to present that there's 
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assumed some have walked away 
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or the conduct of that person's 
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the mold of the church, the 
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They must be sitting and have 
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Or, you know, they're no longer 
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were last year. 
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through the people who have 
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time and but the real, genuine 
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Dialoguing, wrestling through 
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appearance, we can't pay too 
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it is a good way to understand 
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habitual sin or their lifestyle 
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something that's just clearly 
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just, you know, a really sinful 
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them. 
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seasons. 
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that because I don't want the 
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been through those desert 
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rumors about me that, oh, he's 
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I've heard all that stuff. 
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there and be like, Lord, I can't
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I need you. 
And I'm not feeling it right 

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now, but I love you and I trust 
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You. 
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So I just wanted that to be a 
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listener out there. 
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Thank you for kind of rounding 
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with that caveat or disclaimer, 
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As we kind of explore this, I 
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or myself ever say that because 
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your faith feels weak that 
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you're a false convert or 
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We're not going to say that. 
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God in your heart to decide 
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the distinction that someone who
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scriptures that talk about 
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That's this is something 
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I've had enough of you, God, 
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or verbally, I'm done. 
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life that I've tried to live and
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season of feeling low or lost or
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is, for all intents and 
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God, saying I'm done. 
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direct rebellion, like they want
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is the way, right? 
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of the sower, that same day, 
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sat by the lake. 
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around him that he got into a 
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the people stood on the shore. 
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parables, saying a farmer went 
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As he was scattering the seeds, 
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birds came down and they ate it 
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It sprang up quickly because the
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sun came up the plants were 
scorched, and they withered 

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because they had no root. 
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which grew up and choked out the
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good soil, where it produced a 
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sown. 
Whoever has an ear, let him 

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hear. 
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for a moment as Jesus tells this
parable to unpack some profound 

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truths. 
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as the disciples ask, why do you
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this mean? 
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18, Rod or sorry, 16, I'll, I'll
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If we jump down to verse 18, 
Rod, can you continue with the 

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explanation of that parable? 
Absolutely, it says. 

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Listen then, to what the parable
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When anyone hears the message 
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understand it, the evil one 
comes and snatches away what was

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sown in their heart. 
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path. 
The seed falling on rocky ground

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refers to someone who hears the 
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with joy. 
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they only last a short time. 
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comes because of the word, they 
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The seed falling among the 
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hears the word. 
But the worries of this life and

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the deceitfulness of wealth 
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unfruitful. 
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soil refers to someone who hears
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This is the one who produces A 
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that which was sown. 
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parable is that the power of the
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truth of the gospel, As Paul 
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gospel, for it is the power of 
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So, so that is inherent in every
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thrown, whether it hits the 
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whether I'm going to say that 
again, whether it falls on the 

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path or on the rocky ground, 
amongst the thorns or on the 

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good soil. 
So what's the difference between

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the four scenarios? 
The soil. 

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So you can think of the soil as 
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The seed never makes it there at
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Satan snatches it away. 
It makes it to the rocks that 

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have a little bit of soil there.
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germinate. 
It says the person receives it 

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with joy and it grows for a 
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when persecution and trouble 
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The roots were shallow, right? 
So you go through a difficult 

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season and you know, maybe your 
mom or your grandma dies before 

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you're able to able to handle 
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And you shake your fist at God 
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that wouldn't have happened. 
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And you walk away because you 
didn't have the roots going 

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deep. 
You know, the seasons of life 

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are meant for our roots of faith
to go deeper when the water is 

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not at the surface of the soil. 
This the roots have to go deeper

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to find the water source to keep
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And you can do this with your 
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If, if you water your plants 
everyday, you'll keep the roots 

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shallow, they'll have no reason 
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But if you wait until the soil 
dries out just a bit, the roots 

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are going to have to go deeper. 
So this parable unpacks one 

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reason why someone believes for 
a time that seed germinates and 

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the plant even grows. 
You see a plant growing, but 

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then it falls away. 
And then the thorns is someone 

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who again the deceitfulness of 
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You can say the pleasure and the
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The pleasure and the pain make 
it unfruitful. 

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It's interesting to the wording 
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It says it's unfruitful. 
It doesn't say that it that it 

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withered and died. 
And I, I've wondered sometimes, 

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does that mean this person is 
unsaved because it, they just 

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didn't produce a fruit? 
Kind of hold that question in 

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your minds as you guys think 
about that for a while. 

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We're going to come back to that
on another episode as we look at

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Matthew 7. 
And then the last seed, of 

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course, falls among good soil. 
That was the heart that was able

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to receive it. 
It wasn't hardened soil, right? 

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That seed was able to find 
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tough soil. 
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So it survived when there wasn't
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It survived when there was too 
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And I think that really explains
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of people that seem to have 
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germinates. 
Satan steals it away. 

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Maybe that's like the pearls 
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You could think of a street 
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swearing at them and saying I 
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your Jesus. 
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germinates. 
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And what's ringing a bell for me
as I'm listening, Pete, is guard

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your heart, for out of it flows 
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And so we're supposed to guard 
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watch. 
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in the Old Testament. 
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that I may not sin against you 
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condition of a field. 
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that this is how God is 
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with us. 
We guard it. 

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We store it up so that nothing 
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measure in the perfect season. 
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episodes, Pete, because even 
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listen to them myself a few 
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You're kind of like, hey, I, I 
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but not not every detail. 
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word in the right season and the
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So these minis are are not only 
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they're good for the listeners 
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Yeah, I appreciate it, Rod. 
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this one for now and continue 
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talking about the difference 
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and eternal security. 
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Those are often conflated as the
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So with that, we'll wrap up. 
Thanks for listening, guys. 

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God bless. 
Goodbye. 

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I trusted in your word Many 
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darkness thought I lost my 
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The devil shooting shots, trying
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But I'm covered by the blood, so
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I'm down one, but I'm up two. 
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Love's true. 
I'm seeking this face, feeling 

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the grace. 
I'm running this race for 

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eternity. 
Space. 

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I need more love. 
Less tears, no more drugs, less 

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fears. 
The stress reel, the test. 

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Here I'm washing over everything
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Pummel the devil. 
How's it feel? 

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You out of time. 
Lord God, you said you never 

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leave me. 
Lord God, you said you'd always 

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see me through. 
You'd always see me through 

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because these demons get to 
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Generational iniquity is 
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my family pictures because my 
baby pictures, they got me 

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crying like I'm just in the 
devil and I'm praying just real 

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hard in the spirit. 
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Spirit is coming near me. 
I'm like Lord God be the way the

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truth or life don't ever leave 
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Jesus Christ, I really need you 
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I'm like, Lord God, you put it 
on my heart, You moving in and 

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through me and you're erasing 
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You're the way, You're the 
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You're the lie. 
Lord God, you said you never 

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leave me. 
Lord God, you said, you'll 

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always see me through. 
You'll always see me through. 

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Lord God, you said you'll never 
leave me. 

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Lord God, you said you'll always
see me through. 

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You'll always see me through. 
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You justified the sentence to 
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I pray you don't. 
The penalty times I remember. 

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And think. 
About the penalty. 

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Desires of the heart brought 
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Lord, you know the truth here. 
Despite who we pretend to be, 

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I'm giving you the enemy. 
This is what it looked like. 

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And This is why I took Christ. 
The one who gave the crook life.

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Forgive me for my idol words. 
Every word I took life. 

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For times I should have stayed 
here. 

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For every step I took life. 
My God ain't desert me. 

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Chastised and mercy baptized and
hurt me. 

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Yeah, I should have died.
