1 00:00:11,400 --> 00:00:15,200 Hello, beautiful people. This is Princess and you are 2 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:19,100 listening to my favorite show, Millennial Mustard Seed, pod 3 00:00:19,100 --> 00:00:21,800 casts, thank you. And please leave a five star 4 00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:39,300 review, see you on the next one. This is ease of edification 5 00:00:39,300 --> 00:00:43,200 episode 1. So you might be wondering, what 6 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:46,700 is he talking about here on the millennial Mustard Seed pod 7 00:00:46,700 --> 00:00:52,400 cast, I decided to do a couple mini kind of like micro episodes 8 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:57,700 like about 15 to 25 minutes long and between these longer hour 9 00:00:57,700 --> 00:01:00,200 hour and a half long conversations that you guys. 10 00:01:00,400 --> 00:01:03,700 Are used to, I'll be bringing on different musicians. 11 00:01:03,700 --> 00:01:07,200 Authors people, next door, local business owners. 12 00:01:07,500 --> 00:01:10,600 The idea is to just edify each other and create the 13 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:13,500 conversation. I also wanted to take a quick 14 00:01:13,500 --> 00:01:16,200 minute to do a little bit of announcements here. 15 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:20,800 I wanted to send a huge shout out and thank you to everyone 16 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:24,500 who donated for me to upgrade the equipment right now, I am 17 00:01:24,500 --> 00:01:27,900 using a new microphone and I hope you guys can tell the 18 00:01:27,900 --> 00:01:31,700 difference. It's Great piece of equipment. 19 00:01:31,700 --> 00:01:35,300 And I'm so happy and just honored to be able to continue 20 00:01:35,300 --> 00:01:37,700 to show on. I really hope it helps you guys. 21 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,900 The last thing I would ask is, please leave me that five star 22 00:01:41,900 --> 00:01:45,200 rating and written review. It really helps with the 23 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:49,200 algorithms who, let's just say when you cover the kind of 24 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:53,200 content that I do, some of these algorithms really don't like to 25 00:01:53,200 --> 00:01:58,100 see me move up the chart. So always could you guys help on 26 00:01:58,100 --> 00:02:01,500 a good review and word of mouth is really The best way to spread 27 00:02:01,500 --> 00:02:04,800 the show, please pass this along to your pastor, a friend, a 28 00:02:04,808 --> 00:02:09,000 family member real quick, say a prayer request for all the 29 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:11,600 content. And just the direction that the 30 00:02:11,600 --> 00:02:15,000 show goes, I really feel like sometimes the false Flags come 31 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:19,200 before, the real ones, I really do feel like the enemy can kind 32 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:23,800 of Shuffle in things to distract us or to get us to make a some 33 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:26,800 type of agreement or deal or just to be under some type of 34 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:29,300 bondage. And with this show, the reason 35 00:02:29,300 --> 00:02:33,900 I've never charged Dime and just kept all the content free and 36 00:02:33,900 --> 00:02:38,100 organic is because this is a journey that I am taking. 37 00:02:38,100 --> 00:02:42,000 I'm literally recording the process of connecting the dots 38 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:46,900 on some of the Lost information and just being what I think I'm 39 00:02:46,900 --> 00:02:49,800 called to be. And that's just a man in the 40 00:02:49,800 --> 00:02:54,200 days that we live in, who's unashamed and not intimidated by 41 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:58,300 any of the things going on. I really trust in God and I am 42 00:02:58,300 --> 00:03:02,900 excited to learn earn more and just see where this path takes 43 00:03:02,900 --> 00:03:05,700 me. I am staying organic and Wild 44 00:03:05,700 --> 00:03:12,800 and Free Fritos as William Wallace would say, that's what I 45 00:03:12,800 --> 00:03:16,100 say also. So that's kind of the 46 00:03:16,100 --> 00:03:18,400 maintenance for this episode. I know, I've never really done 47 00:03:18,400 --> 00:03:21,700 any maintenance, or kind of given you guys in the back story 48 00:03:21,700 --> 00:03:25,000 on what goes on behind the scenes, but it's about time. 49 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:30,000 So enough of me talking, let's get into this. 50 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:32,700 Some conversation you guys ready? 51 00:03:33,300 --> 00:03:35,100 I'm ready. Let's go. 52 00:03:59,800 --> 00:04:02,100 Hey, what's going on? This is Ben Bullock. 53 00:04:02,100 --> 00:04:03,100 AKA mr. B. 54 00:04:03,100 --> 00:04:05,900 Flat from All About, the Benjamins go to Invictus 55 00:04:05,900 --> 00:04:09,400 Ministries and you're listening to the one and only Millennial 56 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:12,300 Mustard Seed, pod cast, he's of edification. 57 00:04:12,500 --> 00:04:15,800 Come on, let's go. It is a pleasure to be with you 58 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:17,700 brother. That was a great introduction. 59 00:04:18,800 --> 00:04:21,200 That's what's up. That's what's up, man. 60 00:04:21,899 --> 00:04:25,700 Yeah, it's so cool to be able to edify each other and man, just 61 00:04:25,700 --> 00:04:29,400 bearing each other's burdens in this life is so important that 62 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:32,900 we're reminded and I'm just honored to be able to speak with 63 00:04:32,900 --> 00:04:35,300 you tonight, man. You speak encouragement to me 64 00:04:35,300 --> 00:04:37,200 and I got a lot of respect for him. 65 00:04:37,600 --> 00:04:39,400 Praise God, man. I appreciate you listening. 66 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:41,800 Trust me when I say the honor is all mine, bro. 67 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:43,800 We've been talking. About this for a minute. 68 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:46,400 So like for me to be able to have the opportunity to come on 69 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:48,800 here. And I honestly just said that, 70 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:50,800 you know, share the stage with you do, whatever the case. 71 00:04:50,800 --> 00:04:53,100 It's, it's not that I count short, man. 72 00:04:53,100 --> 00:04:55,700 So, I really appreciate you even thinking about me that had me on 73 00:04:55,700 --> 00:04:58,800 here, and, you know, seeing everything that you do seeing 74 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:01,900 everything with your lives, your Facebook posts, and everything 75 00:05:01,900 --> 00:05:03,000 else. Like that man is just it's 76 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:05,000 encouraging. The, you encourage me. 77 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:06,300 That's what they're going to shore. 78 00:05:06,300 --> 00:05:08,100 So, I just man, I appreciate you. 79 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:11,100 So it looks like you picked the three question. 80 00:05:12,700 --> 00:05:16,500 Figure figure we just jump back and forth with each other or 81 00:05:16,500 --> 00:05:18,500 some stuff. Well, you're the first person to 82 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:21,000 do this so we'll find out if this is really good or really 83 00:05:21,000 --> 00:05:24,900 bad. Well, yes, the questions 84 00:05:24,900 --> 00:05:27,500 addressed this just about anything on anything, right? 85 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:30,000 Yeah II, cool. I got you, I got you. 86 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,700 So who goes first, why don't you bless us and go ahead and launch 87 00:05:33,700 --> 00:05:36,600 the first one man. Well, I got I listen, I got the 88 00:05:36,600 --> 00:05:38,300 first one. I got to know this. 89 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,000 If the audience knows this already, then cool. 90 00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:43,900 If not then you know, we Got to all get educated right now. 91 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,500 What, bro, you gotta keep me up to speed. 92 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:49,300 What's up with the juicing? Is it still happening? 93 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:52,500 Oh, are you still making it work? 94 00:05:52,500 --> 00:05:55,200 Because I was looking at myself the other day and I was like 95 00:05:55,400 --> 00:05:58,800 y'all need to touch this cat. I really did like it, you want 96 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:00,700 it before and then I forgot to buy. 97 00:06:00,700 --> 00:06:03,300 I'm looking at myself, like I can't do this no more and I need 98 00:06:03,300 --> 00:06:05,400 this in my life. So, you know, you got to talk to 99 00:06:05,400 --> 00:06:06,700 us. What's up with the juicing, bro? 100 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:10,200 Is it still happening? Absolutely, there's an episode 101 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:13,500 called health and detox. Local friend of mine. 102 00:06:13,500 --> 00:06:16,200 Who's a holistic nutritionist in the reading area? 103 00:06:16,300 --> 00:06:20,100 Is such a critical point. We use these terms today organic 104 00:06:20,100 --> 00:06:22,700 and, you know, all this stuff, but you got to remember you go 105 00:06:22,700 --> 00:06:24,500 back. Even just a hundred years ago. 106 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:27,500 There was no fancy terms. That was just what they had. 107 00:06:27,900 --> 00:06:30,700 I think based upon the idea that were in this like microwave 108 00:06:30,700 --> 00:06:33,600 Society now and there's so many bad options for us to choose 109 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,800 from juicing becomes critical right? 110 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:38,900 You are emotional health, believe it or not. 111 00:06:38,900 --> 00:06:44,000 I learned that the gut in the gut bacteria Syria has a big 112 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:47,700 role in activating depression. So if we have an overwhelming 113 00:06:47,700 --> 00:06:50,700 amount of gut bacteria, and we're just consuming bad like 114 00:06:50,700 --> 00:06:53,600 fast food and junk, it overall just bad for a house. 115 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:55,600 So yes, the juicing still happens. 116 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:58,800 We get beat, we go. I just had watermelon will get 117 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:02,100 like two or three watermelons and whole lump sum we get ginger 118 00:07:02,100 --> 00:07:05,200 lemon and yeah man, the body really craves for that. 119 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:09,700 Reach out to Nick long, holistic nutritionist at United fit. 120 00:07:09,700 --> 00:07:11,600 You guys are going to learn really quick. 121 00:07:11,700 --> 00:07:14,000 And for those of you Who are already doing that as listeners, 122 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:18,400 you guys believe in that because you feel and see the result 123 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:21,000 really does give you that extra umph. 124 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,500 That caffeine. Just cannot bring to the table. 125 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:24,700 Right. Right, right. 126 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:28,000 Great question though, man. Man, listen, because I need it, 127 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:30,800 bro, I'm like sluggish. I'm like, oh my god, do 128 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,900 something. But my problem is, yo, when we 129 00:07:33,900 --> 00:07:35,200 talked about it, you were like, cool. 130 00:07:35,200 --> 00:07:38,800 So just for this week, you gotta juice only in the morning and at 131 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:40,300 lunchtime, I'm like, come on, man. 132 00:07:40,500 --> 00:07:42,000 That yo, I couldn't do it brother. 133 00:07:42,300 --> 00:07:46,300 Hard. You know, we all started a 134 00:07:46,308 --> 00:07:49,200 different place. I noticed what we feed first is 135 00:07:49,200 --> 00:07:52,500 going to have the tendency of craving the rest of the day so 136 00:07:52,500 --> 00:07:55,100 it goes into sleep mode again. So that's why I recommend like 137 00:07:55,100 --> 00:07:57,900 my personal friends and family just wake up make some beet 138 00:07:57,900 --> 00:08:01,100 juice, add a little bit of Ginger, you know, at a jalapeno 139 00:08:01,100 --> 00:08:02,900 pepper. Whatever you like to do is give 140 00:08:02,900 --> 00:08:06,200 it a spice of the kind of flavor that you're into and knock that 141 00:08:06,200 --> 00:08:07,500 out. First thing in the morning and 142 00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:10,300 then I recommend in the afternoon go with some pineapple 143 00:08:10,300 --> 00:08:12,000 juice. And you know, so, watermelon 144 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,600 juice A little more sugar to keep you up, but intermittent 145 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:17,600 fasting is a big part of the tooth, okay, so we'll just kind 146 00:08:17,600 --> 00:08:20,600 of go back and forth, right? The way that you've touched me 147 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:23,000 with music, right? So my question to you is, what 148 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:28,400 is the most emotional story of how you playing music and 149 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:30,500 teaching music, being a music teacher? 150 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:34,700 What's the most emotional story? You have of how that's connected 151 00:08:34,700 --> 00:08:38,100 and reach somebody else in a way that you didn't think it would 152 00:08:38,100 --> 00:08:41,200 do it initially. Oh, man. 153 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:49,500 That's a deep question because like yo because it's really good 154 00:08:49,500 --> 00:08:52,500 question, actually, got a story. Nothing is always been for any 155 00:08:52,500 --> 00:08:53,900 listener on here. What not? 156 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,300 Let me encourage you. If you're a musician, be maker 157 00:08:56,300 --> 00:08:58,900 producer or whatever the case y'all, I don't care what Rose 158 00:08:59,100 --> 00:09:01,600 obstacles, anything like that, that you go through, trust me, 159 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:04,400 what God is giving you, you got it and it's more than enough 160 00:09:04,800 --> 00:09:07,100 because if you could take two fish and Five Loaves and feet 161 00:09:07,100 --> 00:09:10,700 over 5,000, trust me what you think is small, he gonna turn it 162 00:09:10,700 --> 00:09:15,300 into major I remember being 16 years old always wanted. 163 00:09:15,300 --> 00:09:18,700 I always wanted to like I always wanted. 164 00:09:18,700 --> 00:09:22,000 I definitely want a guy behind my plane and I would always 165 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:25,100 pray, you know, for God to be behind my playing so that it's 166 00:09:25,100 --> 00:09:26,900 not just me that they here but that God does something. 167 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:30,100 I always wanted that, bro, because I've seen it in church. 168 00:09:30,200 --> 00:09:34,500 I've seen people I've seen people just hit a note and it 169 00:09:34,500 --> 00:09:36,300 changed everything that's going on. 170 00:09:36,300 --> 00:09:38,600 You know what I'm saying? I've been around players where 171 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:40,900 did something like that to me. And I was like, wow, you can 172 00:09:40,900 --> 00:09:43,700 really feel God behind that. Like, That's what I want. 173 00:09:44,200 --> 00:09:47,600 It didn't I guess I really wasn't confident and what it was 174 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:50,600 that he gave me. Until one time I was funny. 175 00:09:50,900 --> 00:09:52,300 It's funny. It's true story. 176 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:56,400 I was out with my uncle's. They took me out to this. 177 00:09:56,700 --> 00:10:00,000 They took me out to this like bar / restaurant place where 178 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:03,900 this band was playing. And like if the band was dope, 179 00:10:03,900 --> 00:10:06,500 they were blazing, you know, obviously would it be in a bar / 180 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:09,600 girls, a secular music and stuff but so my uncle's talking to the 181 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,100 band and he's talking to the keyboard player and he tells the 182 00:10:12,300 --> 00:10:15,400 Keyboard player. Yo you know my nephew plays. 183 00:10:15,700 --> 00:10:17,500 He's like yo I'm about to go on break. 184 00:10:17,500 --> 00:10:19,300 Do you want to you want to play a keys? 185 00:10:19,700 --> 00:10:21,700 And so I was like no, no, no, I'm cool. 186 00:10:21,700 --> 00:10:24,400 And Mark was like, nah. Yo, he just asked you if you 187 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:27,900 wanted to play, may get up there and play and I'm like, alright, 188 00:10:27,900 --> 00:10:30,300 cool. So but I didn't know what to 189 00:10:30,300 --> 00:10:32,300 like, play. You know what I'm saying? 190 00:10:32,300 --> 00:10:34,900 I didn't know what to play. So I play what I knew, I just 191 00:10:34,900 --> 00:10:37,500 kind of started playing around like just some church music but 192 00:10:37,500 --> 00:10:40,200 just some like as we call it like talk music kind of just 193 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:44,800 noodling around with chords. So Way, as I'm playing this lady 194 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:48,100 walks in from outside on the street like just in passing 195 00:10:48,100 --> 00:10:51,700 walks in from on the street and she was like she comes over to 196 00:10:51,700 --> 00:10:54,900 me and she's like, you've been playing all this time and I was 197 00:10:54,900 --> 00:10:58,300 like, yes. And she was like, I had to come 198 00:10:58,300 --> 00:11:02,400 in here because it because as I was walking, I heard music and 199 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:04,900 it sounded like this was something from God and she was 200 00:11:04,900 --> 00:11:07,800 like and I didn't expect it coming from a place like this. 201 00:11:07,900 --> 00:11:10,000 Oh wow. She was like, so when I heard 202 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,600 the plan I had to come in here and see What that was she was 203 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:16,400 like, yo there is something behind your plan that God has 204 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:18,700 given you. And and when she said the random 205 00:11:18,700 --> 00:11:22,700 lady who I had never met before like come in and say something 206 00:11:22,700 --> 00:11:27,400 like that to me I'm like oh and so I'll definitely say it 207 00:11:28,500 --> 00:11:32,200 confidence getting to mean not even so much Cockiness. 208 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:34,000 Because to this day I still think I suck. 209 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,800 But bro I struggle with it as I know many people do. 210 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:39,100 Like it's funny. Other people will give you 211 00:11:39,100 --> 00:11:41,600 compliments and everything else like that and encouragement and 212 00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:44,000 you take it. You receive it but you know it's 213 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,800 a struggle bro. Specially like when you see and 214 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:50,000 hear so many other great people, you know what I mean? 215 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:53,500 And it's, it was Ben, that's the biggest insecurity. 216 00:11:53,500 --> 00:11:57,300 And it's funny that like, it's funny that the devil will use 217 00:11:57,600 --> 00:12:00,200 one of your giftings. You know what I mean to use it 218 00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:02,200 as in security against you to make you feel like you're 219 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:03,800 nothing so that you can't operate. 220 00:12:04,900 --> 00:12:07,000 So if you don't operate in it, you know what I mean? 221 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:10,700 You can't use it against him. So for years, I've struggled 222 00:12:11,100 --> 00:12:13,900 from there, It just did something that really helped 223 00:12:13,900 --> 00:12:16,600 push me little for. So yeah, long story short, I 224 00:12:16,608 --> 00:12:19,100 guess that's it. That's beautiful. 225 00:12:19,100 --> 00:12:22,000 And the only thing I got to say about that is, there's a 226 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,500 difference between talent and anointing. 227 00:12:25,100 --> 00:12:28,700 Yeah, I feel the anointing in your music if it's not a 228 00:12:30,100 --> 00:12:34,200 question. Okay, so we haven't, we we've 229 00:12:34,200 --> 00:12:36,200 talked at, I know you shared this with your listeners and 230 00:12:36,200 --> 00:12:39,600 stuff like that before, in terms of like your journey and what 231 00:12:39,600 --> 00:12:42,100 started, you just even just on the path. 232 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:44,800 Of doing, you know, doing right and everything else, like that 233 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:47,100 doing this podcast. So, we're broke. 234 00:12:47,300 --> 00:12:51,900 I remember when you kind of first started it and like, yo, 235 00:12:51,900 --> 00:12:54,000 overnight, it just seemed like you're doing just kept growing 236 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,300 and growing and growing and like, God just kept doing 237 00:12:56,300 --> 00:12:57,900 something. And then even when you were 238 00:12:57,900 --> 00:13:00,500 like, well, maybe I'm feel like doing this no more, or maybe I 239 00:13:00,500 --> 00:13:02,900 shouldn't do this, no more yellow, you kept going and look 240 00:13:02,900 --> 00:13:04,900 what God is doing with it. You know what I'm saying? 241 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:10,200 When you feel these times in these moments of like, yo, 242 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:15,000 what's the point even when Else can see the fruit and everybody 243 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,600 else to see the evidence like, how do you as an individual 244 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:23,400 like, keep going? When because I'm pretty sure, 245 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:28,100 especially to as a father, you know, husband, you know what I 246 00:13:28,108 --> 00:13:30,800 mean? After a day's work come home, 247 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:32,900 make sure. And and you know, I'm not saying 248 00:13:32,900 --> 00:13:35,100 that these things are burdens, I'm saying these things are 249 00:13:35,100 --> 00:13:37,300 responsibilities, that we have. So, with all the 250 00:13:37,300 --> 00:13:40,200 responsibilities, then to still take this on. 251 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:42,100 And then I'm pretty sure and I could be wrong. 252 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:44,100 Wrong. I know for me if that times I 253 00:13:44,100 --> 00:13:46,600 see that I don't feel like it's growing or moving away that I 254 00:13:46,608 --> 00:13:50,000 wanted to I'll be like you know maybe this ain't it like how do 255 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:53,200 you keep going if that makes sense? 256 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:58,300 This might have to be the first two part series of a microphone 257 00:13:59,100 --> 00:14:06,500 to answer that question because there's a lot of things that 258 00:14:06,500 --> 00:14:10,400 happen that are very emotionally involved with that lead towards 259 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:11,700 the answer. But I'm going to try to keep it 260 00:14:11,700 --> 00:14:16,100 right on the surface, right and simplify this but one of the 261 00:14:16,100 --> 00:14:21,200 scriptures that comes to mind is never despise Small Beginnings. 262 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:26,500 Wow. God's form of multiplication is 263 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:29,600 outside of our domain of understanding. 264 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:33,100 We bring him a little and he can give it some momentum that you 265 00:14:33,100 --> 00:14:37,100 didn't know it had. So for me, it was one of those 266 00:14:37,100 --> 00:14:40,800 things where I had questions. I had secret conversations with 267 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:45,200 God that I can't divulge on but the idea is I started to I 268 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:49,500 recognize the difference between entertainment. 269 00:14:49,800 --> 00:14:56,100 Yeah, versus real journey real. Us real questions and me being 270 00:14:56,100 --> 00:15:01,100 in love with how all of my sin, all of my baggage, all like 271 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:04,700 everything and how God was able to in my weakness. 272 00:15:04,700 --> 00:15:10,300 Make his power known So when I feed myself, it's almost like 273 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:12,500 David. We read the Psalms we can see 274 00:15:12,500 --> 00:15:15,700 these ups and downs of his life, but there's some Key Parts like 275 00:15:15,700 --> 00:15:18,700 a lot of people in the Christian World Christian he's that we 276 00:15:18,700 --> 00:15:23,100 like to take just one verse and be like bow, right power verse 277 00:15:23,100 --> 00:15:27,900 but there's a process and I noticed through reading the word 278 00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:30,900 in my private time, I see a lot of the times, David is 279 00:15:30,900 --> 00:15:35,800 encouraging his own mind. In God's word, reminding himself 280 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:37,600 of who, God is this Strong Tower. 281 00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:40,400 Believe. Just because God is growing, the 282 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:44,800 way that I think, and the way I process information because like 283 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:47,600 you knew, you know, me, I grew up very secular, we went to a 284 00:15:47,600 --> 00:15:52,000 big school, a lot of diversity, a lot of options, my bad things 285 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:55,500 to get caught up in. So honestly I shouldn't be here, 286 00:15:55,500 --> 00:15:58,000 you know, I shouldn't be alive according to doctors from what 287 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:01,500 happened to me when I was like 19 and wow, I shouldn't be alive 288 00:16:01,500 --> 00:16:04,700 and I am so I kind of like and then I feel this stirring and 289 00:16:04,700 --> 00:16:07,600 then it reminds me of the scripture that says it's him who 290 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:10,900 Who works in us and through us to cause us, to do these things 291 00:16:10,900 --> 00:16:14,000 that that are ordained for ya for his purpose. 292 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:17,000 So, I mean, I just literally empty and humble myself 293 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,400 sometimes, I'm disgusted with myself, but I really just come 294 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:23,400 back to the word of God and and feed my mind, wash my mind and 295 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:28,100 that word and it just brings a flow out of me where I'm like, 296 00:16:28,100 --> 00:16:30,700 nah, I don't even care, like, nothing in the way. 297 00:16:31,100 --> 00:16:35,000 Well, but yeah, that's a great question because a lot to it, 298 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,600 but that's know that. That's, that's really 299 00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:40,100 Encouraging what you just said. Don't despise Small Beginnings, 300 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:43,100 because absolute you already know much my story and I'm in a 301 00:16:43,100 --> 00:16:46,100 journey right now where it's what I want. 302 00:16:46,100 --> 00:16:47,400 What I would like to have happen. 303 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:50,200 It may not have happened yet but he's humbled me. 304 00:16:50,500 --> 00:16:53,800 It's humbled me to be appreciative of every, you know, 305 00:16:54,100 --> 00:16:58,100 every, you know, Victory, every moment, you know, not despising 306 00:16:58,100 --> 00:16:59,900 the small not worrying about others man. 307 00:17:00,400 --> 00:17:02,700 Yeah. And I encouraging encouraging is 308 00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:06,099 heck, no, absolutely. You know you're a pastor right 309 00:17:06,099 --> 00:17:10,000 now your husband Employee a music producer and music 310 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,000 teacher. But when it comes to the 311 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:15,000 ministry, what's the most rewarding thing, you've 312 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:22,099 experienced recently, the most rewarding thing I've seen is 313 00:17:22,099 --> 00:17:27,800 seeing Faith activated because at the time when everything 314 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:32,100 started Bishop just died you know with Bishop just dying. 315 00:17:32,100 --> 00:17:34,000 Now you know and you already know the Bible says, you know 316 00:17:34,008 --> 00:17:36,300 what I mean? Strike the shepherd or smoke was 317 00:17:36,300 --> 00:17:37,500 smoking. Shepherding, the Sheep scatter. 318 00:17:37,600 --> 00:17:40,600 You know what I mean? As so here it is. 319 00:17:40,600 --> 00:17:43,900 We've been fellowshiping and and doing this thing together for 320 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:48,500 nearly almost 30 years. And now, this is the first time 321 00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:50,800 ever in the history of time that we have to move. 322 00:17:50,800 --> 00:17:56,200 And and Bishops not here and the leadership that's in place, have 323 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,100 to figure out how to work together and they got to move 324 00:17:58,100 --> 00:18:00,500 their motives aside. They got to move their flesh 325 00:18:00,500 --> 00:18:02,900 aside. They got to move out the way of 326 00:18:02,900 --> 00:18:06,300 how they feel about each other to do it, and they're not doing 327 00:18:06,300 --> 00:18:07,700 it. And then, on top of that, Of 328 00:18:07,700 --> 00:18:10,200 that through the course of time. Now, I've been labeled as a 329 00:18:10,208 --> 00:18:14,400 leader when in fact, as you know you know what is it was a 330 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:16,500 prophet not honored in his own home. 331 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:18,300 Yeah. Whatever the case I'm sitting 332 00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:21,700 here leading people that have been that have been over me 333 00:18:21,700 --> 00:18:23,600 since I was a kid. Yeah. 334 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:27,600 Who see me since I was like 7 or 8 years old with everything 335 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:31,600 going on with opposition against us with so much turmoil. 336 00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:35,500 Trying to figure out finances, trying to figure out, you know, 337 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:37,500 even how did you do the order sir? 338 00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:39,600 Stuff to all these different things that have happened to 339 00:18:39,608 --> 00:18:42,800 taking place itself against us. And, you know, it bringing fear 340 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:46,800 into people, it's just been a constant conversation with them 341 00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:52,200 about process, about changing your mindset about process. 342 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:54,100 You know what I'm saying? Change your perception about 343 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:57,600 what you deal with and what you go through and every step along 344 00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:58,700 the way. Trusting. 345 00:18:58,700 --> 00:19:03,100 God, we are at a place. Now, we're at a place and it's 346 00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:04,800 only. It hasn't even been a full year. 347 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:06,800 It's been a few years since Pastor died. 348 00:19:07,600 --> 00:19:10,300 Been Pastor for under he, but within this Frame of time has 349 00:19:10,300 --> 00:19:13,800 been about like I said a year or so that Pastor died your some 350 00:19:13,800 --> 00:19:18,500 months and the turnaround and to change it has happened because 351 00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:20,600 we finally got to a place in a point. 352 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:23,900 No longer leaner depend just on each other but we had to lean 353 00:19:23,900 --> 00:19:28,900 independent trust in God and to see when we finally came 354 00:19:28,900 --> 00:19:32,000 together, when we finally began to pray together when we begin 355 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,800 to activate Faith together. How he's been turning things 356 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:37,500 around, it's been ridiculous. And it's been, it's been the 357 00:19:37,700 --> 00:19:40,200 Most rewarding thing. The thing is you got to realize 358 00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:42,700 thing, you gotta understand when they carry the Ark of the 359 00:19:42,700 --> 00:19:45,000 Covenant on the shoulder to carry it by the polls. 360 00:19:45,300 --> 00:19:47,700 They have to make sure the weight is distributed evenly. 361 00:19:48,100 --> 00:19:51,100 They have to make sure that they walk and move in sync together. 362 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:54,200 Now, the instructions that were given in carrying the glory was 363 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:57,000 not based upon, how anybody felt about each other, not based 364 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,100 upon. If they were afraid of anything 365 00:19:59,300 --> 00:20:01,700 who does, what better than the other person, or whatever, 366 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:06,100 everybody that was assigned had to be in, sync had to be on the 367 00:20:06,100 --> 00:20:09,400 same page had to be home. One Accord, otherwise they ran 368 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:13,400 the risk of dropping the glory. So when we do these things that 369 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:15,800 we do and we move the way that we move, we got to remember and 370 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:18,900 understand that when we're carrying the Glorious, not about 371 00:20:18,900 --> 00:20:22,200 who's bigger, I'm not about who's better, but it's about us 372 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:26,000 coming working and activating our faith and moving together, 373 00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:29,000 moving in sync to walk together. What less they agree? 374 00:20:29,500 --> 00:20:31,100 Wow! That's my answer. 375 00:20:31,200 --> 00:20:32,600 That's been the most rewarding thing. 376 00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:38,200 That was the sermon man like smoked the last Some dude, 377 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:43,000 seriously, that's the note because that's the idea of what 378 00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:45,800 the small beginning that God put in my heart. 379 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:47,900 Wow. It's somehow kind of in the 380 00:20:47,900 --> 00:20:52,000 strangest way he's coming about. Yeah, just like I want to prefer 381 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:56,400 other people's story and I want to actually like, highlight 382 00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:59,200 what. I see that there are ability is 383 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:02,600 when the elbow moves, nice and smoothly and it's a healthy 384 00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:04,500 process. I don't want to pretend to be a 385 00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:07,400 risk. When I know I may be like Annie 386 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:08,400 Neat. Yeah. 387 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,100 Yeah. You know I just want to be a 388 00:21:10,100 --> 00:21:13,500 part of the fluid movement of prices going to do and that's a 389 00:21:13,508 --> 00:21:16,600 process and a journey. And I don't have barely anything 390 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:20,800 figured out, like I'm kind of just asking more questions. 391 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,200 I have more questions than I do answers, but I have this 392 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:29,000 humility that I believe, God is allowed me to have because of 393 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,600 some of the process, some of that stuff that happened behind 394 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:35,300 the scenes, where I'm really just looking to connect mmm, and 395 00:21:35,300 --> 00:21:38,500 the truth of what was supposed to connect and Like-mindedness 396 00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:41,700 of Christ because of his resurrection, the power. 397 00:21:43,700 --> 00:21:47,500 These last two questions, it's on me, you know, you know, we 398 00:21:47,500 --> 00:21:49,500 asked the two good ones and then, you know, I got to be 399 00:21:49,500 --> 00:21:52,400 silly. I got a silly one, you know what 400 00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:54,300 I'm saying? And you got to beat you. 401 00:21:54,300 --> 00:21:57,400 Listen, you gotta be honest right now. 402 00:21:57,400 --> 00:22:01,000 I know you are honest, but you got to be honest right now for 403 00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:03,700 the listeners everybody that's on here that follows you're 404 00:22:03,700 --> 00:22:06,100 about to hear his answer. Are you ready for this? 405 00:22:06,900 --> 00:22:08,000 Oh no. What do you got? 406 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:08,600 Hit me. Go. 407 00:22:09,100 --> 00:22:10,400 All right, real quick. Here it is. 408 00:22:10,500 --> 00:22:13,400 All right, you benching. Jesus comes. 409 00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:16,600 Then challenge you to a weight lifting contest, taking it or 410 00:22:16,608 --> 00:22:24,500 no, let everyone is falling down and being like me, who is man 411 00:22:24,500 --> 00:22:27,600 that you are mindful of me, would you help me compete 412 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:29,500 against somebody else? So I can break some records. 413 00:22:32,300 --> 00:22:38,400 Okay, cool. Yeah, y'all all heard Question 414 00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:42,900 for you. If you had one last message to 415 00:22:42,900 --> 00:22:47,100 deliver to the body of Christ, you're thrown on the spotlight 416 00:22:47,100 --> 00:22:50,500 in a moment's notice and the body of Christ is listening. 417 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:56,900 What would you say to them? I would say, read your Bible and 418 00:22:56,900 --> 00:23:01,900 study and research what it means when he said be holy as I am 419 00:23:01,900 --> 00:23:03,600 Holy. Wow. 420 00:23:04,100 --> 00:23:08,000 And the reason why I would say that is because we have gotten 421 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,800 it to the point and I'll be really quick about this. 422 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:12,900 But we've just gotten to the point where we're starting to 423 00:23:12,900 --> 00:23:17,000 muddle and mess with what is considered, holy and some of us 424 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,000 think that we can't do it. Forgetting if he's given us 425 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:22,100 instruction, then that means we can carry it out. 426 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,800 Wow. But we look and we read and 427 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:29,000 research scriptures in the Bible more so it will validate our sin 428 00:23:29,300 --> 00:23:31,400 rather than turn us away. And I buy it and stop with the 429 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:33,300 Bible was supposed to do, you know. 430 00:23:33,300 --> 00:23:37,900 So it's a good possibility that most of us have this thing 431 00:23:37,900 --> 00:23:40,600 called Holiness wrong, which is why you see the church and the 432 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:41,700 body. The way that the church in the 433 00:23:41,700 --> 00:23:45,000 body is and that's it. I'm done, that's it. 434 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:48,600 Oh my God, hot guy. Alright, so for the listeners 435 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:52,200 and myself personally because literally we both have to go 436 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:58,400 There will be another micro series how I want to learn what 437 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,900 God has put on your heart about with the word of Truth. 438 00:24:00,900 --> 00:24:04,200 Says yeah. And I want the listeners to also 439 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:09,800 be challenged to like you said, dig into the word, really, with 440 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:12,900 fear and trembling work out, your salvation to understand 441 00:24:12,900 --> 00:24:15,300 what God means when he says be holy as he is Holy. 442 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:18,600 Yeah, you're blessed man. He's taking over elq them, where 443 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:22,200 they can find you and then we're all fair Bianca, find me. 444 00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:25,100 Look me up on Facebook. Facebook under B flat bullet. 445 00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:28,700 You could find me on Instagram, under B flat Productions. 446 00:24:29,100 --> 00:24:31,500 If you want to, please check out our church page. 447 00:24:31,700 --> 00:24:34,500 Invictus Ministries you can find it under at. 448 00:24:34,500 --> 00:24:37,500 We are Invictus Nation. Inv ICT. 449 00:24:37,500 --> 00:24:38,900 U.s. Nation. 450 00:24:38,900 --> 00:24:40,900 We are Invictus Nation. Check us out. 451 00:24:40,900 --> 00:24:42,800 Please check out our lives on Sunday. 452 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:46,000 If you ever get around Pottstown you want to come through 79 453 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:49,300 North, Hanover Street, 10:00 a.m. we'd love to have you. 454 00:24:50,700 --> 00:24:52,300 So that's it. That's the show. 455 00:24:52,300 --> 00:24:56,400 This is a ease of edification episode shorter. 456 00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:59,500 And yes, for those people who told me, you guys know who you 457 00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:02,500 are, I didn't get to finish the whole episode. 458 00:25:02,500 --> 00:25:04,200 I was going to the grocery store. 459 00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:06,100 I was dropping the kids off, at practice. 460 00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:09,800 This is a shorter episode. Cool. 461 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,800 Part is the heart of the podcast, disconnecting, and 462 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:14,300 loving people, and encouraging people. 463 00:25:14,300 --> 00:25:17,900 So, okay, Brunel. The best way you got to do it is 464 00:25:17,900 --> 00:25:20,300 you gotta do it. You gotta do it, you know, man. 465 00:25:20,500 --> 00:25:22,000 Was fantastic, your answers, bro. 466 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:25,200 When I tell you encouraging and encouraging for a time like 467 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:29,000 right now, I'm time that I needed so I I appreciate this 468 00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,800 more than you even think. Bro trust me, this micro series 469 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:35,400 opens up a whole new world of like these fun or shorter 470 00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,700 conversations. That don't take me reading 471 00:25:37,700 --> 00:25:41,100 someone's book and and going through you all this research 472 00:25:41,100 --> 00:25:43,600 and back, it just makes it more organic. 473 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:47,700 So let's activate the body of Christ in a way we haven't seen 474 00:25:47,700 --> 00:25:49,700 it. You know, it's genuine honest, 475 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,700 go. Go go go approaching this song 476 00:25:53,700 --> 00:25:56,500 different out like the rest, the beat goes so hard. 477 00:25:56,500 --> 00:26:00,400 I gotta write my best. Anything less just is a letdown. 478 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:03,500 You mention brother Jairus name, what you're saying now by some 479 00:26:03,500 --> 00:26:06,900 usable by told y'all, we the truth that I'm going drop, this 480 00:26:06,900 --> 00:26:09,800 is this and tastier, never will. I waste my talent. 481 00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:12,500 I don't waste it. Jesus Christ is my father, this 482 00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:16,200 is who I fear. Yeah, new year, new mindset 483 00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,700 failures, not an option. This is my mindset. 484 00:26:18,800 --> 00:26:22,300 I don't get caught up by height by Call backs and I'm never gon 485 00:26:22,300 --> 00:26:25,600 stop making gospel rap. It's My Life in my story, so I 486 00:26:25,600 --> 00:26:28,100 gotta share it. People need to be delivered, so 487 00:26:28,100 --> 00:26:30,500 they gotta hear it. Anybody can be saved. 488 00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:33,400 This is what I know. I was a real Hustler out there, 489 00:26:33,400 --> 00:26:35,300 chasing do approaching this song. 490 00:26:35,300 --> 00:26:36,900 Different. Not like the rest. 491 00:26:36,900 --> 00:26:39,700 This week goes so hard. I gotta wake my best. 492 00:26:39,700 --> 00:26:43,300 Anything less just has a let down your mention brother jairaj 493 00:26:43,300 --> 00:26:45,800 name, what you're saying. Now approaching this song 494 00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:47,400 different. Not like the rest. 495 00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:51,100 The beat goes so hard, I gotta write my best and Anything less 496 00:26:51,100 --> 00:26:54,400 just is a let down your mention brother Jared name what you're 497 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:56,700 saying. Now, true story, I was working 498 00:26:56,700 --> 00:26:58,400 on this album. First, I started to 499 00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:01,500 procrastinate which made it worse years in the making. 500 00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:04,800 This is why I gotta drop it. Press some CDs up and I know the 501 00:27:04,800 --> 00:27:08,100 always copy fan base is real and so is the Loyalty. 502 00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:10,900 District is still owe me for my royalties. 503 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:13,400 I ain't sweating it. I still let him distributed. 504 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:16,000 The music silence. So we leave it up to the people 505 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:19,000 approaching this song different because his it be still 506 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:20,800 remember. Senator demos to the We'll 507 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,700 reach, I never heard nothing back. 508 00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:26,400 So, I started Minds faster music group since and we honor grind 509 00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:29,900 approaching this song different. I like the rest, this week goes 510 00:27:29,900 --> 00:27:33,700 so hard, I gotta write my best. Anything less just has a let 511 00:27:33,700 --> 00:27:35,400 down. Your mention rather generous 512 00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:38,500 name, what you're saying now, approaching this song different 513 00:27:38,500 --> 00:27:41,600 out, like the rest, the beat goes so hard, I gotta write my 514 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,500 best, anything less just his a letdown you mentioned brother 515 00:27:45,500 --> 00:27:48,000 Jairus name. What you're saying now radio 516 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,900 spins has all the brother need for real. 517 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:52,700 I'm being independent. This is why I show my skills. 518 00:27:52,700 --> 00:27:54,400 The world won't catch up. It ain't going. 519 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:55,300 No. I'm real. 520 00:27:55,300 --> 00:27:57,900 I've been rapping for a minute so it takes skill. 521 00:27:57,900 --> 00:28:01,300 Yeah, the passion that I got will never stop the only one who 522 00:28:01,300 --> 00:28:03,500 can stop. Is the one up top believe 523 00:28:03,500 --> 00:28:07,000 Heavenly in the faith that I got approaching this song Different 524 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:20,200 by the way, it drops year. Approaching this song different 525 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:22,300 hot. Like the rest that we go so 526 00:28:22,300 --> 00:28:25,900 hard, I gotta write my best. Anything less just is a let 527 00:28:25,900 --> 00:28:28,600 down, your mention brother Jared name what you're saying. 528 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:31,800 Now approaching this song different out like the rest, the 529 00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:34,400 beat goes so hard, I gotta rent my best. 530 00:28:34,500 --> 00:28:38,000 Anything less just is a letdown you mentioned brother Jairus 531 00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:39,400 name what you're saying now?