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We're in a very tough spot. I think that what we're doing
right now is a great benefit and virtue because it's an end
around between this whole corrupt informational system,
media system. We claim to believe in a God who
spoke the universe into existence and literally raised
himself from the dead, and yet we're not going to believe that
anything else exists in the spirit realm, even though His
word tells us that they do. Their bodies weren't permitted
to go to sleep like humans do, and they weren't permitted to go
to heaven, so they wander the earth.
You know, I've seen the. Eyes turn black to unknown
tongues being spoken. These giants would love way up
in the island, the young Braves. The young men would hide up in
the trees and wait for one of these 12 footers to come walking
down the path. And they would jump on them and
kill them, drag them back to the village and the village would
feast on the body. Freedom.
Then people start to get weapons.
They start to get armor. They start to build cities.
They start to fortify their cities.
Now God looks. Down and there's violence
everywhere. The battle, this war that we are
at is not against each other. It's against these
principalities and these rulers and these archons.
In the high places, it's really worthwhile to read the Bible
yourself. Fear is one of the primary
drivers of mind control, because we have to take every thought
captive and resist fear. You're going to have a testimony
that is a justice case against the Kingdom of Darkness.
Welcome back to the Millennial Mustard Seed.
I am your host Rod and thank you for being here with me for
another awesome episode. I'm joined by Carly Tebs for a
part 4. Carly talks about losing her
father when she was younger and some of the dark things she
ended up finding herself involved in through seeking to
communicate with her dad by means of using a Ouija board,
which we do not recommend. But the reality is a lot of
people out there have played with Ouija board.
What does that open you up to? Carly testifies on that and so
much more in this episode. And really, she has so many
different experiences that I know a lot of people can relate
to. I've heard these kind of stories
in person and off air, and really there's a lot of
heartbreak in what people have experienced, even with church
hurt. And we're not just talking about
offense, but what about predatory pastors?
That's just highlighting a couple of the climactical and
emotional experiences that Carly shares with us here.
And we get into so much more. And there's just a lot of power
in her story. And she is courageous and bold
enough to say, hey, I am here to testify.
Somebody else out there has experienced something similar,
and you do not have to keep that story a secret.
You don't have to wrestle in the background feeling alone, like,
has this happened to anybody else and why do these kind of
things happen? I think it's really a great way
to send the ripple effect out, to cause more people to be
willing to come forward and share their story as a justice
case, as a testimony against what the Darkness has done.
Because there's a lot of people that are claiming to be of the
light and of the one true God who are doing very crooked and
perverse things. Well, the Bible says that those
things which are done in secret, will be shouted from the
rooftops. And we cover a bunch of cool
information about her testimony, how she's overcome, where she is
today, how God literally pulled her out of some of the deepest
and darkest things that take place in American Christianity.
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that makes a difference. I think it's about time to jump
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Are you guys ready? Let's go.
My name is Carly Tebbs and
welcome to the Millennial Mustard Seed Podcast.
Carly, it is an honor to have you back for a Part 4.
Yay. Yay is right.
We've had some powerful Foundation episodes laid over
these last couple months. And yeah, just the responses are
amazing. It's helping people.
And when your husband Prince was on, he said something very
profound. He said these are the end time
remnant voices that are rising up and I'm like, yeah, and it
was prophetic. Everything that God is doing is
just exciting and you have such a powerful testimony and we
never really dived like, fully into your testimony.
I think it would be really cool to spend some time with you just
diving more into your story. And I know you have some things
to say that are definitely going to be helpful for listeners out
there. Amen.
That's my prayer is that it will be helpful and people will maybe
not feel alone on their own journey or identify with the
kind of up and down of of life it can be helpful.
So that's my hope is that people can identify with with what I
went through and not feel like it's just them.
Well, yeah, let's get right into it.
So, I mean, I know we talked a little bit about like just a
recap for people that may be coming in on this episode who
didn't hear the previous three parts.
We did. You talked a little bit about
like being able to spread lightning between your fingers,
right. And yeah, oh, let's just start
there. Let's let's just go from there.
OK, yeah, so there was. So just a a slight recap.
I'm not sure which episode it was number wise that I was on,
but go go back and listen to it and give him a five star rating
on all the podcast platforms. So that was the foundation my
life started, and with some strange paranormal experiences
and being able to see in the spirit from a young age,
intuitively knowing things before they happen and having
precognition or prophetic insight.
I guess I don't know exactly where that would land when I was
so young, what the correct word would be, but in dreams about
the future, as well as waking our intuition about things, and
as I grew up around 10, I think this is part that I kind of
didn't fill in. The rest of the information was
around. At the age of 10, my father
died. He was a airplane pilot, a
private airplane pilot, and he had crashed coming in for a
landing. Nobody knew it what happened,
but I can say that it was the same experimental aircraft that
John Denver crashed in. Well, I don't know.
That was 1991. So did it have a history at that
time? I don't know.
But now it does that, OK, something goes wrong and these
tend to crash. So he crashed and passed away,
sadly. And of course, as any young
child, that really rocked my world.
And I started to try to find him again because I had this feeling
like he wasn't very far. And I, my dad was the kind of
guy who was all fun. He was heavy on the fun and low
on the responsibility part. So we we would be driving fast
in fast cars and going to the beach and on 20 mile bike rides
on A1 speed Huffy. I mean I was on the 1 speed
Huffy. He was a not.
He was on a nice, you know, Schwinn or whatever, but.
I had one of those back then. Yes.
Where you pedal the the the back pedal back.
Where's the stop? Yeah, it was bright orange.
It was really good. So we, you know, we were always
outside doing things, skiing, we lived in superior, so skiing in
the winter, cross country, downhill, all of that.
So he was all fun and he wanted to hang out with me.
He included me in what he was doing when he was home and so
that was really meaningful to me as a child as it would be to
every child. And so when he passed away, I
was rightfully devastated. And and so I just started to
watch and study witchcraft, Wiccan in particular.
And I remember one movie back in the day, I don't know when it
came out. Y'all could look it up, but
called the craft. And I remember thinking when I
watched that movie, oh, OK, wait, so you can access the
Other Realm. And I started to connect the
dots for me about what I'd been experiencing as a child.
I was like, oh, it's witchcraft. Oh, it's natural.
Oh oh, I should do this. Since it's already manifesting
in me. Why not pursue it?
Maybe I can talk to my dad. And I don't remember who first
introduced the Ouija board to me, but I ended up buying one of
those. Or someone gave me one, or I
don't. I don't know how it got in my
hands, but so I started to play with that and trying to connect
with my dad. He never came through.
So I remember. Of course we know that it's
demons, right? So, like, don't play with Ouija
boards people. It's not.
I do not recommend it, but this is how it started for me.
I started playing with it at a friend across the street from my
aunt's house and I had a sleepover and we started playing
with it and it was so immediate rod like, I don't know what
other people's experiences with this thing is or or had been,
whatever, but mine was so intense.
So me and this girl, we were maybe 12.
We were playing with this and we could make or the entities we're
contacting. We're very willing to make
things happen in the room. For example, we were asking it
to make it really hot in the room and with like in a snap of
a finger it was sweaty hot in her room.
We were asking it to move things around the room and it, you
know, things would move around the room.
So the clock would stop, things would fall off the wall, things
would flip over. It was so bizarre and intriguing
at the same time, because I had no foundation to know that this
might not be a good idea. If somebody ever told me that
before, then I sure didn't listen, because I don't know.
And so we were doing this, and then I got the good idea to OK,
well, if these entities are here, then let's see what they
have to say. And I invited them into myself,
into my body, to talk through my mouth.
And I can remember feeling very different.
Like you know you have that stream of consciousness in your
in your mind where you you have thoughts and those thoughts have
a certain voice. This was not my thoughts.
It sounded different. And I can remember 3 different
entities cycling into my being and speaking through my mouth.
And it was so bizarre because everything about my demeanor
changed. My mannerisms, my tone of voice,
everything. I was freaking out the girl that
I was with and I couldn't. You know, when you're forming
sentences in your mind, you, you kind of think a little bit into
what you're going to say and then you say it.
I had no idea what was going to come out of my mouth.
It was weird. And so we did that.
And it never dawned on me that this might not be good.
So the next day I went home, and it was the day after that it
turned out that that girl that I was with her appendix ruptured.
And I'm, I can't say, OK, this caused that, but it's just odd,
looking back, how we were playing with demons, basically.
And then this horrible thing happened to her.
Fast forward and I'm at a different friend's house and
we're playing at night and it's a evening in the summer and we
always were trying to I I eventually gave up on trying to
connect with my dad, 'cause I was like he's not coming
through. I never had dreams about him.
I I never was able to make those connections and that was that
was what I was longing for. But it it never worked out.
So we would try to connect with people like Kurt Cobain, because
he had just died and we were at my, this girl's house, who I
didn't know very well, was the first time hanging out at her
house. And so we were inviting whatever
to come through, like just come through, hang out, let us see
you prove it, that you're here. And all of a sudden the
electricity went out in her house.
And so that was weird. We lit a bunch of candles
because naturally, why not get a flashlight?
I don't know. We lit a bunch of candles and it
started getting really windy outside.
And so we look outside, we're like, OK, it's going to storm.
So you know, we're we're moving around.
It's all kind of weird. And we're sitting in this room
and we see these shadows, people passing by the because we're in
one room and but they're passing by in the hallway and we're
like, well, who are you? And the Ouija board says, you
know, Cobain. It spells out Cobain.
So we're like, oh cool, no, not cool.
And so I invite this entity to come into me again, not learning
my lesson and oh Lord Jesus, help me, oh God almighty.
I had never when that thing came into me, I have never felt
depression like that. I I wanted I I was consumed with
this desire to kill myself in an instant.
I went from having fun. Da da, da.
I mean, being spooky, scared, you know, but in a fun way to
wanting to die. And like the snap of a finger,
it just never dawned on me. It's so silly to look back on
it, but but so we, a storm started outside and it was
pouring and raining and lightning and the candles,
Everything was closed up in all the windows and the candles in
the room were going off and coming back on and going off.
And I was. I was demanding that this thing
get out of me because I I felt like I was going to die and I
could at least draw the parallel.
OK, I was cool. And now I'm not so that that all
sorts of crazy things were happening at the house that were
banging. And Needless to say, that person
never invited me back over again.
That person. Wow.
Yes. So that friend ended.
Yeah. And so that was some of the
weird stuff that I don't again, I don't recommend playing with
the Ouija board because you just, well, period.
But mostly you, you just don't know what's going to come
through. And and I do think, looking
back, that this was where I gave entities permission to come in
and possess my body. I don't know what else to say.
It's it wasn't me at that time in my life, in my teenage years.
I just wanted to escape the feelings I had inside of myself,
the sorrow and the depression and the traumas I'd experienced
up to that point. So I was using a lot of drugs,
including hallucinogenics, acid and mushrooms and ecstasy and
whatever I could get my hands on.
I drew the line at heroin and crack, because crack smells
really bad if you've never smelled it.
It's disgusting and heroin kills people for sure.
And it was the 90s. So all the best musicians died
of that at that time. So so that was that was those
years of my life. And there were times when I
would get so heavy, laden with the burden of my sin and my
sorrow and my trying to run away from my heart that I remember I
was 17 and I I had just tried to commit suicide at my friend's
house and obviously that scared my mom pretty bad.
And by taking about what are all the pills in her cabinet, that
friend saw the the empty bottles and and stuck her finger down my
throat and made me throw up. So my mom sent me to stay with
my step sister and I wanted to be relieved of the burden of all
my sorrow. And so I went to the Catholic
priest because I was some knowledge in me about that.
I did go to Catholic Church semi regularly Christmas and Easter
and Sundays once in a while, you know.
And so I went to this Catholic peace priest in this big
beautiful cathedral in Superior right on the Main Street there
Aunt Belknap. And I remember sitting in his
office and I was just bawling my eyes out and I was telling him
everything and he handed me a handkerchief out of the drawer
of his desk and said, your sins have been forgiven and now your
soul is as white as this handkerchief.
I bet I still have that handkerchief somewhere.
I felt better and I purposed in my heart to do better, but there
was no depth. I went right back to it.
When I went came back to the cities from Superior to start my
senior year in high school, I just went right back to it,
doing all the wrong things. And then I graduated high school
and I started going to a Pentecostal church again because
I I felt it's just it's crazy how sin accumulates into your
soul and just starts weighing you down.
If you're experiencing that weight, it's It's definitely
something the Lord can relieve. So I would go to this
Pentecostal church and sit in the church service and just sob.
I would just sit there and cry so many tears.
And this one lady tried to take me under her wing and I remember
going to her house and she was listening to Yolanda Adams and
we just started talking. I don't remember how we got on
the topic, but she was telling me how she really doesn't listen
to secular music anymore and she doesn't really, you know, make a
big deal out of things like her birthday.
Not that she's Jehovah Witness. She wasn't that again.
But but and I thought to myself as my 19 year old self at that
time, OK, if I can't listen to like, Snoop and Dre and Eminem,
I don't. I don't know.
I don't know if I can do this again with the lack of depth.
I just didn't understand the correlation between the sin and
the weight and the trauma and the sorrow giving it to Jesus.
And then what? Nobody explained that, right?
I didn't know to ask. So I would go to church, I'd sob
my eyeballs out. I'd get in my car and I'd light
up another joint. You'd go about my.
I just never made the. I never drew the line between,
hey, this is causing, this is perpetuating my inner heart
issues. So Fast forward and I got, I got
married and not not to the husband.
You interviewed to someone else and he gave me two wonderful
boys a year apart. They're 12 months, 3 weeks and
five days apart. And that marriage ended.
I started going to Catholic Church again and he was, he was
not supportive because he was Muslim.
So I was not equally yoked. And again, I I don't know that I
was necessarily saved at that time, but I knew that I needed
something outside of myself. And now looking back, I would
language it like this. You have to change the well
you're drawing from. And I kept drawing from the well
inside of myself, which is the same well that I was drawing
from when I was making poor life decisions.
It was the well that was filled with bitter water and traumatic
memories and struggles and regrets.
And I know now that when Jesus met the woman at the well and he
said I have water, but you'll drink it and you'll never get
thirsty again, I have water you'd know not of.
He was inviting her to his well. And that's really where life
changes is when you start drawing on the well of Jesus
instead of your own inner resources.
Because if we could save ourselves, we wouldn't need him.
But we can't. OK so that's where submission
comes in. And so I'm married and I have
these two boys and I'm, I'm trying to live my life better.
It's not going well. And that marriage ended it.
It ended with a bang. And I'm just, I'm going to leave
it at that just for the, you know, if my boys ever listen to
this, I I don't want to say anything about their father.
But it it it wasn't, it wasn't great.
And and that ended. And then I was a single mom
going to college and it was really, really, really hard.
I had family who came and would watch my boys while I went to
school. They would bring me groceries,
everybody, my aunts and uncles and my mom's friends, They
rounded the wagons and they helped me the best they could.
It was really miraculous, but even at that, just the depth of
sorrow that I carried inside of myself, no amount of help from
people would rid me of that burden.
And I remember one night I invited my life, life insurance
guy over who I'd kind of befriended.
He's such a nice guy. And so he came over and he was.
I didn't know at the time, but he was a strong believer and
still is to this day wonderful man of God.
And he came over to cancel the policies like, well, let me come
meet with you. And so he came over and he's
like, you know, I just feel like I got to tell you, he started
telling me about Jesus. And I was like, yeah, yeah,
yeah, that's nice. But I couldn't receive it.
I I like, heard him, but it didn't.
It just bounced off my forehead. So I I had this roommate move in
who was my Co worker and she was super witchcraft.
Y right? And one night we were sitting
around, we're sitting in my room, in my living room, our
living room, because we're living together.
She was helping to pay rent because I was not making ends
meet. And we're sitting there, we're
talking, and it's kind of dim because it's night and it's
late. Whatever, We're talking and all
of a sudden her, she's, I don't, I don't know how because it
wasn't like we were doing anything.
We were just, we were just hanging out.
But all of a sudden her face changed.
She went from looking like she usually does to looking
completely different. And I was like, well, that's
weird. And but I didn't say anything
because it's so crazy to be like, yo girl, your face looks
weird. I mean, I'm supposed to say.
So I'm like, watching her and her face just starts switching.
She looks like an old woman. She looks like a white lady.
She looks almost like a cat. She looks a little bit like a
dog. She looks, it was this rapidly
changing. And I'm looking at her going, Oh
my God, am I losing my mind? Like, what is going on?
And then and and I, I was trying cognitive dissonance.
I was trying to just talk myself out of the experience like,
Nope, Nope. This is not what's happening
right now. I don't know what's happening,
but it's not that. Whatever.
That is so. So she and I kind of dabbled in
the in the witchcraft Y stuff and like, but just in the sense
of talking about it. We worked at a new age publisher
that published these meditation CDs and they were very into
Thai. What's it called?
Qigong. That's it.
Don't practice it people. I don't recommend it.
But so we were immersed in this world of of Eastern philosophy,
studying it, listening to it, selling it, coaching people on
it. And I think probably it just is
all accumulating from my past to that point And and so she stayed
with me for a while and then she moved out and I I was like OK
well that's good because I'm not sure about her.
She seems a little off And and I was working in that place and
then going to school and and I met somebody at school who
started talking to me and it was fun because I could say all my
weird paranormal experiences to this person and it never he
never responded with disbelief or like wow that's weird.
It seemed as though for him that was also normal or something he
knew about. So I shared a lot of my weird
experiences and at the time, since I wasn't saved, I was
still having weird experiences. I was trying Transcendental
Meditation. I was trying to do all of that
Ascend kundalini, all that I was.
I was trying to get myself out of this pit that I felt I was in
and rightfully I was. So I was trying all the new age
things, doing all of it. None of it was working, but I
kept trying because when it doesn't work, try harder, right?
So I was doing that and I was telling him all these stories
and to him it was normal, it was great.
So we we started talking, we were we would hang out on break.
It was cool. It was good.
And he was married and had old. He was older than me, had
children, older than my own and and I was just happy to have
someone to talk to once in a while.
He would. He would help me out financially
and the first time that happened I was highly dubious of his
intentions. But and rightfully so because it
was definitely ended up being an A crazy experience.
But one night was particularly bad and I called him because I
didn't know where else to turn. I I felt so depressed.
Rod. I didn't want to live anymore.
I was raising two boys by myself.
Ends. We're not meeting.
I was just steeping myself deeper and deeper and deeper
into New age practices. I was angry.
I was angry, mean mom and angry awful mean mom.
And I just wanted to die. I was like, what is the point of
this? I don't know where I'm going to
go if I die, but Lord, it has to be better than this, this place,
no. And so at in that depth of
despair, I called this person and I said, I just can't do this
anymore. I don't know.
I. And then he asked me the most
perfect question anybody could have said to me at that moment.
He said, have you ever really given Jesus your all?
No. We had never talked about Jesus.
He he didn't bring it up. And I stopped.
And I thought back on all the times I would go to the priest
or went to that Pentecostal church or would even read the
Bible. I was even read.
Trying to read the Bible didn't make any sense, but I would try
to read it. And I was like, you know what?
I never did? I never gave Jesus my all.
I'm A and and and I've tried everything else.
I've done the drugs, I've had the relationships.
I tried getting married. I tried being a mom.
I tried the New Age. Nothing's working, and it's just
worse. It's worse than I ever thought
it could be. I thought, you know what, I'm
going to try Jesus. I'm going to give him my
everything. I said the sinner's prayer, and
in that moment, something definitely changed.
I could feel death leave my body and I could feel light and hope
and love come in. It was so tangible.
I can't compare it to anything else.
It was my whole being. From my toes to my soul, to my
mind, to my heart, everything. It all just changed.
And I meant it. And I think that's the thing
that made the difference, is I I wasn't just lamenting my
sorrows. I was like Jesus, here you go.
Take my death. You want my death?
Here, take my death, but also take my life.
I'm going to give you my everything.
My now, my yesterday, my tomorrow, everything.
You want it here. And I'm going to try.
And I purposed in my heart from that moment to really, really
try to really try to give, to really try to understand this
Jesus. And I remember saying to him at
that time, I don't care if you are God of the universe, who
made all the stuff. If you are so big, you're such a
big God, You did all this stuff. Cool.
That's great. Congratulations.
If you can't come into my heart and change me, like inside in
here, in my heart, I don't really care.
I don't really care if you made everything.
Because when you're suffering under the weight of sin, it
doesn't matter if God made the stars, you know?
It's like when people are in crisis.
The trivial things of life that were important yesterday, well,
the things that were important to you yesterday become trivial.
When you're in a crisis, none of that stuff matters anymore.
And that's how I felt in that moment.
It was like, I just need you to come in here and change me, like
change me. I felt the death leave and all
of that. But now I know I need to be
different. And so I started going to church
and I started going to prayer meeting, and I started going to
Bible study and I joined the praise and worship team and I
read my word every day. And that's when things started
to get really weird. Really weird.
So I'm gonna pause in case you have a question.
I mean, I'm just enjoying hearing your story because
there's certain parts that are relatable and I think a lot of
people are going to be willing to go and venture into their own
traumas and past cause. A lot of the times, Christianity
as it sits, and we've talked about this, Carly, it seems like
you have to come nice and clean and squeaky and neat and you
have to do what they do and say what they say.
And people take this mental jog into their past, even just a
glimmer of one of the terrible things they've purposefully done
or unwillingly done. And then they go, oh, I I can't,
I can't be there. I just got reminded of this
horror of my past, right? And I've seen that be like a
frontline thing that I personally have dealt with.
But by God's grace overcoming and the place of maturity now
where I understand that process but you said some stuff that's
just so provocative. I don't want to deter you from
continuing the testimony. You're talking about this multi
layered curse of your past and we're getting into a bit of it
sounds like a transition where like things for me and and maybe
for you Carly and and other people out there listening.
But when I came to the Lord it felt like things were breaking
off in stages through testing, through trials like nothing got
pretty and clean overnight. When I came to the Lord actually
got worse in some ways and I think that's kind of where we're
at with your testimony. I I I don't know I'm excited.
I'm going to shut up. You continue to talk.
This is good. OK, Yep, that's exactly right.
So I had that moment of of justification and the death left
in the life came in and then things started to get really
weird. And so the the the guy who I was
talking to said welcome to this address on Sunday and at 10:00.
So I was like OK, so I went to that address on Sunday morning.
Lo and behold that self sane person, I'd been telling all my
crazy stories too and talking about seeing auras and all this
stuff. He was the pastor and I was.
I was like, what that what is going on?
I had no idea. And good thing because had I
known my preconceived notions of of churchy pastor is priest.
Catholic priest, right. So I would have had any of that.
I would not have said any of that.
I wouldn't have shared nothing. I would have kept that man at a
distance and been like pat, Pat that's nice go ahead with your
Jesus self. So.
But I didn't know. So I went there and I'm like,
whoa, and is a Liberian church, so West Africa.
My husband, you know, he talked about that.
And this was different, these people, they meant it.
And now I was in a place that it had me almost, it almost started
to have meaning. And I didn't have enough
knowledge of the word to understand really.
But for some reason at that, it was starting to work inside of
me, that surrender was starting to kind of grow.
And I could see that these people really love the Lord.
And what the pastor was talking about, I don't remember now, but
I remember thinking, oh, this is exactly what I was just thinking
about, you know, was that kind of.
I started to see that the things I worry about, think about and
feel alone in myself with myself, he's really there with
me. The Lord is with me because when
I went to church, I remember noticing that he was talking
about things I had been worrying about and thinking about that I
never said to him. So I was like this man's talking
for Jesus. Oh my gosh, woah, right.
So I kept going and I got, like I said, I got involved in
everything I could because if I'm look if I purpose to do
something, I really do it. I do it so hard.
I go so hard, I get hyper fixated and there's nothing can
take me off of it. And that's exactly what happened
when I got some Jesus wow. But then things started to get
weird. So I I started to have
manifestations in my House of I would go to bed at night and I'm
alone, totally alone. My kids have their own room.
I when I go to sleep, I sleep in one spot and I wake up in that
same spot. I don't.
I don't roll around. At least at that point in time.
I don't know. You'd have to ask my husband if
I do. Now I'm busy sleeping, so I
don't know, but I would. I would lay down and wake up and
I could for most of my early, you know, mid, mid 20s,
whatever. I'd get up and just fold the
blanket back and it would look like I was never in my bed.
That's all I had to do. And all that to say, I would go
to bed reading books and listening to worship music.
But when I would wake up in the morning the opposite side of my
king size bed, it would look like somebody had gotten out of
that side of the bed and it would freak.
So I'm like what? So I'd go look at my boys and
they're not awake they're in their beds.
What is happening? And and or like, I would go to
bed with worship on, with my laptop on my bed and my books
and my Bible open, and I would wake up and my laptop would be
shut, put somewhere else in my room.
The books would be strewn all over the place in the side of
the bed. Other side of the bed would be
dishevelled or I'd be in my room and I would hear toys.
My kids again are sleeping. I would hear toys going off.
My doors would open and close. And thankfully this pastor was
in Africa. And well, it's Liberia.
I'm sure it's all Africa. They don't.
They don't hide witchcraft like here in America, the witchcraft
is more covert. It's not so in your face, right?
But there. It's very in your face.
So at least when I would tell him these things, he'd be like,
oh, that's demonic manifestations that we know how
to deal with that. Right.
And so I started a process of of deliverance.
And I remember one night in particular, this is, I had gone
to work and then gone to school. And I came home and my aunt was
there putting my boys to bed. So I went in my room just to not
disturb, 'cause you know how kids are with their moms.
And everything's wrong. And they have lots of emotions
and words. And so they were like 3:00 and
4:00 at the time. And so I went in my room and my
aunt came and said, oh, you're home.
And then she laughed. And and I'm laying there and all
of a sudden I hear this like banging and toys going off in
the living room. My kids are in their room, so I
and then I see my door to my bedroom open.
I was like, oh, not again. So I know now to say the blood
of Jesus, the blood of Jesus, the name of Jesus Christ.
I'm like saying what I know I'm supposed to say.
And it stops and I go to to my mirror in my bathroom to start
to pray for myself because I'm I'm aware that I'm getting
attacked in my sleep. Like I would have dreams where
somebody was trying to break my ankles and wake up and my ankles
be swollen and be limping. And for some reason it was
always my ankles. I don't know why so weird, but I
would have dreams that then had physical manifestations.
So I go and I'm going to go to bed.
So I'm standing in front of the mirror and I'm praying for
myself and I knew Jezebel was an issue for me based on what I had
learned from going to this church.
This is a couple months into it and and having some a few
deliverance sessions which are so bizarre, but in a good way.
Exhausting, but good, right? So I'm standing in front of the
mirror and I'm praying for myself and I'm addressing
Jezebel. And I'm like, I don't want you.
I get out of me. So I'm praying for myself.
I'm pleading the blood of Jesus over myself.
And I look and I look at myself in the mirror and my eye color
changed like a snap of a finger. My eyes are like a Hazel brown.
And they changed to green. And I was like, oh, that is
weird, right? So I'm looking at my eyeballs
and I'm pleading the blood of Jesus and all of a sudden I get
slammed to the ground. I I cannot stop the force of
what hit me. Whatever it was, it hit me and
it slammed me to the ground and it felt like I was being pulled
into the carpet, into the concrete, under the carpet from
underneath, like, and it it hurt.
It hurt my back, it hurt my body.
I had right before this had happened, I had called the
pastor to be like, I'm going to pray for myself, Can you please
be on the line with me? Because sometimes things would
go left. So I had fallen and the phone
fell and I was able to grab it and I'm being pushed into the
ground and it feels like my back is going to break and I can't.
And my head starts getting slammed into the carpet and I
can't. I can't stop it and I can't see
what's doing it. It was so terrifying.
And so I'm like, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood of
Jesus, the blood of Jesus, the blood of Jesus.
And I hear the pastor on the other line, like, are you OK?
What's going on? And he's, he's praying.
And then in a split second my eyes were open and I see this
gnarled face demon. It almost looked like Fast
forward. When The Hobbit movies came out
in the orcs, it was kind of like that, but the skin was dark and
the eyes were bloodshot and just gross.
And this thing is leaning over me and trying to pry my legs
apart. And I don't know if I told you
about the dream in the first podcast, but I when I was
younger and in teenage years, I had a dream that I was sexually
assaulted in my sleep and I woke up feeling the effects on my
person. Yes, I do think I said that.
And it was such a similar voice, 'cause this thing said to me, I
could hear it. It said I'm going to effing rape
you like this. I'm like my legs are being pride
apart and I'm being pressed into the ground and I can't move.
And I'm just trying to plead the blood of Jesus, but I'm crying
and I'm hurting. And it was horrible for I don't
know how long. 30 minutes or so it kept going on.
I felt like it was never going to end.
I hear the pastor on the other line praying.
I hear his wife praying and then I hear he said hang up.
I'm here and I'm like, what does that mean?
So I'm like trying to fumble with my phone.
I managed to hang up the phone. It calls back, it's the door and
he's at my apartment and he come, you know, I buzz him in
with the little phone on my phone keypad and he comes down
and I like claw. I don't know if angels came to
give me reprieve, for I don't know what happened in the
spirit, but I was able to, like, claw my way to my front door and
unlock it. And he came in and he started
praying with me. Because usually when you're
dealing with demonic entities, you say the blood of Jesus, you
you say the name of Jesus. They rapidly start to lose their
power, their strategies inside of that moment, right?
But but we weren't dealing with demonic entities alone.
Because the blood of Jesus, they were not relenting.
And that's how I knew it was human spirits.
I'm like I human and human astral projectors, human souls
partnering with demons to go out of body and and assault me.
Because when you're dealing with demons, like I said, they don't
have as much resistance, but the will of man.
You can't supersede the will of man by just saying the blood of
Jesus, the name of Jesus, because he's given us free will,
for better or worse. And they were not relenting and
it was so terrifying. So he comes in and I don't even
remember what he said. But once we realized once he was
there and we were addressing what was going on as human
humans going out of body, astral projecting to assault me, then
he took a different strategy and the thing started to subside.
And after all these weird occurrences and then this
massive manifestation, he's like, you need to be filled with
the Holy Spirit. So things had calmed down.
We got the stuff to leave. Leave me alone.
It was back calm. I was exhausted.
I was bruised. It was so he said I'm going to
baptize you in the Holy Spirit. So you have the power.
You have the power. And I said, OK, I don't.
I have some foundation of what that means because I had been
going to church and reading the Bible and listening to the Word.
And when I felt the Holy Spirit come in me, it was almost like a
percolating, like a bubbling coming up from my gut, up
through my chest, through my heart, up into my throat.
And I could feel language that I didn't recognize starting to
form in my brain. And he was like, are you getting
your heavenly language? I said, I think so.
He's like, just start saying it. Just start.
Don't judge it. Just start saying what you're
hearing. So I started speaking in
tongues. It was very simple at first.
But as I was speaking in tongues, that percolating
sensation was filling my body and my mind.
It was effervescent, which was new.
And so his wife was on the phone praying.
He was there with me. He had to help me to lay down in
my bed, and I laid down in my bed and he left.
And I went to sleep that night, speaking in tongues, and I never
had another attack like that again.
I went through more deliverance after that, which if nobody's
ever seen it, I'll just give you a picture of what that looks
like. So when you're casting demons
out of somebody, when when he was, let me just speak for
myself. When he was casting demons out
of me, it was a it was so similar to way back when I was
12. And I was asking entities to
come in and speak through me was such a similar feeling.
Because what was manifesting in my mind was not my voice.
I would have the most heinous, horrible pictures in my
imagination. And voices that just hated me
were seething with hate and murder and lust.
And I would be drooling and coughing and writhing on the
floor. And I and the pastor was, would
tell me, tell me what you're seeing, tell me what you're
experiencing inside so that he would have some aid in
discerning what was going on and what was manifesting.
So I would try to communicate what was going on, but there was
so much sexual perversion that would come up that came with a
lot of coughing and drooling and just feeling perversion in my
body is like a lustful feeling, but sick.
Not like the pure love that you now know with your spouse, but
something, some dirty. And I went through that many,
many times. And in that season of my walk
with the Lord, the more I got of him, the more I wanted.
And I knew that the only thing that was standing in my way was
my confession and my repentance. So I didn't care what people
thought of me. If I was at a church service,
and I always was. If there was a church service, I
was at it in our church. Or are the other churches that
we we did work with? I didn't care.
If I had to go up there and confess my most hideous sins in
front of people, if it meant I would be set free, I would do
it. I would embarrass myself
publicly if it meant I would be set free.
I was like, at any cost, I don't care what it cost me, it can
cost me the way people think. People could think I'm a crazy
person. I don't care.
I just don't want to live this life of death anymore.
I don't want this bondage. All of these entities that I was
like, yeah, come party inside my body.
No, no, all of it. Bye.
I was so done. And so I did it.
And sometimes I'd have manifestations in church
services with other people, and it got weird and I didn't care
because I just wanted Jesus. I was like, I get it now, I get
it. I I understand that I had to be
willing to lay things down. And so that's what I did.
And little by little he set me free.
And it didn't get better in a really smooth way.
In the midst of this, I ended up getting a boyfriend and falling
into sin again. But I I For the first time in my
life, I hated it. I hated what I was doing.
I truly hated it. I I could tell that it was
harder to pray. It was harder to read the word.
And I longed for Jesus. But there was this thing in my
way and so I broke up with him. I was like, I can't do this.
I, I don't know if we're, you know, meant to be.
I I don't know what I just want. Jesus, I'm this is all out of
season for me. So I just went hard for the
Lord, and that was my life. And I was very close to the
pastor and I worked in that church.
I quit my job since when I got saved, I was still working at
that New Age place, but I started to hate it there.
I would walk around that place, just speaking in tongues all the
time. I didn't care if anybody heard
me. I would just be praying in
tongues all the time. Even if it was all three of the
little words, I knew I would just walk around and pray
because it was so, so witchcraft in that place.
And I knew it now. And I remembered learning.
I think it was in Deuteronomy, where it's like, don't touch
defiled things, don't do that. And everything there was
defiled, everything we were selling witchcraft,
paraphernalia. So man, And then the Lord spoke
to me one day was like, I want you to quit your job.
I said, OK did I have another plan?
No. No, I did not.
I was a single mom, and I was going to trust the Lord.
So I quit the job and the church.
The church hired me on. Not for very much money, but I
was. I was the assistant, the
executive assistant to the pastor, and I started to see a
different side of the pastor. He was telling me that in order
for me to get free, I needed to tell him everything I ever did
so that he would know what he's dealing with.
And like I said, I didn't care. I was just wanted to be free.
And so I did. I told him everything and it was
he wanted sorted details of my past rendezvous, if you will, to
use kind words. And I was like, well, that's
kind of weird, but whatever, I don't care.
I just want to be free. I told him everything, every
detail of every encounter and everything I ever did.
And one day he was at my house and he he came on to me and I I
I snapped because I had been sexually traumatized and I had
started looking at this person like almost like a father
figure. And so when he made aggressive
advances at me, I snapped and I started screaming and throwing
things around my apartment. I I completely lost it because I
felt so scared and just it was wrong and I knew it and I was,
and he was aggressive about it, you know.
And so I snapped and I demanded that he leave.
And then I was sobbing. I was broken.
I couldn't believe it. I here I am trying to trust the
Lord and take me into freedom and he and and here's this
person who in in one way is just I look up to him so much.
I trust I trusted him. All of that every I went to the
church, I served and I could not make it make sense.
And he called me later. He's like, I'm so sorry I
forgave him. I was like, OK, well, we all
sin. I sin.
You sin. We all sin.
OK, It's fine. It's fine.
So I kept working at the church because we work so close
together. He kept getting closer and
closer and closer to me emotionally, mentally, as a
friend, as a father, telling me never overtly, like, oh, you're
so cute, not nothing like that. But he he massaged the parts of
my soul that really needed love, but his intentions were not pure
and I couldn't see it. I could not see it because of
the trauma I had been through in my past, because of my deep
daddy issues, because of having given myself over to sexual
perversion and just drugs and all of that.
The being raped, being molested, that part of me that wants to be
loved was so broken and I couldn't see what he was doing.
And when I look back at it now, I really had to work through a
lot of shame because I was an adult.
You know, I'm just 29 or whatever, 30 or I don't know.
And how could I be so naive? But it progressed and it
progressed until one day he came on to me and all my defenses had
been worn down and I capitulated to my biggest regret and I hated
myself for it. And it it went on and off for a
year or two, I don't remember anymore.
It's it's such a difficult time to look back on.
But here I was in the church, serving the church, genuinely
wanting Jesus. And again, again, I found myself
living a double life. And it would happen.
There would be these rendezvous that would happen.
And then it'd be like, Nope, Nope, Nope, Nope.
Nope. We can't do it.
I can't do it. I can't do it.
I hate this.
And there would be repentance and then it would happen again.
This is going to get really personal.
I'm sorry everybody, if if you if you have made it this far.
But I want to share this because I don't think it only happened
to me. And maybe if I say it, you don't
have to carry the shame I carried for so long because it's
it's it's suffocating. And it came a point where I got
pregnant and he insisted that I get an abortion and that Sunday
service I went to church and I was, I was, I was so broken.
And I just asked the Lord, I was like, please, God, I don't want
to do this. I don't want to do this.
But I don't know what else to do.
And there's nowhere to turn. And all I have is you.
And that night, I went back to my apartment and I had a
miscarriage. And every woman who's had that
happen knows it's it's not a tidy process.
It's a gruesome process. And I named that baby Mercy,
because that's exactly what the Lord showed me.
And and after that happened, I was like, I can not, I cannot do
this anymore. And I forgave him and I kept
going to the church because one way that this pastor would
manipulate the congregation was to say things like if you
weren't part of this ministry, you will not fulfill your
destiny. If you speak anything about this
ministry negatively. You are working for Satan
himself. If you expose anything about
this ministry, you are a sleeper agent who has held hands with
demon for the destruction of the Kingdom of God.
And I believed. So I shoved that stuff deep down
inside of me. And I said, I'm gonna never talk
about this. I don't care if it kills me.
I'm never talking about this because I didn't want to destroy
anybody's life. I didn't want to be the person
who ruined people's destinies. Because certainly if I told
anybody about it, everybody would leave the church and then
everybody's destiny would be destroyed.
And then if I told anybody, I'd be holding hands with demon for
the destruction of the Kingdom of God.
And I worked so hard to get out of holding hands with demons.
And so I purposed in my heart to never ever, ever talk about it.
And I just forgave him. And I said, Lord, if you can
forgive and forget as far as the East is from the West, then so
can I. But Rod, it started to kill me.
It started to kill me. Let me just jump in and say this
real quick because what you're talking about is so important.
One of the highlights Carly, is how many other people out there
have experienced something similar to this and it's killing
them like a deep manipulation. Like I'm the Enemy studies us to
the point where it's it's unreal and I see this mental psyops
where the layers of deception and and people that are naive
and trust the church. I mean, there's a reason the
word says study to show yourself well approved.
I'm not against the body because I'm a part of the body.
But there is a whole entire long list of things I'm not going to
get too crazy on it that I think can be pieced together quite
well to explain these false reality.
Satanic phase one, phase two, phase three that that all of us
have experienced to some extent. And a lot of these quote UN
quote men of God. I won't say names, it's not my
position, but they're out there. There's churches on every corner
and people got stories and they're just starting to build
up the momentum to want to come out and release this stuff and
to testify and to fully heal from it and what you're talking
about. It just brings me to like this
crooked and perverse spirit that's in a lot of these
buildings around the world, and specifically here in our
country, where they mentally infiltrate you, find out all of
your weaknesses, use that stuff against.
It was almost like the enemy themselves, like the unseen Ones
are working with the physical ones to tailor such an attack
that almost nobody would believe it if you believed you were
alone. But you're not.
And that's why this is powerful and important and I don't want
to take you off track from where you were, but I just see this
multi layered attack over your life and there's a lot of other
people out there that need the license to say, you know what,
I'm going to go there. I got to get it off my chest, I
got to be transparent and it's not a pretty process.
It takes time. Yeah, it was not a pretty
process. I had met my husband in that
church and we were just friends. We were on the praise and
worship team. You know, we had kids the same
age, so we would take them to the park together.
Whatever. There was nothing between Prince
and I at that time. I mean, I thought he was cute,
but that was it. OK, So I had to have to admit
that. But I was we weren't.
There was nothing happening between US and and the Lord had
spoken to me and said this is your husband and I was like
Lord, God almighty. Are you serious?
Because do you you know what happened here because the pastor
of that church is prince's relative and I was like I don't
know how that's even possible. God, I don't know what what you
you can't be serious right now. But you know I put it in my back
pocket and I just kept journeying on and a couple a
year whatever went by and and the Lord had spoken to Princess
Heart too. And we went out on our first
date. And I never told him.
I never told him before we got married what had happened
because like I said I had purposed to die with it.
Truly. But it started to eat my soul
and we were still going to the church.
We got married by him. Yep.
I allowed that to happen, and so I don't want to share all these
sordid details just for fun. This is not fun.
I'm. I'm trying not to cry, but I do
want to put it out there because I know I'm not the only person I
know. I'm not the only person who was
an adult and should have known better and fell for just
scheming manipulation. And you know, the thing about
predators is they're they don't come wearing a black cloak in
devil horns and with a shirt that says I'm a bad guy who's
going to try to ruin your life. No, no, they're both and.
Exactly. And that's what he was.
And I learned a lot of great things in that church.
I learned. I learned how to pray.
I learned how to tarry. I learned how to pray the word
Terry meaning stay up all night praying and seeking the Lord's
face. I learned the Word.
I learned how to do spiritual warfare.
I learned deliverance. I learned praise and worship.
I learned how to be a worshipper.
I learned how to play in the band.
Like I I got a lot of good things from it.
And that's just the thing. So if you've been through
something with the church where it wasn't all bad, but a bad
thing happened, it's OK to to say this terrible thing happened
and it was wrong and it affected me and it's unjust.
And in through going through all of that with that pastor, I
thought I was the only one. I thought I was the only one he
had ever done this to. And it wasn't until almost 15
years later that I learned to know this is a pattern.
He did it with many people. And when I learned that, I felt
such relief because I didn't realize all those years I was
blaming myself. And so I just want to speak to
somebody out there that if you've gone through some abuse
in the church, you don't don't agree with the devil, that it
was your fault, that there's something intrinsically wrong
with you that would that could cause you to be the Jezebel in
the situation. I wasn't a Jezebel.
I was a broken young woman who who was too naive to understand.
And I had no good counsel about it, no, none.
All I had was this pastor who was grooming me.
That's all I had. He tried to keep me away from
talking to other people in the church because he's like, they
won't understand you. They'll think you're a witch.
So I didn't talk to other people in the church, and I just want
to give other people out there permission to admit that what
happened to them was not their fault.
Because yes, I did capitulate. It's not like he raped me.
But there were so many factors at play, and there's no doubt
that there were so many factors at play for other people too.
And and that you, you are not the culmination of your worst
mistakes. You are not.
You are his beloved, and that's what defines you.
Not the mistakes you made, not the ways you've been duped.
None of that. None of that defines you.
And I just want to prophetically release an impartation of joy
and gladness instead of the shame and regret.
It's OK to let it go and lay it down.
The last thing I want to say about it is that person did not
represent God well. People will behave wickedly and
they are not representing God. They may call themselves men of
God. They may say Jesus, Jesus,
Jesus. They may even teach the Word
with signs and wonders. They might even make manifest
glory happen in the church. You fall on your face, You're
slain in the spirit, all that. But there is a difference
between man and God. And at the end of that journey
through hell and then having to go through it with my husband, I
knew very little. I said, Lord, I know two things.
Jesus is Lord and God is good, and you're going to have to
remake everything else. And he did.
It took a long time, but he did. But the most critical thing for
people to keep in the front of their heart is that God is not
like that person who did that to you.
God is not like that. That is not who he is.
Somebody is misrepresenting him. And yes, it's a muddled mess.
Yes, that person is both a little good and terrible,
helpful and destructive. But God is none of those things.
He's all good all the time. This is the This is why giving
people free will was such a risky, risky business when he
did it. But here we are and we can make
it through. And I can tell you people there,
I have lived. I have lived in the darkness.
I have lived in it, drank it, ate it, washed myself in it.
And he still, he still has come through for me.
There's nothing you could you could never do anything to
disqualify yourself from him turning around and embracing and
loving you. Absolutely nothing.
And I think that's where I'll leave this one.
I realized that if God is calling you to deep waters,
revealing how the multi layered attack has been against your
life and your past, and he's calling you to confess to just
be made new in him. To actually accept the armor
that we have access to because of Him.
Because he personally carried in his body on the cross, willingly
offering himself as a sacrifice that that we could die to sin
and become immune to the penalty of sin and death.
God may be calling some of you out there to start the ministry
in your household first. Because I'm not endorsing and
saying you can trust the ministries that you can see out
there with your eyes. And as these stories come out
more and more, you know God is going to deal with His body
first. So that means if you've been
claim it and name it. If your prosperity, if you're
you know any of these different ministries we've seen,
publicized, Lord have mercy. Because what's coming down the
pipeline is we are either in a relationship with him and he is
doing what it is that only he can do, or we're not and is
gonna be exposed one way or the other.
And it's not a joyful thing. It's not something I celebrate
as I reflect, even on my own deep reflection on my own past
and choices, with fear and trembling.
Work out your own salvation before a holy God and Carly.
Your vulnerability here is superlative.
It it, it's amazing because what you said you nailed it when you
said this is going to release other people from holding on to
what they've experienced and they went to how many fake ones
out there are being protected by the silence.
Like Dan Duvall says, you are going to have a testimony that
is a justice case against the Kingdom of darkness.
And there's gross darkness right now, people.
It kind of reminds me of Isaiah 60, but the difference is, is
God says arise and shine, for his glory is risen upon you in
the midst of gross darkness. That means he brings it.
It's his timing. It's his business.
This is his cosmic chess patch. But oh, can we be partakers
through one tight and narrow path?
Carly, as we wind down here, really the last thing I want you
to bring up and talk about because prophetically, and I
didn't know any of this, you know, for the listener's sake,
for you guys that are clinging on to every single word in every
episode that gets released. You know, Prince came on your
husband and he talked about it was prophetic for him to come on
to the Mustard Seed and that eventually the two of you would
be on together. And he talked about how you guys
sharing your testimony will literally help save marriages
out there. I believe that I'm not normally
too sequacious, easy to just go with the flow.
I'm like, oh, that sounds right, but but this one sounds right.
So just talk a little bit about how God stirred you up
prophetically, like you originally reached out to me,
like did when did you know this stuff that it would morph into,
like people being healed and you sharing your testament and all
of this? Just help us kind of wind down
with a big recap over these last four parts with this prophetic
nudging. I listened to the episode where
the woman had brother had died. You know, it was such a moving
episode. And she told her life.
Anita. Anita.
Yes. Bless her, oh God, bless her
heart. Lord Jesus, just bless her
heart. And that's when the Lord said to
me, send in your testimony, you're going to share it on his
show. I was like, oh, OK.
I've never done anything like that before.
So I did it. And when you responded, that's
when the Lord said, and Prince will be on it too, and you will
be on it together. And when he speaks to me, it's
in a place inside of myself that there is no other voice.
And that's how I know it's him. So I agreed.
OK, Lord, right? And I wrestled a bit with just
how vulnerable he was asking me to be, because Part 2 and three,
you guys were hearing from my spirit.
Part 4, now you're you're hearing from my soul.
And it's it's scary for my soul to share these things.
But you know what? I'm going to do it anyway,
because that's what the Lord told me to do, and I'd rather
obey and be afraid, then disobey and regret.
So wherever this lands with people, and however it ends up
sounding, if I listen back to it, if I even have the courage
to, then I cringe the whole way. I know that the Lord has said to
me what He said to me, and He doesn't tell us to do things for
no reason. And another thing is the Lord
never, never, never, never wastes our suffering.
He never wastes your suffering. It's so precious to him because
he knows he lived it. He took on the weight of sin,
transgression, and iniquity for the entire cosmos and everybody,
whoever was, is and is to come. And if he could do all of that
and it not kill him, tell me again how awful your sin is,
because it's not that bad. And even that didn't kill him.
And you know what he was there with through through all of it,
he was there with me through all of it.
None of it surprises him when I confess it, and none of it's
going to surprise him when you say it to him.
So let it go, and let it go again and again and again until
the burden starts to lift. Carly, I am deeply humbled and
encouraged by you having the courage to share all this here
today. And the ripple effect does go
out. That's a guarantee.
We've seen. We've seen the proof of that and
it continues on. Yeah.
So thank you for being here for part four and using
vulnerability as a weapon to slay the enemy's deception and
secrecy of all these other things that will come to the
light with other people listening.
My words are the sword that is breaking your bondage, because
they're his words. This is the testimony of Yeshua
in me, and His greatness far surpasses my own experiences.
And so I released the sword of the Lord to destroy the yoke of
shame that's been on the necks of His people.
That is this episode, this part four with Carly.
I'm going to ask you guys to share this one if you know
somebody who needs to hear this due diligence and pass it along.
Coming to you from Southeastern PA God bless and goodbye
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