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Hello and welcome to the let it 
flow podcast hosted by your 

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spiritual besties Alexis and 
Carly. 

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We're tries to humans figuring 
things out and we're here to 

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share this community with you as
an outlet for self-discovery and

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spiritual growth, this podcast 
is designed to open your mind 

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with conversations. 
That encourage you to ask bigger

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questions about mindset, 
spirituality personal growth and

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everything in between. 
Are passionate about gaining 

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different perspectives on what 
the universe has to offer. 

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And the one thing we found to be
100% true, is that life is meant

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to flow. 
We're not here to tell you how 

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to live your life. 
But to provide you with the 

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tools and knowledge, you need to
create an experience that feels 

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uniquely. 
You tune in every week to awaken

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your potential, and deepen, your
Evolution. 

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Whether you're all in on your 
personal growth Journey or just 

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starting out, let's flow 
together. 

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Got it, got it. 
Hello. 

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Hello and good morning, good 
afternoon. 

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Good evening. 
And I have to close my window, 

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sorry. 
All right, so good. 

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I am now in like the fourth spot
in my apartment setting up my 

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podcasting little little space. 
I've I've set it up different 

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every single time we've recorded
since I moved because I don't 

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have a desk chair. 
So right now I moved my plants, 

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I moved my candles and 
decorations and I'm using my 

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side tables in front of my 
window and sitting crisscross 

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applesauce in front of the 
window experimentation. 

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Yeah. 
Carly's a little more setup. 

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You have your space now but you 
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When you moved, ya know, I've 
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It's fun to witness the 
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because I mean, for me. 
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Okay, I'm a bit more setup than 
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and I have a Are actually have a
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I love kneeling chairs. 
By the way, I just looked those 

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up on Amazon because when I was 
visiting you, I used yours all 

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the time and I loved it. 
And so I might actually get one 

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of those instead of a desk 
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Hmm, it's got. 
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because sometimes like your legs
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don't know, but yeah, I do love 
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evolution of space, it's I don't
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Maybe this is kind of just us 
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Like very, we're all creative of
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outwardly, like, my spaces are 
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Like I'm like, oh, but I want 
this desk, I'm on to be like my 

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art making desk, and then I need
to get another desk or just my 

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computer because I don't like 
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My computer is in the same space
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We keep joking that look like 
Carly has so many different 

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interests. 
And her mom has the Casal a The 

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Farmhouse. 
And there's so many different 

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rooms. 
And so having a different room 

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for each type of project, is 
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see her doing. 
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Animation and each each room. 
It's room is a different 

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activity. 
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I've had a vision of my bedroom 
in this apartment since I took a

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tour and it was empty and I just
hung up the pictures that I, 

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that I picked out the artwork 
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I can see them just a little bit
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I love them but I got them up on
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and was like, it's not done yet.
I thought that I was just going 

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to my room put together and 
these pictures were going to 

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like complete the look and now 
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Like there's more. 
I want to add. 

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This isn't done yet. 
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something that over the years 
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I've allowed caused me a lot of 
stress, but it's also, it's 

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become such a beautiful thing 
for me now because it's the very

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accurate Testament to us as 
humans, like we're never ever 

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done growing and evolving and 
changing. 

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Using and I love our teacher 
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Seth why yoga that? 
We're going to I'm leaving in a 

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less than a week. 
You guys this is by the time 

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this is out. 
I'm going to be there. 

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Probably actually for my 
training but he always says and 

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this is very Eastern philosophy 
in general but if you are not 

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evolving, if you are not 
growing, if you're not changing 

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your dead like because life is 
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And I think I've had a hard time
with this concept because I am 

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constantly like very visibly 
changing in terms of even the 

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things I want to do the things I
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And for a lot of people that's 
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kind of need to stick to things 
and go through them but it's no,

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I'm really growing my 
appreciation for it because it's

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it its life. 
I think that it's become that 

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way because people are making 
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And it's so easy for a brand to 
be a brand because it's a thing,

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it's not a person, it doesn't 
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And so we're seeing people make 
themselves into Brands and put 

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them into themselves into these 
little pockets of this is who I 

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am. 
This is who people expect me to 

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be now, because they're 
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the type of content that I put 
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This is the type of person I am.
And so you're trying to box in a

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personality and a Consciousness 
that supposed to be Evolving 

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into a brand concept that 
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doesn't work. 
And then, then it can be hard to

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Pivot when you're trying to 
Market yourself as a person and 

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not everyone is doing this but I
think a lot of people do it in 

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different ways. 
Even just if your family and 

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friends, know you to be a 
certain person, that's your own 

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type of brand box. 
Like, this is a type of person. 

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I am like, I felt like I was the
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logical and had a life plan and 
Was following, whatever path I 

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thought I had to. 
And then when I decided to quit 

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and travel, it was like, oh no, 
I'm rebranding, I'm like 

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becoming a different person, 
like there's different chapters 

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of your life, which this goes 
right into the topic that I 

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wanted to talk about today. 
And Carly actually doesn't know 

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the topic because I thought it 
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talk about it and maybe we 
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this way. 
Like you bring a topic and I can

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bring a topic. 
And yeah that's like really 

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letting it flow. 
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should More often. 
But okay, I was watching a TV 

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show on apple. 
Plus it just came up as a little

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trailer and I had caught up on 
all my other episodes and so I 

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needed a filler show, you know, 
you know how it is. 

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So it's called the, the big door
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Hmm. 
And I was like, I don't know, I 

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don't know, looks like fine, 
it'll fill my evening, whatever.

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And the concept of it is that 
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And there's a local grocery 
store that suddenly Has this 

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machine show up? 
Nobody knows where it came from,

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has a big butterfly on it. 
It's blue. 

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It looks futuristic. 
And it says discover your 

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potential, and for two dollars, 
you go in there, type in your 

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information, it scans. 
Your hands and be like, does all

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it, whatever it does. 
And spits out a card at you. 

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And the people take it and it 
says, this is your potential and

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you pull the card out and it has
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So someone pulls there's out and
it says hero, Well, it's like a 

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high school kid and he's like, 
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Doesn't get it. 
There's a mom, who's been living

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the Suburban life, who pulls her
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Well, what does that mean? 
Like how could I have ever it 

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was I supposed to marry a royal?
But am I like, what? 

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Like so everyone starts 
questioning their lives because 

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this thing spits out their 
potential and they're like, well

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I'm not living anything close to
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a magician I'm not a 
meteorologist, I'm not a 

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scientist. 
I'm not a an astronaut like it. 

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Start spitting out these cards 
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Like this is what you could be. 
So everybody's thinking like, oh

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I need to be this thing now. 
Like I'm not living the right 

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life. 
I'm not doing this, right? 

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I totally messed up and I took 
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What if, what if what if and 
it's such a crazy concept? 

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Because all the people in this 
town, suddenly start changing 

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their lives. 
All this, they all at the same 

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time and it seems like 
everyone's losing their mind 

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because they all just suddenly 
realized that they have choice 

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and that they could take their 
life in a different direction. 

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So it it's a really A cool show 
so far. 

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It's releasing episodes every 
Wednesday so I only watched the 

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first three. 
It's not all released yet, but I

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just thought the concept was 
really awesome and just 

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discussing potential because 
like you said, people are trying

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so hard to find their thing and 
be one thing, but there's so 

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many different things you can 
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And like are you trying to reach
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Like there's not. 
Is there one potential? 

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Like people say, I want to reach
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What is that? 
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your life. 
Has a different potential. 

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Hmm, I relate to this a lot 
because I feel it's a different 

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way to say very much what I have
been really letting go of the 

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past six months, really, really 
focusing on letting go and 

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working through, what about me 
is wanting to hold on to these 

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things? 
Is that fact of like, What am I 

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going to do? 
What am I doing with my life? 

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What am I? 
What kind of person am I going 

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to be in terms of career and 
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Because that's always the 
question from the time, where so

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little, it's like, what are you 
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when you gonna be end, I, I'm so
thankful for this journey for 

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many, many, many reasons. 
But what if when I always say, 

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like, if I meant to have 
children in this life, I really 

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don't want to ask that question 
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Because what you're doing in 
this life and this is the 

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realization. 
I've really embodying and 

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grounding in myself right now. 
Is that whatever you're doing? 

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It's not about what you do. 
It's about how you do it and The

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most important thing is that you
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whether that be literally making
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making coffee for your partner, 
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out to the grocery, get 
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Or you're going to your 9 to 5 
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like, no matter what it is, as 
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authentically, it really, I 
don't know for me this is what 

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I'm realizing, it doesn't matter
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It really doesn't as long as in 
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And I'm doing what I am truly 
being called to do. 

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It's leaning me, and it's 
leading me somewhere. 

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And I think this past year. 
I know I've talked about this 

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many times. 
It's been a very relevant topic 

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for me, the past months, but I I
just was forcing myself so much 

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to try to figure it out. 
Figure out what I was doing box 

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myself in which I didn't even 
realize I was boxing myself in 

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until I kind of had a breakdown 
was like, oh my god, I've been 

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going so many parts of myself 
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like I don't mean I'm I'm so 
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I'm so tired of trying to figure
out what I am because what I am 

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and what we all are is Us like, 
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It's my being just me in every 
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Like i-i've actually really lost
interest in even asking people 

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what they do because I'm like, I
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I really don't give a flying 
fuck what people do, it's who 

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are you? 
Who are you? 

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And what are you feeling like 
you desire to express in this 

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life? 
And that's Becoming this like 

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really big theme and I don't 
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It's this like freedom in myself
that I'm solely feeling come and

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I've had a couple things come to
me in the last like, even just 

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24 hours but not just that other
things and that are coming about

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and I'm like, wow, like I 
literally did not need to worry 

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about a single thing, a single 
thing, there's another part of 

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the show. 
We're one of the people that 

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goes and gets their potential 
spit out at them, it spits out 

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exactly what they're doing. 
He's a high school teacher and 

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it says, his potential is 
teacher. 

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I'm not ruining any apart of the
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goes so much deeper than this. 
Definitely go watch it. 

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But it spits out what he is and 
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something else and then it spit 
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he went through, you know the 
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Is as good as my life can get. 
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some crazy like Superstar and 
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what I meant to pursue or not. 
That this machine is supposed to

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dictate that. 
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dictate their lives, which we 
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like how that is society. 
Like the machine is the ID. 

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Um, but yeah, it's like some 
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blue, like how am I a superstar,
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And then what he gets is exactly
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I not meant for anything better?
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versus down comparison. 
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for a show but it has so much 
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lot of people get into their 
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Highest Potential and then 
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purpose is what they're meant to
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or a teacher, or a lawyer or 
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like, that is your passion 
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school. 
I made it. 

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I'm going to do this for 50 
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you're a conscious being in, 
you're always meant to be 

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changing. 
Like you're not going to get the

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to that point this thing. 
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be, brought it up again. 
Just trying to figure it out, 

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it's just so A funny because 
like, how many of you listening 

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have thought I can't you every 
single present multiple times a 

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day, even get into that spiral 
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like what to do and then oh my 
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Maybe I could do that and maybe 

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that above about new, just get 
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much. 
And then you come out of this 

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session, may be temporarily 
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This is a very much my story. 
Temporarily feeling like, oh 

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yeah. 
Okay, I got it. 

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I logic to my way out of this 
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this same, exact thing comes 
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inside your brain and then you 
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then it's just our brain. 
I'm gonna end up saying this in 

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like every single episode of our
podcast, but the brain, the mind

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is a wonderful servant but it is
a horrible Master like its life 

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is not Oil, like the nature of 
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When we tried a logical eyes it,
I just made up a word. 

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It doesn't make sense like and 
that's so beautiful and we tried

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I think so much we try. 
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it, that makes this beautiful 
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We try to like make it in so 
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it needs to be and then week 
then that brings in when we're 

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when we're trying to figure a 
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and we're trying to think as to 
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ourselves in the world. 
It's a beautiful question. 

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Absolutely. 
But it's like, what we want to 

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do outside of our who we are. 
And that's where this question. 

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I'm the deeper question of like 
getting spit this thing out and 

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having it completely. 
Spin your world upside down or 

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make you question like, shit. 
This is all I'm here to do like,

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oh, really? 
That like, puts all of this 

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power to this machine. 
That's trying of society. 

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Basically, that's trying to 
control and and tell you what to

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do with yourself. 
And then I think that adds so 

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much more questioning and, and 
ups and downs in our lives. 

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Whereas, We can just take the 
time to really understand like 

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who, who we really truly are 
without any of that outside 

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stuff and then start to go 
outside and create what's within

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us. 
I don't know. 

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Exactly. 

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And then just following what 
you're interested in and 

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allowing yourself to be creative
and to go after the things that 

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you like to do because how often
like there's so many different 

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thoughts of popped up while you 
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First one, how boring would it 
be if you reached your whatever 

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birthday and a card popped out 
at you and I said this is what 

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you're doing for the rest of 
your life like that's so boring 

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and but that's what everyone is 
looking for. 

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People are looking for someone 
to just hand them an answer key 

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to life but that defeats the 
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And I feel like the last couple 
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I've really tried to embrace the
surprise and allowing myself. 

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Off to be surprised and 
delighted by life and what it 

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throws at me and traveling 
really helped with that because 

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you can't control everything. 
And so I put myself in 

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experiences where I was not 
necessarily in control so that I

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had to roll with the punches and
go with the flow and that really

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helped me a lot because I did 
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I wasn't raised to be that way I
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that way and so that took 
practice for me. 

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But also So I think another 
interesting thing about this 

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show is just that it gives 
people a card that says, 

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something that was either a deep
desire of theirs that they 

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pushed down and pushed away. 
Or it's something they never 

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even thought of and they just 
didn't realize they had the 

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For a lot of people is either 
like you have your interest, and

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you don't let yourself do them 
because it doesn't make sense or

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people will judge it like 
especially if it's something. 

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If I have to say like putting 
your artwork out there is is 

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risky, like you can get 
judgment. 

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You can you know, get criticism 
as he's going to like a 

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communication of like something 
deep within. 

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It's like so personal. 
It is so personal, like, even 

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even this podcast. 
I mean, it took us a little bit 

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to be like, oh my gosh, are we 
going to make this? 

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Are we gonna do this, who's 
gonna listen, what are they 

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going to stay? 
And honestly it like it's been 

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fine. 
Most of the time, the things 

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that are happening in your head 
are things that you're saying to

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yourself. 
First of all, we're not going to

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get into to the subconscious. 
But the thing is that you assume

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that you assume people are going
to say about you are things that

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you're ultimately saying to 
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So, definitely dig in on that. 
But it's also like spitting out 

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this card having a different 
potential written on their 

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showed people that they have 
choice and I think a lot of 

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people get trapped in their 
careers is a lot of people 

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switching careers. 
There's like the great 

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resignation, people are calling 
it and I think Millennials and 

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gen Z. 
Especially are really stepping 

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out of the idea that there's a 
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You're supposed to chase, which 
I love, I think we're really 

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starting to accept that. 
You can have multiple lives in 

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one Lifetime and in different 
careers and there's been a real 

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or a Tick-Tock going around with
kind of text over it. 

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And it's usually someone 
traveling. 

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And it's like, how am I supposed
to choose a life when I want to 

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be a dancer? 
I want to be a world traveler, 

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but I also am really pulled to 
new. 

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Orc and having a career. 
And but I also want a family but

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I also want to live off the 
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And who says you can't do all of
those things you can't do all of

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them may be at the same time 
because feasibly that doesn't 

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make sense. 
But I mean, when I think about 

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it I have been the type, a high 
school girl. 

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In my in just my lifetime type a
high school. 

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Girl. 
I've been the party college, 

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girl. 
I've been an apparel apparel. 

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Yes, I have. 
Okay, we'll go. 

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No, we're not getting into that.
She's gone, thank you. 

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Um, she pops out once in a 
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right. 
But you know, and then I like 

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I've I did a corporate 
internship. 

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So I had that experience, I've 
been in apparel designer, I've 

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been a Solo Traveler and within 
that. 

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I'm also like a daughter, a 
sister, a friend, you know, 

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there's all these different 
labels to and experiences but 

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those are different chapters. 
And now I am going to experience

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something else in this new job 
that I have in and coming back 

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to the the city. 
And so, this is another chapter 

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and there's this one scene that 
really triggered me to like, 

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talk about this today and bring 
the something conversation, 

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because there's this one scene 
where the teacher, who is he was

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so upset at his card and he just
went to talk to somebody about 

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it and he's like, I already did 
my potential like my parents 

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moved from another country, we 
came here and you know, I got a 

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job and I'm really happy and 
like that was, that was my big 

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move on. 
I'm done with my big moves, like

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I'm happy where I'm at and the 
guy just responds. 

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So, do you think good books? 
Only have two chapters? 

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And that was that such a truth 
bomb because I think all a lot 

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of society is telling us to look
for like the next the chapter 

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like you're trying to get to 
that spot and and then you're 

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going to do that for a long time
and then you're going to be 

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satisfied. 
And so your story only has two 

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chapters. 
When in reality, if you do want 

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to like go after the career and 
then maybe that career ends or 

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it's time to leave, like that's 
a After then you're a world 

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traveler awesome then maybe you 
meet like you meet someone that 

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introduces you to your next 
thing or then you decide to be 

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an artist when you're an elderly
woman. 

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Like there's so many people not 
end, there's no end and the best

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lives have a lot of chapters. 
There's this older woman who 

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passed away a few years ago but 
she was kind of like a grandma 

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to me. 
And she was the coolest person 

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to talk to because every time 
you sat down to talk to her. 

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She had a different story. 
I was like, wait, we wait, you 

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Planes. 
When did you do that to you? 

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Like, I don't know. 
I just felt like learning it one

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time. 
So, so, yeah. 

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I was a pilot for a while and 
I'm like, what? 

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She just decided one day and did
it. 

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And she had so many stories like
that. 

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Whereas, she just yeah, I was 
curious. 

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So I tried it. 
And then she has the story and 

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it's a chapter of her life. 
And I think those are the most 

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interesting people, and it also 
makes your life feel long. 

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Hmm. 
Like filled up. 

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Yeah, if life is flying by and I
was thinking saying this to this

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popped in my head when I was 
driving the other day because I 

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was texting somebody and they 
said, oh my gosh how is it 

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almost April the first three 
months have really flown by and 

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I've noticed that in the three 
months that I was traveling and 

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I went to multiple States. 
Multiple national parks. 

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I was exhausted. 
And those three months were so 

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long, but when you're not really
doing much and you're just 

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letting the day's flight Float 
by time, moves really fast. 

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So to me, Al the longer you want
your life to be. 

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You just do more things. 
I think there's a lot of people 

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that die young but live a longer
life than 80 year old person. 

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Absolutely. 
I love I just but I just went on

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a tangent of a lot of different 
topics but it was flowing that 

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and I think like what came from 
that for me during that was how 

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fascinating it is that I think 
every single person can look 

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back and see things that they 
once really loved. 

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And once really enjoyed, and 
probably had that feeling of 

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like this, Is it? 
I found it and then three years 

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ago by maybe just the year, 
maybe for me, maybe like five 

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days and then I'm like, okay, 
let's go. 

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This isn't bringing me as much 
joy as it once was, it's not 

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feeling as good. 
My my partner's going through 

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this Francesco is going through 
this right now with a job at 

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situation and he's like, I will 
used to love what I did and 

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there can be distrained sense of
guilt a little bit. 

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Out this change coming and being
like oh why don't I love? 

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And it's because we're growing 
we're changing and that's so 

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00:25:04,700 --> 00:25:07,800
exciting. 
And also, one thing I wanted to 

448
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:10,800
say to is I'm just kind of 
giggling at myself too because 

449
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:15,000
something I really seen with 
myself through this last year, 

450
00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:22,100
is this contradiction in me? 
Of how since I can remember the 

451
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:25,900
thought of doing something. 
One thing for the rest of my 

452
00:25:25,900 --> 00:25:30,600
life, like I saw many family 
members do and there's nothing 

453
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:34,200
wrong with that. 
If it gives you Joy and it 

454
00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:37,100
brings you to life, there are 
people who are so passionate 

455
00:25:37,100 --> 00:25:40,300
about something and they just 
flow through life with it and, 

456
00:25:40,700 --> 00:25:43,500
you know, maybe evolve a little 
bit within that maybe do a bit 

457
00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,300
different jobs within a company 
or something. 

458
00:25:45,300 --> 00:25:48,600
That's beautiful. 
But for me, I saw a lot of 

459
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:54,100
people doing that but actually 
being miserable and not happy. 

460
00:25:54,100 --> 00:25:57,700
They would live every week. 
Just to get to the weekend and 

461
00:25:57,700 --> 00:25:58,900
then Sunday night would come 
around. 

462
00:25:58,900 --> 00:26:01,300
And they were just depressed 
that they had to go to work in 

463
00:26:01,300 --> 00:26:03,700
the morning. 
And that's no freaking way to 

464
00:26:03,700 --> 00:26:07,500
live. 
And so growing up from that time

465
00:26:07,500 --> 00:26:10,200
that I started to notice that I 
just like the thought of doing 

466
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:11,900
something like that, for the 
rest of my life. 

467
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:15,100
Literally would just bring me 
waves of anxiety. 

468
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:20,400
And then I realized, Suddenly 
that they're going through 

469
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:24,200
school and through college and 
kind of being taught like, 

470
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,300
what's your career going to be? 
What are you going to do? 

471
00:26:26,300 --> 00:26:30,600
How are you going to make money?
All of these things, I started 

472
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:34,200
looking for that one thing and I
wanted to find that one thing 

473
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:38,800
even though at the same time, I 
was like horrified at the 

474
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:42,600
thought of doing one thing and 
so big part of my journey and I 

475
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:46,300
feel like also you can probably 
relate to this to Alexis is just

476
00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:52,200
You know, being accepting the 
fact and being okay, with not 

477
00:26:52,200 --> 00:26:54,600
having an answer to those 
questions that other people ask 

478
00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:57,200
and not even having that answer 
for you because that's not even 

479
00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:03,400
an answer that I want to have. 
That comes from people, pleasing

480
00:27:03,500 --> 00:27:06,900
a lot in which if you're not 
aware of it, I don't think you 

481
00:27:06,900 --> 00:27:09,400
just say, yes, I'm a people 
pleaser, but once you really get

482
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:13,500
into, I don't know self 
reflection and personal growth, 

483
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:17,800
it can be clearly identified and
when he will I'll ask those 

484
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,700
questions like oh where are you 
going to go to college or what's

485
00:27:20,700 --> 00:27:22,200
your future plans? 
What are you going to go to 

486
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,000
school for you? 
Feel like you have to have an 

487
00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:28,800
answer especially when I'm 
thinking back to high school, 

488
00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:32,800
when your friends have an answer
or like your friend's parents 

489
00:27:32,800 --> 00:27:35,100
want to know what you're doing 
and you know that your answer 

490
00:27:35,100 --> 00:27:38,100
reflects on your parents and 
like, there's just this whole 

491
00:27:38,100 --> 00:27:39,400
thing and maybe that's a me 
thing. 

492
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:43,000
Maybe someone listening relates,
but I was always very hyper 

493
00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:47,100
aware of what my actions did to 
impact. 

494
00:27:47,300 --> 00:27:50,800
My family, my friends and people
around me, I was very aware of 

495
00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:56,700
that and also aware of my 
reputation and like, just being 

496
00:27:56,700 --> 00:27:59,700
a good student. 
And so I just felt like I had to

497
00:27:59,700 --> 00:28:04,200
have an answer. 
I honestly cannot remember how I

498
00:28:04,208 --> 00:28:08,300
chose Apparel Design. 
It makes no sense, logical sense

499
00:28:08,300 --> 00:28:14,600
at all how I got into that, but 
God bless my parents that they 

500
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:18,600
supported me through it and 
like, never questioned it and I 

501
00:28:18,608 --> 00:28:21,100
never questioned it just 
amazing. 

502
00:28:21,100 --> 00:28:24,800
But what's like? 
I like I just felt like I had to

503
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:28,000
have an answer and so then I 
getting to the end of college 

504
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,900
like I was passionate about 
apparel like I loved it. 

505
00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:33,700
Carly can even attest this. 
Like we all really loved it 

506
00:28:33,700 --> 00:28:35,900
freshman year at some people 
dropped out, but like those of 

507
00:28:35,900 --> 00:28:39,600
us who stuck with it, we had 
love for parts of it, but as we 

508
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:41,900
got two senior year, you could 
start to see that. 

509
00:28:41,900 --> 00:28:43,400
Okay? 
Three years have gone by now. 

510
00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:45,700
You're really getting a feel for
what you're doing and the thing 

511
00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:50,200
that you chose and It felt like 
God I committed so much time to 

512
00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:53,200
this already. 
I can't imagine switching. 

513
00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:55,300
What would that even be like? 
That sounds risky. 

514
00:28:55,300 --> 00:28:57,300
That sounds scary. 
I don't know what to expect. 

515
00:28:57,300 --> 00:29:01,300
I never even saw it as a 
potential to change paths and if

516
00:29:01,300 --> 00:29:04,300
I could go back and recreate 
what I did like, I'd probably go

517
00:29:04,300 --> 00:29:07,700
to school for kinesiology 
Fitness, holistic Wellness, 

518
00:29:07,700 --> 00:29:11,600
something like that instead, but
that wouldn't have had an 

519
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,100
answer. 
That would have been confusing. 

520
00:29:13,100 --> 00:29:16,000
I would have gotten questions 
and I wanted to avoid questions 

521
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,000
because I felt like I found The 
answer and I didn't want to 

522
00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:22,200
stray from the answer that I 
thought made sense, you know, he

523
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:25,400
just, I don't know where we 
don't. 

524
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:29,300
I think we should normalize not 
having an answer like it had my 

525
00:29:29,300 --> 00:29:31,200
Vita. 
Oh gosh, this is reminding me. 

526
00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:34,900
I made it. 
One of the first realize that I 

527
00:29:34,900 --> 00:29:37,100
posted, when I started on this 
bike. 

528
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:42,300
I'm going to be a coach. 
Okay, it actually like like had 

529
00:29:42,300 --> 00:29:44,900
a lot of interactions with it 
was just like my heart warm, 

530
00:29:44,900 --> 00:29:46,900
because it was really speaking 
to a lot of people. 

531
00:29:46,900 --> 00:29:52,500
But But I think I said also, on 
this little while ago, it's so 

532
00:29:52,500 --> 00:29:55,500
funny because sometimes I look 
back at my videos that I made 

533
00:29:55,500 --> 00:29:59,200
and I'm, like, holy shit. 
This is like past Carly 

534
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,400
coaching. 
Current Carly with future 

535
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:04,800
Carly's knowledge. 
I was like, what the hell is 

536
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:08,800
time time does not exist. 
Time is a construct of the human

537
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:11,200
mind. 
It was so funny, though. 

538
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:16,000
Because this video is all about,
like, I don't know is a 

539
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:20,200
perfectly acceptable. 
Answer that isn't an answer. 

540
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:23,500
I think we think that we've got 
in our head that this answer has

541
00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:26,800
to be like, mathematical or like
yes or no, or like, have an 

542
00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:32,400
exact thing that you say to like
satisfy the question that the 

543
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:37,300
questioner and I'm like, no, I 
don't know is a perfectly, 

544
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,700
perfectly perfectly. 
Okay response. 

545
00:30:40,700 --> 00:30:43,100
And it's funny because this is 
coming full. 

546
00:30:43,100 --> 00:30:45,500
I'm realizing This is coming 
full circle for me right now 

547
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,800
because the last couple nights 
I've had just a knife like with 

548
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:53,700
myself I am had this like 
thoughts come to me of being 

549
00:30:53,700 --> 00:30:56,000
questions like what are you 
doing? 

550
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:59,900
Just being like, I don't know, 
you know and I don't know and I 

551
00:30:59,908 --> 00:31:03,500
freaking love it and I've never 
felt so peaceful because I'm 

552
00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:10,300
okay with not knowing like what 
a novel idea, right? 

553
00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:14,800
With all of the Tools at our 
fingertips it's like Google it. 

554
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:17,600
I don't know Google, it ask 
somebody figure it out. 

555
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:20,500
We don't ever really sit and 
question anymore. 

556
00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:25,500
I think about how before phones 
and all that people used to sit 

557
00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:28,200
around the dinner table and 
actually debate a topic and 

558
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:31,300
talk. 
I feel like very rarely do I go 

559
00:31:31,300 --> 00:31:33,300
out to dinner and we actually 
talk about something that 

560
00:31:33,300 --> 00:31:35,900
matters or do. 
We talk like debate on something

561
00:31:35,900 --> 00:31:39,700
or share opinions on something? 
It's like either everyone agrees

562
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:43,600
on the solution. 
Or someone Google's it and prove

563
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:45,100
someone wrong. 
And then the conversation is 

564
00:31:45,100 --> 00:31:51,100
done good for society right now.
Yeah, it like there's no room 

565
00:31:51,100 --> 00:31:55,500
for nuance in a lot of our 
conversations and in our lives, 

566
00:31:55,500 --> 00:31:57,800
people are like, oh, you went to
school for this. 

567
00:31:57,800 --> 00:31:59,400
You figured it out. 
You should do this. 

568
00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:01,200
This is your job. 
This is what the application 

569
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:03,800
says, and this is what you do, 
and you go do it. 

570
00:32:05,500 --> 00:32:09,500
And for a lot of people, that's 
just how it makes sense, which 

571
00:32:09,500 --> 00:32:11,700
provides security. 
And it's a lot of ways like 

572
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:15,200
people are always searching for 
safety security, that's the base

573
00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:17,100
of the Muslims. 
Hierarchy of needs. 

574
00:32:17,100 --> 00:32:21,600
You need that first and so at 
the root of everything, if 

575
00:32:21,608 --> 00:32:24,700
you're scared to do something, 
if you're scared to open a new 

576
00:32:24,700 --> 00:32:28,300
chapter of your life, it's 
because your subconscious is 

577
00:32:28,300 --> 00:32:31,200
searching for Safety and 
Security and as long as you 

578
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:35,500
know, that you can make anything
feel safe and secure like And 

579
00:32:35,500 --> 00:32:38,700
you need deciding to move. 
I was terrified. 

580
00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:41,900
I'm like, well, what if this 
falls through what like, my 

581
00:32:41,900 --> 00:32:44,800
roommate actually has to move. 
I'm in a two-bedroom apartment, 

582
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:47,200
she has to move. 
I definitely cannot afford it by

583
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:48,900
myself, but I'm like, you know 
what? 

584
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:53,300
If like, then I get to look for,
then I get to create my own 

585
00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:56,200
answers in my own reality, I get
to be like, okay, so this is 

586
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:59,500
happening, this is what could 
potentially happen, but I'm also

587
00:32:59,500 --> 00:33:04,100
open to things falling into 
place perfectly and I called a 

588
00:33:04,108 --> 00:33:06,500
friend from home and said, Hey 
like I knew she was living at 

589
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:10,000
home and I said, hey have you 
ever thought about getting out 

590
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,700
of town and moving somewhere? 
New like I thought you were 

591
00:33:12,708 --> 00:33:15,800
talking about the city and was 
you want to come visit and see. 

592
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:17,900
And she's like, oh my God. 
I was literally looking at 

593
00:33:17,900 --> 00:33:19,400
apartments this week. 
This is so perfect. 

594
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:21,200
I'm gonna come visit. 
I'm a 99%. 

595
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:23,100
Yes. 
And I'm like, you see, I didn't 

596
00:33:23,100 --> 00:33:27,000
even need to stress about it. 
Like my safety felt compromised,

597
00:33:27,100 --> 00:33:30,100
but I was like, you know what, 
we're going to like deal with 

598
00:33:30,100 --> 00:33:33,300
that. 
And yeah, so if you're looking 

599
00:33:33,300 --> 00:33:35,100
to make a big move and you're 
feeling that stress and fear, 

600
00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:37,600
ER, come up. 
It's because you're craving 

601
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:40,200
Safety and Security. 
So, if you need to make a 

602
00:33:40,208 --> 00:33:43,600
back-up plan or play worst case 
scenario, that's what I do in my

603
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:46,100
head all the time. 
And that's how I do things 

604
00:33:46,100 --> 00:33:48,800
quickly. 
And that's an example of the 

605
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:52,600
servant of The Logical mind, not
the master, because you're using

606
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:55,900
your mind you using your logic 
to support yourself. 

607
00:33:55,900 --> 00:33:59,900
Not to like, breathe yourself 
down into the deep dark hole. 

608
00:34:01,700 --> 00:34:04,900
I wanted to say really quick 
about being finding that safety 

609
00:34:04,900 --> 00:34:08,100
and stuff. 
And we just recorded an episode 

610
00:34:08,100 --> 00:34:11,100
with Sophie. 
I'm that might be after this 

611
00:34:11,300 --> 00:34:12,800
episode. 
Yeah, yeah. 

612
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:20,100
So next week, check it out and 
the topic came up of as safety 

613
00:34:20,100 --> 00:34:23,199
and being supported and I just 
loved it how, you know, we're 

614
00:34:23,199 --> 00:34:29,100
always supported and I-i've been
in my morning meditation, so I 

615
00:34:29,107 --> 00:34:33,400
really have been taking the time
to connect with nature and the 

616
00:34:33,400 --> 00:34:39,699
fact that we are nature, somehow
the line of things we got left 

617
00:34:39,699 --> 00:34:44,400
out of the definition of nature.
But news, flash, we are nature. 

618
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:50,000
And when you watch nature 
nature, flows perfectly. 

619
00:34:50,300 --> 00:34:52,500
It doesn't make sense to our 
electrical brains but 

620
00:34:52,500 --> 00:34:57,300
everything's timed exactly how 
it should be the the leaves, the

621
00:34:57,300 --> 00:35:00,500
trees bud and they grow flowers,
they produce fruit, they produce

622
00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:04,500
leaves and then they fall. 
And then they redo and like, 

623
00:35:04,500 --> 00:35:08,200
water flows, and it rains. 
And like, all of this stuff just

624
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:12,500
naturally happens and something 
I've really been coming in to 

625
00:35:12,500 --> 00:35:17,600
this realization of his like 
that nature desires to work 

626
00:35:17,600 --> 00:35:21,300
through Us in that way. 
To from the time, we are born, 

627
00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:22,600
we are born. 
Okay. 

628
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:26,800
This is like different 
conversation, too, but I was, 

629
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,400
I'm reading on a biography of a 
yogi right now, for my yoga 

630
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:33,800
training and in there to talk 
about how, you know, the view of

631
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:37,000
astrology, and the Eastern 
philosophy. 

632
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:40,000
And also, I think any time you 
look into spiritual things also,

633
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:41,600
human design talks about this as
well. 

634
00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:46,800
Like this, like, you are born at
the exact time that you're meant

635
00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,900
to to be supported to learn the 
things that you are meant to 

636
00:35:49,900 --> 00:35:53,400
learn and experience in this 
life and nature. 

637
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,100
That's nature like Nature has 
our back for everything. 

638
00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:00,500
Thing that we feel we are being 
called to, and we, like, have 

639
00:36:00,500 --> 00:36:03,900
that, like, sometimes I just 
have this feeling that comes 

640
00:36:03,900 --> 00:36:08,800
over me with, like, I need to 
express myself, I need to paint 

641
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,900
a picture. 
I need to go on a walk, or I 

642
00:36:11,908 --> 00:36:17,100
need to make a rug, like, just 
random stuff, but, and I'm 

643
00:36:17,100 --> 00:36:20,600
really wanting and implore us 
all to listen to that. 

644
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:23,200
Because that's nature of Mike, 
working through us and nature, 

645
00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:26,800
works perfectly, it flows 
Perfectly. 

646
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:31,100
So if we can allow ourselves to 
get out of her mind, get out of 

647
00:36:31,100 --> 00:36:34,900
are trying to make sense of the 
thing and just let it flow. 

648
00:36:34,900 --> 00:36:38,100
It's absolutely. 
And I feel like I'm just 

649
00:36:38,100 --> 00:36:41,200
starting to see just glimpses of
the power of this, but it's 

650
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:45,300
absolutely incredible. 
What can happen if we want to 

651
00:36:45,300 --> 00:36:47,800
bring him in design into this, 
there's a little bit since you 

652
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:52,100
said it, it really brought forth
like a hell. 

653
00:36:52,100 --> 00:36:54,300
Yes, from me, which is my gut 
instincts. 

654
00:36:54,300 --> 00:36:56,000
That's how I'm meant to make 
decisions. 

655
00:36:56,100 --> 00:36:59,200
According to human design, which
is just a living experiment. 

656
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:03,100
It does not tell you what to do,
but Carly and I have both found 

657
00:37:03,100 --> 00:37:05,800
it in the past year. 
It's been almost exactly a year 

658
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:12,000
since we found him in design and
it's just a tool that can help 

659
00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:14,600
you. 
Honestly, it's helps me. 

660
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:17,400
Realize my potential, it's 
reassured me. 

661
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,300
That everything is exactly how 
it should be. 

662
00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:23,500
It's shown me things that 
allowed me to ask deeper 

663
00:37:23,500 --> 00:37:26,600
questions that have moved me 
through what certain There's a 

664
00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:32,000
of the past year. 
It's just something that shows 

665
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:33,100
you. 
Yeah. 

666
00:37:33,100 --> 00:37:35,500
That you're born at the right 
place the right time and you are

667
00:37:35,500 --> 00:37:39,100
perfectly perfect. 
Like you are perfect exactly as 

668
00:37:39,100 --> 00:37:42,600
you are and everything is moving
as it as it should be. 

669
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:47,600
It's so such a cool thing to 
look at because it brings up 

670
00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:52,000
those questions about alignment.
You'll hear people talk about 

671
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:55,700
that in personal growth and 
spirituality a lot. 

672
00:37:56,100 --> 00:37:59,400
And I think there's a lot of 
people that know there's 

673
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:02,100
something off with their life 
but they don't know what it is. 

674
00:38:02,100 --> 00:38:04,800
And that's the most irritating 
feeling is like, I know 

675
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:07,100
something needs to change, but I
just have no idea where to 

676
00:38:07,100 --> 00:38:08,700
start. 
Like, is it my fitness? 

677
00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:10,900
Is it, my job? 
Is it where I'm living? 

678
00:38:11,300 --> 00:38:15,700
Like it can be really difficult 
and I think human design gives 

679
00:38:15,700 --> 00:38:18,600
you the opportunity to really 
question that it gives you a 

680
00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:23,100
framework to experiment with and
say oh I really relate with this

681
00:38:23,500 --> 00:38:26,900
and yeah, I'm really feeling 
that dissonance or I'm feeling 

682
00:38:26,900 --> 00:38:30,400
my energy is drained. 
Or I really do feel like my body

683
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:34,000
were like, retracts from the 
idea of going to my job every 

684
00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:36,100
day like oh, that's a an icky 
feeling. 

685
00:38:36,100 --> 00:38:39,300
Maybe that's something I should 
look at and it's such a cool 

686
00:38:39,300 --> 00:38:43,100
tool to just assess your life 
and again with everything like 

687
00:38:43,100 --> 00:38:46,300
take what resonates and leave, 
what doesn't but for me, 

688
00:38:46,300 --> 00:38:51,800
absolutely everything has been 
spot-on and its really reassured

689
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:55,000
me that that what I'm interested
in and pursuing and allowing 

690
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:59,300
myself to try. 
Why is leading me on the right 

691
00:38:59,300 --> 00:39:01,900
path? 
So if anyone's interested please

692
00:39:01,900 --> 00:39:07,800
reach out absolutely it is just 
I think to what human design has

693
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:09,900
given me. 
A now I'm also diving into the 

694
00:39:09,900 --> 00:39:12,600
gene Keys a little bit more. 
I'll pull that will probably be 

695
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:18,100
discussed more in the future as 
I learned more but really like 

696
00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,300
this is something I've said and 
I've been told that we've all 

697
00:39:21,300 --> 00:39:25,800
heard said many many times and 
it can be so frustrating but it 

698
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:28,700
is so True. 
Just be patient. 

699
00:39:29,300 --> 00:39:33,900
And I know that can be so 
painful to hear if you're in a 

700
00:39:33,900 --> 00:39:40,000
situation where you just feel 
absolutely icky like you just 

701
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:45,200
are not happy, you're not doing 
maybe that well but I think 

702
00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:49,300
human design, any any tool 
similar to human design, but I 

703
00:39:49,308 --> 00:39:55,500
believe both found this with, 
with specifically HD is that it 

704
00:39:55,500 --> 00:39:57,100
helps you kind. 
Get started. 

705
00:39:57,100 --> 00:40:02,300
And also shows you kind of, 
helps you be patient because it 

706
00:40:02,300 --> 00:40:06,300
kind of, for me. 
Anyway, it it made a lot of 

707
00:40:06,500 --> 00:40:10,100
initial sense to my brain. 
You know, it kind of, that's the

708
00:40:10,100 --> 00:40:12,200
thing that's nice about human 
design as well because it does 

709
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:15,600
kind of satisfy a little bit of 
that logical aspect of the 

710
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:20,700
brain, whereas, like, something 
like astrology is, beautiful and

711
00:40:20,700 --> 00:40:26,300
it's so helpful, but it's the 
even a little less logical but I

712
00:40:26,300 --> 00:40:29,600
kind of understood a lot about 
myself in an instant, and then I

713
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:33,800
was like, okay, Now, what a 
little bit and it kind of was a 

714
00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:36,500
tool that I could keep coming 
back to and help me be patient 

715
00:40:36,500 --> 00:40:42,100
as these things worked through 
myself and released it can feel 

716
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:46,200
kind of infuriating, I felt 
infuriated quite a few times the

717
00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:50,600
past like six months because 
I've been repeating even on 

718
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:53,500
here. 
The same topic has come up for 

719
00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:56,900
me again and again and again and
it's this Letting Go Letting Go 

720
00:40:56,900 --> 00:41:00,200
letting go. 
But now all the sudden it's 

721
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:03,700
like, I'm Feeling it and I'm 
like, no time has passed like 

722
00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:07,100
you know it just kind of gets 
there and you've been supported 

723
00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:12,100
this entire time and you you we 
all get to the other side and 

724
00:41:12,100 --> 00:41:14,800
then we go through it again and 
then we get to the other side 

725
00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:17,400
again and then we go through it 
again and we get to start again 

726
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:21,200
and it's just this beautiful 
thing called life. 

727
00:41:22,300 --> 00:41:25,800
I think it's really important to
also be aware of when you're 

728
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:30,100
comparing to other people with 
being on social media as most of

729
00:41:30,100 --> 00:41:34,000
us. 
Or it can be difficult to see 

730
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:38,100
video after video of people 
living their lives perfectly or 

731
00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:40,800
doing that Fitness routine that 
you've been trying to do and 

732
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,400
struggling with. 
And it seems like people aren't 

733
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:45,700
struggling. 
There are some accounts that are

734
00:41:45,900 --> 00:41:47,400
doing their best to be 
transparent. 

735
00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:49,800
But even when people are being 
transparent on social media, 

736
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,300
there's still so many nuances 
that you can't see behind the 

737
00:41:52,308 --> 00:41:56,200
scenes of of what's happening. 
And that's, that's perfectly 

738
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:58,000
fine. 
Like, people don't have to share

739
00:41:58,000 --> 00:41:59,600
everything, that's the beauty of
social media. 

740
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:02,400
That's the beauty of Being able 
to talk about the topics that 

741
00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:04,800
you want to and give those sides
of yourself. 

742
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:09,000
Nobody, I don't think anybody 
should be expected to show their

743
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:13,200
entire life as toxic social 
media. 

744
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,500
Kind of makes it feel that way 
that some people are expected to

745
00:42:15,500 --> 00:42:20,700
show everything and but I've 
said this on a previous episode 

746
00:42:20,700 --> 00:42:24,700
to that that perfect morning 
routine that you see this girl 

747
00:42:24,700 --> 00:42:29,100
doing, she filmed it perfectly 
once and it's been played 1.5 

748
00:42:29,100 --> 00:42:33,800
million times she You did it 
perfectly once and it probably 

749
00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:37,300
doesn't look that way every 
single day of her life and it's 

750
00:42:37,300 --> 00:42:41,000
so important you ever tried to 
record something like that. 

751
00:42:41,300 --> 00:42:43,500
It is not natural or unnatural 
thing. 

752
00:42:43,500 --> 00:42:45,600
Like your her routine does not 
look like that. 

753
00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:48,400
I've made a couple videos like 
that I've tried to be very clear

754
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:50,800
about the fact that like, you 
know, even this like, these are 

755
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:53,400
things I like to do, but every 
day they look a little bit 

756
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:57,700
differently about that but to 
pause and like set up the camera

757
00:42:57,700 --> 00:43:00,300
and then do your routine and 
then move to the different room.

758
00:43:00,300 --> 00:43:02,600
And then Set up your camera and 
did it like it. 

759
00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:05,800
Just feels goofy. 
Like, I'm like, what that, what 

760
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:09,000
the hell? 
I know I made my first, like, 

761
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,700
get ready for the gym video 
yesterday, just because I had 

762
00:43:11,700 --> 00:43:13,900
never tried it and I was like, 
you know what, this might suck, 

763
00:43:13,900 --> 00:43:15,900
but I'm gonna try it and see 
what happens. 

764
00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:18,400
Okay, this is like full pulling 
back. 

765
00:43:18,400 --> 00:43:20,700
The curtain of what that 
actually looks like. 

766
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:25,800
I re tied my shoes like four 
times for the camera because my 

767
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,400
foot was like not in the frame. 
How silly? 

768
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:34,300
And then I And braiding my hair 
and the only white wall was 

769
00:43:34,300 --> 00:43:37,000
right behind my toilet. 
So I was standing straddling, my

770
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:40,200
toilet braiding braiding. 
My hair like straddling, my 

771
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:43,900
toilet facing the wall. 
So also even weirder and 

772
00:43:43,900 --> 00:43:46,800
braiding my hair with the white 
wall background. 

773
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:49,900
Not natural. 
I don't do that every day. 

774
00:43:49,900 --> 00:43:52,700
Thanks we do for the gram, 
right. 

775
00:43:53,100 --> 00:43:57,700
So it just doesn't look like 
that and everyone's in a 

776
00:43:57,700 --> 00:44:01,900
different different chapter like
the The followers don't really 

777
00:44:01,900 --> 00:44:05,700
matter like you never know, they
could have ten thousand robots 

778
00:44:05,700 --> 00:44:10,600
and to real 2000 real people 
thought, like it just is not an 

779
00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:13,200
accurate representation of 
somebody who is living in 

780
00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:16,000
alignment or in their purpose, 
or in their potential. 

781
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:19,500
Like you can't say that in here.
Yeah. 

782
00:44:19,500 --> 00:44:21,000
After you're done. 
Sorry, you can finish. 

783
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,300
I was just going to say that 
like just because you might 

784
00:44:23,300 --> 00:44:25,900
follow somebody, that's I'm 
really into health and wellness.

785
00:44:25,900 --> 00:44:27,900
So I'll reference that a lot. 
But if you're following somebody

786
00:44:27,900 --> 00:44:31,600
who has 200,000 followers in 
Health and Wellness, Is it 

787
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:33,400
doesn't mean that they're doing 
it perfectly. 

788
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:36,300
It just means that the parts of 
it that they're sharing a lot of

789
00:44:36,300 --> 00:44:39,400
people resonate with and they 
are most definitely struggling 

790
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:41,600
with other things on the back 
end. 

791
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:46,000
So just because they have the 
following and look like 

792
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:49,500
everything's going, well, it 
also doesn't mean that that's 

793
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:54,400
their purpose and potential. 
Like there's a lot of people 

794
00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:57,800
that I don't even want to say, 
like influencers and but social 

795
00:44:57,800 --> 00:45:01,700
media people that you see in the
public eye that Suddenly change 

796
00:45:01,700 --> 00:45:04,500
gears and they want to start a 
new chapter, they've branded 

797
00:45:04,500 --> 00:45:06,900
themselves one way for a while, 
and they're looking to start a 

798
00:45:06,900 --> 00:45:09,500
new chapter and everybody goes 
through those phases. 

799
00:45:09,500 --> 00:45:13,700
So, just be gentle with yourself
and your in the perfect chapter.

800
00:45:14,100 --> 00:45:16,600
Yes. 
And also listen to yourself to, 

801
00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:20,200
I mean, I think Alexis and I 
have both experienced this in 

802
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:23,800
the past year to, it's like, if 
you come across an account or 

803
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:27,400
even maybe an account that you 
loved, and then all the sudden 

804
00:45:27,700 --> 00:45:31,000
you're seeing their stuff and 
it's just like getting this 

805
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:36,200
causing you to have it. 
Yeah, the anything like it the 

806
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:37,600
hell like oh no, I don't like 
that. 

807
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,000
Or like you find yourself just 
like no I don't want to look at 

808
00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:43,800
that. 
Listen to that because energy 

809
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:48,700
does not lie and the amount of 
things that I have kind of just 

810
00:45:48,700 --> 00:45:51,800
said no to, you know, without 
judgment just like that person 

811
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:54,800
is where they are and it's 
nothing that they're doing wrong

812
00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:58,200
or even, right? 
It's just is what it is and I 

813
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:01,400
don't buy with that. 
Don't Try not to allow yourself 

814
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:04,400
to stick with it because that's 
just putting yourself through 

815
00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:10,700
unnecessary ickiness. 
So, just like unfollow. 

816
00:46:11,300 --> 00:46:14,500
There's nothing personal about 
and unfollow. 

817
00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:18,100
They're really, really isn't. 
And if you feel like that person

818
00:46:18,100 --> 00:46:20,500
is going to notice that you 
unfollowed them, you can 

819
00:46:20,500 --> 00:46:24,200
actually go to their page and 
click the drop down and mute 

820
00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:26,500
mute their stories, and mute 
their posts. 

821
00:46:27,500 --> 00:46:30,400
If somebody needs another option
and like, duh, Don't want to 

822
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:31,900
completely and follow the 
person. 

823
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:34,600
I definitely have some accounts 
muted. 

824
00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:38,800
Not because I dislike the person
it's like it's my own thing. 

825
00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:42,200
Like we're projecting our own 
stories, onto the things that 

826
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:44,400
are posted. 
And if right now I don't want to

827
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:48,500
see a certain type of content, 
then it's up to me to control 

828
00:46:48,500 --> 00:46:51,500
that environment, not for me to 
expect that person to post any 

829
00:46:51,500 --> 00:46:53,300
differently. 
That's that person. 

830
00:46:53,500 --> 00:46:55,800
So, take control of your own 
space. 

831
00:46:56,100 --> 00:46:57,900
It happened the people in the 
back. 

832
00:46:58,300 --> 00:47:01,900
Yeah, it's not up to You to 
expect other people to act 

833
00:47:01,900 --> 00:47:03,700
differently. 
It's up to you to control your 

834
00:47:03,700 --> 00:47:07,300
own space and protect your 
energy and control what comes 

835
00:47:07,300 --> 00:47:10,200
in. 
So definitely mute block 

836
00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:15,100
unfollow and create a healthier 
environment for yourself in your

837
00:47:15,100 --> 00:47:17,600
phone. 
It makes a big difference. 

838
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:20,300
Yes, you're getting sun in your 
face. 

839
00:47:20,300 --> 00:47:23,700
Now I am, it's a really bright 
and I've thought about getting 

840
00:47:23,700 --> 00:47:26,100
up and closing the curtain 
because I have to lean forward 

841
00:47:26,100 --> 00:47:28,000
to reach the microphone. 
So, when I lean forward, I'm 

842
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:34,900
blind. 
But I feel like that was a 

843
00:47:34,900 --> 00:47:38,000
really good Riff on discovering 
your potential. 

844
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:43,200
And I think that's also 
something interesting that, the,

845
00:47:43,200 --> 00:47:48,500
the show, the machine that the 
show that I was watching, I'll 

846
00:47:48,500 --> 00:47:50,500
write it in the in the 
description. 

847
00:47:50,500 --> 00:47:53,900
If anybody wants to watch it, I 
would love to hear your own 

848
00:47:53,900 --> 00:47:55,000
thoughts on it and what it 
means. 

849
00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:59,500
But even the thought of 
discovering your potential, I 

850
00:47:59,500 --> 00:48:03,500
feel like there's discover your 
potential, find your purpose and

851
00:48:03,500 --> 00:48:06,000
aligned with your highest self. 
There's all these like lofty 

852
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:10,300
things that people say but 
you're actually just there. 

853
00:48:10,300 --> 00:48:14,500
You don't have to find anything 
it's just happening like you 

854
00:48:14,500 --> 00:48:18,800
don't have to go on a like 
archaeological dig and discover 

855
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:21,900
your purpose. 
Like you're not you're not like 

856
00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:26,200
searching like it is within, you
know and that's what's coming. 

857
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:31,200
Your purpose is A better way to 
say that is you're discovering 

858
00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:37,000
yourself like your potential is 
the potential of who you are, 

859
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,700
not what you can do. 
I mean that's a part of it for 

860
00:48:39,700 --> 00:48:42,700
sure but you can do what you 
want to do. 

861
00:48:42,900 --> 00:48:45,000
You can do what you do because 
of who you are. 

862
00:48:45,100 --> 00:48:47,200
Exactly. 
And the way you do it is because

863
00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:49,300
of who you are. 
So it all comes back to who you 

864
00:48:49,300 --> 00:48:54,500
are and and what's inside. 
So if you're looking to discover

865
00:48:54,500 --> 00:48:57,700
your purpose, if you're familiar
with that term it's all comes 

866
00:48:57,700 --> 00:48:59,000
back to getting to know you 
yourself. 

867
00:48:59,400 --> 00:49:02,600
Mhm. 
Which is a can be a more 

868
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:06,800
complicated answer, which is 
more complicated than people 

869
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:08,700
would like, but it is way more 
fun. 

870
00:49:09,500 --> 00:49:11,700
It is fun. 
Once you get into it and you 

871
00:49:11,700 --> 00:49:15,600
actually do start digging in and
asking yourself questions, like 

872
00:49:15,600 --> 00:49:19,600
what makes you the happiest? 
Like what can you do for hours 

873
00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:24,300
and like forget about time. 
Or what spaces do you walk into 

874
00:49:24,300 --> 00:49:27,800
and get super excited about? 
Like like when you have 

875
00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:30,100
sensation I love? 
Yeah, they're like whatever that

876
00:49:30,100 --> 00:49:31,900
is for you. 
Whether you get chills, whether 

877
00:49:31,900 --> 00:49:34,800
you get like buzzing excitement 
or whether you get super 

878
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:37,800
energized, it's different for 
everybody. 

879
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:41,800
And again, a plug for human 
design, it kind of it tells you 

880
00:49:41,900 --> 00:49:44,900
what that is for you, for me, 
it's a gut instincts. 

881
00:49:44,900 --> 00:49:48,300
That's like literally in my 
stomach and sometimes it feels 

882
00:49:48,300 --> 00:49:52,200
like a fire going up in my core.
When I'm so lit up by something 

883
00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:55,400
that's my generator. 
Energy type Carly's a manifest, 

884
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:58,900
ER, it's a little bit different 
for her, but human design is 

885
00:49:58,900 --> 00:50:02,100
such a cool tool because it 
gives you Kind of a cheat code, 

886
00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:06,000
not an answer key, but 
definitely a cheat code to 

887
00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:10,300
experiment with and all in all I
think it has all the answers, 

888
00:50:10,300 --> 00:50:12,800
but you have to align them with 
the right question. 

889
00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:15,300
Still, I didn't give you the 
answer to this specific 

890
00:50:15,300 --> 00:50:18,100
question, but there's most of 
the answers there. 

891
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:20,300
You just have to figure out 
where they go. 

892
00:50:21,500 --> 00:50:24,400
Yeah, that sounds confusing but 
that's why we're here to like 

893
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:28,800
chat with you about it. 
So anyway, all in all you get to

894
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set the level of your potential 
Oil, which actually is 

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non-existent like, it's this 
guy's always going, there's 

896
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always potential in so many 
different ways. 

897
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It's not just like one category 
of potential, there's so many 

898
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different ways. 
You can take your potential and 

899
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your purpose and it all starts 
with you. 

900
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It doesn't start with anything 
outside of, you know, you are 

901
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the key. 
That was a good one. 

902
00:50:59,300 --> 00:51:01,500
I liked this episode. 
I think I'd like to come back 

903
00:51:01,500 --> 00:51:03,100
and listen to this episode in 
the future. 

904
00:51:03,100 --> 00:51:06,900
This might, this might be a 
moment of future us coming back 

905
00:51:06,900 --> 00:51:11,300
to listen to past us to get 
advice on exact resident present

906
00:51:11,300 --> 00:51:13,400
situation. 
So hello future. 

907
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:18,800
Oscar here listening, I love it.
Okay, thank you so much 

908
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,400
everyone. 
Again, if there's ever any 

909
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:25,100
topics that are coming up in 
your life that you want us to 

910
00:51:25,300 --> 00:51:29,400
just kind of ramble on about and
have Insight on maybe love that.

911
00:51:29,408 --> 00:51:31,200
Yeah, we're totally here for 
that. 

912
00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:34,100
We always just kind of sit down 
and see what's coming up in our 

913
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lives. 
And what's been like what ideas 

914
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:39,300
have been coming in and what 
topics keep repeating themselves

915
00:51:39,300 --> 00:51:41,300
and maybe what challenges are 
coming up. 

916
00:51:41,300 --> 00:51:42,800
And we just kind of talk about 
what's going on. 

917
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Because I feel like, personally,
I feel like a lot of people 

918
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like, a lot of the collective, 
like a lot of collective, 

919
00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:53,400
meaning people on Earth General 
humans, go through similar 

920
00:51:53,400 --> 00:51:57,100
things in similar phases. 
So, I Like, when you talk about 

921
00:51:57,100 --> 00:51:59,400
what's present for you, it's 
most likely present for a lot of

922
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other people, so you're never 
alone and just DM us. 

923
00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:06,100
Anytime. 
Any questions about human design

924
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:10,600
or spirituality mindset, 
anything at all and life. 

925
00:52:10,700 --> 00:52:14,000
Yeah. 
So we will be back with you next

926
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week. 
With an episode with a guest 

927
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with Sophie. 
Yeah, I love her to pieces. 

928
00:52:19,100 --> 00:52:21,300
She's the best. 
It was really fun. 

929
00:52:22,100 --> 00:52:24,300
We good. 
Yeah, you can't wait for you to 

930
00:52:24,300 --> 00:52:25,800
hear it. 
So have a great rest. 

931
00:52:25,900 --> 00:52:30,000
Rest of your day night week 
weekend whenever you're 

932
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,100
listening to this and the next 
minute. 

933
00:52:32,100 --> 00:52:35,500
So we will we will see you soon.
Bye. 

934
00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:41,200
Goodbye to show our appreciation
for you leaving us a review 

935
00:52:41,200 --> 00:52:45,000
Carly and I thought it would be 
so much fun to give away free 

936
00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:48,200
mini readings. 
And all you have to do is leave 

937
00:52:48,200 --> 00:52:53,100
a review screenshot it and DM it
to either Carly or me. 

938
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:57,100
Whoever you want to receive your
mini reading from And get your 

939
00:52:57,100 --> 00:53:00,000
body graph on the website. 
And we will voice note. 

940
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,500
You back and forth in the DMS. 
Obviously, this is going to be 

941
00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:06,500
more of a basic reading to help 
you get to know your energy type

942
00:53:06,500 --> 00:53:09,500
in your profile and answer a few
of your questions. 

943
00:53:09,700 --> 00:53:12,900
If you would like a deeper 
reading more comprehensive, get 

944
00:53:12,900 --> 00:53:16,100
to know all the details or to 
ask certain questions about your

945
00:53:16,100 --> 00:53:19,600
life and really analyze. 
Those from the perspective of 

946
00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:22,500
your human design chart and 
maybe the steps you can take in 

947
00:53:22,500 --> 00:53:26,800
your life that is something we 
can cover in a A full reading. 

948
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:32,200
So my booking link will be in 
the show notes and Carly does 

949
00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:34,800
readings upon request. 
So please reach out and DM her 

950
00:53:34,800 --> 00:53:37,900
as well with that. 
Thanks again, so much for 

951
00:53:37,900 --> 00:53:41,200
hanging out with us and we will 
see you in the next one. 

952
00:53:41,700 --> 00:53:43,500
Bye bye.