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This is Living Waters of Grace, 
the teaching ministry of Clark 

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Wofford, senior pastor of 
Calvary Chapel of Westmoreland, 

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County of Greensburg, PA. 
Now here's Pastor Clark as he 

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continues teaching through God's
Word. 

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Sometimes we read all these poor
people, they refuse to repent of

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their sin, they won't 
acknowledge the Creator, they 

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blasphemy of the Creator. 
And many times I look and I look

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at the image of the Church of 
Jesus Christ today and I say, do

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we look any different than those
who will have to face that 

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eternity of hell? 
Are we the kind of people that 

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are refusing to repent of our 
sins? 

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Are we walking around in self 
righteousness saying I have no 

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sin? 
Isn't it better to take a look 

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at ourselves before we point out
the fault of others? 

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Have you ever gone to point out 
to a friend the spinach in his 

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teeth only to have it pointed 
out that you had some toilet 

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paper on your shoe or something 
worse? 

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It's pretty embarrassing, right?
It is. 

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Message. 
Today, Pastor Clark expresses to

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you the importance of examining 
your own life. 

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Of course the world is going to 
act like, well, the world. 

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But what is your life like? 
What do you see when you look 

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into the mirror of God's Word? 
Now here's Pastor Clark, 

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beginning in the book of Exodus 
chapter 10. 

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He'll continue into Revelation 
16 on this edition of Living 

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Waters of Grace. 
It reminds us of what happened 

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in Exodus chapter 1021 and 22. 
The darkness was so thick, it 

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says that God extended that 
through the hands of Moses so 

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that the darkness would be felt.
Sometimes you've been in a 

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situation where you've just felt
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Maybe you felt the darkness of 
the evil 1, the oppression, the 

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attacks of the evil 1 I have. 
It is so thick, it is so dark. 

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It is so real. 
You almost feel you can touch 

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it. 
Or maybe you've been out in the 

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woods some night and the stars 
are overcast. 

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You can't see the the moon and 
and you're trying to find your 

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way in a path and it is so dark 
that you know you better not go 

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anywhere. 
You'll really get lost. 

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So you just stay in the place 
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It was such a thick darkness in 
Exodus. 

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It lasted for three days and it 
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people had not the ability to 
see one another, neither anyone 

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rose from the place that they 
were in. 

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It also says that they nod their
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the pain of the sores and the 
heat from the sun. 

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And it reminds us of what it 
says in Matthew 2530. 

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And he casts the unprofitable 
servant into outer darkness. 

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And there shall be weeping and 
gnashing of teeth. 

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This is a preview of hell. 
Hell is a literal place. 

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It is a place designed by God 
for the devil and his angels. 

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God never intended that man, his
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hell. 
But because of our own hardness,

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the own wickedness of our own 
hearts and our refusal to repent

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and submit to God, we we'll have
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If we don't have Christ, it's 
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Lord. 
And so he says in verse 11 that 

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they did not repent of their 
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I'd like to read something to 
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This is something that's just 
been on my conscience the last 

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couple weeks. 
It's from a devotional I've been

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looking at, and it says my 
brother and deem it all joy. 

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Whenever you fall into diverse 
temptations or trials, knowing 

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that the testing of your faith 
works out patience. 

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God has a purpose for trials and
adversity. 

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It's to cause us to be humbled 
and to be broken and to repent 

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and to turn toward him. 
With these words from his 

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general epistle, James, the 
brother of the Lord, reminds us 

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that the various afflictions we 
encounter in our daily lives can

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be of great benefit. 
And we know, as Paul reminds us,

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that those who love God, all 
things work together for good in

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Romans 828. 
Now listen to this and see if 

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this applies to you. 
I know it does to me. 

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The demands of today's secular, 
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society, where personal comfort 
and pleasure reign supreme, have

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often caused many, if not most 
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striving to live the Gospel of 
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Does that affect any of you 
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However, unlike Peter, who, 
having taken his eyes off of his

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Lord and having begun to sink 
into the sea, immediately cried 

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out to Jesus to save him, we 
seem to be either unaware of or 

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indifferent to the fact that we 
are focusing upon and sinking 

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within the toward sea of this 
temporal life. 

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And thus we become bait for the 
many demonic passions lurking 

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therein, seeking to devour our 
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This is why God and His 
limitless love for us will 

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permit us to experience various 
tribulations so that we will 

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wake up and cry out to him for 
help, so that we can again fix 

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the eyes of our souls upon Him. 
I believe we have to wake up in 

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these days. 
The church is dead everywhere, 

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the Church of Jesus Christ in 
these last days. 

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The Bible says there's a great 
falling away. 

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Men will be lovers of themselves
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And we're living in those days 
and we're fighting against those

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days, all of us, for our 
families, for our marriages, for

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our children. 
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prepared for the Supper, the 
apostle John who wrote the Book 

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of Revelation also says that if 
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deceive ourselves and the truth 
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So we're studying about all 
these poor people in the Book of

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Revelation today. 
Sometimes we read all these poor

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people. 
They refuse to repent of their 

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sin. 
They won't acknowledge the 

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Creator. 
They blasphemy the Creator. 

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And many times I look and I look
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Jesus Christ today and I say, do
we look any different than those

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who will have to face that 
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Are we the kind of people that 
are refusing to repent of our 

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sins? 
Are we walking around in self 

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righteousness saying I have no 
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sins, but I'm not judging my own
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It says if we hate, say that we 
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liar and His word is not in US. 
The purpose, one of the roles of

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the Holy Spirit, God, the Holy 
Spirit, is to convict you and me

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of sin. 
He does that perfectly well. 

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He makes it very clear to my 
conscience and yours whenever 

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we're behaving in an 
inappropriate way, when we're 

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thinking things we shouldn't, 
when we're doing things we know 

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we shouldn't. 
He makes it very clear about 

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where we're at in our lives in 
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First, Peter chapter 4 says for 
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to begin. 
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At the House of God. 
Now we're studying about the 

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judgment and revelation, right? 
Well, revelation hasn't 

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fulfilled yet in the sense of 
the prophetical vision of John 

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in the days ahead. 
It's going to come to pass, but 

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I have to live right now. 
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judgment and revelation, but I 
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that judgment has to 1st begin 
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God. 
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what will be the end of those 
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God? 
And that's what we read about in

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Revelation. 
What will be the end of those in

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that book who will not obey the 
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It says there will be 9 of 
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Now if the righteous 1 is 
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ungodly in the Sinner appear? 
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James tells us that we're to 
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draw near to you. 
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Repentance is turning away from 
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path of destruction and selfish 
and foolishness and delusion and

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turning to the Lord, drawing 
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And if I turn from my sin and 
repent and draw near to God, God

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doesn't run the other way. 
I'm the one that's running the 

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other way. 
Am I rebellious sin? 

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Right? 
I'm the one that's running away 

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from God. 
And I've been there and you've 

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been there. 
And we got loved ones that are 

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running from God. 
But whenever we come to our 

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senses like the prodigal, and we
turn and we know we want to go 

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to the House of the Father, we 
turn towards God and he runs 

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toward us. 
He comes to us and embraces US. 

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Draw near to God and He will 
draw near to you. 

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And as we're drawing near to 
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have, James says we're to 
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He says cleanse your hands, you 
sinners, and purify your hearts.

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You double minded. 
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going this way and going this 
way and going this way and going

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this way and going this way and 
going this way and we don't know

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which way we're going. 
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God's calling us. 
We know our conscience is 

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affected, but the sin in us, we 
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And we're going this way and, 
and, and we're like spiritual 

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schizophrenics where we have no 
rest, we have no peace because 

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we have this constant tension of
holiness in our own desire for 

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what we think we want and what's
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James also tells us that we're 
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to one another, and to pray for 
one another that you may be 

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healed. 
The sin causes siritual 

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sickness. 
It causes death. 

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You know, sometimes we know what
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physically I'll. 
We get flu shots to protect 

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ourselves from the flu. 
We get different inoculations. 

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We take vitamins to protect 
ourselves from disease and 

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illness. 
We try to eat properly so we 

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have the proper nutrition so 
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Not realizing, though, that 
that's all in vain if we're 

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living a life of habitual sin. 
Because no matter how many 

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inoculations you get and how 
many vaccinations you get, how 

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many flu shots you get, how many
vitamins you get intake and how 

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so you try to eat and work out, 
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You're going to die. 
You can't stop that. 

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You can't prevent it. 
You can't help yourself and you 

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can't help anybody else from the
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The wages of sin is death. 
And so he calls the church, he 

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calls Christians together and 
James that we get together and 

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we pray for one another and 
confess our sins to one another 

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that we might get the help that 
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There's nothing more tragic than
a church that listens to a 

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message and goes home and 
there's no confession, there's 

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no repentance, there's no 
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It's, it's, it's not even a 
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It's an institution, it's a 
business. 

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It's just, I don't know what you
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It's, it's nothing. 
It's dead. 

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And if we go out without 
repentance, if we go out without

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confession, if we go out without
praying for one another, we are 

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walking out sick and we are 
walking out dead. 

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James says sin causes spiritual 
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This past Wednesday we had a 
wonderful Bible study and I 

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encourage you if you can come on
Wednesday's, occasionally come. 

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It's different than Sunday's we,
we gather together and there's 

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different men that teach the 
word here that are gifted to 

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teach the word. 
And at the end, we, we, we this 

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last Wednesday, everybody came 
up and we we gathered together 

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and we asked if anybody was 
afflicted because Steve was 

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teaching us on the purpose of 
afflictions from Psalm 119 and 

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Job, we shared with our 
struggles and different people 

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stood up and crying out to God 
about what would they were they 

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were struggling with, whether it
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or whatever. 
And, and, and as they asked for 

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help, different people prayed 
for one another. 

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And what was wonderful was is 
the people prayed for one 

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another. 
The people were forgiven, the 

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burdens were lifted and they 
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One person told me today I said,
how you doing? 

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Because I knew Wendy was a rough
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She said to me today, I'm doing 
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The Lord works through 
repentance and through humility 

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and through prayer, and we got 
to get over our egos and our 

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pride, acting like we have it 
all together and we don't need 

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prayer. 
We all need prayer. 

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And I need prayer more than 
anybody because I'm the pastor 

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and I, God help me if I don't 
ask for prayer, if I don't get 

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prayer, I have nothing to give 
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If I don't humble myself before 
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spiritual sickness and how I 
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bring healing to my soul. 
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a healing move of God's Spirit. 
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ritual, the cup and the bread, 
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thing. 
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it is, Jesus said this is my 
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The apostle Paul said this is 
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If we take it examining 
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unworthy manner, then we're not 
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We're not going to be sick 
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We're going to have the strength
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Repentance transforms us from 
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purity and holiness. 
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study this morning the 
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way, being holy as he is holy. 
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having a propensity to be 
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holy. 
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no man shall see the Lord. 
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to prayer? 
I asked Jesus that came into my 

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heart and be my savior. 
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way. 
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not only his Savior, but his 
Lord will be terribly 

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disappointed at the judgment 
when he says to me, depart from 

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you cursed and I never knew you 
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I prayed a prayer. 
I asked you to come into my 

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heart and save me. 
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me Lord Lord and do not do the 
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He says, if you love me, you 
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Repentance is unending until we 
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Some people think, well, I just 
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I mean, once you come to know 
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you become very aware of your 
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your need of God's strength and 
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And so you are sensitive if 
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judge someone, or if you've been
critical, if you've been 

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lustful, you've been bitter, 
you've been angry, you've been 

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greedy. 
You can't disallow that, that 

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cesspool sin to circulate in 
your heart without being very, 

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very disturbed and bothered. 
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don't have peace until you 
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wrong. 
Forgive me and cleanse me. 

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And if you have to, you go make 
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you've hurt and offended. 
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and our hearts, they convict us 
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It's that we might take the 
medicine to repentance seriously

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and be restored to communion and
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First, John 19 tells us that we 
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unrighteousness if we confess 
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James 48 says cleanse your 
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your hearts. 
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repentance. 
I'm so grateful for repentance. 

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I don't know what I would do 
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I remember there was a time in 
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to repent. 
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I was under some bad teaching 
and I thought, well, I got saved

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and, and you know, I'm on my way
to heaven and this is good as it

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gets in. 
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offenses toward God. 
And I would live day in and day 

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out, week in and week out, month
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year out in delusion, living in 
perpetual sin, thinking I was OK

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and meanwhile having an unrest 
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impurity, knowing something was 
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But I'm with my brothers and 
sisters and all of us are in the

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same boat, trying to make each 
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trying to make each other feel 
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That it's a weakness in man's 
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pornography. 
It's a weakness in everyone's 

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heart. 
Sin is a sickness and it isn't 

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OK for men to be in pornography.
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brothers tell you they struggle 
with it doesn't mean that that's

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OK. 
Someone there has to be a 

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brother saying I used to 
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by the grace of God I don't 
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And this is what the Lord did 
for me. 

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This is how he changed my heart 
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Purity of heart. 
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says my help comes from the Lord
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The Lord is our helper. 
But we all are affected by this 

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law of sin. 
It exists within all of us. 

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If you're a Christian here 
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You still battle with sin in 
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And it's a law, it's a 
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one of us. 
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Jesus Christ, every one of us 
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Amen. 
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Christ, there would be no 
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And the word of God is what our 
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It's still within our hearts. 
That's why the psalmist said thy

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word have I hid in my heart that
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We don't memorize scripture to 
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knowledge of the Scripture. 
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no, no other reason, I pray This
is why you memorize it, so that 

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you are protected from sin. 
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to memorize it. 
Without the word of God, the 

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enemy will Vanquish and capture 
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And some of you today, I'm sure,
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enemy. 
You're being beat down. 

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You're struggling in your sin. 
You don't have the ability to 

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overcome it because you don't. 
It's been so long since you've 

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drawn near to God. 
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And it's been so long since 
you've drawn near to God, you've

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forgotten that if you draw near 
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And without the word of God, the
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He'll strip you of the divine 
weapons that God's given you. 

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He'll drag your life into a 
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of heartache, of bondage and 
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And as a pastor, that's what 
breaks my heart because I see 

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people that come and go here 
that refuse to repent and they 

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want to have life their own way 
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They think they can get away 
with it, but eventually their 

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life will tragically be 
destroyed by sorrow and 

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heartache. 
The heartache that they'll 

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receive themselves and the 
heartache that they're going to 

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cause other people because of 
their bondage to sin and the 

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destruction it has occurred in 
their life. 

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I think sometimes Cindy and I, 
we pray for loved ones and 

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people we care about, brothers 
and sisters and, and I and I'm 

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learning to be patient and gone 
upon God. 

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It might not be today that 
someone gets busted. 

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It might not be next week, next 
month, next year, but they'll 

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come a time when someone's going
to call you up and say I need 

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help. 
I got a bad medical report. 

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My wife left me, my kids on 
drugs, I lost my job. 

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I'm in the pits of despair and 
despondency. 

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I don't know which way to turn. 
There'll come a time of crushing

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and breaking by the mercy of God
that that person will then begin

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to say I'm waking up. 
There's got to be more to life. 

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I want to get my house in order 
because the consequences of my 

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life to this point, if I die 
today, I'm not real sure I would

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be with the Lord because of the 
way I've lived my life. 

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All the distressing events and 
consequences that are occurring 

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in this world today, in this 
human life, are the result of 

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one purpose, one reason, and 
that's sin. 

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When tragedy happens and 
adversity happens in people's 

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lives, what's the first thing 
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They complain. 
God, why? 

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They blasphemed, just like the 
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The sun's too hot, the sores are
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Why are you doing this? 
I hate you. 

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Why don't you just get out of my
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Why don't you leave me alone? 
Why don't you leave all of us 

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alone? 
Not understanding that the God 

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of creation created us to be in 
communion, to have a life of 

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peace and love and grace and joy
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Yet in the midst of these 
adversities of life, God will 

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work everything out for good for
those who love God and are 

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called according to His purpose.
I don't care what adversity you 

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have today, what trial, what 
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God promises everything will 
work for good to those who love 

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Him and are called according to 
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I think today as I look at this 
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does God find repentance in US 
today as He looks over this 

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congregation? 
Does he find repentance here 

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today? 
Have you said or do you say or 

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even as you're listening to this
message, are you saying I have 

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sinned against heaven and 
against you, Lord? 

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Do you hate the sin that's 
working to destroy your own 

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life? 
Are you getting to the point 

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that you hate sin? 
Because when you start hating 

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sin, you'll start to flee sin. 
When you start to hate sin as 

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God hates it, you'll begin to 
draw near to Him and draw away 

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from the sin. 
Are you willing to turn deeper 

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into the ways of God, forsaking 
the path that you might be on 

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now? 
There has to come a time in all 

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of our lives that we say 
enough's enough. 

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I've wasted too many days, too 
many hours, too much money, too 

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much heartache because I wanted 
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And now I want to turn to the 
Lord and forsake the foolish 

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path I'm on and go deeper in His
ways. 

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I've been a pastor now for 14 
years, and it's been 14 years 

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that I've decided by the grace 
of God, to walk in a path that 

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is deeper. 
But there was a time of my life 

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that I was asleep. 
I was not awake. 

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I thought I was OK. 
The nominal Christian life is 

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hey, show up for church once in 
a while, put a few bucks on your

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offering plate, say a few 
prayers, and then live your life

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the way you want. 
That's not what Christ came to 

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give us. 
He came to give us a vital, 

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intimate, deep relationship with
the living God, so that once you

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get a taste of that 
relationship, everything else is

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secondary, that you begin to lay
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night and you say, Lord, I want 
life, your life more than my 

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life. 
I want you, Lord, more than life

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itself. 
That's what his desire is for 

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all of us. 
In the Book of Revelation, 

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Pastor Clark is taking us 
through all kinds of events and 

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happenings that are predicted 
for the future, but for those 

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who believe and follow Jesus, 
there's much to look forward to 

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in heaven with Jesus. 
However, for those who are here 

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on earth during the Tribulation,
there's all kinds of chaos that 

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will unfold. 
The Bible talks about an 

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Antichrist, a false prophet, and
of course that evil enemy Satan.

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Do you see how there are such 
clever attempts for the enemy to

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disguise himself as God and even
the Trinity? 

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The true Savior of the world is 
God and how He comes to rescue 

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through his triune nature God 
the Father, Jesus the Son, and 

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God the Holy Spirit. 
Just like Satan tried to take 

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over for God in heaven and was 
cast out, Satan will try to 

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convince people on earth that he
is the triune God to be 

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worshipped instead of the 
legitimate God in heaven. 

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It's an attempt, and although he
will capture plenty in his 

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schemes, he will not win. 
The true God wins, and 

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Revelation unpacks how that will
all happen in detail. 

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Be encouraged because there's a 
way out for all of this madness 

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that will ensue on this earth. 
But you don't want to wait 

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indefinitely to make that 
decision about Jesus. 

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We don't know when the church 
will be raptured, and you want 

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to be ready to be with Jesus. 
To learn more about this, head 

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