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You're in therapy for 10 years 
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It's not working. 
What are you letting into your 

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home? 
What music are you listening to?

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Because you're opening a door 
for the enemy to speak 

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depressive songs over you. 
I've had pushback. 

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How dare you say that my anxiety
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because I've tried. 
I've tried, and I think that's 

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the problem. 
They're trying rather than 

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surrendering. 
We need a generation that needs 

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to renew their mind rather than 
study their mind. 

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Fill the presence of God with 
crystals or with stones or my 

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astrology. 
It makes sense to me. 

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I want to tell you, you can't 
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manifestation. 
That's right. 

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You cannot just throw a 
Christian name on yoga. 

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We've got. 
A generation that has not been 

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taught that so they've gone to 
man made solutions. 

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Welcome to the least of your 
podcast. 

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I am so excited about today's 
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We are going to be talking about
the Holy Spirit, the counselor, 

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the one that is our guide, the 
one that is our comfort, the one

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that is leading us. 
And before I even dive into 

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that, I want to thank the people
that make this podcast possible.

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We are so thrilled. 
We just hit 250,000 subscribers.

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Thank you for being part of this
community. 

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And we are just going to dive 
right into this. 

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Alex, you have written a book, 
The Divine Counselor. 

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You and I both know people are 
going to therapy, they're going 

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to counselors, they're studying 
themselves, and there has never 

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been a greater need for divine 
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Tell me about your experience 
and your hope for this book, The

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Divine Counselor. 
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write this book for a very long 
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It's been our message. 
It's been everything since I was

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a young girl because I had such 
a profound experience as a 

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little girl. 
And you can't question when an 

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11 year old gets baptized in the
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And can you explain that? 
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people out there like what? 
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the baptism of the Holy Spirit. 
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I invited Jesus to be my savior 
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and she would go through the 
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Monday night at my home, which 
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And she was like discipleship. 
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Spirit because I said, how do 
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And she said, well, you've, I 
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was through Holy Spirit because 
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And I was like, I heard the Holy
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And so she began to talk to me 
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So I was like, I want more of 
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And then she talked to me about 
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Spirit because it gives you 
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righteously. 
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that. 
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and feeling the weight of sin 
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So I knew it was real because I 
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SE at the I was 11. 
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is so real because we're all 
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So I felt the love of Jesus that
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so hungry for another encounter 
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little Italian evangelical 
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preaching about this, but I was 
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the altar at the end of service.
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me, but I just raised my hands 
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with the Holy Spirit. 
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like it was yesterday. 
I felt an immersive experience. 

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I felt like I was being washed 
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to cry and my prayer language 
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No one laid hands on me, no. 
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a thing as a prayer language? 
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used to pray and I thought it 
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You know, when I was a young 
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fun of my mom, be like when she 
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would make up these words. 
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praying to God, but I didn't 
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capacity. 
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can't explain it, but again, 
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the feeling of being empowered, 
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was different to my salvation 
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it about you? 
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confession because I had the 
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banned. 
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Banned. 
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I said, Father liberacy, I don't
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because I've already, you know, 
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Christ is my mediator. 
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called in. 
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beautiful nun as a teacher. 
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mom, she says, I can't help but 
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And my mom was able to share 
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baptized, it wasn't just about 
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power. 
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I was having words of knowledge 
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about it at church. 
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that's been neglected in the 
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for us to overcome life's 
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It helps us overcome the the the
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especially now. 
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is because we are inundated with
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brokenness. 
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person of the Holy Spirit. 
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So Alex, you mentioned that 
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people to experience the Holy 
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They come in, they come out, 
they're rushing, they're getting

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their kids. 
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that at the Boeing and Co? 
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got to be in the minister's 
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you'll see the overflow of. 
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up there and use the language 
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meetings where they say the Holy
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sense Him or feel because just 
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So there is so much that goes on
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team, Pastor Henry and I that so
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already know where got what God 
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We leave space in the worship. 
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everything, but we prepare for 
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those quiet moments. 
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moments. 
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sense the Holy Spirit needs to 
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Our team know that they work 
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And that's a lost art. 
It just doesn't happen in a lot 

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of places because I believe 
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the Word, but doers of the Word.
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that moment and you've heard a 
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it is a now word that resonates 
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forget about it. 
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then you've got the kids and 
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but right there and then you're 
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So that's the time to minister. 
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he didn't wait next week. 
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yourself. 
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we're so understanding of the 
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a good word. 
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Holy Spirit. 
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listening, make room in your 
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an overflow to minister and have
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people want it, they desire it, 
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that at 11. 
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unusual. 
Is it a junior Holy Spirit or is

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it the full Holy Spirit? 
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Say in our church we have a 
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ministry is so full of the power
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There is no junior Holy Spirit, 
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all spirit beings. 
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determine our age group. 
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Therefore, he can speak to a 
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hear it. 
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the same way. 
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My daughter was the same at 11. 

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She was just sitting on the 
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Our children's ministry, kids 
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hands on the sick. 
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little deaf boy in our ministry 
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great authority. 
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they got delivered, Taylor with 
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who had been exposed to Slender 
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going around school that was 
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and just hateful. 
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friend's house, had night 
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And that is explained in the 
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And so this isn't just for 
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lot of children right now full 
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And you can see your children 
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Yeah, and they need the gift of 
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brings right now, because 
there's so much stuff slipping 

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in through Children's Games. 
And I'm pretty sure Sophia, my 

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granddaughter at 11, got filled 
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She did. 
She did. 

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Sure. 
That was that was a powerful 

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thing. 
What we model, our children 

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listening to this and saying, 
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God would do that for you 
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ministry. 
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It it just as it was for that 11

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year old girl. 
It is for everybody. 

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counselor, but I've also heard 
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And if there was ever a need for
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And you know, one of the things 
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difference between being a bully
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The Holy Spirit will never cause
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cause you to be speak the word 
of God with all boldness because

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that would require boldness for 
a young girl to say to a priest.

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I, I, Jesus is my mediator. 
I don't need to go to mandatory 

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confession anymore. 
And so here's somebody out there

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and they're, they're feeling 
this, you know, I want to share 

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a story that I recently went to 
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And there was this beautiful 
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just tell was different. 
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Jonathan Romy, you know, who 
stars in the chosen and he was 

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praying in the Holy Spirit over 
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And I was like, whoa, whoa, he's
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Holy Spirit. 
And you know, when, when a lot 

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of people were like, what, what 
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the, the, the languages of 
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but then we have the languages 
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language. 
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experience and he told me that 
he had needed a physical healing

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and somebody had given him a 
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listening to this physical 
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beautiful. 
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started to move and talking 
about the infilling of the Holy 

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Spirit speaking in tongues. 
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let's pray, he found himself 
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the cassette tape. 
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reacting to this this way? 
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nothing wrong with praying. 
If it is nothing, then why am I 

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reacting? 
And so he said he was like, I 

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step back and said, God, I, I 
believe I, you know, I'm clean 

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before you. 
I've confessed any sin. 

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I I'm standing before you 
humble. 

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If this is a gift you want from 
me, I want it. 

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And he was instantly filled with
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Aramaic, fluent in Aramaic 
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And so this and again, you might
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as a minister. 
No, this is a gift available for

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everyone, every believer in 
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And and going back to one more 
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woman that was teaching at the 
foundational things told you'd 

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already heard the Holy Spirit, 
because I did have a one of my 

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reform friends asked me, you 
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the Holy Spirit? 
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And they said, no, are you 
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Do you speak in tongues? 
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again without the involvement of
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So, Alex, why? 
Why is it so neglected in the 

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body of Christ? 
I think people fear, and I think

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it there's been a bad 
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manifestation of the Holy 
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I think what people have seen is
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flesh response to it. 
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when there's a deficit in a 
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overcompensate. 
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happens, it's not of the spirit 
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But every one of us are wired to
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We are made by the Spirit of God
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lungs is God's spirit, which 
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body, mind, soul and spirit. 
When you connect to the real 

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Spirit of God, it feels like 
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But when you have like that anti
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It feels, you know, like you're 
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But I've never met anyone that 
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You know, we, we're a 
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We've grown up in a charismatic 
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No, it was more of a 
evangelical. 

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Yes, very much. 
But when I saw people that would

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walk into our church for the 
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resonate, saying, I don't 
understand this, but I feel 

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drawn to it because when it's 
the real Holy Spirit, it 

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actually awakens something 
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And I think the church, the Big 
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disservice in misrepresenting 
that portion, which is so odd to

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me because Jesus said it's 
imperative that I go so that you

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will have the counselor, the 
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guide. 
It would be like Jesus walking 

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with us like he did with the 
disciples. 

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But we have the Spirit of Christ
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us. 
So at salvation, like you said, 

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we receive the Holy Spirit. 
But why then did he say to the 

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disciples, don't leave Jerusalem
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power, endued with power? 
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Because he knew that they could 
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the boldness and the power that 
Jesus carried when the Holy 

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Spirit came upon him at baptism.
And so it's powerful. 

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You would see the disciples even
asking the people, have you 

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received since you believed? 
And they'd be like, wait, what 

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is this gift? 
And then they would lay hands or

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they would pray with them and 
the infilling of the Holy 

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Spirit. 
We know this incredible moment 

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that defined the church that 
we're part of was when we see 

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the Holy Spirit poured out on 
the Gentiles, which they knew 

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from, you know, hey, this is the
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It was poured out on the Jewish 
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sudden it has jumped the 
barriers and it has been poured 

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out on the Gentile believers. 
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about this person that has had 
scary experiences, has had, you 

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know, the weird things or 
they've seen, they've sensed the

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Holy Spirit, but then they've 
seen what you're talking about 

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it out of order or the weirdness
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But, but they know, they know 
there's got to be something more

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and they're sitting at home. 
Your book is going to walk them 

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through that journey to be able 
to actually include the divine 

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counselor. 
But how are they going to know? 

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And this is the question I know 
you get. 

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I get whether it's the Holy 
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Their voice. 
Yeah. 

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The enemy's voice. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah. 
What? 

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Yeah. 
What? 

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Talk about that. 
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All I feel like we need to get 
into his word because his voice 

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sounds like his word, yes. 
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there's confusion, it's when we 
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Now, that doesn't mean you need 
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Scripture, right? 
But you will understand his word

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a lot more if you're reading his
word. 

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And when he speaks, he speaks 
through impressions. 

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You know, in your heart, in your
thoughts, but you can often know

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if it's a negative thought, if 
it's a condemning thought, if 

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it's a judgmental thought, if it
makes you feel less than. 

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That's not the voice of God. 
That's the accuser of the 

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brethren, that's the enemy's 
voice. 

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Then we do have our own 
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We're thinking about a certain 
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the fruit of that thought. 
Where does it lead you? 

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Does it lead to fruitfulness or 
does it lead to destruction? 

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And often it could be a simple 
impression. 

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And we just learnt, have to 
learn to act on those things, 

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like believe them, journal them.
Man, I as I was praying, that 

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thought came into me that I 
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it was an encouragement to me. 
I'm going to write that down. 

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And so you learn to develop the 
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He's speaking all the time. 
He speaks through billboards 

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sometimes he speaks through 
other people. 

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He speaks through circumstances 
in life. 

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We've just got to learn to tune 
our ear to go. 

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Are you speaking? 
And I can guarantee you if you 

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put position yourself to say, 
Lord, would you speak? 

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I'm listening. 
He is going to speak to you. 

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But you can know if it's 
negative, destructive, throw it 

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out. 
If it's just neutral, it's your 

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thoughts. 
But if it's positive, if it 

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breathes life into you, if it's 
something you've never thought 

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of but it actually resonates, 
like man, that was a good 

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thought. 
Write it down and start to 

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learn. 
Maybe he doesn't do this with 

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you, but I even get corrective, 
not condemnation, but 

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corrective. 
Yeah, so. 

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He does that with me a lot. 
I get, I get the corrective on a

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on a regular basis. 
So, all right, so now how does 

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somebody, because again, we've 
been living in a massive 

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distraction disturbance time 
period in the last five years, 

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there's just been constant 
inundation of information, 

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overwhelming. 
Now we've got somebody who says 

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I've, I've lost sensitivity to 
the Spirit of God. 

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I at once used to hear his voice
and now I don't. 

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And there's a number of of 
blockages that I want you to 

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address. 
You talk about them in in your 

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messages. 
And you know, Alex and I again, 

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she's Italian, I'm Sicilian, but
we've known each other. 

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I was trying to think probably 
since 2009. 

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I was thinking it's it's been a 
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And we met in Australia and you 
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vibrant church back then and 
then got open some incredible 

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doors for you and Henry to come.
You came to the US. 

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You really prayed into what 
you're supposed to do. 

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You had you had to have the 
council because you looked at 

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California and to be worship 
pastors. 

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Then you really felt like God 
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want you to come to Nashville. 
And then when you got to 

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Nashville, I remember our past 
intersected again and you were 

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like, look, there is a church on
every single corner, Lisa. 

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But again, feeling this famine 
of the Holy Spirit, this famine 

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of the presence of God, this 
famine of not just the presence,

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but a calling to holiness. 
I remember you saying and and 

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again you were like, we've got a
lot of performers who are living

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double lives because people are 
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not OK with calling them to 
purity. 

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And you really sensed the 
belonging and it began as a 

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Bible study that you never 
really intended to become a 

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church. 
And then it exploded met on 

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Tuesday nights. 
I had the privilege of coming to

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it in its early days and seeing 
that the presence of God and and

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strong messages, strong messages
of holiness and Holy Spirit and 

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prayer. 
And now that because I'm trying 

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to think when did you first 
start the belonging where you 

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guys were meeting at Rocket 
Town? 

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And now you of course have your 
own building, but two. 1014 is 

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when we went out of the home and
have been there for 12 years. 

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Yeah, so for 12 years and and 
you know, if if you don't know 

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about Pastor Alex and Pastor 
Henry Sealy, they pastor the 

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Belonging Cove, but they also 
have amazing, amazing spirit LED

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anointed worship that's come out
of the house because the Holy 

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Spirit is always going to lead 
people into the worship of 

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Jesus. 
So the Holy Spirit will always 

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point to Jesus, which would be 
another key thing that if it is 

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not, if it's pointing to you or 
platform or whatever you, it's 

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going to always Holy Spirit is 
always going to glorify Jesus. 

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Let's go back a little bit to 
the the therapeutic generation 

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that we live in right now. 
What would you say to somebody 

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because again, it's not healthy,
the environment we're in? 

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No, well, it's not working. 
No, you know, I just met a girl 

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in New Zealand and she said, you
know, I've been in therapy for 

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12 years. 
She's self harming. 

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She is very, very, very 
depressed and riddled with 

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anxiety. 
And we were able to pray with 

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her and she got deliverance. 
And that's a that's a word we 

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don't really listen to or 
understand very much. 

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But I'm very much about the the 
anointing of Jesus breaks yokes.

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And he said that in Isaiah 61 
was prophesied over him. 

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The Spirit of the Lord has 
anointed me to release captives 

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and prisoners to preach the 
gospel and the good news. 

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And he said that after he came 
out of the waters of baptism, he

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opened the scrolls and basically
said, I'm the fulfilment of this

451
00:25:19,120 --> 00:25:23,160
message. 
His whole anointing is to break 

452
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:25,960
yokes. 
And the yoke of depression, the 

453
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:30,760
yoke of anxiety, the yoke of 
these strongholds that really 

454
00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:34,360
take hold of our lives can be 
broken because of the blood of 

455
00:25:34,360 --> 00:25:36,800
Jesus through the power of the 
Holy Spirit. 

456
00:25:37,360 --> 00:25:40,760
So the same spirit that raised 
Christ from the dead lives in 

457
00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:43,520
us. 
Therefore we can access that 

458
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:48,000
power to break every stronghold.
But we've got a generation that 

459
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,640
has not been taught that. 
So they've gone to man made 

460
00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:54,840
solutions, they've gone to 
therapy, which I'm not opposed 

461
00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:58,520
to therapy, but if you're in 
therapy for 10 years and you're 

462
00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:02,800
not changing, it's not working. 
If you're on medication for 

463
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:06,000
decades and nothing's changing, 
it's not working. 

464
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:10,640
So we have to look at the 
overall majority and say, OK, 

465
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:14,040
these things are helpful tools, 
but are they the cure? 

466
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:18,120
No, I believe only Jesus Christ 
is the cure through the person 

467
00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:20,200
and the power of the Holy 
Spirit. 

468
00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:23,480
So we've got to learn to tap 
into knowing him and 

469
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:27,120
understanding it is for freedom 
that Christ came to set us free,

470
00:26:27,120 --> 00:26:30,400
Galatians 51 says. 
So why are we going back to yoke

471
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:33,760
of bondages to? 
No longer to be slaved and 

472
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,760
entangled again with the yoke of
slavery. 

473
00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,880
Exactly, and that's what I 
believe mental health is right 

474
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:40,720
now. 
It's a yoke of slavery, slave. 

475
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:42,720
And it's I mean, it's what 
you're saying it's not working. 

476
00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:45,040
It's not. 
And I mean, even you talk to 

477
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,600
psychoanalysts, psychologists 
like Jordan Peterson, they say 

478
00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:53,800
this therapy is not working. 
You know, I, I love that you 

479
00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:58,480
brought up like again, we need a
generation that needs to renew 

480
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:00,440
their mind rather than study 
their mind. 

481
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,760
And, and, and I think that's 
what's happening. 

482
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,760
They're studying, Yep, they're 
studying their past. 

483
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:08,560
They're studying their pain. 
They're studying. 

484
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,360
Oh, wow. 
OK, yeah, that was that moment. 

485
00:27:12,360 --> 00:27:14,880
And now I'm triggered because of
this moment. 

486
00:27:15,120 --> 00:27:17,880
And you know, and again, I'm not
trying to mock. 

487
00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:21,280
I'm not trying to mock. 
But as somebody and you and I 

488
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:24,320
both have had, we haven't had 
perfect pass. 

489
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:30,000
Yeah, I know I came from 
emotionally and physically 

490
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:36,560
abusive parenting. 
And I could have said, well, I 

491
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:41,840
am forever entangled in that. 
But when you renew your mind, 

492
00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:45,800
you don't look at yourself. 
And I and Alex, I remember there

493
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:50,680
was a moment where I, I think I 
had just had my second child and

494
00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:53,280
you know, I, you know, probably 
wasn't postpartum depression, 

495
00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:56,280
but we weren't, we weren't given
that as an option, you know, 

496
00:27:56,360 --> 00:27:58,720
like we weren't, we weren't 
told, oh, you could have 

497
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:00,560
depression. 
So I probably got, you know, was

498
00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:03,160
that and I was very 
introspective. 

499
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:07,960
And I remember thinking my, I 
was laying in my bed and I 

500
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:11,640
thought my heart is a brood of 
Vipers. 

501
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:17,040
I just remember like I was like,
there's just so much negativity 

502
00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:23,160
in my heart and judgement and, 
and anger and you know, and I 

503
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:26,960
just remember I was like, God, 
it's just a brood of Vipers. 

504
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:31,240
And I don't know, I was 
overwhelmed by my own thoughts. 

505
00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:37,120
I was overwhelmed by my patterns
that I had inherited and 

506
00:28:37,440 --> 00:28:42,720
reinforced in my own life. 
And all the sudden I remember I 

507
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:46,840
called a spiritual father and I 
said, I am a brood of Vipers. 

508
00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:51,320
I mean, it was like, wait a 
minute, you are searching your 

509
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:57,320
mind by the light of your 
understanding, not the light of 

510
00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,120
God's word. 
And he said it is the word of 

511
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:02,720
God that renews our mind. 
He said, you're going to the 

512
00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:06,040
darkness of your own mind. 
And I do feel like that is the 

513
00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:09,880
mistake, you know, And and then 
again, this is going to make 

514
00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:11,440
some of you mad, but I'm just 
going to say it. 

515
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:13,760
Not everybody is a life coach. 
That's right. 

516
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:18,160
Not everybody is a life coach. 
Everybody has the right to 

517
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:21,720
actually speak into your life. 
And you need to be very, very 

518
00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:24,160
careful. 
I mean, God is offering us 

519
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:28,520
divine counsel and a living 
word. 

520
00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:32,200
And he's like, again, your 
divine counselor, that voice of 

521
00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:35,480
the Holy Spirit. 
You have the, the policing and 

522
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:38,400
the parameters of God's word, 
like is this God? 

523
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:42,360
But you have to read the word 
and then the word will actually 

524
00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:46,360
speak to you because it's alive.
And and then you have this 

525
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:49,200
beautiful framework. 
And we're we're not saying we're

526
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:52,920
against medicine, but what we're
saying is it's covering up 

527
00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:53,840
something. 
That's right. 

528
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,800
It's not a good long term 
solution. 

529
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:57,640
That's right. 
Yeah. 

530
00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:01,400
Yeah, I think it's a reset for 
some people, but I think we're 

531
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:06,600
prescribing too much too soon. 
And I think if we were to able 

532
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:09,880
able to have people who were 
spirit filled counselors who 

533
00:30:09,880 --> 00:30:12,200
people who led you back to 
Jesus. 

534
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,800
And in fact, in that book, I've 
got several testimonies where I 

535
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,680
call it the proof is in the 
pudding because everything I'm 

536
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:23,480
talking about of what to do when
you're in a crisis of of your 

537
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:28,600
emotions and your trauma, how 
does Jesus get in the center of 

538
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:29,720
it? 
It's not denying it. 

539
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:32,080
It's not pushing it away. 
It's actually allowing him to 

540
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:34,440
come with you on the journey to 
healing. 

541
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:38,160
And we have to get used to 
leaning into pain because the 

542
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:42,560
one who suffered the most pain 
understands and he takes us 

543
00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:44,480
through to the other side of 
healing. 

544
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:48,280
But we want to numb the pain, we
want a quick fix, we want a 

545
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:52,000
short term solution. 
And that's not going to fly. 

546
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:55,960
And I think that's the fear for 
me is I'm seeing so many people 

547
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:59,840
bound and locked up to the point
where because of those drugs, 

548
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:03,280
they're not even sensing the 
presence of God because. 

549
00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:06,080
Dumbs it. 
Dowels it down, you know. 

550
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:11,560
And numbing is OK, like you get 
numbed for surgery. 

551
00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:14,360
Yes, but there comes a point. 
You've got to come out. 

552
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:17,720
You've got to come out because 
actually, if you, if you don't 

553
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:21,880
come out, like I remember when I
broke my nose surfing, I came 

554
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:25,600
out of the surgery and the and 
the doctor had, I guess dusted 

555
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,200
my nose with cocaine, so I had 
no pain. 

556
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,800
I was like, so happy. 
I told John, I'm so glad I 

557
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:33,480
didn't try that before I became 
a Christian. 

558
00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:36,600
I was like, that was amazing. 
They're like, what's your level 

559
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:38,760
of pain? 
I said 00. 

560
00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:41,760
I felt great. 
And then the next day I called 

561
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,960
the doctor and I was like, I was
wrong. 

562
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,560
I need pain pills. 
And he said, no, now I actually 

563
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:50,280
need you to feel it. 
Yeah, so that you heal. 

564
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:55,120
And he said because if I numb 
you, you will do things that 

565
00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:57,560
will actually injure you 
further. 

566
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:01,240
And he said I need you to to 
feel this pain. 

567
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:03,680
And I think it's exactly what 
you're saying is there. 

568
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:07,560
There comes a time where pain is
an indicator. 

569
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:11,400
It is not something to always be
avoided. 

570
00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:16,360
So all right, so now I kind of, 
I kind of hijacked your ability 

571
00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:19,160
to talk about what are the 
things that dull. 

572
00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:21,960
We, we have talked about this 
well, but what are some of the 

573
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:25,920
other things that you're seeing 
in the church that have dulled 

574
00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:29,760
the to be honest with you, I 
mean, it's you and I both know 

575
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,680
the Holy Spirit is always 
wanting to speak. 

576
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:34,080
He is. 
Always willing to speak. 

577
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:38,480
You know, John always refers to 
it as it's like a radio station 

578
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:39,800
is always broadcasting. 
Oh, yeah. 

579
00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:43,480
Whether you turn on the radio or
not, It's, it's it's not, it 

580
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:46,120
doesn't start broadcasting the 
moment you turn on the radio. 

581
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:49,480
It's always broadcasting. 
So it's, it's not the Holy 

582
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:53,440
Spirit is unwilling to speak. 
It's just that we're unwilling 

583
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:57,440
to engage. 
So So what are some things that 

584
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,040
Causeway A disengagement and 
then how can people reengage? 

585
00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:03,680
Yeah, I think honestly, people, 
there are people that want to 

586
00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:08,000
blame and therefore divert 
responsibility. 

587
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,880
And therefore because, you know,
taking responsibility means 

588
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:14,080
you've got to sit in the posture
to listen and be corrected. 

589
00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:15,840
Like you said before, there is 
that. 

590
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:19,240
I don't think people are wanting
to sit long enough to be 

591
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:21,360
corrected. 
I think they just want to be 

592
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:25,640
stroked and told they're there. 
It's all very bad rather than I 

593
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:29,280
know this happened to you, but 
let me take you through it. 

594
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:33,320
I think we fear. 
I think we're in environments 

595
00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:37,400
where I love that you use the 
word famine, that there is a 

596
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,760
barrenness of the presence of 
God. 

597
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:43,040
So we're hearing good talks. 
Of the best. 

598
00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:46,600
But there's no power or 
authority behind it. 

599
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:49,800
And then we're not given the 
space to be ministered to. 

600
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,840
And this is in the church. 
It's a good talk. 

601
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:55,800
And then on your way, whereas 
I'm a big believer of 

602
00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:58,960
positioning yourself, you know, 
the Holy Spirit moves where he's

603
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:02,000
wanted, moves where he's 
invited. 

604
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:05,200
And so to have that 
acknowledgement even when you 

605
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:08,760
read the Word, my prayer, every 
time I open the Scripture is 

606
00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:11,520
Holy Spirit. 
Would you illuminate what I need

607
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:15,719
you to speak to me about today? 
So I'm in a position to say I'm 

608
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,280
a student. 
Will you speak when I'm at 

609
00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:21,080
church? 
I'm not going in what have they 

610
00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:23,560
got for me today? 
I'm not going in familiar. 

611
00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:26,600
I'm going in hungry saying I 
mean, I've been in church 

612
00:34:26,600 --> 00:34:29,080
services since I was born. 
I'm 53 years of age. 

613
00:34:29,199 --> 00:34:33,000
I you know, I've heard a lot, 
but I never treat the word of 

614
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:36,159
God being preached by anybody 
with familiarity. 

615
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:38,400
So I again, I'm positioning 
myself. 

616
00:34:38,639 --> 00:34:41,199
I could learn something that 
will change me today, even if 

617
00:34:41,199 --> 00:34:43,560
it's one line, one scripture, 
one thought. 

618
00:34:45,159 --> 00:34:47,480
I think we have to humble 
ourselves. 

619
00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:49,320
I think that's a really big one 
too. 

620
00:34:49,679 --> 00:34:52,239
Not to be the experts, to think,
well, I know better. 

621
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:54,520
You know, every time I've spoken
on this topic, I've had 

622
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:57,760
pushback. 
How dare you say that my anxiety

623
00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:01,080
and my depression can be healed 
because I've tried. 

624
00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:02,920
I've tried. 
And I think that's the problem. 

625
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:05,960
They're trying rather than 
surrendering. 

626
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:09,520
And I think there's many, many 
areas where we have to surrender

627
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:11,840
our will. 
We have to position ourselves to

628
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:13,880
listen. 
We have to stand to be 

629
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:15,800
corrected. 
It's OK, OK to be corrected 

630
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:20,320
because God disciplines those He
loves and cares for and we have 

631
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:23,960
to not fear the fact that He's 
going to scold us because He's 

632
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:27,080
not a mean God. 
Well, and it's shocking to me 

633
00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:30,000
that people, and again, I 
understand disappointment, I 

634
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:33,080
understand frustration. 
I understand trying and, you 

635
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:36,560
know, asking God to heal and not
getting healed and then getting 

636
00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:39,040
mad when people say there's 
still freedom available. 

637
00:35:39,240 --> 00:35:44,360
But wouldn't it be better to 
believe that there is freedom? 

638
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:49,920
I I know for me Alex, when I was
again a young mother and I was I

639
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:54,120
just had I believe I just had 
Nope, I had not heard Ally well 

640
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:57,320
anyway, I was young mother and I
was crying out to God set me 

641
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:01,520
free, set me free, set me free 
and he answered back, What do 

642
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:05,440
you think I've left undone? 
I gave the life of my son 

643
00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,920
completely that you might be 
completely free. 

644
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:12,760
But Lisa, you pick and you 
choose, you know, and again, 

645
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:17,400
that whole Galatians, it is for 
freedom, not for ministry. 

646
00:36:18,120 --> 00:36:23,240
It is for freedom that Christ 
has set us free and God sets us 

647
00:36:23,240 --> 00:36:26,680
free so that we can be His. 
He wants us to be totally his. 

648
00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:30,960
It's not because he wants to use
us in some way, but it is for 

649
00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:33,280
freedom that Christ has set us 
free. 

650
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:38,160
Now there is there is the area 
and I do think that this has 

651
00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:41,200
come in. 
I know I've been talking about 

652
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:47,720
this quite a bit, and people do 
get upset of compromises that we

653
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:54,200
have unwittedly, perhaps even in
our home, invited things that 

654
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:58,200
grieve the Holy Spirit. 
Can you speak about that? 

655
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:02,440
Yeah, We, you think about it, 
like to have the Holy Spirit in 

656
00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:06,440
you means we have the fruit of 
the Spirit, Lovejoy, peace, 

657
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:09,440
patience, kindness, goodness, 
faithfulness, self-control, all 

658
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:12,960
of these things. 
If we're not exercising that, 

659
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,840
that then doesn't take place. 
So then when you look at 

660
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:20,400
people's homes, what are you 
letting into your home? 

661
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:23,680
What music are you listening to?
Because you're opening a door 

662
00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:27,120
for the enemy to speak 
depressive songs over you. 

663
00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:31,040
Or sexualized. 
Or sexualized songs, movies, 

664
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:37,320
horror, pervertedness, all of 
these things open doors that 

665
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:40,760
actually we're we are spirit 
beings. 

666
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:43,840
Therefore we're open to receive.
And we were just talking about 

667
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,760
this the other day. 
Crystals that people, even 

668
00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:53,240
Christians using crystals going 
to horoscopes, going to these 

669
00:37:53,240 --> 00:37:57,120
things that we want in the 
immediate I want to get you're 

670
00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:01,240
opening the door for the enemy 
to wreak havoc in your life 

671
00:38:01,240 --> 00:38:04,720
because it is not centered in 
Christ and anything that is not 

672
00:38:04,720 --> 00:38:06,640
centered in Christ is 
Antichrist. 

673
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:11,720
So you're opening yourself up to
be messed with by oppressive 

674
00:38:11,720 --> 00:38:14,560
spirits, spirit of fear that 
comes in. 

675
00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:17,240
It takes a stronghold. 
So we're doing a lot of things 

676
00:38:17,240 --> 00:38:19,680
at home, even unwillingly. 
What are you letting your 

677
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:20,600
children want? 
Watch. 

678
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:22,840
What are you? 
How are you talking to one 

679
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:25,400
another? 
Are you just living in your 

680
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:28,120
flesh where you react instead of
respond? 

681
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:31,920
Are you learning how to love one
another, prefer one another? 

682
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:35,560
All of these things matter. 
What are you speaking over your 

683
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:36,680
life? 
What are you declaring? 

684
00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:39,880
I am my condition. 
We're making things, our 

685
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:42,120
identity. 
I have, I have. 

686
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:46,680
And so we're opening ourselves 
to so much that them the enemy. 

687
00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:48,440
We have to realise we live in a 
spiritual world. 

688
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:53,160
We're making agreements with 
things that are ungodly, that 

689
00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:57,600
then become belief systems that 
then we act out and then become 

690
00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,200
strongholds. 
And then we wonder why we're 

691
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:00,200
bound. 
Right. 

692
00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:02,800
No, 100%. 
And I don't think people 

693
00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:04,840
understand. 
And I've, you know, they'll 

694
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,080
think it's legalism, but it's 
not legalism because there's a 

695
00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:09,560
big difference. 
We're not talking about 

696
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:11,400
salvation. 
We're not talking about you 

697
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:15,480
losing your salvation, but we 
are talking about you losing 

698
00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:18,960
your authority in the spirit. 
We are talking about you losing 

699
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:22,240
an awareness of the Holy 
Spirit's prompting to where you 

700
00:39:22,240 --> 00:39:24,600
don't hear his voice. 
We are talking about 

701
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:27,200
unforgiveness. 
Well, like I've had, we've seen 

702
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:30,080
so many people that ask for the 
infilling of the Holy Spirit. 

703
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:32,800
Now they've already of course 
experienced the Holy Spirit 

704
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:36,320
through salvation, but ask for 
the infilling of the Holy Spirit

705
00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:40,720
speaking in tongues who cannot 
get filled with unforgiveness in

706
00:39:40,720 --> 00:39:43,880
their heart. 
And so unforgiveness, offense, 

707
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:47,760
these kind of things, they, they
come in as barriers. 

708
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:52,000
And why would you want an excuse
to live unholy? 

709
00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:55,480
That's why would you want that? 
And, and you know, when we talk 

710
00:39:55,480 --> 00:40:01,200
about the Holy Spirit, this is, 
this is a manifestation of a 

711
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:03,800
holy God. 
And you know, it's interesting 

712
00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:05,720
to me and I'd love you to weigh 
in on this. 

713
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:09,680
Like when you describe the word 
holy what? 

714
00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:13,640
How do you set that up? 
Yeah, well, holy means to be set

715
00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:18,920
apart, different and and and 
useful for something specific 

716
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:22,640
and intentional, full of purpose
to be holy. 

717
00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:25,120
I think we can look at that word
and go, oh, that means we're 

718
00:40:25,200 --> 00:40:28,080
self-righteous and we're. 
No, no, no, no, no. 

719
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:31,200
It means you don't want to break
the heart of God because he is 

720
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:35,800
holy and anything that isn't 
holy he doesn't want part of. 

721
00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:38,920
So I don't want to be apart from
my father. 

722
00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:41,280
So I want to live. 
Now does that mean I live a 

723
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:44,600
perfect life? 
No, but I'm doing everything 

724
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:47,800
that I can with the power of the
Holy Spirit. 

725
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,440
I think I remember John 
articulating it is, you know, to

726
00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:55,160
be grace empowers us to live 
righteously. 

727
00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:58,440
And so it's the grace of God 
through the power of the Holy 

728
00:40:58,440 --> 00:41:01,000
Spirit that enables us to be 
holy. 

729
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:03,600
It's not. 
I have to muster up holiness. 

730
00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:05,800
I have to be holy. 
Legalism. 

731
00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:07,520
Yeah, that's legalism. 
No. 

732
00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:08,960
And then? 
Again, that's that's the 

733
00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:10,960
Pharisee, that's the 
Pharisitical spirit. 

734
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,120
And totally. 
And then they become proud and 

735
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:16,560
arrogant and judgmental. 
But holy is a humility. 

736
00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:20,440
Holy is I can't do this without 
you, Lord, but I don't want to 

737
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:24,240
break your heart. 
And so I think the endeavor of 

738
00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:25,920
knowing the person of the Holy 
Spirit. 

739
00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:29,160
Actually, like you said before, 
he points us to Jesus. 

740
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:32,920
So you fall more in love with 
Jesus and the more you fall in 

741
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,840
love with Jesus, the more you 
don't want to break his heart 

742
00:41:34,840 --> 00:41:36,360
and the more you find yourself 
going. 

743
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:39,400
I don't want a part of that 
because it's not beneficial. 

744
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,440
It's not it's actually not 
helping me. 

745
00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:46,080
Like I used to get so angry at 
things because when I was young,

746
00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:49,000
I was, I always felt unheard and
unseen. 

747
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:54,240
And so if I ever felt dismissed 
or I would get so angry, and 

748
00:41:54,240 --> 00:41:55,960
then the Holy Spirit, this is 
his job. 

749
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:59,840
He would be like, Alex, do you 
see there's a deficit here? 

750
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:03,280
Why are you needing to prove 
your worth over here when I've 

751
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,200
already made you worthy? 
So then you're like. 

752
00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:09,640
Oh, and that's what a Holy 
Spirit conversation sounds. 

753
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:12,200
Like that's exactly right. 
It goes so gentle. 

754
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:16,040
It goes to the core, yes. 
It doesn't go to the surface, 

755
00:42:16,040 --> 00:42:18,280
yes. 
And this is my concern is that 

756
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:20,520
therapy goes to patterns but not
core. 

757
00:42:20,880 --> 00:42:22,840
Yes, it never goes to the root. 
Yes. 

758
00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:25,440
We deal with symptoms, yes. 
It's not when I had an eating 

759
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:27,600
disorder. 
Which we both did. 

760
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:31,040
I don't know how we both managed
to with that. 

761
00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:33,960
I know. 
But 20 years of that bondage. 

762
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:37,400
But the root of it was control. 
Yes, the root of it was 

763
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:41,280
rejection and the root of it was
unforgiveness because of my 

764
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,480
mother's outbursts. 
Because of her, you never knew 

765
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:47,720
what day it was going to be. 
I the only thing I could control

766
00:42:47,720 --> 00:42:51,160
was my eating. 
But then what I got from that 

767
00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:54,520
was affirmation because, oh, 
look how lovely you look because

768
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:56,880
you're so skinny. 
So then it was feeding the 

769
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:59,680
deficit of affirmation that I 
was so starved with. 

770
00:42:59,920 --> 00:43:04,360
So now that became my idol. 
It became my friend. 20 years. 

771
00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:07,240
And I'll be honest, I would 
always feel the prompting and 

772
00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:08,920
the Holy Spirit, hey, we need to
deal with that. 

773
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:12,840
And I'd be like, we're good, I'm
okay, I've got it under control.

774
00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:16,360
The irony of that. 
But then it wasn't until the 

775
00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:18,080
Holy Spirit. 
I'll never forget that 

776
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,400
impression to say, Alex, the 
root of it is control. 

777
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:24,880
You so fear being out of control
that you don't trust me. 

778
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:29,480
Therefore, I'm your Savior, but 
I'm not your Lord because this 

779
00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:33,600
is yours and you won't give it 
to me so you can be saved. 

780
00:43:33,600 --> 00:43:34,920
And I was in ministry, by the 
way. 

781
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:37,680
I'm raising my hands, I'm 
speaking in tongues, I'm serving

782
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:41,280
in ministry, but there's an area
of my heart that I'm not letting

783
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:44,920
Jesus go near. 
That's what he's talking about. 

784
00:43:44,920 --> 00:43:47,480
Now, I could have gone to 
therapy after therapy after 

785
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:52,160
therapy, but the counselor said,
hey, sweetie, you've got an 

786
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:55,760
issue with your mother and you 
need to forgive her and you need

787
00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:59,240
to repent of the idol of 
yourself. 

788
00:44:00,120 --> 00:44:01,840
Let that go. 
Watch me heal. 

789
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:05,640
You delivered. 
It's crazy how parallel our 

790
00:44:05,640 --> 00:44:09,280
palsa are in that realm. 
You know, you mentioned and we 

791
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,840
just kind of, we just kind of 
went over it really quickly 

792
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:14,960
about crystals and stones and 
things like that. 

793
00:44:14,960 --> 00:44:19,440
See, I want to talk to anybody 
out there that's like, no, no, I

794
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:23,000
feel, I feel the presence of God
with crystals or with stones or 

795
00:44:23,360 --> 00:44:25,600
my astrology. 
It makes sense to me. 

796
00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:29,320
Or maybe you're manifesting 
things for your business or 

797
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:31,600
whatever. 
I'm, I want to tell you, you're 

798
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:36,240
drawn to that because you are a 
spiritual being, but what you 

799
00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:38,600
are practicing is not of divine 
origin. 

800
00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:43,240
It is divination and divination 
means the imitation of the 

801
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:49,760
divine and when you actually 
surrender to the Holy Spirit. 

802
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:52,240
And that's that's really what 
you're going to have to do. 

803
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:55,760
You can't just throw a Christian
name on manifestation. 

804
00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:57,480
That's right. 
You cannot just throw a 

805
00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:00,200
Christian name on yoga. 
You can't just throw a Christian

806
00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:02,280
name on crystals. 
You can't just say, well, it's 

807
00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:03,880
Christian because I'm I'm a 
Christian. 

808
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,240
You have to actually surrender. 
That's right. 

809
00:45:06,240 --> 00:45:12,040
And say God, I want only that 
which your Holy Spirit imparts 

810
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,800
and and it's always a 
counterfeit. 

811
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:17,880
Yes, I mean the manifestation. 
I'm going to claim these things 

812
00:45:17,880 --> 00:45:22,640
and I am whatever see it is 
Jesus said for the purpose. 

813
00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:26,920
Well, the word of God said the 
for this purpose was the son of 

814
00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:31,520
God manifest was to destroy the 
works of the evil 1. 

815
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:34,520
So he's not going to bless 
divination. 

816
00:45:34,640 --> 00:45:36,200
That's right. 
He's not going to bless that. 

817
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,560
And so if you're out there and 
you're like, but I I felt Reiki 

818
00:45:39,560 --> 00:45:43,480
was this moment. 
No, you guys, we need to be set 

819
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:44,520
apart. 
And So what I'm going to 

820
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:47,360
challenge you and I'm going to 
ask, I'm going to have Alex 

821
00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:51,720
pray, but what I'm going to 
challenge you to do, surrender 

822
00:45:51,720 --> 00:45:54,520
it all, surrender it all and 
say, God, you know what? 

823
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:58,920
I if I have these idols in my 
life, maybe like Alex and I, you

824
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,960
are taking control of eating 
disorder and you're like, God, 

825
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:04,520
I'll give you all these areas, 
but I'm not giving you that area

826
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:06,200
because I don't know if I can 
trust you. 

827
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:08,840
You might be fat or you might. 
That was. 

828
00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:11,280
That was my eye. 
That was my I was like, you 

829
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,520
can't be trusted with this. 
You don't just say it's my 

830
00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:14,920
flesh. 
So I don't want to. 

831
00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:17,520
I don't want to surrender. 
And God was like, it is going to

832
00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:19,480
kill you. 
And your children. 

833
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:21,800
Is going to kill you. 
You do not deal with this. 

834
00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:25,320
So I don't know what idols 
you've built up. 

835
00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:31,800
I don't know what false deities 
or flawed divinations that 

836
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:33,680
you've leaned into because of a 
hunger. 

837
00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,720
It's a reason why everybody 
likes magic. 

838
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:38,920
It's because we were made for 
the supernatural. 

839
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,400
But you're not supposed to be 
Harry Potter. 

840
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:47,480
You don't need a wand or an owl.
You have the divine counselor 

841
00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:50,520
and Alex, I'm so thankful that 
you've written this book. 

842
00:46:50,520 --> 00:46:54,200
I know so that years and years 
ago John and I felt like the 

843
00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:57,280
Holy Spirit had been 
misrepresented in the church and

844
00:46:57,280 --> 00:47:00,520
felt like we had to reintroduce 
just the Holy Spirit. 

845
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:05,920
But you have gone to the next 
level of talking about the Holy 

846
00:47:05,920 --> 00:47:12,200
Spirit as our divine counselor. 
And I can't even imagine what is

847
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:19,400
more necessary right now of a 
generation lost, confused, 

848
00:47:19,400 --> 00:47:25,360
distracted, divided politically,
you know, aggravated. 

849
00:47:25,720 --> 00:47:29,360
And all of this time we need 
divine counsel. 

850
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:33,080
And so could you just pray for 
anybody that's listening that 

851
00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:35,640
and I just want you to feel the 
freedom to be LED. 

852
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:40,040
However, and if you're there, 
I'm saying, I I need this book. 

853
00:47:40,200 --> 00:47:41,840
Listen, we're going to put it in
our show notes. 

854
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:46,680
You can get a hold of this book.
The divine counselor. 

855
00:47:46,720 --> 00:47:49,640
We need you to be connected with
the Holy Spirit. 

856
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:51,920
This is not just a ministry 
tool. 

857
00:47:52,320 --> 00:47:55,360
This is your companion for life.
It is. 

858
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:59,320
Well, let's pray. 
Father, we just thank you that 

859
00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:03,600
you sent your Son Jesus first 
and foremost to die, who was 

860
00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:07,600
buried and who rose again. 
And because of that, the Spirit 

861
00:48:07,720 --> 00:48:11,360
of the living God is now 
accessible to us through the 

862
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:14,400
Holy Spirit. 
And I thank you that you sent us

863
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:18,480
a helper, a guide, a teacher, a 
comforter, a counselor, our 

864
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:23,000
advocate, the one who stands in 
the gap for us and intercedes 

865
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:27,080
and prays with us and leads us. 
God, I pray for every person 

866
00:48:27,080 --> 00:48:31,880
right now who's listening to my 
voice that you are searching for

867
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:34,080
more. 
Maybe you're riddled right now 

868
00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:38,320
with depression, anxiety, fear, 
addiction in some way. 

869
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:43,800
I pray right now that the power 
of the Holy Spirit would reveal 

870
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:47,400
Jesus to you. 
I pray that as you ask and when 

871
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:50,520
you seek and you not that He 
will answer you. 

872
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:54,240
I pray that even today that He 
will show you a sign that He 

873
00:48:54,240 --> 00:48:57,480
will bring a person alongside of
you to show you, but more 

874
00:48:57,480 --> 00:49:00,920
importantly when you open the 
scriptures that He will reveal 

875
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:04,200
Himself to you. 
I pray right now to break every 

876
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,760
stronghold that you may be 
living under that you've just 

877
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:12,760
not been able to break free. 
I pray in the name of Jesus that

878
00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:15,360
the blood of Jesus would break 
every chain. 

879
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:19,320
And I thank you, God, that you 
are accessible to everyone who 

880
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:21,880
is asking, everyone who is 
searching. 

881
00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:24,200
And so God, make yourself 
available. 

882
00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:27,320
Make yourself known today to 
every single one of these 

883
00:49:27,320 --> 00:49:29,680
listeners. 
And I pray that you would bring 

884
00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:31,320
healing where there needs 
healing. 

885
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:34,360
You would bring breakthrough and
deliverance to those areas that 

886
00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:36,880
are bound, broken, and shut 
down. 

887
00:49:37,400 --> 00:49:40,920
And that you would reveal the 
Christ, the Christ within us, 

888
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:44,840
the hope of glory that would 
bring transformation, not just 

889
00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:49,480
behavior modification, but 
transformation by the renewing 

890
00:49:49,480 --> 00:49:51,720
of our mind. 
In your name we pray. 

891
00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:53,400
Amen. 
Amen. 

892
00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:57,920
And listen, if that is spoke to 
you, we want to hear from you 

893
00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:03,000
and we love that this is an 
opportunity to come into your 

894
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:07,760
home and for you to pray and and
there's nothing, there's nothing

895
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:11,160
special about us. 
It's not it's not easy thing 

896
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different. 
God just loves you. 

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And I believe if you've listened
to this podcast today, it's 

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because God has something just 
incredibly profound for you. 

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Alex, thank you so much for 
joining me. 

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I just believe lives are going 
to be touched and ministered 

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too. 
Amen. 

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Thank men.
