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love within the Trinity is the 
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emerges out of. 
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meeting, we'll have a BBQ. 
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the morning, it's why we'll have
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because we believe that life, 
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relationship because that's how 
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He within the Godhead is self 
giving love and out of that self

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giving love God creates. 
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it. 
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unintentional. 
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We've got Paul. 
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Gospel of John, and we're about 
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follow the last two. 
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series in on our podcasts. 
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Paul now. 
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response time at the end with 
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So at midday, we're going to 
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feel God's doing because we 
really want people to kind of go

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away having a sense of 
encountering God and 

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experiencing him. 
Thank you so much for Paul and 

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thank you for his journey and 
all that is embodied in him. 

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And we receive what you have 
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we we always continually pray 
this prayer that the eyes of our

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hearts might be enlightened, 
that we might know you better. 

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We have may have revelation of 
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Amen. 
Thank you Alice everyone. 

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I was looking for a talk I did 
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where I did John 4. 
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John 4 or John 5 today because I
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It is there somewhere. 
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can go dig back through. 
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the last couple of years I did, 
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I will refer to a couple of 
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really wanted to zone in on John
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Before I do that though, I've 
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announcements slash promos. 
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30th. 
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conference here, those of you 
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Baxter Kruger. 
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to be here with us and also 
Jason Clark who hosts the 

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Rethinking God with Tacos 
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So we, we've, we've got an event
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here and Sunday morning Baxter 
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We've currently had about 130, a
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Very few people from Hope that 
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going to sell out. 
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from around the world to come to
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And people always leave it to 
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If you want to come, I think you
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And if you want to come, I 
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like sooner rather than later 
because those places are going 

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to go if you don't want to pay 
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They're only, they're only 2750.
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a ticket, I could also do with 
some ushers and people who could

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volunteer to help. 
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about that would be great. 
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it's going to be a really 
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those guys with us. 
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know, we we have Alice and I 
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stops. 
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we don't have hard time stops. 
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deep dive and have sort of 
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So please come the information 
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newsletter. 
But if you don't know where that

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is or aren't on the mailing 
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my website as well, which is 
championsofhope.co.uk. 

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And if you still didn't note 
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Come up and speak to me and I 
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So that's number one. 
Number two is my book is out. 

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A few people have been asking me
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We've got, we have a, we have a 
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I've brought some today. 
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hold of them. 
Better to get it from me 

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directly than to buy it from 
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from my my publisher. 
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automatically adds postage. 
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postage, you can just get it 
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So I've got a bunch of them. 
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Damascus Encounter the 
Unexpected crisis. 

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It's not about the apostle Paul.
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It's a I'll just read you. 
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Paul Young, who wrote The Shag. 
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I'll just read you the 
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If it weren't for the grace of 
failure, you would have become a

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horribly dangerous man, leaving 
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your wake. 
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think you're a dangerous man. 
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So I don't know. 
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you or not, but I've got, I've 
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I've got a bunch of them. 
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So come and see me. 
I can do cash or or bank card if

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you want to, if you want to do 
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Anyway, Grace and I, we were 
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We were, we took the girls, but 
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bustman's holiday, you know, 
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conference on the back of this 
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speaking to me or trying to get 
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Cathedral of Saint Thomas like a
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up on a mountain. 
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history tradition, record, Saint
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Iran, what the then Persia. 
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of the Gospel. 
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we went and visited Saint Thomas
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Basilica, the, the cathedral 
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records that Thomas's body was 
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martyred to Italy. 
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Catholics like to have their 
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is nice and gothic. 
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the the relic query where 
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body in the in the in the casket
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fantastic, loads of cool stuff 
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But I felt like, OK, 22 for two,
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pilgrimages to learn anything 
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really definitely Holy Spirit 
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anyone's got any insight on 
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Come and come and tell me. 
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on Thomas and you've done a lot 
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him. 
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This is Thomas who's doubting 
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him doubting Thomas. 
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believe it if I see it right. 
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resurrected from the dead, if I 
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then I'll believe. 
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because anybody told me. 
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doubting Thomas. 
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founder of the Indian Church, 
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figure. 
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there's something in that maybe 
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But anyway, Italy was fantastic.
Thank you for those who who were

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praying for while we were out 
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They're getting clear on the 
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And it's like my friend Baxter 
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you're looking out through a 
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dirty, then the gospel clears 
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So the so that you can see 
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gospel is about. 
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couple of points here again, for
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following this study. 
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chapter by chapter through John,
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we would be here for years 
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approach the Bible. 
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read it very close. 
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really close. 
What does this word mean? 

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What does that word mean? 
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into the, the, the sort of the, 
the atoms and the molecules of 

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the Scripture. 
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this is relevant to some key 
things that Jesus says in John 

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chapter 5. 
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it's also a specific point. 
I think that when we, when we 

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zoom in really close, that's, 
that's fine, but it's only half 

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the story, or maybe it's even 
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actually, because the the Bible 
is not really written to us in 

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this from that, that basis of 
you're supposed to read it very 

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close. 
You're actually supposed to read

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it very far right from you're 
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It gives us the big picture. 
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we then start to understand the 
little picture, those individual

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This is one of the, if I could 

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say I am ambivalent at times 
with a lot of contemporary Bible

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scholarship because it's almost 
universally accepted that the 

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way you do Bible scholarship is 
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You have to zone in what does 
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What does that word say? 
And then you put it into the 

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historical method, which is, 
well, how does how does this 

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relate to what happened in 
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What did it mean to them? 
And all of that is fine. 

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I'm not, I'm not against it, but
it's like the only thing that 

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goes on a lot of the time in 
Bible scholarship. 

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And frankly, it's kind of 
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It's like a friend of mine said,
it's all very well and good with

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the parable of the lost coin. 
Having this understanding that 

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the lost coin was probably a 
wedding coin and that the woman 

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was wanting to go for a wedding 
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wedding and it was part of the 
headdress and all these other 

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sorts of things, all the 
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But it's like, So what? 
Who cares? 

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Honestly, Who cares? 
Who cares really if the pool of 

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Siloam was on the West side or 
the east side of this thing? 

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Like what? 
What on earth difference does 

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that make to anything? 
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The Bible was not written for a 
historical education. 

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It was written to blow you up. 
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right. 
It's Sunday morning on a podcast

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in a family church. 
So I can't do the, the proper 

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quote supposed to blow the doors
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It's not supposed to sit there. 
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I go out slightly clearer about 
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he said this versus that, or 
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Jews were thinking at that at 
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And I just think like, like who 
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The gospel John says at the end 
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these things so that you may 
believe and in believing you may

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have life not I've written these
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little bit more historically 
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in New Testament times so that 
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keep your faculty happy and 
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Again, all nice, all good to 
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But if it is not, if it's not 
bring like my my book is called 

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subtitled encounter because I 
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encounter, then what what we're 
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If it's not about encountering 
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life, if it's not about that, 
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Baxter again quoting him, you 
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fullness of life that Jesus 
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all right, thanks. 
I'm out. 

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You know, it's just not really 
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If that's really what the 
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If it's just that we've got a 
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time, connection time, all this 
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And we, you know, we kind of 
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Bible and we do this and we do 
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basically muddle through. 
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that Jesus promised. 
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That's the only reason I'm a 
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apologetic or they've got nice 
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believe in God versus not. 
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intellectual arguments against 
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intellectually probably better 
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The intellect is going to going 
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about life, it's about reality. 
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in trying say come and book in 
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get unfiltered, unmediated, 
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time, more or less. 
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I don't know. 
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So having said that, what? 
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sessions I've done, I've tried 
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God in the beginning was the 
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Genesis One in the beginning God
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John One tells us how God did 
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Behind the curtain, the Father 
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relationship, eternal oneness in
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past to eternity future. 
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about. 
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self giving love. 
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Trinity. 
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He's like, I'm setting out the 
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It's about the water of life, 
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did, the summary is Jesus said, 
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from within, you will rise up a 
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spring will become a river. 
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That's the that's the basis of 
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terms of belief. 
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The water flows forth from you. 
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actually at the end of John 4 is
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forget this, which theologian 
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turn it back into water again. 
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You can read the Bible, you get 
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like it's water in the sense of 
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destructive thing in so many 
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the, the image there, it's a, is
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of the spirit, it actually takes
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It knocks you out of it into an 
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that is no longer controlled by 
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we get the word ecstasy from. 
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outside of yourself. 
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into a kind of out of body 
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the life and the experience that
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connectivity with the reality of
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Thomas Merton said. 
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love for you at the count of 
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creation is upheld by. 
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the entire cosmos as creator and
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sustenance is the 4th force of 
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I went into a debate with an old
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few weeks back where he said 
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the Bible says that love is the 
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love, not God is loving, God is 
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is love, we see his attributes, 
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things are are extensions of his
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They're not antitheses to his 
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Working in tension, this 
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working in tension. 
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himself. 
God is fully integrated, God is 

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love, everything he does is an 
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And that's what we're created 
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Or to encourage you to read 
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and read it quickly. 
When we read it slowly and we've

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got days in between 1 chapter to
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themes. 
You know, it's like if you're 

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listening to a piece of well 
crafted classical music, there 

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are themes and those themes 
continue to repeat and they 

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continue to vary and there's a 
constant revisiting of those 

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themes, right? 
That's how you got to read John.

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You have to have an intuition, a
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and then you realise what the 
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Genesis 1 is one of those 
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John is taking you behind the 
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That happens here in John 52. 
You get in John 516. 

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So Jesus is doing healing and 
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Sabbath, the Jewish leaders 
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So in the synoptic gospels, the 
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is he challenges the Sadducees 
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money. 
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gets him crucified. 
This is a theme that from this 

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point continues on into John. 
The thing that really upset them

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was equating himself with God. 
That's the issue in in John. 

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It's a different level that John
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So this issue of the Sabbath is 
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Why was it so important to the 
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Well, in the Jewish history, the
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the reason why they went into 
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Why did the why did the Jewish 
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Sabbath. 
Interesting. 

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This question of Sabbath keeping
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the New Testament. 
Hebrews also touches on it. 

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It's super important, but look 
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his defence, Jesus said to them,
my Father is always at his work 

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to this very day and I too am 
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They tried to kill him. 
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Sabbath, but he was calling God 
his own Father, making himself 

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equal with God. 
I don't know if you how weird 

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this is. 
So much of John's gospel is 

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weird. 
When I say about water into wine

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and the church trying to turn 
wine back into water, if we try 

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and make John's gospel less 
weird, we're turning the wine 

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back into water. 
It is weird. 

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If anybody tells you this stuff 
is clear and makes sense, they 

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haven't understood it. 
It's not clear and it doesn't 

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make sense. 
It's not supposed to. 

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It's supposed to shock you out 
of the the, the natural mind 

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which seeks to control. 
It's an environment by 

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understanding everything. 
If I get a yes and if I've got 

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an answer to know all 360 degree
understanding of my environment,

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I can control it, I can master 
it, I can be safe. 

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The gospel will not allow you to
do that because it's blasting 

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you out of the natural minds 
tendency and need to control. 

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My good friend Paul Young often 
says the why question is almost 

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always about control. 
Why did that happen? 

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God, why are you like this? 
God? 

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Why is it this way about 
control? 

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I'd feel unsafe with 
uncertainty. 

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I need certainty in order to get
a handle and a control on my 

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environment, because then I will
be competent and safe. 

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The gospel is not going to allow
you to do that. 

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So I don't want to make this 
try. 

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I don't want to turn this back 
into water. 

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It's supposed to be something 
that begins to work on you, and 

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we need to talk to Jesus about 
it. 

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It should form the basis of our 
prayer, basis of our communion 

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with one another and our life 
encounter. 

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We need to encounter the real 
Jesus, not a fake Jesus, not a 

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facsimile Jesus, not an outline 
of Jesus. 

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We need the real deal. 
I need the real deal. 

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Anyway, why does he say this 
stuff about the Sabbath? 

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Well, it's interesting. 
My father is always working. 

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Well, back to Genesis 1. 
Genesis 1 says the Father is not

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always working. 
You remember it says on the 6th 

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day he created man, and then on 
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So what's going on here? 
Well, go, you can talk to Jesus 

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about it. 
What's going on here? 

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Jesus? 
Genesis once says the Father 

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00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:46,520
stopped working, but you say the
Father's always working. 

450
00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:49,760
You see how the you see how the 
Pharisees and the Jews might 

451
00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:56,560
have had a problem with Jesus? 
19 Jesus said very truly, I tell

452
00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:58,240
you, the Son can do nothing by 
himself. 

453
00:23:58,240 --> 00:23:59,880
He can only do what he sees the 
Father doing. 

454
00:23:59,880 --> 00:24:01,840
Whatever the Father does, the 
Son does also. 

455
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:04,960
For the Father loves the Son and
shows him all he does. 

456
00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:08,760
Why is he telling us this? 
Again, back to John 1 The in the

457
00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:11,360
beginning was the Son face to 
face with the Father. 

458
00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:14,560
The whole point of this gospel 
is trying to reveal to us, Jesus

459
00:24:14,560 --> 00:24:18,080
is showing us what is the life 
that he has with the Father from

460
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:20,560
all eternity past, because 
that's the life he's come to 

461
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,720
bring to us. 
That's the life he's brought 

462
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,200
into human flesh. 
It is. 

463
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,920
He's transplanted it into the 
inside of us, Right? 

464
00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:32,440
The Father loves the Son, but 
then he says the Son can only do

465
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,720
what he sees the Father doing. 
Now, anyone who's still in this 

466
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:37,320
penal substitution thing about 
Will, the Father is separated 

467
00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:39,080
from the Son on the cross. 
Nonsense. 

468
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,440
Can't be the Son can only do 
what he sees the Father doing. 

469
00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:44,160
The Father and the Son cannot be
doing two different things on 

470
00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:46,360
the cross because the Son can 
only do what he sees the Father 

471
00:24:46,360 --> 00:24:50,720
doing. 
Simple Trinitarian orthodoxy one

472
00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:55,160
O 1 right here. 
The Father is in the Son, and 

473
00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,040
the Son only does what he sees 
the Father doing. 

474
00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:03,360
Let's skip down. 
Just as the Father raises the 

475
00:25:03,360 --> 00:25:06,560
dead and gives them life, Even 
so the Son gives life to whom he

476
00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:10,440
is pleased to give it. 
Who are you pleased to give life

477
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:11,240
to? 
Jesus. 

478
00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,680
That's a good question. 
You should probably ask Jesus. 

479
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:17,120
Who is it you are pleased to 
give life to? 

480
00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:21,160
Moreover, the Father judges no 
one but is entrusted all 

481
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:23,200
judgement to the Son. 
If you think that the judgement 

482
00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:27,560
question is simple, the Father 
judges no one. 

483
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:30,320
How like, how often have you had
this image that God the Father 

484
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:32,840
is like the judge on the throne 
and Jesus is kind of the defence

485
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,200
attorney between him and the 
Father. 

486
00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:38,360
Formal heresy, by the way, 
that's formal heresy. 

487
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:41,000
The Father is not the judge on 
the throne. 

488
00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:47,040
He says he's entrusted all 
judgement to the Son, and it 

489
00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:52,040
says below, just as the Father 
has life in himself, so he is 

490
00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,120
granted the Son also to have 
life in himself. 

491
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:57,040
And he's given authority to 
judge because he's the Son of 

492
00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:59,800
man. 
The fact that Jesus has the 

493
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:03,920
authority to judge is because 
he's a human being. 

494
00:26:05,920 --> 00:26:08,040
Talk to him about that. 
What does that mean? 

495
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:13,880
Jesus? 
If I test about testify about 

496
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:18,400
myself, my testimony is true, 
but there is another who 

497
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,640
testifies in my favour and I 
know that his testimony is true.

498
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:22,000
He's talking about John the 
Baptist. 

499
00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:25,840
He says John was a lamp that 
burned and gave light, and you 

500
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:29,000
chose for time to enjoy him. 
I have testimony weightier than 

501
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,600
that of John for the works that 
the Father has given me to 

502
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,680
finish. 
These very works I am doing 

503
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:38,440
testify that the Father sent me.
John came from God. 

504
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:41,000
The the John the Baptist came 
from God. 

505
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:42,960
He was sent from God to do 
something. 

506
00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:46,040
But Jesus is also from God, but 
in a different way. 

507
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:50,280
He says my testimony is greater 
than the testimony of John 

508
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:53,880
because it is grounded in the 
eternal reality of the life I 

509
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:56,840
have with the Father. 
John was sent out from the 

510
00:26:56,840 --> 00:27:00,240
presence of God, but he's still 
a creation, just like you and 

511
00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:02,040
me. 
Christ is not a creation. 

512
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,760
That's why the Creed says he's 
the only begotten Son of the 

513
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:07,600
Father. 
It's begotten, not created. 

514
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:11,080
We see that here in in the 
Gospel. 

515
00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:13,200
He's telling us what I've come 
to bring you. 

516
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:17,320
Is not that the word of a 
messenger who's been tasked to 

517
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:19,760
give a message? 
What I've come to do is bring 

518
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:21,880
you the very life and reality of
God. 

519
00:27:22,280 --> 00:27:25,440
I have come from the other side 
of the veil to your side. 

520
00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:29,520
When the veil is torn in 2, the 
crucifixion, it says it's torn 

521
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:31,360
from top to bottom, not from 
bottom to top. 

522
00:27:31,360 --> 00:27:33,040
Makes a point of saying top to 
bottom. 

523
00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:35,680
Why? 
Because it's showing us this is,

524
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:39,680
this is about the, the, the, the
mystery that was hidden behind 

525
00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:42,640
that veil has come out. 
It's not so that we can go in, 

526
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:46,280
It's so that it can come out. 
This is also John 4, the water 

527
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:50,200
of life coming up and out. 
Because in John and in most of 

528
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:55,320
the New Testament, the physical 
body is the temple and the the 

529
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:59,040
corporate body is the temple 
from which God proceeds. 

530
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,640
Anyway, I'm down to my last 
couple of minutes, so let me, 

531
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:10,520
let me land it. 
He says the Father sent me and 

532
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:13,040
he has testified about me. 
You have never heard his voice 

533
00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:16,200
or seen his form elsewhere. 
Jesus is going to say everyone 

534
00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:18,040
who came before me is a thief 
and a liar. 

535
00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:20,600
Do you believe Jesus when he 
says that? 

536
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:25,120
Who came before me? 
Abraham, Moses, Elijah, 

537
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:28,400
Jeremiah. 
And Jesus is willing to call 

538
00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:34,280
them thieves and liars, not 
expecting that Jesus don't try 

539
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:36,160
and turn it into water. 
Drink it as wine. 

540
00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:41,280
See what it does. 
Right here's my my clincher for 

541
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:42,880
you and why I was just talking 
about water into wine. 

542
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:45,120
Verse 39. 
You study the scriptures 

543
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:47,360
diligently because you think 
that in them you have eternal 

544
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:49,880
life. 
These are the very scriptures 

545
00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,640
that testify about me, yet you 
refuse to come to me to have 

546
00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:57,320
life. 
How much of modern church, 

547
00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:01,120
contemporary Bible scholarship 
ministry does exactly the same 

548
00:29:01,120 --> 00:29:03,800
thing that Jesus is critiquing 
right here in this chapter? 

549
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:06,840
You study the Scriptures because
you think in the Scriptures you 

550
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:08,640
have life. 
No, you don't. 

551
00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:13,200
The scriptures testify about me 
and in me you have life. 

552
00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:15,960
That's different. 
It's not Father, Son and Holy 

553
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:19,720
Bible. 
The Bible is holy, but it's holy

554
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:24,520
because it draws out within us 
and connects us with the 

555
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:28,800
testimony of who Jesus is. 
And it's in him that we have 

556
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:33,280
life, so we don't want to stop 
at the door, AW Tosa said. 

557
00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:37,000
The Bible is a book full of 
doorways and what most 

558
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:40,520
Christianity does is stand there
admiring the doorway and 

559
00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:43,000
discussing the doorway and what 
colour is the doorway and what 

560
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,120
material is it made out of. 
And you know, is it, should it 

561
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:49,920
be this doorway or that doorway?
And he said the purpose of a 

562
00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:52,840
doorway is that you go through 
the doorway into an experience. 

563
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:56,240
Tosa said we need to stop 
teaching and start testifying. 

564
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:59,560
And he was talking about the 
Bible, said we need we need 

565
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:02,760
people who can speak out of 
their experience of having 

566
00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:05,680
walked through the doorways of 
the Scripture, not those who are

567
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,760
teaching an an academic, 
intellectual or theological 

568
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:10,720
idea. 
As correct as it might be, it 

569
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:13,880
will not bring life. 
We're supposed to walk through 

570
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:23,840
into life. 
Lastly, verse 45, having said 

571
00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:27,040
I'm the judge, he then says, 
don't think that I will accuse 

572
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:31,160
you before the Father. 
All right, How does this work 

573
00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:32,920
out? 
So you've told me that you're 

574
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:35,000
the judge, you have the power to
judge everyone. 

575
00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:37,720
And then you said I won't accuse
you before the Father. 

576
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:42,400
He says your accuser is Moses, 
in whom your hopes are set. 

577
00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:44,200
If you believed Moses, you'd 
believe me. 

578
00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:46,560
But since you don't believe what
he wrote, how are you going to 

579
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:48,520
believe what I say? 
Isn't Moses the one who said 

580
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:55,000
that God rested on the 7th day? 
Traditionally, if you're not 

581
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:57,560
confused by this yet, you 
haven't understand the 

582
00:30:57,560 --> 00:31:00,320
implications. 
He is like slapping them around 

583
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:03,760
with the salmon, you know, like 
kind of salmon fish and they're,

584
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:06,040
they're dizzy. 
It's like knocking them 

585
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:09,160
sideways. 
Well, what, what, what else do 

586
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:10,600
you think? 
It's like if you're going from a

587
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:13,560
A2 dimensional view of the world
to a three-dimensional one, 

588
00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:15,480
that's going to feel a little 
bit disorienting. 

589
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:19,520
If the Christian gospel is not 
disorienting, it's probably not.

590
00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:22,040
You're probably not connecting 
with it, right? 

591
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:23,360
We're probably not connecting 
with it. 

592
00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:26,920
It's extremely disorienting. 
We go from 2 dimensions to 3 

593
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:29,320
dimensions. 
How dizzy does that make you 

594
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:34,520
feel? 
This whole business continues 

595
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:37,600
throughout. 
John about Moses says this. 

596
00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:43,280
Moses says this, but I say this 
and it it's connected with the 

597
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:45,160
concept of law. 
It's connected with the concept 

598
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:48,440
of Sabbath all the way through. 
He's trying to break us out of 

599
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:51,960
this mentality that is locked in
to this old dysfunctional 

600
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:55,320
pattern and way of thinking so 
that we can actually experience 

601
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:57,560
the life of God. 
He's constantly spinning us 

602
00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:00,560
around so that we that 
centrifugal force of being spun 

603
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:05,920
around causes us to shed the 
false armour of Saul that 

604
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,880
liberates and breaks us out into
our true identity. 

605
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:11,520
It's not something that's 
imposed from the top. 

606
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:15,920
It's something that spins from 
the from within and it bursts 

607
00:32:15,920 --> 00:32:19,640
and breaks everything open. 
That's the image from the inside

608
00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:21,680
to the out. 
That's the message of John. 

609
00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:24,360
That's what Jesus is doing here.
I'm going to pray. 

610
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,080
The guys are going to do some 
leading. 

611
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:34,120
I think that's what Alice said. 
Jesus, thank you that you are 

612
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:35,920
the new wine. 
Thank you that your words are 

613
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:38,920
spirit and life. 
Thank you that we have all this 

614
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:41,280
wonderful scholarship that 
educates the mind. 

615
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:45,000
But, and if you can agree with 
me on this one, then you, you 

616
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:49,960
agree with the Holy Spirit. 
But today we want to agree with 

617
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:53,720
you and dethrone the natural 
mind as the leading part of our 

618
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:58,600
life and give permission to our 
hearts and to the Holy Spirit to

619
00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:02,000
meet us, encounter us and 
transform us from the inside 

620
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:03,840
out. 
Thank you, Holy Spirit, you've 

621
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:06,040
come to do that. 
We don't have to do it, but you 

622
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:09,200
do. 
We give you permission and then.

623
00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:23,280
Yeah, so Paul was saying that 
God is love, and he's really 

624
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,040
kind to each one of us. 
Olivia had a picture at the 

625
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:30,040
beginning of Jesus knowing 
exactly what each one of us 

626
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:33,360
needs. 
He knows how to take care of us.

627
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:37,240
So as we're going to worship 
now, we can come to Jesus and 

628
00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:41,600
ask him to give us what we need,
the revelation we need, the 

629
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:45,400
insight into him being loved 
that we need, the fact that he 

630
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,880
doesn't accuse us before the 
Father, the fact that the 

631
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:52,080
Father's handed judgement over 
any anything that that Paul was 

632
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:56,160
bringing just now. 
Ask Jesus to give us what we 

633
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:59,600
need. 
And part of surrendering control

634
00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:02,600
is trusting everything else to 
God. 

635
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:06,600
He's interested in meeting our 
needs, giving us today Our Daily

636
00:34:06,600 --> 00:34:11,760
Bread and, and he can take, He's
got the shoulders to carry 

637
00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:14,440
anything else and everything 
else. 

638
00:34:15,159 --> 00:34:24,040
So I'm going to invite the Holy 
Spirit now to reveal to us how 

639
00:34:24,199 --> 00:34:27,520
Jesus is meeting our specific 
need. 

640
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:30,400
Come Holy Spirit, we we know 
you're in us. 

641
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:33,920
We know you're always with us, 
but we also know that you love 

642
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:37,280
us to welcome you and say we 
partner with you. 

643
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:42,880
And so I ask that we we get 
revelation of the specific needs

644
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:47,800
we have Jesus that you want to 
meet as we worship now. 

645
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:51,239
And I pray if we need to reach 
out to someone and pray with 

646
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:55,440
them and ask for help or or give
help to someone else, that we do

647
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:58,360
that as well. 
Because you, you break the 

648
00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:01,680
broken bread is a community 
formation. 

649
00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:04,000
This isn't an individualistic 
walk. 

650
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:09,080
It's a community walk. 
You give us as a community our 

651
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,680
needs. 
So I bless us to have our needs 

652
00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:14,960
met. 
The need that you want to meet 

653
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:18,880
today, may you meet it in our 
response now. 

654
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:21,040
Amen.
