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Now what? Today, we got a new episode.
We have the brown skin, beauty bartender and entrepreneur.
Miss Ivory Rose, I'm doing good. How are you?
Welcome to the show. Thank you.
Thank you for coming nervous. Very nervous.
Don't be nervous. We don't by LSU won this
conversation. There might be some interesting
questions on here but all right. Look hanbok, just act like
you're in a group chat. Hey Jets and a good way and a
bad way. Hello, everyone.
Yeah, that's a first. Yeah.
Well, is that guess this me? Because I ignore people all day
long. Believe it or not, it's so funny
that I'm like, a bartender and I'm always out there, this phone
rings, a thousand times a day. And I've never picked up.
I literally watch it right when I play games on my phone.
Same! Wow, I mean that's the thing.
So you like the case I'm going to be playing games on
Smartphones and hit the climb. My nephew is good for that
Kayden. Oh my God.
Can't nobody called Cadence mother because Caden always got
that phone. He gonna decline you, no matter
what you would you calling for, how many times you call who you
call it? None of that.
He declines his own grandfather. First of all, he does goddamn
and I'm so annoyed because I was doing it one day recently and
this and then they were like I just saw you on Instagram, it's
an active woman to go and I was like, what in the world is
Instagram doing in my business? So clearly not take that off.
Exactly. Oh my God, I was like, oh, so
you were supposed to talk? No, I just looked at it and
Student talk. That's fucked up.
It's not because what I'm doing is Instagram is not nobody's
business. I could have just looked at it
real fast. I could have like, also my
business on Instagram. I'm You know that's like how I
know if I didn't if I wasn't a bartender and like don't always
think I would not have an Instagram.
I the wait was that recently or was that when Instagram used to
show pictures you like and who better to go that we may be like
a week or two weeks ago not because they took that pitch
that feature off right when they used to say who pitches you
liked and stuff. But I could you show never take
that shit off. It's still up there.
I forgot about that active shit, that shit been off since it came
out. I've been on all day.
No of the active feature been off since they made that shit.
I don't want to play. No, I'm online.
Lurking, are you one of the types that have?
Like I said, a second Instagram to alert?
No, I don't want to specially when out of first one.
Is this fucking drink already? All right.
So, beside leaving people on Red.
Tell us about yourself. Just got asked me something.
I don't really know where you from what you like, so that what
you from, I'm from Irvington, but I live in Newark.
I brought a house in Newark in 2019.
Okay. Clapping, I'm a bartender.
I have a hookah business, landlord Lord, I am I so many
different things but right now, I'm just like a full-time
bartender for the most part, those are kinda tennis good,
tenants. I actually just moved all my
family into the house. Honestly, that was the goal.
Everybody's like you could get this much money wasn't really
ever about the money for me. Honestly, it's a big way to make
money it, but it's so hard right now for everybody, like, I just
wanted everybody to be comfortable, you know?
So that was like my main shots that 0777 one woman 100%.
Yes like it's a whole bunch of them but um, yeah, but I grew up
in Irvington. Originally, I went to the
school's out here and all that stuff, so, but I like to do, I
like, to travel, I love to go eat, like I'm very greedy, I
love to eat and I actually love to work out now.
Believe it or not bukka. Now I love to work out, thank
you for that. I'm trying to get into that.
I've been telling myself. First of all, I live like 20
feet away from a gym and I walked past the gym every
morning when I walk my dog and I I'm like one day.
I'm gonna go in here and I'm going side.
Not the only thing though that I don't like about the gym is that
it has a lot of glass, whoever just walking past me going to
see you in there. Getting busy, I don't like that,
but make them see what? I love to go go up and down,
like, I'm not here sweating profusely and you just watching
me through the glass. Yes, it be hella bums.
Probably outside watching you. Like what would you do if you
have any one day? And then, Both yell, actually
glass. You see a bum?
You turn around. Look at me.
Jerking off in front of you. What would I do Sammy out right
now? No, I don't know.
I'm not going to be strong niggas on the shoulder Bronco
handle that. Honestly, like where I work out
at. It's a female.
Only Jim, don't want to the female so we're going to jump
the bomb like I don't know, really know.
Somebody got some nice in there, you might but That's a little
disturbance, put it out, put it up, put on a towel and a crazy
like that. They definitely are a really
are. It was, you know, what's fun?
That you really said that. It's actually not funny.
It's actually very disturbing. I was walking my dog and my
neighbor across the street was on his board to doing that on
his part to you. I hope not.
He just was doing it when I saw it, I was like, and people like,
so I was wondering he was, he could have been doing it to me
because I was in my backyard. So my yard is like, kind of far
from where he was, but like my house is Corner House so it's
one both sides, like both streets.
So he was on this out of treatment inferences on this
side of the street and I was in on the back of the house.
So it's a pretty big area. So I didn't realize it until
they come on that because of her makers Big Talk.
Big talk right here. Maker is there.
No, but I just kept seeing cars stopping and I'm just like okay
this is a little weird. So, you know, You outside
wherever you are, you just aware of your surroundings at least I
am. So I'm like, okay, what's going
on? I happened to walk up to go to
the front of the house, and I saw him.
I was like, oh my God, let me go in the house.
Like, it was. Is he a little off or?
I don't know, that's the thing. I don't talk to my neighbors
like I don't interact with people like that.
ER, he's like going to town like me know, it was like I had a
crazy as me and my friends. Damn, no.
It was very disturbing. It's alternator juice.
That mean it was just crazy. Like, he'll open and close the
door. All types of night.
Every time, I'm coming out the door, he went to supposedly
becoming at the door. The same time like it.
I don't like saying hi to people with stuff.
Like he wouldn't open his door and say hi and shit like nigga,
you know, randomly, why are you coming in maybe, like, 2 in the
morning, like late. Like that, like, bro, what you
doing? Yeah, walls the him, they hear
that. Then after that, nigga's heard
him say that dick up with his bitch.
One of his hookers actually, but I definitely heard him telling
somebody eat that dick up. So to eat that dick up.
Yes. He's like, probably like 60.
At least minimum. No, also Hobbies.
I don't think I have any hobbies.
All right, send another happy client.
Give me the phone. Not isn't it?
Michael do not disturb. You know what's crazy?
I don't use do not disturb. You might as well, but why?
Super sad little like blink, right?
But I don't it's not that I'm hiding like people call them.
It's just that I don't want to be bothered.
I'm anti-social myself which is antisocial ësocial Aquarius.
Her birthday is February 16th Vibes.
A little bit. You know what the fuck up?
No, because of this, the middle similarities and how antisocial
ER I was feeling like Pisces Vibes, but query is pretty much
the same thing. We're neighbors.
How was your birthday? My birthday was amazing.
I turned 30, what you doing? I was here so that was kind of
depressing. I usually always take a
vacation, like I'm big on traveling, but my best friend
through me an epic 30th. Birthday party.
Like we had like a rose, a bar, I wanted About 130 miles of
Roads day. Hey, and I got 30 bottles of
rosacea. Yeah, look, I got the divisor
that like a nice. We're gonna party inside, rose,
gold and pink. All of my favorite colors, my
favorite piece of my favorite things.
It was very intimate, maybe like 20 people, Max.
I'm like, I want something small everybody.
That's a party was a little bit of people.
It wasn't that much Rose a but that was a request.
So, everybody had to bring a bottom one of my friends with a
whole case, like it was amazing. It was a welcome to the club.
I don't know what's so funny about being dirty naps before
you go out, right? Definitely 100%.
But I did that in my twenties as well.
So, shout out to me being prepared, um, but being 30, I
was like so scared, anticipating like it being so different.
There is a new 20. I'm not gonna lie, it definitely
is you can't stop me. I'm not 22.
Don't do that. A few weeks of yoga, I could do
it. You're trying to go to the gym
down the street right across the street.
Sabor never have I ever ran a red light weight, figuratively,
figuratively or literally. Oh God, you know, I'm talking
about. Wait, I don't.
So are we saying well how do we enter the because what makes
like great like I have you ever met somebody?
Let's mine run around like yeah, okay.
And have you ever ran a red light red?
However, guide you folks, drink if you, if you did it, if you
did it. Yeah, some guy went under in
late. Place is this?
Everybody drink away, those who can and cannot get my car
talking about the actual car last time.
I mean, that's who I run them all the time.
Alright, so describe yourself as a fruit.
That's what I question came from his about that in a little
mango. Don't bite you or her her.
Don't mind. Mm.
Why mango and everybody is goes not my nephew's actually
allergic to mangoes. So for your nephew it's not what
would you say yourself? I would describe myself as a
strawberry wine because I'm nothing like how I am on the
outside, on the inside, like everybody thinks I'm like this
person that's like yeah. Yeah, I'm hanging out.
I'm this. I love everybody and I hate
everybody. What?
Even though it's not sweet? Yeah I'm not sweet but I think
that well I think that from you Leslie.
I would say pineapple then for that case.
The pineapple was the exterior is rough in the inside is see.
Yeah, I think the inside is sweet of you.
Get close enough to me if I fuck with you.
So you so you yourself will be a pilot.
I agree with that. Look, you give that Wait, that's
there is what you get to the middle.
Everybody loves me that outside is kind of unappealing but that
shit all a little hard to cut it.
But pineapples are giving their very juicy, everybody loves
them. Get a lot from a pipe you can do
a lot with a pineapple. You do it a lot when I'm at
pineapple. Thinking my left out.
Huh, I never fucked a pineapple. I just.
Don't know yet. Everybody going to my
pineapples. A holy shit.
That's a good question. What would I describe myself?
I thought I like cantaloupes I thought everybody liked kennel,
you know what's so crazy? I literally thought Canada when
you said without Shadows. Got myself a nice day, they say,
your favorite fruit. I don't know why I thought Kim.
Oh, I literally thought Kenneth. Oh, there's a cantaloupe depict
what you mean, it depicts that you're, you're sweet be careful,
sweet, sweet know. A little salt on, it looks very
nice week, some kind of puts on every episode on it.
Yeah, that shit is good. Nobody likes can I say I would
say what a melon because the Apple great fucking analyst with
him. This is that even mean I would
say you are a banana because we've been peeling black back
layers since he walked in here. Hmm.
Interesting. That I was going to say lemon
because I go well with a couple liquor could stay alive DGL.
Well says, pineapples are freaks.
Yeah, I agree. What would you say juicy?
Who is what kind of fruit would you think?
I think a pineapple I do is because like we have the same
demeanor, like, we're not super inviting, but when we speak and
we start having conversation, it kind of, you know, Resting bitch
face. Now let's look with shit some
liquor. It's all the time.
She's not a she didn't want right?
Yeah I keep my comments. We bout to go for about all the
alcohol. You have a funny?
Are we going to do now? So I we do you think think two
is better than one hundred percent and what ways?
Anyway, oh, It's double who want doesn't wind up with anything?
What about wow. So wait like a threesome.
You would like to guys know. I actually never desired a
threesome at all. That's too low right versus one.
Okay, let me just lastly and always, I don't like to share
Partners. Even if like I'm dealing with
somebody and I'm aware of them dealing with somebody else
wants. I'm aware of that.
Yeah, I usually treat them very different.
We don't treat them like anything, they don't exist and
don't exist. It's all I hear is a dumb nigga.
I literally act like people don't exist and a funny story
and when I was younger, my father took me to the doctor.
He was like my baby is deaf like she can't hear my doctor was
like she's ignoring me you can hear fine yeah my own father was
like my baby can't hear like, he was like frantic at the doctor's
office, like my baby is. That my baby can't hear my
doctor was like, she's ignoring you, I'll swing.
You can hear fine. I think.
I was just like, I loved you. Yes.
Sound. Yeah.
Do you see whenever you need me? Tag me.
Got you. So, we came to the time of the
show, where we do the descriptions out tonight, who
who's not really. Now, just lead us in the
description of these cells. Ivy is definitely chocolatey.
I like it. Not not to Chocolate.
I will say milk chocolate. And the I would say the titties
is tit, Ian? And that's why I'm going to hand
it off to Luke. Give a disclaimer.
Why? Because Luke is the titty
Master. He knows he's at he accurate
accurately. Describes another layer.
Is a 95% of the time. He's a percentage is like what
night at least 95%. Right real quick, and I'll
rename him like layer Luke. Or is that like, you can name
him Tippy with whatever you're like a queen?
No, someone is here for Luke summertime is here.
Yeah. Lasagna poppy was on the power.
Now it's a layer layer. Luke goddamn look.
Such them titties are That way we been.
Oh, you bet I think might be awesome.
Wait, if he's wrong, we are, we gotta take a shot.
If he's right. She got to take a shot deal.
There's no bra to we then say Lucas do better with bronze for
like is probably distracted 36B. That's actually 100%.
Wow, 100% percent. Wow, you're good.
We taking those shots, guys. I guess we are going to call him
so now you know I mean you can if you want because he was
right. Oh yeah you're right you can
take it with me though. Mother, I mean you had it on the
air came back without a boat. Now this is already looking on,
you amaze me every time you know, that amaze me every time
goddamn How'd you do it? I don't know.
I don't want to know why he has that name that 1% rise old
utility Loop. So how often do you?
I definitely thought it was big. So, Chef.
Adam, a set is given 34d. I definitely know.
They're really not that big. Honestly, they just sit up
pretty like me, please stand up real quick.
Okay. But then I'm going to be out of
frame. No, no, definitely not, I'm not
that ask My eyes that is 5 you. They can't see it from the side
Applause. Whoo.
That guy speak through y'all. Yes, when I get em, you got on
you, what I did have one. See same that shit going on now
but it is gone. It is gone for sure.
Moon except in town. No, I got my ex-boyfriends name.
We Got Each Other's name. We would actually like planning
like our life together at 18 amazing.
Right? This is too many similarities,
but everyone's gonna hate us because everybody hates use
their behavior. Everybody hates me.
That is so wild the same story, that's so crazy.
And just like, be like Tyler J. Let's enter.
First of all, don't don't threaten him with an amazing
time. Like the best time I used.
I go there for 24 hours. Spike, just real quick, I just
need some space. So what you saying are we going?
All right after this, we'll coordinate that but nothing what
you saying? We're going to Atlanta.
What the hell? I just said it.
Let's drink up. Oh, my shot is pretty much fun.
We just glad to get you acquainted with some.
Yeah. Baby, your head double-teaming,
you know, Hold it down, they don't see my, I would say that,
I don't we write triple-team. Now, I'm not even gonna say that
we had to, like, take the, I think so.
Okay, I didn't say it was my job.
She do not a nice complexion definitely.
You can use that. I was I was overhearing.
We asked when she stood up as is on point.
If I was, if I wasn't, I would definitely take her if she's a
bartender. Definitely would.
I'll go my fear pocket who don't know what the fifth pocket is.
The little small pocket in the front.
We keep all the good money at. We don't even have pockets,
right? You got two pockets.
It's kind of hard. It's kind of distracting.
She does have a nipple. This is distracting to keep your
eyes off of it. Like you say nipple rings.
Before you right? We almost the same to you have
to do now that I think about it. I do owe you been all my life.
This is amazing. She drinks.
So that's always a plus. Barely see him.
Again, it's gonna have to appear pressure.
The shit out of her but it's about you.
Oh, I drink. That's fucked up.
Let's go. I'll be like to get something
that really took the helm. Yeah, just take the rest of this
and then we open that one that took the lead in.
When we got a fucked-up. I don't know.
I am a bar. Do you have any bars in desire?
That could be why? I know I think this is a first
look fun fact you see the button right know that drink which is
why you like the hypnotic drink. So right a bit Lucas Barton my
heat he do a lot of stuff on the side.
Oh I'm not being interviewed was going for him.
Do you want to be? I can interview huh?
What supposed to my next question would be.
What was your first impression of all of us?
And our fingers Mitchell, not going to lie.
I don't really remember what's with the whole kind of thing,
but I know that I was mad quite a we had some shots that were
very welcoming like we just had like a good vibe like overall
like just like every encounter was just like good energy.
Good enough for you to come on the show.
I had a good experience which are honesty and I usually never
do tables. That's why I know.
I remember you guys started. Never do the tables.
Like I don't really try to leave behind the bar.
Oh, really? Yeah, it's to personable, like,
it's to have it all. We are dead and you're a drinks
that night, I would say them. All everything doesn't make them
also set out to a bar, Vanquish downtown Newark with the address
to 18b Market Street black-owned business, right?
Next, is it the same as in the same spot as on Dinosaur
Barbecue. There used to be a time inside.
No, it's actually used to be the noodle bar.
Like the new shop barbecue is still.
So, the next 30 know is the building is there, but nobody
has taken Get it over yet. But do not like daylight you
know to New York. They have like a location.
Yeah. And the first time I went there
though, wasn't looking I loved it.
I was so sad. You know what's funny?
Back of that first story that I told you guys.
When I first met you, that was where me and my ex had our first
date. They got some good eggs.
I think it was the wings that I had in the brisket some like I
think it was a pretty good damage me.
I had shrimp and I didn't like I didn't like nothing about it.
I'd move out the way home. He like, you don't gotta take it
home. I don't know waste my money but
I'm like You'll be eyes are is another big break.
So he moved out the worst thing about being a bartender.
Hmm, drunk people. 24/7. That's it.
Luckily, the worst thing. Anyone any bad stories?
Yeah. Obviously a lot of people want a
bag you honestly. Yeah, but that's not even bad
because like even on a regular that's like regular because of
like yes I get Society at this point.
It's not even like it's like you got to be a bartender or you
have to be like whatever like um one of my close friends heard
nice was telling me a story about how she works at ShopRite
and she's like they hit on her and like all kind of stuff.
So I stopped right at ShopRite and yeah fucking on the
midsection. Wait wait who's that?
Babe Wearable towel Livingston, I believe.
Oh damn right. That's crazy.
But that right? So it's like it doesn't matter
if you're a bartender or not, I don't really get hit on as much
people think I got hit really really I can't see that saintly.
I refuse I was I feel like I should be getting hit on more.
Then I get hit. I just think every chick that's
a bartender. This guy hits on like a lot but
that's not the case. Yeah.
Isn't really not the case. Why do you think that?
Because it's like, trunk guys? Yall are attractive and ugly
heart. Very attractive woman.
So you think, am I drunk to say to everybody because that shows
happening? You will not get hit on anything
everything? Hey man, and then the night
leave a sudden now but I think it's just so just make sure.
Liquor and loosening your inhibitions and stuff like that
just makes people feel comfortable to just talk.
So that's why I think it was some like, we're bartender's,
like it's a constant. Just call me Mo says, you don't
get hit on because your meanness.
Fuck as meant at men to the bar. He must know you.
That is one of my close friends. Shout out to mole.
She's been asking about when it's coming on.
When we're going live she just had her own Trucking Company.
Very few of them. Some of hitotsu amazing is
called. Well let me not mold tag.
You're right. Plug it in the comments below
whooping, mess it up. I think it's called Empress
Trucking but I'm going to just let it remain a trucking.
Um yes. Oh no, Empress Logistics Inc.
I'm sorry boss, Empress Logistics Inc.
She is Black-owned. She's a female.
She does Drive herself 0. Shadow stick sink.
Yes. My Empress was just sticking,
she put in the comments. Yes, yes, yes.
I think she's like, literally, like living a dream.
Honestly. She's doing what she wanted her
own time. My own money, she's making it
happen, but she thinks I'm a bitch.
Why? As I am, I really don't get
that. I've been friends with mole for
at this point, eight, nine years, like I really don't get
them bodies. Are you grandfather?
Then we lock them, know? I don't know.
I don't get those vibes, but I can see how people would get
those vibes. Wait, nigga.
Got dark and light clock out and go home right now liquor.
No, now you're no longer layer. Look what lose hair liquor Luke.
Because yeah, I want you to know just because he's plus the
advanced. Any, I think that's, um, this is
done. So we're going to toss this
Lucas privilege. Hey, cam, the planning table.
And this any we call Advanced honey.
First of all, do you Your ankles off that.
Why you still drinking answer is banned from mind, triggers every
episode. Wow, learn a lesson.
No, I like Pokemon. Adam is in vodka chilled.
Don't challenge him. Oh my God, y'all I see you mrs.
Boxer is this, man? I said I wasn't telling I did
was just being an asshole. Like I think you said you
missing vodka and this man bro. Yeah we went to this bar, this
hotel bar. What's it called again?
Because it called it's worth a shot of Larry.
He has a like a loop Station. Yeah, or the station.
The station is the name of the bar.
At Sy. The hotel.
I don't know the hotel. You got to go there.
Check it out. He makes them good at his
drinks. He thought with the look was a
pussy. Yeah, it was do not challenge.
Luke anybody out there, please do.
Challenge. I was being funny and he brought
out a whole bottle of October I said have you seen the book
back? I'm not even warm.
That's another name but bag look we forgot that name big-ass book
bag but look at that but that's what he's pulling out.
Random shit from guys, it's great more shit.
It is don't act magically damn liquor condoms but he got cats
in their movies on my couch. Right on the topic of drinks.
Which describe yourself as a drink.
I would be a shot of I will be a shot of tequila tequila straight
to the point and usually always a good time.
Damn, thanks. Look what you got look like
shit. I'll probably be a long island a
little bit everything, right?
With the hynnyín casa. Now, we did.
I we did open it and see if we can crack that open.
I am over that guy. Got a camera reason y'all with
something. You can keep that just leave it,
leave it. Oh, that's all round to juice.
We would you be? Um, probably Honey Jack.
No, no. I fired.
I get fired. Like, I'm sorry.
Fighting spicy. Yes, spicy with a kick.
Okay, he's allowed my so what is that now for her?
Look, you think ultimately that because I feel like me A Little
Bit Stronger, like a little bit find Jack and strong.
Not strong baby. Sapphire be killed.
It's cold like me. So what do you think?
I said Fireball cause you can't sir.
I will. Wow.
Wow, fucking cancer is cancerous.
Wow. Hey you got cancer?
I'm a very good meant everything.
I drink my tea and West Indian. So wow, honestly if I were I
would say Hennessy I was gonna go with that but I kind of feel
like that please say, no, you have to do what you feel
whenever it comes to you go with your first instinct, right?
But yeah, I was saying to see because it's strong.
But everybody loves it. No matter what absolutely no
matter what weather no matter what capacity I would say that
because my attitude could be wild but people say accepted
they Lucky, You Are The Vibes are still there shopping, love
it. All I think Genesis, okay, I'm
gonna go somewhere some wine for myself.
Subpoena, you may have, you did I don't know but you don't even
drink that shit. Gives love pizza and you drink
the bartender would you pick found gives love people love
Pinot. As a bartender.
Because you gave her hand to see.
So I really feel like Skywalker, you know, what's funny?
I was gonna say you're giving me very much Absolut Vodka is like
the go to even if you don't know what you want is money, suggest
a vodka called you. A damn, damn damn Bach is very
versatile. And you know, you can't go wrong
with a backhoe. Well there was a martini, a
mixed drink, a shot, you can go, you can add any flavor, the
Vodka, pretty much. Yeah, I you see summers are so
goddamn good and archives backup for the team.
Oh ass, I don't drink vodka and I don't drink no serach.
So sorry don't surround. I read said that man was almost
about. So rock makes me have a major
headache. Yeah, I don't fuck with you than
a major headache. Lucas the lurker
toxic talking like that. Girls.
Love them bad boys. Here ID a date men that need
saving. You know how immense date women
that need saving broken Niggas save-a-ho.
Now, Wonder Woman even know, actually know that used to be me
until I met my current until you guys say, okay, my current
person. Now I'm not a secret, no more,
fuck that shit goddamn, fuck that shit, fuck these niggas.
I'm not saving no fucking and I've been in therapy also So
shout out to my therapist Moya but no fuck these niggas not
saving nobody, I don't want no broken ass niggas.
Fuck out of here, I need bread dough, cut me broken, bring that
bread, didn't leave, that's it. Wow!
So he's so broken, niggas is what he did.
Is, what you attract used to you used to.
Yeah, that's what I'm used to in counseling, has been playing a
game. Yeah, and I awesome.
Like a lot of things stem from how you were brought up and I
don't live with my mom. My mom live with me.
Not even that. It's just like when some things
are instilled in you from, like a child, you keep that with you
all the time. Like, my mother was always a
helper. She was at age, she wanted to
help people, no matter what the situation, no matter how broken,
how great, how, whatever it was. And I took on that role, Look at
the house with but anybody in it, right?
That was very considerate because me man look and that's
the only thing I noticed that beauty mark on her lip.
Oh my God, I'm gonna okay you know people ask me what time is
it if it's fake fake like a Latina like that?
I draw on my face while I know I was so Like my room o Moses, you
can tell versus the fake ones because the fake ones they kind
of like, just straight skin. Yeah, this one is raised
actually. Yeah, you can see that is
raised. That's how you could know that
is room. And it's funny because this mold
is fairly new. Dismal is maybe, like, 45 years
old. I never had a mohair, and I have
one like here, my kids forming that.
That mean you hate the 30s girl, because I didn't find all these
unrecognized. I know, I don't look at this
beauty marks. I don't have one of my feet yet.
Mark's. But it's so funny because
everybody always comes up is like, your mom is so cute.
It's so nice. It's like it.
People love this. Would you say, you don't say
nothing. You look at them.
That is what I do. Think it even more red.
Exactly. So I responded to a comment on
Instagram and it should just cut the fuck off.
Now I can't see. No comment show, I hope you have
no, I'm sorry but you know after our of live you can't accept it.
Probably has been out cut off. We could still see you but I
can't see no comments from nobody.
Oh, all I hear is all I see is It's in the titty meat from J
brat for photos. Yeah, alright.
So Never Have I Ever Had a nipple ring ladies?
Well, cheers to a to to the senecas could get nipple rings.
Do I'm just going to say no, don't be scared.
Well we don't have one, takes it down.
Just sit down. So what story about it's about
11:00? All right, so fun fact, my
nipple ring. I actually got as Revenge to my
ex because while we was together, like, I used to always
ask him like, oh, I'm gonna get Nipper.
I want to get over him, but he's obviously, that was whole shit.
So, as soon as we broke up, two months later, I want my knees
and I got my nipple rings. That was too long.
It was too long. But I definitely got my my
nipple rings the next as we're beings like oh this thing I
never want to get number Rings. First thing, I'm doing a new
blank. There's no story.
My nipple rings Derby was terrible.
It was the day before my 21st birthday, I got one done and
then I try to leave shirt down everything and then my friends
Dragon back to the chair. Help me down.
Oh wow! You get the second one because
it hurts so bad I can't do it myself.
Well, thanks, no. It was, please God.
Even believe that you believe, I didn't believe it at first, but
they did this one. And this one was fine.
This one. I actually have two different
rings in my nipples. Oh wow.
I have like a snake bite here and I have a horseshoe here.
Thank you for your service that's have to so I'm not
changing my nipple rings. Do to my nickel allergy?
I don't want no infected nipple rings.
I will gold I entire carrot. Listen.
They had to pay thirty four thousand dollars.
For gold, they were Rings know maybe Amazon.
No I don't be trusted Amazon because I don't know if they
really real what likely like they say like Mama just stick
with you start a rings that I still got in from mashing.
It was 2018. Yeah, I got mine when I was 21.
I'm 30 now. So we can tell that story.
So I'm not changing. I still break out for a fake
from fake earrings and faith. Our goodness is so dumb.
Look, it looks good. Thank you so much.
Now, what kind of person are you, you'll give you some idea
number type of person. Or you can give you that your
Instagram, my Instagram, 100%. That's why I have so many
followers. Damn, you're not get my phone
number, because even if you do, get my phone number, it don't
matter. Right?
That's so that's why I'm gonna give my number out as bitch.
So so I had the same phone number since high school.
I'm 30. One now, but I had the same
number since high school and I don't care about giving my
numbers out to anybody because I felt like I had it for
everybody, got my number already plus my number is easy as fuck
so I just give my number out because I'm notorious for
ignoring niggers anyway, like it don't call my phone, like you
won't ignore it. Leave a voicemail if it's
important, but you're gonna get ignore anyway.
So but like, I don't want people to have direct contact for me.
I could delete the Instagram app and nobody You can block the
numbers. Awesome.
I my lap blockless is like the, why would you do that?
You're like walking. I don't think I want that
number. Well, then you don't get
nothing. So you give out fake numbers
know, nothing about me. I'm very blunt.
I'm very direct like this is why I don't stare people wrong.
I don't pretend to do anything like you're going to get what I
give or you don't get nothing. Like I'm not gonna give you a
fake number. Give you my friends number or
pretend, I'm feeling, you know. No, but then it's also even
harder now because me, being my genuine self like, not even
really curving niggas. How they say, like I don't
really be trying to curve, but they love that shit, baby.
What kind of car? They get, they love that
attracts you that to got tall guy.
Well, first are you a woman? No, what kind of guy do you
attract? I told you, I mean talking about
Which ones are you attracted? You know what?
I used to be attracted to because I at this current point
in time, like me speaking present day.
I am not attracted to males and I'm not talking to women either,
okay? But I am not trying to make.
I have no desire to strike the bell sound like you're attracted
to women. I promise you I have no desire
to get to get to talk to you too.
Like you call me? We link.
I have no desire to do that. Get.
But what I used to be a factor to was people.
That gave me so much attention. I was attention whore, like I
wanted attention, like I wanted you to be all about me.
Like, even if you don't want the attention, and if show me one
it, like, not even a text, like, it doesn't matter if I'm
ignoring you still. Really.
Hey, wait for me what happened? And then I realized that I was a
tract in Psychopaths because they were like getting into a
obsessive point you won't you want to generate can get this
attention. Yeah and then when I got it and
I didn't want to know more it was just like can't go back.
Ya know you getting it all. Exactly.
Regardless. He was living.
Not like you getting a good get orders number.
Now I don't want any I don't want anything like I'll be
talking to my friends all the time and then it's funny.
I did a photo shoot for one of my friends.
Friends her clothing line and we like we were all in a room like
we were all just strangers thrown in a room for a
photoshoot and I was like, you know what, let's just all like,
let's just talk like everybody, put your phones down.
Like let's just be together. Like let's just all connected.
Let's just like and I go, you know what I mean it went it went
so good like It went so good, like I was so happy of the
outcome. Like, we, it was like
therapeutic for all of us. Like we talked about stuff and
we got it all out on the table. Some people would like, let out
their biggest fears, like some people said something I've never
even said, we're strangers. Yeah, I know a couple of them
but it was um, XIII, that's 94, it was eight of us and And I
knew two other people out of the eight besides myself and the
people that do it, but it was so therapeutic.
And it was so good because everybody was like, open and
genuine and honest and everybody was like, raw and organic.
Yeah, it was so organic always better when it's organic, it's
always better. It was so real.
Now we're all like, because the phones were away, I'm sure that
made it better because people don't got to worry about it
being like recorded or, you know, and even recorded.
It was just like, what was the weight?
Like, what was the Wake up time or like, what made me be like,
yo, we need to do some different.
I was like in the middle. So it was like, the table was
like that. So, it was like this, but it
went out that way. So I'm the center of the table
and I have a person here, I have a person in here and his people
are here, and I was just sitting there, looking straight at the
TV, but everybody around me was looking down at their phones.
When I finally looked up and I was like like he's doing right
now cause you called you out, okay?
Across the question. So.
Okay. That my days he was wrong to be
mistakes. Wow.
Well no exactly. There you go.
No, I like you. Yo mind, she don't say no.
That's me all day. All the other.
So it wasn't even there when I'm like, It was a Sunday.
I remember like it was yesterday.
It was a Sunday, so I'm like everybody just put your phones
down like put your phones away. Like let's just talk.
So I'm like, alright. Tomorrow's Monday.
Like let's set goals for like the week like what are we going
to do differently? That we didn't do the week
before last week? I'm like, what do you want to
accomplish? I just want to run room.
What? Even of course I spoke my piece
like, what do you want to do differently?
What do you want to accomplish this upcoming Monday?
Like let's start fresh like Sunday is gay?
A good motivator like a motivational speaker.
See that? Um so I'm like what do you want
to do differently? Like what are your goals like
write stuff down? Like let's just say it.
So everybody was like saying some positive stuff like my
goals so I don't want to tell her I suppose that's the own
business, but my goals were to go to the gym on time, okay?
It makes us all my sessions. I booked my sessions, we forgot
sessions every Sunday or Monday for the rest of the week.
So it changes it varies but your life, with what you got going on
with whatever. So I'm like, I'm going to make
it to all of my four to five sessions that I booked on time.
And I'm going to also be Work on time and I'm going to also come
out all the laundry that I had washed and folded and get off of
them. Now, the laundry is 5 feet from
my room is in my kitchen and hens.
Yeah. So I'm just like, let's see how
many bags. How many loads you got?
I did them all have none. Okay, so take a shot.
It was just so refreshing and just like, people were really
like, we were really present, you know what I mean?
We weren't trying to put on for like the cameras or the
Instagram would like, the perception of what we should be.
Like a robbers is really like pouring out their real emotions
and it was just so beautiful. So do you ask that connects till
after that? We did connect.
We all got each other's Instagram, the Box chains.
Instagram. We're going to do another shoot.
I'm going to do a rainbow picnic.
I know if you guys Beyond takes out, but there's might for
primer. We're Not Gonna, it's not like a
pride thing. It was just like a not being
together. But what is that?
What is a rainbow rainbow? Picnic is basically all the
colors in the rainbow life. Say, we do a remote picnic all
of us for my auburn color. That's already something that
blew something that's green. Like you know, I mean will all
bring something like that, okay. And then we'll just like chill
and I invite. Yeah.
So that was something that we all did.
I'm bringing Rama. Tell you I now know that you
have to bring one of each color, you know it's like the other one
person. In that one a lot of food stamps
out there. If you think if you think about
it what is it seven colors of the rainbow?
So it's like you bring something that's yellow.
Something that's Batman. You got seven things from the
supermarket. Food is not cheap.
Food is increasing in price easy and I mean, everything is
increasing in price these days. Yes, so yeah, that's a lot of
seven things. Seven color things.
You gotta bring broccoli to bring a bag of Skittles and call
it a day. Taste.
The rainbow Okay. Luke is still pulling back the
layers that I've they always go find a loophole a little cough.
I like that one. It's the drink it definitely is.
Is this my triggers? Margarita, that's amazing.
Definitely wow, love that. So my first of all, wait so um
saving your ex if you are attracted to what are you
attracted to if you are attracted to male or female?
Nothing, this is the this is the issue with like everybody.
Honestly, people don't know how to just be happy with being by
yourself, like I'm so content with being alone that I don't.
To be attracted to a male or a female or look for like that
validation to like date this person or be the woman that they
want me to be, whether it's whatever it is.
I'm so content with like, being alone that I don't need, I don't
need that. Like, thanks, I like me that do
hard to believe, but they answer your question.
What was that name? What are you attracted to a
physical? Now, over there named, I want to
address them directly. Oh, you want me to do a flavor
in your ear podcast. Flavor old podcast Flavor in
Your are podcast. Yeah, I'm not, I'm not saying it
in a sexual way because also, that's another thing everybody
takes everything. So sexual, it doesn't have to be
sexual. I've never been attracted to
women. I've never dated a woman.
I've never had sex with the woman.
I've always been charged yet in. Juicy.
We gonna talk offline, but I've never been attracted to the
opposite sex, but it's just like, People fail, so miserably
nowadays because everybody's looking to be with looking to be
appeasing to what someone else wants.
Nobody is like, within like okay, I want this for me, right?
I want to do this for me or like, you know, I like this
point. Nobody is doing that.
Everybody people Pleasers pleasing the masses.
He's in who's watching pleasing? Who's looking piece pleasing,
just like the wrong type of people.
So it's not that I'm not attracted to anything.
He wants you to know. It's not that I'm not attracted
to anything. It's just that I am.
Okay, with out, your content, with yourself, I'm content with
myself. Like I found that because I'm
choosing the bearings. Definitely didn't as 07 one
moment. So like I and it honestly I'm
not gonna sit up here and act like I'm like on this high horse
I'm like this city female. I was very insecure for a long
time. Like, 100% companies like the
Communist is up. That's all right.
How much is up now? Because it took me a long time.
I didn't all laugh at 30 baby once you reach 30.
Fuck yeah, nigga. Like I wasn't secure.
I wasn't happy. I wasn't healthy.
Like I was toxic. I was like manipulate was a
manipulator. Like I was all of these things
and I was 100% absolutely. I'm so sorry.
But at the end of the day you have to a lot of people.
The thing is, a lot of people will, they don't outgrow things.
Hmm, I'll grow everything. Like I'll grow so much that.
Be scared of like, what's next for me?
Honestly, because I can time I can't stay like in one lane.
I need to go this Lane go to sling like see what's out there
and see what's next like see what's happening.
Yeah, that's my personality. That's just me in general
because I'm never going to be content with one thing ever.
So I think that's really the main issue with any situation.
Everybody is comfortable. That's why it's like people deal
with certain things or people put up with her.
Certain things, whether it's their job but there is their
family of the risk, their relationship, their friendship
and it's not healthy. It's not and people are scared
to talk about therapy and suicide, and being unhappy, and
oh well, that's my baby father. And that's why we mother and
even so cynical of it because I felt like since covet therapy
has increased for a lot of people.
But people are also scared to even talk to a therapist.
People are scared to even there. People are embarrassed, you're
right about that, be right here. Wow, shout out to my therapist
again. Well, your math, and we had a
lot of them, not knowingly, of course, meets walking in a lot
of them more than half was in therapy.
Mmm, and even like my own family.
A lot of them are in therapy from the children to the adults
and older than me and my agent above like, right.
But also, people are so scared to have those conversations in
like, it meant like I need help or seek that help and know,
especially since covid since a lot of us was like trapped in
the house at what. Not a lot of mental health
issues arose. Within a lot of people I was
saying for so long as the best time of my life.
By the way, nobody at all like that was little it was that was
covid-19. I'm sorry.
Sorry for the people. Yes are funny, but I went great.
We have a question from commenters.
Sedan baby says, both the last time you've been in a
relationship and what was the race because there have quite
quite okay. The last time I wasn't in a
relationship was just recently, he was actually Advocate half
African half black, okay, so black Yeah.
And at this current time it's been about two months almost
going on three months that we have not been together.
So you can say your where the toxic free2go free, you don't
think I can't get up. That's why are you do now?
You want to have no about the same
relationship? I really don't.
Even call up Alicia policy. It just was like a convenience
kind of Okay, which is the new Norm.
Everybody is out for convenience and it sucks because you don't
know what is genuine was real. Nothing Shane Yuan.
There you have it folks, nothing genuine so they are set sedan.
Maybe also must know what she was really excited because it
come on cousin, Aquarius. Babe.
And do you do you have or believe in the opposite zodiac
sign attract like Virgo and Pisces for example, or APA
Assets. You believe opposites.
I am a strong believer in zodiac signs, like I believe
incompatibility. What's the opposite of Aquarius?
Gemini, Gemini is our apis, are my eyes.
Also out 100% compatibility. Like as far as friendships and
love and about daisy crazy. My best friend is an aquarius,
but disclaimer, she's a January Aquarius, I am A February
Aquarius, and we are night and day night and you need to me.
I think you need the opposite. When it comes to friends, you
need the opposite where night where night and day.
And also one of my very, very close friends is a Pisces.
So, it's just, like here, eh outside of a sadistic Who taught
you, how to kiss? Nobody told me how to kiss.
I still don't know how to kiss, baby?
What? Grow up, really?
Why I hate kissing in the mouth? Why?
It's like spittin tongue and kids cuchi-cuchi, you say you
got a man, what's going on? I also have a coochie, thanks
hitting. Shout out to Juicy, coochie the
leopard on today that out to the cat.
But no, I don't think nobody taught me how to kiss either.
Like I gobble who even teach people how to kids like, hey
kids and learn what you like, what you don't like, like I do.
Like tongue. I fucking hate tongue.
That's fucking different. Oh my God.
What? But How could somebody teach
you? How to kiss?
So, that's disgusting. All right, so what are you
practice on this one? This one.
So I'm gonna I'm gonna, I'm a limb and say, you don't like to
be spending the mouth, I'm just going to say, pussies don't kiss
you back, so you don't got it, you can find me.
And what is fuck that. Disgusting my jacket for jacket
on. So I was.
So Dan is a Libra. That's what he is.
He can go to hell. Wow, he's a demon.
Sorry, sorry sorry, nobody's are with him.
He's a demon. So how toxic are you or can you
be? Give me a scale one to ten?
Jared. I like your answer.
You 100. I don't know.
I like your answer. Very true.
Yeah, I got the gold. I've ever question their.
Let's go to turn. Can I ask a question?
Yes, you can never have I ever what?
Okay. This for y'all in the comments
too. - shot if you did it. Never have I ever joined the
mile high club. Fuck.
You are all of us. They're not exactly on my phone.
I'd never join the mile high club.
No. I mean you got us because none
of us did. Oh that wasn't.
Okay. So let me just rethink this.
Come back to me. Okay, okay, I could do that now,
we come to what, I'll pick one segment.
So our question is go ahead and loop.
Who are you? Taking body shots and back shots
from this, two bartenders body and back these who are the
culprits? Yeah the bartender from The Love
Boat or the bartender from cheers.
Okay let me see this. Exactly.
Your same body shots or body shots from low white bun, right?
Body shots our backs and all back shots from over with the
iPhone, the left. Yeah, I forgot to cut the hip
action is exactly. And you do, you know what?
A bang and I had to give it up right here.
Give it up, hang on. Put the motion.
Is he buying all the shots but I said from a Sam put in the
motion in the ocean. That's it.
That's all now. Have you ever did see.
A crazy or somebody was dead wrong.
After you do some crazy that you just wrong.
Yes. Kevin a history.
Of course we did. Okay, we still alive.
No. So I was dead wrong with my
ex-boyfriend, the same one that I have done everything to, he
was in my bed with no clothes on.
And I took his phone and took pictures of him in my bed with
no clothes on and sent it to his baby mother.
Y 4y. Yeah, he went to fight me.
And then, you know what his response he was that knocked
out, so that means you put the pussy on them.
Do you think anything less of me?
Thank you, thank you for your contributions.
So he put the snap on them, he was knocked out.
And then you know what? He said to me the next day.
What why would you do that to that?
Girl? Exactly.
It would you say what was the response that?
That was my out moved. That was me getting out of it.
I said, what, what is wrong with you?
Because I thought they was together.
Wait, we all in the silent war with each other?
No, they were together. Oh, so I don't understand why he
wasn't mad. That was my ingame.
All good. I was like mine.
That was that? That was my chest mode.
I was my Jack me that I have a chess move.
Was that your first know Hanukkah first.
Okay, you were real one. He was my that was my check me.
And he said, LOL, why you do that to that?
Girl, I was confused. I thought I was getting out of
the big question is, we asked? It was just a fucking
afterwards. I just, yeah.
I was kind of surprised right now.
I'm surprised. What would you say?
Makes a woman crazy. Like we give us like three
things. Honestly, I can't say what makes
a woman crazy because women do a lot of shit.
Like me being a woman and she women do a lot of shit and me
being a woman in denim with the same stuff and like, no one like
work. Fruit is good and what route?
I take it. It's very different.
So women get crazy when nope, I have the answer, not the answer.
What makes a woman crazy is when They look for the what it could
be and not what it is so dating for like potential versus
potential and not what's happening.
What not what the reality is that was that's what makes women
crazy. Because women think that I could
change his person, or this is what they could be and this is
what I want. And it's really like, what
they're showing you is what there you're going to get and
maybe even not all of that. Yeah, it's good.
Yeah. Have you ever dated any gas from
like, for Newark describe these? Somebody from Newark, I'm gonna
trash bag a Hefty. Glad No garbage.
Damn why? because, People are a product of
their environment. Unfortunately.
Hey and a lot of people don't want to take ownership of like
what they created or what they helped build or what they helped
mold and it's it sucks because like I didn't do that.
Like everybody is influenced by something no matter what we want
to take credit for what we want to inherit, what we want to
believe. Everybody is influenced by
something and I learned that more than ever recently when my
friend, she lives on the first floor of my house.
And whatever we say whatever we do, her son is just like It up
like a sponge, like a sponge. Like I can say something right
now, like damn, these Niggas Ain't Shit Heap like I see them.
Niggas Ain't Shit, right? And but the thing is he'll be
like right? Like so it'll be like I cannot
agree with him because I just said it sounds like right?
Like you might not do is that you never really everybody
underestimates like what the power of a word or what the
power of a influence, what the power of an action is