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Hello, this is your host, Ross 
Kenyon. 

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I'm doing something that I have 
not done before. 

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I feel like I did a long time 
ago, but it's been a while. 

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But in trying to make this show 
financially sustainable, I was 

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able to pick up a couple of 
sponsors. 

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It would do me a great favor if 
you could please listen and 

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learn more about each of them 
since they offer something to 

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different parts of our audience 
that I think you will care about

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These two sponsors and thank you
from the bottom of my heart for 

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becoming sponsors are off 
stream. 

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And our bionics, our Bionics is 
a project developer. 

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They're the ones that are 
actually pulling carbon dioxide 

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out of the atmosphere and 
storing it and they are doing it

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through trees. 
You know, trees have had a 

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difficult time within carbon 
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You should go listen to the show
that I did with with Lizette 

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Louis from our Bionics. 
We did a show probably about six

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weeks or 8 weeks ago and we 
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of trees, Afro station 
reforestation within carbon 

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removal has played out, how that
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biological material and anoxic 
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purposes alone. 
Arbonics is doing something a 

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little bit differently. 
Europe has over 14,000,000 

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hectares of underused land, 
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farmland. 
It's low quality pasture. 

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Not a lot is happening there. 
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It was cleared a long time ago 
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supply and better yields 
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of this land is just 
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So our bonnets uses technology 
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land and then restore it back 
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forest. 
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important because a lot of 
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monoculture, which is maybe 
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not solving the overall Poly 
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So our bionics pursues that way 
of going to market in order to 

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offer corporates high quality 
data backed European carbon 

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removal credits, helping 
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sustainability goals with 
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So goals of that conversation 
with Lizette. 

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I'll put a link in the show 
notes if you want some more. 

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And if you're thinking about 
this in terms of a cycle here, 

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Off Stream would be a service 
provider to our Bionics. 

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Off Stream is there to make 
carbon compliance simple for 

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project developers. 
If you're listening, if you work

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at a carbon removal company or 
company producing other types of

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carbon assets, the data portion 
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If you're listening and you 
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methodology or any registry 
documentation, you'll probably 

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live longer than the rest of us 
who have. 

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It's non trivial. 
It's difficult, and that's not 

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to say that it shouldn't be 
difficult. 

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Much of this should be. 
So we make sure that quality is 

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actually taking place when 
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anything like that. 
And Off Stream exists to make it

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easier for product developers to
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data. 
Barsha Ramesh Walsh, Off Stream 

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CEO, She likens their platform 
to being Agps For your carbon 

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credit and your MRP plans. 
It's guiding you through the 

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jungle of certifications and 
compliance. 

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Oh, I love that. 
That's such a fun, visual way of

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putting it. 
This is a world where you can 

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develop and iterate on your 
project. 

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LC as in minutes, not weeks. 
Where you can focus on doing the

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important work of growing your 
business, scaling carbon 

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removal, generating more credits
without having to necessarily 

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hire more employees. 
This is really an important time

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in carbon removal where 
minimizing headcount may be 

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necessary for a number of 
companies to stay alive and keep

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going. 
And Off Stream is here to help 

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you do that. 
They're here to help you with 

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your LCA needs. 
If you're listening, you're a 

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project developer, you know one 
and they are having persistent 

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migraines for paperwork like go 
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Tell them that Off Stream can 
help them handle the quote UN 

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quote boring bits while they can
focus on saving the planet off 

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stream because paperwork 
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Crack me up. 
Thank you Off Stream and our 

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bonics for sponsoring Reversing 
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I'm really appreciative that 
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It means a lot. 
If you're listening to this and 

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you'd like to sponsor Reversing 
Climate Change, feel free to 

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send me an e-mail. 
I'll put the e-mail in the show 

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notes too. 
And let's talk. 

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And OK, now I'm going into the 
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Here it is, and thank you again 
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By way of a brief intro, this is
a Co released podcast with my 

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old friend Heidi Lim Heidi is an
amazing tik toker and she is 

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starting a new YouTube and 
TikTok channel doing a lot more 

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long form content interviews. 
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Heidi for a long time to do 
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I really love the way that she 
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I think she's such an important 
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removal. 
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I hope you will support Heidi's 
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Links to follow her work on all 
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the show notes below. 
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I end up getting pretty 
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Talk a lot about the spiritual 
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how bizarre the world is and how
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pretty real. 
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illustration of maybe where 
Heidi's creativity will go in 

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her climate communications work.
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Change a five star rating in 
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being here. 
I hope everyone goes and 

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supports your work too. 
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Oh hey, welcome to our first 
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As someone who's been working in
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years, over that time I've 
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about, uh, why climate media is 
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there aren't that many climate 
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that there's sort of this wall 
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feeling a lot of despair about 
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the world who feel like nothing 
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change. 
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I see a lot of really good 
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know, thousands of people who 
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despair. 
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platform where I can help people
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people on the industry side, 
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climate who may not have the 
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YouTube platform or create a 
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like use the platform that I'm 
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those voices and hear what cool 
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friends who you can turn to and 
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getting to know. 
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series, talking with my friend 
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has been an ally to me on my own
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someone who's a creative in the 
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I've been a guest on it, but I 
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this podcast on on my walks from
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I worked on climate. 
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advise people about is if you're
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pivot, take the first step. 
Create ways to passively learn 

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And one of those ways is to just
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subscribe to content creators 
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that you're interested in. 
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switching from working in 
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work, I was just listening 
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Climate Change podcast. 
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Let me know what you think. 
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with me and Ross today. 
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being my first, my first guest. 
Ross Kenyon, I think we first 

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met because I reached out to you
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climate role. 
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It was either you or Paul. 
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try. 
I'm just trying to reach out to 

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you on LinkedIn. 
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reach out to both of us, but it 
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That's funny though. 
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famous carbon removal essay in 
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what happened. 
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I definitely, definitely met you
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you or somebody who I feel like 
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helping people to learn about 
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want to have to make people feel
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the people aspect of of working 
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would be a perfect person for 
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appreciate you. 
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founder, an entrepreneur. 
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I'm honored. 
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You are you you've been doing 
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continue that direction too. 
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be first here and thanks for, 
you know, make me blush a little

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bit. 
I really do care about that kind

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of showing up a lot. 
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performative culture. 
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And so much of 1's career life, 
there's an attitude of how do I 

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get ahead. 
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liked, it was always said very 
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And you can read it in a very 
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read it in a beautiful way. 
It's from Hollywood. 

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It sounds like something like 
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said or something. 
It's something like the people 

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you see on the no, the people 
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same ones you see on the way 
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And it's true, I think, like you
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were kind to them when you 
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You took a meeting that you 
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more than you took. 
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When I die, I want to be 
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I want people to say, like, wow,
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call. 
He he was someone that I had 

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nothing to offer. 
And he's still, like, took it. 

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And I want to be like, yeah, 
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of that, which is like, people 
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And my time is unvalued by 
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And I give it away all for free.
I hope I'm not doing that. 

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I don't think I'm doing that. 
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That's what I like to do. 
I feel that. 

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from you as well. 
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necessarily an anomaly too. 
Like a lot of really. 

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Yeah, generous people were able 
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when I was looking for my 
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And then, you know, they really 
pay it forward. 

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So I feel like it's just it's 
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woodwork after your how to 
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removal piece came out? 
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yeah, my calendar just booked 
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giving them like free consulting
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Is that, am I remembering that 
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Is that right? 
That's why I wrote the piece 

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about switching into climate 
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Went that way. 
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help make make my calendar a 
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more people just knew about it. 
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it's like this is an extension 
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cannot take those calls. 
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how can I like, what's the force
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media is it for me? 
That's my thesis at least, yeah.

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I think it's a good thesis. 
You already have good positive 

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proof points for it too. 
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delusional aspiration here. 
It seems pretty well grounded by

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your long term passion for short
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Longer form medium form video 
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OK, well, I, I guess I, I was 
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a few parts and the first part 
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like the people who do climate 
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have the largest Rolodex of 
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you're yeah, you it's really, 
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Rolodex. 
Like how many episodes are you 

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into the podcast? 
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change is like 300, maybe close 
to 400 if you're counting the 

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unnumbered bonus episodes too. 
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newsrooms, like another hundred 
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of those. 
But yeah, so oh. 

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My gosh, yeah. 
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there's like multiple people on 
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OK, So that the people of 
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bucket that I think would be a 
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of climate media because I feel 
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trying to add to the climate 
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feel like it's quite it's flawed
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It's, you know, an uphill battle
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be fun to to chat about that. 
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question is kind of related to 
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like you are the rare instance 
of somebody who wanted to work 

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on climate change, but you had 
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a podcast And there aren't many.
I feel like there aren't as many

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climate focused or like even 
clean tech focus podcasts as you

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would think based on how immense
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And very early, very early on in
your founding days of Nori, you 

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guys figured out, OK, we're 
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talk to other, other folks doing
this work. 

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Like how did that happen? 
Why? 

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Why did you do that? 
It was my Co founder Paul 

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Gamble's idea. 
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hackathon but Paul always had a 
really powerful content forward 

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approach and I certainly thought
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convince the CEO of that maybe 

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doesn't believe that. 
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that at Nori too. 
We were so early in carbon 

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removal that there was no 
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sell. 
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was the product. 
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things happening for Nori over 
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Those those gains of your share 
of public perception for carbon 

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removal companies. 
I think Dory was able to grab so

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much of that just because that 
we were always having 

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conversations that were 
interesting and strange. 

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this was the first thing for 
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and it really helped push me. 
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couple times a year isn't like a
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if it changed the trajectory of 
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maybe they would have gotten 
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I don't know. 
But this, this is nice. 

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It's nice to give them a nudge 
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something that maybe they had an
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going to be a thing and just 
push them over the edge there. 

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reasons for having done it, by 
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product to sell except for this.
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a good idea by Paul and one that
I was pretty well suited to 

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carry out. 
I think I was pretty well suited

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to carry it out too, because I 
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ideologically driven political 
space where I was like very 

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black and white, very 
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good spot to relate to lots of 

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people ask questions, meet them 
where they are. 

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headspace to bring to 
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worked out. 
Interesting. 

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I mean, I personally was 

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listening to the Reversing 
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religiously every single, 
literally every single episode 

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through my job search. 
I hope there's a lot more people

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who continue to to get a lot out
of your conversations on that 

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podcast. 
It's been super fun doing it 

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because it's almost eight years 
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8 years of doing reversing 
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And the competition has really 
stepped up to there's just so 

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many more specialized shows in 
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And when reversing climate 
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as I know, I don't, I don't 
think there's anyone that can 

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challenge this, but maybe so, 
but I think it was the only 

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carbon removal podcast out 
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That's not true anymore. 
There, there are a lot and many 

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of them are very good too. 
Like I listened to several other

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podcasts too, to, to make sure 
I'm rounding out the 

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perspectives. 
And some people are more policy 

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oriented, some are more like 
business or tech focused. 

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And I try to just bring all that
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But I don't know my my advice to
you that I've learned after 

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eight years. 
Unsolicited advice, I might add.

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Just just do whatever you do. 
That's exactly you. 

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I no longer make any apologies 
for the weird shows that I 

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program. 
Some of them are like barely 

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climate, barely carbon removal. 
Some of them I sneak through and

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like, if you like the way that I
talk about things or address 

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them, maybe you'll also be 
interested in this thing that's 

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adjacent, but not like directly 
climate. 

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I hope, and that's kind of like 
a bit of for better or for 

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worse, and I hope for better for
the right kind of person who 

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likes me personally. 
And if anyone who listens to you

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past or you're you're Youtubing 
tik toking like they're there 

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because they like Heidi. 
They're not going to be there 

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for probably other reasons or 
they will grow to love you and 

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that's why they keep showing up 
over time. 

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So I don't know. 
A lot of people have like more 

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focused podcasts, though I watch
some of them. 

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You're like, OK, like Cdr policy
scoop. 

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No one's going to mistake the 
kinds of shows that they're 

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making like it's it is, it is 
exactly what is on the tin and 

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that's cool. 
My show is not what is on the 

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tin. 
Sometimes there's there's things

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where people are like, what the 
hell is this show? 

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There's a show on the occult. 
You put out a Halloween show on 

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the occult. 
Yes, I did do that. 

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That's something that I did. 
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feel like is a an issue with 
climate media is like you things

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are too specialized and, and I'm
trying I mean, I on my platform,

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I'm talking about, you know, the
brain drain into big tech. 

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I'm talking about, you know, I'm
very anti AI, very anti tech 

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bro. 
I talked about like, why are we 

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seeing attacks on science in 
general? 

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You know what? 
Why is there a decline in trust 

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in science in America? 
Like those are topics that I'm 

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going into cause yeah, I do feel
that we, we very much sort of 

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kneecap our our audience because
it's a very self selecting group

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of people who want to watch or 
listen to climate specific 

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media. 
Like I myself am. 

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Unfortunately, I don't even 
consume climate media because 

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I'm just not interested a lot of
times like, and so I, I kind of,

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but that kind of helps me to 
like figure out why, like what, 

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what, what is the gap here? 
And like what, what, what would 

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a YouTube channel look like 
where I actually want to watch 

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it? 
And it helps me to stay up to 

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date with the climate. 
And that's what I'm trying to. 

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That's what I'm trying to 
create, I guess. 

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I think if you want something 
and you can't find it, whether 

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or not that's media related or 
not, it's a, you know, if you 

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feel like you are the right 
person to make that, that's a 

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pretty good indicator that if 
you feel that way, likely other 

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people do too. 
And it's worth exploring and 

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just seeing. 
Is there any for this thing? 

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So I think I think you are 
correct in how you're 

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approaching this. 
There are many shows that I 

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don't listen to or just I'm just
like, ah, just, you know, like I

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would rather listen to something
that's fun or listen to a book 

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or just, you know, enjoy nature 
sounds outside without having 

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something in my ears right now. 
There's a lot of competition for

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that. 
OK, since we're on, we, we kind 

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of dove into the topic of 
climate media. 

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We can stay here. 
What is the state of climate 

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media? 
As somebody who's been here for 

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a long time, I, I can tell you 
how I feel. 

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It is as an outsider. 
But you've been doing this for a

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while. 
Yeah. 

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How, how? 
How is it going? 

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I'm very curious about your 
take. 

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I have this theory and I'm not 
sure if it's correct, but when I

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noticed at some point many more 
carbon removal companies and 

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people started investing more in
media and that struck me as a 

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sign of bad things where it's 
like, oh, shouldn't shouldn't 

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you be focused on selling your 
products? 

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Shouldn't you like, is now 
really the best time to be 

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investing in content? 
Because Nori came at it because 

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we didn't have anything to sell.
So I just imagined that if that 

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model is correct, you weren't 
doing media because you ran out 

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of things to sell or selling is 
not going very well because 

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these are longer term 
investments in brand equity. 

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Starting any kind of podcast or 
any kind of account like this, 

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it often takes a while to build 
some momentum and companies 

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think it's easy. 
We're just going to record a 

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show with the CEO and such and 
such and it's going to result in

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increased sales, talent 
acquisition and retention and 

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brand equity. 
And like you maybe have like 10s

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of listens for a while, like the
the slow build of the RSS feed 

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subscribership is it's a it's a 
grind. 

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So I don't know, I, I see so 
much content out there and I 

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wonder how much of it is because
there's not more remunerative 

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ways to spend time. 
I don't know if that's true or 

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not. 
I have that thought sometimes, 

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though. 
It reminds me a little bit of 

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that scene in The Big Short 
where Steve Carell is like, 

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yeah, we're in a bubble. 
Yeah, short, short at all. 

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Yeah, it's all bullshit. 
You know, like I hope it's not 

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that. 
I really do, but I like that. 

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It just shows how much 
specialization there is too. 

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It's a little bit like if you're
in a smaller town or a smaller 

451
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:55,640
industry, I'm going to stick 
with a smaller town and there's 

452
00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:57,480
only a couple restaurants. 
You got like a Subway and a 

453
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,520
Chili's or whatever. 
And you go to New York City and 

454
00:24:59,520 --> 00:25:02,080
you're like, it's 3:00 AM and I 
can get Bangladeshi food. 

455
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,200
Like how is that possible with 
this much specialization in like

456
00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:09,960
this area? 
Like it's, I think like as Cdr 

457
00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:12,480
just grows as an industry, like 
the show's become much more 

458
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:16,040
specific and people are trying 
to find ways to experiment with 

459
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:18,000
format to like what you're 
doing. 

460
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,520
I think what, what Sebastian and
Ava are doing right now with Cdr

461
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:23,720
policy scoop is very smart. 
There's a lot of stuff like that

462
00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:24,960
that I'm watching. 
I'm like, cool. 

463
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:28,400
It's innovation with form and 
format and not just content. 

464
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:31,120
Whereas I'm very much like 
content driven and like maybe 

465
00:25:31,120 --> 00:25:34,520
I'll make video too, but I'm, I 
am always just like, what's the 

466
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:37,160
what's like something weird that
no one is talking about yet that

467
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,680
I'm like really interested in 
that I can connect. 

468
00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:41,400
To my. 
Professional life. 

469
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,240
Jump in here. 
Yeah, sorry, I'm just rambling 

470
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:45,200
about this. 
No, it's great. 

471
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,560
I was just, I'm thinking of, do 
you know that podcast you're 

472
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:49,360
wrong about? 
I love that podcast. 

473
00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:51,720
It's one of my favorites. 
No, I don't think I've listened.

474
00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:53,560
To you have to. 
OK, well, if you like the 

475
00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:55,000
occult, you're gonna love this 
podcast. 

476
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:59,320
They actually they talk way too 
much about Satanic panic, like 

477
00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:03,480
all the time. 
But each episode is like totally

478
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:06,200
different. 
It's just stuff in history that 

479
00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:10,480
we think we know that is just 
like they're actually like, what

480
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,080
actually is it like Brie 
Antoinette saying let them eat 

481
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:13,840
cake. 
OK. 

482
00:26:14,120 --> 00:26:17,000
She actually said that when she 
was 11 and she was a child at 

483
00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:19,640
that point when she said it. 
It's not like when she was 

484
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,320
queen. 
It's things are like misplaced 

485
00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:25,640
all the time. 
They did a long like, like a 

486
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:27,840
very long series on Princess 
Diana. 

487
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:31,360
They don't did a very long 
series on OJ Simpson in that 

488
00:26:31,360 --> 00:26:36,160
case, yeah, they and they yeah. 
So kind of panic is in there 

489
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:37,520
sprinkled, sprinkled throughout.
I. 

490
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:39,440
Wanna listen to all these? 
Yeah, I. 

491
00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:41,480
Just Diana on. 
I'm very interested. 

492
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:45,160
And they're a cozy podcast too, 
where like, they're just fun. 

493
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,280
It doesn't stress me out. 
I guess that's that's one thing 

494
00:26:48,280 --> 00:26:52,160
is I yeah, I try to listen to 
media that doesn't stress me 

495
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:55,200
out. 
I guess you were asking like my 

496
00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:57,880
thoughts on climate media as an 
outsider. 

497
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:02,280
Yeah. 
Well, so I don't consider myself

498
00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:06,160
a carbon removal specific 
content creator like I barely my

499
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:08,640
audience is not even there yet. 
Like I, I've made a couple of 

500
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:11,840
things about carbon removal, but
we haven't talked about that 

501
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:17,080
basically at all, not yet. 
I will do like a longer deep 

502
00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:20,080
dive on carbon removal. 
Probably just take what I wrote 

503
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:23,040
and put it in the video form. 
Cause I've done it in audio and 

504
00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:25,880
I'll do it in video. 
But yeah, we haven't gotten 

505
00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:31,120
there yet. 
And I, I feel like when, when I 

506
00:27:31,120 --> 00:27:34,960
think of climate media, it's 
always either news, which is 

507
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:38,160
again self selecting. 
It's for people who go and read 

508
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:41,320
Canary media, go and read heat 
map news because they want, or 

509
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:43,480
grist. 
I love grist because they, you 

510
00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:45,280
know, they are seeking that 
information out. 

511
00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:48,320
And then, of course, the only 
time people in average like a 

512
00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:50,600
regular person sees anything 
about climate, it's when it's 

513
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:56,680
bad because the that's the, you 
know, few times that like CNN 

514
00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,000
or, you know, one of these like 
mainstream media outlets will 

515
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,640
take will will say something 
about it is like bad stuff. 

516
00:28:03,800 --> 00:28:06,880
And then like in the industry 
side, I feel like these, you 

517
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:12,600
know, smaller media outlets tend
to be like really specific and 

518
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:15,240
professional. 
It's not approachable to an 

519
00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:17,640
average person. 
It's like people who are talking

520
00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:21,280
among themselves within an 
industry and they maybe are 

521
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:23,720
using even jargon that an 
average person can't just jump 

522
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:25,960
into because you have to have 
that prior knowledge. 

523
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:29,360
Yeah. 
So I just think there's not 

524
00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:34,600
enough, enough of those like 
things on the periphery that's 

525
00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:38,800
going to grab just a, a, a 
random person. 

526
00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:41,640
And, and then the reason I'm 
focusing on TikTok is because 

527
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:47,000
there's just, it's just a medium
that like, I think professionals

528
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:50,640
who are in the industry haven't 
touched, like even you, you 

529
00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:52,080
know, you're, you're really in 
media. 

530
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:55,400
But, you know, I, I, I was like,
Ross, you have to please 

531
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:57,960
download TikTok so you can 
experience it when we were, we 

532
00:28:57,960 --> 00:28:59,760
were talking about it a couple 
years ago. 

533
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:03,000
And and that's, you're not the 
only one, Like, and, and I'm 

534
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:07,680
trying to bring the voices of 
the people in the industry to 

535
00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:10,760
that audience in an approachable
way that they don't have to seek

536
00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:11,560
it out. 
And hopefully. 

537
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,880
Yeah, like, I want to be like 
Hank Green. 

538
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:16,280
Like everyone loves Hank Green, 
but he talks about science and 

539
00:29:17,800 --> 00:29:19,720
but you don't care. 
He talks about he's just your 

540
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:21,440
buddy. 
You know, he's like the person 

541
00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:24,720
that you trust. 
Yeah, he's a real world beater 

542
00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:27,680
too. 
Just like fluency with history 

543
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:31,000
and literature and science. 
You're like, come on, man, you 

544
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:33,880
can't be good at all this stuff.
I always make fun of John 

545
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:35,840
Sanchez for for that too. 
I'm like, come on, John, you 

546
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:37,400
can't be good at all this stuff 
at the same time. 

547
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,040
Yeah. 
But that's a good point, I 

548
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:43,480
really should just just commit 
to doing it too. 

549
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:48,200
Do the occult stuff. 
I did I did 1 show about how I 

550
00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:53,080
don't like the phrase Faustine 
bargain for for climate work, 

551
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,280
especially for geoengineering, 
I've. 

552
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:55,760
Never heard. 
I've never heard that. 

553
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,160
You never heard someone say. 
Explain it. 

554
00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:00,480
Explain it to us. 
Because I don't think, yeah, 

555
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:01,640
I've. 
I haven't even heard that. 

556
00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:07,480
Faustine bargain is is is a is a
way of saying a deal with the 

557
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:10,400
devil. 
So Faust makes a a deal with a 

558
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:17,160
specific demon of some variety 
Mephistophiles, and it works out

559
00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:21,200
for for Faust, though, like he 
it depends on the version of it.

560
00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:25,320
So in the Christopher Marlowe 
version, he gets damned and he 

561
00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:26,880
he ends it all. 
But everyone always talks about 

562
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:29,480
the Gurta version, which is the 
most famous one. 

563
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:34,240
But on a technicality, he wins 
the deal and he gets he gets the

564
00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:37,160
good stuff from the demon that 
offered him all of knowledge 

565
00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:39,280
essentially and doesn't have to 
go to hell for it. 

566
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,480
So whenever people say that's a 
Fausty and bargain, I'm like, 

567
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:43,320
but it worked out. 
So like, are you? 

568
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:46,520
It's like when people say 
Epicurean to mean that someone 

569
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:50,120
is a very rich eater and you're 
like Epicureans were were a 

570
00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:52,400
hedonist, but they thought that 
you would have more pleasure if 

571
00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:54,760
you didn't overindulge. 
So they actually you're using 

572
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,680
the word wrong historically. 
So I'm basically a pet Ant is 

573
00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,440
what I'm trying to tell you. 
This yeah, that's the you're 

574
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,320
wrong. 
You're wrong about that's that's

575
00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:05,080
very You're wrong about of you. 
Is it then we just ended up 

576
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:07,920
talking about, like, Ari Astra 
films and like, various aspects 

577
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:10,960
of like, maybe a cult is so 
prominent in our culture these 

578
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:12,560
days and it kind of just went 
from there. 

579
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:15,680
But yeah, someone left a comment
on one of the podcasting review 

580
00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:17,880
forms being like, this was this 
used to be like a climate show? 

581
00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:20,840
What, what, what happened to it?
I'm like, we just put out a 

582
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:22,680
Halloween show. 
Can't they have a little fun? 

583
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,200
Like, what the hell? 
What's wrong with that? 

584
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,480
Well, you know, you got to 
ignore the commenters because 

585
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:28,960
people are always going to say 
something negative no matter 

586
00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:30,920
what you do. 
So yeah, that's my, those are my

587
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:37,360
thoughts on like climate media, 
sort of like where it is at the 

588
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:41,640
moment and and why I'm trying to
do something a little bit 

589
00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:43,600
different. 
But yeah, what do you think? 

590
00:31:44,120 --> 00:31:46,720
I know one of the things I do 
that's fun that we started at 

591
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:51,360
Nori, but then I ended up 
continuing on after Nori wound 

592
00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:54,200
down last year, is the carbon 
removal memes account. 

593
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:56,520
We always have a long debate 
about. 

594
00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:00,000
Not even a debate. 
It's a balance like because you 

595
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:03,120
want to have some of these 
general memes that people 

596
00:32:03,120 --> 00:32:05,280
understand. 
You're like, oh, that's funny. 

597
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:07,880
I don't even work in this space.
And that's I that made me laugh.

598
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:10,320
And then some of them it's fun 
to do something that's so inside

599
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,840
baseball that you basically 
don't know unless you are full 

600
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,840
time obsessed with card removal.
And sometimes those shows like 

601
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:18,080
the, I don't know if this is 
true either. 

602
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:21,320
The part of the theory of the 
inside baseball memes that it's 

603
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:23,800
a velvet rope. 
And if people see people lined 

604
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:26,000
up outside of a club at night 
with the velvet rope, you're 

605
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:27,200
like, oh, there must be 
something good in there if 

606
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:28,360
they're willing to line up for 
it. 

607
00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:31,880
And I'm wondering if inside 
baseball memes has that sort of,

608
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,760
oh, I wish I could understand 
what was happening in this joke.

609
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:39,560
That's the theory. 
OK, yeah, totally. 

610
00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,800
And it's hard to know. 
Like maybe it probably does. 

611
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:44,560
I'm sure there are people who 
are like, oh, OK, I wanna, I 

612
00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:47,960
wanna get on the inside of this.
I don't know if it actually 

613
00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:50,040
works. 
So I don't know 'cause I mean, 

614
00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:51,600
reversing Climate Change is very
much like this. 

615
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:55,360
The other show that I I made and
ran for a long time as sort of 

616
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:58,360
like a executive producer kind 
of role when Nori was active as 

617
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:02,080
Carbon Removal Newsroom. 
And that show was basically just

618
00:33:02,080 --> 00:33:06,160
like copied Steven Lacy and 
Sugar Shaw and like energy gang 

619
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:10,760
and political climate shows like
that too were great format too. 

620
00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:14,840
But it was very much trying to 
do shows that we're about news 

621
00:33:14,840 --> 00:33:17,760
and like in like very much 
industry inside baseball in the 

622
00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:21,320
same way, like if you listen to 
A16Z, if you're not a venture 

623
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:24,320
capitalist or an MBA, you're 
almost like, what are they even 

624
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,800
saying this is like? 
Gibberish, but that's on 

625
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,560
purpose, I think like they're 
VCs are elitist. 

626
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:31,400
Like it's, I think it's, yeah, 
like. 

627
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:33,480
The velvet rope, though, it made
me want to be like, well, maybe 

628
00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,160
I should get that MBA because I 
don't know what the hell they're

629
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:35,640
talking about. 
How? 

630
00:33:35,640 --> 00:33:38,520
Totally, Yeah. 
But reversing climate change had

631
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:42,040
the benefit of being if you do 
anything for years, you get 

632
00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:45,360
bored of it and you just can't 
keep doing a show about, well, 

633
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:49,400
what's your LCA like? 
And oh, carbon removal is having

634
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:52,440
difficulty scaling and what's, 
what are your unit costs? 

635
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:55,760
And oh, is it solid sorbent or 
is it a liquid sorbent and blah,

636
00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:58,720
blah, blah policy like that's 
super important And like you 

637
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:00,280
have to know it to work in the 
space. 

638
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:01,560
You're just not going to be that
effective. 

639
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:05,360
But I think it's important to 
just keep finding ways to be 

640
00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:07,360
creative because the only way 
that I have ever been able to 

641
00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:11,080
tell if anything that I make is 
good or not is if I am 

642
00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:14,000
entertained by it. 
There are shows that I will edit

643
00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:17,000
and be like, I can't tell it 
wasn't that fun to make and it's

644
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:18,480
not that fun to listen back to 
and edit. 

645
00:34:18,679 --> 00:34:20,800
And sometimes people will be 
like, I love that show. 

646
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:24,040
I'm like, really, I don't even 
remember it because it was stick

647
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:26,520
with me. 
But you have to find ways where 

648
00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:31,199
people are the, the, the way 
that this works, I think, is if 

649
00:34:31,199 --> 00:34:33,520
anyone's going to listen to your
content or engage with it over 

650
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:36,239
time, it's one because maybe you
caught their attention with the 

651
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:38,679
first show and they stick around
because they like you, 

652
00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:43,239
specifically you as a person. 
And then if they like you by the

653
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:46,159
transit of property, they will 
like things that interest you 

654
00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:47,920
that you keep making on your 
own. 

655
00:34:47,920 --> 00:34:49,960
And that's what reversing 
climate change is too. 

656
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:52,320
Where there are shows where, I 
mean, one of my favorite shows 

657
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:54,360
that I've done is with Carl 
Marlantis. 

658
00:34:54,360 --> 00:34:58,440
Do you know who he is? 
Did you watch the Ken Burns 

659
00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:01,560
Vietnam War? 
Ken Burns Lynn Novick Vietnam 

660
00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:02,400
War Series? 
No. 

661
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:07,840
You have the most extensive 
library of Yeah, no, I I haven't

662
00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:10,840
seen that it's. 
So good, it's so well made. 

663
00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:13,560
But he's one of the main 
soldiers that he interviews. 

664
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:14,600
But. 
Oh wow. 

665
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:19,520
Carl Carl wrote several amazing 
books about his experience in 

666
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:24,160
Vietnam, and I've learned a lot 
from him, but I was somehow able

667
00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:26,320
to cajole him into appearing on 
the show. 

668
00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,400
I'm like, for better or for 
worse. 

669
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:31,960
Again, no one else in climate 
would have tracked Carl 

670
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:35,400
Marlantis down and had him do a 
show on a climate podcast. 

671
00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:38,400
I'm so proud of that. 
And I'm not sure if everyone 

672
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:39,320
liked it. 
I might. 

673
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:41,080
I'm not even, I don't even know 
because you don't know a lot of 

674
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:42,520
the time. 
But I liked it. 

675
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,760
I'm really glad I got to do it. 
And that's the only way I can 

676
00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:46,960
tell if it's quality work and 
it's general. 

677
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,320
Maybe someone will be like 
searching for Carl Moore Lantis 

678
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:51,640
in their podcast and now finds 
their way to me. 

679
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,720
I hope so, but whatever I'm 
like, at least I'm like trying 

680
00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:58,600
to entertain myself and people 
can come along for the ride and 

681
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:01,800
if they love it, cool, and if 
not, then they're just maybe not

682
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,200
the natural customer of my 
intellect and that's OK too. 

683
00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:10,200
I'm not I'm not necessarily I'm 
not necessarily a non niche 

684
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,680
taste. 
You know, I'm not like chocolate

685
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:13,720
ice cream. 
I think I'm like some Neapolitan

686
00:36:13,720 --> 00:36:16,720
freak me so like. 
Neapolitan. 

687
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:20,320
You must be something like, I 
don't know, macadamia nut is 

688
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,800
that one That's like maybe 
Contra mustachio. 

689
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,880
Yeah, pistachio, I feel like is 
not pistachio a part of 

690
00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:29,680
Neapolitan though, but whatever,
it's a, it's a weird. 

691
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:33,240
I, I, I'm an acquired taste in, 
in in some ways not, not 

692
00:36:33,240 --> 00:36:36,040
everyone's gonna love everything
that I'm into, and that's OK. 

693
00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:39,560
I part of being in business is 
recognizing that like you have 

694
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:42,040
to fire some customers too, like
you're some people are just not 

695
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,600
the right fit for what you're 
doing and that's OK. 

696
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:46,360
That's not a personal thing 
necessarily. 

697
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:48,560
Absolutely. 
I also, I think the, the thing I

698
00:36:48,680 --> 00:36:52,680
didn't mention about my, my, how
I feel climate media is, is 

699
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,520
there's just not enough Like 
there, there are people who are 

700
00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:57,720
going to be drawn to you. 
There are people who are not 

701
00:36:57,720 --> 00:37:00,240
drawn to you that are going to 
be drawn to me and vice versa. 

702
00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:02,960
And I hope that like we just 
need more of it. 

703
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:07,720
And I, I wish I couldn't count 
like how many like climate 

704
00:37:07,720 --> 00:37:11,920
influence, like major climate 
influencers, sort of like on 2 

705
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:15,040
hands. 
Like I, I think there, there 

706
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:18,080
just needs to be, there's just 
needs to be more. 

707
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:24,480
So I think any shot in this in 
this in this little realm is, is

708
00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:26,960
a worthy shot to see what 
sticks, you know? 

709
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:34,320
I feel entirely the same and 
whenever people have messaged me

710
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,360
about getting started in 
podcasting, I've always tried to

711
00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:42,320
be very encouraging because like
like I've been saying, if people

712
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:43,760
are going to listen, it's 
because they like you 

713
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:46,640
specifically and and because 
personalities are different. 

714
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,960
This person isn't necessarily A1
to 1 competitor with you. 

715
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:54,240
In fact, they may bring net new 
people into climate media and 

716
00:37:54,240 --> 00:37:56,160
focused on climate change. 
They're going to appeal to 

717
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:59,920
someone else, and that's good. 
The goal is to grow the number 

718
00:37:59,920 --> 00:38:02,840
of people who are concerned with
and acting on climate. 

719
00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:06,400
The goal is not to build the 
most successful podcast for your

720
00:38:06,400 --> 00:38:08,720
own personal glory. 
Like maybe that's some people's 

721
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:10,440
goal. 
I think that's a bad goal. 

722
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,560
I think I'd much rather just be 
encouraging because you really 

723
00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:17,400
never know. 
This is the Machiavellian 

724
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:18,560
version of it. 
Like you don't know which 

725
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:20,600
direction your life is going to 
go and like, maybe you need 

726
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:23,840
someone and it's better to be 
kind to them overall. 

727
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:26,200
And that's a good reason to help
people even though they 

728
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:29,080
technically compete with you. 
But also, we work in climate 

729
00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:30,560
change. 
I feel like I feel like fighting

730
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:33,120
within carbon removal and 
climate is. 

731
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:36,360
Silly. 
Like that's kind of silly. 

732
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:37,720
I don't like the status games of
it. 

733
00:38:37,760 --> 00:38:40,760
I just try to help where I can. 
Yeah, OK. 

734
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:44,960
Circling back into yeah, the 
people, people of Climate 

735
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:50,080
question, what have you learned 
from being one of the biggest 

736
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,800
podcasters in climate? 
I don't even know if that's 

737
00:38:53,080 --> 00:38:56,160
that's strictly true. 
OK, one of the longest running. 

738
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:59,000
Besides shale Khan. 
Yeah, shale's. 

739
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,720
Shale's been at it for a long 
time, for sure. 

740
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:06,520
I don't know. 
I think this tracks pretty 

741
00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:11,720
closely with my life, but I came
out of a previous period where I

742
00:39:11,720 --> 00:39:18,840
was very deontologically 
oriented for philosophy, just 

743
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:22,160
things being inherently right or
wrong, you know, it doesn't 

744
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,240
matter about the consequences, 
right? 

745
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:29,480
And I came out of a 
philosophical paradigm that was 

746
00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:33,440
trying to figure out how to come
up with like a comprehensive 

747
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:36,760
system of, of knowing all of 
ethics and how that could be 

748
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:38,120
done. 
And if that sounds like a crazy 

749
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:40,400
project, yeah, it's super hard. 
And there's a reason why no 

750
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:43,520
one's successfully done it to 
completion because there's 

751
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:45,840
always edge cases and there's 
always things that will break 

752
00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:48,440
your system if you play with it.
And I came out of a grad 

753
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:50,440
program. 
I did a year of PhD work in 

754
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:55,960
political philosophy and I can 
go into why specifically it's 

755
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,760
not super necessary to explain 
it here, but various things in 

756
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:02,520
that program disabuse me of that
being the correct way to think 

757
00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:04,480
of things. 
So I ended up coming out of that

758
00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:08,080
in a space that was very nuanced
loving, where I tried really 

759
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:10,280
hard to listen to everyone and 
read everything. 

760
00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:14,280
I, I'm I in so far as I can pat 
myself on the back for anything.

761
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:18,680
I feel like I've read deeply 
people who disagree with them 

762
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:20,800
each other. 
Like I I I've not just read 

763
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,640
stuff that I agreed with, I've 
sought out. 

764
00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,240
I, I like read super widely so I
can have really cool 

765
00:40:25,240 --> 00:40:26,880
conversations with 
conservatives. 

766
00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:28,480
I can talk with Marxists, like 
all of it. 

767
00:40:28,480 --> 00:40:31,920
It's like comes out as good 
podcasting that is fair that I'm

768
00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:34,680
not like dunking on people in 
some mean spirited way. 

769
00:40:34,680 --> 00:40:39,480
And that's been really fun. 
But I think in some ways I, I 

770
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,720
realize that I've surrendered a 
lot of moral authority in that 

771
00:40:41,720 --> 00:40:45,160
process. 
And recently I've been feeling 

772
00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:47,640
like many of the things that 
happening in the world are just 

773
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,880
wrong and nuances the 
inappropriate lens to understand

774
00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:53,560
them. 
And I've been trying to reclaim 

775
00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:55,800
some of that moral authority. 
So I even look back on some of 

776
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:58,280
that podcasting that was very 
effective at having productive 

777
00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:01,680
conversations and things like, 
you know, actually, I probably 

778
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:03,880
shouldn't have let that comment 
go or like, maybe I should have 

779
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,040
been a little more aggressive 
and opposing this particular 

780
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:08,520
idea. 
And like, Nah, I'm, I'm like 

781
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:11,200
recasting what I used to see as 
virtue now as vice. 

782
00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:13,280
I'm trying to process that right
now. 

783
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:16,560
Wow, that was a different 
direction that I thought then I 

784
00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:18,800
thought it would go. 
Yeah, I, I guess, I mean the, 

785
00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:22,240
yeah, it's more of a media 
question than a people question 

786
00:41:22,240 --> 00:41:25,320
in this case, I guess for you. 
Like I think that is a huge 

787
00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:30,320
question happening in the 
podcasting space in general, 

788
00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,440
right. 
Like what's platforming versus 

789
00:41:32,440 --> 00:41:38,240
like cosigning? 
And, and yeah, like it's we this

790
00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:42,400
this whole like both sides thing
is, is kind of, I don't know if 

791
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:46,560
this is what you're saying, but 
like, yeah, sometimes, sometimes

792
00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:53,280
not having some, some sort of 
like viewpoint or filter can be,

793
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:57,040
can become platforming, I guess.
But it's tough. 

794
00:41:57,040 --> 00:42:01,080
I mean, you're inviting a guest 
and it's like they came into 

795
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:06,000
your home and you're feeding 
them lunch and you're, you know,

796
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:07,920
that you they came and spent 
time with you. 

797
00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:10,480
So it's it's kind of a weird 
awkward situation, right? 

798
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:15,360
Yeah, I never, I never wanted to
invite someone to the show that 

799
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:20,560
was going to be a gotcha or 
they're they're to embarrass 

800
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,240
them. 
In fact, 11 guest that we had on

801
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:28,520
was doing work that was maybe 
they characterize it as carbon 

802
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:33,960
removal back when Christophe was
Co hosting it with me disagreed 

803
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:38,400
that it was carbon removal and 
it felt like kind of bad that we

804
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:42,320
maybe ambushed this person and 
I'm like, we probably just 

805
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:44,680
shouldn't have had them on. 
I don't know if that was ethical

806
00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:46,760
to to invite them into a space 
where they thought they were 

807
00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:49,480
going to be having a cool 
conversation and now they're 

808
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:53,000
like defending themselves. 
I regret that one. 

809
00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:59,000
Hard to say, you know, like, 
yeah, OK, so I know both of us 

810
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:05,440
have thoughts on this concept of
the kinds of people who could 

811
00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:11,080
work in climate who choose to 
work on in big tech and AI and 

812
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:13,120
other other things like software
things. 

813
00:43:13,200 --> 00:43:16,680
Software is king in the last 10 
years sort of thing. 

814
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:20,680
And you and I try to spend a lot
of our efforts helping people to

815
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:23,160
transition into climate work or 
choose climate work. 

816
00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:28,760
And yeah, I wanted to talk about
this video that I made recently 

817
00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:31,600
who that did really well. 
A lot of people resonated with 

818
00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:38,640
this idea that there is a brain 
drain into Google, Meta, 

819
00:43:39,240 --> 00:43:43,240
Twitter, whatever. 
What do you think about that? 

820
00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:49,840
I think it's true after Nori 
wound down I I don't know. 

821
00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:53,720
I've been applying for full time
positions and many of the most 

822
00:43:53,720 --> 00:43:58,440
attractive ones are at Fortune 
100 companies and even the ones 

823
00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:02,320
that relate to carbon removal, 
the wages there are substantial.

824
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,080
They're the kind of jobs where 
when you see them, literally 

825
00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:07,880
everyone in carbon removal 
applies at the same time. 

826
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:11,320
Like whenever Frontier puts a 
job out, strike puts a job out, 

827
00:44:11,320 --> 00:44:14,040
Apple puts a job out. 
Like, you know, like I'll go to 

828
00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:15,440
a meet up. 
It's like you guys apply for 

829
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:18,000
this. 
They're like, Yep, to a person, 

830
00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:22,480
everyone applied for it and 
watching that it's, I mean, it's

831
00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:24,240
good though. 
Those are good jobs where people

832
00:44:24,240 --> 00:44:26,480
should be there. 
But there's also just the brain 

833
00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:29,920
drain element of it where people
aren't working on climate at all

834
00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:32,720
just because the the wage 
competition is just so intense. 

835
00:44:32,720 --> 00:44:36,440
And I've, I've done a lot more. 
I never liked talking about this

836
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:38,640
in public because I feel like 
talking about any good things 

837
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:42,520
that you do in public 
obliterates the moral value of 

838
00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:45,280
it. 
But I've done God. 

839
00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:47,080
So like I'm in a tough spot 
because it's relevant to this. 

840
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:50,160
OK, I've been been doing more 
volunteering and trying to just 

841
00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:53,880
get much more engaged in 
community matters. 

842
00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:55,920
And it's, it's been a really 
positive experience for me. 

843
00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:59,240
I've, I've really built 
connected and a lot of the work 

844
00:44:59,240 --> 00:45:02,080
I gravitate towards is very care
oriented. 

845
00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:05,120
And it, it blows my mind to go 
to some of these places and see 

846
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:08,040
people who are doing honestly 
some of the most valuable work 

847
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:13,320
on the planet, doing work in 
like Hospice care with death and

848
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:16,600
dying or with transitional 
housing and seeing these people 

849
00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:19,800
and be like, you're probably 
making like $35,000 a year and 

850
00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,360
like living here. 
And, and like, and then you'll 

851
00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:26,040
see someone who is coding 
something that steals your data 

852
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:30,360
and is creating some a horrible 
monster out of it, the 

853
00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:32,880
repercussions of which we may 
not see for for years. 

854
00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:36,920
And it's like, as someone who 
came from an intellectual space 

855
00:45:36,920 --> 00:45:39,840
that cares a lot about markets 
and the importance of how 

856
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,440
markets tell us about what type 
of work is valuable, seeing the 

857
00:45:43,440 --> 00:45:48,760
discrepancy between these things
has made me really question like

858
00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:51,320
if the systems that we use for 
determining value are not 

859
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:57,200
totally messed up in some way. 
And it can really mess you up. 

860
00:45:57,320 --> 00:46:02,160
I've known some people who 
recently were, you know, opposed

861
00:46:02,160 --> 00:46:07,840
to what was happening with the 
second Trump administration and 

862
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:11,760
policy changes, but they like 
certain parts of it that they 

863
00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:15,040
had a financial interest in. 
Like I, I had met people that 

864
00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:21,400
had AI investments or had worked
in that space or were involved 

865
00:46:21,400 --> 00:46:24,800
in crypto or involved in some of
the spaces that maybe the policy

866
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,760
changes relative to the Biden 
administration were industry 

867
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:30,440
enhancing or clarifying in some 
way. 

868
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:37,680
And it made me feel really sad 
that people could be persuaded 

869
00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:43,600
out of having moral authority 
because of some pecuniary 

870
00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:45,880
interest. 
And they're very specific 

871
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:48,360
industry. 
And it made me think of like one

872
00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:51,760
of the most hated passages that 
always freaks everyone out is 

873
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:55,640
the, the the verse in the gospel
about how if your, if your right

874
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:57,640
hand causes you to sin, you 
should cut it off. 

875
00:46:58,040 --> 00:47:01,040
But I honestly feel like if, if 
you know, being invested being 

876
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:03,800
with working in AI or investing 
in crypto or anything like that 

877
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:06,600
causes you to make bad decisions
like that, you should just 

878
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:08,480
divest from it. 
Because if it's going to cause 

879
00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:11,640
you to to turn a blind eye to 
things that are happening that 

880
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:15,120
are just not you would not 
otherwise support, I think it's 

881
00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:18,320
imperative upon you to to stop 
doing that. 

882
00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:23,000
I'm thinking about like my 
audience for who I'm trying to 

883
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:27,800
pull away from Big Tech are 
people who have that even 

884
00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:33,600
inkling of a moral question of 
do I actually feel like good 

885
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:37,120
working in this on this like AI,
whatever chatbot like. 

886
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:44,040
And also, I mean, in the in the 
post, I'm also trying to appeal 

887
00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:47,320
to people who are really who 
have their whole lives been seen

888
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:52,320
as very smart and successful, 
who should be kind of like 

889
00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:58,240
questioning if their talents are
actually being used correctly. 

890
00:47:58,720 --> 00:48:01,120
Like it's not just that there's 
money there. 

891
00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:06,720
It's like, well, do you like 
what, what, what's the cost to 

892
00:48:06,720 --> 00:48:11,560
you to work on something that 
isn't morally aligned or morally

893
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:15,080
dubious? 
Like, I do understand why people

894
00:48:15,080 --> 00:48:19,560
work in big tech for a, you 
know, for the paycheck, but I 

895
00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:22,800
think a lot of people do it 
because they actually drink the 

896
00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:25,720
kool-aid that what they are 
working on is important. 

897
00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:33,480
And, you know, we all do like 
mental hoops to justify whatever

898
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:35,400
we're working on. 
But I think there's a like a big

899
00:48:35,480 --> 00:48:39,600
subsection of people who have 
the golden handcuff problem 

900
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,840
where they, they don't actually 
want to be there anymore. 

901
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:45,160
They don't actually feel like 
their talents are being used. 

902
00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:47,800
They care more about some other 
thing, but it's they're getting 

903
00:48:47,800 --> 00:48:51,400
paid so well that it's very hard
to make that decision. 

904
00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:55,720
And so I'm kind of speaking to 
an audience who's trying to ask 

905
00:48:56,360 --> 00:48:59,560
how what else is there? 
How do I find that role? 

906
00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:03,160
Because, you know, I have this 
other this other thing I do 

907
00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:05,880
where I'm like, I ask people, 
you know, if they can name 10 

908
00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:09,200
climate companies or 10 climate 
organizations. 

909
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:13,520
A lot of people can't, but you 
can name 10 software companies. 

910
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:18,680
And yeah, it's like it's very 
like the, I think it's on people

911
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:22,680
like us to grease the wheels 
towards that choice. 

912
00:49:22,680 --> 00:49:26,360
Like it's just the, the barrier 
to entry to even knowing what 

913
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:30,320
kind of jobs there are is, is 
really high where big tech is 

914
00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:32,920
really low because it's 
everywhere. 

915
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:36,200
We use it every day. 
Bunch of good points there. 

916
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:40,760
I had a conversation with an old
friend of mine recently. 

917
00:49:40,760 --> 00:49:42,920
Do you know Drew Wilkinson? 
Have you? 

918
00:49:44,240 --> 00:49:48,680
Drew is part of the Microsoft 
employees who were working to 

919
00:49:48,680 --> 00:49:52,440
make Microsoft much more 
sustainability oriented, even 

920
00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:55,480
though Microsoft is essentially 
the world leader in that, but 

921
00:49:56,040 --> 00:50:01,200
still, you know, supporting 
fossil fuel extraction and and 

922
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:04,400
involved in some not so nice 
parts of the economy as well. 

923
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:07,440
And I was talking to Drew about 
this recently. 

924
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:09,760
He's been publishing about this.
So I think it's fair game to 

925
00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:13,080
talk about. 
But he got part time job doing 

926
00:50:13,080 --> 00:50:16,720
architectural salvage so he can 
reuse building materials. 

927
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:22,800
And that's climate work. 
It pays for crap, but not 

928
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:27,080
everything is about like how 
quickly can you earn $300,000 

929
00:50:27,160 --> 00:50:31,160
and have a nice pile of income 
sitting aside. 

930
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:34,480
I don't know. 
I had a thing recently where I 

931
00:50:34,480 --> 00:50:35,880
respect Drew a lot for this, by 
the way. 

932
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,280
I think it really, it was 
inspiring to me to talk to him 

933
00:50:38,280 --> 00:50:43,800
recently for it. 
I had a client recently that I 

934
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:46,160
also just thought that they were
doing things that was going that

935
00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:48,240
was just kind of bankrupt them. 
I thought they were going about 

936
00:50:48,240 --> 00:50:52,640
this in a in a bad way. 
And I'm a contract employee and 

937
00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:56,760
I'm telling them to cut expenses
and therefore am just sort of de

938
00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:59,640
facto in the sights of cost 
cutting measures for bringing 

939
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:02,600
this up. 
But I try to have the attitude 

940
00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:07,600
of if you were paying me to tell
you the truth, I'm going to tell

941
00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:10,920
you the truth, even if it might 
mean that I'm going to lose my 

942
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:14,000
job. 
And I I'd like being able to 

943
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:17,680
feel good about providing enough
value to do that is worth the 

944
00:51:17,680 --> 00:51:20,480
risk of me losing the short term
paycheck. 

945
00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:23,280
And as I get older, rather than 
getting more conservative in 

946
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:26,800
this way, where I like more 
trying to protect what I have, I

947
00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:28,640
have a family. 
I don't want to like lose things

948
00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:30,320
like those things are really 
hard. 

949
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:32,080
Like I'm the primary 
breadwinner. 

950
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:35,040
I need to like make sure I do 
these things, but I also don't 

951
00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:37,520
want to sell my soul in the 
process. 

952
00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:40,320
And I feel more comfortable for 
ethical reasons. 

953
00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:44,480
Just like telling the truth and 
doing things that are 

954
00:51:44,480 --> 00:51:50,960
individually hard but make me 
feel like I'm being as honorable

955
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:53,720
as I reasonably can. 
And obviously I suck at this 

956
00:51:53,720 --> 00:51:54,680
too. 
And I fail at this. 

957
00:51:54,680 --> 00:51:57,320
I am not like putting myself as 
some St. 

958
00:51:57,320 --> 00:51:59,880
I'm like the lowest of the low 
in some ways to actually really 

959
00:51:59,880 --> 00:52:04,720
try to be a decent person. 
But ultimately, the 

960
00:52:04,720 --> 00:52:07,760
responsibility for your actions 
is what is 100% your own. 

961
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:11,520
Some people are dealt terrible 
hands and they do not make good 

962
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:13,880
decisions. 
And they're probably good 

963
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:15,960
reasons for them failing to make
good decisions. 

964
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:17,800
And we should have mercy for 
them and understand that. 

965
00:52:18,360 --> 00:52:22,280
But I also think how you choose 
to be in the world is is your 

966
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:24,960
responsibility. 
And I just want to be able to be

967
00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:27,120
proud of it. 
And I think if I took a job that

968
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:30,160
was doing things that I felt 
icky about and I worked that job

969
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:33,280
for 10 years so I could earn 
good money and I can do good 

970
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:36,640
stuff later, I don't, I don't 
want to do good stuff later. 

971
00:52:36,640 --> 00:52:39,520
I might not be here later. 
It's my job to do that now. 

972
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:42,280
I don't like talking like this 
though, because it makes me 

973
00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:45,600
sound like I think I'm some some
fantastic, wonderful person. 

974
00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:48,240
But that is how I'm like trying 
to make more decisions now these

975
00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,640
days. 
I mean, it is AI mean I, I feel 

976
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:53,440
that way too. 
It's like a, a place of 

977
00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:56,200
privilege to be like I, you 
know, like to, to make that 

978
00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:57,920
decision. 
But what I'm saying about the 

979
00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:00,560
golden handcuffs is there are 
plenty of people who have those 

980
00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:04,120
privileges and could make those 
decisions who either don't know 

981
00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:07,920
how to and hopefully they come 
to people like us who to get 

982
00:53:07,920 --> 00:53:13,200
that guidance or, or they're 
just not there yet. 

983
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:15,960
Like they don't feel that weight
enough yet. 

984
00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:18,760
But yeah. 
And I never blame the people who

985
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:21,840
are experiencing, you know, that
these choices because it's hard.

986
00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:27,480
Like the system we live in, a 
capitalist system that is making

987
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:31,520
things harder every day, it 
seems for us to like, make 

988
00:53:31,520 --> 00:53:36,240
choices like that because we are
being pressed to, to live with 

989
00:53:36,240 --> 00:53:39,600
less overtime. 
And and then, you know, there 

990
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:43,320
are like crazy amounts of money 
in things like AI. 

991
00:53:44,960 --> 00:53:47,160
So it, yeah, it does. 
I think it really does come down

992
00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:49,400
to that. 
What is the cost of your soul? 

993
00:53:49,400 --> 00:53:54,920
Like what is the cost of feeling
like emptiness inside on a daily

994
00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:58,040
basis because you're not like 
doing something that feels 

995
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:02,560
actually aligned with you or you
feel ashamed talking to your 

996
00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:04,000
friends about what you're 
working on. 

997
00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:06,680
You know those kinds of social 
things, they really do matter. 

998
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:11,920
My wife and I have this funny 
split where she's very justice 

999
00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:14,200
oriented and I'm very mercy 
oriented. 

1000
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:17,000
And obviously you need, you need
a mix of both to have like a 

1001
00:54:17,000 --> 00:54:19,880
healthy relationship to 
causality in action. 

1002
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:23,920
But I yeah. 
What do you do when someone 

1003
00:54:23,920 --> 00:54:27,200
doesn't realize that what 
they're doing isn't wrong? 

1004
00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:29,560
Or maybe they've suppressed the 
feelings of wrongness and are 

1005
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:33,360
just happy to be getting that 
good paycheck and are on 

1006
00:54:33,360 --> 00:54:36,120
autopilot for a while until they
have a chance to do something 

1007
00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:40,720
really positive later. 
Like shame can be potentially 

1008
00:54:40,720 --> 00:54:43,720
productive if used 
appropriately. 

1009
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:48,960
But I also I'm like really 
cautious about entering into 

1010
00:54:48,960 --> 00:54:51,280
that judgmental space in that 
way. 

1011
00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:53,960
I think that how it makes you 
feel. 

1012
00:54:53,960 --> 00:54:57,200
I think it's also a dangerous 
sign because becoming 

1013
00:54:57,200 --> 00:55:00,040
self-righteous, I was 
self-righteous recently with 

1014
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:02,640
people that I felt disappointed 
in their actions. 

1015
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:06,120
And it's a drug. 
Like I feel the the anger surge.

1016
00:55:06,120 --> 00:55:10,000
And even if it's well applied 
and deserving as far as you 

1017
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:12,320
know, which you might actually 
be wrong about in some cases, 

1018
00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:14,000
you see all the nuance like 
baggage. 

1019
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:16,200
It's just like in the back of my
head, even like trying to speak 

1020
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:18,600
coherently. 
That's like where I'm coming 

1021
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,000
from. 
But you can just like feel how 

1022
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,680
it makes you feel. 
Like I don't want, I say this 

1023
00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:26,600
like lowest of the low thing. 
I'm, I'm like trying to be aware

1024
00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:30,320
that even if even like as a 
secular person, I like the 

1025
00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:33,440
Christian notion of sin. 
And, and what I like about it 

1026
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:39,360
too is that it's not, it's not 
about, there's not really like 

1027
00:55:39,360 --> 00:55:42,840
gradations of it. 
It's like you're embedded in it.

1028
00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,200
And so like one person who does 
something that's like the worst 

1029
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:48,560
crime imaginable, and then the 
person who just holds anger in 

1030
00:55:48,560 --> 00:55:51,960
their heart are both equally 
guilty of murder in this way of 

1031
00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:54,240
understanding sin, which might 
strike some people as crazy. 

1032
00:55:54,240 --> 00:55:58,640
And maybe it is, but I don't 
know, I, I don't like being able

1033
00:55:58,640 --> 00:56:00,840
to be put in a position where 
I'm feeling that anger and 

1034
00:56:00,840 --> 00:56:04,800
you're, I'm putting myself above
other people and I'm casting out

1035
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:09,160
these people who have profaned. 
And I think people who get too 

1036
00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:13,800
enamored of judgment give voice 
to like a kind of a sick part of

1037
00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:17,040
us that likes going to war. 
It's like very similar to it's, 

1038
00:56:17,040 --> 00:56:18,720
it's battle. 
I don't know if you've ever had 

1039
00:56:18,720 --> 00:56:21,920
that surgeon in you, but I don't
know. 

1040
00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:23,840
I don't think that we should be 
experiencing as much of that. 

1041
00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:26,320
I think we should be 
experiencing more mercy and more

1042
00:56:26,320 --> 00:56:29,360
forgiveness and more 
understanding where possible. 

1043
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,720
I think there's plenty of places
to get angry or culture rewards 

1044
00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:34,600
anger. 
I feel like Trump won the office

1045
00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:39,000
primarily by like just feeding 
anger and feeding it things that

1046
00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:43,760
are easy targets of anger. 
And I, I just, even when I'm 

1047
00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:45,920
justified, I tend not, I don't 
want to go to anger. 

1048
00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:49,400
And when I when I do get there, 
I feel some amount of shame in 

1049
00:56:49,400 --> 00:56:53,520
myself that I lost control and 
that that actually isn't what 

1050
00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:56,000
the world needs more of. 
And I have somehow like let it 

1051
00:56:56,000 --> 00:56:58,240
down. 
Has this gone off the rails for 

1052
00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:00,000
you? 
Is this like too far afield? 

1053
00:57:00,240 --> 00:57:01,560
No, it's OK. 
It's OK. 

1054
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:04,080
It's only OK though. 
So I think these are kind of 

1055
00:57:04,080 --> 00:57:04,920
weird. 
They're. 

1056
00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:09,800
Very relevant. 
These are very relevant thoughts

1057
00:57:10,560 --> 00:57:13,280
that we all grapple with. 
I mean, the reason why I, I, I, 

1058
00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:17,200
I have this like very anti shame
bet towards in my platform is 

1059
00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:21,560
because, yeah, I agree. 
Like I think shame and anger is,

1060
00:57:21,600 --> 00:57:26,120
is a gate to keep people out and
it is a something that divides 

1061
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:30,960
us. 
Like I, I, I feel that, yeah. 

1062
00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:36,480
There's just, I, I, I really 
feel that the climate movement 

1063
00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:41,080
would be larger, the 
environmental movement would be 

1064
00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:46,360
larger if we didn't have shame 
attached to so much of like, 

1065
00:57:46,440 --> 00:57:49,320
like, I, there's this like 
purity test that comes along 

1066
00:57:49,320 --> 00:57:52,840
with a lot of environmentalism. 
And I really think it's because 

1067
00:57:53,160 --> 00:57:56,760
historically environmentalism 
was a very white movement. 

1068
00:57:56,760 --> 00:58:00,840
And that's something that like, 
you know, we people of color, 

1069
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:03,360
people who are, who are people, 
like lots of there are people 

1070
00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:05,640
who are not white in the 
environmental movement who have 

1071
00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:08,840
felt not welcomed in the 
environmental movement. 

1072
00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:14,680
And there's these layers of 
like, I don't know, there's like

1073
00:58:14,680 --> 00:58:18,400
stereotypes of vegans being 
holier than thou and things like

1074
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:19,800
that. 
But there's lots of people who, 

1075
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:25,840
who are vegan or people who are 
environmentalists who are, are 

1076
00:58:25,840 --> 00:58:31,200
not gonna be shaming you for not
recycling One thing, you know, 

1077
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:34,200
like that kind of purity testing
is just is gatekeeping. 

1078
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,920
It prevents people from trying 
their best and it makes people 

1079
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:41,400
hate environmentalists. 
And we don't want that. 

1080
00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:44,480
There's no, there's no, there's 
no use in that. 

1081
00:58:44,480 --> 00:58:47,600
So I, I guess I'm, I'm glad that
there's like other versions of, 

1082
00:58:47,720 --> 00:58:52,200
of people who have talked about 
that more and, and I want to 

1083
00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:57,800
contribute to that like kind of 
winding back of that shame 

1084
00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:00,680
environmentalism or like 
creating a, like helping 

1085
00:59:00,680 --> 00:59:04,040
perpetuate a different type of a
more inclusive and more 

1086
00:59:04,040 --> 00:59:06,640
understanding version of 
environmentalism. 

1087
00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:11,640
Sounds nice. 
I think it's can be more 

1088
00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:16,160
inviting and joyful. 
It doesn't have to be shame. 

1089
00:59:16,320 --> 00:59:20,080
I don't like the there's some 
version of it. 

1090
00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:23,080
I feel like both the left and 
the right both have a version of

1091
00:59:23,320 --> 00:59:27,160
it where one environmental 
failure on the level of 

1092
00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:29,800
individual choice negates the 
overall approach. 

1093
00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:34,200
It's like, oh, well, Al Gore 
just drank out of a Styrofoam 

1094
00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:35,840
cup. 
Oh, gotcha. 

1095
00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:38,560
Yeah, exactly. 
And then like the the horseshoe 

1096
00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:42,360
theory around, it'll be like Al 
Gorey drink out of a cup, a bad 

1097
00:59:42,360 --> 00:59:47,280
cup and like who? 
Who is that good for? 

1098
00:59:47,560 --> 00:59:49,920
This is like the point about 
anger and maybe it relates to 

1099
00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:54,840
shame here too, but people like 
I'm a are you on Reddit? 

1100
00:59:54,840 --> 00:59:56,880
Are you a Redditor at all? 
It's the one thing that I 

1101
00:59:56,880 --> 01:00:00,360
prevented myself from getting 
into 'cause I know how bad it'll

1102
01:00:00,360 --> 01:00:05,080
be for me. 
Yeah, I man, Reddit is one of 

1103
01:00:05,080 --> 01:00:07,200
those things too, where there's 
so many subreddits that have a 

1104
01:00:07,200 --> 01:00:09,560
justice orientation. 
I don't mean it in a good way. 

1105
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:12,720
I mean it's like someone does 
something bad to someone and 

1106
01:00:12,720 --> 01:00:16,200
they get like slapped like on 
the street or like someone will 

1107
01:00:16,200 --> 01:00:19,680
like kick off a side like a, a 
mirror on a car because they cut

1108
01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:22,000
them off and that person will 
crash their bike or whatever. 

1109
01:00:22,360 --> 01:00:25,200
And there's like watching it. 
You're just like, you feel this 

1110
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:28,920
like, oh, like the the justice 
of like, oh, they got what was 

1111
01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:31,760
coming to them kind of thing. 
And it's just like there's so 

1112
01:00:31,760 --> 01:00:34,160
much of that on the Internet. 
The Internet is sort of made for

1113
01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:38,640
like feeding like I can, I can 
see this stuff and avoid it and 

1114
01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:41,680
like try not to like encounter 
it, but it does something to you

1115
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:45,760
biochemically. 
And I think that's like what I 

1116
01:00:45,760 --> 01:00:48,480
think the Trump administration 
has been so good at tapping into

1117
01:00:48,560 --> 01:00:51,520
is just like beating that 
terrible part of ourselves that 

1118
01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:54,760
like seeing the person open palm
slapped in a Carl's junior for 

1119
01:00:54,800 --> 01:00:59,080
something like terrible. 
And Twitter is hand in hand with

1120
01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:03,920
that like people are 
everything's world star right 

1121
01:01:03,920 --> 01:01:06,680
now, which is shouldn't be in 
what a. 

1122
01:01:06,760 --> 01:01:10,960
Reference there. 
It, it really is a, it does it, 

1123
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,560
it goes out to like moral 
erosion. 

1124
01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:16,520
Like, do we like, what does it 
help us do? 

1125
01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:18,960
Like, it doesn't help anybody 
except for us to feel a little 

1126
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:23,080
bit better for like a second. 
Well, we're all getting 

1127
01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:27,160
oppressed at the same time. 
I, I think it's good to, to like

1128
01:01:27,720 --> 01:01:33,440
acknowledge one's shadow and, 
and see that like, wow, even I 

1129
01:01:33,440 --> 01:01:36,160
who consider myself to be 
someone who cares about mercy, 

1130
01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:43,120
can be moved to feelings of joy 
at retaliation and retribution. 

1131
01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:46,440
Like I have that in my soul. 
Like I thought I was like above 

1132
01:01:46,440 --> 01:01:48,240
that or trying to, it's still in
me. 

1133
01:01:48,520 --> 01:01:50,640
And like, being able to 
acknowledge that too, I think is

1134
01:01:50,640 --> 01:01:53,880
where spiritual growth, if it 
can happen, is likely to happen 

1135
01:01:53,880 --> 01:01:56,120
'cause you're like, wow, I'm 
just, I'm like down in the muck 

1136
01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:58,280
with literally everyone else, no
matter how hard I try. 

1137
01:01:58,280 --> 01:02:00,280
And I keep aspiring to crawl out
of the muck. 

1138
01:02:00,520 --> 01:02:03,120
And there I am again. 
Unfortunately, you're still 

1139
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:05,000
human. 
Very. 

1140
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:08,120
Well, for now, we'll see. 
We'll see what happens, right? 

1141
01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:12,120
But. 
Yeah, TBD if Ross ascends beyond

1142
01:02:12,120 --> 01:02:18,000
his his human constraints. 
OK, I guess I'll, I will. 

1143
01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:19,360
I wanna let you go at some 
point. 

1144
01:02:19,400 --> 01:02:21,600
But we obviously could. 
There's lots of things we can 

1145
01:02:21,600 --> 01:02:25,320
talk about. 
But I guess I'll leave with the 

1146
01:02:25,320 --> 01:02:29,080
last thing, which is I on this 
platform am trying to help 

1147
01:02:29,080 --> 01:02:34,880
people to see that there's 
reasons to not be completely to 

1148
01:02:34,920 --> 01:02:38,200
feel complete despair. 
Like there's, there's a there's 

1149
01:02:38,200 --> 01:02:42,360
actually reasons to feel like 
thing progress is being made. 

1150
01:02:42,400 --> 01:02:44,160
And maybe this has gone back to 
the media thing. 

1151
01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:47,680
Like I feel like that's 
something people miss. 

1152
01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:50,400
They're not reading good climate
news. 

1153
01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:54,800
Like there are obviously like 
Elena Wood, garbage queen, like 

1154
01:02:54,800 --> 01:02:56,680
she's she's somebody who's 
trying to combat that with 

1155
01:02:56,680 --> 01:02:58,000
bringing good climate news to 
people. 

1156
01:02:59,240 --> 01:03:04,080
And we need more of that. 
What What's keeping you going in

1157
01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:08,160
this work, and what are some 
things that keep you hopeful? 

1158
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:14,080
I've been spending time in those
spaces recently that are people 

1159
01:03:14,360 --> 01:03:19,200
that I mentioned who are doing 
care work or things that are not

1160
01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:22,160
remunerative but are worth doing
for their own sake and people 

1161
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:30,160
who feel called to renounce the 
status and the financial rewards

1162
01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:33,520
that come from seeking a tech 
job. 

1163
01:03:33,520 --> 01:03:37,280
I think people who have chosen 
something different, not because

1164
01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:41,120
they had to, but because that is
how they want to spend their 

1165
01:03:41,120 --> 01:03:43,640
time. 
And that's also someone like 

1166
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:45,760
Drew. 
It's both people who are in 

1167
01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:50,160
working in some of these housing
things that I have met and then 

1168
01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:54,200
also people that just sort of 
like came out of a tech 

1169
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:56,680
environment and realize, well, 
I'm not even sure I want to go 

1170
01:03:56,680 --> 01:03:58,600
back into that. 
In fact, I'd like to use my 

1171
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:02,520
talents for something else. 
And I think I think that kind of

1172
01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:06,560
spiritual change that leads 
people to do things like that is

1173
01:04:07,240 --> 01:04:10,120
makes me reimagine how I'm 
living my life too. 

1174
01:04:10,120 --> 01:04:14,640
Because obviously I post things 
on LinkedIn, I care about 

1175
01:04:14,640 --> 01:04:20,640
status. 
I, I like acquiring new 

1176
01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:23,640
affiliations because it provides
a lot of validation where you 

1177
01:04:23,640 --> 01:04:27,560
can say like, oh, I people think
I'm smart and cool and like I am

1178
01:04:27,560 --> 01:04:30,800
invited to do this high status 
activity and isn't that great. 

1179
01:04:31,360 --> 01:04:36,480
And I like, I feel, I feel 
really challenged in, in the 

1180
01:04:36,480 --> 01:04:39,920
best kind of way when I see 
people that are not doing that 

1181
01:04:39,920 --> 01:04:41,920
at all. 
I feel like I do it in a self 

1182
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:46,760
aware way, which is good. 
It's better than not, but I 

1183
01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:50,240
respect a lot the people who 
have broken free of that sort of

1184
01:04:50,240 --> 01:04:54,040
like deep worldly pursuit. 
It's crazy though, because if 

1185
01:04:54,040 --> 01:04:57,400
you are a family person, you, 
you essentially have to make 

1186
01:04:57,400 --> 01:05:00,800
sure your family is provided for
and is financially secure and 

1187
01:05:01,120 --> 01:05:04,720
you need, you can't really stay 
in one place in your career 

1188
01:05:04,760 --> 01:05:06,880
either. 
Like, I obviously want to keep 

1189
01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:11,120
growing and doing more 
prestigious, more remunerative 

1190
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:14,800
work, more people listening to 
my podcast, more people reading 

1191
01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:18,760
what I write. 
And at some point I'm just like 

1192
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:21,440
seeing people who are not in 
that rat race. 

1193
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:27,080
And even if I'm not able to 
fully follow them, they inspire 

1194
01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,360
me and I think that's good. 
I like when people do things 

1195
01:05:30,360 --> 01:05:35,840
that have a pro social or pro 
environmental way of doing 

1196
01:05:35,840 --> 01:05:38,440
things that don't tell anyone 
about it either. 

1197
01:05:38,880 --> 01:05:42,080
I always like those secret 
moments of just, I did the right

1198
01:05:42,080 --> 01:05:44,320
thing because it was a good 
thing to do. 

1199
01:05:44,880 --> 01:05:48,200
And I like being able to see 
small glimmers of beauty in that

1200
01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:51,120
way that still exists. 
Because like, LinkedIn is one of

1201
01:05:51,120 --> 01:05:53,560
those places where it's like, if
you did a good deed and didn't 

1202
01:05:53,560 --> 01:05:56,120
tell all of LinkedIn about it, 
did it actually happen? 

1203
01:05:57,200 --> 01:05:58,680
It's nice to just feel like 
LinkedIn. 

1204
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:03,120
Yeah. 
I don't know. 

1205
01:06:03,120 --> 01:06:04,480
I think. 
I think some of those things 

1206
01:06:04,480 --> 01:06:09,760
that are lower status are just 
sort of small human scale 

1207
01:06:09,760 --> 01:06:13,920
kindnesses or things of moments 
of self deprivation that no one 

1208
01:06:13,920 --> 01:06:17,200
else knows about, but that was 
the correct ecological or 

1209
01:06:17,200 --> 01:06:20,200
environmental or social move 
you'd have made. 

1210
01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:23,680
And again, I feel like this all 
the time and I'm like not 

1211
01:06:23,680 --> 01:06:26,680
optimized for this at all. 
But I've been encountering more 

1212
01:06:26,680 --> 01:06:28,600
people like that recently. 
And I used to think that they 

1213
01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:31,120
were kind of irrational in a 
way. 

1214
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,600
And maybe it is irrational in a 
little bit of a way because it 

1215
01:06:33,600 --> 01:06:37,840
doesn't make a difference 
overall, like maybe an aggregate

1216
01:06:37,840 --> 01:06:40,560
it does. 
But I like that people have 

1217
01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:43,440
chosen the less comfortable, 
least comfortable thing, less 

1218
01:06:43,440 --> 01:06:48,680
comfortable thing for themselves
for some ethical or spiritual 

1219
01:06:48,680 --> 01:06:52,080
purpose beyond just, well, it's 
my status as my career. 

1220
01:06:52,080 --> 01:06:54,800
I had to do it for my career. 
You know, like I like that they 

1221
01:06:55,160 --> 01:06:56,840
went for it. 
I care about that more. 

1222
01:06:56,840 --> 01:06:58,920
I didn't always care about that.
And this is probably something 

1223
01:06:58,920 --> 01:07:01,080
if you'd interviewed me a month 
earlier, I probably wouldn't 

1224
01:07:01,080 --> 01:07:03,080
even have given this answer. 
But I just had some experiences 

1225
01:07:03,080 --> 01:07:05,560
recently that been really 
challenging and productive in 

1226
01:07:05,560 --> 01:07:07,400
this way. 
So I'm hearing that you're 

1227
01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:13,200
seeing, I guess people hold onto
their morals or make choices 

1228
01:07:13,200 --> 01:07:16,080
that no one sees and that 
they're good choices. 

1229
01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:19,360
Yeah, I think part of it is I 
didn't even make this connection

1230
01:07:19,360 --> 01:07:22,840
to now until now, but have you 
seen the film A Hidden Life? 

1231
01:07:23,720 --> 01:07:25,560
I don't think so, no. 
I'm sorry. 

1232
01:07:25,560 --> 01:07:28,280
I haven't gotten any references 
that you've brought to me today.

1233
01:07:28,840 --> 01:07:30,360
It's OK. 
This is the danger. 

1234
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:31,800
Of hanging out with me. 
It's not. 

1235
01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:33,440
It's not you. 
It's me, Heidi. 

1236
01:07:33,480 --> 01:07:36,320
All right, that's good to know. 
It's a it's a Terrence Malick 

1237
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:37,880
film. 
I think I won several Oscars 

1238
01:07:37,880 --> 01:07:40,160
too. 
But it's about an Austrian 

1239
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:42,840
farmer in World War 2. 
He's a, you know, quite devout 

1240
01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:46,560
Catholic and he refuses to to 
swear a loyalty oath to Hitler 

1241
01:07:46,560 --> 01:07:48,400
and is eventually put to death 
for it. 

1242
01:07:49,120 --> 01:07:54,600
And it's based on a George Eliot
quote about how civilization 

1243
01:07:54,600 --> 01:07:58,920
advances by these people who do 
the courageous things but are 

1244
01:07:58,920 --> 01:08:01,480
buried in unmarked graves, 
essentially that no one ever 

1245
01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:03,920
visits. 
And like, this person eventually

1246
01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:06,640
became beatified, which is the 
road to sainthood. 

1247
01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:10,600
But at the time, like it didn't 
stop World War 2, it didn't stop

1248
01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:13,000
Hitler. 
But there's something that's 

1249
01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:15,920
still very meaningful about his 
choosing to do that, even though

1250
01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:18,880
he had a family but just could, 
would not serve in the army, 

1251
01:08:18,880 --> 01:08:21,560
would not swear the oath, even 
though everyone's trying to 

1252
01:08:21,640 --> 01:08:23,359
convince him. 
Like we're going to put you in a

1253
01:08:23,359 --> 01:08:25,560
hospital and like just let you 
be an orderly in there. 

1254
01:08:25,560 --> 01:08:27,359
It's going to be fine. 
He's like, I'm just not willing 

1255
01:08:27,359 --> 01:08:29,439
to do this. 
Put me to death if you want. 

1256
01:08:29,920 --> 01:08:34,560
And it's irrational. 
It's crazy, but it's so moving. 

1257
01:08:34,560 --> 01:08:35,760
I just, there's something about 
that. 

1258
01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:40,880
I'm like, I, I, I am meeting 
people that have that kind of 

1259
01:08:40,880 --> 01:08:43,160
character lately and I'm like, I
wish I would have half the 

1260
01:08:43,160 --> 01:08:44,920
amount of character this person 
does. 

1261
01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:47,240
And it's just been really, 
really beautiful. 

1262
01:08:47,439 --> 01:08:50,080
I feel like I've been learning, 
learning about myself and about 

1263
01:08:50,560 --> 01:08:54,399
the world and and the kinds of 
people that are worth following.

1264
01:08:56,279 --> 01:09:00,920
What a yeah, a beautiful end. 
I mean, I add to this 

1265
01:09:01,240 --> 01:09:04,960
conversation. 
Thank you, Ross, for chatting on

1266
01:09:04,960 --> 01:09:08,359
this inaugural podcast video 
interview. 

1267
01:09:08,359 --> 01:09:17,040
I mean, and I'll, I'll make sure
that we get people to go watch 

1268
01:09:17,080 --> 01:09:19,640
your content and 'cause you're 
gonna have video soon. 

1269
01:09:19,880 --> 01:09:24,840
Hopefully I know you have video 
on Spotify and hopefully other 

1270
01:09:24,840 --> 01:09:28,840
people will be inspired by your 
your work over in the podcasting

1271
01:09:28,840 --> 01:09:31,720
sphere and beyond. 
Thank you. 

1272
01:09:31,720 --> 01:09:34,439
And likewise I'm, I'm happy to 
take your cues here and I'll, 

1273
01:09:34,439 --> 01:09:37,520
I'll likely follow you with the 
right set of nudges. 

1274
01:09:37,520 --> 01:09:39,960
Yes, I just come and do stuff 
with you more often. 

1275
01:09:39,960 --> 01:09:42,399
Thank you for having me. 
I'm so honored I'm the first one

1276
01:09:42,399 --> 01:09:43,880
here. 
I've learned a lot from you over

1277
01:09:43,880 --> 01:09:45,399
the years. 
I'm happy we're friends, happy 

1278
01:09:45,399 --> 01:09:47,720
to be supportive of your 
endeavors, and wish you great 

1279
01:09:47,720 --> 01:09:49,520
success doing this. 
Thank you. 

1280
01:09:49,720 --> 01:09:52,920
Yeah, hopefully in a year we can
look back and there will be some

1281
01:09:52,920 --> 01:09:53,760
growth. 
We'll see. 

1282
01:09:53,760 --> 01:09:55,120
Yeah. 
OK. 

1283
01:09:55,840 --> 01:09:57,440
Thanks, Ross. 
Thank you. 

1284
01:09:57,560 --> 01:09:57,880
All right.
