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This is Neon Galactic. 
I'm James Falk Thanks for 

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esotericism, and more, with a 
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phenomena connect and what 
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nature of what's real. 
I'm electrified by these topics 

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and find a new way forward. 
Our guest today continues the 

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intellectual tradition of this 
show by being a radically 

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original thinker, a synthesizer 
of threads that have arisen in 

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recent years from every corner 
of the world to fundamentally 

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undermine all the old and tired 
ontological tropes we've been 

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fed for millennia. 
From her work, and that of all 

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the Renegades that inspire her, 
a vision seems to be emerging of

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a universe that's wired together
with math, information, meaning,

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novelty, and if we're lucky, 
some coherence to bind the 

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batter. 
There's an intersection that 

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looms now between technology, 
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even the occult, where the world
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reality and a path through the 
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To get there though requires our
species to avoid the land mines 

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now being planted by a techno 
fascist oligarchy bent on using 

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their superior resources and 
quantum gizmos to drive the 

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creation of a surveillance state
where individual attention 

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becomes a kind of slop for 
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So the question then becomes, 
will we invest as equals in this

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unfolding future or get sold 
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belly punks? 
Decisions, decisions. 

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I'm no expert on these 
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in the offing and the questions 
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different and more dangerous 
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So today, Allison McDowell will 
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She spent the last half decade 
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Alice's rabbit hole and climbing
back out again with a pelt on 

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her belt and a passion for 
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This will be a wild ride. 
Welcome, Allison. 

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Well, thank you so much. 
Thank you so much. 

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Yes, just in today's 
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speak to my own personal journey
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things that I'm introducing are 
new ideas. 

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And so I'm not here to convince 
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side, but simply to offer 
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And generally the people who 
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saying is that they have their 
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of things that have happened in 
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And they're like, I knew that 
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still haven't quite figured out 
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And that something that unfolds 
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things on the pin board and then
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And so that's sort of how I 
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than I've got it all figured 
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It's like. 
I'm going to sell this. 

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respect that. 
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It's, it's interesting, you 
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talking before the interview 
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conversations as fertilizer for 
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within each conversation that 
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their own rabbit holes in the 
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So whatever people can find in 
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is useful. 
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The other thing is that we live 
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much information everywhere. 
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looming in the future that to 
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out of all that noise is 
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noise and, you know, kind of you
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we might be headed or, or the 
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it's important to listen to 
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But I think that, you know, 
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understand that complexity and 
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and the future is important. 
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I'm currently based in Hot 
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gestalt and archetypes. 
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in all of those things. 
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in art history. 
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at the University of 
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preservation, specifically 
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interpreting cultural 
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out into Chester County for my 
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think that that hill was like a 
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to the effect. 
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dream at this point. 
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because you'll be able to see 
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down Walnut St. in Philadelphia 
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lived out in Berks County and 
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of a, you know, gentle Crone 
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know, the white hair and the 
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that I'm like, well, I still 
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supposed to see. 
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really started in probably 
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education space around. 
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haven't done interviews in quite
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seemed like, like you said, 
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it was just like, squirrels, 
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week it was like a new thing. 
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synthesis. 
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looking at your channel, you 
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who was on their own journey to,
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operating system and in a more 
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And so I was like, OK, And it's 
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be very triggered by the whole, 
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things like that. 
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triggers and being like, OK, 
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You know, I'm going to, I'm 
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So I think the landscape that I 
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consciousness. 
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in the universe because I was 
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math was always my downfall, 
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abstraction. 
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history and I, I did symbols and
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math. 
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that consciousness was a 
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abstraction and that it could be
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tractor fields and, you know, 
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And that this relates to our, in
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cosmic shift that's happening in
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bearer, is that there are higher
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Like I, I look at things from an
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which is where I put it now. 
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know that they're as humans, we 
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sensory band, right? 
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right? 
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band or they operate with a 
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system and they organize and 
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differently. 
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What is it like to be an 
Allison? 

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What is it like to be a James? 
You know, and, and so, but then 

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there's these higher dimensions.
And it feels like for me where 

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I'm at at this point is that 
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with these higher levels of 
information and that that those 

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higher levels represent and all,
we are a piece of the all, an 

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instance of the all experiencing
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And there is an all there with 
many more layers and the 

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conversation is about to become 
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And then people say, well, why 
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technologies and things? 
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have a one-on-one with higher 
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you know Yogi's and you know, 
clairvoyance and people have had

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for a long time, but it's to do 
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a network system and that that 
conversation may be very 

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different. 
So anyway, so my background was 

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shifting from a background in 
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looking at the built 
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A lot of my stuff is embodied 
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going to places and then mapping
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I create these really elaborate 
relationship maps that kind of, 

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I think have rewired how my 
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Like I, I think symbolically and
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interdimensional information, 
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that that has these mathemat 
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which, you know, I used to cry 
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like, you know, cry into the, 
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And so this universe saying, OK,
you need to stretch, right? 

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economics. 
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philosophy, you need to learn 
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I know you just like to be in 
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be your math, right, Like the 
rotation and the frequency, like

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it's OK, like there's other ways
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So anyway, so yeah, I was a 
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I used to say I was a public 
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school parent. 
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of eight years fought 
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schools in Philadelphia all the 
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Like I said, I was, I was a 
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rebellious person. 
I was the good student. 

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I wasn't really the beak kisser,
but I always like, like, tell 

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me, and I'll just jump that bar 
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Even if I had to cry, you know? 
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into the public school system. 
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through, I was like, OK, not 
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privatization was happening, but
that there are other ways of 

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being, learning, processing in 
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So that's where I was for eight 
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And then I realized it switched,
it melded into not simply 

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technology, surveilling 
children, using children as a 

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profit center, but also systems 
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information and intelligence 
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And being in Philadelphia, which
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know, the 6th largest city in 
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Council, going to the school 
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against these systems, it's kind
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You only know the part you can 
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At the time. 
And only tell the story with the

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pieces you have on hand. 
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since 20, you know, 12 plus 
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I know I'll never see the whole 
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Like I, I know that that's an, 
there's so many layers to the 

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onion. 
And the more you zoom back, the 

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more you realize, wow, there's a
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And I'm very humble about being 
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relearning, like reconfiguring. 
But it's something we all need 

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to be open to, I think, as the 
future unfolds well. 

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The thing is like this is where 
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judgmental, like this is good, 
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defending a system because that 
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right? 
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reworked, but so I'm more open 
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farmer's parable, right? 
Like when something shows up and

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something wonderful. 
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out to be something wonderful 
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great. 
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So you're just like, no, you 
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of your old life and and then 
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people might say that's 
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which I I sorely miss and still 
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fortuitous, even if it's 
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terms of educating the masses 
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kids and so little money that 
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education. 
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There's no easy answers there. 
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the privatization movement as 
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to pull their kids out and put 
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systems that'll indoctrinate 
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Maybe so and in that particular 
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said, other answers out there 
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problems we're facing, But it's,
it's a change. 

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And that, that's always a 
gamble, you know? 

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I, I sort of picture like I have
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bag or something. 
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put them in there right to use. 
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of them all the time, but you 
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encouraging people to try out is
the, this idea of the curious 

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observer. 
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where I've arrived after being 
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the things and I know what's 
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other stuff. 
If I'd known this, I would have 

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made made different choices. 
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It's a participatory universe 
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in this quantum foam, right. 
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a curious observer, it gives you
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things that as soon as you weigh
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like yes or no on this, then 
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because you're defending a 
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If You Can Dance around the 
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edge of the attractor fields and
say Robert Anton Wilson used to 

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talk about reality tunnels, 
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stroll down the hall of the all 
the reality tunnels and like pop

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in and be like, what's it look 
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you don't have to deep dive into
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You can you can pop in and be 
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What's it like over here today, 
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helps keep a broader view if 
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central to this is 
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Our personal experience. 
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Indra's net, you know, 
reflecting the whole. 

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Yeah, there's no every like in 
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my animus live action role play 
musical and my Animus live 

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action role play musical. 
Like there is no one reality 

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actually there. 
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realities, some of which 
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We can never totally inhabit the
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we can. 
We can, you know, overlap and 

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get close with interests and 
they're all dynamic. 

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And so it it gets you off the 
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because you don't like what's 
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It's not necessarily good for 
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Optimally, we should strive to 
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we're doing the thing that is 
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So like, and that does happen. 
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minimize that. 
There are real. 

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capitalism and all the things 
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saying I cannot fix all of these
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The only thing I have control of
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frequency. 
And that paralysis is something 

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a bunch of people are facing 
right now on the score of fronts

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because we're, you know, with 
the political situation, the war

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in Iran, people tend to shut 
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all of these catastrophes. 
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most productive thing people can
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there's a contagion there. 
I think that that can sort of 

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metastasize in a positive way 
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our culture, hopefully, and 
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to think is impossible. 
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about keeping things on the 
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reality tunnels. 
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thinkers in all of these kinds 
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from Rice University. 
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keeping things on the table. 
Like don't decide what the 

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reality is. 
Don't choose among the many 

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theories that are offered up for
for various things necessarily 

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or unnecessarily, because you 
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these other ideas. 
And it's not it's a lot of times

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it's on either or proposition. 
Things are are more complicated 

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than that. 
So yeah, don't close off your 

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your reality tunnel. 
There's exactly what can happen 

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there. 
And the challenges, so like one 

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of the question we talked about 
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lockdown period or some like 
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learning points was that because

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I had been doing this research 
around human capital, finance 

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and technology. 
And you know, I was writing 

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about Palantir in 2015, you 
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So I can see that story. 
I'm like, I lived in that story.

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I lived in that story for about 
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But I, I realized in retrospect,
I would not have gone on my 

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journey of trying to understand 
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for people who, like, I know 
love me. 

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You know, for many, many years 
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this shared trauma that people 
experienced in very different 

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ways, view me as something that 
wasn't me, right? 

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Like, how could this long 
history and then these 

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cataclysmic global shifts pivot 
a story about me or who I was 

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into something that was 
inaccurate, right? 

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Or that they created a frequency
that required a separation and a

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distance that that didn't seem 
proportional to what was 

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actually happening. 
It wasn't one of the more 

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strident people. 
Like I, I had a lot of concerns 

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because of my background. 
I was like, oh, this is how 

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everything is going to change, 
right? 

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But I wasn't an extremist. 
I kept saying mostly because I 

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was coming from the education 
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hey, I have this piece around 
human capital, finance and the 

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sustainable development goals 
and digital identity that's 

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actually needs to be considered.
And and in all of that, that's 

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still not being discussed 
because the story model became 

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ESG woke, anti woke and so and, 
and and I don't consider that 

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actually propaganda because 
afterwards in coming to 

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Arkansas, I spent some time 
looking into Carl Friston and 

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his free energy principle and 
active inference. 

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And free energy principle 
doesn't have to do with free 

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energy like electricity. 
And it's not that free energy. 

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Essentially it's a thermodynamic
model of the world that we wake 

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up every morning and we have a 
model of how we feel the world 

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works. 
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attends primarily to things that
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The rest is on autopilot. 
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the model, you have a choice of 
either adjusting your model or 

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resampling to just to another 
spot, look a little to the left 

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and, and reaffirm the model you 
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And to change the model requires
a cost. 

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There's a cost analysis. 
And so it's, it's that's why I 

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think the curious observer mode 
is less, is more cost efficient 

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because it's like, try before 
you buy. 

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You don't have to commit to the 
payment. 

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But if you start to change your 
world model, there's a cascade, 

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right? 
And so if you, if you entertain 

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the idea that public schools are
broken on purpose, then you have

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to adjust your world model of 
who is breaking them and why are

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they breaking them? 
And do they know they're 

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breaking them? 
And to what end is it being 

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broken? 
And that is that those costs 

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rise exponentially really fast. 
And in my case, I was my 

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research, I would learn new 
things every day. 

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So I would take like baby steps.
And after 8 years, I was way off

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on some archipelago and my 
family was like, we can't get, I

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mean, they, they didn't know to 
say this, but I can say it 

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looking back, we can't get there
and we're, we're not willing to 

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jettison the model that we have 
to get there. 

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Like if they're the cost benefit
doesn't work, it doesn't make 

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them wrong or me wrong. 
I didn't leave them on purpose, 

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but it was my path to take to do
that thing. 

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And so. 
To say that during the pandemic,

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just to clarify, you had been 
doing research and you got the 

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more you learn sort of the more 
further out from the mainstream 

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view around education and other 
things that sounds like that you

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were sort of alienated from the 
community that you originally 

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came from. 
Is that sort of what you're? 

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Using yeah, on all fronts really
from, you know, my immediate 

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family members to the people I 
was an activist with. 

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I mean, I kept saying like, cuz 
Philadelphia, I, you know, I 

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went from like, you know, NPR 
liberal for many years to sort 

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of more radical left, you know, 
like black radical Marxist 

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reading groups to like, where 
are all of you guys? 

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Like, and I would, you know, 
Philadelphia had a pretty robust

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sort of left-leaning scene and I
kept like in the years leading 

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up to 20, you know, 20 saying 
things like, are we doing 

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blockchain socialism? 
Like are we doing cybersyn? 

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Is Safford be like, is that what
this is? 

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And, you know, The thing is on 
the left, they tend to like 

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evoke this like highly 
intellectual sort of thing, but 

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only in a very narrow lane, 
right? 

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And so if you're picking up 
things that they don't already 

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have dialed in, they just it 
doesn't fit their model and 

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they're not no one's willing to 
pay the cost to entertain the 

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new model because then you might
be actually ostracized and 

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nobody wants to be very few. 
Some of us there are some people

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who are dancing around and 
surfing the edges of the 

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attractor fields, but. 
Yeah. 

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And I'm not saying that makes me
better. 

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It just makes me weird and 
different. 

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But there's for whatever reason,
that's the archetypal space I'm 

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inhabiting this round. 
Is, is, is that piece? 

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And so I could see it coming. 
And so every single group, I 

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kept saying, but don't you see 
that all of this is like 

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advancing big technology or hey,
Web 3 token people who are doing

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grassroots digital commenting? 
Don't you see that the World 

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Bank is setting up human 
capital, derivatives markets and

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preschoolers, You know. 
Let me ask here. 

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No, that's, that's brilliant and
I want to dive down into that. 

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So what were the realizations 
that you had that really put you

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out in front or beyond the 
people that you had been 

450
00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:10,200
associated with before? 
And let's sort of dig into what 

451
00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,880
those are because I think they, 
like you're saying they involve 

452
00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:16,760
tech and, and human capital and,
and all of those things. 

453
00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:19,600
And I'm not sure I'd quite grasp
the ramifications of everything 

454
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:20,520
you're saying there. 
Yeah, Yeah. 

455
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:25,120
And so in my process, so my big 
like I can pinpoint like the 

456
00:24:25,120 --> 00:24:28,160
moment my world shifted, like 
it's, it's interesting because 

457
00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:29,800
some people ask like, when did 
that happen? 

458
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:34,640
And it was, I think it was 2015 
like July and there was a public

459
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:38,960
meeting and Boston Consulting 
Group had closed 23 Philadelphia

460
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,440
public schools and laid off 3000
teachers and slashed all the 

461
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,120
budgets in that spring. 
And then that summer they 

462
00:24:45,120 --> 00:24:46,840
implemented a School Report 
card. 

463
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:50,160
So they had closed these schools
predominantly in low income 

464
00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:53,080
black and brown communities. 
There's issues with kids like 

465
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:56,520
getting to school Gang St. 
violence. 

466
00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:58,560
I mean, everything was 
discombobulated, right? 

467
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:01,720
And schools were some of the few
civic institutions that were 

468
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:04,880
holding communities together. 
That was the table was flipped, 

469
00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:06,240
right? 
And now we're like, we're gonna 

470
00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:08,600
grade you with a report card, 
but not the charter schools, 

471
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:11,000
right? 
And, and so we, you know, and 

472
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,400
they have these meetings in the 
summer, so they don't expect 

473
00:25:14,400 --> 00:25:16,400
anyone to come. 
And so we organized like 50 

474
00:25:16,400 --> 00:25:19,240
people to go to the meeting and,
and we knew it's all Delphi, 

475
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:20,400
right? 
And so we have like little 

476
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:23,240
placards with our, our 
displeasure, like, and it wasn't

477
00:25:23,240 --> 00:25:25,280
graphic, like we weren't 
cursing, but we are very 

478
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,240
insistent about that. 
This was not fair. 

479
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,440
Like this is, and you know, of 
course they have like a 27 year 

480
00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:33,840
old guy who's the low person on,
you know, who's giving this 

481
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,880
spiel. 
And finally, essentially they 

482
00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:38,240
admit that the money for this 
project was coming from the 

483
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:40,800
Michael and Susan Dell 
Foundation, right? 

484
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:44,160
And so and, and at the time, 
again, this is like the 

485
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:47,040
elephant, like I'm zoomed in on 
like a pour of the skin on the 

486
00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:49,440
elephant. 
I'm like, oh, you're here to get

487
00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:51,520
rid of humans and sell 
computers, right? 

488
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:55,120
Because this is a profit center.
And then and then it zoomed out 

489
00:25:55,120 --> 00:25:58,120
a little bit like, oh, you're 
interested in data, right? 

490
00:25:58,120 --> 00:26:02,600
Like, oh, the, the Dell's 
largest client is the NSA, 

491
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:04,360
right? 
Like when Snowden went to like 

492
00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:08,040
do all his leaks from the NSA, 
he was a contractor to Dell, 

493
00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:10,160
right? 
And so I'm like, oh, wow, it's 

494
00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:11,760
not just money. 
It's like data, It's 

495
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:14,040
surveillance, right? 
And then I learned about human 

496
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:16,960
capital finance. 
So like essentially betting on 

497
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:20,800
futures of children as data and 
that required a digital 

498
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,320
identity. 
And so I was aware of the 

499
00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:27,280
digital identity system way 
before it became a thing with 

500
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:30,160
passport, health passports and 
things. 

501
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:34,640
And then I kept moving back and 
back and eventually I got to the

502
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:38,840
point like one of the things 
with the they were particularly 

503
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:41,640
interested in pre-K. 
So there were certain social 

504
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,760
impact bonds, they called them 
or not then pay for success and 

505
00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:49,600
then value based contracts. 
And it involved the government 

506
00:26:49,600 --> 00:26:51,800
because the government would 
provide access, right? 

507
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:53,360
Because the government was 
defunded. 

508
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:57,160
So then the government would 
say, well, we can provide access

509
00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:00,560
to these individuals, whether 
they be children, children and 

510
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:04,080
people in addiction, homeless 
people, blah, blah, blah. 

511
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,400
Like whatever. 
We've got the Social Security 

512
00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:07,960
numbers, we can give you the 
access. 

513
00:27:08,360 --> 00:27:11,960
And then the investors would 
invest in social welfare 

514
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,960
programs, whether they be 
education or addiction treatment

515
00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:19,320
or house supportive housing. 
And then the nonprofits, which 

516
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:21,560
would many of which were 
faith-based too. 

517
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:24,440
So they would just be somewhere 
not face based. 

518
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,080
But there's a lot of overlapping
include the hospital systems. 

519
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,800
A lot of them are have a 
faith-based component. 

520
00:27:29,120 --> 00:27:30,560
And then they would collect the 
data. 

521
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:33,440
And so you could end up with a 
weird situation where like the 

522
00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:36,720
government is defunded, they 
hand over access for an 

523
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:41,080
intervention for literacy to 
Hewlett Packard Foundation is 

524
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:42,840
funding it. 
But the kids all have to be on 

525
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:46,200
Hewlett Packard tablets and do 
the thing to collect the data to

526
00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:47,720
verify the Hewlett Packard 
ideal. 

527
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:50,760
So the children end up just 
being like, like washing 

528
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:52,480
machines. 
Wrist for the male or whatever, 

529
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:54,160
yeah, they're working through 
the machine, yeah. 

530
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,720
Yeah, right. 
And, and, and then and I'm like 

531
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:59,720
this does not like, and I found 
a 2012 document that said 

532
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,760
essentially we're going to use 
this investment in early 

533
00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:06,640
literacy and early childhood 
education to create globally 

534
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:09,200
traded derivative securities 
like liquid assets. 

535
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:11,600
And I'm like, but that did not 
work out well with the housing 

536
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:14,040
market in 2008. 
Like, what do we think we're 

537
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,680
going to do? 
Like a whole bunch of like low 

538
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:19,480
income kids, right? 
And put them on digital wallets 

539
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,680
and do this thing, right? 
And still to this day, no one 

540
00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:25,920
will talk about that like 
because it doesn't fit anyone's 

541
00:28:25,920 --> 00:28:29,120
world model because it involves 
the government and the 

542
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:31,720
corporations and the nonprofits 
and the religious groups. 

543
00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:33,920
And so everyone picks one that 
is their thing. 

544
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:38,280
Like I'm the pro, you know, 
faith-based thing, or I'm the 

545
00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:40,840
pro free market thing or I'm the
pro government thing. 

546
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,680
And no one can entertain the 
idea that actually the entire 

547
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:47,320
system is involved. 
And so if it is, then then what 

548
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,160
do we do? 
Right, Because we can't other 

549
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:52,480
someone and in these, and I 
think it's natural for human 

550
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:56,640
beings to archetypally want to 
be a hero, want to be the most 

551
00:28:56,640 --> 00:28:58,080
of us, want to be the good 
person. 

552
00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:00,960
Like maybe there's a few 
psychopaths out there, but for 

553
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:03,840
the most part then maybe, you 
know, there's maybe a slightly 

554
00:29:03,840 --> 00:29:05,640
larger chunk of people just 
don't care either way. 

555
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:07,960
But most people want to live a 
life that has meaning and feel 

556
00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:10,880
like they're on the right side. 
So if all of a sudden you say 

557
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,440
actually the whole thing is 
really messed up and like we'd 

558
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:15,920
actually have to all come 
together to figure out how to 

559
00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:20,400
fix it, then you start to lose 
your identity because you're 

560
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:24,000
only you because you're not them
does that. 

561
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:26,440
Make sense, Kind of where we're,
I mean, isn't that where we're 

562
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:27,760
headed or where we're at right 
now? 

563
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,640
I keep saying, I'm pretty sure 
that people on either end of the

564
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:33,760
political spectrum would agree 
that putting children on 

565
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:37,040
surveillance, play tables to 
watch their behaviors and then 

566
00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:40,640
feed it to an AI to run a 
derivatives market for global 

567
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:43,320
investors is not the what we 
should be doing. 

568
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:46,000
And of course, it takes me 
another five years to realize, 

569
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,840
Oh my gosh, those flat screen 
TV's with the fisheye cameras 

570
00:29:48,840 --> 00:29:52,000
are scrying devices, you know? 
And. 

571
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:54,880
Not even to the sigh part, you 
know, I'm not even to the point 

572
00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:59,040
of like child divination, but 
I'm like, you know, we we could 

573
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:02,160
all agree that well, or if we 
are going to go back to a 

574
00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:06,000
culture of classical antiquity 
where we engage children in 

575
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:10,600
divinatory practices, that we do
it with some measure of ethics 

576
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:14,000
and informed consent. 
And that's if it sent all this 

577
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:16,720
to Julia Mossbridge. 
I'm like, yes, it's not just non

578
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:20,720
speaking autistic people. 
It could possibly be the entire 

579
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:25,040
Head Start program. 
Whether the people on the ground

580
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,160
know that it's happening or not,
the data that gets churned up is

581
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:31,440
what's get sucks into these 
systems and and propagates it 

582
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,720
all right or makes it valuable, 
I guess I mean. 

583
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:38,200
The challenge is so much of the 
story is techno fascism, right 

584
00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:41,960
or control system or 
authoritarian top, authoritarian

585
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:44,560
top down. 
And because I came in with the 

586
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:48,720
digital identity education 
wallet that will be linked to 

587
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:52,160
school choice, which is Jeffrey.
Yeah, Susquehanna International 

588
00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:55,760
Group and TikTok, right? 
That it's the wisdom of the 

589
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:58,520
crowd in oscillation. 
It's about oscillating 

590
00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:02,200
frequencies, right? 
And so suddenly you've got an 

591
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:04,680
education savings account or a 
digital wallet. 

592
00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:07,520
That's your digital identity, 
that's your learn card, right? 

593
00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:11,360
That is creating, recreating you
as a digital twin, as a 

594
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:14,720
hypergraph, right, With all of 
the digital information you 

595
00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:17,520
interact with, like, you know, 
John Lilly and programming your 

596
00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:20,240
bio computer. 
It has all of that information 

597
00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:23,480
down to every single TikTok 
video, right to the people you 

598
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:26,560
interact with, to the waves of 
you as digital information. 

599
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:30,200
And I think in the core of that,
that that's where it starts to 

600
00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:33,480
link into higher level math and 
these other higher dimensional 

601
00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:36,280
polyhedra shapes, which is 
something I never imagined like 

602
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:39,000
getting to that point. 
But we I want to. 

603
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:42,360
Dive into that, people. 
To that place to even understand

604
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:46,880
that's a thing, not just school 
choice is like, I lived for 

605
00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,080
years, and I'm saying this as 
someone who went through 

606
00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:54,520
multiple processes of occupying 
space, acknowledging my model 

607
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,400
had to shift, shifting to a new 
model, learning more, shifting, 

608
00:31:57,400 --> 00:31:59,160
shifting, shifting. 
I'm never going to get to the 

609
00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:00,960
ultimate model. 
I know that it's simply a 

610
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,520
process of like going through 
and trying to be authentic and 

611
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:06,520
ethical in where you are at the 
moment. 

612
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,520
But for many years it was public
school parents versus private 

613
00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,120
school parents versus home 
school parents. 

614
00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:12,960
They made us think we were all 
against each other. 

615
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:15,640
That was not it. 
And then I thought, oh, this is 

616
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:18,920
about AI against all the kids 
and investors. 

617
00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:22,480
And no, it's not actually that. 
It's something that involves a 

618
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:25,600
higher dimensional gestalt 
pattern, right? 

619
00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:29,680
And so how do we, Yeah, if we're
going to engage in child 

620
00:32:29,680 --> 00:32:32,440
divination, like we should start
to go back and look at classical

621
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:35,000
antiquity, right? 
And the mystery schools and 

622
00:32:35,600 --> 00:32:39,720
Eurythmy and Gurdshev in 
embodiment and frequency and 

623
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:42,080
morphic resonance and all of. 
But then we would have to 

624
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:46,280
revisit what it is to be 
embodied as energetic beings and

625
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:50,440
not simply blobs of like bags of
water with DNA, right? 

626
00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,800
Like as a material thing. 
And there's just a very narrow 

627
00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:56,480
slice I find in people who can 
entertain all of those things 

628
00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:58,520
simultaneously and get. 
Exactly. 

629
00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:01,800
Jumps in and if those things are
at the root of the problem or I 

630
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:05,440
mean there's an ontological 
break that's necessary for the 

631
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:09,040
masses for them to even be to 
begin to entertain these kinds 

632
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:12,120
of ideas and. 
I'm always wrong. 

633
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:15,440
Like at this point, like I make 
these giant relationship maps, 

634
00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:16,960
right? 
It is my mind pulse. 

635
00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:19,960
And initially I was making them 
on a software called 

636
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:22,560
littlesis.org. 
And it's funny because like, 

637
00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:25,520
eventually I realized that it's 
all funded by open society. 

638
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:28,680
So it was a honeypot. 
And they were setting up 

639
00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:32,040
research teams in all the big 
cities to research the bad guys,

640
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,840
who are always the Republicans. 
But what's so ironic is in the 

641
00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:37,360
big cities, most all the big 
cities are run by Democrats. 

642
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,120
So I give you, you know, and so 
it was very strange. 

643
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:43,840
It kept making these beautiful 
complex maps going look, and 

644
00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:45,680
nobody on those teams wanted to 
pay attention. 

645
00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:49,720
Then eventually I made like 400 
awesome maps and it was linked 

646
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:53,000
to a database behind. 
So it was, it was very tedious, 

647
00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:56,360
but it rewired my brain, if that
makes sense. 

648
00:33:56,360 --> 00:34:00,320
But it was my direction. 
And yeah, they, this guy, Ziggy 

649
00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:04,280
at the Public School of Public 
Health at Columbia University, I

650
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:07,120
erased all 400 maps. 
Some of them were staged on 

651
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:11,159
webweb.orarchive.org about, you 
know, maybe a third of them are 

652
00:34:11,159 --> 00:34:13,360
still preserved. 
And they couldn't wipe all the 

653
00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:15,760
data in the databases. 
A lot of that is still there. 

654
00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,560
But then I bumped over to it. 
But I was very judgy at that 

655
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:20,400
stage. 
At that stage, I was still 

656
00:34:20,520 --> 00:34:23,120
making people right and wrong 
and saying like, I have the high

657
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:24,520
ground, moral high ground. 
And you're. 

658
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:28,800
And, and then I shifted and I, I
started with a new software 

659
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:32,120
called kumu dot IO with a KKUMU 
dot IO. 

660
00:34:32,199 --> 00:34:35,560
And and so then I became and 
less judgy in making the 

661
00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:38,480
connections and simply it is 
what it is. 

662
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:42,639
And what's so fascinating is to 
go back every couple of years 

663
00:34:42,639 --> 00:34:45,440
with new information and you can
read the depth of the 

664
00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:49,400
relationships in a new way 
because you haven't narrowed it 

665
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:51,960
right. 
You haven't pre decided the 

666
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:54,280
good, bad part. 
And so you're like, oh, you 

667
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:58,080
could imagine a different 
outcome to this story. 

668
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,720
And that's where imagination is 
so important. 

669
00:35:00,720 --> 00:35:03,440
And that's why I think children 
are so important is because they

670
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:05,800
haven't been fully domesticated 
in their imagination. 

671
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:09,440
So like, how do you navigate the
physics of quantum information 

672
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:13,120
in a way to reimagine? 
Like for me, the ultimate presto

673
00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:17,240
changeo trick is like, oh, 
blockchain isn't simply a hash 

674
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,520
graph, digital hypergraph, 
digital twin that the World Bank

675
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:24,080
can use to speculate on your 
behavior as a global worker, gig

676
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:27,880
worker, which there's every 
reason to believe that's one 

677
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:31,000
version of the story. 
You could invert it and be like,

678
00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:34,720
oh, actually you're a 
constellated instance of an 

679
00:35:34,720 --> 00:35:38,880
archetypal pattern operating 
across dimensions and your 

680
00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:42,240
blockchain digital twin is your 
copilot as you navigate in and 

681
00:35:42,240 --> 00:35:45,400
out of higher level reality, 
right? 

682
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:47,160
And that's a totally different 
story. 

683
00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:49,880
And they're, they both can sit 
side by side and you can still 

684
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:54,200
kind of hold both of them. 
But if I was stuck in the first 

685
00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:56,400
version, I would never have 
gotten to the second version. 

686
00:35:57,640 --> 00:35:59,640
Well, and how much of that 
future is undetermined? 

687
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:00,880
I mean, it's up to us to make 
we're. 

688
00:36:00,880 --> 00:36:03,040
The Co creator. 
Either one of those stories 

689
00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:06,400
true, right and and. 
So the, but the, the challenge 

690
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,440
is because of the level of 
trauma that people went through 

691
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:12,880
and the fact that that trauma 
was managed through digital 

692
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:18,200
physics, right on sub stacks on 
Twitter or X and on all of these

693
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:23,760
places, people have built their 
digital identity themselves 

694
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:25,840
already. 
They don't need the Klaus Schwab

695
00:36:25,840 --> 00:36:27,880
to do it. 
They've built a digital it's in 

696
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:31,280
a tractor field, right? 
And it's very hard to step out 

697
00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:34,120
because I was multiple. 
I was I essentially remove 

698
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:37,680
myself from Facebook after I was
attacked by like I was part of, 

699
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:39,960
but it was the best thing that 
happened to me. 

700
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:44,240
Like again, it felt terrible at 
the time, but it you know, same 

701
00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:47,400
thing on Twitter, same thing on 
I now just have a YouTube 

702
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:51,400
channel in my WordPress blog. 
Like I know, you know, like I, I

703
00:36:51,400 --> 00:36:55,160
don't know, people still find my
WordPress blog, but I'm very 

704
00:36:55,160 --> 00:37:01,240
small in my digital footprint. 
But I don't know, like it's in 

705
00:37:01,400 --> 00:37:04,480
not that that's better. 
It's just a different flavor of 

706
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:06,720
what? 
But but Pete, it's hard to walk 

707
00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:09,960
away from the community. 
If you spend 2 hours of your day

708
00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:12,720
trolling sub stacks and you love
the people in the comments even 

709
00:37:12,720 --> 00:37:15,320
though you've never met them. 
If you start to entertain a 

710
00:37:15,320 --> 00:37:18,560
different imaginative version of
the story that might be able to 

711
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:21,760
invert the trauma into something
different, you would be an 

712
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:24,040
outcast, right? 
Because it there would be the 

713
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:27,360
finger pointing of saying, oh, 
now you're one of them. 

714
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:30,640
Sold out or you've somehow 
switched teams or or whatever it

715
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:34,040
is, yeah. 
And so, but if you can exist a 

716
00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:37,360
little bit on the margins, you 
can entertain these ideas as 

717
00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:40,200
long as you say, like I say, 
this is just my animus live 

718
00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:42,720
action role play musical. 
Like I'm not telling you it's 

719
00:37:42,720 --> 00:37:44,040
yours. 
You've got your own. 

720
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,320
I keep, you know, people will 
send me stuff and I would be 

721
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:48,520
like, it's a choose your own 
adventure. 

722
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:50,520
Make it good. 
Like make it good for you. 

723
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:54,120
Yeah, no, I hear that. 
Like make sure that it's the one

724
00:37:54,120 --> 00:37:58,600
you want because we actually 
have more agency than we 

725
00:37:58,600 --> 00:37:59,320
realize. 
I. 

726
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,000
Want to dive into some things 
here. 

727
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:04,320
So you had said, OK, first of 
all you mentioned children 

728
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,160
scrying, which I think I need 
to, I need to know more about. 

729
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:11,640
But then also that there is this
gestalt that seems to be a 

730
00:38:11,720 --> 00:38:16,920
motivator in this. 
Does that gestalt, which is I 

731
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:21,360
guess sort of driving some of 
these these things, is it sort 

732
00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:25,000
of a classically considered 
being with intention or is it 

733
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,200
just a collection of the habits 
and tendencies of human beings 

734
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:31,680
generally that is seems to have 
a level of independence now? 

735
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:34,440
Yeah. 
Does that make sense to you? 

736
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:38,800
Yeah. 
Well, so every So I'm now in Hot

737
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:41,120
Springs, AR. 
It's a very woo woo place. 

738
00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:42,840
It's very different from 
Philadelphia. 

739
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:47,280
It's a town of about 50,000 
people and we're on one of the 

740
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:51,280
world's most pristine quartz 
crystal beds. 

741
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:55,360
So we're a giant oscillator. 
We have the third cleanest lake 

742
00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:58,360
in the country, surrounded by 
1.8 million acres of National 

743
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:00,800
Forest, which is kind of strange
for this part of the country. 

744
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:04,400
Like we're not in the West. 
So 1.8 million of pristine 

745
00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:07,000
Clearwater sitting on a quartz 
crystal bed. 

746
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:11,240
So this this relates later a 
little bit to some stuff I might

747
00:39:11,240 --> 00:39:13,320
say about ecological reservoir 
computing. 

748
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:17,680
And yeah, so it's kind of like 
lots of people have left Sedona 

749
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:18,880
and then come to Hot Springs, 
right. 

750
00:39:18,880 --> 00:39:22,160
So it's it's a very eclectic 
place, but for many, many years 

751
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:25,200
was run by the mob. 
We were the center of illegal 

752
00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:29,760
gaming from 1920 till the 1968 
when Winthrop Rockefeller of the

753
00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:33,320
Rockefeller family, who was 
governor shut, shut down the 

754
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:36,120
mob. 
And so I am I in my live action 

755
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:38,920
role play musical. 
I have this theory that possibly

756
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:43,040
because quantum information is 
all probability and statistics, 

757
00:39:43,040 --> 00:39:44,760
which is essentially what 
gambling is. 

758
00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,520
And you have the hedge fund 
version, which is like the 

759
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:50,640
public facing fine version. 
And then you've got the in the 

760
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:53,800
time illegal version that maybe 
the mob was running quantum 

761
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,080
reality from Hot Springs on this
giant oscillator. 

762
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,400
Whether they knew it or not, 
right? 

763
00:40:00,400 --> 00:40:03,760
I mean like exactly. 
And there was a lot of, there 

764
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,800
was a lot of prostitution too. 
So I don't know if there was 

765
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,440
like some like sex magic 
involved in some of that 

766
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,760
energetic, like, it's not my 
main thing. 

767
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:16,000
But like, like in the 1960s, 
they were doing $100 million in 

768
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:19,080
cash and gambling a year and 40 
million in prostitution. 

769
00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:23,000
And this was before credit 
cards, you know, so that's a lot

770
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:25,760
of moving money around. 
And of course, we're we're 

771
00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:30,000
Clinton country originally until
they became New Yorkers And 

772
00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:34,040
connection to the Waltons, which
the Waltons are really important

773
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:36,440
in all of this. 
Sam Walton and networking 

774
00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:39,480
networked information and Alice 
Walton, one of the largest one 

775
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,640
of the richest women in the 
world who has a thing for 

776
00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:47,600
crystals and art and working 
with Deepak Chopra on new models

777
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:51,240
of healthcare and mental health 
and this woman, Dana Klistens 

778
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:53,560
rewilding the mind. 
So there is a lot Winthrop 

779
00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:55,920
Rockefeller was governor, right?
How does a Rockefeller end up 

780
00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:57,960
being governor? 
You've got Jay and West Virginia

781
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:02,000
and then you've got Winthrop 
Pier and we were this the, the 

782
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:06,600
first Lindisfarne Association 
peer-to-peer Meta industrial 

783
00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:10,040
village in 1981. 
And Bill Clinton hosted the 

784
00:41:10,040 --> 00:41:13,760
first climate summit like in 
Meadow Creek, Arkansas, 3 miles 

785
00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:17,680
down a dirt road and, and 
Hillary is very close with Sam 

786
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:19,080
Walton. 
So we've got all of these 

787
00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:22,200
energetic systems working in 
Arkansas, which is just, you 

788
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:26,080
know, essentially sidelined 
because of the civil rights 

789
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:28,640
stuff, right? 
And I think actually, I spoke 

790
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:32,480
with a reporter here, they're 
doing a documentary on Winthrop,

791
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:36,080
and they said, you know, Brown 
versus Topeka Board of 

792
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:38,080
Education. 
It happened four or five years 

793
00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:40,840
before. 
And, you know, places in the 

794
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:45,160
South were flagrantly not 
adhering to into, you know, 

795
00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:48,920
desegregation rules. 
But this was the time with the 

796
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:53,240
Little Rock High School that TV 
came on the scene nightly news. 

797
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:57,040
And so this was timed with the 
nightly news to make us a 

798
00:41:57,040 --> 00:42:01,240
spectacle of like, you don't 
want to have anything to do with

799
00:42:01,240 --> 00:42:03,560
Arkansas. 
They're all retrograde, no? 

800
00:42:04,240 --> 00:42:07,880
Essentially backward. 
And so we got mothballed for 

801
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,560
like, and I think for now, 
right, I think we're mothballed 

802
00:42:10,560 --> 00:42:13,880
until the oscillators and the 
ecological crystal systems come 

803
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,840
on board. 
So anyway, so I, I'm around a 

804
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:18,880
lot of people. 
I was not a woo woo person. 

805
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:22,480
I, you know, like I said, NPR 
liberal sort of radical left. 

806
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:27,160
What the hell happened? 
But these people like they have 

807
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:33,000
connections to higher selves, 
other sections of information. 

808
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,800
And, and for me, it's more 
symbolic. 

809
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:39,720
There's there's this woman, 
Freya Matthews, I think she's a 

810
00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:43,480
professor in Australia and she 
talks about onto poetics and 

811
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,520
like the world talking to you 
symbolically. 

812
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:49,040
And I have my onto. 
I love that word. 

813
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:53,640
And I will get like be digging 
out a cat briar in under my 

814
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:56,840
hedge and being like, OK, 
there's something to this. 

815
00:42:56,920 --> 00:43:01,400
And I go up and it turns out cat
briars are in this sub tropical 

816
00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:04,280
region around the entire earth. 
And the ones in classical 

817
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:08,320
antiquity were used as a 
purgative to reground yourself 

818
00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:12,920
after psychedelic trips doing 
like, mystery school initiation.

819
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:15,560
You know, like, I get these 
things, but it's not like I'm 

820
00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:17,960
hearing voices. 
I just get like, symbols. 

821
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,200
But the other symbol for me, 
weirdly, is Neil Stephenson, 

822
00:43:21,320 --> 00:43:24,200
who's the novelist. 
No dude come on now, you 

823
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,480
mentioned him last time and I 
love his books. 

824
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:29,040
Like I've read every single one 
over the course of like 6 

825
00:43:29,040 --> 00:43:31,520
months. 
I think the only one I didn't 

826
00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:34,040
read was the one he Co wrote 
Dodo I think. 

827
00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:36,040
No, that's a good one. 
You need to read that one. 

828
00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:36,520
It's. 
All at. 

829
00:43:37,040 --> 00:43:39,720
Least you really had it's 
branchial space, it's timeline 

830
00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:43,320
and knots and braiding and chord
magic topology. 

831
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:47,680
So it actually he involves 
Fresnel lenses and projection 

832
00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:50,480
and Shakespeare. 
Like it's so on point. 

833
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:54,880
So every all of the pieces, it's
sort of like it's almost like, 

834
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:57,000
you know, people do bibliometry 
with like the Bible or 

835
00:43:57,000 --> 00:43:58,520
something. 
They'll open to a passage and be

836
00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:02,160
like, this is my message, right?
Like for me, it's Neil Stevenson

837
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:04,080
books. 
And of course, he did start, you

838
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:08,200
know, Snow Crash first to use 
the term the metaverse and on 

839
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:10,480
encryption. 
And essentially in 

840
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:14,800
Cryptonomicon, there's a section
where there's there a guy is in 

841
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:18,040
a prison cell and he's talking 
to someone part of an esoteric 

842
00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:21,400
group And, and it turns out it's
connected to Athena. 

843
00:44:21,680 --> 00:44:24,160
And he's like, you know, how did
you not? 

844
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,760
Rude, right? 
Is that not rude? 

845
00:44:26,760 --> 00:44:27,200
Right. 
Yeah. 

846
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:29,640
And he's like, well, how did you
know it was me? 

847
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:31,720
And it's like, well, I could 
just tell like they'd exchanged 

848
00:44:31,720 --> 00:44:34,760
emails And it's like, well, I 
like, what if we're all 

849
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:39,360
patterns, like we are in eternal
patterns existing at a higher 

850
00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:42,840
dimension, but we're instances. 
So if Athena, the archetype 

851
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:46,040
shows up, she's not going to be 
like with her Aegis and you 

852
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:49,560
know, helmet, but she may hold 
that pattern as something, you 

853
00:44:49,560 --> 00:44:52,040
know else. 
And so I feel like it's very 

854
00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,680
interesting that all the a lot 
of the crypto which people are 

855
00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,520
focused on the money, I focus 
more on spatial computing and 

856
00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:03,760
patterns and, and in the wet 
that part of Web 3 and social 

857
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:08,360
system and social system, not 
engineering for limiting, but 

858
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:12,040
engineering for navigation. 
They're all based, many of them 

859
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:14,720
are based in Switzerland. 
And so there is this overlap 

860
00:45:14,720 --> 00:45:19,360
with Jungian archetypes, right? 
And then but also not just 

861
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:24,840
young, but like Leibniz and the 
Iching and the Tao and Tao and. 

862
00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:26,920
Taro, I mean, there's 
connections. 

863
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:31,640
Archetypal patterns. 
And so if we imagine that we're 

864
00:45:31,640 --> 00:45:34,960
in 3D space-time as an instance 
of a larger pattern in a higher 

865
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:36,360
dimension. 
Fractal. 

866
00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:39,800
The fractal right, right. 
Like we're the the bit of 

867
00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:42,320
Internet right looking from 
where we're looking at. 

868
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:46,520
And that's why phenomenology is 
so important then yeah, like be 

869
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:50,520
authentic to who you are, right,
Like resonate to your people. 

870
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:53,960
You would the world would be 
super boring if we were all the 

871
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:56,320
same. 
And I think that what's coming 

872
00:45:56,320 --> 00:46:02,920
with Web 3 is the potential for 
us to unlock uniqueness of our 

873
00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:06,560
authentic selves more so than a 
prevailing story. 

874
00:46:06,560 --> 00:46:09,800
That is everything isn't about 
being top down, flattening and 

875
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:13,040
making people in a behaviorist 
way all fit a certain mold. 

876
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:16,720
I I think it's actually the 
story could be something very 

877
00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:19,040
different working with 
archetypes. 

878
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:22,760
So for me, like the gestalt 
comes largely and reinforced in 

879
00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,400
the Stevenson books, 
Cryptonomicon, the baroque cycle

880
00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:29,320
is like, yeah, no, I think 
actually we could be patterns, 

881
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:31,040
right? 
We could be hypergraphs, these 

882
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,840
things that we're scared of that
I was very scared of like 

883
00:46:33,840 --> 00:46:36,680
digital twins. 
It could be that it's chi and 

884
00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:38,680
prana. 
It's an ancient system that it 

885
00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:42,520
pre exists. 
Today's costume is technology, 

886
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:43,760
right? 
Interesting. 

887
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:46,920
So I mean, by vilifying the web 
like so many of us have done, 

888
00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:49,160
our technology more generally, 
we're kind of missing out on the

889
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:51,840
fact that this is just a 
manifestation of an eternal 

890
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,440
pattern that's coming up again 
and the setting that we live in,

891
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:56,920
which is digital. 
Story like this is what I'm 

892
00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:57,640
saying. 
I'm not. 

893
00:46:57,640 --> 00:46:59,640
Saying OK it is. 
Sure. 

894
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:02,080
Yeah, my version of the live 
action role play. 

895
00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:05,760
I am currently foregrounding 
this idea that it's actually, 

896
00:47:06,240 --> 00:47:09,520
and this comes from I, you know,
I, I have, there's a lot of 

897
00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:12,040
ascensiony sort of folks here 
and I'm not really ascensiony 

898
00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:13,520
because I feel like nature is 
cycles. 

899
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:15,720
Like I, I feel like it's not 
some upper trajectory and then 

900
00:47:15,720 --> 00:47:18,600
it's the end like that it, it's,
it's up and down, up and down, 

901
00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:20,720
up and down. 
But I was very frustrated with 

902
00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:22,600
someone who is a lovely 
individual, but I was like, 

903
00:47:22,720 --> 00:47:24,200
where did this new age come 
from? 

904
00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:27,440
Like I need to know, you know, 
the research in me, like where 

905
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,240
is all this coming from? 
And, and I was just being 

906
00:47:30,240 --> 00:47:31,800
triggered. 
Like I would do it differently 

907
00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:35,480
now, but I was, but it was good.
It was a good triggering because

908
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:38,640
I, I looked in, it came out of 
Fintorn, which was the first eco

909
00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:43,840
village in the UK in the 60s. 
And then later David Spangler 

910
00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:47,920
and William Irwin Thompson were 
Americans went there and brought

911
00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:50,120
these ideas back. 
And then the Lindisfarne 

912
00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:53,640
Association and things came out 
of that which have significance.

913
00:47:54,040 --> 00:47:56,880
But in Findhorn, essentially 
they got these downloads at 

914
00:47:56,880 --> 00:47:59,760
Glastonbury to go to Scotland on
a beach and make an organic 

915
00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:01,760
garden. 
And they weren't even like they 

916
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,400
were in a gypsy caravan and they
got there and they're like, 

917
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:06,840
well, this doesn't look like a 
good place for a garden. 

918
00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:08,960
And they said we'll talk to the 
Davis. 

919
00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:13,160
And so this one moment was like,
OK, talk to the Davis. 

920
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,640
Davis are the patterns, they're 
the gestalt, right? 

921
00:48:16,840 --> 00:48:19,920
And there's an overlap now with 
Anthroposophy and the etheric 

922
00:48:19,920 --> 00:48:21,560
and the projective geometry, 
right? 

923
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:25,280
Like to this interface, the 
etheric, the point in which the,

924
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:28,880
the energetic, the ethereal and 
the material overlap. 

925
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:30,520
And they had this amazing 
garden. 

926
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:32,360
There was ABBC documentary about
it. 

927
00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:35,760
Eve Balfour was part of she 
wasn't, I don't think she 

928
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:39,480
affiliated with Ventorn, but 
part of that documentary and it 

929
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,600
Balfour was the niece of Arthur 
Balfour, the Prime Minister of 

930
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:44,920
England, the Balfour 
Declaration, the great Israel, 

931
00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:47,960
but he was also the head of the 
Society for Psychical Research, 

932
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,080
right. 
And so, so like in, in the, it 

933
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:54,560
applying scientific principles 
in the early, late 19th, early 

934
00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:57,520
20th century to communication 
with the dead. 

935
00:48:57,520 --> 00:49:00,600
But the dead is simply another 
information field in my mind. 

936
00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:04,360
It's not yet it's is, is is 
another quantum level of 

937
00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:07,560
information. 
So this, this guy, Oliver 

938
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:10,960
Crombie was like the elder 
statesman of Findhorn and he had

939
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:12,640
a had a heart condition and was 
a musician. 

940
00:49:12,640 --> 00:49:14,600
There's something important 
about the heart and the Taurus 

941
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:17,200
field, the time keeper of 
space-time. 

942
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,480
And so he didn't wasn't in World
War Two. 

943
00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:22,160
He lived for a long time in a 
gameskeeper's cottage with no 

944
00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:26,240
electricity, no running water. 
He would do nude sunbathing, 

945
00:49:26,240 --> 00:49:30,560
turned out on crossed Ley lines 
and then eventually like met up 

946
00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:34,280
with Pan in a garden and had 
these long these conversations 

947
00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:38,760
with Pan and, you know, met the 
elves and the fae and things and

948
00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:41,440
and he's like, well, why do I 
see this? 

949
00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:43,960
And he's like, well, you, you 
new sunbathe on the Ley line for

950
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:46,320
10 years, but probably maybe the
heart condition. 

951
00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:49,880
And you, you can I believe. 
And he said, you know, we look 

952
00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:52,200
like this because you expect us 
to look like this. 

953
00:49:53,880 --> 00:50:00,120
And so if you're in in 1940s 
England, a higher dimensional 

954
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:02,920
consciousness is going to look 
like the Fae, right? 

955
00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:05,920
If if you're in India, it will 
look like the Davis. 

956
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,120
If you're in 21st century, it's.
Gonna look like a UFO. 

957
00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:10,880
It can look like a. 
UFO. 

958
00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:13,480
Yeah, technology slash UFO. 
Yeah, exactly. 

959
00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:14,040
Yeah. 
Yeah, it's. 

960
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:16,840
Like what you expect. 
So if there's a higher 

961
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:21,440
dimensional information 
structure pattern that wants to 

962
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:24,720
come down and be like, guys, 
come on water bearer, you need 

963
00:50:24,720 --> 00:50:26,160
to step up your game a little 
bit. 

964
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:28,160
Like it might come down and sit 
in a robot. 

965
00:50:28,920 --> 00:50:30,840
Yeah. 
You know, and, and again, I say 

966
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:34,160
this as someone who was very 
anti anti anti all those things,

967
00:50:34,440 --> 00:50:38,160
but in being anti all those 
things, I seem to have actually 

968
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:41,440
amplified it. 
And, and if you can flip the 

969
00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:46,440
script into a way that's not 
denying it, but like another, an

970
00:50:46,440 --> 00:50:50,120
alternate story, you could hold 
in the other hand and say it's 

971
00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:53,320
possible. 
What if our higher self wanted 

972
00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:56,640
to come down and give us some 
guidance? 

973
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,800
And what if it looked like a 
stupid learner wallet that I was

974
00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:02,520
so mad about, right? 
Like, you know, what if the 

975
00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:06,080
World Bank is the, the bank is 
actually an interdimensional 

976
00:51:06,080 --> 00:51:09,400
current, right? 
And like we're actually, because

977
00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:15,080
in the Dodo books by Stevenson, 
there's a version it overlaps 

978
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:18,880
with Enoch Root and the oh, I'm,
I'm trying to remember the name.

979
00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:22,640
It was the foggers, the bankers 
who I think are like a hat tip 

980
00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:26,920
to the Warburgs and, and it 
overlaps art and money and 

981
00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:29,440
timelines, art and money and 
timelines. 

982
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:33,880
And so I'm like, huh, okay, you 
know, I'm, I'm, I'm holding on 

983
00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:34,800
to that. 
It's a symbol. 

984
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:36,800
How do we get in? 
You know, how do we get into 

985
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:40,360
that and the art and the poetry?
For me, I really love Peter 

986
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,480
Kingsley's work all up until the
end. 

987
00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:45,240
He, he still has the apocalyptic
frame, like the world is ending 

988
00:51:45,240 --> 00:51:48,200
and I'm here to tell you that 
it's ending and, and God bless 

989
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:49,960
him, like somebody has to do 
that role. 

990
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:52,440
So that's OK. 
I don't, I'm not in that space. 

991
00:51:52,720 --> 00:51:57,080
But his idea of dream 
incubation, the the pre Socratic

992
00:51:57,080 --> 00:52:01,560
thinkers, the going into the 
deeper places to bring back laws

993
00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:04,640
and poetry and knowledge from 
the other side. 

994
00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:07,880
I think it's terribly, terribly 
relevant and central, actually, 

995
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:11,680
weirdly to the Web 3 space. 
OK, real quick. 

996
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:16,920
Neil Stephenson, what is he? 
How does he, I mean, like he has

997
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:20,040
such a vision. 
Well, no, I mean, that's like a 

998
00:52:20,240 --> 00:52:23,800
is he a reflection of a of an 
ancient pattern that a 

999
00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:26,200
reincarnated soul, an old soul? 
I mean, how do you see? 

1000
00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:30,200
That I think we all are in some 
version right, but I mean I'm 

1001
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:33,640
constantly flabbergasted by like
looking at Reddit's because like

1002
00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:36,200
he his books get lots and lots. 
You know, besides the fact that 

1003
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:40,000
people are like he has terrible 
endings, but no one gets this 

1004
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:43,320
higher level and I so I don't 
know, is like, is he like my 

1005
00:52:43,320 --> 00:52:46,040
sorcerer? 
You know, like I don't know how 

1006
00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:49,640
I would get so lucky. 
But you know, it's interesting 

1007
00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:51,720
because I don't know if we'll 
get around to the Vestahouse 

1008
00:52:51,720 --> 00:52:54,400
stuff, but there's connections 
between the Long Now foundation 

1009
00:52:54,680 --> 00:52:56,960
and some stuff that's happening 
in Hot Springs. 

1010
00:52:57,000 --> 00:53:01,840
And from my understanding, Kevin
Kelly who created Wired magazine

1011
00:53:01,840 --> 00:53:05,920
key player in Long Now. 
What is long now for us, if you 

1012
00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:12,200
can sort of break that down. 
Foundation is Stewart Brand and 

1013
00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:15,480
Kevin Kelly, so they go back to 
the early hacker culture of the 

1014
00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:23,480
90s and you know, whole earth 
kind of stuff and metaphysical. 

1015
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:28,920
And then they were working on 
this 10,000 year clock in West 

1016
00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:35,200
TX with Danny Hillis, who was at
MIT working on massive parallel 

1017
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,680
computing, but then at Disney, 
right? 

1018
00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:40,640
Archetypal. 
And it's now you're, they're 

1019
00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:43,960
digging like a giant chamber for
a 10,000 year clock with Jeff 

1020
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:47,560
Bezos's money in, in the, the 
Diablo mountains of West TX. 

1021
00:53:48,080 --> 00:53:50,680
And supposedly like it's, it's a
fascinating thing. 

1022
00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:54,560
And so like I'm feeling somehow 
this clock is like some sort of 

1023
00:53:55,040 --> 00:53:58,760
symbolic anchor to ecological 
reserve computing over a long. 

1024
00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:03,640
Essentially they say it's about 
long term thinking, but I think 

1025
00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:06,120
these are people who would also 
understand that maybe everything

1026
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:08,040
is happening at the same time. 
Yeah. 

1027
00:54:08,640 --> 00:54:13,840
So it's a giant oscillator. 
Yeah, clock. 

1028
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:16,360
And it was based on Anathem. 
I don't know if you read 

1029
00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:18,880
Stevenson's book Anathem. 
It did anathem, yes. 

1030
00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:21,800
So that's what the clock is 
based on his work on anathem, 

1031
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:26,560
like on the ringing, the years, 
the annual, you know, 10 years, 

1032
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:30,240
100 years, thousand years. 
So they went and built the clock

1033
00:54:30,240 --> 00:54:33,200
for Stevenson, essentially. 
And the mafic society, remember,

1034
00:54:33,200 --> 00:54:36,360
they chant the math. 
It's a frequency. 

1035
00:54:36,360 --> 00:54:39,640
It's a frequency chant. 
So like, it all starts to add 

1036
00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:41,080
up. 
And I mean, I'm willing to say 

1037
00:54:41,080 --> 00:54:44,120
like, I could be wrong. 
I could be apophenic. 

1038
00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:47,800
I could be laying all out these 
pieces that don't only make 

1039
00:54:47,800 --> 00:54:50,680
sense to me, but I think they're
pretty cool. 

1040
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:52,480
And many people have read all of
these books. 

1041
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:55,120
I'm like, So what is going on 
here? 

1042
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:59,560
Like could it be connected to 
this E8, you know situation in 

1043
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:00,800
this situation? 
Well, that's where I wanted to 

1044
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:02,800
go next actually is the E8 and 
the. 

1045
00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:04,960
Yeah. 
And a little bit about category 

1046
00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:06,600
theory because that's something 
to do with. 

1047
00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:10,720
Yeah, yeah. 
But just real quick, I mean, 

1048
00:55:10,720 --> 00:55:14,480
it's kind of synchronistic for 
me because I had not read any 

1049
00:55:14,480 --> 00:55:16,360
Neil Stephenson. 
And then I read Cryptonomicon a 

1050
00:55:16,360 --> 00:55:19,040
couple of years ago and I was 
really intrigued by it, but his 

1051
00:55:19,040 --> 00:55:21,320
style of writing was kind of 
overwhelming to me at that 

1052
00:55:21,320 --> 00:55:23,680
moment. 
But then as I've gotten into 

1053
00:55:23,680 --> 00:55:26,120
this podcast and all the things 
that I'm doing associated with 

1054
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:28,760
that, I went on a stretch where 
I read nothing but Neil 

1055
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:32,080
Stephenson for like a year. 
I mean book after book after 

1056
00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:34,200
book after book. 
I'm telling. 

1057
00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:36,480
You it's like, yeah. 
And there's so much there that's

1058
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:39,560
current for what's happening now
and the way that we're moving 

1059
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:41,400
into the future and what might 
be possible. 

1060
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:45,320
And if people haven't dived into
his work, I highly suggest it 

1061
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:48,240
and be prepared to have your 
socks blown off. 

1062
00:55:48,240 --> 00:55:51,640
I mean, it's like alchemy and, 
and, you know, just the whole 

1063
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:55,160
gamut of cool subjects all 
intertwined together in a way 

1064
00:55:55,160 --> 00:55:59,400
that tells an amazing series of 
stories that are kind of, you 

1065
00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:03,760
know, nested Russian, Russian 
nesting dolls. 

1066
00:56:03,760 --> 00:56:05,520
Like they're one within the 
other. 

1067
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:07,760
Penetrating. 
Yeah, Yes, exactly. 

1068
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,080
Well. 
There's a great chapter in the 

1069
00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:13,120
confusion, which is part of the 
Baroque cycle, which again, he, 

1070
00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:17,120
he has a great way of mixing A 
fictional story arc with 

1071
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:21,320
historical characters. 
And so you can go back and look 

1072
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:22,880
people up. 
So, you know, like, oh, this is 

1073
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:26,080
a lot about natural philosophers
in economics and the, the, the 

1074
00:56:26,120 --> 00:56:31,280
shift between physical gold and 
securities trade and the, the 

1075
00:56:31,280 --> 00:56:34,880
movement of that in, in the 
context of wars in England and 

1076
00:56:34,880 --> 00:56:37,200
France and and pirates, right, 
like. 

1077
00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:39,240
Yeah, yeah, totally. 
Kinds of things about how you 

1078
00:56:39,240 --> 00:56:41,560
move money and how and I think 
it's really about how you move 

1079
00:56:41,560 --> 00:56:43,080
energy and how you move 
information. 

1080
00:56:43,360 --> 00:56:48,080
And so point of that is that 
the, the, you know, 

1081
00:56:48,240 --> 00:56:50,480
disagreements between Leibniz 
and Newton, right. 

1082
00:56:50,720 --> 00:56:53,560
And so the thing about Newton, 
though, like he has the alchemy,

1083
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:57,040
he has the optics, he has, you 
know, the, the scientific 

1084
00:56:57,040 --> 00:57:00,480
background, the, the Christian, 
it's sort of situated within a 

1085
00:57:00,480 --> 00:57:03,480
faith-based thing. 
And the Royal Mint, right. 

1086
00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:06,520
So got all of these. 
And then John Maynard Keynes 

1087
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,680
bought all of Newton's 
alchemical books in the 1930s. 

1088
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:13,760
And then he he of Schumacher, of
Buddhist economics and the 

1089
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:16,400
Schumacher Institute in West 
western Massachusetts. 

1090
00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:20,560
They were proposing Bancorp, 
which was a global currency at 

1091
00:57:20,560 --> 00:57:23,120
Bretton Woods, the original 
Bretton Woods, and it did not 

1092
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:28,240
gain traction. 
But then later in 2019, the 

1093
00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:31,120
summer of 2019, they had the 
75th anniversary of Bretton 

1094
00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:34,520
Woods at the hotel. 
I can't remember the name of the

1095
00:57:34,560 --> 00:57:36,560
Mount Washington Hotel in New 
Hampshire. 

1096
00:57:37,520 --> 00:57:41,360
It's hosted by Bancorp. 
Gallia Banarzi who reinvented 

1097
00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:45,600
like re lifted up Bancorp for 
the tokenization age for liquid 

1098
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:49,480
securities with Brock Pierce and
Hollow Chain and like very many 

1099
00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:52,120
high level blockchain folks and 
central bankers. 

1100
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:55,280
And like Rhian Einsler of the 
Blade and the Chalice was a 

1101
00:57:55,280 --> 00:57:57,840
keynote speaker and Charles 
Eisenstein was there and 

1102
00:57:57,960 --> 00:58:01,880
Michaela Uluru and like many, 
many high level people were all 

1103
00:58:01,880 --> 00:58:04,960
there under the aegis of Gallia 
Banarzi. 

1104
00:58:04,960 --> 00:58:08,200
And her mentor I think who had 
just this may be passed was 

1105
00:58:08,200 --> 00:58:12,200
Bernard Leotere, who was a 
Belgian economist who oversaw 

1106
00:58:12,200 --> 00:58:15,600
the role of the euro. 
But in a 2008 interview 

1107
00:58:15,760 --> 00:58:20,040
essentially said my main work is
sacred geometry and esoteric 

1108
00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,880
earth based energy work. 
Right. 

1109
00:58:23,880 --> 00:58:26,840
I mean, it's just ridiculous how
all this stuff is connected 

1110
00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:29,000
this. 
Whole thing with Newton Buddhist

1111
00:58:29,000 --> 00:58:33,200
economics frequency current like
we don't under and and what 

1112
00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:35,800
Leoterre was advancing was 
community currency, which is a 

1113
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:39,160
parallel currency to like a 
stable coin right. 

1114
00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:42,080
And so my sense is, is where 
we're moving in terms of the 

1115
00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:45,520
Gaia hypothesis, you know, the 
Margolis Lovelock is, is that 

1116
00:58:46,200 --> 00:58:52,160
there is an energetic system 
where there is a like a 

1117
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:54,960
translation, like a universal 
translation, which is the stable

1118
00:58:54,960 --> 00:58:57,000
coin. 
But all the different organs, 

1119
00:58:57,000 --> 00:58:59,600
all the different story plots, 
all the different geographies 

1120
00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:02,360
have their own currency that are
sending signals that speak to 

1121
00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:06,480
the story at in real time. 
And so no one will talk about 

1122
00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:09,560
community currency. 
They'll only talk about CBDC's 

1123
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:12,920
like, but community currency is 
central, central, central. 

1124
00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:15,560
And like the Catherine, Austin 
and Fitz people like they won't 

1125
00:59:15,800 --> 00:59:19,560
talk about that, even though 
like anyone who's working in 

1126
00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:23,040
that space should understand 
leotare in his role and be 

1127
00:59:23,040 --> 00:59:25,400
especially people who are 
interested in more alternative 

1128
00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:28,360
thinking. 
OK, so this guy who implemented 

1129
00:59:28,360 --> 00:59:32,840
the euro and his protege, she 
developed an initial community 

1130
00:59:32,840 --> 00:59:36,240
currency in Israel for single 
women that would be linked to 

1131
00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:40,280
social impact with Ari Ben 
David, who is the Jerusalem 

1132
00:59:40,280 --> 00:59:42,080
contact for the 
anthroposophists. 

1133
00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:45,480
So there is this overlap with 
anthroposophy and the the free 

1134
00:59:45,760 --> 00:59:49,720
social threefolding and esoteric
economics. 

1135
00:59:49,720 --> 00:59:53,760
And then you know, anthroposophy
is Goethe and morphic resonance,

1136
00:59:54,040 --> 00:59:56,640
right? 
And so you've got it all aligns.

1137
00:59:56,720 --> 00:59:58,920
I mean it all. 
It doesn't disconnect, it 

1138
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:02,280
doesn't fall apart. 
This idea but but then you would

1139
01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:06,080
have to re. 
Be willing to step back from the

1140
01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:10,840
top down, make everything the 
same into the idea that it could

1141
01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:15,440
be an emergent auto poetic, 
complex, non linear dynamical 

1142
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:18,320
system. 
And then it's like a dance that 

1143
01:00:18,320 --> 01:00:21,800
we're having together to to get 
to a higher place. 

1144
01:00:22,920 --> 01:00:25,240
And it's not easy. 
I mean, I'm not because believe 

1145
01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:29,560
me, I was very invested in the 
dark story for a long time, but 

1146
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:32,560
it wasn't going anywhere good. 
Like if if you live in that 

1147
01:00:32,560 --> 01:00:36,720
place, it's not, it's not. 
The genie is not going back in 

1148
01:00:36,720 --> 01:00:38,240
the bottle. 
There's no hope. 

1149
01:00:38,960 --> 01:00:39,920
Yeah, there's. 
It's like. 

1150
01:00:40,440 --> 01:00:42,240
Just be sad for the rest of your
life till you're dead. 

1151
01:00:42,360 --> 01:00:44,480
Exactly. 
And what you're offering is that

1152
01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:47,600
these things that were that are 
happening in sort of these 

1153
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:50,760
revolutions and finance and 
elsewhere may represent 

1154
01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:53,800
something positive in the end 
that we're only beginning to see

1155
01:00:54,400 --> 01:00:55,760
how that might ultimately 
manifest. 

1156
01:00:55,840 --> 01:00:57,720
Yeah, exactly. 
And if you buy into that story, 

1157
01:00:57,720 --> 01:00:59,960
right? 
And and if there is this thing 

1158
01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:03,240
with a higher, like these higher
dimensions, which I didn't know,

1159
01:01:03,240 --> 01:01:06,760
like I didn't understand about 
polytopes, like polyhedra are 

1160
01:01:06,760 --> 01:01:08,880
the three-dimensional ones. 
But then the polytopes are the 

1161
01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:11,600
higher dimensions, which we can 
only see shadows of in this 

1162
01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:13,600
world, right? 
You can create a model and shine

1163
01:01:13,600 --> 01:01:14,680
a shadow. 
It's like, you know, the 

1164
01:01:14,680 --> 01:01:17,360
tesseracts and things like at 
the very basic level and Wrinkle

1165
01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:22,560
in Time, they do wins. 
It's the heart, you know, Like, 

1166
01:01:23,120 --> 01:01:26,400
you know, there are probably 
people who knew all along, but 

1167
01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:29,200
you can frame it as there's a 
cabal that are keeping things 

1168
01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:31,480
secret from us because they want
to rule the world. 

1169
01:01:31,640 --> 01:01:35,000
And that, yeah, that's a story. 
Or you could be like, honestly, 

1170
01:01:35,040 --> 01:01:37,640
how many people would be willing
to entertain this story? 

1171
01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:40,200
If people talked about it, they 
would get laughed out of the 

1172
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:41,360
room. 
So they're not going to talk 

1173
01:01:41,360 --> 01:01:42,960
about it. 
It's not a matter of keeping a 

1174
01:01:43,000 --> 01:01:45,400
secret, keeping your reputation,
you know? 

1175
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:48,280
Yeah. 
Well, or just like I was always 

1176
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:52,440
advocating for informed consent,
OK, if we all agree to this and 

1177
01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:54,360
I think it's a bad idea, but 
everybody else thinks it's a 

1178
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:57,200
good idea. 
I've had my, I've, I've, I've 

1179
01:01:57,200 --> 01:02:01,360
conducted myself with my 
fiduciary responsibility and I 

1180
01:02:01,360 --> 01:02:04,080
can wash my hands of whatever 
happens because I, I did my 

1181
01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:06,520
part. 
But the reality is, is from the 

1182
01:02:06,640 --> 01:02:10,720
free energy principle world 
model, the vast majority of 

1183
01:02:10,720 --> 01:02:12,600
people are simply not because 
they're dumb. 

1184
01:02:12,680 --> 01:02:14,160
This is not an intelligence 
thing. 

1185
01:02:14,640 --> 01:02:18,240
There is not enough play in the 
models that they hold to 

1186
01:02:18,280 --> 01:02:22,440
entertain the idea that it could
be something different like it. 

1187
01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:24,880
And and I wish like me. 
Fatalist. 

1188
01:02:25,040 --> 01:02:27,760
I mean like. 
And I don't know how to get 

1189
01:02:27,760 --> 01:02:28,840
there. 
I don't want to make those 

1190
01:02:28,840 --> 01:02:31,000
people dumb or bad or any 
they're not. 

1191
01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:33,760
It's just how consciousness 
seems to be working. 

1192
01:02:34,200 --> 01:02:38,400
And maybe it's the gestalt and 
there's just some hell liars, 

1193
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:41,400
you know, And I'm just going to 
hold a frequency because I think

1194
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:44,320
at some point, and I wasn't even
here when I came to Arkansas, I 

1195
01:02:44,320 --> 01:02:47,280
was still very traumatized. 
And the people here, they can 

1196
01:02:47,280 --> 01:02:49,280
hold a higher energy. 
And I'm like, I don't know. 

1197
01:02:49,640 --> 01:02:55,200
And it actually, it's unfolding,
OK, you know, And the people 

1198
01:02:55,200 --> 01:02:56,600
resent you if it's unfolding, 
OK. 

1199
01:02:56,600 --> 01:02:59,160
And I'm like, I don't know how 
to make it right for everybody. 

1200
01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:02,160
You actually kind of your 
adventure is your adventure. 

1201
01:03:03,920 --> 01:03:07,320
Well, and so much of it is like,
too, if you're opposed to 

1202
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:10,040
something when it's beginning 
and then you make you base your 

1203
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:14,400
identity on that opposition, you
kind of hope for it to turn out 

1204
01:03:14,400 --> 01:03:16,920
bad so that you can be proven 
right on the outside end of it. 

1205
01:03:17,400 --> 01:03:21,280
So it's it is twisted because 
it's like people talk about when

1206
01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:24,000
a president that you oppose 
becomes, you know, wins 

1207
01:03:24,000 --> 01:03:26,640
election, Well, you hope his 
administration's a disaster so 

1208
01:03:26,640 --> 01:03:29,320
that you get a Democrat in four 
years, even though you're hoping

1209
01:03:29,320 --> 01:03:31,440
that your country goes through 
four years of hell in order to 

1210
01:03:31,440 --> 01:03:34,880
get there. 
It's like there's we have to be 

1211
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:39,800
willing to accept good things in
opposition, even if they're not 

1212
01:03:39,800 --> 01:03:41,240
what we would have originally 
planned for. 

1213
01:03:41,240 --> 01:03:44,120
It's like be willing to amend 
your story like you're saying to

1214
01:03:44,120 --> 01:03:46,840
accommodate the fact that 
they're things are way more 

1215
01:03:46,840 --> 01:03:48,600
complicated than we've ever 
anticipated. 

1216
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:51,000
Exactly. 
And you and and nobody can hold 

1217
01:03:51,000 --> 01:03:54,960
all the stuff like I I remember 
early on in my education days 

1218
01:03:54,960 --> 01:03:56,080
and there was a woman who was a 
teacher. 

1219
01:03:56,080 --> 01:03:59,720
She's like, you have more RAM 
than the actual average person, 

1220
01:03:59,720 --> 01:04:02,600
like you know, and I don't know 
why because I made all those 

1221
01:04:02,600 --> 01:04:06,080
maps. 
So I like enhanced my I am, most

1222
01:04:06,080 --> 01:04:08,640
people don't. 
So it's just like, then how do 

1223
01:04:08,640 --> 01:04:13,360
you bridge and and Michael 
Zargam is one of these people in

1224
01:04:13,360 --> 01:04:16,880
the socio cyber, physical, socio
technical system space and all 

1225
01:04:16,880 --> 01:04:18,480
the people I wanted to make into
the bad people. 

1226
01:04:18,480 --> 01:04:21,000
Like I don't like that. 
I don't like what they're doing.

1227
01:04:21,000 --> 01:04:23,520
And I will fully admit there 
were many people early on when I

1228
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:25,560
was trying to talk about 
blockchain and derivatives. 

1229
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:28,080
And again, it would never be 
entertained. 

1230
01:04:28,120 --> 01:04:30,400
Like at least I'm saying both 
things are possible. 

1231
01:04:30,400 --> 01:04:33,400
Like I can see both things. 
I'm trying to lean into the one 

1232
01:04:33,400 --> 01:04:35,640
that I think is preferred for 
the most part. 

1233
01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:37,880
No one would revise their model 
to entertain World Bank 

1234
01:04:37,880 --> 01:04:43,480
securities on toddlers, right? 
So that was a bummer because I 

1235
01:04:43,480 --> 01:04:46,080
can never have the conversation 
because there was no, but a lot 

1236
01:04:46,080 --> 01:04:48,320
of those people would just be 
like, well, Allison, it's just a

1237
01:04:48,320 --> 01:04:49,440
tool. 
It's how you use it. 

1238
01:04:49,560 --> 01:04:51,840
And I would be like, no, no, no,
you have to pay attention to 

1239
01:04:51,840 --> 01:04:54,760
this piece. 
But now I'm seeing their point. 

1240
01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:56,880
There are tools and it is how 
you use them. 

1241
01:04:56,880 --> 01:05:00,920
And so I will admit that I was 
stubborn on that regard and 

1242
01:05:01,000 --> 01:05:04,160
obstinate. 
But yeah, so everything is a 

1243
01:05:04,160 --> 01:05:06,560
tool. 
So how do we resonate it to 

1244
01:05:07,160 --> 01:05:11,040
something that is is good, not 
in A and this is the piece. 

1245
01:05:11,160 --> 01:05:15,720
So I think love when Crombie had
his heart, like I think you have

1246
01:05:15,720 --> 01:05:21,840
to you have to be coherent. 
And that's where Julian, that's 

1247
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:24,480
where I really appreciate Julian
Mossbridge's work is in the 

1248
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:28,440
unconditional love and getting 
to that place of coherence. 

1249
01:05:28,720 --> 01:05:31,600
Because I think you have the 
higher dimensional conversations

1250
01:05:31,880 --> 01:05:35,000
and to be to be able to access 
some of those like causal loops 

1251
01:05:35,000 --> 01:05:37,520
where you know, like Warrego's 
work, I think is really 

1252
01:05:37,520 --> 01:05:41,960
important that you actually have
to hold yourself together and be

1253
01:05:41,960 --> 01:05:45,640
intact and come from a place of 
not reactivity, right? 

1254
01:05:45,720 --> 01:05:48,400
Like everything is OK. 
Isn't that her idea about 

1255
01:05:48,400 --> 01:05:51,800
unconditional love? 
Love can be there and nothing 

1256
01:05:51,800 --> 01:05:55,160
has to change, right? 
It's unconditional, including 

1257
01:05:55,160 --> 01:05:57,000
the device, right? 
Like that was one of those 

1258
01:05:57,000 --> 01:05:58,560
things. 
Like, I even wanted to be mad at

1259
01:05:58,560 --> 01:06:01,280
Julian Venkertzel initially 
because I was very shocked about

1260
01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:03,360
Sophia the robot and the 
meditations like that. 

1261
01:06:03,680 --> 01:06:06,680
That honked me off because it 
felt so different than what I 

1262
01:06:06,680 --> 01:06:09,360
felt was appropriate. 
But now I can hold it 

1263
01:06:09,360 --> 01:06:10,800
differently. 
I can hold it differently. 

1264
01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:14,040
Like, yeah, everything is OK and
nothing has to change, 

1265
01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:16,680
including. 
And you can love yourself, other

1266
01:06:16,680 --> 01:06:19,520
people, and the device upon 
which you are taking the survey.

1267
01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:23,080
Yeah, yeah. 
And you don't have to feel dirty

1268
01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:25,400
or that you're divorced from 
your humanity by engaging in 

1269
01:06:25,400 --> 01:06:27,760
these digital technologies, 
which isn't you couldn't. 

1270
01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:29,960
Tell a different story. 
So exactly. 

1271
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:33,840
You have to deny your past view,
but you could reimagine it in a 

1272
01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:35,880
way that makes it OK. 
Yeah. 

1273
01:06:36,240 --> 01:06:39,440
And the, the, the, the secret 
there is that by imagining it 

1274
01:06:39,440 --> 01:06:41,240
that way, you help create that 
reality. 

1275
01:06:41,240 --> 01:06:43,600
It's not like people want to 
say, well, I'm deluding myself 

1276
01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:46,120
if I think about it this way. 
No, you're actually manifesting 

1277
01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:49,640
a whole different set of 
circumstances by engaging that 

1278
01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:53,280
positive part. 
In the resonance and the ability

1279
01:06:53,280 --> 01:06:55,880
to work with the gestalt 
patterns at a higher level, 

1280
01:06:56,240 --> 01:06:58,840
which I didn't have before I 
came to hospitals. 

1281
01:06:59,640 --> 01:07:02,760
So this was part of my next 
phase of my independent study 

1282
01:07:02,760 --> 01:07:05,720
was to be with people Now they 
don't know blockchain stuff. 

1283
01:07:05,720 --> 01:07:08,560
I mean, I, I had a salon. 
There's a the metaphysical 

1284
01:07:08,560 --> 01:07:11,800
welcome wagon of Hot Springs is 
the star portal star Riveriti. 

1285
01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:17,000
She was a former nuclear 
medicine technician at the Santa

1286
01:07:17,000 --> 01:07:19,360
Barbara Cancer Institute who 
like stepped away from all of 

1287
01:07:19,360 --> 01:07:22,360
that and when and created flower
essences, right? 

1288
01:07:22,480 --> 01:07:24,480
And so it's like energy 
medicine, just a different 

1289
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:27,520
titration, right? 
So it's this place. 

1290
01:07:27,520 --> 01:07:30,680
And so we, I had three sessions 
and I talked about esoteric 

1291
01:07:30,680 --> 01:07:35,360
economics and not theory and 
chord magic and flower secret 

1292
01:07:35,360 --> 01:07:37,640
geometry. 
And we made a Temenos, a sacred 

1293
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:39,520
Grove. 
And we made arts and crafts 

1294
01:07:39,520 --> 01:07:43,200
because people think it was too 
hard to be in a class like and 

1295
01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:45,200
listen to me because it was too 
many and hard things. 

1296
01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:48,400
But he could just flow over. 
And we created an energetic 

1297
01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:53,240
space with our art that we took 
into the woods connected to 

1298
01:07:53,240 --> 01:07:56,240
Glazipo Creek, which is Paul 
Saltlick. 

1299
01:07:56,240 --> 01:07:59,520
So salt alchemy. 
And we, we did, you know, we put

1300
01:07:59,520 --> 01:08:02,840
our energy into the space. 
And so they're not going to do a

1301
01:08:02,840 --> 01:08:05,640
turn around lecture about 
Bernard Leotere and his work in 

1302
01:08:05,640 --> 01:08:09,200
tokenization of, you know, 
interdimensional, you know, 

1303
01:08:09,440 --> 01:08:12,440
patterns. 
But we built something there and

1304
01:08:12,440 --> 01:08:16,319
we held a frequency. 
And so I, I'm not faking it. 

1305
01:08:16,319 --> 01:08:20,560
I do believe that now. 
I believe that it's way more to 

1306
01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:24,439
not to deny our embodiment, but 
the way that our bodies actually

1307
01:08:24,439 --> 01:08:28,720
resonate with our environments 
as these patterns, as symphonies

1308
01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:33,840
into these higher spheres. 
And you know, but that's just my

1309
01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:37,120
journey. 
Like I think you can't you. 

1310
01:08:37,399 --> 01:08:40,279
I wouldn't ask someone just to 
pick that up and believe it if 

1311
01:08:40,279 --> 01:08:42,880
it didn't feel real to them. 
Does that. 

1312
01:08:43,359 --> 01:08:44,279
Make sense? 
Yeah, but it does the. 

1313
01:08:44,479 --> 01:08:46,479
Way it feels real to you in your
story. 

1314
01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:50,560
Yeah, From my perspective, 
having done the last three years

1315
01:08:50,560 --> 01:08:52,520
of research on the show and all 
the different interviews, I 

1316
01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:55,920
mean, it's like you talk about 
phenomenological sort of 

1317
01:08:56,319 --> 01:08:58,319
approach to all this. 
I interviewed these folks who've

1318
01:08:58,319 --> 01:09:01,160
had experiences or have 
researched different kinds of 

1319
01:09:01,160 --> 01:09:06,560
phenomena and they all seem to 
be telling pieces of a singular 

1320
01:09:06,560 --> 01:09:08,640
story, but no one's unified it 
all yet. 

1321
01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:11,680
And it seems like the the road 
that you're on at least is 

1322
01:09:11,680 --> 01:09:15,720
making positive, you know, 
movement in that direction where

1323
01:09:15,720 --> 01:09:19,040
you can under all of the 
details, you can see how it 

1324
01:09:19,040 --> 01:09:24,040
might be a part of a holistic, 
you know, project rather than it

1325
01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:26,960
being individual. 
You know, there there's aliens 

1326
01:09:26,960 --> 01:09:28,920
and then there's ghosts and then
there's this and then there's 

1327
01:09:28,920 --> 01:09:30,640
that. 
It's like, no, it's all sort of 

1328
01:09:30,640 --> 01:09:33,720
the same thing, but it's 
operating from a set of rules 

1329
01:09:33,760 --> 01:09:36,040
extra dimensionally. 
So we don't see necessarily what

1330
01:09:36,040 --> 01:09:38,080
the root of it is. 
Well, and that's like Crombie, 

1331
01:09:38,080 --> 01:09:39,399
right? 
We look like this because you 

1332
01:09:39,399 --> 01:09:43,359
expect to, if you're like, and 
and I fully believe that like 

1333
01:09:44,600 --> 01:09:47,600
the system of which we are a 
fractal, you know, like an 

1334
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:51,080
instance of it is not a 
clockwork. 

1335
01:09:51,080 --> 01:09:53,760
I don't believe it. 
I don't in my view, it's it's 

1336
01:09:53,760 --> 01:09:57,280
something that is a space of 
loving coherence. 

1337
01:09:57,280 --> 01:10:00,960
Like I have to hold on to that 
at the core that if it wasn't 

1338
01:10:00,960 --> 01:10:03,640
coherent and there wasn't a 
benevolent aspect to it, it 

1339
01:10:03,640 --> 01:10:05,920
would all fly apart. 
Like it's too complicated for it

1340
01:10:05,920 --> 01:10:09,000
to like be wonky. 
And so somewhere in there is is 

1341
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:12,320
something of which we are a part
that that has our interests at 

1342
01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:17,280
heart, these lessons that we're,
you know, if you're occupying in

1343
01:10:17,440 --> 01:10:21,440
a space of divine source 
eternity, that everything is 

1344
01:10:22,480 --> 01:10:26,440
just hunky Dory utopia. 
Like it would get boring after a

1345
01:10:26,440 --> 01:10:27,840
while, right? 
Like you would want to 

1346
01:10:27,840 --> 01:10:32,000
experience what is it like to be
a all the different things, 

1347
01:10:32,000 --> 01:10:34,040
right? 
And so there's all like, we're 

1348
01:10:35,960 --> 01:10:39,400
rather than the version of you 
you're being punished by being 

1349
01:10:39,400 --> 01:10:43,240
sent to Earth to have to like be
all sucky in this 3D body and go

1350
01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:45,000
through all these painful 
experiences. 

1351
01:10:45,240 --> 01:10:47,560
Like maybe one day you'll be 
done with all of that. 

1352
01:10:47,760 --> 01:10:50,200
I feel like it's sort of like 
there's groups of us who are 

1353
01:10:50,200 --> 01:10:55,360
like the elite forced to go on a
special mission to go do this 

1354
01:10:55,360 --> 01:10:58,760
part to learn lessons and 
integrate it and then bring it 

1355
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:02,720
back into the whole to share. 
Like people who can do that, 

1356
01:11:02,920 --> 01:11:05,520
who, who can be embodied and 
slogged through the 3D 

1357
01:11:05,520 --> 01:11:08,880
space-time thing and gets 
meaning out of it that that's 

1358
01:11:09,280 --> 01:11:13,240
not a punishment, but actually 
it's an opportunity that is 

1359
01:11:13,240 --> 01:11:16,560
something that is important of 
all the glitter. 

1360
01:11:16,680 --> 01:11:19,200
But yeah, like we're doing the 
3D part. 

1361
01:11:19,200 --> 01:11:21,880
Maybe some other people get to 
do the higher level stuff that's

1362
01:11:21,880 --> 01:11:26,840
not so mucky, but certain people
to do the monkey part. 

1363
01:11:26,840 --> 01:11:29,280
So we're we're doing that and 
there we should be proud of 

1364
01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:31,840
being able to do that, you know?
Yeah, absolutely. 

1365
01:11:32,160 --> 01:11:37,360
So let's get into what E 8 is. 
I mean sort of a definition that

1366
01:11:37,360 --> 01:11:39,000
we can kind of grok a little 
bit. 

1367
01:11:39,360 --> 01:11:43,160
All right, well, so I, I, I 
caveat this, remember saying 

1368
01:11:43,160 --> 01:11:47,600
like I started off being the 
person who liked history and 

1369
01:11:47,600 --> 01:11:50,160
English and cried on the carpet 
like doing math. 

1370
01:11:50,480 --> 01:11:54,640
So I I don't want to misspeak on
I I'm not coming at this. 

1371
01:11:54,720 --> 01:11:59,000
It's from something like you 
look at these sub stacks and all

1372
01:11:59,000 --> 01:12:02,280
the things with high level 
people operating on, you know, 

1373
01:12:02,320 --> 01:12:04,840
their perspectives of the theory
of everything in physics. 

1374
01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:09,040
And you know, I can't defend all
of these things. 

1375
01:12:09,040 --> 01:12:12,000
So for me, I'm looking for 
pieces that resonate with a 

1376
01:12:12,000 --> 01:12:14,040
story. 
I have I admit that I'm self 

1377
01:12:14,040 --> 01:12:18,520
selecting that way because of my
background in the landscape and 

1378
01:12:18,520 --> 01:12:20,720
this experience that I will see 
it right. 

1379
01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:24,400
You're you're you look at 
symbols on a landscape. 

1380
01:12:24,520 --> 01:12:27,680
OK, well, that actually could be
math and topology. 

1381
01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:31,000
And so I spent a lot of time 
looking at a a channel. 

1382
01:12:31,360 --> 01:12:33,600
It's a professor emeritus at 
Penn State. 

1383
01:12:33,600 --> 01:12:38,000
His name is Donald Kunz KUNZE, 
and his background was in 

1384
01:12:38,000 --> 01:12:43,920
architecture, Lacanian 
psychoanalysis, typology, Taurus

1385
01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:47,840
fields and media theory. 
Like a very eclectic. 

1386
01:12:48,120 --> 01:12:51,240
I mean, if I'm kind of all over 
the place, like I, I like 

1387
01:12:52,200 --> 01:12:57,080
watching Donald Kuntz's videos 
helps me understand what people 

1388
01:12:57,080 --> 01:12:59,360
must feel like to try to listen 
to me not. 

1389
01:12:59,480 --> 01:13:01,000
But I know it's important, 
right? 

1390
01:13:01,000 --> 01:13:03,520
Like, because I'm like, you're 
on to something, right? 

1391
01:13:03,520 --> 01:13:08,880
And he talks about like Vico and
the slicing Taurus fields and 

1392
01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:12,640
Alfred Hitchcock and film theory
and architecture and John D 

1393
01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:14,160
Towers. 
I mean, it's amazing. 

1394
01:13:14,160 --> 01:13:16,720
And so there was something 
important about projective 

1395
01:13:16,720 --> 01:13:19,960
geometry and I always knew like 
projective geometry was 

1396
01:13:19,960 --> 01:13:22,920
important. 
I found the book Olive Witcher 

1397
01:13:22,920 --> 01:13:26,640
and George Adam Kaufman who did 
work translating a lot of 

1398
01:13:26,640 --> 01:13:29,520
Steiner's works in England, they
were working at projective 

1399
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,320
geometry. 
Henrique Corban, who was a 

1400
01:13:32,320 --> 01:13:37,440
mentor or who's Peter Kingsley 
was inherited a lot of Henrique 

1401
01:13:37,440 --> 01:13:40,920
Corban's works about Persian 
Sufism and again, sacred 

1402
01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:44,400
geometry and Islamic 
architecture and Keith 

1403
01:13:44,400 --> 01:13:46,560
Critchlow. 
And so I always knew like the 

1404
01:13:46,560 --> 01:13:49,440
geometry part is important. 
The the frequency part. 

1405
01:13:49,440 --> 01:13:52,600
So I'm looking at his stuff. 
And then my friend Laura, she's 

1406
01:13:52,600 --> 01:13:56,480
like, we're we're the long term 
fan team of Donald Koontz, even 

1407
01:13:56,480 --> 01:13:57,920
though we don't quite understand
all of it. 

1408
01:13:57,920 --> 01:14:03,360
She finds a, a, a channel 
Richard Southwell and he is 

1409
01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:06,240
providing like an introductory 
course to projective geometry. 

1410
01:14:06,320 --> 01:14:08,880
And I'm like, awesome, so 
thanks, Richard. 

1411
01:14:08,880 --> 01:14:11,760
And so we're, you know, going 
through and I'm looking at 

1412
01:14:11,760 --> 01:14:16,160
projective geometry and I have 
not yet encountered Andres 

1413
01:14:16,200 --> 01:14:19,600
Emilson's work with the Qualia 
Research Institute about like 

1414
01:14:19,600 --> 01:14:22,840
mirror laser tag and 
computational psychology and 

1415
01:14:22,840 --> 01:14:24,920
stuff like that. 
But like that starts to fit in 

1416
01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:28,320
right with projections. 
And so I did a little bit of 

1417
01:14:28,320 --> 01:14:30,480
that and then I saw, oh, 
category theory. 

1418
01:14:30,800 --> 01:14:32,840
And I thought, well, what's, 
what's category theory? 

1419
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:36,000
And then I realized, so category
theory is that Richard also did 

1420
01:14:36,000 --> 01:14:39,640
whole series on that. 
And it's a higher level 

1421
01:14:39,640 --> 01:14:43,120
abstraction of mathematical 
objects that you kind of put in 

1422
01:14:44,440 --> 01:14:48,640
cells like objects like and you 
don't look at the particulars of

1423
01:14:48,640 --> 01:14:51,040
what's in the cell. 
You just look at as a unit. 

1424
01:14:51,040 --> 01:14:55,880
And then you have like arrows 
that one goes to the next to the

1425
01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:57,960
next. 
And what, what the Co core of 

1426
01:14:57,960 --> 01:15:02,960
category theory is, is that it 
is a, a streamlined relationship

1427
01:15:02,960 --> 01:15:09,480
map that goes flow and process. 
And I was like, oh, wow. 

1428
01:15:09,600 --> 01:15:13,200
And then I feel like my 
relationship maps were somehow 

1429
01:15:13,200 --> 01:15:18,320
phenomenological versions of the
mathematical version of category

1430
01:15:18,320 --> 01:15:21,400
theory. 
And so in that it was also could

1431
01:15:21,400 --> 01:15:24,160
be computational, like the 
arrows would be transformations 

1432
01:15:24,160 --> 01:15:28,320
like addition, multiplication, 
different processes, which could

1433
01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:31,360
be like blockchain smart 
contracts, right? 

1434
01:15:31,360 --> 01:15:35,160
You take this and then there's 
an and, or if then thing and 

1435
01:15:35,160 --> 01:15:38,400
then this thing happens, right? 
There's these activations and so

1436
01:15:39,960 --> 01:15:43,280
like I saw that as relating to 
the hyper graphs, right? 

1437
01:15:43,280 --> 01:15:46,480
Like these different units where
there it be a digital learning 

1438
01:15:46,480 --> 01:15:49,720
badge or a soul bound token that
you were at a conference that we

1439
01:15:49,720 --> 01:15:52,720
are represented as these 
directed acyclic graphs. 

1440
01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:55,760
Michael Zargom talks about that 
these social graphs, like we all

1441
01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:58,720
have these graphs which are kind
of our twins, but they might not

1442
01:15:58,720 --> 01:16:00,600
be evil twins. 
Maybe they could be a higher 

1443
01:16:00,600 --> 01:16:05,640
self twin and you mentioned, and
so I started looking at the 

1444
01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:09,480
category theory and then, you 
know, and I don't use separate 

1445
01:16:09,560 --> 01:16:12,480
AI things, but like I'll ask 
things to Google at this point, 

1446
01:16:12,480 --> 01:16:15,480
Like I just type in the search 
bar like, you know, could 

1447
01:16:15,760 --> 01:16:17,880
category theory be related to 
digital twinning? 

1448
01:16:17,880 --> 01:16:19,320
And they're like kind of lay it 
out. 

1449
01:16:19,360 --> 01:16:21,480
It's like it is this higher 
level abstraction. 

1450
01:16:22,000 --> 01:16:23,720
And so then I started spending 
some time. 

1451
01:16:23,720 --> 01:16:26,840
There was this whole chapter in 
the confusion, Stevenson's the 

1452
01:16:26,840 --> 01:16:30,760
confusion on libnets and 
libraries, and he's talking 

1453
01:16:30,760 --> 01:16:33,240
about organizing. 
And this is real. 

1454
01:16:33,360 --> 01:16:36,800
Like he really organized these 
libraries with indexes. 

1455
01:16:36,960 --> 01:16:39,720
How do you organize information?
And would you put all of 

1456
01:16:39,720 --> 01:16:42,680
Aristotle's book in one place or
do you divide it by topic? 

1457
01:16:42,680 --> 01:16:44,440
And how do you find? 
When they were doing that, they 

1458
01:16:44,440 --> 01:16:47,160
were trying to get the theory of
all knowledge or whatever they 

1459
01:16:47,160 --> 01:16:48,160
were working on. 
Yeah, right. 

1460
01:16:48,800 --> 01:16:49,720
Yeah, yeah. 
And so. 

1461
01:16:49,880 --> 01:16:53,440
Trying to find the knowledge and
then and these Bucharest and 

1462
01:16:53,440 --> 01:16:56,280
these different bookcases and 
you could assign them different 

1463
01:16:56,280 --> 01:16:59,280
mathematical things with prime 
numbers to be able to find the 

1464
01:16:59,280 --> 01:17:02,840
thing you needed. 
And he talked about books and 

1465
01:17:02,840 --> 01:17:06,240
being all bound the, the, the 
collector of the library would 

1466
01:17:06,240 --> 01:17:08,960
rebind the books into his own 
personal binding. 

1467
01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:11,600
And the older books were darker 
than the newer books because 

1468
01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:14,680
they would age. 
And I'm like, oh, those books 

1469
01:17:14,680 --> 01:17:18,960
could be people. 
They could be human capital as 

1470
01:17:18,960 --> 01:17:21,920
represented as an instance of a 
hypergraph, right? 

1471
01:17:22,160 --> 01:17:24,880
And so how would you put 
together a team of knowledge to 

1472
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:29,640
access a frequency part of this 
hyperdimensional crystal, right?

1473
01:17:29,640 --> 01:17:32,720
Like how could you get to that 
place if it was a navigational 

1474
01:17:32,720 --> 01:17:34,840
constellation? 
How would you constellate there?

1475
01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:37,240
You would put together a team of
people who had different 

1476
01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:40,040
frequencies or different 
knowledge bases to access it, 

1477
01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:43,040
but like a human library. 
And in that way, the human 

1478
01:17:43,040 --> 01:17:46,240
capital bets are people holding 
a portfolio of human capital 

1479
01:17:46,440 --> 01:17:48,760
would be more like a library, 
right? 

1480
01:17:48,760 --> 01:17:51,760
Or, and you can almost picture 
like, as opposed to it being a 

1481
01:17:51,760 --> 01:17:54,480
punishment, like you're a dusty 
books waiting to be picked, 

1482
01:17:54,520 --> 01:17:55,720
right? 
Like me, me. 

1483
01:17:56,000 --> 01:17:57,240
And you've got a graduate 
student. 

1484
01:17:57,240 --> 01:17:59,920
And they, I keep saying like 
when I was still at Penn, they 

1485
01:17:59,960 --> 01:18:01,520
they still had open stacks 
libraries. 

1486
01:18:01,520 --> 01:18:04,680
It was one of the last like big 
research libraries that you 

1487
01:18:04,680 --> 01:18:07,240
could just walk into the stacks 
and pull stuff. 

1488
01:18:07,240 --> 01:18:09,560
And it was often the thing like 
5 books down from the thing you 

1489
01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:11,960
were looking for, which is the 
thing you really wanted, right? 

1490
01:18:12,320 --> 01:18:15,400
And and so discovery this 
discovery, but then you take a 

1491
01:18:15,400 --> 01:18:18,080
pile to a Carol, right? 
And like spend a semester with 

1492
01:18:18,240 --> 01:18:20,720
that pile of books. 
And so, but if you imagine that 

1493
01:18:20,720 --> 01:18:23,800
pile of books is like pattern 
frequencies in relation to a 

1494
01:18:23,800 --> 01:18:27,360
hyper dimensional system of 
manifestation or ingression, 

1495
01:18:27,640 --> 01:18:30,200
like that's kind of how it fits 
together for me. 

1496
01:18:30,200 --> 01:18:33,080
And so Liveness is kind of 
laying all this stuff out about 

1497
01:18:33,080 --> 01:18:35,520
the libraries, but I'm hearing 
it as like, and they're like, 

1498
01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:38,000
but each one needs a unique 
identifier, right? 

1499
01:18:38,120 --> 01:18:41,080
Because across space-time, you 
need to know like where you went

1500
01:18:41,080 --> 01:18:43,600
and when you came back. 
And the thing about blockchain 

1501
01:18:43,600 --> 01:18:47,040
that people rarely talk about is
that before whatever the 

1502
01:18:47,040 --> 01:18:50,400
Santoshi conversation that made 
everything about money, the 

1503
01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:55,160
first distributed Ledger system 
was done by Scott Stornetta and 

1504
01:18:55,160 --> 01:18:59,680
Stuart Haber at Bell Labs in 
Bellcore in Morristown, NJ. 

1505
01:18:59,680 --> 01:19:01,520
And it was a time stamping 
document. 

1506
01:19:02,960 --> 01:19:06,400
It was a time stamping document.
Now they would say, oh, we're 

1507
01:19:06,560 --> 01:19:08,680
trying to eliminate the double 
spend, blah, blah, blah, blah, 

1508
01:19:08,680 --> 01:19:10,960
blah, blah, blah. 
But it was like time stamping. 

1509
01:19:10,960 --> 01:19:14,600
Now, Scott Stornetta is a member
of the Church of Jesus Christ of

1510
01:19:14,600 --> 01:19:17,440
Latter Day Saints. 
In 2022, I went to a conference 

1511
01:19:17,440 --> 01:19:20,200
on blockchain, all blockchain. 
It was a one day conference, but

1512
01:19:20,200 --> 01:19:22,920
from like 8:00 in the morning to
five at night, that was all 

1513
01:19:22,920 --> 01:19:25,960
about the uses of blockchain. 
And Stornetta presented and he's

1514
01:19:25,960 --> 01:19:28,400
like, I'm so excited to be able 
to be here and present in the 

1515
01:19:28,400 --> 01:19:32,400
context of my faith and this 
technology. 

1516
01:19:32,400 --> 01:19:36,080
But he talked about witnessing 
and and I have this clip by Tony

1517
01:19:36,080 --> 01:19:39,240
Smith who worked with Ben 
Gertzel in the 90s on this 

1518
01:19:39,600 --> 01:19:42,200
string theory and the 8 
dimensional lattice and these 

1519
01:19:42,200 --> 01:19:45,240
Julia spaces and linking it to 
Indra's net. 

1520
01:19:45,440 --> 01:19:49,000
And he's like, yeah, this 
blockchain is just a mirror of 

1521
01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:51,600
what's pre-existing in nature. 
This fractal nature of 

1522
01:19:51,600 --> 01:19:53,360
information. 
When you get down to this level,

1523
01:19:53,360 --> 01:19:56,240
every particle can see every 
other particle, which is 

1524
01:19:56,240 --> 01:19:59,560
essentially what Scott Sternetta
said at that conference, like 

1525
01:19:59,880 --> 01:20:03,640
writing out the distributed 
Ledger on a napkin in a North 

1526
01:20:03,640 --> 01:20:05,360
Jersey Friendly's restaurant, 
you know? 

1527
01:20:06,560 --> 01:20:09,120
And so like all of this stuff 
and like, I have close friends 

1528
01:20:09,120 --> 01:20:11,800
who are part of the church or 
who have, well, they have 

1529
01:20:12,320 --> 01:20:15,040
complicated relationships to the
church, but they have a lot of 

1530
01:20:15,040 --> 01:20:17,600
connections to Joseph Smith as 
having these visions, 

1531
01:20:17,600 --> 01:20:19,800
interdimensional visions and all
this stuff. 

1532
01:20:19,920 --> 01:20:24,920
So like the overlap of 
University of Utah with creating

1533
01:20:24,920 --> 01:20:27,240
the ARPANET? 
The first digital objects in the

1534
01:20:27,240 --> 01:20:32,280
Internet, the collectivism of of
the Mormon church, the NSA, the 

1535
01:20:32,280 --> 01:20:37,400
data centers, there's just, 
there's just a lot going on 

1536
01:20:37,400 --> 01:20:40,840
anyway, I know that's a lot, but
at the time stamping, that's 

1537
01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:43,360
very different. 
It's a very different use case 

1538
01:20:43,360 --> 01:20:46,120
than to say you need a digital 
identity because we're going to 

1539
01:20:46,120 --> 01:20:48,520
revisit your trauma around You 
can't go out on an airplane 

1540
01:20:48,520 --> 01:20:50,840
unless you have a certain token.
Yeah, yeah. 

1541
01:20:51,040 --> 01:20:53,680
Way other things, there was way 
more things that could possibly 

1542
01:20:53,680 --> 01:20:55,120
be going on. 
Yeah. 

1543
01:20:55,520 --> 01:20:59,240
And potentially it's a 
technology that could be of vast

1544
01:20:59,240 --> 01:21:01,160
benefit depending on how it's 
deployed, right. 

1545
01:21:01,160 --> 01:21:05,440
I mean, like people, so many 
people have an instinctive or I 

1546
01:21:05,440 --> 01:21:08,800
mean a sort of a reflex fear 
reaction to blockchain because 

1547
01:21:08,800 --> 01:21:12,360
it seems to be associated with 
tech moguls and vast sums of 

1548
01:21:12,360 --> 01:21:14,280
quick profit. 
So they want to immediately shut

1549
01:21:14,280 --> 01:21:16,720
it down and classify it as 
something negative. 

1550
01:21:17,720 --> 01:21:19,240
And that's not necessarily the 
case. 

1551
01:21:19,440 --> 01:21:22,960
What you're saying is that it 
may be the sort of nascent a way

1552
01:21:22,960 --> 01:21:27,800
that we learn how to manipulate 
higher dimensional reality. 

1553
01:21:27,920 --> 01:21:30,280
I mean is that? 
So yeah, that's where I'm at. 

1554
01:21:30,280 --> 01:21:34,160
And I would just say it took me 
like most of my time because I 

1555
01:21:34,160 --> 01:21:36,440
was very anti and I'm at like 
pro. 

1556
01:21:36,440 --> 01:21:38,960
I'm just saying I'm holding 
another story, right? 

1557
01:21:38,960 --> 01:21:44,000
Because on the other side, 
there's no other option than 

1558
01:21:44,000 --> 01:21:45,680
just to be angry the rest of 
your life. 

1559
01:21:45,680 --> 01:21:47,560
And I don't want to be that 
person, right? 

1560
01:21:47,560 --> 01:21:50,440
So I'm inventing another story 
where it could be, but I'm 

1561
01:21:50,440 --> 01:21:53,480
inventing stuff with backup. 
Like, you know, I have a reason 

1562
01:21:53,480 --> 01:21:55,520
to hold this story as a as a 
counter. 

1563
01:21:55,520 --> 01:21:58,480
But I would say just to give 
people credit because I've 

1564
01:21:58,480 --> 01:22:01,720
reflected on it myself. 
And again, even with Julia 

1565
01:22:01,720 --> 01:22:04,760
Mossbridge, it took me a while 
to to warm up to like that it 

1566
01:22:04,760 --> 01:22:08,840
could be OK that the Sofia the 
robot could be OK, right doing 

1567
01:22:08,840 --> 01:22:14,280
meditation because we in the 
free energy principle to shift 

1568
01:22:14,280 --> 01:22:17,720
your model takes is a cost. 
There's an accounting that comes

1569
01:22:17,720 --> 01:22:22,120
with it right. 
And so in in our and to maintain

1570
01:22:22,120 --> 01:22:26,080
homeostasis, the initial 
inclination is to kind of be 

1571
01:22:26,080 --> 01:22:28,840
conservative, right. 
And so when people are 

1572
01:22:29,160 --> 01:22:32,520
presenting new things in the 
world and right now we're being 

1573
01:22:32,560 --> 01:22:35,880
faced by, it's not just 
something new a few times a 

1574
01:22:35,880 --> 01:22:38,400
year, it's like multiple times a
day. 

1575
01:22:38,400 --> 01:22:40,920
There's some new thing that you 
have to like sort through and 

1576
01:22:41,000 --> 01:22:42,760
figure out how you feel about 
it, right? 

1577
01:22:43,280 --> 01:22:46,680
And so you get overrun. 
And then the, the initial 

1578
01:22:46,680 --> 01:22:50,400
inclination is just to throw up 
a wall and say no, like I, I'm, 

1579
01:22:50,440 --> 01:22:52,800
I'm OK. 
Like maybe if you were in a 

1580
01:22:52,800 --> 01:22:55,440
situation that your life was 
really bad and something might 

1581
01:22:55,440 --> 01:22:57,960
offer a possibility to make it 
better, you would be more open. 

1582
01:22:58,200 --> 01:23:02,320
But if you're in a reasonably OK
position and someone's throwing 

1583
01:23:02,320 --> 01:23:06,240
this thing out, generally 
logically, the first reaction 

1584
01:23:06,240 --> 01:23:07,800
would be like, I don't think so.
Not me. 

1585
01:23:07,800 --> 01:23:09,880
Thanks. 
You know, and from a, just a 

1586
01:23:09,880 --> 01:23:13,960
cost benefit standpoint. 
And so then you have to decide 

1587
01:23:14,320 --> 01:23:16,800
for me, knowing how this works, 
it's like, OK, can you re 

1588
01:23:16,800 --> 01:23:18,920
engage? 
Can you tiptoe in? 

1589
01:23:18,920 --> 01:23:24,760
Can you reimagine? 
Because I think like schools, 

1590
01:23:24,760 --> 01:23:28,680
the way they have been built, 
remove the imagination from 

1591
01:23:28,680 --> 01:23:31,480
kids. 
Like, and I think in some weird 

1592
01:23:31,480 --> 01:23:35,120
way it's on purpose because now 
like they're developing like 

1593
01:23:35,120 --> 01:23:37,920
Montessori forest schools to 
send kids out in the forest. 

1594
01:23:38,480 --> 01:23:41,680
But then it involves like 
dressing them in smart uniforms 

1595
01:23:41,680 --> 01:23:44,400
with sensors, which I was really
angry about. 

1596
01:23:44,680 --> 01:23:46,840
But then I'm like, well, maybe 
it's so their Angel can keep 

1597
01:23:46,840 --> 01:23:48,720
track of them. 
Like, I don't know, like there's

1598
01:23:48,720 --> 01:23:52,160
other ways to do it. 
And I have a whole lot of stuff 

1599
01:23:52,160 --> 01:23:54,160
about early childhood. 
And maybe at some point we can 

1600
01:23:54,680 --> 01:23:58,080
like spend a little more time on
that because I know it's already

1601
01:23:58,080 --> 01:24:02,800
been long today, but yeah, you 
need to be able to imagine a 

1602
01:24:02,800 --> 01:24:08,160
different story and and then 
find community in people who are

1603
01:24:08,160 --> 01:24:10,840
willing to imagine those. 
So there's this guy named David 

1604
01:24:10,840 --> 01:24:14,320
Rugg. 
And this was early in my shift 

1605
01:24:14,320 --> 01:24:17,400
on blockchain and I was like, 
well, if this was before I found

1606
01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:19,400
out about E8 and all this stuff.
So I was like, well, if there 

1607
01:24:19,400 --> 01:24:22,880
was going to be a good use of 
blockchain this I could, I could

1608
01:24:22,880 --> 01:24:25,200
align with this. 
So his, he's this young guy and 

1609
01:24:25,200 --> 01:24:27,960
he's very enamored of the game B
folks. 

1610
01:24:28,000 --> 01:24:31,120
And like I have my, there's 
certainly characters, right? 

1611
01:24:31,120 --> 01:24:33,280
Like the gym rut crowd. 
They definitely all have their 

1612
01:24:33,280 --> 01:24:36,560
own character to them and they 
all each have the slice of like 

1613
01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:39,320
the story as they see it. 
But he's very captivated by the 

1614
01:24:39,320 --> 01:24:42,800
game B But he he talked about 
Tyson Yunkaporta's work around 

1615
01:24:44,040 --> 01:24:47,080
Santok and campfires and oral 
tradition. 

1616
01:24:47,320 --> 01:24:49,720
And he said, well, what if you 
could like in this, this 

1617
01:24:49,720 --> 01:24:53,840
tradition of Aboriginal people 
that you are Embat, that stories

1618
01:24:53,840 --> 01:24:56,920
are alive, be back to the Davis 
and the patterns and the 

1619
01:24:56,920 --> 01:24:59,240
gestalt. 
You can be an ambassador of a 

1620
01:24:59,240 --> 01:25:03,240
story or a selection of stories.
And so when you gather together,

1621
01:25:03,480 --> 01:25:07,200
you can and in telling stories 
orally, they they evolve. 

1622
01:25:07,280 --> 01:25:10,280
It's a process so that they they
always have the same contours. 

1623
01:25:10,280 --> 01:25:12,480
But depending on who's around 
the campfire and how the story 

1624
01:25:12,480 --> 01:25:14,160
is told, it may have different 
nuances. 

1625
01:25:14,800 --> 01:25:19,040
And so I don't want to try to 
force my story that I like onto 

1626
01:25:19,040 --> 01:25:21,280
people who it's not their 
reality tunnel. 

1627
01:25:21,720 --> 01:25:25,280
And because if it doesn't vibe 
with you, it doesn't and there's

1628
01:25:25,280 --> 01:25:26,880
nothing I can do to make it vibe
with you. 

1629
01:25:26,960 --> 01:25:30,920
And I don't want to bore you, 
but if you had a beacon like, so

1630
01:25:30,920 --> 01:25:34,080
he's talking about story coins 
and you could have a wallet and 

1631
01:25:34,080 --> 01:25:36,360
you could like like, I don't 
know, I called it like what 

1632
01:25:36,360 --> 01:25:39,080
Tinder for a good intellectual 
conversations, like you'd be 

1633
01:25:39,080 --> 01:25:41,400
like, hey, I've got like these 
six stories. 

1634
01:25:41,400 --> 01:25:45,040
Does anyone want to talk about 
complexity, auto poses, the 

1635
01:25:45,040 --> 01:25:49,200
biological computing lab and on 
a poetics, you know, like, and 

1636
01:25:49,200 --> 01:25:51,360
then you could be like, well, I 
really like on a poetics in the 

1637
01:25:51,360 --> 01:25:53,600
2nd order of cybernetics, like, 
hey, like, what do you got? 

1638
01:25:53,600 --> 01:25:56,280
And like you cross pollinate, 
right? 

1639
01:25:56,280 --> 01:25:58,840
Because there's stuff you know, 
that they have, but you're not 

1640
01:25:58,840 --> 01:26:00,920
trying to force yourself on 
someone who doesn't want to hear

1641
01:26:00,920 --> 01:26:03,280
the story because you have a 
different model. 

1642
01:26:03,280 --> 01:26:07,000
So I'm like, yeah, actually 
like, I don't know, like David 

1643
01:26:07,000 --> 01:26:09,880
Rugg, like get your, get your 
story blockchain beacon, like 

1644
01:26:09,880 --> 01:26:12,960
your story beacon together. 
Because then we can build stuff 

1645
01:26:13,280 --> 01:26:15,200
with people who want to build 
the stuff we want to build. 

1646
01:26:15,320 --> 01:26:17,920
And we don't have to bother with
people who aren't in it. 

1647
01:26:18,000 --> 01:26:19,040
We don't have to make them 
wrong. 

1648
01:26:19,040 --> 01:26:20,600
It's just, hey, you're not that 
into that. 

1649
01:26:20,640 --> 01:26:21,160
That's. 
Fine. 

1650
01:26:21,160 --> 01:26:22,880
Yeah. 
Well, and it's interesting 

1651
01:26:22,880 --> 01:26:26,040
because it's like it takes, it 
changes the focus from 

1652
01:26:26,040 --> 01:26:29,720
discovering the truth of a 
situation to Co creating a new 

1653
01:26:29,720 --> 01:26:32,160
truth about the reality. 
You know what I mean? 

1654
01:26:32,160 --> 01:26:36,240
Like it's like because you are 
engaged in its creation by 

1655
01:26:36,480 --> 01:26:39,320
getting involved with it and 
sort of engaging in that 

1656
01:26:39,320 --> 01:26:42,000
pattern, if I'm understanding 
what you're saying correctly. 

1657
01:26:42,360 --> 01:26:45,120
So yeah, go ahead. 
I was just going to say that 

1658
01:26:45,120 --> 01:26:48,280
it's all a part of giving birth 
all the time, and reality 

1659
01:26:48,280 --> 01:26:51,560
changes as we engage with it. 
Yeah. 

1660
01:26:51,560 --> 01:26:55,320
Quantum foam, right. 
But if if again, in my world 

1661
01:26:55,320 --> 01:26:58,360
model, coherence and 
unconditional love are part of 

1662
01:26:58,360 --> 01:27:02,560
it, like having this higher 
dimensional conversation, then 

1663
01:27:04,160 --> 01:27:06,640
like if you were going to go off
and do some really evil thing, I

1664
01:27:06,640 --> 01:27:10,000
think the resonance wouldn't be 
there to resonate like with 

1665
01:27:10,000 --> 01:27:12,040
those parts, right. 
And I'm not saying it all 

1666
01:27:12,040 --> 01:27:14,880
unilaterally good. 
Like you could ingress something

1667
01:27:14,880 --> 01:27:17,800
that is like awesome in your 
story and someone else is like, 

1668
01:27:17,800 --> 01:27:21,320
well, I I think that story 
stinks, you know, whatever, like

1669
01:27:21,320 --> 01:27:24,440
anything that would be like, 
what is it from Time bandits? 

1670
01:27:24,440 --> 01:27:27,360
Like the pot roast, like it's 
evil, it's pure evil. 

1671
01:27:27,520 --> 01:27:29,800
Like I don't think the pure evil
would come in, but like there 

1672
01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:32,160
might be something that's like 
not to your taste in your story,

1673
01:27:32,160 --> 01:27:36,480
but it would match your story. 
So I think weirdly in some way 

1674
01:27:36,480 --> 01:27:42,920
the polarization of everything 
right now is like all of these 

1675
01:27:42,920 --> 01:27:46,040
infinite Hollands, right? 
Like you've got your stories 

1676
01:27:46,040 --> 01:27:50,640
that you're holding your world 
models and, and in some way the 

1677
01:27:50,640 --> 01:27:55,160
crisp edge of your model depends
on it being opposite somebody 

1678
01:27:55,160 --> 01:28:00,040
else's model, right? 
So there's not if, if, if we 

1679
01:28:00,040 --> 01:28:02,440
were playing a Symphony, if 
there's like a higher source 

1680
01:28:02,440 --> 01:28:07,440
that's like playing a nuanced 
Symphony of all the options, you

1681
01:28:07,440 --> 01:28:10,080
need to know where the notes are
when you want to hit like more 

1682
01:28:10,080 --> 01:28:14,760
cowbell, like you need where the
cowbell is and it needs to go 

1683
01:28:14,760 --> 01:28:19,080
like Ding, like not a, you know,
And so people like me are in the

1684
01:28:19,080 --> 01:28:22,680
Gray, like not like I'm dancing 
around, like I'm a little fairy,

1685
01:28:22,680 --> 01:28:24,720
like skating around the edges of
all of this stuff. 

1686
01:28:25,040 --> 01:28:29,000
So I think that, like, not to 
say there's not a point to that 

1687
01:28:29,000 --> 01:28:31,000
because I think they're in a 
resilient system. 

1688
01:28:31,000 --> 01:28:35,120
Like these extra wild cards are 
useful to have around, but we're

1689
01:28:35,120 --> 01:28:37,240
not going to play the reliable 
note. 

1690
01:28:37,960 --> 01:28:40,800
And so in some way, the 
polarization, even as it's so 

1691
01:28:40,800 --> 01:28:45,880
painful to experience, there may
be a logic to it, weirdly. 

1692
01:28:46,160 --> 01:28:48,160
Like it would be nice that we 
could be ourselves without 

1693
01:28:48,160 --> 01:28:51,840
having to not be someone else. 
But somehow the other ring seems

1694
01:28:51,840 --> 01:28:55,480
to be baked into it for now. 
Maybe one day it won't be and we

1695
01:28:55,480 --> 01:28:59,360
can just be us and not have to 
not be them, you know, if that 

1696
01:28:59,360 --> 01:29:02,280
makes sense. 
But this thing that's that's 

1697
01:29:02,280 --> 01:29:05,400
working its way through is, is 
that so? 

1698
01:29:05,400 --> 01:29:08,880
I think if we're Co creating in 
this participatory universe, 

1699
01:29:08,880 --> 01:29:15,800
John Wheeler, you know that it 
had it would a coherent vision 

1700
01:29:15,800 --> 01:29:17,440
may have a better chance of 
coming in. 

1701
01:29:17,920 --> 01:29:21,560
Yeah, which in that? 
Way like the stuff that I used 

1702
01:29:21,560 --> 01:29:24,840
to be afraid about Ben Goertzel 
and all his stuff like maybe his

1703
01:29:24,840 --> 01:29:27,640
Sophie the robot really is about
making it better. 

1704
01:29:27,720 --> 01:29:30,680
Like I have questions about 
Charles Hoskinson. 

1705
01:29:30,680 --> 01:29:32,560
Like they have a close 
connection with Singularity Net 

1706
01:29:32,560 --> 01:29:35,880
and Haskell. 
The language Cardano uses is 

1707
01:29:36,040 --> 01:29:38,880
like very overlaps a lot with 
category theory. 

1708
01:29:38,880 --> 01:29:41,080
And they've put like all the 
people of Ethiopia on 

1709
01:29:41,080 --> 01:29:43,880
blockchain. 
And like, I wish somebody would 

1710
01:29:43,880 --> 01:29:48,280
just like, let me in the club 
and be like, pat me on the hand 

1711
01:29:48,360 --> 01:29:50,440
you're it's OK, Allison. 
We're not going to tell you all 

1712
01:29:50,440 --> 01:29:52,320
of it, but it's like, you're on 
the right track. 

1713
01:29:52,520 --> 01:29:56,600
It's OK. 
You know, I'm not, I have not 

1714
01:29:56,600 --> 01:29:59,720
gotten that feedback yet. 
But, you know, like there's this

1715
01:29:59,720 --> 01:30:01,600
thing with Hoskinson saying 
like, we're going to watch the 

1716
01:30:01,600 --> 01:30:05,040
babies and decide who's worthy 
of having a job in Ethiopia and 

1717
01:30:05,040 --> 01:30:06,160
all this stuff. 
We're in alignment with the 

1718
01:30:06,160 --> 01:30:08,040
government. 
But I think like it could be 

1719
01:30:08,040 --> 01:30:10,440
that Charles was just acting a 
creepy character version of 

1720
01:30:10,440 --> 01:30:12,880
himself so that the heart would 
come out. 

1721
01:30:13,400 --> 01:30:18,600
Yeah, well, we can hope, right? 
I mean, it's, it's there's a lot

1722
01:30:18,600 --> 01:30:23,080
of hope for sophistication and, 
and some shallow malignant 

1723
01:30:23,080 --> 01:30:25,160
actors that, you know, maybe 
like. 

1724
01:30:25,320 --> 01:30:29,640
Maybe somebody's like, oh, like 
I can totally play Peter Thiel, 

1725
01:30:29,640 --> 01:30:30,960
you know, like I want. 
To be. 

1726
01:30:31,560 --> 01:30:34,040
Like I'm like I told a friend 
recently, I'm like, use your 

1727
01:30:34,040 --> 01:30:36,360
imagination. 
Can you tell a story where Peter

1728
01:30:36,360 --> 01:30:38,360
Thiel is actually the guardian 
Angel? 

1729
01:30:38,760 --> 01:30:41,480
Yeah, or like with or like with 
Donald Trump. 

1730
01:30:41,480 --> 01:30:44,440
I mean, I loathe the man. 
No, no offense to people who 

1731
01:30:44,440 --> 01:30:47,840
support him, but like, there is 
an argument to be made that 

1732
01:30:47,840 --> 01:30:51,160
arctically he is doing exactly 
what he's supposed to be doing, 

1733
01:30:51,440 --> 01:30:55,240
which is, you know, whatever the
system requires, the destruction

1734
01:30:55,240 --> 01:30:58,080
of AB or C or whatever, 
something is happening there 

1735
01:30:58,080 --> 01:31:01,680
that's very deep and archetypal,
and it's being manifested 

1736
01:31:01,680 --> 01:31:03,920
through Trump. 
Yeah, exactly right. 

1737
01:31:03,920 --> 01:31:06,600
Even the name. 
Yeah, exactly. 

1738
01:31:06,600 --> 01:31:09,720
And we're that that was one of 
the most, like, poignant moments

1739
01:31:09,720 --> 01:31:13,000
when I was like, there is 
something deep and symbolic 

1740
01:31:13,000 --> 01:31:15,440
happening because of everything 
that's happened around him. 

1741
01:31:15,480 --> 01:31:21,880
Has always had a taste of like, 
you know, I don't know, deeper 

1742
01:31:21,880 --> 01:31:23,840
meaning. 
Like he's just, he's an 

1743
01:31:23,840 --> 01:31:26,920
embodiment of all of the things 
that I've always loathed about 

1744
01:31:26,920 --> 01:31:30,640
capitalism. 
And yeah, anyway, it's just 

1745
01:31:30,640 --> 01:31:31,880
there's something deeper. 
He helps. 

1746
01:31:31,920 --> 01:31:35,000
You beat you because you're not.
Exactly, exactly right. 

1747
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:37,120
Yeah. 
So my borders are hardened 

1748
01:31:37,120 --> 01:31:41,120
because of what are my my edges.
Well, and The thing is, Trump 

1749
01:31:41,120 --> 01:31:43,360
came out of Wharton, which is 
University of Pennsylvania, 

1750
01:31:43,360 --> 01:31:45,640
right? 
And then Musk came out of the 

1751
01:31:45,640 --> 01:31:48,480
Penn engineering school. 
So me being kicked out of my old

1752
01:31:48,480 --> 01:31:50,680
life in Philadelphia, like 
there, there are these deep 

1753
01:31:50,680 --> 01:31:53,640
archetypal patterns. 
But Musk, if you like, Andres 

1754
01:31:53,640 --> 01:31:56,480
Emilson's, his work, which I 
find super fascinating. 

1755
01:31:56,480 --> 01:32:01,520
Again, like I'm not like I have 
some questions about impact 

1756
01:32:01,520 --> 01:32:04,200
finance and psychedelics and 
interdimensional like team 

1757
01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:07,400
building and stuff like that. 
But his ideas around like qualia

1758
01:32:07,400 --> 01:32:11,520
and laser tag and things he 
talks about fragrance, right? 

1759
01:32:11,640 --> 01:32:14,080
And fragrance seems to go back 
to like Krishna being the 

1760
01:32:14,080 --> 01:32:17,400
fragrant 1 and Kingsley when he 
was visited by Parmenides. 

1761
01:32:17,400 --> 01:32:20,440
Like he's got the fragrance and 
there's a lot of things about 

1762
01:32:20,440 --> 01:32:23,760
olfaction and for in fact, 
they're like I have a clip from 

1763
01:32:23,760 --> 01:32:27,520
Emelson where he's talking about
Musk as being a conjoiner of 

1764
01:32:27,960 --> 01:32:30,120
otherwise dissonant smells 
right. 

1765
01:32:30,120 --> 01:32:33,040
In the Mormon church. 
They're deeply involved in the 

1766
01:32:33,040 --> 01:32:36,040
aromatherapy in both doTerra and
Young Living. 

1767
01:32:36,080 --> 01:32:39,160
I guess like the main multi 
level marketing like 

1768
01:32:39,200 --> 01:32:43,760
aromatherapy spaces. 
So like getting into the E 8 via

1769
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:46,520
olfaction. 
It's, it's interesting to think 

1770
01:32:46,520 --> 01:32:49,960
about just, yeah, how these 
things all present. 

1771
01:32:50,360 --> 01:32:51,880
Yeah, now they all tie together.
All. 

1772
01:32:52,880 --> 01:32:53,480
Over. 
I mean, it could. 

1773
01:32:53,560 --> 01:32:55,160
In my story, it could. 
Exactly. 

1774
01:32:55,160 --> 01:32:56,800
I mean, there's the 
possibilities are there, and 

1775
01:32:56,800 --> 01:33:00,240
that's what makes it so even 
when I first got into these 

1776
01:33:00,240 --> 01:33:03,480
subjects, it was like suddenly 
being allowed to wonder and to 

1777
01:33:03,480 --> 01:33:07,000
kind of make connections that 
make a subliminal sense, but 

1778
01:33:07,000 --> 01:33:11,800
they're not a material sense. 
It's deeply satisfying. 

1779
01:33:12,520 --> 01:33:14,840
And we haven't allowed ourselves
to do that for generations. 

1780
01:33:14,840 --> 01:33:19,280
So and I will just say. 
Like on the E 8, so I'm not an 

1781
01:33:19,280 --> 01:33:24,040
expert, but there is Quantum 
Gravity Research Institute has 

1782
01:33:24,040 --> 01:33:26,920
been doing research in that area
for like a decade or so. 

1783
01:33:26,920 --> 01:33:30,600
They're based in California, LA.
There's a lot in LA, right? 

1784
01:33:30,600 --> 01:33:35,760
Like there's the versus AI stuff
and there's Disney and 

1785
01:33:35,760 --> 01:33:37,400
architect. 
Like there's just a lot the 

1786
01:33:37,400 --> 01:33:41,400
theosophy like that whole area, 
like LA, Santa Barbara, Ohio, 

1787
01:33:41,400 --> 01:33:43,440
Montecito, like there's a lot, a
lot going on there. 

1788
01:33:43,480 --> 01:33:45,680
And so, yeah. 
Crystal murders from UI, right? 

1789
01:33:46,200 --> 01:33:48,440
Yeah. 
Is that like the E 8 is a a 

1790
01:33:48,800 --> 01:33:51,800
crystal lattice And like, 
forgive me if I get some of this

1791
01:33:51,800 --> 01:33:55,840
stuff wrong because I'm not the 
math physics person, but and 

1792
01:33:55,840 --> 01:33:58,120
it's like the most beautiful 
object in math, like the 

1793
01:33:58,120 --> 01:34:00,360
symmetries and everything. 
And it's like you could model 

1794
01:34:00,360 --> 01:34:03,800
every kind of particle. 
And what I love about it is when

1795
01:34:03,800 --> 01:34:06,240
I was looking initially into 
Hugh Everett the third's work on

1796
01:34:06,240 --> 01:34:08,440
the multiverse, and they're 
like, well, it's kind of 

1797
01:34:08,440 --> 01:34:10,880
impossible because all those 
trees, like it's very unwieldy. 

1798
01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:12,360
And like, how would it even 
happen? 

1799
01:34:12,680 --> 01:34:15,480
And I thought, well, what if you
imagine like blockchain, like it

1800
01:34:15,480 --> 01:34:18,400
not going infinitely, but just 
being like every option being a 

1801
01:34:18,400 --> 01:34:21,240
pulse of yes or no, right? 
And you can just like pulse in 

1802
01:34:21,240 --> 01:34:23,280
any instance, all the different 
combinations. 

1803
01:34:23,560 --> 01:34:26,080
And so you can compact it down. 
It wouldn't just keep branching.

1804
01:34:26,080 --> 01:34:28,280
It would just be like yes or no 
in different versions. 

1805
01:34:28,600 --> 01:34:32,960
And I feel like there's aspects 
of the E8, they conceptualize 

1806
01:34:32,960 --> 01:34:35,320
this crystal, it's a quasi 
crystal. 

1807
01:34:35,320 --> 01:34:40,560
So even though it seems like a, 
a thing that it hasn't a dynamic

1808
01:34:40,560 --> 01:34:44,360
openness to it, like a fractal 
open quality and made-up of 

1809
01:34:44,440 --> 01:34:47,640
infinite like these tetrahedras,
I guess it's like 248 

1810
01:34:47,640 --> 01:34:50,720
dimensions. 
And so every tetrahedra has a 

1811
01:34:50,720 --> 01:34:53,800
limited degrees of freedom, but 
they have some freedom. 

1812
01:34:53,800 --> 01:34:56,000
And then they're all like 
clicking in different 

1813
01:34:56,000 --> 01:34:59,320
combinations, which to me, I'm 
like that again, all I can do is

1814
01:34:59,320 --> 01:35:01,320
like my embodied feeling, but 
I'm like, that kind of feels 

1815
01:35:01,320 --> 01:35:02,880
what I was talking about with 
the blockchain, right? 

1816
01:35:02,880 --> 01:35:05,960
Like you could on anything have 
different combinations and 

1817
01:35:05,960 --> 01:35:08,480
create different patterns. 
And those could be the Gestalts.

1818
01:35:09,080 --> 01:35:14,400
And, and so they, they discussed
the projection from the E8 into 

1819
01:35:14,400 --> 01:35:17,400
a four dimensional, which I 
think is this called a 600 cell.

1820
01:35:17,680 --> 01:35:19,840
And then from that 4 
dimensional, it goes down into 

1821
01:35:19,840 --> 01:35:23,760
three 3D and there's like a 
golden ratio that's connected. 

1822
01:35:23,760 --> 01:35:27,320
So their theory involves that 
reality is based of information,

1823
01:35:27,320 --> 01:35:30,560
which I share that ideas that 
what it's an information 

1824
01:35:30,560 --> 01:35:35,160
theoretic lens, that 
consciousness is central, that 

1825
01:35:36,520 --> 01:35:41,240
it's the E8 and the golden mean.
And there's causal loops, which 

1826
01:35:41,240 --> 01:35:44,280
again, I, I, I feel that's 
interesting around Eric Wargo's 

1827
01:35:44,280 --> 01:35:49,640
work with precognition and, and 
stuff and the other pixelation. 

1828
01:35:50,640 --> 01:35:53,000
And it's a projection. 
So if you imagine being 

1829
01:35:53,000 --> 01:35:56,520
projected in from higher levels,
it's interesting. 

1830
01:35:56,520 --> 01:35:58,520
In one of the Dodo books, 
Stevenson's books, he 

1831
01:35:58,520 --> 01:36:02,640
specifically mentions this 
special effects light in 

1832
01:36:02,640 --> 01:36:07,920
Shakespeare's globe that is like
an early Fresnel lens, like this

1833
01:36:07,920 --> 01:36:10,240
refraction. 
And like, that's a like when 

1834
01:36:10,240 --> 01:36:13,080
that goes missing, the timeline,
they know that the timeline has 

1835
01:36:13,160 --> 01:36:15,840
gone off. 
And so you might consider it 

1836
01:36:15,840 --> 01:36:18,000
being part of the time, like the
narrative arc. 

1837
01:36:18,000 --> 01:36:20,120
But I think there's something 
important about optics and the 

1838
01:36:20,120 --> 01:36:23,200
lensing of all this. 
And category theory has lenses 

1839
01:36:23,200 --> 01:36:26,760
as well. 
And so I, you know, to me this 

1840
01:36:26,760 --> 01:36:28,680
feels right. 
And so if you're trying to 

1841
01:36:28,680 --> 01:36:32,440
navigate a combination of 
patterns, there's an aspect 

1842
01:36:32,440 --> 01:36:34,680
someone, his name is Sean 
Diamond, I think, and he's an 

1843
01:36:34,680 --> 01:36:39,320
independent researcher, but he's
working with AI systems and 

1844
01:36:39,320 --> 01:36:43,800
cymatics like, and this guy 
Gabriel Keleman, who I think is 

1845
01:36:43,800 --> 01:36:47,400
a Romanian art history and 
professor and artist, but 

1846
01:36:47,400 --> 01:36:51,120
looking at cymatics in 3D. 
So like bubbles instead of like 

1847
01:36:51,120 --> 01:36:55,400
the powder on the plate, like 
bubble forms and that like the 

1848
01:36:55,400 --> 01:36:57,400
ether. 
Like what if the projection is a

1849
01:36:57,400 --> 01:37:00,120
frequency as opposed to just 
like a light, an optical, that 

1850
01:37:00,120 --> 01:37:04,680
it's a a form like original 
physics, like a connection of 

1851
01:37:04,720 --> 01:37:06,920
educational physics. 
And Emily Moyer talks a lot 

1852
01:37:06,920 --> 01:37:11,160
about like sacred geometry, 
frequency embodiment, you know, 

1853
01:37:11,280 --> 01:37:13,960
and that sort of thing. 
And so that feels right. 

1854
01:37:13,960 --> 01:37:16,760
And so if you imagine that 
getting access into these higher

1855
01:37:16,760 --> 01:37:20,080
dimension pattern combinations 
would be through frequency, 

1856
01:37:20,440 --> 01:37:24,000
having understanding your 
biometrics, which then the whole

1857
01:37:24,000 --> 01:37:31,720
Wellness push the pivot from a 
one off frame of like 

1858
01:37:32,000 --> 01:37:35,280
one-size-fits-all to Wellness, 
right, because Wellness 

1859
01:37:35,280 --> 01:37:38,400
monitoring means real time 
quantified self all the time. 

1860
01:37:38,960 --> 01:37:42,080
So, you know, Esther Dyson had 
her ways to Wellness program 

1861
01:37:42,080 --> 01:37:44,800
where she wants everybody to 
wear a continuous blood glucose 

1862
01:37:44,800 --> 01:37:47,320
monitor, even if like you have 
no pre diabetes. 

1863
01:37:47,320 --> 01:37:49,840
Like she's like the skinny mini.
She's like, look, I wear 1. 

1864
01:37:49,920 --> 01:37:52,920
You know, I'm like, why does 
everyone need to wear that? 

1865
01:37:52,920 --> 01:37:56,320
Like it's but it's a signal, 
right, of like your frequency. 

1866
01:37:56,320 --> 01:37:59,240
I think like the smart watches, 
the wear, it's a different kind 

1867
01:37:59,240 --> 01:38:02,800
of wearable like you're is 
attuned to your frequency, like 

1868
01:38:02,800 --> 01:38:05,360
your energy field. 
And if you look up the Emerald 

1869
01:38:05,360 --> 01:38:09,200
Gate Foundation that just came 
online like two or three years 

1870
01:38:09,200 --> 01:38:14,120
ago, Silicon Valley money based 
in Wyoming where blockchain is. 

1871
01:38:14,800 --> 01:38:17,840
Jason Yanatopoulos, I think is 
the CEO. 

1872
01:38:18,200 --> 01:38:21,400
He came out of global R&D for 
SAP technology. 

1873
01:38:21,680 --> 01:38:27,240
It's with Stanford Tufts, you 
know, with Michael Levin, SRA 

1874
01:38:27,240 --> 01:38:32,120
Maharishi International, like 
like all of these big people are

1875
01:38:32,120 --> 01:38:34,520
connected to Emerald gate and 
it's all about subtle energy and

1876
01:38:34,520 --> 01:38:39,240
social transformation, right? 
So it's just right there gate 

1877
01:38:39,240 --> 01:38:41,600
and what they're working in 
subtle energy is the thing. 

1878
01:38:41,600 --> 01:38:44,360
So how do you how do you combine
subtle energies? 

1879
01:38:44,360 --> 01:38:49,120
Because Kevin Kelly of you know,
wired and long now, he talks 

1880
01:38:49,120 --> 01:38:51,280
about the future of intelligence
as a compound. 

1881
01:38:52,280 --> 01:38:55,920
So how do you create a compound?
How, what is the recipe if you 

1882
01:38:55,920 --> 01:38:59,520
want to ingress a pattern? 
And that aggression, I think 

1883
01:38:59,520 --> 01:39:02,720
comes from, for me, from 
Whitehead, Albert N Whitehead 

1884
01:39:02,720 --> 01:39:05,880
and his idea of congressence, 
that it's a process. 

1885
01:39:05,880 --> 01:39:08,440
It's this process philosophy. 
You know, he, he and Bertrand 

1886
01:39:08,440 --> 01:39:10,760
Russell tried to write the 
Principia Mathematica, the 

1887
01:39:10,760 --> 01:39:13,400
second one, like everything can 
be understood in math. 

1888
01:39:13,400 --> 01:39:15,560
And then they're like, oh, 
actually you can't. 

1889
01:39:15,560 --> 01:39:19,440
And then so he's like, OK, we'll
do process, right? 

1890
01:39:19,440 --> 01:39:22,120
We'll do process. 
And so the process is, you know,

1891
01:39:22,120 --> 01:39:24,440
you've got this past, you're 
integrated, you're in the now, 

1892
01:39:24,440 --> 01:39:28,040
you have eternal objects, they 
fall away to match your 

1893
01:39:28,040 --> 01:39:30,960
teleology, have a short list of 
eternal objects that can be 

1894
01:39:30,960 --> 01:39:34,600
ingressed and and then you do 
the next actual occasion. 

1895
01:39:35,000 --> 01:39:37,640
And so I think we're doing 
actual occasions collectively. 

1896
01:39:37,640 --> 01:39:39,560
I think that's what digital 
public goods are. 

1897
01:39:39,720 --> 01:39:42,680
So what are we ingressing? 
And if we're in a bad trauma 

1898
01:39:42,680 --> 01:39:44,400
loop, we're ingressing crappy 
stuff. 

1899
01:39:47,080 --> 01:39:49,760
And I feel badly because I 
probably ingress crappy stuff 

1900
01:39:49,760 --> 01:39:52,120
for the people that I loved 
around me for a lot of years 

1901
01:39:52,120 --> 01:39:54,320
because no one said like, hey 
Allison, there's another way to 

1902
01:39:54,320 --> 01:39:57,080
do it. 
Well, we, I mean, I was. 

1903
01:39:57,080 --> 01:39:59,200
Trying to be a jerk. 
I just thought I was being a 

1904
01:39:59,240 --> 01:40:00,960
good person. 
Being a good person means being 

1905
01:40:01,080 --> 01:40:03,640
angry about these injustices. 
Exactly right. 

1906
01:40:03,720 --> 01:40:07,920
And letting go of that anger and
extending love is actually the 

1907
01:40:07,920 --> 01:40:09,720
answer. 
But we're not willing to do that

1908
01:40:09,720 --> 01:40:13,800
because we're also so polarized.
That makes me think of the of 

1909
01:40:13,800 --> 01:40:16,840
Peter Thiel with the Antichrist 
talk that he's like obsessed 

1910
01:40:16,840 --> 01:40:18,640
with these days. 
It's like what is he trying to 

1911
01:40:18,640 --> 01:40:23,840
ingress and why? 
Anyway, it's like if one goes 

1912
01:40:23,840 --> 01:40:25,800
one way, the other one goes the 
other way, right? 

1913
01:40:26,200 --> 01:40:31,840
And so, yeah, super fascinating.
Do we have time to say a little 

1914
01:40:31,840 --> 01:40:33,400
thing about Vista or no? 
Or should we? 

1915
01:40:33,480 --> 01:40:34,640
Absolutely we do. 
Yeah. 

1916
01:40:34,800 --> 01:40:37,200
Yeah, please. 
Well, so part of this live 

1917
01:40:37,200 --> 01:40:40,960
action role play musical is 
like, you never know whether 

1918
01:40:40,960 --> 01:40:44,600
it's just you've gone a step too
far right, like like, or maybe 

1919
01:40:44,600 --> 01:40:46,720
you're beyond that Allison, 
maybe you don't have to do that 

1920
01:40:46,720 --> 01:40:49,400
anymore. 
And so anyway, we have like 

1921
01:40:49,400 --> 01:40:52,680
twice a month meditations at at 
the star portal. 

1922
01:40:52,720 --> 01:40:55,640
And it's love like loving. 
It's it's just a nice community.

1923
01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:57,680
People just come together, share
a little bit of what's going on 

1924
01:40:57,680 --> 01:40:59,040
with them. 
And then we just send good 

1925
01:40:59,040 --> 01:41:01,680
energy out. 
And in one of them, it was about

1926
01:41:01,680 --> 01:41:06,000
a year ago, it turned out that 
there was a group of women who 

1927
01:41:06,000 --> 01:41:07,880
had arrived. 
Now, Hot Springs is a town of 

1928
01:41:07,880 --> 01:41:10,360
like 50,000 people where Little 
Rock is. 

1929
01:41:10,360 --> 01:41:12,960
It is less than an hour away. 
That's the largest city. 

1930
01:41:13,160 --> 01:41:16,240
We're a pretty poor state. 
Like there's not a lot going on 

1931
01:41:16,320 --> 01:41:19,200
in Arkansas. 
Like we're no Tucson, you know, 

1932
01:41:19,200 --> 01:41:21,080
we're no Denver or something 
like this. 

1933
01:41:21,480 --> 01:41:23,200
But this group of women had come
in. 

1934
01:41:23,200 --> 01:41:26,200
They visited a few years before 
from New York, eastern Long 

1935
01:41:26,200 --> 01:41:29,560
Island, Montauk kind of area and
California. 

1936
01:41:30,120 --> 01:41:34,640
And they were going to restore 
an A colonial Revival house on 

1937
01:41:34,640 --> 01:41:36,760
like one of the two kind of 
fancy streets in town. 

1938
01:41:37,120 --> 01:41:41,920
And it was called Vista House. 
And Vista is the goddess of the 

1939
01:41:41,920 --> 01:41:44,320
hearth. 
And she is both the oldest and 

1940
01:41:44,320 --> 01:41:47,840
youngest Olympic goddess 
because, you know, Kronos time 

1941
01:41:47,840 --> 01:41:50,920
was eating all the children. 
And so she was first born. 

1942
01:41:50,920 --> 01:41:53,600
And so she was first swallowed 
because she was the deepest 

1943
01:41:53,600 --> 01:41:54,920
down. 
She was the last out. 

1944
01:41:55,120 --> 01:41:55,520
So she. 
Was. 

1945
01:41:56,400 --> 01:41:58,280
And she keeps the heart of Zeus 
and Hera. 

1946
01:41:58,800 --> 01:42:02,320
So the heart you picture like 
the cauldron and her consort is 

1947
01:42:02,320 --> 01:42:05,360
Helios, the central sun. 
And if you imagine sort of like 

1948
01:42:05,600 --> 01:42:11,480
the light based system. 
And so these folks, I, I was 

1949
01:42:11,480 --> 01:42:13,640
curious like, who are these 
vested people? 

1950
01:42:13,640 --> 01:42:17,360
Like this is really interesting 
because I live 1/4 mile off of 

1951
01:42:17,360 --> 01:42:20,480
Albert Pike road. 
Albert Pike spent most of his 

1952
01:42:20,880 --> 01:42:23,880
life, he was from Massachusetts,
but in Arkansas and a little bit

1953
01:42:23,880 --> 01:42:25,120
in Louisiana. 
He was a lawyer. 

1954
01:42:25,200 --> 01:42:26,800
He worked for the tribes 
actually. 

1955
01:42:27,120 --> 01:42:29,920
And what no one talks about 
besides his Free Masonic 

1956
01:42:30,080 --> 01:42:32,960
writings was at the end of his 
life he wrote a 600 page book on

1957
01:42:32,960 --> 01:42:36,920
the Rig Veda, right? 
So he probably understood a 

1958
01:42:36,920 --> 01:42:38,920
little bit about how these 
interdimensional things work. 

1959
01:42:38,920 --> 01:42:42,440
And it makes me wonder about his
time with the tribes in in 

1960
01:42:42,440 --> 01:42:44,320
Arkansas and what became 
Oklahoma. 

1961
01:42:44,960 --> 01:42:48,400
Yeah. 
So Albert Pike is Mount Ida and 

1962
01:42:48,400 --> 01:42:51,960
Mount Ida is a center of 
crystals and this whole we're on

1963
01:42:51,960 --> 01:42:53,960
the Ouachita range. 
And so we're we're part of the 

1964
01:42:54,040 --> 01:42:57,640
this ancient sea came in silica 
and these veins and turned into 

1965
01:42:57,640 --> 01:43:00,080
quartz crystals. 
And until they made synthetics, 

1966
01:43:00,480 --> 01:43:04,000
we were really important for 
oscillators, for crystal radios 

1967
01:43:04,000 --> 01:43:07,040
in World War Two, really 
important for all of that. 

1968
01:43:07,720 --> 01:43:09,400
Mount Ida. 
I was like, is that in the 

1969
01:43:09,400 --> 01:43:10,680
Bible? 
What is Mount Ida? 

1970
01:43:10,800 --> 01:43:13,560
It is actually where Zeus was 
raised. 

1971
01:43:13,800 --> 01:43:18,280
When Raya got wise to Kronos, 
she fed him a rock and then they

1972
01:43:18,280 --> 01:43:20,680
took Zeus away to be raised on 
Mount Ida. 

1973
01:43:21,360 --> 01:43:25,160
So you've got like the Mount Ida
and the time and quartz, of 

1974
01:43:25,160 --> 01:43:26,840
course, being used for digital 
watches. 

1975
01:43:26,840 --> 01:43:29,440
And that's the whole other time 
bandit thing with the evil 

1976
01:43:29,480 --> 01:43:31,000
genius. 
And he's like, I would make 

1977
01:43:31,000 --> 01:43:33,480
technology and I would make 
digital watches, right. 

1978
01:43:33,680 --> 01:43:37,560
And so we're sitting here in 
Mount Idaland and so so we've 

1979
01:43:37,560 --> 01:43:42,000
got Vista and they're you know, 
it turns out that they had 

1980
01:43:42,560 --> 01:43:47,640
connections, a graphic designer 
on her page, her portfolio of 

1981
01:43:47,640 --> 01:43:50,400
work had all of these documents 
in a drop box that were 

1982
01:43:50,400 --> 01:43:54,480
essentially sort of nested 
projects under this Vista house 

1983
01:43:54,480 --> 01:44:01,360
project that extended into a 
blockchain beauty reserve, into 

1984
01:44:01,360 --> 01:44:07,220
a plasma economy on blockchain 
into hydro Dow, which pre 

1985
01:44:07,220 --> 01:44:09,480
existed it, but that's a 
blockchain water system. 

1986
01:44:09,480 --> 01:44:14,160
Again, we have this Big Lake 
into collective ritual and they 

1987
01:44:14,160 --> 01:44:17,560
were connected. 
I I sort of say vested adjacent 

1988
01:44:17,560 --> 01:44:20,880
like maybe not officially, but 
with team Kelly, Kevin Kelly's 

1989
01:44:20,880 --> 01:44:23,880
daughter and Kevin Kelly was 
working on like new economic 

1990
01:44:23,880 --> 01:44:30,720
systems in addition to the long 
now and and connected with the 

1991
01:44:30,760 --> 01:44:33,960
the guy who with Avant mining 
who is Alice Walton's crystal 

1992
01:44:33,960 --> 01:44:37,360
dealer. 
And so there are all of these 

1993
01:44:37,360 --> 01:44:40,760
overlapping things of like how 
would one work if you had a 

1994
01:44:40,760 --> 01:44:43,560
mystery school, right if you 
were working with the natural 

1995
01:44:43,560 --> 01:44:47,800
elemental aspects of a whole 
plan of Arkansas as the quartz 

1996
01:44:47,960 --> 01:44:52,360
crystal womb. 
How we work with beauty and how 

1997
01:44:52,360 --> 01:44:55,880
we work together. 
So you know I've one of them is 

1998
01:44:55,880 --> 01:45:00,560
a the the three women who were 
invested are is a professor of 

1999
01:45:00,560 --> 01:45:05,000
NYU in love like her thing and 
she runs a technology enabled 

2000
01:45:05,000 --> 01:45:06,960
meditation Dome in New York 
City. 

2001
01:45:07,720 --> 01:45:11,640
One of them has clairvoyant 
ability stuff and then the third

2002
01:45:11,640 --> 01:45:15,760
one was working helped found the
Bio Mimicry Institute, which 

2003
01:45:15,760 --> 01:45:20,640
links to like sustainability, 
but carbon trading. 

2004
01:45:20,640 --> 01:45:23,920
And again, many people the 
prevailing narrative is Agenda 

2005
01:45:23,920 --> 01:45:27,120
21 in the top down control 
techno fascism. 

2006
01:45:27,880 --> 01:45:32,760
But The thing is I feel very 
strongly that this group, I 

2007
01:45:32,760 --> 01:45:35,440
don't think they are aware of 
it, but in the gestalt that they

2008
01:45:35,440 --> 01:45:38,640
are carrying the mantle of the 
Linda Starne Association, which 

2009
01:45:38,640 --> 01:45:41,720
was William Orman Thompson who 
had spent time at Findhorn and 

2010
01:45:41,720 --> 01:45:43,880
come back. 
He had been a professor at MIT 

2011
01:45:44,120 --> 01:45:46,720
was supported by Lawrence 
Rockefeller who was the woo woo 

2012
01:45:46,720 --> 01:45:50,840
Rockefeller right set up out on 
eastern Long Island. 

2013
01:45:50,840 --> 01:45:53,160
The Lindisfarne was the 
precursor to Burning Man in the 

2014
01:45:53,160 --> 01:45:55,640
70s that had all of these 
fellows working on sacred 

2015
01:45:55,640 --> 01:45:59,640
geometry, ultrasonics like both 
science and metaphysical works 

2016
01:46:00,320 --> 01:46:02,840
into John the Divine over to 
Crestone where they were 

2017
01:46:02,840 --> 01:46:06,240
connected with Maurice Strong, 
which again central to the UNSDG

2018
01:46:06,240 --> 01:46:08,320
program and Lawrence 
Rockefeller. 

2019
01:46:08,320 --> 01:46:12,120
But they set up Meadow Creek as 
essentially this meta industrial

2020
01:46:12,120 --> 01:46:16,720
village, which would be a small 
arts and crafts artisanal, but 

2021
01:46:16,720 --> 01:46:19,160
Internet connected. 
And this was in 81. 

2022
01:46:20,160 --> 01:46:23,840
They brought in David Orr from 
Penn, a newly minted PhD from 

2023
01:46:23,840 --> 01:46:27,880
Penn Policy, I think, who he and
his twin brother ran it for a 

2024
01:46:27,880 --> 01:46:29,760
few years. 
It was under The Nature 

2025
01:46:29,760 --> 01:46:31,480
Conservancy at Three Mile Long 
Valley. 

2026
01:46:31,640 --> 01:46:34,640
He let then became a lead 
professor in sustainability at 

2027
01:46:34,640 --> 01:46:37,280
Oberlin. 
But that Meadow Creek is still 

2028
01:46:37,280 --> 01:46:42,720
sitting out there, right? 
And to me JG Bennett, who is a 

2029
01:46:42,720 --> 01:46:47,080
student of Gurdachev who was had
an NDE signals intelligence, 

2030
01:46:47,840 --> 01:46:51,760
very mystical person, developed 
his own version of the Gurdachev

2031
01:46:52,240 --> 01:46:55,440
like embody workings and was 
working with Subud and things 

2032
01:46:55,440 --> 01:46:58,000
built this place at Coombe 
Springs in the UK. 

2033
01:46:58,000 --> 01:47:00,320
And at the end of his life, he 
says we need psychokinetic 

2034
01:47:00,320 --> 01:47:02,760
communities. 
And he had this guy Pierre 

2035
01:47:02,760 --> 01:47:07,160
Elliot build one in West 
Virginia called oh gosh, what is

2036
01:47:07,160 --> 01:47:10,240
the one in West Virginia? 
Coombe Springs with the UK. 

2037
01:47:11,280 --> 01:47:14,600
I'll think of it, but it was. 
Psychokinetic. 

2038
01:47:14,600 --> 01:47:17,840
What do they mean by by that? 
So I think essentially it is 

2039
01:47:17,840 --> 01:47:20,080
groups of people who are 
resonating in with higher 

2040
01:47:20,080 --> 01:47:21,880
dimensions. 
OK, Yeah. 

2041
01:47:22,040 --> 01:47:24,080
Yeah. 
And so if you imagine, like, I 

2042
01:47:24,080 --> 01:47:26,960
kind of went head to head with 
Derek Bros a lot early on and 

2043
01:47:26,960 --> 01:47:30,200
John Bush about their freedom 
cells and blockchain. 

2044
01:47:30,200 --> 01:47:32,560
Why did their freedom cells need
to be on blockchain, right? 

2045
01:47:32,680 --> 01:47:35,280
Like if you're just going off 
grid, are you doing global 

2046
01:47:35,280 --> 01:47:36,960
trade? 
Like that really was the only 

2047
01:47:36,960 --> 01:47:39,400
reason, like I could see at the 
time, like why you would do 

2048
01:47:39,400 --> 01:47:44,520
blockchain and, but maybe it is 
an interdimensional pattern 

2049
01:47:44,520 --> 01:47:47,000
signaling like a networking 
system, right. 

2050
01:47:47,000 --> 01:47:50,680
And so the, the one in West 
Virginia was getting started 

2051
01:47:50,680 --> 01:47:54,320
right as Jay Rockefeller became,
was rising in his politics in, 

2052
01:47:54,360 --> 01:47:57,400
in West Virginia. 
And then Meadow Creek, Winthrop 

2053
01:47:57,400 --> 01:48:00,800
Rockefeller was governor and he 
died young in his 60s, but his 

2054
01:48:00,800 --> 01:48:04,480
money went into Win Rock 
International, which is about an

2055
01:48:04,480 --> 01:48:07,000
hour from Meadow Creek, maybe an
hour and 20 minutes. 

2056
01:48:07,840 --> 01:48:10,600
Win Rock International developed
the first voluntary carbon 

2057
01:48:10,600 --> 01:48:15,760
trading systems. 
And in it his ranch backs up to 

2058
01:48:15,760 --> 01:48:19,080
the Petroglyph caves in Petty 
Jean State Park, which is Awpa 

2059
01:48:19,200 --> 01:48:23,600
State Park. 
And Christiana Figueres, who was

2060
01:48:23,600 --> 01:48:27,560
the daughter of the president of
Puerto Costa Rica, she went to 

2061
01:48:27,560 --> 01:48:30,200
Swarthmore outside of in outside
of Philadelphia. 

2062
01:48:30,280 --> 01:48:32,680
She trained in gestalt at in 
Cleveland. 

2063
01:48:33,160 --> 01:48:35,280
She was the one who developed 
the carbon markets. 

2064
01:48:36,760 --> 01:48:41,040
So and, and, and so Costa Rica 
is such a rich biodiverse place.

2065
01:48:41,280 --> 01:48:46,640
This, this idea that's coming up
is this ecological reservoir 

2066
01:48:46,640 --> 01:48:50,280
computing, using living systems 
for information processing 

2067
01:48:50,280 --> 01:48:53,320
purposes. 
And that was that was started in

2068
01:48:53,320 --> 01:48:57,400
the 1950s with Gordon Pask and 
Stafford Beer, who were British 

2069
01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:00,080
cyberneticists. 
They were dumping iron filings 

2070
01:49:00,080 --> 01:49:04,640
in a pond to cycle nutrients to 
get the algae to process 

2071
01:49:04,640 --> 01:49:08,520
information, right. 
And then Evelyn Hutchinson was 

2072
01:49:08,520 --> 01:49:11,200
doing the same thing with 
radioactive isotopes in a 

2073
01:49:11,200 --> 01:49:14,640
Connecticut pond. 
He taught at Yale and he then 

2074
01:49:14,640 --> 01:49:17,160
taught, I can't remember, it was
Howard or Eugene Odom. 

2075
01:49:17,160 --> 01:49:19,000
I always forget. 
But those twin brothers 

2076
01:49:19,000 --> 01:49:23,360
developed the first textbook on 
ecology, and that was all coming

2077
01:49:23,360 --> 01:49:24,840
out of the Atomic Energy 
Commission. 

2078
01:49:25,200 --> 01:49:30,280
And it was both springs and like
using radiation to track energy 

2079
01:49:30,280 --> 01:49:33,400
through natural systems. 
And so I think that there is 

2080
01:49:33,400 --> 01:49:35,480
something like we're going to 
see a shift with the AI 

2081
01:49:35,480 --> 01:49:38,880
conversation to be like, look, 
it's using water, it's using 

2082
01:49:38,880 --> 01:49:40,440
energy, it's using all these bad
things. 

2083
01:49:40,440 --> 01:49:44,560
And they'll be like, OK, well 
now, like I don't know if it's 

2084
01:49:44,560 --> 01:49:48,280
in my lifetime, but there will 
be a shift into a psychokinetic 

2085
01:49:48,280 --> 01:49:51,040
community like but organized as 
a haul on right. 

2086
01:49:51,280 --> 01:49:54,680
What are your interest groups? 
Are you an eco village or do you

2087
01:49:54,680 --> 01:49:57,560
prefer to like do video gaming 
and a stack and pack housing 

2088
01:49:57,560 --> 01:49:59,320
situation? 
Like some people will pick 

2089
01:49:59,360 --> 01:50:02,720
different things, right? 
They'll be in the Symphony and 

2090
01:50:02,720 --> 01:50:04,480
everybody like and you've just 
got to hope. 

2091
01:50:04,480 --> 01:50:06,480
If you get sick and tired of the
thing you're doing and you want 

2092
01:50:06,480 --> 01:50:08,480
to do something different, 
there's an incentive for you to 

2093
01:50:08,480 --> 01:50:10,160
go find the thing you actually 
want to do. 

2094
01:50:10,760 --> 01:50:15,120
But in the realm like the UBII 
think that the Giving Pledge 

2095
01:50:15,120 --> 01:50:18,200
from Buffett and Gates is a 
backstop to Ubi and it's 

2096
01:50:18,200 --> 01:50:22,080
actually could be a global 2nd 
order cybernetic emergent 

2097
01:50:22,080 --> 01:50:24,880
systems that is 
interdimensional. 

2098
01:50:26,840 --> 01:50:29,040
Wow. 
Which reminds me of sort of like

2099
01:50:29,120 --> 01:50:34,440
the Omega Point from Yeah. 
Christogenesis well in the thing

2100
01:50:34,680 --> 01:50:37,360
within the psycho like I 
mentioned the the Society for 

2101
01:50:37,360 --> 01:50:39,720
Psychical Research Research and 
Arthur Balfour. 

2102
01:50:40,040 --> 01:50:43,320
So Vladimir Vernadsky was the 
pair working with like around 

2103
01:50:43,320 --> 01:50:45,920
the same time Talar Desjardins 
was working on the Omega Point 

2104
01:50:45,920 --> 01:50:48,720
in Christogenesis. 
And Vladimir Vernadsky was using

2105
01:50:48,720 --> 01:50:51,240
similar outlook to develop the 
idea of the biosphere. 

2106
01:50:51,600 --> 01:50:54,960
And he was a biochemist. 
He was working in the lab in 

2107
01:50:54,960 --> 01:50:57,640
Paris of Pierre and Marie Curie,
right? 

2108
01:50:57,920 --> 01:51:01,540
So that's Pierre Curie and his 
brother discovered quote UN 

2109
01:51:01,540 --> 01:51:03,640
quote, piezoelectricity in 
quartz crystal. 

2110
01:51:03,720 --> 01:51:06,240
So we've got quartz, they're 
working in radiation. 

2111
01:51:06,520 --> 01:51:09,480
But Pierre and Marie were also 
members of the Society for 

2112
01:51:09,480 --> 01:51:13,080
Psychical Research. 
And so if you imagine that 

2113
01:51:13,080 --> 01:51:17,880
Vernadsky was working early in 
his career in that environment 

2114
01:51:17,880 --> 01:51:19,880
with people who are 
understanding interdimensional 

2115
01:51:19,880 --> 01:51:24,040
information access, he goes back
he's I mean, my understanding is

2116
01:51:24,040 --> 01:51:28,240
like every mid sized town in in 
Ukraine and Russia, like have a 

2117
01:51:28,240 --> 01:51:30,480
street named after him. 
Like he was highly regarded 

2118
01:51:30,480 --> 01:51:32,360
scientist. 
Very little of his work was 

2119
01:51:32,360 --> 01:51:34,840
translated and then only 
selectively in the West. 

2120
01:51:35,320 --> 01:51:38,840
All of the psychokinetic like 
research that was happening 

2121
01:51:38,840 --> 01:51:45,040
during the Cold War, like it has
a different lens, it has a 

2122
01:51:45,040 --> 01:51:49,480
different possibility. 
Which is, so I mean, I'm going 

2123
01:51:49,480 --> 01:51:51,680
to assert something here about 
what you're saying. 

2124
01:51:51,680 --> 01:51:55,040
Like there are people who are 
connected with, you know, these 

2125
01:51:55,320 --> 01:52:00,600
various occult things, whether 
it's Theosophy or Anthroposophy 

2126
01:52:00,600 --> 01:52:02,040
or any of those different 
things. 

2127
01:52:02,440 --> 01:52:05,600
And they are involved in these 
systems that are sort of pushing

2128
01:52:05,600 --> 01:52:08,560
in these directions. 
But it's not necessarily that 

2129
01:52:08,560 --> 01:52:12,240
they're doing so consciously. 
It's that maybe by being 

2130
01:52:12,240 --> 01:52:16,800
involved in some of this kind of
research or, you know, interest 

2131
01:52:16,800 --> 01:52:22,120
fields, they almost become an 
active tool of whatever the the 

2132
01:52:22,120 --> 01:52:23,960
energetic system is trying to 
manifest. 

2133
01:52:23,960 --> 01:52:28,440
Is that fair to say from what 
you're I mean, because or or or 

2134
01:52:28,440 --> 01:52:30,600
all these people consciously 
trying to do this, I guess. 

2135
01:52:30,600 --> 01:52:31,840
No, I don't think it's 
conscious. 

2136
01:52:31,920 --> 01:52:35,000
I initially I started to do my 
research when I was very judgy. 

2137
01:52:35,240 --> 01:52:37,840
I was like, Oh, I'm just and 
then and then I would spend a 

2138
01:52:37,840 --> 01:52:40,480
lot of emotional and 
intellectual energy trying to 

2139
01:52:40,480 --> 01:52:41,960
figure out like, are they 
controlled opposition? 

2140
01:52:41,960 --> 01:52:43,200
Do they know? 
How much do they know? 

2141
01:52:43,200 --> 01:52:44,840
Do they? 
And it was like a stupid. 

2142
01:52:44,960 --> 01:52:48,120
I mean, in retrospect, I mean, I
it's in some respects very 

2143
01:52:48,120 --> 01:52:50,920
natural because we want to know 
where we are in position to 

2144
01:52:50,920 --> 01:52:53,680
that, but it didn't didn't 
really make any. 

2145
01:52:53,920 --> 01:53:00,400
My sense is again in my frame is
that it's a self assembling 

2146
01:53:00,400 --> 01:53:01,920
system. 
Exactly right. 

2147
01:53:01,920 --> 01:53:04,400
But people can engage in it, 
yeah. 

2148
01:53:04,680 --> 01:53:10,760
And so it's distributed widely 
enough that and if it is a 

2149
01:53:10,760 --> 01:53:15,600
higher gestalt, right, like if 
we imagine that again, from an 

2150
01:53:15,600 --> 01:53:19,080
astrological standpoint or an 
archetypal standpoint, like you 

2151
01:53:19,080 --> 01:53:23,160
come in with certain you might 
say enabling constraints, right?

2152
01:53:23,160 --> 01:53:25,560
But to play a game, there need 
to be some rules to bump up 

2153
01:53:25,560 --> 01:53:27,200
against, right? 
Like there needs, if you could 

2154
01:53:27,200 --> 01:53:29,680
do anything then kind of you 
tend to sit around and. 

2155
01:53:29,680 --> 01:53:31,600
Not do, yeah. 
Whatever. 

2156
01:53:31,800 --> 01:53:34,840
So there's some constraints, but
then you have degrees of freedom

2157
01:53:34,840 --> 01:53:36,400
within those constraints to 
figure out what. 

2158
01:53:36,520 --> 01:53:38,680
So there's like a framework that
you come in with. 

2159
01:53:38,720 --> 01:53:41,880
And then there's a social 
environment that you occupy that

2160
01:53:41,880 --> 01:53:44,000
reinforces certain systems, 
right? 

2161
01:53:44,440 --> 01:53:47,120
Whether it be your career 
trajectory or your educational 

2162
01:53:47,120 --> 01:53:50,080
trajectory, your social 
networks, real or digital. 

2163
01:53:50,320 --> 01:53:55,960
And so you can exist in a world 
model where you are getting 

2164
01:53:55,960 --> 01:54:00,040
reinforcement for being the good
person or being successful. 

2165
01:54:01,480 --> 01:54:05,200
There's not much of an incentive
to start looking for trouble. 

2166
01:54:05,480 --> 01:54:08,000
Like if it's working for you 
like to look sideways. 

2167
01:54:08,000 --> 01:54:10,800
And like, and the other thing 
that I realized because I'm 

2168
01:54:10,800 --> 01:54:12,840
operating, you know, I have a 
master's degree, but I'm 

2169
01:54:12,840 --> 01:54:17,400
operating outside of academia. 
Once you live in a in a space of

2170
01:54:17,400 --> 01:54:21,480
experts, like only experts can 
talk about the expert things, 

2171
01:54:22,000 --> 01:54:25,880
then because if if you're an 
expert, you have a PhD blah, 

2172
01:54:25,880 --> 01:54:28,960
blah, blah, and you're the 
expert in this narrow thing who 

2173
01:54:28,960 --> 01:54:31,640
are if you go starting to poke 
around in somebody else's expert

2174
01:54:31,640 --> 01:54:34,240
thing, that actually dilutes 
your expert thing. 

2175
01:54:34,560 --> 01:54:36,880
Right, like expert doesn't mean 
as much anymore. 

2176
01:54:37,080 --> 01:54:38,280
Right. 
So like, you don't want to be 

2177
01:54:38,280 --> 01:54:40,920
like, well, who are you to talk 
about that guy stuff because 

2178
01:54:40,920 --> 01:54:43,040
he's the expert, right? 
And then because you wouldn't 

2179
01:54:43,040 --> 01:54:44,120
want him talking about your 
stuff. 

2180
01:54:44,120 --> 01:54:47,640
So everybody just does a slide. 
And so there's the natural 

2181
01:54:47,640 --> 01:54:50,160
philosophers of everybody does a
little bit of stuff and they sit

2182
01:54:50,160 --> 01:54:53,720
around the coffee shop or the 
ale joint and like spin some 

2183
01:54:53,720 --> 01:54:56,320
ideas out. 
We don't do that so much anymore

2184
01:54:56,440 --> 01:54:58,880
like because we're in these a 
tractor basins and so. 

2185
01:54:59,640 --> 01:55:03,560
You do. 
There's this, there's this like,

2186
01:55:03,880 --> 01:55:06,040
and then there's a subset of 
those of us who know their 

2187
01:55:06,040 --> 01:55:09,160
subsets, you know, that's like 
there's the people who know that

2188
01:55:09,160 --> 01:55:11,920
there's reality tunnels and and 
then that's a tunnel. 

2189
01:55:12,200 --> 01:55:17,000
So I don't think like in in that
way, it loosens up that having 

2190
01:55:17,000 --> 01:55:21,720
to make people bad again. 
I did for so long and I think it

2191
01:55:21,720 --> 01:55:24,640
really hurt the people around me
that I cared about by having to 

2192
01:55:24,640 --> 01:55:28,920
do to do that. 
But I was following a social 

2193
01:55:28,920 --> 01:55:31,760
program again, as the NPR 
liberal or the progressive that 

2194
01:55:31,760 --> 01:55:36,040
says to be a good person, you 
fulfill this role to be like a 

2195
01:55:36,040 --> 01:55:39,160
nice white ally in the social 
justice protocol. 

2196
01:55:39,160 --> 01:55:43,760
It means you do XYZ thing even 
when for a while it felt really 

2197
01:55:43,840 --> 01:55:47,240
like it wasn't working. 
Like for me to be authentically 

2198
01:55:47,240 --> 01:55:49,720
me and do what I felt 
authentically called to do, it 

2199
01:55:49,720 --> 01:55:51,600
was actually compromised. 
It was going up. 

2200
01:55:51,640 --> 01:55:54,440
It was bumping up against the 
role that I was being given. 

2201
01:55:54,800 --> 01:55:57,120
And so I, then I just had to 
kind of step out of all of it. 

2202
01:55:57,560 --> 01:56:00,240
So I don't think that people are
doing it on purpose. 

2203
01:56:00,400 --> 01:56:04,080
Like, you know, I, I sent some 
stuff to, to, to Julia about 

2204
01:56:04,080 --> 01:56:05,920
the, the, the Educare 
surveillance play tables and 

2205
01:56:05,920 --> 01:56:07,200
stuff. 
And she was very sweet. 

2206
01:56:07,200 --> 01:56:09,520
And she said, well, I'll send 
this to some people and see if 

2207
01:56:09,520 --> 01:56:11,960
this is a thing, right? 
Like, I haven't heard, you know,

2208
01:56:11,960 --> 01:56:14,640
And then I've, unfortunately, I 
barraged her with a whole bunch 

2209
01:56:14,640 --> 01:56:18,480
of like backup material, which 
is maybe not the best thing to 

2210
01:56:18,480 --> 01:56:21,720
do. 
But even if the people who are 

2211
01:56:21,720 --> 01:56:24,600
looking at the stuff don't act 
on it, it's not because they're 

2212
01:56:24,640 --> 01:56:26,480
bad people. 
It's just maybe their model 

2213
01:56:26,480 --> 01:56:28,040
can't hold it. 
Exactly. 

2214
01:56:28,040 --> 01:56:30,920
Right. 
And to even engage with it 

2215
01:56:31,000 --> 01:56:33,960
involves a level of sort of 
metaphysical risk. 

2216
01:56:33,960 --> 01:56:37,560
I think it's like you got to 
open yourself up to a whole 

2217
01:56:37,560 --> 01:56:39,720
different way of thinking about 
things, you know? 

2218
01:56:39,720 --> 01:56:42,200
And people aren't necessarily 
always willing to do that. 

2219
01:56:43,080 --> 01:56:46,400
And even for me, like I do 
boundary management now, right? 

2220
01:56:46,400 --> 01:56:49,480
Like, I can at least say I have 
a way that I'm being in the 

2221
01:56:49,480 --> 01:56:53,120
world, which involves not being 
on, like, limiting my social 

2222
01:56:53,120 --> 01:56:57,160
media footprint and not engaging
with the daily trauma story, 

2223
01:56:57,400 --> 01:56:59,440
right? 
And the old me would have said, 

2224
01:56:59,440 --> 01:57:01,520
well, who do you think you are 
that you can ignore all the 

2225
01:57:01,760 --> 01:57:04,040
justices of the world? 
That's that's privilege, you 

2226
01:57:04,080 --> 01:57:05,640
know, or no? 
And exactly. 

2227
01:57:05,640 --> 01:57:08,680
And, and, and, and at that time 
that would have been correct. 

2228
01:57:08,680 --> 01:57:13,800
And at this time, I'm like, I'm 
the gardener who's like finding 

2229
01:57:13,800 --> 01:57:16,640
sacred geometry in plants and 
watching them butterfly. 

2230
01:57:16,640 --> 01:57:19,360
So I can hold a frequency 
because I'm in this different 

2231
01:57:19,360 --> 01:57:22,360
slice of the story now, but it 
doesn't mean that I have to look

2232
01:57:22,360 --> 01:57:26,400
down on the person I was or 
disregard the person I am. 

2233
01:57:26,480 --> 01:57:30,120
I can actually, we can be all 
the things, you know, like we 

2234
01:57:30,120 --> 01:57:33,280
don't actually have to do. 
So just know you're about like, 

2235
01:57:33,560 --> 01:57:38,320
if what I can invite is the idea
of a metacognitive awareness of 

2236
01:57:38,480 --> 01:57:41,120
your process. 
Like that's what I love about 

2237
01:57:41,120 --> 01:57:44,360
the process philosophy part, is 
that there isn't a beginning or 

2238
01:57:44,360 --> 01:57:46,920
an end. 
You're just always in process. 

2239
01:57:46,920 --> 01:57:49,760
Yeah. 
You don't arrive anywhere, Yeah.

2240
01:57:50,600 --> 01:57:53,520
So if you want to manage your 
boundary fine, like I've had 

2241
01:57:53,520 --> 01:57:55,600
some people are like bad and I'm
like, that's fine. 

2242
01:57:55,600 --> 01:57:58,000
Boundary management. 
I see your, I see that you're 

2243
01:57:58,000 --> 01:58:00,760
managing your boundary well, 
like respect, you know? 

2244
01:58:01,400 --> 01:58:03,640
Yeah, and for people who are 
open minded, I think. 

2245
01:58:03,960 --> 01:58:05,640
Story Wallet. 
Yeah. 

2246
01:58:06,200 --> 01:58:08,440
But the, the fact that you 
maintain that kind of approach, 

2247
01:58:08,440 --> 01:58:12,040
I think for people who are open 
minded, that's more of a draw 

2248
01:58:12,040 --> 01:58:15,240
than anything because you're not
trying to sell it, you know, and

2249
01:58:15,240 --> 01:58:17,720
that's so many people are trying
to sell so much. 

2250
01:58:18,680 --> 01:58:20,520
Because I don't know. 
But The thing is like, there may

2251
01:58:20,560 --> 01:58:23,640
be people who have stuff on 
their pin board that I would 

2252
01:58:23,640 --> 01:58:27,360
love to know about, right? 
Like, I like, I can't tell you, 

2253
01:58:27,360 --> 01:58:30,200
I spent like a month after I 
found Richard's channel on 

2254
01:58:30,200 --> 01:58:34,320
category theory and just being 
like, and again, there's a 

2255
01:58:34,320 --> 01:58:37,200
beauty in the way different 
people's minds operate. 

2256
01:58:37,680 --> 01:58:41,160
Like, and I, I, I really like, 
respect that again, about like 

2257
01:58:41,600 --> 01:58:45,120
Julia's work and working with 
like people who have different 

2258
01:58:45,120 --> 01:58:49,400
abilities and different, you 
know, aspects because wow. 

2259
01:58:49,640 --> 01:58:55,720
It like a mind that can work on 
math and the language of math is

2260
01:58:55,720 --> 01:58:58,840
different from my mind that 
works in material symbols of 

2261
01:58:58,920 --> 01:59:02,840
like plants or story, like 
certain kinds of, they're just 

2262
01:59:02,840 --> 01:59:05,280
different kinds of stories, but 
they're really complementary. 

2263
01:59:05,280 --> 01:59:08,760
So to be able to like be of an 
age or have enough life 

2264
01:59:08,760 --> 01:59:11,960
experience to just like, really 
sit back and like appreciate 

2265
01:59:12,160 --> 01:59:15,880
someone else's skill set in a 
space is really cool. 

2266
01:59:15,880 --> 01:59:21,800
So like optimally I, I've been 
doing read alouds of this book, 

2267
01:59:21,800 --> 01:59:25,880
Babel 17 from the 1960s, which 
is this great like space opera 

2268
01:59:26,680 --> 01:59:28,680
and people are hating me because
it's been like 2 months and I 

2269
01:59:28,680 --> 01:59:32,320
haven't read the last chapter. 
It's on archive.org. 

2270
01:59:33,160 --> 01:59:36,360
But essentially it's about like 
putting together A-Team for a 

2271
01:59:36,360 --> 01:59:39,680
mission and how it's done and 
the very non traditional way 

2272
01:59:39,680 --> 01:59:44,000
this woman puts it together. 
And and this is in the 1968 and 

2273
01:59:44,800 --> 01:59:48,200
the the the heroine or the 
person I don't even know she 

2274
01:59:48,200 --> 01:59:53,840
would be a heroine but is an 
spectrum Y Chinese poet woman. 

2275
01:59:53,840 --> 01:59:56,600
You know. 
Female poet, right for 68. 

2276
01:59:56,600 --> 01:59:59,280
That's pretty like that's pretty
powerful. 

2277
01:59:59,320 --> 02:00:02,280
Like that's the person that to 
run the mission, right to pick. 

2278
02:00:03,320 --> 02:00:05,600
And so like we need to be able 
to like. 

2279
02:00:06,200 --> 02:00:10,360
Be open to like the teaming 
opportunities are we don't need 

2280
02:00:10,360 --> 02:00:13,240
to, I don't mean to prescribe to
anyone like that's like, but 

2281
02:00:13,320 --> 02:00:15,680
what you could live in a story 
where you could be open to 

2282
02:00:15,680 --> 02:00:17,960
teaming like with unconventional
teams. 

2283
02:00:18,480 --> 02:00:22,560
Yeah, and that's a path to to 
reinvention, I think. 

2284
02:00:24,400 --> 02:00:27,200
I think we're about out of time,
but that was fantastic. 

2285
02:00:28,560 --> 02:00:32,800
Yeah, we got way farther than I,
We got a lot, but I would love 

2286
02:00:32,800 --> 02:00:35,680
to have you back. 
So let's do that at some point 

2287
02:00:35,680 --> 02:00:36,760
too, if you don't mind. 
Yeah. 

2288
02:00:37,440 --> 02:00:40,040
I mean, the educare we play 
smart surveillance, play tables 

2289
02:00:40,040 --> 02:00:43,000
from Hatch Education like that 
and scrying like my journey to 

2290
02:00:43,000 --> 02:00:45,720
be like, wait a minute, they're 
spying on these kids to like, Oh

2291
02:00:45,720 --> 02:00:49,640
my gosh, child divination. 
That's something that we have to

2292
02:00:49,760 --> 02:00:53,560
talk more about. 
But no, I love this. 

2293
02:00:53,560 --> 02:00:56,080
This systematizes so much of the
things that I've been thinking 

2294
02:00:56,080 --> 02:01:00,320
about and gives a rational 
handle on some some other 

2295
02:01:00,320 --> 02:01:02,480
aspect. 
It's just brilliantly done and 

2296
02:01:02,480 --> 02:01:04,560
everybody. 
The thing that they like, right?

2297
02:01:04,600 --> 02:01:08,480
It's like you like paranormal 
ectoplasm. 

2298
02:01:08,520 --> 02:01:10,000
Awesome. 
That's how it's going to be for 

2299
02:01:10,000 --> 02:01:14,120
you and you really like flying 
objects or light orbs. 

2300
02:01:14,120 --> 02:01:15,640
Great. 
That's what you get and 

2301
02:01:15,640 --> 02:01:18,440
everybody you can get what you 
get and not have to make the 

2302
02:01:18,440 --> 02:01:22,040
other person like like, oh wow, 
it's like, you know, Halloween 

2303
02:01:22,040 --> 02:01:23,280
candy. 
It's like, I'll trade you with 

2304
02:01:23,280 --> 02:01:25,680
this for that, like. 
Yeah, exactly right. 

2305
02:01:25,840 --> 02:01:27,720
Your collection if you like to.
