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City Post. 
And we back. 

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We. 
Back no man's in a minute. 

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Man, it really has bro. 
It ain't gonna name no names but

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big worm, big perm, you know who
you are bro. 

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Like pressure this with a little
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You're not even that. 
That's right. 

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Yeah, but it's encouraging, man,
that people are listening and, 

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you know, people miss it and you
know, man, but. 

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We back. 
It's alright, man. 

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It's good to take a break, you 
know, a little season here and 

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there. 
Thanks. 

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You know, just build that 
anticipation. 

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Absolutely, that's right. 
So it's alright. 

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Yeah, man. 
Well, we back with another 

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episode of Build Equips, and I'm
Hector and I'm here with. 

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Pastor Ricky, what's up, 
everybody? 

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Yay yay man bro. 
Lots of. 

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I like on preface it with this 
bro, like just to to look back a

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little bit of this Fight Club 
series, man. 

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I was trying to explain it to 
one of my homies and like, you 

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know I'm a 90s kid right? 
Right. 

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So right, Right. 
The example I gave him is Bro. 

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You know the show, Martin. 
Oh yeah. 

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You ever seen the episode where 
he fight Mike Tyson and brothers

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like up against the wall like 
hands swole arms like bro can't 

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move? 
Yeah, he takes one punch and 

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then he comes in the room with 
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Man, everything's like swelled 
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Yeah, bro, that's me. 
That's that's how the Holy 

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Spirit been breaking me off in 
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Like Fight Club is like not 
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Me that's right, man, it's it's 
it's coming at you yeah, man no,

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I agree you know what's funny is
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whenever we come up with a 
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like Lord, where what do you 
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You know, what are you, what are
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And for some reason this just 
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yeah, I was like, man, I wonder 
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the Bible. 
That's kind of where all this 

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came about. 
And if you if you look up fights

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in the Bible, there's a lot of 
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But then I kind of narrowed it 
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I was like, man, like 
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verses, you know, like David 
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versus Esau, you know, Jacob 
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Like it's just these, these one 
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wrestling kicked in, you know, I
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handicap match. 
Like Pastor Gabe threw down, 

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which was awesome. 
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title, you know, it's just all 
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Yeah, it just all mesh together,
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It's just the way my brain hits 
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Man, and it's been, it's been 
awesome, bro, Like it's been, 

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it's been refining. 
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and it's been building on that 
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The Holy Spirit has really been 
teaching me so much through your

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breakdown of the scriptures, 
bro, like and how you bring it 

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to life from, you know, we were 
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before we record like the the 
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the little puppet reference. 
Are these things that that 

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really bring this scripture to 
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Right. 
You can see it like real time 

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almost. 
Yeah, I agree with you. 

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And it's funny because even as 
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man, you know what, what that 
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that was like American me. 
I was like, dude, when he killed

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his brother, you know, like real
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scripture, the text doesn't say 
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Like you just said, hey, let's 
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Next thing you know, he killed 
his brother. 

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You know, like the Bible doesn't
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There was like a throw down. 
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There was who knows? 
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just walking and Caine sucker 
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don't know, I just, I just see 
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see it play out in my mind, you 
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That's awesome. 
That the the Holy Spirit speaks 

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to you in those ways when you're
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Just see it. 
Yeah, bro, but that's that's 

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awesome, bro. 
Yeah, for sure. 

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So what What has been like a 
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series? 
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a great question. 
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week to week, I feel like 
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like bubble to the surface a 
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little bit. 
I'm trying to be nice even for 

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myself. 
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the Lord has like really pointed
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When you look at all these 
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against the foe, like the 
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The the battle is internalized. 
It's against our sinful nature, 

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you know, like Goliath, it 
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He was trying to use fear, man. 
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wrestled the Angel, it was Jacob
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inside of Jacob that God need to
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going to let it go. 
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something that I'm seeing a lot 
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Like the battle, like this whole
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surface on all of these. 
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think of idols, we think of like
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you know, whatever. 
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worship this but or we think 
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that competes with God for his 
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And that's when they hit me 
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Bro said not beats. 
No, not like competes anything 

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that competes because in all 
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it's the Lord and the Lord will 
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So if you, if you look at our 
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We go down the line, youth 
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all these things, but I think 
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everybody fights with is the 
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even ministry, dude, like I, the
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missionaries, worship leaders, 
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it. 
It's like, if I don't get that 

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shine, I don't want it. 
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serving the Lord, doing what 
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getting one person liking your 
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person interviews you or when 
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you know, I mean, like, like, 
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And so platform likes all that 
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of self. 
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the Lord has kind of shown. 
I got to protect myself from 

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that. 
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careful, Rick, cause the one 
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did this or it's all about you 
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crumble, man. 
It's, it's not going to go well.

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It's not going to end well. 
There you go. 

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There we go. 
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And then I, and really I as a 
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people from themselves because 
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comes down to a ministry or like
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anybody thinks they're like the 
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is not going to be there. 
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Jesus, you know, like Jesus is 
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the story. 
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we think like, if we, if, if we 
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it and more people are going to 
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idols I see a lot of. 
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I know a lot of people are going
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one, but if I were ever to do a 
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paper, a thesis, A thesis, this 
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Deuteronomy 2828. 
You know, the Lord will afflict 

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And this is him talking about 
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And I'm like, bro. 
So when you think about like the

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mental health issues that we 
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about people breaking down, when
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able to sustain. 
What are you worshipping and or 

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what are you replacing with the 
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You know, like I have to ask 
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And if you dig deep, I think 
that there's some things there 

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that we have, we have competing 
with God and it's driving us 

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crazy. 
Yeah, Romans one. 

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I mean, we got, we argue about 
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That's fine. 
I got Bible, but I'm just saying

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like it was just something that 
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Like, I don't think we talked 
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Yeah, and that's that's one of 
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me in a chokehold, was caving my
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hair swole like Martin bro. 
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like the idols I made in my 
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how I was serving here. 
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You know what I mean. 
This I like that that smacked 

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me. 
You know, it's like Bros like, 

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yeah, you're doing all these 
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for me. 
Are you doing it like right, 

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right. 
You know, to get some kind of 

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yeah, like in your own back. 
You know what I mean? 

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Like, oh, I'm doing all these 
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yeah, I was real busy, but was I
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Was I effective for the Lord? 
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or surrendering myself to be a 
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I had to take back and I really 
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No, man, and that's why like 
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Like man, that's our lives. 
That's what our lives are like. 

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I served the Lord. 
Like I want to do things 

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excellent. 
But the motives, that's the 

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peace that we have to protect 
'cause even pastors, ministers, 

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even worship leaders, 
missionaries, all these people 

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that serve the Lord have that, 
you know, like that's something 

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that all of us, every single 
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all want it. 
But it's, it's the flesh. 

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Yeah. 
It's the same thing, man. 

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It's the heart. 
It is. 

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It's what the heart wants. 
You know, the best way I heard 

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it, Like the Bible talks about 
how we should not follow our 

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heart. 
That's a terrible idea because 

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it says that the heart is 
wicked, you know, and one of the

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best ways I heard it explained 
it, it's almost like a, an 

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algorithm. 
So if you are constantly angry 

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or if you constantly draw a 
specific person, you have to ask

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yourself like, what are you 
constantly listening to? 

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What are you watching? 
And it's it's almost like an 

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algorithm. 
It's like when you get on 

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Netflix and you know, you look 
up like a movie about working 

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out. 
The next thing you know, it 

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there's like four other movies 
about working out. 

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Real talk. 
How did you know? 

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Because that's this technology 
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So I feel like somebody told me 
that's kind of what our hearts 

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are like. 
So whenever we we tend to go to 

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a specific thing, it it wants 
more of that. 

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I was like, man, I never thought
about it that way. 

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Yeah. 
Mind boggled right now. 

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Yeah, I was like, that's a great
way to explain it. 

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And it just feeds you, you know,
and that's how you become. 

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So just a thought. 
I'm just, yeah. 

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Do what that information? 
Yeah. 

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Well, anyway, like, but to go 
back on the idols, I mean that 

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that keeps me up at night 
because it's like, I don't want 

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to fall into that. 
I I want to, I want to be 

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faithful. 
I want to finish well, I want to

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be obedient to the Lord. 
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And it's a slippery slope. 
It's easy to fall. 

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Yeah. 
So just got to make sure I stay 

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close, right? 
Yeah, that's huge, bro. 

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So. 
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How about you? 
Like is there anything that or I

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know maybe something in the 
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stuck out to you? 
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coming to mind right now was 
Elisha with the like, the visual

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of soaking. 
Yeah, you know, the the 

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platform. 
And it's like man and God still 

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showed up and showed out, bro. 
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know, I've been, I've been in a 
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struggle, you know, and doubt 
started to creep in and you 

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know, a lot of things I was 
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was just so powerful. 
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how many times the Lord has 
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even in the midst of my idols, 
even in the midst of my 

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disobedience, like just showing 
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love, His grace. 
You know, and that's what the 

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Bible says. 
He's faithful even when we're 

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not, right? 
Which is insane to me. 

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But yeah, man, that's, that's 
great, dude. 

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I love hearing that. 
Yeah, man, so that's been one. 

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Like, that's one that really 
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I'll just be super real this 
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to, I'm tired. 
I was at the crib. 

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I chose comfort, you know, and 
like to get, you know, hemmed up

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in my kitchen by the Holy 
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Listening to this live stream is
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'cause you know, that's how, 
that's how my God speak to me. 

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Sometimes they both let me know 
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Bro for real. 
Like literally like I was making

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like I was meal prepping. 
That's so wild. 

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Yeah bro. 
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it's just one of those where, 
like I said, the Holy Spirit 

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ain't been pulled in no punches 
this sermon series dogs. 

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Yeah. 
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So that's a couple. 
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David and you know, that example
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where you're talking about like 
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You know, I'm going through the 
book of Kings and Samuel with my

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nephew and my brother and even 
thinking about Saul, like Saul 

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was so consumed by his idol of, 
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go into his head and like God 
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him and taking the Holy Spirit 
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He went mad. 
He was eating grass. 

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Man look like that mental 
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Yeah, that's what I'm saying. 
Like Nah. 

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So yeah, there there's a lot man
in the scripture that shows like

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people that turn away from the 
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their sin committing suicide. 
I mean, I mean, this is real 

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stuff. 
It's I truly believe like when 

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you study mental health, trauma 
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mental health episodes. 
You know, we, we call them, you 

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know, mental obstacles or 
challenges, but you know, I feel

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like Jesus is strong enough to 
break that and, and the cross 

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covers us. 
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always tell people like, just 
try Jesus, like try Jesus and, 

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and then you'll see like 
counselling therapy is great. 

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They'll help you walk through 
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that could break it, you know? 
It's real bro. 

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Yeah, man, it's, it's like I 
just keep seeing too much of it,

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man. 
It's it's heartbreaking. 

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It really is. 
It's it's sad to see people go 

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through it. 
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Man, it's. 
Hey, but but I do want to, you 

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know, one thing I admire about 
you, Hector, is even when you 

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were going through all that, you
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because even like when we talk 
about like when Jacob wrestled 

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with God, like it was that you 
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point where he was so exotic. 
He's like, man, just bless me. 

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Like I got I I get it. 
But you could have easily 

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disappeared. 
But you didn't. 

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You still showed up even in your
struggles, you still came Bible 

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study, you still showed up 
Sundays. 

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And I think God honors that, you
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that. 
So. 

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I appreciate that bro. 
Yeah, just got to keep doing it.

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Yeah, and that's, that's 
something on the heels of, yeah,

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of this sermon series, like that
discipline piece. 

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Yeah. 
Like that's one of those things 

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where the Lord is like being 
painfully obvious with me. 

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He's like, brother, you, you 
gotta lock in here. 

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You gotta lock in this area of, 
you know, specifically like 

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being so disciplined in my 
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We're like, I lean on that and 
trust on that more than my 

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feelings. 
Right, Right. 

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You know, so yeah, you have to. 
And even like the stuff you're 

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doing, man, with like I tell 
people there's stuff that you 

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don't see fruit of, you know, 
like, I don't think people will 

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see things. 
But like the even like the stuff

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you're doing with like the 
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the reels, like those are like 
that word is reaching people, 

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you know, like people are 
watching it. 

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And I know I get a lot of like, 
oh, you know, it's, it's, it's 

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not that important or like, but 
I, I truly believe that God uses

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that. 
And, and that's going to God's 

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going to use those clip all that
stuff that you do, God uses it, 

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man. 
You might not see it, but like 

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on Sunday your lady showed up, 
you know, just like I've been 

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just stalking y'all on Facebook 
and you never know, man. 

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So anyway, I just want to 
encourage you with that. 

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I appreciate that. 
And and that, you know, I want 

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to shout out everybody that's 
been behind the scenes. 

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Yeah, true. 
And Nesto some Carla, yeah, bro,

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Erics come in and and helped, 
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Like that, that wasn't an easy 
feat by any means. 

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But man, look how the Lord is 
still using it, you know, like, 

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you know, you're mentioning 
before recording like the the 

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hits the YouTube live has been 
getting. 

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Yeah. 
You know this lady that visited 

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this week, like a testament to 
the Facebook man Gavino, you 

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know all those guys, everybody 
that you don't want to shout 

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them out too, bro. 
A lot of people that go behind 

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the scenes and show up and serve
faithfully. 

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That's right. 
And don't get any shine bro. 

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So exactly just want to shout 
them out. 

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No, and that's the thing. 
And it fits the mission of the 

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church because if it's build 
equips and if if city post is 

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like this is the place where 
truth is going to be 

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broadcasted, you know, and that 
was the when we first started 

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even like building like the 
blueprint of the church. 

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That was the number one thing we
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We're like, no matter who we 
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that the truth comes out of city
post like the word of God and 

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and the vision has always been, 
of course, to be a church that 

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was accepting, but also to be a 
church that gets the word out 

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and I believe all means yeah, 
and I know I hear people like 

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trust me, man, I get the whole 
anti social media. 

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I get the whole I'm like, 
whatever, do you, but we're 

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going to utilize all everything 
to get the name of Jesus out. 

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So me. 
So just throwing that out there.

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That's real, bro, that's real. 
So in that, you know, I'll just 

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be very transparent, like bro, 
that stuff was kicking my butt 

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some weeks, like those nights I 
was here till 10:00, like just 

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trying to figure it out. 
Yeah. 

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You know, and like the the 
burnout piece, like it is real, 

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you know, especially when like 
you're saying, oftentimes I 

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don't see the results of it. 
So it's like bro, like why am I 

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doing this? 
Like I battle with that within 

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my, my own self is like bro, 
like, and you know that busyness

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part, bro, like I've never been 
a good store to that, you know, 

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like I've always just like 
trying to get on to the next 

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thing, trying to check the next 
box until like I'm done and like

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I didn't go lay down for a few 
days. 

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You know, he like that. 
That's that's another 

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conversation. 
But like that's something that 

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I, I struggle with man. 
So like on that topic of 

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busyness for the Lord and 
serving well, how do we store 

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that busyness well? 
I think it's sustainability, you

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know, that's something like we 
we talk about is you have to 

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think about how do I make this 
sustainable? 

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Because honestly, like being 
here on Sunday till that late 

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and that's not sustainable. 
That's that's crazy. 

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That's like there's got to be 
easier ways to do things and 

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there's got to be better ways to
do things. 

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So I think that's more of like a
systems issue because if not, 

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the burnout is going to be real,
you know, like it. 

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It's like, have you ever can 
college? 

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I know for me, like when when I 
first started, it was like, hey,

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we have an exam. 
So what do most people do before

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an exam? 
They cram, they stay up all 

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night, right? 
Like you don't sleep, eat 

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pancakes, whatever. 
Then you take the test in the 

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morning. 
I learned very fast that my 

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brain doesn't work that way. 
Bro. 

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I would stay up all night, drink
my Red Bulls, hang out and I 

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still get F, you know, like 
because I'm so dog tired I, I 

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don't retain the information. 
So I had to learn like, hey, 

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what works for me, like, 'cause 
that right there what everybody 

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else was doing, it didn't work 
for me. 

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But my brother dude could read 
the chapter, you know, ace it 

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like the the day before. 
Like, you know, Ernie, man, that

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dude, I never seen him study and
that dude past college, like 

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nothing, you know, like, like 
people, everybody's different, 

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you know, So, so you have to 1st
figure out how do I make the 

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sustainable? 
How do I do something that's not

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going to maybe like what I'm 
doing is not the right way. 

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Like maybe I got to do something
easier, you know, like more 

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simple. 
Yeah, something I can do from 

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the couch at my house or here, 
you know, but so I think like 

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stewarding your busyness is, is 
important. 

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Busyness is not a bad thing. 
Like it's, it's as long as, you 

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know, we want to be productive, 
not busy. 

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So if there's a goal in mind, if
there's something that we want 

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to get accomplished, then yeah, 
yeah. 

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You make it work. 
And also remember, like God gave

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us work. 
You know, in Genesis 3, he 

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didn't curse work. 
He cursed the ground. 

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Work is always a part of life. 
Men need work. 

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Like we need work is a good 
thing. 

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But I think burnout comes when 
we we don't start our business 

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well, when the motives change. 
And then when we don't find 

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something sustainable, it's all 
going to crumble. 

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Yeah, there's no way you're 
going to keep it. 

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So what does that look like for 
you bro? 

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Because. 
Oh. 

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I've told you I don't know how 
many times, I don't know how 

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many more times. 
I will tell you bro I don't know

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how you do it all dog like for. 
Real, it's a lot. 

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So I know for me you talk about 
discipline and I think I've I've

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always been a discipline person 
when it came to certain things. 

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So I'm a planner, so I plan 
ahead and, and I keep 

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disciplines, you know, so, and 
then also I, I blame blue zones,

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man. 
Like man, it's a muscle that you

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have to utilize. 
But like I've learned to be able

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to do two or three things at 
once effectively. 

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A lot of people can't do that. 
So it's like even during my day,

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I'm by vocational. 
So I'll do like some work stuff 

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and then maybe take a break and 
then like do some church stuff 

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and then keep going back to work
stuff and then and then 

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utilizing my time. 
So instead of like going out to 

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eat, I'll go work out, you know,
so that way I don't miss out 

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time with my kids. 
I tried to do everything between

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like 845 and four. 
Yeah. 

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Because honestly, by 4:00, I I 
got to be on my way home to free

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up a lane or meet with people or
do church stuff or get ready for

443
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:59,240
Bible study or do things at home
or go free Rachel up, you know, 

444
00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:02,640
So it's like my day ends. 
Spend time with the girls. 

445
00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:06,440
Once they go to bed, It's, you 
know, we back at it, right? 

446
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:10,560
Yeah. 
So I've just learned to like, 

447
00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,880
just make compartments of like, 
hey, I'm going to clean for 30 

448
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:16,760
minutes. 
You know, I'm not going to just 

449
00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:18,960
wait till the house, right. 
Tornado hit it. 

450
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:22,320
Yeah. 
So, and then for me too, 

451
00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:25,840
something I, I worked on about 
two years ago was man, Ricky, go

452
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:30,360
to sleep. 
No, I'm dead serious. 

453
00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,920
Like fro close it down and go to
bed. 

454
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,920
Like you. 
You've got to get sleep. 

455
00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,760
Like, and. 
And honestly, I was staying up 

456
00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:44,880
till like 1231 o'clock working 
on stuff and. 

457
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,240
And it was not good. 
I was not healthy. 

458
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:52,040
It was so I I forced myself 
like, all right, I'm going to 

459
00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:53,800
bed. 
Time to go to bed. 

460
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:57,480
Let's go. 
Yeah, and you wake up early, all

461
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,320
fresh, you know, Ready. 
Ready to do it. 

462
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:00,960
Yeah. 
It's dope bro. 

463
00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:03,040
Yeah, man. 
So pray give it to the Lord and 

464
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:04,360
go to bed. 
It'll be there tomorrow. 

465
00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:05,320
Put it. 
On a T-shirt. 

466
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:08,320
Yeah, like, come on, man. 
My pastor got bars. 

467
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:11,880
I still need that shirt. 
No, but it it's like, yeah, man,

468
00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:15,320
balance, discipline, and then 
also like understanding the 

469
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:17,960
goal, man. 
It's like busyness doesn't 

470
00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:20,800
equate to, you know, getting 
stuff done. 

471
00:25:20,840 --> 00:25:22,200
Yeah. 
Like, like, yeah. 

472
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:25,360
And the higher you go in your 
career, you're going to see that

473
00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:28,760
like, it's not about how many 
hours you work, It's about 

474
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:31,960
accomplishing a task. 
Yeah. 

475
00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:35,760
Dang bro. 
So. 

476
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:39,320
Man, on that note, what's coming
down the pipeline? 

477
00:25:39,320 --> 00:25:40,680
Because I've seen this board, 
bro. 

478
00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:41,880
Oh. 
No, that's crazy. 

479
00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,440
Yeah, I. 
Get you a planner, but bro we 

480
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:48,520
got a lot coming up for city. 
I'm a visual I, I tell I'm old 

481
00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:50,040
school. 
I write everything down. 

482
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:52,280
Like I, I don't put stuff in my 
phone. 

483
00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:54,760
I got to write it out. 
So I always write it on the 

484
00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:56,800
board. 
So that way just reminds me, you

485
00:25:56,800 --> 00:26:02,240
know, man, a lot happening, a 
lot of events come in, a lot of 

486
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:05,840
great things. 
Something people don't know is 

487
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:08,280
that, you know, we're helping 
our friend Pastor Joelle out. 

488
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:10,040
He has a church called Prayer 
House. 

489
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:13,800
So they use our building on 
Thursday nights for their church

490
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,760
to pray, you know, until they 
figure out where they're going 

491
00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:18,200
to end up. 
And then I think Fridays. 

492
00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:20,240
So they, their their worship 
team rehearses here. 

493
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:23,280
But yeah, man, this is a lot 
coming. 

494
00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:28,000
But check the website has all 
the stuff on there. 

495
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,640
We have a men's breakfast 
coming. 

496
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,840
We have a Papa Pullga that same 
morning here. 

497
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:35,320
But what I really would love to 
draw everybody to there's 

498
00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:39,920
opportunities to to serve. 
So Friday the 20th, we're having

499
00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:44,360
a worship team slash creatives 
mini retreat. 

500
00:26:44,360 --> 00:26:46,840
It's going to be great. 
Dinner's going to be provided. 

501
00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:48,120
We're going to have a great 
time. 

502
00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:51,040
I have some friends coming in 
and it's just going to be a 

503
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:54,480
great night of encouragement to 
being poured into help us like 

504
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:57,920
level set. 
So and then the next morning, 

505
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:02,280
Saturday, we have our I serve 
weekend and that's same thing. 

506
00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:05,320
We're just going to talk about 
vision opportunities to serve, 

507
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:08,440
like where we're going this next
year, getting people plugged in.

508
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:11,200
So same thing man. 
Just looking forward to it. 

509
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:13,880
So you don't want to miss that. 
And then Livy's birthday is on 

510
00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:16,960
the 28th. 
Yeah, that's right man. 

511
00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,320
So I have no idea what we're 
going to do, but it's going to 

512
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:23,320
be fun. 
See how you running around doing

513
00:27:23,360 --> 00:27:24,160
something? 
Yeah. 

514
00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:28,240
You know, just being active 
Yeah, so yeah, and I will throw 

515
00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:31,480
this out there too, man, when it
comes to like busyness, make 

516
00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:36,040
sure you take care of yourself 
because our bodies you got to 

517
00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:39,840
figure out the de stress stay 
moving, understand health. 

518
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:43,240
I, I remember, man, I got to a 
place where I was like, Brian 

519
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,280
got no energy, time to start 
working out. 

520
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:49,280
Real talk, you got to, you got 
to put that in your head somehow

521
00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:54,400
and that's really sustained me. 
So that that's been helpful. 

522
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,640
You look good, bro. 
You look kind of swole in your 

523
00:27:57,840 --> 00:27:59,600
your T-shirts on Sundays. 
You know what? 

524
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:00,680
I. 
Mean Nah, man. 

525
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:01,920
Walk around like a little 
bulldog. 

526
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:04,320
Man, it's, it's the food bro, 
it's the breakfast. 

527
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,640
Monica be hooking it up man. 
Michael too. 

528
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:07,320
Michael Be. 
Blessed. 

529
00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:08,440
Yeah, Michael. 
Yeah. 

530
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,320
That, that that's a crazy team 
right there. 

531
00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:12,320
Yeah. 
It's it's, it's wild. 

532
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,320
Monica's Cafe, Michael's Grill. 
Yes, I still need to get his 

533
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:18,000
sign. 
I know man, I I brag about our 

534
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:22,000
Bible study all the time. 
I was like, dude, we eat good. 

535
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,960
The word is good. 
It's just a great time. 

536
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,080
It's hard to talk like I look 
forward to. 

537
00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:28,880
It man same. 
I do. 

538
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,880
It's something I've been 
telling, you know a couple of my

539
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:35,200
friends now, bro. 
Like these Wednesday nights with

540
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:37,720
you guys has become my anchor of
the week. 

541
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:39,920
Bro like. 
It's it's something I really 

542
00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:43,640
look forward to. 
It always replenishes my soul. 

543
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:45,800
And then chop it up with the 
homies too. 

544
00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:49,760
Like, yeah, man, this is 
something that if you're on the 

545
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,320
fence about coming to 
experience, I encourage you to 

546
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:54,560
pull up. 
Like it's just dudes chopping it

547
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:57,400
up about Jesus. 
Might roast somebody here and 

548
00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:00,880
there, yeah, but it's good. 
Don't get your feelings hurt, 

549
00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:04,880
you know, grown and like I, I've
just, I've gotten, I've just had

550
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,360
a great time meeting some of 
these guys. 

551
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:10,160
Like, you know, now Pastor 
Gabe's involved, like man, 

552
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:13,680
hearing his insight, like I've 
learned so much from him, you 

553
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:17,080
know, like the O GS are coming, 
like my dad, like just hearing 

554
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:19,080
like their perspective on God's 
word. 

555
00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:21,120
I mean, they've been around for 
a long time. 

556
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,480
You know, I said there's no 
substitute for experience. 

557
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:27,840
It's good to to learn from the 
the ones that have been there. 

558
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:30,320
So yeah, man. 
But yeah, I've enjoyed it. 

559
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,000
And then the Mike always hooks 
it up, bro. 

560
00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,520
Like, I haven't had one bad meal
with that dude. 

561
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:37,200
Facts. 
Not one at all. 

562
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:39,640
It's crazy. 
Yeah, man. 

563
00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:41,920
Yeah, but that's all I got bro. 
I don't know if you got any 

564
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:43,880
closing. 
Man closing thoughts. 

565
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:50,960
I just want to say I I have 
enjoyed, thoroughly enjoyed 

566
00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:55,240
these last couple Sundays. 
Like I know you weren't here on 

567
00:29:55,240 --> 00:30:02,040
Sunday, but man, the vibe slash 
spirit on Sunday was it was hard

568
00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:06,200
to explain. 
Like it, it was so lively, like 

569
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:10,240
the, the sanctuary, the people 
didn't want to leave. 

570
00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:13,560
It was loud, like people 
talking, laughing, yelling, 

571
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:16,160
like, I don't know, like it was 
awesome. 

572
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:20,400
Even like the worship team 
warming up, everybody's chopping

573
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,440
it up laughing. 
I was like, oh, it's going to be

574
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:25,960
a good day today. 
But the vibe on Sunday was 

575
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,960
incredible. 
Like the last couple Sundays 

576
00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:29,760
have been great. 
But I don't know, man. 

577
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:32,880
Like, God just doing something 
great here and and I just always

578
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:36,120
leave so fulfilled, like my, my,
I don't know, so much joy. 

579
00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:40,600
So it's been good, yeah. 
Well that's all we got. 

580
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,520
We love y'all we out.
