OK, thank you, Jim. I so probably about two weeks.
It's not even 2 weeks, maybe just sort of one whole week.
Since since one whole week I I've started to have the second
sight. I guess you could call it.
I can actually see fairies. Yes, and many children see them
too. About 75% of the world's
children today are being born with etheric vision.
And when your children talk with people and have Daydream
playmates, the chances are they're actually speaking to
some of these people. Because these angels or angelic
forces, or nature spirits as they're often called, will often
make themselves seen, seen, seen.
And all of a sudden I hear him go whoa, or, you know, something
like that. So I look up, and as I look up I
see this Sing sing sing. And I said I've never seen a
butterfly like you before. I know that the paranormal is
real. Listen.
As soon as I spoke to it, it turns around and makes eye
contact with me and then it stands upright.
And it was at that moment that I saw it was like an orange light
appeared above this row of trees.
Then from this orange light this thing appeared.
It's wings were actually like Sycamore leaf shaped.
And I started talking to them. I'm like, hi, are you all the
dwarfs? And I would hear whispers that
would say hi, yeah, you want to play?
And it wasn't just my imagination.
And I had told them, I'm like my dwarfs, they like beer, you
know, And my dad's like, yeah, sure, your dwarfs like beer.
And they were holding a conversation.
And his beer slid upwards instead of downwards.
How the house was tilted. And him and my brothers jumped
off. So I stopped calling up Adam and
I'm just kind of, my mind draws a blank and I stopped behind
that tree stump. I'm pretty close to it now
because I took a few steps forward and I see this thing
thing. Thin, thin, thin, thin.
Welcome everybody tonight to Fascinating Faye.
Tonight we're travelling to Australia to talk.
With Brooke, Brooke. How are things going down under?
They're very interesting at the moment, Yeah.
So I just woken up a little bit later than I intended, but I'm
here and I'm awake so. You know, a little behind the
scenes tidbit, it's actually mid afternoon here in Costa Rica,
but we're still going to say welcome everybody tonight.
Yeah. Oh yeah, of course.
Yeah, yeah. Brooke, I'm just going to spend
one minute introducing the format of the show to you and
the audience listening because you never know who's dropping in
for the first time. Is it cool with you if I take a
moment to do that please? Yeah, of course.
Cool. Well, the first order of
business here at the fascinating Fey Enterprise is that we are
not trying to convince anybody of anything.
This is extremely important, you know, contacts to the show, the
faith phenomena, vision of fairies, first hand encounters
is extremely difficult to categorize and explain to the
uninitiated. So there's no pressure to
convince me to convince the audience.
I'm just here to listen to what happened and let you get into
it. The other thing I'd like to tell
people is that it is extremely brave to come on this show.
That is not a platitude. I talked to you a little bit in
the offline portion of our conversation about my friend
Daniel. You know, even yourself, you've
got some hesitations. That is extremely normal.
And I just want you to know I think it's brave to come on this
show. A lot of people listening
benefit from it, extremely listening to what is going on
with others. For that reason, I encourage you
to tell me you know everything you want to because the
likelihood that someone else listening is going to be
relieved by what you've said and like, reach out is and connect
is very high at this point. I've seen it happen dozens and
dozens of times in the show. So bravery can have its rewards
and it is brave to come on the show.
Finally, I just like to say that the way I do things here at
Fascinating Faye is that I just sort of kick back and let you
have as much time and space as you need to get into it.
Sometimes it takes a while to explain these things and often
if you give the context, you know, like what happened before
or sometimes even like years apart, it really doesn't matter.
Whatever you feel you know is related, whatever kind of is
connected in your mind can be extremely useful to get into
your intuition, the context, what you were doing that day,
that kind of stuff. But I'll just kind of finish by
saying this, like for the audience listening, I've had
some great emails back and forth with Brooke.
And if you want to send me an e-mail, I mean, please do.
It's a great way to start a conversation with me like Brooke
has here tonight. I know there's some really
interesting synchronicities coming up around listening to
the show. I know that you yourself are
having some incredible stuff going on right now too.
You can start kind of wherever you like.
But if you'd be so kind, Brooke, if you would sort of walk myself
in the audience into what brings you here on to fascinating fate
tonight, I'd be really, really grateful.
OK, thank you, Jim. I so probably about two weeks.
It's not even 2 weeks, maybe just sort of one whole week
since since one whole week I, I've started to have the second
site, I guess you could call it. I can actually see fairies now.
So that's, that's what's happening.
I please, please, please feel free to talk to me back and
forth. I I I think I really need the
direction. I was just about to.
Say, let me help you with some of this storytelling.
It can be intimidating to just kind of start with a intro like
that before this, you know, recent event where you're seeing
fairies. And don't worry, I'm going to
get to that in a second because that is fucking incredible.
But let's kind of kind of go back like when did you start to
get interested in fairies? Was it a?
Lifelong thing? That's a really interesting
question. So where did the interest start?
Would be maybe? Just a good place to start here.
OK. So obviously when you're a
child, you're very much interested in fairies and that's
something that pretty typically all little girls love.
And I have a sister and we're both similar age and we, we, we
played a lot. And I actually I saw a photo
from when we were little. It's, I realized it's sitting on
my dad's one of his tables in his room.
And it's a picture of me and my sister dressed up as fairies.
So when it comes to the metaphysical and spiritual
world, probably more so got into it or aware of it as a teenager
when I was in high school. I, I've had a quite a few
experiences in my life where it has been something that can't
just can't explain. And I had discussed with my
parents on a few occasions about ghosts and sort of paranormal
things happening. And my parents both confirm that
they believe in the in ghosts because they both have had sort
of experiences like that. And we're not like a religious
family or anything. So yeah.
Sometimes I wonder like who is religious?
Because I never really figured out like how you could just go
about allowing yourself to be part of doctrine other than for
the access to community, which is the part I do understand.
That's interesting. So often I feel this is just me
blabbing away here because the format of the show is pretty
much just that. And I'll remind you, I'm not an
expert. Not an expert over here. 0
expertise I just kind of think that like fake communication is
that often lifelong. What were some of these, if even
just one, that you know? No pressure to remember, but can
you remember any or? Some of the like events you're
describing that just didn't really have a explanation.
Did you want it more fair related.
Well, really doesn't matter. I mean, I'm really curious.
Like sometimes people have these events involving like
disappearing, reappearing objects or you know, near misses
that are of avoiding calamity and stuff like that.
It could be really anything like that, but usually that's the
type of thing that stands out. You know, you mentioned you had
some events that defy explanation.
Whatever kind of comes up to you.
That you might feel like sharing.
I'm just kind of. Curious to explore a bit more
about your past as we. Gravitate towards this recent
events when we started chatting, but you know, is there anything
that stands out that you might want to share?
Yeah, So there is, this is. Yeah, there, there's this time I
think when I was about, I would say I was maybe 1516 years old
and this is probably one of the most sorry, one of the first
sort of unexplainable experiences that had had
happened to me. And when I started to really
notice those things. So I had a like a a Nokia phone
at that age. His you know, it's quite a a
little while ago, I had a little smartphones were out, but I
think I sort of I had one and then I kind of went backwards,
you know, and I went back to like a little Nokia brick phone,
a really light, light one, not, not like the original block
blocks that they were. And I was sleeping in my bedroom
as you do. And I, I was, I was having this
dream and I would hear the, the Nokia ringtone and I maybe heard
it a couple of times. And then I, I, yeah, I woke up
and, and I was like, oh. And then I, yeah, I looked at
the door actually, because I was still waking up and my dad was
standing at the door and I was like, I was like, what are you
doing there? And 'cause this is like around
3:00 in the morning, so it's still still night time.
And he said, oh, it's your, is your phone ringing?
And I said, oh, yeah, I said, oh, it's not.
Or did you hear something? And he, and he heard the Dun
Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun Dun. You know that tone?
And I said, yeah, I just heard that too.
Actually. I thought it was in my dream.
So my phone at the time, I didn't have like a table next to
my bed and it was just sitting on the ground next to my bed.
I so I picked it up and there was no missed call.
There was no no like history, no notifications, no nothing to say
that the the Internet dropped out.
I asked my dad did it, how many times did you hear it?
And he said he heard it at least three times and they were maybe
like 4 or 5 minutes apart. The full Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun,
Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun Dun. And I said, was it definitely
coming from here? And I mean, I heard it so
clearly. And she said it's coming from
your bedroom. And I looked through my phone
and I mean, I was like, that's not even the ringtone that I
have on, you know, So I had like a a song or something, not the
Nokia ringtone. I was like, well, why is that
making that noise? It's not that's doesn't even
make that noise when you kind of have the Internet drop out or
the the sorry signal. And so me and dad were actually
really flabbergasted and we, we went through all the drawers in
the kitchen and we looked through to find the old phones
and, and we were like, OK, so we both heard this.
Where is it coming from? And what?
So we were looking at these phones and nothing, you know,
old phones in the drawer, they're dead, like they're not
on. And we just couldn't explain it.
And, and I, I said, well, I heard it and you heard it.
And I said, was it definitely coming from my room?
And he said it was. So that's something that's
probably one of the first things that sticks out to me is that I,
I, we still to this day just have no reasonable explanation
for what was going on there. And then since then, I think my
dad actually was either talking about it yesterday or the day
before in that house. He did have some experience with
the paranormal. I think they had mom and dad had
something sit on their bed, so they they felt it sit on their
bed. So that's they didn't tell me
that at the time though, because they would have, they didn't
want to scare me so. You know what's so interesting
is as you, as you, as you were telling me, you know what's so
interesting is that as you were telling me the telephone story,
I was getting like these full body.
Waves of goosebumps. And it's, it's often weird, like
I do think if I have a guest and the guest is talking about a
real phenomenon or a real Fey, they will come and visit here my
end and make sure that I know that that's like a real
retelling of something interesting.
I, I, I can't say what that was. But I do think that they
communicate using technology and I think they play little games
to get your attention. Anyway, I just needed to share
that with you. Occasionally when a guest is
telling me something sort of small or benign, I get totally
overwhelmed with goosebumps and I never really figure out what
that is about. But I've taken it to me and it's
sort of like indicator that someone is telling me something
true or that is Faye related is more accurate I guess.
But that's just me and my goosebumps it.
It could literally be nothing, but I just thought I'd share
that with you. I don't believe it's nothing
actually, because after this whole eye opening event recently
I've just had to get a reading from this woman who who actually
did. Sorry, I gotta tell you, no, it
it what whatever is up is now definitely like just sort of
right next to me, right on my right hand side here.
Cool. Cool, cool.
Yeah. Interesting like drop in
temperature going on and keep talking.
You had a reading. I'm just just letting you.
Know I'm having weird impact over here but listening to you.
Yeah, So I I hadn't actually. So this is a woman I hadn't met
a few metaphysical classes with. So that that sort of something
that I then ended up doing when I was around maybe 1718 years
old, I went to her classes each week and we we talk about that
in a second, but I hadn't spoken to her for like over 15 years.
I've had her on my Facebook and yeah, you comment and like stuff
and whatnot, but I hadn't actually seen her for a long
time. And, and she's since like she's
moved in to Queensland. So she's, she's away from where
I am. But I once this kind of second
sight really kicked in and I was thinking like, what the hell is
going on? And I, I just need some
reassurance that everything is OK and I'm not going to die soon
or something because it's just crazy.
She so I, I booked her a reading with her because she's, she's
still offering readings and, and that's what she did when she,
she did the classes down here and not as she doesn't do them
as much, but I feel like she's, she explained to me that she's
going in and out of she kind of stepped away a bit.
From that and and now she's really feeling like she's she's
needing to go back and and do more of the clairvoyant work.
So Speaking of goosebumps, when I, I saw her, we had a zoom one
hour meeting. So I told her like, look, I'm
seeing these things and I just need to hear some messages
because for me, I at the moment at least, I am not hearing
anything. I, I am more of an intuitive
feeling person, but I'm also a little bit of a warrior.
So I just needed to, I feel she's a she, she's a very
confident reader. And so she got, she got the
goosebumps as well. She whenever she said something
to me or when I was telling her things about what was going on,
she, she was like, Oh yeah, I have got so many goosebumps all
over me. And she said I couldn't just
feel them all around me. And she actually said, because I
don't even know how to, I don't know how to use zoom.
I didn't even have the the little text message thing open
and the message she had for me was that they basically I'm here
to help them be help. I wrote notes, sorry on that
day. I have, I have, I'm here to help
them heal and I am here to help the basically the earth to be
protected and get the message out that we need to look after
the planet because we're sharing this home with the fairy realm.
And she got this message sent to her from my side and it was a
high 5. And she said, I know you're not
doing anything because I can see you and your, your hands aren't
moving. And I didn't even have that that
section open. Sorry, the high 5 is true.
That was true I got. I haven't stopped feeling a
little odd since you've been talking here.
That's really special. You, you're, you're very in
tune. Look, it's that is so nice to to
also hear that you're getting those feelings.
Uh huh. And I've seen it happen in front
of my very eyes when the computer does things that are
beyond function. And I do think, like, as odd as
it may sound at first pass, the nature of time is totally
different for the Fay realm. And so to us, what seems like
events separated by many hours or days or even years to them is
maybe perhaps all part of the same stroke of the pen, you
know, as they're writing that little passage to capture our
attention. The the great part about it is
we'll never exactly know. However, I mean, I do a lot of
calls, I should remind you and the audience listening.
I do a do a good number of calls that I never publish.
I really do spend like 2 to 4 hours talking to at least one to
two people a month that I never publish.
And the reason being is that there can be a kind of
hopefulness that it's fairies when it's clear that someone is
having perhaps a little bit of a challenging time.
And but when I listen to it. Like you or a great example
would be as I listen to Percy talk about her wings.
There are moments producing this show that are undeniably lit up
to me, that mimic or feel like the same kind of feeling I had
when I saw my fairy and have had other experiences.
I take that to be very validating, but it's just an
internal feeling. I'm just saying it on the mic.
It's not scientific. But if I, if that happens to me
during an episode, I publish those ones, that's for sure.
Let's just put it that way. Interesting.
Yeah. No, Absolutely.
I I yeah. Publish it or don't publish it.
I I I I'm really happy to talk. I I, but I actually I, I, I hope
you do because I feel like I have to get this message out as
well. I just wanted to sort of say,
like the first bit that you told me about the cell phone really
got my goosebumps going. And then it's interesting that
you've kind of jumped ahead a bit in time to this reading,
though I do think it's related. And that's what I mean about
sometimes it's cool to just jump around over large periods of
time when telling stories. You're on the show.
No, it's valid. It's extremely valid and I hope
that that's something that doesn't detract from people's
knowledge on it. And if I feel it's related with
a goosebump wave never ending for like 4 minutes there.
There's something up there's I'm sort of getting.
I feel compelled to say a couple things.
That's why I'm interrupting. No, that's why I'm letting you.
I, I, I need to hear whatever you you're getting it.
Yeah, I don't know where this is coming from exactly, but perhaps
what you've said has struck A chord for me.
As an unusual approach to your storytelling that has started
here tonight, don't worry, we're going to land the plane.
But I don't know why the fairies choose certain people, but they
do choose a type and they choose resilient people.
And it's a kind of. Morality compass that they
possess in my estimation, although I don't have any
backing proof for that. But I think that they like
people that they can trust. And I think one of the ways that
they measure who they can trust as they look to people that have
overcome difficulties and maintain an even keel, because
seeing them is a difficulty. And so they they don't overwhelm
people that can't handle it, for one.
And they want to know that you, what you're going to do with it
when you see them is is going to be well-intentioned and so.
As disjointed as. Even my own life, I'm talking
personally, so many of the events of my life felt like just
chaos for most of my adult life is only in retrospect and
through this emerging lens of producing the show that I am
starting to realize it's all just been kind of A1 big fairy
test and that. You could.
Trade the word fairy for God, or
you could trade the word fairy for the universe.
But something is watching what we do and cares and there's a
reward of type for overcoming your situation.
And part of that is you get a big old fairy wrapped barbed
wire wrapped gift, which is an existential crisis when the true
nature. Of reality is revealed to you,
but you can't get there easily. You can't get there lightly.
Everything you're sort of not saying and that I'm hearing from
you gives me this strong, very true impression about you.
So I'm super happy to have you on the show.
And I, I'm starting to understand why listening to the
show and a couple of other things leading up to it have
produced this recent outcome. So you're in, you're in good
company here. You're you're right at home at
fascinating FA. I hope that you feel that way.
Yeah, Well, I, I on that note, I as I may, I took note of what
you said about your friend and how he's he's I think I remember
you saying this once before in an episode.
I heard that he he took his own life.
I didn't really realize that it was because he he had like a he
said that he he could see a lot and he couldn't really handle it
or something. Is that what you?
That is basically it, you know, And no shade on my friend,
because it's not like. He couldn't handle it.
Not like that at all. It's more like there was no real
support or contemporary like back then.
OK, this is more than 10 years ago now.
There was no modern fairy sightings podcast.
There was no fairy whispering podcast.
There was no fascinating Fay. There was barely.
A flicker on Reddit and a handful of fucking back posts.
I mean, it's like even on Facebook, Lee, there was nothing
to lead you to believe that if you were seeing fairies, you
were having a valid experience. There was nothing to confirm for
you what happened. In fact, just to kind of
elaborate on this as we're talking about it and you asked
is he went looking for answers and.
Like predatory forces, like took this, you know, beautiful,
vulnerable, amazing man who is super sensitive and open and
being given the gift of second sight.
And they predated on his bank account and his mind.
You know, numerous people said, come do this ayahuasca ceremony
and I'll give you guidance. Numerous people said, come do
this mushroom ceremony and I'll give you guidance.
These are unskilled, untrained, you know, ad hoc providers of
services, often out of their homes, you know, but he was
desperate for understanding. And if someone said hey, I can
help you understand that he he explored it.
And that's valid, but what happened is that those forces of
the initial and sustained vision and then the mix of unsatisfying
answers delivered in a totally chaotic, you know, non
structured way, all based on the need for these people to profit
and have their ego stroked about what they know and what they can
teach and share. He was a.
Mess by the end and the visions didn't stop.
And what was once like an extremely powerful community
leader, bandleader, I mean, there was like 2000 people at
his funeral. He was icon of the community.
This was not some sad guy in the corner.
You know, he was truly like championing, just like you said,
saving the world. This big, big part of his like
being and what he was working on.
I think that's why they chose him to have vision because he
was an ally. But it overwhelmed him
ultimately and left him isolated.
That's honestly probably 95% of the reason I do this show.
The 5% is I saw what I saw and then it's the 95% is my guilt of
not understanding him back then is what keeps me doing the show
so that I can be here for people like you and others that might
want to talk about what's going on with them.
Simple as that basically. Yeah, yeah.
Well, I, I can completely understand.
And it's just I, as you were saying that I, I remembered a, a
story as well, which is actually something, not a story, but
something that happened a few years back.
And it's something that I hold on to because so with your
friend, sorry, I'm jump jumping back and forth a little bit, but
I'll, I'll say why I brought it up.
Firstly, I in the recent, maybe at least six months, I've been
going through a very, very dark time.
And I didn't realize it was going to get like a lump in my
throat just then. And yeah, my, my, my
relationship fell apart as well. So sorry.
We've been together for about 4 1/2 years and everything just
sort of, it just got really hard.
We're both very sensitive people and we kind of, I think just
trying to live like a, a typical normal life because I've spent
the last over 10 years travelling around.
So just doing all these kind of, yeah, being in different
countries and, and, and being around all these different
people and having all these different experiences.
And anyway, we've ended up like trying to live a normal life.
And I think we, we went to alcoholism to really just try
and deal with things that we ourselves haven't dealt with
deep within our themselves. And it kind of just came to a
head struggling with, you know, money and, and God wasn't able
to work because I was unhappy. I couldn't fit into the world.
And it, it was the city as well. And I can't, I can't go back to
a city. Like I just can't.
And, but basically I, I've been suicidal on and off the last few
months and I, I've had a lot of like help just with feeling
really supported by my parents. So that's where I'm living back
back at home. Didn't think I would ever be
back at home in my 30s like that.
But yeah, it's just I, I, I couldn't be more sure about the
fact that it's the right thing. But with your with you saying
that your friend, yeah, ended his life.
And I'm so sorry to hear that that happened, that he didn't
have the support and he kind of was he he he didn't
unfortunately have some sort of information for him before all
of that or or. So basically what I was going to
say is that when I was talking to Ruby the other day, I we
talked a little bit about our own like sort of personal
struggles. And I just said to her, like,
look, I think if this had happened, this, this awakening
had happened anytime in the past, I don't think I would be
able to handle it. So I, I think I've gone through
a lot of shit to get here. I've, I've, I've, I've, I've had
some very, very hard times in my, in my life.
I don't think a lot of people realise from the outside and
from travelling and because I've, I've basically just tried
to escape and not regretting what I, I did and everything.
But it's, I've, I've just come back to the realisation that
wherever you go, you take yourself.
So I, I've just had to, yeah, it's just come to this breaking
point. But on the note of this, the
suicide, sorry, my voice is breaking up.
I, I when I was living back in, I was living in New Zealand in
2000. And well, I've been, I've lived
there a lot actually over the last few years.
But I met a girl who she, we, we worked in the same place and
shared the same bedroom. We lived together.
She's from the US and she, she really grounded me because I, I,
I'm a very like in my head. I'm I, I especially when I was
younger, very not understanding why, why I'm a certain way, why
I have so many intense emotions and so up and down.
So that's something that started to become clearer for me in the
last few months. But she's so she was very far
from home and and she became like a like a sister to me.
Well, she's she what she said to me is that you remind me so much
of my sister. You, you, she like her sister
was back in the US and, and, but we just had so much fun
together. And and I think the the way how
emotional I was because she, she really had to Get Me Out of bed.
Some days I just wasn't getting out of bed is of how whatever I
was going through. And she said, you remind me so
much of my sister. You're you're so just have so
much like intense emotions. And I don't really know what the
words that she said were, but she yeah, we we just balanced
each other out. And so we, we, we had some
really fun, wonderful times in New Zealand.
And then, you know, ultimately, like you kind of move on and,
and you go and do continued travels.
And anyway, I, the next year I was, I was back in Australia
working out in the middle of nowhere.
And she, sorry, I'll try and not say I'm too bad.
She, she was back in the US, She'd been there for a little
bit and I just randomly got this message from her one day saying
that my sister killed herself yesterday.
I just want you to know that I love you so much.
And I I just can't believe that that was one of the first people
that she, she, she felt like she had to do that is to reach out
to me. And I know she needed to tell
someone, but it's not something that you would want to do.
I wouldn't really think of that. Is that you do you send that to
someone straight after you've lost your only sibling?
And that's what it seems that's really helped, helped me hold on
is people in my life and I can't ever leave them.
Brooke. Don't say sorry.
Don't say sorry at all. I just want to say thank you for
sharing that. I understand what you're saying.
You received that message and it it's giving you actually a kind
of. Hope, in a strange way, I
understand that exactly actually.
And you know what? You, you definitely belong here,
and I hope that you. Stick around, see what tomorrow
brings, as I always say. Yeah, yeah, basically that, that
I'll just finish that off with she.
She'd got into the pasta and she had some sort of awakening and
they didn't. Yeah.
Like you said, they they're not professionals and they didn't
have, you know, they could, they didn't help.
They like they, they, they didn't support her like she
needed. And that's how that that made-up
happen. But my number is 44 or 444.
That's something that I experienced a lot before I did
go travelling. It started then and it's just,
it's with me my whole life. I won't get into the 4444 stuff
at the moment, but because it's crazy.
But just with that, that was that was her sister's number.
Oh, I just heard. Did you hear that?
Something weird happened there, yes.
I heard forehead repeated. Yeah, the show will do that.
Yeah, yeah. It's not just my goosebumps.
The the show has like a little bit of a feedback loop of its
own so. It might be Yeah, it just
sounded really like funny. So yeah, she.
So she was looking through my pictures and and her sister
actually had a Yeah, her. Her Facebook profile is still
active to this day. This is back in 2018, I think
now. And but yeah, she was looking
through my pictures and there was this picture of me with the
crystal in my forehead. And and then suddenly her sister
was tagged right on that crystal and she messaged me.
She messaged me and she said, well, because I obviously got
the notification and something that she was tagged in that as
well. And she was like, I didn't do
that. She said my, my sister is tagged
now in your photo and I didn't do that and it was right.
It's right. To this day it's still there.
So that's that's something. Honestly, that got me pretty
good with goosebumps too. What an interesting conversation
with you tonight, Brooke. My goodness.
I actually, I didn't realize when I went there, I, I was with
my friend when she spread her sister's ashes, some of her
ashes. So I, that was pretty wild.
So, yeah, just so where did we, how did we end up there?
Oh, because I just wanted to mention about the, the kind of
just being able to handle this. And, and that's something that I
feel, you know, these moments that I've gone through is
that's, that's what's going to help me hold on because I'm,
this is pretty, this is really, and I can understand why some
people can't handle it. And I, I don't want to keep it
to myself. I don't want to keep it in.
I don't want to go out and try and find reasons.
I've gone to a Vipassana before and I left, I left because I
actually got a toothache. Do you know what Vipassana is?
No, like a a type of meditation, yes.
Yeah, so you go to a it's, it's all around the world.
Yeah, 10 days of not speaking and just meditating all day.
So you can understand that there's, yes, there's so many
crazy stories of people just kind of like wanting to escape.
And I actually gone to 1 before that, my friend's sister had
gone to one. But yeah, I, I actually left
because I got a really bad toothache and I was just like,
so glad to leave on day seven, I think it was.
So I, I got what I needed. And I probably, if I, I feel
like, if I did stay any longer and something like that may have
happened to me as well. So I'm, I'm really grateful for
that. May I?
May I ask a question your your friend's sister had gone to
something similar and had like an awakening and then following
this is when she took her wife. Is that what?
You told me. Yeah, so basically she she from
what I recollect my friend telling me, she she had this,
she basically had this like what is it?
What is it called when the not like Shakti?
Sorry, I'm just going sorry, probably cut this part out.
I just need to, I really need to find the word for this.
You know, when Kundalini awakening, that's what I was
looking for. She believes so she.
Yeah, my friend believes that her sister had that Anna and she
didn't know how to handle it. These places, they run off from
volunteering volunteers and they're not, they're, yeah,
they're just, they're people. You can volunteer if you've done
one, you've, if you've completed.
I don't know if it's one or two of the, the 10 days of, of the
Vipassana, but they're not like, you know, the what's.
Oh my God, my brain is really losing words at the moment.
No worries. I'll tell you what, I'll edit
around this part. And I was just really curious
about, you know, the, the nature of how that suicide occurred.
Yeah. So yeah, she couldn't handle it.
She's kind of lost touch with reality.
And no one, she kept asking and wondered what happened, what
happened? Like, what did I do?
And they ignored her and they they weren't there for her.
And she just felt like she just, she just couldn't handle it,
whatever had happened. So yeah, that that's how how it
ended up. Unfortunately, this is the large
untold story of the New Age community, which is that there
are negative outcomes to just about every New Age practice
that you can imagine, and they're often swept under the
rug. I'll, I'll tell you this as we
kind of transition away from this talk about, you know,
suicides and, and the struggles of being someone who sees which
are very real. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Don't need to have you know that even in there you don't want
that. Yeah.
No, I I think we're going to leave a healthy portion of that
in there. We'll just fix up the last
little part where you couldn't remember kundalini.
That's all it'll sound like. Yeah.
I just haven't said that word for a very long time, I think so
I just could not think of it. Yeah, it's.
Kind of a tricky word. I'll tell you this though.
While we were talking, while you were talking specifically about
your friend and the 4/4 and the like, the microphone did the
weirdest thing. My computer speaker started to
make noise, the microphone cut in and out.
This show is like poltergeisted like I do not understand how
this technological glitch stuff is so persistent in the episode
production process and I'm watching it happen often right
in front of my. Eyes, I'm not touching the
mouse, I'm not doing nothing, I just.
So today, as we we've been talking, our conversation has
been actually extremely interesting and charged.
And I like the kind of meandering path we're taking as
we get closer to talking about what you led with, which is that
you're currently seeing fairies. Look, I really like talking with
you. I really appreciate the honesty.
I appreciate the depth of, you know, going in there and kind of
connecting the dots. It is all deeply related.
And it is extremely stressful to have revelatory experiences, to
have vision of things that others do not see.
It is not fun, actually, and myself included.
I gotta tell you, OK, Brooke, I'm the host of this show.
You said something really profound there a moment ago,
which is that, you know, if this awakening was happening 10 years
ago, you might not have been able to handle it.
I still honestly cannot really handle it.
And I get just as much comfort talking to people and publishing
these episodes as anybody listening, if not more.
I'm deeply fucking committed to, like, hearing what other people
are doing to integrate these experiences into their lives.
And I might be like a fucking party pooper.
Oh well, I'm telling you the shit we talk about here on the
show is the real fairy subject matter.
It is not an excuse to go off and do a fucking 10 day drug
retreat or silent retreat or get interested in eastern philosophy
and start taking up yoga. If you want to expand your mind
and better your soul, just sit quietly and think, Explore
things that interest you. Just take it slow, take it easy.
You do not have to go to anybody.
There is no magic answer. No magic pill, there's none of
that is going to get you where you're trying to go, and all of
it is probably gonna make it harder for you to get where
you're trying to go. As unsatisfying of an answer as
it is, the best advice I can give you as the host of this
show, whatever that gives me, you know, value as a advice
giver is just recognize the stuff is real.
Just gets. Try to stay like curious about
it and not get overwhelmed by it.
Don't worry too much about those that don't understand and see
it. There are in fact a lot of
people that do. And count yourself lucky 'cause
you're part of a special club of people that have awareness of
something utterly magical, you know?
Don't let it bum you out because actually there's a way moving
forward that you can connect with others.
There's a good little community starting with the show.
I can't offer any more than that, but somehow that has to do
that. Look at all these people coming
forward. It's not just you.
You're, you're cool, you know, and it probably you're one of
these sensitive touched types that just not built for this
world. Doesn't mean something's wrong
with you at all. You know, depression and
frustration and anger are natural byproducts of being
under. Pressure as a sensitive person.
So I deeply empathize with you. I hear and listen to you and
actually you just fit the club here at fascinating Faye to AT
So like I said before. You're you're well at home here.
Yeah. And, and yeah, here I am.
I, I'm not, I'm definitely not an airy fairy person.
I have fallen in and out of being kind of like connected to
this, you know, spiritual stuff. I've always had my Oracle cards,
but yeah, by all means, I'm not someone who's yeah like walking
barefoot and eating just plants and and organic stuff.
I've just like I I told you, I'm I've only just quit alcohol mid
January. I yeah, struggled with that.
And at the moment I'm, I'm still smoking cigarettes.
So I'm literally sitting on the veranda at, you know, every day
just kind of having a cigarette every now and then.
And, and that's I'm, I'm literally looking at it fairies.
So you don't have to be a certain way to, to, you know,
you don't need to do all those things like you said to, to be
able to experience that. I haven't, I have not done any
kind of like people ask how do you see them?
What, what can I do for them? I, the only thing I can think of
that I, I did, and it wasn't even to the fairies.
I was just looking up at the sky because the sky.
I love the, the aliens and, and, and all that.
And I was one night looking up at the sky recently before this
awakening. And I was, I just said, Oh, I'm
ready to see you. I wanted to see some aliens.
I just wanted to see like a UFO or something like that.
And I don't know if I said it out loud or just in my head, but
I was. So that's how we got to where we
are now actually, because I was taking photos of the stars just
for fun, just taking videos of the sky.
And, and this is during the time of listening to the, the
podcasts, listening to your podcast.
And, and then I, my dad has these fairy lights set up in the
garden, beautiful garden. My, my parents, wherever they've
lived, they've always planted a beautiful garden and we've
really grown it as this place was bare.
I've got, I was looking actually at a photo and it was completely
bare when when they moved here, or just a couple of bushes and
they were approached by the person who owns the house to
actually rent here because they, you could see how well the other
place was looked after because they're always have a beautiful
neat garden. Mum just plants, flowers, the
hopes they grow and then she loves them and she looks after
them and she's, you know, not someone who's like, oh, I know
like this about this plant, this about this plant.
She just, she just does it and she's, you know, out first thing
in the morning. She'll be in a dressing gown out
in the garden. And my dad is also loves Sagani
does setting up more of the the structural things as well and
like, yeah, just putting putting seats out there and you'll yeah
press what are they trellises and my even hung up some hanging
baskets, which I thought was nice and creative of him.
And so he got really into putting these solar lights out
because where the house is, is we're just kind of in these
paddocks and there's no neighbors.
Like the neighbors are just kind of quite like a few paddocks
away like, and the driveway is fairly long.
So you can see the road. You can, you can hear the road,
but it's really not that loud. It's so peaceful here, almost
too peaceful, especially after when I'm from moving.
When I moved from Melbourne, it was a bit to get used to again.
So during Christmas time my dad put even more fairy lights up.
I think he he, that's when he put the fairy lights up all
along the fence. And so he's got the solar
lights, fairy lights. And I remember my mum making a
joke once when he did put the solar lights up that she said
your father set up a landing strip because of how many lights
there are for aeroplanes. And that is what I'm staring out
at every night, beautiful colourful fairy lights, solar
lights. And so I started with photos of
the sky because I'm a photographer.
So I studied photography and I have always taken photos and I
was taking photos of the stars and, and just with my, my phone
because I haven't set other stuff up for a long time.
And I was just like, wow, there are so many stars here and what
have I been doing? I've been so far from the stars
and every time I've been back at my parents house, that's I fall
back into sort of my teenage self and the things that that I
really loved back then. And, and then with the fairy
lights and the colorful lights, I-1 night started to move my
phone and I was painting, painting the with the lights.
And I took a lot of colorful like, you know, it's making lots
of different shapes and, and trying to make circles and love
hearts with the lights. And, and then I think I did that
like once. And then I may have done it one
more time and looking through the photos and I saw this face
and it was like a gnome type face or an elf or something.
And I showed my parents maybe the next day and I was like, can
you see this face? And yeah, they could see it.
And from there I, I was taking photos each night, painting like
moving my phone. And actually was started off
like, well, I do it still. I brighten the photo because,
yeah, you've got the darkness and then you've got the light.
So, so the way it works or how I feel is starting to learn is the
fire. They're more visible in the
darker spaces, but they, so basically I, I, I brighten these
pictures and I kept seeing all these different figures showing
up and I was like, Oh my God, like that.
Is a face and I was like, that's like a figure and each night I
was looking at that, but I take the photos and sit in bed and
and go through and look and brighten the photos and I zoom
in and and I was like, Oh my God, like the, the one night it
clicked that it was like Oh my God, they're everywhere these
faces and shapes and and then from there they were getting
stronger and I stopped taking the photos where I was moving
the camera all the time and, and just on that note, I'd I'd
noticed with the movement like there were it would follow like
something was flying up through the light.
So, so that was really capturing my attention.
Like it was like a being with wings and, and, and I would see
them and they're going with the light up.
And then I, I, I stopped doing that and I, I realized that I
was getting figures and beings showing up just by taking the
photo and not moving the camera and then brightening it.
And, and so the more I did that, I, I got clearer and clearer
images and I, I don't know if it's even like a week, like
maybe it's probably would wait 5-5 days or to a week.
I just have literally had this something has like cracked open
and I can see them in. So firstly I thought I could see
them like so easily like in the photos and I was like, Oh my
God, like this is amazing. I can I can really see them in
the photos. And then like just after that,
this is this. I didn't feel anything crack
open. I just know something that's
just opened up and I can actually see these figures with
my naked eye and they're much more visible when they're
standing in a, in a kind of illuminated by the lights in the
garden. That's when I don't even have to
try and concentrate because I just instantly see them.
The more I and I feel like they're looking at me like
hello, like take, take my photo. I, I, I've said to them, you
know, if you, if you want to basically being a photo, well,
you know what I'm doing here, guys like I, I, I'm taking
photos. So, you know, if you want to be
there, be there. And I have got, I just, my, I
cannot even start explaining all the different things I've seen.
And the problem is that, that I have shared this, these photos
with some people, they cannot see them.
They cannot see what I'm seeing. They're seeing leaves, they're
seeing some, sometimes they can see some form of shape, but not
in the detail that I can, after reaching out to you, I, I've,
you know, you've connected me with Ruby.
And that was something that I really needed because I showed
her photos and a video I took and I was like, can you see
them? And she said, I can see them And
I can she she said they these have to be the best photos of
fairies ever in the world. If not, you know, right now,
like ever. Like they they they are.
Oh my God, have you shown Jim? Have you thank you share this
with Jim his his mind's going to be blown.
And I said no like to be honest, I'm really finding that I I I
feel like you you. I think you won't have as much
trouble as most people to see them because you, I mean, you,
you've got this podcast, but I even noticed with Ruby that she,
so she's taken photos because I can see them during the day as
well. I just need to like, I need to
sort it, like get in the mind frame.
So like over the last few days, that's why I told you I haven't
really been, I've listened to Ruby's episodes now, but I,
I've, I've not been listening to too much of the podcast at the
moment because it is overwhelming.
It is in my life. It is right here and I'm just
in, it's just something I'm just still getting.
I'm really trying to get used to and, and, and, and I feel like
when I'm going to listen to a podcast, I'm going to, they're
going to be, you know, they're, they're there.
So, and they're really distracting and they're like,
totally, I love it. I love it and I love them and I
tell them that I love them And and I, I don't feel any malice.
I feel like they're just all just little beautiful, like
spirits around me. And and they but yeah, they,
they want me to do something. We you know, when I got the
reading, I was told no rush, but anyway, when I when I have
sorry, going on a bit of a tangent here.
I was going to say, when I showed Ruby these photos, she
was she was, she could definitely see more, more than
anyone else that I had shown. And and she was, she was just
like what BA these are incredible.
And so she decided to send me because I mentioned about the
daylight as well, and she decided to send me some photos
of a tree. And she said, Oh, I just today I
got this like feeling that I needed to take a photo of this
big old tree. It's quite an ancient tree.
And she sent those photos to me and she said, can you please
tell me if you see any spirits? Oh, see, any fairies?
And I was looking, I've only looked like I, I finally got
back to about 1:00. But I mean, I, I looked at it
and I put circles around the fairies that I could see.
And as I was circling, I was like, oh God, this whole thing
is going to be covered in circles because I can see they
are everywhere. The more I see, the more become
visible. And, and it's not like I'm.
I've learned about. It's called Pardelia, where you
see face. Yeah.
Where you see faces in. You know, I feel like that may
have been something that I, I thought that I was experiencing
at first when I I started to see them in the photos, like in
before I had the whole, you know, where they, they've
literally like unveiled themselves.
But yeah, so I sent this picture back to her with lots of circles
and she, she can't see them. She can't, she couldn't see them
myself. Just try and just try to focus
on those spots because you know what they look like.
So maybe they'll become more clear for you.
And she said, I know you, I know you're not lying because you,
you see, I've seen your other photos and because I'm really
trying to pick out ones that I'm, I've got to step back and
be like, OK, like trying step back into kind of like our
dimension and, and see it from a perspective of someone who
doesn't know what the hell they're going to actually be
seen. But yeah, I think just with all
of this, like I have a wild imagination anyway.
And I'm just such such an open person to just with things or
different things happening that I, I feel like this is something
that has, yeah. I mean, I, I don't know, they've
just allowed me to, to, to really just step in and, or, or
I've allowed them to step in. I'm not sure what's what.
But yeah. Did you want me to talk a bit
about what what I'm actually seeing?
I was gonna ask you. Yeah, let me say a couple things
too. Ruby's one of my favorite
guests. Yeah.
Ruby's one of my favorite guests and I definitely am glad that
the two of you are forming a connection.
I thought for sure she would be a helpful person for you to
speak with based on some of the emails that I was receiving from
you. There's this guy Terry in season
2 from Celestial Terrestrial. His episode?
He. He says something in there where
she says he has a couple of people that he works with who he
calls his Sears who are immediately able to see.
And he kind of, you know, he'll do these little tests where
he'll send things that he can see and he'll ask like, what do
you see to sort of check and see who else is able to, to see.
And. It's, it's interesting to hear
you talk about, you know, Ruby having that reaction.
Ruby's got pretty profound second sight taking place.
So do you, it sounds like, and I know, I know that for a lot of
people listening, they might just be rolling their eyes.
But for example, like, tell me about the power outage
coincidence when you were listening to the show, just for
example, like, well, I have a couple of these questions, and
then I want to ask what you're seeing.
Absolutely, yeah. But what happened there with?
The power outage Coincidence. That was the first time.
You emailed me. Emailed you?
Yeah. I I how?
What, what had happened? I, I, oh, I listened to an
episode where you and you really talked about the power going out
and you were talking about how it it with the girl, I can't
remember her name, how your power had gone out at the same
time, I think. Yeah, Hannah.
Well, she was listening. Yeah.
And her power went out at that exact moment.
Yes. So I and then you talked about
how it's very connected that the power goes out that you know
that that that's happened a few times when you've kind of been
talking about this kind of yeah thing.
And I think, yeah, I just was like, oh, OK, just listen to
that. The next day, I don't even know
what I was doing, but the power went out.
Just totally went out in the whole house.
And I was like, Oh my God, Dad, I was listening to this podcast
last night because I always tell my parents this weird shit.
There's always something that they're.
And now they're like, Oh my God, like now, yeah, it's just out of
crazy, crazy. But I've always got this weird,
weird shit that I'm telling them.
And that was the, the one thing that I, I had to tell because I
was like, Oh my God. So I was listening to this
podcast yesterday and I was talking about the power going
out and how it's related to the fairies.
And, and then they were talking about owls as well.
And I said, what a coincidence. The power is out today.
I said, how often does the power go out?
And they're like, maybe like twice a year, like something,
you know, not not often. And but dad was kind of rolling
his eyes at me. He's like, OK, like.
And I said, ah, I'm telling you this as you're as you're holding
an owl shaped pot plant because the episode was owls and power
outages. And yeah.
And, and, and as I was telling him that he was holding this,
this owl and I, I was like, Oh my God, you're holding that.
And he's like, Oh my God. So it's, yeah, it's really fun
when that stuff happens. And that's what I, I, I think I
decided to e-mail you and, and I was just so stoked to get your
reply as well. And how, how quickly you replied
and, and how kind of detailed you, you just kind of went into
about it. And I feel like that that kind
of happened. So that whatever's happening
now, I, I felt like I had someone to reach out, which is
you out to. So which is, I think you, yeah.
Certainly an interesting coincidence with the power going
out and your father holding that owl shaped pot plant.
I often wonder if the messaging that we receive from reality
itself is orchestrated by the fae in a larger kind of, you
know, orchestral performance. I guess you could say what often
seems like unrelated or seemingly random little
messaging can actually be very profound if you.
Look at it from the lens that reality itself is capable of and
trying to communicate with you. And you know, over the time that
we've been speaking via e-mail, a lot has progressed for you.
So let me ask you now, because this is, you know, the very,
very interesting as you're going from seeing them in photos to
seeing them with your waking eyes, tell me what they look
like. As much as you want to get into
the different kinds you're seeing, how are they appearing
in your eyes would be my first question.
Like, how do you notice them? What stands out at first that
lets you know they're there? OK, so, so the ones that stand
out the easiest for me at first glance when I'm not even
searching are the ones that are in the garden and they are
overlaying and they're like a overlaying like layer over the
top of the flowers and the plants.
So firstly, the ones that stick out are the ones that may have
little hats on because it's almost like they they, it's
either they're wearing a hat or, and that's the flower that they
are using the colour of to make that pop out.
And, and if it, if that's near like a sort of darker, like a
stone or something more contrasting with the colour,
those are standing up. And so they're like the
apparition kind of standing there.
Other ones that show up easier just also like long long plants
with the flower on top. They the first thing I see is
not the plant it is. It is the being that is the
fairy that is camouflaging it's self in to that.
They're basically just masters of camouflage and they use
whatever they can to, to kind of, you know, show themselves.
And so that's what I'm first seeing easier, yeah, with my my
waking eye. But as it's been getting
stronger and stronger, oh man, they're just like, they're just,
they're even just popping up like not even needing to use
like a flower or anything to, to, for me to see them.
They're just like they're on the grass.
And if it is dark in that space, I see, I see the body and it's
like a 3D body. And but then you shine the light
on there and, and it's it disappears.
And if I take a photo of that space and I take it either with
like a night vision or a, or like I brighten it afterwards,
that being is there. But yeah, it, it, it's
different. It's, it's just different every
time. There's they, they're in like
the I, I hadn't explored the backyard yet or the, the back of
the house, but there's a tree line and I was like, it was
around. It's kind of, you know, like
dusk, dawn, night time with the fairy light shining.
Those are the ones that are showing up like more like, yeah,
like I said, like quicker. And I don't have to think like
they're just there during the daytime.
I'm finding that actually I'm staring, staring, staring at it
and and they become clear. And once they're kind of like,
it's like AII don't know if you know those magic book magic
pictures where there's a hidden image.
And if you look at the picture for long enough, the hidden
image actually pops out and gives you perspective.
For whatever reason, your brains done a shift and that can
actually see the hidden image. Do you know about those those
kind of books? I do.
It's like I remember them distinctly in every single mall
when I was like in my teenage years, so the 90s and early
2000s. And yeah, you look at it with a
defocused vision close and then you slowly pull away from it and
then a three-dimensional hidden image will appear which is quite
real. And you you can then focus on it
in the non focusing focused way. I understand exactly what you're
referring to. Yeah.
So, so that's, that's sort of like, yeah, how, how it's
progressing. I, you know, sometimes I'm just
like, right. I just, I just want to have a
cigarette and I don't even want to like, I just, I don't even
want to see because I'm like, I love you, but like you kind of
you. If I see you, then I'm going to
take photos because I, I just am like that.
Like I have cats. Like I'm just that kind of
person that, yeah, you see something cool or you just take
photos and I take a lot. So if your cat looks cute, then
you take a lot of photos. So I, yeah, if, if you've got
your fairies looking up at you and they're like, basically
they're staring at me. I'm like, I have to cave in and,
and take photos. And yeah, totally chews up my my
time, which I already am terrible at managing.
But yeah, I mean, it's just amazing.
And there's just so much about this.
So what? So what I see the first thing
I've I've really like, I'm like, Oh my God.
Like Brian Froud. He that that is what they look
like. They look like Brian Froud, like
the way he has then layered as well like that in his some of
the the drawings and that he's done.
They're layering on top of each other.
That is exactly what they look like as well.
And when I've taken photos, there are that that's when I can
really kind of go back in and be like, oh, OK, so there's this
being and there's this being. And what shows up a lot is like
little men with long legs and little green men.
And they fly around. And they don't seem to have any
wings as well. So they're either standing there
or they're flying around. There are little, you know,
typical looking, you know, like fairy tale fairies.
If they've got little naked bodies, they've got the
beautiful wings. There are brownies type.
I think I haven't even learned all the names.
I really need to get like a little in start my own little
index thing there, but there it's not even I I see pigs, I
see cats, I see etherical like mystical shapes.
I see cartoons. I I see babies, I see frogs, I
see mice, but they're not the, you know, they're not like the
type of mice or cats that we have in our, you know, like,
well, it's not just like a cat, like it's like a, it's like a
really catty looking face or like a mythical kind of pig
face, or it's it the, I just feel like the, it's just
endless. I also see really small, really
small little green men. They're more round.
I, I see, and I know that Ruby has said this a lot in her
things that they're with the Asiany eyes.
I, I don't know if Asian is the word that I use, but like,
because I've never actually said that word before, but she's
right. They've got, you know, they've
got the, the cheeky little like they've got the slanted eye and
I've seen owls I've seen, but I've seen some scary looking
ones too. But I'm not scared of them
because I don't feel scared. I, I just, I just feel like
they, I'm like, wow, you you're an interesting looking one.
I also feel like they they, they, they clump together.
The, the smaller beans, they clump together to make a another
picture like another shape. I've seen them riding on the
back of something if I could don't know, like if it's like a
little other animal or being they are doing, just just just
just enjoying what they're doing and they're, you know, flying.
They are sitting on the bird bath.
What else they pick, They're peeking through the leaves.
These are all in the photos. And the problem is that when I'm
sharing these photos, no one can not no one.
But most people don't just cannot see what I'm saying.
And there's that. And then I'll be, I'll be
sitting on the the veranda and I'll be there with my dad and,
and I'm like, can you see that? And he's like, I can't see it.
I know that you can see something, but I can't.
I'm like, it's right there. And he said, oh, I know it's,
you're looking at the light. I'll go cover it up like just to
see. We were testing it.
And I was like, yeah, it's like the light, but it's not the
light that I'm seeing. It's something that's using that
light to take form. And it wasn't like the
brightness of the the bright part of the light, but like more
of like a off kind of light from there.
But if I stare into say a more of a darker like spot in my
house, if I, if I really, if I, I haven't really done this.
If I look, look, look and I'm like, you know, letting it
happen, There's gonna be something that forms there.
There's just gonna be something there.
But for me, I see them in everything.
I've seen them pop up on my hand like in my skin.
That sounds crazy. Sorry, that really sounds crazy.
I mean, all of it does, but the, the one that ones that show up
in kind of everyday sort of objects, they're more, they're
the ones with the, with the slanty eyes and like they're
just little beans. But yeah, when I've seen the
ones with the wings and, and like the, the gnome type, you
know, elves, things like that, They, they, they've got all
different types. There's no, there's just so many
different ones that I, I don't even know what they are called.
I just, I, I haven't, I haven't caught up on that.
I'm, I'm just so overwhelmed by what, that, what they are.
And, but I, what, I, it was a really cloudy day the other day
and I was like, I looking up at the clouds and they took form in
the clouds. And I spent about half an hour,
40 minutes photographing these clouds and they were moving as I
was looking up and they took, they took form in these clouds.
I, I, it's so frustrating because I, I am so getting more
and more afraid to kind of, I know that my parents can see
them. I, they can't see what I see,
but they have been on this journey with me each day.
I've been like, oh, I can see this, can you see?
And they'll be like, yeah, I can see that shape like, but once
that the, the, the crack, the veil went like, I kind of have
trouble distinguishing what they're going to be able to see.
But like, you know, distinguishing between what,
what what will they see and what will they not see?
Do you know what I mean? Like so before I, before I
started seeing like what I can with, you know, like, like all
so many of them now it was much easier to, for me to be like,
oh, do you see this in the picture?
And they're like, yeah, yeah, I can see that.
But now, like things that are so obvious to me, the pictures, I,
I, I mean, I sent them one yesterday and I, I actually a
few of them and, and they're, they're little fairies in the
fish tank and lots of different little ones all floating around
in there. And I, I was like, well, these
are blatantly obvious. I was like, OK, they can't see
these. I'm going to give up because my
sister's completely skeptical. Like she's she, she, I've
actually shown her something that she can't ignore because I
took a photo of, of sorry. So back with the fish tank thing
I sent them. I was like, I, I would just want
my sister to see something and understand, like I would just
want her to, to believe me. And I just have to accept that
she's not going to at least not now, not at the moment.
But I, I was like, OK, because I, it's pretty exhausting.
So I'm like last ditch if it, if you can't see these beans, which
are really obvious to me in the fish tank, I'm I'm just going to
give up in trying to get you guys to see stuff.
And yeah, my parents were like, yeah, I can kind of see
something, but not really. And my sister was like, I can't
see anything at all. And I was like, oh, OK, I give
up because I think it's so yeah, you really have to believe in it
to see it. You have to, you have to be open
to it existing because they, I believe are US.
They need us to to be here. And we are.
I don't know. I don't know how how else I I
can explain that. But one other thing I was gonna
say what something that can really convince my mom was the
fact that I've got the brine fraud.
What is it? Oracle Fairy Oracle deck.
And it has a picture of a girl fairy on the side and a few
other fairies. Sorry.
I hope you can hear me. Absolutely.
Yeah, sorry, I was changing my head to look at it and I took
AI, took a succession of photos. I, I think that's how you might
say it of these sitting on my shelf of the, the side of the
cards and 'cause this is when I started to be like, are they in
my room? This is when I, I took some
photos in my room. I was like, they're fucking in
my room. They're not just in the garden
like they're, they're, Oh my God, there's like 1 peeking out
from behind my, you know, container on the shelf.
And anyway, so I, I, it was low lighting in my room and I took
these a handful of photos of this card Dick and there's like,
ah, well, fair, you know, fairy. That's interesting.
I'll just see what happens. And each if you look at the
fairy's face in each photo, you focus on that spot.
It changes. Every photo is different and it
changes. And I showed my mom that I
showed my dad that I've shown few other people.
Some haven't really reacted to it.
And some, I mean, instantly my mom was like that, that that's
when I really saw it in her that she'd heard a lot of stuff about
them and what I was saying. And, and you know, I guess
taking it with a grain of salt, but when she looked at these
photos of the cards and the face changing, she that's when she,
she really sat up straight and she was like, what the she's
like, that's changing. That's, that's different in
every photo. And she's like, what the fuck?
And I was like, yeah, I'm telling you like I'm they're
real. Like, did you not believe me
before? And she's like, well, and I was
like, and she's like, oh, well, that's just, I can't explain
that. Like, and she's, she's had to
pick it up and look at it and, and she's, it's not like a
holographic, you know, like moving picture or anything when
you look at it from a different angle, because that is what my
sister asked me. I, I, I sent it to her because
mom was like, send it to your sister because she, she can't
deny that. She can't deny that she has to
be able to see that. And I sent it to her and, and
she's like, oh, is that like one of those holographic pictures
when you move and look at it from a different angle?
And I was like, no, I'm like, no, I didn't move.
It's the same angle. Like you can clearly see it's
the same straight on angle every photo.
Her face is different and it's moving and it's looking
different. And my mum was like, but how's
it moving? How's the actual picture moving?
And I was like, well, it's not the picture, It's the fairy over
the top of the picture is taking form in this card deck.
So I've come to understand. And that's like, I don't, I
don't see them. And like, you know, like every
single kind of like spot where I look or anything, but I know
that they could be there because they can literally fit and
camouflage into anything. And so if I kind of, I feel
like, if I'm thinking like, OK, are you there?
And they, they will take that form.
So to let me know, I guess that they're there.
I, I really don't, I really don't know how to explain it.
But yeah, another thing that's happened is that my cats keep
tweaking out. So they I, I, I actually see now
my, my eyes, the way I'm seeing is seeing little flickers,
flickers of light all the time. And at the corner of my eye,
it's like, yeah, I, I, I it's just there's more, I guess.
What is it like particles that I can see?
And now I feel like my cats have, for whatever reason,
either they've awoken with me or, or the fairies are more
around me because of what's happened.
But they keep my cats keep looking up past me and over in
the corner. And they, they never used to do
that. And they, they look really
creeped out at times. And I, it's like I have to
reassure them in the past, if a cat did that, which I have
experienced a cat staring at something and I was scared
because I was like, what are you looking at?
And then I saw a ghost, like it wasn't, it was just like, like a
big flicker of black. But yeah, so.
So now I have to tell my cats like, it's OK because I've got a
really vocal cat and she'll be like, she sounds like a really
like a little girl, like, like, yeah, mom.
So yeah, I have to reassure her. So then I feel good too.
And I don't want to like, you know, I'm, I'm protecting my
energy And, and you know, I just, I actually talked to the
fairies too, and be like, OK, well, we just, you know, can
everyone just kind of not freak my cats out a little bit, like
just, you know, try and just give us a little bit of space,
please. And, and I'm always like, yeah,
and, and I absolutely do not allow anything malevolent to
come here, only benevolent good energy.
This is a good energy space. And, and, and I mean, I'm the,
I'm a massive kid as well. Like, I, I mean, there's so much
to talk about it. I just, I don't, I don't even
know I'll. Tell you what, Brooke, if I
could, I'll jump in and say a few things if that's.
Cool with you. Yes, please.
I guess it's interesting, like you haven't listened to enough
of the show to maybe realize, but a lot of what you're saying
I've heard before and the first rule of the show about not
trying to convince somebody of anything is an important one.
As I listen to you, I sometimes, like, you know, I'm being as
analytical and critical and skeptical as anybody, if not
doubly so as the host of this show.
So I just listen to people sometimes.
And like I said earlier, a lot of a lot of episodes don't make
it to air. But as I listen to you, what I
hear is I, I hear like, first of all, I don't think I would do
any better of a job of describing what's going on than
you're doing. I think you're doing a really
good job of describing what's going on with you.
Can you really? I thought you were going to give
me bad feedback. No, quite the contrary.
I think it's impossible to describe this stuff.
It's impossible for me to adequately describe the one
thing I saw, the little stuff that's happened since like the
coffee cup moving and other events, it's hard to talk about
and you know, like there's, I don't know.
Again, like I like I said a second ago, I'm listening
analytically. Ron, the 1st guest, the very
first guest on the show, 1 of the things he says he says don't
step on that cockroach. They can show up as anything.
You imagine that that was that was 100 episodes in my, you know
production process ago. That guy, the shit he said still
is ringing true half continent around the world, you know, in a
in a different person who's seen and experiencing the exact same
thing. Furthermore, he thought he was
losing his mind when he started to see them because he started
to see them everywhere with his waking eyes and he couldn't talk
to them. He couldn't talk to them at
first. They would nod or like bounce up
on his head for yes and no. And gradually he made verbal
contact. He learned their name and now
he's got a full blown relationship.
He describes it like a fairy nursery.
He said there's just hundreds of them coming out of the walls.
They love it here because I can see them, so they come to me.
Also, how many times on this show have I said they're us?
Something about us powers them. They need us.
You, you know you, you could initially appear like you're
confused and you're disjointed. But when I sit back and I just
listen to you, what I hear is a person who's really experiencing
the phenomenon, struggling to make sense of it.
The exact thing I'm talking about continuously on this show.
You strike me as extremely authentic, in fact, And I
totally hear the authenticity of your struggle and your
confusion. I don't know why certain people
can see them in photography and others can't.
I also like sometimes wonder, like with Liz Webb from
Australia, like how that's working is, is an agreement
being struck where she's like basically saying to the Fey show
up in a picture that everyone can see and then they they
perform for the request. Is it like she's doing something
special or different? I don't know.
I would be fascinated to look at some of the photos you're
referencing. I no guarantees I'll see or not
see because even myself, like I don't know truly where my skill
set in this all lies. I'm really just a dude.
You saw a fairy one time and is now fascinated by it.
However, every single thing you've said follows a very, very
interesting type of consistency. And if you're making it all up,
which you're not, you know, I would.
I would hear. I would hear the lack of weird,
subtle connecting details that I hear so many of as I listen to
you talk. It's really, really hard to come
on a podcast and talk visual things with words.
I mean, good luck trying to describe the color blue with
just words, especially if you're trying to describe the color
blue to a blind person since birth.
Trying to describe fairies or how you see them is extremely
difficult and you don't sound like erratic, you don't sound,
you just sound like a normal person who is genuinely confused
about what is taking place. And I really see that as well in
the fact that you're like trying to look for that validation with
your family. That's where that double edged
sword of trying to convince comes in, is there's a real need
for validation. Yeah, I've just got to step back
in and I think that's why I've reached out because, you know, I
just got to remember that there are people that are, you know,
on that kind of wavelength and, and there's just some people
that aren't and it's maybe it's just not their time like as
well. I only, you know, only so much
can be handled. If you, you literally brought
up, I was talking to my dad about it last night.
You we are literally born. We've we've we've born with the
ability most likely to have that connection and then we are
raised to be disconnected and and that's why it can be just,
you know, impossible to comprehend for literally most
people, I think. And if you know, if we, if for
me, I think I, I, I, there's no doubt in my mind that that I
believe that some sort of like CIA government know that this is
a real thing. Like, and I just, I can't, I
can't imagine them not at least knowing something or or at least
be looking into it. It's it's too real.
It's just I, I don't even, I, I, I mean, yeah, I, it's I was
gonna say as well as that. Like when when this has come
about, yes, I am very confused and overwhelmed.
But at the same time, it's almost like I feel like duh,
yeah, like of course it's here. It's kind of like this inner
like knowing or something. It's just kind of coming back
and and clicking back into place that you know, yeah, this is
this is theirs is actually a thing.
Like this is just like this explains a lot.
That's that is well said. There's I just want to echo that
for a second. There is a weird calming to the
truth as you come to accept it because I think it's a deep
inner knowing like you're saying.
I'll tell you what, out of respect for your time, I've just
noticed we've been talking a little over 2 hours here.
So I try to keep the episodes, you know, around that mark.
I only mentioned that just, you know, out of respect for your
time and the audience's time. No other reason.
Something I do often on the show is around the two hour mark,
I'll kind of bring that up. Plus I'm really busting to go to
the toilet now. Well.
I'll tell you what, I'll get us out of here in, in under 510
minutes and we can both go pee cause I've got to go as well.
But not for, you know, lack of wanting to talk to you.
I could talk to you much, much longer.
I'm actually deeply fascinated to see some of these photos and
the way you've presented them is extremely compelling to me.
Just hope you know that I believe you.
I am hearing that genuine confusion that anyone would
experience. To me, that's the hallmark of
somebody really having this experience.
And enough people have had conversations with me about
their photos evolving into real sightings.
And then, you know, for you perhaps forthcoming, but you
take a look at examples like Ruby, like Jim and others, for
whom the things that they are first, quote UN quote, kind of
seen in their mind's eye are then progressing into real world
tangible object communication, which is further confirmation
that what they are seeing is in fact there.
I wouldn't be surprised to hear back from you, you know,
sometime soon about a type of object communication, you know,
taking place in your home. And the idea of being brave to
come on the show is also the bravery it takes to to wrestle
with this stuff. I do think you've done a really
good job. I really mean it.
I think you've been extremely genuine with me and I want to
see some of your photos. Even if I don't see something in
there, it does not invalidate what is going on with you.
I do think that the layering is a real thing and I don't know if
it's a protein in the eye. Like I'll just leave you with
this final thought on the vision which which comes to mind.
There's this scientific experiment that it was conducted
and is replicable. So it's a, you know, not just a
conceptual thing I'm talking about here.
They they would put like a type of swim swimmers goggles on
people and they had a lens in it that inverted the visual field.
So whatever was up looked like it was down and whatever was
down looked like it was up. So if you put these goggles on
and you stood in your house, it would appear to your eye like
the furniture was on the ceiling and the ceiling was the floor.
This is, you know, you could not see any other way 'cause these
goggles had a lens in it that was doing that.
After about anywhere between 12 to 24 hours, but 24 hours
maximum of wearing these goggles full time, the participants were
astonished to find that even with the goggles on, when they
open their eyes, the visual field had reverted back to what
it normally should be. So even though these goggles are
on and these goggles are bending the image and turning it upside
down with them on, the brain knew this and this isn't right.
And so the brain corrected the visual input it was receiving
and essentially re rendered the entire visual field to now be
correct. And guess what happened when
people took off the glasses? The eyes were without aid
showing the flipped image and it took another 12 to 24 hours for
the brain to correct the visual field.
So there's a, there's a, there's a space between what is coming
into the eye and what the brain is seeing.
And it's a. It's a valid, replicable thing
that you can. Flip your own visual.
Field with lenses, take them off and then.
Even with your. Adulterated eyes still have a
flipped visual field and both times your brain will correct
for error basically because your brain is is a processing unit.
So within that is sort of something interesting as you
related to like how you see it. I think that.
It's. Hard to describe because is it a
brain capability? Is it a eye level capability?
Is it they're choosing to let themselves be seen?
The mind boggles to know, but there's something going on there
with a vision that we don't quite.
Get. I, I actually have something to
say in regards to the actual eye as well, which I sorry, sorry to
jump in, but yeah, that, that's really interesting that you're
talking about it in a scientific way, because.
OK, so since this has been happening, I've actually been
staring at my pupils or my eyes. And there are two sections on
the side of my pupils that have, I swear they have darkened like
I am looking at my eye and I'm like, they, I, my eye looks
different, like it looks like it's changed.
And this is ever since the sightings have become stronger,
the actual iris on this on my eye on this both sides of my
pupil is like this darkened space.
And I was like, bloody hell, my God, like what the, you know,
whoa, it's really stripy, really like just, but you know, I'm
like, well, did my eye look like that just the other day?
It was really interesting because the very Last Post
that's on my Instagram is a photo of my eye.
And this is before the, the actual, you know, real shock of
the, you know, seeing them in, in as clear as day.
The fairies. I mean, I, I posted this picture
of my eye and I right, I have something to say.
And so I went back to those pictures and, and kind of have
been trying to compare it, but I think that the eye, those parts
are getting darker when I've been in a space of seeing them.
So yes, but that's really interesting.
I just thought it was. I'm fascinated by that detail.
It's. It's interest.
It's interesting to hear that you're noticing that because,
well, I'll tell you what, short of getting into like a whole
other hour long discussion just about eyes, which are super
amazing organs in every way. Oh my God, yes.
And, and Jim, I, I, I won't take up your time for it now, but I
have another funny story to tell you and it's to do with the eye.
So, but yeah, I, I, I won't, I won't tell you now, if you want
to drop it in here now, I've got I've got a few minutes.
No problem at all. OK, it's not like a scientific
thing, but it was such a crazy coincidence.
So it just OK, so I, it was about two weeks ago and, and
maybe it wasn't even maybe 10 days ago and I was brushing my
teeth one night and I no, not brushing my teeth.
I did that and then I, I wash my face, but I was also had the
mouthwash in my swishing around my mouth and I had my cheeks
puffed up and at the same time I thought it would be efficient to
wipe my face and, you know, have the mouthwash in my mouth.
But I accidentally, you know, hit my cheek and squirted the
mouthwash out and it went straight into my left eye and I
was like, it bent and I was like, oh, typical like thing
that I always do this dorky shit.
And and then I was telling my parents in the morning because,
you know, I always like to entertain them.
And I was sitting at the kitchen table, which I never sit at,
like in the spot as well. I mean, I just barely even sit
at that, that table. And I sat down in this spot.
There was a box in front of me which I'll mention in a second.
And, but I told him the story about the, the mouthwash falling
in my eye. And then I, and then I, I said
to dad, Oh my, yeah, like, and that time like I did, I tell you
when I, I got a chili flake in my eye, I, I, I made this
spaghetti and I, you know, made it like properly.
And I put this chili flakes in there and I was like, OK, like
this is gonna be amazing. And the very first bite I went
to take the a chili flake just went flew off the spaghetti and
straight into my left eye. And that was like, but like that
I was like, Oh my God, it burnt so much anyway.
So those are the moments that that that like really straight
out to me. So I told him that and then in
front of me is a box that my sister dropped off because she's
just moved house. And inside it is actually, well,
it's my, my dad's parents ashes. So two kind of coffee jars with
their ashes inside, which he hadn't seen before and he didn't
want to see them the other day. And then, and then I opened the
box because he. Yeah, he asked me, oh, all
right. Show, show me the ashes now.
Like, I'm ready. And I was like, OK, here you go.
Because my sister had been taking care of them.
And inside the box as well was some of her things.
And there was a postcard that I sent her.
And it, I sent that postcard back in 2017 from Nepal and I
love reading my old postcards because I have a terrible
memory, like just when it comes to just like life kind of
events, like, you know, when you're hanging out with your
friends and stuff. If I, it's like, I really should
have a diary. But I, I was reading this
postcard ascension. I was like, oh, like, that's
really funny. Like, just, you know, I was
reading it out and talking about how I was just like sitting in
like this restaurant and Nepalese people are awesome.
And, and the hike I did was amazing.
And then I was like, got to the end of it and I was like, holy
shit. And my dad was like, what?
Then I was like, I can't make this up.
At the very end of that postcard, it says PSI just got
onion juice in my eye. Ouch.
And I was like all of the ones sitting and I was like, what the
fuck? Just talking about getting stuff
in my eye. And then this is the end of the
postcard I wrote years ago. I'm also saying I got onion
juice in my eye. And yeah.
And then all this and then and then, yeah, my eyes have opened
to this world. So yeah, it's just kind of
really weird. That's that's my life in
general. Just coincidences non-stop.
I like that. As a finishing note here
tonight, since we're talking so much about what we see, Brooke,
I ask everybody who comes on the show the same question.
And so I'll ask it for you here tonight as we go to wind down
this conversation here. There's no right answer, no
wrong answer, obviously, because no one knows what the answer is.
But what you think about it is deeply interesting and important
to me and everyone listening. So I'll ask you the question,
which is well, Brooke, what do you think fairies are?
I believe that they are, they're almost like another race,
another creature on this planet that we're sharing.
We're sharing it with them, but they're on another dimension and
but they're connected with us as well.
And I believe that they're just, they're, I guess, the special
energy, that special like. Energy or entity or being that
is in both the higher realm and also they're like in the space
between and they are here to help us and we need to help them
and we need to work together to help the earth.
And I think without the fairies, we wouldn't have joy.
And I think they are the love in our hearts that they, they,
they, they're like the, the energy within all the beautiful
nature on this planet. And we all know that that is
what makes so many people happy. And yeah, they just, I don't, I
don't know. I really don't.
I really don't have like a really, I mean, it's kind of
like asking what are humans like?
I mean, we don't even, we don't even bloody know where we are.
So yeah, we just another, just another being on this planet.
Your answer is awesome. And it is because one of the
tricks of that question is that it's really kind of asking what
are we? And I think you nailed it,
because how could one ever know? But.
Everything you said. They're they're all that and
more and somehow nothing at all all at the same time.
And it's just perfect the way it is.
Totally your answer. I really mean it.
Yeah, well, I'll, I'll tell you what, Brooke, out of respect for
everyone's time, I will spend approximately one 1 1/2 minutes
just doing my podcaster housekeeping.
When I'm done, I always give my guests the last word.
So if you want to think about what your last word, be here
tonight. If it's cool with you, I will
sign off for the show. Yeah.
OK, cool. Well.
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really enjoyed talking with you today.
Thank you so much, Jim. It means a lot to me.
I my mind is blown. Did you want me to say my last
piece? Please do.
Yeah. With with all that said, your
last words totally are what comes next, I think.
Yeah, just what I want to say is be yourself.
Embrace your inner child. Just don't take life so
seriously. It's it's.
We just have to have fun. Crystal skies are my eyes in an
easy way. Horizon blue is the waters.
Play a tune for those ashore. Sounds of laughter cross the
street to the diving room, soon to be the rising moon like the
night before, and graduation came so suddenly.
View is vague from the top, the hills we've climbed in.
What to see, I don't know what to see.
Just another page in time on a ship or sail with purpose to
guide us through the years. Yesterday's, tomorrow's night,
it's finally coming clear. On a boat to drift to guide us.
We're floating past our fears. We don't see no sorrow now.
It's true. The memories of days for gone
up, passing by. We dream beneath the open sky
and we are free. Open ocean whispers on some
lands afar. I travel there with my guitar.
Across the sea in graduation came so suddenly, the viewers
vague from outside the hills we've climbed in what to see.
I don't know what to see. Just another page in a time on a
ship or sail with purpose to guide us through the years.
Yesterday's tomorrow's night. It's finally come clear on a
boat to drift to guide us. We're floating past our fears.
We don't see no sorrow now, it's true.
On the ship or sail with purpose to guide us through the years.
Yesterday's, tomorrow's night. It's finally coming clear on a
boat to drift to guide us. We're floating past our few
years. We don't see no sorrow now, it's
true. We don't see no sorrow now it's
true. We don't see no sorrow now.
It's true. I am amazed at the thing she's
seeing. I can't wait for the episode
because I feel like she's saving some stories of course and but I
got to see a lot of pics. OK, Hopefully she showed you
some after. I was like ask her to see some
easy ones because some of them are like whoa, undeniable.
Like there's one in particular that I am obsessed with.
I have a screenshot of it and I like zoomed in and took a
screenshot and I'm like, Yep, met that guy.
I met that guy.