1 00:00:02,800 --> 00:00:13,400 OK, thank you, Jim. I so probably about two weeks. 2 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:19,880 It's not even 2 weeks, maybe just sort of one whole week. 3 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:31,200 Since since one whole week I I've started to have the second 4 00:00:31,280 --> 00:00:34,400 sight. I guess you could call it. 5 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:44,560 I can actually see fairies. Yes, and many children see them 6 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:48,040 too. About 75% of the world's 7 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:51,560 children today are being born with etheric vision. 8 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:57,480 And when your children talk with people and have Daydream 9 00:00:57,480 --> 00:01:00,080 playmates, the chances are they're actually speaking to 10 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:06,760 some of these people. Because these angels or angelic 11 00:01:06,760 --> 00:01:11,200 forces, or nature spirits as they're often called, will often 12 00:01:11,200 --> 00:01:13,760 make themselves seen, seen, seen. 13 00:01:14,280 --> 00:01:17,840 And all of a sudden I hear him go whoa, or, you know, something 14 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:22,640 like that. So I look up, and as I look up I 15 00:01:22,640 --> 00:01:29,440 see this Sing sing sing. And I said I've never seen a 16 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:34,040 butterfly like you before. I know that the paranormal is 17 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:34,720 real. Listen. 18 00:01:37,600 --> 00:01:43,160 As soon as I spoke to it, it turns around and makes eye 19 00:01:43,160 --> 00:01:47,960 contact with me and then it stands upright. 20 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:56,360 And it was at that moment that I saw it was like an orange light 21 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:58,720 appeared above this row of trees. 22 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:03,280 Then from this orange light this thing appeared. 23 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:07,400 It's wings were actually like Sycamore leaf shaped. 24 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:12,280 And I started talking to them. I'm like, hi, are you all the 25 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:15,880 dwarfs? And I would hear whispers that 26 00:02:15,880 --> 00:02:19,640 would say hi, yeah, you want to play? 27 00:02:19,640 --> 00:02:22,160 And it wasn't just my imagination. 28 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:26,280 And I had told them, I'm like my dwarfs, they like beer, you 29 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:29,360 know, And my dad's like, yeah, sure, your dwarfs like beer. 30 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:31,160 And they were holding a conversation. 31 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:35,480 And his beer slid upwards instead of downwards. 32 00:02:35,480 --> 00:02:39,240 How the house was tilted. And him and my brothers jumped 33 00:02:39,480 --> 00:02:45,800 off. So I stopped calling up Adam and 34 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:49,640 I'm just kind of, my mind draws a blank and I stopped behind 35 00:02:49,640 --> 00:02:51,480 that tree stump. I'm pretty close to it now 36 00:02:51,480 --> 00:02:57,040 because I took a few steps forward and I see this thing 37 00:02:57,440 --> 00:03:02,280 thing. Thin, thin, thin, thin. 38 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:35,120 Welcome everybody tonight to Fascinating Faye. 39 00:03:35,960 --> 00:03:38,560 Tonight we're travelling to Australia to talk. 40 00:03:38,560 --> 00:03:41,440 With Brooke, Brooke. How are things going down under? 41 00:03:45,400 --> 00:03:49,320 They're very interesting at the moment, Yeah. 42 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:57,480 So I just woken up a little bit later than I intended, but I'm 43 00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:03,000 here and I'm awake so. You know, a little behind the 44 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,520 scenes tidbit, it's actually mid afternoon here in Costa Rica, 45 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:08,240 but we're still going to say welcome everybody tonight. 46 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:10,920 Yeah. Oh yeah, of course. 47 00:04:10,960 --> 00:04:15,640 Yeah, yeah. Brooke, I'm just going to spend 48 00:04:15,640 --> 00:04:18,360 one minute introducing the format of the show to you and 49 00:04:18,360 --> 00:04:20,920 the audience listening because you never know who's dropping in 50 00:04:20,920 --> 00:04:23,240 for the first time. Is it cool with you if I take a 51 00:04:23,240 --> 00:04:25,800 moment to do that please? Yeah, of course. 52 00:04:27,480 --> 00:04:30,600 Cool. Well, the first order of 53 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:35,560 business here at the fascinating Fey Enterprise is that we are 54 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:37,800 not trying to convince anybody of anything. 55 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:42,720 This is extremely important, you know, contacts to the show, the 56 00:04:42,720 --> 00:04:46,960 faith phenomena, vision of fairies, first hand encounters 57 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:51,840 is extremely difficult to categorize and explain to the 58 00:04:51,840 --> 00:04:54,240 uninitiated. So there's no pressure to 59 00:04:54,240 --> 00:04:56,320 convince me to convince the audience. 60 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:59,160 I'm just here to listen to what happened and let you get into 61 00:04:59,160 --> 00:05:01,440 it. The other thing I'd like to tell 62 00:05:01,440 --> 00:05:04,520 people is that it is extremely brave to come on this show. 63 00:05:05,920 --> 00:05:08,480 That is not a platitude. I talked to you a little bit in 64 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,960 the offline portion of our conversation about my friend 65 00:05:10,960 --> 00:05:13,800 Daniel. You know, even yourself, you've 66 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:16,920 got some hesitations. That is extremely normal. 67 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:20,480 And I just want you to know I think it's brave to come on this 68 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,480 show. A lot of people listening 69 00:05:22,840 --> 00:05:26,200 benefit from it, extremely listening to what is going on 70 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:28,960 with others. For that reason, I encourage you 71 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:32,280 to tell me you know everything you want to because the 72 00:05:32,280 --> 00:05:34,800 likelihood that someone else listening is going to be 73 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:39,600 relieved by what you've said and like, reach out is and connect 74 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,400 is very high at this point. I've seen it happen dozens and 75 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:46,360 dozens of times in the show. So bravery can have its rewards 76 00:05:46,360 --> 00:05:47,920 and it is brave to come on the show. 77 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:53,040 Finally, I just like to say that the way I do things here at 78 00:05:53,040 --> 00:05:57,080 Fascinating Faye is that I just sort of kick back and let you 79 00:05:57,120 --> 00:06:00,680 have as much time and space as you need to get into it. 80 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:04,720 Sometimes it takes a while to explain these things and often 81 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:08,280 if you give the context, you know, like what happened before 82 00:06:08,280 --> 00:06:11,240 or sometimes even like years apart, it really doesn't matter. 83 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:15,160 Whatever you feel you know is related, whatever kind of is 84 00:06:15,160 --> 00:06:18,920 connected in your mind can be extremely useful to get into 85 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:21,920 your intuition, the context, what you were doing that day, 86 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:24,720 that kind of stuff. But I'll just kind of finish by 87 00:06:24,720 --> 00:06:26,760 saying this, like for the audience listening, I've had 88 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:29,000 some great emails back and forth with Brooke. 89 00:06:29,400 --> 00:06:32,360 And if you want to send me an e-mail, I mean, please do. 90 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:34,600 It's a great way to start a conversation with me like Brooke 91 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:37,120 has here tonight. I know there's some really 92 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,760 interesting synchronicities coming up around listening to 93 00:06:39,760 --> 00:06:42,200 the show. I know that you yourself are 94 00:06:42,200 --> 00:06:45,320 having some incredible stuff going on right now too. 95 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:47,240 You can start kind of wherever you like. 96 00:06:47,640 --> 00:06:50,800 But if you'd be so kind, Brooke, if you would sort of walk myself 97 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:53,680 in the audience into what brings you here on to fascinating fate 98 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:55,520 tonight, I'd be really, really grateful. 99 00:06:57,360 --> 00:07:07,960 OK, thank you, Jim. I so probably about two weeks. 100 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:14,400 It's not even 2 weeks, maybe just sort of one whole week 101 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:25,880 since since one whole week I, I've started to have the second 102 00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:32,240 site, I guess you could call it. I can actually see fairies now. 103 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:37,840 So that's, that's what's happening. 104 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:48,400 I please, please, please feel free to talk to me back and 105 00:07:48,400 --> 00:07:50,720 forth. I I I think I really need the 106 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:54,800 direction. I was just about to. 107 00:07:54,800 --> 00:07:56,800 Say, let me help you with some of this storytelling. 108 00:07:56,840 --> 00:08:00,040 It can be intimidating to just kind of start with a intro like 109 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:04,680 that before this, you know, recent event where you're seeing 110 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:06,000 fairies. And don't worry, I'm going to 111 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,960 get to that in a second because that is fucking incredible. 112 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:14,040 But let's kind of kind of go back like when did you start to 113 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:16,800 get interested in fairies? Was it a? 114 00:08:16,800 --> 00:08:19,000 Lifelong thing? That's a really interesting 115 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:21,160 question. So where did the interest start? 116 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:23,720 Would be maybe? Just a good place to start here. 117 00:08:24,720 --> 00:08:28,320 OK. So obviously when you're a 118 00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:34,280 child, you're very much interested in fairies and that's 119 00:08:34,919 --> 00:08:40,520 something that pretty typically all little girls love. 120 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:48,480 And I have a sister and we're both similar age and we, we, we 121 00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:55,120 played a lot. And I actually I saw a photo 122 00:08:55,120 --> 00:09:00,200 from when we were little. It's, I realized it's sitting on 123 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:04,720 my dad's one of his tables in his room. 124 00:09:04,720 --> 00:09:08,720 And it's a picture of me and my sister dressed up as fairies. 125 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:16,320 So when it comes to the metaphysical and spiritual 126 00:09:16,560 --> 00:09:28,640 world, probably more so got into it or aware of it as a teenager 127 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:35,720 when I was in high school. I, I've had a quite a few 128 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:44,200 experiences in my life where it has been something that can't 129 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:53,640 just can't explain. And I had discussed with my 130 00:09:53,640 --> 00:10:00,960 parents on a few occasions about ghosts and sort of paranormal 131 00:10:02,280 --> 00:10:07,800 things happening. And my parents both confirm that 132 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:11,000 they believe in the in ghosts because they both have had sort 133 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:16,680 of experiences like that. And we're not like a religious 134 00:10:16,680 --> 00:10:18,680 family or anything. So yeah. 135 00:10:20,720 --> 00:10:23,120 Sometimes I wonder like who is religious? 136 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:26,760 Because I never really figured out like how you could just go 137 00:10:26,760 --> 00:10:29,800 about allowing yourself to be part of doctrine other than for 138 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:32,720 the access to community, which is the part I do understand. 139 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:38,840 That's interesting. So often I feel this is just me 140 00:10:39,560 --> 00:10:42,680 blabbing away here because the format of the show is pretty 141 00:10:42,680 --> 00:10:44,960 much just that. And I'll remind you, I'm not an 142 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:47,960 expert. Not an expert over here. 0 143 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:53,680 expertise I just kind of think that like fake communication is 144 00:10:53,680 --> 00:10:58,320 that often lifelong. What were some of these, if even 145 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:00,360 just one, that you know? No pressure to remember, but can 146 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:03,200 you remember any or? Some of the like events you're 147 00:11:03,200 --> 00:11:05,880 describing that just didn't really have a explanation. 148 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:09,480 Did you want it more fair related. 149 00:11:11,200 --> 00:11:14,080 Well, really doesn't matter. I mean, I'm really curious. 150 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:16,960 Like sometimes people have these events involving like 151 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:21,800 disappearing, reappearing objects or you know, near misses 152 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:24,720 that are of avoiding calamity and stuff like that. 153 00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:27,120 It could be really anything like that, but usually that's the 154 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:30,560 type of thing that stands out. You know, you mentioned you had 155 00:11:30,560 --> 00:11:32,600 some events that defy explanation. 156 00:11:32,680 --> 00:11:34,120 Whatever kind of comes up to you. 157 00:11:34,400 --> 00:11:35,760 That you might feel like sharing. 158 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:38,600 I'm just kind of. Curious to explore a bit more 159 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:42,160 about your past as we. Gravitate towards this recent 160 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:44,520 events when we started chatting, but you know, is there anything 161 00:11:44,520 --> 00:11:46,120 that stands out that you might want to share? 162 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:53,800 Yeah, So there is, this is. Yeah, there, there's this time I 163 00:11:53,800 --> 00:12:00,040 think when I was about, I would say I was maybe 1516 years old 164 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:09,120 and this is probably one of the most sorry, one of the first 165 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:16,240 sort of unexplainable experiences that had had 166 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:18,560 happened to me. And when I started to really 167 00:12:18,920 --> 00:12:29,160 notice those things. So I had a like a a Nokia phone 168 00:12:29,240 --> 00:12:33,880 at that age. His you know, it's quite a a 169 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:39,200 little while ago, I had a little smartphones were out, but I 170 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:42,600 think I sort of I had one and then I kind of went backwards, 171 00:12:42,600 --> 00:12:47,440 you know, and I went back to like a little Nokia brick phone, 172 00:12:47,440 --> 00:12:52,320 a really light, light one, not, not like the original block 173 00:12:53,520 --> 00:13:02,160 blocks that they were. And I was sleeping in my bedroom 174 00:13:03,200 --> 00:13:09,960 as you do. And I, I was, I was having this 175 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:21,000 dream and I would hear the, the Nokia ringtone and I maybe heard 176 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:24,680 it a couple of times. And then I, I, yeah, I woke up 177 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:28,920 and, and I was like, oh. And then I, yeah, I looked at 178 00:13:28,920 --> 00:13:32,880 the door actually, because I was still waking up and my dad was 179 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:36,440 standing at the door and I was like, I was like, what are you 180 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:42,120 doing there? And 'cause this is like around 181 00:13:42,120 --> 00:13:44,840 3:00 in the morning, so it's still still night time. 182 00:13:44,880 --> 00:13:47,240 And he said, oh, it's your, is your phone ringing? 183 00:13:48,120 --> 00:13:56,120 And I said, oh, yeah, I said, oh, it's not. 184 00:13:56,120 --> 00:13:59,320 Or did you hear something? And he, and he heard the Dun 185 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:02,600 Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun Dun. You know that tone? 186 00:14:03,960 --> 00:14:05,920 And I said, yeah, I just heard that too. 187 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,040 Actually. I thought it was in my dream. 188 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:11,760 So my phone at the time, I didn't have like a table next to 189 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:15,680 my bed and it was just sitting on the ground next to my bed. 190 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:22,200 I so I picked it up and there was no missed call. 191 00:14:23,000 --> 00:14:32,880 There was no no like history, no notifications, no nothing to say 192 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:35,000 that the the Internet dropped out. 193 00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:39,840 I asked my dad did it, how many times did you hear it? 194 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:45,760 And he said he heard it at least three times and they were maybe 195 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:51,760 like 4 or 5 minutes apart. The full Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun, 196 00:14:51,760 --> 00:14:57,160 Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun, Dun Dun. And I said, was it definitely 197 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:59,880 coming from here? And I mean, I heard it so 198 00:14:59,880 --> 00:15:03,120 clearly. And she said it's coming from 199 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:06,560 your bedroom. And I looked through my phone 200 00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:09,840 and I mean, I was like, that's not even the ringtone that I 201 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:16,880 have on, you know, So I had like a a song or something, not the 202 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:19,080 Nokia ringtone. I was like, well, why is that 203 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:21,560 making that noise? It's not that's doesn't even 204 00:15:21,560 --> 00:15:25,600 make that noise when you kind of have the Internet drop out or 205 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:32,080 the the sorry signal. And so me and dad were actually 206 00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:39,120 really flabbergasted and we, we went through all the drawers in 207 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:46,040 the kitchen and we looked through to find the old phones 208 00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:48,800 and, and we were like, OK, so we both heard this. 209 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:52,080 Where is it coming from? And what? 210 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:55,360 So we were looking at these phones and nothing, you know, 211 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:58,000 old phones in the drawer, they're dead, like they're not 212 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:02,040 on. And we just couldn't explain it. 213 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:06,360 And, and I, I said, well, I heard it and you heard it. 214 00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:08,920 And I said, was it definitely coming from my room? 215 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:14,520 And he said it was. So that's something that's 216 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:17,160 probably one of the first things that sticks out to me is that I, 217 00:16:17,160 --> 00:16:22,480 I, we still to this day just have no reasonable explanation 218 00:16:22,480 --> 00:16:29,400 for what was going on there. And then since then, I think my 219 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:32,760 dad actually was either talking about it yesterday or the day 220 00:16:32,760 --> 00:16:37,880 before in that house. He did have some experience with 221 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:43,240 the paranormal. I think they had mom and dad had 222 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:47,920 something sit on their bed, so they they felt it sit on their 223 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,600 bed. So that's they didn't tell me 224 00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:52,760 that at the time though, because they would have, they didn't 225 00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:57,600 want to scare me so. You know what's so interesting 226 00:16:57,600 --> 00:17:01,640 is as you, as you, as you were telling me, you know what's so 227 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:05,359 interesting is that as you were telling me the telephone story, 228 00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:07,160 I was getting like these full body. 229 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:11,960 Waves of goosebumps. And it's, it's often weird, like 230 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:16,800 I do think if I have a guest and the guest is talking about a 231 00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:21,520 real phenomenon or a real Fey, they will come and visit here my 232 00:17:21,520 --> 00:17:24,839 end and make sure that I know that that's like a real 233 00:17:26,160 --> 00:17:28,000 retelling of something interesting. 234 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:32,640 I, I, I can't say what that was. But I do think that they 235 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:37,480 communicate using technology and I think they play little games 236 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:40,680 to get your attention. Anyway, I just needed to share 237 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:43,040 that with you. Occasionally when a guest is 238 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:47,040 telling me something sort of small or benign, I get totally 239 00:17:47,040 --> 00:17:49,680 overwhelmed with goosebumps and I never really figure out what 240 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:51,640 that is about. But I've taken it to me and it's 241 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:55,320 sort of like indicator that someone is telling me something 242 00:17:55,320 --> 00:17:59,800 true or that is Faye related is more accurate I guess. 243 00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:01,360 But that's just me and my goosebumps it. 244 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:03,920 It could literally be nothing, but I just thought I'd share 245 00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:06,160 that with you. I don't believe it's nothing 246 00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:16,080 actually, because after this whole eye opening event recently 247 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:22,920 I've just had to get a reading from this woman who who actually 248 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:26,480 did. Sorry, I gotta tell you, no, it 249 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:31,280 it what whatever is up is now definitely like just sort of 250 00:18:31,280 --> 00:18:33,720 right next to me, right on my right hand side here. 251 00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:35,560 Cool. Cool, cool. 252 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:37,720 Yeah. Interesting like drop in 253 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:40,320 temperature going on and keep talking. 254 00:18:40,400 --> 00:18:42,560 You had a reading. I'm just just letting you. 255 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:45,840 Know I'm having weird impact over here but listening to you. 256 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:50,200 Yeah, So I I hadn't actually. So this is a woman I hadn't met 257 00:18:50,200 --> 00:18:54,720 a few metaphysical classes with. So that that sort of something 258 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:59,160 that I then ended up doing when I was around maybe 1718 years 259 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:06,920 old, I went to her classes each week and we we talk about that 260 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:14,120 in a second, but I hadn't spoken to her for like over 15 years. 261 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:20,600 I've had her on my Facebook and yeah, you comment and like stuff 262 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:25,600 and whatnot, but I hadn't actually seen her for a long 263 00:19:25,600 --> 00:19:27,440 time. And, and she's since like she's 264 00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:32,480 moved in to Queensland. So she's, she's away from where 265 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:39,200 I am. But I once this kind of second 266 00:19:39,200 --> 00:19:44,080 sight really kicked in and I was thinking like, what the hell is 267 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:45,880 going on? And I, I just need some 268 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:51,320 reassurance that everything is OK and I'm not going to die soon 269 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:54,520 or something because it's just crazy. 270 00:19:55,960 --> 00:20:01,640 She so I, I booked her a reading with her because she's, she's 271 00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:04,840 still offering readings and, and that's what she did when she, 272 00:20:04,920 --> 00:20:11,440 she did the classes down here and not as she doesn't do them 273 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:15,000 as much, but I feel like she's, she explained to me that she's 274 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:18,920 going in and out of she kind of stepped away a bit. 275 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,560 From that and and now she's really feeling like she's she's 276 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:29,360 needing to go back and and do more of the clairvoyant work. 277 00:20:30,320 --> 00:20:36,240 So Speaking of goosebumps, when I, I saw her, we had a zoom one 278 00:20:36,240 --> 00:20:38,560 hour meeting. So I told her like, look, I'm 279 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:44,160 seeing these things and I just need to hear some messages 280 00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:49,240 because for me, I at the moment at least, I am not hearing 281 00:20:49,240 --> 00:20:54,240 anything. I, I am more of an intuitive 282 00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:58,920 feeling person, but I'm also a little bit of a warrior. 283 00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:04,640 So I just needed to, I feel she's a she, she's a very 284 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:10,440 confident reader. And so she got, she got the 285 00:21:10,440 --> 00:21:15,960 goosebumps as well. She whenever she said something 286 00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:20,080 to me or when I was telling her things about what was going on, 287 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:27,120 she, she was like, Oh yeah, I have got so many goosebumps all 288 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:29,240 over me. And she said I couldn't just 289 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:36,040 feel them all around me. And she actually said, because I 290 00:21:36,040 --> 00:21:39,360 don't even know how to, I don't know how to use zoom. 291 00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:43,120 I didn't even have the the little text message thing open 292 00:21:43,160 --> 00:21:50,840 and the message she had for me was that they basically I'm here 293 00:21:50,840 --> 00:22:00,880 to help them be help. I wrote notes, sorry on that 294 00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:07,160 day. I have, I have, I'm here to help 295 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:18,720 them heal and I am here to help the basically the earth to be 296 00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:21,360 protected and get the message out that we need to look after 297 00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:25,160 the planet because we're sharing this home with the fairy realm. 298 00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:32,000 And she got this message sent to her from my side and it was a 299 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:35,120 high 5. And she said, I know you're not 300 00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:37,800 doing anything because I can see you and your, your hands aren't 301 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:40,240 moving. And I didn't even have that that 302 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:46,600 section open. Sorry, the high 5 is true. 303 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,600 That was true I got. I haven't stopped feeling a 304 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,520 little odd since you've been talking here. 305 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:58,000 That's really special. You, you're, you're very in 306 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:03,600 tune. Look, it's that is so nice to to 307 00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:06,480 also hear that you're getting those feelings. 308 00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:11,000 Uh huh. And I've seen it happen in front 309 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:14,000 of my very eyes when the computer does things that are 310 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:18,720 beyond function. And I do think, like, as odd as 311 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:22,480 it may sound at first pass, the nature of time is totally 312 00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:25,480 different for the Fay realm. And so to us, what seems like 313 00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:30,920 events separated by many hours or days or even years to them is 314 00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:35,240 maybe perhaps all part of the same stroke of the pen, you 315 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:38,200 know, as they're writing that little passage to capture our 316 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:41,000 attention. The the great part about it is 317 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:44,920 we'll never exactly know. However, I mean, I do a lot of 318 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:48,640 calls, I should remind you and the audience listening. 319 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:51,880 I do a do a good number of calls that I never publish. 320 00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:57,080 I really do spend like 2 to 4 hours talking to at least one to 321 00:23:57,080 --> 00:23:58,560 two people a month that I never publish. 322 00:23:58,560 --> 00:24:02,840 And the reason being is that there can be a kind of 323 00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:07,360 hopefulness that it's fairies when it's clear that someone is 324 00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:09,880 having perhaps a little bit of a challenging time. 325 00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:16,520 And but when I listen to it. Like you or a great example 326 00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:20,320 would be as I listen to Percy talk about her wings. 327 00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:25,880 There are moments producing this show that are undeniably lit up 328 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:30,120 to me, that mimic or feel like the same kind of feeling I had 329 00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:32,800 when I saw my fairy and have had other experiences. 330 00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:35,400 I take that to be very validating, but it's just an 331 00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:38,080 internal feeling. I'm just saying it on the mic. 332 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:42,920 It's not scientific. But if I, if that happens to me 333 00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:45,920 during an episode, I publish those ones, that's for sure. 334 00:24:46,360 --> 00:24:48,720 Let's just put it that way. Interesting. 335 00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:50,720 Yeah. No, Absolutely. 336 00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:54,560 I I yeah. Publish it or don't publish it. 337 00:24:54,560 --> 00:25:02,080 I I I I'm really happy to talk. I I, but I actually I, I, I hope 338 00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,520 you do because I feel like I have to get this message out as 339 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:09,520 well. I just wanted to sort of say, 340 00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:13,520 like the first bit that you told me about the cell phone really 341 00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:15,720 got my goosebumps going. And then it's interesting that 342 00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:18,000 you've kind of jumped ahead a bit in time to this reading, 343 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:20,880 though I do think it's related. And that's what I mean about 344 00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:23,960 sometimes it's cool to just jump around over large periods of 345 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,000 time when telling stories. You're on the show. 346 00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:29,760 No, it's valid. It's extremely valid and I hope 347 00:25:29,760 --> 00:25:32,160 that that's something that doesn't detract from people's 348 00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,640 knowledge on it. And if I feel it's related with 349 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,680 a goosebump wave never ending for like 4 minutes there. 350 00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:43,280 There's something up there's I'm sort of getting. 351 00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:45,000 I feel compelled to say a couple things. 352 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,920 That's why I'm interrupting. No, that's why I'm letting you. 353 00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:51,120 I, I, I need to hear whatever you you're getting it. 354 00:25:51,120 --> 00:25:54,720 Yeah, I don't know where this is coming from exactly, but perhaps 355 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:56,400 what you've said has struck A chord for me. 356 00:25:57,000 --> 00:26:00,480 As an unusual approach to your storytelling that has started 357 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:03,520 here tonight, don't worry, we're going to land the plane. 358 00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:10,560 But I don't know why the fairies choose certain people, but they 359 00:26:10,560 --> 00:26:14,360 do choose a type and they choose resilient people. 360 00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:18,920 And it's a kind of. Morality compass that they 361 00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:21,520 possess in my estimation, although I don't have any 362 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,760 backing proof for that. But I think that they like 363 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,480 people that they can trust. And I think one of the ways that 364 00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:29,920 they measure who they can trust as they look to people that have 365 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:34,600 overcome difficulties and maintain an even keel, because 366 00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:39,560 seeing them is a difficulty. And so they they don't overwhelm 367 00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:41,840 people that can't handle it, for one. 368 00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:44,000 And they want to know that you, what you're going to do with it 369 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:48,160 when you see them is is going to be well-intentioned and so. 370 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:52,040 As disjointed as. Even my own life, I'm talking 371 00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:54,480 personally, so many of the events of my life felt like just 372 00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:58,760 chaos for most of my adult life is only in retrospect and 373 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:02,360 through this emerging lens of producing the show that I am 374 00:27:02,360 --> 00:27:07,080 starting to realize it's all just been kind of A1 big fairy 375 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,080 test and that. You could. 376 00:27:10,120 --> 00:27:12,760 You could. Trade the word fairy for God, or 377 00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:14,760 you could trade the word fairy for the universe. 378 00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:20,600 But something is watching what we do and cares and there's a 379 00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:25,760 reward of type for overcoming your situation. 380 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:29,920 And part of that is you get a big old fairy wrapped barbed 381 00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:33,280 wire wrapped gift, which is an existential crisis when the true 382 00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:34,920 nature. Of reality is revealed to you, 383 00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:38,360 but you can't get there easily. You can't get there lightly. 384 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,760 Everything you're sort of not saying and that I'm hearing from 385 00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:44,760 you gives me this strong, very true impression about you. 386 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,000 So I'm super happy to have you on the show. 387 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:50,360 And I, I'm starting to understand why listening to the 388 00:27:50,360 --> 00:27:53,280 show and a couple of other things leading up to it have 389 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:56,560 produced this recent outcome. So you're in, you're in good 390 00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:58,440 company here. You're you're right at home at 391 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:00,760 fascinating FA. I hope that you feel that way. 392 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:09,600 Yeah, Well, I, I on that note, I as I may, I took note of what 393 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:17,320 you said about your friend and how he's he's I think I remember 394 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,320 you saying this once before in an episode. 395 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:22,600 I heard that he he took his own life. 396 00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:30,520 I didn't really realize that it was because he he had like a he 397 00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:36,760 said that he he could see a lot and he couldn't really handle it 398 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:38,400 or something. Is that what you? 399 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:43,400 That is basically it, you know, And no shade on my friend, 400 00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:45,920 because it's not like. He couldn't handle it. 401 00:28:46,280 --> 00:28:50,200 Not like that at all. It's more like there was no real 402 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:54,520 support or contemporary like back then. 403 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:56,560 OK, this is more than 10 years ago now. 404 00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:59,560 There was no modern fairy sightings podcast. 405 00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:01,720 There was no fairy whispering podcast. 406 00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:04,720 There was no fascinating Fay. There was barely. 407 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:08,760 A flicker on Reddit and a handful of fucking back posts. 408 00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:11,960 I mean, it's like even on Facebook, Lee, there was nothing 409 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:15,120 to lead you to believe that if you were seeing fairies, you 410 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:18,360 were having a valid experience. There was nothing to confirm for 411 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:20,960 you what happened. In fact, just to kind of 412 00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:23,680 elaborate on this as we're talking about it and you asked 413 00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:27,240 is he went looking for answers and. 414 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:32,960 Like predatory forces, like took this, you know, beautiful, 415 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:36,840 vulnerable, amazing man who is super sensitive and open and 416 00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:38,480 being given the gift of second sight. 417 00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:42,120 And they predated on his bank account and his mind. 418 00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:46,280 You know, numerous people said, come do this ayahuasca ceremony 419 00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:49,480 and I'll give you guidance. Numerous people said, come do 420 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,720 this mushroom ceremony and I'll give you guidance. 421 00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:56,800 These are unskilled, untrained, you know, ad hoc providers of 422 00:29:56,800 --> 00:30:00,600 services, often out of their homes, you know, but he was 423 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:04,360 desperate for understanding. And if someone said hey, I can 424 00:30:04,360 --> 00:30:08,120 help you understand that he he explored it. 425 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:12,480 And that's valid, but what happened is that those forces of 426 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:18,640 the initial and sustained vision and then the mix of unsatisfying 427 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:22,840 answers delivered in a totally chaotic, you know, non 428 00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:26,200 structured way, all based on the need for these people to profit 429 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,720 and have their ego stroked about what they know and what they can 430 00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:30,680 teach and share. He was a. 431 00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:34,400 Mess by the end and the visions didn't stop. 432 00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:38,320 And what was once like an extremely powerful community 433 00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:42,440 leader, bandleader, I mean, there was like 2000 people at 434 00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:44,720 his funeral. He was icon of the community. 435 00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:47,840 This was not some sad guy in the corner. 436 00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:52,440 You know, he was truly like championing, just like you said, 437 00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:55,240 saving the world. This big, big part of his like 438 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:57,040 being and what he was working on. 439 00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,920 I think that's why they chose him to have vision because he 440 00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:03,200 was an ally. But it overwhelmed him 441 00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:05,040 ultimately and left him isolated. 442 00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:09,200 That's honestly probably 95% of the reason I do this show. 443 00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:15,080 The 5% is I saw what I saw and then it's the 95% is my guilt of 444 00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:19,160 not understanding him back then is what keeps me doing the show 445 00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:21,480 so that I can be here for people like you and others that might 446 00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:23,080 want to talk about what's going on with them. 447 00:31:23,160 --> 00:31:26,360 Simple as that basically. Yeah, yeah. 448 00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:30,600 Well, I, I can completely understand. 449 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:37,960 And it's just I, as you were saying that I, I remembered a, a 450 00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:43,160 story as well, which is actually something, not a story, but 451 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:48,160 something that happened a few years back. 452 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:54,200 And it's something that I hold on to because so with your 453 00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:58,160 friend, sorry, I'm jump jumping back and forth a little bit, but 454 00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:00,640 I'll, I'll say why I brought it up. 455 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:09,080 Firstly, I in the recent, maybe at least six months, I've been 456 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:11,480 going through a very, very dark time. 457 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:17,880 And I didn't realize it was going to get like a lump in my 458 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:23,440 throat just then. And yeah, my, my, my 459 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,960 relationship fell apart as well. So sorry. 460 00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:35,080 We've been together for about 4 1/2 years and everything just 461 00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:37,880 sort of, it just got really hard. 462 00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:41,400 We're both very sensitive people and we kind of, I think just 463 00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:48,400 trying to live like a, a typical normal life because I've spent 464 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:51,000 the last over 10 years travelling around. 465 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:58,840 So just doing all these kind of, yeah, being in different 466 00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:01,800 countries and, and, and being around all these different 467 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,440 people and having all these different experiences. 468 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:09,920 And anyway, we've ended up like trying to live a normal life. 469 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:15,040 And I think we, we went to alcoholism to really just try 470 00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:19,120 and deal with things that we ourselves haven't dealt with 471 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:25,320 deep within our themselves. And it kind of just came to a 472 00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:30,800 head struggling with, you know, money and, and God wasn't able 473 00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:34,320 to work because I was unhappy. I couldn't fit into the world. 474 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:39,400 And it, it was the city as well. And I can't, I can't go back to 475 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,120 a city. Like I just can't. 476 00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:54,000 And, but basically I, I've been suicidal on and off the last few 477 00:33:54,000 --> 00:34:04,920 months and I, I've had a lot of like help just with feeling 478 00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:10,280 really supported by my parents. So that's where I'm living back 479 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,920 back at home. Didn't think I would ever be 480 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,280 back at home in my 30s like that. 481 00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:22,560 But yeah, it's just I, I, I couldn't be more sure about the 482 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:30,440 fact that it's the right thing. But with your with you saying 483 00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:35,159 that your friend, yeah, ended his life. 484 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,520 And I'm so sorry to hear that that happened, that he didn't 485 00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:47,960 have the support and he kind of was he he he didn't 486 00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:55,960 unfortunately have some sort of information for him before all 487 00:34:55,960 --> 00:35:04,240 of that or or. So basically what I was going to 488 00:35:04,240 --> 00:35:08,400 say is that when I was talking to Ruby the other day, I we 489 00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:11,640 talked a little bit about our own like sort of personal 490 00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:13,320 struggles. And I just said to her, like, 491 00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:20,560 look, I think if this had happened, this, this awakening 492 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:26,880 had happened anytime in the past, I don't think I would be 493 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:31,160 able to handle it. So I, I think I've gone through 494 00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:37,680 a lot of shit to get here. I've, I've, I've, I've, I've had 495 00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:44,640 some very, very hard times in my, in my life. 496 00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:50,400 I don't think a lot of people realise from the outside and 497 00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:56,320 from travelling and because I've, I've basically just tried 498 00:35:56,320 --> 00:36:01,440 to escape and not regretting what I, I did and everything. 499 00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:06,240 But it's, I've, I've just come back to the realisation that 500 00:36:06,240 --> 00:36:09,880 wherever you go, you take yourself. 501 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:18,600 So I, I've just had to, yeah, it's just come to this breaking 502 00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:23,040 point. But on the note of this, the 503 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:26,760 suicide, sorry, my voice is breaking up. 504 00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:33,240 I, I when I was living back in, I was living in New Zealand in 505 00:36:33,240 --> 00:36:36,160 2000. And well, I've been, I've lived 506 00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,760 there a lot actually over the last few years. 507 00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:45,640 But I met a girl who she, we, we worked in the same place and 508 00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:50,720 shared the same bedroom. We lived together. 509 00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:58,000 She's from the US and she, she really grounded me because I, I, 510 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:04,200 I'm a very like in my head. I'm I, I especially when I was 511 00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:09,880 younger, very not understanding why, why I'm a certain way, why 512 00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:14,160 I have so many intense emotions and so up and down. 513 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:20,440 So that's something that started to become clearer for me in the 514 00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:26,080 last few months. But she's so she was very far 515 00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:35,680 from home and and she became like a like a sister to me. 516 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:38,760 Well, she's she what she said to me is that you remind me so much 517 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:43,480 of my sister. You, you, she like her sister 518 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:48,000 was back in the US and, and, but we just had so much fun 519 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:53,600 together. And and I think the the way how 520 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:57,120 emotional I was because she, she really had to Get Me Out of bed. 521 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:03,320 Some days I just wasn't getting out of bed is of how whatever I 522 00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:06,040 was going through. And she said, you remind me so 523 00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:12,320 much of my sister. You're you're so just have so 524 00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:17,560 much like intense emotions. And I don't really know what the 525 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:22,520 words that she said were, but she yeah, we we just balanced 526 00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:28,680 each other out. And so we, we, we had some 527 00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:31,240 really fun, wonderful times in New Zealand. 528 00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:35,520 And then, you know, ultimately, like you kind of move on and, 529 00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:39,600 and you go and do continued travels. 530 00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:44,760 And anyway, I, the next year I was, I was back in Australia 531 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,440 working out in the middle of nowhere. 532 00:38:48,080 --> 00:38:52,960 And she, sorry, I'll try and not say I'm too bad. 533 00:38:53,560 --> 00:38:59,440 She, she was back in the US, She'd been there for a little 534 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:04,720 bit and I just randomly got this message from her one day saying 535 00:39:04,720 --> 00:39:10,360 that my sister killed herself yesterday. 536 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:13,720 I just want you to know that I love you so much. 537 00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:22,240 And I I just can't believe that that was one of the first people 538 00:39:22,240 --> 00:39:26,800 that she, she, she felt like she had to do that is to reach out 539 00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:30,880 to me. And I know she needed to tell 540 00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:34,440 someone, but it's not something that you would want to do. 541 00:39:35,360 --> 00:39:39,720 I wouldn't really think of that. Is that you do you send that to 542 00:39:39,720 --> 00:39:42,080 someone straight after you've lost your only sibling? 543 00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:47,480 And that's what it seems that's really helped, helped me hold on 544 00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:52,880 is people in my life and I can't ever leave them. 545 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:01,040 Brooke. Don't say sorry. 546 00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:05,840 Don't say sorry at all. I just want to say thank you for 547 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:09,480 sharing that. I understand what you're saying. 548 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:14,520 You received that message and it it's giving you actually a kind 549 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,880 of. Hope, in a strange way, I 550 00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:18,920 understand that exactly actually. 551 00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:22,720 And you know what? You, you definitely belong here, 552 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:28,520 and I hope that you. Stick around, see what tomorrow 553 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:32,600 brings, as I always say. Yeah, yeah, basically that, that 554 00:40:34,880 --> 00:40:37,600 I'll just finish that off with she. 555 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:42,480 She'd got into the pasta and she had some sort of awakening and 556 00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:45,680 they didn't. Yeah. 557 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:47,880 Like you said, they they're not professionals and they didn't 558 00:40:47,920 --> 00:40:50,400 have, you know, they could, they didn't help. 559 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:53,880 They like they, they, they didn't support her like she 560 00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:56,680 needed. And that's how that that made-up 561 00:40:56,680 --> 00:41:01,960 happen. But my number is 44 or 444. 562 00:41:02,920 --> 00:41:06,280 That's something that I experienced a lot before I did 563 00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:10,200 go travelling. It started then and it's just, 564 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:19,760 it's with me my whole life. I won't get into the 4444 stuff 565 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:25,360 at the moment, but because it's crazy. 566 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,240 But just with that, that was that was her sister's number. 567 00:41:36,190 --> 00:41:40,950 Oh, I just heard. Did you hear that? 568 00:41:42,590 --> 00:41:44,230 Something weird happened there, yes. 569 00:41:45,150 --> 00:41:51,790 I heard forehead repeated. Yeah, the show will do that. 570 00:41:52,110 --> 00:41:55,560 Yeah, yeah. It's not just my goosebumps. 571 00:41:55,560 --> 00:41:58,320 The the show has like a little bit of a feedback loop of its 572 00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:00,360 own so. It might be Yeah, it just 573 00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:03,920 sounded really like funny. So yeah, she. 574 00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:07,680 So she was looking through my pictures and and her sister 575 00:42:07,680 --> 00:42:12,960 actually had a Yeah, her. Her Facebook profile is still 576 00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:17,720 active to this day. This is back in 2018, I think 577 00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:20,480 now. And but yeah, she was looking 578 00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:22,440 through my pictures and there was this picture of me with the 579 00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:26,080 crystal in my forehead. And and then suddenly her sister 580 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:31,040 was tagged right on that crystal and she messaged me. 581 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:36,400 She messaged me and she said, well, because I obviously got 582 00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:39,720 the notification and something that she was tagged in that as 583 00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:41,440 well. And she was like, I didn't do 584 00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:47,200 that. She said my, my sister is tagged 585 00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:50,600 now in your photo and I didn't do that and it was right. 586 00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:52,360 It's right. To this day it's still there. 587 00:42:54,320 --> 00:43:01,000 So that's that's something. Honestly, that got me pretty 588 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:04,280 good with goosebumps too. What an interesting conversation 589 00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:06,000 with you tonight, Brooke. My goodness. 590 00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:12,280 I actually, I didn't realize when I went there, I, I was with 591 00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:15,600 my friend when she spread her sister's ashes, some of her 592 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,640 ashes. So I, that was pretty wild. 593 00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:24,440 So, yeah, just so where did we, how did we end up there? 594 00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:27,880 Oh, because I just wanted to mention about the, the kind of 595 00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:31,720 just being able to handle this. And, and that's something that I 596 00:43:31,720 --> 00:43:35,880 feel, you know, these moments that I've gone through is 597 00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:40,400 that's, that's what's going to help me hold on because I'm, 598 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:45,600 this is pretty, this is really, and I can understand why some 599 00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:50,040 people can't handle it. And I, I don't want to keep it 600 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:51,720 to myself. I don't want to keep it in. 601 00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:54,160 I don't want to go out and try and find reasons. 602 00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:59,960 I've gone to a Vipassana before and I left, I left because I 603 00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,320 actually got a toothache. Do you know what Vipassana is? 604 00:44:05,160 --> 00:44:08,600 No, like a a type of meditation, yes. 605 00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:13,960 Yeah, so you go to a it's, it's all around the world. 606 00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:21,880 Yeah, 10 days of not speaking and just meditating all day. 607 00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:26,960 So you can understand that there's, yes, there's so many 608 00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:32,880 crazy stories of people just kind of like wanting to escape. 609 00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:40,280 And I actually gone to 1 before that, my friend's sister had 610 00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:44,000 gone to one. But yeah, I, I actually left 611 00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:47,760 because I got a really bad toothache and I was just like, 612 00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,640 so glad to leave on day seven, I think it was. 613 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:59,080 So I, I got what I needed. And I probably, if I, I feel 614 00:44:59,080 --> 00:45:02,640 like, if I did stay any longer and something like that may have 615 00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:06,280 happened to me as well. So I'm, I'm really grateful for 616 00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:07,000 that. May I? 617 00:45:07,840 --> 00:45:11,960 May I ask a question your your friend's sister had gone to 618 00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:15,280 something similar and had like an awakening and then following 619 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:17,520 this is when she took her wife. Is that what? 620 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:26,400 You told me. Yeah, so basically she she from 621 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:34,560 what I recollect my friend telling me, she she had this, 622 00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:45,040 she basically had this like what is it? 623 00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:54,600 What is it called when the not like Shakti? 624 00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:02,880 Sorry, I'm just going sorry, probably cut this part out. 625 00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:06,160 I just need to, I really need to find the word for this. 626 00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:12,880 You know, when Kundalini awakening, that's what I was 627 00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:17,520 looking for. She believes so she. 628 00:46:17,520 --> 00:46:22,080 Yeah, my friend believes that her sister had that Anna and she 629 00:46:22,080 --> 00:46:26,600 didn't know how to handle it. These places, they run off from 630 00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:32,680 volunteering volunteers and they're not, they're, yeah, 631 00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:35,520 they're just, they're people. You can volunteer if you've done 632 00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:37,240 one, you've, if you've completed. 633 00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:42,880 I don't know if it's one or two of the, the 10 days of, of the 634 00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:51,200 Vipassana, but they're not like, you know, the what's. 635 00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:54,200 Oh my God, my brain is really losing words at the moment. 636 00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:01,680 No worries. I'll tell you what, I'll edit 637 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:05,280 around this part. And I was just really curious 638 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:10,480 about, you know, the, the nature of how that suicide occurred. 639 00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:12,960 Yeah. So yeah, she couldn't handle it. 640 00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:15,200 She's kind of lost touch with reality. 641 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:18,560 And no one, she kept asking and wondered what happened, what 642 00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:20,160 happened? Like, what did I do? 643 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:27,040 And they ignored her and they they weren't there for her. 644 00:47:27,720 --> 00:47:33,680 And she just felt like she just, she just couldn't handle it, 645 00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:36,960 whatever had happened. So yeah, that that's how how it 646 00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:41,760 ended up. Unfortunately, this is the large 647 00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:45,800 untold story of the New Age community, which is that there 648 00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:49,240 are negative outcomes to just about every New Age practice 649 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:51,800 that you can imagine, and they're often swept under the 650 00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:54,640 rug. I'll, I'll tell you this as we 651 00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:57,800 kind of transition away from this talk about, you know, 652 00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:02,480 suicides and, and the struggles of being someone who sees which 653 00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:07,200 are very real. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 654 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:11,400 Don't need to have you know that even in there you don't want 655 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:11,920 that. Yeah. 656 00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:14,920 No, I I think we're going to leave a healthy portion of that 657 00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:16,360 in there. We'll just fix up the last 658 00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:18,080 little part where you couldn't remember kundalini. 659 00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:21,040 That's all it'll sound like. Yeah. 660 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,800 I just haven't said that word for a very long time, I think so 661 00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:25,880 I just could not think of it. Yeah, it's. 662 00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:29,760 Kind of a tricky word. I'll tell you this though. 663 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,680 While we were talking, while you were talking specifically about 664 00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:38,800 your friend and the 4/4 and the like, the microphone did the 665 00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:41,440 weirdest thing. My computer speaker started to 666 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:44,320 make noise, the microphone cut in and out. 667 00:48:44,800 --> 00:48:48,440 This show is like poltergeisted like I do not understand how 668 00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:53,360 this technological glitch stuff is so persistent in the episode 669 00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:57,080 production process and I'm watching it happen often right 670 00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:58,720 in front of my. Eyes, I'm not touching the 671 00:48:58,720 --> 00:49:00,920 mouse, I'm not doing nothing, I just. 672 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,880 So today, as we we've been talking, our conversation has 673 00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:07,720 been actually extremely interesting and charged. 674 00:49:08,240 --> 00:49:10,680 And I like the kind of meandering path we're taking as 675 00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:13,520 we get closer to talking about what you led with, which is that 676 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:17,720 you're currently seeing fairies. Look, I really like talking with 677 00:49:17,720 --> 00:49:19,880 you. I really appreciate the honesty. 678 00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:23,520 I appreciate the depth of, you know, going in there and kind of 679 00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:26,480 connecting the dots. It is all deeply related. 680 00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:31,840 And it is extremely stressful to have revelatory experiences, to 681 00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:34,360 have vision of things that others do not see. 682 00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:38,760 It is not fun, actually, and myself included. 683 00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:41,880 I gotta tell you, OK, Brooke, I'm the host of this show. 684 00:49:42,560 --> 00:49:44,840 You said something really profound there a moment ago, 685 00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:47,400 which is that, you know, if this awakening was happening 10 years 686 00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,200 ago, you might not have been able to handle it. 687 00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:52,480 I still honestly cannot really handle it. 688 00:49:52,520 --> 00:49:56,400 And I get just as much comfort talking to people and publishing 689 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,280 these episodes as anybody listening, if not more. 690 00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:02,920 I'm deeply fucking committed to, like, hearing what other people 691 00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:05,960 are doing to integrate these experiences into their lives. 692 00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:09,120 And I might be like a fucking party pooper. 693 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:12,720 Oh well, I'm telling you the shit we talk about here on the 694 00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:14,960 show is the real fairy subject matter. 695 00:50:14,960 --> 00:50:19,560 It is not an excuse to go off and do a fucking 10 day drug 696 00:50:19,560 --> 00:50:24,920 retreat or silent retreat or get interested in eastern philosophy 697 00:50:24,920 --> 00:50:28,680 and start taking up yoga. If you want to expand your mind 698 00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:33,280 and better your soul, just sit quietly and think, Explore 699 00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:37,520 things that interest you. Just take it slow, take it easy. 700 00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:39,520 You do not have to go to anybody. 701 00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:43,680 There is no magic answer. No magic pill, there's none of 702 00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:47,040 that is going to get you where you're trying to go, and all of 703 00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,600 it is probably gonna make it harder for you to get where 704 00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:52,880 you're trying to go. As unsatisfying of an answer as 705 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,880 it is, the best advice I can give you as the host of this 706 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:59,120 show, whatever that gives me, you know, value as a advice 707 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:03,040 giver is just recognize the stuff is real. 708 00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:05,840 Just gets. Try to stay like curious about 709 00:51:05,840 --> 00:51:07,600 it and not get overwhelmed by it. 710 00:51:08,040 --> 00:51:10,720 Don't worry too much about those that don't understand and see 711 00:51:10,720 --> 00:51:11,960 it. There are in fact a lot of 712 00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:15,160 people that do. And count yourself lucky 'cause 713 00:51:15,160 --> 00:51:18,440 you're part of a special club of people that have awareness of 714 00:51:18,480 --> 00:51:20,640 something utterly magical, you know? 715 00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:25,440 Don't let it bum you out because actually there's a way moving 716 00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:27,160 forward that you can connect with others. 717 00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:29,880 There's a good little community starting with the show. 718 00:51:30,120 --> 00:51:33,280 I can't offer any more than that, but somehow that has to do 719 00:51:33,280 --> 00:51:34,640 that. Look at all these people coming 720 00:51:34,640 --> 00:51:35,880 forward. It's not just you. 721 00:51:36,440 --> 00:51:40,240 You're, you're cool, you know, and it probably you're one of 722 00:51:40,240 --> 00:51:45,040 these sensitive touched types that just not built for this 723 00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:46,720 world. Doesn't mean something's wrong 724 00:51:46,720 --> 00:51:49,160 with you at all. You know, depression and 725 00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:52,640 frustration and anger are natural byproducts of being 726 00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:54,600 under. Pressure as a sensitive person. 727 00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:59,040 So I deeply empathize with you. I hear and listen to you and 728 00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:03,120 actually you just fit the club here at fascinating Faye to AT 729 00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:06,280 So like I said before. You're you're well at home here. 730 00:52:08,600 --> 00:52:11,040 Yeah. And, and yeah, here I am. 731 00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:14,280 I, I'm not, I'm definitely not an airy fairy person. 732 00:52:14,560 --> 00:52:19,320 I have fallen in and out of being kind of like connected to 733 00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:23,120 this, you know, spiritual stuff. I've always had my Oracle cards, 734 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:29,880 but yeah, by all means, I'm not someone who's yeah like walking 735 00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:37,320 barefoot and eating just plants and and organic stuff. 736 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:44,040 I've just like I I told you, I'm I've only just quit alcohol mid 737 00:52:44,040 --> 00:52:47,560 January. I yeah, struggled with that. 738 00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:51,680 And at the moment I'm, I'm still smoking cigarettes. 739 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:57,800 So I'm literally sitting on the veranda at, you know, every day 740 00:52:57,800 --> 00:53:02,720 just kind of having a cigarette every now and then. 741 00:53:02,720 --> 00:53:06,360 And, and that's I'm, I'm literally looking at it fairies. 742 00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:12,280 So you don't have to be a certain way to, to, you know, 743 00:53:12,280 --> 00:53:15,720 you don't need to do all those things like you said to, to be 744 00:53:15,720 --> 00:53:19,840 able to experience that. I haven't, I have not done any 745 00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:24,480 kind of like people ask how do you see them? 746 00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:29,520 What, what can I do for them? I, the only thing I can think of 747 00:53:29,520 --> 00:53:33,320 that I, I did, and it wasn't even to the fairies. 748 00:53:33,320 --> 00:53:35,520 I was just looking up at the sky because the sky. 749 00:53:35,520 --> 00:53:40,040 I love the, the aliens and, and, and all that. 750 00:53:40,040 --> 00:53:45,000 And I was one night looking up at the sky recently before this 751 00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:49,800 awakening. And I was, I just said, Oh, I'm 752 00:53:49,800 --> 00:53:52,680 ready to see you. I wanted to see some aliens. 753 00:53:52,680 --> 00:53:55,160 I just wanted to see like a UFO or something like that. 754 00:53:55,360 --> 00:54:00,840 And I don't know if I said it out loud or just in my head, but 755 00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:04,480 I was. So that's how we got to where we 756 00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:08,320 are now actually, because I was taking photos of the stars just 757 00:54:08,320 --> 00:54:11,240 for fun, just taking videos of the sky. 758 00:54:12,800 --> 00:54:17,240 And, and this is during the time of listening to the, the 759 00:54:17,240 --> 00:54:19,880 podcasts, listening to your podcast. 760 00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:29,800 And, and then I, my dad has these fairy lights set up in the 761 00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:36,680 garden, beautiful garden. My, my parents, wherever they've 762 00:54:36,680 --> 00:54:40,560 lived, they've always planted a beautiful garden and we've 763 00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:43,360 really grown it as this place was bare. 764 00:54:44,360 --> 00:54:47,680 I've got, I was looking actually at a photo and it was completely 765 00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:54,520 bare when when they moved here, or just a couple of bushes and 766 00:54:55,240 --> 00:54:58,920 they were approached by the person who owns the house to 767 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,320 actually rent here because they, you could see how well the other 768 00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:06,480 place was looked after because they're always have a beautiful 769 00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:11,320 neat garden. Mum just plants, flowers, the 770 00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:15,080 hopes they grow and then she loves them and she looks after 771 00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:20,640 them and she's, you know, not someone who's like, oh, I know 772 00:55:20,640 --> 00:55:22,680 like this about this plant, this about this plant. 773 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:27,440 She just, she just does it and she's, you know, out first thing 774 00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:29,200 in the morning. She'll be in a dressing gown out 775 00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:34,840 in the garden. And my dad is also loves Sagani 776 00:55:34,840 --> 00:55:41,080 does setting up more of the the structural things as well and 777 00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:46,040 like, yeah, just putting putting seats out there and you'll yeah 778 00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:55,640 press what are they trellises and my even hung up some hanging 779 00:55:55,680 --> 00:55:58,600 baskets, which I thought was nice and creative of him. 780 00:55:59,920 --> 00:56:08,680 And so he got really into putting these solar lights out 781 00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:12,200 because where the house is, is we're just kind of in these 782 00:56:12,200 --> 00:56:15,320 paddocks and there's no neighbors. 783 00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:20,640 Like the neighbors are just kind of quite like a few paddocks 784 00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:27,240 away like, and the driveway is fairly long. 785 00:56:27,240 --> 00:56:31,360 So you can see the road. You can, you can hear the road, 786 00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:37,280 but it's really not that loud. It's so peaceful here, almost 787 00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:42,200 too peaceful, especially after when I'm from moving. 788 00:56:42,520 --> 00:56:46,480 When I moved from Melbourne, it was a bit to get used to again. 789 00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:53,880 So during Christmas time my dad put even more fairy lights up. 790 00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:57,640 I think he he, that's when he put the fairy lights up all 791 00:56:57,640 --> 00:57:01,760 along the fence. And so he's got the solar 792 00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:06,320 lights, fairy lights. And I remember my mum making a 793 00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:11,280 joke once when he did put the solar lights up that she said 794 00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:17,520 your father set up a landing strip because of how many lights 795 00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:26,960 there are for aeroplanes. And that is what I'm staring out 796 00:57:26,960 --> 00:57:31,480 at every night, beautiful colourful fairy lights, solar 797 00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:34,960 lights. And so I started with photos of 798 00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:38,680 the sky because I'm a photographer. 799 00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:48,440 So I studied photography and I have always taken photos and I 800 00:57:48,440 --> 00:57:51,800 was taking photos of the stars and, and just with my, my phone 801 00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:55,640 because I haven't set other stuff up for a long time. 802 00:57:56,800 --> 00:58:03,240 And I was just like, wow, there are so many stars here and what 803 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:07,000 have I been doing? I've been so far from the stars 804 00:58:07,000 --> 00:58:10,800 and every time I've been back at my parents house, that's I fall 805 00:58:10,800 --> 00:58:14,600 back into sort of my teenage self and the things that that I 806 00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:20,600 really loved back then. And, and then with the fairy 807 00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:26,760 lights and the colorful lights, I-1 night started to move my 808 00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:30,320 phone and I was painting, painting the with the lights. 809 00:58:30,400 --> 00:58:35,000 And I took a lot of colorful like, you know, it's making lots 810 00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:38,480 of different shapes and, and trying to make circles and love 811 00:58:38,480 --> 00:58:45,480 hearts with the lights. And, and then I think I did that 812 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:50,040 like once. And then I may have done it one 813 00:58:50,040 --> 00:58:56,840 more time and looking through the photos and I saw this face 814 00:58:58,200 --> 00:59:05,360 and it was like a gnome type face or an elf or something. 815 00:59:05,400 --> 00:59:10,920 And I showed my parents maybe the next day and I was like, can 816 00:59:10,920 --> 00:59:16,840 you see this face? And yeah, they could see it. 817 00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:28,920 And from there I, I was taking photos each night, painting like 818 00:59:29,120 --> 00:59:32,840 moving my phone. And actually was started off 819 00:59:32,840 --> 00:59:36,680 like, well, I do it still. I brighten the photo because, 820 00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:39,760 yeah, you've got the darkness and then you've got the light. 821 00:59:39,880 --> 00:59:48,760 So, so the way it works or how I feel is starting to learn is the 822 00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:52,400 fire. They're more visible in the 823 00:59:52,400 --> 01:00:02,840 darker spaces, but they, so basically I, I, I brighten these 824 01:00:03,040 --> 01:00:08,960 pictures and I kept seeing all these different figures showing 825 01:00:08,960 --> 01:00:11,320 up and I was like, Oh my God, like that. 826 01:00:12,520 --> 01:00:21,320 Is a face and I was like, that's like a figure and each night I 827 01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:27,480 was looking at that, but I take the photos and sit in bed and 828 01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:31,040 and go through and look and brighten the photos and I zoom 829 01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:35,520 in and and I was like, Oh my God, like the, the one night it 830 01:00:35,520 --> 01:00:39,640 clicked that it was like Oh my God, they're everywhere these 831 01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:45,960 faces and shapes and and then from there they were getting 832 01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:51,280 stronger and I stopped taking the photos where I was moving 833 01:00:51,280 --> 01:00:56,360 the camera all the time and, and just on that note, I'd I'd 834 01:00:56,360 --> 01:00:59,880 noticed with the movement like there were it would follow like 835 01:00:59,880 --> 01:01:01,880 something was flying up through the light. 836 01:01:02,320 --> 01:01:05,000 So, so that was really capturing my attention. 837 01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:09,800 Like it was like a being with wings and, and, and I would see 838 01:01:09,800 --> 01:01:12,760 them and they're going with the light up. 839 01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:18,640 And then I, I, I stopped doing that and I, I realized that I 840 01:01:18,640 --> 01:01:24,000 was getting figures and beings showing up just by taking the 841 01:01:24,000 --> 01:01:28,760 photo and not moving the camera and then brightening it. 842 01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:36,520 And, and so the more I did that, I, I got clearer and clearer 843 01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:46,040 images and I, I don't know if it's even like a week, like 844 01:01:46,040 --> 01:01:50,760 maybe it's probably would wait 5-5 days or to a week. 845 01:01:50,840 --> 01:01:58,400 I just have literally had this something has like cracked open 846 01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:06,040 and I can see them in. So firstly I thought I could see 847 01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:10,120 them like so easily like in the photos and I was like, Oh my 848 01:02:10,120 --> 01:02:14,000 God, like this is amazing. I can I can really see them in 849 01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:17,680 the photos. And then like just after that, 850 01:02:17,680 --> 01:02:19,880 this is this. I didn't feel anything crack 851 01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:21,920 open. I just know something that's 852 01:02:21,920 --> 01:02:26,320 just opened up and I can actually see these figures with 853 01:02:26,320 --> 01:02:32,280 my naked eye and they're much more visible when they're 854 01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:37,360 standing in a, in a kind of illuminated by the lights in the 855 01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:40,840 garden. That's when I don't even have to 856 01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:45,000 try and concentrate because I just instantly see them. 857 01:02:46,440 --> 01:02:50,840 The more I and I feel like they're looking at me like 858 01:02:51,000 --> 01:02:56,840 hello, like take, take my photo. I, I, I've said to them, you 859 01:02:56,840 --> 01:03:01,880 know, if you, if you want to basically being a photo, well, 860 01:03:01,880 --> 01:03:04,760 you know what I'm doing here, guys like I, I, I'm taking 861 01:03:04,760 --> 01:03:08,160 photos. So, you know, if you want to be 862 01:03:08,160 --> 01:03:14,920 there, be there. And I have got, I just, my, I 863 01:03:15,760 --> 01:03:19,120 cannot even start explaining all the different things I've seen. 864 01:03:19,560 --> 01:03:24,640 And the problem is that, that I have shared this, these photos 865 01:03:24,640 --> 01:03:28,400 with some people, they cannot see them. 866 01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:34,920 They cannot see what I'm seeing. They're seeing leaves, they're 867 01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:42,640 seeing some, sometimes they can see some form of shape, but not 868 01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:50,120 in the detail that I can, after reaching out to you, I, I've, 869 01:03:50,560 --> 01:03:52,360 you know, you've connected me with Ruby. 870 01:03:52,520 --> 01:03:57,520 And that was something that I really needed because I showed 871 01:03:57,520 --> 01:04:02,640 her photos and a video I took and I was like, can you see 872 01:04:02,640 --> 01:04:05,440 them? And she said, I can see them And 873 01:04:05,440 --> 01:04:11,520 I can she she said they these have to be the best photos of 874 01:04:11,520 --> 01:04:16,760 fairies ever in the world. If not, you know, right now, 875 01:04:16,760 --> 01:04:19,480 like ever. Like they they they are. 876 01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:26,240 Oh my God, have you shown Jim? Have you thank you share this 877 01:04:26,240 --> 01:04:28,520 with Jim his his mind's going to be blown. 878 01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:35,640 And I said no like to be honest, I'm really finding that I I I 879 01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:41,320 feel like you you. I think you won't have as much 880 01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:44,920 trouble as most people to see them because you, I mean, you, 881 01:04:45,480 --> 01:04:53,240 you've got this podcast, but I even noticed with Ruby that she, 882 01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:58,640 so she's taken photos because I can see them during the day as 883 01:04:58,640 --> 01:05:03,240 well. I just need to like, I need to 884 01:05:04,400 --> 01:05:07,120 sort it, like get in the mind frame. 885 01:05:07,120 --> 01:05:11,280 So like over the last few days, that's why I told you I haven't 886 01:05:11,280 --> 01:05:16,800 really been, I've listened to Ruby's episodes now, but I, 887 01:05:16,880 --> 01:05:20,960 I've, I've not been listening to too much of the podcast at the 888 01:05:20,960 --> 01:05:23,920 moment because it is overwhelming. 889 01:05:24,760 --> 01:05:28,120 It is in my life. It is right here and I'm just 890 01:05:28,280 --> 01:05:31,280 in, it's just something I'm just still getting. 891 01:05:31,680 --> 01:05:38,080 I'm really trying to get used to and, and, and, and I feel like 892 01:05:38,080 --> 01:05:40,920 when I'm going to listen to a podcast, I'm going to, they're 893 01:05:40,920 --> 01:05:42,720 going to be, you know, they're, they're there. 894 01:05:42,720 --> 01:05:45,800 So, and they're really distracting and they're like, 895 01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:49,440 totally, I love it. I love it and I love them and I 896 01:05:49,440 --> 01:05:53,720 tell them that I love them And and I, I don't feel any malice. 897 01:05:53,720 --> 01:05:55,880 I feel like they're just all just little beautiful, like 898 01:05:55,880 --> 01:06:02,960 spirits around me. And and they but yeah, they, 899 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:06,880 they want me to do something. We you know, when I got the 900 01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:13,040 reading, I was told no rush, but anyway, when I when I have 901 01:06:13,040 --> 01:06:14,920 sorry, going on a bit of a tangent here. 902 01:06:15,120 --> 01:06:22,800 I was going to say, when I showed Ruby these photos, she 903 01:06:22,800 --> 01:06:26,720 was she was, she could definitely see more, more than 904 01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:31,240 anyone else that I had shown. And and she was, she was just 905 01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:35,640 like what BA these are incredible. 906 01:06:35,640 --> 01:06:40,400 And so she decided to send me because I mentioned about the 907 01:06:40,400 --> 01:06:44,160 daylight as well, and she decided to send me some photos 908 01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:49,160 of a tree. And she said, Oh, I just today I 909 01:06:49,160 --> 01:06:52,000 got this like feeling that I needed to take a photo of this 910 01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:56,320 big old tree. It's quite an ancient tree. 911 01:06:56,320 --> 01:07:00,880 And she sent those photos to me and she said, can you please 912 01:07:00,880 --> 01:07:04,960 tell me if you see any spirits? Oh, see, any fairies? 913 01:07:05,400 --> 01:07:11,840 And I was looking, I've only looked like I, I finally got 914 01:07:11,840 --> 01:07:17,800 back to about 1:00. But I mean, I, I looked at it 915 01:07:17,920 --> 01:07:23,400 and I put circles around the fairies that I could see. 916 01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:31,880 And as I was circling, I was like, oh God, this whole thing 917 01:07:31,880 --> 01:07:35,400 is going to be covered in circles because I can see they 918 01:07:35,640 --> 01:07:41,080 are everywhere. The more I see, the more become 919 01:07:41,080 --> 01:07:45,000 visible. And, and it's not like I'm. 920 01:07:45,080 --> 01:07:49,520 I've learned about. It's called Pardelia, where you 921 01:07:49,520 --> 01:07:51,680 see face. Yeah. 922 01:07:52,320 --> 01:07:57,040 Where you see faces in. You know, I feel like that may 923 01:07:57,040 --> 01:08:01,320 have been something that I, I thought that I was experiencing 924 01:08:01,320 --> 01:08:08,280 at first when I I started to see them in the photos, like in 925 01:08:08,280 --> 01:08:11,840 before I had the whole, you know, where they, they've 926 01:08:11,920 --> 01:08:14,440 literally like unveiled themselves. 927 01:08:15,320 --> 01:08:21,399 But yeah, so I sent this picture back to her with lots of circles 928 01:08:21,399 --> 01:08:26,680 and she, she can't see them. She can't, she couldn't see them 929 01:08:26,680 --> 01:08:29,600 myself. Just try and just try to focus 930 01:08:29,600 --> 01:08:33,640 on those spots because you know what they look like. 931 01:08:34,960 --> 01:08:37,880 So maybe they'll become more clear for you. 932 01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:44,200 And she said, I know you, I know you're not lying because you, 933 01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:49,479 you see, I've seen your other photos and because I'm really 934 01:08:49,479 --> 01:08:52,880 trying to pick out ones that I'm, I've got to step back and 935 01:08:52,880 --> 01:08:56,760 be like, OK, like trying step back into kind of like our 936 01:08:57,120 --> 01:09:00,120 dimension and, and see it from a perspective of someone who 937 01:09:00,120 --> 01:09:03,439 doesn't know what the hell they're going to actually be 938 01:09:03,439 --> 01:09:08,640 seen. But yeah, I think just with all 939 01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:11,520 of this, like I have a wild imagination anyway. 940 01:09:12,399 --> 01:09:16,720 And I'm just such such an open person to just with things or 941 01:09:16,720 --> 01:09:19,600 different things happening that I, I feel like this is something 942 01:09:19,600 --> 01:09:25,160 that has, yeah. I mean, I, I don't know, they've 943 01:09:25,160 --> 01:09:29,960 just allowed me to, to, to really just step in and, or, or 944 01:09:30,240 --> 01:09:35,560 I've allowed them to step in. I'm not sure what's what. 945 01:09:35,560 --> 01:09:40,960 But yeah. Did you want me to talk a bit 946 01:09:40,960 --> 01:09:44,640 about what what I'm actually seeing? 947 01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:50,680 I was gonna ask you. Yeah, let me say a couple things 948 01:09:50,680 --> 01:09:52,120 too. Ruby's one of my favorite 949 01:09:52,120 --> 01:09:53,279 guests. Yeah. 950 01:09:55,080 --> 01:09:57,720 Ruby's one of my favorite guests and I definitely am glad that 951 01:09:57,720 --> 01:09:59,840 the two of you are forming a connection. 952 01:10:00,480 --> 01:10:03,440 I thought for sure she would be a helpful person for you to 953 01:10:03,440 --> 01:10:06,120 speak with based on some of the emails that I was receiving from 954 01:10:06,120 --> 01:10:09,520 you. There's this guy Terry in season 955 01:10:09,520 --> 01:10:13,440 2 from Celestial Terrestrial. His episode? 956 01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:16,240 He. He says something in there where 957 01:10:16,240 --> 01:10:19,120 she says he has a couple of people that he works with who he 958 01:10:19,120 --> 01:10:24,240 calls his Sears who are immediately able to see. 959 01:10:25,520 --> 01:10:28,640 And he kind of, you know, he'll do these little tests where 960 01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:32,120 he'll send things that he can see and he'll ask like, what do 961 01:10:32,120 --> 01:10:36,160 you see to sort of check and see who else is able to, to see. 962 01:10:36,920 --> 01:10:39,480 And. It's, it's interesting to hear 963 01:10:39,480 --> 01:10:43,080 you talk about, you know, Ruby having that reaction. 964 01:10:43,600 --> 01:10:47,440 Ruby's got pretty profound second sight taking place. 965 01:10:47,440 --> 01:10:52,080 So do you, it sounds like, and I know, I know that for a lot of 966 01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:55,160 people listening, they might just be rolling their eyes. 967 01:10:55,160 --> 01:10:59,080 But for example, like, tell me about the power outage 968 01:10:59,080 --> 01:11:01,680 coincidence when you were listening to the show, just for 969 01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:04,200 example, like, well, I have a couple of these questions, and 970 01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:05,680 then I want to ask what you're seeing. 971 01:11:05,720 --> 01:11:08,040 Absolutely, yeah. But what happened there with? 972 01:11:08,040 --> 01:11:10,040 The power outage Coincidence. That was the first time. 973 01:11:10,040 --> 01:11:12,160 You emailed me. Emailed you? 974 01:11:12,160 --> 01:11:16,960 Yeah. I I how? 975 01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:20,600 What, what had happened? I, I, oh, I listened to an 976 01:11:20,600 --> 01:11:25,320 episode where you and you really talked about the power going out 977 01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:32,520 and you were talking about how it it with the girl, I can't 978 01:11:32,520 --> 01:11:38,280 remember her name, how your power had gone out at the same 979 01:11:38,720 --> 01:11:40,840 time, I think. Yeah, Hannah. 980 01:11:40,960 --> 01:11:42,640 Well, she was listening. Yeah. 981 01:11:42,640 --> 01:11:44,640 And her power went out at that exact moment. 982 01:11:44,960 --> 01:11:50,560 Yes. So I and then you talked about 983 01:11:50,560 --> 01:11:58,000 how it's very connected that the power goes out that you know 984 01:11:58,000 --> 01:12:04,920 that that that's happened a few times when you've kind of been 985 01:12:04,920 --> 01:12:07,640 talking about this kind of yeah thing. 986 01:12:08,560 --> 01:12:14,200 And I think, yeah, I just was like, oh, OK, just listen to 987 01:12:14,200 --> 01:12:22,880 that. The next day, I don't even know 988 01:12:23,680 --> 01:12:26,080 what I was doing, but the power went out. 989 01:12:26,080 --> 01:12:28,480 Just totally went out in the whole house. 990 01:12:28,480 --> 01:12:34,520 And I was like, Oh my God, Dad, I was listening to this podcast 991 01:12:34,520 --> 01:12:36,840 last night because I always tell my parents this weird shit. 992 01:12:36,840 --> 01:12:37,960 There's always something that they're. 993 01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:43,920 And now they're like, Oh my God, like now, yeah, it's just out of 994 01:12:44,280 --> 01:12:46,400 crazy, crazy. But I've always got this weird, 995 01:12:46,400 --> 01:12:47,600 weird shit that I'm telling them. 996 01:12:48,040 --> 01:12:52,360 And that was the, the one thing that I, I had to tell because I 997 01:12:52,360 --> 01:12:54,880 was like, Oh my God. So I was listening to this 998 01:12:54,880 --> 01:12:57,800 podcast yesterday and I was talking about the power going 999 01:12:57,800 --> 01:12:59,640 out and how it's related to the fairies. 1000 01:12:59,640 --> 01:13:02,800 And, and then they were talking about owls as well. 1001 01:13:03,480 --> 01:13:07,160 And I said, what a coincidence. The power is out today. 1002 01:13:07,600 --> 01:13:09,000 I said, how often does the power go out? 1003 01:13:09,000 --> 01:13:13,000 And they're like, maybe like twice a year, like something, 1004 01:13:13,360 --> 01:13:18,160 you know, not not often. And but dad was kind of rolling 1005 01:13:18,160 --> 01:13:20,480 his eyes at me. He's like, OK, like. 1006 01:13:20,600 --> 01:13:26,120 And I said, ah, I'm telling you this as you're as you're holding 1007 01:13:26,120 --> 01:13:33,680 an owl shaped pot plant because the episode was owls and power 1008 01:13:33,680 --> 01:13:37,240 outages. And yeah. 1009 01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:39,840 And, and, and as I was telling him that he was holding this, 1010 01:13:39,920 --> 01:13:47,760 this owl and I, I was like, Oh my God, you're holding that. 1011 01:13:47,760 --> 01:13:55,880 And he's like, Oh my God. So it's, yeah, it's really fun 1012 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:59,800 when that stuff happens. And that's what I, I, I think I 1013 01:13:59,800 --> 01:14:05,440 decided to e-mail you and, and I was just so stoked to get your 1014 01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:08,000 reply as well. And how, how quickly you replied 1015 01:14:08,000 --> 01:14:15,480 and, and how kind of detailed you, you just kind of went into 1016 01:14:15,480 --> 01:14:21,480 about it. And I feel like that that kind 1017 01:14:21,480 --> 01:14:24,600 of happened. So that whatever's happening 1018 01:14:24,600 --> 01:14:30,760 now, I, I felt like I had someone to reach out, which is 1019 01:14:30,760 --> 01:14:36,200 you out to. So which is, I think you, yeah. 1020 01:14:36,640 --> 01:14:40,080 Certainly an interesting coincidence with the power going 1021 01:14:40,080 --> 01:14:42,680 out and your father holding that owl shaped pot plant. 1022 01:14:43,200 --> 01:14:47,120 I often wonder if the messaging that we receive from reality 1023 01:14:47,120 --> 01:14:51,280 itself is orchestrated by the fae in a larger kind of, you 1024 01:14:51,280 --> 01:14:56,240 know, orchestral performance. I guess you could say what often 1025 01:14:56,240 --> 01:15:00,200 seems like unrelated or seemingly random little 1026 01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:02,520 messaging can actually be very profound if you. 1027 01:15:02,520 --> 01:15:07,040 Look at it from the lens that reality itself is capable of and 1028 01:15:07,040 --> 01:15:10,400 trying to communicate with you. And you know, over the time that 1029 01:15:10,400 --> 01:15:13,720 we've been speaking via e-mail, a lot has progressed for you. 1030 01:15:14,040 --> 01:15:17,480 So let me ask you now, because this is, you know, the very, 1031 01:15:17,480 --> 01:15:21,160 very interesting as you're going from seeing them in photos to 1032 01:15:21,160 --> 01:15:24,000 seeing them with your waking eyes, tell me what they look 1033 01:15:24,000 --> 01:15:25,760 like. As much as you want to get into 1034 01:15:25,760 --> 01:15:29,920 the different kinds you're seeing, how are they appearing 1035 01:15:29,920 --> 01:15:31,480 in your eyes would be my first question. 1036 01:15:31,480 --> 01:15:35,040 Like, how do you notice them? What stands out at first that 1037 01:15:35,040 --> 01:15:42,360 lets you know they're there? OK, so, so the ones that stand 1038 01:15:42,360 --> 01:15:48,440 out the easiest for me at first glance when I'm not even 1039 01:15:48,440 --> 01:15:59,480 searching are the ones that are in the garden and they are 1040 01:15:59,480 --> 01:16:05,200 overlaying and they're like a overlaying like layer over the 1041 01:16:05,200 --> 01:16:07,440 top of the flowers and the plants. 1042 01:16:08,200 --> 01:16:14,960 So firstly, the ones that stick out are the ones that may have 1043 01:16:15,080 --> 01:16:22,520 little hats on because it's almost like they they, it's 1044 01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:27,880 either they're wearing a hat or, and that's the flower that they 1045 01:16:28,000 --> 01:16:33,160 are using the colour of to make that pop out. 1046 01:16:34,160 --> 01:16:41,800 And, and if it, if that's near like a sort of darker, like a 1047 01:16:41,800 --> 01:16:45,840 stone or something more contrasting with the colour, 1048 01:16:46,760 --> 01:16:54,280 those are standing up. And so they're like the 1049 01:16:54,280 --> 01:16:56,720 apparition kind of standing there. 1050 01:16:58,160 --> 01:17:07,040 Other ones that show up easier just also like long long plants 1051 01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:15,520 with the flower on top. They the first thing I see is 1052 01:17:15,520 --> 01:17:20,080 not the plant it is. It is the being that is the 1053 01:17:20,080 --> 01:17:28,400 fairy that is camouflaging it's self in to that. 1054 01:17:30,480 --> 01:17:38,920 They're basically just masters of camouflage and they use 1055 01:17:38,920 --> 01:17:46,800 whatever they can to, to kind of, you know, show themselves. 1056 01:17:48,440 --> 01:17:56,200 And so that's what I'm first seeing easier, yeah, with my my 1057 01:17:56,200 --> 01:18:00,480 waking eye. But as it's been getting 1058 01:18:00,480 --> 01:18:09,400 stronger and stronger, oh man, they're just like, they're just, 1059 01:18:09,840 --> 01:18:13,240 they're even just popping up like not even needing to use 1060 01:18:13,240 --> 01:18:16,560 like a flower or anything to, to, for me to see them. 1061 01:18:16,560 --> 01:18:18,160 They're just like they're on the grass. 1062 01:18:18,840 --> 01:18:26,080 And if it is dark in that space, I see, I see the body and it's 1063 01:18:26,080 --> 01:18:30,080 like a 3D body. And but then you shine the light 1064 01:18:30,080 --> 01:18:34,040 on there and, and it's it disappears. 1065 01:18:34,840 --> 01:18:41,600 And if I take a photo of that space and I take it either with 1066 01:18:41,600 --> 01:18:49,240 like a night vision or a, or like I brighten it afterwards, 1067 01:18:49,400 --> 01:18:54,400 that being is there. But yeah, it, it, it's 1068 01:18:54,520 --> 01:18:56,440 different. It's, it's just different every 1069 01:18:56,440 --> 01:18:58,880 time. There's they, they're in like 1070 01:18:58,920 --> 01:19:02,800 the I, I hadn't explored the backyard yet or the, the back of 1071 01:19:02,800 --> 01:19:06,840 the house, but there's a tree line and I was like, it was 1072 01:19:06,840 --> 01:19:10,600 around. It's kind of, you know, like 1073 01:19:10,600 --> 01:19:15,680 dusk, dawn, night time with the fairy light shining. 1074 01:19:16,240 --> 01:19:21,360 Those are the ones that are showing up like more like, yeah, 1075 01:19:21,480 --> 01:19:24,760 like I said, like quicker. And I don't have to think like 1076 01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:28,080 they're just there during the daytime. 1077 01:19:28,080 --> 01:19:30,760 I'm finding that actually I'm staring, staring, staring at it 1078 01:19:31,640 --> 01:19:35,200 and and they become clear. And once they're kind of like, 1079 01:19:35,200 --> 01:19:45,440 it's like AII don't know if you know those magic book magic 1080 01:19:45,440 --> 01:19:48,560 pictures where there's a hidden image. 1081 01:19:49,600 --> 01:19:56,240 And if you look at the picture for long enough, the hidden 1082 01:19:56,240 --> 01:20:00,320 image actually pops out and gives you perspective. 1083 01:20:00,320 --> 01:20:03,560 For whatever reason, your brains done a shift and that can 1084 01:20:03,560 --> 01:20:06,840 actually see the hidden image. Do you know about those those 1085 01:20:06,840 --> 01:20:09,080 kind of books? I do. 1086 01:20:09,080 --> 01:20:13,800 It's like I remember them distinctly in every single mall 1087 01:20:13,800 --> 01:20:17,120 when I was like in my teenage years, so the 90s and early 1088 01:20:17,120 --> 01:20:20,880 2000s. And yeah, you look at it with a 1089 01:20:20,880 --> 01:20:25,240 defocused vision close and then you slowly pull away from it and 1090 01:20:25,240 --> 01:20:29,560 then a three-dimensional hidden image will appear which is quite 1091 01:20:29,560 --> 01:20:31,960 real. And you you can then focus on it 1092 01:20:31,960 --> 01:20:35,280 in the non focusing focused way. I understand exactly what you're 1093 01:20:35,280 --> 01:20:38,440 referring to. Yeah. 1094 01:20:38,440 --> 01:20:42,840 So, so that's, that's sort of like, yeah, how, how it's 1095 01:20:42,840 --> 01:20:45,440 progressing. I, you know, sometimes I'm just 1096 01:20:45,440 --> 01:20:47,520 like, right. I just, I just want to have a 1097 01:20:47,520 --> 01:20:50,600 cigarette and I don't even want to like, I just, I don't even 1098 01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:54,160 want to see because I'm like, I love you, but like you kind of 1099 01:20:54,680 --> 01:20:56,400 you. If I see you, then I'm going to 1100 01:20:56,400 --> 01:20:58,600 take photos because I, I just am like that. 1101 01:20:58,600 --> 01:21:00,800 Like I have cats. Like I'm just that kind of 1102 01:21:00,800 --> 01:21:05,760 person that, yeah, you see something cool or you just take 1103 01:21:05,760 --> 01:21:09,600 photos and I take a lot. So if your cat looks cute, then 1104 01:21:09,600 --> 01:21:12,680 you take a lot of photos. So I, yeah, if, if you've got 1105 01:21:12,680 --> 01:21:16,760 your fairies looking up at you and they're like, basically 1106 01:21:16,760 --> 01:21:21,760 they're staring at me. I'm like, I have to cave in and, 1107 01:21:21,760 --> 01:21:26,600 and take photos. And yeah, totally chews up my my 1108 01:21:27,240 --> 01:21:30,640 time, which I already am terrible at managing. 1109 01:21:30,640 --> 01:21:35,320 But yeah, I mean, it's just amazing. 1110 01:21:35,360 --> 01:21:39,880 And there's just so much about this. 1111 01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:45,320 So what? So what I see the first thing 1112 01:21:45,320 --> 01:21:48,640 I've I've really like, I'm like, Oh my God. 1113 01:21:48,640 --> 01:21:55,600 Like Brian Froud. He that that is what they look 1114 01:21:55,600 --> 01:21:59,040 like. They look like Brian Froud, like 1115 01:21:59,400 --> 01:22:05,760 the way he has then layered as well like that in his some of 1116 01:22:05,760 --> 01:22:08,400 the the drawings and that he's done. 1117 01:22:08,840 --> 01:22:10,600 They're layering on top of each other. 1118 01:22:10,600 --> 01:22:12,760 That is exactly what they look like as well. 1119 01:22:13,320 --> 01:22:22,160 And when I've taken photos, there are that that's when I can 1120 01:22:22,160 --> 01:22:25,560 really kind of go back in and be like, oh, OK, so there's this 1121 01:22:25,560 --> 01:22:28,760 being and there's this being. And what shows up a lot is like 1122 01:22:28,840 --> 01:22:32,040 little men with long legs and little green men. 1123 01:22:33,360 --> 01:22:37,240 And they fly around. And they don't seem to have any 1124 01:22:37,280 --> 01:22:39,880 wings as well. So they're either standing there 1125 01:22:39,880 --> 01:22:44,040 or they're flying around. There are little, you know, 1126 01:22:44,040 --> 01:22:46,840 typical looking, you know, like fairy tale fairies. 1127 01:22:46,840 --> 01:22:49,160 If they've got little naked bodies, they've got the 1128 01:22:49,160 --> 01:22:54,560 beautiful wings. There are brownies type. 1129 01:22:54,560 --> 01:22:56,680 I think I haven't even learned all the names. 1130 01:22:56,840 --> 01:23:00,040 I really need to get like a little in start my own little 1131 01:23:01,120 --> 01:23:13,800 index thing there, but there it's not even I I see pigs, I 1132 01:23:13,800 --> 01:23:23,080 see cats, I see etherical like mystical shapes. 1133 01:23:23,560 --> 01:23:35,640 I see cartoons. I I see babies, I see frogs, I 1134 01:23:35,640 --> 01:23:42,960 see mice, but they're not the, you know, they're not like the 1135 01:23:43,280 --> 01:23:47,760 type of mice or cats that we have in our, you know, like, 1136 01:23:48,200 --> 01:23:52,320 well, it's not just like a cat, like it's like a, it's like a 1137 01:23:52,320 --> 01:24:01,760 really catty looking face or like a mythical kind of pig 1138 01:24:02,360 --> 01:24:12,360 face, or it's it the, I just feel like the, it's just 1139 01:24:12,360 --> 01:24:17,560 endless. I also see really small, really 1140 01:24:17,560 --> 01:24:20,720 small little green men. They're more round. 1141 01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:29,800 I, I see, and I know that Ruby has said this a lot in her 1142 01:24:29,800 --> 01:24:32,200 things that they're with the Asiany eyes. 1143 01:24:32,920 --> 01:24:38,280 I, I don't know if Asian is the word that I use, but like, 1144 01:24:38,920 --> 01:24:43,480 because I've never actually said that word before, but she's 1145 01:24:43,480 --> 01:24:45,160 right. They've got, you know, they've 1146 01:24:45,160 --> 01:24:50,920 got the, the cheeky little like they've got the slanted eye and 1147 01:24:53,080 --> 01:24:56,840 I've seen owls I've seen, but I've seen some scary looking 1148 01:24:56,840 --> 01:24:59,280 ones too. But I'm not scared of them 1149 01:24:59,600 --> 01:25:06,080 because I don't feel scared. I, I just, I just feel like 1150 01:25:06,080 --> 01:25:09,600 they, I'm like, wow, you you're an interesting looking one. 1151 01:25:12,560 --> 01:25:17,640 I also feel like they they, they, they clump together. 1152 01:25:18,200 --> 01:25:22,640 The, the smaller beans, they clump together to make a another 1153 01:25:22,640 --> 01:25:28,440 picture like another shape. I've seen them riding on the 1154 01:25:28,440 --> 01:25:32,840 back of something if I could don't know, like if it's like a 1155 01:25:32,840 --> 01:25:42,600 little other animal or being they are doing, just just just 1156 01:25:42,600 --> 01:25:46,080 just enjoying what they're doing and they're, you know, flying. 1157 01:25:49,160 --> 01:25:52,760 They are sitting on the bird bath. 1158 01:25:57,920 --> 01:26:00,680 What else they pick, They're peeking through the leaves. 1159 01:26:02,200 --> 01:26:05,320 These are all in the photos. And the problem is that when I'm 1160 01:26:05,320 --> 01:26:08,400 sharing these photos, no one can not no one. 1161 01:26:08,400 --> 01:26:10,920 But most people don't just cannot see what I'm saying. 1162 01:26:11,680 --> 01:26:16,400 And there's that. And then I'll be, I'll be 1163 01:26:16,400 --> 01:26:22,000 sitting on the the veranda and I'll be there with my dad and, 1164 01:26:24,120 --> 01:26:28,760 and I'm like, can you see that? And he's like, I can't see it. 1165 01:26:28,800 --> 01:26:30,720 I know that you can see something, but I can't. 1166 01:26:30,720 --> 01:26:33,840 I'm like, it's right there. And he said, oh, I know it's, 1167 01:26:33,880 --> 01:26:37,720 you're looking at the light. I'll go cover it up like just to 1168 01:26:37,720 --> 01:26:39,080 see. We were testing it. 1169 01:26:39,080 --> 01:26:44,160 And I was like, yeah, it's like the light, but it's not the 1170 01:26:44,160 --> 01:26:46,760 light that I'm seeing. It's something that's using that 1171 01:26:46,760 --> 01:26:51,160 light to take form. And it wasn't like the 1172 01:26:51,160 --> 01:26:54,720 brightness of the the bright part of the light, but like more 1173 01:26:54,720 --> 01:26:57,920 of like a off kind of light from there. 1174 01:26:59,480 --> 01:27:05,560 But if I stare into say a more of a darker like spot in my 1175 01:27:06,200 --> 01:27:10,240 house, if I, if I really, if I, I haven't really done this. 1176 01:27:10,240 --> 01:27:13,680 If I look, look, look and I'm like, you know, letting it 1177 01:27:13,680 --> 01:27:15,920 happen, There's gonna be something that forms there. 1178 01:27:17,040 --> 01:27:18,640 There's just gonna be something there. 1179 01:27:19,240 --> 01:27:24,840 But for me, I see them in everything. 1180 01:27:24,840 --> 01:27:28,480 I've seen them pop up on my hand like in my skin. 1181 01:27:29,360 --> 01:27:33,320 That sounds crazy. Sorry, that really sounds crazy. 1182 01:27:35,880 --> 01:27:45,640 I mean, all of it does, but the, the one that ones that show up 1183 01:27:45,640 --> 01:27:53,320 in kind of everyday sort of objects, they're more, they're 1184 01:27:53,320 --> 01:27:56,720 the ones with the, with the slanty eyes and like they're 1185 01:27:56,720 --> 01:28:01,280 just little beans. But yeah, when I've seen the 1186 01:28:01,280 --> 01:28:06,440 ones with the wings and, and like the, the gnome type, you 1187 01:28:06,440 --> 01:28:12,800 know, elves, things like that, They, they, they've got all 1188 01:28:12,800 --> 01:28:16,360 different types. There's no, there's just so many 1189 01:28:16,360 --> 01:28:23,280 different ones that I, I don't even know what they are called. 1190 01:28:23,720 --> 01:28:26,040 I just, I, I haven't, I haven't caught up on that. 1191 01:28:26,040 --> 01:28:30,600 I'm, I'm just so overwhelmed by what, that, what they are. 1192 01:28:31,160 --> 01:28:34,320 And, but I, what, I, it was a really cloudy day the other day 1193 01:28:34,360 --> 01:28:39,400 and I was like, I looking up at the clouds and they took form in 1194 01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:42,600 the clouds. And I spent about half an hour, 1195 01:28:42,600 --> 01:28:51,640 40 minutes photographing these clouds and they were moving as I 1196 01:28:51,640 --> 01:28:54,360 was looking up and they took, they took form in these clouds. 1197 01:28:58,440 --> 01:29:05,120 I, I, it's so frustrating because I, I am so getting more 1198 01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:09,240 and more afraid to kind of, I know that my parents can see 1199 01:29:09,240 --> 01:29:13,440 them. I, they can't see what I see, 1200 01:29:13,600 --> 01:29:18,240 but they have been on this journey with me each day. 1201 01:29:18,400 --> 01:29:21,680 I've been like, oh, I can see this, can you see? 1202 01:29:21,680 --> 01:29:25,160 And they'll be like, yeah, I can see that shape like, but once 1203 01:29:25,160 --> 01:29:33,240 that the, the, the crack, the veil went like, I kind of have 1204 01:29:33,240 --> 01:29:38,040 trouble distinguishing what they're going to be able to see. 1205 01:29:38,160 --> 01:29:40,880 But like, you know, distinguishing between what, 1206 01:29:40,880 --> 01:29:44,920 what what will they see and what will they not see? 1207 01:29:44,920 --> 01:29:49,800 Do you know what I mean? Like so before I, before I 1208 01:29:49,800 --> 01:29:54,800 started seeing like what I can with, you know, like, like all 1209 01:29:55,400 --> 01:30:00,200 so many of them now it was much easier to, for me to be like, 1210 01:30:00,200 --> 01:30:01,680 oh, do you see this in the picture? 1211 01:30:01,680 --> 01:30:03,280 And they're like, yeah, yeah, I can see that. 1212 01:30:06,720 --> 01:30:11,080 But now, like things that are so obvious to me, the pictures, I, 1213 01:30:11,080 --> 01:30:14,640 I, I mean, I sent them one yesterday and I, I actually a 1214 01:30:14,640 --> 01:30:21,720 few of them and, and they're, they're little fairies in the 1215 01:30:21,720 --> 01:30:28,000 fish tank and lots of different little ones all floating around 1216 01:30:28,000 --> 01:30:31,240 in there. And I, I was like, well, these 1217 01:30:31,240 --> 01:30:34,360 are blatantly obvious. I was like, OK, they can't see 1218 01:30:34,360 --> 01:30:36,360 these. I'm going to give up because my 1219 01:30:36,360 --> 01:30:41,000 sister's completely skeptical. Like she's she, she, I've 1220 01:30:41,000 --> 01:30:44,680 actually shown her something that she can't ignore because I 1221 01:30:44,680 --> 01:30:48,160 took a photo of, of sorry. So back with the fish tank thing 1222 01:30:48,480 --> 01:30:50,840 I sent them. I was like, I, I would just want 1223 01:30:50,840 --> 01:30:53,960 my sister to see something and understand, like I would just 1224 01:30:53,960 --> 01:30:57,520 want her to, to believe me. And I just have to accept that 1225 01:30:57,520 --> 01:31:02,320 she's not going to at least not now, not at the moment. 1226 01:31:03,480 --> 01:31:07,880 But I, I was like, OK, because I, it's pretty exhausting. 1227 01:31:07,880 --> 01:31:12,200 So I'm like last ditch if it, if you can't see these beans, which 1228 01:31:12,200 --> 01:31:14,920 are really obvious to me in the fish tank, I'm I'm just going to 1229 01:31:14,920 --> 01:31:17,440 give up in trying to get you guys to see stuff. 1230 01:31:19,600 --> 01:31:22,880 And yeah, my parents were like, yeah, I can kind of see 1231 01:31:22,880 --> 01:31:27,400 something, but not really. And my sister was like, I can't 1232 01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:31,200 see anything at all. And I was like, oh, OK, I give 1233 01:31:31,200 --> 01:31:37,280 up because I think it's so yeah, you really have to believe in it 1234 01:31:37,280 --> 01:31:40,680 to see it. You have to, you have to be open 1235 01:31:40,680 --> 01:31:46,240 to it existing because they, I believe are US. 1236 01:31:47,200 --> 01:31:55,800 They need us to to be here. And we are. 1237 01:31:58,160 --> 01:32:01,120 I don't know. I don't know how how else I I 1238 01:32:02,960 --> 01:32:06,160 can explain that. But one other thing I was gonna 1239 01:32:06,160 --> 01:32:11,040 say what something that can really convince my mom was the 1240 01:32:11,040 --> 01:32:13,480 fact that I've got the brine fraud. 1241 01:32:16,200 --> 01:32:18,720 What is it? Oracle Fairy Oracle deck. 1242 01:32:19,840 --> 01:32:24,800 And it has a picture of a girl fairy on the side and a few 1243 01:32:24,800 --> 01:32:27,760 other fairies. Sorry. 1244 01:32:27,760 --> 01:32:30,720 I hope you can hear me. Absolutely. 1245 01:32:31,040 --> 01:32:37,200 Yeah, sorry, I was changing my head to look at it and I took 1246 01:32:37,560 --> 01:32:45,240 AI, took a succession of photos. I, I think that's how you might 1247 01:32:45,240 --> 01:32:52,640 say it of these sitting on my shelf of the, the side of the 1248 01:32:55,000 --> 01:32:59,800 cards and 'cause this is when I started to be like, are they in 1249 01:32:59,800 --> 01:33:03,800 my room? This is when I, I took some 1250 01:33:03,840 --> 01:33:05,480 photos in my room. I was like, they're fucking in 1251 01:33:05,480 --> 01:33:08,280 my room. They're not just in the garden 1252 01:33:08,320 --> 01:33:11,400 like they're, they're, Oh my God, there's like 1 peeking out 1253 01:33:11,400 --> 01:33:15,680 from behind my, you know, container on the shelf. 1254 01:33:19,560 --> 01:33:27,960 And anyway, so I, I, it was low lighting in my room and I took 1255 01:33:29,880 --> 01:33:35,720 these a handful of photos of this card Dick and there's like, 1256 01:33:35,720 --> 01:33:38,600 ah, well, fair, you know, fairy. That's interesting. 1257 01:33:38,600 --> 01:33:46,240 I'll just see what happens. And each if you look at the 1258 01:33:47,160 --> 01:33:51,160 fairy's face in each photo, you focus on that spot. 1259 01:33:51,360 --> 01:33:56,040 It changes. Every photo is different and it 1260 01:33:56,040 --> 01:33:59,640 changes. And I showed my mom that I 1261 01:33:59,640 --> 01:34:04,000 showed my dad that I've shown few other people. 1262 01:34:05,200 --> 01:34:06,880 Some haven't really reacted to it. 1263 01:34:07,880 --> 01:34:13,160 And some, I mean, instantly my mom was like that, that that's 1264 01:34:13,160 --> 01:34:17,200 when I really saw it in her that she'd heard a lot of stuff about 1265 01:34:17,200 --> 01:34:19,320 them and what I was saying. And, and you know, I guess 1266 01:34:19,320 --> 01:34:22,840 taking it with a grain of salt, but when she looked at these 1267 01:34:22,840 --> 01:34:26,960 photos of the cards and the face changing, she that's when she, 1268 01:34:27,040 --> 01:34:30,400 she really sat up straight and she was like, what the she's 1269 01:34:30,400 --> 01:34:35,040 like, that's changing. That's, that's different in 1270 01:34:35,040 --> 01:34:39,440 every photo. And she's like, what the fuck? 1271 01:34:40,200 --> 01:34:44,240 And I was like, yeah, I'm telling you like I'm they're 1272 01:34:44,240 --> 01:34:45,960 real. Like, did you not believe me 1273 01:34:45,960 --> 01:34:49,560 before? And she's like, well, and I was 1274 01:34:49,560 --> 01:34:53,960 like, and she's like, oh, well, that's just, I can't explain 1275 01:34:53,960 --> 01:34:56,160 that. Like, and she's, she's had to 1276 01:34:56,160 --> 01:35:01,480 pick it up and look at it and, and she's, it's not like a 1277 01:35:01,480 --> 01:35:04,240 holographic, you know, like moving picture or anything when 1278 01:35:04,240 --> 01:35:08,600 you look at it from a different angle, because that is what my 1279 01:35:08,600 --> 01:35:12,080 sister asked me. I, I, I sent it to her because 1280 01:35:12,080 --> 01:35:16,520 mom was like, send it to your sister because she, she can't 1281 01:35:16,520 --> 01:35:19,080 deny that. She can't deny that she has to 1282 01:35:19,080 --> 01:35:23,000 be able to see that. And I sent it to her and, and 1283 01:35:23,000 --> 01:35:27,280 she's like, oh, is that like one of those holographic pictures 1284 01:35:28,520 --> 01:35:32,920 when you move and look at it from a different angle? 1285 01:35:32,920 --> 01:35:35,840 And I was like, no, I'm like, no, I didn't move. 1286 01:35:36,080 --> 01:35:39,200 It's the same angle. Like you can clearly see it's 1287 01:35:39,240 --> 01:35:43,240 the same straight on angle every photo. 1288 01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:46,480 Her face is different and it's moving and it's looking 1289 01:35:46,480 --> 01:35:49,040 different. And my mum was like, but how's 1290 01:35:49,040 --> 01:35:51,200 it moving? How's the actual picture moving? 1291 01:35:51,200 --> 01:35:55,320 And I was like, well, it's not the picture, It's the fairy over 1292 01:35:55,320 --> 01:36:02,040 the top of the picture is taking form in this card deck. 1293 01:36:02,360 --> 01:36:07,400 So I've come to understand. And that's like, I don't, I 1294 01:36:07,400 --> 01:36:11,640 don't see them. And like, you know, like every 1295 01:36:11,640 --> 01:36:18,320 single kind of like spot where I look or anything, but I know 1296 01:36:18,480 --> 01:36:25,360 that they could be there because they can literally fit and 1297 01:36:25,400 --> 01:36:30,240 camouflage into anything. And so if I kind of, I feel 1298 01:36:30,240 --> 01:36:33,360 like, if I'm thinking like, OK, are you there? 1299 01:36:33,360 --> 01:36:35,840 And they, they will take that form. 1300 01:36:35,840 --> 01:36:40,240 So to let me know, I guess that they're there. 1301 01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:45,280 I, I really don't, I really don't know how to explain it. 1302 01:36:45,880 --> 01:36:48,400 But yeah, another thing that's happened is that my cats keep 1303 01:36:48,400 --> 01:36:57,120 tweaking out. So they I, I, I actually see now 1304 01:36:57,160 --> 01:37:01,680 my, my eyes, the way I'm seeing is seeing little flickers, 1305 01:37:02,160 --> 01:37:07,640 flickers of light all the time. And at the corner of my eye, 1306 01:37:08,920 --> 01:37:17,640 it's like, yeah, I, I, I it's just there's more, I guess. 1307 01:37:17,800 --> 01:37:22,280 What is it like particles that I can see? 1308 01:37:23,440 --> 01:37:28,480 And now I feel like my cats have, for whatever reason, 1309 01:37:30,200 --> 01:37:35,160 either they've awoken with me or, or the fairies are more 1310 01:37:35,160 --> 01:37:38,960 around me because of what's happened. 1311 01:37:39,520 --> 01:37:46,600 But they keep my cats keep looking up past me and over in 1312 01:37:46,600 --> 01:37:50,000 the corner. And they, they never used to do 1313 01:37:50,000 --> 01:37:51,400 that. And they, they look really 1314 01:37:51,400 --> 01:37:54,800 creeped out at times. And I, it's like I have to 1315 01:37:54,800 --> 01:37:57,480 reassure them in the past, if a cat did that, which I have 1316 01:37:57,480 --> 01:38:02,160 experienced a cat staring at something and I was scared 1317 01:38:02,160 --> 01:38:03,600 because I was like, what are you looking at? 1318 01:38:04,120 --> 01:38:07,320 And then I saw a ghost, like it wasn't, it was just like, like a 1319 01:38:07,320 --> 01:38:10,640 big flicker of black. But yeah, so. 1320 01:38:11,040 --> 01:38:15,760 So now I have to tell my cats like, it's OK because I've got a 1321 01:38:15,760 --> 01:38:18,400 really vocal cat and she'll be like, she sounds like a really 1322 01:38:18,400 --> 01:38:22,880 like a little girl, like, like, yeah, mom. 1323 01:38:26,560 --> 01:38:31,120 So yeah, I have to reassure her. So then I feel good too. 1324 01:38:31,160 --> 01:38:33,960 And I don't want to like, you know, I'm, I'm protecting my 1325 01:38:33,960 --> 01:38:37,120 energy And, and you know, I just, I actually talked to the 1326 01:38:37,120 --> 01:38:39,920 fairies too, and be like, OK, well, we just, you know, can 1327 01:38:39,920 --> 01:38:43,600 everyone just kind of not freak my cats out a little bit, like 1328 01:38:44,320 --> 01:38:47,560 just, you know, try and just give us a little bit of space, 1329 01:38:47,600 --> 01:38:51,560 please. And, and I'm always like, yeah, 1330 01:38:51,560 --> 01:38:56,400 and, and I absolutely do not allow anything malevolent to 1331 01:38:56,400 --> 01:39:00,440 come here, only benevolent good energy. 1332 01:39:00,440 --> 01:39:04,320 This is a good energy space. And, and, and I mean, I'm the, 1333 01:39:04,960 --> 01:39:08,560 I'm a massive kid as well. Like, I, I mean, there's so much 1334 01:39:08,560 --> 01:39:11,320 to talk about it. I just, I don't, I don't even 1335 01:39:11,320 --> 01:39:17,320 know I'll. Tell you what, Brooke, if I 1336 01:39:17,320 --> 01:39:19,920 could, I'll jump in and say a few things if that's. 1337 01:39:19,920 --> 01:39:21,840 Cool with you. Yes, please. 1338 01:39:23,800 --> 01:39:27,240 I guess it's interesting, like you haven't listened to enough 1339 01:39:27,240 --> 01:39:31,480 of the show to maybe realize, but a lot of what you're saying 1340 01:39:31,560 --> 01:39:36,880 I've heard before and the first rule of the show about not 1341 01:39:36,880 --> 01:39:39,600 trying to convince somebody of anything is an important one. 1342 01:39:40,240 --> 01:39:46,120 As I listen to you, I sometimes, like, you know, I'm being as 1343 01:39:46,120 --> 01:39:49,480 analytical and critical and skeptical as anybody, if not 1344 01:39:49,480 --> 01:39:51,640 doubly so as the host of this show. 1345 01:39:51,640 --> 01:39:53,520 So I just listen to people sometimes. 1346 01:39:53,600 --> 01:39:56,960 And like I said earlier, a lot of a lot of episodes don't make 1347 01:39:56,960 --> 01:39:59,560 it to air. But as I listen to you, what I 1348 01:39:59,560 --> 01:40:03,680 hear is I, I hear like, first of all, I don't think I would do 1349 01:40:03,680 --> 01:40:07,000 any better of a job of describing what's going on than 1350 01:40:07,000 --> 01:40:08,760 you're doing. I think you're doing a really 1351 01:40:08,760 --> 01:40:10,840 good job of describing what's going on with you. 1352 01:40:11,880 --> 01:40:13,560 Can you really? I thought you were going to give 1353 01:40:13,560 --> 01:40:17,480 me bad feedback. No, quite the contrary. 1354 01:40:17,480 --> 01:40:20,080 I think it's impossible to describe this stuff. 1355 01:40:20,680 --> 01:40:23,160 It's impossible for me to adequately describe the one 1356 01:40:23,160 --> 01:40:26,520 thing I saw, the little stuff that's happened since like the 1357 01:40:26,520 --> 01:40:30,640 coffee cup moving and other events, it's hard to talk about 1358 01:40:30,640 --> 01:40:34,040 and you know, like there's, I don't know. 1359 01:40:34,200 --> 01:40:38,080 Again, like I like I said a second ago, I'm listening 1360 01:40:38,080 --> 01:40:42,280 analytically. Ron, the 1st guest, the very 1361 01:40:42,280 --> 01:40:47,360 first guest on the show, 1 of the things he says he says don't 1362 01:40:47,360 --> 01:40:49,920 step on that cockroach. They can show up as anything. 1363 01:40:49,920 --> 01:40:54,920 You imagine that that was that was 100 episodes in my, you know 1364 01:40:55,080 --> 01:40:59,800 production process ago. That guy, the shit he said still 1365 01:40:59,800 --> 01:41:04,880 is ringing true half continent around the world, you know, in a 1366 01:41:05,680 --> 01:41:09,160 in a different person who's seen and experiencing the exact same 1367 01:41:09,160 --> 01:41:11,360 thing. Furthermore, he thought he was 1368 01:41:11,360 --> 01:41:13,800 losing his mind when he started to see them because he started 1369 01:41:13,800 --> 01:41:17,600 to see them everywhere with his waking eyes and he couldn't talk 1370 01:41:17,600 --> 01:41:19,040 to them. He couldn't talk to them at 1371 01:41:19,040 --> 01:41:21,640 first. They would nod or like bounce up 1372 01:41:21,640 --> 01:41:27,440 on his head for yes and no. And gradually he made verbal 1373 01:41:27,440 --> 01:41:29,320 contact. He learned their name and now 1374 01:41:29,320 --> 01:41:31,440 he's got a full blown relationship. 1375 01:41:31,680 --> 01:41:33,720 He describes it like a fairy nursery. 1376 01:41:33,720 --> 01:41:36,920 He said there's just hundreds of them coming out of the walls. 1377 01:41:37,480 --> 01:41:41,000 They love it here because I can see them, so they come to me. 1378 01:41:41,720 --> 01:41:45,400 Also, how many times on this show have I said they're us? 1379 01:41:45,400 --> 01:41:48,840 Something about us powers them. They need us. 1380 01:41:49,400 --> 01:41:54,400 You, you know you, you could initially appear like you're 1381 01:41:54,400 --> 01:41:57,480 confused and you're disjointed. But when I sit back and I just 1382 01:41:57,480 --> 01:42:01,480 listen to you, what I hear is a person who's really experiencing 1383 01:42:01,480 --> 01:42:04,480 the phenomenon, struggling to make sense of it. 1384 01:42:04,840 --> 01:42:08,960 The exact thing I'm talking about continuously on this show. 1385 01:42:09,240 --> 01:42:12,600 You strike me as extremely authentic, in fact, And I 1386 01:42:12,600 --> 01:42:15,600 totally hear the authenticity of your struggle and your 1387 01:42:15,600 --> 01:42:18,360 confusion. I don't know why certain people 1388 01:42:18,360 --> 01:42:20,640 can see them in photography and others can't. 1389 01:42:21,160 --> 01:42:24,680 I also like sometimes wonder, like with Liz Webb from 1390 01:42:24,680 --> 01:42:29,040 Australia, like how that's working is, is an agreement 1391 01:42:29,040 --> 01:42:34,440 being struck where she's like basically saying to the Fey show 1392 01:42:34,440 --> 01:42:37,320 up in a picture that everyone can see and then they they 1393 01:42:37,320 --> 01:42:41,560 perform for the request. Is it like she's doing something 1394 01:42:41,560 --> 01:42:43,280 special or different? I don't know. 1395 01:42:43,280 --> 01:42:45,840 I would be fascinated to look at some of the photos you're 1396 01:42:45,840 --> 01:42:49,600 referencing. I no guarantees I'll see or not 1397 01:42:49,600 --> 01:42:53,880 see because even myself, like I don't know truly where my skill 1398 01:42:53,880 --> 01:42:56,360 set in this all lies. I'm really just a dude. 1399 01:42:56,360 --> 01:42:59,120 You saw a fairy one time and is now fascinated by it. 1400 01:42:59,480 --> 01:43:04,480 However, every single thing you've said follows a very, very 1401 01:43:04,480 --> 01:43:09,840 interesting type of consistency. And if you're making it all up, 1402 01:43:10,720 --> 01:43:14,240 which you're not, you know, I would. 1403 01:43:14,240 --> 01:43:18,280 I would hear. I would hear the lack of weird, 1404 01:43:18,480 --> 01:43:23,440 subtle connecting details that I hear so many of as I listen to 1405 01:43:23,440 --> 01:43:26,040 you talk. It's really, really hard to come 1406 01:43:26,040 --> 01:43:29,320 on a podcast and talk visual things with words. 1407 01:43:29,680 --> 01:43:32,280 I mean, good luck trying to describe the color blue with 1408 01:43:32,280 --> 01:43:35,560 just words, especially if you're trying to describe the color 1409 01:43:35,560 --> 01:43:37,760 blue to a blind person since birth. 1410 01:43:38,360 --> 01:43:42,280 Trying to describe fairies or how you see them is extremely 1411 01:43:42,280 --> 01:43:47,040 difficult and you don't sound like erratic, you don't sound, 1412 01:43:47,040 --> 01:43:51,200 you just sound like a normal person who is genuinely confused 1413 01:43:51,200 --> 01:43:56,160 about what is taking place. And I really see that as well in 1414 01:43:56,160 --> 01:43:58,720 the fact that you're like trying to look for that validation with 1415 01:43:58,720 --> 01:44:02,240 your family. That's where that double edged 1416 01:44:02,240 --> 01:44:05,480 sword of trying to convince comes in, is there's a real need 1417 01:44:05,480 --> 01:44:08,600 for validation. Yeah, I've just got to step back 1418 01:44:08,600 --> 01:44:12,800 in and I think that's why I've reached out because, you know, I 1419 01:44:12,800 --> 01:44:17,480 just got to remember that there are people that are, you know, 1420 01:44:18,880 --> 01:44:22,800 on that kind of wavelength and, and there's just some people 1421 01:44:22,800 --> 01:44:27,320 that aren't and it's maybe it's just not their time like as 1422 01:44:27,320 --> 01:44:30,600 well. I only, you know, only so much 1423 01:44:30,600 --> 01:44:33,200 can be handled. If you, you literally brought 1424 01:44:33,200 --> 01:44:35,240 up, I was talking to my dad about it last night. 1425 01:44:35,240 --> 01:44:39,880 You we are literally born. We've we've we've born with the 1426 01:44:39,880 --> 01:44:45,440 ability most likely to have that connection and then we are 1427 01:44:45,440 --> 01:44:54,840 raised to be disconnected and and that's why it can be just, 1428 01:44:55,040 --> 01:44:59,680 you know, impossible to comprehend for literally most 1429 01:45:00,120 --> 01:45:09,240 people, I think. And if you know, if we, if for 1430 01:45:09,240 --> 01:45:12,880 me, I think I, I, I, there's no doubt in my mind that that I 1431 01:45:12,880 --> 01:45:19,000 believe that some sort of like CIA government know that this is 1432 01:45:19,000 --> 01:45:28,200 a real thing. Like, and I just, I can't, I 1433 01:45:28,200 --> 01:45:33,200 can't imagine them not at least knowing something or or at least 1434 01:45:33,200 --> 01:45:38,320 be looking into it. It's it's too real. 1435 01:45:40,880 --> 01:45:44,880 It's just I, I don't even, I, I, I mean, yeah, I, it's I was 1436 01:45:44,880 --> 01:45:49,800 gonna say as well as that. Like when when this has come 1437 01:45:49,800 --> 01:45:57,520 about, yes, I am very confused and overwhelmed. 1438 01:45:57,520 --> 01:46:00,920 But at the same time, it's almost like I feel like duh, 1439 01:46:02,560 --> 01:46:06,960 yeah, like of course it's here. It's kind of like this inner 1440 01:46:06,960 --> 01:46:09,480 like knowing or something. It's just kind of coming back 1441 01:46:09,480 --> 01:46:15,760 and and clicking back into place that you know, yeah, this is 1442 01:46:16,560 --> 01:46:18,280 this is theirs is actually a thing. 1443 01:46:18,280 --> 01:46:24,680 Like this is just like this explains a lot. 1444 01:46:26,880 --> 01:46:30,640 That's that is well said. There's I just want to echo that 1445 01:46:30,640 --> 01:46:35,640 for a second. There is a weird calming to the 1446 01:46:35,640 --> 01:46:39,640 truth as you come to accept it because I think it's a deep 1447 01:46:39,640 --> 01:46:41,040 inner knowing like you're saying. 1448 01:46:41,040 --> 01:46:46,600 I'll tell you what, out of respect for your time, I've just 1449 01:46:46,600 --> 01:46:48,840 noticed we've been talking a little over 2 hours here. 1450 01:46:48,840 --> 01:46:53,960 So I try to keep the episodes, you know, around that mark. 1451 01:46:55,240 --> 01:46:57,400 I only mentioned that just, you know, out of respect for your 1452 01:46:57,400 --> 01:46:59,480 time and the audience's time. No other reason. 1453 01:46:59,880 --> 01:47:03,160 Something I do often on the show is around the two hour mark, 1454 01:47:03,160 --> 01:47:06,080 I'll kind of bring that up. Plus I'm really busting to go to 1455 01:47:06,080 --> 01:47:09,080 the toilet now. Well. 1456 01:47:09,080 --> 01:47:12,680 I'll tell you what, I'll get us out of here in, in under 510 1457 01:47:12,680 --> 01:47:15,480 minutes and we can both go pee cause I've got to go as well. 1458 01:47:17,040 --> 01:47:20,320 But not for, you know, lack of wanting to talk to you. 1459 01:47:20,320 --> 01:47:21,960 I could talk to you much, much longer. 1460 01:47:22,000 --> 01:47:25,240 I'm actually deeply fascinated to see some of these photos and 1461 01:47:25,240 --> 01:47:28,480 the way you've presented them is extremely compelling to me. 1462 01:47:28,560 --> 01:47:30,720 Just hope you know that I believe you. 1463 01:47:30,720 --> 01:47:35,120 I am hearing that genuine confusion that anyone would 1464 01:47:35,120 --> 01:47:37,480 experience. To me, that's the hallmark of 1465 01:47:37,480 --> 01:47:39,640 somebody really having this experience. 1466 01:47:40,280 --> 01:47:44,320 And enough people have had conversations with me about 1467 01:47:44,320 --> 01:47:49,000 their photos evolving into real sightings. 1468 01:47:49,040 --> 01:47:53,320 And then, you know, for you perhaps forthcoming, but you 1469 01:47:53,320 --> 01:47:58,000 take a look at examples like Ruby, like Jim and others, for 1470 01:47:58,000 --> 01:48:01,200 whom the things that they are first, quote UN quote, kind of 1471 01:48:01,200 --> 01:48:05,280 seen in their mind's eye are then progressing into real world 1472 01:48:05,280 --> 01:48:09,520 tangible object communication, which is further confirmation 1473 01:48:09,520 --> 01:48:11,560 that what they are seeing is in fact there. 1474 01:48:11,920 --> 01:48:14,680 I wouldn't be surprised to hear back from you, you know, 1475 01:48:14,680 --> 01:48:19,240 sometime soon about a type of object communication, you know, 1476 01:48:19,240 --> 01:48:24,040 taking place in your home. And the idea of being brave to 1477 01:48:24,040 --> 01:48:28,080 come on the show is also the bravery it takes to to wrestle 1478 01:48:28,080 --> 01:48:30,560 with this stuff. I do think you've done a really 1479 01:48:30,560 --> 01:48:33,120 good job. I really mean it. 1480 01:48:33,120 --> 01:48:36,920 I think you've been extremely genuine with me and I want to 1481 01:48:36,920 --> 01:48:39,360 see some of your photos. Even if I don't see something in 1482 01:48:39,360 --> 01:48:42,920 there, it does not invalidate what is going on with you. 1483 01:48:43,400 --> 01:48:49,240 I do think that the layering is a real thing and I don't know if 1484 01:48:49,240 --> 01:48:51,760 it's a protein in the eye. Like I'll just leave you with 1485 01:48:51,760 --> 01:48:55,080 this final thought on the vision which which comes to mind. 1486 01:48:56,120 --> 01:48:59,960 There's this scientific experiment that it was conducted 1487 01:48:59,960 --> 01:49:03,120 and is replicable. So it's a, you know, not just a 1488 01:49:03,120 --> 01:49:04,680 conceptual thing I'm talking about here. 1489 01:49:05,160 --> 01:49:08,760 They they would put like a type of swim swimmers goggles on 1490 01:49:08,760 --> 01:49:13,280 people and they had a lens in it that inverted the visual field. 1491 01:49:13,280 --> 01:49:17,160 So whatever was up looked like it was down and whatever was 1492 01:49:17,160 --> 01:49:19,840 down looked like it was up. So if you put these goggles on 1493 01:49:19,840 --> 01:49:23,760 and you stood in your house, it would appear to your eye like 1494 01:49:23,760 --> 01:49:28,960 the furniture was on the ceiling and the ceiling was the floor. 1495 01:49:28,960 --> 01:49:32,160 This is, you know, you could not see any other way 'cause these 1496 01:49:32,160 --> 01:49:34,520 goggles had a lens in it that was doing that. 1497 01:49:35,240 --> 01:49:40,440 After about anywhere between 12 to 24 hours, but 24 hours 1498 01:49:40,440 --> 01:49:45,760 maximum of wearing these goggles full time, the participants were 1499 01:49:45,760 --> 01:49:49,760 astonished to find that even with the goggles on, when they 1500 01:49:49,760 --> 01:49:53,560 open their eyes, the visual field had reverted back to what 1501 01:49:53,560 --> 01:49:57,080 it normally should be. So even though these goggles are 1502 01:49:57,080 --> 01:49:59,920 on and these goggles are bending the image and turning it upside 1503 01:49:59,920 --> 01:50:05,160 down with them on, the brain knew this and this isn't right. 1504 01:50:05,520 --> 01:50:10,080 And so the brain corrected the visual input it was receiving 1505 01:50:10,320 --> 01:50:14,400 and essentially re rendered the entire visual field to now be 1506 01:50:14,480 --> 01:50:16,560 correct. And guess what happened when 1507 01:50:16,560 --> 01:50:21,200 people took off the glasses? The eyes were without aid 1508 01:50:21,800 --> 01:50:26,760 showing the flipped image and it took another 12 to 24 hours for 1509 01:50:26,760 --> 01:50:29,320 the brain to correct the visual field. 1510 01:50:29,840 --> 01:50:35,120 So there's a, there's a, there's a space between what is coming 1511 01:50:35,120 --> 01:50:39,400 into the eye and what the brain is seeing. 1512 01:50:39,880 --> 01:50:42,120 And it's a. It's a valid, replicable thing 1513 01:50:42,120 --> 01:50:43,520 that you can. Flip your own visual. 1514 01:50:43,520 --> 01:50:45,320 Field with lenses, take them off and then. 1515 01:50:45,400 --> 01:50:48,920 Even with your. Adulterated eyes still have a 1516 01:50:48,920 --> 01:50:52,120 flipped visual field and both times your brain will correct 1517 01:50:52,120 --> 01:50:55,680 for error basically because your brain is is a processing unit. 1518 01:50:56,280 --> 01:50:59,480 So within that is sort of something interesting as you 1519 01:50:59,480 --> 01:51:04,280 related to like how you see it. I think that. 1520 01:51:04,280 --> 01:51:07,760 It's. Hard to describe because is it a 1521 01:51:08,360 --> 01:51:12,200 brain capability? Is it a eye level capability? 1522 01:51:12,200 --> 01:51:15,280 Is it they're choosing to let themselves be seen? 1523 01:51:15,480 --> 01:51:19,080 The mind boggles to know, but there's something going on there 1524 01:51:19,080 --> 01:51:20,600 with a vision that we don't quite. 1525 01:51:21,320 --> 01:51:24,680 Get. I, I actually have something to 1526 01:51:24,680 --> 01:51:33,080 say in regards to the actual eye as well, which I sorry, sorry to 1527 01:51:33,080 --> 01:51:37,440 jump in, but yeah, that, that's really interesting that you're 1528 01:51:37,440 --> 01:51:40,760 talking about it in a scientific way, because. 1529 01:51:41,880 --> 01:51:45,840 OK, so since this has been happening, I've actually been 1530 01:51:46,440 --> 01:51:55,280 staring at my pupils or my eyes. And there are two sections on 1531 01:51:55,360 --> 01:52:01,240 the side of my pupils that have, I swear they have darkened like 1532 01:52:01,320 --> 01:52:06,840 I am looking at my eye and I'm like, they, I, my eye looks 1533 01:52:06,840 --> 01:52:10,280 different, like it looks like it's changed. 1534 01:52:12,560 --> 01:52:17,720 And this is ever since the sightings have become stronger, 1535 01:52:18,520 --> 01:52:26,200 the actual iris on this on my eye on this both sides of my 1536 01:52:26,200 --> 01:52:31,560 pupil is like this darkened space. 1537 01:52:32,480 --> 01:52:38,160 And I was like, bloody hell, my God, like what the, you know, 1538 01:52:38,160 --> 01:52:45,840 whoa, it's really stripy, really like just, but you know, I'm 1539 01:52:45,840 --> 01:52:49,920 like, well, did my eye look like that just the other day? 1540 01:52:49,920 --> 01:52:55,040 It was really interesting because the very Last Post 1541 01:52:55,480 --> 01:53:00,240 that's on my Instagram is a photo of my eye. 1542 01:53:00,880 --> 01:53:06,320 And this is before the, the actual, you know, real shock of 1543 01:53:06,320 --> 01:53:12,400 the, you know, seeing them in, in as clear as day. 1544 01:53:13,200 --> 01:53:16,920 The fairies. I mean, I, I posted this picture 1545 01:53:16,920 --> 01:53:20,320 of my eye and I right, I have something to say. 1546 01:53:20,680 --> 01:53:26,040 And so I went back to those pictures and, and kind of have 1547 01:53:26,040 --> 01:53:31,520 been trying to compare it, but I think that the eye, those parts 1548 01:53:31,520 --> 01:53:36,040 are getting darker when I've been in a space of seeing them. 1549 01:53:36,200 --> 01:53:39,320 So yes, but that's really interesting. 1550 01:53:39,320 --> 01:53:43,520 I just thought it was. I'm fascinated by that detail. 1551 01:53:43,680 --> 01:53:45,360 It's. It's interest. 1552 01:53:45,480 --> 01:53:48,280 It's interesting to hear that you're noticing that because, 1553 01:53:50,200 --> 01:53:56,440 well, I'll tell you what, short of getting into like a whole 1554 01:53:56,440 --> 01:53:59,880 other hour long discussion just about eyes, which are super 1555 01:53:59,880 --> 01:54:03,760 amazing organs in every way. Oh my God, yes. 1556 01:54:03,760 --> 01:54:07,160 And, and Jim, I, I, I won't take up your time for it now, but I 1557 01:54:07,160 --> 01:54:10,160 have another funny story to tell you and it's to do with the eye. 1558 01:54:10,200 --> 01:54:14,640 So, but yeah, I, I, I won't, I won't tell you now, if you want 1559 01:54:14,640 --> 01:54:16,680 to drop it in here now, I've got I've got a few minutes. 1560 01:54:16,680 --> 01:54:20,720 No problem at all. OK, it's not like a scientific 1561 01:54:20,720 --> 01:54:24,120 thing, but it was such a crazy coincidence. 1562 01:54:24,120 --> 01:54:29,560 So it just OK, so I, it was about two weeks ago and, and 1563 01:54:32,120 --> 01:54:39,240 maybe it wasn't even maybe 10 days ago and I was brushing my 1564 01:54:39,240 --> 01:54:43,080 teeth one night and I no, not brushing my teeth. 1565 01:54:43,080 --> 01:54:49,240 I did that and then I, I wash my face, but I was also had the 1566 01:54:49,240 --> 01:54:52,960 mouthwash in my swishing around my mouth and I had my cheeks 1567 01:54:52,960 --> 01:54:57,600 puffed up and at the same time I thought it would be efficient to 1568 01:54:57,920 --> 01:55:03,200 wipe my face and, you know, have the mouthwash in my mouth. 1569 01:55:03,200 --> 01:55:07,920 But I accidentally, you know, hit my cheek and squirted the 1570 01:55:08,960 --> 01:55:13,360 mouthwash out and it went straight into my left eye and I 1571 01:55:13,360 --> 01:55:20,240 was like, it bent and I was like, oh, typical like thing 1572 01:55:20,240 --> 01:55:22,680 that I always do this dorky shit. 1573 01:55:22,760 --> 01:55:28,920 And and then I was telling my parents in the morning because, 1574 01:55:28,960 --> 01:55:30,800 you know, I always like to entertain them. 1575 01:55:31,800 --> 01:55:35,960 And I was sitting at the kitchen table, which I never sit at, 1576 01:55:36,000 --> 01:55:40,040 like in the spot as well. I mean, I just barely even sit 1577 01:55:40,040 --> 01:55:44,560 at that, that table. And I sat down in this spot. 1578 01:55:44,560 --> 01:55:48,600 There was a box in front of me which I'll mention in a second. 1579 01:55:48,600 --> 01:55:52,680 And, but I told him the story about the, the mouthwash falling 1580 01:55:52,680 --> 01:55:57,440 in my eye. And then I, and then I, I said 1581 01:55:57,440 --> 01:56:01,920 to dad, Oh my, yeah, like, and that time like I did, I tell you 1582 01:56:01,920 --> 01:56:05,600 when I, I got a chili flake in my eye, I, I, I made this 1583 01:56:05,600 --> 01:56:09,800 spaghetti and I, you know, made it like properly. 1584 01:56:09,800 --> 01:56:13,280 And I put this chili flakes in there and I was like, OK, like 1585 01:56:13,520 --> 01:56:18,600 this is gonna be amazing. And the very first bite I went 1586 01:56:18,600 --> 01:56:23,160 to take the a chili flake just went flew off the spaghetti and 1587 01:56:23,160 --> 01:56:26,720 straight into my left eye. And that was like, but like that 1588 01:56:26,720 --> 01:56:32,720 I was like, Oh my God, it burnt so much anyway. 1589 01:56:32,720 --> 01:56:35,920 So those are the moments that that that like really straight 1590 01:56:35,920 --> 01:56:39,120 out to me. So I told him that and then in 1591 01:56:39,120 --> 01:56:43,000 front of me is a box that my sister dropped off because she's 1592 01:56:43,000 --> 01:56:48,120 just moved house. And inside it is actually, well, 1593 01:56:49,560 --> 01:56:56,280 it's my, my dad's parents ashes. So two kind of coffee jars with 1594 01:56:56,280 --> 01:57:02,240 their ashes inside, which he hadn't seen before and he didn't 1595 01:57:02,240 --> 01:57:07,360 want to see them the other day. And then, and then I opened the 1596 01:57:07,360 --> 01:57:11,280 box because he. Yeah, he asked me, oh, all 1597 01:57:12,360 --> 01:57:14,360 right. Show, show me the ashes now. 1598 01:57:14,360 --> 01:57:18,000 Like, I'm ready. And I was like, OK, here you go. 1599 01:57:19,880 --> 01:57:21,760 Because my sister had been taking care of them. 1600 01:57:21,800 --> 01:57:25,480 And inside the box as well was some of her things. 1601 01:57:25,840 --> 01:57:27,960 And there was a postcard that I sent her. 1602 01:57:28,600 --> 01:57:37,520 And it, I sent that postcard back in 2017 from Nepal and I 1603 01:57:37,520 --> 01:57:40,200 love reading my old postcards because I have a terrible 1604 01:57:40,200 --> 01:57:43,560 memory, like just when it comes to just like life kind of 1605 01:57:43,760 --> 01:57:45,960 events, like, you know, when you're hanging out with your 1606 01:57:45,960 --> 01:57:49,760 friends and stuff. If I, it's like, I really should 1607 01:57:49,760 --> 01:57:54,520 have a diary. But I, I was reading this 1608 01:57:54,520 --> 01:57:56,760 postcard ascension. I was like, oh, like, that's 1609 01:57:56,760 --> 01:57:59,520 really funny. Like, just, you know, I was 1610 01:57:59,520 --> 01:58:03,360 reading it out and talking about how I was just like sitting in 1611 01:58:03,360 --> 01:58:10,680 like this restaurant and Nepalese people are awesome. 1612 01:58:10,680 --> 01:58:13,480 And, and the hike I did was amazing. 1613 01:58:13,480 --> 01:58:16,480 And then I was like, got to the end of it and I was like, holy 1614 01:58:16,480 --> 01:58:22,360 shit. And my dad was like, what? 1615 01:58:22,440 --> 01:58:25,840 Then I was like, I can't make this up. 1616 01:58:27,400 --> 01:58:31,400 At the very end of that postcard, it says PSI just got 1617 01:58:31,400 --> 01:58:33,920 onion juice in my eye. Ouch. 1618 01:58:36,360 --> 01:58:38,640 And I was like all of the ones sitting and I was like, what the 1619 01:58:38,640 --> 01:58:41,480 fuck? Just talking about getting stuff 1620 01:58:41,480 --> 01:58:43,920 in my eye. And then this is the end of the 1621 01:58:44,200 --> 01:58:48,360 postcard I wrote years ago. I'm also saying I got onion 1622 01:58:48,360 --> 01:58:51,200 juice in my eye. And yeah. 1623 01:58:51,200 --> 01:58:54,760 And then all this and then and then, yeah, my eyes have opened 1624 01:58:57,200 --> 01:58:59,160 to this world. So yeah, it's just kind of 1625 01:58:59,160 --> 01:59:02,160 really weird. That's that's my life in 1626 01:59:02,160 --> 01:59:05,400 general. Just coincidences non-stop. 1627 01:59:07,600 --> 01:59:09,320 I like that. As a finishing note here 1628 01:59:09,320 --> 01:59:15,200 tonight, since we're talking so much about what we see, Brooke, 1629 01:59:15,240 --> 01:59:18,760 I ask everybody who comes on the show the same question. 1630 01:59:19,960 --> 01:59:23,480 And so I'll ask it for you here tonight as we go to wind down 1631 01:59:23,480 --> 01:59:26,880 this conversation here. There's no right answer, no 1632 01:59:26,880 --> 01:59:31,760 wrong answer, obviously, because no one knows what the answer is. 1633 01:59:31,760 --> 01:59:35,400 But what you think about it is deeply interesting and important 1634 01:59:35,400 --> 01:59:38,320 to me and everyone listening. So I'll ask you the question, 1635 01:59:38,320 --> 01:59:41,360 which is well, Brooke, what do you think fairies are? 1636 01:59:44,600 --> 01:59:56,280 I believe that they are, they're almost like another race, 1637 01:59:56,920 --> 02:00:01,640 another creature on this planet that we're sharing. 1638 02:00:03,280 --> 02:00:08,680 We're sharing it with them, but they're on another dimension and 1639 02:00:10,480 --> 02:00:12,640 but they're connected with us as well. 1640 02:00:12,880 --> 02:00:17,680 And I believe that they're just, they're, I guess, the special 1641 02:00:19,840 --> 02:00:25,800 energy, that special like. Energy or entity or being that 1642 02:00:26,200 --> 02:00:35,840 is in both the higher realm and also they're like in the space 1643 02:00:35,840 --> 02:00:47,920 between and they are here to help us and we need to help them 1644 02:00:48,120 --> 02:00:53,560 and we need to work together to help the earth. 1645 02:00:54,320 --> 02:01:01,840 And I think without the fairies, we wouldn't have joy. 1646 02:01:02,920 --> 02:01:17,920 And I think they are the love in our hearts that they, they, 1647 02:01:17,920 --> 02:01:26,120 they, they're like the, the energy within all the beautiful 1648 02:01:26,120 --> 02:01:35,520 nature on this planet. And we all know that that is 1649 02:01:35,520 --> 02:01:44,080 what makes so many people happy. And yeah, they just, I don't, I 1650 02:01:44,080 --> 02:01:45,320 don't know. I really don't. 1651 02:01:46,040 --> 02:01:51,040 I really don't have like a really, I mean, it's kind of 1652 02:01:51,040 --> 02:01:53,280 like asking what are humans like? 1653 02:01:53,600 --> 02:01:57,520 I mean, we don't even, we don't even bloody know where we are. 1654 02:01:57,520 --> 02:02:04,840 So yeah, we just another, just another being on this planet. 1655 02:02:06,720 --> 02:02:14,560 Your answer is awesome. And it is because one of the 1656 02:02:14,560 --> 02:02:17,320 tricks of that question is that it's really kind of asking what 1657 02:02:17,320 --> 02:02:19,080 are we? And I think you nailed it, 1658 02:02:19,760 --> 02:02:22,240 because how could one ever know? But. 1659 02:02:22,320 --> 02:02:24,600 Everything you said. They're they're all that and 1660 02:02:24,600 --> 02:02:27,760 more and somehow nothing at all all at the same time. 1661 02:02:28,360 --> 02:02:30,680 And it's just perfect the way it is. 1662 02:02:31,040 --> 02:02:33,040 Totally your answer. I really mean it. 1663 02:02:33,960 --> 02:02:37,880 Yeah, well, I'll, I'll tell you what, Brooke, out of respect for 1664 02:02:37,880 --> 02:02:42,200 everyone's time, I will spend approximately one 1 1/2 minutes 1665 02:02:42,200 --> 02:02:44,960 just doing my podcaster housekeeping. 1666 02:02:45,600 --> 02:02:48,000 When I'm done, I always give my guests the last word. 1667 02:02:48,000 --> 02:02:50,320 So if you want to think about what your last word, be here 1668 02:02:50,320 --> 02:02:52,440 tonight. If it's cool with you, I will 1669 02:02:52,440 --> 02:02:56,360 sign off for the show. Yeah. 1670 02:02:58,360 --> 02:03:00,400 OK, cool. Well. 1671 02:03:00,400 --> 02:03:02,760 Tonight you've been listening to Fascinating Faye. 1672 02:03:02,960 --> 02:03:06,280 I'm your host, Jim. If you've had an encounter and 1673 02:03:06,280 --> 02:03:09,040 you'd like to be on the show, just shoot me an e-mail 1674 02:03:09,120 --> 02:03:11,840 Encounters at fascinatingfaye.com. 1675 02:03:12,240 --> 02:03:16,520 You can also check out the new fascinating Fay episode 1676 02:03:16,520 --> 02:03:19,840 discussion Facebook group, which is growing and has a lot of 1677 02:03:19,840 --> 02:03:23,720 really great conversations happening after these episodes 1678 02:03:23,720 --> 02:03:26,000 publish. If you are into that kind of 1679 02:03:26,000 --> 02:03:28,280 thing. And if you want to, you know, 1680 02:03:28,280 --> 02:03:31,240 talk to me, you can also shoot me Adm on any traditional 1681 02:03:31,240 --> 02:03:34,640 socials. With all that said, I will say 1682 02:03:34,760 --> 02:03:38,600 the following, which is that on behalf of all of our human and 1683 02:03:38,600 --> 02:03:42,600 non human listeners tuning in to fascinated Faye tonight, a super 1684 02:03:42,600 --> 02:03:44,680 big thanks to Brooke from Australia for coming on the 1685 02:03:44,680 --> 02:03:46,920 show. Brooke, thanks for coming on the 1686 02:03:46,920 --> 02:03:48,360 show. I really appreciate it and I 1687 02:03:48,440 --> 02:03:49,960 really enjoyed talking with you today. 1688 02:03:50,480 --> 02:03:54,840 Thank you so much, Jim. It means a lot to me. 1689 02:03:55,000 --> 02:03:59,840 I my mind is blown. Did you want me to say my last 1690 02:03:59,840 --> 02:04:02,000 piece? Please do. 1691 02:04:02,000 --> 02:04:03,440 Yeah. With with all that said, your 1692 02:04:03,440 --> 02:04:09,960 last words totally are what comes next, I think. 1693 02:04:10,160 --> 02:04:14,400 Yeah, just what I want to say is be yourself. 1694 02:04:18,000 --> 02:04:22,320 Embrace your inner child. Just don't take life so 1695 02:04:22,360 --> 02:04:24,880 seriously. It's it's. 1696 02:04:26,000 --> 02:04:44,800 We just have to have fun. Crystal skies are my eyes in an 1697 02:04:44,800 --> 02:04:49,000 easy way. Horizon blue is the waters. 1698 02:04:49,000 --> 02:05:02,600 Play a tune for those ashore. Sounds of laughter cross the 1699 02:05:02,600 --> 02:05:10,160 street to the diving room, soon to be the rising moon like the 1700 02:05:10,160 --> 02:05:23,280 night before, and graduation came so suddenly. 1701 02:05:26,400 --> 02:05:34,800 View is vague from the top, the hills we've climbed in. 1702 02:05:34,800 --> 02:05:38,280 What to see, I don't know what to see. 1703 02:05:42,760 --> 02:05:52,360 Just another page in time on a ship or sail with purpose to 1704 02:05:52,400 --> 02:05:58,800 guide us through the years. Yesterday's, tomorrow's night, 1705 02:05:59,760 --> 02:06:06,280 it's finally coming clear. On a boat to drift to guide us. 1706 02:06:07,240 --> 02:06:13,720 We're floating past our fears. We don't see no sorrow now. 1707 02:06:14,200 --> 02:06:55,640 It's true. The memories of days for gone 1708 02:06:55,640 --> 02:07:00,760 up, passing by. We dream beneath the open sky 1709 02:07:02,640 --> 02:07:14,520 and we are free. Open ocean whispers on some 1710 02:07:14,520 --> 02:07:19,120 lands afar. I travel there with my guitar. 1711 02:07:21,520 --> 02:07:38,040 Across the sea in graduation came so suddenly, the viewers 1712 02:07:38,080 --> 02:07:46,920 vague from outside the hills we've climbed in what to see. 1713 02:07:46,920 --> 02:07:59,560 I don't know what to see. Just another page in a time on a 1714 02:07:59,560 --> 02:08:05,200 ship or sail with purpose to guide us through the years. 1715 02:08:07,000 --> 02:08:14,440 Yesterday's tomorrow's night. It's finally come clear on a 1716 02:08:14,440 --> 02:08:20,200 boat to drift to guide us. We're floating past our fears. 1717 02:08:21,920 --> 02:08:25,960 We don't see no sorrow now, it's true. 1718 02:08:25,960 --> 02:08:34,840 On the ship or sail with purpose to guide us through the years. 1719 02:08:36,640 --> 02:08:43,960 Yesterday's, tomorrow's night. It's finally coming clear on a 1720 02:08:44,040 --> 02:08:49,560 boat to drift to guide us. We're floating past our few 1721 02:08:49,560 --> 02:08:54,600 years. We don't see no sorrow now, it's 1722 02:08:54,640 --> 02:09:01,800 true. We don't see no sorrow now it's 1723 02:09:01,800 --> 02:09:08,240 true. We don't see no sorrow now. 1724 02:09:09,320 --> 02:09:14,200 It's true. I am amazed at the thing she's 1725 02:09:14,840 --> 02:09:17,360 seeing. I can't wait for the episode 1726 02:09:17,360 --> 02:09:23,640 because I feel like she's saving some stories of course and but I 1727 02:09:23,640 --> 02:09:27,880 got to see a lot of pics. OK, Hopefully she showed you 1728 02:09:27,880 --> 02:09:30,160 some after. I was like ask her to see some 1729 02:09:30,160 --> 02:09:38,920 easy ones because some of them are like whoa, undeniable. 1730 02:09:39,240 --> 02:09:42,960 Like there's one in particular that I am obsessed with. 1731 02:09:42,960 --> 02:09:46,360 I have a screenshot of it and I like zoomed in and took a 1732 02:09:46,360 --> 02:09:48,480 screenshot and I'm like, Yep, met that guy. 1733 02:09:50,040 --> 02:09:50,880 I met that guy.