1 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:21,040 Oh yeah, what is life? I don't know. 2 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:23,080 I don't even know if I really want somebody to be shalant 3 00:00:23,080 --> 00:00:26,640 about me, nonchalant about me. Like for real, friendships, 4 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:28,560 relationships, work, everything. I've seen it. 5 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:30,600 No, you serious? But to be honest with you, I 6 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:32,600 don't even know what that look like right now, 'cause I feel 7 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:35,360 like if somebody was to show me some real shit, I'd be like, 8 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:37,560 you're lying. Like I'm so fucked up. 9 00:00:37,600 --> 00:00:39,080 I don't trust nothing. I don't. 10 00:00:39,120 --> 00:00:41,680 I don't trust it when it is. I don't trust it when it's not. 11 00:00:41,720 --> 00:00:43,640 Same. Somebody lying. 12 00:00:43,640 --> 00:00:45,680 No, for real. Everybody lying. 13 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:48,720 Nobody has time for any of this. Everybody just out there hurt 14 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:51,400 me. And I'm sick of it for. 15 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:52,840 Real. And I hate that I think that 16 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:55,200 way. I do. 17 00:00:55,720 --> 00:00:58,640 I hate that I think that way 'cause it's like. 18 00:00:59,080 --> 00:01:04,400 Like I said before, I try not to like push my, you know my 19 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:07,120 insecurities. I want other people but like I 20 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:10,840 really I don't know what else to do. 21 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:13,680 Well then if. I do, then if I don't like you 22 00:01:13,680 --> 00:01:15,320 know what 'cause now I'm confused. 23 00:01:15,720 --> 00:01:16,960 'Cause now I'm confused. Right. 24 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:19,400 And then I shut down. So now what? 25 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:23,480 And you don't want me to shut down, but you, the actions that 26 00:01:23,480 --> 00:01:25,800 you've given me, you know that that makes me shut down. 27 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:28,000 Why would you do that? So the universe listening, 28 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:29,920 'cause that's how I really fucking feel, the universe and. 29 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:32,480 Get No, that's right now. Like, no. 30 00:01:33,840 --> 00:01:36,400 And I feel like I'm giving it enough and that's fucking me up. 31 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:39,640 That's fucking me. I ain't even gonna hold you. 32 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:41,760 That's fucking me up. Oh, OK. 33 00:01:42,160 --> 00:01:44,200 Yeah, I forgot to give you that the last time. 34 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:48,960 Yeah. Jesus, that's fucking me up 35 00:01:48,960 --> 00:01:50,680 because I feel like I'm giving life. 36 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:53,880 I'm. Doing my big one bro. 37 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:57,320 How the fuck you want tell me with the focus one that's OK how 38 00:01:57,320 --> 00:02:02,600 I feel. Pissing me off my brother. 39 00:02:03,160 --> 00:02:05,440 How the fuck did you go and tell me how to fuck? 40 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:08,000 You want me to just leave that over here until you leave so 41 00:02:08,039 --> 00:02:11,080 you're not holding it over? Yeah, I might also just leave it 42 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:13,880 over here. Oh OK, that's fine too 'cause 43 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:14,840 when the next. Time I'm a go. 44 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:17,000 Any fucking work. Who do I have playing? 45 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:20,600 Oh, I do have the Maryland Mystic Festival. 46 00:02:20,720 --> 00:02:22,480 Yes, make sure y'all come out for that. 47 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:25,240 Yeah, the tickets only $20. It's in Centralville, Maryland, 48 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:29,240 It's on Maryland, it's on. I was about to say Maryland 49 00:02:29,240 --> 00:02:32,320 again. May 30th and 31st in 50 00:02:32,320 --> 00:02:36,240 Centralville, Maryland. I'm gonna put the link in our 51 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:38,480 bio so that you can go purchase your tickets. 52 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:41,640 Kids are free. I believe it's 17 and under. 53 00:02:41,640 --> 00:02:44,720 Kids are free. It's $20 and 17 so. 54 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:46,800 Usually you only get like 12 and under. 55 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:50,080 Yeah, that's really good. There's a lot of like, great 56 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:53,400 DJ's that are gonna be there. This is very much like Rain Fest 57 00:02:53,400 --> 00:02:55,160 meets Coachella. I'm excited. 58 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:57,160 It's a good, it's gonna be a really good time. 59 00:02:57,160 --> 00:03:01,520 I'm excited there's gonna be some car camping. 60 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:04,600 Car camping is free. So car camping and I believe 61 00:03:04,600 --> 00:03:07,920 tent camping are free, but RV camping is I believe like 62 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:10,200 $30.10. No real shit. 63 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:11,920 I wanna I'm gonna call the girl under. 64 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:13,480 My bed. Yeah, I'm. 65 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:16,840 Gonna call the lady and see what she says because I. 66 00:03:16,920 --> 00:03:19,240 Somebody send us a generator for like. 67 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:20,560 No. My brother has one we can use. 68 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:23,080 Chris has one we can use. Yeah, OK. 69 00:03:23,160 --> 00:03:25,760 Yeah, we have 'cause we can use the blow up bed. 70 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:26,480 Yes. Mm, hmm. 71 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:31,800 Yes. And really, camp the fuck up for 72 00:03:31,800 --> 00:03:37,880 two days, yeah. You know, with old shit. 73 00:03:38,080 --> 00:03:39,600 I love that. I live for that. 74 00:03:39,640 --> 00:03:41,800 OK, OK, OK. I'm trying to be outside and 75 00:03:41,800 --> 00:03:44,040 that's what I mean by. Outside I wanna be in. 76 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:51,720 Nature, my *** I wanna put I wanna walk around when we when I 77 00:03:51,720 --> 00:03:57,120 was walking to my car after the fucking mid mud of mine, *** had 78 00:03:57,120 --> 00:03:59,240 my shoes off walking in that fucking grass. 79 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:02,280 I was just I know ain't no crazy rocks over here so I can walk 80 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:04,480 through this. At one point I had took my shoes 81 00:04:04,480 --> 00:04:06,640 off while we was walking through the mud because I was like my 82 00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:12,080 fucking shoes are heavy bro. Yeah, it's it's such a good 83 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:16,279 feeling to touch grass and to not touch grass. 84 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:19,120 Shoes on and had my feet in the grass and I just felt like. 85 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:24,680 Walking today felt really good. It felt. 86 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:28,360 Really good lungs expanded. Not even just that, it just felt 87 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:32,920 good for my body to just keep going and going and going and 88 00:04:32,920 --> 00:04:35,440 it's like it. Wasn't like feel tired enough? 89 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:37,760 And I didn't feel like I was pushing my body. 90 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,280 This felt like my body was like, we do this. 91 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:42,360 Yeah. It wasn't until I sat down. 92 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:45,880 Fucking miles. We walked six miles today. 1000 93 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:49,960 steps is 6 miles. Damn, that's what the fuck? 94 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:53,560 That's all. Good, I love me a good walk like 95 00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:56,440 and. Here I was thinking because I 96 00:04:56,440 --> 00:05:00,160 remember watching her name is Ty on TikTok. 97 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:03,040 She takes three mile hot girl walks. 98 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:05,200 She lives in New York City. I think that she lives in LA. 99 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:09,200 If I have a good show on a mile on this thing is nothing. 100 00:05:09,200 --> 00:05:10,680 It's really not. It's nothing. 101 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:14,160 But I also recognize that a mile outside and a mile on the TV 102 00:05:14,160 --> 00:05:16,800 side is so much quicker than a mile inside. 103 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:19,720 A mile outside is also a lot fun for me. 104 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:23,840 I like watching. I like yeah, I like yeah. 105 00:05:23,880 --> 00:05:26,480 It felt, it felt really good to get. 106 00:05:26,600 --> 00:05:28,840 Out of the city. So I'm like. 107 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:33,360 This, but then not as bad as people shake it out to be. 108 00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:35,400 Of course not. 'Cause I like on it, but I'm 109 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:37,640 just like. I'll say for us like because we 110 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:38,480 don't sell drugs, Let. Me. 111 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:40,600 Be mindful. Of yeah, we don't sell drugs. 112 00:05:40,600 --> 00:05:42,800 We don't sell as. What time I walk. 113 00:05:42,920 --> 00:05:44,240 Yeah, we're not a fed. We're. 114 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:46,200 Just outside and like sitting on the porch. 115 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:48,640 So like, why not, you know, walk around my. 116 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:50,040 Body, I sit on my porch all the time. 117 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:52,840 Well, not much lately, but that's because I've been trying 118 00:05:52,840 --> 00:05:55,880 to take Nets and because of the rain, but I've been trying to 119 00:05:55,880 --> 00:05:57,200 take Nets. So I've been trying to spend a 120 00:05:57,200 --> 00:06:00,600 lot more time in my room because I recognize how much time I 121 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:04,120 don't spend in my room. And but in your office space, 122 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:05,280 which is right outside your room. 123 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:07,960 Yeah, but I also don't. At one point I wasn't spending a 124 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:10,560 lot of time there either since moving right. 125 00:06:10,880 --> 00:06:13,960 And so living room and stuff, you know, so I, I, I haven't 126 00:06:13,960 --> 00:06:16,280 gotten fully acquainted with like what work looks like in 127 00:06:16,280 --> 00:06:17,520 this space. I haven't fully gotten 128 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:19,280 acquainted with what rest looks like in this space. 129 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:21,920 And so again, like we were talking earlier, we were in the 130 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:25,960 car. That whole finding, like finding 131 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:31,320 pattern with your newness, what that looks like is not 132 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:33,760 intimidating. But again, when we talk about 133 00:06:33,760 --> 00:06:38,280 hard air quotes work, it's one of those things where I just 134 00:06:38,280 --> 00:06:43,240 feel like I'm really tired of having to adapt every fucking 135 00:06:43,280 --> 00:06:48,720 time I experience something either new or new to this part 136 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:53,040 of me girl and like. In that liminal space, wow, just 137 00:06:53,040 --> 00:06:57,480 in that space of like, I am trying to get so used to this 138 00:06:57,480 --> 00:07:01,280 newness and it's like, it's kind of hard 'cause like I've been in 139 00:07:01,280 --> 00:07:03,640 my life, it's not. Kind of hard to get it is hard 140 00:07:03,640 --> 00:07:04,400 it. Is hard. 141 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:08,440 It's hard 'cause I was in that other space for so fucking long 142 00:07:08,440 --> 00:07:11,480 and now I'm just like. And I'm trying to stand 10 toes 143 00:07:11,480 --> 00:07:13,080 down. Over here and I don't wanna go 144 00:07:13,080 --> 00:07:15,080 back to that. That was very uncomfortable. 145 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:17,160 So now I gotta give these things all I got. 146 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:19,720 But sometimes I'd be wanting to slip back in today and I'm like, 147 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:21,800 that's uncomfortable. I feel like a wet Chihuahua 148 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:25,720 sometimes, I truly do. I feel like how my feet felt 149 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:28,400 yesterday, just heavy. Heavy, OH. 150 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:30,360 And I'm just like I'm trying to make. 151 00:07:31,040 --> 00:07:34,000 And it's like, how? How many decisions do I have to 152 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:37,160 make? How many do I have to be? 153 00:07:37,160 --> 00:07:41,120 I'm so tired of making decisions and I don't want like to make 154 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:42,880 the decisions for me. Let me be so clear about that 155 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:44,560 because we like to make decisions. 156 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:51,840 It's it's some bullshit. But however comma to constantly 157 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:56,000 have to be present, I don't do that. 158 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:58,320 No. I don't want to constantly be 159 00:07:58,320 --> 00:08:00,440 present. I'm sorry, I don't. 160 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:03,720 And it really sucks that you have to constantly be present 161 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:06,480 when you Start learning new things because you want to do 162 00:08:06,480 --> 00:08:08,200 new things I. Could cry right now at the 163 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:09,920 thought of that. It feels so. 164 00:08:10,280 --> 00:08:15,040 You become more aware of what it actually is instead of having 165 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:16,840 that facade over your eyes about. 166 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:20,640 Like how you that's how it is and it's about everything right 167 00:08:20,640 --> 00:08:22,440 now. And I think this is not about 168 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:24,200 adulting. This is not about this is about 169 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:26,320 being human. And like, we were talking before 170 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,440 how I was talking about like the whole cannabis thing, this whole 171 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:32,159 idea of being a black woman in this space and all of the things 172 00:08:32,159 --> 00:08:34,600 that we're trying to do and trying to accomplish and. 173 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:37,559 In that sense of community. And I can't get it. 174 00:08:37,919 --> 00:08:41,159 No, and I I need to accept that you want. 175 00:08:41,159 --> 00:08:44,320 It and I need to accept that. And there's such a stubborn part 176 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:46,000 of me that's just like, but why can't you? 177 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:49,760 And it's like because unfortunately baby people aren't 178 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:57,520 real people aren't real people are not the facades that you 179 00:08:57,520 --> 00:09:00,960 create of them. And the only reason why you 180 00:09:00,960 --> 00:09:04,560 created the facade is because there's gaps, Yeah, that you 181 00:09:04,560 --> 00:09:07,640 feel. So inclined to fill to fill 182 00:09:07,640 --> 00:09:10,480 them. For, for them and for you to 183 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:13,360 have just a little bit of comfort because for some reason 184 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:15,720 you have to know everything because for some reason you need 185 00:09:15,720 --> 00:09:17,880 control. And if I get to the bottom of 186 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:19,840 that, I'm pretty sure it's deeply rooted in something 187 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:22,520 totally different. But right, moving past that, 188 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:26,240 because even if I recognize where it comes from, what the 189 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:32,120 fuck am I gonna do with that? Moving past that, how do I adapt 190 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:37,120 to these communities appropriately because I'm tired 191 00:09:37,120 --> 00:09:41,040 of getting my feelings hurt. Like specifically, I'll say in 192 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:44,640 this cannabis community, it has been very welcoming and I'm 193 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:46,680 thankful for the people of Black Market. 194 00:09:46,680 --> 00:09:48,440 I'm thankful for the people of Summit Wellness. 195 00:09:48,440 --> 00:09:51,920 I'm thankful for the people from Nature's Heritage, like the 196 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:54,600 people that I've come into contact with and have met and 197 00:09:54,600 --> 00:09:57,320 talked to on a certain level. Keisha, these people are great. 198 00:09:57,400 --> 00:10:04,000 These people are great. However, I've also been in rooms 199 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:08,440 where I've met the CEO's of multibillion dollar companies 200 00:10:08,920 --> 00:10:12,760 and I hear let it legislation and I hear these things. 201 00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:14,800 They're not giving a fuck about who you are. 202 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:16,040 They're. Not giving a fuck about the 203 00:10:16,360 --> 00:10:19,200 equity of the business. Or the OR its impact. 204 00:10:19,240 --> 00:10:22,400 And so where I feel the impact on this level, I learned that 205 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:26,240 all these drugs and I have to accept the impact at this level 206 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:29,680 because I know what it's like at a higher level and I'm not going 207 00:10:29,680 --> 00:10:32,440 to get my way. And there's somebody who really 208 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:35,160 wants her way. I don't like when I can't get my 209 00:10:35,160 --> 00:10:37,880 way. And I don't like, I don't like 210 00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:41,680 it specifically for me because oftentimes what I want in my way 211 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:44,440 is usually so that everybody gets a chance. 212 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:47,760 And I'm learning that. Everybody doesn't even deserve 213 00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:50,000 a. Chance and that if it was the 214 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:52,480 other way around something they wouldn't be considering you. 215 00:10:53,640 --> 00:10:57,400 So why are you so considerate? Why are you so considerate in 216 00:10:57,400 --> 00:10:59,000 this cannabis space? Why are you so considerate in 217 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:00,720 this community space? Why are you so considerate of 218 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:02,520 other black women? Why are you so considered? 219 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:06,200 How many people are considering you and how self-centered do you 220 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:09,720 have to become and who you have to be in order for you to be 221 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:12,240 able to blossom in order to be able to be a part of community. 222 00:11:12,240 --> 00:11:14,160 So maybe you don't need community right now. 223 00:11:14,520 --> 00:11:16,960 Maybe you still need to sit by yourself because there's some 224 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:20,000 things that you haven't fully addressed to the point where you 225 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:23,000 come with question about it. You could really stand in your 226 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:27,360 character. And so welcome to another 227 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:31,640 episode of Jaded and Evolving. Smoke session. 228 00:11:31,680 --> 00:11:33,600 You need. Smoke before we got in right? 229 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:37,640 Faded in the fall with y'all alright? 230 00:11:38,760 --> 00:11:42,560 I love being the creative. I have come to terms with the 231 00:11:42,560 --> 00:11:45,320 fact that I am an artist. Like I does this shit. 232 00:11:45,320 --> 00:11:49,040 I've gotten paid for art. I'm an artist, even though I 233 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:51,880 don't do it enough because the world is gone to shit. 234 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:57,120 Art Escape did not impress me. And it's been, I don't know, 235 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:02,240 like 5-6, seven years since I've been to Art Escape. 236 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:06,120 OK, so for me to be like, Oh my God, all this shit like this is 237 00:12:06,120 --> 00:12:09,120 amazing. The last time I went and then 238 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:12,760 having gone now, what the fuck is going on? 239 00:12:12,840 --> 00:12:17,480 Like it just feels like so much. What is it? 240 00:12:20,680 --> 00:12:25,960 It's not diverse anymore. I don't see as many black 241 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:26,880 vendors. How? 242 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:31,400 About I. Don't like it was one every 243 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:39,040 like. 5/17 one every 17 tenths. And I was just like, what the 244 00:12:39,080 --> 00:12:40,600 fuck? There are so many artists out 245 00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:45,040 here that would have loved to come to this if it was like, why 246 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:51,320 is the vendor's fee so fucking? 700 dollars, $700.00, who has 247 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:54,560 $700.00 and I'm not saying who has $700.00 like I'm counting 248 00:12:54,560 --> 00:12:59,400 somebody's pockets, but $700.00 to be in that space, seeing what 249 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:02,640 I saw, you couldn't even have guaranteed me that foot traffic. 250 00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:06,640 It rained this weekend. I was saying this, I posted on 251 00:13:06,640 --> 00:13:09,480 our page on Jaded and Evolving on Instagram and I kind of want 252 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:11,400 to talk about it on thread. So make sure y'all follow us 253 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:15,000 over there. This lack of risk analysis when 254 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,320 it comes to community events and the things that people don't 255 00:13:18,320 --> 00:13:23,000 plan for. And as somebody who is heavily, 256 00:13:23,120 --> 00:13:24,960 I think we consume enough free festivals. 257 00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:26,920 I think you and I have been to enough free festivals. 258 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:29,560 I think you and I have paid for enough festivals and the things 259 00:13:29,560 --> 00:13:32,400 that we've attended, and we've been a part of this city for as 260 00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:36,440 long as we have been. This has become advertisement 261 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:41,560 for the city. And in my opinion, what 262 00:13:41,560 --> 00:13:44,360 Baltimore has become and what I know Baltimore has the potential 263 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:47,720 to be is, is disgusting. Totally different. 264 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:52,400 It's disgusting how how in contrast it is. 265 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:56,480 And it's not fair because to your point, there's a lot of 266 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:59,840 great artists, there are a lot of people, but you won't put 267 00:13:59,840 --> 00:14:02,840 those people in charge. You won't put them in charge 268 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:05,120 'cause this is what I believe. I believe that. 269 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,480 His art show was like. All the way in the back. 270 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:09,080 And I was just like, I wouldn't even thought they. 271 00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:11,760 Came But look at his impact on their social media page. 272 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:14,280 Look at those numbers. Why he's not like right when you 273 00:14:14,280 --> 00:14:16,320 come in. Not even just that. 274 00:14:16,800 --> 00:14:19,120 Why didn't he lead the charge? Why didn't he host? 275 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:21,160 Why didn't y'all let him walk around with a microphone and 276 00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:22,440 interview these different people? 277 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:27,280 I saw Jay Hill walk by and so there's two women in staff and 278 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:30,640 he's on the other side now. This is me seeing this, so take 279 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:31,840 everything. I'm about to stay with a grain 280 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:34,320 of salt because I did not see their interaction before then. 281 00:14:34,320 --> 00:14:36,880 Maybe he did take a picture, whatever the case may be, but I 282 00:14:36,880 --> 00:14:39,080 see these names and I see these people walking around and 283 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:42,160 there's no space to talk, in my opinion. 284 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:43,840 We will talk about our escape. We're going to talk about 285 00:14:43,840 --> 00:14:46,000 mediums. So if we're talking about 286 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:48,320 painting and we're talking about statues, I didn't see enough of 287 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:51,120 those. I didn't see podcasters walking 288 00:14:51,120 --> 00:14:54,160 around being able to interview people and talk to people about 289 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:56,920 the impact of media. I saw two different stages. 290 00:14:56,960 --> 00:14:59,680 That is a form of art. And every time you turn around, 291 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:02,240 the thing that pisses me off about the city the most, and we 292 00:15:02,240 --> 00:15:04,440 say this about these events, is that it's it has become 293 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:07,760 synonymous with music. And while music is a great 294 00:15:07,760 --> 00:15:12,160 medium, everybody cannot be a fucking artist, bro. 295 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:15,280 Everybody cannot rap. Everybody cannot do R&B. 296 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:17,280 Everybody can't be spoken fucking word. 297 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:19,720 There are artists out here, there are people who paint, 298 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:22,920 there are people who build sculptures, there *** out here 299 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:25,960 who do spoke a word. There are people podcast, there 300 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,320 are people who do it through visual arts and media. 301 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:30,240 There are people who do it in different mediums. 302 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:32,800 There are people who use their body for art, there's dance. 303 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:34,280 There's so many different things. 304 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:38,640 And y'all have the ability to do all of this and y'all put seven 305 00:15:38,640 --> 00:15:40,440 different female DJs on the stage. 306 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:44,360 And when we talk about inclusion, I don't mean this in 307 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:48,160 a derogatory way, but let's be so fucking for real. 308 00:15:49,080 --> 00:15:53,920 You can't keep highlighting black women thinking that 309 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:56,920 because you do that they get you a certain amount of brown 310 00:15:56,920 --> 00:15:59,040 points. It doesn't because you should 311 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,520 have been doing this. And so when I saw them this 312 00:16:01,520 --> 00:16:04,600 year, didn't make me proud to see 100%. 313 00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:06,800 But you know, the first thing I thought they should have been 314 00:16:06,800 --> 00:16:08,840 doing this. They should have been doing 315 00:16:08,840 --> 00:16:10,400 this. And I personally believe that 316 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:13,600 Baltimore needs a Black woman arts festival and it needs to 317 00:16:13,600 --> 00:16:17,280 specifically give black women a space because while I saw a lot 318 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:19,560 of artists this weekend, you know what, I didn't see a lot of 319 00:16:19,560 --> 00:16:21,600 black women artists being highlighted in showcase. 320 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:24,480 I didn't see that. I yeah, I didn't see that to say 321 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:26,520 I didn't. I didn't see that. 322 00:16:26,520 --> 00:16:28,280 I was counting how many black ones I saw. 323 00:16:28,360 --> 00:16:32,160 I saw a lot of people of color, but this is gonna go. 324 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:33,640 This is not the time for people Look. 325 00:16:33,760 --> 00:16:37,760 And again I say this Baltimore, Baltimore is black. 326 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:40,880 Baltimore is black. Baltimore, DC is black. 327 00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:44,280 Black, and I really just want people to stop. 328 00:16:44,800 --> 00:16:49,120 Like they can try to gentrify the all they want to isn't, but 329 00:16:49,120 --> 00:16:52,360 as long as Baltimore is Baltimore, they're going to be 330 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:53,880 black people. And y'all gotta stop there. 331 00:16:54,120 --> 00:16:58,640 Pandering to the gentrification, Black people that are amazing 332 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:03,240 and again, pandering to these white people, having all these 333 00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:06,800 white people had this fucking art festival that I like. 334 00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:11,319 I'm like you from here. There used to be fashion shows, 335 00:17:12,160 --> 00:17:16,520 there used to be things you used to be able to get your hands at 336 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:19,400 Artscape. People used to be walking pieces 337 00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:21,079 of art. I didn't see that. 338 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:22,960 And people will attribute it to the rain. 339 00:17:23,079 --> 00:17:24,920 But no, I don't think that it's just the rain. 340 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:27,880 I think that you moved it. You moved it from the spot that 341 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:29,960 mattered. But I'm also going to be very 342 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:31,880 clear when I say this, and I don't give a fuck how y'all 343 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:33,800 feel. Y'all also moved all the black 344 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:39,200 art out of that area. Micah has become the the like 345 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:43,680 the the eco, the ecosystem of white artists. 346 00:17:44,400 --> 00:17:48,160 That's not what the fuck CBP is for. 347 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:52,880 That is not what the the Northwest Arts District is for. 348 00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:56,680 It's not what the West Baltimore Arts District is for. 349 00:17:56,840 --> 00:18:00,720 It's not what Penn N is for. That is for black people. 350 00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:05,000 That is for black. The bookstore is up there. 351 00:18:05,120 --> 00:18:08,160 The herb shop is up there. There used to be a tattoo artist 352 00:18:08,160 --> 00:18:11,000 on Pennsylvania that CVS was for people to get their 353 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:13,880 prescriptions penro for so that *** could get back and forth to 354 00:18:13,880 --> 00:18:16,000 their jobs. Copper State University is 355 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:18,040 literally less than a mile down the street. 356 00:18:18,240 --> 00:18:20,840 There is a black-owned Funeral Home on that same blocked. 357 00:18:20,840 --> 00:18:25,480 It is a black ecosystem and y'all shit on it every time you 358 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,800 turn around and I'm tired of it bro. 359 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:33,000 I'm tired of it and they do do like a black arts like. 360 00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:35,160 And it's not enough, it's not enough. 361 00:18:35,160 --> 00:18:37,240 That's not enough. It's not enough. 362 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:41,280 I'm so sick of of black people getting the shitty end of the 363 00:18:41,280 --> 00:18:45,080 stick because nobody wants to take the time to really find the 364 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:47,680 talent. Your homeboy is not talented. 365 00:18:47,880 --> 00:18:51,240 Your home girl has no skill. You don't want to highlight the 366 00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:53,360 people with the skill, the people with the talent because 367 00:18:53,360 --> 00:18:55,520 they don't look like your homeboy, because they didn't go 368 00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:57,800 to Morgan State University, because they didn't graduate 369 00:18:57,800 --> 00:19:00,400 from the BCU, or they don't have a college fucking degree. 370 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:03,240 Y'all don't deserve these spots. I'm sorry. 371 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:06,680 I'm sorry everybody who's popping in the city right now, 372 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,960 I'm sorry. It's a Morgan State University 373 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:11,480 ecosystem. It's the MSU ecosystem. 374 00:19:11,480 --> 00:19:14,640 And don't get me wrong, MSU, get your ones, get your once, get 375 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:17,280 your 10s, get your things. And I am not upset with the 376 00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:18,600 people that are having their way. 377 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:23,760 But what I've noticed is that the only time people tend to 378 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:29,400 excel is when they are part of a very small portion of of that 379 00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:32,160 ecosystem. And you have to be in proximity 380 00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:36,080 of one of maybe like 12 people have a problem with that because 381 00:19:36,080 --> 00:19:38,200 the city is bigger than Morgan State University. 382 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:40,080 The city is bigger than Copper State University. 383 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:42,880 The state is bigger than Bowie State University. 384 00:19:43,040 --> 00:19:44,840 The city is bigger than the HBCU. 385 00:19:44,840 --> 00:19:47,520 Just because you, just because you went to a HBCU. 386 00:19:47,720 --> 00:19:50,480 Don't get me wrong, I feel like there's always very important. 387 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:54,280 There's a HBCU elitist though, where people feel like because I 388 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:56,760 graduated from HBCU that's here in Baltimore, that makes me 389 00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:58,480 better than the next *** It doesn't. 390 00:19:59,000 --> 00:20:02,000 It doesn't because there's *** out here who never got a college 391 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,200 degree who could outwork the fuck out you. 392 00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:06,880 And the only reason where you, the only reason why you got to 393 00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:10,040 where you are is because of who you knew and not what you know. 394 00:20:11,280 --> 00:20:13,800 And while I'm not mad at that because I love black nepotism, I 395 00:20:13,800 --> 00:20:15,720 truly do. But at some point we need to 396 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,480 recognize that this is impacting the wrong. 397 00:20:17,480 --> 00:20:22,040 People impact. Give people opportunities that 398 00:20:22,040 --> 00:20:23,880 actually give these artists a money. 399 00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:27,400 Pay these people. Pay these people, these people 400 00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,200 who want to open these dispensaries or they want to 401 00:20:29,200 --> 00:20:32,200 open up these Wellness centers, or they want to get people off 402 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:36,000 of heroin or they want to get people off of the of oxycodone 403 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,440 and they want to get them into cannabis and hemp and these 404 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,160 things. Give these people the funding. 405 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:42,440 These people that want to open up these art galleries and 406 00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:46,600 actually put black art in them and actually have impactful art 407 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:49,000 exhibits, Give them the money. You know what? 408 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:51,760 I blame Johns Hopkins. Fuck it. 409 00:20:52,240 --> 00:20:54,480 I blame Johns Hopkins. They don't want nobody to do 410 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:56,840 nothing, they say. You know what? 411 00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:59,040 We'll put oil in this goddamn water. 412 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:03,960 And call it a day and call it a day and call it a day. 413 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,280 You can't do that. They can do whatever they want 414 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:07,720 because they stole a black woman so. 415 00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:10,240 No, that's all I'm saying. They're saying you can't do what 416 00:21:10,240 --> 00:21:11,880 the fuck you want to this our city. 417 00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:15,160 I believe that they truly, I believe what Johns Hopkins 418 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:19,520 problem is like for real, is that they're running out of shit 419 00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:22,440 to do. We've tested everything. 420 00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:24,600 We've we've put the cancer in the right. 421 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:28,600 It's kind of like a, OK, we've expanded, but again, we've done 422 00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:30,840 everything. So like, we kind of need to find 423 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:33,920 somewhere else to go and it's like we're just gonna keep like 424 00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:36,600 fucking up shit until we get angry enough to, like, push us. 425 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,080 But see, that's my thing. Why should I have just leave? 426 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:41,200 Just leave. No, you don't have to leave. 427 00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:43,920 No, this is my thing. No, don't leave. 428 00:21:44,560 --> 00:21:48,080 Nobody has to leave. We keep trying to push people 429 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,640 out. Get it the fuck together. 430 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:52,800 No, for real. That's it. 431 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:54,280 Right by the people. It's not it. 432 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:55,680 You don't have to be right by the people. 433 00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:59,000 I remember there was a time where corruption was quiet. 434 00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:03,640 If you're going to be corrupt, you'd be corrupt enough to make 435 00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:05,880 sure that you good and that you fade. 436 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:09,480 But you also need to make sure that everybody up under you is 437 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:13,600 satisfied, satiated, and that they are well paid. 438 00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:16,880 Because if these guys used to get paid, they're going to eat 439 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:18,760 you. They're going to eat you, 440 00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:21,040 whether it be literally, physically, where motherfucker 441 00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:23,960 quite literally take you off this earth, or somebody is going 442 00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:26,000 to find out something that they should not know, and they're 443 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,840 going to expose these people for all that they're worth. 444 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,560 And the fact that shame has now become the new punishment again, 445 00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:34,240 people can't deal with the idea of having to tuck their head 446 00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:36,680 behind their legs and show they tail. 447 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:40,480 You did this though. You did this though. 448 00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,120 Fucking Jeff Bezos talking muscle we should have. 449 00:22:43,840 --> 00:22:46,400 You did this though. You paid less than 1% in taxes. 450 00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:49,120 Shut up. You literally be trying to fire 451 00:22:49,120 --> 00:22:52,200 people that try to start unions in your company. 452 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:53,600 More. More so. 453 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:56,120 And let's care if it's not him directly. 454 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:58,960 This is your company. When we think about Amazon, we 455 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:00,760 think about. You but think about how hands 456 00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:02,760 off he really is, right? When we think about business, 457 00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:04,760 when you making that much motherfucking money, you truly 458 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:05,960 don't know what the fuck is going on. 459 00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:09,080 He's not having a business. When I tell you, I know for sure 460 00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:12,280 that at that level, he's not having business meetings with 461 00:23:12,280 --> 00:23:14,640 anybody. He's not even the CEO of his own 462 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:16,520 company anymore. So that's the thing. 463 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:18,440 He's not the chief executive officer or nothing. 464 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:21,600 He's investing and I'm gonna keep blaming you because you 465 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,280 invested in a business like this. 466 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,320 I can't blame you for that. I can't blame because. 467 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,160 This is all. This is always been what you 468 00:23:28,160 --> 00:23:30,880 were on. So anything other say even 469 00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:32,400 before you. Know why I really need to blame 470 00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:34,520 myself because I'm still patronizing you every now and 471 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:35,800 then. I do need something off this on 472 00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:38,680 so I'm gonna go ahead I. Had to order anything off 'cause 473 00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:42,800 Amazon in a minute. It's quick, it's quick 'cause 474 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:45,240 that's what it is. And I can't find a a black 475 00:23:45,240 --> 00:23:50,040 counterpart that's not going to text me crazy and I need to stop 476 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:51,240 getting offended. Mariah. 477 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:54,240 At But I also need to stop getting offended when somebody 478 00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:57,040 text me crazy because I realized that you black probably dealing 479 00:23:57,040 --> 00:23:59,920 with a funding issue yourself. So if I got the money to pay 480 00:23:59,920 --> 00:24:02,560 $50.00 for your detergent, I'm gonna pay $50.00 for detergent. 481 00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:04,280 I better get $50.00 worth of detergent. 482 00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:07,360 No, for real. You said, I'm saying like I want 483 00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:09,800 to be the person that goes black on, I want to be the person that 484 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,280 supports all of these different businesses. 485 00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:15,280 But however, I put the onus back on us a lot of the time because 486 00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:19,320 why is you charging me $70.00 for something I could go get 487 00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:20,800 from somebody else for less than that? 488 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:24,440 And I'm not saying you got to be realistic about it because the 489 00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:27,280 and people and people will say like, and that's the problem. 490 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:30,760 You don't want to pay 70. I should not have to pay, and 491 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:32,920 I've experienced not having to pay. 492 00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:36,800 And because it is black-owned does not mean that you can 493 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:41,480 charge me 30 extra dollars and expect my black ass to pay. 494 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:45,040 It because if Walmart was doing this, because if Walmart was 495 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:47,320 doing that, I'd stop patronizing them too. 496 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:52,720 Yes, I would go to the white establishment and have a uproar. 497 00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:56,520 Because what do you mean this hoodie is $130.00 and all it is 498 00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:58,480 is you took a. Heat press cotton. 499 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:03,080 You took a heat. Press to a $3 wholesale hoodie 500 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,360 and you want me to pay $130.00 for it? 501 00:25:05,360 --> 00:25:07,520 I throw this bitch in the wash one time and the sleeve fell 502 00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:09,760 off. You're pissing me off. 503 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:11,480 Or the little print fell off you're. 504 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:17,000 Pissing me off you're pissing me off because I want to support 505 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:20,360 you and right now you are showing me a hand that I 506 00:25:20,360 --> 00:25:23,680 expected from somebody a lot pinker than you, and I don't 507 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:28,640 like that I don't like that that's my problem with R skate. 508 00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:31,160 I would have expected this out of somebody wipe. 509 00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:33,360 I don't expect this out of our mayor. 510 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:36,600 I'm I don't really care for our mayor right now. 511 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:40,000 I don't and I would love to maybe sit down and. 512 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:41,520 Figure out. I was just like, OK, cool. 513 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:44,280 He was doing the check. It was just like bro. 514 00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:53,920 I wouldn't know if this is me tripping or 'cause sometimes 515 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:58,400 I'll be tripping, yeah. Or is this me being like for 516 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,360 real? I'm seeing stuff, I'm seeing a 517 00:26:00,360 --> 00:26:01,920 pattern here and I don't like you. 518 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,160 What's going on? And I'm seeing a pattern here 519 00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:05,600 and I don't like it. What's going on. 520 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:10,160 I didn't like AFRAM last year. I didn't like the things that I 521 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:13,000 heard from our our friend last year about how she was treated 522 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,800 in all situations and what we actually. 523 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:17,920 Saw how we saw her being treated. 524 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:21,520 How there was no How there's no Internet connection inside of 525 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:25,640 the park, but how there's no. Paid make people pay 700 jealous 526 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:29,040 I don't know how much she paid in vendor fees but like I know 527 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:30,400 that she. Was, but I'm inside the park. 528 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,560 I don't have no Wi-Fi, I don't have no cell service and these 529 00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:35,840 things you said. You said it was going to be 530 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,160 provided. But you want me to say everybody 531 00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:39,360 is snapped? Why? 532 00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:41,840 Who's that? Who you want me to forget? 533 00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:47,240 No, I'm not going to forget. I want to post in real time and 534 00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:50,160 I can't because I'm in the middle of fucking Jurassic Park 535 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:53,920 with no fucking cell service. This feels like a setup. 536 00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:57,000 This feels like a setup. There was no cell service. 537 00:26:57,000 --> 00:27:00,520 There was no cell service and you're getting ready to put us 538 00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:02,040 back out there Juneteenth weekend. 539 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:06,480 It's probably going to be hot as a motherfucker with no fucking 540 00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:08,720 cell service. And what's the excuse going to 541 00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:11,720 be this year? Because if it's anything like, 542 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,600 what the fuck, I just saw Ephraim, I'm not. 543 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:17,640 I'm not OK. I'm not OK, I I'm not. 544 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:20,080 And I would like to go both days. 545 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:24,480 I would like to go both days. But if I go that first fucking 546 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,480 day, ain't they on some fuck shit? 547 00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,760 I'm gonna push the mayor down. I'm gonna push him down. 548 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:35,360 I'm just gonna shove him this. One some really good food. 549 00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:38,760 Like I wanna see all the black people. 550 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,400 No, for real, the beautiful black people. 551 00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:43,760 I wanna see the beautiful black people. 552 00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,840 I wanna see people and whatever the fuck they got on having a 553 00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:51,040 great time, having a great fucking time, jamming with their 554 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:54,560 cousins and shit outside. I wanna jam with my cousins. 555 00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:00,960 The fuck? It's so freaking annoying. 556 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,640 I just I don't like what my city is becoming. 557 00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:05,840 I don't and I don't like being here. 558 00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:08,600 It's not fair. It's not fair and I don't wanna 559 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:12,840 move to another state and like, patronize nobody else to like 560 00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:16,360 help their economy out. But if the economy somewhere 561 00:28:16,360 --> 00:28:20,040 else is looking good, bitch. And I hate that it's always. 562 00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:24,240 And I know, and I know, like I think about is the grass greener 563 00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:27,760 on the other side? But it's just like, I honestly 564 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:30,800 feel like. I've got a green. 565 00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:33,760 Greener here. It would have been greener. 566 00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:37,920 The shit look like the mud run that I did yesterday. 567 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:41,560 Now talk about that. Like what the fuck? 568 00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:46,280 How was your mud run? The mud run was amazing. 569 00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:50,720 I realized how much of A competitive spirit I have is a 570 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,880 Libra. I usually look at October Libras 571 00:28:53,880 --> 00:28:56,360 and I feel like they competitive as fuck, but I got that in me 572 00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:57,760 too. I got that dog with me a little 573 00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,960 bit 'cause I was just like, if these two other people that have 574 00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:05,520 running with me can get it and they are smaller than me, I'm 575 00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:07,760 sure I can get it to. Fuck that shit. 576 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:11,640 I won't be doing the mile on the treadmill for nothing, *** and 577 00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:15,160 I've been smoking before so I know I can get it like I'm a 578 00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:18,600 push myself. I can have a time. *** so I did 579 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:21,880 it. I did A5 Ki ain't even realized 580 00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:27,160 it was a fucking 5K. What is a 5K3 miles 3.1 Sure, 581 00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:30,800 yeah, yeah. So that shit woman. 582 00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:34,160 So I came in here, got the rest of the fucking dirt out my body. 583 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:35,840 Period. Did they like showers or 584 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:38,360 something? They had like a rent station 585 00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:42,120 where they had like hoses and shit, but I I was like, damn, if 586 00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:44,720 it was like hot outside, this water would feel better. 587 00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:48,320 Yeah, but also I can't get all the mud out all of my crafts. 588 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:50,720 Better than me. I would have pulled my fucking 589 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,880 pants down and sprayed my crack off like no. 590 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:55,640 Not thought about it and I was like, I'm too sober to do that. 591 00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:59,920 I'm sober. And dehydrated to do that right 592 00:29:59,920 --> 00:30:02,440 they thought of. Coochie they thought of my 593 00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:03,680 coochie having. Dirt. 594 00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:05,600 And anyway, my God damn leggings off. 595 00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,160 I took my fucking legs off. It was like wow there was a lot 596 00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:19,920 of mud in here 'cause why the fucking didn't looking like that 597 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:29,720 OMG it didn't look like it just look like I run my crotch and 598 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:37,840 some dirt. I'm like, wow. 599 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:40,960 But it was a fun time. Like it was a great new 600 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,840 experience. I did it on my own. 601 00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:47,400 So I'm really like, Oh my God, like, yeah, in that aspect. 602 00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:50,960 But *** I love it. The dirt in the old areas, which 603 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:52,200 is so unnecessary. I. 604 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,400 Love everything about it. I was too through. 605 00:30:55,400 --> 00:31:04,280 I was like, Oh my God, like I've *** I had to scooch down. 606 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,560 It was on knees. Like you see the dirt? 607 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:10,160 On. The Yeah, that's the butt. 608 00:31:10,320 --> 00:31:12,680 My God. Actually, that's the front you. 609 00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:14,080 Did pretty well to have wrenched. 610 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:17,400 Off I was getting in there. I was like, ain't no way 'cause 611 00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:19,560 I got to put other clothes on, I would have gotten a washing 612 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:24,160 machine. *** y'all got to spend. Time with someone I'm not 613 00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:27,320 getting that was true that you could just throw my hands when I 614 00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:30,040 hate so we. I had to fucking roll that, not 615 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:33,720 roll down, but like scooch down hills 'cause they were so 616 00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,040 fucking steep. Yeah. 617 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:39,400 And so like I was at first I would like do a little like 618 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:43,360 foot, like skate down the 'cause I could do this, like, yeah. 619 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:45,840 And then it would get to a point and I'm like alright, let me sit 620 00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:51,560 on my ass and I would just feel mud like. 621 00:31:51,920 --> 00:31:53,560 Oh my God, I'm so glad you're telling me this. 622 00:31:54,640 --> 00:32:01,880 Just like this is so exciting. I can't wait to get it is really 623 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:05,040 funk up. My knees are so fucking bruised. 624 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:07,400 It's still bleeding. It's still. 625 00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:09,160 Like. That's my ankle. 626 00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,600 I yeah, this one got scraped the fuck up. 627 00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:14,640 I. Love that I love like a Junie B 628 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:18,560 Jones type of situation. 'Cause I was like this is this 629 00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:20,920 is cool though I. Always say What do I always say? 630 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:22,800 This is going to be hot. So I might. 631 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:24,760 Think that it's going to be a greater time. 632 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,200 We really do need to make sure that we eat though. 633 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,040 OK, We have to make sure that we have. 634 00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:30,520 We're gonna bring a cooler. Yeah. 635 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:31,960 So bring a cooler with some sandwiches. 636 00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:36,840 Bring some pork chop sandwiches. Eat one on the way there. 637 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:41,360 Yeah, I really love the idea of just like black women doing just 638 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:43,760 like little. Black girls, shit, good amount 639 00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:46,280 of black women there. And I love that one of the 640 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:49,800 ladies that a few of the ladies that volunteered were black 641 00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:55,080 women and one of them was 50 and she went through the course with 642 00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:57,920 us and everything and I was just like, you OK? 643 00:32:57,920 --> 00:32:59,080 She was just like, yeah, I'm good. 644 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:01,920 They turn the water off on us. And I was like, that is 645 00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,280 disrespectful, girl. I was like, at least you got 646 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:06,640 these wipes in this. Yeah, the big ass big. 647 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:09,480 I'm bringing the wash rings for real for real. 648 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:10,640 I should've. I should've. 649 00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:12,560 I'm. We wanted to stay up there, we 650 00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:15,400 wanted to stay up. There they won't be pissed off 651 00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:19,480 at us 'cause like I saw how many women were like waiting for the 652 00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:22,320 Renton station in between banks and I was like. 653 00:33:22,840 --> 00:33:26,680 We wanted to get we go get a shower and put this share out 654 00:33:26,760 --> 00:33:27,920 there. It's a hotel. 655 00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:29,320 It's not be a hotel or something nearby. 656 00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:31,480 It is one. I must stay there and make this 657 00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:33,120 share with dirty. Yeah. 658 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,320 Oh my God. And then drive back the next 659 00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:37,160 day. Yes, we have to tell you about 660 00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:41,800 last week, right where we stayed at that we could put that, that 661 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,560 would put a patient, put a patient 'cause. 662 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:48,240 We can talk about that here. OK, OK, OK. *** we stayed at the 663 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:53,240 fucking Red Roof in *** Listen. Listen for this I know we say to 664 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:56,840 do you and everything we sound like we straight from the city, 665 00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:59,160 but. Bitch that was hard for that 666 00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:05,480 Narcan kid in the emergency. He told me they had the shit in 667 00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,800 the lobby for you to buy. Why do I? 668 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,360 Go. I go in there. 669 00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:12,199 I go to check in, they give me that fucking room. 670 00:34:12,199 --> 00:34:14,760 Can't go in that fucking room 1 it look like somebody's been 671 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,719 murdered. That should look like a crime. 672 00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:18,920 Scene a couple of like stains on the wall. 673 00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:21,480 I'm like I. Say yo this not no ketchup then 674 00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:24,080 it was people living there and shout out to anybody. 675 00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:27,440 Living in the hotel but the lady had the flowers in the window. 676 00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:30,280 These motherfuckers decorated for Memorial Day. 677 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:33,320 The lady had the flower. No, did you see the lady with 678 00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:35,880 the red, white and blue shit all over my fucking door right over 679 00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:38,639 there where we parked it? Yo this bitch was ready for 680 00:34:38,639 --> 00:34:40,360 Memorial Day. She gonna keep that shit up till 681 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,400 4th of July. That's it. 682 00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:44,320 She is a proud. American. 683 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:48,679 We were not prepared for that. That's what the fuck whole gift 684 00:34:48,679 --> 00:34:49,880 for planning. So that's minute. 685 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:53,360 Never again if I can't get a Airbnb or decent hotel. 686 00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,360 I feel about that is for Patreon. 687 00:34:58,760 --> 00:35:00,200 We're not gonna keep talking about that. 688 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:05,440 But yeah, yeah, we should have prepared in time, but also 689 00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:07,800 shouldn't have been put in that type of predicament. 690 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:11,360 Anyway. That's what I 'cause that's what 691 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:14,600 I got to say about me, 'cause yeah, that shit. 692 00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,480 Yeah. Back to the laws and shit, y'all 693 00:35:19,480 --> 00:35:21,960 know we get a little political over here every now and. 694 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:25,080 Yeah, I got get my Michelle. Obama baby, 'cause we do want to 695 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:28,720 have like a cannabis podcast for you every now and then. 696 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:32,760 Yeah, Since we are very serious about this shit, we are very 697 00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:37,240 confused as to how all this shit is running. 698 00:35:37,240 --> 00:35:41,120 Like, I have questions. I have questions on how people 699 00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:45,000 are getting funding. I have questions on how any of 700 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:51,960 this is equitable when I only know of maybe one or two 701 00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:56,560 black-owned dispensaries. But that's not equitable. 702 00:35:56,560 --> 00:36:00,000 And the way that people can get funding, is it equitable? 703 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:04,840 And the way that things are set up is not equitable. 704 00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:08,040 That's why we're not sort them equitable people down there. 705 00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:13,000 Motherfucking which you call it. NCA should have had a tent at 706 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:16,920 the goddamn artist so I can see what they get involved, why they 707 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:20,000 ain't got a tent at festivals. They should be the main *** out 708 00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:20,280 I. Still. 709 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:23,440 Help people get jobs. See that's what I'm saying. 710 00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:27,120 Like getting it would make so much sense if the MCA had a 711 00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:31,320 fucking tent at the fucking thing so people can sign up for 712 00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:34,240 the. They're not going to tell you 713 00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:37,120 that if you got, they'll have a felonies. 714 00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:38,680 But you know, *** don't read exactly. 715 00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:40,360 So they're not going to tell you that if you got felonies, they 716 00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:41,760 don't need for you to do the program. 717 00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:44,040 They're not going to tell you where the fuck the money going 718 00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:46,360 like that. If you guys want to look at like 719 00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:49,880 Maryland State laws in general, maybe your state isn't legal and 720 00:36:49,880 --> 00:36:51,880 you just want to see what it might look like, the MCA 721 00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:52,800 website. Trying to move. 722 00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:56,480 Yeah, I'll, I'll start linking the MCA website like the actual 723 00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:58,600 stats for adult use specifically. 724 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,080 And the reason why I say adult use is because one. 725 00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:02,920 Medical is kind of lenient. I'm not going to. 726 00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:07,280 Lie medical is also medical lenient, but at the same time, 727 00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:10,960 medical has been producing income for a certain amount of 728 00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:13,560 time. And so when we look at medical 729 00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:16,760 as far as like the numbers are concerned, we not really 730 00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:19,440 Maryland has been doing this since like 2013. 731 00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:22,920 You said, I'm saying, and so this has been a thing. 732 00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:28,600 This wreck you shit is is very new and the impact that 733 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:32,640 recreational use or adult use has on the state as far as money 734 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:34,000 is concerned, it's crazy. It's. 735 00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:39,400 Bringing in the. 320, some odd $1,000,000 has been bought in 736 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:45,240 this year so far per the numbers last year they made 800 and some 737 00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:48,200 odd million. And so projections wise, if 738 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:50,840 you're not a numbers person, what projections means is 739 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:54,080 literally just that. What they assume might happen is 740 00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:56,120 the assumption for these numbers are looking like they're going 741 00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:59,080 to hit about a billion if not a billion dollars in sales this 742 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:03,200 year on adult use alone. Now keep in mind that adult use 743 00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,320 cannabis in the state of Maryland is not the same as in 744 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,680 the state of or in the District of Columbia. 745 00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:12,000 So in DC, you have to go online, you have to fill out for a card, 746 00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:15,040 you pay $20, you're able to use that card for the duration of 747 00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:16,880 the time that you're in the District of Columbia to go 748 00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:20,640 purchase your gifts at these dispensaries, right? 749 00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:24,400 Because the way that it the way that it works in Maryland is you 750 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:31,720 go online, you pay a certain amount and you have to also pay 751 00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:35,800 a like medical professional to give you like the go ahead. 752 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:36,840 That's whatever. You can get. 753 00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:41,200 And you also have to like renew it every year, even though it 754 00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:45,280 says that it's OK for a certain like I think 4 years span, yeah, 755 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:47,400 or whatever. So you have to keep paying a 756 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:51,760 person, which you know, there are people out here that do it 757 00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:54,600 for a really good price and everything like that, but it's 758 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,640 still like, damn, I gotta pay this every year. 759 00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:59,200 Well, for, and I think that's the reason why a lot of people 760 00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:01,320 go adult use in the state of Maryland, because you don't need 761 00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:03,520 to do shit in order to get adult use. 762 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:06,800 Yeah, and adult use, this is the thing about adult use that I 763 00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:08,720 enjoy in the state of Maryland and I need to look it up for 764 00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:10,840 other states, but I feel like the state of Maryland is having 765 00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,600 their way. You can purchase up to, I think 766 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,200 it's 100. What is it, 100 grams? 767 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:18,240 I'm looking it up. Well, some shit like that. 768 00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:21,240 It's a it's a crazy ass number within a month like 769 00:39:21,240 --> 00:39:24,600 recreationally. The thing is, is that if you 770 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:30,960 don't have like a a card or like a a system with it's not even if 771 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:33,840 you don't have a system, if you're not a part of the Med 772 00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:37,360 portion of the state of Maryland and you go and purchase your 773 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:42,040 shit renews every day so you can go get AI think you can get like 774 00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:44,600 an ounce of weed or something like a week or some shit like 775 00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:46,200 that. It's a crazy ass number. 776 00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:48,480 I don't know the don't know the numbers on the top of my head, 777 00:39:48,480 --> 00:39:51,360 but it's a crazy ass number that you can go out here and just be 778 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:53,360 purchasing grass at the goddamn dispensary. 779 00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:56,720 You and an ounce of weed at the dispensary is $280. 780 00:39:56,720 --> 00:39:58,200 I could get you an ounce for half that. 781 00:39:59,920 --> 00:40:03,320 So this is what I'm saying. You guys are putting your money 782 00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:06,600 into a state and the state ain't even really telling you where 783 00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:09,240 the money going because at one point we were told it was going 784 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:11,560 to the schools right when it came from the casinos. 785 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,920 The casinos were supposed to be paying for the schools and shit. 786 00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:17,640 So many schools in the city of Baltimore specifically have 787 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:21,480 closed down and the casino is right there. 788 00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:24,240 You can see the casino from certain high schools in the 789 00:40:24,240 --> 00:40:25,080 city. You can. 790 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:30,120 Get You can buy up to 1.5 ounces of cannabis flour per 791 00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:36,360 transactions Per transaction. And so you could buy a a oz and 792 00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:40,440 1/2. Up to 12 grams of concentrate 793 00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:48,680 that includes vapes and wax and 750 products containing up to 794 00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:52,800 750 milligrams of THC is. So that should add a total, 795 00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:55,160 Yeah. So I want you to understand that 796 00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:58,080 this is per transaction. So you could go to remedy, 797 00:40:58,160 --> 00:41:01,480 right? One day about 1.5 the very next 798 00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,760 day you could go to Summit, purchase another 1.5. 799 00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:09,320 My absolute favorite. You can go do let's say half an 800 00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:12,760 ounce at at remedy, go down the street to Summit and pick up 801 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,040 some more shit. Go up the street to Green Point 802 00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:16,960 and get some more shit. As long as you're within your 803 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:21,160 allotment for the day, *** is not saying nothing to you. 804 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,160 And so that's why a lot of people you don't see a lot of 805 00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:24,560 people going to get these Med cards. 806 00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:28,160 Also in the state of Maryland, specifically, if you want a Med 807 00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:30,080 card, you also cannot carry a gun. 808 00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:34,160 And so these are the things that when I talk about things that 809 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:37,040 are synonymous with marijuana or the things that are synonymous 810 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:40,640 with cannabis use this hip pop shit, this money shit, this rap 811 00:41:40,640 --> 00:41:42,560 shit, this gang shit, this gun shit. 812 00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:46,280 Y'all have to understand it, it, it is deep for black people, 813 00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:49,440 it's deep for black women. It is, it is that deep. 814 00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,600 It is that deep because we were promised a lot. 815 00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:54,320 We will promise social equity. We will promise these things. 816 00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:57,480 I promise you. And I, I mean this with the 817 00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,000 utmost sincerity and I'm not being shady. 818 00:42:00,240 --> 00:42:04,600 Show me one dark skin CEO of a dispensary black woman 819 00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:07,200 specifically in the state of Maryland, because all the ones I 820 00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:11,320 know are, are very, very fair skinned, very, very fair 821 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,360 skinned. And so again, this is and I'm, 822 00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:18,080 I'm, I'm just being real. Where's the money? 823 00:42:18,720 --> 00:42:22,520 Where's the money going? Where's the where's the equity 824 00:42:22,520 --> 00:42:25,080 Lachondra? Where's the impact Lachondra? 825 00:42:25,240 --> 00:42:27,800 Because the only person, the only group of people that have 826 00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:32,240 actually watched do any real community impact is Marion, ME 827 00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:36,880 with the block party that they do every year summit with the 828 00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:38,520 way that they do their community index. 829 00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:40,400 Because we went to 1 today where they were doing the free 830 00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:45,360 snowballs out front. And then you have black market 831 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:48,360 with their community impact on the events that they do and the 832 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:50,040 way that they show really good events. 833 00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:52,960 And it's not just in the state of Maryland because I'm not sure 834 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,440 if black market is the MSO, correct me if I'm wrong. 835 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:59,280 I'm not sure if black market is a multi state operation, a 836 00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:02,880 company, but I hope that they are because they have really 837 00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:06,240 great product and it is black-owned. 838 00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:09,800 And so when you see things like that and you see the impact and 839 00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,240 you can see where the money's going and they let you toward 840 00:43:12,240 --> 00:43:15,920 their cultivation bonds and you get to meet the CEO and you get 841 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,720 to talk to these people. I'm not questioning them. 842 00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:21,560 When District Cannabis came out, I followed District on LinkedIn 843 00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:24,040 when I saw the way that District Cannabis went and spoke to the 844 00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:27,880 Baltimore County District about its impact and where districts 845 00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:29,960 money was going and how what's going to impact the people in 846 00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:32,760 Baltimore County and the dispensaries in which they sell 847 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:34,600 their product. That's the type of shit I want 848 00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:37,240 to see and that's a white man. That's the type of shit I want 849 00:43:37,240 --> 00:43:40,200 to see. I don't want to see you hooking 850 00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:42,720 up with a bunch of rappers and posting your shit and telling 851 00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:45,080 *** to stop by. And I'm sick of the puffing 852 00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:46,360 paint. And we've said this before, I'm 853 00:43:46,360 --> 00:43:49,640 sick of all this shit because this don't impact my community 854 00:43:49,640 --> 00:43:52,760 not in a way that we needed to. Y'all interviewing all of these 855 00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:54,760 rappers and they smoking and they doing all these different 856 00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:55,880 things. Shout out to get to the joint 857 00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:57,440 because they're interviewing people. 858 00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:59,440 That they actually work in the industry. 859 00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,880 And I'm not saying that rappers, that shit don't matter, but 860 00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:05,680 let's be fucking for real. Let's be so fucking for real. 861 00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:08,240 Shout out to Relief in the program that they had in the 862 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,720 workshop, in the videos that they're putting out and where 863 00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:14,200 Loud Vibes is their host and they're talking to people that 864 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:15,760 are very impactful in the community. 865 00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,840 These are the things that are supposed to be happening. 866 00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:21,120 I would want my money to go there to the AV quality, to the 867 00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:23,280 venue to making sure that these things happen. 868 00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:25,600 I would make sure that my money went to Explore Maryland 869 00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:28,400 Cannabis and making sure that the award show that Keisha puts 870 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,880 on every year and the different block parties that she puts on 871 00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:35,200 in the community. Fire the community, what are 872 00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:38,840 they called the fire pits and the the different things that 873 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,320 are happening. I'm watching these things 874 00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:44,040 happen, but I'm watching how difficult behind the scenes it 875 00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:45,400 is for these women to get funding. 876 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,720 And I'm watching these different things, but I'm watching these 877 00:44:47,720 --> 00:44:50,480 white people get rich. I'm watching any can happen 878 00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:53,080 every fucking year. I'm watching all of these white 879 00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:55,720 people get together in fucking DC and talk about policies and 880 00:44:55,720 --> 00:44:58,560 law and regulation and all. These things that they really 881 00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:00,440 don't give. A But when the black woman steps 882 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:02,320 on stage and she talks about the impact for the state of 883 00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:05,200 Maryland, everybody. There was about 17 people in 884 00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:07,120 that room. I have a problem. 885 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:10,800 I have a problem. And the fact is though, nobody 886 00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:14,200 is talking about this at a rate where it matters and nobody is 887 00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:15,480 holding these people accountable. 888 00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,840 But y'all wouldn't have these fucking fashion shows and y'all 889 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:19,480 wouldn't have these people in these fucking rooms. 890 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:21,480 And the people that are in the rooms don't fucking matter. 891 00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:23,080 You wouldn't know why? Because there's a bunch of 892 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:25,160 lobbyists. The lobbyists don't go back into 893 00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:28,560 their communities and hold community events and they don't. 894 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:31,120 They don't talk about how I can't get their money for the 895 00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:33,120 community. They don't get the young *** 896 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,680 together and say, hey, we don't mind if you sell on the block, 897 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:38,520 but make sure you make your, your clients knowledgeable about 898 00:45:38,520 --> 00:45:40,360 terpenes and what terpene dressing is. 899 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:43,440 I wouldn't mind if you did that. I wouldn't mind if you put the 900 00:45:43,440 --> 00:45:45,560 young *** in a room and showed them cultivation. 901 00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,760 I wouldn't mind that. I, I would love that. 902 00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:50,920 I would love to see what happens when you put the *** really 903 00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:53,920 behind it and show them how to how you trim flour and why you 904 00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:56,840 trim flour and what can be done with shake and how you can 905 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:59,320 holistically make teas and different herbs and different 906 00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:01,240 things. Imagine if the young *** started 907 00:46:01,240 --> 00:46:04,040 selling flour and tinctures. Imagine if the young *** knew 908 00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:05,920 how to get in the kitchen and whip up a edible. 909 00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,680 Imagine what would happen if they measuring how to help they 910 00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:12,000 Big Mama. Oh my God, my grandmama, she, 911 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,520 she got all kinds of shit going on with her. 912 00:46:13,720 --> 00:46:15,480 Yeah, you feel me? I know Big Mama can't smoke no 913 00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:18,240 more because of her lungs. But I went to the the MCA 914 00:46:18,240 --> 00:46:21,440 program and the MCA taught me how to make a tincture and so 915 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:23,600 now I can whip up something in the kitchen real quick. 916 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:26,000 I ain't got to whip work. I don't have to cook crack. 917 00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,640 I could go in there and make a tincture and put a couple drops 918 00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:31,200 in my granny coffee in the morning and make sure my granny 919 00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:33,920 live a couple more years. That's what the fuck this is 920 00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:36,040 supposed to do. But that's not what y'all doing, 921 00:46:36,720 --> 00:46:39,440 that's not what you're doing. And when we come with jaded and 922 00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:43,280 evolving comes when Keisha comes when when black market comes and 923 00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:46,520 they ask for the money 'cause let's talk about it when they 924 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:50,320 ask for the money in order to host these things in White Lock 925 00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:54,200 Farms, right right up the street in Sand Town, right around the 926 00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:57,120 corner over there by Montgomery. Cause come the Mondami got a new 927 00:46:57,120 --> 00:47:00,640 Community Center. This is not being hosted because 928 00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:02,080 you won't get these *** a chance. 929 00:47:02,560 --> 00:47:04,840 And so when we talk about financial impact, we have to 930 00:47:04,840 --> 00:47:07,240 understand it is deeper than just the pockets of the people 931 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:09,680 who own these spaces. They wouldn't dare step foot 932 00:47:09,680 --> 00:47:11,920 into some of the communities they put these dispensaries in. 933 00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:16,280 They wouldn't dare step foot. And that's my problem. 934 00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:19,080 That is my issue here. Y'all are spending this money 935 00:47:19,080 --> 00:47:22,240 like crazy. I can't tell you what the fuck 936 00:47:22,240 --> 00:47:25,440 went on to our skate pockets. I can't tell you, but I know it 937 00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:28,480 better happen to my social media manager 'cause she 'cause she 938 00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:31,560 carried that shit. Nobody would have known what she 939 00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:33,320 made it look like something. Nobody would have known what the 940 00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:36,520 fuck was going on down RCP if it wasn't for social media being 941 00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:39,400 ran the way that it was. Give her her tense, make sure 942 00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:45,080 she paid the quietest kept. I heard that she got to open her 943 00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:51,560 agency as of today basically. So did y'all pay my girl or no? 944 00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:53,000 No for. Real. 945 00:47:54,240 --> 00:47:56,960 And that's my problem. This, this is my issue. 946 00:47:57,080 --> 00:47:59,200 We talking about money, we talk about impact, we talk about 947 00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:01,640 where is it going, Who, who's it really impact. 948 00:48:01,640 --> 00:48:04,080 Where's the money, Lasandra? Because the fact is that y'all 949 00:48:04,080 --> 00:48:06,240 get to go home every night and sleep peacefully and the people 950 00:48:06,240 --> 00:48:08,480 who really carry on this shit don't know where they where they 951 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:11,000 next fucking check is gonna come from to make sure they keep a 952 00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:13,480 roof over their head or food and they motherfucking out they have 953 00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:15,520 a. Problem y'all stay outside of 954 00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:19,440 the city. The fact that the fucking, the 955 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:23,440 fact that our skate was where the farmers market is, y'all not 956 00:48:23,680 --> 00:48:25,080 y'all kick the farmers market out. 957 00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,000 Y'all wasn't you don't know how many people was betting on that 958 00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,840 money today. My my absolutely favorite them 959 00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:34,240 them people who pay $700 in order for them to go ahead and 960 00:48:34,240 --> 00:48:36,560 then and you told them that the store the the storefront or 961 00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:39,520 whatever the fuck that you call that area wasn't happening today 962 00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,840 because y'all couldn't find no fucking sandbags or whatever the 963 00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:44,520 fuck why you made-up. I hope you gave them people 350 964 00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:45,720 back at. Least. 965 00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:50,440 I hope you gave them 350 back. I'm hoping, I'm hoping because 966 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:53,160 imagine that $700.00 being the thing that she was like, yo, I 967 00:48:53,160 --> 00:48:55,080 know it's gonna be enough foot traffic for me and my family to 968 00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,120 be able to eat. I know it's gonna be enough foot 969 00:48:57,120 --> 00:49:00,000 traffic for me to be able to get my car out of out of 970 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,360 repossession. This is what people are banking 971 00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:04,200 on. But this is, this is not what 972 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:06,040 y'all talk about. This is not an easy city. 973 00:49:06,040 --> 00:49:07,560 This is not a kind city to be in. 974 00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:10,440 It's it's charming as fuck, but it's not a kind city to be in. 975 00:49:10,440 --> 00:49:13,080 It's expensive as hell. Somebody BG and E and get paid 976 00:49:13,080 --> 00:49:14,360 because of the shit that y'all hold. 977 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:18,440 Somebody's blood tender is making 1575 or $17.00 an hour 978 00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:21,480 and they CEO got a $200,000 bonus this year. 979 00:49:21,640 --> 00:49:24,760 I have a problem with that. How the fuck is right get right 980 00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:27,680 hit a billion dollars in sales and general managers only making 981 00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:30,840 $25.00 an hour. They make it $50,000 a year and 982 00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:33,280 y'all *** making a billion dollars a year in in 983 00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:36,360 recreational use. Inventory specialist still 984 00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:40,200 making 1750. Explain that to me when making 985 00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:43,080 sure that the numbers is right, because you know policy, talk 986 00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:44,880 about it. You know, talk about it. 987 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:47,480 Talk. About it, all the fucking fees 988 00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:49,760 that y'all got to pay to make sure. 989 00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:52,000 If the numbers is off, we you want to know why? 990 00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:55,080 Because we sat in the training, because we sat in the training 991 00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:57,480 for two days. And that's no little shit. 992 00:49:57,520 --> 00:50:01,080 The way inventory breaks, that's not no light shit when your shit 993 00:50:01,080 --> 00:50:02,880 is off. The penalties they talk about 994 00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:04,840 when your shit is off and the way that everything kind of has 995 00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:08,320 to shut down for a moment to figure out where the grass is. 996 00:50:08,360 --> 00:50:10,640 They damn near about to shut your shit off. 997 00:50:10,880 --> 00:50:12,360 They didn't raise that sales for the day. 998 00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:15,360 Like, hold on. Excuse me, these numbers ain't 999 00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:17,560 right. They can't even put flour across 1000 00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:22,080 the counter until you've actually purchased it because of 1001 00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:25,000 laws, regulations, and right you can't sniff shit like it. 1002 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:29,880 No deadly style is. There's nothing and y'all sit up 1003 00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:33,240 here and y'all act like this shit is just so easy. 1004 00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:35,200 Y'all just act like oh you feel me? 1005 00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:37,200 Like oh this is what happened When they get with you, when you 1006 00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:38,880 decide to sell recreational drugs. 1007 00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:40,680 OK, well talk to your local congressman. 1008 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,760 Ask him why the fuck he was in the dispensary yesterday by $280 1009 00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:45,640 worth of money. Drugs with trip motherfucking 1010 00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:49,160 taxpayer dollars talking about that. 1011 00:50:49,840 --> 00:50:51,960 Talk to me about how your favorite local Councilman went 1012 00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:55,440 in there and bought himself 1.5 grams of hash. 1013 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:58,240 He's going to go home and roll that bitch up and dusted with 1014 00:50:58,240 --> 00:51:00,960 some cheese glitter and probably shove it in his wife's mouth 1015 00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:02,440 like that bitch. And then they're going to pour 1016 00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:04,760 champagne in each other's assholes and talk about how they 1017 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,640 even fucked you over how the potholes taking axe along and 1018 00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:10,560 it's going to take 13 weeks. We're going to process the 1019 00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:12,360 fucking refund. And so they don't know what the 1020 00:51:12,360 --> 00:51:15,040 fuck will happen between you, your car, and if you eat them 1021 00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:17,640 now in between them because that 350 was for groceries. 1022 00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:19,520 You ain't had no intentions. We'll have to never replace your 1023 00:51:19,520 --> 00:51:21,760 fucking. It don't make no goddamn sense 1024 00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:25,040 how many potholes we have, but how much construction is going 1025 00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:25,600 on? I did. 1026 00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:28,000 I just feel like when construction is going on in the 1027 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:31,560 area well and there are hella potholes in the area, that 1028 00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:35,200 should make the potholes get filled quicker because why are 1029 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:38,400 you fucking up like the workers the thing. 1030 00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:41,160 That pissed me off the most and I'm be so fucking real with you. 1031 00:51:41,200 --> 00:51:45,360 And low metal plate session not just the metal plate. 1032 00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:49,440 Been helping and when I see BG and E's name written across the 1033 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:53,040 low potholes and shit I get extra men when I so I know that 1034 00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:56,240 y'all getting paid. Brandon Nasty mouth miss Guy. 1035 00:51:57,280 --> 00:52:03,880 Take his ass out there and pour 36 drips of tar in the hole and 1036 00:52:03,880 --> 00:52:07,200 then pat it down with the the smashed burger Topper. 1037 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,960 I realized where the fuck 'cause I'm now a city resident. 1038 00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:13,080 This is why it's pissing me off real fucking bad. 1039 00:52:13,640 --> 00:52:17,280 Because now I'm recognizing that the city tax that you've taken 1040 00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:20,960 out of my check and so that you and your asshole could go to 1041 00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:25,080 manual 2 piece suit and be playing with the goddamn putty 1042 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:27,920 that fill the fucking street if you don't take that fucking 1043 00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:31,200 thing and one that tar all the way down this bitch and smooth 1044 00:52:31,240 --> 00:52:33,280 this whole. Thing. 1045 00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:35,600 'Cause I'm running down this bitch like when Lightning 1046 00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:38,360 McQueen first got sentenced and he did the street for the first 1047 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:40,480 fucking time and made her fucking tires fell off. 1048 00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:43,960 If you can block off streets for these goddamn festivals, you can 1049 00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:47,080 block off streets to fill these power holes and fix the street 1050 00:52:47,080 --> 00:52:49,600 for a little bit. You do it for a whole fucking 1051 00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:54,320 weekend. Let the let the street cure for 1052 00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:57,760 two God damn days or do it Friday night. 1053 00:52:57,800 --> 00:53:00,160 Block it off Friday. I heard that they don't even 1054 00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:02,120 take that long. I heard y'all *** got some shit 1055 00:53:02,120 --> 00:53:03,440 that just make the shit do the shit. 1056 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:06,760 And who the fuck is drawing lines for 695? 1057 00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:09,000 It's like the state goes that the city. 1058 00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:12,800 Is that the county that state then I think that state does. 1059 00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:16,240 Drunk at work the other day I was driving out shit your 1060 00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:17,800 numbers. Are still showing the old I. 1061 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,960 Was in somebody else lane 'cause I didn't know what the fuck I 1062 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:23,880 was supposed to be doing this. So when the mother fucker humped 1063 00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:26,560 at me, I'm cussing at him. When I really paid attention to 1064 00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:28,120 the lions. I'm in the fucking wrong. 1065 00:53:29,560 --> 00:53:33,240 Because it's 2 live. Because it's. 45 different lines 1066 00:53:34,120 --> 00:53:38,280 and now it's 17 lanes on 695 and an express lane. 1067 00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,960 Explain that to me. Take that goddamn express lane 1068 00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:43,960 first of all. Express Lane come from. 1069 00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:45,720 First of all, what? Why do you? 1070 00:53:45,720 --> 00:53:48,040 Have an express lane, Ain't nobody expressing. 1071 00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:51,040 Why do I gotta go from Security Blvd. to White Marsh that 1072 00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:53,320 fucking fast? Anyway, what the fuck is over? 1073 00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:56,160 There, that is very confusing. Because that's what the Express 1074 00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,520 lane literally wants. It runs from like security. 1075 00:53:58,560 --> 00:54:01,000 Think about it, don't it run from security like Nottingham? 1076 00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:03,880 They got an express lane now, that's how long I haven't been 1077 00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:06,320 on, that's what. It go towards my father. 1078 00:54:06,320 --> 00:54:10,560 You know my father lives like the fuck out to a certain spot. 1079 00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:13,880 It should was the entire time. For. 1080 00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:17,640 What to get? The Texas Roadhouse is what it 1081 00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:21,720 comes first of all to get to the more Arab thing where you swing 1082 00:54:21,720 --> 00:54:26,120 in the air. They just need one extra lane 1083 00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:28,160 and we would be fine. I don't even want that extra 1084 00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:29,600 lane because this is the thing to piss me off. 1085 00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:33,680 When they why is it alright somebody working in you can go 1086 00:54:33,720 --> 00:54:38,000 10 mph over the regular speed limit that's on the regular 1087 00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:40,760 spot, but like no, fuck they be going that fast. 1088 00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:43,760 Somebody who worked in transportation construction 1089 00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:44,960 specifically like you'll do the road. 1090 00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:48,560 And explain this to me m.itcouldbeany dot at this point 1091 00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:52,320 anything? I don't give a fuck. 1092 00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:55,320 Will you build a new street? A new a new highway 1093 00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:58,560 specifically. Why the fuck it takes so long? 1094 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,840 Dude not even just that. Y'all put up them cement media 1095 00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:03,880 and things right? That should be scaring the fuck. 1096 00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:07,040 Maybe bringing the lane to a close to reopen it. 1097 00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:09,760 The letter on the highway don't do that. 1098 00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:12,600 Y'all don't put no stop sign right there. 1099 00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:15,240 Y'all don't put no. Fuck the yield sign come 13 days 1100 00:55:15,240 --> 00:55:16,520 after. Y'all to put the shit up? 1101 00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,360 Y'all don't put no stop signs, y'all don't do the little real 1102 00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:21,040 like real like little thing. Y'all do none of that. 1103 00:55:21,200 --> 00:55:23,000 Y'all just letting us do whatever the fuck we want. 1104 00:55:23,160 --> 00:55:25,160 And y'all know in the state of Maryland we don't know how to 1105 00:55:25,160 --> 00:55:26,280 drive. Y'all know that? 1106 00:55:26,280 --> 00:55:28,280 Y'all know that we some of the most passive aggressive 1107 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:30,640 aggressive drivers that you've ever seen in your fucking life 1108 00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:33,120 and y'all keep doing this and I don't know who the fuck y'all 1109 00:55:33,120 --> 00:55:35,320 hiring that *** don't want to be at work. 1110 00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:37,560 He don't look at the lines on the fuck highway. 1111 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:40,080 Ain't nobody correct them. Did he? 1112 00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:41,840 Did He had to take a coloring test. 1113 00:55:41,840 --> 00:55:43,960 What the fuck is going? I don't like none of this. 1114 00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:46,000 And then y'all put 13 speed cameras on the highway? 1115 00:55:46,000 --> 00:55:48,720 Bitch, it's the highway. It's the highway. 1116 00:55:48,720 --> 00:55:51,200 No, don't get me wrong, that Lady and that man that was going 1117 00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:54,440 70 million miles an hour crashed into each other and killed 35 1118 00:55:54,440 --> 00:55:56,160 construction workers. That was very fucked up. 1119 00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,600 That was very fucked up. But guess where y'all should 1120 00:55:58,600 --> 00:55:59,880 have put cameras? Right there. 1121 00:56:00,000 --> 00:56:03,200 Why the fuck is it cameras? Literally from here to fucking 1122 00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:05,560 Delaware. By the time I get there y'all 1123 00:56:05,560 --> 00:56:08,400 charge me $7000 in fees. I don't even want to go no more. 1124 00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:11,000 I don't even want. What are these fees going to? 1125 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:13,200 Because they be does it? Ain't my tax. 1126 00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:16,400 Dollars because it's the dips and trips in the goddamn highway 1127 00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:18,560 sometimes too. Like every now and then I'd be 1128 00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:20,560 having a swerve. Around highway fucked up. 1129 00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:24,120 It's dead dear everywhere, Always under construction. 1130 00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:25,560 Always. But there ain't no construction. 1131 00:56:25,640 --> 00:56:29,200 My God, a friend, I was getting off the one fucking exit. 1132 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,560 I had to pull over the check to make sure the tire was OK 1133 00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:34,720 because because it was metal shit on the side. 1134 00:56:34,720 --> 00:56:37,480 And I'm like, Oh my God, somebody had an accident over 1135 00:56:37,480 --> 00:56:40,280 here and I'm trying to make sure that I don't bump into this *** 1136 00:56:40,280 --> 00:56:43,280 over here because I'm just like, I just need to get off the 1137 00:56:43,280 --> 00:56:45,920 fucking exit. And the car that pissed me off 1138 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:48,480 before I even got on the accident flew past me. 1139 00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:50,280 I'm just like, I just want to get off. 1140 00:56:50,880 --> 00:56:52,680 That it's it's bad. It's bad. 1141 00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:58,920 Going on, it's bad. Oh, if you're one of them *** 1142 00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:00,640 they have a big ass truck. On the fucking. 1143 00:57:00,680 --> 00:57:04,080 Highway and you don't know how to drive that big bitch. 1144 00:57:04,120 --> 00:57:11,200 You you fucking driving 45 mph 195 when the speed limit is 5560 1145 00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:16,480 maybe and your ass is breaking and you not even a full car. 1146 00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:21,520 You are more than a full car's length behind another car. 1147 00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:25,280 Don't piss me off, bitch. I've said this shit before and I 1148 00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:28,000 meant it in like a different way, like I think deeper type of 1149 00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:30,520 way but I mean it literally right now. 1150 00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:34,640 Y'all keep getting these big ass trucks with these big ass wheels 1151 00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:35,880 and don't know how to drive them. 1152 00:57:35,880 --> 00:57:38,880 Y'all are pissing me off. Also, to the people that think 1153 00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:41,440 that I'm supposed to know that you trying to get the fuck over 1154 00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:45,800 in front of me when there's only a car's length in front of me, 1155 00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:48,400 that does not mean that you can get the fuck over. 1156 00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:51,240 I understand that you probably are jaded from the fact that 1157 00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:53,960 somebody else didn't let you over in the past or so many 1158 00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:56,800 fucking times because you live near Baltimore, but I don't give 1159 00:57:56,800 --> 00:57:58,760 a fuck about that. I actually let people over in 1160 00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:00,760 front of me when they put their fucking turn signal on. 1161 00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:04,000 And maybe you should learn how to fucking drive if you do put a 1162 00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:07,200 fucking turn signal on because I've seen so many fucking people 1163 00:58:07,200 --> 00:58:11,800 also have their fucking turn signal on for 50 million fucking 1164 00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:17,000 miles and there's been goods great amount of spaces several 1165 00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:18,480 times for them to get the fuck over. 1166 00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:22,240 Please get it the fuck together. Also you fucking Virginia 1167 00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:24,960 drivers y'all are pissing me the fuck not even. 1168 00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:28,640 Virginia. Tech owners, Virginia Tech 1169 00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:32,120 owners, because you're not from Virginia, you don't use your 1170 00:58:32,120 --> 00:58:34,560 fucking blinkers. You wanna go fast as fuck for no 1171 00:58:34,560 --> 00:58:36,240 fucking reason. You're gonna be on somebody 1172 00:58:36,240 --> 00:58:38,640 bumper. You really don't need to be. 1173 00:58:38,960 --> 00:58:41,840 And it's like bumper to bumper fucking traffic and you on my 1174 00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:43,600 ass. I, I swear to gosh, I'd be 1175 00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:46,720 looking at people in my rearview mirror and it for some reason, I 1176 00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:49,680 don't know if they see me or not, but out of nowhere they 1177 00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:52,320 give me a good amount of distance because I really don't 1178 00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:54,320 be playing with these people. I will start brake checking 1179 00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:56,400 y'all. Wait until I get my, my car. 1180 00:58:56,440 --> 00:58:57,800 I'm gonna start brake checking y'all. 1181 00:58:58,080 --> 00:59:01,160 'Cause I can't wait until. My shit I can't do this since in 1182 00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:03,960 a rented vehicle shit because I'm gonna be pissed the fuck off 1183 00:59:03,960 --> 00:59:06,680 if somebody actually hit me but hit me in my shit. 1184 00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,320 Y'all won't be paying me out right y'all? 1185 00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:13,920 Who? I will stop traffic on 95695 two 1186 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:15,960 95. I don't give a fuck once I get 1187 00:59:15,960 --> 00:59:18,400 my fucking car and you doing that dumb ass shit around me, 1188 00:59:18,600 --> 00:59:21,640 I'm going to make your ass hit me and that's all allegedly, 1189 00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:26,200 allegedly, allegedly, but y'all do drive dumb as fuck for y'all 1190 00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:29,040 to be able to hit me and I'm driving fine. 1191 00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:33,040 Fuck, I know how to fucking use my indicator lights. 1192 00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:37,520 I'm trying to make sure I don't have to cuss nobody out this 1193 00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:39,160 week. Y'all really be getting on my 1194 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:41,400 damn nerves. Oh shit it was me this time. 1195 00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:44,360 Oh, I like it. You're fine though. 1196 00:59:45,560 --> 00:59:47,000 So you don't even have to be fun. 1197 00:59:47,040 --> 00:59:49,080 Fuck your. I didn't tell you that I set up 1198 00:59:49,080 --> 00:59:52,640 a shortcut for many Ripple 10s only when I'm dreaming to play 1199 00:59:52,640 --> 00:59:54,560 at 9:00. And it scared the fuck out of me 1200 00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:56,840 last night because I was in the bed at 8:40. 1201 00:59:56,880 --> 01:00:01,720 Oh, so I heard the music and it was louder than the TV and I was 1202 01:00:01,720 --> 01:00:04,080 like what the fuck is going on? I turned around and I was like, 1203 01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:06,720 oh shit, I thought the Lord was trying to call me home. 1204 01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:09,680 I thought it was just like, girl, yes, drift off to sleep, 1205 01:00:09,680 --> 01:00:11,480 'cause it's your dance last night. 1206 01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:14,200 Oh my God. I was thinking about the other 1207 01:00:14,200 --> 01:00:17,080 night right random and then we get out here how my aunt Marie 1208 01:00:17,080 --> 01:00:18,800 decided this this bitch was going to die. 1209 01:00:18,800 --> 01:00:21,320 Sorry I'm up I love you but she will fucking die. 1210 01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:23,400 The day before her birthday, I told her birthday, 'cause we 1211 01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:25,880 have bought outfits and everything and I was just saying 1212 01:00:25,880 --> 01:00:28,000 that the other day like you didn't even have no signs of 1213 01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:30,640 dying like you everything was. Copacetic, you didn't. 1214 01:00:30,720 --> 01:00:35,080 Have no cough or nothing *** I don't understand. 1215 01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:42,040 Don't try that with me all. I'm not playing with child. 1216 01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:45,120 When did she pass away? I didn't meet this aunt, right? 1217 01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:46,840 You probably met all my one time. 1218 01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:48,560 She's not. She's the matriarchal, my 1219 01:00:48,560 --> 01:00:49,920 family. The oldest living member you 1220 01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:52,880 probably met one time. Did you go to anything with us 1221 01:00:53,120 --> 01:00:54,240 during that time? Probably. 1222 01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:57,480 I went to the family with you. She was, she was family. 1223 01:00:57,840 --> 01:00:59,360 I didn't meet her. I didn't meet her. 1224 01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:03,880 She pays right before I met you. I think I remember you telling 1225 01:01:03,880 --> 01:01:06,960 me that like that Aunt Mom would have loved you or something like 1226 01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:10,000 that probably. 'Cause they started dying like 1227 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:10,840 that. Debate, debate. 1228 01:01:11,160 --> 01:01:13,840 Like what the fuck is your only fucking go? 1229 01:01:13,920 --> 01:01:15,280 Fuck where, die anything else? No. 1230 01:01:16,240 --> 01:01:19,240 For real? Yeah, I can fucking wanna die 1231 01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:22,480 there with jungle. I'm about to go in the house and 1232 01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,680 watch some Netflix shit so I got something to yell at all about 1233 01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:25,360 next. Week. 1234 01:01:25,520 --> 01:01:29,240 Is this the deon take out? Discord still jumping? 1235 01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:33,880 It's, it is still jumping on the side, but the what you call it, 1236 01:01:34,000 --> 01:01:35,440 the what you call it got cancelled. 1237 01:01:36,440 --> 01:01:38,960 Oh yeah, Wi-Fi issues, yeah, make sure you're going to 1238 01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:41,560 Christmas eggs. Like no reason for me to share 1239 01:01:41,560 --> 01:01:44,640 this, But as a cousin, like somebody who has gone in and 1240 01:01:44,640 --> 01:01:48,400 like she paid for the what you call it, It's. $8 it's. $8, 1241 01:01:48,840 --> 01:01:52,560 yeah, $8 It's a good time. It's a really nice time over 1242 01:01:52,560 --> 01:01:55,000 there. I really appreciate just being 1243 01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:58,560 able to have conversations with people in it so. 1244 01:02:00,640 --> 01:02:02,080 He does. All the people that came on 1245 01:02:02,160 --> 01:02:06,440 stage had on his movie thing. Yeah, 'cause I was like, these 1246 01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:07,840 are the next that I actually like. 1247 01:02:08,360 --> 01:02:12,240 Like y'all are copacetic. Let me start making content 1248 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:15,240 regularly so I can also 'cause I would love to meet, I would love 1249 01:02:15,360 --> 01:02:18,280 to work with him on stage. I love what he does for real. 1250 01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:21,480 You can see that's a real Christ like man. 1251 01:02:21,480 --> 01:02:25,920 There's there's Christian and then there is Christ like a lot 1252 01:02:25,920 --> 01:02:29,800 of y'all this questions. He is that is a Christ like mate 1253 01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:33,760 that's why y'all going to hell. I'm my name just Christian. 1254 01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:36,080 My name is just Christian. I'm one of them Christians where 1255 01:02:36,080 --> 01:02:39,000 I'm Christian by default because my Mama named me that. 1256 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:41,440 But trust and believe that church shit that should be 1257 01:02:41,440 --> 01:02:42,720 confusing me. I've been like. 1258 01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:46,840 You and my nephew. Yeah, we both. 1259 01:02:46,840 --> 01:02:47,920 My. Nephew and we both got 1260 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:49,600 questions. I'm going to tell you about 1261 01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:50,640 Prosper. Alright, bye y'all. 1262 01:02:51,400 --> 01:02:52,640 Bye. We're not going to say the 1263 01:02:52,640 --> 01:02:53,760 affirmation. Oh my God. 1264 01:02:54,840 --> 01:02:57,320 I'll just read it. Yeah, go ahead, God, grant me 1265 01:02:57,320 --> 01:03:00,280 the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the 1266 01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:03,280 courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the 1267 01:03:03,400 --> 01:03:06,040 difference. Show me how good life can be and 1268 01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:08,680 prepare me for the goodness. I say first. 1269 01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:10,400 Yeah, bye.