1 00:00:20,630 --> 00:00:22,190 What it do, baby? Boo? 2 00:00:22,190 --> 00:00:25,550 Welcome to another episode of Jaden and evolve and niggle. 3 00:00:26,430 --> 00:00:29,320 Yeah, browsing. Bondage are optional and you can 4 00:00:29,320 --> 00:00:31,240 smoke in here. Welcome to another episode. 5 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:34,640 I hope your life is going as fair as they can fucking go 6 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:36,480 right now. I can't even say I hope it's 7 00:00:36,480 --> 00:00:39,800 going well, right, because like with the block, I feel like 8 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:43,440 everybody. I was talking to my coworker 9 00:00:43,440 --> 00:00:45,600 today, she was like, can I vent? You know, I was like, yeah, 10 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:47,080 girl, like go ahead because, you know, it's always. 11 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:48,360 Some shit with the weather in my job. 12 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:51,480 And I was just telling her today I was like, I just feel like 13 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:53,600 everybody going through something right now, like 14 00:00:53,760 --> 00:00:58,480 everybody like no matter this not even about like one person 15 00:00:58,480 --> 00:01:00,600 shit being worse than another person, like right now. 16 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:04,280 Collectively, collectively, everybody's going through 17 00:01:04,280 --> 00:01:07,280 something big, no matter how big, no matter how small. 18 00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:11,040 Like the shit could get bigger if it's small and the small, the 19 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:15,840 big shit, it's like it could, it could go well, but like *** it's 20 00:01:15,920 --> 00:01:19,080 it's huge enough to take over your whole like being. 21 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:23,720 Existence right now yeah y'all stop rolling around for a while 22 00:01:23,720 --> 00:01:31,040 please like being a fucking parent bro like I just. 23 00:01:31,320 --> 00:01:32,280 It's a lot. It's. 24 00:01:32,280 --> 00:01:34,840 So much going on in the world. Y'all *** still talking about 25 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:40,640 Kendrick Lamar It like it's I just the juxtaposition of the 26 00:01:40,640 --> 00:01:42,880 shit that's pissing me off this week is nuts. 27 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:47,720 Right, because like our granted I got PMDD, I'm PMS ING yeah, so 28 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:51,920 my level of emotional like tolerance. 29 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:53,560 Is very low. It's. 30 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:55,520 Nonexistent. I was about to say, it's not 31 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:56,400 even there. For real. 32 00:01:56,400 --> 00:02:00,080 For real. And so I'm getting agitated by 33 00:02:00,080 --> 00:02:02,960 social and it's like. Get off of it. 34 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:05,680 What? And the crazy part about it is 35 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:10,639 it wasn't, it wasn't social media per SE. 36 00:02:10,639 --> 00:02:12,720 This is, and it's so random what happened. 37 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:16,280 I don't really have interactions through social media that aren't 38 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:17,320 positive. Yeah. 39 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:20,800 So recently, Beyoncé, Kyle had made a statement about the 40 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:24,680 Beyoncé, right. And the comparison of like, I 41 00:02:24,680 --> 00:02:28,120 guess the work that goes into like making albums or it was. 42 00:02:28,240 --> 00:02:32,880 It's about, it's about what they talk about and like how Kendrick 43 00:02:32,880 --> 00:02:36,520 Lamar is very like prolific and things like that. 44 00:02:36,520 --> 00:02:39,520 And they compared it to Beyoncé. And I was just like, why would 45 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:40,640 you? Why would you do that? 46 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:44,640 Not even I didn't think why would you do that? 47 00:02:44,640 --> 00:02:48,960 I was just like, that's a weird comparison because I watched the 48 00:02:48,960 --> 00:02:51,040 whole thing, right? OK, I watched. 49 00:02:51,080 --> 00:02:53,440 You did. That's why and I listened, well, 50 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:58,560 let me say, I listened to the whole thing and what the thing 51 00:02:58,560 --> 00:03:03,360 that bothers me and I, I always have to be careful because you 52 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:07,920 know, there's like these social groups, always my issue with the 53 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:12,960 idolization of people like Beyoncé of Rihanna or Michael 54 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:14,720 Jackson. It like, and it's, it's such a 55 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:16,720 broad range. Nobody cannot like them. 56 00:03:17,040 --> 00:03:19,680 No, no, it's not that nobody can like, can't like them. 57 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:23,520 Nobody can have an opinion about them that differentiates. 58 00:03:23,520 --> 00:03:25,480 From the main, that's. Less. 59 00:03:25,800 --> 00:03:28,480 That's less than favorable. Yeah, no matter what it is. 60 00:03:29,120 --> 00:03:34,720 This is so random to say that her Blackest King album and to 61 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:39,200 say that the Black Panther album were like one in the same. 62 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:41,560 They were not. They weren't, and we're not 63 00:03:41,560 --> 00:03:43,280 going to. We're not going to sit up here 64 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:44,920 and the. Fact that people are making that 65 00:03:44,920 --> 00:03:48,480 comparison is the thing that's pissing me off because both are 66 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:52,840 great, Both are great in all forms. 67 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:58,640 But we have to stop acting like we can keep comparing greatness 68 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:02,040 based on like. Just let *** be great. 69 00:04:02,440 --> 00:04:07,040 Right, like I don't care that he used the comparison between 70 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:09,360 Kendrick and Beyoncé because to me it wasn't that deep. 71 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:13,800 When it became that deep is when everybody loves Beyoncé to an 72 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:18,560 idolized, idolized point. Started to have discourse on the 73 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,760 Internet about the topic within itself. 74 00:04:21,040 --> 00:04:23,000 And that's how I know something's wrong with me 75 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:26,640 mentally this week because it irritated me more than usual 76 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:30,080 because all I said was I grew with Beyoncé called 100%. 77 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:34,360 And I feel like it is very strange how people will hear 78 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:38,040 something about Beyoncé that is less than favorable or doesn't 79 00:04:38,040 --> 00:04:40,320 really align with what they feel about her. 80 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:43,800 And then all of a sudden everything that the other person 81 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:48,000 says is obtuse, Like it's stupid, It's, it's tone deaf. 82 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:50,560 It's, it's basically, it's just not true. 83 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:54,440 And so when the I commented underneath this lady's post, 84 00:04:54,440 --> 00:04:58,720 when the the lady was like, first of all, it literally for a 85 00:04:58,720 --> 00:05:00,840 second, I really was getting ready to be like, bitch, what 86 00:05:00,840 --> 00:05:03,840 the fuck was you talking to? But I had to remember this is 87 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:06,800 the Internet. My nervous system this week 88 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:09,000 can't tolerate that kind of shit. 89 00:05:09,480 --> 00:05:13,120 And where I can just comment on anything and have a conversation 90 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:15,040 back and forth. This is not that we need. 91 00:05:15,040 --> 00:05:17,600 To do that, it's going to be a whole bunch of bitches, dummies, 92 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:21,280 whores, fuck you talking about. You feel me like and I and it's 93 00:05:21,320 --> 00:05:23,800 it's not just the Internet. It's good that you're aware of 94 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:26,200 that though. It's life in general. 95 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:30,840 No, that is. My level of patience with what 96 00:05:30,840 --> 00:05:34,320 comes out of my mouth after I've been doing all of the work. 97 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:41,440 OK, it's so slim to the point where my self-awareness and my 98 00:05:41,440 --> 00:05:45,760 pettiness, they can't they not seeing eye to eye. 99 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:50,040 Like, while I don't need to justify it, the growth, the 100 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:53,160 evolved part of me is like, girl, you know better. 101 00:05:53,160 --> 00:05:55,240 But the jaded part of me is like, yeah, but I don't always 102 00:05:55,240 --> 00:05:58,160 have to do better. And your growth part also needs 103 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:00,520 to understand that this is a part of the growth. 104 00:06:00,520 --> 00:06:03,840 This is a part where you're just like, am I going to stoop that 105 00:06:03,840 --> 00:06:06,360 low or am I going to figure out a different way to express 106 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:09,240 myself? The Jada part of me doesn't the 107 00:06:09,240 --> 00:06:10,560 Jada part of me. That's what I'm saying. 108 00:06:10,560 --> 00:06:13,080 That's the growth part. But the Jada part of me is is 109 00:06:13,280 --> 00:06:15,640 it's louder right now than the above part of me. 110 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:18,280 So my above part of me doesn't even have a chance to speak. 111 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:23,280 And that's my challenge. I'll say this week an issue, 112 00:06:23,560 --> 00:06:24,520 though. Exactly. 113 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:27,280 Exactly. And so that's why I'm going in a 114 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:28,320 grace. Yeah. 115 00:06:28,320 --> 00:06:31,520 I'm going in a grace bubble. I'm going in an isolation 116 00:06:31,520 --> 00:06:33,320 bubble. It's not about like this. 117 00:06:33,640 --> 00:06:35,320 This is not a week of extending grace. 118 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:38,440 This is the big of patience. This is I don't have it. 119 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:41,000 I'm talking about grace for you. I'm not talking about grace for 120 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:43,240 nobody myself. Grace go in the corner. 121 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:47,040 I need to go in the corner because it's it's dead. 122 00:06:47,040 --> 00:06:48,360 Oh no, it's. So little. 123 00:06:48,600 --> 00:06:50,760 And sometimes you got to put yourself a time out when you 124 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:56,000 recognize that it's not becoming too much, it's becoming too much 125 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:59,440 for the evolved part of you, and you haven't evolved that much 126 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,360 yet. Like the old lady in the store 127 00:07:01,360 --> 00:07:03,960 today. When I first got into Family 128 00:07:03,960 --> 00:07:07,240 Dollar, Granny was checking out and he had that much. 129 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:12,440 Granny picked up a whole fucking shelf's worth of instant coffee 130 00:07:12,440 --> 00:07:14,680 packets because apparently they was on sale. 131 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:18,080 OK, they weren't on sale. The Folgers one was on sale. 132 00:07:18,080 --> 00:07:20,280 She picked up all the Nest Calf or Nestle. 133 00:07:20,280 --> 00:07:22,720 Whatever. And of course, she's not going 134 00:07:22,720 --> 00:07:24,720 to put it back so. Not even, not only she's not 135 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:27,640 going to put it back. I kind of swore it was these 136 00:07:27,640 --> 00:07:32,000 ones now, the young lady up front, because I'd now go to 137 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:33,400 lunch at a different hour, right? 138 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:36,600 So now at this part in the day, people are stopping probably 139 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:39,960 like during their lunch break. These are your unemployed people 140 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:42,960 whose unemployment have just hit and they need to get things for 141 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:46,480 their home. I'm in there for Drano cleaner 142 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:49,040 so I can clean the bathrooms in my home and some cleanser to 143 00:07:49,040 --> 00:07:50,560 clean out my tub. That's three things. 144 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:56,000 Granny got 95 things, including this whole shelf's worth of 145 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:57,720 these. There's only one line open, of 146 00:07:57,720 --> 00:08:00,280 course it's. Only one person but the line. 147 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:03,440 There's a manager and there's a young girl who clearly is 148 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:05,520 autistic and she's not having this shit. 149 00:08:05,760 --> 00:08:08,680 She has sniffed the new earbuds. On the motherfucking. 150 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:12,280 He's a man, he's a man. He's a young man with locks and 151 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:15,760 the Brinks man just walked in. He's having a Nosebleed because 152 00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:19,400 of allergies, so his patients is also being tested and granny 153 00:08:19,400 --> 00:08:23,360 still wants this on sale. When I tell you I had just 154 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:26,720 picked up my kid, I just wanted to get my shit from the store. 155 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:29,200 There's a lot of crackheads forming behind me. 156 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:32,159 They all have carts. I tell you I. 157 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:33,799 I just put the shit down it took. 158 00:08:33,799 --> 00:08:35,159 Everything in me not to be like you know what? 159 00:08:35,159 --> 00:08:38,400 Fuck this because I needed to drain them like I needed it 160 00:08:38,440 --> 00:08:40,280 right now because the tub was called my. 161 00:08:40,320 --> 00:08:41,520 Husband needed to get in. Shower. 162 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:44,720 So it's like priority. I'd also gone to Mondawmin Mall 163 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:46,280 today. I've been to three crackheads 164 00:08:46,280 --> 00:08:48,000 because you went to that Family Dollar, right? 165 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:51,560 Like, Oh yeah, you went to three Crackhead, crackhead. 166 00:08:51,560 --> 00:08:53,240 I've been, I'm sorry, I've been to 4 crackhead places. 167 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:55,240 Today I went to Shoppers. World. 168 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:56,920 Why would you do that? Because I was looking for 169 00:08:56,920 --> 00:09:00,520 uniform shirts, so you got to think if you want them 170 00:09:00,520 --> 00:09:04,760 immediate, either a mall. Yeah, or quick little spot. 171 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:06,720 Yeah. Burlington had two. 172 00:09:07,240 --> 00:09:09,400 Not his size. And Foreman Mills ain't nowhere 173 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:10,760 to be found. No, that's where I went. 174 00:09:10,960 --> 00:09:14,040 Oh, shit. And we're going to get who I 175 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:15,840 went in the Foreman Mills. First thing that threw me was 176 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:17,840 the lady at the front had a bonnet on. 177 00:09:17,840 --> 00:09:23,480 And she was she was the cashier. She was she was the cashier now 178 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:25,160 was she grown? Yes, now. 179 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:27,960 And that's what got me. If she was a younger I. 180 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:31,280 Expect shit like that from people 2025 and under. 181 00:09:31,280 --> 00:09:34,440 She had to and sadly 25. I still be looking at you like 182 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:37,960 miss you two 40s or she's had a very rough life. 183 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:41,840 Unacceptable. Not a very rough unacceptable, 184 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:43,600 No. Unacceptable that you're wearing 185 00:09:43,600 --> 00:09:45,280 this to your motherfucking place of work. 186 00:09:45,320 --> 00:09:47,680 No for real, for a job, whatever. 187 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:50,720 If you're just like walking around and shit, that's your 188 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:53,040 best. Do your fucking shit at work. 189 00:09:53,040 --> 00:09:55,600 Couldn't head scarves? Are like the same prices that 190 00:09:55,600 --> 00:09:58,080 bonnet you didn't you couldn't have rain it even if you ain't 191 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:00,840 had time to like put it on and put your cute little, you know, 192 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:02,640 like bow in the front or you could go. 193 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:05,400 In the front flat that shit down my absolute something real 194 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:05,760 quick. We. 195 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:07,680 Could have got the one that you just pull on your. 196 00:10:07,680 --> 00:10:11,880 Fucking a turban. Why are we at work with the bin? 197 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:14,800 There's a crackhead in front of me that's clearly jonesing like 198 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:18,560 a motherfucker in need candy. Then bought one of every fucking 199 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:23,280 piece of candy in little fucking random section and it's upfront 200 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:26,040 just chatting it to the other fucking cashier about how much 201 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:29,440 she let us fucking candy. There's a lot of crackheads 202 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:31,000 forming behind me. There's random breathing 203 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:32,960 happening. I hate the fact that there's 204 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:35,840 always a line of crackheads forming behind you like that's 205 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:37,800 the issue. In all of the places that I went 206 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:41,440 today, a lot of crackheads. A line of crackheads. 207 00:10:41,640 --> 00:10:44,360 The only place that there was not a line of crackheads today 208 00:10:44,560 --> 00:10:48,880 was when I went to Chick-fil-A to get something to eat at 2:00 209 00:10:48,880 --> 00:10:51,080 because that was the first time I had eaten today. 210 00:10:51,280 --> 00:10:59,200 When I tell you my hormonal rage is homicidal at this point. 211 00:10:59,680 --> 00:11:06,000 Today was very very rough. The drugs are not drugging 212 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:09,680 because I'm getting ready to start my cycle and so cannabis 213 00:11:09,680 --> 00:11:14,720 just don't hit like it used to. I am going in timeout. 214 00:11:14,720 --> 00:11:16,600 You may. Start doing RSO. 215 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:18,760 I'm gonna start doing. Crack in a second and be with 216 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:23,000 the people in the lines. What has to what do I have to do 217 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:24,360 to just get a little hormonal break? 218 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:27,480 What do I have to do? What do I have to do? 219 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:30,760 Do I have to get back on the motherfucking coochie table, 220 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:33,760 spread my shit wide open and just let them snatch their whore 221 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:34,680 out? Like what? 222 00:11:35,160 --> 00:11:38,280 For the most part, sadly. And it's so sad because there's 223 00:11:38,280 --> 00:11:41,640 so many women during this time. They're the same manic, just 224 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:42,560 like me. Oh, for sure. 225 00:11:42,640 --> 00:11:44,640 And there's just life happening around them. 226 00:11:44,640 --> 00:11:47,560 And it's like. Nothing can make anything better 227 00:11:47,560 --> 00:11:49,600 right now and you want me? I just want everybody. 228 00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:50,960 As normal. You're an egg. 229 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:52,720 Normal. I'm already on SSRI's. 230 00:11:52,960 --> 00:11:54,840 I already have the motherfucking IUD. 231 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,160 I'm already working. Now I eat my fucking vegetables. 232 00:11:57,160 --> 00:11:59,960 I'm shitting regularly. Nothing's helping. 233 00:11:59,960 --> 00:12:02,680 You wouldn't know why, because that's just the way life goes. 234 00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:07,320 And then when I do, when my uterine lining does shed and it 235 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:11,040 starts to create blood and cramping and those little 236 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:14,440 asshole lightning bolts start to happen, people still want you to 237 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:17,200 show up like everything's fucking normal. 238 00:12:17,480 --> 00:12:19,440 I'm going to time out for the next like week and a half. 239 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:21,600 I promise you, I have to go into isolation. 240 00:12:22,040 --> 00:12:24,200 I need to be like Patrick underneath that Little Rock. 241 00:12:24,360 --> 00:12:27,640 Yeah, for real. I feel like I'm going to implode 242 00:12:27,680 --> 00:12:29,440 on myself. Explode. 243 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:32,400 I feel like that *** who went down in the Lord Tin came with 244 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:34,480 the PlayStation controller with the four people to go see the 245 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:36,360 Titanic. I feel like the minute they got 246 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:38,680 done it and it got too much and they popped like that, that's 247 00:12:38,680 --> 00:12:41,440 what I'm about to do. That's how bad it is. 248 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:47,960 And it's Tuesday and it's Tuesday. 249 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:56,800 It's, it's, it's Tuesday, my guy. 2nd work weekday. 250 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:00,080 And then and then I had to do my job today. 251 00:13:00,360 --> 00:13:02,040 Damn, do you know how much I hate doing my job? 252 00:13:03,080 --> 00:13:06,600 I love my job, yes, but what do I always say I don't like doing 253 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,400 my job? *** had the nerve to make me do 254 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:11,920 my job. I had to color code shit today 255 00:13:11,920 --> 00:13:15,360 to keep up. Hell, I had to analyze financial 256 00:13:15,360 --> 00:13:18,120 data. Who the fuck trust me to do 257 00:13:18,120 --> 00:13:22,920 that? That's hilarious 'cause I use 258 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:28,880 the EXO sheet for fun today. That's crazy, friend girl. 259 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:34,640 When I tell you I was just like, bitch, I might have to cancel 260 00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:38,200 this recording because I might be dead by the time she gets 261 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:39,760 here like that. That would have been fair 262 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:42,600 overdramatic. I have been feeling all day like 263 00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:44,680 I've been feeling like it's not dramatic. 264 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:47,320 It's not overdramatic, it's hormones. 265 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:49,920 You have a serious but do you know my. 266 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:52,160 Little. Imbalance right now like you 267 00:13:52,160 --> 00:13:53,920 know how. Like in your brain it makes you 268 00:13:54,120 --> 00:13:58,600 feel yes that's what that's all. I literally feel like I need to 269 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:02,280 be in one of them tight ass jackets with the grippiest of 270 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:04,800 socks in the softest of walls. They should. 271 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:07,240 Have that for the first. They should have that for the 272 00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:11,520 whole week of PMS ING PMDD in the first 3 days of the period. 273 00:14:11,800 --> 00:14:14,440 If you have a period, that's compensation. 274 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:17,160 Because that should not. I should not have to. 275 00:14:17,200 --> 00:14:18,320 Function. I don't want to. 276 00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:21,920 I don't ever want to hear like people complain about oh your 277 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:24,200 period is an excuse for you to act like a bitch. 278 00:14:24,200 --> 00:14:28,280 Yes, it is because my hormones are out of whack way more than 279 00:14:28,280 --> 00:14:30,880 they usually are. My hormones already fucked up. 280 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:33,480 Now I'm really out of way. I could kill you right now. 281 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:35,360 I could really like stab you to fuck up. 282 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:38,040 But no, my hormones aren't an excuse. 283 00:14:38,200 --> 00:14:42,160 Bitch, OK, You come over here and have to get your shit all 284 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:44,160 fucked up. All I'm saying, that's all I'm 285 00:14:44,200 --> 00:14:46,120 saying. The only reason we don't have, 286 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:49,400 the only reason we don't have menstrual care and shit like 287 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:53,600 that, like time to take off is because patriarchy. 288 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:56,800 And I can't wait until the matriarchy takes over and I'm a 289 00:14:56,800 --> 00:14:59,320 shut them. I'm a shut whatever old bitch up 290 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:01,320 that's saying y'all don't need to take off. 291 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:04,240 You shut your old ass up because I'm going to take my shit off. 292 00:15:04,240 --> 00:15:06,560 I went to work. You also had this strap and I 293 00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:07,840 don't give. A fuck 4. 294 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:10,560 Points of a belt before you put your numbers on. 295 00:15:10,560 --> 00:15:13,080 Shut up if we're moving. To a matriarchy, yes. 296 00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:15,440 You had to work under a fucking patriarchy, bitch. 297 00:15:15,440 --> 00:15:17,480 It's different now. Let me get the fuck. 298 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:18,840 Off. That's a good point. 299 00:15:18,880 --> 00:15:22,280 I also want the old bitches who just can't let the young hoes 300 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:24,960 be. Anybody over 55 for real and 301 00:15:24,960 --> 00:15:27,640 that might be those people be happy and that might be pushing 302 00:15:27,640 --> 00:15:30,320 No, that's fair. 55 No 55 because I was. 303 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:33,720 Going to say 48 *** I was going to say I was just going to say 304 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:38,000 45 for real weeks 45 and then don't say shit to me and just 305 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:39,120 let the young. Hoes lead. 306 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:40,400 It's not. The same. 307 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:43,480 It's not the same. We might be going through the 308 00:15:43,480 --> 00:15:45,240 same shit. But shit different now. 309 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:48,560 You could afford an apartment by yourself when you was my age. 310 00:15:48,560 --> 00:15:49,920 You just didn't. I can't. 311 00:15:53,800 --> 00:15:56,800 And even when you did, you still decided to be up underneath that 312 00:15:56,800 --> 00:15:59,880 man, *** I want to not be underneath. 313 00:15:59,920 --> 00:16:04,400 No fucking body and I can't fucking afford it, *** If I 314 00:16:04,400 --> 00:16:07,760 could only when I was 18. I wanted to make how much I was 315 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:10,480 making right now and I can't do shit with it. 316 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:15,200 I can't do shit with it, *** Because I wasn't going to say 317 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:19,520 nothing, but I had got a random fucking check in the mail and it 318 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:21,320 made me have fucking heart palpitations. 319 00:16:21,320 --> 00:16:24,440 This shit wasn't even near 1000 fucking dollars, I'm telling 320 00:16:24,440 --> 00:16:25,720 you. And my chest was just like Oh my 321 00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:27,440 God, I got extra money. Literally. 322 00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:29,240 I had. And I'm just like, bitch, it's 323 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:30,800 not extra money that needs to go to bills. 324 00:16:30,800 --> 00:16:32,800 And I was just like. I can't do shit. 325 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:35,760 Literally. You can't like, you can't like 326 00:16:35,800 --> 00:16:37,480 maybe anymore. That's why I'm just like this. 327 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:42,120 Money wound gots the fucking go. I get I get that the times that 328 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:46,040 we're in is gonna, but it's it's making me to the point where 329 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:50,520 like *** 400 fucking dollars is making me anxious 400 fucking 330 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:53,800 dollars bitch yeah, 125 would make me anxious on a good day. 331 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:57,440 A random $50 would make me 'cause I'll be like what can I 332 00:16:57,640 --> 00:17:01,200 eat? I say you *** what can I get to 333 00:17:01,200 --> 00:17:03,200 eat with this or do I buy groceries? 334 00:17:03,200 --> 00:17:06,319 I'm not even going to feel like by making the fucking groceries. 335 00:17:06,319 --> 00:17:11,480 What the fuck do I *** *** no. I just feel like this is. 336 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,119 It's one of those times where you just have to kind of like 337 00:17:16,240 --> 00:17:19,800 you've already accepted that shit just ain't good. 338 00:17:19,839 --> 00:17:22,520 Yeah. It's just this is one of those 339 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:26,839 moments in life where it's just like everything just has to fall 340 00:17:26,839 --> 00:17:32,880 the shit and you have to let it. And I I don't letting you fall 341 00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:36,000 to shit whilst having some type of control over so it doesn't 342 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:39,200 get too out of hand is a skill that nobody taught us. 343 00:17:39,520 --> 00:17:42,240 Nobody taught us because I personally don't think that 344 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:46,000 unless you were truly just like irresponsible back then and you 345 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,640 didn't have the opportunity or you didn't take said 346 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:52,080 opportunities, OK then you a different breed. 347 00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:54,760 But to the mother fuckers who had it and just overextended 348 00:17:55,720 --> 00:17:59,080 you, you don't know this feeling right now. 349 00:17:59,160 --> 00:18:03,440 You don't know the feeling of not overextending but feeling 350 00:18:03,440 --> 00:18:07,280 overextended. Like these older generations 351 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:10,400 talking about you could just do this and you could go get a 352 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:11,680 second job. OK, show me. 353 00:18:11,680 --> 00:18:13,960 How? Show me how to do it with with 354 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:18,640 what you know right now. Give me a step by step 355 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:22,200 motherfucking tutorial and show like share your screen, share 356 00:18:22,240 --> 00:18:24,320 your screen. You don't even know how to 357 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:26,760 fucking do that shit. So let me come over there and 358 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:30,400 sit next to you while you fucking show me how to how to 359 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,680 get it out the mud. Why fucking that? 360 00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:33,840 The crazy? Part and I ain't. 361 00:18:33,840 --> 00:18:35,480 Even in the mud. The crazy part? 362 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:38,960 Is they don't even consider where we are the mud to them 363 00:18:38,960 --> 00:18:44,360 we're spoiled and entitled and it is blowing me because because 364 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:46,160 I don't have. To because I can walk on the 365 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:48,760 sidewalk when the white person walks by me, because I can look 366 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:50,680 them in their fucking eye and tell them about themselves. 367 00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:51,440 Girl, no. Something. 368 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:53,040 It's simple about them. It's something. 369 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,160 As simple as I think that fuck. About that shit, well, I'll be. 370 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:58,400 Very well, back in the day, you, it wasn't nobody just giving me 371 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:00,520 my first call. I had to go buy my first call. 372 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:02,640 I had to buy my shit. Too back in the. 373 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:05,160 Day going to get my first apartment at 21. 374 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:07,880 Wasn't heard of. That's because you lived in the 375 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:11,680 house with 17 fucking people. You didn't have the no because 376 00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:13,880 you had to raise your 4 fucking siblings. 377 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:17,760 And your 13 cousins and if not that, it's because your ass got 378 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:22,080 married at fucking 16 to a 35 year old and you had all and you 379 00:19:22,080 --> 00:19:25,080 had a house full of you had 7 fucking kids. 380 00:19:25,120 --> 00:19:26,520 That's. Not my fault that you want a 381 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:29,480 generation of no death. You don't want to recognize the 382 00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:32,840 the differences in house. I'm very aware because that's 383 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:37,400 why I don't fucking listen and I give the generations after me so 384 00:19:37,440 --> 00:19:41,040 much grace because I clearly understand that we were not 385 00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:45,400 raised in the same even even in the same timeline. 386 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:48,640 I am pre Internet and post Internet. 387 00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:52,520 These *** is all Internet and some of them are all AI. 388 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:56,320 So imagine when they don't when they can't go into a store and 389 00:19:56,320 --> 00:19:59,520 they can't just order their own food or they feel so fucking 390 00:19:59,520 --> 00:20:02,320 crazy. In those formative years they 391 00:20:02,320 --> 00:20:04,880 were doing everything virtually anyway. 392 00:20:05,240 --> 00:20:08,720 So in like personal interaction with people is a is a problem. 393 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:13,880 It is a problem. I'm not going to say that I 394 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:16,680 don't feel entitled or spoiled in any way. 395 00:20:16,960 --> 00:20:20,720 I'm I'm not saying it. What I am saying is if I'm this 396 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:24,840 entitled and I am this spoiled, why am I hurting this much in 397 00:20:24,840 --> 00:20:27,200 the spaces in which it is? It's a challenge. 398 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:28,800 I'm spoiled as fuck. Because I can still use my 399 00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:32,120 brain, I don't have to go to AI, I just shouldn't. 400 00:20:32,120 --> 00:20:34,760 Feel so fucking stressed out about the fact that I've used my 401 00:20:34,760 --> 00:20:37,240 brain and it's still not yielding the results that it 402 00:20:37,240 --> 00:20:39,000 once did. I used to be able to use my 403 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:41,400 brain, fill out a couple job applications and have. 404 00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:47,760 So fucking exhausted from I'm so exhausted. 405 00:20:49,360 --> 00:20:51,120 What? What I found, I found the word 406 00:20:51,120 --> 00:20:53,920 yesterday. Exhauster over stimulate. 407 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,440 Exhauster over underwhelmingly stimulated. 408 00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:59,840 They mixed all the fucking words together because clearly that's 409 00:20:59,840 --> 00:21:01,640 what the fuck we all are. We're overwhelmed. 410 00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:05,160 We're overextended, under stimulated, over stimulated, 411 00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:09,040 unappreciated, underpaid. And on top of all that, I got 412 00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:11,320 titties on my chest that you want me to put in a bra? 413 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:14,120 I'll be bleeding from my pussy every motherfucking money. 414 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:18,040 It's hair on this hoe. I want to look nice if I don't 415 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:20,000 know how to do my own hair. I got hair depression. 416 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:22,400 Y'all don't have this fuck you used to be able to go to your 417 00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:24,680 home girl or whatever case you be these bitches just charge a 418 00:21:24,680 --> 00:21:28,160 $1500 deposit to put 3 braids in your fucking head. 419 00:21:28,680 --> 00:21:34,680 Times are different and that's why I am just like, you know 420 00:21:34,680 --> 00:21:39,760 what? I am just going to sit in a 421 00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:45,560 corner until the world falls to shit and the ash has blown over 422 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:50,240 Yeah and hope for the fucking best because the weed ain't 423 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:51,200 doing it. At least at. 424 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:53,360 Least while you're PMS and the PMD. 425 00:21:54,320 --> 00:21:56,400 Yes, just for now, yeah. Because, you know, like in a 426 00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:58,280 week I'll be fine. Like next episode I'll be like, 427 00:21:58,280 --> 00:21:59,680 Oh my God, guys, I was tripping last week. 428 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:01,160 Like everything's fine. I don't want to. 429 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:05,080 But for right now, no, I want to literally. 430 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:10,200 I wish that I could jump down a flight of steps and not hurt 431 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:11,840 myself. I just feel like I need that 432 00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:16,880 kind of impact to represent how like internally how fucked up I 433 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:18,040 feel like I. I. 434 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:20,720 Feel like I need. Something else to I need 435 00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:23,680 something I need it to I need to physically. 436 00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:26,160 Hurt because my nerves take away. 437 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:28,040 From everything else and I've been learning. 438 00:22:28,040 --> 00:22:31,720 About this thing, it's called a fascia release where OK, so 439 00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:34,400 apparently your body is hooked up to like this web and of 440 00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:37,440 course those are your nerves, but it's called your fascia. 441 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:41,560 And so when your fascia is like overextended or like fucked up, 442 00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:43,760 that's why we feel all like tense and fucked up like this. 443 00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:46,040 So every day you're supposed to like do these like stretches. 444 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:47,760 Oh, for sure. And so. 445 00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:50,400 I've been doing them and they've been working. 446 00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:54,440 But I can't stay there all fucking day, So what happens? 447 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:57,880 After I've I've been satiated and did all that shit and then I 448 00:22:57,880 --> 00:23:02,160 got to go back to fucking shit like this is the things that I 449 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:03,280 don't feel like people are talking about. 450 00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:04,560 Like they like soft, like soft, like soft. 451 00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:07,160 Like when I get up off that fucking yoga mat, when I leave 452 00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:10,640 that fucking Pilates class, my reality, I don't go home and 453 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:14,160 make a fucking latte and just talk to a couple salespeople and 454 00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:15,960 just I make I have to pack from London next week. 455 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:17,840 That's not my fucking life. That's all. 456 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:19,120 That's not a lot of people's lives. 457 00:23:19,120 --> 00:23:24,040 And so this unfair presentation that's being provided to people 458 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:27,680 and it's got so many holes believing it got realities like 459 00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:30,320 yours and mine when we speak about it, like, Oh, well, you 460 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:33,800 know, like it just it doesn't seem like no, you don't want to 461 00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:37,000 admit that you in damn near the same fucking boat as me. 462 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:39,840 I understand being delusional. I'm not saying lose the 463 00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:42,000 delusional. We trying to find a delusion in 464 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,520 the whimsy and all of this shit. But it's getting harder to find 465 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:50,320 joy in ways that aren't even expensive when everything is 466 00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:52,040 expensive. It's expensive to eat. 467 00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:55,000 So even if I wanted to have like a cute gathering in the park 468 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,680 with my girls, I got to make sure that my girls got extra 469 00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:01,400 groceries for extra money, the extra groceries to extend to 470 00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:03,400 feed somebody outside of themselves. 471 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:07,800 It's not how it used to be. And you cannot expect for 472 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:11,160 anybody to just sit so comfortable in this shit and to 473 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,960 think that everything is okay. And oh, why she crying again? 474 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,480 Oh, why is she still upset again? 475 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,360 Oh why should is why she that? Because life hard right now, my 476 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:21,040 *** Life. Is hard. 477 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:25,920 They won't let the women lead pads $9000 a stock of broccoli, 478 00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:31,160 got 4000 pesticides and it everything everything GMO. 479 00:24:31,320 --> 00:24:34,480 It was snowing yesterday like y'all not going big like. 480 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:37,520 Fucking seedless grapes is cheaper than seeded grapes. 481 00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:40,240 Y'all fucking playing with me. And where's a seeded watermelon? 482 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:41,760 I can't even find them on the back of a fruit cart. 483 00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:44,840 No more damn thing. What the fuck? 484 00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:49,280 We losing shit and everybody just want us to be like, I don't 485 00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:52,560 know because. It's been going on for so long 486 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,160 and it's just like, so our generation is the one that's 487 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,480 just like, all right now. We grown and I got and I was 488 00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,960 supposed to have fucking grown ass money to do what the fuck I 489 00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:02,480 wanted to do with it. But since I can't now I'm about 490 00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:04,040 to be all up in your motherfucking business. 491 00:25:04,040 --> 00:25:05,520 Why the fuck you only handle this? 492 00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:07,000 Why the? Fuck is y'all so? 493 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:09,080 OK with shit going to shit like this? 494 00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:13,000 Oh because y'all get a fucking check every fucking month Oh 495 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:16,800 that I won't be able to get when I'm your fucking age. 496 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:20,440 So this whole entitlement and shit they can shut that shit up 497 00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:23,000 because this nigga's out here getting fucking checks every 498 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,400 fucking week because oh I work for that bitch. 499 00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:28,280 I'm working for you to get a fucking check your every month. 500 00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:30,880 The. Money that you made is the money 501 00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:34,480 that went to your grandma, your great grandma, if she cleaned 502 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:37,640 your bills right now, I'm not going to have a Social Security 503 00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:40,480 because the generation under me ain't going no fucking jobs 504 00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:43,840 because the robots took it. They don't got fucking Social 505 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,840 Security, they don't take taxes out of robot check because a 506 00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:49,600 robot don't got no damn check. And I refuse to be a 507 00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:51,400 motherfucking robot. I'm not doing that. 508 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:53,760 And then the rest of y'all sitting in the motherfucking 509 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:56,080 corner having discourse online about Kendrick and fucking 510 00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:58,760 Beyoncé. I'm trying to figure out how we 511 00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:01,240 lost the fucking plot on one side. 512 00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,960 Y'all as fucking dumb as a box of fucking rocks, have not a 513 00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:07,160 care in the fucking world, ain't vote, ain't probably lost your 514 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:10,120 ass this week and schedule a dentist or doctor's appointment. 515 00:26:10,360 --> 00:26:13,600 Got a bunch of shit going on, got free insurance and just 516 00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,760 don't use it. So you're ignorant as fuck. 517 00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,600 And then the generation before you, ignorant as fuck. 518 00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:21,080 Talk about some Oh you're so spoiled and entitled you shut 519 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:23,600 the fuck up before I push you down the flight of steps with 520 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:25,760 your brittle ass. And then you got the generation 521 00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:26,680 after us. Wait. 522 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:28,840 If you blink in that direction they start crying. 523 00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:30,480 Oh my God, do you hate me? This. 524 00:26:31,360 --> 00:26:34,960 I feel like we the one generation left and we are 525 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:40,040 holding on by a fucking thread because we were promising shit 526 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:44,160 and we ain't getting that shit. And we in my opinion, we too 527 00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,480 calm. Because if I let this PMDD and I 528 00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:51,520 let this PMS go, people are going to get hurt. 529 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:53,760 That's all I'm saying. That's all I'm saying. 530 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:59,760 If the women start using the PMS in the PMDD rage for the things 531 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:04,880 that they really need, people are going to get hurt. 532 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:07,720 Just be glad. I don't know how to shoot yet 533 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,600 and I don't have access to a gun. 534 00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:13,280 Some of us. Don't even want to learn how, 535 00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:15,360 they just want the gun. See, that's what I'm saying. 536 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:20,120 Like Yep, I I really really far away. 537 00:27:20,120 --> 00:27:22,760 From me because I'm a girl. I feel. 538 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:24,880 Right when you get the fuck I feel. 539 00:27:24,920 --> 00:27:29,160 For *** when ioffer them. I was driving here, I was on 540 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:35,280 695, my *** And you know. How 795 at Owings Mills is *** 541 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:37,920 in the farthest left lane going, trying to get the four going, 542 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:41,160 the regular fucking going, the regular fucking speed and shit, 543 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:43,720 knowing that you this is the pass by. 544 00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:46,120 I'm not even going to say this. The fast lane, this is the pass 545 00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:48,720 by lane. Get the fuck out of people's 546 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:49,960 way. All right, cool. 547 00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:56,160 I'm coming back towards here, *** I was just like, you know 548 00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:58,880 what? Because I really hate driving 549 00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:01,960 like I'm from here. Yeah, but I'm, I'm going to do 550 00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:04,800 it responsibly. Put that blinker on. 551 00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:08,200 We're all the way over here. Turn that shit off, speed up 552 00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:10,320 some of my little openings and shit. 553 00:28:11,360 --> 00:28:13,440 Bitch, I don't. Got time for none of this shit. 554 00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:17,840 Y'all is y'all is too LAX, even y'all driving is LAX and it's 555 00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:20,320 pissing me the fuck off. We all got somewhere to be. 556 00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:23,520 I get it. City city people always rushing 557 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:24,600 to do shit. Yes. 558 00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:28,360 Why would you move here if you're not going to fall in 559 00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:30,680 line? Same with gentrification. 560 00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:34,920 Bitch, you cannot move into a area and then sit up here and 561 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,840 complain about what the fuck is going on in the area when the 562 00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:41,160 people that lived in that area have been having these issues 563 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,840 this whole fucking time. You should have asked. 564 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:47,560 Somebody, but since your since your ugly ass was so quick to be 565 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:52,680 like, Oh my gosh, this urban area and Oh my gosh, the house 566 00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:55,200 is so nice and now you're getting your shit broken into 567 00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:57,560 because you don't know the rules of living in the city. 568 00:28:57,560 --> 00:28:59,640 You're outside got to look like trash. 569 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:01,840 So *** don't want to go up in that bitch. 570 00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:03,800 You bring start trying. To 8 inch. 571 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:08,720 Televisions 9:00 in the morning when the crack is fresh up. *** 572 00:29:08,720 --> 00:29:10,080 they're. Going to ask you if you need 573 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:14,560 help you they casing your shit and then they run that *** 574 00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:16,920 Casing your shit, they wait and they know. 575 00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:18,760 When you leave for work, they know. 576 00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:20,600 When you go to the grocery store, they know. 577 00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:23,040 How long it take you to get your ass waxed? 578 00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:27,280 They know. I want y'all to stop moving 579 00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:28,760 here. I want y'all to stop moving to 580 00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:30,200 Baltimore City. We don't want you here. 581 00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,920 We don't want implants. We don't want expats. 582 00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:34,840 We don't want I don't give a fuck what y'all call. 583 00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:37,080 We don't want y'all move. To the gentrified area. 584 00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:39,080 Don't go to Maryland if you're black. 585 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:40,440 I'm ready. To the gentrified area. 586 00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:42,960 Enough. No, for real, it's so expensive. 587 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:44,760 I was looking at fucking cars. Right? 588 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:46,080 Because I'm just like, you know what? 589 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:47,240 This is getting out of hand, you know? 590 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:49,720 I had to give me a car. I'm also gonna have to get my 591 00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,000 credit together because the insurance fee to be high as 592 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,000 fuck. Yeah, anyway, I'm looking at 593 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:57,880 cars, I look at Virginia, I'm like this shit is like half the 594 00:29:57,880 --> 00:29:59,720 price. You know how much that shit cost 595 00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:03,560 and this shit is used. Yeah, with 181 fucking miles. 596 00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:07,760 I'm not buying that bitch, right. 181,000 fucking miles and 597 00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:12,080 you still trying to charge a *** 10 fucking $1000 bitch, when I 598 00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:14,760 could go to fucking Virginia and get that shit for six. 599 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:17,320 Yeah. And that's still a little high, 600 00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:20,120 but. It's still but it's cheaper than 601 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,120 being here. I don't know if it's because we 602 00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:26,600 so close to DC probably what probably the the cost of 603 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:29,200 everything. My brother smokes Newports like 604 00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:31,600 he's a cigarette smoker. He should stop when cigarette 605 00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:33,800 smoker stop complaining about the price of cigarettes. 606 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,080 You know cigarettes. I did not know a pack of 607 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:38,760 cigarettes was almost $20.00. I had no idea. 608 00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,720 Last time I bought a pack of cigarettes for somebody was my 609 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:46,200 uncle maybe like, I don't know, several years ago and that shit 610 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:48,240 was $7.00. I was about to say. 611 00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:51,960 Yeah. 25 when I used to work. When I used to work at fucking 612 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:55,680 Walgreens the shit seems like real cheap and I was still 613 00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:58,360 looking at people like you pay that much for the case for like 614 00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:00,640 6 y'all *** smoke a pack in a day. 615 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:05,560 Be smelling like a whole fucking pack of Newports. 616 00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:07,040 You only. Get one pack. 617 00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:11,000 So I don't because if I get 2 packs then the fact that you 618 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:13,880 could go it's 20. Cigarettes one day I sat and 619 00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:16,760 counted the pack the cigarettes in a pack because I'm like like 620 00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:20,280 what's the Lord like what what do y'all get out of this first 621 00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:22,720 of all, don't ever read the ingredients online of what the 622 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:24,880 fuck is in the cigarettes red poisoning and all that shit you 623 00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,120 know it's not interesting oh for. 624 00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:28,360 Sure. Oh for sure. 625 00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:30,680 The chemicals in that shit should not be allowed in 626 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:33,080 anybody's body. Y'all are not just smoking 627 00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:36,760 tobacco, it's a foam. Roller almost, Yeah, in the the 628 00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:41,320 filter part, y'all, it's like smoking the inner tube with the 629 00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:45,240 inner tube and it is y'all. I have so much that I can 630 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:47,440 complain about and I'm just going to continue to complain 631 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,920 about it, like just the same thing the rest of the week 632 00:31:49,920 --> 00:32:00,360 because like, I want to quite literally, when I tell you walk 633 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:03,200 up to somebody and just punch them in the face. 634 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:09,880 And it's so, yeah, it's so bad. One, trying to do life more 635 00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:13,200 sober is also daunting. Why would I choose right now to 636 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,400 do it? Because this just seemed like 637 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:20,040 the premier time I was becoming an alcoholic because life was 638 00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:22,240 working. It was whooping my, it's still 639 00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:24,240 whooping my motherfucking ass. But you know what? 640 00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,680 You can't do and function in life. 641 00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:28,920 You can't be an alcohol. Well, at least I can't. 642 00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:31,720 I mean, I speak for everybody. I can't be a functioning 643 00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:33,320 alcoholic. I'm going to go to sleep. 644 00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:36,440 Even the functioning ones can't. I don't get fucked. 645 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:38,600 What them *** say, Granny? Was I? 646 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:41,840 I wasn't drinking like tequila in the middle of the morning. 647 00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:43,960 I wasn't putting it in my coffee or no shit like that. 648 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:45,400 I thought about it, but I never did it. 649 00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:47,640 He was drinking champagne, but I was drinking champagne. 650 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:52,280 Every fucking bitch every fucking day. 651 00:32:52,280 --> 00:32:54,640 Buying an ounce of weed every other week. 652 00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:58,000 But I mean that you wish people that I'm spitting among people, 653 00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,880 but even. Then I'm not going to lie you. 654 00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:04,840 Said it's like from you. You was just like girl, I'm 655 00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:08,280 about to be off in like an hour and I'm just like, how much have 656 00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:10,640 you had? I'm going to go get another 657 00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:14,400 bottle wood like friend. And wood and wood just like. 658 00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:17,040 She know what the fuck she doing, it's nothing for me to 659 00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:18,600 say. Like the crazy part? 660 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:21,000 About it is, I know they say like there's power in the 661 00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:25,520 tongue, but literally it was like the end of 2024, I believe. 662 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,520 And I was like, I'm about to go through a Bender. 663 00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:30,720 Oh, I knew I was about to go through. 664 00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:32,320 Remember you. Saying that shit because. 665 00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:37,040 And you literally went through because things started to ramp 666 00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:40,640 up in a way and it wasn't positive change. 667 00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,720 Well, not positive for me. One thing I will say is that all 668 00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,920 of the changes happened around me in my family dynamics, how 669 00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:47,320 things have run. It has taught me to be a way 670 00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:48,840 better communicator. Oh for sure. 671 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,560 I think I'm probably one of the greatest communicators in my 672 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,600 family, if not the best communicator you are. 673 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:55,520 Especially in. My immediate family. 674 00:33:56,280 --> 00:34:00,320 I become my own matriarch in my own household. 675 00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:03,760 Which is it? A daunting shift in itself. 676 00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:07,400 I have become a business owner. Stupidly. 677 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,199 That was dumb as fuck, right? We can get in there on the 678 00:34:10,199 --> 00:34:14,000 Patreon episode in this economy. That was dumb as fuck. 679 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,760 That was before we. Knew that's before. 680 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,400 We and it's again, it's before we knew it. 681 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:21,159 We're going to talk about it in Bloom House too, because I do 682 00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:23,320 want to have like a heart to heart with a lot of business 683 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:26,280 owners right now. I think that people have a lot 684 00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:28,800 of big dreams for their businesses and by all. 685 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:30,880 Means that's great, but put it in the business. 686 00:34:30,880 --> 00:34:33,440 Plan and hold it. You got to be way more realistic 687 00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:35,080 about what you're doing in your business right now. 688 00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:37,679 For sure if you want sustainability and if you want 689 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:40,280 profitability, but that's neither here nor there. 690 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:41,199 That's why I'm going back to school. 691 00:34:41,199 --> 00:34:42,480 That's why I'm doing all of this other shit. 692 00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:48,280 But the the things that were happening, my God, today, my 693 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:49,800 God. Today I'm like. 694 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:52,960 Bitch what the fuck? Yes, I'm going to drink. 695 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,400 Yes, I'm going to smoke. And now I'm like with my adult. 696 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:56,760 Money. Yeah, and minding my 697 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:59,200 motherfucking business. That's how the fuck the adults 698 00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:00,920 coped. They were just drinking fucking 699 00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:02,720 wine coolers and beers and shit. But that's. 700 00:35:02,720 --> 00:35:04,440 Not enough, you feel me? Like a wine cooler. 701 00:35:04,440 --> 00:35:07,320 That's why they had some. That's why they had the big ass 702 00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:08,800 box. Yeah, boxes I. 703 00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,880 Don't want to go through 7 wine coolers and I don't. 704 00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:12,320 Think that they were stronger back then? 705 00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:15,280 I'm not probably. I think they were stronger back 706 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:17,720 then 700. And 50 milliliters of of 707 00:35:17,720 --> 00:35:20,880 champagne blow it today. My aunt had the fucking. 708 00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:27,960 Several bottles. Auntie was. 709 00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:29,840 Fighting something. She wasn't drinking. 710 00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,680 It all the time, it was like full occasion, yeah, but at 711 00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:37,400 certain times she would had a little with little Coke and 712 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:38,680 going by her business used to be a. 713 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:41,960 Jack Drinker after work every night when that. 714 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:43,440 Motherfucking apple one came out. 715 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:46,400 She was going on her damn mind. She was just like, I got the 716 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,200 apple one. I was just like, I can't drink. 717 00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:51,400 I'm not. I like black women. 718 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:53,720 I can't speak for the men, but I feel like Black women, I think 719 00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:58,840 we know when we're doing, when we think we're doing too much, 720 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:01,880 but at the same time we recognize that like we're 721 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:04,280 coping. You said, I think that there's a 722 00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:06,400 difference. I don't know if it is right. 723 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,920 I'm not AI feel like. It is like a cope with 724 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:12,320 mechanism, black people, alcoholism like any other race. 725 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:17,960 Alcoholism, I feel like it's a different type of yes. 726 00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:23,120 Because in all honesty, I feel like when certain races I see 727 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:26,400 them. Well, I guess it's the same 728 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,920 thing for us. We'll drink champagne and smoke 729 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,840 some weed. Yeah, I'll see other races. 730 00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,000 Take the beer, smoke a cigarette. 731 00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:36,840 Maybe. Later on they might do something 732 00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:38,400 else, I don't know. Yeah. 733 00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:41,480 They do a lot in private. Yeah, yeah, there's a lot of 734 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:43,280 drugs. That's why I say I don't know. 735 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:46,480 But when I wasn't one of them private spaces, I definitely saw 736 00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,640 what the fuck was going on and I was just like, that's your 737 00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:51,320 second time going in that room, How many times y'all gonna have 738 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:54,560 to go in there within the span of five hours 'cause that's a 739 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:55,520 lot. And what's that? 740 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:57,920 Underneath your nose. You know that's not a boogie 741 00:36:57,920 --> 00:37:01,760 when you walking out the room you like and everybody. 742 00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:04,600 He got allergies why am I allergies and don't mind me 743 00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:07,120 because when I do that I'm messing with my nose ring so 744 00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:10,280 don't look at me if I go I got a boogie in my nose for real. 745 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:13,320 I don't y'all been sniffing. The entire time since I got, you 746 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:16,040 know what, it's like something He got your nose fucked up. 747 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:19,800 I'm a go, I'm a go. I ain't never done no line of 748 00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,320 coke. I think I talked about it on the 749 00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,320 Patreon episode that there are only several times in my life 750 00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:28,400 when I feel like coke will be appropriate and it has to be in 751 00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:31,600 certain venues and none of them include the United States of 752 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:32,920 America. I just want to try to know, and 753 00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,640 we also have to be making over. We have to be making a certain I 754 00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:38,120 have a certain amount of money that will allow for a cocaine 755 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,200 habit. If I don't have that money, I 756 00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:44,040 cannot have or to do it in general to literally do we have. 757 00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:46,720 Made a pact, yeah, that there are. 758 00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:51,280 We have gone things each that we have to be able to that we can. 759 00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:54,560 When we get to a certain point, because it's life threatening. 760 00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:59,480 No, for it is it's it's risky. It's not crazy, but it's risky. 761 00:37:59,720 --> 00:38:01,920 And so you have to have a guideline. 762 00:38:02,400 --> 00:38:05,320 I don't, I don't feel like right now in my life, I need that kind 763 00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:08,000 of guideline, *** But I do. Feel like with the amount of 764 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,840 money that I'm making, I do need some type of outlet. 765 00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:13,840 And there's not a painting, there's not a poetry, there's 766 00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:15,760 not a Pilates, none of that shit. 767 00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:18,920 There's Prosecco and there's a really good string called pave. 768 00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:20,800 They're the only two. PS I want. 769 00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:22,960 I don't want nothing else. I know I want to walk on this 770 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:25,120 treadmill. I don't want to do my stretches. 771 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:27,480 I don't really want to leave my house because leaving my house 772 00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:29,040 is expensive. Every time I leave my house, I'm 773 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:30,120 spending money. Sometimes money. 774 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:32,120 I don't really feel like I know what it is. 775 00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:33,720 I don't. Like to leave my house. 776 00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:36,320 It's not me being agoraphobic. I go on my porch, I talk to my 777 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:37,720 neighbors. I can go in the store, I can 778 00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:39,280 function. I'm going to store now without 779 00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,560 my headphones and I shop again around some crackheads because 780 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:45,440 I'm like in the biddy. Like I'm back in the biddy now. 781 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,600 You send me like they everywhere. 782 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:52,000 It gets to a point where you have to have something. 783 00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:55,520 I just don't want it to always be a substance. 784 00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:57,960 I want it. I want to be able to function 785 00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:03,280 sober, I just need life to get a lot more easier for my nervous 786 00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:08,200 system to handle because the things that I the economy. 787 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,600 Gotta because the things. That I can control, I have great 788 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,960 control over. The things that I cannot control 789 00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:18,240 are whooping my ass. Somebody posted on threads like 790 00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:21,680 this *** said that he was going to run America like a business, 791 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:25,720 and I'm just like, *** everything, everything that 792 00:39:25,720 --> 00:39:29,360 these *** is doing was written Yeah, Project 2025. 793 00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:35,000 Just him speaking in general. We all know that this *** cannot 794 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,920 run businesses. When he said that he was going 795 00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:39,200 to run it like a business, y'all should have been like, oh fuck 796 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,760 no. But because y'all didn't want a 797 00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:44,840 person of color in the fucking White House, y'all was just 798 00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:46,840 like, I'm gonna let this *** run it into the ground. 799 00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:50,680 They put it in all y'all faces. And I'm not saying our faces 800 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:56,360 because I was just like, I'm not. *** proudly, proudly, 801 00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:58,880 proudly apart. That was my first time fucking 802 00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:02,040 vote, *** That brought me out the motherfucking house. 803 00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:04,320 I was like, I need my fucking reproductive rights, bitch, 804 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:08,120 Because if you think I'm about to have a baby with a *** I 805 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,040 don't care how much I don't care how much I love that man. 806 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:13,440 I've been voting. Since Obama, I've been I go to 807 00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:15,280 the primary vote. I wasn't. 808 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,200 The second day I go to the city, I'm damn I wasn't. 809 00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,440 Old enough to vote for Yeah. I want all that shit. 810 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:22,480 Oh I was the second time. I was the second time. 811 00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:25,400 I want all that shit y'all ain't getting. 812 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:27,440 Nothing out of me. He's running this. 813 00:40:27,720 --> 00:40:29,680 The thing that's blowing me is that all right, you're going to 814 00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:31,640 run this this country like you're going to run this country 815 00:40:31,640 --> 00:40:33,560 like a business, but then you. Got to live here. 816 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:37,040 If we go bankrupt, other countries are not going to give 817 00:40:37,040 --> 00:40:40,160 a fuck. We already insulin. 818 00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:41,720 Ain't that the word they use for us? 819 00:40:41,720 --> 00:40:44,000 We already insulin. We already fucked up. 820 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,600 We already don't have another Then then. 821 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,880 Then motherfucking money that they still can't fucking find 822 00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:51,240 because I ain't heard shit by the system. 823 00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:54,200 I got a better one. Friend, I was in my bed last 824 00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:56,360 night. It's like, again, I was in my 825 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,280 bed with one of my business Get off. 826 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:03,120 The phone and. I see the Treasurer of the 827 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:08,960 United States help people to go federally exempt on a paycheck 828 00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:13,800 and left out the part because I had to find the AI. 829 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:15,760 I thought it was AI. Where they going to come? 830 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:18,840 And get you where. You're going to owe it back at 831 00:41:18,840 --> 00:41:21,600 the top of the year. They're leaving out the most 832 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:23,800 important part, he said. So that you can see an influx 833 00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:27,800 and they want for ignorant people to. 834 00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:33,160 Dig themselves in a hole. But what America failed, what 835 00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:38,160 these people failed to realize is that there are a lot more 836 00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:42,360 ignorant than not. I'm not even a lot like I. 837 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:44,640 I have faith in humanity, but so much. 838 00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:48,440 Talk about it so. Even with my own people, what I 839 00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:53,560 say all the time, all skin folk and skin folk, my *** I, I used 840 00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:56,160 to have a little bit of faith. I see every now and then I see a 841 00:41:56,160 --> 00:41:58,320 little video where somebody helping somebody this, that in 842 00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:00,080 the third. Cool, great. 843 00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:05,200 That's not the true reality of where we fucking live in all 844 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:10,200 them people down South and do that bullshit and be fucked up 845 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:13,880 and they hoping that the people that look like us do it more 846 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:15,920 than not. I didn't even think they're 847 00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:18,880 going to hope that the people that look like us do it more 848 00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:22,560 than not so they can put the *** in the private fucking jails and 849 00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:27,040 work their asses to death and have them in there for tax fraud 850 00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:29,680 and all this other shit when they need to get the *** that's 851 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:32,240 been wearing these fucking blazes in the pictures who've 852 00:42:32,240 --> 00:42:35,600 been committing tax fraud. When all you got to do is tax 853 00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,480 the rich 1% when they billions and the *** but no they're. 854 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,400 Part of the rich so. And it's just like, how the fuck 855 00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:43,960 are y'all *** Don't even got that brick. 856 00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:47,040 How does the part that trips me out y'all they getting money 857 00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:50,680 from them, these congressmen, these councilmen y'all only 858 00:42:50,680 --> 00:42:52,280 shell companies Cuz y'all think we stupid right? 859 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:55,120 Like I just love how stupid you think all all black women are. 860 00:42:55,640 --> 00:42:57,240 You only shell companies that don't exist. 861 00:42:57,240 --> 00:42:59,440 If you don't know what a shell company is, a shell company is 862 00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:02,680 quite literally an LLC and it is empty. 863 00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:05,400 There's really nothing to it. They don't do anything. 864 00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:09,200 They may have a little plan or whatever a financial concept. 865 00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:11,200 They have all of these things, but nothing gets done with the 866 00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:13,880 company because with the company is there for it is for 867 00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:16,240 funneling. It's simply for holdings. 868 00:43:16,240 --> 00:43:18,480 Money can be funneled into it. Money can be funneled out. 869 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:20,120 You know, that's called money laundering. 870 00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:23,640 You go in with the same nasty money, you filter it and clean 871 00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:25,440 money. The same thing that they always. 872 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:29,640 Lock up drug dealers. Well, they try to lock the drug. 873 00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:32,240 Well, not. Always, but the what they get 874 00:43:32,240 --> 00:43:35,120 your coach Stormies. On it's what they get you cuz 875 00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:37,160 that bitch you know what I'm gonna cut you out in a second 876 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:39,680 it's what you get the coach Stormies on is what you get earn 877 00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:42,080 your leisure on is what you get David shams on in the future 878 00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:45,280 because that's where it's going it's going because. 879 00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:49,400 Now that black people, now that black people are catching on to 880 00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:51,600 what the white people are doing, they're like you can't do that 881 00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:53,600 shit no more. And it's just like So what are 882 00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:54,920 y'all going to do? Because I'm still in your 883 00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:58,000 motherfucking business. You know what that little, even 884 00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:01,120 though it's AI that little picture with the black people at 885 00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:03,880 the door and they say white people business, I'm in your 886 00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:06,120 motherfucking because what the fuck y'all going to do about it? 887 00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:08,360 Because I'm going to be on the same shit y'all doing and I'm be 888 00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:10,360 like I got it from now. Kathy told me to do it. 889 00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:12,320 I got it. From now, Kathy told me, do it. 890 00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:16,600 So if you out here doing shit and you don't got your playbook 891 00:44:16,600 --> 00:44:18,760 from a white person, I swear to God y'all. 892 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:20,600 Need. To start pointing the finger, I 893 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:24,320 understand my name I understand in the black community y'all 894 00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:26,520 keep shit in the house, but that's your black ass house. 895 00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:29,640 Y'all keep shit in your black ass house when it involves white 896 00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:32,280 folk and other color folks, y'all follow me. 897 00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:36,120 That's why I'm so I, I try not because somebody going to be 898 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:40,400 like, Oh my gosh, she's anti-Semitic or whatever the 899 00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:42,440 fuck. But them Jewish people, they got 900 00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:46,480 bread, *** they got bread. No fucking way. 901 00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:49,640 There's no fucking way. There's no way that the movies 902 00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:52,240 that I watched growing up where a man could not be in the house 903 00:44:52,240 --> 00:44:54,600 with the woman that he was sleeping with, even if those 904 00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:57,120 were his kids, if she was getting benefits from the 905 00:44:57,120 --> 00:45:00,480 motherfucking state is not applied to them motherfuckers. 906 00:45:00,720 --> 00:45:05,680 Because them *** the man, the husband goes and buys a fucking 907 00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:10,640 house, puts it on Section 8. The wife gets Section 8 and they 908 00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:13,200 not even married on motherfucking paper but this *** 909 00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:15,120 live there and she. Works. 910 00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:18,800 They have doctors. He's a chiropractor sometimes. 911 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:21,600 They don't. Sometimes in New York, them *** 912 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,160 be in the fucking mosque and shit. 913 00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:26,880 Their wives are doctors, lawyers and all that other shit. 914 00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:30,440 In Sanity. New Jersey and shit. 915 00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:32,640 I'm just like, oh, that's where they get it from. 916 00:45:32,720 --> 00:45:35,480 Oh, that's. Where they get it from but. 917 00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:39,240 But they have to be considered a whole different thing. *** y'all 918 00:45:39,240 --> 00:45:41,720 are white I don't give a fuck. What the fuck, y'all? 919 00:45:41,720 --> 00:45:43,120 What? We call them kosher. 920 00:45:43,120 --> 00:45:45,800 What, You're kosher white y'all? Are kosher white. 921 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:48,360 I don't give a. Fuck, I don't give a fuck what 922 00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:50,400 the *** been through. I don't give a fuck I. 923 00:45:50,440 --> 00:45:53,400 Don't anybody has been through the *** What have black people? 924 00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:56,840 Been through y'all, been like we got the motherfucking whiteness. 925 00:45:57,200 --> 00:46:01,200 All we got the fucking life and get all these fucking benefits 926 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:05,400 and then when *** people with brown skin, specifically the 927 00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:08,240 black people, when they decide to start doing shit, it's an 928 00:46:08,240 --> 00:46:10,880 issue. No *** everybody was doing it. 929 00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:13,520 Chris, what about this we. Didn't even start doing shit *** 930 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:16,000 We had the right path. We had it though. 931 00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:20,440 Disturbing the Black Panthers. Had a SNAP program. 932 00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:23,480 They were giving out free lunch. The boxes was going to the 933 00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:25,680 houses. We had a separate milkman, we 934 00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:28,360 had taxis, we had bus lines, we had things. 935 00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:31,160 We had whole communities. Like that shit because you know 936 00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:32,800 what y'all? Did y'all blew it up? 937 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:36,640 You blew it up. It it it really bothers me. 938 00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:39,520 And sometimes I really have to step back and I have to question 939 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:42,840 the insanity of white people when I think about how far all 940 00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:46,520 of you as a collective will go. When you feel insulted, when you 941 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:48,560 feel like somebody's coming for you, when you feel like a black 942 00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:51,400 person that's trying to do anything in comparison or in 943 00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:54,400 likeness of you. It is a shame how you cannot 944 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:58,360 mind your own fucking and. The crazy thing is, just like we 945 00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:04,080 talked about the man versus women, like how we a good chunk 946 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,520 of us. Can't. 947 00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:09,480 Stoop that low. It feels like black people as a 948 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:12,040 whole, we can't stoop that. We can't stoop that fucking low 949 00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:13,520 because it's just like, you know, like. 950 00:47:14,240 --> 00:47:15,480 You want to know what it really is? 951 00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:19,320 Because if we really flip that switch, we taking it to hell. 952 00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:22,800 People don't realize how violent we really are. 953 00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:27,080 When we when we shoot for something, we're always the 954 00:47:27,080 --> 00:47:29,360 best. When it comes to snowboarding, 955 00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:32,560 we killing it, doing tricks I've never seen before, fastest and 956 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,280 running fastest and swimming. We, we beat these records. 957 00:47:35,440 --> 00:47:38,600 So imagine what the fuck would happen if we decided to be the 958 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:42,640 best at beating Y'all the fuck up, imagine. 959 00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,360 The best at boxing y'all the fuck out, imagine. 960 00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:47,280 That's why I don't. Need a gun and that's. 961 00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:51,560 Why we don't go that route? Because the once the because you 962 00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:53,600 don't have. One time to piss me off that's. 963 00:47:53,600 --> 00:47:56,440 It you have one time to be honest with you right now, with 964 00:47:56,440 --> 00:47:59,320 the way everybody feeling, the right person that pissed the 965 00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:01,400 wrong black person off, I feel for them. 966 00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:05,000 I feel, I feel for them. It's going to end up on the news 967 00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:07,720 and all it's going to take is for one of them to have a 968 00:48:07,720 --> 00:48:10,200 copycat and *** is running with it. 969 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:12,120 But just like the warehouse. But guess what? 970 00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:14,720 Y'all gonna mark us violent. They need to be put down, they 971 00:48:14,720 --> 00:48:16,440 need to be put to sleep and I'm be like. 972 00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:19,720 All them *** that was running in the Capitol building don't need 973 00:48:19,720 --> 00:48:21,200 to be put to fuck or shake it. Don't say. 974 00:48:21,240 --> 00:48:24,480 They need to be re housed and we we we parented. 975 00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:26,520 You need to get your throat checked. 976 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:28,480 You need to lay. Down and fucking die. 977 00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:29,960 That's what the fuck you need to do. 978 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:34,280 You look like he looked like every time he opened his mouth. 979 00:48:34,680 --> 00:48:36,800 Essence of his life is leaving his body. 980 00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:38,240 That's what he's like. That's the shakes. 981 00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:41,800 The shakes is like his body like so you just going to keep 982 00:48:41,800 --> 00:48:44,360 fucking talking while I'm trying to hold on to while I'm trying 983 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:48,480 to shut us down like *** need to go to sleep forever. 984 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:53,760 I told somebody else that shit. I posted something about fuck 985 00:48:54,040 --> 00:48:58,760 Smoothie King. There was a Smoothie King and 986 00:48:58,760 --> 00:49:01,120 the two workers that were there refused to. 987 00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:03,840 They got fired. I was like, oh, I know where I'm 988 00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:06,400 not going anymore because I make better smoothies anyway. 989 00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:08,560 Somebody was just like, well, your fat ass need to stop. 990 00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:10,600 No, they was just like, well, what? 991 00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:13,640 Did they say? Yeah, they was just like, well, 992 00:49:13,640 --> 00:49:16,320 you'd be better off not drinking them smoothies with your fat 993 00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:17,360 ass. And I was like, and you'd be 994 00:49:17,360 --> 00:49:19,840 better off not living. But I guess we're both here, 995 00:49:19,840 --> 00:49:21,440 aren't we? Because I'm just going to keep 996 00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,400 telling people to go and die. Stop talking to me. 997 00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:25,080 Die, literally. Die. 998 00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:28,680 My mother literally says you could really go die in a corner 999 00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:30,200 somewhere. I want you to go in a corner and 1000 00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,360 I want you to die. And for the longest time, I was 1001 00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:33,560 just like, mommy, you shouldn't say that. 1002 00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:38,320 But now I'm recognizing how irritated the black woman can 1003 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,440 get. And I'm tired of hole in it. 1004 00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:45,880 Like I'm I'm tired of feeling like I have to host this 1005 00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:49,040 fragility, like it's something so ancient. 1006 00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:51,000 Fragile. Like it's floral. 1007 00:49:51,720 --> 00:49:54,520 It's not, I'm not as delicate. I'm a bum. 1008 00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:58,040 I was about to say fuck off and I'm going to air this bitch out 1009 00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:00,720 and it's not going to be nothing anybody can do with it because I 1010 00:50:00,720 --> 00:50:04,840 have tried and I've tried for for damn near 20 plus years, 1011 00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:07,840 sometimes in conscience. Since I since I've had a 1012 00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:11,880 conscience, I have done my best to do my best to stay out the 1013 00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:15,320 way to do the moral thing. And what I have been taught that 1014 00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:18,920 no matter what, people are going to give you their ass to kiss 1015 00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:21,360 and people are going to give you their back to see. 1016 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:24,440 And what I'm telling you is that if you turn your back on me too 1017 00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:29,120 fast and the 22 is on my hip, you better hope, you better 1018 00:50:29,120 --> 00:50:31,560 fucking hope that I shoot past your ear. 1019 00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:37,920 Because I am head the fuck up. I'm delicate. 1020 00:50:37,920 --> 00:50:40,600 You delicate like a bomb. I'm delicate like a trigger. 1021 00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:41,880 You. You'll. 1022 00:50:41,880 --> 00:50:45,240 Be playing with that shit you. Fucking the Lexaprobe just like 1023 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:49,680 OK girl, like what we doing what we doing, and then I literally 1024 00:50:49,680 --> 00:50:53,240 will stay off my phone. I won't even be I'll be clocked 1025 00:50:53,240 --> 00:50:55,640 into work having the time of my life talking to my coworkers 1026 00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:57,840 right when you. Get on the phone the. 1027 00:50:58,040 --> 00:50:59,160 Not even when I get on the phone. 1028 00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:03,280 I will go out into the world and have an experience with one 1029 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:05,160 person. Fuck my whole day up. 1030 00:51:05,480 --> 00:51:09,320 We'll, we'll fuck up the rest of my day because I I'm losing it 1031 00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:12,320 because then the Lexapro stops working and I'm reminded of all 1032 00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:14,520 the things that pissed me off previously. 1033 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:16,680 It is so easy to trigger me as of late. 1034 00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:20,280 And Speaking of being triggered, Coach Stormy, I told you I hated 1035 00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:23,800 you and I meant that so much so that I was in your live the 1036 00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:25,440 other day damn near bullying you. 1037 00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:26,880 And I don't care. I don't. 1038 00:51:26,880 --> 00:51:27,720 You ain't get kicked. Out. 1039 00:51:27,720 --> 00:51:29,400 No, damn, because. What she was. 1040 00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:30,600 First of all, the bitch was sitting on the plane. 1041 00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:33,960 Let's let's go bench. You just fired for bankrupt. 1042 00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:36,160 Then she followed. Bankruptcy. 1043 00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:39,960 Oh no, she didn't see. FTC, the Federal Trade 1044 00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:44,040 Commission has a lawsuit out against you because you decided 1045 00:51:44,040 --> 00:51:47,000 to start telling people from forever ago, like I said, you've 1046 00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:49,800 been like 28 that you build millionaires and that you went 1047 00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:51,960 down to Miami with like $35 a packet. 1048 00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:55,440 I know your story because when I first got into like coaching, 1049 00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:57,240 like life coaching, she was the one to look. 1050 00:51:57,280 --> 00:51:59,480 Up to it wasn't. The one to look up to, she was 1051 00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:02,520 somebody who had the like the sales funnel. 1052 00:52:02,520 --> 00:52:07,080 She had the things I the minute I saw that woman, I said 1053 00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:08,960 something about this bitch ain't right. 1054 00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:12,280 Let's Fast forward right? I have a. 1055 00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:16,120 Personal. Interaction with you, not in 1056 00:52:16,120 --> 00:52:20,960 person, but again, virtually because of a common peer who was 1057 00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:25,600 in your home, in your home sitting there chopping it up 1058 00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:27,000 with you. And it's God this and it's God 1059 00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:28,400 that and God did this and God did that. 1060 00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:31,840 And she has now gone to God route of God did this, God did 1061 00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:33,120 that, all of these different things. 1062 00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:35,680 The thing that I've noticed is the Federal Trade Commission 1063 00:52:35,680 --> 00:52:39,440 doesn't have a lawsuit out against her. 1064 00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:41,680 And she actually does help people make money. 1065 00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,520 She does community things. She's actually a pastor now. 1066 00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:46,400 She does great things for our community. 1067 00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:49,400 She's online every day helping people, thousands of people in 1068 00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:52,040 the Patreon because you want to know what she is authentic and 1069 00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:53,760 you want to know what you are, bitch, a lie. 1070 00:52:54,040 --> 00:52:57,080 And the thing that pisses me off the most is that you sat up here 1071 00:52:57,280 --> 00:52:59,520 and you said, I think it was on like the Tamron Hall show or 1072 00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:01,120 something. You said the dumbest fucking 1073 00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:03,240 thing out your mouth is the reason why you can't call it a 1074 00:53:03,240 --> 00:53:07,240 MLA or or a Ponzi scheme or whatever the fuck you call it. 1075 00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:09,440 What is it when it's a pyramid scheme? 1076 00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:12,200 The reason why the MLM's you can't call the pyramid scheme is 1077 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,040 because you're getting a product in return. 1078 00:53:14,440 --> 00:53:17,680 I could have jumped through the screen and grabbed that bitch 1079 00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:18,800 with my hand. MLM. 1080 00:53:19,240 --> 00:53:23,480 You. Bitches are what is wrong with 1081 00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:27,880 with ignorant black women specifically because there's a 1082 00:53:27,880 --> 00:53:29,760 certain type of woman. I was living thinking about this 1083 00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:32,360 the other day. I'm kind of off you like you 1084 00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:33,560 ain't even really worth cussing out. 1085 00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:35,320 You look a crikey. You lipstick always over your 1086 00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:36,920 face. You did Bob is crooked. 1087 00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:39,160 Get it together. You strong for no reason. 1088 00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:42,160 Shit. What bothers me and what I've 1089 00:53:42,160 --> 00:53:49,000 been seeing a lot lately is the idea that, and I'm I'm using 1090 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,800 this because this is exactly what I see. 1091 00:53:51,480 --> 00:53:54,600 The women who buy wigs, the women who are the Cnas, the 1092 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:56,920 women who get their lashes done, they get the BBL, they get the 1093 00:53:56,920 --> 00:54:00,720 tummy tucks, right? They maybe make a couple couple, 1094 00:54:00,720 --> 00:54:03,480 you know, thousand a year, maybe making 50, anywhere from 50 to 1095 00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:07,080 like 70,000 a year. There's a certain bracket of 1096 00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:10,120 women that I feel like she goes after, and then there's a 1097 00:54:10,120 --> 00:54:12,560 bracket of women right underneath them that want to be 1098 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,120 that bracket of women who also find a way where like they tax 1099 00:54:15,120 --> 00:54:17,640 money or whatever the case may be to get caught up in this 1100 00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:18,280 shit. That guy. 1101 00:54:18,280 --> 00:54:22,560 And that's who she's targeting. And my problem is how predatory 1102 00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:25,600 people are to that community when that community needs the 1103 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,600 most fucking uplifting. I'm not saying that everybody 1104 00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:30,400 can come with us. I'm saying that I don't know 1105 00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:33,200 those couple thousand. You probably got 100 that you're 1106 00:54:33,200 --> 00:54:36,200 really going to be able to grab. But my problem is that instead 1107 00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:38,920 of going to those women and talking to those women about 1108 00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:41,720 anything, if we were going to do Wellness right, teaching them 1109 00:54:41,720 --> 00:54:44,240 the idea of what actual Wellness looks like, what holistic 1110 00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:45,560 Wellness looks like. You didn't do that. 1111 00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:47,400 You. Herbalife. 1112 00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:50,360 You talk about low vibrational plates when you got the same 1113 00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:52,560 fucking thing when your plate sans the bread. 1114 00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:55,440 They cannot. And you'll have these retreats 1115 00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:58,120 and you'll got all this stupid shit that goes on and these 1116 00:54:58,120 --> 00:54:59,400 women spend thousands of dollars. 1117 00:54:59,400 --> 00:55:01,960 I have not hosted a retreat and the only reason why I haven't 1118 00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:04,880 done it is because I want to ensure that when I put this 1119 00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:07,280 thing together and women decide to spend their money with me, 1120 00:55:07,520 --> 00:55:10,880 they get their money's worth. In the event we have cancelled 1121 00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:13,760 events for feeling like people are not going to get the best 1122 00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:16,080 experience out of it, we won't go through with that idea. 1123 00:55:16,480 --> 00:55:19,640 The fact that there are people out here who are making 1124 00:55:19,640 --> 00:55:22,680 millions, millions of the. Backs of these. 1125 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:26,000 People I hope that them bitches band together but they burn it 1126 00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:30,600 on and beat off you bitches. I promise you y'all make me 1127 00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:33,840 fucking sick. I've been seeing this shit all 1128 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:35,800 week. I didn't unfollow so many life 1129 00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,560 coaches and so many coaches that are standing by this woman 1130 00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:41,120 because y'all are sick in the fucking head. 1131 00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:45,280 That's some foul ass shit. You see somebody who already 1132 00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:48,360 going through a lot because it's it's almost the same sob story 1133 00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:50,760 when I hear in front of women baby father on bullshit. 1134 00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:52,000 They got multiple motherfucking kids. 1135 00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:53,640 They just want to be better for themselves. 1136 00:55:53,840 --> 00:55:55,800 Got they car, you know, they, they feeling themselves. 1137 00:55:56,000 --> 00:55:57,680 You then turn around and say, you know what you should do? 1138 00:55:58,040 --> 00:56:01,240 Spend $222 for me originally. They go ahead and get into this 1139 00:56:01,240 --> 00:56:03,200 program to me. What? 1140 00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:06,400 Just like that Lady, that Lady that she told me was a scammer. 1141 00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:08,320 She had popped back up and I was just like, why? 1142 00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:11,080 This lady look familiar? I had to go back to our messages 1143 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:12,840 and scroll. I was like, oh fuck no. 1144 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:17,800 I was like because how are you making in 48 hours didn't. 1145 00:56:18,400 --> 00:56:22,080 She when I found out that that that same person, what, what got 1146 00:56:22,080 --> 00:56:25,240 me with her like when I caught on to her is one day she posted 1147 00:56:25,240 --> 00:56:29,720 like a, like a screenshot of the IT was the agreement. 1148 00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,680 The agreement was a ChatGPT and you know, it's ChatGPT because 1149 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:35,040 it's got that line, that breaker line in between it. 1150 00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:37,280 It was that breaker line in between it and it was like 1151 00:56:37,880 --> 00:56:40,200 contract agreement for such and such, but it was a Google 1152 00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:43,440 document. I've done work with other brands 1153 00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:46,120 previously. I've also done work with other 1154 00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:49,080 people. She made that shit. 1155 00:56:50,080 --> 00:56:54,200 Nobody reached out to you and anybody who fucked with you 1156 00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,400 after that. Literally. 1157 00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:59,040 Ain't gotten out of. Crayon in the box that was in 1158 00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:00,640 the. Early AI days I guess. 1159 00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:03,120 No, this was. Recent for this was last year. 1160 00:57:03,240 --> 00:57:06,800 She was pulling this shit last year taking money from people. 1161 00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:12,880 She was doing people dirty as fuck. 210 dollars $250 a $105.00 1162 00:57:12,880 --> 00:57:15,120 to get you this $210.00 to get you that get you into my 1163 00:57:15,120 --> 00:57:21,720 influencer program, get you No, no *** So two things, one guy 1164 00:57:21,720 --> 00:57:25,560 that I that post really good videos on Instagram. 1165 00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,840 He has a discord. I got into that motherfucking 1166 00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,080 discord for free. You know, *** be charging to get 1167 00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:32,760 into that discord because he's in there. 1168 00:57:32,760 --> 00:57:36,400 So you can like ask him shit, he'll post things and whatever 1169 00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:37,840 and you can work with other people. 1170 00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:40,040 That's how the fuck that should work at this point. 1171 00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:44,800 And then if you want to get into that whole after you done seen 1172 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:46,960 because he puts his shit on fucking YouTube. 1173 00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:51,880 So you really don't even have to go into his whole program if 1174 00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:53,960 you're watching the shit that you need to watch. 1175 00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:58,160 Yeah, cool. There was another post about how 1176 00:57:59,040 --> 00:58:03,560 all the boss babes real quick, they bout to be they bout to be 1177 00:58:03,560 --> 00:58:06,160 releasing courses about what to do when you burn out because 1178 00:58:06,160 --> 00:58:09,000 their asses are burned out. And it's just like it's just a 1179 00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:11,880 cycle. You play like we talked about. 1180 00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:16,400 You play this person, you sit up here and be like I can get you 1181 00:58:16,400 --> 00:58:19,760 this, I can get you that. Ain't seen numbers like that and 1182 00:58:19,760 --> 00:58:22,000 I don't know how fucking long. If you've seen them, if you've 1183 00:58:22,000 --> 00:58:24,400 seen them, you selling people this fucking dream. 1184 00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:26,800 They pay all this money. That's how the fuck you got 1185 00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:28,160 that's. How you got? 1186 00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:30,600 The fucking numbers. Every time somebody sells a 1187 00:58:30,600 --> 00:58:34,040 course and somebody is showing numbers, I'm just like, you only 1188 00:58:34,040 --> 00:58:38,320 got that because five people bought your $250 course and 1189 00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:40,120 they're good. I've learned you're teaching me 1190 00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:42,440 to sell a course what I'm not doing. 1191 00:58:42,440 --> 00:58:47,440 This is if there is no outcome, you are the product, and that 1192 00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:49,560 has always stuck with me. That's why I've taken every 1193 00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:53,800 course that I've ever created down because there's no way on 1194 00:58:53,800 --> 00:58:55,320 God's green. I feel right. 1195 00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:59,880 Am I going to take money from somebody with what I am giving 1196 00:58:59,880 --> 00:59:03,320 them is easily Googleable Googleable. 1197 00:59:03,480 --> 00:59:05,440 You can research that shit. It's. 1198 00:59:06,320 --> 00:59:09,520 It's. Not fair to people to spend 1199 00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:14,720 their hard earned money and get nothing in which my ass? 1200 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:17,720 Would there have been a couple courses that I wanted to buy? 1201 00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:20,520 But it's art courses, Yeah. So I know I'm going to have a 1202 00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:22,920 result like if I follow these fucking instructions. 1203 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:26,280 If it's. Anything in there true? 1204 00:59:26,480 --> 00:59:30,280 Because these courses, people put these really beautiful 1205 00:59:30,560 --> 00:59:32,720 extensions together about what to expect. 1206 00:59:32,720 --> 00:59:34,960 And then when you get in there, it's just the extension. 1207 00:59:35,040 --> 00:59:39,560 It's just that they build them through Kaja real quick. 1208 00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:43,160 Kajabi and School, What's teachable. 1209 00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:44,680 Those are the top three acts, right? 1210 00:59:44,680 --> 00:59:46,440 You can also throw it through WordPress. 1211 00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:47,560 It's just going to take a lot more. 1212 00:59:47,560 --> 00:59:49,880 You can also do it through Patreon if you want to do it 1213 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:51,200 that way. What's that other? 1214 00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:54,080 One that we were. Because we've done it. 1215 00:59:54,080 --> 00:59:55,880 We've we've done the background work. 1216 00:59:55,880 --> 00:59:58,080 You can do Google Classrooms if you want. 1217 00:59:58,080 --> 01:00:00,400 Yeah, it's possible for you to create courses. 1218 01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:03,600 What you do is you go in, I would recommend using Google 1219 01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:06,760 Classroom if you're actually going to create a workplace and 1220 01:00:06,760 --> 01:00:08,640 a workspace for people that they're going to be able to 1221 01:00:08,640 --> 01:00:10,600 benefit from. You have a pay wall. 1222 01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:12,960 You set it up through whoever, right? 1223 01:00:12,960 --> 01:00:16,680 Whoever you went WIC, Squarespace, fucking Shopify, 1224 01:00:16,680 --> 01:00:20,080 whomever. Gum roll beacons. 1225 01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:23,920 I'm literally giving you free information Gum. 1226 01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:24,800 Rolls. Gum rolls. 1227 01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:28,680 Yeah, go in there, fill up, get your pay wall set up. 1228 01:00:29,040 --> 01:00:32,200 After you get your pay wall set up, create something that's 1229 01:00:32,200 --> 01:00:34,760 worth. That's what I create, something 1230 01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:37,280 that's worth actually putting the fuck out. 1231 01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:39,960 Don't put no bullshit like the fuck I just told you. 1232 01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:43,080 Oh, here are 5 apps you can, I'm not charging nobody to give you 1233 01:00:43,080 --> 01:00:45,000 5 fucking apps. You can build a fucking 1234 01:00:45,320 --> 01:00:48,600 curriculum on from there if you know how to build the real 1235 01:00:48,600 --> 01:00:51,200 fucking curriculum. If you don't go back to school. 1236 01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:56,800 A curriculum, an objective outcomes the actual work, the 1237 01:00:56,800 --> 01:01:01,360 resources if any, and then the time frames let the fuck out. 1238 01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:03,480 Create it. After you create it, create the 1239 01:01:03,480 --> 01:01:06,000 actual activities. Once you've done all of that 1240 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:09,040 right however you stored in Word documents, Google documents, you 1241 01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:12,360 then upload all of that organized. 1242 01:01:13,160 --> 01:01:16,040 That's the word organized. That should do not build into 1243 01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:21,240 the space you market that you then have to either tell them 1244 01:01:21,240 --> 01:01:24,680 that it is self-paced, you still have to monitor it, or hire 1245 01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:27,520 somebody to monitor it. Monitor it for any reason. 1246 01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:31,360 If some of the some of the integrations don't work, like 1247 01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:33,440 they're pressing the button, it's not going nowhere and the 1248 01:01:33,440 --> 01:01:36,040 documents are misspelled. Speaking of which, test it out 1249 01:01:36,080 --> 01:01:38,080 yourself, huh? My absolute favorite? 1250 01:01:38,280 --> 01:01:40,200 You know, in. The black community, we got like 1251 01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:43,240 50 billion mjillion goddamn emails. 1252 01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:47,800 Use one of those emails to log into your shit and play around 1253 01:01:47,800 --> 01:01:49,560 with it on the other side after you've. 1254 01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:50,320 Done. All of that. 1255 01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:53,160 You start marketing to people you should not if, if you are 1256 01:01:53,160 --> 01:01:55,640 very new to this, you should not have more than two to three 1257 01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:57,240 people in that hub. 2:00 to 3:00. 1258 01:01:57,600 --> 01:02:00,120 And you shouldn't have more than one to two offers. 1259 01:02:00,120 --> 01:02:02,680 If more than you should, you should have one offer. 1260 01:02:02,680 --> 01:02:06,000 And it shouldn't. Cost no more than like $100. 1261 01:02:06,000 --> 01:02:09,040 Shit, you're not if that if. That depending on what it is, be 1262 01:02:09,040 --> 01:02:10,960 like 7. Dollars, but I'll be about. 1263 01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:12,760 To say 10 in this. Economy. 1264 01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:14,920 The reason why I'm saying $100 is because if you're really 1265 01:02:14,920 --> 01:02:16,600 going to teach something, you're really going to teach something 1266 01:02:16,600 --> 01:02:19,040 for, so you want to be able to make a little bit of money off 1267 01:02:19,040 --> 01:02:21,720 of it especially. But if you're teaching something 1268 01:02:21,720 --> 01:02:23,040 in there, it better be how to braid. 1269 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:25,440 Right people. Really want it better be some 1270 01:02:25,440 --> 01:02:27,880 videos in there, right? Some activities where people got 1271 01:02:27,880 --> 01:02:30,160 to actually braid and then take pictures and submit them and you 1272 01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:31,440 got to grade them. But again. 1273 01:02:31,560 --> 01:02:33,480 You can find that shit if it's art. 1274 01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:35,560 You better show these people how to fucking draw. 1275 01:02:35,600 --> 01:02:37,320 You better talk about the I need a one on. 1276 01:02:37,320 --> 01:02:39,440 One, you need some real. Shit, I need a live. 1277 01:02:39,440 --> 01:02:42,680 Group business consulting. If you ain't never made a dollar 1278 01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:45,240 in business, well, you ain't no business fucking degree. 1279 01:02:45,240 --> 01:02:47,840 Shut the fuck you gotta shut it down right now. 1280 01:02:48,080 --> 01:02:50,080 Shut 'cause if I find out about it, I'm calling a Better 1281 01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:52,240 Business Bureau tomorrow. I'm not something playing. 1282 01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:55,600 I'm getting all everybody getting like the fuck. 1283 01:02:55,640 --> 01:02:58,600 I'm snitching all year. Call me Karen cause a bitch is 1284 01:02:58,600 --> 01:03:02,000 snitching for the whole time. You pay to be on the have an 1285 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:04,120 account on the Better Business Bureau. 1286 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:07,600 That's not an automatic thing. That's not because of my. 1287 01:03:07,880 --> 01:03:11,200 What you call it because of my degree, Yeah, I'm set up through 1288 01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:14,240 the through the Yeah, but it's. Like it's not an automatic. 1289 01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:15,760 You kind of got to go in there and get there. 1290 01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:20,840 So if somebody go in there, you went into fucking BBB, I'm 1291 01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:25,280 reporting and set up that shit just for you to be scamming I'm. 1292 01:03:25,480 --> 01:03:29,560 Reporting all that shit, I don't give a fuck because y'all doing 1293 01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:32,520 too much and the way I'm feeling this week, I promise you all I 1294 01:03:32,520 --> 01:03:35,800 got this kind of I promise you with the way I've been feeling 1295 01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:41,720 all I've got, all I got is no for real. 1296 01:03:42,400 --> 01:03:45,320 I'm losing my fucking mind and if somebody don't help me soon, 1297 01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:48,200 you'll just go ahead to see me next week 'cause I'm gonna make 1298 01:03:48,200 --> 01:03:50,240 it. I Will Survive as long as I know 1299 01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:51,520 how to love. I know I'll stay alive. 1300 01:03:51,520 --> 01:03:53,680 I don't know what y'all got to fuck going on, but you know it's 1301 01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:57,080 going to be like. That old song, Oh what the hey 1302 01:03:57,320 --> 01:04:00,240 hey dance, dance, dance till you did. 1303 01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:05,000 Hey, I'm feeling more like a Nook if you, but here's a roll. 1304 01:04:05,840 --> 01:04:08,840 Here's a roll. See, you see how you still got a 1305 01:04:08,880 --> 01:04:11,560 nice little, like it's still a nice little rhythm? 1306 01:04:11,560 --> 01:04:13,840 No, I want to go in and I just want to immediately start 1307 01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:16,400 blowing. Shit punching people I'm trying 1308 01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:21,320 to take a big ass samura samurai sword and just you know get that 1309 01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:25,000 you know on the forging show when they be making the big ass 1310 01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:27,520 and they be like it's gonna. Smell so crazy. 1311 01:04:27,520 --> 01:04:31,320 This was my penny bucket. See, that's how I know I was 1312 01:04:31,760 --> 01:04:33,080 real quick. And then I'm just going to be 1313 01:04:33,080 --> 01:04:36,000 out of here because I know I couldn't be a murderer like that 1314 01:04:36,000 --> 01:04:38,120 kind of murderer because it's going to stink. 1315 01:04:38,120 --> 01:04:41,040 Like I can't friend. You can't be a murderer because 1316 01:04:41,040 --> 01:04:44,280 you're not trying to go to jail. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no 1317 01:04:44,640 --> 01:04:47,200 'cause you only. Get one shower and maybe a day I 1318 01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:49,120 don't want to get. Messy it like I couldn't be 1319 01:04:49,120 --> 01:04:52,320 talking to poke *** up. Shoot it's gun blood or wet it's 1320 01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:54,840 poop on the floor. No, I'm not even a lot. 1321 01:04:54,840 --> 01:04:56,680 Like a knife, yes that's too much. 1322 01:04:56,680 --> 01:04:59,400 Even though I keep one on me, it is too much. 1323 01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:02,640 I just I just know that I keep it on me just in case. 1324 01:05:02,640 --> 01:05:07,960 But *** I'm hoping that you far enough where your blood don't 1325 01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:10,240 splatter that close to me. It's just like what? 1326 01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:12,480 If your inside stink, I think about stuff like that. 1327 01:05:13,280 --> 01:05:16,160 Just think like they just. First of all, I'm. 1328 01:05:16,160 --> 01:05:18,320 Assuming that you're inside stink anyway, because you get on 1329 01:05:18,320 --> 01:05:20,080 my motherfucking nerves right? But if? 1330 01:05:20,240 --> 01:05:23,840 I got a stink ass inside, stink insides is now outside just 1331 01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:25,760 smelling up the place and I don't have to smell that. 1332 01:05:26,760 --> 01:05:28,800 So that's what. I'm so start walking around with 1333 01:05:28,800 --> 01:05:31,760 a fucking mask on when you try to get your shenanigans on. 1334 01:05:31,920 --> 01:05:33,520 Well, I'm not going. To be stabbing nobody. 1335 01:05:33,760 --> 01:05:35,840 I'm not. Everything is alleged. 1336 01:05:36,360 --> 01:05:39,360 Everything is alleged. Everything is hypothetical and 1337 01:05:39,360 --> 01:05:41,640 imagine imaginatory. My bad. 1338 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:43,480 Not alleged because that's when you actually did it. 1339 01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:44,760 Because yes, it's hypothetically. 1340 01:05:44,760 --> 01:05:49,000 I don't got none of that. I just know that man's walking 1341 01:05:49,000 --> 01:05:51,720 around. It's a play everything. 1342 01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:53,720 Is a play. Yeah, so I'm not stabbing nobody 1343 01:05:53,720 --> 01:05:56,080 in the butt because it's going to be funky and the booty meat 1344 01:05:56,080 --> 01:05:58,600 goes thing and then, yeah, I'm just. 1345 01:05:59,280 --> 01:06:02,440 I just know that. Just stop pissing me off, OK? 1346 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:05,360 If everybody just stop pissing us off and just leave us alone 1347 01:06:05,640 --> 01:06:07,880 now, we will. Work again and everything will 1348 01:06:07,880 --> 01:06:09,840 be great. I was about to say tasing people 1349 01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:13,120 but *** fried skin don't really sound all that great either. 1350 01:06:13,160 --> 01:06:14,480 I feel like at 1. Point. 1351 01:06:14,480 --> 01:06:17,040 OK, maybe it'll smell like chicharones, maybe it might 1352 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:19,440 smell like fried chicken, but once you get past like a certain 1353 01:06:19,440 --> 01:06:22,400 point, funk Pure fucking. Funk. 1354 01:06:22,400 --> 01:06:24,440 Yeah. Insides is frying. 1355 01:06:24,520 --> 01:06:27,280 Like, yeah, deep. Fried dickhead. 1356 01:06:29,920 --> 01:06:32,480 That's the new insult. Hold up, I got it to the fried 1357 01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:34,000 dicky. That's really what you are. 1358 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:40,160 Deep fried, deep fried dicky, deep fried insult. 1359 01:06:41,360 --> 01:06:43,080 Y'all get off. My phone, I gotta go make sure 1360 01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:45,640 My mother bucket I gotta go make sure. 1361 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:52,160 My friend, I gotta fry. I gotta fry. 1362 01:06:52,360 --> 01:06:53,360 I gotta. Check. 1363 01:06:53,440 --> 01:06:55,720 Yes, we'll get off of here to make sure because I gotta tell. 1364 01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,440 You. I gotta tell you what happened 1365 01:06:57,440 --> 01:07:50,280 this morning. None. 1366 01:08:18,080 --> 01:08:45,479 None. None.