It's the awake. Space podcast and I'm Laurie
Rivers here to help you with some inspiration to get those
aspirations out into the world. But wouldn't you know it, I
thought I'd get ahead of things and record a whole episode ahead
of schedule, and I did. And then the world decided to
world and I'm like. I.
Think I'll save that one for later and edit the heck out of
it. And today we're going to talk
about a few things that are up on people's minds when we're
going to talk about the Ashley Saint Claire's situation.
I've been getting a lot of questions about that.
Then we're going to talk about bear balls basket.
I know people are saying bear bolt.
He was French. It's bear Bolt and it's
interesting. One of the reasons I shy away,
one of the reasons I shy away from using terms like at aspect
patterns is because people overemphasize the pattern itself
and not the meaning. Not saying bear ball did that.
Bear ball was actually a very, very phenomenal researching
astrologer. But people get overly excited by
the terms without understanding the meaning.
OK, just like when we talk about yachts, people like it means the
finger of God or the Higgs boson, the God particle.
True story about the God particle is Higgs was for this
particle in the 60s, couldn't find it and his paper was
originally titled the God damn particle.
Because he couldn't find it. They wouldn't let him use damned
in the paper title. So it was just called the God
particle. People ran with that name.
We can't just assign meaning like that.
It doesn't it doesn't work that way.
I feel like I spent a lot of my life going it doesn't work that
way. By the way, it was very exciting
in 2012 when they found the Higgs boson and he was alive to
see it, the crime when that news came through.
Anyway, I'm still in London. I'm still in London and it is
hot as Satans soul. I was going to say something
else, but it is very hot and today, Sunday, the 24th of May,
and you could probably hear I'm a little congested and that
would be because I caught a summer cold and it is a cold.
It's nothing more serious than that.
It's hot in the rooms because there's no air conditioning.
I do have a snazzy fan that I have off for recording.
I went to the Chelsea Flower Show yesterday and it was really
beautiful. So I'll make sure we have some
really pretty pictures in the cut scenes in between segments.
The flowers were just beautiful and this Libra moon was very
delighted by it. I used to be an avid gardener
during my Earth Goddess Mama face and when I did herbalism
and I made tinctures and sabs and all the fun good things for
my family. I had a beautiful garden and it
was nice to see other beautiful gardens.
I don't have time to garden now, but it takes time and dedication
and patience. And as I was saying in the live
stream in the Awake Space community, you guys are my
garden. Watching you grow is what is
most satisfying to me these days.
So get your coffee, get your tea, get your Red Bull, get your
matcha, get your H2O. And make sure you have some
electrolytes if you're in Great Britain or in anywhere else
having a heat wave. Pardon any ambient noise, but
we're recording from the hotel room.
I will be getting into a podcast studio.
So whether we are driving to work, taking the kids to the
park, going to a water slide or going to the library or a
museum, washing the clothes, folding the clothes, doing the
dishes. If I'm your body double or if
I'm just putting you to. Sleep, which I do for a lot of
people, and we're going to do it together.
There's nothing worse than a summer cold and it's been an
interesting, interesting time here in London.
We've had a lot of. Jokes in the awake space
community because of my travel, the implications of travel
because it's it's been a heck of a ride, but I think I'm mostly
sorted other than post nasal drip.
It's interesting. I've been talking about the
Astro cartography, and one of the things I just wrote for
members was an explanation that you don't have to live right on
a line or you don't have to travel exactly to a line to get
the benefits because the lines aren't separate from you, they
are you. That's your energy.
It isn't the Earth's energy. It's not a Ley line activating
you. Are Ley lines real?
Absolutely. But Astro cartography lines
don't. They're not necessarily lining
up with the Ley lines. If you don't know what Ley lines
are, other areas that are most likely strung magnetic fields
that that can activate magnetic fields in US Astro cartography
lines are your energy and how it best operates in a geographical
location. And in locational astrology we
can see that. So remember, Astro cartography
is locational astrology laid out on a map.
Locational astrology is where you change the place of birth.
That's it. And if you have good software,
when you change the place, it'll change the time according to the
time zone. So if like me, I was born in the
afternoon on the West Coast of the United States, if I wanted
to relocate to New York or North Carolina or wherever on the East
Coast, then I would put in the location.
And in my software, which is professional software, it says,
you know, there is a locality and locality is locational
astrology. I would go in and it'll figure
out the time zone for me. But if I was doing this manually
like on austro.com. I would.
I would think about the time. So if I was born, let's say at
2:00 in the afternoon on the West Coast, that would be 5:00
PM on the East Coast. OK, It's because it's three
hours ahead that's there. There's just a little bit of
math involved, but it's not hard.
You can use a calculator online and then I'd put in the place
that will show the change in the house layout.
OK, so the ascendant changes, but everything else changes too,
and it changes where the placements are.
Now, it doesn't change who you are.
You are always who you are from your Natal chart, but it shows
how that you expresses differently in different
locations. So again, I will always be a
Scorpio rising Cancerian. I will always have Saturn in the
6th house in Taurus. I will always be a worker bee
with a lot of well, I'm not a worker bee because I have Pluto
in the 10th house, so I'll. Always be that large and in
charge bitch who works really really hard but.
It is different. It is different.
When I travel, I still work hard, like here in London, I
have a late Pisces rising. So the relocated chart is a late
Pisces rising, Aries is intercepted and then we have my.
The 2nd house doesn't start till later in Taurus.
So the Taurus Saturn is actually in the 1st house and I have to
pee on the ball with my physicality and my body requires
discipline here and until I was able to get up to speed on my
walking teen 1000 steps yesterday.
Not bad for a fat old lady. That wasn't just the Chelsea
Flower Show. After the Flower Show, I walked
back and then I walked around Hyde Park.
Woohoo. Me, but I have to stay in tip
top shape here and so my body lets me know very quickly if I'm
not. So there we go.
I'm also seen as an expert wherever I go and I am.
I could be walking down the road and somebody's going to stop me
and ask me for directions or everybody thinks I'm from here
and I'm like, did you not hear my accent?
Can't you hear? I'm from the West Coast?
But yeah, so it's very interesting to see how it plays
out here. And Venus is in the 3rd house.
I tend to be a little more poetic here.
I tend to be a little more pensive here.
I tend to be, I'm not more curious because I don't know how
I could be more curious. But my poetic side comes out.
I'm looking at things differently when I'm walking
around. I'm looking at the different
lines on the building and the textures.
And God, I wish I could paint. I take lots of photos.
So I think my goal for this year is to take a painting class even
though I'm blind. You know, Renoir and Matisse
both had bad vision. And yeah, shouldn't stop me,
right? So I'll just do impressionism
because it's an impression of what I see.
But anyway, so the lines don't change you when you travel,
they're how your energy interacts with that area.
And that's why if you were born on your Pluto line and you live
and you're like, what's the big deal?
Yeah, it's no big deal to you because that's just your normal
sense of operation. Whereas if you move to one, it
could be a very intense transformative experience.
And people often think of that as a bad thing because it could
be very, very uncomfortable and there can be things we conceive
as negative that happened. In fact, I have a client I
famously got out of the Pluto line, and it wasn't a great
place for them at all. It was in fact, very
unproductive for them to be there.
Taught them a lot. They became a lot more of who
they came onto this planet to be.
But it was beyond uncomfortable and we spent a good 18 months
trying to get them out of there and we did, and they're in a
much better place now. I put up a graphic in the
article I wrote for magazine subscribers and of both the
Jupiter and the Uranus crossing lines that I have here, I
believe it's a Jupiter crossing node and Uranus crossing node,
and which is a bit like a midpoint, so to speak.
Anyway, notice I see it's 78 miles away from London.
There's plenty of influence within 100 miles.
You can have influence within 1500 miles.
You don't have to be right on top of a line.
OK, there we go. So I'm just saying when it comes
to Astro cartography, stop giving your power away.
Stop it because it's you and how you operate in the world.
It is not how the world forces you to operate, even a Pluto
line even, because we all carry that energy inside of us.
Not one of us is without immense transformative power inside of
us. And when we resist that and when
we bulk up against it and it's hard not to sometimes that's
that's where the problems happen.
So there's that. I'm enjoying London.
Last time was a bit surreal because I hadn't been back since
the 90s and the last time I'd come through I was escaping a
very dysfunctional and abusive situation with the love of my
life. I'm going to say substances suck
and they are no longer living. But it had gotten bad.
And so I was making my way to the States.
I was trying to get them to come and go to rehab.
And that did not work. That Gambic failed.
But the in 2024 when I came out with Sarah, it was, it was
surreal. It was a healing trip.
This time I'm getting to just trying to relax and enjoy.
I've gotten a lot of sleep. You could tell by looking at the
old eyeballs. It is not so much a healing
trip, although you could tell I got sick.
But some of that is probably the detoxing I've been doing from
lack of movement, not walking around enough in Wyoming, Which
once I get back, I will make sure I make part of my routine
because I feel so much better walking.
You know, you get out of shape and out of habit and then you
don't want to do it right because it hurts, you know?
So it's a very walkable space here in London.
It. Is very hot, as I said.
And it's going to get hotter. And I haven't decided if Tuesday
I'm going to take off for York and go see the shambles.
I'll give you a history lesson if I do.
I think it's. Very exciting and never got to
go. I went to Yorkshire when I was
in university to see friends and nobody wanted to go to the
museums with me. And back then, then I wasn't as
ornery as I am now. And I should have just gone and
done it and I didn't. So I'm going to do it this time.
And I figured out today because I was like, where am I going to
go? All of the cafes have been
packed. It is, you know, when the sun
comes out in London, everybody's outside because it's almost
unbearable to be in your hotel room.
And so all of the. Parks.
Are full and all of the cafes are full and.
It is a. Beautiful cosmopolitan city.
My Gemini Venus is over the moon listening to all the different
languages and seeing all the different kinds of families and,
you know, just people from everywhere, which is always
wonderful. However, I was like, I know
there's places I can go that'll be cool.
I don't know why I forgot about it, but I did a quick Google
search. I can go to the Victorian Albert
Museum and it will be cool inside there.
I can go to the British Library as well, which I probably will
sometime this week, but the Victoria and Albert Museum is
very close to where I'm staying, so it's a much shorter walk.
I don't really feel like walking the three miles.
I would take a cab. It's just been too hot.
So it's going to be over 90° tomorrow, which is really hot in
England like 7075 used to be Cops.
It is just very, very hot here. If you are in the UK and you're
tuning in, here's a hack. If you if you've got a fan, and
I hope to God you do, because this is not going to be the only
hot weather you get this year. We're going to have globally
some of the highest heat indexes we've ever seen.
However, wet a towel, wet a towel, get naked on your bed and
put a fan directly on you and it will immediately start dropping
your body temperature. All right, don't send me
pictures. I don't want to see your naked
bodies. OK, All right, but that's,
that's an old hack. OK, It's a bit like a swamp
cooler, but if you put a wet towel on and you put the fan on
you, you will cool off and it'll it'll cool your core temperature
down. If you're overheating, you also
might want to have some ice packs.
And if you've got a little freezer you could put water
bottles in. That's a great reuse for plastic
water bottles. And you can put them under your
neck, in between your thighs, under your armpits.
That will also bring your core temperature down so you're not
overheating. Old hacks, old hacks from an old
bra, there's that. If you can, if you've got
peppermint oil, you can and a little spray bottle, you can put
peppermint oil into just some distilled water and you can use
that to freshen up and and it's a cooling, it's a natural
cooling feels good for a second anyway, so there's that.
I'm going to be talking about Ashley St.
Clair and what I think what she's doing.
A lot of people you guys all want to know.
I'll probably be talking about this in Patron only.
I often weigh and measure how I speak about things because I
don't want people to sit with dread.
I don't want people to be panicked.
One, it comes at me and, and that's a lot for me to deal with
and I don't want to. But two, that you can't function
in life. If if you're dreading the
future, ask me how I know. I mean, looking at 2020 back in
1997, you know, I know they keep talking about Berbo calling the
pandemic. He wasn't the only astrologer
saying there would be massive systemic change, massive global
change. I'd been looking at it since 97
when my teacher Cosmo had. And yes, his name really was
Cosmo. When he was in his 90s.
He had me look at it and he said I don't, I'm not going to live
to see it, but you will and you have kids and you need to be
ready. And I just saw that everything
would change. To me it almost looked like
nuclear war because it was just that big of a change, the
detonation. And I've talked about this for a
long time. The detonation to our social
fabric, our cultural fabric, our institutions was done in 2020.
It and it had been coming. If we look back at the patterns,
it started actually in the 1800s with the Industrial Revolution.
But we're seeing this next big change and all the adjustments.
It is significant to see what's happening in July around July
19th. I do think they'll be
significant fires. I think there's going to be
significant weather. Those things all add up.
They change things. But the Wrecking Ball that we
see happening to our systems, which is so much bigger than
Lynch Mckinkels, is so much bigger than him.
He's a symptom and I've said regardless of who won that
election, we would be setting a massive systemic change.
How it played out. There might have been better
marketing, but the concerted effort to dismantle the systems
would have still been there. And in fact, I think we would
have had more of a likelihood of a civil war had the other
candidate 1. I don't see a civil war, so to
speak, in the USI really don't. I know you guys think a lot of
people think there will be. I think the damage is so far
done. That's not going to happen.
And as I've looked at 2028 and I'll talk about this in the
community, there are things I'm not going to talk about here in
a public venue. And it's not just because I want
to get keep the information, it is just because of the nature of
the information. It's too easy to take it out of
context. And so putting it back behind in
the magazine tier, there's a little bit of protection on the
retaining the integrity of what I have to say. 28 is, is another
part of the cycle that we're seeing happen this month coming
up in July. Well, not this month or in May,
but in July. I don't know why I'm skipping
June in my head. I don't know.
I feel like I'm already in gym, OK, but July 19th maybe I'm
trying to get to my birthday. Am I getting to my birthday?
I'm concerned 28 we have some significant astrology,
especially in November. I know everybody thinks I don't
know how to say this. Like I'm not convinced we see an
election in 2028. We could, but I think our
systems are further, I wouldn't say eroded, but exploded.
I don't know. It's very interesting.
There's definitely a massive change and that it's, it's
beyond little bits. And so it could be a variety of
things happening. I'm not even convinced it's
balkanizing, which means the country breaking up into
regions. I don't know, we're a little far
out to have contacts for that. So I'll delineate that inside of
the awake space and talk about that more.
Right now I'm preparing for the 2027 year ahead and one of the
cool things that's going to happen with that is you're going
to get, if you sign up for the June event, you will get a
digital copy of the yearly astrology planner.
That I'm creating and you will get the recording and the
recording of the Q and AI never put the recording of the Q&A out
to the public. It is a month by month
preparation and prediction. So I give you what the theme of
the month is and how you can work with that energy, how you
could prepare for that time period.
And it's practical, it's energetical, it's emotional,
it's psychological, and it's practical.
You know, brass tacks now get your garden ready.
You know, brass tacks have a side gig.
Brass tacks don't get rid of fabric.
You know, keep things that you can upcycle.
Get some skills, learn how to sew, learn how to blah, blah,
blah. That kind of information.
To me, knowledge is a power unless you know how to use it.
So I give you ways to use the knowledge that I'm putting out.
And then of course. What I think is going to happen
out in the. World, whether it's weather or
political, etcetera. I know you guys all want the
day, the great big, the big beautiful obituary that is
almost impossible to predict. The health crises are obvious
that I was saying the modern medicine that is being used.
I think I've just about got that figured out astrologically.
We don't have references on what we have in modern medicine now
like stem cells. We don't really have
astrological rulership for that, and so it's really kind of
having to come up with it. We're in such a time of
significant change that our traditional interpretations need
updating because the world is changing with technology,
advances in pharmacology, advances in medical treatment.
It's it's hard enough to translate the four humors into
like antibiotics, but like stem cells.
And I'm very convinced stem cells play a role.
And if you are in the awake space community, you'll remember
why I was talking about. So that's the only thing that
makes sense because Mitch McConnell shouldn't be here.
Like, and I don't mean that from an ethical or moral standpoint.
I mean physically shouldn't be here.
There were transits that if we went by traditional
interpretations, should have taken him out.
They didn't. So I'm just going to say that's
that. What else?
Again, we're going to talk about Ashley Sinclair.
When is starting to heat up already?
What time is it? I have to check only 10:20 in
the morning. Good Lord, it's been a wild
time. And you're like, Lori, you
scared me. What about?
Feel free to. Join the Awake space.
I'm going to talk about it in there in the magazine here and
and right now I'm just postulating right now, I'm still
working it out. I haven't dived into it because
as much as some of it is mental, I also do.
Kind of surf the cosmic tide. I do kind of dive into the
energy and there's things I don't want to dive into right
now, so there's that. All right, all right, we're
going to be talking about community news and doing some
member shout outs. All right, we're going to do
some community news and welcomes to our nudist newest not nudist
community members. Although you never know on our
live streams if. You want some fun?
We do a lot of community. Building in the awake space,
because what have I been saying for the last six years?
You got to build small groups of trusted people that you can
count on. You want to have a.
Diverse range of skills. Because as we go through massive
systemic change. You need to be able.
To call on your friends. I mean that's it.
Remember the song I get by with a little help from my friends.
That is Pluto and Aquarius, my friends spear.
Pluto and Aquarius, man, everybody's making a big deal
about Pluto retrograde. We're really lucky.
Pluto is retrograde, especially as Mars moves into that square.
I'll talk about that a little later in the podcast.
If it was direct, the explosions would be phenomenal.
I think we'll still see some boom bombs, but it won't be as
bad as if Pluto were direct. So count.
Count your chickens after they hatch.
Anyway, what do we've got coming up?
Of course, got our live streams. I've been glowing live almost
every night since at least this last week.
Again than dealing with my personal physicality from this
trip. Travel bloat is not a joke.
And man, when you get older things are a little more
sensitive. I tell you.
Pushing. 60 here. I used to think, man, when I'm
old, that's not going to happen to me.
It's not true and no, I'm not old, but the body does its
thing. You probably hear the fan in the
background. It is getting really hot in
here. I'm going to be working through
to get this podcast finished so I can edit it and have it ready
for you on Monday. What else is going to happen?
So make sure you use your discount if you are an Awake
Space Community member to sign up for the 2027 Preparation and
Prediction event. It usually goes 2 1/2 three
hours. And that includes the Q&A.
The way it works when I do these is I do, I do a presentation and
I take a break and then I come back and we do the Q&A.
So you make sure you write down all of your questions.
What happens if you can't come? You still get the recordings,
You get the recording of the Q&A.
No, I will not answer questions after the event itself, but you
will get the Q&A section that is asked by people.
That tends to be great questions at these events and I encourage
questions. OK, so make sure you write those
down. Don't ask me about your personal
travel plans because I really can't answer that outside of a
reading. You have your own.
Astrology I can say it's a bad time for travel and it could be
the best. Time for travel for you, OK.
I do think we need to be wary this year.
Of flight cancellations and things like that.
And with Ebola spreading, we'll probably see some restricted
travel. OK, if you live in Nebraska, you
probably don't have to worry about Ebola.
OK to say if you live in New York or Houston or LA, maybe you
know, London, you need to keep your eye out, but they'll
probably be on that at the airports.
I It's not always about you, right?
Sometimes it's about you and sometimes it's not.
But the great questions that people can ask.
Are are broader less specific to you?
Because without your chart I can't ethically answer and I'm
not going to do people's charts in an event like that, so.
I am going to have a group reading soon.
If you are a patron, keep your eyes out for that.
You'll hear about it first. You'll hear about it first.
So those are ten person groups. Everybody gets 10-15 minutes.
And it's really fun. They're really fun.
So not only do I get your questions answered, I also.
I also help you. You know, make decisions like if
you're looking to move, making career changes, etcetera.
But the group dynamic is so fun. It's it's so far, it's just.
Been ladies and so you know, but if you're not a lady, you can
come OK, and and that could be you're a woman or abroad, OK,
but you could be a dude, right? I don't care.
We're equal opportunity here, but you could be a they then I
don't care. But it's a really supportive
environment and we have a really good time.
And if you have like a really. Specific like 2-3 questions.
It is an economical way to get time with me and and to get
those questions answered. It usually goes 2-3 hours, you
know, I say 90 minutes. It usually goes longer.
You don't have to stay the whole time, but the people who do get
a lot out of it. And it's a very supportive
environment. It's a lot of fun.
So you can have your glass of wine or whatever your Ovaltine,
I don't care what you're drinking.
We had a really great result. I had Elizabeth came to, I think
my latest group. Let me let me pull this up.
So, Elizabeth. Came to my latest group and hang
on, let me trying to get the the stand to stand here so I can
read. I'm doing this on my new iPad.
OK, so we had a little mishap. With some iced.
Coffee. I don't think I killed my
laptop. I hope not because it's a gaming
computer and. It's very fast and spiffy, so
hopefully the laptop is OK. I don't know, I haven't checked
it out. I'm going to let it be.
I'm just going to let it be. Well, we use.
The new iPad because there's an app I found out about on at the
podcasting so. In the podcast show in London,
which was a really cool event that I went to this week, and
there's an app where I can do like dual cameras and that was
really. Neat, but I'm going to come back
to see if I can find Elizabeth's.
Comment She put it here. So she sent this to me, but she
also put it. In the Awake Space Lounge, which
is the general chat area for all supporting members.
So hi Lori, I hope you're enjoying your time in London.
I just wanted to let you know that I got the job in the
planning department as a historic preservationist.
I could not have done this without your help.
I had been lost for several years trying to find a pathway
out of teaching, and when we had our reading in May of 2024, I
was desperate. You helped me see my transits
and figure out timing. I ended up enrolling in a
Graduate School that fall. I graduate in May of 2027.
You said at our last session, which was about a month ago, a
month or two ago, and this was in the group reading.
And. All that.
I had a lot of things coming in at once and I did all of my work
deadlines, grad school deadlines, and several
interviews happened last week. It was hectic, but I was
prepared. I have followed you since about
2021 or 2022 and tried to pay attention to my transits.
I'm obviously no expert by any means, but your magazine, your
reports, your podcast, and check insurance were tools that help
me figure out when to act. I've also learned to pay
attention to my personal transits, and even though I
still don't know what all of them mean, I tried my best to
work with the energy. I couldn't have done this
without you, Elizabeth. I'm so happy for you.
That's why I give all this information out.
I try to equip you as best you can or equip you as best I can
so you can take the action that is most meaningful.
For you in your life. This position is perfect for
what I need for the next 12 months till I graduate and it
will allow me to segue out of my current career.
Thank you for everything. See I told you it was going to
work out. And then she says just a message
to anyone going through the same thing to trust the process and
trust the transits. I started attempting to leave my
career in 2019 but the pandemic hit and with my child.
So young I thought it best to hold.
Ironically, I got a side gig writing historic contacts around
the same time. Once I really started to pay
attention to my transits and began letting go and stop trying
to force things. That's the key.
Things fell into place. It's been a long, long journey.
And my Capricorn stellium was Saturn.
In the mix was the rigid teacher.
But things are looking brighter. Thank you not only to Lori, but
everyone here. And she meant the Awake Space
community, which is an amazing community.
And do we make fart jokes? Yes, we make or jokes.
Are we irreverent? Yes, we're irreverent.
But you know what? That's what you need to get
through life. You can have a shitty day and
you could come in and somebody's going to be cracking a joke and
it's going to make you laugh. We have some of the most
compassionate, caring people. You go into the venting chamber,
you've got people right at your side.
You've got your sisters and your brothers at the Awake space.
You've got, they're like cousins.
They're like family and the kind you like, not the kind you're
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about Ashley Sinclair. All right, I'm sorted.
Now I have to put a pillow behind me because I don't need
my face right in the camera. And I'd said things that, but as
big as the room. Was last week and you'll see
that in the park cast episode I released where I recorded that
one. This one's so small.
And it's hot, so we're going to make it through.
All right, All right. We're talking about Ashley St.
Clair. Somebody claims they have the
birth. Time and if we're working from
that chart as an Aries rising at about four or five degrees and
it's really interesting, she's got a Cancer Venus and a Cancer
Mars. She's a Leo Sun, Leo Mercury,
and she has a 1° Virgo N node. So she's in her nodal
opposition. It's not a nodal reverse.
We're not playing Uno, people. We are not.
Playing Uno. It is not a nodal reverse, it is
a nodal opposition. Nomenclature matters.
Astrology is a field of study. When you talk like that side
just laugh at us. Stop it, stop it.
I mean we don't need to be besties with them but stop
giving them reasons. Nodal opposition nodes are
calculation points. Okay, they shed no light, but
they do show like windows in time by transit.
A nodal opposition is a window and time to kind of get with the
picture. So the fact that she's talking
about her past deeds, et cetera, et cetera.
Is she genuine? I think she is.
I think she is somewhat genuine. I don't think she's ever going
to be a progressive. All right.
People that keep using words without knowing what they mean
and to quote Inigo Montoya from The Princess Bride, you keep
using this word. I don't think it means what you
think it means. The progressive, I don't think
so. I think she is self interested
and I think she cares. I do think when she talks about
her kids and protecting them with that Venus Mars conjunction
in Cancer, I would say 100% this is about protecting her kids.
You don't have to be progressive or conservative for that.
She will be very attracted to her children 100%.
So this may be boiling down to her, her security, and that
would be more than money and Kaya.
This is about the quality of life for her children.
This is about their safety and security for her children.
I would say that's 100%. She's very close to her.
Family and the Apple. Doesn't fall far from the tree,
especially in this case. Is she running a misinformation
campaign? No, in her, the first video I
saw where she was talking about Elon's space lasers, I found
that fascinating because I had space lasers in the 26 or 2026
preparations and predictions presentation I did back in June
of 2025. And I said in June we'd hear a
lot about space lasers. We're close enough into June.
We've actually heard about space lasers being developed by China,
etcetera. I know it sounds silly because
of what Marjorie Taylor Green had said years ago, but they can
do these things. So when I take a look at the
chart, the other thing. That I don't see anybody talking
about is for Pluto in Sagittarius.
That's being activated in the sex style by Pluto in Aquarius
right now. And it's going to be pinged by
all of the action happening with Barbault’s basket.
And we'll talk about Barbault’s basket at the end of the podcast
here, which is significant. And I'm not dissing it.
Just like I said back in the beginning of this podcast, my
problem with names like that is people run with the term and
they don't think about the meaning of the term, OK?
They don't think about what goes into the energy of those
aspects. And you, Barbault himself would
have been talking about the energy of those aspects, not
just the calculations he did. He would then say the qualities
from those calculations would be the lessons.
So. So anyway, her moon is in
Scorpio. And if the chart is correct, if
the bird time is correct, it's an 8000 moon.
She guards her feelings very, very cautiously.
She's only telling you enough. She has a lot more information
that she's not saying. She's saying enough to piss
people off, but not enough to put her in immense peril.
I mean, she's outing the investigators.
She's doing that. That's a lot of drama for public
consumption. My concern as I watch the rest
of what she's putting out. I don't know if I think she's
entirely A whistleblower. I think she's confirming things
that have already been said. Elon himself admitted to certain
activities. Trump said that Elon was good
with the computers as much as people are saying they
satellites couldn't have influenced the election.
You know, all due respect to Hawk, okay on on TikTok.
I think if you're still on TikTok and you know who Hawk is
or Hawkeye whack A mole or whatever, he has a variety of
counts and he's obviously a good lawyer and knows the stuff about
the law. As a political pundit, I would
say he is influenced by rhetoric rather heavily and by systems.
And I say that as somebody who is a trained political analyst
where you got to get past partisan behavior.
Look at the mechanics of the system itself.
And unfortunately, we've been rope a doped by both political
parties for a long time. And when you're saying, but the
voting machines have these fail safes, you can still disrupt
those, OK. All you need is a hiccup in the
program. There was a lot of hacking
before the elections. There was.
In fact, I'm going to put out to members of the Awake Space
community a sheet of all of my predictions around October,
November of 2024 that have to do with the dates Ashley was
talking about in that original video.
She did because besides space lasers there were also hacking
and espionage and you could in theory send a disruptive signal
if there is already. It wouldn't be that hard to put
devices in county elections. Some are well organized, some
are not. I live in a small state with a
small county. I could have easily put
something on a machine to disrupt a signal.
One of my concerns since the election was there were several
100 people. Several 100 not.
Not a few, not a handful, several 100 people from
different states, at least a dozen states in my own community
whose votes never got counted. Like they went to check the
county register, it showed like they didn't vote.
So I don't know that the votes were changed.
I think the votes weren't counted period.
And and that could be easily achieved through interference.
So of course, this is all alleged speculation on my part,
but it kind of goes with some of the things I had in my micro
predictions. My micro predictions are always
really interesting because I can have 20 little micro predictions
that when you put them all together winds up into one big
issue, whether it's a catastrophic weather event or,
and it deals with like I might have flooding, I might have
infrastructure damage. I mean they might all be little
separate ones. And when we put them together,
it's one big event. And so there's things around
that in October and November of 2024 that go along with what she
was saying. So I found that interesting.
Is that proof that something is real?
No, it's not, but it just adds weight to the speculation.
My concern about. Her and other people like the
Candace Owens, Tucker Carlson's, especially Tucker Carlson.
He hasn't turned to leave. And if you've watched my, if
you've watched my roast on him, he is one of the most self
interested parties. He will go where the money is.
He doesn't believe 90% of anything he says, but he will go
where the money says. There's a shift coming.
I don't think he is making a move to be president.
I will be talking about it on the Awake Space podcast here on
how to prepare. So when I'm giving you
preparation advice, a lot of times even if I'm not mentioning
the astrology, it is because of what I see in the astrology.
Sometimes I don't mention the astrology just because people
glom on to the aspects or to the transits and they don't listen
to what they need to be doing and they get up in their heads
and that doesn't do any good, right?
So knowledge is not power unless you know how to use it.
I'm giving you how to use it. I'm empowering you.
So my concern with Ashley St. Clair, Candace Owens, Tucker
Carlson, some of those people who are breaking off from the
Mega, I don't think it's just because Mega is going to lose
and the Republican Party, it will essentially get
restructured. Wish, wish I could find that old
video I did where I talked about the Republican Party
restructuring in this time period.
I have one I can find about the Democrats.
I cannot find the GOP. And I know I did the GOP 1st and
then I did the Democrats. But hell, if I can find those
old videos, they're not even private.
I don't know what happened to it.
So they disappeared, but I think both parties are having to
restructure. We could go to a single party.
We could. I think our government structure
is going to shift dramatically. I was hoping that the energy
would go in a different direction.
We'll see if there's a stop. I mean, honestly, it's going to
have. To be a billionaire war, and I
used to talk about that. We can hope there's some
billionaires with a conscience that slapped down some of these
tech Bros, but these tech Bros aren't the geniuses they like to
see. I know.
Elon likes to go on about being a 140 IQ.
Like dude, I had a 156 at 12. He's not that smart to me.
In fact, if anything he's mediocre.
But but he has money and he has privilege and he has access to
enough intelligence to make a problem and do damage.
And he's very much done damage to this country.
Doge, Doge wrecked our government system and it will
take years to rebuild. I, I don't see us fixing it.
I see us having to rebuild. And that culminates in 2028 like
the the culminates and then there's a rebuilding process.
I think we'll start seeing some of that with Barbault’s basket
that comes in July. We'll start seeing a turning
point of some kind with that. But the big square between
Saturn and Pluto that happens in 2028 has had my attention for
multiple years and I've started talking about it now.
Remember, I used to say I don't want to talk about it is that's
why I just I look at it and I'm like, I don't want to dive into
that energy. So I will in the Patreon.
OK, I will in the community for magazine subscribers or not.
If you've ever watched my roast of Tucker Carlson, you know he's
a self interested actor and he really is an actor.
He's so disingenuous. Watching Hunter Biden is
interesting now. He obviously has an axe to
grind. He has his own personal interest
and he may have an axe to grind with the system itself because
of growing up watching his father in politics.
There is definite and always has been corruption within the
parties, especially in our lifetimes.
And I don't know if these guys are doing this out of the
goodness of their hearts. I sense people are trying to get
on a certain side. It could be a counter measure to
the current administration, but it's it's just a whole lot of
lawlessness the moment, kind of like the wild, Wild West.
I'm kind of going all over the place, but I'm going somewhere
with it. I don't think Ashley St.
Clair is disingenuous, but I think there is something behind
what she's doing. I think she might have the
backing of someone else to keep her safe.
I don't think it's, I think she's not stupid.
I think she's very intelligent. I don't think she's necessarily
doing this for money, although there might be some financial
compensation. I don't think that's why I think
it's to keep her safe. I think it's to keep her safe.
She's also, you know, she's, she's young, she's really young.
She was born in 90. 8 She's not even 30, so this is about the.
Time of going, Oh God, what have I been involved with?
I, I, I don't see any of this as disingenuous.
I think she is looking back at her younger self saying, Oh my
God, how was I used? I think all of that is real and
I I think she will be as straight as shooter as she can
be. She does hold a lot of secrets
and she holds a lot of other people's secrets, and that's how
she's going to keep herself safe.
But I do believe there's probably a player, a significant
player who is guaranteeing her safety.
So now who that is, I'm not going to speculate.
I wouldn't see her taking this action if it jeopardized her
children. And I think this is about
keeping her kids safe, keeping her family safe.
She has probably realized that she was in the wrong space if
she wanted her kids to be safe. She's probably also realizing
how she was cultivated for these things.
And she's mentioned that and some of her, I don't watch all
of her videos, but I did find the one somebody sent me last
week very interesting, especially with the October
dates, because those I had predictions that lined up
exactly with what she was saying.
So is she lying? No, she's not.
What is her motivation? I think primarily to keep the
family safe, to keep her children safe.
I think that will drive every single thing she does.
OK. Just like I've said about
Marjorie Taylor Green, when it comes to her kids, she will
freaking she'll do anything. She's got murders in cancer you
don't have. I don't have to agree with
someone to recognize a strength of virtue, a skill.
OK. I think a lot of the people that
were used for mega are realizing the repercussions of what
happened. I don't think they're having
come to Jesus moments. I don't think they're going to
be apologetic for being sexist or racist or anti L GB TQIAII
don't. I honestly think we could see
things turning against AIPAC. But you saw what happened with
Thomas Massie. So this is global.
It's not just impacting the United States.
And I cannot emphasize that more when the scope of this massive
systemic change is so huge, so huge, it is undoing all
recognizable institutions. They may be kind of like, you
know, like in England, the royal family, it's a historical
marker. The royal family is, it's a
constitutional monarchy that they're symbolic.
They don't have a lot of teeth. And I think that's what we're
going to see in the United States with some of our
government institutions. There are calls for changes in
our government, you know, amending the Constitution,
changing up the Supreme Court. I, I don't see how any of that's
going to happen with the parent players.
I just don't, I see the potential.
I do not see the failure of the Constitution, but we may end up
in a situation where it's not about the Constitution that.
That makes sense. I'll speak less vaguely in the
future, so let's talk about the astrology of the week.
What's in the Headlines comes out on Patreon.
On Sunday, because I got a pre recorded, I have to go finish
writing June now. I'll go to the Victoria and
Albert Museum to do that. But let's talk about the
astrology of the week and we'll see what's up with that.
We've got a lot going on. We've got that Mars square Pluto
action getting ready to happen. Luckily Pluto is retrograde.
I know there were all these people going.
Because retrograde and now Pluto Retrograde is excellent if Pluto
was direct with Mars and Taurus getting ready to square off
with. It we would have.
Massive explosions. I think we will still see
explosions at perfection when when a planet is perfecting the
aspect, usually you're dealing with whatever situation showed
up on the approach. I'm hoping this means that that
chemical issue in Garden Grove is that everything leaks.
Out. And it doesn't explode.
I have people live really, really close to there, so I have
my eye on that. They're not in the evacuation
zone, but if it were to explode, the gas would impact a huge
area. Also, Anaheim is not 20 minutes.
From Garden Grove. Maybe in traffic, but
geographically is really close. So let's take a look.
I wasn't surprised to hear that the Fed was going to drop rates,
which is going to cause further inflation.
That's not great. But really this week, I think
some of the biggest things we're going to see is dealing with
chemicals after effects of flooding and travel.
I think we're going to see with Ebola spreading and I'm not an
expert on diseases, but one of the things I said with that the
set of Neptune conjunction in Aries is we would see more
fevers because people were asking me would we see it
another like. Covic.
And I was like, well, not a Covic, but a fever, you know,
and hemorrhagic fever makes a lot of sense with that being
Aries. My concern, especially after
doing charts and channelling with Matilda.
And we'll have that available for sale in our communities, in
our community shops. It's 3 1/2 hours, OK, It's a
lot. It's a lot.
I'm telling you, it's funny when we originally did it before the
file corrupted. So our live event.
We had to be recorded because the file corrupted, but at the
live event I was kind of working cold OK because it's more.
Fun for me, OK, it's just a personal challenge and I enjoy
it. It's like everybody needs a
game. OK, that's mine.
And the I kept seeing the waterborne disease or, and I do
think we'll see like a typhoid, a malaria, yellow fever,
something waterborne diphtheria, which diphtheria is already in
Australia, folks. But we saw a lot of like border
closures, storms. And this is what people don't
realize. There's a lot of trade between
China and East Africa. The borders are very porous.
It's very easy to move through borders out of Democratic
Republic of Congo, Uganda, those areas up in the Kenya and
Ethiopia. We could see this spread through
East Africa. We could also see it go towards
Asia and Southeast Asia. They have lost track of people.
That's bad news because one person can spread this pretty
rapidly. It doesn't mean everybody on the
planet is going to get Ebola. I think Western Europe may shut
travel. In fact, I've joked a lot about
me getting stuck here, and I might, I might.
There might be travel restrictions and maybe no flying
for a minute. As we move into June this week,
I think we could see travel restrictions.
We could see testing happen at airports.
It looks like they got the jet fuel figured out.
So I don't think we'll see. And I didn't think we'd see
closures with jet fuel, but I did see travel restrictions.
I think there's other things besides the common cold that
I've yours truly has. I am concerned about climate
change above all else, and that will bring us more.
Viruses and bacteria, you can't just stay shut in.
You can only do the best you can do.
And how did we control disease before?
We had all the wonderful vaccines and pharmaceutical ways
of taking care of things, sanitation, sanitation, wash
your hands with soap, and now the people who don't wash their
hands with soap. Hand sanitizer is OK, but it
does not do as good a job as soap.
And that's a scientific fact. Soap and water to it, you dirty
bastards. But anyway, so there's that.
Let's take a quick look because I know there's stuff coming up
and I'm just sick. I'm going to go to, I'm going to
cheat. I'm going to look at my slides.
So this week we've got the Sun trine Pluto, we've got the Venus
square Saturn. And we of course got that full
Moon in Sagittarius on May 31st, May 28th, Venus square Saturn.
Like a woman is going to go at the president.
Like a woman's going to go at the president.
I think that could be really interesting.
We could also see a woman taken down a pig.
I mean, we saw Tulsi Gabbard resign, I think that was.
More the Venus where Neptune, but I think as some of the rats
are leaving the we might see people trying to poke holes in
the ship further. But I think a woman will go
after the president and it may come out unexpectedly.
And no, I don't think it's Ashley St.
Clair. I don't think she has the right
clout to meet that. But we will see women of all
kinds taking a poke at power and we will also see some
interesting economic news. I I don't think we're seeing a
stock market crash. Look, the the market hasn't
crashed. The market is not the same
market it was in 1929, and it's not reflective of the overall
economy either. It's not.
It's reflective of its own its own world.
So that full moon is in. Sagittarius and it will be
revealing maybe some uncomfortable truths.
It will be revealing some international scandals, but will
there be any repercussions with it?
I, I don't think we're going to see repercussions for people the
way people want. I just don't, I think when it
comes to accountability, and I said this would be
accountability season. I think accountability is for us
all. And I've said that repeatedly,
Inaction, complacency, handing our power away, not
understanding that you can't just give people your power and
expect them to do right by it, not holding people accountable.
One of my greatest frustrations, even before Obama became
president, but it got really bad after Obama was when we
criticized Democrats. People would immediately go, oh,
so you're a Republican, You want them, You're happy with that.
And I was like, if you can't criticize the people that you
voted for that that represent your interests, then you're not
in a democracy. You have to be able to hold
people to account if you're not doing it.
Who? Is OK, so that lock step is
terrible. Is terrible.
You can't just criticize the other side.
You have to be self critical. You have to be self analytical.
And when we stopped allowing that discourse, that was the end
of things. Seriously, when I tell you the
situation is bigger than a single country.
I am not kidding. How it will look, I don't know.
I don't think we're going to watch all institutions.
Fail. I don't think we're going to
wake up. And the world is completely
different. I think there will still be
shocks. I think there will still be
banks. I think there would be certain
parts of how we live will be there.
But the power structures are changing and they're changing
over, you know, really seriously over the next five years.
But will it be people power? Keep joining together, keep
going to local meetings. You don't want those data
centers show up. Show up.
So like I said, I'll talk more about this in the community.
That's what the community is for is where you get that detailed
information. And yeah, sometimes it comes
sandwiched in a Long live stream where we make jokes and talk.
But it'll be. Sandwiched in there, I know it
can be a lot to navigate inside of that community.
I'm going to take a look at how to stream light line it.
If you're in the astrology crew, always start with the astrology
class library and start with the sun.
Start with the sun, move through Pluto, start with house one,
house 12. You don't learn it all over the
place. We have an alphabet in astrology
and the order of the planets is there so I had Alicia organize
it so it should show up in order in the collection cuz it didn't
before. I don't know why, but anyway you
can find that there and. If you're in Laurie's test lab,
I promise I'm coming. Between the travel bloat, which
was gross, and the cold, I was like.
I could only do so much, but I'm hoping to get into a podcast
studio this week. Hopefully they have air
conditioning. I would imagine they do because
they have equipment that has to stay cool.
And I hope you enjoyed the the photos at the Chelsea Flower
Show because it was phenomenal. I don't know if it was the heat
or wet but let's talk about bare bolts basket because I forgot to
while I was. Recording the main.
Podcast So a lot of people are talking about their Barbault’s
Basket and who is bare bolt. He was an astrologer and he
passed away a couple of years back, but he was well known for
his use and entertaining of cyclical measurements is
specifically looking at the outer planets and their angular
structures. But here's here's some of the
last predictions he made in his life.
So and so this, he was talking about the years between 2026 and
2030. So those were the last ones by
Andrea Barbeau. However, he did predict upheaval
in 2020, as did a lot of us. OK, those of us who were looking
at 2020, he would have been looking at it far longer than I
had. I had an old astrologer who had
been contemporaries with Dane Rudyard.
He was in his 90s. His name was Cosmo, believe it
or not, and he was one of my mentors back in the 1990s.
In 97, he handed me some dates, 2020, 2025 respectively.
And he said, hey, look, you need to look at these.
I'm not going to live to see it. You will, you have children, you
need to be ready. So because we will go through
the years of rapid fall in the cyclical index planetary
concentration up to the subsidians of 20/20/2021 epoch
of the triple conjunction Jupiter, Saturn and Pluto.
And that happened in Capricorn. And that is why all of you who
had your Saturn returns during that time, I was calling you
spiritual warriors because that was a heck of a Saturn return.
Don't worry, your second Saturn return will not be as intense
and nothing ever will be in your lifetime.
That Jupiter, Saturn, Pluto conjunction was no joke.
Moreover, eluded by the semi square between Uranus and
Neptune. That is a time of universal, of
universally chaotic that affects both nature and human societies.
So it's massive systemic change. All systems, whether it's
natural systems, man made systems.
That was the change coming up. And so it ended up being
COVID-19, but also climate change.
OK, we saw the impacts. The peculiarity of the turning
point of 2026 through 2030 is represented by the centrality of
the Saturn Neptune conjunction at the beginning of Aries
nucleus of convergence of the verb Neptunian vital priority
reinforced by the concurrence of deep Saturnian foundations.
Now Saturn and Aries only lost through 2028.
It's 2026 to 2028. There's other things going on as
well. So it's not the SAT, it's not
the Neptune Saturn conjunction the whole time of the 26th 28.
In fact, the Neptune Saturn conjunction is done officially.
OK. However, the energy rings out
over time. All of these things in a
cyclical index show the energy ringing out over time.
Both of them, they have the nature of the IC.
Interiority prevails, such as the ocean floor or the depths of
crust, with Psyche having the upper hand if necessary.
Hence the awakening of the mysterious life.
It's necessary to consider the zodiacal calendar associated
with this conjunction. It already happens that the
entry into Aries is preeminent, but they are all and four
planets in a triangle with each other that move as if they
wanted to metamorphose the world.
We are faced with the possibility of a change such as
to make it seem too weak in terms of change, or the same
upheaval to define the breadth of what could transform the
known world. This is right in line with what
I've been telling you, that we're seeing the greatest change
since the end of the Bronze Age. That takes time to happen.
You couldn't handle that change all in one breath.
What we have happening throughout this time period is
the change of all power dynamics, all structure
dynamics. Does it lead to good things?
It could, it can, and we are those who are making it happen.
When I say it's accountability season, I mean accountability
for everybody, not just the people you want to see Be
accountable. But all of us have to be
accountable for the outcomes, doing as much as we can where we
can with what we have. You can't just hand your power
over to other people. So and so these these are
translations. If I can find the French
translation, I will give it to you.
He wrote in French. So I'll I'll look those up and
translate them and I'll talk about it as we.
Move through. June So what I have for the week
of July 19th is a lot of fires. OK, The heat index as I sit here
sweating from my hotel room in London, sitting on the bed
because that's the most comfortable place I have at the
moment. No, I didn't make it to the VNA
today. I'll do that later this week.
As it gets hotter and hotter, we will see historic heat indexes
as throughout the globe. OK, we just, well, especially as
Jupiter enters Leo, it's just going to be unbelievably hot,
unbelievably humid, especially, you know, obviously places where
there's not a lot of humidity, you'll have more than normal.
But if you're on a coast, oh, it's going to be a sauna.
As we move through the summer, bad fire season globally, you're
going to see bushfires, wildfires, forest fires in
historic proportion. OK.
It's unfortunate that they're trying to get rid of the Forest
Service and and other public lands husbandry because we need
it more than ever in this moment.
And obviously private concerns aren't really caring too much
about taking care of things on a personal level.
You can use this energy to good effect.
It is powerful energy and that's something I'll be talking about
in the Patreon, so talk to you later.