1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:05,680 It's the awake space with Lori Rivers, and this is episode 20 2 00:00:05,680 --> 00:00:07,320 of Season 7. Can you believe it? 3 00:00:07,320 --> 00:00:11,320 We're already into episode 20, unless I counted wrong, which I 4 00:00:11,320 --> 00:00:17,000 do on occasion. I told you March was not going 5 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:20,560 to go out like a lamb, and it is not. 6 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:26,360 It is just not now. There's a reason I released the 7 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:32,280 2026 Preparations and Predictions video to $15 level 8 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:35,520 and up in March, because I just wanted people to kind of have a 9 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:38,120 heads up. And that's the same reason. 10 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:43,360 April, end of like night time, April first, early 20 the 11 00:00:43,360 --> 00:00:45,360 second. Why? 12 00:00:45,360 --> 00:00:48,680 Because I don't, I don't know, like is Alicia going to be 13 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:50,560 awake? Am I going to be asleep? 14 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:56,160 I don't know. I don't know, OK, But the first 15 00:00:56,160 --> 00:01:01,840 part of the month, I'm releasing the 2026 preparations and 16 00:01:01,840 --> 00:01:07,240 predictions to all patrons that the supporting level and up, OK? 17 00:01:07,920 --> 00:01:10,560 Because April is another hack of a month. 18 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:15,680 And I told you the tide starts to shift in March and then it 19 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:17,720 really starts popping off in April. 20 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:23,120 And we do have that uncommonly good day on April 23rd. 21 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:29,520 I know what you're thinking. Could it be that it could, it 22 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:32,080 could be a million things. The thing is, is it's Venus 23 00:01:32,080 --> 00:01:36,080 conjunct Uranus, and that is surprise, surprise, surprise. 24 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:39,040 And if you're a Gen. Xer, you know who that was, that 25 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:43,880 was Gummer Pyle. It is all about surprises, but 26 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:49,280 it's uncommonly good, especially earlier in the day when the moon 27 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:58,080 in Cancer is is making a sweet, sweet aspect to Venus and 28 00:01:58,080 --> 00:02:03,480 Uranus. So it's it's an interesting time 29 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:09,199 to be alive and that's what we're going to talk about today 30 00:02:09,199 --> 00:02:14,200 here on the awake Space. I'm going to talk about how to 31 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:18,160 know if the energy is the collectives or individuals 32 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:21,560 you've picked up or yours. OK. 33 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:24,080 We've been talking a lot about that in the Awake Space 34 00:02:24,080 --> 00:02:28,120 community. And once again, I asked, hey 35 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,560 guys, is there anything you want me to cover on the podcast? 36 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:35,440 You know, I mean, obviously we got that full moon coming up and 37 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:39,400 I'll talk about that as well. The Libra full moon on April 38 00:02:39,400 --> 00:02:41,720 1st. No, it's not an April Fool's 39 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:44,080 joke. And I highly suggest you don't 40 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:46,800 pull pranks because they will not go well. 41 00:02:47,240 --> 00:02:53,800 Things will go wrong. It's an interesting day today, 42 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:59,160 March 30th. It is not a great day for the 43 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:04,160 Oompa Loompa in charge. OK, and for those of you who 44 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:09,720 think astrologers should be a political, I am not a political. 45 00:03:09,720 --> 00:03:12,160 I'm actually non partisan because I don't like any of 46 00:03:12,160 --> 00:03:15,280 them. But I am not a political and 47 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:18,560 there isn't an astrologer in history worth their salt. 48 00:03:18,560 --> 00:03:22,240 That was a political. Part of our job is to assess 49 00:03:22,240 --> 00:03:26,560 politics. OK, so and don't. 50 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:30,240 What about me? OK, I'm basically going to say 51 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:31,920 if you're mega, why are you listening anyway? 52 00:03:31,920 --> 00:03:34,480 It's called the awake space. You hate woke stuff. 53 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:42,080 Let's do some some Ruby from Fifth Element be gone. 54 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:45,320 I have no time for you people. OK? 55 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:50,600 My family didn't fight a revolution and the Civil War and 56 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:57,560 we're suffragettes and fought for equality for this bullshit. 57 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:02,320 No, no and no. We weren't English. 58 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:07,520 We were kicked out of wherever we were from for being rabble 59 00:04:07,520 --> 00:04:10,280 rousers. Basque. 60 00:04:12,960 --> 00:04:18,440 Oh, I'm on when anyway, so it's an interesting week. 61 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:22,240 How do we know when it's the collective? 62 00:04:22,280 --> 00:04:28,480 When we're picking up energy off of individuals around us and 63 00:04:28,480 --> 00:04:31,080 when it's our stuff. And so I'm going to talk about 64 00:04:31,080 --> 00:04:33,680 resonance consciousness and energy. 65 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:38,160 And it's good because the full moon is a doozy on Wednesday. 66 00:04:38,160 --> 00:04:40,880 And then I'll give you a little heads up about what's coming up 67 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:43,760 in April. I can see the comments now. 68 00:04:44,040 --> 00:04:47,400 Oh no, she's laughing. I am laughing. 69 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:50,200 So get your tea, get your coffee, get your matcha, get 70 00:04:50,200 --> 00:04:53,160 your rebel, get your H2O. And whether we're driving to 71 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:57,680 work, taking the kids to school, enjoying spring break, getting 72 00:04:57,680 --> 00:05:04,200 ready for Hoppity Hoppity Easter egg hunts, or Passover, or 73 00:05:04,200 --> 00:05:10,640 whatever other holidays are on the horizon, we'll do it 74 00:05:10,640 --> 00:05:14,800 together. I don't think it's it this 75 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:17,200 month, but you can start getting your hopes up. 76 00:05:19,800 --> 00:05:31,120 Oh boy, what a time to be alive. So massive systemic change, 77 00:05:31,120 --> 00:05:36,240 guys, is it includes everything. Every system, every government 78 00:05:36,240 --> 00:05:38,240 system. You're like, yeah, who the fuck 79 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:40,440 the government? Yeah, well, it's inside of us 80 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:46,080 too, OK, Our beliefs, you know, the amount of people who misuse 81 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:49,120 terms because we stopped educating people on the meaning 82 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:52,760 of words. My Venus in Gemini is verklempt 83 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:58,400 and has been the we have to change our it's more than a 84 00:05:58,400 --> 00:06:01,120 mindset change. We have to structurally change 85 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:06,440 from the inside out. I was doing a hot seat, which is 86 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:10,400 basically a group coaching where I support as many people as I 87 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:13,320 can in an hour's time, usually four or five. 88 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:16,200 And there's a large group of people and we're all supportive 89 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:17,920 together. We all learn, grow and share. 90 00:06:18,280 --> 00:06:20,520 And this is something I do in Laurie's test lab. 91 00:06:20,520 --> 00:06:24,320 And if you're an astrology crew that that's a benefit. 92 00:06:24,480 --> 00:06:28,760 But anyway, I was urging people to come into the seat. 93 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:32,240 Hot seat is not like it's hot and it hurts. 94 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:35,920 It's more like the love seat because there's it's, you know, 95 00:06:35,960 --> 00:06:40,240 I start out every single session with how can I support you? 96 00:06:41,160 --> 00:06:46,000 Like that's not hard. And I understand being shy. 97 00:06:46,080 --> 00:06:50,200 I am painfully shy. I know you wouldn't believe it, 98 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:58,600 but I am painfully shy. I could live in my room if it 99 00:06:58,600 --> 00:07:01,520 had a kitchenette. I would never leave because I 100 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:04,840 already have. It's an en suite bedroom with my 101 00:07:04,840 --> 00:07:08,600 own entrance, right? I moved in with my parents 102 00:07:08,600 --> 00:07:10,800 because they're elderly. They live in the middle of 103 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:14,440 nowhere. I'm not necessarily caretaking. 104 00:07:14,440 --> 00:07:18,560 I'm more observing and helping where I can. 105 00:07:19,160 --> 00:07:21,520 OK, They don't need a lot of help yet. 106 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:25,520 It was more like I was tired of waiting for the phone call 107 00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:29,720 because it was 1000 miles from where I was, right? 108 00:07:30,480 --> 00:07:33,480 But I could stay there. And in fact, most of March I did 109 00:07:33,480 --> 00:07:36,200 while they were gone. I had the house to myself. 110 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:39,680 I had the kitchen available. Not that the kitchen's ever 111 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:42,840 closed, but yeah, I could work in the kitchen. 112 00:07:43,040 --> 00:07:46,640 Indeed. So I understand being an 113 00:07:46,640 --> 00:07:48,960 introvert. Everything I create is actually 114 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:52,240 designed for introverts. The problem is is people tell 115 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:57,400 themselves stories, and one of those stories is I have anxiety. 116 00:07:57,400 --> 00:08:02,640 I can't speak at you are talking to someone who as a small child, 117 00:08:02,640 --> 00:08:07,640 even though I read early and I was really smart and I was 118 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:13,040 really fast at doing work, if a teacher called me and just 119 00:08:13,040 --> 00:08:15,440 called on me. Lori, do you have the answer? 120 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:20,840 I would start to cry and that lasted till I was about 10 years 121 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:25,320 old. I would just cry because it came 122 00:08:25,320 --> 00:08:30,520 as a shock. I hadn't raised my hand and I 123 00:08:30,520 --> 00:08:35,440 would just breakdown, OK? I was not good at making friends 124 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:42,360 at all at all because in fact, my friends made me, if that 125 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,240 makes sense. In fact, almost always my 126 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:49,120 friends have made me. I've made very few friends, more 127 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:52,640 so in adulthood and later adulthood, it's just people 128 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:54,360 would be like, I like you. You're my friend now. 129 00:08:54,360 --> 00:09:00,480 And I'd be like, OK, so I understand what it is to be 130 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:06,840 painfully shy, to have social anxiety, but we live in a world 131 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:11,120 that requires participation. And as someone who has a 132 00:09:11,120 --> 00:09:20,120 disability, my eyeballs, for one, I know these glasses look 133 00:09:20,120 --> 00:09:22,640 thin. They're very, very strong. 134 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:29,160 Very strong. And this eye is 100% blind. 135 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:35,440 The world does not sit around accommodating us. 136 00:09:35,440 --> 00:09:38,240 We should fight for accommodation as much as we can 137 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:42,160 to make life a little more easy so we don't fall off cliffs or 138 00:09:42,160 --> 00:09:44,320 walk in front of cars and things like that. 139 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:48,280 It would be nice to have ramps for access for those who need 140 00:09:48,280 --> 00:09:52,240 those and proper fire exits and and standards. 141 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:55,840 But the world will and including the audience. 142 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:59,040 You will never understand the challenge of my vision because I 143 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:02,000 have glasses and you think those glasses help me see perfectly. 144 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:05,920 They do not. They help me see adequately to 145 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:12,040 function. It does not mean I do not still 146 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:15,560 suffer from low vision. Just because it corrects me to 147 00:10:15,560 --> 00:10:22,400 be able to see clearly in one area does not mean there aren't 148 00:10:22,440 --> 00:10:25,600 other challenges along. Now I'm not saying that to Wayne 149 00:10:25,600 --> 00:10:28,800 or bitch or moan. I'm saying it because it's the 150 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:31,680 truth and the world does not accommodate me and nor do I 151 00:10:31,680 --> 00:10:36,560 honestly expect it anymore. I just tell people I'm blind on 152 00:10:36,560 --> 00:10:40,160 my left side. If I bump into them I'm like I'm 153 00:10:40,160 --> 00:10:42,200 sorry I'm blind on that side. I did not. 154 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:43,760 I literally didn't see you there. 155 00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:45,840 I've never had anybody bitch at me about it. 156 00:10:47,200 --> 00:10:51,640 Never. And how can I drive? 157 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:55,120 Well, cars have safety features. I don't have to break my neck, 158 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:57,880 look and left anymore. It's pretty cool. 159 00:10:57,880 --> 00:11:01,200 I still look, but safety features are good. 160 00:11:01,840 --> 00:11:04,480 There's a little accommodation that made a big difference. 161 00:11:05,680 --> 00:11:11,040 And we also have the audio on our Google Maps or whatever sat 162 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:14,360 NAV you're using, right? That's a really nice 163 00:11:14,360 --> 00:11:17,040 accommodation. But in general, that's about it. 164 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:21,640 That's what we get, right? I put subtitles on for people 165 00:11:21,640 --> 00:11:28,080 who need the subtitles, whether it's for language or because 166 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:31,760 they may have hearing challenges, whether they're 167 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,520 profoundly deaf or partially deaf. 168 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:38,920 My mom is partially deaf, having those help, and one of my 169 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:43,000 cousins is an ASL teacher. You know, we're all kinds of fun 170 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:47,360 in my family. The world does not accommodate 171 00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:49,520 us. It does not sit there and 172 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:51,080 understand. And I'm not saying you have to 173 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:54,840 mimic being an extrovert. I couldn't do that if you paid 174 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:58,120 me. I can be fun in a small, 175 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:01,240 intimate gathering. You put me in a big crowd. 176 00:12:02,280 --> 00:12:06,520 I will find a corner and I will sit and observe and I will know 177 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:11,120 where my exits are. I do not like crowded spaces. 178 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:18,760 Partly it's the energy. So yes, you do need to do 179 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:24,880 development and learn skills and energy work to help protect your 180 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:28,480 energy and practice good energetic hygiene. 181 00:12:29,560 --> 00:12:32,920 But there are a lot of practitioners out there on a 182 00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:36,240 high horse who do not understand. 183 00:12:36,560 --> 00:12:39,600 Not everyone is made the same way. 184 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:48,320 As an astrologer, I can see how your energy works. 185 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:54,920 As an astrologer, I can see. Are you easily overwhelmed by 186 00:12:54,920 --> 00:12:59,480 other people's energy? Are you better shielded by 187 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:02,320 nature? Are you more equipped to allow 188 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:09,080 energy to flow through you? Passover you, are you going to 189 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:13,760 have vivid dreams? Are you going to have a fight 190 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:16,920 and flight response? Are you going to feel that 191 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:23,600 energy physically? Are you going to just be really 192 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:26,560 emotional? You know, just like really sad, 193 00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:31,360 really depressed out of the blue for no reason, right? 194 00:13:33,560 --> 00:13:38,080 Those are all different ways. Some people might just smell 195 00:13:38,280 --> 00:13:43,200 smoke or fire or, you know, when the collective's up and 196 00:13:43,200 --> 00:13:46,120 sometimes you just feel blah, right? 197 00:13:47,480 --> 00:13:50,480 Maybe you can't sleep. Maybe your nervous system gets 198 00:13:50,520 --> 00:13:54,280 over stimulated and it's like you had a bucket of coffee. 199 00:13:55,480 --> 00:13:58,120 I can see all of that in an astrology chart. 200 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:03,800 So when I hear these, you know, spiritual teachers or we'll put 201 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:09,280 that in their quotes or the psychic, the gifted, I'm like 202 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:12,640 please bitch. There have been times where the 203 00:14:12,640 --> 00:14:15,960 energy is so thick. If you are a super highly 204 00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:21,760 receptive person, even with training, a hematite pseudo 205 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:26,040 armor couldn't have blocked it because the world is going 206 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:30,160 through massive systemic change. It is a collective experience. 207 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:33,520 But why are you feeling the collective? 208 00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:37,600 Even if you've really, really studied, you've practiced, you 209 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:40,600 have your your systems. Maybe like me, you've been 210 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:44,080 initiated into practices. And so if you've been doing it 211 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:46,600 right, why are you still feeling all these things? 212 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:51,000 Why are you still rundown even though you've been eating right, 213 00:14:51,280 --> 00:14:53,320 you've been doing your cleansing rituals. 214 00:14:54,240 --> 00:14:57,040 We know we're not going to ground, but coming to center, 215 00:14:57,320 --> 00:15:02,080 meditating, meditating, doing our part. 216 00:15:02,080 --> 00:15:04,560 So why? Because there's still a part of 217 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:06,280 you resonating with the collective. 218 00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:08,600 I see it a lot. A lot of good people, a lot of 219 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:13,280 woke people are, you know, in righteous indignation right now. 220 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:15,480 You know, we're not a moral country anymore, honeys. 221 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:18,640 We never were. We're never a moral country. 222 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:23,600 We had moral aspirations, but we were never a moral country. 223 00:15:24,360 --> 00:15:26,880 Otherwise there wouldn't have been a Trail of Tears, there 224 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:29,840 wouldn't have been plague blankets, there wouldn't have 225 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:33,840 been chattel slavery. If we were a moral country, that 226 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:38,240 wouldn't have been excused biblically, which was a very 227 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:41,840 important interpretation of the Bible as per what we see today. 228 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:47,200 Very poor interpretations. Don't get me started. 229 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,840 That would. We're just going to walk that 230 00:15:49,840 --> 00:15:56,200 one back. So if you have been feeling 231 00:15:56,200 --> 00:16:00,400 dysregulated, don't blame yourself. 232 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:04,960 Just don't. It's not going to be any easier 233 00:16:04,960 --> 00:16:11,720 to ground as we move through April as Uranus moves into that 234 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:19,680 final degree of Taurus. Should be some big boda booms 235 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:29,880 with that. This week we have Mars in a sex 236 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:35,960 style with that Uranus. It's empowering the change we 237 00:16:35,960 --> 00:16:40,840 are feeling our foundations eroded, actively being eroded. 238 00:16:41,240 --> 00:16:48,640 So when people are up in fear, indignation, anger rate, it's 239 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:54,600 triggering and pinging that which is inside of you. 240 00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:58,480 OK, you have a resonance with it. 241 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,720 Now you may be unconscious about the resonance. 242 00:17:03,040 --> 00:17:07,480 Remember what I have been saying for years. 243 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:12,640 Virtue is your greatest shadow. The shadow is not bad. 244 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:18,280 It is a part of you that is less seen by you, right? 245 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:21,359 Remember, Peter Pan's shadow got away and Wendy had to sew it 246 00:17:21,359 --> 00:17:23,640 back on to him. Because it's part of who you 247 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:28,160 are, but it is not who you are. It is not another set of 248 00:17:28,160 --> 00:17:33,240 personalities. It is aspects of self we do not 249 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:37,720 like to examine. So we do things like, well, I 250 00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:41,480 wouldn't do that, I wouldn't do that. 251 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:47,280 I'm a good girl, I'm a good boy. I'm one of the nice ones and 252 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:50,920 I'll show you how nice I am. A lot of the white saviour 253 00:17:50,920 --> 00:17:55,680 complex comes from that space. It isn't I'll intended. 254 00:17:57,440 --> 00:18:02,480 It is someone trying to show no, no, I'm a good guy, which is 255 00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:04,400 selfish. It is. 256 00:18:04,400 --> 00:18:06,200 I've been there, I've been there. 257 00:18:08,360 --> 00:18:13,440 I'm not like them. I still benefit like them. 258 00:18:13,840 --> 00:18:16,000 I may not be like them, but I still benefit. 259 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:24,400 Owning that is important. Back in 1990 when I was in 260 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:31,560 Abidjan, Ivory Coast for work and I saw what multinational 261 00:18:31,560 --> 00:18:35,680 corporations did to that country, how they over utilize 262 00:18:35,680 --> 00:18:39,320 their commodities, stole their goods basically for a pittance, 263 00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:45,200 displaced people for factories that polluted the water table. 264 00:18:46,240 --> 00:18:50,840 And I realized by virtue of birth, by breathing, I was part 265 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:54,320 of the problem. And boy did I disenfranchise 266 00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:57,360 myself. It didn't help a single person 267 00:18:57,360 --> 00:19:02,560 there for me to disenfranchise myself and certainly didn't help 268 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:05,400 my family. And it didn't help me. 269 00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:11,400 It took a long time to repair that wound of awareness. 270 00:19:12,120 --> 00:19:17,800 Waking up is hard work. The reason I call this the awake 271 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:22,000 space is it is for the awakened to find a safe Oasis. 272 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,680 But I'm going to treat you as if you're awake. 273 00:19:25,720 --> 00:19:28,480 I am not going to put on kid gloves. 274 00:19:30,640 --> 00:19:38,080 Especially now, at the end of Saturn's transit through Pisces, 275 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:41,120 my guidance says the time for warnings is over. 276 00:19:42,520 --> 00:19:47,960 The time for warnings is over. Now it is time to take action 277 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:54,040 and build a substrata. You know the under the 278 00:19:54,040 --> 00:20:00,160 foundation put the rebar in because we have to lay the 279 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:03,560 tracks for the future. A future I may never see. 280 00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:10,120 It could be 200 years out. I'm not planting trees for the 281 00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:12,560 shade for me, I'm planting them for the future. 282 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:17,960 For your grandchildren and great grandchildren and their 283 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:24,560 children, and we'll still have bills to pay. 284 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:33,600 But if all we do is sit in the resonance of other people's 285 00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:39,520 stuff or our resonance with the collective, because we are still 286 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:41,440 part of the collective, we don't get out of that. 287 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:44,920 I I've had a bunch of people ask me about that, but why am I'm 288 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:47,160 doing the work? Why do I have to deal with it? 289 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:51,080 Oh, because we are all in it together. 290 00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:55,160 We are a collective. We don't get to be above it. 291 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,680 It's like media. Mattel and I always laugh when 292 00:20:57,680 --> 00:21:00,680 we put out predictions and they get us to. 293 00:21:01,920 --> 00:21:07,480 I had a whole slew of tech stuff and when I had put it in my 294 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:09,840 what's in the headlines and I was like, oh, come on, That was 295 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:12,200 supposed to get everybody else except me, right? 296 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:16,920 Even Esther Hicks of the themed Abraham Hicks. 297 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:19,640 She'll be like Abraham. Can I be the exception? 298 00:21:20,720 --> 00:21:28,600 Nobody gets to be the exception. We can face a new right. 299 00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:30,240 It's not even a new reality right now. 300 00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:33,640 It is a changing and reshaping of reality. 301 00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:36,720 We can do that and still have a good day. 302 00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:40,520 We can do that and muddle through. 303 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:47,160 We can have a shitty day and know if I go to sleep, I can 304 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:51,040 wake up and have a good chance of tomorrow being a lot better. 305 00:21:52,200 --> 00:22:00,200 A lot better. OK, so how do you know when the 306 00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:03,360 energy is yours? When it's the collectives or 307 00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:05,400 when it's because you've been dealing with a client or you 308 00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:08,480 were in the grocery store or your mother-in-law, 309 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:14,720 father-in-law, daughter-in-law, son-in-law came over or you 310 00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:20,840 know, whoever it is? Well, wine. 311 00:22:22,040 --> 00:22:26,720 Sometimes you can't. Sometimes you have to actively 312 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:30,360 take a step back and go. Is this really mine? 313 00:22:32,120 --> 00:22:36,680 Is this really mine? Do I? 314 00:22:36,800 --> 00:22:42,280 I was in a good mood yesterday. Why do I feel like the world is 315 00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:46,880 ending today? Is that really true for me? 316 00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:50,520 Is it because I watch too much news? 317 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:55,640 Is it because I didn't look for any good news? 318 00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,520 What would happen if I looked for some good news? 319 00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:00,040 Because there has been good news. 320 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:09,160 And if that doesn't start to slowly release the tension, the 321 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:15,200 depression, the angst, then you're like, well, maybe I have 322 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:17,640 something I need to work on. Better make a therapy 323 00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:19,520 appointment. There's nothing wrong with 324 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:21,520 therapy. Therapy is a good thing. 325 00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:29,040 A couple weeks ago I felt the tug of depression and there was 326 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:33,080 no reason for it. Everything is going reasonably 327 00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:36,400 well. In fact, in some ways I had the 328 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:40,680 life I fought very hard to have and I I have what I've always 329 00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:44,480 wanted. For me it was really never about 330 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:49,120 the stuff. It was about relationships, it 331 00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:57,640 was about family. For me, being of service and 332 00:23:57,640 --> 00:24:00,240 having a life that feels meaningful. 333 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:04,160 That's what I always wanted. I get to do what I've always 334 00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:06,640 wanted. I am a blessed woman. 335 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:10,160 But it wasn't just the doing. Now, some of it. 336 00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:16,520 I had physical issues, hurt my thumbs and yes, all of my 337 00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:22,080 fingernails popped off. Unfortunately, nail days Mondays 338 00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:25,520 and recording days Sundays. So when I lose my nails, but 339 00:24:25,520 --> 00:24:26,960 that's OK, they'll look pretty next week. 340 00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:29,000 You can TuneIn to see what I do with them because I don't know 341 00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:31,560 what I'm doing yet. But anyway. 342 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:38,400 But I was feeling the tug of depression and it took a minute. 343 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:40,080 It was like maybe a day and a half. 344 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:45,200 And then I went, Oh no, now my parents were out of town. 345 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:49,320 It was just me and Malcolm. Malcolm and I were doing fine. 346 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:56,360 There was no real stress. The news is is crazy, and I know 347 00:24:56,360 --> 00:24:59,080 it's crazy. And I'm not really shocked by a 348 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:03,800 whole lot. I am a little shocked sometimes 349 00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:10,440 by how stupid these men are and the women who support them, how 350 00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:18,360 utterly stupid they are, especially as a specialist in 351 00:25:18,360 --> 00:25:20,840 the region that is having the conflict right now. 352 00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:27,480 I'm like, this couldn't be Dumber but OK. 353 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,480 But that that wouldn't cause depression. 354 00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:43,080 And I had already started taking the supplements that are helping 355 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:46,040 my connective tissue, including the eye muscles. 356 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:50,520 That's helped a lot. But the tendons are healing up. 357 00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:52,640 I've always been prone to tendonitis. 358 00:25:52,760 --> 00:26:01,320 And so this is it's healing up. So I examined and I was like, Oh 359 00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:04,440 no, I'm not going to deal with depression now. 360 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:10,040 I got to pull myself up. I'm not doing it. 361 00:26:10,120 --> 00:26:18,960 I was there a long time ago and I will not do it again. 362 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:26,800 And so I really started feeling through and I was like, I think 363 00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:29,560 it's world events and I don't remember what world event 364 00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:34,720 happened. There's so much and there was 365 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:37,440 probably things going on that we don't hear about in the 366 00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:41,160 mainstream media or haven't been reported on by citizen 367 00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:46,840 journalists because they can't, you know, it could just be the 368 00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:52,440 collective is feeling powerless and unable to make a difference 369 00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:56,360 or a change. And that could be what I was 370 00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,840 resonating with because there's times I look at it, I'm like, I 371 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:03,640 can't do anything about this, You know, it's, it's fucking 372 00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:06,600 nuts. Fucking nuts. 373 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:13,240 I wish I could tell you when it will happen. 374 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:19,800 I can't, I can't tell you. Monday, March 30th and Tuesday, 375 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:27,080 March 31st all the way into about April 9th really sucked to 376 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:35,600 be him, really suck to be in so but modern medicine, you know, I 377 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:38,200 don't know what to tell you. Modern medicine is in the way, 378 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:43,080 but I don't think modern medicine is going to be to be 379 00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:46,120 able to prevent a greater health conflict because I just don't 380 00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:48,240 think his physicality can hold out. 381 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:56,720 You know, so as as my 2026 slide for the first week of April 382 00:27:56,720 --> 00:28:01,360 says, if he is still president, he loses all support. 383 00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:08,880 That's right. If he is still president in the 384 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:13,520 1st and 2nd week of April it and notice I didn't say he won't be. 385 00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:16,960 I'm just saying if he is meaning there's a chance he may not be 386 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:20,520 and it could be physicality. I was speaking with a friend and 387 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:23,200 they were like, well, what are the chances of a 25th amendment? 388 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:25,840 I said the only way they get a 25th amendment is if he 389 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:33,680 literally strokes out so bad that he literally cannot pretend 390 00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:37,800 to perform his duties. They're week ending Bernie at 391 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,960 this point. You know, Weekend at Bernie's, 392 00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:46,160 he, he's not making the calls, he's putting his signature on 393 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,600 things and getting these Sharpies. 394 00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:52,080 But that outcome shouldn't be governing your life. 395 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,400 It shouldn't. And you're like, but it does 396 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:57,080 govern my life because I'm impacted by it. 397 00:28:57,080 --> 00:29:01,880 Actually, what's impacting you are the local politicians who 398 00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:04,280 are goose stepping the Freedom Caucus. 399 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:09,280 They're impacting you. I've been saying it's time to 400 00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:13,640 infiltrate instead of fight against. 401 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:16,040 I think we need to look at anyone who's in the 402 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:20,160 establishment with suspicion, and I've said that for a long 403 00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:24,400 time. I am not a political, but I am 404 00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:29,880 nonpartisan. I couldn't give a flying F about 405 00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:32,640 either party. I think they've done, bought and 406 00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:37,720 sold the Kool-aid and are trying to force us to drink it. 407 00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:44,040 We have a great opportunity to make it through these times when 408 00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:47,760 we can hold our energy, our consciousness. 409 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:52,080 And that's why I teach what I teach with the work by Lori 410 00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,600 Rivers and Healing the Money Wound. 411 00:29:56,000 --> 00:30:00,800 And that's coming soon. It's not about money per SE. 412 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:06,440 And and before I get to the next segment, this might be a little 413 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:10,320 long before I get to the next Sigma I want to address. 414 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:16,880 So I don't ever look at my reviews. 415 00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:22,480 I just don't. I was taught a long time ago as 416 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:24,480 a writer, just don't look at your reviews. 417 00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:26,200 Just don't. Not unless you're, you know, 418 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:29,480 into masochism. No kink shaming. 419 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:33,160 That's just not my it's not my game, OK? 420 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:38,600 But it came to my intention that people were saying that I was 421 00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,560 telling people they just need to pull themselves up by their 422 00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:44,840 bootstraps. Are you fucking kidding me? 423 00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:53,200 So people who bothered to listen to this podcast took that away 424 00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:55,800 from it. When I talk about being left 425 00:30:55,800 --> 00:31:00,400 with nothing twice, once with two small children and my 426 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:06,200 experience of building a life over again, which honestly 427 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:09,680 prepared me to be of service now as everything is shifting and 428 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:13,600 changing, teaching people how to be adaptable. 429 00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:18,000 Teaching people not just about mindset, but how to take action 430 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:21,480 within that mindset. You write affirmations on your 431 00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:25,360 mirror in lipstick all day long. It will not change who you are 432 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:29,400 or how you think. In fact, your subconscious is 433 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:32,040 going to be calling bullshit on you every single time. 434 00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,520 Now I think it was the love and light crowd who want to say hi 435 00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,560 vibe all the day. And by the way, the universe is 436 00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:44,600 love and light. But if you have ever truly 437 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:50,200 experienced a divine connection with either love or light, let 438 00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:54,360 alone both. And ain't fuzzy and it ain't 439 00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:58,040 warm. It's like a laser beam. 440 00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:04,680 I was watching a video of a Hospice nurse talking about an 441 00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:08,480 experience she had where she saw an energy being. 442 00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:11,160 You know, some might describe it as an Angel. 443 00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:14,440 And the word Angel means messenger, OK. 444 00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:18,640 And she's the first person to describe what I saw and what 445 00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:25,880 visited me when I was 29 years old, two small children back in 446 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,200 a country I hadn't lived in since I was 18. 447 00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:35,640 My children grieving their life that they had no choice in 448 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:39,240 changing. And I couldn't find a job. 449 00:32:40,240 --> 00:32:46,480 And I was following my guidance. I was doing the right thing. 450 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:51,440 And I, I had a cute little duplex like everything was 451 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:57,160 working out. But I was terrified because I 452 00:32:57,160 --> 00:33:00,240 had these two little beings I had to support, right? 453 00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:08,360 And it was looking spooky. It was looking spooky ooky. 454 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,120 And I had refused jobs that would keep me stuck. 455 00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:15,880 I would TuneIn and I'd be like, I think this is going to get me 456 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:17,760 stuck. And I'd be like, don't take it. 457 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:19,800 I would hear it. Don't take it. 458 00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:25,320 Be like, OK. And, and people around me, 459 00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:28,520 especially some family members were like, don't be a slacker. 460 00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,400 I'm like, I'm not a slacker, but I'm not going to get stuck. 461 00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:33,960 That is not the example I want to give to my children. 462 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:40,160 And one night I was having an all out temper tantrum and 463 00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,600 that's minimizing it. I was having a meltdown. 464 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:45,880 I was on the floor, I was screaming. 465 00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:48,800 My kids were asleep, but I was on the floor. 466 00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:52,880 I was screaming at the ceiling. You hate me, you hate me. 467 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:56,200 You hate me. I have done everything. 468 00:33:56,200 --> 00:34:02,240 You've asked everything and you're punishing me. 469 00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:07,960 I have children to take care of and I was banging my head on the 470 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:10,760 floor and the tears and the snot was running. 471 00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:13,679 I'm pardoned for the gross bite that it was serious. 472 00:34:14,159 --> 00:34:16,000 I'm sure my neighbors thought that's it. 473 00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:25,920 She's gone over the edge and all of a sudden there was a flash of 474 00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:31,480 this bluish white light in the left of my vision. 475 00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:35,120 Now I wasn't 100% blind yet in this eye, but I couldn't really. 476 00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:39,679 I could see light and it was a bluish white, almost like the 477 00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:43,360 color of that light behind me just but it was huge and it was 478 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:47,280 big. And I turned and I looked like 479 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:54,080 that over my shoulder, just as I could hear a very deep voice 480 00:34:54,080 --> 00:35:02,680 say, you are loved. And at that point I understood 481 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:06,200 the fear of God. I always wondered as a kid 482 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:09,920 because I was very religious. When I was a small child, I went 483 00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:13,760 to a very lovely church, by the way, before evangelicalism 484 00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:16,760 really took hold of places I would go. 485 00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:19,080 And I was related to half the people there. 486 00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:22,720 You know, my great grandmother had lots of cousins and 487 00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:27,200 extendeds, and she's the one who took me and people treated me 488 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,840 like a little Princess. So I had a good experience. 489 00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:32,960 I was very lucky in that. But I always wondered when I 490 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:34,800 read the Bible, why would they be afraid of God? 491 00:35:35,240 --> 00:35:40,800 Jesus says God is love. Well, this being reached the 492 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:45,640 ceiling, and I didn't see wings and I didn't see the biblical 493 00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:49,720 Angel with the eyes. It was just a really big kind of 494 00:35:49,720 --> 00:35:53,120 humanoid block of light and energy. 495 00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:58,560 And always being a skeptic and rational, I licked anyway. 496 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:02,960 Oh God, I've gone crazy, I've snapped. 497 00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:08,160 I'm hallucinating. I'm hearing voices, I'm seeing 498 00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:12,440 something. And I went to bed, completely 499 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:18,920 dismissing it. I went to bed and I woke up at 500 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,520 4:30 like I did every single morning. 501 00:36:21,520 --> 00:36:24,360 So I could get an hour's worth of coffee in me. 502 00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:29,960 And then I would get the kids up and get them fed breakfast and 503 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:32,080 get ready to go. And I would take them to my 504 00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:35,400 friend's house up the road and then I would go out looking for 505 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:39,600 work. And as I'm standing at the 506 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:44,960 coffee pot with my trusty Mr. Coffee, it was 1999. 507 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:48,880 Don't judge me. And it's easy to show you. 508 00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:52,280 So imagine I have my coffee cup here. 509 00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:59,600 I'm about to take a sip and a man's hand is on my right side. 510 00:36:59,960 --> 00:37:04,760 And it was a slender arm with the sleeves rolled up. 511 00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:07,400 It was like a white shirt and the sleeves were like it rolled 512 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:11,520 at three quarter length like an old fashioned clerk, like a desk 513 00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:15,760 clerk. And it was a tannish hand. 514 00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:19,360 I did not look over my right hand shoulder. 515 00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:20,840 By the way, all my doors were locked. 516 00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:23,280 OK, I was a single mom. OK? 517 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:25,800 My doors were locked. There was no way for any other 518 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,840 human being to be there. And I could feel the warmth of 519 00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:35,520 the hand. And a voice said, you are loved. 520 00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,240 And then I looked and he was gone. 521 00:37:38,240 --> 00:37:42,760 And I thought, you know, instead of looking for something today, 522 00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:45,600 I'm actually going to call my therapist because I did have 523 00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:49,040 one. And I'm going to call one of my 524 00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:52,440 spiritual community members to get information about this 525 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,000 because he was very knowledgeable on these topics. 526 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,000 And I thought, that's it. I fucking lost it. 527 00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:04,080 And so I called, I called Lewis, my therapist 1st and I said, I 528 00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,760 really again, I think I need to be medicated. 529 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:08,760 I think I need to be institutionalized. 530 00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:15,600 I have now seen and heard this. And he said that sounds kind of 531 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:20,120 like a positive message, Lori, I don't think that's a harm to 532 00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:22,560 you. Like, even if it's not real, how 533 00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:24,240 is that a harm to you? I'm like, because I'm seeing and 534 00:38:24,240 --> 00:38:26,240 hearing things. This is crazy. 535 00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:31,680 And he said, but you already can't see energy. 536 00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:35,520 And you've acknowledged that I'm like, well, yeah, I can. 537 00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:37,680 And I can see the energy around people. 538 00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:40,200 I can see the energy around plants. 539 00:38:40,240 --> 00:38:44,360 And yeah, I can. And he's like, OK, then why 540 00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:46,760 can't you see it for you? Wow. 541 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:51,120 Just wow. And then I called my friend 542 00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:55,960 Thomas and I said, do you think that was Jesus or just an Angel? 543 00:38:58,280 --> 00:39:01,040 And he laughed so hard. He goes, you are literally the 544 00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:04,080 only person on the planet who would consider angels second 545 00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:07,200 rate, like, well, there's a hierarchy of things. 546 00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:10,720 And he goes, it sounds like it was a messenger. 547 00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:14,800 Are you willing to receive the message? 548 00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:20,560 He said, Laurie, there are people who would give anything 549 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:23,960 for that. And I said, yeah, but I was 550 00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,560 having a job moment. I was screaming at God. 551 00:39:27,840 --> 00:39:30,120 He goes, but you believe so strongly. 552 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:33,920 Not many people believe like that. 553 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,520 Belief has a lot to do with things. 554 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:42,520 As much as I believed I could be punished for some unknown 555 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:45,400 reason. That's why I called it a job 556 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:49,400 moment. And I, it took me a long time. 557 00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:51,920 I, I, I think I've shared this in community. 558 00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:55,520 I don't think I've ever really told this story on the podcast. 559 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:59,520 If I have, it was a while ago. I used to be really nervous 560 00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:04,080 about sharing those things because I have never intended to 561 00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:13,320 have people follow me because of my natural abilities that I have 562 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:19,200 had to hone and develop. I wanted people to follow me 563 00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:22,320 because I was offering something that helped empower them. 564 00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:28,440 So yes, that was encouragement for me to keep going. 565 00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:32,160 And by the way, that same day I got a call for a job interview 566 00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:35,920 that ended up being one of the best jobs I ever had in my life, 567 00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:40,720 working for someone else. And I ended up working at a 568 00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:46,000 alcohol and drug free housing not-for-profit and that's how I 569 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:49,800 got introduced to acupuncture because they did drug treatment 570 00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:57,040 using auricular acupuncture and all staff members got access to 571 00:40:57,040 --> 00:41:02,400 free acupuncture and Chinese medicine or, you know, Eastern 572 00:41:02,400 --> 00:41:08,520 medicine, which totally changed my world because I work very 573 00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:12,400 well with Eastern medicine, specifically TCM. 574 00:41:15,120 --> 00:41:18,320 So the universe works in amazing ways. 575 00:41:18,840 --> 00:41:26,000 And arguing with God, yelling at God or the Goddess or whatever 576 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:29,320 you believe in the universe, whatever you believe in, I'm not 577 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:31,480 here to tell you what to believe. 578 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:36,160 I'm here to help you understand that what you believe matters. 579 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:42,600 But it's OK to have those arguments. 580 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:45,560 It's OK to scream. It's not fair. 581 00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:51,680 But you also have to be open to receiving the support and the 582 00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:59,600 the love and the light. And it can be blinding. 583 00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,600 And no, my left eye didn't go blind because of that instant. 584 00:42:03,600 --> 00:42:08,760 It's a genetic thing. So how do you know when it's you 585 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:10,160 or the collective? It's both. 586 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:13,320 If it's you, you'll know when you feel in. 587 00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:15,240 You have to take a moment. You have to pause. 588 00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:19,640 That's one of the things I teach in the work by Lori Rivers is 589 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:23,720 learning to observe without judgement, to step down. 590 00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:25,920 How do I feel? What's my breathing like? 591 00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:32,160 How do I want to feel? How do I want to feel? 592 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:34,440 Well, I don't want to feel like this. 593 00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:37,320 OK, well what's the next best thing I can get to? 594 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:43,640 You know, what's one thing I can do right now to move me forward? 595 00:42:44,240 --> 00:42:47,320 And that could be doing the laundry, it could be cleaning 596 00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:50,160 out the car, it could be getting in the car and taking a drive or 597 00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:54,520 going to the grocery store. I always bring up very mundane, 598 00:42:54,560 --> 00:43:00,000 simple things because 90% of the time you're going to get told 599 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,640 take a bubble bath and bubble bath can do it too. 600 00:43:04,640 --> 00:43:08,800 But sometimes you just need to get up and move your body to 601 00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:12,720 shift to the next best thing so you can clear. 602 00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:17,960 And understanding how to clear your energy is really important. 603 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:22,280 And I don't think I have a meditation on that in the 604 00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:24,520 Patreon, but I will put one out this week. 605 00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:29,760 OK, I will put out a guided meditation on clearing your 606 00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:32,040 energy centers. All right, how's that for a 607 00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:34,960 deal? And if you're in my community 608 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:38,360 and I don't have it out by Thursday, remind me because half 609 00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:40,600 the time by the time I'm done recording the podcast, I'm like, 610 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:44,720 what the hell did I say? But I will put one out this week 611 00:43:44,720 --> 00:43:48,440 to help you clear your own energy centers and then zip 612 00:43:48,440 --> 00:43:52,040 yourself up for a little bit. You know it. 613 00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:55,600 There's no perfect defense and there's no perfect way to be 614 00:43:55,600 --> 00:43:58,960 spiritual. And there's no these, these 615 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:03,600 false parameters do a lot of damage. 616 00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:07,400 This is what good people do. This is what bad people do. 617 00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:09,200 These people are going to heaven. 618 00:44:09,200 --> 00:44:12,200 These people are going to hell when we're making that right now 619 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:16,680 in our reality, because the universe is energy. 620 00:44:17,600 --> 00:44:23,640 And again, this is my show and I'm going to proselytize my 621 00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:30,200 understanding. And we get to work with energy 622 00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:36,320 and manage our consciousness. So a lot of times, if you just 623 00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:38,200 sit with yourself and you go, is that really mine? 624 00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:40,880 The fact you're asking the question means there's probably 625 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:45,120 some kind of other you're resonating with. 626 00:44:45,240 --> 00:44:49,440 You can't absorb what you don't resonate with, OK? 627 00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:51,920 Just like you can't have an allergic reaction if you're not 628 00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:56,040 allergic to something. So consider like when we take on 629 00:44:56,040 --> 00:45:02,120 those energetical experiences or absorb it or are impacted by, 630 00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:05,720 think of it like an allergic reaction to current world 631 00:45:05,720 --> 00:45:08,320 events. Think of it like emotions are 632 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:10,200 contagious. We know that from Stanford 633 00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:13,120 University. So it could just be we're really 634 00:45:13,120 --> 00:45:18,440 open right now and we need to maybe tune down our receptivity 635 00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:21,560 and maybe up our ability to transmit. 636 00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:24,240 I was talking about that and the live stream that I mentioned 637 00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:28,520 earlier on the podcast. If you go over to the Awake 638 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:31,240 Space, you can watch it. It's for members at all levels, 639 00:45:31,240 --> 00:45:35,240 free and supporting and I talked about that. 640 00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:39,840 All right, let's Speaking of, let's do some some shout outs to 641 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,480 our community and talk about some community news because as 642 00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:48,640 always, the Awake Space members get first dibs on tickets to 643 00:45:48,640 --> 00:45:52,240 classes. And in end of April, I'll be 644 00:45:52,240 --> 00:45:56,520 teaching chart reading level 1. This will not make you a 645 00:45:56,520 --> 00:46:00,000 professional astrologer, but if you're at the stage where you 646 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:04,320 recognize the symbols and you can find things in the chart, 647 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:08,040 but when you look at the whole thing, you're overwhelmed, this 648 00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:11,000 is for you. And I teach you how to get 649 00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:15,480 started and how to take notes and make sense and organize it. 650 00:46:15,840 --> 00:46:20,560 And it's a huge mistake a lot of people do in learning astrology 651 00:46:20,560 --> 00:46:23,200 is they don't bring a methodology to it or they 652 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,920 haven't been taught it. Maybe it's not a mistake, they 653 00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:29,840 just didn't learn how. And so this is both a 654 00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:34,080 traditional technique that I learned from my teachers, but 655 00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:39,000 also from my experience on what will kind of streamline 656 00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,320 information for you. So it's chart reading level 1. 657 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:47,720 And I will be releasing tickets this week. 658 00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:54,440 And I'm also going to be having a group event of 10 people with 659 00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:58,960 me where it's an astrological consultation in a group setting. 660 00:46:59,240 --> 00:47:03,480 We did a trial run in March and it was freaking amazing. 661 00:47:03,880 --> 00:47:07,560 So empowering. Think of it like a mastermind 662 00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:14,680 process to move through problems and get support and and just get 663 00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:17,640 those answers. So everybody brings like two or 664 00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:20,360 three questions. I scheduled two hours. 665 00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:24,400 I went a little over. I never short people on time. 666 00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:29,320 I always go over. But anyway that I will be 667 00:47:29,320 --> 00:47:36,880 releasing to patrons and then to clients and then to the public 668 00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:40,960 because there's only 10 spots. If this is something people 669 00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:44,320 really want, I'll probably open up maybe like two groups a month 670 00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:48,360 for right now and I'll be opening up some one-on-one 671 00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:50,800 readings. But the groups are nice because 672 00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:54,040 a lot of times if you just have a question about moving, career, 673 00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:58,480 things like that, I can answer that in like 15 minutes. 674 00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:01,080 You don't need a whole hour, you know? 675 00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,680 And so I was like, well, let's do up to 10 people and see how 676 00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:06,640 it goes. It's a more affordable option 677 00:48:06,640 --> 00:48:09,560 and it's a way that the people who'd really like to work with 678 00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:13,280 me but really can't do the one on ones have an opportunity to 679 00:48:13,280 --> 00:48:19,560 get in. But anyway, let's talk about the 680 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:24,560 people who support this podcast. I don't think it's it this 681 00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:26,840 month, but you can start getting your hopes. 682 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:31,600 Out All right. Big thanks to Susie Siobhan, 683 00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:40,920 Ronica Marcy Christie Zen, Jenny Black Cat, Lori Caitlin Kate BMP 684 00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:52,360 Sarah Chantelle Simply Sugar News Mochi Cat NIV 759 DP Frey 685 00:48:52,360 --> 00:49:00,360 Noelani Nat K Heather Stapling Dora, Sarah or Sarah. 686 00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:06,200 Bertie Nester Samantha Kristen Jocelyn Jared Janelle. 687 00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:11,120 No way. Jose Ottomac Jordan Melissa 688 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:17,440 Joanna Ella Jen. Jewelsphere Amber Shania 689 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,960 Artemio. That's a beautiful name. 690 00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:30,280 Artemio Jay Mintz, Jackie, Leia, Jillian and CM Ciara. 691 00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:35,480 Selena. yo-yo. Peppermint Jazz, Olga Sara Sara 692 00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:44,280 Bobara Amanda Alina Ariana Lupa Justin Kelly Orin Chen. 693 00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:47,680 Just as 3. Three. 694 00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:53,400 That's the username. Just as 33 Mark, Sarah, Hana, 695 00:49:53,400 --> 00:50:01,480 Megumi, Lauren, Melissa, Cara, Mina, Gray, IP, Becca and Jenny. 696 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:06,320 All right, guys, I'm going to say if you've had trouble 697 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:11,400 accessing the community because it says your payment was 698 00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:14,360 declined, if you've been using Apple, I'm going to be putting a 699 00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:17,320 form out to free and paid members. 700 00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:21,600 Please fill it out because it's going to go to Patreon. 701 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:24,880 I'm working with them to see what's going on. 702 00:50:25,240 --> 00:50:27,880 OK? People have been having problems 703 00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:31,760 and it's a technical issue. I'm I don't kick people. 704 00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:33,720 You know, if you want to be there, great. 705 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:35,880 If you want to leave, great. I don't have a problem with 706 00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,040 that. But I've had enough reports that 707 00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:42,440 I'm throwing out a Google form to get for you guys on Tuesday. 708 00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:46,320 So look for it. OK, Tuesday, look for it. 709 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:56,080 All righty. OK, let's move on to wind up and 710 00:50:56,080 --> 00:50:57,880 talking about April. This is going to be a long 711 00:50:57,880 --> 00:51:04,600 podcast, so I'll talk a little bit about April and I'll give an 712 00:51:04,600 --> 00:51:07,360 overview of the full moon. If you want the full meal deal, 713 00:51:07,720 --> 00:51:09,400 you can check it out in the Patreon. 714 00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,840 I don't think it's it this month, but you can start getting 715 00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:26,520 your hopes up. Well, my loves, Well, yeah, 716 00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:30,440 April coming up and, and it's intense. 717 00:51:31,720 --> 00:51:34,320 I know we're all tired of it being intense. 718 00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:37,760 And I everybody's like, don't you have any good news? 719 00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:42,960 Yes, I do. Humanity is going through an 720 00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:47,080 initiation. Humanity is evolving. 721 00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:49,720 That's good news. The getting through an 722 00:51:49,720 --> 00:51:54,640 initiation can be a lot for the individuals as well as the 723 00:51:54,640 --> 00:52:00,800 collective. As much as we said no one is 724 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:05,080 coming to save you, and a lot of us did in the spiritual 725 00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:09,360 community, the energy community, the witchy community, the 726 00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:11,880 mediums, the psychics, the readers. 727 00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:13,960 We've all said it. Nobody's coming to save you 728 00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:17,960 except you. You're coming to save you, and 729 00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:23,800 that's good news. I've spent some time over the 730 00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:31,600 last couple of weeks really assessing my goals, my hopes, my 731 00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:37,040 aspirations, and even overviewing my accomplishments. 732 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:42,320 And yay technology. Yay technology. 733 00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:49,920 Because this now 56 almost 57 year old woman has built 734 00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:54,480 something with her own two hands, which no wonder my thumbs 735 00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:59,920 gave out. It was literally a metaphor of 736 00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:04,880 you have done what you can do to get you here. 737 00:53:05,200 --> 00:53:08,920 It's time to reorder and restructure because you can't 738 00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:13,560 carry more. You have to shift things, go to 739 00:53:13,560 --> 00:53:18,800 the next space. Just like the warnings are over, 740 00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:22,160 right? It's time to do something new 741 00:53:22,160 --> 00:53:24,160 now. The podcast isn't going to end. 742 00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:26,160 We are going to turn it up a notch. 743 00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:30,200 That's what we're going to do. We're going to turn it up a 744 00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:35,960 notch. I'm really excited about the 745 00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:41,560 book and it is the first time I've had other really good 746 00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:44,640 ideas, things I could have trademarked because they really 747 00:53:44,640 --> 00:53:48,480 did have a value. But I was like, I don't want to 748 00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:51,120 have to defend it because you have to defend a trademark. 749 00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:56,880 And when you find yourself on the phone with someone and 750 00:53:57,640 --> 00:54:00,680 they're saying, you know, you do have to defend it, but yours is 751 00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:03,960 very defensible. I said I would cut someone for 752 00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:08,840 this. This is a lifetime of work. 753 00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:13,120 A lifetime. This isn't just a really good 754 00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:16,880 idea I was able to leverage, It's a lifetime. 755 00:54:17,160 --> 00:54:22,040 It's a journey. And no, I'm not OK with somebody 756 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:25,040 else. I've had people steal my work 757 00:54:25,040 --> 00:54:29,440 many, many times. Even every two years, many, many 758 00:54:29,440 --> 00:54:32,200 times. Take my ideas. 759 00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:36,160 Take my language. There are people listening to 760 00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:39,280 this podcast right now who copy my content on TikTok. 761 00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:44,080 You could give me credit. It'd be nice. 762 00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:47,960 I don't fight him. I don't send takedown notices. 763 00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:53,520 I will over this because it's groundbreaking and it's world 764 00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:57,480 changing and I want the integrity of the work to stand. 765 00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:01,160 That's kind of where we're going into in April. 766 00:55:02,280 --> 00:55:04,720 I'm thinking the song that just popped into my head, that's one 767 00:55:04,720 --> 00:55:07,280 of the ways my guides actually work with me is they'll send me 768 00:55:07,280 --> 00:55:13,480 songs and I got stand and deliver, Stand and deliver. 769 00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:18,480 It's an old 80s song. Stand and deliver. 770 00:55:18,760 --> 00:55:24,280 You got to stand for something, Stand for you. 771 00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:28,800 Remember I talked about life not being a participation sport. 772 00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:32,400 We have Mars moving into Aries in April. 773 00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:37,840 It's time to show up. It doesn't have to be go big or 774 00:55:37,840 --> 00:55:42,040 go home. It show up for what matters. 775 00:55:42,360 --> 00:55:45,200 So let's take a look at the April astrology and I'll talk a 776 00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:47,520 little bit about the full moon. But if you want the full meal 777 00:55:47,520 --> 00:55:51,400 deal, you'll have to head over to the Awake Space community to 778 00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:56,000 get that exclusive content because we're already sitting at 779 00:55:56,000 --> 00:56:00,640 an hour. All right, let me get it and I'm 780 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:07,760 just going to read a little bit. April's all about all about 781 00:56:08,080 --> 00:56:12,240 consolidating resources. It isn't about austerity. 782 00:56:12,240 --> 00:56:14,520 It's looking at what you've got. You know, like when you have a 783 00:56:14,520 --> 00:56:17,080 million subscriptions and you forget it and you need to 784 00:56:17,080 --> 00:56:20,480 consolidate, put it all together, deal with it that way. 785 00:56:20,920 --> 00:56:24,000 So it's looking at like, what are your duplicates? 786 00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:27,040 What can you, what do you really need? 787 00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:31,040 But it's about being conscious. And I'm not just talking about 788 00:56:31,040 --> 00:56:37,800 money, OK? It's about like if things are in 789 00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:40,960 cupboards or drawers, they cease to exist. 790 00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:45,200 So when you consolidate resources, it's about, you know, 791 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:50,640 how many pairs of black hoodies do you need or sweatshirts, 792 00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:54,040 right? So stability grows from 793 00:56:54,040 --> 00:56:59,120 conscious structure. You reclaim energy or money 794 00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:01,240 you've been leaking out in the world. 795 00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:04,600 That's, that's what April's big idea is all about. 796 00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:09,880 Again, at the $5 level, you guys are getting this whole video 797 00:57:09,880 --> 00:57:15,800 that I recorded in 2025 as part of your membership Bunnies and 798 00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:19,240 you, as long as you're a member, you can stream it on Patreon. 799 00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:23,600 We start the month with the full moon on the first. 800 00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:26,200 Pranks aren't going to go well at all. 801 00:57:28,800 --> 00:57:33,080 Not at all. April 3rd we have Mercury train 802 00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:36,920 Jupiter and Venus square Pluto. I think this could be some 803 00:57:36,920 --> 00:57:42,840 really big leaks. I think this could be to do with 804 00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:47,000 banking as well. The Sun is square Jupiter on the 805 00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:50,280 5th and Mars is sextile Uranus on the 8th. 806 00:57:50,280 --> 00:57:55,960 This is all very spicy energy. And then on the 9th Mars 807 00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:59,680 ingresses into Aries. It's a wild month. 808 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:03,280 Mars and Neptune are going to catch up together. 809 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,600 That's in Aries. Such as a whole lot. 810 00:58:06,600 --> 00:58:09,280 Although I think there could be a music release that is just 811 00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:13,920 freaking like an anthem. Venus's sextile, Jupiter on the 812 00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:16,040 13th, that could be some good stuff. 813 00:58:16,480 --> 00:58:23,440 That could be some good stuff. That could be, it could be that 814 00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:28,200 moneyed interest start pushing for change. 815 00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:34,360 And then Mercury moves into Aries on the 14th and then we 816 00:58:34,360 --> 00:58:42,640 have the Aries New Moon on April 27th at 27°. 817 00:58:42,640 --> 00:58:47,520 So end of the sign, we've been having a lot of end of sign new 818 00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:49,680 Moon. So it's like not a new project, 819 00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:53,640 it's a current project that we're moving to completion 820 00:58:53,680 --> 00:58:56,080 energy. And I'll talk about that more as 821 00:58:56,080 --> 00:59:00,360 we go into there. It's wild. 822 00:59:01,040 --> 00:59:03,480 I'm just gonna, I'll give you a little bit. 823 00:59:03,520 --> 00:59:05,160 I'll give you a little teaser on this. 824 00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:10,400 So April first starts with a bang in the international 825 00:59:10,400 --> 00:59:13,560 banking sector. This could be a large loss by a 826 00:59:13,560 --> 00:59:16,920 bank like Deutsche Bank or Credit Suisse, something like 827 00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:18,600 that's one of the big, big banks. 828 00:59:19,040 --> 00:59:22,560 Oregon, a private equity fund. Maybe BlackRock gets hit hard. 829 00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:27,080 That'd be a shame. Could be issues with mortgages 830 00:59:27,080 --> 00:59:30,480 or bond markets. If Donald Trump and notice the 831 00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:33,160 language, if Donald Trump is still present. 832 00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:36,080 Remember, I wrote this in June of 2025. 833 00:59:36,520 --> 00:59:38,480 He is struggling with his health. 834 00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:42,600 He has very little support left in the first week of April. 835 00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:46,240 Early April also sees significant weather events with 836 00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:49,880 cycling weather, big rain, erosion events and unseasonable 837 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:52,440 storms. Could be tropical storms, a 838 00:59:52,440 --> 00:59:56,120 cyclone again lookout in the Southern hemisphere, or an early 839 00:59:56,120 --> 00:59:58,920 hurricane. We could see whistleblowers or 840 00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:01,560 leaks. Damning information comes out 841 01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:03,960 about CEOs, corporations and politicians. 842 01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:07,080 This could be the Epstein files, but it could be other things. 843 01:00:07,800 --> 01:00:10,520 And then April 9th is a day of significance. 844 01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:13,880 We could see acts of war, accidents, fire of significance, 845 01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:16,560 civil unrest in more than one country. 846 01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:21,280 USA and UK see people hit the streets or protest in some way, 847 01:00:21,840 --> 01:00:24,400 violence in public spaces. The 9th and the 10th. 848 01:00:24,400 --> 01:00:26,800 This could be political uprisings in more than one 849 01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:29,800 country. I'm also looking at the Persian 850 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:34,240 Gulf states, the GCC states, Navy skirmishes in Asia or the 851 01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:38,080 Indian Ocean or near it, issues with waterways of all kinds. 852 01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:42,280 They might close down the Red Sea, you know, the hoodies might 853 01:00:42,280 --> 01:00:45,520 do that. So it could be marine transport 854 01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:48,000 is disrupted. We could see a stop in some ways 855 01:00:48,000 --> 01:00:50,760 that will get us closer to ending things than anything 856 01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:54,520 else. And remember again, I wrote 857 01:00:54,520 --> 01:01:04,160 these in May and June of 2025. For 2026, we're going to see the 858 01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:08,080 temperatures reach historic levels just like they did in 859 01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:11,280 March. Heat indexes are off the charts. 860 01:01:11,280 --> 01:01:14,320 We could see rolling brownouts or blackouts. 861 01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:18,240 So if you live in a big city that is prone to that during hot 862 01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:22,080 weather, please be advised and be prepared to manage through 863 01:01:22,080 --> 01:01:28,960 that. Forewarned is forearmed. 864 01:01:28,960 --> 01:01:30,920 But here I'll leave you with this. 865 01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:35,440 This is not all that's on these slides, but a significant event 866 01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:39,680 on April 23rd. This is good economic news, 867 01:01:39,680 --> 01:01:43,120 could be in response to a new invention, a solution to a 868 01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:47,080 current world problem, or better than expected crop yields in 869 01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:51,360 certain countries. So and I had Ukraine there and 870 01:01:51,360 --> 01:01:56,640 then the Venus conjunct Uranus in Gemini because it pops into 871 01:01:56,640 --> 01:02:01,640 Gemini. But when Venus in Gemini is 872 01:02:01,640 --> 01:02:04,520 conjunct Uranus in Gemini, we could see a love fest. 873 01:02:04,960 --> 01:02:06,760 You know, it could be really cold. 874 01:02:07,080 --> 01:02:10,400 It could be a protest that's really artistic or really vocal. 875 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:16,080 It could be like a concert or very verbal protest. 876 01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:20,240 Signs will be on will be absolute fire, chef's kiss and 877 01:02:20,240 --> 01:02:23,040 full of puns. We could also see a hacking or 878 01:02:23,040 --> 01:02:26,000 hackathon that leads to something that benefits 879 01:02:26,000 --> 01:02:28,000 humanity. So we'll see. 880 01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:31,760 Maybe the hackers take something down, something harmful to us is 881 01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:33,880 my question there. Anyway, if you want to know the 882 01:02:33,880 --> 01:02:38,800 whole thing, you can get it as a patron at the $5 level and up. 883 01:02:40,760 --> 01:02:43,480 Check it out. There's a lot more that there's 884 01:02:43,480 --> 01:02:57,360 like 4 slides. 123, yeah, yeah. 444 slides for predictions for 885 01:02:57,360 --> 01:03:03,240 April. Oh, what a time to be alive. 886 01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:08,000 And the final slide after the four slides of predictions is 887 01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:13,120 how to be prepared for April. And so it's a very, very active 888 01:03:13,120 --> 01:03:15,720 month. Please be careful of falling for 889 01:03:15,720 --> 01:03:18,600 propaganda. Don't just believe politicians 890 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:20,640 and what they say. They're going to use rhetoric. 891 01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:21,960 They're going to use pretty words. 892 01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:23,880 They're going to try to scare people. 893 01:03:24,160 --> 01:03:25,800 They're going to use harsh words. 894 01:03:26,720 --> 01:03:29,160 Leopards do not change their spots. 895 01:03:29,160 --> 01:03:31,760 I get very concerned when people are like, oh, I'm confused. 896 01:03:31,760 --> 01:03:34,120 I never liked Tucker Carlson, but he's making sense now. 897 01:03:34,120 --> 01:03:36,560 And I like him. And I'm like, he's still the 898 01:03:36,560 --> 01:03:42,160 same schmuck, OK? Don't fall for the good guy with 899 01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:44,720 promises. Look at their history, a record 900 01:03:44,720 --> 01:03:47,560 of action, and follow the money. You look at that at 901 01:03:47,560 --> 01:03:51,320 opensecrets.org. Be prepared for big weather 902 01:03:51,320 --> 01:03:54,320 systems. Get walkie talkies for family 903 01:03:54,320 --> 01:03:57,360 members, especially those of you who may have power outages. 904 01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:00,640 OK? Be prepared for school closures 905 01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:03,520 due to political unrest or natural events. 906 01:04:03,520 --> 01:04:07,600 This is global, it is not just in the United States. 907 01:04:07,600 --> 01:04:11,560 But we could see them throw ice out in the communities again. 908 01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:15,760 Again, I prefer my bourbon neat. Have games and books on hand 909 01:04:15,760 --> 01:04:19,400 just in case of power outages. Make sure you've got stuff for 910 01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:24,080 the the pets and the kids. And opinions are not facts. 911 01:04:24,120 --> 01:04:27,840 Just remember that everybody's has an opinion, but opinions are 912 01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:30,440 not fact. The well, I believe this. 913 01:04:30,440 --> 01:04:32,560 That's great. You believe that it is not a 914 01:04:32,560 --> 01:04:35,480 fact. That's why when people tell me I 915 01:04:35,480 --> 01:04:38,040 don't believe in astrology, I'm like, that's great. 916 01:04:38,040 --> 01:04:42,040 It's not a belief system. It's not about belief. 917 01:04:42,280 --> 01:04:46,680 You don't have to believe in the moon to know it has a 29 day 918 01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:50,960 cycle. You don't have to believe in the 919 01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:54,880 orbit of the planets. You don't have to believe in 920 01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:57,400 that. It happens and we have enough 921 01:04:57,400 --> 01:05:01,480 data correlated to know essentially what the themes are 922 01:05:01,480 --> 01:05:06,360 when these things happen. We know astrology's like 5000 923 01:05:06,360 --> 01:05:09,320 years old and it's documented because astrologers could read 924 01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:13,680 and write. I know it's not a big deal now. 925 01:05:13,760 --> 01:05:18,960 It was a big dealio at the time. OK, And then I'm going to say 926 01:05:18,960 --> 01:05:22,040 start working on discernment if you haven't already. 927 01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:24,400 I'm building your bullshit meters. 928 01:05:24,400 --> 01:05:27,400 And this, of course, was me talking about that last year in 929 01:05:27,400 --> 01:05:29,840 2025. But if you haven't built your 930 01:05:29,840 --> 01:05:35,200 bullshit meter, work on it. But yeah, April, April, the 931 01:05:35,200 --> 01:05:37,200 weather's volatile. I think we're going to see some 932 01:05:37,200 --> 01:05:40,200 very severe weather, especially in the Southeast, the United 933 01:05:40,200 --> 01:05:45,320 States, the Gulf of Mexico, the Gulf of Mexico. 934 01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:50,480 I think the Panama Canal could be looking at stuff, but there 935 01:05:50,480 --> 01:05:53,600 is good stuff too. There is an uncommonly good day, 936 01:05:53,600 --> 01:05:57,720 April 23rd. Don't try to guess. 937 01:05:57,800 --> 01:06:02,200 I don't know it involves Uranus. It could come out of left field. 938 01:06:03,280 --> 01:06:07,040 I think it's economic and we'll see. 939 01:06:07,480 --> 01:06:11,480 We'll see what? Let's talk about that full moon. 940 01:06:11,600 --> 01:06:14,520 I don't think it's it this month, but you can start getting 941 01:06:14,520 --> 01:06:18,040 your hopes up. Well, the full moon is at 12° of 942 01:06:18,040 --> 01:06:20,120 Libra. That's midway through the sign. 943 01:06:21,000 --> 01:06:27,960 And it's, you know, Libra is not a passive energy. 944 01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:30,920 I think it's a pretty spicy meatball. 945 01:06:31,680 --> 01:06:34,080 I do. I think it's a pretty spicy 946 01:06:34,080 --> 01:06:38,640 meatball and it doesn't really help out the dumpster. 947 01:06:39,000 --> 01:06:43,960 That is especially before the full moon. 948 01:06:44,600 --> 01:06:52,080 So when the moon's in Libra when it's around 8°, it challenges it 949 01:06:52,080 --> 01:06:57,720 challenges the dumpsters Mercury and Mercury governs our brain. 950 01:06:58,760 --> 01:07:02,080 He already has Saturn putting stress on that Mercury. 951 01:07:02,080 --> 01:07:05,880 I think that's why he is talking out his ass worse than normal. 952 01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:11,200 OK sharpies anyone? If I talk about Sharpies all the 953 01:07:11,200 --> 01:07:13,160 time, would they give me $1000 pound? 954 01:07:15,080 --> 01:07:18,240 Just kidding. Oh, God. 955 01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:21,880 This is where we're at. You know, I knew it would be a 956 01:07:21,880 --> 01:07:23,680 lot. In this time period, I could 957 01:07:23,680 --> 01:07:25,600 have fathom how stupid it would be. 958 01:07:25,800 --> 01:07:29,960 OK, I I can't predict that kind of stupid. 959 01:07:30,760 --> 01:07:34,280 I just can't. I don't think that way. 960 01:07:37,600 --> 01:07:42,320 God help us all, it is going to cause restructuring in this 961 01:07:42,320 --> 01:07:45,200 country that is necessary. So we have that to look forward 962 01:07:45,200 --> 01:07:49,680 to. But any who the full moon on a 963 01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:55,360 personal level is really about looking where you're at, where 964 01:07:55,360 --> 01:08:00,120 you sell yourself short, where you have over accommodated, 965 01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:03,400 where you've given yourself away, where you've been more 966 01:08:03,400 --> 01:08:06,560 worried about other people's feelings than how you feel. 967 01:08:06,880 --> 01:08:11,680 A lot of that is displacement. And it's it's to not feel the 968 01:08:11,680 --> 01:08:14,720 feelings. You know, I'm more worried about 969 01:08:14,720 --> 01:08:17,840 this than I am about here. How do I know I have a Libra 970 01:08:17,840 --> 01:08:21,040 moon? I have a Libra moon and I'm a 971 01:08:21,040 --> 01:08:23,960 Cancer. So I'm made of feelings and I 972 01:08:24,399 --> 01:08:26,600 don't like feeling them because they're very intense. 973 01:08:27,319 --> 01:08:31,439 How's them apples? I've learned to, I built the 974 01:08:31,439 --> 01:08:35,520 skills, but I was also very impacted by how everybody else 975 01:08:35,520 --> 01:08:37,520 felt. So I didn't want to burden 976 01:08:37,520 --> 01:08:39,200 people. Codependency. 977 01:08:39,840 --> 01:08:47,200 It is a time to really, really investigate what is fair to you. 978 01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:53,720 Are you being fair to you? Are you being fair to you? 979 01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:59,040 We can blame that dirty rotten so and so for taking advantage. 980 01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:07,000 We can blame that biatch for always being in your business. 981 01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:14,520 We can blame so and so for never communicating and not listening 982 01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:18,520 at all. Why are you participating? 983 01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:22,560 And this isn't a pull yourself up by your bootstraps. 984 01:09:23,520 --> 01:09:25,399 These are questions I ask myself. 985 01:09:26,240 --> 01:09:28,120 How long do I want this to happen? 986 01:09:29,479 --> 01:09:33,080 If this person is so disrespectful they will not have 987 01:09:33,080 --> 01:09:35,720 a conversation? If they want me to play mind 988 01:09:35,720 --> 01:09:41,680 reader, If they want me to understand what's they're going 989 01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:46,279 through without taking account for what's going on in my life 990 01:09:46,279 --> 01:09:49,800 or even asking about it, why am I frustrated with them? 991 01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:53,200 You know, it's kind of like people who watch other content 992 01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:55,640 creators get big and then they're jealous because their 993 01:09:55,640 --> 01:09:58,520 content isn't popping up. Well, are you doing what that 994 01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:01,040 person's doing? And why are you so worried about 995 01:10:01,040 --> 01:10:03,080 what this other person's doing on social media? 996 01:10:03,320 --> 01:10:05,640 Why aren't you paying attention to your own self? 997 01:10:05,920 --> 01:10:07,720 Maybe your content needs to improve. 998 01:10:07,720 --> 01:10:09,360 Maybe you need to do better hooks. 999 01:10:09,360 --> 01:10:13,960 Maybe you need to film better, maybe you need to have a better 1000 01:10:13,960 --> 01:10:17,360 mic. Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, says 1001 01:10:17,360 --> 01:10:21,200 the lady who shows up in no makeup right up close because 1002 01:10:21,200 --> 01:10:27,640 she can't see on TikTok. Hey, in my defense, that last 1003 01:10:27,640 --> 01:10:32,840 video that I made was because I felt very sad. 1004 01:10:35,680 --> 01:10:38,440 This lady asked us from last week's podcast. 1005 01:10:38,440 --> 01:10:42,400 When I say the relationships that don't serve you, and she 1006 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:47,360 said, well, does your only child dying count as a relationship no 1007 01:10:47,360 --> 01:10:56,120 longer serving you? Wow, man, my heart broke right 1008 01:10:56,120 --> 01:10:58,920 there. I was like, Oh no, honey, that's 1009 01:10:58,920 --> 01:11:01,560 not what I meant. And then I thought, that's a 1010 01:11:01,560 --> 01:11:05,640 really glib statement in a text. So I responded. 1011 01:11:05,960 --> 01:11:11,040 And if you guys saw it, I think a lot of people saw it and I 1012 01:11:11,040 --> 01:11:13,400 didn't care if any. I, I, I thought about it, I was 1013 01:11:13,400 --> 01:11:15,520 like, oh, I should go comb my hair and put makeup on it. 1014 01:11:15,520 --> 01:11:17,880 And I was like, no, I don't care who else sees it. 1015 01:11:17,880 --> 01:11:22,800 This is for her. This is personal because she had 1016 01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:26,080 a beautiful child who she lost tragically. 1017 01:11:27,640 --> 01:11:29,920 And I explained those relationships don't go away 1018 01:11:29,920 --> 01:11:33,920 because they no longer serve. That relationship serves for the 1019 01:11:33,920 --> 01:11:39,200 entirety of your existence because love doesn't die. 1020 01:11:39,880 --> 01:11:41,640 It just doesn't. Love is a constant. 1021 01:11:43,400 --> 01:11:46,680 Whether we can receive that love or or not is another story. 1022 01:11:46,680 --> 01:11:49,560 That's practice, right? Because unconditional love, when 1023 01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:57,080 you truly feel, universal love, when you truly let it in, it can 1024 01:11:57,160 --> 01:12:02,400 almost hurt if you're not ready for it because you have so much 1025 01:12:02,400 --> 01:12:10,800 scar tissue and it's breaking through that and it's something 1026 01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:16,040 else. Let me tell you, waking up isn't 1027 01:12:16,040 --> 01:12:19,560 easy. Staying awake is even harder. 1028 01:12:20,840 --> 01:12:24,240 But it's worth it. It's worth it. 1029 01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:28,520 We have an aversion to pain in our society, and I'm not saying 1030 01:12:28,520 --> 01:12:32,800 go around hurting yourselves at all, but we have an aversion to 1031 01:12:32,800 --> 01:12:46,560 natural processes. And pain serves a purpose for us 1032 01:12:46,560 --> 01:12:49,320 to transition into another state of being. 1033 01:12:49,840 --> 01:12:56,080 My thumbs, they were in pain. They are mildly so now I reused 1034 01:12:56,080 --> 01:12:59,040 them a little bit like I'm lying. 1035 01:13:00,440 --> 01:13:05,280 So I'm trying to be good, but the pain let me know. 1036 01:13:05,320 --> 01:13:09,880 Stop doing what you're doing. Stop doing what you're doing. 1037 01:13:12,840 --> 01:13:16,760 And the pain of loss is a little bit different. 1038 01:13:16,760 --> 01:13:19,320 We only grieve as deep as we love. 1039 01:13:19,720 --> 01:13:21,680 And therefore that grief is a blessing. 1040 01:13:22,400 --> 01:13:25,360 And I learned that in grieving my grandmother, who I did not 1041 01:13:25,360 --> 01:13:31,400 expect to grieve as deeply as I did, but I lived with her as a 1042 01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:36,360 child because we moved in to take care of my grandparents and 1043 01:13:36,360 --> 01:13:43,920 then I lived across the street. I idolized her and she played a 1044 01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:47,200 massive role in my life. And I had her till I was 41. 1045 01:13:47,760 --> 01:13:51,600 I had lost other elderly relatives in the past, some I 1046 01:13:51,600 --> 01:13:57,080 was very close to. It's only in the last couple of 1047 01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,640 years. I can talk to her or talk about 1048 01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:02,040 her. I talk to her all the time that 1049 01:14:02,040 --> 01:14:06,680 I could talk about her without my throat closing up because of 1050 01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:10,400 the pain of the loss of this constant. 1051 01:14:13,560 --> 01:14:19,160 The pain is from resisting the loss physically and not 1052 01:14:19,160 --> 01:14:25,800 acknowledging the actual love and the the phrase you only 1053 01:14:25,800 --> 01:14:27,800 love. You only grieve as deep as you 1054 01:14:27,800 --> 01:14:32,240 love came to me when I was living in Sedona in 2018 and I 1055 01:14:32,240 --> 01:14:35,920 was driving through a monsoon and it there was a break in the 1056 01:14:35,920 --> 01:14:40,200 rain and those, you know, amazing rainbows. 1057 01:14:40,200 --> 01:14:42,480 You've never seen a rainbow unless you've seen one in 1058 01:14:42,480 --> 01:14:44,640 Sedona. That's not hype. 1059 01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:48,400 It's something else. And as the rainbow came out 1060 01:14:48,400 --> 01:14:53,040 around this corner, I was driving, I heard my grandmother 1061 01:14:53,040 --> 01:14:56,560 say you only grieve as deep as you love, Lori. 1062 01:14:56,760 --> 01:14:59,800 And oh, my Lord, you grew you love so deeply. 1063 01:15:00,360 --> 01:15:06,200 And I had to pull my car over. And when we can release the 1064 01:15:06,200 --> 01:15:10,760 pain, we can let in the love because the love doesn't die. 1065 01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:14,880 And with this full moon in Libra, you got to love you. 1066 01:15:16,640 --> 01:15:21,840 You've got to love you. Where are you giving yourself 1067 01:15:21,840 --> 01:15:23,760 away? Where are you putting yourself 1068 01:15:23,760 --> 01:15:28,880 into the hands of oppression by thinking I got to put myself in 1069 01:15:28,880 --> 01:15:33,760 this box in order to be acceptable and be in partnership 1070 01:15:33,760 --> 01:15:35,560 with others? No, you don't. 1071 01:15:35,560 --> 01:15:39,760 The right people show up. Ended it on a high note. 1072 01:15:40,600 --> 01:15:43,560 Love you, love you, love you. If you want to know more about 1073 01:15:43,560 --> 01:15:47,520 this Full Moon Energy and how to use it to your advantage, tune 1074 01:15:47,520 --> 01:15:53,800 into the Patron Only podcast that is coming out Tuesday. 1075 01:15:54,640 --> 01:15:59,520 All right, I'm Lori Rivers, and I want to thank you for 1076 01:15:59,520 --> 01:16:03,280 listening and hate. If you enjoy the program, could 1077 01:16:03,280 --> 01:16:06,440 you leave a review? Because we've had a handful of 1078 01:16:06,440 --> 01:16:08,960 people who didn't enjoy the program and left a review. 1079 01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:12,520 By the way, did you know I had a spiritual psychosis because I 1080 01:16:12,520 --> 01:16:15,760 spoke in an Elmo voice on an episode Trolling a troll. 1081 01:16:16,720 --> 01:16:20,400 Uh oh. Anyway, I would appreciate if 1082 01:16:20,400 --> 01:16:23,480 you could rate US on your favorite podcast player. 1083 01:16:23,680 --> 01:16:26,800 Thank you. Have a great week.