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Dwayne, how's it going? 
It's been a while. 

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We've been on vacations, having 
fun. 

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You've been looking at 
purchasing properties. 

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I've been in Europe. 
This is abundance. 

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Yes, yes, traveling the world. 
I love it. 

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I love it. 
I want to kind of let people 

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know if they're listening to 
this because they're like, oh, 

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you guys are just bragging and 
all that shit. 

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You know, you don't realize what
I'm going through, but everyone 

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that is listening to this is 
brilliant. 

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They're capable. 
If you have an addiction, you're

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extraordinary. 
And if you've been running on 

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this broken operating system 
that we're going to talk about 

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today and that you think 
exhaustion is normal and that 

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anxiety, the state of anxiety is
just how life is. 

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And that everything you do, you 
have to earn just the right to 

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simply be. 
And then when you try to work 

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really hard and do things, it 
always fucks life up. 

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Well, we're here to tell you 
that it's a lie. 

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It it, it's actually a complete,
total soul crushing lie. 

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You're not a victim to this old 
programming. 

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And this is kind of something 
Dwayne, I want you to get into, 

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if you don't mind this lie that 
has been meticulously programmed

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into us by well meaning parents,
especially like middle class or 

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lower class parents. 
Not saying that they're lower 

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class, but as far as like, you 
know, society is like you got to

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get the house, you got to have 
the two kids, you got to have, 

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you know, the car, the mortgage,
which is funny in in French, 

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it's more gauge, which is a 
death penalty, a death sentence.

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So I think that's funny, but 
work. 

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Work, work here, work till 
death. 

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It's this broken code that's 
been taught to you and society 

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profits from our insecurity and 
every system is designed to make

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us feel like we're not enough. 
Yeah, absolutely bro. 

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And and you know, just like you 
said, Jason and I have been able

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to to travel the world and, and 
share this with our loved ones 

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and, and be present in, in 
experiencing vacations and 

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experiencing new areas of, of, 
of growth. 

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But our lives didn't always look
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Like we, him and I both come 
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Like we come from the gutter 
bleeding. 

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Both been gutter sleeping, I 
sleeping in my car and I and I'm

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pretty. 
I don't even know if Jason had a

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car. 
What? 

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I was homeless. 
So, so, yeah, so we come from 

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the gutter and we picked 
ourselves up from nothing by the

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bootstraps and we bust our ass 
and dove deep into a personal 

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recovery journey that has now 
birthed a new life. 

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And that's why we get to share 
this with you guys and want to 

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share this with you guys that 
this is capable. 

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You're this is, it's available 
for you as well. 

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You're capable of transforming 
your life. 

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You could be in the gutter right
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That's probably why you're 
listening to us. 

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And there's potential for every 
single one of us to transform or

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alchemize that into something 
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Recovery journeys are great for 
turning absolute shit into gold.

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And some of that, some of that 
scarcity mindset or, or poverty 

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mindset that that I grew up 
with, that was just shit that 

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was pounded into me 
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You know, if my parents had 
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done better. 
If society was more awake, they 

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would have behaved more awake. 
No one can behave beyond their 

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level of consciousness. 
And so I was raised to worry 

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about money. 
I was raised in a scarcity 

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mindset household. 
I was raised where, you know, 

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I'll give you this money, but 
it's a burden. 

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It's a, it's a hassle. 
I'm pissed about it or, or I'm 

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angry I have to go to work. 
I'm upset I have to go to work. 

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You know, that type of energy 
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what I knew to bring to work 
when it was time for me to enter

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the workplace. 
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education or my experience 
surrounding being an adult meant

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this sucks, this is negative. 
I have to worry about this. 

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I have to worry about this. 
Oh my God, I'm more God, it's 

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going to it's literally going to
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This pain is going to what if we
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You know what I mean? 
So there's a, there are many, 

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many other pathways to 
experiencing life, experiencing 

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A abundance journey or recovery 
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And that's what we're going to 
talk to you guys about today. 

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Jason and I have that's, that's 
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this. 
Hey, we're, we just got back 

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from vacation and we're excited 
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live a life where that wasn't 
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Never. 
It would never be. 

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I want, I want to start off 
doing some surgery and I want to

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go in deep and, and I know it's 
going to hurt a little because 

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the truth always does. 
But on the other side, I, I 

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believe this conversation that 
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Dwayne, for those that are 
listening, is freedom. 

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And it's freedom for people that
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were a child. 
And, and if you don't mind, 

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Dwayne, I, I, I want to do this 
little practice. 

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I think it'll be kind of fun to 
start it off. 

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And I want everybody to do this.
If, if you don't mind and that's

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put your hand on your chest, can
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There's like a rhythm under our 
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That's our heartbeat, right? 
And there's something profound 

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about the heartbeat. 
This is something I had to 

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learn. 
I didn't earn it. 

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It's just there. 
You didn't have to submit an 

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application for your heart to 
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You didn't have to prove that, 
you know, we were productive 

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enough. 
I didn't have to be like loving 

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enough or kind enough or 
successful enough. 

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The lungs that are expanding my 
chest right now. 

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In fact, this morning I got up 
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You get up early too 'cause I 
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morning. 
And I was here in Santa Fe and 

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the, you know, this morning sun 
is so pink and so beautiful and 

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it rose this morning and it 
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I'm not going to shine on you 
because you were an asshole last

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night to your partner or 
whatever, you know, whatever it 

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may be. 
It just does what it does. 

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And it's the very fact that we 
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period, end of discussion, full 
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We are created beings by God and
whether we believe that we think

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we're valuable by producing or 
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I'm only safe when I'm in 
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I have to control everything or 
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I can never like, relax and rest
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haven't earned it yet. 
That's not God's voice. 

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That's not anything that has to 
do with God because abundance is

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freely given. 
It's the everywhere. 

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It's for us now. 
And it's that voice, I believe, 

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of our wounds. 
It's the voice of our 

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programming. 
It's everything that we carried 

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from our ancestors into this, 
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It's all the sins and the curses
and every person that we've ever

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dealt with in our life that's 
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probably put scarce, to be 
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it. 
And the world that we live in, 

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it's a system designed to 
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It wants to take from you and 
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And I want to hand it over to 
you because, and I know you know

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about this, but Jesus said this 
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And this is such dude, this is 
this has been really hammering 

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me the New Testament in Jesus 
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But Matthew 626 says this Jesus 
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year. 
They do not sow or reap or store

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away in barns and yet your 
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And then Jesus said this. 
Are you not much more valuable 

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than they? 
The birds didn't hustle. 

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They didn't have aposter 
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They didn't wake up at 3:00 AM 
checking your bank account, 

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wondering if they're enough and 
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They just exist and they're 
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Yes. 
What did this worth that isn't 

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conditional. 
Where did this come from do you 

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think? 
Phenomenal, bro, Phenomenal. 

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I love that we're getting into 
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too. 
Obviously, we're here in the 

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United States. 
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The West is founded on 
judeo-christian beliefs. 

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One of those Judeo-christian 
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it sprung out of the 10 
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than that is that there's 
intrinsically something sacred 

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inside each and every one of us,
a spirit, a soul, a God 

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consciousness. 
Even the worst of the worst of 

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us, even the child rapist, we 
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execute them. 
Even even the worst individuals 

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still have a right to trial, 
still have a that same intrinsic

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worth inside each and every one 
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So that's a, that's a very 
radical idea that might be a one

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of the greatest ideas in history
that, you know, there's 

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something sacred inside of each 
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You wouldn't hang out with 
somebody who didn't believe that

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you wouldn't hang out with 
somebody that mistreated you 

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like you were worthless. 
You, you wouldn't allow people 

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to be around you if they didn't 
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there's something very sacred 
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us, which obviously we believe. 
I believe is my connection to 

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God, is my connection to to 
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consciousness that dwells with 
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You know that that part of me is
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That part of me is eternal. 
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no time, that means it's 
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So I'm connected to something 
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And if that eternal 
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birth or death, what am I really
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It's like it could, it could get
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Like it could get really bad. 
You could even die in this meat 

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suit in this 3D dimension. 
But the consciousness will live 

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on, that's going to go, that's 
going to go to the next 

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experience, that's going to go 
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That's who we are inside. 
And obviously it's very 

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difficult if I get stuck in the 
thinking mind to just be in the 

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3D dimensional existence and 
worry and, and, and, and have 

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scarcity and Oh my God, what if,
what if something and death 

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anxiety, What if something 
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What if something happens to us?
What if happens to my money, my 

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bank account? 
Worry, worry, worry. 

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Eckhart Tolle, one of our 
favorite teachers when it comes 

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to this type of stuff, he says 
worry pretends to be necessary. 

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It pretends to be necessary 
because it hijacks my thinking. 

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I can't be in the present 
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I'm ping ponging around in my 
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Worry, worry, worry, worry. 
And then when I'm worrying, I 

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cannot simultaneously be of use 
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Not in the present moment. 
Yes, maybe, maybe that worry 

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could benefit someone in the 
future, but I don't have access 

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to that timeline. 
God can plan something like 

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that. 
I can't plan something like 

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that. 
However I am, I'm interested in 

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living a life of abundance Now 
on this recovery journey, I am 

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interested in not being in fight
or flight and terrified all the 

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time. 
So that also means I'm dedicated

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to the present moment. 
That also means I'm willing to 

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put my energy where it can be 
useful. 

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You know, some of the great, 
great teachings that we'll get 

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into very similar to this, to 
the Sermon on the Mount. 

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When have I ever not been able 
to pay for myself or my family? 

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Like have I ever not been able 
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That might be a reality for some
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For me, it was in the past, but 
once I committed to recovery 

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journey and got my act together 
and was I was employable at that

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point before, you know, I 
couldn't really hold down a job.

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I wasn't really employable, but 
once I plugged into a recovery 

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journey and and became somewhat 
accountable for my behavior, my 

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actions, my words, I have never 
not been able to pay my bills 

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since. 
I have never not been able to 

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pay my bills. 
And that was one of my early 

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prayers in recovery, one of my 
early mantras. 

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I have never not been able to 
pay my bills or take care of 

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myself or my family. 
I have never not been able to 

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take care of myself or my 
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So we start stuck plugging into 
the present moment and asking 

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God to shine His light on the 
fear surrounding the scarcity. 

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You know, it's important to 
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such a thing as financial 
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another thing as fear of 
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Those are not necessarily the 
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Yes. 
That doesn't mean that's the 

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same thing. 
So I have a lot of fear of 

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financial insecurity even though
all my bills are getting paid. 

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So that would be the opposite of
the birds in the air and the 

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lilies in the field. 
They're taken care of. 

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Why do I think, why do I think 
I'm not going to be taken care 

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of? 
And then it's helpful too. 

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You could crack the ego open. 
The ego is the part of me that 

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worries. 
The ego is the part of me that's

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fearful that judges that is in 
scarcity. 

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You can crack the ego open by 
with comedy and one, one form of

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comedic leaf relief is, well, I 
don't think God saved you from 

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drowning just to kill you on the
beach. 

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He already saved me from the 
hard part, bro, my addiction was

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kicking my ass. 
I was dying. 

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We were in the hospital. 
We were like as close to death 

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as I ever want to get from my 
addiction. 

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And so that propelled me 
forward. 

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That propelled me in a different
direction. 

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That propelled me towards 
seeking solution. 

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And what I found in that seeking
was God was it was it was a 

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power greater than myself. 
Why would that same power want 

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to then kill me on the beach 
after saving me? 

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It's like, no, he lifted me up 
out of nothing. 

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And his and and I believe wants 
me to continue down that path, 

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wants me to continue to evolve 
and grow. 

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If we continue to evolve and 
grow, we can be of more service 

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to more people. 
Extending the grace that was. 

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Given. 
Yes, exactly. 

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Exactly. 
I I kind of want to get into the

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scarcity operating system and 
explain it to people how it's 

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affecting their addiction, as 
you were saying there. 

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But I got the, I got the new 
iPhone here and this is 

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interesting. 
Yeah, this is interesting. 

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I they, they said, would you 
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program? 
And I was like, yeah, beta 

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sounds cool. 
I get the latest, newest stuff 

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and it's so I downloaded it into
my phone, right. 

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Well, my battery started 
draining really fast, like crazy

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fast. 
We'll come to find out there was

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a bug in the iOS operating 
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So it didn't matter how many 
apps I downloaded it, it would 

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just drain my battery if I 
deleted stuff. 

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And and it's I was like, 
something's wrong with my phone.

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There was nothing wrong with my 
phone. 

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It was the operating system. 
And it's the same with us. 

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We've been running on scarcity 
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our programming and it corrupts 
everything and that's what's 

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created the addiction. 
And, and I want to explain the 

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scarcity code real quick and, 
and, and, and then I'll hand it 

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over to you. 
But like hoarding things we 

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don't need just in case. 
Addicts are really good at that.

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Driving across town, this is 1 
to save $2.00 on gas. 

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And I didn't even realize, 
Dwayne, that I was wasting $10 

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worth of my time because I'm not
good enough, I'm not valuable 

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enough. 
So, so that $2.00 thing had to 

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become an issue because I'm not 
worthy or I'm not good enough. 

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I, I have to save this $2.00. 
I never even thought about my 

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time as being of something and 
then feeling guilty when I would

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buy something. 
So when I would buy something, 

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my attic part would come out and
it would be like gambling, like 

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the addiction of buying, buying,
buying, getting packages, 

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Amazon, everything else. 
And then no matter how much I 

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have, there's this feeling of 
never enough. 

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And one of the emotional 
scarcities that I had was, you 

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know, trying to feel love or, or
feel emotions because I couldn't

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because I always. 
So like you said, the worry was 

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there and there's a limited 
resource, you know, like she's 

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going to fuck me over or, you 
know, I'm going to get into a 

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business partnership and they're
going to fuck me over, you know.

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And then there was this time 
scarcity too, was I could never 

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rest. 
I had to keep my nervous system 

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at the fight or flight because I
would always have guilt, you 

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know, And it wasn't that I 
didn't have time. 

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It's that I didn't believe I 
deserved time, you know, Do you 

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see what I'm saying? 
And and then there's this. 

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The addicts always have. 
This is self worth scarcity is 

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that we need external validation
to feel OK. 

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I need you to tell me that I'm 
doing OK. 

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I need you to tell me I need 
this person to love me this 

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certain way so I feel OK. 
It's really important for an 

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addict to feel OK. 
Well, where's that coming from? 

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It's self worth scarcity and 
then this perfectionism. 

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I, I was trying to, to be the 
best employee, trying to be the 

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number one thing, you know, 
after I got through my addiction

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and being homelessness, I would 
just transferred it to this 

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because I had a fear of being 
found out that I would be a 

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fraud, that if they knew the 
real me, they would think, Oh my

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God, this guy's all fucked up. 
And then I always had this voice

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of like, who do you think you 
really are, Jason? 

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And scarcity isn't about what 
you have. 

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And you said this scarcity isn't
about what you have. 

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It's about how you think. 
And, and, and let me stop right 

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there. 
I'm I'm going to hand it over to

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you and then we'll get into, I 
have some research from 

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Princeton and Harvard about 
this. 

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That is not woo woo. 
So, but what do you think about 

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that? 
Scarcity isn't about what you 

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have. 
It's about how you think. 

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That's phenomenal. 
Yeah, that's phenomenal. 

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One one of our other comedic 
jokes is you know my brain is a 

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is a two-part factory. 
One part manufacturers the 

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bullshit and the other half buys
it. 

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Yes. 
Yes. 

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And so I'm always talking to 
myself in my head. 

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We called the itty bitty shitty 
committee and that, that that's 

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a big committee. 
It's hard to quiet that 

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committee down. 
You know, it's judgmental, it's 

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worrisome, especially, 
especially surrounding finances.

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There are great, great tools 
that we have available to us on 

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a spiritual journey, especially 
when it comes to money. 

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You know, big problems in life 
happen in relationships, big 

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problems in life happen in 
finances and big problems in 

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life happen in families. 
And you know, we get to look at 

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all of those areas once we we 
start to recover and we get, get

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to bring our best version of us 
forward in those areas. 

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It's they're extremely helpful, 
like you said, brother, to 

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initially just start spotting 
the thoughts. 

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We talk about this all the time.
You know, I have to be able to 

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see the crazy thinking. 
I have to have some part of me 

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that's capable of observing 
these scarcity mindset thoughts.

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Again, Eckhart Tolle calls that 
the observer. 

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Which part of me knows? 
That's a scary thought. 

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That's a judgmental thought. 
Oh, there's a scarcity mindset 

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thought. 
That has to be my soul. 

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That has to be my spirit. 
That has to be my consciousness.

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Human beings have different 
parts, and often those parts 

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don't always communicate well 
with one another. 

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So I have my ego and I have my 
spirit, and my ego is the part 

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of me that's terrified or or 
ready to fight or keeping score 

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or judging. 
And that's also the part of me 

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that says I can't buy the 
spinach. 

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It's fucking $3.85 now. 
It used to be two. 

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It used to be two. 
A Don't talk about ground beef, 

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Jay. 
That's up to shoot. 

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That's almost $20. 
It used to be thirteen, you know

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what I mean? 
So that's my ego. 

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That's my ego saying what the 
hell? 

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My body's not worth 20. 
Dollars, yes, yes, exactly this 

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temple. 
I couldn't possibly spend $20 on

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the 1 meat suit that I get for 
this lifetime. 

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So I have my ego and it just, 
it's just, it is a strategy to 

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get through life with my ego 
forefront, but it's a losing 

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strategy. 
That strategy puts me in fear. 

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That strategy puts me in 
superiority. 

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That strategy puts me in lack 
mindset, scarcity mindset, 

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especially around finances. 
I Oh my God, avocados 78 cents. 

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I can't buy that. 
That's they used to be $0.50. 

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I'm complaining about less than 
$0.25. 

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Bro, I don't even carry 
quarters. 

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Like I'm not going to carry 1/4.
What the fuck does it matter? 

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But my mind will still go there.
So then there's the spirit part 

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of me. 
There's the spirit part of me 

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that says, yeah, but you're 
connected to source. 

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Yeah. 
But you're a genuine creator. 

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You can create more money. 
What's your answer? 

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What's our answer to inflation, 
man? 

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Everything went up in price. 
Yeah. 

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Our answer to inflation is make 
more money. 

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You, you can find ways to be 
successful. 

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We can channel that part of us 
that is all or nothing in the 

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right direction. 
And then of course, invite God 

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in for some balance that makes 
us very useful in business. 

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You know, businesses will bend 
over backwards for someone 

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willing to work hard, show up 
early, do their best, motivate 

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others, and be honest. 
Are you kidding me? 

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Like you, You know how 60% of 
managers, Jay, cost their 

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business money? 
60% are are are are hurt, are 

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detrimental to the business. 
And those are just the managers.

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And that is higher for normal 
employees, so don't. 

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Bro, the CEO of Ford was on 
CNBC, the stock stuff. 

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I watched CEO of Ford, Ford 
Motor Company. 

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He said this the other day and 
I'm going to hand it back to you

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after this. 
He said. 

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He said I have hundreds of job 
positions open up that are over 

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$120,000 a year. 
Like mechanics are working on 

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the line. 
He goes as far as mechanics goes

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that we need at Ford, we need 
mechanics, he said. 

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You know how many people's 
applied here the last month? 

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0. 
Jesus. 

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Think about that bro, $120,000 
and he can't get anybody to 

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apply. 
He's like we're we're hurting. 

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These factories are needing more
and more people that like you 

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said, they need somebody honest.
That'll show up. 

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And, and the beautiful part 
about addicts is when we get our

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shit together, we're perfect 
employees. 

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We're the best employees. 
We, we, we, we lap people. 

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We we kind of spin circles 
around than everyone else 

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because we're all or nothing. 
It's like, OK, I'm going to put 

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my best into this. 
So anyways, that's that would be

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my spirit that I can channel my 
spirit in the appropriate way 

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surrounding finances. 
Obviously, first I have to catch

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the thought. 
The thought comes from the egoic

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mind. 
Worry about this. 

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If I caught it, then I don't 
have to go down the rabbit hole 

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with it. 
I don't have to identify with 

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the thought. 
The Matt Con version is I want 

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my ego to come to my spirit and 
say, OK, the way I'm doing it 

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isn't working. 
I will serve you, let's do it 

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your way. 
And then my spirit says 

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something like thank you. 
I will bless you back and as a 

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result of living a life like 
this, let's put our heart. 

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You know what? 
Love is not an emotion, bro. 

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Love is an orientation. 
Love is how I point at 

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something. 
So now let's start pointing. 

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Let's start orienting with our 
spirit. 

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Let's start pointing at 
something with love. 

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Can I point at money with love? 
Holy shit. 

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What type of a what type of a 
revelation is that? 

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I had a great spiritual teacher.
He told me, Dwayne, money is 

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just one form of God's love for 
us. 

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And I kind of, I cocked my head 
sideways. 

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What do you mean? 
I said. 

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He said, it's just one way to 
get shit done. 

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Like that's God allowing you to 
get something done. 

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And then I had, I've been so, so
blessed, bro. 

450
00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:16,320
You and me both to have good 
teachers in this realm. 

451
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:19,040
Again, you take that 
entrepreneurial spirit and you 

452
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:22,520
pray to be hungry and God will 
direct you and put you in the 

453
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:24,520
right place and with the right 
people so that you have the 

454
00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:28,120
right teachers and then you can 
educate yourself too. 

455
00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:30,960
There is great financial 
literature on how to become 

456
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,520
financially literate in regards 
to how money works. 

457
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:40,200
A simple tool for us, of course,
is send it where the need is, 

458
00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,920
wherever the need is. 
That's where I need to send my 

459
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:45,000
money. 
I need fucking gas. 

460
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:49,240
It's winter here and we're going
to be in the 30s next week. 

461
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,760
I need to pay my mortgage. 
I need to have a vehicle to get 

462
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:56,600
to work on time. 
I, my kids need to have food. 

463
00:25:57,040 --> 00:26:00,080
So send it where the need is. 
I don't necessarily need a brand

464
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:02,800
new watch. 
I don't necessarily need to be, 

465
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:04,960
you know, have all new Nike 
everything. 

466
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,560
So start sending it where the 
need is. 

467
00:26:07,560 --> 00:26:09,520
If I make that decision enough 
times. 

468
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,480
Oh my gosh, I have my bank 
account is starting. 

469
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:13,880
I'm starting to have a little 
savings here. 

470
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,760
What's going on? 
That's super simple, you know, 

471
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:19,360
send it where the need is. 
So there are a bunch of little 

472
00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:20,960
tools here. 
First you got to spot it. 

473
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,840
Then first you got to orientate 
towards the right. 

474
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,520
You have to have the right 
orientation towards money. 

475
00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:29,160
Love is a very powerful 
orientation. 

476
00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:35,440
Another great tool is human 
beings it well, in quantum in in

477
00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:38,440
quantum mechanics, you have a 
particle and you have a wave. 

478
00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:44,080
So a particle is matter and a 
wave is energy, and that energy 

479
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:49,400
is carrying information. 
What information is being 

480
00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:51,440
carried? 
When I'm thinking about money, 

481
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:54,920
bro, they don't even let me see 
it anymore. 

482
00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:56,640
It's just numbers on my cell 
phone. 

483
00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:00,240
I never hold hold the cash. 
I never hold the money. 

484
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:03,640
Like I never see it anymore. 
It's out there in in in the 

485
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:06,840
world doing stuff, generating 
more income. 

486
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,800
But the point is, I never even 
get to hold it. 

487
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:12,880
It's all energy. 
Now. 

488
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:15,600
Money is energy. 
And you know what energy is 

489
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:17,320
supposed to do? 
Energy is supposed to flow. 

490
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:19,920
It's supposed to flow in and 
it's supposed to flow out. 

491
00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:23,800
It's supposed to flow. 
So I don't get very far when I 

492
00:27:23,800 --> 00:27:26,640
choke the flow of energy with 
fear. 

493
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:31,520
I don't make a lot of money When
I choke the flow of abundance 

494
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:33,480
into my life. 
Oh my God, I'm not. 

495
00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:36,720
I'm so worried. 
This person better to hire me. 

496
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:40,960
This person better pay me more. 
I I I have to get an appropriate

497
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:44,320
orientation so that I can have 
the appropriate flow of energy. 

498
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:47,200
Did you know I'm connected to 
infinite abundance? 

499
00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:52,160
Did you know I have an infinite 
access to blue sky? 

500
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:54,720
Excellent tool too. 
If you're fucked up with money 

501
00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:57,640
right now, don't start with 
money then start with something 

502
00:27:57,640 --> 00:27:58,960
else. 
What do you have a lot of in 

503
00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:01,680
your life? 
I have infinite access to blue 

504
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,320
sky. 
Did you not have infinite access

505
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:05,680
to green grass? 
Did you not have infinite access

506
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:08,360
to an abundance of gym 
equipment? 

507
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:10,440
I have an abundance of love for 
my family. 

508
00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:12,760
Did you know I have an abundance
of love for my dog? 

509
00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:16,520
I have an abundance of access to
a nice vehicle I can drive to 

510
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,400
work. 
So start small so that you're 

511
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:22,880
getting the appropriate 
orientation and energetic flow. 

512
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:27,160
And then then start having that 
same perspective towards money 

513
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:28,960
and things will change. 
It's not going to happen 

514
00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:31,360
overnight, but you have to, you 
have to kind of go down the 

515
00:28:31,360 --> 00:28:34,360
rabbit hole with it in the 
appropriate way, appropriate 

516
00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:37,600
orientation, appropriate energy.
The universe can't help but 

517
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,600
respond if you're bleeding into 
the universe. 

518
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:44,320
I'm I'm wildly successful and 
I'm connected to infinite 

519
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:46,400
abundance. 
I'm wildly successful and I'm 

520
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:48,160
connected. 
But it can't be bullshit. 

521
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:55,560
I can't be lying to the universe
because Joe Dispenza says then 

522
00:28:55,560 --> 00:28:57,200
it just stops at your brain 
stem. 

523
00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,160
It doesn't go any further than 
your brain stem and it doesn't 

524
00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:03,800
enter the vortex. 
It can't, it can't get past, you

525
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,160
know, human beings are like a 
magnet. 

526
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:06,640
We're emitting energy all the 
time. 

527
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:09,920
It doesn't come out of my body. 
It just stops at the brain stem.

528
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:13,560
So it can't be a lie. 
I actually do have to be feeling

529
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:18,600
abundant. 
I have to be feeling worthy or 

530
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:20,920
successful. 
And so if you're not successful 

531
00:29:20,920 --> 00:29:23,360
with money, maybe you're 
successful with cleaning your 

532
00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:27,440
bathroom or you're successful 
with driving safely in traffic, 

533
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:28,880
you know, start where you can 
start. 

534
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:30,960
But the feeling does need to be 
real. 

535
00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:33,880
And then you can that will 
translate into other areas. 

536
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:38,400
Yeah, and it's so interesting 
this Princeton and Harvard, say,

537
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,520
I was telling you about both of 
them with addiction. 

538
00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:46,560
They found that the scarcity was
the main part with addiction, 

539
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:49,760
along with Trump. 
So, you know, because we want to

540
00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:52,160
numb the trauma. 
So we do the drugs, we do the 

541
00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:54,680
alcohol, we do the sex 
addiction, whatever it is, the 

542
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:56,240
gambling, whatever it is to 
numb. 

543
00:29:56,920 --> 00:30:01,960
But it stems from the scarcity 
because the scarcity impairs our

544
00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:04,760
cognitive function. 
And when our brain is 

545
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:08,320
preoccupied with not enough, 
that consumes all the mental 

546
00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:11,840
bandwidth. 
So we don't have any brain power

547
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:14,080
for planning creativity or good 
decision making. 

548
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:18,040
All we're doing is running high 
performance software on this, 

549
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,360
you know, computer and it we're 
trying to use all this 

550
00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:26,040
processing power just to kind of
find the next hit, find the next

551
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:29,240
bottle, find the next woman you 
know, or man or whatever it may 

552
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,640
be. 
And what they call it is 

553
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:34,200
cognitive tunnelling. 
This is really interesting. 

554
00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:38,760
It's where we can only see the 
immediate problem and everything

555
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:42,680
else, our family, our friends, 
you know, our work. 

556
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:47,360
We don't see long term goals. 
We don't see our values. 

557
00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:49,680
That's why we can lie constantly
as an addict. 

558
00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:53,880
We don't see any bigger vision. 
All of that disappears into the 

559
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:56,560
periphery. 
If if with the cognitive tunnel 

560
00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,000
and it it's not. 
And I want people to understand,

561
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:00,680
if you're an addict, it's not 
that you're stuck. 

562
00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:02,760
It's not because you're lazy or 
broken. 

563
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:04,800
That's the big one. 
Everybody thinks they're broken.

564
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,600
It's because scarcity is 
hijacking your prefrontal 

565
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:12,280
cortex. 
And in the scarcity mindset, 

566
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:16,320
we've talked about this 100 
times when you hit that fight or

567
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:17,880
flight. 
And we're at that level, that 

568
00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:21,000
super high level that we get 
addicted to, you know, because 

569
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,360
it feels good to run from the 
sabretooth tiger. 

570
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:27,560
And, but instead, what we're 
running from is this addiction 

571
00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:30,680
in this imaginary threats that 
we've created all around us. 

572
00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:34,920
And, and, and I want to hand it 
over to you, but Proverbs 23, 

573
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,960
seven in the Bible says this. 
I've been reading Proverbs a 

574
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:38,480
lot. 
It's, it's the wisdom book in 

575
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:40,200
the Bible. 
You know, even if you don't 

576
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:43,680
believe the Bible or believe God
or anything, Proverbs is a great

577
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:46,840
book because it's just, you 
know, Solomon, King Solomon at 

578
00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:48,640
that time was the wisest guy in 
the world. 

579
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:52,000
They said, but he wrote this, he
said for as he thinks in his 

580
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:56,960
heart, so is he. 
So our external reality, it's a 

581
00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:59,840
direct reflection of our 
internal operating system. 

582
00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:03,600
And this is cool. 
That means that we can fix it 

583
00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:08,120
because like you said, we're the
observer, you know of it. 

584
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:13,280
So if we're running the scarcity
OS and we're creating scarcity 

585
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:17,360
even when there's tons of 
abundance all around us, we can 

586
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:20,440
upgrade our operating system. 
We're not the scarcity, we're 

587
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:23,000
not the drugs, we're not the 
alcohol. 

588
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:28,880
We're just operating with this 
old trauma based family taught, 

589
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:34,680
you know, ancestral operating 
system that caused us in our 

590
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:38,160
high because a lot of people are
high functioning addicts, like 

591
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:41,640
in the sense of like you can 
talk to addicts and they're 

592
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:43,600
super smart, like a lot of us 
are. 

593
00:32:43,600 --> 00:32:45,400
Are we have, you know, like 
you're super smart. 

594
00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:47,360
I'm super smart. 
We've alchemized it, you know, 

595
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:49,800
and we're we're, you know, 
creating abundance and doing 

596
00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:52,000
great. 
And most people are in that way 

597
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:56,120
in their addiction and, and, and
you know, I want to talk about 

598
00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:58,200
the abundance upgrade and 
upgrading it, but not right now.

599
00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:02,960
I, I want to kind of stay here 
and talk about, you know, this 

600
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:08,600
observer that you just 
mentioned, Eckhart Tolle said, 

601
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:11,280
you know, you're not, that 
you're the observer. 

602
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:13,600
Of that. 
You're not the thought, you 

603
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:14,240
know. 
You're not the. 

604
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,040
Attention, man. 
That's man. 

605
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:17,840
All right. 
We're good. 

606
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:21,520
We're getting deep now. 
I love we're jumped in the deep 

607
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:27,960
end scarcity mindset is your neo
is is is scarcity is hijacking 

608
00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:30,160
your neocortex. 
That's what you said, man, 

609
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:32,000
that's phenomenal. 
That's exactly right. 

610
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:36,240
The language that I was taught, 
but it's the exact same thing is

611
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:42,160
I have an obsession for the 
alcohol. 

612
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:44,680
I have an obsession for this 
addiction, whatever it is that 

613
00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:48,680
I'm seeking. 
Basically, an obsession is a 

614
00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:50,920
thought that will block out all 
of the thoughts. 

615
00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:54,120
So I can't. 
My mom's safety doesn't enter my

616
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:56,920
mind when I have an obsession 
for alcohol. 

617
00:33:57,320 --> 00:34:02,720
My brother's serenity and 
graduation party doesn't enter 

618
00:34:02,720 --> 00:34:05,680
my mind when I have an obsession
for alcohol. 

619
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,360
All of those things are 
important to me, but they they 

620
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:12,920
don't matter if they're being 
blocked out. 

621
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:16,600
And my neocortex is hijacked by 
the scarcity mindset. 

622
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:20,239
I have to get what I want when I
want it, and I when I want it is

623
00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:23,080
now. 
And so we have to get on the 

624
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:27,639
other side of that. 
And first and foremost, that 

625
00:34:27,639 --> 00:34:31,760
starts with the observer. 
That starts with, OK, There has 

626
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:35,520
to be more to life than this. 
There has to be OK, There's got 

627
00:34:35,520 --> 00:34:37,199
to be. 
This is this is not a way to 

628
00:34:37,199 --> 00:34:38,480
live. 
This is a way to die. 

629
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:44,280
I, I scared everyone around me 
away and I did the majority of 

630
00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:46,760
the last years of my drinking 
alone. 

631
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,920
And I can tell you guys, I can 
tell you guys from experience, 

632
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:54,679
it's heartbreaking to wake up in
the morning and ask the people 

633
00:34:54,679 --> 00:34:57,520
that are around you what 
happened? 

634
00:34:57,840 --> 00:35:03,600
Did I hurt anybody last night? 
And it's even more heartbreaking

635
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:07,560
when the answer is yes, yes, you
did. 

636
00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:10,040
And I don't want to be around 
you anymore. 

637
00:35:10,480 --> 00:35:12,600
And basically, that was 
happening to me a lot. 

638
00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:14,440
I was getting out of control 
with my drinking. 

639
00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:16,160
I was getting out of control 
with my addiction. 

640
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:20,480
And so we have to reach a point 
of willingness to be able to tap

641
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,280
into that observer. 
Something has to break. 

642
00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:26,400
Something has to kind of, you 
know, people call it hitting 

643
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:27,960
rock bottom when you hit rock 
bottom. 

644
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:30,160
Well, you hit rock bottom when 
you put your shovel down and you

645
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:33,240
stop digging. 
But unfortunately for us, we 

646
00:35:33,240 --> 00:35:36,760
have to go pretty far down in 
order to be willing to change. 

647
00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:41,880
Pain is a good motivator in the 
in that realm. 

648
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:45,640
Only the drowning will grab grab
the life preserve. 

649
00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:49,160
You know, if my life and my 
happiness didn't depend on it, 

650
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,000
then maybe I wouldn't have 
fucking done it. 

651
00:35:51,560 --> 00:35:54,920
So I reached the point where my 
life and my happiness depended 

652
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:59,280
on behaving differently. 
And what that's what what needed

653
00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:05,880
to happen initially was I needed
to start to see, OK, now, now 

654
00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:10,480
you're obsessing about alcohol. 
OK, there's the obsession. 

655
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:13,520
Oh, there's the crazy thought. 
There's there it is. 

656
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:16,800
There's the fearful thought. 
Bro, I used to buy brand new 

657
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,400
sober. 
I'm talking like first couple 

658
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:25,320
weeks, even bleeding into maybe 
a month or two, I would have 

659
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:29,760
panic attacks walking through 
the grocery store because I knew

660
00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:33,520
where the alcohol was. 
And I knew if I lifted my head 

661
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:37,080
and turned to the right, I was 
going to see it and my heart 

662
00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:38,520
would be beating through my 
chest. 

663
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:43,360
And so we're also given very 
useful tools in recovery to help

664
00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:47,720
manage those obsessions and to 
help manage the anxiety that 

665
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,240
arises from the scarcity 
mindset. 

666
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:55,320
We talk about it a lot. 
And one of the greatest tools 

667
00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:58,000
I've ever had and still used to 
this day, not in regards to 

668
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,600
drinking, but just for other 
obsessive thoughts, is God 

669
00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:03,160
relieve me of this obsession. 
God relieve me of this 

670
00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:05,600
obsession. 
So again, I choose to use the 

671
00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:07,120
word God. 
It's very useful for me. 

672
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:10,880
But it's consciousness, it's 
it's it's shoes of inner being, 

673
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:13,960
it's eternal spirit of the of 
the universe. 

674
00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:18,560
It's something bigger than me. 
So that has the power I'm 

675
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:23,200
tapping into when I'm trying to 
catch the thought. 

676
00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:25,920
I'm trying to get in touch with 
the observer. 

677
00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:29,000
I'm trying to get in touch with 
the with the consciousness. 

678
00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:31,040
God will leave me of that 
obsession. 

679
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,560
God will leave me of that 
obsession. 

680
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:36,480
This I the same prayer is OK 
observer help me. 

681
00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:40,520
No, that's not me. 
That's the same prayer. 

682
00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:44,400
I'm saying the same thing. 
Just what worked for me is God 

683
00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:46,560
relieve me in that obsession. 
God relieve me. 

684
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,560
And so I would, I would hit it 
like a mantra, bro. 

685
00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:51,200
I'd say it 300 times just in the
grocery store. 

686
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:55,240
And I would get to the cash 
register and I, I would be 

687
00:37:55,240 --> 00:37:58,160
checking out and I would pay for
everything that I had because, 

688
00:37:58,160 --> 00:38:00,560
you know, I was a thief in my 
addiction too. 

689
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:04,400
And I and then I would make it 
to my car and I was like, holy 

690
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:07,160
shit, OK, I didn't, I didn't buy
any alcohol. 

691
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:10,920
And you know, it took me 6 
months. 

692
00:38:10,920 --> 00:38:16,760
It took me 6 months of serious 
diligent work in the mind, 

693
00:38:17,320 --> 00:38:19,960
getting in touch with the 
observer, with prayer and 

694
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:26,080
meditation, with mantras in 
order to rewire my neocortex. 

695
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:32,280
So my neocortex was no longer 
going fight or flight hijack him

696
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:36,040
and be an obsession. 
I started to go down a new 

697
00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:40,000
pathway and the new pathway I 
started to go down with was God.

698
00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:43,800
The new pathway I started to go 
down with was, hey, you can get 

699
00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:46,840
to the cash register. 
You can get to your car without 

700
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:50,480
buying alcohol. 
And I had to do that over and 

701
00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:55,440
over and over again to rewire 
Dwayne into something new. 

702
00:38:55,600 --> 00:39:00,200
Like you said, we can change it.
Cognitive science is very clear 

703
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,440
that we perceive the world 
through a story. 

704
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:09,280
If that is the case, which it 
is, what's the fucking story? 

705
00:39:09,720 --> 00:39:13,240
Is the story I'm telling 
negative, negative, scarcity, 

706
00:39:13,240 --> 00:39:17,600
scarcity or is the story I'm 
telling man, I got a new lease 

707
00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:20,920
on life. 
I get an another chance to be 

708
00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:23,960
the best version of me. 
I get to be of service today. 

709
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:28,400
The more I focus on positivity, 
the more positive my life gets. 

710
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:33,120
The more I focus on negativity, 
the more negative my life gets. 

711
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:37,480
And that's what we're talking 
about in regards to upgrading 

712
00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:40,680
your operating system. 
My operating system used to be 

713
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:44,480
Jack shit. 
It used to be worry and fear and

714
00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:48,200
constantly hijacked. 
And now once we get in touch 

715
00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:51,160
with the observer, once we get 
in touch with us, the part of us

716
00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:54,800
that is connected to source, 
that's the upgrade. 

717
00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:57,240
The upgrade is no. 
Now you can, you can, you can 

718
00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,720
Orient with God. 
You can come from this, from a 

719
00:39:59,720 --> 00:40:01,560
loving place. 
Oh my gosh. 

720
00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:03,760
You can walk through a death 
without drinking. 

721
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:05,760
You can get a new job without 
drinking. 

722
00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,720
You can leave a job without 
drinking. 

723
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:12,000
Yeah. 
We start to, we start to rewire 

724
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:16,720
and we upgrade. 
And, and God is abundant, you 

725
00:40:16,720 --> 00:40:20,360
know, so it becomes this, you 
know, and, and I want people to 

726
00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:25,520
understand this abundance is not
what it's abundance is, is God. 

727
00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:27,720
And, and that is a fundamental 
belief that opportunities are 

728
00:40:27,720 --> 00:40:31,520
limitless, trusting that we're 
provided for, like Jesus said, 

729
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:35,160
operating from sufficiency 
instead of lack because that, 

730
00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:38,400
that, that rewiring like you 
were doing was because there's 

731
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:40,880
an unlimited alcohol, there's 
more alcohol than you can, 

732
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:42,200
you'll kill yourself with them 
out. 

733
00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:46,280
I mean, just on one shelf at A 
at, at, you know, a Smith's or a

734
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:49,440
Safeway's or wherever bonds 
wherever you're at, just one of 

735
00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:52,600
those shelves has Albertsons has
more alcohol than you could ever

736
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:56,720
drink in your whole life. 
You know, so, so this whole idea

737
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,600
of this false sense of scarcity,
like I need this. 

738
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,760
I got to have this, you know, I 
need to steal something, you 

739
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:05,520
know, because I, you know, I 
can't afford this because I have

740
00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:08,520
no money. 
You know, we have to have this 

741
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:10,800
belief that there's enough for 
everyone, including you. 

742
00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:13,160
And I'm not, I'm not talking 
about alcohol or, or drugs. 

743
00:41:13,160 --> 00:41:16,200
Those are, those are, you know, 
symptoms to something. 

744
00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:20,280
But it, it, it's kind of this 
whole idea of I have to, you 

745
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:22,680
know, I used to always think I 
have to fight for my piece of 

746
00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:26,120
the pie. 
Then with God, I realized I 

747
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:30,080
could bake more pies. 
I'm a fucking Baker. 

748
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:32,480
I could bake as many pies as you
look at. 

749
00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:35,480
I remember what when bro you, 
when were you? 

750
00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:37,320
You had like a bacon phase, 
remember? 

751
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:39,000
That, that was like a year ago 
or whatever. 

752
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,760
A year and a half ago you were 
like a fucking bacon almost 

753
00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:43,000
every night. 
Banana. 

754
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:44,720
Banana bread. 
You remember that? 

755
00:41:44,720 --> 00:41:46,920
Those pistachio croissants you 
were. 

756
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:50,240
Doing all kinds of stuff. 
Yeah. 

757
00:41:50,240 --> 00:41:53,040
You were just going on and on 
and on, you know, And one of the

758
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:55,840
things I noticed too with 
abundance is I would see other 

759
00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:59,320
people that are successful and 
that would threaten me instead 

760
00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:02,960
of allowing it to inspire me. 
And the biggest one I think with

761
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:07,240
addicts is I need to hoard, like
you said, where there's energy 

762
00:42:07,240 --> 00:42:09,560
going and flowing, I can give 
freely. 

763
00:42:10,560 --> 00:42:14,800
And this is something that I 
believe, you know, whenever I 

764
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:23,040
understand that the worry that 
I've had has never paid a bill, 

765
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:28,760
worry has never paid my rent and
my anxiety never solved the 

766
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:30,960
problem. 
It just made the problem worse. 

767
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:35,360
And and Jesus said in another 
scripture in Matthew 627, he 

768
00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:39,000
said this bro, this is so good. 
Every attic you need to memorize

769
00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:41,400
this first. 
Matthew 627, can't he? 

770
00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:46,160
Jesus said, can any one of you 
by worrying add a single hour to

771
00:42:46,160 --> 00:42:49,960
your life? 
So the answer's no worry doesn't

772
00:42:49,960 --> 00:42:54,120
add, it's abstracts, it steals 
your mental bandwidth, it steals

773
00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:56,960
your peace, it steals your 
ability to see solutions in your

774
00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:00,600
addiction. 
And and This is why I love about

775
00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:03,160
abundance. 
Having this abundance mindset is

776
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:07,200
it doesn't deny problems. 
It just approaches them from a 

777
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:11,880
position of the observer, which 
is that position of God, 

778
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,680
creative power. 
Instead of the Satanic, I'm 

779
00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:19,040
going to use the word satanic, 
paralyzing fear, because Satan 

780
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:20,960
is the deceiver, right? 
The Bible says that Satan's a 

781
00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:23,040
deceiver. 
He wants to have you in 

782
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:26,360
paralyzing fear. 
He doesn't want you to realize 

783
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:31,440
in your infinite, in your, when 
you get past that addiction and 

784
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:35,440
you understand who you truly are
as an entrepreneur, you know, 

785
00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:38,600
and one of the things that, and,
and I don't want to go too deep 

786
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:41,520
in this, but I've you've heard 
of Neville Goddard, right? 

787
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:47,320
He, he was a a a a he's back in 
the 1800s, early 1900s, he said 

788
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:50,840
this and, and at first I was 
like, I don't, I don't think I 

789
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:52,920
could believe this, you know, 
and it, and it taught, he taught

790
00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:56,600
about the law of assumption. 
And he says your imagination is 

791
00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:58,800
God. 
And what he meant by this was 

792
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:02,560
the creative power within you, 
your ability to imagine, your 

793
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:05,840
ability to, to assume, your 
ability to, to believe, that's 

794
00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:09,600
all divine. 
And that's the mechanism that 

795
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:14,800
you tapped into for six months, 
which created your new Dwayne 2 

796
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:18,920
point O your new reality. 
So every circumstance in your 

797
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:23,960
life is a direct reflection, as 
you said, of this inner 

798
00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:27,840
assumption that we keep holding.
So if we assume scarcity, guess 

799
00:44:27,960 --> 00:44:29,160
what? 
We're going to experience 

800
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:31,000
scarcity all around us. 
There's not enough. 

801
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:32,600
I got to get this, I got to 
steal this. 

802
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:34,440
I got to take this from my mom 
and my dad. 

803
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:38,520
And you know, when it's so funny
is and I'm using it as kind of a

804
00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:40,280
joke. 
We're using humor when there's 

805
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:43,800
so many bottles in every store. 
There's more alcohol probably 

806
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:48,480
than water at some stamours. 
I mean, remember COVID and all 

807
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:50,200
that bullshit how the liquor 
stores were? 

808
00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:54,160
Open and people. 
Drinking way more so, you know, 

809
00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:57,960
if you assume abundance, you'll 
experience abundance even when 

810
00:44:57,960 --> 00:45:01,120
circumstances look limited. 
And this isn't wishful thinking.

811
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:04,240
This is what you said, Dwayne, 
with the quantum because we, we 

812
00:45:04,240 --> 00:45:07,080
don't create what we want. 
We create what we want. 

813
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:12,560
And what we are is determined by
what we assume about ourselves. 

814
00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:14,400
And here we're going back to the
God imagination. 

815
00:45:14,720 --> 00:45:17,160
And it's what we, as you said, 
think about. 

816
00:45:17,880 --> 00:45:20,720
So if I assume I'm not good with
money, what's going to happen? 

817
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:24,280
I'm going to unconsciously 
sabotage every financial 

818
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:27,080
opportunity that ever comes to 
me because the assumption has to

819
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:30,080
be correct. 
If I assume that women will 

820
00:45:30,080 --> 00:45:31,960
always leave me and they're 
going to cheat on me and they 

821
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:34,800
don't love me and they really 
don't like me, what happens? 

822
00:45:35,160 --> 00:45:39,280
I will unconsciously push every 
single one of those away because

823
00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:42,840
the ego always has to validate 
because that's what creates 

824
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:46,160
safety and scarcity. 
It has to validate that false 

825
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,400
belief. 
So your subconscious mind gets 

826
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:52,720
obsessed because 95% is 
subconscious. 

827
00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:56,480
Our actions, we, we, we were 
born on this one. 

828
00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:01,040
They said most of your oh, what 
is it when, when your synapsis 

829
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:03,360
and everything is in your brain 
and you're learning the most. 

830
00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:06,080
It's when we're young, we just 
absorb everything. 

831
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,360
We're like a sponge. 
And then it's, it's like the old

832
00:46:08,360 --> 00:46:09,800
tape recorders. 
You're, you're young. 

833
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:11,600
I don't know if you remember 
those or not, but you could 

834
00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:14,600
record on a tape, you know, when
it was like a tape recorder, 

835
00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:17,960
That's what happened for 10 
years, 13 years, 15 years of 

836
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:22,120
your life, you created all that.
And then now your subconscious 

837
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:25,640
mind is just obsessed with 
playing that tape over and over 

838
00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:29,000
and over again. 
And then the ego obsesses, use 

839
00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:30,720
the word obsessed multiple times
with addiction. 

840
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,120
The ego obsesses with being 
right. 

841
00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:37,600
So and, and, and and I'll hand 
it over to you. 

842
00:46:37,600 --> 00:46:41,480
But Neville Goddard said this, 
He said, don't wish for what you

843
00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:44,880
want. 
Assume the feeling of already 

844
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:47,560
having it. 
Don't say I'll hope I'll be 

845
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:50,440
successful someday. 
And we do this all the time. 

846
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:54,360
Say I am successful. 
I'm living from that end right 

847
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:57,240
now. 
And Romans 417 in the Bible, you

848
00:46:57,240 --> 00:47:01,880
know, the apostle Paul, he wrote
this, he says call those things 

849
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:04,280
which do not exist as though 
they did. 

850
00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:07,360
Isn't that an amazing abundant 
scripture in the Bible? 

851
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:10,280
It's the law of assumption. 
It's in biblical language. 

852
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:12,960
This is true. 
You're not waiting for 

853
00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:15,800
permission to be abundant. 
You're not waiting for you know 

854
00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:19,440
something to to come and 
externally get you out of your 

855
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:22,600
addiction if you assume the 
state of abundance. 

856
00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:26,440
Let reality conform to that 
assumption, and that's. 

857
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:28,960
What you did for and it's just 
evolved from there. 

858
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:31,200
That's what you did to transform
your life as well. 

859
00:47:31,440 --> 00:47:35,920
We get to write a new story here
in on being on a recovery 

860
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:43,360
journey and it's so exciting 
because I get to birth it into 

861
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:45,160
existence. 
It gets to come from me. 

862
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:47,800
You know what a great 
negotiating tool or a great 

863
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:50,520
imagination tool. 
I love that you talked about the

864
00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,880
imagination and that being 
divine. 

865
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:59,320
There's no difference between 
imagine what you would like to 

866
00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:05,080
have for yourself in the future,
and without a vision, the people

867
00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:08,320
perish. 
People without a vision perish. 

868
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:10,280
So what's your vision? 
What do you want to be? 

869
00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:12,920
What do you want to turn into? 
And then the negotiation I have 

870
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,720
with myself turns into something
like, well, you can have what 

871
00:48:15,720 --> 00:48:18,720
you want, but you just need to 
know what it is. 

872
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:24,480
And so I start getting clear on 
what it is I want in my 

873
00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:28,400
imagination, in my visions. 
Writing it down is super 

874
00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:30,120
helpful. 
I want to make this much a year.

875
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:32,280
I want to have this type of 
relationship. 

876
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:36,080
I want to be this successful. 
I want to be able to travel like

877
00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:37,480
this. 
Get very specific. 

878
00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:40,320
It's almost like a script. 
Write it out, put that script 

879
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:47,160
down, and then birthing it into 
existence starts with getting in

880
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:51,360
the vibration of those things, 
of that abundance of that type 

881
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:53,880
of behavior. 
It's a pretty selfish question 

882
00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:58,680
to ask myself what type what, 
what person is right for me, 

883
00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:01,440
Jay, what, what person, what 
type of girlfriend is going to 

884
00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:03,320
be good for me? 
You know, I want a good 

885
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:06,160
girlfriend. 
I I'm looking for the right one.

886
00:49:06,160 --> 00:49:07,920
I hope I can find the right 
girl. 

887
00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:10,680
That's a very selfish question. 
Looking for the one that and 

888
00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:12,160
addicts, you know, are extremely
selfish. 

889
00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:17,320
A better question is what type 
of man do I need to be in order 

890
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:21,400
to attract a good partner? 
It's an extremely selfish 

891
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:24,200
question to say, well, what is 
my employer going to pay me? 

892
00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:27,200
Are they going to value my hard 
work? 

893
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:29,320
Are they going to give me enough
vacation time? 

894
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:32,920
Are they going to be tyrannical 
and and make me work overtime? 

895
00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:36,480
Am I going to be their slave? 
Those are all selfish questions.

896
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:40,040
Why is this that, you know, 
let's flip the script on it. 

897
00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:42,240
Alcoholics addicts are extremely
selfish. 

898
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,720
A better question is what type 
of employee do I need to be in 

899
00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:49,840
order to impress my boss? 
What type of employee do I need 

900
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:53,040
to be in order to get a raise? 
What type of employee do I need 

901
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:57,120
to be to be to to to provide for
my family to not have to be 

902
00:49:57,120 --> 00:50:00,120
financially insecure? 
Those are better questions. 

903
00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,440
So as we start to imagine, as we
start to envision what we want 

904
00:50:04,440 --> 00:50:10,680
for ourselves this best future 
forward, call it into existence,

905
00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:16,280
like Paul says, we get pretty 
clear on how I need to before 

906
00:50:16,360 --> 00:50:20,120
perform in my life in order to 
manifest those things. 

907
00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:22,440
It's, you know, faith without 
works is dead. 

908
00:50:22,560 --> 00:50:26,360
I have faith that this is going 
to happen, but I've got to take 

909
00:50:26,360 --> 00:50:29,840
some fucking action, too. 
I still had to go to the grocery

910
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:31,760
store. 
I still had to go to work. 

911
00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:34,800
I still had to maintain my life.
Yes, I still had to. 

912
00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:38,080
Be. 
To recovery community and so we 

913
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:41,880
take action the the action is up
to us, but the results up to 

914
00:50:41,880 --> 00:50:45,240
God. 
And, you know, I had, I had this

915
00:50:45,240 --> 00:50:49,080
vision of what I wanted to be, 
you know, when I was new sober. 

916
00:50:49,520 --> 00:50:51,200
And honestly, I sold myself 
short. 

917
00:50:51,240 --> 00:50:56,280
It's even better than what I had
imagined for myself 15 years 

918
00:50:56,280 --> 00:50:58,000
ago. 
It's I have a family now. 

919
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:00,120
OK, so it's so. 
Yes, yes. 

920
00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:03,960
I'm the perceiver of reality and
if I focus on positivity, I get 

921
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:05,760
more positivity. 
If I focus on negativity, I get 

922
00:51:05,760 --> 00:51:09,240
more negativity. 
I want to be really clear on 

923
00:51:09,240 --> 00:51:14,360
what I'm focusing on one story, 
1 strategy that is available to 

924
00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,840
me. 
I have 3 kids, I have a partner,

925
00:51:16,840 --> 00:51:19,800
I have a beautiful house. 
We live this beautiful life here

926
00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:22,320
in Albuquerque. 
But I have 3 kids, bro. 

927
00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:25,320
They're messy, they're fucking 
selfish, they're little, they, 

928
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:27,920
they break shit. 
They, they damage the house all 

929
00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:29,880
the time. 
The youngest is 4. 

930
00:51:30,240 --> 00:51:36,120
And I had been, you know, 
getting irritated with, with all

931
00:51:36,120 --> 00:51:38,320
of them recently because of 
those reasons. 

932
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:42,600
And the story I was telling 
myself in my head was nobody 

933
00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:45,600
takes care of this house. 
Nobody, nobody appreciates my 

934
00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:47,360
hard work. 
Do you know how underappreciated

935
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:49,120
I did? 
You know, I'm the only one that 

936
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:50,680
is going to pay to fix this 
stuff. 

937
00:51:50,680 --> 00:51:52,320
They're breaking all this 
fucking shit now. 

938
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,840
And I'm going to be the one that
has everyone's ungrateful. 

939
00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:57,320
Nobody appreciates me. 
They don't understand how hard I

940
00:51:57,320 --> 00:52:02,280
work. 
The four year old clogged the 

941
00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:05,840
toilet. 
Then that same evening I've been

942
00:52:05,880 --> 00:52:10,360
like ruminating these this bad 
story in my head and I, I took 

943
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,160
him over the toilet and I was 
like, what did you do? 

944
00:52:12,160 --> 00:52:14,880
Look at what you did. 
But you know, shit's overflowing

945
00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:17,240
on the toilet. 
He's and he's like, Oh my God, 

946
00:52:17,640 --> 00:52:20,040
he's like, I put why? 
I said, how many wipies is 6 

947
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:21,800
wipes? 
I said, you can't put 6 wipes 

948
00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:23,200
down a toilet. 
So what are you thinking? 

949
00:52:23,600 --> 00:52:25,920
And you know, I got big, I got 
loud. 

950
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:30,520
My energy was, was, was crazy. 
And I was telling a pretty 

951
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,400
selfish, pretty bad story in my 
mind. 

952
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:35,080
Look how ungrateful everybody 
is. 

953
00:52:35,280 --> 00:52:37,440
He just did what a four year old
does, you know what I mean? 

954
00:52:37,440 --> 00:52:42,520
He made a mistake and I was 
getting very big, very angry, 

955
00:52:42,760 --> 00:52:47,320
and he started to cry and it was
very apparent to me in that 

956
00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:48,920
moment. 
I got like a little window of 

957
00:52:48,920 --> 00:52:50,720
grace, brother. 
Like God just gave me this 

958
00:52:50,720 --> 00:52:52,640
little window. 
In that exact moment. 

959
00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:56,600
It was very apparent to me. 
He wasn't crying because the 

960
00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:01,160
toilet was clogged. 
He was crying because he let me 

961
00:53:01,160 --> 00:53:04,600
down. 
You know that in the Bible that 

962
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,840
says you must both fear and love
God. 

963
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:10,040
I said, well, how do you fear 
and love God at the same time? 

964
00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:14,320
Doesn't sound right. 
So well, maybe, maybe you love 

965
00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:17,160
God so much you fear letting him
down. 

966
00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:23,960
And that and that was the energy
that I was receiving from him. 

967
00:53:24,000 --> 00:53:28,160
He loved me so much. 
He was afraid of letting me 

968
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:29,880
down. 
And it just broke my heart. 

969
00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:32,320
But it broke my heart that I 
could be this monster with his 

970
00:53:32,320 --> 00:53:35,120
four year old like that. 
And it, it was this beautiful 

971
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:38,440
window of grace because in that 
moment, the shit is coming over 

972
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:41,440
the walls, you know, and I was, 
I was, I was like, I was like, 

973
00:53:42,560 --> 00:53:44,000
it's OK, buddy. 
It's OK. 

974
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:46,640
It's just, it's just a toilet. 
I was like, it's OK, buddy. 

975
00:53:46,680 --> 00:53:48,240
I was like, look, I'll show you 
how to plunge it. 

976
00:53:48,240 --> 00:53:49,840
We can fix this. 
We'll fix this. 

977
00:53:49,840 --> 00:53:51,840
He was, I'm sorry. 
I was like, I'm sorry too. 

978
00:53:51,840 --> 00:53:55,880
You know, I'm like, even while, 
even while shit is overflowing 

979
00:53:55,880 --> 00:54:00,520
in this toilet, I have the power
to rewrite my story. 

980
00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:03,800
Isn't it a better story to tell 
myself? 

981
00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:06,520
Aren't I lucky? 
I have a child who cares what I 

982
00:54:06,520 --> 00:54:09,800
think? 
Aren't I blessed that I have 

983
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:12,240
people in my life that are 
around me? 

984
00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,240
Bro, I have this family. 
Yeah, they're messy. 

985
00:54:15,240 --> 00:54:18,280
Yeah, they break shit. 
But I'm not alone like I have. 

986
00:54:18,280 --> 00:54:21,560
I have responsibilities in my 
life that gets me up and gets me

987
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,640
moving. 
I know why I'm at work every 

988
00:54:23,640 --> 00:54:25,960
single day. 
I know I am busting my ass 

989
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:28,320
trying to be the best version of
myself, trying to help other 

990
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:31,280
people. 
These people, this family that 

991
00:54:31,280 --> 00:54:33,680
I've been complaining about in 
my head, they give me more 

992
00:54:33,680 --> 00:54:37,040
meaning than I deserve. 
They give me more responsibility

993
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:40,600
than I deserve. 
And and I wouldn't, yes, I 

994
00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:42,040
wouldn't have it anywhere. 
I think that's where Christ 

995
00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:44,240
comes in. 
Yes, absolutely. 

996
00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:47,080
The cross yes like we are to be 
that. 

997
00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:50,760
So it's like well Jesus tried to
save them and then they killed 

998
00:54:50,760 --> 00:54:52,440
him. 
Well, they, you know, your 4 

999
00:54:52,440 --> 00:54:55,360
year old didn't try to kill you,
just use too many wipes when 

1000
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:58,680
he's shit, you know, but it's 
kind of like I always go back to

1001
00:54:58,680 --> 00:55:02,320
the cross, you know, because it 
it resets me every single 

1002
00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:06,240
fucking time is like, look what 
they did to him. 

1003
00:55:06,240 --> 00:55:08,720
That why would I think I'm 
anything special? 

1004
00:55:09,360 --> 00:55:12,000
You know, I mean he he brought 
miracles. 

1005
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:14,520
I mean the list goes on and on. 
I want to end in this, bro, 

1006
00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:16,520
because I think this is really 
good and we're coming up on the 

1007
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:19,320
hour. 
I want to end be real practical 

1008
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:21,360
for everyone. 
That's that's been patient and 

1009
00:55:21,360 --> 00:55:22,720
listen to us all the way to the 
end here. 

1010
00:55:24,240 --> 00:55:26,880
The biblical principle of 
stewardship in Luke 1610, 

1011
00:55:27,040 --> 00:55:29,080
because this is going to help 
addicts because a lot of people 

1012
00:55:29,080 --> 00:55:31,000
are saying, well, I don't even 
have a job, but you know, I'm 

1013
00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:33,800
homeless or whatever. 
I got my phone that I got from 

1014
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:35,360
the. 
Government that you. 

1015
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:37,480
Can podcast because we're 
getting a ton and I want to 

1016
00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:42,280
thank every single yeah, we, 
we've quadrupled our, our views 

1017
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:45,200
and stuff on YouTube and I want 
to thank everybody for, you 

1018
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:46,800
know, our YouTube's been going 
through the roof and I want to 

1019
00:55:46,800 --> 00:55:49,760
thank everybody for that. 
But I, I, I want everybody to 

1020
00:55:49,760 --> 00:55:54,240
put this verse in their memory. 
Luke 1610, Jesus said this, 

1021
00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:58,880
whoever is faithful and very 
little will also be faithful and

1022
00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:01,440
much. 
And whoever is dishonest and 

1023
00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:05,360
very little is also dishonest 
and much and brought this verse 

1024
00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:08,280
is so fire to me because 
basically what it's saying is 

1025
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:11,920
your character is revealed in 
the small things and your 

1026
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:15,000
capacity for more is determined 
by your faithfulness with the 

1027
00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:16,800
little. 
And I know some of you guys have

1028
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:18,960
little. 
You don't have anything, but if 

1029
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:21,960
you can't be disciplined with 
$10 and go buy drugs, you're not

1030
00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:23,320
going to be disciplined with 
10,000. 

1031
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:25,560
You're going to kill yourself 
with 10,000. 

1032
00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:30,240
And if you let scarcity thinking
control your mind when there's 

1033
00:56:30,240 --> 00:56:33,960
some small inconvenience, you're
going to let it control when 

1034
00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:39,240
there's a big opportunity. 
And God, universe, whatever you 

1035
00:56:39,240 --> 00:56:43,240
want to call it, he's testing us
in these small moments. 

1036
00:56:43,600 --> 00:56:45,120
And your addiction is just a 
test. 

1037
00:56:45,120 --> 00:56:47,640
That's all it is. 
I know you, you, I know that you

1038
00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:49,200
think I'm downplaying it, but 
it's not. 

1039
00:56:49,200 --> 00:56:52,480
It's a test for you in this meat
suit because God felt in this 

1040
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:54,680
meat suit at this time that you 
would have it. 

1041
00:56:54,680 --> 00:56:56,200
Because all things work together
for good. 

1042
00:56:56,200 --> 00:56:59,680
Addiction is there to grow you, 
evolve you, and make you a 

1043
00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:01,520
better human. 
Not at maybe not even in this 

1044
00:57:01,520 --> 00:57:03,400
meat suit. 
Maybe you kill yourself in this 

1045
00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:06,120
meat suit, but the next one, you
have graduated from that. 

1046
00:57:07,680 --> 00:57:09,920
But you know, it's like the 
small moments. 

1047
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:13,320
Do you celebrate when a friend 
or a family member wins? 

1048
00:57:14,160 --> 00:57:17,160
Or do you feel threatened even 
with little? 

1049
00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:20,000
Do you give generously? 
Like go pick a flower, you know,

1050
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:22,840
from outside and give it to 
someone you know? 

1051
00:57:22,840 --> 00:57:25,320
Do you honor your word? 
You know, 'cause he said that in

1052
00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:30,400
Luke 1610, You know, if we can't
even be honest, then how can we?

1053
00:57:30,400 --> 00:57:32,240
You know, he, he, he said in 
Luke 6010. 

1054
00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:34,280
And whoever is dishonest and 
very little is also dishonest in

1055
00:57:34,280 --> 00:57:36,520
much. 
You know, you want that perfect 

1056
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,720
relationship, but you can't even
be honest in the small 

1057
00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:40,520
relationship that you're in now,
you know? 

1058
00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:43,120
So, you know, it's that whole 
thing. 

1059
00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:45,800
How are we managing our time, 
our energy, our resources? 

1060
00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:48,840
Are we doing it with integrity? 
And you know this in real 

1061
00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:51,760
estate, you have to have 
integrity in real estate because

1062
00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:53,400
the government. 
Oh yeah, quick. 

1063
00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:59,080
Absolutely. 
Because you know, and, and, and 

1064
00:57:59,120 --> 00:58:03,800
I, I want to say this there 
there was a old guy, James 

1065
00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:06,160
Allen, and I read this book. 
It's called as a Man thinketh 

1066
00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:10,160
and he said this. 
A man's mind may be likened to a

1067
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:13,920
garden which may be 
intelligently cultivated or 

1068
00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:19,240
allowed to run wild, but whether
cultivated or neglected, it must

1069
00:58:19,280 --> 00:58:23,600
and will bring forth. 
If no useful seeds are put into 

1070
00:58:23,600 --> 00:58:28,720
it, then an abundance of useless
weed seeds will fall therein. 

1071
00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:32,680
This is from 1800s so and will 
continue to bruise their kind 

1072
00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:37,080
bro and when I read that I was 
like I'm a gardener of my mind 

1073
00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:39,960
and and it's going to grow 
regardless. 

1074
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:43,320
So do I want a garden just full 
of weeds or do I want to have a 

1075
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:45,880
grow of abundance of of 
beautiful flowers and 

1076
00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:48,320
vegetables. 
And this is the cool part. 

1077
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:52,320
God gave us free will. 
We get to choose every single. 

1078
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:56,120
Moment, man, that's beautiful. 
We got to get in there and get 

1079
00:58:56,120 --> 00:59:00,760
out all that the nasty overgrown
weeds and start creating this 

1080
00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:03,400
beautiful garden. 
And then once I, it was, it was 

1081
00:59:03,400 --> 00:59:05,760
heartbreaking, bro. 
I figured out I did this major 

1082
00:59:05,760 --> 00:59:09,800
overhaul, got fucking sober, did
the mantras, did the prayers and

1083
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,200
I cleaned up. 
I said, well look at this 

1084
00:59:11,200 --> 00:59:15,200
beautiful garden and then little
weeds start to sprout back up. 

1085
00:59:15,200 --> 00:59:18,200
It's like, Oh yeah, you got it. 
But I would much rather get in 

1086
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:21,480
there and clean up these little 
weeds, bro, then have to do that

1087
00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:25,480
big overhaul and RIP everything 
out and start over again. 

1088
00:59:25,800 --> 00:59:30,080
So if you guys are there at that
big overhaul point, just dig in.

1089
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:33,640
Invite God into the process. 
If God is the most powerful 

1090
00:59:33,640 --> 00:59:35,760
thing in the universe, why not 
use it? 

1091
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:39,520
Tap into that power. 
When it comes time to rewriting 

1092
00:59:39,520 --> 00:59:43,520
your story, rewrite that story 
around scarcity mindset. 

1093
00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:48,400
I do deserve a better life. 
I do deserve to get sober and 

1094
00:59:48,400 --> 00:59:51,320
get well. 
I do deserve this much love, 

1095
00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:54,360
abundance, and success. 
And the trick for us with that, 

1096
00:59:55,040 --> 00:59:58,920
if you're great with little, 
faithful with little, you will 

1097
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:03,760
be faithful with us. 
The trick for us is, well, the 

1098
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:08,840
love, abundance and success is 
now this is the love, abundance 

1099
01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,000
and success, Bro, I'm sober, 
bro. 

1100
01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:14,080
We're on a fucking podcast 
trying to share spiritual 

1101
01:00:14,080 --> 01:00:18,120
principles like we're in it now.
We're living the love, abundance

1102
01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:19,920
and success. 
Thank you, God, for this moment.

1103
01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:21,440
Thank you. 
And I'd be grateful for just 

1104
01:00:21,440 --> 01:00:23,320
this moment. 
How little is that? 

1105
01:00:24,240 --> 01:00:28,480
Little if you nail so that every
everyday mundane things that we 

1106
01:00:28,480 --> 01:00:32,520
do all the time. 
Bro, that takes up 85% of our 

1107
01:00:32,520 --> 01:00:36,680
normal existence at least. 
The rest is, you know, 

1108
01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:41,920
birthdays, deaths, A nominal 
shit, stuff that doesn't happen 

1109
01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:46,680
all the time, weddings. 
But if I nail 85%, get good at 

1110
01:00:46,680 --> 01:00:50,080
get good at your daily routine. 
Get good at the 85%. 

1111
01:00:50,400 --> 01:00:53,320
Thank you God for a routine. 
Thank you God for the ability to

1112
01:00:53,320 --> 01:00:56,600
get up in the morning, to brush 
my teeth, to get my coffee, to 

1113
01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:59,480
use the restroom, to go to work,
to drive safely in traffic. 

1114
01:01:00,120 --> 01:01:03,360
Start nailing the little shit. 
Start honoring the little 

1115
01:01:03,360 --> 01:01:05,920
moments. 
If you nail that, you have 85% 

1116
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:08,520
good life. 
Do you know how you know many, 

1117
01:01:08,520 --> 01:01:11,080
few people have 85% good life. 
So good. 

1118
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:14,560
All of us are running around in 
worry in our head. 

1119
01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:17,080
But do you guys have the 
opportunity to rewrite your 

1120
01:01:17,080 --> 01:01:19,880
story? 
You have the opportunity to, to,

1121
01:01:19,920 --> 01:01:22,800
to heal and to start walking in 
abundance. 

1122
01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:26,640
It's now, it's it's in the 
moment now and you guys have the

1123
01:01:26,640 --> 01:01:32,560
tools to do it. 
That's so good bro. 

1124
01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:35,080
Let's end in this I. 
I think this is so good. 

1125
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:39,560
Philippians 419 Apostle Paul, he
he was talking to he was sending

1126
01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:43,520
a letter to this church in 
Philippi and he said this he 

1127
01:01:43,520 --> 01:01:46,760
said and my God will meet all 
your needs according to the 

1128
01:01:46,760 --> 01:01:49,680
riches of his glory in Christ 
Jesus. 

1129
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:53,520
And I and I love this because it
said and my God will it said not

1130
01:01:53,520 --> 01:01:58,920
my could happen. 
It said my God will and when you

1131
01:01:58,920 --> 01:02:02,560
realize your needs are already 
met, when you realize that you 

1132
01:02:02,560 --> 01:02:06,280
are already provided for Jesus 
said he knows the the hairs on 

1133
01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:09,120
our heads and he knows when a 
Sparrow falls out of a nest. 

1134
01:02:09,520 --> 01:02:12,640
You know, he's like how much 
more than who you are as a 

1135
01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:15,400
human, you know, with the soul 
and a spirit. 

1136
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:19,120
You know, I know you more than 
even that, you know, And so 

1137
01:02:19,760 --> 01:02:23,120
you're held like regardless if 
you're homeless or whatever, I 

1138
01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:27,360
want you to claim this verse 
saying my God will meet all my 

1139
01:02:27,360 --> 01:02:31,240
needs according to its riches. 
You know, and I and I hate when 

1140
01:02:31,240 --> 01:02:34,680
addicts play small, you know, 
and I know we we love every 

1141
01:02:34,680 --> 01:02:39,280
single one of you too much to 
let you in your addiction play 

1142
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:40,920
small. 
You are not your addiction. 

1143
01:02:41,160 --> 01:02:44,120
Name it because when you name 
it, you separate yourself from 

1144
01:02:44,120 --> 01:02:46,600
it because you are not your 
addiction. 

1145
01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:51,040
You are enough and exactly as 
you are even the way that you 

1146
01:02:51,040 --> 01:02:54,880
are right now, dirty, gross. 
You know, Dwayne and I has been 

1147
01:02:54,880 --> 01:02:56,880
there. 
Dwayne's been on a ditch bloody.

1148
01:02:56,880 --> 01:02:59,080
I've been on a ditch bloody. 
We've all done it. 

1149
01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:02,680
You know, so and and it's so 
beautiful, bro. 

1150
01:03:02,680 --> 01:03:04,080
And and I'll let you close on 
this. 

1151
01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:07,040
But the moment you truly believe
that, I think the moment that 

1152
01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:10,280
you begin to really trust in God
and and begin reaching out to 

1153
01:03:10,280 --> 01:03:14,560
him and pray to him and doing 
these micro works is the moment 

1154
01:03:14,560 --> 01:03:17,360
like you did with those six 
months is that's when. 

1155
01:03:17,400 --> 01:03:19,080
Everything bleeds into 
everything we do. 

1156
01:03:19,120 --> 01:03:20,600
Guys. 
You have an opportunity to 

1157
01:03:20,600 --> 01:03:25,800
rewrite your story. 
Jason and I have your back plug 

1158
01:03:25,800 --> 01:03:28,040
in plug into the teachings that 
are available for you. 

1159
01:03:28,040 --> 01:03:31,840
Check out our other podcasts. 
We have a course that's 

1160
01:03:31,840 --> 01:03:33,720
available for you guys online as
well. 

1161
01:03:33,720 --> 01:03:36,480
Check that out. 
You can go through the workbook.

1162
01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:39,840
It'll help with those daily 
routines with daily practice 

1163
01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:49,560
with scarcity mindset and and 
and go on go on I. 

1164
01:03:50,440 --> 01:03:53,120
I, I, I didn't, I want to tell 
you this, Dwayne, you haven't 

1165
01:03:53,120 --> 01:03:55,840
even heard this, but I get DMS 
all the time from people, you 

1166
01:03:55,840 --> 01:03:58,160
know. 
So I got one last week when I 

1167
01:03:58,160 --> 01:04:02,480
was in Italy on vacation and the
guy's like, I was an addict. 

1168
01:04:02,480 --> 01:04:04,640
I was having issues. 
I've been listening to your 

1169
01:04:04,640 --> 01:04:06,080
podcast. 
So I started because you just 

1170
01:04:06,080 --> 01:04:08,200
said this. 
He said, I started a couple 

1171
01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:10,080
months ago, listened to your 
podcast every single day. 

1172
01:04:10,080 --> 01:04:11,960
He's like, I've listened to all 
your episodes and I'm still 

1173
01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:14,840
listening to him. 
He goes, he goes, I got a window

1174
01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:18,680
washing job. 
So what I did was I got these 

1175
01:04:18,680 --> 01:04:21,800
old headphones that I had and I 
began to put recovered addict 

1176
01:04:21,800 --> 01:04:26,000
podcasts on my thing and just 
listen to it constantly while I 

1177
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:29,320
wash windows. 
And he goes, I'm doing an 

1178
01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:32,520
awesome job, everything's good. 
He's like, I finally, you know, 

1179
01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:35,920
mended some relationships. 
He's like I'm, he's living with 

1180
01:04:35,920 --> 01:04:37,720
a partner. 
He's like all this happened in 

1181
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:41,800
just a few months, you know, so 
it's so important to like we, we

1182
01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:44,600
do this, we listen to teachings 
constantly. 

1183
01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:48,200
You know, when we're changing 
lives, our podcast is changing 

1184
01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:50,640
hundreds and thousands of lives 
that are out there and each of 

1185
01:04:50,640 --> 01:04:53,280
you are listening to it. 
I love those DMSI love those 

1186
01:04:53,280 --> 01:04:55,400
stories. 
Would love to to get more of 

1187
01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:57,760
those, but we get them like 
every few weeks and it it's so 

1188
01:04:57,760 --> 01:04:59,800
awesome. 
And, and I know you're listening

1189
01:04:59,800 --> 01:05:03,200
to this and just appreciate you 
listening to us. 

1190
01:05:03,200 --> 01:05:05,360
And I'm glad that we helped you 
and change your life and that 

1191
01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:07,760
you you're back. 
Guys, we, we love you. 

1192
01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:11,520
Go, go do it. 
Go on your recovery journey. 

1193
01:05:11,760 --> 01:05:14,280
It might be the greatest 
adventure you go on of your life

1194
01:05:14,560 --> 01:05:17,080
and it might birth something 
beautiful. 

1195
01:05:17,160 --> 01:05:19,200
Don't, don't be don't shy away 
from it. 

1196
01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:20,640
You guys deserve it. 
So thank you.