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You're listening to Weird and 
Dead. 

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I'm Meaghan Wetherell. 
And I'm Amy Atwater, and today 

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we are pivoting from our normal 
content and pace to talk about 

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something a lot more serious 
than paleontology. 

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We're talking about the Epstein 
files, paleontology, and the 

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unfortunate fact that those two 
things are currently connected. 

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This is a pretty serious episode
and we want our listeners to 

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take care, so here are the 
content warnings. 

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We are talking about sexual 
harassment and assault, and we 

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do give specifics, both our own 
and those that other people have

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given us permission to talk 
about for them. 

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We are talking about pedophilia 
in the general sense of the 

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Epstein files, but not specific 
incidences. 

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We talk about a continued 
frustrating resistance to action

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that permeates the scientific 
community and specific 

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organizations, and how that can 
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and paleontologists. 
Having dealt with this stuff for

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over a decade, we have some 
coping mechanisms that might 

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seem a little unusual or 
jarring, including sarcasm, 

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joking, and inappropriate 
laughter. 

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We also talk about dissociation 
and other ways that our bodies 

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have dealt with these topics 
over time, so please listen with

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care. 
OK, so here we are. 

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Right. 
Well. 

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Two paleontologists with drinks 
in their hands. 

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With with drinks I made it 
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February. 
I'm like Nope, I did good so I 

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don't have to be perfect. 
We're here to talk to you about.

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This this the. 
Epstein files. 

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And paleontology. 
Who would have thunk it? 

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Shockingly related. 
Grossly related. 

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Unfortunately related. 
No other jokes about being 

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related. 
No, no, I mean honestly, that 

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would be the lesser crime at 
this. 

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I'm off to a bat. 
We don't know. 

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We don't know. 
We were not there. 

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We're going to say this a lot. 
So we do Weird and Dead. 

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Obviously the podcast folks are 
listening to. 

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We have a lot of fun doing this,
but this is not the first time 

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that you and I have been Co 
collaborators on science 

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communication projects, right? 
This is our current project. 

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However, back in 2012 when you 
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Yeah, I know we're old. 
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graduate program at University 
of Oregon, where I was finishing

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up my undergrad. 
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our blog, Mary Anning's Revenge,
which really, I mean, still had 

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our same ridiculous sense of 
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Remember when we were trying to 
find, like, they were trying to 

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find women to carry a 
Neanderthal embryo and we just, 

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like, took pictures of our butts
and we were like, hey. 

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Yeah, exact same horrible sense 
of humor. 

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Yeah. 
And also we largely talked 

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about, you know, Mary Anning's 
revenge, Mary Anning, a famous 

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paleontologist, but never got 
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really. 
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up and speaking to issues that 
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but especially under represented
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being a woman in paleontology. 
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different aspects of that and 
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it. 
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depressing and. 
It's a bummer. 

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I like to think of it as 
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weren't nice to Mary Anning, and
so now you have to fucking deal 

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with us. 
Yeah, we could have been so nice

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and so happy if this problem got
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didn't. 
And as a result, yeah, our blog,

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we spent a lot of time talking 
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sort of stuff we do now about 
weird paleontology art that we 

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were making. 
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dedicated to Jello shots and 
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Cupcakes, you made the Grand 
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Yeah, it was out of alcoholic 
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So cool. 
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talked about it, I recall that 
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in also talking very strongly 
about some of the issues that we

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were facing and some of the 
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were facing and talking about 
some of the research behind bias

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of various kinds in paleontology
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But that is stuff that is God. 
It is hard to be bogged down and

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for forever. 
So when we started this podcast,

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we were like, well, if it comes 
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We'll do a special episode. 
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Right. 
I think we were like, I think 

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I've been like, we'll take a 
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This is not subtle. 
This is not gonna be subtle. 

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I'm pissed off, we're pissed 
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pissed off. 
And I have felt ever since I got

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this news, which you were the 
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since then about 12 other people
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news. 
I have felt like really elevated

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and stressed out and like 
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like, hey, I don't want to go 
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were so bogged down with these 
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and data. 
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responsibility and I feel like 
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and experiences, experiences to 
this topic that I haven't really

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publicly talked about because 
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blowback and being accused of 
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network, which is largely what 
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to warn each other, which has 
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And we're going to talk a lot 
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You know, I reached out to some,
some friends of mine who are not

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even in paleontology, reached 
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fuck? 
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the shit I found when I worked 
at that museum. 

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And they were like, you have to 
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And I was like, OK, all right, 
So yeah, we're not here to, 

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like, label anyone or point 
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any sort. 
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know what's been going on in the
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some of the different components
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our own personal experiences 
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And maybe we'll tell some jokes,
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We'll probably laugh 
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our stress response. 
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And so here we go. 
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I mean, Jack Horner, famous 
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Epstein files, and that came to 
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Many e-mail communications 
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years of this. 
So you were the one who told me 

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Group chat. 
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bunch of the ladies that go to 
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conference, which is the only 
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because of some of the reasons 
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It's one of the few conferences 
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think earlier that day I told 
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testicles in the field because 
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Losing their testicles? 
My God, that's not like 

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legitimate testicles. 
I thought you meant like the end

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of a femur or something like 
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No, I'm. 
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to you about this so frequently 
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a picture. 
That's my mistake. 

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Next time there's we have 3 
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One of them's already lost his 
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You. 
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normal stuff that we talk about,
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The group chat was like, Oh my 

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God, Jack Horner is in the 
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So then I went and looked it up 
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in the Epstein files, and that's
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For example, I don't like Don 
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He does not like me. 
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Epstein files. 
It's like, come on, come on. 

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No, no, He's got many other 
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He is mentioned twice, but he's 
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a skeptics conference that 
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about, right. 
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various reasons that we will 
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into science and scientists. 
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because he was stoked about it. 
That's not we're neither of us 

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are in the Epstein files like 
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Not a thing I should. 
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I'll look for you. 
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Maybe find some juicy gossip of 
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that eat me out water. 
She sucks. 

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Nope, nothing. 
I don't know. 

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Yeah, never mind. 
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don't love that. 
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So for the few folks who may not
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this is he is by far, in a way, 
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paleontology, and it's been that
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Yeah, pressing. 
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So he is really mostly famous 
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technical advisor for the first 
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like first five Jurassic Park 
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the lead character, Doctor Alan 
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intro to that movie, which I 
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neither of us are Jurassic Park 
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So like, I don't know it by 
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the beginning of the movie even,
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Why? 
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funding stuff. 
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because I'm not a huge Jurassic 
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for most of my childhood. 
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interesting aspects of the way 
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And apparently I honestly like, 
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in Alan Grant. 
I think that that's a story that

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maybe someone made-up to make 
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taking funding from bad sources,
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movie. 
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eaten in the movie. 
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Epstein did die. 
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God, see, here she goes. 
It's. 

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Perfect parallels. 
Still, would it be better to be 

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the the lawyer right getting 
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On the on the loo. 
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character. 
I'm so sorry, guys. 

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This is like some people will 
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My whole point is, you don't 
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movies to be a paleontologist, 
but I don't know them. 

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Aren't the Paleobotanist, the 
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an item even though it's like, 
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I think technically they're not 
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They are, which actually is one 
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I love that that's the case, 
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paleontologists who aren't 
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She's a paleo botanist. 
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they're working together on the 
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I think she's technically, like,
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Oh, OK Grad student. 
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Which does not make sense if 
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the two of them. 
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Welcome to our review of the 
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Amy does not really remember, so
that's the big reason that Jack 

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is famous. 
He's also very well known 

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because of his research, which I
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some point. 
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credit for discovering 
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lizard. 
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parental care hypothesis. 
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actually did care for their 
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I will show you with citations 
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He did not discover Maiasaura at
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A woman named Marion Brandvold 
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Maiasaura. 
And then she had to sue him to 

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get those fucking fossils back. 
It took over like, I think it 

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took like 20-40 years, like many
decades that she had to sue 

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multiple institutions to get 
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where Egg Mountain, this site 
famously is. 

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So again, like we can dive it. 
I want to dive into more of his 

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research. 
But you know, he, he's, he's 

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given a lot of credit that when 
you start to dig into it, you 

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see that it's a bit of smoke and
mirrors. 

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And he's, I've always, you know,
I give credit where credit is 

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due. 
I admire a con man. 

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You know, I'm not saying that he
is not saying that. 

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I'm saying in my personal 
history, I admire charisma. 

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I'm not going to lie. 
However, you have to do good 

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with said not saying he did it 
anyway. 

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He's very good at getting credit
for things that when you again, 

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start to dissect it a little bit
more, it's a little more 

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complicated than that. 
And he's also very famous for 

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marrying a 19 year old 
undergraduate student of his at 

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Montana State University in 2012
when he was in his late 60s. 

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I think it was. 
Yeah. 

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It's. 65 I think. 
Yes, so that made a lot of news.

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The photos were interesting. 
Very disturbing. 

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I saw someone on Reddit discard 
this. 

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Like, who is this Benjamin 
Franklin motherfucker doing with

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this this like beautiful woman? 
It's just like who does Jack 

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Jack Order has has made the 
scullet as infamous as you can. 

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Yeah, he. 
It's true. 

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That is 1 defining 
characteristic of that 

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generation of paleontologists is
the scullet. 

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And you can have that on the 
record as facts. 

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I don't care. 
That's not hearsay, that's 

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facts. 
You go to a conference with 

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aging paleontologists, you see 
1000 mullets, and you see 

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inappropriate use of cowboy 
boots. 

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Oh my God, I've seen a fucking 
leather whip at SVP and I'm just

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like, I have as well. 
And these I mean folks, 

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literally it's usually fanboys 
and they're dressed in all 

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leather. 
I don't know why. 

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I don't know. 
I've never done paleontology and

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leather. 
I've never worn the leather 

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vests. 
I've never but they follow 

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their. 
Gloves. 

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Sure, sure, sure. 
Yeah, I've used like a leather 

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belt. 
Like a hobo. 

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Right. 
Well, it's Paleo, but people 

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like, he'd have like crowds 
follow him at these meetings 

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Like they're in. 
They're usually younger, 

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usually, usually men who are all
dressed like Indiana Jones. 

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I'm just, I'm like, that's an 
archaeologist. 

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I'm so confused. 
Yeah, straight up leather. 

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I know you guys are making the 
problem worse. 

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Serious, but yeah, he's. 
The problem of being confused 

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for archaeologists, of course. 
That problem, That's really what

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we're here to talk about today. 
The serious shit. 

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We're not fucking 
archaeologists. 

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So get oh, do we have that 
photo? 

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I want to we should look at the 
Vanessa. 

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Do we have to? 
Yes, because this one, this is 

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not just for us. 
We've seen it but but that's 

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their wedding photo. 
OK, Yep, I remember that. 

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Yep, Yep. 
I mean, I wasn't there, but I 

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remember seeing this photo. 
Well, if you recall Meaghan this

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they got married in January of 
2012. 

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SVP, the Society of Vertebrate 
Paleontology conference in 2011 

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was at was in Vegas. 
Some folks have said that it 

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happened at the conference, but 
the record state that doesn't 

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look like they officially got 
married until January of 2012. 

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Yeah, I had also heard that 
they'd gotten married at SVP in 

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October, but. 
And maybe they took this 

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picture. 
I don't know. 

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I don't know, you know. 
I mean, the timing doesn't 

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matter. 
They got married in 2012. 

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So my God, this, this picture is
literally on Google. 

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The first one that pops up is 
caption Ben Franklin marries 

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Snooki. 
I'm sorry Vanessa, you don't 

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deserve that. 
You were. 

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You don't look like Snooki. 
No. 

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Jack does look like Ben 
Franklin. 

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Jack Ben Franklin died and then 
was resurrected. 

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Looks kind of like he's melting.
Look, I think that's maybe the 

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pixelation here, but like all 
the same. 

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Oh God, I don't know if I should
tell the joke that I know I 

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made. 
I know exactly where I was when 

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we heard that Jack married 
Vanessa. 

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Were he measuring things? 
Probably I was. 

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In no, that would have been an 
SVP. 

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Right. 
Yeah, I was going to say that's 

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what we were doing. 
Let's not, let's not talk about 

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that. 
I remember because I was working

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in Edwards office. 
That's where I had my little 

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desk. 
This is my undergrad advisor, 

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your PhD advisor. 
And he was like, Oh my God, he 

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married that 19 year old and I 
was 20 at the time. 

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And I like I remember 
immediately going Shuck. 

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So I'm too old for him. 
That was my response. 

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So I mean, it was like 
notoriously like we all thought 

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it was creepy. 
And I want to say like no one 

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was accusing them of any like 
wrongdoing, or at least that's 

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it. 
No, we all thought it was gross 

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because I'm sorry, in my 
opinion, it's fucking gross. 

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But you know, she's an adult and
they decided to to do this and. 

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She's an adult, she can be into 
zombies. 

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Like it doesn't, you know, it's 
not. 

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Nothing of what they did is 
illegal. 

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And I don't think it's immoral 
either, necessarily, without 

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knowing significantly more 
details than I do. 

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Sure. 
So that's it. 

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But it was weird. 
It's weird, it's weird. 

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And I guess she wasn't his 
student. 

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She was a student in his lab. 
Yeah, she took a class which. 

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Seems like a fine scale 
distinction. 

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Yeah. 
Yeah. 

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So she had been his student, but
wasn't at that. 

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Listen guys, you can date 
students. 

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Wouldn't recommend it, wouldn't 
recommend it. 

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But you can. 
They're talk to HR. 

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Talk to HR and if it is 
genuinely true love, talk to HR 

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and they'll help you figure out 
a path where it's not weird and 

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gross. 
And also wait. 

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Wait till they graduate. 
Just wait. 

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And he says and you this is you 
know, this is in People magazine

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and all around that he he 
married her as a bit of a my 

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interpretation, a fuck you to 
his his institution museum 

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Rockies at Montana State 
University. 

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Don't do that. 
That's not a great way of 

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approaching it. 
Right. 

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And he claims that marrying her 
is what led to him being pushed 

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out of Museum of the Rockies, 
where he retired in 2016 and 

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claimed and went to media 
sources saying it was 

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essentially A conspiracy and 
that the executive director and 

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the director of paleontology who
were married, we're forcing him 

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out. 
And I've got some stories about 

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them if we have time. 
Didn't he get divorced in 2016 

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as. 
Well, I mean, we don't know, but

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the timing would indicate that 
it was it was performative. 

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He calls himself like a, you 
know, contrarian like that. 

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He like, he's a rebel. 
I was. 

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I spent my evening last night 
going through his Instagram, 

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which was depressing as all 
fuck. 

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And yeah, I love it when, like 
old white men in positions of 

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power are like, I just always go
against the grain and I'm like, 

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I'm a rebel. 
And I'm like, on what fucking 

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planet are? 
You going against what? 

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Like he's like, I challenge 
authority and I'm like, how, how

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do marrying a 19 year old that's
the most fucking like midlife 

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crisis or like past midlife 
crisis thing that you can do? 

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That's not that's not 
challenging. 

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Classics, right, dude? 
That's classical, dude. 

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But isn't it classical dude to 
also think doing that is is the 

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challenge? 
Like they don't get it, the 

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self-awareness. 
Is radical. 

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I'm not going to say anything 
about my own father in that, but

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he has some of these traits that
are also interesting. 

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So, yeah, I mean, we'll probably
touch on the Vanessa side of 

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things. 
She still is somewhat involved 

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in paleontology. 
Oh yeah, no, she's she's working

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as a paleontologist. 
Yeah. 

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So, yeah, I've heard it's been, 
you know, through the Grapevine,

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I've heard things have been 
bumpy and things have been, you 

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know, interesting. 
I can't confirm any of those 

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details I heard from my. 
That's also paleontology, right?

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Who doesn't have a bumpy career 
path in Paleo? 

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But so I worked at Museum of the
Rockies. 

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One of the reasons I feel 
passionate about doing this is 

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to to cleanse my soul of that. 
Yeah. 

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And to just be transparent about
it. 

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Because he was gone by the time 
that you were there. 

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When did you start working at 
the Museum of the Rockies? 

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I started working at Museum of 
the Rockies on like November 4th

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or 6th of 2017. 
He retired, yeah, in 2016 I 

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think. 
Like the spring, summer of 2016.

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And yeah, I can talk about what 
I was told literally during my 

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interview. 
I guess what I can say is from 

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everything I've known and heard 
when I saw that he was in the 

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Epstein files. 
I, like many others, were not in

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the least bit surprised. 
I mean, I was surprised because 

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it feels like a a worse level of
stuff, like just the implication

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of being in the Epstein files, 
not anything he necessarily did 

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in the Epstein files. 
But if I had to pick a 

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paleontologist that I thought 
was going to be in the Epstein 

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files, yeah, it would, it would 
have been Jack Korner. 

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Yeah. 
And then but. 

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Yeah, you know what? 
That is the name. 

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I was hanging out with Josh 
Lively this weekend at Dino 

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Fest, and when I told him he's 
like, yeah, just like, and I was

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like, hey, I was on that 
investigation too. 

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I've been a part of three campus
investigations about luckily, I 

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mean, luckily I can't, you know,
I'm not going to speak for you 

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on this, but luckily I was not a
direct victim of any of these. 

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Well, that's not true. 
One of them, I was two of them, 

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University of Oregon, I was more
of a witness. 

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University of Texas, I was more 
of a witness when it happened at

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Montana State University. 
I was one of the victims there. 

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So yeah, I've been a part of 
like three of these 

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investigations and they are not 
fun. 

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They are not. 
Fun. 

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No, I have also been a part of 
these investigations. 

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I have been part of these 
investigations through the 

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private sector. 
Then I was part of the 

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investigations at University of 
Oregon. 

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And yeah, it's, I mean, it's not
fun to be a victim of sexual 

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harassment and assault, but it's
also not fun to have to talk to 

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people about it. 
That's. 

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And they make it deliberately 
challenging to do so. 

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And I'm saying they, I went 
through pregnancy discrimination

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at the USGS and I had to fight 
tooth and nail. 

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And even though the system was 
in place, being the federal 

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government, all of the hoops and
obstacles that they put on me 

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within time limits and details 
and how much time and making me 

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repeat the same stories like 5 
or 6 times to different people 

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who are. 
It's like it takes every little 

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bit out of you. 
It's a huge time suck. 

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It reopens every single the 
worst things that have ever 

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happened to you, they want you 
to describe in the most bland 

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detail over and over again to 
all. 

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These multiple times because 
they want to make sure you're 

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not lying. 
They want to make sure that 

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you're telling the same story 
over and over again and what a 

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way to relive the traumatizing 
event. 

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Yep. 
Over and over and over again, 

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yeah. 
Yeah. 

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And so folks are just like, oh, 
well, people didn't report it. 

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And it's like, well, First off, 
a lot of people do report. 

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And we're going to talk about 
that in the context of the 

454
00:22:29,094 --> 00:22:30,095
Society of Vertebrate 
Paleontology. 

455
00:22:30,095 --> 00:22:34,565
And we we can't talk about that 
without addressing the fact that

456
00:22:34,565 --> 00:22:36,795
the reporting process is 
notoriously problematic. 

457
00:22:36,795 --> 00:22:40,275
And this is well documented. 
We're not the only ones who've 

458
00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,938
who see this and understand 
this. 

459
00:22:41,938 --> 00:22:44,650
This is this is relatively well 
known. 

460
00:22:44,650 --> 00:22:49,308
So it's complicated. 
And I was luckily never an 

461
00:22:49,308 --> 00:22:51,725
investigation involved with 
anything with Jack because 

462
00:22:51,725 --> 00:22:53,610
again, I started working at. 
Museum. 

463
00:22:53,610 --> 00:22:56,330
Movies a year. 
We're talking about completely 

464
00:22:56,330 --> 00:22:59,192
other people because that's how 
fucking pervasive this. 

465
00:22:59,192 --> 00:23:02,144
Unfortunately, yeah. 
I mean, on one hand, I mean, I 

466
00:23:02,144 --> 00:23:09,360
was, I was just in front of Jim 
Kirkland and I was like Greg 

467
00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:14,550
Retallack, Don Prothero, you 
know, like, and he was like, 

468
00:23:14,550 --> 00:23:16,104
whoa, whoa. 
I had no idea. 

469
00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:17,646
And I'm like, what a fucking 
privilege. 

470
00:23:17,646 --> 00:23:21,455
Well, how nice that you don't 
have to hear about what young 

471
00:23:21,455 --> 00:23:23,224
women tell me about that. 
What? 

472
00:23:23,224 --> 00:23:26,804
When I oh, yeah. 
I mean, we're going to bleep all

473
00:23:26,804 --> 00:23:30,452
these names just. 
I think we cannot bleep Greg 

474
00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:32,112
Retallack. 
I think maybe it's time to 

475
00:23:32,112 --> 00:23:35,340
that's what I was a part of at 
University of Oregon is after 

476
00:23:35,340 --> 00:23:37,816
years of sexual harassment, he 
groped my boob. 

477
00:23:37,816 --> 00:23:42,584
At a party, like, at a fucking 
like, it's like a department 

478
00:23:42,584 --> 00:23:45,862
event, yes. 
And I just remembered during the

479
00:23:45,862 --> 00:23:49,140
like this has happened, not that
specific event, but like that 

480
00:23:49,140 --> 00:23:52,249
sort of shit has happened to me.
It's happened to you multiple 

481
00:23:52,249 --> 00:23:55,650
times to the extent where now I 
fully dissociate when things 

482
00:23:55,650 --> 00:23:59,610
like that happen to me. 
Which made it even worse when I 

483
00:23:59,610 --> 00:24:02,960
was trying to give testimony 
because I just remember like at 

484
00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:06,872
one point looking at my e-mail 
inbox after they'd started the 

485
00:24:06,872 --> 00:24:09,616
investigation and seeing 2 
emails in a row. 

486
00:24:09,616 --> 00:24:13,376
And one of them was from a mom 
who wanted me to talk to her 

487
00:24:13,376 --> 00:24:14,740
daughter about becoming a 
scientist. 

488
00:24:14,740 --> 00:24:19,315
And the next was from HR at 
University of Oregon asking me 

489
00:24:19,315 --> 00:24:23,520
to confirm the dates on an event
that I had already told them. 

490
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,000
I was so dissociated. 
I can tell you vaguely what 

491
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:28,084
happened. 
I cannot tell you when I can't 

492
00:24:28,084 --> 00:24:29,988
tell you what time. 
Like I don't. 

493
00:24:29,988 --> 00:24:33,140
You have to like, I don't know. 
I was out of it. 

494
00:24:33,140 --> 00:24:35,663
I was a fucking zombie. 
I was out of you were 

495
00:24:35,663 --> 00:24:37,120
protecting. 
Yourself, yeah, you were going 

496
00:24:37,120 --> 00:24:39,970
into fight or flight and 
shutting down to just be able to

497
00:24:39,970 --> 00:24:43,264
get through, which means your 
memory is going to be not as at 

498
00:24:43,264 --> 00:24:45,522
its best. 
But that's like part of being a 

499
00:24:45,522 --> 00:24:48,434
woman in STEM, I feel like, is 
that disconnect where everyone 

500
00:24:48,434 --> 00:24:51,854
wants to get more women in STEM,
and for what? 

501
00:24:51,854 --> 00:24:55,544
So the right, right, we don't 
want to actually protect the 

502
00:24:55,544 --> 00:24:58,664
ones that are already in STEM, 
which would make it safe for 

503
00:24:58,664 --> 00:25:01,791
more people to join STEM. 
Yeah, and I remember. 

504
00:25:01,791 --> 00:25:03,912
Although you and I have a good 
success rate. 

505
00:25:03,912 --> 00:25:07,932
And we might have to, I mean, I 
don't know, he got himself fired

506
00:25:07,932 --> 00:25:10,354
and like, yeah, what he did to 
me was fucked up. 

507
00:25:10,354 --> 00:25:13,972
But that was actually not even I
think what got him in the end. 

508
00:25:13,972 --> 00:25:17,560
He was well known for just 
really some sketchy, some 

509
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,475
sketchy shit that he was 
pulling. 

510
00:25:19,475 --> 00:25:23,455
But I do remember when HR was 
they had a climate survey and 

511
00:25:23,455 --> 00:25:26,265
they were talking about like, 
OK, so what's it like? 

512
00:25:26,265 --> 00:25:29,184
Like, what's like? 
And I was like, Oh, well, he 

513
00:25:29,184 --> 00:25:32,279
gets like crazy drunk. 
Like he makes let's go to his 

514
00:25:32,279 --> 00:25:35,860
Country Club, which for every 
like, staff related workshop or 

515
00:25:35,860 --> 00:25:39,136
dinner or meeting, Lord knows 
the number of times I was at 

516
00:25:39,136 --> 00:25:41,420
that Country Club. 
And he would get fucking 

517
00:25:41,420 --> 00:25:43,082
plastered. 
I mean, this man, I've never 

518
00:25:43,082 --> 00:25:44,890
seen someone drink. 
Like this guy would drink. 

519
00:25:44,890 --> 00:25:49,019
And then he'd get handsy and 
then he would give us these long

520
00:25:49,019 --> 00:25:51,646
hugs and sloppy kisses on our 
cheeks. 

521
00:25:51,646 --> 00:25:54,160
And I remember when I was 
telling HR about that and 

522
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:55,840
they're like, well, yeah, but 
did he grab you? 

523
00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:58,255
And I was like, are you asking 
if he like, literally put his 

524
00:25:58,255 --> 00:26:01,874
hands on my ass or my tits? 
Like, no, he just kissed my face

525
00:26:01,874 --> 00:26:03,960
drunkenly and they were like oh 
OK. 

526
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:11,818
And I was like what the fuck? 
Like, Oh my. 

527
00:26:11,818 --> 00:26:14,868
God, Oh my God. 
OK, so that's chill. 

528
00:26:14,868 --> 00:26:17,750
I mean, it is Montana. 
Everyone has a drinking problem 

529
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:20,470
in Montana, so. 
I don't get like that when I 

530
00:26:20,470 --> 00:26:23,136
drunk. 
I go to sleep so or I play hide 

531
00:26:23,136 --> 00:26:25,765
and seek and don't tell people 
that we're playing, which just 

532
00:26:25,765 --> 00:26:28,480
means I run away. 
It's called an Irish exit. 

533
00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:31,980
Megan problems. 
I'd like that too. 

534
00:26:31,980 --> 00:26:35,917
I would just disappear. 
Yeah or yeah, I just yeah, yeah.

535
00:26:35,917 --> 00:26:38,896
Take a long bath. 
Yeah, we just start. 

536
00:26:38,896 --> 00:26:40,112
Yeah. 
We're built from different 

537
00:26:40,112 --> 00:26:42,310
stocks. 
So let's chat about what is 

538
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:44,044
with, right? 
Let's get back. 

539
00:26:44,044 --> 00:26:47,240
To Anyway, so Jack Horner is in 
the Epstein files. 

540
00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:49,503
It isn't just one 
correspondence. 

541
00:26:49,503 --> 00:26:54,590
In fact, let's see on Reddit, 
Benjamin Molar, who is also on 

542
00:26:54,590 --> 00:26:58,530
Blue Sky, put together a 
timeline of Jack Horner and the 

543
00:26:58,530 --> 00:27:02,510
Jeffrey Epstein contact based on
the Department of Justice newest

544
00:27:02,510 --> 00:27:07,402
release where he said he goes 
through about 100 or 470 Epstein

545
00:27:07,402 --> 00:27:11,340
files and looking for things for
Jack Horner, his MSU e-mail 

546
00:27:11,340 --> 00:27:13,585
address or the phrase Dino 
Chicken. 

547
00:27:13,585 --> 00:27:18,455
And then like sites, a bunch of 
them. 

548
00:27:18,455 --> 00:27:20,160
The one that has been cited the 
most. 

549
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,690
So a lot of the Montana 
newspapers have picked this up. 

550
00:27:22,690 --> 00:27:26,681
And the thing that has been 
cited the most is that Jack went

551
00:27:26,681 --> 00:27:29,708
to visit Epstein on his ranch in
New Mexico. 

552
00:27:29,708 --> 00:27:32,469
We see the tickets. 
There's a confirmed that they're

553
00:27:32,469 --> 00:27:34,960
paid for and we can see the 
names, everything. 

554
00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:37,814
Jack definitely went. 
Jack has said he went, he's made

555
00:27:37,814 --> 00:27:40,350
a statement. 
He has confirmed that he did go.

556
00:27:40,350 --> 00:27:43,660
And in that e-mail, thanking 
Jeff Epstein, he refers to 

557
00:27:43,660 --> 00:27:47,068
spending time with you and the 
girls, and he consistently 

558
00:27:47,068 --> 00:27:50,372
refers to it to as you and the 
girls. 

559
00:27:50,372 --> 00:27:54,350
And he ends his e-mail on 
September 1st, 2012 with please 

560
00:27:54,350 --> 00:27:59,768
give all the girls my very best 
wishes and to you whom I envy, 

561
00:27:59,768 --> 00:28:01,795
thanks again, Jack. 
Yep. 

562
00:28:01,795 --> 00:28:07,589
So he claims in his statement 
that I think you have the 

563
00:28:07,589 --> 00:28:09,700
screenshot. 
Of I did Google this because I 

564
00:28:09,700 --> 00:28:12,660
don't know very much about 
Jeffrey Epstein other than, you 

565
00:28:12,660 --> 00:28:14,607
know, like the biggest news 
headline. 

566
00:28:14,607 --> 00:28:17,822
No, they don't have kids. 
Or maybe they have a secret 

567
00:28:17,822 --> 00:28:20,054
baby, but that's not like, oh, 
your daughters. 

568
00:28:20,054 --> 00:28:22,006
Yeah, congratulations on your 
daughters. 

569
00:28:22,006 --> 00:28:25,780
Well, well, I think it's even. 
I think it's really worse. 

570
00:28:25,780 --> 00:28:29,649
Than Jack's statement that he 
says yes, I went there and he 

571
00:28:29,649 --> 00:28:33,815
says there were four female 
students who I regret referring 

572
00:28:33,815 --> 00:28:38,562
to as the girls. 
So now many, many years later, 

573
00:28:38,562 --> 00:28:42,552
14 years later, 413 1/2 years 
later, he is claiming they're 

574
00:28:42,552 --> 00:28:45,468
actually, they were actually 
students, but we don't have. 

575
00:28:45,468 --> 00:28:47,275
He's claiming they're college 
students. 

576
00:28:47,275 --> 00:28:51,500
Yeah, who were introduced to me 
as college students, two of whom

577
00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:54,286
claimed to be adept in genetics.
Which is? 

578
00:28:54,286 --> 00:28:57,461
That's from his statement posted
on February 5th. 

579
00:28:57,461 --> 00:28:59,694
On Facebook, right? 
Which is when we're filming 

580
00:28:59,694 --> 00:29:02,269
this. 
And yeah, I mean, it sounds like

581
00:29:02,269 --> 00:29:06,194
there was some interest in. 
I knew I wasn't surprised at all

582
00:29:06,194 --> 00:29:09,108
that Jack's explanation started 
with how hard it is to get 

583
00:29:09,108 --> 00:29:11,742
funding in the sciences. 
I predicted that that would be 

584
00:29:11,742 --> 00:29:15,118
his excuse is that he was just 
trying to find funding and 

585
00:29:15,118 --> 00:29:17,392
scientific funding is so hard to
come by. 

586
00:29:17,392 --> 00:29:21,096
You just have to just bleed the 
beast and get the funds where 

587
00:29:21,096 --> 00:29:24,343
you can because it's. 
I literally write grants for a 

588
00:29:24,343 --> 00:29:26,064
living. 
I've raised almost 750,000 

589
00:29:26,064 --> 00:29:28,680
fucking dollars this year on an 
exhibit. 

590
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:32,560
So I'm sorry. 
I feel really good about all the

591
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:35,155
foundations and organizations I 
have worked with to make that 

592
00:29:35,155 --> 00:29:37,497
happen. 
So I'm not the right person to 

593
00:29:37,497 --> 00:29:41,050
be like, oh, it's so hard. 
You and I have both been awarded

594
00:29:41,050 --> 00:29:44,050
NSF grants. 
You can get funding to do your 

595
00:29:44,050 --> 00:29:47,549
science if it's good science. 
I mean, at least in my 

596
00:29:47,549 --> 00:29:48,734
experience. 
That's my opinion. 

597
00:29:48,734 --> 00:29:53,685
Yeah, so maybe we should talk 
about the link to Alan Grant. 

598
00:29:53,685 --> 00:29:58,064
So Alan Grant, fictional person,
Jurassic Park, the way that 

599
00:29:58,064 --> 00:30:00,110
Jurassic Park. 
This is a review of Jurassic 

600
00:30:00,110 --> 00:30:03,680
Park for Amy Allen, who does not
remember the crowd and fucking 

601
00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:06,720
crowd. 
Yeah, the movie starts with the 

602
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:10,500
crazy benefactor flying a 
helicopter into the dig where 

603
00:30:10,500 --> 00:30:14,512
they are using technology that 
does not exist to view a 

604
00:30:14,512 --> 00:30:18,050
dinosaur under the ground. 
Dad, I have used the real 

605
00:30:18,050 --> 00:30:21,136
version of that technology and 
it does not look like that. 

606
00:30:21,136 --> 00:30:26,400
Way harder to interpret. 
The one thing I do know is it's 

607
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:28,261
a velociraptor specimen and 
they're in Montana. 

608
00:30:28,261 --> 00:30:30,814
Suck my Dick. 
That's a Mongolian taxon. 

609
00:30:30,814 --> 00:30:35,184
Come on. 
I mean, I've used that sort of 

610
00:30:35,184 --> 00:30:38,340
like ground penetrating radar. 
It's still hard to identify 

611
00:30:38,340 --> 00:30:43,600
pipes, let alone a velociraptor.
So anyways, flies in, does some 

612
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:47,088
fake science, and he basically 
informs the two paleontologists 

613
00:30:47,088 --> 00:30:51,582
that he's willing to fund them 
for an amount that I think it 

614
00:30:51,582 --> 00:30:55,837
was like 100 grand, which seemed
insane in the 90s, but now it's 

615
00:30:55,837 --> 00:30:58,023
like that's a year. 
So. 

616
00:30:58,023 --> 00:31:02,136
But as long as they just come to
his park where people end up 

617
00:31:02,136 --> 00:31:04,520
getting spoiler alert for 
Jurassic Park. 

618
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:06,418
And killed. 
Look at that. 

619
00:31:06,418 --> 00:31:10,989
That part I know. 
His island today, Oh my God, a 

620
00:31:10,989 --> 00:31:15,344
wealthy benefactor flies in and 
promises the money if they come 

621
00:31:15,344 --> 00:31:18,336
to his fucking island. 
Jack Horner, we don't know if he

622
00:31:18,336 --> 00:31:19,247
went to Jeffrey Epstein's 
island. 

623
00:31:19,247 --> 00:31:21,780
We just know that he. 
Went we are not saying anything.

624
00:31:21,780 --> 00:31:25,140
We are just presenting this 
curious evidence for every 

625
00:31:25,140 --> 00:31:29,396
person to make their own 
decision and connection to. 

626
00:31:29,396 --> 00:31:31,660
But great, wonderful. 
Yeah, OK. 

627
00:31:31,660 --> 00:31:34,780
And it's all this like genetic 
modification and engineering, 

628
00:31:34,780 --> 00:31:37,435
which I've heard that Jeffrey 
Epstein was very interested in. 

629
00:31:37,435 --> 00:31:40,960
I think a lot of this starts to 
get really close to a eugenics 

630
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:44,567
kind of argument, which is. 
Oh, not close, but right. 

631
00:31:44,567 --> 00:31:45,425
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

632
00:31:45,425 --> 00:31:48,260
So Jack Horner is not the only 
person mentioned. 

633
00:31:48,260 --> 00:31:51,527
I mean obviously not the only 
person mentioned in the Epstein 

634
00:31:51,527 --> 00:31:54,228
files. 
He's also he's just paleo. 

635
00:31:54,228 --> 00:31:56,824
He's not our pony. 
Scientist mentioned in the 

636
00:31:56,824 --> 00:32:00,432
Epstein files, He's not the only
paleontologist mentioned in the 

637
00:32:00,432 --> 00:32:05,664
Epstein files, but what he is 
mentioned for quite a lot is 

638
00:32:05,664 --> 00:32:09,802
this chicken asaurus project. 
And when you look at like, 

639
00:32:09,802 --> 00:32:12,937
Jeffrey Epstein's interactions 
with science, it seems very much

640
00:32:12,937 --> 00:32:16,624
like a he had a very strong 
interest in science and 

641
00:32:16,624 --> 00:32:19,972
scientists, Like a lot of the 
emails where things like Don 

642
00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:23,620
Prothero popped up are just like
conferences that it seemed like 

643
00:32:23,620 --> 00:32:26,840
maybe Jeffrey was interested in 
attending and watching or like 

644
00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:29,260
letting Jeffrey know that 
something was interesting. 

645
00:32:29,260 --> 00:32:32,384
Like it's not necessarily, you 
know, that that's scientist knew

646
00:32:32,384 --> 00:32:34,568
that something was going. 
I think this is the case with 

647
00:32:34,568 --> 00:32:36,896
Neil Schumann is that he was 
invited to go do something and 

648
00:32:36,896 --> 00:32:39,290
he said no, Yeah. 
And that's why he's in the. 

649
00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:41,120
He's still in there, right. 
Yeah, right. 

650
00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:44,260
But like, it sounds like 
Jeffrey, in addition to curating

651
00:32:44,260 --> 00:32:47,334
politicians, he also seemed to 
curate quite a lot of 

652
00:32:47,334 --> 00:32:50,057
scientists. 
And it sounds like part of that 

653
00:32:50,057 --> 00:32:54,134
is, you know, his interest in 
science, part of it is interest 

654
00:32:54,134 --> 00:32:56,780
in controlling people. 
I imagine that if you need 

655
00:32:56,780 --> 00:32:59,768
somebody to vouch for you, it 
probably looks better sometimes 

656
00:32:59,768 --> 00:33:02,385
if a scientist of some kind for 
you. 

657
00:33:02,385 --> 00:33:06,440
And part of it was that these 
rich motherfuckers all seem to 

658
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:08,635
be really interested in 
eugenics. 

659
00:33:08,635 --> 00:33:12,720
And so a lot of that research 
was about genetics and 

660
00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:15,588
specifically getting at things 
like genetic programming. 

661
00:33:15,588 --> 00:33:19,992
And even then, Epstein did not 
fund Jack Horn. 

662
00:33:19,992 --> 00:33:21,868
Dino chicken. 
Dino Chicken. 

663
00:33:21,868 --> 00:33:24,790
Breast well, cuz he. 
Eventually gonna work. 

664
00:33:24,790 --> 00:33:29,398
But he did eventually pay 
$10,000 to the Conference of the

665
00:33:29,398 --> 00:33:33,788
Rockies for a conference in 
which that was like some of the 

666
00:33:33,788 --> 00:33:37,200
topics, right? 
But there was someone who did 

667
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:40,404
fund the Chickenosaurus project,
which by the way, we just double

668
00:33:40,404 --> 00:33:42,824
checked, doesn't seem like 
anything has actually come out 

669
00:33:42,824 --> 00:33:44,830
of the Chickenosaurus project. 
There's no publications. 

670
00:33:44,830 --> 00:33:46,480
Yeah. 
Oh, by the way, yeah. 

671
00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:49,360
To just explain the Dino chicken
chickenosaurus, he's quite well 

672
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:51,425
known for these pretty kooky 
ideas. 

673
00:33:51,425 --> 00:33:55,240
Or just, you know, again, he's a
big personality whether or not 

674
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:59,019
anyway he wants to essentially 
reverse engineer a chicken back 

675
00:33:59,019 --> 00:34:02,715
into AT Rex and he believes that
this didn't possible. 

676
00:34:02,715 --> 00:34:05,000
Learn the lessons of Jurassic 
Park. 

677
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:07,600
Right, right. 
And I've heard that even places 

678
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:10,560
like Tyson and all these other 
chicken processing plants are 

679
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:13,893
interested in some of this 
research because they do want to

680
00:34:13,893 --> 00:34:16,340
make bigger chickens. 
Of course, has to eat. 

681
00:34:16,340 --> 00:34:19,024
Yeah, yeah, of course. 
Also fucked up SO. 

682
00:34:19,024 --> 00:34:21,985
So yeah, he had this project 
where he wanted to reverse 

683
00:34:21,985 --> 00:34:23,507
engineer a dinosaur out of a 
chicken. 

684
00:34:23,507 --> 00:34:26,634
It's called the chicken Asaurus.
That's not like a derogatory 

685
00:34:26,634 --> 00:34:28,685
term. 
I think he even he uses it. 

686
00:34:28,685 --> 00:34:30,534
But it's a crazy project. 
Scientifically. 

687
00:34:30,534 --> 00:34:35,027
It sounds pointless and stupid, 
and that's my opinion. 

688
00:34:35,027 --> 00:34:38,918
But also probably it's fast. 
I think that's why he probably 

689
00:34:38,918 --> 00:34:43,192
couldn't get funding anywhere 
except right through Nathan 

690
00:34:43,192 --> 00:34:45,501
Myhrvold. 
I realized I didn't know how to 

691
00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:48,474
say his last name, but I decided
that I was going to refuse to 

692
00:34:48,474 --> 00:34:51,822
look it up because guess who 
else is in the fucking Epstein 

693
00:34:51,822 --> 00:34:53,975
files? 
This dude Nathan Myhrvold. 

694
00:34:53,975 --> 00:34:57,875
Who is he used to work for Bill 
Gates. 

695
00:34:57,875 --> 00:35:01,000
He's like a big tech guy. 
Yeah, he then went in like 

696
00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:03,548
helped fund a whole lot of 
paleontology stuff, not just 

697
00:35:03,548 --> 00:35:06,367
Jack Horner stuff, but other 
people's stuff, too. 

698
00:35:06,367 --> 00:35:10,254
Also involved with Robert Reisz,
who again, I don't want to, I 

699
00:35:10,254 --> 00:35:13,045
don't care to learn how to 
pronounce his fucking last name.

700
00:35:13,045 --> 00:35:16,400
But the dude from Toronto who's 
a piece of shit, you can also 

701
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:18,048
Google that. 
Problematic person, Yes. 

702
00:35:18,048 --> 00:35:21,690
Not one of the names we bleeped 
earlier because there's. 

703
00:35:21,690 --> 00:35:24,370
Lots. 
No, and that one has already 

704
00:35:24,370 --> 00:35:27,150
been public and is public 
knowledge, but not that anything

705
00:35:27,150 --> 00:35:29,420
has been done about it as far as
I know. 

706
00:35:29,420 --> 00:35:32,880
But yeah, this this other guy 
who has also then ended up being

707
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,761
a co-author on quite a lot of 
these paleontology papers. 

708
00:35:35,761 --> 00:35:39,305
I mean, he's paying for people 
to like go to Mongolia and stuff

709
00:35:39,305 --> 00:35:43,640
and like dig up dinosaurs. 
And he is not only in the 

710
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:47,094
Epstein files, he is in there 
despite his deny. 

711
00:35:47,094 --> 00:35:50,790
He denied, I guess, like before 
this last round of Epstein files

712
00:35:50,790 --> 00:35:54,120
came out that like, oh, he had 
like met Jeffrey Epstein, but 

713
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:55,686
they weren't close friends or 
whatever. 

714
00:35:55,686 --> 00:35:59,800
And then in the fall, Jeffrey 
Epstein's birthday book was 

715
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:02,215
released. 
And I guess this birthday book 

716
00:36:02,215 --> 00:36:06,432
was like, just like a set of 
horrendous signatures and weird 

717
00:36:06,432 --> 00:36:10,368
letters to the known pervert and
child molester Jeffrey Epstein. 

718
00:36:10,368 --> 00:36:14,128
And it was divided up into 
things like family, friends, 

719
00:36:14,128 --> 00:36:17,720
science and then like a couple 
other categories. 

720
00:36:17,720 --> 00:36:21,708
And Nathan was not in science. 
He was in friends. 

721
00:36:21,708 --> 00:36:26,294
Oh, and his letter, I do have a 
copy of it. 

722
00:36:26,294 --> 00:36:30,035
And yeah, like, it's, It's long.
First off, I think it's longer 

723
00:36:30,035 --> 00:36:32,610
than Donald Trump's weird letter
with the weird illustration of 

724
00:36:32,610 --> 00:36:34,820
the girl's body. 
It starts out with, I've 

725
00:36:34,820 --> 00:36:37,114
agonized long and hard about 
what to write for your birthday.

726
00:36:37,114 --> 00:36:39,690
And then it goes into la, la, 
la, la, la, la, la. 

727
00:36:39,690 --> 00:36:42,716
A few years ago, somebody at a 
party asked me, does Jeffrey 

728
00:36:42,716 --> 00:36:46,232
Epstein manage your money? 
I replied no, but he advises me 

729
00:36:46,232 --> 00:36:48,632
on lifestyle. 
Eyes bugged out of his head. 

730
00:36:48,632 --> 00:36:52,510
And he said, really? 
So yeah, very funny, very funny,

731
00:36:52,510 --> 00:36:55,181
right The. 
Things you choose. 

732
00:36:55,181 --> 00:36:56,555
To brag about. 
Yeah. 

733
00:36:56,555 --> 00:37:00,440
And you know, I'm, I didn't look
too deep into it 'cause it was 

734
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:02,160
just too depressing. 
But I wanted to know a little 

735
00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:04,710
bit more about this dude. 
I didn't know too much about him

736
00:37:04,710 --> 00:37:08,762
because I don't study dinosaurs 
so I haven't been on projects 

737
00:37:08,762 --> 00:37:11,060
that would be funded by this 
guy. 

738
00:37:11,060 --> 00:37:14,292
Right. 
And I found an e-mail from 

739
00:37:14,292 --> 00:37:19,307
December 21st 2011 that says 
from Nathan Myhrvold to Jeffrey 

740
00:37:19,307 --> 00:37:21,094
Epstein. 
Are you on the island? 

741
00:37:21,094 --> 00:37:24,547
I am on the boat in the area and
might be able to stop by in the 

742
00:37:24,547 --> 00:37:27,520
afternoon. 
Which implies to me that it's 

743
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:30,512
real casual visiting Jeffrey's 
fucking notorious island. 

744
00:37:30,512 --> 00:37:32,412
So if. 
You're in the inner circle. 

745
00:37:32,412 --> 00:37:35,454
If you're in the inner circle, 
potentially, Hypothetically, 

746
00:37:35,454 --> 00:37:38,367
yeah. 
When was the birthday letter 

747
00:37:38,367 --> 00:37:40,084
written? 
Oh, I don't know. 

748
00:37:40,084 --> 00:37:43,640
Is there a date on this one? 
So no, I don't know. 

749
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,990
That's where. 
Google it, we got it right like 

750
00:37:45,990 --> 00:37:47,818
we have to like for timeline 
wise. 

751
00:37:47,818 --> 00:37:49,852
So some folks might be saying 
too. 

752
00:37:49,852 --> 00:37:53,386
I mean, Jack's his other excuse 
besides the fact that he said it

753
00:37:53,386 --> 00:37:56,760
was that they were students, not
girls, and he was envious 

754
00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,600
because let's read fossils that 
they found on his layout. 

755
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:00,983
Let's read his statement really 
fast. 

756
00:38:00,983 --> 00:38:03,695
Why don't I read that section? 
So he's got a long statement, 

757
00:38:03,695 --> 00:38:06,882
Jack Horner, because of course 
people have been calling him out

758
00:38:06,882 --> 00:38:10,063
for several days now and he's 
got a long letter la da, da, da 

759
00:38:10,063 --> 00:38:12,106
da. 
But he says, and I feel like 

760
00:38:12,106 --> 00:38:15,800
this is a very important aspect,
you know, the the files that 

761
00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:18,861
have been released show him 
corresponding with Jeffrey 

762
00:38:18,861 --> 00:38:21,960
Epstein in 2012. 
And 2016. 

763
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:25,064
And 2016. 
At least with someone from 

764
00:38:25,064 --> 00:38:26,285
Jeffrey's estate. 
Yes. 

765
00:38:26,285 --> 00:38:31,220
And so he says that I was aware 
he had been previously charged 

766
00:38:31,220 --> 00:38:34,509
with soliciting a prostitute and
had served a sentence, but I was

767
00:38:34,509 --> 00:38:35,920
not aware of any additional 
allegations. 

768
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:39,416
Or I want to make it perfectly 
clear that I knew nothing more 

769
00:38:39,416 --> 00:38:41,700
than that exclamation point. 
No amount of money in the world 

770
00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:44,508
would have lured me to meet with
a known sexual predator. 

771
00:38:44,508 --> 00:38:47,260
Exclamation point. 
So Jeffrey Epstein was not 

772
00:38:47,260 --> 00:38:50,175
convicted of prostitution of 
using finger codes here. 

773
00:38:50,175 --> 00:38:52,704
He was convicted of prostitution
of a minor. 

774
00:38:52,704 --> 00:38:55,360
And Yep. 
That's in what year, Megan? 

775
00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:59,772
2000 and eight. 2000 and. 2008 
when Jack was talking him to 

776
00:38:59,772 --> 00:39:02,840
2012. 
So you're so Jack just wasn't. 

777
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,516
Oh wow. 
But Jackson just whoopsies, 

778
00:39:05,516 --> 00:39:10,060
missed the word. 
Which was all over the news, all

779
00:39:10,060 --> 00:39:13,760
over the news when Jeffrey 
Epstein was convicted because he

780
00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:16,240
went to prison for this, right? 
But right. 

781
00:39:16,240 --> 00:39:18,027
So Jack is saying he wasn't 
aware. 

782
00:39:18,027 --> 00:39:22,175
It was just yes, he knew he was 
doing sex crimes, just not with.

783
00:39:22,175 --> 00:39:25,281
He just scared the headline 
components that said. 

784
00:39:25,281 --> 00:39:28,729
With a minor. 
Which listen, I I have some very

785
00:39:28,729 --> 00:39:31,980
liberal feelings on the legality
of prostitution, but sure, 

786
00:39:31,980 --> 00:39:34,162
Jeffrey Epstein's a really 
fucking rich man. 

787
00:39:34,162 --> 00:39:37,504
If he's going to prison for 
prostitution, it's not because 

788
00:39:37,504 --> 00:39:40,949
he was just visiting a nice 
lady. 

789
00:39:40,949 --> 00:39:46,472
You know, like that's and also 
if I am going to be talking to 

790
00:39:46,472 --> 00:39:49,780
someone that when I Google them,
prostitution comes up, I'm going

791
00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:54,100
to do some fucking digging and I
was alive in 2008. 

792
00:39:54,100 --> 00:39:57,520
I was graduating college. 
The Internet fucking existed. 

793
00:39:57,520 --> 00:40:01,175
You could Google this. 
This was not hidden information 

794
00:40:01,175 --> 00:40:03,188
were hard to. 
Find it. 

795
00:40:03,188 --> 00:40:06,902
Yes, it was very. 
It was very much out there. 

796
00:40:06,902 --> 00:40:11,070
It was very public and right to 
have knowledge that he was 

797
00:40:11,070 --> 00:40:13,794
soliciting a prostitute. 
It just like if you learned that

798
00:40:13,794 --> 00:40:16,980
that would have been in the 
exact, I would suspect that that

799
00:40:16,980 --> 00:40:20,728
would be in the exact same 
context of the fact that it is 

800
00:40:20,728 --> 00:40:23,924
with a minor with with a with a 
girl right here. 

801
00:40:23,924 --> 00:40:29,160
And what does he say about his 
use of the word girls in his 

802
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:30,740
e-mail? 
Yeah, so he says. 

803
00:40:30,740 --> 00:40:34,475
I just, I really did the the. 
I love that you included the 

804
00:40:34,475 --> 00:40:37,620
exclamation points because I was
like no bro, this is not the 

805
00:40:37,620 --> 00:40:39,760
place. 
Like this is not the time. 

806
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:43,095
Those present beside the ranch 
manager and his wife included 

807
00:40:43,095 --> 00:40:46,224
Epstein, a chef, Epstein's 
secretary, and four women who 

808
00:40:46,224 --> 00:40:49,824
were introduced to me as college
students, two of whom claimed to

809
00:40:49,824 --> 00:40:51,755
be adept in genetics. 
There's nothing weird, 

810
00:40:51,755 --> 00:40:53,458
inappropriate or out of the 
ordinary. 

811
00:40:53,458 --> 00:40:57,350
So he's saying that the girls 
that he's referencing are just 

812
00:40:57,350 --> 00:40:58,380
these women. 
College. 

813
00:40:58,380 --> 00:41:01,900
Students And later in Jack's 
response, he says, I now 

814
00:41:01,900 --> 00:41:04,668
understand the students may have
been victims of Epstein. 

815
00:41:04,668 --> 00:41:06,672
So, you know, make of that what 
you will. 

816
00:41:06,672 --> 00:41:09,762
I will say that I, you know, I, 
I did look through the Epstein 

817
00:41:09,762 --> 00:41:11,747
files for the words fossil and 
dinosaur. 

818
00:41:11,747 --> 00:41:15,450
And the things that primarily 
pop up are this series of 

819
00:41:15,450 --> 00:41:17,560
letters between him and Jack 
Horner. 

820
00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:22,485
And also some interviewing stuff
where he was interviewing a 

821
00:41:22,485 --> 00:41:25,634
replacement personal assistant. 
And he was being told that he 

822
00:41:25,634 --> 00:41:28,940
should really interview this 
woman because in addition to 

823
00:41:28,940 --> 00:41:32,660
meeting the criteria, she also 
said she was interested in 

824
00:41:32,660 --> 00:41:36,504
fossils, exclamation point. 
So like Jeffrey, his recruitment

825
00:41:36,504 --> 00:41:40,327
first scientists also extended 
to personal assistants I guess. 

826
00:41:40,327 --> 00:41:42,626
Right. 
And then I found it very 

827
00:41:42,626 --> 00:41:45,762
interesting in in Jack's reply 
about the just keep reading it 

828
00:41:45,762 --> 00:41:47,792
with the order of what happened 
that day. 

829
00:41:47,792 --> 00:41:52,478
I just found some of it to be 
such a like, I was just like, 

830
00:41:52,478 --> 00:41:57,370
OK, that's weird, but all right.
So yeah, he meets him, he tries 

831
00:41:57,370 --> 00:42:01,280
to present and convince Epstein 
to fund his dumb chicken asaurus

832
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:02,824
idea. 
Epstein declined my request, 

833
00:42:02,824 --> 00:42:06,234
stating he was not persuaded of 
its feasibility, blah blah blah 

834
00:42:06,234 --> 00:42:08,926
blah. 
We had dinner and then everyone 

835
00:42:08,926 --> 00:42:10,868
scattered. 
Nothing weird or suspicious. 

836
00:42:10,868 --> 00:42:15,209
The next day I took an ATV and 
drove around the ranch looking 

837
00:42:15,209 --> 00:42:18,520
at the geology so I would be 
able to explain what they would 

838
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:20,667
be looking at, which this was 
2012. 

839
00:42:20,667 --> 00:42:25,089
Geologic maps did exist, but 
Rock D, which is a very fun 

840
00:42:25,089 --> 00:42:28,188
geologic map app, did not. 
So you know, I guess he had to 

841
00:42:28,188 --> 00:42:30,355
go look at things. 
Later in the day I took them out

842
00:42:30,355 --> 00:42:33,600
fossil hunting in what I 
determined to be some near shore

843
00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:36,475
estuarine Cretaceous sediments 
where he picked up some shells. 

844
00:42:36,475 --> 00:42:39,785
Other odds and ends later, 
Epstein LED us all to an igneous

845
00:42:39,785 --> 00:42:41,423
Cliff that had petroglyphs on 
it. 

846
00:42:41,423 --> 00:42:44,264
And then they're gonna go look 
at a railroad bed. 

847
00:42:44,264 --> 00:42:47,080
They doesn't just tell us who 
they is. 

848
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,795
Seem genuinely interested in the
rocks, the fossils, and science 

849
00:42:49,795 --> 00:42:52,215
in general. 
I did not observe any behavior 

850
00:42:52,215 --> 00:42:54,830
that raised concerns. 
Feels like every passage ends 

851
00:42:54,830 --> 00:42:56,630
that way. 
Epstein and the students went 

852
00:42:56,630 --> 00:42:59,602
back to the house and I poked 
around some more rocks until the

853
00:42:59,602 --> 00:43:02,427
ranch manager came to get me. 
That sounds like he was kicked 

854
00:43:02,427 --> 00:43:06,094
off the ranch. 
I was driven back to 

855
00:43:06,094 --> 00:43:10,040
Albuquerque. 
Once back in Bozeman, I sent a 

856
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:13,160
brief e-mail thanking him and 
the students, the girls, for 

857
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:16,514
allowing me to present my 
project and to explore the 

858
00:43:16,514 --> 00:43:17,656
ranch. 
The ranch was beautiful. 

859
00:43:17,656 --> 00:43:20,620
I told him how lucky he was to 
have Cretaceous sediments right 

860
00:43:20,620 --> 00:43:23,990
there where he could go out and 
collect fossils. 

861
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:26,770
An envious situation in my 
opinion. 

862
00:43:26,770 --> 00:43:28,940
Do you think that's what he was 
envious about? 

863
00:43:28,940 --> 00:43:32,836
Amy was. 
I mean, we can read this, this 

864
00:43:32,836 --> 00:43:35,082
summary e-mail, right? 
Read this right. 

865
00:43:35,082 --> 00:43:38,012
I've given you pieces, but this 
is the letter that he's 

866
00:43:38,012 --> 00:43:39,780
referring to. 
Dear Jeffrey, Many thanks for 

867
00:43:39,780 --> 00:43:42,242
the invitation to your ranch. 
I had a great time, especially 

868
00:43:42,242 --> 00:43:45,000
spending time with you and the 
girls and seeing your Cretaceous

869
00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:48,109
sediments in the old railroad. 
I don't get me too many chances 

870
00:43:48,109 --> 00:43:50,740
to spend time with non 
paleontologist or see things and

871
00:43:50,740 --> 00:43:54,101
places like that these days. 
I talked to my postdocs and Co 

872
00:43:54,101 --> 00:43:57,387
Pi when I returned and got the 
scoop on the transgenic chicken 

873
00:43:57,387 --> 00:43:59,142
situation. 
For as you know, I was very 

874
00:43:59,142 --> 00:44:01,455
surprised to hear that such a 
thing existed since my Co 

875
00:44:01,455 --> 00:44:03,760
researchers were saying it 
didn't as it turns out. 

876
00:44:03,760 --> 00:44:06,752
Oh, there although there was 
such a thing, there's simply no 

877
00:44:06,752 --> 00:44:09,628
established protocol to create 
them and they are at present do 

878
00:44:09,628 --> 00:44:11,828
not pass on their 
characteristics, so in effect 

879
00:44:11,828 --> 00:44:16,015
are useless for our project. 
What it is that we need to do is

880
00:44:16,015 --> 00:44:19,440
to be able to target a specific 
region of DNA and that 

881
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:22,045
technology is not yet available 
in birds but is expected in 

882
00:44:22,045 --> 00:44:24,662
within a year or two. 
So within our time frame, we 

883
00:44:24,662 --> 00:44:27,632
hope someone else will do it 
first so that we can use it as 

884
00:44:27,632 --> 00:44:29,940
this technology. 
Homologous recombination of 

885
00:44:29,940 --> 00:44:33,512
technology, AKA knockout 
technology is essential to the 

886
00:44:33,512 --> 00:44:36,632
success of this project. 
We do not aim to generate 

887
00:44:36,632 --> 00:44:39,289
chickens that express any 
extraneous genes, a trans gene, 

888
00:44:39,289 --> 00:44:43,000
but we plan on finding the very 
small changes in the regulation 

889
00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:45,736
of existing genes that curb 
tail, hand and tooth 

890
00:44:45,736 --> 00:44:47,590
development. 
In order to make these small 

891
00:44:47,590 --> 00:44:49,454
changes in the chicken genome, 
homologous recombination 

892
00:44:49,454 --> 00:44:51,252
technology needs to be 
developed. 

893
00:44:51,252 --> 00:44:54,080
Anyway, this is the sort of 
stuff we will discuss in our 

894
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:55,975
summit meeting. 
I very much appreciate your 

895
00:44:55,975 --> 00:44:57,300
considering of funding this 
meeting. 

896
00:44:57,300 --> 00:44:59,860
It is obviously the most 
important first step and I thank

897
00:44:59,860 --> 00:45:02,500
you for suggesting we do it. 
Please give all the girls my 

898
00:45:02,500 --> 00:45:06,892
very best wishes and to you, 
whom I envy, thanks again, Jack.

899
00:45:06,892 --> 00:45:10,735
OK, so he briefly says 
Cretaceous sediments in the 

900
00:45:10,735 --> 00:45:14,348
first paragraph, but they're not
mentioned again when he says who

901
00:45:14,348 --> 00:45:18,210
am I envy? 
So I mean, sure, OK. 

902
00:45:18,210 --> 00:45:21,940
Yeah, sure, totally. 
A famous dinosaur paleontologist

903
00:45:21,940 --> 00:45:24,738
will envy clams having access 
to. 

904
00:45:24,738 --> 00:45:28,878
Clams a guy who has multiple 
sites that he runs in Montana 

905
00:45:28,878 --> 00:45:31,975
that are literally world famous 
for producing some of the 

906
00:45:31,975 --> 00:45:33,400
highest density of dinosaur 
fossils. 

907
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:35,416
Man, who's in the? 
Entire multiple times. 

908
00:45:35,416 --> 00:45:40,197
A man who is been, I was told, 
hated turtles and a lot of other

909
00:45:40,197 --> 00:45:42,268
marine things because they 
weren't dinosaurs, right? 

910
00:45:42,268 --> 00:45:45,672
And is claiming that yes, it was
those Cretaceous clams. 

911
00:45:45,672 --> 00:45:50,356
OK, Nope, I'm not going to make 
a clam joke. 

912
00:45:50,356 --> 00:45:55,429
That's definitely with him. 
Literally considered the state 

913
00:45:55,429 --> 00:45:57,098
paleontologist of fucking 
Montana. 

914
00:45:57,098 --> 00:46:00,670
He was really envious of those 
Cretaceous invertebrates. 

915
00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:05,240
What else could there possibly 
be to be envious of with 

916
00:46:05,240 --> 00:46:07,648
Jeffrey? 
Oh, I mean literally, you know, 

917
00:46:07,648 --> 00:46:10,740
genuinely speaking, there are 
many other things, and I 

918
00:46:10,740 --> 00:46:15,022
wouldn't even say the pedophilia
could have been the top of his 

919
00:46:15,022 --> 00:46:17,190
list, but like the money or 
anything else. 

920
00:46:17,190 --> 00:46:20,364
But regardless, the fact that 
his defense is that he's jealous

921
00:46:20,364 --> 00:46:23,456
that the guy lives on a ranch 
with clams is dumb. 

922
00:46:23,456 --> 00:46:27,704
It's weird when you think about 
what Jack had access to and 

923
00:46:27,704 --> 00:46:29,280
where Jack grew up. 
Which? 

924
00:46:29,280 --> 00:46:31,700
Is. 
Western Montana and right, and 

925
00:46:31,700 --> 00:46:34,910
the fossils that Jack has 
focused on in his career. 

926
00:46:34,910 --> 00:46:38,168
And the fact is that he could 
have gone anywhere to work any 

927
00:46:38,168 --> 00:46:40,956
site at this point. 
I mean, he is a big name. 

928
00:46:40,956 --> 00:46:44,864
And so again, it's just like, 
OK, so you literally have all of

929
00:46:44,864 --> 00:46:46,800
Montana paleontology, but you're
going to turn around. 

930
00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:50,600
And I know for a fact that we 
have, you know, like bear paw 

931
00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:54,168
formation stuff and Western 
Interior Seaway stuff in 

932
00:46:54,168 --> 00:46:56,760
Montana. 
And as far as I know, like those

933
00:46:56,760 --> 00:46:59,720
weren't worked as heavily as the
Hell Creek, the Judith River, 

934
00:46:59,720 --> 00:47:02,500
the two medicine formation, you 
know, like the the ones that 

935
00:47:02,500 --> 00:47:06,538
were on his radar and were 
heavily worked are the dinosaur 

936
00:47:06,538 --> 00:47:09,375
bearing formations. 
So I mean, yeah, he did do some 

937
00:47:09,375 --> 00:47:10,827
stuff with marine reptiles as 
well. 

938
00:47:10,827 --> 00:47:13,798
And he's a Dino guy. 
That's that's what he's been. 

939
00:47:13,798 --> 00:47:15,680
He can't get Jeffrey Epstein to 
fund him. 

940
00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:17,466
Nope. 
But he can get Nathan Myhrvold 

941
00:47:17,466 --> 00:47:19,812
to fund him, who has funded his 
Chichenosaurus project. 

942
00:47:19,812 --> 00:47:21,850
Nothing has necessarily come of 
it. 

943
00:47:21,850 --> 00:47:24,887
But, you know, like being in the
Epstein files is not necessarily

944
00:47:24,887 --> 00:47:27,816
bad. 
He, you know, there's no obvious

945
00:47:27,816 --> 00:47:31,429
and of like pedophilia. 
Like I think my opinion is that 

946
00:47:31,429 --> 00:47:34,260
these letters give me the 
creeps, but that's not 

947
00:47:34,260 --> 00:47:38,092
necessarily a crime, right? 
I'm also creeped out by fossils 

948
00:47:38,092 --> 00:47:40,332
sometimes. 
So like that's not necessarily a

949
00:47:40,332 --> 00:47:43,040
crime. 
So SVP, the Society of 

950
00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:47,180
Vertebrate Paleontology has of 
course been receiving quite a 

951
00:47:47,180 --> 00:47:51,062
lot of messages about Epstein 
files, plus Jack Horner and the 

952
00:47:51,062 --> 00:47:54,825
fact that Jack Horner is still a
member of the Society of 

953
00:47:54,825 --> 00:47:57,812
Vertebrate Paleontology, has 
gone to many conferences. 

954
00:47:57,812 --> 00:48:03,454
Was a awarded a prize in 2013. 
Yeah, the Romer Simpson Prize. 

955
00:48:03,454 --> 00:48:04,440
Simpson. 
Yep. 

956
00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:07,540
And there's been a lot of 
requests to maybe reconsider 

957
00:48:07,540 --> 00:48:12,312
giving him that, to at least ban
him from future meetings. 

958
00:48:12,312 --> 00:48:15,988
And SVP's given us a response 
which is. 

959
00:48:15,988 --> 00:48:17,740
Yeah, they sure have. 
Yeah. 

960
00:48:17,740 --> 00:48:21,648
Classic SVP firing me to be here
right now. 

961
00:48:21,648 --> 00:48:26,125
Is that response? 
Yep, and by response we mean 

962
00:48:26,125 --> 00:48:28,829
fucking non response as per 
usual. 

963
00:48:28,829 --> 00:48:32,955
So with these societies you have
to understand that they are 

964
00:48:32,955 --> 00:48:35,500
they're clubs. 
They are legally just clubs. 

965
00:48:35,500 --> 00:48:39,200
They are not supported by 
private or public institutions. 

966
00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:43,474
They are groups of people. 
As we saw with Mary Anning, they

967
00:48:43,474 --> 00:48:45,720
are historically allowed to 
exclude however the fuck they 

968
00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:46,848
want to exclude? 
Sure. 

969
00:48:46,848 --> 00:48:50,700
And in their charters. 
All of these clubs have rules 

970
00:48:50,700 --> 00:48:54,104
and those rules say things like 
you can't sexually harass 

971
00:48:54,104 --> 00:48:57,060
people, you can't make people 
super uncomfortable or endanger 

972
00:48:57,060 --> 00:48:59,395
them in the field. 
You can't do this, you can't do 

973
00:48:59,395 --> 00:49:01,958
that. 
And then they have these forms 

974
00:49:01,958 --> 00:49:05,832
to report things for when 
because you know, you can't know

975
00:49:05,832 --> 00:49:08,536
every paleontologist, you can't 
know everything about everybody.

976
00:49:08,536 --> 00:49:12,641
So they have these forms for you
to fill out when there is a 

977
00:49:12,641 --> 00:49:17,030
problem so that they can go and 
look into it and then 

978
00:49:17,030 --> 00:49:20,678
subsequently potentially remove 
that person from the society and

979
00:49:20,678 --> 00:49:24,000
make sure that especially if 
they're a safety hazard that 

980
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:26,200
they can't come to future 
conferences because. 

981
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:29,652
They're so good at that with. 
SVP, Yeah, yeah. 

982
00:49:29,652 --> 00:49:33,824
So SVP statement, do you have it
in front of you? 

983
00:49:33,824 --> 00:49:39,840
Do you want to read? 
Some I got it to the members of 

984
00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:41,982
SVP. 
I am currently not and I've 

985
00:49:41,982 --> 00:49:44,388
never been more proud to not 
have an active membership. 

986
00:49:44,388 --> 00:49:47,144
We write to acknowledge the 
recent media coverage and the 

987
00:49:47,144 --> 00:49:49,676
public release of documents 
related to the Epstein 

988
00:49:49,676 --> 00:49:52,285
investigations, which has 
prompted questions with and 

989
00:49:52,285 --> 00:49:55,850
concerns within our own society.
We are aware that names of some 

990
00:49:55,850 --> 00:49:57,730
SVP members have appeared in 
these materials. 

991
00:49:57,730 --> 00:50:01,415
At this time, we must emphasize 
that the appearance of a name or

992
00:50:01,415 --> 00:50:04,766
even an e-mail in release 
document does not in itself 

993
00:50:04,766 --> 00:50:07,280
establish wrongdoing. 
Additionally, many references 

994
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:09,928
remain unverified and or lack 
context. 

995
00:50:09,928 --> 00:50:12,115
We are closely monitoring 
developments. 

996
00:50:12,115 --> 00:50:16,224
Any responses by SVP will be 
thoughtful, fair, and consistent

997
00:50:16,224 --> 00:50:18,636
with our bylines and ethics 
policies. 

998
00:50:18,636 --> 00:50:22,116
OK, I thought I was going to be 
able to do that without it and 

999
00:50:22,116 --> 00:50:24,520
I'm not OK. 
We are committed to the 

1000
00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:25,989
principles of integrity due 
process. 

1001
00:50:25,989 --> 00:50:27,435
Like I can't say this without 
laughing. 

1002
00:50:27,435 --> 00:50:30,445
Due process and respect for all 
individuals because I've 

1003
00:50:30,445 --> 00:50:33,067
experienced how they're not on 
other separate things. 

1004
00:50:33,067 --> 00:50:36,140
As a view other such credible 
information emerge that warrants

1005
00:50:36,140 --> 00:50:39,070
action under our existing 
policies, we will address it 

1006
00:50:39,070 --> 00:50:41,735
promptly and appropriately. 
Until then, we asked my members 

1007
00:50:41,735 --> 00:50:44,840
rely on verified sources and 
refrain from speculating and 

1008
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:46,700
demanding action without due 
process. 

1009
00:50:46,700 --> 00:50:49,800
Please note that the Ethics 
Committee does not disclose 

1010
00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:52,440
information regarding the ethics
investigations, including 

1011
00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:55,760
findings or or sanctions. 
We appreciate your 

1012
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:59,275
professionalism and your trust 
in the society's leadership as 

1013
00:50:59,275 --> 00:51:03,200
the situation unfolds. 
And this is my trust in the 

1014
00:51:03,200 --> 00:51:05,320
SVP's leadership. 
Right, she's flipping off the 

1015
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:08,012
camera. 
Double bird, double bird. 

1016
00:51:08,012 --> 00:51:11,740
I hear you guys really like bird
evolution. 

1017
00:51:11,740 --> 00:51:14,480
So. 
Here's a couple more. 

1018
00:51:14,480 --> 00:51:19,067
Yeah, so that response is really
bland and lackluster. 

1019
00:51:19,067 --> 00:51:24,104
And if the only problem with 
Jack Horner was, OK, he had a 

1020
00:51:24,104 --> 00:51:27,342
weird relationship with his 
student, which led to him being 

1021
00:51:27,342 --> 00:51:30,894
forced out of his job, which, by
the way, it doesn't fucking 

1022
00:51:30,894 --> 00:51:33,035
happen. 
So something tells me that it's 

1023
00:51:33,035 --> 00:51:34,760
really hard to get somebody 
fired. 

1024
00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:37,402
Amy and I both know this. 
My intention in all of these 

1025
00:51:37,402 --> 00:51:40,480
cases have been to live my 
goddamn life and do my job 

1026
00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,962
without harassment. 
It's not my choice that other 

1027
00:51:42,962 --> 00:51:47,336
people have decided to take away
my ADA recommendations and 

1028
00:51:47,336 --> 00:51:48,950
accommodations. 
That's their choice. 

1029
00:51:48,950 --> 00:51:51,136
So. 
If it was just OK, he had a 

1030
00:51:51,136 --> 00:51:54,320
weird relationship with his 
student and he's in the Epstein 

1031
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:57,820
files, he went to Jeffrey 
Epstein's ranch and did some 

1032
00:51:57,820 --> 00:52:00,750
paleontology stuff there. 
If that was the full end of it, 

1033
00:52:00,750 --> 00:52:04,521
this would almost make sense. 
But I know for a fucking fact, 

1034
00:52:04,521 --> 00:52:09,036
and SVP knows, that it is not 
because our friend Win 

1035
00:52:09,036 --> 00:52:13,024
McLaughlin has complained 
multiple times to SVP about Jack

1036
00:52:13,024 --> 00:52:16,000
Horner groping her at 
conferences twice. 

1037
00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:20,134
At the SVP conference more than 
once. 

1038
00:52:20,134 --> 00:52:23,248
And did she go through? 
And more than her, she watched 

1039
00:52:23,248 --> 00:52:25,855
him grope other people. 
Yes, yes, yes. 

1040
00:52:25,855 --> 00:52:28,464
And what did she do? 
She obviously didn't report it 

1041
00:52:28,464 --> 00:52:31,160
because they just said that we 
are committed to the principles 

1042
00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:33,368
of integrity, due process and 
respect for all individuals. 

1043
00:52:33,368 --> 00:52:35,940
Yeah, she did report it, though 
Amy isn't that sure. 

1044
00:52:35,940 --> 00:52:39,504
Well then, but, but they, I have
to trust the society's 

1045
00:52:39,504 --> 00:52:42,448
leadership. 
Megan I I mean, obviously, I 

1046
00:52:42,448 --> 00:52:45,882
mean, well, isn't it? 
Shocking how all these people in

1047
00:52:45,882 --> 00:52:47,934
power have no fucking ability to
read. 

1048
00:52:47,934 --> 00:52:50,785
Like I imagine that Jack 
Horner's next statement is going

1049
00:52:50,785 --> 00:52:53,256
to be how his dyslexia made it 
impossible to read. 

1050
00:52:53,256 --> 00:52:54,681
He couldn't. 
Handle the emails. 

1051
00:52:54,681 --> 00:52:57,480
He didn't know. 
He didn't know that he was 

1052
00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:01,872
emailing Jeff S Dean. 
I'm sorry if you have dyslexia 

1053
00:53:01,872 --> 00:53:05,118
that is a valid, but it's not a 
good reason for not looking up 

1054
00:53:05,118 --> 00:53:06,690
whether someone is a pedophile 
or not. 

1055
00:53:06,690 --> 00:53:09,426
Yeah, you can do fucking, you 
can make your computer read this

1056
00:53:09,426 --> 00:53:11,948
shit these days and probably 
even then too, right. 

1057
00:53:11,948 --> 00:53:16,365
So I mean, when I know for a 
fact went through the proper, 

1058
00:53:16,365 --> 00:53:20,638
and I mean I've, I've read from 
what she has shared on Blue Sky 

1059
00:53:20,638 --> 00:53:23,792
and others that in some cases 
she didn't even get a response 

1060
00:53:23,792 --> 00:53:25,968
from the society vertebrae 
paleontology, no 

1061
00:53:25,968 --> 00:53:28,900
acknowledgement, let alone 
anything happening, just no 

1062
00:53:28,900 --> 00:53:31,014
acknowledgement that they even 
received her complaint. 

1063
00:53:31,014 --> 00:53:33,380
And I know other people who've 
had that exact same situation. 

1064
00:53:33,380 --> 00:53:35,360
I mean, I've I. 
Know and then guess what? 

1065
00:53:35,360 --> 00:53:36,716
Yeah, guess what? 
They're all women. 

1066
00:53:36,716 --> 00:53:40,184
All of the people who I have 
heard first hand, first fucking 

1067
00:53:40,184 --> 00:53:43,040
hand about issues and reports to
SVPI know. 

1068
00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:46,355
I mentioned in one of them 
because I was again, tangential 

1069
00:53:46,355 --> 00:53:49,720
to another creep in Paleo and 
it's like, yeah, Nope. 

1070
00:53:49,720 --> 00:53:52,300
Oh, guess what? 
That person is good friends with

1071
00:53:52,300 --> 00:53:54,410
the people in the leadership of 
SVP. 

1072
00:53:54,410 --> 00:53:56,960
And guess what? 
Nothing ever came of that one 

1073
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:59,616
either. 
Yeah, I distinctly remember 

1074
00:53:59,616 --> 00:54:04,965
filing on behalf of and who 
Robert Reisz's had like fucking 

1075
00:54:04,965 --> 00:54:08,501
terrorized for years. 
They had come out to the public.

1076
00:54:08,501 --> 00:54:11,920
They had like a whole big, like,
news article about it. 

1077
00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:14,795
Robert Reisz's was not denying 
any of it at all. 

1078
00:54:14,795 --> 00:54:17,538
But he was still not being 
removed from his University of 

1079
00:54:17,538 --> 00:54:19,101
Toronto position. 
He'd been racist. 

1080
00:54:19,101 --> 00:54:22,424
He'd been sexist. 
He'd put horrible positions just

1081
00:54:22,424 --> 00:54:25,664
so scary. 
And so I decided to go ahead and

1082
00:54:25,664 --> 00:54:28,268
just submit that news report as 
the fucking complaint. 

1083
00:54:28,268 --> 00:54:31,712
And I never got an official 
response, but the president at 

1084
00:54:31,712 --> 00:54:35,782
the time did DM me on Twitter to
tell me that, you know, they 

1085
00:54:35,782 --> 00:54:38,406
were looking into it and they 
were trying to see what was 

1086
00:54:38,406 --> 00:54:40,305
legal. 
And, you know, they just had to 

1087
00:54:40,305 --> 00:54:43,000
be really careful because what 
if the guy retaliated and 

1088
00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:46,548
counter sued them and and. 
What if we all leave your shitty

1089
00:54:46,548 --> 00:54:48,992
fucking society because you 
don't give a shit about 

1090
00:54:48,992 --> 00:54:50,460
protecting your more vulnerable 
members? 

1091
00:54:50,460 --> 00:54:51,792
Yeah. 
What about that? 

1092
00:54:51,792 --> 00:54:54,660
You can have a fun little club 
with all the people you're 

1093
00:54:54,660 --> 00:54:57,058
worried about retaliating. 
You all have a nice little tea 

1094
00:54:57,058 --> 00:54:58,316
party together. 
That sounds fun. 

1095
00:54:58,316 --> 00:55:00,800
Yeah, I don't think the guy was 
ever permanently banned. 

1096
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:03,256
I'm not even sure he was banned 
from that meeting. 

1097
00:55:03,256 --> 00:55:07,304
No, oh, I think he was, but only
because like literally I think 

1098
00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:09,940
and like made a public stink 
again. 

1099
00:55:09,940 --> 00:55:13,180
And it only he only got banned 
from that meeting and it was 

1100
00:55:13,180 --> 00:55:16,386
because they were like, we're 
afraid to go to this meeting if 

1101
00:55:16,386 --> 00:55:20,290
you're not going to protect me. 
And I mean, I have first hand 

1102
00:55:20,290 --> 00:55:22,949
experience with SVP and this 
this garbage too. 

1103
00:55:22,949 --> 00:55:26,358
It was it's different. 
But yeah, I mean, it's it's just

1104
00:55:26,358 --> 00:55:31,240
like I was moderating a session 
at the 2024 meeting in 

1105
00:55:31,240 --> 00:55:33,585
Minneapolis. 
So I was introducing speakers. 

1106
00:55:33,585 --> 00:55:38,026
I was on stage next to this very
problematic person who had had a

1107
00:55:38,026 --> 00:55:40,315
lot of complaints lodged against
him. 

1108
00:55:40,315 --> 00:55:45,035
And he gave one of the scariest,
most threatening talks I've ever

1109
00:55:45,035 --> 00:55:48,258
been that, I mean, it was 
really, really scary. 

1110
00:55:48,258 --> 00:55:49,807
This is a paleontology 
conference. 

1111
00:55:49,807 --> 00:55:51,886
The talk This is a. 
Paleontology, right? 

1112
00:55:51,886 --> 00:55:56,000
There's no reason for this. 
I I had just given a talk about 

1113
00:55:56,000 --> 00:55:58,424
how we take care of the Dinosaur
Ridge track site. 

1114
00:55:58,424 --> 00:56:02,116
And then this guy gets up and 
start talking about how 

1115
00:56:02,116 --> 00:56:05,445
oligarchs and all of these 
mobsters are evil. 

1116
00:56:05,445 --> 00:56:08,120
And he started calling out 
people in the audience and 

1117
00:56:08,120 --> 00:56:10,216
threatening people in the 
audience and telling everyone 

1118
00:56:10,216 --> 00:56:13,782
that he was punched in and out 
of Afghanistan to be here and he

1119
00:56:13,782 --> 00:56:17,161
had a dead girl in his arms. 
Just a few hours before he was 

1120
00:56:17,161 --> 00:56:20,860
there that day me and my Co 
moderator were writing on a note

1121
00:56:20,860 --> 00:56:24,040
going we are so scared. 
We literally were writing to 

1122
00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:26,338
each other about how terrified 
we were. 

1123
00:56:26,338 --> 00:56:29,792
I kept envisioning my husband 
receiving my blood soaked 

1124
00:56:29,792 --> 00:56:33,108
clothing because I thought this 
guy was going to turn around and

1125
00:56:33,108 --> 00:56:35,244
blow my brains out. 
I literally this is the time. 

1126
00:56:35,244 --> 00:56:38,560
This is the only time I thought 
I this is the closest I've ever 

1127
00:56:38,560 --> 00:56:41,682
felt of I'm going to die. 
And we later found about an hour

1128
00:56:41,682 --> 00:56:44,146
later that he was armed and he 
had been armed and he had 

1129
00:56:44,146 --> 00:56:45,960
brought a bunch of assault 
rifles to that meeting. 

1130
00:56:45,960 --> 00:56:48,560
And his roommates that were 
staying with him were fucking 

1131
00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:50,575
terrified. 
Has SVP followed up with me 

1132
00:56:50,575 --> 00:56:52,760
about that once? 
No, no, I don't. 

1133
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:55,760
Do we even? 
Know where this this human being

1134
00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:56,871
is. 
I'm still afraid. 

1135
00:56:56,871 --> 00:56:59,134
What if he just shows up at my 
work? 

1136
00:56:59,134 --> 00:57:01,380
Like they have never followed 
up? 

1137
00:57:01,380 --> 00:57:05,445
They have never. 
I feel like I was set up to 

1138
00:57:05,445 --> 00:57:06,550
moderate. 
Did they ban? 

1139
00:57:06,550 --> 00:57:08,869
Him. 
Did they ban him from that 

1140
00:57:08,869 --> 00:57:09,435
meeting? 
Yes. 

1141
00:57:09,435 --> 00:57:12,452
How long did it take though? 
They didn't want to call the 

1142
00:57:12,452 --> 00:57:14,710
cops. 
It took me and my Co moderator 

1143
00:57:14,710 --> 00:57:17,374
bursting into tears and begging 
them to call the cops. 

1144
00:57:17,374 --> 00:57:19,260
Yeah. 
And they finally called the cops

1145
00:57:19,260 --> 00:57:22,180
and he was finally escorted out 
and he was supposedly banned 

1146
00:57:22,180 --> 00:57:24,050
from the meeting. 
And he immediately went on 

1147
00:57:24,050 --> 00:57:26,174
Facebook and started making 
death threats to some of the 

1148
00:57:26,174 --> 00:57:27,100
leadership in SVP. 
Yeah. 

1149
00:57:27,100 --> 00:57:29,216
And then his roommates came 
forward and said we're 

1150
00:57:29,216 --> 00:57:31,122
terrified. 
He brought a ton of guns. 

1151
00:57:31,122 --> 00:57:34,355
And and this is not unknown 
individual is they didn't they 

1152
00:57:34,355 --> 00:57:37,027
give him a chance to revise his 
abstracts? 

1153
00:57:37,027 --> 00:57:41,048
Yes, which is not how I heard it
was supposed to be. 

1154
00:57:41,048 --> 00:57:44,030
He had supposedly given a pretty
unhinged talk at the, I think, 

1155
00:57:44,030 --> 00:57:46,682
Toronto meeting. 
Before this, people knew he was 

1156
00:57:46,682 --> 00:57:49,574
essentially not well and in not 
a good headspace. 

1157
00:57:49,574 --> 00:57:51,840
After this talk, I had a 
prominent dinosaur 

1158
00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:54,989
paleontologist who I cannot 
stand to be like, oh, Amy, I had

1159
00:57:54,989 --> 00:57:58,058
to leave and I was like, well, 
fuck you, fucking cool. 

1160
00:57:58,058 --> 00:58:00,882
I couldn't leave. 
And he was like, he was like, 

1161
00:58:00,882 --> 00:58:03,942
oh, well, I knew he was crazy. 
This summer I had to kick him 

1162
00:58:03,942 --> 00:58:05,948
out of my field program because 
he was scaring people. 

1163
00:58:05,948 --> 00:58:07,575
And I was like, did you report 
that? 

1164
00:58:07,575 --> 00:58:09,840
He said, oh, no, well, it wasn't
my place. 

1165
00:58:09,840 --> 00:58:11,775
And I said then whose place was 
it? 

1166
00:58:11,775 --> 00:58:14,947
And I said, well, did you know 
he was giving this talk and 

1167
00:58:14,947 --> 00:58:17,240
doing this abstract? 
Well, I thought that they 

1168
00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:19,400
wouldn't accept it. 
Did you say that? 

1169
00:58:19,400 --> 00:58:22,340
Well, no, I just assumed that 
they wouldn't have done that. 

1170
00:58:22,340 --> 00:58:25,355
They wouldn't have accepted it. 
So then when you saw it was 

1171
00:58:25,355 --> 00:58:28,840
accepted, did you say anything? 
Well, no, it isn't my place. 

1172
00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:30,300
Fuck you. 
Yeah. 

1173
00:58:30,300 --> 00:58:33,870
Fucking. 
I'm still like, I've just like, 

1174
00:58:33,870 --> 00:58:35,765
I'm terrified. 
I mean, I've never I've. 

1175
00:58:35,765 --> 00:58:37,715
I've spent a lot of therapy 
sessions on this. 

1176
00:58:37,715 --> 00:58:40,103
Let me tell you that. 
Yeah, a lot of therapy on that. 

1177
00:58:40,103 --> 00:58:42,490
I thought I was going to die. 
I thought he was gonna just 

1178
00:58:42,490 --> 00:58:44,202
shoot me. 
And I'm not saying that that's 

1179
00:58:44,202 --> 00:58:47,076
an easy situation to deal with, 
but I do feel like the number 

1180
00:58:47,076 --> 00:58:48,680
one thing would be calling the 
cops. 

1181
00:58:48,680 --> 00:58:51,840
Actually, you know, the number 
one thing would be you know that

1182
00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:55,270
this individual has a history. 
If you're not familiar with how 

1183
00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:58,303
these conferences work, the way 
that they work is that if you 

1184
00:58:58,303 --> 00:59:01,702
want to present, you have to in 
months ahead of time, submit an 

1185
00:59:01,702 --> 00:59:04,080
abstract of which you want to 
talk about. 

1186
00:59:04,080 --> 00:59:07,949
And SVP sends that out to peer 
reviewers and they are 

1187
00:59:07,949 --> 00:59:10,188
technically considered peer 
reviewed abstracts where the 

1188
00:59:10,188 --> 00:59:13,664
peer reviewers say, Oh no, 
that's crazy bonkers or oh, 

1189
00:59:13,664 --> 00:59:16,424
that's good. 
And they told SVP, you know, 

1190
00:59:16,424 --> 00:59:20,115
something to the equivalence of 
like basically the guy got the 

1191
00:59:20,115 --> 00:59:23,460
usually you just get rejected. 
This guy got the awkward. 

1192
00:59:23,460 --> 00:59:27,720
Rejected because he was using 
specific names of like straight 

1193
00:59:27,720 --> 00:59:32,050
up like criminals and oligarchs.
And so you're and so they just 

1194
00:59:32,050 --> 00:59:35,050
said take the names out. 
So when he was giving his 

1195
00:59:35,050 --> 00:59:37,976
presentation, one of these SVP 
leadership members stopped his 

1196
00:59:37,976 --> 00:59:41,610
talk and said you agreed to not 
use any of their names. 

1197
00:59:41,610 --> 00:59:43,820
That's all he did. 
He didn't stop the session. 

1198
00:59:43,820 --> 00:59:46,662
He didn't say you're done. 
He just said you need to stop 

1199
00:59:46,662 --> 00:59:48,229
saying names and he let the guy 
continue. 

1200
00:59:48,229 --> 00:59:50,710
So it's not like they didn't 
have warning. 

1201
00:59:50,710 --> 00:59:55,420
The guy had been there before. 
The guy's abstract was crazy. 

1202
00:59:55,420 --> 00:59:58,920
It's been confirmed that well, 
OK, actually I shouldn't say 

1203
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:01,702
that. 
It is very much assumed and 

1204
01:00:01,702 --> 01:00:04,920
known highly that he was faking 
his credentials. 

1205
01:00:04,920 --> 01:00:08,188
Yes, he was making up like 
making up his affiliation. 

1206
01:00:08,188 --> 01:00:11,312
And when we asked the person who
did this session, who 

1207
01:00:11,312 --> 01:00:15,023
interrupted, who like paused it,
he laughed and said no, we don't

1208
01:00:15,023 --> 01:00:17,448
check affiliations. 
Do we want to say who this guy 

1209
01:00:17,448 --> 01:00:18,805
who said that he was affiliated 
with? 

1210
01:00:18,805 --> 01:00:20,860
He said he was a part of 
Department of Homeland Security.

1211
01:00:20,860 --> 01:00:24,066
Yeah, so he said that he was 
part of Department of Homeland 

1212
01:00:24,066 --> 01:00:26,880
Security and then went on a 
rampage claiming that 

1213
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:29,980
paleontologists were, like, 
poaching things and funding, 

1214
01:00:29,980 --> 01:00:32,940
like, horrible stuff and. 
Working with oligarchs to get 

1215
01:00:32,940 --> 01:00:34,248
fossils. 
War crimes, war crimes. 

1216
01:00:34,248 --> 01:00:38,390
He was accusing all of us in 
that room of of of being war 

1217
01:00:38,390 --> 01:00:41,679
criminals. 
And it turns out that maybe his 

1218
01:00:41,679 --> 01:00:43,995
affiliation was not correct and 
SVP. 

1219
01:00:43,995 --> 01:00:47,980
Claimed to be a part of like 
never checked like no SVP did 

1220
01:00:47,980 --> 01:00:50,072
not check. 
I know that someone else 

1221
01:00:50,072 --> 01:00:51,589
reported him for or 
impersonating. 

1222
01:00:51,589 --> 01:00:57,144
I don't know, you can't really 
fake a Homeland Security e-mail 

1223
01:00:57,144 --> 01:01:00,305
address, right? 
So did they look at his like 

1224
01:01:00,305 --> 01:01:02,456
Yahoo? 
Submission didn't address they 

1225
01:01:02,456 --> 01:01:07,560
like oh so, so going back to the
statement that SVP made where 

1226
01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:09,464
they are talking about their 
Ethics Committee. 

1227
01:01:09,464 --> 01:01:12,980
And then if you go to blue sky, 
people who are on the Ethics 

1228
01:01:12,980 --> 01:01:15,760
Committee and who are on the 
diversity committee are openly 

1229
01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:18,328
saying that this letter was not 
run by them. 

1230
01:01:18,328 --> 01:01:21,444
And then my friend who's a part 
of the, our friend who's a part 

1231
01:01:21,444 --> 01:01:23,804
of the communications committee 
reached out to me and said they 

1232
01:01:23,804 --> 01:01:26,094
did not include this with the 
communications committee either.

1233
01:01:26,094 --> 01:01:30,494
So that means that they didn't 
check with any of these supposed

1234
01:01:30,494 --> 01:01:32,805
functioning committees, which 
confirms to me what I've 

1235
01:01:32,805 --> 01:01:35,235
suspected for a long time, that 
they're all performative. 

1236
01:01:35,235 --> 01:01:38,850
The society is not actually 
interested in opening things up 

1237
01:01:38,850 --> 01:01:42,160
and making things more 
accessible and like giving these

1238
01:01:42,160 --> 01:01:44,280
different roles. 
They're going to keep their 

1239
01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:46,494
power within these few elite 
leadership positions, and 

1240
01:01:46,494 --> 01:01:49,068
they're going to just let these 
committees go for. 

1241
01:01:49,068 --> 01:01:52,450
Yeah, you kids stay busy is what
it feels like. 

1242
01:01:52,450 --> 01:01:55,520
But there's obviously no actual 
function to these committees. 

1243
01:01:55,520 --> 01:01:58,576
So if you go and say I'm going 
to make a. 

1244
01:01:58,576 --> 01:02:01,898
Difference too. 
It's often super young compared 

1245
01:02:01,898 --> 01:02:05,639
to the. 
Early career because they tell 

1246
01:02:05,639 --> 01:02:10,022
you they tell you that if you 
want to get higher in SVP 

1247
01:02:10,022 --> 01:02:13,381
leadership that you should be a 
part of a committee and work for

1248
01:02:13,381 --> 01:02:16,822
free to do a bunch of unpaid 
labor that we don't care about. 

1249
01:02:16,822 --> 01:02:20,712
I mean, it's just, yeah, it's 
it's taking advantage of the 

1250
01:02:20,712 --> 01:02:24,888
rosy glasses that you. 
It's just, I've never been more 

1251
01:02:24,888 --> 01:02:29,892
like I was super hurt by what 
happened to me last November or 

1252
01:02:29,892 --> 01:02:32,723
October. 
I still have hoped, I guess in 

1253
01:02:32,723 --> 01:02:36,672
some ways that SVP would do the 
right thing or that I might hear

1254
01:02:36,672 --> 01:02:39,295
from someone someday. 
And then to have this come out 

1255
01:02:39,295 --> 01:02:42,506
that they're going to go and 
say, OK, like this isn't just 

1256
01:02:42,506 --> 01:02:46,072
like, oh, hey, Jack's name is in
this here and there. 

1257
01:02:46,072 --> 01:02:50,050
He went to this fucking place. 
I don't give a shit. 

1258
01:02:50,050 --> 01:02:53,489
If anything else happened, he is
admitting that he worked with 

1259
01:02:53,489 --> 01:02:59,488
someone, one who we knew at this
point in 2012 was a fucking sex 

1260
01:02:59,488 --> 01:03:03,144
criminal against minors. 
Like it shouldn't the 

1261
01:03:03,144 --> 01:03:05,680
association, Like why are we 
not? 

1262
01:03:05,680 --> 01:03:09,412
I don't understand. 
I'm not saying Jack did anything

1263
01:03:09,412 --> 01:03:11,536
inappropriate while he was in 
New Mexico. 

1264
01:03:11,536 --> 01:03:13,341
I don't know. 
I wasn't there. 

1265
01:03:13,341 --> 01:03:16,612
Isn't he's associated 
appropriate stuff at SVP and 

1266
01:03:16,612 --> 01:03:19,734
that SVP has been warned about 
it, Yes. 

1267
01:03:19,734 --> 01:03:22,440
We know that for a fact because 
guess what? 

1268
01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:25,500
It turns out even though we're 
ladies, we still have vocal 

1269
01:03:25,500 --> 01:03:28,260
cords and apparently we can 
sometimes still use them. 

1270
01:03:28,260 --> 01:03:32,002
And it's not as easy to silence 
us as the Mary Anning Day, 

1271
01:03:32,002 --> 01:03:34,032
thanks to the advent of many 
social media. 

1272
01:03:34,032 --> 01:03:37,779
And I just want to say that I 
knew and wasn't surprised to 

1273
01:03:37,779 --> 01:03:41,279
hear this at all because when I 
got hired, well, when I had my 

1274
01:03:41,279 --> 01:03:44,525
interview, they flew me to 
Bozeman in September of 2017. 

1275
01:03:44,525 --> 01:03:49,155
I had this marathon day of 
interviews and my last interview

1276
01:03:49,155 --> 01:03:53,700
of the Today was with the 
executive director of Museum of 

1277
01:03:53,700 --> 01:03:56,148
the Rockies at that time. 
She's now retired. 

1278
01:03:56,148 --> 01:03:58,600
And she and I, it was a 
one-on-one interview. 

1279
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:02,561
I, she, she's the one who 
brought up Jack because it was a

1280
01:04:02,561 --> 01:04:05,389
bit of the elephant in the room 
about like, you know, Jack's not

1281
01:04:05,389 --> 01:04:07,022
here. 
And then she looked at me and 

1282
01:04:07,022 --> 01:04:09,696
she said, I never thought I'd 
have to make a policy that no 

1283
01:04:09,696 --> 01:04:12,362
one under the age of 18 can go 
into the field. 

1284
01:04:12,362 --> 01:04:16,215
And I wasn't even hired yet. 
This was during my interview. 

1285
01:04:16,215 --> 01:04:19,580
I still don't entirely know why 
she said this to me. 

1286
01:04:19,580 --> 01:04:22,797
I'm sure she would deny it. 
I have no evidence it was just 

1287
01:04:22,797 --> 01:04:25,787
me and her, but she told me that
when I interviewed. 

1288
01:04:25,787 --> 01:04:29,506
And then, yeah, as I continued 
to work there, more and more 

1289
01:04:29,506 --> 01:04:33,278
creepy things just piled up 
between essentially soft porn in

1290
01:04:33,278 --> 01:04:37,928
his office that I cleaned out 
and pictures of just some really

1291
01:04:37,928 --> 01:04:40,780
disturbing pictures with him. 
And then you dig into the 

1292
01:04:40,780 --> 01:04:43,906
science part and it's like, OK, 
so whatever you want to separate

1293
01:04:43,906 --> 01:04:45,852
the scientists from the science.
Fine. 

1294
01:04:45,852 --> 01:04:47,332
Well, then let's talk about his 
science. 

1295
01:04:47,332 --> 01:04:50,680
It's a bunch of bullshit, too. 
Like he's just not very, very 

1296
01:04:50,680 --> 01:04:53,680
well respected. 
Everyone calls him Doctor 

1297
01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:55,165
Horner. 
He does have an honorary 

1298
01:04:55,165 --> 01:04:58,030
doctorate and I'm not trying to 
say that you'd need to have 

1299
01:04:58,030 --> 01:05:00,530
advanced degrees. 
However, he did not even get a 

1300
01:05:00,530 --> 01:05:01,303
bachelors degree. 
Okay. 

1301
01:05:01,303 --> 01:05:03,147
He claims it's because of his 
dyslexia. 

1302
01:05:03,147 --> 01:05:05,960
That's fair. 
Probably before a lot of 

1303
01:05:05,960 --> 01:05:08,520
accommodations. 
However when people just go, oh,

1304
01:05:08,520 --> 01:05:12,828
he's a doctor, they assume a 
level of education that he then 

1305
01:05:12,828 --> 01:05:16,352
doesn't actually have. 
And if you start to look at a 

1306
01:05:16,352 --> 01:05:19,703
lot of his hypothesis and this 
stuff, he likes to throw a lot 

1307
01:05:19,703 --> 01:05:22,842
of big sexy ideas out there and 
then really doesn't have a ton 

1308
01:05:22,842 --> 01:05:26,020
of evidence to back him up. 
He did not discover Myosora. 

1309
01:05:26,020 --> 01:05:30,062
That was discovered by Marian 
Branvolt, a woman who owned that

1310
01:05:30,062 --> 01:05:33,235
land out in Bynum Shoto area of 
Montana. 

1311
01:05:33,235 --> 01:05:37,315
She knew when she found these 
eggs and baby bones what she 

1312
01:05:37,315 --> 01:05:39,502
had. 
I've read that it was actually 

1313
01:05:39,502 --> 01:05:42,424
her that said, hey, they must 
have been cared for. 

1314
01:05:42,424 --> 01:05:45,729
You know, again, this is just 
this family's word against Jax. 

1315
01:05:45,729 --> 01:05:49,372
But he, he is written in books. 
It's the best discovery I've 

1316
01:05:49,372 --> 01:05:51,980
ever made. 
He didn't fucking discover it. 

1317
01:05:51,980 --> 01:05:54,508
Like you named them. 
You named Myasora. 

1318
01:05:54,508 --> 01:05:58,192
But I'm so tired of people 
saying that he discovered 

1319
01:05:58,192 --> 01:06:00,096
Myasora. 
He didn't discover those 

1320
01:06:00,096 --> 01:06:00,880
fossils. 
Did he? 

1321
01:06:00,880 --> 01:06:02,655
Then go excavate more of them? 
Yes. 

1322
01:06:02,655 --> 01:06:06,530
But if it hadn't been for Marion
Brandvold's discovery, none of 

1323
01:06:06,530 --> 01:06:08,775
this would have ever fucking 
happened. 

1324
01:06:08,775 --> 01:06:11,560
And it it just, there's so many 
layers to this. 

1325
01:06:11,560 --> 01:06:13,060
The Dino chicken thing is 
ridiculous. 

1326
01:06:13,060 --> 01:06:15,682
Everyone has heard of his 
obligate scavenger hypothesis, 

1327
01:06:15,682 --> 01:06:20,002
which is also just like, not 
backed by a lot of evidence. 

1328
01:06:20,002 --> 01:06:22,509
Oh my gosh. 
He's also this huge proponent 

1329
01:06:22,509 --> 01:06:25,230
of, you know, none of these are 
different species. 

1330
01:06:25,230 --> 01:06:27,824
They're just babies or or really
old ones. 

1331
01:06:27,824 --> 01:06:33,910
So I keep begging Amy to let me 
do a Do Dinosaur Babies Exist 

1332
01:06:33,910 --> 01:06:38,675
podcast episode. 
For Jack would say yes, so he 

1333
01:06:38,675 --> 01:06:41,392
has. 
He believes that Torosaurus is 

1334
01:06:41,392 --> 01:06:44,685
actually the largest growth 
stage of Triceratops, which is 

1335
01:06:44,685 --> 01:06:47,388
pretty much bullshit. 
We have found juvenile 

1336
01:06:47,388 --> 01:06:50,800
Torosaurus fossils. 
He used to claim that Jane and 

1337
01:06:50,800 --> 01:06:54,068
Chomper, which they were called 
juvenile T Rex specimens are 

1338
01:06:54,068 --> 01:06:56,808
actually Nanotyrannus, which has
been news this year. 

1339
01:06:56,808 --> 01:07:01,934
He also said that Stiggy, Moloch
and Draco Rex are just juvenile 

1340
01:07:01,934 --> 01:07:05,845
forms of Pachycephalosaurus. 
And that is also been, you know,

1341
01:07:05,845 --> 01:07:08,995
not supported with more recent 
discoveries and all of this. 

1342
01:07:08,995 --> 01:07:13,820
I mean, and then it's just like 
the science isn't even that 

1343
01:07:13,820 --> 01:07:16,592
good. 
And then the personal stuff is, 

1344
01:07:16,592 --> 01:07:20,280
Oh my God, he went on this thing
back in like 2018. 

1345
01:07:20,280 --> 01:07:22,326
It was so funny. 
He's putting it all over social 

1346
01:07:22,326 --> 01:07:24,336
media. 
And he was like, the best way to

1347
01:07:24,336 --> 01:07:28,020
look at a dinosaur egg for an 
embryo is to smash it with a 

1348
01:07:28,020 --> 01:07:30,335
hammer. 
And like everyone, I mean, these

1349
01:07:30,335 --> 01:07:34,059
are some big names who come out 
and are like, dear God, no, like

1350
01:07:34,059 --> 01:07:37,915
CT scan it, X-ray it. 
Like, please, like do anything 

1351
01:07:37,915 --> 01:07:41,232
but destroy it. 
And him being like, you can glue

1352
01:07:41,232 --> 01:07:44,238
it back together. 
And it's just like, bro, like, 

1353
01:07:44,238 --> 01:07:48,200
it's not the 1970s anymore. 
We have technology that would 

1354
01:07:48,200 --> 01:07:51,622
preserve these fossils. 
So it's just like, there's just 

1355
01:07:51,622 --> 01:07:54,908
so many layers to this, and it 
is really gross. 

1356
01:07:54,908 --> 01:07:59,380
And I worked, my true boss at 
Museum of the Rockies was who 

1357
01:07:59,380 --> 01:08:01,041
was the. 
Oh, my God. 

1358
01:08:01,041 --> 01:08:03,036
Yeah, he was. 
He was a lot. 

1359
01:08:03,036 --> 01:08:05,664
He hated me. 
He got really mad at me in 2019 

1360
01:08:05,664 --> 01:08:08,745
because I went to the Dino 
shindig at the Carter County 

1361
01:08:08,745 --> 01:08:11,980
Museum in Ikalaka. 
And I was very disappointed in 

1362
01:08:11,980 --> 01:08:14,540
their speakers. 
They had like 14 speakers at the

1363
01:08:14,540 --> 01:08:18,439
event and 12 of them were white 
men or like 11 of them were 

1364
01:08:18,439 --> 01:08:21,986
white men or men, I should say. 
And when they were called out on

1365
01:08:21,986 --> 01:08:25,020
social media about this and the 
Paleo education group, their, 

1366
01:08:25,020 --> 01:08:28,390
their curator, their executive 
director was like, what are you 

1367
01:08:28,390 --> 01:08:30,319
talking about? 
We had lots of diversity. 

1368
01:08:30,319 --> 01:08:32,801
Some people talked about 
Pachycephalosaurus, some people 

1369
01:08:32,801 --> 01:08:35,840
talked about Mosasaurus. 
We even had a mammal talk and 

1370
01:08:35,840 --> 01:08:38,470
the whole community was like, 
that's not what we're fucking 

1371
01:08:38,470 --> 01:08:40,000
talking about. 
Like this isn't. 

1372
01:08:40,000 --> 01:08:44,042
So anyway, I went on then 
Twitter and said Dino Shindig is

1373
01:08:44,042 --> 01:08:46,952
pale, stale and male because it 
fucking was. 

1374
01:08:46,952 --> 01:08:52,840
And about a month later I got 
called in to office and he 

1375
01:08:52,840 --> 01:08:57,761
pretty him and the curator sat 
me down, blocked me in there and

1376
01:08:57,761 --> 01:09:01,800
yelled at me for like 2 hours. 
The curator blocked was like 

1377
01:09:01,800 --> 01:09:05,334
sure he's like this unassuming 
guy, but he was literally 

1378
01:09:05,334 --> 01:09:09,060
blocking my exit and says to me,
you know, because he was 

1379
01:09:09,060 --> 01:09:11,240
horrified that I had said 
something out against the Carter

1380
01:09:11,240 --> 01:09:14,497
County Museum, who is one of our
sister museums of Museum of the 

1381
01:09:14,497 --> 01:09:16,696
Rockies. 
And he says to me, we always 

1382
01:09:16,696 --> 01:09:19,279
stand by our friends. 
We always stand by our 

1383
01:09:19,279 --> 01:09:22,684
colleagues, even if we don't 
agree with them, even if we're 

1384
01:09:22,684 --> 01:09:26,660
no matter what, even if we do 
not like what they're doing. 

1385
01:09:26,660 --> 01:09:29,823
We stand by them. 
And I swear to God, Megan chills

1386
01:09:29,823 --> 01:09:33,305
went down my spine because I was
like, what are you covering up? 

1387
01:09:33,305 --> 01:09:36,439
What are you covering up? 
And he kept yelling at me for 

1388
01:09:36,439 --> 01:09:39,175
like another hour or so. 
I just remember having snot 

1389
01:09:39,175 --> 01:09:42,010
running down my face. 
Not neither of them gave me a 

1390
01:09:42,010 --> 01:09:43,578
break. 
Never of them offered me a 

1391
01:09:43,578 --> 01:09:46,161
tissue. 
I'm just wiping my tears and my 

1392
01:09:46,161 --> 01:09:49,911
snot on my shirt like as they're
just screaming at me. 

1393
01:09:49,911 --> 01:09:54,189
And that was because I should 
have had loyalty to Museum of 

1394
01:09:54,189 --> 01:09:56,690
the Rockies. 
This man who was just screaming 

1395
01:09:56,690 --> 01:09:59,522
at me. 
I was supposed to be loyal to 

1396
01:09:59,522 --> 01:10:02,760
him and that because he said so.
And he used to tell these 

1397
01:10:02,760 --> 01:10:05,954
stories about how him and Jack 
would go party at the dorms at 

1398
01:10:05,954 --> 01:10:09,254
MSU 20 years ago. 
And he was in his 60s at that 

1399
01:10:09,254 --> 01:10:11,484
point. 
So I'm like, so you guys were 

1400
01:10:11,484 --> 01:10:14,320
creepy 40 year old men partying 
in college dorm rooms. 

1401
01:10:14,320 --> 01:10:16,334
Like just some fucked up shit, 
man. 

1402
01:10:16,334 --> 01:10:19,440
Some super fucked up shit. 
So it's just like, like, yeah, 

1403
01:10:19,440 --> 01:10:22,320
none of us have ever had the 
people closest to this situation

1404
01:10:22,320 --> 01:10:25,200
are not going to speak up. 
If you have noticed, Museum of 

1405
01:10:25,200 --> 01:10:28,218
the Rockies has gone radio 
silent in the last couple of 

1406
01:10:28,218 --> 01:10:30,792
days. 
None of them who are usually 

1407
01:10:30,792 --> 01:10:33,880
avid Jack Horner supporters. 
In fact, you can see people who 

1408
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:36,920
are employed by their commenting
all over his Instagram posts 

1409
01:10:36,920 --> 01:10:40,056
with admiration and they're not 
saying anything at all. 

1410
01:10:40,056 --> 01:10:42,730
And again, it's just they know 
the most. 

1411
01:10:42,730 --> 01:10:45,963
And I, I'm horrified that, I 
mean, I knew at the time that 

1412
01:10:45,963 --> 01:10:47,850
they were never going to do the 
right thing because he was 

1413
01:10:47,850 --> 01:10:49,285
telling me we don't do the right
thing. 

1414
01:10:49,285 --> 01:10:52,608
We do the thing that holds up 
these relationships and these 

1415
01:10:52,608 --> 01:10:54,340
partnerships. 
He said it to me. 

1416
01:10:54,340 --> 01:10:56,360
And so with all this. 
Motto. 

1417
01:10:56,360 --> 01:10:59,160
Yeah, right. 
So what the fuck yeah. 

1418
01:10:59,160 --> 01:11:02,362
And then he tried to get me put 
me on suspension, tried to get 

1419
01:11:02,362 --> 01:11:05,270
me fired because he didn't like 
that I didn't Olay ad on my 

1420
01:11:05,270 --> 01:11:06,872
Instagram. 
It was so stupid. 

1421
01:11:06,872 --> 01:11:10,562
So it was time to leave. 
But it's there's just so many 

1422
01:11:10,562 --> 01:11:15,254
layers to this that SVP has 
known for a very long time about

1423
01:11:15,254 --> 01:11:17,092
these issues. 
It doesn't make any sense. 

1424
01:11:17,092 --> 01:11:20,440
My friend again is telling me 
you should report it and I'm 

1425
01:11:20,440 --> 01:11:23,090
going why they don't listen to 
our reports. 

1426
01:11:23,090 --> 01:11:26,322
I would rather make a stink. 
I would rather make some noise. 

1427
01:11:26,322 --> 01:11:29,228
Well, and like they had a 
community meeting this afternoon

1428
01:11:29,228 --> 01:11:32,480
and they specifically said that 
if you weren't a member, you 

1429
01:11:32,480 --> 01:11:34,864
weren't allowed to talk at the 
community meeting, which I 

1430
01:11:34,864 --> 01:11:38,280
haven't been a member for a long
time for a variety of reasons. 

1431
01:11:38,280 --> 01:11:41,238
Not just because I have a 
policy, which is that I don't 

1432
01:11:41,238 --> 01:11:44,492
pay to be sexually harassed, 
which would include not paying 

1433
01:11:44,492 --> 01:11:48,384
to go to these conferences, but 
also I definitely don't pay 

1434
01:11:48,384 --> 01:11:51,480
through the fucking nose to go 
and be sexually harassed. 

1435
01:11:51,480 --> 01:11:54,480
And SVP, if you're listening to 
this and you're not a 

1436
01:11:54,480 --> 01:11:56,720
intelligence and you're not a 
scientist, you might not 

1437
01:11:56,720 --> 01:11:59,820
understand why these conferences
are such a big deal. 

1438
01:11:59,820 --> 01:12:03,000
And you would be correct. 
But The thing is that 

1439
01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:05,410
conferences are like this weird 
conferences and society 

1440
01:12:05,410 --> 01:12:08,888
memberships are like this weird,
implicitly expected part of 

1441
01:12:08,888 --> 01:12:12,344
being a scientist where you go 
to these conferences before 

1442
01:12:12,344 --> 01:12:15,200
you're done with your research. 
And the idea is theoretically 

1443
01:12:15,200 --> 01:12:18,266
you're supposed to present them 
and then like maybe get some 

1444
01:12:18,266 --> 01:12:21,127
ideas and feedback from people 
before you finish. 

1445
01:12:21,127 --> 01:12:24,920
That's never what happens. 
People go to piss on their 

1446
01:12:24,920 --> 01:12:28,558
section of research and tell the
world about it so that nobody 

1447
01:12:28,558 --> 01:12:31,867
else bothers to go and do it. 
Like that's what conferences are

1448
01:12:31,867 --> 01:12:34,480
for. 
And SVP is particularly toxic to

1449
01:12:34,480 --> 01:12:39,094
the extent where I don't think 
it's truly an SVP poster session

1450
01:12:39,094 --> 01:12:43,000
if a older man has not made a 
student cry. 

1451
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:47,015
If there's not a crying student 
at the poster session, it's not 

1452
01:12:47,015 --> 01:12:51,444
a fucking SVP poster session. 
So I don't go to that conference

1453
01:12:51,444 --> 01:12:54,910
because why would I? 
It just seems like there's so 

1454
01:12:54,910 --> 01:12:58,120
many things in science and 
academia that just seem like 

1455
01:12:58,120 --> 01:13:01,240
they don't benefit me, they 
don't benefit my students, they 

1456
01:13:01,240 --> 01:13:04,176
don't benefit my friends. 
They don't even, at this point 

1457
01:13:04,176 --> 01:13:06,099
really benefit old men. 
I guess they wouldn't have 

1458
01:13:06,099 --> 01:13:09,768
anybody to yell at if we didn't 
have post or something. 

1459
01:13:09,768 --> 01:13:15,104
But yeah, it's just, it's this 
weird habit that we're all kind 

1460
01:13:15,104 --> 01:13:18,896
of told that in order to be a 
scientist, you have to be a part

1461
01:13:18,896 --> 01:13:21,550
of these memberships. 
And there's also this like thing

1462
01:13:21,550 --> 01:13:25,142
where a lot of people wanting to
go to Graduate School and people

1463
01:13:25,142 --> 01:13:28,244
wanting to, like move to the 
next stage in their career are 

1464
01:13:28,244 --> 01:13:31,895
often told that they need to go 
to these conferences to network.

1465
01:13:31,895 --> 01:13:35,940
And sure, you're going to meet a
ton of people to network with. 

1466
01:13:35,940 --> 01:13:39,144
And that's part of why these 
conferences are important and 

1467
01:13:39,144 --> 01:13:43,168
why they have stuck around 
despite like being toxic fests. 

1468
01:13:43,168 --> 01:13:47,660
No, but I just, I don't, I don't
think it's personally worth it. 

1469
01:13:47,660 --> 01:13:50,836
And I do tell students that 
they, if they want to go and try

1470
01:13:50,836 --> 01:13:53,758
and meet some of their advisors 
and talk to them in person, like

1471
01:13:53,758 --> 01:13:55,766
potential advisors, that it is a
good way. 

1472
01:13:55,766 --> 01:13:58,225
But frankly, there are cheaper 
conferences that paleontologists

1473
01:13:58,225 --> 01:14:00,000
go to that are better. 
That's. 

1474
01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:01,125
True. 
Yeah, that's true. 

1475
01:14:01,125 --> 01:14:02,840
I mean, and it is. 
It's tricky. 

1476
01:14:02,840 --> 01:14:06,168
It's so tricky too, because I 
think a lot of us too have a 

1477
01:14:06,168 --> 01:14:09,755
nostalgia aspect. 
I loved my first few SVPS, like 

1478
01:14:09,755 --> 01:14:12,036
they were like, they're so 
exciting. 

1479
01:14:12,036 --> 01:14:16,768
And I have had a lot of good 
successes come out of SVP for 

1480
01:14:16,768 --> 01:14:20,160
whether that's, well, actually 
in hindsight, pretty shitty. 

1481
01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:24,606
That's where I met my master. 
That's where I met my graduate 

1482
01:14:24,606 --> 01:14:27,070
advisor. 
That's where I heard about the 

1483
01:14:27,070 --> 01:14:29,569
Mor job. 
The guy who's doing all of our 

1484
01:14:29,569 --> 01:14:31,946
exhibits right now, I've known 
him because of SVP meetings. 

1485
01:14:31,946 --> 01:14:34,936
So yeah, like there is important
key networking that happens. 

1486
01:14:34,936 --> 01:14:39,392
And now I love to just go to 
just like show off my successes 

1487
01:14:39,392 --> 01:14:43,076
so all my enemies have to see me
and be like, ha, ha, ha. 

1488
01:14:43,076 --> 01:14:47,462
But it sucks because like I love
what they in theory stand for. 

1489
01:14:47,462 --> 01:14:51,340
I love what this field in theory
stands for. 

1490
01:14:51,340 --> 01:14:55,480
It's really hard to grapple with
the reality of these places that

1491
01:14:55,480 --> 01:14:58,432
I want to be a part of. 
I love the socializing. 

1492
01:14:58,432 --> 01:15:01,202
I never go to talks, dude. 
Sitting in that session was the 

1493
01:15:01,202 --> 01:15:03,547
longest I've ever sat in one 
session because I was moderating

1494
01:15:03,547 --> 01:15:04,922
it. 
I was like, I'm so bored. 

1495
01:15:04,922 --> 01:15:07,872
But I go for the networking. 
I go for the connections, I go 

1496
01:15:07,872 --> 01:15:10,208
to see friends. 
I go for all of those reasons. 

1497
01:15:10,208 --> 01:15:13,502
And it is shitty to have to be 
like, OK, I mean, I'm just going

1498
01:15:13,502 --> 01:15:16,608
to create my own like Paleo Fest
at Dino Ridge or something to 

1499
01:15:16,608 --> 01:15:18,823
invite those people to see me or
something. 

1500
01:15:18,823 --> 01:15:21,670
But it sucks because in theory 
they're good. 

1501
01:15:21,670 --> 01:15:26,176
In practice they're done by 
shitty humans who are not good. 

1502
01:15:26,176 --> 01:15:28,225
And that is it's. 
Really. 

1503
01:15:28,225 --> 01:15:31,854
And if that's really sad, rid of
those people right there is no 

1504
01:15:31,854 --> 01:15:33,240
point to you. 
Right. 

1505
01:15:33,240 --> 01:15:35,226
No. 
And that's where I've come to. 

1506
01:15:35,226 --> 01:15:38,336
Oh, SVP does not care about me. 
They're not interested in 

1507
01:15:38,336 --> 01:15:40,280
protecting. 
They're much more interested in 

1508
01:15:40,280 --> 01:15:43,640
upholding the old guard, the 
ivory tower, the exclusion game.

1509
01:15:43,640 --> 01:15:46,894
And that's what, for whatever 
reason, it's not going to age 

1510
01:15:46,894 --> 01:15:48,748
well for them. 
These are choices that they have

1511
01:15:48,748 --> 01:15:50,780
to live with. 
I'm disappointed in my friends 

1512
01:15:50,780 --> 01:15:54,160
who are are in leadership who 
are kowtowing to this and who 

1513
01:15:54,160 --> 01:15:56,848
are holding it up because again,
it's their own reputations. 

1514
01:15:56,848 --> 01:16:00,260
They feel like they have to. 
But that is how we get into 

1515
01:16:00,260 --> 01:16:03,008
these Jeffrey Epstein situations
anyway, like do the right thing.

1516
01:16:03,008 --> 01:16:05,966
And, and I also want to say I 
should have said that at the 

1517
01:16:05,966 --> 01:16:08,212
beginning. 
A lot of people have had really 

1518
01:16:08,212 --> 01:16:09,645
great positive experiences with 
Jack. 

1519
01:16:09,645 --> 01:16:14,300
And I am not here to say that 
this man is pure evil, that this

1520
01:16:14,300 --> 01:16:17,275
man is horrid, that everything 
he touches turns to horrid. 

1521
01:16:17,275 --> 01:16:19,045
Like, I'm not saying that at 
all. 

1522
01:16:19,045 --> 01:16:22,605
I know quite a few people who 
have had great experiences with 

1523
01:16:22,605 --> 01:16:25,976
Jack, and guess what? 
Both of these things can fucking

1524
01:16:25,976 --> 01:16:29,539
exist. 1 does not. 
Negate the other or white? 

1525
01:16:29,539 --> 01:16:33,160
I feel like yes, yes, people are
like barcodes. 

1526
01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:36,850
They're just a series of good 
and bad and mediocre things. 

1527
01:16:36,850 --> 01:16:40,400
And yeah, and I think that it's 
important to recognize that, but

1528
01:16:40,400 --> 01:16:43,775
it's also important to recognize
that how it can hold you back 

1529
01:16:43,775 --> 01:16:44,527
sometimes. 
Yes. 

1530
01:16:44,527 --> 01:16:48,674
I remember when Greg Retallack 
wiped ice cream off of my boob 

1531
01:16:48,674 --> 01:16:52,392
at a fucking party. 
After years of making extremely 

1532
01:16:52,392 --> 01:16:55,635
inappropriate jokes and making 
me very uncomfortable and having

1533
01:16:55,635 --> 01:16:58,524
a lot of rumors about him, I 
didn't want to get him fired 

1534
01:16:58,524 --> 01:17:01,962
because I knew that he was the 
only person who would work work 

1535
01:17:01,962 --> 01:17:05,380
with some of our like, more 
disabled grad students who had 

1536
01:17:05,380 --> 01:17:07,664
to, like, leave their advisors 
because they've been 

1537
01:17:07,664 --> 01:17:10,140
discriminated against. 
And like, he was really great 

1538
01:17:10,140 --> 01:17:12,983
about working with those people.
And he was really kind if you 

1539
01:17:12,983 --> 01:17:15,815
were sick. 
And I didn't want to fuck that 

1540
01:17:15,815 --> 01:17:18,120
up. 
But at a certain point, you and 

1541
01:17:18,120 --> 01:17:21,825
I both know this, they escalate 
like you have to draw a line 

1542
01:17:21,825 --> 01:17:25,750
somewhere, because if you keep 
giving that inch, it just gets 

1543
01:17:25,750 --> 01:17:28,908
worse and worse and worse. 
And sometimes it's boundary 

1544
01:17:28,908 --> 01:17:31,880
testing and sometimes it's them 
just revealing who they are. 

1545
01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:34,302
But like, yeah, just because 
someone could be a good person 

1546
01:17:34,302 --> 01:17:36,550
in some ways doesn't mean that 
they're not fucking awful in 

1547
01:17:36,550 --> 01:17:39,187
ways that would require them to 
be removed from a position. 

1548
01:17:39,187 --> 01:17:41,059
Right. 
And for me, so much of it is 

1549
01:17:41,059 --> 01:17:43,090
about taking that 
acknowledgement, taking the 

1550
01:17:43,090 --> 01:17:45,695
responsibility. 
I don't even need you to fucking

1551
01:17:45,695 --> 01:17:48,080
apologize. 
It's just owning like, you know,

1552
01:17:48,080 --> 01:17:50,440
Jack's response, it's, it's not 
taking ownership. 

1553
01:17:50,440 --> 01:17:53,100
It's again making excuses. 
It's essentially being 

1554
01:17:53,100 --> 01:17:55,135
defensive. 
That don't impress me much. 

1555
01:17:55,135 --> 01:17:58,980
I'd really rather you have be 
like, I know this looks really 

1556
01:17:58,980 --> 01:18:02,444
fucking bad, like I just like 
just own it. 

1557
01:18:02,444 --> 01:18:05,808
Like it's same with SVP like oh,
this doesn't look good. 

1558
01:18:05,808 --> 01:18:09,450
You know, it's just such a 
choice and it's a generation, it

1559
01:18:09,450 --> 01:18:13,150
seems to be a generational 
divide in some ways, which is 

1560
01:18:13,150 --> 01:18:15,939
also interesting. 
And I'm just going like, you 

1561
01:18:15,939 --> 01:18:20,010
know, OK, Like, and I'm sorry to
folks and especially women who 

1562
01:18:20,010 --> 01:18:23,459
have of the of a different 
generation who did have to 

1563
01:18:23,459 --> 01:18:27,520
tolerate a ton of this shit and 
now is almost normalized it in 

1564
01:18:27,520 --> 01:18:29,822
some ways. 
That does not mean that you and 

1565
01:18:29,822 --> 01:18:32,984
I have to tolerate this shit in 
2026 or anyone else. 

1566
01:18:32,984 --> 01:18:36,672
But I'm not over here 
encouraging people to go into 

1567
01:18:36,672 --> 01:18:39,740
paleontology when it's going, 
especially if they look like me,

1568
01:18:39,740 --> 01:18:43,408
if that means that I'm just 
setting them up for a hell of a 

1569
01:18:43,408 --> 01:18:47,463
lot of heartache and a bunch of 
just conflict and it's not worth

1570
01:18:47,463 --> 01:18:48,880
it. 
But it's so hard. 

1571
01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:51,224
I love this field with every 
little piece of me. 

1572
01:18:51,224 --> 01:18:53,560
It's a part of me. 
It's my community, it's my 

1573
01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:55,230
friends, It's my, it's my 
everything. 

1574
01:18:55,230 --> 01:18:57,602
And it's just. 
And that's why I feel so like, 

1575
01:18:57,602 --> 01:19:00,560
yeah, I worked at Museum of the 
Rockies, which benefited from 

1576
01:19:00,560 --> 01:19:02,280
being associated with Jeffrey 
Epstein. 

1577
01:19:02,280 --> 01:19:04,240
I have to. 
I have to grapple with that. 

1578
01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:06,121
And I'm over here going. 
I did that. 

1579
01:19:06,121 --> 01:19:08,096
I did that. 
I'm taking accountability. 

1580
01:19:08,096 --> 01:19:11,680
I fucking did that and I fucking
got out when I could because it 

1581
01:19:11,680 --> 01:19:14,325
was a shit show. 
And yes, it probably did help my

1582
01:19:14,325 --> 01:19:17,348
reputation that I have that 
institution on my resume. 

1583
01:19:17,348 --> 01:19:21,502
Come on everybody, like let's 
own our shit and be real. 

1584
01:19:21,502 --> 01:19:24,979
And just like meet each other 
with instead of this just like, 

1585
01:19:24,979 --> 01:19:28,415
Oh my God, the smoke and mirrors
and pretending that stuff isn't 

1586
01:19:28,415 --> 01:19:31,635
going on in gaslighting. 
It's just like a whole Society 

1587
01:19:31,635 --> 01:19:35,960
of gaslighting and it's just 
making me very, very, very 

1588
01:19:35,960 --> 01:19:40,095
disappointed in SVP. 
I'm super disappointed in SVP. 

1589
01:19:40,095 --> 01:19:43,325
And unless they just 
dramatically change theirs, 

1590
01:19:43,325 --> 01:19:47,700
their ways and change the 
dialogue around this and own up 

1591
01:19:47,700 --> 01:19:51,306
that let us do our investigation
and we agree this is pretty 

1592
01:19:51,306 --> 01:19:54,052
concerning, which is kind of 
what I wanted until you're 

1593
01:19:54,052 --> 01:19:57,242
willing to do that and actually 
like maybe follow up with when, 

1594
01:19:57,242 --> 01:20:00,695
Maybe follow up with the other 
women I know who have made valid

1595
01:20:00,695 --> 01:20:02,698
ask complaints that you guys 
just said. 

1596
01:20:02,698 --> 01:20:05,065
It's just hearsay because that's
the other problem, Megan, we 

1597
01:20:05,065 --> 01:20:07,620
know this well. 
There is no way there. 

1598
01:20:07,620 --> 01:20:11,358
What other way is there? 
There are no there's no recourse

1599
01:20:11,358 --> 01:20:15,095
for us when we just when we 
submit an ethics complaint and 

1600
01:20:15,095 --> 01:20:18,674
they go well, it's just hearsay.
It's your word against usually 

1601
01:20:18,674 --> 01:20:21,302
his. 
So what the fuck are we supposed

1602
01:20:21,302 --> 01:20:25,075
to do if it's not hearsay? 
It's true, but there's no Ave. 

1603
01:20:25,075 --> 01:20:28,660
for us to do this. 
It's we've just we all we have 

1604
01:20:28,660 --> 01:20:31,724
is the whisper network. 
All we have is I just tell 

1605
01:20:31,724 --> 01:20:34,923
students, hey, you don't want to
work with so and so, or hey, 

1606
01:20:34,923 --> 01:20:37,882
before you go do field work with
this person, here's what I know.

1607
01:20:37,882 --> 01:20:40,890
It's your choice, but I just 
want you full transparency to 

1608
01:20:40,890 --> 01:20:43,200
know what has been heard about 
this person. 

1609
01:20:43,200 --> 01:20:46,422
But that's all I have and it 
pisses me off and we've talked 

1610
01:20:46,422 --> 01:20:49,508
about this for years, but how 
the fuck do we hold people 

1611
01:20:49,508 --> 01:20:52,328
accountable when it's 
constantly, well, it's just 

1612
01:20:52,328 --> 01:20:54,815
hearsay? 
Well, and I mean, in Win's case,

1613
01:20:54,815 --> 01:20:57,520
it's she was not the only person
in the room, right? 

1614
01:20:57,520 --> 01:20:59,960
You can ask other people. 
They saw it. 

1615
01:20:59,960 --> 01:21:01,134
Yeah. 
Like it's. 

1616
01:21:01,134 --> 01:21:05,312
How are they excusing? 
Like how is this so easy to just

1617
01:21:05,312 --> 01:21:09,294
disregard, to sweep under a rug?
And just what excuses are they 

1618
01:21:09,294 --> 01:21:11,356
telling them they're? 
Afraid of being sued. 

1619
01:21:11,356 --> 01:21:15,521
They're afraid of being sued 
even though by their own rules, 

1620
01:21:15,521 --> 01:21:20,315
they would win. 
And frankly, if SVP was getting 

1621
01:21:20,315 --> 01:21:24,805
sued by somebody because they 
kicked them out for bad 

1622
01:21:24,805 --> 01:21:28,921
behavior, I would be happy to 
rejoin SVP and give them my 

1623
01:21:28,921 --> 01:21:31,376
money to fund. 
Defending themselves like that 

1624
01:21:31,376 --> 01:21:35,090
is a valid use of our money. 
What we're currently using it 

1625
01:21:35,090 --> 01:21:37,860
for fucking sucks. 
Right it's it's it's super true 

1626
01:21:37,860 --> 01:21:41,152
yeah it's it's really sad so 
yeah, I'm being I'm I didn't 

1627
01:21:41,152 --> 01:21:44,066
want to be done. 
I was low key like looking 

1628
01:21:44,066 --> 01:21:47,883
forward to doing a presentation 
on our cool research at SVP down

1629
01:21:47,883 --> 01:21:50,907
the road and now I'm like now 
fuck it, GSA. 

1630
01:21:50,907 --> 01:21:54,134
I mean, GSA isn't perfect either
by any means, but you know, it's

1631
01:21:54,134 --> 01:21:55,410
at least. 
They get back to you. 

1632
01:21:55,410 --> 01:21:56,832
Yeah, at least they get back to 
you. 

1633
01:21:56,832 --> 01:21:59,390
At least they're cheaper. 
Yeah, but I mean, yeah, it's 

1634
01:21:59,390 --> 01:22:01,972
really hard. 
And to some of our friends who 

1635
01:22:01,972 --> 01:22:05,620
are trying to change SVP within 
like, I, I admire that, but I'm 

1636
01:22:05,620 --> 01:22:08,180
also like, save yourself. 
Like it's not worth your time 

1637
01:22:08,180 --> 01:22:10,020
and effort. 
They're not they're it doesn't 

1638
01:22:10,020 --> 01:22:12,520
seem like they're they're not 
giving me any indication that 

1639
01:22:12,520 --> 01:22:13,950
they're willing and open to 
change. 

1640
01:22:13,950 --> 01:22:16,992
So how much more evidence do we 
need to see that? 

1641
01:22:16,992 --> 01:22:19,970
Just let's just wipe our hands 
of of this society. 

1642
01:22:19,970 --> 01:22:22,212
Let them be their little 
esoteric group. 

1643
01:22:22,212 --> 01:22:25,698
Let them enjoy their little 
ivory tower circle jerk. 

1644
01:22:25,698 --> 01:22:28,192
And can we? 
Start a new society. 

1645
01:22:28,192 --> 01:22:32,262
Like, you know, like, right, but
I want to create ways for people

1646
01:22:32,262 --> 01:22:35,706
to network safely and for people
to share their research safely. 

1647
01:22:35,706 --> 01:22:40,500
And SVP is just really crumbled 
my confidence in the last two 

1648
01:22:40,500 --> 01:22:43,546
years especially. 
And The thing is like, you never

1649
01:22:43,546 --> 01:22:47,972
know who it's going to be. 
I have written with people who 

1650
01:22:47,972 --> 01:22:51,557
got fired for sexual harassment.
I've got a paper out with a 

1651
01:22:51,557 --> 01:22:55,496
person who at the time I had no 
idea she got fired because she 

1652
01:22:55,496 --> 01:22:57,446
was sexually harassing a 
graduate student. 

1653
01:22:57,446 --> 01:22:59,374
We're on a we're co-authors on a
paper. 

1654
01:22:59,374 --> 01:23:02,315
She stopped emailing us back. 
It's a certain point because, 

1655
01:23:02,315 --> 01:23:04,384
well, we thought that she was 
having trouble getting tenure. 

1656
01:23:04,384 --> 01:23:07,056
Turns out she was being 
investigated to be eventually 

1657
01:23:07,056 --> 01:23:09,430
fired. 
But like you have to be. 

1658
01:23:09,430 --> 01:23:11,372
And like. 
I'm currently Co authoring 2 

1659
01:23:11,372 --> 01:23:15,589
papers with someone who I won't 
name but like has a not great 

1660
01:23:15,589 --> 01:23:17,716
reputation that we know isn't 
awesome. 

1661
01:23:17,716 --> 01:23:22,175
But also I don't want to cut him
off of the papers because he was

1662
01:23:22,175 --> 01:23:23,614
a very big part of the 
contribution. 

1663
01:23:23,614 --> 01:23:27,660
And I do feel like you you can 
get into some trouble by cutting

1664
01:23:27,660 --> 01:23:30,141
people off of papers if they 
have actually genuinely 

1665
01:23:30,141 --> 01:23:32,624
contributed to them. 
Intellectual property, you know.

1666
01:23:32,624 --> 01:23:36,478
And it goes back to how insular 
and tiny our field is. 

1667
01:23:36,478 --> 01:23:40,210
You can't really publish on that
topic that I know you are 

1668
01:23:40,210 --> 01:23:43,565
working on because without that 
individual, because of how small

1669
01:23:43,565 --> 01:23:47,345
the field is and yeah, it's like
it's pretty much impossible to 

1670
01:23:47,345 --> 01:23:49,375
avoid that person. 
And so it's that's right. 

1671
01:23:49,375 --> 01:23:52,619
And so I'm in that quandary too,
with someone that I yes, that I 

1672
01:23:52,619 --> 01:23:55,344
does not work at my 
organization, but I sometimes 

1673
01:23:55,344 --> 01:23:56,983
right. 
And I'm just it's, it's the 

1674
01:23:56,983 --> 01:23:59,092
thing. 
Is like, you know, and I didn't 

1675
01:23:59,092 --> 01:24:01,120
know for sure when we started 
that project. 

1676
01:24:01,120 --> 01:24:03,520
If I had known, I wouldn't have 
started that project. 

1677
01:24:03,520 --> 01:24:07,224
But how do we tell people right 
without it being hearsay? 

1678
01:24:07,224 --> 01:24:09,172
Yes. 
And The thing is, I think that 

1679
01:24:09,172 --> 01:24:12,300
when you are in charge of 
something like a conference or 

1680
01:24:12,300 --> 01:24:16,305
honestly even like a Discord 
group, you have a responsibility

1681
01:24:16,305 --> 01:24:21,249
to be the person who is willing 
to lay down the law. 

1682
01:24:21,249 --> 01:24:25,120
Like you have rules, you have to
be willing to follow them, 

1683
01:24:25,120 --> 01:24:26,960
right? 
Because I think it's very, I'm 

1684
01:24:26,960 --> 01:24:29,568
part of a Discord group in 
paleontology where I haven't 

1685
01:24:29,568 --> 01:24:33,170
checked in on this in a while, 
but there was someone who, you 

1686
01:24:33,170 --> 01:24:36,495
know, stalked another member and
was really scary and crazy and 

1687
01:24:36,495 --> 01:24:39,586
lots of valid complaints and 
lots of people watching it. 

1688
01:24:39,586 --> 01:24:43,454
And I don't think that the 
moderator has kicked them out 

1689
01:24:43,454 --> 01:24:46,005
still. 
And I understand that it can be 

1690
01:24:46,005 --> 01:24:50,106
very difficult to hear that 
someone that you like and no is 

1691
01:24:50,106 --> 01:24:54,750
doing things that mean that they
are not worth associating with. 

1692
01:24:54,750 --> 01:24:58,100
It's unpleasant. 
I know that I saw a blue sky the

1693
01:24:58,100 --> 01:25:00,460
other day, like someone was 
like, why don't we start 

1694
01:25:00,460 --> 01:25:03,140
listening all listing all the 
people that are like amazing and

1695
01:25:03,140 --> 01:25:04,660
wonderful to work with in 
paleontology. 

1696
01:25:04,660 --> 01:25:08,482
And I was like that. 
What a surefire way to ensure 

1697
01:25:08,482 --> 01:25:11,698
well, and you now you don't 
know, you know. 

1698
01:25:11,698 --> 01:25:15,018
You don't know, right? 
Yeah, and I saw another Pat. 

1699
01:25:15,018 --> 01:25:16,315
Lebinsky. 
Pat Lebinsky's amazing. 

1700
01:25:16,315 --> 01:25:19,116
He's been fantastic to me. 
I only know my experiences with 

1701
01:25:19,116 --> 01:25:21,715
him and I'm worried that if I 
put him on that list. 

1702
01:25:21,715 --> 01:25:24,362
Right, right. 
I think this should be evidenced

1703
01:25:24,362 --> 01:25:27,050
in itself and lists in general 
are are crazy. 

1704
01:25:27,050 --> 01:25:29,940
But then I saw someone 
commenting on that being like, 

1705
01:25:29,940 --> 01:25:32,736
ha, really interesting to see 
someone super problematic and 

1706
01:25:32,736 --> 01:25:36,400
paleo like listing a bunch of 
people who are good and but you 

1707
01:25:36,400 --> 01:25:39,805
know, like when there are no 
guidelines, parameters agreed 

1708
01:25:39,805 --> 01:25:44,176
upon conditions, then it then 
quickly can be a way of covering

1709
01:25:44,176 --> 01:25:47,448
your ass or trying to make a a 
positive like legacy for 

1710
01:25:47,448 --> 01:25:49,210
yourself. 
Like, it's a good way to cover 

1711
01:25:49,210 --> 01:25:51,090
your tracks. 
And it's just really icky. 

1712
01:25:51,090 --> 01:25:53,792
Like I hate. 
Yeah, a lot of times groups in 

1713
01:25:53,792 --> 01:25:55,272
general just don't. 
It's it's a. 

1714
01:25:55,272 --> 01:25:57,436
Slip, you got to be willing to 
be the bitch. 

1715
01:25:57,436 --> 01:26:01,363
Amy and I have been the bitch. 
We have worked to make sure that

1716
01:26:01,363 --> 01:26:04,730
that is on the record and it 
fucking sucks and it sucks 

1717
01:26:04,730 --> 01:26:06,272
especially if you respected 
somebody. 

1718
01:26:06,272 --> 01:26:09,820
It really hurts but. 
And to me, they can come back, 

1719
01:26:09,820 --> 01:26:12,776
especially if it's not being 
associated with a pedophile. 

1720
01:26:12,776 --> 01:26:17,430
That is a bit of a like because 
I face this in like a cancel 

1721
01:26:17,430 --> 01:26:19,612
culture in other fields and 
things, things like that. 

1722
01:26:19,612 --> 01:26:23,469
And I really do think for me 
it's all about like taking some 

1723
01:26:23,469 --> 01:26:26,144
accountability. 
I will give you a lot of do 

1724
01:26:26,144 --> 01:26:29,142
overs or another shot if you're 
able to self reflect and be 

1725
01:26:29,142 --> 01:26:32,235
like, my bad, I fucked up. 
Yeah, that is apparently very. 

1726
01:26:32,235 --> 01:26:34,100
Hard no. 
I had this project. 

1727
01:26:34,100 --> 01:26:36,014
I was incredibly passionate 
about it. 

1728
01:26:36,014 --> 01:26:39,384
I couldn't get funding. 
The only person I could find 

1729
01:26:39,384 --> 01:26:41,075
funding from was Jeffrey 
Epstein. 

1730
01:26:41,075 --> 01:26:44,988
I am embarrassed that I ever 
sunk that low. 

1731
01:26:44,988 --> 01:26:48,120
I'm going to work really hard in
the future. 

1732
01:26:48,120 --> 01:26:50,860
Here's X Z things that I'm 
donating to. 

1733
01:26:50,860 --> 01:26:55,460
Here's the things that I am 
involved in to improve the 

1734
01:26:55,460 --> 01:26:57,508
field. 
Those here's the therapist I'm 

1735
01:26:57,508 --> 01:26:59,680
fucking seeing like right, 
right. 

1736
01:26:59,680 --> 01:27:03,608
Giving us action actions. 
Own it and show us how you are. 

1737
01:27:03,608 --> 01:27:05,469
Don't just making the world a 
better. 

1738
01:27:05,469 --> 01:27:09,920
Place don't just try to do. 
Right and deflect and try and 

1739
01:27:09,920 --> 01:27:13,100
distance yourself from it. 
Be an adult, own up. 

1740
01:27:13,100 --> 01:27:17,271
This shit happened that you 
were, that you played by it for 

1741
01:27:17,271 --> 01:27:20,088
maybe psychological reasons and 
maybe some of you know, but 

1742
01:27:20,088 --> 01:27:24,307
it's, it's just, I can do a lot 
of forgiveness as long as people

1743
01:27:24,307 --> 01:27:27,735
actually own up. 
But the problem I've seen so 

1744
01:27:27,735 --> 01:27:32,380
often in paleo is that they are 
in denial and very headstrong 

1745
01:27:32,380 --> 01:27:36,732
about having done nothing wrong.
And then they do turn around and

1746
01:27:36,732 --> 01:27:38,898
sue when they finally get forced
out. 

1747
01:27:38,898 --> 01:27:43,402
And it's, it's just, and then 
they, they win in some ways. 

1748
01:27:43,402 --> 01:27:47,752
So, yeah, I don't have a 
conclusion for what should 

1749
01:27:47,752 --> 01:27:50,400
happen. 
I just am disappointed in the 

1750
01:27:50,400 --> 01:27:51,864
Society of Vertebrate 
Paleontology. 

1751
01:27:51,864 --> 01:27:55,580
I'm disappointed, but not 
surprised by this new 

1752
01:27:55,580 --> 01:27:59,520
development with Jack Horner. 
I'm, I feel good about the 

1753
01:27:59,520 --> 01:28:03,738
stance I've had towards him for 
a very long time, which is, Oh 

1754
01:28:03,738 --> 01:28:05,818
my God. 
There was one time he was 

1755
01:28:05,818 --> 01:28:07,768
visiting. 
I did have to work with him a 

1756
01:28:07,768 --> 01:28:10,852
couple of times and I was doing 
a tour upstairs in the exhibit 

1757
01:28:10,852 --> 01:28:14,210
hall and he was there with wife 
#5 who I think he's still 

1758
01:28:14,210 --> 01:28:16,777
married to. 
And yeah, this group was like, 

1759
01:28:16,777 --> 01:28:20,198
oh, could we get a picture with 
our group and Jack and you? 

1760
01:28:20,198 --> 01:28:24,480
And I was like, no. 
And I did it. 

1761
01:28:24,480 --> 01:28:27,144
I took this picture. 
I stood as far from him as I 

1762
01:28:27,144 --> 01:28:28,418
possibly could. 
I'm probably grimacing. 

1763
01:28:28,418 --> 01:28:31,190
So somewhere out there, 
somewhere out there, there is a 

1764
01:28:31,190 --> 01:28:33,354
picture of me and Jack. 
And like, I don't like that. 

1765
01:28:33,354 --> 01:28:34,880
I didn't like it at the fucking 
time. 

1766
01:28:34,880 --> 01:28:38,751
I just remember at the time 
being like, oh, I don't want to 

1767
01:28:38,751 --> 01:28:44,135
be in this picture. 
It's just so, yeah, I mean, but 

1768
01:28:44,135 --> 01:28:48,190
again, he can, you know, he 
could change my mind on a lot of

1769
01:28:48,190 --> 01:28:50,744
this and SVP could totally 
change my mind on a lot of this.

1770
01:28:50,744 --> 01:28:52,360
But stop treating us like we're 
Dum Dums. 

1771
01:28:52,360 --> 01:28:54,247
Stop treating us like this is 
hearsay. 

1772
01:28:54,247 --> 01:28:57,080
Stop treating us like our 
experiences aren't valid. 

1773
01:28:57,080 --> 01:29:00,290
It's just because other people's
experiences are good, that 

1774
01:29:00,290 --> 01:29:03,205
doesn't invalidate those of us 
who've had negative experiences.

1775
01:29:03,205 --> 01:29:07,015
Let's be holistic about this. 
Let's be transparent about it, 

1776
01:29:07,015 --> 01:29:11,355
and let's just own our shit. 
But until then, I'm going to 

1777
01:29:11,355 --> 01:29:16,528
GSA. 
It's in Denver this year, guys. 

1778
01:29:16,528 --> 01:29:18,624
So come on by and visit Dinosaur
Ridge. 

1779
01:29:18,624 --> 01:29:21,704
Yeah, you should come. 
Yeah, because now we could do 

1780
01:29:21,704 --> 01:29:24,745
IGMA there because I'm 
definitely not going to do it at

1781
01:29:24,745 --> 01:29:25,748
SVP. 
So yeah, Yeah. 

1782
01:29:25,748 --> 01:29:28,288
And it's going to be here. 
You can stay with us except for 

1783
01:29:28,288 --> 01:29:32,380
our house is pretty far from 
there. 

1784
01:29:32,380 --> 01:29:35,140
Any final thoughts? 
We've been going a while. 

1785
01:29:35,140 --> 01:29:37,392
I know we've been going for 
quite some time. 

1786
01:29:37,392 --> 01:29:41,700
It's just I feel like there's a 
lot of people who come into 

1787
01:29:41,700 --> 01:29:45,314
paleontology expecting it to not
have predators and not have 

1788
01:29:45,314 --> 01:29:48,542
problems. 
But anytime that you have hero 

1789
01:29:48,542 --> 01:29:53,040
worship of any kind, it does 
start to elevate someone's. 

1790
01:29:53,040 --> 01:29:55,012
Yeah. 
It gives them a sense of power. 

1791
01:29:55,012 --> 01:29:57,271
And I think in science it 
becomes particularly obnoxious 

1792
01:29:57,271 --> 01:30:01,055
because a lot of us when we were
in high school and younger, 

1793
01:30:01,055 --> 01:30:04,826
we're told that we were weird. 
And so to suddenly be given like

1794
01:30:04,826 --> 01:30:09,000
this power and this prestige I 
think makes them even even 

1795
01:30:09,000 --> 01:30:11,380
worse. 
Which does not excuse it at all.

1796
01:30:11,380 --> 01:30:14,840
Very well, because of your 
terrible dyslexia and now you're

1797
01:30:14,840 --> 01:30:19,640
treated like a rock star. 
Like yeah, of course we are 

1798
01:30:19,640 --> 01:30:24,104
human, we are fallible to ego 
and all of this. 

1799
01:30:24,104 --> 01:30:28,774
But go to fucking therapy man. 
Get a therapist. 

1800
01:30:28,774 --> 01:30:33,485
Yep, and if a man helicopters 
himself into your dinosaur dig 

1801
01:30:33,485 --> 01:30:37,694
and he tells you that he's going
to make all of your dreams 

1802
01:30:37,694 --> 01:30:40,800
monetarily come true. 
At least Google if he is a 

1803
01:30:40,800 --> 01:30:42,414
pedophile first. 
Yes, yes. 

1804
01:30:42,414 --> 01:30:45,315
Just a general advice. 
There you go. 

1805
01:30:45,315 --> 01:30:48,400
And then you know what? 
Actually, the way I want to end 

1806
01:30:48,400 --> 01:30:50,778
is we're paleontologists. 
We're not finding a cure for 

1807
01:30:50,778 --> 01:30:53,560
cancer. 
There's no fucking timeline on 

1808
01:30:53,560 --> 01:30:55,200
paleontology. 
They've been dead for a very 

1809
01:30:55,200 --> 01:30:57,380
long time. 
They can be undiscovered and 

1810
01:30:57,380 --> 01:31:00,054
understudied for a very long 
time yet to come. 

1811
01:31:00,054 --> 01:31:01,006
And yes. 
You. 

1812
01:31:01,006 --> 01:31:04,400
Don't need to accept money from 
a pedophile because nobody will 

1813
01:31:04,400 --> 01:31:07,895
fucking die if you don't. 
Exactly like it does go back to 

1814
01:31:07,895 --> 01:31:11,125
we are not saving lives. 
Even if you reverse engineer a 

1815
01:31:11,125 --> 01:31:13,840
fucking chicken, that's going to
take more human lives. 

1816
01:31:13,840 --> 01:31:18,277
Apparently based on that movie 
and so, but like, that is such a

1817
01:31:18,277 --> 01:31:20,852
good point because I hear this a
lot too. 

1818
01:31:20,852 --> 01:31:23,200
It's like, you know, this 
justification for what? 

1819
01:31:23,200 --> 01:31:26,727
Some Cretaceous seashells and 
for some dinosaurs that was 

1820
01:31:26,727 --> 01:31:28,356
work. 
Projects I have that I couldn't 

1821
01:31:28,356 --> 01:31:30,383
get funded and I just didn't do 
right on. 

1822
01:31:30,383 --> 01:31:34,290
But it's true, we are not saving
lives so and we're not saving 

1823
01:31:34,290 --> 01:31:36,843
the planet. 
We are not causing like at least

1824
01:31:36,843 --> 01:31:41,210
not this brand, not his brand of
paleontology so and or any for 

1825
01:31:41,210 --> 01:31:43,500
that matter. 
But it's like some people study 

1826
01:31:43,500 --> 01:31:45,980
like cancer and deep time and 
that might have helped helpful 

1827
01:31:45,980 --> 01:31:47,730
things. 
But not to take money from 

1828
01:31:47,730 --> 01:31:49,520
pedophiles, but like, you know. 
Right. 

1829
01:31:49,520 --> 01:31:52,390
But it's such a little bit of a 
better argument. 

1830
01:31:52,390 --> 01:31:57,427
Why on earth was reverse 
engineering a chicken worth that

1831
01:31:57,427 --> 01:31:58,672
association? 
Yeah, exactly. 

1832
01:31:58,672 --> 01:32:01,850
I could justify it if it was my 
dying child. 

1833
01:32:01,850 --> 01:32:05,760
The only thing to save these 
unhoused children if it were, 

1834
01:32:05,760 --> 01:32:09,001
you know, like something that 
actually seemed worthy. 

1835
01:32:09,001 --> 01:32:12,784
But we are just talking about 
big dead chickens. 

1836
01:32:12,784 --> 01:32:17,150
So it it is not rocket science. 
It is not Cancer Research. 

1837
01:32:17,150 --> 01:32:21,480
Let's put it in perspective that
there is no funding for a Dino 

1838
01:32:21,480 --> 01:32:24,528
project that is worth the 
suffering of another human 

1839
01:32:24,528 --> 01:32:25,138
being. 
Yeah. 

1840
01:32:25,138 --> 01:32:27,532
And at some point, we're going 
to talk about Blood Amber, right

1841
01:32:27,532 --> 01:32:31,412
along those exact same lines. 
Oh goody. 

1842
01:32:31,412 --> 01:32:39,824
If you feel frustrated about 
this like we do, and you want to

1843
01:32:39,824 --> 01:32:44,121
do something about it, might we 
suggest that you reach out to 

1844
01:32:44,121 --> 01:32:47,635
SVP at vertpaleo.org? 
That's SVP at vertpaleo.org and 

1845
01:32:47,635 --> 01:32:55,942
we hope that you get a response.
Special thanks to Max for his 

1846
01:32:55,942 --> 01:32:59,400
extra work editing on this one, 
it was a beast to work with.

