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Well, good morning, Crossing. 
Church, how are you doing? 

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So good to see you, is it? 
Good to be in the House of the. 

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Lord, is it good to be with the 
people of the Lord? 

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We live in a crazy world, don't 
we? 

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Can I get an Amen? 
For that, and this is one of the

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least crazy places there is. 
In the world. 

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It's just like a base and freeze
tag. 

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You know when everybody. 
'S chasing you and trying to get

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you. 
Here's a place that God has set 

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aside where we can. 
Take off the masks that we can. 

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Be ourselves that that God can 
do. 

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This wonderful work in us that 
we could never. 

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Do for ourselves. 
Alone and I'm just so thankful 

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for that and thankful to be with
you and welcome all of our. 

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Campuses that are joining with 
us and we with you today all 

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over this region both. 
Inside and online as. 

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Well, so thankful. 
For each and every one of you. 

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So when I ask. 
You a question that you might 

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answer in a lot of different 
ways. 

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It was a. 
Question that. 

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Was posed to us. 
In music in the 1970s. 

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So like, I'm a 70s vintage guy 
when it comes to. 

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Music And here's a question Who 
are you? 

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You know The Who put out an 
album. 

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Called the title track. 
Who are you? 

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Everybody knows how. 
What happens after that? 

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What does it sound like? 
Yeah, everybody OK. 

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Yeah, I just wanted to know that
there's still people my age 

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around. 
Yeah, OK. 

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Appreciate that SO. 
I'm asking you that question. 

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How would you? 
Answer that question would your 

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occupation. 
Provide the answer. 

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Your teacher, your construction.
Worker your restaurant. 

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Server is that what? 
Defines who you are. 

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Maybe you wouldn't use that. 
Maybe you would use? 

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Like a relationship to answer 
the question, does a 

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relationship? 
Define you you might say who 

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you're married to, who your 
children are, what your parents 

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names are. 
I've noticed that sometimes in 

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my life I'm really not Jerry, 
I'm Allison's husband. 

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I'm my. 
Kids, Dad. 

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You know, we often define 
ourselves. 

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That way by our. 
Relationships or maybe by our 

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occupations. 
But is that really who we are? 

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And if if you were to look at 
yourself like it's a total 

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package, is what? 
Defines you today the same thing

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that defines. 
You five years ago, or maybe 10 

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years ago. 
Think about the Holy Spirit. 

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I mean some of. 
You are are. 

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On the. 
Newer side of your faith, right?

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And you might say something like
this if you would have known. 

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Me a year ago. 
If you would have known. 

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Me two years ago you would have 
known a. 

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Completely different person than
you would know. 

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Today, because my identity has 
completely changed. 

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Since I came into an intimate 
personal. 

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Relationship with Jesus Christ. 
You know that's what God is in 

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the business. 
Of. 

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Doing he changes our identity 
and it doesn't really happen. 

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Until we come into this like 
what I would call a crisis. 

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Of identity. 
And then we ask God the 

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question, Who am I? 
And then he starts. 

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Filling in the answer, he starts
showing us the answer. 

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Now we're in a in a new. 
Series. 

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It's called Decisions. 
In the desert, walking with God,

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in trial and in triumph. 
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Really. 
About the life. 

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And the. 
Experience of Moses and the 

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Children of Israel. 
Now, Moses. 

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Is a person. 
Who has had extreme conflicts in

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understanding his identity and 
it happened. 

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Through the various stages of 
his life. 

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And then those conflicts in his 
life would redefine or affect. 

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His walk with God. 
And I have to. 

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Tell you that I personally 
relate. 

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To the narrative of Moses on a 
lot of. 

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Levels Let me, let me. 
Flesh that out for you. 

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I don't want to indulge myself 
too much, but. 

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It really will help you to. 
Understand where I'm coming from

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talking about him, many of my 
friends and colleagues that are 

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in the same season of life as me
as as we're kind of journeying 

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through ministry like particular
ministry and the. 

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Word that describes this is 
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Thrown around quite a lot. 
Especially with those of us. 

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Who are on the tail end of the 
baby boomer generation in 

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ministry and navigating that 
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Leaders in churches in the word 
that's used is the word. 

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Transitioning and for many that 
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Shoes it. 
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That it all of. 
All that is unknown and all that

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is. 
Unpredictable. 

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That lies before us. 
One of my friends, Tim. 

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Harlow, who just. 
Transitioned out of a ministry 

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in Orland Park, IL Chicago area 
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Just about our size. 7-8 
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Live. 
Was doing a podcast and he. 

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Was giving his thoughts about 
this quote UN quote. 

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Transitioning from the church 
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That he had LED. 
With his family for over 30. 

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Years. 
And as he was sharing his 

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thoughts about. 
It he said this, he said that 

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for years he looked through the 
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Of being the senior minister of 
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But now he was coming to grips. 
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God, that little phrase that he 
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There it hit me like a freight 
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I remember as soon. 
As I. 

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Her finished listening to that. 
I texted him and I said. 

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You just. 
Really messed with me and then I

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called him and we had a 
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And we both have places that 
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Ozarks and and we we met up and 
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The four of us had dinner. 
Together, and we talked. 

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About it even more because it it
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Into this reality because 
there's something. 

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Beneath this methodology of 
transitioning a deeper question 

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that puts its roots down into my
identity, particularly my 

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identity in Jesus Christ. 
Let me explain that my. 

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Story is a pretty. 
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I don't think. 
It's very rare. 

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Strange, like my testimony is a 
pretty common testimony. 

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I was brought up in a Christian 
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And the. 
Description of my spiritual 

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walk. 
I think honestly as I moved into

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my teenage years would be a 
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Like I was, I was a. 
Christian when it fit. 

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I was a Christian. 
When you know, when it was 

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comfortable, When I was less 
comfortable, maybe I was kind of

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pushing out on boundaries, but 
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Experienced God's call. 
On my life and that happened 

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when I was 20 years. 
Old I let go of that secular. 

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Path that I was on and I 
dedicated myself to following 

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Jesus Christ in full time 
ministry and I have to tell. 

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You that the space. 
Between that call and doing 

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ministry was two weeks long. 
I was getting ready for my third

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year at Indiana. 
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God. 
Called me in a. 

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Ministry. 
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driving to a Bible. 
College 10 hours away that I've 

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never. 
Been to before. 

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No one I knew and everything 
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Changed just that quick. 
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Was reshaped. 
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Around that decision, it 
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How we chose to raise our 
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How we used our time, the 
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That we had. 
How much income we made, it 

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affected literally everything, 
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Discovered that our gifts were 
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Serve and to lead in ministry 
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Perfect fit for us. 
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that. 
Is how I understood. 

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My identity in Christ, are you 
following me? 

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It came from leading and growing
to church, loving and 

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ministering to her. 
People forsaking. 

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The things of this. 
World. 

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Filling up the Kingdom of. 
As God's lost. 

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Children were finding their way 
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that. 
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Years and then this word 
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For us. 
Now Alice and I approached. 

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This like we've approached try 
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Everything in ministry with a 
method that honors God, inspires

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and protects. 
People and we trusted that God 

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had always provided a plan for 
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provide that. 
Direction. 

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The elements of transition in 
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They actually worked out very 
good, which by the way is very 

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rare. 
In ministry. 

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We had a great successor, an 
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In Clayton Hensel. 
Can I get an Amen for that? 

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I remember when I announced it 2
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Years ago it was. 
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Every service. 
He got a standing ovation. 

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Wow. 
And he's done an incredible job.

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The leadership of the church, 
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Something that many of us may 
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we have an extremely rare 
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Those leaders are. 
Some of the most. 

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Selfish God. 
Honoring men I've ever met or 

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known in my life and God honors 
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walk and they unified around 
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The congregation felt and 
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All the church metrics, even 
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to the right. 
The church went out of their way

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to honor us and me and my 
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And it was. 
Just perfect. 

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However, God worked to peel. 
Back layers in my heart, in our 

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hearts. 
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Discover something more profound
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Communicated through the words. 
Of my friend when he said he was

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just trying to be a child of 
God. 

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Those words. 
Haunted me and it forced me to 

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ask myself if I really knew what
it meant. 

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That's what I told Tim. 
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I don't know if I really knows 
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To be a child of God. 
Who am I when, as Matt Redmond 

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wrote in the song, the. 
Heart of worship. 

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When the music fades and all is 
stripped away and I simply come 

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wanting just to bring something 
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Worth. 
That will bless your heart. 

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What is a child of God? 
Now, if you would have, if you 

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would have come up to me and 
said. 

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Jerry, are you a child of God? 
What do you think I would have 

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said? 
Well, of course I am. 

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Of course I'm a. 
Child of God, what are you? 

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What are you talking? 
About but I had. 

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Defined it internally through 
all the things I was doing in 

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serving and leading the church. 
I understood it in what I 

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considered were the most 
effective use of my. 

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Gifts. 
But what happens when all the 

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titles? 
Are transferred. 

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What happens when the gift? 
Set is looking for a place to be

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plugged. 
In, how can I be a? 

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Child of God. 
Without all of the things that 

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I've used. 
To define. 

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Me as one. 
You know what? 

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I think. 
I think some of. 

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You are. 
Asking the same question in your

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context of. 
Life. 

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What happens when all those 
things that I find comfortable 

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identifying myself as, that kind
of connects? 

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To the idea of a child of God. 
It it, it, it goes away, what 

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happens? 
Then my. 

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Wife and I began exploring it 
together and. 

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Just those 3 little words, child
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Became deeply profound to me 
because it defines who I am. 

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What am I in that phrase? 
I'm a child. 

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Right. 
Who is my? 

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What? 
What is my spiritual 

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relationship in that phrase? 
Well, I'm his child. 

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I'm not just a child of God, I'm
his child. 

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That's who God is. 
To me, that's the nature. 

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Of our relationship now let me 
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What that teaches me, and I'm 
going to get to Moses. 

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Hang on. 
Because we're talking about his 

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birth. 
OK, so. 

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This is this will connect. 
First of all, when I say child 

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of God, it leaves. 
Absolutely no space for me to be

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proud of myself. 
Or to. 

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Feel like I've earned or deserve
anything. 

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Is there any space for a little?
Child an infant. 

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Child to be proud. 
Of him or herself. 

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Or to feel like they have. 
Earned anything what God does 

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when he defines me as a. 
Child is telling. 

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Me what my level of expectation 
is? 

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The expectation is what? 
It's low. 

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Some of you are like well. 
I'd like to think that I'm more 

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mature than that. 
Not me. 

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I love the idea that the expert 
expectations are low. 

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When it comes to an almighty 
perfect God, can I get an Amen 

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for? 
That I love that I mean, God 

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looks at me and he's. 
Kind of bless your. 

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Heart. 
Pat me on the head, right? 

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I'm like. 
I'll take that. 

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I will take. 
That secondly, it means that I 

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have been undeservedly blessed 
by having the universe. 

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'S best father. 
There isn't a better father than

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God. 
Almighty. 

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A perfect father, Perfect. 
In all his ways and when I think

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about First Corinthians 13. 
A passage of scripture that we 

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often. 
Use in weddings, right? 

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If I. 
Speak in the tongues of men and 

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angels and have not love. 
I'm a resounding God, right? 

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And then it goes. 
Into these like definitions 

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about. 
Love. 

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Love is patient. 
Love is kind. 

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It doesn't. 
Seek itself, right It keeps. 

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No record of wrongs. 
There's all these beautiful 

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things. 
It also defines God. 

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To me, because God is the. 
Perfect embodiment of. 

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Love, right? 
So when God looks at me, when 

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God. 
Looks at you. 

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He's you can. 
Realize that God with. 

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You is patient. 
God with you is. 

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Kind God with you does not seek 
his own. 

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Selfish desires God with you 
that keeps no record of. 

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Wrongs it, hopes all things, 
believes all things. 

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Right. 
It never fails. 

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It never God. 
Never fails. 

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He believes the best in you. 
This is your upper story with. 

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God and that nature, the nature.
Of our relationship was birthed 

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through the blood of Christ, so 
this is where it. 

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Begins. 
This is the bedrock. 

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Of my identity. 
Listen to me. 

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This is the bedrock. 
Of your identity. 

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If you're a believer, simply a 
child of God, whatever God 

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chooses. 
To put on top. 

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Of that, whatever gifts. 
Talents. 

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Abilities that he blesses you 
with with that whatever 

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opportunities, relationships. 
He invites you into all of those

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things. 
Or just icing on the cake. 

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To who you actually are, I think
all of us together need to have 

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a collective sigh of relief. 
So now let me talk about Moses. 

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The story of Moses is in the 
book of Exodus, starts in Exodus

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2. 
But if we're talking about the. 

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Birth of Moses. 
A better scripture to. 

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Begin would be in Hebrews 11 and
the 20. 

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Third verse because it fleshes 
out. 

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Some of the nuances of his. 
Life and it, really. 

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Isn't talking so much about 
Moses as is talking about his 

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parents. 
Their names were Amram and 

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Jochebed. 
This is what it. 

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Says by faith Moses parents hid 
him for three months after he 

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was born. 
Because they saw he. 

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Was no ordinary child, and they 
were not. 

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Afraid of the. 
King's edict. 

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I'll get into this later, but 
the. 

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King's edict was that. 
There was too much Hebrew 

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overpopulation in Egypt, and of 
course they. 

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Were utilizing the Hebrews had 
for years as. 

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Slaves and. 
They decided to kill. 

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All the male children that were 
being born and Moses was one of 

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those children that was born in 
or so it was an infanticide is 

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what it was in order. 
To stop the. 

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Overpopulation of these Hebrews.
But if you take that verse 

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apart, this is what I see. 
He's only three months. 

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Old So what? 
Has Moses shown you about 

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himself? 
Like. 

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I'm three months. 
I'm three months old. 

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You know nothing. 
What he what? 

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You know. 
His parents saw that he was. 

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No ordinary child. 
Now that sounds a. 

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Little arrogant or prideful? 
Unless you're a parent. 

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Because that's the way all 
parents are, right? 

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Oh, they've. 
Been a lot of nice looking 

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babies. 
But. 

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This one mine. 
Come on now. 

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Or that's my grandson, that's my
granddaughter, that's my child. 

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Now that is the most beautiful 
baby I've ever seen. 

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Isn't that the way it is? 
When it comes to our own 

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children. 
So why shouldn't it be that way 

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when it comes to how God? 
Feels about his children. 

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And you if you've come into an 
intimate personal. 

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Relationship with Jesus Christ 
are. 1. 

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Of his children. 
Means a. 

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Lot to be a child of God. 
Moses really wasn't an ordinary 

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child because. 
God had established a. 

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Plan for his life and that plan 
for Moses life would be. 

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That he would deliver the people
of Israel out of their. 

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Bondage. 
Of. 

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Over 400 years and there was no 
one, including Moses parents who

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could have known that. 
Only God would have known that 

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when God created Moses in the 
womb of his mother, he placed in

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him. 
All of the raw material that was

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needed to be exactly what. 
God intended for him to be. 

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God had a. 
Chosen identity for Moses. 

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And a specific. 
Plan for his life. 

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But it was up. 
To Moses to come into a 

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relationship with. 
God so that God could release 

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the potential of his life. 
Into the world. 

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Why is that important? 
Because. 

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God has a plan. 
For your life and we don't get. 

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To punt. 
And say, well, yeah, God. 

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Has a general plan for the. 
Life of. 

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All of us in humanity. 
What the Bible teaches us that 

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is that God has a specific. 
Plan for your life. 

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I mean, it's obvious. 
From example that God. 

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Had a. 
Specific plan for Moses's. 

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Life, but when God created you. 
In your mother's womb, listen to

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me. 
He put all the raw material 

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there. 
Is. 

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Needed for you to accomplish 
what He has prepared for you. 

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It's already there. 
It was there the before you were

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born. 
How do I know that Ephesians 

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210? 
The Apostle Paul teaches me this

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for. 
We are His workmanship, created 

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in Christ. 
Jesus to do good works, listen 

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Which? 
God prepared in advance. 

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For us to do that's specific. 
That means that God has a 

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specific. 
Plan for your. 

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Life and David the. 
King and the Prophet. 

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Knew this as well. 
In Psalm 139, when he said this 

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about himself. 
He said all of the days. 

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Ordained for me. 
Were written in your book 

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before. 
One of them came to be. 

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God knows His plan for you, and 
He wants you to experience those

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plans. 
That's his upper story. 

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Plan but. 
There is a big. 

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Problem. 
And the big problem is you me. 

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Why? 
Well, because I have my own. 

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I've got my own plans. 
I've got my own. 

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Hopes I I. 
Have my own dreams. 

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I want things on my own terms. 
Guess who else? 

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Was like that, that little baby.
Moses, Moses. 

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Life can be broken. 
Down into. 340 year periods. 

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First 40 years. 
Is from his birth until the time

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he killed an Egyptian, he 
murdered an Egyptian. 

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The 2nd 40 years is marked. 
From that time that. 

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He murdered the Egyptian. 
And ran away in the Midian. 

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Until he was. 
On his knees at the burning. 

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Bush. 
He was 80. 

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When that happened and the third
component of his. 

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Life. 
Was when he went from the 

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burning Bush. 
To Egypt and told. 

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Pharaoh, let my. 
People go the plagues. 

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And then leading the nation of. 
Israel out of. 

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Bondage into freedom. 
Until he died. 

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At 120 now, our journey begins 
with him in Exodus. 

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Two, I've already told you that 
Pharaoh was. 

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Killing all the male. 
Hebrew babies because he feared 

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Hebrew population. 
Moses should have been killed in

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that experience, that thing that
happened, and he. 

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Escaped death because his. 
Mother and his father. 

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And you? 
Recall this from Hebrews 11 did 

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not fear the King's. 
Edict. 

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They had courage. 
Knew that he was no ordinary 

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child and she made a. 
Tar covered basket out of reeds 

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placed her precious. 
Moses in it and sent him down 

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the Nile River. 
Moms. 

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Who would do that? 
I mean, I, I understand that you

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know you're in a time of. 
Crisis. 

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But how hard would it be to 
actually place your baby? 

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In a basket. 
Nile rivers, not a small river. 

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I mean, Jochebed was. 
Obviously a woman of. 

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Incredible faith in God to 
believe that God. 

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Would be able to manage that. 
Pharaoh's daughter. 

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Found him as she was bathing in 
the Nile and called him Moses. 

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That's where he got his name 
because it means to be drawn out

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of the water. 
See Moses Life. 

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Was being shaped already by 
God's. 

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Plan and he grew up in the. 
Palace of the King of Egypt, God

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provided. 
Moses listen with his own mother

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to nurse him, raise him and 
teach him as a youngster and yet

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when he became of age, knowing 
that his lineage. 

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Was Hebrew. 
He became zealous for that 

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heritage in his first. 40 years 
Moses was trying to establish 

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his own. 
Identity and by the way, that. 

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Experiment crashed and burned, 
and that's what ended. 

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The 1st 40 years. 
Of his 120 year life. 

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Even though God. 
Had a plan. 

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For his life, he was really. 
More interested in his own plan 

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and we see the same tendencies 
in. 

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Ourselves, that Moses did we try
to establish. 

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Our own identity in my. 
Case I was. 

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Following my own plan when God 
called me into ministry. 

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In fact, as Allison and I were 
reflecting on this. 

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A couple of weeks ago, he had 
already called. 

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Me into many things. 
And you know what? 

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God has already called. 
You into many things. 

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God called me to be a. 
Son. 

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He when he gave. 
Me, a mother and a father. 

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He called me to be a. 
Son, how was I? 

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Doing in that calling. 
And I was actually. 

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Asking Allison that question, 
what kind of a dad, what kind of

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a son was I to my mom and dad, 
both of my my mother and father 

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I've gone to. 
Glory, but just evaluating. 

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That was IA good son. 
Was I there for them when they 

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when they were in need? 
How did I do? 

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As a son. 
He also called me as a brother. 

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I was the last of six kids. 
I had four sisters. 

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And a brother and. 
So how did I do? 

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With my siblings the. 
The people that I, I grew up 

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with, you know, the Bible says 
that. 

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A person who doesn't provide for
his family especially. 

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His immediate family is. 
Worse than an unbeliever? 

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It's a calling. 
I was called to be a son. 

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I was called to be a brother 
from the day I was born. 

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Then he called. 
Me to be a. 

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Husband when I chose to marry my
wife. 

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Then he called. 
Me as a father, when we had. 

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Children. 
I was all of. 

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Those things. 
Those were all. 

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Callings being a husband and a. 
Father happened under the. 

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Umbrella of my ministerial. 
Calling but I I was. 

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Learning that that. 
Calling was wider than just what

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I was. 
Doing for a living? 

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Do you understand? 
What I was doing in ministry. 

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00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:08,000
See one thing I learned about 
ministry over all? 

470
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:11,160
Those 45 years. 
Is that sometimes the God-given 

471
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:14,960
relationships can go on a back 
burner. 

472
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:18,000
Because there is. 
All these ministry needs 

473
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:22,640
transition took some things out 
of our hands. 

474
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:25,320
But there was still plenty 
there. 

475
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:31,320
When God called. 
Moses to deliver Israel. 

476
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,200
He was already a. 
Son he was. 

477
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:36,160
Already a brother, he was 
already a husband and he was 

478
00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:41,960
already a father at the calling 
that. 

479
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:45,400
Happened at the burning Bush 
when he was 80. 

480
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:50,000
Moses has given all. 
These excuses to God, he's like.

481
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,600
I mean, he has been whittled 
down. 

482
00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:54,400
We're going to go into. 
This next week, but. 

483
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:56,480
He was. 
He had been whittled down. 

484
00:29:56,560 --> 00:30:00,040
Because all his pride. 
And all of his arrogance and all

485
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:02,480
the things that. 
That that he was using to. 

486
00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:07,400
Shape his own identity. 
Had been stripped away and he's 

487
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:09,480
given God all these. 
Excuses like I'm. 

488
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:13,080
Slow of speech. 
Slow of tongue, he, I mean he 

489
00:30:13,080 --> 00:30:15,240
finally, you know. 
When he says that to God, you 

490
00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:17,280
know what God? 
Says back to him when he says 

491
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:19,200
I'm slow of. 
Speech, God says. 

492
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:22,440
Who made your mouth? 
I mean, he literally says that 

493
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:26,680
to him. 
Like I know what I put inside 

494
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:28,760
you. 
I know the raw material that's 

495
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:30,320
in there. 
You have everything you need 

496
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:33,040
right now. 
But he didn't think so. 

497
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:41,760
And then he says this at the 
burning Bush. 

498
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,600
He says to Moses. 
What is that? 

499
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:50,480
In your hand. 
Do you know what that was? 

500
00:30:51,480 --> 00:30:56,080
It was a shepherd's staff. 
Because for the last 40 years 

501
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:57,880
Moses has been a shepherd, 
right? 

502
00:30:58,160 --> 00:30:59,720
What is that? 
In your hand. 

503
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,160
What's a shepherd's staff? 
OK. 

504
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:06,520
Throw it down on onto the sand. 
So Moses. 

505
00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:10,720
Throws Shepherd's staff. 
Down onto the sand and what 

506
00:31:10,720 --> 00:31:14,440
happens? 
It becomes a snake. 

507
00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:18,000
Then God tells him to pick the. 
Snake up by the tail. 

508
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:26,360
Anybody see a red flag? 
There, you don't. 

509
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:28,400
Ever. 
Pick a snake up by the tail. 

510
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,160
It's the opposite of what you're
supposed to do. 

511
00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:33,960
And yet God told him so when he 
picks it up by the. 

512
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,240
Tape because you know you want 
to get right behind the head, 

513
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:39,680
right? 
He picks it up by the. 

514
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,520
Tail becomes the staff again. 
You know God. 

515
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,760
Does a lot with that staff, that
staff. 

516
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,600
In Moses his hand. 
Touches the red the. 

517
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:54,000
The Nile River and what happens?
Everything turns to blood, 

518
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,080
right? 
God has that staff. 

519
00:31:57,080 --> 00:31:59,800
In Moses his hand. 
And he stretches it out. 

520
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:07,440
Over the Red Sea and what does 
it do One of my. 

521
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:11,320
Wife's favorite? 
Songs ever is an old old hymn 

522
00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:16,880
called Little as Much, and the 
words are little as much. 

523
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:21,240
If God is in it, labor not. 
For wealth or. 

524
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,120
Fame. 
There's a crown and you can win 

525
00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:29,800
it if you go in Jesus name. 
It was just a. 

526
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:34,600
Stick in this man's hand. 
But it's not just a stick. 

527
00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:40,160
If God placed. 
It there in your hand so I want 

528
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:43,200
to give you 3. 
Ways that you can. 

529
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:47,360
Kind of live this out. 
Things that I'm learning right 

530
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:49,920
now that. 
You can use to live this out. 

531
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:54,040
OK. 
What I'd like for you to do is 

532
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,760
I'd like for you to ask. 
Yourself. 

533
00:32:55,760 --> 00:33:01,240
The question that God asks Moses
what is that in my hand? 

534
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,080
What are the things that God. 
I mean, there's a lot of. 

535
00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:06,320
Things right now that. 
You're regretting you're. 

536
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:08,760
Thinking about, man, I had this 
opportunity. 

537
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,640
I had that opportunity. 
I was in this relationship and 

538
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,320
I've blown all this stuff, made 
all this mess up. 

539
00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:17,760
You're no different than Moses. 
He had messed everything up too,

540
00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:19,800
right? 
But Moses is. 

541
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:21,400
Asked by God. 
What is that in your hand? 

542
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:23,560
I'm asking you what is in your 
hand right now? 

543
00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:29,160
Whatever God has placed in. 
Your hand right now. 

544
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:35,520
You should do your very best to 
honor God through it. 

545
00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,560
These are things that God. 
Has not released you. 

546
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:43,160
From you need to. 
Be the best steward of what you 

547
00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:46,400
have before you start asking God
to. 

548
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:50,840
Fill your hand with new things. 
See, a lot of us, we kind of. 

549
00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:53,960
Tend to want to neglect those. 
Things and say, well God, I need

550
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,160
you to. 
Call me to something cooler. 

551
00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:59,920
Call me to something. 
Sexier and God. 

552
00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:02,600
Is going hold on, What is that 
in your hand? 

553
00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,600
Be faithful in the little 
things, he says, and then I will

554
00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:10,320
give you. 
Greater things. 

555
00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:12,920
Number one. 
Number two. 

556
00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:18,840
Look where God is working. 
And go and join him there. 

557
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:21,600
I don't know what. 
It is about us. 

558
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:23,960
As human beings, it. 
Seems like we're always still. 

559
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:25,719
Trying to earn something from 
God. 

560
00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:27,880
We're still trying to deserve 
something from God. 

561
00:34:28,080 --> 00:34:31,320
Because we keep forgetting that 
we're a child of God. 

562
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:35,840
And that's the. 
Bedrock of our identity. 

563
00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:39,679
What we have to do is look where
God is working. 

564
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:44,719
And go and join him there. 
If you're if you want to. 

565
00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:46,360
If you want to put something on 
X. 

566
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:51,520
This is it ready. 
Proximity to God is more 

567
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:54,679
important than productivity for 
God. 

568
00:34:57,520 --> 00:35:03,080
Proximity to God is more 
important than productivity for 

569
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:05,600
God. 
And I guarantee you if you're in

570
00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:06,640
proximity. 
To. 

571
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:09,360
God, he'll make you. 
Productive, but it is. 

572
00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:13,880
About being with him. 1st. 
And the other things will happen

573
00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:16,760
because. 
At the basis of who you are. 

574
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:20,120
That he intended and he designed
you. 

575
00:35:20,120 --> 00:35:28,120
To be you're a child of God. 
And finally understand that the.

576
00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:31,640
Same God who has. 
Been. 

577
00:35:31,640 --> 00:35:40,880
Faithful will be faithful. 
He will continue. 

578
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:45,880
To call you to new. 
Things even if. 

579
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:48,720
You have to set aside old. 
Ones. 

580
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:58,760
Look. 
Up look to him because he knows 

581
00:35:58,760 --> 00:35:59,640
what is. 
Best. 

582
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:04,680
For you, we're moving to a time 
of decision. 

583
00:36:10,770 --> 00:36:11,970
Let me ask. 
You a question. 

584
00:36:11,970 --> 00:36:14,370
Is the best thing that you could
do right now. 

585
00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:20,680
To get your life. 
Straightened out, I bet some of 

586
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,400
you. 
Just reacted to that. 

587
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:28,720
By going well of. 
Course the best thing that I. 

588
00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:31,240
Could do right now is to get my 
life straightened out. 

589
00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:36,680
If that's what you. 
Think you completely missed 

590
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:41,120
everything I just preached. 
Because the best. 

591
00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:43,200
Thing that could happen to you 
right now. 

592
00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:47,840
Is that you would draw closer to
your heavenly Father through 

593
00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:52,200
Jesus Christ because proximity 
is. 

594
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:54,000
More important than? 
Productivity. 

595
00:36:54,680 --> 00:36:57,560
He'll take care of the 
productivity because he knows 

596
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:58,240
the. 
Plan. 

597
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,600
You may not even have a clue of 
what God's plan is. 

598
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:04,120
You may not have. 
A clue of how God. 

599
00:37:04,240 --> 00:37:06,240
Intended to implement your. 
Gifts. 

600
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,440
Into your life. 
Integrate them into your life 

601
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:11,680
and into the world around. 
You may not have any idea of 

602
00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:14,480
that, and you're never going to 
know that as long as you're 

603
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:17,000
trying to write your own. 
Story So if you're trying to 

604
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,840
take control of your life and 
say. 

605
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,360
I'm going to get. 
All this fixed and if I get all 

606
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:23,160
this fixed. 
Well then maybe I'll be a. 

607
00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:25,560
Usable tool. 
In the hand of God. 

608
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:34,830
You've got it A. 180° wrong. 
What you. 

609
00:37:34,830 --> 00:37:41,560
Do what I do is we come to God. 
The same way that Matt Redman 

610
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:46,800
said it in that song, when the 
music fades and all is stripped 

611
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:51,200
away and I simply come longing 
just to bring something that's 

612
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:54,280
of. 
Worth that'll bless your the 

613
00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:58,680
heart of worship. 
Is to understand yourself as a. 

614
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:06,520
Child of God to exhale. 
And relax into the. 

615
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:14,000
Reality of that? 
And then just look for him, and 

616
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:19,680
when you see him, run to him. 
Some of you here. 

617
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:22,360
Have never come in to an 
intimate. 

618
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:24,000
Personal relationship with 
Jesus. 

619
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:29,680
Christ, you're still trying to 
impress God or impress the 

620
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:35,200
people around you or impress 
yourself, and there needs to 

621
00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:38,240
come a time. 
And hopefully it won't take 40 

622
00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:39,640
years like it did. 
For Moses. 

623
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:48,880
Because it took him 40 years to 
figure that out and just say I. 

624
00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:55,560
Surrender maybe? 
Some of you today will go over 

625
00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:58,080
by that baptistery. 
There'll be somebody over there.

626
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:00,800
And say I. 
Just I. 

627
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:02,760
Just want to submit. 
Myself to the Lord I. 

628
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:07,720
Just want to draw near to the 
Lord, you know, Maybe somebody. 

629
00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:09,720
Today will be. 
Baptized in that water. 

630
00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:11,680
You talk about. 
Proximity. 

631
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:16,600
When you go down in that water, 
do you know what you're doing? 

632
00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:26,000
You're uniting with his son. 
Jesus Christ, in his death his. 

633
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:30,440
Burial and his resurrection. 
That's what the Apostle Paul 

634
00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:33,800
said in. 
Romans chapter 6 that as you go 

635
00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:35,880
down in that water, you're dying
with Christ. 

636
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:38,200
You're being buried with Christ.
You're being raised to. 

637
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:42,760
Walk in newness of life. 
You know what that is for a non 

638
00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:47,440
believer, for a non Christian in
this room or online. 

639
00:39:48,720 --> 00:39:53,520
It is the closest you will ever.
Get in proximity to Jesus 

640
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,040
because you're you not. 
It's like a time machine. 

641
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:00,440
It's like you're going back 2. 
1000. 

642
00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:04,360
Years to the very moment. 
That he paid your price and set 

643
00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:07,760
you free. 
For some of us. 

644
00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:10,040
Who are already believers that 
proximity. 

645
00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:11,920
Is going to happen a little bit 
later in the service. 

646
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:16,200
When we take communion, we 
remember the body and the. 

647
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:20,560
Blood of the Lord who paid our 
price. 

648
00:40:21,240 --> 00:40:26,160
So we have an opportunity to 
remember him and to join with 

649
00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:27,640
him. 
That's proximity. 

650
00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:34,040
That's where he's at. 
If you've never made that 

651
00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:38,800
decision, go over there and talk
to someone and pray with some 

652
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:43,320
share with someone. 
God will do something amazing 

653
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:46,560
that you could never have done. 
And then there's many of. 

654
00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,520
Us here today. 
We are believers in Christ like.

655
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,520
I would have told you if you 
would ask me, are you a child of

656
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:54,000
God? 
I would say, yeah, I'm a child 

657
00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:59,600
of God. 
But I'm sometimes burdened with 

658
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:04,600
a head full of bad wiring. 
I still think I. 

659
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:08,520
I have to earn it. 
I still think that I have to. 

660
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:11,200
Be worthy in some way. 
I I still think that. 

661
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:13,840
Even though God might pay 70% of
the. 

662
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:23,270
Bill, I still need to pay. 30% 
of it, you know what I mean, and

663
00:41:23,270 --> 00:41:30,910
I just need to come to him and 
recognize what he's telling me. 

664
00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:36,710
This is who you are, Jerry, just
who you are, brother and sister.

665
00:41:38,590 --> 00:41:40,910
Lay it down. 
Would you? 

666
00:41:40,910 --> 00:41:43,670
Stand with me. 
These steps are open. 

667
00:41:44,310 --> 00:41:47,030
For you to come forward, get 
down on. 

668
00:41:47,030 --> 00:41:47,990
Your knees. 
And tell. 

669
00:41:47,990 --> 00:41:50,790
The Lord I. 
Present myself to you. 

670
00:41:51,350 --> 00:41:52,550
As nothing. 
More. 

671
00:41:54,070 --> 00:41:58,190
Or nothing less. 
Than a child of God pray with me

672
00:41:58,190 --> 00:41:58,950
heavenly. 
Father in. 

673
00:41:58,990 --> 00:42:01,790
Jesus name please take these 
next. 

674
00:42:01,790 --> 00:42:04,630
Moments. 
I know your Holy Spirit is here.

675
00:42:04,830 --> 00:42:06,430
I know your angels are 
protecting. 

676
00:42:06,430 --> 00:42:11,270
The space and I, I just pray in 
this place of peace. 

677
00:42:11,550 --> 00:42:15,430
That is overseen by the Prince 
of Peace, that your peace would 

678
00:42:15,430 --> 00:42:18,910
rule in our hearts. 
As we set aside. 

679
00:42:19,070 --> 00:42:22,990
The turmoil as we set aside, the
confusion as we. 

680
00:42:23,230 --> 00:42:25,910
Set aside the. 
Complexity of all the things 

681
00:42:25,910 --> 00:42:27,710
that we. 
Think are so important and 

682
00:42:27,710 --> 00:42:31,150
simply be. 
Who you have? 

683
00:42:31,150 --> 00:42:37,230
Called us to be your children. 
In Jesus. 

684
00:42:37,230 --> 00:42:39,150
Name. 
Amen.

