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Welcome Crossing family. 
I am so excited that you've 

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decided to join us for this 
incredible weekend. 

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I want to welcome those of you 
at all of our locations. 

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Those of you who are part of the
crossing inside, and those of 

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you who are joining us online 
for probably some beach or some 

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fantastic time delay. 
God bless you. 

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We wish we were you next week. 
We are starting something great 

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here at the crossing at all of 
our different locations that 

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will take us all the way through
the summer. 

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And we believe here at the 
Crossing that this could be one 

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of the Best seasons of spiritual
growth in your life and I'm 

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hoping that you will join us. 
You're going to get more 

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information about that at the 
end of the service but I really 

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am hoping that you will join 
Jennifer and I on this journey. 

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But today I am excited to 
welcome, one of our Premier 

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Mission Partners to the crossing
Lucas R ugly started. 

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Love the loo a Ministry that 
specializes in doing physical 

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and spiritual work in 
neighborhoods to bring about Out

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healing his brother. 
Actually, attends our Keokuk 

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location with his family and 
they are dear friends, too many 

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who call The Crossing home. 
In fact, many of you have gone 

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on mission trips to partner with
them in St. 

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Louis as a part of the great 
work that they're doing and I am

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hoping that many more of you 
will choose to do the same. 

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One of the many things that I 
love about Lucas is that he is 

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not doing Ministry in the Inner 
City from a house in the 

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suburbs. 
Instead he moved Get him himself

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and his wonderful wife and they 
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right on. 
And right Street. 

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He has brought with him a dear 
friend and partner in Ministry 

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from love, the loo to share with
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So here's what I need after this
video that you're going to see 

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it's a short video. 
I would love for you to give one

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of the warmest. 
Crossing, Welcome to our 

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partners and dear friends in 
Ministry. 

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At one point, I felt like we had
a shooting death every weekend. 

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Yeah. 
And it was so fresh. 

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It was the fear was just like, I
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well, I don't like hearing the 
sirens and I you know some of 

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the best come up with a you know
when the sirens when the 

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ambulance comes If I hear 
gunshots, I can say, oh, that's 

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two blocks away, half the time 
now, I don't even go inside 

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because I'm like, that's a block
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We'll be fine. 
You don't get your faith. 

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Like to me. 
Get yellow tape for a murderer, 

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some bait, but shooting with 
that. 

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It really saw somebody die. 
Doesn't that mean teletype mean?

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Somebody's death? 
Yeah. 

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So my family has lived in North 
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Louis all the and write for 11 
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And I've always wanted to make a
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so moving into the neighborhood.
I felt like was just a real 

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tangible way to do that, but I 
was really surprised when the 

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script got flipped and I was the
one who was learning all the 

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lessons. 
I guess I was just surprised at 

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the amount of work, he was going
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So this is a story of a White 
Guy, moving into a black 

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neighborhood hoping to do good. 
But then finding out that I'm 

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the one who needs got, this is 
heavy stuff, but even in the 

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heaviness There's Hope. and so, 
today we want to share with you 

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not a story of loss but that 
story of redemption 

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So, what happens is, you'll hear
a siren off in the distance and 

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you won't necessarily pay 
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And then you'll hear a second 
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And it's usually coming from the
opposite direction and the third

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one. 
And then by the time you hear 

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the ambulance wine and the low 
Rumble of a fire truck, you 

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begin to realize that all of 
these Sirens are converging onto

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one spot where you are and they 
get louder and they get louder, 

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and they get louder and then the
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And when the sirens stop, you 
know, that distress is on the 

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doorstep. 
When the siren stop. 

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You know, you shouldn't watch 
the news that night because 

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you're not going to just know 
the story. 

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You're going to know the names 
attached to the story. 

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There Are Places. 
In America, where the sirens are

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stopping every night and it's 
the scene of trauma where trauma

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becomes just the normal reality 
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Places of suffering places of 
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My daughter told me that, as 
she's falling asleep, she's 

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learned how to time the sirens 
once every 10 minutes, there's a

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siren going off in North st. 
Louis on, in Wright Avenue, 

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which means that, as kids are 
falling asleep, On in, right? 

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They're not counting sheep. 
Accounting sirens. 

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And guys, I could stand up here 
Keyshia and I could stand up 

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here. 
And we could tell you story 

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after Story of grit. 
We could tell you of the trouble

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that we've seen, but that is not
the story. 

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Actually got good news. 
You guys ready for it? 

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Okay, here's some good news. 
Jesus is putting North City back

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together again and he's not 
going to stop until he's 

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finished. 
He's not quittin, he's not. 

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He's just getting started. 
And in some of the hardest 

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places, some of the hardest 
environments is where, where God

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likes to do his best work and so
if you've walked in these doors 

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and you're suffering and you're 
struggling and you're depressed 

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and you're down and out, and 
you're broken and you don't even

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know why you're here is a really
great Sunday. 

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Because we can relate, we know 
what that's like. 

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I've got one scripture to share 
with you guys this morning. 

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This is in Philippians 3:10. 
It's actually just one verse and

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Paul writes this as he is in 
Chains and so if you would, I 

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just want you to picture Paul in
prison in chains for just a 

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second. 
And he writes this. 

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He says, I want to know Christ. 
Yes, to know the power of his 

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resurrection and participate 
with him in his sufferings, 

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becoming like him in death. 
Paul isn't writing from 

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Starbucks, he's not journaling, 
he's not doing his personal 

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devotees, I'm with the, with a 
Bible study, he's in Chains and 

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he says, I want to know Jesus 
the power of his resurrection to

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participate with him in 
suffering. 

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Becoming like him in death. 
And so, Paul equates suffering 

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with Jesus, To knowledge to a 
mental assent. 

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And he kind of likes it. 
He's looking forward to those 

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times where we're all of his 
flesh can be stripped away, and 

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he can know what it's like to be
with Jesus, to suffer, like 

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Jesus, to suffer with Jesus. 
Like I said, there are places in

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the United States. 
Like North st. 

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Louis. 
Our people have suffered. 

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It's become a reality. 
And the thing that I've learned 

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in 12 years of ministry, is that
God has not left the city. 

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He's actually forging and 
forming through this refining, 

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fire. 
Some of the best faith that 

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you're ever going to see. 
And for those of you who are on 

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the mission field where you're 
at and you're in, you're serving

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and you're you're with the poor,
you know that it's not it's not 

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a Poverty of the wallet. 
It's a, it's a Poverty of the 

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mind that Jesus can can take and
transform in a heartbeat, and 

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he's doing it. 
And so, because that is the case

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I get too. 
And it is my honor to hand. 

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This microphone over to a dear 
friend, a neighbor a CO minister

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in the gospel Keisha Williams. 
Good morning. 

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I always after have to come 
after Lucas, I like what am I 

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supposed to say? 
Oh my God, so I have had the 

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unique ability to live in the 
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Louis my entire life, right? 
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ventured off? 
And I thought I was an adult and

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I went out and lived in Pacific 
and Eureka and I have to tell 

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you it was nice. 
It was quiet like it is around 

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Quincy and I was like, this is 
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This is nice. 
But unfortunately because As I 

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have been in the city, all of my
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I'm used to you know the sirens 
I'm used to the No, that was, 

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that was, that was until my 
street so it became too quiet 

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for me. 
And I love the neighborhood, you

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know, I had the ability to 
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the car was still there in the 
morning, and we were still there

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in the morning. 
So that, you know, all of those 

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things were nice when I lived 
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But what I missed the most about
living in the city, when I moved

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out. 
Of it was the sense of 

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community. 
Like there is a sense of 

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community in the city of st. 
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And I'm sure you guys probably 
have it here, but in the city of

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st. 
Louis, we watch out for each 

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other. 
We are concerned about each 

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other. 
Sometimes, you can even say that

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we're nosy about each other, 
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I'm reminded of a story of a 
woman that I've come to find to 

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know And she reminds me of all 
of the reasons, why the city of 

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st. 
Louis is like Ground Zero for me

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because first of all, there's a 
lot of gyms there, there's a lot

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of Legacy there, there's a lot 
of generational work wealth 

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there, on top of death Calamity.
You know all of that is true but

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I promise you it's true. 
We do have a lot of that, but we

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also have hidden gems. 
We also have life. 

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We also Have wealth inside the 
city of st. 

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Louis that the news is not 
talking about. 

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So it takes us as individuals of
the Gospel to come and bring 

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forth what God is doing. 
So, the young lady that I was 

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speaking about, she was a 
product of her environment, her 

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mother died at the age of nine 
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Her father was an abusive 
alcoholic her older siblings 

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because she was the youngest of 
five were already, you know, 

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doing life. 
They were out in the streets. 

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They were Adapting to their 
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So it left her being taught by 
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It left her being taught and 
Trauma it left her being 

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self-raising self-taught, which 
is not always a good thing 

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without the rearing of an 
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So she went on to high school 
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had three children. 
Her teachers and the peers kind 

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of told her. 
Hey, you know what you've done? 

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All you were going to do might 
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You know, just just be a baby 
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That's what You're going to do, 
you're really good at it, you 

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know, do that. 
She had already became a 

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statistics by everybody's 
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But then, she had a community of
people around her, the community

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made sure that they were 
empowering her with love. 

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They were empowering her, 
letting her know that you can do

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anything, you set your mind to, 
not only do they Empower up 

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Empower her with their words, 
they put their words into 

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action, they watched her kid. 
They made sure that she had 

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enough to eat. 
They made sure that her children

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were clothes, they made sure 
that she was on her way to 

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school. 
She had time to do her homework 

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so that she can Excel. 
So she does not have to be what 

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they called her. 
Tom passes on, she graduates. 

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High school with honors. 
All three of her children in 

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attendance. 
Comes up out of that at the age 

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of 25. 
She moved back into the same 

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neighborhood, one of the 
roughest in St. 

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Louis buys a house. 
Becomes a pillar in the 

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community. 
She drives out the drug dealers.

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This is my house. 
This is where I live. 

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You guys can't do this here. 
She starts a neighborhood of 

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watch, not only for her, three 
children, but for the children 

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in the community at Large, when 
they were hungry, she made sure 

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that her doors were open when 
they needed somewhere to stay. 

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She made sure that they had a 
place and it became a safe haven

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for the community. 
She walked up and down the 

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streets, cleaning up, the alleys
cleaning up the streets. 

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Making sure that her community 
was beautiful, regardless of 

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what they heard about it. 
On the news. 

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Regardless of we seen someone 
dying on the street next door to

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her, she made sure that she was 
taking care. 

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Care of her community. 
Not only did she engage and be 

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impactful on contact. 
She engaged the neighbors to 

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also do the same things. 
Those are the hidden gems that 

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are within the city of st. 
Louis that the news is not 

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talking about. 
Those are the people that we 

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stand on their shoulders saying 
that yes we can. 

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God is still working. 
God is still doing the thing and

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he's going to do it through us. 
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So, I'm from Jackson Missouri, 
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were cows and we didn't have 
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Where I grew up. 
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If yours was paved moved, my 
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mentioned. 
Move my family on to end right 

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Avenue about 12 years ago and 
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life and it's frustrating. 
Because I moved to help all 

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these people. 
And God says, you're the one 

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that needs help. 
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these ways that I need to grow. 
I want to share with you just 

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some, some of those ways that 
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When we moved on to Enright 
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close and personal, we met kids 
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beds, who would roll up a 
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There was a partment across the 
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neighbors would pack in, you 
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Into a one-bedroom apartment, I 
would meet kids that would steal

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from the grocery store, not 
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destructive but because they 
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to eat that night. 
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quickly was man. 
I need to help these poor kids. 

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I need to help these poor kids 
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went from looking at them as 
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together to us helping them me 
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industrial complex was being 
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It was the Same year that the 
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out. 
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inadvertently, not not 
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I want to go where the need is, 
but I at different points failed

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to recognize that I had the same
need In 2014, there was a kid 

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that was shot on our block. 
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the neighborhood kids 15 16 year
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these kids didn't know what to 
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formed this group that would 
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evening and I would go over and 
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take bottled water and and pray 
and ask him to come over to my 

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house and charge their cell 
phones and and so I got pretty 

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tight with these guys. 
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still didn't know what to do 
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And so one of them went and got 
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street and then I was back and 
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shootings. 
Until every single one of those,

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those kids was either dead or in
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We lost an entire generation to 
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Just like that. 
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time, like like, how are you 
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What's going on? 
I don't know that I had any good

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news. 
There's a felt like everything 

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was death around us and all of 
the neighbors, were were scared.

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We were holding on for dear 
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It felt like the prayers were 
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know if you've ever had those 
times in your life or in your 

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ministry but he just felt like 
God, where are you? 

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It was a weekend where we took 
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of those gang members and we 
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turning them into Gardens and 
and I remember back then saying 

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to them and we can either go 
death or we can go life. 

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We can keep going this wide Road
where where it's easy but 

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everybody's dying all around 
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Or we can try a different way 
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Every single one of those kids 
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Narrow road that path to life. 
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to life meant, let's just get 
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Let's get them, different 
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some money and have some 
opportunities and have some 

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resources. 
Jesus says, you can gain the 

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whole world and lose your soul. 
And wouldn't it be a shame if if

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our whole Ministry was just to 
get kids, a couple bucks. 

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So they could what, Be rich. 
Is that our purpose? 

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Is that our call? 
Is that what we're trying to 

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lead? 
People to know. 

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And I know we're trying to lead 
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been times in my life where I 
thought, man, we just we just 

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need resources. 
We just got to get some better 

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education, and that's true. 
We're at a point now with our 

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work. 
And I know there's more lessons 

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coming, but, but a few weeks 
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Age is 12 to 23, bunch of young 
uns compared to, I'm not going 

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to tell you that, it's getting 
bad. 

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My back is, you know, given out 
and and so everybody's young 

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compared to me. 
Now, I'm looking at these kids 

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and, and And I wasn't getting 
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I don't know why, you know, but 
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And finally I said, How many of 
you should not be alive to this 

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day? 
Like what? 

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Like you, none of like, like you
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And every single one of those 
kids raised their hand from 12 

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to 2 about 21:15 kids, all raise
their hand believing that they 

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should not be alive. 
And that's, that's the reality. 

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That's true. so, I followed it 
up and I said, What are you 

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alive for? 
Why are you here? 

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We got into some good stuff that
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Because God has them alive, not 
just to survive. not just to get

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rich, not just to get some 
education or have some power 

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here on Earth, but to have 
abundant thriving life in 

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Christ. 
Wow look it's a it's crazy to 

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me, right? 
Because I live in that 

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neighborhood and I see those 
same kids right into know that 

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that is their reality not 
knowing you know what, tomorrow 

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holds but the difference is we 
have the ability to Know Who 

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Holds Tomorrow. 
And so with that it's it 

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changes. 
Our perspective, it changes how 

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we do things. 
And it just it's I think God 

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forgot, that's all I can say. 
But the woman that I was 

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speaking about earlier I know 
her intimately, right? 

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Because she was my mother 
growing up. 

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We didn't have a lot. 
There are times that we may have

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went to sleep with, you know, by
choice. 

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Because there's always peanut 
butter and jelly to eat, right? 

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Like you have that no matter 
what we weren't raised up on 

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steaks and shrimp and lobsters 
and things like that, but we 

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never had an opportunity where 
we you missed a meal. 

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But what I could say is that we 
were able to engage our 

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community in such a way, that it
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adults, right. 
And I love my mother so much 

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because even though we didn't 
have a lot, she gave out of what

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she had. 
That's where that wealth came 

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from. 
That's where she took on the 

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principles of what God said, if 
they're hungry, I'll feed them. 

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If they're without clothes, I'll
make sure they're fed. 

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If they are hurting, I'll 
bandage their rooms. 

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I think she took the heart, the 
parable of the Good Samaritan. 

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And if you don't know that, I'm 
going to give you the real 

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quick, Keisha version, it is in 
Luke. 

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You can go ahead and find it for
yourself. 

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It's a really good read. 
It really helps you to 

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understand who your neighbor is.
Sometimes we have a question 

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about. 
I don't know if those people are

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my neighbors because we don't 
Look alike. 

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We don't share the same things, 
but I'm here to tell you that we

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all go through the same things. 
There's different seasons of our

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lives and we all come out 
different, depending on the 

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lesson that we've learned, 
right? 

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So, Jesus is talking a 
synagogue. 

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And someone asks, hey so what 
who do, who is my neighbor? 

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Like, who am I supposed to take 
care of God, said, I'm glad you 

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asked. 
So, he gave them a parable of a,

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man, a Jewish man walking, and 
he was beaten he was robbed, and

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they left him for dead. 
And as I'm telling this story, I

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want you to kind of put in your 
mind, the things that Lucas and 

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I are saying that happens in the
city of st. 

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Louis, we've been broken, we've 
been robbed. 

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We've been kind of Left 4 Dead. 
No one wants to bother with us. 

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We're sitting in despair. 
We're sitting in tragedy. 

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We're sitting income Calamity 
and Chaos, so then the priest 

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came by and he seen the man. 
He was like, nope, not me. 

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Today, I'm busy. 
I got to get this sermon. 

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I got to do this. 
So we just kept on walking not 

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only to keep walking. 
He removed himself from the The 

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situation and he left. 
Then came a levite. 

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He seen the man, the man seen 
him. 

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He said not my problem. 
Somebody else behind me that 

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somebody else is going to see 
him so that will let them take 

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care of it. 
Let it be someone else's 

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problem. 
So he kept moving then came a 

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Samaritan man. 
Him and his donkey their walk 

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in. 
They see the man and they took 

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pity on him. 
They seen him they'd seen him 

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better. 
They seem him near death, they 

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seem them bruised. 
They seen him without hope and 

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he stopped to take care of him. 
Not only, did he see about him, 

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he used his oil and back then, 
you know, oil was priceless. 

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They needed that. 
That was a part of their living.

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He used his oil to minister to 
his wounds. 

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He didn't know this man. 
All he seen was someone who is 

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considered God's child. 
He didn't see that, you know, 

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maybe they were he didn't take 
no thought of what could have 

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happened to him. 
But all likewise he ministered 

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to the man. 
He did not leave him there. 

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He picked him up. 
He put him on his donkey he took

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him to the end. 
Told the Cake, The Innkeeper. 

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Hey so I found this man, I need 
you to minister to this man. 

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I need you to make them. 
Well, I have to leave but on my 

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way back, I'm going to check 
back in to make sure that he's 

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okay. 
And he's on his way the man that

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the Jewish man that was hurt was
full of gratitude. 

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What I love about this is that 
that is what God is calling us 

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to do. 
He's calling us to remove 

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ourselves from us. 
Like, we're so stuck in our own 

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way, sometimes that were not 
able to see the need of those 

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around us. 
I get to see the need because 

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his smack dab in my face, but 
sometimes the need is not always

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present, right? 
Like we have so much trauma in 

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our lives that again, we all are
suffering from the same. 

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Trauma, abandonment. 
Disapproval, shame. 

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Guilt. 
That's the city of st. 

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Louis, the difference is someone
walked alongside you. 

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All walked alongside me and gave
me direction. 

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They gave me Jesus who gives me 
strategy G for tomorrow. 

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How he teaches me, that I can 
use my time, my talent, and my 

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treasures, for my neighbors. 
And not keep it all to myself. 

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I'm like my mother. 
I don't have a lot of anything. 

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But what I do have I give freely
because I know that there's a 

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God who sits high and looks low 
and he's going to take care of 

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my household because I'm taking 
care of his God is amazing. 

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He is putting the city of st. 
Louis back together again, bit 

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by bit, he is strategically 
placing individuals like myself 

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and Lucas and some of you who 
have come down and volunteered 

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your time your talent and your 
Treasures to build up. 

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A seemingly forgotten community.
God deals in broken things. 

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I'm a witness. 
He deals in batter. 

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That's where he does his best 
work. 

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He said those who are well do 
not need a physician. 

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There are already. 
Well, I come to seek those who 

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are lost. that is our job as 
people go, ye therefore Preach 

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and teach to All Nations. 
The city of st. 

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Louis is a nation. 
Quincy is a nation. 

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It is our responsibility. 
It is our reasonable response. 

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To get in the trenches and to 
help pull someone else out. 

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Thank you. 
Want to give you some more good 

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news this morning. 
This is a weird statistic but we

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haven't had a shooting death on 
our block in over six years. 

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I know that's strange but the 
sirens are literally stopping 

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you guys. 
This is what Jesus does when 

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Jesus hangs on the cross. 
He is saying he's proclaiming an

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end to suffering when he raises 
from the dead. 

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He's saying, hey those those 
places those environments he has

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power and dominion over any of 
that. 

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His perfect love drives out 
fear. 

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When I tell you one quick story,
I think it'll be quick, we'll 

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see the video that you saw. 
There's a woman in that video. 

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She's older, her name is tuwana,
she'll never be on this stage. 

449
00:30:48,900 --> 00:30:50,400
She'll never be a keynote 
speaker. 

450
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:54,900
She doesn't want any of that 
when I met to wanna and she's 

451
00:30:54,900 --> 00:30:57,800
allowed me to share her story. 
When I met her, she might have 

452
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:02,100
been labeled as homeless She's 
amazing. 

453
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:04,800
And over the years, we've gotten
to know her to bring her on 

454
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,600
staff. 
She's that incredible of a 

455
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:11,100
minister. 
Last year, I was sitting with 

456
00:31:11,100 --> 00:31:14,000
her and, and it was all of our 
staff at love to Lou. 

457
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:17,000
And I said, twanna, what is it 
that keeps your heart healthy. 

458
00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,900
How do you keep going? 
She's been through a lot. 

459
00:31:20,700 --> 00:31:25,800
She's seen it and she goes, she 
was well, every morning I pray 

460
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:27,300
and I read my Bible with my 
auntie. 

461
00:31:28,700 --> 00:31:30,600
And that's a really sweet Sunday
school answer. 

462
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:33,600
And so I said that's great and I
was getting ready to move on and

463
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,500
so I was like, no, no. 
You guys need to hear this 

464
00:31:36,500 --> 00:31:39,200
story. 
And and she's not boasting, 

465
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:42,300
she's not bragging in herself, 
but she told us the following 

466
00:31:42,300 --> 00:31:44,700
story. 
She said her aunt and her used 

467
00:31:44,700 --> 00:31:48,600
to be really close. 
We used to be best friends, had 

468
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:52,000
a falling out because Tawanna 
got pregnant. 

469
00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:55,100
And this is, this is you know 
decades ago. 

470
00:31:55,600 --> 00:32:01,500
Towanda got pregnant and the 
father to her children cheated 

471
00:32:01,500 --> 00:32:05,200
on her, with several women but 
one of them including her 

472
00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,300
auntie. 
And her auntie got pregnant. 

473
00:32:08,700 --> 00:32:12,100
They're pregnant at the same 
time and they became very 

474
00:32:12,100 --> 00:32:15,100
distant. 
The Auntie didn't want the baby 

475
00:32:15,100 --> 00:32:18,000
and Towanda said, at some point,
I'll take that baby. 

476
00:32:18,500 --> 00:32:23,600
And she did and she raised two 
girls on her own. 

477
00:32:24,900 --> 00:32:28,600
Turned out the the father of the
children was was abusing the 

478
00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:31,900
kids and Tawana spoke out 
against it to the family and the

479
00:32:31,900 --> 00:32:33,900
family said we should. 
We should just solve this in 

480
00:32:33,900 --> 00:32:37,000
house and Towanda said, no, we 
have to go to the authorities 

481
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,200
and she turned him in. 
He went to prison. 

482
00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:42,400
And everybody turned their back 
on Tawana. 

483
00:32:42,500 --> 00:32:48,400
And for 20 years they hated her 
They said all kinds of terrible 

484
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:52,800
things about her, the whole 
family was ripped apart, covid 

485
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:59,200
happened, and the Auntie walked 
into a situation where there's a

486
00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:01,500
robbery and she got shot in the 
face. 

487
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,000
Towanda came to me at that 
point. 

488
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:09,500
And and and she said, hey Lucas.
I feel like I might have caused 

489
00:33:09,500 --> 00:33:13,200
this because I prayed for 
Revenge, You know, those psalms 

490
00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:16,100
where, like David goes off and 
he's just praying against his 

491
00:33:16,100 --> 00:33:19,400
enemies twanna. 
Had prayed that this is a little

492
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:24,500
prayer challenge for, I guess, I
know now that she, she she had 

493
00:33:24,500 --> 00:33:28,800
prayed this prayer that that God
would get even in. 

494
00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,200
And her enemy got shot in the 
face and lived. 

495
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,100
And to want to then was guilty. 
And she's like, what do I do 

496
00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:38,400
with this? 
We talked about it and I guess 

497
00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:42,700
the only church answer I had was
something about forgiveness and 

498
00:33:42,700 --> 00:33:44,200
so she took that and she ran 
with it. 

499
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:50,100
And she she said I this is after
about a week of praying, God Has

500
00:33:50,100 --> 00:33:53,900
Lifted it off of me. 
I forgiven her She told me about

501
00:33:53,900 --> 00:33:58,300
how she was going to go to the 
hospital and to tell her and she

502
00:33:58,300 --> 00:34:02,200
did Tawana went to the hospital 
reconnected with her. 

503
00:34:02,300 --> 00:34:07,700
Her Aunty said I forgive you. 
It's all, it's all behind us. 

504
00:34:08,100 --> 00:34:12,300
They cried, they prayed. 
They started reading their Bible

505
00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:16,300
and every morning to wanna reads
her Bible and praise. 

506
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:23,199
With her auntie. 
God is doing some really cool 

507
00:34:23,199 --> 00:34:29,300
stuff in the city. 
And he continues to do this work

508
00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:32,900
and we're here to share a lot 
but there's really just to 

509
00:34:32,900 --> 00:34:37,900
prayers that I have today. 
The first one is that if you're 

510
00:34:37,900 --> 00:34:41,900
suffering. 
If you're struggling, if you're 

511
00:34:41,900 --> 00:34:47,400
in it. 
So is God. 

512
00:34:49,500 --> 00:34:52,900
And I'm praying that he would 
reveal himself to you today and 

513
00:34:52,900 --> 00:34:55,900
that the suffering can be used 
for his glory. 

514
00:34:56,699 --> 00:35:00,400
The second prayer. 
Is that God? 

515
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:04,000
We are asking. 
That on each campus. 

516
00:35:05,700 --> 00:35:08,500
You would be raising up your 
people. 

517
00:35:10,100 --> 00:35:15,900
To be connections. 
To be Bridge Builders into these

518
00:35:15,900 --> 00:35:21,800
pockets, in our society, that 
are broken, Jesus, we absolutely

519
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:26,700
need you to lead us. 
Give us an identity of Truth. 

520
00:35:26,700 --> 00:35:33,300
Tellers of bold, Proclaimers to 
go into places and to be with 

521
00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:38,100
people, where might seem crazy. 
God, we need you. 

522
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:41,200
We pray all of this because of 
you and your name. 

523
00:35:41,900 --> 00:35:51,600
Amen. 
There is hope because there are 

524
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:56,700
still people that want to see in
our city Drive. 

525
00:35:58,900 --> 00:36:02,500
Because we live here. 
The what I see a community want 

526
00:36:02,500 --> 00:36:08,700
to see, he is playing us and I 
we always got to come together 

527
00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:13,600
and make it happy. 
That's witnessed a lot so I'm 

528
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:21,700
saying like so hope you think 
Dom was you serve when you don't

529
00:36:21,700 --> 00:36:28,000
like it you give up time and 
energy and effort supposing. 

530
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,000
You don't know you feel the 
void. 

531
00:36:31,900 --> 00:36:34,300
I don't know for what that 
person is missing, they could be

532
00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:40,000
missing my mom uncle and we 
helped by filling that void. 

533
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:44,500
Yeah. 
And anyway, I saying nice things

534
00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:50,100
compliments, even smiling. 
I think this probably the 

535
00:36:50,100 --> 00:36:54,100
biggest thing is just the parent
for your nasal. 

536
00:36:55,100 --> 00:37:02,000
I'm still able to love and I'm 
still able to smell I believe 

537
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,000
that st. 
Louis will be changed when we 

538
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:08,000
just all learn to love each 
other and be more neighborly. 

539
00:37:08,500 --> 00:37:13,400
I think the biggest meet in St. 
Louis is love. 

540
00:37:14,100 --> 00:37:17,600
I know, there is hope for St, 
Louis, because Jesus is not done

541
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:19,900
with this city yet. 
There's a lot of good here. 

542
00:37:19,900 --> 00:37:22,700
There's a lot of talent in 
St.Louis, there's a lot of 

543
00:37:22,700 --> 00:37:24,400
smiles. 
There's a lot of Joy. 

544
00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,300
There was hope for st. 
Louis because of the people who 

545
00:37:27,300 --> 00:37:31,200
are in it and it starts here, it
starts now And I just thank God 

546
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:35,200
for his people. 
The good outweigh the bed 

547
00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:41,100
because it's not every day, it's
not every hour. 

548
00:37:42,500 --> 00:37:47,500
Like I have a lot to be thankful
for and the things that God has 

549
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:53,800
helped me through, I think it's 
really important for people to 

550
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:59,800
understand that God hasn't left 
the city and in fact, he's doing

551
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:03,500
really Cool stuff here. 
This is God's work. 

552
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:09,200
He takes death and turns it into
life, and we're literally seeing

553
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:14,500
that on a regular basis, the 
sirens stop when Jesus enters 

554
00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:21,400
the story, it's when the kid 
gets fed or learns to read where

555
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:23,200
the neighbor is helped with 
their house. 

556
00:38:23,900 --> 00:38:27,200
It's win. 
The vacant lot goes from being 

557
00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:30,000
overgrown and kind of like a 
jungle. 

558
00:38:30,500 --> 00:38:34,300
And turned into a garden like 
it's really tangible stuff. 

559
00:38:34,300 --> 00:38:37,200
It's not rocket science. 
This isn't something you need a 

560
00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:42,300
degree for like this is like 
very practically showing love. 

561
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:46,600
It's loving actions that are 
going to transform our city. 

562
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:50,500
And our DNA is the church. 
Is that love? 

563
00:38:51,700 --> 00:38:55,700
You want to know where the hope 
is right here with us? 

564
00:38:57,400 --> 00:38:59,900
This is a story of when the 
siren. 

565
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:05,400
Top and it's a story of Hope and
it's a story that I want to 

566
00:39:05,408 --> 00:39:13,600
invite you into tomorrow might 
be different. 

567
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:35,200
But today right now we do 
Have you listened just a little 

568
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:38,800
bit closer? 
You may hear some Sirens having 

569
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:46,900
to this place right now. 
They may be heading to this. 

570
00:39:46,900 --> 00:39:49,700
This room, they may be heading 
to maybe wherever you're 

571
00:39:49,700 --> 00:39:52,300
watching online right now. 
And you have to ask yourself. 

572
00:39:52,300 --> 00:39:54,400
Why? 
Why are the sirens heading here 

573
00:39:56,000 --> 00:40:01,500
is because some people That 
people and and even myself we 

574
00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:03,300
love dearly. 
They are in need of some 

575
00:40:03,300 --> 00:40:07,200
immediate help, they are in need
of some immediate attention, 

576
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:11,800
they're needing rescued. 
And even though we may not be 

577
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:15,500
able to right now to hear you 
verbally or vocally screaming 

578
00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:19,500
out, help help help. 
And your lives. 

579
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:24,800
Your lives are crying it out. 
The situations that you are 

580
00:40:24,808 --> 00:40:28,100
currently in and they're crying 
out. 

581
00:40:28,500 --> 00:40:33,200
The looks on some of your faces 
scream, that you are needing 

582
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:35,900
help and you don't know where to
turn. 

583
00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:41,300
And their situations and in this
world that we live, in this 

584
00:40:41,300 --> 00:40:46,900
reality that we have is this 
state of being separated from 

585
00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:50,100
God and almighty God, because of
the sin that exists in our 

586
00:40:50,100 --> 00:40:55,600
lives. and for some of you what 
you've been trying to do, you've

587
00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:58,300
been trying to do in your own 
power, you've been trying to do 

588
00:40:58,300 --> 00:41:01,700
in your own strength, you've 
been trying to rescue yourself 

589
00:41:04,500 --> 00:41:10,800
But there's good news. 
There's help available to you. 

590
00:41:12,100 --> 00:41:15,200
This is happens when, when you 
start an intimate, personal 

591
00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:19,800
relationship with Jesus, you no 
longer have to do it within your

592
00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:22,000
own strength. 
You no longer have to do it with

593
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:26,400
your own power. 
You've been walking around 

594
00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:28,900
outside of relationship with 
Jesus, with this kind of this 

595
00:41:28,900 --> 00:41:32,500
homemade first aid kit, you've 
been, you've been hurt. 

596
00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:34,800
So you put a bandage on 
yourself. 

597
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:39,400
You can't walk. 
So you get your own crutches and

598
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,500
you try to do things your own 
way. 

599
00:41:41,500 --> 00:41:47,800
But again, when you're doing 
things on your own, It doesn't 

600
00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:54,500
last, it's not possible. 
So the hope that we have and the

601
00:41:54,508 --> 00:41:57,400
hope that we get to share every 
single time that we get the 

602
00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:02,100
opportunity to do it is that 
help is here and it's found in 

603
00:42:02,100 --> 00:42:05,500
the person. 
It's found in the name of Jesus.

604
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:10,900
He's our rescuer. 
He's Our Redeemer. 

605
00:42:11,300 --> 00:42:15,100
He is the one that saves us that
that pulls us from the pit. 

606
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:18,000
He's the one that takes our 
homemade bandages and he gives 

607
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:22,300
us something new. 
What I love about Romans Romans 

608
00:42:22,300 --> 00:42:28,500
10 it says this that everyone 
Every single person. 

609
00:42:28,500 --> 00:42:31,800
Anyone and everyone who calls on
the name of the Lord will be 

610
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:34,400
saved. 
Anyone who calls on the name of 

611
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:37,800
Jesus will be saved and I'm 
encouraging for those of you, 

612
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:40,800
you've not started that 
relationship with Jesus In This 

613
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:46,700
Moment, call on the name of 
Jesus, throw away that first aid

614
00:42:46,700 --> 00:42:48,700
kit. 
Bring him your pain, bring him 

615
00:42:48,700 --> 00:42:52,300
your shame, bring him, the sins 
that have kept you separated 

616
00:42:52,300 --> 00:42:54,600
from God. 
And you say, Jesus, I'm turning 

617
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:57,500
away from those sins and I'm 
turning NG to you. 

618
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:02,800
Put your life In His Hands 
today. 

619
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:08,000
Let him transform you. 
Let them take this old heart. 

620
00:43:09,700 --> 00:43:12,200
Let them do surgery to it. 
Let him give you a new one. 

621
00:43:13,700 --> 00:43:16,600
I'm encourage you in this 
moment, start that relationship 

622
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:20,600
with Jesus right now and just a 
little bit. 

623
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:24,400
We're gonna sing some songs 
couple songs and just we're 

624
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:27,300
going to worship, we're going to
just celebrate all that he's 

625
00:43:27,300 --> 00:43:30,100
done for us. 
And and if you are in that spot 

626
00:43:30,100 --> 00:43:32,200
where you're just like, I've 
been doing this for too long on 

627
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:36,300
my own and I need Jesus, I need 
to transform my heart and I 

628
00:43:36,308 --> 00:43:38,700
don't want to do it myself. 
I need him to do it. 

629
00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:40,400
There's going to be someone 
right by the baptistry that 

630
00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:42,500
would love to help you walk 
through what it looks like to 

631
00:43:42,508 --> 00:43:44,500
have. 
A relationship with him to take 

632
00:43:44,500 --> 00:43:48,000
that next step to get into the 
Waters of baptism and and really

633
00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:51,000
declared you are made new. 
You are a new creation. 

634
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:53,600
The old has gone. 
The new has has come. 

635
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:56,500
You can start that relationship 
with Jesus today. 

636
00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:04,000
For the rest of us in this room.
All of us who have said, yes to 

637
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,100
Jesus. 
All of us who are pursuing 

638
00:44:06,100 --> 00:44:09,100
Jesus. 
We're trying to do this thing as

639
00:44:09,100 --> 00:44:12,000
a Christian and it's hard. 
But one of the parts in that 

640
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:14,900
video that I heard that stuck 
out to me, just the one we just 

641
00:44:14,900 --> 00:44:17,500
watch, you may have missed it, 
but it said this, it says it 

642
00:44:17,500 --> 00:44:22,000
starts here. 
And it starts with us 

643
00:44:22,700 --> 00:44:28,400
Christians, it starts here in 
this moment and it starts with 

644
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,300
us and love the loo and 
credible. 

645
00:44:31,500 --> 00:44:34,800
Incredible things that God is 
doing in and through them. 

646
00:44:35,100 --> 00:44:37,700
There they are committed to 
reaching people in the greater 

647
00:44:37,700 --> 00:44:39,000
st. 
Louis area and their 

648
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:43,100
neighborhoods all around them 
men but our call and our 

649
00:44:43,100 --> 00:44:47,700
commission right here is to 
reach as many people as possible

650
00:44:47,700 --> 00:44:50,900
to tell them the good news that 
I just shared with you to the 

651
00:44:50,900 --> 00:44:54,100
whole world whether that's in 
Quincy Illinois, whether that's 

652
00:44:54,100 --> 00:44:56,400
in the surrounding area, maybe 
you're in Liberty, maybe you're 

653
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:58,300
in Camp point, maybe you're in 
mended, maybe you're in 

654
00:44:58,300 --> 00:44:59,400
Hannibal. 
Maybe. 

655
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:02,200
I don't know where you're at. 
Maybe, Um we're in Missouri, 

656
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,300
somewhere in Iowa, maybe 
somewhere in Indiana. 

657
00:45:04,300 --> 00:45:06,100
Maybe you're about to travel to 
Florida. 

658
00:45:06,100 --> 00:45:07,700
You're going to Hawaii on 
vacation. 

659
00:45:07,700 --> 00:45:09,300
It doesn't matter where you're 
at. 

660
00:45:09,300 --> 00:45:10,700
Where ever? 
Your feet are hitting the 

661
00:45:10,707 --> 00:45:13,800
ground. 
The our mission doesn't change. 

662
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:18,400
We Can't Stop. 
We won't stop as Christian 

663
00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:22,600
because it starts here and it 
starts now, we got to tell 

664
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:26,700
people how they can be rescued 
And so my personal burden and I 

665
00:45:26,707 --> 00:45:30,000
know so many of you Christians, 
your personal burden is the 

666
00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,700
same. 
It's how do we reach more people

667
00:45:32,700 --> 00:45:35,400
for Jesus? 
And a question. 

668
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:40,300
I keep asking myself. the thing 
that breaks my heart the most 

669
00:45:41,300 --> 00:45:45,600
Is, what am I doing about it? 
Like today, what, what am I 

670
00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:48,300
doing about it to share with 
someone that they need? 

671
00:45:48,300 --> 00:45:52,900
Jesus, because we are called to 
be missionaries for him. 

672
00:45:53,700 --> 00:45:56,700
Everywhere we go. 
And so in this time of decision 

673
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for you as a Christian is a 
simply just come up here in a 

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humble way. 
And the way that we humble 

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ourselves, as we get down on our
knees and we just enter into a 

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time of prayer and we say, God, 
I need I need boldness. 

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I need, I need you to use the 
words that are going to come out

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of my mouth. 
I need you to use the actions 

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that happened through my 
fingertips. 

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Gotta pray that as a people that
come into my path that you would

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soften their hearts. 
I pray God that you can and that

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you will use me and that he will
and he can use you. 

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There is hurt and there is pain 
all over this world. 

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But we have the greatest news. 
We have the greatest hope. 

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So why should we keep that to 
ourselves? 

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And I don't think we should and 
the way we do that, is it starts

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right here in this moment. 
So if you would stand with me, 

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let's go to him in prayer. 
Let's go to him. 

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As we humble ourself, let's go 
to him as we asked him to come 

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with us. 
In this moment to give us the 

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direction we need. 
Jesus, we are so thankful God 

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for this time. 
So, thankful for these moments, 

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maybe to be just re-centered to 
your gospel, to be re-centered 

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to the call that you you put on 
our lives. 

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God, the way that you call us to
go out into the The world. 

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To reach people for you. 
To tell them about you to not 

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stop until this whole world 
knows about you. 

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God, that our personal burden. 
God, this is that more people 

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would know you. 
And God, I pray that because of 

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this moment right here, because 
it starts right here and it 

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starts with us, God, I pray that
you would do something in the 

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parts of the people. 
Listen, you do something in my 

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heart. 
God, that would make your 

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kingdom grow. 
That would bring hope to someone

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who doesn't have hope that lives
would be turned around in this 

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moment. 
Jesus, we love you. 

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We pray all this your name. 
Amen.

