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It is so good to be with each 
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coming off of a fantastic week 
for Hensel Nation, we got to do 

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a little mini getaway vacation 
for a couple of days and then 

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Jennifer and I got to be able to
hang out with all of our staff 

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and some key part timers and 
difference makers from all 

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across our locations for a 
two-day all staff Retreat on the

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heels of that. 
I had to go pick up my boys from

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my parents house. 
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they're debriefing it apparently
to pass time. 

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My mom was telling stories to my
kids about me growing up and my,

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you guys know this, the I can 
eat some context. 

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First, my dad was a 
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He did large and small animal, 
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Father, took me to hang out with
him on a lot of his business and

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all of a sudden in the car my 
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me of my first day at 
kindergarten And this is what my

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mom decided to tell my boys. 
Which was you know like a 

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judgment on her part. 
When my mom picked me up from 

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school on my first day of 
kindergarten she goes how was it

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today and I said I didn't know 
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And I didn't know my ABCs. 
But they didn't know anything 

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about the uterus of a cow and so
I'm, that's what my boys are, 

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like, just laughing. 
And I'm like, do I have to 

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explain uterus now like, I don't
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here now. 
Why am I telling you that story?

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Well, I have no clue what your 
last week was. 

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Like, I don't know what kind of 
baggage, you're navigating, what

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kind of hurt or harm your trying
to work your way through. 

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Rue. 
I don't know any of that, but 

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what I do know, Is you picked a 
great place to be today. 

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That anytime you gather with the
people, the Lord, in the house 

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of the Lord, expose yourself to 
the word of the Lord, by the 

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spirit of the Lord, you will be 
blessed. 

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If you are brand new to the 
crossing. 

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We are so glad that you're here.
I hope that at some point in 

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time during the service, you'll 
either click on the QR code, or 

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maybe at the very end of the 
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You'll go and meet one of our 
campus Pastor staff members, 

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incredible difference makers and
get connected at one of our 

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connecting. 
Using one of our lobbies and you

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have no idea what God could do 
with just that one, small Act of

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Faith. 
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series called weeds in my garden
a series, about being honest, 

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about mental health and week. 
One, we learned that in order to

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live out the second greatest 
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Jesus. 
We need to destigmatize issues 

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surrounding Mental Health. 
Right behind. 

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Love the Lord your God, with all
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strength is the command to love 
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And when we fail to love people,
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relationship with God, our 
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Their relationship with others. 
And if we're Christians, it can 

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impact their relationship with 
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Now, it impacts their relation, 
are our relationship with God, 

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because we end up treating 
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The very people poorly, that 
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us to serve that impacts our 
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they're not going to feel 
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They'll start just giving us 
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So we don't see the weeds in 
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away from us, it will be harder 
for us to offer the help and the

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help that they Desperately need 
the further, they pull away, the

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less bright, our light will 
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This creates even more isolation
and can leave them destitute and

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vulnerable. 
It can impact their relationship

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with God. 
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our actions. 
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But it's real if you and I are 
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Jesus, the expression of God to 
a hurting world and we handle 

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that glorious Mission poorly. 
It changes how they see? 

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God, this culminates in them 
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relationship with others because
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if God can't be trusted then who
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into themselves as loneliness 
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them, vulnerable. 
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have Christians have struggled 
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it comes to mental health 
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Strokes, okay? 
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sermon series is that you guys 
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Jerry. 
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because you know, some people 
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approach to certain things we 
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that strong and powerful 
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navigate and control. 
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who are dealing with depression 
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know, I don't have mental health
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dealing with strong and powerful
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wouldn't necessarily see them. 
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when I say mental health issues,
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The broad broad strokes and 
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composed of four main categories
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If you will, there is 
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clinical and spiritual 
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of a loved one or experiencing a
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high-stress. 
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behavioral that you have a hard 
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Navigating are regulating how 
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media Not making the time to 
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relationships. 
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hard-wired, some of us have 
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Some of us, have insulin issues,
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and some of us have chemical 
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issues are the things that need 
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It could be areas that need to 
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treated prescribed this could 
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the past chemical malfunctions 
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But we We need an outside doctor
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it in the final bucket, is the 
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And this relates to issues of 
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Christians navigate mental 
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trying to live with those 
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a narrow minded, approach is 
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To access the help, and the hope
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Now I want you to hear me 
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didn't do as good of a job in 
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One setting this up. 
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Everything is spiritual 
Everything is spiritual. 

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There is not an area of your 
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spiritual meaning, purpose, or 
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Spiritual that makes sense. 
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spiritual, but not every area of
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spiritual and out of these 
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filter and on the other side of 
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How we operate and how we live, 
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Last week, Jerry talked about 
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real enemy who opposes Us in all
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he attacks the filter that 
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going to ultimately behave. 
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getting you to ignore biblical 
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be true that are not biblical 
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For God to love you or you might
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life together. 
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situational bucket by getting 
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or pushing people around you to 
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He gets you to think that 
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more. 
Important is the most important 

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thing you can give your kids 
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your presence and spiritual 
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He can attack you biologically 
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avoid, seeking help or 
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convincing the people that you 
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To downplay your battle. 
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chapter 8, Jerry, mentioned this
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Jesus is talking to a bunch of 
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This is Jesus talk and he says, 
you are you belong to your 

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father, the devil and you want 
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desires. 
He meaning, Satan was a murderer

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from the beginning, not holding 
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For, there is no truth in him. 
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native Language for, he is a 
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Satan, every time he speaks is 
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Every time he speaks, he is 
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truth. 
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Last week, Jim Putman describes 
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There was a time when I had a 
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was like, I don't want to be 
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And, you know, how you have to, 
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those. 
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comes along side of us is Satan 
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the mower, and he'll say, he'll 
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you're worthless, you're 
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So it goes from and notice the 
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you're worthless to. 
I'm worthless, I'm worthless and

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then we start the mower and then
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relationship, every financial 
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Mo's it all down. 
Satan just has to get you 

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Believing the lie and we will 

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mow down all the rest last week.
Jerry talked about the very 

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first lie that Satan tells us. 
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meaningless and that we are 
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battles. 
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been reduced diminished or worse
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For some of us, we think it's 
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The truth is though that God 
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significant and personal way and
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I want to talk to you about 
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That Satan tells us It's that we
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This slide shows up in various 
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biological bucket as you come to
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were just put together 
differently and that your 

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struggles are going to ruin you.
You'll never be able to be the 

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person that God created you to 
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You'll never be able to live out
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Get to live out their purpose. 
It could show up in the clinical

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bucket. 
As you deal with the weight of a

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diagnosis, the life you were 
hoping to one day have suddenly 

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slips through your fingers. 
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It shows up in permission slips.
Satan gets you to make your 

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diagnosis bigger than your 
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And sometimes bigger than your 
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up in this way by getting you to
take ownership of your 

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diagnosis. 
This is what I mean. 

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If I were to you know, when 
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things, you're getting ready in 
the morning and you turned your 

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wife and Mike, have you seen my 
wallet? 

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Have you seen my shirt? 
If you seen my pants, you've 

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been there. 
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He's gets you to take ownership 
of your diagnosis. 

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My anxiety, my depression, my 
chemical malfunction. 

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My schizophrenia, the problem 
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attaching the word, my to it, we
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we treat our wall because you 
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your wallet. 
You would never say, I am my 

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pants. 
You wouldn't even introduced 

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yourself like that way to 
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Yeah, my name's Clayton and I'm 
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Do it. 
But you will hear people talk 

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about my anxiety, my depression 
and they will see that as their 

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identity, hear me. 
Your identity is not your 

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diagnosis. 
Those are two separate things, 

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you may have a diagnosis but 
your diagnosis does not have 

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you. 
Your value is not determined by 

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your diagnosis. 
Your worth is not determined by 

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your diagnosis. 
It could show up in the 

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situational bucket as coming to 
grips with the weight of your 

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actions. 
You've done something wrong for 

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so long, under the cover of 
Darkness, that now it's coming 

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into the light and people are 
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They will judge you, the mask is
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going to finally see you for who
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Satan's playground. 
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light, all help. 
All hope he pushes in he doubles

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down and he gets you to start 
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People would be better off if 
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No one will ever allow you to 
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There is no coming back. 
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It's the result of incredible 
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others because others have a low
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You eventually begin to have a 
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You begin to believe the lie, no
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I deserve this life. 
I deserve to be treated this 

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way. 
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this, the spiritual bucket. 
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implications and every single 
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told you. 
He begins to tell you that God 

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couldn't love you, either. 
You are too far gone. 

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You are too messed up. 
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God, your situation is too small
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And then some of you, you know, 
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they start going as they're 
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I've been going to church my 
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God my whole life and this is 
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happening on social media as 
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faith. 
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we're talking about here is the 
very part of our body that is 

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being attacked by Satan is the 
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to make the decisions about how 
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It's like Satan tries to grab a 
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gas and the brake all at the 
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Who cares about whether or not 
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work? 
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So these are the lies that Satan
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truths and if you're here today 
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Hope and a little bit of help, 
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forward as Jesus people. 
I want to give you five 

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spiritual truths to combat the 
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First one God is not surprised 
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God is not up in heaven. 
Going what? 

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I did not see that happening. 
Holy Spirit. 

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You couldn't give me a heads up.
He's not afraid of our 

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Brokenness. 
He's not allergic to your pain 

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or your misery. 
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came to help and to heal read 
through the gospels and you will

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see over and over again. 
How much time Jesus Took to 

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minister to those who are 
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the four buckets. 
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He treated a situational issue 
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adultery. 
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other people and Stopped and 
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with the demon-possessed, man. 
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him, he's sitting there dressed,
and the Bible says, in his right

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mind, he stepped in the 
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on the mat, which I'm going to 
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second, and he dealt with 
biological issues with the woman

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with the flow of blood. 
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Luke chapter 4 verse 16. 
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Nazareth where he had been 
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was there Saturday. 
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and he went into the synagogue 
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So Jesus got up on technically. 
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What's your excuse? 
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the scroll of the prophet Isaiah
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Okay? 
Keep going unrolling it. 

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He found the place where it was 
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The spirit of the Lord is on me 
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Proclaim good news to the poor. 
He has sent me to Proclaim 

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freedom for the prisoners and 
recovery of sight for the blind 

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to set, the oppressed free to 
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favor. 
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Gave it back to the attendant 
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everyone in the church were 
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And he began by saying to them. 
Today, this scripture is 

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fulfilled in your hearing. 
Jesus goes to church. 

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He opens up the Old Testament. 
He reads it and goes, you know, 

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that thing that you've been 
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You've been longing for The 
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would heal the broken and bind 
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It's fulfilled. 
I'm here. 

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This is why I came truth number 
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God is not surprised by our sin.
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God knew that we were ruined. 
That's why he sent Jesus in the 

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first place. 
If you become The Crossing for 

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any period of time, you've heard
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Romans 3:23 for all. 
Have sinned. 

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And fall short of the glory of 
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I mean from a spiritual 
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us are ruined. 
But the problem is, is we spend 

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all of our time comparing each 
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So some of you, you know, you 
make more than others, some of 

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you have nicer houses than 
others, some of you go on better

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vacations than others. 
Some of you have nicer clothes 

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than others, some of you, your 
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Your clothes just might fit 
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You might have more spots for 
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driveway but spiritually 
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We're ruined. 
We were done in. 

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There was no hope, but God 
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He came to deal with our 
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Now, I'm going to show you a 
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If you've been a part of the 
crossing, you've heard this one 

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before. 
So Jesus was doing his ministry 

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and there was a group of friends
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he had been laying on a map for 
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them picked up there. 
A wise man on a mat and they 

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were taking him to go see Jesus.
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where Jesus was there, couldn't 
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packed. 
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just climb up on the roof and 
cut a hole in the roof and lower

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him down. 
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And, you know, well, let's pick 
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their faith. 
So Jesus like looks up sees 

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foreheads poking through the 
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He said to the paralyzed, man. 
Son, your sins are forgiven. 

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What did Jesus Jesus? 
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He can't walk. 
How did you? 

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Why did we make a hole in the 
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If Jesus was going to forgive 
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We brought him here because he 
can't walk. 

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Right. 
Son, your sins are forgiven. 

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Now, some teachers of the law 
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themselves. 
Why does this fellow talk like 

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that? 
He's blaspheming, who can 

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forgive sins, but God Alone, 
We'll keep going for a second 

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immediately. 
Jesus doing a spirit, that this 

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is what they're thinking. 
Oh, I mean, everybody thinks 

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they like to hang out with 
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Because I mean, you've been at 
church and you know some of the 

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things you've been thinking 
already Jesus is not a safe 

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person, okay? 
Fellas. 

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You wouldn't take Jesus to the 
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Okay? 
Yeah. 

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Like how many of you had and 
you'd say your number you'd be 

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like, no, no, you haven't, 
you've had four in the one that 

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you have isn't yours, right? 
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Why he says to them that was 
catchy you guys will appreciate 

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that later. 
If your Bible nerd, why are you 

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thinking these things? 
Which is easier to say to this 

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paralyzed. 
Man, your sins are forgiven or 

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to say get up and take your 
medicine. 

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And walk. 
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that the son of man has 
Authority on Earth to forgive 

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sins. 
So he said to the man I tell you

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get up take your mat and go 
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Let's keep going, he got up took
his mat and walked out in full 

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view of them. 
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they praised God saying we have 
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A paralyzed man gets dropped in 
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immediately goes to the sin. 
What's the point in having a man

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who can walk walk straight to 
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Jesus sees the paralyzed man and
everybody else can just see the 

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physical, but Jesus sees the 
greatest need the spiritual and 

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he forgives his sins. 
And then when everybody's like, 

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well, hold on a second, nobody 
can forgive sins. 

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Jesus was like, oh, you want to 
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We'll just so, you know, that 
his sins are forgiven. 

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I'm going to show you by tell 
him this man to get up and 

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walked in the man got up and 
walked. 

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Not only did he get physical 
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He got spiritual healing that 
day. 

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This was Jesus mission to take 
care of our biggest need. 

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Look at Mark chapter 2, verse 17
later in the same chapter on 

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hearing this, Jesus said to 
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need a doctor, but the sick I 
have not come to call the 

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righteous but sinners. 
In other words, if you are here 

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today watching online part of 
the crossing inside, And you're 

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not righteous. 
You've got some spiritual bumps 

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and bruises. 
I want you to hear me. 

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Say this. 
Jesus came for you. 

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That's why he came and there is 
nothing too big for him. 

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He came on purpose to save you 
from this ruined State truth. 

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Number 3. 
Nothing is too small for God. 

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Satan would have you believe 
that God's only good for the big

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things don't bother him. 
He's incredibly busy, just call 

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him and things get really out of
hand and light of all the 

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problems in the world. 
And in light of all the 

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challenges that are happening at
different continents, and all 

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the geopolitical issues, you 
really shouldn't bother Jesus 

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with the little things in your 
life. 

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You've heard me tell this story 
before. 

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I can't run a bead of caulk to 
save my life, can't do it. 

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I bought the little infomercial 
stuff where you put the little 

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spatula on your finger and I've 
done all the and I am horrible, 

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I start. 
And then what happens is after I

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do it, I punch a hole in my 
shower and and I say that 

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because it's happened twice, two
different homes and I fixed the 

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one that are at the Macomb 
house, but the one in our house 

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now is not fixed because Not 
ready to fix update my bathroom 

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yet. 
So there's just pink duct tape 

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in a cross pattern. 
That reminds me that Jesus paid 

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for that and When I took a 
shower today, I stared at a pink

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cross that is covering a whole. 
And the reason why is is even 

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though I'm only trying to run 
that bead of caulk for like 24 

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inches, I think to myself, I 
cannot call in a favor. 

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I'm a man, I got this, this will
not be a problem and then what 

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happens is, I started I get 
frustrated and then sometime 

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after that, there's a hole in 
the wall and then I go get the 

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duct tape. 
And then I've taken a very small

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problem and I've turned it into 
an embarrassing problem. 

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And then I'll finally call 
somebody who's a professional 

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and I say, hey man, I need you 
to come over and do this and 

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then they're stupid. 
But shows up All right, man. 

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Should be good now, you just you
okay. 

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I wouldn't have pink duct tape 
in if I would just call the 

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professional. 
So yeah, I know this is this is 

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going to seem like nothing but 
it's a lot to me. 

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We have this mentality. 
When it comes to Jesus, that our

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problems have to be gigantic and
significant, if only you would 

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call a professional, God, I know
you have a lot going on, but 

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Well, look at this, Luke 
chapter, 12 are not five 

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sparrows. 
Sold for two, pennies yet, not 

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one of them is forgotten by God.
Indeed, the very hairs on your 

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head. 
Are all numbered. 

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Don't be afraid. 
You are worth more than many 

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sparrows. 
When you pray, you are praying 

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to a God who knows? 
Just how much of you you left 

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behind the shower today. 
Ladies. 

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He knows he knows that there is 
a rat nest of your hair in the 

454
00:27:28,608 --> 00:27:31,300
drain and he can tell you just 
how much is there. 

455
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:35,200
Some of you older fellows. 
You took a shower today and 

456
00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:39,400
nothing changed, okay? 
There's just use body washed 

457
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:40,700
head to toe now. 
Okay? 

458
00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:46,000
And he knows and a God who keeps
track of the hairs on your head 

459
00:27:46,500 --> 00:27:48,800
knows exactly what you're going 
through and means you can cry 

460
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:51,000
out to him. 
God, I'm having a hard time 

461
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,900
getting out of bed today and I 
need you to help me. 

462
00:27:55,900 --> 00:27:58,400
It's other small prayers. 
God I have a hard time being on 

463
00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:00,800
social media too much. 
Would you give me the strength 

464
00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:03,800
to just leave my phone face down
a little bit longer today. 

465
00:28:04,900 --> 00:28:08,000
God, I don't have the energy to 
get up and do some of the things

466
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,400
that my family needs. 
But could you just give me a 

467
00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,400
little breath of fresh air for, 
for just 20 minutes? 

468
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,700
You can go to God in the Small 
Things. 

469
00:28:16,700 --> 00:28:20,800
The problem is, we don't go to 
God with the small things and 

470
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,600
the small things start. 
Piling up until they become big 

471
00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,200
things, which isn't a problem 
for God. 

472
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:29,700
But it is a problem for us and 
all the people we love because 

473
00:28:29,700 --> 00:28:33,400
it makes the path back on Earth 
so much harder than it had to be

474
00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,100
that's why we work so hard. 
Hard to get the love and ethics 

475
00:28:36,100 --> 00:28:39,400
of Jesus into our kids at a very
young age, so they don't have to

476
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,800
start living for Jesus, after 
they have created so much - and 

477
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:47,800
nurse shh here on Earth. 
Truth number for God, has the 

478
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:50,700
power to restore that which is 
broken and ruined. 

479
00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:54,800
And he does this in one of two 
ways. 

480
00:28:56,300 --> 00:29:00,200
The first way that he does it 
is, sometimes he does it in the 

481
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,500
here. 
And now for his purposes for his

482
00:29:03,500 --> 00:29:07,200
glory, to demonstrate his 
healing power, I know people who

483
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:11,300
have been healed of issues of 
depression, anxiety, and 

484
00:29:11,300 --> 00:29:14,700
Suicidal Thoughts. 
Some of you may know people like

485
00:29:14,700 --> 00:29:17,000
that too. 
And it is a beautiful and 

486
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:21,100
wonderful thing to behold And 
when we do, we're like, oh my 

487
00:29:21,100 --> 00:29:22,900
goodness, isn't God. 
Good. 

488
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:29,200
And sometimes God chooses to 
bring about the healing and 

489
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:35,100
restoration upon his second 
coming, when he makes all things

490
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:38,200
new. 
And I know that some of you who 

491
00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:42,000
are listening to me right now 
went not cool man. 

492
00:29:43,300 --> 00:29:47,000
You're frustrated by that 
statement. because if you were 

493
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:53,100
being honest, who wants one day,
healing someday healing, I 

494
00:29:53,100 --> 00:29:55,900
think, every single one of us 
would choose, I want the now 

495
00:29:55,900 --> 00:29:59,900
healing, Jesus, if I have a 
choice between today, and 

496
00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:09,000
Someday I'm choosing today, but 
if I can be honest with you, 

497
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:14,000
Someday healing is the one that 
I love the most. 

498
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,500
It's the people who turn their 
struggle into a story. 

499
00:30:18,500 --> 00:30:21,300
It's the people who turn their 
tragedy into a testimony. 

500
00:30:21,500 --> 00:30:24,900
While other people may have a 
shallow understanding of the of 

501
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,300
living in the strength of God. 
These people have a deep 

502
00:30:27,300 --> 00:30:31,800
understanding of dependence. 
That even in my worry, I will 

503
00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:36,000
trust even in my anxiety. 
I will choose to follow, even in

504
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,000
my depression, I will give him 
glory. 

505
00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:43,300
Even in my pain. 
I will still praise and God uses

506
00:30:43,300 --> 00:30:47,600
these faithful stories to create
faith and others than the 

507
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,500
problem is, it never happens 
unless we are honest about not 

508
00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:53,500
being honest and never happens 
until we start telling the 

509
00:30:53,500 --> 00:30:56,600
people around us what were 
actually going through and we 

510
00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:00,000
keep the story to ourselves and 
we keep our struggles hidden and

511
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:03,600
everyone else around us thinks 
that they're the only one when 

512
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:07,200
in reality they are surrounded 
by people who are in the same 

513
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:12,300
boat my favorite story Free. 
I hope this ministers to your 

514
00:31:12,300 --> 00:31:14,700
heart. 
My favorite story of this, is 

515
00:31:14,700 --> 00:31:18,800
the Apostle. 
Paul, if you read in the book of

516
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:27,300
Acts, Paul was healing people. 
He had the ability to heal those

517
00:31:27,300 --> 00:31:31,000
who were Afflicted. 
In fact his healing was so 

518
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:35,500
fantastic that if he could tell 
he would take a handkerchief and

519
00:31:35,500 --> 00:31:38,800
he would touch it and then they 
would take that handkerchief and

520
00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:42,700
they would pass it through other
places and anybody who touched 

521
00:31:42,700 --> 00:31:45,600
the handkerchief would be 
healed. 

522
00:31:48,100 --> 00:31:49,500
But you read in second 
Corinthians. 

523
00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:55,200
And Paul cries out about a thorn
in the flesh. 

524
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:58,400
He says and three times, I Cried
unto the Lord. 

525
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:07,600
God said, one day what? 
Come on, Jesus. 

526
00:32:08,500 --> 00:32:13,700
You mean I can heal other people
I can be used to bring healing 

527
00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:17,200
and other people. 
Can I touch my own handkerchief?

528
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:21,400
How come the thing? 
I touch is good for everybody 

529
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:25,700
else but it doesn't work on me. 
Jesus says one day. 

530
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:31,600
And Paul didn't use that to stop
declaring the faithfulness of 

531
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,600
God. 
He continued to fulfill his 

532
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:37,000
calling. 
He pushed through the pain that 

533
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,800
he wasn't going to get the 
today. 

534
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:42,200
Queuing even though God was 
going to use him to bring today 

535
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:48,100
healing to others. if we're 
going to be a church, that's 

536
00:32:48,100 --> 00:32:52,100
being honest. 
About being honest. if we're 

537
00:32:52,100 --> 00:32:57,000
going to be a church that loves 
people for the weeds in their 

538
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,100
Gardens, we're going to be a 
church. 

539
00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:04,600
That wants to offer a little bit
of help and a little bit of 

540
00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:07,200
hope. 
We're going to have to cling to 

541
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,200
those truths. 
We're moving to a time of 

542
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:14,900
decision. 
Now, some of you, your teachers,

543
00:33:14,900 --> 00:33:16,900
your getting ready to go back in
the classroom and you're like 

544
00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:21,800
Clayton, you said five truths. 
And that was four and I took 

545
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:24,100
notes. 
And now I've got this spot on my

546
00:33:24,100 --> 00:33:25,400
page. 
And what am I going to do with 

547
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:27,400
it? 
Fifth truth. 

548
00:33:29,900 --> 00:33:36,200
It's never too late. 
It is never too late to turn 

549
00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:39,400
things over to God. 
It is never too late to seek 

550
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,700
him, no matter how bad the 
situation is, no matter how bad 

551
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:45,700
the diagnosis is, no matter how 
much the pain is, no matter how 

552
00:33:45,700 --> 00:33:49,400
much the frustration is no 
matter how many small decisions,

553
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:52,000
bad decisions you've made that 
have turned into a big decision.

554
00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:57,600
It is never too late to approach
your heavenly father Sunday 

555
00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:00,300
night 10:30 at night. 
I'm working on the sermon and I 

556
00:34:00,300 --> 00:34:02,400
saw something. 
Now, those of you who've been 

557
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:03,900
grown up in church, your whole 
life, you're going to like 

558
00:34:03,900 --> 00:34:05,400
Clayton. 
How did you not see this? 

559
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:08,400
I mean, i-i've seen it. 
I knew it. 

560
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:12,000
I just I just didn't put it 
together the way I did at 10:30 

561
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:15,600
on on Sunday night and I could 
not wait for this moment with 

562
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:23,300
you. 
In Matthew chapter, 27 verse 44,

563
00:34:23,300 --> 00:34:24,800
you can go home and check this 
out. 

564
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:29,800
This is what it says in the same
way the rebels or criminals who 

565
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:33,699
were crucified with him. 
Also heaped insults on him. 

566
00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:37,600
So you get this picture, there's
Jesus in the middle being 

567
00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:43,300
crucified and one on his right. 
And one on his left are heaping 

568
00:34:43,300 --> 00:34:46,699
insults at him. 
That's Matthew chapter 27. 

569
00:34:47,699 --> 00:34:51,000
If you go to Mark chapter 15 
verse 32, go home, check it out 

570
00:34:51,500 --> 00:34:56,600
this, what it says, those 
crucified with him also heaped 

571
00:34:56,600 --> 00:35:02,100
insults on him, Here's the 
picture one on his right. 

572
00:35:03,100 --> 00:35:08,600
One on his left are heaping 
insults on Jesus and some of 

573
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:10,100
your going. 
Hold on a second Clayton. 

574
00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:13,400
There's a story inside of this. 
I know this story. 

575
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:16,300
Yeah, the story, you know, is 
from Luke's gospel? 

576
00:35:18,100 --> 00:35:22,800
This is what it says. 
Starting in verse 39, in chapter

577
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:28,300
23, remember 39, one of the 
criminals who hung there hurled 

578
00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:33,300
insults at him, aren't you the 
Messiah, save yourself and us 

579
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:36,200
but the other criminal rebuked 
him. 

580
00:35:37,100 --> 00:35:40,700
Don't you fear God? 
He said, since you are under the

581
00:35:40,700 --> 00:35:44,800
same sentence, we are punished 
justly for. 

582
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:49,000
We are getting what our Deeds 
deserve, but this man has done 

583
00:35:49,100 --> 00:35:50,800
nothing wrong. 
Wrong. 

584
00:35:54,700 --> 00:36:02,000
Then he said, Jesus. remember 
me, when you come into your 

585
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:10,200
kingdom, And Jesus answered him.
Truly, I tell you today. 

586
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:16,300
You will be with me in Paradise.
You see it? 

587
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:22,400
It starts off with Jesus, in the
Middle with a thief on his 

588
00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:26,900
rightness, thief on his left. 
And both of them are hurling 

589
00:36:26,900 --> 00:36:32,000
insults. 
And it ends. 

590
00:36:33,100 --> 00:36:38,200
With one of them going. 
I don't know. 

591
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:44,200
Would you what? 
Caused the change? 

592
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:48,800
How did he go from hurling 
insults at Jesus to defending 

593
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:52,400
Jesus? 
And shooting his shot. 

594
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:56,900
I said, remember verse 39, I 
want you to go back seven verses

595
00:36:56,900 --> 00:37:01,900
in Luke's gospel. 
This is what he says in verse 

596
00:37:01,900 --> 00:37:05,100
32. 
Two other men. 

597
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:10,400
Both criminals were let out to 
be with him to be executed when 

598
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:14,400
they came to the place called 
the skull, They Crucified him 

599
00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:19,100
there along with the criminals, 
one on his right and the other 

600
00:37:19,100 --> 00:37:25,500
on his left. 
And then Jesus said father, 

601
00:37:26,300 --> 00:37:29,300
forgive them for, they don't 
know what they're doing. 

602
00:37:30,300 --> 00:37:34,400
Do you see it? 
A criminal's, hurling insults at

603
00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:37,400
Jesus. 
And Jesus is hearing the insults

604
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:40,300
from the criminals. 
He's looking at the people who 

605
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,300
shouted, crucify him, crucify 
him. 

606
00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:45,300
He's looking at the people who 
shouted Barabbas, he's looking 

607
00:37:45,300 --> 00:37:47,900
at the people who are nailing 
him, he's looking at the people 

608
00:37:47,900 --> 00:37:51,600
who mocked him and Jesus on the 
cross cries out to the father. 

609
00:37:51,700 --> 00:37:54,900
Father, forgive them for, they 
don't know what they're doing 

610
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:58,300
and the criminal goes. 
Hold on a second here. 

611
00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:12,800
Do you think that forgiveness? 
Could be for me, too. and so, he

612
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:21,300
says, Jesus. 
Do you remember me? 

613
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:27,300
And she says, says, today you 
will be with me. 

614
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:29,800
Can you imagine this guy showed 
up in heaven? 

615
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:39,200
Hey, what are you doing here? 
Don't you have the guy next to 

616
00:38:39,207 --> 00:38:41,600
Jesus? 
Yeah. 

617
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:44,400
What you? 
The one throwing insults at him?

618
00:38:44,700 --> 00:38:47,400
Yeah. 
Did you go to church regularly? 

619
00:38:47,500 --> 00:38:49,200
No. 
Never. 

620
00:38:50,100 --> 00:38:51,800
Did you ever take communion? 
Not once. 

621
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:55,200
What are we talking about here? 
Did you serve in the ministry? 

622
00:38:55,300 --> 00:38:57,700
Nope. 
Did you clean up after yourself?

623
00:38:57,700 --> 00:38:58,900
When you went to the bathroom at
church? 

624
00:38:58,900 --> 00:39:00,600
Nope. 
Did you wash your hands out? 

625
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:02,400
No, didn't do any of those 
things shook? 

626
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:04,100
A lot of hands that nope, didn't
do any of that. 

627
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:08,000
Did you you didn't volunteer? 
Were you in a life group? 

628
00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:10,700
No. 
Did you fold your favorite 

629
00:39:10,700 --> 00:39:12,100
worship song? 
Don't have one? 

630
00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:16,700
What service did you go to? 
I don't go to a service. 

631
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:23,200
Why are you here? 
because I asked the man on the 

632
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:33,700
middle cross, He said, I could. 
He said his blood was shed for 

633
00:39:33,700 --> 00:39:36,600
me. 
I'm here because he said, I 

634
00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:41,900
could be That is the Heart of 
Jesus. 

635
00:39:43,100 --> 00:39:47,000
It's never too late. 
And there's some of you watching

636
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:50,200
online or in this room and 
you've never started an intimate

637
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:53,800
personal relationship with Jesus
Christ, cling to this truth. 

638
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:58,800
It is never too late, no matter 
how dark your circumstances, no 

639
00:39:58,808 --> 00:40:03,000
matter how messed up, things 
might be, Jesus is ready to take

640
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:06,400
you today. 
All of your sin. 

641
00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:08,600
All of your baggage, all of your
mistakes. 

642
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:10,500
You don't have to get 
everything, right? 

643
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:13,000
You don't have to get off your 
cross, you just have to come to 

644
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:17,200
him. 
And you can come to him because 

645
00:40:17,200 --> 00:40:25,800
he said so he accepts you in 
your ruined State no matter what

646
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,200
like Satan speaks at you or over
you. 

647
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:34,300
It does not Trump the truth and 
the power of Jesus that was 

648
00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:36,900
claimed for you during his 
death. 

649
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:42,300
Burial and Resurrection you have
access to him, you are accepted 

650
00:40:42,300 --> 00:40:47,000
and if God accepts you So does 
this church and if God accepts 

651
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:50,500
you, so do I? 
You are not ruined. 

652
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:56,400
You are accepted, and I hope I 
hope you will walk in that 

653
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:59,300
acceptance. 
And so today, when people around

654
00:40:59,300 --> 00:41:01,600
you, stand up to sing, if 
there's some of your going, you 

655
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:03,400
know what I need to? 
I need to step into that except 

656
00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,900
in certain be somebody right 
over by the baptistry, who wants

657
00:41:05,900 --> 00:41:08,700
an opportunity to talk with you 
and pray with you and maybe 

658
00:41:08,700 --> 00:41:11,500
answer some of the questions. 
You have to the rest of you in 

659
00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:14,000
the room. 
Maybe you're navigating. 

660
00:41:14,100 --> 00:41:17,100
Eating something in one of the 
four buckets or you're a person 

661
00:41:17,100 --> 00:41:20,100
who loves one of the people 
who's navigating something, the 

662
00:41:20,100 --> 00:41:22,700
four buckets. 
We have got to be a church that 

663
00:41:22,700 --> 00:41:24,800
loves people well and I'm going 
to encourage you to get down on 

664
00:41:24,808 --> 00:41:26,700
your knees and said God how can 
you use me? 

665
00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:31,000
How can you use me to speak 
truth into people's lives? 

666
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:34,100
How can you use me to be honest 
with other people. 

667
00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:36,300
So they can hear about my 
struggle, and they can see how 

668
00:41:36,300 --> 00:41:39,900
you're working in my life. 
Because deep down inside, I 

669
00:41:39,900 --> 00:41:42,300
think, every single one of us 
wants to be a part of a church 

670
00:41:42,300 --> 00:41:45,700
where people can be honest, 
where people can find Hope and 

671
00:41:45,700 --> 00:41:49,000
healing. 
But that church doesn't happen 

672
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:51,800
that church doesn't take place 
until you and I both take our 

673
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:54,000
part in it. 
But you guys stand with me, 

674
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:57,300
Heavenly Father, used this 
moment right now. 

675
00:42:00,500 --> 00:42:03,700
To bring serious change in every
single heart and every single 

676
00:42:03,700 --> 00:42:08,700
life. 
God, remove the lies of Satan 

677
00:42:08,900 --> 00:42:11,300
Seer into our conscience, your 
truths. 

678
00:42:13,700 --> 00:42:14,700
God. 
I know that there's going to be 

679
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a battle right now with people 
thinking, all kinds of things in

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their head, someone to make a 
move in some, not wanting to 

681
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someone to take steps closer to 
you and others are battling 

682
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whether or not they should. 
And gotta I know which voice is 

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yours. 
And so, do they We gotta pray 

684
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this prayer before I'm just 
asking that right now, you would

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win the war in their mind. 
That we would recognize the 

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power of your truth and we would
walk in it and that you would 

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silence, Satan silence, any 
voice that is, keeping them from

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moving closer to you and your 
name, I pray. 

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Amen.
