1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:04,000 Welcome to the First Apostolic Church Podcast. 2 00:00:04,520 --> 00:00:08,000 Our church mission is to love as God loves, showing compassion 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:11,480 every soul, thus winning those souls and equipping them to be 4 00:00:11,480 --> 00:00:13,680 sent out to plant and to harvest. 5 00:00:14,120 --> 00:00:17,000 Thank you for joining us today and we hope that you're blessed 6 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:25,560 by today's podcast. Hey man, it's good to be in the 7 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:29,340 House of the Lord tonight. A man. 8 00:00:29,420 --> 00:00:32,540 Praise the Lord. Want y'all preach with me if you 9 00:00:32,540 --> 00:00:34,500 want to. If you want to honor me tonight, 10 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:36,260 just praise the Lord while I'm preaching. 11 00:00:36,940 --> 00:00:38,860 That'll be the greatest thing you can do. 12 00:00:39,020 --> 00:00:41,220 Praise the Lord. Hallelujah. 13 00:00:41,220 --> 00:00:44,900 I'm excited what God's already done today. 14 00:00:44,900 --> 00:00:48,220 A man. And we're just looking forward 15 00:00:48,220 --> 00:00:51,060 to what he's going to do tonight. 16 00:00:51,580 --> 00:00:55,260 A man you could set for a minute if you want. 17 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:10,690 I just want to say a few things I some, I don't know what which 18 00:01:10,690 --> 00:01:16,370 what chapter we on guys 9 now 8-9 going ready to go into 19 00:01:16,370 --> 00:01:18,010 eight. So it's actually been nine weeks 20 00:01:18,010 --> 00:01:20,290 since we first started cuz church camp. 21 00:01:20,290 --> 00:01:28,570 Why we didn't have it nine weeks ago when we started in our 22 00:01:28,570 --> 00:01:31,820 group. Fresh wind, fresh fire. 23 00:01:44,500 --> 00:01:46,740 And I think we've been stirred through the whole thing. 24 00:01:34,820 --> 00:01:42,500 I was privileged to do the first one, and I think that first one 25 00:01:42,500 --> 00:01:49,780 stirred everybody. Every week has been a journey 26 00:01:49,780 --> 00:01:56,820 and something that we could all, I think, talk about but I won't 27 00:01:56,820 --> 00:01:59,140 forget because something stirred up in me. 28 00:02:01,070 --> 00:02:07,870 Something from way years ago, and Brother Freddy, you was the 29 00:02:07,870 --> 00:02:11,910 one that stirred that up because you brought up something that 30 00:02:11,910 --> 00:02:14,550 you you said something that stirred me up. 31 00:02:15,950 --> 00:02:18,430 We got to talking about prayer, and this whole thing has been 32 00:02:18,430 --> 00:02:25,430 about prayer really to stir us up on prayer and revival and 33 00:02:25,430 --> 00:02:27,110 getting things going in our church. 34 00:02:28,820 --> 00:02:32,460 And I don't know. I don't know what. 35 00:02:32,460 --> 00:02:34,900 I don't even remember what was said that night. 36 00:02:34,900 --> 00:02:40,460 But I I won't forget the words. Brother Freddy spoke up and he 37 00:02:40,460 --> 00:02:53,240 said we're not desperate enough. Sister McGee, you'll remember 38 00:02:53,240 --> 00:03:00,000 many, many years ago we had been to Brenda's and we come back 39 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:01,680 through Kentucky because we had a. 40 00:03:04,550 --> 00:03:08,190 In Zion Apostolic Church in Providence, KY, we had an 41 00:03:08,190 --> 00:03:13,550 anniversary service to minister. My son was going to meet us 42 00:03:13,550 --> 00:03:15,870 there and I was to do the morning and he was going to do 43 00:03:15,870 --> 00:03:19,390 the afternoon service. Something I prayed about and 44 00:03:19,390 --> 00:03:27,470 never and first time I'd ever got to, you know, team up 45 00:03:27,470 --> 00:03:29,870 together. And it was such it was a special 46 00:03:29,870 --> 00:03:31,670 time. It was really a special time. 47 00:03:34,030 --> 00:03:37,430 And in the motel room that night, I didn't know what I was 48 00:03:37,430 --> 00:03:42,590 going to preach. And the Lord started stirring me 49 00:03:42,590 --> 00:03:51,220 up and he gave me a message that I would preach. 50 00:03:51,220 --> 00:03:53,540 I don't know how many times I can't tell you where all I've 51 00:03:53,540 --> 00:03:56,940 preached it because when the Lord give me that sermon, he 52 00:03:56,940 --> 00:03:59,780 said preach it wherever you can. It's needed right now. 53 00:04:00,860 --> 00:04:04,980 And at that time it was needed. But brother Freddie after? 54 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:11,000 After nine weeks ago when I went home, I didn't sleep good that 55 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:14,640 night because the Lord brought it back to my memory again and 56 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:22,200 again, started to turn my mind and my spirit and he said it's 57 00:04:22,200 --> 00:04:27,400 needed again. So I said Okay Lord. 58 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:29,760 So I'm going to tell you this has been laying around for some 59 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:38,210 time now. But I picked it up again because 60 00:04:38,210 --> 00:04:44,690 I felt it was needful, because in that first, that first 61 00:04:45,530 --> 00:04:52,330 reading, that first chapter and this come back to me and I, Jan 62 00:04:52,330 --> 00:04:55,650 Jimson, Bella said. I despaired at the thought. 63 00:04:55,650 --> 00:04:57,290 Despair. Everybody said despair. 64 00:04:58,770 --> 00:05:00,290 That's as part of being desperate. 65 00:05:02,040 --> 00:05:05,360 He said I despaired at the thought that my life might slip 66 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:11,800 by without seeing God show himself mighty on our behalf, 67 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:20,440 and that stirred me up, he said. One day I told the Lord that I 68 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:24,400 would rather die than merely tread water throughout my career 69 00:05:24,400 --> 00:05:27,880 in the ministry, always preaching about the power of the 70 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:30,320 Word and the Spirit, but never seeing it. 71 00:05:31,990 --> 00:05:35,710 I bored the thought of just having more church service. 72 00:05:37,190 --> 00:05:42,590 I hungered for God to break through in our lives and in our 73 00:05:42,590 --> 00:05:48,990 ministry. Shortly after that, the Lord 74 00:05:48,990 --> 00:05:56,270 spoke to him when he's on a little trip and said this if you 75 00:05:56,270 --> 00:05:58,710 and your wife will lead my people to pray. 76 00:05:59,940 --> 00:06:03,700 And call upon my name. You will never lack for 77 00:06:03,700 --> 00:06:08,500 something fresh to preach. I will supply all the money 78 00:06:08,500 --> 00:06:12,220 that's needed both for the church and for your family. 79 00:06:13,100 --> 00:06:16,660 And you will never have a building large enough to contain 80 00:06:16,660 --> 00:06:20,020 the crowds that I will send in response. 81 00:06:21,980 --> 00:06:31,710 So tonight I'm stirred up again. And I'm going to preach this one 82 00:06:31,710 --> 00:06:35,190 more time, and I feel like it's going to be even maybe more, 83 00:06:35,190 --> 00:06:39,390 because once again, I feel like the Lord said to preach it 84 00:06:39,590 --> 00:06:41,670 wherever you can because this is the time. 85 00:06:43,430 --> 00:06:46,870 So I'm going to turn to Saint Luke Chapter 19 in your hearing. 86 00:06:47,750 --> 00:06:57,350 First of all, Saint Luke, Chapter 19 starting at verse #1. 87 00:06:59,070 --> 00:07:01,830 And Jesus entered and passed through Jerry Cole. 88 00:07:02,870 --> 00:07:07,430 Behold, there was a man named Zakius, which was achieved among 89 00:07:07,430 --> 00:07:09,070 the publicans. He was rich. 90 00:07:09,230 --> 00:07:16,070 Everybody said he was rich. And he sought to see Jesus who 91 00:07:16,070 --> 00:07:20,150 he was. I like that, sought to see Jesus 92 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:26,030 who he was and could not for everybody, said the press. 93 00:07:26,830 --> 00:07:32,680 Say the press. Let's shout the press, because 94 00:07:32,680 --> 00:07:35,920 he was little of stature, but James, it's all right to be 95 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:42,240 short, Sister Malin. It's all right to be short, 96 00:07:43,520 --> 00:07:45,520 Sister McGee. It's all right to be short. 97 00:07:51,440 --> 00:07:55,080 And he ran. Hey, if after I get through with 98 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:56,520 this, you're going to like this story. 99 00:07:57,980 --> 00:08:01,700 And he ran before and climbed up into a Sycamore tree. 100 00:08:06,380 --> 00:08:09,180 He climbed up in a coffin tree. That's what they made coffins 101 00:08:09,180 --> 00:08:18,100 out of, to see him for he was to pass that way. 102 00:08:19,380 --> 00:08:24,100 And when Jesus came oh like this to the place he looked up. 103 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:28,760 It's someone you can get Jesus to look up to you. 104 00:08:30,320 --> 00:08:38,840 Whoo. Glory Hallelujah, Zachus, he 105 00:08:38,840 --> 00:08:42,880 said unto him. Zachus, make haste, and come 106 00:08:42,880 --> 00:08:48,320 down, for today I must abide at your house. 107 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:54,160 And he made haste, and came down, and received him joyfully. 108 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,720 Now allow me to turn to Saint Mark chapter 10. 109 00:09:01,840 --> 00:09:06,360 I want to start at verse #46, another familiar story. 110 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:12,920 And they came to Jericho. And as he went out of Jericho 111 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:17,520 with his disciples, a great number of people blind bar 112 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:22,720 Tomas, the son of Tomas, set by the roadside to Hwy. side 113 00:09:22,720 --> 00:09:26,330 begging. And he heard that it was Jesus 114 00:09:26,330 --> 00:09:28,810 of Nazareth. And he began to cry out and say, 115 00:09:29,370 --> 00:09:32,210 Thou, son of David, have mercy on me. 116 00:09:33,010 --> 00:09:37,450 Many charged him that he should hold his peace, But he cried out 117 00:09:37,450 --> 00:09:40,330 the more. A great deal thou son of David, 118 00:09:41,210 --> 00:09:47,730 have mercy on me. And Jesus stood still. 119 00:09:48,450 --> 00:09:53,690 Oh my goodness, when you can get Jesus to stand still. 120 00:09:54,240 --> 00:10:00,720 You've done something and commanded him to be called. 121 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:08,000 My goodness, Jesus didn't only stand still, but he give him a 122 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:12,560 call. The blind man, saying it to him 123 00:10:12,560 --> 00:10:21,280 Be of good comfort. Rise He calleth thee, and he the 124 00:10:21,280 --> 00:10:25,040 blind man. Casting away his garment rose, 125 00:10:25,040 --> 00:10:28,480 and came to Jesus. And Jesus answered and said to 126 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:32,120 him, What wilt thou that should do unto thee? 127 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:38,160 And the blind men said to him, Lord, I might receive my sight. 128 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:42,360 And Jesus said to him, Go thy way, thy faith that made the 129 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:46,400 whole. And immediately and immediately 130 00:10:47,200 --> 00:10:52,480 he received his sight and followed Jesus in the way. 131 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:56,760 Whole about shot out of the whole side. 132 00:10:58,080 --> 00:11:02,520 Lord, I thank you for your word. Cause Lord, your word is already 133 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:05,920 anointed. I feel it in here tonight. 134 00:11:05,920 --> 00:11:13,040 God Lord, you move tonight. Touch lives in this place. 135 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:16,280 Change lives. Bring families together and 136 00:11:16,280 --> 00:11:20,080 church family together. God that we can have the revival 137 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:24,270 that's been promised. I stand on it tonight, Lord, in 138 00:11:24,270 --> 00:11:39,030 that lovely name of Jesus. Of desperation, everybody said. 139 00:11:26,830 --> 00:11:29,750 Amen and Amen. You can be seated. 140 00:11:31,550 --> 00:11:33,990 I'm going to preach on this subject. 141 00:11:34,350 --> 00:11:41,990 The. The cry of desperation. 142 00:11:43,310 --> 00:11:45,070 Oh Jesus. Hallelujah. 143 00:11:46,550 --> 00:11:59,060 Hallelujah. I began to take a look. 144 00:12:01,700 --> 00:12:09,740 And the word means desperation, means without care of danger in 145 00:12:09,740 --> 00:12:19,220 the dictionary, extreme violent, and if we want to look at it 146 00:12:19,500 --> 00:12:23,940 farther, and if we want to look at it to the word. 147 00:12:25,330 --> 00:12:33,250 In the Greek, it means the throg, the rabble, the the 148 00:12:33,250 --> 00:12:40,330 rioting bunch, the multitude. And I'm going to say that this, 149 00:12:40,370 --> 00:12:43,770 this, this desperation that we're talking about tonight. 150 00:12:45,330 --> 00:12:49,250 I believe it's this in my own words. 151 00:12:49,690 --> 00:12:52,450 Lord, I thank you for what you have done. 152 00:12:54,710 --> 00:12:57,390 But I'm desperate for what you can do. 153 00:13:00,870 --> 00:13:06,150 I've seen what he can do. I've read about it in Scripture, 154 00:13:06,150 --> 00:13:08,790 what he can do. There is no doubt. 155 00:13:08,790 --> 00:13:12,390 The Bible said that all things are possible with him. 156 00:13:13,230 --> 00:13:15,990 There is no impossibilities with God. 157 00:13:17,390 --> 00:13:20,710 And I believe that we've come to this place, you know that. 158 00:13:21,260 --> 00:13:25,300 In this generation, if we're not careful, we're not desperate 159 00:13:25,300 --> 00:13:28,780 enough. Brother Freddie, I think that we 160 00:13:28,780 --> 00:13:31,940 have tried to fit God into our schedules. 161 00:13:32,740 --> 00:13:36,660 Amen. But instead, Jesus commanded us 162 00:13:36,660 --> 00:13:40,860 to take up our cross and follow him daily. 163 00:13:41,540 --> 00:13:47,020 Everybody said daily, not as it fits in our schedule, but daily 164 00:13:47,020 --> 00:13:48,860 thing. This is a daily walk. 165 00:13:49,270 --> 00:13:52,350 It's a daily thing that we got to do is serve our God. 166 00:13:53,110 --> 00:13:57,430 Hallelujah. Haggy I at 2:00 and 9:00 says 167 00:13:57,430 --> 00:14:03,030 the glory of this ladder house shall be greater than that of 168 00:14:03,030 --> 00:14:05,670 the former. Say it, the Lord of hosts. 169 00:14:06,270 --> 00:14:09,190 I believe we have looked at things in our day and that the 170 00:14:09,190 --> 00:14:14,950 circumstances that we're living in and rather than God that we 171 00:14:14,950 --> 00:14:18,190 serve, we've looked at everything else around us. 172 00:14:19,110 --> 00:14:23,710 And if we're not careful, those things that we look around that 173 00:14:23,710 --> 00:14:26,910 distract us from what really is important. 174 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:33,270 But the Mason and I didn't ask each other what he's going to 175 00:14:33,270 --> 00:14:36,110 preach, but I it's kind of almost on the same line. 176 00:14:36,670 --> 00:14:40,230 And that's all right. It ought to be Hallelujah. 177 00:14:40,850 --> 00:14:44,370 But we have looked at all the circumstances and we've we've 178 00:14:44,370 --> 00:14:48,010 looked at the times that God has spoken to this church and and 179 00:14:48,010 --> 00:14:51,690 promised revival and it's not happened like we ever thought it 180 00:14:51,690 --> 00:14:54,010 would. So, so we've took a look at it 181 00:14:54,010 --> 00:14:57,450 and we've said how can revival come to us? 182 00:14:58,090 --> 00:15:05,010 What can we do to cause revival in our our yet Jeremiah, 32 and 183 00:15:05,010 --> 00:15:06,610 27? He said. 184 00:15:06,610 --> 00:15:10,830 Behold, I am the Lord. The God of all flesh. 185 00:15:11,390 --> 00:15:15,230 Is there anything too hard for me? 186 00:15:16,750 --> 00:15:20,470 I'm going to tell you, Revival don't come through our programs. 187 00:15:21,750 --> 00:15:25,350 Hallelujah. Because a program is a 188 00:15:25,350 --> 00:15:31,590 prepackaged, manageable, predictable reproduction of what 189 00:15:31,590 --> 00:15:35,630 worked for somebody, somewhere. But I don't want to get in that 190 00:15:35,630 --> 00:15:39,870 place, that I don't have a place for God to move in the church. 191 00:15:40,270 --> 00:15:44,710 I don't want to get so caught up in my program that I can't give 192 00:15:44,710 --> 00:15:47,430 a place for God. Oh, Hallelujah. 193 00:15:48,150 --> 00:15:50,150 Thank you, Jesus. Hallelujah. 194 00:15:50,910 --> 00:15:54,910 Glory, I want to say this. I'm going to tell you, God has 195 00:15:54,910 --> 00:15:57,750 taken care of me. I began to think about it the 196 00:15:57,750 --> 00:16:01,070 other night, Sister McGee. And I thought, you know, if God 197 00:16:01,070 --> 00:16:03,190 can take care of me. Hey, man. 198 00:16:03,310 --> 00:16:07,310 Serving him for 66 years and I'm still here. 199 00:16:07,430 --> 00:16:10,870 He can take care of you, too. Come on. 200 00:16:11,030 --> 00:16:14,310 I received the Holy Ghost who was baptized when I was nine 201 00:16:14,310 --> 00:16:17,110 years old. I'm telling you, there's nothing 202 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:24,150 that my God can do. I'm not supposed to be standing 203 00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:25,470 up here. Three years old. 204 00:16:25,630 --> 00:16:29,110 I should have been dead, but I had a Mama. 205 00:16:29,700 --> 00:16:34,100 That had never served God before had a Baxlin father that had 206 00:16:34,100 --> 00:16:37,540 been in church and when they took me to Wabash General 207 00:16:37,540 --> 00:16:42,540 Hospital a man at three years old ambulance come and got me 208 00:16:42,540 --> 00:16:43,940 and they they didn't have this stuff. 209 00:16:43,940 --> 00:16:45,380 Now, you know it was the funeral. 210 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:51,340 It was the Hearst. I rode in what I said it was the 211 00:16:51,340 --> 00:16:54,900 Hearst I rode in, but I wouldn't riding it to my death. 212 00:16:56,570 --> 00:16:59,650 Because of God, because of Mama, she said. 213 00:16:59,890 --> 00:17:03,250 While I was laying down a hospital bed, they wasn't sure 214 00:17:03,250 --> 00:17:04,490 where I was going to make it or not. 215 00:17:04,490 --> 00:17:07,690 My eyes roll back in my head. I had dramatic heart and scarlet 216 00:17:07,690 --> 00:17:11,410 fever together When they picked me up off of my bed, a man, the 217 00:17:11,410 --> 00:17:14,290 skin was laying right there where it was at because of high 218 00:17:14,290 --> 00:17:16,690 fever. They didn't think I was going to 219 00:17:16,690 --> 00:17:20,569 make it. But Mama said, dear God, if you 220 00:17:20,569 --> 00:17:25,690 will heal my son, I'll serve you the rest of my life. 221 00:17:26,540 --> 00:17:30,220 And Mama stayed good to that promise, to the very end. 222 00:17:30,740 --> 00:17:34,660 I'm telling you what God can do. There ought to be a cry of 223 00:17:34,660 --> 00:17:37,860 desperation in this day. I need God. 224 00:17:38,180 --> 00:17:41,820 I need to see a healing. I need to see a miracle. 225 00:17:42,700 --> 00:17:45,180 God, you're real and you can do it. 226 00:17:47,820 --> 00:17:52,300 Woo. Glory, woo, Glory. 227 00:17:52,780 --> 00:17:56,730 I feel the Holy Ghost in here. There's something moving in this 228 00:17:56,730 --> 00:17:59,010 place. Hallelujah. 229 00:17:59,770 --> 00:18:01,930 Oh God. You can tell it's been a while. 230 00:18:01,930 --> 00:18:05,490 This is paper written on it. It didn't come from the 231 00:18:05,490 --> 00:18:08,130 computer. I've had it a while. 232 00:18:08,130 --> 00:18:10,610 It's worn. It's written all over. 233 00:18:11,730 --> 00:18:14,450 Hallelujah. I'm talking about the cry of 234 00:18:14,450 --> 00:18:17,930 desperation. I'm looking for some desperate 235 00:18:17,930 --> 00:18:20,210 people tonight. Come on, I said. 236 00:18:20,250 --> 00:18:22,330 I'm looking for some desperate people. 237 00:18:23,070 --> 00:18:25,430 I'm looking for some people that get desperate. 238 00:18:28,950 --> 00:18:33,110 Jim, some Bella built a church with people that were desperate. 239 00:18:34,030 --> 00:18:36,150 They become desperate enough. They began to pray. 240 00:18:36,150 --> 00:18:38,350 They started a choir. Now, you know, it's a Brooklyn 241 00:18:38,350 --> 00:18:44,430 Tabernacle Choir. That's how you know it started 242 00:18:44,430 --> 00:18:49,110 out as a little choir. God began to move on. 243 00:18:49,110 --> 00:18:50,910 They started prayer, even in choir. 244 00:18:53,020 --> 00:18:56,780 Had their little choir prayer before they started choir and 245 00:18:56,780 --> 00:18:58,300 sometimes they never done any singing. 246 00:18:58,300 --> 00:19:02,780 It was all worship. Come on And today. 247 00:19:02,780 --> 00:19:04,420 And they wrote songs and put them. 248 00:19:04,420 --> 00:19:08,700 They've got they've got C D's and everything else out with a 249 00:19:08,700 --> 00:19:11,340 wife that had never ever knew how to read music. 250 00:19:12,500 --> 00:19:16,340 Come on here. Hear me tonight I'm telling 251 00:19:16,340 --> 00:19:18,820 there's cry of desperation going on. 252 00:19:19,620 --> 00:19:24,070 Let it happen in this church. Come on, let it happen here. 253 00:19:24,310 --> 00:19:27,030 Let's get a cry of desperation going on. 254 00:19:28,390 --> 00:19:31,710 Oh, Jesus. Hallelujah. 255 00:19:32,790 --> 00:19:35,590 Praise the Lord. I want you to know. 256 00:19:36,430 --> 00:19:39,270 I want you to know that this little man. 257 00:19:40,110 --> 00:19:44,830 Hey, man, Zakius climbed up in a a coffin tree. 258 00:19:48,310 --> 00:19:49,670 He. But I want to tell you 259 00:19:49,670 --> 00:19:51,070 something. That tree wasn't there by mere 260 00:19:51,070 --> 00:19:54,380 chance. Glory it was. 261 00:19:54,780 --> 00:19:59,700 It was there by divine order. Many years ago there was a seed 262 00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:04,260 that fell, and the Lord sent his angels to guard the seed for 263 00:20:04,260 --> 00:20:07,580 this day because he knew Jacqueus was going to need this 264 00:20:07,580 --> 00:20:10,260 tree. He knew a little short guy that 265 00:20:10,260 --> 00:20:13,220 couldn't see Jesus. Elsie climbed the Tree of 266 00:20:13,220 --> 00:20:16,380 Desperation. We need some people that's ready 267 00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:18,580 to climb the Tree of Desperation. 268 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:22,440 If that's what I got to do to see him, then I want to do that. 269 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:26,800 If that's what I got got to do to feel him, that's what I want 270 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:29,080 to do. If that's got to what I got to 271 00:20:29,120 --> 00:20:33,120 do to make him have a trip to my house, then that's what I want 272 00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:39,840 to do. Oh, Jesus. 273 00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:44,080 Oh, glory, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. 274 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:49,240 The angels guarded that seed for this day, for this very purpose. 275 00:20:51,160 --> 00:20:53,880 He's seen this man of desperation on this day. 276 00:20:57,520 --> 00:21:04,400 Glory, see, whether you know it or not, you're not. 277 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:10,120 You're not here by accident. It's not accident that God 278 00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:13,920 placed you here. You are planted here. 279 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:18,650 And there's been some watering going on, there's been some 280 00:21:18,650 --> 00:21:23,090 praying going on. Whoo, Glory. 281 00:21:24,650 --> 00:21:29,810 I want to tell you, if Zachus had not climbed the tree that 282 00:21:29,810 --> 00:21:33,130 day, he would have missed revival at his house. 283 00:21:33,130 --> 00:21:40,520 Can't you see he's getting ready? 284 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:45,960 This little old guy. He's rich, but I don't say he's 285 00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:47,600 rich. I don't know. 286 00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:49,640 I think he might have had a $400.00 suit. 287 00:21:51,020 --> 00:21:54,020 You know, I can see him, you know, hell hole he can do. 288 00:21:54,020 --> 00:21:56,700 Sing about Jesus. I've heard about him. 289 00:21:57,100 --> 00:22:01,100 I've heard about the miracles. Come on, people's talking about 290 00:22:01,100 --> 00:22:03,700 him. I've not seen him for myself, 291 00:22:03,700 --> 00:22:09,220 but today I'm going to see him. So here we go. 292 00:22:09,220 --> 00:22:11,460 He's desperate. He's climbing the tree. 293 00:22:11,460 --> 00:22:14,340 Come on, you know what? We need some people that's 294 00:22:14,340 --> 00:22:16,660 willing to climb the Tree of Desperation. 295 00:22:18,290 --> 00:22:20,770 See, to climb up, sometimes you got to get out. 296 00:22:22,490 --> 00:22:25,730 Yeah, before there's climbing, there's got to be a prayer time. 297 00:22:26,050 --> 00:22:29,050 If you want to climb up higher, it's going to start right here 298 00:22:29,050 --> 00:22:32,090 at the altar. But we got to be desperate about 299 00:22:32,090 --> 00:22:36,490 it. Come on, it's got to be more 300 00:22:36,490 --> 00:22:45,570 than a 5 minute prayer. I came over here yesterday. 301 00:22:46,780 --> 00:22:48,820 I don't know what time I got home, but it was in the 302 00:22:48,820 --> 00:22:51,620 afternoon. I we went and ate and come back 303 00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:55,780 and my wife said because I thought when I come over here, 304 00:22:55,780 --> 00:22:58,900 I'm just going to be there a little while. 305 00:22:58,900 --> 00:23:00,100 I'm not going to be there long, dear. 306 00:23:00,100 --> 00:23:02,060 I'll be back. We'll do something. 307 00:23:04,220 --> 00:23:06,060 It's too late. And I got back to do anything. 308 00:23:09,060 --> 00:23:11,860 You know why? Because I got desperate. 309 00:23:14,100 --> 00:23:15,580 Thank God. I have preached this thing for 310 00:23:15,580 --> 00:23:17,800 years. Lord, I know what the anointing 311 00:23:17,800 --> 00:23:19,640 was that time. I know there wasn't hardly a dry 312 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:22,040 eye in the place, and I know there was people. 313 00:23:22,040 --> 00:23:25,320 The altar was filled. I remember that God done a great 314 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:28,040 work through that, through the message not. 315 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:30,840 I was only a just a little part of that. 316 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:34,640 He gives it and I try to produce it and it's hard to do. 317 00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:41,440 I'm not a very good producer. I got down to business and I 318 00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:42,520 started. I thought, well, I'm going to 319 00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:43,960 pray a little bit. So I did. 320 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:46,240 I prayed a little bit. Then I prayed a little bit more 321 00:23:46,710 --> 00:23:51,950 and next thing, oh, I pray a lot because I thought, you know 322 00:23:51,950 --> 00:23:55,470 what, God, what it's going to take to make this message is you 323 00:23:55,470 --> 00:23:58,230 to be behind it. What's it's what it's going to 324 00:23:58,230 --> 00:24:02,030 take for a stir in our Church of revival of desperation. 325 00:24:02,190 --> 00:24:06,750 It's going to be in my lap. And after brother Mason this 326 00:24:06,750 --> 00:24:11,230 morning and I got to follow that up, come on, church. 327 00:24:12,110 --> 00:24:15,750 I'm desperate. I'm desperate for a move of God. 328 00:24:16,820 --> 00:24:21,340 I'm desperate for a revival. I'm desperate for my family to 329 00:24:21,380 --> 00:24:22,700 be back in. You're sitting around. 330 00:24:23,380 --> 00:24:24,940 I've got daughters. It's out. 331 00:24:25,180 --> 00:24:27,060 They need to be sitting in this place. 332 00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:31,300 I've got nieces and nephews. You got children and people that 333 00:24:31,300 --> 00:24:33,660 used to sit under the sound of our voice. 334 00:24:34,140 --> 00:24:36,860 I'm saying I'm desperate for you. 335 00:24:36,900 --> 00:24:40,300 God, I'm desperate for you to move in my family, 336 00:24:50,800 --> 00:24:54,440 sister Sam, Brian has said under the sound of my voice and 337 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:59,240 ministered many times. Your daddy has said under the 338 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:02,680 sound of my voice, he said under the sound of Pastor's voice. 339 00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:08,720 I haven't forgot that I'm. I'm desperate. 340 00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:13,440 I'm desperate. I want him to sit under it one 341 00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:23,130 more time. Only this next time, Sister Sam, 342 00:25:23,930 --> 00:25:28,130 I want him to be touched by it. I'm sorry. 343 00:25:28,530 --> 00:25:31,890 I'm tired of church services. When we preach a message and 344 00:25:32,730 --> 00:25:39,170 nobody's moved. I'm going to tell you what 345 00:25:39,410 --> 00:25:45,210 happened in Brooklyn Tabernacle. Somebody got desperate and they 346 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:48,780 went to the pastor and said, hey, while you're out preaching 347 00:25:48,780 --> 00:25:51,060 all these people, you need somebody praying. 348 00:25:51,060 --> 00:25:58,860 So now they've got a group that prays 24 hours a day, even while 349 00:25:58,860 --> 00:26:02,140 the preachers preaching. There is a group in the back 350 00:26:02,580 --> 00:26:05,540 that's in their own little room and they're having church for 351 00:26:05,540 --> 00:26:08,980 the pastor. I said we got to get desperate. 352 00:26:10,540 --> 00:26:12,940 We need to do more than back our preacher. 353 00:26:13,100 --> 00:26:15,340 We need to worship while he's worshipping. 354 00:26:16,430 --> 00:26:18,590 Come on. While he's preaching, we need to 355 00:26:18,710 --> 00:26:22,110 help him preach. I'm desperate for that again. 356 00:26:24,190 --> 00:26:34,290 I'll remember in the first church some of you there. 357 00:26:34,290 --> 00:26:35,450 I don't know how many were there. 358 00:26:36,210 --> 00:26:37,490 Can't tell you all was there then. 359 00:26:38,610 --> 00:26:41,970 It's been many years ago. Or the Homer man. 360 00:26:43,130 --> 00:26:44,970 I don't even know what I was preaching at night. 361 00:26:46,490 --> 00:26:48,170 Brother Homer is kind of a person. 362 00:26:48,490 --> 00:26:52,180 He didn't move a lot. He back. 363 00:26:52,340 --> 00:26:54,020 Amen. He He wasn't a person to move. 364 00:26:55,100 --> 00:26:58,220 I will never forget Brother Freddy in the middle of the 365 00:26:58,220 --> 00:27:01,300 message. One night Brother Homer got up 366 00:27:01,820 --> 00:27:04,020 and you know that first church, it wasn't a lot of places to 367 00:27:04,020 --> 00:27:06,700 walk. And he started coming for the 368 00:27:06,700 --> 00:27:07,940 platform. Oh, well, he's going to take 369 00:27:07,940 --> 00:27:09,900 over. I'll just move aside. 370 00:27:10,100 --> 00:27:13,940 So I'll move aside, He said. Bro McGee, I said that walk. 371 00:27:17,220 --> 00:27:18,980 Come on. That's the start of something. 372 00:27:19,540 --> 00:27:37,260 That's the start of something. I'm desperate. 373 00:27:21,420 --> 00:27:25,860 All that people is waiting on is for somebody to move, for 374 00:27:25,860 --> 00:27:30,420 somebody to do something, for somebody to get happy, for 375 00:27:30,420 --> 00:27:40,140 somebody to say I'm. God, I gotta have a move of God. 376 00:27:47,020 --> 00:27:52,000 Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. 377 00:27:53,040 --> 00:28:00,600 Hallelujah said The day I got to see him, let me tell you, it was 378 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:04,760 in the press that he done this. Everybody said the press. 379 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:07,960 I said it was in the press that he done this. 380 00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:11,520 Zach has had to find him some place to see. 381 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:14,640 He couldn't see for the people. There was too many. 382 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,600 So he climbed the tree of desperation. 383 00:28:21,020 --> 00:28:23,020 He said I'm gonna see him one way or the other. 384 00:28:23,620 --> 00:28:25,780 Today is my day. I've got a chance. 385 00:28:26,420 --> 00:28:30,100 He threw the $400.00 code away and he probably took the old tie 386 00:28:30,100 --> 00:28:35,300 off and threw the tie class. Almost seem today. 387 00:28:38,580 --> 00:28:42,220 Oh my mic. Mariah, here he goes. 388 00:28:56,350 --> 00:29:02,990 Yeah, yeah, if. You're planning on doing that? 389 00:29:02,990 --> 00:29:07,110 Come on now, come on. We can't have all this old 390 00:29:07,190 --> 00:29:13,190 junket climbing up a few steps and dropping back. 3 We can't be 391 00:29:13,190 --> 00:29:16,390 lazy about this. Well, come on, if you got a 392 00:29:16,390 --> 00:29:19,110 lighten the load. Lighten the load. 393 00:29:20,310 --> 00:29:23,150 If there's things in your way, get them out of the way. 394 00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:29,560 Get desperate. So he climbed the tree. 395 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:37,160 Jesus, he said. It's the press, but I'm going to 396 00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:41,800 press my way through. Let me let me tell you 397 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:43,600 something. There is always going to be 398 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,880 something in your way to get to him. 399 00:29:52,070 --> 00:29:53,790 You're going to have to fight your way through. 400 00:29:57,420 --> 00:29:59,740 You're gonna have to get on your water clothes to get it. 401 00:29:59,740 --> 00:30:07,460 I'm gonna have to borrow her boots so I can climb the tree. 402 00:30:09,100 --> 00:30:10,420 You may have to put on your boots. 403 00:30:10,420 --> 00:30:13,100 Come on. You may have to wade through 404 00:30:13,100 --> 00:30:17,500 something. Come on, I said. 405 00:30:17,500 --> 00:30:21,020 There's some troubles and things and trials that you may have to 406 00:30:21,020 --> 00:30:25,430 wade through, but if you're going to make it, you're going 407 00:30:25,430 --> 00:30:28,510 to have to get desperate to say I don't care what it takes, 408 00:30:29,270 --> 00:30:32,110 Brother Mike. I don't care what it takes to 409 00:30:32,110 --> 00:30:35,830 get Sister Brenda's healing. I'm waiting through this mess, 410 00:30:36,070 --> 00:30:39,630 and I'm going to get healing for my wife. 411 00:30:45,190 --> 00:30:48,630 Jesus, you you never know what you're going to have to go 412 00:30:48,630 --> 00:30:50,470 through to get your family healed. 413 00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:56,400 You're so go. My wife and I went through a big 414 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:59,640 ordeal. She's been walking on a broken 415 00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:02,320 hip and I didn't even know for how long. 416 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:05,120 She kept hollering. I'm in pain. 417 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:09,320 And we took her a lot. You know, we went, we went 418 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:15,600 tri-state orthopedic and they took extra rays and so, well, 419 00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:17,800 you need, you need a hip replacement. 420 00:31:18,890 --> 00:31:21,010 Hip replacements. 3 months down the road. 421 00:31:23,170 --> 00:31:25,730 You know the story. You watch Sister McGee walk 422 00:31:25,730 --> 00:31:29,210 around here with a Walker and paint all the time. 423 00:31:30,130 --> 00:31:33,490 Couldn't hardly stand it. She got in so much pain. 424 00:31:33,490 --> 00:31:34,930 I had to take her to the emergency room. 425 00:31:35,410 --> 00:31:39,530 They took another test and another, you know, X-ray and 426 00:31:40,530 --> 00:31:42,610 hips in bad shape. Nobody's ever worried about it 427 00:31:42,610 --> 00:31:49,380 broken. But when I got close enough to 428 00:31:49,460 --> 00:31:54,380 the surgery that they was going to do we took her back and this 429 00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:59,260 doctor I won't forget it Sister McGee, it's just as just took 430 00:31:59,260 --> 00:32:02,540 her back and run her through a CAT scan and that guy come out 431 00:32:02,540 --> 00:32:05,940 of there and he was mad. He took out through them doors 432 00:32:05,940 --> 00:32:09,180 or walking. He come back and he said, I 433 00:32:09,180 --> 00:32:12,660 wonder who done this. So we talking about, she said. 434 00:32:12,660 --> 00:32:14,990 Well, you said I'm bad shape. How bad shape? 435 00:32:15,190 --> 00:32:16,830 He said. You've been walking around on a 436 00:32:16,830 --> 00:32:23,190 broken hip and nobody caught it. I'm telling you, Sister McGee 437 00:32:23,190 --> 00:32:25,030 and I had to get desperate through this. 438 00:32:29,190 --> 00:32:34,750 She had a big old hematoma, this big on the left hip. 439 00:32:37,830 --> 00:32:41,270 The wound back quit. Battery powered. 440 00:32:41,270 --> 00:32:43,190 No, no bad. You couldn't put batteries. 441 00:32:43,190 --> 00:32:45,670 One of them throw away things and we throw. 442 00:32:45,750 --> 00:32:49,470 We throwed it away. Made three trips to emergency 443 00:32:49,470 --> 00:32:54,190 room and sat in the kitchen with a bucket under. 444 00:32:54,190 --> 00:32:56,990 I finally said dear when's mind as well just let it bleed out. 445 00:32:56,990 --> 00:33:00,070 So we sat in there in the chair and she sat on the chair and we 446 00:33:00,070 --> 00:33:03,030 just sat there and talked and while it bled and bled and bled 447 00:33:03,030 --> 00:33:05,870 till it finally slowed down and put a bandage on and took to her 448 00:33:05,870 --> 00:33:08,990 emergency room one more time. Come on, Church. 449 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,760 I'm telling you what I'm trying to get across. 450 00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:15,440 If I can get this across somehow, you got a wade through 451 00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:19,720 some things. It's not always easy. 452 00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:24,200 It's not comfortable. It's not comfortable to watch 453 00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:30,080 your ball wife bleed, you know? But that old blood had to go. 454 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:32,880 I'm going to tell you, there's some of you sitting in here, 455 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:34,840 that old blood knee. You need to get rid of it. 456 00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:38,000 Come on. You need to let it run. 457 00:33:38,510 --> 00:33:41,350 Come on, we got to get desperate for revival. 458 00:33:41,710 --> 00:33:44,110 We got to get desperate for a move of God. 459 00:33:46,110 --> 00:33:48,550 Got to get desperate for people to get the Holy Ghost. 460 00:33:48,830 --> 00:33:58,970 Got to get desperate for people to be baptized in Jesus name. 461 00:33:58,970 --> 00:34:03,570 Oh glory hey, desperation. Brought Jesus to Zach is his 462 00:34:03,570 --> 00:34:07,490 house. Who cares what people thinks? 463 00:34:10,159 --> 00:34:13,400 Come on, If it'll cause Jesus to come to your house, who cares? 464 00:34:15,639 --> 00:34:17,600 Come on. If getting desperate brings 465 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:25,719 Jesus to your house, thank God. I don't know, Brother Reese. 466 00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:28,199 I may have to go out and just pray for no valor. 467 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:34,719 If that's what it takes, then I'm desperate. 468 00:34:38,330 --> 00:34:41,650 Sister McGee, If this is what it takes, it's prayer. 469 00:34:41,929 --> 00:34:44,610 And you and I are desperate. I want to see the kids back in 470 00:34:44,610 --> 00:34:47,010 here. I want to see the grandkids back 471 00:34:47,010 --> 00:34:49,570 in here. Brother Freddy. 472 00:34:49,770 --> 00:34:52,850 I want to see your brothers. And I want to see your sister 473 00:34:52,850 --> 00:34:54,290 back in here. I want. 474 00:34:54,290 --> 00:34:56,330 Come on. I want to see it. 475 00:34:57,930 --> 00:35:08,280 But I'm desperate. I'm going to see your sister 476 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,320 back in here. I pray for a little Sarah every 477 00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:16,800 day. That's right. 478 00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:20,640 I'm praying for you, too. Thank you. 479 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:27,760 She's helping me worship. We got to get desperate about 480 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:32,520 some things. If you're desperate to see 481 00:35:32,720 --> 00:35:36,200 Pastor preach better than he ever has, if you'll start 482 00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:40,800 praying it'll happen, he won't. He'll say, man, what happened 483 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:46,080 around? There's some desperation going 484 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:48,560 on. Maybe there's a crowd back in 485 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:50,440 the back praying for him while he's preaching. 486 00:35:51,640 --> 00:35:53,760 Maybe while people's walking to the altar. 487 00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:56,480 There's people back there are desperate, saying come on God, 488 00:35:56,720 --> 00:35:58,840 bring him through, bring him through the doors. 489 00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:01,320 Come on, God, touch Mount Carmel. 490 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:04,760 Turn it upside down. Come on, God, Do it. 491 00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:14,080 Do it, God. Sister. 492 00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:17,760 Maddie, I'm about desperate. I'm. 493 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:19,960 I'm just waiting for the day that Daddy comes through that 494 00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:22,760 door and the biscuit rolls all the way to the front of the 495 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,680 altar. Honey, I'm desperate. 496 00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:33,810 I want to see it happen. Glory, I don't want him to stop 497 00:36:33,810 --> 00:36:37,370 till he hits the altar. Start speaking in tongues. 498 00:36:43,850 --> 00:36:50,010 Jesus, hey. Desperation brought Jesus to 499 00:36:50,010 --> 00:36:59,010 Zacky is his house. If you dare to climb the tree of 500 00:36:59,010 --> 00:37:02,380 desperation, you may not have to invite Jesus. 501 00:37:02,380 --> 00:37:09,340 He just may come. That's good, yeah. 502 00:37:10,260 --> 00:37:10,900 It's good. So Zach is. 503 00:37:11,380 --> 00:37:14,660 He's up for the train, he said. Zach is come on down. 504 00:37:14,940 --> 00:37:17,620 I'm going to come to your what you say. 505 00:37:17,620 --> 00:37:20,220 Jesus, was that you? Yeah. 506 00:37:20,220 --> 00:37:22,500 Today I'm going to spend day at your house. 507 00:37:23,620 --> 00:37:25,260 You what? I can see. 508 00:37:32,060 --> 00:37:34,380 Oh, yeah. Jesus is coming to my house. 509 00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,260 How many of you would liked him to visit you? 510 00:37:44,170 --> 00:37:46,170 I'm telling you, if you get desperate, he may invite 511 00:37:46,170 --> 00:37:55,050 himself. Glory Hallelujah, He may. 512 00:37:55,050 --> 00:37:57,930 He may just come himself uninvited. 513 00:38:01,570 --> 00:38:06,470 Oh yeah, it's in the press, I said. 514 00:38:06,470 --> 00:38:11,150 It's in the press. He sought to see Jesus who he 515 00:38:11,150 --> 00:38:14,710 was, but he could not for the press. 516 00:38:16,830 --> 00:38:29,640 The crowd, the rioters, the all the other people that want to 517 00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:35,680 see him, but he finally got Jesus to come to his house. 518 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:44,290 Hallelujah. Now let's talk about the other 519 00:38:44,290 --> 00:38:51,570 guy in our scripture and mark blind bar to mess. 520 00:38:51,570 --> 00:38:57,850 He had a heart of a child. You ever noticed in church a 521 00:38:57,850 --> 00:39:05,250 baby don't care to interrupt service when they're hungry, 522 00:39:05,250 --> 00:39:07,130 They cry. I don't care. 523 00:39:07,130 --> 00:39:11,000 Who cares? So I'm hungry. 524 00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:13,400 They don't care. They don't care. 525 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:14,880 What? Oh, I was trying to listen. 526 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:16,320 Well, that's all right. I'm hungry. 527 00:39:16,320 --> 00:39:23,160 So they don't care. They don't care if you hear them 528 00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:29,240 cry because they're desperate. They're at the place of 529 00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:38,040 desperation now. Sometimes it's it's what we see 530 00:39:42,650 --> 00:39:44,810 to Zach. Yes, it was a very special 531 00:39:45,090 --> 00:39:49,610 person that he wanted to see. He'd heard about, probably even 532 00:39:49,610 --> 00:39:51,090 dreamed about, but he wanted to see him. 533 00:39:51,090 --> 00:39:55,330 Today. Bardemaus, he was almost in that 534 00:39:55,330 --> 00:39:56,810 same place. He couldn't see. 535 00:39:57,530 --> 00:40:03,010 He was blind. The reaction of the people that 536 00:40:03,010 --> 00:40:06,770 were around him, they said Bardemaus. 537 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:12,200 This is Jesus. But the Bible said he cried all 538 00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:17,360 the louder. Jesus, our son of David, have 539 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:20,920 mercy on me. He didn't care. 540 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:25,400 He couldn't see. He couldn't see all the faces 541 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:29,000 frowning at him. You hear? 542 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,760 I said. Sometimes it's what you see. 543 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,240 It's sometimes it's when you're in that place of desperation and 544 00:40:36,240 --> 00:40:38,680 you have to look at somebody and they're giving you a dirty look 545 00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:40,680 or who that she or he thinks they are. 546 00:40:44,160 --> 00:40:46,200 That ain't nothing but showing off. 547 00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:51,440 Well, if I can show off Jesus, then just you might as well get 548 00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:52,840 ready because I'm going to do it. 549 00:40:53,480 --> 00:40:56,480 Come on. If I can dance for Jesus, then 550 00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:58,640 you might as well get ready because I'm going to do it. 551 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:00,880 I don't care what the world says. 552 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:02,920 I don't care what my neighbor says. 553 00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:07,640 I'm going to dance for Jesus. Come on, I'm going to give him 554 00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:11,320 all I've got. I may not have much left, but 555 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:16,680 I'm going to give him all of it. There's a cry of desperation on 556 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:19,800 the inside of me and it's got to come out. 557 00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:30,440 Hallelujah, oh, glory, Hallelujah. 558 00:41:41,920 --> 00:41:43,960 This poor seats been used of everything. 559 00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:48,520 This has been Ed before. That's a witness between the 560 00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:50,680 Jews. And remember that they built the 561 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:56,200 rock pile and Joshua. And then, you know, it was for a 562 00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:59,280 witness. And then it's been God's seat. 563 00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:04,880 He still sits on it too. But tonight it's going to be a 564 00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:24,500 little different. By the highway side, begging. 565 00:42:26,820 --> 00:42:31,420 I'm going to just stir up your mind a little bit because you 566 00:42:31,420 --> 00:42:34,700 know most of your commentators, they want to slip to that was he 567 00:42:34,700 --> 00:42:36,300 was getting rid of his outer garment. 568 00:42:39,540 --> 00:42:42,100 But I read a commentator that I like the best. 569 00:42:43,300 --> 00:42:46,300 And if you'll notice, there was actually, and Matthew says there 570 00:42:46,300 --> 00:42:50,160 was two of those blind men. How come Bartoma is the only one 571 00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:53,440 ever, and that's ever asked about how how come he's the one 572 00:42:53,440 --> 00:43:01,120 that hits the pages? One commentator took it this far 573 00:43:02,160 --> 00:43:09,640 and he said he wasn't a poor beggar, he was. 574 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:12,640 His parents brought him and set him there every day. 575 00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:21,290 Once you catch this, he was sitting there begging for 576 00:43:21,290 --> 00:43:25,490 somebody else. He wasn't even using the own 577 00:43:25,490 --> 00:43:29,410 money he had on a garment that set him aside from all the other 578 00:43:29,410 --> 00:43:32,330 beggars. I don't know, but I like this 579 00:43:33,450 --> 00:43:35,250 there. There's only one commentary I've 580 00:43:35,250 --> 00:43:36,770 read that was like that, and I love it. 581 00:43:37,530 --> 00:43:42,090 I keep going back to it. He was set there begging for 582 00:43:42,090 --> 00:43:47,580 somebody else until Jesus passed by. 583 00:43:49,100 --> 00:43:58,100 This was his ticket, and the Bible said that when he began to 584 00:43:58,100 --> 00:44:07,020 holler that Jesus stood still. They said shut up. 585 00:44:07,300 --> 00:44:09,820 Shh, He said. No, it's all right. 586 00:44:10,300 --> 00:44:15,630 Bring him here. I don't know if I've been 587 00:44:15,630 --> 00:44:17,630 cupping, you know, some money. Just. 588 00:44:21,670 --> 00:44:31,840 Cup my place of prominence. I'm leaving behind. 589 00:44:33,320 --> 00:44:35,760 Come on. I got a rich daddy. 590 00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:38,440 But I don't need my daddy anymore. 591 00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:43,720 I've got another daddy today. I'm desperate. 592 00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:48,360 Jesus is passing by. I ain't going to need that stuff 593 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:52,680 no more. Come on, Whoo. 594 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:55,640 Come on, church. You got to get desperate. 595 00:44:57,080 --> 00:45:02,000 You got to pull off your old belongings and you got to throw 596 00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:06,480 them away because Jesus passed by and there's a brand new suit 597 00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:16,260 awaiting you. I'm going to put on the Lynn and 598 00:45:16,340 --> 00:45:18,620 efon. I want to be ready to dance. 599 00:45:22,220 --> 00:45:24,970 I want to shout a little bit. Come on, I have. 600 00:45:25,170 --> 00:45:29,650 I haven't seen before. You got to understand, I never 601 00:45:29,650 --> 00:45:33,330 even seen the seat I said on. I didn't see what color my 602 00:45:33,330 --> 00:45:35,450 garment was. I didn't know what my cup looked 603 00:45:35,450 --> 00:45:37,410 like. But today I can see. 604 00:45:37,610 --> 00:45:44,650 I can visualize. It was a cry of desperation. 605 00:45:48,490 --> 00:45:52,330 Hallelujah. Oh, glory. 606 00:45:53,450 --> 00:45:57,260 See. You knew I got to tell you 607 00:45:57,260 --> 00:46:03,260 something before he cast away his garment. 608 00:46:04,300 --> 00:46:08,740 Before he was healed. This must have been his mindset. 609 00:46:09,980 --> 00:46:13,580 I'll do whatever it takes to get my need met today. 610 00:46:15,060 --> 00:46:17,100 This may be the last time he'll pass. 611 00:46:20,020 --> 00:46:22,700 God. God, get a hold us. 612 00:46:23,330 --> 00:46:27,010 This could be tonight. Could be the last, last time. 613 00:46:27,010 --> 00:46:31,810 He's going to pass his way. I'm desperate tonight for what I 614 00:46:31,810 --> 00:46:34,810 need. God I'm desperate for. 615 00:46:35,810 --> 00:46:39,090 I'm desperate for a move of God. I'm desperate for a healing 616 00:46:39,090 --> 00:46:39,730 tonight. God. 617 00:46:42,930 --> 00:46:52,110 Jesus, no matter what's going on, I don't care. 618 00:46:52,110 --> 00:46:55,630 Whatever it takes, I'm going to get his attention. 619 00:46:56,830 --> 00:47:01,790 No matter what it takes. How far I got to go, how I got 620 00:47:01,790 --> 00:47:06,110 to act. I'm going to call on his name, 621 00:47:11,190 --> 00:47:15,270 see if it takes. If we're going to have revival 622 00:47:15,270 --> 00:47:17,070 and you got to move into the fast lane. 623 00:47:17,350 --> 00:47:20,730 Get in there, honey. Come on, you've seen those 624 00:47:20,730 --> 00:47:23,530 people who want to get in that to show off lane and they come 625 00:47:23,530 --> 00:47:27,770 on, they put that floor, you know, and pass you up and I 626 00:47:27,770 --> 00:47:34,210 could blow you off the road. Laurie, Sister McGinn has seen, 627 00:47:34,370 --> 00:47:37,410 we seen him doing that. We's going to Kentucky and on 628 00:47:37,410 --> 00:47:38,890 the Interstate. And I thought, well, I'm running 629 00:47:38,890 --> 00:47:40,250 pretty good. I was running 75. 630 00:47:40,250 --> 00:47:43,330 I thought, okay, I'm doing pretty good and that's going to 631 00:47:43,930 --> 00:47:48,890 go Sister McGinn, so I'm might as well, might as well spice it 632 00:47:48,890 --> 00:47:56,920 up a little bit. So I spiced it up a little bit, 633 00:47:56,920 --> 00:48:02,320 about 80. Then I was going to choop maybe 634 00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:06,400 sitting still fucking maybe spiced it up a little too much. 635 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:11,240 So I hit the coach button. You know what? 636 00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:14,400 I'm looking for a church that gets so into it that they're 637 00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:22,380 passing everybody up. Somebody gets excited today. 638 00:48:22,780 --> 00:48:23,980 I'm going to take me a little run. 639 00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:30,240 Yeah, yeah. Come on. 640 00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:34,160 I'm going places. I'm going to get excited about 641 00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:37,960 this. I'm desperate for revival. 642 00:48:38,720 --> 00:48:40,800 I'm desperate to see somebody run. 643 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:45,360 I'm desperate to see somebody run while I'm preaching. 644 00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:47,440 I'm desperate for somebody to run. 645 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:51,240 Don't just stand there. Get busy. 646 00:48:52,120 --> 00:48:57,410 Run. Yes. 647 00:48:57,410 --> 00:49:05,030 He's not desperate enough, I said. 648 00:49:05,030 --> 00:49:07,430 I'm desperate to see somebody run while I'm preaching. 649 00:49:17,670 --> 00:49:26,590 I guess I'm done, huh? See Bardemais and Zach is. 650 00:49:27,790 --> 00:49:29,070 Could have been thinking the light. 651 00:49:30,350 --> 00:49:33,630 I could have both been thinking, yo, this could be our last time, 652 00:49:35,190 --> 00:49:39,750 this could be our last chance. There may not be another chance 653 00:49:39,750 --> 00:49:43,510 of come our way like this. So we better take advantage. 654 00:49:44,470 --> 00:49:49,870 We better get desperate. I'm going to tell you, when 655 00:49:50,670 --> 00:49:53,950 desperation gets a hold of you, you start acting funny. 656 00:49:56,030 --> 00:50:00,210 You start stepping out and do the things that seems completely 657 00:50:01,130 --> 00:50:07,490 absurd to you because you're desperate. 658 00:50:10,130 --> 00:50:15,170 I'm desperate for revival. We need to get desperate for 659 00:50:15,170 --> 00:50:18,730 revival. Jacob got, Jacob got desperate. 660 00:50:19,130 --> 00:50:21,050 I'm just bringing out I'm, I'm not going there. 661 00:50:21,930 --> 00:50:29,850 But Jacob got desperate, so he he thought he'd just sleep over 662 00:50:29,850 --> 00:50:32,410 here by all by little self. That night he sent everybody 663 00:50:32,410 --> 00:50:36,170 else over the brook because he's going to go beat esaw and he 664 00:50:36,170 --> 00:50:41,650 didn't want so he he's, he's, he's there and they're wrestled 665 00:50:41,650 --> 00:50:45,770 with him. The Bible said Angel till the 666 00:50:45,770 --> 00:50:52,730 breaking of the day. And I began to think about that 667 00:50:53,650 --> 00:50:57,710 Brother Mason, you know, the kind of the guy am, I think real 668 00:50:57,710 --> 00:51:00,110 small and you know, little things. 669 00:51:00,110 --> 00:51:05,110 And I thought, you know, how come it was in the morning. 670 00:51:06,630 --> 00:51:08,430 And that Angel said, God turned me loose. 671 00:51:08,430 --> 00:51:11,390 He said, well, what's your name? So why you ask after my name? 672 00:51:11,390 --> 00:51:12,710 He said, I want to know your name. 673 00:51:12,710 --> 00:51:18,070 And he said, besides that, I'm not letting you go. 674 00:51:18,070 --> 00:51:22,150 To you. Bless me, How desperate he was. 675 00:51:25,410 --> 00:51:27,890 Angel touched his thigh and threw it out a joint. 676 00:51:28,570 --> 00:51:30,570 He couldn't move, but he didn't let loose. 677 00:51:31,490 --> 00:51:39,470 He was desperate. James. 678 00:51:39,910 --> 00:51:43,310 Even the man you are with all of that strength you got in you. 679 00:51:44,150 --> 00:51:47,070 I'm telling you, when Jacob got a hold of that Angel, he said I 680 00:51:47,070 --> 00:51:49,670 ain't turn you loose, buddy. You can't kick me off. 681 00:51:49,670 --> 00:51:51,110 You can't do. I'm going to stand here. 682 00:51:51,310 --> 00:51:55,770 I'm going to hold you until the day breaks, he said. 683 00:51:55,810 --> 00:51:57,450 Hey, hey, hey, what you say? The day. 684 00:51:57,490 --> 00:51:59,530 Hey, the day's breaking. Do you understand? 685 00:52:00,730 --> 00:52:02,890 I got to go get. I got to go get my orders from 686 00:52:02,890 --> 00:52:07,010 the Lord, the Angel. Come on, he said. 687 00:52:07,210 --> 00:52:09,210 I've. You got to let me go. 688 00:52:09,410 --> 00:52:12,090 The day's breaking. It's time for me to go get my 689 00:52:12,090 --> 00:52:17,930 orders for the day. So the Bible said he blessed him 690 00:52:18,290 --> 00:52:21,530 there because of his desperation. 691 00:52:25,250 --> 00:52:28,570 And he didn't only receive a blessing, he received a new 692 00:52:28,570 --> 00:52:34,570 name. They didn't call him Jacob no 693 00:52:34,570 --> 00:52:38,130 more. But Israel, he who rules as God, 694 00:52:38,210 --> 00:52:42,250 that's what it means. I'm trying. 695 00:52:46,930 --> 00:52:49,770 I'm, I'm, I'm about to. I'm about to close it out here. 696 00:52:51,690 --> 00:52:59,520 See, there was a woman in the New Testament in Mark 25, and 697 00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:03,280 then I don't have to go there. But you, you all know the story 698 00:53:04,240 --> 00:53:11,200 starting to verse 27 read through 2825. 699 00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:13,400 Well, you could actually read 25 through 28. 700 00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:16,760 Anyway, that woman had an issue of blood. 701 00:53:16,760 --> 00:53:24,620 She had for 12 years. She growing weak, but Mason, 702 00:53:24,620 --> 00:53:27,220 she's spent everything she had and the Bible said, yet grew 703 00:53:27,220 --> 00:53:34,320 worse. I was hoping there's a little 704 00:53:34,320 --> 00:53:35,600 girl here tonight. She's not here. 705 00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:40,400 I'm going to make an old lady out of her real quick. 706 00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:43,720 You can tell Carly what she missed. 707 00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:51,000 I've began to think about it. Probably some big old dudes in 708 00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:57,090 that crowd. One, there's probably some 709 00:53:57,090 --> 00:54:01,970 reasons in there, and there's some brother Ethan's in there 710 00:54:01,970 --> 00:54:04,690 and brother Mason's in there and there's some, there was some 711 00:54:04,690 --> 00:54:09,130 brother James in there and some brother Mike's in there and 712 00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:19,290 brother Freddy's in there. But she said I've heard about 713 00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:34,450 him and I know if I could only touch the hem, just the hem of 714 00:54:34,450 --> 00:54:41,610 his garment, I'll be healed. And she's measuring it up, said 715 00:54:41,610 --> 00:54:43,210 yeah, but how am I going to get there? 716 00:54:43,210 --> 00:54:47,810 Through this crowd and the Bible, I can see her. 717 00:54:47,810 --> 00:54:50,370 She's been over. Hey, she's been this way 12 718 00:54:50,370 --> 00:54:58,950 years. I can see her Move over, sister. 719 00:55:00,190 --> 00:55:06,710 Move over, brother. I don't know. 720 00:55:06,710 --> 00:55:09,430 She might had to stop and put her hands on her knees for a 721 00:55:09,430 --> 00:55:13,030 while. Probably in pain like you've 722 00:55:13,030 --> 00:55:20,620 been in Sister McGee. Might have been a might have 723 00:55:20,620 --> 00:55:24,940 been a Zack in her way. She had to say, big boy, you 724 00:55:24,940 --> 00:55:29,300 move over a little bit. Come on, huh. 725 00:55:29,940 --> 00:55:31,700 You know why? Because she was desperate, she 726 00:55:31,700 --> 00:55:34,380 said. Today, I'm going to receive my 727 00:55:34,380 --> 00:55:38,380 healing. Today, I'm going to touch the 728 00:55:38,380 --> 00:55:42,220 hem of his garment. I may not be able to touch him, 729 00:55:42,340 --> 00:55:44,820 but if I could only touch something that he's touching. 730 00:55:50,010 --> 00:55:51,810 She didn't say I wanted to touch his hand. 731 00:55:52,250 --> 00:55:54,250 She didn't say. I want him to lay his hands on 732 00:55:54,250 --> 00:55:58,290 me and pray for me, she said. I just want to touch the him 733 00:55:58,690 --> 00:56:02,330 because if I can touch something that's touching him, that's good 734 00:56:02,330 --> 00:56:05,970 enough. That power will flow through 735 00:56:05,970 --> 00:56:08,490 that garment and I'll be made whole. 736 00:56:08,690 --> 00:56:22,480 I'll be healed of my issue. By the way, Jacob had a hemp, A 737 00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:28,120 limp the rest of his life. He had to halt upon that thigh. 738 00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:34,800 The Bible said it was hurting. He's still feeling it. 739 00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:38,240 But what? Guess what? 740 00:56:39,080 --> 00:56:41,840 He had an encounter with the Lord. 741 00:56:42,720 --> 00:56:44,600 And I'm going to tell you, if you have a real encounter with 742 00:56:44,600 --> 00:56:46,240 the Lord, it'll make a mark on you. 743 00:56:48,680 --> 00:56:51,710 You ask different. You'll worship different. 744 00:56:52,190 --> 00:56:54,390 You'll run. You'll pray different. 745 00:56:56,270 --> 00:56:59,350 You'll witness different. You'll preach different. 746 00:57:02,790 --> 00:57:06,670 Oh, glory. You may worship a little longer. 747 00:57:08,710 --> 00:57:13,350 See, your worship may be marked now by the desperation after 748 00:57:13,350 --> 00:57:17,030 that cry. You worship a little longer. 749 00:57:17,030 --> 00:57:19,830 You worship a little harder. You pray a little longer. 750 00:57:19,830 --> 00:57:22,990 You pray a little harder. You prays a little louder. 751 00:57:23,950 --> 00:57:28,710 Desperation gets hold of you, and it's in the press. 752 00:57:31,950 --> 00:57:33,670 Well, Mason, you can come. I'm getting ready. close. 753 00:57:33,870 --> 00:57:34,950 I know. I'm already in the red. 754 00:57:34,950 --> 00:57:43,650 I'm sorry. I'm about to talk to you real 755 00:57:43,650 --> 00:57:50,770 serious now. I ended this this way because 756 00:57:51,170 --> 00:57:54,330 there's some of you in here. It's got issues and you need to 757 00:57:54,330 --> 00:57:58,970 get rid of them. And then you're going to be 758 00:57:58,970 --> 00:58:01,090 desperate to get rid of those issues. 759 00:58:01,730 --> 00:58:03,770 I've never seen the issue that anybody's had. 760 00:58:03,770 --> 00:58:07,010 That's been easy to get rid of. You got to work on it. 761 00:58:08,010 --> 00:58:10,530 There's an issue in your way to get to heaven. 762 00:58:11,850 --> 00:58:13,490 Tonight's the night to get rid of that. 763 00:58:19,160 --> 00:58:21,840 And you can sit there and you can look at somebody else all 764 00:58:21,840 --> 00:58:23,560 you want and think, well, that's not me. 765 00:58:23,950 --> 00:58:25,590 But I'm going to tell you, I believe there's issues that 766 00:58:25,590 --> 00:58:27,870 every one of us have got that we need to get rid of. 767 00:58:29,750 --> 00:58:31,870 There's some things we need to get out of the way. 768 00:58:36,350 --> 00:58:44,190 Come on, the flying bar to mess. And Zach is, And Jacob and the 769 00:58:44,190 --> 00:58:47,630 woman issue of blood. If they all had issues, then we 770 00:58:47,630 --> 00:58:52,990 got issues. What's it going to take tonight 771 00:58:53,840 --> 00:58:57,160 for you? What are you going to do about 772 00:58:57,160 --> 00:58:59,880 your issue? Are you going to get desperate 773 00:58:59,880 --> 00:59:07,230 about it? I hope it. 774 00:59:07,430 --> 00:59:13,070 What I hope it does. It brings us to church instead 775 00:59:13,110 --> 00:59:18,590 of 10 minutes early to pray Brother Freddy hour like we used 776 00:59:18,590 --> 00:59:20,550 to in the second church. And we get down that prayer 777 00:59:20,550 --> 00:59:23,790 meeting, the basement, The ladies got upstairs and and it 778 00:59:23,790 --> 00:59:26,990 and there had to be something happening in the sanctuary with 779 00:59:27,380 --> 00:59:29,100 people below, praying people above. 780 00:59:29,420 --> 00:59:32,300 When we started coming down, we started going up the steps as we 781 00:59:32,300 --> 00:59:34,380 did the men's lady start coming down. 782 00:59:34,620 --> 00:59:37,340 We met and church was already happening. 783 00:59:38,820 --> 00:59:41,020 You know what it was? It was desperation. 784 00:59:42,420 --> 00:59:45,460 It was because we was desperate for a move of God. 785 00:59:46,220 --> 00:59:48,060 And we said I don't care what it takes. 786 00:59:48,700 --> 00:59:52,340 If I have to get there hourly, then I'll get there hourly. 787 00:59:55,980 --> 00:59:58,220 Desperation is in this place tonight. 788 00:59:59,460 --> 01:00:21,940 A stand. Thank you, Brother McGee. 789 01:00:21,940 --> 01:00:23,500 Freddy. Brother Freddy McGee. 790 01:00:23,500 --> 01:00:28,100 Thank you for stirring my mind once again. 791 01:00:30,120 --> 01:00:33,120 That there needs to be a cry of desperation in the church. 792 01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:39,080 We may have to throw off some things. 793 01:00:40,000 --> 01:00:42,000 We may have to get rid of some things. 794 01:00:44,480 --> 01:00:46,400 But there's revival waiting on us. 795 01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:53,080 Come on, this altar's open. I'm through. 796 01:00:54,000 --> 01:01:05,950 Come on, Church, I need you. Jesus. 797 01:01:07,910 --> 01:01:09,950 Thank you for listening. If you would like more 798 01:01:09,950 --> 01:01:13,150 information about our services and activities, you can find us 799 01:01:13,150 --> 01:01:17,990 on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter with the username FACMC. 800 01:01:18,190 --> 01:01:22,390 Again, that's FACMC. Thank you and have a blessed 801 01:01:22,390 --> 01:01:22,630 day.