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Hallelujah. 
Oh, he is good. 

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He is greatly to be praised. 
Oh, for he alone is worthy. 

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Christ the Lord. 
Amen. 

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Amen. 
It is good to be in the House of

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God tonight. 
It is good to not be stressed 

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out about what on earth is going
on as I was this morning. 

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I knew it would work out, but 
doesn't mean that it wasn't. 

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It was not fun for me. 
But we got it all figured out. 

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We had a good time with it. 
And I do, I do love those 

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moments of of it's the intimacy 
of the moments. 

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And I love the even if it's 
unexpected, I love that very 

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much so. 
And so it does not bother me to 

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look over at pastor and I tell 
him from the corner that I 

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can't, we don't, I can't fix it 
right now. 

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And he looks at me and he's 
like, and I'm like, all right, 

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all right. 
So I come back around here. 

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So, so absolutely love and 
appreciate them. 

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You can go ahead and turn in 
your Bibles to Second Chronicles

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7, verse 14. 
We read a couple passages of 

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Scripture before before you're 
seated and appreciate all your 

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love and support appreciate 
pastor and his wife for their 

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support. 
My wife and I and love our young

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people, love this church. 
And as, as he was making a joke 

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about it was this and then that.
I, I told, I told some people 

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about how this weekend it was 
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as a teacher, all of my second 
quarter grades were due on 

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Friday. 
And that's great and that's 

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dandy. 
And I had been, I had been 

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having something in the works in
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hadn't sat down and, and fleshed
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And, and on Friday, as as event 
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ministries, I went up to Muncie,
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and had a meeting, came back 
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school on Fridays. 
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were done on Thursday night so I
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And then Saturday I studied. 
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And so it is what it is. 
And he gets the glory for it 

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anyways. 
Amen, Amen, Amen. 

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Second Chronicles 7, verse 14 
and Eury, it says, If my people,

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which are called by my name, 
shall humble themselves, and 

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pray, and seek my face, and turn
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will I hear from heaven, and 
will forgive their sin, and will

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heal their land. 
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15, Now first Samuel 15, verse 
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one states, Samuel also said 
unto Saul, The Lord sent me to 

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anoint thee to be king over his 
people over Israel. 

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Now therefore hearken thou unto 
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Lord. 
Thus saith the Lord of hosts. 

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I remember that which Amalek did
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Now he how he laid wait for him 
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Egypt. 
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Amalek and utterly destroy, 
destroy all that they have and 

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spare them not, but slay both 
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suckling, ox and sheep, camel 
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And verse 8 jumping down the 
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people spared a gag and the best
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all the fatlings and of the 
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would not utterly destroy them. 
But everything that was vile and

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refuse that they utterly 
destroyed they destroyed 

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utterly. 
Tonight I have a simple title, I

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hope simple message for you. 
I would like to title this the 

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cost of keeping what's best. 
The cost of keeping what's best.

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If you set down your Bibles. 
Help me pray tonight. 

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Lord, I ask you just to move in 
this place. 

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Lord, your glory would shine, 
Lord out poor Lord of your 

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spirit, Lord upon your people. 
Lord, you would anoint my lips 

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and play. 
Lord, Your word would come 

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forth. 
Lord, it would not be my words, 

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but it would be you. 
You don't touch your people or 

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prepare hearts and minds as a 
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Lord will not fail to thank you 
and praise you in Jesus mighty 

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name that we pray and everyone 
said in Jesus name, Amen and 

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Amen. 
You may be seated tonight. 

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The cost of keeping what's best 
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in the Bible, in the Old 
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demanding a king. 
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And I don't know about in your 
Bible, but in certain in some of

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my Bibles that I have at home, 
they have sections and they're 

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kind of divided off in this 
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particular is divided into 
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And the first heading is 
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All right, easy enough. 
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Samuel warns Israel, he's 
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asking of God. 
They are what they are going to 

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get if they get a king over 
Israel. 

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And then the third and final 
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repeats the demand for a king. 
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adamant that we need a king over
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And so even though Samuel warned
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still repeated the demand for a 
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And so at the start of of first 
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introduced to Saul as we know 
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He was he was from the tribe of 
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seemingly insignificant tribe. 
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out and it says there was a man 
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Kish, the son of Abiel, the son 
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Bekaroth, the son of A a Faye 
Benjamite, a mighty man of 

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power. 
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saw a choice young man and a 
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And there was not among the 
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person than he. 
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was higher than any of the 
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So it's saying Saul look good, 
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We we talk about us all looked 
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He seemed fit for for the job 
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And in first Samuel 19 and 16 
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says, tomorrow about this time I
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land of Benjamin, and thou shalt
anoint him to be captain over my

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people Israel, that he may save 
my people out of the hand of the

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Philistines. 
For I have looked upon my people

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because their cry is come unto 
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And so we have been introduced 
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would seem as though based off 
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he would be coming from the 
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small that that he would be 
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little bit of humility comes 
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will. 
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There is no doubt about that. 
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send tomorrow this man and you 
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And but when God chose him to 
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chapter 10, Saul anointed Saul 
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And in the beginning of that 
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of reluctant, if you will, in, 
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20 through 22. 
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caused all the tribes of Israel 
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Benjamin was taken. 
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tribe of Benjamin to come nearby
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Matri was taken and saw the son 
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be yet come thither. 
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hath hid himself among the 
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He was, he was hiding amongst 
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was slow to accept this 
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He was still not processing this
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beneficial, seemingly would be. 
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Maybe from the outside looking 
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appearance of Saul, it would 
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stature and that he would be 
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But he hid among the baggage and
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Saul showed great potential. 
In first Samuel 11 he he rallied

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the people to defeat the 
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Jabesh Gilead. 
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six, he even says the Spirit of 
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he heard those tidings and his 
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this victory against the 
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solidified, if you will, and he 
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But there were cracks in once 
humble Saul's character that 

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began to show as time went on as
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In First Samuel 13, we see he 
faced the Philistines and his 

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army was filled with fear. 
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Samuel to offer sacrifice as 
instructed, Saul decided to take

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minors into his own hands. 
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The man of God doesn't have to 
offer it. 

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I'll offer the sacrifices. 
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It even says in First Samuel 
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unto Saul, to Saul, thou hast 
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Thou hast not kept the 
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which he commanded thee. 
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the Lord, have established thy 
Kingdom upon Israel forever, but

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now thy Kingdom them shall not 
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The Lord hath sought him a man 
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Lord hath commanded him to be 
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Because thou hast not kept what 
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thee. 
He's saying I'm I want to find a

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man after my own heart because 
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after what God asked. 
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someone after his own heart. 
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major act of disobedience, 
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will, to rely on his his own his
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trusting God's timing and plan. 
And by the time we have reached 

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First Samuel 15 in our reading 
in our opening text, Saul has 

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had multiple opportunities to 
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faithfulness to God. 
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thus continues instead. 
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Samuel 15, we have saw we have 
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his kingship, right, because God
is asking to find a man after 

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his own heart because of the way
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But but God is trying to be 
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And and I see this in the 
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reading, chapter 15 verse one, 
Samuel's talking to him and 

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said, I have anointed the king. 
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him. 
He's reminding Saul why he 

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anointed him and it was for God.
It was for God's people. 

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And, and he God gave a clear 
command through Samuel in the 

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beginning of chapter 15 to 
utterly destroy the Amalekites, 

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leave nothing alive, nothing, 
nothing breathing. 

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It wasn't just a suggestion. 
It was tied to God's greater 

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purpose and justice. 
And the Amalekites had this long

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history of opposing God's people
and, and their continued 

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existence represented rebellion 
against God's sovereignty. 

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And so Saul, instead of fully 
obeying, chose to spare King 

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Agagon and keep what he 
considered and the people 

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considered the best of the sheep
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And, and on the surface, it 
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Saul. 
It might have seemed noble or 

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strategic even, or, or a logical
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You know, Saul's trying to prove
his, his great, his great 

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kingship and prove, you know, 
taking King Agag as as a 

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prisoner, if you will, is better
than killing him, obviously, 

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because shows some superiority 
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wouldn't sacrificing the best 
animals, wouldn't that be 

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pleasing unto God? 
Wouldn't wouldn't sacrificing 

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the best be pleasing? 
Wouldn't, wouldn't sparing the 

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king to demonstrate his Saul's 
power and to and mercy? 

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But it wasn't about Saul's 
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It was about God's power. 
To Saul, his actions felt right.

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However, the issue wasn't just 
what Saul did, it was why he did

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it. 
Saul's decision revealed his 

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deeper struggle, if you will. 
He he He trusted his reasoning 

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over God's command. 
He trusted his decision making 

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over God's commandment. 
He prioritized his judgment over

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obedience to God. 
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lied. 
Truly God, Saul thought he could

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improve on God's. 
He believed that he had the 

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right to decide what parts of 
God's plan and command were 

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worth following in and what 
could be flexible. 

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But really, Saul's partial 
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disobedience. 
Instead, John 14 and verse 15 

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says If you love me, keep my 
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Obedience to God isn't just 
about following orders like a 

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mindless robot. 
It's an expression of love and 

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it's an expression of trust. 
Our obedience is not about a 

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command like yes Sir, it is 
about love and trust unto God 

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and knowing that He has the best
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When we choose to obey, we 
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infinitely greater than our own.
Saul's decision to keep what he 

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thought was best for the from 
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livestock or or power. 
It was a statement that his way 

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was better than God's way. 
And when he got done, he I could

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seesaw. 
I could seesaw when he got done,

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he's standing there, he feels 
he's got his chest all puffed 

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out and he's just thinking, man,
I am so smart. 

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Why didn't God think of this? 
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That's not what God intended. 
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not God's power. 
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the Lord with all thine heart 
and lean not and to thine own 

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understanding in all thy ways 
acknowledge him and he shall 

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direct thy paths. 
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writer of Proverbs is stating to
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He he leaned onto his own 
understanding. 

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He convinced himself, if you 
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animals for sacrifice would 
honor God and and keeping and 

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sparing a gag would honor God 
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But it wasn't about honoring 
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It was about honoring Saul. 
It was about the man in the 

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mirror. 
The truth is God isn't looking 

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for us to improve the plan or 
the command. 

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He isn't looking for us to 
improve the Word. 

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He is looking for us to trust 
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Saul missed the bigger picture 
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He missed. 
He missed the bigger picture. 

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What God commanded him wasn't 
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It was about reshaping Saul's 
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God's sovereignty. 
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talked to him at the beginning 
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the command and reminded, 
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was it was an opportunity to see
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God intended to have be done. 
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Even though he was given the 
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was told This is why I anointed 
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Remember when I anointed you? 
This is why instead, by sparing 

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a gag and sparing the best 
livestock, Saul not only 

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disobeyed, but put in motion 
consequences that he could not 

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foresee. 
What Saul could not foresee What

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would happen if he spared a gag?
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failed to fulfill God's command,
but he set the stage for a 

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generational conflict that would
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people as we know it in the Old 
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spare Agag and in the moment, 
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Though the Bible doesn't record 
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is clear that the sentence 
survived and and it left a 

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thread of the Amalekite blood 
and influence throughout history

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that eventually resurfaced 
generations later by the then by

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the name of Haman. 
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years in the Persian Empire 
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Xerxes. 
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after these things did King 
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of Hamidatha the Agagite, and 
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above all the Princess that were
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Haman was a descendant of a gag 
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with it a deep hatred for the 
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spiritual and generational 
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It was a grudge that was 
lingering, the consequences that

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were lingering from Saul's 
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Haman's hatred for the Jews was 
so intense that it wasn't enough

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just to seek vengeance against 
Mordecai who who is the Jewish 

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man who refused to bow to him. 
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that in in Esther 3 and verse 5.
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bowed not nor did him reverence.
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and he thought scorn to lay his 
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they had showed him the people 
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Wherefore Haman sought to 
destroy all the Jews that were 

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throughout the whole Kingdom of 
Habassuras, and even the people 

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of Mordecai. 
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annihilation. 
It wasn't about just taking care

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of Mordecai. 
He was going out for blood of 

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the all of the Jews. 
The story of Haman shows us the 

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ripple effect of disobedience. 
What Saul thought was minor 

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issue or a minor change in 
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Sparing one man seemed seemed OK
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generational disaster. 
If Saul had obeyed God 

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completely, Haman would never 
have been born and the Jewish 

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people would have been spared 
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And when? 
When we keep what God asks us to

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destroy, the cost is far greater
than we can imagine in our 

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mortal minds. 
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That's sparing something that 
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It won't harm anyone. 
It's not going to harm anyone. 

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In Saul's case, sparing a gag 
almost led to the annihilation 

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of the entire Jewish race as we 
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Then Saul had this opportunity. 
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king. 
He had been given mercy by God 

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and he was trust. 
He was he was had an opportunity

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to be a king that trusted and 
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He had the opportunity. 
But instead he let his pride and

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he let his reasoning cloud his 
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Saul's obed disobedience cost 
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instead in the motion those 
events he said in motion those 

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events that almost destructed 
God's people and to due to this 

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disobedience of Saul, God found 
a new king, a king that was 

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after his own heart, a new king 
to annoy. 

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When the Philistines are against
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Samuel, Goliath continues to 
challenge in the and, and 

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challenge and mock them and mock
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Goliath and the Philistines were
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people and that was unacceptable
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So what did David do? 
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realized that the fight was not 
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He told Goliath, he told Goliath
that I come in the name of the 

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Lord and the Lord will deliver 
you into my hands. 

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So we already have a man after 
God's own heart. 

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He he's already, he's already 
fulfilling a part of this 

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kingshiply duties by by giving 
the fight unto God instead of 

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trying to do it on his own. 
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He grabbed a stone. 
No, he didn't grab a stone. 

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He grabbed 5 stones. 
He didn't just grab 5 stones for

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no reason. 
He grabbed 5 stones because 

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David was trusting in God and 
prepared to not only kill 

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Goliath, but Goliath had four 
brothers and he was prepared. 

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He didn't need a command from 
God to defend against oppressors

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like Goliath in the Philistines.
He didn't need a command like 

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like Saul did. 
Saul needed a command, but David

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was like, I cannot stand for 
this. 

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This is against God. 
I cannot stand for this. 

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I'm going to grab 5 stones 
because Goliath has four 

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brothers and God is faithful to 
take all of them out. 

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He knew that if they were 
against God and his and his 

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people, then they had to go. 
It wasn't enough to just grab 

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one stone. 
He was prepared to take them all

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out. 
If we take a page from David's 

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book instead of Shaw, when we 
When there is something in your 

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life that comes up against you 
that is against God, don't pick 

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up just one stone. 
You better pick up enough to 

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wipe out the rest that is coming
to you. 

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It's not just enough to take out
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You have to be prepared for the 
thing that will try to take its 

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place. 
David gave the fight to the Lord

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and it wasn't. 
He wasn't in the business of 

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just capturing Goliath. 
He was in the business of 

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annihilation. 
He was in the business of taking

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care of business. 
He was in the business as as 

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Saul did a gag. 
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Once Dave Goliath was knocked 
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It wasn't just enough for him to
be knocked down and knocked out.

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It was not enough. 
He grabbed the Goliath sword and

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he cut off his head because this
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I am not going to allow you to 
to live and go on and then maybe

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come back again with your 
problems and and go against 

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God's people. 
Once you knock down what is in 

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your life that is coming against
God, you better be prepared to 

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kill it. 
You may have been anointed as 

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Saul was and you may have been 
called, but you if you decide 

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you live your life like Saul and
you keep what you think is best 

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in your life and and when you 
really, really what you kept 

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ended up being a hindrance to 
your walk, a hindrance to your 

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call, don't be surprised. 
Don't be surprised if you choose

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to live like Saul and God finds 
a David to fulfill what was 

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originally meant to be done 
through you. 

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When God asks us to release 
something, he sees the bigger 

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picture that we cannot see. 
He sees the future consequences 

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of our decisions. 
In Sauls case, Isaiah 55 and 

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verse 8 says, For my thoughts 
are not your thoughts, neither 

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are my your ways my way, saith 
the Lord. 

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For as the heavens are higher 
than the earth, so are my ways 

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higher than your ways, and my 
thoughts than your thoughts. 

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This is why obedience matters. 
Even when we think we know 

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what's best, God's thoughts are 
higher. 

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Jesus says in Luke 9 and verse 
23 it says, And he said unto 

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them all, If any man will come 
after me, let him deny himself, 

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and take up his cross daily, and
follow me. 

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For whosoever will save his life
shall lose in. 

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But whosoever will lose his life
for my sake, the same will shall

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save it. 
Letting go of what we think is 

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best and trusting in God's plan 
may feel like a loss at times. 

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It may feel like a loss in the 
moment, but it leads to life, it

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leads to freedom and it leads to
blessing. 

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Obeying God's command leads to 
life and it spares us from from 

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future dangers like like in this
case of agog. 

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It would have saved them from 
future dangers of Haman and and 

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God would have been spared have 
having to deal. 

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The people of God would have 
been spared to deal with the the

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Haman and and him coming against
God's people and Luke 11 in 28 

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even says but he said yeah, 
rather blessed are they that 

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hear the word of God and keep 
it. 

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Saul was told by Samuel, the man
of God a command and he did not 

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keep the word of God. 
The blessing is in obedience. 

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When we obey God to the fullest 
to the Max, we avoid the long 

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term cost. 
We avoid the long term cost that

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may ripple throughout our lives.
Obedience. 

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Our disobedience might not seem 
like a big deal today, but in 

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the long run it could be the 
difference between heaven or 

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hell. 
It could impact not only our 

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eternity, but impact the ones 
around us that we have influence

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over. 
It could impact just as Saul's 

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decision gave birth to an enemy 
like Haman, our decisions to 

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hold on the things that have not
of God can give the enemy 

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foothold in our lives. 
Jesus made it clear Matthew 7 

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and 21. 
It says not everyone that saith 

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in the name Lord, Lord shall 
enter into the Kingdom of 

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heaven, but he that doeth the 
will of my Father, which is in 

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heaven. 
The stakes are eternal. 

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It's not just about avoiding the
immediate consequences. 

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It's not just it's, it's about 
securing your place. 

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It's about staying the course of
the straight and the narrow. 

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When we try to keep what we deem
is best or what we try to to off

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put and say, well, it's not as 
important or that's not a 

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doctrinal issue. 
That's not a heaven or hell 

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issue. 
That's my favorite when we try 

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to do that and when God asked 
you to let go of something and 

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obey His will, your choice can 
affect your relationship. 

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It can affect your relationship 
forever, whether positively or 

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negatively. 
The thing we have to ask 

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ourselves, ladies and gentlemen,
is are you keeping something 

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that you deem is best that does 
not align with God? 

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Is it something that could cost 
us possibly our eternity? 

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If it's in the Word of God and 
it is spelled out in black and 

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white, then I would dare say you
definitely need to go back into 

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the Word and dig into that a 
little more. 

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If it's something that is a hard
issue, you need to dig back into

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the word. 
If it's a pride issue, you need 

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to sacrifice yourself and take 
up your cross and deny yourself 

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because if we keep these things 
that we think and we hold dear, 

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at times it could cost 
everything. 

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What are you letting live? 
What are you letting live? 

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In Second Chronicles 714 and 
then our opening opening 

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passage, God promises healing 
and restoration. 

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Those that humble themselves 
pray and turn from disobedience 

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so that turning requires us to 
actually let go of of things. 

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So let go of our ideas of what 
what we would determine as as 

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best and fully surrender to his 
will and to kill what God, what 

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comes between US and God. 
You have to be ready to take it 

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on. 
You have to be ready to kill it.

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It's not enough to just knock it
down. 

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You could knock it down and it 
won't bother you for a week, 

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maybe two weeks. 
And what does it do? 

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It rears its ugly head again. 
It comes back. 

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You have to be ready to kill it.
No. 

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No turning back. 
No turning back. 

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What are we letting live? 
I wonder tonight if we could 

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stand tonight in this place as 
the music comes. 

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Saul's disobedience brought 
Haman into the world. 

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But your disobedience could 
bring destruction in your life 

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and and those around you. 
The cost of keep keeping what 

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seems best is far too high. 
Ladies and gentlemen, it is far 

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too high. 
We have a choice, we have an 

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opportunity to choose life. 
We have an opportunity to choose

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God above all else. 
And and through that, if we, if 

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we feel like God is speaking to 
something that that is we're 

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holding on to, that is hindering
us, that is hurting us from 

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00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:04,640
continuing on in our walk with 
God. 

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I encourage you to come forward 
and I encourage you to come 

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forward and pray and asking God 
to give us strength to release 

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what He has asked you to let go 
of. 

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Trust in His plan, trusting that
it is far greater, far greater 

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than anything we could imagine 
it could be. 

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The difference between heaven or
hell is the best, the best. 

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The self-proclaimed best that 
Saul kept did him no good in the

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long run. 
It did him nothing it did not. 

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00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:41,000
Obeying today could choose life 
and life more abundantly, 

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abundantly above all we could 
ask of all we could think. 

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00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:49,160
Oh God, I ask you just to move 
in this place. 

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00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,720
Oh that we could come and lay it
down at the altar. 

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00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,800
What we deemed as best in our 
life, what we have kept and held

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00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:01,280
on to probably for too long. 
Lord, I want to give it unto you

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that our, our life would be a 
living sacrifice unto you, that 

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00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:11,000
we would follow after you and, 
and your word and what it deems 

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00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:15,160
as best instead of what we 
self-proclaimed to be right and 

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00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:18,440
what we self-proclaimed to be 
justice. 

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God, I ask you just to move. 
Lord, anything that you have 

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00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:25,560
impressed in on me that I would 
let go of, that I would not only

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00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:28,560
knock it down, but I would be 
prepared to kill it. 

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I would be prepared to take it 
out completely. 

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00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:36,520
God, you are the magnificent 
author and creator and finisher 

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00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:39,360
of our faith. 
Lord, I want to give you my 

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everything, but I cannot do 
that. 

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00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:44,160
If I try to hold on to things, 
hold on. 

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00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:46,800
The things that are weighing me 
down, hold on the things that 

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00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:50,480
are holding me back from 
finishing the word, from 

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00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:55,480
finishing and going another 
level, going rooted deeper into 

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00:32:55,480 --> 00:32:57,440
you, rooted deeper into the 
word. 

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00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,880
Rooted deeper to where I could 
be a better witness to my 

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00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:02,720
family. 
I could be a better witness to 

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00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:07,120
those at my workplace around. 
I could not hold on to things 

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00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:10,520
that are against your word and I
could seek your face and 

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00:33:10,520 --> 00:33:14,080
allowing you to move in this 
place and in me. 

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Hallelujah, Hallelujah, 
Hallelujah.

