1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,680 Magnify the Lord together today. Oh, there's no other name than 2 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:14,160 another given among men under heaven whereby we must be saved. 3 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:16,560 Hallelujah. What a beautiful name. 4 00:00:16,560 --> 00:00:19,920 The name of Jesus. Amen. 5 00:00:20,080 --> 00:00:24,600 Amen. Someone say Amen, Praise God 6 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:26,640 today. So we are doubly honored this 7 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:29,080 morning, my son. Every day I get to introduce 2 8 00:00:29,080 --> 00:00:31,360 speakers in one service. Amen. 9 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:34,920 We are doubly honored today to have Doctor Graham. 10 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:39,800 Doctor Christopher Graham pastors a man in Oklahoma. 11 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:43,960 He's a doctor of social work. He has, he's a licensed clinical 12 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:47,680 social worker. He's the owner and CEO of the 13 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:53,680 Full Harvest Counseling there in Oklahoma Pastor is a great 14 00:00:53,680 --> 00:00:55,920 church. He has a lovely wife, which I 15 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:59,360 know he wished was standing right by him right now and two 16 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:03,480 two handsome young men Amen. We love doctor Graham he's a 17 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,519 great individual. I couldn't even really I 18 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:07,760 couldn't trace back like where we intersected. 19 00:01:07,760 --> 00:01:11,480 It's like it just kind of there's this seeping together of 20 00:01:11,480 --> 00:01:17,080 the lives and some sort but seeping yes again, prison 21 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:20,720 ministry is probably has been the the concrete that has sealed 22 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,640 the deal. He's a tremendous, great, great 23 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:26,040 speaker. We whenever we're all together, 24 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:31,280 we just have a lot of fun and laughs and family and so on and 25 00:01:31,280 --> 00:01:33,040 so forth. And we're honored to have him 26 00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:37,240 today. AKA he's like GQ of Pentecost. 27 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:42,000 Brother McCrory told him he likes to look good rather than 28 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:44,280 be comfortable, so he is GQ, Amen. 29 00:01:44,360 --> 00:01:45,920 So we're thankful today. We honor him. 30 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:49,280 We do love you, Doctor Graham, please come share your heart. 31 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:51,240 Minister to us today. Don't you want to hear what the 32 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:53,440 Lord has to say? Again, Amen. 33 00:01:53,440 --> 00:01:58,240 God bless. Hallelujah. 34 00:01:58,240 --> 00:02:01,000 Can we give the Lord a handclap of praise today? 35 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:05,840 Yes, Lord Jesus, I, I understand that. 36 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:11,720 It's only about 11:00 and so typically we're just starting 37 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:13,760 church. We start around 10:30. 38 00:02:14,120 --> 00:02:16,200 So y'all just buckle up buttercup. 39 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:18,680 It's going to be all right. I promise. 40 00:02:18,680 --> 00:02:24,880 Mexican food will be waiting and that's always waiting. 41 00:02:25,360 --> 00:02:30,200 Gloria Rios, Hallelujah. Hey, man, I am so thrilled to be 42 00:02:30,200 --> 00:02:32,200 here with you. Can be seated for a moment. 43 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:35,240 And I just want to give honor to the McGee family. 44 00:02:35,480 --> 00:02:40,000 And it does seem like seeping might not be the best word, but 45 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:45,480 it is an accurate word because we've just it's been intertwined 46 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:48,840 for a long time and just kind of knowing and passing and and 47 00:02:48,840 --> 00:02:51,320 y'all, he's your pastor. So you know this. 48 00:02:51,320 --> 00:02:54,000 But like this family is a big deal. 49 00:02:55,840 --> 00:03:00,000 I'm nervous. I mean, for real. 50 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,280 They, I mean, they've been around for a little while and 51 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:05,440 they're well known, they're well preached and and we were so 52 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:08,920 thrilled to have them in in Oklahoma not too long ago for a 53 00:03:08,920 --> 00:03:11,800 midwinter conference. And everyone afterwards was 54 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:14,120 like, man, this was like NYC brother. 55 00:03:14,560 --> 00:03:18,760 And I'm like, yes, challenge accepted. 56 00:03:19,080 --> 00:03:22,960 I mean, just fantastic ministry. And every time he preaches the 57 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:25,000 word, it always comes with authority. 58 00:03:25,200 --> 00:03:27,400 And his lovely family. I mean, just beautiful, 59 00:03:27,400 --> 00:03:30,200 wonderful, kind people in the McDonald's. 60 00:03:32,200 --> 00:03:35,240 Can't say enough about them. Since the moment we met in 61 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:40,320 Chillicothe, it's just been like, I don't know, just family. 62 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:43,880 Like I always feel like an extension, which means yes, we 63 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:48,000 poke fun at each other, call each other names. 64 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:49,920 We're not going to do it this morning because y'all are 65 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:55,960 sanctified, but I want to lose my license. 66 00:03:56,800 --> 00:04:03,680 We are real close to Indiana and that's like praise the Lord, but 67 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,240 God is good. I miss my family. 68 00:04:05,240 --> 00:04:07,000 I love my family. I know they're having good 69 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:11,000 church in Oklahoma to all the ministry that I've got to meet 70 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:12,760 and and everyone from the church. 71 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:17,320 They gave their testimonies. It was fantastic. 72 00:04:18,279 --> 00:04:21,839 It was fantastic, and I'm so honored and humbled to be here. 73 00:04:21,959 --> 00:04:23,760 Humbled. I said it with a hard H. 74 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:26,880 You can criticize me later. Amen. 75 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:29,840 If you have your Bible, if you would turn with me to Numbers 76 00:04:29,840 --> 00:04:34,600 chapter 14, I would say I'm not going to try and be long, but 77 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:37,080 then you're going to have this expectation of me. 78 00:04:37,600 --> 00:04:40,600 So I'm just going to try and be appropriate. 79 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:45,680 All right, Numbers chapter 14, 20. 80 00:04:45,680 --> 00:04:48,640 He's long winded. OK, all right, then we are 81 00:04:48,640 --> 00:04:51,400 definitely OK. Praise the Lord. 82 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:55,800 This is going to be comfortable. Numbers 1421 through 24. 83 00:04:56,240 --> 00:04:57,840 I'm sorry, brother, don't kick me out. 84 00:05:00,280 --> 00:05:04,080 But as truly as I live, all the earth shall be filled with the 85 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:08,320 glory of the Lord, because all those men which have seen my 86 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:11,240 glory and my miracles, which I did in Egypt and in the 87 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:15,360 wilderness and have tempted me. Now these 10 times, he's talking 88 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:19,920 about the 10 spies -2 that had gone in and they've not 89 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:22,360 hearkened to my voice. They weren't listening to my 90 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:24,120 voice. They went into the land. 91 00:05:24,320 --> 00:05:27,320 They did all the right work. They look the right way. 92 00:05:27,480 --> 00:05:29,720 They were the mighty men of the tribes. 93 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:33,000 But they weren't listening to my voice. 94 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:35,440 Amen. They weren't hearing not just 95 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:38,640 what I was saying, but they weren't hearing my heart for the 96 00:05:38,640 --> 00:05:45,000 land. Surely they shall not see the 97 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:51,920 land which I swear unto their fathers talking about a 98 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:56,440 generation. And it's not even a a generation 99 00:05:56,440 --> 00:06:00,360 that was disobedient. It was a generation that doubted 100 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:05,120 what God could do. They will not see the land which 101 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:09,640 I swear unto their fathers, neither shall any of them that 102 00:06:09,640 --> 00:06:13,720 provoked me see it. And here's the kicker. 103 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:24,040 But my servant Caleb, because he had another spirit with him, 104 00:06:26,400 --> 00:06:32,120 because he had something different on the inside, and he 105 00:06:32,120 --> 00:06:36,280 followed me not just a little bit, but he went to the hard 106 00:06:36,280 --> 00:06:41,200 places, He went to the rough part of town, and he followed me 107 00:06:41,280 --> 00:06:46,400 fully. Him will I bring into the land 108 00:06:47,200 --> 00:06:53,000 wherein to He went, and His seed shall possess it. 109 00:06:53,760 --> 00:06:57,360 I just want to preach for a few moments on a simple idea. 110 00:06:58,040 --> 00:07:01,800 Built different, built different. 111 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:05,480 Can you lay your Bible down and pray with me and for me? 112 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:08,080 Lord, I thank you for your anointing, and I thank you for 113 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:10,520 your presence. God, I ask that Your mercy would 114 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:12,760 be in this place. Lord, I thank you for your 115 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:15,280 cleansing power. Jesus, for the authority that 116 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:18,000 you carry in here. God, I pray that you would pour 117 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:21,160 out your spirit, Lord, that Your word would be confirmed with 118 00:07:21,160 --> 00:07:25,800 signs and wonders in miracles, in Jesus mighty name. 119 00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:28,320 Can you give the Lord a handclap this morning? 120 00:07:28,480 --> 00:07:30,400 Hallelujah. You may be seated. 121 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:33,960 Hallelujah. Jesus as Apostolic. 122 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:40,400 There's just something about us. Y'all Pentecostal. 123 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,160 We OK, All right, just go with me. 124 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:47,640 I've been, I've been Pentecostal for a minute or two and as 125 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:51,840 Pentecostals, when you go into, I don't want to offend nobody. 126 00:07:51,880 --> 00:07:57,160 So if I do just tug, tug brother, when you go into a 127 00:07:57,160 --> 00:08:00,480 Baptist Church, it feels different. 128 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:07,160 I've got some good friends that are Catholic, God bless them all 129 00:08:07,160 --> 00:08:14,640 the things. It's different how many y'all 130 00:08:14,640 --> 00:08:18,360 invited somebody to church that one time and you're like, 131 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:20,920 there's that Holy Ghost disclaimer. 132 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:26,120 I just feel like I need to tell you. 133 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:32,440 I know we met at work. It was a safe place. 134 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:38,520 It's about to be strange. There's always that disclaimer 135 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:42,840 because being Apostolic is just a little bit different and, and 136 00:08:42,919 --> 00:08:46,680 I try to wrap my mind, right. What makes us just a little bit 137 00:08:46,680 --> 00:08:48,560 different? And then, and then I was praying 138 00:08:48,560 --> 00:08:51,600 this morning and I was up early. I love waking up early and just 139 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:54,160 getting in the word and praying, especially when we've done, 140 00:08:54,360 --> 00:08:56,400 we've done prison and I'm exhausted. 141 00:08:57,440 --> 00:08:59,920 I was glad to wake up in the morning. 142 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:04,280 I was so tired last night, but I woke up this morning and I just 143 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:07,400 began praying and listening to worship music and, and I'll be 144 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:09,280 honest with you, I listen to Bethel. 145 00:09:11,680 --> 00:09:15,680 We all right, Everyone's OK. I've, I've, I've been known to 146 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,760 listen to Hillsong a time or two. 147 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:23,280 Upper room has come across my Spotify playlist and Brandon 148 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:27,720 Lake a couple of times has just he's made his way into my 149 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:36,120 worship service. Oh, forgive me, Lord, but 150 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:39,560 there's something different. Because when they're worshipping 151 00:09:39,560 --> 00:09:42,920 on stage with all the lights and with all the smoke and with all 152 00:09:42,920 --> 00:09:46,800 the perfect sound, and everything is finessed and it 153 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:50,680 all sounds just the way it's supposed to, and I'm in my hotel 154 00:09:50,680 --> 00:09:54,920 room, face down on the floor, weeping before the presence of 155 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:57,120 God. I don't know what's different 156 00:09:57,120 --> 00:10:00,960 about us, but I got to tell you that it's the Holy Ghost on the 157 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:04,920 inside. There's a fire on the inside 158 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:11,640 that we're not getting around. Some people of the name, it 159 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:13,440 don't matter what song we're singing. 160 00:10:13,640 --> 00:10:15,080 It doesn't matter where we're at. 161 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:19,000 When the presence of God moves on an Apostolic, you're either 162 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:25,000 in or you're out. It's just a little bit different 163 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:28,480 to be Pentecostal, or at least that's what I hear. 164 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:34,280 And God is calling us to be a little peculiar, a little 165 00:10:34,280 --> 00:10:37,920 strange, a little unique. It's all right, brother. 166 00:10:37,920 --> 00:10:39,840 Wear your Converse. It's OK. 167 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:42,840 It's going to be all right. I know some people you know. 168 00:10:42,840 --> 00:10:44,800 If it's not baroque, don't fix it. 169 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:48,960 Shoe wing tips. It's I'm going to get there. 170 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:52,880 Lord Jesus, help us. Dad jokes for days. 171 00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:57,320 Just hang out with me. There has to be something 172 00:10:57,320 --> 00:11:00,080 different on the inside. And when we talk about the story 173 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:03,600 of Caleb, he was he was simply one of 12 people. 174 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:06,720 And when Moses and I talked a little bit about this during our 175 00:11:06,720 --> 00:11:09,840 Princess Within conference, but Moses did the politically 176 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:13,800 correct thing and he invited The Chieftains from every Israeli 177 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:16,000 tribe. He said, send me your best 178 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,440 people. Send me all the ones that that 179 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:21,560 look the part that are in leadership, that are licensed 180 00:11:21,560 --> 00:11:23,840 with the right organizations. Hallelujah. 181 00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:31,480 And it ain't that local license. Lord, he said send me all the 182 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:35,720 best people and he finds doing the right thing and he finds 12 183 00:11:35,720 --> 00:11:39,160 men to go into the land. But there were only two that 184 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:43,080 came out with the good report. Now everyone else had a good 185 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:45,480 report. They said it looks nice, it 186 00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:47,840 smells nice, everything is beautiful. 187 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:50,800 The problem is we ain't never going to win and we all going to 188 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:53,080 die. Y'all have to. 189 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:55,800 I've been. Look, I grew up in Michigan, OK? 190 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:02,800 But then I spent some time down South, so you're just going to 191 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:04,640 have to get with me when I get a little ghetto. 192 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:11,560 I'm sorry, OK? And so he said, you got 10 193 00:12:11,560 --> 00:12:15,560 people that are coming back saying everything is exactly how 194 00:12:15,560 --> 00:12:20,200 God promised it, except for we are not strong enough to conquer 195 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:22,960 the land. We will never survive the 196 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:26,120 onslaught of trying to get where God called us to be. 197 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:30,520 We can't expand our territory because the enemy on the other 198 00:12:30,520 --> 00:12:35,320 side of my fight is too great. But Caleb comes along and Caleb 199 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:41,400 is just built different. There's something different on 200 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:45,280 the inside of Caleb because Caleb comes along and he says, 201 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:49,040 y'all don't understand that God, who did all of the stuff that we 202 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:53,280 saw in Egypt just a few weeks ago, is able to do exceeding and 203 00:12:53,280 --> 00:12:57,400 abundantly above anything that we could even imagine to the foe 204 00:12:57,400 --> 00:13:00,840 that's in front of us. I wish sometimes that we as 205 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:04,680 Pentecostals would get out of our high horses and get off our 206 00:13:04,680 --> 00:13:08,160 way because God is calling us to expand our territory. 207 00:13:08,360 --> 00:13:10,960 He's calling us to just reach a little bit. 208 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:13,320 He's calling us to reach our neighbor. 209 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,840 He's calling us to knock our neighbors door, to talk to our 210 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:19,840 coworkers, to talk to the students at school. 211 00:13:19,960 --> 00:13:22,480 He's calling us to do something a little different. 212 00:13:22,600 --> 00:13:25,240 And we're on the other side saying I can't do that. 213 00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:30,280 Are you one of the 12? Are you one of the two? 214 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:35,880 And if we're real honest, can I talk about Pentecostals here? 215 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:39,440 Is that OK? Y'all are great, Y'all are holy. 216 00:13:40,280 --> 00:13:44,040 But some people, some people in Pentecost are too sanctified to 217 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:47,840 reach the prisoners. Some people in Pentecost, unless 218 00:13:47,840 --> 00:13:50,440 you looking just right and you are wearing the right shoes and 219 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:52,920 you're wearing the right suit and everything is put together, 220 00:13:53,080 --> 00:13:54,560 you're not going to have a place. 221 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:57,280 I'm not even talking about Platform Ministries. 222 00:13:57,480 --> 00:14:00,520 I grew up in Northern Michigan and my family, we worked in a 223 00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:02,320 church. We, we were poor as dirt. 224 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,560 We didn't have anything. We had nothing. 225 00:14:04,560 --> 00:14:07,600 All of our food came from the food banks, Oregon WIC, that was 226 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:10,560 all we ever had. We didn't get really gifts on 227 00:14:10,560 --> 00:14:12,040 birthdays or Christmas or any of that. 228 00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:14,600 We didn't have anything. My dad didn't work and so we 229 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:17,960 traveled all over Michigan. We lived in Wisconsin and New 230 00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:20,560 Hampshire. I went to 27 different schools 231 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:24,960 before I dropped out in 9th grade, 27 different schools. 232 00:14:25,120 --> 00:14:30,160 So we didn't understand the comforts of of being the best 233 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:33,600 looking, the best dressed Pentecostals because everything 234 00:14:33,600 --> 00:14:38,160 we had was hand me down and then hand me around and then it 235 00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:42,400 finally made it to our house. That's all we had. 236 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:45,600 We had five kids. I was the oldest boy of five 237 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:50,920 kids and and being the oldest boy and having three brothers, I 238 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:54,480 never got really anything new. And they definitely didn't 239 00:14:55,760 --> 00:14:58,880 because whatever I got, if I didn't wear it out as a punk 240 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:01,160 skateboarder, they eventually got. 241 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:09,440 So I didn't grow up having the the posterity of, you know, that 242 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:13,160 Pentecostal heritage. We, we, we grew up in church, 243 00:15:13,160 --> 00:15:16,240 mind you, but but you didn't know my family. 244 00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:23,040 You didn't know where we were. You didn't come by our house 245 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:27,160 because it was a mess. You didn't come by and have food 246 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:30,000 with us because we didn't hardly have any food for ourselves. 247 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:33,400 You didn't really want to spend time with our family. 248 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,720 And so why on earth would God call me? 249 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:41,320 How could God ever use me in my lifetime? 250 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:45,200 And I had this idea in my mind. And again, y'all are good 251 00:15:45,200 --> 00:15:47,360 wholesome people. You reach everybody, God bless 252 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:49,480 you. But I went to some churches 253 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:52,240 where we were constantly the outcasts. 254 00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:56,160 And I'm telling you that everything that I had to get in 255 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:58,440 this world, I've had to fight for. 256 00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:02,600 Nothing ever comes easy. But there is a generation that 257 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:07,440 is being raised right now that has no idea how to stand their 258 00:16:07,440 --> 00:16:10,600 ground. The moment that it ain't easy, 259 00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:19,360 you're not in it. I wish, I wish there was a 260 00:16:19,360 --> 00:16:26,120 generation like Caleb that was built just a little different. 261 00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:32,200 You can be seated. You can be seated. 262 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:36,440 Caleb was no young buck. He wasn't a spring chicken when 263 00:16:36,440 --> 00:16:40,720 he went out to spy the land. He was already 40 years old. 264 00:16:42,640 --> 00:16:45,200 Some of y'all older than 40 are like he was still a spring 265 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:49,640 chicken brother. And I would say yes ma'am, you 266 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:56,720 are right. He was drafted when he was 40. 267 00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:01,440 He was the odd man out. He was a little bit older, he 268 00:17:01,440 --> 00:17:05,960 was a little bit seasoned, and and yet he was strong enough and 269 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:10,760 had the tenacity enough to go into the enemy's land and to spy 270 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:13,680 it out. And that man that the fire and 271 00:17:13,680 --> 00:17:17,240 zeal inside of Caleb was that he wasn't just going to go to the 272 00:17:17,240 --> 00:17:19,920 best areas. The Bible says that Caleb 273 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:24,400 received the land that he went into, but Caleb went into Horeb 274 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:28,119 and Horeb was the worst of the worst. 275 00:17:28,359 --> 00:17:32,640 I tend to think that the other 10 spies only went to the land 276 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:36,360 because the Bible says that they came back with grapes on stage. 277 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:40,600 So they went to the places very likely that it was beautiful, 278 00:17:40,720 --> 00:17:43,280 that it was a lush. It was the right side of the 279 00:17:43,280 --> 00:17:44,920 tracks. It looked good. 280 00:17:45,120 --> 00:17:48,560 I dare say that they went to someone else's church to do 281 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:54,680 outreach. They're just, I'm going to, I'm 282 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:57,080 going to hang out right here. Just bear with me. 283 00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:02,560 But Caleb, Caleb wasn't trying to look for the easy way. 284 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:06,560 Caleb went into Horeb. And I tend to think that it was 285 00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:10,720 Caleb and Joshua that came back and gave the report that there 286 00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:14,320 are giants in the land. But Caleb's mentality wasn't 287 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:17,400 such that he said there are giants in the land and so we 288 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,160 ought not go in. I think Caleb presented the 289 00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:23,560 report to the other spies to say y'all better watch out. 290 00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:30,880 Look what God is about to do. I think Caleb had enough zeal 291 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:32,920 and fire inside of him that he said. 292 00:18:33,120 --> 00:18:37,560 I saw God destroy all of Egypt. Their economy was plundered. 293 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:42,560 I watched God himself with his divine hand destroy every single 294 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:45,360 deity of Egypt by their own voice. 295 00:18:45,760 --> 00:18:50,040 I've saw God keep us for 40 days and 40 years. 296 00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:54,600 I've watched his God time after time intervened. 297 00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:59,880 I think Caleb presented the report to the others just to say 298 00:19:00,120 --> 00:19:03,000 y'all better watch what God is going to do for the children of 299 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:06,560 Israel. He understood that God was going 300 00:19:06,560 --> 00:19:10,280 to do and was able to do anything that they could imagine 301 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:15,440 because there was a promise. There was a promise. 302 00:19:16,600 --> 00:19:23,480 And so Caleb, when everyone else is doubting, Caleb is the one 303 00:19:23,480 --> 00:19:27,760 that is standing strong and he is standing stalwart and 304 00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:32,120 steadfast, and he is the one that is fighting that we go in. 305 00:19:32,120 --> 00:19:36,880 But some time passes, about 40 years, give or take, because 306 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:40,040 their doubt overcame them. They didn't know and didn't 307 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:42,160 believe what God was able to do, what he could do. 308 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,840 And so their doubt overtook them and they wander in the 309 00:19:44,840 --> 00:19:46,920 wilderness for 40 years. Are we all right, everyone? 310 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:52,840 OK. And finally they make it back to 311 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:58,560 the land of Canaan, and here they are standing on the banks 312 00:19:58,560 --> 00:20:02,720 of the Jordan River, and the most powerful thing happens. 313 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:05,640 And I'm going to say it's the most powerful thing because in 314 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:10,280 all of this story, the most incredible thing to me is that 315 00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:15,480 Caleb didn't get the senior pastor role. 316 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:22,800 He didn't get the top leadership role. 317 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:28,920 No one appoints Caleb to anything. 318 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:35,680 Actually, all we understood was that Caleb is promised because 319 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:38,320 God. God said because his heart was 320 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:42,760 wholly towards me, because he did and heard my voice and then 321 00:20:42,760 --> 00:20:45,200 followed through with everything that I was speaking to his 322 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,600 heart. He said I'm going to leave him 323 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:53,720 alive and he's going to have an inheritance, not his family like 324 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:56,080 every everyone else from his generation. 325 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:58,360 It was their families going to inherit. 326 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:02,640 But Caleb was unique because Caleb himself was going to 327 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:06,280 inherit and then Caleb's family was going to inherit after 328 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:17,240 Caleb. But Caleb is old and dusty, open 329 00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:33,670 and offend an 85 year old. I'll leave my license when I 330 00:21:39,470 --> 00:21:46,870 Caleb, by the time he reaches the banks of Jordan, is 85 years 331 00:21:47,070 --> 00:21:54,750 old, 85 years old. He's not the man in charge and 332 00:21:54,750 --> 00:21:56,150 you would think he has seniority. 333 00:21:57,230 --> 00:22:01,360 Everybody else would. Then you would think that they 334 00:22:01,360 --> 00:22:04,560 would be looking to him as like the main dude. 335 00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:11,560 Caleb, though, sits back and he waits for all these young bucks 336 00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:15,400 to come up and do their thing. And they did like, like my baby 337 00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:18,160 brothers tried to do because I was the oldest boy, had three 338 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,280 baby brothers, And so I got to choose my room first. 339 00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:25,480 I'm sorry, Brother Mack. He is not the oldest boy. 340 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:29,520 And they just got the leftover rooms. 341 00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:32,720 You know, Caleb. Caleb didn't do that. 342 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:36,720 Caleb waited for every other piece of land to be parsed out, 343 00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:40,560 and he understood that no one was going to choose Horeb. 344 00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:47,960 Nobody was like, oh, please, I hope, I hope I get the land with 345 00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:56,440 the biggest, meanest giants. Please, Lord, Caleb knew no one 346 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:58,400 was going to take the land that he was promised. 347 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:04,040 And so Caleb goes up to to Joshua and he says to Joshua, he 348 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:09,480 says, you Remember Me, right? He said, I know I'm a little old 349 00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:13,920 right now, but you look at me, dude. 350 00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:21,280 I still have all of the strength that I had when I was 40 years 351 00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:22,640 old. He said. 352 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:25,440 God hasn't let a bit of strength leave me. 353 00:23:26,440 --> 00:23:28,920 Now I don't know if that was true. 354 00:23:31,200 --> 00:23:35,320 It sure sounded good. I don't know if he actually had 355 00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:40,160 because just the laws of entropy say that as a thing ages, it 356 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,120 will degrade and deteriorate, right? 357 00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:47,480 You that new car smell only last for about 3 weeks, right? 358 00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:52,680 And then it never comes back because as things age, they 359 00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:55,120 degrade. And that's just a normal part of 360 00:23:55,120 --> 00:23:57,920 living. But something inside of Caleb 361 00:23:58,360 --> 00:24:02,880 never degraded. There was a fire inside of Caleb 362 00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:06,600 that never went out. And so when Caleb approaches 363 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:10,200 Joshua, he doesn't just say, look how strong I am. 364 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,200 He said, no bro, you don't understand. 365 00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:15,320 Look how strong the God is. That was inside of me. 366 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:17,520 There's something different inside of me. 367 00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:20,000 And the promises of a generation ago. 368 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:22,280 I'm choosing to accept them right now. 369 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:26,800 The revival that was promised a generation ago, I'm choosing to 370 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:30,360 take it right now. The property that was chosen and 371 00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:33,280 then generation ago, I'm taking it now. 372 00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,400 Here's the craziest part of this whole story. 373 00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:41,120 I'm going to wrap it up because I know Mexican food, glory, 374 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:49,320 Jesus name Caleb comes up to Joshua and says God promised me 375 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:53,560 the land, Moses promised me the land and I'm going to take that 376 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:55,520 land. Will you give me permission to 377 00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:57,000 go in? Come on church. 378 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,640 We would have we would have been so in in some churches, not this 379 00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:01,840 church. Y'all are fantastic. 380 00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:05,960 But in some churches if if if you're not the one in charge, 381 00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:12,520 you don't have a voice. I've talked to pastors that have 382 00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:15,880 a board. It's not really a board. 383 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:23,880 I've talked to pastors that you can want to be in ministry, but 384 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:26,600 unless you have the right pedigree, you're never going to 385 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:30,720 see that fulfilled. I know that doesn't happen here, 386 00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:34,400 but I've seen it happen in other churches. 387 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,320 Joshua had a different heart. He had a different approach. 388 00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:44,280 And he gives the land of of Hebron too. 389 00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:49,280 Caleb the Kennesite from the tribe of Judah. 390 00:25:51,240 --> 00:26:00,520 Caleb his Mama was Chefina. Caleb was not necessarily from 391 00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,840 Jacob's line. Caleb was different. 392 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:10,760 Caleb was literally built different because Caleb, his 393 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:17,320 whole tribe, though it rested in Judah, was actually from Esau 394 00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:24,560 and was grafted in. He he wasn't actually of Israel, 395 00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:31,280 but he was of promise. And so not having the right 396 00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:36,440 pedigree, not having the right experience or not having the 397 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:42,640 right family history yet Joshua, the man of God said you can have 398 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:47,240 everything that you're asking for because the God that goes 399 00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:49,280 before you is going to work it all out. 400 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,840 Joshua understood. He had an experience with an 401 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:55,560 Angel that said you're going to take the land. 402 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:59,600 And Caleb is the only one. Story after story. 403 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:02,200 Let me just let me bring it home here. 404 00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:08,360 Story after story of the Philistines, of the Amalekites, 405 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:12,920 of the Hittites, of the Amorites, of the Parasites. 406 00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:16,440 I had to read this name 47 different times. 407 00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:25,880 You never hear stories of the Anakims even in history. 408 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:30,320 I, I, I tried to find what, what, who were these people? 409 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:35,600 Who were these sons of Anok that lived in the place that Caleb 410 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:39,520 was trying to take? And there's no recorded history 411 00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:43,920 of them besides the encounter that they had with the people of 412 00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:48,040 God. Caleb had it inside of himself, 413 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:51,800 built just a little bit different that if God has called 414 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:55,720 me to take the land, then I'm going to take it all the way. 415 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,680 And if God has called me to destroy all of the idols and to 416 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:03,480 cut down all of the things that might oppose his will, if he's 417 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:07,720 called me to a greater holiness, if he's called me to a greater 418 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:10,720 standard, then I'm not going to stand in His way. 419 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:16,440 And Caleb, Caleb is the only one of all of the Israelites that 420 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:22,320 destroyed them, completely eradicated them from history. 421 00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:28,520 No record of the people that Caleb fought. 422 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:32,960 Musicians, if you want to come on up, Caleb was built 423 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:36,520 different. Caleb was built in a unique way 424 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,680 preceded just another moment. Just bear with me. 425 00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:42,440 Caleb had a different encounter with the presence of God. 426 00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:46,880 Caleb had an understanding that if I ever get back to the shores 427 00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:51,480 of Jordan, if I ever get access to my children, if I ever get 428 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:55,480 access to my grandchildren, if I ever get to speak to this 429 00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:59,440 generation, then I'm going to make sure that everything that 430 00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:03,040 would have blocked us from our promise is torn out completely. 431 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:08,320 There has to be a SO inside of the Apostolic Church that says 432 00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:10,600 I'm going to tear down every idol. 433 00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:18,560 Caleb was there on the battlefields, on the frontline, 434 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:22,000 by choice. He was taking his territory by 435 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,240 choice. Caleb had something different 436 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:27,280 inside of him. I don't want to have just an 437 00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:29,960 accidental encounter with an angel's wing. 438 00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:34,040 I want to have the spirit of a living God inside of me. 439 00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:36,200 Amen. I want to have the presence of 440 00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:38,240 God inside of me. But I'm gonna need you to give 441 00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:40,640 me something high because I'm feeling real good right now. 442 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:43,520 Can we stand today? I want to tell you that the 443 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:46,880 presence of God living in you, it's not just something that we 444 00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:49,640 talk about. It's not just I don't want you 445 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:52,560 to think that I'm just preaching Holy Ghost cliches. 446 00:29:55,720 --> 00:30:07,600 The spirit of a living God. They called him Elohim is inside 447 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,840 of you. They called him Jehovah Rapha, 448 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:13,000 He's inside of you. They called him Jehovah Shalom. 449 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:16,000 He's inside of you. They called him Jehovah Nisi. 450 00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:20,000 He's inside of you. This one true living God is 451 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:26,880 dwelling on the inside of man. You become a temple Jesus, 452 00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:32,680 Jesus, Jesus. He's waiting for somebody to act 453 00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:36,080 just a little bit different. He's waiting for somebody to 454 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:39,880 step out and be different in your community, to be different 455 00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:42,400 in your school, to be different at your job. 456 00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:45,840 When other people are, when other people are going out 457 00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:48,520 drinking, you're the one that say no, I don't even need that. 458 00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:50,520 When other people are going for smoke breaks. 459 00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,760 It's you that's standing there saying, you know what? 460 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:56,280 I don't need that right now because my God has made me a 461 00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:59,080 temple and it's spirit dwells inside of me. 462 00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:01,680 Don't you know that? I've been bloodborne again. 463 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:05,280 I've been washed and sanctified. I've been delivered. 464 00:31:05,720 --> 00:31:11,800 I wish somebody, I wish somebody understood that you're a one God 465 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:14,120 Apostolic. Don't talk it. 466 00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:17,760 Holy, rolling, born again, heaven, not believer. 467 00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:33,760 Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Zephaniah 317 says, The Lord, 468 00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:37,560 thy God in the midst of thee is mighty. 469 00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:43,240 He will save, and he will rejoice over thee with joy. 470 00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:50,680 He will rest in his love, and he will joy over thee with singing, 471 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:54,280 with singing. Understand some of us as 472 00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:59,200 Christians, some Christians, the song that Jesus sings over them 473 00:31:59,200 --> 00:32:03,600 is Jesus loves me. This I know for the Bible tells 474 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:07,400 me so. Some people it's Father Abraham 475 00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:13,880 and many sons because you have all the right history, you have 476 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,560 the right pedigree, and that's fantastic. 477 00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:20,240 And some people are singing, I'm sold out and the presence of God 478 00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,040 is right there and you got a little church bump in you. 479 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,680 But here's what I want. I want God to sing Wild Thing. 480 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:33,160 I want to be just a little bit different. 481 00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:35,920 I don't want to fit in the status quo. 482 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:38,720 I don't want to have church as usual. 483 00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:43,440 I want the Spirit of God inside of me and throwing out of me. 484 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,000 Can I tell a story? Am I right? 485 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:57,960 Can I tell a story? Princess within conference. 486 00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:01,600 Awesome, fantastic. But I'm going to be real honest, 487 00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,880 it was tight. Everything was amazing. 488 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:07,840 The preaching was incredible, the music was amazing, the 489 00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:14,320 testimonies were top notch, but it was tight and I just I felt 490 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,440 it even from the first day. I'm like God, break something in 491 00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:22,840 here, break something in here. And, and it was the last person, 492 00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,520 the last person that was getting prayer. 493 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:30,760 Sister Wendy brought her up to a couple of us and I, I just 494 00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:35,040 happened to be annoyingly and uncomfortably right in the front 495 00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:41,160 and she brought this lady, this older lady up and said the 496 00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:43,440 chaplains asked us if we'll pray for her. 497 00:33:44,360 --> 00:33:47,520 She has liver cancer. They've used all of their 498 00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:50,400 resources inside that facility and there's nothing that they 499 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:53,400 can do for her. There's nothing else that they 500 00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:54,960 can do. They're trying to get other 501 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:58,120 things, but it doesn't look like it's going to happen. 502 00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:02,240 And so the chaplain asked if we would pray for her and Sister 503 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:03,920 Wendy. And I know it was all of her 504 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:06,080 face. She said, can you pray that God 505 00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:09,360 heals her liver? And in my heart, I wanted to do, 506 00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:10,679 I'm just going to be real honest. 507 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:14,239 Every part of me, Brother McGee was like, boy, you better spit 508 00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:20,480 in tongues. You know I'm talking about that 509 00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:25,600 shake, that old liver right out of her. 510 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:42,360 That was the very first thought that I had, was be obedient to 511 00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:46,880 the chaplain and do what Sister Wendy just asked you to do and 512 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:51,320 speak life over this lady. And then something else just 513 00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:55,400 triggered inside of me. I was driving down or up here 514 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,440 from McAlester, OK. I passed through Saint Louis. 515 00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,360 And there was a family that I've never met before. 516 00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:02,000 And their baby was in the hospital. 517 00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:04,800 He was dying. He didn't have kidneys and his 518 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,360 he had no bladder. He was born with that. 519 00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:08,240 And he lived for a month and a half. 520 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:10,520 And they were like, this is his last days. 521 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:11,800 We didn't even expect to have him. 522 00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:14,000 And so they're like, Brother Graham, can you please go pray? 523 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:15,720 And I said, absolutely, I'm going to make my way through 524 00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:17,160 Saint Louis. It's an awful city. 525 00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:18,760 It is what it is. And I'm going to go pray with 526 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:20,960 this family that I have no idea who they are. 527 00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:26,240 And so I, I go into the hospital and I walk in and I'm, you know, 528 00:35:26,720 --> 00:35:30,520 Holy Ghost sanctified, anointed from the Lord. 529 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:36,880 And I walk in and I said, my name is Pastor Graham and I, I 530 00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:40,960 just, I'm here to pray with you. And would you mind if I 531 00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:43,600 interrupt? And of course, all the family is 532 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,240 there and there and, and I said, can I just pray? 533 00:35:46,240 --> 00:35:50,520 And, and there was like, there was a sense of urgency inside of 534 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:54,200 me, but there was also a discomfort that overspoke the 535 00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:57,040 voice of urgency. I'm just being real honest with 536 00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,440 you. And so I did the Apostolic 537 00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:02,360 thing. Oh, and I prayed and I grabbed 538 00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,080 that mama's hands and I spoke in tongues. 539 00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:08,480 And I wept over that baby that died just six hours later. 540 00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:12,080 And when I got into my truck, I felt the presence of the Lord 541 00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:15,400 say, yeah, what did she want you to pray for? 542 00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:21,320 And then, of course, well, Lord, I'm such a failure. 543 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:25,080 Look what I did wrong. God, give me another chance to 544 00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,200 just ask somebody what you want them to do. 545 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:32,320 So Sister Wendy brings this lady in front of me, the end of the 546 00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:35,680 Princess Within conference. It says, pray for a liver. 547 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:40,920 And my first reaction was thwarted but by the presence of 548 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,240 God. And in that moment, I just 549 00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:45,400 looked at her and I said, what do you want God to do for you? 550 00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:49,720 I know, I knew. They want to see a miracle. 551 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:53,600 They want to report that her liver is completely whole. 552 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:57,640 And she just looked at me with just such old sweet eyes. 553 00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:00,240 And she said, I just want to wake up in the morning and 554 00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:05,600 smile. And my heart broke. 555 00:37:07,240 --> 00:37:10,200 We talked a little bit longer and I said it sounds like what 556 00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:12,680 you're really wanting God to do is just give you peace. 557 00:37:16,240 --> 00:37:18,760 Then I asked her. I said, do you believe that God 558 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:25,160 can heal your liver? She said no, I don't think he 559 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:31,080 can. So the prayer that I prayed over 560 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:37,680 her with all Apostolic authority was according to your faith, be 561 00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:42,920 it unto you. And after we prayed the presence 562 00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:47,840 of God was there. I said, you use the word for 563 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:50,920 yourself, for your body. That is nothing but waste. 564 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:54,000 I said, you know God doesn't see you like that. 565 00:37:55,160 --> 00:37:58,880 Then I began to tell her story after story of people I know 566 00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:00,800 personally that were healed of cancer. 567 00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:03,440 I know them personally. I've seen it. 568 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:08,080 I've seen broken joints come back into place, bones restored, 569 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:13,080 paralyzed woman came into my office and within 4 sessions was 570 00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:16,600 walking. I've seen God do incredible 571 00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:19,000 things. And I just told her at the end 572 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:23,360 of our conversation, we will pray for you, but I will pray 573 00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:29,480 that God increases your faith. So my question for this church, 574 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:40,120 if you can bow your heads, really, what do you want God to 575 00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:47,680 do for you? What territory did he put in 576 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:52,160 front of you that only you can walk through with your eyes? 577 00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:57,680 What field is in front of you that doesn't look like a 578 00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:02,600 peaceful place, but looks like it might be inhabited by giants? 579 00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:11,720 For everyone in this building, the question is what are you 580 00:39:11,720 --> 00:39:18,920 going to fight for? Because it might just be that 581 00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:22,480 your experience with the giants in front of you becomes your 582 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:26,000 origin story. It might be that the most 583 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:30,360 difficult season in front of you is actually where your ministry 584 00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:33,720 comes from. It might be that He's called you 585 00:39:33,720 --> 00:39:37,160 to deeper levels and deeper places, but you're afraid of the 586 00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:45,320 enemy on the other side. These altars are open. 587 00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,320 He was in the world. The world was made by him, and 588 00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:55,960 the world knew him not, and he came unto his own. 589 00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,760 His own didn't receive him, but as many as received him. 590 00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:01,160 Those are the people that receive power. 591 00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:04,480 But what are you and I going to do with the power that God gave 592 00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:07,120 us? If the living God is inside of 593 00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:11,040 you, if you are full of the Holy Spirit, if God is working in you 594 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:14,640 and through you, what are you willing to be used for? 595 00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:17,520 I guarantee it's going to be uncomfortable. 596 00:40:17,720 --> 00:40:21,280 I guarantee it's going to be a stretch of the imagination. 597 00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:24,640 I guarantee it's going to push you in the lands that you were 598 00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:27,800 not expecting. But I can also guarantee that 599 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:31,040 your children and your grandchildren are going to have 600 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:40,360 an inheritance tense. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, 601 00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:44,640 Jesus, have your way, God, Jesus, have your way. 602 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:47,080 God help us to be built different. 603 00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:49,960 Lord God help us to be built different. 604 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:53,400 Jesus, God, I pray that you would put a fire in his heel 605 00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:57,640 inside of me, Lord God, that presses out into every corner of 606 00:40:57,640 --> 00:41:00,760 my field. Lord God, help me to reach my 607 00:41:00,760 --> 00:41:09,680 community. Jesus, Jesus name, come on 608 00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:12,120 church, if you're full of the Holy Ghost, I want you to pray 609 00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:15,800 in tongues. I want you to weep in the 610 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:19,480 presence of a living God. I want you to claim some 611 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:23,040 territory today that the enemy has told you you don't have 612 00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:30,960 access to anymore. Jesus, Jesus name Jesus name. 613 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:39,040 Jesus name Jesus name Jesus, I thank you for the anointing, 614 00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:44,360 God. Jesus, pour out your spirit. 615 00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:46,960 God, Lord, pour out your presence. 616 00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:51,120 God, pour out your anointing. Lord Hallelujah. 617 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:07,280 Hallelujah, Jesus. Hallelujah, Hallelujah. 618 00:42:08,240 --> 00:42:10,640 Come on church. Press in just a little bit. 619 00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:13,240 Press in just a little bit further. 620 00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:16,800 Jesus draws closer to your spirit, God. 621 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,520 Lord, I pray for your anointing, God. 622 00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:23,600 I pray for your presence, God. Lord, I thank you, Jesus for 623 00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,960 your spirit and authority. God, I thank you, Lord, for the 624 00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:30,280 calling on their lives. Lord, I thank you God for your 625 00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:32,720 holiness. God, Hallelujah. 626 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:36,080 Jesus, I thank you God for what you're doing right now. 627 00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:44,680 Lord Jesus name pour not your spirit, God your way right now. 628 00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:50,520 Lord Jesus name in Jesus name, Jesus name. 629 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:53,600 Come on church, let's pray for a little while. 630 00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:56,360 Begin to speak the name of your children. 631 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,440 Now begin to speak the name of your grandchildren. 632 00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:02,280 Now it's time to take back the land. 633 00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:15,200 Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, I'm taking back the land. 634 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:19,480 I'm taking back the property. God, I'm taking back my 635 00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:22,240 inheritance. God, I'm taking back the 636 00:43:22,240 --> 00:43:29,080 generation. Jesus, break up generational 637 00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:37,280 curses right now. Lord Jesus name, pour out your 638 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:42,120 spirit God. Lord God, I'm an empty best to 639 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:45,800 before you. God, I pour myself out before 640 00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:52,080 you. Hallelujah. 641 00:43:54,200 --> 00:44:08,000 Hallelujah. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. 642 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:09,760 Jesus. Jesus. 643 00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:11,520 Jesus. Jesus. 644 00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:12,200 Jesus. Jesus. 645 00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:14,080 Jesus. Jesus. 646 00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:21,280 Jesus, Jesus. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, 647 00:44:22,240 --> 00:44:27,200 Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. I just feel the Spirit of the 648 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,760 Lord saying right now you will live and you will not die. 649 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:35,480 I've sent angels before you to go before you to tear through 650 00:44:35,480 --> 00:44:39,480 the land that's in front of you. Every obstacle will be torn down 651 00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:43,000 and laid waste. Every burden will be set aside. 652 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,200 I will carry you through the land. 653 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:48,240 I will carry you too. A resting place. 654 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:51,520 Jesus. Jesus. 655 00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:58,480 Oh, I give myself to you, Lord. I empty myself to you, Lord 656 00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:03,240 Jesus. God. 657 00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:10,600 Yes, God. Jesus. 658 00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:27,240 My city, Jesus, I give you, all of me, I surrend Jesus. 659 00:45:27,240 --> 00:45:30,560 Jesus, I recall on your name, Lord. 660 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:35,760 Recall on your name, Lord. I recall on your name, Jesus. 661 00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:42,720 Jesus. I won't hold anything back, 662 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:45,000 Lord. I don't won't hold anything 663 00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:48,080 back, Lord. I don't won't hold anything 664 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:50,040 back, Lord. God. 665 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:53,640 Take my past and use it for your glory, God. 666 00:45:53,640 --> 00:45:56,440 Take my history and use it for ministry, Lord. 667 00:45:57,320 --> 00:45:59,240 God. Take everything that I have, 668 00:45:59,240 --> 00:46:03,440 Lord, and use it for your glory, God. 669 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:06,600 I give myself to you, Lord Jesus. 670 00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:09,960 I give myself to you, Lord. Yes, God. 671 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:19,560 I thank you, Lord. Yeah.