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A young girl found herself 
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night. 
She could hear a Nightingale 

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singing, and as her eyes grew 
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could see the trees around her 
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She could see silver birches, 
oaks, beaches. 

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She found herself longing to 
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thinking, to hear them talk. 
She imagined the birch's soft, 

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showery voice and penchant for 
dancing, the oaks wizened but 

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Hardy appearance, the beaches 
smooth and stately elegance. 

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Oh, trees, trees, trees, 
whispered Lucy Wake, don't you 

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remember it? 
Don't you Remember Me? 

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The trees rustled as if they 
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happened, and Lucy went to sleep
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But a few nights later, she woke
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could imagine, and heard a voice
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She sat up, not with fear, but 
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The trees were moving, not 
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Walking. 
She walked towards them, her 

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heart beating wildly. 
She could almost hear a tune in 

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the sounds that they were 
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glimpses in which they looked a 
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little more like strangely 
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She danced fearlessly among them
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reason for it all, the great 
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Over the years, I've noticed 
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Prince Caspian, which most of 
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a strange and pretty universal 
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Prince Caspian is set in a 
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Aslan arrives, trees and rivers 
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awakened. 
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with Lucy, we almost read them 
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It's as if we know that even for
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Christianity doesn't teach 
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creation or where we are simply 
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physical matters and the goal is
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Yet in our modern age, 
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both of these extremes, and most
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do with stuff in between those 
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a spoon or a path or a patch of 
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How close is Lucy's perspective 
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Do dryads and naiads and river 
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What is the relationship between
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realm? 
What are we to do with trees? 

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In this episode we will seek to 
reclaim a Christian vision for a

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re enchanted creation. 
Not just the big 30,000 foot 

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view, but what to do with 
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Welcome to the Imagination 
Redeemed podcast where we follow

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the great stories further up and
further in in pursuit of the 

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life of Christ. 
Welcome to Imagination Redeemed 

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everyone. 
I'm Brian Brown. 

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I'm joined by Amy Beckley and 
Sarah Howell today and we have 

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been just prior to hitting, 
recording, debating and debating

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and debating just how exactly to
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Because I've LED us in with a 
rather big claim that we want to

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reclaim a Christian vision for a
re enchanted creation. 

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That is in fact part of why the 
Ansem Society exists. 

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But there are a lot of places we
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And ultimately, we don't want to
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ideas, but we want to equip you 
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fully present in the world that 
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only place that He's given us in
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And therefore this place cannot 
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loud a little housekeeping, 
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andsoundsociety.org right now, 
you will see we have just 

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announced our fall event. 
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it is JRR Tolkien themed. 
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year, 2025, we will be gathering
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weekend of Middle Earth 
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We're calling it a long expected
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weekend event since 2022, so if 
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and tell stories and hear 
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probably do some Middle Earth 
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encouraged and renewed. 
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night of all the things that we 
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media channels because we enjoy 
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That is up on our website. 
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Tickets are going to go on sale 
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a wait list in the meantime. 
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episode. 
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up right now before you forget 
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extremely quickly for that and 
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OK ladies, first of all, thank 
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into this tricky topic with me 
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Thank you in particular for 
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front end so that we could 
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I think I the easiest place for 
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I think a lot of us have 
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how to have a category for 
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still matter. 
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We're afraid of, particularly in
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that can easily fall, fall 
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almost like the almost like the 
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so afraid of being taken in that
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it's right in front of them. 
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assign more value to something 
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feeling unequipped. 
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my life in suburban contexts. 
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lots of concrete and asphalt and
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and there, but probably couldn't
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those trees and bushes were. 
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any meaningful sense. 
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master of them. 
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feel alienated from the 
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theological level, maybe at that
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we've got to find a better 
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is because in this fictional 
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kind of what happened. 
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she does it through these waking
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not Aslan and finding anywhere 
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he has made and what he is 
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So just low hanging fruit way to
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I'd love to hear any thoughts 
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you made about this story or 
about this larger challenge, how

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this challenge has manifested 
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My challenge fundamentally 
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understanding of creation. 
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creation states that everything 
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The Bible begins with God 
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saying that it is good and it 
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maybe just a sense to that 
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Yes, everything is good, but 
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recognize and allow for that to 
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the world. 
I often don't think of this 

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world as my father's world. 
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understanding of the world at 
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everything is decaying and 
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myself and other people. 
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truth in the fact that the next 
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the fall, we can't forget about 
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So that's that's where my 
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forget that God's response to 
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Sir. 
Brent, you win. 

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I'll come back later. 
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thinking that the world is runs 
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fittest scientific, you know, 
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it might actually be more true 
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I'll I'll be damaged. 
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more than just survival. 
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nature against man, man versus 
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nature being something that 
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about man. 
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book that talked about different
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order had or lack thereof in a 
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alienated you or kind of pulled 
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What's been your your experience
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thinking or or a different one 
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to the creation? 
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talking about it in my book, it 
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history, with my perception of 
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when it came to beauty. 
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thing, and it wasn't something 
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creation or meant really to 
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understanding of God. 
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think a few Times Now of how as 
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college fellowship, we decided 
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to our Bible study. 
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beforehand. 
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into Scripture and dwell there 
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that stage. 
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the word of God. 
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to become sensible to the 
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again was to notice him through 
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now, because I'm about to answer
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the Anslem society for close to 
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beauty and nature and creation 
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guess. 
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in regarding creation would be 
trying to wrap my mind around 

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the nature of creation in all 
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that we're aware that there was 
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I am now aware that God speaks 
the creation and through beauty 

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in ways that if we ignore them, 
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our souls. 
Because it's like you're 

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shutting off an Ave. of 
communication that is constantly

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being given to you of who he is,
that you matter, that he is the 

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God of the cosmos and galaxies 
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anthills. 
And so how much do you matter in

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all of this? 
Those are all good things that 

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need to be driven home to our 
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But yes, I think I'm at a place 
where I'm trying now to do my 

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best to notice what I can in 
creation, but I'm still living 

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in a world where there are 
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diseases and I don't know, 
resistance to antibiotics and 

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all of that. 
And so it does not do to just 

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swallow nature wholesale and say
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that all we need to do is to pay
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How? 
What are we supposed to be 

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paying attention to as we 
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that is full of things to 
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I guess is where I am. 
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other day and I I mentioned this
book Beauty of everyday things 

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that I've been reading by Soet. 
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is not a Christian and, and 
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last way that we've, we've 
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the rest of nature operates, 
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ability to listen to nature and,
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to be, to take our rightful 
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first of all noticing a bunch of

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very, very useful observations 
in, in his writing, but I'm also

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noticing limitations. 
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That's not the whole story. 
That's not the whole story of 

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the creation, as you just 
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And it's not the whole story of 
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the imago Dei. 
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like parasites on the one hand 
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though, which was you talked 
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other things, the other physical
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akin to turning off an Ave. of 
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that at that particular time 
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armored, deafened sense to the 
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darker hours, the thing that I 
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mortality and the fact and the 
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where nature is wild, diseases 
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into accidents at any time, and 
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articles that we read, the 
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that say things like, if she 
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time, here are the statistics 
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to survive to the next decade of
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These are the things that you 
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this. 
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just feels like either a game of
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and the wheel. 
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cloistered in my mind, the 
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breakthrough were the things 
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eyes. 
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out the window that I'm sitting 
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We have a small garden and it 
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setting seems like a very cliche
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been the way that the sunsets, 
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and be so clumsy fluttering 
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match on the fence. 
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thought progression for me to 
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over everything. 
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thing that reminds me that, I 
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that there is some good in the 
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to be noticed. 
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of communication from that 
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moment? 
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that I've grown more and more 
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that was basically how that 
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Yeah, Thank you. 
That's really that's 

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illuminating. 
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sunset and I said it was 
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conversation early is the the 
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have historically used for 
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of what God has made, even in 
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Health is often the the metaphor
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theology to talk about the 
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If you're sick, that doesn't 
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who has an illness. 
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layers to this are that the way 
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it or kind of translated it and 
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good, was made good. 
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asterisk, but that's a sickening
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It is good. 
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Sacramento or another way of 
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Creation is from God. 
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thing to, to take this thing 
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It is of God. 
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fingerprints. 
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podcast series by itself, but we
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little bit. 
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is to say it is it is for God. 
It is all here for for worship 

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and as a place in which we can 
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Understanding that, one of the 
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kinds of examples you used, Amy,
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you read in, in some of those 
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kind of zeroes in on, you know, 
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supposed to be afraid of, many 
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be afraid of. 
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you get the other articles, 
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silver bullet. 
Here's the magic potion. 

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Here's just here's the one thing
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other thing this workout routine
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almost like a monotheistic sort 
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It's, it's always just this one 
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comfortable with things like 
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meaning. 
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of Saint Ambrose, and one of the
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reading his sermons is anytime 
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something else, that they 
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the son being rejected, but then
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his people is its own story that
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Gospels. 
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the, the early church writers, a
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reformers, you can kind of pick 
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and you will find this in all of
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If as long as you're not reading
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that creation is worth paying 
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sake. 
It is good. 

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It is symbolic and participates 
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The word symbolic means two 
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Sacramento. 
All of this is here for us to 

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participate with God. 
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mind, even just focusing on this
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what does it mean to to relate 
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given all of the downsides 
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It puts us in that context where
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ourselves how to be fully 
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look at something for what it 
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properly. 
It's not just this is a rock. 

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How can I learn to love the 
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It's that would be that would be
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well worth it. 
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Basil said that you could you 
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contemplating the goodness of of
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that made it, and that would be 
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But anytime you were you are 
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question of how do I live? 
How do I look? 

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How do I be fully present? 
There are these other layers 

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behind it. 
You can have this confidence 

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that there is there's a further 
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What do you mean by other 
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So if I'm looking at, well, 
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shall we? 
All right, when and I and I and 

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I agree, yes, it's, it's an easy
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heavens declare the glory of 
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I always get my numbers mixed up
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There's part of that Psalm 
that's just isn't this 

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beautiful? 
There's a lot of references to 

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nature in the Psalms, often in 
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the glory of this thing. 
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David is talking in symbolic 
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Almost immediately he's talking 
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The sun is a bridegroom, and 
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throughout Scripture are used as
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But also it's strongly suggested
that in some way they're mixed 

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up with angels, and some people 
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angels. 
Lewis hints that he had some 

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sympathy for this view and 
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he says even in your world, star
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That's just what a star is made 
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Even just looking at the sky, 
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there, there's the layer 1 of 
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This is good. 
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something. 
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19 is dedicated to. 
Just sort of begging you. 

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No, no, no, don't just look at 
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move on. 
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Meditate on the fact that God 
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face of light and darkness, 
there is always a light in the 

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sky that is above it. 
That's Lord of the Rings 

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reference to Sam Sam Gamji 
reference to right. 

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And the you get the Sacramento 
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God and there really are 
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the heavens have some kind of 
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in, in scripture. 
And it's, it's not God lives in 

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the sky, full stop. 
But it's not these have these 

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things have nothing to do with 
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Does that help? 
So like when, when you're 

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looking at the one thing, it's 
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Even appreciating it fully will 
just, if you let it, will take 

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you further up and further in 
into these other layers, 

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especially if you're reading 
God's Word in dialogue with the 

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pictures He provided, so to 
speak. 

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Right. 
So you've reminded me of the 

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early Christians being aware 
that they needed to pay 

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attention to the book of 
Scripture, but also the book of 

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creation. 
And you asked earlier about what

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I said about shutting off an 
Ave. of knowing God in a way 

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through creation that maybe we 
don't get otherwise. 

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And I think that's the key thing
that in Romans one, it says that

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his eternal power and divine 
nature are made evident to us 

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through creation and in fact 
have been evident in creation 

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since the beginning of time. 
And if we shut our ears and our 

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eyes off to that, if we just 
view the world through 

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empirical, experimental eyes, 
then we miss all of that. 

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But I think one of the 
delightful things is that we 

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talk often about, or we have 
talked in the past and at 

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Anselm, about having an 
enchanted worldview. 

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I think once that becomes 
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looking at creation in many ways
you are looking at, I don't want

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to say lessons, but 
demonstrations of the character 

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of God. 
Once you know that, then even 

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the things that we're talking 
about as symbols sometimes from 

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the Psalms, there's a wonder in 
even looking at those symbols, 

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because are they only symbols 
when Job talks about the morning

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stars singing together as the 
sons of God shout for joy or or 

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we or the way a child can walk 
into the forest and think that 

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the trees are talking to her. 
That and and this passage from 

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Narnia. 
I think one of the telling 

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things about it is that when 
Lucy tries to wake the trees on 

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her on her own for their sake, 
for the sake of her remembrance 

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and of what each tree's 
character is like, it doesn't 

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work. 
And you pointed out earlier that

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when she meets Aslan, when she 
sees him again, then those trees

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are dancing. 
But what she walks into is the 

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response of creation to Aslan. 
And I feel like the closer that 

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we get to well, Aslan as we know
him in our world, the more and 

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more we're able to see creation 
with enchanted eyes. 

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And that's not to say that we 
see them with falsely colored, 

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rose colored glasses, but 
perhaps we see them everything 

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more truly for what it is. 
Also because it's in its proper 

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place in our minds. 
We're not looking at creation as

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something special and and 
superhuman unto itself, but it's

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something created by God, loved 
by God. 

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And when we approach it in its 
right position like that, then 

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we too see more of God, but we 
also see creation more truly as 

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it is. 
Yes, what I, what I almost heard

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in what you just said is that 
plants and animals are 

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00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:27,160
worshipping by being themselves 
by, you know, they don't, they 

449
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:31,400
don't have the level of agency 
and choice that that we do. 

450
00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:39,400
But a sunflower literally 
stretching toward the sun. 

451
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:41,760
We have sunflowers in our 
garden. 

452
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:43,960
We have, I watch this every day 
when the sun goes away, they 

453
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:47,480
change direction and the sun 
comes back out wherever. 

454
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:51,040
Like they're they're literally 
doing this over the course of a 

455
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:54,640
day as the sun moves. 
If that's not an act of worship,

456
00:29:54,640 --> 00:30:00,960
I don't know what is. 
Just I can look out my window 

457
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:06,560
and be reminded this is what I 
am made for, yeah. 

458
00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:12,040
There is that third layer, the 
Sacramento layer of what this is

459
00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:16,960
all for. 
And I think as humans with a 

460
00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:22,720
particular vocation given to us 
by God with by being made in his

461
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:26,840
image and being told to multiply
and have dominion. 

462
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:33,880
I think an aspect of why I don't
want to care about and look at 

463
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:37,920
the material world around me is 
because it reminds me very 

464
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:42,600
quickly that I am responsible. 
That it in some particular way, 

465
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:47,720
my specialness in creation means
that I'm more responsible for 

466
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:52,280
the flourishing or the 
destruction of these things that

467
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:56,800
are by nature worshipping God 
through the way that they were 

468
00:30:56,800 --> 00:31:00,360
made. 
And that in my nature I need to 

469
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:05,560
be born again and be remade into
the image of the new Adam in 

470
00:31:05,560 --> 00:31:09,640
order to do what the flower is 
already doing, right. 

471
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:16,120
And so there is a, there is a 
burden if we look at it without 

472
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:20,040
the whole picture in mind, if we
can basically just stop at the 

473
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:24,360
fall and don't recognize the 
next part of the chapter. 

474
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:25,840
Yeah. 
Because otherwise, yeah, 

475
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:31,400
otherwise it becomes, well, your
job was to mobilize the earth to

476
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:34,360
the worship of God. 
And you have failed and you will

477
00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:37,840
fail every day and. 
That's true, but that's not the 

478
00:31:37,840 --> 00:31:40,920
end of the story. 
So what is the next part of the 

479
00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:41,880
story? 
Yeah. 

480
00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:47,600
There was a 1st century Athenian
convert Christianity who's 

481
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:53,480
remembered as Dionysus the 
Areopagite, and he was kind of 

482
00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:57,560
writing about this like what God
the creation? 

483
00:31:57,560 --> 00:31:59,760
Like how does this whole 
relationship work? 

484
00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:03,840
And and he makes it, I think, as
a useful point, which is that 

485
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:08,120
God is infinite. 
So so yes, nothing can represent

486
00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:10,840
him or analogize him completely.
Nothing can nothing. 

487
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:14,040
There's nothing that he has made
that that gives you the whole 

488
00:32:14,040 --> 00:32:18,240
picture all by itself and gets 
you into the, the everything 

489
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:23,440
nests of God. 
But he's poured his goodness 

490
00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:27,880
into what he has made and to 
even to praise him properly, to 

491
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:33,840
worship Him properly, to have 
things to to mobilize to his 

492
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,600
worship, you have to turn to all
of creation. 

493
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:40,760
It's not that creation is God 
and it's not that you know, that

494
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:45,080
whole rabbit trail. 
But it's also not true that you 

495
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:49,720
guys have both made allusions to
sort of material and 

496
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:53,320
supernatural distinctions and 
scientific and religious 

497
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:56,680
distinctions. 
And Dionysus just kind of shrugs

498
00:32:56,720 --> 00:33:01,240
all of those off and goes like, 
no, you can say, you can say 

499
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:06,600
that I breathe in oxygen and you
can break that down to a 

500
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:13,960
molecular level all you want. 
It is still completely 

501
00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:18,360
compatible with saying I have my
life in him, literally that I am

502
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:21,360
breathing in life from God when 
I'm doing that. 

503
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:23,800
These are not actually separate 
categories. 

504
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:29,160
And because of that, this is a 
paraphrase, but he basically 

505
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:35,280
says because all things have 
their life in him, He is hidden 

506
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:40,360
in all things that exist. 
And now you that's 1st century, 

507
00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,600
right? 
So Jesus is new to him in this 

508
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:46,080
in this picture. 
But to someone like that, the 

509
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:49,560
the incarnation and sacrifice 
and resurrection of Christ 

510
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:54,120
represents the invitation to see
more fully. 

511
00:33:54,120 --> 00:34:00,880
The invitation to be be less 
blind to what is there, but also

512
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:04,640
to participate in the work of 
Christ in doing all that stuff 

513
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:06,400
that was so impossible 
otherwise. 

514
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:12,920
So OK, we've talked a little bit
about stuff and how it's not 

515
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:16,280
just stuff. 
We've talked a little bit about 

516
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:24,000
why it matters. 
Let's dig into this actual 

517
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,920
question of presence and 
participation. 

518
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:36,560
Because if, if a sunflower grows
or a sunset appears or a maybe 

519
00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:45,560
rabbit is born and them being 
themselves is their act of 

520
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:48,120
worship. 
It's, it's not, it's not just 

521
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:51,199
your human imagination. 
When you walk outside and 100 

522
00:34:51,199 --> 00:34:54,280
birds are singing and, and it 
sort of just sort of feels like 

523
00:34:54,639 --> 00:34:58,240
the morning is, is worshipping. 
It's not just your imagination. 

524
00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:01,280
Let's talk a little bit about 
our place in it. 

525
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:09,120
If those things matter more than
we perhaps have thought and yet 

526
00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:11,760
there's there's layers of things
that matter even more and even 

527
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,960
more and it just go higher and 
higher and further up and 

528
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:18,400
further in. 
What then does it mean for us to

529
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:22,680
be present to that? 
What's the goal? 

530
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:24,480
Who's goal? 
Mine. 

531
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:27,360
All right, I'm going to, I'm 
going to get up tomorrow 

532
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:32,520
morning, Amy. 
And I could, on the one hand, 

533
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,840
give myself over to anxiety and 
stress. 

534
00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:42,200
I could secede mentally from the
physical world entirely and 

535
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:46,960
spend my entire day on screens 
and various forms of alternate 

536
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,920
reality. 
I could, I could even be a 

537
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:54,160
gardener or something and and 
still sort of turn away from the

538
00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:58,840
creation in a pretty real sense,
just not wanting to see, not 

539
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:01,240
wanting to look. 
There are, there are lots of 

540
00:36:01,240 --> 00:36:04,600
ways I could get this wrong and 
there are lots of things that 

541
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:07,920
are not, not my fault and I 
don't have to beat myself up for

542
00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:09,600
too terribly much that make it 
hard. 

543
00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:13,160
But I would love to not do those
things. 

544
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:20,520
I would love to wake up tomorrow
morning and be 1% more present 

545
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:24,240
to the good things that God has 
made than I was this morning. 

546
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:28,720
If that's sort of my 
intermediate going. 

547
00:36:29,240 --> 00:36:30,080
Why? 
Why do I? 

548
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:32,200
Why do I want to do that? 
How do I do that? 

549
00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:37,120
One morning, I don't know what 
possessed me to do this, but. 

550
00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:39,560
That's a great beginning to a 
story. 

551
00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:42,520
Isn't it though? 
If you've ever been around a 

552
00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:43,720
baby, you've seen this 
happening. 

553
00:36:43,720 --> 00:36:45,960
You probably don't see it with 
40 year olds very often. 

554
00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,160
I woke up and I just looked at 
my hand. 

555
00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,240
Before. 
I think it was about 10 minutes 

556
00:36:53,240 --> 00:36:56,560
straight. 
I was just looking at, I mean, 

557
00:36:56,560 --> 00:37:04,800
it's really look at it, it's not
my hand, look at your hand, but 

558
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:08,760
just the, the flexibility of it,
the fact that there are five 

559
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:12,800
fingers, this network of I seem 
to have a triangular pattern of 

560
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:16,000
skin on the back of my hand that
allows it to be elastic. 

561
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,600
I think for other people, it 
might be diamonds or squares, 

562
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:23,320
the fingernails, the creases 
running along the palm. 

563
00:37:23,680 --> 00:37:26,120
And I just thought like, well, 
it's been a long time since I've

564
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:27,960
seen somebody just check out 
their hand. 

565
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:35,040
But that is I, I think it's very
easy for us to jump from that to

566
00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:40,880
say, see, how could things have 
just simply and bluntly evolved 

567
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:43,080
into something like this? 
This proves that there must be a

568
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:45,240
crater. 
So put putting that aside for a 

569
00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:51,760
second just to look at it, just 
to, I mean, if we're going on a 

570
00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:56,720
daily at a daily level of 
seeing, just to look at that 

571
00:37:56,720 --> 00:38:01,720
hand, see if you're not moved to
do something after that to think

572
00:38:01,720 --> 00:38:06,800
something to give thanks for 
something about that hand. 

573
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:11,000
I think, you know, we lament all
the time that we don't have the 

574
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:13,680
ability to focus or concentrate 
on things for extended periods 

575
00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:15,320
of time these days. 
And I think that's true. 

576
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:20,800
But I think also, it's simpler 
maybe than we think to begin to 

577
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:24,640
pick up on some details and to 
just regard them and to just 

578
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,880
have the see if you can find a 
person or two to whom you can 

579
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:30,000
say, isn't this amazing? 
Isn't this beautiful? 

580
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:32,280
And hopefully you'll have at 
least one or two people around 

581
00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:34,920
you who say, yeah, but let's say
you do that. 

582
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:37,040
You get up from your bed, you've
looked at your hand. 

583
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:39,280
You've gone through the usual 
rituals of getting ready for 

584
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:41,320
your day. 
You go out to the garden and 

585
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:43,560
maybe you have a zucchini or 
tomato and you bring that 

586
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:46,480
inside. 
And The thing is, when you when 

587
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:48,720
you put that zucchini or tomato 
on your cutting board, you're 

588
00:38:48,720 --> 00:38:51,080
not going to ask that zucchini 
to be a tomato. 

589
00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:55,000
You're not going to ask the 
zucchini to be a key player in a

590
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,040
Caprese salad, and you're 
probably not going to make a 

591
00:38:57,040 --> 00:39:01,120
zucchini mashed sauce for your 
pasta if you're listening to the

592
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:03,920
creation the way that Robert 
Farrah Capon listens to that 

593
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:05,400
onion. 
And I know that we cite that 

594
00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:09,000
chapter all the time, but if you
have not read it, how much 

595
00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:10,880
attention can you pay to an 
onion? 

596
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:14,640
But he does. 
And anybody who cooks, I think, 

597
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,720
is constantly paying attention 
to the ripeness of the 

598
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:20,040
ingredient, the way that things 
pair together. 

599
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:24,160
You're listening to almost, if 
you'll allow me to put it 

600
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:27,000
imaginatively, it's like you're 
listening to what that creation 

601
00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:31,160
is telling you it was created to
be, what it ought to be, what it

602
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:32,680
will be at the best of its 
abilities. 

603
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:35,560
And so as I was listening to 
something, I forget exactly what

604
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:38,880
it was that Sarah was saying 
earlier, but it made me think of

605
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:41,720
Michelangelo having that block 
of marble and chipping away. 

606
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:48,360
I don't know if that story is 
actually true, but but if it is 

607
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:51,760
true that we can listen to 
creation to a certain extent as 

608
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:55,280
a reflection of its creator, and
that creation itself knows that 

609
00:39:55,280 --> 00:40:00,520
it was created for something 
beyond just being static, then 

610
00:40:01,240 --> 00:40:06,520
the wonder that we get to engage
with it being with it becoming a

611
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:09,800
mode of praise to God, and that 
even in our making we are being 

612
00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:13,600
called into a new mode of 
worship. 

613
00:40:14,200 --> 00:40:17,960
That's an amazing privilege. 
It's an amazing, creative, 

614
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:22,000
exhilarating thing. 
So that, you know, if you know, 

615
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:25,320
Michelangelo is looking at this 
block of marble and he's just 

616
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:28,840
chipping away the sculpture that
he sees inside of it, Maybe it's

617
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:32,560
not just a fanciful image or a 
way to say that he was creating.

618
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:35,280
Maybe imagine it if that were 
true. 

619
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:39,320
What you're describing, Amy, 
sounds like a relationship 

620
00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:44,720
getting to know something. 
Brian, you asked what the goal 

621
00:40:44,720 --> 00:40:51,720
was, and it seems like the goal 
might be to just know something 

622
00:40:51,720 --> 00:40:55,000
more deeply. 
Like if we asked what the goal 

623
00:40:55,000 --> 00:41:00,200
was for our friendship for for 
true friendship, what would be 

624
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:03,480
our answer? 
I don't know if the answer would

625
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:07,240
be very much different for the 
creative things as well. 

626
00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:11,680
And when you come into contact 
with reality, which is 

627
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:16,680
fundamentally interpersonal, 
right, like relational, and like

628
00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:19,000
you're saying in an imaginative 
way, you can say that they're 

629
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,440
truly speaking to you. 
You're, you're diving more into 

630
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:28,120
and revealing and uncovering 
what they were made to be. 

631
00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:34,240
That only allows for more and 
more possibilities. 

632
00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:37,560
Yeah. 
Sarah as as an artist, have you 

633
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:40,800
ever had an an art teacher 
challenge you on anything like 

634
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:44,080
this or give you give you an 
exercise to to really look at 

635
00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:47,040
something or to recognize the 
potential in something? 

636
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:52,520
Yeah, I think that all of art 
challenges us to do this all 

637
00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:56,320
representational art. 
When you when you are faced and 

638
00:41:56,320 --> 00:42:03,000
forced to look at something and 
try to express it, you can't 

639
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:09,480
even communicate in our modern 
information based way what it 

640
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:12,440
means to draw an apple. 
Because it's not a 

641
00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:15,800
two-dimensional thing. 
It's not just information, it's 

642
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:17,640
not something you can copy and 
paste. 

643
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:25,160
It's this dynamic living in some
way, literally breathing thing 

644
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:28,800
that is in motion as it sits 
there, right? 

645
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:31,960
It's it's moving towards decay. 
Now that it's off of the vine, 

646
00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:36,000
your relationship to it 
constantly changes, even with 

647
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:41,280
the smallest amount of your head
movement or your arm moving 

648
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:43,800
somewhere, which which tilts 
your head in a different way. 

649
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:50,320
And so there's this live 
interaction that just hits you 

650
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:52,480
in the face, just like the 
sunset does. 

651
00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:57,200
You can't deny it. 
And you have to at some point 

652
00:42:57,200 --> 00:43:02,200
admit by the ugly drawing that 
you have produced that you did 

653
00:43:02,200 --> 00:43:07,760
not pay attention, that you did 
not care to work through what 

654
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:12,880
you thought it was in order to 
just attend and allow it to 

655
00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:15,960
disclose itself to you. 
Which means you have to sit and 

656
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:23,280
actually make what Doctor 
Esther, like Cap Meeks, calls a 

657
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:27,400
covenant epistemology. 
Which is 2 really fancy words 

658
00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:34,200
just to say that you've got to 
promise to love, honor and obey 

659
00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:36,960
what you do not yet know sitting
in front of you. 

660
00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:41,040
That apple, if you're going to 
invite it to self disclose 

661
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:46,880
itself to you that so. 
So I love your question, and I 

662
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:49,080
don't know if there's a 
particular exercise. 

663
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:52,280
I'm using the example of drawing
an apple, but it just seems like

664
00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:57,120
it's the extent of all of my 
experience in the visual 

665
00:43:57,120 --> 00:44:02,280
representational world. 
Yeah, well, it what I'm what I'm

666
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:07,360
hearing you say is that 
submission comes before mastery.

667
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:09,920
Yes. 
Definitely, you have to submit 

668
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:11,840
to the raw material. 
You have to submit to the 

669
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:15,200
reality of the thing and and 
approach it with humility before

670
00:44:15,200 --> 00:44:18,640
you can master the craft. 
And that's a perfect analogy for

671
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:22,440
the the point you made at the 
beginning of what you just said,

672
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,000
which was that you don't know 
that it's that different 

673
00:44:25,720 --> 00:44:30,320
relating to the rest of the 
creation as it is relating to 

674
00:44:30,320 --> 00:44:34,680
the rest of the created humans. 
If I want to get to know a human

675
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:38,840
well, that's a daunting task. 
Even if he or she wants to let 

676
00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,000
me in and, and you know, be 
known. 

677
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:44,480
It's, it's, it's, it's, it's a 
stunting. 

678
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:47,840
I have to be willing to listen a
lot. 

679
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:51,520
I have to be able, you know, I'm
not coming in saying I want to 

680
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:55,720
figure this person out and fill 
out, fill out my 3 bullets and 

681
00:44:55,720 --> 00:45:02,920
move on or, or to control them. 
I have to be willing to pay 

682
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,680
close attention to who the 
person actually is. 

683
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,920
And that means a lot of looking 
and a lot of listening, not with

684
00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,200
an eye to saying the thing I 
want to say, but with an eye to 

685
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,960
actually hearing. 
And it's on some level looking 

686
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:17,480
at that person with, with, with 
wonder. 

687
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:22,400
I also think that God is so kind
to the way that he gives us the 

688
00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:28,560
created world to interact with 
so that we can learn how not to 

689
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:32,200
have a self referential view. 
It's the same reason why we talk

690
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:35,880
all the time in in Christian 
circles about how you cannot 

691
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:39,680
live in isolation, but to be a 
Christian is to be a part of the

692
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:42,280
whole body of Christ, which is 
his church. 

693
00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:46,920
That's true of the church in a 
very real and and beautiful 

694
00:45:47,640 --> 00:45:52,440
specific way, but that's also 
true to a different degree in 

695
00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:56,120
terms of all of creation. 
God didn't just put us on like a

696
00:45:56,120 --> 00:46:01,400
flat white plain for us to just 
interact with humans solely. 

697
00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:08,160
It's important for us to have 
other voices in the ensemble. 

698
00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:12,560
Yeah. 
Yeah, I forgot what I was going 

699
00:46:12,560 --> 00:46:17,720
to say now, but I did have a 
question for you, Sarah, because

700
00:46:17,720 --> 00:46:20,960
as Brian was saying, when you're
working on a piece of art and 

701
00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:23,440
you're trying to take into 
account all that you're hearing,

702
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:29,600
I was realizing that I think it 
works that way in writing too, 

703
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:34,040
although it's not necessarily 
with tactile materials that you 

704
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,040
can get halfway through a 
project and realize that the 

705
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,760
work you're working on is asking
to become something else than 

706
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:40,640
what you originally envisioned 
it to be. 

707
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:43,720
I guess kind of like Madeline 
Lingle talks about in Walking on

708
00:46:43,720 --> 00:46:48,960
Water. 
But do you ever finish pieces of

709
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:52,840
art that you feel are more true 
to that vision and to that 

710
00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:56,720
listening than others? 
Like have you ever gotten to the

711
00:46:56,720 --> 00:46:59,920
point where you say this is what
I heard and this is what I saw 

712
00:46:59,920 --> 00:47:01,680
and here it is represented 
fully? 

713
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:09,120
Absolutely, it has been the case
where what I am deeply desiring 

714
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:13,720
to bring forth does come to 
fruition and praise God, that's 

715
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:15,840
a little moment of joy for the 
artist. 

716
00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:22,760
But in a somewhat sweeter way is
when you there's so much 

717
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:28,200
complexity, there's so much to 
swim in when you really get to 

718
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:33,520
attend to what's in front of you
that it's going back to the self

719
00:47:33,520 --> 00:47:38,360
referential view. 
It it's, it's more boring almost

720
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:43,640
to pick something out of it all 
to say. 

721
00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:48,400
But instead there's this joy of 
surprise that comes at the end 

722
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:54,840
when you have faithfully enjoyed
and swum swam, swam in it all. 

723
00:47:55,120 --> 00:48:01,760
And out at the end, God reveals 
something beautiful that wasn't 

724
00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:06,160
that, that that has been, that 
is now expressed and is now 

725
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:09,000
memorialized and celebrated 
especially. 

726
00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:13,600
It's just it's, yeah, there's 
something about the surprise at 

727
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:17,240
the end that I think is actually
more important and more 

728
00:48:17,240 --> 00:48:20,480
wonderful for the artist than 
the artist having a particular 

729
00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:25,200
vision that they see, that they 
want to capture and that they 

730
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:28,720
have. 
Expressed, yeah, OK, so yourself

731
00:48:28,720 --> 00:48:33,200
referential reference, sorry, 
made me remember what it was I 

732
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,560
was going to say earlier, which 
was that as we're paying 

733
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:43,160
attention to creation as we're 
called to create under the the 

734
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:45,880
protection and the guidance of 
the master creator. 

735
00:48:47,240 --> 00:48:50,320
I think one of the things that's
also taking place in those 

736
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:53,640
instances is that we are 
practicing to become the people 

737
00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:55,280
that we will be in the new 
creation. 

738
00:48:55,520 --> 00:48:58,360
Because in the new creation, I 
believe that we will be people 

739
00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:03,240
who can listen better than we 
can now and people who create 

740
00:49:03,280 --> 00:49:08,520
out of that, listening to create
gardens out of the wilderness to

741
00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:11,840
create, I don't know, sculptures
out of marble, as we were 

742
00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:14,880
saying, delectable culinary 
dishes out of the ingredients 

743
00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:17,520
that are at the peak of their 
powers. 

744
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:21,600
But that is also life that, as 
you said earlier, we have 

745
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:24,160
already been born again. 
We are already starting to live 

746
00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:28,120
into that existence now. 
And so I think that is one of 

747
00:49:28,120 --> 00:49:32,680
the liberating things. 
But I also love that you said, I

748
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:34,760
think this is what I caught in 
what you were saying too, that 

749
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:38,240
there are many modes of reality 
that we could communicate as 

750
00:49:38,240 --> 00:49:42,440
artists or writers or poets or 
musicians about creation. 

751
00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:46,240
And you can't do them all all at
once. 

752
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:51,960
Even having the apple in front 
of you, there's maybe a few ways

753
00:49:51,960 --> 00:49:55,280
that you can communicate the 
truth of that apple or express 

754
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:57,560
it, you know, in different ways,
whether it's impressionistic or 

755
00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:01,080
realistic or whatever. 
But I think I think that's one 

756
00:50:01,080 --> 00:50:03,720
of the most beautiful things, 
the beautiful graces that God 

757
00:50:03,720 --> 00:50:06,480
has given to us in our 
partnership in this creation, 

758
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:10,200
which is that, as you said, 
Esther Meeks was saying it has 

759
00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,440
to do with love. 
So, Brian, when we're getting up

760
00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:16,800
in the morning and we're 
thinking about how it is that we

761
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:20,480
can engage with creation, how 
can how can we be more present 

762
00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:23,160
to it? 
I think if we get out of bed 

763
00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:27,560
with the intent to love his 
creation as a means of loving 

764
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:31,120
God, but also just realizing 
that those are things that go 

765
00:50:31,240 --> 00:50:34,520
together, then the question 
doesn't become how do we 

766
00:50:34,520 --> 00:50:38,120
perfectly do this? 
Because even in a friendship, 

767
00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:41,560
you can come into a relationship
thinking how, how can I be the 

768
00:50:41,560 --> 00:50:44,360
perfect friend? 
But there's so love. 

769
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:49,000
The word love itself and the 
concept itself opens up an ocean

770
00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:52,080
of possibilities. 
There's no one right way to love

771
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:53,960
somebody. 
You just do. 

772
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:59,280
And it it it expresses itself in
myriad creative, beautiful ways.

773
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:07,080
But there's so much freedom in 
that that I think ought to be 

774
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:09,080
able to free us from am I doing 
this right? 

775
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,760
Am I stewarding this right? 
Am I crafting this right? 

776
00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:17,640
You know, And so I think that's 
something very grace giving of 

777
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:19,400
him. 
Yeah, that's so beautifully 

778
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:23,560
said. 
We just finished doing a four 

779
00:51:23,560 --> 00:51:29,120
week study of Tom Bombadil. 
And the first part of that 

780
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:31,560
conversation was we put on this 
podcast. 

781
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:34,480
Hopefully many of you all have 
listened to it. 

782
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:37,960
But one of the things that we 
observed in that conversation, 

783
00:51:38,240 --> 00:51:43,640
drawing from CR Wiley's book, 
was that he contrasts Bombadil 

784
00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:49,560
with Saruman in in in the why of
how they enter into the 

785
00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:51,080
creation. 
Because for Saruman, it's about 

786
00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:53,680
control. 
And it's easy to write him off 

787
00:51:53,680 --> 00:51:55,760
as, oh, he's the villain. 
Of course he's trying, you know,

788
00:51:55,760 --> 00:51:58,040
he's trying to use it for his 
own ends. 

789
00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:00,200
OK, fine. 
But that's how we approached 

790
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:04,280
large chunks of our day and 
large chunks of the the things 

791
00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:07,240
that we interact with. 
It's what what can I get out of 

792
00:52:07,240 --> 00:52:09,000
this? 
I don't I don't walk into my 

793
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:14,240
kitchen at lunchtime thinking, 
how can I revel in the beauty of

794
00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:18,600
this, the ingredients in here? 
I walk in there going I my 

795
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:20,240
stomach is empty. 
I want it full. 

796
00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:26,560
And it's it's easy for that to 
just that consumption narrative 

797
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:31,960
to write itself into our our our
neurons and become become 

798
00:52:31,960 --> 00:52:34,800
default. 
And Tom Bombadil, on the other 

799
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:41,880
hand, his goal seems to be 
communion, not control, which 

800
00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:47,000
gets at your your love idea. 
When he even when even when he's

801
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,600
bossing around old man Willow, 
what does he tell him to do? 

802
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:52,200
He tells him be more like a 
Willow. 

803
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:56,680
It's not simply behave, although
it is. 

804
00:52:57,440 --> 00:53:00,920
It's. 
This is what you were made for. 

805
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,560
Do this thing. 
I love that you brought up 

806
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:10,360
Sauron and and Sauron and 
they're they're such an overt 

807
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:17,160
dominating, needing control 
archetype. 

808
00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:23,040
The story, though, that we've 
centered around today with Lucy 

809
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:27,960
and the trees, If we think about
how Lewis has set up why the 

810
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:31,840
trees are asleep in the first 
place in the story, Prince 

811
00:53:31,840 --> 00:53:35,240
Caspian, it's because the 
Telmarines have come in 

812
00:53:35,240 --> 00:53:40,480
conquered the area. 
And he never really says exactly

813
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:47,320
why the trees are asleep, but 
that from the presence of the 

814
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:53,240
Telmarines who are fearful of 
them, they have gone to sleep 

815
00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:56,320
and they don't want to wake for 
the Telmarines, right. 

816
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:04,920
And I think bringing up the 
concept that Lewis images here 

817
00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:12,920
of fear is, is interesting 
because in a lot of ways, this 

818
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:17,440
conversation can really easily 
fall in deaf ears because 

819
00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:22,360
nothing is technically going to 
change about one's life if they 

820
00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:25,400
go into the kitchen and say, I 
want my stomach full and then 

821
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:28,880
they move on. 
But what's happening is in your 

822
00:54:28,880 --> 00:54:34,800
fear, in your scarcity, in your 
need for control and to just go 

823
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:38,240
from one thing to the next in 
that self referential way, you 

824
00:54:38,240 --> 00:54:40,200
just lose out. 
Like you're saying, Brian in 

825
00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:44,240
Communion, because the things 
around you and all of their 

826
00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:49,240
delights are asleep to you. 
So maybe we don't go around 

827
00:54:49,240 --> 00:54:53,880
destroying the earth with every 
single conscious decision we 

828
00:54:53,880 --> 00:54:57,720
make throughout the day. 
Though we do have blood on our 

829
00:54:57,720 --> 00:55:01,480
hands, so to speak, with a lot 
of the ways that we have set up 

830
00:55:01,600 --> 00:55:04,280
our systems and life in the 
world. 

831
00:55:05,240 --> 00:55:09,560
But those everyday small acts 
aren't usually destructive in 

832
00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:13,320
our own intentionality. 
They are often, though, putting 

833
00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:16,320
to sleep the things around us 
and ourselves. 

834
00:55:16,720 --> 00:55:20,920
And I think it's important to go
from that, that incredibly 

835
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:25,400
important observation and 
essentially pendulum swing back 

836
00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:28,600
to where we think we should go 
because the the instinct is to 

837
00:55:28,600 --> 00:55:30,560
go, Oh yes, we shouldn't be 
destructive. 

838
00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:34,360
We should preserve, we shouldn't
mess it up. 

839
00:55:35,120 --> 00:55:39,600
But our relationship throughout 
scripture, throughout Christian 

840
00:55:39,600 --> 00:55:43,240
theology, the the imago days 
relationship with, with 

841
00:55:43,240 --> 00:55:47,680
wilderness is not to preserve 
it, but to make a garden. 

842
00:55:47,680 --> 00:55:53,160
That's right. 
And so communion starts with 

843
00:55:53,880 --> 00:55:58,080
loving the thing for itself. 
It starts with that almost act 

844
00:55:58,080 --> 00:55:59,040
of submission. 
What? 

845
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:03,640
Who are you and how do I love 
you? 

846
00:56:04,600 --> 00:56:07,320
But ultimately it's not just 
leaving it at that. 

847
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:10,920
It's about it. 
Since it is about mobilizing the

848
00:56:10,920 --> 00:56:16,720
earth to the worship of God. 
We're not, we're not stopping at

849
00:56:16,720 --> 00:56:22,120
a certain point in including in 
our search for God and to grow 

850
00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:26,560
closer to God. 
The way, the way out isn't the 

851
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:29,640
door is shut and the way and the
way out isn't around. 

852
00:56:29,640 --> 00:56:33,840
The way out is through all up. 
Throw in one one last anecdote 

853
00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:37,000
before we close. 
I was driving home with my 

854
00:56:37,000 --> 00:56:40,640
family the other night and 
Colorado has weird weather in 

855
00:56:40,640 --> 00:56:46,480
the summers and it was the most 
beautiful sky I've ever seen in 

856
00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:49,720
my life because and and we 
didn't even bother trying to 

857
00:56:49,720 --> 00:56:51,160
take a picture or video or 
anything. 

858
00:56:51,160 --> 00:56:54,880
There's nothing that could ever 
have done it justice, but we 

859
00:56:54,880 --> 00:57:00,280
had. 
It was at sunset during a heat 

860
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:07,080
lightning storm, and as you 
looked across the panorama of 

861
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:11,160
the sky, it was almost like 
there were different chapters in

862
00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:15,080
a story represented in the sky 
all at once. 

863
00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:19,800
Because there was the oh, look 
at sunset, beautiful orange 

864
00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:21,880
against the black silhouette of 
the mountains. 

865
00:57:22,560 --> 00:57:28,160
And then there was the 
different, different shades of 

866
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:31,720
kind of purple all the way to 
orange and yellow that that was 

867
00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:35,000
casting on some of the white 
clouds and some of the Gray 

868
00:57:35,000 --> 00:57:36,640
clouds. 
And then over here, there's a 

869
00:57:36,640 --> 00:57:39,640
patch of sky that's completely 
blue with beautiful white 

870
00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,120
cumulus clouds as if nothing's 
going on at all. 

871
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:47,920
And there's, there's a spectrum 
across all of this of, of the 

872
00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:49,920
lightning, like shooting across 
it. 

873
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:54,360
And we were all kind of tired. 
Neither of my kids had the 

874
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:57,840
greatest attitude in the moment.
Nobody really, nobody was really

875
00:57:57,840 --> 00:58:01,120
in the mood to go, oh wow, look 
at that. 

876
00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:05,000
They were all all in kind of the
mood to shrug it off. 

877
00:58:05,200 --> 00:58:10,240
It wouldn't let us And, and to 
my wife's credit, she wouldn't 

878
00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:12,760
let us. 
She kept kind of forcing us to 

879
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:21,000
look and the the one by one, 
each person caved to how 

880
00:58:21,000 --> 00:58:25,080
beautiful it was and stopped 
being fully present to whatever 

881
00:58:25,080 --> 00:58:27,800
they were sulking about, 
stopped, stopped staring at the 

882
00:58:27,800 --> 00:58:31,360
cars going by and was just fully
present to what God had put 

883
00:58:31,360 --> 00:58:34,800
before us. 
And the same thought occurred to

884
00:58:34,840 --> 00:58:37,520
both Christina and I. 
And we said it to the kids and 

885
00:58:37,760 --> 00:58:41,120
they were echoing it in their 
their own small ways. 

886
00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:48,840
There's no way that's just atoms
and molecules. 

887
00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:55,440
I don't know if that if that was
God creating a work of art and 

888
00:58:55,440 --> 00:58:58,520
that's all it was, if that's all
it was, that's all we needed it 

889
00:58:58,520 --> 00:59:05,000
to be, or if that really was, in
some mysterious way, some 

890
00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:08,520
element of cosmic reality 
playing out before our limited 

891
00:59:08,520 --> 00:59:09,960
eyes. 
I don't know. 

892
00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:20,880
But either way, it kind of felt 
like the latter, and it demanded

893
00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:28,960
that we be fully present to it. 
So this continues to be 

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challenging. 
There's a lot of life that tugs 

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us in different directions and 
tells us a different story. 

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So with that in mind, our next 
episode is going to be the audio

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from a lecture that the visual 
artist Josh Teason gave at an 

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End Sound Society event 
recently, which is a perfect 

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just lead on from this 
conversation, especially some of

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the points that Sarah has made 
towards the end here about well,

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01:00:00,960 --> 01:00:03,560
OK, this is here's some of the 
destructive stuff we have done 

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01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:07,560
in creation. 
What does it mean to look at the

903
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creation properly and to think 
about our role in it more 

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01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:14,440
deeply? 
If you want to prepare for that 

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01:00:14,440 --> 01:00:17,880
episode properly, look him up. 
Josh Teeson T i.e. 

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01:00:17,880 --> 01:00:22,040
SSEN and look up his Vanitas and
Veriditas series and look at 

907
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:24,560
some of those paintings. 
We will have slides in the video

908
01:00:24,560 --> 01:00:27,600
version of the podcast, but 
yeah, look out for that. 

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01:00:27,800 --> 01:00:30,600
And after that, we will be doing
a lot of feasting. 

910
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:34,760
We will be getting together for 
our fall Middle Earth feasts, 

911
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:38,080
September 19th and 20th that you
can all join us for whether you 

912
01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:43,640
have to hop in a car or a plane.
And we will be doing an episode 

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01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:48,680
on why we feast. 
And a lot of our fall episodes 

914
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:52,520
will be very focused on the the 
how shall we then live of all 

915
01:00:52,520 --> 01:00:55,200
this? 
If, if, if being still really 

916
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:57,680
matters so much, If being 
present really matters so much, 

917
01:00:57,680 --> 01:01:02,800
if seeing the beautiful 
multiplicity of layers of of 

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01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:07,840
meaning and communion in what 
God has made, if that is all 

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real, then how shall we feast? 
And we will be getting into that

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01:01:14,600 --> 01:01:18,360
in the coming weeks. 
Amy, Sarah, thank you for 

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01:01:18,360 --> 01:01:20,000
joining me for this 
conversation. 

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01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:21,480
My. 
Pleasure. 

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01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:27,160
And thank you all for listening.
I want I'll close this out with 

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a quote from Alexander Schemman.
There must be someone in this 

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01:01:32,400 --> 01:01:35,800
world which rejected God, and in
this rejection, in this 

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01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:38,040
blasphemy, became a chaos of 
darkness. 

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01:01:38,280 --> 01:01:42,440
There must be someone to stand 
at its center and to discern, to

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01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:47,160
see it again as full of divine 
riches, as the cup, full of life

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01:01:47,160 --> 01:01:51,200
and joy, as beauty and wisdom, 
and to thank God for it. 

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01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:55,240
This someone is Christ, the new 
Adam, who restores that 

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01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:58,240
Eucharistic life which I, the 
old Adam, have rejected and 

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01:01:58,240 --> 01:02:03,440
lost, who makes me again what I 
am and restores the world to me.

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And if the Church is in Christ, 
it's initial act is always this 

934
01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:11,920
act of Thanksgiving, of 
returning the world to God. 

935
01:02:14,080 --> 01:02:17,040
The Imagination Redeemed podcast
is the production of the Anselm 

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01:02:17,040 --> 01:02:19,360
Society. 
It's easy to see this world as 

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01:02:19,360 --> 01:02:21,520
disenchanted and to give up hope
that there's more. 

938
01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:25,040
But you were made to see the 
world with the eyes of heaven 

939
01:02:25,360 --> 01:02:28,520
and to live a bountiful life 
that participates in the life of

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01:02:28,520 --> 01:02:31,640
God. 
Like in the great stories, the 

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01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:34,840
Ansome Society is a place where 
you can come in and experience 

942
01:02:34,840 --> 01:02:38,680
that beauty, joyful celebration,
and ancient wisdom and go out 

943
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:42,240
renewed, bringing that life to 
your vocation, your home, and 

944
01:02:42,240 --> 01:02:44,840
your church. 
Join us next time as we pursue a

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renaissance of the Christian 
imagination together.

