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Can I ask you to turn your 
Bibles to Luke Chapter 9? 

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Luke Chapter 9? 
We're going to be reading verses

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27 to 43 this morning. 
Luke Chapter 9, verse 27 to 43. 

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Sorry, 37 to 43. 
I gave you guys 10 extra verses.

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You're going to be like we were 
covering that last week, 

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starting verse 37. 
The next day, when they came 

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down from the mountain, a large 
crowd met him. 

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Just then a man from the crowd 
cried out. 

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Teacher, I beg you to look at my
son, because he's my only child.

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A spirit seizes him. 
Suddenly he shrieks and it 

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throws him into convulsions 
until he foams at the mouth, 

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severely bruising them, and it's
scarcely ever leaves him. 

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I begged your disciples to drive
it out, but they couldn't. 

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Jesus replied. 
You unbelieving and perverse 

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generation, how long will I be 
with you and put up with you? 

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Bring your son here. 
And as the boy was still 

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approaching, the demon knocked 
him down and threw him into 

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severe convulsions. 
But Jesus rebuked the unclean 

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spirit, healed the boy and gave 
him back to his Father, and they

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were all astonished at the 
greatness of God. 

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You've probably heard these 3 
words or read them on AT shirt 

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or a hoodie somewhere. 
You are enough. 

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It's a phrase that grew in 
popularity really beginning in 

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the early to mid 2000s with the 
self help guru Brené Brown. 

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And then as we got into the 20 
tens, gained a lot of traction 

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through social media influencers
on Instagram and TikTok. 

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And so today you can buy a whole
bunch of you are enough merch. 

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You can buy hoodies, buy key 
chains, you can buy T-shirts. 

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You can even buy the item that 
I'm about to have put up behind 

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me if you would like a crocheted
rose in a pot holding a little 

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sign with the first saying 
saying you are enough. 

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Actually, it's not. 
This is not very Dutch of me. 

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That's not a rose, that's a 
Tulip. 

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That's a Tulip. 
And I understand the sentiment 

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behind those 3 words. 
It's, it's something that 

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resonates with a whole group of 
people and, and A and a culture 

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in a time where we feel 
exhausted from trying to measure

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up to other people's definitions
of what enough is. 

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We're just living in a time 
where we've always had 

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comparison going on, but we've 
never always had comparison in 

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our hand 24 hours a day looking 
into the lives of other people, 

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looking at standards that are 
set for us in the area of, of 

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beauty, of strength, of success,
of accomplishment, and just 

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being like, I can't do that. 
That's not me. 

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And lots of us, I think, just 
feel an overall sense underlying

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a whole bunch of stuff of 
inadequacy. 

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We just don't measure up. 
We, we, we want to, we, we, we 

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crave somebody to tell us that 
we are enough because we think 

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that being enough is what would 
give us value. 

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The question, though, isn't 
whether we understand why the 

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statement is out there. 
The question is, is that 

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statement true? 
Are you and I really enough? 

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And I can just say for me, man, 
there's a whole bunch of areas 

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in my life, things that I have 
come to discover over the course

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of my life, sometimes the really
hard way where I'm just not 

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enough. 
If you're looking for somebody 

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to pick a suit and a tie and 
match those things together, I 

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am not enough. 
You did not want the color blind

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guy picking that. 
In fact, you don't even want the

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color blind guy to be the guy 
who's telling you if there's a 

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stop sign coming up, right, 
Amanda? 

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She just shook her head no, Just
so you know, or trying to 

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explain a movie character to 
your kids because you told them 

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that was the blue guy and 
they're like that, that guy's 

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purple, right? 
I just, I'm not enough in the 

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area of color. 
I'm not enough. 

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If you're the guy, if you want a
guy who's going to fix your car 

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and check your oil, I'm not him.
That's not me. 

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If you want a person to organize
your paperwork, you can talk to 

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Jolene. 
She will tell you I'm not the 

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person. 
I am not enough, as I found out 

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over and over again, to fix 
somebody's marriage or to fix 

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your kid or to fix your 
finances. 

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And I can't even fix myself. 
Every Sunday I stand up here or 

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stand in Brant or Kitchener at 
our Arabic site and I preach 

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and, and I know this reality. 
I'm not enough. 

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The things that God has asked me
to bring before you and to 

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communicate, I am not capable of
getting through to you. 

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I'm not enough, and neither are 
you. 

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And no matter how many times you
repeat that phrase to yourself, 

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it doesn't change the reality 
that you and I are not enough. 

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That was the problem in the 
passage today. 

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For almost all the characters in
this story, they weren't enough.

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There was a Father who wasn't 
enough. 

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There were a group of disciples 
who weren't enough. 

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There's religious leaders in 
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who were also present there. 
And Jesus makes it very clear to

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them they're not enough. 
So let's let's start by looking 

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at some of these characters who 
just put to bed the lie that 

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we're enough. 
Let's start with the dad. 

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This, this guy, he is dealing 
with one of the hardest things 

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that any parent ever has to deal
with. 

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He is dealing and coming face to
face with this reality that he's

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not enough, that he can't fix 
his kid. 

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I, I can't imagine what this guy
is going through. 

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Can't imagine the pain and the 
anguish and the frustration that

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he has encountered seeing his 
only son ravaged by this evil 

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demonic power. 
This power that that Luke tells 

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us is causing him to foam at the
mouth and throw him into 

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convulsions that is bruising his
body. 

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Matthew 17 gives us some 
additional information about 

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what has happened to this young 
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The the Father told Jesus in 
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he often falls into the fire and
he often falls into the water or

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into pools of water where he's a
danger of drowning. 

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If someone doesn't yank him out,
he's being burned and he's being

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drowned. 
Mark tells us in his account 

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that this man had had been made 
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communicate. 
And Mark says it's been going on

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since childhood. 
So we talk about this. 

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This boy, he's not a boy. 
He's a young man. 

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And there's been an extended 
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We don't know how long that this
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And the father has had to watch 
it and he's been powerless to 

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fix it. 
And I'm just going to tell you, 

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maybe you're a new parent. 
When you're a parent for any 

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period of time, you come to a 
realization, usually when your 

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kids start to get into later 
double digits, that there's just

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things that you can't protect 
your kids from that you can't 

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fix in your kids. 
It's the scariest thing. 

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I, I, I remember really clearly 
going to Maya's kindergarten 

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orientation and, and be in there
and watch and she's going to be 

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put into this class. 
It was it was either late May or

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early June. 
And and while she's there, I'm 

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kind of, we're just supposed to 
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Maya probably doesn't remember 
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There were two little girls who 
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And while the teacher wasn't 
looking, I sobbed up to those 

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two little girls. 
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that you have been mean to my 
child, there is no place you 

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will be able to hide. 
No, I probably shouldn't have 

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done that. 
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hear this along the way, I'm 
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But there's something in us as 
parents that we just fiercely 

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want to be able to protect and 
and put bubble wrap around our 

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kids, right? 
And yet eventually, the cruelty 

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and the evil in this world ends 
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See, mom and Dad, you're not 
enough. 

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You won't be able to fix 
everything that your kids come 

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up against. 
You won't be able to protect 

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them from everything in this 
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This is contrast, right? 
This is intentional contrast by 

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Luke of last week and this week.
Last week. 

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We are up on the mountain in 
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This week we're down in the 
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with the reality of the 
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world. 
And I'm just going to tell you 

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because some of you still think 
in your head, you can protect 

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your kids. 
You can bubble wrap if you just 

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get them out far enough. 
It's OK if you just build that 

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bubble big enough. 
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The problem is sin doesn't just 
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lives in the bubble. 
See, sin isn't an out there 

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problem for us, it's an in here 
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I assume nobody here taught 
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Like you didn't start practicing
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First we're going to practice 
please and thank yous, and next 

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week we're going to work on 
bitings and hits. 

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Nobody does that. 
You didn't have to teach your 

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kid how to to lie and and 
deceive you. 

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You didn't have to teach them. 
Nobody has ever had to teach a 1

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1/2, a 2 1/2, a three and a 
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a half, a 50 1/2 year old. 
How to be selfish comes 

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naturally to us, see, on our 
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what's broken. 
The disciples, they're in this 

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story. 
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They're very clearly not enough.
It's this very humbling moment, 

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an incredibly humbling moment in
this passage, especially if you 

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remember where we started in 
Luke 9, as we started into this.

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Remember Luke 91? 
We get this, this picture. 

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Jesus is bringing all the 
disciples and they've been 

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walking with him. 
They've been learning from him. 

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Now Jesus is going to send them 
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And so in Luke 9/1, he summons 
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power and authority over all the
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And yet here they are with this 
demonic evil power and they are 

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powerless. 
They had come to a point where 

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they thought that they could do 
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They thought that the power 
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came from them. 
They had enough when they were 

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out and casting out demons and 
going out from town to town, 

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they had enough. 
Until they didn't. 

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Because it didn't work this 
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What does the dad say? 
The father says, hey, I I knew I

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couldn't do it, so I came and I 
begged your disciples to drive 

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it out. 
And guess what? 

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They couldn't. 
So many times in the Christian 

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life, man, I have gotten to a 
place where I thought, you know,

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I've been doing this long 
enough, I've been at this long 

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enough, I've got enough 
experience. 

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I got this, I got this. 
And that's almost immediately 

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when I fall flat on my face, 
when I go into a situation and 

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I'm relying on my experience, on
my gifting, on my ability, on my

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force of will, when my thought 
process just starts going, you 

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know, if I could just if I could
just talk to that person, we 

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could just sit down. 
I could convince them I could 

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fix this. 
And time and time again, I find 

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out when I get into that spot, 
I'm not enough. 

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What about the religious 
leaders? 

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Mark 9 talks about some 
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Mark 9/14, it says when they 
came to the disciples, when they

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came down from the Mount of 
Transfiguration, they saw a 

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large crowd around them and the 
scribes were disputing with 

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them, that is the other 
disciples who were left behind. 

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And so there's this dispute and 
debate going on between the 

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religious leaders, the scribes 
and the disciples. 

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And, and in the context of 
what's going on here and what is

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happening in the broader story 
of the Gospels, what's happening

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is that they are sitting there 
and they're shaking their finger

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at the disciples. 
They're saying, see, these guys 

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are a fraud because they follow 
a fraud Messiah. 

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They, they can't do this. 
And so they're seizing on this 

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moment, looking at Jesus 
followers who are failing to 

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discredit the one they're 
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Still happens today, right? 
Because their issue was they 

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were looking for a very 
different Messiah. 

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They didn't like this Messiah. 
They wanted a Messiah who was 

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going to come to praise them as 
the holy, religious, righteous 

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leaders. 
They they were waiting for a 

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Messiah. 
And they believe the Messiah 

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would come when they had been 
righteous enough to force his 

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hand, when they had made the 
nation righteous enough. 

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Then then Jesus would come and 
owe them, and he would do all 

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that needed to be done to rescue
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They wanted a Messiah who came 
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enough, that they deserved his 
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And Jesus responds and says, you
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generation, all their striving, 
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religiosity wasn't enough to 
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We want to believe that we're 
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I want to believe I'm enough. 
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own we are sufficient to measure
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justify ourselves, to use a 
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But it's a lie. 
It's a comforting lie, but it's 

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still a lie. 
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down as a lie. 
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What do we do? 
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Is it just our then the lot to 
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that sooner or later we come up 
against our stuff that that just

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we're going to fall flat on our 
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pushing and striving and trying 
and trying harder and trying 

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harder anyhow? 
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we resign ourselves that this is
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hands up in the air and kind of 
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If we're not enough, then what 
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The answer is we go to the same 
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When we're not enough, we go to 
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he's more than enough. 
Jesus is more than enough. 

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You know, he said that the 
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would you come look at my son? 
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that as the boy was still 
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him down and threw him into 
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But where? 
Where the disciples had not been

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enough and where the Father was 
not enough to protect and to fix

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what was broken in this child, 
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spirit, healed the boy, gave him
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He did it all. 
Jesus fixes the problem that 

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everybody else was powerless to 
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that kept the disciples from 
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should have been able to do was 
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could do it. 
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After he had gone into the 
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privately, why couldn't we drive
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He told them, this type can come
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See, the power that they needed 
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prayer. 
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The power that they had been 
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them by Jesus, but somewhere 
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to think that the power belonged
to them and they they could kind

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of just do it on their own. 
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And how often do we do that, 
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If you're a follower of Jesus, 
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is to come to this point of 
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To to recognize it is literally 
the cry that sets us free and 

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gets us to the point where we 
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the cry of saying I'm not 
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If we have to come to that point
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righteous religious activities, 
my goodness, my morality is 

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simply not enough. 
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Your death on the cross was 
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cover over all my sins. 
It is only by believing in the 

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power of Jesus to save on the 
cross and through his 

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resurrection that we can be 
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Romans 10/8 and 9:00. 
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screen for you. 
Paul says this is the message of

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faith that we proclaim. 
If you confess, if you believe, 

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if you confess with your mouth 
that Jesus is Lord, that that 

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Jesus is the Messiah, he's the 
God, He's the only one who can 

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save and rescue you, and you 
believe in your heart that God 

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was the one who raised him up 
from the dead, then you will be 

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saved. 
Nothing about you doing anything

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in that other than just 
receiving and recognizing what 

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Jesus did. 
It's crying out, Jesus, I'm not 

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enough, but you're more than 
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And so the whole whack load of 
us in this room have come to 

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that point, watching online, 
you're there, you've believed 

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that you started into this life 
of following Jesus saying I'm 

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not enough. 
And then Jesus gives us the 

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Spirit, just like he gave power 
to the disciples, He gives the 

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Spirit, the Holy Spirit to all 
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empower us and to guide us and 
to gift us and to make us new. 

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And after a while of doing this,
sooner or later, most of us come

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to a point where we start to 
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are doing the work. 
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little nudge and help here and 
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I'm going to throw a picture up 
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Some of you will be familiar 
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It's called a trailer bike. 
And and it's something you put 

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on the back of your bike as 
you've got a kid who's starting 

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to learn how to ride a bike and 
doesn't go in kind of those 

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little tent trailers on the back
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And you get a kid and they they 
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the back. 
They get to participate in the 

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ride. 
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If the adult who's on the front 
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is not enough power in the rear 
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If the adult stops pedaling, the
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In the Christian life, if the 
Spirit isn't doing the work, the

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power is gone. 
You might deceive yourself into 

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thinking you're doing the work 
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You don't do SWAT. 
You're just like the kid on the 

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back of the bike. 
You get to participate. 

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It's glorious, it's awesome. 
You get to go along for the ride

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and you should keep those feet 
pedaling, but you're not doing 

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the work. 
The number one indicator that 

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you've fallen into the trap of 
forgetting that it's Jesus who's

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doing the work. 
It's the Holy Spirit who's doing

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the work. 
You know what the number one 

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indicator is? 
Our lives begin to be marked 

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more by doing than by praying. 
Soon as your life begins to be 

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marked more by doing things for 
God, then by crying out to God 

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to help Him do the things you 
can't do, you're in trouble. 

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See, when we understand that God
is doing the work and inviting 

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us into it, and that nothing 
ultimately gets done without Him

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doing the work that needs to get
done, prayer moves from our last

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resort in life to our first 
response in situations. 

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So let me ask you a few 
questions in your life right 

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now. 
Are you spending more time 

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trying to fix your friends, fix 
your kids, fix your spouse? 

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Then you are praying for them is
your solution to the to the sin 

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that you're struggling with it 
is your solution more about 

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trying harder or inviting the 
Holy Spirit in more in those 

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moments of temptation? 
Are you trying to overcome the 

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struggle that we all come up 
with it sometimes? 

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This struggle that we started 
talking about, about this 

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struggle with self doubt and 
self worth. 

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By looking inside yourself or 
looking to others to validate 

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your value and your worth, or by
looking to God's word and seeing

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men, you are fearfully and 
wonderfully made. 

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The God of the universe loves 
you so much He sent his Son to 

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die for you. 
I just need you to know we start

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off by saying you are not 
enough. 

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That does not mean that you are 
not incredibly, incredibly 

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valuable. 
You have unbelievable value, but

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you just are not going to 
recognize that value by 

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validating yourself or seeking 
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Now here's some good news. 
The good news in all this is 

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when we believe that we are not 
enough, but that Jesus is 

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enough. 
It's enough. 

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It's enough. 
The solution to the problems 

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that we all face in in making 
our way through this fallen and 

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broken world is not to believe 
harder in ourselves. 

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It's to ask God to help us 
believe more in Him. 

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Again, let me take you to Mark's
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It's one of my absolute favorite
prayers in all of scripture that

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comes out of this story. 
See Mark records it this way. 

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The Father came to Jesus and he 
said, listen, if you can do 

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anything, if you could just do 
anything, have compassion on us 

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and help us. 
Jesus said to him, if you can, 

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everything is possible for the 
one who believes. 

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Let me unpack that First. 
Let me unpack Jesus statement 

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saying if you would really 
believe in me, if you would 

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really know me, you would trust 
me to be enough and trust that I

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am always enough. 
Because belief in Jesus is 

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always enough to fix anything 
and everything. 

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And here's what I mean by that. 
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Because if you believe in Jesus,
one day you will be with Jesus 

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when he fixes everything and 
anything. 

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See that is the absolute 
promise. 

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Jesus is going to fix it all. 
Romans 10/9 says if you confess 

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with your mouth, Jesus is the 
Lord, believe in your heart, God

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raised him from the dead, you 
will be saved. 

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And we think of that as some 
disembodied salvation taken up 

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into into clouds and woo woo 
playing harps and stuff. 

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That's not it. 
Jesus came to rescue and redeem 

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everything, a new heaven, a new 
earth, all creation to set right

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all that was broken and wrong. 
He didn't like design physical 

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matter by accident. 
It was the point for you to be a

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physical embodied being. 
And His plan is to renew and 

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restore all things to the way it
was meant to be. 

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And so that means someday, 
fully, completely forever, you 

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will be healed. 
I don't know whether it's going 

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to happen this side of glory or 
the next, but I have zero 

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question that it will happen. 
You will be set free of of 

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temptation and sin. 
You may struggle your entire 

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life, but I'm telling you, 
there's a day coming where 

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you're not going to struggle 
anymore. 

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You will enjoy the fullness of 
the world without evil, without 

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injustice, without pain, without
heartache, without loss, just as

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God made it to be. 
If you believe Jesus, that's all

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it requires. 
But this is where it gets really

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good. 
We all have moments where we 

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struggle to believe what we 
believe, right? 

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Probably today you'll have a 
moment where, like the thing 

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that you say you believe up here
is not somehow reaching here. 

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It's not being lived out in the 
way that you live. 

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What do we do in those moments 
where I believe, but I'm not 

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sure that I believe. 
We ask God to help be enough for

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us, even in our unbelief. 
Immediately upon Jesus saying 

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what he said to this man, if I 
can do anything, you just just 

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believe. 
Immediately the father of the 

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boy cried out. 
I do believe. 

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Help me in my unbelief. 
What a prayer, man. 

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That is a prayer that so many of
us need to pray so often. 

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I believe. 
Help me in my unbelief. 

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Help me in those areas, Lord. 
Where? 

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Where? 
Yeah. 

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If I was given the test and the 
exam, I know the right thing to 

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say. 
I know the right answer to give.

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But I'm not sure I want to 
believe it, but I'm not sure 

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that I really believe that you 
can fix what's broken in this 

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situation. 
I just want to tell you, your 

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family is not beyond Jesus's 
ability to save. 

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Your situation is not so far 
gone that Jesus can't do 

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anything about it. 
It's beyond his ability. 

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If you believe in Jesus, one day
all that is broken and all that 

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breaks our hearts. 
And I don't know how this all 

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works. 
I just believe Jesus is going to

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make it right. 
Evil is defeated, sin is 

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destroyed, the power of darkness
and death is forever expelled. 

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That's the way the story ends 
with Jesus the Father didn't 

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come with perfect faith. 
He came with desperate faith. 

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And he prayed the really the 
most feeble prayer that anybody 

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could pray. 
I believe but I don't really 

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believe helped me in my own 
belief that's it feels so feeble

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and yet cried out to God with 
true humility and true 

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desperation. 
It is more powerful than 

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anything that you can do in your
own strength and flesh. 

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Only when we we we get to the 
point where we're fully honest 

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about our weakness are we ready 
to actually see Jesus working 

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strength. 
Theo Moody said this. 

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He said God sends no one away 
empty except those who are full 

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of themselves. 
See, some of you think what 

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disqualifies you from coming to 
Jesus is your weakness. 

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But weakness is exactly what 
qualifies you to come. 

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The only people that Jesus can't
help are the people who think 

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they don't need Jesus's help. 
So stop trying to be enough and 

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start trusting that Jesus is 
enough for you. 

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Just as we come to a close here 
and begin to wrap this up, I 

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want to give you some time this 
morning. 

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Just reflect on what God is 
saying to you through this 

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message, through this story, 
through this encounter. 

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What is the Holy Spirit been 
pushing on you? 

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1st I just say if you've never 
cried out that cry of desperate 

457
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:57,040
prayer for salvation to Jesus 
did to say Jesus, I know deep 

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down I am not enough. 
I'm not sufficient. 

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I can't do this. 
I haven't earned your love and 

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your salvation. 
You just cry out to him and you 

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say but you, you died because 
you love me. 

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You forgive my sins. 
I want to follow you then let 

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today be that day and know that 
it is true. 

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The words of Romans 10/9 and 10 
right? 

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If we confess with our mouth 
that Jesus is Lord and believe 

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in our heart that God raised him
from the dead, you will be 

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saved. 
But then for those of you who 

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who Yeah, you're there. 
You know that salvation reality 

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to be true. 
Are there areas where you have 

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been trying and instead this 
morning, maybe you need to try 

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praying, Maybe it's in that area
of trying to fix your marriage. 

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I, I truly, honestly, I tell 
couples that I meet with all the

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time. 
I believe that one of the 

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reasons that Amanda and I are 
together today, that I love that

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woman more than I loved her the 
day we first met or the day we 

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00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:15,840
said I do on on the stage in the
church where we got married. 

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I believe it's because my wife 
is way smarter than me and she 

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00:34:21,440 --> 00:34:25,320
was the one who came to 
recognition about a little while

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into our marriage, but longer 
than I wish it would have taken,

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where she realized that we were 
never going to change one 

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00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:35,600
another. 
No amount of nagging, no amount 

482
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:38,960
of complaining, no amount of 
fighting, bickering, arguing, 

483
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:44,159
passive aggressive behavior, no 
amount of self help books, 

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00:34:44,159 --> 00:34:47,120
marriage books was going to 
ultimately change the other 

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person. 
What was going to change the 

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00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:53,080
other person was believing that 
Jesus could change the other 

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person and go in and, and, and 
taking the thing that was 

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00:34:57,720 --> 00:35:00,560
bothering us or the thing that 
was a struggle in our marriage 

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and coming to them and putting 
it before them. 

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But then putting it before the 
Lord and saying if this is me, 

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change me. 
And if this is them, change 

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them. 
And Lord, if you don't change 

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00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:12,400
anybody, then give me the 
patience to be able to live with

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this until you do. 
Or can you trust not just your 

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00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:21,400
marriage, but your kids to a God
who loves them more than even 

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00:35:21,400 --> 00:35:24,640
you love them? 
Maybe your prayer today needs to

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be Lord, I believe that you love
them more than me. 

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00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:32,720
Help me in my unbelief. 
I know how hard it is to believe

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00:35:32,720 --> 00:35:34,240
that somebody could love your 
kids more than you. 

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God loves your kids more than 
you love your kids, and He can 

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00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:48,680
do for them what you can't. 
Maybe today, maybe you need to 

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00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:54,520
just ask God to give you the 
faith to believe the prayers 

503
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,480
that you've been offering before
him, that quite honestly, you've

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00:35:57,480 --> 00:36:02,560
started to struggle to believe 
God. 

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00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:08,320
Maybe your prayer is just this 
God, I have believed in you for 

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00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:15,360
blank. 
But if I'm honest, I haven't 

507
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:18,640
really. 
I know there's a disconnect 

508
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:20,160
here. 
Help me in my unbelief. 

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00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:25,920
Help me really, truly believe 
that you could do something 

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00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:31,560
about this there. 
There might not be anybody in 

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00:36:31,560 --> 00:36:37,440
all of church history who got 
used in a greater way for 

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00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:40,520
greater purposes to build this 
church than the Apostle Paul. 

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00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:52,280
In 2nd Corinthians 12, Paul 
talks about a a, a gift that God

514
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:57,040
had given to him that felt like 
anything but a gift was the gift

515
00:36:57,040 --> 00:37:02,840
of weakness. 
The he said he had this thorn in

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00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:04,480
the flesh. 
We're never told what it was, 

517
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:07,360
whether it was spiritual or 
physical. 

518
00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:10,760
He had this thing that he said 
was from Satan. 

519
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:15,640
It was just it he kept on 
bashing his head against it was 

520
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:22,840
it was keeping him from being 
enough and he was crying out for

521
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:29,200
it to be removed. 
He cried out fervently, and 

522
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,080
ultimately the Lord says this to
him. 

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00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:39,280
He says My grace is sufficient 
for you because my power is made

524
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:44,680
perfect in your weakness. 
And this was Paul's response. 

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00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:51,720
Therefore, I will most gladly 
boast all the more about my 

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00:37:51,720 --> 00:37:56,280
weakness so that Christ's power 
can reside in me. 

527
00:37:57,680 --> 00:38:01,880
So I take pleasure in my 
weakness, insults, hardships, 

528
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:05,720
persecution, and in difficulties
for the sake of Christ. 

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00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:10,680
For when I am weak, that's when 
I'm strong. 

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00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:15,680
Paul thanked God for the 
constant reminder that he was 

531
00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:20,600
not enough, because it was a 
constant reminder and a constant

532
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:24,560
call to the One who is enough. 
Without it, he even says 

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00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,520
himself, he would have grown 
arrogant. 

534
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,760
He would have grown boastful. 
He would have believed that he 

535
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:31,400
was doing this all in his own 
strength, that he was pedaling 

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00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:38,040
that bike forward. 
But because he knew his weakness

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00:38:38,520 --> 00:38:43,240
and he knew how desperate his 
need was, he grew to know how 

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00:38:43,240 --> 00:38:48,520
big his God was. 
Would that be true for all of 

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00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,120
us? 
Let me pray over you. 

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00:38:56,720 --> 00:39:02,560
God, we would love if we got to 
be known and shaped by our 

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00:39:02,560 --> 00:39:07,480
power. 
We would love to be those who 

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00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:15,200
are seen as glorious and strong.
Thank you for this reminder. 

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00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:20,200
It's just not true. 
Every single one of us. 

544
00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:24,800
We're weak. 
None of us in this room are 

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00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:28,760
enough. 
We're not enough in the 

546
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:32,960
struggles we face. 
We're not enough in the sins we 

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00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:35,640
combat. 
We're not enough in the 

548
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:40,520
relationships we're in. 
We're not enough to fix 

549
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:42,240
ourselves. 
So how would we ever fix 

550
00:39:42,240 --> 00:39:46,160
somebody else? 
But Jesus, you're more than 

551
00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:52,320
enough, Holy Spirit. 
You are more than enough in US 

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00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,680
and through us to do what we 
could never do on our own. 

553
00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:58,880
And God, I know that in this 
place, even in my own heart, 

554
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:01,600
there are areas where I believe,
but I struggle to believe. 

555
00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:04,280
I struggle to believe that 
you're enough. 

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00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,760
Help me in my own belief, be 
enough. 

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00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:13,160
In Jesus name, Amen.
