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Hello and welcome to Big Gay 
Energy. 

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I'm Caitlin. 
And I'm Fiora. 

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Come along with us while we dive
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queer media. 
Representation matters, and 

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we're. 
Here to talk about it. 

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Cheers, queers. 
What's on the big gay agenda 

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today? 
Theora today. 

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We're going to talk about an 
amazing, incredible television 

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show called Elite, and 
specifically Season 1. 

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So if you've never heard of the 
show, that's OK. 

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We're going to give you a quick 
synopsis of what it's about, get

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into our favorite moments and 
why we love it, and why you 

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should too. 
Yes, and the reason that we are 

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here is all because of our 
friend Alethea Crimmins. 

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Because when we talked about 
young Royals, Alethea was like, 

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Ali you. 
Need to watch no other, no 

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options. 
You need to watch it like where 

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have you been? 
My God. 

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Seriously. 
Yeah. 

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No. 
Seriously, it's there's eight 

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seasons of this show. 
We are only focusing on Season 1

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because eight seasons is a lot. 
So we're going to just focus. 

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And you will get lost in it. 
But because yes yes, and there's

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so much that happens. 
So if you're watching this 

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episode and you haven't seen the
full show right now, Theor and I

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have only really seen season 1 
in depth. 

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There may be spoilers depending 
because Alethea has seen the 

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full show. 
There may be spoilers, but we. 

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Like to try and keep this season
1, this claimer, I've finished 

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the entire the entire eight 
seasons and the like little mini

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things that they have. 
So there's many. 

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Things. 
That, that, that, that they're 

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like, Oh my God, elite minis 
that that, that just focus on 

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certain characters and that's 
it. 

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So like, right, so when so you 
would like see season 1? 

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I was like there was so many 
seasons ago but I'm trying to 

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remember. 
That's okay, we're going to do 

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it. 
Remember recap. 

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Okay, so first of all, what is 
Elite? 

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Okay, so it's it's a show it's 
on Netflix as of right now at 

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the time we're filming. 
It's a Spanish show, so it takes

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place in Spain. 
So if you're not afraid of 

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subtitles, jump onto this. 
They also have dubbed versions 

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in other languages if you're not
into reading it, but there's 

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that it's 8 episodes in the 
first season. 

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They're an hour long each. 
And basically it is drama. 

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So it takes place in this high 
school that's this like upper 

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class high school. 
And it starts off with these 

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three student, yes. 
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three students that come from 
like the lower class that get 

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scholarships to come into the 
school because one of the dads, 

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a couple of the dads of the 
students in the fancy school own

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this company. 
And they because of shady 

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business practices where they 
were cutting corners to build 

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the poor kid high school, the 
school collapsed. 

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So as like a sign of charity, 
they're like, we'll give three 

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kids who didn't die in the 
school collapse a scholarship to

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come to the fancy school. 
So it was like it starts off 

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with classism first of all, and 
then it. 

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Follows the three students. 
It follows the three students, 

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which is Samuel, Nadia and 
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Oh my God, yes. 
Somebody thinks it with her and 

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it follows them as they kind of 
try to navigate this school and 

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basically there's a lot of 
classes and hatred that goes 

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towards them because like 
they're ruining. 

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Their. 
Atmosphere with their poorness 

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and this and that. 
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really accepts the three of them
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And Marina becomes this kind of 
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episode. 
And then by the end of the first

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episode you find out that we're 
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timelines like the past and the 
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there's an investigation going 
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Then you're like, wait, what? 
So then the whole episode or the

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whole season is like, how did 
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Who killed her? 
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Is this and? 
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Covered in somebody's blood? 
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Yeah, Samuel's covered in blood,
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happening? 
So it jumps back and forth 

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between this police 
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interrogating every student and 
some of the teachers that we 

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meet trying to figure out what's
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And by the end, well, I don't 
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like, basically that's Season 1.
And then like, it gets to like 

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Marina's death, who killed her, 
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jumps into like 10 months later 
and the story just kind of keeps

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continuing. 
That's the problem we're going 

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to. 
Talk about going and going and 

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going, and we're going to talk 
about season one. 

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OK, so as somebody who hadn't 
seen this before, some things I 

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just want to say outside of the 
synopsis was I thought that it 

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was a very well done television 
show particular and the first 

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episode really grabbed me. 
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really like stood out to me is 
like, wow, great production, 

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acting, all that stuff on point.
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was at one point they're in the 
present and they're in the 

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morgue and they're zipping up 
Marina's body. 

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And like it cuts from like, 
Samuel watching this to like 

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them zipping up the body in the 
pool and the sound it's playing 

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this song. 
And as they zip up Marie, like 

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Marina's into the body bag, the 
sound muffles as they're zipping

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it almost like this happy music 
is like snuffed out with the end

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of her life. 
Like I was just like, wow, 

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whoever made that choice, like 
phenomenal. 

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It is like from start to fit. 
It's like. 

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Yes. 
You want to stop watching, but 

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it's like, and, and it's like 
every time you you say, oh, OK, 

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I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm going to 
watch this one more, one more. 

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Something happens at the the 
end. 

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And, and you're like one more, 
one more, just one more episode.

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One more episode. 
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Seriously. 
And this, this is, this is also 

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there's, there's a whole lot of 
skeletons in these people's 

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closets. 
And it, like, is like, really 

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shows people are not always who 
they seem, Rick, regardless of 

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what your status is. 
Everybody, Yeah. 

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Yes. 
No matter what class your. 

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Body has. 
Everybody's life. 

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Everybody has something and they
just don't want you to know 

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about it. 
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Yes. 
And that's what. 

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And that's what I like. 
Right, so. 

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Yeah, it just keeps you guessing
constantly. 

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I won't say that. 
And it's like when you think you

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know the character. 
You know. 

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No, I was like, why do you like 
Guzman right now? 

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What is going on? 
I hated him in the beginning and

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then at one point he does and. 
Then I'm like you, you like, 

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because it was like, how can 
Marina have a brother like that?

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Like she like she's so great and
she's so wonderful. 

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And then it's this douche bag of
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And then you see it's like, 
maybe he's not that bad. 

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Like maybe, maybe he's not. 
It's like, it's like 

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compensating. 
Especially when you started 

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messing with my girl, not Nadia.
I was like you son of a bitch. 

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Oh. 
My God, let's talk about Nadia, 

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all right? 
Yeah. 

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You know what? 
Nadia is my favorite. 

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I'm sorry. 
I just that she's. 

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Just my favorite. 
I'm saying it right now. 

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I. 
Felt like she is. 

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I will literally do I will 
compromise what I believe. 

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I will do any and everything 
because I know what I want. 

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I want to succeed. 
And if this means that I have to

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compromise who I am, I'm going 
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Because when they told her you 
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back to school with your job 
only because when she was in 

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French class, maybe she let the 
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She she, she was like Voulez 
Voukoussei Avocadoi like she 

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like. 
She was just. 

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Like, and they were like, 
they're like teacher was like, 

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oh boy, you're really great. 
Like you can really go places. 

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And they were like this bitch 
and they all felt Brett, but she

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but she. 
Literally. 

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The bitch was who complained 
about that bitch? 

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Yeah, Lou, we. 
We we we all know, but she but 

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she did have this like Nadia had
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It's it's, it's oxymoron, but 
she had this like humble 

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arrogance about her like. 
Yes, yeah, yeah. 

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I know that I'm the shit. 
I'm not gonna brought broadcast 

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it, but I know that I'm better 
than you bitches. 

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But like, like, like I like I 
know I'm smarter than you 

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bitches. 
Like I know I'm better than 

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y'all. 
And they would try to bait her 

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constantly. 
And she would be like, yeah, I 

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know. 
And that would infuriate a lot 

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of the these characters who are,
like, their typical rich kids on

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some level, where they are used 
to getting what they want. 

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And, like, Lou is out here 
blackmailing teachers to get 

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what she wants and all this 
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And Nadia's like, you know, she 
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demeanor to like best them. 
And I love that about her. 

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But how, how was it legal for 
them to be like, you can't wear 

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your hijab, which is a it's part
of her religion. 

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Is that not religious 
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Like that was awful. 
I felt so bad for her. 

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I'm like how is this legal? 
I hold on real quick because I 

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just want to like her confidence
and like knowing that she's 

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better than them is because she 
says something in the very first

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episode. 
You don't have a name like mine 

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without knowing what you can't 
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Yes. 
She has to be on top of her game

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that every single second 
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That got me. 
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especially being like 
International Women's Month, 

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like it was like, yeah, like us,
us as women, especially me as a 

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black woman, like I understood 
like, I can't be regular. 

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I can't just like, you know, 
like screwed on by like 

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everybody else. 
I have to hold myself to a 

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higher standard because people 
have a certain expectation of 

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us, of women in general. 
They have an expectation that 

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we're not supposed to be 
supposed to be seen and not 

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heard type of shit. 
And she, she was like, Nah, like

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because of my name, like I got 
to be on top. 

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I have to or people are going to
treat, treat me exactly how they

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were treating her. 
And that's not OK. 

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And if she just wavers in her 
confidence, someone's going to. 

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Because. 
Because it's like, yeah, even 

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though I know who I am, I can't 
be like Lou. 

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Like I can't just be like that 
asking in how great I am because

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I don't look like her. 
I don't have what she has. 

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So y'all are going to come for 
me. 

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And she could in all, like, in 
every right act exactly like 

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Lou. 
Because she because she can. 

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Because, because Nadia is that 
bitch. 

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But she can't. 
She can't because they're going 

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to come because every time that 
she tries she can literally be 

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just standing there like that 
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There were times when she was 
just in the room and they had an

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issue with her being in the 
room. 

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I was like well y'all got that 
threatened by by this girl. 

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Because they know that she is 
better than them. 

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Yeah, exactly. 
That's what it is. 

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It was. 
Yeah. 

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I but can we get into her, her 
because I, I didn't know like 

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yes, because I, because once I 
started watching, I was like, 

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wait, Omar is not Nadia's 
brother. 

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And I was like, oh, OK, but Omar
is has a few skeletons in his 

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closet that that he's he was 
kind of fighting against like he

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was like, and again, because of 
his background and how he was 

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raised, that's not tolerate. 
Like that's not that's like 

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that's found upon like you, you 
can't be gay. 

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Like what? 
Yeah, his plot line was very 

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much survival. 
So in his plot line, he we first

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meet him and he's like the local
drug dealer for like the 

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teenager. 
Basically. 

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And you're like, OK, no. 
And then you're just like, OK. 

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And then you meet him and then 
you realize, oh, he's he's gay. 

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And then he starts up this 
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Ander, who I love their plot 
lines together. 

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And then we find out the root of
all this is because he's so 

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afraid of his father finding out
he's gay that he's dealing so 

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that he can get up money. 
And get out. 

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Of this situation and live on 
his own and it's just 

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heartbreaking that like that's 
what he's doing. 

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So he's to your point, going 
against what he wants and who he

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is because he's trying to 
survive. 

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And there's this one scene that 
breaks my heart where the dad, I

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forget how, but the dad 
confronts him and he's like, are

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you gay? 
Who said this about you? 

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And blah, blah, blah. 
And like, Omar's like a backup 

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against the wall, up against the
wall with his dad yelling at 

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him. 
And he says, no, I don't know. 

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I don't know who said that, 
blah, blah, blah. 

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And the dad leaves and he's with
Nadia and he's just like 

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breaking down. 
He's like, I'm a coward. 

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I'm a coward that I couldn't 
tell the truth. 

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And now he's like, you're not. 
You did what you had to do to 

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survive. 
And it's like, that's literally 

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his plotline. 
And it's so. 

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Awkward and and this is his plot
throughout all he and you just 

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want to just reach in and and 
just help him. 

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He just wants to survive and 
it's like he cannot, he cannot 

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catch a break And it's like fuck
Omar, not again. 

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It's like he cannot catch a 
break. 

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For Omar but we see like the 
culmination of this when his 

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boyfriend Anders mom is the. 
Principal. 

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Of Nadia's school tries to talk 
to her dad and makes things 

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completely worse and then outs 
Omar. 

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I don't know what why she 
assumed that he knew. 

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I guess maybe. 
Well, no, because she didn't 

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even know her own son was gay. 
Didn't for, did not. 

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Until like very recently, like 
the. 

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Episode before because they. 
They. 

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They literally all had to hide 
who The Who they really like and

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had to hide who he was because 
of his friend group. 

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How many of us have dealt with 
that? 

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Like I can't tell y'all who I 
really AM because then y'all are

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going to treat me like y'all 
treat everybody else. 

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Hence why Polo and his little 
creepy self. 

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We'll get into him. 
But yeah, his creepy self. 

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That's a great way to put it. 
Oh my God. 

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Jesus Christ. 
What? 

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OK, wait, but Ander. 
I love Ander, though, because 

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Ander's, like, got a similar 
plot line going on to Omar, but 

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it's different. 
So in his plot line, he's hiding

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the fact that he's gay. 
But which when it comes out, his

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parents are just like, we know 
and why we're just like, why did

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you hide this from us? 
But then Andrew's like, OK, 

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whatever. 
But the thing he's really hiding

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from them is the fact that he 
hates tennis. 

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But and they invested all this 
money into him being a sports 

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star because what makes him 
different is the only reason 

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he's at this big elite. 
Because his. 

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Mom's the principal. 
He's not wealthy. 

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So like his ticket out of 
poverty is tennis. 

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So his family sunk all this 
money into him playing tennis 

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and he's like, I hate tennis. 
So like that's really that's the

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equivalent of Omar's dad finding
out he's gay. 

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Is his dad is Anders dad finding
out he hates tennis, the thing 

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they sunk all this money into. 
So like, so when he comes out, 

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he's gay to his parents, his 
parents like we don't care. 

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And his dad's like, hey, you 
could be a famous gay tennis 

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player. 
That'd be awesome. 

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Sponsors would be lined up for 
that shit. 

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And he's like, for fuck's sake 
of tennis, like. 

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And, and it's it's, it's like 
Andrew kind of lucked up to be 

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in in the in crowd and this and 
this crowd is like, once you're 

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in it, like you want to stay in 
it because because they have. 

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Yeah. 
As we see see with Lou, they 

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have powerful influence. 
So it's like you don't want to 

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upset these people because they 
can literally destroy you. 

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Like look how just one. 
I don't want her wearing her, 

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her like his job anymore. 
Made the principal, made her 

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call this girl into the office 
and say that she couldn't wait 

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just by one statement that like 
you do not want to upset these 

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people. 
Yeah, they can make her break 

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you is the thing. 
But also she calls in the 

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principal calls in accessories 
and Nadia points out like 

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everyone has accessories then. 
And I just love how she does 

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stand up for herself her in. 
Those moments, friends. 

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By meeting people where they are
with their argument, she's like,

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I know that this isn't actually 
the truth, but I need them to 

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realize what they are saying, 
right? 

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Now and like I, I felt bad for 
Samuel because he is another one

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like he he he likes start 
started off look, I'm a waiter. 

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I know that I that that I that I
don't belong here. 

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I know that y'all don't want me 
here. 

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Like I'm not even trying to be 
in in the forefront. 

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I just want to be in in this in 
the background. 

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Like y'all just leave me alone 
like I'm not even. 

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But then his like brother, the 
like troublemaker, like drags 

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him in to this situation. 
And he was like, bro, I was just

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trying to blend in, like, why 
are you messing this up for me? 

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And that's how he gets mixed up 
and everything else. 

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And it's like Marina really 
likes him. 

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And when he took took took a 
picture with her dad, she was 

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like, well, you just like 
everybody else. 

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Like what? 
Like I, I, I thought you were 

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different. 
Like, and he is. 

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He is like, he's not like them 
and it's like I, I, I, I don't 

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want to be like my brother. 
I don't want to be like y'all. 

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But what do I fit in? 
Like I just want to be me at 

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this point but I keep getting 
pulled. 

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In know who that is because he's
in survival mode. 

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I mean, when Nano goes to jail, 
he he says that his job is 

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what's been paying their bills 
as a teenager in high school. 

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As a waiter, my my waiting, my 
waiting job, me being a waiter 

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is paying the bills like these 
are like these are. 

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Teenagers. 
Mm. 

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Hmm. 
Yeah, so he he kind of starts 

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off as this like people pleaser 
a little bit because I feel like

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the family falls onto him. 
And so when Nano starts getting 

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in trouble again, Samuel's first
reaction is like, God damn it. 

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And then he's like, well, I got 
to get you out of this. 

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And then his brother's like, no,
I don't want you in this. 

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And like Nano's plotline I found
was really, really interesting 

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because like, it's really easy 
to judge him immediately and be 

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like, wow, he's just like, but 
then it's like, yeah, no, I did 

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too. 
Totally. 

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That's the that's the first 
impression of him. 

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And you're like, Oh my God, he's
the troublemaker brother. 

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But then when you really look at
the plot line, it's classism. 

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Like he's in jail because he's 
poor. 

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That's literally what it is. 
Because then we go through this 

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whole plot line with the crux of
it is like, Carla and Guzman's 

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dads were actual criminals that 
almost killed a bunch of kids. 

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And meanwhile, they're not 
because money and it gets to a 

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because money. 
And then Guzman's like, well, 

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you know, we're getting my dad 
out of jail because we can make 

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bail and that's legal. 
And it's like, yeah, that's 

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legal. 
But like Nano's in jail because 

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he cannot pay bail because he's 
poor. 

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So it's like the criminalization
of poverty is how Nano. 

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Gets in jail, but then he goes 
to jail and I oh wait did did we

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get to that part yet OK at. 
The very end, Yeah, he has a 

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back in jail, but it's literally
the criminalization of poverty. 

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And that's like how it starts, 
how it ends with Nano. 

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And so like, he's he's fucked no
matter what. 

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And he's like the reason I and 
then you realize he's got into 

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some shady shit while in jail 
because he was trying to stay 

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alive. 
And now he's being blackmailed 

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by like the mob or whatever, or 
some shady group of people and 

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it just spirals out of control. 
And so it was like the perfect 

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setup for like Marina to step 
in. 

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So Marina's like basically this 
character who is born super 

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rich, had an unfortunate thing 
happened to her where she 

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contracts HIV by sleeping with 
somebody who I guess was poor 

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because they give her criminal. 
It's just the criminal nature of

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being poor. 
And then they're just like, wow,

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poor people. 
And it's like, what though? 

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Because apparently only poor 
people have HIV, which, which, 

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which is, which is basically 
what her, her brother was like. 

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Well, I don't want you messing, 
messing with Samuel because 

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Samuel is not in the same class.
And you know, and I, I, I don't 

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want you to get hurt again. 
So just 'cause he's in. 

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So only poor people have HIV. 
Like what? 

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So much classism in the show, 
the higher. 

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Class does more damage to Samuel
than Samuel does to anybody 

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else. 
That's the irony. 

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That's the true. 
Craziness like why Why would you

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assume that he would hurt her 
just because he he has less than

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you all? 
I was like, y'all are and then 

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we have and they this I could 
never go to that high high 

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school because they would hate 
me because I would always speak 

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my mind and I'd be like, you 
know what? 

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Lou Fitch. 
Yeah, seriously, she needs you 

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get thrown out in the first 
step. 

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I really what because, but Nadia
knows where all of the bones are

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buried and that's why they keep 
because she she was like, look, 

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if if you tell on this, I'm a go
tell what I know, because I, I 

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didn't I didn't see see y'all do
some shit. 

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So if if you say say something, 
I'm gonna say something. 

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But that goes to show how much 
power Nadia really, really has 

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and how Bretton knew really is 
by her, because you could have 

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easily, it's her word against 
yours and look like you have a 

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lot of power. 
But you were so threatened by 

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her and you thought maybe there 
was a chance that they really 

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would side with her that you 
didn't want to take that chance.

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So what knowing how much power 
you have, why wouldn't you want 

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to take that chance against 
Nadia? 

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And then so much so that now 
you're getting whose mind to try

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to date her or woo woo her that 
Oh my God, that. 

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But I feel like he Loki really 
started to like her. 

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Oh, he did, yeah, for sure. 
Because he's like someone who 

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sees me for who I am and not 
just my money. 

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That's when you start. 
Yes. 

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In a little bit and you're like,
oh, maybe we do like him. 

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And then he becomes Guzman 
again, and right. 

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It's like literally like little 
glimpses. 

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Of who he actually is. 
And then it's like, Nah, I just 

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gotta go, 'cause, 'cause I can't
show. 

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If you got him out of his 
surroundings. 

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It is very. 
Much totally. 

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Different and agreed environment
throughout every single season, 

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every single character that 
comes in you you see that that's

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not really who they are, but 
it's because of the environment 

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that they're in and they have to
they have to I don't it's it's 

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image image. 
Yeah, it is. 

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Like I, I have to be a certain 
way because my, my family has 

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money. 
I, I have to be this way. 

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The only one that I think is 
really who they put themselves 

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out to be is Lou. 
Like Lou Lou, Lou Lou is. 

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Yeah, yeah, there's nothing fake
about her. 

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She is who she is and I respect 
her about her. 

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I don't like her but. 
Right, but I respect her. 

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She says everybody else is fake 
on on every level, including 

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Marina, who is like set up to be
like the like you said, like 

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product of her environment. 
But I have to rebel against 

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everything in my environment, 
period. 

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And like, at first I was like, 
you think that's great? 

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But then like she gets really 
annoying about it towards the 

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end. 
I'm like, girl, what are you 

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doing like this? 
Is crazy, but before we get into

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Marina some more because there 
is some things that we have to 

448
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461
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462
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Pea, which I think is supposed 
to be blue potato. 

463
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:52,200
And I have to make sure that I 
say that full name because I 

464
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:53,960
love your name, love evil 
potato. 

465
00:28:56,280 --> 00:29:01,120
So thank you all. 
All right, back to Marina. 

466
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:07,000
Back to Marina the overarching. 
Can we jump in and just talk 

467
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:12,880
about one of my favorite 
characters from when I first saw

468
00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:16,800
his him streaking down the the 
hall? 

469
00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:21,320
Christian. 
Christian, Yeah. 

470
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,960
Now I want to talk about Marina 
and I also want to talk about 

471
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:27,640
the whole polyamorous 
relationship that you got going 

472
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:29,600
on with Carla and Polo. 
Because that was. 

473
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:34,280
Interesting, yes. 
And very much needed on 

474
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,000
television just in general. 
In general, yeah, it was very 

475
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:40,280
complex and interesting because.
That shit really does happen. 

476
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:43,640
So yeah, let's talk a lot for. 
Sure. 

477
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:49,560
OK, where do we want to start? 
Yes. 

478
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,600
OK. 
Juicy, juicy, juicy. 

479
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:55,680
First of all, Christian. 
OK, so the thing about Christian

480
00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:59,360
that's interesting is like you 
think he's on Lou's level at the

481
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,880
beginning of being like you get 
what you get with me. 

482
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:05,520
And then as you get towards the 
end you're like or not with 

483
00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:07,560
Christian. 
He's got a bit of like self 

484
00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:12,440
preservation and like maybe I 
will backstab my friends to get 

485
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:15,000
what I want. 
Maybe I will sell myself out to 

486
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,120
get on this magazine cover as a 
model. 

487
00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:22,160
Like so he does have that like 
slipperiness about him a little 

488
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,440
bit that like I wasn't expecting
when you first meet him because 

489
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:26,600
he's just all confidence and 
he's like, Yep, I don't do 

490
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:28,640
anything about school, but 
whatever. 

491
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:30,560
But but. 
Confidence. 

492
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:37,040
He also really wants to be a 
part of the in crowd and he 

493
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:43,560
likes attention. 
So it didn't shock me that he he

494
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:49,120
was like, well, maybe I I might 
just sell up my because from the

495
00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:54,080
beginning, he wanted to be a 
part of the in crowd. 

496
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:58,960
He wanted, yeah, he, yeah, he, 
he, he. 

497
00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:03,400
He wanted them to see and to 
accept him. 

498
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:06,760
That's very true. 
That's a good point. 

499
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:13,080
So, yeah, so. 
And then he's like Carla, she's 

500
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:14,880
hot. 
But the girl looks Apollo. 

501
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:18,080
Apollo is a crazy bitch. 
OK, well, he's a crazy. 

502
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:20,400
Bitch, because he's crazy. 
I was. 

503
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:26,440
I was like, OK, so this is your 
girlfriend. 

504
00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:29,320
Then you're going to tell your 
girlfriend to go and sleep with 

505
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:33,240
Christian, and then you're going
to watch like a creeper. 

506
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:37,320
And it's like, OK, voyeurism is 
a thing, but like, you gotta 

507
00:31:37,320 --> 00:31:41,880
like tell people and not just be
like a creepy Spector in the 

508
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:43,760
background. 
But the point isn't as a thing. 

509
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:47,000
And it's like, no, but she but 
she is. 

510
00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:51,080
OK with it like she she she 
she's like this. 

511
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,960
Did you like that? 
Like did I do? 

512
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:56,320
I'm and I'm like wait a minute 
like like this is a thing like 

513
00:31:56,320 --> 00:32:00,240
this is what y'all do and then 
he's and then he's like I love 

514
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,320
you so much. 
What? 

515
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:05,760
But tell Christian what's 
happening. 

516
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:10,200
Like what the hell? 
I just the creepy part of it. 

517
00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:19,120
Wait, but it's he? 
He also isn't open about who he 

518
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:21,960
is either. 
Correct. 

519
00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:25,520
Because of his friends, his 
friends, every time, like when I

520
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:28,160
felt really bad, the part where 
I felt bad for Paul, he's a 

521
00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,360
creepy bitch, but I felt bad for
him at some parts where like 

522
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:33,800
him, Carla and Christian kind of
like finally sat down and had a 

523
00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:36,240
conversation about like, are we 
doing this? 

524
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:39,160
And it was very healthy from 
that, in that moment where 

525
00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:40,640
they're like, yes, let's do 
this. 

526
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,240
They set their boundaries, they 
do their thing and everybody's 

527
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:46,040
happy and like they're all 
getting along and they have this

528
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:48,880
seemingly healthy, like 
polyamorous relationship going 

529
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:49,520
on. 
That's really great. 

530
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:52,920
And then Guzman shows up and 
Guzman's like, Paula, how could 

531
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:54,040
you? 
And this is clear. 

532
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:56,400
He's poor and like gets in his 
head. 

533
00:32:56,400 --> 00:33:00,320
And then Polo gets so influenced
by Guzman that he starts 

534
00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:03,200
sabotaging everything and like 
going against like, what makes 

535
00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:06,680
him happy and what he wants. 
And it's like then he just, he 

536
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:09,040
just starts floundering because 
he's very weak at the end of the

537
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:11,200
day. 
And he's just influenced like he

538
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:13,920
got into the polyamorous thing 
because Carla's like, let's try 

539
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:15,040
it. 
Like she influenced him. 

540
00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:17,600
But then he's like, OK, I kind 
of like, because maybe I'm into 

541
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:21,280
guys too and like, that's OK. 
For. 

542
00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:23,680
That then Guzman's like, how 
could you? 

543
00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:27,160
And Paul was like, oh fuck yeah,
I guess I'm supposed to do this.

544
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,600
And it's like, he was just so 
wishy washy because he just went

545
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:33,360
wherever the wind blew him 
depending on who was talking to 

546
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:36,440
him. 
And he never was like owned who 

547
00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:38,360
he was, which was the tragic 
part of that. 

548
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:43,520
Like a a lot, a lot of these 
things is and a lot of 

549
00:33:44,360 --> 00:33:47,600
teenagers, even adults go 
through that. 

550
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:52,600
Like I, I need to be a part of 
the in crowd. 

551
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:56,520
I need to fit in and this is my 
way. 

552
00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:01,800
Even if I have to hide me, I 
need to fit in. 

553
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:08,159
And even adults that want to, to
be in certain circles, like 

554
00:34:08,159 --> 00:34:13,679
there was one time in my my life
where I didn't tell anybody that

555
00:34:13,679 --> 00:34:18,520
I was married to, to my wife. 
Not that that I was hiding it, 

556
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:23,840
but it was like, if you know, 
you know, but I'm not going to 

557
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:24,800
say it. 
Yeah. 

558
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:27,679
Because I want to be a part of 
this circle. 

559
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:33,360
So it's kind of yeah, it just. 
Yeah. 

560
00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:40,320
I mean, you never know that. 
Yeah, which made Polar really 

561
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:43,120
interesting because he has two 
moms and everybody knows that. 

562
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:46,040
And then he's kind of like 
hiding this like queerness about

563
00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:48,159
himself or he's like kind of 
ashamed of it or doesn't 

564
00:34:48,159 --> 00:34:50,480
understand it, which is really 
interesting. 

565
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:54,000
But then it set Polo up to be 
this like super desperate 

566
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:56,000
character. 
So then when I got to the end 

567
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,240
and I was like, oh, Polo's the 
one that did it. 

568
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:02,920
It made total sense because he 
was so desperate for Carla 

569
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:05,600
because that was his only 
constant that he had in his 

570
00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:08,160
life. 
And he felt like when he lost 

571
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:09,680
her, he lost control of his 
life. 

572
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:14,480
So he's like clung to her tooth 
and nail and like did an 

573
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:19,280
unspeakable thing off a Marina 
because he was so desperate for 

574
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,320
to hang on to Carla. 
And it was just like, I hate 

575
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:29,920
this but it makes sense. 
We go back to environment like 

576
00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,200
would would all this would have 
happened? 

577
00:35:32,240 --> 00:35:38,800
Would would this have happened 
if the environment was 

578
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,520
different? 
What what would this have 

579
00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:44,840
happened if money wasn't the 
route? 

580
00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:48,240
It's like class wasn't the 
route. 

581
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:53,400
What, what this had happened if 
this one, this one major family,

582
00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:58,160
because it's it seemed like it 
was that one family that pulled 

583
00:35:58,160 --> 00:36:05,440
so many strings and everybody 
just kind of like if they, they 

584
00:36:05,480 --> 00:36:08,920
were almost like the mob like if
like you're, you're, you're not 

585
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:17,080
in with us then if we're done. 
If that watch didn't exist, no 

586
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:20,960
one would have died. 
If that family had followed the 

587
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:23,280
law, that too, none of us would 
be here. 

588
00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:26,800
And that's the family is that 
they're like, oh, Nano's 

589
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:29,800
terrible, But meanwhile they're 
it's white collar criminals 

590
00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:32,520
against blue collar criminals. 
And like the kids get sucked 

591
00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:34,880
into this like, well, I have to 
protect my family. 

592
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:36,680
I have to program your family's 
out of your brain. 

593
00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:39,880
And they also get. 
Land for people that like. 

594
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:47,960
Crazy that the like kids have to
do adult shit to try to cover up

595
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:55,960
for the family and like who who 
who's mom was was was like I'm 

596
00:36:56,040 --> 00:37:00,240
I'm I'm sick of this shit. 
Like at at the end he was just 

597
00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:03,240
like, I can't take this anymore.
Like that. 

598
00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:04,640
Like fuck what? 
What? 

599
00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:06,800
Like what what what what do you 
want me to? 

600
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:10,520
Do. 
Like you're you're going to 

601
00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:13,240
jail. 
Like you're going to jail. 

602
00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:18,320
It made me sick that the parents
were like how could you let this

603
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:21,320
happen when like you're the 
reason that it happened in the 

604
00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:23,120
1st place Like you're the one 
who did it. 

605
00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:27,640
We have no money. 
It's y'all like we we we don't 

606
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:33,240
have money Like you ruined a 
school like you killed like you 

607
00:37:33,240 --> 00:37:37,480
What? 
We we you ruined so many lives 

608
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,080
and then did not. 
And the whole, the whole crux is

609
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:41,440
like, they're like, we're not 
taking. 

610
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:43,720
And this is literally the 
political climate we're in right

611
00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:46,600
now in America where the white 
collar criminals are like 

612
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:49,240
refused to take accountability 
for what they did and try to 

613
00:37:49,240 --> 00:37:52,720
evade that accountability at all
costs, no matter who that hurts.

614
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:56,120
And then again, when the kids 
are like, I think this is wrong.

615
00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:58,480
They're like, how could you 
betray the family? 

616
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,800
This is your fault. 
It's like, bitch, you're the one

617
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:04,320
that signed off on the let's do 
shady to business practices. 

618
00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:06,200
And then you're the whole thing 
is you're trying to hide the 

619
00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:08,640
fact that you broke the law and 
like try to blame everybody 

620
00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:09,720
else. 
And it's like, we're here 

621
00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:12,560
because of you and your refusal 
to take accountability for all 

622
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:14,000
this, and now more people are 
dead. 

623
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:18,560
And I just couldn't understand 
why I could because because like

624
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:22,640
lose family seems like they run 
the whole school. 

625
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:32,280
But how they allowed a teenager 
to blackmail them to dictate 

626
00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:37,960
their lives Like you like you 
are in like you. 

627
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:45,440
So it's there's a teenage girl 
and y'all let this girl like run

628
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:48,200
yours? 
I was like watching this, I was 

629
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:50,800
watching this and I'm like, I 
could never be a teacher in one 

630
00:38:50,800 --> 00:38:54,080
of these schools because it must
suck so badly. 

631
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:56,920
Because when you're the teacher,
you're supposed to be in charge 

632
00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:59,600
of that room of kids to teach 
them and guide them. 

633
00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:03,120
But like there's such a huge 
power imbalance between the 

634
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:06,200
teacher and the children because
the children by proxy of their 

635
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:07,800
parents have more money than 
God. 

636
00:39:08,040 --> 00:39:11,760
So they no money and they flex 
that to the teacher and like, 

637
00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:13,240
what is the teacher going to do 
at the end? 

638
00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:14,560
It like it must. 
Be. 

639
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:19,240
Awful to have. 
This is almost giving like. 

640
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:25,480
This is almost like the, the, 
the like Spanish version of 

641
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:33,200
Gossip Girl because, because, 
because because it's like where 

642
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:38,200
they, how they all have to like 
money, how they, but they all 

643
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:46,160
have secrets they like all have 
especially the like newer Gossip

644
00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:50,840
Girl, not the original, but the 
newer 1 where they had so much 

645
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:59,320
influence on like on the, on the
staff and the principal based on

646
00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:03,400
how much money they had and how 
much money their parents were 

647
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:07,600
giving to this school. 
And this, this was basically the

648
00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:14,000
same thing. 
But when you have the amount of 

649
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,560
money. 
To cover up murders like when, 

650
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:21,760
when, when does it become not 
OK? 

651
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:28,560
Like when, when is it like, 
when, when do I say this is 

652
00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:31,240
enough? 
Like where do I draw this line 

653
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:37,120
and say OK well this this this 
is not right. 

654
00:40:39,720 --> 00:40:42,720
Yeah, and I mean, what 
encapsulates that more is the 

655
00:40:42,720 --> 00:40:46,280
finale, when, like, Marine is 
dead and what ends up happening,

656
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:48,880
Nano's the one that goes to 
jail, the poor kid. 

657
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:51,040
And they're like, well, he's 
been to jail before. 

658
00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:53,880
It was probably him. 
They had no evidence that he did

659
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:56,160
it, and they arrested him and 
threw him in jail for it. 

660
00:40:56,160 --> 00:40:59,640
Meanwhile, like all the white 
collar criminals got away. 

661
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:04,360
Yeah, I was, I couldn't believe 
that happened. 

662
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:08,080
And I'm sure it happens, but 
like we literally find out who 

663
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:12,160
did it and what happened and now
it's the kids. 

664
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,760
Like it is their fault. 
They know exactly. 

665
00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:19,160
Now they're just falling into 
the same thing as their parents.

666
00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:22,680
And my one of the only thing I 
literally wrote down, 'cause I'm

667
00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:28,400
like, I need to make sure I say 
this was why did no one think to

668
00:41:28,400 --> 00:41:33,840
call for help? 
Yeah, people saw Marina and. 

669
00:41:33,920 --> 00:41:38,240
Nobody said any like no, that I 
could not. 

670
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:41,560
I could not fathom like y'all, 
like nobody's going to. 

671
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:48,920
But you noticed Samuel change 
like you you. 

672
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:52,520
Yes. 
You noticed from the from the 

673
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:59,240
beginning of the very first 
show, he kind of started to 

674
00:41:59,240 --> 00:42:05,400
shift and you kind of suck. 
And it's like, no, Samuel, do 

675
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,920
not get sucked in. 
Do not get sucked in. 

676
00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:15,480
Nadia stayed consistent to who 
she was this whole entire time. 

677
00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:21,280
But you saw Samuel shift. 
You saw him kind of getting 

678
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:25,880
sucked in. 
And as these seasons go like, 

679
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,600
you're not even going to 
recognize who this person is. 

680
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,680
Yeah, they did the awesome thing
where to me, it's like his 

681
00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:36,440
innocence was shattered. 
And the moment they really 

682
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:38,560
solidified that was when he 
punches the mirror. 

683
00:42:38,560 --> 00:42:42,080
Because anytime you have 
mirrors, it's like a reflection 

684
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:44,200
of the inner self. 
And when he shatters it and he's

685
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:47,000
looking at himself, he fractures
and he's never going to be the 

686
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:49,600
same again. 
And that's you just see that 

687
00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:53,840
darkness in him at the end where
he's just like over it. 

688
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:55,160
And he's a totally different 
person. 

689
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,920
And there's no coming back for 
that character because he he's 

690
00:42:57,960 --> 00:42:58,920
changed forever. 
He. 

691
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:02,000
Turns into somebody that he 
doesn't know. 

692
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:10,840
And oftentimes we do that based 
on the people that we're around.

693
00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:18,000
And and just like Polo, the 
influence that people have will 

694
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:21,480
turn us into somebody that we 
really don't want to be. 

695
00:43:21,720 --> 00:43:26,840
But it's like we almost feel 
like, especially the teenage 

696
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:31,840
years, you feel like you don't 
have a choice that you have to 

697
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:41,040
be that in order to survive. 
Like I high school now is 

698
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:47,400
survival of of the fittest. 
It's like I it's like I I have 

699
00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:58,680
to find a space that I need to 
be in or I'm just fresh meat and

700
00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:04,920
I don't want to be that. 
So I have to be in a crowd. 

701
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,840
Me. 
I'd rather be like not Nadia 

702
00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:11,160
because she was like I'm I'm not
focused on being in none of 

703
00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:12,800
y'all crowds. 
Like I don't give a damn because

704
00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:16,000
I have. 
Even at home. 

705
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:24,040
Yeah, even at home. 
She refused to compromise her 

706
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:29,680
own opinions and beliefs, which 
is amazing considering how we 

707
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:34,000
see this differences between her
brother and her classmates. 

708
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:42,120
'Cause it's like Omar, really. 
It's not like he doesn't take 

709
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:50,040
his backgrounds seriously, but 
not as much as Nadia does, not 

710
00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:55,000
not as not as much as she does. 
And I think that has a lot to do

711
00:44:55,000 --> 00:45:00,080
with the fact that he knows that
him being gay is going to 

712
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:05,000
ostracize him from everything 
and everybody that that that 

713
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,880
he's ever known except for 
Nadia. 

714
00:45:10,480 --> 00:45:12,640
Yeah, that's really true. 
And then when we get into like 

715
00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:15,200
their family background a little
bit too, where like they had a 

716
00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:19,040
sister who basically like super 
rebelled to the fact that she 

717
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:22,920
like left the family and then 
like had a whole bunch of stuff 

718
00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:24,400
happened to her. 
I feel like there was more 

719
00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:28,320
pressure or scrutiny put on 
Nadia as the other daughter to 

720
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:32,200
not become the bad daughter. 
So I feel like she at home was 

721
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:35,960
perhaps put under more pressure 
than Omar was because they're 

722
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:39,720
like, we lost one daughter to 
Western culture. 

723
00:45:39,720 --> 00:45:41,080
We're not losing her other 
daughter. 

724
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:44,280
And it's like, I think she was 
kind of more trapped than Omar 

725
00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:47,720
in a little, in kind of a way. 
And she did what she could to be

726
00:45:47,720 --> 00:45:50,640
the good daughter to, like, you 
know, make the parents proud. 

727
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:53,120
And I think Omar was doing that 
in his own way, but he felt, I 

728
00:45:53,120 --> 00:45:55,560
think, unsafe in that 
environment because he's like, 

729
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:57,240
if they find out who I really 
am, they're going to turn on me 

730
00:45:57,240 --> 00:46:00,320
and try to kill me or whatever. 
But do we feel that that is the 

731
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:04,400
norm in most? 
Because I felt like that was the

732
00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:08,760
norm in my household being 
raised with two, two brothers. 

733
00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:15,800
Like the like girl is the one 
that you have to be the good 

734
00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:18,960
daughter. 
You have to be the right yes. 

735
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:22,400
And the like guys are kind of 
y'all. 

736
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:26,160
Y'all can kind of do whatever 
you want but my daughter. 

737
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:31,080
Yeah, I got that vibe from her 
plot line for sure. 

738
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:37,200
It's also interesting to see 
like that sibling dynamic versus

739
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:40,920
Nano and Samuel. 
Thank you. 

740
00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:45,600
That's true, Omar and Nadia did 
have a good sibling relationship

741
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:47,320
where they were there for each 
other. 

742
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:49,880
Like he would get really upset 
and calm to her and she would 

743
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:52,400
stick up for him and make 
excuses for him. 

744
00:46:52,400 --> 00:46:55,480
Like she saw that he was happy 
with Ander and like did what she

745
00:46:55,480 --> 00:46:58,880
could to protect her brother. 
So I feel like they trauma 

746
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,680
bonded under their like 
oppressive kind of household. 

747
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,280
Like the the basically the 
culture was kind of like 

748
00:47:05,400 --> 00:47:07,800
stifling them a little bit. 
And they were they survived 

749
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,560
together by bonding together 
those two in season 1. 

750
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:12,840
But I. 
Also mean that like the two of 

751
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:16,840
them were always themselves like
throughout. 

752
00:47:16,840 --> 00:47:19,720
That's true throughout this 
first season, whereas I feel 

753
00:47:19,720 --> 00:47:22,040
like Nano and Samuel kind of 
flipped. 

754
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:27,080
They definitely Samuel became 
like didn't know who he was, 

755
00:47:27,080 --> 00:47:31,680
like was lost and Nano was 
fighting for his family like he 

756
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:34,120
was fighting for Marina and 
their child. 

757
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:38,280
Like he wanted that. 
He wanted to escape and just be 

758
00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:41,200
that family. 
And it was almost like how 

759
00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:45,080
Samuel was fighting for their 
family when Nano went to jail by

760
00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:49,440
like trying to support them. 
So like that's like Nano was 

761
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:52,880
lying to Samuel. 
So like, there's that. 

762
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:56,720
And I I. 
I didn't say he was included, 

763
00:47:56,720 --> 00:47:57,840
but. 
Marina God. 

764
00:47:59,000 --> 00:47:59,800
She's. 
Frustrating. 

765
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:08,760
It's it's like she's not as the 
the like goody 2 shoes that she 

766
00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:14,240
puts herself out to be like you,
like you're really not that 

767
00:48:14,240 --> 00:48:17,240
girl. 
Like you're really like, you're 

768
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,280
really not that girl like you. 
You're not that girl, you. 

769
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:26,280
Want everybody to think that oh,
you know, I'm I'm I'm I'm not 

770
00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:33,600
like them but really you are but
but but but really are and. 

771
00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:36,560
She is. 
And you are in a like real 

772
00:48:37,760 --> 00:48:42,960
snakish type way, like you are 
the wolf in like sheep's 

773
00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:45,880
clothing. 
So. 

774
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:47,640
So yeah, like. 
Like. 

775
00:48:47,840 --> 00:48:53,360
Yeah, girl, like you, you are. 
And I will say it once and say 

776
00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:56,920
it again. 
The only one other than not 

777
00:48:57,080 --> 00:49:05,560
Nadia who stayed consistent 
about who he was is even even 

778
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:11,840
even when he started going to 
the school like he was still 

779
00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:15,120
him. 
Yeah, I agree. 

780
00:49:15,720 --> 00:49:17,400
Yeah. 
So Marina is interesting to me 

781
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:19,920
because, like, they set her up 
to be the rebel, OK, where she's

782
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:21,880
like, I'm not like these other 
rich kids. 

783
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:25,040
I'm different. 
I sleep with poor people and all

784
00:49:25,040 --> 00:49:26,320
this stuff. 
But she ain't. 

785
00:49:26,720 --> 00:49:28,440
She's just like them. 
She's back. 

786
00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:31,920
She backstabs everybody. 
And it's like girl, like you are

787
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,040
literally a product of your 
environment, no matter how much 

788
00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:35,240
you put on this front that 
you're. 

789
00:49:35,240 --> 00:49:44,320
Different almost try to be like 
the the Robin Hood of the well, 

790
00:49:44,320 --> 00:49:49,680
I'm like I I'm friends with, 
with with with with the needy 

791
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:53,520
people. 
Like look at me like I'm girl 

792
00:49:53,520 --> 00:50:01,880
like but but but don't use that 
as your storyline. 

793
00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:06,800
Like I'm I'm friends with, with,
with, with with the poor people.

794
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:08,360
So that makes me better than 
you. 

795
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:11,760
Right. 
She's like, I'd give money to 

796
00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:13,640
charity. 
It's basically what she's doing.

797
00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:16,880
She's like, I do charity by 
hanging out with these poor 

798
00:50:16,880 --> 00:50:19,160
people and helping. 
That was how I read Marina. 

799
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:20,440
I was like, she's really fake, 
like. 

800
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:25,840
But that makes you worse than 
them, because at least they are 

801
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:30,360
real about who they are, so that
makes you worse. 

802
00:50:30,720 --> 00:50:34,440
Yeah, and and I will say there 
is one moment with the charity 

803
00:50:34,440 --> 00:50:39,360
where basically their dad, like 
her dad set up this huge charity

804
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:42,120
event and they invite the poor 
kids for the photo op. 

805
00:50:43,240 --> 00:50:46,200
And like Guzman was trying to 
convince Nadia to go at one 

806
00:50:46,200 --> 00:50:47,520
point. 
He's like, no, but it's like for

807
00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:49,080
we're doing charity, like it's 
good. 

808
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:51,760
Like this boy. 
And and then when he realizes 

809
00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:54,320
that it's a huge front and his 
dad's doing cocaine in the 

810
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:57,000
backroom the next day at school,
naughty, he's like, it was all 

811
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:58,880
bullshit. 
Like he was real. 

812
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:01,120
Like he really thought he was 
like, no, we're doing a good 

813
00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:02,280
thing. 
And then he's like, this is 

814
00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:04,400
bullshit. 
And then so he I, I felt there 

815
00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:07,040
was realness to that character 
that I wasn't expecting where 

816
00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:10,160
he's like, he really was trying 
to do the right thing the mass 

817
00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:13,680
majority of the time, like when 
he's not in a rage, like he's, 

818
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:17,400
you know, because hormones and 
boy, but like he really was real

819
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,880
about their situation. 
A lot of times when he when the 

820
00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:22,520
blinders comes off, he really 
saw it and reflected on it. 

821
00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:23,800
I was like, wow, this is 
bullshit. 

822
00:51:24,240 --> 00:51:27,400
I was complicit in some bullshit
like, and he owned that, you 

823
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:33,320
know? 
He has a lot of anger and I feel

824
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:42,840
right, rightly so, because I 
know who I'm supposed to be. 

825
00:51:43,680 --> 00:51:48,760
I know that this is the person 
that I'm that people expect me 

826
00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:52,200
to be. 
But but I really don't want to 

827
00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:55,480
be this person. 
But I really don't don't have a 

828
00:51:55,760 --> 00:51:59,040
choice because my family will 
cut me off. 

829
00:52:01,720 --> 00:52:03,760
That's the crux of it all. 
These kids, at the end of the 

830
00:52:03,760 --> 00:52:05,840
day, they're like, I don't want 
to lose my privilege. 

831
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:09,160
Carla. 
Carla. 

832
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:17,720
And it just gets worse. 
Like it just gets worse. 

833
00:52:17,720 --> 00:52:21,560
Like when they, well, I, I don't
want to get give it away, but 

834
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:29,200
when they start to have 
celebrities come in to the 

835
00:52:29,200 --> 00:52:34,440
school, it's like then it's like
really like, Dang. 

836
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:40,360
And then they have like royalty 
coming to the school and like 

837
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:46,640
then, then, then it really 
starts to get complex And, and 

838
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:53,360
it's like, why are they not, why
hasn't this school shut down? 

839
00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:58,720
Because the, because, because 
the, the actual school itself, 

840
00:52:58,720 --> 00:53:03,160
like you, you will see like as 
it goes on, the actual school 

841
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:12,400
itself is corrupt. 
Like we, you think that it is 

842
00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:16,720
the people with the money, the 
school itself is corrupt. 

843
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:24,120
So yeah, yeah, yeah. 
More things look hard here as we

844
00:53:24,120 --> 00:53:26,480
keep watching Elite. 
Damn, there's just. 

845
00:53:26,480 --> 00:53:29,520
So much going. 
On all right, is there anything 

846
00:53:29,520 --> 00:53:31,880
else you'd like to add about 
Season 1 before? 

847
00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:36,200
We go because I'm going to give 
away a whole lot of other stuff.

848
00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:39,240
So I want to do that. 
But but, but it's like right 

849
00:53:39,240 --> 00:53:42,160
here, like it's it's like 
because because next. 

850
00:53:46,200 --> 00:53:48,520
I'm telling you, I went episode 
into season 2 but Oh my God. 

851
00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:54,040
But let Oh my God. 
But I will say this, they, they 

852
00:53:54,080 --> 00:54:00,600
also throughout all this 
seasons, they touch on a lot of 

853
00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:09,760
things that's not talked about, 
like sexual abuse, drug abuse, 

854
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:15,920
like they, they touch on a lot 
of things like racial topics. 

855
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:23,040
They, they touch on a lot that I
was like, yes, finally. 

856
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:34,120
And it's just how, but you also 
see how because of the society 

857
00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:42,160
that they live in, how people 
have to navigate through these 

858
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:45,040
things. 
And it's hurtful to see. 

859
00:54:45,440 --> 00:54:50,200
And it's like, man, like people 
really like you can't be who you

860
00:54:50,200 --> 00:54:54,840
are and you, you, you really 
have to suffer in silence. 

861
00:54:55,560 --> 00:55:01,560
It's a a lot of what's going on.
Like you see, because of the 

862
00:55:01,560 --> 00:55:05,960
class that they're in, they have
to suffer in silence a lot. 

863
00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:15,280
And it's like it makes you, you 
dislike the character, but but 

864
00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:20,080
then you also feel sorry because
you realize there's really 

865
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:21,480
nothing that they can do about 
it. 

866
00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:27,240
Yeah, like damned if you do, 
damned if you don't kind of 

867
00:55:27,240 --> 00:55:30,400
thing. 
So I hope that you continue to 

868
00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:32,760
watch. 
Whoo. 

869
00:55:33,240 --> 00:55:35,760
Definitely. 
Like I said immediately, I was 

870
00:55:35,760 --> 00:55:38,800
like next. 
It is awesome. 

871
00:55:39,720 --> 00:55:42,320
Anything you'd like to add, 
Caitlin, before we sign off for 

872
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:45,040
today? 
I think that's it for me. 

873
00:55:45,720 --> 00:55:49,080
All right, well, hopefully this 
has enticed you to watch Elite 

874
00:55:49,080 --> 00:55:52,200
or if you have watched Elite, 
let us know what you thought cuz

875
00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:54,480
again, there's so much going on 
it's really hard to cover it in 

876
00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:56,960
like a short amount of time. 
So let us know what you thought 

877
00:55:57,120 --> 00:55:59,320
and if you'd like us to cover 
Season 2 because. 

878
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:04,760
Let us know. 
What's your favorite season is 

879
00:56:04,760 --> 00:56:10,440
and why? 
And who do you relate to the 

880
00:56:10,440 --> 00:56:13,480
most? 
Because there because there are 

881
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:16,240
a lot of characters that go in 
and out. 

882
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:22,200
Which character do you relate to
the most and why? 

883
00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:26,320
That's really good. 
Yeah. 

884
00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:28,840
Let us know in the comments and 
next time we'll come back we 

885
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,160
will talk about all that because
that sounds like a lot of fun to

886
00:56:31,240 --> 00:56:35,760
discuss, so OK, Well, thank you 
for joining us today, Alethia. 

887
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,840
This was super fun. 
Check out Elite if you haven't. 

888
00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:42,200
And until next time, hydrate for
lesbian Jesus. 

889
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:45,080
And gate up all over the place. 
Bye. 

890
00:56:45,240 --> 00:56:50,120
Bye. 
And with that, we've been big 

891
00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:52,360
gay energy. 
Thank you for listening. 

892
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:55,720
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893
00:56:55,720 --> 00:56:58,120
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894
00:56:58,120 --> 00:57:00,800
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