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Energy Podcast. What's on the big gay agenda
today, Caitlin? Today, we're watching episode
three of Heart Stoppers Season 2 called Promise.
Promise. I couldn't remember his promises
or Promise. Promise.
Singular. All right, Ready to get this
show on the road? Yeah, let's do it.
All right. Card Stopper Season 2, Episode 3
in 321. They.
That was closer, much closer. Notice the subtitles went away
too. Yeah, I don't know.
That's a very random. A restaurant that's a classic
date location, so. A theme park, but you hate
roller coaster Art Room. Looks like you go to a book shop
and, like, choose a book for each other and I'll do a little
reading day. Not ours.
Charlie, what do you and Nick do for dates?
I mean, we went to the beach Basic.
What else? I've been grounded and he's got
exams, so I've barely seen him outside of school.
I've been stuck. I only do my history coursework.
Oh my God, you're all useless. How?
You're really overthinking this. I'm not.
If this date doesn't workout, then I lose my best friend in
the whole world. He should do like an outdoor
movie, walk out. If you went to like 500 days of
summer, that would be towel my God, how they break up in 500
days and so that is. Christian, Nick, collect the
cones. Charlie, can you collect the
rugby balls, please? Good season.
Thank you. Well done you guys.
Make up with the lads, Nick. Stare at your boyfriend hey with
your love leaves. If you hear we're having an end
of GCC party in the woods next week.
Yeah, it's going to be wild. And you guys should come.
Yeah, cool. Maybe Nick man or not, friends
of Harry doesn't like anymore. Yeah.
We're sorry about what happened at the cinema.
We should have spoken up. Thanks.
I do know you're not like Harry. Guess it took me a while to
realize what Dickie is as well. I seriously don't blame you for
fighting him. I know you and Charlie are
really good mates. Mates.
That was so explicit. It's ridiculous.
I love it, Yeah. Yeah, it's good mates.
The British version of Roommate and they were roommates.
Still couldn't come out to any of them.
Like, it's fine, there's no deadline, I know, but it's just
annoying when people think we're like.
Yes, Bros, I'm going to tell some of the rugby guys, at least
after exams. If I don't come out of school
soon, we're probably going to get found out anyway because you
keep wanting to kiss at school. I think you're also to blame for
that. Don't know what you mean by.
Never initiated a kiss? Oh really?
So what about the changing room that didn't count?
Or the English room you kissed me first?
Or what about the fine? You win.
That was so fast. I don't met an instigator.
Instigates immediately. Always.
Whatever. Yeah.
Ah shit. I love it when people want.
They're just like, do it, just leave.
Man, what do I do? You want to see me?
Message. Come sit down, Nick.
It's a lot of awesome balls you can't kiss people at.
You captain last year because you were the only one who can
make these boys into a team. But this term, I've sent some
distances growing between you and most of the lads.
I don't want to make any assumptions, but I assume this
has something to do with it. I guess so.
If any of the lads say anything out of line, you tell me
immediately. All right?
Yeah. Yeah, well.
When I was at uni things were pretty bad.
That was in women's rugby, Lots of lesbians in women's rugby.
My wife. I remember what it was like
telling all my friends. Some took it better than others.
Cuties. And the guys know about me, so
we don't owe them that information.
OK. I love her.
Me too. Thank you.
Got your part and sorry. OK.
All right. Maybe keep the kissing outside
of team practice. I've got a kiss from Kendra.
Charlie. Still waiting on your
coursework? I say it's nearly done.
Yeah, have until the end of the day.
I keep How do you ask your friend?
How can you? Do this anymore.
It's your last exam. You're going really done.
And then it's basically the Paris trip we get to spend every
day together for the whole. OK, that does sound pretty good.
See, let's go over ionic compounds.
But you spent so much time helping me.
What about your history coursework?
I haven't helped you with that at all.
It's fine. It's done.
No, it's not. You are amazing.
No, he's just lying to Nick. Big compounds, James.
Isn't it your last exam today as well?
Yep, I should probably be doing some last minute revision right
now, but this is more fun. This one, of course I've read
that one. That was the most we've heard
Isaac Tom feel happy. He is with his book World.
Love it. What is this website?
Yeah, but blinds back. Wow.
Let's don't Don't ohh. That's why he gets a haircut or.
A girl? Good reason?
Now Next seems to feel better about Kevin Shrieff and that I
feel like these tests will give most people anxiety looking at
this and I'm just like, I want to do 1 so bad.
And with 5 minutes back, so you could have that.
Mom, please press. Down your pens.
They all have pencils. Why did you say pens?
You glad of them both? Not literally.
Nobody had a man. Clouds of pens.
I have edge of GC C's party in the woods.
They might have tonight, I bet. So to bring your GCST and also
you can ban them. Everybody party tonight.
Everything your cheeks, Yeah, Harry.
Was that really? I'm not grounded anymore, yo.
Unless you're staying for the meeting about the Paris trip.
Can you go home now? Please?
Please leave. How was your exam?
It was good. Is your.
My pen just got out. Paris, you're going.
To be so annoyed of me after that.
I love you because of how annoying you are.
You do? I mean, I didn't.
Mean that? And then I love you.
Way back, that was just casual. I love you.
That's not me asking you to say it back or anything.
Yeah, yeah. No, I was always the lesbians.
Poor lesbians. Poor little baby lesbians.
Thought you eat it. It's.
Called book lovers. Nice to.
Meet you. Nice to meet Yousuf time as
always, Nathan. Are you also having regrets
about signing up for this? It'll be a laugh, won't it?
Hey, Isaac. Oh, hi, James.
I was just thinking, did you want to come to that end of
exams party tonight? Oh, yeah.
Okay. Cool.
And all your friends should come too, obviously.
Yeah, you guys. Yeah, sure.
I could come out at the party to some of the rugby guys, so if it
goes badly we could just leave okay everyone.
Can we all quieten down a little bit please, everyone quiet?
Okay. Thank you, Mr. Farooq.
Welcome everyone. I hope you're all excited about
our Parisian adventure. So we'll now ask you to get into
the groups of four who will be the people you share hotel rooms
with? And we've been told to inform.
That boys and girls cannot share rooms?
Oh no. The horror for the streets.
Yes. Yeah, girl with you.
That was fairly painless, somebody hunger.
Where is Tom planning? A date, probably.
What? How?
Hi. These are for you for finishing
your Gcse's. What's happening right now?
Come on, girl. That's together.
He's trying. Oh, I like, Oh yeah, they're not
together yet. And I was wondering if you
wanted to go on a date tonight. You like me?
Come on, girl. Yeah, I guess I was sort of
hoping. I've been sort of wondering if
you like me back. You don't know if she still
feels like that. Well, yeah, Okay, more
enthusiasm tonight. I thought maybe we could go to
the cinema. Okay, the cinema perfect me.
I remember the first time, although like tonight is short,
to be honest now like this is going to happen.
I love that he's wearing sunglasses to try like, cool.
But now I feel like the two of them probably have like a shared
calendar, so it's just like I know what you're doing anyway.
So this is really a date. Yeah, I don't know how tall it
was because of how it's actually.
Yeah, I might. Change the world.
We gotta get both of them up against the door, Butterflies
following them. Hi.
Yeah. Hi, two tickets for Tao Sue.
What were you seeing? Surprised.
So that's two tickets. For Moonrise Kingdom at 7:15 I
can remove it. That's my.
Favorite movie I know. But you hate that movie.
Yeah, but I want to make this your dream day.
Thanks. So I screened too.
Follow me. Meanwhile, these children are
burning. Don't.
See what finds my messages? I'm going to go find this.
Oh, you took. Hey, did you want to drink?
It's not alcohol. I mean, there is alcohol if you
want it, but if you don't, let's come too.
Yeah, sure. Come on then.
We're running. We're running.
Look after him or you die, Tori. She doesn't have a drink.
Not yet, no. She's just dealing out death
threats to Vic. What's up?
I'm fine. Just headache.
We can leave if you want. I'm fine.
Promise. My gosh.
Popcorn. I really want popcorn right now.
Huge thing. What else do they have?
Nachos. Nachos.
They have something else in their lap too.
With little bags. By candy, I'd assume.
So it would be like or peanuts. I don't know why I'd be peanuts.
But why did she cut your hair? Well, it just looks better like
this, doesn't it? But you always liked it long.
I hope you didn't cut it for me. No, no, not at all.
Cow. He's trying.
Yeah. How do you Which hand do you use
to eat? They have nachos too.
How are they gonna? My mom can pick this up.
It's really not a problem. OK, yeah, text you later.
I don't know why she didn't just ask.
Maybe she was just embarrassed. Darcy's the most confident
person I know. Literally nothing embarrasses
her, no. No, no, this is my duty as
boyfriend. I'm just.
Like, no, no, no, no, no, no. Not to the public.
Are you sure you want to come out to the rugby boys tonight?
If you're not feeling well, fine.
I can do this. Just think about us being out
with a couple in Paris, holding hands in the loo.
Kiss seeing in front of the Mona Lisa.
Yeah. You mean in front of the long
line to see the Mona Lisa? Yes.
She'll be there, though, just like very far back in a little
box. Let's.
Go find them. I mean, I haven't actually seen
it. Did not care enough.
I want to see how much of that popcorn you ate.
Seems pretty empty. It really does.
Or babies? Baby's hard.
It's weird. It's your arm around this
awkward cow. I need to talk to you guys.
I'm going to hair right everything.
Soft up. Are we ready to buy some shit?
It seems like a really chill place to come out.
Realistically, how did Nick think that was going to?
Get from like a story perspective.
I mean, it all hinges on the romance between the two kids,
which is so unbelievable anyway because they meet and fall in
love immediately and like their kids, so obviously it's not
going to last long term. You really shouldn't have picked
that movie. It's not my fave.
But you love it so. But if we're going on a date, we
should do something we both enjoy.
He likes movies, though. My mom should be here in like 5
minutes, but I don't think she wants to hear.
I want to go. To the party, that's true.
Thanks for asking me out on a date.
Thanks for saying yes. That was definitely the most
awkwardest night for the yeah, I just got recycled all of that.
I didn't know you invited them. Hi, my friends.
But I don't understand what I did wrong tonight.
It's like you're trying to be a completely different person.
You're the one who's completely different.
You've gone off with your new friends and I've forgotten I
exist completely. You're the one who said we'd
always put our friendship first. You promised.
Well, I guess romance does ruin friendship.
Tow. How'd it go?
Maybe he was just nervous. I'm fundamentally unlikable.
Don't say that, Tow. He was probably just trying to
impress you. I liked the old towel.
I tried too hard and I talk too much, so I ruined everything.
Tow, please don't say that. I've liked him for so long and
it just hurts. I don't want to feel like this
anymore. Come here.
I'm going to go home. There
she goes to give her time. She'll find a drink with a
straw. Hi.
Sorry. Where's Charlie?
She's going to kill you now, I promised.
Sorry. You said you'd look after him.
Not very good at keeping your promises, are you?
You don't look well. I'll find them, I promise.
Is pink OK? Like actually OK Like health
wise? She's not drink or drink and not
help. What's up, Nick?
Bet you're right. Yeah, yeah, I just.
I just needed to talk to you guys about something.
You're bisexual, so you're going to cheat on my brother.
Are you sure you're not just gay show with the group pong?
One speaks out. How could you hear him over the
crowd? You promised you were going to
come out. This is exactly why I didn't
want to tell you. Nick doesn't want to talk to
you, Harry. Piss off.
What's his problem, T? You know how funny he is.
You're OKI feel really ill. I'm taking you home a lot of
tea. There's a lot of tea.
Oh, you're a star. Is he OK?
Oh, he'll be fine. Just a bit of sunstrup,
probably. I did tell him to put a hat on
when he took Nanny out today. Do you mind if I stay for a bit
just to make sure he's OK? He's big tea for a living to
get. You in trouble with your
parents? I mean who?
Would it so lucky to have you, Charlie.
I thought all three were for her for a second.
I mean, I should be, but she was like, you guys can have the the
trinkle lights. The next room are cool.
Hey. Hey, I made you tea and your
mom. So, yeah, you don't hurry to
piss off. I enjoyed that.
So did I. I'd do it again.
I'd fight them. Fight.
Not for anyone who's means to you.
I'm sorry. So I told him, but I couldn't.
Nick, you have nothing to apologize for.
Tonight just wasn't the night I promised.
What'd you mean? When we went to the beach.
I told you I was gonna come out, but I've just been finding it so
hard. It is hard.
You didn't promise anything. I think there's this idea that
when you're not straight, you have to tell all your friends
and family immediately, like you are it to them.
But you don't. That's straight from the Maybe
we should forget the coming out plan for a while.
Really. Yeah.
Let's just stay in Loki in Paris, and then it'll be the
summer holidays. We can just be us.
Let the sunrise. Yeah.
You sure you're OK with it? Yeah.
Just obviously I want you to come out when and how you want
to. And if that takes a long time,
that's completely OK. But, but I guess.
Part of me just wants everyone to know you're my boyfriend.
Well, yeah, you're adorable. And you show everybody.
Anyway, I know they have eyes. I'm pretty sure everyone knows.
Especially since they know one of them is gay, right?
That's coming out without coming out one-on-one.
But like valid Charlie, it's valid to feel that way, yes?
It's something you want to. I like this song, and unless
it's not. Your fault.
The music in the show is so good.
But I keep forgetting. It's what we do.
And Olivia Pullman, she's the best.
All right. What did you think of Promise?
Promise is a crushing little episode.
I mean, nothing really went well.
They're really finish the test. They finished the Yeah, Gcse's
are over. Isaac is making friends with me,
OK? No, I think that has to get a
lot of points in itself when we rate it, because Isaac was so
happy. Isaac was very happy.
Yeah, yeah, promise. That was a good episode.
I liked it. But yeah, I mean, like, things
can't stay happy forever. But like, yeah, tat 1L finally
tried to date and just dating is awkward.
And you know, their whole premise of their relationship is
like, I like you for you. And then if you try to change
for the other person, it's like not the same.
So like all of that is valid. And, you know, promises were
broken for Nick, who can't live up to his own expectations for
himself. And he feels like he's letting
everybody down. There's a lot of anxiety going
around in this show. Yeah.
And then the Tara Darcy thing where like, Oh yeah, what was
going on with Darcy? Oh, we don't know what's going
on with Darcy, but she wasn't there.
And she was supposed to be. Well, it started with the I love
you that I slept off and then Darcy panicked and Satara took
it back. So that's like, you know,
promised to say it back. That was kind of broken a little
bit. And basically in the woods.
Darcy couldn't get there because her mom wouldn't drive her or
take her there. And that's why I was like, well,
you could just come with me. Why didn't you just ask?
And that's when, Sorry, I was like, maybe she's embarrassed.
So there's something going on with Tarcy and her family
situation is what's being very heavily into that here.
I love Darcy. I know Darcy is great.
They're all great. And then, yeah, I think that was
main, main just of everything. So Congrats to those that finish
their GCSE in promise. Promise.
That's over, I hope. All right.
So how would you rate this on the lesbian hydration scale,
Caitlin 7/7? I mean, it's not like there's
anything wrong with it. Yeah, I feel like I need to
start ranking these based off like gymnastics scores, like
where you take points away, Like you start with A10 and then he
just gives take things away because you did that last
episode. I'm like, that's actually pretty
smart because that's like a better way to rate something.
I mean, for this show, this show is so top quality in my brain
that it's very hard to like, not rank it high.
So I'm not giving it a three. I'm pretty sure I've given stuff
threes before. Yeah, yeah, I'd give this one.
I mean, it gets a 10 for representation every episode.
Yeah. No, I'd give this one an 8.
It's hard to give it less than like that.
I liked it, thought it was a good episode.
It is sad, fatter. So it's more of an anxiety
producing episode. But she said that Olivia Coleman
in it. So yeah, Olivia Coleman was in
it. So it's hard to part of it.
Well, I know I like this episode.
I thought, it's great. Yeah.
The representation. Yeah.
Now you make me want to give it like a nine again.
I'm giving it a nine. Change my mind.
It's hard to give it something low is it?
You can easily change your mind based on these ratings like with
this show. Because there's like really, no,
there's nothing bad about this show.
There's like no method to rating this show because you can be
like with the representation and this and this.
I'm like, yeah, it's it's gonna get rated high.
But overall, what did I I basically this is how I'm doing
it. Did I like this episode more
than the last episode? And that's fair.
So I'm basically just ranking like how did I like it?
Like and that's not like what I felt for like the character
stuff. But like did I like this one
more than the other one? There was less Nelly in this one
that's that actually had nothing to do with the last one either.
I mean, maybe those subconsciously, but I'm trying
not to focus on the dog. I feel like it could sweat and
like, how much do you like it is valid?
Like, you know, maybe scenes with the dog are just cuter
because it brings out a different, not personality but
like a feeling from somebody. So, like, they're, they're
softer. And I mean, they're those two
are the softest as possible. But yeah, but no, I know what
you mean. Yeah, the show is just great.
Very excited to keep going with this episode.
We are going to finish reaction to all of Season 2, but this
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