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Today we are continuing our epic discussions of Blank the series.
Today we'll be covering Season 2, Episode 2.
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Awesome. OK, but I think it's time to get
into two O 2 because it's gonna we're gonna be here for.
Quite a bit. There's I have to mute myself
but keep talking Caitlin cause dog things.
Awesome. OK, because I start this
episode, which I conveniently forget every single time we
film. And as usual, let's begin by
hydrating for Big Nung. Oh, Speaking of which.
Yes, we need to give a. Disclaimer for this.
Too, it was brought to our attention that we were
pronouncing Phi's name wrong. It's Phi, not Fey.
There's apparently a big debate out there, but the bottom line
that I learned is that when she speaks, she has a British
accent. So again, every time I learn
things about this woman, it makes her more attractive than
she was a minute ago. So like, hydrate for British
accents. So yes, also Australian.
That's. All the accents.
All the accents.
But anyway, if she's speaking in
a British accent, technically it would be Fey an American.
But anyway, but listen. And that's how she says her
name's, her name's Phi. So hydrate for Phi.
So we're sorry. We were saying it wrong and
we're offending people. We were, we didn't know.
I didn't listen to her speak. But now I need to because Oh my
God. I'm surprised it took that long
for people to correct this. I usually watch videos with the
sound off, That's the problem and I've read.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's my problem anyway, we're
sorry. Let's.
Get into this episode. Let's get into it.
So we actually begin this episode with everyone happy
like. Yes, including us.
Yeah, the. Nuns are in bed together and gay
staring because of course. Yeah, they're basking in the
aftermath of lesbian Jesus only knows what that they were doing,
but it's the first time that they like have an after together
when they're actually. Together.
Someone didn't just leave the other one in bed.
And nobody was drunk or grieving.
What? But we it was both consensual
this time. Everyone was in their right
mind. Who would have thought?
No, it's great. Good moment.
This is like what their lives could be like.
We're all getting a preview and it's.
We like to see it. Yeah.
So Big Nung notices that Little Nung is obviously thinking too
much because there is more to the staring than just gay
thoughts. And she asks what she's curious
about. And Little Nung is like, so does
this mean we're together now? Like we we've had a friend?
False starts now. It's real true.
I mean, yeah. Where's the lie?
So instead of immediately be like yes, yes, you have my
heart. Big Nung hesitates and avoids
eye contact with Little Nung, which is never a great sign, no?
And there's so much gay panicking going on in Big Nung's
brain, OK? This woman needs to just accept
the fact that she is a Little Nung sexual and this would be
her first relationship. And it still comes with all
these implications because, like, this is a big, big deal
for both of them. Yes.
And there's so much to think about, which we have said in
multiple episodes at this point. Yeah, what?
I so, yeah, exactly this. There's a lot weighing on Big
Nung and we'll get into that. But something that happens, it's
super cute during the scene cause like, OK, Little Nung
knows Big Nung enough, but she's like, OK, are we girlfriends
now? Can we say that?
Cause like in her head, that's what Little Nung has.
And sometimes out loud. She's been calling Big Nung this
for a while. And she's like are.
You able to call me that? That's what she's really asking
because in Little Nung's head, she saw Big Nung once.
It was like girlfriend mine. But she's like trying to get Big
Nung to say it. So while Big Nung is gay
panicking, Little Nung does this thing where she head butts Big
Nung's hand as it yeah, my webcam's into this.
Cause like before she asked the question like Big Nung's doing
the thing where she like traces Little Nung's face with her
fingers, which is like a very intimate thing that she does.
But she stops when Little Nung asks the girlfriend question.
So Little Nung's like, hey, hey, like head butting her hand being
like, why'd you stop? No, keep doing that.
Like I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.
She's just, she's always, this is a give a mouse the cookie
scenario. She's trying to see how far she
can push Big Nung and then big nun's like OK, fine.
And like goes back to doing it. It's very cute and they don't
say anything and I just good acting choices.
I'm laughing because it's exactly what my dog does.
Dogs. Do this.
Yeah, it's cute. It's a.
Dying. OK, but Little Nung notices that
Big Nung is not really ready for this conversation.
I mean, I don't know if Big Nung will ever be fully ready for
this conversation. She just has to.
Keep wearing her down more literally.
Literally. And Little Nun gives her the out
and says that she doesn't need to answer right now.
And I think that part of her knows that if she does push too
much, Big Nung is just gonna run and sabotage the relationship
'cause that's really all she knows is how to run.
This is, yeah, the first time she's really just stayed and.
Confronted her feelings. Yeah.
And I think little Nung knows that big Nung is somebody who
needs to time to process things and she's fine with that.
She's just she's planting seeds. That's all she's doing.
And I think for big Nung the I it's not that she doesn't think
of little Nung that way. We'll get into it.
In this episode in particular, she thinks a very she has a
longitudinal way of thinking about little Nung.
It's not a fling. It's not that's not like she
thinks long term about her. I think it's more so the concept
of like labeling the relationship that freaks out Big
Nung. It's like you mentioned, she's
never been in a relationship before, Neither of them have.
And like, big nuns in her 30s. So like, this is a bigger deal
for her, right? And she's the type of person who
needs to take baby steps with relationships because she's also
very much afraid of fucking shit up.
Like we just came from 2:01 where she fucked up royally and
was trying to make up for it like she is.
She's somebody who gets in her head a lot, and you see her
getting in her head when Bloong asks this question.
And then you contrast that with Lil Nung, who's like singing
dressed by Taylor Swift in public.
And so it's very, they're on different pages.
They're on different pages, OK. I could totally see her actually
singing that in public. Can you imagine that she gets
the mic and just starts singing it while staring at big?
Yeah, she would do it and the big nun would run out of the
room. Yeah, exactly.
That's where they're both in different headspaces when it
comes to like the labeling and being public kind of thing.
But I will say it's clear from prior episodes that Big Nung
does want things to move forward.
That was literally the point of two O 1, right?
But it's like this is happening too fast and you can see her get
overwhelmed in the scene. So eventually Little Nung is
gonna wear her down enough to get an answer to this question
without directly asking Big Nung.
Because I think you're right, Caitlin.
I think that if Little Nung kept asking directly, like, are you
my girlfriend, she would never get an answer Cuz like Big Nung
is bad with directly answering things that freak her out.
But Little Nun has a way of wearing her down and like
indirectly getting her answer. And like when we get there, it's
a glorious moment. It happens in 204.
It's so quick and fast and great.
But she does get the answer to this question without directly
asking, which I think is the only way to get Big Nun to talk
about things that make her uncomfortable.
So, you know, remember she's a baby gay.
She's 36 years old, but she's still a baby gay.
So she's like learning all of these things.
And it's just little Nung is respectfully aggressive and
she's like, we're dating now, right?
Like. Come on this.
This cannot be easy for big noggin.
No, it's a lot. I definitely feel for her with
the inexperienced thing. And then this relationship is
messy as fuck because of all the outside, you know, So like, for
this to be your first relationship ever, this is a
lot, you know, this is a. Lot.
This is a lot in general. Right.
So like, you can't. Nobody's in the wrong here.
It's just like, you know, they're getting there.
It's just, you know, and I think Little Long knows that.
Again, emotional maturity in Little Nung.
She knows that. But she's like, OK, I just
wanted to test the water just to see if I'd get a yes.
Big Nung is getting better at expressing her insecurities,
yes. And you see that when she asks
immediately after this conversation if Little Nung is
mad at her because she like, that's the last thing she wants.
She doesn't want to make Little Nung mad at her because she's
not able to give her what she wants at this moment.
And Little Nung responds that who would be mad at you?
I mean, yeah, look at her. And like, who could be?
Mad you got that get out of jail free card Yeah, I think it's
really sweet that big Nung asked this like again, the growth to
even ask because she's asked little Nung how do you feel
really, which that's been an issue with literally everybody
in the show. Nobody taking in little Nung is
considered like her feelings into consideration.
But here's Big Nung being like, I'm uncomfortable, does that
make you mad? Basically, because she, Big Nung
is being extremely vulnerable in this scene, which is new for
her. And the fact that she could do
it with Little Nung is huge, right?
And she's been extremely vulnerable with Little Nung,
like since she showed up at the Bua Palace the prior day.
And what I love is after a Little Nung says, who could be
mad at you for that? Like, 'cause it's like she
understands that Big Nung needs more time and like, she does get
that. So.
And then I love Big Nung's response and she does the sham
sham thing which is so cute. So we have learned now since
watching this, we've saw a couple other shows.
I think that's just a common thing in every single show.
But I love, I love the sham sham thing and it will always be the
sham sham thing. Yeah, it's the sham, sham thing.
The nose pooping is the the sham sham thing.
Another thing. You do with dogs it's.
A Yeah, I have. One dog that doesn't care and
one dog that, like I said, it's like a victory if you can
actually get the boop. Anyway, Little Numb also
reassures her by telling, by reminding Big Nung that she is
the one who understands her the best.
And really, they both understand each other the best out of
anyone because, you know, they actually talk.
Who would? Have thought that all you had to
do was talk to somebody and ask them how they're freaking
feeling. Chet, Chet.
You bitch fucking hate Chet asshole.
Oh my God. Don't hydrate for Chet, Caitlin.
How dare you? I He was about to kill me.
Thiora you're. Hydrating for little nun, I
understand, 'cause this moment it's really sweet, 'cause I
think what Big Nung hears from that is that little Nung like
believes her, is what she's saying, 'cause like, you know,
and that's growth. Cause up to this point I think
little Nung. I think Little Nung's like
Audacity off the charts causing some problems and she's always
like, I know you the best and it comes off as Audacity because
it's Little Nung. But like legitimately, like you
said, she does know Big Nung the best.
And I think for me she's basically like, listen, I knew
what your answer was going to be evasion, but I still got to
shoot my shot 'cause I'm a little Nung, right?
She's still got to try. Otherwise she.
Wouldn't be a little dumb, but like, I think she was kind of
expecting this. That's why she's also not mad or
upset because you'll see her in some scenes where like she tries
to push, she gets impatient with this.
But right now she's pretty like, I get it, whatever.
Like, you know, I think, she says later.
She's like, just being here with you.
In bed. Naked is already a dream, you
know, So she's like, I'm already feel like I'm dreaming.
So like, you know, she has. Like a recurring dream.
Oh yes. For.
Years now for who knows how long.
And she's. Like it's finally a reality.
I think she probably still thinks she's dreaming.
Probably. Like the way this is shot too.
It gives you the elements of dreaminess.
They do this one shot where they angle the camera from like where
the headboard would be. I think of the bed and there's
stuff kind of like framing it that gets like distorted and it
almost looks like dreamy little clouds that are colored when Lil
Nung's like saying some of these lines.
So like they do kind of make it seem dreamy in a way 'cause like
this is the dream and this is the fantasy bubble.
Cause like nobody's interrupting them.
They're just alone. Which is one reason why Big Nung
is, is comfortable enough to be vulnerable once other people
start and they go in the outside world, like she starts closing
off again. But like here, it's like the
safe space, right? This is.
Their 3/2 hour date. This is their. 72 hour day,
yeah. All right, so little Nung again
does not wanna push big Nung. And again, she does tell her
it's like a dream because this. This.
Is the. Biggest dream that come true?
Literally. And then she.
Asked if she can move in with her like she didn't lead.
With that, honestly, yeah, 'cause she's that was, she's
been asking that since the beginning.
Yeah, like. This can I move?
In now she has asked this. From day one.
I'm from day one so spoiler. Even though you.
Probably all finished the show up by now.
I would hope so. I hope so.
We do see their first meeting. I'm really surprised she didn't
just like start off with hey can I move in?
Can I move in? You looking for a roommate?
Are you looking for a wife? What?
I was like, who are you anyway? Yeah, I was.
Like why didn't she lead with this?
I think it's really funny. She's like my girlfriend now.
Fine, can I move in? I'm like, that's bigger than my.
Girlfriend what so funny. But Big Nung is more worried
about Little Nung leaving her grandmother behind.
Because you know, Big Nung has a lot of grandma issues issues.
Oh yeah, yes. Because I feel like part of her
is like if little nung leaves her grandmother one it'll hurt
their relationship 2 What happens if?
That. Grandmother dies and she's not
there with her. Like it's.
A I've fallen and I can't get up.
They need a life alert also like.
If they're not dating, what is the excuse for Little Nung
moving in permanently? How do you?
Get around that one. Well, the way you get around
that one is by compromising and and they agree that little Nung
can stay over sometimes. And you know that little Nung
heard. Stay over, not the sum.
Correct, but she's like. Process, process progress,
progress. It's a process, gay.
Agenda Lola's trying to get that key, so that's the process.
I. Mean Big Nung didn't really
agree. Rather, she said she knows that
even if she said no, little Nung was just gonna do it anyway.
And. Like.
I mean fair. So like, just like it's better
to just agree with the puppy and then I don't know, it's like I
can tell by your tight lips that you want me to stay over every
day. OK.
So this brought me to something growing up that was a staple.
I don't know how to brought it up in this show coverage yet but
if anyone has seen Pretty Little Liars out there, this Racine
reminds me of when Ali said I know you want to kiss me.
That is forever ingrained in my mind since they made us watch it
at least 50 * / 7 years. Like it was ridiculous.
Like 1 episode was like 20 times in a row.
Anyway the way that she says it is like exactly the same.
Anyway, Big nun admits that it is true like.
You know you. Never want to leave the person
you love, even if you're not ready to tell them that.
Yes, I don't know, big Nung. Does the thing where she's like,
she says that's true. And then she does the thing
where she like, says I want, I want.
And she's like Tracy in. Her face and her lips and.
Stuff before. She says it.
OK OK I was confused by my own note because I wrote big Nung
once Little Nung times 3 to come over every day because I was
like I don't know how to describe what this scene is.
I'm not. Very articulate.
All the time, or ever, anyway. So she says this by running her
finger over Little Nun's lips. So I think she was really
telling Little Nun's lips that she wants them to come over
every. Oh my God.
That's terrible. The rest of you can say.
No, that's terrible. Bring your.
Lips to me. Please, I mean.
That is what she wants. But also like like you said, and
big nun does I I like that she did admit it like she did it.
You know of the questions asked, Are you my girlfriend?
Can I move in? Can I stay over?
She does answer one of them pretty directly and in a cute
way. But I do want to talk about this
whole conversation once we get into the can I stay over because
it mirrors the conversation they had in the hallway in 102.
I'll just kind of refresh your memory.
This is the scene where Big Nung's trying to go to work and
Lolong's like, I'm coming with you.
And Big Nung says, well, even if I say no, you're going to come
anyway, right? And Lolong's like, Yep.
And then she like clings on to her until they get to the art
stall or whatever. So 'cause it's the.
Same. Conversation, right?
Where like Big Nung's like, no matter my answer, you're just
gonna do what you're gonna do and you're not gonna leave me
alone, right? But like Big Nung was more like
resigned to the fact this is just what's gonna happen versus
in this present conversation in 2O2O2, same elements, but Big
Nung is in a very different place.
I mean, they're both in different places, but Little
Nung is still respectfully aggressive.
So like that didn't change a hell of a lot, but Big Nung did,
right? Where she's being honest in this
scene with her where she's replying, you'll stay over no
matter what I say cuz Big Nung is happy that that's gonna
happen. She's like regardless of my
answer, like I don't need to be vulnerable here cuz you're just
gonna do it and you're gonna do what I want, which is come over
every day, right? Because she wants to be around
Little Nung all the time. She does if.
None of the adults were an aspect of this relationship.
She wouldn't 100% have Little Nung stay with her.
I think also if the the age gap wasn't so in her head too.
Period. And how people would judge them
and stuff. Yeah.
Basically, they were the only two people on Earth.
Well, we didn't have the story. OK, so here's the deal.
Big Nung does love Little Nung's persistence.
That was one. That's one aspect of her
personality that Big Nung's into.
And she assumes in the conversation, Little Nung is
gonna spend as much time as possible with her.
Which makes Big Nung happy because that's.
They both want that. But Big Little Ng's more open
about it. But since?
In this conversation, since Little Nun can read Big Nung
really well, Little Nung already knows that that is also what Big
Nung wants. But what Little Nung wants is
validation in the form of Big Nung admitting it and saying it
out loud. Hence, when she said tight lips,
what she's saying is she's like, I want you to say it.
I know it's what you want, but I just want to hear it 'cause like
I think, like what is the, I think Lil Nung has praise kank
or something. Like what's the thing where it's
like words of affirmation? That's one of her like love
languages, 'cause she never gets it.
So she. Wants it she wants words of
affirmation she wants to hear from Big Nung yes, I want to
spend all of my time with you right.
Because little Nung admits it in the conversation.
She's like you and I both know you want me to stay over and
big. Then big Nung gives her the
affirmation where she's like, yes, that's true.
Like directly admits it. Comparing that with the the
hallway scene where big Nung never admits that she wants
little Nung to come to work with her, but she's saying it now.
So this is a big growth moment where Big Nung can actually say
exactly the way she feels and exactly express what she wants
with words, which is huge because usually she does
actions, she'll evade questions, and I think Lil Nung is thrilled
that she didn't exactly have to pull teeth.
To get an honest. Confession.
So I think it's great. And in the scene, like Lil Nung,
although she's pushy, she's much more patient with Big Nung and
more empathetic towards the fact that big Nung processes things,
you know, take it. She's learning to open up, which
I love that they even depicted that because that's something
that gets glossed over, never addressed.
Like they, they show that this is a character who learns to
open up and the partner is very patient with that process.
And I feel like this whole moment meant a lot to little
Nung because validation, but also like big Nung is making the
effort to like tell her what she feels right, which is I think
huge. It's a lot of growth.
Like this relationship has grown so much from the first episode
where you know big young, do you know they were in a
relationship? Whatever's that.
Oh, we're in one. Are we OK?
Yeah. But but.
She did not deny it either. So.
Never. She never denied it.
Anyway, all right. Then we get to the opening
credits and in season 2, this is this episode is the premiere of
Be My Boo by Yoko for the opening credits which is always
stuck in my head. Great job ma'am, it's a good
song. There.
Is everyone in Thailand a good singer?
Is it like Disney Channel over here where you have to be able
to act and sing? I feel like it.
Is 'cause like a lot of the actors sing the opening credits.
At least from. What we have seen?
Let us know in the comments. I feel like there's a singer,
actor. To.
Actress pipeline happening 'cause I think Yoko used to be
if, correct me if I'm wrong, I think Yoko used to be in like a
girl pop group kind of thing before she became an actor.
Oh, interesting. Yeah, there's some.
Pipeline and then like Phi was a model, like a not a model.
I think she was a model, but she's also like one of those
like. Oh, what do you?
Call it the beauty beauty pageant.
Oh. Yeah, it's Miss.
Grand Miss Thailand or something I I forgot me if I think I
forgot about that, I saw yeah. Yeah, it was like a pageant
queen pageant. Queen couldn't think of the
word. Thank you.
There you go. Sorry, I just.
Fully distracted my brain for a second.
OK, I mean. Hydrate for that image.
All right, all right. Yeah, let's do it.
She's so hot and. Stupid.
And let's bring. It back home with big literally.
Little Nung. Home because she's really good
at it by now. So little Nung hasn't been home
for a few days. OK, so you know, she brings a
little Nung home, but not to the home that little Nung wants to
be brought home because she was already at home.
Home, correct? And she's bringing back to the
house where she's forced to live.
That's where we are right now. So Little Young House has been
home for a few days because she has been on this 72 hour date
with Big Numb. And you know, Big thought it was
only like 4 hours and the excuse was that she needed to work on a
project. OK, but I.
Love when the grandmother asks. Like first of all, that's the
excuse. My love when the.
Grandmother asked did you finish your project?
Like referring to this made-up school project.
Meanwhile, like little nun's project that she was actually
working on was getting big dunk back.
So when she says yes, it's all done.
Like it made me laugh because I was like, yeah, Little nun.
Completed the. Project which is get her, get
the girlfriend that she wanted. I got my girl.
And then wait. But the big nun doesn't know
that that's what little Nung's thinking and keeps going.
And basically she's like, Yep, she was up real late doing her
project last night. And I was just like, hydrated
for that sexual innuendo in this conversation in front of the
grandmother. Good job ladies.
They should have went. Inside and ate mangoes.
I'm pretty. Yeah, I'm pretty sure little
Nung's brain was the only one that went there.
And she's. Like I was.
Up all night doing my project. I didn't get that.
That's funny. OK.
So Bignung that apologizes to the grandmother for not telling
her that little Nung would be sleeping at the palace first.
And. The important thing to notice is
that Bignung looks very uncomfortable having to lie to
the grandmother, and you see this multiple times throughout
the show. Like every time a lie is told to
this grandmother, she shrinks in a little bit.
Visibly, yeah, I don't think, I don't think big.
Hung likes lying in general. Her go to is lying by omission,
which is where she says nothing. So when you ask her a question,
where's the answer? There she has an answer.
She usually evades the question rather than lie, which is a form
of lying. But like directly lying like
she. Doesn't.
Do that. She's a very blunt person who's
not afraid of hurting people's feelings with her words.
So like, I feel like this is a weird position for her to be in
where she's never had to, like, lie before and like, Lung lies
so easily. And so she's being pulled into
these lies. And like you said it, it clearly
makes Big Numb really uncomfortable to be like wrapped
up in these lies. But I think in her brain she's
like, what else am I supposed to do?
Like, I can't be truthful. It would ruin everything.
Yeah. So it's a it's a shitty
situation for her to like and she's not.
Allowed to not say anything exactly.
She's like, I have to roll with this.
You already started the lie, little nun.
She does it multiple times in this episode where Big Nung's
like, I guess I'm roped into this lie now.
Yeah, she does not like it. And then?
The grandmother makes her feel even more guilty of this by
telling her it's OK because she is relieved when little Nung is
with her, just not with. Her, yeah, but she doesn't.
Know that part yet? So.
It's a lot going on as soon. As the grandmother goes inside
though, my God, little. Nung.
Steals a cheek kiss and I think Big Nung might actually die from
panic. Oh.
My gosh. And she?
Immediately tells her not to do that again and little Nung is
like yeah OK can I do it just a bit?
And she isn't, really. She's not asking.
And Big Nung knows this as well. So Big Nun sends her inside
before she can cause any more gay trouble.
Because the big gay audacity that exudes from Little Nung.
I'm sorry. Little Nung's face after she
steals the cheek. Kiss that face or she's like.
Oh my. God like Oh my gosh, she's such
a brat sometimes. And I'm fairly convinced that
little Nung wants them to get caught so she doesn't have to
hide the relationship. So like if you notice any time
little Nung does something like this, big Nung will afterwards
will physically distance them. So if you notice when they go
walk in the house like she pushes little Nung to go and
then she like waits and then goes in after her because I
think little Nung is trying to out them.
It's. You know she's like if.
People find out themselves, then I can move things a little
quicker. Right, and we don't have to do
it right. And like also like on the other
hand, like Lilian just really doesn't want to hide the way she
feels ever. And then she's trying to be like
I love in this conversation. She's like, well, last night and
big goes like do not talk about last night.
Pretty grandmother's right there.
Oh my God. The audacity she's once.
You sing Dressed right Now. Right now.
Yeah, exactly. No, I'm I'm saying if you gave
her the mic she would start singing it and her grandmother
be like what? But big Dong.
Would be dying of embarrassment in the corner.
And she'd be like, I don't, I don't know about this.
Huh. OK, I guess I.
Can grief to it. I guess.
Dresses do have to come off. That is what happens with
clothing. Who is this Taylor's sight?
Sift, Swift, OK. So the nuns have afternoon,
maybe. What is time?
I don't know. Time Tea.
With the grandmother and we don't know.
As Big Nung is sipping her tea, Little Nung asks the grandmother
if she can stay at the palace for another night.
She just got home, literally. To her house.
Where she's supposed to live. And she's already like, can I
leave? It's like for. 5 minutes.
What do you mean and? This.
Big Nung is drinking the tea as she is saying this and I really
thought that this was gonna end in a Big Nung spit take.
Literally. Because she's like, why are you?
We just got back here. Why are you asking to stay with
me again? And.
The grandmother's response is that Little Nung has already
bothered Big Nung enough, too much.
Little Nung comes up with the perfect, perfect excuse.
The palace is close to her university and she has to study
tonight. She doesn't wanna be late
tomorrow. She apparently she can't manage
her time. And she has she.
Has an exam, that's what's different.
She's like, oh, my exam is tomorrow.
I don't wanna be late for the big.
Test how convenient, how convenient.
And Big Nung is once again visually uncomfortable with this
lying. And I'm.
Surprised that grandmother doesn't pick up on it like.
I mean literally. Pure.
Ignorance is a hell of a drug. One hell of a drug.
Anyway, so the grandmother does what every adult in little nums
life does and basically says ask big numb, right?
She's like, all right, cool, I get to do whatever I want when I
have to ask Big numb. So big Dung is most likely dying
on the inside and is thinking, don't put me in the middle of
this because everyone puts her in the middle.
Like this isn't her child. This isn't her responsibility.
You guys be parents. Also.
Like, how awkward is this going to be when the relationship
eventually comes out to be like, yeah, she stayed over at my
house to study for an exam, like air quotes.
And they're gonna be like. Wait, what?
Once they find out like we needed more of.
That literally OK but. Little Nung flashes her puppy
dog smile. She's so rat.
What else is Big Nung supposed to do besides accept it like?
Also you're. Asking her.
You're telling Little Nung to ask Big Nung right in front of
her. So like anybody would be like,
what else am I supposed to say? Like you're putting me on the
spot here. Obviously Big Nung wants her to
be there and everything, so it's not the same situation, but
still, don't put people in the middle of things.
I know that's fucked up. Yeah.
So Big Nung says it is fine, but you know, she does not look so
sure. She's like, oh, I just need this
situation to be over. I.
Don't know how to get out of this.
Yeah. Yeah, 'cause like again, Big
Little Nun knows Big nun wants her to stay, but like she's
like, now we're creating this web of lies to where you're
staying over and like it's going to be a mess when it arrivals.
But do yourself a favor and go back and watch the scene when
Little Nung turns and flashes the smile at Big Nung.
The background sound effects that happen when she does this
sent my brain to 23.5 and I was waiting for that meow noise.
Like anytime Sun would smile in 23.5, the same sound effect
would go and then they'd have the meow.
So I was like waiting. For it, and it never happened.
Thank you, Blake, but that has scarred me from that particular
noise From now on. You're welcome if you didn't
notice that, but I cannot unhear it when I hear it the.
Animal. Sounds though that are is sound
effects and shows so funny. It.
Takes me out of it, but it makes me laugh at the same time.
Exactly. Oh my gosh, yeah.
I think we've gotten used to the sound effects because that was
like a big draw, like when we started Gap that we had to get.
It's just different. It's just.
Different, but it's. Now I'm like.
Where is it? It's hilarious.
It's. Hilarious.
Like where's the? Birds.
Theora, What bird is it? Don't worry, there's a bird I
will shout anyway that's upset. The grandmother twists the knife
once more and reiterates that she is relieved when little Nung
is with her rather than her friends, and asks Big Nung to
keep an eye on her. Big.
Nung's gonna keep an eye on her, all right?
She is gonna keep an eye on everything.
And long knows. That yes.
And little Nung is happy because she got what she wants again.
Yeah, so OK, let's go back for a second for the the line that
probably gave Big Nung the most guilt when the grandmother says
I feel relieved when Lil Nung is with you more than her friends.
Like that? Smug seductive look that little
nung like gives while the grandmother is saying this like.
Poor big. Nun like please insert the song
I knew You Were Trouble. Right here I.
Knew You Were Trouble. What?
Do you want to my art stall? Yeah.
Like, OK 'cause she's so wracked with guilt and here's like,
little Nung being, like, openly flirtatious and seductive in
front of her grandmother. And it's like a poor big Nung.
It feels so bad for her and so. It's just a conflict.
Of very different emotions happening in her and she's
trying to like keep a straight face and keep it together.
But like Little 1, does not make it easy for her to ever do these
things. No, and this is a lot for her
right now. Like she wasn't even able to
admit that their girlfriends last night and now we're with
the grandmother and this girl's just this girl's singing dress
in front. Of her grandmother.
Grandmother, right? That's literally the scene.
And because it's like holy body. Is about to hyperventilate.
From. Panic.
She needs to just get out of there, but literally.
She. Also doesn't want to leave
little nun like she wants to spend all her time with her but
like this is this might kill her right now.
Yes. So.
Then the nuns arrived back at the palace because Little Nun
got the permission to stay at the palace.
Why don't they even bother coming back?
You know first of. All this is big.
Nuns fault? Like they.
Have phones in this universe, they really should have just
little Nung should have just called and was like, here talk
to big Nung, you know? We don't do enough of like.
Using. Technology these shows it's
fine, no? Especially this one.
I guess it's like polite to go have tea with the grandmother
and that kind of stuff. Yeah, I got.
That, yeah, I guess. So.
But the scene. That we talked about the other
episode where like big young shows up at the school to talk
to folk like that could have been a phone call.
I don't know why she's at the school.
That was weird, weird Joyce. So she can.
Ask me as that the mom could have video chatted more with her
daughter, you know? And we maybe we wouldn't be here
if. Pink.
Pho picked up the phone once. In a while.
Anyway, back in the band palace, yeah.
So the first order of business when they get to the palace is
to properly introduce Nim to Little Nun.
As she is introducing Little Nung, she pauses after saying
she is and poor Little Nung looks so hopeful that the next
word out of her mouth would be girlfriend and like she also has
big gay delusion as well I guess.
Again, Big Nung was not able to even tell you privately last
night like this is this is a lot that's going on and it's
happening very quickly. So Bing Nung Gay panics again
and says that she's Ping Pho's daughter and Ping Pho is her
friend, so she doesn't even introduce Little Nung as her
friend. Yeah.
Which I feel like is the very least she could do.
Like I get there's an age gap, but I feel like friendships are
very different from a relationship.
And then that would have been OK.
Like something that's more than my friend's daughter.
Right, cuz again it like that separates them by like 1° by
phrasing it that way. It's just I feel.
Bad for a little nung right now, yeah.
All right, so let's. Get into this.
So I think with with big nung, it's like obviously like saying
calling labeling again, labeling bit little nung as my girlfriend
is just too much. OK, I think we're why shouldn't
say friend is because it's unbelievable cause of their age
gap. I think to like the average
person in this culture that they're like, 'cause remember
the grandmother freaked out and was like, you can't be friends.
You're you're too old. So I think it's kind of she's
panicking obviously. And big Nung doesn't lie and is
not good at lying. As you can see in this scene,
she's not good at it 'cause she doesn't do it.
But little Nung is forcing her into lying to like cover all
their bases, right? So but also this is a bullshit
lie because then she says to all my friend Pingfa, right?
And like Auntie Dim who's known the bitch forever is like bitch,
you ain't got lies but you got friends.
What do you mean? Like you don't have any friends?
This is already suspicious. Also Auntie Dim saw this bitch
drunk in the house like yesterday or whatever.
Like you know what I mean? I'm like OK.
So I think. Auntie Dim was like not buying
this number one. So.
There's that, but then, OK, but then what does she say?
She says, why is Little Nung staying there?
Her university is closed. She has an exam in the morning.
I'm worried she'll be late. That is literally verbatim what
Little Nung lied to her grandmother about, right?
So she's like, again, being coerced into lying now 'cause
like, she took Little Nung's lead on this situation and is
now, I guess we're just lying to everybody we care about.
Cause like, Auntie Nim is the closest thing that Big Nung has
to like, a mother figure, a grandmother figure, you know,
like a paternal figure. So like little nuns lying to her
paternal figure and not like big nuns lying to hers.
And it's like she didn't want to be here.
And she's like, I guess we're just lying to everybody, I
guess, I guess. Basically, this relationship is
making Big Nun into someone she doesn't want to be right now.
Yeah. Yeah.
It's a lot. It's a lot.
Do you want? To say this next one, I mean I
butchered it I guess. OK so originally I wrote Auntie
Nim has been running the pal since Kun Pin lived here.
And side note, how amazing would it be if Jim and Prick met each
other in real life? How?
Weird. Oh, Jim and prick.
I would love that. Oh my God, I would love.
I wanna see that. Can you imagine that she's just
do like a? TikTok or something of doing the
two characters 'cause side by side.
That would be so funny. I agree.
Anyway, so the pucky, the pucky, the puppy has been kicked and
she's about to get kicked again because Big Nung asked Nim to
set up a bedroom for her and Little Nung is like what the
hell, I have already spent the night in your bed before and at
least that's what her face looks like.
I mean also like different now also like.
Auntie Nim also just knows that. Because again, remember, Big
Nung lying again horribly was like Oh yeah, she'll stay on the
sofa and then there was no evidence that this woman stayed
in a sofa and Big Nung's room's the only room that need to clean
the next day. So like antenna already knows
this is bullshit. So like Big Nung lying makes no
sense cause Adrian's like mm hmm OK whatever there's that.
But why does big Nung suggest this in the 1st place?
I think she's trying really hard to, like, conform to the rules
of the palace to evade suspicion because per the protocol from
the other night, like, if a guest is here, they're supposed
to stay in a room. There's plenty of guest rooms,
right? That's why Auntie Nim came out
the other time. She's like, I'm gonna prepare a
room for your guests. And Big Nun was like, no, she's
gonna sleep on the sofa. That's fine.
And then never slept on the sofa.
And I was like, OK, this is suspicious.
So there's that. And then the other read from Big
Nung is that. Yeah, like I said, she's taking
the lead from Little Nung and trying to like.
Just keep. Going with the lie, you know,
and it's just poor, poor big. I feel really bad for her
because she's like she's not good at lying.
I don't think she likes it. And then Lil Nung, it just it's
been such a defense and green defense mechanism for her.
I feel like she doesn't think anything of it and I don't think
like lying about this relationship like bothers her.
I think what bothers little Nun is she's like, I just wanna
sing, dress in public and like she's like, I'm just so excited
and proud of this that like I don't wanna hide it.
It's not that like the lying bothers her.
She's just like, I don't wanna hide my feelings for you kind of
thing. They're in two different places
right now and when it comes. To like the lying.
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I mean, the feelings are
the same. We're just not able to
communicate that right now. Correct.
So Big nung then shows Little nung the library.
And. Big Nung likes to go there all
the time. She is.
She's such a. Nerd.
It's so. Cute.
She's like. This is my favorite room, the
room with the books which is. Really cute and nerdy.
And I love it 'cause she's like a smart student and stuff.
So like, this makes sense. But can we talk about the books
in the library? OK, The complete Twilight
collection is in there. Big nung.
Like, really? What's that?
Doing in there of all the. Books.
There's Twilight in there. That's her.
Guilty pleasure it. Definitely is.
I think it's her guilty pleasure.
Do you know what she like? How it was like songs, books or
something. Or like.
And then song bought them or like someone bought them and no
your. Theory was that song wanted
them, Sam bought them as the people, plays her first song and
then Nung is the one that run them got.
It. That that makes that tracks OK.
And I love how it's like, I think because she spends all
this time in here and it's embarrassing, but she also want
to throw out those books. She splits them up on the
they're not together like the collection, like they're on
different like shelves and stuff.
So like if you don't know that that's the complete collection,
you wouldn't put that together. But they're like scattered.
I'm like, no. And what are you doing?
That's her. Way of hiding her right she's.
Hiding it in plain sight, that's my head cannon for.
And you know little Nung is smart.
She's like, OK, questionable taste in books.
If you're a huge in this Twilight, I'm not trying to
knock you. I read all the books also.
But like, I just love that she has them in this library that
she loves 'cause if she didn't want them there, she'd get rid
of them, but there they are. So big nung read the books.
Little Nung watch the movies for Kristen Stewart.
Yeah, 'cause understandable. Cause Kristen Stewart makes them
gay. So I've heard.
OK, so. Once again, little Known proves
to be the best Not a girlfriend and it says she understands, but
it doesn't mean she isn't sad about it.
I don't. Think I think I just skipped
over your you definitely. Did I'm?
So sorry Fiora, I got really distracted by our conversation
about Twilight. Oh shit.
Oh my God, we're a lot. I skipped.
Over so much I was gonna. Say, where are you?
Oh my God. Oh my God.
I'm so sorry, I am fucking. Twilight it is hot in.
Here and Twilight made it hotter.
Oh no. Like hell.
Oh my God. OK.
So. Big Nung tells Little Nung that
she can read whatever she wants, but that isn't what Little Nung
wants to hear right now. Big Nung is trying to find the
words to say, but Little Nung says that she knows what she's
gonna say. And Little Nung says she thinks
she's gonna say that she isn't ready for people to know about
them and she doesn't want her to move in yet.
And this is like, the worst thing Little Nung could hear
right now, and she doesn't really want Big Nung to say it,
but she knows that's what she's thinking.
Yeah. What I love in this conversation
is like, well, like, like Big Nung's body language is really
interesting during this particular scene.
Like when she pulls along, you know, she says like Nung and
then Long comes near her. And like, if you watch Big
Nung's body language, she's very like, she's making herself
smaller. Like she's very hunched.
Her head's hanging low. And it's, it's like almost like
she's cowering. And because I think she's
worried about Little Mung's reaction to her actual feelings.
Because remember, Big Nung grew up in the concealed don't feel
environment where you never, you never tell anybody how you feel
because you don't want them to use it against you.
And which is the self preservation thing from season 1
Big Nung. But now that we're in season 2,
Big Nung, she's worried how her how little Nung's going to feel
if she expresses her feelings, which is new.
So she's like, I'm going to give her bad news.
I'm afraid it's going to hurt her.
So like you can see the way like Big Nung is like kind of afraid
of the news she's about to deliver.
And what's really interesting is this whole body language is
submissive body language, which is very atypical for Big Nung.
So to me. It's almost like she's trying to
convey with her body language that she's not trying to
overpower Little Nung or hurt her with this truth.
And I also think part of Big Nung is ashamed of this truth a
little bit. So like her body language is,
it's giving Little Nung all the power in the conversation even
though like Big Nung is the one speaking or about to speak.
Which is yeah, and. Little Nung reluctantly says
that she understands like how Big Nung is feeling, but it
doesn't mean that she's not sad about it 'cause like her once is
just something that Big Nung is not able to give her right now.
And Big Nung hugs her from behind and says she doesn't feel
good about it either. And I just want.
Them to be happy man. They will.
It's a process. It's a process.
No. But I can want them to be happy
now theora they get. Their happy moments, OK, so like
watch how this goes. So like little knock again,
they're both being honest about the way they feel, which is
great. And nobody's like evading things
and like, it's really good 'cause they're in.
This is I, I think this room might be like big Nun is one of
her safe spaces in the house. So it's also really interesting
that she chose the library, her personal sanctuary.
That's not her room to have this conversation.
This is her safe space in the house, which I love.
So when she does the hug from behind and Big Nug's like, I
don't feel good about this either because like, as we said,
like you can see, Big Nug does not lying.
She doesn't love lying about this relationship.
She's just, you know, worried about all the things that come
with it, all the strings, right, which is valid.
So when she does the hug from behind Lung's face, Journey is
something to be happy about because it goes from mad to Oh
my God, she's hugging me to like fighting the smile and like,
'cause like Big Nung is being honest.
She's being like, I don't wanna hide this relationship either,
but like, we are where we are with all the bullshit.
And then so she does this thing where she's getting happy and
then she's like, no, wait, I have to look sad so she'll keep
hugging me. So she'll keep hugging me.
It's so funny. Go back and watch her face
dirty. It's amazing.
And then? Once.
Little Nung realizes in the hug she's in charge of this
conversation. You see her like get mischievous
and like Yoko does this thing where like one of her eyebrows
jumps up like I got an idea. And then she turns around and
like flips the script and does like the little puppy dog face.
And then what does she do, Caitlin?
Little. Nung says to not make her wait
too long because she wants the world to know about them again.
Cute dress. Again.
She was seriously saying I want to sing, dress in public and
like big nut. Could you?
I would love to see Nung's reaction to that.
I think it would be hilarious, Little Nung.
'S go to karaoke song is dressed.
It's gonna be dressed. And she like, I think it's one
of those things where like she pulls big Nub, a big nun on
stage with her and she's trying to like serenade her and like
big Nug keeps trying to leave and little Nung keeps like
holding her. I imagine that's how that would
actually gonna. OK, but let's go.
Let's keep going with this because she says don't wait too
long. She's got her arms around Big
Nung's like neck, right? And after Lil Nung says don't
make me wait too, she's doing the pouty thing to like, she has
all this. She thinks she has all the power
in this moment, right? She's trying to like, be
seductive and it works. So then Big Nung hears that and.
Does something. I don't think Lil Nung's
expecting where she has her arms around Little Nun's waist and
pulls Little Nung like closer to her, like she's trying to take
back control of the conversation.
And Liu Nung surprised for like one second before she's like
wait no no, I'm in charge of this flirting session, what the
hell, Big Nung? And then what does Big Nung say?
Big Nung says that she is the one who wants the world to know
that she is only only hers. And like again, Yoko, how do you
not die during these scenes? I don't understand.
How did you not die during the scene, ma'am?
Because. If you watch closely, Little
Nung is losing her shit at this particular thing because this is
what Little Nung wanted to hear that like again, that's what she
wants to hear. And if you watch her really
closely after and Big Nung's doing that intense staring thing
where it's like you're the only person in the world.
If you watch Little Nung, she keeps opening her mouth and
leaning forward like she's fighting, actively fighting the
urge to like launch herself at Big Nung's face.
And I can guarantee you her mind went straight to the gutter.
Which is why she then asks right after this, why are we sleeping
in separate bedrooms? Like that's where her brain goes
next. So I'm pretty sure if she's
like, wow, this is a turn on. What do you mean?
Wait, She's like, crap, we're in different rooms, Why are we in
different rooms? You can't say shit like this to
me and then maybe sleep in another room.
And big nung. 'S like don't worry, no being
like don't worry, don't worry, I will come to your room later.
I'm not going to let you sleep in the palace by yourself.
That's insane. I'm just keeping up appearances
and Lil Nung looks relieved because now she's like great I
can live out all these sexy daydreams playing in my brain
right now. And.
I do love the way she toys with Big Nung in the scene because
and teasing is her foreplay because then big Nung's like,
OK, well I'm going to kiss you now because you kept doing the
things I was watching you and I'm going to try and kiss you.
So she like leans in and like little man kind of like lets her
and like slowly. Pulls.
Back and she's like, I should go look at books now and like
leaves Big Nung on red. And it's so funny because like,
poor Big Nung was like, what just happened?
What just happened? Like what a bitch.
It's so funny, little nun. Knows how to be.
Mischievous. And it's.
Cute, adorable, and so entertaining.
It's so. Entertaining like because she's
like, I do have all the power over because like think about it
the entire show, like she's been fighting tooth and nail to just
get some kind of crumb of affection from big Nung.
Now she has all of the affection and she's like, I'm going to
savor the power I have over you because I wasn't sure if I had
power over you. And now I do have power over you
to leave you wanting and all this stuff.
And like, again, I'm sure she read this in a novel and she's
like, I'm going to try this out, see how it works.
And it worked. Poor big nun.
She's like, God damn it, what the hell?
She's like, everything's normal. Look at books.
It's fine. Poor big nun.
But. After a little Nun says look at
all these books, Big Nun tells her to make sure she reads them
all because there's so many to choose.
And like, I'm really hoping she's talking about the titles
because we'll be here forever if she has to read every single
book, you know what? I think actually happens in this
because little books that are she said what the hell are you
talking about? I think big nuns brain also went
to the sexy daydreams and she didn't know what to say In this
moment. She's like read books, read all
the books and like little bugs like are you OK because you're
just coughing and saying weird nonsense over there.
I think she's so flustered by the teasing that she didn't know
what the hell she was saying and she was like trying to keep it
cool and one lungs like that's I'm not reading all this stuff.
You got twilight on here. What do you mean?
I think this is a pan. That was a panic lie.
It's just. Know what she's doing, so like
can. You read this one to me.
Well, that's why. Little nun's like let me pick
the sexiest book on the shelf, Help me read it.
Again, I love it. OK.
So then we move on with Little Nun's palace tour, because she's
only seen Big Nun's bed at this point.
I mean, and the angry way, but she doesn't remember that 'cause
she was really drunk and screaming.
Never. Forget.
Never forget. Yeah, exactly.
She's actually hasn't seen the palace in daylight either.
So they first stop in front of Sam's room and Big Nog tells her
that she can't go in even if it isn't locked.
This is a. Weird conversation, I know.
It's funny so. It was like, I have matters and
not going to go randomly go in other people's rooms unless it's
big Nog's. Well, that's.
Because. Big Nog's room is her room.
So like she's like, that's my room.
So I'm going to go in. There, but even.
The first time she went to oh, wait, no, that was The Art Room.
No, she went in, but I think she was getting changed anyway.
She would definitely just big nun.
Just big nun, yeah. Big nun, big nun, big nun so.
Then little Nung points to another door and asks whose door
is whose room it is. And then all life seems like it
is drained from Big Nung and she says that it's songs room.
And Little Nun does not sense the tone shift in the scene and
asks why she has never seen her other sister.
And then? Little Nun realizes she opened a
can of worms when she is told she is not alive anymore, and
that's when she's like. Foot.
Insert mouth. Yeah, yeah.
So Little Nung starts apologizing for bringing it up,
but Big Nung assures her that it's OK and she didn't know
because how could you know? And then during this
conversation, Little Nung takes Big Nung's hand and holds it.
It is not until Nim interrupts them that Big Nung abruptly
drops her hand. And Little Nung is sad for both
of them at this point because like, she wants to be connected
with her, but then the outside world comes in and shatters it
all once again. Yeah, and what a moment to do it
in because also like, how did you not pick up?
She had another sister? It's one and three.
You never wondered where 2. Like you never you never
wondered. That ever we're just like, OK, I
guess, yeah. No.
I was like. Random, but you would think,
'cause she's definitely a type of person to have like these
random thoughts that she just says out loud, but she would
definitely be thinking about like she sees her, sees Sam one
day. Like when she realizes who she
is, I'd be like numb Sam Sam. Do you have a?
Dog named song or something like there are two.
Is there a four? Is there a 5?
Do you just do? Everything in odds, maybe no
evens. That's what I.
Meant are they super into like odds anyway regardless of that
math? So like like you said, when when
Big Nung gets to songs or she's clearly upset, I think Little
Nung does pick up on the fact that she's sad pretty quickly
after she like starts answering questions.
But when? Antonym calls and it's Big Nung
as the one that drops Little Nung's hand and then goes from
being somber looking to puts her mask on and looks stoic.
Immediately. It's like everything like being
like everything's fine, Auntie Nim.
And I think part of what's sad here is that little, if you
watch Little Nung, is watching Big Nung when she like, does
this pivot to redress Auntie Nim and be like, thanks for
preparing the room or whatever. Like she goes into like, Queen
of the house mode. I think it's hard for Little
Nung to watch just how quickly Big Nung is able to shove aside
her own feelings for the sake of appearances.
Like that's what she's watching her do in real time.
And it takes less than a second for Big Nung to be sad and then
emotionless, like, and she's watching it happen.
And I think that's also heartbreaking for Little Nung to
see how easily Big Nung does that.
It's just. I mean.
This When she steps into the palace, she's stepping more into
Big Nung's world. Yeah, and for sure.
And literally she. She can't realize what's
happening until she is in this world.
And it's hard for her to understand because she doesn't
have to live like that. I mean, she lives.
She just lies to get out of everything in her world anyway.
Yeah, but that's. Heartbreaking.
And then, like, I think it gives context to why Big Nung is so
guarded with her feelings. Like look how she has to act in
her own house. Like this is supposed to be her
house. And like, look how she has to
behave. Like that's hard to watch your
partner go through that, you know?
Yeah, yeah. So moving on with the tour,
Little Nong is then shown the room that was made-up for her
and Little Nong says OK, so basically Little Nung is
complaining and she says that she doesn't come often and asks
why she can't just stay with Big Nung because it's not getting
through her that she needs her own room to keep up with
appearances. And Big Nung's like you cannot
because you're here as a guest and it would be weird because
that's not something you do. Yeah.
Guests stay in their own rooms, but Little Nung tries to push
Big Nung further along in the relationship by being like, but
I'm not your guest, right? In your brain.
I need to at least know in your brain, I'm not actually your
guest. And Big Nun gives her this look
back, like where she's like, doesn't say anything, but she's
basically gives her this look where she's like, yeah, you're
definitely not my guest. I know you're not.
But like, we're in the palace. What do you want me to do?
Yeah. And little Nung thought that the
palace was going to be their safe zone where they can just be
themselves and not have to hide from people.
But she's not used to there being a lot of help around and,
you know. Well, it's.
It's always going to be a closet for a little while.
Well, The thing is like, I think where Bluemung's coming from is
like when Big Nung had her own apartment that was a safe space,
like they could just be themselves because it's like it
was literally just the two of them.
There weren't house staff. But again, that's like fantasy
versus reality. Now in reality, where they have
these two have to exist as part of the real world, and Big Nung
has to like that. Part of that is Big Nung's
title, her status, this house, Little Nung's family, all of
that stuff that's reality. So like now they're trying to
navigate reality and Little Nung's like, where can we just
be us, you know, and be OK? I thought at least your place
would be the place where we could do that.
But it seems like it's not the whole palace.
It's sections of the palace. And Big Nung's like listen, if
you have complaints about the palace rules, take it up with
the bitches from the loyal pen that are haunting this place.
Just talk to them. Oh my gosh.
Oh, the ghost of Prick. See The thing is, Anin would
tell her. Well, you had to build your own
palace, right? So you could like the.
Place that was your. First mistake.
Oh, so you need a trusty sidekick like prick.
Also the Oh my gosh, yes. Yes, go get Jim.
Go get Jim. Yeah, Jim's right there.
She's not doing anything. Let's be honest.
So but Big nun does try to make things better and says that
Little Nun can do whatever she wants in the room and look, this
is too much power to give Little Nun 'cause she just gave her a
whole cookie cake. So.
Little. Nun's gonna come up with
something. Oh yeah, yeah.
So God, this scene. The nuns go to the Thai
equivalent of Best Buy to buy a little nun her first podcasting
mic and I just want to know. I spent an embarrassing amount
of time trying to figure out where this was.
Like I spent hours on Google Maps.
Going through photos. Why?
Because I wanted to be able to say this is where they are.
And I was just, first of all, I learned a lot about malls over
there. Oh my God.
OK, like. There's one that was used to be
like so huge and now it's basically a ghost town like and
there's like a couple doors open.
It's insane. And.
Some kind of looked like this but nothing was perfect and I'm
hoping that this is the actual location and not just to set
that I wasted so much time. Oh my God, Caitlin, this is.
How I get distracted while doing notes?
Anyway, so back to the scene. So for thank you Caitlin for
that detective work that was not necessary, but I hope it brought
you satisfaction. No, I didn't learn anything that
was relevant to this episode. It was a dead.
End and I'm sad that I couldn't figure it out, but I knew if I
spent more time on it I wouldn't finish it and then would.
Be here again. OK, anyone continue.
So let's talk. About the scene.
So first of all, big knowing, as we've established in other
scenes in other episodes, is somebody who hates shopping, OK?
She's the partner that you bring to the mall and she's bored as
fuck the whole time and usually complaints and sits out in the
corner. She's that person.
And we've seen her do this with Sam.
Remember when Sam's like, I'm gonna buy you a dress for that
event? And I was like, pick out
whatever the hell you want and I'm helping you shop for me.
Whatever I wear is beautiful. So I don't need to pick the
something, remember? So Sam went in the store.
I was like, how do I, what would Taylor Swift buy?
And like that's how we got the dress for dress from that
episode. So she did that with Sam and
then Juan Viva was Juan Viva's trying to go through like all
the dress the she's looking for shoes or whatever.
And mung's like we've been to five stores.
Can we stop? Who cares?
Just just buy shoes. What are you doing?
So she hates shopping, but here she is with Little Lung.
They're in the store and Little Lung's like I think this is the
one I want. And Big Nung's like test out all
the microphones. We can go to as many stores as
you'd want. Make sure you get the one that
you want. So like Oh my God, the way she
like pivots and does a 180. Big Nung is ready to spend the
day in this mall. She's like, we will figure out
we'll test all the speakers as well, get your headphones.
We'll maybe we need to soundproof your room too.
She's going to buy a whole sound booth.
Can can Big Nung buy a sound booth?
Because that would be amazing. I would love.
That but like, I mean, she's just such a goner that she's
like, I hate doing this activity, but if it's what you
want, we will spend all day here.
Make sure you get what you want. I think Lil.
Long just using this as an excuse to go out in public with
Big Nine to be honest. She's like.
OK I gotta try this one out too but how do you test mics out?
Because it's like they're all you can't really test a mic out.
I mean I guess you could if they have it hooked up to computers
and like you can look at the waveforms or specs, I don't
know. OK, anyway, I like that.
She picks the ones that lights up in rainbow colors and along
like this one. Looks cool.
I think you're right. But she knew.
Exactly the. One she wanted and maybe, maybe
Big Nung also wanted to be out in public with her in a way that
gave them an actual excuse where they did not have to lie.
That's what I mean. So she's like.
But don't forget that you you can try out all of them, right
I. Think this was an excuse for
both parties to just be out in public with each other.
I think that's what this was cuz little 1 was like I already know
what I want I ordered done Amazon already I'm just
wondering. But then someone shows up.
And. Little none Little is going to
kill a bitch anyway. So Juan Viva shows up.
And again, as we mentioned earlier, I swear this woman
never stops shopping. I also swear she's not actually
a doctor. I think she's a secret shopper.
Cuz the bitch is always always shopping.
At this point we're three episodes into a fair of the
series. Even then, as a child, the bitch
is always shopping like she has a shopping problem.
She's a shopaholic. Honestly, I could see it because
those shops are so freaking random that like and you Oh my
gosh, the the tasks are so random too.
So I that comes that's a plausible deniability for her
shopping addiction. A secret.
Chopper Yeah, I agree so. But Little Nung has every right
to be threatened and pissed off in the scene because what does
Wan Viva do? Wan Viva notices them, mostly
Big Nung, and immediately gravitates the Big Nung and
clings to Big Nung's arm right in front of Little Nung.
And Big Nung looks over to Little Nung like I'm oh, I'm in
trouble, I'm in so much trouble, I'm sleeping on the couch
tonight. Like she's already like fuck,
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. God damn it, Wan Viva.
Even though she did nothing. Like literally she's just like
the. Bitches on my arm this is not.
Good, but one of you was like. Oh my gosh, is this destiny that
I'm running into you at the mall?
No, you're just there every day. You're always in the mall.
So. You're going to.
See every single person you know there?
Does she say? That to like people who work at
the mall? Is it destiny, Auntie Anne's
worker, or like what? Do you mean?
Is it? Destiny that there's a hospital
in this. Mall.
Oh my. God, yeah, followed us.
Mall, Mall hospital. I swear to God, Slash.
Airport. Most.
Random location of all times. Go listen to those.
Reactions if you want to learn more.
The. Secret of us?
Yeah. Oh my gosh.
OK, back to the show. It's so easy to put all these
shows together. I know it's amazing anyway.
So little Nung looks very uncomfortable right now because
she is jealous in all cats so. Jealous.
Yes, big nung. 'S just like I don't know what
the hell to do like what do I do in this situation?
Like there's no, there's no good solution right now.
I just need her to leave. Also like, let us recall.
The last time they were with them all together with Juan Fee
was doing the shopping and Big Nung was like get off my arm.
And Juan Fee was like stop being hard to get.
Like she won't even listen when Big Nung says don't do that.
So it's like big Nung's like I don't know what to do anymore
this like. This is another little nung
like. Guess I.
Don't know what to do with this. Oh.
My God, I have not figured. Out how to tell someone no and
have them listen speaking. Of respectfully aggressive so is
Wan Wan Viva and little nung are very similar personality wise.
So like very, very, it's big Nung in the middle or again,
right? She's like I was.
In the middle of this shit, yeah.
And then Juan Viva makes it even worse by asking Big Nung if
she's bringing her niece here to shop.
This is the worst thing Juan Viva could say.
But also this should make Little Nung feel better because it
means that Juan Viva does not actually really know Big Nung.
Because even if Sam did have a kid like they would not be as
old as little. It's like I really don't
understand why she thinks that this could be her niece like.
It's because you, the words mean different things.
OK, so in western language, a niece means they're directly
blood related to me. Whereas in Thailand, which is a
monoculture, like it's not a heterogeneous group of people,
it's like one group, right? So like there's more pride in
being Thai, right? Everybody's like, they use words
like niece, auntie, because they're all like, you know, one
nation, one people kind of thing.
So like she's saying niece meaning like younger Thai girl
is what she's saying. She's not saying your sister's.
Like. Daughter, that's not what she's
saying. So she's saying a young girl is
all what that means. It's just it's it's a way of
speaking respectfully and like seeing each other as family.
That's just the language they use with each other in America.
Everybody's ethnically diverse and nobody sees themselves
really. We're not truly a united
anything. So there is no respectful
language to be like I think. Quite our country's name.
We are not united. Yeah, it's.
A It's not like that at all. But like, I think the closest
thing you can come to that is like saying ma'am, Sir.
Like it's like Southern people do that in the South, like as a
sign of respect for the other people.
It's kind of like that, but it's just saying like a younger girl
like. Now I feel stupid, that's all I.
Got so it doesn't mean Sam's. Daughter.
I'm just a dumb ass. All right.
Well, continuing. So.
'Cause like, literally. The first I had the same
reaction to you the first time I heard this, I was like, that's
so cringy that she just said that.
But she's she's literally just saying young girl is all she's
saying, but which again, like is cringy in its own right because
little Nung is being infantilized in the
conversation. She's like not calling her an
adult, she's calling her a young girl.
So like, I think this is what makes Little Nung also enraged
because it's again, separating her from big Nung like socially
in the conversation and like making Little Nung more
threatened versus I'm sure she wants to be like, that's my
girlfriend, bitch. Like, you know what I mean?
And like, she's being like put in the corner by Juan Viva
labeling her that way in a way. And Big Nung doesn't do anything
to correct the situation and bring Juan Viva up to speed,
even just a little bit. Again, we don't even do the This
is my friend. And we don't also don't do the
get off my arm thing either, like Big Nung I yeah, it doesn't
really do much in this conversation.
Instead, she tells her that Little Nung wants to start a
podcast, so they are getting a microphone.
And this is when Little Nung rolls her eyes.
And her patience is getting so thin.
Honestly, this woman is encroaching in her territory
now, and Big Nung's not doing anything to dissuade.
I think that's right, yeah. You're right.
Dissuade Juan Viva's. Actions right now?
Yep. Like it's one thing not to be
ready to tell people about them, it's another thing to make it
seem like she is nothing to her and that is what Big Nung is
repeatedly doing. And that is more insulting than
not telling people. Yeah, again, tell her that
you're her friend or something. That's closer to friend then.
I. Found this random person that
wants to start a podcast. Yeah.
So Juan Viva tells Little Nung that she's going to listen to
the podcast. And I'm sure that Little Nung is
thinking that you're not welcomed here, right?
I agree. Because when she says thank you,
that was anything but genuine, no.
And then we also cut to Big Nung, who can tell she messed
up. Oh yeah.
And then it gets awkward and I think 1 of you was like, this is
awkward. So she's like, well, I think I'm
going to go now because this is weird because I have a meeting
later and it's like meeting with who?
Sam, who also is never at work. Like I'm not convinced she
really has a job because the bitch is always shopping.
I'm like, what do you mean? Anyway, I think she was trying
to get out of there. I hope.
I hope an affair we see her work.
I know for. Real.
I'm convinced. She doesn't, but.
Anyway, Oh my. Gosh, anyway, so one of you that
leaves as quick as she came because she was only there to
make things worse and tells Big Nun that if she wants to go out
for a drink to call her. Call Me Maybe?
Well, it takes that photo. Girl that tells off the balcony.
You're calling. Me.
Do you think that Juan Viva knows and is trying to get big
Nung to say something and open up?
I definitely. Think she picks up on shit
because Little Nug is not covert in her pissed offness in the
scene. Like she's not even like
feigning politeness like in the scene.
And Big Nung looks shifty as fuck.
So I think that's why at one point, Juan Viva's like, oh, I'm
going to go now because something's happening here and I
shouldn't be involved. Yeah, I think she definitely
picks. This is when she starts putting
more of the pieces together. Cuz like, this girl keeps
showing up. She was at the art gallery
opening. Like, she keeps showing up.
So I think 1 of you is starting to put it together.
And she's like, big Nung hates shopping.
I have to, like, feed her in order to get her to come
shopping with me. And here she is voluntarily
shopping with this young girl and there's no food.
Involved. Electronic store The bitch is
not good at technology. So something weird is going on
here and this girl looks like she wants to fight me so.
I think. She's more like.
There's something. Happening here because they're
alone, like, you know. Yeah.
But I think Nung didn't already know she was in trouble.
She certainly would after that look that little Nung gave her
at the end. Oh yeah, the murder.
Stare. Yes.
You do not want to be on the receiving end of that, no.
Not that murder stair. Yeah, so.
Little Nung then immediately leaves the store, causing Big
Nung having to go after her. And then big.
Nug has the audacity. She gets the big gay audacity to
ask her. What's?
Wrong. Wait a minute.
Think is. Wrong big nung.
Wait a minute, did. You just invent a new award, the
Big Gay Audacity Award. The Big K Audacity.
Award Little Nong and Big Nong in the scene.
Oh my God. Yeah.
What's? Wrong.
All right. So Big Gay Audacity is now the
subset award for Big A Energy, Yeah.
The big Audacity award goes to Big Nong being big oblivious Oh.
Dear. So Little Nong asked her if she
went out to drinks with the doctor again, because it makes
it seem like one Viva goes out with her all the time.
Yeah. And Big Nung starts smiling.
And Little Nung is like, what the hell, man?
Why? And Big Nung is like, you have a
good memory. Yeah.
Like, no shit. She remembers every little thing
about you. Yeah.
And I think, I think this is Big Nung, because remember the prior
scene was Little Nung teasing Big Nung.
She's been doing that the whole episode, so Big Nung is in the
position to now do that back, and I think she's smiling 'cause
she can clearly see a little Nung is jealous and she knows
she had. Little Nung has nothing to be
jealous about and she's flattered.
She's like, oh, you're jealous over at little old me.
I kind of like this. Now I know why you're trying to
get me to be jealous all the time.
Who's jealous? Of little old me.
We can. Rewrite every single Taylor
Swift song. Really.
I don't get sued? Let's not do that.
So little Nung says of course. I remember she sent you kisses
in front of me and then directly asked what is going on between
them cuz she's like no let's just cut this bullshit out.
What is going on? The kisses.
Thing a little Nung will never be over this.
She's gonna hold this grudge against Juan Viva forever.
Like 20 years from now she will still bring this up to big Nung
and be like you went out with the beautiful doctor.
I love how she's always calling Juan Viva the beautiful doctor.
It's never just like Juan Viva, which also like I'm like a
little nug. Are you kind of into Juan Viva?
I don't know what's going on here, do you?
Think that they had a threesome? No.
No, never was at this point. Juan Viva has her girlfriend so
no she's. I think both of them are way
too. Cuz.
One of Eva reads to me as basically a little nug, so I
think they're way too possessive of their partners to ever do
that, to be honest. That's whatever.
Yeah, she don't share. So she doesn't share Vince just
starts trying to poke the bear because also I hope people
understand what I'm saying cuz I've been using a lot of sayings
that we have like can of worms and poke the bear and I don't
think that translates. So let me know if I need to cut
that out people. Anyway, so basically she's
she's. Agitating little Nung because
she wants her. She's playing with her, She's
teasing her. Yeah, by telling Little Nung
that they went out recently and leans down to the eye level with
Little Nung and says are you? Jealous, right?
This is. Flirt.
Teasing. So little Nung's like I'm being
serious now stop. But Big Nung reassures her that
she doesn't have to be jealous and that Juan Viva and her are
just friends and haven't hung out in a long time.
Well, Viva. Just shows up at the mall all
the time. Yeah.
So I love when she's like little Nung is like, I mean serious
like what is actually going on between the two because little
Big Nung has never actually like cleared this up truly.
So I love that Big Nung tries to be flirty and tease Little Nung
back for her jealousy. And but like again, like little
Nung legitimately feels threatened by Wan Viva, who's
because look at Juan Viva. She's somebody who is Big Nung's
age and somebody who has her life together, allegedly.
I mean, the secret shopper thing, maybe who knows what she
actually does? Is she a doctor?
Who knows? But she looks like she has her
life together, right? She basically on paper and
visually looks a lot like Sam. Remember when she, little Nung
was jealous of Sam? The woman with the expensive
car, the money, like the status, big girl job, all that kind of
stuff. That's basically Juan Viva.
But like Juan Viva, somebody Big Nung could actually date because
they're not related, right? But they seem to keep in
contact, which Big Nung doesn't do with many people.
So Little Nung's reaction to Juan Viva is very much
justified. But also like Big Nung is still
like being truthful but teasing Little Nung in the scene where
she said, oh, we used to hang out a long time ago and she
forgot to put like hang out in air quotes.
Because like. Yeah, they have an actual sexual
past with each other, but I will say so like, she doesn't fully
ever clear this up with Little Nung for whatever reason.
But one thing Big Nung does get right in this conversation is
that in the middle of the mall, because they're in public,
remember, people can see them. Big Nung is the one who
initiates physical intimacy with Little Nung unprompted, and she
starts caressing Little Nung's head and using the cute voice.
And the second she starts doing that, that's when Little Nung
relaxes because she's like, OK, you're using your cute voice in
public and you're touching me in public.
So that is a win in and of itself for little known, right?
Because she was not initiating anything with Juan Viva.
Juan Viva was the one clinging onto her arm.
She wasn't doing anything with Juan Viva.
She's the one now doing it with Little.
So like, I think this is a moment of reassurance a little
bit. She's.
Getting a mini cookie right now, right?
So Little Nung tells her that she doesn't like that Big Nung
is closer to Juan Viva than she is to her.
And I think she's talking about in public because she witnessed
Big Nung letting Juan Viva hold on to her arm.
Yeah, that's a. It's a big thing to little Nung,
who is starving for the touch in public.
Right. And I think that this is fair
because big Nung is portraying that little nung means nothing
to her out in public. We need to fix that big Nung.
We just, that's the part that really needs to be fixed.
Oh. And don't worry, she's going to
fix it because what does big Nung do?
She's still in teasing mode, so she leans even closer into
little Nung space and in her seductress voice is like what
should I do then? And it's like.
This was some. Lesbian Jesus shit right here
because what the hell was this? And instead of like immediately
melting into a gay puddle on the floor like I would a little nung
just starts sulking because again, like the whole like
touching her hair thing in public and being cute was a win,
but not fully satisfactory for the Juan Viva scenario.
So she starts pouting because she's like, well, I want you to
wipe me in public, but I know that's not going to happen.
So big nung's like. Fine and like grabs her hand and
then takes her into the bathroom.
And here's a major perk of same sex relationships Secret moments
in bathrooms. Yes, where Big Nung does her big
gay energy stance to pin Little Nung against the law again
again. Die.
I don't know how. Yoko doesn't die.
I don't understand. So little Nung asked why she's
bringing her in there, but there's a smile on her face, so
she definitely finds this exciting.
She's so. Excited.
She's like. What are you doing?
This is exciting. I'm here in the.
Bathroom. It's like little Nung, do you
not see the way she's looking at you like you're a meal?
Like what do you mean? What are you doing?
Like I. Think again.
This is one of those scenarios where little Nung knows, but she
wants big Nung to like say it or do something or both, right?
Because she's the one feeling on the outs and she's like, you
need to make it up to me for like making me jealous over Juan
Viva. But she's like literally all
smiles this entire scene because again, this is like, I can't
believe this is happening kind of thing.
Like it's kind of adorable because like remember how the
this episode opened where she's like, this is all just being
with you is like a dream. This is another like I'm sure
this is a fantasy dream scenario where she's like, Oh my God, she
pulled me inside a bathroom isn't going to make out with me.
Like wow, like is this really happening?
It's really kind of cute. Yeah, then.
That big non gives her the lightest kiss, This is the
literally the latest kiss imaginable and tells her that
she brought her in there to do that and asks how many times
does she have to tell her that she loves her translation.
I don't want anyone but you so we can move.
Can we move past this now? Like kind of tired of it.
Yeah. Big nun then follows up and
says, How many times do I have to tell you that I love you?
Which is interesting because little Nung is the was always
the one saying I love you constantly so much that big Nung
commented on it and says, you say that so often.
I don't, I don't even know if you know what it means.
So here's big Nung doing that right back where she's like, do
I need to tell you I love you every single day so that you'll
believe it? Like how the tables have turned
in this scene. And I think it's really sweet.
And I think that that alone makes little Nung feel less
threatened by this whole Juan Viva thing like, you know,
because she just needs reassurance and this is all
that's all big news trying to do like reassure her kind of thing
in in what capacity she can, which again is another like we
have to have a private moment to do it.
We Can't Sing dress in public yet.
But only in bathrooms. Apparently only in.
Bathrooms and wait, before we keep going, I have to give my
big gay energy award to the bird that's in the bathroom with them
that you can hear in the scene. Why there's a bird in the
bathroom, I have no idea. But this scene starts with
Little Nung smiling and a bird starts chirping in the bathroom.
There's a bird in the bathroom. This is my.
Favorite bird The bird showed up for this scene.
Ciara, we need to join random bird sound effects in this
episode. I'll see what I can do all
right. But little Nung being her usual
little mischievous self and her body language is like, I don't
know, you may have to keep kissing me to prove it.
Yes and little Nung cause little nung is you know this whole
these whole 2 scenes are just like teasing and like who has
the power? Who's doing the teasing, who's
being teased. So this is little nung with the
power back doing now trying to like test the teasing because
every time she pouts. In this.
Part cause big nun's like, do you believe me?
Are we OK? And then Little Nung will do
this thing where she just starts like pouting and then Big Nung
will touch her face and be like, are we OK basically?
So she's like, and it does it in the cute voice.
So like Little Nung is like this game's fun.
And so she keeps doing it to get Big Nung to keep like doting on
her essentially. And she's just having fun 'cause
I think finally Little Nung has what she wants, which is like
Big Nung being openly cute and being a smitten girl, acting
like a smitten girlfriend. That's what Little Nung wants.
And she's like, oh, she keeps doing it.
It's so cute. How can I keep pushing these
buttons? I like these buttons.
Yeah, she keeps finding new buttons and it's fun.
So when they leave the bathroom stall, they run into another
person washing their hands because no one thought about the
fact that this isn't a one person bathroom.
They. Don't care.
They do, because Big Nung immediately stops holding Little
Nung's hand. That's because they.
Traumatized. This poor woman, she's like, I
was just trying to wash my hands.
I was not trying to overhear the lesbianism.
I'm gonna go now and I'm gonna dry my hands.
I'm just running away. They traumatized.
This building is cowering, yes. Like, I saw nothing.
I saw nothing. Eggs, Oh.
He's left. Please don't.
Kill me, don't you? Literally.
I saw nothing. So but then little Nung's like
as big nug, if she thinks the person heard them, it's not it's
not like. I mean, the bird heard you,
let's be honest. So the woman probably heard you
too. And I love Big Nung's response
because Big Nung's like she posts up against the wall.
She's like, whatever. Because it goes to show that
deep down, Big Nung really does not care what other people think
about her. Like she really doesn't care and
she doesn't care if other people don't understand their
relationship. What she's worried about is that
the family stuff, the family dynamics, but like people know
it. She's like, I don't care if that
bitch hurt us. I don't care if she saw us make
it on the bathroom. I really don't care.
And Lil Wong's. Like, well, I kind of care
because now at least one person on earth knows that you love me
and that's all she that's, you know, remember the conversation
in the library? I just want people to know that
you're mine and I'm yours. And like she's like, well, one
person knows. So that's a win for me.
Then she says, actually I want the whole world to know and then
as Big Nung, if they should go out and kiss, so many people
will see them. I just.
This scene is hilarious, I love it.
It keeps. Getting better, big nung, yeah.
Big. Nung asks who would do that, and
Little Nung says I would, and then ask Big Nung if she's
afraid. OK, she doesn't just.
Ask Big Nun if she's afraid. She marches into Big because Big
Nun's against the wall. She marches into Big Nung's
space, effectively pinning Big Nung against the wall, and says,
are you afraid? Like the confidence and audacity
of this. And.
Big Nung responds by doing that little like forehead flick
thing. OK, the last time she did it,
like you've heard it, it's a poor little Nung.
But this time it's like barely anything.
So she's like and he calls her silly, 'cause like, I think.
If it wasn't. For all the family bullshit,
Well actually no big Nong doesn't is seems like a private
person to me who like wouldn't do something like that.
But I also don't think she really cares to be honest.
But like Lord Nong's audacity, like good Lord, like she's so
funny. The big.
Gay audacity. The Big Gay.
Audacity award also goes to this question big.
Nong, keep going. It gets to her.
Audacity gets better. She has the audacity.
Of the scene. Big Nung says let's.
Go shopping. But now little Nung has other
plans. She's just going to buy it
online. She would much rather go back to
the palace and do other things. But then Big Nung's like, we're
here, we're buying it, let's go. OK.
Let's go back to the I wanted to do something else because again,
she still has Big Nung pinned against the wall when she's
saying this. When little mom uses that word,
Magua is what it sounds like to me.
It's probably not the word. I'm maybe missing tones or
whatever. I don't know how to spell this,
I have no idea. But she used the same word at
the end of two O 1 in the bedroom scene.
So I'm pretty sure she's implying something sexual here
because I mean, look at what Big Nung just did.
She's like, you're out here kissing me in bathrooms and
telling me you love me in front of strangers.
She's like, you deserve a reward for that.
So we should go back to your palace and do sexy things.
And I think she says all this with her eyes.
And then Big Nung, I think, catches on to what she's saying.
Because what Big Nung says in response is we can't.
And if you listen very closely, her voice is very shaky.
Like she's super thrown off by what Little Nung just did.
And she's like, we can't do that.
But I think she's. Kind of like.
Embarrassed a little bit or like the audacity of my girlfriend?
Good Lord. Yeah, and Little Nung, she's
like, fine, but she does not let this conversation end without
telling Big Nung that she does not want her getting drinks with
the doctor again. No.
It is not allowed. Oh my God.
But what I love is when she tells her this and Big Nung
takes. Because yeah, this is all a
teasing thing, right? Little Nung just teased her
hugely to the point where Big Nung was completely thrown off.
So then this is a serious moment where little Mong's like, OK,
but seriously, you're not allowed to hang out alone in
bars with the sexy doctor and a big Nung who knows that little
Nung is threatened and jealous of wine.
Viva pretends to contemplate this for like, a second.
She's like, let me think about that.
And little Nung's face ready where she's pouting.
And then she's like, concerned where she's like, Oh my God, you
have to say yes. And Big Nung's like, fine, yes,
it's really cute. She lets her sit in the
uncomfortability before Big Nog's like, OK, fine, that's
fine. Again, demonstrating the little
1, like, you mean more to me than one Viva, which I mean,
anybody with eyes can see that, but you know, she needs the
reassurance. And I have to point out, when
they exit the bathroom, Big Nog is holding Little Nog's hand
when they leave, so there's also that.
So Little One got a bunch of wins in this scene, so good for
her. Her plan is working.
Let's get. Into Part 2.
So meanwhile, back at the Bua Palace, at who knows when or
what time, I assume after they're done shopping, the nuns
are rummaging through the library in search of a bedtime
story. So while.
Little Nung is looking at the shelves.
Big Nung wanders over to the desk and picks up the family
photo and she gets lost in her feels about Song and this dark
lost look passes over her face. Little Nung.
Instantly gets bored looking at the books and notices this
behavior so she puts on a smile and comes over to comfort big
Nung. And it works.
Like the minute she like comes over and like hugs her Big
Nung's mood like her face brightens right 'cause like
here's her little happiness coming over.
And little Nung keeps this party going by flirting.
Of course he does because of course he does.
So she's like wow song is so pretty no wonder you 2 are
related because Nung Big Nung's got a praise kink and can't help
herself but lean into they both. Do they both do?
Big Nung's worse though. She.
Leans. Into it and I love her response.
She's like, of course all my family members are good looking.
Duh. I'm like girl.
The audience made me. Laugh.
So much audacity and confidence. I mean, she's not wrong, but.
Like the confidence? No.
She's not. She's not wrong.
So I think Liu Nung is doing two
things. She's trying to put Big Nung
into a better place, but also she's curious to know more about
Big Nun. I mean she wants everything
obviously and she just recently discovered #2 exists.
So Lilong is trying to like ease her up to get more info.
And so she's like, can you tell me what Song was like?
She's like, was Song anything like you?
I mean obviously she's beautiful like you, but was she
personality wise like you? And Bignung's like oh hell no.
She's like she was the sweet one.
Like she was the calm cute sister.
Like the complete opposite of me.
And to me this response says more about.
And how Big Nung views herself then what song was actually like
because this is that self deprecating thing I keep
bringing up. You know where she like thinks
of herself as less and puts her sisters on a pedestal.
I'm sure no, a song was sweet and stuff.
But like really like Big Nung is basically like I'm trash.
She was the golden girl really. And the irony of this is that.
Little. Nung does not see that in Big
Nung. She doesn't see this.
This the darkness that Big Nung sees in herself, and she proves
this with her next question. Oh no, I'm sorry and I messed up
what I was saying. OK.
So yeah, Big Nun proves this by saying Song cause the sorry Big
Nung sees herself as less than and the people she cares about
she sees as puts on a pedestal, including Little Nung.
And so she proves that with her next response, which is Song
would have liked you if you had the chance to meet.
Cause Song was like sweet. I'm sure Big Nun would have
loved to have all of her sisters meet.
Definitely no. That would have.
Because she could. Have a birthday party with her
entire like her sisters and the love of her life and that would
have been so cute. Literally like that would have
meant the world to her. If you want to know more about
song, this is where I'm putting in the plug for our Patreon.
So if you become a super, if you become a super supporter, yeah,
for $15.00 we give the Super supporters extra bonus content
that we don't give the $5.00 a month here, which I mean the $5
once you get a lot of stuff. But the bonus tier we, we did a
whole episode where we basically called who is Song, where we
like gave Song a back story and all this stuff and like actually
did fan fiction about this scenario with like little Nun
meaning song and stuff. So if you want to know more
about that, that episode was really funny.
You should go listen to that spoiler.
Big nun's a DJ. Is.
A DJ. And spoiler alert, Jim is there
because of Jim. Because it's Jim did not.
Think that, Jim. Was gonna be there.
Jim's there. Listening to this podcast?
Jim is the. Linchpin of our entire story.
But anyway. Back to this, so Big Nung is
basically, and also I think this conversation where Big Nung is
saying, hey, I wish you could have met my sister.
Basically, I feel like you 2 would have gotten along.
I think that also means a lot to Little Nung.
To hear that Big Nung has thought about this and been like
you guys would have gotten along like that says again a lot about
Big Nung's headspace. And it's really.
Sweet and cute, but the cuteness lasts about .003 seconds before
Big Nung immediately gets lost in her reverie, thinking about
song again and she gets real quiet and Little Nung picks up
on that shift again. She's good at reading Big Nung
and thinks she's worried about this and the way.
Big nung. Gets really in a dark place when
she starts thinking about this. But again, Little Nung has that
emotional intelligence where she knows now is not the time.
Big Nung doesn't want to talk about this.
I can tell that's why she's being quiet.
So she's opening up a little bit which is good.
So when Big Nuns gets lost and thought again, Little Nung
doesn't say anything. She doesn't try to push the
topic, which is a wise move. Instead, she basically like
holds Nung's hand while she's gripping the photo.
Like she says without saying to Big Nun, like I'm here for you
for when you want to talk about this, which is the emotionally
mature thing to do because Lil Nung is the big Nung whisperer.
She knows her well enough that like when she's writing, big
Nung will open up about this one way or another.
And she's like, I can tell you need more time.
But the fact that you even mentioned Song without getting
immediately sad, like she was smiling when she's like, you
know, Song would like you like that was a that's a big step to
her processing Song and like healing with that already was
huge. Yeah, I have two things to say.
First you. Know I was.
Gonna forget it though so I was gonna say it first.
Oh, OK, I got it. Sorry.
I know we've mentioned it before, but little nuns
emotional intelligence maturity is insane.
Like, I don't, I was gonna say I don't know where she got it
from, but I really think that she did either watch a lot of
TV, listen to the radio. She consumed so much media for
her to be able to understand other people's point of views
because her family definitely does not do that.
So this was fully self-taught and it's amazing to see.
And I mean, I know I'm just putting like the media taught
her this, but I just it reinforces how powerful media is
on it impacts people's lives because she grew up with Chet,
not she didn't grow up with Chet.
That's the that's another issue. I mean, whatever, that's not the
thing. But back to this scene.
Wait. I want to add, I think you're
right. I think she did get this from
media because what is her career aspiration?
She wants to be a DJ on that relationship show.
So I think she learned the stuff from listening to that radio
program and like was picking up these skills because that's what
she wants to do with her life. So here she is like testing out
some of those skills. She probably learned that way.
She's also. A very quick study she's.
Really smart is really smart well.
I meant it another way. I mean, she's also like yes,
that, but also like she's she's good at reading big non like
she's always been good at that. Yeah.
Also when she was holding Nung's hand with when she was holding
the photo, I think it was a way for little known to ground big
Nung because again like she doesn't want her to get her too
much in her feels. So the touch like reminds her
that she's still in the present world.
And. That she is loved right now,
like if she spends too much time in the past.
All the progress they made-up to this point is going to
disappear, and we saw that when she had to go back to the palace
when the grand man died. So Little Nung is doing
everything in her power to make sure that Big Nung stays OK and
that their relationship continues to go forward and not
backward. Yeah, that's an excellent point.
And like if we go back to the screenshot, I think you can read
the scene as well as that. Cause if the left hand side is
like the photo, so that's like the past and then like the hands
is the, the present, right? Like it's your love of the past,
love of the present kind of thing.
So that's, I like that. That's a good read.
Yeah. This this show's really good.
The show is good, if you couldn't tell that we thought
that by now. Yes.
But the lengths of our episodes keep increasing in terms of
duration. So if you can't tell, we really
love the show. We're gonna.
Be here for like a full 24 hours by two O 6 that's.
Yeah, like literally. Let's keep this.
Party going all right, so then so Little Nung again, seeing Big
Nung is getting lost in her fields, tries to distract Big
Nung with her cuteness, which works, and Big Nung then changes
the subject. The subject.
Is changed back to finding a suitable bedtime story and mom
was like can you help me I'm lost and big Nog's like OK so
she puts the picture down to go help her.
This is cute and. They pick up a big Nog, not
Little Nog. Big Nog is her fault, goes and
picks up a romance novel, which says a lot about her headspace
because remember, she's like, you're going to read me a story,
right? So Big Nog picks out the romance
novel. So you cannot blame Little Nog
for the scene we're about to see next.
This is Big Nog's fault, OK? So let's go there.
So then we cut over to Little Nung's room.
And so again, it's a big room. She's got like a resting area.
Like what a room, right? So Big Nung is getting ready for
bed and then Little Nung is on the couch checking out this
novel Big Nung gave her. OK, so because Big Nung is here
for the visit Air quotes that she promised earlier.
And. Little Nung is like it's night
time and night time means sexy times.
So let's, let's get us, let's get us ready for that.
So like a good girlfriend? Lil Nung comments immediately.
The big nung looks cute in her cat pajamas.
Which? Which Little Nung has seen her
wear before, but Lil Nung knows compliments replenishes her
girl's electrolytes, so she's trying to get her ready for the
sex later. So that's what she's doing.
She's like, you look real cute and stuff and big nun's like get
the fuck out of here. These pajamas are like 500 years
old. Like shut up.
Like she's all embarrassed. She's like, shut up, Nung
compliments. Are her protein bars?
Yeah. She's like, OK, I'm ready to go.
All right, So then little Nung's like, OK, let's get into this
more. So let's talk about this book
you picked out, Big Nung. Big nung's like.
How's the story and little Nung's like?
I don't know that it's beautifully written, but I don't
really understand what the Hell's happening.
Which I mean. This girl knows how to read.
We've seen it multiple times and I mean, obviously big nose going
to figure that out but continue. If anybody has any info on what
this book actually is because I can't translate, I don't know
how to translate the title or what's going on here.
If you know anything about this book, please let us in the
comments. Like what is it, what's it
about? I just want to know more cuz
like in my brain and like she mentions it's an old novel,
which I don't know what that means in terms of time, but like
in my brain I'm like, is this pride and Prejudice where it's
like written in like old English?
Like the language is totally different.
So that's legitimate. You like I'm sure it's
beautiful, but I struggle with that, right.
I'm trying to read thou art like old fashioned words and like,
because that's legitimate to like that.
That's a form of translation where you're like, it's in my
language, but it's like an outdated version of my language
that I'm having a hard time reading it.
That's valid, and I don't know enough about this book to
comment on that. But big mong.
Again, knows her girlfriend's a tea.
So she's like, I don't believe a word of any of this.
And she's like, it's a romance novel.
How is that difficult to read? She's like, are you?
And at this point, if I was big Mong, I'd be super concerned
that she doesn't have hard university work completely under
control. I'd be like you're struggling
with this. Did you even?
Study for your test tomorrow like you know what I mean?
Sometimes Little Nung is a visual learner.
Sometimes for her school work. No, no.
No, for the romance. I know, yeah.
We're getting there, We're getting there.
And little Nung. 'S like no I got my school work
like don't talk about school that's not sexy let's talk about
the book. She's like listen what I really
don't understand is this passage right here and the way she hands
the book to big Nung and has this mischievous giant grin on
her face. It's so funny cuz again, this is
all this foreplay and little and big Nung reads it and her.
Her face. Immediately is like, oh for
fuck's sake. The look on Big Nung's face is
everything. I love this so much because she
realizes that she got played. And she?
Should have known as soon as she saw that little nun was reading
a romance novel. OK so I didn't realize that she
big nun was the one who picked it out.
Yes, like she should have known where this is going.
She. Did internally I don't think she
like. Outwardly, fully understood.
I don't know Theora. I'm giving her benefit.
I'm not giving her the. Benefit of the doubt remember
when we were on the Isle of Lesbos and like little long is
outside reading sexy Pluto passages out loud and big man's
like don't read smut out loud. What did she expect?
Well, I think. Maybe just subconsciously, she
picked that book. Yes.
Oh. Absolutely.
Oh yeah, she do. Anyway, this is hilarious.
Also you're not suspicious that she's like 100 pages into the
book when she's like I just started it?
It's like girl. OK, so Big Noon is like, come on
now. And Blue.
It's like what? I just opened the book and there
was smut on the page. It's not my fault.
Blame the author. I write.
IT talent. It had to be for her to find
that so quickly. That's what I.
Mean that's what I mean. Little big bug's in the.
Shower little bug's like speed rating like where's the smut?
It's gotta. Be in here.
It's in here somewhere, right? No, exactly like this is all
staged. But there's like a whole section
in Big Nung's library that's just that.
I said I mean, she spread out the smut books and long I was
like mm, hmm, OK, sure. But anyway, so big Nung's like
yeah, uh huh. So you were just randomly
reading smut out loud like at the beach house and like come on
now girl. Like also like we wouldn't be
here big Nung if this girl wasn't constantly reading smut
in novels. So hydrate for that.
Like you're benefiting from her savage novel reading.
I'm just saying she is. Greatly benefiting from it,
right? That's.
How we got this scene. She'll probably learn this in a
book. Yes, true.
OK. So then big Nung asks why little
Nung would plan to read if this book is so challenging.
She's like, why are you going to read it on your podcast?
Do you really think this is a good idea if you barely
understand it? Air quotes little nuns like no,
no, this is a good choice because no one else has has
covered this. So, like already she's proving
to be a smarter businesswoman than Sam.
Yes. OK, everyone is.
Literally, I don't think. Sam actually made any decision
in that. No.
Yeah, OK. But thank you.
Good job little Nong or big nong, but both of you 'cause way
to enter the space that needs to be filled.
No. Wonder if she is just killing it
right away later but you know. We will get in the But also, if
this novel is so old, would it really do well?
Unless it's a classic? Yeah, that's true.
Is this Pride and Prejudice? The Thai Pride and Prejudice,
'cause that's a classic. There's like cults around that
book, so. Let us be.
Interesting. Yeah, we definitely need to know
that's. In my brain, that's the
equivalent to this book. And she's like, first of all,
like no one's done done this. Also, it's a smut book.
So like, how hard can this really be to read?
And it's like you're caught in your own lie, man.
And big nun calls her out with her eyes and she's like, really?
It's not hard to read at all. Uh huh, sure.
And Lomong's like, oh shit. I mean, it'll, it'll be so easy
for me to read this once you help me interpret this tricky
sentence. Big nun like.
I got this. It's so hard.
It's. So hard I can't imagine.
Anyway, she's the worst. So little nom then proceeds to
read to Big Nom like the big sentence where she's like So I
gently kiss those lips and like trails off because Big Nom shuts
the book. Because there's only so much of
this ridiculousness Big Nom can take.
Because. Come on now, a little flirting
via books is the nerdiest thing I've ever seen.
I'm here for it first of all. But like big nong is like come
on, like this was such a thinly failed.
Like a move or big nun at this point.
She should have known. She should have known like you.
Know I feel like she went a little.
I think she's chastising herself to be like I.
I thought you were serious. I should have.
Known you're not serious and you're using this as means of
flirting. But I'm not mad because like I
think big nong is a big nerd because like she was good at
school and shit and like she told her in the prior stage,
she's like my favorite room in the house is this library.
So she's kind of nerdy. So I think she's into book
flirting. So I don't think she's super mad
at this. She's just like, I damn, got
fooled by you again. And if you're watching this,
you're probably wondering why Caitlin and I suddenly look
different and maybe sound different.
And we have to pause and give a huge shout out to one of our
Patreon members. Who is it, Caitlin?
Michelle. G.
Michelle thank you. Michelle who when Patreon got
the episode early, Michelle, like the true hero, listened to
this immediately and then found out that our audio got janky at
the end, meaning I disappeared. So thank you for letting us know
we don't have to rerecord this, so we will do our best to make
it as entertaining as it would have been.
So now we have a second Lost episode.
Caitlin, the Big Gay Energy. War is still going.
We have the last episode of Willow that will never get out
of the fall, but we. Actually have the full thing of
that we don't have your we're missing you know what we should
do we should do increasing those big energy where we try to like
voice over your part. I've thought about that.
We I'll. Save it.
We'll see if we can do that, be like this.
Maybe this is what it would have been.
Who knows? For those interested, okay.
But shout out to Michelle, because that's better than using
the secret word at the end. Because now we definitely know
Michelle. Watch.
You know what? OK, for those in, instead of a
secret word, say thank you, Michelle in the comments.
That's what we want you guys to do.
Yeah, I. Have no idea what the secret
word was, because it doesn't. Matter Michelle is the real hero
today. Because this is the Croquette
episode. Who knows?
Caitlin, it's we filmed so many. We we're now filming out of sync
like we just filmed. What did we just filmed today?
2O2O3 yeah. That was.
Four hours. Long it's 2.
O it's second-half of Part 3 is epic, the birthday scene, but
we're. On 2O2 Part 1 we.
Have to build up before we get to Daddy Nung.
So like let's deal with this. I thought you.
Were about to stick with daddy and I was like why are we
freaking shouldn't do this? Absolutely not.
That's homophobic, Caitlin. We're talking about Daddy Nung,
who's. The hottest?
Form of big nung so anyway before we get there we have to
deal with nerd flirting which is what they're just I shouldn't
renamed the episode nerd flirting that's.
What's happening? In this episode, it's adorable,
so big nun calls a little out for being a whole last lie.
And Lil Nung is like, listen, I'm not lying.
It is tricky because I just can't imagine what being gently
kissed it would feel like. And then she gives Nung these
like come hit her eyes and where she's like, if you could
demonstrate, maybe I could get an A in English class or
whatever. And big.
Nung is like, oh, you can't imagine it, can you?
And she she enthusiastically takes the bait and tries to
like, lean in and kiss her. And little nun keeps and she
does this multiple times. And little nun keeps like
pulling away and going, Oh my God, like clutching her pearls,
being like big nun. How could you?
I was trying to read you a story.
Why'd you got to make it sexual? And it's like girl.
This was so funny. Sexual.
Gaslighting. Sexual.
Gaslighting. Nerd.
Flirting. Oh my God, you should have.
Patreon vote on episode title Yeah we.
Should it's a little late because this has to go to this
immediately after I edit it but we are filming.
This 12 hours before this releases yeah on.
YouTube So cheers to us anyway, so long as like get your head
out of the gutter, Big non, I'm just trying to read you a
bedtime story cheese And then she like cuddles up on the couch
next to big numb. And.
I love this thing they keep doing.
They do it in another scene where they're, I call this their
reading position and I, I think it's really cute.
Whoever came up with this decided this is how they would
be like. Kind of blocked for this because
it's very adorable. Because.
What happens is like they're on a loveseat, which is big enough
for two people and little nun kind of like lays horizontal ish
on the couch like with her back into big Nung's chest, while big
Nung's like like sitting and like almost functioning as like
the back rest for her. And in this scene, like it
allows Big Nung to like, like obviously they can have more
physical contact with each other, but Big Nung can read
over little Nung's shoulder. So like.
It makes sense the way. They're doing this, but it's
just it's such a cute little like couple position and I love
that they're doing it and they do it multiple times.
It's really cute. Anytime someone's reading this
is kind of how they sit and big them doing.
It. When they're really old
together. Oh my God, that.
'D be the cutest. Yeah, I've been Imagine.
Retired and they're just like they read every day together.
And little men still doing a podcast.
Absolutely. Well, cuz like, OK, so we get to
the end of the show and they do the flash forward with the other
actors. They do basically do kind of
this position where like big Nog's sitting a little and it's
like curled and, and it's like 20 years later.
So like they still keep kind of doing this, which is very cheap.
I just, it's adorable. But here it's it's very
functional because like big Nog's trying to read because
she's like, I can't trust you to actually read.
So I'm going to read this and. And she's like.
A wagon was denied kisses because little Nog was teasing
her. So she keeps like peppering
kisses onto little Nung's head. And little Nung is not reading
the book. She just keeps looking at big
Nung almost like in awe. She's like, I can't believe this
is really happening because this is adorable.
Like this is a dream come true. This is like the most domestic
cute thing they've ever done, and it's just.
It's so. Adorable.
I love this for them. And.
Anyway, so that's the book, but who knows, I'm sure you got like
2 pages in because like they're in the let's think about this
for two seconds. So they're reading.
Little Nung picked the smut to start with, so they're probably
going to get like a page into the smut before they stop
reading. So let's be honest.
So good job, Little Nung I. Would be surprised.
If they got even a full page but like.
This is kind of a hard thing. To do, because if you're reading
the same book, all right, who decides when to turn the page?
Do they just have to say that they're both done every page?
Because I feel like that'd get really annoying.
Yeah, so. My wife and I used to do this,
so the way, well the way we do it is one person reads out loud.
That way you have to stay on the like on the same page.
That's a lot That's that's even more talking than the podcast
they are. Yeah, no, it's.
Not, I mean, you're not going to get through the whole book in
one night, you know, you just get through like a chapter or
whatever anyway. OK.
So let's get over the next. That's their night.
They had a cute little domestic night.
Then the next morning, Big Nung drops Little Nung off at
university. And I.
Realized in this scene like in the wide shot, like I finally
read like the name of the school.
And so she attends the faculty of Architecture, Art and design.
And I was wondering if this was the same like faculty Nung went
to like I get the impression she was the alumni of this school.
And like how again fitting is that with the way how similar
Big Nung and little Long are that like little Nung goes to
her faculty, his architecture. My brain.
Went to that, she's taking after Mon and she picked her major.
Like I know she wants to do it but she picked her major just so
she could go to the same school as Big Nung.
I mean, that is what Wan did. Yeah, but Little Nung is not a
stalker. I think that Big Nung and Little
Nung are just that similar, you know what I mean?
That it's like. Like.
A quote, a coincidence that they ended up at the same, but that's
kind of cute that like their life journeys are pretty
similar. So this is another like little
piece of that, which is cute. OK, so as little Nung is getting
out of the car, she's like basically like bye, I got to go
for real bye. She's done kissing her in the
car. So she gets out and then big
Nung's like, oh, wait, shit. Nung, hold on.
So big little Nung stops outside the car and big Nung gets out of
the car and she looks like nervous when she's getting out
of the car. And the first time I saw her I'm
like what is she doing? And she gets out.
And she approaches. Little Nung and she's like, give
me your hand. And Little Nung's response is
pure comedy where she's like I'm not a dog, like give me your
paw, like paw. Little I was like I'm not a dog
like well, what are you doing? This is weird.
She's not sham, sham. She's not a sham.
Sham. Yeah.
She's not into what your sister's into.
Big Nung. Stop taking love advice from
Sam. It's.
Sam's a disaster. Although Sam got the girl, so
like is she or anyway? Because she knew her girl.
Because. Sam and Mon are both disasters,
that's why it works. It's the.
Disaster emotional support Lesbians, Yeah.
They are the idiots of love trope and it shows and Big Nun
and Lulu Nung are the forbidden love trope and it shows.
So Sam's advice doesn't always work.
So anyway, big Nung, Big Nung is like, Oh my God, she's like, I
know you're not a dog. I'm not Sam.
Hey, seriously, just give me your hand.
And I love when little Nung does this.
She doesn't look like her palm up where?
And she looks hella skeptical. She's like.
I. Guess I don't know why you're
asking me to do this. This is super weird and big Nung
looks nervous. So like this from little Nung's
point of view she's like this is weird.
Nung is being weird and asked me to do weird things.
I don't know where this is going, but OK, here's my hand, I
guess. And it's really cute that Big
Nung is really, really nervous because she's about to give her
a gift like out of nowhere. And I imagine she's never really
done this for anybody before, where she just like randomly got
a gift. It's not a special occasion.
Little one's going to take a test.
Like what was this the occasion? She's just like, I want to give
you something. This is just going to.
Distract her during the test, right?
No. This is yeah, exactly.
I'm like. You did this after.
The test, you do it after the test.
Yeah, yeah, this is but I. Think big.
Nung was just so nervous. She's like, I got to do it now.
So without saying anything, she just puts this cute little
flower bracelet on Little Nung's wrist and she puts it on.
And fits. It for Little Nung, which is
super chivalrous, like big Nung is a gentlewoman and here she is
doing it again. Yeah.
I I'm going to assume that little Nung thought of this as
an engagement bracelet. I'm just saying because.
Nung was taking Sam's advice. Yes.
Oh, she definitely is. Like this means something
because she's getting me a she got me a gift.
Didn't tell, didn't tell her. And Lilong asks like what?
We're all asking yourselves like, when did you get this?
Because in gap, if we're going to compare it to gap, like we
saw the scene where mom was like, that's cute.
And then Sam's like give me two. And I like bought it for mom
because like mom liked it And Sam, Sam was the person who's
like you want that I'll buy it for you because I can and to
make you happy. Whereas Nung is the one who like
thinks shit through. And I think that Nung kind of
planned this and then did it kind of thing.
So because Nung doesn't doesn't say anything in the scene.
So let's speculate wildly. How did Nung do this?
So off screen, I think Nung asked Sam and Mon for advice
regarding what to give your girlfriend as a gift.
Girlfriends who aren't girlfriends, which Sam Montre
experts in. So Mon whipped out the bracelet
that we keep talking about that Sam bought her, and she tells
the story of this apology gift that Sam got her and how they
now have matching ones and they're the engagement bracelets
Caitlin mentioned. And I.
Think big. And I was like, yeah, cool
story, but I'm I'm a one-of-a-kind.
I'm a limited edition and I refuse to match with anybody no
matter how cute they are. But she's like jewelry.
That sounds like a good gift because Lil Nun wears jewelry
like she wears earrings and like that kind of stuff.
And I've seen her wear rings and she's like, she doesn't have a
bracelet so great. Where can I buy jewelry?
And Sam mentions that she knows somebody.
So what was Jim doing off screen?
I think that she's like Jim because I think Jim had some
side hustle or she's part of this pyramid scheme selling
jewelry because Jim would. And I think.
Jim. Jim would.
Jim absolutely. We get sucked into a mid level
marketing scheme. Absolutely.
So Jim sells it to Nung and then hits on her a bunch because Jim
isn't to all these sisters. Let's keep it 100.
And Jim's not subtle. And so this whole ordeal was so
embarrassing that Big Nung was like, I cannot tell little Nung
how I got this bracelet because it's embarrassing.
So she says nothing. This is a better theory than my
first thought so I was just thinking that it may be a
bracelet she got well growing up that meant a lot to her but she
didn't wear it cuz like she's not that big of a jewelry wearer
and now little nung means more. To her.
So she wants her to have it something like that, I think.
That's cute. It's also like super not nung
style cuz nung wears more like masculine jewelry cuz big nung
so she would never wear. It would be like.
Her. Style.
But yeah, like she got it as a gift.
Like maybe Song bought it for her and that proves that.
Song doesn't know her though. I think she it would be like.
One of those distant. Relatives that don't know you
and get you a gift and you're like, that's cute auntie.
And then like never wear it or you wear it around them, but
never actually wear it outside of the social interaction.
I can see that working, but. And that's cute because.
It'll be nong. Giving her a part of her, but I
think that Nong is the type of person who thinks she's very
logical and she thinks over thinks things.
So I I imagine that she was like, you don't have you like
jewelry, you don't have a bracelet.
I can get you a bracelet. And the bracelet matches little
Nong's style. So I think that big, it's
demonstrating that big Nong notices things about little Nong
and likes to just do things for her to show her that she loves
her basically, which is the whole point of the scene.
But I was looking at the bracelet and like, it's a little
flower bracelet. And I was trying to figure out
like, OK, if Nong is the type of person who like overthinks shit,
she was going to overthink what the bracelet looked like.
So. I was wondering like it's a
flower bracelet, like what kind of flower is this?
Like why did she pick this bracelet in particular?
So number one, it's Lilong style because she pays attention to
every detail about Lilong. But then I was.
Like OK, but why this flower? So I think that this is a
Jasmine flower, which represents love and loyalty.
So for Nung to pick that would make sense because Nung is the
type of person who shows affection through action.
So she's trying to show Little Long with this gift.
I love you. And I think that by choosing a
flower, that means that she's telling Little Long.
I'm faithfully yours, even though we can't, I'm not
comfortable labeling this right now.
We can't be out in the world just dating.
So I think it's her. It's like a like a like an
engagement bracelet, like you're saying like a promise ring, like
it's it's being on saying like I'm yours.
I think she's trying to say that with the gift, right?
And little. Yeah.
It's just it's, it's she overthinks shit.
So I can see her going through all of that and being like that.
You know how little Nung's like. Oh my God, she bought me a gift.
And then little Nung with all the audacity in the world makes
a very bold claim in response where she said, wow, if I had
known sooner you were this cute when you were in love with me, I
wouldn't have waited so long. And it's like little nun, I'm
pretty sure you've been trying to wife her in U-Haul since the
first episode. Like what do you mean?
Seriously. No, I'm pretty sure like the
first time she met her, she was like, hey, can I move in with
you? Who are you?
Who? Are you?
So at the first time I watched this, I was like, what is she
talking about? This is the audacity of this
woman. But I think what she's actually
referring to in this line is that she's talking about the few
months where they were separated after the cursed white button
down incident where woke up and chose violence and was like, I
don't remember anything that happened last night.
Let's reset this whole thing. And and then they were apart for
a couple of months. I think she's talking about
that. She's like, if I'd known you in
that moment the morning after were this serious and you're
going to be this cute about dating me, I wouldn't have done
all that shit and we just would have been dating immediately.
I think that's what she's actually referring to.
Big nun takes the praise but doesn't say anything because
she's a bundle of nerves right now and really doesn't know how
to navigate this situation she's now in.
Like she wanted to do this. She wanted to give her the gift,
but like, I don't think she's ever done this before.
And it's like, again, a messed up 30 year old who's like, what
do I do? And she's like try to navigate
this. Well, look at all cool and shit.
And the other problem is like, I think she's also a she's like,
this seems to be going well and she's very in her head still
about messing things up. So I think she's like, I'll play
it cool and be real quiet and just let this play out.
So far things are going real good, right?
And yes. They are big nuns.
So Little Nung takes it a step further literally by stepping
into Big Nung's face and very sincerely says I'm so happy,
which is the cutest response ever.
And I feel like that meant everything to Big Nung because
that was the whole point. The whole point was to make
Little Nung happy. And that's always her objective
really. Like Little Nung, being happy
makes her happy. And them being happy makes us
happy. Exactly.
So hydrate for that. All right, but.
Hydration. Sorry Caitlin, but.
Sometimes. It things are too much.
For big nuts. So she's like, this is way too
much for me to handle. So she's like, you should
probably go inside because didn't you have a test that you
should be taking? She's probably late for the exam
and like little mom probably is like, Oh yeah, yeah, got a
bracelet. Like anyway, she would not.
She's not even going to think about this test.
They're probably like staring at this bracelet with a stupid grin
on her face. And like halfway through she's
like shit shit. The test starts entering
randomly putting. C for everything.
Yeah. Yeah, exactly.
No, that's literally like drawing.
A picture of like B Oh wait, hold on.
No, it would be N because we call her Big Mom but she
doesn't. In my head, Big Nung's her.
Actual name? Oh my God.
No Nung and little Nung. Yeah, exactly.
Anyway, so she's like, oh, you should probably go inside and
take your test and before because she's like, I don't want
to do anything stupid because this is going real well.
So like you go inside, but little Nung beats her to the
doing something stupid part because.
When? Nung turns.
Nung's like looking like. What if people see us little
Nung? Slips.
In real quick and kisses Nung on the cheek and then runs away
before big Nung could do anything.
Because of course. She does.
Well, how could she? Not like her girlfriend, who's
not a girlfriend, just gave her a gift out of nowhere and then
like deserves a reward. She's like, thank you, I'm
really happy, I love you. That's what she was doing.
Like you deserve a reward for that.
And big Nung is too caught off guard by this bold move that she
didn't like react to it because we see her react to Keith cheek
kissing in other scenes where she's like we're going to get
caught stop trying to out us. I think she was too caught off
guard and nervous by the gift giving thing to like do anything
about it. So little.
On again, like, like she's on the track team, like sprint's
inside to go take the test that she's probably late for.
And big nung. Is just like kind of outside
with her feelings. And she looks around.
You see her kind of like looking around to be like, did anybody
see us? And once she realizes that
nobody, literally nobody except your bird friends are around,
Big Nun relaxes a little. And like, you kind of see her,
like, let herself feel everything in that moment.
And it's really evident that she's also happy about the way
this went, even though she doesn't, like, vocalize it.
Oh. They're so happy together, I.
Know it's so cute. It's so cute.
It's. Like.
We need limes every single episode.
Every. Fucking episode yes, I swear to
God, and I just love I love how thoughtful big nun is like she's
a really thoughtful person, you know like that she just she just
does these things without being told and it's just like just
because I was thinking about you like the like the amount of
mental like steps she had to go through to like get that
bracelet. It's a lot.
It just goes to show you how much she thinks about Lil Nung
like all the time. And it's like, I'm going to do
this because I can. And like she doesn't like if you
notice the gifts that she gives Lil Nung, they're not gifts that
are showing off her extravagant wealth because she could get her
like a tennis bracelet, something like super like 7
figure like bought jewelry. You know what I mean?
She could do it and she's the queen, but she doesn't.
It's a little modest bracelet that I think means something.
I think that she specifically picks things out that like are
telling little long I love you in like a very personal way.
Like that was not an extravagant bracelet.
That was just a very like thing that fit little nung and
something that I think meant loyalty and love.
And she'd rather do those gifts then like there's a car I
noticed you didn't have, You know what I mean?
Like they're not impersonal or extravagant.
They're. No, I don't think Little Nung
would even like jewelry that was that expensive.
No. It's because exactly it's not
her style. I think she would appreciate any
gift that Big Nung would ever give her, but the fact that
they're so personalized to Little Nung is above and beyond
anything, you know what I mean? What would be really cute is if
like Big Nung did a jewelry making workshop and like that's
what she gives to her. It'd be really cute, maybe for
her. Next business venture we'll see.
No, not. Her teaching it but her like
attending it. Because Jim's running it.
It's part of the Pyramid game. Oh my.
Gosh, yes, part of the. Pyramid scheme is Jim's
workshops, workshops with Jim. And I feel like she would do it
kind of like how people host those parties where they're in
mid level marketing where they like get drunk and they're
trying to sell you shit. That's Jim.
She'd be like, but if you want the good charms, you have to,
you know what I mean? She'd be like Hawking at the
expense of charms for the bracelet and you're not more
wine. You know, Jim's a hot mess.
I can see her doing that shit. I have.
Been to a few pyramid skiing parties.
My mom falls for them every. Single.
Time. There's a.
Market, I feel like Jim would tap into that.
She's a. She's a parish.
She would, she would exceed. At these though like.
She would actually be a person. Who did Amazing?
Agreed. No, agreed.
That's what I mean. I can see Jim doing that.
She'd create her own pyramid scheme.
Pyramids by Jim. And she sells little.
Pyramids. Oh my God, stop it.
I need a pyramid by gym thing now.
Anyway, let's get off the topic. We've been talking about gym all
day. Gym is the best.
So that's what Jim's doing off screen.
In case anybody's out there wondering what's what Jim's
doing. So what is Big Non doing?
So after that really sweet, cute thing she just did, Big Non goes
to meet her emotional support lesbians for lunch and
everything's going well. They they ordered a bunch of
food and now I'm hungry because like any time they eat, I'm
like, I want what they're eating.
Like so good. Damn you.
Guys, I want to. Join them for lunch anyway.
Can we? I wish so, Sam.
Casually asked why Lilong isn't with them.
She's like, you're here, where's your other half?
Because let's be real, like Sam at this point is dying to meet
Lilong because like, here she is witnessing her sister changing
into a new, happier person in front of her eyes.
And she's like, where is the woman that did this?
I need to meet her. And Nong automatically answered.
She's like, oh, she's an exam right now so she can't have the
lunch with us. Like, you know, she's a busy
lady. And Sam's like, so you memorized
her schedule, Nong really. And like the way Nong is like
looks up like she's guilty. She's like, damn it, Sam caught
me. Like.
Little Nung also told her about the exam, so it's not like her.
She memorized the schedule. OK, you're right.
But I think with Sam is coming because again, Sam is the person
who like keeps reminding us that Nung has changed.
And I think what Sam's commenting on is the fact that
again, big Nung is set up as the person that never cared about
anybody. So like.
Big Nung would never. Waste the mental space to
memorize other people. She probably forgets Sam's
schedule all the time. And she's probably like, Sam,
can you meet me? And Sam's, like, I told you, I'm
at work. And I was like, Oh yeah, that's
right. I just did not commit it to
memory. She's that person who will not
commit things to memory. But here she is being like, no,
she has an exam from 1:00 to 3:00 and then she has class and
like Sam's like, wow, you memorized her schedule.
It's a way of calling out Big Dung for like caring because I'm
sure Big Dung never cared about another soul enough to waste
mental energy on their like. Schedule OK.
So Sam quickly adds that like, she's like, look, I'm just
teasing you because she's really happy to see Nong happy.
Like her sister's never been truly happy.
She had to watch her go through all the bullshit with the Grand
Man, and then it got so bad she like, fled the palace and then
went to the Isle of Lesbos and did all that stuff and she
reinvented herself. But Big Mom was never truly 100%
happy. She was just trying to figure
her shit out. But now here she is changing.
And that's what like Sam is commenting on by saying, oh, you
had to know her schedule. And I think she's.
Just she's just thrilled that like, finally Nung has what she
has, you know? Yeah.
She's like, we can be happy
together. Right, exactly like and her.
Girlfriends are a lot alike. Yeah, and Sam is also, like, the
ultimate, like, family glue. And so she's just happy her
family is happy. You know, it's one of those
things. And.
But Nung that goes over Nung's head because Nung's like, God
damn, it is that obvious? I have feelings.
It's Sam. Sam's like Sam's like it's not
obvious to Sam with her whole chest is like, it's not obvious
to everyone. Nung, it's just because I'm your
sister. Of course I know this.
And then? Mom enters the chat, the way she
looks at Sam like this bitch, and she's like, wow, Sam, you're
so full of shit. She And then she goes to throws
Sam under the bus and explains without missing a beat and
explains in elaborate detail how Sam recruited one of the palace
staff to spy on Nung and then report when little Nung was
staying over at the palace. And so she figured out that Lung
was there the other night. And then she's like, oh, they
must have gotten back together and reconciled.
The way Sam. After being thrown under the bus
whines to mine and she's like babe how could you?
And Mon's response is to just shrug off Sam.
And just go back to talking. Like she didn't just like,
embarrass her girlfriend. So these are the worst.
I love them. I.
Love this dynamic so much like they're the OK the gap people
are going to come after me but. I like.
This Sam and Mon. Better.
No, I I agree these two OK, but here's why it's so good.
OK? It's because it's Sam and mom.
It's peak Sam and Mon. It's Sam and mom without the
drama. It's Sam and mom without the
toxicity of their relationship because everybody forgets their
relationship was super toxic in the beginning like.
Super. Toxic mono stalking Sam and then
like Sam was like wielding her power as the employer against
Mon and emotionally like giving her emotional whiplash every 5
minutes. Eventually now we have Sam and
Mon who's dealt with all the bullshit they've dealt with all
their drama and they're like in a healthy relationship now.
So like we're seeing healthy relationships Sam and like, not
that they're bad or gap is bad. Nothing about that.
It's just they've got, they went through some shit and they're I
want to. Good place.
Yeah. I want to just clarify that I'm
not talking about the actors because if.
Oh, no, no. Were.
In Blank, doing the same thing, it's just the dynamic of the two
of them. I mean the the actors in Blank
pull it off great as great. Job yeah, it's nothing to do
with that. It's it's the it's the journey
that they were in their plot lines and things like that.
They are here in the show as Comic Relief.
They're just peak idiots because that's that's their trope.
They're idiots in love and they're hilarious every time
they're on screen. And this is what I love about
Sam and Mon. They're hilarious when they're
together and they're just when they're not going through drama,
like they're objectively really funny.
They play off well together. They're playful and cute.
And all this is like the best parts about Sam and Mon is like
what we're seeing in the show. And they're really here to be a
support system for Big Nun. And we may have talked about
this. It might have been the first
time we recorded this. If it's not and we I said this
in another episode, I'm sorry. I can't remember what was
recorded at this point, but. I'm just going.
To say it now, and if I'm repeating myself, I apologize.
I don't know what was cut off of the original audio for that.
I'm sorry. But I just want to say this
thought because I think it's important.
So Caitlin and I are in the process of watching many of
these Thai girl Up shows, and many, many, many.
And one of them we're watching that we really love is 23.5.
And we've talked about something that was unique.
If you've never seen that show, we're not going to spoil it, but
something that's unique about it from the ones that the shows
that we've seen in this like genre, is that it's the only one
that we've seen so far that's actually an ensemble show.
OK. And what?
We mean by that is like. So the the the novel.
For I read the novel for 23.5 and the novel for Blank OK and,
and both of them are very similar in the fact that they're
like first, it's like 1 character is the main character
of the novel and you're in that character's head the vast
majority of the time. OK, so in 23.5 it's Onsa and in
Blank it's Big Nog. And so you're seeing the world
through their point of view. And so a lot of times I've
noticed the novels that are told like this, which is the vast
majority of the ones that I've seen, that I've read and seen on
screen, it's usually the adaptation is very much reads
from that one character's point of view.
So if you look. At Blank, the blank is told very
much majority of the time from Big Nun's point of view because
that's what the novel was, right?
And it's adapting it like the novel.
So this is Big Nun's journey. Like Little Nun gets some more
autonomy as a character in in the show compared to the book.
Like she has some stuff going on with the podcast.
You see more of her in her school, but vast majority of the
plot lines, vast majority of the dialogue, everything revolves
around Big Nom. Really.
That's why we get like the Grand Am stuff.
And so like, that's why Sam Aman are here.
Like they're here to support Big Nom, OK.
And if you notice, the reason it's not an ensemble is because
anytime another character is on screen and they're not with one
of the mains, they're always talking about the man.
So anytime you see Sam and Mon just by themselves, they're
always talking about Big Nom because it's not an ensemble.
Everybody. Every scene in the show except 1
scene with Sam and Mon at the very end.
That's objectively hilarious. Where they're playing video
games. Everything.
It has nothing to do with anything, it's just peak Sam and
Mon. Just being Sam and Mon has
nothing to do with Blank. It was just, that's just Sam and
Mon at their best, just being idiots.
And I love them. But every other time they are on
screen, any time they are talking, it's about Big Numb.
Because this is an ensemble. Everyone's there to support Big
Numb. The best way you can describe
this is kind of like, have you ever heard of the Beclidel test?
Oh. Yeah, that's right.
We. And then we had a thing.
Have you have you heard of it though?
Yeah. No, I have.
I was going to remind you that you talked about it.
I know I'm. I don't know if we recorded
this, so I'm just, yeah, reliving what we filmed.
OK, so the. If for those that don't know,
it's basically came out of this comic strip that was commenting
on the fact that I think it was film Madam and TV couple of
decades ago. Like basically like a lot of
female characters at the time where they're they weren't
people really. They were there to support the
male character. So it was a comic strip that was
basically saying things like, well, you failed the test.
Basically, if a they're they're not really people or full
characters. If you don't, see if you
basically anytime you have women in a scene where there's no men,
if it first of all, women are always in scenes with men.
So you never have the woman by herself.
So that fails the test if the women are on screen without men.
Is the. Conversation revolved around the
man. If it.
Is and they never talk about anything else.
They aren't full characters, right?
So. Because a lot of stories were
just around men and that's it. Because they were just the
protagonist. Because men were the ones
writing the stories, right? So I kind of became that to like
how to tell if it's an ensemble or not.
So Blake is not an ensemble. Because if you have characters
on screen without Big NUM or Little Nung, what do they talk
about? Are they talking about anything
aside from Big Nung and Little Nung?
And the answer is no, because Mon and Sam by themselves just
talking about that. Whereas you go to 23.5 like
that's not the case. You have characters like Alien
and Luna, and then you have like Ma wins Potline and.
And when they're on screen, when they're on screen without Unksa
or Sun, they're not always talking about them.
So gaps. Similarly, anytime you had other
characters on screen who weren't Sam and Mon, they were talking
about Sam and Mon. They were scheming about Sam and
Mon. So, like, these aren't ensemble
shows like, you know, Yeah, the. Loyal pins also the same way.
Yeah, loyal. Pins very much like that too.
It's not a bad thing. It's just like it's kind of the
style. So like when you take Sam and
Mon and just make them fully supportive characters, you
remove all of their drama because you have to because you
they're there to support Big Nung and Big Nung's story.
So like I do love them in this show because they are the best
Comic Relief, because they are so funny.
That's one of the things that made Gap so great.
It's because it was funny because these two are funny.
So I like if we get them as the Comic Relief because funny, but
also because it helps expand like Sam and Nung's sibling
relationship, which I really love.
I love their sibling relationship and I feel like it
was so fleshed out in Blank and I really I'm thankful for Blank
for that because we only got like a taste of it in Gap and.
It's. It's their relationship is
really sweet and beautiful and I, I love it.
I love that we do get that here. OK, so.
Back to the actual scene, if I said this before already, I'm so
sorry but I thought it was important to point out because
that's really the role of Sam and Mon in this show.
Is the support non? All right, so.
Back to the scene, so Mon gets the conversation back on track
and she asked big Nung if little Nung is moving in yet because
speaking from experience, Mon Loki moved into Sam's before
they were even dating so she's like, what's taking you guys so
long? I know you're not dating but
like, did she move in yet Like what are you guys doing?
They're very. Behind on this timeline, yeah,
they're like. What's going on?
She got a key yet, and Big Nung explains.
She's like, listen, we're just keeping things casual for right
now because I need. Because I'm.
Scared. And she's like, she knows it's
just some sleepovers here and there.
There's no U-Haul. You don't need to buy me one,
Sam. It's going to be fine.
Sam was like, not U-Haul. Sam was like getting the phone
out and you're like, no Sam, please don't.
And then big man kind. Of like gets quiet and like,
kind of like looks distracted and Sam notices this and she's
like, what, what's wrong? Like what's on your mind?
And finally, Big Man has kind of gotten to a better place where
she's ready to talk about what what's actually been plaguing
her since the show started, which is whether or not her
decisions are the right thing to do.
She's been struggling with balancing what she wants, which
are like selfish thoughts versus like what's best for other
people or like decisions that like how decisions affect other
people, which are like selfless decisions in a way.
And so she. Low key admits that that's
something that's been playing here and that this never
bothered her until little nun came into her life.
Like little nun was the catalyst for her to like re evaluate her
entire life basically. And she's like, she's like, I
don't know, like ever since she came into my life, my heart
feels. And then she like trails off.
And while Big Dong uses her new found emotional intelligence to
like, think about what words best describe how she's feeling,
her immature sister turns to her wife and she's like, she's got
it so bad. She's got it so.
Bad and Mom's. Like, Oh my God, Sam, you were
so embarrassing. I cannot take you in public
anywhere. I swear to God.
Something I know I said last time was when I read this, I
read it as bad. Yes, you definitely said that.
I was hoping you wouldn't, but you said it again.
Do you want me? Not you.
Can cut it out, I don't care. So.
Mon, the only adult at this table, asks if Lung knows how
big Nung feels. Does like this little Nung know
that she's been struggling with like making decisions because
she's afraid of making mistakes or doing the wrong thing?
And big nun says yes. But.
Little nun was like fuck it, we just forget about what everybody
thinks. Like we need to focus on how we
feel. And Sam?
Cuts in and it's basically like, exactly.
I agree with her. You finally found your own
happiness. Why do you have to care about
other people? And.
And truthfully Sam is the perfect person to agree with
this because learning it's OK to be selfish and put your
happiness 1st instead of caving to other people constantly is
the same lesson Sam learned during gap.
Like that was her journey with Mon basically and she learned
that from big numb of all people.
So what Sam is basically saying in this scene is take your own
advice this time and do what's best for you and find balance in
your life. And she's like you told me to do
that. I did it and look how my life
turned out. I, me and Mon are doing great.
All right, so. What I do love about this scene,
like again, it's just like the sisters coming like kind of full
circle with finding their happiness.
That's that's they both kind of went on those journeys
independently. They both struggled with
balancing like they're at the expectations that were always
put on them that comes from their family with just like
finding what makes them happy. And it's it's really
interesting. They they both had kind of
similar journeys in that regards where like they found their
happiness through like. Women no it.
Just doesn't find their happiness through.
I mean like listen but. Yeah, which bare valid.
That's valid. But like, it's interesting that
they had similar epic romantic love stories that happened to
both of them and they kind of both went.
They both had to learn the lesson of like, how do I balance
what I want with like our family?
It's basically and like big non. What's different about like Sam
and Mon situation is that like Mon never had to compromise her
family ever because her family was just very modern and
supportive of Mon. At least we're talking about TV
gap. I'm not talking about book.
I don't know about book Mon, but like TV gap, like Mon's family
was very she grew up in a very loving supporting environment.
So she didn't have all this trauma that like these sisters
have. And with.
Nung it's like, not only does Nung have to balance like her,
her selfish, selfless kind of stuff with the family, she also
has to navigate little nun doing the exact same thing.
And you know, and little nun's much more reckless about it
because she's like, fuck them, I just want you.
And it's like, Oh my God. So like so like for Sam Bert to
give Nun this advice, like it's true.
She's like nun like go after what you want.
Like it's OK to be happy. That's what basically what she's
saying. But big nun's like, it's not
just me in this situation. It's all like, she doesn't say
this to Sam, but I we all know she's also grappling with like
little Nung's side of this too, because little Nung is in the
same position and she's like, I'm trying to also protect her.
And it's a little bit different than Sam and Mon's situation,
which I find more fascinating, but.
Yeah, I think. Because they're so similar.
Scared to let herself be happy, because definitely scared.
Because like look what happened last time she like quote tried
to be happy like like she's just trauma like PTSDPTSD like Nung
will never I don't think big Nung will ever fully get out
like get out quote get over it. Like she is going to have to
constantly deal with this throughout her whole life.
Especially with the fact that she never got closure on this
topic like. Like we've talked about the
grand man. Denied her of that before she
passed away. So like, I think Big Nung is
always going to struggle with this.
I think she'll get back. She, as we see during blank,
just like with having support from like Lil Nung and Sam, she
gets better at navigating it once she like is able to be more
honest, not honest, I guess honest, but open about how she
feels in communicating that. Like we see her be very
emotionally intelligent in the scene.
So that's a lot of growth for Nung to get here.
But yeah. Like I think she's always going
to kind of struggle with this and it's good that she has
little Nung who's and Sam, we're both very patient with big Nung
because I think this is a forever thing she's just going
to have to like deal with, which is kind of unfortunate.
But that's like that's what trauma works like.
There's no switch to turn it off.
Like you just every day is a new it's a process to like cope.
And I think big Nung is kind of always going to be in her head
about stuff. It's just it's unfortunate
consequence of that, but. You know we love you big.
Nung. We love you so.
Much. I think everyone knows that
Yeah. I love Little Long.
I want to be friends with Little Long.
That's the thing. I think she's.
So cool to help us with our podcast.
I would love. Little long to help us with our
podcast. I think it'd be great.
You don't even got a film, girl, you just need your voice.
Yeah. Like, yeah, Little Long's great.
I just see she's hilarious Anyway, so that's the end of
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