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Hello and welcome to Big GAY 
Energy. 

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I'm Caitlin and I'm Fiora. 
Come along with us while we dive

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into the fun and nuances of 
queer media. 

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Representation matters and we're
here to talk about it. 

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Cheers, queers. 
What's on the big agenda today, 

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Theora? 
Today we are continuing our epic

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scene by scene breakdown of 
episode 11 of Pluto the series. 

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This is the penultimate episode 
and it's going to be a doozy. 

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We are going to see if we can 
beat the goal set for us by 

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Michelle G by guessing how long 
this episode was going to be way

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back when. 
Oh yeah. 

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Yes, Oh my gosh, yes. 
So let's all see, we don't have 

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any corrections of clownery 
because we just filmed the last 

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episode fairly recently. 
So we're going to skip on over 

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that and just dive right into 
Part 2 of Pluto episode 11. 

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Let's do it, let's do it. 
We start with Jan taking UMM to 

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visit Paul's house. 
And this is how Jan hopes to 

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bring Umm's memories back, at 
least to Paul, because she's 

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being very gentle with her and 
letting her try to come to the 

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recollection herself. 
Yeah. 

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And yeah. 
And so like when I was talking 

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about memory in the last 
episode, I think what Jan is 

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doing here is trying to put Umm 
in the environment that might 

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spark some memories. 
And also like, Umm's going to 

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see pictures as evidence. 
And so that's a little bit more 

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powerful than like telling UMM A
seemingly insane story and like 

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be like, that's what happened. 
And you know, there's a bit more

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weight behind this and, you 
know, being in the space could 

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invoke memories of UMM being in 
the space with this person. 

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So it's good that she's doing 
this to help UMM not just like 

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know the truth, but like get her
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UMM is clearly frustrated by 
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What I find really interesting 
though, is when they enter the 

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scene, like, Paul's got a bunch 
of money, right? 

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So it's a big house, big empty 
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barely any love, mutual love in 
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It was just very cavernous 
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And like we kind of get this 
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feels like that. 
But the center of the frame is 

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like a dead plant, which is 
weird, like sitting on a coffee 

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table if you look at that. 
And I thought that was a choice,

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particularly in Pluto where 
there's a lot of different plant

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metaphors going on. 
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scene with with umm, and Jan is 
a plant person, right? 

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That's how she begs bags hang. 
I don't know if they they 

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probably banged near plants, but
I don't know they had to do 

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explicitly with the plants. 
But you beg to ping over plants,

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right, They're plant girly. 
So they bonded this. 

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So here's Jane coming to see 
with a dead plant. 

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Also, we have like the roses and
things like that. 

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The other thing too is like the 
context of the scene. 

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You have boom with outer 
memories entering this place 

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with like the ghosts of memories
essentially with Paul and 

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literally like Paul's ghost, 
probably. 

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So it's like a graveyard of 
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And like that's where UMM is 
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So that the plant in the center 
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like if you read into it, it 
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Not just that. 
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person that gave a fuck about 
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Therefore he was, he was the one
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Let's be honest, UMM didn't give
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So like he's gone. 
His plant babies are dying. 

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There's also that. 
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of like we're about to go 
through a kind of graveyard tour

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of your past. 
Jan is the ghost of like Umm's 

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memories past. 
That's what this is. 

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And like there's like dead shit 
in here because like when UMM 

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goes to get the the picture of 
the engagement picture that she 

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picks up to look at, like 
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So they're kind of like 
strategically placed by the 

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memories. 
We've also had a scene earlier 

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with like UMM and Paul on this 
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So it's kind of like they kind 
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were in a way to be like, it's 
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It's never coming back. 
No, but hopefully UMM gets her 

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memories back because poor girl 
that's rough. 

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It is. 
It is all right, so Jan tells 

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UMM that her memories are here. 
Memories of her and someone 

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important to her. 
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at the house. 
Just trying to take all this in 

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and being like my memories are 
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What? 
Where? 

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What is this corner? 
Is it hiding? 

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Yeah, seriously, what is this 
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Who is that man? 
And, umm, looks at the photos on

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the wall of her and Paul's 
engagement. 

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And really, for her, she's 
basically looking at a stranger.

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Yes. 
And I can't even imagine what 

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it's like to look at yourself as
an adult in a photo that you 

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don't remember, but also have a 
twin and be like, is it me or is

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it my twin? 
Yeah, No, absolutely. 

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Especially coming off the cusp 
of like, I actively lying to her

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face multiple times. 
Like, is this me or is this I? 

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Because, like, think about it. 
I in Boom's brain, I is the 

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charming one. 
I is the one that everybody 

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loves. 
So it would make more sense in 

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her brain for I to bag a rich 
dude, you know what I mean? 

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Like not an eyes brain. 
No, not but eyes not in the 

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scene. 
UMM is in the scene trying to be

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like, is that me or is this my 
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I mean, I mean the the what the 
the the face I'm looking at the 

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outfit's pretty girly and I is 
not a fancy bench. 

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So like but I mean I would get 
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she does. 
So like this is weird for umm to

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be like, you're telling me all 
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Hey Jan, I don't know what the 
fuck this person is. 

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I don't trust my sister like, so
I would. 

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I would imagine that too. 
And then also like as an adult. 

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Yeah. 
This is fucking weird because 

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like, it's not like you're this 
is a trivial memory. 

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It's not like this is just like 
a photo of you building a 

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sandcastle. 
And it's like, I don't remember 

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this. 
But also, who cares? 

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Like, this is like her getting 
engaged to a stranger. 

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Like, that's like a wife 
altering like, thing that you 

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cannot remember about yourself. 
That's kind of terrifying. 

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Actually. 
It is, yeah. 

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I can't imagine it. 
Like I can't even imagine what 

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umm is feeling in this whole 
scene because like she has no 

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context for any of this. 
And also, yeah, it could be I 

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because she has learned I umm is
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face like, and Jan has already 
lied to her so she, she, I would

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trust no one if I was UMM. 
I'm like, I don't trust any of 

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them motherfuckers. 
I know that, like, Jan is like, 

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the easiest to be, like, tell me
the fucking truth. 

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But like, is this the truth? 
What is the truth? 

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Is the what is the truth? 
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can technically trust Jan as 
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But like, Jan was lying to her, 
too. 

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That's what I'm saying. 
And like, who knows? 

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Again, this could be eyes. 
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This could be eyes. 
Like, I don't know, Bachelorette

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pad now or whatever the fuck 
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And like, because how crazy 
would it be if like Oom is going

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through all this and it's like 
freak starts freaking the fuck 

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out. 
I was like, Jan, I don't believe

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you like this. 
Like, I don't believe you. 

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I don't believe you. 
And then like Jan has to save 

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this because Oom is not OK. 
And then Jan starts spinning 

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lies and she's like, Oh yeah, 
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This is I and her fiance. 
And then like she weaves this 

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web of lies and she's like, 
yeah, you know, he the reason 

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you haven't met him yet is 
because like, he, he he like 

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lives on a farm now. 
He's just he's gone. 

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He crossed the Rainbow Bridge 
and he's in some magical place 

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called like Iceland or some 
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And like, you're never going to 
see him again. 

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Like, it's fine. 
It's fine. 

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But like, this is I see it's ice
place. 

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She married him and stuff, but 
he's he lives on a farm now. 

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And we just we don't talk about 
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We don't talk about Paul. 
And then she leaves this 

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interaction and the Jan has to 
go talk to I and be like, so I 

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just so, you know, this all went
poorly. 

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You're married to Paul, by the 
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No. 
She's had to start with, so I 

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kind of told. 
I kind of told them some stuff. 

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Although, like, would Jan tell I
nobody tells I shit, that's 

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true. 
Tell me. 

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Ma should tell me. 
Ma. 

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You know, I feel like sorry me 
Ma. 

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I thought you were the good one.
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and I, by the way, umm saw you 
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Bye. 
Yeah, See ya room. 

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Yeah, so poor UMM is trying to 
remember everything and she 

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picks up a photo of her and Paul
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she's staring at it just trying 
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Not even everything, just 
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And this is when Jen pipes up 
from the background telling UMM 

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that the one who loved her the 
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And ain't that the truth cause 
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of everyone. 
But also notice how he's. 

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She said he was the one who 
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Not you loved him the most, not 
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Boom. 
Once Upon a time was madly in 

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love with this person you were 
gonna you got married to. 

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No, she phrases it he loved you 
because that the truth. 

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Truly if you were to dissect 
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like did UMM even know Paul is 
my question because we don't get

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evidence that like they had 
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I don't even think she knew him.
I think if you were to do a 

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couples quiz where they had to 
like answer questions about each

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other that Paul would get them 
all right about UMM and then UMM

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would not get a single one right
about Paul. 

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I don't think she actually knew 
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I think that UMM was somebody 
who was grieving the loss of a 

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relationship and was trapped in 
that moment of time. 

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OK, and then was trying to move 
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But it just was taking her a 
very long time because the 

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relationship with may really 
like affected her. 

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Because if you think about UMM 
and I, what they have in common 

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is the thing they're seeking the
most is they're seeking somebody

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who loves them like them, not my
sister, not out of obligation, 

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not out of pity. 
Somebody loves them for what 

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they who they are. 
And UMM thought she had that 

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with May. 
She felt that with May and then 

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comes to find out that like this
was for I all along. 

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And so she's like grieving this 
shit and then at the same time 

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had to like be like, do I love 
my sister enough to let this 

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bitch go at like, like May go 
get I kind of thing. 

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So she's like kind of that took 
her two years, OK, to get to the

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point where she was like, OK, 
you can date my sister now, but 

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I don't want to fucking know 
about it. 

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Cuz she, dude, she tells that to
me. 

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She's like, I don't want to hear
about your love life ever. 

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Like go get her. 
But I don't, I don't want to be 

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involved. 
I don't want to know. 

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I don't want to see it. 
And like, cuz I think that would

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have hurt. 
I would have killed umm to have 

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to watch. 
I date me the way it does. 

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Like when she actually sees it, 
you know? 

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And so because of that, I don't 
think she had space in her heart

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for Paul because she, she was 
actively like heartbroken, you 

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know what I mean? 
And I so I think the thing that 

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loved about Paul and like the 
reason she said yes to him was I

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think she loved the way he loved
her because she was seeking 

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somebody who loved her the most,
right? 

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That was the thing she wanted 
that person giving her that love

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could be anyone, you know what I
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Because it can't be May, the 
person she wants it to be 

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because May's affection is for 
her sister. 

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So she's like, Oh, here's a 
person giving me the thing that 

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I wanted. 
I'll take it. 

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Oh, so he has money. 
That's a bonus that is that 

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helps, that helps. 
And he's a pretty looking man 

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and he's not abusive. 
So like there's a lot of perks 

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there, but I think he could have
literally been anyone and like 

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that was what wanted. 
So like, I don't think she 

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actually like. 
So I feel like this process for 

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her is weird because like does 
she know enough about Paul's 

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like jogger memory? 
Because I don't think she really

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knew him. 
I think she was too lost in her 

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own shit and was just like 
addicted or craving the support 

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he gave her more than anything 
else because he was very. 

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We see him time and time again 
being this very supportive 

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partner in the background much 
to his demise. 

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But like she doesn't know him, 
let's be honest. 

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Like does she know Paul's 
favorite color? 

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No. 
No. 

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Does she know her own favorite? 
Color, No. 

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Is it black because this 
apartment is black? 

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Like I don't know, like you know
what I mean? 

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Because she played no hand in 
like designing this apartment or

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this house, that apartment. 
So I know. 

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That this isn't the same, but I 
feel like just UMM needs to get 

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a puppy. 
I have UMM needs to be in the 

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place to take care of the puppy.
That's true, because UMM needs 

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to take care of herself first. 
I think that would be bad for 

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the puppy. 
Does she know how to take care 

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of herself? 
I think Meemaw would end up 

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taking care of the puppy. 
You know, poor Meemaw, right? 

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And it's like, I didn't fucking 
ask for this shit either. 

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Like, you know, it's happening 
again. 

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Yeah. 
No, I who needs to heal and 

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process and like, that just 
fucking takes the time that it's

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going to take. 
There's no like, by week 3, 

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you'll feel better. 
Like, no, it's just like 

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everybody grieves differently 
and like this is you hear umm 

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and she's like, I'm tired of 
being betrayed over and over and

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over again. 
And that that line where she 

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says that didn't come out of 
nowhere. 

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Like if that is that voice over 
in the in the last part was 

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really Umm's like journaling 
later on when she has her 

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memories back that would 
indicate that felt betrayed a 

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lot like her life. 
And so like, yeah, I think it 

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would just take her a really 
long time to be able to be open 

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up to even like really know Paul
on an intimate, like not like 

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necessarily like intimate, 
intimate level, but I'm just 

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like emotionally intimate level,
you know, because I think her 

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emotions are way too tangled in 
the loss of May the her what 

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what she wanted her relationship
with May to be and how she felt 

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about it, which is really 
fucking shitty. 

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But that like that is real life.
And that's why I really love UMM

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and the way they wrote UMM in 
the show, specifically in the 

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show, because it's it's a very 
real thing that just can destroy

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you. 
Yeah. 

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And it really, like, you really 
get to see the toll it takes on 

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like just the way she was 
feeling. 

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I know I feel so bad for her and
poor Paul because like, then 

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he's doing, you know, he's in a 
red flag relationship with the 

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hope that maybe one day she'll 
look at me and I'm going to 

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marry her. 
Like, that was crazy the worst 

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for Paul. 
Well, also, like, we also don't 

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know that much about Paul. 
So like, was he another one who 

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was like very desperate to just 
be like, I just want a person to

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throw all of my love on to like,
because like UMM was giving him 

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nothing. 
Let's be honest. 

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Like was he in love with UMM or 
was he in love with the fact 

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that she let him express his 
love however the fuck he wanted 

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to? 
He's got all this love and 

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nowhere to go. 
And she kind of took it And he 

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was like, I'll take that. 
Like, you know what I mean? 

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Did he love UMM? 
Did they even know each other? 

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Who knows? 
And there it's a heterosexual 

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relationship. 
You don't got to know each 

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other. 
But like. 

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Let's be honest, going with my 
puppy thing, could you imagine 

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if Paul had gotten a puppy to 
surprise OOM and be like this 

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will repair the relationship. 
It was like, I'm alerted. 

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He's like, I thought of that. 
It's hypoallergenic. 

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Yeah, but just kidding. 
It's, it's like right before the

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accident too. 
And then Meemaw got stuck with 

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it, like. 
And this literally happened all 

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over again. 
My God. 

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No, Poor Meemaw. 
I would like to imagine that Jan

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took the dog and then Pang and 
Jan would adopt the dog. 

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I can see the cute dog. 
I can see Officer Hottie being 

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there and being like, kind of 
allergic, but I really want the 

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kanji. 
And then like Pang was all over 

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the the dog, that kind of thing.
I can see that also. 

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I can see it in my head and 
that's really cute. 

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I love that. 
Don't worry, we'll get to them 

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later. 
Will we ever? 

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Will we get to them? 
My God, for some reason. 

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We won't get to that later. 
What the hell? 

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I don't know what the hell you 
guys were thinking in that 

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scene. 
But you know. 

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Whatever they're like. 
This is depressing. 

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Let's give you some weird 
lesbians. 

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To. 
Get there. 

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But like, is that or GMMTV? 
That was this is GMMTV. 

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OK, because there was no officer
hottie. 

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See, there was no love triangle 
there. 

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There was. 
I forget Pang was queer. 

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Did Ping get with Jan in the 
novel? 

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I can't remember. 
But Pang was definitely queer 

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because she has conversa, she 
has conversations with I where 

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she's like, I'm gay who the fuck
cares? 

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When I was like Oh my God my 
sister's dating a woman that was

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real that was from the novel, 
but I can't. 

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I can't remember if she gets 
with Jan or not. 

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They were much lesser characters
in the novel and Officer Hadi I 

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don't think was in it. 
They wrote Officer Hadi, I'm 

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pretty sure. 
Wait a minute. 

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They they made-up. 
Yes. 

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And then they plugged in Prude 
on her. 

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Yeah, I know. 
You brought this woman who's 

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paralleling OOM an OOM story. 
And then you don't put them 

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together like what the fuck? 
That was you? 

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Why adding character? 
I don't know. 

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He has anything. 
I don't know, but I prefer 

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GMMTVS version of OOM. 
I will say because I will. 

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I will get to Jow's version of 
OOM. 

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You're gonna it's it's something
it's something it's something 

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all right. 
But yes, that was a GMMTV choice

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was all of that for some reason 
we went there anyway. 

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All right, so back to the scene 
back to the scene after hearing 

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that Paul's the one who loved 
her the most yes Looks a bit 

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scared or like regains some sort
of memory from this revelation. 

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Maybe maybe seriously, what is 
she feeling of the scene? 

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I really don't know, to be 
honest with you. 

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I, I don't, I don't know because
like, I don't know if that was a

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memory spark or it was like the 
real, like because think about 

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it right now. 
If she didn't get a memory from 

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that, like this is UMM coming 
off the cusp of finding out her 

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sister is actually dating her 
girlfriend and then lying to her

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face actively about it. 
So like that's what UMM is 

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feeling going into this. 
And then was like Jan, I need to

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know the truth. 
She gets slapped in the face 

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with it. 
And then Jan takes her to this 

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mansion and is like, by the way,
there was someone out there who 

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loved you the most because Uma 
was like oh Mae loves me the 

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most. 
And then is like wait, she's 

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fucking my sister. 
What? 

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And then is like, no no no, this
was the person, this person you 

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can't remember was the one that 
loved you the most. 

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So like was that UMM? 
Like the facial expression was 

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that UMM, being like, Oh my God,
I remember this. 

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Or is it being like, Oh my God, 
somebody loved me the most 

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Because that is the thing that 
who wants, you know what I mean?

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I don't, I can't really tell 
because it's very short, but 

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like it could be either, to be 
honest with you. 

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Like if she got the memory and 
she's like, Oh my God, Paul, Oh 

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my God, my life. 
Or it could be like, Oh my God, 

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somebody loved me in the like 
brought me this mansion. 

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Like, you know what I mean? 
This we're in a, we're in a 

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place with tangible proof that 
this person loved. 

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Umm, like there's again? 
He. 

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He. 
Decided to put giant photos of 

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the two of them prominently in 
the house. 

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Like, that's how much he loved, 
umm, you know what I mean? 

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Like, it's pretty evident just 
being in that house, not knowing

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this couple that like, this man 
was very proud of her. 

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And it could also be like, she's
scared because she's like, I 

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don't remember. 
And then I don't remember this. 

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Yeah. 
No, Totally. 

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Exactly. 
Yeah. 

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Like, that's a huge thing to, 
like, learn and then not 

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remember it. 
Like, it's like, well, fuck. 

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And then also, did Jan tell her 
he's dead? 

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Does she know yet? 
He's dead because she didn't 

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know who this person was. 
The plants are. 

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I feel like Jan didn't tell her 
yet because she was like, didn't

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tell her about Paul until she 
walked into that apartment. 

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So. 
So who also doesn't know this 

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man is dead? 
Yeah, wait till she finds out 

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that. 
The. 

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Person who loves her the most 
and she's actually had that 

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love. 
And then she's like, oh, well, 

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can I meet him? 
And the gym's like, well, he 

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lives on a farm. 
He lives on a farm. 

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Now with your childhood gerbils 
or whatever, Like gerbils, I 

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don't know what kind of pets. 
They weren't allowed to have a 

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dog. 
Let's be honest. 

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They had to have something tiny 
if it was actually a bed. 

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Got a fish? 
But like. 

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I don't know, whatever I think I
would want something she could 

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run around and play with and she
probably lost it. 

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That was my assumption anyway. 
But yeah, the Paul was with the 

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in the Pet Sematary or whatever.
And then again, like Jan has to 

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explain this, the poor fucking 
again. 

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I wanted all the extended scenes
of oh, and Jan because I think 

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they would have been great. 
OK, They would have been great. 

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They would have been really, 
really good scenes. 

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If you guys at home have any 
thoughts about how the extended 

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conversations between Jan and 
UMM went, when Jan is like 

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revealing the man I stuff or 
here when she's like fully 

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explaining the Paul shit because
we just got a taste of it. 

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You know, Jan had to keep going 
be like, by the way, he's dead. 

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How do you think that went down?
I don't want to see it. 

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So, so bad. 
Really badly. 

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I feel like it was hilarious of 
her just trying to figure out 

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how to do it. 
No, I would like the scene from 

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Jan's point of view, which would
have been hilarious because doom

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is devastating, but Jan trying 
to like figure out how to say 

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this to her friend gently right 
in a not triggering because she 

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is gentle. 
Jan loves Oom. 

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Yeah, it would just sort of been
funny. 

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Well, not funny, but I would 
have liked to have seen it. 

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Pang would have ripped the 
Band-Aid off her eye. 

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Odd if this was the other way 
around and I was the one on the 

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coma and it was Pang that had to
guide I through all this shit. 

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OK, Also write that in the 
comments. 

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If this was the other way around
and. 

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This was how. 
Did Pang handle all this show 

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with I because it would have 
been a hot She would have got 

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her drunk probably and was like 
I and brought her to the They 

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wouldn't She would have brought 
her to the mansion. 

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They would have binge drunk at 
the mansion and then she'd like 

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pull curtains off and be like 
that's the one that loves you. 

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I. 
Like it would have. 

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Been fucking. 
In the morning and then I just. 

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Remember. 
Boy, like, you know what I mean?

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It would have been like the 
weirdest fucking ridiculous shit

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ever. 
And yeah, and then in the 

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morning I doesn't remember 
anything and she has to do it 

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00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:32,200
all over again or like, eyes 
like that can't be me. 

449
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:33,840
That's. 
Oh, look at her like, you know 

450
00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:35,960
what I mean? 
She was talking about her sister

451
00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:37,200
like it would. 
Have been a it was. 

452
00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:39,240
Perfect. 
Everybody loves her. 

453
00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:42,080
It would have been a mess if it 
was, but also if this was 

454
00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:46,160
earlier on, would Penguin like 
and we were together. 

455
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:49,840
Maybe you love me. 
I you love me. 

456
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:51,680
Oh my God, that's right. 
I forgot that ping was 

457
00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:55,120
interested in I you know what, 
honestly, I don't want to see 

458
00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:59,440
that from paying if paying was 
May okay and May was the best 

459
00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:02,280
for listen and May was the best 
friend that was in love with 

460
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:05,360
pining for I for years because 
she kind of was, but she wasn't 

461
00:23:05,360 --> 00:23:08,440
the best friend when I lost her 
memories. 

462
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:10,480
Maybe it would have been like, 
what about a situation where she

463
00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:12,600
tries to trap I shouldn't be 
like we've been together for 

464
00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,400
like 10 years. 
I didn't remember like you know 

465
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,080
what I mean? 
She would have pretended like we

466
00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:18,960
were in a relationship. 
We've been in one for a really 

467
00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:21,880
long time. 
And how does that come out? 

468
00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:25,040
I don't. 
Know well I get to remember his 

469
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,760
back and it's like we were 
definitely platonic. 

470
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:30,400
Friends. 
You just fucking manipulated the

471
00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:32,320
shit out of. 
Me you should wakes up one day 

472
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,760
like when. 
May got her sight back and she'd

473
00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:39,400
be like, Oh my God, let's be 
honest, Ping wouldn't do that. 

474
00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:42,360
Ping I think would have been 
just very grass about this whole

475
00:23:42,360 --> 00:23:44,720
thing, like and I think she 
would have gotten I drunk and 

476
00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:46,640
then Ping has a healthier 
mindset. 

477
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,280
Ping did her own therapy. 
You know what I mean? 

478
00:23:49,960 --> 00:23:54,200
Oh my God, no, if this was May 
was Ping, this would have been 

479
00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:59,160
fucking glusterfuck. 
They absolutely would take 

480
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:01,200
advantage of all of that. 
I'm like, what do you mean? 

481
00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:07,080
I we've been together the whole 
the whole time anyway, not 

482
00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:10,040
painting May in a great picture.
And that's because I've been we 

483
00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:14,680
have been going second by second
in the show and May gets worse 

484
00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:18,000
the more you watch it. 
You're like, this woman really 

485
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,880
doesn't care the best person 
she's not. 

486
00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,760
And like the it's May from the 
novel starts coming out more 

487
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:25,560
with the novel. 
May is terrible. 

488
00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:27,680
They're all everybody's awful at
that point. 

489
00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:29,720
It's because GMOTV made it more 
subtle. 

490
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:33,440
They tried to humanize everybody
and detrelify them. 

491
00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:38,240
And but it's part of the story 
is the fact that everybody's 

492
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:40,920
lying to everybody and there's 
manipulation happening. 

493
00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:43,360
And yeah, that's part of the 
story. 

494
00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:47,240
So, like, I'm not mad at it, but
just like May is very devious 

495
00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,200
and is an opportunist. 
If there's an opportunity for 

496
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,800
her to win, she's going to take 
it. 

497
00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:54,920
Ain't that the truth? 
Yep. 

498
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:02,520
Sorry. 
I had an alarm going. 

499
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:03,480
That's OK. 
And I want to. 

500
00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,120
Turn it off before. 
Actually went off. 

501
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:10,800
Sorry. 
It's so squeaky. 

502
00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:15,240
I know it's OK. 
Also, be careful with hitting 

503
00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:20,360
the table because every time I 
know, all right, I know it is 

504
00:25:20,360 --> 00:25:26,080
what it is. 
All right, back to the episode 

505
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:29,800
and not fan fiction that we're 
making up on Earth on the spot. 

506
00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:35,160
So. 
I's friends and her bring May to

507
00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:39,040
pay respects to Ben's mom. 
And Ben begins by telling his 

508
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:41,440
mom that his friends in him 
brought someone to meet her. 

509
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,920
And Ben is smiling, which is an 
emotion. 

510
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:47,680
Theora, he has them. 
Why is one? 

511
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:50,920
Yeah, but that means like he 
actually wants to do this. 

512
00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:54,400
Like this could have been Ben's 
idea to bring May to see his 

513
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:55,280
mom. 
And it could have been. 

514
00:25:57,120 --> 00:25:59,760
And. 
I and Mae enter the scene with 

515
00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:02,880
flowers and Mae looks a bit 
nervous because at the end of 

516
00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:07,040
the day she still feels guilty 
for what happened and nothing is

517
00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:11,840
going to change that. 
Yeah, something I thought was 

518
00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:15,120
interesting in the scene and 
like I was like confused by not 

519
00:26:15,120 --> 00:26:21,520
I own but me was that Mae showed
up in a all white outfit and I 

520
00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,160
thought that was weird because 
like every single time we've had

521
00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:28,960
like a scene with mourning 
everyone's been in black and 

522
00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:32,120
like everybody in the scene is 
wearing some article of clothing

523
00:26:32,120 --> 00:26:35,240
that is black. 
Like eye and ping are like fully

524
00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,760
in black cuz souls fully in 
black basically. 

525
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:41,480
And then Ben is wearing black, 
white, black, because it's Ben. 

526
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,760
Ben has half. 
Emotions but I was like, why did

527
00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:48,440
why did Mae, the person who's 
like new to all this show up in 

528
00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,360
a white outfit? 
Like is that disrespectful? 

529
00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:52,760
And so I looked into it and I 
guess according and according to

530
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:58,000
the Internet in Thailand, 
acceptable morning colors and 

531
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:01,200
are black is the main one and 
then white is also included in 

532
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,560
that and then muted colors like 
Gray or cream. 

533
00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,880
So I thought that was 
interesting because like in 

534
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:10,880
Western culture, white is not a 
morning color, an acceptable 

535
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:12,080
morning color. 
So I just thought this was 

536
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:14,760
interesting because I'm like, 
may you are the guest of honor. 

537
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:16,880
Like what did what were you 
thinking? 

538
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:18,960
But I guess this is technically 
acceptable. 

539
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:22,200
So I was just confused by this, 
but she's not being 

540
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:23,720
disrespectful. 
I just wanted to double check 

541
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,560
because I thought it was odd 
that she was the only one not 

542
00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:28,200
wearing black, some kind of 
black. 

543
00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:32,720
So the more, you know, it's 
probably to make her stand out 

544
00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:34,640
as the choice, Right. 
And, you know, that's what you 

545
00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:35,600
know, it's Meg. 
Yeah. 

546
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:37,000
Right. 
So I was like, why did she do 

547
00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:38,360
this? 
Because everything she does is 

548
00:27:38,360 --> 00:27:41,000
very calculated. 
So yeah, maybe she's trying to 

549
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:44,080
pop and be like, I will wear a 
morning color, but not the one 

550
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:48,280
they expect me to. 
Let's play mind games. 

551
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:49,600
Always. 
No, she's always playing. 

552
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:50,280
Right. 
Exactly. 

553
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:52,840
I'm trying to deconstruct why 
she chose this because it's me. 

554
00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,320
But anyway, yeah. 
Yeah. 

555
00:27:56,280 --> 00:28:00,680
All right. 
So they both bow their heads and

556
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:02,480
place their flowers for Ben's 
mom. 

557
00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:05,920
And before May goes to put her 
flowers down, her face looks 

558
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:10,960
sad. 
And then she like briefly 

559
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:14,600
smiles, but like it barely 
works. 

560
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:18,640
And my best guess is that she 
feels like she will never be 

561
00:28:18,640 --> 00:28:24,160
able to make up for what she has
done because like, it's one 

562
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:27,040
thing. 
And and we talk about how May 

563
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:30,120
was doing all this for I, but 
now she has to like face 

564
00:28:30,120 --> 00:28:35,920
literally what her actions have 
caused because Ben's mom's death

565
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,640
death is the result of her 
taking Batman's case, correct? 

566
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:43,680
I mean, she's not like she 
killed his mom. 

567
00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:46,240
She did not. 
But she played her part in it. 

568
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:49,240
This is a body that's directly 
connected to Mae. 

569
00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:53,120
Yeah, she's got bodies. 
Not great. 

570
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,760
But you can't pin it on her 
legally. 

571
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:59,040
So what you gonna do? 
Yeah. 

572
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:08,760
Casol, ever the mystery that is 
Casol, looks to Ben and then his

573
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:16,240
friends to, like, silently check
in on everyone before I begins 

574
00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:21,040
talking by introducing Ben's mom
to her girlfriend, May. 

575
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:25,520
And like, this is the first time
I gets to introduce May as her 

576
00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:30,600
girlfriend as I like this is 
this is big. 

577
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:33,080
Yeah. 
Other than those strangers when 

578
00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:34,440
they were door dashing, she's 
like this. 

579
00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:40,440
Is my yeah OK? 
So I know that the real purpose 

580
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:43,480
of this scene, as you pointed 
out, is that May is here to pay 

581
00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:45,440
us back. 
Slash, she's about to ask 

582
00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:48,920
forgiveness from Ben's mother. 
Like the person who's connect 

583
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:54,160
you got a Guild indirectly. 
But since I is the one that 

584
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:59,440
introduces May in this scene, 
the scene also reads like I 

585
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:02,640
bringing May to meet her 
surrogate mother figure because 

586
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:05,640
that's kind of how the kids saw 
Ben's mom because we did get 

587
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:09,920
scenes with that. 
And so that made me wonder, I 

588
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:15,520
know another scene we are 
absolutely robbed of is this one

589
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:19,160
I'm about to ask you about. 
How do you think May's first 

590
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:22,200
meeting with Meemaw goes down? 
Because we never actually get 

591
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,840
May meeting Meemaw. 
But how does that go down? 

592
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:27,680
Because she at some point has to
meet Meemaw. 

593
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:30,240
Like actually meet her. 
Because we've never introduced 

594
00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:32,360
them. 
I was going to have to introduce

595
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:34,960
May to Mima after all this fuck 
shit goes. 

596
00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:39,200
I feel like. 
Mima's first line is so you're 

597
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:41,280
the woman who's been playing 
with my granddaughter's 

598
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:45,240
emotions. 
You're the one blew up my family

599
00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:47,800
multiple times. 
Yeah, no, I don't think that 

600
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:51,640
goes well. 
Mima would probably be very 

601
00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:58,200
silent, be like no that's too 
respectful. 

602
00:30:58,200 --> 00:31:00,760
I feel like she'd be more 
clipped with the way she talks. 

603
00:31:00,800 --> 00:31:03,520
I feel like she would not use 
the autorifics. 

604
00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:06,120
When talking to me, she. 
Didn't earn them yet. 

605
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:08,480
Oh my God. 
She would pull her a like old 

606
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:11,800
lady status card to like talk 
down to me as much as she 

607
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,840
possibly could. 
No, I don't think that goes well

608
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:18,560
the first time they meet because
like, yeah, Mima is like, OK, my

609
00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:21,440
granddaughter loves you, but 
then you're a little home 

610
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:24,720
wrecker. 
May actually I think there's 

611
00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:28,000
going to be and and Mima's a lot
like I when she's having a 

612
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,320
feelings, she's going to you're 
going to see them. 

613
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:34,960
So like I think Mima's hostile 
tours may for a bit, especially 

614
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:40,360
like it depends on like it would
have to be after Uma's like OK, 

615
00:31:40,360 --> 00:31:42,480
you guys can date. 
So it has to be after like I 

616
00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:44,920
don't think Mima meets at May 
for a really long time is the 

617
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:48,240
thing. 
But like again, Mima was witness

618
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:52,320
to all this fuckery for years 
that went down because of this 

619
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:55,800
woman or me mom. 
And I just I feel like we were 

620
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:57,680
robbed of that scene more than 
anything. 

621
00:31:57,680 --> 00:32:00,560
It was me mom meeting Mei, 
because, like, that must have 

622
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:06,040
been quite a meeting, actually, 
because my mom's probably got a 

623
00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:07,400
list of shit. 
She's like, I got a list of 

624
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:08,880
things. 
I got to ask you, first of all, 

625
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:09,640
how dare you. 
Second. 

626
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:12,960
Of all you know what? 
I mean like, second of all, why 

627
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:15,560
would you like her grievances 
towards this book? 

628
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:18,800
There have to be so many of 
them. 

629
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:20,640
Enough to write her own novel, 
you know what I mean? 

630
00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:24,800
Let us let me know in the 
comments too. 

631
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:26,720
How do you think May meeting 
Meemaw goes? 

632
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:30,080
I'm very curious. 
It can't be. 

633
00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:34,920
There's no way. 
Yeah. 

634
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:39,560
Meanwhile's very protective. 
May has wrong with them all. 

635
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:42,040
Mima's like the amount of times 
I couldn't sleep. 

636
00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:45,280
Because of you. 
Like we've had multiple times. 

637
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:46,000
Where they? 
Vote I'm. 

638
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:50,040
Never strange, too far from so 
long. 

639
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,840
Sorry, you always have to finish
it. 

640
00:32:56,120 --> 00:33:01,120
All right, so then I continues 
explaining how May was the one 

641
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:08,000
who represented Batman and Ben 
lowers his head a bit and I and 

642
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,720
May look over to him to check on
his reaction. 

643
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:15,040
But it seems like Ben truly is 
at peace with everything, and 

644
00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:17,760
it's like really nice to see 
this whole group be able to come

645
00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:19,720
together and have harmony 
between. 

646
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:21,640
Them. 
And it's not a secret. 

647
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:26,720
No, this is not a harmony. 
Secret. 

648
00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:34,640
Shout out to that show. 
Oh my gosh. 

649
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:39,480
Your mission is to throw me off 
this part. 

650
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:42,960
Now it is. 
Sorry, everybody. 

651
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:50,040
OK, So May then apologizes to 
Ben's mom and asks for her 

652
00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:56,440
pardon, and Ben looks up at May 
as if he wants to say something 

653
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:59,920
to her but can't get the words 
out or like, doesn't want to 

654
00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:00,880
interrupt. 
Her. 

655
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:06,400
And Mae Maye continues to say 
that she hopes that she can 

656
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:10,600
forgive her because selfishly, 
she needs forgiveness. 

657
00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,320
But like, also, that's why we're
here. 

658
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:16,000
She also needs to do this so 
that I will respect her. 

659
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:19,600
That's why we're here. 
She needs to be fully worthy of 

660
00:34:19,639 --> 00:34:22,679
I Yeah, that's what this 
especially before umm, gets her 

661
00:34:22,679 --> 00:34:23,639
memories back. 
Correct. 

662
00:34:23,639 --> 00:34:25,639
Yes. 
She got a lockdown. 

663
00:34:25,639 --> 00:34:32,480
I before umm remembers and this 
is when Ben speaks and tells Mae

664
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:35,560
that she was a nice lady and 
loved I like her own. 

665
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,360
And he assured her that she 
would forgive anyone that I 

666
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:42,679
loves and like this makes I 
smile because she really did 

667
00:34:42,679 --> 00:34:45,239
have this close bond with his 
mom. 

668
00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:50,320
Yeah, yeah. 
It wasn't just the mother figure

669
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:53,800
stuff like she helped get IA job
when she like dropped out of 

670
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:57,000
school and like, yeah, she 
really took care of I in a in a 

671
00:34:57,000 --> 00:35:00,600
number of ways. 
So yeah, this is like May 

672
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:03,320
meeting the parents kind of 
thing, kind of a scene because 

673
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,160
we don't get the Meemaw scene, 
but this is like the closest 

674
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,920
thing we can get to that. 
And unfortunately I has met 

675
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:12,160
May's parents and unfortunately 
we do get a scene when I as I 

676
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:14,720
meets the parents later and it's
so fuck it. 

677
00:35:14,720 --> 00:35:17,480
So I prefer the scene. 
It is, yes. 

678
00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:22,600
It's a ridiculous GMOTV shit. 
All right, Ben then says. 

679
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:31,440
Right, mom, and everyone smiles,
and May doesn't look too sure 

680
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:33,800
it. 
It's kind of like she can't 

681
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:37,320
believe it can be this easy to 
give someone because she would 

682
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:38,240
never. 
Yeah. 

683
00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:41,200
And like, almost like she 
doesn't feel like she deserves 

684
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:46,440
it either. 
But I put her hand on May's 

685
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:51,080
shoulder to comfort her, and 
they bow their heads to Ben's 

686
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:54,440
mom before putting their incense
sticks in the thingy. 

687
00:35:54,440 --> 00:36:00,760
Ma Jig and Ben is smiling and 
looks happy and I think he's 

688
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:04,000
just really happy because they 
are all healing and putting the 

689
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:12,400
past truly in the past now and 
like this time was such a big 

690
00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:14,080
part of their lives. 
And like now the. 

691
00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:17,760
Truth is fully out there and 
everyone had the opportunity to 

692
00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:23,200
make amends. 
Yes, well, almost almost 

693
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:29,120
everyone. 
Speaking of which, Casol, we 

694
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:33,400
then had to Casol feeding fish. 
I love that this fish wandered 

695
00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:36,000
off by himself to feed the fish 
because everybody else is like 

696
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:37,920
off in the distance. 
I love that he's just doing 

697
00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:41,280
this. 
Like I was precious as that. 

698
00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:44,800
Like how could this be the 
person that blinded me? 

699
00:36:44,920 --> 00:36:46,760
It's so cute. 
Like what a weirdo. 

700
00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:48,680
He just goes and feeds fish by 
himself. 

701
00:36:48,680 --> 00:36:55,520
It's cute and May comes to find 
him while the other three are in

702
00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,080
the far right corner just 
watching them and the fish. 

703
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:01,520
Yes, remember, they are in the 
far right corner. 

704
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,760
So there's no way that they 
overheard this convert this 

705
00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:07,680
conversation that's about to 
happen to May Seoul, unless May 

706
00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:10,440
was bugged and they were 
listening in on this like 

707
00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:13,400
because they react to the 
conversation like they can hear 

708
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:15,400
as it's going on. 
But like, there's no way they 

709
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:19,360
heard this. 
Just saying. 

710
00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:21,680
I'm just saying I have to point 
that out because they react like

711
00:37:21,680 --> 00:37:24,360
they can hear it. 
They can't. 

712
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:27,040
There's no way. 
So because because soul turns to

713
00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:30,480
her and says that all is subtle 
now and asks her when she wants 

714
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:32,240
him to turn himself in. 
Poor guy. 

715
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:38,400
And while everyone else has been
able to ask forgiveness and 

716
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:40,880
process the path. 
Because soul has still. 

717
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:43,480
Been waiting for the moment that
he would end up in jail. 

718
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:48,720
And like this is probably the 
thing that's been eating at him 

719
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:51,240
every day since it happened. 
Just like waiting, like just 

720
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:52,760
waiting. 
I'm going to go to jail. 

721
00:37:53,440 --> 00:38:00,600
And like May, so is the last 
person who has to find closure. 

722
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:02,640
And May is about to give it to 
him. 

723
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:08,400
But but because there's always a
but always, especially with May 

724
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:12,360
1st, she asked him why he didn't
turn himself in sooner. 

725
00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:17,280
And the answer is because he is 
a coward and he continues to be 

726
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:20,760
1. 
Like he continues to be 1 by 

727
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:22,840
letting me decide when he needs 
to do it. 

728
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:25,000
Like he could have been like, 
I'm turning myself in now. 

729
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:28,840
But no, he was like, when do you
want me to do it so well? 

730
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,440
Like, also like their first 
confrontation, like in the past 

731
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:35,160
when she was blind, he was like,
I'm I'm too cowardly to do it, 

732
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:38,440
but I'm and, and that like I'm 
too cowardly to turn myself in 

733
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:41,680
and then also too cowardly to 
run away cuz he easily got to 

734
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:43,160
skip town and like never came 
back. 

735
00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:45,560
But then he was like, so then 
May was like, no seriously. 

736
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:49,120
Like why didn't you do this? 
So he reveals here that like Ben

737
00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,320
was the big reason cuz like Ben 
had no one. 

738
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:53,400
So like casole. 
That's why like when I was 

739
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:55,040
watching for the first time, I 
thought casole and Ben were 

740
00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:58,120
together cuz like the way casole
is very devoted to Ben and is 

741
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:01,120
always like looking at Ben for 
confirmation. 

742
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:03,360
Like constantly, like anytime 
they're in scenes, he's always 

743
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,680
making eyes of Ben. 
And so I was like, are they 

744
00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:06,720
dating? 
Like what's happening here? 

745
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:09,320
Because like, he Ben's his big 
reason. 

746
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,240
And that's what May was kind of 
getting at. 

747
00:39:11,240 --> 00:39:15,240
So love, love is why Casol 
didn't leave because ran away 

748
00:39:15,240 --> 00:39:16,760
and meant May would have never 
found him. 

749
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,560
Well, it wouldn't have been easy
for May to find him. 

750
00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:21,640
It's May. 
She would have found him. 

751
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:23,400
Oh yes. 
It's May. 

752
00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:26,200
You can't hide from me. 
You cannot hide from May. 

753
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:31,320
It was much to your dismay. 
But like props to Casol for 

754
00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:34,800
recognizing that he was being a 
coward because he's so weird. 

755
00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:38,080
Also says that he was worried 
about Ben and he could have 

756
00:39:38,080 --> 00:39:41,080
pretended like that was the only
reason why he didn't turn 

757
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:44,080
himself in. 
But he really is owning up to 

758
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:46,920
what he did. 
Yeah and also may already be 

759
00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:49,320
that cuz he's like besides being
a coward, which I already told 

760
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:50,760
you like this is the other 
reason. 

761
00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:53,680
So she already he did own up to 
that way back when also. 

762
00:39:54,240 --> 00:39:58,560
So and the reason that Casol is 
asking Mei now when she wants 

763
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,520
him to turn himself in is 
because he knows that Ben is OK 

764
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:05,320
in Mei's hands and there's 
nothing much else that he could 

765
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,440
do for him. 
Also I in Ping finally showed up

766
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:11,760
to support Ben after two years. 
So like he's also like all his 

767
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:14,520
other friends finally. 
Yeah, that don't have to be the 

768
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:17,800
sole caregiver. 
And, and we have the scene where

769
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:20,280
they're not ignoring Ben in the 
wheelchair, so. 

770
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:22,080
He's a person. 
Right. 

771
00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:27,560
So Casol's like we're good now. 
So yeah, fucking idiot friends. 

772
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:37,040
Yep, that is also true. 
So May smiles at the other three

773
00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:40,680
before telling Casol if he were 
in prison, I would have to go to

774
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:42,960
visit you. 
And she doesn't want to trouble 

775
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,440
her girlfriend. 
And she says all this while 

776
00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:48,280
grinning widely and looking at I
periodically. 

777
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,000
By the way, it's not about you, 
Casol. 

778
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:53,040
It's never about you. 
It's always about me. 

779
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:58,040
It's about May she's like I 
can't turn you in because my 

780
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:03,640
life will get harder. 
Everything is self motivated 

781
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:06,360
with me. 
Everything, everything. 

782
00:41:06,920 --> 00:41:10,920
This is also like this is also 
subtle power tripping in front 

783
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:13,080
of him because she's basically 
like, I mean, there's an 

784
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:16,920
undercurrent of like if you ever
pissed me off, like I will turn 

785
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:21,040
you in, but like as long as I as
I'm happy and I have I, you're 

786
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:22,280
good. 
You're a free man. 

787
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:25,360
He was all smart enough to pick 
that up. 

788
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:30,360
And he's like, OK, he shall 
always be scared of always for 

789
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:32,200
the rest of his life. 
He's always really scared. 

790
00:41:32,240 --> 00:41:33,800
What's the statue of 
limitations? 

791
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,880
Oh, I don't know. 
But yeah, I don't make it. 

792
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:41,040
May fudge the other, you know, 
court thing. 

793
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:43,440
I'm sure she can figure out how 
to pin something on her if she 

794
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:46,960
really wanted to. 
I'd be terrified of her, that's 

795
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,360
what I mean. 
And then she's about to be like,

796
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:51,360
join forces with fame. 
It's like, Oh dear. 

797
00:41:51,720 --> 00:41:54,440
I park in the soul. 
And you have no choice. 

798
00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:56,040
Right. 
Is this a request? 

799
00:41:57,080 --> 00:42:01,120
Is this jail? 
I can keep a close eye on you 

800
00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:03,200
forever. 
It's the bad place, right? 

801
00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:04,600
This is the casole's in the bad 
place. 

802
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:09,280
Yeah, agreed. 
OK, so Caso is shocked and 

803
00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:11,200
clarifies that she's letting him
off the hook. 

804
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,880
And after this question, May 
moves her arms from a cross 

805
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:19,160
position to buy her side. 
And like, this body language 

806
00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:22,000
shows that she's opening herself
up to Kasol. 

807
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:25,200
And like, she's no longer 
guarded around him because, 

808
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:26,840
again, he's the one who attacked
her. 

809
00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:29,440
Like, she has the upper right to
be guarding. 

810
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:30,560
Yeah, she does have the upper 
hand. 

811
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:31,560
She's winning. 
Yeah. 

812
00:42:31,880 --> 00:42:35,440
This is confident right here. 
But also, in other words, like 

813
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:40,120
she's being honest and genuine. 
And like, she wants a genuine. 

814
00:42:40,280 --> 00:42:42,480
As much as you can get from me. 
She can be. 

815
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:43,240
Yeah. 
Yeah, Exactly. 

816
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:48,280
And she wants him to see that. 
Yeah, I'm a I'm a human just 

817
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:52,440
like you. 
Meanwhile, she's actually an 

818
00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:54,280
alien. 
No. 

819
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,280
And she's trying to humanize 
her. 

820
00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:56,120
I'm just like you. 
I'm. 

821
00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:59,320
Ignore me. 
You know Money. 

822
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:00,560
What money? 
Yeah. 

823
00:43:00,720 --> 00:43:02,120
Power, Power I. 
Don't have that. 

824
00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:04,600
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know. 
We're all just friends here. 

825
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:06,240
Whatever. 
I just became your friend 5 

826
00:43:06,240 --> 00:43:07,800
seconds ago. 
Yeah, I know. 

827
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:09,960
Meanwhile, the day ends, all 
right? 

828
00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:11,520
Because all you ready to go to 
jail? 

829
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:13,720
Right. 
The cops roll up. 

830
00:43:13,720 --> 00:43:15,040
Yeah. 
It's like, well, you stole, you 

831
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:16,400
know, you pissed me off there. 
Yeah. 

832
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:18,960
You looked at I the wrong way. 
Looked at I the wrong way. 

833
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,400
You kept her out. 
We went. 

834
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:22,440
You guys went to that bar, The 
stripper bar. 

835
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:24,600
We're done now. 
Arrest this man. 

836
00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:26,760
Yeah, they would absolutely do 
that shit. 

837
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:30,760
I get him on like a parking 
ticket or some shit. 

838
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:33,440
That's me. 
Never trust her. 

839
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:37,520
Don't sleep with one eye open 
because she's got your number. 

840
00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:42,360
Yeah, even I don't cross her. 
You never know what she'll do. 

841
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,760
Never know. 
You literally don't. 

842
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:48,640
OK, so may. 
Explains that she's going to 

843
00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:50,880
start a foundation that 
advocates for the rights of 

844
00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:53,720
those with disabilities, fosters
resilience and helps them 

845
00:43:53,720 --> 00:43:58,160
achieve independent living. 
And after hearing this, Casol 

846
00:43:58,160 --> 00:44:01,320
kind of lowers his head slightly
and like, moves his eyes in a 

847
00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:03,480
way that shows that he is in 
disbelief. 

848
00:44:04,160 --> 00:44:07,280
And like, by that I mean, he 
can't believe that May is doing 

849
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:10,400
something like this. 
Like the person he thought so 

850
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:11,760
little of. 
Yes. 

851
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:14,640
And like, she's not who he 
thought she was. 

852
00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:16,680
Yes, because she was this big 
villain. 

853
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:21,840
But now getting to know her and 
what she wants him to see, Yes. 

854
00:44:22,840 --> 00:44:26,320
Like she is a good person that 
cares about other people, right?

855
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:31,520
And may then surprise him by 
telling him to come work with 

856
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:34,440
her. 
And I love that she uses the 

857
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:40,320
word with instead of four 
because if she said 4 then she 

858
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:42,760
would be saying that she's 
better than him and has more 

859
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:45,360
power. 
Which she definitely thinks. 

860
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,200
Yes for sure. 
It's not like she doesn't think 

861
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:52,520
that she's not saying it. 
By saying with she is making 

862
00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:55,880
them equal and showing that they
are both good people who are 

863
00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:59,360
working towards the same goal. 
Well, also like again, because 

864
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:02,360
she says to like oh, like this 
is a way to stop feeling less 

865
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:04,920
guilty and like do something and
put some good out to the 

866
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:06,720
universe. 
Because the thing that Casol and

867
00:45:06,720 --> 00:45:10,960
May have in common in the series
is that they both have been 

868
00:45:10,960 --> 00:45:15,400
feeling very guilty about like 
the bad karma that they put out 

869
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:19,280
there of like May representing 
Batman the way she did and then 

870
00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:22,880
Casol basically blinding May. 
So they're both been feeling 

871
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:24,680
guilty for a really long time. 
And they're like, I'm going to 

872
00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:27,960
be punished essentially the rest
of my life for this because what

873
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:32,160
I did was so egregious. 
And so here's Casol like May 

874
00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:35,680
then went out there and 
motivated by getting I but also 

875
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:39,560
like she went out there and like
joined that disability counsel, 

876
00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:42,240
went to Jammu, started doing all
that stuff. 

877
00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:44,680
Like it was actively putting 
good out in the universe beyond 

878
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:50,520
just like making reparations for
Ben, but also like Casol kind of

879
00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:53,880
he didn't do that. 
He was kind of like stuck, like,

880
00:45:53,880 --> 00:45:57,640
yeah, he took care of Ben, but 
he didn't wrong Ben. 

881
00:45:57,640 --> 00:46:02,280
Ben was wronged by May and May. 
And like the wronging of Ben was

882
00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:04,720
part of the motivation for him 
to do the bad thing that he did.

883
00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:08,600
So basically May is like, hey, 
by doing this, that's how I 

884
00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:11,720
became felt less guilty for like
my part in all of this. 

885
00:46:11,720 --> 00:46:14,680
That's how I'm redeeming myself.
That's how I'm creating good 

886
00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:16,640
karma. 
You can do that too because all 

887
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,520
you don't have to just be stuck 
in purgatory. 

888
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:20,880
That's what she's offering him. 
Because like their stories are 

889
00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:26,160
kind of parallel in that aspect 
to like, yeah, this is like a 

890
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:30,280
join forces with me and we can 
both like do good together and 

891
00:46:30,280 --> 00:46:33,600
like do something, not just like
be stuck in our feelings and be 

892
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,640
stuck in the past. 
Like let's move forward and be 

893
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,000
better in the future kind of 
thing. 

894
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,000
Because it's like part of the 
theme of this episode a little 

895
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,240
bit too around like may the may 
I and their friends stuff. 

896
00:46:44,120 --> 00:46:48,520
Yeah. 
And, like, I'll get into this in

897
00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:52,360
a second. 
Like, May continues to say that 

898
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:54,840
if he wants to stop feeling 
guilty, he should work hard and 

899
00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:56,640
put all his effort into it. 
Yeah. 

900
00:46:56,640 --> 00:47:01,000
And like, this is exactly what 
May plans to do as well. 

901
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:03,680
Like, she knows that for her to 
stop feeling guilty, she needs 

902
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,440
to do everything in her power to
make sure other people don't go 

903
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,360
through similar things. 
And I think May truly wants 

904
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:12,960
Casol to stop feeling guilty, 
which is why she is including 

905
00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:15,040
him. 
But she also sees the passion 

906
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:17,880
behind his eyes as well because 
he does care. 

907
00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:20,120
Well, yeah. 
That's why she was like, why? 

908
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:21,720
What's the real reason you never
went away? 

909
00:47:21,720 --> 00:47:24,720
He's like, I was taking care of 
Ben with his new disability. 

910
00:47:24,720 --> 00:47:27,240
Like, he just proved to her that
he is somebody that was willing 

911
00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:28,640
to do this by asking that 
question. 

912
00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:30,000
Yeah. 
It's like she already knew the 

913
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:31,600
answer. 
I was like, confirm this to me. 

914
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:32,960
Great. 
That's what I suspected. 

915
00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:36,640
What if that answer was 
different? 

916
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:38,440
What would she have done? 
I don't know. 

917
00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:40,840
I should arrested him. 
I don't know, I feel like May 

918
00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:43,240
kind of already knew before she 
asked that question because May 

919
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:46,320
always knows everything. 
She's been bugging him for a 

920
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:48,320
long time. 
Let's be honest, she has 

921
00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:50,640
everybody's phones bugged. 
No, because like the minute she 

922
00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:53,800
found out that was the attacker.
There's no way her and Todd 

923
00:47:53,800 --> 00:47:56,280
didn't hire like private 
investigators to go like follow 

924
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:58,920
Kasol and get her a docket of 
shit in case she had to sue his 

925
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:01,400
ass to oblivion. 
Let's be honest, it's May. 

926
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,400
She has a docket on all of these
people. 

927
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:07,080
That's fair. 
So she probably, yeah, probably 

928
00:48:07,080 --> 00:48:08,840
already do. 
Maybe he was the one signing the

929
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:11,320
things that meant Ben's house. 
Anytime she sent stuff over 

930
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:12,680
there, he was the one signing 
for it. 

931
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:14,720
And then she figured it out. 
She's like, oh, he's always 

932
00:48:14,720 --> 00:48:16,280
there. 
They dating. 

933
00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:19,880
What is this and same girl? 
That's what I thought. 

934
00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:24,720
They're more gay people. 
I wish, I wish. 

935
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:29,320
OK, so May tells Casol that if 
he can take away someone's 

936
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:33,080
eyesight, then he can help give 
many others a brighter life and 

937
00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:37,080
this is the way he can make 
amends by writing it for the for

938
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:42,120
other people. 
And Casol nods his head and 

939
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:45,400
looks to Ben. 
Ian Pang always looking at Ben, 

940
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:48,320
who are all smiling and very far
away. 

941
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:50,080
It's. 
Basically just. 

942
00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:54,280
A big smile fest, which is a 
nice change for all of them 

943
00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:56,680
because they're usually crying, 
correct? 

944
00:48:57,240 --> 00:49:02,880
Hurting each other drunk, 
breaking the law. 

945
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,280
Yeah, that's nice of the 
wholesome moment between them. 

946
00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:11,160
How you doing with your coffee 
there, Julie? 

947
00:49:11,160 --> 00:49:18,280
All right, all right, all right.
You can probably get through 

948
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:28,320
this planetarium scene. 
Yeah, sorry. 

949
00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:32,040
I think the planetarium scene 
that maybe do shout outs there. 

950
00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:33,720
OK, I have. 
A lot. 

951
00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,440
I have a lot. 
Planetarium scenes. 

952
00:49:35,440 --> 00:49:40,480
No, just wait both. 
There's one inside. 

953
00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:45,720
Yeah, no finish up until them 
going to, you know, authorize 

954
00:49:45,720 --> 00:49:50,400
reward shit or or or yeah, 
however you wanna do it. 

955
00:49:50,400 --> 00:49:52,760
I think this is a good place to 
put the shout outs like in the 

956
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:55,160
planetarium, because we could 
finish those two shadows and 

957
00:49:55,160 --> 00:49:59,480
then stop this and go OK, 
because I have a lot to say 

958
00:49:59,480 --> 00:50:02,560
about the you do, which I'm 
amazed. 

959
00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:05,480
Reward scene. 
Oh, that's right, because you're

960
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,600
comparing it. 
All right of. 

961
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:10,800
Course. 
All right. 

962
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,160
OK, so may. 
And I go back to the 

963
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:20,760
planetarium, but for the first 
time, with no secrets between 

964
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:23,840
them that they know of. 
Yeah, that they know. 

965
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:27,920
And May walks I down memory lane
by showing her exactly where 

966
00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:31,000
they met while I is looking at 
everything, just trying to 

967
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:32,960
remember. 
And I love this because it's 

968
00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,120
like, it's basically this is 
what Jan did with UMM. 

969
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:37,000
She's like, I'm going to take 
you back to the scene of the 

970
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:39,360
crime and see if that sparks 
your memory. 

971
00:50:40,720 --> 00:50:44,280
And I love, I love the scene 
because it makes me laugh every 

972
00:50:44,280 --> 00:50:47,440
time. 
But I wonder if it crossed I's 

973
00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:50,640
mind that this is exactly what 
UMM is feeling like right now. 

974
00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:52,280
No, she's not thinking about UMM
right now. 

975
00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,200
She's with me. 
But it is. 

976
00:50:55,240 --> 00:50:57,560
And this is exactly what OOM is 
going through. 

977
00:50:58,000 --> 00:51:00,280
Only this is more funny than and
low stakes. 

978
00:51:00,320 --> 00:51:02,920
Yes in my mind. 
Compared to what for fucking OOM

979
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:05,640
is going through this is 
hilarious though. 

980
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:08,040
So Mae. 
Explains she came to participate

981
00:51:08,040 --> 00:51:11,640
in a science competition but 
then she was extorted for money 

982
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:15,120
and she grabs her neck neck 
smiling while saying that part 

983
00:51:15,920 --> 00:51:18,160
because that's when that's when 
her knight in shining armor 

984
00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:19,920
showed up. 
She's like, and then somebody 

985
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:21,960
came and saved my ass and 
changed my life. 

986
00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:26,680
What does I say? 
I tilt her head, trying to 

987
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:29,920
remember what May is telling 
her, and May asks if she 

988
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:34,240
remembers anything, and I looks 
a little longer before telling 

989
00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:38,480
May that she only remembers 
fighting with Mint like she. 

990
00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:43,360
Remembers. 
She was wearing Umm's uniform. 

991
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:47,240
Mint noticed the name and then 
bullied UMM afterwards. 

992
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:52,960
OK, so may starts. 
Smiling and is like that's it. 

993
00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:58,760
I can't believe it. 
All right, I would like to point

994
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:03,600
out in this moment that May does
not react to the news, that UMM 

995
00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:06,600
got bullied because of what I 
did. 

996
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:09,880
Yep, because it had. 
Nothing to do with her. 

997
00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:12,560
It had nothing to do with her. 
No umm getting bullied is 

998
00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:15,000
getting in the way of I 
remembering their first meeting.

999
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:19,760
That's what she's mad about. 
I know, but I have to. 

1000
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:23,320
First of all, that is hilarious.
And I didn't catch that until 

1001
00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:26,280
you said it because again, the 
amount of time, the amount of 

1002
00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,920
proof in the show that may 
literally does not care about 

1003
00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:34,600
who is a person is everywhere. 
But to me, this is a tangible 

1004
00:52:34,600 --> 00:52:39,760
proof that this was just another
Tuesday for I like. 

1005
00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:43,480
This was just another Tuesday. 
And the thing that I remember is

1006
00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:44,960
like, think about what she just 
said. 

1007
00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:49,200
She remembers fighting Mint and 
she what What she remembers is 

1008
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:54,040
what happened to OOM, not May. 
So that's revealing about what 

1009
00:52:54,320 --> 00:52:57,040
I's priority was because she 
committed that part to her 

1010
00:52:57,040 --> 00:53:00,560
memory, right? 
So yeah. 

1011
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:04,720
But despite not remembering, I 
do love that as the scene goes 

1012
00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:07,840
on, I does her best to try and 
like, role play what happened 

1013
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:10,520
based on what May told her. 
So this whole scene is really 

1014
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:12,120
funny. 
I clearly does not fucking 

1015
00:53:12,120 --> 00:53:13,760
remember any of those. 
It doesn't remember you. 

1016
00:53:13,760 --> 00:53:15,040
And then she, like, tries to 
role play. 

1017
00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:16,880
It's so fucking funny. 
I love it so much. 

1018
00:53:17,160 --> 00:53:22,120
I such an idiot. 
All right, so I suggest that 

1019
00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:24,160
they should start over properly 
then. 

1020
00:53:24,240 --> 00:53:26,560
And May replies. 
How? 

1021
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:31,000
And. 
I goes on to do one of the 

1022
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,200
cutest things, which is to role 
play a bit and say, are you all 

1023
00:53:34,200 --> 00:53:36,760
right? 
You have to fight from now on. 

1024
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:38,760
Don't let anyone pick on you 
again. 

1025
00:53:39,480 --> 00:53:41,240
Again, she doesn't remember. 
They should. 

1026
00:53:41,240 --> 00:53:47,160
And May says thank you. 
And this is when I reaches out 

1027
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:49,440
her hand to reintroduce herself 
to me. 

1028
00:53:49,560 --> 00:53:52,800
Yeah, I love it. 
And I could have done this from 

1029
00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:56,240
the beginning. 
Instead of telling May she need,

1030
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:59,160
she needs to fight. 
But I know that the part of 

1031
00:53:59,160 --> 00:54:02,760
history like that part, like 
telling May to fight is what 

1032
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,480
changed May and who she is 
today. 

1033
00:54:06,040 --> 00:54:08,720
So she knew to restate that as 
well because she wants this, 

1034
00:54:09,040 --> 00:54:11,680
quote, new meeting to be the 
same. 

1035
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:14,200
Yeah, that's a really good point
because again, I does not 

1036
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:17,240
remember their interaction. 
But she's role-playing what May 

1037
00:54:17,240 --> 00:54:20,800
cares about, which is very 
something she would do. 

1038
00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,000
You know what I mean? 
Yeah. 

1039
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:23,560
Because this isn't about me. 
This is about you. 

1040
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:26,880
Technically, it's about us, but,
you know, I don't remember this.

1041
00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:28,640
So here's the part you care 
about. 

1042
00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:30,880
Here's the part I care about. 
Take my hand. 

1043
00:54:32,520 --> 00:54:35,640
I reintroduces herself as 
herself. 

1044
00:54:35,720 --> 00:54:40,720
I and May does the same after 
grabbing eyes outstretched hand.

1045
00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:47,160
I think it's important that I 
says her full name because 

1046
00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:51,200
again, the misconception was a 
boom in SEMAC and she says I'm I

1047
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:53,720
own in semac. 
So I think that's important that

1048
00:54:53,720 --> 00:54:56,360
she says the full name because 
it like is a full circle 

1049
00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:59,640
clarification on based on the 
first meeting that I doesn't 

1050
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:05,200
remember. 
But yeah, they then stare at 

1051
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:08,040
each other in love. 
Like I was just so happy to have

1052
00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:10,520
me in her life while. 
Mae is so. 

1053
00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:12,840
Glad that she has the person 
she's been thinking. 

1054
00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:15,640
Of since high. 
School and finally gets to share

1055
00:55:15,640 --> 00:55:18,800
this memory with her. 
It's also a full circle thing 

1056
00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:21,640
because like back when they 
first met cuz he had Mae the 

1057
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:24,000
only one that remembers this. 
There was no introduction. 

1058
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:27,960
The only reason that Mae caught 
the name was cuz she like very 

1059
00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:30,760
quickly glanced at the uniform 
and like made you remember her 

1060
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:32,360
mumbling. 
She made the mental note to 

1061
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:34,800
memorize the name, but like, 
they never actually introduced 

1062
00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:38,160
themselves. 
So like, if they had to redo 

1063
00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:41,400
this meeting again, an actual 
introduction with your actual 

1064
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:45,040
name, I think was really a good 
way to like for them to, like, 

1065
00:55:45,040 --> 00:55:47,640
go about executing this. 
And May does the same thing, 

1066
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:48,840
too. 
She doesn't just say her name. 

1067
00:55:48,880 --> 00:55:50,600
She doesn't just say May. 
She says her full name. 

1068
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:52,480
She's like Mehta. 
We like she says her full name. 

1069
00:55:52,480 --> 00:55:54,720
So like, I like that they did 
that. 

1070
00:55:54,720 --> 00:55:58,680
That's a cute little addition. 
Or like, redo of the meeting. 

1071
00:55:58,960 --> 00:56:00,240
I liked it. 
Yeah. 

1072
00:56:00,840 --> 00:56:01,840
That's. 
Yeah, it is. 

1073
00:56:02,720 --> 00:56:04,920
I'm glad that they can finally 
be themselves. 

1074
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:06,560
Also, they are being themselves 
with the other. 

1075
00:56:07,120 --> 00:56:09,800
Not that I wasn't being herself,
she just was wearing a different

1076
00:56:09,800 --> 00:56:11,560
universe. 
She was there fighting bullies 

1077
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:13,720
and throwing boba at people like
she was being herself. 

1078
00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:18,320
Also like how did? 
Mint not go like that clearly is

1079
00:56:18,600 --> 00:56:19,680
I and that. 
Boom. 

1080
00:56:19,880 --> 00:56:22,000
You know what I mean? 
Like how did they they know that

1081
00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:23,880
I is a twin, but you know what I
mean? 

1082
00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:26,640
How would they not like that is 
clearly not a boom. 

1083
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:30,080
Like this is I being a little 
bastard. 

1084
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:36,320
I mean, Mint wasn't that smart. 
Yeah, Mint was from I school. 

1085
00:56:38,240 --> 00:56:40,040
You know what I mean? 
In the uniform, the uniforms 

1086
00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:42,240
they were wearing, there were 
I's classmates or whatever. 

1087
00:56:42,240 --> 00:56:43,440
Yeah. 
You think that you would think 

1088
00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:44,920
they'd be like, that's clearly 
not. 

1089
00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:50,400
That's I as longer than my name.
And it's like they knew that 

1090
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:54,680
Mint was bling. 
Then wouldn't I just bully Mint 

1091
00:56:54,840 --> 00:56:56,080
back? 
Yeah, exactly. 

1092
00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,440
Like that was weird that I 
didn't do that. 

1093
00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:01,960
You can only OK, I'll get into 
it in the novel. 

1094
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:05,560
Like yeah, I admits at one point
that she literally would steal 

1095
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:08,480
Umm's uniform and then go pick 
fights with people. 

1096
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:10,680
So like she literally in the 
novel did that show on purpose 

1097
00:57:10,760 --> 00:57:12,920
as UMM so that she can get out 
of it. 

1098
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:16,080
So like she did this in the 
novel more than once to UMM and 

1099
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:18,040
then UMM would get the 
repercussions of it. 

1100
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:20,720
So I was not a great person on. 
The novel either. 

1101
00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:26,200
So I think maybe GMMTV just kind
of did a play on that here and 

1102
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:28,440
we're like, we're going to limit
this to once and make it a 

1103
00:57:28,440 --> 00:57:32,080
really pivotal event versus. 
That's the thing I did as a 

1104
00:57:32,480 --> 00:57:36,520
fucking hooligan teenager was 
get her sister in trouble. 

1105
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,160
That's probably the idea. 
Yeah. 

1106
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:40,840
It was basically like I says it 
in the novel that like, that was

1107
00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:42,840
her cry for help because she's 
like, that's the only way our 

1108
00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:44,720
parents would pay attention to 
me is if I would, like, start 

1109
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:46,640
fights at school because like, 
remember, the parents aren't 

1110
00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:48,040
dead in the. 
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, 

1111
00:57:48,440 --> 00:57:50,880
yeah. 
And Uma is the good girl, 

1112
00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:53,000
bringing home like science 
awards and shit. 

1113
00:57:53,000 --> 00:57:56,200
So, you know, I'm kind of OK 
with them killing off the 

1114
00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:58,080
parents. 
Why? 

1115
00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:00,400
Because like if we would, I'm 
just. 

1116
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:02,760
Got the meemaw stuff. 
Yeah, but I just like if we 

1117
00:58:02,760 --> 00:58:05,440
would have gotten more parents 
who like ignored the child. 

1118
00:58:05,440 --> 00:58:08,400
It wasn't an ignoring thing. 
It was like it was I was jealous

1119
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:11,240
of it wasn't a thing. 
So I was like, that's how I that

1120
00:58:11,240 --> 00:58:15,120
was her like attention seeking 
behavior because they because 

1121
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:17,440
room was the golden child in her
brain. 

1122
00:58:18,360 --> 00:58:21,840
It wasn't ignoring that was I's 
perception of the situation as a

1123
00:58:21,840 --> 00:58:23,800
child. 
The same way where she's like 

1124
00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:25,640
Meemaw doesn't love me. 
No, she does. 

1125
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:28,640
It was just that was I's 
perception as a child based on 

1126
00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:31,520
like what she was noticing. 
So yeah, it wasn't the parents 

1127
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:33,600
are like barely in it and 
they're not bad parents. 

1128
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:36,320
Like it was just the twins had a
rift. 

1129
00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:39,760
No, that was it. 
Yeah, that's fair. 

1130
00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:41,840
OK. 
I think it makes sense from a 

1131
00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:46,280
casting perspective to be like, 
we only have to cast and pay 1 

1132
00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:50,800
actor versus 2 to kill them all 
and be like, for many reasons, 

1133
00:58:50,800 --> 00:58:52,960
here's a grandma. 
We don't have to develop 2 

1134
00:58:52,960 --> 00:58:54,400
characters. 
No, they should. 

1135
00:58:54,400 --> 00:58:57,600
They did pay 2 actors to be the 
parents, but like, for a scene. 

1136
00:58:57,600 --> 00:59:00,640
And then they're like, we need 
head shots for the funeral and 

1137
00:59:00,640 --> 00:59:05,000
get out of here and your job is 
done and you're done. 

1138
00:59:05,360 --> 00:59:12,000
Meanwhile, get in here. 
Yeah, so from here, May and I 

1139
00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:20,240
head inside the planetarium and 
I says that then and now are so 

1140
00:59:20,240 --> 00:59:22,680
different. 
But May tells her that it isn't 

1141
00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:23,280
to. 
Her. 

1142
00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:28,680
Because this day is just as 
magical for May, and she tells I

1143
00:59:29,120 --> 00:59:31,160
that it warms her heart every 
time. 

1144
00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:37,760
Yeah, and then I get super 
thirsty and tells me that her 

1145
00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:40,520
novel is about to be published 
and she has a mock. 

1146
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:42,480
Up of it in hand. 
Right now. 

1147
00:59:43,480 --> 00:59:46,720
Yep, because she's more than 
ready for her epic reward. 

1148
00:59:46,720 --> 00:59:49,080
She wants her reward. 
Yeah, that was some thirstiness 

1149
00:59:49,080 --> 00:59:50,760
on display for mine. 
That was ridiculous. 

1150
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:54,760
And May mentions that she hasn't
given I her reward yet, right? 

1151
00:59:54,760 --> 00:59:58,800
Which I beg to differ because I 
think they are forgetting the 

1152
00:59:58,800 --> 01:00:02,280
campervan thing, but OK. 
No, I think that again the 

1153
01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:05,720
reward shit in. 
The series gets weird because 

1154
01:00:05,720 --> 01:00:10,240
the again, the original reward 
was a kiss and then it off 

1155
01:00:10,240 --> 01:00:13,920
screen changes into sex and then
like if you think about the 

1156
01:00:13,920 --> 01:00:17,440
camper van scene, that was I 
rewarding May. 

1157
01:00:17,520 --> 01:00:19,960
So the may did not reciprocate 
the reward back. 

1158
01:00:19,960 --> 01:00:22,200
That's where ice thirstiness is 
coming from. 

1159
01:00:22,200 --> 01:00:24,120
So like that's a difference 
between the scenes. 

1160
01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:26,480
This is may rewarding. 
I other way around. 

1161
01:00:26,480 --> 01:00:30,120
Got it Something I yeah, so like
something I like about this 

1162
01:00:30,120 --> 01:00:33,080
moment though, like the fact 
that they, they first of all, 

1163
01:00:33,080 --> 01:00:37,080
they, they go to their meeting 
spot cuz Mai's like do you 

1164
01:00:37,080 --> 01:00:38,920
remember? 
I and I like literally no. 

1165
01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:41,760
But then I like that they go 
inside the planetarium, which is

1166
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:45,680
where they are now because it's 
like kind of like their, their 

1167
01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:49,040
first date in a way if they're 
restarting right And their first

1168
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:53,360
date when I was like cosplaying,
she also took her to the 

1169
01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:55,000
planetarium. 
So it's, it's cute that they're 

1170
01:00:55,000 --> 01:00:58,600
kind of like restarting in kind 
of, and they're kind of going 

1171
01:00:58,600 --> 01:01:01,720
along a similar trajectory. 
They naturally went along like 

1172
01:01:02,000 --> 01:01:04,480
at the at the beginning, even 
though like I was cosplaying her

1173
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:07,360
sister and like last. 
And it's cute that they went 

1174
01:01:07,360 --> 01:01:10,160
here too, because like last time
they did both have fun here. 

1175
01:01:10,160 --> 01:01:12,480
I mean, I was dealing with the 
fact that like, oh shit, I have 

1176
01:01:12,480 --> 01:01:15,920
feelings and I she thinks I'm 
umm, but like still like it's 

1177
01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:17,880
cute that they, they went and 
did this again because they 

1178
01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:20,320
genuinely had this in common, 
like having fun at the 

1179
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:22,240
planetarium. 
So I like that they, they did 

1180
01:01:22,240 --> 01:01:24,040
that. 
Yeah, I know. 

1181
01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:26,960
That was a cute idea. 
Yeah. 

1182
01:01:29,120 --> 01:01:30,880
All right, so they're just being
cute. 

1183
01:01:32,160 --> 01:01:35,440
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1184
01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:38,680
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1185
01:01:38,680 --> 01:01:40,640
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1186
01:01:40,960 --> 01:01:44,800
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01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:48,360
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1195
01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:17,160
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1196
01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:21,080
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1197
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:23,320
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1198
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1199
01:02:25,800 --> 01:02:28,360
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01:02:28,480 --> 01:02:32,880
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01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:35,720
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1204
01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:43,960
We do. 
OK, so then after this we 

1205
01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:46,640
transition to the scene that I's
been waiting for. 

1206
01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:50,720
And honestly, I just have to 
say, before we even get into 

1207
01:02:50,720 --> 01:02:55,680
this, it's really fucked up that
this happened behind Oom's back.

1208
01:02:56,400 --> 01:02:58,120
It is. 
You know what I mean? 

1209
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:01,000
Like I don't understand why 
these two can't just get 

1210
01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:03,560
together without nefarious shit 
happening in the background. 

1211
01:03:03,600 --> 01:03:07,400
Yeah, cuz like. 
To them now, UMM still thinks 

1212
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:10,560
that she's with me. 
In fact they side pieced UMM 

1213
01:03:10,560 --> 01:03:12,800
without UMM now I guess although
UMM doesn't know. 

1214
01:03:14,600 --> 01:03:18,120
Yeah no actively they have 
agreed that Mei will actively 

1215
01:03:18,120 --> 01:03:24,400
date UMM in public and then 
they're doing this in private, 

1216
01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:26,880
which is very fucked up 
honestly, cuz they're like yeah 

1217
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:29,800
no we'll wait till loom gets 
better and then immediately like

1218
01:03:29,880 --> 01:03:32,720
this is what I mean about I I 
sets all these rules and then 

1219
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:35,360
breaks them immediately and it's
like girl, why set the rule? 

1220
01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:39,720
Why has good intentions but poor
execution. 

1221
01:03:39,760 --> 01:03:43,080
I guess just her being a bad 
spot and made us not care 

1222
01:03:43,080 --> 01:03:44,880
because it benefits her at the 
scene. 

1223
01:03:46,880 --> 01:03:47,960
OK. 
All right. 

1224
01:03:47,960 --> 01:03:52,720
So couple things about this, 
this particular scene with them.

1225
01:03:52,720 --> 01:03:58,160
So I do like how this scene with
them is shot in comparison to 

1226
01:03:58,200 --> 01:04:03,560
the scene in the campervan. 
So in this scene, they're in 

1227
01:04:03,560 --> 01:04:08,080
May's room, which is a much 
bigger space than the camper 

1228
01:04:08,080 --> 01:04:11,640
van, right? 
So like the camper van was like 

1229
01:04:11,640 --> 01:04:15,720
this tiny, cozy little space, 
right? 

1230
01:04:15,720 --> 01:04:18,560
Whereas this is a mansion, but 
we're in May's room. 

1231
01:04:18,560 --> 01:04:21,480
So it's a big, big room. 
And I think that choreography 

1232
01:04:21,480 --> 01:04:24,760
wise, they took advantage of the
fact that like they are in a 

1233
01:04:24,760 --> 01:04:28,320
bigger space with more room for 
people to move about. 

1234
01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:32,080
Right. 
So in the beginning, when this 

1235
01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:35,400
starts, we get this like aerial 
shot from the chandelier in Maze

1236
01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:36,640
room. 
Just looks to be like maze 

1237
01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:37,920
wealthy. 
Don't forget that. 

1238
01:04:37,920 --> 01:04:42,000
And then we like drone in on 
basically the two of them like 

1239
01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:45,760
aggressively making out, right, 
because like they have the space

1240
01:04:45,760 --> 01:04:49,440
to do that in this area that 
they're located in. 

1241
01:04:49,640 --> 01:04:53,040
You know whose view this is? 
The cockroaches. 

1242
01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:56,560
The cockroach that never left. 
Yeah, Honestly, that tracks. 

1243
01:04:56,840 --> 01:04:58,360
It was chilling on the 
chandelier. 

1244
01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:00,720
And then they came in and it was
like, I got to get out of here. 

1245
01:05:00,720 --> 01:05:05,760
Yeah, that that honestly tracks.
OK, so like, again, this, the 

1246
01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:07,640
beginning of this is there's a 
lot of movement. 

1247
01:05:07,640 --> 01:05:11,640
And I think that fits the scene 
really well because if you were 

1248
01:05:11,640 --> 01:05:16,000
to compare this scene with the 
camper scene, like the camper 

1249
01:05:16,000 --> 01:05:18,840
scene was like a first time 
situation. 

1250
01:05:18,840 --> 01:05:21,800
And I was in charge of that 
interaction, right? 

1251
01:05:21,800 --> 01:05:24,840
She's the one that brought them 
there, set up the bunting flags,

1252
01:05:24,840 --> 01:05:26,760
did a million different things, 
right? 

1253
01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:29,920
She was she she was in charge of
that whole interaction, right? 

1254
01:05:29,920 --> 01:05:34,240
Because the purpose of that was 
to show eyes devotion to May. 

1255
01:05:34,280 --> 01:05:38,960
And it was all about I taking 
care of May, like in every kind 

1256
01:05:38,960 --> 01:05:43,160
of aspect of that, right? 
The scene was a very vulnerable 

1257
01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:49,680
1 coming from I specifically, 
it's about I doing actions that 

1258
01:05:49,680 --> 01:05:51,520
show her love because that's her
love language. 

1259
01:05:51,560 --> 01:05:55,720
And then the camper scene in 
particular, which again, it was 

1260
01:05:55,720 --> 01:05:58,800
a smaller space. 
It's about like warmth, comfort,

1261
01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:01,320
that kind of stuff. 
It's very I wound, if you will. 

1262
01:06:02,680 --> 01:06:05,680
This scene is not about that. 
That is not the tone of this 

1263
01:06:05,680 --> 01:06:08,480
scene. 
This scene is about eyes reward,

1264
01:06:08,480 --> 01:06:11,360
right, because that was the that
was the lead up to this. 

1265
01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:13,760
It was like I was like, by the 
way, my novel's done. 

1266
01:06:13,760 --> 01:06:15,840
May you're going to you owe me 
something. 

1267
01:06:16,360 --> 01:06:20,080
OK, because as we know, eyes 
have been fixated on this thing 

1268
01:06:20,080 --> 01:06:22,560
for like weeks, months. 
She wrote the fucking novel. 

1269
01:06:22,560 --> 01:06:24,960
It's getting published. 
Like she was like really thirsty

1270
01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:29,000
about this thing, right. 
So this scene in particular is 

1271
01:06:29,000 --> 01:06:36,160
more about passion, not like 
connection, warmth, that kind of

1272
01:06:36,160 --> 01:06:37,760
shit. 
So I think that like the 

1273
01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:40,960
choreography here makes sense 
where it's very kinetic because 

1274
01:06:40,960 --> 01:06:44,640
it's conveying that message. 
And if you when we like zoom in 

1275
01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:48,760
closer, like there's also this 
element of like desperation 

1276
01:06:48,760 --> 01:06:51,600
happening in the scene that 
didn't happen in the campervan 

1277
01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:55,760
scene because both of them, to 
your point, they're just, they 

1278
01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:58,080
are themselves. 
They have properly introduced 

1279
01:06:58,080 --> 01:07:00,600
themselves. 
There is no like shadow of OOM, 

1280
01:07:00,680 --> 01:07:03,160
right? 
There is, but nobody cares about

1281
01:07:03,160 --> 01:07:05,640
OOM anymore. 
And it's like they're they're 

1282
01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:09,240
just being themselves, right? 
So it's like a maximum 

1283
01:07:09,240 --> 01:07:13,400
vulnerability situation in terms
of like, this is me, this is you

1284
01:07:13,400 --> 01:07:17,640
kind of thing. 
And to go back to the 

1285
01:07:17,640 --> 01:07:19,640
desperation. 
So like, as I mentioned and as 

1286
01:07:19,640 --> 01:07:23,120
we all know, I has been craving 
this moment from with May since 

1287
01:07:23,120 --> 01:07:25,440
she first kissed her. 
Like that was, let's be honest, 

1288
01:07:25,440 --> 01:07:26,560
OK? 
That's what this has been about 

1289
01:07:26,560 --> 01:07:29,680
the whole show. 
And then May has also been dying

1290
01:07:29,680 --> 01:07:32,840
to be in this situation as well 
because like she's been fixated 

1291
01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:36,480
on I for 84 years, right? 
So like there is an element of 

1292
01:07:36,480 --> 01:07:39,760
like finally this is happening 
situation. 

1293
01:07:39,960 --> 01:07:42,840
So like, hence like when we like
continue with this, there's like

1294
01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:46,240
a frantic way they're like 
gripping each other and things 

1295
01:07:46,240 --> 01:07:49,000
like that. 
And like they're in a big hurry 

1296
01:07:49,000 --> 01:07:50,960
to like remove clothing and all 
that kind of stuff. 

1297
01:07:50,960 --> 01:07:53,560
So it's again, it like fits the 
tone and like the message of 

1298
01:07:53,560 --> 01:07:55,680
like what they're trying to 
convey with this, with this 

1299
01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:58,560
scene. 
And in the scene, everybody wins

1300
01:07:58,760 --> 01:08:01,120
except UMM. 
Umm always loses. 

1301
01:08:02,600 --> 01:08:04,920
Umm will always lose until she 
meets officer. 

1302
01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:08,720
Hottie. 
Yes, then the then things will 

1303
01:08:08,720 --> 01:08:10,720
get better. 
But that happens on off screen 

1304
01:08:10,720 --> 01:08:12,920
unfortunately. 
Watch there Be so many. 

1305
01:08:12,920 --> 01:08:16,399
Plot holes in I's book because 
she was just rushing to get this

1306
01:08:16,399 --> 01:08:18,560
reward. 
Plot holes? 

1307
01:08:20,800 --> 01:08:24,000
Oh you mean like her journal 
really only has like 3 memories 

1308
01:08:24,000 --> 01:08:26,680
in it? 
In the I's book. 

1309
01:08:26,680 --> 01:08:31,439
Yeah, in the journal. 
Oh, in her actual. 

1310
01:08:31,479 --> 01:08:34,520
Yeah, her actual novel that she 
had to finish to get this 

1311
01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:39,520
reward, Well, it got published. 
So like, the publisher must have

1312
01:08:39,520 --> 01:08:42,840
been into the plot holes. 
Some books that are questionable

1313
01:08:42,840 --> 01:08:45,040
get published. 
That is, those are facts you're 

1314
01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:47,760
stating, especially romance 
books and may could have had a 

1315
01:08:47,760 --> 01:08:49,240
hand in getting. 
That is true. 

1316
01:08:49,439 --> 01:08:51,880
That is true. 
There's a mysterious publisher 

1317
01:08:51,880 --> 01:08:54,880
called metowee.publishing.com or
some shit. 

1318
01:08:54,880 --> 01:08:59,560
Yeah, we don't get the full 
facts. 

1319
01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:01,479
No, you're you're right. 
We don't know who the hell 

1320
01:09:01,479 --> 01:09:03,600
published this book. 
It could be you could be May 

1321
01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:06,600
through Todd financing all these
novels that you're not wrong 

1322
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:08,240
because then she buys like 10 of
them at the end. 

1323
01:09:08,240 --> 01:09:11,760
So, you know, right. 
I couldn't be surprised really. 

1324
01:09:11,760 --> 01:09:13,640
She bought all of them. 
It's May. 

1325
01:09:13,720 --> 01:09:16,000
Yeah. 
Because May also wanted to get 

1326
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:20,520
to the reward situation. 
OK, so anyway, all of that is 

1327
01:09:20,520 --> 01:09:23,399
like, OK, so then all that 
kinetic energy and stuff is like

1328
01:09:23,399 --> 01:09:26,920
the and frenzies like the lead 
up, OK. 

1329
01:09:27,200 --> 01:09:31,880
And it's really just like the 
making out copper feel in your 

1330
01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:34,720
pants and bra. 
Shit happens at the beginning of

1331
01:09:34,720 --> 01:09:36,640
this. 
But then like they switch the 

1332
01:09:36,640 --> 01:09:40,840
tone again because it's not just
this like carnal situation, like

1333
01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:42,479
there's more to their 
relationship. 

1334
01:09:42,520 --> 01:09:45,439
They've been on a journey, as we
all know. 

1335
01:09:46,120 --> 01:09:48,920
OK, so yeah, things are really, 
there's a lot of movement in the

1336
01:09:48,920 --> 01:09:50,840
choreography. 
And then when they get to the 

1337
01:09:50,840 --> 01:09:53,319
bed situation, that's when 
everything slows down. 

1338
01:09:53,319 --> 01:09:56,080
Like they literally slow it down
and they're in slow motion for a

1339
01:09:56,080 --> 01:09:58,400
bit. 
And it's, I don't think it's 

1340
01:09:58,400 --> 01:09:59,280
random. 
I think that's a good 

1341
01:09:59,280 --> 01:10:03,200
storytelling choice because 
like, there's a desperation to 

1342
01:10:03,200 --> 01:10:05,920
get to the moment, but then once
they get to the moment, it's 

1343
01:10:05,920 --> 01:10:09,680
like they're present. 
I think it's trying to show that

1344
01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:13,080
like the, the characters are 
like present in the moment. 

1345
01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:16,520
We're witnessing this thing 
becoming a core memory between 

1346
01:10:16,520 --> 01:10:18,280
the two of them. 
So I think that's why we get 

1347
01:10:18,280 --> 01:10:21,600
into a like a slow motion 
situation because like it's, it 

1348
01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:26,960
like forces you as the viewer to
like slow down also and be like,

1349
01:10:26,960 --> 01:10:29,480
Oh yeah, no, there's a 
connection happening here too. 

1350
01:10:29,480 --> 01:10:32,480
It's not just this like give me 
my reward right now, kind of 

1351
01:10:32,480 --> 01:10:35,520
like transactional thing that's 
happening because it sounds 

1352
01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:38,120
transactional in the dialogue 
leading up to this. 

1353
01:10:38,120 --> 01:10:38,880
If that makes. 
Sense. 

1354
01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:42,680
And it's definitely not 
transactional because like, 

1355
01:10:42,680 --> 01:10:45,200
we've been following these two 
idiots for a very, very long 

1356
01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:46,240
time. 
They don't really have a 

1357
01:10:46,240 --> 01:10:50,080
transactional relationship with 
each other really at all. 

1358
01:10:50,800 --> 01:10:52,240
When you said? 
Core memory. 

1359
01:10:52,240 --> 01:10:56,600
It made me think of Inside Out. 
And I'm just I'm picturing this 

1360
01:10:56,600 --> 01:10:59,760
like this is one of their lands 
in their brain. 

1361
01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:02,360
Like this is a huge landmark, 
right? 

1362
01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:04,440
Yeah. 
No, I think it is like, I think 

1363
01:11:04,440 --> 01:11:06,560
that's that's what this is 
signifying because, you know, 

1364
01:11:06,560 --> 01:11:09,600
this memory, this episode's a 
lot about memory and how kind of

1365
01:11:09,600 --> 01:11:13,640
like memory works. 
So like, here's another instance

1366
01:11:13,640 --> 01:11:15,800
of that kind of happening. 
All right, So let me transition 

1367
01:11:15,800 --> 01:11:17,640
to like the core memory 
situation. 

1368
01:11:17,640 --> 01:11:20,640
And we get may giving either a 
big reward or whatever. 

1369
01:11:20,640 --> 01:11:23,000
And then we start getting those 
like red, white and royal blue 

1370
01:11:23,000 --> 01:11:26,280
tight shots, which is what I 
kind of call these like intimate

1371
01:11:26,520 --> 01:11:30,400
like scenes where they kind of 
like close up on like body parts

1372
01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:33,760
to kind of like tell a story. 
Because the first time I really 

1373
01:11:33,760 --> 01:11:35,680
saw that done well was in that 
movie. 

1374
01:11:36,200 --> 01:11:39,280
And I think that that is my 
personal favorite choice for 

1375
01:11:39,280 --> 01:11:42,680
doing intimate scenes because 
it's a good way to depict like a

1376
01:11:42,680 --> 01:11:47,960
timeline without it being 
gratuitous or like out of 

1377
01:11:47,960 --> 01:11:52,200
context because you'd still get 
like the emotions happening with

1378
01:11:52,200 --> 01:11:53,880
it as well. 
And I think that's a good choice

1379
01:11:53,880 --> 01:11:57,800
for these kinds of scenes. 
And this one is more like not 

1380
01:11:57,800 --> 01:12:02,600
explicit, but it's more, I don't
know, to describe it compared to

1381
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:04,640
like the camper scene. 
There's like more of that 

1382
01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:07,760
storytelling happening in this 
scene compared to like the 

1383
01:12:07,760 --> 01:12:10,760
camper scene. 
Like the camper scene had some 

1384
01:12:10,760 --> 01:12:12,200
of that red, white and blue, 
blue, blue stuff. 

1385
01:12:12,200 --> 01:12:15,000
But it wasn't, it was wasn't as 
long of a scene as this one is. 

1386
01:12:15,240 --> 01:12:16,400
Because that makes sense. 
Yeah. 

1387
01:12:17,960 --> 01:12:20,840
It's like. 
More intimate in a way because 

1388
01:12:20,840 --> 01:12:23,920
it's prolonged. 
I guess there was like more of a

1389
01:12:23,920 --> 01:12:28,200
lead up to this for everybody 
because like everybody knew this

1390
01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:30,560
particular scene was going to 
happen, like the characters 

1391
01:12:30,560 --> 01:12:32,920
versus like the camper scene, 
only I knew that was going to 

1392
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:34,840
happen. 
So like me like it was a little 

1393
01:12:34,840 --> 01:12:37,280
bit different. 
All right. 

1394
01:12:37,320 --> 01:12:40,640
Anyway, another series that 
actually does this really well 

1395
01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:44,080
with the tight shots is 
Clarabelle. 

1396
01:12:44,200 --> 01:12:46,600
So I might start calling them 
the Clarabelle shots because 

1397
01:12:46,600 --> 01:12:49,360
that would make it makes more 
sense in the context of the 

1398
01:12:49,360 --> 01:12:52,680
genre of media we're talking 
about it talking about versus 

1399
01:12:52,680 --> 01:12:54,800
red white, red white blue is a 
great movie. 

1400
01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:56,760
By the way, I think Dickinson 
also did it. 

1401
01:12:56,840 --> 01:12:58,360
He like ROM coms. 
Go check that out. 

1402
01:12:58,600 --> 01:13:01,520
Dickinson didn't have as many 
scenes like this, but like 

1403
01:13:01,600 --> 01:13:03,520
there's that one in the scene 
they did. 

1404
01:13:03,520 --> 01:13:05,960
They did the red, white and red 
blue shots, but we're I'm going 

1405
01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:08,800
to call them the Clarabel shots 
in Girl Loves because Clarabel 

1406
01:13:10,040 --> 01:13:11,680
nailed all of their 
cinematography. 

1407
01:13:11,840 --> 01:13:13,640
Yes, they did. 
And by the way, this is a really

1408
01:13:13,640 --> 01:13:16,360
good time to just announce that 
we will be deep diving into 

1409
01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:18,000
Clarabelle after we finish 
Pluto. 

1410
01:13:18,000 --> 01:13:20,960
So if you haven't watched 
Clarabelle, you should go watch 

1411
01:13:20,960 --> 01:13:24,160
that so you can follow the 
journey as we talk about that 

1412
01:13:24,160 --> 01:13:27,760
next. 
You know, first to find out. 

1413
01:13:28,080 --> 01:13:30,000
Yeah, you heard it here first, 
folks. 

1414
01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:32,880
All right, anyway, back to the 
scene. 

1415
01:13:32,880 --> 01:13:39,240
So unlike the scene in the 
camper, like I kind of talked 

1416
01:13:39,240 --> 01:13:42,840
about like the body language 
situation in that scene and how 

1417
01:13:42,840 --> 01:13:45,040
that was kind of like part of 
the storytelling. 

1418
01:13:45,040 --> 01:13:47,400
So like in the camper scene, 
like again, that was 

1419
01:13:48,120 --> 01:13:50,280
orchestrated by I, I did all of 
that, right? 

1420
01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:54,080
And it was like, so I's body 
language in the campervan scene 

1421
01:13:54,080 --> 01:13:59,400
was very much like a protective,
making you feel comfortable kind

1422
01:13:59,400 --> 01:14:02,800
of situation. 
Cuz like, I didn't think make it

1423
01:14:02,800 --> 01:14:04,560
see. 
First of all. 

1424
01:14:05,720 --> 01:14:07,600
That made her more vulnerable in
that scene. 

1425
01:14:07,600 --> 01:14:12,240
There was that I was under the 
impression still not a fan of 

1426
01:14:12,240 --> 01:14:13,720
that. 
But you know, whatever was blind

1427
01:14:13,720 --> 01:14:16,000
at the time, which is so fucked 
up. 

1428
01:14:17,160 --> 01:14:20,840
But also it was like we're doing
we're both doing this for the 

1429
01:14:20,880 --> 01:14:24,120
because like, I never had a 
relationship, even in the novel,

1430
01:14:24,120 --> 01:14:26,400
I never had a relationship with 
a woman before she meets Mae. 

1431
01:14:26,640 --> 01:14:30,040
So like it's a it's a moment of 
first for kind of everybody. 

1432
01:14:31,680 --> 01:14:33,720
And also there's an element of 
she's blind. 

1433
01:14:33,720 --> 01:14:36,040
So I have to be like extra 
attentive and that kind of 

1434
01:14:36,040 --> 01:14:39,240
stuff. 
Which fuck you May in that 

1435
01:14:39,240 --> 01:14:41,320
scene. 
But anyway, it worked out. 

1436
01:14:41,840 --> 01:14:46,360
So I say that to set up the 
scene here because this scene is

1437
01:14:47,320 --> 01:14:51,120
May rewarding I for something 
that I did to get here, right. 

1438
01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:54,680
And if you watch May in this 
scene, May's body language does 

1439
01:14:54,680 --> 01:14:58,240
not read the same as eyes. 
Like you don't get that. 

1440
01:14:58,240 --> 01:15:00,600
Like I'm here to comfort you 
situation. 

1441
01:15:00,600 --> 01:15:03,080
I'm here to like protect you and
make you. 

1442
01:15:03,080 --> 01:15:05,480
No, no, no. 
May's body language in this 

1443
01:15:05,480 --> 01:15:09,800
section in this situation reads 
as possessive, which makes sense

1444
01:15:09,800 --> 01:15:14,040
for May because if you kind of 
it's really not surprising. 

1445
01:15:14,040 --> 01:15:16,880
It's more like May is claiming I
that's like the language I'm 

1446
01:15:16,880 --> 01:15:22,360
getting off of her because like 
again, like that was May's 

1447
01:15:22,360 --> 01:15:25,800
motivation really the first time
she kissed I because she admits 

1448
01:15:25,800 --> 01:15:27,320
it. 
She's like, listen, the only way

1449
01:15:27,320 --> 01:15:30,200
I could get you to never leave 
me and to love me more than 

1450
01:15:30,200 --> 01:15:33,440
anyone else was that I had to 
kiss you senseless. 

1451
01:15:33,440 --> 01:15:36,000
Then it worked, right? 
Because like again, that worked.

1452
01:15:36,200 --> 01:15:39,080
That was the motivation. 
The motivation wasn't I wanted 

1453
01:15:39,080 --> 01:15:40,560
to show you how much I loved 
you. 

1454
01:15:40,560 --> 01:15:43,000
It was like, no, no, no, I 
needed you to understand. 

1455
01:15:43,080 --> 01:15:44,880
I needed you to love me back, 
right? 

1456
01:15:44,920 --> 01:15:47,240
It was like I wanted to make you
mind situation. 

1457
01:15:47,240 --> 01:15:50,320
So like that's Mae's headspace 
like all the time, right? 

1458
01:15:50,320 --> 01:15:54,120
Because she's very competitive. 
She wants to win things because 

1459
01:15:54,120 --> 01:15:56,880
she's self motivated. 
It's not really because like in 

1460
01:15:56,880 --> 01:15:59,240
the campervan, what was was that
eyes motivation? 

1461
01:15:59,400 --> 01:16:02,320
No, eyes motivation is I want 
Mae to be happy. 

1462
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:03,800
It was about the other person 
for me. 

1463
01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:05,400
It's always about her winning 
shit. 

1464
01:16:06,160 --> 01:16:08,880
So that's what I mean here. 
This like Mae's body language is

1465
01:16:08,880 --> 01:16:12,000
more like, yes, I'm winning, not
like she's happy. 

1466
01:16:12,000 --> 01:16:18,080
Like it's very different because
there's moments like this, the 

1467
01:16:18,080 --> 01:16:20,480
one that's happening right now 
where like things are going 

1468
01:16:20,480 --> 01:16:22,240
well, eyes having a grand old 
time. 

1469
01:16:22,240 --> 01:16:25,520
And then if you watch Mae, the 
way Mae looks at I, it's more 

1470
01:16:25,520 --> 01:16:28,640
like a possession thing, you 
know what I mean? 

1471
01:16:28,640 --> 01:16:31,640
She's like, yes, I'm doing this,
Mae, she's mine. 

1472
01:16:31,640 --> 01:16:33,840
It's kind of reads that way, 
which is not a bad thing. 

1473
01:16:33,840 --> 01:16:37,080
And I'm not like saying Mae's a 
bad person because of that. 

1474
01:16:37,080 --> 01:16:39,480
There's other reasons. 
I'm not saying she's a bad 

1475
01:16:39,480 --> 01:16:40,200
person. 
Because of that. 

1476
01:16:40,480 --> 01:16:44,600
I'm just saying the way she 
approached the sex scene was 

1477
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:47,800
very different than the way I 
approaches it because they're 

1478
01:16:47,800 --> 01:16:49,880
different people with different 
head spaces and different 

1479
01:16:49,880 --> 01:16:52,120
priorities. 
And there is different there is 

1480
01:16:52,120 --> 01:16:54,000
a purpose to both of these 
scenes is basically what I'm 

1481
01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:55,200
saying. 
They're very, very different. 

1482
01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:58,320
The tones are different because 
they are in a different place 

1483
01:16:58,320 --> 01:17:01,400
now, like a very like yes, 
they're not in a camper van, 

1484
01:17:01,400 --> 01:17:03,840
they're in maze bedroom. 
But it's a very different, there

1485
01:17:03,840 --> 01:17:09,000
are different head spaces, OK. 
And like to add to the emphasis 

1486
01:17:09,000 --> 01:17:12,680
of like May being like 
possessive and shit like even 

1487
01:17:12,680 --> 01:17:15,280
like what she's doing comes off 
as possessive. 

1488
01:17:15,280 --> 01:17:18,160
There's a lot of like biting and
shit that comes from May and 

1489
01:17:18,160 --> 01:17:22,840
like her like smiling and shit 
like that because like that's 

1490
01:17:22,840 --> 01:17:26,800
May OK. 
It's less cuddly the way I was 

1491
01:17:26,800 --> 01:17:29,200
and it's more like a hungry, 
thirsty bitch, which like good 

1492
01:17:29,200 --> 01:17:31,200
for her, right? 
You know what, good for her. 

1493
01:17:31,200 --> 01:17:33,400
May's waited 84 years for that. 
She can do whatever the hell she

1494
01:17:33,400 --> 01:17:37,800
wants. 
And then one of the last things 

1495
01:17:37,800 --> 01:17:40,520
I kind of wanted to talk about 
that was similar is the 

1496
01:17:40,520 --> 01:17:41,840
appearance of the Pluto 
necklace. 

1497
01:17:41,840 --> 01:17:46,160
Because in the campervan scene, 
that was right before I gave her

1498
01:17:46,160 --> 01:17:48,840
the Pluto necklace. 
And so there were moments in 

1499
01:17:48,840 --> 01:17:53,000
that scene where there was the 
the Pluto necklace was like 

1500
01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:55,160
basically sitting on Mae's like 
neck. 

1501
01:17:55,200 --> 01:17:59,240
And it was like kind of like a 
focal point in the shot in this 

1502
01:17:59,240 --> 01:18:02,440
one because like roles are kind 
of reversed and you have Mae 

1503
01:18:03,600 --> 01:18:05,600
literally as the top in the 
situation. 

1504
01:18:05,600 --> 01:18:09,440
Like the necklace is like 
dangling and there's a couple of

1505
01:18:09,440 --> 01:18:11,440
shots where it's very prominent.
It's like in the middle of the 

1506
01:18:11,440 --> 01:18:13,320
frame again. 
So that's same as the other 

1507
01:18:13,320 --> 01:18:16,600
thing. 
However, it's more like Pluto is

1508
01:18:16,600 --> 01:18:20,200
like, instead of kind of being 
closest to May, it's kind of 

1509
01:18:20,200 --> 01:18:22,600
like hovering between them. 
So there's more of a like 

1510
01:18:22,600 --> 01:18:25,080
they're more connected in this 
scene in a way, if you want to 

1511
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:28,280
go with like the space metaphor 
that's always there and like the

1512
01:18:28,280 --> 01:18:31,480
Pluto being their shared thing. 
So with they're both closer, so 

1513
01:18:31,480 --> 01:18:34,120
they're in each other's orbit. 
I guess you can kind of say to 

1514
01:18:34,120 --> 01:18:38,920
like finish out the Pluto 
orbiting metaphor with these two

1515
01:18:38,920 --> 01:18:44,880
that Chao started. 
So you made the scene even more 

1516
01:18:44,880 --> 01:18:46,400
beautiful. 
Did I? 

1517
01:18:47,760 --> 01:18:49,800
I hope so. 
I mean cuz like these scenes, 

1518
01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:52,560
they don't have many scenes like
this in the show and every time 

1519
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,600
they have one, it's like there's
a reason they're doing it other 

1520
01:18:55,600 --> 01:18:59,080
than to just get people to ship 
actors and like sell shit to 

1521
01:18:59,080 --> 01:19:02,720
you. 
Because they do try to sell shit

1522
01:19:02,720 --> 01:19:04,920
to you. 
Cuz the last thing that that 

1523
01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:09,520
this scene has in common with 
the campervan scene is product 

1524
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:13,520
placement, because we must 
always have product placement. 

1525
01:19:13,720 --> 01:19:16,240
And what's our product placement
scene this time, Caitlin? 

1526
01:19:16,640 --> 01:19:19,840
It's the Pluto candle. 
Yeah. 

1527
01:19:20,040 --> 01:19:24,000
So both scenes end the same way,
which is them going at it with 

1528
01:19:24,000 --> 01:19:28,160
Pluto candles and focus. 
And honestly, these candles are 

1529
01:19:28,160 --> 01:19:30,160
beautiful. 
So I'm not mad about it. 

1530
01:19:30,160 --> 01:19:32,160
I'm not mad at them. 
They're nice little vanilla 

1531
01:19:32,160 --> 01:19:34,880
scented candles. 
You got to, you got to make 

1532
01:19:34,880 --> 01:19:38,120
money somehow. 
And candles appearing in the 

1533
01:19:38,120 --> 01:19:41,600
scene isn't weird. 
If there was like noodles 

1534
01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:43,520
sitting there, that would be 
weird. 

1535
01:19:44,680 --> 01:19:46,080
You know what I mean? 
Yes. 

1536
01:19:46,280 --> 01:19:47,120
No. 
Oh my God. 

1537
01:19:47,120 --> 01:19:48,760
Could you imagine? 
What they're trying to sell 

1538
01:19:48,760 --> 01:19:51,720
noodles in the middle of this. 
They're like, it's like it's you

1539
01:19:51,720 --> 01:19:53,600
know how like, I don't know, an 
old timey movies. 

1540
01:19:53,600 --> 01:19:55,680
I was like, let's have a 
cigarette after sex. 

1541
01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,280
It's like, let's eat noodle. 
You know what I mean? 

1542
01:19:57,280 --> 01:19:58,840
They could, but it would be 
weird. 

1543
01:19:58,840 --> 01:20:01,840
But like they're just they they 
start the noodles and wait for 

1544
01:20:01,840 --> 01:20:04,040
it to be done and like done 
exactly right. 

1545
01:20:04,040 --> 01:20:06,400
So, yeah, that's your 
commercial. 

1546
01:20:06,600 --> 01:20:08,640
No, they're like, God damn, it's
cold now. 

1547
01:20:08,640 --> 01:20:09,920
Your noodles are ready. 
Yeah, I know. 

1548
01:20:09,920 --> 01:20:12,360
That would be insane. 
They could do it. 

1549
01:20:12,920 --> 01:20:16,880
But the candles made more sense.
And also the necklace is another

1550
01:20:17,200 --> 01:20:18,920
thing they were selling at the 
time. 

1551
01:20:19,000 --> 01:20:23,440
But these have these have actual
connections because like these 

1552
01:20:23,440 --> 01:20:26,880
objects were actually used in 
the scene as part of the story 

1553
01:20:27,000 --> 01:20:30,040
because remember, like the 
candles, they're, you know, the 

1554
01:20:30,040 --> 01:20:32,080
scented candles that help may 
navigate. 

1555
01:20:32,800 --> 01:20:36,360
That was like, I brought them to
Karat and that was a big like, 

1556
01:20:36,360 --> 01:20:39,720
oh, she loves me moment. 
So like these props make sense, 

1557
01:20:40,640 --> 01:20:42,640
is what I'm saying. 
Like they did a good job with 

1558
01:20:42,640 --> 01:20:45,960
like product integration into 
the show to sell you shit 

1559
01:20:45,960 --> 01:20:47,720
because then it doesn't feel 
like it's more natural. 

1560
01:20:47,720 --> 01:20:48,560
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

1561
01:20:49,640 --> 01:20:51,160
You know what doesn't make 
sense? 

1562
01:20:51,560 --> 01:20:53,160
The next scene. 
Yes, the next. 

1563
01:20:54,280 --> 01:20:56,920
So next we head to one of the 
craziest scenes. 

1564
01:20:56,920 --> 01:20:58,960
I'm. 
Going to bring up the first 

1565
01:20:59,120 --> 01:21:02,920
opening shot. 
I Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. 

1566
01:21:02,920 --> 01:21:04,720
So, yeah. 
So we're going to get to the 

1567
01:21:04,720 --> 01:21:07,840
throuple that could have been 
but wasn't seen in the 2nd. 

1568
01:21:07,840 --> 01:21:13,800
And my first question is like to
be transitioned away from I in 

1569
01:21:13,800 --> 01:21:18,720
May with the candles to an 
establishing shot of a deck of 

1570
01:21:18,720 --> 01:21:23,320
tarot cards. 
And that is established in the 

1571
01:21:23,320 --> 01:21:25,160
dialogue. 
We are at Officer Hottie's 

1572
01:21:25,160 --> 01:21:28,560
house. 
Why the hell are tarot cards the

1573
01:21:28,600 --> 01:21:31,920
establishing shot when she has 
repeatedly said canonically I 

1574
01:21:31,920 --> 01:21:35,040
don't believe in that shit. 
We're not a Jans Like why? 

1575
01:21:35,040 --> 01:21:37,560
Because the establishing shot. 
They were a gift. 

1576
01:21:37,560 --> 01:21:41,480
From Jan and she's trying to 
convince herself she might have 

1577
01:21:41,480 --> 01:21:44,320
feelings. 
I don't know, I don't know. 

1578
01:21:44,360 --> 01:21:46,720
I mean, a bowl of kanji would 
have made more sense as the 

1579
01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:48,400
establishing. 
I'd be like, we are at Officer 

1580
01:21:48,400 --> 01:21:50,760
Hotties in case you're wanting, 
but it makes it seem like we're 

1581
01:21:50,760 --> 01:21:54,040
at Jans and then establishing 
shot of the uniform folded up. 

1582
01:21:54,640 --> 01:21:56,040
Yeah. 
And then like the dialogue is 

1583
01:21:56,040 --> 01:21:58,120
like, I'm sorry. 
He's like, I called you both 

1584
01:21:58,120 --> 01:21:59,560
here today and I'm like, we are 
not. 

1585
01:21:59,560 --> 01:22:03,880
We are gathered here today to, I
don't know, marry the three of 

1586
01:22:03,880 --> 01:22:05,600
us. 
I guess I don't know what we're 

1587
01:22:05,600 --> 01:22:07,240
doing in this scene. 
I don't know. 

1588
01:22:07,240 --> 01:22:09,760
Let's unpack. 
It shall we I would love to be 

1589
01:22:09,760 --> 01:22:11,800
have been in the writers room 
where they were coming up with 

1590
01:22:11,800 --> 01:22:13,280
this DLA. 
They're like what? 

1591
01:22:13,680 --> 01:22:15,360
How high were the writers when 
they wrote? 

1592
01:22:15,960 --> 01:22:18,200
This is my question. 
I don't know. 

1593
01:22:18,240 --> 01:22:20,920
They're like, we have 10. 
We have 5 minutes to resolve 

1594
01:22:20,920 --> 01:22:22,960
whatever this is. 
What's the quickest way we can 

1595
01:22:22,960 --> 01:22:24,000
do that? 
And they're like, let's get them

1596
01:22:24,000 --> 01:22:26,600
all in A room and just see what 
happens. 

1597
01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:29,320
Just see what happens. 
This wasn't scripted. 

1598
01:22:29,520 --> 01:22:30,920
Yeah, this is just the all the 
actors. 

1599
01:22:30,920 --> 01:22:32,280
All the actors are like, how the
fuck? 

1600
01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:34,920
Why are we in charge of this? 
And they were just sleep 

1601
01:22:34,920 --> 01:22:38,880
deprived and like, I'm tired. 
I'm just gonna make out with 

1602
01:22:38,920 --> 01:22:40,720
you. 
This is a little weird thing 

1603
01:22:40,720 --> 01:22:43,240
anyway, so it could be in the 
scene. 

1604
01:22:43,280 --> 01:22:46,160
Everyone is literally just 
staring at each. 

1605
01:22:46,320 --> 01:22:47,040
Other. 
Like the? 

1606
01:22:47,040 --> 01:22:51,440
Officer Hottie breaks the 
silence by apologizing because 

1607
01:22:51,440 --> 01:22:55,120
she was confused and wanted to 
talk to both of them at once so 

1608
01:22:55,120 --> 01:22:56,760
she called them both to her 
apartment. 

1609
01:22:57,800 --> 01:23:01,400
So like, Officer Hottie is a get
shit done efficiently girl 

1610
01:23:01,560 --> 01:23:05,760
because she wants the true story
and she wants it all in one go. 

1611
01:23:07,120 --> 01:23:09,400
She's not messing around here, 
no. 

1612
01:23:11,280 --> 01:23:13,400
So. 
Officer Hottie directly asked 

1613
01:23:13,400 --> 01:23:20,360
Pang how long she is like Jan. 
And Pang looks to Jan, who is 

1614
01:23:20,360 --> 01:23:24,960
smiling at her and says since 
they broke up. 

1615
01:23:24,960 --> 01:23:27,320
So since Officer Hottie and Pang
has broken up. 

1616
01:23:27,640 --> 01:23:30,160
OK, So at least Pang wasn't like
I was. 

1617
01:23:30,520 --> 01:23:32,080
You were the side piece. 
Yes. 

1618
01:23:32,120 --> 01:23:32,960
Yeah. 
So there's that. 

1619
01:23:32,960 --> 01:23:37,000
Because like, we didn't see Pang
like be like, I need to like, 

1620
01:23:37,200 --> 01:23:39,960
get over. 
I I need to work on my feelings.

1621
01:23:40,680 --> 01:23:42,680
Yeah, she did. 
Approach this in a healthy 

1622
01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:44,520
manner. 
Actually, I just realized by 

1623
01:23:44,520 --> 01:23:47,040
looking at some of these shots, 
this is Jan's place. 

1624
01:23:47,040 --> 01:23:48,720
It is. 
It is Jan's place. 

1625
01:23:48,840 --> 01:23:51,240
So, like, this is weird. 
So I guess the Officer Hottie 

1626
01:23:51,240 --> 01:23:54,480
must have been like, she called.
I Listen, I think, yeah, this is

1627
01:23:54,480 --> 01:23:55,960
weird. 
I think that the whole scene 

1628
01:23:55,960 --> 01:23:58,040
doesn't make sense. 
So like, this also tracks. 

1629
01:23:58,280 --> 01:24:02,080
I think maybe Officer Hottie 
probably contacted Jan and was 

1630
01:24:02,080 --> 01:24:04,640
like, oh, can I see you? 
And then Jan's like, pangs here.

1631
01:24:04,640 --> 01:24:06,400
And then she's like, great, keep
her there. 

1632
01:24:06,400 --> 01:24:09,120
I need to talk to both of you. 
Maybe that's what happened. 

1633
01:24:09,120 --> 01:24:10,520
But like, it's still really. 
Weird. 

1634
01:24:11,720 --> 01:24:13,520
I know. 
It really does it. 

1635
01:24:13,520 --> 01:24:17,360
It reads like Officer Hadi was 
like, meet me here and called 

1636
01:24:17,360 --> 01:24:19,400
them separately. 
And then like Jan and Pang 

1637
01:24:19,400 --> 01:24:21,040
showed up and like, you're here,
why are you here? 

1638
01:24:21,040 --> 01:24:22,800
Like Jan, I'm at your house, 
right? 

1639
01:24:22,800 --> 01:24:25,080
It's very weird. 
Unless, like, unless Officer 

1640
01:24:25,080 --> 01:24:27,720
Hadi contacted Jan, I was like, 
can you get Pang over there? 

1641
01:24:28,440 --> 01:24:30,920
And then Pang didn't know. 
I feel like not everybody knew 

1642
01:24:30,920 --> 01:24:34,280
they were all going to be in 
this room prior to like that. 

1643
01:24:34,280 --> 01:24:35,160
It's very weird. 
Yeah. 

1644
01:24:35,160 --> 01:24:37,800
She must have came over and they
were both there or something 

1645
01:24:37,800 --> 01:24:38,960
like that. 
Had to have happened. 

1646
01:24:38,960 --> 01:24:40,320
Yeah. 
And she kind of showed up. 

1647
01:24:40,320 --> 01:24:43,160
This seems like not everybody 
was on the same page at the 

1648
01:24:43,160 --> 01:24:44,080
start of this. 
That's all. 

1649
01:24:44,080 --> 01:24:46,080
It's very weird. 
But yeah, I think it is Jans. 

1650
01:24:46,080 --> 01:24:47,880
Hence the tarot cards. 
It's still weird. 

1651
01:24:48,120 --> 01:24:49,440
Yeah, it is. 
Anyway, this whole. 

1652
01:24:49,440 --> 01:24:53,000
Scene is weird but I love this 
scene so much at the same time. 

1653
01:24:53,720 --> 01:24:59,000
It's so weird. 
Anyway, anyway, at after, Pang 

1654
01:24:59,000 --> 01:25:05,840
says that she was in love with 
Officer Hottie. 

1655
01:25:05,840 --> 01:25:08,760
After, I mean after after since 
they broke up. 

1656
01:25:08,760 --> 01:25:10,680
Yeah, since they broke up. 
Since they broke up. 

1657
01:25:11,000 --> 01:25:12,760
And so Officer Hottie throws 
her. 

1658
01:25:12,760 --> 01:25:16,560
Eyebrows at the statement and I 
can't tell if it's because she 

1659
01:25:16,560 --> 01:25:20,000
can't believe she has liked her 
for that long or if it was 

1660
01:25:20,000 --> 01:25:22,840
because she didn't break up with
her because she liked Jan 

1661
01:25:22,840 --> 01:25:24,480
already. 
Yeah, that's true. 

1662
01:25:24,920 --> 01:25:27,240
Because she's like, maybe she 
already loves someone else, 

1663
01:25:27,240 --> 01:25:28,560
Right. 
Right. 

1664
01:25:28,560 --> 01:25:31,280
Because, like, Officer Heidi for
a very long time was like, she 

1665
01:25:31,280 --> 01:25:33,840
had to reconcile the fact that 
Pang was being very distant when

1666
01:25:33,840 --> 01:25:37,240
they were together. 
Yeah, Pang was already over it. 

1667
01:25:37,640 --> 01:25:41,120
But then also like, I don't 
know, because Officer Hadi saw. 

1668
01:25:42,840 --> 01:25:44,600
I think you're right. 
I think she was like, I'm kind 

1669
01:25:44,600 --> 01:25:47,440
of surprised by this. 
Maybe because, like, the thing 

1670
01:25:47,440 --> 01:25:51,440
that got Officer Heidi to, like,
get out of denial about this was

1671
01:25:51,440 --> 01:25:55,560
the fact that she saw Pang on 
the webcam, on the home webcam, 

1672
01:25:55,560 --> 01:25:57,280
whatever. 
Being like I'm in love with I. 

1673
01:25:58,160 --> 01:26:02,640
So when would she have had time 
to fall in love with Jan? 

1674
01:26:03,000 --> 01:26:06,400
I guess like if she was into I. 
Also, the way that Pang says 

1675
01:26:06,400 --> 01:26:10,120
this makes it seem like she was 
in love with Jan immediately 

1676
01:26:10,120 --> 01:26:11,840
after that break. 
Yeah, and a lot longer. 

1677
01:26:11,920 --> 01:26:14,160
It just happened, guys. 
Literally just happened. 

1678
01:26:14,160 --> 01:26:14,880
Yeah, I know. 
I know. 

1679
01:26:14,880 --> 01:26:15,920
Like you. 
Guys didn't even know. 

1680
01:26:15,920 --> 01:26:18,600
Each other when you broke up. 
I mean paying took a good amount

1681
01:26:18,600 --> 01:26:21,160
of time to be like I need to be 
by myself and figure my shit 

1682
01:26:21,160 --> 01:26:22,400
out. 
I'm breaking up with. 

1683
01:26:22,400 --> 01:26:24,600
Someone in the writers room 
didn't get. 

1684
01:26:24,600 --> 01:26:27,640
This right, they did some Glee 
shit where they just forgot 

1685
01:26:27,640 --> 01:26:29,640
everything they wrote and then 
wrote this scene. 

1686
01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:33,000
They're like, we had to resolve 
so many plot holes yeah, tired. 

1687
01:26:33,160 --> 01:26:35,320
They're like fuck. 
And it's not like they can 

1688
01:26:35,320 --> 01:26:37,840
literally go back to the source 
material and be like what did 

1689
01:26:37,840 --> 01:26:39,640
Chow do? 
Because Chow didn't even would 

1690
01:26:39,640 --> 01:26:43,720
make them people, so they were 
on their own, is what I'm 

1691
01:26:43,720 --> 01:26:46,480
saying. 
Anyway, so that is the scene, 

1692
01:26:47,760 --> 01:26:51,600
all right? 
Then Pang asked Officer Hadi a 

1693
01:26:51,600 --> 01:26:55,320
similar question, which is if 
she has started liking Jan yet. 

1694
01:26:56,200 --> 01:26:57,800
What a shitty question I have to
ask though. 

1695
01:26:57,800 --> 01:27:00,840
In front of you. 
In front of Jan. 

1696
01:27:00,880 --> 01:27:04,160
We forget Jan's here a lot too. 
You forget everybody's here in 

1697
01:27:04,160 --> 01:27:06,000
this scene. 
It seems crazy. 

1698
01:27:06,920 --> 01:27:10,600
So. 
Officer Hadi looks to Jan, who 

1699
01:27:10,600 --> 01:27:14,680
has an expectant face, but she's
not smiling, and Officer Hadi 

1700
01:27:14,680 --> 01:27:16,880
explains that she feels 
comfortable when she is with 

1701
01:27:16,880 --> 01:27:21,160
Jan, but the memory she has with
Pang are still so vivid. 

1702
01:27:23,760 --> 01:27:27,280
OK, so Officer Hadi continues to
say that when Pang told her she 

1703
01:27:27,280 --> 01:27:30,600
liked Jan, she couldn't help 
wonder why it couldn't be me 

1704
01:27:31,920 --> 01:27:34,360
girl. 
Yeah, and it's just another 

1705
01:27:34,360 --> 01:27:38,040
reason that Officer Hadi and. 
Umm should be together because 

1706
01:27:38,520 --> 01:27:39,440
they can. 
Bond. 

1707
01:27:39,600 --> 01:27:41,600
Over the fact. 
That people they are into are 

1708
01:27:41,600 --> 01:27:43,640
into someone else? 
Yes. 

1709
01:27:44,160 --> 01:27:47,880
Yes, this scene in particular 
had me screaming at the 

1710
01:27:47,880 --> 01:27:51,400
television, honestly when I 
first watched it because I 

1711
01:27:51,400 --> 01:27:54,320
empathize with Officer Hadi in 
this situation, like personally.

1712
01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:56,920
And like also she keeps getting 
Pluto and it just pisses me off 

1713
01:27:56,920 --> 01:27:59,480
like repeatedly. 
So I was mad at the scene when I

1714
01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:01,720
watched it cuz I was like, 
everyone does this shit in front

1715
01:28:01,720 --> 01:28:03,960
of each other and they're like, 
anyway, so it's like really 

1716
01:28:03,960 --> 01:28:05,760
crazy. 
I'm just more mad at the fact 

1717
01:28:05,760 --> 01:28:08,480
that GMO TV made her up and then
Plutoed her, correct. 

1718
01:28:08,480 --> 01:28:10,120
Yeah, I know. 
It's it's really insane. 

1719
01:28:10,760 --> 01:28:14,000
But I will say to your point 
about the umm officer Hadi 

1720
01:28:14,000 --> 01:28:18,360
parallel, I do appreciate the 
overall plot that they give, 

1721
01:28:18,360 --> 01:28:24,080
they gave her in terms of like 
how hard it is to move on from 

1722
01:28:24,080 --> 01:28:26,680
like romantic feelings that 
affect you deeply sometimes, 

1723
01:28:26,680 --> 01:28:28,840
even when the relationship is 
over, like sometimes like that, 

1724
01:28:29,080 --> 01:28:31,880
because emotions are irrational 
and it's like, you can't just be

1725
01:28:31,880 --> 01:28:35,040
like, turn them off, move on. 
Like sometimes they they linger.

1726
01:28:35,040 --> 01:28:40,880
Like grief is like that, you 
know, and clearly in the scene, 

1727
01:28:40,880 --> 01:28:42,840
you can see that like even 
though like officer Hadi was 

1728
01:28:42,840 --> 01:28:45,240
with Jan and felt comfortable 
with Jan, the way Umm felt 

1729
01:28:45,240 --> 01:28:48,920
comfortable with Paul. 
Like she was clearly in her 

1730
01:28:48,920 --> 01:28:52,440
feelings about paying that whole
time, right? 

1731
01:28:52,440 --> 01:28:55,400
And like, I like that the show 
really takes the time to depict 

1732
01:28:55,400 --> 01:28:59,640
how processing those feelings 
even after the relationship ends

1733
01:28:59,640 --> 01:29:01,520
really does vary from person to 
person. 

1734
01:29:01,520 --> 01:29:03,800
Because like in this 
relationship in particular, 

1735
01:29:03,800 --> 01:29:07,400
because then we also get Pang, 
We also got Pang's journey and 

1736
01:29:07,400 --> 01:29:11,040
Pang's journey of processing 
moving on happens very 

1737
01:29:11,040 --> 01:29:12,440
differently. 
But she goes through all those 

1738
01:29:12,440 --> 01:29:14,280
steps, right? 
And we saw her do it. 

1739
01:29:15,040 --> 01:29:17,960
OK, So like the fuck that. 
The the cool thing about Pang is

1740
01:29:17,960 --> 01:29:21,360
Pang like fell out of love with 
Officer Hottie, right? 

1741
01:29:21,360 --> 01:29:23,600
Very. 
And it was slow and it was kind 

1742
01:29:23,600 --> 01:29:26,640
of subtle. 
And then she was like, recognize

1743
01:29:26,640 --> 01:29:29,200
that her her feelings for I like
were there and that kind of 

1744
01:29:29,200 --> 01:29:30,920
stuff. 
And then was like, OK, but I 

1745
01:29:30,920 --> 01:29:34,040
have to get over those feelings 
too that have been fester like 

1746
01:29:34,480 --> 01:29:36,760
for since they were kids. 
And she's like, OK, but I got to

1747
01:29:36,760 --> 01:29:38,880
like turn that off where I lose 
my friend. 

1748
01:29:38,880 --> 01:29:42,040
So like she went off screen and 
did therapy or whatever and then

1749
01:29:42,040 --> 01:29:45,200
got in a better place. 
And then Jan shows up and then 

1750
01:29:45,200 --> 01:29:49,400
she's like, oh, oh, OK. 
And then kind of like moved on. 

1751
01:29:49,400 --> 01:29:50,960
Like she wasn't conscious of the
Jan part. 

1752
01:29:50,960 --> 01:29:52,520
It just like that kind of 
happened, right? 

1753
01:29:52,520 --> 01:29:56,400
But pain was in a place where 
she had kind of like healed. 

1754
01:29:56,400 --> 01:29:58,520
And so she had space for Jan, 
you know what I mean? 

1755
01:29:58,520 --> 01:30:02,440
Like, emotionally speaking, 
Officer Hadi doesn't have space 

1756
01:30:02,440 --> 01:30:05,840
because she that's why that line
of like, anytime I see Pang, the

1757
01:30:05,840 --> 01:30:08,880
feelings come back, meaning 
she's not like emotionally over.

1758
01:30:08,880 --> 01:30:10,480
Yeah. 
She's also had less time to, 

1759
01:30:10,480 --> 01:30:13,960
like, deal with this because 
Pang was, yeah, fell out of 

1760
01:30:13,960 --> 01:30:16,560
processing during relationship. 
Yeah, exactly. 

1761
01:30:16,560 --> 01:30:19,560
And like, Officer Hadi was the 
one that, like, fell harder kind

1762
01:30:19,560 --> 01:30:21,000
of thing. 
And so like, yeah, I was going 

1763
01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:22,560
to take her longer, you know 
what I mean? 

1764
01:30:22,840 --> 01:30:26,040
Same way with like Umman May. 
Let's go back to UMM in May 

1765
01:30:26,040 --> 01:30:31,360
because like May moved on from 
UMM the second she realized. 

1766
01:30:31,360 --> 01:30:34,040
The second she realized UMM 
wasn't her first love like the. 

1767
01:30:34,480 --> 01:30:39,160
Immediately, she moved on. 
Immediately like it like paying.

1768
01:30:39,160 --> 01:30:42,600
You saw her slowly kind of do 
this thing, May It was the 

1769
01:30:42,640 --> 01:30:44,600
instant she was like, you're not
the person. 

1770
01:30:45,080 --> 01:30:45,880
Should be. 
Fair. 

1771
01:30:45,920 --> 01:30:47,280
Like she was like, something's 
wrong. 

1772
01:30:47,280 --> 01:30:49,640
I still don't understand how she
thought something was wrong. 

1773
01:30:49,640 --> 01:30:51,720
No, she was like something's 
wrong. 

1774
01:30:51,720 --> 01:30:54,280
You're not. 
You're being weirdly jealous 

1775
01:30:54,280 --> 01:30:56,520
because she wasn't into the fact
that it was being possessive. 

1776
01:30:56,520 --> 01:31:00,200
And then like she's like is 
insecure and like the person 

1777
01:31:00,200 --> 01:31:02,520
that saved me was very confident
and secure. 

1778
01:31:02,520 --> 01:31:05,000
You know, people have trauma 
later though, and like have 

1779
01:31:05,120 --> 01:31:08,080
changed. 
Like, I really should have 

1780
01:31:08,080 --> 01:31:11,840
tipped May off when she reunites
with adult, umm, and adult she 

1781
01:31:11,840 --> 01:31:14,680
was getting bullied and can't 
get herself out of it. 

1782
01:31:14,680 --> 01:31:18,720
That the that either that's not 
the same person or more 

1783
01:31:18,720 --> 01:31:21,600
statistically speaking, 
something changed since high 

1784
01:31:21,600 --> 01:31:25,240
school. 
Something changed when like real

1785
01:31:25,240 --> 01:31:27,440
life responsibility comes into 
play. 

1786
01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:29,000
Yeah. 
You know, when you're not. 

1787
01:31:29,040 --> 01:31:31,880
Yeah, throwing bull by at people
cuz you're a child with no 

1788
01:31:31,880 --> 01:31:33,520
responsibilities. 
Yeah, there's that. 

1789
01:31:33,520 --> 01:31:36,000
So anyway. 
Anyway. 

1790
01:31:36,800 --> 01:31:38,440
Wait, wait, wait. 
So I just, you know, I want to 

1791
01:31:38,440 --> 01:31:40,640
say that I like that with 
officer Hadi in this, this 

1792
01:31:40,920 --> 01:31:44,720
situationship that we're talking
about here, that like officer 

1793
01:31:44,720 --> 01:31:47,960
Hadi and umm to kind of complete
the story, like they fell the 

1794
01:31:47,960 --> 01:31:50,080
hardest for their partners 
essentially. 

1795
01:31:50,080 --> 01:31:53,640
And then therefore it takes them
the longest to like heal from 

1796
01:31:53,640 --> 01:31:55,680
that. 
And so I thought that that 

1797
01:31:55,680 --> 01:31:58,960
aspect of Pluto was very, very 
real because feelings and 

1798
01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,320
emotions are uncontrollable and 
they're so weird. 

1799
01:32:01,320 --> 01:32:03,080
And sometimes it just, it is 
like that. 

1800
01:32:03,080 --> 01:32:06,520
And then you end up with this 
messy situation where like GM's 

1801
01:32:06,520 --> 01:32:09,080
like, like, why can't you be 
into me? 

1802
01:32:09,080 --> 01:32:11,560
And like, because like, Officer 
Hadi's not in the place to be in

1803
01:32:11,560 --> 01:32:13,600
a relationship again. 
Like, even though she's like, I 

1804
01:32:13,600 --> 01:32:17,440
like being with someone who's 
like, just like being with you 

1805
01:32:17,440 --> 01:32:20,200
because she's like, I like 
hanging out, but like, I don't 

1806
01:32:20,200 --> 01:32:21,680
have it in my heart right now 
for that. 

1807
01:32:21,680 --> 01:32:23,560
And then Pang's like, hey, Jan, 
I'm here. 

1808
01:32:23,560 --> 01:32:25,320
Like, can't you love me? 
And you know what I mean? 

1809
01:32:25,320 --> 01:32:27,120
It's kind of like everybody 
who's in a little bit of a 

1810
01:32:27,120 --> 01:32:28,760
different place. 
Yeah. 

1811
01:32:28,760 --> 01:32:31,560
Kind of like, anyway, I don't 
know Jan's back story. 

1812
01:32:31,960 --> 01:32:34,000
We don't get to know that. 
But like, I do like that they 

1813
01:32:34,000 --> 01:32:37,440
kind of show those, especially 
with Jan, Jan with Ping and 

1814
01:32:37,440 --> 01:32:38,720
Officer Hottie. 
I really like the way they show 

1815
01:32:38,720 --> 01:32:42,760
both of them go through like 
heartbreak processing. 

1816
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:45,400
It just happens. 
It's great that we got so many. 

1817
01:32:45,400 --> 01:32:47,000
Scenes like that too. 
I know. 

1818
01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:49,560
I liked, I like their story when
it came to that. 

1819
01:32:49,560 --> 01:32:54,600
Better than like the May thing 
just because May pivots so fast.

1820
01:32:55,240 --> 01:32:59,600
Yeah, yeah. 
But that's me for you. 

1821
01:33:02,440 --> 01:33:03,320
Yeah. 
That's it. 

1822
01:33:03,320 --> 01:33:04,960
Pang didn't. 
Pang was at least, like 

1823
01:33:04,960 --> 01:33:07,520
respectful of and she was like, 
I don't want to hurt Officer 

1824
01:33:07,520 --> 01:33:09,320
Hottie. 
And like she was genuine about 

1825
01:33:09,320 --> 01:33:09,880
it. 
You know what I mean? 

1826
01:33:09,880 --> 01:33:13,120
Like, she was like pretty a 
pretty empathetic person. 

1827
01:33:13,120 --> 01:33:16,360
Actually. 
Pang, the miners gave her a lot.

1828
01:33:16,680 --> 01:33:19,000
I'm surprised. 
Yeah, I know. 

1829
01:33:19,480 --> 01:33:25,120
I mean, she got more than Jan. 
Yeah, as she's eyes best friend 

1830
01:33:25,120 --> 01:33:28,800
and Pang in the novel has more 
going on because I is the point 

1831
01:33:28,800 --> 01:33:31,120
of view character. 
You can't be in Mae's head 

1832
01:33:31,120 --> 01:33:33,720
because then you wouldn't get 
the reveals where she's like I 

1833
01:33:33,720 --> 01:33:35,600
can see her and I can't let her 
know I can see her. 

1834
01:33:35,640 --> 01:33:37,640
Like you have to be in eyes head
for that story. 

1835
01:33:37,720 --> 01:33:40,520
Realistically you're you have to
be in the person who knows 

1836
01:33:40,520 --> 01:33:41,920
literally nothing. 
Exactly right. 

1837
01:33:41,920 --> 01:33:45,200
So like I does regularly 
interact with Pang in the novel.

1838
01:33:45,200 --> 01:33:47,760
So Ping is a fully fleshed 
character for them to start 

1839
01:33:47,760 --> 01:33:51,200
with. 
And then Jan got a lot more 

1840
01:33:51,200 --> 01:33:52,640
because of the way they wrote 
this. 

1841
01:33:52,640 --> 01:33:57,520
But like, yeah, yeah, yeah. 
But back to the crazy scene that

1842
01:33:57,560 --> 01:33:59,680
yeah, I'm sorry. 
I just appreciate it. 

1843
01:34:00,040 --> 01:34:03,000
Before we get to the crazy. 
It's good. 

1844
01:34:03,600 --> 01:34:09,760
Prolong the crazy. 
We then do this somewhat like 

1845
01:34:09,760 --> 01:34:13,760
Spider Man pointing meme thing 
where Doctor Hottie is looking 

1846
01:34:13,760 --> 01:34:16,560
at Pang who is looking at Jan 
who is looking at Officer 

1847
01:34:16,560 --> 01:34:19,920
Hottie. 
And like this is basically 

1848
01:34:19,920 --> 01:34:24,040
showing that no one is on the 
same page here right now, not 

1849
01:34:24,040 --> 01:34:26,280
right now. 
And you know it doesn't help. 

1850
01:34:27,520 --> 01:34:30,400
What happens next? 
Yeah, no. 

1851
01:34:31,040 --> 01:34:33,560
It does, but it doesn't, which 
is that Pang goes and kisses 

1852
01:34:33,560 --> 01:34:38,480
Officer Hottie in front of Van. 
And like, I guess that this was 

1853
01:34:38,600 --> 01:34:42,000
Pang's way of trying to figure 
out if he still had feelings for

1854
01:34:42,000 --> 01:34:42,880
Officer. 
Hottie. 

1855
01:34:43,960 --> 01:34:46,320
Maybe? 
I don't think so, but yeah, I 

1856
01:34:46,320 --> 01:34:47,440
could do. 
Yeah, I know, I know. 

1857
01:34:47,600 --> 01:34:51,920
It's not actually that we'll get
there, but it was right in front

1858
01:34:51,920 --> 01:34:53,600
of Jan. 
In front of Jan. 

1859
01:34:53,760 --> 01:34:58,120
OK, all right, all right. 
So with that said, that's not 

1860
01:34:58,120 --> 01:35:02,920
actually it because Pang then 
says that it is how she feels 

1861
01:35:02,920 --> 01:35:07,480
towards Officer Hadi. 
And I'm all. 

1862
01:35:07,480 --> 01:35:10,760
Confused again. 
And so is Officer Hottie, 

1863
01:35:11,160 --> 01:35:13,120
because. 
What the hell was that? 

1864
01:35:13,200 --> 01:35:15,200
You don't kiss someone and then 
says that's. 

1865
01:35:15,200 --> 01:35:18,480
How I feel about you after. 
You break up with them and tell 

1866
01:35:18,480 --> 01:35:20,280
them that you're not in love 
with them anymore. 

1867
01:35:20,880 --> 01:35:24,880
OK, so Officer Hottie is 
confused. 

1868
01:35:25,200 --> 01:35:27,840
Here's here's the thing with 
paying that OK, The way the way 

1869
01:35:27,840 --> 01:35:30,000
she kisses Officer Hottie is 
kind of like, I think the point 

1870
01:35:30,000 --> 01:35:34,000
where it's like it's very chaste
and it's like lacking in all 

1871
01:35:34,000 --> 01:35:37,520
emotion whatsoever. 
And she's like, Officer Hottie, 

1872
01:35:37,520 --> 01:35:43,120
I've explained this to you so 
many times how this is over. 

1873
01:35:43,200 --> 01:35:47,440
OK, Words have failed us. 
I need more than words. 

1874
01:35:47,480 --> 01:35:49,680
And us. 
The series came out later, so I 

1875
01:35:49,680 --> 01:35:53,440
don't have the actual song. 
So let me do an action to convey

1876
01:35:53,440 --> 01:35:55,520
what the fuck I've been talking 
about and not. 

1877
01:35:55,560 --> 01:35:57,160
Yeah, I'll get into that. 
Exactly. 

1878
01:35:57,320 --> 01:35:59,840
And I think that's what this is,
an Officer Hottie is like, I 

1879
01:35:59,840 --> 01:36:02,360
still don't understand this to 
your point, because you just 

1880
01:36:02,360 --> 01:36:03,800
kissed me. 
What do you mean you're over me?

1881
01:36:05,040 --> 01:36:08,520
And we will get to like, because
something happens that actually 

1882
01:36:08,520 --> 01:36:11,520
makes it relevant, right? 
Because why did this happen? 

1883
01:36:11,520 --> 01:36:14,200
Because Officer Hadi still has 
feelings for Pangs, for Pang to 

1884
01:36:14,200 --> 01:36:16,040
kiss her. 
That's not going to translate. 

1885
01:36:16,040 --> 01:36:18,600
Yeah, and she's like, oh. 
You love me, so why are we 

1886
01:36:18,640 --> 01:36:20,200
together? 
That's why she's confused. 

1887
01:36:20,200 --> 01:36:23,280
Right now, you know who. 
Else is probably confused right 

1888
01:36:23,280 --> 01:36:25,080
now. 
Jan. 

1889
01:36:25,120 --> 01:36:27,440
Jan. 
So what does Jan do? 

1890
01:36:27,440 --> 01:36:30,440
Jan's like OK, she we're done 
talking. 

1891
01:36:30,560 --> 01:36:33,400
Yes, she follows in Pang's 
footsteps for some reason. 

1892
01:36:34,640 --> 01:36:38,560
And also. 
Kisses Officer Hottie Is Officer

1893
01:36:38,800 --> 01:36:40,640
Hottie consenting to these 
kisses? 

1894
01:36:40,960 --> 01:36:44,840
Definitely not this one. 
No, because but when in doubt, 

1895
01:36:44,840 --> 01:36:46,560
Jan shoots her shot. 
And I guess. 

1896
01:36:46,560 --> 01:36:49,600
She wanted to see, like she did 
want to see if there was any 

1897
01:36:49,600 --> 01:36:52,360
possibility that Officer Hottie 
could have feelings for her. 

1898
01:36:52,400 --> 01:36:54,760
You know what this is like. 
You know what? 

1899
01:36:54,760 --> 01:36:56,120
This is like. 
What is it like? 

1900
01:36:56,320 --> 01:37:01,200
OK, remember. 
Remember when I and May reunite,

1901
01:37:01,200 --> 01:37:05,800
May is like, I have no other 
cards left other than to kiss 

1902
01:37:05,800 --> 01:37:09,880
you to make you feel that where 
we're going, I don't know. 

1903
01:37:09,880 --> 01:37:12,280
I'm just saying it's because 
again, I think the writers are 

1904
01:37:12,280 --> 01:37:15,280
very much like, again, you have 
Officer Hadi who's basically, 

1905
01:37:15,280 --> 01:37:20,000
umm, and then you have Pang who 
was basically I, I guess no, no,

1906
01:37:20,000 --> 01:37:22,320
May And then you have like Jan 
who's I and they're like, 

1907
01:37:22,320 --> 01:37:24,000
they're in the same love 
triangle and they're like, how 

1908
01:37:24,000 --> 01:37:26,920
did that one get resolved? 
May kissed I and I was like, Oh 

1909
01:37:26,960 --> 01:37:29,440
my God, that's what love means. 
So I think they're trying to do 

1910
01:37:29,440 --> 01:37:31,600
the opposite of that. 
Or Jan's like, I have no other 

1911
01:37:31,600 --> 01:37:33,920
cards because I've tried to show
and Jan did all the things. 

1912
01:37:33,920 --> 01:37:36,600
She's like, I've told you very 
explicitly, I'm into you. 

1913
01:37:36,880 --> 01:37:38,600
I keep buying you your favorite 
food. 

1914
01:37:38,600 --> 01:37:41,000
You know what I mean? 
Jan's like I, I keep doing all 

1915
01:37:41,000 --> 01:37:43,640
the things and then like, this 
is the last thing I haven't done

1916
01:37:43,640 --> 01:37:45,280
yet. 
It's she's it's a desperate 

1917
01:37:45,280 --> 01:37:47,200
move. 
But you know why I'm confused? 

1918
01:37:47,280 --> 01:37:50,240
Because all of this is confusing
because Jan and Pan kissed 

1919
01:37:50,240 --> 01:37:50,920
already. 
I know. 

1920
01:37:52,440 --> 01:37:54,600
So like have. 
They yeah, didn't they? 

1921
01:37:54,600 --> 01:37:56,720
No, they had that. 
Scene where their hands were 

1922
01:37:56,720 --> 01:37:58,760
touching and like I thought they
didn't kiss. 

1923
01:37:58,760 --> 01:38:00,520
They didn't kiss. 
No. 

1924
01:38:01,120 --> 01:38:02,640
They were just. 
Bringing meet ups. 

1925
01:38:02,640 --> 01:38:05,320
Shit, they were just holding a 
plant for an inordinate amount 

1926
01:38:05,320 --> 01:38:07,680
of time. 
Oh OK, yeah, my brain was like, 

1927
01:38:07,680 --> 01:38:09,240
this is weird. 
And they didn't kiss. 

1928
01:38:09,800 --> 01:38:12,280
OK, this is mine this. 
Is their first kiss. 

1929
01:38:12,640 --> 01:38:13,800
That's even. 
Weirder. 

1930
01:38:13,960 --> 01:38:15,760
All right, Not there. 
We will get there. 

1931
01:38:15,760 --> 01:38:18,000
OK, Weirder. 
All right, we'll get there. 

1932
01:38:18,000 --> 01:38:20,400
I'm aware. 
All right, so Officer Hottie is 

1933
01:38:20,400 --> 01:38:23,760
shocked that Jan is kissing her 
and she almost immediately 

1934
01:38:23,760 --> 01:38:29,320
shoves her away from her, which 
she then feels bad about because

1935
01:38:29,400 --> 01:38:33,480
it just shows how she really 
feels and it confirms for Jan 

1936
01:38:33,480 --> 01:38:36,360
that she has no shot with her 
and never has. 

1937
01:38:37,720 --> 01:38:41,480
So Jan asked Officer Hottie if 
she ever had feelings for her at

1938
01:38:41,480 --> 01:38:45,240
all, and Officer Hottie can't 
respond to that because the 

1939
01:38:45,240 --> 01:38:47,800
answer is no and she can't get 
the words out. 

1940
01:38:48,840 --> 01:38:51,160
So we then cut to. 
Pang, who was staring at Jan. 

1941
01:38:51,160 --> 01:38:53,800
And since we are kissing people 
to see how we really feel. 

1942
01:38:54,280 --> 01:38:55,880
Pang does the only. 
Logical. 

1943
01:38:56,320 --> 01:38:59,600
Thing to her. 
To her, and to maybe May if May 

1944
01:38:59,600 --> 01:39:02,600
was there. 
So she pulls in close to her and

1945
01:39:02,600 --> 01:39:05,400
kisses her, leaving. 
Officer. 

1946
01:39:05,400 --> 01:39:07,880
Hottie to really feel like the 
third wheel. 

1947
01:39:08,640 --> 01:39:12,440
Officer Hottie asked for none of
this except to just talk. 

1948
01:39:12,560 --> 01:39:15,880
Talk to them. 
Here's the deal though, Pang and

1949
01:39:15,880 --> 01:39:18,360
Jan don't just kiss. 
These are making out in front of

1950
01:39:18,480 --> 01:39:19,360
officer. 
Hottie. 

1951
01:39:19,560 --> 01:39:22,760
Like escalate. 
So it's like 1 Pang and Jan's 

1952
01:39:22,760 --> 01:39:24,560
kiss goes on for five business 
days. 

1953
01:39:25,800 --> 01:39:30,880
And Officer Hottie is left. 
Confused and heartbroken because

1954
01:39:30,880 --> 01:39:33,240
in her head, how the hell did 
this happen? 

1955
01:39:33,240 --> 01:39:34,000
Seriously. 
And also. 

1956
01:39:34,000 --> 01:39:37,040
What the hell is happening? 
You're also. 

1957
01:39:37,040 --> 01:39:39,720
Asking that. 
Yes, I'm sincerely asking that. 

1958
01:39:39,720 --> 01:39:44,560
How did we get here? 
And as Pang and Jan pull apart, 

1959
01:39:44,880 --> 01:39:49,440
Pang tells Zen that she likes 
her so much, and this confession

1960
01:39:49,440 --> 01:39:52,320
makes Officer Hadi collapse into
a chair that is lovely right 

1961
01:39:52,320 --> 01:39:56,240
behind her. 
And now Officer Hadi understands

1962
01:39:56,240 --> 01:39:59,320
what Pang meant when she kissed 
her because pangs kiss with her 

1963
01:39:59,320 --> 01:40:02,920
had love behind it but no 
passion whereas her kiss with 

1964
01:40:02,920 --> 01:40:05,800
Jen was full of passion and she 
didn't want to stop. 

1965
01:40:05,800 --> 01:40:08,480
Like Oh my God, guys, 5 business
days, yes. 

1966
01:40:09,240 --> 01:40:10,560
We were getting into the 
weekend. 

1967
01:40:10,800 --> 01:40:13,160
This is bad. 
Basically, the spark in their 

1968
01:40:13,160 --> 01:40:16,760
relationship died for Pang, and 
she has truly moved on, which 

1969
01:40:16,800 --> 01:40:19,280
Officer Hottie is now 
unfortunately seeing with her 

1970
01:40:19,280 --> 01:40:20,400
own eyes. 
Yeah. 

1971
01:40:20,560 --> 01:40:23,080
Yeah. 
This is like, oh, I'm watching I

1972
01:40:23,080 --> 01:40:26,200
in May outside the house and 
she's like, oh, yeah, Yeah. 

1973
01:40:26,200 --> 01:40:29,920
But it's just really shitty that
this is like, Pang moved on with

1974
01:40:29,920 --> 01:40:33,440
the person that Officer Hottie 
has gotten close to over the 

1975
01:40:33,440 --> 01:40:36,560
past few, I know, months. 
I don't know. 

1976
01:40:36,560 --> 01:40:38,480
What is time in the show. 
Seriously. 

1977
01:40:38,480 --> 01:40:40,640
Yeah, I know. 
For real, I know that is the 

1978
01:40:40,640 --> 01:40:42,560
shitty part. 
So then Officer Heidi gets 

1979
01:40:42,560 --> 01:40:47,680
Plutoed by to to like the far 
reaches of space because like 

1980
01:40:47,680 --> 01:40:50,840
she doesn't even have her like 
confidant friend anymore really,

1981
01:40:50,840 --> 01:40:53,400
because pangs about to swoop it 
and take her away basically. 

1982
01:40:53,400 --> 01:40:56,480
So it's kind of shitty. 
So she needed a friend. 

1983
01:40:56,480 --> 01:40:57,880
Let's be honest. 
She's going through whatever 

1984
01:40:57,880 --> 01:41:00,240
she's going through at work. 
The writers forget about never. 

1985
01:41:00,560 --> 01:41:02,840
And like just. 
Randomly throw in there at the 

1986
01:41:02,840 --> 01:41:05,680
end so like she needed a friend 
and then the friend was Jan and 

1987
01:41:05,680 --> 01:41:07,840
then now this. 
Is I feel like there was a lot 

1988
01:41:07,840 --> 01:41:10,400
of scenes that Officer Hadi. 
Had and they just cut it for 

1989
01:41:10,400 --> 01:41:13,480
time probably and I wish we 
could see that. 

1990
01:41:13,640 --> 01:41:16,880
And if there aren't any. 
What the hell did we do? 

1991
01:41:16,880 --> 01:41:19,840
GMMTV like. 
That's us asking you that. 

1992
01:41:19,840 --> 01:41:21,920
Correct. 
Yeah. 

1993
01:41:22,080 --> 01:41:23,960
Anyway, anyway, the scene. 
Well, something. 

1994
01:41:26,720 --> 01:41:30,080
All right. 
So no one speaks for the rest of

1995
01:41:30,080 --> 01:41:32,240
the scene while Jen is 
processing. 

1996
01:41:32,240 --> 01:41:35,360
What do you say to this? 
And Pang is staring, really 

1997
01:41:35,360 --> 01:41:40,280
hopeful. 
Meanwhile, meanwhile Officer 

1998
01:41:40,280 --> 01:41:42,320
Hadi is getting annoyed and 
can't even look at them. 

1999
01:41:43,000 --> 01:41:45,960
I mean, that's valid. 
Yeah, that's valid. 

2000
01:41:46,000 --> 01:41:49,320
Like, what the hell was that? 
She was like, I called, I called

2001
01:41:49,320 --> 01:41:52,400
this meeting for answers, and 
this is not the answer I wanted.

2002
01:41:52,920 --> 01:41:55,200
This is I I this is more than I 
asked for. 

2003
01:41:56,160 --> 01:41:57,960
I didn't know it was 
reciprocated. 

2004
01:41:58,000 --> 01:42:02,560
I know. 
I mean, I was. 

2005
01:42:02,600 --> 01:42:04,760
Trying to figure my shit out. 
Not your shit, right? 

2006
01:42:04,760 --> 01:42:05,960
Who? 
I know right? 

2007
01:42:05,960 --> 01:42:08,520
She's the one that left with 
more questions than answers. 

2008
01:42:08,520 --> 01:42:10,320
And then like they're like, oh, 
we're good now. 

2009
01:42:11,240 --> 01:42:13,960
Feel like our? 
Life is perfect, we live happily

2010
01:42:13,960 --> 01:42:15,320
over. 
This is ridiculous. 

2011
01:42:15,320 --> 01:42:17,840
Plants. 
That was, that was fucked up. 

2012
01:42:18,520 --> 01:42:21,480
But I mean, that's one way to 
resolve that, I guess. 

2013
01:42:22,680 --> 01:42:23,560
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

2014
01:42:25,960 --> 01:42:28,760
Anyway. 
Anyway, we then head back to 

2015
01:42:28,760 --> 01:42:36,000
Mays and May is about to wake up
and once again wakes up alone. 

2016
01:42:36,080 --> 01:42:38,200
Yes, after spending the night 
with eye. 

2017
01:42:38,720 --> 01:42:41,080
Yes, after. 
This amazing night that she just

2018
01:42:41,080 --> 01:42:43,360
had eyes missing again. 
She's gone. 

2019
01:42:43,480 --> 01:42:45,400
That's never good, but at least 
I. 

2020
01:42:45,400 --> 01:42:48,560
Left a note. 
But it really sucks because 

2021
01:42:50,880 --> 01:42:53,800
because like it May told her 
that it made her really sad to 

2022
01:42:53,800 --> 01:42:57,960
wake up with her sight and not 
have I be right there. 

2023
01:42:57,960 --> 01:43:00,520
I'm such an idiot and I feel 
like this really sucks for her 

2024
01:43:00,520 --> 01:43:03,480
because they just had an amazing
night and she is once again 

2025
01:43:03,480 --> 01:43:06,200
waking up alone. 
Like you're not wrong all. 

2026
01:43:06,400 --> 01:43:07,920
The things like you're not 
wrong. 

2027
01:43:07,920 --> 01:43:10,080
She'd want her to wake. 
You're not wrong. 

2028
01:43:10,120 --> 01:43:14,080
Yeah, exactly right. 
I you can glow. 

2029
01:43:14,240 --> 01:43:15,960
Yeah. 
Maybe one day I will stick 

2030
01:43:15,960 --> 01:43:17,920
around. 
And so wait. 

2031
01:43:18,120 --> 01:43:21,720
May wakes up, you know, she was 
just had so much energy. 

2032
01:43:22,120 --> 01:43:23,600
OK. 
I do love the note though, and I

2033
01:43:23,600 --> 01:43:25,920
think it's really cute where she
like she basically is like, 

2034
01:43:25,920 --> 01:43:28,480
here's my novel. 
Also, I left to get papaya 

2035
01:43:28,480 --> 01:43:29,640
salad. 
I'll be right back. 

2036
01:43:29,840 --> 01:43:32,680
Yeah. 
So my question is, is I going to

2037
01:43:32,680 --> 01:43:36,240
go get the papaya salad from May
employees favorite place this 

2038
01:43:36,240 --> 01:43:39,040
time or she going to try that 
shop again with the angry owner?

2039
01:43:39,120 --> 01:43:41,200
Yeah, that's a good question. 
Did she learn her? 

2040
01:43:41,200 --> 01:43:43,560
Well, I mean, whatever I feel 
like, whatever is more 

2041
01:43:43,560 --> 01:43:46,240
convenient because I said that 
she was out delivering, so I'm 

2042
01:43:46,240 --> 01:43:48,800
assuming she had to work. 
That's also true. 

2043
01:43:48,840 --> 01:43:52,160
And. 
And then she's like, yeah, we'll

2044
01:43:52,160 --> 01:43:57,000
be back with papaya salad. 
And so, like, the note is on top

2045
01:43:57,000 --> 01:44:00,160
of the copy of her book. 
So like, I kind of love this 

2046
01:44:00,160 --> 01:44:02,240
because she's showing proof that
she earned her reward. 

2047
01:44:02,240 --> 01:44:04,000
Yeah. 
She's like, I wasn't just lying.

2048
01:44:04,120 --> 01:44:07,040
And it's also to give May 
something to read while she 

2049
01:44:07,040 --> 01:44:09,640
waits for her to come back. 
Well, she wrote it for May, so. 

2050
01:44:09,640 --> 01:44:13,800
Yeah. 
All right, so may. 

2051
01:44:14,000 --> 01:44:20,840
Looks at the book 1st and then 
looks at the floor and sees that

2052
01:44:20,840 --> 01:44:24,040
their couple couple slippers are
once again reunited. 

2053
01:44:24,200 --> 01:44:27,040
Yay. 
So when did did I bring those 

2054
01:44:27,040 --> 01:44:28,480
with? 
When did she have time? 

2055
01:44:28,480 --> 01:44:30,240
To I don't know. 
Also, what if umm. 

2056
01:44:30,280 --> 01:44:33,840
Came over and saw the slippers. 
Oh my God no Oh does come over. 

2057
01:44:34,600 --> 01:44:36,680
I mean it's too late for that 
for UMM now. 

2058
01:44:36,680 --> 01:44:40,920
But yes, what if UMM saw the 
slippers and was like, what was 

2059
01:44:41,000 --> 01:44:43,720
I guess, what was Megan to do be
like, thanks for bringing them 

2060
01:44:43,720 --> 01:44:46,600
back. 
And then she'd be like, UMM 

2061
01:44:46,600 --> 01:44:49,800
would be like, I was here or 
then maybe, maybe would make up 

2062
01:44:49,800 --> 01:44:52,680
some shit to be like, oh, I 
replaced them because I wanted 

2063
01:44:52,680 --> 01:44:57,040
you to have one here too, right,
Yeah, I they should be together,

2064
01:44:58,480 --> 01:45:01,880
yes. 
I don't think maybe give a shit 

2065
01:45:01,960 --> 01:45:03,920
honestly, even explain that to 
actual UMM. 

2066
01:45:03,920 --> 01:45:05,760
But yeah, I think maybe make up 
some shit. 

2067
01:45:07,280 --> 01:45:11,640
Well, it would make things worse
for I if umm found out so right,

2068
01:45:11,640 --> 01:45:14,440
so then May is motivated. 
Yes, I understand. 

2069
01:45:14,560 --> 01:45:17,200
I'm with you now. 
I'm with you now. 

2070
01:45:17,200 --> 01:45:22,000
All right, so May may be alone, 
but I has taken steps to make 

2071
01:45:22,000 --> 01:45:24,920
sure May didn't feel like that 
when she woke up, which is good,

2072
01:45:24,920 --> 01:45:26,360
but you know, would have been 
better if. 

2073
01:45:26,800 --> 01:45:28,040
I was. 
There, Yeah, if I was there. 

2074
01:45:28,560 --> 01:45:31,840
So May's phone. 
Then Dings. 

2075
01:45:32,600 --> 01:45:34,800
And when she. 
Picks it up, she does not look 

2076
01:45:34,800 --> 01:45:39,120
thrilled to see who it is and 
she reads what text is left for 

2077
01:45:39,160 --> 01:45:42,040
her. 
And UMM texted her saying that 

2078
01:45:42,040 --> 01:45:43,600
she will be there to pick her 
up. 

2079
01:45:44,440 --> 01:45:47,600
Now what is May supposed to do? 
She agreed not to tell her about

2080
01:45:47,600 --> 01:45:51,360
her relationship with I so she 
has no choice but to play along.

2081
01:45:52,760 --> 01:45:59,240
I'm surprised May wasn't like, 
I'm sick or she's like, I got to

2082
01:45:59,240 --> 01:46:02,040
be like, oh, it's OK we've been 
together all the time when you 

2083
01:46:02,040 --> 01:46:03,360
were sick. 
She's like, I'm already in the 

2084
01:46:03,360 --> 01:46:09,480
office on Sunday or whatever. 
Yeah, there's no question about 

2085
01:46:09,480 --> 01:46:10,600
it. 
She's like, I'll be there to 

2086
01:46:10,600 --> 01:46:11,360
pick you up. 
Yeah. 

2087
01:46:11,360 --> 01:46:12,720
No, there's no anything. 
Yeah. 

2088
01:46:12,760 --> 01:46:17,520
Be right at dawn or what? 
I'm telling us we ride at 10. 

2089
01:46:17,640 --> 01:46:20,280
Yeah. 
All right. 

2090
01:46:21,400 --> 01:46:24,560
Excuse me. 
Meanwhile I is back home and she

2091
01:46:24,560 --> 01:46:26,080
brought food home for. 
OOM. 

2092
01:46:27,240 --> 01:46:30,120
But umm isn't there and. 
I had brought. 

2093
01:46:30,120 --> 01:46:33,040
Back a specific order that UMM 
likes, like showing she cares 

2094
01:46:33,040 --> 01:46:34,920
about her. 
I want to talk about that order 

2095
01:46:34,920 --> 01:46:37,160
really quickly though, because I
think so. 

2096
01:46:37,160 --> 01:46:39,920
She says I brought back like 
this salad with one chili in it 

2097
01:46:39,920 --> 01:46:41,240
is what she says. 
Karat salad. 

2098
01:46:42,080 --> 01:46:44,280
And I think I finally found 
something that May and, UMM, 

2099
01:46:44,280 --> 01:46:46,560
actually have in common other 
than actually genuinely caring 

2100
01:46:46,560 --> 01:46:49,680
about I I don't know about May, 
but like, you know, and I think 

2101
01:46:49,680 --> 01:46:51,960
that's the spice level of their 
food. 

2102
01:46:53,280 --> 01:46:55,000
OK. 
Because like, I think that when 

2103
01:46:55,000 --> 01:46:57,360
what I means by that only has 
one chili, I think that means 

2104
01:46:57,360 --> 01:47:00,880
like it's a lower spice level. 
And we do know from the scenes 

2105
01:47:00,880 --> 01:47:04,560
with the papaya salad debacle 
with when I'm at ploy for the 

2106
01:47:04,560 --> 01:47:07,880
first time that like May also 
has a low heat tolerance. 

2107
01:47:08,440 --> 01:47:12,040
So that looks like that is 
something that May, which is 

2108
01:47:12,080 --> 01:47:14,920
important, like to have similar 
food tastes. 

2109
01:47:14,960 --> 01:47:17,080
Yeah, for sure. 
They're not a fan of prick. 

2110
01:47:18,560 --> 01:47:20,960
No, they are not. 
Less prick, please. 

2111
01:47:24,320 --> 01:47:29,600
I forgot the word like. 
That's without and with my side.

2112
01:47:29,600 --> 01:47:32,360
Prick, I think. 
Yeah, without Chili's. 

2113
01:47:32,360 --> 01:47:34,320
Yeah. 
Thank you. 

2114
01:47:34,320 --> 01:47:35,960
Damn. 
Again. 

2115
01:47:36,240 --> 01:47:39,560
Fiora has an amazing memory. 
It puts me sometimes Shame a 

2116
01:47:39,600 --> 01:47:41,480
lot. 
Any time. 

2117
01:47:41,480 --> 01:47:46,560
Sometimes. 
All right, so Meemaw tells I 

2118
01:47:46,560 --> 01:47:49,720
that Umm left a while ago and 
that's the end of that scene. 

2119
01:47:49,720 --> 01:47:52,640
I love that we had to be like 
eyes home now. 

2120
01:47:52,960 --> 01:47:56,080
Well, it's cute that I was like,
OK, May, I'll come back and 

2121
01:47:56,080 --> 01:47:58,200
bring you food. 
But then what does May? 

2122
01:47:58,280 --> 01:48:00,240
What does I do first? 
She brings. 

2123
01:48:00,240 --> 01:48:03,640
Yeah, she's thinking of UMM 
first, because she. 

2124
01:48:03,640 --> 01:48:04,880
Doesn't. 
Stay. 

2125
01:48:04,880 --> 01:48:08,080
With me. 
We are reinforcing that over and

2126
01:48:08,080 --> 01:48:10,600
over again that I cares the most
about umm, that's what we're 

2127
01:48:10,600 --> 01:48:13,080
doing. 
And she even like, I got you 

2128
01:48:13,080 --> 01:48:17,360
your special order. 
I remembered like, that's what 

2129
01:48:17,360 --> 01:48:20,880
we're doing here because shit's 
about to go down there. 

2130
01:48:20,920 --> 01:48:27,600
You go down, it's going down 
downtown. 

2131
01:48:27,720 --> 01:48:31,000
OK, So what happens next? 
All right, so now we're going to

2132
01:48:31,000 --> 01:48:34,280
May and she's now with. 
OOM and OOM. 

2133
01:48:34,280 --> 01:48:37,280
Is very focused on driving May 
so who knows. 

2134
01:48:37,280 --> 01:48:39,360
Where? 
OK, wait, can we pause before we

2135
01:48:39,360 --> 01:48:44,320
get any further into this? 
Because the first shot of OOM is

2136
01:48:44,320 --> 01:48:50,520
super unnerving because she's 
crying already. 

2137
01:48:50,800 --> 01:48:54,000
Like if you look, there is a 
tear going down her cheek 

2138
01:48:54,000 --> 01:48:57,000
already. 
And I swear that bitch is not 

2139
01:48:57,000 --> 01:49:00,840
blinking when she's driving 
anytime she looks terrifying, 

2140
01:49:01,160 --> 01:49:03,800
right? 
It's so unnerving, like just the

2141
01:49:03,800 --> 01:49:05,640
first shot because you don't 
know what's going on because 

2142
01:49:05,640 --> 01:49:09,560
again, that text was just like, 
I'm coming to get you and then 

2143
01:49:09,560 --> 01:49:11,880
that's done, done. 
That is the first shot you get 

2144
01:49:11,880 --> 01:49:14,760
of umm and you're like the this 
is not. 

2145
01:49:15,560 --> 01:49:17,560
She's not good. 
She's not OK. 

2146
01:49:17,600 --> 01:49:20,840
Yeah, right. 
It's gotten worse since the last

2147
01:49:20,840 --> 01:49:22,720
time we saw her. 
It's gonna get worse before it 

2148
01:49:22,720 --> 01:49:25,600
gets better, guys. 
Soon. 

2149
01:49:25,600 --> 01:49:28,560
It'll get worse because it's 
only downhill from here. 

2150
01:49:28,720 --> 01:49:32,040
Well, it does get better 
eventually, but yeah, for this 

2151
01:49:32,040 --> 01:49:36,320
episode. 
OK Anyway, I just have to point 

2152
01:49:36,320 --> 01:49:38,600
that out immediately. 
Oom is not Oom is crying 

2153
01:49:38,600 --> 01:49:40,320
already, but we know where 
they're going. 

2154
01:49:40,320 --> 01:49:43,320
But May doesn't. 
How's it feeling not to know 

2155
01:49:43,320 --> 01:49:45,120
anything, Meg? 
It sucks, doesn't. 

2156
01:49:45,320 --> 01:49:48,400
This is, this is actually like 
the scene slash episode where 

2157
01:49:48,400 --> 01:49:50,800
she has literally no idea what's
happening. 

2158
01:49:51,440 --> 01:49:53,640
Even more so when I was the wild
card. 

2159
01:49:53,640 --> 01:49:54,720
Oh, my God. 
Yeah. 

2160
01:49:54,720 --> 01:49:57,240
This is. 
She's like, literally no idea. 

2161
01:49:57,240 --> 01:49:58,960
No idea. 
Yeah, because you don't even 

2162
01:49:58,960 --> 01:50:03,920
know what room actually knows. 
Who knows what room is capable 

2163
01:50:03,920 --> 01:50:07,120
of at like at this part, You're 
like, anyway, yeah, she could 

2164
01:50:07,120 --> 01:50:08,920
have woken up with a different 
personality too. 

2165
01:50:08,920 --> 01:50:11,800
It's true. 
We don't know because nobody 

2166
01:50:11,800 --> 01:50:13,840
fucking talks to UMM actually as
a person. 

2167
01:50:13,840 --> 01:50:17,800
Yeah, except Jan. 
OK, so May is really concerned 

2168
01:50:17,800 --> 01:50:19,440
because she doesn't want to be 
here. 

2169
01:50:19,440 --> 01:50:22,600
She has no idea what to say to 
UMM and she has no idea where 

2170
01:50:22,600 --> 01:50:25,160
they are going. 
So to break the silence, May 

2171
01:50:25,160 --> 01:50:27,120
brings up that UMM is back to 
driving. 

2172
01:50:27,120 --> 01:50:30,280
Oh my God, actually that's a 
really good point I didn't like.

2173
01:50:30,640 --> 01:50:34,600
That's actually a good question,
May, because UMM was in a car 

2174
01:50:34,600 --> 01:50:37,920
accident. 
Which makes UMM immediately 

2175
01:50:37,920 --> 01:50:39,680
smile because May just messed 
up. 

2176
01:50:41,360 --> 01:50:42,760
Oh. 
Shit, you're right. 

2177
01:50:42,760 --> 01:50:44,360
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
You're back to driving because 

2178
01:50:44,360 --> 01:50:45,600
she isn't supposed to know 
who's. 

2179
01:50:45,600 --> 01:50:48,040
In a car. 
Oh, mate, that's how unnerved 

2180
01:50:48,160 --> 01:50:49,720
May is right now. 
Yeah, who is fucking scary? 

2181
01:50:49,880 --> 01:50:52,520
Look at her, May. 
Literally all the things 

2182
01:50:52,520 --> 01:50:55,160
dropped. 
Oh yeah, it Ray's like I'm in 

2183
01:50:55,160 --> 01:50:56,880
danger. 
That's why she smiles. 

2184
01:50:56,880 --> 01:50:57,920
Because she caught. 
Her. 

2185
01:50:57,920 --> 01:51:00,960
You. 
Bitch, This is why they were 

2186
01:51:00,960 --> 01:51:03,560
together for that long, because 
they are the same person. 

2187
01:51:04,560 --> 01:51:06,080
Shit, that's real good. 
Oh, that's good. 

2188
01:51:06,080 --> 01:51:08,040
My poor baby. 
But like, it is about, like, 

2189
01:51:08,040 --> 01:51:10,280
having known she was in a coma. 
Like, that is a valid question. 

2190
01:51:10,280 --> 01:51:12,160
Like, I would be afraid to drive
if I was home. 

2191
01:51:12,720 --> 01:51:14,360
Oh, yeah. 
Like, but I mean, if she didn't 

2192
01:51:14,360 --> 01:51:17,600
have her memories back, she'd be
like, what the fuck are you 

2193
01:51:17,600 --> 01:51:20,800
talking about? 
I mean, yeah, yeah. 

2194
01:51:20,880 --> 01:51:25,080
But the only thing she knows 
right now is that I is supposed 

2195
01:51:25,080 --> 01:51:29,040
to have played to be her. 
Because that's good. 

2196
01:51:29,040 --> 01:51:31,000
They didn't want. 
Good for you. 

2197
01:51:31,000 --> 01:51:32,280
Me. 
Good for you. 

2198
01:51:33,360 --> 01:51:35,920
But then she's like, OK, cool. 
May is dropping the bullshit. 

2199
01:51:36,960 --> 01:51:40,200
Allegedly. 
That's what UMM wants. 

2200
01:51:41,440 --> 01:51:44,960
So yeah. 
So UMM plays dumb for a second 

2201
01:51:44,960 --> 01:51:47,640
and says don't I always drive to
pick you up. 

2202
01:51:47,640 --> 01:51:49,480
Like sometimes you ride a 
motorcycle. 

2203
01:51:49,520 --> 01:51:52,920
It's kind of weird. 
Sometimes you go to your car and

2204
01:51:52,920 --> 01:51:54,760
then don't come. 
Back, damn it. 

2205
01:51:55,560 --> 01:51:59,120
I so May realizes she messed up 
and again, this is not usual for

2206
01:51:59,120 --> 01:52:03,360
her and starts panicking a bitch
because this isn't like her. 

2207
01:52:03,920 --> 01:52:08,040
And she tries to smooth it over 
but UMM interrupts her and yells

2208
01:52:08,280 --> 01:52:12,160
for her not to lie to her and 
tells her that she knows that 

2209
01:52:12,160 --> 01:52:14,400
this UMM just woke up from a 
coma. 

2210
01:52:14,480 --> 01:52:19,000
Like she knows that she she 
knows she knows that this UMM 

2211
01:52:19,080 --> 01:52:22,480
just woke up from a coma and 
that she has been with someone 

2212
01:52:22,480 --> 01:52:25,960
else. 
May is right, rightfully 

2213
01:52:25,960 --> 01:52:32,000
confused about how who knows all
this because like, Jan really 

2214
01:52:32,040 --> 01:52:35,760
should and could have filled 
people in and like just sent a 

2215
01:52:35,760 --> 01:52:38,760
mass text to everyone that said 
sorry, she wore me down and I 

2216
01:52:38,760 --> 01:52:42,040
couldn't lie to her anymore. 
But apparently we don't 

2217
01:52:42,040 --> 01:52:44,360
communicate with no, we don't. 
We don't do technology. 

2218
01:52:44,360 --> 01:52:47,440
We don't do technology either. 
May. 

2219
01:52:47,440 --> 01:52:50,480
Starts getting worried about 
what the hell is happening and 

2220
01:52:50,480 --> 01:52:53,280
is really confused about where 
UMM is taking her now that she 

2221
01:52:53,360 --> 01:52:56,200
knows things aren't as they 
actually seem. 

2222
01:52:56,200 --> 01:52:58,400
This is not a date. 
May. 

2223
01:52:58,400 --> 01:53:01,920
Sneakily calls I so she can be 
in on the information that is 

2224
01:53:01,920 --> 01:53:07,600
happening. 
So I answers and is like oh May 

2225
01:53:07,840 --> 01:53:12,520
and then immediately hears May 
ask where UMM is taking her and 

2226
01:53:12,560 --> 01:53:15,280
and UMM responds that she's 
taking her to the place where 

2227
01:53:15,280 --> 01:53:17,800
they can be together forever. 
So is she? 

2228
01:53:17,960 --> 01:53:19,200
Going to kill. 
Her Right, right. 

2229
01:53:19,360 --> 01:53:22,320
My question is what the fuck did
UMM mean by that? 

2230
01:53:22,520 --> 01:53:25,040
No, like it sounds like she they
were she was planning a double 

2231
01:53:25,040 --> 01:53:26,360
suicide. 
Yeah, it sounds like a murder 

2232
01:53:26,360 --> 01:53:28,200
suicide. 
That's where my brain went. 

2233
01:53:28,320 --> 01:53:31,720
But like if you're I umm 
listening to this and you have 

2234
01:53:31,720 --> 01:53:35,240
no idea that UMM has her 
memories back and May is in the 

2235
01:53:35,240 --> 01:53:37,360
car with UMM and is like where 
are you taking me? 

2236
01:53:37,360 --> 01:53:39,760
Umm and Umm's like the place 
where we can be together 

2237
01:53:39,760 --> 01:53:41,640
forever. 
Like why would I think that's 

2238
01:53:41,640 --> 01:53:43,280
suspicious? 
Because and eyes brain, she's 

2239
01:53:43,280 --> 01:53:45,320
like OK, umm thinks she's dating
Mei. 

2240
01:53:47,960 --> 01:53:50,280
Like why would you think that 
sentence was weird if you're I 

2241
01:53:50,280 --> 01:53:53,880
umm just coming into the 
conversation right there because

2242
01:53:53,880 --> 01:53:55,760
I freaked out and then like goes
after that. 

2243
01:53:55,760 --> 01:53:58,400
But like why? 
Why did I do that? 

2244
01:54:00,600 --> 01:54:05,520
The tone maybe I don't know. 
Because like those words don't 

2245
01:54:05,520 --> 01:54:09,240
seem suspicious unless it's code
for murder suicide, like you 

2246
01:54:09,240 --> 01:54:12,600
know what I mean? 
Like, it's like, it's because if

2247
01:54:12,600 --> 01:54:15,160
like May called her earlier, I 
think it's because May called 

2248
01:54:15,160 --> 01:54:17,760
her and didn't say anything, 
like possibly because she wants 

2249
01:54:17,760 --> 01:54:20,080
her to listen to this 
conversation, so something must 

2250
01:54:20,080 --> 01:54:21,680
be wrong. 
Yeah, I guess. 

2251
01:54:21,840 --> 01:54:24,400
But like, just hearing that part
of the conversation as I isn't 

2252
01:54:24,400 --> 01:54:26,760
super weird. 
But yeah, I think the context of

2253
01:54:26,760 --> 01:54:28,960
May is calling me out of 
nowhere, didn't say hi to me. 

2254
01:54:29,120 --> 01:54:30,880
And it's just like, umm, what 
are you doing? 

2255
01:54:30,880 --> 01:54:35,080
Like, and May's voice was very 
like, what are you doing? 

2256
01:54:35,080 --> 01:54:40,480
Umm, like your sister's unstable
Yeah, cuz everyone fucking 

2257
01:54:40,480 --> 01:54:43,080
forgot about her anyway. 
I don't, you know. 

2258
01:54:44,040 --> 01:54:48,520
Anyway, good for you. 
But yeah, I got yeah. 

2259
01:54:48,720 --> 01:54:51,280
Let us know in the comments what
you think meant by that cuz I my

2260
01:54:51,280 --> 01:54:53,320
brain immediately jumped to 
murder suicide like she's going 

2261
01:54:53,320 --> 01:54:53,640
to. 
Kill her. 

2262
01:54:53,640 --> 01:54:54,080
Yeah. 
No, I. 

2263
01:54:54,200 --> 01:54:55,960
Really thought and then that was
because. 

2264
01:54:56,440 --> 01:54:57,600
We're like, we're going to 
water. 

2265
01:54:57,640 --> 01:55:02,760
Ever, even if they were just 
dating, like and this is face 

2266
01:55:02,760 --> 01:55:08,120
value that ever forever, it has 
to go past a lifetime. 

2267
01:55:08,840 --> 01:55:11,840
So like they can't be anywhere 
forever unless they're dead 

2268
01:55:11,840 --> 01:55:15,040
correct. 
Or it was like, I think like the

2269
01:55:15,200 --> 01:55:18,920
if it was like a loving tone, it
could be like, we're going to 

2270
01:55:18,920 --> 01:55:22,360
like I'm going to propose to you
and then we start her forever. 

2271
01:55:22,360 --> 01:55:24,320
But that's not. 
That's not the sweet. 

2272
01:55:24,360 --> 01:55:26,080
Tone, that's not the sweet tone 
at all. 

2273
01:55:26,080 --> 01:55:28,560
That was not was tone. 
That's that was going on. 

2274
01:55:28,560 --> 01:55:32,280
I got murder suicide. 
Yeah, yeah, murder suicide. 

2275
01:55:34,760 --> 01:55:36,000
She's like, I'm about to kill 
you bitch, but. 

2276
01:55:36,240 --> 01:55:41,000
An. 
AU Romeo and Juliet but yeah 

2277
01:55:41,000 --> 01:55:43,280
yeah, yeah, yeah. 
Only more violent I'm pretty 

2278
01:55:43,280 --> 01:55:46,840
sure and less consensual murder 
suicide. 

2279
01:55:47,080 --> 01:55:48,920
That was suicide suicide, double
suicide. 

2280
01:55:49,960 --> 01:55:53,040
This is murder suicide. 
Where would murder May and then 

2281
01:55:53,040 --> 01:55:55,880
gave herself yeah, I that was my
that was the vibe I was getting 

2282
01:55:57,360 --> 01:55:59,840
OK anyway, OK back to the scene.
Make sure it wasn't just me. 

2283
01:55:59,840 --> 01:56:01,720
I was like, oh God, it was 
suicide. 

2284
01:56:02,160 --> 01:56:04,480
Yeah, yeah. 
OK, back to this. 

2285
01:56:05,320 --> 01:56:07,480
May. 
Looks confused, looks gently 

2286
01:56:07,640 --> 01:56:09,720
confused, while who takes her 
eyes. 

2287
01:56:10,120 --> 01:56:13,280
Off the road to look. 
Over at May with Fake love and 

2288
01:56:13,280 --> 01:56:15,800
smugness. 
I was trying so hard to describe

2289
01:56:15,800 --> 01:56:18,640
what this look was. 
This looks looks like I got a 

2290
01:56:18,640 --> 01:56:20,640
knife. 
Knife in the backseat with your 

2291
01:56:20,640 --> 01:56:22,360
name on. 
And I'm not afraid to use it. 

2292
01:56:22,360 --> 01:56:24,320
Yeah, no, this looks like I'm 
about to kill you. 

2293
01:56:24,400 --> 01:56:26,840
Like that's what. 
This looks like it's murderous, 

2294
01:56:26,960 --> 01:56:29,360
whatever this look it actually 
is. 

2295
01:56:29,360 --> 01:56:31,800
She's not OK. 
Evil and Boom is not OK. 

2296
01:56:31,800 --> 01:56:35,840
Boom is not OK in case May did 
not clock that because I know 

2297
01:56:35,840 --> 01:56:37,080
she doesn't pay attention to 
them. 

2298
01:56:37,400 --> 01:56:39,520
By the way, this woman is not 
OK. 

2299
01:56:39,600 --> 01:56:43,560
Look what you made me do. 
That you made me do. 

2300
01:56:43,800 --> 01:56:48,320
Honestly, yeah, girl, you're, 
you're rolling with some shady 

2301
01:56:48,320 --> 01:56:51,160
bitches. 
But yeah, that look. 

2302
01:56:51,160 --> 01:56:53,960
Oh, is chilling. 
Chilling is the word that does a

2303
01:56:53,960 --> 01:56:56,960
chilling look. 
I would be fucking scared out of

2304
01:56:56,960 --> 01:57:01,880
my mind if I was me. 
I'm scared now watching it. 

2305
01:57:03,600 --> 01:57:07,480
And also, look at the road. 
Yeah. 

2306
01:57:07,480 --> 01:57:09,600
No, you were driving. 
She took her. 

2307
01:57:09,640 --> 01:57:12,000
I knew it was going to happen 
the second time I watched, and 

2308
01:57:12,000 --> 01:57:13,440
she still took her eyes off the 
road. 

2309
01:57:13,440 --> 01:57:15,440
And I'm like, no, we're bracing 
for impact. 

2310
01:57:16,120 --> 01:57:17,800
You were in a coma because of a 
car accident. 

2311
01:57:17,800 --> 01:57:19,160
Come on, girl. 
Now is not the time. 

2312
01:57:19,880 --> 01:57:21,440
Well, to be fair, she wasn't 
driving. 

2313
01:57:21,640 --> 01:57:23,400
To be fair, she probably also 
doesn't really remember all 

2314
01:57:23,400 --> 01:57:26,320
that. 
But anyway, at least she's not 

2315
01:57:26,320 --> 01:57:31,840
supposed to. 
All right, So whom's not OK? 

2316
01:57:31,840 --> 01:57:36,080
And I knows this now. 
So she's tracking May with Soul.

2317
01:57:36,080 --> 01:57:39,640
Sync which is a fancy. 
Fine my friends and immediately 

2318
01:57:39,640 --> 01:57:44,800
takes off without telling me Ma.
Sorry Ma once again. 

2319
01:57:44,800 --> 01:57:49,320
And like who was just left to 
worry and wonder why I ran out 

2320
01:57:49,320 --> 01:57:52,320
so quickly. 
No one tells me Ma anything. 

2321
01:57:52,320 --> 01:57:53,800
No one tells me about a goddamn 
thing. 

2322
01:57:54,720 --> 01:57:57,680
But apparently she But she knew 
about May, so that's something. 

2323
01:57:58,640 --> 01:58:02,800
That's what whom told her about 
May but Oh my God, yeah, though 

2324
01:58:02,800 --> 01:58:07,440
what a what a creepy ass way to 
end that part of the episode of 

2325
01:58:07,440 --> 01:58:10,600
them like go to commercials like
that was some fucked up shit. 

2326
01:58:11,920 --> 01:58:15,160
I don't I don't blame her 
though. 

2327
01:58:15,320 --> 01:58:24,160
I don't blame her though. 
OK, so I think that Michelle G 

2328
01:58:24,160 --> 01:58:26,240
got it right and that this is 
probably going to be a 

2329
01:58:26,240 --> 01:58:31,000
three-part episode because yes, 
so with that, I think now would 

2330
01:58:31,000 --> 01:58:33,880
be a good time for me to go 
through the novel stuff, because

2331
01:58:33,880 --> 01:58:37,200
otherwise the last part is going
to take forever because the last

2332
01:58:37,200 --> 01:58:39,680
part of all the oh shit, and 
that's going to take forever. 

2333
01:58:40,120 --> 01:58:45,000
So I kept saying, Caitlin, that 
the the book is crazier. 

2334
01:58:46,440 --> 01:58:47,960
Oh, no. 
So am I gonna get to learn? 

2335
01:58:47,960 --> 01:58:49,680
So how did I give you the book 
stuff? 

2336
01:58:49,760 --> 01:58:52,880
Just set up the scene for when 
we get to the the final part of 

2337
01:58:52,880 --> 01:58:59,040
this episode. 
So OK, let me find it. 

2338
01:58:59,040 --> 01:59:02,560
So give me like a second. 
Actually, it's this whole thing.

2339
01:59:02,600 --> 01:59:04,080
Oh my God. 
Yeah, I forgot about this. 

2340
01:59:04,160 --> 01:59:06,440
Oh no. 
I think I told you about this, 

2341
01:59:06,440 --> 01:59:07,440
but I just found it in the 
novel. 

2342
01:59:07,440 --> 01:59:07,840
OK? 
I'm sorry. 

2343
01:59:07,840 --> 01:59:09,840
I'm trying to get to the part 
where we like get to this part 

2344
01:59:09,840 --> 01:59:12,080
of the the story because it's 
insane. 

2345
01:59:12,080 --> 01:59:17,400
OK but anyway I just in the same
part I just read the doctor 

2346
01:59:17,400 --> 01:59:20,120
discharged umm so she can 
finally go home to this is I's 

2347
01:59:20,120 --> 01:59:22,160
point of view. 
My younger twin is much better 

2348
01:59:22,160 --> 01:59:23,680
now. 
She can walk normally but her 

2349
01:59:23,680 --> 01:59:26,480
memories are not all back yet. 
That however makes my parents 

2350
01:59:26,480 --> 01:59:29,040
feel relieved because they don't
want her to go crazy because her

2351
01:59:29,040 --> 01:59:31,240
husband died and her wedding 
night. 

2352
01:59:32,360 --> 01:59:34,080
Hold on. 
Oh shit, where was it? 

2353
01:59:36,240 --> 01:59:39,920
So I mean, this is I, I mean, 
that would be how she feels when

2354
01:59:39,920 --> 01:59:41,400
all her memories come back. dot,
dot, dot. 

2355
01:59:41,400 --> 01:59:43,120
Because it's I assuming that's 
how she's going to feel. 

2356
01:59:43,360 --> 01:59:46,800
Then it was woman talking. 
I she's like, she's at home with

2357
01:59:47,000 --> 01:59:49,480
her family and she's like, did 
anyone use my credit card when I

2358
01:59:49,480 --> 01:59:51,160
was in a coma? 
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. 

2359
01:59:51,800 --> 01:59:54,800
When umm gets home, she opens 
her letters and finds the credit

2360
01:59:54,800 --> 01:59:57,000
card bills. 
When I hear that, I startle and 

2361
01:59:57,000 --> 01:59:59,400
remain silent, pretending not to
hear the question. 

2362
01:59:59,400 --> 02:00:04,400
This is I. 
And then I is so different. 

2363
02:00:04,520 --> 02:00:06,600
And then her mom is the first 
person to respond. 

2364
02:00:06,600 --> 02:00:09,160
Mom says, no, I didn't even know
that you had a credit card. 

2365
02:00:10,520 --> 02:00:12,320
And then it was like, it's 
probably dad then. 

2366
02:00:12,720 --> 02:00:14,840
And then Dad's like, hey, I 
didn't take your credit card. 

2367
02:00:14,960 --> 02:00:17,560
And then it was like, I did you 
do it. 

2368
02:00:18,040 --> 02:00:21,240
Everyone stares at me as I 
pretend to be watching TVI give 

2369
02:00:21,240 --> 02:00:23,280
everyone a cold stare and start 
to pick a fight. 

2370
02:00:23,280 --> 02:00:25,360
And I says, you're looking for 
someone to blame. 

2371
02:00:25,360 --> 02:00:27,320
You throw everything that's 
unwanted at me. 

2372
02:00:27,600 --> 02:00:30,040
What? 
Girl, I is not a good person in 

2373
02:00:30,040 --> 02:00:36,080
the novel anyway. 
The gas lights literally just 

2374
02:00:36,080 --> 02:00:37,920
got home out of being out of a 
coma. 

2375
02:00:37,920 --> 02:00:39,640
And it's like, why do I have 
these credit card bills? 

2376
02:00:39,640 --> 02:00:41,960
I was in a coma. 
And then I trust the gas lighter

2377
02:00:42,120 --> 02:00:44,760
immediately. 
Yeah. 

2378
02:00:45,280 --> 02:00:48,200
So the book is fucked up. 
Guy is so much better in the 

2379
02:00:48,200 --> 02:00:49,080
show. 
I know. 

2380
02:00:49,080 --> 02:00:52,520
No, no, GMMTV did a great job 
characterizing all the people in

2381
02:00:52,520 --> 02:00:55,520
the novel because, like, yeah, 
everybody's horrible in those 

2382
02:00:55,520 --> 02:00:56,840
books. 
Like absolutely horrible. 

2383
02:00:57,480 --> 02:00:59,680
OK, so I just had to read that 
because that was really fucking 

2384
02:00:59,680 --> 02:01:02,080
funny. 
But OK, let me find the this 

2385
02:01:02,080 --> 02:01:03,040
part. 
Just give me a second. 

2386
02:01:03,080 --> 02:01:07,240
I forget where it was. 
OK, All right, so let's get into

2387
02:01:07,240 --> 02:01:09,400
this is going to be a while of 
reading the novel. 

2388
02:01:09,400 --> 02:01:11,280
So if you're not into this and 
you don't want spoilers, just 

2389
02:01:11,280 --> 02:01:13,400
end the episode here. 
But I'm going to set the stage 

2390
02:01:13,400 --> 02:01:16,240
of like what GM Mt VS working 
with before we get to the 

2391
02:01:16,240 --> 02:01:18,960
glorious part of this episode, 
which is Part 3 and 4 will be 

2392
02:01:18,960 --> 02:01:20,760
covered in our next recap 
episode. 

2393
02:01:21,080 --> 02:01:23,520
So goodbye to those who don't 
want novel spoilers. 

2394
02:01:23,520 --> 02:01:26,680
But if you're into that, stick 
around because this is some 

2395
02:01:26,680 --> 02:01:30,040
crazy shit. 
OK, so to set the stage, this is

2396
02:01:30,040 --> 02:01:33,520
the lead up to UMM kidnapping 
maids because that's what 

2397
02:01:33,520 --> 02:01:36,200
happens in the show. 
That is not what happens in the 

2398
02:01:36,200 --> 02:01:39,240
book. 
So in the book, I and Umm are at

2399
02:01:39,240 --> 02:01:42,160
home and I was like oh what are 
you doing? 

2400
02:01:42,160 --> 02:01:43,400
Umm? 
And Umm was like, I'm about to 

2401
02:01:43,400 --> 02:01:45,960
go on a date with May because 
this the same thing happens 

2402
02:01:45,960 --> 02:01:47,080
where she doesn't have the 
memories. 

2403
02:01:47,080 --> 02:01:49,320
She's still dating May and I and
May are secretly dating in the 

2404
02:01:49,320 --> 02:01:50,280
background. 
That part's the same. 

2405
02:01:50,280 --> 02:01:52,840
And then I was like, oh man, I 
feel a little jealous She gets 

2406
02:01:52,840 --> 02:01:54,760
to be with May, even though like
I want to be with May. 

2407
02:01:56,200 --> 02:01:57,440
And then Umm's like, where are 
you going? 

2408
02:01:57,440 --> 02:01:59,000
I And I was like, I'm going to 
go meet my friend. 

2409
02:01:59,840 --> 02:02:04,520
So then I and then Umm's like, 
oh, do you want to ride with me 

2410
02:02:04,520 --> 02:02:12,960
'cause I'm going to drive. 
And then and then I was like, 

2411
02:02:12,960 --> 02:02:14,960
OK, this is weird. 
She's like, Umm's dressed pretty

2412
02:02:14,960 --> 02:02:16,200
casually and that's kind of 
weird. 

2413
02:02:16,200 --> 02:02:18,920
And I and then I feel nervous 
for some reason. 

2414
02:02:19,200 --> 02:02:21,200
And she's like, my twin used to 
say that she doesn't want to 

2415
02:02:21,200 --> 02:02:23,320
drive because she's too scared 
to do so. 

2416
02:02:24,360 --> 02:02:27,080
And then again, the parents are 
like there and they're like, 

2417
02:02:27,080 --> 02:02:29,040
don't provoke her memory. 
And the parents guessed that 

2418
02:02:29,040 --> 02:02:31,200
she's still unconsciously scared
to do so because of the 

2419
02:02:31,240 --> 02:02:33,440
accident, though she can't 
remember the accident. 

2420
02:02:33,440 --> 02:02:37,280
So for so naturally after the 
after the coma, umm, didn't want

2421
02:02:37,280 --> 02:02:39,160
to drive even though she didn't 
have the memories. 

2422
02:02:39,560 --> 02:02:41,920
So then I was like, this is 
weird because she's driving 

2423
02:02:41,920 --> 02:02:43,640
today. 
So this is what we just saw, 

2424
02:02:43,640 --> 02:02:45,680
right? 
And then I in her brain is like,

2425
02:02:45,680 --> 02:02:49,640
why do I feel nervous? 
And then I, so because she feels

2426
02:02:49,640 --> 02:02:51,560
weird about this. 
I was like, how about I go with 

2427
02:02:51,560 --> 02:02:52,880
you? 
Umm, I can drive. 

2428
02:02:53,400 --> 02:02:56,080
And she asked for the keys And 
then Umm's like, no, no, no, I 

2429
02:02:56,080 --> 02:02:58,400
got this. 
She's like, I haven't driven for

2430
02:02:58,400 --> 02:03:00,240
a long time. 
I, I want to drive today. 

2431
02:03:00,280 --> 02:03:03,120
And then I kind of presses her 
on a little bit and then Umm's 

2432
02:03:03,120 --> 02:03:05,840
like, I know that's not normal 
for me, but like it's normal 

2433
02:03:05,840 --> 02:03:08,280
now. 
And then Umm's like, do you want

2434
02:03:08,280 --> 02:03:09,960
to come with me? 
Like I can drive you. 

2435
02:03:11,200 --> 02:03:13,000
And she's like, you'll be late 
for your appointment. 

2436
02:03:13,000 --> 02:03:15,880
The longer this we keep arguing 
about this just I can drive the 

2437
02:03:15,880 --> 02:03:19,480
car, I can go faster and then 
umm and i's like, oh, I don't 

2438
02:03:19,480 --> 02:03:21,680
know about this, but she's like,
I guess I could go with her and 

2439
02:03:21,680 --> 02:03:24,800
make sure she's OK. 
So then I is the one that gets 

2440
02:03:24,800 --> 02:03:31,360
in the car with umm OK and then 
UMM starts driving OK and then. 

2441
02:03:33,720 --> 02:03:41,000
Blah blah blah, OK. 
All right, then basically they 

2442
02:03:41,000 --> 02:03:44,000
start driving and then they 
start having a little heart to 

2443
02:03:44,000 --> 02:03:46,640
heart here where like they're 
like, oh, I was envious of you. 

2444
02:03:46,640 --> 02:03:48,480
You were envious of me kind of 
thing. 

2445
02:03:49,200 --> 02:03:53,640
And they have their heart to 
heart in the car instead of like

2446
02:03:53,760 --> 02:03:57,400
meemaws, basically. 
So I'm just gonna kind of skip 

2447
02:03:57,400 --> 02:04:00,560
all of that. 
I admit. 

2448
02:04:00,560 --> 02:04:03,720
She stole her laptop and wasn't 
using it in the scene. 

2449
02:04:04,560 --> 02:04:08,000
And then they start talking 
about May, I guess. 

2450
02:04:11,600 --> 02:04:12,760
Oh, yeah. 
Because I was like, oh, I took 

2451
02:04:12,760 --> 02:04:14,400
your laptop and I started 
writing a novel. 

2452
02:04:14,600 --> 02:04:16,880
And then Umm's like, oh, writing
novels is good. 

2453
02:04:16,880 --> 02:04:20,520
Like, you know, she's like, 
because like in a novel you can 

2454
02:04:20,520 --> 02:04:22,760
write a happy ending even though
in real life you don't get a 

2455
02:04:22,760 --> 02:04:24,240
happy ending because someone 
ruined it. 

2456
02:04:24,600 --> 02:04:26,520
And I was like, what do you say 
in umm? 

2457
02:04:26,520 --> 02:04:33,000
And then Umm's like May and then
I was like, my younger twin look

2458
02:04:33,000 --> 02:04:35,520
straight ahead, but her tone and
voice and the look in her eyes 

2459
02:04:35,520 --> 02:04:39,400
changed, which surprises me. 
And I was like, you're talking 

2460
02:04:39,400 --> 02:04:42,120
like May did something. 
And Umm responds. 

2461
02:04:42,120 --> 02:04:45,240
She changed my life in many 
ways. dot dot dot May made me 

2462
02:04:45,240 --> 02:04:48,480
realize that there is someone in
this world who sees our worth 

2463
02:04:48,480 --> 02:04:52,520
while others look past it. 
I was like, umm, I And then umm 

2464
02:04:52,520 --> 02:04:55,000
cuts her off. 
She was like, it was the first 

2465
02:04:55,000 --> 02:04:56,760
time someone sent me a love 
letter. 

2466
02:04:56,960 --> 02:04:59,800
UMM says this like she's deeply 
hurt, but then she thinks of her

2467
02:04:59,800 --> 02:05:01,520
past, but she suddenly went 
away. 

2468
02:05:03,480 --> 02:05:07,640
Because like, basically, I think
the way the story went here is 

2469
02:05:07,640 --> 02:05:10,600
that, like, May wrote IA love 
letter after the first time they

2470
02:05:10,600 --> 02:05:13,040
met and it went to UMM. 
And then UMM was like, oh, 

2471
02:05:13,040 --> 02:05:14,560
somebody loves me and they wrote
me a love letter. 

2472
02:05:14,560 --> 02:05:16,680
Didn't find out it wasn't her. 
OK. 

2473
02:05:16,680 --> 02:05:19,120
And then I was listening to this
and I think I kind of knew this 

2474
02:05:19,120 --> 02:05:20,680
shit from May, some of this from
May. 

2475
02:05:20,680 --> 02:05:22,760
And she's like, well, you know, 
probably wasn't the right time. 

2476
02:05:23,880 --> 02:05:25,600
And then I, and then this is 
when they were kids. 

2477
02:05:25,600 --> 02:05:27,840
And then UMM is continuing. 
This is Umm's truth coming out 

2478
02:05:27,840 --> 02:05:29,160
in the scene while they're 
driving. 

2479
02:05:29,880 --> 02:05:33,760
And UMM says, I forgot all about
that love letter until I met her

2480
02:05:33,760 --> 02:05:35,720
again at the airport when they 
get reunited. 

2481
02:05:36,400 --> 02:05:39,040
And then Mae approached me and 
she looked at me with loving 

2482
02:05:39,040 --> 02:05:44,120
eyes and made me feel special. 
And this is I, I in her brain. 

2483
02:05:44,120 --> 02:05:45,800
I go quiet because I feel 
guilty. 

2484
02:05:46,080 --> 02:05:48,520
Mae just looked at the wrong 
person with those eyes because 

2485
02:05:48,520 --> 02:05:52,000
she's always thought UMM was me 
and then I was like OK UMM 

2486
02:05:52,000 --> 02:05:54,040
interesting. 
And then UMM continues. 

2487
02:05:54,040 --> 02:05:56,480
Then one day I realized the 
letter and her love weren't 

2488
02:05:56,480 --> 02:05:59,560
meant for me. 
UMM glances at me with tear in 

2489
02:05:59,560 --> 02:06:02,400
her eyes and she says it was all
because she misunderstood me for

2490
02:06:02,400 --> 02:06:04,520
you. 
Twin gulp. 

2491
02:06:06,160 --> 02:06:08,280
It seems like UMM remembers more
from her past. 

2492
02:06:08,280 --> 02:06:10,640
I don't know how much she 
remembers or what I should do in

2493
02:06:10,640 --> 02:06:12,160
this situation. 
Yeah 'cause she's recalling 

2494
02:06:12,160 --> 02:06:15,400
memories now. 
This is the fucked up shit. 

2495
02:06:15,520 --> 02:06:18,800
Then UMM says to I. 
You always used my name when you

2496
02:06:18,800 --> 02:06:21,440
did bad things. 
I let it go because people will 

2497
02:06:21,440 --> 02:06:23,480
find out anyway that I'm not 
you. 

2498
02:06:24,280 --> 02:06:26,240
But with May, that's not what I 
wanted. 

2499
02:06:26,280 --> 02:06:28,720
I loved May. 
Umm holds on to the steering 

2500
02:06:28,720 --> 02:06:31,120
wheel tightly. 
I found out later on that the 

2501
02:06:31,120 --> 02:06:33,280
person she fell in love with 
wasn't even me. 

2502
02:06:34,080 --> 02:06:39,000
And then I was like, umm, you 
remember everything alone gives 

2503
02:06:39,000 --> 02:06:42,120
me a chilly grin while teals of 
anguish streamed on her face. 

2504
02:06:42,120 --> 02:06:44,680
And she says, yes, I remember 
everything. 

2505
02:06:45,040 --> 02:06:50,120
So instead of me, my God I 
kidnapping May she get lures I 

2506
02:06:50,120 --> 02:06:52,440
into the car and then has this 
conversation right? 

2507
02:06:53,920 --> 02:07:00,360
OK all right. 
I think this is UMM continuing 

2508
02:07:00,600 --> 02:07:03,400
rather than UMM being my name. 
I had to pretend to be you 

2509
02:07:03,400 --> 02:07:05,600
because May thought that your 
name was UMM. 

2510
02:07:05,800 --> 02:07:07,360
Do you know how much pain I was 
in? 

2511
02:07:07,680 --> 02:07:09,640
UMM smashes the steering wheel 
and resentment. 

2512
02:07:09,960 --> 02:07:12,400
We began to drift apart and grow
cold towards each other. 

2513
02:07:12,400 --> 02:07:15,600
This is what we saw on the show.
It was because I wasn't the UMM 

2514
02:07:15,600 --> 02:07:19,920
she thought I was the perky UMM 
that picks fights with everyone 

2515
02:07:19,920 --> 02:07:22,720
and has a face as beautiful as a
portrait because for some reason

2516
02:07:22,720 --> 02:07:25,040
eyes the hot twin in the novel 
even though they're identical 

2517
02:07:25,040 --> 02:07:27,520
twins. 
And Meg kept talking about you 

2518
02:07:27,560 --> 02:07:30,200
and not me and I was like I'm 
sorry. 

2519
02:07:30,200 --> 02:07:33,280
And UMM says what are you sorry 
for? 

2520
02:07:33,280 --> 02:07:35,080
And she screams at me 
uncontrollably. 

2521
02:07:35,160 --> 02:07:38,560
I understand why she's so angry.
And UMM says I says I'm sorry 

2522
02:07:38,560 --> 02:07:41,320
for using your name at will. 
I was a very bad person I know 

2523
02:07:41,320 --> 02:07:43,600
that now. 
So at least I apologizes to UMM.

2524
02:07:44,120 --> 02:07:46,400
And UMM says it's OK. 
And I was like but. 

2525
02:07:46,440 --> 02:07:50,480
And UMM says I don't hate you, 
the person I hate most right 

2526
02:07:50,480 --> 02:07:54,200
now. 
UMM looks straight ahead. 

2527
02:07:54,360 --> 02:07:58,520
I had no idea when we arrived at
May's house is the owner of this

2528
02:07:58,520 --> 02:08:04,840
house so she takes I to May just
wait when the gate is open. 

2529
02:08:04,840 --> 02:08:07,600
May who rarely comes out of the 
house is standing alone in the 

2530
02:08:07,600 --> 02:08:10,400
driveway. 
UMM looks straight at the petite

2531
02:08:10,400 --> 02:08:12,320
woman. 
That's what I call her, full of 

2532
02:08:12,320 --> 02:08:16,200
rage that makes me nervous. 
And I says what are you going to

2533
02:08:16,200 --> 02:08:22,000
do UMM. 
UMM says in because UMM found 

2534
02:08:22,000 --> 02:08:24,040
out about Paul too. 
So UMM says when I finally found

2535
02:08:24,040 --> 02:08:28,240
a new love AKA Paul, the owner 
of the airline who proposed to 

2536
02:08:28,240 --> 02:08:31,080
me on his knees and said he 
would love me until we were old,

2537
02:08:31,080 --> 02:08:33,920
May called to tell him that we 
were still together. 

2538
02:08:34,920 --> 02:08:38,040
It made my husband go out that 
night and talk to her and the 

2539
02:08:38,040 --> 02:08:40,360
accident happened. 
So this all happened very 

2540
02:08:40,360 --> 02:08:42,240
differently, very differently in
the novel. 

2541
02:08:42,480 --> 02:08:44,760
And I was like what? 
Because I didn't know this part 

2542
02:08:46,080 --> 02:08:48,920
and I said and may umm 
continues. 

2543
02:08:48,920 --> 02:08:51,320
Mae is a murderer. 
She's the reason my husband 

2544
02:08:51,320 --> 02:08:58,080
died. 
Let's go of the sorry, OK, 

2545
02:08:58,400 --> 02:09:01,400
before we get there. 
OK, Actually, no, we'll keep 

2546
02:09:01,400 --> 02:09:03,400
going because I think they they 
talk about it more because like 

2547
02:09:03,400 --> 02:09:05,680
this, the truth of this happened
in another scene. 

2548
02:09:05,960 --> 02:09:08,600
OK, so I umm screams Mae is a 
murderer. 

2549
02:09:08,600 --> 02:09:12,600
She killed my husband. 
Let's go of the brake and slams 

2550
02:09:12,600 --> 02:09:15,880
her foot on the accelerator. 
We're killing Mae. 

2551
02:09:16,000 --> 02:09:18,280
I will make her die along with 
my husband. 

2552
02:09:19,400 --> 02:09:22,560
Oh my God. 
Our car speeds into the house 

2553
02:09:23,240 --> 02:09:26,640
and in one split second that I 
can still see what's going on. 

2554
02:09:26,640 --> 02:09:29,200
I saw Mae raise a gun. 
What? 

2555
02:09:30,400 --> 02:09:33,880
And even straight at home 
without fearing death herself. 

2556
02:09:33,880 --> 02:09:40,280
I told you the book was crazier.
Hi in the front seat, stop umm 

2557
02:09:40,280 --> 02:09:44,080
stop. 
Bang screech umm hits the brakes

2558
02:09:44,080 --> 02:09:46,200
so hard I almost flew out of the
window. 

2559
02:09:46,440 --> 02:09:49,120
It's lucky we had our seatbelts 
on so we're safe. 

2560
02:09:49,280 --> 02:09:52,280
I look down and scream before I 
slowly look back up. 

2561
02:09:52,440 --> 02:09:54,240
Mae is still standing where she 
was. 

2562
02:09:54,240 --> 02:09:56,960
The car is only a few palm 
lengths away from her. 

2563
02:09:57,360 --> 02:10:02,400
There was gunfire. 
I look at my twin who has her 

2564
02:10:02,400 --> 02:10:04,760
face on the steering wheel and 
cries uncontrollably as she 

2565
02:10:04,760 --> 02:10:07,080
smashes the steering wheel 
because she's angry with herself

2566
02:10:07,160 --> 02:10:09,360
and UMM is saying why can't 
can't I do it? 

2567
02:10:09,360 --> 02:10:15,200
Why Like she couldn't kill May. 
And then I tries to reach out to

2568
02:10:15,200 --> 02:10:19,640
console UMM, but May opens the 
door, unbuckles my seat belt, 

2569
02:10:19,640 --> 02:10:22,040
pulls me out of the car and 
asks, are you OK? 

2570
02:10:22,040 --> 02:10:24,320
I was like, are you OK? 
They scan each other, they're 

2571
02:10:24,320 --> 02:10:27,520
fine. 
Then I was like, where did you 

2572
02:10:27,520 --> 02:10:29,280
get that from? 
Why do you have a gun? 

2573
02:10:32,840 --> 02:10:35,240
And May says, I thought I should
have one on me. 

2574
02:10:35,240 --> 02:10:38,640
UMM is too dangerous, right? 
This is the nature of their 

2575
02:10:38,640 --> 02:10:42,280
relationship in the novel that 
May had a gun already because of

2576
02:10:42,920 --> 02:10:45,080
yeah, they were horrible to each
other in this book. 

2577
02:10:46,400 --> 02:10:49,160
And May is staring at UMM. 
And then UMM slowly gets out of 

2578
02:10:49,160 --> 02:10:52,720
the car and slams the car door. 
And then this is when they have 

2579
02:10:52,720 --> 02:10:54,640
the fight that we're going to 
get into in the next part where 

2580
02:10:54,640 --> 02:10:56,800
she's like, you guys seem to 
love each other a lot. 

2581
02:10:57,640 --> 02:11:00,680
And then Mae is like with the 
gun, like I knew you were 

2582
02:11:00,680 --> 02:11:03,520
pretending not to remember. 
And then Umm's like, we know 

2583
02:11:03,520 --> 02:11:05,640
each other well. 
They're both horrible. 

2584
02:11:05,800 --> 02:11:06,920
They're similar like you said 
she. 

2585
02:11:07,200 --> 02:11:08,240
Never. 
Lost her memories. 

2586
02:11:10,040 --> 02:11:13,440
No, she did. 
But like, yeah, anyway, yeah, 

2587
02:11:13,440 --> 02:11:14,960
she's like you. 
Maybe she didn't. 

2588
02:11:14,960 --> 02:11:16,440
Maybe she was pretending the 
whole time. 

2589
02:11:16,440 --> 02:11:19,840
And she's like, I knew it. 
I knew it because like, prior to

2590
02:11:19,840 --> 02:11:22,200
the scene is when I finds out 
that May was pretending to be 

2591
02:11:22,200 --> 02:11:23,920
blind the whole time when she 
was in the novel. 

2592
02:11:24,360 --> 02:11:26,600
And umm knew she was pretending 
to be blind because it's boom. 

2593
02:11:26,600 --> 02:11:28,320
They know each other and they're
both devious, I guess. 

2594
02:11:29,280 --> 02:11:31,680
And then May asks her, why did 
you hit the brakes if you did 

2595
02:11:32,000 --> 02:11:35,520
this that day return referring 
to the accident or Paul died. 

2596
02:11:35,800 --> 02:11:38,160
You wouldn't have the fight with
your husband for control of the 

2597
02:11:38,160 --> 02:11:41,600
steering wheel until he died 
because the car went off the 

2598
02:11:41,600 --> 02:11:45,360
road. 
Mace. 

2599
02:11:45,360 --> 02:11:47,800
And this is I again. 
May says this casually as my 

2600
02:11:47,800 --> 02:11:51,040
heart shakes. 
This means that May was there at

2601
02:11:51,040 --> 02:11:55,600
the accident. 
She was involved and they keep 

2602
02:11:55,600 --> 02:11:59,200
fighting. 
And like, the crux of this is 

2603
02:11:59,200 --> 02:12:08,880
that basically the way Paul dies
is that May calls Paul like she 

2604
02:12:08,880 --> 02:12:13,280
was about to get married. 
May found out so then May I 

2605
02:12:13,280 --> 02:12:15,920
think umm sent her a thing being
like I'm getting married. 

2606
02:12:15,920 --> 02:12:18,880
I moved on. 
So then May gets into contact 

2607
02:12:18,880 --> 02:12:21,520
with Paul and was like by the 
way, did you know about me? 

2608
02:12:21,520 --> 02:12:25,080
And like did this to hurt UMM So
and then Paul was not a nice guy

2609
02:12:25,080 --> 02:12:31,160
like a loving devoting doormat. 
So he basically goes to May, I 

2610
02:12:31,160 --> 02:12:33,960
think there was by May's house, 
and he goes to confront May with

2611
02:12:34,160 --> 02:12:37,680
UMM in the car. 
And I think May comes out with 

2612
02:12:37,680 --> 02:12:40,560
the gun again. 
And then he tries to like run 

2613
02:12:40,560 --> 02:12:43,200
her off the road because she's 
standing in the road. 

2614
02:12:43,200 --> 02:12:46,360
And then UMM is in the car. 
And UMM took the steering wheel 

2615
02:12:46,360 --> 02:12:48,080
so that he couldn't run into 
May. 

2616
02:12:48,240 --> 02:12:50,120
And then they crashed into ditch
and he died. 

2617
02:12:50,120 --> 02:12:52,400
She ended up in a coma. 
So that's actually how the 

2618
02:12:52,400 --> 02:12:54,320
accident went down. 
Because like, remember in the 

2619
02:12:54,320 --> 02:12:57,880
show, it was just they were just
randomly driving Oh my God. 

2620
02:12:57,880 --> 02:12:59,880
And then they steered off the 
road. 

2621
02:13:00,240 --> 02:13:02,320
Yeah. 
In the book, Paul was trying to 

2622
02:13:02,320 --> 02:13:05,080
kill May with the car, and then,
umm, stopped it. 

2623
02:13:05,560 --> 02:13:07,000
And then that's how the accident
happened. 

2624
02:13:07,000 --> 02:13:09,880
So that's why she's like May, if
you hadn't have called him and 

2625
02:13:09,880 --> 02:13:12,560
pissed him off and would have 
just let me move on with my 

2626
02:13:12,560 --> 02:13:15,200
life, nobody would have been in 
that situation. 

2627
02:13:15,200 --> 02:13:17,200
So the accident happened because
of May. 

2628
02:13:17,320 --> 02:13:21,080
And Paul is another body that 
May has in the novel. 

2629
02:13:22,000 --> 02:13:25,200
And I didn't know any of this 
until just now when they're at 

2630
02:13:25,200 --> 02:13:27,240
gunpoint. 
Oh my God. 

2631
02:13:27,360 --> 02:13:29,920
But wait, it keeps going. 
What do you mean it keeps going 

2632
02:13:29,920 --> 02:13:31,880
it? 
Keeps going so basically 

2633
02:13:33,720 --> 02:13:36,200
basically UMM and May start 
getting into a verbal 

2634
02:13:36,200 --> 02:13:41,480
altercation and then UMM tries 
to run after May to like attack 

2635
02:13:41,480 --> 02:13:44,240
her, but then I gets in the way 
and she's like, I'm worried 

2636
02:13:44,240 --> 02:13:49,320
about May who has a gun still. 
And then I was like, can you 

2637
02:13:49,320 --> 02:13:51,840
guys please stop fighting? 
Like I don't want anybody to get

2638
02:13:51,840 --> 02:13:53,400
hurt. 
We need to let go of the past. 

2639
02:13:53,400 --> 02:13:56,440
Like please let it go. 
May let it go and she's she's 

2640
02:13:56,440 --> 02:13:57,920
like hurting each other is not 
worth it. 

2641
02:13:57,920 --> 02:14:00,960
Like can we just move on? 
Basically, they keep fighting 

2642
02:14:01,600 --> 02:14:07,240
and then blah blah blah, blah 
blah and then it's at this stage

2643
02:14:07,360 --> 02:14:10,440
when they start fighting that 
UMM tells IO. 

2644
02:14:10,440 --> 02:14:13,320
Didn't you know May was the 
lawyer that ended. 

2645
02:14:13,520 --> 02:14:15,600
She tells her about the Batman 
stuff that comes out here. 

2646
02:14:15,600 --> 02:14:16,560
Like she didn't know that 
before. 

2647
02:14:16,560 --> 02:14:18,120
So by the way, she ruined your 
friend's life and killed your 

2648
02:14:18,120 --> 02:14:19,360
friend's mom. 
Didn't you know that she also 

2649
02:14:19,360 --> 02:14:21,200
has another body? 
Didn't you just kill somebody? 

2650
02:14:21,200 --> 02:14:27,360
I know she killed somebody, you 
know, And then also Uma is the 

2651
02:14:27,360 --> 02:14:29,160
one who's like, you know, what 
makes this real fun? 

2652
02:14:29,160 --> 02:14:32,000
I is the one that told her 
friend to go blind, the lawyer. 

2653
02:14:32,000 --> 02:14:34,080
And it was worse the way that 
went down in the novel, too. 

2654
02:14:34,080 --> 02:14:36,600
So like, all of the truths had 
come out during this, like, 

2655
02:14:36,600 --> 02:14:39,760
scene where like, Mae's got a 
gun and Uma almost kills me. 

2656
02:14:39,760 --> 02:14:43,080
Oh, my God. 
And then so I has to like, I was

2657
02:14:43,080 --> 02:14:44,760
trying to be the middle woman to
be like, can we stop? 

2658
02:14:44,760 --> 02:14:46,840
And then she has to suddenly 
process this shit. 

2659
02:14:47,680 --> 02:14:49,960
And then basically they get in 
that situation where they're 

2660
02:14:49,960 --> 02:14:52,960
like, OK, I think we love each 
other enough that we can move on

2661
02:14:52,960 --> 02:14:57,960
with this. 
And then OK. 

2662
02:14:58,160 --> 02:15:00,800
And then she's basically like 
she's basically amazed like oh, 

2663
02:15:00,800 --> 02:15:02,400
I can forgive I for that 
basically. 

2664
02:15:02,400 --> 02:15:03,920
And I was like, I can't believe 
you just said that. 

2665
02:15:03,920 --> 02:15:05,400
What are you lying? 
And she's like, no, I can 

2666
02:15:05,400 --> 02:15:08,680
forgive I for that. 
And then this is back to Mae. 

2667
02:15:08,920 --> 02:15:12,160
Mae says she meaning I didn't 
make me blind. 

2668
02:15:12,160 --> 02:15:15,920
It's not like you who almost 
killed me twice, yet I'm still 

2669
02:15:15,920 --> 02:15:18,440
alive. 
The sweet faced woman raises her

2670
02:15:18,440 --> 02:15:21,800
gun and aims it at my twins face
looking like she's not kidding, 

2671
02:15:21,880 --> 02:15:26,000
like Mae's horrible. 
They say that if you hit a snake

2672
02:15:26,000 --> 02:15:30,040
you better kill it and you're 
not dead, one day you will be. 

2673
02:15:30,040 --> 02:15:33,240
So what should I do? 
And then I'm sorry this part 

2674
02:15:33,240 --> 02:15:35,520
I'll make you laugh. 
Umm says if you think you can 

2675
02:15:35,520 --> 02:15:37,480
get away with killing me go for 
it. 

2676
02:15:37,480 --> 02:15:41,080
And Mae says don't worry, don't 
forget that I'm a lawyer. 

2677
02:15:41,080 --> 02:15:42,920
I can always get away with it 
easily. 

2678
02:15:46,520 --> 02:15:49,400
And then I comes in and she's 
like, stop it, Nobody's going to

2679
02:15:49,400 --> 02:15:51,280
die. 
And she's trying to like, stop 

2680
02:15:51,280 --> 02:15:53,160
this bullshit. 
She's like, look, we're all 

2681
02:15:53,160 --> 02:15:54,560
alive. 
The past is in the past. 

2682
02:15:54,560 --> 02:15:58,840
Everything's going to be fine. 
And then, yeah, we get back to 

2683
02:15:59,000 --> 02:16:01,440
the husband and all that kind of
stuff. 

2684
02:16:01,480 --> 02:16:05,280
And then basically like May 
pulls a gun on UMM and then 

2685
02:16:05,280 --> 02:16:08,840
tries to shoot like, and then I 
think somehow UMM gets the gun 

2686
02:16:09,120 --> 02:16:11,760
and then is pointing it at May 
and then like fires the gun, but

2687
02:16:11,760 --> 02:16:14,440
like fires it in the air. 
But like, yeah, these two end up

2688
02:16:14,440 --> 02:16:16,600
in a shootout. 
Like that's how bad it. 

2689
02:16:16,720 --> 02:16:20,120
Is in the novel. 
My brain is hurting right now, 

2690
02:16:20,120 --> 02:16:23,160
I. 
Told you it was worse they end 

2691
02:16:23,160 --> 02:16:26,080
up in a shootout. 
Why? 

2692
02:16:26,560 --> 02:16:28,360
Yeah, no. 
So May and whom their 

2693
02:16:28,360 --> 02:16:32,719
relationship was really really 
that was some poisonous love at 

2694
02:16:32,719 --> 02:16:34,760
the end because like. 
Oh. 

2695
02:16:35,559 --> 02:16:38,480
My God, Paul's death is is May's
fault. 

2696
02:16:38,920 --> 02:16:41,360
And then like they end up in a 
shootout. 

2697
02:16:43,400 --> 02:16:45,760
OK. 
Sure. 

2698
02:16:45,959 --> 02:16:48,040
So would you like to have seen 
the shootout of the? 

2699
02:16:48,400 --> 02:16:50,799
Show. 
Yeah, the novel's crazy. 

2700
02:16:51,600 --> 02:16:54,639
I mean, if this was a other 
show, like we didn't really care

2701
02:16:54,639 --> 02:16:57,440
about and like was just like 
shocking. 

2702
02:16:57,440 --> 02:17:00,440
Like sure. 
You mean like affair where 

2703
02:17:00,440 --> 02:17:04,719
there's a gun that shows up for 
some reason? 

2704
02:17:05,000 --> 02:17:07,959
No, but this was Wilder because 
like each one of them had a gun 

2705
02:17:07,959 --> 02:17:10,760
who tries to like run over me 
with a car? 

2706
02:17:10,760 --> 02:17:14,000
Like it's really, really bad. 
Like their relationship was 

2707
02:17:14,000 --> 02:17:15,959
horrific in the novel. 
Like it went. 

2708
02:17:16,040 --> 02:17:17,559
So sideways. 
Yeah, yeah. 

2709
02:17:20,160 --> 02:17:22,639
So I just had to, I had to set 
that stage so that you have the 

2710
02:17:22,639 --> 02:17:25,840
comparison for what we're about 
to talk to for the rest of this 

2711
02:17:25,840 --> 02:17:30,440
episode because it's so much 
better than what we were given. 

2712
02:17:30,680 --> 02:17:33,200
So you have to give credit to 
the writers here for reading 

2713
02:17:33,200 --> 02:17:36,559
that and being like, no, we're 
going to do this instead. 

2714
02:17:37,600 --> 02:17:39,320
Thank you, GMMTV. 
Yeah. 

2715
02:17:39,320 --> 02:17:41,559
So that line of like, I'm going 
to take you to somewhere. 

2716
02:17:41,559 --> 02:17:42,879
We're going to be together 
forever. 

2717
02:17:42,879 --> 02:17:44,280
Although they did make, umm, 
kidnap me. 

2718
02:17:44,280 --> 02:17:49,760
That was different. 
But no, in the novel that she, 

2719
02:17:49,760 --> 02:17:51,559
umm, was literally just trying 
to kill Mae. 

2720
02:17:51,559 --> 02:17:54,680
There was no suicide. 
There was just so there was 

2721
02:17:54,719 --> 02:17:56,840
murder. 
There was murder on Mae's mind 

2722
02:17:56,959 --> 02:18:00,120
or on Umm's mind got murder on 
the brain. 

2723
02:18:00,120 --> 02:18:02,480
Murder on the brain. 
So that is the one of the 

2724
02:18:02,480 --> 02:18:05,920
craziest things I've ever read 
is that whole chain of events 

2725
02:18:05,920 --> 02:18:09,799
from Pluto. 
I love I though she's like me. 

2726
02:18:09,799 --> 02:18:13,040
Why do you have a gun? 
She's like your sister's crazy. 

2727
02:18:13,040 --> 02:18:16,959
I and then I was listening to 
all this shit and then I you 

2728
02:18:16,959 --> 02:18:19,240
should have walked away and been
like you're both fucking crazy. 

2729
02:18:19,400 --> 02:18:22,160
I'm going to kill each other. 
I'm out, I'm out. 

2730
02:18:22,360 --> 02:18:23,840
I'm sorry. 
The line with Umar. 

2731
02:18:23,840 --> 02:18:25,559
She's like go ahead. 
If you think you can get away 

2732
02:18:25,559 --> 02:18:27,080
with it and me is like, I'm a 
fucking lawyer. 

2733
02:18:27,080 --> 02:18:28,639
Of course I can get away with 
it. 

2734
02:18:28,799 --> 02:18:30,600
Like it was like you guys are 
awful over each other. 

2735
02:18:30,680 --> 02:18:33,559
Not necessarily true, but sure. 
That's so funny. 

2736
02:18:33,559 --> 02:18:34,600
Oh. 
My gosh. 

2737
02:18:35,160 --> 02:18:38,320
I was absurd anyway, so that was
Pluto the novel. 

2738
02:18:38,320 --> 02:18:44,879
It's it's it's something it is 
it is all right, so with that, 

2739
02:18:45,120 --> 02:18:48,280
let's wrap up this episode. 
So what gets your big gay energy

2740
02:18:48,280 --> 02:18:51,160
award for this episode? 
Whatever the hell that trio was 

2741
02:18:51,160 --> 02:18:53,360
yeah, it has to be that stupid 
three-way kiss thing because 

2742
02:18:53,360 --> 02:18:55,760
that had a lot of big games. 
That's what we call on energy 

2743
02:18:55,920 --> 02:18:59,559
three-way kiss because what else
do you call it a frumple moment?

2744
02:18:59,719 --> 02:19:01,799
It's not even the Spider Man 
kiss, because there actually is 

2745
02:19:01,799 --> 02:19:05,959
a Spider Man kiss that there is 
not in the show. 

2746
02:19:06,360 --> 02:19:08,680
In Urine is 2324. 
There is one. 

2747
02:19:08,920 --> 02:19:11,639
It is very good. 
This was weird. 

2748
02:19:11,680 --> 02:19:14,959
It took a lot of big gay energy 
to initiate that and then 

2749
02:19:14,959 --> 02:19:16,959
continue it. 
You know what I mean? 

2750
02:19:17,080 --> 02:19:19,879
Pang and Jan were made for each 
other because Pang starts it. 

2751
02:19:19,920 --> 02:19:23,320
Officer Hadi's confused, and 
then Jan's like, I'll do it too.

2752
02:19:23,480 --> 02:19:25,760
And then Pang's like, no, no, 
no, I'm going to do it again. 

2753
02:19:25,760 --> 02:19:29,320
Like this is those two idiots. 
Anyway. 

2754
02:19:29,440 --> 02:19:32,280
Yeah, it's that scene because 
that scene's crazy and a lot of 

2755
02:19:32,280 --> 02:19:34,719
gay energy at that scene. 
OK, what's your Taylor Swift 

2756
02:19:34,719 --> 02:19:38,520
song for this episode? 
All right, so I'm going off the 

2757
02:19:38,520 --> 02:19:42,520
three-way kiss again. 
I'm going with Foolish one. 

2758
02:19:43,080 --> 02:19:45,680
And this is basically from 
Officer Hadi's perspective. 

2759
02:19:45,680 --> 02:19:49,480
So like before they meet like 
it's you give me just enough 

2760
02:19:49,480 --> 02:19:51,520
attention to keep my hopes too 
high. 

2761
02:19:51,760 --> 02:19:54,200
Wishful thoughts forget to 
mention when something's really 

2762
02:19:54,200 --> 02:19:56,680
not right. 
And I will block out these 

2763
02:19:56,680 --> 02:19:59,360
voices of reason in my head. 
And the voices say you are not 

2764
02:19:59,360 --> 02:20:01,120
the exception. 
You will never learn your 

2765
02:20:01,120 --> 02:20:04,520
lesson. 
Yeah. 

2766
02:20:05,000 --> 02:20:09,520
So now this is when I believe 
like she's either about to call 

2767
02:20:09,520 --> 02:20:12,040
or called them together. 
I don't know how the hell they 

2768
02:20:12,040 --> 02:20:14,000
ended up there, but when they no
one there. 

2769
02:20:14,960 --> 02:20:18,120
Stop checking your mailbox for 
confessions of love that ain't 

2770
02:20:18,120 --> 02:20:20,360
never gonna come. 
You will take the long way. 

2771
02:20:20,360 --> 02:20:23,480
You will take the long way down.
You know how to keep me waiting.

2772
02:20:23,640 --> 02:20:26,120
I know how to act like I'm fine.
Don't know what to call the 

2773
02:20:26,120 --> 02:20:28,040
situation. 
What the hell it was that 

2774
02:20:28,040 --> 02:20:29,880
situation? 
Nobody cuz nobody knows what to 

2775
02:20:29,880 --> 02:20:31,200
call it. 
Not even the writers. 

2776
02:20:31,280 --> 02:20:32,960
But I know I can't. 
Call you mine. 

2777
02:20:32,960 --> 02:20:35,840
Yes, and it's delicate, but I 
will do my best to seem 

2778
02:20:35,840 --> 02:20:38,160
bulletproof now. 
She seemed very confused. 

2779
02:20:38,160 --> 02:20:41,760
And I mean, she was appalled at 
one point. 

2780
02:20:41,760 --> 02:20:43,520
Listen, she tried to be 
bulletproof, but then she fell 

2781
02:20:43,560 --> 02:20:44,720
with a chair. 
She can't do it anymore. 

2782
02:20:45,120 --> 02:20:47,440
Cuz when my head is on your 
shoulder, it starts thinking 

2783
02:20:47,440 --> 02:20:49,360
you'll come around. 
And maybe someday, when we're 

2784
02:20:49,360 --> 02:20:51,240
older, this is something we'll 
laugh about. 

2785
02:20:51,800 --> 02:20:53,480
That's also valid. 
That fits them too. 

2786
02:20:53,480 --> 02:21:00,840
And now, Yeah, once Pang takes 
pulls Jan into a kiss, it's this

2787
02:21:00,840 --> 02:21:02,960
part you will learn the hard 
way. 

2788
02:21:02,960 --> 02:21:06,920
Instead of just walking out, now
I'm sliding down the wall with 

2789
02:21:06,920 --> 02:21:10,360
my head in my hands saying how 
could I not see the signs? 

2790
02:21:10,760 --> 02:21:13,560
Oh, you haven't written me or 
called, but goodbye screaming 

2791
02:21:13,560 --> 02:21:15,920
into the silence. 
And the voices in my head are 

2792
02:21:15,920 --> 02:21:18,160
telling me why. 
Because you got her on your arm 

2793
02:21:18,160 --> 02:21:20,840
and me in the wings. 
I'll get your longing glances, 

2794
02:21:20,840 --> 02:21:23,080
but she'll get your ring. 
And you will say you had the 

2795
02:21:23,080 --> 02:21:25,280
best of intentions. 
And maybe I will finally learn 

2796
02:21:25,280 --> 02:21:28,640
my lesson, man. 
Yeah, sometimes, like it's true.

2797
02:21:28,640 --> 02:21:31,080
Sometimes you got to learn 
things the hard way, you know? 

2798
02:21:31,280 --> 02:21:34,680
And boy, did Officer Hottie 
against her will learn that 

2799
02:21:34,680 --> 02:21:35,960
thar. 
Yeah. 

2800
02:21:36,040 --> 02:21:44,560
Oh my God, that was a good one. 
OK, I think my song for this 

2801
02:21:44,560 --> 02:21:49,160
part of the episode has to do 
with the I who May situation and

2802
02:21:49,160 --> 02:21:51,400
I'm going to pick Betty by 
Taylor. 

2803
02:21:51,400 --> 02:21:55,400
I almost I was like, it had to 
be one of the well, no, not for 

2804
02:21:55,400 --> 02:21:57,040
them, but you know, for them 
too. 

2805
02:21:57,040 --> 02:22:02,280
The threesome, not threesome, 
but the trio love triangle. 

2806
02:22:02,280 --> 02:22:05,600
Yeah, cuz it's basically about a
there's a bunch of songs on that

2807
02:22:05,600 --> 02:22:08,480
album where she's kind of like 
has like this fictional air 

2808
02:22:08,480 --> 02:22:10,640
quotes love triangle situation 
ship happening. 

2809
02:22:10,640 --> 02:22:12,800
And she tells the story from 
three different people's point 

2810
02:22:12,800 --> 02:22:15,040
of views. 
And this one is like the point 

2811
02:22:15,040 --> 02:22:17,560
of view of the person who, well,
it's like 2 different people's 

2812
02:22:17,560 --> 02:22:21,480
point of view, but there's like 
one person who like was cheated 

2813
02:22:21,480 --> 02:22:27,440
on by somebody else and then 
like is trying to like apologize

2814
02:22:28,240 --> 02:22:32,120
to her in a way. 
And so it kind of like reminded 

2815
02:22:32,120 --> 02:22:36,280
me of like a, this is the 
throuple situation that you just

2816
02:22:36,280 --> 02:22:39,080
went over. 
But also like it's like the I 

2817
02:22:39,080 --> 02:22:44,240
umm May thing, because it's like
with May and with May and umm, 

2818
02:22:44,240 --> 02:22:48,000
you kind of have this like 
obviously one person was scorned

2819
02:22:48,840 --> 02:22:50,640
and then the misunderstanding 
shit that happens. 

2820
02:22:50,640 --> 02:22:53,040
And but then like ultimately 
like umm was kind of like this 

2821
02:22:53,040 --> 02:22:55,880
person that just like was the 
fling by accident? 

2822
02:22:55,880 --> 02:22:57,560
And then like May is trying to 
get I back. 

2823
02:22:57,560 --> 02:22:59,960
I trying to get May back and 
it's this messy thing that's 

2824
02:22:59,960 --> 02:23:03,240
really toxic. 
And then what led them to this 

2825
02:23:03,240 --> 02:23:05,800
whole situation is like, what if
I showed up at your party? 

2826
02:23:05,800 --> 02:23:06,960
Would you have me? 
Would you want me? 

2827
02:23:06,960 --> 02:23:08,440
Would you tell me to go and fuck
myself? 

2828
02:23:08,440 --> 02:23:10,880
So that like uncertainty 
situation where you're trying to

2829
02:23:10,880 --> 02:23:14,720
navigate this, but like the only
thing I want to do is make it up

2830
02:23:14,720 --> 02:23:17,040
to you. 
So it's kind of like, I think 

2831
02:23:17,040 --> 02:23:20,160
that was a lot of, like, their 
scenes, kind of like going on in

2832
02:23:20,160 --> 02:23:21,200
this episode. 
Yeah. 

2833
02:23:21,200 --> 02:23:22,640
That's a good one, too. 
Poor Umm. 

2834
02:23:22,920 --> 02:23:25,320
And then also like, if you read 
it from Umm's point of view as 

2835
02:23:25,320 --> 02:23:27,520
the Scorn person, and she's 
like, well, what if may? 

2836
02:23:27,520 --> 02:23:29,160
What if I? 
And then it's nefarious. 

2837
02:23:29,160 --> 02:23:30,800
What if I showed up at your 
party? 

2838
02:23:31,120 --> 02:23:33,320
Would you have me? 
Would you love me? 

2839
02:23:33,520 --> 02:23:35,120
Would you tell me to go fuck 
myself? 

2840
02:23:35,440 --> 02:23:38,960
Like, anyway, for all your 
stupid friends, Like, yeah, it 

2841
02:23:38,960 --> 02:23:40,960
just gets rolled. 
If you read it nefariously, it's

2842
02:23:40,960 --> 02:23:44,440
also, umm, being Scorn again. 
So I'm gonna go with Betty. 

2843
02:23:45,080 --> 02:23:46,160
Sounds good. 
Yeah. 

2844
02:23:46,920 --> 02:23:49,120
All right, well. 
If you made it this far in the 

2845
02:23:49,120 --> 02:23:54,520
episode, we want to know and 
leave it in a comment on YouTube

2846
02:23:54,520 --> 02:23:57,280
or Spotify. 
And we're just going to go with 

2847
02:23:57,280 --> 02:23:59,920
Theor's question of what? 
How would Meemaw react to 

2848
02:23:59,920 --> 02:24:03,040
meeting Mei for the first time? 
Yeah, What's that interaction? 

2849
02:24:03,040 --> 02:24:06,560
How did that go down? 
And also, did you prefer the 

2850
02:24:06,560 --> 02:24:11,000
showdown between I Mei and Umm 
in the novel with the guns in 

2851
02:24:11,680 --> 02:24:14,640
the car, the murder or the show?
Let us know. 

2852
02:24:15,960 --> 02:24:18,800
I like when we got in the show, 
but in a different place, 

2853
02:24:18,800 --> 02:24:22,520
different time. 
I, I just like how crazy it is. 

2854
02:24:22,520 --> 02:24:27,040
It's so fucking crazy. 
Anyway, so we'll be back to wrap

2855
02:24:27,040 --> 02:24:29,920
up episode 11. 
And until next time, hydrate for

2856
02:24:29,920 --> 02:24:32,160
lesbian Jesus. 
And get it up all over the 

2857
02:24:32,160 --> 02:24:33,840
place. 
Bye. 

2858
02:24:37,160 --> 02:24:39,360
And with that, we've been Big 
Gay Energy. 

2859
02:24:39,520 --> 02:24:42,240
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2860
02:24:42,240 --> 02:24:44,720
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02:24:47,960 --> 02:24:50,680
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02:24:50,680 --> 02:24:54,040
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02:24:54,040 --> 02:24:57,640
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2865
02:24:57,680 --> 02:25:02,040
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02:25:02,040 --> 02:25:05,120
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2871
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2872
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