1 00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:11,000 Hello and welcome to another episode of Old Faces. 2 00:00:11,360 --> 00:00:17,200 I'm your host Mr. Mocha with my beautiful Co Hostess. 3 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:22,040 Missus Mocha. It's been a while, guys. 4 00:00:22,040 --> 00:00:28,240 It's been a while. Listen, baby you, it's been so 5 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:30,560 long since we've done this, I don't even remember what we do. 6 00:00:31,200 --> 00:00:33,800 I was kind of waiting for the music to go be the. 7 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:35,800 You you know you can always turn it off, right? 8 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:39,600 No, I like that song. Oh yeah, but it's a long song, 9 00:00:39,600 --> 00:00:42,040 so, you know, you just, oh, start I. 10 00:00:42,080 --> 00:00:43,360 Didn't know it was the whole song. 11 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:47,280 Yeah, yeah, here. We go and we're dead. 12 00:00:50,760 --> 00:00:54,040 So, Mr. Mocha, what have we been doing all this time? 13 00:00:57,000 --> 00:01:00,120 Oh, man, it's, you know, it's, it's your world, baby. 14 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:05,680 You're the one who's been, you know, out, you know, out the 15 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:07,800 game for a while. Well. 16 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:09,240 I thought you were bringing me a cup. 17 00:01:09,840 --> 00:01:12,480 Oh shit, I'll go get you a cup. No, no, that's OK. 18 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:16,960 Can you drink from the bottle? It's so bougie. 19 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:20,000 There's a mouthwash cup in the bathroom I can get. 20 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,000 Outstanding. It's paper. 21 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:24,920 That's all right. I'll get it in a minute. 22 00:01:25,920 --> 00:01:28,120 So yeah, it's been so long since you've been gone, you know? 23 00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:32,880 I feel like the last podcast that I did was with I think 24 00:01:32,880 --> 00:01:38,240 Scarlett. We did the podcast about Doxy 25 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:40,720 Prep, I think, and some other stuff. 26 00:01:41,160 --> 00:01:42,440 Sorry my brain. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 27 00:01:42,440 --> 00:01:43,960 I think that was the last one you did. 28 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:46,480 Yeah. It's definitely been a while. 29 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:51,800 So you know, now that you, you know, everybody wants an update 30 00:01:51,800 --> 00:01:55,400 on your condition. I mean, we can go into a little 31 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:57,240 detail. We'll go to a little detail. 32 00:01:57,280 --> 00:01:58,920 I mean, yeah. I mean just they just want to 33 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:03,080 know are you fucking or not? I was broken, then I was fixed, 34 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:07,400 then I was broken again, and then we're pretty sure I'm fixed 35 00:02:07,400 --> 00:02:12,280 this time. OK, I, I think so. 36 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:15,680 We're hoping. So far so good. 37 00:02:16,400 --> 00:02:19,080 Have I been fucking at so fucking lutely? 38 00:02:20,200 --> 00:02:24,280 I, I think it's the first time since like, I don't know, like 2 39 00:02:24,280 --> 00:02:29,720 years was it been a year ago, two years ago that actually have 40 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:33,480 been kind of back to myself. Being able to fuck without the 41 00:02:33,480 --> 00:02:38,040 pain. Yes, and I've been super nasty, 42 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:41,640 just in case anybody was wondering. 43 00:02:44,600 --> 00:02:46,320 Actually, I've been kind of back to myself. 44 00:02:47,120 --> 00:02:49,320 My bad, that's me, I messed that up. 45 00:02:49,680 --> 00:02:50,960 I was like, what the hell is happening? 46 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:53,120 Sorry about that. Sorry about that. 47 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:55,840 Listen, guys, it's been a while since we've done this, OK? 48 00:02:56,200 --> 00:03:01,720 Misses Mocha is, you know, is you know out of her. 49 00:03:03,640 --> 00:03:06,000 I'm out of practice. Yeah, no listen. 50 00:03:06,000 --> 00:03:09,760 No listen when you've been on vacation for a while or no 51 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:11,280 hiatus. Oh yeah? 52 00:03:11,520 --> 00:03:13,920 Well, yeah, it was like a forced hiatus. 53 00:03:13,920 --> 00:03:19,960 Note not a chosen one, yeah. So since we're we're finally 54 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:24,000 back, you know, what are your plans now that you're feeling 55 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:25,000 better? Misses Mocha. 56 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:28,240 Well, I feel like I actually told someone tonight. 57 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:31,400 I feel like I lost some St. cred so I I'm here to earn it all 58 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:34,080 back. And how are you planning on 59 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:35,560 earning it back? What does that mean? 60 00:03:36,120 --> 00:03:43,880 Well, we're going to splash Mocha in November, and I don't 61 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:46,640 know if I told Mr. Mocha, but I've got some gangbangs set up 62 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:52,440 for myself. Oh wow, gangbang, she's just 63 00:03:52,440 --> 00:03:54,840 going in this. Well, one is like a mini 64 00:03:54,840 --> 00:03:57,680 gangbang, but it's with my. Generous thing apart. 65 00:03:57,680 --> 00:03:59,280 It's with my Jamaican favourites. 66 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,120 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 67 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:06,800 Yeah, yeah, yeah. The the the island, your island, 68 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:08,600 bang there. Island Cox. 69 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:11,640 OK. I won't be sad about that. 70 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:15,400 And I think I started, I actually started off with peer 71 00:04:15,400 --> 00:04:22,200 stick, like after my surgeries, I think it would. 72 00:04:22,200 --> 00:04:25,560 Peer Stick was my first one. Yeah, you know, you're talking 73 00:04:25,560 --> 00:04:27,960 to the people out there. You need some reference, people. 74 00:04:28,320 --> 00:04:30,040 No one knows what you're talking about. 75 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:35,960 So after one of my surgeries, I think one of my first play dates 76 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:40,640 was like one of my, a guy that's kind of been around for a while, 77 00:04:40,640 --> 00:04:43,440 we call him Pierce Dick for clearly like he has a pierced 78 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:47,520 penis. So we're going to, we're not 79 00:04:47,520 --> 00:04:51,840 going to use his real name, but I was actually kind of scared 80 00:04:51,840 --> 00:04:57,120 because he has what is it like 5 bars up the shaft of his Dick? 81 00:04:57,120 --> 00:04:59,880 I think it's the shaft Mr. Mocha had to go get a cup. 82 00:04:59,880 --> 00:05:03,560 So but he has like 5 bars up the shaft. 83 00:05:03,560 --> 00:05:05,680 His Dick. I was, I was kind of scared, but 84 00:05:06,320 --> 00:05:10,320 once we got into it, she had no problems, meaning my pussy, she 85 00:05:11,040 --> 00:05:18,520 had no fucking problems. Then I think after that I 86 00:05:18,520 --> 00:05:24,000 finally actually met a new guy, which is totally not like the 87 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:27,440 like missus mocha. The the new missus mocha. 88 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:32,960 I met a new guy and I was nervous about that, but I I'm 89 00:05:32,960 --> 00:05:36,720 not like a frequent fucker. I would say like I don't, I 90 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:40,520 can't say that I don't fuck very many guys often, but I don't 91 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:43,040 fuck them frequently. And this guy fucked pretty 92 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:46,720 frequently because he was he came over and laid down the Dick 93 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:53,120 so so far and then I actually fucked. 94 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:58,120 We'll just call him 13 inch, call him 13 Incher. 95 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:01,480 I've I was actually kind of worried about that, but he's 96 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:03,880 like a gentle giant. He has a huge penis, but he's 97 00:06:03,880 --> 00:06:10,800 very gentle with it so far. That's it right now. 98 00:06:10,880 --> 00:06:15,040 There's been some more. I'm thinking I'm trying to 99 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:20,560 remember and you definitely. But I've been consistent with 100 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:24,040 those penises. Mr. Mocha is for real using the 101 00:06:24,040 --> 00:06:28,600 mouthwash cup from the bathroom 'cause I forgot to get him a 102 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:34,560 cup. She wanted to ruin my experience 103 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:38,080 by giving me a paper cup, but it's not going to work. 104 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:39,880 There's the. Cup right here you can use that 105 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:43,120 no. OK, that's dirty. 106 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:49,200 OK, so anyways, I feel like I'm almost back to myself. 107 00:06:49,480 --> 00:06:53,720 I've had, I think I started off with the more challenging 108 00:06:53,720 --> 00:06:57,480 penises to see if I could actually do it and I think I've 109 00:06:57,480 --> 00:07:00,640 been pretty good. Yeah. 110 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:05,800 Mr. Even like Mr. Mokos fucked me afterwards and I've been OK, 111 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,520 but he wouldn't care if I wasn't OK. 112 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:15,280 Well, you know, and there's a there's like a whole lot of sex 113 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:16,640 that I need to catch up on with you. 114 00:07:17,440 --> 00:07:18,960 I mean, I feel like we're getting there, no? 115 00:07:21,760 --> 00:07:27,880 No, we are not you either. You owe me a lot of sex and like 116 00:07:27,880 --> 00:07:31,200 I'm definitely trying to cash in. 117 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:38,800 I got like 2 years, a two year surplus of of old sex from my 118 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:41,000 wife. So yeah. 119 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:43,160 I'm with it. Yeah, I'm with it. 120 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:46,760 Missus Mocha has has definitely she's she's turned to a bit of a 121 00:07:46,760 --> 00:07:50,880 a Dick tease lately. This morning I woke up, it 122 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:56,640 rolled over and you know she's playing up my Dick and then had 123 00:07:56,640 --> 00:08:00,200 to get up and go to work. First of all, you dry humped me 124 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:02,880 to death. Yeah. 125 00:08:03,760 --> 00:08:05,200 So let's. I did dry hump you. 126 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:07,000 OK, let's talk about this weekend. 127 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,680 You enjoyed it? This weekend we had to go to a 128 00:08:10,120 --> 00:08:13,760 wedding and that and that and we went to a cabin. 129 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:17,440 So I've I kind of feel bad because I feel like I'm deprived 130 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,120 of Mr. Mocha, but not intentionally. 131 00:08:19,120 --> 00:08:22,960 But he was sleep humping me. Here's the thing, I know this 132 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:28,960 motherfucker loves me and I know he's ready because he sleep 133 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:34,120 humped me probably like what, 10 times at least? 134 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:37,039 Like I got minimal sleep because he kept sleep humping me and I 135 00:08:37,039 --> 00:08:39,840 was like is he awake? Does he want to fuck me or is he 136 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:42,360 just sleeping? Clearly I was just sleeping 137 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,240 because I don't recall this sleep humping that. 138 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:46,760 You were for real sleep humping me. 139 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:48,160 No, I mean, I'm not saying I wasn't. 140 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:51,520 I'm sure I have. Oh shit, Yeah, I'm. 141 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,960 Gonna let my phone go off. I hope that was fine. 142 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,120 OK, Yeah. So it was a total sleep pump, 143 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:02,240 but it, I mean, I'll allow it. No, I'm not complaining. 144 00:09:02,520 --> 00:09:04,200 I'm I'm definitely not complaining about that. 145 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:06,800 I mean, I hope you're not complaining either because I'm 146 00:09:06,800 --> 00:09:09,400 definitely going to continue sleep up in you. 147 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,640 As long as I get some naps here and there, I'm good. 148 00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:18,600 Yeah, so we got more. Oh, and we're doing a our first 149 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:22,280 lifestyle cruise. Oh shit, that's right, in April. 150 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:24,320 Or was it Bliss? Bliss Cruise. 151 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:27,280 Oh, I have no idea. You just said we're doing a 152 00:09:27,280 --> 00:09:28,240 cruise. Yes. 153 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:30,000 In April, we're doing the bus cruise. 154 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:33,920 In April, I'm I'm excited. Yeah, I'm definitely excited 155 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:36,400 about that. Since we haven't done that 156 00:09:36,400 --> 00:09:41,240 before, we've done HITO, we've done but we'll move several 157 00:09:41,240 --> 00:09:43,240 other things, which is I've never done that. 158 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:46,080 Yeah. So that's, I think that'll be 159 00:09:46,440 --> 00:09:48,520 exciting. And I mean, it's going to be a 160 00:09:48,520 --> 00:09:52,000 lot of people on the boat, so it's always fun to meet new 161 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:54,720 people. Swimming through couples of. 162 00:09:56,200 --> 00:09:57,560 Yeah. You tried. 163 00:09:58,640 --> 00:10:01,800 I know I'm my wit's not as good as me, I don't. 164 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:10,600 Know let it go, let it go this. I can't remember yesterday, so 165 00:10:10,800 --> 00:10:12,560 where did you just come from, Mr. Mocha? 166 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:16,480 Let's all let's tell all the listeners why you were late. 167 00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:21,800 Oh, I was getting my Dick ridden. 168 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:25,640 I'm really feeling a little. Very well. 169 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:28,120 Insecure about that? Oh, if you just saw it, you 170 00:10:28,120 --> 00:10:29,800 definitely felt insecure, fellow. 171 00:10:29,840 --> 00:10:32,720 Shit, have you'd have been there? 172 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:39,480 So did you just hear Horn? I heard my computer beep 173 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:40,480 upstairs. Oh OK. 174 00:10:40,680 --> 00:10:43,560 Yes, and it was not a horn. When you get your dog, your dogs 175 00:10:43,560 --> 00:10:44,880 are very bothering me. It's OK. 176 00:10:45,680 --> 00:10:49,520 All right, yeah. So I had a play date which was a 177 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:54,320 good little distance away, but it was a lot of fun. 178 00:10:55,480 --> 00:10:58,520 It was a lot of fun. 10 out of 10. 179 00:11:00,680 --> 00:11:05,400 Yeah, I'll give a 10 out of 10. I'll give a 10 out of 10. 180 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:11,040 So Mr. Mocha has, I feel like he's, I feel like he's little 181 00:11:11,080 --> 00:11:15,400 letting he contained his beast for a little bit. 182 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:19,000 I feel like he's letting a little bit of his beast back 183 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,080 out. Yeah, I mean, when you weren't 184 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:27,120 feeling good, even though you don't mind me doing stuff, it's 185 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:33,040 still, it's still tough. It was still, I, it's, it was 186 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:36,160 still tough #1 because, you know, as my, my Rd. dog, it's 187 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:42,960 always nice to be able to kind of for, for you to live 188 00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:47,200 vicariously through me. But, you know, it's no fun for 189 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:50,880 me to come home and tell you what I did when you can't, when 190 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:52,800 you were unable to even enjoy sex. 191 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:56,160 So I was like, OK, you know, now that you're able to enjoy sex 192 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:59,360 again now. Yeah, it makes it. 193 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:02,080 It makes it more fun. So yeah, that's. 194 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:05,040 Does it make you make you want to choke me out a little bit? 195 00:12:05,920 --> 00:12:08,760 Make me want to choke you. I always want to choke you, 196 00:12:08,760 --> 00:12:12,040 honey. I have to say, like Mr. The 197 00:12:12,040 --> 00:12:14,160 other day in the kitchen when you choked me a little bit, I 198 00:12:14,160 --> 00:12:16,920 was like I said, something smart ass. 199 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:20,840 See On Purpose. Don't make it sound like I 200 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:22,200 abuse. You. 201 00:12:23,120 --> 00:12:26,720 It's sexual choking, guys. Thank you, Mrs. Mocha. 202 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:29,200 You know, the other day I said something sarcastic and he 203 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:30,680 choked me in the kitchen. It. 204 00:12:31,080 --> 00:12:34,040 OK, I like it first of all, and it was not abuse. 205 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:37,200 It was sexual, everyone. Dear God. 206 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:43,040 I haven't had to filter myself in a minute. 207 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:44,000 Well. I don't want you to filter 208 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:46,280 yourself, I just want you to explain yourself so people don't 209 00:12:46,280 --> 00:12:48,360 think I'm just running around choking the shit out of you for 210 00:12:48,360 --> 00:12:50,360 nothing. I mean, I don't think anybody 211 00:12:50,360 --> 00:12:52,920 thinks that that knows us. Didn't we have that 212 00:12:52,920 --> 00:12:56,760 conversation? Are we starting off the podcast? 213 00:12:56,760 --> 00:13:01,320 We had a conversation about you the time you told the people 214 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:05,880 yes, yeah, yeah. No one knows if they don't know 215 00:13:05,880 --> 00:13:07,080 you. Correct. 216 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:10,720 I like a little choking and I like it when Mr. Mocha when I 217 00:13:10,720 --> 00:13:14,200 get a little bratty and Mr. Mocha just kind of chokes me a 218 00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:16,160 little bit. Not sad about it. 219 00:13:16,200 --> 00:13:17,760 Sometimes I need a little discipline. 220 00:13:18,680 --> 00:13:19,960 It's how it keeps me in line and. 221 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:24,040 Now that she's feeling better, there's a whole lot of reasons 222 00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:28,120 that I find to discipline her. I appreciate the discipline. 223 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:36,200 Reasons, you know, just I mean, I I just find a random reason 224 00:13:36,200 --> 00:13:38,120 doesn't matter. Like, you know something? 225 00:13:38,120 --> 00:13:40,840 I can't find my favorite shirt. Bend over. 226 00:13:41,160 --> 00:13:43,080 Upset. Matter of fact, she's wearing my 227 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:46,720 shirt right now. There's a charge for that shirt. 228 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:55,240 $5 make you hollow. So now that you're actually 229 00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:59,440 back, you know, into now that you're, you're ready to start, 230 00:13:59,480 --> 00:14:03,040 you know, having fun again, you know, what is it? 231 00:14:03,280 --> 00:14:04,760 Me and me. And actually, when the fellows 232 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:08,360 talk about this last night, when you ask, you know, what was I 233 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:10,120 talking about? And one of the things he was 234 00:14:10,120 --> 00:14:15,440 saying is like, how did you, how did you handle just being out of 235 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:18,520 the game? Not gracefully. 236 00:14:19,920 --> 00:14:22,280 If we're being honest, it was not gracefully. 237 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:24,880 I was. I mean, I could say I was a 238 00:14:24,880 --> 00:14:27,040 little bit. I can't see bat shake crazy 239 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:28,600 'cause I don't, I'm not. Bat shit crazy. 240 00:14:29,120 --> 00:14:31,160 I was very. Even remotely crazy. 241 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:36,080 I was very quiet, which is not like in my nature. 242 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:43,360 Yeah, well, sometimes silent people are scary, but I was just 243 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:46,560 very quiet. I I wanted you to have fun. 244 00:14:46,560 --> 00:14:52,360 And that was, I felt like some one of us had to be in a good 245 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,640 mood. And I was not in a good mood, I 246 00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:57,560 guess. And I was in my head a lot. 247 00:14:57,640 --> 00:15:01,080 And I wanted you to have the best time possible because I've 248 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:03,240 always had, you've always let me have a good time. 249 00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:07,600 I felt like it was fair. And like I said, both of us 250 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,480 can't be like sexually frustrated. 251 00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:11,200 So I mean, yeah, we're there a few times. 252 00:15:11,200 --> 00:15:12,400 I had to tell you like, yeah, I can't. 253 00:15:12,400 --> 00:15:15,120 I don't want to talk about it or I don't. 254 00:15:15,520 --> 00:15:18,080 I can't talk about it. Absolutely. 255 00:15:18,280 --> 00:15:20,040 But. Yeah. 256 00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:23,440 Well, when he was, you know, he when he was talking to me, one 257 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:30,000 thing that I said is that for me it was different for us because, 258 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:35,800 you know, the 1st, I mean, for many, many years you and I just, 259 00:15:37,160 --> 00:15:40,080 you know, we just always had lots of sex. 260 00:15:40,360 --> 00:15:44,200 And, you know, he was asking how did I deal with not having as 261 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:46,920 much sex because you were sick for so long. 262 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:52,240 And I was just telling him that one thing that came, came out of 263 00:15:52,240 --> 00:15:56,640 it is the amount of conversation we had, the amount of talking we 264 00:15:56,640 --> 00:16:00,440 did. And you know, just because I 265 00:16:00,440 --> 00:16:06,680 think, you know, excuse me, you know, having kids, you know, and 266 00:16:06,680 --> 00:16:10,080 all that stuff, it kind of, you know, we had the kids were out 267 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:14,320 of the house and we couldn't have, you know, we couldn't have 268 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:16,720 sex. And, you know, when you were in 269 00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:20,440 pain or unable to have sex and you're sexually frustrated, it 270 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:24,640 was, you know, we kind of learned to find other things to 271 00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:26,520 talk about in different ways to interact. 272 00:16:27,160 --> 00:16:32,240 So, you know, obviously the hard part was not having sex, but the 273 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:39,200 bonus was I feel like we, I feel like we, we connected, or at 274 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:43,080 least from my standpoint, I feel like that I feel like we bonded 275 00:16:43,840 --> 00:16:49,760 because we had something different to bondo. 276 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:52,920 You know, before it was sex, if it wasn't sex, you know, 277 00:16:52,920 --> 00:16:56,920 obviously when you have kids, you, you bond because you're 278 00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:59,720 dealing with your kids. But, you know, we wound up in a 279 00:16:59,720 --> 00:17:04,880 situation where, you know, the kids are all older, so that 280 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:08,920 wasn't our common denominator. You know, in our free time, we 281 00:17:08,920 --> 00:17:11,880 couldn't go out and, you know, have sex or throw parties. 282 00:17:12,520 --> 00:17:14,400 So that wasn't a common denominator. 283 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:22,720 So I think that at least for me, it was, it was pretty cool to to 284 00:17:22,720 --> 00:17:29,960 just talk, you know, talk, laugh and get to know different, a 285 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:33,400 different side of you at least. And you were good at keeping me 286 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:36,480 entertained to not think about that stuff. 287 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:40,400 I mean, I, I do realize I have probably have like a sex 288 00:17:40,400 --> 00:17:46,520 addiction for sure. I like doing that a lot. 289 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:49,280 And I realized that it's definitely my stress reliever. 290 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:52,440 And I can't say that was like walking around stress, but I was 291 00:17:52,440 --> 00:17:56,600 not myself. It wasn't, I wasn't, I can't say 292 00:17:56,600 --> 00:17:58,880 I was unhappy. I just wasn't as happy. 293 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:02,040 I wasn't excited to like see people or talk to people. 294 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:05,200 And I kind of like just kept to myself because I feel like 295 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:08,120 though I felt like the way that like people knew me was 296 00:18:08,120 --> 00:18:11,720 sexually, you know, because I always had like good energy and 297 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:14,360 good sexual energy. And even the people that like 298 00:18:14,360 --> 00:18:18,200 reached out to me, I guess my phone keeps going off. 299 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:21,640 Even the people that reached out to me and were, you know, like 300 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:23,760 talking to me, I felt super disconnected. 301 00:18:24,920 --> 00:18:28,760 And it wasn't because I, I, I guess I could say I was having 302 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:31,640 like FOMO like everybody else around me still in this great 303 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:34,920 sexual environment and I'm being restricted. 304 00:18:34,920 --> 00:18:36,920 And I was restricted from like a lot of things. 305 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:41,240 So it was, I don't know the best way to say it. 306 00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:43,920 I don't want to like to be a pity party for me either. 307 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:45,400 I just, you know, I. Mean you're being honest. 308 00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:47,200 It's not it's not about a pity party. 309 00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:49,880 Yeah. No, it was, you know, how are 310 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:51,160 you? How were you coping? 311 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:54,520 How the question, the question was, how did I cope? 312 00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:57,000 How did you cope? And how did it affect us as a 313 00:18:57,000 --> 00:19:02,760 couple? And for me, I mean, I, I felt 314 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:08,880 like, from, from my standpoint, it was, I felt, I felt a 315 00:19:08,880 --> 00:19:12,800 different level of connection, you know, and I just felt like 316 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:14,560 we did a lot of talking, a lot of laughing. 317 00:19:15,680 --> 00:19:17,400 We watched a lot of serial killer shows. 318 00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:20,560 Yeah, I watched a lot. I mean, we there's a lot of 319 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:25,880 things before you got sick that you're like, hey, I want, I want 320 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,960 more time, I want this, I want to just. 321 00:19:28,360 --> 00:19:31,240 And I think that that was one something that we've had the 322 00:19:31,240 --> 00:19:35,880 last couple years where, you know, we were able to do a lot 323 00:19:35,880 --> 00:19:39,520 of those things. So, you know, I from my 324 00:19:39,520 --> 00:19:44,960 standpoint, even though there were lots and lots and lots of 325 00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:51,080 nights where, you know, I wanted some pussy from my wife, but you 326 00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:52,400 know, I didn't. But we. 327 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:58,160 I feel like we evolved from it though, like lifestyle wise and 328 00:19:58,160 --> 00:20:00,000 I didn't think we could evolve any further. 329 00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:05,840 Explain that. I feel like we had kind of, I 330 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:07,800 feel like at some point in time we are. 331 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:13,600 There are times that I can't say all couples, but most lifestyle 332 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:16,240 people hit a wall. Like you kind of feel like 333 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:21,120 you've done everything and you get into like the same old 334 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:25,400 routine and nobody where Mr. Moca and I've always been like 335 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:27,240 boundary pushers, like he's pushed mine. 336 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:31,840 I can't say necessarily I've pushed this as much, but we've 337 00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:33,240 always done like something different. 338 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:40,240 It's never been like the same. And I feel like it kind of like 339 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:43,960 evolving meaning like I don't think there was ever a time Mr. 340 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:46,840 Mocha just went out and played and I wasn't playing. 341 00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:50,160 I know that sounds like small to most people, but for us, that 342 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:53,120 was something different. And I and I had to because it 343 00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:55,680 was different. He kind of gave me like some 344 00:20:55,680 --> 00:20:57,720 pushback. And I we had to have like a 345 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:00,360 serious conversation that I had to tell him, like, Daddy, please 346 00:21:00,360 --> 00:21:06,640 just go, go have a good time. Like I'm OK, but he didn't want 347 00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:09,480 to believe that I was OK for a minute until I just said like, 348 00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:12,120 please go have a good time. Like we even what did I tell you 349 00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:14,920 to get a girlfriend? Just go get a girlfriend. 350 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:20,040 Like because I think my thing was not it wasn't just like not 351 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:24,760 having sex. It was not being able to 352 00:21:24,760 --> 00:21:27,760 sexually satisfy him. That was the part like that 353 00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:30,520 bothered me the most. Like I had to swallow like I 354 00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:35,480 have, I have to let somebody else sexually sad it satisfy him 355 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:38,840 because I can't right now in the way he wants. 356 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,360 And if he wants to have somebody else that's submissive to him, 357 00:21:41,360 --> 00:21:43,400 cool. If he wants to have a 358 00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:44,840 girlfriend, then that's cool too. 359 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:47,560 Like we just, you know, like he said, we did talk. 360 00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:51,160 I just, I had to convince them that I was being honest about 361 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:55,840 what I was saying because I and. Anybody who's listened to our 362 00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:58,760 podcast from the very beginning know that that is definitely 363 00:21:58,760 --> 00:22:03,600 something that was even the concept or, or Speaking of that 364 00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:06,280 is, was completely outside of our wheelhouse. 365 00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:13,760 And so those are things that it took me a while to believe that 366 00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:19,160 she really meant, OK, do these things or, or try these things. 367 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:25,400 And that led into some really good conversations where I think 368 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:30,680 we, I don't think we were ever, I don't think we've ever been 369 00:22:30,680 --> 00:22:33,560 like super insecure, have many insecurities. 370 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:41,600 But the last, you know, two year and a half of, of just talking 371 00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:47,040 and interacting and asking questions and doing the what ifs 372 00:22:47,040 --> 00:22:51,000 and breaking out different scenarios, I think we were able 373 00:22:51,000 --> 00:23:00,840 to dig a lot deeper and find, you know, sore spots within our 374 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:03,320 relationship. You know, there are things where 375 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:08,280 maybe three years ago or four years ago, there was a scenario 376 00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:11,800 or situation that, you know, I may have accidentally offended 377 00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:14,600 her or she may have pushed one of my buttons. 378 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,160 And we wind up getting on those subjects. 379 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:20,000 And we talked about those things and we, we dug into them. 380 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:30,480 And to me, it was leveling up in our our relationship from the 381 00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:34,960 standpoint of for as much as I felt like we communicated and as 382 00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:38,800 strong as our relationship was, I think that it's a lot stronger 383 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:46,880 because for misses Mocha, she realized that whether she's sick 384 00:23:46,880 --> 00:23:52,640 or not sick, no matter what, I'm going to always be there for. 385 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:59,960 And you know, her saying we were always so sexual with one 386 00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:04,240 another, you know, that was a concern of hers when she no 387 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:09,760 longer had the ability to be super sexual. 388 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:17,680 And she sat back and watched for a long time and realized that 389 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:23,400 I'm still going to treat her the same way whether she can 390 00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:28,360 physically have sex or not. So I mean, that made me feel 391 00:24:28,360 --> 00:24:33,520 good, that sorry that she, that she understood and accepted 392 00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:37,240 that. Yeah, and it and it wasn't that 393 00:24:37,240 --> 00:24:39,760 I like thought that Mister Mocha was like going to leave me or 394 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:43,400 something like that. I just felt like our biggest 395 00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:45,600 connection in our relationship with sexual. 396 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:50,320 We definitely have like an emotional relationship also, but 397 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:53,200 I was like is he going to disconnect from me? 398 00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:56,400 Because are we going to be disconnected because of the 399 00:24:56,400 --> 00:25:01,080 sexual part? We were disconnected, yes, but 400 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:05,480 not we just reconnected in a different way, which is 401 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:11,480 different for us. So, yeah, so I mean, I 402 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:21,560 definitely think that that was, that has been that time away 403 00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:26,440 from, you know, all the partying and stuff that we couldn't do. 404 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:31,240 Yeah, like we weren't even going to like meet and greets. 405 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:34,000 We didn't go to anything. I just, and I kept telling Mr. 406 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,200 Mocha just like go do go do this, go do that. 407 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:40,240 And he still was meeting couples and I don't think he even met 408 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:41,680 any single chicks. I don't know. 409 00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:44,440 But he was still like going out meeting couples. 410 00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:48,160 But I mean here and there. Yeah, but I mean, we even down 411 00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:51,240 to you like meeting people for coffee, which was not and you 412 00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:57,240 did your first trip out of town with somebody which was not even 413 00:25:57,240 --> 00:26:02,400 in our he went to Miami. Oh, oh, Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 414 00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:07,080 Not him forgetting his own trip, but. 415 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:08,560 The old days is terrible. I. 416 00:26:08,560 --> 00:26:12,040 Can't say I think like content kind of led us up to that 417 00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:14,040 though, because you were already going out of town to fuck for 418 00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:15,760 that. So this was just like something 419 00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:19,160 different. It was more intimate, which 420 00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:24,120 again wasn't bad. You know, I will say through all 421 00:26:24,120 --> 00:26:33,640 of this, the most exciting thing for me has been when we first 422 00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:37,920 got into lifestyle, Mrs. Mocha was just like, you know, bring 423 00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:40,160 him in, bring him in, let me fuck him. 424 00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:42,560 I don't want to talk to him. I just want the Dick. 425 00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:47,840 I think one of the things that's really, really fun to me and 426 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:51,480 exciting to me is with Misses Mocha not being able to be as 427 00:26:51,480 --> 00:26:59,600 physical once her because the, the physical pain led to just, I 428 00:26:59,600 --> 00:27:03,520 mean, which it makes sense. If, if I felt like somebody 429 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,040 stepping on my nuts all day long, I probably wouldn't be 430 00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:08,880 thinking about sex. So Misses Mocha being in pain 431 00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:11,600 down there all the time, she wasn't thinking about it. 432 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:16,960 But as she the pain started to go away and her libido start to 433 00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:22,840 rise, a lot of the conversations that we had when she was down 434 00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:26,640 where we were just kind of, you know, kicking things back and 435 00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:29,240 forth. It's amazing when you're having 436 00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:34,720 conversations about sex when you're not aroused. 437 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:39,480 You know, it was literally a lot of our conversations about sex 438 00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:41,760 was almost like talking to one of your buddies. 439 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:44,960 You know, you're excited about the conversation, but you're not 440 00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:49,160 physically aroused. And so the, the, the laughter, 441 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:53,200 the, the, the, what if scenarios, we had a lot of fun 442 00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:56,000 with it. So as she starts feeling better, 443 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:06,200 her interest and desire to start experiencing a different level 444 00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:11,200 of chemistry with her playmates has been really fun for me. 445 00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:15,400 You know, her talking about things and, and the excitement, 446 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:19,560 her texting and sexting on a different level. 447 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,000 Because the one thing I'll say about my wife, she's always 448 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,520 super, super, super concerned about offending me. 449 00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:28,560 Oh my God, I don't want to say a thing or do a thing that's going 450 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:32,160 to make you feel like I'm disloyal or blah, blah, blah. 451 00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:38,440 And I'm like, no, just have fun. And she's finally to that place 452 00:28:39,480 --> 00:28:44,280 where she's experiencing experiencing that next level of 453 00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:48,040 fun with a playmate. And that is very exciting to me 454 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:53,880 to to come home and know that she's done some serious hardcore 455 00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:57,680 sexting. And she's all worked up. 456 00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:03,200 And I know that she's going to come to the bedroom and I can 457 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:06,560 see the flush on her face and I know that I'm about to get some. 458 00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:08,160 She's like, what do you need me to say? 459 00:29:08,440 --> 00:29:11,200 I don't need you to tell me nothing about what you said. 460 00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:15,760 I'm here for the end result. You're right about that. 461 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,880 That's what I was saying though, too is like evolved as far as 462 00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,560 like that goes, because I for real was here's the thing. 463 00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,360 I don't want to give anyone false hope either. 464 00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:30,720 I'm still very much when ma'am, thank you, ma'am, depending on 465 00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:36,640 the situation. But I, I the I guess the like 466 00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:41,640 regulars that I have here now are more regular because at the 467 00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:47,120 time it was easier to have just two or three like playmates that 468 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,600 knew my situation. So I know they're not coming 469 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:52,720 over like ready to pound me out because I was always like my 470 00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:55,440 thing. I on a normal day, yeah, come 471 00:29:55,440 --> 00:30:01,520 over and pre, pre surgeries come over and fuck the shit out of 472 00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:04,320 me. But after, you know, surgeries, 473 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:07,520 I was more comfortable with people that knew my situation. 474 00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:12,600 So I was, What do you call it? I can't even think of the word 475 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:18,080 right now. Like monitoring that. 476 00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:20,360 Like what? I can't even think of the word. 477 00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:24,280 They were like interviewing for a job, let's put it that way. 478 00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,720 Yeah. Yeah, it it would annoy me like 479 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:30,320 she like I had to find and tell her because she would, she would 480 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:32,120 basically. She's not saying it straight 481 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:35,080 out. Mrs. Mocha, because of her 482 00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:40,120 condition, she was concerned that if she didn't know the guy 483 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:44,520 well, he come over here and be be too, you know, fuck her too 484 00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:45,640 hard. She didn't want to get fucked 485 00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:49,240 too hard or too rough and then be in pain and not be able to 486 00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:50,960 enjoy it. So she just said she'd rather 487 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,880 stick with the guys who she's played with before. 488 00:30:53,440 --> 00:31:00,320 And finally I was like, you do realize #1 if you invite a guy 489 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:03,320 with a big Dick, he's had a big Dick his whole life. 490 00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:06,720 You won't be the first person who can't take a pounding. 491 00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:11,840 And if he's a little mature, at least he's not going to get in 492 00:31:11,840 --> 00:31:15,000 there and paddle Dr. your pussy without you wanting him to. 493 00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:20,440 That and I was more, I like it was a pride thing. 494 00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:24,840 It was for really a pride thing. Like I feel like I had a 495 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:32,120 reputation to with to uphold and I'm I, I'm not one to be like, 496 00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:36,200 oh, I had I don't want anyone to ever leave like from fucking me 497 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,720 and then say like, oh, she couldn't take any Dick or she 498 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:40,680 tapped out or whatever. Like what? 499 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:44,120 No, that would that would hurt my pride so bad. 500 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,960 There you go. What about your pride? 501 00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:51,280 At least I can admit it. I I don't want, I want you to 502 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:56,800 get the, the 10 pussy, not the two, because I'm like doing it 503 00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:00,840 just because I'm doing it. And it has made it like even 504 00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:04,600 better, Like it's made fucking even better because I've 505 00:32:04,600 --> 00:32:09,440 actually gotten gotten to know some of the guys and they, you 506 00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:11,240 know, they come over and lay down the Dick. 507 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:15,560 It's been freaking great. You know, even her energy is, is 508 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:17,640 back. We we saw a friend of ours when 509 00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:20,640 we went to the wedding this week and he was like, oh shit, you're 510 00:32:20,640 --> 00:32:23,200 back to the old, the old missus mocha. 511 00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:27,320 You know, you're back to the smart ass version, you know, so 512 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:34,040 it's, it's been, it's been fun. You know, she, she, she was 513 00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:37,440 like, hey, I don't want to say too much just in case I start 514 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:41,680 feeling bad again, but at this point we've been putting some 515 00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:46,760 mileage on that pussy. I mean I'm hoping like to go to 516 00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:50,480 Mocha and be successful at splitting it up. 517 00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:53,920 What is successful? I'm not going to give a number 518 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:55,360 yet. I didn't say a number, like 519 00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,400 what's like, what's the action? Like you're going to take a 520 00:32:57,400 --> 00:33:00,560 whole bunch of Dick, you know? I don't. 521 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:03,200 I don't want to give it away. Maybe we'll talk about it on the 522 00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:06,840 podcast at Mocha. I mean, you're going to be at 523 00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:10,480 Mocha, so they're already going to see you out here, you know, 524 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:16,600 doing it. I mean successful meaning that I 525 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,760 mean, let's put it as a what, like last mocha? 526 00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:20,720 I fucked like two guys. Yeah, that's. 527 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,040 It will not be that type of mocha this time. 528 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:27,520 Yeah, you're going to get all the Dick you want. 529 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:31,640 That's the hope. That's the hope I'm going to 530 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:40,160 load up on my meds and be. Be heavily medicated and horny. 531 00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:43,600 Yeah, I'm definitely going to be taking my Cialis. 532 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:45,520 Oh my God. I am. 533 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:47,000 I'm going to take it. Fuck that. 534 00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:51,000 I'm I am because I I'm going. To listen. 535 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,080 Don't be trying to kill me, you better. 536 00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:55,960 Listen, I'm going to replace your pills with Cialis. 537 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:00,240 Fuck that. I'm testing you give you give 538 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:06,440 her Cialis like I'm like I'm rated to spread with like Macer 539 00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:08,600 at night like hey, what the fuck, what are you doing? 540 00:34:08,639 --> 00:34:11,840 Well what was the one mocha we came home from the first time I 541 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:17,159 took Cialis and I was came home like for like 3 days. 542 00:34:17,159 --> 00:34:20,440 I was trying to kill Mr. Mocha and I feel like my pussy was 543 00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:23,840 almost swollen shut, but I was still like let's get to let's 544 00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:25,480 have some more play. Dates my Dick. 545 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,960 My Dick was sore. It felt like I remember I said 546 00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:31,040 it felt like somebody slammed my Dick in the car door from all 547 00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:35,719 the fucking we did that weekend. And then she's like, I want 548 00:34:35,719 --> 00:34:37,360 more, I want more, I want more. I'm late. 549 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:42,280 And you know, I always, I've always said this thing, it's not 550 00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:45,000 my job to get my Dick hard. So if you can make it hard, you 551 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:48,360 can have it. Well, I've been with misses 552 00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:50,480 Mocha for years. She can always make it hard. 553 00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:54,080 So I'm like, OK, stop. Well, that's not the rule. 554 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:59,920 Fuck the rules. Stop Like I got my Dick is is 555 00:34:59,920 --> 00:35:04,920 raw so you know you take Cialis you better bring bring some 556 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:08,440 extra dudes to the house. No, I mean, I'll just take it 557 00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:12,000 the first day instead of 'cause you're not, you're only supposed 558 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:14,000 to take it every three days. So I'll just take it the first 559 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:18,280 day so that way I'm good. But I, I am not going to start 560 00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:25,280 fucking until Friday, Thursday I'm, I'm not and I think I'm not 561 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:26,680 going to fuck the whole week before that. 562 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,520 Are you OK with that? Push that orange button. 563 00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:35,640 What orange button? Oh, the laughing button. 564 00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:39,520 The laughter. No, I meant like with you or 565 00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:42,120 like with anybody else. Like I think we should. 566 00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:43,960 Oh, wait, you wait. Hold on, you said you're not 567 00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:45,400 going to give me pussy until Thursday. 568 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:48,880 We should like hold off for the for a little bit. 569 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:54,920 Wait, wait. I just want to be. 570 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:59,600 I want to be clear, did you just say you're telling me when I'm 571 00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:01,680 going to get the pussy? Telling you anything? 572 00:36:01,720 --> 00:36:04,000 I'm just asking, I just want to know rules. 573 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:07,200 No, I was asking like, don't you think that's a good idea? 574 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:10,320 I don't know what you're saying. A good idea for me not to fuck 575 00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:12,240 you until. We don't fuck until we get to 576 00:36:12,240 --> 00:36:15,560 Mocha. You mean like we don't have? 577 00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:18,440 Oh no. You're going to stay. 578 00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,360 All of them back in there. Hey, OK. 579 00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:23,720 You're right, you're right. So I'll take my Cialis then and 580 00:36:23,720 --> 00:36:26,200 I'll be fine. I'm hoping for some mini Yang 581 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:30,400 bangs mini and we may do like O orgy in our room. 582 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:32,320 Did you say anal? Anal. 583 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,600 We should anal what you said. Fucking anal. 584 00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:38,840 I might do ADP, who knows. I'm thinking about it. 585 00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,680 That's a good idea. I'm thinking about ADP. 586 00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,560 I've never done anal at mocha ever, have I? 587 00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:46,320 No, I've never done anal at mocha. 588 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:48,960 You definitely have no. Remember the guy accidentally 589 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:51,480 stuck at taking your ass? That was no, that doesn't even 590 00:36:51,480 --> 00:36:53,200 count. But I mean, he hey, listen, 591 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:54,600 that's anal. No. 592 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:58,120 Whether it went in on purpose or by mistake, he definitely got it 593 00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:00,440 in there. No, that was freaking. 594 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:05,560 That was paralyzing pain. So we, I think we told this 595 00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:08,520 story before that the guy we call him Tree Trunk Dick. 596 00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:12,240 Walking off. And he like, had my legs up in 597 00:37:12,240 --> 00:37:13,760 the air and was like pounding, pounding, pounding. 598 00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:15,960 It flew out of my pussy and went into my ass. 599 00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:18,160 And I was like, paralyzed with pain. 600 00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:20,280 And he felt so bad. He was like, I'm so sorry, I'm 601 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:22,840 so sorry, I'm so sorry. And I was like, it's OK. 602 00:37:23,240 --> 00:37:25,760 I couldn't walk for like the next day. 603 00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:27,880 And I was over there, like, damn, he got it in. 604 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,360 I told him like, listen, if you can fit that in there, I should 605 00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,880 be walk in the park. She didn't buy it. 606 00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:37,720 Yeah, I know I could. I was paralyzed in pain. 607 00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:41,280 But anyways, I am thinking about some new things at this mocha 608 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:44,920 'cause I feel like I have done like the same thing and like 609 00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:48,040 every mocha and it's just like, oh, I fucked 20 guys or I fucked 610 00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:50,280 30 guys or whatever. I feel like I need to step up my 611 00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,840 game. Like, you know, you got to 612 00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,880 switch it up sometimes. Listen, I mean, if you want to 613 00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:59,040 give us a mess, I'm here to take it for you. 614 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,960 I mean, there's a whole like process to ask like giving out 615 00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:04,840 anal though, so I don't want to like, listen. 616 00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:07,600 I I don't need to know the process, you just tell me when 617 00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:10,520 it's ready. I know that, I'm just saying 618 00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:13,440 like I'm trying to figure out from the hotel room how I'm 619 00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:15,240 going to clean my ass so that I can give. 620 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:19,720 A hawk too and spit on that ass. I'm not talking about the 621 00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:23,000 lubrication. Like, listen, I'm just trying. 622 00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:25,560 I'm just listen, I'm trying to do the right thing for you. 623 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:28,440 I want to be porno prepped whenever I do it. 624 00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:32,840 So clearly if you plan on doing it not porno prepped, I don't 625 00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:36,880 want to be the guy. I'm not volunteering for that. 626 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:41,080 Might be a shitty situation. You know how I. 627 00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:48,880 AM Mr. Mocha is not good with some stuff Yeah, but anyway, so 628 00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,200 I feel like I'm going to switch it up this time though, I'm just 629 00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:53,040 I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do. 630 00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:58,040 I definitely want to try like a DVP depending 'cause I don't, I 631 00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:00,960 don't think I've ever done that. I'm a girl at DVP. 632 00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:03,960 But I also have to find guys that will actually do it 'cause 633 00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:06,520 I know there aren't a lot of guys that are like, oh, I'll do 634 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:09,920 ADVP with you, 'cause you know, I guess your Dicks will touch. 635 00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:12,800 But. Let me, let me, let me tell you 636 00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:14,720 something. I also want to. 637 00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:20,280 If a guy is concerned so far if you this one thing I've never 638 00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:26,000 understood. OK, if you do ADP, why won't you 639 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:30,760 do ADVP? That super, super, super super 640 00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:35,000 thin membrane between her ass and her pussy? 641 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,720 Yeah, like you like. Oh hey, I'll do ADP, but I'm not 642 00:39:39,720 --> 00:39:42,960 doing a DVP. What? 643 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:44,360 Well, 'cause you're dead, that's. 644 00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:49,880 Literally like saying like if you're wearing a condom that's 645 00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:53,400 the exact same amount of membrane between the other like 646 00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:57,600 you but you know, whatever makes you sleep better at night. 647 00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:04,520 Yeah, well, and also too, I kind of got my new, my new like I got 648 00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,920 my new like fetish kind of happening lately. 649 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:10,400 Well, not new. Well, you know what it is. 650 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:12,800 I've. Practiced with you for years. 651 00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:18,200 I know nothing, tell the people. Oh, well, you know, like, I kind 652 00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,480 of like the daddy baby girl like thing. 653 00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,920 Yeah. And I'm not, I don't really 654 00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:26,840 like, I'm really. I think clearly some people 655 00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:28,960 probably know because I call you daddy all the time. 656 00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:32,080 But I think some people don't know because they don't know why 657 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:35,160 I call you that. But I don't know. 658 00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:39,000 But I've always been afraid to, like, do that with anyone else 659 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,400 because I was always worried about offending Mr. Mocha, 660 00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:45,560 right? Yeah, and I can you explain to 661 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:47,760 people how easy, how hard it is to offend? 662 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:51,200 I just, I felt like that was something like you and I did and 663 00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:54,040 I was always worried about I don't like, I honestly don't 664 00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:56,840 want to call everybody daddy. Like you got to be special. 665 00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:58,520 You know, you can be my stepdaddy. 666 00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:04,040 Maybe, maybe be my, maybe I can have a bunch of stepdaddies. 667 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:06,280 Not going to have any other daddies. 668 00:41:08,240 --> 00:41:12,160 But yeah, I've actually kind of explored some other things more 669 00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:16,280 recently. Like I said, I won't say that 670 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:18,520 one, but we would explore some other things. 671 00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:22,400 I won't say well what you've been out on these streets doing. 672 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:23,840 You know exactly what I've been doing. 673 00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:24,800 I. Don't know what you're talking 674 00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:27,880 about. I have no idea what you're 675 00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:29,400 talking about. The cheating fantasy I don't. 676 00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:31,320 Know what you're talking about? We've. 677 00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:35,040 Made Wait a minute, you're cheating. 678 00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,160 This is bullshit. It's not really cheating, you 679 00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:39,960 know? It's not cheating. 680 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:43,360 You know, we've been doing, we've been on some fuckery, 681 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:45,520 let's put it that way. Like we've explored. 682 00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:50,480 Like I said, we thought we were. Fantasy. 683 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:53,960 Huh. You have a daddy fantasy and all 684 00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:55,400 of a sudden, oh. Jump on. 685 00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:08,600 She said Daddy Fantasy and then I looked down and BBC Daddy 45 686 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:16,560 requested to speak. Well, I think I just put you on 687 00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:21,200 BBC 45. I mean, I'm not going to call 688 00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:29,600 you Daddy too many times. Skip that. 689 00:42:29,600 --> 00:42:34,160 Welcome to the show, man. My first name is Kenneth. 690 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:36,400 Nice to meet you, Kenneth. OK. 691 00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:40,480 Wonderful. I've never met you guys 692 00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:45,560 one-on-one, but I know someone who knows you guys well. 693 00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,200 Hi. Oh, you say I'm ninja. 694 00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:52,440 I couldn't hear you say it again. 695 00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:53,680 Lupe. Oh, Lupe. 696 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,160 Lupe and Misha. Yeah. 697 00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:57,800 Yeah. Yeah, they said you guys were 698 00:42:57,800 --> 00:43:00,880 the bomb, so I just have to just say hi. 699 00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,200 Just say hi, that's all. Well, we. 700 00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:05,920 Appreciate it man and thank you for jumping and listen to the 701 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:08,320 show. We thought you jumped on because 702 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:16,320 of the the daddy thing. So have you been to the Mocha 703 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:22,240 yet? Have you been to Mocha yet? 704 00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,480 I've not been to one. I've started to go to one. 705 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:33,720 I'm way up in South Dakota right now, so I used to. 706 00:43:33,720 --> 00:43:37,520 I normally live in Florida traveling around a lot, but I 707 00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:39,880 plan to show up to one of your children that drive me. 708 00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:47,440 Well, you know what's, what's your, what's your name there? 709 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:50,840 I'm sure Misses Mocha would be happy to say hi to you in 710 00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:55,120 person. I have a problem lately no. 711 00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:56,960 Problem. I would love to say hi to Miss 712 00:43:57,040 --> 00:44:00,880 Mocha in person. Maybe we could set it up. 713 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,280 Mr. Mocha is always trying to pimp me out. 714 00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:07,840 Hey, listen, you want now that you're feeling better, you're 715 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:10,240 the one that won all the deck. I just want to be the one to 716 00:44:10,240 --> 00:44:14,640 help you achieve your goals. Listen, I'm, you know, I'm good 717 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:18,680 with, I'm good with most things. So and I'm expanding my 718 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:21,280 horizons. And we should say hello to 719 00:44:21,280 --> 00:44:22,440 Scarlett. Scarlett. 720 00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:24,520 Fine. Hey Scarlett, you can just wave 721 00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:28,160 if you can't get on. Oh, she Scarlett didn't jump in 722 00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:29,400 and say hi to us. No. 723 00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:36,720 Oh look, we got the minxes on. Craig's on. 724 00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:40,240 Us, you know, I, I just us the minxes, you know, I figure 725 00:44:40,880 --> 00:44:43,600 they'll jump on and say hi to us at some point if they're 726 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:48,360 available. Craig is, you know, he he always 727 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:53,320 working so he probably at work with the earpiece and listening 728 00:44:53,480 --> 00:44:59,080 to us talk shit and you know, Scarlett jumps in and says hi. 729 00:44:59,080 --> 00:45:03,360 You know, we always appreciate that she's. 730 00:45:05,720 --> 00:45:08,320 Lifestyle. Say it again. 731 00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:12,480 Can you tell more about how you guys started the lifestyle? 732 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:19,240 How we got into the lifestyle? Well, me, I was in the lifestyle 733 00:45:19,240 --> 00:45:25,240 before I met Mrs. Mocha. So when I met Mrs. Mocha, I 734 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:29,200 right away told her he was. The whore. 735 00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:33,000 Yeah, I mean, I told her I I wanted to be honest. 736 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:38,600 I always felt like if I, I know I could, I know I couldn't get 737 00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:42,840 married again unless I had a partner. 738 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:49,600 And like, I told so many women that I was in the lifestyle and 739 00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:51,840 everybody was like, oh, I couldn't do that. 740 00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:53,280 I wouldn't do that. I couldn't do that. 741 00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:59,760 Mister Moak was like, wait, So what you're saying is I can fuck 742 00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:03,000 other people and you won't get mad and you'll still love me? 743 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:05,640 Yes. And she didn't believe me at 744 00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:09,120 first. Like she didn't believe me the 745 00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:14,240 first time she did it. You know, she was nervous and, 746 00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:17,600 you know, once she realized I was serious, you know, she was, 747 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:23,800 I mean, she was, you know, gung ho so. 748 00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:31,400 I mean, we had our moments, but they were they were few and far 749 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:33,960 between. Yeah, yeah. 750 00:46:34,120 --> 00:46:39,080 But yeah, I mean, I've we'd, I don't think we really ever even 751 00:46:39,080 --> 00:46:41,680 soft swapped. We went straight to just full 752 00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:43,440 swapping. Yeah, yeah. 753 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:45,280 We went straight into everything. 754 00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:49,960 Yeah, I mean, we pretty and and I think I always we've, we've 755 00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:53,760 had our moments, like every single couple has had their 756 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:59,120 moments. But I walked her through step by 757 00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:01,960 step. Communication was key because 758 00:47:01,960 --> 00:47:04,080 I've been a lifestyle for so long before we got in it 759 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:07,280 together. Like I had been there and 760 00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:10,440 listened to wives complain, listened to husbands complained. 761 00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:12,760 So I didn't want that any of that. 762 00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:15,080 I didn't want to come into a selfish. 763 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,000 I didn't want to come into it and consider it. 764 00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:23,160 So I from from day one, it's like, Hey, I want to get into 765 00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:26,440 this lifestyle and I'm going to set the example. 766 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:32,800 You know, I set her up with a buddy in my aside beside his 767 00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:39,000 besides his voice, like the dude was the dude was, you know, 768 00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:45,840 super attractive, ex military brother, great shape, super 769 00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:48,280 cool. You know, she didn't like his 770 00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:50,240 voice, but she definitely liked him. 771 00:47:50,240 --> 00:47:53,640 So you know her the IT. Was cool. 772 00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:56,160 He just had Mike Tyson voice. Yeah, but it was like. 773 00:47:57,320 --> 00:48:01,320 Wow, I felt like I needed to set the example by bringing, by 774 00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:04,800 showing her that I'm going to bring you someone who is fit, 775 00:48:04,880 --> 00:48:08,560 attractive, which you want. No, but we had a threesome with 776 00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:10,880 your ex-girlfriend 1st and I cried. 777 00:48:10,880 --> 00:48:13,560 Yeah. Well, that was the first time 778 00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:15,040 that was, that's why I said trial. 779 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:16,400 And error. So yeah, that was the first 780 00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:16,920 thing. Yeah. 781 00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:20,080 Hey, listen, She says she can handle it. 782 00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:23,880 And you know my motto in life, and I say this to people, and I 783 00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:25,280 want everybody to understand this. 784 00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:30,080 God, if you tell me you can fly, I want to kick you off a fucking 785 00:48:30,080 --> 00:48:33,200 building, she says. You can handle it, so we tested 786 00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:35,280 it out. But I even had to tell, like, 787 00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:37,280 women, when we first got in the lifestyle, I was like, he's 788 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:39,680 super literal. Like if you tell him that's what 789 00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:41,120 you want, that's what he's going to give you. 790 00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:42,880 I mean, if you tell him to stop, he will also. 791 00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:47,760 But like, if you say you want this, like he's going to try to 792 00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:49,000 do that. Yeah. 793 00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:55,040 So. So for in the beginning, you 794 00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:58,600 know, there were moments and, and even to this day, this is 795 00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:01,600 one of the things that I love about my wife. 796 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:06,600 The my wife will do her very best to please me. 797 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,040 Even if she has to make herself uncomfortable, she will do her 798 00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:14,320 best to please me. That's one of the things that's 799 00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:17,800 very different from any other relationship I've been in. 800 00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:21,920 And it's very different from most people who I know who are 801 00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:25,240 in relationships. In the beginning of people with 802 00:49:25,240 --> 00:49:28,840 relationships, they go out of their way to keep from 803 00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:33,560 displeasing one another. My wife's desire to please me 804 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:38,320 has never changed. My wife still gets nervous if 805 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,480 she thinks she's displeased me. And I promise you, outside of 806 00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:43,880 sex, I don't beat her during sex. 807 00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:50,560 What I do, you know, outside of sex, you know, and, and I, I've 808 00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:54,760 said this to people before, the only person on this planet that 809 00:49:54,760 --> 00:49:58,440 I'm afraid to upset and displeases my wife. 810 00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:06,280 My I would rather get punched in the face by a third degree black 811 00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,920 belt than to see my wife cry because of something that I did. 812 00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:13,760 So that's kind of, you know, she's good at, she's good at 813 00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:17,400 strategic tears. She don't, she don't use them 814 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:21,120 often, but when she when she uses them, I'm like, OK, fuck 815 00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:25,360 it. What I mean, OK, and and when I 816 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:30,320 come home, if she's ever upset, if I come in the house and now I 817 00:50:30,320 --> 00:50:32,760 mean the kids aren't here, I can't ask the question. 818 00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:36,160 But when the kids were here, if I came in the house and she had 819 00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:39,800 a look on her face, what's the question I ask you if you were 820 00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:42,200 upset? Like which one of the kids did 821 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:45,520 it? That and is it my fault? 822 00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:48,280 Is it? Did I do something to offend? 823 00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:49,520 Did I do something to offend you? 824 00:50:49,520 --> 00:50:51,040 She say no. OK, well, fuck it. 825 00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:53,920 I can. So, so that, that really that 826 00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:58,800 that has translated very well for us within the lifestyle 827 00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:02,560 because she's never stopped wanting to please me. 828 00:51:02,560 --> 00:51:05,560 I've never stopped wanting to please her as the head of my 829 00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:08,800 household and as the dominant one in my household. 830 00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:12,960 I feel like it's my job to set the example and leave from the 831 00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:15,160 front so. He's not the head of the 832 00:51:15,160 --> 00:51:21,280 household, by the way. He's so spanked online. 833 00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:24,120 Let's make that clear to all the listeners. 834 00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:30,000 Get those she spanked. But like I've always felt like 835 00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:32,640 it was, it was absolutely necessary for me to leave from 836 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:38,720 the front and set the example. So our, our relationship is, I 837 00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:41,960 think, at the very worst point in our relationship. 838 00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:47,440 Like we've never, we've never had like catastrophic moment 839 00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:50,840 where we were like, Oh my God, I'm going to leave. 840 00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:56,120 Even though for the first couple years, I mean, for the first 841 00:51:56,120 --> 00:52:02,360 few, I mean probably first five or six years microphone. 842 00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:04,920 Oh, I'm too close. We'll just turn it down for the 843 00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:06,480 first few years in our relationship. 844 00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:10,920 Like if I got upset, no matter what it was, she'd be like, are 845 00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:12,800 you going to leave me? I'm like, why do you keep asking 846 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,600 me that? Like, why would I leave you for 847 00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:17,280 burning toast? OK, like. 848 00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:23,480 PTSD bro PTSDI come. Home from a three day trip with 849 00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:26,960 a house full of kids and she brings me to the garage and 850 00:52:26,960 --> 00:52:30,200 sucks my Dick. You can set the whole fucking 851 00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:35,680 house on fire. Like I'm not leaving this like 852 00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:41,400 the priorities. Like no I I am never leaving SO. 853 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:46,600 I think I was just, I was really apologetic in the beginning, but 854 00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:47,920 you know what that was from? Yeah. 855 00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:50,200 Yeah. I I try to be better about that 856 00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:52,400 now. Yeah, the the last guy, but 857 00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:55,480 like, jeez, I was like, like everything was Oh my God, you're 858 00:52:55,480 --> 00:52:56,640 upset you're going to leave. Like, why? 859 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:02,520 I've never, I've never in all of these years, ever, ever, ever 860 00:53:02,520 --> 00:53:05,480 threaten to leave, pretend to leave, act like I was going to 861 00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:09,320 leave, given any indication that I wanted to leave and it had to 862 00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:14,160 be a good five or six years of you're upset, are you going to 863 00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:15,920 leave me? Like you're freaking me out. 864 00:53:16,720 --> 00:53:20,840 Why do you keep asking me that? I just have to make sure I 865 00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:26,680 secure the bag. Bag secure. 866 00:53:28,760 --> 00:53:35,280 I got it so easily they should just like go pour me swimming 867 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:39,600 air and when we're all done on a sea.