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You. 
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you chat already chatting, 
welcome. 

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Good evening. 
Good morning, good afternoon. 

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Or good, whatever. 
You have, whatever, whatever day

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time of day, it is, and wherever
you are, have a good one, hope 

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you're having a good one. 
Fantastic. 

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Intros. 
I love these intros so much. 

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It's really, they're all just 
for me. 

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I have this new thing. 
Well, new relatively new where, 

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I just like, I like just 
watching those Stock footage is 

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the 1920s and 30s and up to like
the 1970s after that it kind of 

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gets a little bit. 
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just kind of Put me at very, 
it's very peaceful. 

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It's very, you know. 
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it's just, I have a joy from it.
So it really is like, Harmon 

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Lopez, which is like joyful 
sorrow. 

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Somewhere in the middle there. 
The combination of the two. 

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We got Witte, kiss, we got moldy
Apple. 

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I got, I see Dawn. 
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Oh, we see, who else? 
We see the Hilo candy cane 

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moldy. 
I mentioned you before, not. 

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She twice, moldy. 
Good to see you. 

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Good to see you, folks. 
We're here to celebrate the 

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Feast Day of blessed deserved 
from Rose. 

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Those who don't know. 
It was a hero monk American 

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hero, Monk. 
Many believe that he is on his 

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way to sainthood. 
I believe the The Serbian 

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Church. 
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that direction. 
So, quite soon, hopefully, 

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possibly, we can ask lesson 
Sarah for Moe's Saint server 

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Rose. 
Hopefully to pray with us. but, 

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By the way, he he was proposed 
today. 

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If it was what 40 or 45 years 
ago, he was proposed or his 

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brought back to to King of our 
Lord and in the early 80s. 

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So we'll be doing a little bit 
celebration of that reading at 

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the world right now. 
If you go to Desert world.com, 

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this is the creator of this fine
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And inspiration for much of the 
art and logos and all the rest 

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of you see on the show. 
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fan of their work, you can go to
death of the world.com and you 

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can get their article number 
two, which will be reading 

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selections from today. 
It's a free to free digital 

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download. 
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blessed Sarah from feast day, 
because they are also quite 

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inspired by by the good father. 
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around him, and his writings, 
and his teaching and, and so on 

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and so forth. 
So, you know, they're really one

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of the ones who popularized 
father from Rose saying, it's 

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later than you think. 
Or is the full quotas Brothers. 

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It is later than you think. 
Hence Sorry Hason, therefore to 

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do the work of God. so, A quite 
an impactful man. 

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Some of his great writings about
not with his book. 

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Nihilism which I've said, 
repeated on the show has been 

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was a was a big inspiration for 
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And many of my thinking's the 
orthox survival guide. 

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There's a collection of his 
writings Orthodoxy in the 

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religion of the future. 
He's also written books on 

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Origins, creations and origins 
The Soul after death. 

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So there's many, there's many 
Publications out there that you 

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can get your hands on Saint 
Herman's. 

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Press has just re-released or 
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and Creations which normally was
selling I think because it was 

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out of print was like selling 
for over 1,000 USD and now you 

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can get your hands on it as far 
as I know. 

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I think it's a 50 bucks USD now 
it's 80 something here in 

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Australia, Sammy some money and 
I'll go get a copy and we'll 

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read some of that as well as I'm
going to use that reading the 

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PDF. 
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physical copy Jim jatras like to
show off, he's like he's got no 

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one of the original 1,000 copies
and his homeland. bringing over 

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man, just what's the shipping 
cost on that, but Orthodox 

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Revival guys on the bagels. 
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It's, it's a, it's a nice 
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Especially when you read, let's 
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future. 
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title, that is, that father 
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Orthodoxy is a religion of the 
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Of course, it's a religion of 
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future, it is the church. 
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the title is actually pointing 
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darker and we're starting to see
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coming true in nihilism, he 
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being the 20th century being an 
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an age of Anarchy, you know? 
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something that people talk like 
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it, started in the dissidents. 
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mainstream. 
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I mean many, many cases of 
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feeling, feeling, without 
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grounding, and That's creates 
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thinking was Central to my 
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my own that's I'll call them 
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range analysis. 
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trades, sort of this idea of 
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these times of troubles, people 
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Neo traditionalism, which will 
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They'll wear it, they'll enjoy 
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the paste of it all. 
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application and things like 
sacrifice and, you know, having 

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to address one's own sins and 
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spiritual and otherwise oh, I 
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Can we just wear the sun dresses
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you know all the rust that stuff
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Now, of course, we've seen 
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A massive influx special with 
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Orthodox Church. 
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baptism and catechisms catacombs
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very Hopeful. 
I mean I'm in the same boat, you

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know. 
I was famously with my story 

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while I was raised these partly 
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Russian Orthodox. 
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The icons were there, but we 
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of like, you know, old 
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They came from a generation when
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was very strong, especially for 
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World War one. 
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Not like it's taught. 
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it's not really brought up a lot
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sort of history of wrongs. 
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Eastern Europeans where they 
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So Hungary and World War one. 
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concentration camps or workers 
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Saskatchewan. 
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there was sort of late and 
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kid, so cold war and all the 
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So There was, I think pressure 
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first-generation immigrants on 
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amalgamate you know, don't 
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Leave the old stuff behind, you 
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you know. 
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You just have your icons and 
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right? 
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that camp. 
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it's he's long gone. 
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so I was raised in a household 
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and certainly religion. 
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pushed and wasn't really a 
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my or my upbringing. 
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in Quebec Montreal Quebec so a 
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know, imagery and cross on the 
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to school going Elementary 
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Protestant and the Catholic 
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It wasn't Catholic wasn't always
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It was the Catholic School Board
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the and the Protestant was the 
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really the education that much. 
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in schools, this is late 70s, 
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So long story short, and I was 
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birth father's French cane. 
So It was one of those things my

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mother and father divorced, when
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So one of that. 
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would have been much easier for 
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And, you know, glory to God. 
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I wanted to follow more in the, 
in the footsteps of my 

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grandfather. 
So, when I had a religious 

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Awakening in 2020, I looked 
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and I, and for some reason, 
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introduced into my world. 
I was listening to ciprian, 

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then, then Armani talk with 
pecanas on his show during the, 

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during the lockdowns, the 2020. 
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starting on his on his Orthodox 
turn and he started talking 

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about the saying the Jesus 
prayer and mentioning 

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orthodoxies so that I started 
looking into it, Father's from 

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roses. 
Great work. 

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The just forgotten. 
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Mess up the title. 
Reddit on the channel before 

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God's revelation to the human 
heart. so I got that and read 

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that and I was like, well, I, 
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five years later. 
Katie came in down here in 

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Australia and rocor. 
Couldn't be happier. 

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So glory to God and all things 
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If I can do it you can do it. 
Go to liturgy or Vespers go to 

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church, talk to a priest. 
Tip your streamer. 

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Thank you for all the generosity
yesterday when we're here with 

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Matt. 
I've updated the goal there in 

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the top. 
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For still looking for 2000 
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That's a u d. 
So if you're in, if you're 

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sending me money over in USD, 
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Like five bucks, two bucks, five
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No rolling around the digital 
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Here it goes a lot longer. 
And again, shout out to gorilla 

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biscuit for, for his large 
donation yesterday. 

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If you send me, A donation 
during the stream, I will read 

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to you. 
I don't know if this is where, 

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if I don't know, this is a great
reward or not, but I will read 

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to you from the Superbook of 
jokes and riddles. 

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I've had this since I was a 
child. 

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Go into Protestant. 
Going to the Protestant School 

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Board schools. 
I'll read you out something that

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you know. 
Here's a treat for you, folks. 

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What did God forget to do for 
the first, man? 

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He forgot to. 
Clam. 

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Put him in clothes, right? 
I also figured something out a 

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little text side. 
I had everything zoomed in and I

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was watching it yesterday. 
When why am I so zoomed in? 

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Can I fix that kind of zoom out?
And I realize I just had to 

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change like one setting in the 
picture like oh Boomer Boomer 

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with the tech but jokes and 
riddles seriously. 

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Yes, would kiss seriously. 
Seriously some seriously jokes 

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and riddles. 
Hey. 

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Anyone. 
Want for your money. 

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It's a reward. 
It's a nice little thing as a 

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gift. 
It's from me to you. 

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You give to me, I give back to 
you. 

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It's a reciprocal know. 
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I would says nylon is great. 
Yes, it's it really I can't 

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stress enough. 
How But I really need to re-read

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or finish reading Orthodox. 
Survival Guide. 

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Now, especially as I'm doing my 
catechism, catechisms catechisms

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can it now that I'm studying to 
become an Orthodox Christian? 

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Yeah, I should really read that.
The Halo candy canes. 

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As I still haven't read plan 
plenty. 

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Now, it's only four hours away. 
That's the name of of the 

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monastery that father served 
from Rose set up. 

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It was missing. 
But he says I'm a boomer. 

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So dad jokes. 
Well trust me. 

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This is little did I know at the
age of whatever I was, Probably 

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eight, maybe younger. when I 
received this book, Probably for

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like a birthday or something, 
who knows? 

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You know as soon as you get 
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great yeah. 
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Jokes and jokes and riddles. 
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And that'll stop the kids from 
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I'll bring this make friends 
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friends and influence in the 
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Here's a little one. 
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Peeping Tom and somebody who has
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One is rude and noisy. 
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Huh. 
Huh. 

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It's been super chats. 
Keep reading them out. 

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Yeah. 
Anyways. 

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Where were you on the start? 
I think. 

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We talked about blessed, Sarah 
from Rose. 

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We'll get, we'll read the read, 
all the things. 

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Read all the things but let's 
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Let's start with the Demon's. 
Let's start with demons and then

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go to his father's rooms in the 
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This Frost my desk late last 
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catching up to it. 
This is all an interesting thing

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know that last year, when I was 
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and it's now really kind of 
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estimates have put it at 
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about puberty blockers alone. 
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talking about how many How many 
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fluid or something? 
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how many people blockers have 
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or throughout the West have 
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blockers, on some sort of 
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altering their body, probably 
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other means. because they've 
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sells to be to have ginger, just
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gender dysphoria, sorry, or some
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want to call. 
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We take that as a, as a minimum,
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things we are also now finding 
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surgery and the money. 
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for which is fear, depression, 
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know, control, leading 
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there's a distinction to be made
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people are upset with let's say 
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older men going to washrooms and
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I just putting on a dress and 
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Etc, I got it right. 
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distinction. 
I think you have to be made. 

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whatever, 40 year old man in a 
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him is washrooms and the 13th by
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psychiatrist and his teachers 
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of it, that the reason why 
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awful is because of this thing. 
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you'll feel better. 
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you know, not being seen or 
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recognized and Society, are you 
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as you're young, as you're young
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maturing is building an identity
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It can be incredibly difficult 
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That's become almost impossible.
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parents or through media, or 
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things are just self-confirming.
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distance, there's no there's no 
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your parent, the media, and 
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As you go through life. 
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differentiation is narrowing. 
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non-existent The problem with 
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only one identity being 
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you turn, you're getting the 
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How do you grow past your 
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As part of growing up, you are 
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family, you are representative 
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all the other people, your 
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But at some point, you begin to 
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identity based on your 
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your talents, Sometimes they're 
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parents and sometimes it can be 
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This is the whole Rebel with all
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if you want to understand how 
one shot of Boomers God, I think

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with their media and sort of 
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She look at other cars, you 
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Dean movie, which has some sort 
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sexual tension relationship with
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boy, in the, in the film guy. 
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anguished relationship. 
James has James Dean's character

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has with his, with his parents, 
you know, a distance and cruel. 

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Most smothering type mother and 
a infection ineffectual, or 

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ineffective kind of weak mushy. 
Father. 

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And there he is, Raging And 
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Boomers coming into the early 
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narratives were like that. 
You know. so, They started 

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getting this idea that teenage 
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the parent and the child is 
normal and good. 

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And rational, in fact, you 
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look at your parents and look at
your parents generation there, 

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have they have problems. 
May, they came back from the 

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war, your dad's all screwed up 
and your mom's, you know, Being 

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your mom and all the rest of it.
You all the other things, all 

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the resentments and criticisms 
that a child, can you normally 

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place at the feet of the parent 
specially as a because they 

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don't have the experience or the
The responsibilities of a 

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parent. 
So then they just magnify is and

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you give excuses and you go, 
hey, you're resentment is not 

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only Justified, but it's good. 
You can be cool and awesome 

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like, James Dean over here. 
Look at that. 

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They can continue this along 
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think, in some ways, the 
overcorrection of the Boomers 

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because they had that in their 
minds, so they wanted to be 

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their kids best friend. 
They didn't want to be like 

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their parents, they didn't want 
their kid to have to rebel 

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against them and have all that 
angst and turmoil and all the 

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rest of it and have to go 
therapy and listen to Paul Simon

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records and whatever they they 
wanted their kids to you know to

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have that kind of a long lasting
relationship that isn't 

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conflicted. 
So they try to be their kids, 

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best friends. 
And that's not the proper 

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relationship. 
I can't stress this enough and 

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for me, the people who are 
listening to this, who don't 

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have children, those who do have
children, no one I'm talking 

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about. 
I never want to be my kids best 

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friend. 
I want to be my, my daughter's 

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father. 
It's the same thing with my 

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wife, maybe I'll play. 
There's a great clip from other.

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Father, moles of experience in 
talking about how your wife is 

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not your friend. 
These distinctions in 

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relationships are important. 
because when you start to mix 

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and match your, let's say, 
duties, responsibilities or 

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Relationship statuses, right? 
Where people go. 

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If my wife, my wife's my best 
friend, Like, well, do you have?

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The section have children with 
your best friend like throughout

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was that your relationship? 
No, well maybe, but probably not

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right. 
If the majority of us, hopefully

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still probably not great. 
So, okay, so that's a 

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difference. 
You don't marry your best 

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friend. 
You marry your wife, you've 

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taken vows to be with your wife 
or your, let's say your spouse, 

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your husband, your wife, your 
your entering into a special 

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kind of relationship. 
That has to stand the test of 

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time until one of you die. 
And maybe hopefully I've even 

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after that, right? 
so this idea that you can 

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suddenly become your like your 
Chum, You know, hey, he's we're 

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just friends know, you're 
husband and wife, you're gonna 

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face difficulties and challenges
and sufferings and joys and all 

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the rest of it, raising a child 
together, you know, all these 

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things. 
That that don't you don't really

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do with your friend. 
You can live with your friend. 

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You can just sometimes you have 
had friends really good friends 

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of mine who you know, live 
together in terms of we've been 

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roommates and all that stuff. 
Great cool. 

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It's not the same thing as being
married and owning a house, so 

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completely different 
relationship. there's also, 

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Depending if you're let's say, 
you take your marriage very 

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seriously and you're not going 
to just get divorced for no good

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reason. 
The the owners, then we have a 

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friend, you can walk away from a
friendship, it might be 

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difficult, maybe hard, maybe 
painful, ultimately, you can 

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just walk away from a 
friendship, you know, summarize 

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people grow apart, and that's 
it. 

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There's no divorcing, your best 
friend. 

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Marriage. 
Well now suddenly there's that 

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consideration as well. 
Oops, Best friend, huh? 

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Yeah, we're all best friends 
until you have to sign divorce 

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papers and split the house and 
all your money's and all the 

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rest of it and child's. 
You know, visitation rights and 

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all that stuff. 
That's not something you gonna 

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do with your friend. 
Right. 

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Oops. 
Let's get this back here. 

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You're a child, okay? 
Defund chair Force. 

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This new i7 Geo, I just giving 
you attention. 

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Is that what you want? 
I can give you some attention, 

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it's okay. 
I don't know really what you're 

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talking about. 
That's okay. 

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Um, explain yourself or whatever
the The impetus here. 

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So okay, so we're talking about 
the boat the trees and all the 

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rest of it. 
And how this changing relations 

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between between parent and 
child, and this sort of impetus 

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to become the child's friend, I 
think that's a perfect Avenue 

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for this kind of abuse to happen
and misinformation and Paris, 

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not holding a line, not giving 
you not giving your child 

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definitive borders and let's say
distinct relationship, statuses 

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as they're going up. 
So that way, when they get a 

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little bit older and they serve 
having this identity crisis is 

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most people do, is your growing 
into your identity there. 

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They need to have those sort of 
borders, they need to know these

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categories are firm so male 
female mother father 

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relationships between the two. 
You know, what does this mean? 

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What does, what is the 
difference between a man and a 

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woman? 
Well, for a certain blend these 

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two things, and men can be men, 
can do the same job as women can

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do when we can do the same job 
as men can do. 

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And there is no, the authority 
of the household is really just 

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kind of chaotic, and it's on 
who's, you know, who's in charge

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today. 
Kind of thing, gets into the 

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Anarchy as age of Anarchy, were 
all these categories in these. 

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A foundations are blown apart. 
As they get blown apart, then 

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you say, well, it's very 
difficult. 

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Put those things together again,
especially as someone is 

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entering into adolescence or 
into early adulthood. 

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What do they start? 
Their foundational understanding

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of let's say, masculine 
feminine. 

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And the categories held within 
mother, father are liquid or 

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diffused or nebulous and Mom and
Dad want to be our friends. 

450
00:31:58,900 --> 00:32:01,100
Well, so then are they mom and 
dad? 

451
00:32:01,100 --> 00:32:04,800
Are they, my friend or they are?
What role are they playing? 

452
00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:09,100
You know, now suddenly teachers 
which were just, you know, what 

453
00:32:09,100 --> 00:32:10,400
I was growing up was just a 
teacher. 

454
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:14,300
Work friends with your teacher, 
he didn't hang out with your 

455
00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:15,700
teachers. 
I'd in high school. 

456
00:32:15,708 --> 00:32:19,100
I did a little bit of that was 
certain teachers, but you know, 

457
00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:22,500
Basically was your teacher was 
your teacher. 

458
00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,400
That was your relationship. 
That was it. 

459
00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:28,700
They were, you know, your 
counselor and your psychiatrist 

460
00:32:28,700 --> 00:32:31,600
and you're this and you're that 
they were just they just taught 

461
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,100
math. 
And then you had, you know, you 

462
00:32:34,100 --> 00:32:39,000
went home and that was it. 
So, as these relationships and 

463
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:43,200
as he's categories, have been 
have been sort of made porous 

464
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:48,900
and both on a cultural level. 
And of course, even an 

465
00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:52,900
individual level, then you start
seeing this rise of gender fluid

466
00:32:52,900 --> 00:32:56,200
confusion, right? 
Gender confusion, we can talk 

467
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:57,700
about, we can talk about the 
psy-ops. 

468
00:32:57,700 --> 00:32:59,300
We can talk about the chemicals.
We can talk about those 

469
00:32:59,300 --> 00:33:02,000
chemicals are built and promoted
from and all that kind of stuff.

470
00:33:02,900 --> 00:33:05,400
And that's all valid and true. 
That's all part of this package 

471
00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:08,600
but the borderline psychology of
how we get here. 

472
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:12,600
Anyways, the spiritual nature of
all these of all these 

473
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:16,900
outcroppings is not as simple as
they just wanted to sell puberty

474
00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:19,800
blockers. 
I think they saw the opportunity

475
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:22,500
and they're certainly said, 
well, we have this product, it 

476
00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:27,800
used to give it to prisoners. 
And grape prisoners, who were 

477
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:30,600
going to chemically castrate and
how you can just give these to 

478
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:33,300
kids and just tell them, it's 
they're just confused but 

479
00:33:33,300 --> 00:33:35,600
they're gender and Fantastic. 
Look at there, you go, right? 

480
00:33:46,100 --> 00:33:49,800
so, As this had been building 
up. 

481
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:53,700
And now we know there's let's 
say at minimum 100k. 

482
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:58,800
Kids who've taking these drugs. 
And we're entering into this 

483
00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:01,900
age, as I said, as the event of 
the ventral, Sun Spirit of the 

484
00:34:01,900 --> 00:34:05,300
vengeful son is here. 
Increases in violence in a total

485
00:34:05,300 --> 00:34:08,699
of an age of total violence. 
I think in response to age of 

486
00:34:08,699 --> 00:34:12,699
Anarchy is coming. 
We're seeing more and more of 

487
00:34:12,699 --> 00:34:15,500
it. 
You have this perfect Army, this

488
00:34:15,500 --> 00:34:20,300
perfect Army of the vengeful son
with these kids who've been lied

489
00:34:20,300 --> 00:34:21,800
to. 
So, here's a distinction, I was 

490
00:34:21,808 --> 00:34:24,400
making before you made 
distinction with the 45 year old

491
00:34:24,400 --> 00:34:26,800
man and a beard who goes, where 
is her son dress and goes into 

492
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,000
women's washroom, which is 
creepy and weird and should be 

493
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:31,699
not allowed and then you have 
the 13 year old kid who's been 

494
00:34:31,699 --> 00:34:35,800
lied to Who's had their 
categories destroyed but he 

495
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:37,600
doesn't have a clear 
relationship with the mother and

496
00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,900
father, or their teacher or say 
authority figures within within 

497
00:34:40,900 --> 00:34:43,300
Society, they have no church, 
they have no Spirit. 

498
00:34:43,300 --> 00:34:45,699
They have no defines 
spirituality their cake to 

499
00:34:45,699 --> 00:34:47,699
nihilism. 
And they've been given these 

500
00:34:47,699 --> 00:34:51,000
drugs and told that that's going
to help them and as they mature 

501
00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:53,699
from 13 to 18 or whatever and 
they find out those drugs aren't

502
00:34:53,699 --> 00:34:55,400
helping them. 
In fact it's making them worse. 

503
00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:00,500
I mean, they live in a country 
like the United States where 

504
00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:05,000
they can get firearms. 
You suddenly have a Catholic 

505
00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:09,300
school shooting. 
Oops. 

506
00:35:11,500 --> 00:35:15,300
So, this becomes a perfect Army 
of eventual, son, if you want to

507
00:35:15,300 --> 00:35:17,500
talk about the spirit of the 
vengeful son, as I've put it 

508
00:35:17,500 --> 00:35:26,000
out, is a is a agaric summoning.
Let's say a meta, a meta type of

509
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:29,900
an archetype and responds to a 
to an awareness of betrayal of 

510
00:35:29,900 --> 00:35:33,700
cultural generational betrayal. 
By both our governments are 

511
00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:38,400
authorities or the Boomers the 
this tribe that tribe all the 

512
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:39,700
yes. 
All the things. 

513
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:44,500
It's red pills upon red pills. 
And then it becomes sort of 

514
00:35:44,508 --> 00:35:46,900
aware of this. 
Suddenly. 

515
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:48,300
The lights. 
Come on. 

516
00:35:50,100 --> 00:35:51,700
And what do they do? 
Well, you're going to be angry, 

517
00:35:51,700 --> 00:35:55,200
you're gonna be really angry. 
It's a natural response. 

518
00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:58,300
In fact, many of us who are 
taking this red pill, let's say 

519
00:35:58,308 --> 00:36:00,200
the original red pill, nothing 
is atmosphere red pill. 

520
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:03,600
But the more Kurdish Jarvan 
style maybe over five years ago 

521
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:07,900
or so. after the events of 2020,
the long flu. 

522
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:11,400
Was resorted to getting on 
boarded to these kind of things 

523
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:15,800
and most of us were in GCS and, 
you know, group chats and you 

524
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,100
know, hanging out on dr's and 
all the rest of it and trying to

525
00:36:18,107 --> 00:36:21,100
piece this together, you know on
bitch shooting places because 

526
00:36:21,100 --> 00:36:23,200
you couldn't say a lot of things
she said anything you get 

527
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:25,300
canceled. 
Or get removed. 

528
00:36:25,300 --> 00:36:29,800
So there was that burgeoning 
anger, but there was nowhere to 

529
00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,300
vent it. 
There was nothing to do with it 

530
00:36:31,300 --> 00:36:34,300
other than kind of accept it. 
You kind of went through your 

531
00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:37,100
different stages and then you 
started going okay, you know, 

532
00:36:37,107 --> 00:36:39,700
and then started making more 
mental mapping plans and doing 

533
00:36:39,700 --> 00:36:44,100
other things with it. 
Well now we're entering a period

534
00:36:44,107 --> 00:36:47,400
when when those restrictions are
not going to be there or 

535
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,700
certainly not there in the same 
way you can say a lot more now 

536
00:36:50,700 --> 00:36:54,200
than you could five years ago 
about pretty much everything. 

537
00:36:56,100 --> 00:37:00,000
And that red pill is hitting. 
Daryl Cooper and many others, 

538
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,700
attacking the World War Two or 
post. 

539
00:37:01,700 --> 00:37:04,600
Nuremberg narrative. 
That's open people's eyes. 

540
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:07,800
Maybe people looking back at the
history and going wait man, have

541
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:09,900
we been lied to We've been lied 
to. 

542
00:37:10,900 --> 00:37:17,700
But what everything? 
Look at that. and everything 

543
00:37:17,700 --> 00:37:23,200
that all the all the 
connotations, all the All the 

544
00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:26,200
steps of let us down certain 
roads to accept certain things. 

545
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:29,200
The mass immigration Etc are all
bass. 

546
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,200
If you trace it back, a lot of 
it goes back to that post 

547
00:37:32,200 --> 00:37:36,900
Nuremberg narrative. 
Oops. 

548
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:42,300
People getting on boarded 
quickly because this crisis is a

549
00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:45,700
constant crisis of consequences 
is hitting them hard. 

550
00:37:45,700 --> 00:37:48,100
Now in their day-to-day lives, 
they can't ignore it. 

551
00:37:48,100 --> 00:37:49,100
They can't just look away and 
go. 

552
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:51,100
Ah, it's not really happening or
what's happening over there. 

553
00:37:51,100 --> 00:37:52,200
It's happening that crazy 
country. 

554
00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:53,400
Whoo, France. 
What agreement? 

555
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:55,000
Whatever thing? 
No, it's happening in your 

556
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:59,700
streets in many places. 
And money is tight and getting 

557
00:37:59,700 --> 00:38:03,500
tighter. 
And your kids all screwed up or 

558
00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:07,400
your parents are all screwed up.
And you can't get a job and 

559
00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:10,900
stacking stacking, stacking 
stacking. until finally, 

560
00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:16,100
Something. 
Some some people start sparking 

561
00:38:16,100 --> 00:38:19,400
off. 
Luigi manage jails. 

562
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:21,700
This shooter here. 
We're going to talk about and 

563
00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:26,800
this article by scared Greer. 
So these things are popping off,

564
00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:28,900
maybe even fall in the channel. 
I give it a name. 

565
00:38:31,300 --> 00:38:34,100
But also told you that these 
Spirits trying to call, Father 

566
00:38:34,100 --> 00:38:37,700
devouring, mother, ventral son, 
these are all connected to the 

567
00:38:37,707 --> 00:38:42,300
same route, the Revolutionary 
Spirit liberalism equally 

568
00:38:42,300 --> 00:38:45,000
luciferianism. 
Satan, the devil. 

569
00:38:45,900 --> 00:38:49,100
The big bad guy. 
There is no good. 

570
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:55,800
Coming out of this. 
The spirits which obey these 

571
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:59,000
meta types that infect, everyone
and everything. 

572
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:02,100
And in some ways will make you 
react to them. 

573
00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:05,700
Because if it doesn't, if you're
not directly affected by them, 

574
00:39:06,500 --> 00:39:08,700
Someone in your family will be 
or someone down your street will

575
00:39:08,700 --> 00:39:11,400
be or certainly your culture, 
your Society, your city wherever

576
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:13,500
you live will be. 
And then what do you do? 

577
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:17,900
You're gonna have to deal with 
it on some level. 

578
00:39:21,900 --> 00:39:23,300
Which is something that Orthodox
Christians understand. 

579
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:27,600
Because what we end up doing, 
you know, I won't talk too much 

580
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,700
about spiritual warfare, playing
me some videos. 

581
00:39:31,100 --> 00:39:32,600
I'm not qualified to speak of 
these things. 

582
00:39:33,500 --> 00:39:37,800
Fully so I can only share what I
understand when I know what has 

583
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:41,100
been said before that we can 
qualify let others were much 

584
00:39:41,107 --> 00:39:43,700
more qualified speak for on it 
and we'll talk about that. 

585
00:39:43,700 --> 00:39:49,400
But so now people are starting 
to take notice And giving a name

586
00:39:49,408 --> 00:39:51,300
saying, hey, this looks pretty 
demonic. 

587
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:57,100
Right. 
If if demons, if you want to 

588
00:39:57,100 --> 00:40:01,300
believe the demons are real. 
People believed the gods real. 

589
00:40:02,100 --> 00:40:05,100
Then the connotation is you 
believe Satan's real and you 

590
00:40:05,100 --> 00:40:07,300
leave Satan's real. 
Then if again if you believe 

591
00:40:07,300 --> 00:40:11,000
God's real then you know angels 
and Christ and the Saints and 

592
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,300
all these other things and 
miracles are real. 

593
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:15,700
And also means that demons are 
real. 

594
00:40:18,700 --> 00:40:20,800
That modernist is gonna start 
explaining this way and I'm 

595
00:40:20,808 --> 00:40:24,200
thinking I've read part. 
Most of this article Scott will 

596
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:27,100
do this as well of attaching 
this to psychological. 

597
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:30,800
Ailments. 
Effects of the mind. 

598
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:35,200
Brain chemistry. 
Of course. the more they focus 

599
00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:39,800
on that, the more they also 
highlight the fact that Even 

600
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:42,900
modern neurologists who get 
touted as these Great Brain, 

601
00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:44,800
scientists and mapping the 
brain, etc. 

602
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:46,500
Etc. 
They don't know how any of this 

603
00:40:46,508 --> 00:40:50,300
stuff works either. they can 
tell you parts of the brain that

604
00:40:50,300 --> 00:40:54,900
light up when you know, someone 
speaks And they think they've 

605
00:40:54,900 --> 00:40:58,100
isolated kind of where thoughts 
come from sort of because 

606
00:40:58,100 --> 00:40:59,900
different areas of the brain 
will light up. 

607
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,600
But they don't really know how 
this works. 

608
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:08,000
They just kind of whistle, was a
biological brain function or 

609
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,900
something. 
Recently, now we have evidence 

610
00:41:12,900 --> 00:41:16,700
suggesting that Alzheimer's, 
which is a disease of the brain,

611
00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:20,500
robe of memories ability to, you
know, cognitive abilities. 

612
00:41:21,300 --> 00:41:26,500
Has a, if it doesn't, it has a 
direct correlation to your gut 

613
00:41:26,500 --> 00:41:28,600
biome. 
Starts in the gut. 

614
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:35,300
It might actually have its cure,
its remedy, it's caused all the 

615
00:41:35,308 --> 00:41:38,600
rest of it attached to 
microorganisms in your in your 

616
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,800
in your intestines. 
And your stomach. 

617
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:43,400
Oops. 
What? 

618
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:46,800
Huh weird. 
I thought this is all functions 

619
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:51,700
of the brain. this is, Stuff 
that has been. 

620
00:41:55,100 --> 00:41:57,200
Talked about mostly an 
alternative medicines schools, 

621
00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:01,900
oddly enough, sort of holistic. 
Yada. 

622
00:42:03,100 --> 00:42:05,200
Talking about how? 
Yeah, the stomach is, your 

623
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:11,000
second is your second brain. 
You know that you you got 

624
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:15,900
feelings, we have names for it. 
See if this gut feeling a 

625
00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:18,200
reaction and intuition, where is
that coming from? 

626
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:21,100
And he kind of feel it, maybe in
your stomach, your stomach does 

627
00:42:21,100 --> 00:42:25,400
something. 
So does that mean or cognitive 

628
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:27,300
abilities? 
Reside in her intestines? 

629
00:42:28,900 --> 00:42:33,400
Or bowels for some people, I'm 
sure kind of explains a few 

630
00:42:33,408 --> 00:42:41,100
people. 
The most Roman Catholic 

631
00:42:41,100 --> 00:42:45,500
apologists for example, anyways.
and, It's a fasting day. 

632
00:42:45,500 --> 00:42:52,900
It's a fasting day for me. 
So be quick, let's get into 

633
00:42:52,900 --> 00:42:55,000
Scott Greer before we do, ladies
and gentlemen. 

634
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,200
Thank you so much like And 
subscribe, and share, and the 

635
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:58,800
channel. 
Let the people know where we're 

636
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:00,200
at. 
Of course, we're here on YouTube

637
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:05,300
X and kick and possibly Rumble 
in the future. 

638
00:43:05,300 --> 00:43:06,700
I mean, sir uploading to rumble 
as well. 

639
00:43:06,707 --> 00:43:11,400
Getting rumble live streams to 
work are always kind of sketchy 

640
00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:15,500
at best so I'm still trying to 
work that out, but keep an eye 

641
00:43:15,508 --> 00:43:17,400
out. 
We'll be on all the places and 

642
00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:21,200
over, of course, on Spotify, I 
Tunes all the podcasters and 

643
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,700
very soon. 
We'll be starting upload on a 

644
00:43:23,700 --> 00:43:28,400
regular basis over on substack. 
You can go over there and look 

645
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,400
for notes from Down Under Jason,
Aaron Schock. 

646
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,600
I think he's under Miracle now 
as well. 

647
00:43:32,607 --> 00:43:35,700
So you can find that there and 
subscribe. 

648
00:43:35,700 --> 00:43:37,900
Subscribe all the things, press 
all the buttons. 

649
00:43:37,900 --> 00:43:41,000
Do all the things wherever 
you're at, if I'm there to say 

650
00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:42,700
hi. 
I appreciate the attention. 

651
00:43:42,700 --> 00:43:45,200
Okay. 
Scott Greer. 

652
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:46,500
I don't know much about this 
guy. 

653
00:43:48,100 --> 00:43:53,200
A shadowed CG Constantine for 
putting this cross my desk. 

654
00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:59,200
I don't really know much about 
him from just reading this. 

655
00:43:59,200 --> 00:44:06,700
He seems pretty Normie. 
I would say in position, but I'm

656
00:44:06,700 --> 00:44:09,900
not even quite sure what his 
political leanings are. 

657
00:44:09,900 --> 00:44:12,700
The fact that it came across my 
desk, from someone who follows 

658
00:44:12,700 --> 00:44:15,400
me means it means. 
I doubt he's like a screaming 

659
00:44:15,400 --> 00:44:20,000
liberal, but well, we'll see 
either way if you know this guy 

660
00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:22,400
he's he's your guy. 
He's your favorite person in the

661
00:44:22,408 --> 00:44:26,900
world. 
Cool, I have nothing for or 

662
00:44:26,900 --> 00:44:32,200
against him as of right now. 
I don't really know the man, if 

663
00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:36,300
I say things that insult, you 
about him or something, then 

664
00:44:36,300 --> 00:44:40,200
sort, sorry. 
Can get over it. 

665
00:44:42,300 --> 00:44:47,100
Three action video. 
So this is from his substack. 

666
00:44:47,100 --> 00:44:49,200
Highly respected here. 
B Demon's. 

667
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:51,600
Why the right increasingly 
attributes? 

668
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:55,600
Human events to spiritual evil. 
The horrifying shooting at 

669
00:44:55,607 --> 00:44:58,200
Minneapolis school, Catholic 
school, left Americans looking 

670
00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:00,900
for answers. 
How could someone do such a 

671
00:45:00,900 --> 00:45:03,600
terrible thing? 
Liberals naturally, blamed guns,

672
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:06,200
and tried to explain the tragedy
for political gain. 

673
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:09,200
Conservatives charted, a 
different path, many of them, 

674
00:45:09,207 --> 00:45:13,100
blamed demons a new talking 
point that has gained wide 

675
00:45:13,100 --> 00:45:16,700
traction on the right. 
Okay, so then what is, who's 

676
00:45:16,700 --> 00:45:20,900
saying? 
What here From the Highlight 

677
00:45:20,900 --> 00:45:27,200
here in demons. looks like, The 
spokes, the media press 

678
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:30,700
secretary. 
Kerala Levites shares pose 

679
00:45:30,700 --> 00:45:33,600
blaming demonic forces for for 
Minneapolis shooting. 

680
00:45:34,700 --> 00:45:36,700
Or just read briefly from this 
is from Yahoo News. 

681
00:45:36,700 --> 00:45:40,800
Press Secretary, Karen Levites, 
shared a post to Instagram that 

682
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:44,100
asked people to pray for the 
victims, following the tragic 

683
00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:45,300
shooting in a Minneapolis 
Church. 

684
00:45:45,300 --> 00:45:47,000
The claimed, the lives of two 
children. 

685
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:50,600
However, not it. 
Not all is what initially seems 

686
00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:54,200
don't don't. 
Look at the full post originally

687
00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:56,800
made by the conservator, a 
conservative lifestyle magazine 

688
00:45:56,800 --> 00:46:00,700
reveals a second side that 
blames a demonic Force for the 

689
00:46:00,700 --> 00:46:03,800
shooting. 
The full post Reese this, there 

690
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,200
was a demonic force. 
Moving when a transgender 

691
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:09,400
Maniac. 
Sprays bullets bullets at a pews

692
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:12,700
of Catholic school children, 
shame when the progressive 

693
00:46:12,700 --> 00:46:15,100
leaders and lawmakers, who make 
this about the man in the White 

694
00:46:15,100 --> 00:46:18,900
House, the Second Amendment, or 
so called Trends, bigotry. 

695
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:22,800
There is a corruption. 
There is a Corruption of Mines 

696
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,500
to commit horrific acts of 
violence. 

697
00:46:24,500 --> 00:46:26,700
We pray for the victims or 
families. 

698
00:46:26,700 --> 00:46:29,900
The entire Annunciation, 
Annunciation Community during 

699
00:46:29,900 --> 00:46:33,500
this grueling time. 
And yes, prayers, do count and 

700
00:46:33,500 --> 00:46:35,700
do work. 
Of course, that's a counter to. 

701
00:46:35,700 --> 00:46:39,500
I believe it was a Minneapolis 
mayor and a few other prominent 

702
00:46:39,500 --> 00:46:42,300
politicians saying, something 
along the lines are like, you 

703
00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:43,600
know, Hey where's your prayers 
now? 

704
00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:45,400
Why didn't prayers work this 
time? 

705
00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:47,500
You know, one prayer, stop the 
shooting from happening. 

706
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:50,300
Class Act, by the way, 
beautiful. 

707
00:46:50,300 --> 00:46:54,100
What a wonderful way of winning 
people over to your side here, 

708
00:46:54,100 --> 00:46:59,800
if that's your public stands. 
language similar to that used in

709
00:46:59,800 --> 00:47:02,500
the post has been liberally 
deployed by Trump allies and 

710
00:47:02,500 --> 00:47:05,500
supporters in the hours, since 
the shooting, which takes place,

711
00:47:05,500 --> 00:47:08,000
which took place and initiation,
Catholic School Minneapolis, 

712
00:47:09,500 --> 00:47:14,200
Save quick prayer. 
The families And goes on. 

713
00:47:15,200 --> 00:47:23,100
In responses, okay. 
I'm secretary Christy gnome his 

714
00:47:23,100 --> 00:47:24,500
next post. 
We have confirmation that the 

715
00:47:24,500 --> 00:47:26,500
shooter and Annunciation 
Catholic School in Minneapolis 

716
00:47:26,500 --> 00:47:30,000
Minnesota, was a 23 year old man
to be transgender. 

717
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:32,100
This strange monster targeted 
her. 

718
00:47:32,100 --> 00:47:34,900
Most vulnerable young children 
praying in their, in the, in 

719
00:47:34,900 --> 00:47:36,400
their first morning, mass of the
school year. 

720
00:47:38,100 --> 00:47:38,900
Etc. 
Etc. 

721
00:47:40,500 --> 00:47:43,800
So okay, fair enough, you know 
at first, when I started said 

722
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:46,100
this in the way he kind of 
phrased sounds like well okay. 

723
00:47:46,100 --> 00:47:49,100
Are we talking about some like 
random accounts talking about 

724
00:47:49,107 --> 00:47:52,200
this or is, you know, is there a
bigger accounts talking about 

725
00:47:52,207 --> 00:47:55,500
this press secretary? 
It's pretty big press secretary 

726
00:47:55,500 --> 00:47:58,100
of the United States. 
That counts. 

727
00:47:59,500 --> 00:48:01,000
Was a chat saying here. 
Cool. 

728
00:48:01,000 --> 00:48:03,800
Dude says I didn't read Greer's 
articles so this will be 

729
00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:06,300
interesting. 
He's either he's either a pagan 

730
00:48:06,300 --> 00:48:10,000
or an atheist agnostic. 
I believe he got in trouble for 

731
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:13,800
some alt right writing around a 
decade ago and fired from DC. 

732
00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:19,100
The Daily Caller. 
Ah, I see I see. 

733
00:48:20,300 --> 00:48:25,500
Provo's in the chat to see, bro.
Oh, by the way, Provo I thought 

734
00:48:25,500 --> 00:48:27,800
about you. 
I because I had I heard your 

735
00:48:27,800 --> 00:48:32,300
name being mentioned, Tony, and 
and Jimbo. 

736
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,400
And I seen in shots, I hadn't 
watched your channels and by the

737
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:37,900
way, everyone should go check 
out probably his channel. 

738
00:48:37,900 --> 00:48:40,500
It's fantastic. 
So I think, when I was there 

739
00:48:40,500 --> 00:48:44,100
your chat, like I think it was 
last week was a personal checked

740
00:48:44,100 --> 00:48:46,600
out your channel and I had 
already started using the TV 

741
00:48:46,600 --> 00:48:49,400
stuff. 
And then I watched you were in 

742
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:51,600
the TV. 
This party of your party of your

743
00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:56,400
look, I was like It. 
Oh, well, where I was already 

744
00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:59,500
have all this stuff set up and 
made them rolling with it. 

745
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:02,300
Sometimes you can you try to be 
original? 

746
00:49:02,300 --> 00:49:03,700
I try to be original then I find
out. 

747
00:49:03,700 --> 00:49:07,300
I'm not original at all. 
I mean, look, I have my stuff is

748
00:49:07,300 --> 00:49:09,200
really just taking from Death of
the world magazines. 

749
00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:13,000
I want to be original. 
I just want to copy all the 

750
00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:16,500
other cool Orthodox stuff is 
It's a me thing. 

751
00:49:16,500 --> 00:49:22,600
Not you think it's me? 
Okay, so back to Scott, Greer. 

752
00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:27,200
The shooter was severely, 
mentally ill, transgender 

753
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:31,000
individual, who dabbled with 
satanic imagery in his journals 

754
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:35,000
dabbled and allegedly expressed 
interest in other cult inspired 

755
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:37,500
gunman, dark Forces could have 
invaded. 

756
00:49:37,500 --> 00:49:40,200
His mind, the shooter should 
never have been allowed to own 

757
00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:41,900
guns. 
Due to his extreme mental 

758
00:49:41,900 --> 00:49:43,800
illness. 
That was expressed through his 

759
00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:46,500
gender change. 
Robin air quotes. 

760
00:49:46,500 --> 00:49:49,800
Wessman is part of a growing 
trend of Trends, Mass shooters. 

761
00:49:52,900 --> 00:49:55,600
The link over there. 
His story doesn't support gun 

762
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:58,600
control, it provides evidence, 
that Americans Society should no

763
00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:00,900
longer indulge the Twisted, 
thinking of mentally ill, 

764
00:50:00,900 --> 00:50:03,400
people, and keep them away from 
harming others YouTube. 

765
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:05,700
By the way, YouTube, I know this
is whatever. 

766
00:50:05,700 --> 00:50:08,500
I'm pleading to nothing, but I'm
just reading here. 

767
00:50:08,500 --> 00:50:10,900
It's air quotes and stuff and 
okay. 

768
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:13,700
Demonetized kicked off. 
Okay cool. 

769
00:50:13,700 --> 00:50:17,400
Thanks. 
Support the show folks. 

770
00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:22,200
That's why I asked you the 
minimum, share it out, let 

771
00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:25,900
people know because YouTube is 
not in my friend for a while now

772
00:50:25,900 --> 00:50:27,700
from a better part of the Year. 
Oh yeah. 

773
00:50:31,100 --> 00:50:34,100
You talked about the bagels a 
little bit too close to to 

774
00:50:34,100 --> 00:50:36,500
clearly all the way things 
happen. 

775
00:50:36,500 --> 00:50:43,000
What those Okay, already here. 
Let's read this. 

776
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:46,600
Again, the shooter was severely 
mentally ill, who dabbled with 

777
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,400
satanic imagery in his journals 
and allegedly expressed interest

778
00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:52,500
in other occult inspired gunman.
Okay? 

779
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:57,200
So let's let's play the field a 
little bit here for the seculars

780
00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:59,400
you don't believe in. 
If you're a secularist, you 

781
00:50:59,400 --> 00:51:00,700
don't believe in demons. 
You don't believe in the 

782
00:51:00,707 --> 00:51:01,800
Supernatural, the rest of it, 
right? 

783
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:03,100
You think this is all brain 
chemistry? 

784
00:51:03,100 --> 00:51:04,800
Something to get you so I called
you something. 

785
00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:10,300
Okay. 
Here's the thing. even if even 

786
00:51:10,300 --> 00:51:13,400
if the secular version of this 
is true, or closest to the 

787
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:16,700
truth, there's no Boogie Woogie 
thing's in the world. 

788
00:51:17,900 --> 00:51:20,800
Even if it's like logical 
manifestation brain chemistry 

789
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,700
gone wrong. 
You know upcoming voices in the 

790
00:51:23,707 --> 00:51:29,000
mind and and they searched 
people start to act as if One 

791
00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:30,500
would be demonically possessed, 
right? 

792
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:34,600
There were perhaps, you say, 
well, they use that term way 

793
00:51:34,600 --> 00:51:36,700
back when because they didn't 
have study the mind and aren't 

794
00:51:36,700 --> 00:51:37,800
we. 
So smart, we have the study the 

795
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:39,000
mind. 
Although the two things are 

796
00:51:39,008 --> 00:51:41,800
exactly the same. 
So, therefore, you say one, you 

797
00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:45,200
mean, the other doesn't matter. 
We're concept files abide. 

798
00:51:46,900 --> 00:51:50,200
The. 
The issue here is that you're 

799
00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:53,700
still no further ahead. if you 
consider this just mental 

800
00:51:53,700 --> 00:51:58,300
illness, or demonic possession, 
For the secularists, if you say 

801
00:51:58,300 --> 00:52:00,600
it's meant illness you go. 
Cool. 

802
00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:05,400
How do we fix that? 
Medication like well, we've been

803
00:52:05,408 --> 00:52:10,100
doing that. for the better part 
of about 100 years now, even 

804
00:52:10,100 --> 00:52:13,800
more really, you know, if you 
look at, you know, giving people

805
00:52:13,800 --> 00:52:18,200
lithium and all these other kind
of drugs going back into the 

806
00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:22,800
into the 18th and 19th century. 
Hasn't been working. 

807
00:52:24,500 --> 00:52:26,000
You know. 
Maybe we should go back to 

808
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:30,100
prescribing cocaine for anxiety.
I always loved that one. 

809
00:52:30,100 --> 00:52:34,500
I was like really. 
Okay, for anxiety. because I 

810
00:52:34,500 --> 00:52:38,900
have, I, you know, I've known 
some people allegedly. 

811
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:44,000
I've, I've studied this. 
I've studied very closely, the 

812
00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:48,000
effects of that drug on people, 
especially prolonged, use of the

813
00:52:48,008 --> 00:52:49,200
course of a better part of a 
decade. 

814
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:53,800
And yeah, I know not a really a 
cure for anxiety. 

815
00:52:56,500 --> 00:53:00,500
I wouldn't say that. 
Maybe during the experience. 

816
00:53:00,500 --> 00:53:01,800
Sure? 
Right? 

817
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:08,600
Because you're too busy talking 
like a Word but and Sue 

818
00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:12,000
self-centered and whatever sure 
but immediately afterwards. 

819
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:16,700
In the, you know. 
After the drug war is off. 

820
00:53:17,900 --> 00:53:20,700
None, exactly a non-anxious 
state and in fact, I wouldn't 

821
00:53:20,700 --> 00:53:23,700
even call The Experience itself.
A non-anxious state. 

822
00:53:23,700 --> 00:53:28,500
It's just you wouldn't you 
probably wouldn't to be 

823
00:53:28,500 --> 00:53:30,300
suffering for anxiety in that 
point. 

824
00:53:30,300 --> 00:53:35,400
But if you anyone looking at 
you, pretty anxious, so, Just 

825
00:53:35,400 --> 00:53:40,100
saying. 
She was just my my study 

826
00:53:40,100 --> 00:53:42,000
experience is studied 
academically. 

827
00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:49,700
Just very curious about straws 
for a long time. 

828
00:53:51,000 --> 00:54:00,600
Speaking of fishing Auto. so, We
know the drugs don't work. 

829
00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:03,800
Or. 
If they work, they work on the 

830
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:05,600
extremely, let's say extreme 
cases. 

831
00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:11,900
When you want to heavily 
Medicaid somebody But in sort of

832
00:54:11,900 --> 00:54:13,800
day-to-day cases, doesn't seem 
to be working. 

833
00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:16,500
We've done everything. 
We can think of ssris for 

834
00:54:16,500 --> 00:54:18,700
depression and all the rest of 
it not really working. 

835
00:54:18,700 --> 00:54:22,300
People are still Right? 
And it's seems to be getting 

836
00:54:22,300 --> 00:54:28,300
worse. 
The more drugs, we apply to the 

837
00:54:28,300 --> 00:54:31,300
situation that oftentimes a more
people seem to be viewing you a 

838
00:54:31,300 --> 00:54:35,000
bit more nutty. 
And that comes comes for 

839
00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:38,100
everything from direct 
medications for certain for 

840
00:54:38,100 --> 00:54:42,000
certain like logical symptoms. 
And also just, you know, the 

841
00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:46,100
pill birth control a whole bunch
of varying degrees stuff, 

842
00:54:46,100 --> 00:54:50,700
they're putting into the food, 
you know, again, God biome seems

843
00:54:50,700 --> 00:54:55,900
to have a huge element to play, 
and mental health 499 from 

844
00:54:55,900 --> 00:54:59,500
Provo, fresh, thank you so much.
Don't know why? 

845
00:54:59,500 --> 00:55:01,900
This is been going on now or a 
little bit. 

846
00:55:01,900 --> 00:55:07,000
It's not giving me. 
A my alerts on screen. 

847
00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:15,400
Which is weird. oh, Well, there 
you go, weird. 

848
00:55:17,100 --> 00:55:18,600
Why did that not happen? 
Huh? 

849
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,100
Interesting. 
Okay. 

850
00:55:21,100 --> 00:55:24,700
Hopefully it'll show up now, 
either way. 

851
00:55:24,700 --> 00:55:26,600
Thank you, Provo, appreciate 
you, everyone. 

852
00:55:27,700 --> 00:55:29,500
Will probably look at probably 
doing this. 

853
00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:32,300
He's poor. 
He's got money to give me. 

854
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:35,400
Maybe someone out there with a 
bit more money than digital 

855
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:37,800
cash, throw it away. 
Two bucks, it's fine. 

856
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:41,500
So your way on super chats 
streamlabs all the rest of it. 

857
00:55:45,100 --> 00:55:49,600
As a time turn the freaking 
cocks gay turn the frogs gay. 

858
00:55:50,400 --> 00:55:53,000
God damn. 
Everybody gave. 

859
00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:56,400
Him one way, she performed 
shorts or do it a hell of a good

860
00:55:56,400 --> 00:56:01,000
job with that? 
So the I was saying this to say 

861
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:03,800
this so if the drugs in the 
treatments in the psychology and

862
00:56:03,800 --> 00:56:09,100
the therapies doesn't seem to be
working, well, what are you 

863
00:56:09,107 --> 00:56:10,300
doing? 
Right. 

864
00:56:11,500 --> 00:56:14,600
What is the cure? 
What, how do we address these 

865
00:56:14,600 --> 00:56:17,300
issues? 
And to Simply say, religion 

866
00:56:17,300 --> 00:56:20,000
spirituality, their demons 
stuff, that's just crazy. 

867
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:24,700
Kooky stuff. 
Well sure. if from the secular, 

868
00:56:24,700 --> 00:56:27,800
I could understand why you think
that, but there's a tradition of

869
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:30,800
this thing there seems like a 
long standing tradition of these

870
00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:33,500
things and one thing about 
tradition tends to be if 

871
00:56:33,500 --> 00:56:37,000
something doesn't work at all, 
People tend to abandon it or 

872
00:56:37,000 --> 00:56:39,900
change it, they don't tend to 
keep doing the thing that 

873
00:56:39,900 --> 00:56:42,100
doesn't work. 
Two dollars. 

874
00:56:42,100 --> 00:56:46,100
Thank you so much. 
Again, I don't know why this 

875
00:56:46,100 --> 00:56:51,100
thing is not showing up. 
It's very confusing. 

876
00:56:53,200 --> 00:56:56,700
But oh, well. 
Apologize. 

877
00:56:56,700 --> 00:57:00,100
There should be alerts and 
wrestlers showing up and 

878
00:57:00,100 --> 00:57:07,900
whatever here. 
Thank you would a kiss and 

879
00:57:07,900 --> 00:57:16,700
Provo? 
Thank you. so, if the treatments

880
00:57:16,700 --> 00:57:19,600
are working and the therapies is
not working. 

881
00:57:20,500 --> 00:57:22,900
And the kids are getting worse 
and the kids are getting more 

882
00:57:22,900 --> 00:57:26,200
violent and people are now more 
scared to go to school. 

883
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:28,700
And whether it be a Catholic 
school or public school or 

884
00:57:28,700 --> 00:57:30,800
whatever, kind of school there 
is, and we care about the 

885
00:57:30,800 --> 00:57:32,200
children, right? 
We care about the children. 

886
00:57:32,200 --> 00:57:34,500
This whole thing about the 
children, we care as we care. 

887
00:57:34,500 --> 00:57:36,800
So much about the children. 
Well, then we should do. 

888
00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:42,800
We should expand our search. 
For possible ways of addressing 

889
00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:44,500
the situation. 
Wouldn't you think? 

890
00:57:45,300 --> 00:57:49,300
Secularists. 
Maybe at least indulge a bit. 

891
00:57:49,308 --> 00:57:52,800
And the idea that hey there 
might be demons. 

892
00:57:54,100 --> 00:57:57,200
Or these old traditional forms 
of dealing with these kinds of 

893
00:57:57,207 --> 00:58:01,300
outcroppings of demonic attacks.
Hey, maybe those things have 

894
00:58:01,300 --> 00:58:04,300
some legitimacy. 
Do this. 

895
00:58:04,300 --> 00:58:06,400
You know, you can do the Jordan 
Peterson thing where it's like 

896
00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:08,700
look just live. 
Like as if God exists, you don't

897
00:58:08,707 --> 00:58:13,100
actually really believe it. 
Well, you know, Practice it long

898
00:58:13,107 --> 00:58:15,700
enough. 
You start to believe Because 

899
00:58:15,700 --> 00:58:19,300
things are happening, but okay. 
Say the Jesus prayer. 

900
00:58:19,300 --> 00:58:21,900
It's a guard against demonic 
attacks. 

901
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:24,100
Lord. 
Jesus Christ. 

902
00:58:24,100 --> 00:58:25,300
Son of God. 
Have Mercy Me sinner. 

903
00:58:27,100 --> 00:58:29,400
The one thing and we'll get back
to this. 

904
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:31,700
So I'll do a little demonology. 
This is the one thing I can 

905
00:58:31,700 --> 00:58:33,700
share. 
The one thing that Satan hates 

906
00:58:33,700 --> 00:58:36,900
the most is humility. 
Can't deal with humility. 

907
00:58:40,700 --> 00:58:42,000
Two dollars again from 
Whitakers. 

908
00:58:42,000 --> 00:58:48,700
Thank you. 
There you are. 

909
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:59,400
So if we, yes, we if we, if we 
don't say that, that all 

910
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:03,900
tradition can just be what we 
know was away, because we're so 

911
00:59:03,900 --> 00:59:06,800
smart in advance and all our 
Smart in advanced treatments are

912
00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:09,300
working. 
It wouldn't be a bad idea to 

913
00:59:09,300 --> 00:59:11,200
maybe send these kids to church 
and see what happens from there.

914
00:59:11,900 --> 00:59:15,700
What was the? 
Robert Witt, Robert sorry. 

915
00:59:15,700 --> 00:59:21,200
Robin Westman is the latest TTG?
Mash shooter to spark National 

916
00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:24,600
debate. 
I won't go too far into this. 

917
00:59:24,600 --> 00:59:27,300
It's the full story. 
I'm sure you've seen the 

918
00:59:27,300 --> 00:59:34,700
picture. of the of the guy. 
Looks like Carrot Top meets the 

919
00:59:34,700 --> 00:59:38,900
mask. 
So we won't spend too much time 

920
00:59:38,900 --> 00:59:47,300
with that. 
So Robinson is growing trend of 

921
00:59:47,300 --> 00:59:50,200
trans Mass Shooters. 
His story doesn't support gun 

922
00:59:50,200 --> 00:59:53,200
control provides evidence, that 
American society should no 

923
00:59:53,200 --> 00:59:57,000
longer be no longer indulge the 
Twisted thinking mentally, he'll

924
00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:58,800
people and keep them away from 
harming others. 

925
00:59:58,800 --> 01:00:01,500
Well, let's just, that's just, 
that's just that simple, you 

926
01:00:01,500 --> 01:00:05,400
know, Many on the right have 
made this case, but on social 

927
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:08,700
media, several conservatives. 
Have added. 

928
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:14,000
The demon Theory to mix. 
Suggesting that we need blast me

929
01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:17,500
laws and even some kind of demon
control to stop future masks 

930
01:00:17,500 --> 01:00:26,400
ms's YouTube masks, right? 
Poop use Yeah, these pose 

931
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:29,500
wouldn't mega-viral. 
Earning Rich, payouts to those 

932
01:00:29,508 --> 01:00:32,100
who made them, they're popular 
on the internet, but the general

933
01:00:32,100 --> 01:00:34,900
public would think you're nuts 
to make them offline. 

934
01:00:34,900 --> 01:00:37,900
America is increasingly secular 
and disinclined to look for 

935
01:00:37,900 --> 01:00:40,600
Supernatural, explanations for 
real world events. 

936
01:00:40,600 --> 01:00:43,200
Now here's the thing. 
It's a heck of a thing to say. 

937
01:00:43,207 --> 01:00:46,000
I also notice, there's no links 
to any of these things and how 

938
01:00:46,008 --> 01:00:49,600
to show you some my 
investigations to what exactly 

939
01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:52,800
the Scots here is talking about 
I get it right. 

940
01:00:52,800 --> 01:00:55,300
The more you start doing 
anything with this Media stuff 

941
01:00:55,300 --> 01:00:58,200
and on any level, you understand
the pitfalls are being lazy. 

942
01:00:59,000 --> 01:01:00,300
Right? 
You want to write an article? 

943
01:01:00,308 --> 01:01:02,300
You have this idea for an 
article. 

944
01:01:02,300 --> 01:01:04,000
You've seen some things on here 
and go. 

945
01:01:04,000 --> 01:01:07,400
Oh, there's this thing I can do.
I have a, I have an opinion. 

946
01:01:07,400 --> 01:01:09,000
I have a spin on this. 
It'll be cool. 

947
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:11,200
I can put this out, so they do 
it. 

948
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,400
Right? 
And, you know, when it gets to, 

949
01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:17,000
you know, actual proves of 
certain statements that you're 

950
01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:23,900
making almost sudden you go. 
Many people are saying many such

951
01:01:23,900 --> 01:01:25,400
things. 
Many people are saying this. 

952
01:01:25,400 --> 01:01:28,700
They're getting very rich Trump.
This, I know this because I I 

953
01:01:28,700 --> 01:01:32,100
thought this I suppose really 
hard. 

954
01:01:33,100 --> 01:01:34,600
I suppose harder than anybody 
else. 

955
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:38,700
And this is my exposure. 
And I'm gonna basically says his

956
01:01:38,700 --> 01:01:44,500
direct fact um, so so he's 
saying that These posts would 

957
01:01:44,500 --> 01:01:47,100
mega-viral. 
I'm not saying that they have an

958
01:01:47,100 --> 01:01:50,800
oyster looking around for Stuff.
I didn't see any Mega viral 

959
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:54,700
demon control. 
Narrative posts. 

960
01:01:54,700 --> 01:01:57,200
So I'm not quite sure who he's 
talking about. 

961
01:01:57,200 --> 01:02:03,600
There is this from Infowars, 
which will play And hopefully 

962
01:02:03,600 --> 01:02:04,200
the volumes. 
Okay. 

963
01:02:06,300 --> 01:02:09,900
So they believed to be true from
Sovereign bra, the trans 

964
01:02:09,900 --> 01:02:12,400
shooter, drew a picture of 
himself as Baphomet and describe

965
01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:14,400
demonic forces controlling him 
in his journal. 

966
01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:17,600
This is what trans ideology does
the kid quite literally became 

967
01:02:17,600 --> 01:02:21,900
possessed by demons. 
Here, we have the page two from 

968
01:02:21,900 --> 01:02:25,300
there. 
Journal here. 

969
01:02:25,300 --> 01:02:28,600
I feel like there's some kind of
God or higher force, controling.

970
01:02:28,600 --> 01:02:31,500
Me, I sometimes notice how I 
suddenly start writing, things 

971
01:02:31,500 --> 01:02:33,000
that I don't even think of 
myself. 

972
01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:35,800
It's as if somebody is putting 
these thoughts in my head, I 

973
01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:38,400
used to think that all this was 
nonsense but now I'm not so 

974
01:02:38,400 --> 01:02:40,300
sure. 
Maybe this really is some kind 

975
01:02:40,300 --> 01:02:42,500
of higher mind that communicates
with me this way. 

976
01:02:43,300 --> 01:02:44,900
Like man, you know how dumb you 
have to be? 

977
01:02:46,500 --> 01:02:50,400
Maybe it's God just like kill 
kill Dragon. 

978
01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:54,400
They're like is that you God 
it's like our children cut your 

979
01:02:54,400 --> 01:02:57,300
dick off. 
Hi, maybe this is a higher 

980
01:02:57,300 --> 01:02:59,700
power. 
Maybe I'm chosen for something. 

981
01:03:00,700 --> 01:03:02,300
Hate your parents kill your 
children. 

982
01:03:02,300 --> 01:03:05,700
Hate God. 
Yeah, no, you're you're being 

983
01:03:05,700 --> 01:03:08,100
touched by a higher power. 
Certainly, that's definitely 

984
01:03:08,100 --> 01:03:11,100
what it is. 
So, I mean, this seems to be the

985
01:03:11,100 --> 01:03:14,400
most high-profile other than 
these press secretary mentioned 

986
01:03:14,400 --> 01:03:18,100
demons. 
I've scrolled through of look 

987
01:03:18,100 --> 01:03:20,300
for different things. 
I mean, there's the standard 

988
01:03:20,300 --> 01:03:25,200
silliness people, you know, 
saying that there's is, here's 

989
01:03:25,200 --> 01:03:29,100
one, right? 
From Maverick X. 

990
01:03:30,100 --> 01:03:31,600
That's a whole bunch of numbers 
of the Bible. 

991
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:33,000
That's how you know. 
This is a real Count. 

992
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:35,800
Yes, sir, here's a Canadian 
dollar. 

993
01:03:35,800 --> 01:03:38,400
If you look at the Queen's hair,
you will see a bafflement the 

994
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,200
demon. 
Once again, these people 

995
01:03:40,200 --> 01:03:42,400
couldn't control the world, 
believe in Lucifer, and worship 

996
01:03:42,400 --> 01:03:45,800
the dark Fallen Angels Spirits. 
Now, I happen to agree with that

997
01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:49,600
statement overall, but you look 
at this and like, okay could be 

998
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:53,500
back from it could just be just 
could be the hair, you know? 

999
01:03:53,508 --> 01:03:55,500
And I know it's a little 
messaging, you said Etc. 

1000
01:03:55,500 --> 01:03:57,300
And I look, I believe a lot of 
that stuff. 

1001
01:03:57,300 --> 01:04:00,200
I think those things are true to
a greater degree. 

1002
01:04:00,200 --> 01:04:07,300
However, you know, sometimes you
you can also there's also the 

1003
01:04:07,300 --> 01:04:09,700
effect of looking at the cloud 
and you think you see a dog 

1004
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:14,600
Yeah, we just got five dollars 
from Jason's, scroll highly 

1005
01:04:14,600 --> 01:04:17,500
recommended Radix, Vernon's 
latest videos on James Holmes. 

1006
01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:21,100
Roar theater incident and 
Columbine. 

1007
01:04:21,100 --> 01:04:23,500
All the same patterns to this 
recent event. 

1008
01:04:24,200 --> 01:04:25,000
Hang on a second. 
Here we go. 

1009
01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:57,100
Sound Json to Json. 
I've also been forget oh, we see

1010
01:04:57,100 --> 01:05:02,200
Whitaker's another two dollars. 
With cs after Herman wittus 

1011
01:05:02,200 --> 01:05:07,000
originally hands with. 
Okay. 

1012
01:05:07,000 --> 01:05:10,100
Harry, calm down. 
All right, your autism is a 

1013
01:05:10,100 --> 01:05:12,400
little higher, but we need you 
to turn down the autism. 

1014
01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:13,800
Dial, just a little bit, just a 
little bit. 

1015
01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:16,300
You're you're way up like a 12 
here. 

1016
01:05:16,300 --> 01:05:17,600
We need you. 
We need you to comfortable 

1017
01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:19,900
eight. 
Just sort of a sort of a bath 

1018
01:05:19,900 --> 01:05:20,500
water. 
All autism. 

1019
01:05:20,500 --> 01:05:22,800
That would be good for the rest 
of this room but here you go. 

1020
01:05:22,800 --> 01:05:25,000
Thank you, baby. 
Thank you. 

1021
01:05:25,008 --> 01:05:29,200
I have been forgetting. 
Of course, I promised jokes and 

1022
01:05:29,200 --> 01:05:31,900
riddles were super chats and I 
have not been delivering. 

1023
01:05:31,900 --> 01:05:36,100
That's on me, folks, not on you.
So anyway, we got, we got Provo.

1024
01:05:36,700 --> 01:05:41,600
Here we go, Provo. 
Last Night, A man was Dean 

1025
01:05:41,600 --> 01:05:44,200
walking down the road holding a 
candle which was said to have 

1026
01:05:44,200 --> 01:05:47,100
been stolen. 
I suppose you could call them 

1027
01:05:47,100 --> 01:05:53,700
light fingered. 
I need a laugh track. 

1028
01:05:53,700 --> 01:05:55,400
That's what I need. 
That's my new thing. 

1029
01:05:55,400 --> 01:05:58,100
What a kiss for your two 
dollars. 

1030
01:05:58,100 --> 01:06:01,600
Here you go. 
What part of the body has the 

1031
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:05,400
best social life? 
Tonsils, because they get taken 

1032
01:06:05,400 --> 01:06:11,500
out. 
So off, and Write. 

1033
01:06:13,400 --> 01:06:15,000
When the kids again for two 
dollars. 

1034
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:19,600
Oh my goodness. 
Why shouldn't you carry two half

1035
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:23,700
dollars in your pocket? 
because you have to make a hole,

1036
01:06:23,700 --> 01:06:28,400
you get it whole and you could 
lose your money. 

1037
01:06:31,300 --> 01:06:33,000
See that's where all your 
money's going there. 

1038
01:06:33,000 --> 01:06:36,700
Would it because we just we 
discuss what Harry? 

1039
01:06:37,800 --> 01:06:39,200
Big hat here. 
Nice hat Harry. 

1040
01:06:39,200 --> 01:06:43,100
Uh, what else we have? 
That's two ways. 

1041
01:06:43,100 --> 01:06:46,200
Jason scroll, the big five 
dollars. 

1042
01:06:47,400 --> 01:06:52,200
Where do snowflakes dance? 
At the snowball. 

1043
01:06:53,500 --> 01:07:00,200
Oh, welcome. 
Slam that over there. 

1044
01:07:03,000 --> 01:07:05,600
Dad jokes are Basin. 
Red Pill. 

1045
01:07:05,600 --> 01:07:07,300
I agree. 
I agree. 

1046
01:07:09,700 --> 01:07:12,300
Let's get back to this. 
Oh, Scotty. 

1047
01:07:13,900 --> 01:07:17,100
So okay, so then he makes a 
claim. 

1048
01:07:17,900 --> 01:07:19,200
These things are going Mega 
viral. 

1049
01:07:19,200 --> 01:07:21,800
I don't see evidence of that but
sure, let's just say they are 

1050
01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:23,300
right? 
I might be missing something in 

1051
01:07:23,300 --> 01:07:28,100
just whatever he wrote this. 
People my moved on a bit. 

1052
01:07:28,900 --> 01:07:31,600
Um, they're probably on the 
internet, but the general public

1053
01:07:31,600 --> 01:07:33,300
would think you're nuts to make 
them. 

1054
01:07:34,200 --> 01:07:36,900
So you're saying that online, 
they're very popular and there 

1055
01:07:36,900 --> 01:07:39,000
may be different reasons for 
that bought all the rest of it 

1056
01:07:39,000 --> 01:07:43,500
and India but but offline in 
America, you're saying that the 

1057
01:07:43,500 --> 01:07:45,600
whole show that people are 
increasing secular and don't 

1058
01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:49,800
believe in the Supernatural. 
Which is ribbon incongruity. 

1059
01:07:49,800 --> 01:07:52,400
Right? 
Why, why so popular online and 

1060
01:07:52,400 --> 01:07:56,100
so unpopular IRL. 
Now again, we can say, well 

1061
01:07:56,100 --> 01:07:59,900
things are affected online 
rather than real life but we can

1062
01:07:59,900 --> 01:08:03,000
also say in real life. 
People may not give you the 

1063
01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:05,700
exact honest answer. 
If you come up and go hey you 

1064
01:08:05,700 --> 01:08:09,500
believe in demons, it might be 
like, Who are you? 

1065
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:13,700
What? 
Yeah, no, no I don't I don't 

1066
01:08:13,700 --> 01:08:17,600
believe in demons sir ma'am, 
what are whatever you are. 

1067
01:08:17,600 --> 01:08:27,800
Thank you know, go away please. 
Harry says review Jamie's 

1068
01:08:27,800 --> 01:08:35,000
episode 72, Jamie whom exactly. 
I shall. 

1069
01:08:37,899 --> 01:08:41,600
So yeah, I don't this is 
meaningless to me. 

1070
01:08:42,700 --> 01:08:44,800
And the fact that they're 
getting popularity online, that 

1071
01:08:44,800 --> 01:08:47,399
means that eventually we will 
get popular in real life because

1072
01:08:47,399 --> 01:08:51,600
that's kind of how things work 
it happens on X or Twitter or 

1073
01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:54,399
Reddit or something that 
eventually you start to see real

1074
01:08:54,399 --> 01:08:56,200
life. 
People doing I mean emulating 

1075
01:08:56,200 --> 01:08:59,100
online things. 
Jamie Henshaw died. 

1076
01:08:59,100 --> 01:09:00,600
Okay. 
That's kind of what I thought 

1077
01:09:00,608 --> 01:09:05,600
you meant but I just wanted to 
be to make sure Yeah, I will 

1078
01:09:05,600 --> 01:09:08,899
I'll check it out. 
I'm a big fan of the the Henshaw

1079
01:09:08,899 --> 01:09:14,700
dollars, the right, the rights 
demon blaming isn't rooted in a 

1080
01:09:14,700 --> 01:09:17,800
certain upsurge of a spiritual 
belief in the public or the 

1081
01:09:17,800 --> 01:09:21,899
return of the religious, right? 
Well, Kind of sounds like a 

1082
01:09:21,899 --> 01:09:25,399
religious right kind of thing. 
But okay, it's caused by 

1083
01:09:25,399 --> 01:09:27,700
developments. 
When the new right along with 

1084
01:09:27,700 --> 01:09:32,100
the desire for high social media
engagement, one, must give the 

1085
01:09:32,100 --> 01:09:34,600
most fantastic explanations for 
the occurrence of events. 

1086
01:09:34,600 --> 01:09:37,000
Bringing the Devil Makes a lot 
things. 

1087
01:09:37,000 --> 01:09:39,700
A lot more interesting than 
merely sticking with the 

1088
01:09:39,700 --> 01:09:41,600
concrete. 
What is the concrete? 

1089
01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:44,200
Exactly. 
Scott. 

1090
01:09:45,600 --> 01:09:49,600
Scotty, Scotty, what is the 
concrete exactly here? 

1091
01:09:49,600 --> 01:09:53,200
What would you say be You can't 
explain it. 

1092
01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:55,600
You don't know where even gender
dysmorphia comes from. 

1093
01:09:56,300 --> 01:09:58,100
You don't expect you don't 
understand the brain. 

1094
01:09:58,100 --> 01:09:59,800
The chemicals don't work. 
The trip was don't. 

1095
01:09:59,800 --> 01:10:02,100
Work therapy doesn't work with. 
I'll explain this. 

1096
01:10:02,100 --> 01:10:04,400
If they did then we wouldn't be 
having these problems. 

1097
01:10:04,400 --> 01:10:06,500
You can just say mental illness 
you go. 

1098
01:10:06,500 --> 01:10:09,500
Cool. 
Okay, fair well, we'll go with 

1099
01:10:09,500 --> 01:10:11,400
that. 
Where does his mental illness? 

1100
01:10:11,400 --> 01:10:15,300
Come from How do we explain 
that? 

1101
01:10:16,400 --> 01:10:18,100
How do we, how do we even 
address it? 

1102
01:10:19,200 --> 01:10:24,100
Everyone who's a little bit, you
know, kooky based on what 

1103
01:10:24,100 --> 01:10:28,000
parameters or what you know we 
can hear in the shot we can come

1104
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,400
up the whole list of things like
you pass this point. 

1105
01:10:30,400 --> 01:10:33,600
You're off to the you know off 
to the gulag you go. 

1106
01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:36,000
My friend. 
Or your safety and safety of 

1107
01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:39,200
others. 
Sure, I'm down. 

1108
01:10:41,000 --> 01:10:44,300
But first, I don't know how you 
get that socially. 

1109
01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:49,100
Accepted or Incorporated and 
even if you did, how do you 

1110
01:10:49,108 --> 01:10:52,300
enforce it over time? 
And is that even real cure? 

1111
01:10:53,400 --> 01:10:57,200
based on, who You're gonna have 
to have some sort of basis for 

1112
01:10:57,200 --> 01:10:59,200
this kind of what you think is 
acceptable. 

1113
01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:02,100
Let's gonna bring it back to 
tradition, most likely. 

1114
01:11:04,100 --> 01:11:06,300
Right. 
Where is your bases? 

1115
01:11:06,300 --> 01:11:09,300
What is your bases for your 
moral and value and you're 

1116
01:11:09,300 --> 01:11:12,900
morals and your ethics? 
Well, here's a problem and this 

1117
01:11:12,900 --> 01:11:16,100
is the easiest agnostic. 
The the non-believer, their 

1118
01:11:16,100 --> 01:11:18,800
positions, always the same is 
that once you get into brain 

1119
01:11:18,800 --> 01:11:22,800
chemistry land, well, you have 
no bassist, no actual 

1120
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:28,600
ontological or metaphysical 
basis for your claims. 

1121
01:11:29,700 --> 01:11:35,600
Mental illness, means nothing. 
All it means is is outcomes that

1122
01:11:35,600 --> 01:11:39,700
you don't like your preferences.
You prefer people not behave in 

1123
01:11:39,700 --> 01:11:43,700
a certain way. 
But you can't base that on any 

1124
01:11:43,700 --> 01:11:48,100
kind of morality. 
Even the Pew pews and ooh, 

1125
01:11:48,100 --> 01:11:50,200
people suffering and suffering 
itself. 

1126
01:11:51,100 --> 01:11:53,900
How the The Atheist is left 
flummoxed. 

1127
01:11:53,900 --> 01:11:56,900
I prefer that not to happen, 
Okay? 

1128
01:11:56,900 --> 01:12:01,900
But yet, it does happen. 
And all the attempts to make it 

1129
01:12:01,900 --> 01:12:03,100
not happen, seemed to make it 
worse. 

1130
01:12:06,400 --> 01:12:09,400
At least for some people. 
If not the majority. 

1131
01:12:11,800 --> 01:12:13,900
Oops. 
Socialism. 

1132
01:12:14,800 --> 01:12:17,600
Communism. 
All these Grand ideologies. 

1133
01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:20,700
That's the at the core special 
with socialism, is supposed to 

1134
01:12:20,708 --> 01:12:24,100
address human suffering, 
disparities, amongst classes and

1135
01:12:24,100 --> 01:12:28,700
people's Equalize things, make 
sure that everyone has a chicken

1136
01:12:28,700 --> 01:12:33,600
in every pot. 
Which sounds great. 

1137
01:12:34,700 --> 01:12:38,400
Until there's a chicken famine. 
Oops, then, what do you do? 

1138
01:12:39,300 --> 01:12:41,600
Well, we take we find someone 
who has more chickens. 

1139
01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:43,100
We give we dispersed the 
chickens. 

1140
01:12:44,900 --> 01:12:46,700
We don't ask the question of 
like the people. 

1141
01:12:46,708 --> 01:12:48,500
We're giving the chickens to 
know, how to raise chickens. 

1142
01:12:50,700 --> 01:12:52,300
I mean, like chickens or vegans 
for Christine. 

1143
01:12:52,300 --> 01:12:59,800
What would you do? 
Give the vegetarians chickens 

1144
01:12:59,800 --> 01:13:04,800
anyways. 
We made promises How many carats

1145
01:13:04,800 --> 01:13:06,800
equal, a chicken who knows do 
that math? 

1146
01:13:09,600 --> 01:13:13,800
All these attempts at curating 
or eliminating or addressing 

1147
01:13:13,800 --> 01:13:16,800
suffering and a non-spiritual 
much more materialistic 

1148
01:13:16,800 --> 01:13:21,800
idealistic philosophical Etc. 
Way have failed. 

1149
01:13:25,700 --> 01:13:28,800
Complete and total failures. 
We're starting to see that now 

1150
01:13:28,800 --> 01:13:31,900
in Europe, the great socialist, 
experiment of European Union, 

1151
01:13:31,900 --> 01:13:38,000
all that stuff, it's on fire. 
Detail that with our talk with 

1152
01:13:38,000 --> 01:13:38,600
Matt. 
Yeah, sure. 

1153
01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:41,400
But the bond markets in Europe 
is just like there's your 

1154
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:43,700
indication a much greater 
problem. 

1155
01:13:44,900 --> 01:13:46,900
If the system itself doesn't 
work. 

1156
01:13:47,900 --> 01:13:50,600
There's no fixing it. 
Because it's broken. 

1157
01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:54,200
It was built broken on a 
foundation of lies and things 

1158
01:13:54,200 --> 01:13:55,700
that will not work. 
Cannot work. 

1159
01:13:55,700 --> 01:13:59,100
Never work. 
Pigs. 

1160
01:13:59,100 --> 01:14:01,900
Don't fly. 
Sorry, should my Canon and say 

1161
01:14:01,907 --> 01:14:06,700
look I'm flying. 
It's like well until they Until 

1162
01:14:06,700 --> 01:14:20,000
gravity takes over. so, Again, 
and this is such a weird 

1163
01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:22,800
phrasing from Scott, the rights.
Demon blaming isn't rude and 

1164
01:14:22,800 --> 01:14:25,400
rooted in a sudden upsurge of 
spiritual belief. 

1165
01:14:26,500 --> 01:14:31,100
Yet we see an uptick across the 
West up young people's specially

1166
01:14:31,100 --> 01:14:34,000
going to church, whether it be 
Roman Catholics, and in Europe, 

1167
01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:37,900
or an Orthodox churches in all 
throughout the west and America,

1168
01:14:37,900 --> 01:14:41,200
and even Australia. 
So there is an option is there 

1169
01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:45,500
is an uptick a sudden uptick, 
the numbers are staggering for 

1170
01:14:45,500 --> 01:14:48,200
Scott or not talking, like 
hundreds of millions of people, 

1171
01:14:48,200 --> 01:14:51,600
but even anywhere in the 
neighborhood of tens of 

1172
01:14:51,600 --> 01:14:55,000
thousands from zero to tens of 
thousands is or negatives, 

1173
01:14:55,000 --> 01:14:56,400
right? 
People leaving the churches and 

1174
01:14:56,400 --> 01:14:59,600
people leaving religion and not 
attending to suddenly tens of 

1175
01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:02,700
thousand people suddenly 
attending that's a set of uptick

1176
01:15:03,700 --> 01:15:11,000
so, Who won that? 
And I love how he says is this 

1177
01:15:11,000 --> 01:15:12,700
is caused by developments within
the new, right? 

1178
01:15:13,900 --> 01:15:15,500
Okay. 
What what? 

1179
01:15:15,500 --> 01:15:19,000
Which developments? 
It's caused by developments. 

1180
01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:20,200
When the new right? 
Which developments? 

1181
01:15:20,200 --> 01:15:22,400
We don't know. 
Along with the desire for high 

1182
01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:27,300
social media engagement. well, 
the only way you get high media 

1183
01:15:27,300 --> 01:15:29,600
social engagement is if people 
are kind of interested in the 

1184
01:15:29,600 --> 01:15:32,800
idea, Who's been priming people 
to be interested in the idea? 

1185
01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:34,800
Hey, look at France, during the 
Olympics. 

1186
01:15:34,800 --> 01:15:40,300
Remember that? 
You know, the big it was the 

1187
01:15:40,300 --> 01:15:42,900
commencement ceremony or the 
ending ceremony when they did a 

1188
01:15:42,900 --> 01:15:46,000
sort of a demonic version, 
demonic transgender fluid 

1189
01:15:46,000 --> 01:15:50,000
version of The Last Supper. 
There's like demonic imagery is 

1190
01:15:50,000 --> 01:15:52,800
all through rap music and 
through tons of other media and 

1191
01:15:52,800 --> 01:15:55,900
sort of okay. 
So what that wasn't the new 

1192
01:15:55,907 --> 01:15:59,700
right doing that. 
I don't think the new right was 

1193
01:15:59,700 --> 01:16:02,700
working on the French Olympics 
committee. 

1194
01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:06,100
Designing things? 
No. 

1195
01:16:06,100 --> 01:16:09,000
Okay, so, so it's not just the 
new right? 

1196
01:16:09,000 --> 01:16:12,200
It's not a Right Far, Right, new
right dissonant, right? 

1197
01:16:12,208 --> 01:16:15,700
Etc, phenomenon, It's a 
phenomenon that means to be 

1198
01:16:15,708 --> 01:16:20,600
permeated through a popular 
media these for the last five to

1199
01:16:20,600 --> 01:16:23,200
ten years, when it's become like
really obvious. 

1200
01:16:23,200 --> 01:16:25,300
Of course, it goes back even 
further, but I mean, like, 

1201
01:16:25,300 --> 01:16:27,800
really, really obvious. 
Let me see if we can get that 

1202
01:16:27,800 --> 01:16:29,600
picture of that. 
What is it? 

1203
01:16:29,600 --> 01:16:33,000
The French. 
Olympics. 

1204
01:16:36,800 --> 01:16:40,000
The closing cylinder. 
We will see Last Supper. 

1205
01:16:41,900 --> 01:16:42,900
Let's see if we can pull that 
up. 

1206
01:16:46,100 --> 01:16:48,400
Images. 
Yeah, here we go. 

1207
01:16:49,900 --> 01:16:55,700
Yeah, dionysian Like halfway 
naked guy. 

1208
01:16:56,400 --> 01:16:59,100
And a whole bunch of weirdos in 
the back, right? 

1209
01:17:00,700 --> 01:17:03,300
Far right. 
Look at those. 

1210
01:17:03,300 --> 01:17:05,600
Look at this new, right? 
Look at these new writers. 

1211
01:17:06,300 --> 01:17:10,300
Doing these new Right Stuff. 
Obviously So uptick of 

1212
01:17:10,308 --> 01:17:14,500
spirituality know this is a, you
know, homage to die. 

1213
01:17:14,500 --> 01:17:15,900
A nice is, what was that? 
What is that? 

1214
01:17:15,900 --> 01:17:18,900
Well, it's a myth, it's a story.
So it's not really real. 

1215
01:17:20,400 --> 01:17:23,300
Okay. 
Here's the thing, secularist. 

1216
01:17:24,700 --> 01:17:27,200
Let's just say you're right and 
it's not real, they're just 

1217
01:17:27,208 --> 01:17:30,100
stories right? 
No brain chemistry. 

1218
01:17:30,100 --> 01:17:32,000
Run him up. 
Oh no one can explain it. 

1219
01:17:32,000 --> 01:17:32,800
Well, who knows? 
Right. 

1220
01:17:35,600 --> 01:17:37,400
Too much seed oils or something,
sure. 

1221
01:17:39,200 --> 01:17:44,000
Cut down the merger, okay? 
The problem is that whether you 

1222
01:17:44,000 --> 01:17:46,400
believe it or not, a lot of 
these other people believe it. 

1223
01:17:47,400 --> 01:17:49,200
They believe it so much, they 
put on display. 

1224
01:17:53,100 --> 01:18:00,200
What's that? 
People making weird satanic 

1225
01:18:00,200 --> 01:18:03,900
imagery and symbols, and signs, 
we know from things like 

1226
01:18:03,900 --> 01:18:06,800
Bohemian, Bohemian, Grove, and 
all that other stuff. 

1227
01:18:06,800 --> 01:18:09,800
Weird stuff's going on there. 
Epstein Island. 

1228
01:18:09,800 --> 01:18:16,500
Why was there a Temple? 
Just an odd. 

1229
01:18:16,500 --> 01:18:18,800
Architect archetype kind of 
fetish. 

1230
01:18:23,500 --> 01:18:26,900
You don't have to be like, kooky
crazy spiritualist. 

1231
01:18:26,900 --> 01:18:28,900
Yeah to look at all this stuff 
and go. 

1232
01:18:28,900 --> 01:18:32,800
Well, obviously, this imagery 
keeps popping on up and it's not

1233
01:18:32,800 --> 01:18:36,200
just in video games or in 
cartoons or you know, kids stuff

1234
01:18:36,200 --> 01:18:39,700
D&D Etc. 
That was a satanic Panic of the 

1235
01:18:39,708 --> 01:18:45,000
1980s. 
This was the 70s and 80s to say.

1236
01:18:45,900 --> 01:18:49,700
But sure, okay. 
So it's not that, right? 

1237
01:18:49,700 --> 01:18:53,800
It's got saying it's not a 
Revival of that. but you see all

1238
01:18:53,800 --> 01:18:57,700
these images pop up from the 
left, Know the image you know 

1239
01:18:57,708 --> 01:19:01,600
the weird statues weird golden 
statues popping up all over New 

1240
01:19:01,600 --> 01:19:05,700
York City and other cities was 
that happening they tore down 

1241
01:19:05,700 --> 01:19:08,100
Confederate statues and putting 
up these weird statues like 

1242
01:19:08,100 --> 01:19:12,000
these weird, you know, gender 
fluid look demon looking things.

1243
01:19:14,800 --> 01:19:17,000
Is that a new right thing? 
Is that for social media 

1244
01:19:17,000 --> 01:19:19,300
engagement? 
Purely. 

1245
01:19:21,000 --> 01:19:25,500
Seems like an you could just 
made an AI thing no money and 

1246
01:19:25,500 --> 01:19:27,500
time and energy went to making 
the statue and putting it up 

1247
01:19:27,500 --> 01:19:29,500
into major major Metropolitan 
Zone. 

1248
01:19:35,900 --> 01:19:39,900
Maybe even with concrete. 
Americans are moving away from 

1249
01:19:39,900 --> 01:19:42,900
belief in the devil and demons. 
See, they keep saying this, but 

1250
01:19:42,900 --> 01:19:45,000
it keeps showing up. 
So it's kind of weird that you 

1251
01:19:45,000 --> 01:19:47,200
keep saying this but okay a 
2023. 

1252
01:19:47,200 --> 01:19:50,700
Gallup poll found that only 58% 
of Americans believe in the 

1253
01:19:50,708 --> 01:19:53,100
devil. 
Which is the lowest on record? 

1254
01:19:53,100 --> 01:19:58,100
Still majority though, a 2020 
21. 

1255
01:19:58,100 --> 01:20:02,400
You gov poll found just two in 
five Americans believed in 

1256
01:20:02,407 --> 01:20:05,900
ghosts and demons. 
Let's see other combining these 

1257
01:20:05,900 --> 01:20:08,900
two things. 
This aligns the percentage of 

1258
01:20:08,900 --> 01:20:11,900
Americans identifying as 
Christians dropping to 63%. 

1259
01:20:11,900 --> 01:20:16,000
Once We Were Once a universal 
universally, Christian Nation, 

1260
01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:20,300
which is not true. 
Arguably, we can make that 

1261
01:20:20,300 --> 01:20:22,600
argument. 
But both ways certainly. 

1262
01:20:22,600 --> 01:20:25,500
What what you what you were and 
what you still are? 

1263
01:20:25,500 --> 01:20:30,000
Scott is a nation building on 
Christian values and Christian 

1264
01:20:30,000 --> 01:20:31,500
fundamentals and Christian 
ethics. 

1265
01:20:32,400 --> 01:20:34,900
The British common law system is
a Christian ethic system. 

1266
01:20:35,800 --> 01:20:38,300
It isn't before proven guilty. 
Yeah, I didn't exist before 

1267
01:20:38,300 --> 01:20:40,200
that, and based on Christian 
values. 

1268
01:20:40,200 --> 01:20:44,000
Oops. 
A lot of those things, right? 

1269
01:20:44,000 --> 01:20:45,900
We can go through. 
There's Tom Holland's book and 

1270
01:20:45,900 --> 01:20:48,000
Dominion. 
Go read that How the West is was

1271
01:20:48,000 --> 01:20:51,200
built on Christianity and as 
fundamentally Christian and it's

1272
01:20:51,200 --> 01:20:53,000
and its character and its 
nature. 

1273
01:20:53,008 --> 01:20:55,400
Now as you're changing that 
character in nature agree with 

1274
01:20:55,407 --> 01:20:58,200
you, many people are being 
dragged away from the church but

1275
01:20:58,200 --> 01:21:00,200
mostly in America from 
Protestant denominations which 

1276
01:21:00,200 --> 01:21:03,300
are just Right, kind of weird. 
Right? 

1277
01:21:03,300 --> 01:21:05,600
Olson, 2021 2023. 
What happens? 

1278
01:21:05,600 --> 01:21:09,000
Well, you start seeing Lutheran 
churches and not to name all 

1279
01:21:09,008 --> 01:21:11,300
them and God bless him. 
But sir promoting, you know, 

1280
01:21:12,700 --> 01:21:19,500
Truly female pastors. and, you 
know, putting Pride flags, and 

1281
01:21:19,500 --> 01:21:24,100
inside the Chapel's Do you think
that might be driving some 

1282
01:21:24,100 --> 01:21:25,500
people away from the church 
there? 

1283
01:21:25,500 --> 01:21:29,100
Scott? 
Might be a little bit of mixed 

1284
01:21:29,100 --> 01:21:38,300
messaging. 
We were once a universal 

1285
01:21:38,300 --> 01:21:40,500
Christian Nation. 
Arguable. 

1286
01:21:40,500 --> 01:21:43,000
Now less than 2/3 is the country
is Christian. 

1287
01:21:43,000 --> 01:21:46,900
Many self-professed Christians 
aren't that devout only 30% are 

1288
01:21:46,900 --> 01:21:50,500
regular Church attendees, a 
large number of Christians in by

1289
01:21:50,500 --> 01:21:52,300
the faith. 
That is less fire and brimstone 

1290
01:21:52,300 --> 01:21:53,800
and more therapeutic. 
Okay. 

1291
01:21:53,800 --> 01:21:56,700
Here's the other thing, too, is 
that demons and demonic activity

1292
01:21:56,700 --> 01:22:00,200
and all that kind of stuff is 
not simply a Christian is solely

1293
01:22:00,200 --> 01:22:04,000
a Christian belief. 
There's demons in Hinduism, 

1294
01:22:04,000 --> 01:22:07,100
there's demons and Judea and 
that Judah, you know 

1295
01:22:07,100 --> 01:22:11,500
judeo-christians, they're, 
they're demons are jinns and 

1296
01:22:11,500 --> 01:22:17,500
Islamic face. 
I could go down list or whatever

1297
01:22:17,500 --> 01:22:20,500
weird thing, they're, they're 
kind of promoting and South 

1298
01:22:20,500 --> 01:22:23,900
America, which is going to be a 
combination of pagan paganism 

1299
01:22:23,900 --> 01:22:28,800
and Catholicism. 
We look at what was going on in 

1300
01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:31,500
El Salvador gangs and tons of 
reports of those El Salvador 

1301
01:22:31,500 --> 01:22:35,100
gangs being being openly 
practicing, say to say satanists

1302
01:22:35,100 --> 01:22:38,800
who are sacrificing and in some 
case is in some cases eating 

1303
01:22:38,800 --> 01:22:41,600
people including children. 
Whoops. 

1304
01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:46,500
That's a new right thing, that's
where that was for social media 

1305
01:22:46,500 --> 01:22:47,400
engagement. 
I'm sure. 

1306
01:22:49,300 --> 01:22:51,900
All those. 
El Salvador gangs. 

1307
01:22:52,900 --> 01:22:55,300
Were just, you know, eating 
people because they're like, 

1308
01:22:55,300 --> 01:22:57,400
this is gonna go, this is gonna 
go viral, right? 

1309
01:22:57,400 --> 01:22:58,800
Am I right past me? 
The leg? 

1310
01:22:58,800 --> 01:23:00,900
I'll come on, he's a fingers, 
it's more. 

1311
01:23:00,900 --> 01:23:04,300
It's much more. 
It's got bit better visual The 

1312
01:23:04,300 --> 01:23:04,900
thumbnail. 
Look. 

1313
01:23:04,900 --> 01:23:09,700
I mean, We're seeing this out of
Ukraine. 

1314
01:23:11,000 --> 01:23:14,800
But as, all right, the as all 
Battalion, those neo-nazis Etc. 

1315
01:23:14,800 --> 01:23:16,700
Okay. 
Now the other thing they're 

1316
01:23:16,700 --> 01:23:17,900
doing and they're pretty proud 
of it. 

1317
01:23:17,907 --> 01:23:21,400
Is they wear opening wears 
satanic symbols and when they 

1318
01:23:21,400 --> 01:23:24,400
when we've seen them take over 
Orthodox churches in Ukraine, 

1319
01:23:24,400 --> 01:23:26,700
the canonical Church, the 
replacement Church which 

1320
01:23:26,700 --> 01:23:29,900
unfortunately it won't get into 
all that but a lot of that stuff

1321
01:23:29,900 --> 01:23:33,500
is being openly saying that 
they're using sort of satanic 

1322
01:23:33,500 --> 01:23:36,700
imagery within that church and 
what they're doing to filing a 

1323
01:23:36,700 --> 01:23:39,500
lot of those churches in the 
best deals and the iconic icons 

1324
01:23:39,500 --> 01:23:44,300
and Etc. 
And as of I mean, okay they're 

1325
01:23:44,300 --> 01:23:46,700
larpers, they're not really 
serious, they're not really real

1326
01:23:46,700 --> 01:23:48,700
about these things and yet 
they're doing them. 

1327
01:23:50,000 --> 01:23:53,000
In America, you have open openly
Church. 

1328
01:23:53,000 --> 01:23:56,400
The Church of Satan is an open 
is a is a church that people can

1329
01:23:56,400 --> 01:24:00,000
go to because religious freedom.
They put statues up. 

1330
01:24:00,000 --> 01:24:01,600
I get knocked down, 
occasionally, but good. 

1331
01:24:02,800 --> 01:24:05,700
Christians. 
Mostly as they should. 

1332
01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:12,000
Not recommending anything. 
In Minecraft on. 

1333
01:24:14,500 --> 01:24:21,500
In theory. 
If you're practicing Satanism, 

1334
01:24:21,500 --> 01:24:26,900
even as a LARP ha, ha. 
Well, at some point, if you keep

1335
01:24:26,900 --> 01:24:29,200
doing these things, you're just 
doing the thing, right? 

1336
01:24:35,300 --> 01:24:38,400
It doesn't matter. 
Scott if you believe it's true, 

1337
01:24:38,400 --> 01:24:41,100
if other people believe is true 
and are using it because 

1338
01:24:41,100 --> 01:24:43,700
they're, they believe it's true,
then it becomes true. 

1339
01:24:44,700 --> 01:24:47,700
At least to them. 
That's their Moto's apparati. 

1340
01:24:47,700 --> 01:24:51,100
That's their excuse as their 
brain. 

1341
01:24:51,100 --> 01:24:52,600
Chemistry gone a lot or gone 
awry. 

1342
01:24:54,100 --> 01:24:55,500
They think they're commuting 
with demons. 

1343
01:24:59,100 --> 01:25:00,300
Mental illness. 
Sure. 

1344
01:25:01,300 --> 01:25:02,500
How are you gonna stop that 
though? 

1345
01:25:02,500 --> 01:25:08,800
Scotty Cool, dude says didn't as
of crucify someone or was that 

1346
01:25:08,800 --> 01:25:10,500
fake news? 
I vaguely remember that. 

1347
01:25:10,500 --> 01:25:17,300
I don't remember that. 
But I don't say that it's 

1348
01:25:17,300 --> 01:25:21,400
impossible. 
What they were doing was as was 

1349
01:25:21,400 --> 01:25:24,300
taping up people with a kiss. 
Would assist what? 

1350
01:25:24,300 --> 01:25:27,700
Harry with was a big membership 
gifts. 

1351
01:25:27,700 --> 01:25:31,000
Thank you so much. 
I mean we have here, bye. 

1352
01:25:32,800 --> 01:25:35,200
Is it five five Mehran shark? 
Now memberships. 

1353
01:25:36,800 --> 01:25:38,900
Everyone say, thank you to 
Witnesses. 

1354
01:25:40,000 --> 01:25:41,100
Got to read out five of these 
now. 

1355
01:25:46,000 --> 01:25:50,300
What kind of case would a lawyer
have have who slipped and hurt 

1356
01:25:50,300 --> 01:25:53,100
himself at the pool? 
He said again, what kind of case

1357
01:25:53,100 --> 01:25:56,600
would a lawyer have who slipped 
and hurt himself at the pool? 

1358
01:25:58,500 --> 01:26:04,300
A bathing suit. 
That's number one. 

1359
01:26:04,300 --> 01:26:09,500
Number two. 
I'll read these off. 

1360
01:26:09,500 --> 01:26:10,500
Who else? 
We got? 

1361
01:26:10,500 --> 01:26:16,000
He got here is new members. you 
read this down, we got We got 

1362
01:26:16,000 --> 01:26:18,000
Saxon hail so I was Saxon hail. 
That was yours. 

1363
01:26:18,800 --> 01:26:22,000
Big eyes, big eyes. 
What's the difference between 

1364
01:26:22,000 --> 01:26:24,500
uncles? 
Sam, a rooster and an old man 

1365
01:26:24,500 --> 01:26:28,900
made who wants to get married? 
Uncle Sam, says Yankee Doodle. 

1366
01:26:28,900 --> 01:26:32,500
Do, the rooster says, 
cockadoodledoo, and the old maid

1367
01:26:32,500 --> 01:26:39,600
says any dude will do There's an
adult version of that same joke 

1368
01:26:39,600 --> 01:26:44,500
I've heard before, I won't say 
it, because we're on a fast and 

1369
01:26:44,500 --> 01:26:45,900
we're trying to be good. 
Christians, we go. 

1370
01:26:45,900 --> 01:26:49,200
That was for, that was for big 
eyes. 

1371
01:26:49,200 --> 01:26:53,900
Colin D worth. 
Here's yours. 

1372
01:26:55,000 --> 01:26:58,000
Why do the fat goes go on a 
strict diet? 

1373
01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:01,600
She wanted to keep her ghoulish 
figure. 

1374
01:27:03,600 --> 01:27:07,700
I can't do this. 
Keep doing this face, Mr. White 

1375
01:27:08,500 --> 01:27:13,600
Mr. White trainer to a boxer. 
Are you ready for another fight?

1376
01:27:14,900 --> 01:27:21,500
Just about just about ready. 
See what this see what they did.

1377
01:27:21,508 --> 01:27:26,400
There was me from Mr. White and 
Phil connection because he'll 

1378
01:27:26,400 --> 01:27:31,400
conception Philip conception. 
Why didn't the skeleton dance at

1379
01:27:31,400 --> 01:27:35,600
the fair? 
Because it had no body to dance 

1380
01:27:35,600 --> 01:27:41,300
with. 
Oh, Skelton and ghost humor, my 

1381
01:27:41,300 --> 01:27:43,900
goodness. 
Like me plans. 

1382
01:27:43,900 --> 01:27:46,900
This didn't Thank you. 
Thank you, Harry. 

1383
01:27:46,900 --> 01:27:53,100
Appreciate you. 
Too much Jason which the face 

1384
01:27:53,100 --> 01:27:57,400
the jokes. 
I can't tell Okay, so we saying 

1385
01:27:57,400 --> 01:28:01,600
that. 
That larger Christians and by 

1386
01:28:01,600 --> 01:28:03,300
the faith. 
That is less fire and brimstone 

1387
01:28:03,300 --> 01:28:05,400
and more therapeutic. 
Well, therapeutic, if you think 

1388
01:28:05,400 --> 01:28:09,200
that, if you, if people have 
mental illness or like demons, 

1389
01:28:09,200 --> 01:28:13,000
and you see that therapy, right?
Or church is a hospital 

1390
01:28:13,000 --> 01:28:16,400
spiritual Hospital, you go there
when you're spiritual well. so, 

1391
01:28:19,700 --> 01:28:21,900
It's not a good reason to go to 
church. 

1392
01:28:21,900 --> 01:28:23,600
Go to liturgy, talk to your 
priest. 

1393
01:28:24,300 --> 01:28:26,700
If you're streamer. 
But things are different on the 

1394
01:28:26,708 --> 01:28:31,200
right more, and young, more and 
more young right-wingers and 

1395
01:28:31,200 --> 01:28:32,900
Brace, conservative forms of 
Christianity. 

1396
01:28:34,200 --> 01:28:35,900
Conservative form of 
Christianity. 

1397
01:28:36,800 --> 01:28:39,400
I mean, we understand what the 
liberal forms or what Christian 

1398
01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:42,600
has liberalized itself, but what
was it? 

1399
01:28:42,600 --> 01:28:45,100
Conservative, conservative forms
of Christianity is Orthodoxy and

1400
01:28:45,100 --> 01:28:48,200
let's say that traditional Latin
Mass Roman Catholics that's 

1401
01:28:48,200 --> 01:28:51,500
basically a within their Social 
Circles. 

1402
01:28:51,500 --> 01:28:54,800
It seems America's returning to 
the faith and his animated by 

1403
01:28:54,800 --> 01:28:56,700
procedure Zeal. 
Okay. 

1404
01:28:56,700 --> 01:28:59,300
Well, what is it then? 
You just got done saying that 

1405
01:28:59,300 --> 01:29:00,700
everyone's leaving the church. 
Now, you're saying that 

1406
01:29:00,700 --> 01:29:02,400
everyone's going back to the 
church, but only conservatives 

1407
01:29:02,400 --> 01:29:06,200
and with a Crusaders like zeal, 
Fire resorts. 

1408
01:29:07,600 --> 01:29:10,100
They strongly believe in demons 
and at times. 

1409
01:29:10,100 --> 01:29:14,000
It appears belief in these evil 
beings is stronger than the 

1410
01:29:14,000 --> 01:29:19,800
belief in God. 
You can just say things, folks. 

1411
01:29:20,600 --> 01:29:24,200
Their Newfound, Faith makes them
want to turn to the realm of 

1412
01:29:24,200 --> 01:29:28,100
politics into spiritual warfare.
Certain that zealotry will make 

1413
01:29:28,100 --> 01:29:31,100
them Victorious. 
Politics transforms from mundane

1414
01:29:31,100 --> 01:29:36,200
campaigning to Diablo 2 quests. 
Okay, let's talk a little bit 

1415
01:29:36,200 --> 01:29:38,000
about spiritual warfare for a 
second. 

1416
01:29:38,008 --> 01:29:42,600
Well, I have a few videos to 
talk about what can we'll back 

1417
01:29:42,600 --> 01:29:45,900
this up? 
Yeah, I think a lot of people 

1418
01:29:45,900 --> 01:29:48,300
sometimes when he hear spiritual
warfare and I'm guilty of this 

1419
01:29:48,300 --> 01:29:51,400
too early on the church, you 
start to think of it like like 

1420
01:29:51,400 --> 01:29:54,300
Doom, right? 
You're going to hell, the fires 

1421
01:29:54,300 --> 01:29:56,700
of Hell on the on this planning 
position, you're gonna fight the

1422
01:29:56,700 --> 01:29:59,900
demons out there. 
But while the demons are in the 

1423
01:29:59,907 --> 01:30:02,100
air, there's circulating you and
they often get into your 

1424
01:30:02,100 --> 01:30:04,200
thoughts and that's how they 
permeate you and they start 

1425
01:30:04,200 --> 01:30:07,400
whispering thoughts. 
Because the devil can't create 

1426
01:30:07,400 --> 01:30:09,600
anything but he can influence, 
he can seduce. 

1427
01:30:12,700 --> 01:30:16,600
And you know, encourage you, 
let's say to do certain things 

1428
01:30:16,600 --> 01:30:20,700
and play into your Fallen, your 
Fallen nature to apply your 

1429
01:30:20,700 --> 01:30:22,500
passion and to celebrate them a 
little bit. 

1430
01:30:22,500 --> 01:30:25,400
Maybe in some ways, he was other
people and they reward you. 

1431
01:30:27,200 --> 01:30:29,400
So you feel like this is the 
right thing to do. 

1432
01:30:29,400 --> 01:30:30,900
Look, look all these successful 
people. 

1433
01:30:32,300 --> 01:30:34,400
I too shall be successful. 
I want to be successful. 

1434
01:30:34,400 --> 01:30:36,200
Why? 
Because people are because it's 

1435
01:30:36,200 --> 01:30:37,800
a good thing to want. 
Because look at all these people

1436
01:30:37,800 --> 01:30:39,900
who are successful and they 
don't they look happy. 

1437
01:30:41,200 --> 01:30:42,000
So happiness. 
Yeah. 

1438
01:30:44,200 --> 01:30:48,600
The. so, the issue is that if 
you think the war is out there 

1439
01:30:48,600 --> 01:30:54,400
is, and it's here and here, The 
Battleground is your soul. 

1440
01:30:54,400 --> 01:30:59,500
That's what they want. 
As many depictions of Satan, is 

1441
01:30:59,500 --> 01:31:02,900
sort of a hungry lion. 
Who's constantly prowling, the 

1442
01:31:02,907 --> 01:31:07,000
perimeter, you know, waiting for
your to make a weakness, stick 

1443
01:31:07,000 --> 01:31:08,700
your foot out over the edge of 
the bed. 

1444
01:31:08,700 --> 01:31:13,500
Eat you Was devour you? 
Destroy you. 

1445
01:31:15,800 --> 01:31:17,900
To hurt. 
God, this is the only way he can

1446
01:31:17,907 --> 01:31:21,900
do it. 
Hurts God, through herding us. 

1447
01:31:24,200 --> 01:31:27,800
Showing, you know, almost a vain
attempt to show, God was wrong 

1448
01:31:27,800 --> 01:31:30,700
and trusting us and putting and 
creating us. 

1449
01:31:32,900 --> 01:31:34,300
Because we can do one thing the 
devil can. 

1450
01:31:35,400 --> 01:31:39,900
It's great quote about this. 
Get from which father. 

1451
01:31:42,800 --> 01:31:47,200
But essentially is that look 
it's not about he might think 

1452
01:31:47,200 --> 01:31:48,900
it's like fasting but the devil 
doesn't eat. 

1453
01:31:49,900 --> 01:31:51,700
Or standing vigil, the devil 
doesn't sleep. 

1454
01:31:53,400 --> 01:31:55,400
The devil knows, the devil knows
the book. 

1455
01:31:55,400 --> 01:31:59,700
The Bible Devon quote Bible 
verse does Jesus in the desert. 

1456
01:32:01,500 --> 01:32:04,900
The devil knows everything, you 
know, and time is time is a 

1457
01:32:04,900 --> 01:32:08,500
million, it's an old ancient 
intelligence. 

1458
01:32:08,500 --> 01:32:11,000
That's what how, you know, you 
can think of Angels or any of 

1459
01:32:11,000 --> 01:32:21,000
these Spirits sort of like vast 
non-intelligence is not going to

1460
01:32:21,008 --> 01:32:23,600
think of them, you're not gonna 
out out fast, I mean, you're not

1461
01:32:23,600 --> 01:32:26,500
gonna outrun them and you're not
gonna out, you know, knowledge 

1462
01:32:26,500 --> 01:32:29,900
him The only thing you can do 
it, I should say. 

1463
01:32:31,200 --> 01:32:33,600
The only thing you can do is 
what the devil can't. 

1464
01:32:35,700 --> 01:32:40,600
Which is get humble. 
So, one thing Satan can't do. 

1465
01:32:41,700 --> 01:32:45,800
And he hates it. 
He hates it. 

1466
01:32:47,500 --> 01:32:50,200
So if you want to wage war with 
this was Satan in the devils and

1467
01:32:50,200 --> 01:32:53,400
all his hosts. 
The one thing you do is a thing 

1468
01:32:53,407 --> 01:33:03,800
they cannot do. 
She's get humble. 

1469
01:33:08,100 --> 01:33:14,500
Humility is the key. 
And reject and reject despair. 

1470
01:33:15,400 --> 01:33:18,500
the number one tool, the number 
one thing, the devil will always

1471
01:33:18,500 --> 01:33:22,200
go to It's all your passions 
will always lead you to the same

1472
01:33:22,208 --> 01:33:26,200
place which is despair. 
That's why I've named, you know,

1473
01:33:26,208 --> 01:33:29,900
named certain folks, the 
merchants of despair. 

1474
01:33:30,700 --> 01:33:34,000
It's a nice nice group because 
you can lots of different names 

1475
01:33:34,000 --> 01:33:35,800
and tribes and affiliations 
early life history. 

1476
01:33:35,800 --> 01:33:40,000
You can throw into that basket. 
Seemingly people who with all 

1477
01:33:40,000 --> 01:33:41,700
this power and money and all 
these things, they could do 

1478
01:33:41,700 --> 01:33:43,300
possible things. 
They could do, they could build 

1479
01:33:43,300 --> 01:33:45,500
great things they could do. 
Oh, wonderful things they could 

1480
01:33:45,508 --> 01:33:48,600
do. 
And yet, they squandered all and

1481
01:33:48,600 --> 01:33:50,900
making sure people fall in 
despair because that's what gets

1482
01:33:50,900 --> 01:33:53,200
them off. 
That's who they serve. 

1483
01:33:56,500 --> 01:34:02,500
Get it. 
Something that I would say. 

1484
01:34:03,500 --> 01:34:06,100
Let's just say Christianity in 
general, but I'll talk 

1485
01:34:06,100 --> 01:34:07,200
specifically about Orthodox 
Christianity. 

1486
01:34:07,200 --> 01:34:11,100
How was the effects has had on? 
Me is context. 

1487
01:34:11,100 --> 01:34:15,500
I've said this before, but the 
greater context is for suffering

1488
01:34:15,500 --> 01:34:17,600
itself. 
When I started understanding the

1489
01:34:17,600 --> 01:34:19,900
God's love include suffering, he
doesn't exclude it. 

1490
01:34:19,900 --> 01:34:23,600
And that through suffering, we 
are often brought to him to a 

1491
01:34:23,600 --> 01:34:26,100
greater awareness and a greater 
appreciation and a great love of

1492
01:34:26,100 --> 01:34:28,800
God and it's not just because 
God you're suffering and God 

1493
01:34:28,800 --> 01:34:30,100
comes right and takes it away 
from you. 

1494
01:34:31,300 --> 01:34:34,300
Although sometimes the case it 
gives you context and lets you 

1495
01:34:34,300 --> 01:34:38,300
allows you to bear it. 
All human beings. 

1496
01:34:38,300 --> 01:34:42,300
Every single one of us. 
Never was or whatever it is, or 

1497
01:34:42,300 --> 01:34:45,100
whatever will be. 
Is going to go through a time of

1498
01:34:45,108 --> 01:34:51,100
suffering. whether directly 
physically your deathbed or in 

1499
01:34:51,100 --> 01:34:55,600
terms of times of sickness, Or 
poverty or tough times, parent 

1500
01:34:55,600 --> 01:34:57,800
dies, Etc. 
Even if you're even if you have 

1501
01:34:57,800 --> 01:34:59,900
all of it, you're born into 
royalty and riches. 

1502
01:35:02,100 --> 01:35:04,300
Most likely at some point in 
your life, you will suffer. 

1503
01:35:05,800 --> 01:35:07,600
Suffer. 
Something even you'll even just 

1504
01:35:07,600 --> 01:35:11,800
suffer the, the, the the the 
boredom of riches. 

1505
01:35:14,500 --> 01:35:16,100
There's many different forms of 
suffering. 

1506
01:35:16,100 --> 01:35:20,100
Many different layers to this. 
It's like logical physical, Etc.

1507
01:35:20,100 --> 01:35:21,800
Okay. 
Spiritual big one. 

1508
01:35:23,800 --> 01:35:26,800
What Orthodox Christianity is 
giving me is that context. 

1509
01:35:26,800 --> 01:35:31,700
And in order to how to rightly 
understand and bear suffering to

1510
01:35:31,700 --> 01:35:34,400
give it his place, And to not 
fall into despair. 

1511
01:35:35,500 --> 01:35:38,100
To know that whatever I'm going 
through. 

1512
01:35:39,100 --> 01:35:41,500
There's an end date and ultimate
end date. 

1513
01:35:42,600 --> 01:35:45,100
It's later than you think. 
Hasten. 

1514
01:35:45,100 --> 01:35:47,100
Therefore to the work of God. 
That's on a personal level. 

1515
01:35:47,100 --> 01:35:50,500
Also on a greater level, 
everything we do on some level 

1516
01:35:50,500 --> 01:35:55,700
will pass. 
Very few of us ever, ever do 

1517
01:35:55,700 --> 01:35:58,300
anything. 
Of note. 

1518
01:35:59,100 --> 01:36:02,800
That will long that will affect 
the future for thousands of 

1519
01:36:02,800 --> 01:36:05,600
generations. 
It's rare happens. 

1520
01:36:05,600 --> 01:36:07,800
Most likely most of us are going
to do that. 

1521
01:36:08,700 --> 01:36:11,100
But you're thinking too much 
because you're really, what 

1522
01:36:11,100 --> 01:36:13,300
you're doing is saying, my name 
is not gonna be attached to this

1523
01:36:13,300 --> 01:36:17,300
thing in a thousand years, my 
name will disappear. but as I 

1524
01:36:17,300 --> 01:36:19,300
said, multiple times, when the 
great things about having 

1525
01:36:19,300 --> 01:36:25,300
children is that as you pass on 
behaviors, ideas of you, the 

1526
01:36:25,300 --> 01:36:29,400
metaphysical, you That is not 
just simply genetic. 

1527
01:36:30,100 --> 01:36:32,300
You pass that to your child, 
through modeling, through 

1528
01:36:32,300 --> 01:36:36,300
teaching through. 
Their love for you, they take 

1529
01:36:36,300 --> 01:36:38,200
parts of you. 
They pass it on, they 

1530
01:36:38,200 --> 01:36:40,700
Incorporated himself and they 
pass it on to the children in 

1531
01:36:40,700 --> 01:36:43,800
that sense you live forever, 
even though people not know your

1532
01:36:43,800 --> 01:36:50,800
name, The other thing is that, 
let's say you take your some of 

1533
01:36:50,808 --> 01:36:53,000
your money or your thought. 
You think for the church keep 

1534
01:36:53,000 --> 01:36:55,200
putting in the church in a 
church is building or your 

1535
01:36:55,200 --> 01:36:58,300
church. 
So what you attend to continues 

1536
01:36:58,300 --> 01:37:00,700
on? 
when you pass away tomorrow, 

1537
01:37:00,700 --> 01:37:04,300
that you have the church 
continues on, and helps save and

1538
01:37:04,300 --> 01:37:10,800
and heal thousands of souls 
opposed you Your name is Uncle 

1539
01:37:10,800 --> 01:37:15,900
Mila plaque. 
No one's ever gonna you know 

1540
01:37:15,907 --> 01:37:18,800
maybe maybe if everyone will 
forget your name and offer and 

1541
01:37:18,800 --> 01:37:20,600
no thank you but you were part 
of it. 

1542
01:37:22,200 --> 01:37:24,200
By being simply part of 
something that is good. 

1543
01:37:24,200 --> 01:37:28,200
And something that has both 
traditions in the past position 

1544
01:37:28,200 --> 01:37:33,200
in the present, and God willing.
Along future. 

1545
01:37:34,900 --> 01:37:38,200
And not even just your parish 
and your church in your town. 

1546
01:37:39,100 --> 01:37:44,100
but the church as a general 
whole, everything we anything, 

1547
01:37:44,100 --> 01:37:48,700
we do that forwards, that 
promotes that, strengthens that 

1548
01:37:52,300 --> 01:37:55,800
Is good. 
You do nothing else. 

1549
01:37:57,300 --> 01:38:00,900
One simple Act of goodness in 
your life would be the hope you 

1550
01:38:00,900 --> 01:38:04,000
can find others. other 
instances, other things you can 

1551
01:38:04,000 --> 01:38:08,200
put yourself into Have 
beneficial results but we know 

1552
01:38:08,200 --> 01:38:12,500
that that's true. 
There's one single thing we can 

1553
01:38:12,500 --> 01:38:16,700
hold on to that is immutable. 
The other great thing is as a 

1554
01:38:16,700 --> 01:38:19,400
Christian Orthodox. 
Christians we we know the death 

1555
01:38:19,407 --> 01:38:23,100
is in permanent. 
We will live on. 

1556
01:38:23,800 --> 01:38:28,600
Hopefully, in heaven. 
Because you will burn in God's 

1557
01:38:28,600 --> 01:38:33,400
love, or you'll burn. 
If you hold on to your sins, 

1558
01:38:33,400 --> 01:38:36,900
you'll God will burn them out. 
We return to God's love. 

1559
01:38:38,100 --> 01:38:44,700
And either experience, that is a
beautiful warm glow, glory and 

1560
01:38:44,700 --> 01:38:47,400
grace or it will burn those sins
out of you. 

1561
01:38:48,100 --> 01:38:56,700
For ternatea. but, Hopefully, 
that's what I'm shooting for. 

1562
01:38:56,700 --> 01:38:59,300
I'm shooting for eternity, minus
a day. 

1563
01:39:05,300 --> 01:39:08,400
So, I mean, I may be destined to
burn in God's love. 

1564
01:39:11,100 --> 01:39:13,000
But hopefully not forever 
forever ever. 

1565
01:39:13,000 --> 01:39:19,300
Just like Not capital f. 
Lowercase f. 

1566
01:39:20,300 --> 01:39:25,400
It'd be nice. 
Let me shoot for You keeps you 

1567
01:39:25,400 --> 01:39:27,200
honest. 
Keep your keeps, you keeps you 

1568
01:39:27,200 --> 01:39:33,000
humble It's the humble part. 
Realize it, it's not you doing 

1569
01:39:33,000 --> 01:39:39,500
these things. 
We'll do says that counterflow 

1570
01:39:39,500 --> 01:39:43,000
is a, it's a piece. 
Discussing people in the right 

1571
01:39:43,000 --> 01:39:46,400
wing, discussing the Demonic 
generally after the right after 

1572
01:39:46,400 --> 01:39:50,800
the recent ching. 
We have Buck Johnson in the 

1573
01:39:50,808 --> 01:39:52,800
chat. 
There's buck. 

1574
01:39:53,400 --> 01:39:57,300
Oh, there he is. 
This is a Greer piece on the 

1575
01:39:57,300 --> 01:40:02,200
attack on the on the Tucker 
latest episode, not sure if you 

1576
01:40:02,208 --> 01:40:04,100
mentioned that, I don't think so
but we'll check it out. 

1577
01:40:04,800 --> 01:40:13,200
Hello buck. 
What was I say? 

1578
01:40:13,200 --> 01:40:17,000
I got distracted. 
The stuff kind of distracted me.

1579
01:40:17,000 --> 01:40:19,100
I was like, oh, the manly man in
the chat. 

1580
01:40:19,100 --> 01:40:30,600
Well, so, Context suffering. 
Deaths, not permanent. 

1581
01:40:32,000 --> 01:40:35,200
Tie a bow on that. 
I could we're gonna say yes. 

1582
01:40:36,300 --> 01:40:40,100
Puking. 
Keep you it's okay I've screwed 

1583
01:40:40,100 --> 01:40:41,000
up. 
I should have been more using 

1584
01:40:41,000 --> 01:40:44,000
more code language earlier on. 
So God knows what happens with 

1585
01:40:44,000 --> 01:40:48,400
this on YouTube but We're doing 
so well and there's getting some

1586
01:40:48,400 --> 01:40:49,800
headwind. 
And of course I just go ahead 

1587
01:40:49,800 --> 01:40:53,200
and just read the words written 
on some other page and all, you 

1588
01:40:53,208 --> 01:41:00,900
know, well, anyways, um, Again, 
I just this guy's all over the 

1589
01:41:00,907 --> 01:41:02,700
place. 
This runs counter, the public 

1590
01:41:02,700 --> 01:41:05,400
opinion. 
The religious right? 

1591
01:41:05,400 --> 01:41:08,400
Is affectively dead. 
Hmm, it can be. 

1592
01:41:08,407 --> 01:41:11,100
It can do little to muster 
public support for abortion 

1593
01:41:11,100 --> 01:41:14,000
bands and does nothing to stop 
illegalized gambling. 

1594
01:41:15,800 --> 01:41:19,600
It's weird. 
You know, Line in the Sand. 

1595
01:41:19,600 --> 01:41:21,600
But okay. 
The mega base is much more 

1596
01:41:21,600 --> 01:41:25,300
secular than the GOP. 
Grassroots was 30 years ago, it 

1597
01:41:25,300 --> 01:41:28,300
loves well gargi tolerates 
homosexuality and a significant 

1598
01:41:28,300 --> 01:41:33,000
number of trump voters support, 
keeping legal, keeping abortion 

1599
01:41:33,000 --> 01:41:35,400
legal. 
You will also knows a lot of 

1600
01:41:35,400 --> 01:41:37,900
bizarre behaviors among 
influencers and die hard 

1601
01:41:37,900 --> 01:41:41,100
followers, such as swinging, 
drug use, and other Tad 

1602
01:41:41,100 --> 01:41:44,600
reactivities Maga is far from 
Puritan. 

1603
01:41:47,300 --> 01:41:50,000
This isn't reflected online. 
When the consensus is, to 

1604
01:41:50,000 --> 01:41:53,000
imagine a new religious, right? 
Is taking over the country and 

1605
01:41:53,000 --> 01:41:56,000
it's ready to do battle with 
demons unlike the religious, 

1606
01:41:56,000 --> 01:41:58,500
right. 
The online Moral Majority is in 

1607
01:41:58,500 --> 01:42:02,600
Guided by actual Faith leaders, 
it's led by laymen who may or 

1608
01:42:02,600 --> 01:42:05,900
may not go to church who may or 
may not lead a Christian Life 

1609
01:42:05,900 --> 01:42:09,400
and who may or may not learn 
their their theology from memes 

1610
01:42:09,400 --> 01:42:10,700
and Wikipedia now. 
Okay. 

1611
01:42:10,700 --> 01:42:12,900
There there's some, there's some
validity here and this is kind 

1612
01:42:12,900 --> 01:42:15,200
of the ortho bro. 
Thing, we talked about the new 

1613
01:42:15,200 --> 01:42:18,300
Orthodox circles in the dangers.
There of people who are spouting

1614
01:42:18,300 --> 01:42:21,500
off without permission for their
priests, or their archery, or 

1615
01:42:21,500 --> 01:42:26,000
whoever, and not asking for 
certain permissions, not having 

1616
01:42:26,000 --> 01:42:28,100
to work the authority to speak 
for the church. 

1617
01:42:28,100 --> 01:42:31,500
Let alone speaking for on 
certain subjects. 

1618
01:42:31,500 --> 01:42:35,700
I had LinkedIn discussion with 
my priest before making this 

1619
01:42:35,700 --> 01:42:37,200
change over here for the live 
shows. 

1620
01:42:37,200 --> 01:42:41,100
And one thing that we basically 
agreed upon and it's one thing, 

1621
01:42:41,100 --> 01:42:44,900
I keep checking in with him 
about is that I lack the 

1622
01:42:44,900 --> 01:42:47,100
authority, just speak on many of
the subjects. 

1623
01:42:47,300 --> 01:42:50,500
What I can do is talk about my 
own personal experience, with 

1624
01:42:50,500 --> 01:42:53,300
them to whatever great degree I 
can. 

1625
01:42:53,300 --> 01:42:57,800
And then use let's say 
supplementary thinkers other 

1626
01:42:57,800 --> 01:43:01,200
other Church fathers because we 
enroll core who kind of 

1627
01:43:01,208 --> 01:43:04,200
highlight certain things. 
So I believe I've been doing 

1628
01:43:04,200 --> 01:43:07,600
okay with that and Father John 
wants to correct me. 

1629
01:43:07,608 --> 01:43:13,900
He's well within his right to do
so, There's a that thing about 

1630
01:43:13,907 --> 01:43:17,500
Authority. 
I think a big sticking point and

1631
01:43:17,500 --> 01:43:20,600
I think is and I struggle with 
this sometimes too is that you 

1632
01:43:20,600 --> 01:43:23,300
have to kind of get used to it 
and I'm 48 years old and I've 

1633
01:43:23,300 --> 01:43:26,400
been running a podcast show of 
some sort of another for you 

1634
01:43:26,400 --> 01:43:32,000
know, three to four years now. 
You know, self-produced and the 

1635
01:43:32,000 --> 01:43:35,100
last year and a half or so. 
So I've gone and gotten used to 

1636
01:43:35,100 --> 01:43:37,500
just kind of doing what I want 
to do when I want to do it. 

1637
01:43:37,500 --> 01:43:41,600
I have whatever guest on I want.
You know, I don't have to ask 

1638
01:43:41,600 --> 01:43:44,300
permission, I Get the guests and
off we go. 

1639
01:43:47,100 --> 01:43:49,500
And you know, that's more or 
less worked out. 

1640
01:43:51,000 --> 01:43:54,300
Arguably. 
But as you become more 

1641
01:43:54,300 --> 01:43:57,900
conscientious and was you and as
you start to say that, oh that 

1642
01:43:57,900 --> 01:43:59,400
was a thing. 
I was gonna, I was saying before

1643
01:43:59,400 --> 01:44:06,000
and this is actually circled 
back Pepsi. 

1644
01:44:07,100 --> 01:44:10,800
Doesn't bother you good folks. 
I never know, beer actually 

1645
01:44:10,800 --> 01:44:14,900
helps me or hurts me. 
In the moment of drinking beer 

1646
01:44:14,900 --> 01:44:19,500
and doing shows, okay, I had a 
few yes today with Matt and 

1647
01:44:19,508 --> 01:44:22,200
proceeding a listen back to it, 
it's fine. 

1648
01:44:22,200 --> 01:44:27,000
But, you know, sometimes beer 
can give me some sort of clarity

1649
01:44:27,000 --> 01:44:30,000
sometimes, you know, it's kind 
of focuses because you have to 

1650
01:44:30,008 --> 01:44:35,600
be focused on lobbying, sorry, I
don't know, caffeine does the 

1651
01:44:35,600 --> 01:44:39,200
same thing, but anyways. 
Okay, little scattered. 

1652
01:44:40,000 --> 01:44:43,000
The. 
The seeking for authority and 

1653
01:44:43,000 --> 01:44:47,900
the the necessity of saying that
that this is not me, I'm a 

1654
01:44:47,900 --> 01:44:53,200
vessel, but this is God's show. 
And I was talking to someone a 

1655
01:44:53,200 --> 01:44:54,900
copy our this past Sunday about 
this. 

1656
01:44:56,100 --> 01:44:59,600
Sometimes you say these things 
and they're true, it's not that 

1657
01:44:59,600 --> 01:45:04,400
you were lying or just saying to
say them but they were kind of 

1658
01:45:04,400 --> 01:45:06,300
up here. 
They were kind of caught in the,

1659
01:45:06,300 --> 01:45:09,800
you know, in the new sort of 
like you're you're thinking the 

1660
01:45:09,800 --> 01:45:11,700
things and you're saying the 
things and they're good and 

1661
01:45:11,700 --> 01:45:14,900
things, they're good things to 
think in and Believe on some of 

1662
01:45:14,900 --> 01:45:17,800
what you're not living them. 
It's the difference between 

1663
01:45:17,808 --> 01:45:19,800
saying I love you and feeling, I
love you. 

1664
01:45:22,400 --> 01:45:23,500
And to give up without 
Authority. 

1665
01:45:23,500 --> 01:45:25,200
And somebody say that this is 
God show. 

1666
01:45:26,100 --> 01:45:28,100
God will do what he wants with 
this. 

1667
01:45:30,100 --> 01:45:34,300
And I always need to see. not 
just permission's, but the 

1668
01:45:35,700 --> 01:45:37,900
Building that relationship with 
with my priest. 

1669
01:45:39,000 --> 01:45:42,400
Who is always my spiritual 
father, so the I don't start 

1670
01:45:42,400 --> 01:45:43,900
taking on things. 
I don't need to take on. 

1671
01:45:45,600 --> 01:45:48,200
Because when we're talking about
demons and and fighting 

1672
01:45:48,200 --> 01:45:50,600
spiritual battles, there's great
hazards. 

1673
01:45:50,600 --> 01:45:54,800
This this is not, this is not 
for the uninitiated again. 

1674
01:45:54,800 --> 01:45:57,100
What do we say on the scroll? 
Go to liturgy. 

1675
01:45:58,100 --> 01:46:01,100
Or go to church, at least talk 
to a priest. 

1676
01:46:02,700 --> 01:46:04,700
Don't just take what I'm saying 
for anything. 

1677
01:46:05,500 --> 01:46:07,700
I'm not the authority. 
I am not an authority. 

1678
01:46:09,900 --> 01:46:13,800
You know, I will help. 
I hope I'm helping you helping 

1679
01:46:13,800 --> 01:46:16,500
leading some people or making 
people interested in certain 

1680
01:46:16,500 --> 01:46:19,900
things or helping them to know, 
direct them to go to church and 

1681
01:46:19,900 --> 01:46:23,300
talk to a priest. 
We're all good with that. but, 

1682
01:46:25,100 --> 01:46:28,600
You know, the there's limits to 
what I can what I can do for you

1683
01:46:28,600 --> 01:46:31,500
and even if I was a j, Dyer a 
theologian. 

1684
01:46:32,100 --> 01:46:34,100
You know, when brilliant and all
the rest of it, right? 

1685
01:46:34,100 --> 01:46:36,200
Even if I was that which I'm 
not. 

1686
01:46:36,200 --> 01:46:39,700
But with let's say, I was for a 
second, even then I did the, the

1687
01:46:39,700 --> 01:46:42,200
basic advice would still be go 
to church. 

1688
01:46:42,200 --> 01:46:47,900
Talk to a priest. 
You need the protection of the 

1689
01:46:47,907 --> 01:46:49,700
church. 
Something I learned the hard way

1690
01:46:49,700 --> 01:46:54,500
last year. 
And even fasting, and observing.

1691
01:46:56,100 --> 01:46:58,800
But being outside of the church,
doing these things, doing these 

1692
01:46:58,800 --> 01:47:01,000
rituals and taking it very 
seriously. 

1693
01:47:04,300 --> 01:47:12,500
But exposes you to Danger. 
It's exposes you. 2 demonic 

1694
01:47:12,500 --> 01:47:17,400
attacks, which you don't have 
the discernment for Yeah. 

1695
01:47:17,400 --> 01:47:20,800
Of course people have access to 
many Church fathers online and 

1696
01:47:20,800 --> 01:47:24,600
maybe you can send off a message
or some of that and I know quite

1697
01:47:24,600 --> 01:47:27,800
a few of them will make the time
to answer things but they don't 

1698
01:47:27,808 --> 01:47:29,200
have a direct relationship with 
you. 

1699
01:47:30,700 --> 01:47:35,100
In the same way that a physical 
Breeze who you go to see in, you

1700
01:47:35,100 --> 01:47:36,900
attend liturgy, every Sunday and
you're building that 

1701
01:47:36,900 --> 01:47:39,200
relationship with him and then 
becomes your spiritual father 

1702
01:47:39,200 --> 01:47:41,100
and he becomes your God through 
your catechism. 

1703
01:47:42,100 --> 01:47:46,700
He's gonna be the man who 
baptizes you That's a different 

1704
01:47:46,700 --> 01:47:48,600
relationship. 
That is an online. 

1705
01:47:49,900 --> 01:47:53,800
Person, even even with a very 
accredited and much. 

1706
01:47:53,808 --> 01:47:58,600
Beloved, Priest just like Father
turbo or father, Moses or Father

1707
01:47:58,600 --> 01:48:01,800
John Whiteford can go to the 
line, go to list. 

1708
01:48:04,700 --> 01:48:07,500
Many people I show on the show 
so obviously I have a great deal

1709
01:48:07,500 --> 01:48:10,200
of respect and love with them. 
So, and they're teaching and 

1710
01:48:10,200 --> 01:48:14,500
their advice. 
But they're not here in 

1711
01:48:14,500 --> 01:48:20,200
Australia with me. 
They're not someone I can just 

1712
01:48:20,200 --> 01:48:25,100
call on the phone. 
Go, what's going on? 

1713
01:48:28,300 --> 01:48:32,900
They don't see me every Sunday. 
So, you have to build that 

1714
01:48:32,900 --> 01:48:35,800
relationship because you 
understand that while there are 

1715
01:48:35,800 --> 01:48:39,000
General attacks and general 
ways, these these things 

1716
01:48:39,000 --> 01:48:40,700
operate, and there tend to be 
pretty brutal. 

1717
01:48:40,700 --> 01:48:43,600
Their playbook isn't that deep 
because it doesn't need to be 

1718
01:48:43,600 --> 01:48:47,700
because we keep following the 
same dumb traps, but How it may 

1719
01:48:47,700 --> 01:48:52,100
affect you individually, what 
your particular passions are. 

1720
01:48:53,600 --> 01:48:56,700
And how you react to things and 
your particulars of your life, 

1721
01:48:56,700 --> 01:48:58,600
and all the rest of it and where
you're at, and what you can do, 

1722
01:48:58,600 --> 01:49:01,600
and all the rest of it, and how 
well you do adaptive fast. 

1723
01:49:01,600 --> 01:49:03,900
And, you know, I'm supposed to 
not smoke cigarettes on 

1724
01:49:03,900 --> 01:49:06,800
Wednesdays and Fridays failing 
at the massively. 

1725
01:49:06,800 --> 01:49:14,400
I try. 
And I I say I try, I haven't, 

1726
01:49:14,400 --> 01:49:18,300
it's all here, it's things. 
I say not the things I do. 

1727
01:49:18,300 --> 01:49:21,300
It's a disconnect and I'm 
struggling. 

1728
01:49:21,300 --> 01:49:27,800
We'll get there. 
And close says, did you think 

1729
01:49:27,800 --> 01:49:30,400
you could say these things on a 
platform and not get spiritually

1730
01:49:30,400 --> 01:49:38,500
attacked all the turbo? 
Yeah yeah learn that one the 

1731
01:49:38,500 --> 01:49:40,100
hard way. 
Oh man. 

1732
01:49:41,500 --> 01:49:49,500
Oh, all last year just an aside 
2024 started. the end of 2023 in

1733
01:49:49,500 --> 01:49:54,200
the beginning of 2424, for me is
just started with like every 

1734
01:49:54,200 --> 01:50:01,300
just like, And I had gotten 
spiritually aware and educated 

1735
01:50:01,300 --> 01:50:04,700
enough to know that like to kind
of know what was going on. 

1736
01:50:06,000 --> 01:50:08,800
But theoretically going like, 
you know, is it's like again 

1737
01:50:08,800 --> 01:50:10,200
it's here. 
It's not there, right? 

1738
01:50:10,200 --> 01:50:13,300
And you're seeing, he's going 
wait, is this what? 

1739
01:50:13,300 --> 01:50:18,400
Oh oh. 
No. 

1740
01:50:18,400 --> 01:50:22,600
It's the it's like the scene 
from The Simpsons like, I'm in 

1741
01:50:22,600 --> 01:50:24,000
danger. 
Yeah. 

1742
01:50:24,000 --> 01:50:25,300
Yeah. 
You are. 

1743
01:50:25,308 --> 01:50:28,100
And you think my dumbass would 
have like run to church then 

1744
01:50:28,100 --> 01:50:30,500
like no. 
No, I'm gonna read more. 

1745
01:50:31,500 --> 01:50:35,000
I got this, you know, you don't.
All works through it. 

1746
01:50:35,000 --> 01:50:40,500
No, you won't. oh, I'll pray 
more. 

1747
01:50:41,200 --> 01:50:44,900
Which is good. 
Which prayers you say? 

1748
01:50:44,900 --> 01:50:54,100
Oh, well, you know I regret 
nothing. 

1749
01:50:55,000 --> 01:50:59,000
Because it brought me to where 
I'm at and all things considered

1750
01:50:59,000 --> 01:51:02,000
him, I'm doing pretty good. 
Doing good and getting better 

1751
01:51:02,000 --> 01:51:07,500
every in each and every way. so,
maybe some times you have to You

1752
01:51:07,500 --> 01:51:10,000
have to taste that sour to enjoy
the sweet, you know? 

1753
01:51:13,900 --> 01:51:19,300
Um, but okay, so he's singing. 
I'm like religious religious, 

1754
01:51:19,300 --> 01:51:21,100
right? 
The Moral Majority is in Guided 

1755
01:51:21,100 --> 01:51:23,800
by actual face leaders, it's led
by Layman, who may not go to 

1756
01:51:23,808 --> 01:51:26,500
church, Etc? 
Yeah, waiting. 

1757
01:51:26,500 --> 01:51:30,200
That is problem. 
You make sure you're you're if 

1758
01:51:30,200 --> 01:51:33,300
you are talking to someone 
online check their button a few 

1759
01:51:33,300 --> 01:51:37,800
days go to an actual priest or 
Church Father and talk to them 

1760
01:51:37,800 --> 01:51:42,800
directly don't Jay Dyer will 
just probably just block you, 

1761
01:51:42,800 --> 01:51:47,600
but if you get silly, but I 
joke, I actually James 

1762
01:51:47,600 --> 01:51:49,300
fantastic. 
He's very, very kind, but just, 

1763
01:51:49,300 --> 01:51:54,200
you know, I would say it's fine 
enough to talk to, guys like me.

1764
01:51:54,200 --> 01:51:57,200
And you think, because I'm at my
stage, maybe I'm closer to where

1765
01:51:57,200 --> 01:52:01,100
you're at. 
I'm a more accessible, not true.

1766
01:52:01,100 --> 01:52:05,000
And kind of why I do the show 
here in this, in this, in this 

1767
01:52:05,000 --> 01:52:08,000
kind of style but also realized,
like I don't know nothing. 

1768
01:52:09,400 --> 01:52:13,200
I'm not really the guy who I'm 
not the doctor, you know, I'm a 

1769
01:52:13,800 --> 01:52:15,700
I'm not even a physician. 
I'm not even a nurse. 

1770
01:52:15,700 --> 01:52:17,400
I'm like, the, I'm like the 
night cleaner. 

1771
01:52:17,400 --> 01:52:22,100
Oh, I bought the floors. 
I do the windows. 

1772
01:52:22,100 --> 01:52:24,000
Hello. 
Yes, this is hospital. 

1773
01:52:24,000 --> 01:52:26,800
It's it says, on the side I 
clean the sign too. 

1774
01:52:26,800 --> 01:52:30,800
That's that's about my layer of 
Expertise. 

1775
01:52:33,500 --> 01:52:35,500
Watermelon says, Jay Dyer, 
doesn't even read his Super 

1776
01:52:35,500 --> 01:52:41,800
Chat. 
You know, he gets a lot of Cool.

1777
01:52:41,800 --> 01:52:43,900
Does your in Australia? 
What the heck? 

1778
01:52:43,907 --> 01:52:45,800
Interesting. 
Oh I like all these. 

1779
01:52:47,000 --> 01:52:50,000
I live here, sir. 
I'm not an Australian Australian

1780
01:52:50,000 --> 01:52:53,900
although I might get I 
interested in conversational to 

1781
01:52:53,900 --> 01:52:56,400
just recently yesterday. 
Yeah. 

1782
01:52:57,200 --> 01:53:04,300
My involve me pursuing more 
theological education the near 

1783
01:53:04,300 --> 01:53:07,300
future. 
So if I do that, then my 

1784
01:53:07,300 --> 01:53:09,600
citizenship and all that stuff 
here would help a certain 

1785
01:53:09,608 --> 01:53:12,300
things. 
So It might happen. 

1786
01:53:13,500 --> 01:53:16,100
I'll get a didgeridoo. 
He's coming. 

1787
01:53:16,100 --> 01:53:17,600
He come see, the show, won't 
die. 

1788
01:53:17,600 --> 01:53:22,100
I'm wearing me hat with me with 
the, with the Colts on it, and 

1789
01:53:22,100 --> 01:53:25,900
go on crossing my Look at this 
cracking. 

1790
01:53:25,900 --> 01:53:27,800
Some Fosters. 
Don't say that they hate that. 

1791
01:53:27,800 --> 01:53:29,500
They hate it. 
They hate it. 

1792
01:53:30,200 --> 01:53:33,500
They hate The Fosters jokes. 
That's why I say it all the 

1793
01:53:33,500 --> 01:53:35,800
time. 
No, that's what they say to The 

1794
01:53:35,800 --> 01:53:38,100
Fosters. 
Just hey, you want to Fosters 

1795
01:53:38,100 --> 01:53:43,900
every single time? 
Shortly after Minnesota shooting

1796
01:53:43,900 --> 01:53:49,800
Shannon and Shannon, Shannon 
Shannon posted unnecessary long 

1797
01:53:49,800 --> 01:53:53,200
essay on a necessary. 
Long unnecessary long what's 

1798
01:53:53,200 --> 01:53:56,700
that link? 
500 pages asking whether Burning

1799
01:53:56,700 --> 01:54:01,300
Man is demonic. 
Do you want to go there folks? 

1800
01:54:03,600 --> 01:54:06,300
I don't know if it's demonic but
I do know the wrath of God visit

1801
01:54:06,300 --> 01:54:09,400
Burning Man this year. 
Did you know that the orgy 10 

1802
01:54:09,400 --> 01:54:11,600
blue down and the sun was in the
sandstorm? 

1803
01:54:15,000 --> 01:54:18,300
No joke, the orgy tent that was,
you know, go to house. 

1804
01:54:18,300 --> 01:54:20,600
I think they said something 
disgusting number like a, like, 

1805
01:54:21,400 --> 01:54:24,200
A thousand people or something, 
like that was gonna be attending

1806
01:54:24,200 --> 01:54:27,200
this orgy tent. 
And blew away. 

1807
01:54:28,100 --> 01:54:31,900
And then it rained. 
And then a guy showed up dead. 

1808
01:54:31,907 --> 01:54:35,500
Pretty man, this year was a 
little, something more and we 

1809
01:54:35,500 --> 01:54:38,300
know what happened there. 
So sorry, we have the admissions

1810
01:54:38,300 --> 01:54:40,300
shooting Burning Man was 
demonic. 

1811
01:54:40,300 --> 01:54:42,800
She of course, regularly 
attended the festival for years.

1812
01:54:44,500 --> 01:54:47,700
But now she sees evil forces at 
work because it involves 

1813
01:54:47,700 --> 01:54:49,700
activities. 
Typical of any outdoor Festival.

1814
01:54:49,700 --> 01:54:53,300
Such as sex, drugs and loud, 
music and eating children, what?

1815
01:54:53,300 --> 01:54:58,200
She concludes that that it is in
fact, demonic I've come to 

1816
01:54:58,200 --> 01:55:00,900
believe that burning man is not 
an eccentric Festival, but 

1817
01:55:00,900 --> 01:55:02,700
rather a powerful vehicle for 
deception. 

1818
01:55:02,700 --> 01:55:06,100
In fact, it may be one of the 
most effective tools for Satan 

1819
01:55:06,100 --> 01:55:09,200
to Mr. X Souls away from our 
heavenly father When you 

1820
01:55:09,200 --> 01:55:13,600
surrender yourself to the to the
plaque player, plaque player, 

1821
01:55:13,600 --> 01:55:16,300
player, you do not simply 
Embrace Freedom. 

1822
01:55:16,300 --> 01:55:20,700
You also open yourself to 
profound distortions of what is 

1823
01:55:20,700 --> 01:55:23,100
good. 
See, orgy, tent. 

1824
01:55:25,400 --> 01:55:28,200
I don't know who Shannon is 
here. 

1825
01:55:28,200 --> 01:55:33,200
Let's see. 
Who is this candy Huynh? 

1826
01:55:34,200 --> 01:55:37,500
He is Burning Man demonic by 
Nicole Shanahan. 

1827
01:55:38,600 --> 01:55:46,100
Oh, is that rfk's, Junior? 
Is that her? 

1828
01:55:48,500 --> 01:55:50,400
Up. 
And now she's she was, she was 

1829
01:55:50,400 --> 01:55:53,400
an atheist rid of that or 
Spiritualist. 

1830
01:55:53,400 --> 01:55:57,200
Now she's a Christian. 
That's how long is this how 

1831
01:55:57,200 --> 01:56:00,400
unnecessary long is this? 
Hmm. 

1832
01:56:02,600 --> 01:56:05,000
You know what? 
A holler. 

1833
01:56:05,000 --> 01:56:06,500
We gonna be doing this or two 
hours. 

1834
01:56:07,300 --> 01:56:08,700
Rfk's. 
Old running mate, right? 

1835
01:56:08,700 --> 01:56:10,800
Yeah, okay. 
Hmm. 

1836
01:56:10,800 --> 01:56:12,500
Okay, I need to take a slight 
break. 

1837
01:56:15,500 --> 01:56:17,900
Let me take a slight break, we 
put something on for you. 

1838
01:56:19,100 --> 01:56:20,900
Let me put on a little father's 
spirit. 

1839
01:56:22,400 --> 01:56:25,100
I'll take a slight break. 
Stick around, we get back, let's

1840
01:56:25,100 --> 01:56:28,300
read. 
Shanahan's essay, unnecessary 

1841
01:56:28,300 --> 01:56:30,100
along this. 
But burning, man, because this 

1842
01:56:30,100 --> 01:56:31,500
is something actually, I wanted 
to get into my wife. 

1843
01:56:32,700 --> 01:56:34,600
Was sharing me some news about 
that. 

1844
01:56:34,600 --> 01:56:37,400
I saw about the murder thing, we
talked about it a little bit and

1845
01:56:37,400 --> 01:56:40,300
then she was like, always I 
didn't know about the orgy 10 

1846
01:56:40,308 --> 01:56:43,900
thing going over. 
So, I think this is it's all 

1847
01:56:43,900 --> 01:56:47,200
connected. 
And of course, we still get to 

1848
01:56:47,200 --> 01:56:51,800
listen from Rose at some point. 
In the second half of the show. 

1849
01:56:52,600 --> 01:56:54,200
But we're on demons on the 
demons. 

1850
01:56:54,200 --> 01:57:02,000
So let's get to, let's play a 
little bit of Father, Spirit of 

1851
01:57:02,000 --> 01:57:05,000
Bailey. 
Whatever another great Orthodox,

1852
01:57:05,000 --> 01:57:07,300
father, who I greatly respect 
owned to his books. 

1853
01:57:10,600 --> 01:57:13,700
This is a little that and I'll 
be right back folks, put on the 

1854
01:57:13,700 --> 01:57:16,300
media break. 
That's better. 

1855
01:57:24,200 --> 01:57:29,900
A Sunday Gospel reading presents
to us the 8th, chapter of The 

1856
01:57:29,900 --> 01:57:34,100
Gospel, According to Saint Luke,
when Jesus encounters, the man 

1857
01:57:34,100 --> 01:57:37,800
who is possessed the demoniac. 
And of course, in that account, 

1858
01:57:37,800 --> 01:57:41,300
Jesus drives out the demons this
Legion. 

1859
01:57:42,100 --> 01:57:44,200
Of demonic forces that present 
in the land. 

1860
01:57:45,800 --> 01:57:49,700
Before we think about the 
meaning of this event, we should

1861
01:57:49,708 --> 01:57:52,800
just first remind us that Jesus 
doesn't treat the man. 

1862
01:57:52,800 --> 01:57:56,700
As though. 
His possession is A symbol a 

1863
01:57:56,700 --> 01:58:00,200
metaphor. 
Jesus deals with the man 

1864
01:58:00,200 --> 01:58:03,400
directly that he is possess by 
real demons. 

1865
01:58:05,200 --> 01:58:07,600
It's extraordinary that we even 
need to say that. 

1866
01:58:09,300 --> 01:58:12,600
So far, has the world traveled 
from the truth of God the 

1867
01:58:12,600 --> 01:58:16,500
reality? 
Of Christian teaching but so 

1868
01:58:16,500 --> 01:58:21,200
many people are willing to take 
onboard the psychological 

1869
01:58:21,200 --> 01:58:25,300
theories and ideas of our modern
world that they then interpret 

1870
01:58:25,300 --> 01:58:28,600
these events or somehow symbolic
or this is really about a 

1871
01:58:28,608 --> 01:58:32,300
psychological condition or 
really this is a metaphor for 

1872
01:58:32,300 --> 01:58:35,500
something else. 
Know, let us remind ourselves. 

1873
01:58:36,600 --> 01:58:40,100
Jesus. 
Confronted demonic forces. 

1874
01:58:41,400 --> 01:58:44,600
The demons responded to him and 
he drove them out. 

1875
01:58:46,700 --> 01:58:48,800
We cannot run away from the 
reality. 

1876
01:58:50,100 --> 01:58:54,400
Of the spiritual forces around 
us acting in our lives. 

1877
01:58:54,400 --> 01:58:58,600
Influencing us longing. 
To drag us away from salvation. 

1878
01:58:59,900 --> 01:59:04,300
If we pretend, if we ignore. 
The spiritual reality will have 

1879
01:59:04,300 --> 01:59:10,000
vulnerable to it. but the man 
who is possessed, of course, is 

1880
01:59:10,000 --> 01:59:14,500
in a frightful terrible, hideous
condition He injures himself, he

1881
01:59:14,500 --> 01:59:18,200
cuts himself in another account 
of the possessed, boy. 

1882
01:59:18,200 --> 01:59:21,600
We see the boy being thrown into
the fire, the demon seek to 

1883
01:59:21,600 --> 01:59:26,000
damage harm in your even the the
physical well-being of the 

1884
01:59:26,000 --> 01:59:31,200
person of his possessed. 
But there is a condition that is

1885
01:59:31,200 --> 01:59:35,000
even worse than this. 
Saint Gregory palamas. 

1886
01:59:36,100 --> 01:59:41,800
Says to us. whoever disobeys 
God, whoever turns away from 

1887
01:59:41,800 --> 01:59:45,000
God. 
And refuses to repent. 

1888
01:59:46,500 --> 01:59:50,700
Belongs to Satan. 
Let's think on that for a 

1889
01:59:50,708 --> 01:59:53,400
moment, whoever continues to 
sin. 

1890
01:59:54,400 --> 01:59:58,300
Who chooses to sin? 
Who chooses not to repent. 

1891
01:59:59,400 --> 02:00:05,200
Belongs not to God but to Satan.
Saint Gregory palamas warns us 

1892
02:00:05,208 --> 02:00:09,000
of this. 
That is such an important part 

1893
02:00:09,000 --> 02:00:12,000
and it's something that again, 
that maybe people sometimes say 

1894
02:00:12,000 --> 02:00:16,200
and they hear and they go, oh, 
I've said it with the Prodigal 

1895
02:00:16,200 --> 02:00:19,300
Son returned, repent redeem, 
repent being that second part 

1896
02:00:19,300 --> 02:00:23,400
return to the father, repent of 
your sins but not just repent. 

1897
02:00:23,400 --> 02:00:28,000
In terms of confess, say you're 
sorry bear Witness. 

1898
02:00:29,700 --> 02:00:36,000
It's also to change your life. 
Now some sins are so attached to

1899
02:00:36,000 --> 02:00:37,900
certain passions that we're 
struggling with that were 

1900
02:00:37,900 --> 02:00:41,400
sickened with that. 
They'll take a long time to work

1901
02:00:41,400 --> 02:00:44,800
out. 
And maybe by the time you are 

1902
02:00:44,800 --> 02:00:47,300
proposed. 
You still struggling with them. 

1903
02:00:47,300 --> 02:00:53,900
Many such cases, some great 
stories of I'll try to find it 

1904
02:00:53,900 --> 02:00:58,100
for another stream because I 
don't want to it's a good such a

1905
02:00:58,108 --> 02:01:00,900
good story. 
I don't want to miss tell it but

1906
02:01:00,900 --> 02:01:07,500
essentially of a of a monk was a
drunk And the other monks and 

1907
02:01:07,500 --> 02:01:11,300
get upset, that he's almost 
giving sort of leeway. 

1908
02:01:12,300 --> 02:01:16,300
And anyways, there's a really 
good story of it all, I'll find 

1909
02:01:16,300 --> 02:01:19,700
the exact telling of it, and 
read it out for future stream, 

1910
02:01:19,700 --> 02:01:25,400
but maybe when we get to prayer 
and the same Manassas, but that 

1911
02:01:25,400 --> 02:01:28,000
repenting is so important 
because it's not just saying 

1912
02:01:28,000 --> 02:01:31,700
your story and bearing witness. 
It's changing your life by 

1913
02:01:31,700 --> 02:01:34,100
increments. 
Addressing it. 

1914
02:01:36,700 --> 02:01:39,700
You know, we don't say to the 
cancer patient if they're in 

1915
02:01:39,700 --> 02:01:42,800
some sort of remission or if 
they're struggling along with 

1916
02:01:42,800 --> 02:01:46,200
his disease that oh, well, 
you're not well yet enough. 

1917
02:01:46,200 --> 02:01:50,500
Ha ha you suck. 
You suck as a cancer patient. 

1918
02:01:50,500 --> 02:01:53,800
Look at you. 
You're not getting better. 

1919
02:01:55,500 --> 02:02:00,500
Now, we might say that. 
Students I have lung cancer. 

1920
02:02:00,500 --> 02:02:05,400
We might say that if someone has
cancer let's say as lung cancer 

1921
02:02:05,400 --> 02:02:09,700
is a smoker has has cancer as 
just puffing away and making no 

1922
02:02:09,700 --> 02:02:12,800
changes their life. 
And seems to be almost Doing 

1923
02:02:12,800 --> 02:02:16,700
everything they can to to, to 
to, to get to the end as fast as

1924
02:02:16,700 --> 02:02:19,600
possible. 
Then we might hold criticism. 

1925
02:02:20,600 --> 02:02:23,500
And say look you got this 
disease, you know, it's gonna 

1926
02:02:23,500 --> 02:02:26,400
kill you, you got a family wife 
and all this other people to 

1927
02:02:26,400 --> 02:02:27,700
take care of and you've just 
given up. 

1928
02:02:28,700 --> 02:02:32,000
You know, doing anything to 
change anything. it's quite 

1929
02:02:32,008 --> 02:02:35,300
often, you know, I don't know 
about you and your relationships

1930
02:02:35,300 --> 02:02:38,400
and your wives or whatever, but 
like that's often complained, 

1931
02:02:40,100 --> 02:02:45,000
Other husbands I've heard have 
received from their wives. 

1932
02:02:45,000 --> 02:02:47,700
I was saying, yeah, but you're 
not, you know, you're not doing 

1933
02:02:47,700 --> 02:02:50,800
enough. 
To address certain things. 

1934
02:02:51,700 --> 02:02:57,200
Aren't you trying to get better?
if you recognize the church and 

1935
02:02:57,200 --> 02:02:59,200
going to the church and liturgy 
and receiving communion and 

1936
02:03:00,600 --> 02:03:04,000
Being baptized and receiving the
sacraments is in a form. 

1937
02:03:04,000 --> 02:03:09,200
Is the number one way to to heal
and address spiritual illness. 

1938
02:03:10,400 --> 02:03:16,700
That is part of your repentance.
To go to receive and to change. 

1939
02:03:19,400 --> 02:03:21,200
To turn towards Christ. 
Not away from him. 

1940
02:03:21,800 --> 02:03:24,000
To walk that Royal path is 
narrow as it is. 

1941
02:03:24,800 --> 02:03:27,900
To go forward. 
And somebody should be pulled to

1942
02:03:27,900 --> 02:03:30,700
the sides. 
And You know, reach impasses. 

1943
02:03:31,900 --> 02:03:35,800
But your we continue. 
We struggle, we suffer. 

1944
02:03:36,800 --> 02:03:39,000
But we're moving forward to 
something that the greatest 

1945
02:03:39,000 --> 02:03:42,300
payoff in the world. 
Which is to be with what, which 

1946
02:03:42,300 --> 02:03:49,600
is to be with God. 
Because he says, when we choose 

1947
02:03:49,600 --> 02:03:55,000
to refuse to refer to repent, 
what we are doing, is reshaping 

1948
02:03:55,000 --> 02:04:00,100
ourselves reshaping ourselves, 
according to the the image and 

1949
02:04:00,100 --> 02:04:03,600
likeness set, before by Satan, 
not by the image, and likeness 

1950
02:04:03,600 --> 02:04:07,300
of God. 
We are rejecting the, the very 

1951
02:04:07,300 --> 02:04:09,600
nature with which God has 
created us. 

1952
02:04:11,100 --> 02:04:15,200
When we refuse to repent. 
And so we set we put ourselves 

1953
02:04:15,200 --> 02:04:20,200
in Gregory palamas says in a 
worse condition than even those 

1954
02:04:20,200 --> 02:04:24,400
who are possessed. 
It is almost hard to believe 

1955
02:04:24,400 --> 02:04:29,700
that there could be a worse 
condition. but, Because in some 

1956
02:04:29,700 --> 02:04:32,000
ways you could say someone who's
possessed and maybe they're 

1957
02:04:32,000 --> 02:04:35,300
they're activities are, you 
know, their past sins and 

1958
02:04:35,300 --> 02:04:38,900
behaviors of led to that. 
But someone who's possessed is a

1959
02:04:38,900 --> 02:04:43,900
little is a, I wouldn't say 
blameless but It's hard to say 

1960
02:04:43,900 --> 02:04:47,000
that their, it's their fault, 
the demon, possessing them. 

1961
02:04:47,000 --> 02:04:49,600
Like they're literally possessed
by a demon demons doing things, 

1962
02:04:49,600 --> 02:04:54,400
and wearing them like a pants, 
like a skin suit. but those who 

1963
02:04:54,400 --> 02:04:57,100
turn away from God, who aren't 
possessed, who could be doing 

1964
02:04:57,100 --> 02:05:01,300
something and yet, are 
consciously not doing that 

1965
02:05:01,300 --> 02:05:05,000
thing, rejecting it for the 
pleasures of Flesh. 

1966
02:05:08,300 --> 02:05:13,600
Or comforts. 
Its Delights in us because 

1967
02:05:13,600 --> 02:05:17,500
three, the material rewards 
because we liked our comfy bed. 

1968
02:05:18,500 --> 02:05:21,000
We like to eat what we want to 
eat, whenever we want to eat it.

1969
02:05:22,000 --> 02:05:24,500
you want to do whatever you want
to do without thinking of 

1970
02:05:24,500 --> 02:05:31,000
repercussions, whether we can 
mindful The more mindful the 

1971
02:05:31,000 --> 02:05:36,000
more humble, you get, the more, 
the more you recognize that all 

1972
02:05:36,000 --> 02:05:40,400
everything you do and how you 
are can upset and disrupt 

1973
02:05:40,400 --> 02:05:42,400
people. 
Big lesson for me. 

1974
02:05:45,500 --> 02:05:48,400
I have that effect on people. 
Or so, I'm told. 

1975
02:05:49,100 --> 02:05:52,700
I know that. 
And it's okay as an aside. 

1976
02:05:53,700 --> 02:05:56,200
Showboat me folks, it's all 
about me in some way, shape, or 

1977
02:05:56,200 --> 02:05:59,200
form. 
So I was permitted to say talk 

1978
02:05:59,200 --> 02:06:00,300
about so that's what I'm talking
about. 

1979
02:06:01,900 --> 02:06:08,000
I've tracked this now. 
A little bit. is, I think it was

1980
02:06:08,008 --> 02:06:12,900
one of those things where I was 
kind of always the odd kid, you 

1981
02:06:12,900 --> 02:06:15,600
know? 
Born to a blue collar family, 

1982
02:06:15,600 --> 02:06:22,600
maybe a bit more precocious and,
you know, verbally intelligent 

1983
02:06:22,600 --> 02:06:24,400
than, you know, the kids at 
school. 

1984
02:06:24,400 --> 02:06:31,500
My class put me on the odds. 
In a raised by mostly by my 

1985
02:06:31,508 --> 02:06:38,000
grandparents. you know, divorce 
family, always keeps you at all 

1986
02:06:38,000 --> 02:06:41,200
being part of Gen X always kind 
of iconic classic and you know, 

1987
02:06:42,100 --> 02:06:44,200
Chip on the shoulder, kind of 
modality. 

1988
02:06:46,300 --> 02:06:48,200
All these things, kind of 
permeate and add to it. 

1989
02:06:48,200 --> 02:06:52,200
And then this is not me saying 
it's not my falter Hollywood. 

1990
02:06:57,500 --> 02:07:00,100
I think it's at some point. 
I realized that I just had this 

1991
02:07:00,100 --> 02:07:05,000
personality that quite easily 
could be caustic, could ease. 

1992
02:07:05,000 --> 02:07:07,800
And so part of, you know, being 
Easter and peeing or being 

1993
02:07:07,808 --> 02:07:10,500
raised by Eastern Europeans and 
being very blunt. 

1994
02:07:12,300 --> 02:07:17,800
Which is in Canada, you know? 
Not saying sorry enough. 

1995
02:07:20,100 --> 02:07:23,500
So, I'm not fitting into that. 
Anglo Franco culture always 

1996
02:07:23,500 --> 02:07:29,900
feeling outside of everything. 
so, I kind of I think for for a 

1997
02:07:29,900 --> 02:07:34,300
long time, I just Would have 
this person that would put 

1998
02:07:34,300 --> 02:07:35,900
people off and I didn't know 
why. 

1999
02:07:35,900 --> 02:07:39,100
So I just started to assume I 
was gonna put you off and in 

2000
02:07:39,100 --> 02:07:40,500
fact I would just do start doing
it. 

2001
02:07:40,500 --> 02:07:43,000
Deliberately because I can't 
understand and maybe because I'm

2002
02:07:43,000 --> 02:07:46,100
almost like sub autistic and 
terms of emotional range. 

2003
02:07:46,100 --> 02:07:48,600
Like, I don't understand why I'm
upsetting people, well, you know

2004
02:07:48,600 --> 02:07:51,600
what effort? 
I'm just gonna upset you I'm 

2005
02:07:51,600 --> 02:07:55,300
gonna go on my way to upset you.
I'm gonna make sure I have set 

2006
02:07:55,300 --> 02:07:59,500
you and then I'll always, I'll 
know why you're upset. because I

2007
02:07:59,500 --> 02:08:08,700
called you freaking what we're 
And I know it's it's a weird 

2008
02:08:08,708 --> 02:08:13,100
thing but as far as I can tell 
from my own armchair analysis of

2009
02:08:13,100 --> 02:08:16,600
me, over the last over the last 
year, that seems to be true. 

2010
02:08:17,600 --> 02:08:21,300
That I, you know, I just would 
assume that we're going to have 

2011
02:08:21,300 --> 02:08:22,800
this following out. 
I'm gonna force it. 

2012
02:08:25,700 --> 02:08:29,100
So, you know, These all know. 
Why? 

2013
02:08:30,100 --> 02:08:32,900
Why we're having this problem? 
I did. 

2014
02:08:34,200 --> 02:08:39,100
Me me, me, me, me, me, me me. 
Are the center of every world. 

2015
02:08:42,600 --> 02:08:44,400
Who says I sort of like the 
slaves. 

2016
02:08:44,400 --> 02:08:48,000
I've met bluntness, people 
always walking on eggshells can 

2017
02:08:48,000 --> 02:08:49,900
be tiresome. 
It's an interesting thing was 

2018
02:08:49,900 --> 02:08:52,400
because we do it, I think it 
really depends. 

2019
02:08:54,200 --> 02:08:56,900
I'll put it this way from my and
this from my experience. 

2020
02:08:57,800 --> 02:09:00,500
There's a distinct difference 
of. 

2021
02:09:01,500 --> 02:09:05,700
Let's say Slavic families, whose
families came over before or 

2022
02:09:05,700 --> 02:09:11,200
very early on. 
Like free Soviet or early 

2023
02:09:11,200 --> 02:09:14,300
Soviet. 
You know, me the first wave of 

2024
02:09:14,300 --> 02:09:19,000
dysphoria. 
My grandfather famous would born

2025
02:09:19,000 --> 02:09:20,400
in Canada 1916. 
Right? 

2026
02:09:20,400 --> 02:09:24,000
So his family came over, you 
know, either, right, right at 

2027
02:09:24,000 --> 02:09:26,100
the time or right before, we 
don't know exact days. 

2028
02:09:28,000 --> 02:09:29,300
And there. 
That's where you really 

2029
02:09:29,300 --> 02:09:32,400
encounter that sort of 
bluntness, like almost harsh. 

2030
02:09:33,200 --> 02:09:36,600
You know with family members you
most laws will tell you this and

2031
02:09:36,600 --> 02:09:40,200
this is this is common enough. 
I've heard I've heard this my 

2032
02:09:40,200 --> 02:09:42,500
own family and certainly our 
version of this and I've heard 

2033
02:09:42,500 --> 02:09:44,500
other people say this. 
And so I think it's commonly 

2034
02:09:44,500 --> 02:09:49,600
true at some point as a child. 
You're gonna you're you, you're 

2035
02:09:51,700 --> 02:09:54,600
you're saving, family will turn 
you and go don't smile so much. 

2036
02:09:54,600 --> 02:09:59,200
Why you smiley Smiling is for 
idiots or people who are going 

2037
02:09:59,200 --> 02:10:01,600
to rob you, what don't don't 
smile so much. 

2038
02:10:02,900 --> 02:10:04,200
Don't be so happy. 
Why you happy? 

2039
02:10:05,100 --> 02:10:07,000
It's just that kind of thing, 
right? 

2040
02:10:07,000 --> 02:10:11,700
So on some ways it's blunt and 
it's harsh, borderline cruel. 

2041
02:10:11,700 --> 02:10:16,500
Some people would argue in the 
river Western context, but it's 

2042
02:10:16,500 --> 02:10:19,300
also I mean, but there's a lot 
of love their concern. 

2043
02:10:20,900 --> 02:10:25,200
I think what I've also seen in 
Slavs who are maybe brought up 

2044
02:10:25,208 --> 02:10:30,900
longer in the Soviet experiment.
They're very veiled like, very 

2045
02:10:30,900 --> 02:10:35,400
almost standoffish. 
Like everything is A test 

2046
02:10:35,407 --> 02:10:39,000
emotional tests like there 
they're not quite sure about 

2047
02:10:39,000 --> 02:10:41,700
you. 
There you know they talked 

2048
02:10:41,700 --> 02:10:43,800
almost in riddles. 
It's like very Yoda stuff. 

2049
02:10:44,600 --> 02:10:45,400
You know. 
Yes. 

2050
02:10:45,400 --> 02:10:48,900
Oh if you like to do this, you 
Yes. 

2051
02:10:48,900 --> 02:10:50,900
You know, it's I can't, I can't 
think of it. 

2052
02:10:50,900 --> 02:10:54,400
Clear, example. 
But it's that and I think it's 

2053
02:10:54,400 --> 02:10:57,300
just because Soviet them did 
that to people, where everyone's

2054
02:10:57,300 --> 02:10:59,700
everyone's everyone could inform
on you. 

2055
02:10:59,700 --> 02:11:01,900
You know, walls are very thin on
purpose. 

2056
02:11:01,907 --> 02:11:05,500
Romanians are spooked to this 
day. 

2057
02:11:05,500 --> 02:11:07,600
They're very kind of people 
skittish. 

2058
02:11:09,400 --> 02:11:11,600
And I don't blame them, you know
what you read, what they went 

2059
02:11:11,600 --> 02:11:14,200
through, and it's like that 
would do a number on you, you 

2060
02:11:14,200 --> 02:11:17,800
know? 
It's explains a lot of 

2061
02:11:17,800 --> 02:11:20,400
geopolitics special with the 
Eastern Europeans hunger. 

2062
02:11:20,400 --> 02:11:26,500
You know, hungry's mostly 
Slovenia Poland, even you know, 

2063
02:11:26,500 --> 02:11:32,400
let's goes on, you can see how 
it affects How the West and 

2064
02:11:32,400 --> 02:11:34,600
Europe is trying to deal with 
them as if they're just standard

2065
02:11:34,600 --> 02:11:37,500
Europeans, like if they ever 
were which I doubt but let's 

2066
02:11:37,500 --> 02:11:42,200
just say there was some sort of 
commonality you know, in 1850 

2067
02:11:42,200 --> 02:11:45,700
that's gone now. 
They went through a thing that 

2068
02:11:45,700 --> 02:11:52,100
maybe you're about to go 
through. but it's a it's a much 

2069
02:11:52,100 --> 02:11:53,800
different mentality. 
Let's put that way. 

2070
02:11:56,600 --> 02:11:58,400
Kind of flow, says going to 
Russian a few weeks. 

2071
02:11:58,400 --> 02:12:00,500
Oh, my goodness. 
I was told don't smile all the 

2072
02:12:00,508 --> 02:12:02,500
time. 
They'll be suspicious of you. 

2073
02:12:05,100 --> 02:12:09,100
Told you. 
Smiling is for stupid people for

2074
02:12:09,100 --> 02:12:13,900
for idiots and thieves. 
Why are you smiling so much? 

2075
02:12:16,800 --> 02:12:20,100
The demoniac, when he cuts 
himself when he harms himself 

2076
02:12:20,100 --> 02:12:22,600
these physical injuries on your 
trap. 

2077
02:12:22,600 --> 02:12:24,600
Sing. 
Good Palomas reminds us there is

2078
02:12:26,100 --> 02:12:30,300
An order of injures with that is
far worse than any physical 

2079
02:12:30,300 --> 02:12:33,200
injuries. 
But the demons can cause the 

2080
02:12:33,200 --> 02:12:36,800
possessed man to cause himself. 
Injuries. 

2081
02:12:37,700 --> 02:12:40,400
To the soul. 
We wound us ourselves. 

2082
02:12:40,400 --> 02:12:45,400
We we injure ourselves 
spiritually when we sin and 

2083
02:12:45,400 --> 02:12:49,400
refuse to repent, Sink. 
Fear found the recluse says to 

2084
02:12:49,400 --> 02:12:53,500
us that There are two things. 
We must either not sin. 

2085
02:12:54,800 --> 02:12:58,900
Or if we sin, we must repent. 
This is the only way to 

2086
02:12:58,900 --> 02:13:02,400
Salvation. 
And since you are going to sit 

2087
02:13:03,300 --> 02:13:09,000
None of us is capable of not 
sinning. so therefore, every one

2088
02:13:09,000 --> 02:13:13,700
of us must repent, lest we fall 
into a condition worse Than the 

2089
02:13:13,708 --> 02:13:17,500
man who is possessed. 
There is so much about it. 

2090
02:13:17,500 --> 02:13:21,100
That is worse. 
When the man who is possessed, 

2091
02:13:21,100 --> 02:13:24,700
throws himself around and froths
at the mouth and speaks Terrible

2092
02:13:24,700 --> 02:13:26,700
Things. 
His behavior. 

2093
02:13:27,600 --> 02:13:34,200
His appearance is very apparent,
is frightful. stirs, but those 

2094
02:13:35,200 --> 02:13:39,800
who refuse to repent. 
Their injures, their wounds that

2095
02:13:39,800 --> 02:13:43,700
condition can go unseen. 
It can be an invisible 

2096
02:13:43,700 --> 02:13:46,700
condition. 
Though, far worse. 

2097
02:13:48,300 --> 02:13:50,100
And sing Gregory palamas says to
us. 

2098
02:13:50,108 --> 02:13:53,100
Let us remember. 
When we give ourselves to the 

2099
02:13:53,100 --> 02:13:55,700
demons this way. 
We may enter. 

2100
02:13:56,700 --> 02:14:01,400
An eternal condition. 
The man who is possessed and 

2101
02:14:01,400 --> 02:14:05,800
Gregory palamas says, Will be 
free to death or maybe free to 

2102
02:14:05,800 --> 02:14:08,800
death depending on how he has 
become possessed of course. 

2103
02:14:09,900 --> 02:14:12,400
But possession is not an eternal
condition. 

2104
02:14:14,100 --> 02:14:20,100
However, Gregory Palma says to 
us, if we shape our soul in such

2105
02:14:20,100 --> 02:14:26,000
a way by refusing to repent, 
This condition that we have 

2106
02:14:26,000 --> 02:14:29,700
entered into. 
Will continue on after death 

2107
02:14:29,700 --> 02:14:34,200
into eternity into judgment and 
Eternity. 

2108
02:14:36,400 --> 02:14:41,100
Our refusal to repent. 
Is to embrace Satan, is to 

2109
02:14:41,100 --> 02:14:43,400
embrace. 
Evil is to give ourselves. 

2110
02:14:44,300 --> 02:14:46,400
To everything that is opposed to
God. 

2111
02:14:48,900 --> 02:14:50,700
But let's think about the story 
again. 

2112
02:14:52,200 --> 02:14:56,800
When Jesus encounters the man. 
We see in the demons. 

2113
02:14:58,400 --> 02:15:01,500
Are Panic. 
They Panic they they would draw 

2114
02:15:01,500 --> 02:15:05,400
for him. 
There are afraid of him. they 

2115
02:15:05,400 --> 02:15:08,800
are afraid of Christ, because Of
course, first of all, they know 

2116
02:15:08,800 --> 02:15:14,300
who he is, they recognized him. 
But he has the power and 

2117
02:15:14,300 --> 02:15:17,400
authority. 
To drive them out to do with 

2118
02:15:17,400 --> 02:15:21,800
them as he Wills. 
Not just a power but Authority. 

2119
02:15:25,500 --> 02:15:26,700
This word keeps coming back 
around. 

2120
02:15:29,200 --> 02:15:32,100
Not just show but my life and I 
think in Christianity in general

2121
02:15:32,100 --> 02:15:34,400
and quite often, I think what we
see. 

2122
02:15:37,300 --> 02:15:39,100
But I'll leave the Roman 
Catholics alone. 

2123
02:15:39,100 --> 02:15:43,200
I'll do a whole show about that 
which on Jade rme with J dire 

2124
02:15:43,200 --> 02:15:45,900
time of the RC and continuing 
that conversation. 

2125
02:15:48,100 --> 02:15:53,200
But we see this quite often in 
the in in the many Protestant 

2126
02:15:53,200 --> 02:16:00,700
faiths. 
It's certainly infected the 

2127
02:16:00,700 --> 02:16:04,000
Aggregates now, but but at least
the anglicans had sort of a 

2128
02:16:04,000 --> 02:16:08,100
hierarchical structure Bishops 
and it was, you know, I famously

2129
02:16:08,100 --> 02:16:11,300
say angling the Anglican 
tradition or the Church of 

2130
02:16:11,300 --> 02:16:13,900
England tradition is very much 
like the Catholics with no Pope.

2131
02:16:15,200 --> 02:16:19,500
I know there's other substance 
is but to me is an outside 

2132
02:16:19,500 --> 02:16:22,300
looking in that kind of the 
thing that I first, my first 

2133
02:16:22,300 --> 02:16:28,800
note but as you get outside of 
that, And certainly, as you get 

2134
02:16:28,800 --> 02:16:32,100
even outside of the more 
traditional conservative 

2135
02:16:32,100 --> 02:16:34,900
Progressive schools Lutheran's 
Calvinists Etc. 

2136
02:16:34,900 --> 02:16:39,000
If you can still call them that 
you get into more of the 

2137
02:16:39,008 --> 02:16:43,700
downstream ones and then into 
the weird Christian, Cults that 

2138
02:16:43,700 --> 02:16:45,400
are really just venerating 
Christ and on actually 

2139
02:16:45,400 --> 02:16:49,500
worshiping him The Joy was 
Witnesses, the Mormons. 

2140
02:16:53,100 --> 02:16:55,100
Many Evangelical schools 
charismatics. 

2141
02:16:56,700 --> 02:17:00,000
Where's your Authority? 
Then go, the Bible. 

2142
02:17:01,500 --> 02:17:04,600
The Bible's my authority and 
past your Bob who reads from 

2143
02:17:04,600 --> 02:17:07,299
that Bible and maybe Pastor 
Bob's a great guy. 

2144
02:17:07,299 --> 02:17:09,000
He's a wonderful. 
He's a mensch. 

2145
02:17:09,000 --> 02:17:12,100
What a lovely guy with Pastor 
Bob is and the community you 

2146
02:17:12,100 --> 02:17:14,200
have is wonderful and great. 
This is kind of the thing that 

2147
02:17:14,200 --> 02:17:16,400
I'll be I'll just say this very,
very quickly. 

2148
02:17:16,400 --> 02:17:20,000
I you know, when I throw stones 
sometimes at different 

2149
02:17:20,000 --> 02:17:23,000
denominations, it's really just 
at the theology itself and the 

2150
02:17:23,000 --> 02:17:26,500
entitlements, which I see the 
danger within these entailments 

2151
02:17:26,500 --> 02:17:29,500
of a bad theology. 
It's never really, really at the

2152
02:17:29,500 --> 02:17:35,100
people In certain individuals 
aside because I realized that 

2153
02:17:35,100 --> 02:17:37,299
look, I was an atheist for 32 
years. 

2154
02:17:38,700 --> 02:17:44,400
In one shape or another. 
I was a I was a very outspoken 

2155
02:17:44,400 --> 02:17:47,299
and my I wasn't public, but at 
that time. 

2156
02:17:47,299 --> 02:17:50,799
But I was certainly in private 
my own personal life. 

2157
02:17:50,799 --> 02:17:54,400
I was a very, very spirited 
anti-theist. 

2158
02:17:54,400 --> 02:17:57,200
I have said some horrible things
about religion, god of the 

2159
02:17:57,208 --> 02:18:03,200
church, Etc. but I'm still, I'm 
going to be repenting for the 

2160
02:18:03,200 --> 02:18:06,500
day I die. 
That's my Redemption article. 

2161
02:18:10,100 --> 02:18:12,200
All that being said. 
How dare? 

2162
02:18:12,200 --> 02:18:17,100
I, Say to even even a 
charismatic, someone who's just 

2163
02:18:17,100 --> 02:18:19,299
like, you know, talking in 
tongues. 

2164
02:18:20,100 --> 02:18:22,799
Rolling around the floor. 
That's just to me very weird and

2165
02:18:22,799 --> 02:18:25,600
destructive behavior on them in 
many cases and spiritually 

2166
02:18:25,600 --> 02:18:27,299
destructive. 
But you know what? 

2167
02:18:27,299 --> 02:18:30,700
Here's one thing. 
They really believe in Christ. 

2168
02:18:32,299 --> 02:18:35,400
They fall. 
Get into that. 

2169
02:18:35,400 --> 02:18:37,700
Let's take some of the little 
less crazy. 

2170
02:18:37,700 --> 02:18:40,200
Let's take a let's take a good 
Lutheran. 

2171
02:18:41,400 --> 02:18:45,000
Or good Calvinists, who was 
believed in their entire life in

2172
02:18:45,000 --> 02:18:48,299
this and they have believed in 
loved Christ and gone to church 

2173
02:18:48,299 --> 02:18:51,100
and giving to the community and 
done all the things that they're

2174
02:18:51,100 --> 02:18:53,700
supposed to do. 
And even if I can sit here and 

2175
02:18:53,700 --> 02:18:56,500
go, well, you'll see ology dog 
poop. 

2176
02:18:58,100 --> 02:19:00,500
Yeah, but they were way more 
Christian for way longer than I 

2177
02:19:00,500 --> 02:19:04,799
was. 
It really came down to it. 

2178
02:19:04,799 --> 02:19:07,799
There was only room with heaven 
for, for two other, for two or 

2179
02:19:07,799 --> 02:19:10,100
One More Story, and was down to 
them and me. 

2180
02:19:14,299 --> 02:19:17,200
Probably them. 
Who gets it? 

2181
02:19:19,500 --> 02:19:22,200
Certainly, if you go back 10 
years ago, it was definitely 

2182
02:19:22,200 --> 02:19:26,299
them. 
So, I say all that. just kind of

2183
02:19:26,307 --> 02:19:28,600
caveat because I know sometimes 
when you talk about these 

2184
02:19:28,600 --> 02:19:33,100
things, yeah, it's it's almost 
hard to talk about these things 

2185
02:19:33,100 --> 02:19:35,900
and not sound harsh. 
Or overly critical. 

2186
02:19:36,700 --> 02:19:41,900
Or, you know, people take it 
personally and I get that. and I

2187
02:19:41,907 --> 02:19:45,799
don't want to be the I don't, 
you know, what a book famously 

2188
02:19:45,799 --> 02:19:49,900
say one time, that it's easier 
to talk a man out of church and 

2189
02:19:49,900 --> 02:19:53,300
talk him into it. 
So I certainly don't want to be 

2190
02:19:53,300 --> 02:19:55,100
one of these people who they 
look to and go. 

2191
02:19:55,100 --> 02:19:58,400
Ah you're one of those bad Ortho
guys who are always criticizing 

2192
02:19:58,400 --> 02:20:00,500
but never giving love never, you
know. 

2193
02:20:01,700 --> 02:20:04,600
There was someone in the chat on
Kik yesterday and I think it was

2194
02:20:04,608 --> 02:20:07,800
just I'm not gonna spend too 
much time on the thing about it.

2195
02:20:09,800 --> 02:20:13,600
Because he sings weird things in
the chat as as things as, as 

2196
02:20:13,608 --> 02:20:17,100
people. 
Do you track some interests. 

2197
02:20:17,100 --> 02:20:22,200
It's not always not always good.
but, I kind of got costed with 

2198
02:20:22,200 --> 02:20:26,700
him, like, just go away. 
And they followed up and go 

2199
02:20:26,700 --> 02:20:30,000
away. 
I'm trying to learn Now, I have 

2200
02:20:30,000 --> 02:20:34,000
a pretty good suspicion. 
That that person if that was a 

2201
02:20:34,000 --> 02:20:35,500
really a person, let's just say 
it was a person. 

2202
02:20:36,300 --> 02:20:39,000
Was not being. 
True. 

2203
02:20:40,200 --> 02:20:43,600
Fully honest, let's say. 
But they could have been. 

2204
02:20:46,400 --> 02:20:48,500
And that's on me for not going. 
Okay. 

2205
02:20:50,100 --> 02:20:51,200
Better than it would for a 
second. 

2206
02:20:52,300 --> 02:20:54,600
What is it cost me? 
Nothing. 

2207
02:20:55,200 --> 02:20:57,600
To address someone in the chair.
Simple. 

2208
02:20:58,500 --> 02:21:01,400
Right. 
Talking to someone out of the 

2209
02:21:01,400 --> 02:21:05,800
church, not into it. 
What am I doing the show for Is 

2210
02:21:05,800 --> 02:21:08,900
it only Reach people who are 
already going to liturgy? 

2211
02:21:08,900 --> 02:21:10,400
Well, you're already going to 
liturgy, probably don't even 

2212
02:21:10,400 --> 02:21:12,900
either show. 
I'm glad you're here. 

2213
02:21:12,900 --> 02:21:16,500
Don't go away. 
So she'll reach a joke. 

2214
02:21:16,508 --> 02:21:22,200
Oh, someone just said me a tip 
over on streamlabs or over on 

2215
02:21:22,200 --> 02:21:23,700
PayPal, which is the way you can
do it. 

2216
02:21:23,700 --> 02:21:26,300
So I don't I don't like saying 
their names out loud. 

2217
02:21:26,300 --> 02:21:30,000
Just in case, I'm pretty sure 
that there's the same name that 

2218
02:21:30,000 --> 02:21:33,600
use on the chat but just in case
I won't say the name of his. 

2219
02:21:33,600 --> 02:21:35,000
Thank you. 
You know who you are. 

2220
02:21:35,000 --> 02:21:38,900
And here's your joke riddle. 
Why is your heart like a 

2221
02:21:38,908 --> 02:21:42,100
policeman? 
Because it follows a regular 

2222
02:21:42,100 --> 02:21:48,300
beat. 
Oh, and yesterday too I think 

2223
02:21:48,300 --> 02:21:52,000
was trees tree surgeon. 
Sent me a sent me. 

2224
02:21:52,000 --> 02:21:54,100
A very generous tip on 
streamlabs. 

2225
02:21:54,100 --> 02:21:57,200
I even saw it in the chat. 
I didn't read it out. 

2226
02:21:57,200 --> 02:22:01,400
So this is a post. 
Belated. 

2227
02:22:02,200 --> 02:22:04,900
Joke, riddle, hopefully they get
it. 

2228
02:22:06,200 --> 02:22:09,100
Why does it electric what does 
an electric rabbit say? 

2229
02:22:10,400 --> 02:22:19,000
What's up Doc Watson watts. 
And This is a print folks. 

2230
02:22:19,000 --> 02:22:20,900
This is probably cost you over 
1000 dollars now. 

2231
02:22:22,100 --> 02:22:25,700
EBay. 
Should auction it off at the end

2232
02:22:25,700 --> 02:22:31,600
of the show. 
Uh, cool, dudes. 

2233
02:22:31,600 --> 02:22:34,300
As I don't talk much about it 
because it makes me sound crazy 

2234
02:22:34,300 --> 02:22:37,700
to most, but I've had bad sleep.
Paralysis experience, is that? 

2235
02:22:37,700 --> 02:22:40,200
I'm pretty sure we're demonic 
calling on Christ, brought it. 

2236
02:22:40,200 --> 02:22:43,900
And yeah, well, if you call it 
on crisis and it ends There's 

2237
02:22:43,900 --> 02:22:49,400
your answer. 
He is Golden Corral, I'm 

2238
02:22:49,400 --> 02:22:53,800
confronted with the Holiness of 
God, the demon shriek out. 

2239
02:22:54,800 --> 02:22:59,600
They're terrified. 
But this story reminds us that 

2240
02:23:01,000 --> 02:23:03,200
Just as Christ has the power and
authority. 

2241
02:23:04,500 --> 02:23:07,700
Drive out the demons from the 
possessed, man to heal him. 

2242
02:23:07,700 --> 02:23:13,500
So to he has the power and the 
authority to heal every one of 

2243
02:23:13,500 --> 02:23:17,400
us of those sins and passions 
that have entered the very 

2244
02:23:17,400 --> 02:23:21,700
depths of our soul. 
Those sins for which we have 

2245
02:23:21,700 --> 02:23:24,100
continually returned. 
Those sins that have become 

2246
02:23:24,100 --> 02:23:29,100
habits and Passions. 
Christ has the power to deliver 

2247
02:23:29,100 --> 02:23:33,400
us to heal us. 
To bring us to completion to 

2248
02:23:33,400 --> 02:23:39,200
hold us. 
There will give back to the 

2249
02:23:39,200 --> 02:23:42,700
article's. 
But that's again, going back to 

2250
02:23:42,700 --> 02:23:46,200
that. 
That term the authority to do 

2251
02:23:46,200 --> 02:23:49,100
these things. 
The authority over reality 

2252
02:23:49,100 --> 02:23:52,500
itself. 
Over both the spiritual, the 

2253
02:23:52,500 --> 02:23:56,300
metaphysical, and the physical. 
And these two things are truly 

2254
02:23:56,300 --> 02:24:00,600
one in the same. 
The Authority from the father. 

2255
02:24:02,500 --> 02:24:06,000
from the From God, who created 
to the Sun. 

2256
02:24:08,000 --> 02:24:13,500
Who is our representative in 
many ways, our interaction. and 

2257
02:24:13,500 --> 02:24:19,300
with the Holy Spirit itself as 
well, To deliver us to guide us.

2258
02:24:20,100 --> 02:24:23,000
And in some cases to intercede 
for us. 

2259
02:24:23,900 --> 02:24:27,400
Directly. 
In case of demand and possessed 

2260
02:24:27,400 --> 02:24:33,400
by demons. in the case, cool 
saying that, you know, believes 

2261
02:24:33,400 --> 02:24:35,100
that he's having sleep paralysis
being attacked. 

2262
02:24:36,000 --> 02:24:39,200
So that Jesus prayer calls upon 
Christ and gone. 

2263
02:24:43,400 --> 02:24:45,500
Now, the secularist or the 
materials might say well that's 

2264
02:24:45,500 --> 02:24:49,100
just a placebo effect. 
But the placebo effect is real, 

2265
02:24:49,100 --> 02:24:54,800
no one can explain that either. 
Hey man, I'm a big believer in 

2266
02:24:54,800 --> 02:24:57,900
if it works. 
It works. 

2267
02:24:59,300 --> 02:25:04,000
If it feels like a demon talks, 
like a demon acts like a demons 

2268
02:25:04,000 --> 02:25:08,000
to have demonic results. 
Call it demon. 

2269
02:25:08,000 --> 02:25:17,500
Oh, but Spirit. 
It's a demon. 

2270
02:25:17,500 --> 02:25:20,100
It's evil. 
It's a metaphysical form of. 

2271
02:25:21,600 --> 02:25:25,600
Boogie Woogie. 
Whatever floats your boat. 

2272
02:25:26,600 --> 02:25:31,000
Cool. 
Yeah, it's that Well, it is that

2273
02:25:31,000 --> 02:25:34,900
if your brain chemistry is 
manifesting itself as as that, 

2274
02:25:34,900 --> 02:25:37,900
then you're going to need your 
brain, chemistry manifest other 

2275
02:25:37,900 --> 02:25:40,200
spiritual forms rituals to 
combat that, right? 

2276
02:25:41,600 --> 02:25:44,800
Goes to think. 
It's all just neurochemistry, 

2277
02:25:44,800 --> 02:25:45,500
right? 
So okay. 

2278
02:25:47,200 --> 02:25:49,400
Placebo effect. 
Use it to your advantage. 

2279
02:25:49,400 --> 02:25:51,400
Why not? 
What's big deal? 

2280
02:25:51,408 --> 02:26:01,500
But here's what you your 
preferences. 

2281
02:26:02,700 --> 02:26:09,600
If it works, it works. 
Let's Nicole. 

2282
02:26:09,600 --> 02:26:16,400
Shanahan saying about the is a 
burning man, demon demonic Or 

2283
02:26:16,400 --> 02:26:17,800
Bounce Around we'll get to 
Father's Day for Rose. 

2284
02:26:17,800 --> 02:26:20,000
It. 
Probably our nine. 

2285
02:26:21,700 --> 02:26:22,800
This is gonna be a quick one, 
too. 

2286
02:26:22,800 --> 02:26:24,300
I was like, oh, I'll just do 
like three hours. 

2287
02:26:25,900 --> 02:26:28,600
I said that last time I said 
that last night too, and like 

2288
02:26:28,600 --> 02:26:31,600
almost seven hours. 
So Strap in, folks. 

2289
02:26:31,600 --> 02:26:36,500
We're here for a ride. 
I'm here for a good time, and a 

2290
02:26:36,500 --> 02:26:37,300
long time. 
Look at that. 

2291
02:26:37,300 --> 02:26:42,500
Good animal. 
Is Burning Man. 

2292
02:26:42,500 --> 02:26:44,600
Demonic short answer. 
Yep. 

2293
02:26:47,700 --> 02:26:52,100
From Nicole Shanahan. 
It's Burning Man weak again the 

2294
02:26:52,100 --> 02:26:55,800
man will burn this Saturday. 
As it does every Saturday before

2295
02:26:55,800 --> 02:26:58,600
Labor Day. 
I used to be a devoted burner 

2296
02:26:58,600 --> 02:27:02,900
having intended Faithfully every
year from 2014, through to, 

2297
02:27:02,900 --> 02:27:06,900
through 2022, minus one year due
to covid. 

2298
02:27:07,800 --> 02:27:10,000
Is Burning Man. 
Demonic is a question I see 

2299
02:27:10,000 --> 02:27:13,000
floating around several 
Christian circles and as a newly

2300
02:27:13,000 --> 02:27:16,500
baptized Christian, I've been 
asking myself the same question.

2301
02:27:18,000 --> 02:27:19,600
She even begin. 
Unpacking, that question. 

2302
02:27:19,600 --> 02:27:21,900
Several prerequisites. 
For these theological, 

2303
02:27:21,900 --> 02:27:25,800
understanding are necessary and 
please excuse me as I'm a new 

2304
02:27:25,800 --> 02:27:28,600
Christian currently devouring 
Largemouth of Christian 

2305
02:27:28,600 --> 02:27:30,800
literature and trying to educate
myself. 

2306
02:27:30,800 --> 02:27:34,100
So bear with me as I navigate 
and unpack the overlay of 

2307
02:27:34,100 --> 02:27:38,100
theology on my own personal 
experience of burning, man, man.

2308
02:27:38,100 --> 02:27:46,100
Maybe she had Mmm. 
Although, it should be probably 

2309
02:27:46,108 --> 02:27:50,000
better to talk about books. 
Books presents better. 

2310
02:27:53,600 --> 02:27:55,700
On the nature of demons, Satan 
and evil. 

2311
02:27:55,700 --> 02:27:58,600
I found CS Lewis's, the screw 
tape letters. 

2312
02:27:58,600 --> 02:28:01,600
There's another thing that keeps
popping up, you may have to read

2313
02:28:01,600 --> 02:28:04,100
that too. 
And its companion, essay 

2314
02:28:04,100 --> 02:28:08,000
screwtape, proposes, a toast to 
be helpful illustrations of 

2315
02:28:08,000 --> 02:28:10,700
Satan at work. 
I recognize that Lewis was the 

2316
02:28:10,700 --> 02:28:14,000
end of the day, just a man and a
novelist yet, his gift lies in 

2317
02:28:14,000 --> 02:28:16,000
the way. 
He translates spiritual truths 

2318
02:28:16,000 --> 02:28:19,700
into language that the everyday 
person can grasp is ability to 

2319
02:28:19,700 --> 02:28:21,700
frame. 
The Unseen in terms, we can see 

2320
02:28:21,700 --> 02:28:26,100
and feel is nothing short of 
remarkable. a place something by

2321
02:28:27,600 --> 02:28:35,900
Father, John that deals directly
with Screw tapes letters. 

2322
02:28:36,800 --> 02:28:39,900
Lewis portrays demons as subtle 
manipulative beings who exploit 

2323
02:28:39,900 --> 02:28:43,800
humans weaknesses rather than 
overly monstrous entities in the

2324
02:28:43,800 --> 02:28:46,500
screwtape letters, held an 
organization with established 

2325
02:28:46,500 --> 02:28:49,500
hierarchies laws and menus, for 
the consumption of Souls. 

2326
02:28:49,500 --> 02:28:53,600
And the work of demons is not 
always allowed or obvious but 

2327
02:28:53,600 --> 02:28:57,600
quite often, but quite often 
quite patient and calculated 

2328
02:28:57,600 --> 02:29:02,700
aimed always at one thing, the 
slow devouring of our god-given 

2329
02:29:02,700 --> 02:29:06,600
souls. 
On the quality of Souls. 

2330
02:29:07,600 --> 02:29:10,900
The greats and toothsome, 
sinners are made out of the very

2331
02:29:10,900 --> 02:29:15,000
same material, as those horrible
phenomena, the great, the great 

2332
02:29:15,000 --> 02:29:19,300
Saints Lewis 188. 
This suggests that the most 

2333
02:29:19,308 --> 02:29:22,300
delectable Souls were devils are
the or those with strong 

2334
02:29:22,300 --> 02:29:25,900
passionate qualities, whether 
for good or for evil, as they 

2335
02:29:25,900 --> 02:29:31,300
provide more substance to Feast 
on. on the satisfaction of 

2336
02:29:31,300 --> 02:29:35,400
consuming robust, sinners It was
a Souls of such as these that 

2337
02:29:35,400 --> 02:29:37,300
when we got them, that tasted so
rich. 

2338
02:29:37,300 --> 02:29:42,200
So spicy, so, full body. 
Screwtape laments, the decline 

2339
02:29:42,200 --> 02:29:45,800
of quality of modern, Souls 
reminiscing about the flavorful 

2340
02:29:45,800 --> 02:29:48,100
essence of historical figures 
like fart. 

2341
02:29:48,100 --> 02:29:52,800
Like farting, Tina, or Hitler, 
who was intense? 

2342
02:29:52,800 --> 02:29:54,100
Personality is made them a 
feast. 

2343
02:29:55,600 --> 02:29:59,200
On the disappointment with 
modern Souls, the soul of the 

2344
02:29:59,200 --> 02:30:02,700
sort of soul. 
I grew up on we got we got from 

2345
02:30:02,700 --> 02:30:05,400
a tragedy. 
Something was something, was 

2346
02:30:05,400 --> 02:30:07,800
some real guts to it. 
So something that would make 

2347
02:30:07,800 --> 02:30:11,400
your mouth water. 
Here's group, Kate screwtape 

2348
02:30:11,400 --> 02:30:13,400
contrast. 
The blend had his Souls a modern

2349
02:30:13,400 --> 02:30:17,600
times, the more robust hate 
Fields Souls the past or more 

2350
02:30:17,600 --> 02:30:21,200
satisfying to consume. 
Now, let's return to how Burning

2351
02:30:21,200 --> 02:30:25,900
Man works. 
Is often described as more of 

2352
02:30:25,900 --> 02:30:29,300
more than a mere Festival, many 
of you as a spiritual experience

2353
02:30:29,300 --> 02:30:32,400
and call it home. 
I remember my first rival in 

2354
02:30:32,400 --> 02:30:36,200
Black Rock City, volunteer crew,
of burners, greeted me, inviting

2355
02:30:36,200 --> 02:30:39,500
me to ring a great Bell role in 
the dusty sand and declare. 

2356
02:30:39,500 --> 02:30:43,600
I'm not a virgin anymore in that
moment, I was welcomed home. 

2357
02:30:46,300 --> 02:30:49,800
Interesting. 
Uh, I'm not a virgin anymore. 

2358
02:30:53,600 --> 02:30:56,300
Where is it? 
Hmm. 

2359
02:30:57,000 --> 02:31:00,000
Hmm. 
Rolling in the dirt, declaring 

2360
02:31:00,000 --> 02:31:10,700
your impregnation, I don't know 
your your coitus with the with 

2361
02:31:10,700 --> 02:31:14,100
the Dust. 
With the festival itself. 

2362
02:31:18,000 --> 02:31:20,000
One of my first experiences, 
there was boarding. 

2363
02:31:20,000 --> 02:31:23,000
An art car, a double decker bus 
dressed up as a dragon. 

2364
02:31:23,000 --> 02:31:27,100
It carried me to my camp and I 
still can feel the warmth of the

2365
02:31:27,100 --> 02:31:31,100
sun, on my skin, the software of
the fabric and the Desert Wind 

2366
02:31:31,100 --> 02:31:34,500
and a strange, almost Living 
spirit of that Dragon boss. 

2367
02:31:36,200 --> 02:31:40,000
I guess this is it. 
Everyone was so friendly on the 

2368
02:31:40,000 --> 02:31:43,100
bust on the bus. 
Perfect strangers smiling 

2369
02:31:43,100 --> 02:31:47,500
talking as if they had known one
another for years, beautiful men

2370
02:31:47,500 --> 02:31:50,200
and women radians in their 
freedom, sharing drinks, snacks 

2371
02:31:50,200 --> 02:31:54,400
and little Playa gifts. 
The artwork is otherworldly and 

2372
02:31:54,400 --> 02:31:56,400
the structures emerge seemingly 
Out of the Dust. 

2373
02:31:56,400 --> 02:31:59,000
I had never experienced anything
close to this before. 

2374
02:31:59,000 --> 02:32:01,800
It sounds like this weird 
childlike thing, right? 

2375
02:32:01,800 --> 02:32:04,600
I got, you know, I've had 
experience going to Raves back 

2376
02:32:04,600 --> 02:32:08,400
in the late 90s and I guess very
early 2000s and taking, you 

2377
02:32:08,400 --> 02:32:13,000
know, the things you take at 
Raves and and then you kind of 

2378
02:32:13,000 --> 02:32:15,800
reduce you to that kind of 
childlike, Everything feels 

2379
02:32:15,800 --> 02:32:21,000
good, you know, very Like 
toddler kind of kind of levels 

2380
02:32:21,000 --> 02:32:25,700
of things. 
That weird perverse. 

2381
02:32:26,900 --> 02:32:29,600
Infantilization of the of the 
adults. 

2382
02:32:31,800 --> 02:32:34,200
Is almost Obsession of the inner
child. 

2383
02:32:35,700 --> 02:32:39,500
So you're mixing like, in some 
ways childlike behavior on a 

2384
02:32:39,508 --> 02:32:40,900
school bus, right? 
Kind of thing. 

2385
02:32:40,900 --> 02:32:44,200
Yay, whoo. 
And with, I'm not a virgin 

2386
02:32:44,200 --> 02:32:47,400
anymore. 
So sexualizing childlike images 

2387
02:32:47,400 --> 02:32:50,200
and sort of experience is 
motifs. 

2388
02:32:50,200 --> 02:32:54,500
Even as an adult We're already 
getting into really murky, moral

2389
02:32:54,500 --> 02:32:59,100
Waters here. 
Bill Hicks says, can you just 

2390
02:32:59,100 --> 02:33:01,000
repeat the last two and a half 
hours of a bit late? 

2391
02:33:01,000 --> 02:33:07,000
Well, we're to start Bill, 
here's the thing Bill, isn't you

2392
02:33:07,000 --> 02:33:08,500
miss this? 
If you send me a super chat or 

2393
02:33:08,500 --> 02:33:10,600
whoever sends me a Super Chat, 
they get a joke and a riddle 

2394
02:33:10,608 --> 02:33:12,800
read out from the great big 
super book of jokes and riddles.

2395
02:33:16,500 --> 02:33:23,100
oh, bangers, such as these What 
do you get if you cross a hyena 

2396
02:33:23,100 --> 02:33:26,000
and a colleague? 
And animal that lasts through 

2397
02:33:26,000 --> 02:33:32,300
Lassie movies. 
To be certain age to get these 

2398
02:33:32,300 --> 02:33:34,700
things. 
Dating myself. 

2399
02:33:36,700 --> 02:33:39,100
This book sold a gen xers 
written by Boomers. 

2400
02:33:44,400 --> 02:33:46,200
But you only get one of those if
you send me that. 

2401
02:33:46,200 --> 02:33:49,500
So, He sent his three lives. 
Let me know. 

2402
02:33:49,500 --> 02:33:51,800
Is not, I don't know. 
The alerts aren't working that. 

2403
02:33:51,800 --> 02:33:54,600
Well, don't know why. 
I can't fix it. 

2404
02:33:54,600 --> 02:33:57,200
So, anyways, here's a little 
video. 

2405
02:34:02,400 --> 02:34:04,900
So let's just mute this because 
YouTube. 

2406
02:34:04,900 --> 02:34:11,500
So, you know, yeah, silly people
hanging out on a bus dress, like

2407
02:34:12,900 --> 02:34:16,600
perverted children. 
Stupid boots. 

2408
02:34:16,600 --> 02:34:19,700
Why? 
Just yeah. 

2409
02:34:21,000 --> 02:34:24,800
No. there was a time when I 
would have been very attracted 

2410
02:34:24,800 --> 02:34:29,300
to this and now I just look at 
it going oh Can you get a 

2411
02:34:29,300 --> 02:34:32,100
sweater like, I know it's a 
desert but kind of give you a 

2412
02:34:32,100 --> 02:34:34,800
blanket and some soup. 
I feel like you just need a 

2413
02:34:34,800 --> 02:34:36,300
blanket in the soup. 
It's like it's the middle of 

2414
02:34:36,300 --> 02:34:38,300
summer in a desert, I know, but 
you need a blanket and some 

2415
02:34:38,300 --> 02:34:40,300
soup. 
It just, I feel like you need. 

2416
02:34:40,300 --> 02:34:43,100
I think I feel like you just 
need to be comforted somehow. 

2417
02:34:44,500 --> 02:34:47,600
Cared for and some sort of 
humble, but yet nurturing way, 

2418
02:34:47,600 --> 02:34:49,400
like I just feel like that's 
what you need. 

2419
02:34:50,300 --> 02:34:53,000
It's like you've been through 
it, a great disaster and you 

2420
02:34:53,000 --> 02:34:55,200
just need like one of those 
medical blankets and little 

2421
02:34:55,200 --> 02:34:57,800
little cup of soup. 
Just broth. 

2422
02:35:03,500 --> 02:35:07,700
Add. 
And I know ladies, you think 

2423
02:35:07,708 --> 02:35:10,000
this is sexy and all that stuff 
and I know many, many would 

2424
02:35:10,000 --> 02:35:10,600
agree. 
Yeah, look. 

2425
02:35:10,600 --> 02:35:16,800
Oh it's just you're just young. 
Just young, you don't need all 

2426
02:35:16,800 --> 02:35:18,900
this. 
That's the thing. 

2427
02:35:24,000 --> 02:35:25,900
Watermelon says Jason for 
whatever reason. 

2428
02:35:25,900 --> 02:35:28,900
Why TQ censoring me, when I use 
the Serpent's name, I'll give it

2429
02:35:28,900 --> 02:35:30,400
one more go. 
If I'm not mistaken, the 

2430
02:35:30,400 --> 02:35:31,900
serpents and body movement was 
either male or female. 

2431
02:35:31,900 --> 02:35:36,100
YouTube is doing weird things. 
Now The chat. 

2432
02:35:36,100 --> 02:35:43,100
I had a chat, um, blacklisted on
in books show this morning when 

2433
02:35:43,100 --> 02:35:45,700
he was doing his Premiere part 
of this evening, whatever time 

2434
02:35:45,700 --> 02:35:47,600
he was looking at it. 
I and I said, like in 

2435
02:35:47,600 --> 02:35:50,200
parentheses. 
So I said neutral and I was 

2436
02:35:50,200 --> 02:35:53,200
like, oh that's a Jim Bob 
reference and a blacked out, Jim

2437
02:35:53,200 --> 02:35:57,900
Bob reference in Brackets. 
Hmm. 

2438
02:36:01,700 --> 02:36:05,100
Magical Browns, running YouTube,
all of a sudden nothing works. 

2439
02:36:05,100 --> 02:36:07,700
Is this thing on as was working?
Is it? 

2440
02:36:07,700 --> 02:36:10,100
I don't know. 
Wild. 

2441
02:36:10,100 --> 02:36:13,200
Huh. 
Yeah, I and I pay 16 bucks a 

2442
02:36:13,200 --> 02:36:15,200
month for that service. 
That's great just so I don't 

2443
02:36:15,200 --> 02:36:19,800
have freaking ads. 
So, listen to my phone. 

2444
02:36:21,100 --> 02:36:23,700
Go follow me on Kik. 
Everyone who's doing this either

2445
02:36:23,700 --> 02:36:26,800
now or in the future, go over to
kick.com follow me there. 

2446
02:36:26,800 --> 02:36:30,000
My instruct now easy to find. 
You don't want to all the ads 

2447
02:36:30,000 --> 02:36:31,300
and stuff. 
That kick doesn't do the ads. 

2448
02:36:31,300 --> 02:36:35,200
Help me get the numbers up 
there, you know, I honestly 

2449
02:36:35,200 --> 02:36:38,200
think unless and it proved me 
wrong, right? 

2450
02:36:38,200 --> 02:36:40,900
Maybe maybe in six months, 
everything on YouTube is great, 

2451
02:36:40,900 --> 02:36:43,000
they're just doing the thing and
it's gonna be wonderful, I don't

2452
02:36:43,000 --> 02:36:45,800
know. 
Um, but the way it's looking I, 

2453
02:36:45,800 --> 02:36:52,300
I don't I doubt it I think this,
this this thing is a platform is

2454
02:36:52,300 --> 02:36:58,800
is Heading for Myspace Waters. 
So follow me on on Kik. 

2455
02:36:59,900 --> 02:37:03,500
There's options out there. 
If you're having farm trouble, 

2456
02:37:03,500 --> 02:37:06,600
finding me now. 
Has been struggle for all year. 

2457
02:37:06,600 --> 02:37:07,800
Why? 
I don't know. 

2458
02:37:07,800 --> 02:37:12,200
Um, you know, I fixed all the 
things I can fix. 

2459
02:37:12,200 --> 02:37:15,500
So anyways and that's not me 
like whoa is me. 

2460
02:37:15,500 --> 02:37:19,200
I'm just like, you know, and 
this is, you know, not even just

2461
02:37:19,200 --> 02:37:21,400
watching my show, all your 
favorite streamers and stuff on 

2462
02:37:21,400 --> 02:37:23,300
YouTube. 
I think these days are numbered 

2463
02:37:24,600 --> 02:37:27,900
As a platform. 
I just, I don't see a future. 

2464
02:37:27,900 --> 02:37:34,000
So, But hey, we're here. 
So I'm glad you're here with me.

2465
02:37:35,600 --> 02:37:38,400
Okay, living in the Bay Area at 
the time. 

2466
02:37:38,400 --> 02:37:42,600
The only opportunity I would get
to see this many people in 

2467
02:37:42,600 --> 02:37:44,600
motion was during the commute 
hours yet. 

2468
02:37:44,600 --> 02:37:47,900
There was movement yet here 
moving was, different not 

2469
02:37:47,900 --> 02:37:51,000
selling, not weigh down. 
Thousands of people moved about 

2470
02:37:51,000 --> 02:37:54,400
with smiles, Intoxicated by 
freedom and joy and navigating, 

2471
02:37:54,400 --> 02:37:58,200
the city of black rock with it 
within a female error, and lots 

2472
02:37:58,200 --> 02:38:00,800
and lots of Narcotics as a 
sensory. 

2473
02:38:00,800 --> 02:38:04,200
Experience burning man hits all 
of them in a very short fraction

2474
02:38:04,200 --> 02:38:07,000
of time, not by coincidence, 
especially if you're from 

2475
02:38:07,000 --> 02:38:11,900
Silicon Valley, where so much of
life, unfolds and doors and in 

2476
02:38:11,900 --> 02:38:14,800
front of screenshots, if you 
feel like a sudden emerging back

2477
02:38:14,800 --> 02:38:17,800
into the elements out there 
under the Desert Sun, people 

2478
02:38:17,800 --> 02:38:20,900
often receive more vitamin D in 
a single week, then they might 

2479
02:38:20,908 --> 02:38:25,500
otherwise in months back home. 
I know that was true for me, my 

2480
02:38:25,500 --> 02:38:28,700
first year, when I became hooked
on the experience. 

2481
02:38:30,200 --> 02:38:33,100
But most people who come to 
Burning, Man, are in some ways 

2482
02:38:33,100 --> 02:38:35,700
searching for some, it's a 
search for identity or 

2483
02:38:35,700 --> 02:38:38,900
self-expression for others. 
It may be healing from loss or 

2484
02:38:38,900 --> 02:38:42,000
simply a desire to break free 
and let loose Burning. 

2485
02:38:42,000 --> 02:38:44,200
Man is compressed is a 
compressed version of the most 

2486
02:38:44,200 --> 02:38:47,300
exciting EDM concert you've ever
been to aesthetic. 

2487
02:38:47,300 --> 02:38:51,700
Dance classes, yoga lessons 
group therapy sessions expensive

2488
02:38:51,700 --> 02:38:55,600
Arts, installations visits the 
red light district and alcohol 

2489
02:38:55,600 --> 02:38:57,700
and drug fuel nights at with 
friends. 

2490
02:38:57,700 --> 02:39:00,700
Yeah. 
Even going back 10 Rod years. 

2491
02:39:00,700 --> 02:39:04,000
The only two things that would 
have enticed me as a is, well 

2492
02:39:04,000 --> 02:39:07,800
probably the red light district 
before I was married and the 

2493
02:39:07,800 --> 02:39:11,200
alcohol and drug fuel nights. 
I was like yeah but see I got 

2494
02:39:11,200 --> 02:39:13,800
told with this thing like 25 
years ago by people who were 

2495
02:39:13,800 --> 02:39:16,000
going to it, I'm thinking that 
was right early days, right? 

2496
02:39:17,900 --> 02:39:23,100
and that time I was a full-on to
generate and So you know sure. 

2497
02:39:23,100 --> 02:39:28,000
So you know, all things are 
talking about But I believe my 

2498
02:39:28,000 --> 02:39:31,000
response at the time was like, 
wait, you have to go where to do

2499
02:39:31,000 --> 02:39:33,200
this like in the middle of the 
desert. 

2500
02:39:34,100 --> 02:39:36,700
Down this lonely road. 
I'm like, in the desert. 

2501
02:39:38,000 --> 02:39:40,400
There's a rave, there's a rave 
going on down the street. 

2502
02:39:40,400 --> 02:39:43,000
Like I have a pant. 
Look, look, there's a tells you 

2503
02:39:43,000 --> 02:39:44,800
where to go. 
It's just the freaking where 

2504
02:39:44,800 --> 02:39:48,400
it's like a 15 minute cab ride. 
We could go there right now. 

2505
02:39:50,600 --> 02:39:52,200
Do all the drugs and stuff and 
dance around. 

2506
02:39:53,000 --> 02:39:56,300
You wanna go to a Visa or, you 
know, there's there's like 

2507
02:39:56,300 --> 02:39:59,800
entire place is dedicated to 
this thing that aren't in a 

2508
02:39:59,800 --> 02:40:02,300
desert. 
Why are you going to a desert? 

2509
02:40:05,000 --> 02:40:08,400
I can't tell you how many, how 
many probably horrible maybe 

2510
02:40:08,400 --> 02:40:12,300
deaf experience is. 
I avoided just because people 

2511
02:40:12,300 --> 02:40:13,700
are like, hey, let's go do this 
thing. 

2512
02:40:13,700 --> 02:40:15,000
I was like, what? 
No. 

2513
02:40:15,900 --> 02:40:18,300
No. 
Where is that? 

2514
02:40:18,300 --> 02:40:21,500
It's in a desert. 
It's in the middle of middle of 

2515
02:40:21,500 --> 02:40:23,300
a force. 
You mean with a bears are no? 

2516
02:40:25,100 --> 02:40:25,900
He'll be fun. 
No. 

2517
02:40:29,100 --> 02:40:30,600
Lots of girls are there. 
There's lots of girls 

2518
02:40:30,600 --> 02:40:34,600
everywhere. 
But we have this, we have this 

2519
02:40:34,600 --> 02:40:37,500
rooms of I could do shrooms in 
my house when he talked about 

2520
02:40:37,500 --> 02:40:39,000
it's my living room. 
Come on. 

2521
02:40:40,100 --> 02:40:42,100
Well, why you always going 
places? 

2522
02:40:43,800 --> 02:40:46,600
Where there's bears and deserts,
and die of dehydration. 

2523
02:40:46,600 --> 02:40:48,500
Why are you doing this 
voluntarily? 

2524
02:40:50,400 --> 02:40:53,500
If God sends you go, God sent me
here. 

2525
02:40:53,500 --> 02:40:57,700
I came Okay. 
I said all right I'll leave you 

2526
02:40:57,700 --> 02:40:59,700
all come to Australia for family
that other sure. 

2527
02:40:59,700 --> 02:41:01,300
Yeah I mean and I'm hearing, you
know what? 

2528
02:41:01,300 --> 02:41:02,900
We got a house and I stay in the
house. 

2529
02:41:03,700 --> 02:41:10,700
Why I pay for this thing? 
At times when people are 

2530
02:41:10,700 --> 02:41:11,600
generous with the tips, thank 
you. 

2531
02:41:13,100 --> 02:41:18,600
But, you know, that I came here 
to live here in the house. 

2532
02:41:18,600 --> 02:41:20,700
It's nice. 
Like it. 

2533
02:41:20,700 --> 02:41:24,300
So we're all my stuff is I go 
out there. 

2534
02:41:24,300 --> 02:41:26,000
I don't have all my stuff. 
I need something. 

2535
02:41:26,000 --> 02:41:29,300
Oh, it's back at the house. 
See if I stayed at the house, it

2536
02:41:29,300 --> 02:41:33,600
wouldn't have been problem. 
Bush's. 

2537
02:41:33,600 --> 02:41:35,600
There's a series of Ozzy slang 
for you, folks. 

2538
02:41:35,600 --> 02:41:38,700
Bill Hicks says, I must admit 
the part of the appeal to Bush 

2539
02:41:38,700 --> 02:41:41,300
from me, was the ACT. 
They're all in the middle of 

2540
02:41:41,308 --> 02:41:42,800
nowhere. 
Yeah. 

2541
02:41:42,800 --> 02:41:46,600
Well, you know We're different. 
I also have never drank out of a

2542
02:41:46,600 --> 02:41:50,200
goon bag and never will or do a 
Shoei bill, I don't know. 

2543
02:41:51,300 --> 02:41:54,400
The concept to me is, is vile. 
What? 

2544
02:41:55,300 --> 02:41:58,000
Oh you drink you drink champ, 
you drink beer out of a shoe 

2545
02:41:58,000 --> 02:42:03,900
like were you forced to, like, 
Was that the only way was it did

2546
02:42:03,900 --> 02:42:06,400
it come in a case? 
So wait the beer that came in a 

2547
02:42:06,400 --> 02:42:08,300
bottle in a can that you could 
have drunk out, he put into a 

2548
02:42:08,300 --> 02:42:10,600
shooting drink up. 
The what is what is wrong? 

2549
02:42:12,100 --> 02:42:15,400
With the people. 
Oh, drink out again. 

2550
02:42:15,400 --> 02:42:19,300
Back for those who don't know, 
goon bag is, they'll is the 

2551
02:42:19,300 --> 02:42:21,000
lining, the wines in the Box 
one. 

2552
02:42:21,000 --> 02:42:25,000
It's like that was sort of a 
cooler wineskin thing. 

2553
02:42:26,600 --> 02:42:28,300
And someone Australians drink 
out of it. 

2554
02:42:29,800 --> 02:42:31,200
The thing. 
Ah, yeah, canning. 

2555
02:42:31,200 --> 02:42:32,500
They need to check out the Goon 
bag. 

2556
02:42:32,500 --> 02:42:36,100
I'm like Why? 
Because you didn't, which was 

2557
02:42:36,100 --> 02:42:44,500
your shoe wet, Did you have any 
shoes? 

2558
02:42:44,500 --> 02:42:52,900
No shoes around. 
I just oh, What do I not? 

2559
02:42:52,900 --> 02:42:54,000
Leave the house. 
I don't know. 

2560
02:42:54,800 --> 02:42:58,400
When I say compressed, I don't 
just mean within the span of a 

2561
02:42:58,400 --> 02:43:03,800
week, what unfolds on the plot 
player player, whatever the name

2562
02:43:03,800 --> 02:43:06,300
gives the Black Rock Desert with
a desert, with a burning man is 

2563
02:43:06,300 --> 02:43:09,000
held. 
Feels like an entire lifetime 

2564
02:43:09,000 --> 02:43:13,200
distilled into mirror hours. 
A single Playa Iowa can carry 

2565
02:43:13,200 --> 02:43:15,800
the weight of countless parties.
One night stands, profound 

2566
02:43:15,800 --> 02:43:18,700
conversations and fleeting 
moments of human connection. 

2567
02:43:18,700 --> 02:43:22,400
This is why after burning man 
ends, long-term burners usually 

2568
02:43:22,400 --> 02:43:24,300
will attend decompression 
parties. 

2569
02:43:25,900 --> 02:43:28,700
Which continued the communal 
living, partying, sex, massage 

2570
02:43:28,700 --> 02:43:31,300
is deep and longing, connections
on Brattle and confessions to 

2571
02:43:31,300 --> 02:43:33,900
one another and training 
affection. 

2572
02:43:33,900 --> 02:43:39,300
These can go on for several days
or in some cases even weeks I 

2573
02:43:39,300 --> 02:43:40,300
stopped do it. 
All your own whatever. 

2574
02:43:41,500 --> 02:43:45,000
It all sounds intoxicating 
doesn't it unbridled ecstasy. 

2575
02:43:46,300 --> 02:43:50,400
Shared communal, shared 
communally offered as a 

2576
02:43:50,400 --> 02:43:53,500
principle of human experience. 
A sensory Feast, a kind of 

2577
02:43:53,500 --> 02:43:55,900
temporary Utopia, but here's the
catch. 

2578
02:43:55,900 --> 02:43:59,100
What feels like Transcendence in
the moment is in truth, the 

2579
02:43:59,100 --> 02:44:02,700
flesh at its fullest raw desire,
fleeting connections, 

2580
02:44:02,700 --> 02:44:06,300
indulgences. 
Without Anchor, It dazzles and 

2581
02:44:06,300 --> 02:44:09,700
overwhelms, but it does not 
last, and it never will when the

2582
02:44:09,700 --> 02:44:12,800
dust settles. 
The hunger always returns a 

2583
02:44:12,800 --> 02:44:14,600
hunger. 
Interesting. 

2584
02:44:14,600 --> 02:44:20,200
It's always food food. 
Hunger eating Its fast for me, 

2585
02:44:20,208 --> 02:44:22,600
right? 
So fasting, suspension of some 

2586
02:44:22,600 --> 02:44:25,900
fruits and you'll meet no Dairy 
No alcohol. 

2587
02:44:30,900 --> 02:44:32,000
I'm not overly strict on the 
oil. 

2588
02:44:34,700 --> 02:44:41,100
But yeah, trying to know oils. 
So it's interesting how The 

2589
02:44:41,108 --> 02:44:43,000
Hunger. 
Hunger. 

2590
02:44:43,000 --> 02:44:45,900
Eating always comes back, right,
cannibalism? 

2591
02:44:45,900 --> 02:44:49,000
They the same. 
Satan is looking to eat your 

2592
02:44:49,000 --> 02:44:52,300
soul, the demons want to eat, 
you always hungry hungry, 

2593
02:44:52,300 --> 02:44:55,300
wanting gluttony. 
Oftentimes, they say with the 

2594
02:44:55,300 --> 02:45:00,700
passions, you know, is so quick 
rundown, passions that Rome is 

2595
02:45:00,708 --> 02:45:03,000
one understanding the sort of 
said, seven, deadly sins. 

2596
02:45:03,000 --> 02:45:04,300
You may have heard of that one, 
right? 

2597
02:45:04,300 --> 02:45:09,400
For those who were not an 
orthodox or educated thereof, so

2598
02:45:09,400 --> 02:45:17,200
things like gluttony, Everest 
greed Pride vainglory, Missing 

2599
02:45:17,200 --> 02:45:22,100
here, Wrath. 
Is a few others, we'll get to 

2600
02:45:22,100 --> 02:45:23,900
it. 
When we talk, we read death of 

2601
02:45:23,900 --> 02:45:31,700
the world but The gluttony. 
oftentimes people say the pride 

2602
02:45:31,700 --> 02:45:37,100
right prize A sin or the passion
of that made Lucifer fall. 

2603
02:45:37,900 --> 02:45:40,900
As a big one and certainly one 
that's cake in to almost 

2604
02:45:40,900 --> 02:45:45,200
everything Pride being Glory 
starts on untangle, those, those

2605
02:45:45,200 --> 02:45:47,800
connections. 
It's like it's the it's the 

2606
02:45:47,800 --> 02:45:51,800
worst iPod disaster ever. 
Like oh, I don't even know where

2607
02:45:51,800 --> 02:45:53,800
to start. 
How did that? 

2608
02:45:53,808 --> 02:45:55,300
Get nodded up there. 
There's a cat in here. 

2609
02:45:55,308 --> 02:45:59,800
What? 
So those are big ones, but the 

2610
02:45:59,800 --> 02:46:02,600
one that is persistent 
constantly because you have to 

2611
02:46:02,608 --> 02:46:07,900
eat is gluttony. 
It's really easy to overeat. 

2612
02:46:08,900 --> 02:46:14,100
To eat until you're full. 
And then some To drink more than

2613
02:46:14,100 --> 02:46:20,200
you have to. 
Watermelon says, I'll come on. 

2614
02:46:20,200 --> 02:46:21,200
Jay Z. 
You got to do is shoot. 

2615
02:46:21,200 --> 02:46:27,800
No, I don't have to know. 
I can I can I will tell you 

2616
02:46:27,800 --> 02:46:30,400
something, watermelon. 
I don't live with regrets warm 

2617
02:46:30,400 --> 02:46:32,700
melon, sorry, warm melon. 
I don't really live with 

2618
02:46:32,700 --> 02:46:34,700
regrets. 
I don't believe in them. 

2619
02:46:36,000 --> 02:46:38,800
But if I did, And I died 
tomorrow. 

2620
02:46:38,800 --> 02:46:42,900
One thing I would not regret. 
It's never doing a shoe. 

2621
02:46:44,700 --> 02:46:48,300
I would more likely much more 
likely like if I were a betting 

2622
02:46:48,300 --> 02:46:50,700
man I would bet on me drinking 
out of a goon bag. 

2623
02:46:50,700 --> 02:46:53,400
Weigh more. 
I bet the house on that 

2624
02:46:53,400 --> 02:46:57,200
probability then doing a shoe he
ever willingly. 

2625
02:46:57,200 --> 02:46:59,200
You could tie me down and force 
me to but that's not me. 

2626
02:46:59,200 --> 02:47:01,400
Do it a shoe that's you. 
Forcing me to do a shoe. 

2627
02:47:01,400 --> 02:47:02,600
I'm not going to drink out of a 
shoe. 

2628
02:47:04,400 --> 02:47:08,100
Know. 
I'll go, I'll go thirsty for a 

2629
02:47:08,100 --> 02:47:08,800
bit. 
I'll be fine. 

2630
02:47:10,900 --> 02:47:17,000
They're gonna button. 
So that hunger Motif keeps 

2631
02:47:17,000 --> 02:47:20,400
coming back. 
To find interesting for civil 

2632
02:47:20,400 --> 02:47:22,200
years. 
I camped at Founders Camp. 

2633
02:47:22,200 --> 02:47:27,500
Our first camp. 
Let's give me located at 

2634
02:47:27,500 --> 02:47:31,100
Esplanade, and five o'clock, 
BlackRock cities mapped out as a

2635
02:47:31,100 --> 02:47:37,900
precise grid concrete. 
Constant a little concentric 

2636
02:47:37,900 --> 02:47:42,400
half-circles marked by letters 
crossed by rows laid out like 

2637
02:47:42,400 --> 02:47:49,500
little hours of a clock. 
First Camp is more likely is 

2638
02:47:49,500 --> 02:47:52,400
more than just a location. 
It's a it is the nerve center 

2639
02:47:52,400 --> 02:47:54,600
burning man. 
The administrative and business 

2640
02:47:54,600 --> 02:47:56,400
Hub. 
That quietly runs the entire 

2641
02:47:56,400 --> 02:47:58,200
event. 
Sting it. 

2642
02:47:58,200 --> 02:48:00,900
First came before me a unique 
opportunity to spend time with 

2643
02:48:00,900 --> 02:48:03,500
leadership. 
I camped alongside Larry Harvey.

2644
02:48:03,500 --> 02:48:07,600
The co-founder Burning Man and 
Marion Goodale, the current CEO.

2645
02:48:07,600 --> 02:48:10,800
I would often early life, 
history, checks please. 

2646
02:48:10,800 --> 02:48:13,700
I would often find myself in 
personal conversations with him 

2647
02:48:13,700 --> 02:48:18,200
over meals in the dining tent or
lounging the common spaces yet. 

2648
02:48:18,200 --> 02:48:20,300
Over time it became clear that 
the first Camp was known by 

2649
02:48:20,300 --> 02:48:23,900
Logistics, it was also a place 
of access where celebrities and 

2650
02:48:23,900 --> 02:48:27,800
dignitaries Tech Founders movies
Stars diplomats and even royalty

2651
02:48:27,800 --> 02:48:32,700
were hosted. 
The day-to-day operations at 

2652
02:48:32,700 --> 02:48:34,700
Burning Man. 
All carried, Waukee all carried,

2653
02:48:34,700 --> 02:48:38,000
walkie-talkies and community and
communicated issues, affecting 

2654
02:48:38,000 --> 02:48:40,600
the events such as arrests 
injuries, deaths, accidents, 

2655
02:48:40,600 --> 02:48:43,000
missing person, complaints, and 
other concerns. 

2656
02:48:43,000 --> 02:48:47,500
It was always busy bustling and 
hectic the Old Guard of Burning,

2657
02:48:47,500 --> 02:48:49,100
Man. 
Now includes several people in 

2658
02:48:49,100 --> 02:48:52,300
their 60s and 70s and they would
continue continually welcome new

2659
02:48:52,300 --> 02:48:55,800
leadership. 
Most young people burn out, do 

2660
02:48:55,800 --> 02:48:58,600
the way to responsibility. 
It isn't all fun and games 

2661
02:48:58,600 --> 02:49:01,600
hosting such a massive and 
detailed event is a year-round 

2662
02:49:01,600 --> 02:49:05,000
commitment. 
For several, dozen people. the 

2663
02:49:05,000 --> 02:49:08,400
Old Guard is treated in an 
almost mythical fashion by 

2664
02:49:08,400 --> 02:49:11,300
newcomers, who loved hearing 
about the founding stories and 

2665
02:49:11,300 --> 02:49:16,600
all the crazy years when things 
were really wild, We didn't even

2666
02:49:16,600 --> 02:49:18,600
have an orgy tent, we just did 
it on the open, right? 

2667
02:49:18,600 --> 02:49:22,200
On the right on the dirt. 
Picking out. 

2668
02:49:22,200 --> 02:49:24,700
Boom. 
Boom. 

2669
02:49:24,700 --> 02:49:27,200
Does your crack for months on 
end? 

2670
02:49:27,200 --> 02:49:30,700
It was great. 
True burners cloaked themselves.

2671
02:49:30,700 --> 02:49:34,600
Their play a name, it's part of 
a chosen, family forged in the 

2672
02:49:34,608 --> 02:49:37,400
desert. 
Hmm. 

2673
02:49:40,600 --> 02:49:45,800
So, rolling around the dirt. 
Declaring your declaring you're 

2674
02:49:45,800 --> 02:49:51,200
no longer version. 
Strange playing around with like

2675
02:49:51,200 --> 02:49:56,700
childhood themes. 
Inner child, this kind of stuff.

2676
02:49:58,000 --> 02:50:02,800
Sensory. 
Being overpowered by sensory by 

2677
02:50:02,800 --> 02:50:10,600
sensory information. 
Loss Will Behavior. 

2678
02:50:13,000 --> 02:50:17,200
Everything to do with the flesh.
Desires. 

2679
02:50:17,200 --> 02:50:19,300
Right. 
Feeding your desires gluttonous.

2680
02:50:20,100 --> 02:50:24,900
You're always hungry. 
There's always more to feed. and

2681
02:50:24,900 --> 02:50:30,100
now, Renaming yourself. 
Almost a Christian right being 

2682
02:50:30,100 --> 02:50:37,800
christened. 
Sounds pretty to me, pal. 

2683
02:50:37,800 --> 02:50:41,100
I don't know about demons, but 
this sounds like a cult play. 

2684
02:50:41,100 --> 02:50:42,800
A name is chosen family Forge 
the desert. 

2685
02:50:42,800 --> 02:50:46,400
Sometimes, I never even knew the
real names of people, I can't 

2686
02:50:46,400 --> 02:50:49,100
decide. 
Crimson, for example, the woman 

2687
02:50:49,100 --> 02:50:52,900
who was, who has overseen 
pyrotechnics since the 90s were 

2688
02:50:52,900 --> 02:50:56,800
long, white braids, and rape, 
radiated a maternal presence. 

2689
02:50:56,800 --> 02:51:00,800
She once handed a baby blanket 
for my daughter and yet, after 

2690
02:51:00,800 --> 02:51:03,400
all these years, I still don't 
know, do not know her name 

2691
02:51:03,400 --> 02:51:07,700
Beyond crimson. 
So again not accessing the true 

2692
02:51:07,700 --> 02:51:09,700
person, right? 
Accessing this sort of like 

2693
02:51:09,700 --> 02:51:14,600
false false self that you wear 
at this event. 

2694
02:51:17,700 --> 02:51:20,300
Don't train the crew later. 
Burning man, just saying that oh

2695
02:51:20,300 --> 02:51:22,400
I miss you. 
I said something like I was told

2696
02:51:22,400 --> 02:51:24,200
about this 25 years ago I 
thought that's why I thought it 

2697
02:51:24,200 --> 02:51:25,300
had started. 
I guess this thing has been 

2698
02:51:25,308 --> 02:51:32,500
going on since the whatever 
Lord, Lord, help me with this 

2699
02:51:32,508 --> 02:51:34,000
next state. 
This next paragraph. 

2700
02:51:34,000 --> 02:51:40,400
Yes, there are constant orgies 
Constant. 

2701
02:51:41,400 --> 02:51:44,300
Yes, drugs are consumed, and 
staggering quantities, and yes, 

2702
02:51:44,300 --> 02:51:48,900
sexual assault and rape occur at
Burning Man along with tragic 

2703
02:51:48,900 --> 02:51:52,600
often, preventable deaths, new 
disease everywhere in the middle

2704
02:51:52,600 --> 02:51:55,300
of a desert. 
Really, an idea, overdoses 

2705
02:51:55,300 --> 02:51:58,300
happens, so frequently that they
rarely interrupt a party or shut

2706
02:51:58,300 --> 02:52:07,500
down a camp. 
Responsibility. 

2707
02:52:09,300 --> 02:52:12,000
These people do chewies say, I'm
just saying these people would 

2708
02:52:12,000 --> 02:52:17,000
do a Shoei. 
Like, you know, Probably produce

2709
02:52:17,000 --> 02:52:18,900
the shoe from places you don't 
want to shoot a come from. 

2710
02:52:23,500 --> 02:52:27,700
Yes, many openly practice magic,
something spiritual entities. 

2711
02:52:27,700 --> 02:52:31,600
As if for entertainment 
self-proclaimed, healer is 

2712
02:52:31,600 --> 02:52:35,100
abound offering their versions 
of medicine and ritual occult 

2713
02:52:35,100 --> 02:52:36,600
symbols and ceremonies are 
practiced. 

2714
02:52:36,600 --> 02:52:39,900
So frequently that become 
ingrained in the fabric of daily

2715
02:52:39,900 --> 02:52:42,300
life. 
Hey, nothing to see here folks. 

2716
02:52:43,400 --> 02:52:45,800
It's all just brain chemistry. 
It's all just people weird 

2717
02:52:45,800 --> 02:52:50,000
people doing weird stuff, right?
It's not really real. 

2718
02:52:51,400 --> 02:52:52,600
They're just moving the Ouija 
board around. 

2719
02:52:53,700 --> 02:52:57,000
Bring chemistry. 
If they believe it, and they 

2720
02:52:57,008 --> 02:52:59,600
practice it. 
They're doing something. 

2721
02:53:01,700 --> 02:53:04,000
They're doing something that 
they that they believe in. 

2722
02:53:04,800 --> 02:53:06,800
They're going secularists, 
right? 

2723
02:53:06,800 --> 02:53:08,600
You know again Boogie Woogie woo
okay. 

2724
02:53:09,600 --> 02:53:12,700
Whoo. 
They believe it, they will 

2725
02:53:12,700 --> 02:53:15,700
manifest things, or they will do
things and go. 

2726
02:53:15,700 --> 02:53:22,200
It was my spirits It was a 
universe, tell me to do the 

2727
02:53:22,200 --> 02:53:26,000
thing. 
Right. 

2728
02:53:27,800 --> 02:53:31,700
Mental unwellness here. 
Seems to be on full display. 

2729
02:53:35,400 --> 02:53:37,000
It. 
But it's a party with a bunch of

2730
02:53:37,008 --> 02:53:39,600
white people. 
Mostly, let's let's be real. 

2731
02:53:39,600 --> 02:53:40,900
This is a white. 
It's a white thing. 

2732
02:53:42,900 --> 02:53:48,100
I'm sure other other races are. 
Are representative of the event.

2733
02:53:49,400 --> 02:53:51,400
But this screams stupid white 
people, right? 

2734
02:53:53,900 --> 02:53:55,800
Naked in the desert stupid white
person. 

2735
02:54:03,300 --> 02:54:06,600
But what's it the presence of 
these things alone make Burning 

2736
02:54:06,600 --> 02:54:09,800
Man demonic? 
I mean, I just, you just listed 

2737
02:54:09,800 --> 02:54:11,100
off a whole bunch of things 
right there. 

2738
02:54:11,100 --> 02:54:13,900
You know, they don't have to 
actually want to Grape an angel 

2739
02:54:13,900 --> 02:54:16,500
for it to be, you know, full-on 
Sodom again or they can, they 

2740
02:54:16,500 --> 02:54:19,000
can fall short of that and still
be in the ballpark, right? 

2741
02:54:19,900 --> 02:54:23,000
Will answer that question a 
little later, but I know that 

2742
02:54:23,000 --> 02:54:27,000
Burning Man did to my spirit and
to my brain and it was not good.

2743
02:54:29,500 --> 02:54:32,000
I think just being an event 
where there's like, persistent 

2744
02:54:32,000 --> 02:54:35,700
orgies all around. 
That would do something to you, 

2745
02:54:35,700 --> 02:54:37,300
right? 
Like imagine you're saying 

2746
02:54:37,300 --> 02:54:40,700
you're at a party. 
And there's an orgy breakout and

2747
02:54:40,700 --> 02:54:44,200
you're like, okay, whoo, whoo. 
Oh, that's an orgy. 

2748
02:54:44,200 --> 02:54:46,900
Well, that's crazy. 
And you like, okay, well you 

2749
02:54:46,900 --> 02:54:49,800
know what? 
Crazy people. 

2750
02:54:50,600 --> 02:54:53,900
You walk down the street. 
In other words you pops up. 

2751
02:54:53,908 --> 02:54:58,700
Whoa wait whoa. 
There's like two of them. 

2752
02:54:59,700 --> 02:55:02,400
Separate too guys. 
Should combine forces. 

2753
02:55:02,400 --> 02:55:04,900
Shouldn't you maybe not? 
You know he walked down the 

2754
02:55:04,900 --> 02:55:06,400
street. 
There's another one. 

2755
02:55:06,400 --> 02:55:07,900
Yeah. 
She's what the heck is going on 

2756
02:55:07,900 --> 02:55:10,200
here? 
What is How many? 

2757
02:55:11,300 --> 02:55:13,400
How there's what more you do, 
what? 

2758
02:55:16,200 --> 02:55:20,400
How did? 
Seems like a lot of orgies. 

2759
02:55:21,100 --> 02:55:23,300
Persistently too. 
It won't go away. 

2760
02:55:23,300 --> 02:55:25,300
There's everywhere you just step
one? 

2761
02:55:25,300 --> 02:55:28,500
Ah another orgy. 
Got to get that off the shoe. 

2762
02:55:32,900 --> 02:55:34,200
Well, everything started 
playful. 

2763
02:55:34,200 --> 02:55:37,600
It playful me playfully for me 
at Burning, Man. 

2764
02:55:37,600 --> 02:55:40,000
The truth, is that dark and 
terrible things happen. 

2765
02:55:40,000 --> 02:55:43,600
Nearly every year, I attended my
very first year, I heard about a

2766
02:55:43,600 --> 02:55:47,000
young woman who was running to 
try to jump into an art car and 

2767
02:55:47,000 --> 02:55:50,200
got sucked into its 
undercarriage and died. 

2768
02:55:53,200 --> 02:55:57,300
Another man another year a man 
hurled himself into the fire and

2769
02:55:57,300 --> 02:56:11,900
died. a one year, a girl, 
impaled her It's not funny but 

2770
02:56:11,900 --> 02:56:24,500
it's hilarious at the same time.
Sorry. oh, I'm gonna say this 

2771
02:56:24,500 --> 02:56:25,100
one. 
Okay. 

2772
02:56:26,700 --> 02:56:28,500
Don't read these things on a 
past day. 

2773
02:56:28,500 --> 02:56:34,300
Maybe one year a girl impaled 
her Veggie. 

2774
02:56:35,200 --> 02:56:38,600
On rebar. 
Attempting to build something 

2775
02:56:38,600 --> 02:56:42,000
that she had no experience 
constructing. 

2776
02:56:44,500 --> 02:56:49,400
Lord of Mercy. 
Although I never personally 

2777
02:56:49,400 --> 02:56:51,400
experienced any of the orgy, 
Dome events. 

2778
02:56:51,400 --> 02:56:55,700
Uh-huh, sure. 
Shannon Hanahan Okay, I believe 

2779
02:56:55,708 --> 02:57:00,800
her, but yeah. 
Not even what I mean. 

2780
02:57:00,808 --> 02:57:03,000
Apparently you would even know. 
You're at one. 

2781
02:57:03,000 --> 02:57:05,100
You are just having, you know 
money, your own business, 

2782
02:57:05,100 --> 02:57:07,900
drinking some tea or like 
watching some girl and paler 

2783
02:57:07,900 --> 02:57:11,100
herself with a. 
He's a robot who looks at what? 

2784
02:57:11,800 --> 02:57:15,000
How this happened? 
No, I will not take my pants 

2785
02:57:15,008 --> 02:57:16,300
off. 
What go away. 

2786
02:57:16,900 --> 02:57:20,400
Orgy spray. 
Yeah. 

2787
02:57:23,900 --> 02:57:30,400
Inch key and lobster says how 
dare Owen rat out Alex to 

2788
02:57:30,400 --> 02:57:34,200
Hillary is disgusting. 
No idea what you're talking 

2789
02:57:34,200 --> 02:57:36,900
about. 
I think I don't want to. 

2790
02:57:38,000 --> 02:57:39,400
Thanks Pinchy. 
Thanks for the news update. 

2791
02:57:41,200 --> 02:57:42,700
Okay. 
So I never personally 

2792
02:57:42,700 --> 02:57:44,700
experienced any of the orgy Dome
events? 

2793
02:57:44,700 --> 02:57:47,400
I heard unsettling accounts from
those who did. 

2794
02:57:49,300 --> 02:57:51,800
Stories of encounters with 
people who seemed in their words

2795
02:57:51,800 --> 02:57:55,400
possessed, even with moderators 
present to prevent outright 

2796
02:57:55,400 --> 02:57:57,600
abuse. 
Some described locking eyes with

2797
02:57:57,600 --> 02:58:03,000
people engaged in sex who seemed
to have no soul and this is, I 

2798
02:58:03,000 --> 02:58:05,400
think this is scenes from the 
orgy Dome of this year like a 

2799
02:58:05,408 --> 02:58:15,600
blown Yep. 
Hey active, God is still a thing

2800
02:58:15,600 --> 02:58:17,800
that can happen when you have 
insurance. 

2801
02:58:17,800 --> 02:58:20,700
You have to get active God, 
Insurance to prevent, you know, 

2802
02:58:20,708 --> 02:58:24,000
the same thing happened. 
What's amazing is how big this 

2803
02:58:24,000 --> 02:58:28,600
thing is. like I think one of 
the reports I read burning 

2804
02:58:28,600 --> 02:58:40,900
man's, all the words you don't 
blows down Okay apparently as 

2805
02:58:40,900 --> 02:58:43,800
big enough to house, like an 
absurd amount of people like a 

2806
02:58:43,800 --> 02:58:44,800
1000 people or something like 
that. 

2807
02:58:51,700 --> 02:58:54,300
Just like because they have 
mattresses and stuff. 

2808
02:58:54,300 --> 02:58:57,800
I saw the picture of like a year
years passed and it's the big 

2809
02:58:57,800 --> 02:58:59,600
tent thing and they have all 
these matches on the ground. 

2810
02:58:59,600 --> 02:59:04,900
I'm like, oh, Imagine being the 
guy who has to clean that stuff.

2811
02:59:04,900 --> 02:59:09,500
All No blue. 
No blue lights. 

2812
02:59:09,500 --> 02:59:18,000
Just like I can't get the shades
on the backlight out of here. 

2813
02:59:18,000 --> 02:59:22,300
What are you doing? 
No. 

2814
02:59:25,300 --> 02:59:29,200
Bill Hicks says, Last Bush. 
Do, I went to bushed off by the 

2815
02:59:29,200 --> 02:59:32,600
ways on Australia's playing for 
like basing outdoor rape or, you

2816
02:59:32,600 --> 02:59:37,600
know, Mass party in the bush 
last Bush. 

2817
02:59:37,600 --> 02:59:40,400
If I went to before I rocked up,
someone in the middle of the 

2818
02:59:40,408 --> 02:59:42,400
day, In the middle of the 
desert. 

2819
02:59:42,400 --> 02:59:45,600
Some guy was just driving 
headfirst into the ground 

2820
02:59:45,600 --> 02:59:49,500
continuously. 
Like, slamming his head into the

2821
02:59:49,500 --> 02:59:55,500
ground. 
Why do you not leave the house? 

2822
02:59:55,500 --> 02:59:58,800
Why does Jason leave the house? 
He's these stories and it's not 

2823
02:59:58,800 --> 03:00:00,600
because I'm in Australia, has 
happened was sort of happening 

2824
03:00:00,600 --> 03:00:02,700
in Canada, too. 
Even before covid. 

2825
03:00:02,700 --> 03:00:06,300
I was like, I don't I've seen a 
lot I've bars and stuff. 

2826
03:00:07,200 --> 03:00:10,100
I've seen a lot of stuff I've 
done some stuff and I've heard 

2827
03:00:10,100 --> 03:00:13,500
and seen more stuff and I'm like
I don't really want to be around

2828
03:00:13,500 --> 03:00:16,400
people anymore. 
There's a lot of people who I 

2829
03:00:16,400 --> 03:00:19,600
just, you know, it's okay, man. 
That's cool. 

2830
03:00:19,600 --> 03:00:25,400
I'm more happy not knowing 
Things and people, and things 

2831
03:00:25,400 --> 03:00:28,200
that people do. 
Fine with it. 

2832
03:00:29,200 --> 03:00:32,600
Then bill says, when I arrived 
there were cops and an ambulance

2833
03:00:32,600 --> 03:00:34,300
shortly after the party 
continued. 

2834
03:00:37,700 --> 03:00:40,200
What happened to Bill? 
Oh he just I'm just hitting the 

2835
03:00:40,200 --> 03:00:42,200
ground. 
Why? 

2836
03:00:44,100 --> 03:00:45,300
Said he got to get the demons 
out. 

2837
03:00:45,300 --> 03:00:50,200
Oh, Warm Mills is orgies are 
great. 

2838
03:00:50,200 --> 03:00:53,000
Way to destroy the soul. 
Giving a piece of yourself to so

2839
03:00:53,000 --> 03:00:54,600
many people. 
Nothing left at the end. 

2840
03:00:54,600 --> 03:00:56,500
Yeah. 
And just it's just kind of 

2841
03:00:56,508 --> 03:00:59,300
gross. 
Good. 

2842
03:00:59,300 --> 03:01:03,800
Yeah. 
Just I don't, I've never been to

2843
03:01:03,800 --> 03:01:04,700
one. 
I did. 

2844
03:01:04,700 --> 03:01:08,000
I never will be to one now and 
but yeah. 

2845
03:01:09,500 --> 03:01:12,200
You know, it's one thing I think
to watch it. 

2846
03:01:13,100 --> 03:01:15,400
On screen. 
Right. 

2847
03:01:15,400 --> 03:01:18,700
And then another thing to even 
consider like the ramifications 

2848
03:01:18,700 --> 03:01:23,200
of such a thing in person like, 
oh God, because in real life, 

2849
03:01:23,200 --> 03:01:26,900
too. you know maybe it's 
different Burning Man is a lot 

2850
03:01:26,908 --> 03:01:29,600
of, you know, beautiful people 
go there and stuff, but in real 

2851
03:01:29,600 --> 03:01:35,100
life if you know I I haven't 
watched the videos but like you 

2852
03:01:35,100 --> 03:01:37,400
see like the lineup for what's 
her name. 

2853
03:01:37,400 --> 03:01:41,500
Bonnie Blue or whatever. 
The British porn person who like

2854
03:01:41,500 --> 03:01:45,100
took on many many, many men. 
And he said, line up the men out

2855
03:01:45,108 --> 03:01:48,000
there and you're like that's not
a cross-section of beautiful 

2856
03:01:48,000 --> 03:01:53,100
people. 
That's not like, you know, 

2857
03:01:54,000 --> 03:01:56,000
People you'd want to share you. 
I wouldn't. 

2858
03:01:56,000 --> 03:01:58,500
I wouldn't want to be on the bus
with these people, and we would 

2859
03:01:58,500 --> 03:02:01,700
make me go. 
That's that smell. 

2860
03:02:01,708 --> 03:02:08,600
That's new I've heard about 
rotting shrimp but I never 

2861
03:02:08,600 --> 03:02:13,000
really smelled one. 
Okay. 

2862
03:02:13,000 --> 03:02:15,500
Continuing here, there are 
endless stories of people, 

2863
03:02:15,500 --> 03:02:18,300
tweaking overdosing, or getting 
lost and unable to find their 

2864
03:02:18,300 --> 03:02:22,700
way back to the camp all night. 
When the organization tries to 

2865
03:02:22,700 --> 03:02:25,000
mitigate these tragedies, they 
continue to happen year after 

2866
03:02:25,000 --> 03:02:26,400
year. 
The Dark Side of Burning Man is 

2867
03:02:26,400 --> 03:02:30,000
is an accepted reality and risk 
because the organizers and most 

2868
03:02:30,000 --> 03:02:33,500
about burners believe that the 
upside of Burning Man is vital 

2869
03:02:33,500 --> 03:02:39,200
enough to risk a few lives here 
and there. that's, You come you 

2870
03:02:39,200 --> 03:02:42,500
sign the flavor, it's fine. 
Just don't. 

2871
03:02:43,400 --> 03:02:46,100
Watch out for the rebar. 
We put a sign up, don't follow 

2872
03:02:46,100 --> 03:02:50,700
with your, you know. 
Cross your legs. if you fall, if

2873
03:02:50,700 --> 03:02:52,900
you're building things with 
robot and you fall Crush Lakes, 

2874
03:03:01,300 --> 03:03:03,900
In here. 
Meanwhile, the event itself is 

2875
03:03:03,900 --> 03:03:05,900
sustained by some of the 
wealthiest donors in the world. 

2876
03:03:07,300 --> 03:03:09,100
Many of whom treated as a 
personal playground. 

2877
03:03:10,700 --> 03:03:13,600
That money and influence have 
elevated Burning Man into 

2878
03:03:13,600 --> 03:03:15,100
something much larger than a 
festival. 

2879
03:03:15,100 --> 03:03:20,600
Is now an institution So, 
culturally powerful that is it 

2880
03:03:20,600 --> 03:03:23,300
is even garnered its own exhibit
at the Smithsonian. 

2881
03:03:26,800 --> 03:03:29,800
Girl, falling on rebar, probably
not the highlight of the 

2882
03:03:29,808 --> 03:03:31,700
Smithsonian exhibit proving 
wrong. 

2883
03:03:33,000 --> 03:03:36,000
After my first year, burning man
can imagine the orgy Dome, the 

2884
03:03:36,000 --> 03:03:39,900
Smithsonian walking through. 
Oh, look no caveman times. 

2885
03:03:39,900 --> 03:03:42,600
Oh the Civil War. 
Look oh there's George 

2886
03:03:42,600 --> 03:03:44,700
Washington on the boat. 
Oh orgy Dome. 

2887
03:03:44,700 --> 03:03:46,600
Hmm. 
Interesting. 

2888
03:03:47,900 --> 03:03:50,900
When I? 
What a weird. kind of, 

2889
03:03:52,100 --> 03:03:58,600
Progression. 
That is After my first year at 

2890
03:03:58,600 --> 03:04:02,300
Burning Man, I cannot deny that 
I was changed returning to San 

2891
03:04:02,300 --> 03:04:05,900
Francisco, the city almost 
unrecognizable at a stoplight. 

2892
03:04:05,900 --> 03:04:08,900
I remember watching people cross
the street and swearing I can 

2893
03:04:08,900 --> 03:04:11,700
see their souls suspended just 
outside their bodies, pulled 

2894
03:04:11,700 --> 03:04:14,400
forward to step or two beyond 
their physical selves. 

2895
03:04:14,400 --> 03:04:18,700
It was, it was, it was if my own
soul had been jolted awake 

2896
03:04:18,700 --> 03:04:21,100
moving in ways that had never 
moved before. 

2897
03:04:23,400 --> 03:04:28,000
Don't don't. 
That shift left me more 

2898
03:04:28,000 --> 03:04:30,500
Fearless. 
I began to take risks without 

2899
03:04:30,500 --> 03:04:32,800
hesitation and bolded by the 
realization. 

2900
03:04:32,800 --> 03:04:35,700
I had it Burning Man. 
Life is a stage. 

2901
03:04:35,700 --> 03:04:39,200
I threw myself deeper into the 
cultures seeing you know burner 

2902
03:04:39,200 --> 03:04:41,800
communities and chasing that 
same sense of connection. 

2903
03:04:41,800 --> 03:04:45,300
And openness I had first 
experience on the Playa Within 

2904
03:04:45,300 --> 03:04:48,300
three years nearly everyone in 
my Social Circle was a burner. 

2905
03:04:48,300 --> 03:04:51,600
It was like belonging to a 
secret society of sorts or a 

2906
03:04:51,600 --> 03:04:53,800
cult just a cult. 
So you can say a cult, it's fine

2907
03:04:53,800 --> 03:04:56,000
together. 
We believe that we had access to

2908
03:04:56,000 --> 03:04:59,100
Limitless reality something 
hidden from the outside world. 

2909
03:04:59,100 --> 03:05:02,600
Something you could only 
understand if you were a burner.

2910
03:05:03,500 --> 03:05:09,200
Her medicine. 
You hold the secrets you hold 

2911
03:05:09,200 --> 03:05:11,600
certain truths. 
Oh, you have the truths? 

2912
03:05:12,400 --> 03:05:15,700
Everyone else is living a lie 
but not, you know, know you're a

2913
03:05:15,700 --> 03:05:16,700
burner. 
You've been awakened. 

2914
03:05:17,300 --> 03:05:21,000
Illuminated. 
You see that's what all these 

2915
03:05:21,000 --> 03:05:23,600
other lady beans can't see 
because you're special. 

2916
03:05:25,400 --> 03:05:28,100
You're rolled around the dirt, 
all a virgin anymore, you were 

2917
03:05:28,100 --> 03:05:31,600
in pregnant at the Spirit of the
burning of the Burning, Man, the

2918
03:05:31,600 --> 03:05:35,500
Wicker, man. 
I mean, just the Effigy alone 

2919
03:05:35,500 --> 03:05:37,900
should tell you something weird 
is going on, right? 

2920
03:05:37,900 --> 03:05:41,300
And and I understand 
transporting my brain back to 

2921
03:05:41,300 --> 03:05:43,600
being more of a secularist. 
And when I probably first heard 

2922
03:05:43,600 --> 03:05:45,600
of this, I was like, yeah, okay,
there's the thing right? 

2923
03:05:45,600 --> 03:05:47,900
It's an image. 
It's an icon is a thing, you 

2924
03:05:47,900 --> 03:05:51,000
know. 
Dance around if I were naked and

2925
03:05:51,000 --> 03:05:51,500
whatever. 
Sure. 

2926
03:05:55,000 --> 03:05:57,200
Because I was really in that 
school like this is all just 

2927
03:05:57,200 --> 03:06:07,600
larpy, you know, whatever. but, 
Just reiterate the fact that it 

2928
03:06:07,600 --> 03:06:11,600
doesn't matter if you believe it
really believe it. 

2929
03:06:12,300 --> 03:06:16,100
If you do it, it has an effect. 
See she went there and she's 

2930
03:06:16,100 --> 03:06:23,600
like I came back changed. 
And it wasn't just not saying 

2931
03:06:23,600 --> 03:06:26,100
it's the drugs or this or that 
didn't wear off it. 

2932
03:06:26,100 --> 03:06:30,900
Continued, it intensified. 
Like an addict. 

2933
03:06:33,300 --> 03:06:40,300
Spiritual addict. 
Now it is possible. 

2934
03:06:40,300 --> 03:06:44,500
I don't like using this term I'm
hooked. 

2935
03:06:44,500 --> 03:06:46,200
I'm going to liturgy. 
We put it that way. 

2936
03:06:46,900 --> 03:06:48,600
I look forward to it. 
It's a big. 

2937
03:06:50,800 --> 03:06:53,400
It's a big part of my weakness. 
Now it is, it is my week, you 

2938
03:06:53,400 --> 03:06:57,100
know, I look forward to it. 
I look forward to participating 

2939
03:06:57,100 --> 03:07:01,900
in the in the church and my 
day-to-day life and all things 

2940
03:07:01,900 --> 03:07:06,000
begin to become refocused. 
To get to church on Sunday. 

2941
03:07:08,900 --> 03:07:12,000
because, It does change. 
You. 

2942
03:07:12,800 --> 03:07:15,900
And that changing is amazing, 
but it doesn't change me so I 

2943
03:07:15,908 --> 03:07:19,300
can judge other people. 
It changes me. 

2944
03:07:19,300 --> 03:07:24,400
So I judge myself more Something
that father several rows said 

2945
03:07:24,400 --> 03:07:27,200
which again is one of those 
things you hear and 

2946
03:07:27,200 --> 03:07:30,700
intellectually you can hold, but
it takes a while to get to get 

2947
03:07:30,700 --> 03:07:33,100
down to the heart. 
Is that the proper place for all

2948
03:07:33,100 --> 03:07:35,100
Christians? 
Starting point for all 

2949
03:07:35,100 --> 03:07:39,500
Christians should be that they 
you, me are the worst Christian.

2950
03:07:39,500 --> 03:07:41,800
Where are the problem? 
Where are the worst? 

2951
03:07:41,800 --> 03:07:44,700
Everyone else, give them 
excuses, you know? 

2952
03:07:44,708 --> 03:07:46,700
Find a way to say, oh, they just
don't know. 

2953
03:07:46,700 --> 03:07:49,600
Or they're going through 
something or forgive them, find 

2954
03:07:49,600 --> 03:07:52,900
a way to forgive them. 
But hold yourself to the highest

2955
03:07:52,900 --> 03:07:55,600
standard to and say that I am a 
problem. 

2956
03:07:55,608 --> 03:07:59,500
I'm the lowest of the low 
because from that starting 

2957
03:07:59,500 --> 03:08:02,200
position you only have 
improvements every day you can 

2958
03:08:02,200 --> 03:08:05,300
work to improve yourself. 
Every day, you're addressing 

2959
03:08:05,300 --> 03:08:08,900
you. 
Say, Sarah from of Sarah. 

2960
03:08:08,900 --> 03:08:13,200
What's said that? 
A peaceful a peaceful. 

2961
03:08:13,200 --> 03:08:21,700
Sorry peaceful heart says 1,000 
Souls. but you, you Work on that

2962
03:08:21,700 --> 03:08:26,000
it's yours and you help and you 
can do that with the help of God

2963
03:08:26,000 --> 03:08:31,600
help your Prius sell the church.
There's that. 

2964
03:08:33,200 --> 03:08:37,200
Strange balance, right? 
Because we talk about Things not

2965
03:08:37,200 --> 03:08:39,600
being you. 
Don't take it all about 

2966
03:08:39,600 --> 03:08:43,600
yourself, don't be so don't be. 
So, so centered. prideful being 

2967
03:08:43,600 --> 03:08:48,700
Glory, you know, individualistic
at the same time. 

2968
03:08:50,200 --> 03:08:54,400
It is you, you are 
participating, you are you are, 

2969
03:08:54,400 --> 03:08:57,200
where the heart is, you were, 
you are the one who is doing 

2970
03:08:57,200 --> 03:08:59,500
these things, or not doing these
things. 

2971
03:09:01,700 --> 03:09:04,900
So, you have a role. 
You have a responsibility of a 

2972
03:09:04,900 --> 03:09:06,600
Duty. 
You have a, you are an active 

2973
03:09:06,600 --> 03:09:12,700
person in this. 
But it's not all on you. 

2974
03:09:13,900 --> 03:09:16,700
The only way you're gonna get 
better is not from what you're 

2975
03:09:16,700 --> 03:09:19,200
doing. 
Or you're will alone. 

2976
03:09:19,200 --> 03:09:25,100
It's from the will of God. 
And this helps with that 

2977
03:09:25,100 --> 03:09:29,700
discernment process. 
There you know, where's the 

2978
03:09:29,700 --> 03:09:30,700
difference between going to 
burning, man? 

2979
03:09:30,700 --> 03:09:31,900
Having spiritual experience, 
right? 

2980
03:09:31,900 --> 03:09:34,200
Going to church and experience 
spiritual experience. 

2981
03:09:36,400 --> 03:09:40,500
Well, it's the fruits. 
What are the fruits of going to 

2982
03:09:40,500 --> 03:09:42,900
Burning Man? 
You desire more more heat in his

2983
03:09:42,900 --> 03:09:46,300
and more of the flesh. 
More more more of that staying 

2984
03:09:46,300 --> 03:09:48,600
there. 
Not living in the world. 

2985
03:09:50,300 --> 03:09:53,800
Not dealing with yourself. 
Having having other people 

2986
03:09:53,800 --> 03:10:02,800
access this thing for you. and 
feeling yourself better than 

2987
03:10:03,700 --> 03:10:06,700
higher than, Possessing 
something that others don't. 

2988
03:10:07,500 --> 03:10:12,000
Have. 
A special secret society. 

2989
03:10:12,000 --> 03:10:14,700
A little Cults, a little Only We
Know. 

2990
03:10:15,900 --> 03:10:17,900
I mean, if you're in possession 
of this wonderful thing, 

2991
03:10:17,900 --> 03:10:18,800
wouldn't you want to give to the
world? 

2992
03:10:22,900 --> 03:10:25,300
Right. 
Makes sense. 

2993
03:10:26,500 --> 03:10:30,300
If you're a good person and you 
want people to feel, this is a 

2994
03:10:30,300 --> 03:10:31,500
great feeling, this is so 
amazing. 

2995
03:10:31,500 --> 03:10:34,500
I want everyone to feel this. 
I have access to this. 

2996
03:10:36,000 --> 03:10:39,800
I'm sure they did some Outreach 
to people but it really does if 

2997
03:10:39,800 --> 03:10:42,400
you is private selfish. 
No, it's not covetous. 

2998
03:10:46,300 --> 03:10:48,900
Right. 
People can get let in right. 

2999
03:10:56,900 --> 03:10:59,400
However, the hidden darker side 
of Burning Man, which 

3000
03:10:59,400 --> 03:11:02,300
prioritizes expression and 
freedom before safety, and 

3001
03:11:02,308 --> 03:11:05,300
virtue is a trade that everyone 
must make. 

3002
03:11:05,300 --> 03:11:07,900
If they wish to attend the 
event, it is rarely will 

3003
03:11:07,900 --> 03:11:09,900
informed. 
Whether you realize it or not, 

3004
03:11:09,908 --> 03:11:13,500
the moment you step into blocks 
City, you're assigning onto that

3005
03:11:13,500 --> 03:11:16,900
bargain. 
It is a culture where sexually 

3006
03:11:16,900 --> 03:11:21,100
sexuality and spontaneity or 
prized above comfort and 

3007
03:11:21,100 --> 03:11:25,600
contentment women do women Dawn,
costumes designed as Dazzle only

3008
03:11:25,600 --> 03:11:31,400
to suffer strange infections. 
Strange UTIs skin rashes, 

3009
03:11:31,400 --> 03:11:35,600
textile dermatitis, as a price 
of looking hot, men are 

3010
03:11:35,600 --> 03:11:39,000
surrounded by exotic beautiful 
young women while their wives 

3011
03:11:39,000 --> 03:11:40,600
are at home taking care of their
children. 

3012
03:11:40,600 --> 03:11:44,600
Once inside the illusion is 
strong, the outside world seems 

3013
03:11:44,600 --> 03:11:48,200
to dissolve and this is by 
Design burning man seeks to 

3014
03:11:48,208 --> 03:11:50,700
create a reality. 
So consuming, so intoxicating 

3015
03:11:50,700 --> 03:11:53,600
that nothing Beyond his borders 
appears to matter. 

3016
03:11:58,000 --> 03:12:01,000
For many Burning Man is nothing 
short of religious experience. 

3017
03:12:02,300 --> 03:12:03,900
A spiritual experience of 
swords. 

3018
03:12:05,100 --> 03:12:10,100
There are spirits involved in 
this is for those who make a 

3019
03:12:10,100 --> 03:12:12,100
pilgrimage to the temple to the 
temple. 

3020
03:12:13,800 --> 03:12:18,100
Why is there always a temple? 
Always, always a temple. 

3021
03:12:19,100 --> 03:12:21,300
Take this little stop. 
Thank you everyone. 

3022
03:12:21,300 --> 03:12:23,900
For liking subscribing and 
sharing the channel as you can 

3023
03:12:23,900 --> 03:12:25,100
always. 
Send your super Jazz jokes and 

3024
03:12:25,100 --> 03:12:26,800
riddles. 
Be read out for each super chat.

3025
03:12:26,800 --> 03:12:30,700
If you said it over to me on 
stream Labs or on PayPal, just 

3026
03:12:30,700 --> 03:12:33,400
let me know. 
And I will check it and read out

3027
03:12:33,400 --> 03:12:36,300
thing and his son give me the 
alerts on Hawaii. 

3028
03:12:37,200 --> 03:12:39,900
But appreciate you. 
And this is, I'm, of course, 

3029
03:12:39,908 --> 03:12:44,200
reading from Nicole Shanahan's 
account of being a burner at 

3030
03:12:44,200 --> 03:12:48,600
Burning Man. 
For many Burning, Man is nothing

3031
03:12:48,600 --> 03:12:50,900
short of religious experience 
especially for those who make a 

3032
03:12:50,900 --> 03:12:53,100
pilgrimage to the temple. 
And I must admit rather 

3033
03:12:53,100 --> 03:12:55,200
shamelessly. 
Now, shamefully, now that I was 

3034
03:12:55,208 --> 03:12:58,200
once one of those people each 
year, I brought something to 

3035
03:12:58,200 --> 03:13:01,500
surrender their, a photograph of
someone, I had lost an old 

3036
03:13:01,500 --> 03:13:05,000
wedding dress from my failed 
marriage or some artifact heavy 

3037
03:13:05,000 --> 03:13:08,300
with pain that I longed to 
release suffering, right? 

3038
03:13:08,300 --> 03:13:11,500
Give up your suffering. 
You're holding suffering. 

3039
03:13:11,500 --> 03:13:13,400
Give It Up. 
Burn it on the temple or 

3040
03:13:13,408 --> 03:13:18,500
whatever it is. 
Temporary Temple. 

3041
03:13:18,500 --> 03:13:21,600
I'm not sure they burned this 
one either but regardless the 

3042
03:13:21,600 --> 03:13:22,800
whole thing gets constructed, 
right? 

3043
03:13:22,800 --> 03:13:24,700
Because you build, they build 
this whole thing and with 

3044
03:13:24,700 --> 03:13:26,600
anything 72 hours at the end of 
the event is gone. 

3045
03:13:30,200 --> 03:13:33,000
The ritual was always the same. 
The temple became a vessel for 

3046
03:13:33,000 --> 03:13:38,900
grief sorrow and suffering. 
Get it away from you. 

3047
03:13:41,000 --> 03:13:44,200
When it burned. 
So of course, it burned, when it

3048
03:13:44,200 --> 03:13:45,900
burned, it was meant to be a 
collective release. 

3049
03:13:45,900 --> 03:13:49,300
As a structure collapsed, a 
great spirals of smoke would 

3050
03:13:49,300 --> 03:13:52,500
rise into the sky and dust 
devils would swirl across the 

3051
03:13:52,508 --> 03:13:57,200
desert floor among berners. 
These were spoken of as the 

3052
03:13:57,200 --> 03:14:03,100
spirits Here, unnecessarily 
wrong. 

3053
03:14:04,300 --> 03:14:06,900
He says, I think this is very 
necessarily long. 

3054
03:14:06,900 --> 03:14:08,700
I think this is exactly the 
right kind of length. 

3055
03:14:09,400 --> 03:14:11,700
I'm enjoying this. 
This is a lot more than what was

3056
03:14:11,700 --> 03:14:14,800
the name. 
Bobby bue here. 

3057
03:14:14,800 --> 03:14:18,700
Highly respected, Mr. Scott 
Greer, we'll get back to him. 

3058
03:14:21,700 --> 03:14:23,000
Year. 
After year the burning of the 

3059
03:14:23,008 --> 03:14:25,500
temple was profound was a 
profound moving moment. 

3060
03:14:25,500 --> 03:14:30,100
One that reduced me to tears and
I stood among 60,000 others, 60 

3061
03:14:35,000 --> 03:14:37,200
crazy. 
That was a thing I heard about 

3062
03:14:37,200 --> 03:14:38,600
the orgy Dome tents of that, 
right? 

3063
03:14:38,600 --> 03:14:41,400
It's like 60,000 or 80,000 
people go to this thing, 

3064
03:14:41,400 --> 03:14:44,300
whatever and some like 10% or 
whatever. 

3065
03:14:44,300 --> 03:14:48,100
Number end up going to these 
domes self-reported, I guess. 

3066
03:14:49,000 --> 03:14:51,000
So can you imagine like if it's 
let's say it's 10%. 

3067
03:14:51,000 --> 03:14:55,000
So that means like, 60,000 
people going there, six six 

3068
03:14:55,000 --> 03:14:56,800
thousand people were doing 
orgies all the time. 

3069
03:14:56,808 --> 03:15:03,300
Oh, She's single women, just get
these weird diseases are really 

3070
03:15:03,300 --> 03:15:10,900
weird, you know, how that 
happened. getting dust up your 

3071
03:15:11,600 --> 03:15:18,000
Mmm, well, you're doing them. 
Year. 

3072
03:15:18,000 --> 03:15:19,800
After year, the burning of the 
temple was profoundly moving 

3073
03:15:19,800 --> 03:15:21,600
Moments. 
One was that? 

3074
03:15:21,600 --> 03:15:24,100
Reduced me to tears. 
As I stood among 60,000, others,

3075
03:15:24,100 --> 03:15:27,900
all of us, silent all of us 
watching all of us, worshiping 

3076
03:15:27,900 --> 03:15:31,300
the flames in silence, 
worshiping the flames and Sons. 

3077
03:15:34,200 --> 03:15:37,300
There goes. 
There's all your grief and 

3078
03:15:37,300 --> 03:15:46,000
suffering, right? 
Why bear burn it. 

3079
03:15:54,100 --> 03:15:56,800
Our suffering. 
Leads us closer to God. 

3080
03:15:58,300 --> 03:16:01,600
So that we do not burn in his 
love, so that we are filled with

3081
03:16:01,600 --> 03:16:05,100
his Radiance, the warmth of his 
love and grace. 

3082
03:16:06,700 --> 03:16:08,600
And yet these people are burning
their grief. 

3083
03:16:10,300 --> 03:16:13,900
To get it away, so they can. 
Get more, I guess. 

3084
03:16:15,300 --> 03:16:19,600
Take no responsibility. 
Self self authorship, right? 

3085
03:16:22,000 --> 03:16:26,700
So I returned to the question 
for you and from myself, Is 

3086
03:16:26,700 --> 03:16:28,500
Burning Man. 
Demonic seems to me. 

3087
03:16:29,300 --> 03:16:32,500
Checks off a lot of boxes for 
me, when you read, what I've 

3088
03:16:32,500 --> 03:16:34,000
shared. 
Does it strike you as something 

3089
03:16:34,008 --> 03:16:37,300
rooted in light or in darkness? 
Does it sound like a culture 

3090
03:16:37,300 --> 03:16:41,100
that draws people to closer to 
truth or further into illusion? 

3091
03:16:41,100 --> 03:16:44,900
What is this? 
Looking Back Now, through the 

3092
03:16:44,900 --> 03:16:48,000
lens of scripture and Christian 
theology, I have come to believe

3093
03:16:48,000 --> 03:16:51,400
that burning man is not just an 
eccentric Festival, but rather a

3094
03:16:51,400 --> 03:16:54,400
powerful vehicle for deception. 
In fact, it may be one of the 

3095
03:16:54,400 --> 03:16:56,700
most effective tools for Satan 
to misdirect. 

3096
03:16:56,700 --> 03:16:59,500
Souls away from our heavenly 
father When you surrender 

3097
03:16:59,500 --> 03:17:02,700
yourself to the Playa, you do 
not simply Embrace Freedom. 

3098
03:17:02,700 --> 03:17:06,300
You also open yourself to 
profound distortions of what is 

3099
03:17:06,300 --> 03:17:09,100
good. 
That's a very odd statue, isn't 

3100
03:17:09,100 --> 03:17:10,800
it? 
I mean. 

3101
03:17:14,800 --> 03:17:17,900
I'm not saying that's a demon. 
But I'm saying that's a demon. 

3102
03:17:20,200 --> 03:17:26,400
If if you're looking for a demon
it would I have that fits the 

3103
03:17:26,400 --> 03:17:33,100
bill Man shape Clovis, hoods 
weird hands feet thing with like

3104
03:17:33,100 --> 03:17:40,000
a fiery mall for a face when to 
consume you fire consumes? 

3105
03:17:45,700 --> 03:17:48,800
A year after year, I witnessed 
art, installations that did more

3106
03:17:48,800 --> 03:17:51,800
than provide they mocked virtue 
itself. 

3107
03:17:53,200 --> 03:17:56,600
There was and remains a striking
irrelevance irreverence, sorry 

3108
03:17:56,600 --> 03:17:59,500
for Christian tradition altars 
were erected where people were 

3109
03:17:59,500 --> 03:18:02,900
invited to offer confessions and
prayers, not to God, but to 

3110
03:18:02,900 --> 03:18:06,900
Idols, I saw Effigies dedicated 
symbols that stood in sharp 

3111
03:18:06,900 --> 03:18:10,600
opposition to the sacred. 
In 2024 a giant clitoris, 

3112
03:18:10,600 --> 03:18:17,000
displayed as an altar, And 2015,
a statue of a Charles Lore body 

3113
03:18:17,000 --> 03:18:22,000
arteries wired into what 
resembled a digital machine and 

3114
03:18:22,000 --> 03:18:28,400
2023, check a Mayan rain God 
once worshiped through human 

3115
03:18:28,400 --> 03:18:30,700
sacrifice. 
There are hundreds of these 

3116
03:18:30,700 --> 03:18:33,200
pieces of artwork scattered 
through blocks City. 

3117
03:18:33,200 --> 03:18:36,500
And each year, something new in 
perverse is introduced by 

3118
03:18:36,500 --> 03:18:38,800
understanding. 
Is that these new that these are

3119
03:18:38,800 --> 03:18:41,900
pieces are considered offering 
to the event to be experienced 

3120
03:18:41,900 --> 03:18:47,200
by burners, I guess this is the 
lower half of the baby arteries 

3121
03:18:47,200 --> 03:18:48,600
connected to some certain 
machine. 

3122
03:18:50,900 --> 03:18:55,100
While people in tutus probably 
men are quotes. 

3123
03:18:55,100 --> 03:19:01,800
Yeah, two twos are for women and
children and By the way, see if 

3124
03:19:01,800 --> 03:19:04,900
I said that no one would have to
go obvious. 

3125
03:19:04,900 --> 03:19:07,100
But say shorts and ring is 
upset. 

3126
03:19:09,900 --> 03:19:11,900
Even the attendees are 
considered to be part of the 

3127
03:19:11,900 --> 03:19:14,400
Arts. 
Radical self-expression, and 

3128
03:19:14,400 --> 03:19:17,700
participation are the 10, 
guiding principles are quotes. 

3129
03:19:17,700 --> 03:19:21,600
And both are on full display. 
Over time, I began to notice 

3130
03:19:21,600 --> 03:19:25,500
that what surrounded the men 
Effigy before it burned Was Not 

3131
03:19:25,500 --> 03:19:28,300
Mere performance. 
The dance tropes, encircling it 

3132
03:19:28,300 --> 03:19:30,700
would not simply entertaining. 
They are invoking. 

3133
03:19:30,700 --> 03:19:34,100
Their, their invoking, their 
movements and chance served as 

3134
03:19:34,108 --> 03:19:38,100
ceremonial opening his calling 
on spirits to bear with us. 

3135
03:19:40,500 --> 03:19:42,400
Perfectly normal behavior, 
folks. 

3136
03:19:42,400 --> 03:19:47,800
Something to see here 
celebrities royalty, monkeys of 

3137
03:19:47,800 --> 03:19:50,800
all different types, all 
different hierarchies, of social

3138
03:19:50,800 --> 03:19:54,300
orders, just getting together to
burn, some weird Effigies and 

3139
03:19:54,300 --> 03:19:56,500
worship them. 
In the desert. 

3140
03:19:58,700 --> 03:20:00,700
Which is sort of an inversion of
the desert fathers, right? 

3141
03:20:00,700 --> 03:20:03,800
And Desert Falls. 
Go out the desert pray and, you 

3142
03:20:03,800 --> 03:20:07,100
know, oftentimes they're 
attacked by demons, but to to 

3143
03:20:07,100 --> 03:20:09,900
receive Revelations of God. 
And they're these people out 

3144
03:20:09,900 --> 03:20:11,800
there, receiving Revelations of 
another kind. 

3145
03:20:13,600 --> 03:20:18,100
Here at this point, really? 
Are we not? 

3146
03:20:18,100 --> 03:20:22,100
I'm very surprised there hasn't 
been instances of human 

3147
03:20:22,100 --> 03:20:25,200
sacrifice at Burning, Man. 
I mean, like official ones. 

3148
03:20:25,200 --> 03:20:28,500
You know, I'm sure there have 
been many others that 

3149
03:20:29,800 --> 03:20:32,100
Non-official. 
There's that story the woman 

3150
03:20:32,108 --> 03:20:34,500
girl who, you know, threw 
herself the bus and fell into 

3151
03:20:34,500 --> 03:20:37,200
the undercarriage and stuff a 
man who threw himself into the 

3152
03:20:37,200 --> 03:20:40,300
fire. 
Feels like a self-sacrifice, 

3153
03:20:40,300 --> 03:20:42,200
right? 
Sacrifice to someone something. 

3154
03:20:44,900 --> 03:20:46,900
I remember the founder was 
telling me that burning the 

3155
03:20:46,900 --> 03:20:49,400
burning of the man symbolizes 
release of the Soul. 

3156
03:20:49,400 --> 03:20:53,900
Like, I cannot help but ask to 
whom is this, that Soul being 

3157
03:20:53,900 --> 03:20:56,100
released. 
If the whole point of Burning 

3158
03:20:56,100 --> 03:20:59,500
Man is to surrender to the soul 
in ecstasy, where does it go and

3159
03:20:59,500 --> 03:21:02,000
to whom does it and to whom is 
it being sent? 

3160
03:21:02,000 --> 03:21:05,200
I'm a newbie to demonology but 
there is clearly something 

3161
03:21:05,200 --> 03:21:09,500
dangerous at work here. 
Take the demon more Acts. 

3162
03:21:11,800 --> 03:21:15,900
Sounds like a cleaning agent. 
for example, also known as Marx 

3163
03:21:15,900 --> 03:21:20,400
or Forex He appears in several 
cold texts, including the Lister

3164
03:21:20,400 --> 03:21:25,900
key of Solomon and the pseudo 
Dominican Demarion. 

3165
03:21:28,800 --> 03:21:32,600
Here a disclaimer, don't read 
any of these. 

3166
03:21:34,500 --> 03:21:37,400
Don't write. 
We're reading that where she's 

3167
03:21:37,400 --> 03:21:38,600
detailing it. 
Fine. 

3168
03:21:38,600 --> 03:21:41,000
Stay away from all this stuff. 
Okay. 

3169
03:21:42,600 --> 03:21:46,900
Don't go dabbling because it's a
no joke about. 

3170
03:21:47,700 --> 03:21:50,400
There's you can't, ironically, 
here's one thing. 

3171
03:21:50,400 --> 03:21:54,900
Okay, even in Christian prayer. 
So prayers to, you know, capital

3172
03:21:54,900 --> 03:22:01,400
G, God good to be able to true. 
You cannot ironically prayer, 

3173
03:22:01,400 --> 03:22:06,300
Pray Doesn't work. 
You can say words and we're sure

3174
03:22:06,300 --> 03:22:09,700
but you're not praying. 
You're just saying words, if 

3175
03:22:09,700 --> 03:22:12,100
you're in prayer of any kind, 
say, the Jesus prayer. 

3176
03:22:12,100 --> 03:22:14,100
Lord Jesus Christ. 
And God Have Mercy Center, which

3177
03:22:14,100 --> 03:22:16,600
probably good idea to read this.
Say this comes to see through 

3178
03:22:16,600 --> 03:22:21,300
this reading. 
It's not ironic. 

3179
03:22:21,300 --> 03:22:25,500
It's it's it may not be all the 
way into your heart yet because 

3180
03:22:25,500 --> 03:22:30,100
he thinks it's those stages, but
you can't just be like flipping 

3181
03:22:30,100 --> 03:22:33,500
about it if you pray, you pray, 
right? 

3182
03:22:33,500 --> 03:22:39,100
There's a at least some sort of 
actual belief being being 

3183
03:22:39,100 --> 03:22:42,700
exhibited there. 
So and it works with this other 

3184
03:22:42,708 --> 03:22:45,800
stuff too, right people might 
think they're being hahaha. 

3185
03:22:45,800 --> 03:22:50,000
Alright but it's not haha, the 
demons don't care about haha, 

3186
03:22:50,000 --> 03:22:52,900
right? 
They they want you worshiping 

3187
03:22:52,900 --> 03:22:56,500
them any way you can and whether
you do it ironically or you 

3188
03:22:56,500 --> 03:22:59,100
whether you do it. 
Fervently as a True Believer or 

3189
03:22:59,100 --> 03:23:01,800
somewhere in between, if you're 
doing it, you're saying it, 

3190
03:23:01,800 --> 03:23:04,300
you're participating in it, 
you're thinking about it, you're

3191
03:23:04,300 --> 03:23:07,000
giving it, whatever you give 
attention to your worshiping, 

3192
03:23:12,000 --> 03:23:14,600
Careful. 
Go to your priest. 

3193
03:23:14,600 --> 03:23:16,000
Go to church, talk to your 
priest. 

3194
03:23:19,000 --> 03:23:23,600
He described, he's described as 
a Forex Marx, whatever. 

3195
03:23:23,600 --> 03:23:29,200
He's just a great as a great and
president of Hell, many between 

3196
03:23:29,200 --> 03:23:32,900
30 and 36, Legions of demons, 
each capable of taunting 

3197
03:23:32,900 --> 03:23:36,100
tempting and tormenting humans. 
He's often betrayed as a bull 

3198
03:23:36,100 --> 03:23:38,400
with a human face or a man with 
a head of a bull. 

3199
03:23:38,400 --> 03:23:42,200
What is striking is his supposed
abilities, teaching a stroller, 

3200
03:23:42,200 --> 03:23:45,600
gee, liberal sciences and the 
properties of herbs and precious

3201
03:23:45,600 --> 03:23:49,900
stones as well as bestowing 
spiritual descent. 

3202
03:23:49,900 --> 03:23:52,500
Dawkins does any of this sound 
familiar? 

3203
03:23:55,400 --> 03:23:59,900
The burning man draws scientists
Executives, innovators and 

3204
03:23:59,900 --> 03:24:03,600
leaders scientists that's 
interesting on the Playa, you 

3205
03:24:03,608 --> 03:24:06,100
Glimpse sides of them that 
remain hidden in the everyday 

3206
03:24:06,100 --> 03:24:08,500
world. 
The stern executive suddenly 

3207
03:24:08,500 --> 03:24:10,300
wears Crystals and Stones around
his neck. 

3208
03:24:10,300 --> 03:24:13,400
The scientists speaks freely of 
esoteric knowledge with a 

3209
03:24:13,400 --> 03:24:15,500
conviction you would never have 
heard in a laboratory or 

3210
03:24:15,500 --> 03:24:22,200
boardroom. 
You know, cyprian and some of 

3211
03:24:22,208 --> 03:24:27,300
these other some of some other 
people have taken some heat, I 

3212
03:24:27,300 --> 03:24:31,000
guess in some ways but talking 
about AI is demonic all these 

3213
03:24:31,000 --> 03:24:31,500
things. 
Sure. 

3214
03:24:33,600 --> 03:24:37,100
And I've you know gone back and 
forth I can see what the point 

3215
03:24:37,100 --> 03:24:41,300
I'm like, I don't know. 
Here's the thing that keeps 

3216
03:24:41,300 --> 03:24:44,100
coming up though. is that the 
people who are building these 

3217
03:24:44,100 --> 03:24:47,200
things or funding, these things 
who have interest in these 

3218
03:24:47,200 --> 03:24:50,800
things like you know top down 
interest not just use her up but

3219
03:24:50,800 --> 03:24:54,900
you know designer down interest 
A lot of you are doing this 

3220
03:24:54,900 --> 03:25:03,100
shit. 
Excuse me. so, Here's your 

3221
03:25:03,100 --> 03:25:04,800
problem. 
Here's our problem. 

3222
03:25:06,600 --> 03:25:09,000
We don't have to believe in it, 
we can be acting against it. 

3223
03:25:09,000 --> 03:25:12,900
We can be guarding ourselves. 
And you know what, on whatever 

3224
03:25:12,900 --> 03:25:18,200
level. 
But these people who have their,

3225
03:25:18,200 --> 03:25:21,300
you know, hands on the levers of
inputs. 

3226
03:25:22,300 --> 03:25:25,200
Technology. 
And All These Fine Things 

3227
03:25:25,208 --> 03:25:27,600
politics. 
They believe it. 

3228
03:25:28,400 --> 03:25:29,900
Either the only believer for a 
week. 

3229
03:25:29,908 --> 03:25:32,500
She just said, Shanahan said, 
you know, she went away for 

3230
03:25:32,500 --> 03:25:33,600
weekend. 
They came back and she was 

3231
03:25:33,600 --> 03:25:36,600
changed and she will wanted more
of that, join these communities 

3232
03:25:36,600 --> 03:25:42,800
and Well what if that experience
is not just hers but is 

3233
03:25:42,800 --> 03:25:45,200
everybody's I mean she was 
running with RFK. 

3234
03:25:45,200 --> 03:25:48,300
She was I mean technically as 
her vice president is his vice 

3235
03:25:48,300 --> 03:25:51,900
president candidate. 
Technically in some other you 

3236
03:25:51,900 --> 03:25:54,600
know version of events. 
She's a VP of America right now.

3237
03:25:55,900 --> 03:25:58,300
Of course, she's baptized 
Christian she's going through 

3238
03:25:58,300 --> 03:26:00,000
her Redemption Arc which is 
great fantastic. 

3239
03:26:00,000 --> 03:26:03,200
Where to God? 
But, you know I'm saying? 

3240
03:26:05,200 --> 03:26:07,900
How many of these people? 
How many of the past presidents?

3241
03:26:07,900 --> 03:26:11,500
Prime Ministers, vice presidents
people in cabinet positions, 

3242
03:26:11,500 --> 03:26:13,400
Etc, are all going to this 
thing. 

3243
03:26:14,400 --> 03:26:18,400
And coming back changed. 
What is going on the summer camp

3244
03:26:18,400 --> 03:26:20,700
at WF and all that stuff is, is 
it somewhere? 

3245
03:26:20,700 --> 03:26:24,000
Is it just this? 
But out in the You know, Woods 

3246
03:26:24,000 --> 03:26:25,700
or New Zealand or something, 
maybe? 

3247
03:26:30,200 --> 03:26:35,900
and this is out in the open, 
literally So secret, this is not

3248
03:26:35,900 --> 03:26:40,100
Bohemian Grove or some secret 
society or a skull and bones or,

3249
03:26:40,100 --> 03:26:44,400
you know, whisper know. 
It's it's open Air Festival like

3250
03:26:44,400 --> 03:26:46,600
they they probably pronounce it.
Now it's like there's 

3251
03:26:46,600 --> 03:26:49,000
photographs and videos and I'm 
sure you on YouTube, you can 

3252
03:26:49,000 --> 03:26:50,900
find videos with those stuff. 
It's like it's it's out there. 

3253
03:26:52,700 --> 03:26:54,800
But it's people's disbelief that
this has anything to do with 

3254
03:26:54,800 --> 03:26:57,300
anything that hasn't gone. 
It's just people do it. 

3255
03:26:57,300 --> 03:26:58,800
We're so weird. 
People doing weird things. 

3256
03:27:01,500 --> 03:27:04,600
Scientists executive, innovators
and leaders on the Playa. 

3257
03:27:05,800 --> 03:27:09,200
Are these weird people. 
Well, they are weird. 

3258
03:27:09,200 --> 03:27:12,100
They are mentally ill or doing 
mentally ill. 

3259
03:27:12,100 --> 03:27:14,000
Things were a little bit. 
Well, they go back to the 

3260
03:27:14,008 --> 03:27:17,300
regular life and they're people 
who, you know, we kind of depend

3261
03:27:17,300 --> 03:27:23,000
on their experts or the people 
who you kind of, you know, Can 

3262
03:27:23,000 --> 03:27:25,100
run things a little bit, make 
your life difficult, let's say, 

3263
03:27:25,100 --> 03:27:35,100
or good or whatever. 
It's later than you think. 

3264
03:27:37,500 --> 03:27:38,900
Hasten. 
Therefore, to do to the work of 

3265
03:27:38,908 --> 03:27:44,100
God or was the, what was my My 
quote today. 

3266
03:27:45,600 --> 03:27:52,400
I'll read later. 
Um, this is the part that makes 

3267
03:27:52,400 --> 03:27:56,000
Burning Man on like any other 
gathering with the span of a 

3268
03:27:56,000 --> 03:27:58,200
single week, it concentrates a 
kind of nucleus of power 

3269
03:27:58,200 --> 03:28:01,700
intellectual Financial spiritual
that I have never witnessed 

3270
03:28:01,700 --> 03:28:06,000
assembled in one place before. 
For many years, I was 

3271
03:28:06,000 --> 03:28:08,400
Intoxicated by the 
sophistication and wonder of it.

3272
03:28:08,400 --> 03:28:11,400
All I remember one evening after
a burning man leadership dinner 

3273
03:28:11,400 --> 03:28:15,800
standing beside Larry Harvey as 
he waited for our cars from his 

3274
03:28:15,800 --> 03:28:17,400
pocket. 
He pulled a step sketchy, he had

3275
03:28:17,408 --> 03:28:22,900
drawn of an of the Oracle Stone 
of Delphi which he explained he 

3276
03:28:22,900 --> 03:28:26,600
planned to build inside the man.
This is on unusual for him. 

3277
03:28:27,400 --> 03:28:30,200
Each year Larry would consider 
what form of divination he 

3278
03:28:30,200 --> 03:28:34,200
wanted to, to embed in the 
Effigy and each year, it would 

3279
03:28:34,208 --> 03:28:41,000
be incorporated into the design.
Picture the Screw tapes 

3280
03:28:41,000 --> 03:28:44,000
screwtape Letters by CS Lewis. 
I got to get a copy this book. 

3281
03:28:45,100 --> 03:28:48,200
now, it's Too many times it's 
been brought up there are no 

3282
03:28:48,200 --> 03:28:50,400
coincidences, he's something 
because brought up that so many 

3283
03:28:50,408 --> 03:28:53,200
times in my life I'm like okay. 
I get you. 

3284
03:28:53,200 --> 03:28:57,400
Okay, well, check it out. 
I've heard of it. 

3285
03:28:57,408 --> 03:29:01,700
I've never read it. 
The number of esoteric and 

3286
03:29:01,700 --> 03:29:04,100
occult encounters. 
I had a burning man is now 

3287
03:29:04,100 --> 03:29:07,400
Beyond count. 
For nearly a decade. 

3288
03:29:07,400 --> 03:29:10,200
These things felt normal to me 
because my entire world was 

3289
03:29:10,200 --> 03:29:12,900
steeped in that Community. 
It was only later while reading 

3290
03:29:12,900 --> 03:29:15,800
the Bible and books, like, the 
screwtape letters and learning 

3291
03:29:15,800 --> 03:29:17,900
about the grand hierarchy of 
demons that I realized how 

3292
03:29:17,900 --> 03:29:22,600
eerily familiar it all seemed. 
Burning Man itself. 

3293
03:29:22,600 --> 03:29:25,300
Carries his own hierarchies. 
Not like the structures to stop 

3294
03:29:25,300 --> 03:29:28,900
described in the Bible 
principles and Powers fees and 

3295
03:29:28,900 --> 03:29:31,600
612. 
Powers and principalities. 

3296
03:29:31,600 --> 03:29:35,400
And those later explored by CS 
Lewis, you can see it, even in 

3297
03:29:35,400 --> 03:29:38,500
the physical design of Black 
Rock City, who was positioned 

3298
03:29:38,500 --> 03:29:42,700
where who gets access who was 
allowed to Stage for the man's 

3299
03:29:42,700 --> 03:29:46,400
burning hams mirror the 
stratification each with its own

3300
03:29:46,400 --> 03:29:48,600
social order, interesting? 
Right. 

3301
03:29:48,600 --> 03:29:50,900
Because whereas the forest Dr, 
applied here, there's got to be 

3302
03:29:50,908 --> 03:29:57,600
some Right, it is a hierarchy 
who enforces the hierarchy how 

3303
03:29:57,608 --> 03:30:03,300
they enforce it. or is it just 
you know, like, oh, Some sort of

3304
03:30:03,300 --> 03:30:06,600
social order. 
It probably attended by a whole 

3305
03:30:06,608 --> 03:30:08,700
bunch of people who hate 
hierarchies, right or down the 

3306
03:30:08,700 --> 03:30:10,900
hierarchy down the down with the
matriarch you know down with 

3307
03:30:10,900 --> 03:30:13,500
patriarch is something like Aha.
And then you go to Burning Man, 

3308
03:30:13,508 --> 03:30:18,500
all of us. 
And It's the Effigy, the top of 

3309
03:30:18,500 --> 03:30:20,300
the hierarchy. 
Interesting. 

3310
03:30:23,300 --> 03:30:26,000
Sorry man. 
I've been Not paying attention 

3311
03:30:26,000 --> 03:30:27,000
to chat. 
Look at you guys. 

3312
03:30:27,000 --> 03:30:31,100
Go Screwtape letters is great. 
It's short, full audio is on you

3313
03:30:31,100 --> 03:30:32,200
it. 
Okay, well, we're gonna do a 

3314
03:30:32,200 --> 03:30:36,900
whole episode on it. 
Bill hick says I heard a story 

3315
03:30:36,900 --> 03:30:39,600
about some fellow way back when 
in the early days of 

3316
03:30:39,600 --> 03:30:41,300
Christianity that was ironically
performed. 

3317
03:30:41,300 --> 03:30:44,300
This the ritual baptism and 
actually accidentally baptized 

3318
03:30:44,300 --> 03:30:51,200
himself. and then baptized the, 
you know, the god, 

3319
03:31:04,400 --> 03:31:07,700
Meanwhile they're burning tons 
of watermelon says meanwhile 

3320
03:31:07,700 --> 03:31:09,900
they're burning tons of 
possessions and causing a ton of

3321
03:31:09,900 --> 03:31:10,900
damage environmentally. 
Yeah. 

3322
03:31:11,500 --> 03:31:13,000
Oh, they're all deep down the 
environment. 

3323
03:31:13,000 --> 03:31:15,400
Oh they care recycling will be 
pleased. 

3324
03:31:16,000 --> 03:31:22,100
Non-Stop. contradictions 
literally is the art of stacking

3325
03:31:22,100 --> 03:31:26,800
mantle contradictions like my 
good one. 

3326
03:31:28,300 --> 03:31:34,400
Teetering, the breeze. 
Gets too tall. 

3327
03:31:34,400 --> 03:31:39,300
Just burned down. 
So The more exclusive the cam, 

3328
03:31:39,300 --> 03:31:41,400
the more valuable role becomes 
juice. 

3329
03:31:41,400 --> 03:31:44,000
Your souls to borrow loses his 
language. 

3330
03:31:44,000 --> 03:31:46,900
They are the beautiful young 
women prize for flattering 

3331
03:31:46,900 --> 03:31:49,700
companionship. 
The Builder is taxed with fixing

3332
03:31:49,700 --> 03:31:53,300
things and running errands the 
wealthy Executives underwriting,

3333
03:31:53,300 --> 03:31:56,400
it all the celebrities passing 
through on invitations, the 

3334
03:31:56,400 --> 03:32:00,200
trust, the trust fund, shamans 
socialites, curating, the 

3335
03:32:00,200 --> 03:32:02,500
experience. 
And of course, the drug dealers 

3336
03:32:02,500 --> 03:32:05,100
rebranded as like, a psychedelic
Healers. 

3337
03:32:06,800 --> 03:32:08,500
All come on, man. 
Feeling it down. 

3338
03:32:08,500 --> 03:32:13,200
A bit of DIA. 
Got the bathtub brought. 

3339
03:32:15,400 --> 03:32:18,900
A screw tape. 
Lauren Laurens is Legions of 

3340
03:32:18,900 --> 03:32:22,700
tempters indeed. 
The safest Road to Hell is a 

3341
03:32:22,700 --> 03:32:26,400
gradual one. 
The gentle slope soft underfoot 

3342
03:32:26,400 --> 03:32:31,300
without sudden turnings without 
Milestones without signposts. 

3343
03:32:32,900 --> 03:32:36,000
Yeah. 
Something that the materialist 

3344
03:32:36,000 --> 03:32:40,100
or the secular has to deal with.
It's like It's easy to just 

3345
03:32:40,100 --> 03:32:42,000
believe in this stuff because 
it's not like the announced it 

3346
03:32:42,008 --> 03:32:44,100
in some ways. 
It's like it's very obvious. 

3347
03:32:44,100 --> 03:32:45,800
If you know what to look for. 
It's like oh my goodness. 

3348
03:32:45,800 --> 03:32:49,100
Look at all place. but if you're
in denial of it, you're like, 

3349
03:32:49,100 --> 03:32:52,800
oh, they don't say they're doing
this. 

3350
03:32:53,700 --> 03:32:55,600
They're not saying they're 
worshiping bowels. 

3351
03:32:55,600 --> 03:32:58,500
So, what's the problem? 
Until they tell you they're 

3352
03:32:58,500 --> 03:33:00,900
worshiping mouth like yeah, 
they're they're worshiping a 

3353
03:33:00,900 --> 03:33:04,900
golden statue. 
And throwing wicker children 

3354
03:33:04,900 --> 03:33:06,700
into the fire. 
Not real children. 

3355
03:33:06,700 --> 03:33:08,000
I mean that would be too 
extreme. 

3356
03:33:08,000 --> 03:33:10,200
Thank God for that, right? 
Yeah, we haven't got to that 

3357
03:33:10,208 --> 03:33:15,500
point yet, dot dot. 
However, getting pretty close, 

3358
03:33:15,500 --> 03:33:22,500
aren't we folks? 
As always surprise me with, I 

3359
03:33:22,500 --> 03:33:25,000
think with the modernist and I 
was like this too, so whatever, 

3360
03:33:25,000 --> 03:33:28,100
but it's almost like the has to 
be on CNN. 

3361
03:33:28,100 --> 03:33:29,900
It has to be in the New York 
Times. 

3362
03:33:29,900 --> 03:33:31,700
It has to be a headline for them
to believe it. 

3363
03:33:32,400 --> 03:33:35,300
You can show them everything 
bond market stuff right? 

3364
03:33:35,300 --> 03:33:38,600
You show them all the work. 
You spend hours and hours and 

3365
03:33:38,600 --> 03:33:41,300
hours days months, whatever. 
Getting all the information 

3366
03:33:41,300 --> 03:33:46,200
presenting in a way done, right?
Really think about it, and try 

3367
03:33:46,200 --> 03:33:48,400
to convince people and really 
presented that way. 

3368
03:33:50,200 --> 03:33:51,300
And you see them going. 
Nope. 

3369
03:33:52,300 --> 03:33:52,800
Cool. 
Man. 

3370
03:33:52,800 --> 03:33:59,100
Hasn't happened yet though. 
Oh Sure, people always say this.

3371
03:34:00,900 --> 03:34:03,000
They gotta wait till it's 
actually on fire and then most 

3372
03:34:03,000 --> 03:34:04,900
of them would be like it's fine.
It's fine, no, it's fine. 

3373
03:34:06,100 --> 03:34:08,300
It's fine. 
What? 

3374
03:34:09,300 --> 03:34:11,100
It's just what the market does. 
Don't worry be fine. 

3375
03:34:12,600 --> 03:34:17,800
Examples abound throughout the 
Bible and all the rest of us. 

3376
03:34:17,800 --> 03:34:20,100
He's just getting some people, 
just don't want to see it. 

3377
03:34:21,400 --> 03:34:23,800
They've trained their eyes 
against it because if they see 

3378
03:34:23,800 --> 03:34:26,000
it any bit of it, they admit any
bit of it. 

3379
03:34:26,800 --> 03:34:30,800
They admit one thing to be true.
Oh, Nothing. 

3380
03:34:30,800 --> 03:34:33,800
The whole thing is true and that
big towering pile of 

3381
03:34:33,800 --> 03:34:36,700
contradictions. 
Come crashing down happened to 

3382
03:34:36,708 --> 03:34:40,000
me, don't recommend it. 
Do it voluntarily folks. 

3383
03:34:40,000 --> 03:34:42,300
Don't let it happen by itself 
because it's it's sucks. 

3384
03:34:44,200 --> 03:34:48,800
Not a fun way to to. 
Have the veil ripped from your 

3385
03:34:48,800 --> 03:34:52,400
eyes. 
I don't wanna mmm. 

3386
03:34:55,400 --> 03:34:59,600
But necessary. 
No regrets wouldn't trade it in 

3387
03:34:59,600 --> 03:35:01,100
for anything. 
But still. 

3388
03:35:01,900 --> 03:35:04,400
If you can do it yourself, do it
yourself. 

3389
03:35:05,100 --> 03:35:08,200
Well, do it yourself? 
God's gonna do it. 

3390
03:35:08,200 --> 03:35:11,600
But, you know, Be a little less 
dramatic than I was, let's play 

3391
03:35:11,608 --> 03:35:15,600
that way. 
If you It's easier to talk about

3392
03:35:15,600 --> 03:35:16,700
around the dinner table, 
anyways. 

3393
03:35:20,400 --> 03:35:23,500
Warmo says, can we be sure the 
guy who threw himself into the 

3394
03:35:23,508 --> 03:35:25,500
fire threw himself into the 
fire? 

3395
03:35:25,500 --> 03:35:29,500
Well, I'll put it this way. 
I don't think human hands 

3396
03:35:29,500 --> 03:35:33,300
through him. 
But he was guided. 

3397
03:35:34,000 --> 03:35:37,000
He was. 
Encouraged. 

3398
03:35:37,700 --> 03:35:42,200
Let's say. 
Bye not so human hands which, 

3399
03:35:42,200 --> 03:35:44,500
you know? 
Results of the same, right? 

3400
03:35:49,500 --> 03:35:50,600
Yeah, we're going to get through
this. 

3401
03:35:51,400 --> 03:35:53,900
And then take a very short break
while you use the facilities. 

3402
03:35:53,900 --> 03:36:04,100
Okay, we're almost there. oh, 
Such is true Burning, Man. 

3403
03:36:04,100 --> 03:36:06,400
There are no sudden Joel's. 
No dramatic Crossroads. 

3404
03:36:06,400 --> 03:36:08,200
Let me just read that again. 
Sorry. 

3405
03:36:08,200 --> 03:36:12,600
I like this one. 
Screw tape warns his Legions of 

3406
03:36:12,608 --> 03:36:15,300
tempters indeed. 
The safest Road to Hell is the 

3407
03:36:15,300 --> 03:36:19,200
gradual one, the gentle slopes 
soft, underfoot without sudden 

3408
03:36:19,200 --> 03:36:22,100
turning without Milestones 
without signposts. 

3409
03:36:22,900 --> 03:36:25,200
Such as true of Burning Man. 
There are no, there were no 

3410
03:36:25,200 --> 03:36:26,900
sudden jolts. 
No dramatic Crossroads. 

3411
03:36:26,900 --> 03:36:31,200
Only a slow descent before you 
realize, you become an empty 

3412
03:36:31,200 --> 03:36:35,700
vessel lost pretending unable to
find Joy on unable to find God. 

3413
03:36:35,700 --> 03:36:38,500
I was not just on the road to 
hell. 

3414
03:36:38,500 --> 03:36:41,600
I was already living it. 
This is important point, you 

3415
03:36:41,600 --> 03:36:45,600
know and it's helped me 
understand forgiveness. 

3416
03:36:46,700 --> 03:36:52,600
And start practicing it. 
And have like I'm still working 

3417
03:36:52,600 --> 03:36:55,200
on it. 
Don't don't give me wrong, I'm I

3418
03:36:55,200 --> 03:36:59,400
suck. 
But I've now started to see 

3419
03:36:59,400 --> 03:37:03,100
certain people like you take a 
Lindsey Graham for example, 

3420
03:37:03,100 --> 03:37:04,800
right? 
And I've said this on the 

3421
03:37:04,808 --> 03:37:07,700
Charlotte, let me let me be 
better than one person. 

3422
03:37:07,700 --> 03:37:09,200
Can just be better than Lindsey 
Graham. 

3423
03:37:09,200 --> 03:37:11,800
Can I just say that by isn't 
much? 

3424
03:37:11,800 --> 03:37:15,300
I know that's not how it works 
but you know He sees some 

3425
03:37:15,300 --> 03:37:18,700
garlic, Lindsey Graham or fill 
in the name blank, right? 

3426
03:37:18,700 --> 03:37:26,600
Where whoever You want to say? 
and, What I've tried to 

3427
03:37:26,600 --> 03:37:29,700
condition myself to do now. 
Is look at that person. 

3428
03:37:29,700 --> 03:37:34,600
Go that person's living in hell,
they are actually in hell, 

3429
03:37:34,600 --> 03:37:35,600
right? 
At this moment. 

3430
03:37:36,500 --> 03:37:38,100
If they're not possessed by 
demons, they're certainly doing 

3431
03:37:38,100 --> 03:37:41,000
the will demons. 
It just looks to me like this 

3432
03:37:41,000 --> 03:37:42,600
person's in hell. 
You can really see it. 

3433
03:37:42,600 --> 03:37:46,000
Sometimes in certain people's 
faces, you know, they, they 

3434
03:37:46,000 --> 03:37:49,100
really obvious one. 
Was the prime minister of New 

3435
03:37:49,100 --> 03:37:53,700
Zealand, Shekinah, Arden was her
name of the thing and you see 

3436
03:37:53,700 --> 03:37:56,900
her when she first enters off 
and you see her when she leaves 

3437
03:37:56,900 --> 03:38:01,600
and you know, whoa, I know I was
epic is a thing and stuff, but I

3438
03:38:01,600 --> 03:38:04,000
don't she was and she wasn't 
that chubby right? 

3439
03:38:04,900 --> 03:38:09,100
whatever she was on man, she 
looks Ran through, we use those 

3440
03:38:09,100 --> 03:38:12,400
term. 
Let me show. 

3441
03:38:15,000 --> 03:38:19,800
News Zealand. 
Female prime minister. 

3442
03:38:23,900 --> 03:38:27,100
There is just checking to Arden.
There we go. 

3443
03:38:27,108 --> 03:38:30,100
See if we can do a little bit 
before and after this is all 

3444
03:38:30,100 --> 03:38:32,400
Google so it may be hard to get 
a role. 

3445
03:38:33,200 --> 03:38:36,800
A image. 
There we go. 

3446
03:38:36,808 --> 03:38:42,700
Okay, this is I think this is 
during coronavirus times. 

3447
03:38:42,700 --> 03:38:45,100
She's already certainly looked 
pretty weathered, right? 

3448
03:38:46,900 --> 03:38:49,600
I think this is much more of a 
modern picture. 

3449
03:38:49,600 --> 03:38:50,800
She's not, she's younger than 
me. 

3450
03:38:52,200 --> 03:38:57,200
Like by a score. 
I know I'm well, pickled but I 

3451
03:38:57,200 --> 03:39:00,200
mean This makeup in Vogue and 
stuff. 

3452
03:39:00,200 --> 03:39:05,200
So but let's look at that and I 
mean she was never like a 

3453
03:39:05,200 --> 03:39:10,900
stunner right? 
But But fair enough, that's 

3454
03:39:10,900 --> 03:39:13,000
later on. 
There's a young picture of her. 

3455
03:39:16,100 --> 03:39:19,100
Let's see if he can find one. 
There you go. 

3456
03:39:21,700 --> 03:39:23,400
Scratching her first child. 
So there she is. 

3457
03:39:23,400 --> 03:39:27,100
And in the glow of birth. 
Look at the healthy looking 

3458
03:39:27,100 --> 03:39:28,000
nice. 
Looking funny, you know, 

3459
03:39:28,008 --> 03:39:32,700
whatever. 
And then you see this, And what 

3460
03:39:32,700 --> 03:39:36,400
happened? 
What happened gone and there's 

3461
03:39:36,400 --> 03:39:37,800
other pictures, too. 
This is not the greatest 

3462
03:39:37,808 --> 03:39:44,200
examples, but he's just see that
like Many such cases. 

3463
03:39:46,600 --> 03:39:48,100
It's sometimes you can say it's 
a drugs. 

3464
03:39:48,100 --> 03:39:52,500
Is this in the side? 
Yeah, probably but, I think it 

3465
03:39:52,500 --> 03:39:57,400
has a lot to do with just like, 
The activities, let's say of the

3466
03:39:57,400 --> 03:40:02,100
Demons. 
As and so yeah, these people are

3467
03:40:02,100 --> 03:40:09,700
in hell, they're living in hell.
And so it's in the same some 

3468
03:40:09,700 --> 03:40:11,600
way. 
I mean, not that I'm doing 

3469
03:40:11,600 --> 03:40:13,000
anything to help them 
necessarily. 

3470
03:40:13,000 --> 03:40:17,200
Sometimes I pray for these 
people, Pray for oosuki. 

3471
03:40:17,800 --> 03:40:21,800
You know. 
It's easier sometimes because 

3472
03:40:21,800 --> 03:40:25,400
you because you don't want to 
like them in some in some case 

3473
03:40:25,400 --> 03:40:28,400
you want to hate them. 
You want that? 

3474
03:40:28,400 --> 03:40:30,100
Pull the demons, you want that 
righteousness? 

3475
03:40:30,100 --> 03:40:34,400
Ah, he hate But realize that 
this is a creation of God as 

3476
03:40:34,400 --> 03:40:37,700
well. 
This person eating their 

3477
03:40:37,700 --> 03:40:39,200
infected by demons. 
Even if they're unrepentant, 

3478
03:40:39,200 --> 03:40:41,100
even if the worst of the worst, 
even though they're someone that

3479
03:40:41,100 --> 03:40:45,500
you have nothing but 
condemnation or or disdain for 

3480
03:40:45,500 --> 03:40:48,000
and so on some level, you have 
to address that within you. 

3481
03:40:49,100 --> 03:40:51,600
They don't care about you, 
you're caring about them way 

3482
03:40:51,600 --> 03:40:53,200
more than they care about you, 
guaranteed. 

3483
03:40:56,500 --> 03:40:59,300
So, you just let go. 
Forgive them. 

3484
03:41:00,300 --> 03:41:03,900
Pray for them. 
Don't have to go get him a hug. 

3485
03:41:05,800 --> 03:41:07,500
Join the Lindsey Graham fan club
or something. 

3486
03:41:07,508 --> 03:41:10,600
I'm not saying that I'm saying. 
I just I'm trying to train 

3487
03:41:10,600 --> 03:41:11,800
myself and again, I suck at 
this. 

3488
03:41:11,808 --> 03:41:14,700
So, whatever that may sound like
I'm being cool. 

3489
03:41:14,700 --> 03:41:20,700
Oh, look at him know I suck, but
but I do try to apply that more 

3490
03:41:20,700 --> 03:41:22,700
and more. 
I'm just realizing that person's

3491
03:41:22,700 --> 03:41:25,200
living in Hell. 
There's nothing else I can do my

3492
03:41:25,200 --> 03:41:27,600
anger and resentment. 
All this stuff is just feeding 

3493
03:41:27,600 --> 03:41:32,400
my passions is taking me off the
Rope path, it's not hurting 

3494
03:41:32,400 --> 03:41:35,500
them. 
It's only hurting me and there 

3495
03:41:35,500 --> 03:41:39,000
are already in hell. 
They're living in hell. 

3496
03:41:40,400 --> 03:41:43,900
Well, can I do to them? 
I disdain. 

3497
03:41:43,900 --> 03:41:45,800
Oh, I'm gonna say a strongly 
worded. 

3498
03:41:45,800 --> 03:41:47,900
Insult on X. 
Ha ha. 

3499
03:41:50,200 --> 03:41:53,200
Okay. 
Does that make you feel better? 

3500
03:41:53,200 --> 03:41:56,800
No, it makes me feel awful. 
He doing it then. 

3501
03:42:00,300 --> 03:42:05,700
Um, It's taking me years to 
rebuild what was broken inside 

3502
03:42:05,700 --> 03:42:09,200
me, and it took, what waking up 
from a near-death experience to 

3503
03:42:09,200 --> 03:42:11,300
see the truth? 
Finally, and to find the courage

3504
03:42:11,300 --> 03:42:13,900
and humility to come to Christ 
for all the things, I once went 

3505
03:42:13,900 --> 03:42:17,800
searching for it Burning Man, 
I've spoken with former burners 

3506
03:42:17,800 --> 03:42:21,300
this year who have also been 
saved by Christ and it's no 

3507
03:42:21,300 --> 03:42:22,800
coincidence. 
That each of them has turned 

3508
03:42:22,800 --> 03:42:25,700
away from burning man. 
Now that misses it for the first

3509
03:42:25,700 --> 03:42:28,300
time in years they're 
rediscovering joy and 

3510
03:42:28,308 --> 03:42:30,700
fulfillment in the early and the
ordinary rhythms of Life 

3511
03:42:30,700 --> 03:42:35,100
ordinary rhythms of life. 
The same is true for me as a 

3512
03:42:35,100 --> 03:42:38,200
devout myself to scripture to my
family into walking in the light

3513
03:42:38,200 --> 03:42:40,700
of the Lord. 
I find that this process of 

3514
03:42:40,700 --> 03:42:44,300
renewal continues to unfold 
deepening day by day, step by 

3515
03:42:44,300 --> 03:42:50,100
step, I no longer desire to burn
the man, I now burn was Zeal in 

3516
03:42:50,100 --> 03:42:54,100
the spirits careful. 
The only thing I would only 

3517
03:42:54,100 --> 03:42:55,400
advice. 
I would give to her and again. 

3518
03:42:55,400 --> 03:42:59,100
Who am I right? 
I speak with no authority of 

3519
03:42:59,100 --> 03:43:02,300
anything but the only advice I 
give to Channahon here. 

3520
03:43:02,300 --> 03:43:06,500
Is that look, you've been 
deceived once. right, you fell 

3521
03:43:06,500 --> 03:43:11,100
into I would even say what we 
pray, less, because it's demonic

3522
03:43:11,100 --> 03:43:12,800
stuff. 
You've you've you've fallen for 

3523
03:43:12,800 --> 03:43:16,300
the illusion of the deceiver. 
And he went home more didn't go 

3524
03:43:16,308 --> 03:43:19,400
to the origin of God Bless but 
you know probably did a whole 

3525
03:43:19,408 --> 03:43:21,000
bunch of those stuff. 
We don't need to know the 

3526
03:43:21,000 --> 03:43:26,700
details. 
The the danger is this is now 

3527
03:43:26,700 --> 03:43:30,500
you've seen the light, right? 
You you're walking towards God, 

3528
03:43:30,500 --> 03:43:35,100
you're trying to do the return, 
repent redeem, prodigal son Ark,

3529
03:43:36,000 --> 03:43:39,900
God bless her. 
But it's really easy in your 

3530
03:43:39,900 --> 03:43:43,200
Zeal and your zealotry and your 
anger, your resentments, your, 

3531
03:43:43,200 --> 03:43:44,700
all these things you carry with 
you. 

3532
03:43:44,700 --> 03:43:46,300
And I'm not saying that she has 
these things. 

3533
03:43:46,300 --> 03:43:48,800
I don't know this woman. 
So maybe she she's addressed 

3534
03:43:48,800 --> 03:43:50,100
that as well and her spiritual 
father. 

3535
03:43:50,100 --> 03:43:53,200
Her priests whoever is helping 
her with that and glory to be 

3536
03:43:53,208 --> 03:43:55,900
God. 
But to anyone else, who's who I,

3537
03:43:55,900 --> 03:43:58,900
this is the Little bit of 
advice. 

3538
03:43:58,900 --> 03:44:01,200
I'd give I, I think you're 
starting to see this. 

3539
03:44:01,200 --> 03:44:04,200
Maybe not so much in Orthodoxy, 
maybe to a certain extent. 

3540
03:44:04,200 --> 03:44:06,100
Some of some church fathers to 
talk about this. 

3541
03:44:06,100 --> 03:44:09,000
I know fathers talked about this
a little bit, but people tend to

3542
03:44:09,000 --> 03:44:12,400
bring things there and they 
think they can hold on to it. 

3543
03:44:12,400 --> 03:44:16,400
And sometimes people drop out of
the of the catechism towards 

3544
03:44:16,400 --> 03:44:20,200
Orthodoxy because it's like What
did Father triple say once and 

3545
03:44:20,200 --> 03:44:23,600
was pretty? 
it was on because he does that 

3546
03:44:23,600 --> 03:44:28,900
where he said something like, A 
lot of people come to Orthodoxy 

3547
03:44:28,900 --> 03:44:32,800
because it seems like Orthodoxy 
doesn't like the same people, 

3548
03:44:32,800 --> 03:44:36,100
they don't or has the same 
problem with certain people 

3549
03:44:36,100 --> 03:44:39,000
groups, whatever sins. 
That they do. 

3550
03:44:39,800 --> 03:44:44,400
And, you know, like that it's 
right wing is conservative, is 

3551
03:44:44,400 --> 03:44:47,600
this? 
and they like it, like it, like 

3552
03:44:47,600 --> 03:44:49,800
it until they get further in and
they realize the problem really 

3553
03:44:49,800 --> 03:44:54,700
is that That they're pointing 
the figure out. 

3554
03:44:55,600 --> 03:44:56,800
But eventually you get to the 
Mirror. 

3555
03:44:58,200 --> 03:45:00,100
Because that's really what it's 
doing is holding a mirror up to 

3556
03:45:00,108 --> 03:45:02,600
you and go you pointing your 
finger at you. 

3557
03:45:03,600 --> 03:45:07,600
It's your sins. 
It's your passions, it's your 

3558
03:45:07,600 --> 03:45:10,800
demons. 
It's a war within you. 

3559
03:45:12,200 --> 03:45:15,100
There's a greater war going on 
because everyone has it and 

3560
03:45:15,100 --> 03:45:19,900
bring it to the world. 
And it's of the world. 

3561
03:45:23,500 --> 03:45:28,100
Responds to our fallen nature. 
but, The. 

3562
03:45:32,200 --> 03:45:35,700
But you become aware that it's 
not about changing everybody 

3563
03:45:35,700 --> 03:45:42,000
else fixing the world. 
It's about fixing you, healing 

3564
03:45:42,000 --> 03:45:44,100
yourself. 
Because that's all you really 

3565
03:45:44,100 --> 03:45:45,700
can do. 
This is a clean, your room. 

3566
03:45:45,700 --> 03:45:48,200
Got A Moment, Like, Jordan 
Peterson was sometimes pretty 

3567
03:45:48,200 --> 03:45:53,700
close. 
Take care of this first before. 

3568
03:45:53,700 --> 03:45:55,300
Everything else. 
And by the time you finish with 

3569
03:45:55,300 --> 03:45:58,700
this, you probably too old. 
You get to the point, right? 

3570
03:46:00,200 --> 03:46:07,500
They'll fix some cells. 
It's a tough one. because all 

3571
03:46:07,500 --> 03:46:11,100
the incentives in the world are 
telling you to go problems 

3572
03:46:11,100 --> 03:46:13,800
problems, 66 Be politically 
active. 

3573
03:46:13,800 --> 03:46:16,400
There's power. 
There's control Power and 

3574
03:46:16,400 --> 03:46:18,300
controls up for grabs. 
You can be powerful and 

3575
03:46:18,300 --> 03:46:19,500
controlling. 
You can influence things. 

3576
03:46:19,500 --> 03:46:21,400
You're an influencer. 
You can influence people. 

3577
03:46:23,100 --> 03:46:26,700
They'll build Effigies and buy 
your books and view counts. 

3578
03:46:26,700 --> 03:46:33,300
And Glory to be to you. 
It's not you. 

3579
03:46:34,700 --> 03:46:38,300
The glory belongs to God. 
He'll provide you with Grace. 

3580
03:46:40,200 --> 03:46:44,100
And mercy. 
All the glory goes up. 

3581
03:46:44,800 --> 03:46:47,200
Has to. 
What are you gonna do with it 

3582
03:46:47,200 --> 03:46:53,200
anyways? 
And you're suffering. 

3583
03:46:53,200 --> 03:46:58,000
Brings you closer to him? 
And it has to because that's the

3584
03:46:58,000 --> 03:47:01,000
only contacts that makes sense. 
Otherwise you're still going to 

3585
03:47:01,000 --> 03:47:04,000
suffer. 
Go to Burning Man and throw your

3586
03:47:04,000 --> 03:47:06,900
suffering on a temple and burn 
it isn't get rid of your 

3587
03:47:06,900 --> 03:47:09,200
suffering. 
You go back to the next year and

3588
03:47:09,200 --> 03:47:10,400
throw more things on the table 
and more. 

3589
03:47:10,400 --> 03:47:12,600
Every time you every year go 
back, there's some more 

3590
03:47:12,600 --> 03:47:14,000
suffering to throw in the temple
to burn. 

3591
03:47:14,900 --> 03:47:16,300
Well, obviously, just like 
therapy. 

3592
03:47:16,300 --> 03:47:19,600
Any doing anything, is it? 
I mean, It's doing something, 

3593
03:47:19,600 --> 03:47:21,100
but it's not doing the thing. 
You think it's gonna do? 

3594
03:47:25,700 --> 03:47:31,900
Oops. 
Oh, it's really doing is saying 

3595
03:47:31,900 --> 03:47:34,800
that. 
Your responsibility to deal with

3596
03:47:34,800 --> 03:47:37,700
this suffering to center it to 
to actually, okay? 

3597
03:47:39,700 --> 03:47:42,400
How did this suffering happen? 
Where am I with it? 

3598
03:47:42,400 --> 03:47:44,900
How did I was? 
I did I cause it? 

3599
03:47:45,900 --> 03:47:47,400
What is my responsibilities to 
it? 

3600
03:47:47,400 --> 03:47:49,500
Even if I didn't cause it. 
Okay, I need to bear this. 

3601
03:47:51,600 --> 03:47:57,500
I need to see it through. 
And without giving into despair.

3602
03:48:01,100 --> 03:48:03,000
Because what God and 
Christianity is Orthodoxy 

3603
03:48:03,000 --> 03:48:06,100
prevents provide you is a path 
to reality. 

3604
03:48:09,500 --> 03:48:14,600
And reality, big, our reality. 
Ain't soft and fuzzy. 

3605
03:48:16,300 --> 03:48:18,300
And a party out in the desert or
wherever. 

3606
03:48:24,300 --> 03:48:31,700
It's hard. 
But you can bear this cross and 

3607
03:48:31,700 --> 03:48:35,300
you can bear the cross reality. 
You can make your life a cross. 

3608
03:48:36,500 --> 03:48:40,300
And bear it because you 
understand what it's for why? 

3609
03:48:41,600 --> 03:48:43,600
It's not just to go through 
suffering to burn it on a 

3610
03:48:43,608 --> 03:48:46,300
temple. 
And try to get rid of it. 

3611
03:48:49,900 --> 03:48:53,600
Is to try to make you better. 
Stronger. 

3612
03:48:55,500 --> 03:48:59,100
More resilient more grateful or 
gracious, more humble. 

3613
03:49:01,300 --> 03:49:05,200
You're not in control this 
thing. and you're not going to 

3614
03:49:05,200 --> 03:49:14,100
will yourself well, okay. 
Let's take a break. 

3615
03:49:14,100 --> 03:49:18,100
Let's oh okay do what? 
Okay to those who talk in the 

3616
03:49:18,108 --> 03:49:20,300
chat, warm melon, no bills still
here. 

3617
03:49:20,300 --> 03:49:23,300
Thank you all for watching. 95 
viewers across. 

3618
03:49:23,300 --> 03:49:24,900
All the places like, subscribe. 
Share. 

3619
03:49:24,900 --> 03:49:27,500
All the things. 
Watching on x. 

3620
03:49:28,200 --> 03:49:30,800
Hey, there's a click and there's
a thing in the bio click and 

3621
03:49:30,800 --> 03:49:32,800
send me some money. 
Don't be a lurker. 

3622
03:49:33,900 --> 03:49:37,400
Pay your tax pay, your taxes 
tip, your just tip. 

3623
03:49:37,400 --> 03:49:40,100
I'm a server. 
I'm serving you up content. 

3624
03:49:43,000 --> 03:49:44,600
Tip your server tip your 
stripper. 

3625
03:49:44,600 --> 03:49:47,100
That's all we ask. 
Two bucks. 

3626
03:49:49,100 --> 03:49:51,500
And don't even think about it. 
Get a membership. 

3627
03:49:51,500 --> 03:49:53,300
It's two bucks. 
Membership my membership. 

3628
03:49:53,900 --> 03:49:55,700
Easy. 
We make it so easy for you. 

3629
03:49:56,400 --> 03:50:00,000
Easy peasy. 
Every little bit helps and gives

3630
03:50:00,000 --> 03:50:01,900
me more comps to keep keep going
on. 

3631
03:50:01,900 --> 03:50:03,600
Folks, I like to know that you 
like the show. 

3632
03:50:04,600 --> 03:50:06,300
Of course, like, subscribe and 
do all the things, okay. 

3633
03:50:06,300 --> 03:50:10,200
Um, what do you want to do or 
melon or whoever else in the 

3634
03:50:10,200 --> 03:50:12,700
chat who wants to sound off and 
give yourself a vote? 

3635
03:50:12,700 --> 03:50:17,200
Should we continue on with the 
last half of the father, father 

3636
03:50:17,200 --> 03:50:19,900
spiritans, really reality of 
demonic possession? 

3637
03:50:19,900 --> 03:50:28,100
Or should I go try to find the 
The just father just saw a trim 

3638
03:50:28,100 --> 03:50:32,500
talk about deep about a screw 
tape. 

3639
03:50:32,500 --> 03:50:37,400
You just see if I can find the 
Opera as an option. 

3640
03:50:39,200 --> 03:50:41,900
Doo doo, doo. 
Playlist. 

3641
03:50:43,300 --> 03:50:50,500
Orthodoxy. 
To do hammer, God. 

3642
03:50:51,600 --> 03:51:00,400
Pushing the? 
Second. 

3643
03:51:02,400 --> 03:51:06,400
I am. 
He's, we can just do. 

3644
03:51:08,100 --> 03:51:15,200
Father. 
Joe Sia, Trenholm. 

3645
03:51:18,500 --> 03:51:23,600
Screw tape. 
I don't know, I don't know. 

3646
03:51:23,608 --> 03:51:24,900
The screw tape thing. 
Okay. 

3647
03:51:27,600 --> 03:51:31,800
Spiritual dryness, that was it. 
Everyone. 

3648
03:51:31,800 --> 03:51:33,000
God bless. 
Okay. 

3649
03:51:34,100 --> 03:51:37,200
This is a bit long. 
Anyways, we'll play for a bit. 

3650
03:51:37,208 --> 03:51:39,200
I just have to go use facilities
and have a stretch. 

3651
03:51:39,200 --> 03:51:48,000
I'll be right back, listen to 
this and I would have said the 

3652
03:51:48,000 --> 03:51:49,200
demonic possessions. 
Okay, let's do that. 

3653
03:51:49,200 --> 03:51:51,700
Let's let's save this. 
Screw tape stuff. 

3654
03:51:52,600 --> 03:51:55,200
That's actually better. 
Always go with the first 

3655
03:51:55,200 --> 03:51:59,000
instinct. 
Usually listen to the last bit 

3656
03:51:59,000 --> 03:52:03,300
of Father's part aspired in here
and we'll do a separate screw 

3657
03:52:03,300 --> 03:52:06,100
tape episode in the near future.
Here we go. 

3658
03:52:07,400 --> 03:52:12,900
Media break. 
Enjoy this, I will be back we 

3659
03:52:12,900 --> 03:52:17,900
can be healed by repenting by 
confessing by trusting in 

3660
03:52:17,900 --> 03:52:20,200
Christ's power and authority 
over everything. 

3661
03:52:20,200 --> 03:52:25,000
Everything that we are. 
When? 

3662
03:52:26,300 --> 03:52:31,800
Someone enters into this demonic
condition. when they refused to 

3663
03:52:31,800 --> 03:52:36,600
repent, when they are formed and
shaped according to an evil 

3664
03:52:36,600 --> 03:52:41,800
pattern, the harm that is done, 
May of course, be to their own 

3665
03:52:41,800 --> 03:52:44,600
soul but also to other people 
around them. 

3666
03:52:45,900 --> 03:52:47,800
We can lead other people into 
sin. 

3667
03:52:48,800 --> 03:52:51,100
We can weaken other people's 
resolve. 

3668
03:52:51,800 --> 03:52:55,500
We can shake that, we can do all
kinds of spiritual damage to 

3669
03:52:55,500 --> 03:53:00,800
other people. 
And the opposite is true when we

3670
03:53:00,800 --> 03:53:05,300
are healed. 
When Christ, enters us and 

3671
03:53:05,300 --> 03:53:09,200
restores us. 
And we begin to repent and begin

3672
03:53:09,200 --> 03:53:12,400
to be transformed. 
The Light of Christ. 

3673
03:53:12,400 --> 03:53:18,800
The enters, the begins to 
illuminate us All so changes the

3674
03:53:18,800 --> 03:53:22,500
people around us. 
We don't always have to share 

3675
03:53:22,500 --> 03:53:25,200
our faith. 
Just in words, it is more 

3676
03:53:25,200 --> 03:53:27,400
effective to be changed to be 
transformed. 

3677
03:53:27,400 --> 03:53:31,200
To allow Christ himself and his 
presence in our lives. 

3678
03:53:32,900 --> 03:53:37,200
Touch other people. 
People can see the change, they 

3679
03:53:37,208 --> 03:53:41,700
can see Christ's presence in 
whatever small form or way. 

3680
03:53:43,600 --> 03:53:47,100
Let us be changed that other 
people may benefit from the 

3681
03:53:47,100 --> 03:53:50,500
change that Christ brings to us.
Christ. 

3682
03:53:52,200 --> 03:53:56,000
Christ brings transformation to 
the very best parts of 

3683
03:53:56,000 --> 03:54:01,000
ourselves. 
So, this encounter that in the 

3684
03:54:01,000 --> 03:54:03,800
8th, chapter of the Gospel of 
Saint Luke, it is a reminder to 

3685
03:54:03,800 --> 03:54:04,200
us. 
Yes. 

3686
03:54:04,200 --> 03:54:07,400
First of all. 
To recognize the true nature of 

3687
03:54:07,400 --> 03:54:11,300
the Demons. 
We may say, why would God even 

3688
03:54:11,300 --> 03:54:15,400
allow someone to be possessed? 
This awful condition. 

3689
03:54:15,400 --> 03:54:20,400
Why would God permit this? 
Saint Gregory palamas answers 

3690
03:54:20,400 --> 03:54:24,500
us, he says When we see the 
possessed, man. 

3691
03:54:25,800 --> 03:54:29,400
We recognize truly the evil 
condition. 

3692
03:54:30,400 --> 03:54:35,300
That following evil following 
the Demon's leads us to it 

3693
03:54:35,300 --> 03:54:37,500
reveals their true purpose. 
That true nature. 

3694
03:54:38,700 --> 03:54:42,100
Evil is seen for what it truly 
is and it enables us. 

3695
03:54:42,900 --> 03:54:47,500
To make a true choice. 
Will I choose to follow this 

3696
03:54:47,500 --> 03:54:49,800
evil? 
All I repent. 

3697
03:54:51,500 --> 03:54:54,200
And of course, again Saint 
Gregory palamas, says, it also 

3698
03:54:54,200 --> 03:54:57,700
enables us to see the true 
Authority and power of Christ in

3699
03:54:57,700 --> 03:55:00,100
action. 
To build our confidence. 

3700
03:55:00,100 --> 03:55:05,200
Our trust, our faith in Christ. 
As frightful that it is. 

3701
03:55:06,100 --> 03:55:09,800
It serves God's purpose. 
Even the demons. 

3702
03:55:11,300 --> 03:55:16,700
When they try to commit evil. 
God's Providence is such that 

3703
03:55:16,700 --> 03:55:20,500
his will be done. 
His goodness will come from 

3704
03:55:20,500 --> 03:55:28,800
everything. and, Let us see how.
Willingly, every one of us. 

3705
03:55:29,800 --> 03:55:32,100
Does indeed give us ourselves to
evil? 

3706
03:55:33,200 --> 03:55:37,100
This is a hard thing to 
recognize a hard truth to to be 

3707
03:55:37,100 --> 03:55:41,100
willing to face. 
Look within ourselves. 

3708
03:55:43,200 --> 03:55:45,200
Here are conscious. 
What is it? 

3709
03:55:45,200 --> 03:55:48,100
I struggle to repent from. 
What is it? 

3710
03:55:48,100 --> 03:55:51,600
I refuse to repent from, what's 
in sins, what Temptations? 

3711
03:55:51,600 --> 03:55:56,200
Do I still cling to even on my 
conscience speaks out even 

3712
03:55:56,200 --> 03:55:59,000
though I know that I am joining 
my self to evil. 

3713
03:56:00,100 --> 03:56:04,900
Secretly in this hidden way. 
May I see it. 

3714
03:56:04,900 --> 03:56:08,700
Make come to light. 
May bear it before Christ in 

3715
03:56:08,700 --> 03:56:11,500
confession. 
Let us see truly. 

3716
03:56:12,400 --> 03:56:16,900
Truly be honest, and recognize. 
How have I joined myself to 

3717
03:56:16,900 --> 03:56:19,200
evil? 
How have I allowed Satan to 

3718
03:56:19,200 --> 03:56:21,500
shape? 
Me secretly. 

3719
03:56:25,200 --> 03:56:28,300
Oh my goodness. 
God bless that you're safe. 

3720
03:56:28,300 --> 03:56:29,100
Orthodox. 
Boomer. 

3721
03:56:29,100 --> 03:56:33,300
Grandma just says just evacuated
with dogs and cats to Monastery 

3722
03:56:33,300 --> 03:56:38,700
due to 65 fires near a Candle 
factory 4,000 Acres my goodness.

3723
03:56:38,700 --> 03:56:42,500
Oh glory to God that you're safe
and will keep you. 

3724
03:56:42,500 --> 03:56:46,200
Pray that Your house and your 
property sustains. 

3725
03:56:46,200 --> 03:56:52,000
No damage or if anything just 
minimal damage to know that 

3726
03:56:52,000 --> 03:56:53,300
you're that good to know you're 
safe. 

3727
03:56:55,000 --> 03:56:59,000
Those parts of ourselves that we
wouldn't dare reveal to anybody 

3728
03:56:59,000 --> 03:57:03,800
around us. 
We know, we know the shame, we 

3729
03:57:03,800 --> 03:57:10,600
know the depth of our sin Trust 
Christ can shine his light into 

3730
03:57:10,600 --> 03:57:12,700
the darkness, he can bring 
healing. 

3731
03:57:13,600 --> 03:57:18,100
He Wills that we be restored but
he doesn't destroy our free 

3732
03:57:18,100 --> 03:57:20,500
will. 
We have a choice. 

3733
03:57:21,600 --> 03:57:25,400
We may choose. 
To give us to send, give us to 

3734
03:57:25,400 --> 03:57:29,300
Satan. 
And Orthodox Boomerang on this 

3735
03:57:29,300 --> 03:57:33,300
goes without saying, but if you 
ever need any help or 

3736
03:57:33,300 --> 03:57:36,900
assistance, just ask, we'll do 
what we can whether it be 

3737
03:57:36,908 --> 03:57:42,400
Financial or whatever that just 
let us know. because, I know 

3738
03:57:42,408 --> 03:57:45,500
you're. 
You're supportive of this show 

3739
03:57:45,500 --> 03:57:47,100
and you've been tons of other 
chats. 

3740
03:57:47,100 --> 03:57:48,900
So just know that you're not 
alone. 

3741
03:57:48,900 --> 03:57:54,000
So if you need any help, you 
just let us know. you know, 

3742
03:57:54,008 --> 03:57:56,600
interesting thing here, he talks
about and something that atheist

3743
03:57:57,200 --> 03:58:03,500
Really myth on. 
There's a few standard atheist 

3744
03:58:03,500 --> 03:58:06,300
arguments against Christianity, 
specifically. 

3745
03:58:06,300 --> 03:58:10,200
But it kind of really boils down
to, you know, if bad things 

3746
03:58:10,200 --> 03:58:14,900
happen why God or you know why? 
No God bad things, happen. 

3747
03:58:14,900 --> 03:58:16,300
Whatever. 
The. 

3748
03:58:17,500 --> 03:58:26,400
The. oh, is this a single? 
Okay, the The not-so-obvious. 

3749
03:58:26,400 --> 03:58:30,000
But obvious answer to that comes
at comes around. 

3750
03:58:30,000 --> 03:58:31,900
This is that? 
Because you have free will 

3751
03:58:31,908 --> 03:58:33,300
there's a fall and you have 
free. 

3752
03:58:33,300 --> 03:58:35,000
Will these two things happening?
The same time. 

3753
03:58:35,000 --> 03:58:39,200
God could have created perfect 
slaves, who would never do 

3754
03:58:39,200 --> 03:58:40,800
anything bad things? 
Never bad things would have 

3755
03:58:40,808 --> 03:58:42,100
happened in the fall. 
Would never have happened. 

3756
03:58:42,100 --> 03:58:45,000
Etc, etc. 
But he had to give but he gave 

3757
03:58:45,008 --> 03:58:48,700
us free will or had to he gave 
us free will so we could choose 

3758
03:58:49,600 --> 03:58:54,100
to serve him. 
So we could choose to through 

3759
03:58:54,100 --> 03:58:58,000
our fallen nature now. 
Suffer and And devote ourselves 

3760
03:58:58,000 --> 03:59:01,400
to him rather than just it not 
being a choice. 

3761
03:59:04,400 --> 03:59:07,400
Because if it's no choice, if 
you're just this way. 

3762
03:59:08,700 --> 03:59:11,200
If you just build good to do 
good and that stuff, is it 

3763
03:59:11,200 --> 03:59:13,400
really good? 
How can you know what's good? 

3764
03:59:14,700 --> 03:59:16,900
Sometimes you need to have, you 
need to taste the sour to 

3765
03:59:16,900 --> 03:59:27,100
appreciate the sweet. 
Orthodox. 

3766
03:59:27,100 --> 03:59:29,900
Boomer grows, as she had time to
pack three GO bags. 

3767
03:59:29,900 --> 03:59:32,100
So where's the fire? 
Exactly. 

3768
03:59:32,100 --> 03:59:43,700
Is it. is it threatening your 
property or She's saying that we

3769
03:59:43,708 --> 03:59:46,600
usually had seen Sarah from 
Rose's Monastery, this time of 

3770
03:59:46,600 --> 03:59:48,600
year and good thing we didn't 
go. 

3771
03:59:48,600 --> 03:59:55,300
Well, so maybe Maybe. 
God kept you to to protect to 

3772
03:59:55,300 --> 04:00:02,800
protect you and your property. 
She says, I have no anxiety. 

3773
04:00:02,800 --> 04:00:06,100
I had no anxiety total piece the
whole time glory to God, glory 

3774
04:00:06,100 --> 04:00:08,300
to God. 
I know one time here in 

3775
04:00:08,300 --> 04:00:12,200
Australia when we were living, 
not in this house but somewhere 

3776
04:00:12,200 --> 04:00:15,800
close by. 
And, you know, sometimes you get

3777
04:00:15,800 --> 04:00:18,500
these bushfires and warnings. 
There was a big one, not too far

3778
04:00:18,500 --> 04:00:21,200
from us. 
It's actually was right by where

3779
04:00:21,200 --> 04:00:23,200
I was working at this one or 
three, I thought here. 

3780
04:00:23,200 --> 04:00:29,700
And we were forced to evacuate 
and go live at say it families 

3781
04:00:29,700 --> 04:00:32,900
closure to town And yeah, it was
the same thing. 

3782
04:00:32,900 --> 04:00:36,200
You grab a few bags and you're 
waiting around because you know,

3783
04:00:36,200 --> 04:00:38,200
the fires there, we just don't 
know where they're going from 

3784
04:00:38,200 --> 04:00:40,400
and you're like, okay, fine, 
wait, wait, wait, oh, there's 

3785
04:00:40,400 --> 04:00:44,000
you know, it's been okay, we 
gotta go. and, And there was 

3786
04:00:44,000 --> 04:00:47,300
there was animals involved too. 
So yeah. 

3787
04:00:47,300 --> 04:00:49,900
It was a it was a scene man. 
I never had that. 

3788
04:00:49,900 --> 04:00:52,900
I never had to evacuate from an 
area before. 

3789
04:00:52,900 --> 04:00:55,900
Oddly enough, I live in the 
city. 

3790
04:00:55,900 --> 04:00:58,100
There's, you know, if you have a
vacuum, the city, there's 

3791
04:00:58,100 --> 04:01:00,300
something really bad happening. 
Like a gas leak or something, 

3792
04:01:00,300 --> 04:01:02,000
right? 
Just somehow. 

3793
04:01:02,000 --> 04:01:05,900
I've always avoided that had to 
live through one flood in the 

3794
04:01:05,908 --> 04:01:07,100
house, and that was basically 
it. 

3795
04:01:07,100 --> 04:01:14,100
So, so yeah, I know it's can I 
was I was dressed out so I was 

3796
04:01:14,108 --> 04:01:18,400
fantastic that you Know 
anxieties, you know what to do? 

3797
04:01:18,408 --> 04:01:23,200
And It's called the six, five, 
the six to six to five. 

3798
04:01:27,800 --> 04:01:29,800
So this is obviously not. 
Is this in? 

3799
04:01:29,800 --> 04:01:35,900
This is California. 
They're flying helicopters with 

3800
04:01:35,900 --> 04:01:38,400
water right now, good. 
Well, hopefully. 

3801
04:01:39,700 --> 04:01:50,900
It spares your property. 
Let's finish up with his 

3802
04:01:50,900 --> 04:01:53,400
father's Spirit here and then 
we'll get to that the finish up 

3803
04:01:53,400 --> 04:01:59,700
that article of Scott Greer. 
And then we'll get to some other

3804
04:01:59,700 --> 04:02:03,600
server rooms. 
Blessed blessed sir from Rose. 

3805
04:02:04,500 --> 04:02:09,900
We may struggle and overcome 
these passions refuse these 

3806
04:02:09,900 --> 04:02:13,100
Temptations. 
And when we fall and we fall off

3807
04:02:13,100 --> 04:02:15,400
tomorrow. 
Don't doctors over here or talks

3808
04:02:15,400 --> 04:02:19,800
over Grandma and let us get up. 
And again, and again, work and 

3809
04:02:19,800 --> 04:02:24,500
struggle and repent. 
But let's do all of this. 

3810
04:02:25,500 --> 04:02:32,700
Without despair even when we 
face and see the true evil, the 

3811
04:02:32,700 --> 04:02:35,900
true damage, the true harm that 
we have done to us that we can 

3812
04:02:35,900 --> 04:02:40,800
Amy Erickson is a subscribed. 
Would you subscribe before? 

3813
04:02:40,800 --> 04:02:45,500
I feel like you have been hi Amy
to do to ourselves. 

3814
04:02:45,500 --> 04:02:50,300
Let us never despair. 
Despair. 

3815
04:02:50,300 --> 04:02:52,800
It's Matt Ericson's. 
Help me. 

3816
04:02:55,500 --> 04:02:57,500
I've been tempted to call my 
wife that and I'm like, no 

3817
04:02:57,500 --> 04:03:00,700
that's that and that's how the 
fart started yet. 

3818
04:03:00,700 --> 04:03:03,800
Another Temptation it is another
trick of Satan. 

3819
04:03:03,800 --> 04:03:09,200
It is one of the ways to the 
demons will try to separate us 

3820
04:03:09,200 --> 04:03:17,100
from Hope and God, He must give.
Thanks, give thanks for all that

3821
04:03:17,100 --> 04:03:19,800
God does but also, especially 
for his healing. 

3822
04:03:20,700 --> 04:03:24,600
His restoration, give thanks for
what he is doing in our lives, 

3823
04:03:24,600 --> 04:03:30,700
the way that he is changing us. 
When we repent, we must give. 

3824
04:03:30,700 --> 04:03:36,100
Thanks for his Mercy. 
We repent and he forgives us. 

3825
04:03:36,100 --> 04:03:40,900
Let us give, thanks for this. 
And for the homeless that he 

3826
04:03:40,900 --> 04:03:45,400
brings Wholeness that is 
eternal. 

3827
04:03:48,700 --> 04:03:51,600
Was read this out my dear 
brother and sister is let us 

3828
04:03:51,600 --> 04:03:55,100
look to ourselves that for the 
appetite of the plush, the 

3829
04:03:55,100 --> 04:03:58,000
pleasures of frivolous 
privileged society and false 

3830
04:03:58,000 --> 04:04:00,600
philosophy and that for gain in 
business. 

3831
04:04:00,600 --> 04:04:03,700
We lose not Jesus. 
Our savior and fall prey to all 

3832
04:04:03,700 --> 04:04:07,200
to the adversary of our Eternal 
salvation, amen. 

3833
04:04:07,200 --> 04:04:13,200
It's one of those hard things. 
To balance. 

3834
04:04:14,900 --> 04:04:19,800
In the world not of it. 
We have these things. 

3835
04:04:19,800 --> 04:04:22,300
These possessions these gifts 
really have gone. 

3836
04:04:22,300 --> 04:04:27,200
These Mercies Some more than 
others. but really we're told 

3837
04:04:27,200 --> 04:04:30,900
and not just told but 
instructed, but but it makes 

3838
04:04:30,900 --> 04:04:34,500
sense and not covet these things
and I'll hold these things is as

3839
04:04:35,500 --> 04:04:38,700
All there is. 
For one day, we'll be gone. 

3840
04:04:39,600 --> 04:04:43,700
Or there could be a fire. 
Or some other such thing. 

3841
04:04:45,000 --> 04:04:49,700
I can be gone. 
What do you have? 

3842
04:04:49,700 --> 04:04:52,000
You have the kindness of 
strangers, Orthodox. 

3843
04:04:52,000 --> 04:04:54,000
But my grandma saying here, the 
animals were cool. 

3844
04:04:54,000 --> 04:04:56,400
The sheriff helped us get 150 
pound, dog. 

3845
04:04:56,400 --> 04:04:58,500
Bear in the candle delivery van.
Jesus. 

3846
04:04:59,700 --> 04:05:04,900
Or to God all things, exactly. 
Thank you for praying know, hey.

3847
04:05:06,400 --> 04:05:13,300
Easiest thing in the world. like
I said, Grandma, if you, if down

3848
04:05:13,300 --> 04:05:14,800
the road you need any help or 
assistance. 

3849
04:05:14,800 --> 04:05:17,900
You just, you send another call 
and we'll, we'll rally the 

3850
04:05:17,900 --> 04:05:18,600
troops. 
I'm sure. 

3851
04:05:24,400 --> 04:05:28,500
The. 
So it's, it's the it's to 

3852
04:05:28,500 --> 04:05:31,200
balance our coveted us. 
To not covet these things. 

3853
04:05:31,200 --> 04:05:35,100
Do not hold these things. 
He's wonderful things this 

3854
04:05:35,100 --> 04:05:41,100
technology, these this house, 
the The graciousness of others, 

3855
04:05:41,100 --> 04:05:44,100
the money, the whatever. 
To understand that these things 

3856
04:05:44,100 --> 04:05:45,700
are all temporary, they're 
heavy. 

3857
04:05:45,700 --> 04:05:53,300
They have its uses their tools. 
and if we're not using them, To 

3858
04:05:53,300 --> 04:05:57,400
benefit others. 
To forward or commitment to God 

3859
04:05:57,400 --> 04:06:01,200
to build churches. 
I, you know, I think of that 

3860
04:06:01,200 --> 04:06:03,800
sometimes. 
You know what if sometimes 

3861
04:06:03,800 --> 04:06:06,000
people ask you know what if what
if you got 100 million dollars 

3862
04:06:06,000 --> 04:06:07,400
would you do with them like 
build churches? 

3863
04:06:11,500 --> 04:06:15,600
Build churches. 
That's not the answer. 

3864
04:06:15,600 --> 04:06:18,400
I would give you 10 years ago, 
obviously, probably don't even 

3865
04:06:18,400 --> 04:06:22,000
answer, maybe giving you five 
years ago. but certainly the 

3866
04:06:22,000 --> 04:06:24,100
answer, maybe I would have 
started giving you last year and

3867
04:06:24,100 --> 04:06:26,700
certainly now because the only 
thing that makes sense to me is 

3868
04:06:26,700 --> 04:06:30,700
to build churches How many 
houses can you live in? 

3869
04:06:33,500 --> 04:06:34,900
But how many houses can house 
the lord? 

3870
04:06:34,900 --> 04:06:38,400
Well, spread those out like 
seeds. 

3871
04:06:40,300 --> 04:06:45,800
And watch a trees grow. 
Monsters and churches. 

3872
04:06:45,800 --> 04:06:48,500
That's lord gave me 100 million 
there. 

3873
04:06:50,300 --> 04:06:55,400
That's where to go to. 
I mean, I really know. 

3874
04:06:58,300 --> 04:06:59,700
A little bit, you know. 
Hey, okay. 

3875
04:06:59,700 --> 04:07:01,900
Well some of it. 
You know. 

3876
04:07:06,400 --> 04:07:08,500
It hire someone to do The Lawns.
That's there. 

3877
04:07:08,500 --> 04:07:10,400
That's been the thing I keep for
myself. 

3878
04:07:10,400 --> 04:07:16,200
Everything else is gone. 
You know the mortgage. 

3879
04:07:16,200 --> 04:07:21,300
Okay, let's finish this since we
started this, let's finish this.

3880
04:07:21,300 --> 04:07:27,200
I think we're almost there. 
This is what's his name Scotty? 

3881
04:07:27,200 --> 04:07:33,500
Scotty 2 Hotty Scott Greer. 
Talking about demons. 

3882
04:07:33,500 --> 04:07:35,900
And people who talk about demons
in the right, of course, we took

3883
04:07:35,900 --> 04:07:44,200
it took a Side quest to talk to 
read, Shanahan's. of about 

3884
04:07:44,200 --> 04:07:48,600
Burning Man from her experience 
is As one as a burner as a 

3885
04:07:48,600 --> 04:07:50,300
previous burner. 
Now, as a Christian looking back

3886
04:07:50,300 --> 04:07:53,500
and saying, yeah, this is a lot 
of demons from her scripture. 

3887
04:07:53,500 --> 04:07:59,700
A lot of demons. 
But let's get back to here. 

3888
04:08:02,200 --> 04:08:03,500
Okay, so we'll just read this 
again. 

3889
04:08:03,500 --> 04:08:07,100
One such character is Nicole, 
Shanahan the twice divorce, 

3890
04:08:07,100 --> 04:08:10,800
former running mate of Robert F 
Kennedy Junior, her twice 

3891
04:08:10,800 --> 04:08:15,200
divorce day and God bless her. 
God bless him, her two husbands 

3892
04:08:15,200 --> 04:08:18,900
were Jewish and she converted to
Judaism for her first marriage. 

3893
04:08:18,900 --> 04:08:21,300
After deciding to become a 
conservative influencer, 

3894
04:08:21,300 --> 04:08:24,400
Shanahan announced, she had 
converted to Christianity her 

3895
04:08:24,400 --> 04:08:26,600
reasoning. 
She came to believe in demons 

3896
04:08:26,600 --> 04:08:30,500
her face reflects the notion 
that belief in demons is more 

3897
04:08:30,500 --> 04:08:34,100
important for the online, right?
Then the belief in God. 

3898
04:08:35,200 --> 04:08:39,100
It's a very odd. 
Conclusion to come to. 

3899
04:08:40,200 --> 04:08:42,600
It's like Tucker Carlson's 
talked about this too, right? 

3900
04:08:42,600 --> 04:08:45,900
And now he was an Episcopalian. 
I think he's still is or what? 

3901
04:08:45,900 --> 04:08:48,100
I'm not sure if he's changed his
faith, fishy or not. 

3902
04:08:48,108 --> 04:08:51,700
But he said that, you know, that
not too long ago. 

3903
04:08:51,700 --> 04:08:54,600
He was attacked by demon in his 
sleep tore, open stuff. 

3904
04:08:56,500 --> 04:08:59,300
And I got him. 
Searching for further. 

3905
04:08:59,300 --> 04:09:02,300
And several was wake up call, 
because it was in his tradition,

3906
04:09:02,300 --> 04:09:06,500
his Christian Donna nomination, 
they just didn't talk about 

3907
04:09:06,500 --> 04:09:09,500
demons. 
It was an inconsideration with 

3908
04:09:09,500 --> 04:09:13,300
that episcopalians are sort of 
like American English. 

3909
04:09:15,700 --> 04:09:21,800
Essentially. 
I know, I know here the essay in

3910
04:09:21,800 --> 04:09:22,700
the comment section. 
Go ahead. 

3911
04:09:25,400 --> 04:09:27,400
If you are watching this in 
future leave a comment section 

3912
04:09:27,400 --> 04:09:28,600
below. 
It helps us show too. 

3913
04:09:28,600 --> 04:09:30,500
Like subscribe. 
Send me money. 

3914
04:09:30,500 --> 04:09:32,800
Yeah. 
Go to church, talk to your 

3915
04:09:32,808 --> 04:09:42,900
priest tip, your so, this this 
kind of a weird conclusion to 

3916
04:09:42,900 --> 04:09:46,100
say, That you experience demons 
and then you turn to 

3917
04:09:46,100 --> 04:09:48,200
Christianity because you're 
like, well they're these are 

3918
04:09:48,200 --> 04:09:50,400
demons. 
They're demons there and if 

3919
04:09:50,408 --> 04:09:52,900
demons are real then Satan's 
real estate is real than God's 

3920
04:09:52,900 --> 04:09:54,900
real. 
And I think Christianity then 

3921
04:09:54,900 --> 04:09:56,000
kind of explains all these 
things. 

3922
04:09:56,000 --> 04:09:59,900
Therefore are goes some 
Christianity He's working 

3923
04:09:59,900 --> 04:10:02,400
backwards from an event but you 
know many of us do. 

3924
04:10:04,700 --> 04:10:07,600
I got to a low Point called out 
to I was still in atheist called

3925
04:10:07,600 --> 04:10:13,200
up to God in October 2020 soon 
after my daughter was born and 

3926
04:10:13,200 --> 04:10:16,300
was and received a voice. 
Very clear voice in my head, 

3927
04:10:16,300 --> 04:10:20,200
that was not my voice. 
Tell me to Bear Witness. 

3928
04:10:22,300 --> 04:10:25,000
I said, okay. 
And we later was met with a 

3929
04:10:25,000 --> 04:10:28,800
train load of Shame. 
I couldn't, I couldn't 

3930
04:10:28,800 --> 04:10:35,700
understand any other way. 
I'm sure some people all the 

3931
04:10:35,700 --> 04:10:39,100
online writers All About That. 
Yo you had a psychotic break, 

3932
04:10:39,100 --> 04:10:40,100
you had this, you're not trust 
me. 

3933
04:10:40,108 --> 04:10:43,800
I've run through all the 
possibilities here. but I was 

3934
04:10:43,808 --> 04:10:49,500
like, well, okay, if I'm crazy. 
But nothing else in my life has 

3935
04:10:49,500 --> 04:10:51,900
changed other than I'm aware 
that I was wrong about. 

3936
04:10:51,900 --> 04:10:55,800
Oh, everything. 
And need to make up the 

3937
04:10:55,800 --> 04:10:59,000
distance. 
By like going doing something 

3938
04:10:59,000 --> 04:11:03,100
radical, like, going to church. 
Every Sunday. 

3939
04:11:04,200 --> 04:11:13,700
And saying some prayers. 
Radical. 

3940
04:11:14,900 --> 04:11:18,700
Being nicer to people. 
What? 

3941
04:11:20,300 --> 04:11:24,100
Taking self-responsibility self.
Authorship ownership ownership 

3942
04:11:24,100 --> 04:11:25,000
man. 
It's all. 

3943
04:11:25,000 --> 04:11:29,200
It's my ownership know. 
It's weird ways like by becoming

3944
04:11:29,200 --> 04:11:34,700
more. 
I guess interested in in healing

3945
04:11:34,700 --> 04:11:36,900
myself, the less ownership I 
have of myself. 

3946
04:11:40,300 --> 04:11:43,900
It's funny that. 
Less ownership of everything 

3947
04:11:43,900 --> 04:11:49,800
else. 
Apart my prayers. to God and as 

3948
04:11:49,800 --> 04:11:53,100
theotokos for help and Saint 
Ilya my patreon. 

3949
04:11:54,300 --> 04:11:56,400
Saying Elijah, the Prophet 
Elijah to those who don't know. 

3950
04:11:57,200 --> 04:12:01,600
I was born on his feast day. 
Often my prayers, what I pray 

3951
04:12:01,608 --> 04:12:03,400
for is, for God to, to lead my 
family. 

3952
04:12:03,400 --> 04:12:07,800
If I if I'm unworthy, if I 
cannot lead them, if I'm, you 

3953
04:12:07,800 --> 04:12:11,600
know, If I cannot bring them to 
God my through my, my modeling 

3954
04:12:11,600 --> 04:12:13,600
through my presence and allow 
God to do that. 

3955
04:12:14,900 --> 04:12:20,900
Give It Up. 
My child to most important 

3956
04:12:20,900 --> 04:12:25,600
people in my life. 
I put them in God's hands. 

3957
04:12:27,800 --> 04:12:28,900
Their souls their guidance 
there. 

3958
04:12:29,800 --> 04:12:31,900
Things that are most precious 
things are most important. 

3959
04:12:33,200 --> 04:12:36,100
It's not mine. 
They're not mine and that sense.

3960
04:12:37,600 --> 04:12:41,100
But I have a role. 
I responsibility of a Duty. 

3961
04:12:41,900 --> 04:12:45,500
As a man at this house. still 
delete know, just spiritually 

3962
04:12:45,500 --> 04:12:48,300
God and lead and whatever 
capability I have and I 

3963
04:12:48,300 --> 04:12:53,100
recognize that I'm A white belt.
I got all my other things ahead 

3964
04:12:53,100 --> 04:12:55,300
of me. 
I'm working on that working on, 

3965
04:12:55,300 --> 04:13:03,000
many of the things. 
Bill Hicks is having the fruits 

3966
04:13:03,000 --> 04:13:05,000
of the spirit of the holy spirit
is crazy. 

3967
04:13:07,300 --> 04:13:10,300
That's why I say when, you know,
I've shared that story before 

3968
04:13:10,300 --> 04:13:15,900
and I try not to say it too much
because it's almost, I don't 

3969
04:13:15,908 --> 04:13:18,400
want my old cheap in it, by 
retelling it over telling it. 

3970
04:13:20,000 --> 04:13:23,500
but when I tell people like and 
that's like, that's when All 

3971
04:13:23,500 --> 04:13:25,800
those plates, all those 
contradictions just came 

3972
04:13:25,800 --> 04:13:29,700
crashing down and they were 
pretty. they were teetering 

3973
04:13:29,700 --> 04:13:34,700
pretty badly at that point and 
anyways, because you can't 

3974
04:13:34,700 --> 04:13:37,700
explain it any other way either.
I've gone completely crazy. 

3975
04:13:41,100 --> 04:13:44,200
But yet. 
Nothing else in my life has 

3976
04:13:44,200 --> 04:13:46,400
changed. 
I'm not like getting erratic and

3977
04:13:46,400 --> 04:13:49,900
doing crazy things and whatever 
any more so than I was before. 

3978
04:13:49,900 --> 04:13:55,500
Anyways. 
But now I had this, I had this 

3979
04:13:55,500 --> 04:13:57,900
voice in my head. 
That told me to Bear witness. 

3980
04:13:57,900 --> 04:13:59,100
I didn't even know what that 
means. 

3981
04:13:59,100 --> 04:14:02,200
I'm still like figuring out with
that means, I don't know what it

3982
04:14:02,200 --> 04:14:04,600
means but you know, It's like 
and you know what? 

3983
04:14:04,600 --> 04:14:07,100
You're not living it. 
Getting there. 

3984
04:14:08,200 --> 04:14:12,100
Getting their. 
That's what my response. 

3985
04:14:13,100 --> 04:14:15,200
Off of them, taking the blood 
and receiving the Blessed bread.

3986
04:14:16,900 --> 04:14:19,700
While they're asking me. 
How's it going? 

3987
04:14:20,900 --> 04:14:22,700
How are you doing? 
And like getting there? 

3988
04:14:26,300 --> 04:14:27,800
Getting their. 
Slowly. 

3989
04:14:35,100 --> 04:14:36,300
As those are things to this, 
too. 

3990
04:14:39,300 --> 04:14:42,000
Is only so many people that 
Prosperity Gospel, people, and 

3991
04:14:42,000 --> 04:14:44,600
that stuff. 
Start getting interested in. 

3992
04:14:44,608 --> 04:14:48,000
This is kind of directly. 
Addressing this sort of, they 

3993
04:14:48,000 --> 04:14:54,000
care more about demons than God.
And I can't speak for Channahon 

3994
04:14:54,000 --> 04:14:55,900
or other people. 
Maybe they do, I don't know. 

3995
04:14:55,900 --> 04:15:00,200
But The awareness of demons in 
the awareness of the Demonic and

3996
04:15:00,208 --> 04:15:03,200
the awareness of the evil and 
and the pitfalls and Satan. 

3997
04:15:04,000 --> 04:15:06,300
You know. 
Walking the perimeter of the 

3998
04:15:06,308 --> 04:15:08,000
campfire, like a hungry lion 
waiting. 

3999
04:15:09,600 --> 04:15:12,700
For you to be. 
A little bit silly, even the 

4000
04:15:12,700 --> 04:15:18,600
foot out. 
He can't blame it all on them. 

4001
04:15:20,800 --> 04:15:24,000
There's levels of sermon here, a
lot of times it is a demons. 

4002
04:15:25,100 --> 04:15:28,300
I've been, I've been attacked. 
I know what that feels like. 

4003
04:15:28,300 --> 04:15:33,300
It ain't fun and you don't have 
a curiosity like hmm was it was 

4004
04:15:33,300 --> 04:15:35,100
it was that a demon? 
Was it? 

4005
04:15:35,900 --> 04:15:36,700
Huh. 
Do you know? 

4006
04:15:38,600 --> 04:15:45,200
Happened to me twice last year. 
You know, I knew I wasn't 

4007
04:15:45,200 --> 04:15:48,600
perplexed by it. 
Now of course I had been going 

4008
04:15:48,600 --> 04:15:54,000
down this road for bits so maybe
I was prepared more for but when

4009
04:15:54,000 --> 04:15:58,800
it hits it hits you and you're 
like as in oh I gotta go to 

4010
04:15:58,808 --> 04:16:02,400
church. 
I gotta talk to a priest. 

4011
04:16:03,500 --> 04:16:10,900
Seriously exactly how it 
happened. so, I don't want to 

4012
04:16:10,908 --> 04:16:14,400
detail that stuff too much 
because it's me know, weird head

4013
04:16:14,400 --> 04:16:18,200
frame but you You know, these 
things are. 

4014
04:16:18,200 --> 04:16:20,500
When you experience these 
things, you know, the real like 

4015
04:16:20,500 --> 04:16:23,200
the real They're not just 
figments of your imagination. 

4016
04:16:24,700 --> 04:16:27,700
They, they shock you, they move 
you, they change you. 

4017
04:16:30,400 --> 04:16:33,800
Then you certainly go. 
Okay. if these things are real, 

4018
04:16:33,800 --> 04:16:37,500
really real Then I got to do 
something about it. 

4019
04:16:37,500 --> 04:16:39,200
I got to do some real and 
response. 

4020
04:16:40,100 --> 04:16:44,400
You can't just be like, oh, Hope
it doesn't hope it just blows 

4021
04:16:44,400 --> 04:16:51,500
over. 
Otherwise grandma says, I've 

4022
04:16:51,500 --> 04:16:53,300
heard God four times. 
Giving me direct Direction 

4023
04:16:53,300 --> 04:16:54,800
clearly. 
I obeyed. 

4024
04:16:54,800 --> 04:17:00,000
Good things happen. 
God bless the only this up here.

4025
04:17:00,000 --> 04:17:03,300
I got I don't want to spend too 
much time on the on the attack, 

4026
04:17:03,300 --> 04:17:04,800
but there was a blessing 
afterwards. 

4027
04:17:08,500 --> 04:17:11,500
So I guess I can't remember the 
time frame maybe November 

4028
04:17:11,500 --> 04:17:17,200
December of last year. 
In October. 

4029
04:17:17,200 --> 04:17:22,300
Okay, so in October, I had a 
Rattling, let's say demonic 

4030
04:17:22,300 --> 04:17:26,100
rattling and then a few months 
after that, so let's say, let's 

4031
04:17:26,100 --> 04:17:30,800
just say December. 
I got to the point with with 

4032
04:17:30,800 --> 04:17:33,800
where I was going. 
Okay, why am I here like, why am

4033
04:17:33,800 --> 04:17:36,800
I in Australia? 
I understand like a marriage 

4034
04:17:36,800 --> 04:17:39,000
wasn't Australian. 
We had a daughter covid happened

4035
04:17:39,000 --> 04:17:41,200
on. 
I can I can I knew all the steps

4036
04:17:41,200 --> 04:17:45,800
that brought us here. 
And why I think God was leading 

4037
04:17:45,800 --> 04:17:48,200
us here. 
But I had that moment with God. 

4038
04:17:48,200 --> 04:17:51,400
Like why gone like why am I 
here? 

4039
04:17:51,400 --> 04:17:53,600
I don't like the beach. 
I don't wear shorts. 

4040
04:17:53,600 --> 04:17:58,700
I got, you know I'm an 
ill-suited for all of this Is 

4041
04:17:58,700 --> 04:17:59,800
there a reason? 
Is it? 

4042
04:17:59,808 --> 04:18:01,600
Just the family? 
Because if it's just a family 

4043
04:18:01,600 --> 04:18:03,600
that's fine, it's good enough 
reason. 

4044
04:18:04,700 --> 04:18:07,600
But is there something I should 
be doing other than what I was 

4045
04:18:07,608 --> 04:18:12,100
doing because you know, I had a 
health has gone out the back 

4046
04:18:12,100 --> 04:18:13,500
problems, feet problems, all 
this stuff. 

4047
04:18:13,500 --> 04:18:16,600
So I knocked out of work and 
doing the streaming stuff and 

4048
04:18:16,600 --> 04:18:19,200
certain depend on this for 
income and there was just very 

4049
04:18:19,200 --> 04:18:23,500
vulnerable place to be And it 
kind of was reminiscent of that 

4050
04:18:23,500 --> 04:18:27,300
moment in 2020 when I called 
out, I was like oh what do I do?

4051
04:18:30,700 --> 04:18:33,600
And I wasn't giving it an answer
right away. 

4052
04:18:35,500 --> 04:18:41,300
But as I think it was the same 
day, it was just as to sell it 

4053
04:18:41,300 --> 04:18:43,100
as a story. 
Let's say it's the same day I 

4054
04:18:43,100 --> 04:18:45,800
got up and was going to the back
of the house and I got hit. 

4055
04:18:46,600 --> 04:18:49,600
By demon. 
And it'll detail this way. 

4056
04:18:50,900 --> 04:18:56,700
It felt like suddenly there was 
A lot of people let's say 100 

4057
04:18:56,700 --> 04:19:01,900
TVs on science on inside my 
head. some bombardment like, 

4058
04:19:01,908 --> 04:19:06,500
just And it almost brought me to
my knees. 

4059
04:19:09,100 --> 04:19:11,500
There was so. 
Abrupt. 

4060
04:19:12,800 --> 04:19:17,600
I started praying. 
I, I praying. 

4061
04:19:20,400 --> 04:19:22,800
You start praying you pray 
different. 

4062
04:19:24,500 --> 04:19:27,300
That's for that way. 
You prayed different? 

4063
04:19:27,300 --> 04:19:31,500
When suddenly you're getting 
attacked is like oh the Lord. 

4064
04:19:31,500 --> 04:19:34,200
Jesus Christ, have mercy. 
And you just, I was praying. 

4065
04:19:38,000 --> 04:19:43,200
And it went away. 
Trick me. 

4066
04:19:45,600 --> 04:19:47,200
And then I went to bed and woke 
up the next day. 

4067
04:19:48,600 --> 04:19:58,100
And sat down here to do work. 
and I had a, I hate using the 

4068
04:19:58,100 --> 04:20:02,800
word vision. 
Let's put it this way. 

4069
04:20:02,808 --> 04:20:07,400
I had a very strong intuition. 
Here, let's say. 

4070
04:20:08,400 --> 04:20:10,700
Someone of a vision. 
Of a church. 

4071
04:20:11,700 --> 04:20:14,600
Orthodox church with a dome. 
This is before I started 

4072
04:20:14,600 --> 04:20:17,800
attending liturgy here. 
I've been dragging my feet and 

4073
04:20:17,800 --> 04:20:20,800
there's reasons and we'll get 
into all the details of that. 

4074
04:20:20,800 --> 04:20:30,600
But Suffice to say, let's just 
say, I saw it. clearly missing 

4075
04:20:30,600 --> 04:20:32,900
my mind's eye because it's not 
really like it wasn't like a 

4076
04:20:32,908 --> 04:20:37,700
hallucination like you know, 
Picture outside. 

4077
04:20:37,700 --> 04:20:41,600
There was just more of a You 
know, an outline. 

4078
04:20:43,400 --> 04:20:48,300
Came to me. 
And so I interpreted that I'm 

4079
04:20:48,300 --> 04:20:50,100
like, oh so I'm here to build a 
church. 

4080
04:20:54,300 --> 04:20:55,600
I don't know how to build a 
church. 

4081
04:20:57,000 --> 04:20:58,600
Although I build a church maybe 
even going to church. 

4082
04:20:58,600 --> 04:21:00,700
How do I build a church? 
Okay, I'm here to build a 

4083
04:21:00,700 --> 04:21:01,100
church. 
I don't know. 

4084
04:21:01,108 --> 04:21:06,800
Sure. 
And then but with along with 

4085
04:21:06,800 --> 04:21:10,600
that, I was like I need to get 
to a church now, I live three 

4086
04:21:10,600 --> 04:21:12,800
hours away from the from Persian
City here. 

4087
04:21:16,600 --> 04:21:20,200
And so getting and that's where 
Ukrainian Church and Russian 

4088
04:21:20,200 --> 04:21:22,800
church and more traditional 
churches up, their things are 

4089
04:21:22,800 --> 04:21:27,500
real core up there as well. 
But I just getting up there and 

4090
04:21:27,500 --> 04:21:29,900
back on Sunday, which is 
difficult with family. 

4091
04:21:29,900 --> 04:21:34,200
And I've been saying, kind of 
like around me, not too far from

4092
04:21:34,200 --> 04:21:38,300
me, are some creatures. 
It basically, in a town, not far

4093
04:21:38,300 --> 04:21:41,900
from the parish I go to. 
And I was hesitant about a 

4094
04:21:41,900 --> 04:21:44,800
Greeks politics and I'm like, 
oh, just go just go. 

4095
04:21:45,900 --> 04:21:49,000
Go and if they reject me in this
horrible, whatever, just okay, 

4096
04:21:49,000 --> 04:21:50,800
fine but you've gone, right? 
You need to go. 

4097
04:21:51,700 --> 04:21:54,800
You step over the fresh old you 
gotta you gotta go, you need 

4098
04:21:54,800 --> 04:21:57,100
help. 
You do that. 

4099
04:21:57,100 --> 04:21:58,000
There's something else will 
happen. 

4100
04:21:59,800 --> 04:22:03,300
So I started calling around and 
called one church was even 

4101
04:22:03,300 --> 04:22:08,300
closer, and that was only open 
for special holidays, but I was 

4102
04:22:08,300 --> 04:22:11,400
told, oh, but the priest who 
used to do Services here is 

4103
04:22:11,400 --> 04:22:14,000
moved to another church. 
And you can contact him there. 

4104
04:22:14,008 --> 04:22:17,700
Saint Mary's. 
As I did and I found out, it was

4105
04:22:17,708 --> 04:22:20,900
actually a real Corporation. 
I just been established in a 

4106
04:22:20,900 --> 04:22:24,700
little Anglican Church. 
I've been going there for six 

4107
04:22:24,708 --> 04:22:27,400
months, so that would have been 
established about a year before.

4108
04:22:28,600 --> 04:22:33,400
It's using it. 
Was with the blessings of the 

4109
04:22:33,408 --> 04:22:36,100
anglians and they were in the 
process of buying the property. 

4110
04:22:37,200 --> 04:22:39,000
So I've started attending Saint 
Mary's. 

4111
04:22:39,900 --> 04:22:43,100
Every Sunday. 
I still about an hour away, but 

4112
04:22:43,100 --> 04:22:45,100
it's much more doable than 
three. 

4113
04:22:47,500 --> 04:22:53,200
And, and just recently, the just
the day after the rotation, fast

4114
04:22:53,200 --> 04:22:55,600
on the feast day and the 
donation Feast was when the 

4115
04:22:55,600 --> 04:23:00,200
papers went through. 
So now same areas is officially 

4116
04:23:00,200 --> 04:23:04,400
an orthodox Roe, coral and 
property glory to God for that. 

4117
04:23:05,700 --> 04:23:10,000
My father, John says that. 
It's interesting because you 

4118
04:23:10,000 --> 04:23:13,800
technically during a holy fast 
like the drum Nation you know, 

4119
04:23:13,800 --> 04:23:18,300
supposed to conduct any real 
business. so, Theotokos waited 

4120
04:23:18,300 --> 04:23:21,700
because it had been put off and 
put off and put off and put off 

4121
04:23:21,700 --> 04:23:23,500
the responsibility. 
This end date and end date and 

4122
04:23:23,500 --> 04:23:26,000
date and never came, never came 
never came, you know, next week,

4123
04:23:26,000 --> 04:23:28,900
next week, next week. 
And finally came over the day 

4124
04:23:28,900 --> 04:23:34,900
after the end of the fast. 
The Marriott. 

4125
04:23:34,900 --> 04:23:44,500
Same Mary is the tokens so named
after the mother called up for 

4126
04:23:44,500 --> 04:23:53,300
having a nativity Feast luncheon
is September 21st. start a 

4127
04:23:53,300 --> 04:24:04,100
little surgical year, that's 
Yes, the theaters. so, Great 

4128
04:24:04,100 --> 04:24:06,900
things happen. 
You know. 

4129
04:24:10,200 --> 04:24:13,300
Have a vision of a church after 
an attack vision of a church 

4130
04:24:13,300 --> 04:24:18,100
after asking God, what do I do? 
Vision intuition, whatever you 

4131
04:24:18,100 --> 04:24:22,400
want to call it. 
The the answer essentially 

4132
04:24:22,400 --> 04:24:28,300
Church. 
And and this is again showing 

4133
04:24:28,300 --> 04:24:31,300
how prideful and then glory is 
like okay, I need to build a 

4134
04:24:31,300 --> 04:24:34,600
church. 
Oh, you do, do you? 

4135
04:24:35,500 --> 04:24:38,800
How about just go to one? 
How about we, you go to one 

4136
04:24:38,800 --> 04:24:42,100
first before you start building 
things, but he how about that? 

4137
04:24:43,400 --> 04:24:45,400
I know you say your Builders and
you build things and that's 

4138
04:24:45,400 --> 04:24:46,900
great and civil mind is civil, 
right? 

4139
04:24:46,900 --> 04:24:53,000
Yeah, good stuff but like maybe 
just go here, before you start 

4140
04:24:53,000 --> 04:24:58,900
laying foundations or kid, and 
the great thing is this church, 

4141
04:24:58,900 --> 04:25:04,400
I go to is, I mean, it is an 
established Anglican Church. 

4142
04:25:04,400 --> 04:25:08,400
We're now have possession of and
it's, it's you go inside 

4143
04:25:08,400 --> 04:25:12,400
Orthodox iconography and we 
start to build an iconostasis, 

4144
04:25:12,400 --> 04:25:15,500
but we'll be building stuff. 
We, there's a lot of property 

4145
04:25:15,500 --> 04:25:17,900
land that now is under the 
ownership of the row. 

4146
04:25:17,900 --> 04:25:24,200
Core And so, we'll be building. 
so, in a sense, I was right. 

4147
04:25:25,700 --> 04:25:27,600
But it's not I'll build the 
church. 

4148
04:25:28,500 --> 04:25:33,300
I'm gonna help. 
Things. 

4149
04:25:34,500 --> 04:25:37,200
But I do God bear Witness. 
Cheers. 

4150
04:25:37,200 --> 04:25:38,900
What do I do? 
God Church. 

4151
04:25:38,900 --> 04:25:43,600
Go to it, help. 
Go and help come and see. 

4152
04:25:47,200 --> 04:25:48,800
Us. 
I thought that was a nice little

4153
04:25:48,800 --> 04:25:57,200
story. um, but Okay. 
So her case reflection, I 

4154
04:25:57,200 --> 04:25:58,600
believe in demons and more 
importantly online, right? 

4155
04:25:58,600 --> 04:26:00,700
Then leaving, God I'm just 
rejecting this. 

4156
04:26:00,700 --> 04:26:03,600
I again I can't speak for the 
entire online, right? 

4157
04:26:03,600 --> 04:26:08,600
Woogie boogie woogie. 
I or even Shanahan herself I 

4158
04:26:08,600 --> 04:26:13,200
don't know there's one but I 
just think that unawareness and 

4159
04:26:13,200 --> 04:26:17,500
certainly an attention to one to
the negative is not doesn't mean

4160
04:26:17,500 --> 04:26:18,900
that it's more important than 
the positive. 

4161
04:26:20,800 --> 04:26:26,900
So, Oh, yeah, and if anyone has 
stories, I want to share go 

4162
04:26:26,900 --> 04:26:28,700
ahead. 
Bill Hicks says, just before my 

4163
04:26:28,700 --> 04:26:32,200
baptism, I had numerous full-on 
demonic attacks after getting 

4164
04:26:32,200 --> 04:26:34,500
baptized not so much. 
I can think of a couple times 

4165
04:26:34,500 --> 04:26:37,700
that my demon. 
Raider is Seuss on, but nothing 

4166
04:26:37,700 --> 04:26:40,600
like these prior attacks. 
Yeah, well, this is common 

4167
04:26:40,600 --> 04:26:42,300
right. 
Many say that during their 

4168
04:26:42,300 --> 04:26:46,400
catechism, especially right 
before the baptism, they will 

4169
04:26:46,400 --> 04:26:49,100
get more attention. 
Well, of course, because you're 

4170
04:26:49,100 --> 04:26:53,300
getting those hooks off, you, 
you're gonna be a vessel of the 

4171
04:26:53,300 --> 04:26:58,100
Holy Spirit and is that sealed 
in you, that's gonna Pee the 

4172
04:26:58,100 --> 04:27:05,700
demon off. 
Or grandma says, vainglory is a 

4173
04:27:05,708 --> 04:27:07,700
hell of a drug. 
I'm working on it. 

4174
04:27:07,700 --> 04:27:10,800
Well, Yeah. 
Yeah. 

4175
04:27:12,900 --> 04:27:15,000
Doing this stuff, right? 
Being social media doing any 

4176
04:27:15,000 --> 04:27:17,000
kind of stuff, special, your 
face, your name, your your 

4177
04:27:17,000 --> 04:27:21,200
words, my name, my fails, The 
Temptations of pride in being 

4178
04:27:21,208 --> 04:27:24,800
glories. 
Very Very tenuous. 

4179
04:27:26,600 --> 04:27:28,100
All right, so I started saying 
this story. 

4180
04:27:29,000 --> 04:27:30,500
I started saying that whole 
story. 

4181
04:27:31,400 --> 04:27:33,200
Forgive me, I do this too much 
tangent. 

4182
04:27:34,100 --> 04:27:39,400
Befuddled mine. 
The People's. 

4183
04:27:39,400 --> 04:27:44,000
Okay, so the Prosperity Gospel 
people thinking that they Attune

4184
04:27:44,000 --> 04:27:46,400
themselves to God and then all 
the good stuff, right? 

4185
04:27:46,400 --> 04:27:48,900
All the give me all good stuff. 
Will come. 

4186
04:27:50,700 --> 04:27:51,900
I think many people sometimes 
get. 

4187
04:27:53,800 --> 04:27:57,100
Knocked out of the true phase 
into more or lesser phase, that 

4188
04:27:57,100 --> 04:28:00,700
sometimes can be more productive
in terms of material. 

4189
04:28:00,700 --> 04:28:05,400
Well, in this stuff. 
This you go the influence her 

4190
04:28:05,400 --> 04:28:06,800
route. 
And it's easier. 

4191
04:28:06,800 --> 04:28:09,400
It's more seductive. 
Right? 

4192
04:28:09,400 --> 04:28:11,600
You can just say what the hell 
you want to say. 

4193
04:28:13,800 --> 04:28:15,600
Does he anchored any allergy 
doesn't? 

4194
04:28:15,600 --> 04:28:18,400
You're not, you know, you're not
respecting a 2000 Year 

4195
04:28:18,400 --> 04:28:20,000
tradition. 
You're just like I'm Bob and I'm

4196
04:28:20,000 --> 04:28:23,300
talking about God. 
My interpretation. 

4197
04:28:26,200 --> 04:28:28,200
I want to do a whole show on 
that those guys. 

4198
04:28:29,400 --> 04:28:32,000
Jim Bob, made by Jim Bob is 
doing great work on that. 

4199
04:28:32,000 --> 04:28:39,500
She go check it out. um, if you 
haven't already, but the I was 

4200
04:28:39,508 --> 04:28:42,800
running to say is, is that? 
oftentimes, because we think we 

4201
04:28:42,800 --> 04:28:47,700
know, What we want? 
And how we use it. 

4202
04:28:49,500 --> 04:28:52,500
Please Lord. 
Give me a big giant YouTube 

4203
04:28:52,500 --> 04:29:00,100
account. so I can make all the 
money in another And we think 

4204
04:29:00,100 --> 04:29:06,300
maybe foolishly that we would be
judicious and we would do all 

4205
04:29:06,300 --> 04:29:10,300
the good things with this thing.
Maybe. 

4206
04:29:11,300 --> 04:29:15,200
But God knows you knows me knows
us better than we know 

4207
04:29:15,200 --> 04:29:20,100
ourselves. we knows our Plate 
Falls, we knows He can see. 

4208
04:29:21,200 --> 04:29:27,300
Us. 
Fully. and so, sometimes I think

4209
04:29:27,300 --> 04:29:30,400
about this, if I woke you went 
to bed and woke up and you 

4210
04:29:32,000 --> 04:29:34,900
30,000 or 300,000 follower 
count, all the sudden. 

4211
04:29:37,700 --> 04:29:41,300
What I know what to do with it. 
Would be a good Steward of that.

4212
04:29:43,100 --> 04:29:46,400
I like to think I would. 
I'm trying to work towards some 

4213
04:29:46,400 --> 04:29:48,100
of those numbers, but the 
numbers don't matter. 

4214
04:29:50,600 --> 04:29:53,500
I think about this with even the
same marriage, my Parish, they 

4215
04:29:53,500 --> 04:29:57,000
started off 18 months ago, 
thereabouts, which I think six 

4216
04:29:57,000 --> 04:30:00,100
people because Father John to 
come over from the Greeks and 

4217
04:30:02,300 --> 04:30:05,100
decided to become a priest and 
row core, so he could bring more

4218
04:30:05,100 --> 04:30:07,500
Australians who weren't 
ethnically Greek into the 

4219
04:30:07,500 --> 04:30:16,200
church. and, and so they started
with I think six people and now,

4220
04:30:17,500 --> 04:30:19,500
I'm not quite sure of the exact 
number. 

4221
04:30:20,500 --> 04:30:25,800
But we're at I think about 24 
probably consistent. 

4222
04:30:27,100 --> 04:30:33,100
Parishioners. 
From 6:24 in 18 months. 

4223
04:30:35,800 --> 04:30:40,800
That 24 people. 
Was that in social media world? 

4224
04:30:40,800 --> 04:30:43,400
Nothing. 
He'd be laughed at. 

4225
04:30:45,200 --> 04:30:48,900
You're nobody nothing. 
But 24 people are going or being

4226
04:30:48,900 --> 04:30:50,700
led to this church and 24. 
People are going to have their 

4227
04:30:50,700 --> 04:30:52,300
souls. 
Hopefully. 

4228
04:30:53,400 --> 04:31:00,000
Looked out after remedy saved. 
Worth the wealth. 

4229
04:31:00,000 --> 04:31:04,100
And that is not Material. 
How do you put a number on that?

4230
04:31:04,900 --> 04:31:10,600
You don't. 
And from 24 perhaps we grow into

4231
04:31:10,600 --> 04:31:14,500
more but he just say a 24 or 
some other humble humble number 

4232
04:31:14,500 --> 04:31:18,200
of like that, it's still not 
zero. 

4233
04:31:19,900 --> 04:31:22,700
Great hope. 
Glory gone, all things. 

4234
04:31:27,600 --> 04:31:30,500
Bill Hicks is made by Jim Bob. 
I mean, to this part of YouTube 

4235
04:31:30,500 --> 04:31:33,600
and Jay Dyer introduced you to 
Jim Bob as a content creator, 

4236
04:31:33,600 --> 04:31:35,700
Laura was already familiar with 
his meat. 

4237
04:31:39,500 --> 04:31:40,900
I think that's how you, you 
mean. 

4238
04:31:40,900 --> 04:31:41,900
Pretty sure. 
Bill. 

4239
04:31:42,800 --> 04:31:44,500
We met through something 
through. 

4240
04:31:45,500 --> 04:31:52,600
Crush streams, I think with 
either with Jim, or Whatever. 

4241
04:31:52,600 --> 04:31:58,600
But yeah. and I had, you know, 
As of late last year. 

4242
04:31:59,600 --> 04:32:03,400
I had a channel and all that 
things set up to do just sent it

4243
04:32:03,400 --> 04:32:04,200
right? 
Political Theory. 

4244
04:32:05,200 --> 04:32:08,000
It was working. 
I'm getting great numbers. 

4245
04:32:08,900 --> 04:32:12,400
Getting great reviews. 
Getting on bigger shows yada 

4246
04:32:12,400 --> 04:32:16,900
yada. 
And by December of last year, I 

4247
04:32:16,900 --> 04:32:20,300
knew I had done. 
I I can't explain to you exactly

4248
04:32:20,300 --> 04:32:22,200
when this before, even being on 
AA. 

4249
04:32:22,200 --> 04:32:25,500
I was like and a few other 
things happening, because I just

4250
04:32:25,500 --> 04:32:29,800
started seeing I won't call them
demons. 

4251
04:32:29,800 --> 04:32:36,300
But, you know, We weird things. 
You know. 

4252
04:32:37,000 --> 04:32:40,000
Not quite demons but unsettling 
things things that I was like, 

4253
04:32:40,008 --> 04:32:42,000
this isn't right, this isn't 
right. 

4254
04:32:44,700 --> 04:32:49,800
I built this wrong. 
Or it's going the wrong 

4255
04:32:49,800 --> 04:32:51,600
direction. 
I gotta. 

4256
04:32:52,500 --> 04:32:57,700
Turn it. 
And so for the last year, so 

4257
04:32:57,700 --> 04:33:00,300
I've been struggling with 
turning it to an orthodox show. 

4258
04:33:01,200 --> 04:33:03,900
Because he struggled with a but 
I'm losing Scrappers and losing 

4259
04:33:03,900 --> 04:33:04,599
views. 
I'm doing this. 

4260
04:33:04,599 --> 04:33:09,599
No, no, screw it now. 
It's got a show. 

4261
04:33:11,900 --> 04:33:13,099
Tony. 
Hello listener. 

4262
04:33:13,700 --> 04:33:15,800
Says something. 
I forget, he said this. 

4263
04:33:17,099 --> 04:33:20,300
I taught him one time on the 
show, or Privately, I can't 

4264
04:33:20,308 --> 04:33:23,300
remember. 
But regardless, Attributed to 

4265
04:33:23,300 --> 04:33:27,300
him. 
He said, you know, it doesn't 

4266
04:33:27,308 --> 04:33:32,400
worry about algorithms and 
stuff, because it's His shows 

4267
04:33:32,400 --> 04:33:35,400
for God, as well. 
That's God's more powerful than 

4268
04:33:35,400 --> 04:33:43,599
algorithm. 
You're on team, God, you're on 

4269
04:33:43,599 --> 04:33:50,900
team creator of all things. 
Pretty good team to be on. 

4270
04:33:52,099 --> 04:33:55,400
I'm The Waterboy man. 
Like, you know, I'm not a 

4271
04:33:55,400 --> 04:33:57,300
spectator anymore. 
At least, at least I'm on the 

4272
04:33:57,308 --> 04:34:01,500
field. 
We're in the colors. 

4273
04:34:03,200 --> 04:34:09,099
Get there. 
You're going to be a base 

4274
04:34:09,099 --> 04:34:10,599
hitter. 
Sports. 

4275
04:34:13,200 --> 04:34:15,000
But you know what I'm saying? 
Like, It. 

4276
04:34:18,599 --> 04:34:24,200
That gives me the pause. 
Faith. 

4277
04:34:26,400 --> 04:34:31,099
And there's that again to bring 
back to that motif of things, 

4278
04:34:31,099 --> 04:34:34,099
you say, things you think, and 
things you say, and you believe 

4279
04:34:34,099 --> 04:34:38,400
them and they're true. 
But you're not living them yet. 

4280
04:34:38,400 --> 04:34:43,400
They're not here yet. 
They kind of have to sink in. 

4281
04:34:47,000 --> 04:34:51,300
And there's as they sink in use 
realize, there's greater and 

4282
04:34:51,300 --> 04:34:56,800
greater levels of this. 
Christ says, If you had, but a 

4283
04:34:56,800 --> 04:35:00,400
mustard seed. of Faith, you can 
move mountains, you could tell 

4284
04:35:00,408 --> 04:35:03,800
that mountain to move and it 
would walk on water. 

4285
04:35:06,200 --> 04:35:10,400
Or miracles. 
To you. 

4286
04:35:10,400 --> 04:35:13,800
They wouldn't be Miracles. 
They just be active faith alone.

4287
04:35:17,400 --> 04:35:21,200
He, I'm always brought back to 
that idea of the mustard seed of

4288
04:35:21,200 --> 04:35:24,700
face. 
So the fact that we can't do it,

4289
04:35:24,700 --> 04:35:28,099
we can say, I have faith, I have
faith, I have faith. 

4290
04:35:30,099 --> 04:35:32,800
You believe it? 
It's not a lie. 

4291
04:35:36,300 --> 04:35:39,000
And there's nothing litmus test 
is moving mountains. 

4292
04:35:39,900 --> 04:35:42,800
But you understand that if only 
a mustard seed of faith is 

4293
04:35:42,800 --> 04:35:45,599
required to move mountains and 
you can't do that, you have less

4294
04:35:45,599 --> 04:35:53,400
than a mustard seed. 
A, which would tell you 

4295
04:35:53,400 --> 04:36:00,000
something of where you're at. 
Share this story and we'll 

4296
04:36:00,000 --> 04:36:01,800
finish with this guy. 
I'm kind of I'm kind of done 

4297
04:36:01,800 --> 04:36:06,099
with this guy. 
Anyways, I feel like we've His 

4298
04:36:06,099 --> 04:36:09,599
whole thing really here is that 
people are blaming demons but 

4299
04:36:09,599 --> 04:36:12,900
you know, there's they're crazy.
They care more about demons and 

4300
04:36:12,900 --> 04:36:15,099
they care about God blah blah 
blah online. 

4301
04:36:15,099 --> 04:36:17,900
Right. 
I used to work for the Daily 

4302
04:36:17,900 --> 04:36:19,099
Caller. 
Was it? 

4303
04:36:19,108 --> 04:36:22,700
Daily Caller. 
I don't work there anymore, 

4304
04:36:22,700 --> 04:36:28,700
maybe it was. 
I feel like he's gonna talk 

4305
04:36:28,700 --> 04:36:30,800
about a little about its natural
for devout Christians, explain 

4306
04:36:30,800 --> 04:36:33,200
the world through their faith. 
When it comes to politics, one 

4307
04:36:33,200 --> 04:36:35,900
is one has to understand where 
most people are and look for 

4308
04:36:35,900 --> 04:36:39,900
concrete explanations. 
How do you have, how do you 

4309
04:36:39,908 --> 04:36:42,099
offer concrete explanations 
about most political events? 

4310
04:36:42,099 --> 04:36:44,800
How do you offer concrete 
explanations about the war in 

4311
04:36:44,800 --> 04:36:48,200
Ukraine? 
Sending billions of not 

4312
04:36:48,200 --> 04:36:50,599
trillions of dollars in age to 
Ukraine is watching it. 

4313
04:36:50,608 --> 04:36:56,000
Go down the drain. 1.7 million 
ukrainians dead or displays. 

4314
04:36:57,200 --> 04:37:00,800
Millions. 
Millions dead wounded 

4315
04:37:00,800 --> 04:37:04,800
critically. 
How do you explain that? 

4316
04:37:04,800 --> 04:37:07,500
Where's your, where's your 
concrete with that like to use 

4317
04:37:07,508 --> 04:37:10,300
that word concrete, Concrete 
Hard Evidence facts? 

4318
04:37:10,300 --> 04:37:14,400
Here's a hard evidence fact for 
you. 1.7 million ukrainians are 

4319
04:37:14,408 --> 04:37:19,700
dead. 
Because they were told to wage 

4320
04:37:19,700 --> 04:37:23,599
award that couldn't win. 
Britain and America. 

4321
04:37:26,400 --> 04:37:28,500
There's some concrete for you. 
Figure it out. 

4322
04:37:28,500 --> 04:37:30,599
Think about it. 
Sorted. 

4323
04:37:31,800 --> 04:37:33,599
Where's that sit with you? 
How does that land? 

4324
04:37:35,800 --> 04:37:39,700
Hmm. 
I can go, there's gonna be more.

4325
04:37:41,400 --> 04:37:45,500
It's easy peasy. 
Here's some concrete. 

4326
04:37:46,700 --> 04:37:49,599
You know that there's a child 
exploitation rings. 

4327
04:37:50,300 --> 04:37:52,200
It's known, it's reported all 
the time. 

4328
04:37:52,200 --> 04:37:56,099
They break them up. 
They say, look on another one. 

4329
04:37:58,800 --> 04:38:00,700
So you know that there is an 
industry. 

4330
04:38:01,700 --> 04:38:04,599
Of trafficking children. 
For. 

4331
04:38:06,300 --> 04:38:08,400
Not fun things. 
Right. 

4332
04:38:12,099 --> 04:38:14,099
We know it. 
We know they exist. 

4333
04:38:15,400 --> 04:38:18,500
There's whole teams of people 
professionals and tasked with 

4334
04:38:18,508 --> 04:38:21,000
hunting them down and bringing 
the Justice I guess you go. 

4335
04:38:21,000 --> 04:38:23,700
Well, that's there you go. but 
explain that to me in concrete 

4336
04:38:23,700 --> 04:38:27,000
terms, how do you get there? 
How does that happen? 

4337
04:38:27,000 --> 04:38:32,200
How does it allowed to happen? 
Hmm. 

4338
04:38:34,500 --> 04:38:37,500
A Scotty. 
Where's your concrete there? 

4339
04:38:39,300 --> 04:38:40,200
How do you explain? 
Evil? 

4340
04:38:40,200 --> 04:38:44,800
True evil How do you make that 
make sense? 

4341
04:38:49,200 --> 04:38:51,700
How do you make the lockdowns of
2020 makes sense? 

4342
04:38:55,599 --> 04:38:57,800
And the suffering. 
It's been unresponsive. 

4343
04:38:57,800 --> 04:39:02,900
No, no, no apologies. 
People from their families. 

4344
04:39:04,900 --> 04:39:08,599
I'm gonna bury their, their 
Grandmother's all about Grandma 

4345
04:39:08,599 --> 04:39:10,700
saving Grandma. 
He has tons of stories of people

4346
04:39:10,700 --> 04:39:12,599
having to wait to grab until 
2023. 

4347
04:39:15,400 --> 04:39:16,400
And they couldn't see her in the
hospital. 

4348
04:39:19,500 --> 04:39:21,000
Couldn't spend the last few days
with her. 

4349
04:39:22,700 --> 04:39:26,500
Make it make sense. 
Please, I implore you anytime. 

4350
04:39:27,599 --> 04:39:33,099
Make it make a political sense. 
Hmm, I'll wait. 

4351
04:39:35,000 --> 04:39:38,500
Make it make sense that in 
America, they've supported, they

4352
04:39:38,500 --> 04:39:42,500
put they propped up a man who, 
if we're just gonna follow the 

4353
04:39:42,508 --> 04:39:44,300
just a standard narrative. 
Things that are the biggest then

4354
04:39:44,300 --> 04:39:47,800
have been allowed to be 
confirmed had dementia. 

4355
04:39:50,100 --> 04:39:52,200
And sure they go. 
It wasn't until the last year. 

4356
04:39:52,200 --> 04:39:54,300
No, no. 
No, no, no. 

4357
04:39:54,300 --> 04:39:55,400
He had it through the whole 
thing. 

4358
04:39:55,400 --> 04:39:58,400
We anyone with eyes to see and 
ears of here could see that that

4359
04:39:58,400 --> 04:40:01,900
man was compromised, physically,
mentally, otherwise when he was 

4360
04:40:01,900 --> 04:40:04,000
running for president when 
Kamala Harris called him, a 

4361
04:40:04,000 --> 04:40:07,900
white supremacist for supporting
buses back in the 1960s, or 

4362
04:40:07,900 --> 04:40:11,300
something about that, right? 
When she wasn't even in the 

4363
04:40:11,300 --> 04:40:16,300
country, He kept him, he was a 
guy who was a porter buses, who 

4364
04:40:16,300 --> 04:40:17,700
kept me from going to school you
were in Canada. 

4365
04:40:20,400 --> 04:40:23,700
Make it make sense, Scotty. 
Concrete. 

4366
04:40:24,600 --> 04:40:27,100
Rationale. 
Make it makes sense. 

4367
04:40:29,000 --> 04:40:33,600
Please. 
I'm not a dumb person. 

4368
04:40:33,600 --> 04:40:37,200
I mean, I'm not a genius but I'm
not stupid. 

4369
04:40:40,100 --> 04:40:44,100
I'm not crazy. 
Well, Depending on your 

4370
04:40:44,100 --> 04:40:47,500
definition. 
But I'm not crooked, you know, 

4371
04:40:47,508 --> 04:40:51,300
whatever. 
Families fed grown daughter. 

4372
04:40:51,300 --> 04:40:53,400
Goes off to school. 
No abuse or anything. 

4373
04:40:54,400 --> 04:40:56,200
Not alcoholic. 
Well. 

4374
04:40:58,200 --> 04:41:00,000
Used to be not anymore. 
Yeah. 

4375
04:41:03,700 --> 04:41:07,000
Tons of different problems. 
Addressing and I, in the number 

4376
04:41:07,008 --> 04:41:08,600
one way, I've been addressing it
over the last five years. 

4377
04:41:09,500 --> 04:41:13,900
Is for Christianity. 
By aware of demons and God. 

4378
04:41:14,900 --> 04:41:16,800
Satan. 
And Christ. 

4379
04:41:20,000 --> 04:41:22,300
And if I say one before the 
other, it doesn't mean that I 

4380
04:41:22,300 --> 04:41:24,500
think that Satan's more 
important than Christ. 

4381
04:41:25,500 --> 04:41:32,800
Oh no. 
But it's in Bailey talked about 

4382
04:41:32,800 --> 04:41:36,000
is that Christ had the power and
the authority. 

4383
04:41:38,900 --> 04:41:41,800
To terrify Demon's. 
Authority. 

4384
04:41:44,500 --> 04:41:46,200
Authority over reality over this
world. 

4385
04:41:47,600 --> 04:41:49,400
Satan might be the prince of 
this world, but there is only 

4386
04:41:49,400 --> 04:41:57,700
one king. 
It's the only thing that makes 

4387
04:41:57,700 --> 04:42:05,900
it make sense. 
Christianity Christ, God. 

4388
04:42:07,200 --> 04:42:11,600
Orthodoxy is the only thing. 
That makes it make sense. 

4389
04:42:16,200 --> 04:42:18,800
Otherwise. 
You just stare into these 

4390
04:42:18,800 --> 04:42:21,100
numbers. 
To these theories. 

4391
04:42:22,400 --> 04:42:25,200
During these GCS with people. 
Oh, I want this, I want that. 

4392
04:42:25,200 --> 04:42:26,600
Give me, give me. 
Give me. 

4393
04:42:27,700 --> 04:42:30,100
We'll take this, we'll have that
when I have power, we'll do 

4394
04:42:30,108 --> 04:42:30,900
this. 
We'll have that. 

4395
04:42:34,100 --> 04:42:40,000
God bless them. 
But lacking discernment. 

4396
04:42:41,400 --> 04:42:46,700
Craving out for justice. and 
righteousness and just and and 

4397
04:42:46,700 --> 04:42:50,700
you know, True Justice against 
our enemies I hear is Revenge, 

4398
04:42:50,700 --> 04:42:54,000
Revenge Revenge They did me 
wrong. 

4399
04:42:54,000 --> 04:42:55,900
They did me dirty. 
I'm going to do them the same 

4400
04:42:55,908 --> 04:43:05,000
way. 
And here's the thing, too. 

4401
04:43:05,900 --> 04:43:06,700
It's funny. 
No. 

4402
04:43:07,300 --> 04:43:08,900
You're identifying these 
enemies, you're saying, they did

4403
04:43:08,900 --> 04:43:12,500
you wrong, you're gonna do that,
and that times, 10 to them. 

4404
04:43:12,500 --> 04:43:14,600
Here's the thing, they left you 
alive, didn't they? 

4405
04:43:14,600 --> 04:43:17,800
You're obviously because you're 
Typing, this stuff. 

4406
04:43:22,800 --> 04:43:24,500
Quickly to go the extra extra 
mile. 

4407
04:43:29,400 --> 04:43:33,700
Right. 
Think about it. 

4408
04:43:39,100 --> 04:43:42,900
One of the. 
Interesting side effects. 

4409
04:43:44,700 --> 04:43:46,400
Awarenesses. 
For me. 

4410
04:43:47,300 --> 04:43:51,200
When I started giving authority 
to my priest. asking them, can I

4411
04:43:51,200 --> 04:43:53,900
have this so on, so on so That's
a guest. 

4412
04:43:55,800 --> 04:44:00,700
Asked for Jay Dyer. 
And others. 

4413
04:44:04,000 --> 04:44:07,800
The. 
The effect for that, for me. 

4414
04:44:09,200 --> 04:44:11,100
Has been becoming more more 
conscientious. 

4415
04:44:13,600 --> 04:44:16,500
And it's almost like I haven't 
done confession yet but I'm 

4416
04:44:16,500 --> 04:44:18,200
looking forward to it. 
Looking forward to that like 

4417
04:44:18,200 --> 04:44:19,900
confession, I want it that off 
me. 

4418
04:44:21,400 --> 04:44:29,200
All of it. but even, I'm looking
forward to even past that when I

4419
04:44:29,200 --> 04:44:31,900
will be giving weekly or 
monthly, or whatever, 

4420
04:44:31,900 --> 04:44:35,300
confessions, because even now 
I'm starting to practice that 

4421
04:44:35,300 --> 04:44:38,600
like, I wouldn't want to have to
tell this if I'm inclined to do 

4422
04:44:38,600 --> 04:44:42,800
something. 
I got a little You know. 

4423
04:44:44,400 --> 04:44:47,100
Break your fast. 
Eat meat is well, no. 

4424
04:44:48,100 --> 04:44:51,300
I'll know. 
God will know. 

4425
04:44:52,800 --> 04:44:57,100
Anyway, I can print repent is to
tell my Spiritual father, Praise

4426
04:44:57,100 --> 04:45:03,300
My Father Confessor. 
You start with a small things. 

4427
04:45:04,200 --> 04:45:06,500
And you build up the bigger 
sins, search history is 

4428
04:45:06,500 --> 04:45:10,500
whatever, right? 
Promises made broken. 

4429
04:45:12,500 --> 04:45:15,500
Lies. 
He's Pride anger, all this. 

4430
04:45:15,508 --> 04:45:17,300
All the all the, all the good 
stuff, right? 

4431
04:45:19,500 --> 04:45:21,200
And even when you're guarding 
yourself against and you're 

4432
04:45:21,200 --> 04:45:24,500
working against, it is hard as 
you can always put this. 

4433
04:45:25,500 --> 04:45:26,400
You're going to have those 
moments. 

4434
04:45:28,700 --> 04:45:30,400
You're gonna sin, you're gonna 
fall short. 

4435
04:45:34,600 --> 04:45:36,400
It's baked in, it's false 
nature. 

4436
04:45:37,700 --> 04:45:39,500
But you're trying to be more 
conscientious. 

4437
04:45:39,500 --> 04:45:42,000
And the only way you can start 
to minimize these things and to 

4438
04:45:42,000 --> 04:45:48,700
address them fully On your own. 
All you never on your own, but 

4439
04:45:48,700 --> 04:45:52,400
you know I'm saying? 
In the moment where, where, in 

4440
04:45:52,400 --> 04:45:54,600
the moment when the Temptation 
happens, the moment with a 

4441
04:45:54,600 --> 04:45:58,000
little voice, this is where they
get you, right? 

4442
04:45:58,900 --> 04:46:01,000
They first come here, talks 
Whispers. 

4443
04:46:02,900 --> 04:46:06,400
Sometimes gonna be more brutal. 
Just detail to experience most 

4444
04:46:06,400 --> 04:46:07,800
times. 
It's just a little Whispers in 

4445
04:46:07,800 --> 04:46:11,400
your mouth. 
He resentful. 

4446
04:46:14,500 --> 04:46:17,100
He jealous be. 
What are they have? 

4447
04:46:17,100 --> 04:46:22,300
What covet, gimme, gimme gimme 
You deserve it. 

4448
04:46:23,200 --> 04:46:27,300
You worked hard. 
You know, how just this time, 

4449
04:46:27,300 --> 04:46:35,900
whatever it is. what's been 
recommended to me and I think 

4450
04:46:35,908 --> 04:46:38,500
this is common for me, he's that
you don't give him landing pads.

4451
04:46:39,700 --> 04:46:42,300
The way you do that is becoming 
more more conscious, not just 

4452
04:46:42,300 --> 04:46:49,800
the Whispers not just the 
Temptations. but to your own 

4453
04:46:49,808 --> 04:46:52,300
self. 
Your own weaknesses. 

4454
04:46:55,200 --> 04:46:56,600
To places where you're most 
vulnerable. 

4455
04:47:01,200 --> 04:47:06,000
Secularists you can do this too.
you can take it, you can at any 

4456
04:47:06,008 --> 04:47:11,700
point in your life and in fact, 
before I called out to God 

4457
04:47:11,700 --> 04:47:13,400
before I was told to Bear 
Witness. 

4458
04:47:15,900 --> 04:47:19,300
Leading the months leading up to
my daughter's birth? 

4459
04:47:19,300 --> 04:47:21,700
I started looking at my life and
I gave myself a really hard 

4460
04:47:21,700 --> 04:47:23,600
audit. 
I gave myself a few audits that 

4461
04:47:23,600 --> 04:47:30,400
year and one of the ones I gave 
it was like okay look I'm an 

4462
04:47:30,400 --> 04:47:33,800
angry person. 
You know, my default is 

4463
04:47:33,800 --> 04:47:35,700
annoying. 
I'm annoyed at everything. 

4464
04:47:37,400 --> 04:47:39,000
It's really easy to get me, you 
know? 

4465
04:47:40,300 --> 04:47:41,500
Complaining. 
All right. 

4466
04:47:41,508 --> 04:47:46,100
He gotten worse. 
Funny enough. 

4467
04:47:46,100 --> 04:47:53,500
Stop doing drugs and got way 
worse. which is not say go do 

4468
04:47:53,508 --> 04:47:57,900
drug, but no say so then, I 
realized about, you know, I was 

4469
04:47:57,908 --> 04:47:59,700
like okay I got this this wrath 
issue. 

4470
04:48:01,600 --> 04:48:04,800
And I got to deal with it. 
Because I don't want to pass 

4471
04:48:04,800 --> 04:48:07,300
that on to my daughter. 
I don't want to just be, I don't

4472
04:48:07,300 --> 04:48:11,400
want her to be angry or to be 
scared of me or You know, I got 

4473
04:48:11,408 --> 04:48:13,400
seven again. 
I don't beat my wife ring of 

4474
04:48:13,400 --> 04:48:14,400
that kind of stuff. 
It doesn't get to that point, 

4475
04:48:14,400 --> 04:48:17,900
but but I can, I can spit the 
dummy. 

4476
04:48:19,600 --> 04:48:22,500
Pretty. 
Pretty well, that's a another 

4477
04:48:22,500 --> 04:48:24,500
Australian slang. 
It's like having a tantrum and 

4478
04:48:24,500 --> 04:48:26,900
that's how I see anger now, Get 
angry. 

4479
04:48:26,900 --> 04:48:31,400
And so when Riles you up bashing
things, right? 

4480
04:48:34,200 --> 04:48:36,400
Toddler. 
It's embarrassing. 

4481
04:48:37,300 --> 04:48:40,200
Shameful. 
Grown man. 48 years old. 

4482
04:48:40,200 --> 04:48:42,400
Can't control his temper. 
When he what good are you? 

4483
04:48:47,500 --> 04:48:50,300
So was through that Self auto 
that I'm like okay I gotta dress

4484
04:48:50,300 --> 04:48:53,400
this summer and I hadn't gone to
the religious part but I had 

4485
04:48:53,400 --> 04:48:55,200
started softening. 
I started saying the Jesus 

4486
04:48:55,200 --> 04:48:58,000
prayer just as like, well just 
see what happens. 

4487
04:48:58,900 --> 04:49:02,200
Right. 
Maybe it's a ancient form of 

4488
04:49:02,200 --> 04:49:05,700
therapy. 
The placebo effect, they kick in

4489
04:49:07,700 --> 04:49:10,700
Something kicked in. 
Wasn't a placebo. 

4490
04:49:15,200 --> 04:49:17,100
These things are supposed to 
change you. 

4491
04:49:17,800 --> 04:49:20,400
For the better. 
Or they might go through 

4492
04:49:20,408 --> 04:49:21,300
periods. 
Where you like this? 

4493
04:49:21,300 --> 04:49:27,700
Not so obvious. 
But it is for your betterment. 

4494
04:49:29,200 --> 04:49:34,600
God's love includes suffering. 
You're gonna go through it. 

4495
04:49:35,800 --> 04:49:39,400
You're going to suffer. 
The question is, do you suffer 

4496
04:49:39,400 --> 04:49:43,200
with a context, you suffer? 
Without despair. 

4497
04:49:44,600 --> 04:49:47,800
Or let's say with a mechanism 
that can help prevent despair. 

4498
04:49:48,500 --> 04:49:50,700
Address to spare, get rid of it,
but its place. 

4499
04:49:52,500 --> 04:49:53,900
That's just a really a tool, the
devil. 

4500
04:49:54,700 --> 04:49:58,500
The demons, Scotty. 
Or. 

4501
04:50:00,000 --> 04:50:03,500
Do you suffer and be full of 
Despair, isn't? 

4502
04:50:04,500 --> 04:50:12,600
Set up for server from Rose. 
Blessed. this is so let's pray 

4503
04:50:12,600 --> 04:50:21,200
for miracles for Boomer grandma.
And on a date at Donna says, I 

4504
04:50:21,200 --> 04:50:23,300
don't think I even have a 
mustard seed of a mustard seed. 

4505
04:50:25,600 --> 04:50:27,700
I don't even have a mustard. 
I don't even see. 

4506
04:50:28,900 --> 04:50:32,500
I got. 
A, you know, I could draw a 

4507
04:50:32,500 --> 04:50:34,900
picture of one maybe. 
On a good day. 

4508
04:50:36,700 --> 04:50:39,000
Yeah, you see how far away you 
are. 

4509
04:50:40,200 --> 04:50:42,100
And at times, you have these 
level up moments. 

4510
04:50:42,100 --> 04:50:46,700
I've had this, where you feel 
leveled up, giving two things 

4511
04:50:46,700 --> 04:50:48,700
happen to me in July, July was a
weird month for me because I was

4512
04:50:48,700 --> 04:50:50,500
a family, got really sick for 
about three weeks. 

4513
04:50:52,400 --> 04:50:56,100
Cleared up enough to go see the 
Archbishop Georg and he was 

4514
04:50:56,108 --> 04:50:57,800
coming through. 
See our Parish. 

4515
04:50:57,800 --> 04:51:02,100
He starts with Australia. 
Overall Corps. 

4516
04:51:02,700 --> 04:51:11,200
So I got to meet him. and, 
Received blessings. and, so that

4517
04:51:11,200 --> 04:51:16,300
and it was a very blessed month,
my birthday but she blessings 

4518
04:51:18,200 --> 04:51:22,600
And and that kind of gave me a 
joyfulness, right? 

4519
04:51:22,600 --> 04:51:29,200
In coming out of the sickness. 
And then the start of August, I 

4520
04:51:29,200 --> 04:51:31,800
began my catechism. 
Is. 

4521
04:51:34,300 --> 04:51:35,800
I got to spit on the double and 
man. 

4522
04:51:37,200 --> 04:51:45,000
That did something. 
Like, I felt happy. for the 

4523
04:51:45,008 --> 04:51:51,300
first time in, A very long time.
Drew just happiness. 

4524
04:51:53,800 --> 04:52:00,700
And it wasn't like, Stupid. 
Like, I was just happy like, oh,

4525
04:52:02,300 --> 04:52:04,800
Dang. 
This is what this happiness 

4526
04:52:04,800 --> 04:52:07,100
thing people keep talking about,
it's pretty good. 

4527
04:52:08,000 --> 04:52:12,600
Oh, I kind of like this. 
I have can I can I just be happy

4528
04:52:12,600 --> 04:52:13,900
for a bit? 
That'd be nice. 

4529
04:52:15,100 --> 04:52:19,500
I still am like I'm I'm much 
less morose and annoyed and 

4530
04:52:19,500 --> 04:52:22,700
stuff than I was. 
Thinking of creep Jack in 

4531
04:52:22,700 --> 04:52:24,400
because the world get shows, you
know, whatever. 

4532
04:52:26,300 --> 04:52:31,800
But yeah. and just say was, you 
know, build off with Boomer 

4533
04:52:31,800 --> 04:52:34,600
Ramos saying this is the fire 
and all these other things I 

4534
04:52:34,600 --> 04:52:43,800
just feel very Relaxed. 
I know it's not all on me. 

4535
04:52:46,200 --> 04:52:49,800
The show the work that has that 
I have to do things. 

4536
04:52:49,800 --> 04:52:52,400
I have to speak. 
I have to show up. 

4537
04:52:52,400 --> 04:52:54,700
I have to do the work. 
I have to do whatever, whatever.

4538
04:52:54,700 --> 04:52:59,000
Sure. 
But I don't have to take the 

4539
04:52:59,000 --> 04:53:03,700
weight of everything on me. 
It's God show. 

4540
04:53:05,800 --> 04:53:14,400
Every show of Prayer. 
Ain't that a thing? 

4541
04:53:18,500 --> 04:53:23,700
if I do nothing else with this 
show, or with my life, With this

4542
04:53:23,700 --> 04:53:31,500
gift of this voice. 
I hope to do this. for all those

4543
04:53:31,500 --> 04:53:36,000
who are Maybe at the crossroads.
At a fence. 

4544
04:53:37,700 --> 04:53:40,600
I feel the tug. 
Not quite sure what that is. 

4545
04:53:43,000 --> 04:53:48,900
I'm someone who are very long 
time was resentful and angry at 

4546
04:53:48,900 --> 04:53:50,700
God, the death of my 
grandfather. 

4547
04:53:52,500 --> 04:53:56,200
The way he died. he probably 
just his death alone, but I was 

4548
04:53:56,208 --> 04:53:59,100
young turned from God. 
Spat on him. 

4549
04:54:02,900 --> 04:54:06,900
I was resentful and angry didn't
get what I wanted full of pride.

4550
04:54:11,300 --> 04:54:16,200
My life was. 
Wouldn't say a disaster. but 

4551
04:54:16,200 --> 04:54:19,400
full of unhappiness and just You
know. 

4552
04:54:20,200 --> 04:54:25,300
You know. 
I was Otherworld. but even 

4553
04:54:25,300 --> 04:54:27,800
throughout that, I look back and
I can see the hand of God 

4554
04:54:27,800 --> 04:54:33,100
throughout Many, in many cases 
like there's one story when I 

4555
04:54:33,108 --> 04:54:41,700
was in Paris. 
I was. rolling a wasn't tobacco.

4556
04:54:42,700 --> 04:54:44,400
Rolling a cigarette butt wasn't 
tobacco. 

4557
04:54:45,600 --> 04:54:48,100
And I was that we were on the 
Metro the subway. 

4558
04:54:49,100 --> 04:54:52,200
We were getting off at a stop. 
I had this. 

4559
04:54:53,200 --> 04:54:57,300
Cigarette, my mouth. 
We hadn't lived in my mouth. 

4560
04:54:58,100 --> 04:55:01,200
And the door slammed shut on my 
leg. 

4561
04:55:03,800 --> 04:55:08,000
So, I fell down. 
And he were like oh and you know

4562
04:55:08,008 --> 04:55:10,400
like because I was kind of a 
little space out. 

4563
04:55:11,200 --> 04:55:15,700
So I didn't really hit me what 
happened and the danger that I 

4564
04:55:15,708 --> 04:55:20,500
was now in. 
And people I was with like, oh, 

4565
04:55:20,500 --> 04:55:23,400
an extra because the train 
started moving. 

4566
04:55:24,300 --> 04:55:26,800
Slowly at first but like you 
know how Subways can pick up 

4567
04:55:26,800 --> 04:55:29,800
speed and there I am with my leg
cotton, this thing going. 

4568
04:55:29,800 --> 04:55:33,700
Oh, The mean starting getting 
dragged. 

4569
04:55:35,100 --> 04:55:37,400
And thankfully, the conductor 
saw and stopped, and opened the 

4570
04:55:37,400 --> 04:55:39,700
doors in my like I'm on and 
cigarette. 

4571
04:55:39,700 --> 04:55:45,200
Never left my mouth. 
Now, you can look back on that 

4572
04:55:45,200 --> 04:55:47,400
and go oh. 
Accents happen. 

4573
04:55:48,700 --> 04:55:52,700
Happy happens as you. 
Didn't get slammed into a wall 

4574
04:55:52,700 --> 04:55:55,300
with your foot caught in a 
Subway. 

4575
04:55:57,000 --> 04:55:58,000
In Paris. 
France. 

4576
04:55:58,000 --> 04:56:10,500
No less. but, I look back on 
that and go. to me, that's clear

4577
04:56:10,500 --> 04:56:12,800
evidence of the hand of God. 
Because I could have gone. 

4578
04:56:14,100 --> 04:56:16,100
Really bad way. 
And it didn't. 

4579
04:56:24,100 --> 04:56:26,200
And on says, how long were you 
were inquired? 

4580
04:56:26,200 --> 04:56:29,100
Before we became a catechism, 
just curious, it depends how you

4581
04:56:29,108 --> 04:56:30,800
where you want to start with 
that. 

4582
04:56:30,800 --> 04:56:36,200
I would say that, I started 
basically inquiring in late 

4583
04:56:36,200 --> 04:56:41,600
2020, right? 
Let's say 2021 well, because I 

4584
04:56:41,600 --> 04:56:44,900
had the religious experience in 
2020 like 2020, I started seeing

4585
04:56:44,900 --> 04:56:49,000
the Jews, I started to listen to
some online Orthodoxy and stuff 

4586
04:56:49,000 --> 04:56:54,000
but I hadn't really um, I was 
still very much like sketchy 

4587
04:56:54,000 --> 04:56:58,100
about everything, I would say by
2021, I was inquiring on my own 

4588
04:56:58,100 --> 04:57:03,000
behalf. 
And then at the start of 2025, 

4589
04:57:03,000 --> 04:57:04,300
when did I start going to 
liturgy? 

4590
04:57:05,600 --> 04:57:08,500
Mmm. 
March. 

4591
04:57:11,600 --> 04:57:14,600
Yeah. 
March, I'd have to I'd have to 

4592
04:57:14,608 --> 04:57:23,800
check but something like March. 
and, so, You know, March April 

4593
04:57:23,800 --> 04:57:25,700
May. 
June. 

4594
04:57:27,200 --> 04:57:31,800
July. 
So about six months, But I was, 

4595
04:57:31,800 --> 04:57:34,900
I was going. 
I was going most Sundays, I 

4596
04:57:34,900 --> 04:57:42,000
missed some along the way. so 
about six months, But that's 

4597
04:57:42,000 --> 04:57:46,800
fairly standard. 
Especially within more of a role

4598
04:57:46,800 --> 04:57:53,400
core more of a Russian. 
Aspect and it can wildly on the 

4599
04:57:53,400 --> 04:57:54,900
priest. 
So please, you know, whatever 

4600
04:57:54,900 --> 04:57:58,600
and your relationship with the 
priest and whatever they see in 

4601
04:57:58,600 --> 04:58:00,400
you. 
But generally speaking, I'd say 

4602
04:58:00,400 --> 04:58:03,500
between six weeks to six months,
tends to be pretty pretty 

4603
04:58:03,500 --> 04:58:05,900
standard. 
And again, how it depends on. 

4604
04:58:05,908 --> 04:58:08,500
If you're going every time or 
you going to Vespers or how much

4605
04:58:08,500 --> 04:58:13,700
they seeing you, Um because it's
it's a marriage, right? 

4606
04:58:13,700 --> 04:58:16,100
They have to begin to have a 
relationship with you and start 

4607
04:58:16,100 --> 04:58:19,000
trusting and you that that if 
you start this process, 

4608
04:58:19,000 --> 04:58:25,500
especially if you get baptized. 
So with catechism it can 

4609
04:58:25,508 --> 04:58:30,000
generally say, take about nine 
months to 12 months, generally, 

4610
04:58:30,800 --> 04:58:32,100
But again, that's down to the 
priest. 

4611
04:58:32,900 --> 04:58:36,900
You know. 
Some people been catechism for 

4612
04:58:36,900 --> 04:58:40,100
years. 
I think Jim Bob was a kind of 

4613
04:58:40,108 --> 04:58:44,800
human technically for for years.
I don't know the exact number 

4614
04:58:44,800 --> 04:58:48,600
years. 
Correct me if I'm wrong, some 

4615
04:58:48,600 --> 04:58:50,500
people that happens. 
You know. 

4616
04:58:51,800 --> 04:58:55,500
And it's not really a Rhyme or 
Reason, or their devotion, or so

4617
04:58:55,500 --> 04:59:01,500
it's just up to the priest. 
So, if I am baptized in a year, 

4618
04:59:01,500 --> 04:59:04,200
it'll be, I guess, right before 
the donation fast. 

4619
04:59:06,300 --> 04:59:17,300
August of 2026. but, I'm not 
even in a weird way, you think 

4620
04:59:17,300 --> 04:59:19,300
about it and you expected and 
you're preparing and doing the 

4621
04:59:19,300 --> 04:59:20,200
course. 
And doing those things, you're 

4622
04:59:20,200 --> 04:59:22,600
sending all these things but 
it's like, you got to come 

4623
04:59:22,600 --> 04:59:27,300
almost like That's baptism is 
important. 

4624
04:59:27,300 --> 04:59:29,400
I look forward to being 
baptized. 

4625
04:59:29,400 --> 04:59:33,800
I need to be baptized As an 
important to it, don't get me 

4626
04:59:33,800 --> 04:59:37,300
wrong. 
At the same time. if all you do 

4627
04:59:37,300 --> 04:59:43,000
is think baptism, then you're 
missed, then you're like You're 

4628
04:59:43,000 --> 04:59:45,800
not paying attention. 
You're going to gain that 

4629
04:59:45,800 --> 04:59:48,400
ground. 
You know, in some ways you gotta

4630
04:59:48,400 --> 04:59:55,000
be worthy of it. if that takes 
nine months, 12 months, two 

4631
04:59:55,000 --> 04:59:58,900
years. 
You know. joked about the to my,

4632
04:59:59,900 --> 05:00:01,700
Prison. 
Like, I don't want to probably 

4633
05:00:01,700 --> 05:00:04,600
invite Jim Josh down for the 
baptism and like as well. 

4634
05:00:04,600 --> 05:00:05,800
You know, Jim's getting on 
years. 

4635
05:00:05,800 --> 05:00:10,900
I so, you know, wait, 15 years, 
So so priests all my for that 

4636
05:00:10,900 --> 05:00:14,000
matter. 
I'm like, you know, hey, takes 

4637
05:00:14,000 --> 05:00:19,900
it takes as long as it takes 
father, but you know, Maybe less

4638
05:00:19,900 --> 05:00:22,700
than 20 hopefully but we'll see.
We'll see. 

4639
05:00:23,600 --> 05:00:26,400
Go. 
I say it's up to my priest. 

4640
05:00:26,400 --> 05:00:28,500
It's up to God and the sermon of
the priests. 

4641
05:00:28,500 --> 05:00:34,600
So we will get to Father several
stuff. 

4642
05:00:34,600 --> 05:00:36,400
I'm just enjoying talking to the
chat. 

4643
05:00:38,600 --> 05:00:41,000
Of course like subscribe. 
Share go Super Chat. 

4644
05:00:41,000 --> 05:00:44,200
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4645
05:00:45,900 --> 05:00:50,600
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4646
05:00:50,600 --> 05:00:52,100
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4647
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4648
05:00:55,400 --> 05:00:59,000
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4649
05:00:59,000 --> 05:01:01,500
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I'm a guy who tells you a lot 

4650
05:01:01,508 --> 05:01:04,800
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4651
05:01:04,800 --> 05:01:06,100
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4652
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4653
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4654
05:01:13,400 --> 05:01:16,500
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4655
05:01:17,400 --> 05:01:21,800
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4656
05:01:21,800 --> 05:01:24,000
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4657
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4658
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4659
05:01:29,700 --> 05:01:33,100
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That's the exact thing or 

4660
05:01:33,100 --> 05:01:34,800
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4661
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4662
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4663
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4666
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4667
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4691
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4692
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Go to church. 

4693
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4694
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Bill says, I started attending 
liturgy and praying even in my 

4695
05:03:28,408 --> 05:03:31,300
heart wasn't fully in it, and I 
started to feel a difference. 

4696
05:03:31,300 --> 05:03:34,100
Now, both my mind and heart know
that God is real, and we can 

4697
05:03:34,100 --> 05:03:37,900
personally know him. 
Yeah, we know through the Sun. 

4698
05:03:39,000 --> 05:03:43,800
And through the Holy Spirit. 
Know, him know of him. 

4699
05:03:47,300 --> 05:03:50,300
It works on you. 
It's really important. 

4700
05:03:50,300 --> 05:03:51,700
The prayer rules really 
important as well. 

4701
05:03:52,800 --> 05:03:54,700
And it's not just because of 
ritual thing. 

4702
05:03:55,900 --> 05:04:03,600
It sets your mind in a 
Direction. and, it's interesting

4703
05:04:03,600 --> 05:04:07,500
to see when you don't do it or 
you miss one or you speed it or 

4704
05:04:07,500 --> 05:04:10,200
you know you do a Chop up job or
whatever. 

4705
05:04:10,200 --> 05:04:15,100
And you know it and I'll speak 
personally and it bugs me bug me

4706
05:04:15,100 --> 05:04:18,000
all day. 
Like, Say extra. 

4707
05:04:20,300 --> 05:04:23,200
And see interesting thing right 
for getting to pray or being 

4708
05:04:23,200 --> 05:04:24,600
hesitant to pray or some of 
that. 

4709
05:04:24,608 --> 05:04:30,200
Oh It takes like five minutes, 
really 15 and whatever coming 

4710
05:04:30,200 --> 05:04:33,300
off as you read. 
You can just do it middle of the

4711
05:04:33,308 --> 05:04:36,300
day. 
Throw out a Jesus prayer. 

4712
05:04:36,300 --> 05:04:40,300
It's super simple. 
You gotta do it from the heart. 

4713
05:04:41,200 --> 05:04:43,300
But you know what I'm saying? 
Like just be attentive and do 

4714
05:04:43,308 --> 05:04:45,100
it. 
Hmm. 

4715
05:04:46,600 --> 05:04:50,000
Why it's free. 
It takes nothing. 

4716
05:04:53,700 --> 05:04:56,400
It's good for you. 
Be like being hungry going on 

4717
05:04:56,400 --> 05:04:58,500
but I don't want to eat but just
eat something. 

4718
05:04:59,400 --> 05:05:00,900
Have an apple. 
You don't have to cook it. 

4719
05:05:00,900 --> 05:05:06,800
Oh, look at well, then feel like
it Do it. 

4720
05:05:07,600 --> 05:05:09,100
Dummy. 
I'm talking to myself here. 

4721
05:05:09,100 --> 05:05:12,700
I'm not talking to anybody in 
the chat like we all go through,

4722
05:05:12,700 --> 05:05:18,100
we have those moments like, oh, 
You know, you're gonna feel 

4723
05:05:18,100 --> 05:05:20,700
better, you know, it's good for 
you, people. 

4724
05:05:20,700 --> 05:05:22,900
It's, you know, that's it, you 
know, it's right thing to do, 

4725
05:05:22,900 --> 05:05:25,500
just talk about your benefits 
for yourself, you know, it's 

4726
05:05:25,500 --> 05:05:30,800
just the right thing to do. so 
thing you do, Dummy, just do it.

4727
05:05:32,100 --> 05:05:38,400
Mmm. 
He'll say it's not the placebo 

4728
05:05:38,400 --> 05:05:41,700
effect, but let's just grant 
that it is why wouldn't anyone 

4729
05:05:41,700 --> 05:05:43,200
everyone? 
Why wouldn't everyone want to 

4730
05:05:43,208 --> 05:05:44,400
have this placebo effect to 
their? 

4731
05:05:44,400 --> 05:05:48,200
Yeah I know that's kind of Like 
I said, it's kind of what 

4732
05:05:48,200 --> 05:05:50,600
brought me a little bit to it 
was softened me to the point 

4733
05:05:50,608 --> 05:05:54,800
where I was like, well look if 
it is just a whizzle waddle 

4734
05:05:54,800 --> 05:05:56,600
thing. 
Well, it seems to work for a lot

4735
05:05:56,608 --> 05:05:58,900
of people and I need I need some
help. 

4736
05:05:58,900 --> 05:06:02,200
So I'll just say it maybe it'll 
just whistle Wuzzle something, 

4737
05:06:02,200 --> 05:06:05,400
right? 
I'll still be an atheist, I 

4738
05:06:05,400 --> 05:06:08,100
won't believe in it really but 
you know, maybe I believe in a 

4739
05:06:08,108 --> 05:06:13,400
little bit we'll get some some 
help. and, you know, Now, I go 

4740
05:06:13,408 --> 05:06:18,800
to liturgy. 
Was about six months this is 

4741
05:06:18,800 --> 05:06:21,200
Bill getting but I was attending
almost every service and I was 

4742
05:06:21,208 --> 05:06:24,500
attending a Serbian Church 
before for about a year. 

4743
05:06:24,500 --> 05:06:29,000
I'm baptizing Roku by the way. 
Uh yeah like I said it's it's 

4744
05:06:29,000 --> 05:06:34,600
down the priest. 
Attendance and and certainly 

4745
05:06:34,600 --> 05:06:39,800
being available and and present 
for the church goes, a long way.

4746
05:06:42,000 --> 05:06:45,500
you know, but I've heard stories
of people who do all that and 

4747
05:06:45,500 --> 05:06:48,900
have been a catechism for a very
long time because you know, it, 

4748
05:06:48,900 --> 05:06:55,200
maybe the preseason, you know, 
it's good for them to wait. so, 

4749
05:06:57,300 --> 05:07:03,300
I guess my again, my thing is 
this is like I'd expect a lot of

4750
05:07:03,300 --> 05:07:05,900
people coming to this chat, 
maybe are Orthodox already, but 

4751
05:07:05,900 --> 05:07:09,500
for those who aren't and are 
inquiring or whatever, you know,

4752
05:07:09,508 --> 05:07:14,100
take those steps and don't think
about the reward or the 

4753
05:07:14,108 --> 05:07:16,800
destination so much like you 
know where it's going to be in 

4754
05:07:16,800 --> 05:07:21,000
you know, glory to God you'll 
get there eventually one day 

4755
05:07:21,000 --> 05:07:24,800
whenever is fine but Prayer 
rule. 

4756
05:07:25,900 --> 05:07:28,600
You know, talk to your priest 
about fasting, talk to your 

4757
05:07:28,600 --> 05:07:31,200
priest about all of it, you 
know, even your prayer rule talk

4758
05:07:31,200 --> 05:07:33,100
to your priest about it. 
You don't have to read the whole

4759
05:07:33,100 --> 05:07:34,500
prayer book, probably or maybe 
you do. 

4760
05:07:35,500 --> 05:07:37,000
I don't know. 
Talk to your Breeze. 

4761
05:07:39,000 --> 05:07:40,600
Do you see the Rhythm we're 
going in here? 

4762
05:07:40,600 --> 05:07:42,800
All all things. 
That's why I put the scroll 

4763
05:07:42,800 --> 05:07:47,000
there too. 
Bill said, I actually asked my 

4764
05:07:47,000 --> 05:07:50,200
priest if I could postpone my 
baptism my six months and my 

4765
05:07:50,208 --> 05:07:53,100
priest said that there was fine 
and then I thought about it, if 

4766
05:07:53,100 --> 05:07:54,700
my priests, I was ready, I 
should listen to him. 

4767
05:07:54,700 --> 05:07:59,000
Yep. 
Yeah, the other thing too. 

4768
05:08:01,000 --> 05:08:04,400
Is that your priest is has got 
the responsibility on him? 

4769
05:08:06,900 --> 05:08:11,600
So his teachings, his baptisms, 
his who he accepts into church, 

4770
05:08:11,600 --> 05:08:13,700
and there's possibility falls on
him, it's a heavy 

4771
05:08:13,700 --> 05:08:15,200
responsibility. 
I mean, he's basically 

4772
05:08:15,200 --> 05:08:18,300
caretaking to a certain extent, 
your soul, he's instructing and,

4773
05:08:18,300 --> 05:08:25,000
and helping you with your soul. 
It's a heavy responsibility. but

4774
05:08:25,000 --> 05:08:27,800
and you should, you know, try to
help him with everything else 

4775
05:08:27,800 --> 05:08:33,100
but only your priest can can 
That's his responsibility. 

4776
05:08:33,100 --> 05:08:36,700
It's not yours. 
Now that might sound like, whoa,

4777
05:08:36,700 --> 05:08:38,000
okay. 
Well, I don't have to worry 

4778
05:08:38,000 --> 05:08:38,600
about that. 
Say no. 

4779
05:08:38,600 --> 05:08:42,100
I used to do all the other work,
but like you have to let him be.

4780
05:08:42,100 --> 05:08:44,400
You have to let him do his 
thing. 

4781
05:08:46,300 --> 05:08:48,500
You're not the priest. 
Don't pretend to be. 

4782
05:08:49,800 --> 05:08:51,300
Don't start making decisions out
of school. 

4783
05:08:53,400 --> 05:08:56,800
It's not DIY, right? 
You have you're being given an 

4784
05:08:56,800 --> 05:08:59,600
instructor. 
Good, follow him. 

4785
05:09:05,800 --> 05:09:07,200
Because ultimately 
responsibilities on him. 

4786
05:09:07,200 --> 05:09:12,500
Anyways. so, Let him have his 
responsibility. 

4787
05:09:16,600 --> 05:09:18,900
He said that a lot of people 
often feel that they're not 

4788
05:09:18,900 --> 05:09:21,300
ready and that catechism is 
really a lifelong thing. 

4789
05:09:21,300 --> 05:09:23,100
We're always learn more about 
God. 

4790
05:09:23,100 --> 05:09:26,700
Yeah. 
Very true. yeah, the baptism is 

4791
05:09:28,400 --> 05:09:31,100
Is my one holdout criticism? 
I will always give the 

4792
05:09:31,100 --> 05:09:33,900
Protestants is that if you think
the baptism is is the one and 

4793
05:09:33,900 --> 05:09:37,000
done, right? 
Like Boop, you're good, I've 

4794
05:09:37,000 --> 05:09:39,200
joked about it, but it wouldn't 
be a bad business idea to have 

4795
05:09:39,200 --> 05:09:42,900
drive through baptisms for 
Protestants, don't do that. 

4796
05:09:42,900 --> 05:09:45,900
That's a joke. 
But you know, well sure why not?

4797
05:09:45,900 --> 05:09:50,100
You know, that's all you need. 
Sprinkle some water on you, off,

4798
05:09:50,100 --> 05:09:55,000
you go. the problem in that, of 
course, is that well But you're 

4799
05:09:55,000 --> 05:09:57,700
always sinning. 
You know. 

4800
05:09:59,500 --> 05:10:02,400
Just gonna be sinning. 
If you get baptized as a 

4801
05:10:02,408 --> 05:10:04,800
Protestant and then the next day
lie about something. 

4802
05:10:04,800 --> 05:10:08,000
Well, what do you do? 
Go. 

4803
05:10:08,000 --> 05:10:08,700
That's fine. 
Good. 

4804
05:10:08,700 --> 05:10:13,400
I you know, good don't Even get 
done three times. 

4805
05:10:13,400 --> 05:10:16,300
Probably did you Now, you 
probably get the one dunk and 

4806
05:10:16,300 --> 05:10:17,800
you're such a really good. 
Don't you? 

4807
05:10:17,800 --> 05:10:22,500
Get the three. 
But it's a preparation is the 

4808
05:10:22,500 --> 05:10:28,600
authority who has Authority. 
If Russell Brand and his wife in

4809
05:10:28,600 --> 05:10:30,900
his tiny whities can donkey in 
the teams in your good mate. 

4810
05:10:33,100 --> 05:10:36,500
So what I mean, I get it, he's 
just helping with whatever, but 

4811
05:10:36,500 --> 05:10:39,400
okay this is Russell Brandon 
authorities like a day, one 

4812
05:10:39,400 --> 05:10:44,400
Christian. 
Have authority could have 

4813
05:10:44,400 --> 05:10:45,700
authority. 
Well, we all have authority now 

4814
05:10:45,700 --> 05:10:46,900
because I read the Bible. 
Bunch. 

4815
05:10:46,900 --> 05:10:52,200
What I read the Bible as an 
atheist and you quite a few 

4816
05:10:52,208 --> 05:10:56,300
Bible stories, all by heart, as 
an atheist. and even my time by 

4817
05:10:56,300 --> 05:10:59,900
four, before when I wasn't one, 
I think that give me Authority. 

4818
05:11:02,400 --> 05:11:05,600
If I can quote the Bible. 
See. 

4819
05:11:07,500 --> 05:11:09,800
It's more difficult than that, 
more complex, but more 

4820
05:11:09,800 --> 05:11:12,200
complicated. 
Darn You're gonna have to. 

4821
05:11:13,200 --> 05:11:15,600
Submit yourself to an authority.
Oh no. 

4822
05:11:18,200 --> 05:11:20,500
It's my might admit that. 
You don't know everything. 

4823
05:11:20,500 --> 05:11:27,400
Oh, Here's the other one. 
Sit down for this one, you have 

4824
05:11:27,400 --> 05:11:31,500
to Get some Vapors out for you. 
It's not all about you. 

4825
05:11:37,800 --> 05:11:39,700
Spoke machine as I have smoking 
back. 

4826
05:11:39,700 --> 05:11:40,900
Yeah, you know. 
Yeah. 

4827
05:11:40,900 --> 05:11:45,800
So you Already gone. 
It's not a hole about you about 

4828
05:11:45,800 --> 05:11:46,600
me. 
My goodness. 

4829
05:11:49,500 --> 05:11:52,900
There's a miracle. 
It's something to not be about 

4830
05:11:52,900 --> 05:11:57,400
me. 
Like, in participate in that, 

4831
05:11:57,400 --> 05:12:00,600
it's, that is helping me. 
It helps my family helps a whole

4832
05:12:00,608 --> 05:12:02,500
bunch of stuff, but it's not all
about me. 

4833
05:12:05,800 --> 05:12:07,600
What is this weird thing you're 
talking about? 

4834
05:12:07,600 --> 05:12:10,500
Its liturgy. 
Go experience it. 

4835
05:12:12,800 --> 05:12:14,400
Most of it is the priests not 
even look at you. 

4836
05:12:17,100 --> 05:12:20,000
He's praying for you and for 
everyone in tennis and for the 

4837
05:12:20,008 --> 05:12:27,100
world itself and you go and you 
find out there's a was an 

4838
05:12:27,100 --> 05:12:28,100
atheist video about talking 
about this. 

4839
05:12:29,200 --> 05:12:32,800
Guy's says he's an atheist. 
I think he's probably on his way

4840
05:12:32,800 --> 05:12:34,600
to not being one, but anyways, 
he went to orthodox. 

4841
05:12:36,200 --> 05:12:37,500
Liturgy. 
And one of the things he said 

4842
05:12:37,500 --> 05:12:39,600
was like, oh, it's amazing, it's
not about me. 

4843
05:12:42,100 --> 05:12:43,900
Priest will talk to you 
afterwards and dresses. 

4844
05:12:43,900 --> 05:12:50,200
The lady had various points in 
liturgy, but The homies for us. 

4845
05:12:50,200 --> 05:12:52,300
Sure. 
He's talking to instructing. 

4846
05:12:53,700 --> 05:12:56,300
But if you weren't there, if no 
one was there. 

4847
05:12:57,500 --> 05:12:59,300
Guess what? 
He was still happen. 

4848
05:13:01,500 --> 05:13:04,500
Liturgies, for God. 
We're just partaking in it. 

4849
05:13:07,300 --> 05:13:09,300
Like walking to a conversation 
that was gone going. 

4850
05:13:10,000 --> 05:13:13,000
That you can be part of that, 
acknowledge you. 

4851
05:13:14,300 --> 05:13:18,600
The conversation is going on. 
The conversation has gone on 

4852
05:13:18,600 --> 05:13:20,900
long before you were there and 
we'll go on long after you're 

4853
05:13:20,900 --> 05:13:23,700
gone. 
And while you're there, they 

4854
05:13:23,700 --> 05:13:30,000
can, yeah, cool. 
But it's not about you. and, 

4855
05:13:31,100 --> 05:13:33,500
well, you can offer your 
opinions and All that stuff, 

4856
05:13:33,500 --> 05:13:34,600
cool. 
Yeah. 

4857
05:13:40,300 --> 05:13:42,400
Bill Hicks says, I can't stand 
Russell Brand, maybe that's not 

4858
05:13:42,400 --> 05:13:44,800
a very Christian thing to say, 
but maybe it is, yeah. 

4859
05:13:45,600 --> 05:13:46,700
Forgive him. 
Look. 

4860
05:13:50,200 --> 05:13:52,300
I think there's every reason to 
suspect that Russell, Brandon 

4861
05:13:52,300 --> 05:13:54,000
many, those celebrities are 
gonna get involved in 

4862
05:13:54,000 --> 05:13:56,000
Christianity one way shape, or 
form, or doing it, for very 

4863
05:13:56,008 --> 05:14:02,100
selfish reasons. but I mean, 
we're all doing it for a selfish

4864
05:14:02,100 --> 05:14:06,600
reason that they, you know, 
Calling out. 

4865
05:14:06,600 --> 05:14:09,100
Why help me me? 
Help me. 

4866
05:14:11,300 --> 05:14:12,800
I'm sick. 
I got these problems. 

4867
05:14:12,800 --> 05:14:15,100
I need to address these things. 
I'm sinful. 

4868
05:14:15,100 --> 05:14:16,600
I'm this, I'm that me. 
Me me. 

4869
05:14:16,600 --> 05:14:20,300
It starts off with that. 
And for many people is going to 

4870
05:14:20,300 --> 05:14:25,500
contend with that, okay? 
But I'm not here to judge. 

4871
05:14:25,508 --> 05:14:29,800
Someone's faith. 
If he starts doing things that 

4872
05:14:29,800 --> 05:14:32,400
I'm like, whoa, okay. 
Leading other people's astray. 

4873
05:14:33,000 --> 05:14:37,200
There's somebody criticized. 
But the man himself, I don't 

4874
05:14:37,208 --> 05:14:39,500
know the man. 
I know the character he plays on

4875
05:14:39,500 --> 05:14:43,100
stage. 
Or is on his podcast. 

4876
05:14:46,200 --> 05:14:51,100
Is that Russell Brand, Maybe? 
Maybe. 

4877
05:14:53,500 --> 05:14:57,000
Not. 
Probably some facsimile, some 

4878
05:14:57,000 --> 05:15:02,700
approximation some character. 
If you really knew him knew him 

4879
05:15:02,700 --> 05:15:04,700
and maybe he lives that 
character a lot more. 

4880
05:15:05,600 --> 05:15:07,500
Than you know, you do these 
things. 

4881
05:15:12,200 --> 05:15:15,300
Integrate them? 
So maybe he's more like the 

4882
05:15:15,308 --> 05:15:16,500
character the characters more 
like him. 

4883
05:15:16,500 --> 05:15:19,200
Sure. 
But I don't know. 

4884
05:15:20,100 --> 05:15:25,700
How can I say these things? 
So I can criticize the 

4885
05:15:25,700 --> 05:15:28,100
character. 
I can say if he's leading people

4886
05:15:28,100 --> 05:15:30,600
strike is certainly can't 
criticize that but the more I've

4887
05:15:30,600 --> 05:15:34,200
watched him and I just watched 
him a bit of time to Charlie 

4888
05:15:34,200 --> 05:15:42,400
Kirk he seems a bit more, he's 
still talking that, you know, 

4889
05:15:43,200 --> 05:15:48,200
It's a lot of talk. 
But I I like to think. 

4890
05:15:51,100 --> 05:15:56,700
I detected some sincerity there.
like he's, he is trying and God 

4891
05:15:56,708 --> 05:15:59,800
bless him for that. 
God bless him. 

4892
05:16:00,500 --> 05:16:05,400
Pray for him. 
If you the easiest thing in the 

4893
05:16:05,408 --> 05:16:08,200
world, right? 
It's the hardest thing to do. 

4894
05:16:09,800 --> 05:16:11,700
But it's it's really super 
simple. 

4895
05:16:12,700 --> 05:16:15,400
Find someone you're upset with 
or upset you, or you. 

4896
05:16:17,100 --> 05:16:27,000
Pray for. 
I know, right? 

4897
05:16:27,000 --> 05:16:30,400
I I and again, no, I'm not even,
he's like trying to instruct you

4898
05:16:30,400 --> 05:16:34,600
I'm like I suck at this. 
Worsted worst. 

4899
05:16:34,600 --> 05:16:37,300
Worst worst. 
Far worse than you. 

4900
05:16:38,100 --> 05:16:39,200
You know this whatever. 
Sure. 

4901
05:16:43,600 --> 05:16:45,100
Why is this a simple things so 
hard? 

4902
05:16:48,800 --> 05:16:53,800
You get in your way. 
Image yourself up is down, down 

4903
05:16:53,800 --> 05:16:59,500
is up. 
And feels like sometimes good, 

4904
05:16:59,500 --> 05:17:05,000
right? 
It doesn't get you anywhere. 

4905
05:17:06,100 --> 05:17:09,400
Russell Brand doesn't care about
you or me. but one, he doesn't 

4906
05:17:09,408 --> 05:17:14,700
know we exist and even he did 
I'm sure he was like, okay, Oh, 

4907
05:17:14,700 --> 05:17:19,500
you don't like me, okay. 
He's gonna attack by, you know, 

4908
05:17:19,500 --> 05:17:22,100
guardian and a whole bunch of 
people at this point. 

4909
05:17:22,100 --> 05:17:24,200
I'm pretty sure any. 
I think we can say to him is 

4910
05:17:24,200 --> 05:17:28,400
like okay I'll add a list the 
pile of complaints. 

4911
05:17:28,400 --> 05:17:29,100
Okay. 
Yeah. 

4912
05:17:29,100 --> 05:17:30,500
Sure. 
I know Teddy. 

4913
05:17:30,500 --> 05:17:34,900
Why do you Not my fan is how 
her. 

4914
05:17:36,100 --> 05:17:38,700
The problem is with these guys, 
is that everything's on display,

4915
05:17:38,708 --> 05:17:43,200
right? 
I don't know how that I don't 

4916
05:17:43,200 --> 05:17:47,200
know how that how he was out. 
Like I said this about Jordan 

4917
05:17:47,200 --> 05:17:48,800
Peterson. 
You know, the one thing I can 

4918
05:17:48,800 --> 05:17:50,300
because I'm criticized him as 
well. 

4919
05:17:50,308 --> 05:17:52,700
And jumped on that bandwagon. 
I think it's deserved. 

4920
05:17:54,000 --> 05:17:58,200
To a degree. 
At the same time I don't know 

4921
05:17:58,200 --> 05:18:01,400
how what a day in life of Jordan
Peterson. 

4922
05:18:01,400 --> 05:18:05,400
I couldn't even proximate that 
that level of like scrutiny, 

4923
05:18:05,400 --> 05:18:07,800
especially that stuff. 
He went through for a few years 

4924
05:18:07,800 --> 05:18:14,100
there when he spoke about butal 
6016, And he had the whole world

4925
05:18:14,100 --> 05:18:16,700
come down on him. 
He was, they made him, they made

4926
05:18:16,700 --> 05:18:21,800
him into the, the caricatured 
him as a red skull in the Marvel

4927
05:18:21,800 --> 05:18:25,700
movie, in the Marvel Comics. 
Basically making him into a Nazi

4928
05:18:25,700 --> 05:18:27,700
for telling young men to clean 
the room and you know, lobsters 

4929
05:18:27,700 --> 05:18:33,400
and stuff. 
It's the most like really, you 

4930
05:18:33,400 --> 05:18:35,700
know, you spend some time in 
more extreme rooms and you look 

4931
05:18:35,700 --> 05:18:38,000
back and go. 
Jordan Peterson's is like milk 

4932
05:18:38,000 --> 05:18:39,700
toast, man. 
It's down. 

4933
05:18:39,700 --> 05:18:44,000
Been cleaned the room. 
Pro Israel and what yada sure. 

4934
05:18:45,000 --> 05:18:51,000
but, I mean, normies normies is 
just, he was just here's how in 

4935
05:18:51,000 --> 05:18:54,400
case how, how crazy it had 
gotten at that point or was 

4936
05:18:54,400 --> 05:18:56,500
getting was someone just 
pointing out. 

4937
05:18:56,500 --> 05:18:59,000
Hey, this pronoun thing is 
probably gonna lead to bad 

4938
05:18:59,000 --> 05:19:01,600
results by the way if you keep 
doing this shouldn't do that 

4939
05:19:01,600 --> 05:19:08,900
shouldn't have compelled speech 
and was our What? 

4940
05:19:13,700 --> 05:19:15,200
He's an office of this. 
He's that maybe. 

4941
05:19:15,200 --> 05:19:19,900
But whether he is, or was or 
will or became or Etc? 

4942
05:19:19,900 --> 05:19:23,500
He's under a microscope. 
Maybe less now. 

4943
05:19:25,900 --> 05:19:28,600
I mean that's why I had to go 
away to Russia because I've been

4944
05:19:28,608 --> 05:19:33,000
oh, sure, whatever speculations.
But regardless I don't know how 

4945
05:19:33,000 --> 05:19:35,800
that feels. 
I have nothing to compare it to.

4946
05:19:36,800 --> 05:19:39,300
Like not even like in the 
ballpark of consideration. 

4947
05:19:43,000 --> 05:19:45,200
I haven't even been like 15 
minutes of fame or something. 

4948
05:19:45,200 --> 05:19:47,400
I can go. 
Well, you must be like that, but

4949
05:19:47,400 --> 05:19:50,000
times, X number years? 
No, I don't. 

4950
05:19:52,200 --> 05:19:53,900
I'm some nobody nothing on the 
internet. 

4951
05:20:01,700 --> 05:20:06,100
You know. but even to try to 
mentally put myself in that 

4952
05:20:06,108 --> 05:20:10,100
shoes of being in a position 
where everybody Is out to get 

4953
05:20:10,100 --> 05:20:11,900
you. 
Everybody wants something from 

4954
05:20:11,900 --> 05:20:13,900
you. 
Or if they can't get something, 

4955
05:20:13,900 --> 05:20:15,600
you can't give it to them. 
They'll take it from you. 

4956
05:20:18,600 --> 05:20:24,400
It's swimming with sharks. and 
you got us now, just Learn how 

4957
05:20:24,400 --> 05:20:28,300
to swim real good. 
Or become a shark, or your Chum.

4958
05:20:29,900 --> 05:20:34,000
Chum bud. 
I have no idea how that feels 

4959
05:20:34,000 --> 05:20:39,000
what that reality would entail. 
What that would do to you or me 

4960
05:20:39,000 --> 05:20:41,600
or to a person? 
Probably not good things. 

4961
05:20:42,800 --> 05:20:48,000
Probably not. 
So, Jordan Peterson on the final

4962
05:20:48,000 --> 05:20:51,900
grade, is he handling it? 
Well, I don't know what. 

4963
05:20:51,900 --> 05:20:53,600
Well what what? 
Well would be? 

4964
05:20:57,100 --> 05:21:00,400
Right. 
I mean, if we look at flame out 

4965
05:21:00,400 --> 05:21:03,200
cases and there's some some 
examples of that and celebrity 

4966
05:21:03,200 --> 05:21:08,000
world You know he's not he 
didn't do a Lindsay Lohan. 

4967
05:21:08,000 --> 05:21:09,800
I mean he had the benzos thing 
whatever. 

4968
05:21:09,800 --> 05:21:12,400
Sure. 
But It is. 

4969
05:21:13,100 --> 05:21:16,400
Horrible, you know horrible ways
of going about that. 

4970
05:21:22,200 --> 05:21:25,300
Bill says, what do you talk 
about Jason your famous you've 

4971
05:21:25,300 --> 05:21:26,800
had about 20 people? 
Listen to for hours. 

4972
05:21:26,800 --> 05:21:29,200
Well there you go. 
Alright, that is that is a 

4973
05:21:29,200 --> 05:21:33,300
consideration. a bit more than 
my counters says 109, but 

4974
05:21:33,300 --> 05:21:37,000
probably not can continue his 
There is that consideration? 

4975
05:21:42,800 --> 05:21:47,500
Oh bills, don't worry about him.
I put that thing up there. 

4976
05:21:47,500 --> 05:21:52,400
Just a thing to have up there, 
but I, I'm very inconsiderable 

4977
05:21:52,400 --> 05:21:54,000
things down here. 
Let's get rid of this. 

4978
05:21:58,300 --> 05:22:02,500
Present. 
Yeah, screw it. 

4979
05:22:10,400 --> 05:22:13,600
God show but I'm out here. 
You know, begging. 

4980
05:22:14,700 --> 05:22:20,300
Copper provides, sorry. 
Never and it to anyone listening

4981
05:22:20,300 --> 05:22:22,900
or watching in the future. 
Never feel bad about anything 

4982
05:22:22,900 --> 05:22:29,100
that You know. 
You give, you can, you can't. 

4983
05:22:29,100 --> 05:22:30,600
Don't worry, like, subscribe, 
share. 

4984
05:22:31,800 --> 05:22:35,300
Easy. 
You want to, you want to repay 

4985
05:22:35,300 --> 05:22:36,900
me really well. 
Really want to repay me. 

4986
05:22:36,900 --> 05:22:40,400
If you're, if you have, if you 
are Orthodox, go to liturgy. 

4987
05:22:41,700 --> 05:22:43,600
And if you're not worth, it 
looks good literature. 

4988
05:22:44,600 --> 05:22:48,500
Go, come and see. 
That's repayment. 

4989
05:22:51,700 --> 05:22:57,200
That's what I do this for. 
Really. could have stayed in 

4990
05:22:57,208 --> 05:23:06,300
political Theory, like, Could be
out there some for Trump or 

4991
05:23:06,300 --> 05:23:12,200
whatever. 
Mano. 

4992
05:23:12,200 --> 05:23:19,000
This is This is, this is true. 
If I got nothing else I might 

4993
05:23:19,000 --> 05:23:21,900
well is. 
But it's I ain't telling you no 

4994
05:23:21,900 --> 05:23:25,100
lies. 
That's something right. 

4995
05:23:26,100 --> 05:23:34,500
There's my Niche, YouTube. 
Bill says yeah, honestly, come 

4996
05:23:34,500 --> 05:23:37,100
and see is the best apologetic. 
it was supposed to get to 

4997
05:23:37,100 --> 05:23:40,800
celebration for other servers, 
but I feel that this is The 

4998
05:23:40,800 --> 05:23:42,700
fellowship is is doing just 
that. 

4999
05:23:48,500 --> 05:23:50,500
Probably there's a interesting 
character, right? 

5000
05:23:53,500 --> 05:23:55,500
He said he's a good one to 
always bring up sometimes when 

5001
05:23:55,500 --> 05:23:59,000
special more right wing circles,
they talk, you know, almost 

5002
05:23:59,000 --> 05:24:03,000
sexuals in this and that. of 
course, I'm not promoting 

5003
05:24:03,000 --> 05:24:08,600
homosexuality or a lifestyle 
pride, and but, Father, Sarah 

5004
05:24:08,600 --> 05:24:15,000
from Rose was a homosexual. 
Was deep into Alan, Watts was a 

5005
05:24:15,000 --> 05:24:17,600
student under Alan Watts. 
His deep into that esoteric new 

5006
05:24:17,600 --> 05:24:22,300
way down at a And found it 
unsatisfying. 

5007
05:24:22,300 --> 05:24:24,800
That something was pulling out 
of me going. 

5008
05:24:24,800 --> 05:24:26,000
This is not right, it's not 
true. 

5009
05:24:31,000 --> 05:24:33,500
Numbers through Orthodoxy goes, 
the extra mile. 

5010
05:24:33,500 --> 05:24:37,200
One talk about repentance. 
Becomes a monk celibate. 

5011
05:24:40,700 --> 05:24:42,800
Doesn't famously didn't used to 
not wash. 

5012
05:24:46,300 --> 05:24:50,300
Long stretches. 
Just out there in the woods. 

5013
05:24:52,600 --> 05:24:54,600
Apparently, occasionally 
appearing in Berkeley. 

5014
05:24:55,500 --> 05:25:00,500
To give speeches is great. 
You found on YouTube. the audio 

5015
05:25:00,500 --> 05:25:06,700
version of this book, God's 
revelation to human heart. which

5016
05:25:06,700 --> 05:25:09,600
Buck Johnson and many others 
have credited his as a turning 

5017
05:25:09,600 --> 05:25:16,900
point for them for to inquire 
Sure, one image here. 

5018
05:25:18,800 --> 05:25:20,600
It's from Death of the world. 
We'll do a little bit of this. 

5019
05:25:20,600 --> 05:25:25,700
Yeah. 
Right now, go to death to the 

5020
05:25:25,708 --> 05:25:28,300
world.com. 
You can get yourself. 

5021
05:25:28,300 --> 05:25:30,700
I think it's still going. 
You can get yourself a digital 

5022
05:25:30,700 --> 05:25:32,600
copy digital download of their 
second episode. 

5023
05:25:32,600 --> 05:25:34,300
The second issue. 
Sorry. 

5024
05:25:36,700 --> 05:25:40,700
This, of course the famous Zayn.
Orthodox signs been going on for

5025
05:25:40,700 --> 05:25:51,500
quite some time. just, There you
go. 

5026
05:25:51,508 --> 05:25:54,900
Oops. 
There's father, Sarah from 

5027
05:25:54,900 --> 05:25:59,900
picture of him reposed. 
This is It say here. 

5028
05:26:01,200 --> 05:26:03,500
Monk, Sarah from Rose, three 
days after his death. 

5029
05:26:05,700 --> 05:26:07,700
There's something, we were 
intent, as I guess when this 

5030
05:26:07,700 --> 05:26:09,700
picture was taken and said that 
looked like, you could just wake

5031
05:26:09,700 --> 05:26:13,200
up at sleep. 
Hey, he died. 

5032
05:26:13,200 --> 05:26:16,500
He was very peaceful was a smile
on his face. 

5033
05:26:17,600 --> 05:26:21,900
He died. 
I believe he had he had a 

5034
05:26:21,900 --> 05:26:25,600
cancer. 
By painful. 

5035
05:26:28,600 --> 05:26:34,500
There is. 
What do we mean by death to the 

5036
05:26:34,500 --> 05:26:38,200
world? 
The world is a general name, for

5037
05:26:38,200 --> 05:26:41,100
all the passions, when we wish 
to call the passions by a common

5038
05:26:41,100 --> 05:26:44,700
name, we call them the world, 
but we wish to distinguish them 

5039
05:26:44,700 --> 05:26:47,200
by their special names. 
We call them the passion's. 

5040
05:26:48,000 --> 05:26:51,700
The passions are the following 
love of riches desire of 

5041
05:26:51,700 --> 05:26:55,000
possessions bodily pleasure for 
which comes sexual passion. 

5042
05:26:55,000 --> 05:26:59,800
Love of Honor which gives rise 
to Envy lust for power arrogance

5043
05:26:59,800 --> 05:27:03,300
and pride of position. 
The Cravings to Adorn oneself of

5044
05:27:03,300 --> 05:27:07,000
luxurious clothes and vein 
ornaments, the ish for human 

5045
05:27:07,000 --> 05:27:10,100
Glory which is a source of 
rancor and resentment and 

5046
05:27:10,100 --> 05:27:14,100
physical fear Where these 
passions cease to be active. 

5047
05:27:14,100 --> 05:27:18,400
The world is dead. 
Someone has said that the saints

5048
05:27:18,400 --> 05:27:21,700
that while alive, they were dead
for through. 

5049
05:27:21,700 --> 05:27:24,900
Living in the flesh. 
They did not live for the flesh.

5050
05:27:26,000 --> 05:27:29,100
C for which of these passions 
you are alive, then you will 

5051
05:27:29,100 --> 05:27:33,800
know how far you how far you are
alive to the world and how far 

5052
05:27:33,800 --> 05:27:37,000
you are dead to it. 
Saint Isaac. 

5053
05:27:37,000 --> 05:27:43,800
The Syrian. 
Last for Rebellion, the radical 

5054
05:27:43,800 --> 05:27:49,700
teachings of Monk from Rose by 
Monk demises Christiansen. 

5055
05:27:52,900 --> 05:27:54,900
It was all over for what was 
once known as Christian 

5056
05:27:54,900 --> 05:27:57,400
civilization. 
We're living in a post-christian

5057
05:27:57,400 --> 05:28:01,300
age, as a mad Prophet. 
Frederick Nietzsche said, the 

5058
05:28:01,300 --> 05:28:04,900
20th century will be the Triumph
of nihilism and this Triumph 

5059
05:28:04,900 --> 05:28:08,900
said my monk Sarah from Rose. 
Will end in A Reign of Anarchy. 

5060
05:28:08,900 --> 05:28:12,400
Nylon is the means and his is 
the end. 

5061
05:28:14,300 --> 05:28:17,800
Comes from the world, nearly 
meaning nothing. 

5062
05:28:18,900 --> 05:28:21,900
Needs you Define nihilism? 
Thus there is no truth. 

5063
05:28:21,900 --> 05:28:23,900
There is no absolute State of 
Affairs. 

5064
05:28:23,900 --> 05:28:29,200
No thing in itself, this alone 
is nihilism and the most extreme

5065
05:28:29,200 --> 05:28:32,800
kind Father, Sarah from wrote 
that nihilism has become in our 

5066
05:28:32,800 --> 05:28:35,200
time. 
So widespread and pervasive has 

5067
05:28:35,200 --> 05:28:37,900
entered so thoroughly and so 
deeply into the minds and hearts

5068
05:28:37,900 --> 05:28:41,800
of all men living today that 
there is no longer any front on 

5069
05:28:41,800 --> 05:28:46,100
which you may be fought. 
This is the mindset of modern 

5070
05:28:46,100 --> 05:28:50,800
society. and as the way of the 
future, But of a bandit of Truth

5071
05:28:50,800 --> 05:28:53,900
has become the Main Street. 
Then when that who then are the 

5072
05:28:53,900 --> 05:28:58,400
rebels, not the nihilists who 
opened the who openly declare 

5073
05:28:58,400 --> 05:29:02,600
the life has no meaning and live
as though it did not They are 

5074
05:29:02,600 --> 05:29:06,200
only victims who have been 
devastated by the spirit of the 

5075
05:29:06,200 --> 05:29:10,100
time's. the Christians then 
known if they've sold out to the

5076
05:29:10,100 --> 05:29:13,000
world and while immersed in 
their six squeaky clean 

5077
05:29:13,000 --> 05:29:15,800
worldliness act as if they're 
trying to stand for something 

5078
05:29:15,800 --> 05:29:20,600
other worldly, Know, the true 
Rebels. 

5079
05:29:20,600 --> 05:29:24,900
Are those who mother deeds and 
lives spit on, both the false of

5080
05:29:24,900 --> 05:29:28,700
the world and on the mainstream 
of nihilism that refuses to see 

5081
05:29:28,700 --> 05:29:33,000
above the world. 
Such a rebel was monk, Sarah 

5082
05:29:33,000 --> 05:29:36,200
from Rose. 
Father seraphim was born into a 

5083
05:29:36,200 --> 05:29:38,700
typical white, middle-class 
Protestant family in San Diego, 

5084
05:29:38,700 --> 05:29:42,500
1934 while growing up. 
He was at the proverbial dutiful

5085
05:29:42,500 --> 05:29:45,900
child in academic achiever. 
After High School. 

5086
05:29:45,900 --> 05:29:49,200
However he began to passionately
seek the answer to the question.

5087
05:29:49,200 --> 05:29:53,400
Why? 
and not finding it in society, 

5088
05:29:53,400 --> 05:29:57,300
in which he had been raised 
began to Rebel He refused to 

5089
05:29:57,308 --> 05:30:00,800
accept the accepted answers. 
This was at the very beginning 

5090
05:30:00,800 --> 05:30:03,100
of the modern Counter Culture of
the early 1950s. 

5091
05:30:03,100 --> 05:30:06,600
Father, Sarah from became a 
student of the of one of the 

5092
05:30:06,600 --> 05:30:09,200
countercultures, first pioneers,
Alan Watts. 

5093
05:30:10,200 --> 05:30:16,400
He literally realized was a 
total sudo. so it's gonna say 

5094
05:30:16,400 --> 05:30:20,300
psycho, but Yeah, Alan Watts. 
If you don't know if anyone's 

5095
05:30:20,300 --> 05:30:22,800
listening to this, go check them
out on YouTube. 

5096
05:30:22,800 --> 05:30:25,000
It's easy. 
They've made tons of videos out 

5097
05:30:25,000 --> 05:30:31,700
of him and his little speeches. 
And do this. because, I'll say 

5098
05:30:31,708 --> 05:30:34,900
this about animals. 
And this is otherwise, there's 

5099
05:30:34,900 --> 05:30:36,100
other contemporaries like that 
too. 

5100
05:30:36,100 --> 05:30:38,900
It was one guy. 
I can't think of his name. 

5101
05:30:40,000 --> 05:30:43,500
It'll come to me. 
It'll just pop out regardless. 

5102
05:30:47,000 --> 05:30:49,500
They Master the gift, it's a 
little bit, we're talking about 

5103
05:30:49,500 --> 05:30:53,600
with Russell Brand, they've 
mastered the gift of talking to 

5104
05:30:53,600 --> 05:30:57,800
Lots saying, many many words 
just blithering amounts of 

5105
05:30:57,808 --> 05:31:01,100
Words, which I have respect for.
I mean, talking nonstop for 

5106
05:31:01,100 --> 05:31:03,000
almost six hours, right? 
So, hey, that's off. 

5107
05:31:04,200 --> 05:31:06,000
The. 
But they say nothing. 

5108
05:31:07,300 --> 05:31:10,800
There's like no meaning to what 
they're saying. is all this like

5109
05:31:10,800 --> 05:31:14,500
it just poetic flowering this 
Very Buddhist. 

5110
05:31:14,500 --> 05:31:18,600
Very Hindu. 
Very, and you get down to when 

5111
05:31:18,600 --> 05:31:20,900
you're like, okay, And then 
what? 

5112
05:31:22,500 --> 05:31:24,600
And then we'll just him to your 
mind of mindfulness. 

5113
05:31:24,600 --> 05:31:26,900
Use you? 
Use your mind to empty ones, 

5114
05:31:26,900 --> 05:31:27,600
mind? 
Oh really. 

5115
05:31:27,600 --> 05:31:30,500
Okay. 
How would one's mind know if it 

5116
05:31:30,500 --> 05:31:33,200
was? 
Mine is empty or pray tell? 

5117
05:31:34,500 --> 05:31:36,700
Anybody could pull off this 
magic trick and say that we have

5118
05:31:36,700 --> 05:31:38,700
confidently. 
Cool what and then what do we 

5119
05:31:38,708 --> 05:31:42,700
do? 
I had one thought about this. 

5120
05:31:43,600 --> 05:31:45,400
Interesting. 
I don't like doing this 

5121
05:31:45,400 --> 05:31:49,500
backward, you know, thing with 
with, with people's religions. 

5122
05:31:49,500 --> 05:31:52,000
But I always think that you take
Buddhism right and one of the 

5123
05:31:52,000 --> 05:31:53,300
things about his empty, your 
mind. 

5124
05:31:53,300 --> 05:31:57,300
Well if the demons kind of enter
in through thoughts and Whispers

5125
05:31:57,300 --> 05:32:00,700
And my mind either was there 
attempted to defend themselves 

5126
05:32:03,100 --> 05:32:05,400
Didn't have knowledge. 
Chrysler, didn't have that 

5127
05:32:05,400 --> 05:32:08,000
access to that? 
Or maybe they didn't they, if 

5128
05:32:08,000 --> 05:32:10,900
didn't know. 
No, the best way to have not 

5129
05:32:10,900 --> 05:32:12,700
have bad. 
Thoughts is have no thoughts at 

5130
05:32:12,700 --> 05:32:14,700
all. 
Okay. 

5131
05:32:19,800 --> 05:32:26,000
It's just a thought side quest. 
So father for Server became a 

5132
05:32:26,000 --> 05:32:28,200
student of the ones one of the 
countercultures. 

5133
05:32:28,200 --> 05:32:30,000
Great first pioneers, Alan 
Watts. 

5134
05:32:30,700 --> 05:32:32,500
We later realized was a total 
pseudo. 

5135
05:32:34,200 --> 05:32:36,600
And became a Buddhist Bohemian 
and San Francisco. 

5136
05:32:37,700 --> 05:32:41,000
He learned ancient Chinese in 
order to study the Dao, Tai 

5137
05:32:41,000 --> 05:32:44,200
ching and other ancient Eastern 
texts and the original language.

5138
05:32:44,200 --> 05:32:47,300
Hoping their thoughts thereby to
tap into the heart of the 

5139
05:32:47,308 --> 05:32:50,200
wisdom. 
By this time, he had wholly 

5140
05:32:50,200 --> 05:32:52,400
rejected, Protestant 
Christianity of his formative 

5141
05:32:52,400 --> 05:32:55,700
years, which regarded as worldly
weak and fake. 

5142
05:32:55,700 --> 05:32:59,200
So, he was right about that. 
He mocked his concept of God and

5143
05:32:59,200 --> 05:33:03,100
said that it put God in a box. 
He read Nietzsche until the 

5144
05:33:03,100 --> 05:33:05,500
prophets words. 
Begin to resonate in his soul 

5145
05:33:05,500 --> 05:33:12,300
with an Eclectic infernal power.
I think we use profit in. 

5146
05:33:13,400 --> 05:33:16,700
Almost pejorative. 
All this time. 

5147
05:33:16,700 --> 05:33:19,300
You've been seeking the truth is
mine, but the truth had eluded 

5148
05:33:19,300 --> 05:33:21,300
him. 
He fell into a state of despair 

5149
05:33:21,300 --> 05:33:23,700
which described in later years 
as a living hell. 

5150
05:33:24,600 --> 05:33:26,500
He felt he did not fit in the 
modern world. 

5151
05:33:27,400 --> 05:33:30,200
Even in his own family who did 
not understand him. 

5152
05:33:30,200 --> 05:33:35,400
It was as if he had somehow been
born out of place out of time, I

5153
05:33:35,400 --> 05:33:38,800
can connect with that. 
He loved the Roman to the stars,

5154
05:33:38,800 --> 05:33:41,200
but he felt that there was 
nothing out there to take him 

5155
05:33:41,200 --> 05:33:43,000
in. 
No God nothing. 

5156
05:33:44,300 --> 05:33:48,500
The Buddhist nothingness, left 
him, empty just as it did, the 

5157
05:33:48,500 --> 05:33:50,200
founder of the Beat Movement. 
Check heroic. 

5158
05:33:50,200 --> 05:33:54,100
Why on the road is still one of 
my favorite books. 

5159
05:33:54,100 --> 05:33:57,500
It's not great books, not even a
good book, but it's it's so on 

5160
05:33:57,500 --> 05:34:00,900
my favorites. 
And like heroic, father, Sarah 

5161
05:34:00,900 --> 05:34:06,300
from turn to to drink. 
He would drink wine graciously 

5162
05:34:06,300 --> 05:34:09,600
and it would pound on the floor,
screaming at God, to leave him 

5163
05:34:09,600 --> 05:34:12,400
alone. 
Once while drunk, he raised a 

5164
05:34:12,400 --> 05:34:16,500
fist to Heaven from a 
Mountaintop Curse God and dared 

5165
05:34:16,500 --> 05:34:20,600
him to damned him to hell. 
In his despairs seemed worth 

5166
05:34:20,600 --> 05:34:22,500
being down Forever by God's 
Wrath. 

5167
05:34:22,500 --> 05:34:26,600
If only he could empirically 
know, the gods that God exists 

5168
05:34:26,600 --> 05:34:29,600
rather than remain in the 
stagnant state of indifference. 

5169
05:34:30,800 --> 05:34:34,400
If God did them to hell, at 
least he would in that Blissful.

5170
05:34:34,400 --> 05:34:38,100
Instant fuel God's touch and 
know for sure that he was 

5171
05:34:38,100 --> 05:34:43,900
reachable. 
Who was killed God. 

5172
05:34:43,900 --> 05:34:48,000
You and I We are all his 
murderers, but how have we done 

5173
05:34:48,008 --> 05:34:49,900
it? 
How were we able to drink up? 

5174
05:34:50,700 --> 05:34:54,000
The sea who gave us a sponge to 
wipe away the whole Horizon. 

5175
05:34:54,000 --> 05:34:58,000
What did we do? 
When we loosened this Earth from

5176
05:34:58,000 --> 05:35:03,000
its Sun whether does it now. 
Move away from All Sons, do we 

5177
05:35:03,008 --> 05:35:07,500
not Dash on dash on unceasingly 
backwards sideways forwards and 

5178
05:35:07,500 --> 05:35:10,000
all directions? 
Is there an above and a below? 

5179
05:35:10,000 --> 05:35:13,700
Do we not strange? 
The infinite nothingness does 

5180
05:35:13,700 --> 05:35:16,700
not the night. 
Come on continually darker and 

5181
05:35:16,700 --> 05:35:22,900
darker Nature. 
Atheism, fathers ever, Rose and 

5182
05:35:22,900 --> 05:35:28,100
Rose wrote in later years. 
True existential atheism burning

5183
05:35:28,100 --> 05:35:30,500
with hatred of his seemingly 
unjust or unhealthful. 

5184
05:35:30,500 --> 05:35:39,300
God is a spiritual state. 
Sometimes someone has a truth. 

5185
05:35:40,800 --> 05:35:43,200
That is. 
So true. 

5186
05:35:45,900 --> 05:35:47,200
You don't know even know what to
do with it. 

5187
05:35:48,700 --> 05:35:51,300
I had a few of those. 
Last few years. 

5188
05:35:53,300 --> 05:35:55,100
And this is one of them because 
I lived this. 

5189
05:35:56,500 --> 05:35:59,400
It is a true spiritual State and
the only thing you can do is try

5190
05:35:59,400 --> 05:36:03,100
to numb yourself. 
Obliterate it disinter yourself.

5191
05:36:03,108 --> 05:36:06,400
I don't want to be me. 
I don't want this. 

5192
05:36:08,000 --> 05:36:11,500
This dead feeling because you've
embraced death. 

5193
05:36:11,500 --> 05:36:13,800
God is life. 
You've embraced death to reject,

5194
05:36:13,800 --> 05:36:22,500
God is reject life. 
Through that again. 

5195
05:36:22,500 --> 05:36:26,300
Atheism, father, Sarah from 
wrote and later years. 

5196
05:36:26,300 --> 05:36:29,800
True existential atheism burning
with hatred of a seemingly 

5197
05:36:29,800 --> 05:36:34,100
unjust or unmer. 
God is a spiritual state is a 

5198
05:36:34,100 --> 05:36:37,400
real attempt to Grapple with a 
true God, whose ways are so 

5199
05:36:37,400 --> 05:36:41,400
inexplicable inexplicable. 
Even to the most believing of 

5200
05:36:41,400 --> 05:36:45,600
men that has has more than once 
been known to end in a blinding 

5201
05:36:45,600 --> 05:36:48,500
vision of him. 
Whom the real atheist truly 

5202
05:36:48,500 --> 05:36:51,900
seeks. 
It is Christ who works in these 

5203
05:36:51,900 --> 05:36:54,800
Souls. 
The Antichrist is not to be 

5204
05:36:54,808 --> 05:36:57,800
found primarily in the great 
deniers, but in the small 

5205
05:36:57,800 --> 05:37:02,600
firmers who crises only on the 
lips, Nature and calling 

5206
05:37:02,600 --> 05:37:05,000
himself. 
Antichrist prove, their by his 

5207
05:37:05,000 --> 05:37:10,200
intense hunger for Christ. 
In his robes. 

5208
05:37:14,000 --> 05:37:16,300
In searching through various 
ancient religious Traditions. 

5209
05:37:16,300 --> 05:37:19,500
Father several wrote, once went 
to a visitor Russian, Orthodox 

5210
05:37:19,500 --> 05:37:21,700
church later. 
He wrote about this experience. 

5211
05:37:22,700 --> 05:37:25,500
For years in my studies, I was 
satisfied with being above all 

5212
05:37:25,500 --> 05:37:29,600
Traditions, but somehow to them,
when I was visited an orthodox 

5213
05:37:29,600 --> 05:37:32,400
church, it was it was only in 
order to view another tradition.

5214
05:37:33,400 --> 05:37:35,400
However, when I entered the 
Orthodox church for the first 

5215
05:37:35,400 --> 05:37:38,500
time a Russian Church in San 
Francisco, something happened to

5216
05:37:38,500 --> 05:37:41,900
me that I had not experienced in
any Buddhist or other Eastern 

5217
05:37:41,900 --> 05:37:44,200
Temple. 
Something in My Heart said that 

5218
05:37:44,200 --> 05:37:46,800
it was home that all my search 
was over. 

5219
05:37:46,800 --> 05:37:50,000
I didn't really know what this 
meant because this service was 

5220
05:37:50,000 --> 05:37:52,000
quite strange to me in a foreign
language. 

5221
05:37:52,000 --> 05:37:54,900
I began to attend Orthodox 
Services, more frequently, 

5222
05:37:54,900 --> 05:37:58,700
gradually learning his language 
and customs with my exposure to 

5223
05:37:58,700 --> 05:38:01,700
Orthodoxy into Orthodox, people 
a new idea began to enter my 

5224
05:38:01,700 --> 05:38:03,800
awareness. 
The truth was not just an 

5225
05:38:03,800 --> 05:38:07,600
abstract idea sought and known 
by the mine was something 

5226
05:38:07,600 --> 05:38:10,700
personal. 
Even a person sought in Love by 

5227
05:38:10,700 --> 05:38:13,000
the heart. 
And that is how I met Christ. 

5228
05:38:15,600 --> 05:38:18,300
Here, I'm becoming Orthodox. 
Father, Sarah from continued, 

5229
05:38:18,300 --> 05:38:21,000
despise the modern world, and 
hope for nothing from it. 

5230
05:38:21,000 --> 05:38:25,600
He wanted only to escape it, he 
felt no less if not more 

5231
05:38:25,600 --> 05:38:27,600
estranged. 
The Christianity had been raised

5232
05:38:27,600 --> 05:38:31,500
in for a while that Christianity
was at home in the world, his 

5233
05:38:31,500 --> 05:38:35,600
was radically otherworldly. 
He had finally found that the 

5234
05:38:35,600 --> 05:38:40,400
designation of man's existence 
and it was this man, his men for

5235
05:38:40,400 --> 05:38:43,100
another world. 
Father, Sarah from was an 

5236
05:38:43,100 --> 05:38:46,300
aesthetic. 
Faith sorry father Sarah from 

5237
05:38:46,308 --> 05:38:49,600
was an aesthetic face, he wanted
a Christianity that emphasized, 

5238
05:38:49,600 --> 05:38:53,900
not earthy canceled, consolation
and benefits, but rather heavily

5239
05:38:53,900 --> 05:38:55,900
Redemption through intense 
suffering on Earth. 

5240
05:38:56,900 --> 05:39:01,400
No other kind rang true to him. 
Who had suffered so much, Only a

5241
05:39:01,400 --> 05:39:03,800
God, who will allowed his 
children to be perfected for 

5242
05:39:03,800 --> 05:39:05,900
heaven through suffering and who
himself. 

5243
05:39:05,900 --> 05:39:09,600
So the example by coming to a 
life of suffering, only such a 

5244
05:39:09,608 --> 05:39:12,800
God was capable of drawing. 
The Afflicted world to himself 

5245
05:39:12,800 --> 05:39:16,100
and was worthy to be worshiped 
with a highest spiritual faculty

5246
05:39:16,100 --> 05:39:21,000
man. 
In his journal, father from Rose

5247
05:39:21,000 --> 05:39:25,000
wrote. 
Let us not would be Christians, 

5248
05:39:25,000 --> 05:39:29,300
expect anything else from it? 
And then to be crucified. 

5249
05:39:30,800 --> 05:39:34,100
For to be Christian is to be 
crucified in this time in many 

5250
05:39:34,100 --> 05:39:36,800
and anytime. 
Since Christ came for the first 

5251
05:39:36,800 --> 05:39:40,200
time, his life is the example 
and warning to us. 

5252
05:39:40,200 --> 05:39:44,500
All we must be crucified 
personally, mystically for 

5253
05:39:44,500 --> 05:39:48,000
through crucifixion is the only 
Pastor Resurrection If we would 

5254
05:39:48,000 --> 05:39:51,400
rise with Christ, we must first 
be humbled with him, even to the

5255
05:39:51,400 --> 05:39:55,400
ultimate humiliation, being 
devoured and spit forth. 

5256
05:39:55,400 --> 05:40:02,000
But the uncomprehending world We
must be crucified outwardly in 

5257
05:40:02,000 --> 05:40:04,900
the eyes of the world. 
For Christ's kingdom is not of 

5258
05:40:04,900 --> 05:40:07,800
this world. 
The world cannot bear it even a 

5259
05:40:07,800 --> 05:40:10,500
single representative of it even
for a single moment. 

5260
05:40:10,500 --> 05:40:14,500
The world can only accept 
Antichrist now or any other 

5261
05:40:14,500 --> 05:40:18,800
time. 
No wonder then that it is hard 

5262
05:40:18,800 --> 05:40:20,900
to be a Christian. 
Is not hard. 

5263
05:40:20,900 --> 05:40:24,200
It is impossible. 
No one can knowingly accept a 

5264
05:40:24,200 --> 05:40:28,400
way of life, which the more 
truly it is lived leads the more

5265
05:40:28,400 --> 05:40:32,100
surely to one's own destruction 
and that is why we constantly 

5266
05:40:32,100 --> 05:40:35,800
Rebel try to make life easier, 
try to be a half Christian. 

5267
05:40:35,800 --> 05:40:37,600
Try to make the best of both 
worlds. 

5268
05:40:37,600 --> 05:40:42,600
We must ultimately choose our 
publicity lies and the in one 

5269
05:40:42,600 --> 05:40:48,900
world or the other not in both. 
God gives us the strength to 

5270
05:40:48,900 --> 05:40:52,100
pursue the path of crucifixion. 
There is no other way to be a 

5271
05:40:52,100 --> 05:40:55,000
Christian. 
Before he had found the truth. 

5272
05:40:55,000 --> 05:40:57,600
Father seraphim has suffered for
the lack of it. 

5273
05:40:57,600 --> 05:41:00,300
Now having founded, he suffers 
on sake of it. 

5274
05:41:01,100 --> 05:41:04,200
He devoted the rest of his life,
living that truth and killing 

5275
05:41:04,200 --> 05:41:07,100
himself to give it to others. 
Together with our young Russian,

5276
05:41:07,100 --> 05:41:12,700
man, named gleb, put it put it, 
sorry, I can do this live 

5277
05:41:12,700 --> 05:41:16,500
podcast. 
He formed a Brotherhood which 

5278
05:41:16,500 --> 05:41:18,700
practices the do it yourself. 
A philosophy. 

5279
05:41:19,700 --> 05:41:25,900
They opened a bookstore. 
In San Francisco, began printing

5280
05:41:25,900 --> 05:41:29,300
a small magazine by hand on a 
Letterpress refusing to become a

5281
05:41:29,308 --> 05:41:31,700
dependent arm of the other 
worldly Church establishment 

5282
05:41:31,700 --> 05:41:34,700
later, partly to avoid this very
establishment. 

5283
05:41:34,700 --> 05:41:37,100
They moved their printing 
operations to the Wilderness of 

5284
05:41:37,100 --> 05:41:39,900
Northern California, but the 
begin to live, like desert 

5285
05:41:39,900 --> 05:41:42,900
dwellers Wilderness Aesthetics 
of ancient time. 

5286
05:41:44,600 --> 05:41:47,100
There was no running water on 
their forest, mountain know, 

5287
05:41:47,100 --> 05:41:49,200
tell us no telephone electric 
lines. 

5288
05:41:49,200 --> 05:41:50,900
They build their buildings 
themselves. 

5289
05:41:50,900 --> 05:41:54,200
Out of lumber taken from old 
Pioneer dwelling and hold water 

5290
05:41:54,200 --> 05:41:56,800
on their backs up the mountain. 
They lived with deer. 

5291
05:41:56,800 --> 05:42:00,000
Fox's rabbit, squirrels bats, 
mountain lions scorpions and 

5292
05:42:00,000 --> 05:42:04,800
rattlesnakes hard no to me. 
That's how far I am away from 

5293
05:42:04,808 --> 05:42:13,100
this. 
I hear all like, Oh, all right. 

5294
05:42:13,108 --> 05:42:16,100
Well I'm gonna wait for God to 
tell me to go there. 

5295
05:42:16,100 --> 05:42:20,700
Okay, how about that? 
I mean, I'm You know baby steps 

5296
05:42:20,700 --> 05:42:23,700
brother you but appreciate your 
efforts. 

5297
05:42:26,700 --> 05:42:29,600
In 1970, they became monks thus 
denying forever. 

5298
05:42:30,500 --> 05:42:32,100
It's thus dying forever to the 
world. 

5299
05:42:32,100 --> 05:42:34,900
And this time, the church 
establishment, tried to shut 

5300
05:42:34,900 --> 05:42:38,500
down their Wilderness Hermitage 
and make them standard pastors 

5301
05:42:38,500 --> 05:42:41,500
for parishes in the world. 
The two monks fought a long and 

5302
05:42:41,500 --> 05:42:44,300
hard against this and after much
suffering she victory. 

5303
05:42:51,100 --> 05:42:53,700
In the wilderness. 
Father servant, Spirit began to 

5304
05:42:53,708 --> 05:42:56,600
soar the city. 
He once said, is for those who 

5305
05:42:56,600 --> 05:42:59,000
are empty and pushes away those 
were filled. 

5306
05:42:59,000 --> 05:43:01,800
The desert keeps though the 
desert keeps those who are 

5307
05:43:01,800 --> 05:43:03,800
filled and allows them to 
thrive. 

5308
05:43:05,300 --> 05:43:07,700
Working by candlelight in his 
tiny cabin, father's from 

5309
05:43:07,700 --> 05:43:09,500
produced a great number of 
original writings, and 

5310
05:43:09,500 --> 05:43:13,200
translations of ancient 
aesthetic texts in America, has 

5311
05:43:13,200 --> 05:43:17,200
riding have so far reached only 
select circles, but in countries

5312
05:43:17,200 --> 05:43:19,400
formerly behind the Iron 
Curtain, they have had an 

5313
05:43:19,400 --> 05:43:21,400
incalculable impact on human 
lives. 

5314
05:43:21,400 --> 05:43:23,900
That's something that some 
people don't know, were talking 

5315
05:43:23,900 --> 05:43:26,400
about that. 
Yeah, a lot of his early copies 

5316
05:43:26,400 --> 05:43:28,200
of his books, made it over to 
Russia. 

5317
05:43:29,800 --> 05:43:32,700
And Soviet Russia. 
Got transmitter was written in 

5318
05:43:32,700 --> 05:43:39,400
Russia. and, And he became an 
undercurrent. and so I think in 

5319
05:43:39,400 --> 05:43:42,500
many ways fathers ever Rose and 
at least has some mayor of some 

5320
05:43:42,500 --> 05:43:46,000
responsibility for Russia, being
an Orthodox, Christian country 

5321
05:43:46,000 --> 05:43:49,200
now He's part of that part of 
the flow. 

5322
05:43:54,300 --> 05:43:57,500
That's great and all things. 
During the Communist era, they 

5323
05:43:57,500 --> 05:44:00,600
were secretly translated into 
Russian and distributed in the 

5324
05:44:00,600 --> 05:44:04,500
underground press Sam's Sammy's 
that in the form of type, 

5325
05:44:04,500 --> 05:44:07,000
written manuscripts by the time 
of the fall of the Communist 

5326
05:44:07,000 --> 05:44:09,300
power in 1991. 
Father, seraphim was known all 

5327
05:44:09,300 --> 05:44:12,000
over Russia. 
Today, his books are on the sale

5328
05:44:12,000 --> 05:44:14,200
everywhere in Russia, including 
books, the book tables in the 

5329
05:44:14,208 --> 05:44:18,900
Metro subway on the streets. 
The reason that he was has made 

5330
05:44:18,900 --> 05:44:22,700
as such greater market and rush 
on Russia than in his homeland, 

5331
05:44:22,700 --> 05:44:26,000
is because the Russian people 
know how to suffer Father 

5332
05:44:26,000 --> 05:44:28,700
suffers message the underground 
Christianity suffering and 

5333
05:44:28,700 --> 05:44:32,300
persecution in this world of 
sacred truth touches a 

5334
05:44:32,300 --> 05:44:35,200
responsive chord and people 
who've already been crucified. 

5335
05:44:36,100 --> 05:44:38,200
In America, people would rather 
hear their nice messages of 

5336
05:44:38,200 --> 05:44:40,100
preachers like Reverend Robert 
Schuller. 

5337
05:44:40,100 --> 05:44:43,600
By the way, broadcast is show to
Russia where people can hardly 

5338
05:44:43,600 --> 05:44:48,300
believe how stupid it is. 
Up, I met father, Sarah from a 

5339
05:44:48,300 --> 05:44:50,100
year and a half before his death
in 1982. 

5340
05:44:52,300 --> 05:44:54,400
Like him. 
I've been seeking reality, 

5341
05:44:54,400 --> 05:44:58,000
through Eastern, religions, Etc,
by seeking to escape pseudo 

5342
05:44:58,000 --> 05:45:00,200
reality through a zen-like 
breakdown of logical thought 

5343
05:45:00,200 --> 05:45:02,900
processes, finally reduced to 
despair. 

5344
05:45:02,900 --> 05:45:05,700
I listened to Syd Barrett's two 
schizophrenic withdrawal. 

5345
05:45:05,700 --> 05:45:09,200
Childhood regression solo albums
over and over, until I had 

5346
05:45:09,200 --> 05:45:11,900
memorized all his words salads 
in Russia. 

5347
05:45:11,900 --> 05:45:14,500
This is known as going crazy on 
a full stomach. 

5348
05:45:16,900 --> 05:45:18,200
Then one day father. 
Sera. 

5349
05:45:18,200 --> 05:45:20,100
Sera from came to the campus 
where I was going to school. 

5350
05:45:20,100 --> 05:45:23,700
He drove an old beat-up, pickup 
truck and merge with his worn 

5351
05:45:23,700 --> 05:45:24,600
out. 
Black robe. 

5352
05:45:24,600 --> 05:45:28,100
His long hair is exceedingly, 
long raid beard, which had 

5353
05:45:28,100 --> 05:45:29,800
become matted. 
I found out later he had not 

5354
05:45:29,800 --> 05:45:32,800
taking a bath or shower since 
becoming a monk 11 years before,

5355
05:45:32,800 --> 05:45:35,700
which is common monastic 
practice, and his reel grease in

5356
05:45:35,700 --> 05:45:37,800
Egypt, Egypt. 
But for some reason he didn't 

5357
05:45:37,800 --> 05:45:41,700
smell It was image of absolute 
poverty. 

5358
05:45:43,100 --> 05:45:45,200
The next thing I remember is 
walking with Father, served with

5359
05:45:45,200 --> 05:45:47,000
the college dinner had just 
ended. 

5360
05:45:47,000 --> 05:45:49,500
The students were milling and 
hanging out the cafeteria 

5361
05:45:49,500 --> 05:45:52,200
everyone was staring at father, 
sir from but he walked through 

5362
05:45:52,200 --> 05:45:54,300
them as naturally as if he had 
been at home. 

5363
05:45:55,500 --> 05:45:57,000
The middle, that's Progressive 
American college. 

5364
05:45:57,000 --> 05:45:59,200
He seemed like someone who had 
just stepped out of the fourth 

5365
05:45:59,200 --> 05:46:03,200
Century Egyptian desert. 
Father server went to a lecture 

5366
05:46:03,200 --> 05:46:05,700
room and delivered, a talk 
called signs the coming end of 

5367
05:46:05,700 --> 05:46:08,300
the world. 
He happened to be sick at the 

5368
05:46:08,300 --> 05:46:09,700
time, sniveled throughout the 
lecture. 

5369
05:46:10,500 --> 05:46:13,400
Obviously exhausted, he yet 
remained clear-headed cheerful 

5370
05:46:13,400 --> 05:46:15,100
and ready to answer questions at
length. 

5371
05:46:15,700 --> 05:46:18,500
I can see he was these as 
learned and is far more, and 

5372
05:46:18,500 --> 05:46:21,800
far, more wise than any of my 
professors and yet he was 

5373
05:46:21,808 --> 05:46:24,500
clearly a man of the Wilderness 
or at home in a forest and in 

5374
05:46:24,500 --> 05:46:27,600
the classroom. what struck me 
the most about father, Sarah 

5375
05:46:27,600 --> 05:46:31,800
from, was that he That he was a 
man who was who sacrificing 

5376
05:46:31,800 --> 05:46:34,200
himself, totally forgot for the 
truth. 

5377
05:46:35,000 --> 05:46:36,900
He was on a university. 
Professor receiving a 

5378
05:46:36,900 --> 05:46:45,400
comfortable salary. 
The world hates, you know, that 

5379
05:46:45,400 --> 05:46:51,500
it hated me before it hated you 
Christ. so, one thing, We talked

5380
05:46:51,500 --> 05:46:55,000
about suffering, we have 
suffering. this and that, the 

5381
05:46:55,000 --> 05:47:03,000
other thing, Oh, there's levels 
of this. and there's things that

5382
05:47:03,000 --> 05:47:08,000
we don't do, we shy away from 
Saying things in front of meal 

5383
05:47:08,000 --> 05:47:11,500
for public Ross. 
I need to get one. 

5384
05:47:15,600 --> 05:47:18,600
A little bunch of Shameless. 
The world's watching in the 

5385
05:47:18,608 --> 05:47:20,100
world is improve of what we 
want. 

5386
05:47:20,100 --> 05:47:22,300
We'll call us names. 
We'll say, this is what you 

5387
05:47:22,300 --> 05:47:23,500
believe. 
This is what you believe. 

5388
05:47:26,300 --> 05:47:28,400
They don't know which we believe
they have never read it. 

5389
05:47:28,400 --> 05:47:32,100
Someone they took a world's 
world's religion course and 

5390
05:47:32,100 --> 05:47:36,600
grade 12 and that's their thing 
they went and they were raised 

5391
05:47:36,600 --> 05:47:41,000
kind of loosely in the some 
Christian tradition. they've 

5392
05:47:41,000 --> 05:47:43,700
turned their back on it long 
time ago, because All these 

5393
05:47:43,700 --> 05:47:44,800
things are just atheist 
factories. 

5394
05:47:47,900 --> 05:47:49,300
Would you believe? 
This is what you believe? 

5395
05:47:49,300 --> 05:47:51,500
You don't like these people. 
You don't like those people. 

5396
05:47:51,500 --> 05:48:03,200
You hate this. 
You hate that. and, This is 

5397
05:48:03,208 --> 05:48:07,900
something that even a catechism 
even inquire. this is maybe the 

5398
05:48:09,800 --> 05:48:11,300
bit of a bottle for the ortho 
Bros. 

5399
05:48:13,100 --> 05:48:17,500
Is you bear responsibility? 
You step over that threshold and

5400
05:48:17,500 --> 05:48:22,700
said, sure. when you see your 
pears, Thankfulness to God. 

5401
05:48:22,700 --> 05:48:29,200
Before you do that. but even as 
you walk away from that, even if

5402
05:48:29,208 --> 05:48:32,400
you haven't been baptized, even 
if you haven't started anything 

5403
05:48:32,400 --> 05:48:37,300
officially Be a good 
representative. 

5404
05:48:39,600 --> 05:48:46,700
Be honest. 
People what you experience? 

5405
05:48:47,900 --> 05:48:50,400
What you saw, not what you 
thought, you saw know what you 

5406
05:48:50,400 --> 05:48:52,300
wanted to see now, but you 
expected to see. 

5407
05:48:52,308 --> 05:48:55,900
I had that question asked to me 
sometimes after I started going 

5408
05:48:55,900 --> 05:48:57,300
to liturgy. 
People said, you know, is it 

5409
05:48:57,300 --> 05:49:03,700
what you expected? 
I understand the question. 

5410
05:49:06,100 --> 05:49:08,700
And I understand even their 
sentiment behind the question. 

5411
05:49:10,400 --> 05:49:15,500
but I kept giving them a sort of
like, you know, Dog, magic trick

5412
05:49:15,500 --> 05:49:19,500
face. 
Because I couldn't answer. 

5413
05:49:19,500 --> 05:49:21,900
I don't know, I don't know how 
to answer that. 

5414
05:49:21,900 --> 05:49:28,100
Is it what I expected? 
Well, God was there. 

5415
05:49:30,800 --> 05:49:33,700
But, you know, the only answers 
I could give someone like that 

5416
05:49:33,700 --> 05:49:36,100
is answers that he wouldn't 
understand either. 

5417
05:49:36,100 --> 05:49:39,900
They were just we both be like 
dogs magic trick face. 

5418
05:49:39,900 --> 05:49:44,100
Oh, was it what you expected? 
God was there, huh? 

5419
05:49:48,400 --> 05:49:56,500
Her come see. 
I would always describe the 

5420
05:49:56,500 --> 05:50:03,200
fullness of God. and, and just 
partaking in a Molecule of it. 

5421
05:50:04,200 --> 05:50:07,200
and, It was Grace. 
How do I describe that? 

5422
05:50:07,200 --> 05:50:11,000
How do it's what I expected. 
I'm not even ridiculing the 

5423
05:50:11,000 --> 05:50:12,500
question. 
I understand that, you know, 

5424
05:50:12,508 --> 05:50:19,300
it's something that I would have
probably asked Yes, but it's not

5425
05:50:19,300 --> 05:50:24,400
it's not an expectation. 
Like It's not a yes, no thing. 

5426
05:50:25,400 --> 05:50:36,900
He's just be polite and go. 
Yeah, yes maybe. they're so 

5427
05:50:36,908 --> 05:50:43,400
caught up in this idea that 
again, if you're raised in some 

5428
05:50:43,400 --> 05:50:45,900
sort of protestant, you know, 
even I think with the Roman 

5429
05:50:45,900 --> 05:50:49,600
Catholics do this as well, is 
that it's too you. 

5430
05:50:52,400 --> 05:50:56,900
It's this performance. 
Ceremony. 

5431
05:51:01,300 --> 05:51:04,900
But it's not that. 
It's much much more. 

5432
05:51:06,300 --> 05:51:11,000
It's not something you. 
You can put into words with the 

5433
05:51:11,000 --> 05:51:14,300
more you words, you apply to it.
The more you cheapen it in some 

5434
05:51:14,300 --> 05:51:15,500
ways because you bring it to the
world. 

5435
05:51:16,500 --> 05:51:25,400
You bring it down. this is 
coming from someone who, Dragged

5436
05:51:25,400 --> 05:51:28,800
my feet, you know, going to 
liturgies really had nothing in 

5437
05:51:28,800 --> 05:51:32,200
my head. 
I can do with my own ass too 

5438
05:51:32,200 --> 05:51:36,000
far. 
This that's car travels out of 

5439
05:51:36,000 --> 05:51:44,500
it. excuses, I just I wasn't 
ready, Maybe. 

5440
05:51:46,100 --> 05:51:48,100
All right, was ready. 
And I was giving myself the 

5441
05:51:48,100 --> 05:51:49,600
world, still had his hooks and 
whatever. 

5442
05:51:50,500 --> 05:51:52,300
I was an idiot was a schmuck. 
Yeah, sure. 

5443
05:51:53,300 --> 05:51:54,500
Sure, got earlier maybe 
whatever. 

5444
05:51:54,500 --> 05:51:58,700
No regrets. 
I went when I went And its glory

5445
05:51:58,700 --> 05:52:01,800
is. 
Glorious. 

5446
05:52:03,800 --> 05:52:06,900
So simple. 
It's just simple. 

5447
05:52:06,900 --> 05:52:09,300
It was so hard to do the simple 
thing. 

5448
05:52:10,400 --> 05:52:12,500
And you do the simple thing and 
you just want to do the simple 

5449
05:52:12,500 --> 05:52:15,600
thing all the time. 
So beautiful. 

5450
05:52:27,100 --> 05:52:29,800
Or was I? 
Was struck me most about father 

5451
05:52:29,800 --> 05:52:33,000
serving, was it that he was a 
man was sacrificing himself. 

5452
05:52:33,000 --> 05:52:35,500
Totally forgot for the truth. 
It was on a university. 

5453
05:52:35,500 --> 05:52:36,900
Professor receiving a 
comfortable salary. 

5454
05:52:38,900 --> 05:52:42,200
For being sent be for being a 
disseminator of knowledge. 

5455
05:52:42,200 --> 05:52:47,700
Nor he was a Norway was a 
religious leader who Honkers his

5456
05:52:47,700 --> 05:52:51,400
after power influence, or even a
bowl of fruit to be places his 

5457
05:52:51,400 --> 05:52:54,500
feet as the spiritual Masters, 
who then had followers in the 

5458
05:52:54,508 --> 05:52:58,300
area, he was not into religion 
or what he could get out of it. 

5459
05:52:58,300 --> 05:53:01,900
He was not looking for a crutch 
to enjoy spiritual life. 

5460
05:53:01,900 --> 05:53:05,700
He was just a simple monk who 
saw the truth above all else and

5461
05:53:05,700 --> 05:53:08,600
I knew be on a shadow of a doubt
that he would die for that truth

5462
05:53:08,600 --> 05:53:12,000
for I could sense that he was 
dying for it already. 

5463
05:53:14,000 --> 05:53:16,800
It those who have suffered in 
men's pain in this world, can 

5464
05:53:16,800 --> 05:53:20,800
leave far more deeply than those
who have not that there must be 

5465
05:53:20,800 --> 05:53:23,600
another world. 
Those who like, Father serum had

5466
05:53:23,600 --> 05:53:26,500
felt themselves out of place in 
modern society who have been 

5467
05:53:26,508 --> 05:53:30,500
devoured and spit for the 
uncomprehending world can 

5468
05:53:30,500 --> 05:53:33,500
understand better Christ's 
radical call for rejection of 

5469
05:53:33,500 --> 05:53:34,800
the world and Rebellion against 
it. 

5470
05:53:35,500 --> 05:53:37,500
That's not accepted ones. 
Who can hear? 

5471
05:53:37,500 --> 05:53:41,100
Father's seraphim's message. 
Not of this world and carry it 

5472
05:53:41,100 --> 05:53:43,200
out to the end. 
Just as, in the time of Christ, 

5473
05:53:43,200 --> 05:53:45,500
it was the outcasts who get the 
point. 

5474
05:53:46,800 --> 05:53:49,400
Even an atheist maybe closer to 
God than the right believing 

5475
05:53:49,400 --> 05:53:51,400
one. 
If the former is suffering for 

5476
05:53:51,400 --> 05:53:53,900
his unbelief in the latter is 
smug and complacent, in his 

5477
05:53:53,900 --> 05:53:58,100
belief, as father, sir from 
said, God is working the souls. 

5478
05:53:58,100 --> 05:54:01,600
The great deniers more than the,
than those the smaller firmers. 

5479
05:54:03,700 --> 05:54:07,900
As early as 1965 come to many of
the conclusions of the punks of 

5480
05:54:07,908 --> 05:54:11,200
today had come to. 
He said that Humanity when 

5481
05:54:11,200 --> 05:54:14,300
divorce from God naturally 
becomes sub humanity and that 

5482
05:54:14,300 --> 05:54:18,400
humanism become subhuman, those 
artists and musicians who depict

5483
05:54:18,400 --> 05:54:22,300
modern Godless and autonomous 
man as empty disparaging and 

5484
05:54:22,300 --> 05:54:25,300
rage and dehumanized. 
Hey closer to the truth in the 

5485
05:54:25,308 --> 05:54:27,200
naive. 
Happy humanists would try to 

5486
05:54:27,200 --> 05:54:29,100
look at the Modern situation 
with optimism. 

5487
05:54:30,800 --> 05:54:34,600
A few years later in 1962 father
Sarah from wrote an essay in 

5488
05:54:34,600 --> 05:54:37,400
which he traced the course at 
nylon takes George about the 

5489
05:54:37,400 --> 05:54:40,000
evil. 
One, his words provide provoked 

5490
05:54:40,000 --> 05:54:43,500
As proved prophetic and 
subsequent decades. 

5491
05:54:45,200 --> 05:54:48,500
At the last stage of nihilism he
said is liberalism by which he 

5492
05:54:48,500 --> 05:54:51,200
meant the attempt to work out, a
compromise between the old 

5493
05:54:51,200 --> 05:54:54,500
order, Christian civilization 
and the New Order of humanity 

5494
05:54:54,500 --> 05:54:57,300
without God. 
At the second stage is realism 

5495
05:54:57,300 --> 05:55:00,200
in which belief in the whole 
world and transcended Truth is 

5496
05:55:00,200 --> 05:55:03,100
abandoned and the hole 
concentration is on the material

5497
05:55:03,100 --> 05:55:04,900
world. 
Physical well-being, technical 

5498
05:55:04,900 --> 05:55:08,500
progress, Etc. 
Realism, however, denies man's 

5499
05:55:08,500 --> 05:55:12,100
unplanned irrational needs and 
therefore must evoke a reaction 

5500
05:55:12,100 --> 05:55:15,000
against it, which is the third 
stage vitalism. 

5501
05:55:16,100 --> 05:55:18,600
In the vitalist stage, the 
Criterion of Truth is 

5502
05:55:18,600 --> 05:55:21,800
substantially substitute for new
standard, the life-giving the 

5503
05:55:21,800 --> 05:55:23,900
fight and the viral, and the 
vitals. 

5504
05:55:23,900 --> 05:55:26,700
Sorry. 
This may take the form of 

5505
05:55:26,708 --> 05:55:31,500
despacito spiritual experiences,
the invoking of powers and 

5506
05:55:31,500 --> 05:55:36,200
presences or else other Cult of 
nature with his primary ailments

5507
05:55:36,200 --> 05:55:43,100
the of the Earth, the body, and 
sex, sounds familiar. our mother

5508
05:55:43,100 --> 05:55:48,200
agent, vitalism Vitalism fathers
ever said. 

5509
05:55:51,800 --> 05:55:54,500
Is an unmistakable symptom of 
world weirdness. 

5510
05:55:54,500 --> 05:55:59,300
It is a product not of the 
freshness and life, and it's an 

5511
05:55:59,300 --> 05:56:02,900
immediacy, its followers, so 
desperately seek precisely 

5512
05:56:02,900 --> 05:56:04,900
because they lack of them. 
Burning man, right? 

5513
05:56:04,900 --> 05:56:12,500
Vitalism activity, ooh, sexy. 
Lubrication of the flesh. 

5514
05:56:15,300 --> 05:56:18,500
Or the corruption and unbelief 
that there are that they are. 

5515
05:56:18,500 --> 05:56:20,700
But the last phase, the dying 
civilization. 

5516
05:56:20,700 --> 05:56:24,400
They hate But goodness, Jimmy 
78. 

5517
05:56:24,400 --> 05:56:29,200
Now following, thank you. 
Thus followers from believe, 

5518
05:56:29,200 --> 05:56:31,200
Beyond vitalism. 
There can be only one more 

5519
05:56:31,200 --> 05:56:34,800
definitive stage, which notes 
and may pass the nihilism of 

5520
05:56:34,800 --> 05:56:36,600
Destruction. 
Here. 

5521
05:56:36,600 --> 05:56:41,000
At last he wrote we find an 
almost pure niasm a rage against

5522
05:56:41,000 --> 05:56:44,600
creation against civilization. 
That will not be appeased until 

5523
05:56:44,600 --> 05:56:48,200
it has been until it has reduced
them to Absolute destruction. 

5524
05:56:49,400 --> 05:56:53,600
Vengeful son. 
It. 

5525
05:56:53,600 --> 05:56:56,200
Since father server wrote about 
this in 1962, the youth 

5526
05:56:56,200 --> 05:56:58,700
movements have tended to 
correspond with the stages. 

5527
05:56:58,700 --> 05:57:02,200
He outlined hippie movements of 
the 60s and early 70s were 

5528
05:57:02,200 --> 05:57:05,500
example, vitalism reaching 
against a dead liberalism and 

5529
05:57:05,500 --> 05:57:09,300
dry realism. 
Of the 50s where science was 

5530
05:57:09,300 --> 05:57:10,700
expected to take care of 
everything. 

5531
05:57:10,700 --> 05:57:13,500
Conformity was a rule and 
spiritual seeking looked down 

5532
05:57:13,508 --> 05:57:16,600
upon by the 80s and 90s the 
ideals of the hippies had proved

5533
05:57:16,600 --> 05:57:19,300
naive and simplistic and their 
vitalism gave way to 

5534
05:57:19,300 --> 05:57:22,900
manifestations of the Niles of 
Destruction and now more far, 

5535
05:57:22,900 --> 05:57:26,200
fragmented youth culture. 
This is where we are at today 

5536
05:57:26,200 --> 05:57:29,000
and Beyond it. 
Followed her from said is 

5537
05:57:29,000 --> 05:57:33,300
anarchy Which is now we're truly
entering. 

5538
05:57:33,300 --> 05:57:37,300
There's remnants right 80s and 
through the 2000. 

5539
05:57:37,300 --> 05:57:40,000
You know, many people have 
commented that it feels like 

5540
05:57:40,008 --> 05:57:42,900
culture has moved really since 
like 1995. 

5541
05:57:42,900 --> 05:57:46,200
And so and even I would say, 
living through the 90s it was 

5542
05:57:46,200 --> 05:57:50,100
kind of like a elongated 80s 
taking away from some of the 

5543
05:57:50,100 --> 05:57:54,200
neon and so forth and replacing 
it with you know, Echoes of the 

5544
05:57:54,208 --> 05:57:57,900
past. 
I remember, The Woodstock 

5545
05:57:57,900 --> 05:58:01,500
festival, right? 
And the 90s, they revived 

5546
05:58:01,500 --> 05:58:08,500
Woodstock. he the one of the 
models of that was the 90s are 

5547
05:58:08,500 --> 05:58:10,800
like the 60s, but turned upside 
down, ha. 

5548
05:58:11,400 --> 05:58:14,800
Inversions ha it's great, isn't 
it? 

5549
05:58:16,900 --> 05:58:20,500
So and they would do this thing 
where, you know, hey it rained, 

5550
05:58:20,500 --> 05:58:23,100
it was talking and forgot muddy.
So they would make mud slides 

5551
05:58:23,100 --> 05:58:28,300
and it would run roll around the
mud. corporate Green Day playing

5552
05:58:28,300 --> 05:58:37,300
their, I don't know why sure but
So it seems like we entered 

5553
05:58:37,300 --> 05:58:40,100
this. 
Age of Destruction and I listen 

5554
05:58:40,100 --> 05:58:44,900
to destruction. 
And maybe enter the sort of 

5555
05:58:44,908 --> 05:58:47,400
weird Loop. 
Where things self-referential, 

5556
05:58:47,400 --> 05:58:49,500
everything, sort of like in 
stasis. 

5557
05:58:51,000 --> 05:58:54,800
But a speeding up now, we're 
we've re-entered history. 

5558
05:58:55,800 --> 05:58:57,600
This is what living in history 
feels like, boys and girls. 

5559
05:58:59,000 --> 05:59:01,900
And that age of Niles, and 
destruction is taken up. 

5560
05:59:01,908 --> 05:59:04,000
And now we're into full blown 
Anarchy. 

5561
05:59:08,800 --> 05:59:14,400
Anarcho tyranny. or the Anarchy 
of The troons taking up arms, or

5562
05:59:14,400 --> 05:59:16,700
all these different subjects of 
people. 

5563
05:59:18,900 --> 05:59:24,500
Eventual, son. 
They told you I'm not smart 

5564
05:59:24,500 --> 05:59:25,900
enough to pick up this all about
myself. 

5565
05:59:30,500 --> 05:59:34,300
The nihilism of our time exists 
in all father serving wrote and 

5566
05:59:34,300 --> 05:59:36,200
those who do not with the aid of
God. 

5567
05:59:37,500 --> 05:59:40,200
Choose to combat it in the name 
of fullness of being a living 

5568
05:59:40,208 --> 05:59:41,700
God or swallowed up by it 
already. 

5569
05:59:42,600 --> 05:59:44,900
We've been brought to the edge 
of the abyss of nothingness and 

5570
05:59:44,900 --> 05:59:47,700
whether we recognize its nature 
or not, we will through affinity

5571
05:59:47,700 --> 05:59:50,500
for the ever-present, 
nothingness, within us being 

5572
05:59:50,500 --> 05:59:53,200
golfed in it beyond all, hope 
and Redemption. 

5573
05:59:53,200 --> 05:59:56,500
Unless we cling in full and 
certain Faith, which doubting 

5574
05:59:56,500 --> 06:00:00,800
does not doubt in Christ without
whom we are truly nothing. 

5575
06:00:02,400 --> 06:00:06,400
Is later than you think. 
Hey there for to the work of 

5576
06:00:06,408 --> 06:00:12,800
God. 
He'll says, apparently loved the

5577
06:00:12,800 --> 06:00:15,900
toilets overflowed or something 
that mud everyone was rolling 

5578
06:00:15,900 --> 06:00:20,000
around. 
Was literally was literally fun.

5579
06:00:21,400 --> 06:00:22,800
Not demonic at all though, 
right? 

5580
06:00:22,800 --> 06:00:26,200
Hey, oh just happens. 
Dance coincidence. 

5581
06:00:31,500 --> 06:00:33,000
Bring up the tail. 
The Prodigal Son. 

5582
06:00:36,700 --> 06:00:39,700
It brought low to point where 
he's gonna eat the food of the 

5583
06:00:39,700 --> 06:00:42,300
pigs. 
But even then, in that story, 

5584
06:00:42,300 --> 06:00:44,500
you don't hear about him rolling
around the mud. 

5585
06:00:51,400 --> 06:00:52,800
Bill Hicks. 
Thank you very much. 

5586
06:00:54,300 --> 06:00:55,500
We'll see you again soon. 
My friend. 

5587
06:00:55,500 --> 06:01:02,300
Always appreciate you. 
We'll just finish here. 

5588
06:01:04,800 --> 06:01:06,900
Fast. 
I'll introverted interpretations

5589
06:01:06,900 --> 06:01:10,800
of the crisis and the choice 
before us abound to take either 

5590
06:01:10,800 --> 06:01:13,400
side of these illusionary 
interpretations is damnation. 

5591
06:01:13,400 --> 06:01:17,900
The true crisis is now, as it 
has ever been within us, is our 

5592
06:01:17,900 --> 06:01:19,700
own acceptance or negation of 
Christ. 

5593
06:01:19,700 --> 06:01:24,600
Christ is our crisis, he demands
from us, all or nothing, and 

5594
06:01:24,600 --> 06:01:29,000
this problem he presents his is 
the only one that needed to be 

5595
06:01:29,008 --> 06:01:31,100
answered. 
Do he chose God? 

5596
06:01:31,100 --> 06:01:36,100
Who is who alone is, or are 
cells nothingness? 

5597
06:01:36,100 --> 06:01:41,500
The abyss hell, our age is 
founded on nothingness, but then

5598
06:01:41,500 --> 06:01:46,900
this nothingness in explicitly 
said to us, It explicitly to us 

5599
06:01:46,900 --> 06:01:50,400
presents for those who can still
perceive the crisis of all men 

5600
06:01:50,400 --> 06:01:54,500
in all ages, most clearly an 
unmistakably, our age tells. 

5601
06:01:54,500 --> 06:02:04,200
If we can listen to Living God 
Under these quotes. 

5602
06:02:08,500 --> 06:02:13,200
They say. 
Glory to God glory to the father

5603
06:02:13,200 --> 06:02:19,600
son of the Holy Spirit. 
Lovers of Truth. 

5604
06:02:21,000 --> 06:02:23,500
Why do men learn through pain 
and suffering and not through 

5605
06:02:23,500 --> 06:02:27,300
pleasure and happiness, very 
simply because pleasure and 

5606
06:02:27,300 --> 06:02:29,600
happiness a custom one to 
satisfaction with the things 

5607
06:02:29,608 --> 06:02:33,300
giving in this world, whereas 
pain and suffering drive one to 

5608
06:02:33,300 --> 06:02:36,000
seek a more profound happiness 
beyond the limitations of the 

5609
06:02:36,008 --> 06:02:38,300
world. 
Monks there from Rose. 

5610
06:02:40,700 --> 06:02:44,000
Masses is him martyrdom, 
suffering, and incurable fiction

5611
06:02:44,000 --> 06:02:46,000
are all the same thing 
spiritually. 

5612
06:02:46,000 --> 06:02:50,900
Ask God to give not really 
guidance or help, but martyrdom 

5613
06:02:50,900 --> 06:02:55,200
suffering, a path where you can 
make a supreme effort get 

5614
06:02:55,200 --> 06:02:58,100
involved. 
Become unfired to serve God. 

5615
06:02:59,100 --> 06:03:04,800
Amongst her from Rose. 
Very many wish to be vouched the

5616
06:03:04,800 --> 06:03:08,800
kingdom without his labors 
without struggles without sweat.

5617
06:03:08,800 --> 06:03:11,900
But this is impossible. 
Saint Marcus of Egypt. 

5618
06:03:13,500 --> 06:03:15,900
If you love the glories of men 
and desire to be worshiped and 

5619
06:03:15,900 --> 06:03:18,000
seek comfort, you are going off 
the path. 

5620
06:03:18,000 --> 06:03:21,600
You must be crucified with a 
crucified one suffer with him, 

5621
06:03:21,600 --> 06:03:25,000
that suffered that you may be 
glorified with him that his 

5622
06:03:25,000 --> 06:03:29,700
glorified same as of Egypt. 
Is very rare to find people 

5623
06:03:29,700 --> 06:03:31,800
whose intelligence is in a state
of Stillness. 

5624
06:03:33,300 --> 06:03:38,800
I like that one a lot. 
Saints, Philly video Theos sign.

5625
06:03:38,800 --> 06:03:45,700
I and lastly, God is a consuming
fire. and according to our 

5626
06:03:45,700 --> 06:03:49,200
disposition, Either eliminates 
or Burns. 

5627
06:03:50,500 --> 06:03:56,600
Origin. 
May God bless. 

5628
06:03:57,600 --> 06:04:00,100
Protects. 
And have mercy on you and all of

5629
06:04:00,100 --> 06:04:02,000
us. 
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.

5630
06:04:03,100 --> 06:04:06,000
For yet, again, tuning in to me,
your humble. 

5631
06:04:07,100 --> 06:04:12,000
Well, getting humble. 
It was still Bucs line. 

5632
06:04:12,800 --> 06:04:17,200
You're humble host. 
I'm Jason mayarchuk. 

5633
06:04:19,500 --> 06:04:24,500
And it's later than you think. 
This is the church Richard and 

5634
06:04:24,500 --> 06:04:27,700
his family belonged to here, he 
goes to Sunday school. 

5635
06:04:27,700 --> 06:04:31,600
There are other churches in town
for people who Worship in ways, 

5636
06:04:31,600 --> 06:04:35,500
different from Richards family, 
Millwood has a radio and 

5637
06:04:35,500 --> 06:04:38,700
television station. 
Programs come from this 

5638
06:04:38,700 --> 06:04:41,800
building. 
Many people, they are the men 

5639
06:04:41,800 --> 06:04:43,800
and women who act in these 
programs. 

5640
06:04:45,000 --> 06:04:48,600
Some men operate, the big 
television cameras, others 

5641
06:04:48,600 --> 06:04:50,900
control the pictures as they go 
out over the air. 

5642
06:04:51,800 --> 06:04:55,500
They see to it that richer gets 
the right program at the right 

5643
06:04:55,500 --> 06:05:00,200
time, he often watches 
television at home, the programs

5644
06:05:00,200 --> 06:05:03,100
are fun, and sometimes he learns
a great deal from them. 

5645
06:05:06,100 --> 06:05:08,300
The Anderson's go off and to the
neighborhood theater. 

5646
06:05:10,600 --> 06:05:12,700
Every week. 
Richard's, father goes bowling, 

5647
06:05:12,700 --> 06:05:15,700
he belongs to a bowling league 
with some of his friends. 

5648
06:05:15,700 --> 06:05:18,600
That's his favorite evening 
Recreation. 

5649
06:05:22,500 --> 06:05:26,500
Room at night when Richard goes 
to bed, he may have thought very

5650
06:05:26,500 --> 06:05:30,600
little about his community, but 
he has done for it and what it 

5651
06:05:30,600 --> 06:05:34,700
is done for him, but the 
communities work, never stops. 

5652
06:05:35,600 --> 06:05:39,000
There's bread to be baked bread,
which Richard will eat tomorrow.

5653
06:05:39,900 --> 06:05:43,200
There's milk to be processed 
milk, which Richard will drink 

5654
06:05:43,200 --> 06:05:45,500
tomorrow. 
There's the newspaper to be 

5655
06:05:45,508 --> 06:05:48,900
printed for people to read in 
the morning and electricity to 

5656
06:05:48,900 --> 06:05:52,800
be made and water to be pumped, 
and filtered, and telephone 

5657
06:05:52,800 --> 06:05:54,700
calls to be put through day and 
night. 

5658
06:05:56,000 --> 06:05:59,800
So the work can witches 
Community goes on day after day 

5659
06:05:59,800 --> 06:06:03,700
night after night. 
People working for each other 

5660
06:06:03,700 --> 06:06:08,300
depending on each other. 
All of them Partners in making 

5661
06:06:08,300 --> 06:06:11,700
their Community a better place 
in which to live. 

5662
06:06:20,300 --> 06:06:22,400
There is nothing wrong with your
television set. 

5663
06:06:23,500 --> 06:06:25,100
Do not attempt to adjust the 
picture.