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You. 
Ladies and gentlemen. 

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Good to see you all. 
So the question we're going to 

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search answering five dollars. 
From Kayla. 

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Why? 
I enjoy the tech problems. 

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Well, you know, here's here's 
something for you. 

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If you said me some money folks,
or whatever way you do, We're 

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going to give you some sounds. 
I will give you a show like you 

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have never ever seen before, 
why? 

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Because I can't muddy Shawn 
Michaels should be yours again, 

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some alert box notifications in 
there as well, but I don't know.

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Susan coming up because of 
course, they're not. 

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Why would that work? 
Why would that just suddenly 

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work? 
What was that do that? 

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Let's see if we can do this. 
This will work. 

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Oh, we'll find out ladies and 
gentlemen. 

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Going to get away from a little 
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and all that kind of stuff to 
ask. 

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Some theological questions. 
Getting get involved in 

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ourselves in some theology, some
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interesting topics, just to give
my brain, an analytical break 

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from certain things. 
And of course, I am kadmon in 

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the Russian and then Roku Church
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So I my mind's mostly on 
religion these days. 

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Anyways, so I feel that. 
It's pretty much apropos. 

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To, to spend more time in the 
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Of course, we'll get to some 
news and all the rest of it down

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the track. 
I'm sure they'll be stuff to 

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talk about eventually the show. 
And well, is there integrating 

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interviews and live talks as 
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I'm just working on getting some
new tech so you can help with 

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that Griffith goal, like that 
group goals. 

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Go to go to new tech and new new
graphics card and all these 

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other fans seeds fancy schmancy 
sings me some new lights. 

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So I can stop being black and 
white, we'll see how that goes. 

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So please feel free to donate 
and wait what you can over on 

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YouTube or over on stream Labs 
or directly into PayPal. 

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Best way goes right in my pocket
and that way we avoid taxation's

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and thefts and Declarations of 
all kind so I probably should be

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safe out loud but you know. 
Hey, hi Australian government, 

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don't worry, I'll go. 
I'm sure you'll take money from 

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me somehow. 
So Supported which way you can 

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of course let the people know 
like And subscribe and support 

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and share and do all those 
things, okay? 

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Ladies and gentlemen. 
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across the West, all these 
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And I'm certainly seeing it even
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little Parish, which is the only
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should say. 
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giving English services or any 
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English services on all of 
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All the other horses Orthodox 
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So they're doing in Greek or 
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language of the of the, of the 
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And we're even seeing a big 
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I'm part of a cat in class of 
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There's eight or Between 8 and 
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want to count it. 
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out of up, north who come in and
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new people showed up. 
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of 2026. 
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Orthodoxy and of course a big 
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asking is why why why now the 
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thousands of years, you know, 
even row core who's been giving 

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services in English? 
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primarily the big ones are 
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A lot of these celebrity priests
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those today, are all American, 
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throughout the world throughout 
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And some, a lot of people were 
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Well, why, you know why? 
Why now, what's, what's really 

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the the big Drive Okay, Lydia 
klw says just finished doing my 

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inhaler hits. 
I don't know that's code for 

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something in kli, but I'm glad 
you've here. 

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You're inhaled properly inhaled,
I'd hate to, have you not 

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inhaled. 
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why? 
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It was pretty easy for me. 
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The Catholic would have been 
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happened Montreal before I moved
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father, but my grandfather on my
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Orthodoxy and that was kind of 
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that fun, and games. 
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entry point for me. 
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five years of Discovery and 
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It's not going to be that 
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You may not come from a 
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maybe you're maybe you're like 
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so it doesn't really matter what
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you have to unpack all that 
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towards Orthodoxy now, partly, 
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think of social media, A lot of 
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Buck Johnson, for example, you 
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This goes on many of my personal
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are doing Banger work and 
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people who may not even have 
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Jay Dyer, Andrew Wilson. 
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Hello listener. 
List goes on the so there's 

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there's certainly an influx of 
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in But I think it's even more. 
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obviously, even that we look 
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We see the other Traditions out 
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say, Lutheran's or any of the 
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going towards the woke. 
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both by the world and all by 
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we're not doing God's work, 
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full every Sunday and they're 
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because it's not really about 
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the tradition, the religion 
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and fulfill us in many ways. 
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itself has to be full in order 
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the truth and the body of the of
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Not so much, you know. 
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the church is going to be full 
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people coming out. 
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of the death of the world 
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Talking about an old priest who 
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didn't want to do liturgy was 
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Russia. 
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going to be coming because his 
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So he gets up and he goes and he
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he's made by all these people 
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full and and he's met with his 
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They needed the people's the 
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aren't intending the church. 
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doing it for. 
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people. 
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get to, to receive their 
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and being part of liturgy, is 
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But even if there's no one in 
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Liturgy goes on for just the 
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ritual alone. 
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Because it's not about us. 
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us. 
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about us. 
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you know, famously, they the 
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to you. 
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they'll the priest will circle 
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But whether we're there or not, 
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I think that's really what is 
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Young men to Orthodoxy above and
beyond all else. 

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Maybe, you know, everyone has 
their own thing. but essentially

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that sense of of unbroken 
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the desire for truth, We want, 
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What's something that is 
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That has stood the test of time,
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We'll get to that in the second 
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But, however, everything we 
watch is produced and everything

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is affecting your thoughts, 
grabbing your attention, 

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attention equals worship. 
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modernity. 
Even these shows I have to 

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admit, I'm trying to attach 
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Give me your attention. 
Me me, me me, me me. 

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Spend the next three hours with 
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So then you always have to ask 
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Well, what am I producing? 
Am I producing something of 

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worth value. 
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it's something and not just 
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something that that's the most 
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specially these lives dreams. 
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about last year, it's very much 
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bartending realizing that, you 
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drinks the drinks sell 
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People come to the bar. 
They're going to have a drink. 

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They're what you're really kind 
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experience. 
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of. 
That's what you can provide and 

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if you can provide an 
experience, that is unlike other

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people, or that gives people 
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sort of, meaning something 
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is no worries. 
It's good. 

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And people will forget 
everything else. 

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You talked about? 
Maybe they'll hold on to the 

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little nuggets Fellowship. 
Exactly. 

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The fellowship is often what 
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Because it's that's the human 
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We can talk about all these 
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Poetic heroic means salvation 
Redemption. 

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These things are important and 
I'm not trying to downplay them,

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but for the majority of people, 
especially when you're first 

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coming to the church, you don't 
you're trying to attach yourself

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to, you know, to infinity and 
beyond to the concept of God. 

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It's a pretty big. 
Pretty big thing. 

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Especially your young girl. 
I think if you get older, you're

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getting closer to the end. 
So suddenly, you know, that 

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death thing. 
It's creeping up behind you. 

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And brothers it is later than 
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Hasten. 
Their for to do the work of God.

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That's really what that quote 
comes from. 

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And I think it was really what 
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Some people attach it to the 
eskaton, to the end times to the

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end of civilization or 
something. 

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End of the good times. 
That's partly true. 

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What it also means is that our 
end on this Earth. 

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That's the only thing you can 
escape from. you can't control 

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really, you can have some sort 
of controls be better, so you 

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know, do all the healthy things 
and Try to stay out of danger. 

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Sure. 
But we're all going to die at 

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one point or another. 
That's the guarantee. 

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And that does a number, I think 
a lot of specially a lot of 

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modernists who have more access 
to what they believe is controls

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over their life. 
They think they're in control. 

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But we're not. 
We're only in temporary 

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influence over certain events 
and people and things and how 

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things go? 
Oh my goodness, bloody gorilla 

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biscuit. 
Give out the memberships. 

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Appreciate you. 
Interesting. 

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How all my assets are showing 
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Weird. 
We're going to fix that. 

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Figure that out. 
There we go. 

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There we go. 
Thank you, baby. 

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Slutty biscuit. 
You are. 

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The. best of was, That's right, 
you keep you keep showering, me 

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with gifts, I will shower you 
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isms wrestling soundboards, why?
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big pro wrestling, but what can 
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I'm I was a Bret Hart Mark, 
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he was part of the Heart 
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Came comes with being Canadian. 
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know if you're a Canadian during
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maybe, I guess very early 2000s 
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It's like your breath heart 
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That's you, like hockey. 
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You enjoy. 
Some maple syrup. 

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And there's Brett Hart and you 
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otherwise they, they ship you 
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Amazing. 
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Canadian citizenship now. 
Are you do you enjoy a good 

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bread? 
Hard match. 

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Can you can you go watch Brett 
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Which for the the heel face, her
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and give a good breakdown, 
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We're going to grade you. 
That's how you get citizenship. 

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Now, if I was prime minister, 
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those, many different things 
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not happen, shall not be the 
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So let's get to Carl Benjamin. 
Over Lotus Eaters daily. 

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Ask the question. 
Why are young men joining the 

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Orthodox Church? 
Why? 

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Why? 
Is this thing happening? 

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Well, we're gonna find out. 
Let me just turn this off. 

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Okay, so the he's quoting, the 
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and Pearson Mighty, the mighty 
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interview as well. 
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interview Buck, they quote, I 
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article, they quote him having 
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bucks, has informed me that 
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three three large TVs. 
So You know BBC. 

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Oh he's an accurate. 
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Stream Labs klw five dollars. 
Appreciate you A whole bunch of 

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these folks, you keep you keep 
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Keep making it happen, klw says,
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as well. 
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why klw? 
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taste. 
That's why you're part of your 

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Folks, if you're here, if you're
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I've been cultivating one of the
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bar. 
None. 

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And now we're pivoting, I've 
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People are big mad about certain
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recently. 
Big man and Jim Jim's for some 

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reason he's not he's not being 
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it's I, you know, it is what it 
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We just tell you what we see, 
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We're off in the notes. and then

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people get more big mad because 
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we not telling them what we what
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telling them is the truth. 
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too. 
No, no we don't know. 

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The mirror shows me and chose me
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That's fine, that's okay. 
We're allowed to have those 

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still my goodness. 
It's still mirin shock. 

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It's still mirror and Chuck. 
Now the channel is not changed. 

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But will we'll see. 
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adjustments. 
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would have been waiting. 
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Putting together stuff. 
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Do I wait, another week? 
Wait another week. 

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I was like, nah, you know what? 
The longer you wait to do the 

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It's harder to do the shows. 

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Its. it's, yes, yeah, you gotta 
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and it's what happened to me 
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it's still out there, you can 
find it. 

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I think on Soundcloud, there's 
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I deleted a whole bunch of 
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account, and it's still on 
Soundcloud. 

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So you can still have access to 
some very, very early. 

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Jason trying to do podcasting 
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Doo doo, doo. 
Early show podcasting stuff. 

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I was doing then. 
I forget Now nicknames. 

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Help me out. 
What was I saying? 

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Oh, you can go check them out if
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Dang it. 
Completely lost that thought. 

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Wow. 
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internet folks. 
I might as well be Methuselah. 

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So anyways, Where We Are Young, 
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Russian churches. 
Promising, absurd levels of 

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mailings. 
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and who's a, who's a power 
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I think he was. 
Instilled is a power lifter. 

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Big manly masculine man. 
Out there with a giant cross. 

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And this, let's listen to a 
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then we'll, we'll do some 
supplementals some supplemental 

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watching. 
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America joining the Russian? 
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it's fairly self-evident as to 
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I mean, if this is not a 
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the Americans, either know? 
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Church, for example, in verse. 
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who joined the Greek Orthodox 
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that is becoming apparent that 
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course failing in its Duty. 
Now I'm an English atheist. 

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So I'm a member of the Church of
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I'm you know what? 
You know why I'm saying it? 

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And it's, because just generally
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gone completely seeing a curls 
because you put Nation over God.

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You even trying to put Nation 
over yourself but you can't 

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because you want to be connected
to it because you're you're 

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British and you think the you 
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say. 
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because it's has England in the 
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Well your England, their England
and that right? 

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He's got to be a one-to-one. 
This is where atheist and 

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materialist fail, and I can 
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former atheist and antitheism. 
Oh my goodness. 

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Mr. Biggins now following over 
on Kik, appreciate you. 

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As a former atheist in and 
anti-theist. 

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I had the same problem you know 
everything had to look like me. 

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It had to please me I had to see
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And if I couldn't see myself in 
it then it you know oh not my 

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thing. 
This the idea of a hierarchy of 

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being to something bigger than 
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Is really, you know, all you can
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people in positions greater than
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Which is more of a class, kind 
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But the idea of a concept or a 
state of being being greater 

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than you, that's impossible. 
We're all fundamentally the same

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people, right? 
And that's kind of true. 

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But there's levels to this and 
the hierarchy of let's say a 

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being is really measured against
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You can measure yourself 
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or any other Saints, or one of 
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Orthodoxy approaches the Saints 
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a certain degree because even 
the Saints, even those who reach

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sales, and many of the writings,
Approach it, as they are the 

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worst Christians, they are still
Sinners, they haven't freed 

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themselves from these things. 
Now, they might be much further 

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down that path than you are. 
I I'll speak personally way for 

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the down that path than me. 
But that doesn't mean that that,

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that that comparison between you
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Now, of course, don't go walking
around thinking, you're you're a

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saint. 
Go to liturgy. 

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First have a prayer rule, you 
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But the understanding that, that
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example. 
The the position has to infer 

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responsibility duties. 
A state of being. 

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So you're priest, for example, 
has much more responsibilities 

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than you do. 
No matter what your position in 

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the church is, if you're not the
priest and you're not, you don't

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have that level responsibility, 
even the responsibility for 

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priest, baptizing, bring people 
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It's a heavy responsibility. 
If you're doing Orthodox, you 

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really correctly. 
You're going to your priest 

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quite often and asking for 
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What do I do? 
How do I do it? 

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Should I do this? 
Should I do that? 

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so your priest in many ways is, 
you know, your spiritual father 

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in many ways becomes like, your 
father but unlike your father 

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but let's say your father's not 
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Unlike your actual father, your 
your spiritual father also has a

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responsibility of your soul. 
It's a heck of responsibility. 

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So what the atheist, 
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this. 
I is that this idea that if all 

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men are born equal and all that 
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Carl or the Prime Minister of 
England or some other country is

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just positioning. 
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Because considering the current 
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that, we have out there. 
That the thing that's separating

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me, the, the dividing line or 
the metric, we're using 

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shouldn't be because the prime 
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Minister of England, you know, 
Keira starmer. 

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And I would like to believe. 
And even my most horrible, 

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horrible, Christian sells. 
I'm the worst Christian ever. 

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And I do believe that and all 
humility. 

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I like to believe that I might, 
at least maybe 0.5 0.5. 

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Of a better human being than 
Hearst. 

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On an average metric. and, Give 
me that one. 

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Brett screwed Bret, Marin shock.
Almost didn't have a Sean 

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Michael's button on here because
you know, Shawn Michaels group 

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right? 
Vince? 

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McMahon's group Brett. 
Well here, nothing more of it. 

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Goldberg, this is Goldberg. 
Goldberg. 

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From Germany. 
But you can find an example in 

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this is actually just the first 
thing I found on Google because 

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you know the pattern you can see
from The Pride Flags exactly 

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where this has gone and it's not
the Catholics. 

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Haven't had a bit of a problem 
with this as well, but is the 

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Evangelical Protestants that the
most guilty of this going, just 

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completely softened and nobody's
got any time for it because what

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this means is the entire church,
fundamentally doesn't become 

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about religion, which I think if
you're going to a church maybe 

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it should be about the religion.
The secondly, it makes the 

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entire church female coded. 
Oh this is about women, gays 

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transgenders and minorities. 
Why would I be interested in 

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going to a church that 
prioritizes all of the things 

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that I'm not above me with? 
External political symbols. 

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Is so close. 
It's it's infuriating sometimes.

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When you listen to Carl and a 
few of these, because I think 

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Carl's a very smart, man. 
I think he's I and I actually 

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think he's a good, I think he's 
a good man. despite atheism and 

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all the rest of, I honestly 
think that Carl is a decent 

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human being who is trying to 
figure things out and is been 

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given Who is living in this 
world and his time like the rest

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of us and do it as best. 
With his with a, with the front 

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of the worldview that he has 
adopted or cobbled together. 

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And I also think that maybe the 
countdowns on until I mean I 

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think we've covered this in 
previous shows but it's it's 

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starting to sound like he's 
getting pretty close to at least

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going to go to church. 
His kids are going to church. 

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His wife is bringing them. 
I think they're bringing. 

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Probably bringing to Anglican 
churches and God bless that. 

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Well you know we got to hold the
anglicans figure it out being 

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Catholics without a pope I don't
know how that's working out for 

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them. 
I don't think so. 

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Well, most of the Anglican 
churches down here are closing 

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up shop because they just don't 
have the attendance anymore. 

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It's, it's a thing that's 
happening. and, In terms, of 

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traditionally, let's say that 
with the British tradition. 

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I can understand why people 
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something like that because it 
is part of their something that 

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00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:44,800
you grew up as a child or you 
knew, you know, your parents or 

453
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:47,500
your grandparents were involved.
The Anglican Church, perhaps 

454
00:31:47,500 --> 00:31:49,400
there is there's connection 
there. 

455
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:53,600
There's a lineage. 
And one of the great, one of the

456
00:31:53,608 --> 00:31:55,900
things that I think is been 
hollowed out over the last 

457
00:31:55,908 --> 00:31:58,600
specifically, over the last 60 
years, is that destruction? 

458
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:02,000
Not just of family in the family
structure, but of lineage 

459
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:07,400
itself. 
Most of us oh I shouldn't say 

460
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:09,200
most of us. 
Quite a few of us myself 

461
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,900
included. 
You only really know you know 

462
00:32:11,900 --> 00:32:16,100
you know you go back three 
generations, maybe maybe four 

463
00:32:16,900 --> 00:32:18,600
and then he starts getting 
murky, doesn't it? 

464
00:32:19,700 --> 00:32:22,000
Don't know your 
great-great-grandparents, his 

465
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:23,600
name. 
You don't quite know it's 

466
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,900
specially if you're coming from 
a immigrant parents. 

467
00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:31,700
Or family you know people who 
immigrated in the last let's say

468
00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:37,700
100 years. it's pretty murky 
because records got lost and was

469
00:32:37,700 --> 00:32:42,900
maybe pre-phase, maybe you have 
some but you know, You know, who

470
00:32:42,900 --> 00:32:44,200
was that? 
Where they come from? 

471
00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:45,900
Would what would Village they 
come from? 

472
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:52,800
And lost a Time. 
You can go Dugas, do some 

473
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:53,800
digging and sure. 
Sure. 

474
00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:57,400
But chances are, you may just 
never know if you're Eastern 

475
00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:58,600
European. 
It's just gone. 

476
00:33:03,900 --> 00:33:09,400
So what people have been? 
I think this is the other aspect

477
00:33:09,400 --> 00:33:11,700
of why people are going back 
specifically to the Orthodox 

478
00:33:11,700 --> 00:33:13,800
Church in this unbroken line. 
The Apostolic Church. 

479
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:18,300
Where you can trace your priest 
can trace his lineage, his 

480
00:33:18,300 --> 00:33:21,700
teaching lineage, all the way 
back to one of the Apostles. 

481
00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:27,800
Each and every one. 
There's power in that. 

482
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:30,900
Because when you would join to 
the church, you're joining a 

483
00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:31,700
family. 
It's a marriage. 

484
00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,900
You're being married into the 
church and you're joining that 

485
00:33:34,900 --> 00:33:41,500
family. and suddenly, now, your 
lineage is connected to that 

486
00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:45,900
Lydia so away, maybe you don't 
know your family lineage all the

487
00:33:45,908 --> 00:33:49,800
way back for a few Generations 
but you have your church And you

488
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:53,300
know the church is Lynnwood news
all the way back 2000 years. 

489
00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:58,500
Who first came over? 
Who first established, etc. 

490
00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:02,200
Etc etc. 
So now, you have permanency. 

491
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,200
Something permanent other than 
death. 

492
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,100
We'll get to death either on 
this show, or in future shows. 

493
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:13,500
It's tied into that is later 
than you think. 

494
00:34:14,699 --> 00:34:20,600
But Christ conquers death. 
The conquer death for us. 

495
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:25,699
So even death for Christians. 
Must be just from the Orthodox 

496
00:34:25,699 --> 00:34:28,000
perspective. 
Even, that's not permanent. 

497
00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:35,300
We get to live on. 
One in one place or another. 

498
00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:41,500
So, the only thing that becomes 
permanent. 

499
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:44,800
They don't think you can truly 
attach yourself to that gives 

500
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:48,600
you self true sense of of 
bedrock. 

501
00:34:50,199 --> 00:34:53,000
Because, you know, your family 
will move on and things can 

502
00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:55,300
happen. 
So the only thing that really 

503
00:34:55,300 --> 00:34:57,300
get can give you permanent is in
this life is the church. 

504
00:34:58,100 --> 00:35:03,100
Tradition. 
And a tradition that's not going

505
00:35:03,100 --> 00:35:09,500
to change with the time. 
The Orthodox Church is not well.

506
00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:15,300
What's their purpose? 
I I you know, I I highly doubt 

507
00:35:15,300 --> 00:35:18,800
that in my lifetime we're going 
to see Orthodox Churches, flying

508
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:21,700
these flags. 
Put it that way. 

509
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:29,800
Because we are in this world, 
we're not of it. 

510
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:33,400
In fact, one of the missions is 
to bring death to the world 

511
00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:37,300
world, meaning the Passions We 
bring death to the World by 

512
00:35:37,300 --> 00:35:39,200
turning away from the passions 
by killing them within 

513
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:42,700
ourselves. 
Passions is just lust. 

514
00:35:42,700 --> 00:35:46,600
Thank Glory Pride. 
Avarice greed. 

515
00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:56,800
Gluttony. right now, in this 
month of August, depending which

516
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:59,600
calendar you're falling, you've 
just finished, or you're, you're

517
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:03,300
in the middle of the donation, 
fast dormition of the theotokos,

518
00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:06,500
The Virgin Mary, the Mother of 
God. 

519
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:11,100
This is commemorating her, her 
death. 

520
00:36:13,100 --> 00:36:16,600
She tell us and the Orthodox 
tradition, we believe that Mary 

521
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:20,600
fell asleep to be. 
She was reposed dormir right 

522
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:24,500
French Paul sleep. 
It was brought up to heaven. 

523
00:36:28,900 --> 00:36:30,300
So we can. 
Pray. 

524
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:36,700
Ask her to pray with us. 
She has a much like the Saints 

525
00:36:36,700 --> 00:36:39,800
but she's giving us kind of a 
special place. 

526
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:47,000
Got you? 
Got a special. vessel of our 

527
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:53,100
Lord, and What I'm saying. 
But why I say all these things 

528
00:36:53,100 --> 00:36:56,400
is that when you contend with 
the idea that even death itself,

529
00:36:56,400 --> 00:37:01,000
is not permanent. 
That breaks the modernist. 

530
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:07,100
Nihilistic atheists. 
Evolutionists yada paradigm. 

531
00:37:09,300 --> 00:37:13,400
And it gives us hope. 
And that's one thing that 

532
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:22,300
modernity cannot produce cat. 
Being taking primary purpose, 

533
00:37:22,300 --> 00:37:24,500
over the religion itself. 
Why would I want this? 

534
00:37:24,500 --> 00:37:29,200
If I was a young man compare 
that to this, it's like, well, 

535
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,100
which one do you think as a man,
I find more appealing. 

536
00:37:32,100 --> 00:37:38,900
It's just because I'm such a 
die-hard xenophobe that I'm not 

537
00:37:38,900 --> 00:37:43,600
prepared to join the Russian 
Church, the Greek Church, It's 

538
00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:48,900
because I'm afraid, I have to, 
like, spiritually support the 

539
00:37:48,900 --> 00:37:50,600
Church of England. 
Even if I kind of hate 

540
00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:53,100
everything about what's 
happening there, but I thought 

541
00:37:53,107 --> 00:37:54,900
we just go through this just 
because this is just funny. 

542
00:37:54,900 --> 00:37:59,500
That doesn't make any sense to 
me. you know, it does it really 

543
00:37:59,500 --> 00:38:04,900
makes zero sense to me if I have
been inquiring and to the 

544
00:38:04,900 --> 00:38:10,400
Russian Church are Ukrainian 
Church or Roku or whatever and 

545
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:13,400
found. 
And if it was in you if it was 

546
00:38:13,408 --> 00:38:16,400
reversed And the Russian 
churches were doing all this 

547
00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:18,700
stuff. 
I wouldn't have joined it. 

548
00:38:18,700 --> 00:38:22,400
I will things have changed. 
My grandfather wouldn't 

549
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:25,600
supported that, you know. 
I would have gone to something 

550
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:29,400
else. 
Go to where the truth is. 

551
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:33,900
This really matter of his God, 
England Patriots on it or 

552
00:38:33,900 --> 00:38:37,400
Canadian or Russian or whatever.
You go, where the truth is. 

553
00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:44,700
It's just really, really funny. 
It's like look you could become 

554
00:38:44,700 --> 00:38:47,000
powerless or enjoying the 
Orthodox Church. 

555
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:51,600
Oh, you could become a power, 
bottom and stay with the 

556
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,600
Protestant church and it's like,
yeah, no. 

557
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:57,200
I think I would, I think I would
choose the power lift up, 

558
00:38:57,200 --> 00:39:00,600
actually. 
And the thing is, I don't really

559
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:03,600
know what the the substantive 
difference in Doctrine is 

560
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:05,800
organized in. 
San Jose says them be big bad 

561
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:09,200
Russians, though. 
They're mean, well some can be 

562
00:39:09,207 --> 00:39:13,500
you know, generally speaking 
Slavs just were suspicious of 

563
00:39:13,500 --> 00:39:16,000
joy. 
Those with Slavic hearts are 

564
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,400
very suspicious of Joy. 
It doesn't mean we don't have 

565
00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:20,600
joy, we just like to poke it 
with a stick first. 

566
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:27,100
You're happy, are you? 
What are you so happy why please

567
00:39:27,100 --> 00:39:32,900
every by the way anyone has any 
kind of Slavic grandparents or 

568
00:39:32,900 --> 00:39:38,900
family or raise around? 
Eventually gets this advice more

569
00:39:38,900 --> 00:39:42,500
or less in these words. 
Is like, don't don't smile so 

570
00:39:42,500 --> 00:39:44,400
much. 
Why you smiling so much? 

571
00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:48,500
People who smiled this much are 
either stupid or thieves. 

572
00:39:49,300 --> 00:39:53,000
Little so much. so, It's just 
the way. 

573
00:39:56,200 --> 00:40:00,200
The changes between Orthodox and
Protestant, right? 

574
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,600
I don't actually know how 
different they are. 

575
00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:05,300
Well they're pretty different. 
Let's see if we get an answer 

576
00:40:05,308 --> 00:40:06,800
that question. 
He saying that he doesn't 

577
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:11,300
understand what the difference 
between theology is our Ah, 

578
00:40:11,300 --> 00:40:14,000
well. 
Let's let's listen to Father 

579
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,400
Moses. 
Let us know what the difference 

580
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:21,800
between these between Protestant
prayer and Orthodox prayer 

581
00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:26,700
movie. 
Name of the father and of the 

582
00:40:26,700 --> 00:40:31,500
son of the Holy Spirit. 
Is a funny saying that a man can

583
00:40:31,500 --> 00:40:35,700
watch three things, endlessly, a
fire, the ocean and another man 

584
00:40:35,700 --> 00:40:38,700
working. 
And it's funny because this 

585
00:40:38,700 --> 00:40:42,100
brings me back to my first time 
really ever being in the Divine 

586
00:40:42,100 --> 00:40:44,300
Liturgy. 
I remember my wife and I were in

587
00:40:44,300 --> 00:40:46,400
college, we got exposed to 
Orthodox, Christianity. 

588
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:50,900
We went to the local Parish 
which was held in a dentist 

589
00:40:50,900 --> 00:40:56,800
office, the priest, father, 
Jeffrey Corps, Was able to kind 

590
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,700
of put this together even though
there were very few Orthodox 

591
00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:03,700
Christians at the time, there's 
almost 20 years ago. and they 

592
00:41:03,700 --> 00:41:06,600
had this little chapel of 
stairs, and I remember that we 

593
00:41:06,607 --> 00:41:10,800
went inside and there were just 
some icons and some Candlelight.

594
00:41:11,700 --> 00:41:14,400
And it was funny because it was 
a drop ceiling but none of the 

595
00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:16,700
lights were on it was all 
natural light. 

596
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:20,900
And I remember looking down and 
I saw my wife and she was 

597
00:41:20,900 --> 00:41:23,800
sitting on the floor because 
they had no pues, no benches. 

598
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:29,800
I mean it was a very small 
space, Maybe maybe 20 feet wide,

599
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:36,700
maybe 30 feet long at most and, 
She looks so at peace. 

600
00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:40,100
So contemplative she just was 
soaking it in. 

601
00:41:41,200 --> 00:41:45,000
And I remember attending liturgy
and just not having to do 

602
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:48,300
anything. 
Just being present. 

603
00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:51,800
Just being present and soaking 
in the prayer. 

604
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:56,900
The icons, the light from the 
candles. 

605
00:41:57,700 --> 00:42:01,500
The incense. 
Just soaking it in and being 

606
00:42:01,500 --> 00:42:06,100
present in the experience and 
not being a performer. 

607
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,200
Not having to do anything, say 
anything. 

608
00:42:10,300 --> 00:42:15,300
Just being there, just being in 
it. and I remember that we were 

609
00:42:15,300 --> 00:42:19,100
attending Divine Liturgy for 
several months and then we had 

610
00:42:19,100 --> 00:42:22,100
to go visit my aunt so we went 
and visited my aunt and we were 

611
00:42:22,100 --> 00:42:27,500
not Orthodox you know we were so
we were Protesting inquirer's. 

612
00:42:27,500 --> 00:42:29,500
So he went to go and visit my 
aunt. 

613
00:42:29,500 --> 00:42:33,000
We went with my aunt to her mega
church, which was held in a 

614
00:42:33,008 --> 00:42:38,400
gymnasium and had a full, you 
know, band up on stage and all 

615
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:44,000
these different things and the 
worship service started and You 

616
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:48,200
know, within three minutes Boom,
the horn section kicked in and 

617
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:50,800
they had all these warn players 
and they were awesome. 

618
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:57,100
I mean they weren't they didn't 
lack for Ability or skill, it 

619
00:42:57,100 --> 00:43:02,100
wasn't it wasn't bad horn, 
playing it just was a cacophony 

620
00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:08,000
of noise and sound just pounding
on my head and I remember 

621
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:12,600
standing there and I said, I 
can't pray I can't pray because 

622
00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:15,100
I can't focus and I can't be 
present. 

623
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:19,900
Its performance. 
And you know that's fine. 

624
00:43:19,900 --> 00:43:25,200
If you go to a football game and
the horns are blasting and the 

625
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:28,700
band is thumping, the drums and 
getting you hyped up and there's

626
00:43:28,700 --> 00:43:31,000
old there's an energy to it. 
That's awesome. 

627
00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:35,500
I love that as a man. 
I love that type of intensity. 

628
00:43:36,300 --> 00:43:39,300
I love lifting weights. 
I love blasting metal. 

629
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:44,000
I love that energy. 
That that ferocity? 

630
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:48,600
That is a true expression of 
myself as a man and something 

631
00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:51,300
that I love, but that is not 
worship. 

632
00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:54,000
Just cut in, maybe he's maybe a 
father. 

633
00:43:54,008 --> 00:43:59,300
Moses, says this litter on, I 
have watched this but it was a 

634
00:43:59,300 --> 00:44:03,500
little last week. 
The The. 

635
00:44:04,900 --> 00:44:09,400
The problem really well. 
Okay, the main problem with the 

636
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:12,100
Protestant service with the 
smoke machine and the big bands 

637
00:44:12,100 --> 00:44:13,600
and the mega churches and all 
that stuff. 

638
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,000
Is that who are you giving your 
attention to? 

639
00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:19,600
Everyone there, even if they're 
in their mind, they're saying 

640
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:21,400
we're lifting this up to the 
glory of God. 

641
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:24,100
We're doing this for God. 
Right? 

642
00:44:24,100 --> 00:44:26,400
The reason why we're congregated
here and doing all these things 

643
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:30,600
is to exalt, God and abide in 
the Holy Spirit, and Whatever 

644
00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:33,900
those products might say. 
Even if that's the intention. 

645
00:44:33,900 --> 00:44:36,400
The the effect is pay attention 
to me. 

646
00:44:36,408 --> 00:44:37,500
Look at me, look at me, look at 
me, look at me. 

647
00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:41,800
Look at me, aren't I great? 
Isn't my rendition of bridge 

648
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:44,200
over smoke. 
Troubled Water, fantastic. 

649
00:44:48,100 --> 00:44:49,800
The pastor in these things are 
looking at me. 

650
00:44:49,808 --> 00:44:51,800
Look at me. 
Look at me isn't my speech? 

651
00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:54,000
Great. 
Don't deliver well. 

652
00:44:55,500 --> 00:44:59,400
Don't I Pace well on the stage 
and oh, silliness. 

653
00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:08,700
The fact that you have a pastor 
priest of church, father, he's 

654
00:45:08,700 --> 00:45:13,600
going to have presents. 
Of course, she's he's going to I

655
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:17,300
won't mention the, she's that 
seems a be taking over the 

656
00:45:17,308 --> 00:45:20,600
Protestant world, but He's going
to have presence, no matter 

657
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:26,600
what, because he's a priest. 
Kind of a big, he's kind of a 

658
00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:31,200
big deal in and of himself. 
He's leading the progression. 

659
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:36,700
He's Priest. 
But it's in a strange way. 

660
00:45:36,700 --> 00:45:40,700
It's not even about him. 
Or shouldn't be about him. 

661
00:45:42,300 --> 00:45:45,500
Priests would deliver a homily. 
Help the instruct, the church as

662
00:45:45,500 --> 00:45:47,800
instruct the laity. 
Good. 

663
00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:54,300
But is it really about him? 
How wonderful he can write a 

664
00:45:54,300 --> 00:45:56,900
homily? 
How how well the speaker he is? 

665
00:46:00,500 --> 00:46:05,800
It's the instruction. 
And it's all and the reason why 

666
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:10,000
you're being instructed is so 
that you can one, you can heal, 

667
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:14,200
you can heal your sins and heal 
your spiritual sicknesses. and 

668
00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:17,400
two so you can better, orientate
yourself to God. 

669
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:20,400
You know. 
The reason why you're there. 

670
00:46:22,100 --> 00:46:24,100
The big giant reason why you're 
there. 

671
00:46:27,100 --> 00:46:29,000
Otherwise, you could just stay 
home and listen to him and 

672
00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:32,100
whatever. 
Why go? 

673
00:46:32,900 --> 00:46:35,200
well we want to be part of 
something, we want to feel that 

674
00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:36,900
energy of being part of 
something and that's what 

675
00:46:36,900 --> 00:46:42,200
Fellowship out towards is partly
for But the journey actual 

676
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:45,500
ceremony your attention really 
should be on your prayer. 

677
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:50,400
And certain rituals, during 
during the Liturgy. 

678
00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:54,000
And during during sermons, Or 
Vespers Services. 

679
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,100
I should say. 
But really your attention is 

680
00:46:56,100 --> 00:46:59,800
towards God. 
Even your prayers are really 

681
00:46:59,808 --> 00:47:03,800
directing your thoughts. 
And your Your being towards God.

682
00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:13,800
God's going to do all the big 
stuff. if you think your priest 

683
00:47:13,800 --> 00:47:19,700
is going to fix your life, God 
fixes your life and he uses you 

684
00:47:19,700 --> 00:47:22,200
use it. 
There are instruments available 

685
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:31,000
to help that along. 
But yeah. you and this is again,

686
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:36,300
not You know, father Moses my 
own priests, all these men are 

687
00:47:36,308 --> 00:47:39,900
one of him beings. 
They should be respected and 

688
00:47:39,900 --> 00:47:41,900
giving given those giving their 
authorities. 

689
00:47:41,900 --> 00:47:49,500
That's not what I'm saying. 
I'm saying, is that God, created

690
00:47:49,500 --> 00:47:56,200
heaven and earth. 
That's where. 

691
00:47:56,900 --> 00:48:01,800
Your that's who you're appealing
to. and one of the ways you do 

692
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,600
that is by Respecting the 
higher, give the church. 

693
00:48:05,700 --> 00:48:11,100
Those who are chosen to lead. 
So you submit your authority to 

694
00:48:11,100 --> 00:48:12,800
the church and the church is 
Authority. 

695
00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:15,600
In many cases is your is your is
your is your priest. 

696
00:48:16,900 --> 00:48:22,700
That's it. 
So the problem with the 

697
00:48:22,707 --> 00:48:26,300
Protestant ceremonies, with all 
these bands and all the rest of 

698
00:48:26,300 --> 00:48:28,400
it is well who has Authority 
here. 

699
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:31,900
Who are you supposed to be 
giving? 

700
00:48:31,900 --> 00:48:34,200
Who are you supposed to be 
submitting to the band? 

701
00:48:34,900 --> 00:48:37,200
Smoke machine. 
Like, what, what who? 

702
00:48:39,100 --> 00:48:42,300
Why is why you're attention 
being drawn out of all these 

703
00:48:42,300 --> 00:48:46,400
things? 
seems kind of weird way to to 

704
00:48:46,400 --> 00:48:49,300
direct your attention and focus 
towards God. 

705
00:48:49,300 --> 00:48:54,400
You're worship to God. so, they 
look at the Chat for second. 

706
00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:58,500
So if you good ones why it's 
such to my wife and I just 

707
00:48:58,500 --> 00:49:00,000
watched this video this evening,
it's good one. 

708
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:04,200
Mike Hunt, says my great 
grandfather, had a great deal 

709
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:06,900
respect for the Russians 
probably because they smacked 

710
00:49:06,900 --> 00:49:09,100
around the autumns a few times 
and he loathe the Turks. 

711
00:49:09,100 --> 00:49:11,700
I saw I I don't I'm not a big 
Turkish fan myself. 

712
00:49:13,300 --> 00:49:15,800
It's in the blood. 
Organized Insanity says 

713
00:49:15,808 --> 00:49:17,100
everything. 
I've learned and continue to 

714
00:49:17,100 --> 00:49:20,200
learn about the Orthodox Church 
makes or Orthodoxy makes much 

715
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:23,600
more sense to me than I. 
And then how I was raised, it 

716
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:25,700
helps when you don't constantly 
contradict yourself. 

717
00:49:25,700 --> 00:49:29,100
Yes, Liberalism is the act of 
stacking up mental 

718
00:49:29,100 --> 00:49:32,500
contradictions in many churches 
of become liberalized in that 

719
00:49:32,500 --> 00:49:34,900
sense. 
And it's, it's a problem. 

720
00:49:37,400 --> 00:49:39,700
Studies is I had a Turkish 
driving instructor. 

721
00:49:41,100 --> 00:49:43,600
Don't let sweaty girl out drive 
any semis. 

722
00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:45,800
Let's just put it that way. 
Yeah, nothing that going on. 

723
00:49:46,700 --> 00:49:50,300
Appreciate you. 
And organizations I'm getting 

724
00:49:50,300 --> 00:49:51,500
closer to having the 
transportation. 

725
00:49:51,500 --> 00:49:53,600
I need to get to my nearest 
Orthodox Church. 

726
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:56,600
Very close. 
God bless, keep praying. 

727
00:49:57,600 --> 00:49:59,000
Okay, God will find a way to get
you there. 

728
00:50:00,100 --> 00:50:06,600
About work for me. 
So Organized, since the 

729
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:10,800
glorifies God, right? 
Yeah, of course glorifies God by

730
00:50:10,800 --> 00:50:14,900
glorifying the Production. 
We glorify the production to 

731
00:50:14,900 --> 00:50:16,900
glorify God somehow. 
It's just that's how it works, 

732
00:50:16,908 --> 00:50:17,800
right? 
Intermediaries. 

733
00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:23,100
It's just And organized says, 
they had a huge production of 

734
00:50:23,100 --> 00:50:26,400
the church when I was a kid. 
Had people swinging from ropes 

735
00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,800
and pulleys from the ceiling, 
all the end times. 

736
00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:31,300
It wasn't exactly helpful. 
Oh yeah. 

737
00:50:32,300 --> 00:50:36,000
Cirque du Soleil, but, you know,
Christians. 

738
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:38,900
Cirque du Soleil? 
Sounds sounds awful, really? 

739
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:47,000
I ended up leaving the church 
service because I just couldn't 

740
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:50,800
pray and I couldn't pray because
I couldn't think and I couldn't 

741
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:54,800
be present and I had become 
accustomed to being present in 

742
00:50:54,800 --> 00:50:57,200
prayer. 
I had become accustomed to being

743
00:50:57,200 --> 00:51:01,100
present in worship. 
You know, when a man wants to 

744
00:51:01,100 --> 00:51:05,000
connect with God, he doesn't go 
to a music concert, he doesn't 

745
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:07,200
go down into the city. 
He doesn't go to a Starbucks. 

746
00:51:08,300 --> 00:51:09,900
And go. 
I'm gonna connect with God. 

747
00:51:09,900 --> 00:51:11,800
While people are walking around 
and background. 

748
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:13,600
Music is playing and things are 
happening. 

749
00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:17,500
When a man wants to connect 
with, God, he goes to the woods,

750
00:51:17,500 --> 00:51:23,000
he goes to the mountains, he 
goes to a cabin, he turns off 

751
00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:25,600
the cell phone, he turns off the
notifications. 

752
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:30,700
He gets away from it all. 
Why? 

753
00:51:30,700 --> 00:51:33,100
So that he can be present and he
can focus. 

754
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:38,900
This is what the Western World 
doesn't understand saying the 

755
00:51:38,900 --> 00:51:41,300
God speaks in some speaks. 
In silence. 

756
00:51:41,300 --> 00:51:43,600
So it's in silence that we hear 
God. 

757
00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:51,000
About worship worship for a man 
is not emotional. 

758
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:56,600
When I say that, I don't mean 
that man isn't emotional. 

759
00:51:56,600 --> 00:52:02,000
Man is emotional. 
But he's not wanting to be 

760
00:52:02,000 --> 00:52:08,500
psychologically. 
Evoked into a state of emotional

761
00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:11,400
frenzy like a concert or 
something. 

762
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:15,300
To connect with God, that's not 
how men work. 

763
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:20,200
No, man ever leaves a service 
and says, oh wow, I wish they 

764
00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:23,400
had more drums. 
I wish they had more annoys. 

765
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:30,500
Men want to be silent with God. 
This is why when you look at the

766
00:52:30,508 --> 00:52:32,800
monks, I'm out those and I 
remember reading about this 

767
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:35,700
stuff there, they said that they
would go to sleep at whatever 

768
00:52:35,700 --> 00:52:40,500
6:00 at night. 
And then sleep for three hours, 

769
00:52:40,500 --> 00:52:44,100
maybe four hours, whatever and 
get up at 9 or 10 after it was 

770
00:52:44,100 --> 00:52:49,200
dark. after it was silent after 
the whole world and gone to 

771
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:53,300
sleep, when you can feel the 
gravitational pull, When you can

772
00:52:53,300 --> 00:52:57,100
sense, the Stars, the beauties 
of the heaven, the darkness. 

773
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:01,700
Where you can see the world at 
rest. 

774
00:53:02,500 --> 00:53:05,500
Peaceful. 
And these monks would get up and

775
00:53:05,500 --> 00:53:09,100
then they would start praying, 
and they would do these Jesus 

776
00:53:09,100 --> 00:53:14,500
prayers Lord, Jesus Christ have 
mercy on me on a Prayer rope and

777
00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:17,800
a very simple fashion. 
And it's interesting because 

778
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,700
people talk about in The Gospel 
making repetition of prayer. 

779
00:53:20,700 --> 00:53:25,400
What Christ is talking about is 
droning on with a bunch of words

780
00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:29,600
that don't mean anything to you.
A bunch of nonsense, a bunch of 

781
00:53:29,600 --> 00:53:33,800
filler. 
Talking to God where you're just

782
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:36,800
blabbering and eventually have 
nothing more to say after three 

783
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:40,100
minutes. 
What the monks were doing is 

784
00:53:40,100 --> 00:53:42,200
saying the Simplicity of the 
prayer. 

785
00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:44,600
Lord. 
Jesus Christ have mercy on me, 

786
00:53:44,600 --> 00:53:47,800
but they were saying each 
prayer. 

787
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:54,800
With intensity and focus. 
When a man prays like this in 

788
00:53:54,800 --> 00:53:58,300
the dark of night. 
When he stands before Christ, 

789
00:53:58,300 --> 00:54:03,500
when he opens up his heart to 
examine Nation. when he's in the

790
00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:09,400
presence of Christ, praying, 
this is worship. it's 

791
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:15,600
interesting because in the 
nightly prayers, I part of my 

792
00:54:15,607 --> 00:54:18,300
prayer rule. 
One of them asked forgiveness 

793
00:54:18,300 --> 00:54:19,800
for being distracted during 
prayers. 

794
00:54:19,800 --> 00:54:23,900
If you'd let worldly thoughts or
distractions and to your mind 

795
00:54:23,900 --> 00:54:26,800
while praying. 
So it's always good to know that

796
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:32,500
that Special, when interesting 
Tradition at this point and in 

797
00:54:32,500 --> 00:54:34,900
life, it's they've got this 
figured out. 

798
00:54:36,300 --> 00:54:41,700
They got this covered. 
You know. we know which ones 

799
00:54:41,700 --> 00:54:45,900
which which sends and 
distractions and things that you

800
00:54:45,900 --> 00:54:49,200
that we all fall into and it's 
better to ask for forgiveness 

801
00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:51,500
for all of them because you've 
likely committed a few of them 

802
00:54:51,500 --> 00:54:53,700
without even without even 
noticing your committing them. 

803
00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:58,600
Become so ingrained. 
So, so ritualized in some ways. 

804
00:54:58,600 --> 00:55:02,900
So forgiving in modern society, 
that is very easy to. 

805
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:05,300
To not even realize your 
sinning. 

806
00:55:06,300 --> 00:55:08,200
To, you know. 
You gotta. 

807
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:12,900
Part of the Redemption Arc. 
Is to change your life to be 

808
00:55:12,908 --> 00:55:14,700
radically changed by it to go 
180. 

809
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:19,900
And that oftentimes is a very 
harsh examination of what you 

810
00:55:19,900 --> 00:55:25,300
what you think is, okay? 
And realizing that it's not. 

811
00:55:25,300 --> 00:55:31,100
Okay, moldy says, only Jason 
makes me emotional the way. 

812
00:55:31,107 --> 00:55:33,200
He power washes, a bar and gets 
me every time. 

813
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:36,400
Well, stick around. 
We'll see how much energy I got.

814
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:39,000
But we'll go. 
We'll go, we'll go the distance.

815
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:41,700
And then at the end, if we still
have people hanging out, we'll 

816
00:55:41,700 --> 00:55:44,900
do some power washing because we
haven't done any power washing a

817
00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:46,800
while, if people don't know what
I'm talking about. 

818
00:55:46,800 --> 00:55:50,000
You, I'm a big fan of the power 
washer. 

819
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:52,400
Simulator number two is coming 
out once you're very excited 

820
00:55:52,400 --> 00:55:57,300
about this year, but if you, if 
you stick around, we'll hit some

821
00:55:57,300 --> 00:56:00,400
goals. 
Help me hit some goals, Philip 

822
00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:01,800
that make that red bar, go 
white. 

823
00:56:01,800 --> 00:56:04,400
And then, we'll, we'll talk 
about some power washing of the 

824
00:56:04,408 --> 00:56:08,600
end. 
So he says, I met a Quaker once 

825
00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:11,500
and asked him how these 
worshiped and he, and he said 

826
00:56:11,500 --> 00:56:14,600
they would all sit in their 
Church in silence for an hour 

827
00:56:14,600 --> 00:56:19,800
and that was service. 
Quakers are interesting people. 

828
00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:28,300
I don't know how sitting in 
silence for an hour. is really 

829
00:56:28,300 --> 00:56:31,500
service, but There'll be 
something I have to ask quicker 

830
00:56:31,500 --> 00:56:34,000
about. 
Organizing he says I know a lady

831
00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:37,000
that grew up Quaker she said it 
was interesting. 

832
00:56:38,700 --> 00:56:42,900
I dated a girl really briefly. 
Who was a Quaker? 

833
00:56:42,900 --> 00:56:46,600
I never really got. 
As never got into the theology 

834
00:56:46,600 --> 00:56:51,200
questions. 
This is what modern man. 

835
00:56:51,200 --> 00:56:55,200
Craves. 
He craves Stillness. 

836
00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:58,000
He craves a little bit of 
Silence. 

837
00:56:58,700 --> 00:57:04,500
The world is so noisy. 
The expectations for us as men 

838
00:57:04,500 --> 00:57:08,900
are unbelievable. 
They are tremendous. 

839
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:14,100
They are all consuming. 
They are notifications on your 

840
00:57:14,100 --> 00:57:18,000
phone and all hours of the day 
and all hours of the night and 

841
00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:21,400
places to be and scheduling and 
busyness. 

842
00:57:22,500 --> 00:57:25,200
And there's part of us as men 
that we want to work and we want

843
00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:27,100
to get things done, and that's 
fine. 

844
00:57:28,100 --> 00:57:32,600
But one more always like that. 
We know we're getting the 

845
00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:35,700
oxygen. 
You know, men need to run that 

846
00:57:35,700 --> 00:57:37,400
race and you need to work out 
their energy. 

847
00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:41,300
They need to work hard. 
But they all need to catch their

848
00:57:41,300 --> 00:57:44,300
breath. 
That's what worship is. 

849
00:57:45,400 --> 00:57:50,900
Worship is when man gets to be 
before his creator and a humbled

850
00:57:50,900 --> 00:57:55,400
State being present in prayer 
being present, with the things 

851
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:57,700
that he is speaking from the 
depths of his heart. 

852
00:57:58,700 --> 00:58:02,200
When he's reflecting on his life
and his choices and his 

853
00:58:02,200 --> 00:58:04,900
decisions. 
Or the future and the 

854
00:58:04,908 --> 00:58:09,700
uncertainty, the things that are
happening around him. when he's 

855
00:58:09,700 --> 00:58:14,900
just with God, when fathers 
connect with their sons, they 

856
00:58:14,900 --> 00:58:18,300
don't sit down. 
And just have a long 

857
00:58:18,308 --> 00:58:22,400
conversation, it may be part of 
the aspect of being a father, 

858
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:25,900
but if you're a father you 
understand a lot of being a 

859
00:58:25,900 --> 00:58:29,700
father is just being with your 
boys or with your girl's. 

860
00:58:29,700 --> 00:58:33,000
I mean I have a daughter and 
it's What I realized maybe it 

861
00:58:33,000 --> 00:58:37,600
has partly how I was raised in. 
My remember is that you you 

862
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:40,600
remember certain lessons, and 
you remember certain talks and 

863
00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:44,500
instances with your, with your 
parents, or your, my case, my 

864
00:58:44,500 --> 00:58:47,700
grandfather, But it really, what
you? 

865
00:58:47,700 --> 00:58:51,400
What I'm left with the overall 
impression. 

866
00:58:52,500 --> 00:58:54,100
That I'm left with her, or I 
can. 

867
00:58:55,300 --> 00:58:58,100
Let my mind live. 
Sometimes is just being with 

868
00:58:58,100 --> 00:59:00,200
him. 
You know, there's a comforting 

869
00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:02,100
security which is being with 
him. 

870
00:59:03,500 --> 00:59:05,000
And that's what you end up 
emulating. 

871
00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:09,900
In some ways. 
This Sarah from Sarah of quote, 

872
00:59:09,900 --> 00:59:15,700
which is a peaceful peaceful 
Hearts saves 1,000 Souls. 

873
00:59:19,300 --> 00:59:21,000
And it's true. 
The more peaceful, the more 

874
00:59:21,008 --> 00:59:23,200
relaxed. 
And the more together you are. 

875
00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:27,700
And I don't mean just like, you 
get in stuff done and data your 

876
00:59:27,700 --> 00:59:29,900
to-do list is always ticked off?
No, no. 

877
00:59:29,900 --> 00:59:32,600
It's like it's, it's, it's, it's
how you're handling the world. 

878
00:59:35,000 --> 00:59:38,600
You know what am I entries? 
The thing that really softened 

879
00:59:38,600 --> 00:59:43,500
me with for towards religion. 
That was right after my daughter

880
00:59:43,508 --> 00:59:45,200
was born. 
And I realized I had this angry 

881
00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:50,700
these anger issues as rage 
That's not very attractive. 

882
00:59:50,700 --> 00:59:54,600
It's it's quite embarrassing. 
you know, he just there's a 

883
00:59:54,600 --> 01:00:00,400
there's a Saying here in 
Australia saying like, you spit 

884
01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:03,400
the dummy and dummy means a 
pacifier, it's like a toddler 

885
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:06,800
having a fit. 
And that's kind of, if you're 

886
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,100
really, if you pull him back and
watching it really listen to 

887
01:00:09,100 --> 01:00:10,100
yourself, that's kind of what 
you're doing. 

888
01:00:10,900 --> 01:00:12,900
You know, here's a grown man. 
You're a grown man. 

889
01:00:12,900 --> 01:00:14,900
Who's supposed to be in control 
of his faculties and there you 

890
01:00:14,900 --> 01:00:17,200
are. 
You know all about stupidness? 

891
01:00:18,900 --> 01:00:24,200
Why? 
Things are not as as you would 

892
01:00:24,200 --> 01:00:26,400
like it, there's your pride 
being attacked. 

893
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:29,900
Someone's said something to you 
that you know how dare they say 

894
01:00:29,900 --> 01:00:34,000
that to me. 
How dare they disrespect me? 

895
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:38,500
Maybe it's your wife, maybe it's
a loved one, maybe it's some 

896
01:00:38,500 --> 01:00:40,600
stranger some schmuck on the 
street, whatever. 

897
01:00:41,900 --> 01:00:44,800
We take it personally because 
we, we take it person because 

898
01:00:44,800 --> 01:00:46,900
we're so centered about 
ourselves. 

899
01:00:48,700 --> 01:00:50,300
That we don't ever just let it 
go. 

900
01:00:52,700 --> 01:00:56,800
At least anger, resentments. 
Desire for vengeance. 

901
01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:05,500
I'm just gonna, Most of this 
life really isn't about you. 

902
01:01:07,300 --> 01:01:09,900
Just like a church service. 
It's not really about you. 

903
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:14,300
Have some someone's nasty toes 
because they're maybe they're 

904
01:01:14,300 --> 01:01:16,600
nasty person. 
Maybe they're doing, they're 

905
01:01:16,600 --> 01:01:20,600
supper some stuff. 
You know, this is the same Sarah

906
01:01:20,600 --> 01:01:23,800
from Rose quote, is that the 
proper position for all 

907
01:01:23,800 --> 01:01:25,200
Christians? 
Believe that you are the worst 

908
01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:28,900
Christian. 
Make us chooses for everybody 

909
01:01:28,900 --> 01:01:32,500
else, Christian and on. 
Excuse their behavior. 

910
01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:35,600
In some ways, find forgiveness. 
constraint on yourself because 

911
01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:38,800
the only person who can control 
your sins, your passions is you 

912
01:01:42,900 --> 01:01:45,200
And if you let them affect you, 
that's you, that's you letting 

913
01:01:45,200 --> 01:01:48,500
you letting that happen. 
Sort of prototype back into what

914
01:01:48,500 --> 01:01:52,200
father, Moses is saying here is 
that the distractions of the 

915
01:01:52,207 --> 01:01:55,600
world and sometimes they're 
necessary distractions. 

916
01:01:56,400 --> 01:02:00,600
They, they, we use them as a 
substitute for the, for the 

917
01:02:00,600 --> 01:02:03,600
internal question, why? 
Why do I want this? 

918
01:02:05,000 --> 01:02:06,400
I want to be successful. 
Well why? 

919
01:02:07,300 --> 01:02:10,300
I want to have a house. 
Why my wife a child? 

920
01:02:10,300 --> 01:02:11,600
Why why do you want these 
things? 

921
01:02:12,600 --> 01:02:15,100
Now, maybe that's self-evident 
well because they're good things

922
01:02:15,100 --> 01:02:16,800
to have and we ought to have 
these things. 

923
01:02:17,600 --> 01:02:19,800
Continuing the human race and 
all that kind of stuff. 

924
01:02:21,100 --> 01:02:25,300
Sure. 
But many men have opted out. 

925
01:02:25,300 --> 01:02:28,700
When you monastic sir opting 
out, they don't have a house. 

926
01:02:29,600 --> 01:02:33,200
They don't have wife or child. 
And living. 

927
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:35,900
Holy cave. 
Pray for Humanity. 

928
01:02:35,900 --> 01:02:39,900
So there's options out there. 
There's many other men, you 

929
01:02:39,900 --> 01:02:42,700
know, priests and all the rest 
of it, but who never get 

930
01:02:42,700 --> 01:02:45,400
married, who stay married to 
church, if you're in Catholic 

931
01:02:45,400 --> 01:02:49,500
tradition or other men who just 
never do that but but work 

932
01:02:49,500 --> 01:02:54,400
tirelessly and do great works 
outside of a marriage and 

933
01:02:54,400 --> 01:02:57,100
children. 
So There are options. 

934
01:02:57,100 --> 01:03:00,600
So, the question you have to ask
yourself constantly is why do I 

935
01:03:00,600 --> 01:03:02,800
want these things? 
Not just because they're good 

936
01:03:02,800 --> 01:03:06,000
and they're good to have and 
continuation, human race, Etc. 

937
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:11,900
But specifically with you me, 
why Who you emulating? 

938
01:03:14,700 --> 01:03:18,000
Why do you think? 
Why do you think you ought to 

939
01:03:18,000 --> 01:03:20,300
have these things? 
You know, how is for example, 

940
01:03:20,300 --> 01:03:25,400
the big thing I hear quite often
people moaning you know, can't 

941
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:28,600
afford a house, you know, like 
yes, I understand the economic 

942
01:03:28,600 --> 01:03:32,000
situation out there is is dire 
and has been, it's been screwed 

943
01:03:32,000 --> 01:03:36,400
up by not very nice people, so 
fair But here's a big question. 

944
01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:38,900
Maybe you should ask yourself, 
why do you want a house? 

945
01:03:40,700 --> 01:03:43,700
How is there a? 
Can be a pain in the ass. 

946
01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:48,800
I'm not saying you shouldn't 
want one. 

947
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:51,300
I'm just asking you. 
Why do you want one? 

948
01:03:52,300 --> 01:03:54,800
Why do you know? 
Well, you know we can't get a 

949
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,300
date, can't can't find a wife, 
why do you want to wife? 

950
01:03:58,800 --> 01:04:01,900
See how houses. 
Can be a lot of work. 

951
01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:08,200
Be a pain, the hip. 
Kids. 

952
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:13,400
Kids are wonderful. 
I I wouldn't trade in being 

953
01:04:13,400 --> 01:04:16,300
married or having a house or 
having a daughter for anything. 

954
01:04:17,400 --> 01:04:19,300
Specifically being married and 
having a daughter. 

955
01:04:21,100 --> 01:04:22,600
And I didn't ask the question. 
Why? 

956
01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:26,500
Before I know the answer now? 
I can speak personally it's 

957
01:04:26,500 --> 01:04:29,700
because it makes me want to be 
better. 

958
01:04:32,000 --> 01:04:35,500
It gives me a higher purpose. 
Other than myself. 

959
01:04:37,300 --> 01:04:42,000
To orientate myself with. 
And when, you know, again 

960
01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:45,000
personally, once that happened, 
then I also needed the church. 

961
01:04:45,008 --> 01:04:48,100
I needed God as the even higher 
positioning. 

962
01:04:50,300 --> 01:04:52,700
Because it's all fine and good 
to say well my my greater good. 

963
01:04:52,700 --> 01:04:56,000
My point of meaning is my wife 
and my child and that's 

964
01:04:56,000 --> 01:04:58,900
wonderful but you know again 
things can happen. 

965
01:04:58,900 --> 01:05:02,800
Your wife could divorce you or 
leave you or you know die or 

966
01:05:02,800 --> 01:05:05,600
someone of that child could have
to do the same. 

967
01:05:05,600 --> 01:05:09,500
And then what do you love with? 
and even if we don't take the 

968
01:05:09,500 --> 01:05:17,000
extreme situation, you are not. 
Your wife and you will speak of 

969
01:05:17,000 --> 01:05:21,400
marriage. your wife and yourself
entering this relationship and 

970
01:05:21,400 --> 01:05:27,600
it's it's a unique relationship.
Are you living together? 

971
01:05:27,600 --> 01:05:30,600
You raise a child together. 
Paying all the bills and all 

972
01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:34,300
that stuff. 
But you have to you have to 

973
01:05:34,300 --> 01:05:40,500
manage the A the changes in your
life and the changes in you, 

974
01:05:40,500 --> 01:05:46,600
whether there's other person. 
And while modern society, in the

975
01:05:46,607 --> 01:05:48,800
west has made it, able to be 
able to walk away from these 

976
01:05:48,800 --> 01:05:50,900
kind of relationships relatively
easy. 

977
01:05:53,100 --> 01:05:56,100
That's not a proper way of 
living your life. 

978
01:05:59,700 --> 01:06:03,700
Having that kind of permanency. 
A relationship that you are 

979
01:06:03,700 --> 01:06:07,400
going to fight for. 
You're going to deal with it. 

980
01:06:10,500 --> 01:06:12,900
You're going to go to bed, angry
sometimes or maybe not, that's 

981
01:06:12,900 --> 01:06:15,900
your rule, whatever. 
You're going to have periods in 

982
01:06:15,900 --> 01:06:17,300
time where you're like, is it 
over? 

983
01:06:17,300 --> 01:06:20,900
I don't know. 
You're gonna face troubles and 

984
01:06:20,900 --> 01:06:23,900
tribulations, that's why the 
vows are in sickness and health.

985
01:06:24,800 --> 01:06:28,200
Till death do us part. 
Well, when you make that kind of

986
01:06:28,207 --> 01:06:31,500
vouch yourself and to God, 
hopefully but even just yourself

987
01:06:31,500 --> 01:06:33,300
like, I'm going to see this 
through. 

988
01:06:35,700 --> 01:06:42,000
That gives you wonderful 
parameters in your life. so, 

989
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:48,500
when your wife, Your help meet. 
The coined, the phrase. 

990
01:06:49,700 --> 01:06:54,400
Is kicking up a fuss. 
You have to examine it and go. 

991
01:06:54,400 --> 01:06:58,100
Well, maybe she's right. 
She might have a point. 

992
01:07:00,200 --> 01:07:01,600
Gorilla biscuit says going to 
bed. 

993
01:07:01,600 --> 01:07:02,700
Good night, thanks for having 
me. 

994
01:07:02,700 --> 01:07:03,800
God bless God. 
Bless you. 

995
01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:06,400
Thank you for all love and 
support. 

996
01:07:11,400 --> 01:07:15,600
You have to at least listen. 
To her. 

997
01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:19,300
Because you're in this with her 
till the end. 

998
01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:25,300
You make that kind of 
commitment. and if you're you're

999
01:07:25,300 --> 01:07:26,800
being honest and you're honest 
person. 

1000
01:07:26,800 --> 01:07:31,800
Well, Then you're in you're 
you're gonna ride and die with 

1001
01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:33,200
it. 
Say with your kid. 

1002
01:07:35,600 --> 01:07:36,800
You have to live your children 
to the end. 

1003
01:07:37,700 --> 01:07:40,700
No matter what they do, how they
do it, you're gonna have to love

1004
01:07:40,700 --> 01:07:43,900
them. 
Always find a space in your 

1005
01:07:43,908 --> 01:07:47,500
heart for them. 
That's going to be well. 

1006
01:07:48,200 --> 01:07:50,400
Paying off the child. 
Of course, be difficult. 

1007
01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:55,300
Be present. 
That's really typical. 

1008
01:07:56,300 --> 01:07:59,600
And the way so many ways you can
you practice this, if you are 

1009
01:07:59,600 --> 01:08:01,700
younger men and you don't have 
the wife and you don't have the 

1010
01:08:01,700 --> 01:08:03,600
kid, you don't have the house, 
you don't have, you don't have, 

1011
01:08:03,600 --> 01:08:08,800
you don't have go to liturgy. 
Because you know what? 

1012
01:08:08,800 --> 01:08:11,700
Your practice in liturgy, all 
those things commitment. 

1013
01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:17,100
Attentiveness. 
You're listen. 

1014
01:08:18,100 --> 01:08:21,500
You're making commitments. 
Unbreakable commitments. 

1015
01:08:24,000 --> 01:08:25,800
Hell or high water. 
You're going to get to church? 

1016
01:08:31,600 --> 01:08:36,700
That's a good practice. 
So that when you do have your 

1017
01:08:36,700 --> 01:08:40,600
wife and your child of God bless
you with these things, your 

1018
01:08:40,600 --> 01:08:41,600
house. 
All these things you have to be 

1019
01:08:41,600 --> 01:08:45,100
attentive to and you have to 
sacrifice your time, your 

1020
01:08:45,100 --> 01:08:47,800
energy, your tensions. 
You got to know can't play the 

1021
01:08:47,800 --> 01:08:50,399
video game for 12 hours. 
You got, put it down, you gotta 

1022
01:08:50,399 --> 01:08:52,800
go, you know, listen to your 
kid. 

1023
01:08:53,500 --> 01:08:55,899
Your five year old talk about 
five year old stuff which, you 

1024
01:08:55,899 --> 01:09:02,899
know, riveting is. 
It is Make it a point, he 

1025
01:09:02,899 --> 01:09:05,000
present. 
Because they're not going to be 

1026
01:09:05,000 --> 01:09:09,399
that kid every forever. 
Enjoy every single minute of it.

1027
01:09:11,100 --> 01:09:13,300
Even this stuff. 
You don't want to enjoy the 

1028
01:09:13,300 --> 01:09:14,700
stuff. 
That's pretty tough to enjoy, 

1029
01:09:14,700 --> 01:09:22,200
it's not enjoyable. if you gets,
Stomach stomach, flu and puking 

1030
01:09:22,200 --> 01:09:24,100
all over the house. 
It's like not a party. 

1031
01:09:27,100 --> 01:09:28,600
But you can be of service to 
somebody. 

1032
01:09:29,399 --> 01:09:32,899
Who depends on you? 
There's your responsibility. 

1033
01:09:34,800 --> 01:09:37,300
Meet that responsibility each 
and every day, each and every 

1034
01:09:37,300 --> 01:09:41,399
way find new ways of doing that.
See where that takes you. 

1035
01:09:46,700 --> 01:09:48,000
And you know that's I think 
that's a better. 

1036
01:09:48,008 --> 01:09:52,500
It's a better answer to the why 
then we'll go to make sure the 

1037
01:09:52,500 --> 01:09:57,700
white race stays around on Earth
and stuff like that's like, I 

1038
01:09:57,700 --> 01:10:02,900
get it, man. 
I get it. but at the same time, 

1039
01:10:02,900 --> 01:10:06,600
that's that's a heavy thing to 
put on yourself, the existence 

1040
01:10:06,600 --> 01:10:12,800
of humanity Okay. 
What else you want to do? 

1041
01:10:12,800 --> 01:10:14,500
What else? 
What other magic tricks you want

1042
01:10:14,500 --> 01:10:18,600
to pull off today? 
Not concentrate on what what's 

1043
01:10:18,600 --> 01:10:19,500
in front of you as much as 
possible? 

1044
01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:26,600
Things together. 
And accomplishing things and 

1045
01:10:26,600 --> 01:10:32,400
tackling projects. 
And that's what man desires from

1046
01:10:32,400 --> 01:10:35,800
his Heavenly Father. 
He wants to be present with him.

1047
01:10:37,900 --> 01:10:39,700
He wants to know that. 
God is there. 

1048
01:10:39,700 --> 01:10:44,800
He wants to know that Christ. 
Is going through the struggles 

1049
01:10:44,800 --> 01:10:49,500
with him. 
He wants to know that he's loved

1050
01:10:49,500 --> 01:10:54,500
and that he's a for who he is. 
He wants to feel that 

1051
01:10:54,500 --> 01:11:00,700
connection. 
What the West has lost is this 

1052
01:11:00,700 --> 01:11:04,500
connection to God. 
It's about noise. 

1053
01:11:04,500 --> 01:11:07,400
It's about performance. 
It's about emotion. 

1054
01:11:08,700 --> 01:11:11,400
Evoking something that you're 
not feeling. 

1055
01:11:12,700 --> 01:11:17,700
Trying to put something on 
display or use some words or 

1056
01:11:17,700 --> 01:11:20,700
some terminology to push you 
emotionally. 

1057
01:11:22,000 --> 01:11:26,500
To stir your mind. 
But that's all manipulation. 

1058
01:11:28,900 --> 01:11:31,800
And men in their hearts. 
They know that that's why they 

1059
01:11:31,800 --> 01:11:34,400
can't. 
Give themselves over to it. 

1060
01:11:36,900 --> 01:11:39,200
Real men need the Divine 
Liturgy. 

1061
01:11:40,900 --> 01:11:42,800
They need to be in the presence 
of God. 

1062
01:11:42,800 --> 01:11:47,100
They need to know that God is 
there, and they need to be still

1063
01:11:47,100 --> 01:11:50,000
in their souls. 
They need to be comfortable 

1064
01:11:50,000 --> 01:11:54,000
standing in their space and just
being present. 

1065
01:11:55,500 --> 01:11:59,900
Not having a bunch of thoughts. 
Not having quote unquote, a 

1066
01:11:59,900 --> 01:12:04,900
bunch of feelings. 
But just being there with God 

1067
01:12:04,900 --> 01:12:09,100
and connecting. 
Its powerful point. 

1068
01:12:11,000 --> 01:12:15,100
Piece is a word concept. 
Fouls work. 

1069
01:12:15,100 --> 01:12:16,100
Concept fallacy. 
The day. 

1070
01:12:16,100 --> 01:12:19,800
Peace. 
Because we often as we use peace

1071
01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:22,500
and terms of War, right? 
Physical involvements. 

1072
01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:27,000
But a peaceful heart. 
What is? 

1073
01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:33,000
saying Sarah from Sarah mean by 
that, it's not just hear a man. 

1074
01:12:33,008 --> 01:12:37,100
You're, you're an engines and 
you're an engine of violence. 

1075
01:12:37,100 --> 01:12:42,300
You're are part of our fallen 
nature is violence. 

1076
01:12:44,600 --> 01:12:48,400
So, feature, not a bug. 
The bug of creation, let's say, 

1077
01:12:48,400 --> 01:12:50,300
but Post Falls that's part of 
us. 

1078
01:12:52,900 --> 01:12:55,300
We can make violence sacred or 
you can make it profane. 

1079
01:12:55,900 --> 01:12:57,900
By either way, it's something 
that we have to contend with. 

1080
01:12:57,900 --> 01:13:02,500
And as a man especially, we are 
uniquely built to deliver some 

1081
01:13:02,500 --> 01:13:06,500
great, a violence. 
Perfected. 

1082
01:13:09,900 --> 01:13:13,200
And violence doesn't necessarily
have to be a punch in the nose. 

1083
01:13:15,500 --> 01:13:18,800
It can be all the other thoughts
and inclinations and desires 

1084
01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:23,000
that lead to the punch the nose,
or lead us to cheer the punch of

1085
01:13:23,000 --> 01:13:25,000
nose. 
It all stand around. 

1086
01:13:25,000 --> 01:13:27,500
Watch a man throwing stones. 
And oh yes. 

1087
01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:29,900
What a virtuous righteous man he
is. 

1088
01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:40,200
Throwing stones are behalf. so 
much of the modern world because

1089
01:13:40,200 --> 01:13:43,200
it's all about, you know, don't 
mean right here, these terms 

1090
01:13:43,200 --> 01:13:46,200
excitement, Get you all riled 
up. 

1091
01:13:47,200 --> 01:13:53,700
But we're know where to put it. 
We've figured out through 

1092
01:13:53,700 --> 01:13:59,100
Christendom about transference. 
You Chris will say. 

1093
01:14:00,100 --> 01:14:02,600
Is a transference of, of human 
sacrifice. 

1094
01:14:03,700 --> 01:14:10,000
It's we View. 
God. you know, of its bread and 

1095
01:14:10,008 --> 01:14:17,300
the wine of my body, my blood 
From more of a strictly. 

1096
01:14:19,000 --> 01:14:24,700
anthropological ether pathology 
That word. 

1097
01:14:25,400 --> 01:14:27,300
Raise Your Heart does a lot of 
work on this, right? 

1098
01:14:27,300 --> 01:14:29,700
Understanding the nature of 
human sacrifice. 

1099
01:14:29,700 --> 01:14:31,500
Basically in ancient Pagan and 
other. 

1100
01:14:32,400 --> 01:14:36,400
Religious ceremonies specially 
Hindus or brahmins sex. 

1101
01:14:39,100 --> 01:14:44,500
The office in times sacrificing 
evolves, eating as a food aspect

1102
01:14:44,500 --> 01:14:50,500
to it, imbuing. so, quite often 
in Let's say. 

1103
01:14:52,100 --> 01:14:57,100
The more Pagan world. a human 
sacrifice would be a company 

1104
01:14:57,108 --> 01:15:04,900
with acts of Canada was We see 
this transference now both in 

1105
01:15:04,900 --> 01:15:07,000
the story of Abraham and then 
later on with Christ Abraham. 

1106
01:15:07,000 --> 01:15:11,500
You know, God tells Abraham to 
sacrifice his son comes down and

1107
01:15:11,500 --> 01:15:14,300
says, no, don't sacrifices on. 
In fact, and sacrifice Ram. 

1108
01:15:14,300 --> 01:15:17,800
Take that as a story, there's 
many parts of that story. 

1109
01:15:17,800 --> 01:15:21,200
But specifically from that one 
aspect is now a commandant said,

1110
01:15:21,200 --> 01:15:24,400
there will be no human sacrifice
going forward. 

1111
01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:28,100
If there was a commandment 
against laws against before now 

1112
01:15:28,100 --> 01:15:32,900
it's going forward, the children
of Abraham will not do that. you

1113
01:15:32,900 --> 01:15:35,100
can sacrifice animals and if 
you're going to do a sacrifice, 

1114
01:15:37,300 --> 01:15:40,300
And then of course, Christ comes
and says, we're no more animals 

1115
01:15:40,300 --> 01:15:44,400
sacrifices. 
Even In fact, you're not going 

1116
01:15:44,400 --> 01:15:46,200
to sacrifice to God, in that 
sense. 

1117
01:15:46,200 --> 01:15:52,400
You're going to imbue. 
The. 

1118
01:15:55,300 --> 01:15:59,700
So that is this transference. 
Eating itself is violence. 

1119
01:16:01,000 --> 01:16:04,100
You don't even eating, you know,
vegans or doing violence with 

1120
01:16:04,100 --> 01:16:06,600
their mouth. 
Mashing and tearing. 

1121
01:16:07,900 --> 01:16:10,400
Digestive juices. 
The whole thing is quite 

1122
01:16:10,400 --> 01:16:13,500
violent. 
And what we've done in 

1123
01:16:13,500 --> 01:16:17,700
Christendom is found other ways 
to transfer that violence. 

1124
01:16:19,100 --> 01:16:21,200
Further and further away from 
direct forms. 

1125
01:16:23,100 --> 01:16:25,700
We you know, one of the great 
things of the printing, press 

1126
01:16:25,700 --> 01:16:28,400
great, bad, whatever, however 
you feel about it is that 

1127
01:16:28,400 --> 01:16:31,300
transference of violence from 
physicality into the word. 

1128
01:16:33,200 --> 01:16:36,200
So we can you know read this 
early violent of violence 

1129
01:16:36,200 --> 01:16:39,700
stories. 
Get riled up. 

1130
01:16:43,100 --> 01:16:46,200
By The Narrative, but then have 
catharsis in the story. 

1131
01:16:47,500 --> 01:16:49,800
Flash Forge and more, modern 
versions, you have, you know, 

1132
01:16:49,808 --> 01:16:53,800
video games, kids playing video 
games and chat in chat rooms and

1133
01:16:53,800 --> 01:16:56,800
stuff of that saying, all kinds 
of violent, horrible nasty. 

1134
01:16:56,800 --> 01:17:00,300
Things while committing, you 
know, Virtual violence. 

1135
01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:05,100
Again, transference away from 
the physical world. 

1136
01:17:08,300 --> 01:17:09,800
Now we can say that that's good 
or bad. 

1137
01:17:11,300 --> 01:17:15,800
I think there's plus minuses on 
these things. but this was the 

1138
01:17:16,500 --> 01:17:20,200
The direction we were going. 
And one of the, I think the 

1139
01:17:20,200 --> 01:17:23,400
biggest missteps, the last 
really the last 20, 30 years, 

1140
01:17:23,400 --> 01:17:27,200
but over the last 60 years of 
his devouring mother aspect has 

1141
01:17:27,200 --> 01:17:32,100
been trying to Tamp down on all 
expressions of masculinity and 

1142
01:17:32,100 --> 01:17:35,400
specifically a violence. 
So that transference so now of 

1143
01:17:35,400 --> 01:17:37,600
course, with the gamer 
situation, you know, longer 

1144
01:17:37,600 --> 01:17:40,500
allowed to say the No-No words, 
we're going to police you 

1145
01:17:40,500 --> 01:17:43,300
bullying and all that stuff. 
Oh no, can't have any of that. 

1146
01:17:45,900 --> 01:17:48,100
Because you gotta protect the 
children agent, they're going to

1147
01:17:48,100 --> 01:17:50,700
grow up to be toxic men and all 
these other things. 

1148
01:17:50,700 --> 01:17:55,200
But by removing that, That 
transference. 

1149
01:17:56,300 --> 01:18:00,700
From physical violence or from 
acts of let's say more materials

1150
01:18:00,700 --> 01:18:05,500
into let's say a virtual space. 
We we don't get rid of it, we're

1151
01:18:05,500 --> 01:18:09,200
just putting a it's a pressure 
valve. now, the pressure is 

1152
01:18:09,200 --> 01:18:16,900
building people don't have other
ways of expressing this. for 

1153
01:18:16,900 --> 01:18:18,700
certain to see this course in 
England and maybe the other 

1154
01:18:18,708 --> 01:18:24,300
places, this sort of panopticon,
Armed against expression. 

1155
01:18:26,100 --> 01:18:29,700
So, you're not allowed to say 
what you feel about certain 

1156
01:18:29,700 --> 01:18:33,100
things happening. 
Government policies, Etc. 

1157
01:18:34,300 --> 01:18:36,800
And you know what to speak of. 
They're all out of speak of 

1158
01:18:36,800 --> 01:18:38,900
certain groups. 
Not a lot of these certain 

1159
01:18:38,900 --> 01:18:41,900
words. 
Perhaps we can say that's just, 

1160
01:18:41,900 --> 01:18:45,600
you know, being polite and 
living in polite Society. 

1161
01:18:45,600 --> 01:18:47,500
Okay, well that's a trojan 
horse. 

1162
01:18:47,500 --> 01:18:51,800
What it really is doing again is
that tamping down of any form of

1163
01:18:51,800 --> 01:18:55,300
violence and if, as long as it 
and I would posit this position 

1164
01:18:55,300 --> 01:18:58,400
and tell me I'm wrong in the 
comments or something like that,

1165
01:18:58,407 --> 01:19:04,300
but Without any other mechanisms
to control for this thing, 

1166
01:19:04,300 --> 01:19:07,800
removing violence from the 
physical and into, let's say a 

1167
01:19:07,800 --> 01:19:14,700
more virtual non-physical realm.
Overall, probably a good idea. 

1168
01:19:16,200 --> 01:19:20,800
Probably pretty good. 
The only downside really on this

1169
01:19:20,800 --> 01:19:29,000
is that it it defends your men. 
So that as long as you're living

1170
01:19:29,000 --> 01:19:33,400
in a society where everyone is 
defanged more or less and is 

1171
01:19:33,400 --> 01:19:36,200
only projecting their violence 
into areas where they can't 

1172
01:19:36,200 --> 01:19:43,300
really do that much real harm. 
Then good. but when you start 

1173
01:19:43,300 --> 01:19:47,400
introducing elements into your 
Society who haven't been 

1174
01:19:47,400 --> 01:19:51,700
defanged, catch a little bit 
unawares. 

1175
01:19:52,700 --> 01:19:56,400
Catch a sleeping. 
Someone said recently. 

1176
01:19:56,400 --> 01:20:04,900
And so I was watching that The 
the downside I'll say it this 

1177
01:20:04,900 --> 01:20:09,000
way this was an accurate to the 
quote so please don't ask me one

1178
01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:11,900
of the consequences. 
Let's say of Christians is that 

1179
01:20:11,900 --> 01:20:15,300
we're naive. 
Duty. 

1180
01:20:15,300 --> 01:20:21,800
I know we are looking for the 
best in people. and expecting 

1181
01:20:21,800 --> 01:20:24,700
the best in people in some way, 
shape, or form and some times 

1182
01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:34,300
were encountering people who 
That might be a bad idea. you 

1183
01:20:34,300 --> 01:20:39,100
know, this is why I say, The 
spirit of this vengeful, son, 

1184
01:20:39,100 --> 01:20:42,700
this this movement towards the 
technical father Reawakening. 

1185
01:20:44,000 --> 01:20:46,800
The problem with it is using the
feel good for many people 

1186
01:20:46,800 --> 01:20:50,100
because they're seeing these 
injustices, they feel neutered. 

1187
01:20:50,100 --> 01:20:52,300
They feel as if they can't do 
anything about it. 

1188
01:20:52,300 --> 01:20:55,200
And now, and I think suddenly 
you're going to start seeing 

1189
01:20:55,200 --> 01:20:56,900
people start doing stuff about 
it. 

1190
01:20:58,200 --> 01:20:59,700
It's going to encourage more 
people to do other things about 

1191
01:20:59,700 --> 01:21:02,300
it. 
And so on and so on and so on 

1192
01:21:02,300 --> 01:21:04,900
and so on. 
Until the Beggars response from.

1193
01:21:06,500 --> 01:21:09,800
From the authorities and they'll
do their violence. 

1194
01:21:13,000 --> 01:21:18,400
We're caught in this Loop. 
Because the adversary doesn't 

1195
01:21:18,400 --> 01:21:21,300
care, how he gets you. 
Just wants to get you. 

1196
01:21:23,100 --> 01:21:24,100
Watch your feet in those 
Passions. 

1197
01:21:25,100 --> 01:21:29,700
Me me, me me. 
I I well, we'll get back to Carl

1198
01:21:29,700 --> 01:21:33,900
in a second, but that idea of, 
you know, britishness Church of 

1199
01:21:33,900 --> 01:21:38,500
England. 
Well, It says, England. as 

1200
01:21:38,500 --> 01:21:43,300
historical Roots, I must 
therefore Champion it Without 

1201
01:21:43,300 --> 01:21:49,100
challenging it. even if The 
concept of England is now being 

1202
01:21:49,100 --> 01:21:52,000
an English and British is now 
been so hollowed out. 

1203
01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:56,900
By liberalism itself. 
Because he's going to transcend.

1204
01:21:56,900 --> 01:21:59,100
You're going to liberate 
yourself from all categories 

1205
01:21:59,100 --> 01:22:02,400
from all oppressions. 
Well, if the term of British can

1206
01:22:02,400 --> 01:22:06,800
oppress one man, Then it must be
done away with it must liberate 

1207
01:22:06,800 --> 01:22:11,400
ourselves from these categories.
From Nations itself. 

1208
01:22:13,800 --> 01:22:16,900
From all order tradition. 
Good. 

1209
01:22:16,900 --> 01:22:19,100
The Good, The Beautiful true 
transcend that. 

1210
01:22:22,300 --> 01:22:25,000
Into this mush that we existed 
now. 

1211
01:22:27,100 --> 01:22:31,100
Which is also, I think why 
people are returning or you know

1212
01:22:31,100 --> 01:22:34,100
any young men are seeking 
they're seeking truth or seeking

1213
01:22:34,100 --> 01:22:36,800
permanents, they're seeking The 
Good, The Beautiful the true and

1214
01:22:36,800 --> 01:22:41,500
they're finding it in Orthodoxy.
Because it Orthodoxy, does it 

1215
01:22:41,508 --> 01:22:46,800
very well? 
I pray for every man who sees 

1216
01:22:46,800 --> 01:22:50,200
this video. 
That you would take the 

1217
01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:52,300
opportunity to go to a Divine 
Liturgy. 

1218
01:22:52,300 --> 01:22:55,600
If you have the opportunity, go 
to a monastery. 

1219
01:22:56,600 --> 01:23:02,100
Go to an evening service. 
Stand in the church and be 

1220
01:23:02,108 --> 01:23:07,800
silent and be present with God. 
And fix your mind on nothing but

1221
01:23:07,800 --> 01:23:11,300
him alone. 
The hymn be all glory, honor and

1222
01:23:11,300 --> 01:23:13,700
worship the Father, the Son, and
the Holy Spirit. 

1223
01:23:13,700 --> 01:23:16,400
Amen. 
Christ has risen. 

1224
01:23:19,100 --> 01:23:21,100
All right, let me see some 
father, Moses McPherson. 

1225
01:23:21,100 --> 01:23:24,300
Okay, let's get back to. 
Let's listen to a little bit 

1226
01:23:24,300 --> 01:23:27,500
more of Carl. 
I'll be right back. 

1227
01:23:27,500 --> 01:23:29,100
I'm gonna play this and I'll be 
right back. 

1228
01:23:32,100 --> 01:23:34,600
I can't imagine. 
It's a radically different 

1229
01:23:34,600 --> 01:23:36,800
interpretations of the teachings
of Jesus. 

1230
01:23:36,800 --> 01:23:40,000
That mean on one hand, you're 
allowed to be Mandy. 

1231
01:23:40,000 --> 01:23:42,000
On the other hand, you have to 
be gay. 

1232
01:23:42,000 --> 01:23:45,600
I just don't think that the dog 
trying to difference between the

1233
01:23:45,600 --> 01:23:48,300
two, is that significant? 
I think it's just the culture of

1234
01:23:48,300 --> 01:23:51,800
the people who are running it. 
And so the culture of the people

1235
01:23:51,800 --> 01:23:54,300
in the Orthodox Churches. 
Yeah. 

1236
01:23:54,300 --> 01:23:57,000
We're just gonna be Chad's 
actually lift weights. 

1237
01:23:57,000 --> 01:24:00,500
And praise God. 
Well, I mean, is there anything 

1238
01:24:00,500 --> 01:24:02,100
stopping the prostitutes from 
doing that? 

1239
01:24:02,100 --> 01:24:04,600
I think the process could do 
that if they want it. 

1240
01:24:04,600 --> 01:24:07,400
I think that's actually 
something they this is an option

1241
01:24:07,400 --> 01:24:09,100
that's open to them. 
I'm rather short. 

1242
01:24:09,100 --> 01:24:11,700
But again I'm not familiar with 
the doctoral difference. 

1243
01:24:11,700 --> 01:24:16,000
So let's carry on. 
A lot of people ask me, Father 

1244
01:24:16,000 --> 01:24:19,800
Moses, how can I increase my 
manliness to absurd levels in a 

1245
01:24:19,800 --> 01:24:22,000
YouTube video, a priest 
championing form of viral, 

1246
01:24:22,000 --> 01:24:25,200
Unapologetic, masculinity. 
That sounds useful, doesn't it? 

1247
01:24:25,700 --> 01:24:28,500
skinny jeans crossing your legs,
using an iron shaping, your 

1248
01:24:28,500 --> 01:24:32,200
eyebrows and even eating soup I 
don't And even eating soup are 

1249
01:24:32,200 --> 01:24:34,100
among the things he derives to 
feminine. 

1250
01:24:34,100 --> 01:24:37,200
Well, I don't my skinny jeans, I
don't cross my legs. 

1251
01:24:37,200 --> 01:24:41,500
I don't use an iron because I 
have a wife, I don't shape my 

1252
01:24:41,500 --> 01:24:45,400
eyebrows which you can probably 
tell and I don't eat soup 

1253
01:24:45,400 --> 01:24:49,100
because I like meat so I'm not 
I'm doing pretty well according 

1254
01:24:49,100 --> 01:24:52,400
to Father, Moses split faces. 
This are you though Carl? 

1255
01:24:53,800 --> 01:24:59,200
Are you let's what is this list?
What is this list that we speak 

1256
01:24:59,200 --> 01:25:01,500
of? 
Let's go back to father. 

1257
01:25:02,700 --> 01:25:05,100
Moses experienced and listen to 
his list. 

1258
01:25:05,108 --> 01:25:08,300
Funny enough, I'm gonna add a 
few things because I think 

1259
01:25:08,300 --> 01:25:11,200
there's some things that well 
that's singing, he's the good 

1260
01:25:11,200 --> 01:25:14,800
Father's missing, anything of 
course, but I have a few of my 

1261
01:25:14,800 --> 01:25:19,400
own little things and Littles, 
but I'd like to add, you know, 

1262
01:25:19,400 --> 01:25:20,900
people who've been paying 
attention. 

1263
01:25:21,900 --> 01:25:29,600
You know what I'm talking about?
yeah, and we'll see if I have 

1264
01:25:29,600 --> 01:25:35,300
any Even allowed to disagree. 
I don't know, I wouldn't put it 

1265
01:25:35,300 --> 01:25:38,200
as a disagreement. 
Let's put it as a, you know, my 

1266
01:25:38,200 --> 01:25:43,600
own notes. 
A lot of people ask me, Father, 

1267
01:25:43,600 --> 01:25:47,200
Moses, how can I increase my 
manliness to absurd levels? 

1268
01:25:47,200 --> 01:25:50,900
Well, today we are going to 
explore those behaviors, which 

1269
01:25:50,900 --> 01:25:52,800
will take you up and take you 
down. 

1270
01:25:52,800 --> 01:25:57,000
We have this beautiful chart 
here, that is going to show us 

1271
01:25:57,000 --> 01:25:59,700
where we place Modern Day 
activities. 

1272
01:26:00,600 --> 01:26:03,700
Number one. 
Look just listening. 

1273
01:26:03,700 --> 01:26:06,700
He's got a category which go 
from the top, which is Saint 

1274
01:26:06,700 --> 01:26:09,000
maxing underneath. 
That is Lumberjack. 

1275
01:26:09,000 --> 01:26:11,500
I don't need that. 
I is, I got my first tribal 

1276
01:26:11,500 --> 01:26:15,000
tattoo underneath that is I have
a Timothy Charlemagne. 

1277
01:26:15,000 --> 01:26:17,500
Mustache. 
I'm not even quite sure that 

1278
01:26:17,500 --> 01:26:21,500
reference but I'm I get the 
idea, it's one of those little, 

1279
01:26:21,500 --> 01:26:25,400
you know, dirty mustaches 
permanent 13 year, old mustache 

1280
01:26:25,400 --> 01:26:29,800
one man, 33 and the last 
category is in your mom's 

1281
01:26:29,800 --> 01:26:31,800
basement. 
So these are the different 

1282
01:26:31,800 --> 01:26:35,600
categories which is gonna play 
some some male behaviors modern,

1283
01:26:35,600 --> 01:26:38,600
male behaviors. 
And we'll, we'll see what we 

1284
01:26:38,600 --> 01:26:43,700
goes. 
If your routine includes dying, 

1285
01:26:43,700 --> 01:26:51,700
your beard using some kind of 
iron mewing waxing shaping your 

1286
01:26:51,700 --> 01:26:53,600
eyebrows or any other such 
thing. 

1287
01:26:54,400 --> 01:26:58,300
You have a wonderful place in 
your mom's basement where you 

1288
01:26:58,308 --> 01:27:01,800
can live and post photos of 
yourself on Instagram. 

1289
01:27:02,800 --> 01:27:07,000
Showing a physique or facade. 
That is ridiculous. 

1290
01:27:07,000 --> 01:27:10,900
I think the ironing he's talking
about here is not clothes 

1291
01:27:10,900 --> 01:27:13,000
ironing. 
I think he means like ironing 

1292
01:27:13,000 --> 01:27:14,500
one's hair or something like 
that. 

1293
01:27:14,508 --> 01:27:18,500
I might be wrong. 
Because I mean, you know, 

1294
01:27:18,508 --> 01:27:20,800
ironing one's clothes like 
ironing a shirt. 

1295
01:27:22,100 --> 01:27:23,500
I don't see the problem with 
that. 

1296
01:27:23,500 --> 01:27:27,100
I Know Carl made the comment, I 
have a wife but for young men 

1297
01:27:27,100 --> 01:27:29,400
who don't have a wife, you 
should be able to iron your own 

1298
01:27:29,407 --> 01:27:32,300
shirt. 
Basically, this is my advice, 

1299
01:27:32,300 --> 01:27:35,700
really young man. 
As your growing, you know as 

1300
01:27:35,700 --> 01:27:38,400
you're seeking one's wife and 
seeking ones place in the world.

1301
01:27:38,400 --> 01:27:43,300
So the one of the key things you
can do, excuse me. 

1302
01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:47,900
Special kind of while battling 
these this the curse of 

1303
01:27:47,900 --> 01:27:52,300
modernity in some ways is, is 
become very self-sufficient. 

1304
01:27:52,300 --> 01:27:56,300
One of the curses we've had well
on this devouring. 

1305
01:27:56,300 --> 01:27:59,900
Mother aspect is becoming more 
and more dependent dependent on 

1306
01:27:59,900 --> 01:28:03,600
other people's opinions, on 
other people's on, on the world 

1307
01:28:03,600 --> 01:28:07,300
around us on the government's, 
our parents Etc. 

1308
01:28:07,300 --> 01:28:13,700
So the more you can successfully
and successfully do for yourself

1309
01:28:13,700 --> 01:28:17,400
and not have to, you know, call 
a plumber for everything or, you

1310
01:28:17,400 --> 01:28:19,000
know, you can fix some stuff 
around the house. 

1311
01:28:20,400 --> 01:28:22,800
You can keep the house. 
Clean and tighty. 

1312
01:28:23,600 --> 01:28:28,100
You can do laundry, you can you 
know Iron Ore sure. you know, 

1313
01:28:28,108 --> 01:28:32,500
there's tons of those little 
examples. 

1314
01:28:33,700 --> 01:28:36,000
That makes you less and less 
dependent on having to go to 

1315
01:28:36,000 --> 01:28:38,300
someone else to do it. 
Now, it's no shame. 

1316
01:28:38,300 --> 01:28:40,500
If you don't know how to sew 
when you need a button. 

1317
01:28:40,500 --> 01:28:42,700
So to go with someone who knows 
how to sew a button, that's 

1318
01:28:42,700 --> 01:28:44,000
fine. 
And maybe you're just all 

1319
01:28:44,000 --> 01:28:47,800
thumbs, I'm like that this 
before my thumb injury, so, you 

1320
01:28:47,800 --> 01:28:50,100
know, selling something is just 
I make a mess of it. 

1321
01:28:51,800 --> 01:28:55,900
So going to your wife or whoever
asking for help if someone can 

1322
01:28:55,900 --> 01:28:58,200
do something you can't that's 
not it's not a shameful thing 

1323
01:28:58,200 --> 01:29:01,100
but also realize that that's 
that's a dependency on you, 

1324
01:29:01,100 --> 01:29:03,400
right? 
Here. 

1325
01:29:04,700 --> 01:29:09,300
I don't know if you want to call
every single dependency of 

1326
01:29:09,300 --> 01:29:13,100
weakness, but it can be one of 
the things that led me to living

1327
01:29:13,100 --> 01:29:17,900
the family here to Australia, 
Was that we're going to Second 

1328
01:29:17,900 --> 01:29:20,600
lockdowns. 
And in Montreal, my daughter had

1329
01:29:20,600 --> 01:29:22,900
just been born. 
I just had a spiritual 

1330
01:29:22,900 --> 01:29:24,900
awakening. 
All these things were happening,

1331
01:29:24,900 --> 01:29:26,100
right? 
Didn't know. 

1332
01:29:26,100 --> 01:29:28,100
What was what was what was 
coming down the pike? 

1333
01:29:29,000 --> 01:29:32,400
And I looked around. 
I said, okay, take this time to 

1334
01:29:32,400 --> 01:29:38,200
to Really assess what I have 
when I don't have and, you know,

1335
01:29:38,200 --> 01:29:41,900
my liabilities here. 
And I, you know, did a quick 

1336
01:29:41,900 --> 01:29:48,300
tallying, you know, I was like, 
I'm way Overexposed to life 

1337
01:29:48,300 --> 01:29:51,900
right now because all the things
I was kind of depending on the 

1338
01:29:51,900 --> 01:29:55,700
the like let's say the binging 
Canada, it's like Canadians 

1339
01:29:55,700 --> 01:29:59,100
Canadian and things are more or 
less stable, and, you know, 

1340
01:29:59,108 --> 01:30:01,500
governments either good or bad, 
or kind of indifferent, but 

1341
01:30:01,500 --> 01:30:05,100
overall, it's kind of okay? 
And, you know, everything was 

1342
01:30:05,100 --> 01:30:07,900
was fine. 
I was living in a 90s mindset 

1343
01:30:07,900 --> 01:30:09,500
for a very embarrassingly long 
time. 

1344
01:30:10,700 --> 01:30:15,200
And also know that got disrupted
to such a degree that I had to, 

1345
01:30:15,200 --> 01:30:17,700
and it wasn't just, you know, my
personal life. 

1346
01:30:17,700 --> 01:30:21,100
I didn't just get fired from a 
job or, you know, Place clock 

1347
01:30:21,100 --> 01:30:22,700
closed down or something like 
that. 

1348
01:30:22,700 --> 01:30:24,800
No, no, it was like, this is 
global. 

1349
01:30:24,800 --> 01:30:28,500
This is happening. 
This is an environmental, is 

1350
01:30:28,500 --> 01:30:31,200
extensional and I got to deal 
with this. 

1351
01:30:31,200 --> 01:30:35,900
And I just looked around and 
said, well, you know, really my 

1352
01:30:35,900 --> 01:30:39,000
immediate family, I have my mom 
and my aunt who are both 

1353
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:41,200
getting, you know, aging out 
there. 

1354
01:30:41,200 --> 01:30:44,100
They were living in Montreal all
the time. 

1355
01:30:44,100 --> 01:30:48,200
Not know, they're not now 
either, but So they weren't 

1356
01:30:48,200 --> 01:30:52,900
close by. 
I, you know, was out of work at 

1357
01:30:52,900 --> 01:30:55,500
the time I had just had this 
hand injuries. 

1358
01:30:55,500 --> 01:31:00,000
I was still kind of fixing that.
I would didn't even know if I 

1359
01:31:00,008 --> 01:31:03,600
was going to really be able to 
use this hand anymore covid was 

1360
01:31:03,600 --> 01:31:05,000
happening. 
I didn't know if it was gonna be

1361
01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:11,000
like restaurants anymore, all 
this kind of stuff but so you 

1362
01:31:11,000 --> 01:31:13,000
tally all those things up you're
like, okay. 

1363
01:31:14,700 --> 01:31:18,300
I've got a lot of things that 
maybe I can fix one or two of 

1364
01:31:18,300 --> 01:31:21,000
these things, but there's 
certain one of these certain 

1365
01:31:21,000 --> 01:31:22,600
list of these things that is 
beyond me. 

1366
01:31:22,600 --> 01:31:25,400
To fix the Aging family is, it 
was a big one. 

1367
01:31:26,300 --> 01:31:28,700
And I had a few friends, but 
it's like they, you know, they 

1368
01:31:28,700 --> 01:31:31,500
got their own lives and so that 
you can't depend on other 

1369
01:31:31,500 --> 01:31:33,800
people. 
You want to depend on someone in

1370
01:31:33,800 --> 01:31:37,800
an emergency, but but life was 
kind of an emergency at that 

1371
01:31:37,800 --> 01:31:39,400
point. 
So, I looked around and I said, 

1372
01:31:39,400 --> 01:31:41,600
well, what my options and one of
the options, my wife's 

1373
01:31:41,600 --> 01:31:44,900
Australian, she has a much 
bigger family of much, you know,

1374
01:31:44,907 --> 01:31:49,500
younger Sims, especially and so 
it made sense, that's like, 

1375
01:31:49,508 --> 01:31:52,500
well, if something were to 
happen to me, or happened to my 

1376
01:31:52,508 --> 01:31:55,500
wife or happened to both of us, 
at least, my daughter would have

1377
01:31:55,500 --> 01:31:59,900
some backup family. you know, 
who could help her raise her, 

1378
01:31:59,900 --> 01:32:05,500
whatever, whatever the situation
might be, Now, I'm a poor choice

1379
01:32:05,508 --> 01:32:07,700
for Australia. 
As I told people, I don't like 

1380
01:32:07,700 --> 01:32:09,900
the beach and I think wearing 
shorts is queer. 

1381
01:32:09,900 --> 01:32:13,200
So it's like I'm screwed here in
many ways. 

1382
01:32:13,200 --> 01:32:16,200
Oh and also, I found out just 
last year that I have 

1383
01:32:16,200 --> 01:32:21,800
osteoarthritis and Winters here 
a cold and damp fantastic 

1384
01:32:21,800 --> 01:32:25,600
environment for someone with 
arthritis, by the way, it just 

1385
01:32:25,600 --> 01:32:27,900
means I'm in pain for about four
to five months a year. 

1386
01:32:28,800 --> 01:32:36,800
Yay, just a cherry on top. but, 
This wasn't about me. 

1387
01:32:40,300 --> 01:32:43,900
I mean much further along in 
this podcasting career of mine, 

1388
01:32:44,900 --> 01:32:47,900
theoretically, at least if I was
in a North American time zone, 

1389
01:32:49,500 --> 01:32:51,700
kind of helpful. 
But I'm not. 

1390
01:32:51,700 --> 01:32:55,500
So I gotta find time to do these
things. 

1391
01:32:56,500 --> 01:32:58,000
Exclude other possibilities, 
etc. 

1392
01:32:58,000 --> 01:32:58,700
Etc. 
Right? 

1393
01:32:58,700 --> 01:33:04,000
Okay. but then again, we'd say 
The only reason I have this 

1394
01:33:04,000 --> 01:33:07,300
podcast and everything else is 
going on is because God's making

1395
01:33:07,300 --> 01:33:09,900
it available, I could get into 
the money show of that but like 

1396
01:33:09,900 --> 01:33:14,300
I see it. 
I don't think any of these 

1397
01:33:14,300 --> 01:33:16,800
things are coincidence or 
coincidence is like the last 

1398
01:33:16,800 --> 01:33:19,400
five years really? 
I could go Point by point of 

1399
01:33:19,400 --> 01:33:21,300
going well there's God's hand 
just moving things around. 

1400
01:33:23,300 --> 01:33:26,700
And even in when things look the
worst and I was in my greatest 

1401
01:33:26,700 --> 01:33:30,900
despair, as he there he was. 
Making opportunities open for 

1402
01:33:30,900 --> 01:33:32,500
me. 
It was just it was just a month 

1403
01:33:32,500 --> 01:33:38,500
away. 
Kirker guards says something. 

1404
01:33:39,300 --> 01:33:44,500
along the lines of Life can only
be understood in Reverse, but 

1405
01:33:44,500 --> 01:33:49,700
could only be lived forward. 
Meaning that as you get older 

1406
01:33:49,700 --> 01:33:53,500
and you can look back on your 
life and all the things that 

1407
01:33:53,500 --> 01:33:56,700
happened and life itself. 
Let's say we extrapolate these 

1408
01:33:56,700 --> 01:34:00,100
into bigger Concepts, you can 
only really understand them by 

1409
01:34:00,100 --> 01:34:02,100
looking backwards and putting 
these things together. 

1410
01:34:03,400 --> 01:34:07,500
It's a great book called 
Hopscotch by Julio cortazar, I 

1411
01:34:07,500 --> 01:34:09,800
highly recommend it. 
He's post-modernist, I know 

1412
01:34:09,808 --> 01:34:15,100
people pooped this but I think 
in terms of artistic movements, 

1413
01:34:15,100 --> 01:34:19,600
it's not that bad. 
There's some good stuff in 

1414
01:34:19,600 --> 01:34:22,000
there, he also wrote blow up, 
which is great movie. 

1415
01:34:22,500 --> 01:34:27,900
He the book itself, when you 
open up the open up the book, it

1416
01:34:27,900 --> 01:34:31,500
says there's this little 
diagram, all these chapters and 

1417
01:34:31,500 --> 01:34:33,500
he said, well look, you can read
the book from page one to page 

1418
01:34:33,500 --> 01:34:37,100
300, whatever it is. 
And there's a book and you read 

1419
01:34:37,100 --> 01:34:40,400
it that way and that's why, or 
you can use all you can use this

1420
01:34:40,400 --> 01:34:43,300
map and jump around the jump 
around the chapters. 

1421
01:34:43,300 --> 01:34:46,900
And essentially, the entire book
is a story of a man's life told 

1422
01:34:46,900 --> 01:34:49,400
you don't within a within a time
frame. 

1423
01:34:50,200 --> 01:34:52,800
And his experience is in Paris, 
he's Argentinian who lives in 

1424
01:34:52,800 --> 01:34:55,800
Paris and goes back to 
Argentina, and, and all that 

1425
01:34:55,800 --> 01:34:57,700
stuff. 
But the story then, constructs 

1426
01:34:57,700 --> 01:35:01,200
his life, not in a linear. 
And then this, and this, and 

1427
01:35:01,200 --> 01:35:04,000
this, and this sort of a 
portrait of an artist of young 

1428
01:35:04,000 --> 01:35:08,100
men, kind of style, but more 
like how you would relate if I 

1429
01:35:08,100 --> 01:35:11,800
was trying to tell you the story
of my life, I'm going to You 

1430
01:35:11,800 --> 01:35:15,700
know, dance around quite a bit. 
Because I'm reflecting and then 

1431
01:35:15,700 --> 01:35:18,000
I'll go, oh, yeah, well, this 
happened, but to understand 

1432
01:35:18,008 --> 01:35:21,400
this, you'll have to understand 
all these other things, and 

1433
01:35:21,400 --> 01:35:23,500
these other relationships, and 
who are these people. 

1434
01:35:23,500 --> 01:35:28,400
And I have to explain this. 
It's much more honest and Frank 

1435
01:35:28,400 --> 01:35:32,400
attempt at detailing a, I 
believe a fictional characters 

1436
01:35:32,400 --> 01:35:36,500
life. 
Through these little points. 

1437
01:35:36,500 --> 01:35:41,300
These nodes Highly recommended 
Hopscotch Julio cortazar go read

1438
01:35:41,300 --> 01:35:44,100
it. 
Was saying this. 

1439
01:35:46,800 --> 01:35:49,500
Organized in San Jose to send 
you money but it's being dumb. 

1440
01:35:49,500 --> 01:35:53,200
Oh, that's that's Which, which 
is being dumb YouTube or 

1441
01:35:53,200 --> 01:35:55,800
streamlabs. 
There's a PayPal link there too.

1442
01:35:55,800 --> 01:35:58,700
So if you want to do it that 
way, it's always appreciated. 

1443
01:35:59,800 --> 01:36:05,100
Appreciate you. 
Boss legs. 

1444
01:36:06,400 --> 01:36:12,000
If your thighs are able to cross
perfectly like this, they are 

1445
01:36:12,000 --> 01:36:15,000
simply not big enough. 
I don't have anything more to 

1446
01:36:15,000 --> 01:36:17,100
say about that aren't big 
enough, you either? 

1447
01:36:18,700 --> 01:36:22,400
Game Boy. 
Ah, this is anyone who is 

1448
01:36:22,400 --> 01:36:27,500
involved, in this Warhammer 
nonsense, any kind of fictitious

1449
01:36:27,500 --> 01:36:31,900
lore, that is taking you 100 of 
hours, to read Dungeons and 

1450
01:36:31,900 --> 01:36:35,800
Dragons board games that take 
four to eight hours Grand. 

1451
01:36:35,800 --> 01:36:38,200
Theft Auto will fall into this 
as well. 

1452
01:36:39,100 --> 01:36:41,900
I'm going to say this is 
definitely in your mom's 

1453
01:36:41,900 --> 01:36:44,800
basement. 
These are activities for people 

1454
01:36:44,800 --> 01:36:47,100
who don't have anything better 
to do with their life. 

1455
01:36:47,100 --> 01:36:51,100
If you're a man with a family, 
it's fine to have a hobby but 

1456
01:36:51,100 --> 01:36:55,200
when your hobby consumes you 
know eight hours of your week 

1457
01:36:55,200 --> 01:36:59,700
every week preparing and 
executing for it and it has no 

1458
01:36:59,700 --> 01:37:03,900
tangible return on investment. 
I'm going to say this is not the

1459
01:37:03,900 --> 01:37:07,700
activity that a married man with
children should be engaged in 

1460
01:37:07,700 --> 01:37:12,700
great deep cuts for many of you.
I had plans to talk about death 

1461
01:37:12,700 --> 01:37:16,700
at the second half of the show, 
but I mean like, this one's like

1462
01:37:16,700 --> 01:37:21,000
probably killing some people. 
Let me just add on to a little 

1463
01:37:21,008 --> 01:37:24,100
bit. 
Scape is an issue. 

1464
01:37:24,900 --> 01:37:26,800
Escapism is formed where there's
TV. 

1465
01:37:26,800 --> 01:37:32,400
I think he talks about sports at
some point gaming, anything, 

1466
01:37:32,400 --> 01:37:34,100
right? 
Distractions, we just talked 

1467
01:37:34,100 --> 01:37:38,100
about, you know, these ceremony 
being distraction the service B 

1468
01:37:38,100 --> 01:37:41,600
Construction. 
Oh, so quite often these things 

1469
01:37:41,600 --> 01:37:44,600
are trying to pull these 
passions for you in some way, 

1470
01:37:44,600 --> 01:37:46,700
right? 
Gamer rage all the rest of it. 

1471
01:37:46,700 --> 01:37:56,100
The, the issue quite often is if
you're trying, if you're It's a 

1472
01:37:56,100 --> 01:37:58,900
modality of escapism itself. 
We it's a whole category, right?

1473
01:37:58,900 --> 01:38:02,100
We call it Escapist, you know, 
kind of films, Marvel movies, 

1474
01:38:02,100 --> 01:38:04,100
it's Escapist kind of 
entertainment. 

1475
01:38:04,100 --> 01:38:06,100
What are you trying to escape 
from? 

1476
01:38:06,100 --> 01:38:10,000
Is the question. 
Your life, the stresses of the 

1477
01:38:10,000 --> 01:38:12,400
world, all those other things, 
which is fine. 

1478
01:38:12,400 --> 01:38:14,900
Sometimes you need those 
momentary breaks. 

1479
01:38:14,900 --> 01:38:18,500
You know, I oftentimes play 
video games, just as a, as a 

1480
01:38:18,500 --> 01:38:20,700
brain cleanse, it's something 
like I can just like down, I 

1481
01:38:20,700 --> 01:38:22,800
don't have to really think about
something that doesn't matter. 

1482
01:38:22,800 --> 01:38:25,600
Right? 
And that's it. 

1483
01:38:25,600 --> 01:38:28,100
Can be helpful. 
We'll play some power washing 

1484
01:38:28,100 --> 01:38:32,300
later and let me see some power 
washing, nice, passive thing and

1485
01:38:32,300 --> 01:38:33,200
gives you that sense of 
completion. 

1486
01:38:33,200 --> 01:38:39,300
Ooh, ding so there's there's 
that, but if you're spend most 

1487
01:38:39,300 --> 01:38:43,600
of your life escaping from your 
life, Then you don't really have

1488
01:38:43,600 --> 01:38:44,400
a life. 
Do you? 

1489
01:38:44,400 --> 01:38:50,600
All you have is the escape? 
And that that's an issue. 

1490
01:38:52,100 --> 01:38:55,200
You also have to then. 
Also, as the question, what are 

1491
01:38:55,200 --> 01:38:57,500
you trying to escape from? 
That's just stressful day. 

1492
01:38:57,500 --> 01:38:58,400
Yeah? 
Okay, fine. 

1493
01:38:59,500 --> 01:39:02,800
Stressful week. 
Oh, Some months, the stressful 

1494
01:39:02,800 --> 01:39:07,800
year stressful decade. 
Hey, Maybe you got to start to 

1495
01:39:07,800 --> 01:39:09,100
address some things. 
Why are you? 

1496
01:39:09,108 --> 01:39:18,100
So stressed out, kid? 
Sing. 

1497
01:39:18,100 --> 01:39:21,400
This is the time of the year 
where we should be committing 

1498
01:39:21,400 --> 01:39:26,000
ourselves to fasting to being in
every prayer service. 

1499
01:39:26,000 --> 01:39:29,600
Every church service that we can
committing ourselves to the 

1500
01:39:29,608 --> 01:39:34,200
prayers of the church. 
This is for orthodox, like the 

1501
01:39:34,200 --> 01:39:37,700
Olympics, where we really put 
forth, our best effort to be 

1502
01:39:37,700 --> 01:39:41,800
obedient to the church. 
And to maximize our time, I will

1503
01:39:41,800 --> 01:39:46,500
say nothing will create more of 
a man out of you, than living 

1504
01:39:46,500 --> 01:39:51,900
the life of Christ as the final 
days of great and holy land with

1505
01:39:51,900 --> 01:39:54,700
his crucifixion and into the 
midnight service. 

1506
01:39:54,700 --> 01:39:58,800
Celebrating his resurrection 
next to me, talk about the 

1507
01:39:58,800 --> 01:40:02,400
symbol hard things for second 
quite often, a lot of things in 

1508
01:40:02,400 --> 01:40:06,500
Orthodoxy. 
Is the simple heart thing 

1509
01:40:06,500 --> 01:40:09,700
fasting. 
Right now, we're in the door 

1510
01:40:09,700 --> 01:40:15,100
Nation fast and on the device, 
my my presumably just to meet 

1511
01:40:15,100 --> 01:40:18,100
fast not doing the heavy lifting
up. 

1512
01:40:19,600 --> 01:40:23,000
Which is good. 
Really I'll say this as a side 

1513
01:40:23,000 --> 01:40:25,700
and don't let me forget what I'm
trying to get to. 

1514
01:40:25,700 --> 01:40:32,900
You can chat could happen the 
for all these years leading up 

1515
01:40:32,900 --> 01:40:37,100
to going to to church. 
Now in the last more or less 

1516
01:40:37,108 --> 01:40:41,100
than six months four or five 
months now, It's a cautionary 

1517
01:40:41,100 --> 01:40:45,300
tale about about. diying 
Orthodoxy and I'll do a whole 

1518
01:40:45,300 --> 01:40:50,800
show on this eventually but 
Quite often what happens is, if 

1519
01:40:50,800 --> 01:40:55,300
you're, if you're inquiring and 
you're not going to a church and

1520
01:40:55,300 --> 01:40:57,800
talking to a priest, which you 
should be doing, by the way, 

1521
01:40:57,800 --> 01:41:00,200
don't do anything else but talk 
to your priest. 

1522
01:41:00,200 --> 01:41:02,100
Okay? 
Big giant caveat. 

1523
01:41:02,100 --> 01:41:04,900
I'll put a scroll if I have to 
talk to your priest. 

1524
01:41:05,700 --> 01:41:08,400
You can ask me some questions, 
I'll try to answer you as best I

1525
01:41:08,400 --> 01:41:09,900
can. 
If it's something simple but 

1526
01:41:09,900 --> 01:41:11,800
most likely I'm just gonna say 
talk to your priest. 

1527
01:41:13,000 --> 01:41:15,400
You know, Jason shut up. 
You talk to your priest. 

1528
01:41:15,400 --> 01:41:19,000
This go talk to a priest. 
Preferably your priest because 

1529
01:41:19,000 --> 01:41:21,100
you're going to liturgy and 
you're involved in this, okay, 

1530
01:41:21,100 --> 01:41:25,100
so talk to your priest. 
Because what ends up happening, 

1531
01:41:25,100 --> 01:41:27,900
quite often is we read all these
things and go, oh, well, I have 

1532
01:41:27,900 --> 01:41:31,100
to, you know, on Wednesdays and 
Fridays abstain, from all these 

1533
01:41:31,100 --> 01:41:33,200
things. 
And, and I'm not saying you 

1534
01:41:33,200 --> 01:41:35,900
shouldn't, right? 
I'm assuming saying, talk to 

1535
01:41:35,900 --> 01:41:41,700
your priest, Okay. 
Prayer rules all those other 

1536
01:41:41,700 --> 01:41:43,200
things. 
Talk to your priest. 

1537
01:41:44,600 --> 01:41:46,500
LOL banner. 
I can probably do one rep right 

1538
01:41:46,500 --> 01:41:49,000
now. 
Talk to your priest because 

1539
01:41:50,300 --> 01:41:54,600
Chances are. 
Yes, there's things to shoot for

1540
01:41:54,600 --> 01:42:00,700
but also quite often what we're 
exposed to online now, is a lot 

1541
01:42:00,708 --> 01:42:04,200
of texts that are made and meant
for monastic. 

1542
01:42:05,400 --> 01:42:08,300
So it's like, yes you should be 
doing all these things on Mount 

1543
01:42:08,300 --> 01:42:11,100
Athos. 
Right? 

1544
01:42:11,100 --> 01:42:15,100
Or maybe, if you're 20 30, 40 
years in the practice. 

1545
01:42:15,100 --> 01:42:18,500
Sure. 
But if your day one and you're 

1546
01:42:18,500 --> 01:42:20,500
taking and you're lift, you're 
trying to do all the heavy 

1547
01:42:20,500 --> 01:42:23,100
lifted. 
Oh, at once and putting it all 

1548
01:42:23,100 --> 01:42:25,200
on you, you're just gonna Crash 
and Burn. 

1549
01:42:25,200 --> 01:42:28,000
You're going to fail. 
You're going to fail anyways. 

1550
01:42:28,000 --> 01:42:29,600
Most likely. 
You're going to have moments of 

1551
01:42:29,600 --> 01:42:31,500
failures. 
It's just gonna happen. 

1552
01:42:32,400 --> 01:42:36,000
And that's okay. 
But, you know, fail was a light 

1553
01:42:36,008 --> 01:42:39,600
load first so that you can get 
back up faster than trying to, 

1554
01:42:39,600 --> 01:42:43,300
you know, what the weight of 
Orthodoxy 2000 years of 

1555
01:42:43,300 --> 01:42:45,400
tradition, on your shoulders, 
don't do that. 

1556
01:42:45,400 --> 01:42:49,400
Talk to your priest. 
Let's see if I can get a banner 

1557
01:42:49,400 --> 01:42:54,300
up here. 
Unity, man, we call this the 

1558
01:42:54,300 --> 01:42:57,700
church gigachad. 
This is somebody that everyone 

1559
01:42:57,700 --> 01:43:00,600
can rely on in the Parish 
Community. 

1560
01:43:00,600 --> 01:43:04,000
That is able to help with any 
task that comes up. 

1561
01:43:04,000 --> 01:43:07,000
Is utterly reliable helps in the
altar. 

1562
01:43:07,000 --> 01:43:10,800
Helps in the choir, all of these
things, this is definitely Saint

1563
01:43:10,800 --> 01:43:13,000
maxing. 
When the priest knows that he 

1564
01:43:13,000 --> 01:43:15,900
can rely on you, and that you're
going to be there. 

1565
01:43:15,900 --> 01:43:19,900
I will tell you, he will hold 
you in very high regard and 

1566
01:43:19,900 --> 01:43:22,700
you're contributions to the 
parish are absolutely 

1567
01:43:22,700 --> 01:43:27,100
exceptional, full-time job. 
One thing I get questioned about

1568
01:43:27,108 --> 01:43:30,200
a lot is father, I don't have a 
very manly job. 

1569
01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,700
I work in computer programming 
or whatever else should I find 

1570
01:43:33,700 --> 01:43:36,400
something that's more masculine?
The fact of the matter is, if 

1571
01:43:36,400 --> 01:43:39,500
you're working a full-time job 
and you're able to create a good

1572
01:43:39,508 --> 01:43:42,000
enough Revenue to support having
your children, your family. 

1573
01:43:42,000 --> 01:43:46,500
There is absolutely nothing 
manly about that, you just may 

1574
01:43:46,500 --> 01:43:49,600
have talents that residing in a 
certain realm of life. 

1575
01:43:49,600 --> 01:43:54,700
So if you got a guy who, Is a 
programmer making 250k a year. 

1576
01:43:54,708 --> 01:43:59,500
Is it more manly to stop doing 
that and go be a roofer for 60k 

1577
01:43:59,500 --> 01:44:00,700
a year? 
Absolutely. 

1578
01:44:00,700 --> 01:44:04,600
Not the full-time job. 
The hardworking husband, this is

1579
01:44:04,608 --> 01:44:08,300
definitely lumberjack. 
And I say that because it 

1580
01:44:08,300 --> 01:44:09,300
doesn't matter what you're 
doing. 

1581
01:44:09,300 --> 01:44:12,500
You're swinging the axe of your 
mind or your muscles and you're 

1582
01:44:12,500 --> 01:44:18,000
providing for your family cold 
plunges and sauna Ah, I'm gonna 

1583
01:44:18,000 --> 01:44:24,200
put this under, I got my first 
tribal tattoo, they're fun. 

1584
01:44:24,200 --> 01:44:27,300
They're enjoyable. 
There's some health benefits to 

1585
01:44:27,300 --> 01:44:29,600
both of them. 
Obviously, there's more benefits

1586
01:44:29,600 --> 01:44:33,500
to sauna but it's one of those 
things if you're doing video of 

1587
01:44:33,500 --> 01:44:36,500
yourself, cold, plunging and 
putting it on Instagram or 

1588
01:44:36,500 --> 01:44:39,600
wherever else, it's like you're 
saying, I have the mental 

1589
01:44:39,600 --> 01:44:42,900
hardness to do something 
difficult, but I really need 

1590
01:44:42,900 --> 01:44:45,700
your likes and affection. 
And if you're doing something 

1591
01:44:45,700 --> 01:44:49,700
hard, do it in private, don't 
tell anybody and don't try to 

1592
01:44:49,700 --> 01:44:53,200
create some kind of pseudo, 
Instagram Persona out of it. 

1593
01:44:53,200 --> 01:44:57,100
That is lame watching sports 
watching sports. 

1594
01:44:57,100 --> 01:44:59,700
Look again all things in 
moderation. 

1595
01:44:59,700 --> 01:45:02,400
If you're the type of person is 
watching the Super Bowl with 

1596
01:45:02,400 --> 01:45:04,900
people, that's fine. 
If you're the type of person 

1597
01:45:04,900 --> 01:45:09,300
who's has an account on some 
obscure Message Board, where 

1598
01:45:09,300 --> 01:45:13,100
you're talking about, you know, 
I don't know, the Detroit Lions 

1599
01:45:13,100 --> 01:45:16,800
are whatever every single week 
and you're arguing about the A 

1600
01:45:16,800 --> 01:45:19,000
coach's decision and all this 
sort of stuff. 

1601
01:45:19,000 --> 01:45:23,600
This is your mom's basement. 
The people who devote massive 

1602
01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:26,000
amounts of time to Ball Sports, 
is ridiculous. 

1603
01:45:26,000 --> 01:45:28,700
Is it? 
You know, sports are not bad and

1604
01:45:28,700 --> 01:45:31,800
sports are great for children 
because it builds teamwork and 

1605
01:45:31,800 --> 01:45:34,300
hard work and effort. 
But when you're the one who's 

1606
01:45:34,300 --> 01:45:37,900
watching it and you're not 
actually participating in it, 

1607
01:45:38,700 --> 01:45:42,000
it's pretty lame. 
You can enjoy it. 

1608
01:45:42,000 --> 01:45:45,600
But when it's taking up, huge 
amounts of time in your life, 

1609
01:45:45,600 --> 01:45:48,800
that time needs to be utilized 
in a much better fashion. 

1610
01:45:48,800 --> 01:45:53,500
Okay, next One, Thirst trapping,
a specialty, male, thirst 

1611
01:45:53,500 --> 01:45:56,300
trapping, you're under 200 
pounds your skinny. 

1612
01:45:56,300 --> 01:46:00,300
You have a six pack because your
skinny, you're not, you know, 

1613
01:46:00,308 --> 01:46:03,900
you're basically victim weight. 
You're a zebra in the African 

1614
01:46:03,900 --> 01:46:05,900
desert. 
You can't bench 300 of 315 

1615
01:46:05,900 --> 01:46:07,800
pounds. 
You're trying to show off your 

1616
01:46:07,800 --> 01:46:10,000
gains for other dudes on 
Instagram. 

1617
01:46:11,800 --> 01:46:13,700
This is a Timothy Charlamagne, 
mustache. 

1618
01:46:13,700 --> 01:46:16,900
Okay, this is your trying to 
show something that you think 

1619
01:46:16,900 --> 01:46:21,800
you've created but it really is 
very hurt by this comment, by 

1620
01:46:21,800 --> 01:46:26,300
the way very, very hurt. 
I Know one knows this really, 

1621
01:46:26,300 --> 01:46:29,000
but I used to be, I used to be a
very pretty man. 

1622
01:46:30,800 --> 01:46:36,100
Way back in the day you know I 
was yeah I nice looking face and

1623
01:46:36,100 --> 01:46:37,700
a decent body. 
That's all gone. 

1624
01:46:37,700 --> 01:46:40,600
Now it's that's it's it's 
ancient history. 

1625
01:46:40,600 --> 01:46:44,700
But at one point, Even my wife 
missed out that one. 

1626
01:46:46,100 --> 01:46:50,000
She got much more like pre dad, 
bought me, which was, you know, 

1627
01:46:50,000 --> 01:46:52,600
already suffering from years of 
abuse. 

1628
01:46:54,500 --> 01:46:57,900
All right, if you need the 
recognition of other men to 

1629
01:46:57,900 --> 01:47:01,400
cheer you on, for what you've 
accomplished, you've got some 

1630
01:47:01,400 --> 01:47:04,700
massive insecurities that you 
got to work on which goes with 

1631
01:47:04,708 --> 01:47:08,600
the next one skinny jeans. 
I'm gonna drop skinny jeans down

1632
01:47:08,600 --> 01:47:10,700
in the Timothy, Shalom, a 
mustache as well. 

1633
01:47:10,700 --> 01:47:14,900
Look, if you have quads that are
less than 24 inches, and you 

1634
01:47:14,900 --> 01:47:17,300
have to wear jeans that are 
tight. 

1635
01:47:17,300 --> 01:47:18,900
There's something strange going 
on. 

1636
01:47:18,900 --> 01:47:22,100
There is a point where you're 
going to have massive quads and 

1637
01:47:22,100 --> 01:47:24,200
then jeans are just going to be 
tight. 

1638
01:47:24,200 --> 01:47:26,900
That's fine. 
But when you're trying to show 

1639
01:47:26,900 --> 01:47:30,100
off your physique, but the 
physique is just Skin and Bones.

1640
01:47:30,100 --> 01:47:32,700
There's not much to show off, 
cussing. 

1641
01:47:32,700 --> 01:47:35,700
I'll tell you this. 
This is I got my first tribal 

1642
01:47:35,700 --> 01:47:38,200
tattoo. 
This is the David Goggins. 

1643
01:47:38,200 --> 01:47:41,400
Trying to be hard. 
Look, cussing, does not make you

1644
01:47:41,400 --> 01:47:43,500
hard. 
The other thing is too. 

1645
01:47:43,500 --> 01:47:47,400
If you're a hard and dangerous 
individual, you don't need to 

1646
01:47:47,400 --> 01:47:50,000
tell other people that it's 
always, the people who are 

1647
01:47:50,000 --> 01:47:53,200
telling everybody about how 
tough and how awesome they are. 

1648
01:47:53,200 --> 01:47:55,500
That are the least Coughing. 
The least awesome. 

1649
01:47:55,500 --> 01:47:58,100
Okay. 
So when you're cussing and 

1650
01:47:58,100 --> 01:48:01,500
you're forcing this kind of, I 
don't know. 

1651
01:48:01,500 --> 01:48:05,100
Masculine emotional state on 
other men, there's nothing 

1652
01:48:05,100 --> 01:48:07,200
masculine about that. 
Oh, okay. 

1653
01:48:07,200 --> 01:48:10,100
So I obviously he's talking 
about skinny jeans, all, of 

1654
01:48:10,100 --> 01:48:12,100
course, add shorts in there as 
my grandfather. 

1655
01:48:12,100 --> 01:48:15,600
Once told me that shorts are for
women children and queers and I 

1656
01:48:15,600 --> 01:48:21,400
have lived my life. 
By and large 100% by that, by 

1657
01:48:21,400 --> 01:48:24,100
that metric, I have worn shorts 
as an adult, man. 

1658
01:48:24,100 --> 01:48:26,400
I have broken that my 
commandment for my grandfather 

1659
01:48:26,400 --> 01:48:29,900
and every single time I'm like I
don't like it. 

1660
01:48:29,900 --> 01:48:32,700
It feels weird. 
I can't, I can't, I can't enjoy 

1661
01:48:32,700 --> 01:48:33,900
this. 
I can't enjoy this at all. 

1662
01:48:33,907 --> 01:48:36,600
I feel so, I gotta stop doing 
it. 

1663
01:48:36,600 --> 01:48:43,300
Oh yeah, kick stupidness, I see.
See people say, oh, I gotta lay 

1664
01:48:43,300 --> 01:48:46,200
up on the, on the, on the kick 
moderation and then, of course, 

1665
01:48:46,208 --> 01:48:48,000
when I do that, only get all 
this stupidness. 

1666
01:48:48,000 --> 01:48:52,600
So, Sorry, kick people. 
That's it is what it is. 

1667
01:48:54,400 --> 01:48:56,900
Yeah, we won't get into the 
whole short thing, but, you 

1668
01:48:56,900 --> 01:48:59,200
know, I've said it on the 
channel many, many times. 

1669
01:48:59,200 --> 01:49:01,200
And there you go, you can deal 
with it on. 

1670
01:49:01,200 --> 01:49:03,800
I don't care. 
So just skinny jeans. 

1671
01:49:03,800 --> 01:49:08,100
Yeah, this tightness, it's it's,
it's, it's, it's basically my 

1672
01:49:08,100 --> 01:49:13,700
the, the, the, the Uh, the 
resting point on this is, why 

1673
01:49:13,700 --> 01:49:16,600
are you exalting your body? 
It's fine to be fit. 

1674
01:49:16,600 --> 01:49:19,800
It's fine to work out. 
And obviously, father Moses 

1675
01:49:19,800 --> 01:49:22,300
does, and it's fine to, you 
know, all that kind of stuff. 

1676
01:49:22,300 --> 01:49:26,200
Great how you know, have a body,
have b b healthy. 

1677
01:49:26,200 --> 01:49:29,200
I'm not, you should do that. 
You know, don't don't follow my 

1678
01:49:29,200 --> 01:49:31,500
lead on it. 
It's the look at me, look at me,

1679
01:49:31,500 --> 01:49:33,100
look at me, look at me. 
Look at me, okay. 

1680
01:49:33,100 --> 01:49:36,700
All right. 
Even skinny jeans, just try to 

1681
01:49:36,700 --> 01:49:39,800
show off something. 
And as father's Moses saying 

1682
01:49:39,800 --> 01:49:41,800
here, you got nothing to show 
off their kid. 

1683
01:49:41,800 --> 01:49:43,900
So what are you trying to show 
off things? 

1684
01:49:43,900 --> 01:49:45,100
It's kind of feminine too, 
right. 

1685
01:49:45,100 --> 01:49:47,500
That's a skinny jeans. 
Like what I'm supposed to look 

1686
01:49:47,500 --> 01:49:49,400
at your ass. 
Now, what what is this? 

1687
01:49:49,400 --> 01:49:56,400
The But yeah, it's it's lustful.
Vainglory is pride will Behavior

1688
01:49:56,400 --> 01:50:01,400
and the same thing with cussing 
and I'm someone who, you know, I

1689
01:50:01,400 --> 01:50:06,500
have always enjoyed a good cuss 
but I it's it's now I look at 

1690
01:50:06,508 --> 01:50:09,100
the is a bit of a shameful 
thing. 

1691
01:50:09,100 --> 01:50:15,100
You know, I still I still think 
words are words and should be 

1692
01:50:15,100 --> 01:50:19,800
used a Sprinkle in things 
sometimes sometimes, sometimes 

1693
01:50:19,800 --> 01:50:23,400
it really is just appropriate. 
There is no other word to be 

1694
01:50:23,400 --> 01:50:25,500
used. 
What else you're gonna say? 

1695
01:50:25,500 --> 01:50:29,100
You gotta say it. 
That being said it's it's it's 

1696
01:50:29,100 --> 01:50:32,600
it's showing a lot of control. 
And as soon as you start losing 

1697
01:50:32,600 --> 01:50:35,200
control over your mouth, your 
thoughts, and your mouth. 

1698
01:50:35,208 --> 01:50:37,900
You're gonna you're one step 
away from having loss of control

1699
01:50:37,907 --> 01:50:40,800
of your actions, and your 
gearing yourself up too, right? 

1700
01:50:40,800 --> 01:50:43,200
You're getting yourself. 
All excited around. 

1701
01:50:44,100 --> 01:50:47,600
I'm gonna get a route up. this 
this and that the other thing, 

1702
01:50:50,300 --> 01:50:54,400
You know, racial evidence, all 
the other stuff I get it, it can

1703
01:50:54,400 --> 01:50:57,400
be fun, there's, you know, 
hahaha joke, joke, joke joke, 

1704
01:50:57,400 --> 01:51:02,500
the problem is, it's it goes 
from being joke, joke, joke to 

1705
01:51:02,500 --> 01:51:07,200
other things really easily. 
You know, and it's not about 

1706
01:51:07,200 --> 01:51:10,300
hurting other people's feelings 
or being PC or all that kind of 

1707
01:51:10,308 --> 01:51:13,000
stuff. 
It's what it does to you on some

1708
01:51:13,000 --> 01:51:15,100
level. 
It's it's again showing its 

1709
01:51:17,500 --> 01:51:19,000
Whatever I catch myself doing 
it. 

1710
01:51:19,000 --> 01:51:22,100
It's just again that feeling of 
like what are you 13? 

1711
01:51:22,100 --> 01:51:23,500
Like you can't control your 
mouth. 

1712
01:51:23,500 --> 01:51:30,000
What was wrong with you? 
He calm and peaceful in the 

1713
01:51:30,000 --> 01:51:33,100
midst of life and all of its 
stressors and difficulties and 

1714
01:51:33,100 --> 01:51:38,000
not having to cuss is actually 
way more masculine having a 

1715
01:51:38,000 --> 01:51:39,800
large family. 
We call this. 

1716
01:51:39,800 --> 01:51:44,500
Having the full quiver of arrows
as the psalmist says, this is 

1717
01:51:44,500 --> 01:51:48,200
Saint maxing. 
This is when you have completely

1718
01:51:48,200 --> 01:51:52,300
given yourself over to the God's
design for family life. 

1719
01:51:52,300 --> 01:51:55,100
And why do I say this? 
Because having a lot of kids, 

1720
01:51:55,100 --> 01:51:58,900
takes a lot out of you. 
As a man, it is an incredible 

1721
01:51:58,900 --> 01:52:01,900
burden to trust God that he's 
going to help see you through 

1722
01:52:01,900 --> 01:52:06,000
it, that you're going to make it
that you're going to have the 

1723
01:52:06,000 --> 01:52:08,800
ability and wherewithal to 
tackle this, you know, when you 

1724
01:52:08,800 --> 01:52:12,100
have one or two kids, people 
normally cut off because it's so

1725
01:52:12,100 --> 01:52:14,600
hard and I'm going to tell you 
from experience, you know, 

1726
01:52:14,608 --> 01:52:17,500
within the last couple weeks I 
have had times where literally 

1727
01:52:17,500 --> 01:52:20,700
children were pooping and 
vomiting all over themselves, 

1728
01:52:20,700 --> 01:52:24,800
multiple children. 
Even at the same time and to go 

1729
01:52:24,800 --> 01:52:28,300
through an ordeal like this, it 
does, it pushes you To your 

1730
01:52:28,300 --> 01:52:32,700
absolute limit of mental 
fortitude to stay, calm to take 

1731
01:52:32,700 --> 01:52:36,300
care to clean up everyone to get
everyone washed off and back to 

1732
01:52:36,300 --> 01:52:40,900
bed. 
This is absolute manly in 

1733
01:52:40,900 --> 01:52:44,400
service and in action to the 
people that you love the most 

1734
01:52:44,400 --> 01:52:47,600
and are the most important to 
you, your wife and your children

1735
01:52:47,600 --> 01:52:52,900
eating Okay, as an add-on to 
that, I keeping in mind that 

1736
01:52:52,900 --> 01:52:57,500
what father, Moses, I think his 
audience here, his intended, 

1737
01:52:57,500 --> 01:52:59,500
audience is for young men 
specifically, right? 

1738
01:52:59,500 --> 01:53:05,100
So we'll keep that in mind 
because for some of us if you're

1739
01:53:05,100 --> 01:53:07,200
older, let's say, your my age 
right. 

1740
01:53:07,200 --> 01:53:10,300
God bless you. 
How is your back feeling? 

1741
01:53:10,300 --> 01:53:13,300
Not good. 
I know how was those knees. 

1742
01:53:13,300 --> 01:53:14,300
Creating a little bit, aren't 
you? 

1743
01:53:14,300 --> 01:53:18,300
But if you give us a get an 
older and you you didn't have 

1744
01:53:18,300 --> 01:53:22,300
kids or for some other reason 
you can't have children and 

1745
01:53:22,300 --> 01:53:25,000
you've chosen with your wife for
your your spouse, maybe you're 

1746
01:53:25,000 --> 01:53:28,100
not married, you didn't adopt or
not being involved. 

1747
01:53:28,100 --> 01:53:31,900
In life of children, on some 
level is very important for 

1748
01:53:31,900 --> 01:53:37,500
them. 
You know, find a way to involve 

1749
01:53:37,500 --> 01:53:43,100
yourself in the life of a child.
and do it dutifully if you're a 

1750
01:53:43,100 --> 01:53:50,500
stepfather or your, you know, 
handle that as As much of a 

1751
01:53:50,500 --> 01:53:52,600
responsibility as you can, 
right? 

1752
01:53:52,600 --> 01:53:55,400
It's difficult. 
We don't live in a perfect 

1753
01:53:55,400 --> 01:53:57,900
world. 
So people are going to have come

1754
01:53:57,900 --> 01:54:01,000
to this in different ways and 
your situations are going to be 

1755
01:54:01,000 --> 01:54:02,000
different and all the rest of 
it. 

1756
01:54:02,000 --> 01:54:04,900
But being involved in life of 
the child, on some on some 

1757
01:54:04,900 --> 01:54:07,600
primary level on a daily level, 
or something like that. 

1758
01:54:07,600 --> 01:54:12,900
It does something to you. 
Obviously, the most preferred 

1759
01:54:12,900 --> 01:54:14,800
best way of doing it is with 
your own kids. 

1760
01:54:14,800 --> 01:54:17,500
And yeah, maybe having, you 
know, multiple children is great

1761
01:54:17,500 --> 01:54:21,900
but even if you have one like 
myself and many others, Give 

1762
01:54:21,900 --> 01:54:25,600
yourself to that child. you 
know, give your attention, give 

1763
01:54:25,600 --> 01:54:30,600
your give your give your efforts
to the child. 

1764
01:54:32,000 --> 01:54:36,000
And do it purposely not because 
you want to be the father of the

1765
01:54:36,000 --> 01:54:38,700
year or not because of what it 
gives you necessary, it will 

1766
01:54:38,708 --> 01:54:40,900
give you things but that's not 
really the purpose. 

1767
01:54:40,900 --> 01:54:46,900
It's that you can't. 
It's the same thing about why 

1768
01:54:46,900 --> 01:54:48,500
you want to cultivate 
peacefulness. 

1769
01:54:49,500 --> 01:54:51,400
No cussing controls all these 
things. 

1770
01:54:51,400 --> 01:54:55,100
Why? 
Because that's what masculinity 

1771
01:54:55,100 --> 01:54:59,200
really is. 
One of the problems we've had in

1772
01:54:59,200 --> 01:55:03,100
the modern world. 
There's even goes back to our 

1773
01:55:03,100 --> 01:55:06,400
grandparents, my grandparents as
for some younger people, your 

1774
01:55:06,400 --> 01:55:09,500
great grandparents or so. 
Is that many of the men who 

1775
01:55:09,500 --> 01:55:12,700
lived through World War One, the
Great Depression World War Two? 

1776
01:55:14,000 --> 01:55:16,900
Even those who maybe didn't go 
fight in the wars, they were 

1777
01:55:16,900 --> 01:55:20,200
affected by these things. this 
is the age of the treble, 

1778
01:55:20,200 --> 01:55:25,200
though, I talked about, and 
They're modeling for let's say, 

1779
01:55:25,208 --> 01:55:30,600
Boomer Boomer men and and their 
daughters was not complete. 

1780
01:55:31,600 --> 01:55:34,200
Is also quite often the 
generation that started to turn 

1781
01:55:34,208 --> 01:55:37,600
away from God. 
The Lost Generation Hemingway 

1782
01:55:37,600 --> 01:55:41,300
and all the rest of those guys, 
you know, we're openly 

1783
01:55:41,300 --> 01:55:46,500
atheistic, quite a few of them. 
Post World War One. 

1784
01:55:46,500 --> 01:55:48,400
Many people came out of that war
with. 

1785
01:55:48,400 --> 01:55:51,900
Great question is, how can an 
all-loving all won? 

1786
01:55:51,900 --> 01:55:55,400
All of them. 
God do such allows such thing to

1787
01:55:55,400 --> 01:56:00,100
happen was so horrific. 
Now stories out of Korean Wars, 

1788
01:56:00,100 --> 01:56:02,100
as well. 
Or men turned into monsters. 

1789
01:56:04,900 --> 01:56:08,400
One of the other reasons I 
believe that once the further 

1790
01:56:08,400 --> 01:56:11,300
you go into Orthodoxy, the 
something that you search to 

1791
01:56:11,300 --> 01:56:14,200
encounters that Orthodoxy has 
suffering front and center, 

1792
01:56:14,200 --> 01:56:18,300
that's suffering is a very key 
component to the faith. 

1793
01:56:18,300 --> 01:56:20,000
That's just Orthodox 
Christianity. 

1794
01:56:20,000 --> 01:56:27,100
In general, of course, Christ 
suffers for us. but the other 

1795
01:56:27,100 --> 01:56:31,500
way of looking at it, is that 
when we ask those questions, 

1796
01:56:31,500 --> 01:56:36,500
why? 
Did not God not intervene. and 

1797
01:56:36,500 --> 01:56:39,100
one, I guess the One rebuttal 
would be. 

1798
01:56:39,108 --> 01:56:42,400
How do you know he didn't? 
You think this was bad? 

1799
01:56:43,500 --> 01:56:47,100
You might lack imagination. 
Maybe you could have been a lot 

1800
01:56:47,108 --> 01:56:51,400
worse. the other thing is that, 
oftentimes, we need to suffer, 

1801
01:56:51,400 --> 01:56:56,000
we need to In order to be 
brought to back to God. 

1802
01:56:56,008 --> 01:56:59,200
And the time frame, may not be 
even be our lifetime. 

1803
01:57:02,200 --> 01:57:04,900
Look at all the suffering from 
the last. 

1804
01:57:04,900 --> 01:57:08,300
Let's say 120 years that has 
brought us to this point and now

1805
01:57:08,300 --> 01:57:14,300
men young men are flocking to 
the church. now, I'm not saying 

1806
01:57:14,300 --> 01:57:20,500
that, I know the designs of God,
I don't I'm not even saying that

1807
01:57:20,500 --> 01:57:25,400
these this occurrences is the 
ultimate end of things but it is

1808
01:57:25,400 --> 01:57:33,000
a consequence of consequences. 
And we needed those other things

1809
01:57:33,000 --> 01:57:34,500
to happen in order to get us to 
hear. 

1810
01:57:35,300 --> 01:57:39,200
Again, this idea that life can 
only be understood backwards but

1811
01:57:39,200 --> 01:57:41,900
must be lived forwards. 
We are living. 

1812
01:57:41,900 --> 01:57:45,000
We are always going forwards to 
the next day, to the next moment

1813
01:57:45,000 --> 01:57:49,400
to the next word. 
So the next thought But yet to 

1814
01:57:49,400 --> 01:57:52,000
understand these things and 
where they came from, we can 

1815
01:57:52,000 --> 01:57:53,900
only do that by looking 
backwards. 

1816
01:57:56,300 --> 01:57:59,900
Being informed by that, which 
had come before and adding on to

1817
01:57:59,900 --> 01:58:02,900
that knowledge. 
Again, one of the curses of 

1818
01:58:02,900 --> 01:58:06,300
modernity tends to be to vilify 
the past, and never touch it 

1819
01:58:06,300 --> 01:58:09,000
again, Bad Evil, things, bad, 
evil people, bad evil things. 

1820
01:58:11,700 --> 01:58:13,800
We did battle things to these 
poor. 

1821
01:58:13,800 --> 01:58:19,200
Wonderful innocent people. 
And now we must feel guilt and 

1822
01:58:19,200 --> 01:58:21,900
shame. 
And that must be our narrative 

1823
01:58:21,900 --> 01:58:23,500
going forward. 
Right. 

1824
01:58:23,500 --> 01:58:29,800
This one before. 
We won't even deal with the A 

1825
01:58:29,800 --> 01:58:34,700
History, A History. 
The struggle with me the wrestle

1826
01:58:34,700 --> 01:58:39,800
with this word. 
The Non-historical record, how 

1827
01:58:39,800 --> 01:58:41,400
these things don't make sense 
in. 

1828
01:58:42,800 --> 01:58:45,800
If we accept that human beings 
are basically the same and have 

1829
01:58:45,800 --> 01:58:48,900
been the same for thousands of 
years and one way, shape or 

1830
01:58:48,900 --> 01:58:54,200
another and spiritually. 
Host Christ. 

1831
01:58:56,100 --> 01:58:59,900
After death. 
After the resurrection human 

1832
01:58:59,900 --> 01:59:03,300
beings have been changed in many
ways we interact with the world 

1833
01:59:03,308 --> 01:59:06,200
or phase and understanding of 
reality. 

1834
01:59:07,000 --> 01:59:10,200
But there's also fundamental 
things about us and our fallen 

1835
01:59:10,200 --> 01:59:12,500
nature that we're still with us 
and I've been with us forever. 

1836
01:59:13,300 --> 01:59:15,900
And we will be struggling with 
this to the very end and one way

1837
01:59:15,907 --> 01:59:29,200
shape or form. so, I realized 
something I've veered off. 

1838
01:59:29,200 --> 01:59:32,100
I meant to get back to a point. 
I've abandoned that point but 

1839
01:59:32,100 --> 01:59:38,100
there you go. 
I just lose the other point. 

1840
01:59:39,500 --> 01:59:42,600
Monologues hard folks, send me 
your money seniors appreciation.

1841
01:59:42,600 --> 01:59:44,900
Like the stream? 
Hey like look at the thing I 

1842
01:59:44,900 --> 01:59:47,700
mean we know in the chat in the 
comments below That's my way out

1843
01:59:47,700 --> 01:59:50,800
of it. 
It's all planned. 

1844
01:59:50,800 --> 01:59:54,300
It's all one big plan. 
I'm is my mute off. 

1845
01:59:54,300 --> 01:59:59,500
Okay good. 
Hockey starts. 

1846
01:59:59,500 --> 02:00:04,500
We'll get there. 
Back to large, family, involve 

1847
02:00:04,500 --> 02:00:08,300
yourself in the life of a child.
One way shape or form become a 

1848
02:00:08,300 --> 02:00:12,100
teacher, a mentor, you know, 
volunteer. 

1849
02:00:12,100 --> 02:00:16,100
Go to church, be around the kids
there, whatever, right? 

1850
02:00:16,100 --> 02:00:19,400
And the kind of guy also, by the
way, that means you have to 

1851
02:00:19,407 --> 02:00:22,100
become the kind of person that 
they people want to leave their 

1852
02:00:22,100 --> 02:00:25,900
kids around. 
Here. 

1853
02:00:28,200 --> 02:00:37,300
Don't be creepy. 2. 
Listen, if you're eating a soup 

1854
02:00:37,300 --> 02:00:41,500
that you could not eat with a 
fork, okay, what I mean is the 

1855
02:00:41,500 --> 02:00:45,100
soup if the soup does not 
contain large chunks of meat, 

1856
02:00:45,100 --> 02:00:49,900
but requires a little spoon that
you slurp off of there is 

1857
02:00:49,900 --> 02:00:52,700
something catastrophically wrong
going on. 

1858
02:00:52,700 --> 02:00:56,100
This is definitely a Timothy 
shallow, May mustache. 

1859
02:00:56,100 --> 02:01:01,600
All right, when you eat soup, it
should have chunks of protein in

1860
02:01:01,600 --> 02:01:06,700
it, it should be basically a 
watery meal of goodness, a 

1861
02:01:06,700 --> 02:01:13,500
ancient Scottish braaf. 
Okay, if it is gold up and you 

1862
02:01:13,500 --> 02:01:18,700
sit there drinking water by the 
Spoonful over and over again. 

1863
02:01:18,700 --> 02:01:23,000
There is something completely a 
masculine about that last but 

1864
02:01:23,000 --> 02:01:24,900
not least, I think this is a 
cultural thing. 

1865
02:01:24,900 --> 02:01:30,100
You know, I'll let but with that
because I love me some good 

1866
02:01:30,100 --> 02:01:32,100
tomato soup, a good thick tomato
soup. 

1867
02:01:32,100 --> 02:01:35,300
A nice. 
Broth, it's good, you know, 

1868
02:01:35,308 --> 02:01:39,200
doesn't always have to have 
chunks in it abortion, you know,

1869
02:01:39,200 --> 02:01:41,400
there's there are chunky 
abortion, there's more pureed 

1870
02:01:41,400 --> 02:01:45,600
abortions and I like me like me 
a good borsche though, with but 

1871
02:01:45,600 --> 02:01:47,100
you had stuff on top of it, 
right? 

1872
02:01:47,100 --> 02:01:50,800
But yeah, I think this is I'm 
going to leave. 

1873
02:01:50,800 --> 02:01:56,400
This was a cultural thing. 
The most beautiful. 

1874
02:01:57,800 --> 02:02:01,300
accoutrement, a man can have A 
fanny pack. 

1875
02:02:01,300 --> 02:02:05,600
Now this definitely goes under 
Lumberjack and the reason I say 

1876
02:02:05,600 --> 02:02:10,300
this, Is because only a man who 
does not care, what anyone 

1877
02:02:10,300 --> 02:02:14,800
thinks including his own wife. 
Is able to really rock this with

1878
02:02:14,800 --> 02:02:19,000
with pride and sincerity. 
And you notice too the guys who 

1879
02:02:19,000 --> 02:02:22,700
want to wear the fanny pack are 
the same guys with big quads. 

1880
02:02:22,700 --> 02:02:24,800
It's hard to get things in your 
pocket. 

1881
02:02:24,800 --> 02:02:28,700
It's hard to carry everything on
you and so you've got to put it 

1882
02:02:28,708 --> 02:02:32,500
in the fanny pack. 
This is an ultimate item of 

1883
02:02:32,500 --> 02:02:38,200
convenience and at the same time
exceptionally polarizing and so 

1884
02:02:38,200 --> 02:02:43,400
it is that only The Lumberjack 
the man who has reached a Peak 

1885
02:02:43,400 --> 02:02:47,900
Physical status and is able to 
handle his business, will rock 

1886
02:02:47,900 --> 02:02:53,000
the fanny pack with great pride,
joy, and no shame that. 

1887
02:02:53,000 --> 02:02:56,800
I, you know, I'm gonna agree to 
disagree with a good father here

1888
02:02:56,800 --> 02:03:04,100
fanny packs. 
Where a jacket pockets, you know

1889
02:03:04,108 --> 02:03:07,500
this is why we're wearing 
wearing pants, very useful cargo

1890
02:03:07,500 --> 02:03:09,800
pants if you really got a item 
issue. 

1891
02:03:09,800 --> 02:03:12,400
First of all, you probably got 
your probably carrying around 

1892
02:03:12,400 --> 02:03:14,900
too much stuff. 
And there's there's that also 

1893
02:03:14,900 --> 02:03:19,400
that problem, right? 
Which is why you walking around 

1894
02:03:19,400 --> 02:03:22,500
with that stuff. 
See Fanny packed. 

1895
02:03:22,500 --> 02:03:25,200
Me just means purse, it's just 
that's just purse. 

1896
02:03:27,200 --> 02:03:31,200
Yeah. 
That's saying you know, we're a 

1897
02:03:31,200 --> 02:03:33,800
jacket whereas sports jacket, 
it's nice. 

1898
02:03:33,800 --> 02:03:37,100
They're all utility. 
Got pockets in them and stuff. 

1899
02:03:37,108 --> 02:03:39,700
Great that way. 
Just yeah. 

1900
02:03:40,500 --> 02:03:43,100
Because see my my thing would be
this if I see walking around the

1901
02:03:43,100 --> 02:03:47,100
panty panty pack, I'm like, oh 
well one where's your jacket 

1902
02:03:47,100 --> 02:03:49,800
two? 
Why do you need to watch stuff? 

1903
02:03:50,500 --> 02:03:53,600
What he got in there. 
Like tampons or what? 

1904
02:03:53,600 --> 02:03:56,500
What's going on there? 
Like what, you know. 

1905
02:03:57,800 --> 02:04:01,300
And I get it, I guess if you're 
you're so muscular that you're 

1906
02:04:01,300 --> 02:04:04,500
paying, you can't get things in 
your pockets like you wear a 

1907
02:04:04,500 --> 02:04:07,300
jacket. 
They come with pockets, they're 

1908
02:04:07,300 --> 02:04:09,000
building. 
That's amazing thing. 

1909
02:04:09,000 --> 02:04:14,500
It's a great thing. 
We're going to say, he says my 

1910
02:04:14,508 --> 02:04:16,000
beet. 
Crop was awful this year. 

1911
02:04:16,008 --> 02:04:20,600
No, borsche for me, unless I try
for a fall crops, I love me some

1912
02:04:20,600 --> 02:04:22,800
good fresh beets here. 
Delicious. 

1913
02:04:22,800 --> 02:04:26,700
Okay, let's go back to Carl. 
This is only going to take us 

1914
02:04:26,700 --> 02:04:31,100
what we're only two two hours in
folks for a 14 minute video, but

1915
02:04:31,100 --> 02:04:34,100
we've watched other stuff. 
This is how I'm balancing these 

1916
02:04:34,100 --> 02:04:37,200
things out, you know. 
Before during the gold streams, 

1917
02:04:37,200 --> 02:04:41,100
I would just keep talking hammer
and yeah, and make a 15 minute 

1918
02:04:41,100 --> 02:04:43,800
video last five hours. 
Now, at least I'm doing a 

1919
02:04:43,800 --> 02:04:47,200
supplementary see Look at, look 
at the work I do for you. 

1920
02:04:49,500 --> 02:04:54,000
Send me your money. 
There are other videos of him 

1921
02:04:54,000 --> 02:04:56,900
powerfully built, father of five
weightlifting to the sound of 

1922
02:04:56,900 --> 02:05:00,600
heavy metal. 
Yeah, I wonder why this is a 

1923
02:05:00,600 --> 02:05:02,700
young man. 
He was raised as a Protestant 

1924
02:05:02,700 --> 02:05:05,200
and once worked as roofer. 
That now, serves as a priest in 

1925
02:05:05,200 --> 02:05:08,600
the Russian Orthodox church 
outside, Russia in Georgetown, 

1926
02:05:08,600 --> 02:05:11,700
Texas. 
This is a Global Network whose 

1927
02:05:11,700 --> 02:05:13,900
headquarter in New York. 
It's been expanding across the 

1928
02:05:13,900 --> 02:05:15,500
US. 
Mainly, as a result of 

1929
02:05:15,500 --> 02:05:17,900
converting people from this is a
phenomenon that's really 

1930
02:05:17,900 --> 02:05:21,400
prevalent role. 
I find people coming from 

1931
02:05:21,400 --> 02:05:26,300
outside face, who weren't 
necessarily clergy and other in 

1932
02:05:26,300 --> 02:05:29,700
other another phase coming. 
You know who were quite a few 

1933
02:05:29,708 --> 02:05:35,600
blue callers, who find their way
going to liturgy and find their 

1934
02:05:35,600 --> 02:05:39,200
way going up the hierarchy until
he receives the calling become a

1935
02:05:39,200 --> 02:05:42,500
priest or Deacon, or or 
original. 

1936
02:05:42,500 --> 02:05:48,100
This happens quite a bit and I'm
not well versed in the 

1937
02:05:48,100 --> 02:05:49,500
Protestant or Roman Catholic 
World. 

1938
02:05:49,500 --> 02:05:51,400
Maybe it's maybe it's a 
phenomenon everywhere. 

1939
02:05:51,400 --> 02:05:57,600
But I feel that because it's 
it's special because it's it's a

1940
02:05:57,600 --> 02:06:02,200
very much a Because it's an 
English speaking Church allows 

1941
02:06:02,200 --> 02:06:06,700
English Services. 
It's reaching people who weren't

1942
02:06:06,700 --> 02:06:10,400
necessarily brought up with a 
certain tradition with the 

1943
02:06:10,400 --> 02:06:11,700
Orient. 
Expectation of you know you're 

1944
02:06:11,700 --> 02:06:14,100
young you're getting you're 
going to go into the clergy like

1945
02:06:14,100 --> 02:06:16,100
Roman Catholics right here. 
Go to Seminary. 

1946
02:06:16,100 --> 02:06:21,100
So there's that difference to 
people coming to to the faith at

1947
02:06:21,100 --> 02:06:23,600
different points in their life 
and from different backgrounds. 

1948
02:06:23,600 --> 02:06:26,100
So it's, it's an interesting 
one. 

1949
02:06:26,100 --> 02:06:29,800
I think it also helps right now 
for a lot of people because, you

1950
02:06:29,800 --> 02:06:35,400
know, father Moses was roofer. 
He spent you know, Decades of 

1951
02:06:35,400 --> 02:06:39,500
his life, not involved in this, 
he can just from his videos, you

1952
02:06:39,500 --> 02:06:44,500
can see he can talk to people to
an assumed lady to his assumed 

1953
02:06:44,500 --> 02:06:48,000
young men audience. 
Let's say with an ease and a 

1954
02:06:48,008 --> 02:06:52,300
familiarity that maybe someone 
who was only raised let's say in

1955
02:06:52,300 --> 02:06:58,600
an academic kind of theological 
school, would maybe have a 

1956
02:06:58,600 --> 02:07:01,200
struggle with right? 
He's, he's got the personality, 

1957
02:07:01,200 --> 02:07:05,400
he can talk to the people and 
that's I think, overall stray, 

1958
02:07:05,400 --> 02:07:08,600
not saying that those who are 
academically money, can't do 

1959
02:07:08,600 --> 02:07:11,700
that either. 
But I think, you know what I'm 

1960
02:07:11,700 --> 02:07:15,000
saying? 
Like if you know, someone who 

1961
02:07:15,000 --> 02:07:19,000
works trades or even someone 
like me working Hospitality, I'm

1962
02:07:19,000 --> 02:07:21,900
gonna talk to other people, you 
know, middle, you know, other, 

1963
02:07:21,900 --> 02:07:27,000
you know, Wage Slave 4hl, people
in a much different way. 

1964
02:07:27,000 --> 02:07:29,500
Because I've been there, man. 
I know how it feels. 

1965
02:07:32,800 --> 02:07:35,800
In the last six months. 
Father Moses prepared, 75 new 

1966
02:07:35,800 --> 02:07:37,100
followers for back, doesn't in 
his church. 

1967
02:07:37,100 --> 02:07:39,200
The mother of God just north of 
Austin. 

1968
02:07:39,200 --> 02:07:41,700
When my wife and I converted 20 
years ago, we used to call 

1969
02:07:41,700 --> 02:07:45,000
Orthodoxy the best kept secret 
because people didn't just 

1970
02:07:45,000 --> 02:07:47,500
didn't know what it was. 
But in a year and a half, our 

1971
02:07:47,500 --> 02:07:50,700
congregation has tripled in size
During Sunday. 

1972
02:07:50,700 --> 02:07:53,500
Let's see if I've missed his 
church, I'm struck by the number

1973
02:07:53,500 --> 02:07:55,900
of men in their 20s and 30s 
praying and crossing himself at 

1974
02:07:55,900 --> 02:07:58,800
the back of the Nave and how 
this religion seems to attract 

1975
02:07:58,800 --> 02:08:01,200
young men uneasy with life in 
modern America. 

1976
02:08:01,200 --> 02:08:05,200
Well, that's because the tone 
and tenor of the thing is 

1977
02:08:05,200 --> 02:08:09,100
Eastern and Massillon and not 
Weston and feminine. 

1978
02:08:09,100 --> 02:08:12,600
That's the reason. 
Software engineer Theodore tells

1979
02:08:12,600 --> 02:08:16,300
me, he had a dream and what a 
job, and a wifey adored, but he 

1980
02:08:16,300 --> 02:08:18,500
felt empty inside. 
As if there was a hole in his 

1981
02:08:18,500 --> 02:08:22,200
heart, he believes that Society 
has been very harsh on men and 

1982
02:08:22,200 --> 02:08:24,100
it's constantly telling them, 
they are in the wrong. 

1983
02:08:24,100 --> 02:08:27,000
He complains that when men are 
that maina criticized for wanted

1984
02:08:27,000 --> 02:08:29,700
to be the breadwinner and 
sports, a stay-at-home wife, we 

1985
02:08:29,700 --> 02:08:32,200
are told that's a very toxic 
relationship nowadays, that's 

1986
02:08:32,200 --> 02:08:35,000
not how it should be. 
And so you see a lot of men who 

1987
02:08:35,000 --> 02:08:37,600
are like, hmm, actually, don't 
agree with the work, feminism, 

1988
02:08:37,600 --> 02:08:41,100
that dominates Western Society. 
Maybe there's another way of 

1989
02:08:41,100 --> 02:08:45,200
looking at relationships and I'm
surprisingly almost all the 

1990
02:08:45,200 --> 02:08:48,400
convicts. 
The orphanage have opted to home

1991
02:08:48,400 --> 02:08:51,900
school, their offspring partly, 
because they believed women 

1992
02:08:51,900 --> 02:08:53,700
should prioritize their families
rather than their careers. 

1993
02:08:55,800 --> 02:08:58,600
Why shouldn't they? 
Why shouldn't they? 

1994
02:08:58,600 --> 02:09:04,000
I mean again, this is just 
traditional family values as up 

1995
02:09:04,000 --> 02:09:08,500
until well, you know, the 90s 
and 1960s in the west, we also 

1996
02:09:08,500 --> 02:09:14,500
believed in And instead of women
being corporate drones whose job

1997
02:09:14,500 --> 02:09:18,400
is to increase the GDP, they 
were actually tasked with 

1998
02:09:18,400 --> 02:09:22,400
keeping house and raising 
children and enjoying their 

1999
02:09:22,400 --> 02:09:24,500
lives. 
While the men got to go out and 

2000
02:09:24,500 --> 02:09:26,100
be the Breadwinners. 
So they had a position of 

2001
02:09:26,100 --> 02:09:31,200
dignity and the women had the 
ability to create a much more 

2002
02:09:31,200 --> 02:09:33,700
sort of lovely society in which 
we could live. 

2003
02:09:33,700 --> 02:09:35,300
You know. 
It's very interesting is the 

2004
02:09:35,300 --> 02:09:40,500
decline of volunteerism. 
Since women have fled the home, 

2005
02:09:40,500 --> 02:09:42,600
the horrible oppressive home and
gone into the workforce. 

2006
02:09:42,600 --> 02:09:46,100
They used to be in like 
Victorian England and America. 

2007
02:09:47,400 --> 02:09:53,000
huge numbers of not just 
Charities, but like, Private 

2008
02:09:53,000 --> 02:09:58,500
Social Clubs and Endeavors that 
were run by women in order to 

2009
02:09:58,508 --> 02:10:01,200
make sure that the society in 
which we lived was nice and deal

2010
02:10:01,200 --> 02:10:05,700
with people, like the poor the 
sick you know orphanages things 

2011
02:10:05,700 --> 02:10:07,500
like this. 
A lot of these would be wrong 

2012
02:10:07,500 --> 02:10:10,500
privately by women. 
It's almost certain limitations 

2013
02:10:10,500 --> 02:10:14,700
on people and terms of where 
they can even aspire to be let 

2014
02:10:14,700 --> 02:10:17,800
alone actually fulfill. 
Kind of good thing. 

2015
02:10:18,800 --> 02:10:22,200
Orthodox Church. 
No, pre can get married and have

2016
02:10:22,200 --> 02:10:24,400
children. 
It's the difference from the 

2017
02:10:24,400 --> 02:10:28,300
Roman, Catholics. 
However, women are forbidden 

2018
02:10:28,300 --> 02:10:32,400
from becoming priests. 
Our deacons are in sub, Deacons.

2019
02:10:35,600 --> 02:10:37,900
Now, that doesn't mean that 
women don't fulfill important 

2020
02:10:37,900 --> 02:10:41,200
roles within the church. now, 
not just the priest wife, which 

2021
02:10:41,200 --> 02:10:47,300
a machuca which is, which is a 
Sort of almost special term. 

2022
02:10:47,300 --> 02:10:51,300
But, but for all the other women
attending New Jersey. 

2023
02:10:51,300 --> 02:10:53,500
There's there's roles they can 
play for me. 

2024
02:10:53,508 --> 02:10:56,700
They're singing in the choir to 
helping organize volunteer 

2025
02:10:56,700 --> 02:10:59,600
groups and charity groups and 
Outreach and all these other 

2026
02:10:59,600 --> 02:11:01,800
things, beautifying the church 
and ways that men probably don't

2027
02:11:01,800 --> 02:11:07,200
even think about oh these these 
wonderful good things they can 

2028
02:11:07,200 --> 02:11:15,200
do that are just as important in
many ways as everything else. 

2029
02:11:16,900 --> 02:11:20,200
Because it all feeds into it. 
It's the experience. 

2030
02:11:21,300 --> 02:11:25,900
Total experience. 
That's important. 

2031
02:11:25,900 --> 02:11:28,500
And everyone has a role in that 
experience. 

2032
02:11:29,600 --> 02:11:31,700
Even if you're just seeking, so 
you're staying in the back and 

2033
02:11:31,700 --> 02:11:33,900
you're, you know, trying to 
remember when the cross yourself

2034
02:11:33,900 --> 02:11:35,800
and about. 
What are you doing here and Lord

2035
02:11:35,800 --> 02:11:36,600
of Mercy. 
Lord, of Mercy. 

2036
02:11:36,608 --> 02:11:37,500
Lord of Mercy. 
All that stuff? 

2037
02:11:37,500 --> 02:11:37,900
Yeah. 
Sure. 

2038
02:11:38,800 --> 02:11:45,900
You're fulfilling a purpose. 
You just don't know it yet you 

2039
02:11:45,900 --> 02:11:47,500
don't you. 
You haven't been given this area

2040
02:11:47,500 --> 02:11:49,500
a role yet. 
That's okay. 

2041
02:11:49,500 --> 02:11:54,900
Your role is to learn. 
And to be in the presence of 

2042
02:11:54,900 --> 02:11:57,700
God, that's there's your role. 
You're fulfilling it good for 

2043
02:11:57,700 --> 02:12:00,500
you. 
Go to church, talk to your 

2044
02:12:00,500 --> 02:12:05,500
priest, you know. 
Just the act of going. 

2045
02:12:07,200 --> 02:12:09,400
You're doing something that a 
lot, but what? 

2046
02:12:09,400 --> 02:12:13,200
99% of your population of your 
standing populations, probably 

2047
02:12:13,200 --> 02:12:17,000
not doing. 
You're going in your attending 

2048
02:12:17,000 --> 02:12:20,400
and you're being a tent full. 
You're paying attention 

2049
02:12:20,400 --> 02:12:24,000
listening? 
You're making it not about you. 

2050
02:12:25,200 --> 02:12:27,800
or trying to, Taking those first
steps. 

2051
02:12:27,800 --> 02:12:31,000
These are good things. 
Celebrate them. 

2052
02:12:32,100 --> 02:12:35,500
So good about that. 
You're allowed to feel your love

2053
02:12:35,500 --> 02:12:39,100
to feel good about that. 
Can't take that away from you. 

2054
02:12:41,300 --> 02:12:43,800
That's why I always say about 
prayer, prayer, prayers is 

2055
02:12:43,800 --> 02:12:45,200
wonderful thing because it's 
free. 

2056
02:12:46,200 --> 02:12:46,800
Do it. 
Whatever you want. 

2057
02:12:46,800 --> 02:12:48,600
Do it right now. 
Lord, Jesus Christ. 

2058
02:12:48,600 --> 02:12:49,800
And God have mercy measure 
Center. 

2059
02:12:53,600 --> 02:12:56,300
Just do it. 
No one can stop you from doing 

2060
02:12:56,300 --> 02:13:00,700
it. 
You just do it in your mind. you

2061
02:13:00,700 --> 02:13:04,200
don't have to say the words, 
just Think them be intentful of 

2062
02:13:04,200 --> 02:13:07,700
them. 
It's wonderful to wonderful 

2063
02:13:07,700 --> 02:13:09,500
gift. 
It's free. 

2064
02:13:11,500 --> 02:13:12,900
Easy memorized. 
Jesus prayer. 

2065
02:13:13,800 --> 02:13:16,100
Four lines is Lord, Jesus Christ
on a God. 

2066
02:13:16,100 --> 02:13:17,300
Have mercy me a sinner. 
There you go. 

2067
02:13:19,500 --> 02:13:21,700
Words off demons, bad, thoughts 
and tensions. 

2068
02:13:22,800 --> 02:13:26,800
Keeps you centered? 
Keep your humble. what's not to,

2069
02:13:26,800 --> 02:13:31,600
like, Going to liturgy. 
Sometimes it's difficult. 

2070
02:13:31,600 --> 02:13:34,900
I know for me it's takes an hour
to get to to church, not always 

2071
02:13:34,900 --> 02:13:38,000
easy. 
The demands. 

2072
02:13:38,000 --> 02:13:43,300
And as you don't, you just don't
feel like it Don't feel like the

2073
02:13:43,300 --> 02:13:44,800
weird thing too, is you having a
prayer rules? 

2074
02:13:44,808 --> 02:13:46,600
Sometimes you just don't feel 
like sink in prayer. 

2075
02:13:46,608 --> 02:13:49,600
Like what's that about? 
I always say my prayers. 

2076
02:13:49,600 --> 02:13:51,300
Why do I today? 
Why do I don't know? 

2077
02:13:52,600 --> 02:13:56,500
Do I gotta? 
Think how long you're prayer 

2078
02:13:56,500 --> 02:13:59,700
rule is probably about 10 10, 15
minutes tops. 

2079
02:14:02,400 --> 02:14:04,000
Right. 
I know. 

2080
02:14:04,008 --> 02:14:07,800
I know there's people there's 
Ortho chats that in the chat or 

2081
02:14:07,800 --> 02:14:10,000
I just pray for five hours every
night. 

2082
02:14:10,000 --> 02:14:12,800
Well, good for you but you know,
for the for the majority of us, 

2083
02:14:14,300 --> 02:14:17,900
it's not that long really and 
even if it's an hour, it's an 

2084
02:14:17,900 --> 02:14:23,300
hour, half hour, whatever it is.
Now you know you you think of 

2085
02:14:23,300 --> 02:14:26,100
all the other things you waste 
time on that's what I always 

2086
02:14:26,100 --> 02:14:29,100
catches me sometimes, right. 
I'm like oh God I see my 

2087
02:14:29,108 --> 02:14:31,000
prayers. 
Like you just watched you just 

2088
02:14:31,000 --> 02:14:34,700
didn't sit there watching 
YouTube, been watching wrestling

2089
02:14:34,700 --> 02:14:36,800
shoot videos for last hour and a
half. 

2090
02:14:39,500 --> 02:14:42,000
Could've gotten like multiple 
layers of prayers in this one. 

2091
02:14:43,900 --> 02:14:47,600
Where's your mind? 
I'll tell you one, one, where I 

2092
02:14:47,600 --> 02:14:50,000
fail constantly. 
There's I multiple points of 

2093
02:14:50,000 --> 02:14:51,700
failure. 
Like I said, I'm the worst. 

2094
02:14:51,700 --> 02:14:55,100
It's the morning prayers in the 
prayer book. 

2095
02:14:55,100 --> 02:14:57,400
It says the first, it's the 
first thing you should do. 

2096
02:14:58,700 --> 02:15:01,100
You know, get up. 
And start your prayers. 

2097
02:15:03,200 --> 02:15:04,300
You know, don't do anything 
else. 

2098
02:15:05,200 --> 02:15:08,800
Be present with God. 
And I fall into check my phone, 

2099
02:15:08,808 --> 02:15:11,500
the alarm goes off. 
So then, you know, I'm there. 

2100
02:15:11,500 --> 02:15:16,300
So scroll, it's just habit 
Scrolls, Twitter, I go washroom.

2101
02:15:16,300 --> 02:15:20,000
I have a smoke, maybe, get the 
kettle on the boil and then say,

2102
02:15:20,000 --> 02:15:23,100
my prayers. 
That's on me. 

2103
02:15:23,100 --> 02:15:29,200
Bad bad, bad me. 
Why? 

2104
02:15:30,000 --> 02:15:32,500
Where's your orientation? 
What's going to be important to 

2105
02:15:32,500 --> 02:15:35,700
you today? 
This, this is part of it but 

2106
02:15:35,700 --> 02:15:40,100
this is God show. 
I've offered it up. 

2107
02:15:41,700 --> 02:15:44,900
And if you know tomorrow it's 
like quit the show, I'll quit 

2108
02:15:44,907 --> 02:15:50,000
the show. 
It's not on me. 

2109
02:15:52,600 --> 02:15:54,400
There's the other brilliant part
of this. 

2110
02:15:56,000 --> 02:15:59,600
When you understand that you 
bear responsibility for your 

2111
02:15:59,600 --> 02:16:02,200
actions, your thoughts, your 
words you bear responsibility. 

2112
02:16:03,600 --> 02:16:05,300
You can give yourself a little 
bit of a break. 

2113
02:16:05,300 --> 02:16:07,700
Again, go to church, talk to 
your priest. 

2114
02:16:07,700 --> 02:16:10,200
Here's a little bit of a break. 
You can give yourself in the 

2115
02:16:10,208 --> 02:16:13,100
modern world if you're just 
coming to this now, is that you 

2116
02:16:13,100 --> 02:16:16,100
didn't know. 
Okay, you're ignorant. 

2117
02:16:17,300 --> 02:16:18,500
You didn't know what you didn't 
know. 

2118
02:16:20,100 --> 02:16:23,200
And you've been saturated. 
With this. 

2119
02:16:25,300 --> 02:16:30,300
BS. 
Your whole entire life. 

2120
02:16:36,200 --> 02:16:37,400
Materialism. 
Boom. 

2121
02:16:37,400 --> 02:16:43,900
GP, go up. 
Quality boom, individuals and 

2122
02:16:43,900 --> 02:16:47,100
boom. 
Distractions, boom? 

2123
02:16:47,100 --> 02:16:49,299
Pornography, boom. 
All of it. 

2124
02:16:49,299 --> 02:16:55,600
Boom, boom. 
The fact that if you're 

2125
02:16:55,600 --> 02:16:57,700
listening to this and you're 
made a decision to break free of

2126
02:16:57,700 --> 02:17:00,299
it and go to go to church, talk 
to your priest. 

2127
02:17:02,400 --> 02:17:08,299
That one step one step. 
Is massive in today's world. 

2128
02:17:13,400 --> 02:17:15,900
You're at zero. 
You're trying to get to one. 

2129
02:17:18,100 --> 02:17:20,799
Or let's say you're less than 
one right? 

2130
02:17:20,799 --> 02:17:23,900
Trying to get there, trying to 
get that first step, over the 

2131
02:17:23,900 --> 02:17:26,700
over the fresh old and then the 
next one, the next one. 

2132
02:17:26,700 --> 02:17:29,200
And the next one. 
I think both gets easier and 

2133
02:17:29,200 --> 02:17:31,100
harder as you go all these 
things. 

2134
02:17:31,100 --> 02:17:32,299
Oh, I think that's where I 
remember. 

2135
02:17:32,299 --> 02:17:37,000
I was gonna try to say and now 
see the threads sometimes, and 

2136
02:17:37,000 --> 02:17:40,299
my old decrepit. 
Brain, come together, easy hard 

2137
02:17:40,299 --> 02:17:43,299
thing. 
Most of Orthodoxy. 

2138
02:17:43,299 --> 02:17:46,900
You're going to find out or as 
I'm finding out, I'll put it on 

2139
02:17:46,900 --> 02:17:50,600
me and I'm finding out. 
It's filled with the easy heart 

2140
02:17:50,600 --> 02:17:54,299
things. 
Prayer rules easy. 

2141
02:17:55,200 --> 02:17:58,100
Sometimes very hard. 
Fasting easy. 

2142
02:17:58,100 --> 02:18:00,900
Don't eat this. 
But I won't eat it. 

2143
02:18:00,900 --> 02:18:04,000
I really want to eat it. 
First time you fast, you're 

2144
02:18:04,000 --> 02:18:09,400
gonna find out how how, like 
bacon Bacon bacon. 

2145
02:18:10,700 --> 02:18:13,400
But at stake but you don't even 
have it in front of you like a 

2146
02:18:13,400 --> 02:18:15,500
boy but she's Burger. 
I just want a cheeseburger. 

2147
02:18:15,500 --> 02:18:17,000
You haven't had a cheeseburger 
in a week. 

2148
02:18:17,000 --> 02:18:20,000
I'm gonna eat chicken or is it 
weird things? 

2149
02:18:20,000 --> 02:18:27,700
Come up. 
Because you're denying yourself.

2150
02:18:29,700 --> 02:18:32,600
And the adversary hates it, when
you're denying yourself, because

2151
02:18:32,600 --> 02:18:37,299
you're making one step again, 
that one stone, Small Step of 

2152
02:18:37,299 --> 02:18:38,799
divorcing, yourself from the 
world. 

2153
02:18:39,799 --> 02:18:41,600
Taking a step back, take a step 
away going. 

2154
02:18:41,600 --> 02:18:47,000
Ah, what else is on the menu? 
I can deny myself. 

2155
02:18:47,700 --> 02:18:51,700
I can get my control, but this. 
My biggest thing is smoking, 

2156
02:18:51,700 --> 02:18:53,900
right? 
If smoke on Stream, So supposed 

2157
02:18:53,900 --> 02:18:58,799
to be not under advisor. 
Advisory of my priest is to use 

2158
02:18:58,799 --> 02:19:00,200
Wednesdays and Fridays on to 
smoke. 

2159
02:19:00,200 --> 02:19:02,799
And I have been horrible at 
that. 

2160
02:19:02,799 --> 02:19:06,200
So sorry. 
Father John Here's my public 

2161
02:19:06,200 --> 02:19:08,799
confession. 
I suck. 

2162
02:19:14,900 --> 02:19:19,000
The easiest thing in the world. 
Is to not do something. 

2163
02:19:22,400 --> 02:19:24,900
Big. 
It's like almost like be lazy 

2164
02:19:24,900 --> 02:19:27,400
about your addiction. 
Just just don't do it. 

2165
02:19:27,400 --> 02:19:30,500
God, I'll smoke tomorrow, get 
around to it. 

2166
02:19:32,900 --> 02:19:35,600
Or I'll eat that. 
Cake or whatever it is. 

2167
02:19:35,600 --> 02:19:37,000
Whatever your thing is, 
whatever. 

2168
02:19:37,000 --> 02:19:38,600
The thing is that gets got you 
in your grip. 

2169
02:19:39,700 --> 02:19:42,000
Easiest thing in the world is 
not doing something but it's 

2170
02:19:42,000 --> 02:19:44,799
also the hardest thing, when 
it's all, you know, how to do 

2171
02:19:44,799 --> 02:19:46,900
when it's become part of you in 
some way. 

2172
02:19:46,900 --> 02:19:50,700
And that's the hooks You know, I
envy those people. 

2173
02:19:50,700 --> 02:19:52,900
I don't even know if they're 
telling the truth, but some 

2174
02:19:52,900 --> 02:19:55,600
people are always like, saying I
could just have one cigarette 

2175
02:19:55,600 --> 02:20:00,500
after a good meal. 
Oh, So, it's always piss party 

2176
02:20:00,500 --> 02:20:02,200
people. 
It's also those same people who 

2177
02:20:02,200 --> 02:20:04,400
get drunk at the bar. 
And then, like, smoked half your

2178
02:20:04,400 --> 02:20:05,700
pack. 
Yeah, those, those are the same 

2179
02:20:05,708 --> 02:20:09,100
people but regardless, I don't 
smoke. 

2180
02:20:09,100 --> 02:20:12,400
Oh, he's poking. 
I'd go buy a new because of you.

2181
02:20:13,300 --> 02:20:15,600
You certainly were doing it 
tonight. 

2182
02:20:15,600 --> 02:20:20,400
Bob, I don't know what. 
Anyways, I digress. 

2183
02:20:21,400 --> 02:20:26,500
Easy hard things. 
Liturgy. 

2184
02:20:32,900 --> 02:20:37,700
There's more to it and I really 
don't want to Debate anything by

2185
02:20:37,700 --> 02:20:40,600
making too simplistic but like 
your first time at liturgy the 

2186
02:20:40,600 --> 02:20:44,300
first time you go. 
And, by the way, I Go to 

2187
02:20:44,300 --> 02:20:47,400
whatever service you can. 
It was recommended me to go to a

2188
02:20:47,400 --> 02:20:51,100
Vespers which is my parish is a 
Saturday service. 

2189
02:20:51,100 --> 02:20:54,100
I also kind of recommend that I 
think it's, I think that's a 

2190
02:20:54,100 --> 02:20:55,900
good one. 
Liturgy can be a lot. 

2191
02:20:55,900 --> 02:21:01,000
There's a lot going on, you 
know, Vespers depending on your 

2192
02:21:01,000 --> 02:21:02,700
Parish. 
Does it tend to be a little 

2193
02:21:02,700 --> 02:21:04,700
less? 
Everything. 

2194
02:21:06,700 --> 02:21:09,100
I have more of a chance to talk 
to your preset words and so 

2195
02:21:09,100 --> 02:21:10,200
that's a little bit less demands
on. 

2196
02:21:11,000 --> 02:21:15,500
So, but as you will right again 
go to church, talk to your 

2197
02:21:15,508 --> 02:21:22,500
priest. 
Either way. your first service, 

2198
02:21:22,500 --> 02:21:27,000
all you need to do is go you go 
and stand in the back. 

2199
02:21:29,000 --> 02:21:32,400
You know, maybe you have a if 
you go into a Russian Orthodox 

2200
02:21:32,400 --> 02:21:34,100
Church, you the little ladies 
sometimes. 

2201
02:21:34,100 --> 02:21:35,800
Right? 
Who are going to tissue and 

2202
02:21:35,800 --> 02:21:40,200
they'll tell you Different 
churches, have different 

2203
02:21:40,200 --> 02:21:43,100
Traditions or whatever. 
But chances are, you can just go

2204
02:21:43,100 --> 02:21:46,200
in and just stand there in the 
back and laundry bees and views.

2205
02:21:47,400 --> 02:21:50,500
Don't wear shorts and no, not my
thing. 

2206
02:21:50,500 --> 02:21:54,800
But where is shirt and pants? 
Okay, nice shoes that Sunday 

2207
02:21:54,800 --> 02:21:58,200
Best. 
Yeah, do that. we're a big giant

2208
02:21:58,200 --> 02:22:01,100
tuxedo, but You know, be clean 
at least. 

2209
02:22:02,000 --> 02:22:05,600
Shave. 
And if you can, Go. 

2210
02:22:07,100 --> 02:22:09,300
Go and see. 
Come and see. 

2211
02:22:10,800 --> 02:22:14,400
And you're at that point, you're
only responsibility is to be in 

2212
02:22:14,408 --> 02:22:17,100
the presence of it. 
Drink it in. 

2213
02:22:19,500 --> 02:22:22,100
Easy. 
Don't go to know what to do with

2214
02:22:22,108 --> 02:22:25,900
your hands, you know, try to do 
the cross when it was someone 

2215
02:22:25,900 --> 02:22:30,000
else does a cross, do a cross. 
Someone bows, you bow bow. 

2216
02:22:31,600 --> 02:22:34,100
They say, Lord of Mercy. 
Say, Lord of mercies pretty 

2217
02:22:34,100 --> 02:22:35,500
simple, right? 
Thank you. 

2218
02:22:35,508 --> 02:22:39,300
Till you make it kind of thing. 
Or just stand there in the back,

2219
02:22:39,308 --> 02:22:41,900
is your first time. 
Chances are no one's going to be

2220
02:22:41,908 --> 02:22:44,000
paying attention to you, 
anyways. 

2221
02:22:44,800 --> 02:22:48,400
It came in quietly. 
Don't knock over the. 

2222
02:22:48,400 --> 02:22:55,100
Don't knock over the candles. 
Come and see just be present. 

2223
02:22:57,200 --> 02:23:01,100
Simple. 
I can speak of some experience. 

2224
02:23:02,200 --> 02:23:05,700
It took me a long time to go to 
liturgy because I felt unworthy 

2225
02:23:06,900 --> 02:23:12,700
And I am. 
I am unworthy. but that feeling 

2226
02:23:12,700 --> 02:23:17,200
of unworthiness had was like, 
unworthiness, shame all the rest

2227
02:23:17,200 --> 02:23:21,300
of it, like I couldn't I 
couldn't take that step over the

2228
02:23:21,308 --> 02:23:26,800
threshold, mentally. 
And so, I made every excuse in 

2229
02:23:26,800 --> 02:23:30,800
the world. 
Oh, there's on me and all these 

2230
02:23:30,800 --> 02:23:35,000
others. 
I had a I guess three years ago 

2231
02:23:35,000 --> 02:23:39,000
I was up in Perth so I had to do
medical exams from my, my visas.

2232
02:23:41,900 --> 02:23:45,300
And I could have gone. 
I was there on a Sunday, easy 

2233
02:23:45,300 --> 02:23:48,100
peasy could have gone to the 
Ukrainian Church that's there in

2234
02:23:48,100 --> 02:23:51,200
Perth. 
Canonical church or Russian or 

2235
02:23:51,200 --> 02:23:54,800
whatever and just gone. 
Come and see, just could have 

2236
02:23:54,800 --> 02:23:57,500
gone. 
And I was planning on it in my 

2237
02:23:57,500 --> 02:23:59,700
mind I'm like I'm gonna go to 
liturgy on it. 

2238
02:23:59,700 --> 02:24:03,000
I'm there might as well wasn't 
that far. 

2239
02:24:03,000 --> 02:24:09,800
Keep jumping over, get there. 
Couldn't do it. day of couldn't 

2240
02:24:09,800 --> 02:24:14,900
do it. 
Overcome. with that sense of 

2241
02:24:17,100 --> 02:24:22,500
inadequacy shame. 
Prevent me from from there and 

2242
02:24:22,500 --> 02:24:24,700
you can blame it on the demons. 
You can blame it on a whole 

2243
02:24:24,700 --> 02:24:33,300
bunch of stuff, but it's you. so
to overcome these things and as 

2244
02:24:33,300 --> 02:24:36,500
I said to anyone, if you've gone
If you're going. 

2245
02:24:38,200 --> 02:24:42,600
Just to go. is a major 
accomplishment in the model 

2246
02:24:42,600 --> 02:24:46,500
World, major Do not understand 
it in yourself. 

2247
02:24:51,000 --> 02:24:52,900
Now. 
Don't go walk around. 

2248
02:24:54,300 --> 02:24:57,900
Billy badass. 
Oh, I want to liturgy over. 

2249
02:24:57,900 --> 02:24:59,900
Really okay. 
Okay, good. 

2250
02:25:01,200 --> 02:25:03,400
Go again. 
Keep going. 

2251
02:25:04,400 --> 02:25:12,200
Keep going. if I do nothing else
with this show, For other things

2252
02:25:12,208 --> 02:25:17,300
that I'm doing this thing. 
If the only thing that this show

2253
02:25:17,300 --> 02:25:20,500
ever accomplishes, even if I 
don't make any money or whatever

2254
02:25:20,500 --> 02:25:24,100
have you, right? 
And I'm forced to other means. 

2255
02:25:25,200 --> 02:25:29,900
That's fine. 
The The Hope really is the the 

2256
02:25:29,900 --> 02:25:33,200
intent and the hope is this is 
to increase, it's not even to 

2257
02:25:33,200 --> 02:25:35,600
bring you to church. 
God's going to do that for you, 

2258
02:25:35,600 --> 02:25:38,700
okay? 
It's not to improve your life. 

2259
02:25:38,700 --> 02:25:40,900
God, your priest. 
The church is going to do that 

2260
02:25:40,900 --> 02:25:42,600
for you. 
They're going to heal you. 

2261
02:25:42,600 --> 02:25:45,800
These are all the things that 
can happen when you go. 

2262
02:25:47,800 --> 02:25:50,300
I'm here, just as your personal 
cheerleader, man. 

2263
02:25:50,300 --> 02:25:53,800
We're gonna watch some stuff, 
clear, some stuff out to get 

2264
02:25:53,808 --> 02:25:56,700
these doubts, to attack that 
modern brain to break. 

2265
02:25:56,708 --> 02:25:59,400
That liberal frame. 
That part of the show is never 

2266
02:25:59,400 --> 02:26:00,900
changed. 
My work, will never change on 

2267
02:26:00,900 --> 02:26:03,600
that. 
But it's also just to encourage 

2268
02:26:03,600 --> 02:26:06,100
you. 
My story through my journey 

2269
02:26:06,100 --> 02:26:09,200
through. 
The journey stories and journeys

2270
02:26:09,200 --> 02:26:12,200
of others. 
And tell you, it's okay. 

2271
02:26:14,000 --> 02:26:17,700
It's going to be okay. 
But you got to make those steps.

2272
02:26:17,700 --> 02:26:19,500
You gotta do the easy hard 
things. 

2273
02:26:22,200 --> 02:26:26,900
And the more you do them. 
The easier and harder it gets. 

2274
02:26:28,000 --> 02:26:32,900
Not gonna lie to you. 
Some aspects of this is really 

2275
02:26:32,900 --> 02:26:40,200
hard. 
Confronting yourself. as you 

2276
02:26:40,208 --> 02:26:44,000
walk down that Royal path, 
you're going to pass yourself or

2277
02:26:44,000 --> 02:26:45,400
so. 
I'm told I'm not there yet. 

2278
02:26:47,400 --> 02:26:51,400
But you'll pass this false self.
This idea, this worldly self of 

2279
02:26:51,400 --> 02:26:54,800
you, that is not even you. 
It's a concoction, it's a, it's 

2280
02:26:54,800 --> 02:26:58,600
a amalgamation of your parents 
and your world, your all these 

2281
02:26:58,600 --> 02:27:00,200
other things. 
You wear them. 

2282
02:27:02,100 --> 02:27:09,700
Yes, sir to strip that way. 
To get to who you are. 

2283
02:27:14,700 --> 02:27:16,700
I think this is a great work of 
Father, Moses and others like 

2284
02:27:16,708 --> 02:27:20,300
that targeting young men about 
these about these these subjects

2285
02:27:20,300 --> 02:27:25,100
because again, we're we've been 
cursed with modeling broken men.

2286
02:27:26,200 --> 02:27:28,400
Who were given the moniker the 
great generation. 

2287
02:27:29,200 --> 02:27:32,600
Heroes in many ways they were 
and I'm not taking anything away

2288
02:27:32,600 --> 02:27:34,200
from them. 
It pains me to even talk about 

2289
02:27:34,200 --> 02:27:37,600
this stuff because I hold my 
grandfather of that, generation 

2290
02:27:37,600 --> 02:27:41,400
of two great regard. 
But in many ways these men were 

2291
02:27:41,400 --> 02:27:43,700
broken and were not traditional 
men. 

2292
02:27:43,700 --> 02:27:49,100
So when we talk of traditional 
masculinity we're not even 

2293
02:27:49,100 --> 02:27:51,600
talking about the same thing. 
There's your word concept 

2294
02:27:51,600 --> 02:27:53,400
fallacy. 
Mask literally, what does it 

2295
02:27:53,400 --> 02:27:58,600
mean? 
What is a traditional role? 

2296
02:27:58,600 --> 02:28:02,400
The father and how the father 
I'm talking dads, you know, not 

2297
02:28:02,400 --> 02:28:06,100
just the father or your priest 
but dads or how we supposed to 

2298
02:28:06,108 --> 02:28:09,000
interact with our children with 
our wives, with the world. 

2299
02:28:11,100 --> 02:28:13,200
What? 
All are instincts and all our, 

2300
02:28:13,200 --> 02:28:19,900
let's say almost Christian DNA, 
has been outlawed or subdued or 

2301
02:28:19,900 --> 02:28:25,700
made vulgar. 
And then of course we look okay,

2302
02:28:25,700 --> 02:28:27,500
well we look to aspects of our 
fathers. 

2303
02:28:27,500 --> 02:28:30,000
Okay well looks at the world 
we're looking to our dads and to

2304
02:28:30,000 --> 02:28:33,000
our grandfathers and we realize 
that they've been modeling bad 

2305
02:28:33,000 --> 02:28:36,800
models as well. 
Oops, and not just their 

2306
02:28:36,800 --> 02:28:41,300
struggling with their own 
personal etcs, but their concept

2307
02:28:41,300 --> 02:28:45,400
of masculinity has been altered.
And I think that's on purpose. 

2308
02:28:46,800 --> 02:28:48,600
The Revolutionary spirit that 
luciferian. 

2309
02:28:48,600 --> 02:28:51,700
Spirit has gone through. 
These categories has done a 

2310
02:28:51,708 --> 02:28:54,300
revolution on the idea of the 
concept of what it is to be 

2311
02:28:54,308 --> 02:28:57,200
masculine. 
And over the last 60 years, has 

2312
02:28:57,200 --> 02:28:59,500
gone through the feminine. 
And now we're going to go into 

2313
02:28:59,500 --> 02:29:05,800
the category of the child. 
I don't think it's by accident, 

2314
02:29:05,800 --> 02:29:09,500
or by coincidence. 
That the big thing right now, 

2315
02:29:09,500 --> 02:29:16,100
Jeffrey, Epstein, PDF files, 
child Rings, all that stuff. 

2316
02:29:20,600 --> 02:29:29,100
That's aspect of the child. you 
know, prunes The transformed. 

2317
02:29:30,000 --> 02:29:32,900
The medically, transformed. 
Many of them children. 

2318
02:29:33,700 --> 02:29:36,800
Prepare you know puberty 
blockers for those who have not 

2319
02:29:36,800 --> 02:29:39,900
gone through puberty 13 14 year,
olds are you know people are 

2320
02:29:39,900 --> 02:29:42,700
going through it now. 
On what happens with those kids,

2321
02:29:42,700 --> 02:29:45,400
you know, starting now the next 
over the next five. 

2322
02:29:45,400 --> 02:29:49,500
So years when they start to 
realize what was done to them, 

2323
02:29:56,700 --> 02:29:59,800
Revolution. 
In the category of the child. 

2324
02:30:03,900 --> 02:30:06,700
so, the responsibility did Of 
Matt of men. 

2325
02:30:07,800 --> 02:30:09,900
Is to get our heads out of our 
asses, excuse me. 

2326
02:30:13,700 --> 02:30:15,500
It's not fair. 
You're right. 

2327
02:30:15,508 --> 02:30:18,400
It's not fair. 
But it is what it is. 

2328
02:30:19,800 --> 02:30:22,300
There's your responsibility. 
Here is your time. 

2329
02:30:22,300 --> 02:30:26,100
You will live it. 
How do you wish to live it? 

2330
02:30:27,300 --> 02:30:32,000
Here is your struggle, will you?
Will you take up arms against 

2331
02:30:32,000 --> 02:30:36,300
yourself? 
Against your own predilections 

2332
02:30:36,300 --> 02:30:40,900
and lies. 
And deceits. 

2333
02:30:41,700 --> 02:30:44,400
It's not all just from 
adversary, they stem from him. 

2334
02:30:44,400 --> 02:30:46,700
Sure. 
The demons love to Feast on it 

2335
02:30:46,700 --> 02:30:49,500
but we Supply them with a steady
stream of it ourselves, don't 

2336
02:30:49,500 --> 02:30:52,300
we? 
No more excuses. 

2337
02:30:56,000 --> 02:31:03,900
Come see. 
As I progressed along this path,

2338
02:31:03,900 --> 02:31:07,900
and as hopefully, as I gain 
authority to talk to such 

2339
02:31:07,900 --> 02:31:09,200
matters. 
Well, we'll talk about spiritual

2340
02:31:09,200 --> 02:31:11,100
warfare. 
Well, be well be anytime soon. 

2341
02:31:14,800 --> 02:31:24,400
We'll get into it, I'm sure. 
I don't sound too this you know.

2342
02:31:24,400 --> 02:31:25,900
Now people go. 
You're blocking. 

2343
02:31:25,900 --> 02:31:28,700
I'm not this is Hope pilling. 
This is the greatest hope pillow

2344
02:31:28,700 --> 02:31:32,600
in the world. 
You don't have to go anywhere. 

2345
02:31:33,600 --> 02:31:35,300
Well, go to church. 
Talk to your priest. 

2346
02:31:35,300 --> 02:31:40,900
Yes, I'm saying is The 
Battleground is in somewhere in 

2347
02:31:40,900 --> 02:31:43,500
the Middle East. 
Or Ukraine. 

2348
02:31:45,200 --> 02:31:49,400
If you're not there already. 
Or in some other country and 

2349
02:31:49,400 --> 02:31:51,300
some other land or down. 
The street is here. 

2350
02:31:52,800 --> 02:31:59,500
You're in it. 
Bow ground is your soul. and 

2351
02:31:59,500 --> 02:32:05,500
just like prayer, you can fight 
these things, these This enemy. 

2352
02:32:06,500 --> 02:32:09,300
Whatever you want. 
You don't have to ask 

2353
02:32:09,300 --> 02:32:11,300
permission. 
She get advice. 

2354
02:32:12,900 --> 02:32:14,300
You gotta get prepared. 
You need this. 

2355
02:32:14,300 --> 02:32:15,300
You need the protection of the 
church. 

2356
02:32:15,300 --> 02:32:22,700
I made this mistake last year. 
And I got spiritually beaten up 

2357
02:32:22,700 --> 02:32:27,900
for it. 
Don't DIY this stuff, man. 

2358
02:32:29,200 --> 02:32:30,900
It's a reason why there's 
tradition has been around for 

2359
02:32:30,900 --> 02:32:35,200
2000 years because it works. 
And that's why you need it. 

2360
02:32:38,300 --> 02:32:40,600
To talk of the to give a 
spiritual answer to Carl. 

2361
02:32:41,900 --> 02:32:43,600
Why are young men are being 
attracted to the church? 

2362
02:32:44,900 --> 02:32:48,200
You talk about truth beauty. 
Tradition. 

2363
02:32:48,200 --> 02:32:51,300
Yes. 
But for many of these young men,

2364
02:32:51,300 --> 02:32:53,900
this isn't even their tradition.
Why are white? 

2365
02:32:53,900 --> 02:32:57,400
Why are white Anglo men going to
the Greek Orthodox Church? 

2366
02:32:57,400 --> 02:33:01,900
Many of them probably aren't 
Greek. or the Roku or, you know,

2367
02:33:03,500 --> 02:33:07,200
Why is that happening? 
Because it's a tradition Beyond 

2368
02:33:07,200 --> 02:33:09,400
tradition. 
So, I'll just language and 

2369
02:33:09,400 --> 02:33:10,900
culture. 
It's true. 

2370
02:33:13,300 --> 02:33:16,000
The apocalypse is, his age is 
revealing all these things. 

2371
02:33:16,000 --> 02:33:20,900
We're seeing the truth, we're 
getting more access to it, not 

2372
02:33:20,900 --> 02:33:24,400
all of it, but we're getting it.
And in Christianity, we say, 

2373
02:33:24,400 --> 02:33:29,000
well, there is there is such a 
thing as absolute objective 

2374
02:33:29,000 --> 02:33:34,900
truth. and it came to us as a 
man, The logos incarnate. 

2375
02:33:34,900 --> 02:33:36,600
Here's Christ. 
There's a truth. 

2376
02:33:39,200 --> 02:33:42,700
As we pursue Christ, as we 
deepen understanding and our 

2377
02:33:42,700 --> 02:33:46,600
love for Christ, we also deepen 
our respect and access to truth.

2378
02:33:47,900 --> 02:33:51,400
That's what you want. 
And you, whether you want it or 

2379
02:33:51,408 --> 02:33:53,200
not. 
So what you need, you need 

2380
02:33:53,200 --> 02:33:58,300
access to reality. 
This is a sort of a layup too. 

2381
02:33:58,300 --> 02:34:00,500
I also I want to talk about 
everything being produced. 

2382
02:34:05,900 --> 02:34:09,000
Something that Putin we get to 
speech. 

2383
02:34:09,000 --> 02:34:10,300
And so it's always stuck with 
me. 

2384
02:34:10,300 --> 02:34:13,300
We talked with the Empire of 
Lies, its propaganda stuff. 

2385
02:34:13,300 --> 02:34:17,500
Sure. 
There's a but again, there's a 

2386
02:34:17,500 --> 02:34:22,600
truth in it. 
You can't live, these lies 

2387
02:34:22,600 --> 02:34:26,000
forever. 
Without either going insane or 

2388
02:34:26,000 --> 02:34:35,100
going to church or maybe both? 
we understand now, and I think 

2389
02:34:35,100 --> 02:34:40,100
the Fatal flaw was trying to get
people to man, as a woman, a 

2390
02:34:40,100 --> 02:34:42,100
woman is a man all these 
category errors and so 

2391
02:34:43,400 --> 02:34:45,600
thankfully. 
By God's grace. 

2392
02:34:45,600 --> 02:34:50,500
It's enough of us who went that.
Know. 

2393
02:34:52,200 --> 02:34:55,800
Maybe gen xers were put on this 
on this Earth as a generation. 

2394
02:34:55,800 --> 02:34:58,300
The West to go. 
No, no no no no no no, no, no, 

2395
02:34:58,300 --> 02:35:00,500
no. 
That what what did you just say 

2396
02:35:00,500 --> 02:35:01,500
that? 
No. 

2397
02:35:02,300 --> 02:35:04,200
I drink out of a garden hose, 
sir. 

2398
02:35:04,200 --> 02:35:06,200
Well through my childhood. 
I'm not buying this. 

2399
02:35:06,200 --> 02:35:12,900
No, no. 
You know why? 

2400
02:35:12,900 --> 02:35:19,000
Because I'm a Bender is the 
best, it was and the best not 

2401
02:35:19,000 --> 02:35:22,400
gonna accept this kind of stuff.
No, no sir, raise by two heart, 

2402
02:35:22,400 --> 02:35:24,900
and that's some garbage talk, 
you know, not gonna do that. 

2403
02:35:24,900 --> 02:35:40,000
So there's a greater designer. 
Not just to return to sometime 

2404
02:35:40,000 --> 02:35:44,000
from before. 
But a stability of reality. 

2405
02:35:45,400 --> 02:35:50,800
You can't build on Sand or 
online doesn't work very well 

2406
02:35:50,800 --> 02:35:56,500
dolls over we watch people who 
are exalted anyways. so I think 

2407
02:35:56,508 --> 02:35:59,400
he has some doubles deals, just 
think about this, but Will Smith

2408
02:35:59,400 --> 02:36:02,700
the other day Will Smith If 
you're in the night, you know, 

2409
02:36:02,708 --> 02:36:07,600
in growing up, the 90s. 
Or, you know, alive during the 

2410
02:36:07,600 --> 02:36:10,300
90s. 
Whatever It Will Smith was like 

2411
02:36:10,300 --> 02:36:14,900
everywhere. 
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air rapper, 

2412
02:36:14,900 --> 02:36:18,800
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air got into
the movies Independence Day. 

2413
02:36:18,800 --> 02:36:25,000
That guy was just Home runs 
racking up W's in the chat. 

2414
02:36:25,000 --> 02:36:28,400
Every single thing he did was 
just magnificent, wonderful 

2415
02:36:28,400 --> 02:36:32,300
great. 
Until? 

2416
02:36:34,700 --> 02:36:37,100
He became a victim of his own 
success in many ways. 

2417
02:36:38,900 --> 02:36:42,000
Maybe he's hiding. 
His rumor that he's hiding some.

2418
02:36:45,000 --> 02:36:50,400
Secrets. regardless, marries a 
woman who obviously just hates 

2419
02:36:50,400 --> 02:36:54,600
him As children who are, you 
know, his son's now doing weird 

2420
02:36:54,600 --> 02:36:56,300
acting out stuff. 
I don't know what's going on 

2421
02:36:56,300 --> 02:36:59,600
with his daughter. 
And you see, you know, you just 

2422
02:36:59,600 --> 02:37:02,700
look at this man, every time you
see him every time I see him in 

2423
02:37:02,700 --> 02:37:04,100
public, I'm like I just feel bad
for her. 

2424
02:37:04,100 --> 02:37:09,700
He'll Man, who has everything 
right, aim Fortune. 

2425
02:37:11,000 --> 02:37:17,700
Or who at least had it. and now 
you're looking like, I almost 

2426
02:37:17,700 --> 02:37:21,400
feel, I feel the same sympathy 
for Will Smith as I would with a

2427
02:37:21,400 --> 02:37:26,000
homeless person on the street. 
House that happen. 

2428
02:37:27,000 --> 02:37:31,300
Oh, because this isn't all there
is All the fame in the fortune 

2429
02:37:31,300 --> 02:37:34,100
attention, all the rest of it, 
oftentimes destroys people. 

2430
02:37:37,900 --> 02:37:41,800
More compromises them in another
ways leads them into hanging 

2431
02:37:41,800 --> 02:37:43,400
out. 
With very compromised, people 

2432
02:37:43,400 --> 02:37:48,500
who do very compromised things. 
We get my drift and that's all 

2433
02:37:48,500 --> 02:37:50,600
coming out now. 
Well, enough of it. 

2434
02:37:51,200 --> 02:37:56,700
Enough of that, we can see. 
Eyes to hear. 

2435
02:37:58,200 --> 02:38:00,100
There's your eyes to hear, eyes 
to see. 

2436
02:38:00,100 --> 02:38:02,500
Here's to hear. 
We're seeing it. 

2437
02:38:04,500 --> 02:38:06,700
I mean, we're more or less 
powerless, to do anything about 

2438
02:38:06,700 --> 02:38:08,500
it. 
Authorities don't seem to want 

2439
02:38:08,500 --> 02:38:11,000
to do anything about it or 
they're doing a two. 

2440
02:38:11,000 --> 02:38:12,700
So they're motivations are 
different. 

2441
02:38:14,000 --> 02:38:16,600
Or they're doing, or they are 
reacting to it, but the reacting

2442
02:38:16,600 --> 02:38:19,400
to it over here, not over here, 
where our attention is at, we 

2443
02:38:19,400 --> 02:38:22,000
want, you know, that's a Epstein
to be brought to Justice and 

2444
02:38:22,000 --> 02:38:26,000
yet, you know, through all the 
investigation, they're bringing 

2445
02:38:26,008 --> 02:38:28,300
these other PDF files, too to 
Justice. 

2446
02:38:28,300 --> 02:38:30,100
We're not looking over here, 
we're looking here. 

2447
02:38:32,100 --> 02:38:34,000
I'm okay, I'm open with that. 
That narrative. 

2448
02:38:34,000 --> 02:38:39,400
I'm fine with that. 
The problem is you're seeking 

2449
02:38:39,400 --> 02:38:42,900
this Justice, this thing. 
This truth is this 

2450
02:38:42,900 --> 02:38:46,900
reconciliation, this catharsis 
That you're unlikely to ever 

2451
02:38:46,900 --> 02:38:52,200
get. 
For one reason or another. so, 

2452
02:38:54,100 --> 02:38:57,100
The way out of this, is to 
realize that that catharsis is a

2453
02:38:57,100 --> 02:39:04,600
false catharsis. that, unless 
you the victim of these things, 

2454
02:39:05,600 --> 02:39:07,400
Or was a victim in general of 
these things. 

2455
02:39:08,600 --> 02:39:12,000
That the Justice you want is not
even the justice for that act. 

2456
02:39:12,000 --> 02:39:14,300
You want this Justice for your 
life? 

2457
02:39:14,300 --> 02:39:19,100
Just as for the lies, just for 
the, the for eating the food of 

2458
02:39:19,100 --> 02:39:21,600
the pigs Justice for being 
brought low. 

2459
02:39:22,500 --> 02:39:25,500
For not only just being told 
lies but believing them and 

2460
02:39:25,500 --> 02:39:27,500
speaking them. 
Living them. 

2461
02:39:28,700 --> 02:39:30,300
How do you get Justice for these
things? 

2462
02:39:31,300 --> 02:39:37,600
In your lifetime. 
Go to church, talk to your 

2463
02:39:37,608 --> 02:39:41,800
priest. 
Return. 

2464
02:39:41,800 --> 02:39:47,700
Repent redeem. 
That's how you want to beat 

2465
02:39:47,700 --> 02:39:48,700
them. 
I want to be them. 

2466
02:39:50,900 --> 02:39:54,100
You really want to? 
Pee. 

2467
02:39:54,100 --> 02:39:56,600
Oh, the the adversary go to 
church. 

2468
02:39:56,600 --> 02:39:59,500
Talk to your priest. 
Go to liturgy. 

2469
02:39:59,500 --> 02:40:04,500
Take the step. 
Continue to take steps. 

2470
02:40:07,000 --> 02:40:10,300
Submit to the authority of your 
priest, and of the church. 

2471
02:40:11,100 --> 02:40:19,200
Do what he says. 
Well, I've watched a lot of RJ 

2472
02:40:19,200 --> 02:40:22,400
and I know that your day, one, 
you're not even day one. 

2473
02:40:22,400 --> 02:40:26,000
You're you're day, you're you're
here your day, almost won. 

2474
02:40:30,100 --> 02:40:31,500
Go to church, talk to your 
priest. 

2475
02:40:31,500 --> 02:40:33,800
People who are doing this. 
Don't need to hear this. 

2476
02:40:34,900 --> 02:40:36,400
Oh, they still need 
encouragement. 

2477
02:40:36,400 --> 02:40:40,600
I hope they people who are 
farther along this path than me.

2478
02:40:40,600 --> 02:40:43,200
Can tune into the show and find 
Value out of it. 

2479
02:40:43,900 --> 02:40:46,200
Here's something that I have 
back to this. 

2480
02:40:47,300 --> 02:40:52,700
A little bit of. 
Bathroom break. 

2481
02:40:55,300 --> 02:40:57,800
Something that I thought about 
though, that really hit me. 

2482
02:40:59,600 --> 02:41:04,500
You know, keeping keeping 
humble, it's hard. sometimes, 

2483
02:41:04,500 --> 02:41:07,900
especially if you're, you know, 
Been giving gifts or you're 

2484
02:41:07,900 --> 02:41:10,600
this, you're that or you know, 
these things and you memorize 

2485
02:41:10,600 --> 02:41:13,100
that sure energies, and Essences
sure. 

2486
02:41:15,900 --> 02:41:20,900
I was saying it liturgy. 
We'll call it last week was at 

2487
02:41:20,900 --> 02:41:25,100
some point. 
And one of the young families 

2488
02:41:25,100 --> 02:41:27,000
there had been baptized a year 
ago. 

2489
02:41:29,100 --> 02:41:33,100
Husband and wife and child and 
they're little boys, a toddler. 

2490
02:41:33,100 --> 02:41:38,200
But let's say two years old. 
They all been baptized and so 

2491
02:41:38,200 --> 02:41:39,700
that they all can receive 
communion. 

2492
02:41:39,700 --> 02:41:43,300
I have not been baptized in here
in the Orthodox Faith, so I 

2493
02:41:43,300 --> 02:41:50,700
can't take me. 
As I'm in my cat against. and, 

2494
02:41:51,500 --> 02:41:54,200
It's a nice. 
It, I don't know why I thought 

2495
02:41:54,200 --> 02:41:56,200
this but I looked over that 
toddler. 

2496
02:41:57,300 --> 02:41:59,600
And realized it that that 
toddler. 

2497
02:42:00,400 --> 02:42:06,800
Is more of Orthodox and I am. 
On my family, I have lineage and

2498
02:42:06,800 --> 02:42:12,200
I've read the books and I've 
yeah. that kid can take liturgy,

2499
02:42:12,200 --> 02:42:17,000
you can me. 
I'm humbling. 

2500
02:42:20,800 --> 02:42:24,900
Keep those in mind. 
It's There are layers of this, 

2501
02:42:24,900 --> 02:42:27,600
there's levels of this, and it's
not just because you're going on

2502
02:42:27,600 --> 02:42:30,300
the way up, right? 
Another thing of the majority 

2503
02:42:30,300 --> 02:42:32,800
that modern is going to have to 
contend with, it's like it's, 

2504
02:42:32,800 --> 02:42:36,300
you know, sometimes it's not 
like you're going to get like an

2505
02:42:36,300 --> 02:42:41,100
office, you know, cubicle a 
corner office or you know major 

2506
02:42:41,100 --> 02:42:46,200
you know there's your raise Make
yourself useful. 

2507
02:42:47,400 --> 02:42:49,300
Be productive. 
Stay humble. 

2508
02:42:50,900 --> 02:42:52,900
And things will just happen all 
around you. 

2509
02:42:54,200 --> 02:42:57,600
Opportunities will arise. 
And and the good. 

2510
02:42:57,600 --> 02:43:01,500
The great thing is I can't speak
for everyone's life and 

2511
02:43:01,500 --> 02:43:04,000
everyone's opportunities, but by
and large are going to be good 

2512
02:43:04,000 --> 02:43:06,500
ones. 
Because they're coming from good

2513
02:43:06,500 --> 02:43:09,300
places. 
There's something you're 

2514
02:43:09,300 --> 02:43:11,700
surrounded by a bunch of people 
who kind of care about you. 

2515
02:43:16,200 --> 02:43:19,600
This is not nice. 
Press play a little bit, it'll 

2516
02:43:19,600 --> 02:43:21,600
be right back. 
We'll play a little bit more of 

2517
02:43:21,600 --> 02:43:24,200
this and then we're going to get
to take a little tiny bit of a 

2518
02:43:24,200 --> 02:43:25,800
break, and then, I'll let you go
as well. 

2519
02:43:25,800 --> 02:43:28,300
We'll turn into the crowd, we'll
see what the crowd wants, what 

2520
02:43:28,300 --> 02:43:33,200
they people, what? 
What the chat would prefer can 

2521
02:43:33,200 --> 02:43:35,700
play with a power washing, 
listen to some stuff, or we can.

2522
02:43:36,700 --> 02:43:39,400
A continued on with it, with 
what I have to say about 

2523
02:43:39,400 --> 02:43:41,800
everything being produced or 
we'll figure it out. 

2524
02:43:41,808 --> 02:43:43,800
We're going into, what? 
Almost our threes. 

2525
02:43:43,800 --> 02:43:47,300
So a good time to maybe change 
things up a little bit. 

2526
02:43:47,300 --> 02:43:48,500
We'll see. 
See how you feel. 

2527
02:43:48,500 --> 02:43:52,100
Of course, lets people know, 
like, subscribe, and share the 

2528
02:43:52,100 --> 02:43:55,300
stream and all the places, and 
you can send me a little bit of 

2529
02:43:55,308 --> 02:43:59,100
money, whatever is rattling 
around, and your digital couch, 

2530
02:43:59,100 --> 02:44:02,400
Throw It My Way links in the 
description below, and in the 

2531
02:44:02,400 --> 02:44:06,100
chat, streamlabs PayPal YouTube,
whatever you want to do, 

2532
02:44:06,100 --> 02:44:11,000
whatever is easiest for you. 
I appreciate each and every one 

2533
02:44:11,000 --> 02:44:13,300
of you, okay? 
I would play a little bit more 

2534
02:44:13,308 --> 02:44:18,100
of this and we'll get back. 
Go and do things that they found

2535
02:44:18,100 --> 02:44:20,600
to be socially necessary. 
But because actually they went 

2536
02:44:20,600 --> 02:44:22,700
just slaves and they won't just 
change in the home. 

2537
02:44:22,700 --> 02:44:26,800
They had a vital social role and
this is all of course with it 

2538
02:44:26,800 --> 02:44:29,100
away with women joining the 
workflow. 

2539
02:44:29,100 --> 02:44:33,100
So they're too busy to do that 
now, The kind of socially 

2540
02:44:33,100 --> 02:44:34,700
important things that you used 
to be done. 

2541
02:44:34,700 --> 02:44:40,400
But the, the genuine sort of 
sinews of the community 

2542
02:44:40,400 --> 02:44:44,500
together, not just on happening.
And so we wonder why Society is 

2543
02:44:44,500 --> 02:44:46,800
declining, my things feel so 
Hollow. 

2544
02:44:46,800 --> 02:44:49,900
Well, there are lots of tangible
things that women used to do 

2545
02:44:49,900 --> 02:44:50,900
that. 
Just not doing now. 

2546
02:44:50,900 --> 02:44:54,000
And actually maybe a return to a
kind of tradition in this 

2547
02:44:54,000 --> 02:44:55,600
regard. 
Might be a wise thing but 

2548
02:44:55,600 --> 02:44:57,800
whatever, I'm just evil far, 
right? 

2549
02:44:57,800 --> 02:45:02,300
Or I've Been Told Father, John 
Whitford, Whiteford, sorry. 

2550
02:45:02,300 --> 02:45:05,300
And that's priest. 
There says that homeschooling in

2551
02:45:05,300 --> 02:45:07,600
shows religious education and a 
way of protecting your children,

2552
02:45:07,600 --> 02:45:11,500
while avoiding any talk about 
transgenderism or the 57 genres 

2553
02:45:11,500 --> 02:45:14,700
of the month or whatever. 
And you can see exactly how this

2554
02:45:14,700 --> 02:45:19,700
is getting into people's minds. 
Oh, the Russian Orthodox Church 

2555
02:45:19,700 --> 02:45:23,600
is not doing these things. 
But the Protestant Church won't 

2556
02:45:23,600 --> 02:45:27,900
stop, won't shut up about them. 
Which one do I choose? 

2557
02:45:28,700 --> 02:45:30,500
Comparing the millions of 
worshipers in America's 

2558
02:45:30,500 --> 02:45:33,200
Evangelical megachurches. 
The number of Christian Orthodox

2559
02:45:33,200 --> 02:45:36,200
tiny and about 1% of the 
population of course. 

2560
02:45:36,200 --> 02:45:39,500
But you can see why it would be 
appealing because they're not 

2561
02:45:39,508 --> 02:45:43,500
woke. 
And then not going to reinforce 

2562
02:45:43,500 --> 02:45:45,500
transgenderism in your children 
or whatever. 

2563
02:45:45,500 --> 02:45:51,500
It's and, The whole thing is 
coded male. 

2564
02:45:52,800 --> 02:45:57,600
Anyway, a smaller study of 773 
converts backs at the trend that

2565
02:45:57,600 --> 02:45:59,700
Pew. 
Research Center found that 

2566
02:45:59,700 --> 02:46:05,100
suggests Orthodox Christians are
up to 64% male which is up, 46% 

2567
02:46:05,100 --> 02:46:08,100
in 2007. 
So you can see that the natural 

2568
02:46:08,100 --> 02:46:12,500
sort of flow of men into the 
church has rendered it more 

2569
02:46:12,500 --> 02:46:18,400
massively Ladies If you're 
looking for a date, Looking for 

2570
02:46:18,400 --> 02:46:21,400
a good husband, a good man or 
someone who's trying to be a 

2571
02:46:21,400 --> 02:46:23,300
good man. 
That's important too. 

2572
02:46:24,300 --> 02:46:28,100
You know, wanting to be a good 
man, making the effort in every 

2573
02:46:28,100 --> 02:46:33,900
way in every single way, 
possible reads, you know, it it 

2574
02:46:33,900 --> 02:46:38,800
really does. 
And I don't know, I don't know 

2575
02:46:38,808 --> 02:46:41,700
what young girls are. 
On about these days. 

2576
02:46:43,100 --> 02:46:44,600
You know, I see them. 
I see them around. 

2577
02:46:46,800 --> 02:46:49,600
I don't know, right? 
Right my interaction with young,

2578
02:46:49,600 --> 02:46:51,800
my definition of young girls 
now, like five years. 

2579
02:46:51,808 --> 02:46:57,600
So, you know, It's like they're 
into she was my daughter's into 

2580
02:46:57,600 --> 02:47:02,500
blue he or she's been watching. 
She was really like playing the 

2581
02:47:02,500 --> 02:47:04,400
hair with her dolls. 
Like she's obsessed with you 

2582
02:47:04,400 --> 02:47:08,900
combing hair and so That's my 
thing. 

2583
02:47:08,900 --> 02:47:13,900
I don't know what the 20th. 
Year old girls are in women 

2584
02:47:13,900 --> 02:47:17,100
young women right into these 
days or how they're acting. 

2585
02:47:17,100 --> 02:47:19,500
I see the videos and stuff. 
I don't know if that's an 

2586
02:47:19,500 --> 02:47:24,100
accurate presentation as well. 
You know, I've watched the 

2587
02:47:24,100 --> 02:47:27,900
whatever podcast and etc, etc, 
Sure. 

2588
02:47:27,900 --> 02:47:30,200
Yeah okay. 
I'm sure there's I'm sure that's

2589
02:47:30,200 --> 02:47:33,800
modeling to a humongous 
percentage of women and you 

2590
02:47:33,800 --> 02:47:36,100
know, I believe that there's a 
lot of young men are suffering 

2591
02:47:36,100 --> 02:47:38,800
from a dating drought and all 
these other things and etc etc, 

2592
02:47:38,800 --> 02:47:42,600
I believe that. 
It was starting to get tough 

2593
02:47:42,600 --> 02:47:47,600
before I met my wife, you know, 
but I had more traditional forms

2594
02:47:47,600 --> 02:47:53,900
of meeting women. 
So as a bartender, I I, Met 

2595
02:47:53,900 --> 02:47:56,500
people all the time. 
It was easy to do that. 

2596
02:47:56,500 --> 02:48:02,300
So so if you know you're doing a
job where that's not your don't 

2597
02:48:02,300 --> 02:48:05,900
have access to the public, I can
understand how that can be can 

2598
02:48:05,900 --> 02:48:08,400
be daunting. 
I don't know, right? 

2599
02:48:08,400 --> 02:48:14,300
But I I think that as again, 
we're Desiring reality. 

2600
02:48:15,200 --> 02:48:19,800
Give it to me real. 
The more we desire, these 

2601
02:48:19,800 --> 02:48:22,600
things. 
Even in her food, you know? 

2602
02:48:23,200 --> 02:48:26,200
And presentation and 
traditionalism. 

2603
02:48:26,200 --> 02:48:29,100
Neo, traditional is the neotrad 
says, I predictable Are Gonna 

2604
02:48:29,100 --> 02:48:31,500
Come And there won't be all bad,
right? 

2605
02:48:31,500 --> 02:48:37,800
There's even if the the surface 
level, you know, Center status 

2606
02:48:37,800 --> 02:48:40,200
quo, version of these things are
going to be annoying. 

2607
02:48:40,200 --> 02:48:43,800
I think there's can be lots of 
great hope for for good, 

2608
02:48:43,800 --> 02:48:46,500
traditionalism to to attract 
people, to the good stuff. 

2609
02:48:48,600 --> 02:48:53,300
A good, you know, good Noble 
desires that that are that do 

2610
02:48:53,300 --> 02:48:55,500
serve civilization and Humanity 
better. 

2611
02:48:55,500 --> 02:48:58,900
But we're not there yet. 
We're getting there. 

2612
02:48:59,700 --> 02:49:06,800
The. the, the only thing I can 
really Advise, you know, general

2613
02:49:06,800 --> 02:49:11,200
advice is generally pretty bad. 
So Do with that, what you will. 

2614
02:49:13,400 --> 02:49:16,800
but I think the only thing I can
ever recommend to people is, you

2615
02:49:16,800 --> 02:49:23,700
know, try to find a good person.
And that doesn't always mean 

2616
02:49:23,700 --> 02:49:25,700
someone. 
You're going to agree with who 

2617
02:49:25,700 --> 02:49:29,400
likes all your stuff. 
You know, or well, they have to 

2618
02:49:29,408 --> 02:49:31,600
be really smart so they can 
understand all the stuff from 

2619
02:49:31,600 --> 02:49:35,600
talking about. 
It's like They can be smart in 

2620
02:49:35,600 --> 02:49:36,400
other ways and I'll be 
interested. 

2621
02:49:36,400 --> 02:49:38,700
They can be super smart and not 
interested in anything they're 

2622
02:49:38,700 --> 02:49:42,400
interested in, and that doesn't 
that doesn't even that shouldn't

2623
02:49:42,400 --> 02:49:45,200
even disqualify them. 
My wife is an interested in any 

2624
02:49:45,200 --> 02:49:47,000
of this stuff. 
And it's a nice break. 

2625
02:49:47,900 --> 02:49:49,100
We don't have to talk about any 
of it. 

2626
02:49:49,100 --> 02:49:51,000
It's good. 
I'm happy for it. 

2627
02:49:51,000 --> 02:49:58,400
You know, it's a nice break. so,
Different quite different 

2628
02:49:58,400 --> 02:49:59,900
criteria and difficult 
qualifications for different 

2629
02:49:59,900 --> 02:50:00,400
people. 
Sure. 

2630
02:50:03,100 --> 02:50:05,500
But finding someone who's good, 
who's solid? 

2631
02:50:05,500 --> 02:50:10,400
Who, you know, wants good wants 
who is aspiring to for good 

2632
02:50:10,400 --> 02:50:12,900
things that aren't purely 
selfish. 

2633
02:50:14,200 --> 02:50:17,100
Who has at least some element of
humility in them. 

2634
02:50:18,200 --> 02:50:19,500
These are things, you can seek 
out. 

2635
02:50:21,200 --> 02:50:23,200
You know, I know a lot of guys 
they want they're being told 

2636
02:50:23,200 --> 02:50:26,400
that you gotta day tens and this
and that. 

2637
02:50:26,400 --> 02:50:30,300
The other thing it's like, He's 
gotta find a good person who you

2638
02:50:30,300 --> 02:50:31,400
think is going to be a good 
mother. 

2639
02:50:32,100 --> 02:50:34,600
And the same thing for women. 
You know. 

2640
02:50:35,600 --> 02:50:38,000
Finding a man, making six 
figures and all that stuff. 

2641
02:50:38,000 --> 02:50:41,500
Yeah, it's great if you can find
him good if you find a good man 

2642
02:50:41,500 --> 02:50:48,000
who has that all that stuff good
Lottery. but if you're dating 

2643
02:50:48,000 --> 02:50:51,900
within relative ages and with 
modern, men and women, right 

2644
02:50:51,900 --> 02:50:57,200
now, you're going to find 
probably a fixer upper And the 

2645
02:50:57,200 --> 02:50:59,500
great thing about marriage is 
your commitment to spend the 

2646
02:50:59,500 --> 02:51:02,500
rest of your life. 
Fixing yourself and some ways 

2647
02:51:02,500 --> 02:51:06,800
each other up, which is good. 
Women. 

2648
02:51:06,800 --> 02:51:08,800
You want to let your men fix you
too sometime, right? 

2649
02:51:11,900 --> 02:51:15,500
Make you aspire to be better. 
Quite often. 

2650
02:51:15,500 --> 02:51:22,500
This is always put on men. and, 
you know, and maybe in a 

2651
02:51:22,500 --> 02:51:24,900
traditional sense. 
That's true. 

2652
02:51:24,900 --> 02:51:27,400
We should get back to that. 
We're not there yet. 

2653
02:51:28,800 --> 02:51:32,000
Now we're have to get out of 
this false equality, false, 

2654
02:51:32,000 --> 02:51:35,000
individualism, all these other 
trappings, liberalism we're 

2655
02:51:35,000 --> 02:51:37,200
going to break that frame, but 
it's going to, it's going to 

2656
02:51:37,208 --> 02:51:41,300
take some time, I think. 
Because you see some of the more

2657
02:51:41,300 --> 02:51:43,200
based. 
Guys out there. 

2658
02:51:45,100 --> 02:51:46,800
And they're really good on some 
points. 

2659
02:51:46,800 --> 02:51:49,600
And they're breaking frame on 
this, that, and the other thing 

2660
02:51:49,600 --> 02:51:55,000
that stuff though, still want 
that. 

2661
02:51:56,900 --> 02:52:05,700
Well, not everything. 
Yeah, that too. 

2662
02:52:07,500 --> 02:52:10,200
Flies. 
If you think the lies just 

2663
02:52:10,200 --> 02:52:12,500
started in 1945 or something 
like that, you're not paying 

2664
02:52:12,500 --> 02:52:16,300
attention. 1850? 
No no, no, no. 

2665
02:52:16,300 --> 02:52:21,500
Oh, go for the back. 
Been with us for a long time. 

2666
02:52:24,100 --> 02:52:26,900
Now. 
Here's a bitter white pill. 

2667
02:52:26,908 --> 02:52:29,700
This is good news for all of 
you, you can do a tremendous 

2668
02:52:29,700 --> 02:52:31,800
amount of work and it's very 
short period of time. 

2669
02:52:34,900 --> 02:52:37,900
But you got to do the work and 
and the work isn't always 

2670
02:52:37,900 --> 02:52:39,200
obvious. 
A lot of the work is just 

2671
02:52:39,200 --> 02:52:42,700
shaking it out. 
Get rid of that. 

2672
02:52:45,900 --> 02:52:50,000
Falseness. 
Wherever it leads. 

2673
02:52:51,600 --> 02:52:57,800
Wherever it leads. 
And that might come down to, you

2674
02:52:57,800 --> 02:52:59,800
have to do some changes in your 
life sucka. 

2675
02:53:01,900 --> 02:53:04,500
Good. 
New challenge. 

2676
02:53:04,500 --> 02:53:06,300
Get good. 
It's like Dark Souls but you're 

2677
02:53:06,300 --> 02:53:06,800
living in it. 
It's great. 

2678
02:53:10,600 --> 02:53:14,400
And the old folks Church carries
on many Traditions that the 

2679
02:53:14,400 --> 02:53:17,900
president's lost such as the 
tradition of having months. 

2680
02:53:17,900 --> 02:53:20,900
Well, which is interesting, had 
it the Protestants ever had 

2681
02:53:20,900 --> 02:53:28,300
those fish. 
Because this obviously fell out 

2682
02:53:28,300 --> 02:53:31,000
of favor in the Church of 
England, with the dissolution of

2683
02:53:31,008 --> 02:53:34,800
the monasteries by having the 
8th and now it's just become. 

2684
02:53:34,800 --> 02:53:41,500
Very Limp institution whereas 
monks are Catholics without a 

2685
02:53:41,500 --> 02:53:42,600
pope. 
That's it. 

2686
02:53:42,600 --> 02:53:46,100
That was the whole thing. 
Okay. 

2687
02:53:47,100 --> 02:53:50,100
K. 
It's just saying, no, we don't 

2688
02:53:50,100 --> 02:53:52,500
want the pope. 
We want the king in charge of 

2689
02:53:52,500 --> 02:53:53,900
things. 
Okay. 

2690
02:53:54,600 --> 02:53:57,600
The ultimate Authority rests in 
the crown and not in the 

2691
02:53:57,600 --> 02:54:01,300
Vatican. 
That's it. 

2692
02:54:03,500 --> 02:54:06,100
Bass preachers is orthodoxies 
that. 

2693
02:54:06,108 --> 02:54:08,100
Dark Souls of Christianity. 
That is accurate. 

2694
02:54:08,100 --> 02:54:10,300
Yeah. 
Gotta get good. 

2695
02:54:12,700 --> 02:54:16,200
That people are taking the 
religion seriously and so I find

2696
02:54:16,200 --> 02:54:20,100
it's all basically knows that. 
Alright just gotta stay here. 

2697
02:54:20,100 --> 02:54:23,100
You gotta stats protests in 
face. 

2698
02:54:25,000 --> 02:54:28,300
Then you know, maybe one or two 
other minor stats like was 

2699
02:54:28,300 --> 02:54:30,200
father, Moses strength 
obviously. 

2700
02:54:32,800 --> 02:54:35,800
Oops. 
J. 

2701
02:54:35,800 --> 02:54:40,200
Dyer an interesting, you know, 
intelligence stacked up. 

2702
02:54:42,500 --> 02:54:46,000
All guitar. 
The western Mass is, at least 

2703
02:54:46,008 --> 02:54:48,000
say this is a Holo us other 
Church me too. 

2704
02:54:48,008 --> 02:54:49,800
Yeah, I'm right there with you 
brother. 

2705
02:54:52,500 --> 02:54:54,900
The Anglo man has had an idea 
him. 

2706
02:54:54,900 --> 02:54:59,200
I would like more monks. 
Monks are cool go and live in, 

2707
02:54:59,200 --> 02:55:03,300
you know, a monastery somewhere 
and brew beer and make honey or 

2708
02:55:03,300 --> 02:55:05,500
whatever it is amongst do while 
pressing God. 

2709
02:55:05,500 --> 02:55:08,600
That's that's Definitely a 
library for all of us. 

2710
02:55:12,800 --> 02:55:15,300
That's what monks do. 
How they do other things too. 

2711
02:55:16,900 --> 02:55:19,600
But they Sanctified purify 
themselves and pray for all of 

2712
02:55:19,600 --> 02:55:22,700
us. 
You're welcome. 

2713
02:55:24,300 --> 02:55:25,500
Thank you monks. 
Appreciate it. 

2714
02:55:26,500 --> 02:55:32,500
Yeah. it's not just like, you 
know, in cells who like to make 

2715
02:55:32,500 --> 02:55:40,600
mead, Some, you know, a small 
sense of young men would want, 

2716
02:55:40,600 --> 02:55:42,500
right? 
It gives them something to do 

2717
02:55:42,500 --> 02:55:47,100
anyway. 
As you can see this, this is 

2718
02:55:47,100 --> 02:55:50,200
something that is gaining kind 
of cultural traction. 

2719
02:55:50,200 --> 02:55:52,400
Yeah, because something to do 
Carl. 

2720
02:55:52,400 --> 02:55:54,200
You're right. 
Yes. 

2721
02:55:55,000 --> 02:55:56,900
You know, praying for Humanity 
all the time. 

2722
02:55:59,100 --> 02:56:01,400
Yeah, it's you know, it's make 
work. 

2723
02:56:01,400 --> 02:56:04,500
Sure. 
But it's it's humble work but 

2724
02:56:04,500 --> 02:56:11,200
it's something, right? 
Of the vastly underserved 

2725
02:56:11,200 --> 02:56:15,000
demographic of young men, who 
don't know what they ought to be

2726
02:56:15,008 --> 02:56:17,700
doing with themselves. 
Like there are loads of young 

2727
02:56:17,700 --> 02:56:19,900
men who are. 
I mean when you just essentially

2728
02:56:19,900 --> 02:56:22,300
cast out of polite Society, if 
you're not prepared to be 

2729
02:56:22,300 --> 02:56:26,800
excessively woke and play second
Fiddle in your own life to women

2730
02:56:26,800 --> 02:56:28,600
in minorities or where do you 
go? 

2731
02:56:28,600 --> 02:56:33,400
That's another be an interesting
thing to see if this starts 

2732
02:56:33,400 --> 02:56:38,200
happening, if we start to see an
influx of men, choosing the 

2733
02:56:38,200 --> 02:56:43,400
monastic life, As a downstream 
effect of this. 

2734
02:56:43,400 --> 02:56:48,300
I mean, maybe say well look You 
know, I give up on the idea, you

2735
02:56:48,300 --> 02:56:51,500
know, having children and and 
having a wife and all these 

2736
02:56:51,500 --> 02:56:54,200
things is kind of been beaten 
out of me, not interested in 

2737
02:56:54,200 --> 02:56:59,000
that anymore, you know? 
whatever the reasons are and I 

2738
02:56:59,008 --> 02:57:01,100
believe there has to become as a
calling because what you're, 

2739
02:57:01,100 --> 02:57:07,200
what you're going to do is 
pretty impressive by all by all,

2740
02:57:07,200 --> 02:57:10,700
stretch of the mean, That being 
said, I will be interesting to 

2741
02:57:10,700 --> 02:57:12,600
see if more men. 
Get that calling. 

2742
02:57:14,500 --> 02:57:17,300
I didn't, I looked for this. 
I didn't mean I didn't say for 

2743
02:57:17,300 --> 02:57:19,400
me to delete it. 
There was a guy who made a, I 

2744
02:57:19,400 --> 02:57:20,700
guess an Instagram post or 
something like that. 

2745
02:57:20,700 --> 02:57:25,000
Talking about praising God, for 
the influx of people coming into

2746
02:57:25,000 --> 02:57:27,500
Orthodox, parishes all over the 
place. 

2747
02:57:27,500 --> 02:57:29,600
And I've been hearing those 
reports as well. 

2748
02:57:29,600 --> 02:57:33,300
Now again, when we talk about 
these numbers, You know, people 

2749
02:57:33,300 --> 02:57:35,500
think influencers like 2000s and
stuff. 

2750
02:57:35,500 --> 02:57:39,300
It's like some of these parishes
are quite small so suddenly 

2751
02:57:39,300 --> 02:57:43,000
going from six people to 24, 
people is huge and it is still a

2752
02:57:43,000 --> 02:57:45,500
huge. 
Jump up in numbers. 

2753
02:57:45,500 --> 02:57:49,000
And if this trend keeps going, 
you know, we just we we're just 

2754
02:57:49,000 --> 02:57:52,100
getting started. 
So there's lots of reasons to 

2755
02:57:52,100 --> 02:57:56,000
have a lot of Hope, for the 
very, the very near future let 

2756
02:57:56,000 --> 02:57:58,000
alone. 
What's going to happen 20, 30 40

2757
02:57:58,008 --> 02:58:03,300
years from now. 
The. thing he touched on that 

2758
02:58:03,300 --> 02:58:07,900
video was you know we need 
hopefully we have Global Grant 

2759
02:58:07,900 --> 02:58:11,400
is more resources and by 
resources, I mean like priests 

2760
02:58:11,400 --> 02:58:14,400
you know people who can work in 
the church you know people 

2761
02:58:14,400 --> 02:58:22,200
couldn't do the can help guide 
and and you know Minister all 

2762
02:58:22,200 --> 02:58:26,900
these influx of people You know,
again these are things are in 

2763
02:58:26,900 --> 02:58:30,300
God's hands not in ours but 
it'll be very interesting to see

2764
02:58:30,300 --> 02:58:35,000
if we start to see that kind of 
influx and the effects that has 

2765
02:58:35,000 --> 02:58:39,800
on society. 
Because it won't just be more 

2766
02:58:39,800 --> 02:58:41,400
more people make me go into 
church. 

2767
02:58:41,400 --> 02:58:45,100
That's one thing but it's it's 
gonna start, I think in some 

2768
02:58:45,108 --> 02:58:48,700
ways. 
Imagine in 1050 years from now 

2769
02:58:48,700 --> 02:58:53,200
or whatever, that it's not 
weird, it wouldn't be weird to 

2770
02:58:53,200 --> 02:58:58,500
see men in Orthodox frogs with 
yours long hair and all the rest

2771
02:58:58,500 --> 02:59:00,800
of it just walking on the 
street, you know, it becomes a 

2772
02:59:00,800 --> 02:59:04,100
common occurrence like oh, yeah.
There's loads of those guys now.

2773
02:59:09,100 --> 02:59:11,400
What any one in every town at 
least? 

2774
02:59:13,600 --> 02:59:16,000
Wouldn't that be interesting but
is that dude people? 

2775
02:59:17,800 --> 02:59:20,300
or when going to, you know, 
establishing nunneries 

2776
02:59:20,300 --> 02:59:24,200
monasteries this becoming like 
Everyone knows someone. 

2777
02:59:24,200 --> 02:59:28,000
Who's, who's joining the faith? 
And In some way, shape or form. 

2778
02:59:29,100 --> 02:59:30,900
Higher level or more devoted 
level. 

2779
02:59:32,100 --> 02:59:33,400
What does that start to do to 
society? 

2780
02:59:34,400 --> 02:59:36,300
Because these things are never 
contained. 

2781
02:59:36,300 --> 02:59:39,000
They Ripple. 
Moments man. 

2782
02:59:42,800 --> 02:59:48,500
The Moses is like well there is 
a place in the Orthodox Church 

2783
02:59:48,500 --> 02:59:52,300
for men. 
The Protestant churches, they 

2784
02:59:52,300 --> 02:59:55,200
don't really seem to have a 
place for men, but the old 

2785
02:59:55,200 --> 02:59:58,200
stocks church as he says here is
not necessarily masculine, it's 

2786
02:59:58,200 --> 03:00:03,400
just normal. 
It's just normal and so they 

2787
03:00:03,400 --> 03:00:06,600
don't stigmatize Matt and they 
don't excessively. 

2788
03:00:06,600 --> 03:00:10,000
Praise women. 
And there's just normal as he 

2789
03:00:10,000 --> 03:00:13,100
says, in the west, everything 
has become very feminized, some 

2790
03:00:13,100 --> 03:00:15,800
Protestant churches churches, 
mainly cater for women. 

2791
03:00:15,800 --> 03:00:18,300
I don't want to get services 
that feel like Taylor Swift 

2792
03:00:18,308 --> 03:00:19,900
concert. 
You look at the language of 

2793
03:00:19,900 --> 03:00:21,700
worship music. 
It's all emotion, that's just 

2794
03:00:21,708 --> 03:00:23,500
not meant. 
Yeah. 

2795
03:00:23,500 --> 03:00:27,400
I mean, in a way and this I 
think makes perfect sense. 

2796
03:00:27,400 --> 03:00:31,800
If you can just be normal rather
than polluted with do I see a 

2797
03:00:31,800 --> 03:00:33,800
bit of buck? 
A little bit of buck Johnson's 

2798
03:00:33,800 --> 03:00:35,100
head. 
Come up here. 

2799
03:00:35,100 --> 03:00:36,300
Let's see if he gets to Buck 
Johnson. 

2800
03:00:38,200 --> 03:00:42,400
Bubble you in sectional. 
Marx says, yeah, Sargon is that 

2801
03:00:42,408 --> 03:00:45,000
intellect is in that 
intellectual space when it comes

2802
03:00:45,000 --> 03:00:46,700
to God. 
I wish he would just chat it up 

2803
03:00:46,700 --> 03:00:49,700
with Jay Dyer, because it feels 
like they would hit it off on 

2804
03:00:49,700 --> 03:00:51,600
geopolitics. 
Yeah, you know, I have the same.

2805
03:00:51,600 --> 03:00:57,600
I I if they were to talk, I hope
it would be in debate. be a more

2806
03:00:57,608 --> 03:01:01,500
of a interview conversation, 
whatever, and not a debate 

2807
03:01:01,500 --> 03:01:05,800
because I think I agree with 
you. 

2808
03:01:05,800 --> 03:01:09,600
That Sargon, I think is getting 
to that point where and maybe he

2809
03:01:09,600 --> 03:01:11,500
needs it, right? 
Maybe he needs a debate, I don't

2810
03:01:11,508 --> 03:01:14,400
know. 
But I'm hoping that he's up, 

2811
03:01:14,400 --> 03:01:17,100
he's at that point that I was 
at. 

2812
03:01:18,000 --> 03:01:22,200
Five years ago, where you're 
seeing stuff and you're like, I 

2813
03:01:22,200 --> 03:01:26,200
can't really disagree. 
Like, I can't find an 

2814
03:01:26,200 --> 03:01:28,800
intellectual. 
Disagreement here. 

2815
03:01:30,000 --> 03:01:32,800
Or a cultural one. 
I mean, yeah. 

2816
03:01:32,800 --> 03:01:35,100
Okay, I'm an atheist. 
I still don't believe in it. 

2817
03:01:35,100 --> 03:01:36,600
Maybe it's just a good 
philosophy. 

2818
03:01:36,600 --> 03:01:38,900
Maybe I can interact with it as 
a philosophy and stuff. 

2819
03:01:38,900 --> 03:01:41,100
Yeah. 
Well and then you start seeing 

2820
03:01:41,100 --> 03:01:43,500
the Jesus prayer and holds and 
then things start happening. 

2821
03:01:44,300 --> 03:01:46,800
All those contradictions start 
to crash. 

2822
03:01:52,000 --> 03:01:56,200
Again, the what the important 
thing about the pride flag is it

2823
03:01:56,200 --> 03:02:00,900
doesn't state. 
Concern about kind of person. 

2824
03:02:01,700 --> 03:02:05,200
What it states is a particular 
interpretation of thoughts, 

2825
03:02:05,200 --> 03:02:07,600
which is in sectional, woke 
Ideology. 

2826
03:02:07,600 --> 03:02:11,500
Now this fundamentally comes out
of the marxists who is actually 

2827
03:02:11,500 --> 03:02:13,900
lost the argument during the 
Civil Rights Movement to the 

2828
03:02:13,900 --> 03:02:16,900
Liberals and have been working 
their way through the 

2829
03:02:16,900 --> 03:02:19,000
institutions trying to pervert 
liberal ideology. 

2830
03:02:19,000 --> 03:02:21,600
That's not the Marx. 
Liberalism is intrinsic, 

2831
03:02:21,600 --> 03:02:24,700
weakness, two marks is lost, 
okay. 

2832
03:02:27,600 --> 03:02:30,700
In his book, I try to warn you 
by Jim George. 

2833
03:02:30,700 --> 03:02:34,400
Joshua's you go check out our 
last conversation but in that 

2834
03:02:34,400 --> 03:02:41,600
book is first chapter is on a 
And how the left hates hated 

2835
03:02:41,600 --> 03:02:43,100
him. 
Still probably hates him. 

2836
03:02:44,400 --> 03:02:49,000
And she also, this can really 
politically far more to left in 

2837
03:02:49,000 --> 03:02:51,600
many, many things. 
Right. 

2838
03:02:51,600 --> 03:02:53,200
We're talking about policy and 
all that stuff. 

2839
03:02:53,200 --> 03:02:56,100
Yeah, sure. 
But what it shows is going to 

2840
03:02:56,108 --> 03:02:58,500
do, he revealed the gulag 
octopus. 

2841
03:02:58,500 --> 03:03:04,600
He revealed the great lie. 
That Soviet communism. 

2842
03:03:04,600 --> 03:03:07,600
Communism in the Soviet Union 
was demonic. 

2843
03:03:09,500 --> 03:03:12,700
Immoral. 
No basis for any morality in the

2844
03:03:12,700 --> 03:03:14,800
system at all and they were 
doing horrible things to people 

2845
03:03:14,800 --> 03:03:21,900
their own people. 
Bass preacher says, I need to 

2846
03:03:21,900 --> 03:03:23,000
get some rest, you'll take it 
easy. 

2847
03:03:23,000 --> 03:03:26,500
Thank you so much. 
I see there is the number I have

2848
03:03:26,500 --> 03:03:29,100
is 73 watching Let's people 
know. 

2849
03:03:30,600 --> 03:03:33,900
On your way up, please press 
thumbs up like it. 

2850
03:03:33,900 --> 03:03:37,800
All the things put a comment in 
this in the comment section if 

2851
03:03:37,800 --> 03:03:41,800
you're watching this in the 
future. also gets his Only 

2852
03:03:41,800 --> 03:03:45,500
praise women, maybe but we 
venerate the mother of God more 

2853
03:03:45,500 --> 03:03:48,100
gloriously than the Angels point
is in Orthodoxy. 

2854
03:03:48,100 --> 03:03:50,900
The cup overflow with both men 
and women, True Balance. 

2855
03:03:50,900 --> 03:03:54,900
Yeah, everyone has a place. 
I think in them again. 

2856
03:03:56,200 --> 03:04:00,300
Post-feminism. 
This idea that women can't be 

2857
03:04:00,300 --> 03:04:03,700
priests. 
Is almost profaned the modernist

2858
03:04:03,700 --> 03:04:06,400
mind. 
You know, oh well they don't, 

2859
03:04:06,400 --> 03:04:09,100
they're not exalting women. 
It's like no, we're just saying 

2860
03:04:09,100 --> 03:04:10,400
that. 
Here's something you can't do. 

2861
03:04:11,300 --> 03:04:14,900
It's not for you. 
It's not for me either, I'm a 

2862
03:04:14,900 --> 03:04:17,800
man I technically right? 
I could be a priest. 

2863
03:04:17,800 --> 03:04:22,100
I'm not gonna happen, I don't 
think I'm not, I'm not made that

2864
03:04:22,100 --> 03:04:24,800
way. 
I have enough heard the call. 

2865
03:04:26,700 --> 03:04:29,600
To put it my way. 
Now, work within the church and 

2866
03:04:29,600 --> 03:04:31,500
how the church and and work my 
position. 

2867
03:04:31,500 --> 03:04:32,100
And work me. 
Yeah. 

2868
03:04:32,100 --> 03:04:34,300
Work say my Lane, I'm all down 
for that. 

2869
03:04:36,200 --> 03:04:38,700
You know, learn some allergy and
help teach people and all that. 

2870
03:04:38,700 --> 03:04:40,700
Yeah. 
Sure. 

2871
03:04:43,000 --> 03:04:49,700
The thing that really is the 
mine worm of of individualism of

2872
03:04:49,700 --> 03:04:53,900
liberalism itself and you know, 
you put it together with liberty

2873
03:04:53,900 --> 03:04:55,400
and equality and all these other
things. 

2874
03:04:55,400 --> 03:05:00,200
He's fine, wonderful ideas. 
Lofty. 

2875
03:05:00,200 --> 03:05:03,900
Notions is that this idea that 
you can't just be whatever you 

2876
03:05:03,900 --> 03:05:07,500
want, whenever you want to be, 
if you do the work right process

2877
03:05:07,500 --> 03:05:08,400
work, either you go to do the 
work. 

2878
03:05:08,408 --> 03:05:10,800
Sure you go to do the thing but,
you know, if you do the work and

2879
03:05:10,800 --> 03:05:12,900
you work real hard and you know 
that you can achieve and you get

2880
03:05:12,900 --> 03:05:16,100
to reposition and the title and 
the desk and the name thing and 

2881
03:05:16,100 --> 03:05:21,900
sure. 
Here we go. 

2882
03:05:21,900 --> 03:05:24,000
Back to the The Infernal 
question, why? 

2883
03:05:24,000 --> 03:05:29,400
Why do you think you deserve? 
Even in the modern sense. 

2884
03:05:29,400 --> 03:05:31,400
Why do you think you deserve to 
be a CEO? 

2885
03:05:33,000 --> 03:05:36,200
Or how the power of a CEO. 
Why do you think if it deserves 

2886
03:05:36,208 --> 03:05:40,100
to have the right to vote? 
Or an opinion on certain things.

2887
03:05:41,100 --> 03:05:45,300
Why? 
not saying you don't, I'm not 

2888
03:05:45,308 --> 03:05:48,800
saying you shouldn't not saying 
it's should be permanently out 

2889
03:05:48,800 --> 03:05:52,300
of your grass, but necessarily 
in some cases, but No one 

2890
03:05:52,308 --> 03:05:54,900
answers, no one asks the 
question and so there's no 

2891
03:05:54,900 --> 03:05:58,100
answer to why do you think you 
deserve x y z? 

2892
03:06:01,700 --> 03:06:04,200
You know, conserved as a person 
really bad bad about this by 

2893
03:06:04,200 --> 03:06:05,900
saying, well you don't deserve 
it. 

2894
03:06:08,100 --> 03:06:11,600
Maybe that's true and in certain
cases. 

2895
03:06:11,600 --> 03:06:18,300
And in many cases, Sure. 
But it's not, it's not really 

2896
03:06:18,300 --> 03:06:21,000
good of an answer for someone 
who thinks they deserve 

2897
03:06:21,000 --> 03:06:30,400
something, right. especially 
when Let's take the education, 

2898
03:06:30,400 --> 03:06:33,800
situation situation. when 
there's just been doing what 

2899
03:06:33,800 --> 03:06:37,100
they were told to do, Funny 
enough. 

2900
03:06:37,100 --> 03:06:39,100
Now it's starting to bite women 
in the ass and they're all 

2901
03:06:39,100 --> 03:06:41,700
getting upset about it. 
You see all these different 

2902
03:06:41,700 --> 03:06:44,600
videos of women crying going. 
I'm so crazy in debt. 

2903
03:06:44,600 --> 03:06:49,100
I have this degree You know, I 
went and got the degree and, and

2904
03:06:49,100 --> 03:06:51,900
now I'm crazy in debt and I 
can't get a job. 

2905
03:06:53,000 --> 03:06:54,300
You can't get a job doing 
program. 

2906
03:06:54,300 --> 03:06:56,400
All that stem stuff, right? 
Go to stem. 

2907
03:06:58,600 --> 03:07:01,000
Women should go into stem, 
medical Fields, all that stuff, 

2908
03:07:01,000 --> 03:07:03,300
get degrees. 
And so, they did, and many of 

2909
03:07:03,300 --> 03:07:05,300
them can't find a job now. 
Oops, because they're 

2910
03:07:05,300 --> 03:07:08,200
Outsourcing it to magical brown 
people and AI. 

2911
03:07:08,200 --> 03:07:16,500
Oops, Oh well, you weren't 
counting on the current year. 

2912
03:07:16,500 --> 03:07:20,700
Sorry. 
See again I had the benefit of 

2913
03:07:20,700 --> 03:07:25,800
age. 
I remember when it was graphic 

2914
03:07:25,800 --> 03:07:29,800
design. 
There was a time when maybe it 

2915
03:07:29,800 --> 03:07:34,400
was probably still my 20s. 
When it was, you know, go to 

2916
03:07:34,400 --> 03:07:36,400
graphic design, graphic design, 
graphic design. 

2917
03:07:36,400 --> 03:07:40,500
It was all about graphic design.
Learn how to do graphic design 

2918
03:07:40,500 --> 03:07:43,400
and you'll get a job and be very
well paid and graphic design and

2919
03:07:43,400 --> 03:07:45,700
graphic design. 
I knew a lot of guys, wouldn't 

2920
03:07:45,700 --> 03:07:48,300
you? 
And they all got out of it 

2921
03:07:48,300 --> 03:07:51,900
eventually very quickly, they 
realized, hey, there's yeah. 

2922
03:07:51,900 --> 03:07:57,100
You can maybe get one of these 
high-paying jobs, Maybe Chances 

2923
03:07:57,100 --> 03:08:01,000
are you're gonna be part of the,
you know, basically a sweatshop 

2924
03:08:01,000 --> 03:08:05,600
level of graphic designers 
working for like Puma or 

2925
03:08:05,600 --> 03:08:08,100
something Nike. 
Good. 

2926
03:08:09,100 --> 03:08:11,600
Perfect, the Swoosh. 
Can you use swoosh in a 

2927
03:08:11,608 --> 03:08:12,900
different way? 
Different color, whatever, you 

2928
03:08:12,900 --> 03:08:15,700
know. 
And the money wasn't there. 

2929
03:08:17,100 --> 03:08:20,000
They just sold as you because 
that that's what the you know. 

2930
03:08:21,100 --> 03:08:24,400
Who knows it's speculate wildly 
but that was what they were 

2931
03:08:24,400 --> 03:08:27,000
selling people. 
That point computer design, a 

2932
03:08:27,000 --> 03:08:30,900
computer programmers, learn to 
code computer programmer dubba 

2933
03:08:30,900 --> 03:08:33,800
now they come up. 
They are you can do it on X 

2934
03:08:33,800 --> 03:08:36,600
which like the the Sheep 
subscription. 

2935
03:08:38,000 --> 03:08:41,900
To basic coding, get me the code
for this and, you know, rock 

2936
03:08:41,900 --> 03:08:42,400
does. 
Okay. 

2937
03:08:42,400 --> 03:08:45,300
You just take that and put it in
and make the code work. 

2938
03:08:47,000 --> 03:08:54,900
Oops. 
Yeah. 

2939
03:08:56,200 --> 03:09:00,100
You got lied to. deceived or, 
you know, maybe the people who 

2940
03:09:00,100 --> 03:09:03,700
are telling this really believed
in it, but they were wrong. 

2941
03:09:05,800 --> 03:09:07,600
And now you're paying the 
consequence, which is, you know,

2942
03:09:07,608 --> 03:09:10,600
being massively in debt and 
being able to student loans I 

2943
03:09:10,600 --> 03:09:12,200
got lucky. 
I don't need to do one year in 

2944
03:09:12,200 --> 03:09:14,400
college. 
I I got accepted to journalism, 

2945
03:09:14,400 --> 03:09:17,800
I wanted to do film school and 
they got into journalism and did

2946
03:09:17,800 --> 03:09:21,700
a year there and then realized 
that I don't like journalism. 

2947
03:09:23,000 --> 03:09:25,700
My journalist teachers, all 
rubbing is kind of weird and 

2948
03:09:25,700 --> 03:09:29,600
creepy and then for radio in 
Canada, at that time they were 

2949
03:09:29,608 --> 03:09:32,100
telling us, well, serious radio 
Digital radio is coming in, so 

2950
03:09:32,100 --> 03:09:33,700
it's not gonna be that many 
jobs. 

2951
03:09:33,700 --> 03:09:36,200
And if you want to get on, are 
you're going to go up to White 

2952
03:09:36,200 --> 03:09:38,300
Horse and work your way back 
down to the civilization? 

2953
03:09:38,300 --> 03:09:40,500
I was like, really. 
Hmm. 

2954
03:09:40,500 --> 03:09:43,900
I don't know about that. 
Hey, wait, one thing I did learn

2955
03:09:43,900 --> 03:09:46,800
in college, was how to drink. 
I mean, I spent a lot of time in

2956
03:09:46,800 --> 03:09:49,100
bars and I looked around as I 
can do that. 

2957
03:09:50,100 --> 03:09:51,900
How much and look at the tip 
jar? 

2958
03:09:51,900 --> 03:09:55,500
I'm like Well, that's seems like
they're making a lot of money. 

2959
03:09:57,700 --> 03:10:00,100
And they're doing something that
I think I can figure out how to 

2960
03:10:00,100 --> 03:10:04,000
do. 
And they have access to alcohol.

2961
03:10:04,000 --> 03:10:09,100
This seems like a much better 
situation then going to White 

2962
03:10:09,100 --> 03:10:13,100
Horse to talk into a microphone 
to nobody Essentially. 

2963
03:10:16,300 --> 03:10:18,900
It came for all Circle 
eventually, but you know, they 

2964
03:10:18,900 --> 03:10:24,000
didn't have podcasts. 
Is that back in 97, 98 some of 

2965
03:10:24,000 --> 03:10:28,000
that. 
So, Alice has got a dash. 

2966
03:10:28,008 --> 03:10:29,900
Got a cat. 
Glad to catch a little live 

2967
03:10:29,900 --> 03:10:30,700
stream. 
We'll definitely catch the 

2968
03:10:30,700 --> 03:10:31,700
replay. 
God bless God. 

2969
03:10:31,700 --> 03:10:36,700
Bless you. 
Okay, let's finish this up. 

2970
03:10:36,700 --> 03:10:39,500
We're almost there. 
So close. 

2971
03:10:41,300 --> 03:10:42,800
Two minutes, I'm gonna talk 
about buck. 

2972
03:10:42,800 --> 03:10:46,700
So let's see. 
This to happen. 

2973
03:10:46,708 --> 03:10:49,700
And so there's there's no point 
trying to get backwards. 

2974
03:10:49,700 --> 03:10:54,300
Just changing tack is the way to
solve this. 

2975
03:10:55,600 --> 03:11:00,000
But the point being the pride 
flag is a state of ideological 

2976
03:11:00,000 --> 03:11:02,800
dominion. 
And this is why when they're 

2977
03:11:02,800 --> 03:11:05,700
looking at the woke, the 
Orthodox Church the same. 

2978
03:11:05,708 --> 03:11:09,700
Well, hang on a second. 
This is so obviously not woke. 

2979
03:11:10,400 --> 03:11:14,700
That accept men as men as in the
traditional biblical, 

2980
03:11:14,700 --> 03:11:19,200
interpretation of men being the 
man of the house and that's 

2981
03:11:19,200 --> 03:11:22,100
appealing to a lot of young men,
but it's also appealing to a lot

2982
03:11:22,108 --> 03:11:25,100
of women. 
A lot of women don't actually 

2983
03:11:25,100 --> 03:11:30,000
want to become wage slaves for 
BlackRock Amazon or some 

2984
03:11:30,000 --> 03:11:33,000
subsidiary of thereof. 
They actually don't want to 

2985
03:11:33,000 --> 03:11:35,000
spend all their time. 
Filing reports or sending emails

2986
03:11:35,000 --> 03:11:37,100
for a boss who doesn't care 
about them at all. 

2987
03:11:37,108 --> 03:11:41,600
They actually don't want this. 
It's actually not desirable to 

2988
03:11:41,600 --> 03:11:46,000
be sat under the fluorescent 
lights of the office while, sat 

2989
03:11:46,000 --> 03:11:48,600
in front of a screen sending as 
many emails as you can and then 

2990
03:11:48,600 --> 03:11:51,600
going home to an empty 
apartment, but at least your 

2991
03:11:51,600 --> 03:11:53,300
financially independent. 
Yay. 

2992
03:11:53,300 --> 03:11:56,700
Well done. 
And those women who do waste 

2993
03:11:56,700 --> 03:12:01,400
their time doing during that 20s
and early. 30s, the looking 

2994
03:12:01,400 --> 03:12:02,600
around, going well, hang on a 
second. 

2995
03:12:03,900 --> 03:12:05,600
This isn't the future. 
I was promised. 

2996
03:12:05,600 --> 03:12:08,400
I was promised satisfaction, and
I don't have it. 

2997
03:12:08,400 --> 03:12:11,200
And now, I'm thinking, well, 
maybe I want to change my life 

2998
03:12:11,200 --> 03:12:15,100
and become a wife and mother. 
Well, maybe you shouldn't have 

2999
03:12:15,100 --> 03:12:16,800
wasted the last 10 years, not 
doing that. 

3000
03:12:16,800 --> 03:12:18,800
But anyway, I don't want to go 
on to a big rant about it. 

3001
03:12:18,800 --> 03:12:22,400
The point being, it's not 
surprising that young men are 

3002
03:12:22,400 --> 03:12:25,600
looking at anything else other 
than the native institutions 

3003
03:12:25,600 --> 03:12:28,700
that have completely, not just 
fail them, but betrayed them and

3004
03:12:28,700 --> 03:12:30,300
said, yeah, you know what, 
they're actually isn't a place 

3005
03:12:30,300 --> 03:12:33,400
for you in society. 
What there is a place for is 

3006
03:12:33,400 --> 03:12:36,700
those people who don't propagate
Society, the people who are not 

3007
03:12:36,700 --> 03:12:40,000
responsible for producing and 
rearing the next generation are 

3008
03:12:40,000 --> 03:12:43,200
going to take precedence in 
everything that we do. 

3009
03:12:43,200 --> 03:12:47,300
And for some reason, we don't 
know why our congregations are 

3010
03:12:47,300 --> 03:12:52,000
Vanishing and are going over to 
foreign churches that like, hey 

3011
03:12:52,000 --> 03:12:55,000
guys, we don't hate you. 
How about you come in and we'll 

3012
03:12:55,000 --> 03:12:58,900
lift some weights together? 
Hey, very close attention to 

3013
03:12:58,900 --> 03:13:02,400
what these five pastors. 
Say, interesting how he and I 

3014
03:13:02,400 --> 03:13:05,000
understand why he doesn't, he 
doesn't understand these things 

3015
03:13:05,000 --> 03:13:08,700
and so, okay. 
But interesting how he says 

3016
03:13:08,700 --> 03:13:13,900
these foreign churches. 
Because it's not for, in fact, 

3017
03:13:13,900 --> 03:13:23,000
Orthodoxy was there in Ireland. 
And you know, same Patrick Um, 

3018
03:13:23,000 --> 03:13:24,800
was there predating even Roman 
Catholicism? 

3019
03:13:25,900 --> 03:13:28,400
There was a priest Schism time, 
too, right? 

3020
03:13:28,400 --> 03:13:35,000
It's because it happens around 
the Meat of the exact date. 

3021
03:13:35,000 --> 03:13:39,200
There's a there's debate over 
the date anyways, but Let's just

3022
03:13:39,200 --> 03:13:44,100
call it 1,080. 
And then, you know, but there 

3023
03:13:44,100 --> 03:13:47,400
was a church that was out there 
and flourishing, and being the 

3024
03:13:47,400 --> 03:13:50,000
church. 
And what, you know it was just 

3025
03:13:50,000 --> 03:13:52,700
it was just the church at that 
point, didn't even have to call 

3026
03:13:52,700 --> 03:13:57,900
it worth. 
Yeah, it's that existed. 

3027
03:13:57,900 --> 03:14:03,400
So It's not that foreign Carl. 
She's just you you got you got 

3028
03:14:03,400 --> 03:14:07,700
invaded. 
By these by those Protestants. 

3029
03:14:07,700 --> 03:14:11,900
Dang Protestants. 
Let's not start that. 

3030
03:14:14,400 --> 03:14:17,600
I made a promise to myself and 
others to be nice. 

3031
03:14:20,300 --> 03:14:21,900
Yeah, I don't have to be mean 
about it either. 

3032
03:14:22,800 --> 03:14:25,600
You know, look. 
It's the same thing. 

3033
03:14:25,600 --> 03:14:31,300
I was saying before, you're 
raising these lies and these or 

3034
03:14:31,300 --> 03:14:39,300
even not even lies, but let's 
say, A deception is brought on 

3035
03:14:39,300 --> 03:14:43,000
by let's say ignorance both 
Wilfred on otherwise. 

3036
03:14:45,900 --> 03:14:49,400
Those passions, man. 
You know, they do something to 

3037
03:14:49,400 --> 03:14:53,500
you the pride in vainglory 
that's like having Tangled bunch

3038
03:14:53,500 --> 03:14:56,400
of it, you know, earphones. 
You know, trying to get through 

3039
03:14:56,400 --> 03:14:57,700
it. 
All the more you untangle, 

3040
03:14:57,700 --> 03:14:59,300
you're like Jesus. 
There's lots of this. 

3041
03:14:59,308 --> 03:15:05,700
Yeah. it's been with me for a 
long time and yeah. 

3042
03:15:08,800 --> 03:15:10,200
Bye. 
I don't have it. 

3043
03:15:10,200 --> 03:15:16,400
I don't have the scroll here, 
but go to church. 

3044
03:15:17,600 --> 03:15:20,800
Talk to your priest. 
Talk to a priest and then making

3045
03:15:20,800 --> 03:15:22,100
your priest. 
And then you can talk to your 

3046
03:15:22,100 --> 03:15:24,100
priest. 
Your Church Father, your 

3047
03:15:24,100 --> 03:15:27,500
spiritual father. 
Get one Very important, Saint 

3048
03:15:27,500 --> 03:15:29,500
Herman brought Christianity, 
Alaska and 1794. 

3049
03:15:29,500 --> 03:15:35,500
There you go. 
Been around for bed. 

3050
03:15:36,500 --> 03:15:39,900
What's interesting and see, I be
interesting to see if Carl ever,

3051
03:15:39,900 --> 03:15:42,800
really honestly deals of the 
world of the fox say on any on 

3052
03:15:42,800 --> 03:15:45,700
any substantial level. 
Because one of the things that, 

3053
03:15:45,700 --> 03:15:48,000
I mean, I knew about Orthodox is
my family and stuff. 

3054
03:15:48,000 --> 03:15:53,100
We were not overly religious, so
it was more unawareness of. 

3055
03:15:53,100 --> 03:15:56,300
But, you know, we weren't going 
to liturgy unless stuff all the 

3056
03:15:56,300 --> 03:16:02,700
time. 
Uh so but so I knew it existed, 

3057
03:16:02,700 --> 03:16:06,900
right? 
And I but for many of people, 

3058
03:16:06,900 --> 03:16:12,500
this is like this really weird 
well-kept secret That wasn't a 

3059
03:16:12,500 --> 03:16:16,200
secret. 
You know, during I found that I 

3060
03:16:16,200 --> 03:16:19,100
thought sort of thing in those a
few years ago because I listened

3061
03:16:19,100 --> 03:16:22,000
to all the new atheists and and 
Chris Hitchens, and all that 

3062
03:16:22,000 --> 03:16:24,400
stuff. 
And I was here, and of course 

3063
03:16:24,400 --> 03:16:27,200
Hitchens, quite a bit 
shamefully. 

3064
03:16:28,700 --> 03:16:30,900
Well, whatever we go, we go 
through the things, we go 

3065
03:16:30,900 --> 03:16:33,300
through. 
The, the interesting thing about

3066
03:16:33,300 --> 03:16:35,800
those guys and they never 
debated in Orthodox, Christians.

3067
03:16:35,800 --> 03:16:40,600
It was Jews and Muslims and and,
you know, Protestants Galore, 

3068
03:16:40,600 --> 03:16:44,300
and maybe a few Roman Catholics 
in there, I'm sure, but never in

3069
03:16:44,300 --> 03:16:51,200
Orthodox Christian. 
I think that's weird. 

3070
03:16:52,100 --> 03:16:55,100
Isn't it clean never bothered. 
Finding Orthodox. 

3071
03:16:55,100 --> 03:16:55,800
Christian. 
I'm sure. 

3072
03:16:57,700 --> 03:17:01,800
In the early 2000 they could 
have found one or two. you know,

3073
03:17:01,808 --> 03:17:04,900
before there was Jay Dyer, I'm 
sure there was some more trucks 

3074
03:17:04,900 --> 03:17:09,700
Christians who could do, you 
know apologetics A new dust it 

3075
03:17:09,700 --> 03:17:12,300
off and do some debates. 
Never bothered. 

3076
03:17:13,500 --> 03:17:16,100
Hmm. 
Now, I don't know if I was 

3077
03:17:16,108 --> 03:17:20,000
purpose for it on because again,
coming from a more western or 

3078
03:17:20,000 --> 03:17:23,300
Anglo tradition, maybe they just
never encountered it or they 

3079
03:17:23,300 --> 03:17:25,700
just thought all those are the 
look, we're talking the Roman 

3080
03:17:25,700 --> 03:17:27,800
Catholic those Orthotics guys 
are just crazy Christians. 

3081
03:17:27,800 --> 03:17:39,400
Like, you know, A lot of beards.
Maybe. we're doing a Bible 

3082
03:17:39,400 --> 03:17:45,300
reading last night, and this is 
an odd conjecture, but we'll do 

3083
03:17:45,300 --> 03:17:49,100
this and We'll see how many 
still hanging in. 

3084
03:17:51,400 --> 03:17:56,400
To do some power washing. 
And talk about everything being 

3085
03:17:56,400 --> 03:18:00,300
produced. 
What's the link? 

3086
03:18:00,300 --> 03:18:02,700
I'm trying to make here. 
I'm being careful. 

3087
03:18:14,300 --> 03:18:16,700
Know, we'll leave it. 
That's one though. 

3088
03:18:16,700 --> 03:18:24,400
I'll think of more Before open 
my mouth. before I put my Size 

3089
03:18:24,400 --> 03:18:26,400
10 directly in it. 
Wiggle my toes. 

3090
03:18:26,400 --> 03:18:29,600
I'll think about that. 
That's something that shouldn't 

3091
03:18:29,600 --> 03:18:31,700
be set off the cuff, but there's
an interesting Link in there. 

3092
03:18:33,200 --> 03:18:34,500
I'll get back to you, focus on 
that. 

3093
03:18:34,500 --> 03:18:37,300
Okay, let's take a little bit of
a break. 

3094
03:18:37,300 --> 03:18:40,300
Thank you for everyone. 
Who's watching across all the 

3095
03:18:40,300 --> 03:18:42,000
platforms. 
Make sure you like, subscribe, 

3096
03:18:42,000 --> 03:18:44,200
and share the stream. 
Send me some money. 

3097
03:18:44,200 --> 03:18:46,500
Appreciate, we're gonna do some 
upgrades of the studio. 

3098
03:18:46,500 --> 03:18:50,400
So any little bit, every little 
bit helps. 

3099
03:18:51,100 --> 03:18:52,900
And pay some bills and all the 
rest of it. 

3100
03:18:52,900 --> 03:18:55,300
So I can continue doing this 
work for you more, more often. 

3101
03:18:56,400 --> 03:18:58,900
And I appreciate all that I will
be right back. 

3102
03:18:58,900 --> 03:19:01,000
Let's what do we leave? 
Let's put this on. 

3103
03:19:01,000 --> 03:19:05,900
Um, let us put on. 
Your thoughts are shaping you. 

3104
03:19:08,300 --> 03:19:11,700
This is from father, Josiah 
trenham. and it's a little bit 

3105
03:19:11,700 --> 03:19:16,600
longer but I'm gonna make a 
coffee and then we'll be right 

3106
03:19:16,600 --> 03:19:19,400
back and we'll pick it up and 
maybe do some power washer. 

3107
03:19:24,000 --> 03:19:25,100
Hey everyone. 
God bless you. 

3108
03:19:25,100 --> 03:19:28,200
Thanks so much for tuning in. 
I am wishing you. 

3109
03:19:28,200 --> 03:19:32,700
Good strength, and rest as the 
summer is progressing. 

3110
03:19:32,700 --> 03:19:37,100
We're about to start the fast of
our Lady for her. 

3111
03:19:37,100 --> 03:19:41,600
Durham Mission August 1st to the
14th, wonderful period of time. 

3112
03:19:41,600 --> 03:19:45,000
In which we supplicate are 
usually chanted broccoli seeds 

3113
03:19:45,000 --> 03:19:48,800
processes to her each day. 
May she help you in many ways 

3114
03:19:48,800 --> 03:19:51,300
and good strengths for the for 
the fast. 

3115
03:19:51,300 --> 03:19:56,300
Our thoughts, determine our 
lives in Many many ways I'd like

3116
03:19:56,308 --> 03:19:59,600
you to think with me about this 
about where your mind is and the

3117
03:19:59,600 --> 03:20:03,900
impact that the mind and your 
particular thoughts has on your 

3118
03:20:03,900 --> 03:20:07,800
whole state of being and totally
upon who you are and your 

3119
03:20:07,800 --> 03:20:11,700
character, what's actually 
produced in your life, have you 

3120
03:20:11,700 --> 03:20:15,200
ever walked into a room? 
Maybe into your kitchen and open

3121
03:20:15,200 --> 03:20:18,600
the refrigerator and you don't 
know why you're there. 

3122
03:20:19,800 --> 03:20:22,900
You look into the refrigerator 
and then you remember, you're 

3123
03:20:22,900 --> 03:20:27,600
just looking for your keys. 
This, this picture is very much 

3124
03:20:27,600 --> 03:20:32,100
how we are today. 
We are overwhelmed with a 

3125
03:20:32,100 --> 03:20:37,400
collection of thoughts. 
So many thoughts bombarding us 

3126
03:20:37,400 --> 03:20:42,800
that we feel overloaded totally 
and completely distracted. 

3127
03:20:42,800 --> 03:20:45,200
We don't know where our thoughts
begin often. 

3128
03:20:45,200 --> 03:20:46,800
We don't know how they're 
developing. 

3129
03:20:47,700 --> 03:20:50,400
We feel them developing but 
we're not examining them 

3130
03:20:50,400 --> 03:20:53,000
carefully and we don't know if 
and where they're going to. 

3131
03:20:53,000 --> 03:20:57,700
And we are constantly from 
morning until night, bombarded 

3132
03:20:57,700 --> 03:21:03,300
with information, both of it, a 
waste and much trash were 

3133
03:21:03,300 --> 03:21:06,700
absorbing information texts, and
news, in social media, and 

3134
03:21:06,700 --> 03:21:09,200
opinions, and arguments, and 
memes, and messages. 

3135
03:21:09,200 --> 03:21:13,600
And now, Chat GPT, we're being 
influenced. 

3136
03:21:13,600 --> 03:21:17,800
Not only by what is constantly 
said, but our values are being 

3137
03:21:17,800 --> 03:21:20,400
fixed without us. 
Even knowing it are ideas. 

3138
03:21:20,400 --> 03:21:25,500
Molded and assumptions are 
constantly being Imbibed by us 

3139
03:21:25,500 --> 03:21:27,800
without evaluation. 
This is the issue. 

3140
03:21:27,800 --> 03:21:32,100
Not everything that we take in 
is Godly not everything is 

3141
03:21:32,100 --> 03:21:35,500
worthy of our attention and yet 
it has an impact. 

3142
03:21:35,500 --> 03:21:39,900
Some of its not so harmful and 
it's just kind of like junk mail

3143
03:21:40,800 --> 03:21:44,100
A lot, and lot of junk mail, 
some of its helpful. 

3144
03:21:44,100 --> 03:21:49,000
A lot of it is destructive, a 
lot of it, tears us down and we 

3145
03:21:49,000 --> 03:21:53,300
hardly realizing it misleads us.
We become divisive discouraged, 

3146
03:21:53,300 --> 03:21:57,700
even destructive we often don't 
realize how much our thinking is

3147
03:21:57,700 --> 03:22:01,500
being shaped by these thoughts 
that are bombarding us from the 

3148
03:22:01,500 --> 03:22:03,300
outside. 
So how do we focus? 

3149
03:22:03,300 --> 03:22:06,900
Our Godly thoughts? 
How do we put our mind on 

3150
03:22:06,900 --> 03:22:11,100
beautiful things that please 
God, and help us and others. 

3151
03:22:11,100 --> 03:22:12,700
And how do we avoid the evil 
thoughts? 

3152
03:22:12,700 --> 03:22:15,800
How can we live a pleasing life 
to the Lord? 

3153
03:22:15,800 --> 03:22:19,900
When our minds are constantly 
bombarded, I want you to think 

3154
03:22:19,900 --> 03:22:24,300
with me a little bit about that 
the power of your thoughts to 

3155
03:22:24,300 --> 03:22:27,700
determine your life. 
Our life is moving in the 

3156
03:22:27,700 --> 03:22:30,600
direction of the most potent 
thoughts that we have. 

3157
03:22:30,600 --> 03:22:33,900
This is a truth who we are today
and tomorrow is largely the 

3158
03:22:33,900 --> 03:22:37,900
result of what we are thinking. 
The decisions that we've made 

3159
03:22:37,900 --> 03:22:40,400
the attitudes, we adopt the 
character that we develop. 

3160
03:22:40,400 --> 03:22:43,400
They all begin as thoughts. 
And these thoughts are powerful.

3161
03:22:43,400 --> 03:22:47,900
Think of Proverbs 23:7 as a man 
thinks in his heart. 

3162
03:22:47,900 --> 03:22:51,000
So is he our thoughts? 
They're not just private 

3163
03:22:51,000 --> 03:22:54,200
matters, they're not just 
neutral or internal. 

3164
03:22:54,200 --> 03:22:58,800
They eventually become 
Expressed, they become external.

3165
03:22:58,800 --> 03:23:01,800
They shape how we see the world,
how we treat others, how we 

3166
03:23:01,800 --> 03:23:05,100
handle stress, money, conflict, 
and everything else. 

3167
03:23:05,100 --> 03:23:07,900
Think of your mind like a 
garden. 

3168
03:23:08,600 --> 03:23:12,800
Whatever seeds you plant. 
In that Garden are going to grow

3169
03:23:12,800 --> 03:23:15,300
and they will produce the crops 
that you harvest. 

3170
03:23:15,300 --> 03:23:19,500
If you plant seeds of fear or 
bitterness, or resentment, or 

3171
03:23:19,500 --> 03:23:22,600
anger, or lies or corruption, 
they're going to grow. 

3172
03:23:22,600 --> 03:23:28,700
If you plant seeds of faith of 
truth of gratitude of Peace of 

3173
03:23:28,700 --> 03:23:34,300
Love, they also will grow what 
we put into our minds produces 

3174
03:23:34,300 --> 03:23:38,900
who we are. 
And that space, that mental 

3175
03:23:38,900 --> 03:23:42,400
space is a massive Battleground.
This is where War takes place. 

3176
03:23:42,400 --> 03:23:45,600
This is the word of Saint Peter.
This is in his first epistle 

3177
03:23:45,600 --> 03:23:49,700
chapter 1 verse 13. 
Prepare your minds for Action be

3178
03:23:49,700 --> 03:23:54,100
sober-minded. 
For set your hope, fully on the 

3179
03:23:54,100 --> 03:23:56,500
grace, that will be brought to 
you at the revelation of Jesus 

3180
03:23:56,500 --> 03:23:59,100
Christ. 
There is a beautiful word, don't

3181
03:23:59,100 --> 03:24:02,100
let your mind Meander. 
Give it Direction. 

3182
03:24:03,000 --> 03:24:05,600
Take custody of your mind, dear 
ones. 

3183
03:24:07,000 --> 03:24:10,500
Or it without you knowing it is 
going to take custody of you, 

3184
03:24:10,500 --> 03:24:15,200
the intentional be ready. 
Not a playground, your mind, 

3185
03:24:15,208 --> 03:24:18,200
it's a Battleground. 
It's where Satan loves to plant 

3186
03:24:18,200 --> 03:24:20,300
lies. 
It's where fear, and anxiety, 

3187
03:24:20,300 --> 03:24:24,200
and stress takes root. 
It's where Temptation begins is 

3188
03:24:24,200 --> 03:24:26,400
in the mind. 
If the enemy can control our 

3189
03:24:26,400 --> 03:24:29,300
thoughts, he can influence our 
life and that's why renewing. 

3190
03:24:29,300 --> 03:24:33,300
Our mind isn't optional. 
It's essential think with me 

3191
03:24:33,300 --> 03:24:38,100
about The cycle of thoughts and 
how they? 

3192
03:24:39,200 --> 03:24:41,100
Produce. 
Destiny. 

3193
03:24:41,100 --> 03:24:46,900
A thought becomes an action. 
And action becomes a habit, a 

3194
03:24:46,900 --> 03:24:50,400
habit, becomes a character, and 
a character determines Destiny. 

3195
03:24:50,400 --> 03:24:53,200
So if you want to change your 
life, change your thoughts, 

3196
03:24:53,200 --> 03:24:55,500
change, your thinking, that's 
where to begin. 

3197
03:24:55,500 --> 03:25:00,000
If you want to destroy, A habit.
That's eating you alive. 

3198
03:25:00,000 --> 03:25:04,300
Get to the source, the thought. 
The source of that habit, trace 

3199
03:25:04,300 --> 03:25:06,800
it back to the thought that 
feeds it. 

3200
03:25:06,800 --> 03:25:10,500
If we want to be more like 
Jesus, thing, like Jesus. 

3201
03:25:11,800 --> 03:25:14,200
This is Saint. 
Paul's counsel do not be 

3202
03:25:14,200 --> 03:25:18,700
conformed to this world but be 
transformed by the renewal of 

3203
03:25:18,700 --> 03:25:20,800
your mind. 
Romans 12:2. 

3204
03:25:22,500 --> 03:25:26,700
Transformation. 
Starts there starts in the mind 

3205
03:25:26,700 --> 03:25:29,500
in this world. 
How do you do that? 

3206
03:25:29,500 --> 03:25:31,300
How do you actually think, 
beautiful? 

3207
03:25:31,300 --> 03:25:33,400
Thoughts that can produce a 
beautiful life? 

3208
03:25:34,500 --> 03:25:36,800
They may make a few suggestions 
and conclusion. 

3209
03:25:36,800 --> 03:25:40,100
Ask yourself, where is this 
thought coming from? 

3210
03:25:40,900 --> 03:25:44,500
Basically screen, your thoughts,
evaluate them, put them through 

3211
03:25:44,508 --> 03:25:48,100
the filter, is that thought from
God, or from your flesh, or from

3212
03:25:48,100 --> 03:25:50,300
the enemy? 
Is it leading the you closer to 

3213
03:25:50,300 --> 03:25:53,700
Jesus helping you to accomplish 
your task as a person? 

3214
03:25:53,700 --> 03:25:56,200
Or is it pulling you away? 
Is it rooted in the truth? 

3215
03:25:56,200 --> 03:25:58,900
Or is it rooted in fear? 
Does it build you up? 

3216
03:25:58,900 --> 03:26:02,600
Or does it tell you down? 
Use as your example, your filter

3217
03:26:02,600 --> 03:26:06,100
Saint, Paul's word in the fourth
chapter of his epistle to the 

3218
03:26:06,100 --> 03:26:10,400
Philippians when he writes to 
his spiritual children and gives

3219
03:26:10,400 --> 03:26:13,300
them a filter. 
By which they can judge, 

3220
03:26:13,300 --> 03:26:15,900
thoughts. 
Whatever is true, whatever is 

3221
03:26:15,900 --> 03:26:19,900
Honorable, whatever is just 
whatever is pure, whatever is 

3222
03:26:19,900 --> 03:26:24,300
lovely, whatever is commendable 
Think about these things. 

3223
03:26:24,300 --> 03:26:29,600
This is the Mental security 
system that you need. this 

3224
03:26:29,600 --> 03:26:33,600
verse, when I thought tries to 
enter your mind first, make it 

3225
03:26:33,600 --> 03:26:38,400
past the test, the Philippians 
4:8 test, If it doesn't pass, 

3226
03:26:38,400 --> 03:26:42,500
don't entertain it. 
Send it on its way. 

3227
03:26:42,500 --> 03:26:44,100
That's number one screen, your 
thoughts. 

3228
03:26:44,100 --> 03:26:47,300
Number two, select the right 
thoughts, the thoughts that are 

3229
03:26:47,300 --> 03:26:50,000
conducive to your goals. 
We can't always control what? 

3230
03:26:50,000 --> 03:26:52,900
Thoughts immediately come into 
our minds, but we can control 

3231
03:26:52,900 --> 03:26:55,900
the ones that we couple with the
ones that we're going to 

3232
03:26:55,908 --> 03:26:58,600
meditate upon, or let in or let 
germinate. 

3233
03:26:59,400 --> 03:27:03,500
Select the thoughts that align 
with God's word with your goal. 

3234
03:27:03,500 --> 03:27:08,500
Number three, cultivate 
beautiful Godly thinking when 

3235
03:27:08,500 --> 03:27:12,100
God, speaks whether through his 
word through his spirit and his 

3236
03:27:12,100 --> 03:27:15,200
people through the church, 
Through the fathers. 

3237
03:27:16,100 --> 03:27:18,600
Grab the thoughts and hang on to
them. 

3238
03:27:18,600 --> 03:27:22,200
Don't let them go. 
Cultivate it water it let it 

3239
03:27:22,208 --> 03:27:24,700
grow roots. 
Think about it often, write it 

3240
03:27:24,700 --> 03:27:26,400
down. 
I can't tell you how many times 

3241
03:27:26,400 --> 03:27:29,400
over my life. 
I have put beautiful thoughts 

3242
03:27:29,400 --> 03:27:33,500
into my pocket, scripture verses
quotes from the fathers that I 

3243
03:27:33,500 --> 03:27:36,000
want to memorize even goals for 
my life. 

3244
03:27:36,000 --> 03:27:39,600
When I first became Orthodox, I 
put in here become a saint 

3245
03:27:39,600 --> 03:27:43,000
because I know that's God's will
for every service and not his 

3246
03:27:43,000 --> 03:27:49,400
fanny pack. kept it in there for
about five years in every Shirt.

3247
03:27:49,400 --> 03:27:51,800
I wore every cassock. 
I put on, I kept it there in my 

3248
03:27:51,808 --> 03:27:56,100
pocket so that it would become 
fixed in my mind, cultivate 

3249
03:27:56,100 --> 03:27:58,700
Godly thinking. 
If you sense God calling you to 

3250
03:27:58,700 --> 03:28:02,000
forgive someone act on, It. 
If he calls you to take a step 

3251
03:28:02,000 --> 03:28:03,200
of Faith. 
Take it. 

3252
03:28:03,200 --> 03:28:05,400
Don't just hear the words of 
God. 

3253
03:28:05,400 --> 03:28:08,400
Apply them. 
Work them out. 

3254
03:28:08,400 --> 03:28:13,200
Don't walk. 
In. 

3255
03:28:14,000 --> 03:28:16,300
Weeds the righteous man does 
not. 

3256
03:28:17,300 --> 03:28:20,300
Walk. 
In the counsel of the ungodly, 

3257
03:28:20,300 --> 03:28:22,300
he doesn't stand in the path of 
Sinners. 

3258
03:28:22,300 --> 03:28:25,200
He doesn't sit with the 
unrighteous, his Delight is in 

3259
03:28:25,200 --> 03:28:28,100
the law of the Lord. 
And on his law, he meditates day

3260
03:28:28,100 --> 03:28:31,800
and night. 
He's like a tree firmly planted 

3261
03:28:31,800 --> 03:28:34,900
by streams of water, which 
yields its fruit in its season 

3262
03:28:34,900 --> 03:28:37,100
and it's Leaf does not wither 
and whatever he does. 

3263
03:28:37,100 --> 03:28:40,200
He Pros prosperous. 
That's the fruit of cultivating 

3264
03:28:40,200 --> 03:28:43,100
Godly thoughts of putting your 
mind on beautiful things. 

3265
03:28:43,100 --> 03:28:46,500
When we start thinking God's 
way, we begin to live God's way 

3266
03:28:46,500 --> 03:28:49,900
and with that comes peace. 
Peace of God which surpasses all

3267
03:28:49,900 --> 03:28:53,200
understanding Paul says, in that
same text in Philippians 4, will

3268
03:28:53,200 --> 03:28:54,800
guard your hearts and Minds 
through Christ Jesus. 

3269
03:28:54,800 --> 03:28:58,200
This is the promise. 
So, let me ask you in 

3270
03:28:58,200 --> 03:29:00,300
conclusion, what you've been 
thinking about lately? 

3271
03:29:00,300 --> 03:29:03,900
Are you living with anxiety? 
Doubt, anger with grief guilt? 

3272
03:29:03,900 --> 03:29:06,800
Or are you walking at peace, 
purpose and joy, you can't 

3273
03:29:06,800 --> 03:29:10,300
always control What the world 
throws at you, but you can 

3274
03:29:10,300 --> 03:29:14,000
control what you dwell on, what 
you choose to set your mind upon

3275
03:29:14,000 --> 03:29:16,500
and if you don't like the 
direction that your life is 

3276
03:29:16,500 --> 03:29:19,300
going, change your thoughts 
change the way you think. 

3277
03:29:19,300 --> 03:29:23,200
God has given you his tools, his
word, his Spirit, his promises. 

3278
03:29:23,200 --> 03:29:25,500
You're not a prisoner of your 
thoughts. 

3279
03:29:26,600 --> 03:29:30,400
You are the master. 
Of them, the steward of your 

3280
03:29:30,400 --> 03:29:32,800
thoughts. 
So surrender your minds to God 

3281
03:29:32,800 --> 03:29:38,100
asked him to renew you from the 
inside and to give you beautiful

3282
03:29:38,100 --> 03:29:41,200
thoughts. 
This is the Battle of our life. 

3283
03:29:42,100 --> 03:29:45,000
And the victory. 
Is something that Jesus has 

3284
03:29:45,000 --> 03:29:47,600
accomplished for us and wants us
to share and what? 

3285
03:29:56,400 --> 03:30:00,900
I know, I'm muted couldn't say 
it better myself, even if I 

3286
03:30:00,900 --> 03:30:06,100
thought I could try, Mrs. King 
pills in here in the chat saying

3287
03:30:06,100 --> 03:30:09,700
love love, love this man. 
Yes, Father just saw a tryna is 

3288
03:30:09,700 --> 03:30:12,300
one of the good ones, Mr. Pursue
saying kill the Bots? 

3289
03:30:12,300 --> 03:30:15,200
Well look, man. 
I I know only one way of doing 

3290
03:30:15,200 --> 03:30:18,800
that on Kik and people 
complained about it before. 

3291
03:30:18,800 --> 03:30:23,600
Oh, Because then they couldn't 
say, no no words in there. 

3292
03:30:23,600 --> 03:30:34,500
So, you know, I, I can do this. 
I can ban the Bots. but, But, 

3293
03:30:34,500 --> 03:30:37,100
you know, you may not like it 
there, buddy. 

3294
03:30:37,900 --> 03:30:40,900
If I'll do this here, over here,
hang on. 

3295
03:30:40,908 --> 03:30:45,700
Oh, there's only chat, scrubbers
only, chat emotes, only chat, 

3296
03:30:45,700 --> 03:30:49,900
age account age, restriction and
words. 

3297
03:30:51,200 --> 03:30:58,200
You see here Channel. 
Chat. 

3298
03:31:03,500 --> 03:31:07,000
Spam, we got spam up there. 
Gibberish. 

3299
03:31:08,500 --> 03:31:11,600
Sexual contents, all that other 
stuff. 

3300
03:31:12,700 --> 03:31:14,700
So I don't know, I don't know. 
I don't know how to do this on 

3301
03:31:14,700 --> 03:31:16,800
Kik. 
So, We're gonna just live with 

3302
03:31:16,800 --> 03:31:19,000
it, sorry. 
Live with it. 

3303
03:31:19,000 --> 03:31:24,800
Ignore them. just, The Bots are 
fine. 

3304
03:31:24,800 --> 03:31:30,100
They're just did a Digi Demo's 
demon demos I don't They just 

3305
03:31:30,100 --> 03:31:32,100
they're just. 
Did you demons? 

3306
03:31:32,100 --> 03:31:33,500
Ah, yeah. 
Well that's true. 

3307
03:31:34,800 --> 03:31:39,300
So yes, guard, your thoughts. 
You know, the other thing too, 

3308
03:31:39,300 --> 03:31:42,600
like think about quite often and
this is happening my own life. 

3309
03:31:43,600 --> 03:31:49,000
We forget about joy, we forget 
about happiness, these things 

3310
03:31:49,000 --> 03:31:52,000
are tied to hope we talk about 
these things, as if we're 

3311
03:31:52,000 --> 03:31:56,600
supposed to manifest themselves 
somehow, but we very rarely feel

3312
03:31:56,600 --> 03:31:59,500
them anymore. 
You know, there's the happiness 

3313
03:31:59,500 --> 03:32:02,900
of a brief thing, your stuffing,
you know, you stuff your face 

3314
03:32:02,900 --> 03:32:06,500
with something, you know, and it
gives you Joy, it gives you 

3315
03:32:06,500 --> 03:32:09,600
happiness, the momentary 
fleetingness of happiness, and 

3316
03:32:09,600 --> 03:32:14,400
isn't that nice, but We've kind 
of forgot. 

3317
03:32:14,400 --> 03:32:17,300
I'll speak personally on this. 
You kind of forget it. 

3318
03:32:17,300 --> 03:32:21,400
What it is to feel happy. 
And it happened to me, July was 

3319
03:32:21,400 --> 03:32:26,700
a really weird month where we 
spend the first almost, well, 

3320
03:32:26,700 --> 03:32:29,100
over half of it, family was 
really sick. 

3321
03:32:29,100 --> 03:32:35,500
You know, difficulties there. 
Prolong sickness with my wife 

3322
03:32:35,500 --> 03:32:39,100
and just is a very cool month at
the same time on my birthday. 

3323
03:32:39,100 --> 03:32:43,400
I got to meet with. 
Archbishop Georg, who's the 

3324
03:32:43,400 --> 03:32:48,400
Archbishop of Australia and And 
receive blessings from him. 

3325
03:32:48,400 --> 03:32:52,700
And, and also, Became a start, 
my catechism. 

3326
03:32:52,700 --> 03:32:56,700
I believe that was end of July 
beginning of August or beginning

3327
03:32:56,700 --> 03:33:00,600
of August. and, Got to Spill the
devil. 

3328
03:33:00,600 --> 03:33:06,900
All those things, and I for a 
good I'm still feeling it, you 

3329
03:33:06,900 --> 03:33:10,000
know. 
I've come down to earth a bit 

3330
03:33:10,008 --> 03:33:13,900
more, but for about two weeks 
there, I was just happy. 

3331
03:33:15,400 --> 03:33:18,900
For some of you I'm sure that 
sounds weird like okay, you're 

3332
03:33:18,900 --> 03:33:20,800
happy good for you. 
I'm like, no, no. 

3333
03:33:22,000 --> 03:33:24,900
I'm not a happy person. 
I don't do happy. 

3334
03:33:26,400 --> 03:33:28,200
What? 
Happy was happy? 

3335
03:33:28,200 --> 03:33:34,900
No I'm you know, usually 
begrudged Grumbling in My Soup, 

3336
03:33:34,900 --> 03:33:40,500
my my my non beefy soup. 
You know, with the not working 

3337
03:33:40,500 --> 03:33:43,200
with fanny pack or shorts, but 
yeah, I'm not happy. 

3338
03:33:43,200 --> 03:33:45,100
Bye bye. 
Bye metric. 

3339
03:33:45,100 --> 03:33:51,500
So to suddenly feel a great deal
of of release and joy and 

3340
03:33:51,500 --> 03:33:54,700
happiness. 
It was like a strange feeling I 

3341
03:33:54,700 --> 03:33:58,100
had to kind of accustomed to it.
I was like what is what is this?

3342
03:33:58,100 --> 03:33:59,300
And it's like you're just happy 
man. 

3343
03:34:00,400 --> 03:34:04,500
That's what Joy is all about. 
Kind of like this. 

3344
03:34:04,500 --> 03:34:07,500
Well, this is, this is what you 
guys keep drawing on about. 

3345
03:34:07,500 --> 03:34:08,100
Yeah. 
Okay. 

3346
03:34:08,100 --> 03:34:10,200
I get it. 
Yeah, that's actually kind of 

3347
03:34:10,208 --> 03:34:11,700
nice. 
Not so bad. 

3348
03:34:11,700 --> 03:34:19,900
This happiness. 
So yes I said, you know, go to 

3349
03:34:19,908 --> 03:34:22,100
your go to church, go to 
liturgy, talk to your Breeze. 

3350
03:34:22,100 --> 03:34:27,300
Let it transform you because it 
will many such cases, right? 

3351
03:34:27,300 --> 03:34:30,800
And it's not just my story. 
It's I add my story to list of 

3352
03:34:30,800 --> 03:34:34,500
stories of people saying very 
much similar similar things. 

3353
03:34:36,600 --> 03:34:43,200
and, Yeah. 
Mrs. Says what has what would 

3354
03:34:43,200 --> 03:34:45,200
you say? 
Has kept you unhappy for so 

3355
03:34:45,200 --> 03:34:49,700
long? 
I have General temperament um, 

3356
03:34:50,900 --> 03:34:54,600
You know, this list of things 
probably, if we were, you want 

3357
03:34:54,600 --> 03:34:58,200
to divulge my entire life story.
Really, what happened to me, 

3358
03:34:58,208 --> 03:35:02,100
when I was 11 touring 12 with my
grandfather died and he died of 

3359
03:35:02,100 --> 03:35:10,300
a pretty nasty case of starting 
the bowel cancer moved on And I 

3360
03:35:10,300 --> 03:35:14,500
I hadn't because my my family 
was religious enough for me to 

3361
03:35:14,500 --> 03:35:18,900
believe in God and and to read 
the Bible and to be of the, to 

3362
03:35:18,900 --> 03:35:23,800
be of some sort of face week, is
it was or immature as it was, I 

3363
03:35:23,800 --> 03:35:29,500
hadn't been let's say 
spiritually instructed. so, I 

3364
03:35:29,500 --> 03:35:32,700
couldn't understand that God's 
love includes suffering and 

3365
03:35:32,700 --> 03:35:35,100
maybe this is probably Beyond 
most people and of course, 

3366
03:35:35,108 --> 03:35:37,500
brought in bring up a broad 
modern world and you're not 

3367
03:35:37,500 --> 03:35:40,000
giving that message So I 
couldn't understand it. 

3368
03:35:40,000 --> 03:35:42,400
I couldn't understand why my 
grandfather would have had to 

3369
03:35:42,400 --> 03:35:43,900
die that way. 
You know. 

3370
03:35:43,900 --> 03:35:45,700
It was good man. 
Why did a good man? 

3371
03:35:45,700 --> 03:35:48,700
Have to die that way? 
It was pretty brutal. 

3372
03:35:50,400 --> 03:35:53,900
And I think that's that's where 
my split happened, right? 

3373
03:35:53,900 --> 03:35:57,700
Where I build up anger, and 
resentment towards God and this 

3374
03:35:57,700 --> 03:36:02,600
whole concept and I ran with 
that for, you know, 30 odd 

3375
03:36:02,600 --> 03:36:07,800
years, And you know, 
increasingly so right because 

3376
03:36:07,800 --> 03:36:11,400
the more you turn from him and 
the more you just reject, the 

3377
03:36:11,400 --> 03:36:13,700
idea, the more you have to chase
something else. 

3378
03:36:13,700 --> 03:36:18,900
So you chase more modernity and 
I was probably the single mother

3379
03:36:18,900 --> 03:36:24,200
and all those other things and 
you know, the fact that I'm not 

3380
03:36:24,200 --> 03:36:27,600
in jail, his pretty amazing. 
Not that I was really involved 

3381
03:36:27,600 --> 03:36:29,200
in two Mission nefarious. 
Whatever. 

3382
03:36:29,200 --> 03:36:31,700
But like could have easily gone 
that way, you know, you see. 

3383
03:36:32,700 --> 03:36:36,400
again, the the benefit of age, 
look back on your life and you 

3384
03:36:36,400 --> 03:36:40,900
see these little branching 
paths, and, I think the 

3385
03:36:40,900 --> 03:36:43,000
falsehood is that you thought 
you chose this. 

3386
03:36:43,700 --> 03:36:48,100
But really one, I think God is 
directing you in many ways. 

3387
03:36:48,100 --> 03:36:53,600
But minus that even, you know, 
where are you making that 

3388
03:36:53,600 --> 03:36:56,200
choice? 
How did you make that choice? 

3389
03:36:57,300 --> 03:37:00,900
I credit my grandfather quite a 
bit for for supplying me with it

3390
03:37:00,900 --> 03:37:04,700
at least enough. 
Mass with enough mentorship. 

3391
03:37:04,700 --> 03:37:09,600
When I was young, that there was
a North star there, you know? 

3392
03:37:09,600 --> 03:37:12,700
So even I had rejected, God 
rejected the church rejected 

3393
03:37:12,700 --> 03:37:14,100
tradition and I wasn't dealing 
with that at all. 

3394
03:37:14,108 --> 03:37:17,900
I was it was to slander and to, 
and to bad mouth and to 

3395
03:37:17,900 --> 03:37:22,400
disbelieve, there was still a 
morality in me enough. 

3396
03:37:22,400 --> 03:37:29,000
Decency in me that I couldn't go
down certain roads, put that 

3397
03:37:29,000 --> 03:37:34,100
way. 
And so, you know, if I got his 

3398
03:37:34,100 --> 03:37:39,300
grace, That saved me from 
probably having some nasty ends.

3399
03:37:40,200 --> 03:37:44,900
And being here today with him. 
Missing a little bit overweight.

3400
03:37:47,100 --> 03:37:49,500
Boorish me but there there you 
have it. 

3401
03:37:49,500 --> 03:37:53,900
So When you let go of those 
things, are you, when you start 

3402
03:37:53,900 --> 03:37:56,000
to let go of those things in a 
sort of, let go of that 

3403
03:37:56,008 --> 03:38:01,400
resentment suddenly what's been 
holding you to. 

3404
03:38:01,400 --> 03:38:04,800
Let's say that liberal frame 
that modernity and it's 

3405
03:38:04,800 --> 03:38:09,400
different for everybody, or for 
sections of humanity, but I 

3406
03:38:09,400 --> 03:38:11,700
think you're going to see 
similarities and overlaps. 

3407
03:38:12,900 --> 03:38:15,600
Pleasure promise of, you know, 
portion. 

3408
03:38:18,200 --> 03:38:20,400
Exaltation of the cell phone, 
all that stuff. 

3409
03:38:20,400 --> 03:38:22,200
And I think quite a bit of it is
resentment. 

3410
03:38:23,900 --> 03:38:28,400
The, the consequence of 
liberalism ultimately is 

3411
03:38:28,400 --> 03:38:31,200
resentment because there's it's 
based on this lie. 

3412
03:38:32,100 --> 03:38:34,000
Right. 
That all men are, you know, all 

3413
03:38:34,000 --> 03:38:36,900
these stacked up lies. 
All men are born equal, not 

3414
03:38:36,900 --> 03:38:40,800
true, you know, Liberty and 
liberty and justice for all. 

3415
03:38:40,800 --> 03:38:44,500
That's not true either. 
You know, any he keeps going 

3416
03:38:44,500 --> 03:38:46,800
down to and go. 
Well, but it, but they told him 

3417
03:38:46,800 --> 03:38:49,400
I believed in all this stuff 
that must be true. 

3418
03:38:49,400 --> 03:38:52,700
It's just it's gone wrong. 
It's like no, not really. 

3419
03:38:53,600 --> 03:38:58,000
It's, it is what it is. 
It's you Can't Blame a live for 

3420
03:38:58,000 --> 03:39:00,100
being alive. 
It's alive. 

3421
03:39:00,100 --> 03:39:02,700
It does. 
What lies do it? 

3422
03:39:02,700 --> 03:39:03,400
Deceives? 
You. 

3423
03:39:05,200 --> 03:39:11,700
So in that case, it do its to do
a heck of a job in actuality. 

3424
03:39:11,700 --> 03:39:18,600
So the so then we're brought to 
this this point now. 

3425
03:39:21,000 --> 03:39:25,000
Where people's resentments? 
Are clouding their visions and 

3426
03:39:25,000 --> 03:39:27,500
everyone's looking for a 
scapegoat someone to blame. 

3427
03:39:28,300 --> 03:39:30,100
And no one points the finger 
back at themselves. 

3428
03:39:30,100 --> 03:39:34,700
So it's always out there. 
And again, this is not saying 

3429
03:39:34,700 --> 03:39:38,100
that there aren't people who 
deserve some justice in this 

3430
03:39:38,108 --> 03:39:44,200
world. but, since since you're 
not in control of that, And this

3431
03:39:44,200 --> 03:39:46,700
is gets into a conversation 
about everything being produced.

3432
03:39:49,800 --> 03:39:52,100
since you're not in control of 
the information, you're giving 

3433
03:39:53,100 --> 03:39:55,900
and you're not in control of 
many aspects of your life. 

3434
03:39:58,100 --> 03:40:04,000
Lies that are told. 
As for father just said, you 

3435
03:40:04,000 --> 03:40:06,000
can, you can start to control 
your thoughts. 

3436
03:40:07,200 --> 03:40:08,700
And when you can show your 
thoughts, you can control your 

3437
03:40:08,700 --> 03:40:10,400
words and you can control your 
words, you can control your 

3438
03:40:10,400 --> 03:40:14,300
actions, these all these things 
flow, This is why getting your 

3439
03:40:14,300 --> 03:40:17,300
attention and getting those 
thoughts, invading, your brain 

3440
03:40:17,300 --> 03:40:20,700
was certain thoughts is Moses up
around number one. 

3441
03:40:22,200 --> 03:40:24,100
You know, but demons have their 
propaganda too. 

3442
03:40:24,100 --> 03:40:26,400
Right. 
They're just not very in some 

3443
03:40:26,400 --> 03:40:28,300
ways, they're just not very 
sophisticated, they don't have 

3444
03:40:28,300 --> 03:40:31,800
to be pretty brutalist. 
To play along the same, passions

3445
03:40:31,800 --> 03:40:33,700
all the time. 
Why? 

3446
03:40:33,700 --> 03:40:37,400
Because it works. 
Now I get them, I give them, I 

3447
03:40:37,400 --> 03:40:39,900
give the demons a healthy amount
of respect. 

3448
03:40:39,900 --> 03:40:42,900
You should give to a mortal 
enemy and that if you start 

3449
03:40:42,900 --> 03:40:46,000
thinking yourself to too big for
your britches, and I got this 

3450
03:40:46,000 --> 03:40:49,000
and they're, they're suckers, 
whatever that you're in, for 

3451
03:40:49,000 --> 03:40:52,500
you're in for root Awakening. 
But because they can come at you

3452
03:40:52,500 --> 03:40:57,900
and very creative ways. 
Creative in terms of you weren't

3453
03:40:57,900 --> 03:41:00,800
expecting it. 
But when you when you look when 

3454
03:41:00,800 --> 03:41:02,700
you survived it and you look 
back on it's like they're just 

3455
03:41:02,708 --> 03:41:07,400
feeding on your pride. 
There's just, you know They're 

3456
03:41:07,400 --> 03:41:11,100
just getting you where? 
They know it's easy to get you 

3457
03:41:11,100 --> 03:41:15,600
for me. 
Just get me angry and I shut 

3458
03:41:15,600 --> 03:41:16,900
off. 
You know. 

3459
03:41:17,900 --> 03:41:24,600
Toddler spitting the dummy. 
Really, I'll relate to the 

3460
03:41:24,600 --> 03:41:26,900
storage. 
You because it's late might not 

3461
03:41:27,600 --> 03:41:29,600
I told us to tell me Sam and his
last talked. 

3462
03:41:29,600 --> 03:41:34,600
I kept it. 
I kept it, it's a nice reminder.

3463
03:41:35,600 --> 03:41:38,200
For me. 
About why I need to. 

3464
03:41:39,500 --> 03:41:43,000
Get my stuff under control. 
And to be, I just be clear. 

3465
03:41:43,008 --> 03:41:46,800
I've never Hit anyone in my 
house or not. 

3466
03:41:46,800 --> 03:41:50,900
So, So, I talked about rage and 
all those other things will keep

3467
03:41:50,900 --> 03:41:53,600
those. 
It's not that bad, you know? 

3468
03:41:54,600 --> 03:42:00,600
I do have some control, but I 
got blistering mad. 

3469
03:42:01,400 --> 03:42:06,200
Sometime ago. 
I don't know why maybe selling 

3470
03:42:06,200 --> 03:42:08,700
my wife said, I don't knows, I 
don't even remember the the 

3471
03:42:08,700 --> 03:42:15,600
reason why, but just got, you 
know, Blind bull mad. 

3472
03:42:16,500 --> 03:42:18,500
And I had a pot, you know, metal
pot. 

3473
03:42:19,700 --> 03:42:24,800
And I slammed that pot on the 
sink Edge to the point where 

3474
03:42:24,800 --> 03:42:28,300
I've been to. 
I've Benton the bottom of the 

3475
03:42:28,308 --> 03:42:32,200
pot. 
I used a pot quite often as a 

3476
03:42:32,200 --> 03:42:34,300
nice little reminder every time 
I look at you, stupid, idiot. 

3477
03:42:35,600 --> 03:42:39,100
Child. 
Was before I start going 

3478
03:42:39,100 --> 03:42:42,600
liturgy, by the way, but yeah. 
Something's like that. 

3479
03:42:44,500 --> 03:42:50,000
You know why you doing that for?
It's because you're not in 

3480
03:42:50,000 --> 03:42:55,000
control. 
The modernist is stuck with 

3481
03:42:55,000 --> 03:42:57,400
death. 
We're all stuck with death on 

3482
03:42:57,400 --> 03:42:59,700
someone. 
Is the ultimate truth. 

3483
03:43:00,900 --> 03:43:04,700
Non-negotiable. 
Although we do, we do try. 

3484
03:43:10,500 --> 03:43:13,200
I think. 
There's partly a fear of death 

3485
03:43:13,200 --> 03:43:17,200
going on and partly even bigger 
than that as a fear of judgment.

3486
03:43:18,300 --> 03:43:20,900
You put those two things 
together and you got complete 

3487
03:43:20,900 --> 03:43:23,900
abortion, you know, everyone's 
just averting their gaze. 

3488
03:43:26,500 --> 03:43:27,900
From the opposite reality of 
life. 

3489
03:43:29,000 --> 03:43:31,100
And we see it on TV, and we see 
it in news reports. 

3490
03:43:31,100 --> 03:43:33,900
We talk about Russia Ukraine, we
see these numbers and like, 

3491
03:43:33,900 --> 03:43:35,300
well, that's hold horrible, 
tragic. 

3492
03:43:36,300 --> 03:43:38,700
Are we see what's going on in 
Gaza or pick your? 

3493
03:43:38,700 --> 03:43:43,200
Pick your place? 
Violence in the streets of your 

3494
03:43:43,200 --> 03:43:48,200
own home, you know. 
But it's you're disconnected in 

3495
03:43:48,200 --> 03:43:49,700
many ways. 
I think we've become very 

3496
03:43:49,700 --> 03:43:52,600
disconnected. 
Unless you're living it 

3497
03:43:52,600 --> 03:43:56,600
directly. and we analyze it and 
we talked about it, and we put 

3498
03:43:56,600 --> 03:44:01,800
our little pose and all that 
stuff but You know, we forget 

3499
03:44:01,800 --> 03:44:03,200
that there's real people 
involved in that. 

3500
03:44:07,100 --> 03:44:09,700
And we forget it on purpose 
because I don't think we're we 

3501
03:44:09,700 --> 03:44:10,900
don't we we don't want to look 
at it. 

3502
03:44:12,300 --> 03:44:14,800
So I will go on with the 
Orthodox school stuff, it's not 

3503
03:44:14,808 --> 03:44:17,700
just like death of the world, I 
think it's gonna kind of nice 

3504
03:44:17,700 --> 03:44:19,800
imagery, you know, it's later 
than you think. 

3505
03:44:22,000 --> 03:44:23,300
Which can you talk about the 
eschaton? 

3506
03:44:23,300 --> 03:44:26,300
The end of Western Civilization 
or just the end of you. 

3507
03:44:27,000 --> 03:44:30,400
Later than you think. 
Hasten. 

3508
03:44:30,400 --> 03:44:36,500
Therefore to do the work of God.
We're saying the table 

3509
03:44:36,500 --> 03:44:39,500
constantly. 
This is a refrain. to be ready 

3510
03:44:39,500 --> 03:44:43,400
because if you go tomorrow or 
today or in a minute from now, 

3511
03:44:45,400 --> 03:44:49,000
And you know you survive the 
Toll House houses in the future 

3512
03:44:49,000 --> 03:44:50,900
and you get up, you get up 
there. 

3513
03:44:52,300 --> 03:44:55,800
You can counter God. 
Whichever way that happens. 

3514
03:44:57,200 --> 03:45:00,500
And Ashok Drake question, like, 
what were you doing to prepare? 

3515
03:45:02,900 --> 03:45:07,100
and you're like, well, kind of 
took some, I kind of did some 

3516
03:45:07,108 --> 03:45:11,800
fasting and I felt really bad 
about, you know, some things, 

3517
03:45:11,800 --> 03:45:16,000
and Went to liturgy when I 
could, you know? 

3518
03:45:17,700 --> 03:45:20,600
Did my prayers very well? 
You know, back, I always in my 

3519
03:45:20,600 --> 03:45:21,700
prayers. 
I always did my prayers. 

3520
03:45:21,700 --> 03:45:23,300
Like, yeah, but you read them 
pretty fast. 

3521
03:45:23,300 --> 03:45:24,600
Yeah. 
Well but I did them though, 

3522
03:45:24,600 --> 03:45:32,500
right? 
If it's not changing you. if 

3523
03:45:32,500 --> 03:45:36,500
you're just doing the fake it 
till you make it you know, 

3524
03:45:36,508 --> 03:45:38,400
there's there's something to be 
said about that. 

3525
03:45:38,400 --> 03:45:41,500
Maybe your first few times as a 
secret or as you're seeking, 

3526
03:45:41,508 --> 03:45:44,100
you're kind of maybe absorbing 
and that's okay. 

3527
03:45:45,700 --> 03:45:48,900
But at some point you gotta you,
this isn't you can't be fake in 

3528
03:45:48,900 --> 03:45:53,800
it. it's got a do something to 
you, it will you just let it it 

3529
03:45:53,800 --> 03:45:59,500
will but There's there's a, 
there's a choice in there with 

3530
03:45:59,500 --> 03:46:10,800
you as well. 
Have I seen the asthma? 

3531
03:46:10,800 --> 03:46:13,400
Gold videos of him explaining 
why he is the way he is. 

3532
03:46:13,400 --> 03:46:18,700
I think so probably. 
I remember, I think I first 

3533
03:46:18,700 --> 03:46:25,300
started following Zack stuff. 
um, when he lost his mom around 

3534
03:46:25,300 --> 03:46:29,800
that time, anyways, I became 
aware of and because he was 

3535
03:46:29,808 --> 03:46:31,400
doing sort of Frank videos of 
that. 

3536
03:46:31,408 --> 03:46:35,400
I think I caught the first few, 
whether it was, I'm not, I can't

3537
03:46:35,408 --> 03:46:37,700
remember now. 
It was while his mom was sick or

3538
03:46:37,700 --> 03:46:44,800
just after she had passed. and 
that really I guess. 

3539
03:46:45,700 --> 03:46:49,200
Maybe feel sympathy, man. 
So I've been there. 

3540
03:46:49,200 --> 03:46:56,100
I know what it's like to lose 
family. and, and it's hard, you 

3541
03:46:56,100 --> 03:46:59,400
know, it throws your world 
especially I think when it comes

3542
03:46:59,400 --> 03:47:03,100
to parents People have held 
parental roles. 

3543
03:47:03,900 --> 03:47:06,000
You know, that's my grandfather 
was very hard was. 

3544
03:47:06,000 --> 03:47:10,600
My grandmother was also her. 
I don't want to say gets easier.

3545
03:47:12,000 --> 03:47:16,900
But on some level. 
It does. 

3546
03:47:18,100 --> 03:47:22,300
How do I put this? 
But it's on my lost, my Ellen 

3547
03:47:22,300 --> 03:47:27,700
and was proposed oh that's that 
was a heck of a story. 

3548
03:47:27,700 --> 03:47:33,300
I'll tell you that sometime but 
There was a lot of moving parts 

3549
03:47:33,300 --> 03:47:35,500
that one. 
So I think it's it was it was 

3550
03:47:35,500 --> 03:47:38,800
one of those where you're 
grateful for her passing and not

3551
03:47:38,800 --> 03:47:42,800
because of anything about her, 
you know, so much, but it was 

3552
03:47:42,808 --> 03:47:45,200
more like shooting. 
That was, that was a, that was a

3553
03:47:45,200 --> 03:47:52,200
bad one. so, So, in some ways, 
it gets easier when you go 

3554
03:47:52,200 --> 03:47:54,400
through them, but at the same 
time, it does. 

3555
03:47:54,400 --> 03:47:57,600
It does if you're not prepared 
for it, if you're, and if 

3556
03:47:57,600 --> 03:47:59,300
nothing in your world is 
preparing, you for it. 

3557
03:48:00,100 --> 03:48:01,900
For your end or your loved ones 
end. 

3558
03:48:01,900 --> 03:48:05,200
You know, most people, it's like
they lost a pet and that's the 

3559
03:48:05,200 --> 03:48:07,500
most tragic thing in this 
happened in their life and I'm 

3560
03:48:07,500 --> 03:48:10,000
not, you know, I'm not loaded, 
I'm not getting into that 

3561
03:48:10,000 --> 03:48:13,100
conversation, right? 
It is tragically lose your pad. 

3562
03:48:15,800 --> 03:48:18,000
But your pet's not your dad or 
your mom. 

3563
03:48:18,800 --> 03:48:20,500
Right? 
Your grandpa or whatever. 

3564
03:48:22,900 --> 03:48:27,600
That your pet is not someone who
who literally shares. 

3565
03:48:28,500 --> 03:48:31,600
Blood with you. 
No matter how well you raise 

3566
03:48:31,600 --> 03:48:36,400
your little fur baby. 
Right. so, it's that. 

3567
03:48:38,600 --> 03:48:40,500
There's a death of the self that
happens with it. 

3568
03:48:41,300 --> 03:48:45,100
Death of. 
Some childhood or something like

3569
03:48:45,100 --> 03:48:47,600
that. 
And because we don't have any 

3570
03:48:47,600 --> 03:48:50,300
rituals or Preparation, 
generally speaking to prepare 

3571
03:48:50,300 --> 03:48:51,500
ourselves for those for these 
things. 

3572
03:48:51,500 --> 03:48:53,900
In fact, we try to Stave it off 
as far as possible. 

3573
03:48:53,900 --> 03:49:00,600
You know, now we stuff our Old 
people into homes and let other 

3574
03:49:00,600 --> 03:49:04,700
people take care of them. 
That's that says something 

3575
03:49:04,700 --> 03:49:09,300
about. not just our society but 
our but how our society wants to

3576
03:49:09,300 --> 03:49:16,700
even access Access to death. 
Stuff it away, put it away. 

3577
03:49:16,700 --> 03:49:18,800
Let someone else deal with it. 
Not for me. 

3578
03:49:18,808 --> 03:49:28,500
I work to do. 
Catch up on this Sue, says he 

3579
03:49:28,500 --> 03:49:31,400
was the same way very insecure 
cared a lot about what other 

3580
03:49:31,400 --> 03:49:33,400
thoughts. 
You may not have those issues 

3581
03:49:33,400 --> 03:49:36,700
but eventually just let those 
things go and stops caring and 

3582
03:49:36,708 --> 03:49:38,000
accepted things for what they 
were. 

3583
03:49:38,000 --> 03:49:41,000
I'm not saying you should accept
your anger, not change but 

3584
03:49:41,000 --> 03:49:43,300
forgiving yourself and accepting
your flaws and working on them 

3585
03:49:43,300 --> 03:49:46,200
which I'll be doing is the first
step to relieve and happiness. 

3586
03:49:46,200 --> 03:49:50,000
Yeah, I mean, there's there's 
bigger elements at play with 

3587
03:49:50,000 --> 03:49:52,600
that. 
It's not just the anger, you 

3588
03:49:52,600 --> 03:49:55,400
know, it was just the anger. 
That's, that's where I think 

3589
03:49:55,408 --> 03:49:58,700
people fall into the false 
therapy idea where they think 

3590
03:49:58,700 --> 03:50:00,100
it's all. 
It's just, it's just anger. 

3591
03:50:00,100 --> 03:50:02,600
Well, no, it's like, you've been
living with this kind of thing 

3592
03:50:02,600 --> 03:50:07,900
for such a long time that it's 
no longer just anger, it seeped 

3593
03:50:07,900 --> 03:50:14,800
into everything. and, The. 
Orthodox Church is a hospital 

3594
03:50:14,800 --> 03:50:17,900
it's there for to heal. 
Spiritual sickness should be 

3595
03:50:17,908 --> 03:50:20,100
used. 
It should be almost seen in that

3596
03:50:20,100 --> 03:50:24,000
light and the church. 
And tradition can do a lot of 

3597
03:50:24,000 --> 03:50:26,400
things and for some people I 
think it can perform literal 

3598
03:50:26,400 --> 03:50:30,100
miracles. 
I don't know if that's the right

3599
03:50:30,108 --> 03:50:34,400
orientation for people to take. 
In terms of yes, you should be 

3600
03:50:34,400 --> 03:50:36,800
seeking spiritual health. 
Yes. 

3601
03:50:36,800 --> 03:50:42,600
You should be going to church to
to deal with these things. and 

3602
03:50:42,600 --> 03:50:47,700
with whatever time you have 
left, but the idea is not 

3603
03:50:47,700 --> 03:50:52,000
necessarily to rid yourself of 
them. 

3604
03:50:54,100 --> 03:50:56,700
The a the aim is to control 
them. 

3605
03:50:58,100 --> 03:50:59,100
To put them in the rightful 
place. 

3606
03:51:00,000 --> 03:51:02,200
Because all the passions are 
inversions of Virtues. 

3607
03:51:03,700 --> 03:51:05,900
So anger itself is not the 
issue. 

3608
03:51:07,100 --> 03:51:08,800
Sometimes anger can be connected
to righteousness. 

3609
03:51:08,800 --> 03:51:13,000
So as you need some fiery 
righteousness, To be able to 

3610
03:51:13,000 --> 03:51:14,900
say, no, this is wrong and 
somebody has to be done. 

3611
03:51:16,500 --> 03:51:20,600
The problem with rage is it it 
over it, there's no discernment.

3612
03:51:22,700 --> 03:51:26,100
It erases, the ability to be 
righteous because now all you're

3613
03:51:26,100 --> 03:51:27,300
doing is the first thing, you 
think? 

3614
03:51:28,900 --> 03:51:33,100
Smash the pot sink. 
Get a yelling match. 

3615
03:51:36,000 --> 03:51:39,000
You know, whatever self blow up 
parts of your life, whatever. 

3616
03:51:39,000 --> 03:51:41,400
Whatever it is whether 
manifestation is because you're 

3617
03:51:41,400 --> 03:51:46,800
in full and rage Wrath. 
There's there. 

3618
03:51:46,800 --> 03:51:50,100
There is that vengeance. 
Want that you're seeking. 

3619
03:51:52,300 --> 03:51:55,100
For probably a minor infraction.
Someone cut you off and traffic.

3620
03:51:55,100 --> 03:52:02,000
Road rage. 
So, you don't necessarily want 

3621
03:52:02,000 --> 03:52:04,900
to get rid of it. 
Sin of gluttony. 

3622
03:52:05,900 --> 03:52:09,800
Right passion of blood, me 
gluttony being really, the most 

3623
03:52:09,800 --> 03:52:12,300
pernicious sense in some ways. 
Somebody all people think it's 

3624
03:52:12,300 --> 03:52:15,000
pride and that's true. 
But really the one that we all 

3625
03:52:15,000 --> 03:52:19,300
all of us even from a very early
age, have his gluttony Right to 

3626
03:52:19,300 --> 03:52:20,200
eat. 
She really eat. 

3627
03:52:20,200 --> 03:52:24,300
Yeah, you gotta eat. 
So where is a discernment of 

3628
03:52:24,308 --> 03:52:27,600
knowing when to eat when you're 
eating too much, or not enough, 

3629
03:52:27,600 --> 03:52:31,000
and too much for me, may not be 
the too much for you or someone 

3630
03:52:31,000 --> 03:52:36,600
else. 
So when does, when does it pass 

3631
03:52:36,600 --> 03:52:38,600
over into the passion of blood? 
It's very typical one. 

3632
03:52:39,200 --> 03:52:41,900
You know, pride is kind of 
easier to see either exalting 

3633
03:52:41,900 --> 03:52:43,600
your pride or your suffering 
from depression. 

3634
03:52:43,600 --> 03:52:49,200
It's all about you. 
Not saying that, that's easy, 

3635
03:52:49,200 --> 03:52:51,300
one to overcome at all. 
None of these can be easy. 

3636
03:52:54,600 --> 03:52:58,800
You know. 
That's why a caution people. 

3637
03:52:58,808 --> 03:53:03,300
It's like even death the world 
and these we offer them up. 

3638
03:53:03,308 --> 03:53:06,100
I think it's good to offer up 
these things as ideal. 

3639
03:53:06,900 --> 03:53:10,300
It's nice to try to get to. 
But we live in this world. 

3640
03:53:10,300 --> 03:53:12,700
You're a lady. 
You're not a monk. 

3641
03:53:13,700 --> 03:53:16,000
Not a priest. 
I'm not nothing. 

3642
03:53:17,200 --> 03:53:20,000
Shall be white, though. 
To your old orders more 

3643
03:53:20,000 --> 03:53:26,800
orthodox. 
Right. so, With that in mind. 

3644
03:53:28,200 --> 03:53:32,000
If you start to put your mind 
on, I will overcome these things

3645
03:53:32,000 --> 03:53:33,600
and get rid of them from my life
as I know. 

3646
03:53:36,800 --> 03:53:42,700
Maybe. 
Even this idea of the, I don't 

3647
03:53:42,700 --> 03:53:46,600
care what people think of me. 
Like mmm. 

3648
03:53:48,800 --> 03:53:54,100
I get it and it's it's good to 
to pursue your your ambitions. 

3649
03:53:55,300 --> 03:54:00,100
even though you might be getting
Flack, you know, All the 

3650
03:54:00,100 --> 03:54:01,900
opposition was the world and all
the rest of the people's 

3651
03:54:01,900 --> 03:54:03,700
criticizing, you know, not 
Emily. 

3652
03:54:03,700 --> 03:54:05,600
You shouldn't take that on. 
Yeah. 

3653
03:54:07,700 --> 03:54:10,500
But if you don't care enough 
it's like where does this pass 

3654
03:54:10,500 --> 03:54:16,100
over to nihilism? 
Where do you pass on to a point 

3655
03:54:16,108 --> 03:54:18,400
where then you're not getting 
married and you don't come in. 

3656
03:54:18,400 --> 03:54:20,500
A kid is actually be a great 
dad. 

3657
03:54:25,200 --> 03:54:26,800
And he's probably convinced 
himself. 

3658
03:54:26,800 --> 03:54:33,600
He that that's offer him. 
Right. 

3659
03:54:36,500 --> 03:54:37,600
So he's a million. 
He's a multimillionaire. 

3660
03:54:38,800 --> 03:54:40,800
Very successful, very good. 
What he does. 

3661
03:54:43,800 --> 03:54:46,700
And he's in his 30s. 
I think right at 37 up. 

3662
03:54:48,200 --> 03:54:51,800
If he lives in, if he lives 
another 35 years which is but 

3663
03:54:51,800 --> 03:54:54,600
he's 35, let's say he's gone. 
Another yeah, let's say he's got

3664
03:54:54,600 --> 03:54:56,800
another 35 years left him just 
play safe. 

3665
03:54:59,800 --> 03:55:02,300
That's both a long and short 
amount of time. 

3666
03:55:04,500 --> 03:55:07,600
I'm 48. 
I'm going to be lucky if I got 

3667
03:55:07,600 --> 03:55:10,500
another 25 in me 30, probably 
tops. 

3668
03:55:12,400 --> 03:55:13,900
And probably a lot of those 
years in the end. 

3669
03:55:13,900 --> 03:55:20,700
So good. 
So, do I do this? 

3670
03:55:23,200 --> 03:55:25,100
For the length of time. 
Maybe. 

3671
03:55:26,100 --> 03:55:30,100
It's Incorporated. 
But is it just this? 

3672
03:55:30,900 --> 03:55:35,100
This, you know. 
What do you access Truth? 

3673
03:55:35,100 --> 03:55:37,300
Where do you access any higher 
meaning? 

3674
03:55:40,200 --> 03:55:43,100
You can't just be for work. 
Lots of things can take work 

3675
03:55:43,100 --> 03:55:45,700
away from you. 
Exactly except tomorrow and his 

3676
03:55:45,700 --> 03:55:47,900
voice doesn't work, kind of 
screwed. 

3677
03:55:51,400 --> 03:55:56,000
Happened to me when I was, you 
know, I was what at that time. 

3678
03:55:56,000 --> 03:55:57,900
Probably. 
What 25 years in or whatever. 

3679
03:55:58,700 --> 03:56:03,200
Into hospitality. 
Mostly did mostly finding all 

3680
03:56:03,200 --> 03:56:04,600
the rest of it worked up and 
down. 

3681
03:56:04,600 --> 03:56:07,200
All the different places. 
Hanging up Christmas decorations

3682
03:56:07,200 --> 03:56:11,100
on the bar was telling my 
co-workers that my wife was 

3683
03:56:11,100 --> 03:56:12,800
pregnant because we just found 
it. 

3684
03:56:12,800 --> 03:56:16,600
We gotten past that three month 
Mark and Because we're telling 

3685
03:56:16,608 --> 03:56:19,600
people and I went to put my foot
back on the ladder. 

3686
03:56:20,900 --> 03:56:23,900
And I slipped, I came down and 
put my hand through the back 

3687
03:56:23,900 --> 03:56:26,600
bar. 
All these bottles were put, my 

3688
03:56:26,600 --> 03:56:29,500
hands are about five bottles. 
Luckily enough not cutting off 

3689
03:56:29,500 --> 03:56:32,100
my thumb. 
Or my hand or whatever. 

3690
03:56:33,000 --> 03:56:35,600
Doing some major damage. 
And I, you know, for months 

3691
03:56:35,600 --> 03:56:38,300
after that, I didn't know if I 
would ever be able to use this 

3692
03:56:38,300 --> 03:56:42,700
hand again. 
And my entire career. 

3693
03:56:44,300 --> 03:56:47,100
Right. 
And then, and then covid 

3694
03:56:47,100 --> 03:56:49,500
happened, lockdowns, all the 
rest of it. 

3695
03:56:49,500 --> 03:56:53,100
So like, The entire industry 
that I give him, you know, Blood

3696
03:56:53,100 --> 03:56:56,300
Sweat, 80 hour weeks, all the 
rest of it and I knew how it was

3697
03:56:56,308 --> 03:56:58,800
gonna have to change those about
to have a child and it was my 

3698
03:56:58,800 --> 03:57:01,200
life was going to change 
dramatically and how to do that.

3699
03:57:01,200 --> 03:57:02,500
All of a sudden God throws out 
of me. 

3700
03:57:02,500 --> 03:57:04,600
Whoa. 
Dramatic. 

3701
03:57:11,400 --> 03:57:24,900
Like that. and, That's in. 
December of 2919 and by October 

3702
03:57:24,900 --> 03:57:28,700
2020 or really by December of 
2020. 

3703
03:57:28,700 --> 03:57:32,800
So, within one calendar year, 
I've now made the decision and 

3704
03:57:32,800 --> 03:57:35,200
talked to my wife and convinced 
her that we're moving family to 

3705
03:57:35,200 --> 03:57:40,600
Australia. and had a religious 
experience, and You know, all 

3706
03:57:40,600 --> 03:57:47,000
the rest of it. 
And if we're going to be looking

3707
03:57:47,008 --> 03:57:49,000
again, life can only be 
understood. 

3708
03:57:49,800 --> 03:57:54,000
Backwards but must be lived 
forwards. at that time, first of

3709
03:57:54,000 --> 03:57:58,600
all, this hurt like hell, Oh, 
did this hurt? 

3710
03:57:59,700 --> 03:58:02,800
even when they had you jacked up
on drugs, my favorite story is 

3711
03:58:02,800 --> 03:58:09,100
like so, when the accident 
happened, we had a Guinness rep,

3712
03:58:09,100 --> 03:58:13,300
who was cleaning the lines, and 
I mean, I'm bleeding and he put 

3713
03:58:13,300 --> 03:58:19,600
a tree took a rag or, you know, 
Baraga essentially and tied it 

3714
03:58:19,600 --> 03:58:22,300
around my arm into a tourniquet 
and tied it so tight that I just

3715
03:58:22,300 --> 03:58:27,900
shut off like Everton. 
So and he can't really tell the 

3716
03:58:27,900 --> 03:58:29,500
camera here. 
But I mean, basically, all 

3717
03:58:29,500 --> 03:58:32,000
looked like I had cut some 
superficial cuts on my fingers 

3718
03:58:32,000 --> 03:58:34,400
and then I had this kind of gash
on my hand. 

3719
03:58:35,300 --> 03:58:38,800
But because it over, because 
there's no blood running to it, 

3720
03:58:38,800 --> 03:58:42,000
it didn't look that bad. 
So I get to the hospital to 

3721
03:58:42,000 --> 03:58:45,700
emergency. 
And I show them the guy and I'm 

3722
03:58:45,708 --> 03:58:48,600
telling them all and but when 
they when the hospital when the 

3723
03:58:48,600 --> 03:58:52,100
Amazons picking up, they kind of
saw the blood stuff. 

3724
03:58:52,100 --> 03:58:55,500
So they knew that things were 
not okay. 

3725
03:58:56,300 --> 03:59:00,700
And so they hit me with. 
I don't know what ever pain pain

3726
03:59:00,700 --> 03:59:01,800
medication. 
Probably more. 

3727
03:59:01,800 --> 03:59:07,400
Maybe more fears, in the So, we 
get to the hospital and get to 

3728
03:59:07,400 --> 03:59:09,600
an emergency. 
And they're asking me what 

3729
03:59:09,600 --> 03:59:11,400
happened. 
I'm spilling up the whole thing.

3730
03:59:12,800 --> 03:59:15,900
and, He's looking at the hand 
and they're kind of moving the 

3731
03:59:15,908 --> 03:59:17,700
hand around like, ain't no, like
ain't nothing. 

3732
03:59:17,700 --> 03:59:20,000
Right. 
And it's hurting, right? 

3733
03:59:20,000 --> 03:59:22,700
It's the pains, you know, the 
pain is coming through, but and 

3734
03:59:22,700 --> 03:59:24,600
they've taken the tourniquet 
off, but I had a bandage on. 

3735
03:59:24,600 --> 03:59:29,900
And so And, and they're not 
looking at the big gash, and I'm

3736
03:59:29,900 --> 03:59:34,300
telling about it, like my hands,
pretty open to the sky, right? 

3737
03:59:34,300 --> 03:59:36,800
But they're not looking at that.
They're moving the hand around, 

3738
03:59:36,800 --> 03:59:39,800
doing these X-rays and stuff. 
So, I get to this young guy. 

3739
03:59:40,600 --> 03:59:43,600
And he's peeved because he's 
been asked to do the stitches 

3740
03:59:43,600 --> 03:59:46,600
and he wanted to go and do his 
birthday celebration. 

3741
03:59:46,600 --> 03:59:49,300
I know this because he freaking 
tells us like it's like in front

3742
03:59:49,308 --> 03:59:55,400
of me, this is happening. and, 
And they're getting their 

3743
03:59:55,400 --> 03:59:56,700
flopping. 
My hand around and it's really 

3744
03:59:56,700 --> 03:59:59,100
starting to hurt now, right? 
Like, I'm just I'm just getting 

3745
03:59:59,100 --> 04:00:03,100
I don't know how this is. 
Okay, And the guy goes okay, 

3746
04:00:03,100 --> 04:00:06,400
fine, you know, he's gonna 
Stitch it up and stitches up the

3747
04:00:06,400 --> 04:00:08,600
fingers and stuff and he takes 
the bandage that was on my hand,

3748
04:00:08,600 --> 04:00:10,800
the gauze, whatever and rips it 
off. 

3749
04:00:10,800 --> 04:00:13,700
And at that point, it just kind 
of, you know, turn it kicks off 

3750
04:00:13,708 --> 04:00:16,000
and all the rest of it. 
So I start spraying artillery 

3751
04:00:16,000 --> 04:00:22,000
blood all over the emergency 
room, just wonderful and I'm 

3752
04:00:22,000 --> 04:00:32,300
starting to scream now because 
it hurts. so here I and all, I 

3753
04:00:32,300 --> 04:00:35,700
hear him cause our cheerleader, 
bleed the whole Everyone was 

3754
04:00:35,708 --> 04:00:39,000
pretty kind of chilled, like, 
no, not doing much, and we're 

3755
04:00:39,000 --> 04:00:39,500
gonna lie. 
Whoa. 

3756
04:00:42,400 --> 04:00:45,100
And they asked me. 
Do you want ketamine? 

3757
04:00:45,100 --> 04:00:48,500
And I was like, yes. 
Shot me with me. 

3758
04:00:49,600 --> 04:00:52,500
Which by the way? 
No, I'm not advising any kind of

3759
04:00:52,500 --> 04:00:54,400
drug use for anybody else when 
casual basis. 

3760
04:00:54,400 --> 04:00:57,100
But if you find yourself in a 
hospital, with your hand, with 

3761
04:00:57,100 --> 04:01:01,200
your half, your hand open up to 
the sky and they offer you 

3762
04:01:01,200 --> 04:01:06,300
Academy. 
It was weird because my feet 

3763
04:01:06,300 --> 04:01:09,100
were pointing towards the 
emergency door opener, right? 

3764
04:01:09,100 --> 04:01:16,200
So the doors open like this. 
and, The ketamine hit pretty 

3765
04:01:16,200 --> 04:01:18,300
fast. 
And I'm just like, oh, you know,

3766
04:01:18,308 --> 04:01:20,400
I'm looking over my hand like, 
wow, that looks awful. 

3767
04:01:20,400 --> 04:01:22,400
I someone should really do some 
of that. 

3768
04:01:22,400 --> 04:01:24,700
Do you call someone over? 
This is pretty bad. 

3769
04:01:26,800 --> 04:01:29,400
And I looked over and looked at 
my feet and the doors are open 

3770
04:01:29,400 --> 04:01:30,800
and close. 
I'm like, how do we get on the 

3771
04:01:30,808 --> 04:01:32,300
other guys? 
I think I asked someone, I 

3772
04:01:32,300 --> 04:01:33,500
remember correctly. 
I'm like, how did we get on the 

3773
04:01:33,508 --> 04:01:35,500
elevator? 
Because it looked like we were 

3774
04:01:35,508 --> 04:01:37,400
on an elevator with the doors 
closing anyways. 

3775
04:01:40,100 --> 04:01:45,300
That's my, my. 
Hands story and kind of look 

3776
04:01:45,300 --> 04:01:47,300
like a Franken Frankenstein hand
for a long time. 

3777
04:01:47,300 --> 04:01:50,900
But yeah, for a while there, I 
didn't know if I was ever gonna 

3778
04:01:50,900 --> 04:01:54,400
regain function feelings, I 
still don't really have much 

3779
04:01:54,400 --> 04:01:57,000
feeling in part of my hand. 
Okay, burn it really easy. 

3780
04:01:58,700 --> 04:02:00,800
I say all this because it's like
you don't know right? 

3781
04:02:00,800 --> 04:02:03,700
You don't know. 
The next thing is I think the 

3782
04:02:03,700 --> 04:02:05,800
getting out the bar thing, I 
done that. 

3783
04:02:05,800 --> 04:02:07,600
A can't even tell you how many 
times. 

3784
04:02:10,200 --> 04:02:15,400
And just There you go. 
Here's the rest of your life. 

3785
04:02:16,600 --> 04:02:18,400
Being decided and one little 
fall. 

3786
04:02:23,900 --> 04:02:27,200
It is interesting too because I 
was on such momentum within the 

3787
04:02:27,200 --> 04:02:28,700
hospitality world. 
That, that's all I did. 

3788
04:02:28,700 --> 04:02:31,700
I've gone to different places. 
I worked some places that closed

3789
04:02:31,700 --> 04:02:33,800
down. 
Me, one or two plays I got, you 

3790
04:02:33,800 --> 04:02:37,800
know, let go or I quit. 
I moved around a bit, but, but I

3791
04:02:37,800 --> 04:02:40,600
was always in Hospitality world,
I was one of those guys, I'm 

3792
04:02:40,600 --> 04:02:42,900
always gonna open a restaurant 
talk about open the restaurant 

3793
04:02:42,900 --> 04:02:44,100
never did. 
Obviously. 

3794
04:02:47,500 --> 04:02:49,700
But you established momentum in 
your life and you just kind of 

3795
04:02:49,708 --> 04:03:00,100
going forward. because as you 
do, when you have a disruption 

3796
04:03:00,100 --> 04:03:03,800
like this, and I had been had 
situations where I was working 

3797
04:03:03,800 --> 04:03:06,700
with one place, where with my 
wife and I and they basically 

3798
04:03:06,700 --> 04:03:11,000
sold the place out of without 
telling us And so I was, I think

3799
04:03:11,008 --> 04:03:12,700
it was out of work. 
Took. 

3800
04:03:12,700 --> 04:03:17,300
I took a year off. because I 
had, No unemployment and 

3801
04:03:17,300 --> 04:03:19,900
settlement and all this other 
stuff, whatever. 

3802
04:03:19,900 --> 04:03:26,200
So I I could have afford to. 
So I was like, oh, I had some 

3803
04:03:26,200 --> 04:03:28,300
and savings and restaurants were
taking a year off. 

3804
04:03:28,300 --> 04:03:37,000
Screw it. 
But that was different because I

3805
04:03:37,000 --> 04:03:41,400
never really thought. 
Oh, by the way. 

3806
04:03:41,408 --> 04:03:47,400
Hello. 
Elwood, when gusto Friend from 

3807
04:03:47,400 --> 04:03:58,900
South America. 
Well, you know again it's 

3808
04:03:58,900 --> 04:04:02,500
already Sue says true. 
I guess that's what that's went 

3809
04:04:02,500 --> 04:04:04,200
through. 
Call it anger management. 

3810
04:04:04,200 --> 04:04:07,400
But yes, go God calls us to have
perfect hatred for things 

3811
04:04:07,400 --> 04:04:09,700
against him. 
Hatred can happen without anger.

3812
04:04:15,100 --> 04:04:16,500
Anger, kind of like the alarm 
Bell. 

3813
04:04:17,600 --> 04:04:19,700
Something's not right. 
Said you. 

3814
04:04:21,300 --> 04:04:25,200
Let me is wrong disorder. 
Demands your attention. 

3815
04:04:25,200 --> 04:04:29,800
Something you should do 
something about. and you can, 

3816
04:04:30,700 --> 04:04:35,800
the let's say the the rightful 
use of hate and maybe that's 

3817
04:04:35,800 --> 04:04:43,000
even the wrong word for. but we 
use a Is emotionless, really? 

3818
04:04:43,000 --> 04:04:47,900
It's without passion. you know, 
I hate the devil and the 

3819
04:04:47,900 --> 04:04:51,800
adversary. 
For all the good reasons to hate

3820
04:04:51,800 --> 04:04:55,200
them. 
And I take an arm against it my 

3821
04:04:55,200 --> 04:05:02,300
way. but it's not like, You get 
an angry at the Devil. 

3822
04:05:02,300 --> 04:05:03,800
It's like getting angry at 
error. 

3823
04:05:04,700 --> 04:05:06,900
Get angry at the demons doesn't 
do anything. 

3824
04:05:09,700 --> 04:05:11,300
Angry at yourself? 
Okay. 

3825
04:05:11,300 --> 04:05:14,300
Is that motivate you to do? 
No, do not. 

3826
04:05:14,308 --> 04:05:15,500
Do the things. 
You're not supposed to do and do

3827
04:05:15,508 --> 04:05:16,200
the things you're supposed to 
do. 

3828
04:05:16,900 --> 04:05:24,300
If so. 
Maybe use it. but true, I think 

3829
04:05:24,308 --> 04:05:29,000
in some ways it's like true, the
closer you get to true love. 

3830
04:05:29,000 --> 04:05:33,100
It's it's not that endorphin 
rush and romantic and stuff. 

3831
04:05:33,100 --> 04:05:39,800
It's just it's it's almost cold.
Like, I love my daughter's so 

3832
04:05:39,800 --> 04:05:44,500
much. 
In my wife. that I don't, it's 

3833
04:05:44,500 --> 04:05:51,600
not like a An emotional state. 
Like I guess it's not a It 

3834
04:05:51,600 --> 04:05:57,600
doesn't generate. sub feeling, 
let's say it's just is it's just

3835
04:05:57,600 --> 04:06:01,300
an is feeling. 
I think there's that accurate 

3836
04:06:01,300 --> 04:06:05,600
point of, you know, if you hate 
the adversary, you hate it, cold

3837
04:06:07,600 --> 04:06:09,100
I mean this is my Slavic heart 
talking. 

3838
04:06:09,100 --> 04:06:13,700
Who knows? 
there's no real motion to 

3839
04:06:13,700 --> 04:06:18,800
attached to it, for me, it's 
more like I'm gonna I'm gonna do

3840
04:06:18,800 --> 04:06:20,700
some damage to the adversary on 
my way out. 

3841
04:06:23,000 --> 04:06:26,300
Even if just, you know but I 
know I can if I can leave this, 

3842
04:06:26,300 --> 04:06:29,600
this world knowing that I gave 
the devil a bad day here and 

3843
04:06:29,600 --> 04:06:32,200
there. 
I'll take it. 

3844
04:06:34,100 --> 04:06:38,100
Not so bad. 
All right, boys and girls. 

3845
04:06:38,100 --> 04:06:42,300
Ladies and gentlemen. 
I'll put it to you whoever's 

3846
04:06:42,300 --> 04:06:45,900
left in the chat. 
Anyone wants some power washing?

3847
04:06:46,900 --> 04:06:51,500
Now's the time to talk up. 
We can do some power washer. 

3848
04:06:51,500 --> 04:06:53,500
We can just sign off for all 
getting sleepy. 

3849
04:06:59,500 --> 04:07:06,000
But you think about it? 
To have your thoughts about it. 

3850
04:07:06,000 --> 04:07:08,500
Get back to me about it. 
Let me know in the chat. 

3851
04:07:09,200 --> 04:07:12,000
I want to see some power washers
or some of that I want power 

3852
04:07:12,000 --> 04:07:13,600
washing. 
Okay, there's a vote for power 

3853
04:07:13,608 --> 04:07:17,000
washer. 
There's a vote. 

3854
04:07:22,100 --> 04:07:27,200
Do I get two votes? 
You can vote with your, with 

3855
04:07:27,200 --> 04:07:30,500
your wallets, too, folks. 
Make a crack 10 dollars on that 

3856
04:07:30,500 --> 04:07:34,000
goal and that Griffith goal. 
Not not very good at this grip 

3857
04:07:34,000 --> 04:07:41,800
TV. 
News says not being tolerant 

3858
04:07:41,800 --> 04:07:44,400
people dangerous to your kids 
progressives, the most Christian

3859
04:07:44,400 --> 04:07:45,800
thing a parent can do. 
Yeah. 

3860
04:07:47,800 --> 04:07:56,000
Yeah. there's a you know, 
understanding where you're at, 

3861
04:07:56,000 --> 04:08:04,600
right? 
I think people. 

3862
04:08:06,200 --> 04:08:07,800
Maybe it's Saturday morning 
cartoon. 

3863
04:08:10,300 --> 04:08:12,700
But people get very direct, they
think they have to start a 

3864
04:08:12,700 --> 04:08:15,500
fight. 
You know, go to the teacher. 

3865
04:08:17,600 --> 04:08:19,700
And look, I'm not saying maybe 
that is in. 

3866
04:08:19,700 --> 04:08:25,200
I can't give you an answer for 
all possible. 

3867
04:08:25,200 --> 04:08:30,400
You know, permutations of the 
other question. but I think, 

3868
04:08:33,600 --> 04:08:37,900
People use it against you. 
Again, that anger right again to

3869
04:08:37,900 --> 04:08:41,000
wrath anger. 
You're going to say, you're 

3870
04:08:41,000 --> 04:08:44,500
gonna say, you're going to think
and say and do things that 

3871
04:08:44,500 --> 04:08:50,300
aren't well thought out. 
Now, in a moment of danger 

3872
04:08:50,300 --> 04:08:54,200
crisis. 
You know, you're not going to 

3873
04:08:54,200 --> 04:08:58,800
sit there and Ponder. 
Do I say my child from the tiger

3874
04:08:58,800 --> 04:09:02,800
know of course you do, right? 
But in other situations where 

3875
04:09:02,800 --> 04:09:05,700
you're dealing with let's say 
with a system Education system, 

3876
04:09:05,700 --> 04:09:06,700
right? 
Easy one. 

3877
04:09:07,900 --> 04:09:11,500
The. 
The obvious most direct choice. 

3878
04:09:12,800 --> 04:09:15,400
May not always be the best one 
for your situation. 

3879
04:09:15,400 --> 04:09:18,400
Believe that, right? 
Everyone tells about 

3880
04:09:18,400 --> 04:09:22,100
homeschooling home, schooling is
a fine answer to this and I'm 

3881
04:09:22,100 --> 04:09:27,200
not against it. it's honestly 
think if you have a, if you have

3882
04:09:27,200 --> 04:09:31,800
a young boy, Young girls, a 
little bit different, especially

3883
04:09:31,800 --> 04:09:35,800
for elementary, but for young 
boys, and maybe I'm wrong, maybe

3884
04:09:35,800 --> 04:09:38,500
I'm being naive on that. 
So, you know, again, I don't 

3885
04:09:38,508 --> 04:09:41,100
know where you're calling from. 
Maybe it's different for in your

3886
04:09:41,100 --> 04:09:44,200
state or whatever that, right, 
but young, boys. 

3887
04:09:44,200 --> 04:09:47,000
Yeah, don't if you have an 
option, if you can make that 

3888
04:09:47,000 --> 04:09:51,300
work, make it work. 
Sending your sending young boys 

3889
04:09:51,300 --> 04:09:54,800
to to through the education 
system as it is right now, 

3890
04:09:54,800 --> 04:10:00,100
probably not good. 
Probably won't be a good idea 

3891
04:10:00,100 --> 04:10:08,400
for for a bit. 
It's not stylized for them, it's

3892
04:10:08,400 --> 04:10:11,200
not for them. 
He's 60 years of. 

3893
04:10:12,100 --> 04:10:17,400
Essentially stylizing it and 
making it for the promotion of 

3894
04:10:17,400 --> 04:10:21,400
women. 
And you know, holding boys back 

3895
04:10:21,400 --> 04:10:24,600
so that women get outperform and
all this stuff and get the stats

3896
04:10:24,600 --> 04:10:28,900
into get the numbers. 
And then you, you know, the 

3897
04:10:28,900 --> 04:10:34,300
ideology passes into just 
Behavioral. so it's no longer 

3898
04:10:34,308 --> 04:10:39,700
something that someone can You 
know put together is if you ask 

3899
04:10:39,700 --> 04:10:42,800
them bluntly in with a you know 
truth serum. 

3900
04:10:42,800 --> 04:10:44,400
All the rest of they would never
admit to that because it's not 

3901
04:10:44,408 --> 04:10:45,600
what they're what they're 
thinking. 

3902
04:10:47,400 --> 04:10:51,900
You know, they just have this. 
Disdain for young boys and they 

3903
04:10:51,900 --> 04:10:55,400
don't know why. 
You know. 

3904
04:10:56,700 --> 04:10:58,100
Young boys are something wrong 
with them. 

3905
04:11:01,000 --> 04:11:04,700
I was thinking of the other day.
It's kind of the they got you. 

3906
04:11:04,700 --> 04:11:07,300
They got both genders coming and
going just a different ages 

3907
04:11:07,300 --> 04:11:12,000
again, maybe this is changed or 
is, you know, so update me if 

3908
04:11:12,000 --> 04:11:16,000
necessary. 
But for young boys, they've been

3909
04:11:16,008 --> 04:11:18,900
medicating. 
Young boys early on young ages, 

3910
04:11:18,900 --> 04:11:23,200
right? 
Young good young boy has, you 

3911
04:11:23,200 --> 04:11:25,900
know, doesn't get along with 
others, you know, doing some 

3912
04:11:25,900 --> 04:11:29,200
violence stuff, or whatever. 
Oh, you know, therapy therapy 

3913
04:11:29,200 --> 04:11:31,000
therapy when that doesn't work 
out because of course, it 

3914
04:11:31,000 --> 04:11:34,200
doesn't work out because you're 
trying to condition a bear not 

3915
04:11:34,200 --> 04:11:35,800
to shoot in the woods. 
Forget me. 

3916
04:11:39,100 --> 04:11:47,600
Do you put him on medication? 
And then that starts that whole 

3917
04:11:47,608 --> 04:11:49,200
trip. 
For girls. 

3918
04:11:49,200 --> 04:11:53,300
And again, maybe this is 
changed. but from my 

3919
04:11:53,300 --> 04:11:57,100
understanding of it, and when 
I've seen Is that the girls 

3920
04:11:57,100 --> 04:11:59,900
didn't get on the medication 
until they were in their teens? 

3921
04:11:59,900 --> 04:12:03,700
You know, whether it be the pill
or, you know, ssris or 

3922
04:12:03,700 --> 04:12:08,400
antidepression or whatever. 
And I think that's really 

3923
04:12:08,400 --> 04:12:13,600
interesting. because it's like, 
you want a neuter, the boys 

3924
04:12:13,600 --> 04:12:19,300
early, And make them more 
either, make them more feminine 

3925
04:12:19,300 --> 04:12:22,700
or make them just certainly not 
making my nan in some ways. 

3926
04:12:22,700 --> 04:12:26,000
I mean, they're not feminine, 
but they're not, they're not 

3927
04:12:26,000 --> 04:12:28,600
acting on masculine impulses and
you get them early. 

3928
04:12:29,300 --> 04:12:31,700
And for girls, you let them 
develop all that feminine stuff 

3929
04:12:31,700 --> 04:12:32,900
and then you start to cut them 
off. 

3930
04:12:36,200 --> 04:12:39,000
Make themself doubt. 
Themself hate themselves. 

3931
04:12:41,300 --> 04:12:44,600
The world. 
Get them on medication when 

3932
04:12:44,600 --> 04:12:46,800
they're you know 13 14, whatever
it is. 

3933
04:12:50,900 --> 04:12:58,000
Get them both ways, right? 
and I think, you know, when we 

3934
04:12:58,008 --> 04:13:01,500
were talking about people talk 
about why people don't want to 

3935
04:13:01,500 --> 04:13:05,500
have kids anymore and all the 
rest of it, I think the 

3936
04:13:05,500 --> 04:13:07,200
medications are certainly have 
something to do with it. 

3937
04:13:07,200 --> 04:13:09,700
Education, women have heard as a
theory. 

3938
04:13:09,700 --> 04:13:13,000
I'm yeah, I think there's a 
thing, there's, there's 

3939
04:13:13,000 --> 04:13:16,200
something to be talked about 
their You know, probably women 

3940
04:13:16,200 --> 04:13:19,700
prioritizing you know education 
and career over young families 

3941
04:13:19,700 --> 04:13:23,300
and the precursor to having a 
young to a large family is 

3942
04:13:23,300 --> 04:13:28,600
usually having kids in your 20s.
Whatever. not a guarantee, but 

3943
04:13:28,600 --> 04:13:37,700
you know, The. butt to look at 
the sort of that medication and 

3944
04:13:37,700 --> 04:13:39,900
even that social medication can 
Go. 

3945
04:13:39,908 --> 04:13:43,600
Not everyone's on some sort of 
drug, but they've been socially 

3946
04:13:43,600 --> 04:13:49,300
medicated. 
Interviewing on Worthy. 

3947
04:13:50,100 --> 04:13:55,400
Something is wrong with you. 
Because you're not fully Jive 

3948
04:13:55,400 --> 04:13:59,700
in, are you? 
Something, inside of you is 

3949
04:13:59,700 --> 04:14:05,200
telling you, this is wrong. 
But your social medicated, 

3950
04:14:06,700 --> 04:14:13,500
maybe, if you afraid of being 
excluded, so, he Pop That. 

3951
04:14:15,100 --> 04:14:24,000
You know, pills of a different 
corn. coin coin, kind And then 

3952
04:14:24,008 --> 04:14:25,800
unworthiness makes you feel that
to be unworthy. 

3953
04:14:25,800 --> 04:14:28,700
As a parent, makes you 
unfamiliar worthy as a man or a 

3954
04:14:28,700 --> 04:14:30,500
woman. 
So then you feel unworthy, as a 

3955
04:14:30,500 --> 04:14:32,700
husband, and his wife, and his 
certainly feel unworthy as a 

3956
04:14:32,708 --> 04:14:36,400
father, as a mother, So you just
don't have kids. 

3957
04:14:46,100 --> 04:14:49,900
Not even one. 
Or you don't even involve 

3958
04:14:49,900 --> 04:14:51,300
yourself in life for kids. 
Because, again, you feel 

3959
04:14:51,300 --> 04:15:04,600
unworthy, and that's a That's a 
heck of a thing. you know, as I 

3960
04:15:04,600 --> 04:15:08,200
was saying earlier, telling the 
story of You know, knowing I 

3961
04:15:08,200 --> 04:15:11,100
could have gone liturgy even 
just the first time. 

3962
04:15:14,000 --> 04:15:16,900
And feeling like I can't do this
because I feel unworthy, I feel 

3963
04:15:16,900 --> 04:15:20,600
ashamed, still, like I don't 
belong there. 

3964
04:15:22,800 --> 04:15:29,300
You know, said too many things 
Live too much, life and opposite

3965
04:15:29,300 --> 04:15:38,200
direction. and, And we're all 
unworthy, you know? 

3966
04:15:41,500 --> 04:15:44,600
We're all. 
In some way shape or form, just 

3967
04:15:44,600 --> 04:15:47,900
loading a power washer. 
Get to it. 

3968
04:15:50,700 --> 04:16:03,300
Pee again. 
But it's the same thing as 

3969
04:16:03,300 --> 04:16:08,200
thinking of it as a hospital. 
You don't go to hospital if 

3970
04:16:08,200 --> 04:16:10,800
you're well. 
I mean that's your thing. 

3971
04:16:10,808 --> 04:16:13,600
Chances are you done? 
You're going to hospital when 

3972
04:16:13,600 --> 04:16:19,700
you're sick. 
And this is your sick. 

3973
04:16:19,700 --> 04:16:22,600
Well, maybe maybe you've done 
made some life decisions that 

3974
04:16:26,800 --> 04:16:28,100
Have made you sicker than you 
need to be. 

3975
04:16:34,700 --> 04:16:36,600
But maybe that doesn't really 
matter. 

3976
04:16:38,700 --> 04:16:42,000
A second here. 
Oops. 

3977
04:16:44,500 --> 04:16:46,500
Maybe, all you have to worry 
about is getting well. 

3978
04:16:48,700 --> 04:16:50,000
And give yourself a break. 
Oops. 

3979
04:16:52,500 --> 04:16:57,400
Oh, what have I done? 
Put it over here. 

3980
04:16:58,900 --> 04:17:02,500
Hmm. 
Hmm. 

3981
04:17:03,700 --> 04:17:07,300
Shall we do this? 
Here. 

3982
04:17:10,200 --> 04:17:15,500
Sorry folks. we're just setting 
this up and then we shall do 

3983
04:17:15,508 --> 04:17:30,100
some power washer and yeah. 
Yay. 

3984
04:17:30,100 --> 04:17:35,700
Look at this working out. oh, 
lovely. 

3985
04:17:40,700 --> 04:17:44,900
Eram says this edition of young 
men, started. 

3986
04:17:44,900 --> 04:17:46,600
When I was in a freshman in high
school. 

3987
04:17:47,600 --> 04:17:49,600
With the first gen iPhone and I 
touch. 

3988
04:17:50,300 --> 04:17:52,200
Yeah, I mean it was happening 
before that. 

3989
04:17:55,200 --> 04:17:58,500
I think it. 
The 80s was a, was a kind of a 

3990
04:17:58,500 --> 04:18:04,100
weird blip. 
Because they wanted to the big 

3991
04:18:04,100 --> 04:18:06,200
thing was we're gonna defeat 
communism, you know. 

3992
04:18:06,208 --> 04:18:09,800
So the 80s I think if you're 
younger, he didn't live through 

3993
04:18:09,800 --> 04:18:14,900
that time. you can look back on 
with sort of fun, like America, 

3994
04:18:14,900 --> 04:18:20,200
you know, Arnold Schwarz, now 
Rambo and, you know, Rocky 

3995
04:18:20,200 --> 04:18:25,000
movies and very You know, Donald
Trump is like really a creature 

3996
04:18:25,000 --> 04:18:33,000
of the 80s, you know? 
But the subversions were there. 

3997
04:18:37,100 --> 04:18:44,100
you know, with father McPherson 
was talking about, you know, I I

3998
04:18:44,100 --> 04:18:46,100
kind of say it just a piss 
people off, but the whole 

3999
04:18:46,100 --> 04:18:53,200
wearing shorts and This 
Carousel. 

4000
04:18:53,200 --> 04:18:56,200
Let's turn this music off 
because this is brutal. 

4001
04:18:58,300 --> 04:19:04,300
The its exaltation, right? 
The feminization of the masked 

4002
04:19:04,300 --> 04:19:06,300
and comes. 
When men start acting start 

4003
04:19:06,300 --> 04:19:09,600
doing feminine, things like 
reading about their appearance, 

4004
04:19:10,500 --> 04:19:14,400
Here, now, there's nothing wrong
with with dressing, well, or 

4005
04:19:14,400 --> 04:19:16,200
dressing to an occasion and all 
the rest of it. 

4006
04:19:36,700 --> 04:19:43,800
Turn up a little bit. 
Okay. 

4007
04:19:45,700 --> 04:19:52,500
Um, but yeah, feminization even 
look at Staying alive that movie

4008
04:19:52,500 --> 04:19:55,000
Staying Alive. 
You know you can tell by the 

4009
04:19:55,008 --> 04:19:57,200
way, I move my walk. 
You know this stuff and talk 

4010
04:19:57,200 --> 04:19:59,000
about like you know the Disco 
culture. 

4011
04:20:00,000 --> 04:20:03,200
And Men bringing about their 
hair and the tight pants and all

4012
04:20:03,200 --> 04:20:05,300
that kind of stuff. 
So, this stuff has been with us 

4013
04:20:05,300 --> 04:20:11,200
for a bit You know, Led 
Zeppelin, who will, you know, I 

4014
04:20:11,200 --> 04:20:15,200
have always loved that band but 
that that means full of demons. 

4015
04:20:16,100 --> 04:20:20,600
and, He look at what Robert 
Plant was wearing and so that 

4016
04:20:20,600 --> 04:20:22,400
during that time, he was super 
tight pants. 

4017
04:20:23,300 --> 04:20:27,700
You know, getting lustful eyes 
from the ladies and probably 

4018
04:20:27,700 --> 04:20:33,300
from a bunch of the fellows. so,
How do you get there, right? 

4019
04:20:33,300 --> 04:20:37,800
How do you, how do you, how do 
you instigate this almost need 

4020
04:20:37,800 --> 04:20:40,000
for medication? 
Socially. 

4021
04:20:40,000 --> 04:20:44,200
Otherwise is you speak to 
subvert, the natural nature of 

4022
04:20:44,200 --> 04:20:46,500
man and women. 
You start making the 

4023
04:20:46,500 --> 04:20:49,200
feminization the more feminized 
men. 

4024
04:20:50,000 --> 04:20:54,200
Into sex symbols and to, you 
know, objects of Desire. 

4025
04:20:55,400 --> 04:20:58,500
By most women and you know, men 
desire that too, right? 

4026
04:20:58,500 --> 04:21:04,000
They don't desire to, you know, 
They're not a Perry Alpha Man on

4027
04:21:04,000 --> 04:21:07,400
this one. 
But but they certainly desire to

4028
04:21:07,400 --> 04:21:12,600
be desired. 
So they follow suit and then you

4029
04:21:12,600 --> 04:21:22,400
kind of let me take control. so,
The medication and all that 

4030
04:21:22,400 --> 04:21:24,100
stuff. 
I mean, again to me is more 

4031
04:21:24,100 --> 04:21:28,300
brutalist form of Doing it. 
But I almost think it's a 

4032
04:21:28,300 --> 04:21:33,400
response to probably an auto a 
social or cultural screening 

4033
04:21:33,400 --> 04:21:36,500
Christian auto immune system. 
It was trying to kick in. 

4034
04:21:38,700 --> 04:21:42,500
And you know, make people reject
all this stuff and so they then 

4035
04:21:42,500 --> 04:21:48,500
moved to medication. you know, 
if you look at look up what they

4036
04:21:48,500 --> 04:21:55,100
remains were doing in their 
prisons, The reason, kenshoo and

4037
04:21:55,100 --> 04:21:59,100
his, his wife. 
Was not allowed to retire. 

4038
04:22:00,600 --> 04:22:02,400
Not a lot of leave that I'll get
on that flight. 

4039
04:22:02,400 --> 04:22:04,900
They were doing some wacky 
stuff. 

4040
04:22:05,900 --> 04:22:08,000
So fair enough. 
That's when you first notice? 

4041
04:22:08,000 --> 04:22:17,800
Yeah. 
The. you know, I think they 

4042
04:22:17,800 --> 04:22:21,300
learned the Soviets taught the 
world, a lot of things, a lot of

4043
04:22:21,300 --> 04:22:24,600
little dark secrets. and we 
talked about operation paper 

4044
04:22:24,600 --> 04:22:28,900
clip with the Germans who came 
over with the nice little rocket

4045
04:22:28,900 --> 04:22:33,200
Technologies. 
But there's very little talked 

4046
04:22:33,200 --> 04:22:35,900
about probably what Soviet 
defectors. 

4047
04:22:36,800 --> 04:22:41,900
And other things that were 
learned, Post Falls all of the 

4048
04:22:41,900 --> 04:22:46,300
Soviet Union. 
At me many, many were eager to 

4049
04:22:46,300 --> 04:22:52,200
share to get paid and 
protection. you know, so How 

4050
04:22:52,200 --> 04:22:56,800
much did, what's his name? 
It's a guy from triggered 

4051
04:22:56,800 --> 04:23:00,200
trigonometry or someone that I 
forget his name. 

4052
04:23:02,800 --> 04:23:07,600
His dad was Soviet. 
Ranking Soviet guy who had a 

4053
04:23:07,600 --> 04:23:11,600
basically flee with money. 
Kristin's Kris, Kristen 

4054
04:23:11,600 --> 04:23:14,500
Christian, I don't know. 
Not doesn't matter. 

4055
04:23:16,600 --> 04:23:19,600
That guy, you know, his family 
is just like yeah there's 

4056
04:23:19,600 --> 04:23:22,700
probably quite a few of those 
people who left or fled or 

4057
04:23:22,700 --> 04:23:24,700
forced out of the Soviet Union 
at some point. 

4058
04:23:26,000 --> 04:23:29,100
Especially with Putin coming in.
You know, say what you will 

4059
04:23:29,100 --> 04:23:32,700
about Putin, but he did go and 
clean up shop. 

4060
04:23:33,800 --> 04:23:34,700
Especially with the Olive 
Garden. 

4061
04:23:34,700 --> 04:23:37,800
A lot of these funny people who 
are hanging around. 

4062
04:23:38,900 --> 04:23:41,300
Kissing. 
That's it calls and seen 

4063
04:23:41,300 --> 04:23:51,900
kissing. 
Appreciate you. so, Yeah, the 

4064
04:23:51,900 --> 04:23:53,100
things they were doing. 
Check out what they were doing 

4065
04:23:53,100 --> 04:23:58,200
in Romania. 
Who's talked about it quite a 

4066
04:23:58,200 --> 04:23:59,300
bit? 
He talked about when he was on 

4067
04:23:59,300 --> 04:24:02,400
my show, as well as Mano from. 
Study of stuff. 

4068
04:24:02,408 --> 04:24:04,900
We should get back on. 
I love me some Nano. 

4069
04:24:05,500 --> 04:24:09,000
Good Greek Canadian boy, Greek. 
Orthodox Canadian boy. 

4070
04:24:10,600 --> 04:24:13,000
Great show too. 
If you like music, go check him 

4071
04:24:13,000 --> 04:24:15,400
out. 
He's doing live shows every 

4072
04:24:15,400 --> 04:24:18,100
Sundays. 
I think now, About. 

4073
04:24:20,100 --> 04:24:22,800
It's hard for me because I 
always have to do the, the time 

4074
04:24:22,800 --> 04:24:25,500
math, right? 
So I I can't remember sometimes 

4075
04:24:25,500 --> 04:24:28,600
what days I catch these shows 
on, but so if I tell you Monday,

4076
04:24:29,500 --> 04:24:31,300
It's probably a Sunday. 
I don't know what time is on 

4077
04:24:31,300 --> 04:24:39,700
your Oh, this level is annoying.
Clean up horse butts. 

4078
04:24:40,800 --> 04:24:42,000
I don't even want to do the 
thing. 

4079
04:24:43,400 --> 04:24:52,700
Oh, be here all week. 
So, yeah, the experiments, they 

4080
04:24:52,700 --> 04:24:55,300
were doing experiments things 
were doing in Romanian prisons. 

4081
04:24:55,300 --> 04:24:58,600
Especially to Orthodox. 
Christians are pretty perverse, 

4082
04:24:58,600 --> 04:25:04,900
and I think it was really, to 
try to separate. man, you know, 

4083
04:25:04,900 --> 04:25:10,700
man from God, you know, To try 
to. 

4084
04:25:12,300 --> 04:25:15,600
To destroy that image Bearer 
status, you know, to separate. 

4085
04:25:17,000 --> 04:25:20,500
To bring us down to something. 
Lower than even a beast. 

4086
04:25:21,400 --> 04:25:26,200
And it didn't really work ever. 
In fact, it brought as many more

4087
04:25:26,200 --> 04:25:30,200
stories of you know, priests who
people men who would then go on 

4088
04:25:30,200 --> 04:25:35,500
to be priests within Orthodoxy. 
Who said they found God, In that

4089
04:25:35,500 --> 04:25:43,700
suffering. 
So, See, Rejoice, isn't this a 

4090
04:25:43,700 --> 04:25:49,300
uplifting show, folks? 
Like if you want Happy, there's 

4091
04:25:49,300 --> 04:25:53,200
there's shows. 
We can direct it to Not saying 

4092
04:25:53,208 --> 04:25:58,100
I'm going to be unhappy. 
I'm quite happy actually. but, I

4093
04:25:58,100 --> 04:26:00,500
can only, I can only Deliver 
you? 

4094
04:26:00,500 --> 04:26:03,400
The real, and one in one tone. 
It's a deep voice. 

4095
04:26:03,400 --> 04:26:10,600
What you want? 
That being said, those who have 

4096
04:26:10,600 --> 04:26:12,400
been stick around for a bit. 
What do you think of the show? 

4097
04:26:13,700 --> 04:26:19,600
New formats. of course, always 
be tweaks and Little things we 

4098
04:26:19,600 --> 04:26:22,400
do along the way, but let me 
know, let's people know. 

4099
04:26:22,400 --> 04:26:24,600
Let me know. 
What you think? 

4100
04:26:24,600 --> 04:26:28,500
Try to be constructive? 
You got criticisms. 

4101
04:26:31,600 --> 04:26:38,700
Or just block you. 
Do you think the rise of 

4102
04:26:38,700 --> 04:26:41,400
Orthodoxy is a coincidence, or 
Miracle for lack of a better 

4103
04:26:41,408 --> 04:26:46,100
word? 
I, I believe certainly not a 

4104
04:26:46,100 --> 04:26:46,500
coincidence. 
There are. 

4105
04:26:46,508 --> 04:26:48,700
I just don't believe in 
coincidence is anymore at all. 

4106
04:26:49,500 --> 04:26:51,700
I certainly do. 
Think it's divine. 

4107
04:26:51,700 --> 04:26:59,500
Yeah, I think there is a Like I 
want to be a signal put out and 

4108
04:26:59,500 --> 04:27:01,600
maybe this is always a bit of 
signal, but people just were 

4109
04:27:01,600 --> 04:27:09,500
picking up on it, or ten is were
bent. but, but, certainly by 

4110
04:27:09,500 --> 04:27:12,500
2020 in the events of 2020 and 
the lockdowns and all the rest 

4111
04:27:12,508 --> 04:27:16,600
of it and, you know, not to give
that stuff too much credit 

4112
04:27:16,600 --> 04:27:20,400
because I think it had been 
building up You know, I think it

4113
04:27:20,400 --> 04:27:22,700
has been building up and 
building up and building up. 

4114
04:27:23,600 --> 04:27:29,500
because even before, because a 
trans bathroom stuff had been 

4115
04:27:29,508 --> 04:27:34,500
building up and You know. they 
were trying to sell you on this 

4116
04:27:34,500 --> 04:27:39,000
kind of stuff and I think people
specially with the With the 

4117
04:27:39,008 --> 04:27:41,500
Trump. 
First term. 

4118
04:27:42,500 --> 04:27:44,700
With the Russia collusion and 
all that stuff. 

4119
04:27:44,700 --> 04:27:49,500
And the lies just kind of got to
a point where it was really hard

4120
04:27:49,500 --> 04:27:51,500
to stomach. 
Like, you had to be. 

4121
04:27:54,000 --> 04:27:56,500
Pretty far gone blue pills, 
Normie. 

4122
04:27:57,200 --> 04:28:01,100
To believe the Russia collusion 
stuff for any length of time. 

4123
04:28:02,000 --> 04:28:06,000
You know, it never it never 
sounded sincere or made sense. 

4124
04:28:08,300 --> 04:28:13,600
And maybe because I just I don't
studying, I mean giving it a 

4125
04:28:13,600 --> 04:28:16,500
breast of Russian news and Putin
and all the rest of her for, for

4126
04:28:16,500 --> 04:28:20,100
a long time before that. 
So I was like, yeah, that's not 

4127
04:28:20,100 --> 04:28:24,700
putting does things so no, no. 
That's not right. 

4128
04:28:25,900 --> 04:28:27,300
So was easier for me in some 
ways. 

4129
04:28:28,600 --> 04:28:31,300
But I do think it's just like 
it's like how do you know 

4130
04:28:31,300 --> 04:28:33,300
someone's lying Without Really 
knowing their lying? 

4131
04:28:33,300 --> 04:28:36,500
Like you can't say oh you're 
lying about this and that the 

4132
04:28:36,500 --> 04:28:38,700
other thing you don't have proof
their line but you know their 

4133
04:28:38,700 --> 04:28:41,800
line. and I feel like we've just
kind of gotten to that point in 

4134
04:28:41,800 --> 04:28:46,600
the west where the lies of 
gotten. 

4135
04:28:46,600 --> 04:28:51,000
So, Almost obvious. 
That. 

4136
04:28:52,300 --> 04:28:55,100
And once you scratch one and 
start to question one, then 

4137
04:28:55,100 --> 04:28:57,900
you're like, oh wait a minute. 
If they would lie to you about 

4138
04:28:57,900 --> 04:29:00,300
this, what wouldn't they lie to 
you about? 

4139
04:29:00,300 --> 04:29:01,900
What else they aligned to you 
about? 

4140
04:29:01,908 --> 04:29:04,300
And as it turns out, pretty much
everything. 

4141
04:29:05,400 --> 04:29:08,000
You know. 
I I've said this on the show 

4142
04:29:08,000 --> 04:29:11,400
many times, so sorry for you 
heard this one before but for 

4143
04:29:11,400 --> 04:29:16,100
me, the thing that broke me on a
dinosaurs was they have feathers

4144
04:29:16,100 --> 04:29:21,600
now and that was like, yeah. 
No, no no. 

4145
04:29:21,600 --> 04:29:24,000
I'm not buying it. 
The older chickens you go from 

4146
04:29:24,000 --> 04:29:27,200
Raptors a chicken like yeah. 
No, no why? 

4147
04:29:27,200 --> 04:29:32,900
Because because Jurassic Park in
the movie has Raptors looking a 

4148
04:29:32,900 --> 04:29:34,300
certain way and like the kind of
look. 

4149
04:29:34,300 --> 04:29:35,500
If you look at them kind of 
weird. 

4150
04:29:35,500 --> 04:29:41,200
They look like, you know, bald 
green birds or something, they 

4151
04:29:41,200 --> 04:29:42,900
kind of work like birds so 
that's it. 

4152
04:29:42,900 --> 04:29:46,500
They're like birds or like just 
giant green scaly Eagles know. 

4153
04:29:48,200 --> 04:29:50,700
No, not buying it. 
Sorry. 

4154
04:29:52,000 --> 04:29:55,500
If you not doing it. 
Thank you, come again. 

4155
04:29:57,000 --> 04:29:59,400
And I guess you think it well, 
hang on I second. 

4156
04:30:01,500 --> 04:30:03,800
Even I mean this happened when I
was a secularist, it wasn't even

4157
04:30:03,800 --> 04:30:06,300
happen to me. 
You know, this is pre-christian 

4158
04:30:06,300 --> 04:30:10,600
turn. 
And I was like yeah that's not 

4159
04:30:10,600 --> 04:30:12,600
my job in that. 
So then it gets you question 

4160
04:30:12,600 --> 04:30:15,500
like well hang on a second. 
It's gonna lie to you. 

4161
04:30:15,508 --> 04:30:17,300
Okay maybe they're just lying 
about dinosaurs, right? 

4162
04:30:17,300 --> 04:30:22,700
It's a grift. 
They're just making some stuff 

4163
04:30:22,700 --> 04:30:28,100
up to, to pay the bills, okay? 
But then again it gets but no 

4164
04:30:28,100 --> 04:30:30,400
one's questioning this stuff and
you're like and you know, top 

4165
04:30:31,100 --> 04:30:33,800
Top scientists, you know, Bill 
neither Science Guy, is over 

4166
04:30:33,800 --> 04:30:36,000
repeating this stuff, like, 
well, hang on a second. 

4167
04:30:37,200 --> 04:30:41,100
Are you all in the grip? 
You're all buying this. 

4168
04:30:41,100 --> 04:30:42,900
You're not all buying this one, 
right? 

4169
04:30:42,900 --> 04:30:46,900
And yeah, no, no can't. 
No questions asked. 

4170
04:30:48,100 --> 04:30:50,500
Whether they're benefiting off a
directly or indirectly. 

4171
04:30:51,500 --> 04:30:55,500
Makes you kind of go, okay? 
Well, what else could be alive? 

4172
04:30:57,400 --> 04:31:00,000
You sir, looking into it and go 
what do you mean they've never 

4173
04:31:00,000 --> 04:31:04,100
found a complete skeleton ever. 
Like that. 

4174
04:31:04,100 --> 04:31:08,300
You think they'd find like one? 
To substantiate the claim new 

4175
04:31:08,300 --> 04:31:11,700
new. 
Well, hang on a second. 

4176
04:31:11,708 --> 04:31:15,300
I kind of bought into this whole
like He kind of think, well, 

4177
04:31:15,300 --> 04:31:18,800
they found fauna or like, you 
know, imprints of plants or like

4178
04:31:18,800 --> 04:31:21,200
some DNA is like, no, no, no, 
no, not really. 

4179
04:31:22,700 --> 04:31:24,600
No, they just they just assume a
fraud. 

4180
04:31:26,800 --> 04:31:29,700
Because they're lizards. 
So they just think well they're 

4181
04:31:29,700 --> 04:31:33,500
lizards, they're be cold blooded
which again now they've I think 

4182
04:31:33,500 --> 04:31:39,500
reversed that or challenge that 
and science court or some of the

4183
04:31:39,500 --> 04:31:42,300
whatever. 
So you know lizards well lizards

4184
04:31:42,300 --> 04:31:45,500
live in deserts so or in jungles
and stuff so it was probably 

4185
04:31:45,500 --> 04:31:48,100
really hot. 
So they probably had like, you 

4186
04:31:48,100 --> 04:31:50,600
know, really big versions of 
what we have now. 

4187
04:31:52,500 --> 04:31:54,400
Why would that? 
What why would that be true? 

4188
04:31:54,400 --> 04:31:58,900
Isn't things evolving like What 
why would I just get smaller if 

4189
04:31:58,900 --> 04:32:02,300
you're evolving then like plants
and stuff would be way 

4190
04:32:02,300 --> 04:32:05,300
different, right? 
They wouldn't just be like, palm

4191
04:32:05,300 --> 04:32:07,900
trees like really big ones. 
They'd be like completely 

4192
04:32:07,900 --> 04:32:11,200
different things or like Proto 
palm trees or whatever the hell.

4193
04:32:12,000 --> 04:32:13,300
Nope. 
Nope, nope. 

4194
04:32:13,300 --> 04:32:18,300
Nope. 
Nope, dinos are fake, my friend.

4195
04:32:19,000 --> 04:32:21,500
Get on the dinos. 
Are fake bandwagon and he'll 

4196
04:32:21,500 --> 04:32:25,800
clear you write up. 
We could do this right now. 

4197
04:32:25,808 --> 04:32:28,000
I'm power washing. 
So it's gonna hard for me to 

4198
04:32:28,000 --> 04:32:32,900
come to to do the whole 
breakdown. but, if you look up a

4199
04:32:32,900 --> 04:32:36,500
stegosaurus, And you can find 
this, the things you still find 

4200
04:32:36,500 --> 04:32:39,200
this on Google. 
Look at the stegosaurus pictures

4201
04:32:39,200 --> 04:32:42,300
of a stegosaurus from over the 
last, I guess, what is it? 

4202
04:32:42,300 --> 04:32:46,500
100 years. 
Like I knew a Second Source when

4203
04:32:46,500 --> 04:32:48,800
I was growing up. 
Look to certain way. 

4204
04:32:50,600 --> 04:32:52,000
Apparently they don't look that 
way anymore. 

4205
04:32:55,200 --> 04:32:58,500
Like well, okay. 
They must have found a new 

4206
04:32:58,508 --> 04:33:01,300
skeleton or something with that.
And you look up like, no, no, 

4207
04:33:01,300 --> 04:33:02,000
no. 
They have. 

4208
04:33:02,008 --> 04:33:04,400
They just decided that. 
That's not actually not how they

4209
04:33:04,400 --> 04:33:07,599
that's not how they look. 
And they look at how they looked

4210
04:33:07,599 --> 04:33:09,900
originally and they were 
standing up on two feet. 

4211
04:33:09,900 --> 04:33:14,800
Didn't have the The plates and 
all the rest of it, and just had

4212
04:33:14,800 --> 04:33:17,900
some Spike's. 
Now they've changed into what I 

4213
04:33:17,900 --> 04:33:19,700
remember them. 
Having his big plates on their 

4214
04:33:19,700 --> 04:33:21,700
back and all that stuff. 
And now that's changed again, 

4215
04:33:21,700 --> 04:33:23,099
too. 
Like they have still a place 

4216
04:33:23,099 --> 04:33:26,400
with their smaller. 
And they looked different. 

4217
04:33:28,599 --> 04:33:31,200
And you're like, okay, well 
obviously they must come from 

4218
04:33:31,200 --> 04:33:35,900
some proof of new skeletons. 
Found How how you could tell 

4219
04:33:35,900 --> 04:33:38,200
that that is still sick of 
source and I'll just a different

4220
04:33:38,208 --> 04:33:39,400
breed of dinosaur world 
together. 

4221
04:33:39,400 --> 04:33:43,800
I don't know. 
Don't ask these questions. 

4222
04:33:46,500 --> 04:33:49,800
They just decided the story. 
It's a nice little story. 

4223
04:33:49,800 --> 04:33:52,900
They're just, you know. 
Only need to change things 

4224
04:33:52,900 --> 04:33:55,099
around a little bit. 
Let's take a source change a 

4225
04:33:55,099 --> 04:33:57,400
bit. 
Not to mention let's just talk 

4226
04:33:57,400 --> 04:33:58,800
about gravity for a second, 
right? 

4227
04:33:58,800 --> 04:34:01,000
Because gravity still existed. 
I'm assuming like a billion 

4228
04:34:01,000 --> 04:34:04,000
years ago or whatever it was 
million million, whatever. 

4229
04:34:04,000 --> 04:34:08,400
How many millions years ago? 
Right. so if you have a giant 

4230
04:34:08,400 --> 04:34:11,700
big giant animal, like a 
brontosaurus like bigger than a 

4231
04:34:11,708 --> 04:34:15,900
whale, right presumed as large 
as a great white, whale more or 

4232
04:34:15,900 --> 04:34:19,099
less, maybe a bit smaller, but 
on four legs and eating, and 

4233
04:34:19,099 --> 04:34:23,500
eating plant life, And assuming 
that there's like more than one 

4234
04:34:23,500 --> 04:34:27,500
of these things roaming around, 
you know, the jungle or whatever

4235
04:34:27,500 --> 04:34:31,000
it was. 
Yeah, you that doesn't work 

4236
04:34:31,000 --> 04:34:35,500
either. 
The largest ground largest land 

4237
04:34:35,500 --> 04:34:38,500
animal, we have was as our 
elephant's. 

4238
04:34:40,200 --> 04:34:44,599
And those guys can barely move. 
Like if they got much bigger. 

4239
04:34:45,900 --> 04:34:48,000
You take the biggest elephant, 
there is out there and that's 

4240
04:34:48,008 --> 04:34:50,700
about his big as you can get in 
Earth's gravity. 

4241
04:34:58,000 --> 04:34:59,800
Right. 
Dinosaur movies and toys, and 

4242
04:34:59,800 --> 04:35:02,599
Museum sales. 
Exactly. because if you have a 

4243
04:35:02,599 --> 04:35:07,000
little kid, oh, Oh, they are 
dinosaurs up my daughter just 

4244
04:35:07,000 --> 04:35:09,200
told me this morning, she 
doesn't like dinosaurs or the 

4245
04:35:09,200 --> 04:35:10,800
other day. 
So I putting some socks that 

4246
04:35:10,800 --> 04:35:12,400
have dinosaurs on. 
She was all dinosaur up. 

4247
04:35:13,099 --> 04:35:15,599
And I was kind of casually 
mentioned like oh, you know, 

4248
04:35:16,700 --> 04:35:18,700
Some people believe there's 
dinosaurs and other people think

4249
04:35:18,700 --> 04:35:23,500
they're not totally true. 
Not me, of course. 

4250
04:35:27,599 --> 04:35:33,000
Whatever that run with teachers.
but, um, but yeah, you know. 

4251
04:35:37,400 --> 04:35:41,700
What do I someone asked? 
Jar of the great says Jason. 

4252
04:35:41,700 --> 04:35:44,400
What's the craziest thing you 
think does did exist? 

4253
04:35:44,400 --> 04:35:49,700
Well, I've come pretty much full
on to the idea of Netflix on 

4254
04:35:49,700 --> 04:35:52,300
him. 
Now Giants. 

4255
04:35:53,400 --> 04:35:57,300
Can mean a few things. 
But I do think there were, I 

4256
04:35:57,300 --> 04:35:59,500
think there's plenty of weird 
evidence, right? 

4257
04:35:59,500 --> 04:36:03,900
Like, not evidence evidence but 
certainly like, Possible 

4258
04:36:03,900 --> 04:36:07,300
evidence. 
Hidden up evidence. 

4259
04:36:07,300 --> 04:36:13,900
Ooh, conspiracy exiles. 
Of giant human being. walking 

4260
04:36:13,900 --> 04:36:17,500
around giant meaning like, you 
know, Probably nine, you know, 

4261
04:36:17,508 --> 04:36:22,400
eight nine, ten feet tall. 
Which would fit into the whole 

4262
04:36:22,400 --> 04:36:25,400
Nephilim kind of idea. 
I mean, Giants can also just can

4263
04:36:25,400 --> 04:36:28,599
mean something more symbolic 
than actual like, very large 

4264
04:36:28,599 --> 04:36:32,599
human beings, but There's that, 
I think. 

4265
04:36:34,099 --> 04:36:37,900
I think, dragon's More or less 
existed. 

4266
04:36:38,900 --> 04:36:42,000
Now, I don't think there are the
fire breathing sort. 

4267
04:36:43,099 --> 04:36:45,900
I think those things a lot of 
that gets methodologies. 

4268
04:36:46,599 --> 04:36:50,500
Oops. 
But I do think there was 

4269
04:36:50,500 --> 04:36:54,500
probably large lizards, you 
know, to that to that part of 

4270
04:36:54,500 --> 04:36:56,300
the dinosaurs. 
I think there were large 

4271
04:36:56,300 --> 04:37:00,200
lizards. 
Coexisting with human beings. 

4272
04:37:01,099 --> 04:37:02,599
Probably not that long ago 
really overall. 

4273
04:37:04,500 --> 04:37:06,099
Because there's just these tons 
of these stories. 

4274
04:37:06,099 --> 04:37:09,800
Now you might say well these are
you know mythological 

4275
04:37:09,800 --> 04:37:12,599
constructs, these symbolic 
archetypes. 

4276
04:37:12,599 --> 04:37:15,800
And that's that's there's a I 
think there's a fair degree 

4277
04:37:15,800 --> 04:37:19,599
possibility with that as well. 
Uh, go talk to Jonathan Pasha, 

4278
04:37:19,599 --> 04:37:26,000
but I also think there's 
probably more, you know, was it 

4279
04:37:26,000 --> 04:37:28,200
Saint George? 
Who's, who killed The Last 

4280
04:37:28,200 --> 04:37:32,099
Dragon in Britain? 
Yeah, I think there's probably a

4281
04:37:32,099 --> 04:37:36,500
very large lizards that have 
kind of fallen into mythology. 

4282
04:37:37,599 --> 04:37:42,300
that were poking around but with
humans, and they were not You 

4283
04:37:42,300 --> 04:37:49,300
know, some prehistoric. 
Precursors to chickens. so, 

4284
04:37:50,099 --> 04:37:52,200
because Evolution itself is all 
bunk anyways. 

4285
04:37:54,200 --> 04:37:57,500
And I I can I, you know, here's 
the thing obviously, yeah, 

4286
04:37:57,500 --> 04:37:59,400
you're crazy. 
You're Christian creation, is a 

4287
04:37:59,400 --> 04:38:04,700
sure but that was becoming plain
to me even before I become a 

4288
04:38:04,700 --> 04:38:07,099
Christian. 
That there was Major holes in 

4289
04:38:07,099 --> 04:38:10,400
the story. 
That didn't really add up and he

4290
04:38:10,400 --> 04:38:13,200
actually got worse. 
The more time you put the more 

4291
04:38:13,200 --> 04:38:16,099
time, you added to the 
situation, the worst of God. 

4292
04:38:16,900 --> 04:38:20,400
Because he started understanding
that failure is almost a 

4293
04:38:20,400 --> 04:38:23,000
guarantee. 
In everything you do, right? 

4294
04:38:23,000 --> 04:38:25,700
Anything that we do or that 
anything that happens in nature,

4295
04:38:25,700 --> 04:38:29,200
you're more or less guaranteed 
to fail, you know, animals 

4296
04:38:29,200 --> 04:38:34,099
oftentimes go hungry, you know, 
big giant, you know, Predators 

4297
04:38:34,099 --> 04:38:36,700
like lions and stuff like that, 
can, you know, or type, you 

4298
04:38:36,700 --> 04:38:39,400
know, wolf packs and stuff that 
can literally starve to death 

4299
04:38:39,400 --> 04:38:41,599
even though there's food around,
there's, you know, something 

4300
04:38:41,599 --> 04:38:45,599
like there's no dear Uh or 
whatever because they just 

4301
04:38:45,599 --> 04:38:51,099
didn't catch enough. 
You know, they go, they go 

4302
04:38:51,099 --> 04:38:54,500
without a Kill. 
For long enough and then they 

4303
04:38:54,500 --> 04:38:56,200
die. 
And that happens. 

4304
04:38:57,300 --> 04:39:00,099
Maybe not all the time but it 
does happen. 

4305
04:39:01,000 --> 04:39:07,300
So, so failures actually much 
more likely than success. so, 

4306
04:39:07,300 --> 04:39:12,500
when you take that, as a as a 
starting point as a What is up, 

4307
04:39:12,500 --> 04:39:15,099
you know, as a as a point of 
reality. 

4308
04:39:16,099 --> 04:39:18,700
Then you start looking at 
Evolution like okay so the 

4309
04:39:18,700 --> 04:39:23,300
chances of a random mutation 
being disadvantages, you know 

4310
04:39:23,308 --> 04:39:27,200
being terminal or you know, just
having no good effect at all. 

4311
04:39:28,000 --> 04:39:33,300
Is 99.99999999999 likely. 
Right. 

4312
04:39:36,200 --> 04:39:38,900
Because failure is much more 
likely than success, especially 

4313
04:39:38,900 --> 04:39:40,800
when you're doing something 
completely random For No Good 

4314
04:39:40,800 --> 04:39:46,000
Reason, which is the, which 
again is the story. you know, I 

4315
04:39:46,000 --> 04:39:49,100
think they're going to try to 
modernize this thing and try to 

4316
04:39:49,100 --> 04:39:54,000
find some sort of evolutionary 
will But then that just then you

4317
04:39:54,008 --> 04:39:56,500
just get into Infinite regrets 
right? 

4318
04:39:56,500 --> 04:39:58,500
So it's like okay, but where do 
the will come from? 

4319
04:39:59,600 --> 04:40:02,500
Where do the will the amiibo 
come from to to become more than

4320
04:40:02,500 --> 04:40:06,400
just the amoeba? 
Why was it not satisfied at 

4321
04:40:06,400 --> 04:40:08,900
being in the best amoeba? 
It could be, it had to evolve 

4322
04:40:08,900 --> 04:40:11,500
into something. 
That was not an Obama to, you 

4323
04:40:11,500 --> 04:40:14,600
know, we were told to, you know,
to ensure survivability and 

4324
04:40:14,600 --> 04:40:20,000
become better at eating in. 
Procreating and surviving and 

4325
04:40:20,000 --> 04:40:22,100
passing his genes on and all 
that good stuff. 

4326
04:40:22,108 --> 04:40:25,200
Like okay. 
Well it could just stopped at 

4327
04:40:25,200 --> 04:40:32,000
any point before that, right? 
Like, so, You all the changes in

4328
04:40:32,000 --> 04:40:35,300
environments, like yeah. 
Okay, here's your problem with 

4329
04:40:35,300 --> 04:40:38,000
changes in environment, if you 
change the environment too much 

4330
04:40:38,000 --> 04:40:41,300
to suddenly to to extreme then 
everything dies. 

4331
04:40:43,500 --> 04:40:45,000
Right. 
So they environment would have 

4332
04:40:45,008 --> 04:40:48,900
to change just enough my newly 
over time. 

4333
04:40:49,900 --> 04:40:53,500
And consistently, so consistent 
change, but very minut. 

4334
04:40:54,500 --> 04:40:56,500
And we look around the world 
today that we have and go. 

4335
04:40:56,508 --> 04:41:00,500
Well, is that does that seem 
like likely give him just a 

4336
04:41:00,500 --> 04:41:01,500
conditions we have on Earth 
today. 

4337
04:41:02,800 --> 04:41:03,900
No. 
Oh, okay. 

4338
04:41:03,900 --> 04:41:07,500
Well Because well because of us,
right, we changed things like 

4339
04:41:07,500 --> 04:41:10,300
nah. 
These get changed by Nature all 

4340
04:41:10,300 --> 04:41:12,900
the time, you know? 
Pretty suddenly dramatically. 

4341
04:41:14,600 --> 04:41:18,400
So I don't, I'm not buying that 
story the way it's presented. 

4342
04:41:21,200 --> 04:41:23,300
Unicorn is the archaic word for 
Rhino. 

4343
04:41:23,300 --> 04:41:37,400
Yeah. 
Someone's trying to tell me how 

4344
04:41:37,400 --> 04:41:39,300
evolutionary Works Evolution 
Works. 

4345
04:41:39,300 --> 04:41:42,200
No no I get it man. 
The. 

4346
04:41:43,800 --> 04:41:45,500
Oh wait, this is just a bot. 
Okay. 

4347
04:41:46,900 --> 04:41:49,000
Never mind. 
I thought it was. 

4348
04:41:49,008 --> 04:41:51,800
I got excited. 
I was like I'll explain it to 

4349
04:41:51,800 --> 04:41:53,300
you it's all just math and 
strategy. 

4350
04:41:53,300 --> 04:41:56,100
Michael okay and Charles a great
ten dollars. 

4351
04:41:57,400 --> 04:42:06,000
Jarvis. 
Of good stuff. 

4352
04:42:06,000 --> 04:42:08,800
I don't know why the things 
aren't popping up, but the alert

4353
04:42:08,800 --> 04:42:10,400
box Notions. 
I'll have to figure that out. 

4354
04:42:10,400 --> 04:42:13,400
Okay. 
You think he got everything? 

4355
04:42:13,400 --> 04:42:14,900
Figured out, right? 
Everything's everything's 

4356
04:42:14,900 --> 04:42:16,700
working and then I was in some 
just random. 

4357
04:42:16,700 --> 04:42:21,200
Oh, no, no not gonna work today.
Yeah, that one we got. 

4358
04:42:21,200 --> 04:42:24,500
Oh yeah. 
Chad Gable. 

4359
04:42:24,500 --> 04:42:28,800
Oh yeah. 
Oh, I haven't done this one yet.

4360
04:42:30,200 --> 04:42:35,200
Send me some money, honey. we'll
give you some soundboard, loving

4361
04:42:38,100 --> 04:42:40,100
Watch me get demonetized on 
YouTube for this. 

4362
04:42:43,700 --> 04:42:46,200
What else we got? 
What else we got it, put a whole

4363
04:42:46,200 --> 04:43:01,600
new whole bunch of you here. 
You just made the list. 

4364
04:43:02,800 --> 04:43:06,000
Jobs a great ten dollars. 
What is a biggest difference 

4365
04:43:06,000 --> 04:43:08,600
between Catholic Catholicism and
Orthodoxy? 

4366
04:43:08,600 --> 04:43:12,800
I'm cradle Catholic astray, kind
of on the Pagan side. 

4367
04:43:12,800 --> 04:43:14,900
The weird drift of the online, 
right? 

4368
04:43:14,900 --> 04:43:20,900
Towards my birthday is strange 
what you mean salsa? 

4369
04:43:22,800 --> 04:43:27,300
Yeah. 
You know, I'm not a theologian. 

4370
04:43:29,200 --> 04:43:33,800
But the there's a Schism so we 
can get into the Philip way. 

4371
04:43:33,800 --> 04:43:38,100
There's a whole bunch of stuff, 
obviously between Orthodoxy and 

4372
04:43:38,100 --> 04:43:43,500
Roman Catholicism, I would say 
for a modernist though, I would 

4373
04:43:43,508 --> 04:43:46,600
tell you go go check out J Dyers
videos and talks on this. 

4374
04:43:46,600 --> 04:43:50,900
He's far more learned and better
than on this one than I will 

4375
04:43:50,900 --> 04:43:53,700
ever be. 
However you got to look into 

4376
04:43:53,700 --> 04:43:58,100
Vatican too specifically and the
changes of Vatican two made to 

4377
04:43:58,100 --> 04:44:03,000
Roman Catholic. 
Dogma and it's not good. 

4378
04:44:03,000 --> 04:44:11,100
It one of the big takeaways and 
it's something that that Jay got

4379
04:44:11,100 --> 04:44:14,500
into with a debate was, I think 
he's Roman Catholic, I'm not 

4380
04:44:14,508 --> 04:44:17,300
quite sure apologies. 
Not too long ago. 

4381
04:44:17,300 --> 04:44:22,300
Was the fact that with Vatican 
twos, interpretation of God, 

4382
04:44:22,300 --> 04:44:27,300
basically saying that we all All
Phase Muslims, Jews, Christians,

4383
04:44:27,300 --> 04:44:32,300
even, I would say, Hindus and so
that all worship the same God 

4384
04:44:32,300 --> 04:44:36,000
just in different ways. 
Perhaps in, in perfect ways, but

4385
04:44:36,000 --> 04:44:40,800
it's always the same God and I 
won't, you know, there's, 

4386
04:44:40,800 --> 04:44:43,400
there's a lot of reasons to 
think that that's is not just 

4387
04:44:43,400 --> 04:44:48,900
not just, not true, but 
heretical and and needs to be 

4388
04:44:48,900 --> 04:44:53,100
recanted. 
So, you know, Roman gets all is 

4389
04:44:53,100 --> 04:44:57,000
him, you know? 
Hey man, you can have all your 

4390
04:44:57,008 --> 04:45:00,700
feelings about it. 
I would truly steer you away 

4391
04:45:00,708 --> 04:45:05,000
from narcissism it's which is, 
you know, paganism. 

4392
04:45:05,000 --> 04:45:10,300
That's all it is. 
It's just Gnostic beliefs and in

4393
04:45:10,300 --> 04:45:11,600
Orthodoxy. 
It's not that we don't think 

4394
04:45:11,600 --> 04:45:15,700
that those gods are real. 
We Think those Spirits are real,

4395
04:45:15,700 --> 04:45:19,200
they're just not good spirits as
part of that way. 

4396
04:45:19,200 --> 04:45:23,100
Quite a few of them are Fallen 
Angels or demonic forces. 

4397
04:45:23,100 --> 04:45:28,900
So, you know, quite you'll see 
it pretty obvious and most 

4398
04:45:28,900 --> 04:45:31,000
Gnostic phase. 
There is always an element of 

4399
04:45:31,000 --> 04:45:34,200
human sacrifice. 
So even with Odin and all their 

4400
04:45:34,200 --> 04:45:37,600
rest of it, there was Human 
Sacrifice rituals. 

4401
04:45:37,600 --> 04:45:40,300
The Romans had different went 
through different phases of it. 

4402
04:45:40,300 --> 04:45:45,100
The Romans started moving away 
from Zeus worship and to worship

4403
04:45:45,100 --> 04:45:51,200
of the Czar as a man, you know, 
man God kind of thing so that 

4404
04:45:51,200 --> 04:45:54,200
that gets more complicated. 
But even the Greeks said, you 

4405
04:45:54,200 --> 04:45:59,900
know, Human Sacrifice rituals 
so, it's got to keep that in 

4406
04:45:59,900 --> 04:46:04,700
mind that that quite a few of 
those Spears. 

4407
04:46:04,700 --> 04:46:06,300
It's not that they're not real, 
they're real. 

4408
04:46:06,300 --> 04:46:09,600
They're just not, they kind of 
spirit. 

4409
04:46:09,600 --> 04:46:11,300
She probably want to commune 
with. 

4410
04:46:12,700 --> 04:46:17,200
And check out Orthodoxy, man. 
I think here's the thing is that

4411
04:46:20,000 --> 04:46:22,600
Orthodoxy has kind of a little 
bit for everybody in the 

4412
04:46:22,608 --> 04:46:25,400
modernist is going to modernist,
men are going to find this out 

4413
04:46:25,400 --> 04:46:28,100
pretty pretty quickly. 
What's good about it is that if 

4414
04:46:28,100 --> 04:46:31,800
you if you like the mystical and
the spiritual and the sort of 

4415
04:46:31,800 --> 04:46:37,900
you know, let's say, non 
philosophy, you know, it's got 

4416
04:46:37,900 --> 04:46:43,400
that in Spades, you know, tons 
and tons of mysticism to kind of

4417
04:46:43,400 --> 04:46:48,600
get get yourself involved in and
the right kind because it's it's

4418
04:46:48,600 --> 04:46:51,700
not trying to, you know, kill 
you and eat you. 

4419
04:46:51,708 --> 04:46:57,000
So there's that the the other 
good thing isn't. 

4420
04:46:57,000 --> 04:46:59,300
It has a philosophy. 
It has just common practice. 

4421
04:47:01,200 --> 04:47:02,700
It's got a little bit of 
everything for everybody. 

4422
04:47:03,800 --> 04:47:07,100
You know, it's kind of probably 
why it's survived and thrived 

4423
04:47:07,100 --> 04:47:10,600
for this is long and why people,
you know, when out of their way 

4424
04:47:10,600 --> 04:47:13,500
to defend it and keep it alive, 
even when it would have been 

4425
04:47:13,508 --> 04:47:18,200
probably easier to not do that. 
I'm talking about, you know, 

4426
04:47:18,200 --> 04:47:20,800
Sylvia, this Soviet Russia 
situation and all the rest of 

4427
04:47:20,800 --> 04:47:23,200
it. 
It's pretty stunning. 

4428
04:47:23,200 --> 04:47:24,700
What? 
People went through to keep the 

4429
04:47:24,700 --> 04:47:32,000
faith intact, so what makes me 
so mad sad about, Was zelensky 

4430
04:47:32,000 --> 04:47:34,600
and them are doing to the 
Orthodox Faith because really 

4431
04:47:34,600 --> 04:47:37,100
Ukrainian language culture, all 
that stuff. 

4432
04:47:37,108 --> 04:47:40,600
If they're, you know, I know a 
lot of people want to say that 

4433
04:47:40,608 --> 04:47:44,000
it's not distinct from Russia, 
it is it's you know, obviously 

4434
04:47:44,000 --> 04:47:48,500
has a Russia and ukrainians or 
cousins in many ways. 

4435
04:47:52,200 --> 04:47:54,900
But, you know, there is a 
uniqueness to Ukraine to to 

4436
04:47:54,900 --> 04:47:58,200
Ukrainian culture. 
And the reason I was preserved 

4437
04:47:58,200 --> 04:48:00,100
was because of the canonical 
Church. 

4438
04:48:00,900 --> 04:48:05,700
Which zelensky and Cove gone on 
their way to to harass Outlaw 

4439
04:48:05,700 --> 04:48:14,400
and other such wonderful things.
So, New i7 goes at, how do they 

4440
04:48:14,408 --> 04:48:17,400
first molecule or sell me in the
first unit first or Dimension 

4441
04:48:17,400 --> 04:48:20,700
created itself concluded. 
Something has always been, it's 

4442
04:48:20,700 --> 04:48:22,200
more logical and reasonable to 
believe in God. 

4443
04:48:22,208 --> 04:48:23,600
Yeah. 
Well here's the other thing, 

4444
04:48:23,600 --> 04:48:26,100
right? 
Let's get, let's get out of the 

4445
04:48:26,100 --> 04:48:27,700
materialism for a second because
yeah, you're right, you know, 

4446
04:48:27,708 --> 04:48:30,900
how does the first gas form? 
Because you're left. 

4447
04:48:30,900 --> 04:48:33,600
The problem of the materials is 
always has is You're Building 

4448
04:48:33,608 --> 04:48:36,200
backwards, right? 
You have a thing that is. 

4449
04:48:36,200 --> 04:48:39,200
And so you have to say, well, 
there if you're saying there's, 

4450
04:48:39,200 --> 04:48:44,000
there's this thing that that is 
and presupposing a time. 

4451
04:48:44,000 --> 04:48:47,900
When this thing isn't, then you 
have to produce a time when this

4452
04:48:47,900 --> 04:48:51,100
thing becomes the thing. 
So, let's talk about, let's just

4453
04:48:51,100 --> 04:48:54,300
say a gas, right? 
So before the Big Bang, and 

4454
04:48:54,300 --> 04:48:57,900
before all the building blocks 
of the universe, suddenly come 

4455
04:48:57,900 --> 04:49:01,600
into existence, which is, you 
know, kind of neat that just 

4456
04:49:01,600 --> 04:49:05,200
does that thing and all these 
building blocks, all these atoms

4457
04:49:05,200 --> 04:49:10,100
or particles or whatever. 
You know, when they form when 

4458
04:49:10,100 --> 04:49:12,600
they when they make contact with
each other they start to do some

4459
04:49:12,600 --> 04:49:17,400
certain things. 
Now the Audi of this is that the

4460
04:49:17,400 --> 04:49:21,200
things that they do just happen 
to you know come you know work 

4461
04:49:21,200 --> 04:49:24,100
out in our favor, you know 
oxygen is a thing. 

4462
04:49:26,100 --> 04:49:30,300
You know. 
Rocks form in a way that can be 

4463
04:49:30,300 --> 04:49:33,300
used as rocks. 
Like, and you are adding these 

4464
04:49:33,300 --> 04:49:37,700
sort of Randomness to these to, 
even the, the particles that are

4465
04:49:37,700 --> 04:49:40,400
required to form the basis for a
rock. 

4466
04:49:40,400 --> 04:49:46,200
Like it's one thing to say that.
Some fish started developing 

4467
04:49:46,200 --> 04:49:47,500
legs even though. 
Okay. 

4468
04:49:47,500 --> 04:49:49,100
Sure. 
So then that starts to develop 

4469
04:49:49,100 --> 04:49:51,400
the skeleton for legs. 
The need for legs, the desired 

4470
04:49:51,400 --> 04:49:54,600
legs and over time, it creates 
legs and crawls itself out of 

4471
04:49:54,600 --> 04:49:57,200
the sea with like lungs, that 
can breathe there and all the 

4472
04:49:57,200 --> 04:49:58,500
rest of it. 
And you're taking all these 

4473
04:49:58,500 --> 04:50:01,600
micro adaptations and adding 
them all up and therefore you 

4474
04:50:01,600 --> 04:50:06,400
you have, you know, land fish. 
That's crazy enough as it is but

4475
04:50:06,400 --> 04:50:08,400
you're not going to with Is Like
Oxygen. 

4476
04:50:11,600 --> 04:50:14,900
And the fact that an oxygen 
molecule at some point, didn't 

4477
04:50:14,900 --> 04:50:17,000
exist and had to somehow come 
into existence. 

4478
04:50:19,900 --> 04:50:24,000
And just, you know, happened to 
find his way to places. instead 

4479
04:50:24,000 --> 04:50:29,000
of just being localized and one 
area, you know, it's it's a when

4480
04:50:29,000 --> 04:50:32,000
you start adding up to all the 
things that have to line up that

4481
04:50:32,000 --> 04:50:34,900
also have to have the all these 
building blocks and all these 

4482
04:50:34,900 --> 04:50:38,100
other, all these other particles
that didn't exist at some point,

4483
04:50:38,100 --> 04:50:42,700
then just came into existence 
and just happened to be able to 

4484
04:50:42,700 --> 04:50:47,100
function together to create, you
know, rocks and gas and Sons and

4485
04:50:47,100 --> 04:50:50,200
all these other things that you 
need to even have life on Earth 

4486
04:50:50,200 --> 04:50:53,600
as a prerequisite. 
Well, that's a stunning amount 

4487
04:50:53,600 --> 04:50:56,900
of like whoopsies. 
Like your coincidence is their 

4488
04:50:56,900 --> 04:50:58,600
starting to pile up to the point
of like ridicule. 

4489
04:51:00,500 --> 04:51:02,500
Because you're granting yourself
particles. 

4490
04:51:03,900 --> 04:51:06,300
Not only are you granting 
yourself, particles, you're 

4491
04:51:06,300 --> 04:51:08,600
granting yourself particles that
can work with each other. 

4492
04:51:11,500 --> 04:51:13,400
Here's the other thing about God
in the mind. 

4493
04:51:14,500 --> 04:51:18,300
And I did the thoughts thing. 
I don't know if I really thought

4494
04:51:18,300 --> 04:51:21,000
about everything is produced. 
I mean, I'll expand on that in a

4495
04:51:21,000 --> 04:51:23,900
future show. 
But back on, hopefully Monday. 

4496
04:51:25,300 --> 04:51:27,100
Eastern Standard Time Around the
same time. 

4497
04:51:28,000 --> 04:51:31,400
If that's the plan. 
The. 

4498
04:51:32,600 --> 04:51:36,400
The problem with with the 
assumption is is that you give 

4499
04:51:36,400 --> 04:51:39,600
yourself mine, right? 
Even brain chemistry, you're 

4500
04:51:39,600 --> 04:51:43,600
granting yourself brain, 
chemistry that can evolve to a 

4501
04:51:43,600 --> 04:51:49,000
point of Consciousness even 
though where the only life on 

4502
04:51:49,000 --> 04:51:51,700
Earth that we know of that has 
this consciousness. 

4503
04:51:53,100 --> 04:51:54,800
Right. 
But the Dolphins yeah they're 

4504
04:51:54,800 --> 04:51:56,600
not conscious and the same way 
that we do. 

4505
04:51:56,600 --> 04:52:01,700
You know sorry that's just not 
true but Apes. 

4506
04:52:01,700 --> 04:52:05,000
Well again not conscious. 
Highly intelligent compared to 

4507
04:52:05,000 --> 04:52:05,700
other animals. 
Yeah sure. 

4508
04:52:05,700 --> 04:52:09,400
Trainable all the rest of it but
not conscious in the same way he

4509
04:52:09,400 --> 04:52:14,000
was doing. 
Um, and this isn't a sort of 

4510
04:52:14,008 --> 04:52:16,000
like, well why are there? 
You know, we've evolved from 

4511
04:52:16,000 --> 04:52:17,500
apes while they're still Apes? 
I'm not doing that kind of 

4512
04:52:17,508 --> 04:52:21,400
argument, although it's actually
not as horrible an argument as 

4513
04:52:21,400 --> 04:52:25,100
as it first sounded. 
The only problem is it was made 

4514
04:52:25,100 --> 04:52:31,100
by a guy's like Kirk Cameron. 
And you know, it's easy to not 

4515
04:52:31,100 --> 04:52:36,800
listen to that but Point being 
since you're just granting 

4516
04:52:36,800 --> 04:52:40,400
yourself whole categories of 
Quincy dinks. 

4517
04:52:40,400 --> 04:52:42,800
That these things just happen to
work together. 

4518
04:52:42,800 --> 04:52:45,100
Here's a big question from my 
materials friends. 

4519
04:52:45,100 --> 04:52:51,800
What's the first thought? 
There, how to be a first 

4520
04:52:51,800 --> 04:52:55,700
thought? 
Without the ability, by the way,

4521
04:52:55,700 --> 04:52:59,400
because a thought would have had
to be a precursor to to speak. 

4522
04:53:00,500 --> 04:53:04,500
So rudiment I'm not counting 
like Grunts and groans and, you 

4523
04:53:04,500 --> 04:53:09,000
know, marks and stuff. 
As speed as the jit form of 

4524
04:53:09,000 --> 04:53:12,400
communication, right? 
Other than the basic things that

4525
04:53:12,400 --> 04:53:15,700
animals can do, you know, bought
a dog can bark but can't write a

4526
04:53:15,700 --> 04:53:16,800
poem. 
Can't express. 

4527
04:53:16,800 --> 04:53:19,200
What is thinking even time if a 
dog could think? 

4528
04:53:19,200 --> 04:53:21,000
So then you're left with the 
idea. 

4529
04:53:21,000 --> 04:53:22,400
Like, okay, what was the first 
thought? 

4530
04:53:24,300 --> 04:53:26,500
Can you express a thought 
without thinking without 

4531
04:53:26,500 --> 04:53:34,300
thinking it with words? 
The closest thing you could 

4532
04:53:34,300 --> 04:53:36,800
maybe get to is pure 
inspiration. 

4533
04:53:36,800 --> 04:53:41,900
Like art, like you could draw 
something without the necessity 

4534
04:53:41,900 --> 04:53:45,500
of a language like a formalized 
language or words. 

4535
04:53:47,800 --> 04:53:50,600
So now we're getting somewhere 
with that and go well that's 

4536
04:53:50,608 --> 04:53:54,100
what they drew they drew on the 
walls and then that got them 

4537
04:53:54,100 --> 04:53:55,500
thinking and stuff. 
Okay. 

4538
04:53:55,500 --> 04:54:01,300
But That's still get you down 
to, what's the first thought? 

4539
04:54:03,600 --> 04:54:05,500
What were they trying to 
express? 

4540
04:54:08,400 --> 04:54:11,200
Because let's say you take 
unless you have widespread like 

4541
04:54:11,200 --> 04:54:13,900
a whole bunch of these 
proto-humans, not yet. 

4542
04:54:13,900 --> 04:54:17,800
Humans, still kind of a fish, 
all kind of having these Proto 

4543
04:54:17,800 --> 04:54:21,600
thoughts. 
All at the same time. it was 

4544
04:54:21,600 --> 04:54:25,000
only one dude strolling on the 
wall, but again, some bunch of 

4545
04:54:25,000 --> 04:54:28,400
other Still Apes, who can't 
understand what the fucking he's

4546
04:54:28,408 --> 04:54:31,400
doing, excuse me. 
Then that doesn't work either. 

4547
04:54:32,400 --> 04:54:34,800
So you're presupposing a whole 
bunch of these guys, all having 

4548
04:54:34,800 --> 04:54:38,300
been with think. 
Which brings us back to the same

4549
04:54:38,300 --> 04:54:39,600
questions, like what's the first
thought? 

4550
04:54:44,800 --> 04:54:46,700
The argument for God, is for the
mind. 

4551
04:54:47,400 --> 04:54:51,100
Is that you don't need to have 
this sort of kinky dink first 

4552
04:54:51,100 --> 04:54:55,100
thought Paradox, where you have 
to have a first thought, what's 

4553
04:54:55,100 --> 04:54:57,300
the first thought it can? 
The first kind of thought happen

4554
04:54:57,300 --> 04:55:02,400
without a language and in a by 
only by a very, very small 

4555
04:55:02,400 --> 04:55:04,900
select few humans. 
Not yet humans. 

4556
04:55:06,900 --> 04:55:09,000
How would they express this? 
How could, how would they even 

4557
04:55:09,000 --> 04:55:10,400
know what a thought was? 
A thought if they haven't 

4558
04:55:10,400 --> 04:55:14,500
thought of thought yet, you 
know, Becomes Infinity. 

4559
04:55:14,500 --> 04:55:20,500
Regress on this. but, The. 
The. 

4560
04:55:21,500 --> 04:55:24,800
The, the ideal of God is that, 
well, God gives us God's the 

4561
04:55:24,800 --> 04:55:29,300
first mine. so, all our 
thoughts, Which aren't really 

4562
04:55:29,300 --> 04:55:33,400
ours, anyways. 
Come from someplace else. 

4563
04:55:35,600 --> 04:55:38,800
You know, we are mechanisms of 
discernment of information. 

4564
04:55:40,700 --> 04:55:43,000
And we can put that information 
together and kind of unique 

4565
04:55:43,000 --> 04:55:48,000
novel ways. 
But you know, any real true 

4566
04:55:48,000 --> 04:55:50,900
thing that we would consider a 
thought probably doesn't even 

4567
04:55:50,900 --> 04:55:54,100
come from us because you 
couldn't isolate it down to when

4568
04:55:54,100 --> 04:55:58,600
did this occur? 
And that gets a funny fun, 

4569
04:55:58,600 --> 04:56:00,100
funny, funny, funny and funky 
stuff. 

4570
04:56:02,100 --> 04:56:05,900
See this? 
First molecule cell. 

4571
04:56:09,500 --> 04:56:11,400
Its kind of wondrous effect of 
Life exists at all? 

4572
04:56:11,408 --> 04:56:16,200
Well, I mean it's it's God. 
So, you know, just thank your 

4573
04:56:16,200 --> 04:56:19,600
creator. 
Be thankful be thankful. 

4574
04:56:19,600 --> 04:56:24,600
Let's see. 
My dogging as conscious as me 

4575
04:56:24,600 --> 04:56:25,800
but she's good company. 
Nonetheless. 

4576
04:56:25,800 --> 04:56:30,500
Well, I'm sure she is. 
Jarvis says yeah the silver 

4577
04:56:30,500 --> 04:56:33,800
awareness of mortality is what 
drives Arts reproductions the 

4578
04:56:33,800 --> 04:56:37,400
desire for immortality. 
Um yeah maybe I mean I think 

4579
04:56:37,408 --> 04:56:41,100
that's a Again, I think that's a
much more of a modernist. 

4580
04:56:43,000 --> 04:56:47,400
Idea, you know, the the drive. 
Yeah, you can say that the 

4581
04:56:48,900 --> 04:56:51,900
Continuation of the species. 
If you're, if it's where you're 

4582
04:56:51,900 --> 04:56:55,500
coming from this, right? 
Like biological imperatives used

4583
04:56:55,500 --> 04:56:56,700
to be the word of when I was a 
kid. 

4584
04:56:56,700 --> 04:56:59,800
I was a young man. 
And again, they just grants 

4585
04:56:59,800 --> 04:57:04,400
himself imperative. 
You know, you just grant 

4586
04:57:04,400 --> 04:57:06,500
yourself this whole category 
that seemingly. 

4587
04:57:06,500 --> 04:57:09,000
Well, there's this will. 
Okay, where does the will come 

4588
04:57:09,000 --> 04:57:12,800
from? 
Can you, can you find the wheel 

4589
04:57:12,800 --> 04:57:16,000
where is there an or is there an
organ called the called? 

4590
04:57:16,000 --> 04:57:17,900
The will like, where is this 
thing? 

4591
04:57:17,900 --> 04:57:29,700
Where is this will? 
You know we'll just survive. 

4592
04:57:29,700 --> 04:57:31,100
We'll to procreate. 
We'll okay. 

4593
04:57:31,100 --> 04:57:32,200
Where is it? 
Where is it? 

4594
04:57:32,200 --> 04:57:35,200
Where you know? 
Is it's just, are you just gonna

4595
04:57:35,200 --> 04:57:36,900
say well, it's nestled in our 
DNA somewhere. 

4596
04:57:36,900 --> 04:57:38,900
It's like, okay. 
Well, what produced it though? 

4597
04:57:40,700 --> 04:57:44,000
Did the first, you know, not 
even yet. 

4598
04:57:44,000 --> 04:57:45,900
Am I mean amoeba? 
Because again you're just 

4599
04:57:45,900 --> 04:57:50,100
granting yourself single cell 
organism. because this is the 

4600
04:57:50,100 --> 04:57:52,400
problem, your infinite regress, 
there is that eventually you 

4601
04:57:52,400 --> 04:57:54,000
have to get back to like well 
there was a thing, there was a 

4602
04:57:54,000 --> 04:57:56,900
time when there wasn't even a 
single cell organism, Which is a

4603
04:57:56,900 --> 04:57:58,200
bunch of proteins coming 
together. 

4604
04:57:58,200 --> 04:58:00,500
So was there a will for proteins
to come Mingle. 

4605
04:58:02,600 --> 04:58:04,800
And to create this, you know, to
evolve into a single cell 

4606
04:58:04,800 --> 04:58:06,800
organism. 
You know well that's just what 

4607
04:58:06,800 --> 04:58:07,800
it does like. 
Okay. 

4608
04:58:07,800 --> 04:58:16,000
But how why? 
Well, we'll just find. 

4609
04:58:16,000 --> 04:58:20,400
Oh sometimes Or you can just 
make some stuff up. 

4610
04:58:24,800 --> 04:58:27,500
Okay, that's fun too. 
You'd make it up. 

4611
04:58:37,000 --> 04:58:40,400
Oh man, this is getting into the
minutiae, aren't we? 

4612
04:58:47,500 --> 04:58:50,700
Collecting the dings though. 
Folks, we're getting the dings. 

4613
04:58:52,700 --> 04:59:00,400
All I Want For Christmas is 
another ding. so really they're 

4614
04:59:00,400 --> 04:59:04,200
coming out of power washer too 
similar to You know, how they 

4615
04:59:04,200 --> 04:59:06,300
can improve on this. 
Really. 

4616
04:59:07,300 --> 04:59:13,400
Just a way to repackage, I mean.
Sell your new thing for full 

4617
04:59:13,400 --> 04:59:34,600
price instead of an add-on. 
Jarvis as there is no organ for 

4618
04:59:34,608 --> 04:59:36,600
the will to power. 
My dog has it. 

4619
04:59:36,600 --> 04:59:38,600
I have it. 
You have it just not in the same

4620
04:59:38,600 --> 04:59:41,000
degree again but but where does 
it exist? 

4621
04:59:41,000 --> 04:59:44,900
Is it just if? 
Okay, so well I will will the 

4622
04:59:44,900 --> 04:59:48,300
power. 
I don't know if that's We'll say

4623
04:59:48,308 --> 04:59:51,600
we'll just revive right. 
Which might include power. 

4624
04:59:51,600 --> 04:59:54,600
Sure. 
But what manifests? 

4625
04:59:56,700 --> 05:00:00,100
Right. 
What makes the single-cell 

4626
05:00:00,100 --> 05:00:05,700
organism want to survive? 
Right. 

4627
05:00:06,500 --> 05:00:09,600
As you're basically, you're just
granting a want. 

4628
05:00:10,400 --> 05:00:13,400
From a thing that has no mind. 
No mind. 

4629
05:00:14,300 --> 05:00:15,400
Right? 
It's a single cell thing. 

4630
05:00:15,400 --> 05:00:20,900
It's just partnering around in 
the puddle of goo. but yet, it 

4631
05:00:20,900 --> 05:00:24,400
must have this will In order to,
for your little Theory to work 

4632
05:00:24,400 --> 05:00:27,500
out, I'm not talking to you jar.
I'm not putting you down just 

4633
05:00:27,500 --> 05:00:31,600
ranting. 
Ranting against murdering. 

4634
05:00:31,600 --> 05:00:34,600
Your just happened to be in my 
way guys. 

4635
05:00:34,600 --> 05:00:37,600
I got to go to her back. 
Enjoy the carousel. 

4636
05:01:55,400 --> 05:01:58,800
So, sometimes my dog has much 
less will to power comes with 

4637
05:01:58,800 --> 05:02:01,900
her cute, and I do what she 
wants regardless of whether or 

4638
05:02:01,900 --> 05:02:03,000
not. 
It's good for me or not. 

4639
05:02:03,000 --> 05:02:06,500
Hmm. 
Stay away from peanut butter 

4640
05:02:06,508 --> 05:02:10,200
buddy. 
I feel like this is, Potential 

4641
05:02:10,200 --> 05:02:12,700
for the story, going to Dark 
Places. 

4642
05:02:18,000 --> 05:02:20,000
All right. 
Do I finish this? 

4643
05:02:21,400 --> 05:02:23,200
Where we finish up? 
I think we finished up. 

4644
05:02:24,800 --> 05:02:28,100
I I feel like I have run out of 
things to talk about and we're 

4645
05:02:28,100 --> 05:02:30,200
of the five-hour Mark, I was 
gonna go for three hours. 

4646
05:02:31,400 --> 05:02:34,100
For five. 
So let me let me just do this. 

4647
05:02:36,300 --> 05:02:42,300
Oops, ladies and gentlemen. 
This is no German nuts. 

4648
05:02:45,100 --> 05:02:46,600
Carousel, music? 
Why? 

4649
05:02:47,600 --> 05:02:50,500
Do we do we evolve to make 
Carousel music? 

4650
05:02:50,500 --> 05:02:54,000
Was that the whole thing human 
beings evolved from amoeba just 

4651
05:02:54,000 --> 05:02:59,500
to create looping tracks of 
dated and inspect my living 

4652
05:02:59,500 --> 05:03:02,100
nightmares. 
Ladies and gentlemen, folks, 

4653
05:03:02,100 --> 05:03:06,300
thank you so much. 
Tuning into episode 1, Marin 

4654
05:03:06,300 --> 05:03:10,600
shark live. 
We'll be back next week on the 

4655
05:03:10,600 --> 05:03:12,100
hope. 
The plan is Monday. 

4656
05:03:13,300 --> 05:03:15,200
Starting around 9 between 9 and 
10 p.m. 

4657
05:03:15,200 --> 05:03:19,300
Eastern Standard, Time bringing 
back at the end of the day, the 

4658
05:03:19,300 --> 05:03:22,000
interview series got Adam. 
Patrick, if you're a member on 

4659
05:03:22,000 --> 05:03:25,800
YouTube, you can check that out 
pre-life stream there. 

4660
05:03:27,500 --> 05:03:30,900
Next week, be quite likely 
talking to Thomas 777. 

4661
05:03:33,200 --> 05:03:35,500
Having him back on the show. 
So keep an eye out for that and 

4662
05:03:35,500 --> 05:03:37,700
those episodes be uploaded to 
all the different places. 

4663
05:03:37,700 --> 05:03:42,400
So follow me on X to get 
notifications for that, of 

4664
05:03:42,400 --> 05:03:45,100
course, we backed with Jim 
Joshua's next week for more than

4665
05:03:45,100 --> 05:03:49,400
a now and I'm starting to see 
more interviews for Gemini to 

4666
05:03:49,400 --> 05:03:52,600
talk to and then the live show, 
you know, once or twice a week, 

4667
05:03:52,608 --> 05:03:56,200
is the is the plan and I 
appreciate everyone who Tunes in

4668
05:03:56,200 --> 05:03:58,900
this kind of the field, the vibe
that we're going for. 

4669
05:04:01,000 --> 05:04:04,300
And I appreciate anyone who 
likes shares and does the things

4670
05:04:04,300 --> 05:04:08,000
with the videos and the streams 
and send me some money. 

4671
05:04:08,000 --> 05:04:11,700
Keep keep the dream alive, the 
hope alive. 

4672
05:04:12,600 --> 05:04:14,800
And I will be talking to you 
again, very, very soon. 

4673
05:04:16,500 --> 05:04:18,200
Thank you so much. 
Everyone in the chat. 

4674
05:04:19,200 --> 05:04:21,900
I'm Jason Merrick. 
And it's later than you think.