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Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to
the Love Quest International 

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Church Podcast where we seek to 
love all nations, equip the 

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church, mobilize the equipped, 
and serve all. 

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We're super glad you're joining 
us from whenever and wherever 

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you're at in the world. 
Welcome to the family to get 

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your Bibles ready, get some 
water, get some coffee, maybe 

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some tea, and get ready to 
receive. 

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It's go time. 
Let's get into it. 

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I love that analogy because 
you're in a season where God 

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don't need you to know the path.
Some of us are where we are 

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because we always need control. 
We always need to know. 

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It says he ordered our steps, 
and you've been trying to order 

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your own steps. 
And Lord says blindness in this 

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season will prosper you. 
Yeah. 

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Having to know will hinder you. 
Yeah. 

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Can't follow the world because 
they for sure don't know and I 

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love it to where even the people
that you would think know don't 

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know Mama in this season don't 
know. 

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Guess what I might not know 
stuff and it's not about your 

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way. 
It's his way. 

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And I think today starting this 
morning and I encourage you to 

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go back to I'm on I'm on. 
I encourage you to go back to 

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listen to this morning's 
experience. 

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If you can study it right now, 
it's I promise you the Holy 

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Spirit will speak to you what 
we're going to continue on this 

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afternoon. 
But I really believe that God is

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trying to bring some clarity 
some I also think God's trying 

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to bring some validity to your 
previous or current struggles 

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and wrestles validity. 
What do you mean validity? 

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God's going to use it while you 
trying to throw it away. 

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God's going to use it. 
God needs it. 

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What if I told you the struggles
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God actually needs it right from
where we're going as a church. 

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He needs us to wait for building
permits. 

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He needs us to look like it's 
lacking the building and never 

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over. 
He need we going to have skin in

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the game on the other side. 
We really we really yes, God, 

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but we really built something as
a church and so be blessed this 

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afternoon and let's see where 
God takes us. 

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But for those that want to go 
deeper, we got to go deeper. 

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Now let me tell you for all the 
heady people this you going to 

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miss it? 
I'll tell you, I will prophecy 

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right now. 
You going to miss it. 

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You're going to miss it. 
If you just want you want you 

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want it like you want it or you,
you're going to sit there and 

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chew on every single line that's
spoken. 

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And no, this is this is one of 
those you just got to receive 

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it. 
Go home and study the word. 

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But you just got to you got to 
be in a place where you like 

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Lord, just just rock me because 
keep it real. 

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Some of y'all in here killing 
yourselves because you just got 

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to be in control. 
You got to know everything, 

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every step and it just don't 
work that way with God. 

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You just got to be OK taking 
steps, not knowing. 

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And so I'm praying for you today
that you will get what God has 

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for you, because I tell you, 
just from this morning, I'm 

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already blessed. 
So I cannot wait to hear what 

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God's about to preach. 
I'm not about to announce 

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another preacher. 
I'm a preach, but I don't, you 

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know. 
And so, yeah, give first of all,

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or second of all, or last of 
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give your neighbors around you a
round of applause for being 

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here. 
Now, now I want you to look back

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at your neighbor really quickly.
Really quickly, everybody, I 

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want you to look back at your 
neighbor and I really want you 

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to look at them and say that was
super lame. 

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I deserve a way better hand clap
than that. 

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You better. 
You can take your seat. 

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It's this yellow light. 
Keep blinking. 

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It's just dead, huh? 
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Handheld today. 
We about to preach. 

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Hey, man, bear with me. 
Can we give it up for Noel? 

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He does a brilliant job. 
Many people don't notice, many 

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people don't know how hard it is
to do sound in a place full of 

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concrete. 
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So can't wait to get in to our 
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But I am super grateful for 
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We started a conversation called
church and not a church in the 

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wild, but it was church in the 
wild, but it was born to be 

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wild. 
Having to remind the church 

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there is nothing comfortable 
about following Jesus. 

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Absolutely nothing. 
All right, There is nothing 

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comfortable about following 
Jesus. 

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Only peace there is, is knowing 
that he's with us, finding peace

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in a blessing. 
Finding peace in a person is not

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the same as finding peace with 
Jesus. 

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Amen. 
And I understand that I was born

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to be wild. 
I was born to walk by faith and 

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not by sight. 
When I when I read Hebrews 11 

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about the heroes of the faith, 
it's all wild stories. 

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It's all people who let go of 
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themselves and follow the of the
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And hence we find all these 
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We've we build our faith on any 
crazy how you can build your 

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faith on wildness but not be 
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You can build your faith on 
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and some of our Christianity 
don't look nothing like the 

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people we build our faith off 
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And yes, we build it on Jesus, 
but all these stories that the 

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Lord told us to look at as it as
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almost like we're trying to find
that character that exemplifies 

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our stuckness. 
Like, but we, we get mad when 

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God then takes it down to 300 
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can, I'm like Gideon. 
I don't have as much help as I 

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need. 
But then we got to go still 

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fight like Gideon. 
That's the part we don't like, 

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right? 
We like God. 

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Well, if the battle's yours, the
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He was like, but you still got 
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We want to be like God, the 
battle's yours, but we don't 

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want to have to show up, right? 
We want God, the God that split 

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the sea, but we don't want to be
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right. 
We want, we want the story of 

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the woman with the issue of 
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We don't want to risk our our 
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We don't want to risk our lives 
to walk and touch the hem of his

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garment like we want the results
of the miracles, but we don't 

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want the faith and the sacrifice
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We we want the blessing of 
Abraham, but we don't want the 

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sack. 
We don't want to put down Isaac,

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right? 
We want everybody. 

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We want all the fruit. 
We want resurrection power, but 

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we don't want to carry our 
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And it's this constant tension 
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And it's like, man, if we don't 
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don't understand what the wild 
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It was used a couple weeks ago 
because we were going out to the

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wild. 
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we was going to Hollywood Wood 
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basketball game. 
We, we were going into the world

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that we live in. 
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We was created in the wild. 
Oh well, the earth was without 

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form and it was void, full of 
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Wow. 
Adam was placed in the garden 

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with a bunch of giraffes and 
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gorillas and all kinds of stuff.
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Yeah. 
Paul, who wrote most of our 

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letters in the New Testament. 
The brother was knocked off and 

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he was blinded. 
He went from murdering people to

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preaching to the people he 
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and we can go all the way down 
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Jesus spitting on people, eyes 
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Lunatics being delivered wild. 
Legions of demons coming out, 

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jumping in the pigs, pigs 
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Wild, right? 
You give me a story. 

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There's no not wild stories in 
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Show me from heaven to earth 
like man, angels with eyeballs 

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on the wings. 
Wild, like we read the wildest 

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book in the world, but we 
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this world. 
We want to be cozy, we want to 

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be comfortable. 
We mad at God because he didn't 

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do what we wanted to do, but I 
don't really want to serve a God

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that I could tell him what to do
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That's crazy. 
I can't even tell my kids what 

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to do and I'm going to tell God 
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So that's why we get pastors and
we like, OK, well, I can't tell 

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God what to do, but I can tell 
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And if they don't do what I 
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they don't let us out of service
at the time we want to, then we 

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going to complain and we going 
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Show me that in the Bible, like 
Jesus preached for hours with 

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with with no worship teams, he 
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Just preaching in the heat 
wasn't no roast, wasn't no 

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dinner wasn't no dinner, no 
honey little fishy sardines like

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these people, but they was 
arrows that like show me in the 

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Bible, please, anybody show me 
where it was just like, oh, you,

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you going to go down in this 
famine land and then this bird 

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going to feed you ain't Noah. 
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Just you and your family get you
get your family and you're going

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to get 2 of each animal, male 
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going to be the storm. 
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I'm about to wipe out the whole 
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Yep. 
Chose you. 

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You the only one that's going to
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So build the ark, though I'm not
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You know this guy didn't build 
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That's wild too. 
Forget the flood. 

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And then you going to ask me to 
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This ship and people walking by 
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Hey, what Noah doing? 
They laughing at me. 

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They mocking me now I can't get 
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Y'all about to keep on laughing 
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Watch, one day you going to need
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That's wild. 2 fish, 5 loaves, 
water to wine. 

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Like you know what's crazy? 
I'm telling you these stories 

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right now and your entire faith,
you supposedly believe all this 

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crazy stuff happened. 
Is that what's wrong with the 

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church? 
We actually don't believe in 

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modern day power, so we so stuck
on historical evidence that we 

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will dare not live a life of 
faith so God can create new 

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stories in our time. 
Where's those people? 

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Is there anybody in this room 
that's willing to look at this 

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situation as a modern day 
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God is cooking and you going to 
make your mind up today and be 

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like, you know what you know I 
want to be like Mary open to the

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wind behind. 
I'm wondering people I need the 

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screen too, so don't be looking 
at me like you don't need the 

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screen. 
Amen. 

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I want to be like you're who's 
him right. 

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We say how many people ever sang
that song before? 

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Yeah, most of y'all in here. 
You didn't know you singing it 

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because you was reading it and 
you don't remember that you were

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singing it because it ain't in 
your heart. 

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You was just reading it, right? 
Got you. 

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But you read these, these songs.
Open the eyes of my heart, Lord.

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Open the eyes of my heart. 
Watch this. 

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I wanna see you. 
I wanna see you. 

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Do you know what actually seeing
God would lead you to like? 

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Like if I was just to be 
biblically honest, some of y'all

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don't look like you've ever seen
God because you can't possibly 

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see God and stay the same. 
What's the next word? 

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For what? 
Right, right. 

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I wish the song just kind of 
went like poor ultra power in 

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love so we can live alive, 
right? 

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The song say poor ultra power of
love. 

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So we can keep singing while we 
poor ultra power of love while 

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we sing, right? 
It's it's like we go sing and 

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adore you, but not withhold you 
not, not like clearing you into 

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our situation, not like, like, 
like, like pour out your power 

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and love. 
So when I want to cuss somebody 

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out, what comes out of me is 
your power in love, right? 

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Is all superficial. 
It's all talk. 

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You really. 
We really didn't know that. 

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We signed up to reflect him, not
just adore him, because we do 

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that all day. 
We got many worship nights, We 

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got people eloquently preaching 
to you. 

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But then what's the point of 
gathering if we're not going to 

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go out and let our light shine? 
I'm here to let you know that 

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the Promised Land was a 
wilderness too. 

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So if you ever think you're 
going to get out the wilderness 

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and enter a promised land 
without struggle, you are 

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fooled. 
There is no struggle less 

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destination. 
There is a place where you 

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mature and your your your eyes 
can see color again and you 

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begin to see struggle different.
You begin to see problems the 

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way he sees them. 
You begin to see people the way 

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he sees them. 
You begin to see your spouse the

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way he's your children, the way 
failure the way he sees it. 

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The point of encounter is to 
take your beauty, your ashes for

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His beauty, Take your eyes for 
His eyes, take your poverty for 

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His will, Take your anger, take 
your rage, take your issues, 

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take your sin, and put on His 
glory. 

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That's the point of encounter. 
That's the point of getting in 

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His word. 
The point of getting in his word

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is not so you can have more 
knowledge of him. 

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It is so you can be more like 
Him in every area of your life. 

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Wild, adventurous. 
It's it's, that's where the 

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freedom is. 
You know, when that parent is 

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like, and a kid over there being
wild in the sandbox and at the, 

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at the play yard and they riding
a bike, the parent is always 

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wanting to be like you notice 
how the kid always figures it 

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out. 
You notice when they finally 

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fall and scar their legs, they 
didn't die. 

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And that's when you learn your 
reaction. 

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They kind of react off your 
reaction. 

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So when you want God to panic, 
he's not panicking because he 

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wants you to look at him and not
be a panicker, right? 

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I don't, I really don't think 
Jesus was like sleeping in the 

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boat. 
I think Jesus was just resting. 

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There's no way the boat can be 
full of water. 

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Like like from, from what I've 
seen on TV when you're in like a

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real storm, like deadliest 
catch, I'm not sleeping. 

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I don't I, I, he was human. 
Yes, he was God, but he was 

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human. 
You think Jesus was really 

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sleep? 
Or was he resting and holding a 

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posture that he desired his 
disciples to learn to hold when 

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he's not in the boat? 
Like, does he always got to 

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answer or will you listen today?
So when he's seemingly not there

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tomorrow, you just reflect the 
posture he showed you. 

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That's why Hebrews 12/1 through 
two tells us to, you know, when 

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we're in this race. 
Just look at his example, mirror

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his example. 
How he handled pressure, how he 

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handled loneliness, how he 
handled stress, how he handled 

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singleness, how he handled being
around the opposite sex, But, 

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but, but, but, but, but, not 
giving him the temptation. 

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How did he handle lack? 
How did he handle betrayal? 

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How he handled their stories all
there? 

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How did he handle his ministry? 
How did he handle his Mama? 

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How did he handle his enemies? 
How did he, how did he do it? 

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It's right there. 
What are we reading? 

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This is not Doctor Seuss. 
It's not a rhyme. 

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It's not. 
This is our our life is in the 

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Word. 
The Word became flesh, so the 

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flesh can become the Word. 
We are living epistles. 

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We are a people on earth as it 
is in heaven, full of the Holy 

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Ghost, so that those that don't 
have eyes to see him can see us.

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And when they see us, they 
should see him. 

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The Promised Land, Wilderness. 
There's, there's, there's, 

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there's, there's. 
There was Egypt and then there 

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was the wilderness. 
They could have went the 

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shortcut. 
But might I tell you today the 

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shortcut would never grow you 
how God intended you. 

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Yeah. 
And then he went from the 

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wilderness to the promised land.
But there was a whole lot 

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thousands of people didn't get 
to the promised land that was 

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promised to get in the promised 
land because they started 

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complaining. 
They took their eyes off the 

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Lord. 
They start building idols. 

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And that's the temptation that 
some of us in here right now. 

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Right now you are in because 
what waiting on the Lord? 

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The temptation in waiting is 
idol ship you, you like while 

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I'm waiting, God wouldn't mind 
if I just get in get involved in

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this over here. 
How long can you hold your 

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posture of singleness? 
How can you hold your how long 

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can you hold your posture in a 
tumultuous marriage? 

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I'm talking about hold the 
posture. 

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I'm not talking about 
tolerating. 

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I'm talking about hold the 
posture of his image. 

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I'm talking about remaining 
faithful. 

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Be as passionate, as fervent on 
fire as you was when you when 

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you when you first came into the
Lord and when you answered the 

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call. 
And like, like keep the posture.

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Don't, don't don't because it's 
traffic on the highway. 

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You like I'm gonna get off the 
freeway right here. 

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I I know a quicker way. 
And did you notice everybody? 

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Do you know there's a lot of 
people got off the highway and 

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now the back street you chose is
got traffic right from here. 

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Some of y'all know still on the 
train and you ain't never drove 

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nothing or whatever, but that 
don't matter. 

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OK, do you know what I'm saying?
I've, I've done that before. 

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I've gotten off the freeway and 
I've learned that sometimes 

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I've, I've, I've switched my 
mind sometime I'm like, the 

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Lord's protecting me. 
I need to slow down somebody 

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zoom in front of me instead of 
flipping them off. 

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I'm like, whoa, you're 
protecting me, right? 

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And we look at traffic, we look 
at we look at brake lights as 

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God hindering us, slowing us up.
And then you get in your mind, 

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if I don't do it now, if I don't
do it now, if I don't get kids 

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now, if I don't get married now,
if I don't get get start to be, 

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if I don't do whatever now, it 
just ain't going to happen. 

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I asked this question earlier 
this morning. 

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I don't think I'm the only one. 
I know I'm not the only one 

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because there are some people 
who answer the question this 

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morning that's here. 
So I at least got y'all. 

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But I know I'm making progress. 
Jti see the fruit of my labor 

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and our labor, my family's 
labor. 

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There's so many amazing 
testimonies happened in my life.

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I'm maturing, I'm growing, I I'm
getting closer to the Lord, but 

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what I'm finding out is there 
still this like I'm still 

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experiencing fatigue, weariness.
I'm tired now I'm not sharing 

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this with you to be like poor 
me. 

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I'm about and then at the end of
the message, I'm going to tell 

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you I'm going on a sabbatical. 
This ain't that message, not at 

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all. 
I'm so pumped up about the call,

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like I'm in this thing, but I am
letting you know to paint a 

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picture here for where we're 
about to go, that as I'm walking

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with the Lord you, you can't 
disqualify fruits because 

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Darnell is around. 
Some of y'all don't know who 

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Darnell is because there's 
wolves in the garden, because 

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there's bad things happening 
around you, because there's not 

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steady momentum or things not 
popping as fast as you want, or 

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some of us in here, we are so 
blessed. 

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But it ain't, that ain't 
happening yet, right? 

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It'd be like, it'd be like me 
complaining. 

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Well, there's electrical in 
there, but I just want to hurry 

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up and get in the building, 
right? 

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There's progress and some of you
can't see progress because you 

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ain't saw it yet. 
Like like like my marriage ain't

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turned around yet. 
But keep your eyes on the growth

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and progress that is happening. 
Can you celebrate the baby 

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steps? 
So I'm, I'm in this place where 

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look, man, it's so much. 
I could just be like, I could 

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just vomit. 
The process God has had, I would

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say God has had me in an 
Apostolic process, right? 

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He, he, Paul put it this way, 
I've learned to do. 

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I've learned to be be content 
and lack as well as much. 

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In other words, God doesn't 
change in either. 

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So I don't change in either. 
My identity is not wrapped up in

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a season. 
A season does not have authority

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over my life. 
Seasons present me opportunity 

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to grow, right? 
Seasons aren't determining 

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factors of my success. 
Even if I fail in a season, 

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depending on how I handle the 
failure, I could turn that 

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season around for my good. 
Quite frankly, God says 

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everything I am using for your 
good man. 

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I'm can I be? 
I'm tired like I get it. 

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Let me come up here. 
Remnant campaign. 

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We remnant compel like we don't 
want to do that all the time. 

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I guess tiring getting up, 
asking people using faith words.

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It's good ground 3464 
hundredfold. 

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God's gonna black you right? 
Like it's like a you're giving 

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or you're not. 
But even if you're giving, man, 

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this is a long race. 
We've been in here for like like

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like like it would be for you. 
We're almost done with our first

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lease and there's some other 
stuff in the background. 

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We can't talk about really cool 
opportunities potentially, but 

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we can't talk about potential. 
Can't build my faith on 

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potential. 
Now faith is it ain't now faith 

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might be, but being at the 
forefront and stuff I can't talk

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about stuff I can't complain 
about because I'm at the 

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forefront. 
There's conversations we having 

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there there. 
There's stuff we got to deal 

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with. 
There's stuff we got to move 

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around. 
There's it. 

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Is this like in the people you 
get man, I gave OK, four years 

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y'all 4/4 4 cold, hot concrete 
mop, people coming, people going

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warfare and the one thing that 
I'm so excited about is the main

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thing is always stay the main 
thing. 

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Watch this, watch this. 
If I was focused on the building

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and not the fruit that's 
happening in the garage, I 

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wouldn't even leave town. 
I'd go see my kid. 

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I got all this stuff to manage. 
My son need me, my wife need me,

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my daughter need me. 
Like yeah, some of y'all need me

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and elders. 
It's like all these things that 

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handle. 
But it's like what keeps me 

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going, enjoying that in the 
fruit. 

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Like we are so fruitful. 
People are getting ordained, 

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people are getting stronger and 
wiser. 

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Vision is being casted and 
carried and it's it's amazing. 

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It's amazing. 
Can you get that mic? 

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It's amazing. 
But in my in your regular life, 

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are you looking at the progress?
But also are you willing to feel

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and see and taste the storm? 
Can you for one moment today 

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just acknowledge although 
there's progress, man, there's 

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some fear, there's some 
heaviness rather that be I 

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haven't seen my my spouse come 
to Jesus. 

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I haven't seen my my Mama come 
to Jesus. 

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I'm still battling sickness, 
although I'm growing in the 

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things of the Lord. 
My marriage is being attacked, 

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although I am being transformed.
I don't got enough money for 

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this and that man, my bills is 
over my head. 

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Like, can you just for a minute 
acknowledge that, understand 

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that that's real? 
Because sometime when you are so

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in faith, you think faith means 
you don't have permission to be 

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weary. 
AM I? 

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Am I talking to a couple people?
I ain't never went red where my 

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faith exempts me from being 
vulnerable. 

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My faith exempts me. 
I don't got faith. 

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If I got lack, if I don't got 
enough money for this, that mean

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I ain't doing something right in
the Lord. 

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If my marriage who I'm having to
help some married people out 

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because my marriage ain't quite 
going the way it is, that means 

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I'm God's not pleased with me. 
Some people would be like man, 

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because they they've taken four 
years for them to get in the 

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building. 
They must be doing something 

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wrong. 
The only thing the children 

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Israel was doing wrong was 
complaining. 

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God said this about to take a 
while. 

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God said there was there is a 
quick route. 

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There is somebody or two people 
or three people that can write 

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one check and it's done. 
But when you get over to the 

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promised land, you're going to 
need more money. 

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The goal is there. 
There's not this end goal. 

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There's not this like, let's 
breakthrough here and once we 

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get here, then all of this is 
over and I'm just looking for 

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the people today. 
That's like, it's been a while. 

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I've been wrestling, I've been 
keeping face, I've been 

449
00:32:46,640 --> 00:32:48,240
fighting, I've been doing my 
best. 

450
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:51,520
I've been, I've been praying, 
I've been giving, I've been 

451
00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:55,160
fasting or trying to fast. 
I've been like, I've been doing 

452
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:57,520
better, like I my family is 
better. 

453
00:32:57,520 --> 00:32:59,960
I've been trying to do this and 
I've been trying to do that. 

454
00:32:59,960 --> 00:33:03,080
I am aware of my issues. 
Before I would have too much 

455
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:07,560
pride to admit that this was me.
But now, the step of admission, 

456
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:14,760
that's a step I used to deny or 
not take no responsibility. 

457
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:18,680
Now I take responsibility, 
right? 

458
00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:23,160
There's so much growth that is 
happening in this house. 

459
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:28,880
So on one end, you can be the 
person who's just like, whoa, 

460
00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,520
God's doing it. 
So you're a hyper faith in the 

461
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:36,520
sense that you can't pause and 
acknowledge that you got some 

462
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:42,120
burdens that's really weighing 
you down and you're tired of 

463
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:43,440
even you ready. 
You ready for this? 

464
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:46,760
For some leaders, I'm tired of 
even standing in the gap for 

465
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,800
people, right? 
That's crazy, huh? 

466
00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:51,560
You don't hear that over the 
pulpit, huh? 

467
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:56,800
You know when you get tired of 
helping people that don't want 

468
00:33:56,800 --> 00:34:00,240
to be helped, you like, but I 
want to be helped, but you ain't

469
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:07,320
listening to none of the wisdom.
But then now I'm tired because 

470
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:11,360
God's saying let them go. 
So now my pastoral heart is 

471
00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:16,760
grieving because I got to depart
from some folks because my 

472
00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:25,320
season in that space is no more.
So it's not just heavy like on 

473
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,400
some person, it's heavy for as 
as a shepherd, you're also 

474
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:32,639
carrying the burdens of other 
people's lives, but you also 

475
00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:35,920
carry the burden of being graced
to not help them. 

476
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:42,440
OK You thought that pastors for 
to help everybody in the church 

477
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:50,199
No show me where Jesus did. 
I found a lot of people he 

478
00:34:50,199 --> 00:34:52,239
helped was people that really 
pursued him. 

479
00:34:54,040 --> 00:35:00,360
He ignored people he walked past
blind men and it wasn't until 

480
00:35:00,360 --> 00:35:06,400
blind man got desperate enough 
to say Jesus I need help. 

481
00:35:07,240 --> 00:35:09,160
I don't just want to talk to 
Jesus. 

482
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:11,720
This is why I often Jesus like 
what do you want? 

483
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:15,280
Because some of y'all asking for
something that you ain't even 

484
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,160
ready to have. 
You say you want freedom, but 

485
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:19,640
how are you going to walk in 
that freedom? 

486
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:22,560
Some of y'all, the Lord will 
break the chain. 

487
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:24,760
Matter of fact, some of y'all 
got them, broke the chains and 

488
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,120
you wouldn't put them right back
on. 

489
00:35:31,590 --> 00:35:34,510
But that blind man, that woman 
with the issue of blood, they 

490
00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:38,470
pursued and they're saying no, 
no, no, here here's my proof. 

491
00:35:38,590 --> 00:35:44,440
I'm taking off the robe that 
identified me as a legal beggar 

492
00:35:44,720 --> 00:35:47,960
because I am not going. 
What steps are you willing to 

493
00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:53,000
take that will prove you not 
going back right? 

494
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:55,280
Because some of you here's 
here's what some of you do. 

495
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:57,960
You're asking for freedom, but 
you're leaving a crack in the 

496
00:35:57,960 --> 00:36:03,320
door. 
See that is why God sometimes it

497
00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:08,320
extend it extend the lease on 
your bondage because you you 

498
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:10,280
what are what's before you get 
free. 

499
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:13,120
What steps are you willing to 
take to show you not going to go

500
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:16,040
back? 
Sometime that's getting out of 

501
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,760
certain relationships, sometime 
that's that's developing new 

502
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:23,800
habits before you get walking 
the grace of the new thing. 

503
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:42,760
Look at Jesus's life and he had 
a life where it seems like he 

504
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,520
was in constant need of his 
father. 

505
00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:50,480
And as I said this morning, it 
what it looks like is we need 

506
00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:57,360
God until we don't, right? 
You can tell people that's in a 

507
00:36:57,360 --> 00:37:01,440
season because boy, they at the 
prayer meeting, they at the date

508
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:04,880
fast and they they giving they 
giving a Tony a loom, whatever 

509
00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:07,560
they can get you trying to get 
out of this season. 

510
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:12,000
And then you could tell when 
they got promoted, they they not

511
00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:18,000
kneeling at the altar no more. 
They they twirl in and they and 

512
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:19,800
then you see them kind of fade 
away. 

513
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,280
And then you see when they come 
back this time they saw a shame 

514
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:23,720
within. 
They're not coming to the altar.

515
00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:28,560
They sit in the back because 
you, you thought you thought the

516
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:33,080
new job was the breakthrough. 
You didn't know the greatest 

517
00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:35,080
breakthrough you can have is a 
mind change. 

518
00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:39,040
I can see color again. 
That's the greatest breakthrough

519
00:37:39,240 --> 00:37:42,080
because when the job leave or 
when I get tired of the thing I 

520
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:45,920
prayed for, don't answer this, 
but how many times you prayed 

521
00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:48,440
for a spouse, got the spouse, 
and then you're like, Oh my God,

522
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:51,360
you can't take prayer back. 
No receipts, no returns, no 

523
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:55,600
return policy, right? 
You prayed, I believe everybody 

524
00:37:55,600 --> 00:37:57,720
in here at one point. 
You pray for the spouse you got 

525
00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,520
and then you ain't don't lie. 
You ain't don't lie to me. 

526
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:01,720
I ain't going to even look at 
you. 

527
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:04,400
You know, there's times when you
like God. 

528
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:10,760
Can we do this over again? 
Or you pray for that new 

529
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:16,520
Bugatti. 
Or you pray for that job and 

530
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:17,840
have you? 
Let's do this. 

531
00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:19,720
I can look at you on this. 
Have anybody ever prayed for a 

532
00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:21,200
job, got the job and you got 
tired of it? 

533
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:27,920
Yeah, All right. 
If anybody ever prayed for 

534
00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:31,160
anything and then your mind 
changed about it later, All 

535
00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:40,440
right. 
Why we pray so much about 

536
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:43,920
temporary stuff? 
We here, here we go. 

537
00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:47,120
Most of our prayers is fix it 
prayers. 

538
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:52,680
Bandage it up prayers. 
I'm lonely in this season so I I

539
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:56,040
want this thing you some of 
y'all think y'all ready for this

540
00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:59,200
Boo thing? 
But it's only because your 

541
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,160
loneliness has sent you into 
search. 

542
00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:10,280
It's not because you treated 
your singleness like a call. 

543
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:30,360
So we ran this morning. 
Peter went out to the deep. 

544
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:35,040
Jesus told him to push his boat 
out to the deep Peter, and Jesus

545
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:36,440
did it. 
I want you to see this. 

546
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:42,400
He says, Master, we told all 
night exhaustingly, somebody say

547
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:47,960
exhausted, say somebody say at 
the end of myself, he said and 

548
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,880
caught nothing. 
I don't know about you, but I 

549
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:51,760
can be honest. 
I got to be transparent. 

550
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:54,760
One thing I learned a few months
back is the Apostolic ministry 

551
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:57,920
is LED through vulnerability. 
I used to always wonder why I've

552
00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:00,120
been telling my wife over there 
be like, don't say that. 

553
00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:03,880
And then I'll be like, say that 
and our calls could be 

554
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:06,320
different. 
But there's a burden on me to be

555
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:12,160
vulnerable. 
Paul says follow me as I follow 

556
00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:13,920
Christ. 
My life is open. 

557
00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:17,080
There's a level of 
vulnerability. 

558
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:20,320
And I can tell you right now, I 
am. 

559
00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:23,840
It's weird, but I know the 
tension, the divine tension. 

560
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:27,240
I am, I am the strongest I've 
ever been. 

561
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:31,600
But it's the first time I feel 
weary in ministry. 

562
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:36,880
No, not weary in a way where I 
am about to be burnt out, so far

563
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,920
from burnt out. 
See, I understand the tension. 

564
00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:40,600
Some people think it's the 
extremes. 

565
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:43,760
Some people think they tire. 
So I mean, no, I need to go on a

566
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:46,880
sabbatical. 
No, man, I've been around. 

567
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:49,200
I, I've take time like I'm 
actually really good. 

568
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:51,200
I'm healthy. 
I'm, you know what I'm saying? 

569
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:55,000
I, I take my vitamins, my 
greens, my AG ones, like I'm 

570
00:40:55,000 --> 00:41:03,040
good. 
But when I'm saying I'm 

571
00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:07,480
exhausted is I am tired of me 
trying to figure it out like 

572
00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:08,880
here, here it is, here it is 
hero. 

573
00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:11,960
Here's my exhausted. 
The Bible says after you've done

574
00:41:13,240 --> 00:41:17,760
all you can do, see, see what 
gives me strength is because I'm

575
00:41:17,760 --> 00:41:21,400
confident that I've done all 
that I could do. 

576
00:41:22,720 --> 00:41:27,400
And if you honest, if you do all
you can do, you're going to be 

577
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:30,480
fatigued. 
That's why he said do all you 

578
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:31,760
can do. 
Then I'll step in. 

579
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:36,520
Right here it is. 
Jesus went into the garden. 

580
00:41:36,720 --> 00:41:40,840
He's like, can this cup pass? 
He asked Christ, can this, can 

581
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:42,400
this cup pass? 
He's doing. 

582
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:45,360
He's done all he could do. 
He's sacrificed. 

583
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,000
He's fulfilled the word. 
Now it's time to go to the 

584
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:51,360
cross. 
Now it's time for him to stop 

585
00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:52,720
swinging. 
It's time. 

586
00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:55,480
It was times where it wasn't 
time for him to stop. 

587
00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:57,640
Here it is. 
And they were trying to kill 

588
00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:58,480
him. 
And what did he do? 

589
00:41:58,520 --> 00:42:03,120
Run. 
What do you do when you're in a 

590
00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:09,800
season where God says stop 
running, stop swinging, stop 

591
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:15,800
striking, It's time to let, If 
it's time for Judas to come kiss

592
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:21,680
you, you got to be still. 
I know that's for some of 

593
00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:25,720
y'all's, some of y'all's. 
Just see, Jesus came to a point 

594
00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:31,000
where he did all that he could 
do at that point, which we're 

595
00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:35,080
getting into today. 
This is the season for you to do

596
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:39,480
no more but surrender. 
Jesus ran. 

597
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:42,240
He avoided them killing him. 
He said I he discerned them 

598
00:42:42,240 --> 00:42:44,000
killing them and he just 
disappeared. 

599
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:48,000
Judas. 
He wasn't called to disappear 

600
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:51,600
from, He was called to embrace 
Judas. 

601
00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:54,480
Let's keep going. 
Watch this. 

602
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:57,960
They caught nothing. 
The greatest harvest will only 

603
00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:01,040
be found in the deep. 
I'm here to tell you there is a 

604
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:04,120
harvest for you that you're 
about to step in, but it will 

605
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:07,800
only be walked into by going 
deeper. 

606
00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:13,040
So then I heard that this 
morning and and, and, and a sign

607
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:16,920
of life changing harvest is when
the currents of life seem to be 

608
00:43:16,920 --> 00:43:20,120
pulling you into the deep. 
So So what I understand about 

609
00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:23,280
the current is as you rest, like
the worst thing you do in the 

610
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:26,000
current, all you nice little 
ocean swimmers let me know is, 

611
00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:27,720
is wrestle with the current 
correct? 

612
00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:30,880
Is it the Anabaptist right Lake 
lake, You know what I'm saying 

613
00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:32,640
is this to wrestle with the 
current. 

614
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:42,560
And there comes a time where you
just got to Lord Jesus, please 

615
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:47,200
bring get me back to the that's 
the season we're in. 

616
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,520
I'm talking to the people who've
done all they could do. 

617
00:43:56,640 --> 00:44:00,320
That's the season we're in here.
It is. 

618
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:08,280
I asked the Lord. 
I said where if that's the 

619
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:11,680
season I'm in that you're 
calling me deeper because I, I 

620
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:16,880
think I'm pretty, I, I go pretty
deep like I'm, but that's where 

621
00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:19,600
you mess up when you think that 
your, your, your little 

622
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:22,120
sanctified self. 
You do all the Christian things 

623
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:24,560
like I read the word, I do this,
I do that. 

624
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:27,280
It's like the rich ruler. 
I do this, I do that, I do, how 

625
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:30,680
much deeper can I get? 
And then the Lord says, sell all

626
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:33,480
of it. 
Oh, you mean deeper? 

627
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,600
You see what I'm saying? 
It's right there in the Bible 

628
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:39,320
every. 
There's a lot of people who just

629
00:44:39,320 --> 00:44:41,640
come to this point. 
OK, you wealthy, you've done 

630
00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:43,080
this, you've done that, you've 
done this. 

631
00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:47,440
Great. 
You have not arrived. 

632
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,960
You got your doctorate. 
You're you're, you're, you're a 

633
00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:54,640
theologian. 
You get your podcast is this and

634
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:57,400
your your marriage is this. 
And you finally got the building

635
00:44:57,400 --> 00:44:59,000
you wanted. 
You finally got the money you 

636
00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:00,440
wanted. 
And then you're like, at this 

637
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:03,960
point in your life, OK, God 
like, but I'm still feeling like

638
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:06,920
there's more. 
What what am I not doing? 

639
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:12,160
What's deeper? 
Jesus told the rich ruler, well,

640
00:45:13,240 --> 00:45:15,560
sell it. 
We ain't heard from homie again 

641
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:18,600
and there might be some people 
in here. 

642
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:20,480
We ain't going to hear from you 
again, right? 

643
00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:22,800
And then there's people like 
Mary. 

644
00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:28,400
He says deeper is can you carry 
the Savior, Peter? 

645
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:30,560
We saw his response. 
He said they don't make sense. 

646
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:32,240
I'm tired. 
I'm exhausted, Sir. 

647
00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:34,840
So if you want to go out into 
the deep, cool, I'll roll you 

648
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:40,600
out there. 
As your word says, this is that 

649
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:43,840
season right now. 
No, I'm not looking for a new 

650
00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:45,040
word. 
This is the word. 

651
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:51,840
The word is as your word says 
and some of y'all God is asking 

652
00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:59,840
you to just stand on the word He
gave you a few years ago and 

653
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:01,760
once and for all just stand on 
that word. 

654
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:06,440
Stop looking for a new word. 
That word right there. 

655
00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:08,480
Watch this where and what's 
deeper? 

656
00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:10,360
Where and what's this just blows
my mind. 

657
00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:12,360
It blows my mind. 
It blows my mind before service 

658
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,080
last this morning. 
It'll blow my mind. 

659
00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:15,720
This service where and what's 
deeper? 

660
00:46:15,720 --> 00:46:18,080
I'm giving you clarity. 
OK, I like to say this, you're 

661
00:46:18,080 --> 00:46:19,640
not going to Google it. 
You're not going to find it on 

662
00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:21,520
somebody else's podcast, sermon 
or book. 

663
00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:23,720
This is this is pulled down just
for you. 

664
00:46:23,720 --> 00:46:28,360
OK, here's some clarity for you.
OK, You're you're, you're, 

665
00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:30,960
you're in your heart right now. 
God, I will go deeper. 

666
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:34,760
I'm ready, I'm ready, I am so 
ready. 

667
00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:45,040
God life changing questions lead
to life changing harvest and I 

668
00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:54,040
got my answer, he said. 
We toiled all night exhaustingly

669
00:46:54,480 --> 00:47:03,000
and caught nothing. 
Watch this deeper starts with an

670
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:09,200
empty boat. 
I got another slide for you. 

671
00:47:09,240 --> 00:47:11,880
I got another slide for you 
deeper. 

672
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:18,320
What would have happened if 
Peter came with kind of like 1/2

673
00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:21,320
a net of fish in his mind he 
would have been like I got, I 

674
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:22,760
caught, I got my catch for the 
day. 

675
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:26,960
You see some of y'all got is 
like no, no, I can't, I can't. 

676
00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:29,600
Have you mistaken promised land 
for mana in this season? 

677
00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:33,360
Because Peter would have got his
little fish. 

678
00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:35,240
He'd even been like, man, that 
was a good day. 

679
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:38,840
He had to show up to Jesus with 
nothing in his boat and all he 

680
00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:40,800
could offer Jesus was his empty 
boat. 

681
00:47:42,480 --> 00:47:44,800
And look what Jesus did with his
empty boat. 

682
00:47:45,720 --> 00:47:48,680
He didn't just This is a 
generational harvest. 

683
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:52,800
This is a harvest that is going 
to cause you to ask for help, 

684
00:47:57,360 --> 00:47:59,720
right, Right. 
Like, like I, I won't bring me 

685
00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:01,520
the budget because we got people
to hire. 

686
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:03,480
Like, we don't need help. 
The vision's too big. 

687
00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:12,240
So he pushes out and there's the
hall that's almost about to sink

688
00:48:12,240 --> 00:48:15,800
his boat. 
He goes from nothing in his boat

689
00:48:16,240 --> 00:48:20,720
to almost having a sinking boat.
Here it is. 

690
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:28,440
But he's wise because he knew 
hoarding the hall would sink his

691
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:31,440
boat. 
But this next season, the 

692
00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:34,640
harvest is so big and so, so, so
rich. 

693
00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:42,200
You must share. 
And this is the part of what 

694
00:48:42,240 --> 00:48:44,760
Jesus has been doing in your 
life over these last few years, 

695
00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:48,200
is he's been getting rid of 
boats that you're not supposed 

696
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:54,000
to share with. 
OK, All right, All right, right.

697
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:55,800
You've been wanting to stay 
connected, You know, on the 

698
00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:57,160
lake. 
Sometimes they'll connect to the

699
00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:58,480
boats and they. 
No, no, no. 

700
00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:00,160
This harvest, some people, guys 
like. 

701
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:01,880
No, no, no, no. 
Let they both just go and let 

702
00:49:01,880 --> 00:49:04,600
them be offended because what 
I'm about to bring in your life.

703
00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:07,760
Yes. 
Sometimes we're not in positions

704
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:11,800
because we did something wrong. 
Sometimes we're affiliated with 

705
00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:13,760
wrongdoers. 
Right. 

706
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:16,000
I had a buddy back in the day, 
every time we went out to the 

707
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:21,840
club, he start a fight. 
Now at some point I'm stupid so 

708
00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:23,640
I had to stop hanging and going 
to the club with him. 

709
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:26,200
We only hung out my house or 
hung out when he did not drink 

710
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,920
because every time we drink and 
every time we went out, he would

711
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:33,440
start a fight with somebody. 
Some of y'all are where y'all 

712
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:34,920
are because who you connected 
to. 

713
00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:41,240
But in this season, some some of
y'all connected to people that 

714
00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:44,160
you just you, you got to you, 
you, you just got to go with it 

715
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,600
until you die, they die or until
Jesus come back. 

716
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:49,840
It is this is what it is. 
Hallelujah. 

717
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:52,560
You, you stuck in that one. 
So you might as well start 

718
00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:54,200
figuring out how to make the 
best of it. 

719
00:49:54,240 --> 00:49:59,560
Amen, Amen. 
All right, all right, Some of 

720
00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:00,800
y'all didn't have that thought 
in your head. 

721
00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:02,760
Lord, if something happened to 
him, I wouldn't mind. 

722
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:05,400
Like, however we got to deal 
with this God like, yeah, yeah, 

723
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:06,520
yeah. 
Let's deal with the thoughts. 

724
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:07,640
Let's deal with the thoughts, 
right? 

725
00:50:07,640 --> 00:50:08,840
Let's deal with the thoughts, 
right? 

726
00:50:08,840 --> 00:50:12,680
Because because we want the 
thorn to go, because we think if

727
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:16,600
the thorn is removed, watch it. 
We think if the thorn is 

728
00:50:16,600 --> 00:50:19,360
removed, then the pain goes 
away. 

729
00:50:20,120 --> 00:50:25,640
But actually, no, not having a 
thorn brings more pain because 

730
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:28,280
the thorn is the very thing that
causes you to need God. 

731
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:32,040
Because some of y'all don't know
how to need God without pain. 

732
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:40,320
Did did y'all hear what I just 
said? 

733
00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:45,440
Some of y'all don't know how to 
need God without pain or without

734
00:50:45,440 --> 00:50:50,320
a thorn in your side. 
Watch this. 

735
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:51,520
Here it is. 
Watch this day. 

736
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:54,600
Watch this day T Watch this 
Deeper starts with an empty 

737
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:55,960
bowl. 
Here's what the Lord says in the

738
00:50:55,960 --> 00:50:59,640
season. 
Sometimes the greatest offering 

739
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:04,520
you can offer God is nothing. 
Watch it an empty you. 

740
00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:10,240
The Lord says, man, you have 
come to this place of exhaustion

741
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:15,600
because I needed an empty boat. 
I needed an empty you for what 

742
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:20,240
I'm about to do. 
So I've graced you for the last 

743
00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:24,200
several years to exhaust all 
your opinions, all your options.

744
00:51:24,520 --> 00:51:27,640
I've graced you to try things 
and be like Nope, that didn't 

745
00:51:27,640 --> 00:51:29,600
work. 
Nope, they not the reason. 

746
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:32,160
Nope, they not the fault. 
Nope. 

747
00:51:32,360 --> 00:51:35,400
I've, I've I've graced you for a
season to blame your trauma, 

748
00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:40,640
what they did to you when you 
was young. 

749
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:46,280
I've graced you for a season. 
Now lay all that at the altar. 

750
00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:51,000
Stop trying to put band aids on.
I've graced you for a season to 

751
00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:56,760
desire closure. 
Has closure happened for some of

752
00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:58,840
you? 
Do you have the answers you 

753
00:51:58,840 --> 00:52:02,000
wanted? 
I'm here to tell you the Lord 

754
00:52:02,000 --> 00:52:06,080
says man, I've allowed you to 
reach a point of exhaustion and 

755
00:52:06,080 --> 00:52:09,840
some of y'all came here today in
your mind you like I am tired PT

756
00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:12,880
Can I get a few honest people in
here? 

757
00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:16,200
Can I get an honest a few honest
people to just like really feel 

758
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:19,960
that I'm tired like I'm still 
here. 

759
00:52:19,960 --> 00:52:24,720
I'm I'm still good like, but if,
if, if you going to give me some

760
00:52:24,720 --> 00:52:29,120
permission to be honest right 
now, I'm I'm tired. 

761
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:33,520
My soul is tired. 
I'm confused that I don't know 

762
00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:36,160
to go right, don't want to go. 
And I've been wrestling trying 

763
00:52:36,160 --> 00:52:38,760
to get answers and I've been 
wrestling trying to get 

764
00:52:38,760 --> 00:52:41,480
blueprints and I've been 
wrestling trying to get strategy

765
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:44,360
and I've been wrestling trying 
to get this person to 

766
00:52:44,360 --> 00:52:46,560
understand. 
And I've been wrestling to try 

767
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:49,520
to meet these bills and I've 
been whatever it is for you. 

768
00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:52,000
I've been wondering when the 
bleeding don't stop in my 

769
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,800
marriage, in my family. 
I'm just tired. 

770
00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:58,880
And then one minute is good and 
then the next minute, oh, this 

771
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:01,880
pops back up again. 
I thought I was healed. 

772
00:53:01,880 --> 00:53:05,520
I thought I was delivered. 
Maybe the oil didn't work at the

773
00:53:05,520 --> 00:53:08,080
revival. 
I thought when Natalie came and 

774
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,680
we prayed for all the women that
the change was broken, what 

775
00:53:11,680 --> 00:53:13,560
happened? 
It feel like the change is back 

776
00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:15,680
home. 
Thought I was making progress. 

777
00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:20,200
It feel like I took one step 
forward, 2 steps back. 

778
00:53:20,200 --> 00:53:26,080
You know how you'd be confessing
that over yourself instead of 

779
00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:28,000
just one step forward? 
Why are you counting the two 

780
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:31,800
steps back? 
Why just I took one step 

781
00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:35,520
forward, Pause. 
Oh, I took another step forward 

782
00:53:35,520 --> 00:53:39,600
instead of 1 and then 2, so I 
guess I just got 1 positive 

783
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,360
step. 
No, no, one pause. 

784
00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:51,920
You just been damned to you 
saying right, you just been 

785
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:55,000
dancing and you ain't made no 
progress because in your mind 

786
00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:57,680
you don't see progress because 
you took one step forward and 

787
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:00,920
how many back 2 steps back 
instead of 1. 

788
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:05,960
Pause, learn, education, 
patience, fruit of the spirit 

789
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:09,280
being cultivated. 
Stubbornness is dying, pride is 

790
00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:11,560
dying. 
Oh God, open the door and say 

791
00:54:11,720 --> 00:54:14,640
because he ordered myself God 
don't order backward steps. 

792
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:29,000
God, don't order backward steps.
God don't order backward steps 

793
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:31,520
and he say step again. 
No, that's another step. 

794
00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:34,720
I don't care if I'm I don't care
if I'm standing here for three 

795
00:54:34,720 --> 00:54:36,960
years. 
I'm making progress. 

796
00:54:41,040 --> 00:54:43,280
You ready? 
And some of y'all don't see your

797
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:45,360
own progress. 
That's why you can't see others.

798
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:49,000
Some of y'all so hard on 
yourself. 

799
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,320
You so hard on other people. 
Some of y'all don't like 

800
00:54:51,320 --> 00:54:53,240
yourself, so you can't like 
nobody else. 

801
00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:59,040
No man, I'm one step and learn 
man. 

802
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:02,120
This one step boy, you have a 
praise party on this one step. 

803
00:55:05,720 --> 00:55:08,240
No, it ain't No 2 steps. 
What is 2 steps backwards? 

804
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:14,920
No, that sounds like Lot's wife.
No, no, no, no. 

805
00:55:14,920 --> 00:55:23,560
My feet is, you know what I'm 
saying? 

806
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:27,080
Watch this then Jesus like the I
got to go. 

807
00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:30,200
I got it JT we got it. 
We got to learn, we got to we 

808
00:55:30,200 --> 00:55:33,320
got to just accept that the 
wilderness is a part of the 

809
00:55:33,320 --> 00:55:39,600
promise. 
Watch this then Jesus full of 

810
00:55:39,600 --> 00:55:43,840
come on, full of and what 
controlled by the Holy Ghost. 

811
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:47,240
He full of the Holy Ghost 
controlled so he full of the 

812
00:55:47,240 --> 00:55:49,040
Spirit and the obedient to the 
Spirit. 

813
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:54,240
Look, he returned from the 
Jordan and was led in by the 

814
00:55:54,240 --> 00:55:57,560
Holy Spirit. 
Watch it. 

815
00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:00,200
Wait a minute. 
I thought when I got baptized, 

816
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:02,120
went down in the Jordan. 
You thought, 'cause you flew to 

817
00:56:02,120 --> 00:56:06,160
Israel, you holy? 
No, I've been to the holy 

818
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:10,000
nation. 
No, your prayer rag don't make 

819
00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:14,240
you holy because you got 
anointing oil in your purse 

820
00:56:14,240 --> 00:56:17,960
don't make you holy. 
Look, Jesus got baptized. 

821
00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:21,000
He, the brother got baptized. 
He's a good dude. 

822
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:28,440
He got baptized, got out the 
water, got a word of 

823
00:56:28,480 --> 00:56:31,440
affirmation. 
You are my son, who I am well 

824
00:56:31,440 --> 00:56:36,160
pleased, full of the Holy Ghost,
controlled by the Holy Ghost, 

825
00:56:36,360 --> 00:56:39,440
and the Holy Ghost leads him 
into the wilderness. 

826
00:56:41,120 --> 00:56:45,640
What there's only two seasons, 
either God is developing your 

827
00:56:45,640 --> 00:56:50,480
testimony or displaying your 
testimony right. 

828
00:56:50,480 --> 00:56:53,240
Sometime they go side by side, 
but you always in one of those 

829
00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:55,440
seasons and Jesus has been 
developed. 

830
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:59,520
You've been being developed and 
God wants to to to display what 

831
00:56:59,520 --> 00:57:01,560
his his goodness has done in 
your life. 

832
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,440
Now watch this. 
He goes into the wilderness 40 

833
00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:09,440
days where he was tempted. 
You mean the Holy Ghost led me 

834
00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:15,200
into the wilderness to be 
tempted by the devil? 

835
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:19,240
And he ate nothing during those 
days? 

836
00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:21,440
Well, here it is. 
He went deeper. 

837
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:25,440
He went like this too. 
Shall pass. 

838
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:33,520
No, no, no, no. 
He went deeper and he ate 

839
00:57:33,520 --> 00:57:37,640
nothing for 40 days and when 
they were completed, he was 

840
00:57:37,640 --> 00:57:38,520
what? 
Like all of us? 

841
00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:41,520
Somebody said hungry. 
Some of y'all be hungry after 40

842
00:57:41,520 --> 00:57:46,680
hours. 
Watch this, watch this. 

843
00:57:48,640 --> 00:57:53,120
To be tempted by the devil is to
be proven by God. 

844
00:57:56,160 --> 00:57:58,560
I must be proven to be 
prospered. 

845
00:58:06,920 --> 00:58:12,520
God will always prepare you 
before prospering you, but you 

846
00:58:12,520 --> 00:58:14,880
got to see preparation as 
prospering. 

847
00:58:17,040 --> 00:58:20,520
What's this? 
To be tempted by the devil is to

848
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:26,960
be proven by God. 
Never tempted, never tested by 

849
00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:31,320
God, always proven. 
And when the devil here it is, 

850
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:33,480
we go forward. 
And when the devil we go, we go 

851
00:58:33,480 --> 00:58:35,560
down like Jesus goes through the
wilderness. 

852
00:58:35,560 --> 00:58:36,800
And watch this. 
I want y'all to see this. 

853
00:58:37,000 --> 00:58:41,200
And when the devil had ended 
every temptation, watch what the

854
00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:48,160
Bible says when the devil ended 
all the cycles he had. 

855
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:55,600
Oh, so you mean to tell me the 
devil has an end time? 

856
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:02,760
You mean the devil? 
He's trying to get me caught up 

857
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:06,000
in cycles. 
So when he walks away, the cycle

858
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:09,880
is running my life, not the 
devil, right? 

859
00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:11,480
You, you get out of this one 
thing you like. 

860
00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:15,400
Oh, different person, but same 
stuff keep coming up, right? 

861
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:19,360
You still got them buttons on 
your shirt, right? 

862
00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:21,480
You notice how you got the same 
buttons, just different person 

863
00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:26,440
pushing them? 
Keep temporarily Here it is and 

864
00:59:26,440 --> 00:59:29,840
just give you some insight. 
The devil temporary left Jesus 

865
00:59:29,840 --> 00:59:34,280
alone because he had to. 
You see what I'm saying? 

866
00:59:34,280 --> 00:59:36,200
You you going to get out of the 
Wheelers, You're going to move 

867
00:59:36,200 --> 00:59:39,160
on to the promised land and for 
a time you're going to 

868
00:59:39,160 --> 00:59:45,880
experience some woo woo. 
It's why you can't buy be 

869
00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:49,960
identified by seasons or what 
you think is success or what you

870
00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:52,320
think is fruit. 
You can't be identified by that,

871
00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:57,360
because if you don't learn to be
be good in lack and be good in 

872
00:59:57,360 --> 01:00:03,560
abundance, then when the devil 
come back around again, he says 

873
01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:06,440
that is he stood off from him. 
Watch it, watch what he does 

874
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:10,360
until a more opportune time. 
You know y'all be like, Oh the 

875
01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:15,600
devil that I'm I'm free. 
There's like free indeed and 

876
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:17,880
then there's the devil leaving 
you alone for a little bit 

877
01:00:20,080 --> 01:00:23,680
because sometime when the devil 
mess with you, he knows that he 

878
01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:28,720
risk exposing his traps. 
So sometime it's best to leave 

879
01:00:28,720 --> 01:00:31,520
you alone because guess what, he
might blow his cover. 

880
01:00:32,040 --> 01:00:35,040
So let me stop messing with you 
and make you think life is all 

881
01:00:35,040 --> 01:00:39,320
good and now you like maybe this
relationship like like I used to

882
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:40,840
smoke, right. 
I don't know if anybody ever had

883
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:42,880
a bad trip on on on a drug or 
something. 

884
01:00:43,080 --> 01:00:46,440
And, and, and, and that's when 
you was like, God, if you just 

885
01:00:46,440 --> 01:00:49,520
let me stay alive, I'm never 
going to do this again. 

886
01:00:49,800 --> 01:00:53,000
And you throw away all the weed 
wrappers and you throw away the 

887
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:55,920
bong and you throw away whatever
it is some of y'all crack or 

888
01:00:55,920 --> 01:00:58,080
heroin, whatever you did, you 
throw away the needles, you 

889
01:00:58,080 --> 01:01:01,080
throw away the alcohol bottles. 
And it because you had a bad 

890
01:01:01,080 --> 01:01:04,400
trip. 
And then you like few days later

891
01:01:04,400 --> 01:01:09,720
you like it didn't kill me. 
So you just worried about not 

892
01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:13,840
being killed. 
You, you just, you just don't 

893
01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:18,480
mind suffering. 
And once you find out the thing 

894
01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:22,280
didn't kill you, instead of 
ending the cycle, you just you 

895
01:01:22,280 --> 01:01:30,160
like maybe, maybe I could live 
and still be blind and still be 

896
01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:33,920
and still mess with this porn a 
little bit and still be abusive 

897
01:01:33,920 --> 01:01:37,680
and still, maybe I could because
he didn't kill me. 

898
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:40,640
It's just like, you know, the 
Christians that's like, can, can

899
01:01:40,640 --> 01:01:42,800
you, can you still drink and be 
saved? 

900
01:01:47,040 --> 01:01:48,640
Right. 
We, we, we trying to figure out 

901
01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:52,640
how we could still be. 
He said he'd wait for another 

902
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:55,240
opportune time and favorable 
time and he'd come on back. 

903
01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:57,040
Watch this. 
And then Jesus came out of the 

904
01:01:57,040 --> 01:01:59,840
wilderness full of and under the
power of the Holy Spirit. 

905
01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:07,480
And then his ministry began. 
There's anointing in the 

906
01:02:07,480 --> 01:02:12,360
wilderness. 
I said there's anointing in the 

907
01:02:12,360 --> 01:02:19,560
wilderness, right? 
I forget the name of the how the

908
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:21,760
song go, but it's like you don't
know the cost. 

909
01:02:22,800 --> 01:02:27,800
You don't know the price I paid 
you, you, you. 

910
01:02:27,920 --> 01:02:31,720
You really think I'm about to 
just give this to you? 

911
01:02:31,720 --> 01:02:34,800
You think you could just this 
could be imparted and is yours 

912
01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:41,360
by affiliation. 
What very few people want to go 

913
01:02:41,360 --> 01:02:46,280
through the process, many people
want the benefits. 

914
01:02:49,520 --> 01:02:52,040
The harvest begins where the 
hardest ends. 

915
01:02:54,960 --> 01:02:57,040
The harvest begins where the 
hardest ends. 

916
01:02:57,040 --> 01:03:00,800
You got to get to the end. 
You got to get to the end. 

917
01:03:01,080 --> 01:03:04,240
The greatest harvest is the 
anointing and the favor of the 

918
01:03:04,240 --> 01:03:07,200
Lord. 
That's the greatest harvest the 

919
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:09,240
the heart. 
The greatest harvest is not a 

920
01:03:09,240 --> 01:03:12,040
car. 
The greatest harvest is not a 

921
01:03:12,040 --> 01:03:16,960
spouse. 
The greatest harvest is this 

922
01:03:16,960 --> 01:03:26,720
presence of God and the favor of
the Lord on your life, wherever,

923
01:03:26,720 --> 01:03:28,560
whenever. 
It is harvest time. 

924
01:03:29,040 --> 01:03:32,080
We are wooed into the wild of 
the divine. 

925
01:03:33,040 --> 01:03:36,840
This is what I do know. 
Oh, I'm about to start my 

926
01:03:36,840 --> 01:03:38,680
ministry. 
How do I know I'm about to start

927
01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:40,240
my ministry? 
Because I'm in the wilderness. 

928
01:03:41,680 --> 01:03:43,680
It's harvest time. 
How do I know that? 

929
01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:47,280
Because I'm in the wilderness. 
There's there's something in me 

930
01:03:47,280 --> 01:03:49,920
that needs to be cultivated to 
handle what's about to come. 

931
01:03:50,480 --> 01:03:59,160
I'm about to come into it only 
gets Wilder. 

932
01:04:00,720 --> 01:04:04,120
The first wild here it is is 
unwind. 

933
01:04:04,120 --> 01:04:10,800
It is the unwilding. 
I'll explain. 

934
01:04:15,040 --> 01:04:16,920
The second wild is the 
beholding. 

935
01:04:18,200 --> 01:04:20,960
What, what I find in my my 
little young life is that 

936
01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:25,040
there's a there's a season of 
time where where God is just 

937
01:04:25,800 --> 01:04:28,240
unwilding me. 
He's, he's getting the wild tea 

938
01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:30,360
out, he getting the, the party 
tea out. 

939
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,480
He getting, he getting the 
fornicator out. 

940
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:35,920
He's, he's just, I have to, I, 
there's some work I got to do 

941
01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:38,880
right? 
You know how you was the one. 

942
01:04:38,880 --> 01:04:40,440
It wasn't the devil that took 
you in the club. 

943
01:04:40,440 --> 01:04:43,160
It was you. 
It wasn't the devil that made 

944
01:04:43,160 --> 01:04:44,920
you sleep with her. 
It was you. 

945
01:04:44,960 --> 01:04:46,480
The devil didn't pull your pants
down. 

946
01:04:46,720 --> 01:04:48,360
You did. 
The devil didn't roll the weed 

947
01:04:48,360 --> 01:04:50,040
up for you. 
He you did. 

948
01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:52,040
Can you take some ownership? 
It was you. 

949
01:04:52,120 --> 01:04:57,960
It ain't the devil. 
So there's a time in my when I 

950
01:04:57,960 --> 01:05:00,920
finally said yes, Lord, there 
was some things. 

951
01:05:00,920 --> 01:05:04,920
As much as I wanted His help, 
there was some things that I 

952
01:05:04,920 --> 01:05:09,080
needed to do in my own strength 
and will. 

953
01:05:09,200 --> 01:05:15,080
Yes, His grace was there, but 
then there's this. 

954
01:05:15,080 --> 01:05:21,280
After you've done all that you 
can do, then he comes in and you

955
01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:25,720
begin to step into some seasons 
where the more you just try to 

956
01:05:25,720 --> 01:05:28,840
wrestle with the current, you 
get exhausted. 

957
01:05:31,160 --> 01:05:34,480
And I'm speaking to some of you.
You have done, I know it don't 

958
01:05:34,480 --> 01:05:42,400
look like it, but to you, your 
to to God, your efforts really 

959
01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:48,960
have counted. 
I was saying that to a few 

960
01:05:48,960 --> 01:05:52,640
people. 
Your efforts really have because

961
01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:57,480
he looks at the heart. 
So you've been looking at your 

962
01:05:57,480 --> 01:06:01,480
efforts and your slip backs and 
your slip UPS as like all like 

963
01:06:01,480 --> 01:06:02,840
here it is this how you've been 
looking at it. 

964
01:06:02,840 --> 01:06:08,320
God got to start over. 
God got to start over with me. 

965
01:06:08,320 --> 01:06:10,800
So let me just stay here long 
enough because I don't want to 

966
01:06:10,800 --> 01:06:12,440
have to keep making God start 
over. 

967
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:16,800
What what was start where he's 
eternal? 

968
01:06:16,800 --> 01:06:21,680
What where are you starting from
that that that ain't what he do.

969
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:28,120
And I just want to encourage 
somebody in here you are even 

970
01:06:28,120 --> 01:06:30,840
about to experience harvest for 
hanging on like like you got to 

971
01:06:30,840 --> 01:06:32,680
hear what I'm saying. 
There's some there's some 

972
01:06:32,680 --> 01:06:35,400
hanging on blessings that you 
need to understand. 

973
01:06:37,320 --> 01:06:39,520
There's some that's biblical. 
It's in the Bible. 

974
01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:43,520
Here it is. 
Watch this. 

975
01:06:43,760 --> 01:06:47,520
The woman with the issue of 
blood, she spent all that she 

976
01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:51,560
had when she touched Jesus, the 
first thing he said to her 

977
01:06:51,560 --> 01:06:53,280
wasn't why you didn't try me at 
first. 

978
01:06:57,120 --> 01:07:01,400
So her being healed and made 
whole wasn't based on all the 

979
01:07:01,400 --> 01:07:03,960
years that she walked with 
Jesus. 

980
01:07:05,960 --> 01:07:11,880
She spent all this time doing it
her way and at the moment of her

981
01:07:11,880 --> 01:07:14,320
touching Jesus, He makes her 
whole. 

982
01:07:14,400 --> 01:07:17,880
He didn't give her partial 
because she gave Him partial. 

983
01:07:20,600 --> 01:07:33,800
Where's your faith today? 
Coming to the end of me so I can

984
01:07:33,800 --> 01:07:36,800
come into the image of He. 
Watch this. 

985
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:40,720
I know that the king of Egypt 
won't let you go unless forced 

986
01:07:40,720 --> 01:07:42,600
to. 
OK, Let's land this plane. 

987
01:07:42,600 --> 01:07:42,840
Here. 
You. 

988
01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:43,640
There you go. 
EJ. 

989
01:07:44,480 --> 01:07:47,360
Let's land this plane. 
I know that the Kingdom, the 

990
01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:49,960
king of Egypt won't let you go 
unless forced to. 

991
01:07:53,680 --> 01:07:55,920
That's an underline right there.
Unless forced to. 

992
01:07:57,760 --> 01:07:59,880
This is how I know. 
JT, We're in the seat there. 

993
01:07:59,880 --> 01:08:00,800
Are you ready? 
Ready. 

994
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:05,240
Ready for this Lily, stop 
thinking that your life, you 

995
01:08:05,240 --> 01:08:10,720
you, you, you so powerful that 
you messing stuff up ready 

996
01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:15,200
there, there. 
There are some forces that's 

997
01:08:15,200 --> 01:08:19,800
holding on to your bloodline 
that if God don't deal with 

998
01:08:19,800 --> 01:08:24,920
them, they won't be dealt with. 
So so so stop thinking of 

999
01:08:24,920 --> 01:08:28,760
yourself. 
So there is some there is some 

1000
01:08:28,760 --> 01:08:33,840
forces you've inherited but but 
but for a few of y'all the 

1001
01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:37,080
battles you've been dealing with
is inherited battles. 

1002
01:08:39,359 --> 01:08:42,760
You just got caught up in a 
bloodline of some mess. 

1003
01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:46,800
This is where we at. 
I'm trying to bring some clarity

1004
01:08:46,800 --> 01:08:50,160
to you because in this season 
you trying to wrestle and you 

1005
01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:53,279
trying to fight the current you 
going to mess some stuff up. 

1006
01:08:53,800 --> 01:08:56,560
This is the season where the 
Lord just says show up and 

1007
01:08:56,560 --> 01:09:00,520
worship. 
Watch it unless forced to. 

1008
01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:04,560
So I'll intervene and hit Egypt 
where it hurts. 

1009
01:09:06,920 --> 01:09:08,800
This is not only recompense 
season. 

1010
01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:11,880
This is this. 
This is vengeance season. 

1011
01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:15,359
This is this is the right, 
right. 

1012
01:09:15,359 --> 01:09:19,960
Understandable. 
Oh, my miracles will send them 

1013
01:09:19,960 --> 01:09:20,720
reeling. 
Here it is. 

1014
01:09:20,720 --> 01:09:23,359
I saw this today, he said in 
another translation. 

1015
01:09:23,359 --> 01:09:26,399
He said my wonders. 
Oh, he wasn't talking about 

1016
01:09:26,399 --> 01:09:30,160
healing Moses. 
He wasn't talking about healing 

1017
01:09:30,399 --> 01:09:32,319
Israel. 
It's the children of Israel. 

1018
01:09:33,040 --> 01:09:36,880
He said the plagues was a 
miracle. 

1019
01:09:43,670 --> 01:09:46,710
Yeah, E Hastings ain't going to 
get cleaned up until the miracle

1020
01:09:46,990 --> 01:09:51,950
of principalities get pushed 
back, right? 

1021
01:09:51,950 --> 01:09:54,870
Those are forces that them 
people are uncapable of fight 

1022
01:09:54,870 --> 01:09:56,030
like. 
Like it can't happen. 

1023
01:09:56,550 --> 01:10:00,440
Us feet handing out sandwiches 
ain't going to break chains, so 

1024
01:10:00,440 --> 01:10:04,480
we need to feed people. 
At the same time, there needs to

1025
01:10:04,480 --> 01:10:09,640
be a people that is contending 
and warring in the heavens 

1026
01:10:11,240 --> 01:10:14,240
because there's some battles 
that's just not as mere almost. 

1027
01:10:14,240 --> 01:10:16,560
Stop cussing. 
You ready? 

1028
01:10:16,560 --> 01:10:18,360
This ain't a renewing your mind 
battle. 

1029
01:10:22,240 --> 01:10:26,160
This is a letting go and let God
battle some of y'all. 

1030
01:10:26,160 --> 01:10:28,840
Your biggest, your biggest 
wrestle in this season is you 

1031
01:10:28,840 --> 01:10:32,240
letting go and trust in God. 
It's a trust issue, not a chain 

1032
01:10:32,240 --> 01:10:39,440
issue. 
So he says after which they'll 

1033
01:10:39,440 --> 01:10:43,240
be glad to send you off. 
Watch this. 

1034
01:10:43,320 --> 01:10:45,040
I love these words. 
I'll see to it. 

1035
01:10:46,800 --> 01:10:48,520
I'll see to it. 
God said I'll see you see. 

1036
01:10:48,680 --> 01:10:52,560
So when somebody say I'll see to
it, no, no, no, when somebody's 

1037
01:10:52,680 --> 01:10:54,680
like sometime I'm here and 
there's a few people here and 

1038
01:10:54,680 --> 01:10:57,360
they will ask the question who's
locking up elders? 

1039
01:10:57,360 --> 01:11:00,080
They'd be like, we got it. 
In other words, I'll see to it. 

1040
01:11:01,120 --> 01:11:03,760
Well, if somebody say I'll see 
to it, I don't need to see to 

1041
01:11:03,760 --> 01:11:06,360
it. 
And that's been some of y'all 

1042
01:11:06,360 --> 01:11:07,920
probably you've been trying to 
see to it. 

1043
01:11:08,120 --> 01:11:09,400
Here's the season. 
Be free. 

1044
01:11:09,400 --> 01:11:13,360
God's about to see to it. 
OK, God's about to see to it. 

1045
01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:15,320
God's about to see to it with 
your wife. 

1046
01:11:15,320 --> 01:11:16,880
He's about to see to it with 
your husband. 

1047
01:11:17,080 --> 01:11:18,720
He's about to see to it with 
your finance. 

1048
01:11:18,720 --> 01:11:20,160
He's about to see to it with 
your kids. 

1049
01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:22,360
He's about to see to it with 
that contract. 

1050
01:11:22,480 --> 01:11:28,600
He is about to see to it that 
this people get a hearty send 

1051
01:11:28,600 --> 01:11:32,760
off by the Egyptians. 
When you leave, you won't leave 

1052
01:11:32,760 --> 01:11:35,000
empty handed when you come out 
of this season. 

1053
01:11:35,880 --> 01:11:38,000
This ain't a season where it's 
about to change. 

1054
01:11:38,000 --> 01:11:43,400
Just breaking. 
Do you bout to walk out of this 

1055
01:11:43,400 --> 01:11:48,800
prison cell with with a harvest 
of strength, a harvest of hope, 

1056
01:11:49,600 --> 01:11:53,360
a heart like like like a heart 
forget the harvest of abundance 

1057
01:11:53,360 --> 01:11:56,560
and this and that. 
No, a harvest of faith, a heart.

1058
01:11:56,720 --> 01:12:00,440
You bout to walk out with a 
harvest of wisdom because the 

1059
01:12:00,440 --> 01:12:03,600
goal in this season is to never 
go back. 

1060
01:12:05,400 --> 01:12:09,280
Each woman will ask the 
neighbor, watch it and any guest

1061
01:12:09,280 --> 01:12:12,640
in her house for objects of 
silver and gold and jewelry and 

1062
01:12:12,640 --> 01:12:14,520
extra clothes. 
I want you to see this. 

1063
01:12:17,040 --> 01:12:19,800
There's promise in Egypt. 
There's harvest in Egypt. 

1064
01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:22,400
Don't just think Egypt is all 
about bondage. 

1065
01:12:26,560 --> 01:12:28,960
You better be glad you didn't 
kill yourself. 

1066
01:12:29,920 --> 01:12:32,160
You didn't turn to the bottle. 
You still here? 

1067
01:12:32,280 --> 01:12:35,200
I'm still, I'm still in the land
of the living, although I'm in 

1068
01:12:35,200 --> 01:12:37,360
the land of Egypt like I'm still
alive. 

1069
01:12:37,360 --> 01:12:40,560
I still got a chance. 
I'm still here. 

1070
01:12:40,720 --> 01:12:46,920
And God is making sure that my 
stewardship over the oppressor, 

1071
01:12:49,560 --> 01:12:55,160
it's not just being faithful 
over what God gives you, it's 

1072
01:12:55,160 --> 01:12:58,720
also being faithful over what 
you got caught up in. 

1073
01:13:01,360 --> 01:13:08,400
They labored 400 some years. 
They was faithful here to forget

1074
01:13:08,400 --> 01:13:10,680
the Egyptians. 
They were faithful over another 

1075
01:13:10,680 --> 01:13:14,840
man's. 
And he says, y'all not about to 

1076
01:13:14,840 --> 01:13:18,080
leave this land that you labored
in empty handed. 

1077
01:13:22,600 --> 01:13:25,560
You'll put these silk, the 
silver and gold and extra 

1078
01:13:25,560 --> 01:13:27,240
clothes on your sons and 
daughters. 

1079
01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:29,920
Oh, you'll clean the Egyptians 
out. 

1080
01:13:30,680 --> 01:13:32,840
Oh, the the oppressor got to 
pay. 

1081
01:13:33,520 --> 01:13:35,040
You didn't mess with the wrong 
family. 

1082
01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:36,560
You didn't mess with the wrong 
church. 

1083
01:13:36,800 --> 01:13:38,160
You didn't mess with the wrong 
man. 

1084
01:13:38,160 --> 01:13:39,720
You didn't mess with the wrong 
son. 

1085
01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:42,000
You didn't mess with the wrong 
one. 

1086
01:13:44,040 --> 01:13:45,600
Here it is. 
You need a word like this. 

1087
01:13:45,760 --> 01:13:48,200
And he can repeat this because 
in Genesis 15, this was a 

1088
01:13:48,200 --> 01:13:50,320
promise he gave Abraham. 
God will see to it. 

1089
01:13:50,320 --> 01:13:55,440
Watch it now, see the Abraham 
notice your descendants will 

1090
01:13:55,440 --> 01:13:58,520
live in as outsiders in a land 
not theirs. 

1091
01:13:58,520 --> 01:14:01,920
They'll be enslaved and beaten 
down for 400 years. 

1092
01:14:02,160 --> 01:14:05,040
Then I'll punish their slaves. 
Slave masters. 

1093
01:14:05,760 --> 01:14:09,200
Your offsprings will March out 
of there loaded with plunder. 

1094
01:14:10,000 --> 01:14:13,840
See what what's on the line. 
JT is not just what God told you

1095
01:14:13,840 --> 01:14:18,440
is what he told your great 
grandmama, is what he told you. 

1096
01:14:18,440 --> 01:14:24,800
Daddy, we're not about to just 
walk into any harvest. 

1097
01:14:25,560 --> 01:14:28,640
This is something that God has 
been promised and He's been 

1098
01:14:28,640 --> 01:14:32,240
looking for a generation to 
bring it into. 

1099
01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:35,600
I'm here to tell somebody. 
You are situated for 

1100
01:14:35,600 --> 01:14:37,520
generational harvest. 
You are sick. 

1101
01:14:37,800 --> 01:14:41,800
You got enough revelation. 
You got the right people around 

1102
01:14:41,800 --> 01:14:45,080
you. 
God has been waiting for you, 

1103
01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:51,480
said this, this, here you go, 
that Exodus 12, watch this. 

1104
01:14:51,480 --> 01:14:52,680
And here's the promise coming to
pass. 

1105
01:14:52,680 --> 01:14:56,800
This Israelites had already done
what Moses had told them. 

1106
01:14:56,800 --> 01:15:01,840
So they had asked the Egyptians 
for silver and gold things and 

1107
01:15:01,840 --> 01:15:05,160
clothing. 
And God saw to it, God saw to 

1108
01:15:05,160 --> 01:15:08,800
it. 
God saw to it that the Egyptians

1109
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:12,800
like the people. 
And so he made their enemies be 

1110
01:15:12,800 --> 01:15:16,760
at peace with them. 
So he readily gave them what 

1111
01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:18,720
they asked for. 
Oh yes, they picked those 

1112
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:21,000
Egyptians clean. 
Look at God talking smack. 

1113
01:15:22,840 --> 01:15:25,120
I'm taking back what the devil, 
the devil thought he was. 

1114
01:15:25,120 --> 01:15:27,320
No, no, no, no. 
This is back pay. 

1115
01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:29,960
It's back pay. 
It's back pay. 

1116
01:15:30,240 --> 01:15:32,280
And that's why we can't we. 
This is back pay. 

1117
01:15:32,640 --> 01:15:35,040
Now this is what you got to do. 
You got to be bold enough. 

1118
01:15:35,840 --> 01:15:39,480
God, watch this. 
God said ask the oppressors. 

1119
01:15:39,480 --> 01:15:45,480
Although you made friends in the
oppressors land, ask them for 

1120
01:15:45,480 --> 01:15:50,760
some silver and gold. 
It is. 

1121
01:15:50,840 --> 01:15:57,480
It's not unbiblical to say this 
season that I've been in that I 

1122
01:15:57,480 --> 01:16:04,000
don't pull something out of it. 
Come on, come on. 

1123
01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:08,000
Why is God asking me to make a 
memorial in this place where I 

1124
01:16:08,000 --> 01:16:13,160
almost died? 
Why is God saying build a 

1125
01:16:13,160 --> 01:16:16,240
memorial in this place where I 
wanted to kill myself? 

1126
01:16:23,840 --> 01:16:28,480
This is for somebody. 
God is applying pressure on your

1127
01:16:28,480 --> 01:16:34,920
oppressor. 
This harvest will have God's 

1128
01:16:34,920 --> 01:16:40,840
name all over it. 
I want you to hear it. 

1129
01:16:41,080 --> 01:16:45,280
The power of the release in this
season is stronger than the 

1130
01:16:45,280 --> 01:16:49,960
power of bondage of the bondage 
ready. 

1131
01:16:50,080 --> 01:16:55,080
You're serving while in bondage 
prepared you to survive while in

1132
01:16:55,080 --> 01:17:03,120
transition. 
You're serving while in bondage 

1133
01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:06,640
prepared you to survive while 
entering. 

1134
01:17:06,640 --> 01:17:08,040
You see it? 
Egypt. 

1135
01:17:08,760 --> 01:17:16,760
Wilderness we even got to 
promise Your faithfulness here 

1136
01:17:19,040 --> 01:17:22,960
gave you skin in the game. 
So while I take you in this long

1137
01:17:22,960 --> 01:17:29,400
route through the wilderness, in
transition, you can make it. 

1138
01:17:32,920 --> 01:17:38,320
Your stewardship while in 
bondage prepared you to be 

1139
01:17:38,320 --> 01:17:43,360
shareholders in the promise. 
By the time you walk in this 

1140
01:17:43,360 --> 01:17:44,680
man, it ain't going to be no 
doubt. 

1141
01:17:44,680 --> 01:17:47,240
This is mines. 
It's not something that's going 

1142
01:17:47,240 --> 01:17:48,760
to come in my just through my 
hands. 

1143
01:17:48,760 --> 01:17:51,800
This is going to be a harvest 
that stays in my bloodline till 

1144
01:17:51,880 --> 01:17:56,880
Jesus come back. 
The wild is a place of 

1145
01:17:56,880 --> 01:18:02,440
transition. 
I'm going from captivity to 

1146
01:18:02,440 --> 01:18:07,280
adventure. 
Yeah, I can see color again. 

1147
01:18:09,360 --> 01:18:13,120
The wilderness is adventure. 
I was in bondage when I was in 

1148
01:18:13,120 --> 01:18:14,240
the club. 
Like that's real. 

1149
01:18:14,400 --> 01:18:17,120
But now I'm going on this ride, 
this love quest. 

1150
01:18:17,240 --> 01:18:18,280
Here it is. 
Watch this. 

1151
01:18:18,280 --> 01:18:20,880
This going to help somebody. 
Maybe one person, maybe 2, maybe

1152
01:18:20,880 --> 01:18:23,360
5. 
But burnout occurs when 

1153
01:18:23,360 --> 01:18:28,960
adventure ends, when you start 
walking with God through the 

1154
01:18:29,280 --> 01:18:31,760
through the wilderness and 
through the through the valleys 

1155
01:18:31,760 --> 01:18:34,400
of the shack, when you just 
start walking with God on this 

1156
01:18:34,400 --> 01:18:37,840
love quest, on this ride. 
That's where burnout ends. 

1157
01:18:37,840 --> 01:18:42,440
There is joy in the yes, famine.
But God said he bringing me 

1158
01:18:42,440 --> 01:18:46,160
through the famine. 
God said so in that dry land, 

1159
01:18:49,280 --> 01:18:53,880
hang in there, somebody. 
I know it's heavy. 

1160
01:18:54,280 --> 01:18:58,080
I know it's hard, but I want to.
I'm challenging you. 

1161
01:18:58,080 --> 01:19:01,320
And now here's what I'm going to
do. 

1162
01:19:01,440 --> 01:19:05,800
God speaks. 
I'm going to start all over 

1163
01:19:06,000 --> 01:19:07,680
again. 
Watch this, watch this. 

1164
01:19:07,680 --> 01:19:10,320
I love this. 
I'm taking. 

1165
01:19:10,320 --> 01:19:14,320
Here's how God hears God's plan 
to start all over again. 

1166
01:19:14,920 --> 01:19:19,480
I'm taking her, the bride, his 
children, you, me, us. 

1167
01:19:19,920 --> 01:19:25,760
I'm taking them back out into 
the wilderness where we had our 

1168
01:19:25,760 --> 01:19:32,040
first date. 
You met God in the wilderness. 

1169
01:19:35,880 --> 01:19:42,000
Where was you when he found you?
You was Wilding out when he 

1170
01:19:42,000 --> 01:19:45,840
found you. 
So He's like the way you 

1171
01:19:45,840 --> 01:19:50,480
responded to me, where I found 
you, I'm taking you back there. 

1172
01:19:50,480 --> 01:19:53,480
That's why you've been getting 
stripped down to the first 

1173
01:19:53,480 --> 01:19:54,240
encounter. 
God. 

1174
01:19:54,440 --> 01:20:02,640
God desires how wide eyed and 
mystified may we be, just like a

1175
01:20:02,640 --> 01:20:04,920
child. 
Remember that day? 

1176
01:20:07,920 --> 01:20:13,640
Like, are we going to go back 
where we first met when you were

1177
01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:17,360
in awe, and me before you got 
kids, before you got that job? 

1178
01:20:18,880 --> 01:20:22,280
Before you discovered you was 
talented and anointed, before 

1179
01:20:22,280 --> 01:20:27,240
you got a position at a church, 
before you got hair on your legs

1180
01:20:27,240 --> 01:20:30,120
and before you got a mustache, 
before you got all cute, before 

1181
01:20:30,120 --> 01:20:32,600
you got your 6 pack. 
I'm on, Let's go back there. 

1182
01:20:34,840 --> 01:20:36,560
I loved you when you had love 
handles. 

1183
01:20:36,600 --> 01:20:42,600
I you know what I'm saying? 
I just, I just, he said. 

1184
01:20:42,600 --> 01:20:48,240
I'll court her. 
I'll give her bouquets of roses.

1185
01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:52,640
I'll turn Heartbreak Valley into
acres of hope. 

1186
01:20:54,920 --> 01:21:00,720
She'll respond like she did as a
young girl. 

1187
01:21:01,320 --> 01:21:08,280
Here's going to be the test for 
you when you get to the other 

1188
01:21:08,280 --> 01:21:13,760
side of this season. 
Can you still delight in Him? 

1189
01:21:17,800 --> 01:21:20,400
Am I right or wrong? 
EJ The Bible, one of his. 

1190
01:21:20,480 --> 01:21:23,320
I think one of the Father's 
biggest concerns echoed 

1191
01:21:23,320 --> 01:21:27,360
throughout the the Old Testament
and throughout the Bible is when

1192
01:21:27,360 --> 01:21:32,680
you get there, just don't forget
me, Remember Me. 

1193
01:21:34,600 --> 01:21:36,720
You don't have to keep going 
back. 

1194
01:21:38,200 --> 01:21:44,240
Just keep Him in remembrance. 
The part of tithe, the part of 

1195
01:21:44,240 --> 01:21:47,920
giving, the part of coming to 
church, part of witnessing, it's

1196
01:21:47,960 --> 01:21:51,120
just keeping God in the center 
of it all. 

1197
01:21:57,820 --> 01:22:03,460
She'll respond like she did. 
The God of the Hebrews sent me 

1198
01:22:03,460 --> 01:22:07,940
to you with these, this message.
Watch it. 

1199
01:22:08,380 --> 01:22:13,700
Here he is. 
Why did he give them silver and 

1200
01:22:13,700 --> 01:22:19,000
gold in Egypt before he took 
them through the wilderness? 

1201
01:22:19,840 --> 01:22:23,800
The wilderness is all about your
worship. 

1202
01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:31,800
The wilderness is not about your
provision. 

1203
01:22:36,560 --> 01:22:41,600
See that three times 
back-to-back Release my people. 

1204
01:22:41,800 --> 01:22:43,840
Here's why. 
So they can worship me. 

1205
01:22:44,600 --> 01:22:47,800
We're in the wilderness. 
Here it is, Chapter 8. 

1206
01:22:48,120 --> 01:22:50,760
Release my people so that they 
can worship me. 

1207
01:22:51,440 --> 01:22:54,800
And if you refuse Pharaoh to 
release them, I'm warning you, 

1208
01:22:54,800 --> 01:22:57,000
I'll hit the whole country with 
frogs. 

1209
01:23:01,360 --> 01:23:03,720
Release my people so they can 
worship me again. 

1210
01:23:04,560 --> 01:23:08,400
And if you refuse, watch it to 
release them and continue to 

1211
01:23:08,400 --> 01:23:11,560
hold on to them. 
I'm giving you fair warning. 

1212
01:23:15,000 --> 01:23:18,760
I got that kind of confidence in
this season when I was when I 

1213
01:23:18,760 --> 01:23:21,280
was when I was reading this, 
y'all, I was thinking about next

1214
01:23:21,280 --> 01:23:22,880
door. 
I was thinking about the, the, 

1215
01:23:23,080 --> 01:23:25,960
the, the, the provision the 
enemy might have his hands on. 

1216
01:23:27,240 --> 01:23:29,280
I was thinking about that 
philistine spirit that's 

1217
01:23:29,280 --> 01:23:33,960
covering up the whales. 
And I just kind of got AI just 

1218
01:23:33,960 --> 01:23:36,040
took my father's words and put 
them in my mouth. 

1219
01:23:36,040 --> 01:23:38,440
And I'm giving you fair warning,
enemy over these next few 

1220
01:23:38,440 --> 01:23:40,480
months, you better take your 
hands on because if you don't 

1221
01:23:40,480 --> 01:23:43,040
release here it is. 
If you don't release my 

1222
01:23:43,080 --> 01:23:47,800
children, if you don't release 
my marriage, that kind of faith,

1223
01:23:48,520 --> 01:23:51,840
that kind of off about your 
prayer life, it it's not about 

1224
01:23:51,840 --> 01:23:54,200
Lord, take the thorn out, it's 
devil. 

1225
01:23:54,200 --> 01:23:58,200
If you don't let it go, you 
going to pay for messing with my

1226
01:23:58,200 --> 01:24:03,840
family? 
Ah, come on, you don't take your

1227
01:24:03,840 --> 01:24:06,440
money off my finer, You don't 
take your money off my children.

1228
01:24:06,440 --> 01:24:08,880
You don't take your money off 
our building permits. 

1229
01:24:08,880 --> 01:24:12,280
You don't take your money off of
this strategy, this business God

1230
01:24:12,280 --> 01:24:14,480
gave me. 
If you that, that you got to 

1231
01:24:14,480 --> 01:24:19,480
come to that point because God's
at that point for you. 

1232
01:24:25,720 --> 01:24:32,280
I'll give you 2 things you could
chew on this week and remember 

1233
01:24:32,280 --> 01:24:35,280
we're just passing through. 
But what? 

1234
01:24:35,280 --> 01:24:41,320
The wilderness, the wild, the 
struggle, the press is for 

1235
01:24:41,360 --> 01:24:44,960
number one in the wilderness it 
is. 

1236
01:24:44,960 --> 01:24:54,000
So God is to reveal himself. 
You're saying about your stuff. 

1237
01:24:56,760 --> 01:25:06,960
God is trying to reveal himself 
#2 in the wilderness, God is 

1238
01:25:06,960 --> 01:25:13,760
trying to revive you. 
The wilderness is all about 

1239
01:25:13,760 --> 01:25:19,600
revival. 
Promise is on the other side of 

1240
01:25:19,600 --> 01:25:29,280
revival. 
To reveal himself #2 to revive 

1241
01:25:29,280 --> 01:25:33,800
you #3 is to restore what has 
been stolen. 

1242
01:25:40,920 --> 01:25:41,920
What is that song we used to 
sing? 

1243
01:25:41,920 --> 01:25:43,000
I think about Danny all the 
time. 

1244
01:25:43,000 --> 01:25:45,720
I just remembered we used to 
stand on the I mean, well, we 

1245
01:25:45,720 --> 01:25:47,880
out of there anyway. 
Used to stand on the pews at 

1246
01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:57,840
Strapcona. 
We just keep it tender. 

1247
01:25:58,040 --> 01:26:02,440
Yeah, one more. 
Restore what has been stolen. 

1248
01:26:03,440 --> 01:26:16,640
Speak peace to every storm. 
It is to restore the wilderness 

1249
01:26:16,640 --> 01:26:19,080
he's restoring. 
So watch this, watch this, bring

1250
01:26:19,080 --> 01:26:23,600
it down, watch this. 
They've been captive for 400 

1251
01:26:23,600 --> 01:26:29,520
years, 40 some years you don't 
think you actually need. 

1252
01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:33,560
If we would have took the short 
route, there's some stuff that 

1253
01:26:33,560 --> 01:26:37,520
wouldn't have been renewed. 
You're just trying to get to 

1254
01:26:37,520 --> 01:26:39,640
destinations. 
You ain't trying to see what the

1255
01:26:39,640 --> 01:26:42,240
process is doing in you. 
So when you get to the 

1256
01:26:42,240 --> 01:26:44,200
destination, what's going to be 
out of you? 

1257
01:26:44,200 --> 01:26:46,480
Because if you don't go through 
the wilderness, then Egypt going

1258
01:26:46,480 --> 01:26:51,960
to be with you in the promise. 
The wilderness is to cleanse me.

1259
01:26:52,080 --> 01:26:55,600
I've been in this stinky bondage
for 400 something years. 

1260
01:26:55,840 --> 01:26:59,280
You don't think we need some 
time, right? 

1261
01:26:59,480 --> 01:27:02,120
I've been raised in this family 
to think a certain way. 

1262
01:27:02,120 --> 01:27:05,120
You don't think before I have 
kids I need to get this Egypt 

1263
01:27:05,120 --> 01:27:10,000
out of me tell you I just want 
to have kids? 

1264
01:27:10,000 --> 01:27:13,880
No, Can you get what you was 
raised up in out of you before 

1265
01:27:13,880 --> 01:27:24,760
you go bring kids into it #4 the
wilderness is about renewing 

1266
01:27:24,760 --> 01:27:32,240
covenant. 
He loves us, don't play it but 

1267
01:27:32,240 --> 01:27:35,760
he loves us. 
Oh how he loves us like he loves

1268
01:27:35,800 --> 01:27:41,240
us like and if you get in and 
understand real love it take 

1269
01:27:41,240 --> 01:27:47,320
time. 
Take your time like real love 

1270
01:27:47,320 --> 01:27:49,200
take time. 
Y'all just fall in love? 

1271
01:27:49,240 --> 01:27:57,440
No, some of the greatest 
marriage stories we hear was 

1272
01:27:57,440 --> 01:27:59,480
just like man, we were just 
friends and we looked at each 

1273
01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:04,680
other one day and was like, yo, 
you think of you think of what 

1274
01:28:04,680 --> 01:28:07,640
I'm thinking? 
Oh, you normally like the good 

1275
01:28:07,640 --> 01:28:09,760
stuff. 
Ain't just like hey, you 

1276
01:28:09,760 --> 01:28:13,320
attractive we should go out you 
fine. 

1277
01:28:14,560 --> 01:28:20,120
Like we got stuff in common. 
Like right now, we both just got

1278
01:28:20,120 --> 01:28:22,120
out of relationship. 
We both broke in. 

1279
01:28:22,120 --> 01:28:27,720
We both like ice cream. 
We both we both what? 

1280
01:28:30,320 --> 01:28:33,960
It ain't just like man, I'm I'm 
a friend of God. 

1281
01:28:33,960 --> 01:28:37,360
Like I see you when I see you. 
Oh, like what's up? 

1282
01:28:37,520 --> 01:28:41,920
OK, We it's just like, what's 
the what's this? 

1283
01:28:43,080 --> 01:28:47,120
You don't even like God's trying
to renew some stuff and he 

1284
01:28:47,120 --> 01:28:51,400
trying to get Egypt out of you. 
And as much as you don't want to

1285
01:28:51,400 --> 01:28:55,280
be a cheat like a parent was, if
you ain't careful and don't deal

1286
01:28:55,280 --> 01:28:59,200
with your pain from family 
brokenness, then you don't 

1287
01:28:59,200 --> 01:29:01,960
understand what will be 
activated in your marriage, 

1288
01:29:04,280 --> 01:29:06,600
right? 
Some stuff stays dormant until 

1289
01:29:06,600 --> 01:29:09,400
it gets in the proper atmosphere
to be activated. 

1290
01:29:11,080 --> 01:29:12,800
So no, it wasn't just your 
mama's self. 

1291
01:29:12,800 --> 01:29:14,200
It wasn't just your daddy's 
stuff. 

1292
01:29:14,360 --> 01:29:17,600
It's in the bloodline. 
And if you don't do the work to 

1293
01:29:17,600 --> 01:29:29,560
forgive those that hurt you #5 
the wilderness is to release you

1294
01:29:30,520 --> 01:29:36,600
from the old, right? 
How many times, EJ? 

1295
01:29:36,800 --> 01:29:39,240
What's that like? 
We might as well just go back. 

1296
01:29:42,120 --> 01:29:43,760
What do you mean there? 
There's got to be another 

1297
01:29:43,760 --> 01:29:52,040
option. 
Why was it so easy for them to 

1298
01:29:52,040 --> 01:29:56,240
think about going back? 
Because Egypt was still in them.

1299
01:29:57,760 --> 01:30:00,600
They were still, you might be 
out of Egypt, but you still in 

1300
01:30:00,600 --> 01:30:08,960
covenant with Egypt. 
That's them soul ties, but you 

1301
01:30:08,960 --> 01:30:11,880
want to know why God's like 
fighting for your singleness and

1302
01:30:11,880 --> 01:30:13,400
you think people just trying to 
keep you. 

1303
01:30:13,680 --> 01:30:17,000
You need to somehow that's just 
the whack, like the weird life 

1304
01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:19,520
that boy, you better understand 
how free you is. 

1305
01:30:21,640 --> 01:30:25,920
It's just it's just like, no, 
when I when I man, I'm trying 

1306
01:30:25,920 --> 01:30:27,440
to. 
I don't know why I'm always man 

1307
01:30:27,440 --> 01:30:30,720
when I step to the if I could do
certain things over again. 

1308
01:30:30,720 --> 01:30:35,240
Like I wish I could have 
presented Julia a better man at 

1309
01:30:35,240 --> 01:30:37,360
the altar. 
A healed man. 

1310
01:30:37,360 --> 01:30:40,400
So for five years I wasn't 
giving her my bondage and 

1311
01:30:40,400 --> 01:30:46,920
expecting her to be my savior 
because quite frankly, it wasn't

1312
01:30:46,920 --> 01:30:49,440
her fault. 
But the moment I got in the role

1313
01:30:49,440 --> 01:30:53,840
of trying to be her man, it 
exposed how jacked up I was. 

1314
01:30:57,080 --> 01:30:59,920
And God don't need you to date 
to see how jacked up you are. 

1315
01:31:12,280 --> 01:31:14,400
I just believe that God is 
trying to find some people 

1316
01:31:14,400 --> 01:31:18,440
willing to just sometimes you 
got to go without what your 

1317
01:31:18,440 --> 01:31:23,040
peers and your family had so you
can clean the bloodline. 

1318
01:31:25,160 --> 01:31:27,640
So you want to get you ready, 
You want to get abortion out of 

1319
01:31:27,640 --> 01:31:29,880
your bloodline. 
Maybe you just need to not have 

1320
01:31:29,880 --> 01:31:32,360
sex and make that vow for your 
bloodline. 

1321
01:31:35,160 --> 01:31:37,360
Maybe. 
Maybe you want to get alcoholism

1322
01:31:37,360 --> 01:31:39,280
out of your bloodline. 
Maybe you got to be the person 

1323
01:31:39,280 --> 01:31:43,000
that don't have no drinks, not 
even a sip. 

1324
01:31:45,440 --> 01:31:48,000
Oh, all of a sudden you, the 
manager, you don't drink as bad 

1325
01:31:48,000 --> 01:31:49,480
as your daddy did. 
So all is. 

1326
01:31:49,600 --> 01:31:55,040
Yeah, but your son might. 
Every generation has 

1327
01:31:55,040 --> 01:32:08,640
generational responsibilities. 
What Moses told the people I am 

1328
01:32:08,640 --> 01:32:16,000
led to tell you today, don't be 
afraid, stand firm, watch God do

1329
01:32:16,000 --> 01:32:18,840
his work of salvation for you 
today. 

1330
01:32:20,360 --> 01:32:22,400
This is the part you got to be 
excited about. 

1331
01:32:22,920 --> 01:32:27,680
Take a good look and you I have 
been feeling this thing. 

1332
01:32:27,680 --> 01:32:30,080
I've been walking with the elder
snooze and stuff and and, and 

1333
01:32:30,080 --> 01:32:36,680
I'm like for the first time in 
my life, I'm not running from my

1334
01:32:36,680 --> 01:32:40,400
insufficiency. 
I'm not running from my lack. 

1335
01:32:40,400 --> 01:32:44,600
I'm not running from, from, 
from, from because God is so 

1336
01:32:44,600 --> 01:32:47,320
crafty because he's like, I 
can't run because I got other 

1337
01:32:47,320 --> 01:32:51,480
people counting on my stand 
before I can run for self 

1338
01:32:51,480 --> 01:32:52,960
because it was just a single 
decision. 

1339
01:32:52,960 --> 01:32:55,520
It was just going to affect me. 
But man, there's there. 

1340
01:32:55,520 --> 01:32:59,600
I'm finally looking at it, I'm 
finally feeling exposed how how 

1341
01:32:59,600 --> 01:33:02,760
it feels to be exposed, how it 
feels to have conversations, to 

1342
01:33:02,760 --> 01:33:04,760
be like I don't have it, how it 
feel. 

1343
01:33:04,760 --> 01:33:07,120
I can't provide it, I can't give
you this. 

1344
01:33:07,120 --> 01:33:10,040
I can't like it. 
But but God says look at what he

1345
01:33:10,040 --> 01:33:12,840
told them. 
Take a good look. 

1346
01:33:16,160 --> 01:33:19,760
I don't think God wanted them to
be afraid standing at the at the

1347
01:33:19,760 --> 01:33:23,640
ocean, at the Red Sea, looking. 
I think he wanted them to turn 

1348
01:33:23,640 --> 01:33:28,720
around and look at the Egyptians
so he they can just say bye. 

1349
01:33:29,760 --> 01:33:32,880
I don't don't, don't be afraid 
'cause they they coming at you. 

1350
01:33:33,280 --> 01:33:35,880
Don't be afraid when God says 
look at the lack. 

1351
01:33:35,920 --> 01:33:37,600
Look at look at your bank 
account. 

1352
01:33:39,560 --> 01:33:43,240
Look at your jacked up kids. 
No, no, no, don't. 

1353
01:33:43,240 --> 01:33:48,360
Here it is. 
Don't disown your child because 

1354
01:33:48,360 --> 01:33:50,440
they chose to walk a homosexual 
life. 

1355
01:33:51,960 --> 01:33:53,240
Oh, did he just go there? 
Yeah. 

1356
01:33:54,760 --> 01:33:57,640
See, because what we want to do 
is take our eyes off of it till 

1357
01:33:57,640 --> 01:34:04,240
it appears the way we want it. 
Don't, Don't, don't, don't. 

1358
01:34:04,360 --> 01:34:05,440
No. 
Look at it. 

1359
01:34:05,440 --> 01:34:07,800
Feel it. 
What does the embarrassment feel

1360
01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:08,480
like? 
What? 

1361
01:34:08,480 --> 01:34:10,880
Don't run from it. 
Don't try to put no fig leaves 

1362
01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:11,920
on. 
Feel it. 

1363
01:34:11,920 --> 01:34:22,640
Look at it today. 
Not to idle it, idolize it. 

1364
01:34:23,320 --> 01:34:25,240
Look at the condition of your 
marriage today. 

1365
01:34:26,360 --> 01:34:29,400
There's a time I made a decision
in my marriage and I like I 

1366
01:34:29,400 --> 01:34:35,080
couldn't get to better until I 
felt how bad it was minus the 

1367
01:34:35,080 --> 01:34:41,640
temptation to run from it. 
Because what happens is, is when

1368
01:34:41,640 --> 01:34:44,600
you look at it, there's 
something that God does on the 

1369
01:34:44,600 --> 01:34:49,600
inside that gives you the power 
to take ownership and be willing

1370
01:34:49,600 --> 01:34:53,000
to do whatever He leads you to 
do to make it right. 

1371
01:34:53,000 --> 01:34:55,680
If you want His help, you're 
going to have to do it His way. 

1372
01:34:57,400 --> 01:35:00,560
And I said, OK, I got to put the
weed down. 

1373
01:35:00,560 --> 01:35:02,920
I got to put this down. 
I got to put the way I talk 

1374
01:35:02,920 --> 01:35:04,520
down. 
I got to let go of certain 

1375
01:35:04,520 --> 01:35:06,480
friends. 
I got to let, I got to take some

1376
01:35:06,480 --> 01:35:12,680
space from certain things. 
Because without looking at it, 

1377
01:35:12,680 --> 01:35:14,880
you won't read. 
You won't get back what you 

1378
01:35:14,880 --> 01:35:21,040
need. 
What is the party seat without 

1379
01:35:21,040 --> 01:35:29,290
me looking at? 
What are you walking through 

1380
01:35:29,850 --> 01:35:32,570
that you just close your eyes 
and you hope just go away and 

1381
01:35:32,570 --> 01:35:34,850
you wake up tomorrow and you 
feel the heaviness again. 

1382
01:35:37,930 --> 01:35:40,770
What do you do when you wake up 
tomorrow and you you go to bed 

1383
01:35:40,770 --> 01:35:43,290
praying for more money in the 
bank account but you wake up and

1384
01:35:43,290 --> 01:35:45,130
it ain't none there. 
Actually, it's another bill 

1385
01:35:45,130 --> 01:35:48,800
asking for more to go out. 
What do you do when you wake up 

1386
01:35:48,800 --> 01:35:52,720
in that marriage that you, you, 
you, you, you wake up next to 

1387
01:35:52,720 --> 01:35:55,480
the person you really not liking
right now and you just like, oh,

1388
01:35:55,480 --> 01:35:57,560
how did we get here? 
What, what is what like? 

1389
01:35:57,560 --> 01:36:02,200
What is it in your life that 
today God is saying take one 

1390
01:36:02,200 --> 01:36:07,440
last look because a part of this
harvest is you'll never see it. 

1391
01:36:07,600 --> 01:36:11,080
It may be a year, it may be 3 
months, it may be one week, it 

1392
01:36:11,080 --> 01:36:14,200
may be five years, but the way 
you are, what you were 

1393
01:36:14,200 --> 01:36:21,880
experiencing today, you'll never
going to see them again. 

1394
01:36:26,520 --> 01:36:32,600
God will fight the battle for 
you. 

1395
01:36:33,720 --> 01:36:42,880
This is very important. 
Here it is, here it is and you 

1396
01:36:44,640 --> 01:36:53,080
keep your mouth shut the season 
when God says you've done, 

1397
01:36:53,240 --> 01:36:55,840
you've praised, you've 
worshiped, you've complained you

1398
01:36:56,080 --> 01:37:00,840
I've graced you to just be a 
mess in this season. 

1399
01:37:00,840 --> 01:37:03,080
Be keep your mouth shut doesn't 
mean don't say nothing. 

1400
01:37:04,400 --> 01:37:12,800
It does mean only speak life. 
Only speak what the word says. 

1401
01:37:12,800 --> 01:37:15,440
Only speak what God says about 
your situation. 

1402
01:37:16,480 --> 01:37:20,760
Leave the outcome up to Him. 
You're not going to change them 

1403
01:37:20,760 --> 01:37:22,480
by yelling at them. 
You're not going to. 

1404
01:37:22,800 --> 01:37:26,320
No, no, no. 
You can't get a another job fast

1405
01:37:26,320 --> 01:37:30,160
enough to fill the bank account 
quick enough to pay the bills 

1406
01:37:30,160 --> 01:37:35,560
you need to pay today. 
You're not going to change them 

1407
01:37:35,560 --> 01:37:39,280
as fast as you want to change. 
You might not see Daddy come to 

1408
01:37:39,280 --> 01:37:42,320
Jesus for another year. 
Keep your mouth shut. 

1409
01:37:42,560 --> 01:37:46,320
Love them. 
Speak life over it, pray over 

1410
01:37:46,320 --> 01:37:50,840
it, prophecy over it, keep 
standing, be not weary and well 

1411
01:37:50,840 --> 01:37:53,440
doing. 
Keep sowing, keep showing up, 

1412
01:37:53,680 --> 01:37:57,400
keep praising God, don't change 
your playlist, keep listening to

1413
01:37:57,400 --> 01:38:09,350
that worship song. 
You tired of God and I and this 

1414
01:38:09,350 --> 01:38:11,950
morning I just yelled out, do it
God. 

1415
01:38:21,120 --> 01:38:29,440
When God graces you to feel it, 
see it did y'all? 

1416
01:38:29,440 --> 01:38:33,120
Did y'all read the thing? 
Don't place it on the screen. 

1417
01:38:37,280 --> 01:38:39,920
Hallelujah. 
I'm sorry, Deborah. 

1418
01:38:40,520 --> 01:38:52,120
Do it, God. 
No, go ahead. 

1419
01:38:52,120 --> 01:38:54,200
You know what's crazy because I 
was about to ask y'all just go 

1420
01:38:54,200 --> 01:38:55,640
ahead and put it on the screen 
anyway. 

1421
01:38:56,800 --> 01:38:58,840
You just go ahead and put it on.
See you was led by the Lord. 

1422
01:38:58,840 --> 01:39:00,680
I was, I was, I was just 
delayed. 

1423
01:39:01,440 --> 01:39:04,920
OK, put it up there when God 
great, it might not be in full 

1424
01:39:04,920 --> 01:39:06,480
because this was a note just for
me. 

1425
01:39:06,480 --> 01:39:13,760
Hence don't place it on the 
screen, but when God race graces

1426
01:39:13,760 --> 01:39:19,360
you to fill it, He graces you to
see it, almost as if he is 

1427
01:39:19,360 --> 01:39:22,720
saying look again, fill it one 
more time. 

1428
01:39:23,560 --> 01:39:26,960
When you've seen progress but 
once again feeling pressure, 

1429
01:39:26,960 --> 01:39:29,960
you've seen momentum, but you're
hearing mocking. 

1430
01:39:29,960 --> 01:39:34,560
God is saying fill it, see it, 
taste it, because you will never

1431
01:39:34,560 --> 01:39:40,200
be down this road again. 
And then he says just stick out 

1432
01:39:40,200 --> 01:39:46,840
your rod, speak the word of God 
and let the word work for you, 

1433
01:39:48,160 --> 01:39:53,480
understand, stick it. 
He said, Moses, this don't make 

1434
01:39:53,480 --> 01:39:55,520
no sense. 
But in this I just need you've 

1435
01:39:55,520 --> 01:39:59,120
walked as far as you can walk. 
You've come to the shoreline, 

1436
01:40:00,280 --> 01:40:07,320
stick out your rod and see the 
salvation of the Lord and the 

1437
01:40:07,320 --> 01:40:15,920
Red Sea split Thousands of 
people run, walk. 

1438
01:40:17,000 --> 01:40:19,960
I can see a few people yelling 
at the Egyptians. 

1439
01:40:19,960 --> 01:40:22,680
I'm good, I'm with y'all. 
I want to go with y'all. 

1440
01:40:25,600 --> 01:40:31,040
There's some people who trusted 
God and the Egyptians pursued 

1441
01:40:31,040 --> 01:40:37,880
them. 
And for a while God will let the

1442
01:40:37,880 --> 01:40:41,840
Egyptians pursue you. 
Stay on your heels so you could 

1443
01:40:41,840 --> 01:40:47,480
keep going. 
I don't know who this word is 

1444
01:40:47,480 --> 01:40:52,920
for today, but I could tell you 
it was for me, some clear 

1445
01:40:52,920 --> 01:40:57,360
instructions for me. 
It ain't all clear. 

1446
01:40:57,360 --> 01:41:03,800
I don't got all it. 
But that's the whole point is I 

1447
01:41:03,800 --> 01:41:08,480
have clear instructions. 
I have reinforced confidence 

1448
01:41:08,480 --> 01:41:12,640
that even if I've messed up, 
even if I have made a mistake 

1449
01:41:12,640 --> 01:41:17,160
somewhere along the line in this
season, it is mistakes that God 

1450
01:41:17,160 --> 01:41:20,080
still desires to use. 
He can't use my mistakes and 

1451
01:41:20,080 --> 01:41:26,360
punish me for my mistakes. 
He's working it for good. 

1452
01:41:27,920 --> 01:41:30,120
That's why He don't need my 2 
steps back. 

1453
01:41:33,160 --> 01:41:38,880
So whoever you are today, you 
are going to lean on the Holy 

1454
01:41:38,880 --> 01:41:41,720
Spirit in this season like you 
never have before. 

1455
01:41:42,880 --> 01:41:46,600
You're going to press into your 
local church like you never have

1456
01:41:46,600 --> 01:41:48,560
before. 
You're going to soul like you 

1457
01:41:48,560 --> 01:41:51,040
never have before. 
You're going to fast like you 

1458
01:41:51,040 --> 01:41:54,560
never have before. 
Whatever it is God is saying, 

1459
01:41:54,560 --> 01:41:57,880
just me and you in the season. 
Vengeance is mines. 

1460
01:41:59,880 --> 01:42:02,960
Hand the kids over to the Lord. 
Hand the spouse over to the 

1461
01:42:02,960 --> 01:42:11,310
Lord. 
Just lift your hands right where

1462
01:42:11,310 --> 01:42:20,720
you are. 
EJI would love you if you don't 

1463
01:42:20,720 --> 01:42:30,480
mind, Sir, I would love you to 
pray into today's word because I

1464
01:42:30,480 --> 01:42:38,640
really feel like the bus is 
pulling off and there's just 

1465
01:42:38,640 --> 01:42:45,800
this, come on up, there's a. 
I get it. 

1466
01:42:45,800 --> 01:42:49,200
It's easy to be discouraged and 
a part of the wavering of the 

1467
01:42:49,200 --> 01:42:52,840
Saint, the falling away, the 
waxing, the heart waxing cold. 

1468
01:43:00,120 --> 01:43:03,520
Some of you men are really 
trying the best you know how, 

1469
01:43:04,840 --> 01:43:09,120
the best you know how. 
And I just want to encourage you

1470
01:43:09,120 --> 01:43:16,960
that that all counts. 
There is no step backwards that 

1471
01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:18,480
you've taken. 
There's no mistake. 

1472
01:43:18,480 --> 01:43:23,920
There's no slip up that is 
holding God back or holding you 

1473
01:43:23,920 --> 01:43:27,560
back. 
If anything is your thinking, 

1474
01:43:27,560 --> 01:43:30,640
it's you, you having a mind of 
condemnation and thinking that 

1475
01:43:30,840 --> 01:43:35,480
delay is punishment and delay is
not punishment. 

1476
01:43:35,480 --> 01:43:43,000
Delay is cultivation. 
Remember the Word, He's 

1477
01:43:43,000 --> 01:43:48,000
releasing it because you're 
ready and you're ready because 

1478
01:43:48,000 --> 01:43:53,560
He made you ready. 
You can be ready with flaws. 

1479
01:43:54,960 --> 01:43:56,480
I know you don't have the 
strength. 

1480
01:43:57,640 --> 01:43:59,840
Tell me you've been trying to 
find strength to forgive. 

1481
01:44:00,560 --> 01:44:03,920
No, no, no. 
Instead of trying to find 

1482
01:44:03,920 --> 01:44:07,520
strength to forgive, let the let
the love of God flood your 

1483
01:44:07,520 --> 01:44:13,360
heart. 
Love will push out bitterness. 

1484
01:44:14,720 --> 01:44:17,560
Just align your tongue with 
love. 

1485
01:44:24,020 --> 01:44:27,100
And I feel it, man. 
I feel weariness in the room If 

1486
01:44:27,300 --> 01:44:30,180
for there's a few of you that 
can admit it, man, I'm tired. 

1487
01:44:30,980 --> 01:44:32,740
I don't want to get out of bed. 
I don't. 

1488
01:44:32,900 --> 01:44:34,820
And I'm not even talking about 
depression. 

1489
01:44:35,140 --> 01:44:36,620
I'm talking about just a weary 
soul. 

1490
01:44:36,620 --> 01:44:39,880
You just tired. 
You're tired of grinding you, 

1491
01:44:40,160 --> 01:44:43,160
you just, you just like God, if 
I could just get a financial 

1492
01:44:43,160 --> 01:44:45,960
break, if I could just get a 
break, if somebody could just 

1493
01:44:45,960 --> 01:44:49,600
see me and discover me or God, 
why it seem like they're moving 

1494
01:44:49,600 --> 01:44:51,800
ahead. 
Like you just tired of trying. 

1495
01:44:51,800 --> 01:44:55,600
You're tired of people 
misunderstanding, you're tired 

1496
01:44:55,600 --> 01:44:59,680
of, of, of putting in 
applications and no one's hiring

1497
01:44:59,680 --> 01:45:00,600
you. 
You're tired. 

1498
01:45:00,760 --> 01:45:05,960
You're just tired. 
And whether you're online or 

1499
01:45:05,960 --> 01:45:11,720
you're here, man, I'm here to 
tell you that God sees your 

1500
01:45:11,720 --> 01:45:20,400
efforts. 
There's a harvest for hanging in

1501
01:45:20,400 --> 01:45:23,760
there. 
You got to hear it. 

1502
01:45:25,840 --> 01:45:28,680
This is not a season for the 
harvest of perfection. 

1503
01:45:30,120 --> 01:45:35,680
I don't know if there's a 
harvest for perfection, but man,

1504
01:45:35,680 --> 01:45:38,000
if you could just rise up and 
grab a hold. 

1505
01:45:46,150 --> 01:45:57,030
Just allow the Holy Spirit to 
blow a fresh wind in your life. 

1506
01:45:59,790 --> 01:46:04,230
Stop playing about the things 
that God stop delaying. 

1507
01:46:04,230 --> 01:46:08,350
Stop making excuses God. 
For some of you, God ain't 

1508
01:46:08,350 --> 01:46:10,830
changed his mind about what he's
asked of you. 

1509
01:46:12,240 --> 01:46:15,640
So for some of you, going deeper
is in your obedience to just 

1510
01:46:15,840 --> 01:46:18,520
walk forward in what God has 
called you to do. 

1511
01:46:20,200 --> 01:46:24,560
Some of you going deeper is just
letting it rest tomorrow. 

1512
01:46:24,560 --> 01:46:28,200
You're not about to argue. 
You don't even got no strength 

1513
01:46:28,200 --> 01:46:32,240
to argue. 
Y'all not going to see eye to 

1514
01:46:32,240 --> 01:46:36,160
eye. 
Y'all can't see period. 

1515
01:46:38,400 --> 01:46:43,680
You're not going to get them to 
understand for some of you, they

1516
01:46:43,680 --> 01:46:46,920
cannot be what you need them to 
because they were never healed 

1517
01:46:46,920 --> 01:46:50,400
before they met you. 
You were they remedy. 

1518
01:46:50,720 --> 01:46:57,080
Sorry, but now you got to lead 
the way and let God be your Lord

1519
01:46:59,440 --> 01:47:02,240
through your example. 
Watch what God does and I'm here

1520
01:47:02,240 --> 01:47:07,400
to tell some of you, you are 
going to see an accelerated 

1521
01:47:07,400 --> 01:47:12,520
breakthrough and and 
realistically, it's not a 

1522
01:47:12,520 --> 01:47:15,640
suddenly, because we're counting
the, the, the, the season that 

1523
01:47:15,640 --> 01:47:21,120
you've been just toiling in it. 
Some people is going to be like,

1524
01:47:21,120 --> 01:47:23,280
whoa, how did that turn around 
so quick? 

1525
01:47:23,520 --> 01:47:26,240
And you're going to be like, if 
you knew how long this marriage,

1526
01:47:26,240 --> 01:47:30,200
if you knew how long this lack, 
if you knew how long I've been 

1527
01:47:30,480 --> 01:47:33,080
in this situation. 
It's been five years. 

1528
01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:41,440
Your realignment will not be in 
vain this week. 

1529
01:47:41,440 --> 01:47:46,280
When you find yourself trying to
make something happen, stop. 

1530
01:47:47,240 --> 01:48:00,320
Pause. 
There's joy in The Cave. 

1531
01:48:01,920 --> 01:48:13,160
There's joy in the cell. 
There's joy in the obscurity. 

1532
01:48:13,160 --> 01:48:17,920
There is joy in the mundane. 
There is joy. 

1533
01:48:20,200 --> 01:48:25,680
There is greatness in the 
repetition of faithfulness. 

1534
01:48:26,520 --> 01:48:30,360
There is joy. 
I know it's boring. 

1535
01:48:30,360 --> 01:48:31,520
I know it's. 
Yeah, man. 

1536
01:48:31,520 --> 01:48:33,560
We keep doing the same thing and
we keep showing up. 

1537
01:48:33,560 --> 01:48:35,440
We kept man. 
There is joy. 

1538
01:48:39,560 --> 01:48:43,840
Stay the course. 
Be encouraged. 

1539
01:48:45,040 --> 01:48:48,640
The Lord sees you. 
He has counted you. 

1540
01:48:50,480 --> 01:48:56,160
He has accounted for you. 
He is here for you. 

1541
01:48:57,320 --> 01:49:02,320
He loves you. 
He's working it all together 

1542
01:49:03,560 --> 01:49:06,240
now. 
Align your heart with His. 

1543
01:49:19,360 --> 01:49:21,880
Just give him the glory and give
Him the praise. 

1544
01:49:24,440 --> 01:49:28,800
I pray for fresh wind. 
I pray for fresh fire. 

1545
01:49:30,200 --> 01:49:39,680
I pray for renewed strength. 
I pray for resuscitated purpose,

1546
01:49:40,960 --> 01:49:48,960
resuscitated vision. 
Resuscitate their joy, Lord God,

1547
01:49:49,800 --> 01:49:55,880
for ministry, for their jobs. 
Wherever you are asking them to 

1548
01:49:55,880 --> 01:50:01,840
just stand and endure, Lord, I 
pray that there is a peace upon 

1549
01:50:01,840 --> 01:50:08,000
them to do so. 
Restore their prayer lives. 

1550
01:50:08,600 --> 01:50:18,040
Meet them where they are. 
Lord, God and Lord as a 

1551
01:50:18,040 --> 01:50:22,840
community, we lay this building 
at the altar. 

1552
01:50:27,920 --> 01:50:32,480
This is your house. 
We are your people. 

1553
01:50:40,750 --> 01:50:51,720
You are our source and we thank 
you in advance for everything 

1554
01:50:51,720 --> 01:50:54,080
that we need to finish this 
house. 

1555
01:50:55,320 --> 01:51:04,320
You will and you have provided 
move on someone's heart, on some

1556
01:51:04,320 --> 01:51:08,120
people's heart. 
And Lord, I thank you that all 

1557
01:51:08,120 --> 01:51:12,600
the needs are met. 
Thank you that there is no debt.

1558
01:51:12,600 --> 01:51:17,240
Lord, God, I thank you in the 
name of Jesus that we find favor

1559
01:51:17,240 --> 01:51:21,600
with our contractors, we find 
favor with the city, we find 

1560
01:51:21,600 --> 01:51:26,000
favor with developers. 
Lord, I know that this, this, 

1561
01:51:26,000 --> 01:51:28,800
this, this project is starting 
off smaller. 

1562
01:51:28,800 --> 01:51:31,400
But Lord, I know you have great 
things for us. 

1563
01:51:32,680 --> 01:51:37,480
So we stay under while you 
cultivate us and equip us and 

1564
01:51:37,480 --> 01:51:41,480
prepare us. 
Thank you for patience. 

1565
01:51:43,720 --> 01:51:48,920
Thank you this week for favor. 
Thank you this week that you 

1566
01:51:48,920 --> 01:51:51,520
make you. 
You bring peace between our 

1567
01:51:51,520 --> 01:51:56,320
enemies and they be at peace 
with us. 

1568
01:51:58,480 --> 01:52:05,080
Thank you. 
We cast all of our cares upon 

1569
01:52:05,080 --> 01:52:13,560
you for you care for us. 
We thank you as we are out in 

1570
01:52:13,560 --> 01:52:17,120
the wild, as we are out in the 
marketplace, that we are forever

1571
01:52:17,120 --> 01:52:19,640
mindful of your presence that is
upon us. 

1572
01:52:20,200 --> 01:52:24,120
We are forever mindful of the 
testimony that you have given us

1573
01:52:24,880 --> 01:52:28,720
and we will be sure to be 
courageous and bold to share it 

1574
01:52:29,120 --> 01:52:32,320
with all that you. 
You have ordered us to share it 

1575
01:52:32,320 --> 01:52:38,040
with. 
Break the spirit of worry, 

1576
01:52:39,840 --> 01:52:48,120
concern, anxiety, depression, 
fear, timidity broken in the 

1577
01:52:48,120 --> 01:52:55,400
name of Jesus, and may your love
feel the cracks in our lives 

1578
01:52:56,840 --> 01:53:08,740
flood our souls today. 
And lastly, we command the 

1579
01:53:08,740 --> 01:53:15,680
Devourer to take your hands off 
of what is ours. 

1580
01:53:17,840 --> 01:53:23,120
In the name of Jesus. 
We bind the devourer in the name

1581
01:53:23,120 --> 01:53:28,560
of Jesus, and we say loose the 
harvest now in the name of Jesus

1582
01:53:28,880 --> 01:53:34,640
we say loose our portion now in 
the name of Jesus, loose 

1583
01:53:34,640 --> 01:53:38,280
generosity. 
Now in the name of Jesus we 

1584
01:53:38,280 --> 01:53:43,000
break the spirit of poverty and 
we loose generosity. 

1585
01:53:43,000 --> 01:53:48,840
Now in the name of Jesus we bind
the spirit of rebellion, and we 

1586
01:53:48,840 --> 01:53:55,040
loose the spirit of obedience. 
Now in the name of Jesus we bind

1587
01:53:55,040 --> 01:53:58,920
the spirit of an orphan spirit, 
and we loose the spirit of 

1588
01:53:58,920 --> 01:54:05,160
sonship in the name of Jesus, 
and we thank you for it. 

1589
01:54:06,200 --> 01:54:08,880
It is done. 
It is done. 

1590
01:54:08,880 --> 01:54:10,680
It is done. 
It is done. 

1591
01:54:11,720 --> 01:54:19,280
And we say do it, Lord. 
Do it, Lord. 

1592
01:54:30,560 --> 01:54:33,080
Do it, Lord. 
Do it, Lord. 

1593
01:54:34,480 --> 01:54:37,280
Bring in the budget, Lord. 
Not just for this corporate 

1594
01:54:37,280 --> 01:54:39,440
body, but for every address 
here. 

1595
01:54:39,440 --> 01:54:42,880
Lord, God, you are the one that 
plays vision in our bellies. 

1596
01:54:42,880 --> 01:54:46,200
Lord, you've given us families. 
You've given U.S. jobs. 

1597
01:54:46,400 --> 01:54:49,160
You've given us dreams. 
You've given us strategies. 

1598
01:54:49,440 --> 01:54:53,640
You've given us built up, built 
up a business strategies. 

1599
01:54:53,640 --> 01:54:57,440
Lord, we say bring in the budget
now, in the name of Jesus. 

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01:54:57,880 --> 01:55:00,920
Give us eyes to see the 
relationships you've called us 

1601
01:55:00,920 --> 01:55:04,520
to expose the snares of the 
enemy. 

1602
01:55:04,520 --> 01:55:11,960
In the name of Jesus, we thank 
you for it. 

1603
01:55:14,440 --> 01:55:26,240
We thank you. 
We thank you, thank you. 

1604
01:55:33,240 --> 01:55:40,800
Thank you. 
We'll have some updates this 

1605
01:55:40,800 --> 01:55:44,040
week about building next door. 
We're just waiting instead of 

1606
01:55:44,040 --> 01:55:48,160
great place. 
We are waiting for the city to 

1607
01:55:49,080 --> 01:55:54,040
sign off on things. 
Walked in yesterday. 

1608
01:55:54,040 --> 01:55:58,080
There's insulation on the floor,
not in the walls yet, but on the

1609
01:55:58,080 --> 01:56:03,840
floor because we are preparing 
and we have our last leg, our 

1610
01:56:03,840 --> 01:56:10,360
last leg of the race to finish. 
Contractors told us we should be

1611
01:56:10,360 --> 01:56:16,960
in there by October if things 
stay on track financially as 

1612
01:56:16,960 --> 01:56:20,240
well as with their contract. 
They, I believe they apologize 

1613
01:56:20,240 --> 01:56:23,920
because there was some delay on 
their end with contractors, 

1614
01:56:24,960 --> 01:56:27,240
tradesmen and things of that 
nature. 

1615
01:56:27,240 --> 01:56:31,240
And so, but I also thank God for
his timing. 

1616
01:56:33,040 --> 01:56:37,560
But I will say, if you have any 
ability to be generous in this 

1617
01:56:37,560 --> 01:56:44,520
last hour as we try to finish, 
have finishing faith, you know 

1618
01:56:44,520 --> 01:56:46,480
where to give, you know how to 
give. 

1619
01:56:47,760 --> 01:56:51,080
And even when we get in the 
building, we go on have to keep 

1620
01:56:51,080 --> 01:56:56,000
on giving. 
But we will be in a position to 

1621
01:56:56,000 --> 01:56:58,520
bring in revenue because we're 
going to fix this place. 

1622
01:56:58,520 --> 01:57:02,840
So we fix next door, next door. 
And we'll be able to bring in 

1623
01:57:02,840 --> 01:57:06,920
revenue from renting out space 
and doing activities and 

1624
01:57:07,160 --> 01:57:09,760
different things through the 
week and grant money. 

1625
01:57:09,760 --> 01:57:12,200
And there's all kinds of things 
we're going to do in this 

1626
01:57:12,200 --> 01:57:19,040
community. 
But my tender compel to you is 

1627
01:57:19,040 --> 01:57:25,840
let's put our foot on the 
devil's neck with our generosity

1628
01:57:26,400 --> 01:57:33,560
and let's finish the job. 
The work that did stop and was 

1629
01:57:33,560 --> 01:57:36,080
going to stop. 
We've they finished that work, 

1630
01:57:36,080 --> 01:57:40,000
the finances that came in 
finished that portion of the 

1631
01:57:40,000 --> 01:57:42,040
job. 
So thank you, thank you, thank 

1632
01:57:42,040 --> 01:57:44,480
you, thank you, thank you. 
And now we're getting to this 

1633
01:57:44,480 --> 01:57:48,080
last leg and we've come too far 
to stop now. 

1634
01:57:49,240 --> 01:57:55,080
And so just be praying as we 
have meetings with city and we 

1635
01:57:55,080 --> 01:58:00,440
have meetings with engineers and
you know, people can come in and

1636
01:58:00,440 --> 01:58:03,600
look at the licensing or or the 
the structures and be like, you 

1637
01:58:03,600 --> 01:58:06,960
guys need to do this over again.
Let's just pray for favor with 

1638
01:58:06,960 --> 01:58:10,960
the city. 
And we will be in there in 

1639
01:58:10,960 --> 01:58:15,520
October before it start raining.
No, no, no, no, really cold, no,

1640
01:58:15,760 --> 01:58:19,920
no patio heaters, none of that. 
Get out and come get behind me 

1641
01:58:19,920 --> 01:58:23,320
patio heater in the name of 
Jesus. 

1642
01:58:27,000 --> 01:58:31,240
Hey man, stand to your feet. 
We have some announcements to 

1643
01:58:31,400 --> 01:58:34,720
give, but just go follow us on 
Instagram. 

1644
01:58:35,080 --> 01:58:38,480
Also, thank everybody that came 
out to Hollywood Theater. 

1645
01:58:38,480 --> 01:58:42,480
I hope you enjoyed your time for
the mocktails and we will be 

1646
01:58:42,480 --> 01:58:44,200
returning there. 
There's some announcements we'll

1647
01:58:44,200 --> 01:58:47,840
have over the next week about a 
few Church in the wild 

1648
01:58:47,840 --> 01:58:49,600
opportunities. 
We have some basketball 

1649
01:58:49,600 --> 01:58:52,120
tournaments. 
We have music festival next 

1650
01:58:52,120 --> 01:58:54,160
weekend that we're a part of 
again. 

1651
01:58:54,800 --> 01:58:59,280
We just booked Gilton Co, which 
is in Gas Town for yeah, we got 

1652
01:58:59,280 --> 01:59:01,960
some stuff that we're going to 
do in Toronto, so it's some cool

1653
01:59:01,960 --> 01:59:03,280
stuff. 
We got a basketball tournament 

1654
01:59:03,280 --> 01:59:06,680
in Seattle that's going to be 
crazy with some NBA players and 

1655
01:59:07,000 --> 01:59:08,520
it's going to be some really 
dope stuff. 

1656
01:59:08,960 --> 01:59:10,600
Church in the wild, that's what 
we doing. 

1657
01:59:10,600 --> 01:59:13,640
We Wilding out. 
And so thank you Father. 

1658
01:59:13,640 --> 01:59:16,800
We thank you for this time. 
We thank you for this day. 

1659
01:59:17,440 --> 01:59:19,880
We thank you for your love. 
We thank you for your joy. 

1660
01:59:20,560 --> 01:59:24,160
And we just declare what you 
have done within us today, it 

1661
01:59:24,160 --> 01:59:27,440
will produce. 
We're not turning back. 

1662
01:59:28,120 --> 01:59:31,240
We're not afraid to look at what
we're coming out of. 

1663
01:59:32,120 --> 01:59:34,280
We just declare victory over it 
all. 

1664
01:59:37,920 --> 01:59:41,960
May this be a week of 
progression, noticeable 

1665
01:59:41,960 --> 01:59:46,960
progression only steps forward, 
no steps backwards. 

1666
01:59:50,800 --> 01:59:54,840
We'll forever thank you. 
Thank you for all the givers 

1667
01:59:54,840 --> 01:59:57,920
today. 
Thank you as they sow their 

1668
01:59:57,920 --> 02:00:02,520
seeds into this finishing work 
that Lord you provide for them 

1669
02:00:02,520 --> 02:00:06,040
to finish the things that's in 
their personal lives rather that

1670
02:00:06,040 --> 02:00:08,920
be strength, rather that be 
relationships rather that be 

1671
02:00:08,920 --> 02:00:11,880
healing. 
Whatever it may be, we thank you

1672
02:00:13,160 --> 02:00:18,240
for a thunderous harvest in our 
giving in the name of Jesus. 

1673
02:00:22,200 --> 02:00:25,000
See you guys on Wednesday night,
all of you. 

1674
02:00:25,000 --> 02:00:28,320
I see you Wednesday night. 
Till next time, you know what it

1675
02:00:28,320 --> 02:00:29,440
is. 
Get your love fixed. 

1676
02:00:29,440 --> 02:00:49,320
We need the fear of the Lord. 
Thank you so much for tuning 

1677
02:00:49,320 --> 02:00:51,840
into this week's sermon. 
We pray you were challenged, 

1678
02:00:51,840 --> 02:00:55,400
equipped and encouraged. 
Make sure to follow us on all 

1679
02:00:55,400 --> 02:00:58,600
platforms. 
That's love quest Intl church. 

1680
02:00:58,840 --> 02:01:01,080
We out here for real. 
We're really doing it. 

1681
02:01:01,080 --> 02:01:04,040
That's Facebook, Instagram, 
YouTube and TikTok. 

1682
02:01:04,400 --> 02:01:06,520
You can find us anywhere you 
need to find us. 

1683
02:01:06,640 --> 02:01:08,560
But until next time, you know 
the drill. 

1684
02:01:08,560 --> 02:01:11,800
You know the motto, get your 
love fixed man and we'll see 

1685
02:01:11,800 --> 02:01:12,440
y'all real soon.