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Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to
the Love Quest International 

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Church podcast, where we seek to
love all nations, equip the 

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church, mobilize the equipped, 
and serve all. 

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We're super glad you're joining 
us from whenever and wherever 

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you're at in the world. 
Welcome to the family to get 

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your Bibles ready, get some 
water, get some coffee, maybe 

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some tea, and get ready to 
receive. 

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Let's get into it. 
Not only are cemeteries filled 

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with dead bodies and hospitals 
filled with compromise health 

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and prisons filled with 
criminals. 

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In some prisons not criminals 
that did crimes or all are 

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guilty, but still. 
And yet prisons filled with 

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criminals. 
There is one theme that runs 

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through graves, prisons and 
hospital rooms alike. 

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The word is regret. 
The echo of shoulda, coulda 

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woulda still rings loud in the 
souls of 1,000,000 past, present

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and future. 
And if shoulda coulda woulda 

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could be captured in a single 
question, it would be this What 

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if? 
What if I tried? 

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What if I obeyed? 
What if I just decided to trust?

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What if I didn't let fear 
decide? 

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What if? 
Because fear, doubt, anxiety, 

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insecurity, sabotage, 
codependency, and unbroken 

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strongholds have kept far too 
many people standing at the edge

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of destiny but never stepping 
into destiny. 

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And the greatest tragedy is 
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It's not failing. 
It's not lost. 

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It's not rejection. 
The greatest tragedy is this. 

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It is the tragedy of never 
finding out. 

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It is standing before God one 
day, realizing obedience was 

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offered. 
And I never found out what my 

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yes could have become. 
One day every life will be 

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weighed and every choice 
revealed and every yes or no 

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accounted for. 
So today, go look at this story.

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Through. 
Two lenses at the same time. 1 

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lens it is. 
What does this mean for my life 

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right now? 
This is existential lens. 

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This is asking who am I 
becoming? 

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Who am I becoming? 
What does this mean for my life 

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right now? 
Existential. 

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Who am I becoming? 
And then the other question is, 

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what does this mean when I stand
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What does this mean when I stand
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God, this eschatological lens is
who? 

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Will I answer to this? 
Eschatological is dealing with 

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eternity. 
I am thinking about when it's 

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all over, who will I answer to? 
Who will I stand before and what

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will I say about my life when I 
stand before him in eternity? 

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Existential is because it 
confronts who I am, becoming an 

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eschatological because it 
confronts who will I answer to? 

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This is not just a message about
today, it's a message about 

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forever. 
And the question that really 

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started all of this can be found
in Matthew 19. 

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And someone came to him and 
said, Teacher, what essentially 

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good thing shall I do to obtain 
eternal life, that is eternal 

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salvation in the Messiahs 
Kingdom? 

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What good thing, what good 
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obtain to inherit or get or walk
into eternal life, that is 

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eternal salvation in the 
Messiah's Kingdom? 

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Before God speaks love quest, he
often steals us. 

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He often quiets us, not because 
he is quiet, but it is because 

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we are loud, our lives are busy,
we are loud, our lives are busy.

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And This is why we've been 
looking at Psalm 46 where it 

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says let be and be still. 
And no, no, no, let be, let it 

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be. 
Stand down and be still and know

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and know. 
What allows me to remain still 

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is because I know. 
Stillness is not calm. 

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Stillness is not inactivity. 
Stillness is the moment where 

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competing loyalties are exposed.
Stillness is the moment where 

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competing loyalties are exposed.
Stillness is where the noise 

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stops lying to us. 
And here's the danger. 

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Some people avoid stillness. 
I'm talking to this entire room,

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including me. 
Some people ignore still or 

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avoid stillness, not because 
they're busy, but because 

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stillness would begin to ask a 
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Stillness would ask questions 
like what if you get to the end 

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of your life and realize you 
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What if somebody say what if? 
What if obedience was the 

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doorway to the version of you 
heaven was waiting on? 

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What if the thing Jesus asked 
you to lay down was the very 

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thing blocking your peace? 
What if you didn't fail, but you

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hesitated? 
What if your wealth wasn't 

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money, but it was control and 
busyness? 

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What if you were one surrender 
away from rest? 

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What if you kept everything but 
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What if you kept the 
commandments but you missed your

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call? 
What if heaven had plans that 

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your comfort vetoed? 
What if your morality was on 

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point, but your availability was
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What if you love the idea of 
eternal life, but you really 

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didn't love the cost of 
transformation? 

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What if your life ends 
responsibly lived but eternally 

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unnamed? 
What if you never find out who 

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you could have become? 
See, stillness doesn't force a 

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decision, it reveals 1. 
So what happens when Scripture 

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stands silent? 
What happens when there's an 

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unsolved mystery in the Bible? 
What happens when we see 

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tragedy, but we don't see 
redemption? 

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What happens when scripture 
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Silence, right? 
Because in this passage, there 

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was no demons. 
There was no storm was no demons

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to cast out. 
There was no storm to say be 

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still to. 
There was no crowd to ask hush. 

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There was just one man, one 
question, one invitation, one 

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man, one question, one 
invitation, one man. 

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Somebody say one question, one 
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Matthew 1917 says it like this. 
Jesus answered. 

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Why are you asking me about what
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There is only one who is 
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But if you wish to enter eternal
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Here's a man in the Gospels who 
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You guys, we're used to reading 
scripture where somebody's sick,

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somebody did something wrong, 
somebody was rebelling, somebody

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did walk the other way, somebody
cut somebody out, somebody said,

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somebody committed adultery, 
Somebody, somebody, somebody, 

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somebody. 
But we're never looking at this 

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man had his morals intact, this 
man followed all the laws and 

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still and yet number 1, he is 
feeling unfulfilled, asking a 

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question, What else can I do? 
But Jesus is also not satisfied,

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because there's one thing he has
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Although he's done everything, 
He has not just done everything,

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He's done everything right. 
He is moral, He is disciplined. 

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He is sincere. 
He comes to Jesus respectfully. 

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He asked about eternal life. 
He wants assurance about his 

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future with God. 
This is not a rebellious man. 

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This is not a skeptic. 
He's not double minded. 

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This is someone who wants life. 
And in Jewish thought, in 

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inheriting internal life meant 
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come. 
He is not asking how to behave 

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better. 
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Who? 
He will become How do I get this

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life? 
What else do I need to do to get

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this life? 
What else do This is the world. 

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What all do I need to do to find
this rest in life, this peace in

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life, to get bills off my back, 
to get people off my back, to 

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have a happy life? 
What else do I got to do? 

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Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo 
Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo 

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wake up Doo go to sleep do eat 
do I am go do do. 

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All we do is do don't know how 
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So we're in the world that is do
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Didn't even try that. 
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Watch this the greatest tragedy 
you guys in scripture is not 

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rebellion. 
It is unrealized obedience. 

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We are so focused on sin and 
rebellion that this one thing 

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right here the. 
Grave is full of unrealized 

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obedience, not unrealized 
talent, unrealized obedience 

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prisons filled with what ifs 
hospitals now you on your 

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deathbed now you sick now you 
got kids now you got and it's 

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like man, what if and we spend 
all our lives somewhere 

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beginning to just alter doing to
try and get this life that was 

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purchased by Jesus purchase 
life. 

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But we're still paying. 
Watch this. 

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People do not always go missing 
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We go missing because we doubt 
Jesus. 

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We hesitate. 
We second guess Jesus. 

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And here's the tragedy, you 
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It's a life unresolved. 
We get to the end and all the 

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stuff that you spent your young 
life trying to do, you get older

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and like, Dang, now I'm 60, now 
I'm 50 and I'm like, what else 

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do I do? 
Because I've done all that I've 

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got. 
I've accomplished all that. 

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Now what? 
And Jesus, I'm assuming that the

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answer he gave you at 20 is the 
same answer at 60. 

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If you still got the question, 
His answer never changes. 

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He is never going to say, next 
is go buy this, next marry that,

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next invest in that. 
He is always going to point to 

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this one thing. 
And that's what we're here to 

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discover today. 
The reason this story is so 

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unsettling you guys is because 
nothing is wrong with this guy. 

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There's no scandal. 
Watch this. 

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There's no sin to expose. 
There's no demon to cast out. 

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There's no sickness to be 
healed. 

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Which means the question isn't 
what did he do wrong? 

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Wow. 
We're not asking what did he do 

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wrong, what Sunday you went to 
church where we've preached not 

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about someone's sin or didn't 
use a scripture about somebody's

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sickness or didn't use a 
scripture about somebody's 

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poverty. 
This is a wealthy man, a healthy

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man, an obedient man. 
Everything is well. 

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He's disciplined and still. 
And yet there is something 

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that's missing. 
The question is. 

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What did he refuse to release up
to this point in his life? 

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This isn't about what you've 
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Jesus paid it all. 
So the question now is what are 

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you holding on to? 
We're so sin conscious. 

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We're so waking up every day. 
I'm a I'm a not smoke. 

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I'm gonna try not to do this. 
I'm gonna try not to sleep 

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around. 
I'm gonna try not to do that. 

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And I'm gonna try not to do 
that. 

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I'm gonna try not to do that. 
I'm gonna not go there no more. 

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It's all about what I'm going to
do, what I don't need to do, 

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what I'm gonna stop doing is. 
Do, do, do, do, do and not once 

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Are you like, wait a minute, 
maybe I can stop it if I release

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it. 
And releasing watch. 

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This is a lot simpler than 
stopping because some of you 

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stop, but you still got 
possession of it. 

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You still got possession of the 
habit. 

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You still got possession of the 
of the routine. 

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You still got possession of the 
thoughts. 

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You still got possession of the 
laptop. 

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So you're not watching porn no 
more, but guess what you're 

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doing? 
You still got the laptop. 

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So you're not releasing the 
hurt, you're not releasing the 

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bondage, you're not releasing 
the habit, you're not releasing 

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the friends, you're not 
releasing the location, not 

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releasing what did he refuse to 
release, guys? 

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And that's why I feel like we 
got to kind of slow down and 

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look at what is the question 
here. 

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What is Jesus trying to reveal? 
What is Jesus trying to reveal, 

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Teacher? 
What? 

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Good thing. 
Here's the question again. 

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What good thing shall I do to 
obtain eternal life? 

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What do I need to do to be a 
Christian? 

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What more do I need to do to get
rid of this guilt and shame? 

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What do I need to do? 
This is not a trick question. 

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This is not cynicism. 
This is a man really seeking 

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assurance. 
He's he's he comes to Jesus 

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running. 
He comes to Jesus kneeling. 

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Authentic. 
Watch this authentic about 

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pursuing Jesus. 
His question is authentic. 

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There's no manipulation here. 
He even calls Jesus teacher. 

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He's honoring Jesus. 
Nothing about his posture 

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suggests rebellion, does it? 
Here it is. 

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He wants eternal life, but he 
wants control over how to get it

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right. 
You want to be saved and you 

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want all the blessings that come
with sewing and that comes with 

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following Jesus. 
But you want control of when 

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Ephesians 320 comes. 
You want control of when the 

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press down, shaken together, 
running over. 

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You want you want to suggest 
when the leprosy fall off, you 

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want control over when the 
marriage is going to start 

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clicking. 
You want control. 

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So you like, what do I need to 
do? 

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A lot of people come to church 
to try to find what to. 

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Do to handle Monday to Saturday.
How many people come to church 

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because you follow Jesus and you
come to learn how to follow him 

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more? 
Or you come because you think 

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church is a good place? 
No different than people who's 

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full of guilt. 
They go find a Catholic Church 

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or a church that's open during 
the week and they sit down in 

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front, do the Hail Marys and 
they do all they do because 

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that's what you do to get rid of
sin. 

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That's what you do to get guilt 
off of yourself. 

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I'm a give because I've been so 
stingy for so long. 

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I've sold dope. 
I've done these things. 

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So let me give to the church. 
Let me pay it forward. 

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Let me right my wrongs dude. 
Is that what the blood did made 

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us do? 
He is not asking who do I 

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follow, he is asking what do I 
do? 

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And that's what a lot of people 
are here. 

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This is why we read our Bible. 
We looking for principles to 

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help us do more. 
OK, so I love Proverbs because 

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it showed me how to do peace. 
It showed me how to do wisdom. 

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I don't got wisdom. 
I just worked this principle, 

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right? 
You do 1 + 1 that should get 2. 

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And when you get 3, you like, 
how did one plus how did I get 

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3. 
You follow and watch this. 

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You're following the formula. 
Formula You're not following 

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Jesus following formula 
following law is not following. 

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Jesus. 
Well, I did what you said. 

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Watch this you ready with their 
lips. 

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You serve me, but your heart is 
so far from me. 

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Jesus begins to expose the 
throne. 

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Jesus redirects him from good 
deeds to God's goodness. 

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He said how you how you focus on
what do you need to do good? 

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It's only one that's good. 
Let's not forget you nasty, you 

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filthy, you a Sinner and, and, 
and it's only one that's good. 

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And the only reason you even 
qualify to come into this 

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goodness is because of the blood
of Jesus. 

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So let's not make it. 
You can't do enough good. 

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You can't out good the blood. 
If it was about doing good, then

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Jesus. 
Wouldn't have never had to give 

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his life. 
Nobody had to die. 

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No lambs. 
He just do good. 

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Jesus going to give his life and
then we going to start doing. 

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No, no, no. 
No, only one. 

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Once and for all. 
The Bible tells us Jesus shifts 

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the question from achievement to
allegiance and behavior to 

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belonging. 
We're an achievement, especially

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here, achievement based culture.
How much have you achieved? 

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What Bible school you went to? 
How many degrees you got? 

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Achievement, achieve, achieve, 
achieve. 

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You got so many achieving 
Christians. 

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And how many Christians does 
Jesus have their allegiance and 

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behavior to belong? 
He's like behavior to belong. 

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You belong your son and 
daughter, not an orphan. 

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Orphans think, do sons and 
daughters think belonging, 

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right? 
This is this. 

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What Jesus is dealing with and 
confronting is an orphan spirit 

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right now. 
Jesus consistently moves 

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conversations from performance 
to lordship, performance to 

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Lordship. 
Watch it. 

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Eternal life is the result of 
surrender, not the completion. 

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Of A to do list. 
No wonder we can't pray for a 

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long time because we go into 
prayer with A to do list and a 

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Christmas list. 
Never a follow list. 

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Never I want to know you list. 
It's just a list and we turn it 

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into God bless my kids, heal my 
body, open this door, promote 

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me, close that door. 
It's all A to do that gets 

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tiring because it watch this 
your list is about. 

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You help me, help me change that
for me, change that for me and 

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and and not once. 
Now imagine if you was in a 

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relationship, my wife, and it's 
just like, hey, Bobby this and 

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Bobby dad, or I'm asking her 
Bobby this, Bobby dad. 

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And I'm never like, man, how was
it growing up in your life? 

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Tell me a little bit about your 
mom. 

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Tell me about your dad. 
Like I want to know about you. 

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Did that hurt your feelings? 
How can I do that better? 

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Because I want to be intimate 
with you. 

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I want to know you. 
I want to evolve with you. 

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I want to be transformed by our 
lives together. 

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But even when we get in 
marriages, they hit rock bottom 

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because really, you're doing a 
you're doing a belonging thing. 

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Sons and daughters get married, 
but then you turn it into a 

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orphan institute. 
Since it turns into orphan 

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university, the whole household 
orphan university is. 

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It's it's not our kids don't 
know how to belong. 

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They it's sons and daughters. 
It's like. 

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No, no, no. 
It's this big To Do List. 

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If if somebody come home after a
long day of work and the laundry

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is out, it's like, oh, why you 
didn't do this? 

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Oh, you didn't go to the store. 
Oh, you, you was out too late. 

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Oh, you doing this and you doing
that. 

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And that's the picture of Mary 
and Martha. 

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She was being what was doing and
Jesus said the the the one 

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that's being is doing the thing.
That's the thing. 

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What you're doing is good, but 
but do not think because she is 

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sitting at my feet, she's doing 
less like belonging is less than

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doing. 
No, no, I'm just at peace. 

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I know who I am. 
No, no, no, I am actually good 

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with a little bit. 
I don't got to work overtime. 

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I'm good with a little bit 
because I'm a sewer. 

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Bless you. 
Jesus is not investigating his 

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works. 
He is exposing his surrender. 

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He's like by about check, check,
check, check, check, check, 

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check, check, check and Jesus is
setting up a moment where he's 

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like buddy, I'm glad you came 
now we about to expose some 

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things. 
I'm glad you. 

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Came to church, But can I expose
some things? 

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I'm glad you gave. 
I'm glad you got married. 

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I'm glad you enrolled in school.
I'm glad you served at the 

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church. 
Now. 

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Now I can expose some things. 
Oh, you thought you was ready to

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serve? 
OK, let's go. 

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Now I can expose some things. 
Now you're busy now. 

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No, no, no. 
What? 

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You what? 
What God is exposing. 

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What you were excited to do in 
the beginning has hit this 

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moment where now you've ran out 
of excitement. 

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Now you're like, OK, if 
something don't change, I can't 

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serve. 
If something don't change, I 

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can't keep going In this 
marriage if something don't 

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change, right? 
You like, what do I have to do 

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to change this? 
And maybe I was serving but 

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wasn't following Jesus and 
serving. 

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Maybe I got married, but my 
marriage wasn't following Jesus.

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We did church. 
But did we follow? 

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Matthew 1920 says the young man 
said to him. 

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I have kept all these things. 
Look at him, I've kept all these

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things from my youth. 
So he has been disciplined from 

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his youth. 
He's like, what do I still lack?

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Why am I still dealing with this
dissatisfaction? 

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I, I left this church and went 
to that one. 

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Then I got, I loved it. 
Then I got dissatisfied again. 

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And then I worked in this 
ministry and then I served in 

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another ministry. 
Then that didn't make me happy 

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and I got dissatisfied. 
Again. 

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Ah, the reason you just keep 
ministry hopping, church 

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hopping, job hopping, man, a 
woman hopping, drug hopping, 

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whatever you hopping back and 
forth to is because there's this

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dissatisfactory like, what do I 
got to do to get rid of this 

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stress? 
What do I got to do to get rid 

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of this anxiety? 
And God is so good. 

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He's going to let you just do 
you to figure it out. 

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And then one day you're going to
come to this pig pen place. 

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You can come to yourself and 
you're going to say, what do I 

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got to do? 
He's going to say. 

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I've been here. 
I've been here the whole time. 

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I stay here like a bus stop. 
I'm right here. 

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It's not lying. 
This man, he's not lying at all.

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He's been disciplined, super 
sincere, and totally devout. 

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Truth of the matter is, you guys
watch this. 

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You can be sincere and still 
stalled. 

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You can be moral and still 
misaligned, and you can obey 

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rules and resist rule, but 
obedience to rules is not the 

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same as surrender to rule. 
Yeah. 

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Just because you obey does not 
mean that you surrender. 

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It does not mean that Jesus 
rules your life. 

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It does not mean that peace 
rules like an umpire. 

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He kept commands. 
Yes, you guys, but commandments 

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can shape behavior without ever 
touching authority. 

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Commands can shape behavior 
without ever touching authority.

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Mark 10/21 says looking at him 
watch this guys is very 

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important. 
You can only imagine this 

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encounter like I I would come to
Jesus boldly. 

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I'm not coming in shame because 
I'm I'm sick. 

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I'm not coming in shame because 
I was caught committing 

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adultery. 
I'm not coming in shame. 

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I actually I'm like Jesus I 
didn't did everything you told 

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me what next? 
Jesus looks at him, felt love, 

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felt high regard. 
This is a successful man. 

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Compassion for this man. 
Watch this. 

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Jesus exposes Thrones to free 
people. 

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Shame is not in his blood. 
When Jesus is having a 

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conversation with him, he is not
trying to expose him to shame 

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him. 
Quite frankly, there's nothing 

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to really expose as far as sin 
and wrong. 

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It's not like he's at the well 
and he's talking to the woman at

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the well and he's like, yeah, 
yeah, you have 5 husbands, Calm 

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down. 
He's not dealing with a woman 

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full of shame who's called in 
the act of adultery. 

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He's not dealing with the woman 
with the issue of blood who 

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feels filthy and she's scared 
because she touched a clean man 

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while she was filthy and she was
not supposed to do that. 

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He's not dealing with a doubting
Thomas. 

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He's not dealing with a denying 
Peter. 

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He is not dealing with a Judas 
who's going to betray him. 

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He is not dealing with the 
Pharisees or the Sadducees. 

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He is not dealing with bad 
doctrine. 

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He's dealing with someone who 
has seen all the commandments 

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not stealing. 
Not committing adultery. 

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Not put no other God before you.
I'm doing all of these things. 

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What else is there to do? 
And he said to him, you lack one

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thing, Terrence. 
You lack one thing. 

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You lack one thing, Terrence. 
And I've been in this place in 

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my life where I'm like, yeah, 
man, I grew up in church, but 

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you lack one thing. 
I tithe with men. 

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You lack one thing. 
I serve. 

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I'm a pastor. 
I, I, I, I, I, I spend time with

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your sheep, but you lack one 
thing. 

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I I love my wife. 
I treat her well, but you lack 

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one. 
I'm a good father, but you lack 

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one thing. 
You run into business, but you 

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lack one thing. 
You're a good steward of money, 

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but you lack one thing. 
He says this is the only way we 

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can get to the one thing. 
But I'm about to give you 

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instructions. 
Watch this without obeying the 

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instruction, the one thing is 
never revealed. 

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Watch this. 
Go and sell your property and 

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give the money to the poor, and 
you will have abundant treasure 

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in heaven. 
Oh, this is so good because this

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is a What if this is? 
You and he, he, he. 

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You don't know what happens 
after this. 

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I was, I was messing around with
somebody after this and I'm 

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like, man, I, I think I got a 
biblical right and a, a, a, a 

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legal imagination to be like, I 
think we going to see him in 

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heaven. 
Like don't you want to go to 

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heaven and find out where he 
went? 

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Right? 
I know where Moses. 

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I know how Joe, I know these 
guys, Peter, we, we know people 

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got beheaded. 
We, we know. 

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But this guy, I'm like, wait a 
minute, you did everything and 

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then you went missing. 
Like, like Jesus didn't want to 

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bring you back later. 
Like your life after you walked 

455
00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:55,800
away didn't have nothing worthy 
enough to tell us? 

456
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:03,480
Or was it the suspense that 
Jesus knew would preach more 

457
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:08,280
than the redemption story? 
Because how many of us are here 

458
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:11,360
a lot of times in our lives, 
It's one thing. 

459
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:16,160
It's the life of getting, of, of
being, getting wealth and 

460
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:19,120
getting to your career and, and 
getting the family you want and 

461
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,400
the white picket fence and all 
these things. 

462
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:24,320
And then do you want to get to 
60 and be like Jesus? 

463
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:28,600
But I'm still not satisfied. 
What you mean I went all my life

464
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,440
forgetting this one thing? 
I went to church, I read my 

465
00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:38,880
Bible, I have the Bible app I 
served and then I'm like get 

466
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:40,840
older and I have some sober time
now. 

467
00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:43,680
Now I got time to think because 
things are slowing down and the 

468
00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:50,680
end is nearing and I'm like, 
reevaluate, reevaluate my life. 

469
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:53,720
I have an empty nest now. 
So kids aren't the excuse. 

470
00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:56,440
Career is successful is set. 
I've hired people. 

471
00:33:56,640 --> 00:34:00,400
That's not an excuse. 
I don't want to plant this 

472
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:02,720
church. 
If God say transition to to do 

473
00:34:02,720 --> 00:34:05,400
something else or whatever. 
And then at the end, then I got 

474
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:07,600
to be like, what else do I got 
to do? 

475
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:18,820
God, I just think somewhere, no,
well, I think him and Jesus ran 

476
00:34:18,820 --> 00:34:23,020
into each other or even if they 
didn't, even I can see him after

477
00:34:23,020 --> 00:34:26,060
Jesus death and Jesus was 
revealed in a greater way. 

478
00:34:26,060 --> 00:34:27,620
I can see the man selling his 
stuff. 

479
00:34:29,060 --> 00:34:31,139
And because there's also 
principles in the Bible, when 

480
00:34:31,139 --> 00:34:35,420
you sew and you leave houses, I 
can see him still multiplying 

481
00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:39,060
because nowhere in the scripture
says sell yourself and be broke.

482
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:42,679
For the rest of your life, he 
says, sell it and give the 

483
00:34:42,679 --> 00:34:45,120
profit. 
So God, Jesus didn't say just 

484
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:49,120
sell it and save it. 
He says, sell it and sow it. 

485
00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:55,280
And I don't know, but whenever 
God tell us to sow something, he

486
00:34:55,280 --> 00:35:00,400
has a harvest in mind. 
Come on somebody, every time. 

487
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:06,760
Come on, he says, and come and 
follow me, becoming my disciple,

488
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,120
believing and trusting in me, 
and walking the same path of 

489
00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:17,080
life that I walk. 
Follow me, mirror me, reflect 

490
00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:20,680
me. 
Oh, that's the one thing. 

491
00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:24,120
Oh, I came to church, but I 
wasn't following. 

492
00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:33,200
I was adjacent. 
Proximity, not presence. 

493
00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:37,760
And watch this. 
There was other wealthy people, 

494
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:43,920
but it was this man that Jesus 
asked this man so, so, so, so 

495
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:46,920
you got to understand that 
there's some things that Jesus 

496
00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:50,120
is asking you to do and let go 
is not for everybody. 

497
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:52,960
So you can't be like, why are 
you making this hard for me, 

498
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,200
Jesus? 
Why you ain't making it hard? 

499
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,240
Why you didn't ask somebody else
to do it? 

500
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:03,040
OK, so when you get blessed, are
you like, bless somebody else 

501
00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:04,560
too? 
Why you blessing me? 

502
00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:08,840
Why you giving me promotion? 
Why you ain't giving them 

503
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,320
promotion? 
Oh, so you want a customized 

504
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:17,600
blessing, but you want to share 
the cost of following Jesus? 

505
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:22,360
Yeah, that's not how it works. 
Watch this. 

506
00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:25,880
Jesus always addresses rival 
king. 

507
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:29,400
He always addresses the rival 
king within you. 

508
00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:33,560
Mastery is being addressed. 
Money is not the issue. 

509
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:36,440
Watch this. 
Jesus does not mind you being 

510
00:36:36,440 --> 00:36:41,760
Christian and wealthy. 
Can we get over that rich? 

511
00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:44,960
So don't be afraid of saying no.
I want to be. 

512
00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,080
I want to look, I need a lot of 
money. 

513
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,200
PT need a lot of money. 
And if you want to share that 

514
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:50,800
with somebody, you want to post 
that. 

515
00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:55,920
I'll say it again for you, PT 
and the Richmond family and Love

516
00:36:55,920 --> 00:37:03,840
Quest needs a lie. 
A lot of money, yeah, because we

517
00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:08,840
got a lot of vision and we got a
lot, right? 

518
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,920
We not just thinking. 
I got a generational mindset. 

519
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:18,080
I got to take in the city 
mindset and so, so understand my

520
00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:20,440
request is based on what I'm 
pregnant with. 

521
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:23,440
It is based on the vision that 
God has given me. 

522
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:26,280
And it's not merely about me. 
God's going to take care of my 

523
00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:30,080
desires. 
But I understand that recreation

524
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:36,440
centers cost, multimedia centers
cost, having your own film 

525
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:39,720
companies cost, right? 
It's time for the church to own 

526
00:37:39,720 --> 00:37:43,040
stuff where we're the lenders 
and not the borrowers. 

527
00:37:43,520 --> 00:37:46,720
In order to be a lender, you got
to have something to what 

528
00:37:47,720 --> 00:37:50,840
exactly? 
You can't loan broke. 

529
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:54,680
OK, You can't loan broke. 
What's the interest rate on 

530
00:37:54,680 --> 00:38:03,960
broke Broke exactly? 
Jesus is not confronting 

531
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,400
possessions. 
He is confronting what is 

532
00:38:06,400 --> 00:38:10,840
possessing you. 
He is not removing wealth. 

533
00:38:11,400 --> 00:38:16,160
He is revealing rule. 
Wealth is the oppressor here, 

534
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:19,920
not the object. 
Stillness is the moment where 

535
00:38:19,920 --> 00:38:24,280
competing loyalties are exposed.
Remember that competing 

536
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:29,520
loyalties. 
He stood still long enough to 

537
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,160
hear Jesus. 
Look, I'm going to say this. 

538
00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:37,640
I love my wife and I, I, I 
FaceTime her fifty times a day 

539
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:42,360
when she's out of town. 
And then 35 when she in town. 

540
00:38:43,520 --> 00:38:46,480
OK, so, so I'm she been in 
Calgary. 

541
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:49,120
I can't wait. 
First week of April, Richmonds 

542
00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,560
will all be back together. 
Mission accomplished. 

543
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:55,000
We'll be back here. 
PJ and B y'all will have y'all 

544
00:38:55,000 --> 00:39:00,280
Pastor Julia back. 
Yeah. 

545
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:04,880
No one, no one considers what 
it's like for the first time in 

546
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:09,920
22 years to do ministry without 
your partner on your side. 

547
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,600
Some of the wind and some of the
hits that we took, some people 

548
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:18,280
don't even realize in the spirit
was we were walking in separate 

549
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:21,720
places for two years. 
Going on two years is it'll be 

550
00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:26,320
short of two years and family is
all over the place and having to

551
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:29,080
travel and having to make sure 
we're doing, making sure we're 

552
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:37,860
taking care of that ministry. 
But what I understand also is 

553
00:39:39,020 --> 00:39:41,780
there are some things that 
happened within me when she 

554
00:39:41,780 --> 00:39:49,280
ain't around that are necessary.
So when my wife, I don't like, 

555
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:53,440
I'm the only child, so I don't, 
I have to learn how to be alone.

556
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:57,360
I don't like being spending too 
much time by myself and I have 

557
00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:00,360
to deal with that. 
When God took me from 

558
00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:03,680
California, I came here. 
So when my family ain't home, 

559
00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:07,440
I'm alone. 
Right, and so I'm not used to 

560
00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:09,160
that, but I'm I've grown in 
that. 

561
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:12,960
But what I understand is I have 
learned to love when we're not 

562
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:17,840
together because it's not that 
when we're together, God don't 

563
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:21,760
get our time, but it's just a 
different attention when I don't

564
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:24,760
got to be husband like here, 
right here, right now. 

565
00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:29,760
So my freedom from her is not 
spent on other idols and other 

566
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:35,040
things, right, Because here, 
here's what I'm dealing with is 

567
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:39,840
he's always exposing the king on
your on the throne and some of 

568
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:44,080
y'all your spouses, your kids 
and your career is on the 

569
00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:46,400
throne. 
And sometimes the only time God 

570
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:50,360
can get the best time of you is 
when those things are removed. 

571
00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:53,680
And so I've learned there's 
times where I'm like, babe, I 

572
00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:55,040
miss you too much. 
I'm hopping on plan. 

573
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:56,480
I'm coming to see you. 
I don't care. 

574
00:40:56,680 --> 00:41:00,080
She's like, come on. 
And then I've learned, I've 

575
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:03,880
learned to push past missing her
like that and like, I need to be

576
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:06,400
here. 
And then I realized, and then 

577
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,360
there's there's moments I need 
to be with Micah and what Micah 

578
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:12,040
is getting from being with with 
his dad. 

579
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:15,240
And then when I'm able to walk 
around the house and just be 

580
00:41:15,240 --> 00:41:20,840
with the Lord. 
And, and look at look at myself.

581
00:41:22,920 --> 00:41:25,640
And This is why people like, oh,
I hate being lonely. 

582
00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:30,440
If you knew how to use lonely, 
you would be mature a lot 

583
00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:35,080
faster. 
Watch it. 

584
00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:39,040
Watch this because looking 
within yourself is very 

585
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:42,560
entertaining. 
Watch this you a whole movie. 

586
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:48,000
You are a whole series. 
Your everybody life can find 

587
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:51,160
itself on a Netflix series right
within you. 

588
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:53,120
You are entertaining. 
So when you talk about I'm 

589
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:55,040
bored. 
You ain't looking within. 

590
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:58,960
Next time you think you bored 
start thinking about yourself 

591
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:02,040
and how crazy you is. 
Promise you are entertainment 

592
00:42:02,040 --> 00:42:03,920
for real. 
Have anybody ever made their 

593
00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:05,480
self laugh? 
Yeah. 

594
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:07,840
If you ain't laughed at yourself
yet, you not living. 

595
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:12,800
You not living, you are not. 
Living Watch this What if you? 

596
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:13,960
What if you? 
What if you? 

597
00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:17,760
What if you? 
What if you walk away? 

598
00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:21,200
What if you walk away? 
Still good? 

599
00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:26,840
But never free. 
He's like I'm good, but never 

600
00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:29,080
free. 
Come on, help us Lord. 

601
00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:32,440
This young man said I have 
observed all these things from 

602
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:37,480
youth, what still do I lack? 
Jesus answered him, If you would

603
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:41,280
be perfect or mature spiritually
mature, spiritual maturity which

604
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:43,400
accompanies self sacrifice and 
character. 

605
00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:45,840
Jesus said if you would be 
perfect. 

606
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:52,680
He said if you want to grow, if 
you want to be matured, you want

607
00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:57,440
to be perfected. 
Go and sell what you have and 

608
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:01,960
give to the poor and you will 
have riches in heaven. 

609
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:07,480
And come be my disciple, side 
with my party and follow me. 

610
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:10,360
Watch this. 
The first step wasn't follow me,

611
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:18,680
the first step was sell. 
And so if you can see yourself 

612
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:21,320
in the spirit, you got so many 
bags trying to follow Jesus, 

613
00:43:23,680 --> 00:43:26,640
Jesus weighed up. 
And that's why I feel like 

614
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:30,680
sometime purpose feels like it's
moving too fast, church doing 

615
00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:33,120
too much. 
So you're trying to slow 

616
00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:36,160
everything down because you're 
weighted down. 

617
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:41,160
And so you have not moving at 
the pace of grace. 

618
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:43,840
You're not leaning in, you're 
not getting disciple, you're not

619
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:45,640
hungry enough. 
You're letting the obstacles 

620
00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:48,320
come and you're like, oh, that 
cost that I'm not ready to pay 

621
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:49,680
that cost. 
So I'm going to walk away. 

622
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:54,240
Watch this. 
But when the young man here it 

623
00:43:54,240 --> 00:43:57,000
is. 
But when the young man heard 

624
00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:01,240
this, what did he hear? 
Sell it, Sew it to the poor. 

625
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:06,080
Follow me. 
But when the young man heard 

626
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,640
this, you guys, he went away. 
What? 

627
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:12,520
Sad, grieved, and in much 
distress, for he had great 

628
00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:20,200
possessions. 
What if you lived successful? 

629
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:26,760
But unfinished. 
He went away sorrowful, meaning 

630
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:29,080
deep distress. 
He was watch this. 

631
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:31,160
He was not angry. 
He was not offended. 

632
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:33,400
He was not bitter. 
He did not rebel. 

633
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:38,520
He walked away grieving. 
He walked away grieving. 

634
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:41,040
Here it is. 
Sorrow is the emotion. 

635
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:45,080
Someone who knows exactly what 
they are walking away from. 

636
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:52,960
You ever quit too soon? 
You like should have never did 

637
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:56,000
that. 
You ever beat yourself up? 

638
00:44:57,640 --> 00:44:59,440
Scripture never mentions him 
again. 

639
00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:03,880
You guys, this is the unspoken 
tragedy, no repentance 

640
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:08,160
narrative, no return story. 
We don't even know his legacy. 

641
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:17,200
Like we don't ever preach the we
don't ever preach the the blank 

642
00:45:17,200 --> 00:45:26,800
spot of the rich ruler. 
Obedience moves heaven, not mere

643
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:30,680
works, you guys. 
It's following Jesus, not 

644
00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:37,440
traditions, rituals, and laws. 
What if obedience is lighter 

645
00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:44,960
than anxiety? 
What if surrender simplifies 

646
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:51,800
your soul? 
What if letting go creates room?

647
00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:56,680
Forrest, you ever you ever saw 
somebody stressing over 

648
00:45:56,680 --> 00:45:58,720
something so bad? 
You was like, I promise you it 

649
00:45:58,720 --> 00:46:00,080
ain't that bad. 
Just let it go. 

650
00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:03,960
Like just let it go like and 
they not letting it go whatever 

651
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,480
it keeps them holding on. 
And then you see them one day 

652
00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:11,880
and they let it go and they seem
so lighter and happier and you 

653
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:13,640
like what happened? 
They like I let it go. 

654
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:19,360
Some of y'all in here the 
question you should ask 

655
00:46:19,360 --> 00:46:22,200
yourself, why am I afraid of 
letting go? 

656
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:25,160
What will be exposed if I let it
go? 

657
00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:31,760
If I remove this Band-Aid? 
Because that's all it is, what 

658
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:39,490
will be exposed? 
Jesus wasn't. 

659
00:46:39,810 --> 00:46:46,050
What if Jesus wasn't taking but 
in, but in inviting him, he was 

660
00:46:46,050 --> 00:46:49,930
trusting him to walk with Jesus,
for Jesus to ask you to follow 

661
00:46:49,930 --> 00:46:54,120
him. 
I think sometimes we see that 

662
00:46:54,120 --> 00:46:57,120
religiously. 
Let's look at it carnally. 

663
00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:01,480
If your favorite star called you
right now, your favorite movie 

664
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:03,720
star, favorite entertainer 
called you right now and say, 

665
00:47:03,720 --> 00:47:09,960
hey, I was thinking about you, 
I'm about to go on tour. 

666
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:14,280
I want you to come with me and 
I'll pay for everything. 

667
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:24,280
Yeah, Giselle said. 
Yeah, I'll go, yeah, Come, come 

668
00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:28,840
follow me while I'm on the road.
And then all your first thing, 

669
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:31,640
if it was your favorite star, 
favorite entertainer, favorite 

670
00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:34,960
businessman, favorite business, 
you'll be like, you'll begin to 

671
00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:37,960
think about all the access you 
have, man. 

672
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:41,760
When I'm with LeBron, I get or 
if I'm with Denzel or if I'm 

673
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:45,920
with Tom Hanks or if I'm with I,
I mean, I get to be on movie 

674
00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:47,640
sets that mean I get to. 
Eat good. 

675
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:51,720
We get the shop at you start 
thinking of all the blessing. 

676
00:47:51,720 --> 00:47:54,080
Jesus says follow you. 
You like religion. 

677
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:02,120
Religion. 
Well, you're going to have to 

678
00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:04,000
make your mind up. 
And this is where he's at. 

679
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:09,120
What if the cross you avoid is 
the crown you delay? 

680
00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:14,800
What if the cross you avoid is 
the crown that you delay? 

681
00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:19,720
What if the thing you fear 
losing is the very thing killing

682
00:48:19,720 --> 00:48:23,920
your joy? 
What if stillness births 

683
00:48:23,920 --> 00:48:27,400
courage? 
What if faith feels risky 

684
00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:31,520
because it really is? 
What if you don't just inherit 

685
00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:35,840
eternal life later, but abundant
life now? 

686
00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:41,480
What if peace is on the other 
side of your yes, and what if 

687
00:48:41,760 --> 00:48:46,000
your bloodline shifts because 
you decided to obey? 

688
00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:56,400
What happens if we just find out
come to this part of scripture 

689
00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:59,080
where he says and come be my 
disciple. 

690
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:05,160
Look at this transformation 
receives the invitation. 

691
00:49:06,240 --> 00:49:09,400
Discipleship always cost 
something. 

692
00:49:10,320 --> 00:49:17,080
It will never cost nothing. 
Talked about it earlier. 

693
00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:23,280
You do not go to Louis Vuitton 
and ask them where the clearance

694
00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:27,880
section is. 
Just don't go to the store, OK? 

695
00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:30,880
Don't don't go try nothing on. 
Don't don't do nothing. 

696
00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:35,000
But this is the way we approach 
the cost of following Jesus. 

697
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:39,480
What's the discount? 
Where's the coupon for purpose? 

698
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:44,040
What what what's the discount 
called? 

699
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:52,280
The DM me Jesus like Jesus going
to say type follow me in the 

700
00:49:52,280 --> 00:50:00,920
comments and I'll put no, no, 
no, that's not how it works. 

701
00:50:03,480 --> 00:50:05,880
Young man heard this. 
He left grieving and distress. 

702
00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:11,200
You guys watch this. 
This is kind of I don't know. 

703
00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:16,000
I mess around with these 
graphics a little bit and people

704
00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:17,160
pay attention. 
People don't. 

705
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:20,440
It is what it is, but just off 
in the balance, man. 

706
00:50:22,720 --> 00:50:26,560
You see this young boy, you see 
this son walking away from Jesus

707
00:50:26,560 --> 00:50:31,480
and Jesus is not chasing him. 
But watch this, this guy right 

708
00:50:31,480 --> 00:50:38,000
here, that's the boy and Jesus. 
Jesus is not looking for 

709
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:44,120
followers like Hollywood is. 
Jesus is not trying to get a 

710
00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:48,720
blue check. 
Jesus is just as sad. 

711
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:58,640
The Spirit is just as grieved 
when you get up every day and 

712
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:04,240
live below as a son or daughter,
what he's called you and how 

713
00:51:04,240 --> 00:51:07,960
he's called you to live. 
Don't let your life end in a 

714
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:11,040
question mark. 
Don't let destiny stop at 

715
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:17,160
hesitation. 
Be still long enough to hear, Be

716
00:51:17,160 --> 00:51:21,240
brave enough to obey, and be 
faithful enough to find out. 

717
00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:24,560
Watch this guys. 
Here's the good news. 

718
00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:27,560
Here's what he may have not 
known. 

719
00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:31,360
Maybe he did know, but this is a
part of the narrative and this 

720
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:34,920
is a part of the story that 
Jesus teaches his his his 

721
00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:38,520
disciples. 
This is what was preached when 

722
00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:43,600
he walked away. 
What if Watch this if he sold 

723
00:51:43,600 --> 00:51:46,960
everything he would have been a 
part of this conversation where 

724
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:50,200
Jesus they're wondering, wait a 
minute and Jesus says men for 

725
00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:52,320
the rich to get through that. 
It's like a needle. 

726
00:51:52,760 --> 00:51:55,040
It's like it's like going 
through that door. 

727
00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:00,440
It's like a camel going through 
the the hat, the eye of a 

728
00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:03,640
needle. 
Watch this Martin says this, he 

729
00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:07,240
tells them truly, I tell you, 
Jesus said no one who has left 

730
00:52:07,240 --> 00:52:11,520
house or brothers or sisters or 
mother or father or children or 

731
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:16,880
fields for me and the Gospel. 
So when we came to Canada, this 

732
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:22,880
was Matthew 633 and this right 
here was one of my, I was like, 

733
00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:24,200
OK, God, I'm going to follow 
you. 

734
00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:27,920
He's like, absolutely, I put 
this in the word for you to hold

735
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:31,400
on to nobody. 
So no matter how hard it gets, 

736
00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:35,000
no matter how much money I'm 
bleeding for the sake of the 

737
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:37,880
gospel or no matter how hard it 
is for the sake of the gospel, 

738
00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:44,720
here is a promise. 
He says no one who has left 

739
00:52:44,720 --> 00:52:50,800
house or brothers or sisters or 
mother or father or children, 

740
00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:58,520
parents or fields for me and for
the gospel will fail to receive.

741
00:52:59,240 --> 00:53:01,240
What's this? 
This is real time stuff, guys. 

742
00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:04,920
I can't wait to be in the house 
with my family in a couple 

743
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:07,320
months. 
But guess what? 

744
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:10,960
This scripture is real for us, 
but we also are excited. 

745
00:53:10,960 --> 00:53:16,760
No one who has left father, 
mother, sister, brother, 

746
00:53:16,760 --> 00:53:20,800
children, for my sake, we not 
just living in two different 

747
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:29,240
provinces for, for our sake, for
for his sake. 100 times as much 

748
00:53:29,640 --> 00:53:33,840
in this will fail to receive. 
Nobody will fail to receive 100 

749
00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:35,640
times as much in this present 
age. 

750
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:37,480
This he didn't say when you get 
to the sweet. 

751
00:53:37,480 --> 00:53:41,880
By and by this present age. 
Watch this And this is not just 

752
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:45,440
a promise for me, this is a 
promise for my bloodline. 

753
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:48,760
As long as Jesus has not 
returned. 

754
00:53:51,440 --> 00:53:53,520
So I'm saying yes, I'll follow 
you. 

755
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:57,000
So my great grandkids are still 
benefiting from this. 

756
00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:02,360
Follow, watch this. 
They may not follow him, but 

757
00:54:02,360 --> 00:54:05,160
there's a harvest in the 
bloodline because I follow them.

758
00:54:06,720 --> 00:54:09,040
So I'm following when they can't
follow. 

759
00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:17,920
My follow is not just for me. 
If these disciples did not 

760
00:54:17,920 --> 00:54:20,320
follow Jesus, we would not have 
the gospels. 

761
00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:27,120
If Paul did not follow Jesus and
let the Holy Spirit lead him, we

762
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,920
would not have the letters to 
the church. 

763
00:54:29,720 --> 00:54:33,960
What a what is on the other side
of you following Jesus? 

764
00:54:36,560 --> 00:54:38,320
And he said the longer 
persecutions. 

765
00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:43,480
Keep you humble, put that little
thorn right there and then you 

766
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:45,400
got a scripture like First 
Corinthians 2. 

767
00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:48,360
This is why the scriptures say 
things never discovered. 

768
00:54:48,360 --> 00:54:51,360
I have not seen, nor ear have 
heard, neither has it entered 

769
00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:55,280
into the heart of man what God 
has in store for those that love

770
00:54:55,280 --> 00:54:56,760
him. 
Eyes haven't seen. 

771
00:54:56,760 --> 00:54:58,000
Why? 
Because it's on the other side 

772
00:54:58,000 --> 00:54:59,800
of obedience. 
Ears haven't heard. 

773
00:54:59,800 --> 00:55:01,120
Why? 
Because it's on the other side 

774
00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:04,840
of obedience what God has. 
What? 

775
00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:06,600
Not even what? 
What is in your heart? 

776
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:08,360
It ain't even reached your heart
I'm talking about. 

777
00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:09,640
Yeah. 
How Can you believe for 

778
00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:10,720
something that ain't in your 
heart? 

779
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:15,080
Faith starts in the heart. 
So he's talking about there is 

780
00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:18,080
something that I ain't even put 
in your heart that I'm just 

781
00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:20,360
going to blow your mind. 
My plan for you is so much 

782
00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:22,400
bigger. 
And what we want is we want to 

783
00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:24,360
know what it is. 
Lord, put it in my heart. 

784
00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:26,840
Lord, give me a vision. 
That means put it in my heart. 

785
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:29,080
Lord, give me an idea. 
That means put it in my heart. 

786
00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:31,600
Lord, give me a strategy. 
That means put it in my heart. 

787
00:55:31,760 --> 00:55:33,840
Lord, send a word that means put
it in my heart. 

788
00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:36,120
But what about about those that 
distrust God? 

789
00:55:36,320 --> 00:55:39,560
And there's an eye that hasn't 
seen, there's an ear that hasn't

790
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:42,840
heard and there is neither has 
it entered into your heart. 

791
00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,560
God has some things in store for
you. 

792
00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:49,680
OK, God is able to do exceeding 
abundantly above all that we can

793
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:52,240
ask, think, or all the no, wait 
a minute, you can. 

794
00:55:52,240 --> 00:55:56,360
Do you mean there is a blessing 
or blessings that I can't even 

795
00:55:56,360 --> 00:55:59,800
fathom? 
There's no dream in the universe

796
00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:02,080
for me, so I'm not looking for 
it. 

797
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:07,320
Sometimes I get, I get not 
seriously, but I get mad when I 

798
00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:10,440
think about it because I'm like,
oh, I thought about it. 

799
00:56:10,440 --> 00:56:13,520
I might not get it because he 
has things that I can't think 

800
00:56:13,520 --> 00:56:16,520
about. 
But then on the flip side, I'm 

801
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:19,400
like, whoa, if I thought about 
that, if I dreamt about that, 

802
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:22,120
what does he have that I can't 
dream about? 

803
00:56:22,440 --> 00:56:26,000
What does he have in the realm 
of impossibilities? 

804
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:33,880
Yeah, never doubt God's mighty 
power to work in you and 

805
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:37,360
accomplish all this. 
He will achieve infinitely more 

806
00:56:37,360 --> 00:56:41,560
than your greatest request, your
most unbelievable dream, and 

807
00:56:41,560 --> 00:56:46,320
exceed your wildest imagination.
He's going to ask you to lay 

808
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:47,760
something down just so you can 
have some. 

809
00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:51,720
Old, broke, boring life. 
The Bible is the most 

810
00:56:51,720 --> 00:56:53,760
entertaining. 
Ain't no money the Hollywood 

811
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:56,360
can't put out a movie that got 
the monsters the Bible got. 

812
00:56:57,400 --> 00:57:00,360
And I'm not calling angels with 
with eyes on their wings and all

813
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:01,280
that. 
No, no, no, no, no. 

814
00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:03,440
But the Bible, what Bible are 
you reading? 

815
00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:07,840
He will outdo. 
Watch this, the Bible says He 

816
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:12,000
will outdo them all. 
He will outdo all your 

817
00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:14,920
imaginations. 
He will outdo all your dreams. 

818
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:17,840
So this ain't just any man 
asking you to follow him. 

819
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:26,560
Oh, I follow my husband, I 
follow my wife. 

820
00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:28,640
I follow my kids to the 
basketball game. 

821
00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:31,000
I follow them. 
I thought, are you following 

822
00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:45,850
Jesus with as much detail and 
anticipation in the scripture 

823
00:57:45,850 --> 00:57:49,330
closed like this? 
I don't know about you, but I 

824
00:57:49,330 --> 00:57:51,690
don't want to be a what if I 
don't? 

825
00:57:51,690 --> 00:57:53,610
I don't want nobody at the end 
of my life. 

826
00:57:54,240 --> 00:57:57,600
I don't want nobody to be like, 
Dang, what if he man? 

827
00:57:57,600 --> 00:58:01,160
What if that that unknown 
potential, just like man, I 

828
00:58:01,160 --> 00:58:05,640
wonder if PT would have. 
I'm playing basketball till I 

829
00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:08,360
can't play basketball no more. 
I don't want to hurt nothing, 

830
00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:10,360
but I'm going to get out there 
because I'm able. 

831
00:58:12,240 --> 00:58:14,920
You know what I'm saying? 
It's like you Uncle Willy just 

832
00:58:14,920 --> 00:58:18,080
turned, what, 7170 and he's 
still hooping like, like there's

833
00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:23,440
people in here with potential 
and you just like there's stuff 

834
00:58:23,440 --> 00:58:26,120
that God has for you and you 
just make so many excuses. 

835
00:58:26,120 --> 00:58:28,640
Rather it's trauma, rather it's 
people. 

836
00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:33,040
God puts you in people's life 
and people in your life and you 

837
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:39,440
will make excuses. 
No, no what ifs. 

838
00:58:39,800 --> 00:58:43,040
And there's people in here that 
we all need to repent, that 

839
00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:49,600
we've come to the line of cost 
and we're still here counting 

840
00:58:49,640 --> 00:58:55,240
it, not because we're being 
stewards, but because we're 

841
00:58:55,240 --> 00:58:58,600
making excuses. 
We're right there. 

842
00:58:58,600 --> 00:59:00,520
Why you going to walk all the 
way to the line? 

843
00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:03,560
He Do you know what it took to 
find Jesus? 

844
00:59:03,680 --> 00:59:06,280
How he going to come all the way
to Jesus just to walk back? 

845
00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:09,200
Watch this. 
He didn't even come. 

846
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:11,880
He didn't even walk away with 
what he came for. 

847
00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:29,760
Now we offer up to God all 
glorious praise that rises from 

848
00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:36,320
every church in every generation
through Jesus Christ and all 

849
00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:41,400
that will yet be manifest 
through time and eternity. 

850
00:59:42,080 --> 00:59:43,760
Amen. 
It goes from a blessing to 

851
00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:47,280
saying the response is glorious 
praise. 

852
00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:52,360
It goes from blessing, right? 
We even do church, right? 

853
00:59:52,520 --> 00:59:55,440
We even do church, right. 
We do church, I say something to

854
00:59:55,520 --> 00:59:58,120
everybody, Amen, Hallelujah, 
right. 

855
00:59:58,120 --> 01:00:00,640
Even when we do announcements, 
it's we finish an announcement, 

856
01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:04,040
announcements is cool. 
Amen, Amen, Amen, right. 

857
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:08,040
We just do church Amen, Amen, 
Hallelujah, Hallelujah. 

858
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:12,760
Watch this to where? 
We read the scripture. 

859
01:00:12,760 --> 01:00:15,720
It ain't came to life yet 
because we're just. 

860
01:00:16,080 --> 01:00:18,480
Reading scripture, I'm just 
doing what I'm supposed to do. 

861
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:23,280
I'm supposed to read the slide 
versus what the slide says 

862
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:31,200
becomes my reality after after I
go from after I go from knowing 

863
01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:36,560
I've been where this man has 
been to seeing what God has in 

864
01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:39,160
store for those that cross the 
line. 

865
01:00:40,920 --> 01:00:44,560
And then he says now the 
blessing has been released. 

866
01:00:44,560 --> 01:00:52,920
Watch this verse 21 is not for 
when verse 20 shows up Verse 21 

867
01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:57,240
is for after I read verse 20 
yeah. 

868
01:01:00,320 --> 01:01:02,200
Can you can you do me a favor 
and just turn on some praise 

869
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:04,120
music? 
I don't I'm I'm turned up right 

870
01:01:04,120 --> 01:01:07,600
now and so I don't want I don't 
really is this scripture is in 

871
01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:10,320
my spirit right now. 
Hey man, can you turn turn some 

872
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:12,320
music? 
Y'all can come get this because 

873
01:01:12,480 --> 01:01:20,400
because this word changed me 
this week I've been at the place

874
01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:23,320
of where I've walked away 
because I'm like God it's not 

875
01:01:23,320 --> 01:01:34,600
time to have all of me. 
I've let busy get in the way of 

876
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:39,600
call and then somehow in my mind
I made what I'm busy doing my 

877
01:01:39,600 --> 01:01:43,120
call. 
Like the Holy Ghost can't give 

878
01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:50,200
me enough capacity to do call 
and what funds my life. 

879
01:01:52,040 --> 01:01:58,000
Here's what I do realize a part 
of the cost is some of the cool 

880
01:01:58,000 --> 01:02:02,280
things you want to do while 
doing purpose is some of the 

881
01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:06,040
cool people you want to hang out
with while doing purpose. 

882
01:02:06,520 --> 01:02:09,680
But there is a flow and a rhythm
in life where God is saying no, 

883
01:02:09,680 --> 01:02:12,960
no, no, no, follow me, come, 
come to Canada with me. 

884
01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:17,080
I don't care if it's 1020 years,
if you go back, if you don't go 

885
01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:19,720
back, just follow me. 
You're not like Lot's wife 

886
01:02:19,720 --> 01:02:27,720
looking back, but you're just 
like, follow me and I promise 

887
01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:29,360
you. 
From somebody that has done it 

888
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:35,080
and is raising a family to know 
how to do it, following Jesus is

889
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:37,320
the greatest thing that any 
person in this room could do. 

890
01:02:42,520 --> 01:02:46,480
Is there any other people that's
a witness, my witness. 

891
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:49,360
The people that know that to be 
true should be praising God a 

892
01:02:49,360 --> 01:02:53,160
little bit more. 
Yeah. 

893
01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:57,240
There will be no tragedy in your
life because we won't wonder 

894
01:02:57,240 --> 01:03:01,320
what if Your, your, your, your 
eulogy will be full of all the 

895
01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:05,000
things that was a result of 
following Jesus. 

896
01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:18,960
Come on, take a few moments. 
No, no, no, no, no. 

897
01:03:19,400 --> 01:03:24,880
My life was almost about to end 
with a what if, What if, What if

898
01:03:28,920 --> 01:03:34,280
this is the year? 
What if I follow Jesus? 

899
01:03:34,280 --> 01:03:37,640
Well, today you make your mind 
up, you will follow Jesus. 

900
01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:40,360
What? 
What if I stop the drugs? 

901
01:03:40,360 --> 01:03:43,320
What if I stop the smoking? 
Well, there's no what if. 

902
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:45,840
I promise you if you stop, it 
gets better. 

903
01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:48,320
It might be hard, but it gets 
better. 

904
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:53,200
Jesus is enough. 
What if I be faithful? 

905
01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:55,640
I promise you He rewards 
integrity. 

906
01:03:58,960 --> 01:04:01,920
What if we find out? 
What if we find out? 

907
01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:07,200
What if we find out what I'm 
here to declare in 2026? 

908
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:12,320
We will see the rewards, we will
see the fruit of those that 

909
01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:16,160
choose to follow Jesus. 
And I'm not looking back. 

910
01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:23,080
I will not look back. 
Come on, I need some 

911
01:04:23,080 --> 01:04:30,520
intercessors, not spectators. 
There's somebody hanging in the 

912
01:04:30,520 --> 01:04:45,160
balance. 
Come on, open your mouth because

913
01:04:45,160 --> 01:04:48,440
it's turning around for you. 
It's turning around for your 

914
01:04:48,440 --> 01:04:50,520
coworkers. 
Turn around for your family. 

915
01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:55,000
But everything gets better 
because you said yes. 

916
01:04:56,200 --> 01:04:59,440
Your marriage gets better 
because you said yes. 

917
01:04:59,760 --> 01:05:03,240
You followed. 
I follow you. 

918
01:05:04,520 --> 01:05:10,560
I follow you. 
They get better because you said

919
01:05:10,560 --> 01:05:11,720
yes. 
I follow you. 

920
01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:16,880
Come on, tell Jesus. 
I make a commitment today to lay

921
01:05:16,880 --> 01:05:19,200
it down. 
I lay it all down. 

922
01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:28,160
I lay it all down. 
Thank you so much for tuning 

923
01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:30,720
into this week's sermon. 
We pray you were challenged, 

924
01:05:30,720 --> 01:05:34,320
equipped and encouraged. 
Make sure to follow us on all 

925
01:05:34,320 --> 01:05:37,520
platforms. 
That's love quest intl church. 

926
01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:39,960
We out here for real. 
We're really doing it. 

927
01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:42,960
That's Facebook, Instagram, 
YouTube and TikTok. 

928
01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:45,400
You can find us anywhere you 
need to find us. 

929
01:05:45,560 --> 01:05:47,440
But until next time you know the
drill. 

930
01:05:47,440 --> 01:05:50,680
You know the motto, get your 
love fixed man and we'll see 

931
01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:51,320
y'all real soon.
