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Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to
the Love Quest International 

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Church Podcast where we seek to 
love all nations, equip the 

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church, mobilize the equipped, 
and serve all. 

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We're super glad you're joining 
us from whenever and wherever 

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you're at in the world. 
Welcome to the family to get 

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your Bibles ready, get some 
water, get some coffee, maybe 

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some tea, and get ready to 
receive. 

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It's go time. 
Let's get into it. 

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Because I was preparing for 
today. 

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Well, I would wouldn't say I was
preparing, but when I was in a 

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certain space this week and the 
Lord dropped, I feel in my 

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spirit something that should 
radically change us today. 

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Then I thought about, oh crap, 
it's Mother's Day Sunday. 

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I should be preparing a Mother's
Day message, something empower 

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moms, but I should be preparing 
a word that's going to change 

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everybody. 
And today for me is, is the it's

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it is and it's going to be a 
significant day because I choose

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to let this word change my life 
today. 

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But I I also chose it when he 
gave it to me. 

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It's just you guys have the 
choice just today. 

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I've had to sit with this for a 
few days, But when I do think 

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about moms, this message, this 
message has the nature of, of, 

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of a, of a for real mom. 
And it's not that men don't have

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it, it's just that men choose 
not to because the world and 

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culture has robbed men from the 
world hasn't robbed men from 

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being emotional, but it has 
robbed us of showing healthy 

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emotions from a place of needing
God or else. 

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Today's message, my prayer from 
from the bottom of my heart is 

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that there's something that 
happens deep in our souls 

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because I, I know we all need 
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And what I've come to figure out
is there's, there's no way to 

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really walk with God or 
understand God's heart without a

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life of vulnerability. 
And the world is not made for us

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to be vulnerable in a healthy 
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The world is not made for men to
cry out to God. 

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I, I, I, I saw something this 
week and maybe it's just because

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where I'm at in my life, but I 
saw something this week that's 

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it's all through the Bible. 
But we don't really present it 

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the way that I think God wants 
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But there's no Davidic people 
without a cry. 

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You were born crying when you 
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attention. 
All you could do was cry. 

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But as we get older, we have 
lost the cry for God. 

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We emotional, we know how to be 
angry, we know how to tell you 

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we ticked off. 
We know how to be dramatic. 

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We know how to be messy. 
We know how to complain, we know

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how to gossip. 
We know how. 

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But man, why in other parts of 
the world do we see revival 

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sustained? 
And I believe that I. 

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See something that's in 
scripture that even God is talk 

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is is crying out for. 
But here's the challenge. 

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You only see this level of 
intense passion for God where 

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there's trauma or catastrophe or
extreme poverty where I only 

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have God or else but we have a 
bougie relationship with God, a 

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bougie prayer life, a bougie 
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It's like to get you to raise 
your hands. 

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It it it it's the desperation 
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Not a worship leader. 
War, death, tragedy, loss, pain,

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heartbreak, calamity and 
hardship has been the means of 

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our cry outs. 
We look overseas and we see why.

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There's sustained revival, 
miracles, signs, wonders, cities

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changed, cultures transformed, 
kingdoms turned over and God's 

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Kingdom established. 
There's a cry out. 

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There's not mere crying. 
There's not mere sadness, 

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there's not mere frustration, 
there's not mere anger, but 

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there's a cry out from man's 
soul that God and all of heaven 

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cannot ignore. 
We cry because we're going 

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through something. 
They have nothing. 

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They cry out and it's translated
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We have lost the art of crying 
out because we cry about 

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anything and everything that 
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way or in our timing. 
Any amount of adversity we are 

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thrown off, any amount of 
challenge we are offended. 

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Any amount of persecution we 
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discomfort we cower away. 
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throw fits of pride, we flail in
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We are busy in fear. 
Our souls are crying for 

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something that we cannot 
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So we mask our longing for God 
with performances and offerings,

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hoping that God would see us. 
God would move. 

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Hopefully he hears us. 
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have security in my children, my
job, my bank, bank account, my 

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plans, my resources and my 
connections. 

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Our soul is actually yearning 
for something deeper, something 

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richer, something more 
sustainable, but something that 

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can only be obtained through a 
deep, intimate, uninterrupted 

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walk with God. 
That can only be sustained 

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through a deep longing and 
evolving revelation of the 

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Father's love, as well as a 
daily desperation that is 

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produced by heavenly realization
of our need for Him. 

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The lack of crying out has LED 
us to great and severe measures 

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of mental health issues. 
The lack of crying out has LED 

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us to great and severe measures 
of pride and disease and crime 

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and unhealthy habits, isolation,
offense, orphan spirit. 

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And we've replaced crying out 
with drugs and alcohol, porn, 

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therapy, gossip, education and 
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The issue is not do we cry? 
The issue is who we do we cry 

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out? 
Do who do we cry to? 

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A part of today's mental illness
attack is because we don't cry 

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out. 
A part of dysfunctional marriage

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is because we don't cry out. 
A part of today's crime increase

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is because we don't cry out. 
And that's why there's this move

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and we got, and the world has 
given us language for mental 

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illness, but not a, a, a, a, a 
way of crying out to God. 

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It's talk to therapists and tell
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So we grow in coping mechanisms 
and we grow in modified 

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behavior, but we don't grow in 
intimacy with God. 

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So the world is going to give 
you tools and God is giving you 

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a life of victory. 
The enemy understands the time 

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we're in, so he wants to rob 
your cry out to God and replace 

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it with artificial 
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So if I just get a husband, if I
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If I could just pop these pills,
I can. 

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The cry of the fear of God. 
It's like I can't go without you

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no more Lord. 
I can't live without you. 

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I can't love without you. 
I can't stand without you. 

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I can't believe without you. 
I can't decide without you. 

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I can't build without you. 
I can't parent without you. 

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I can't lead without you. 
I just can't period without you.

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Not another day, not another 
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Without you, I surrender all 
song. 

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It's this. 
I can't without you. 

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Today's conversation. 
God is trying to dig deep and I 

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know he may only be able to get 
to a few people, but I'm telling

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you, it's not too late. 
Our praise is controlled. 

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We only go so far, and here it 
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I grew up where people had cry 
out, but ignorance, but they had

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cry out. 
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There was no scheduling serving.
Everybody served every week at 

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the same post for years. 
And you go back to that church 

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right now and the usher, he 
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He's 90 years old, but he's 
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But today it's like I'm, I 
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serve. 
I'm yeah, I'm not this week. 

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But I'm talking about people. 
I was talking to my wife about 

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this. 
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grandpas and parents who had 
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I'm talking about big labor. 
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Sunday and they're there on 
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Tuesday and Saturday. 
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program on Friday. 
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And you did not come to church 
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church in their uniforms from 
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But today, church is where I go.
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something. 
They better have me a word. 

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They better sing my favorite 
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They better end when I need them
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Where has the revelation of God?
I need thee they they weren't 

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serving every week because they 
had to, but they had a 

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revelation of God. 
You brought me from a mighty 

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long way, God, if I don't build 
your church, my grandson, my 

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granddaughter, my my kids won't 
have a place when I'm dead and 

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gone. 
They won't know how to serve 

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you. 
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Is that generation where is that
cry Where is that revelation of 

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I come on Sunday. 
I got to serve because for God 

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so loved the world that he gave 
his only son to serve me and I 

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get it. 
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there's servant is not just in 
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disappearing acts and the the 
the self entitlement of the body

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of Christ is sickening in the 
nostrils of God when he's done 

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so much for us and we still 
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My man man, man we there was 
generations grow up in my 

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church. 
We argued, we fought, we didn't 

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like each other at times. 
Man, where's that day Now it's 

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all I'll find another place to 
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I just serve online. 
I it's like man, the roots of 

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that is your soul does not cry 
out for God. 

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He is easily replaced and you 
say you doing it all for the 

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Kingdom, but it all starts in 
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Today's message is cry out. 
The Father is listening. 

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I could not stop weeping for the
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of God and for His church. 
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And it wasn't emotional. 
It wasn't it wasn't like 

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complaining. 
It was like when you get to a 

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place where God can share His 
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willing to carry it. 
Here we go. 

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It's all in the Bible. 
Somebody shout out, it's all in 

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the Bible. 
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begins. 
Get up and cry out in prayer. 

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Pour your heart out face to face
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Lift high your hands beg for the
lives of your children who are 

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starving the death out on the 
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It's not, it's not, it's it's 
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Just lift your hands like Lord, 
here I am. 

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It's this Lord like a child 
lifts their hands to their 

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father or their mother and say, 
pick me up. 

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I need thee Bible, get up. 
And what? 

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Come on, get up. 
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Pour your heart out, EJ Our 
prayers, man. 

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I grew up hearing prayers where 
the room was shaking and and it 

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was and and and and it had some 
fervor and some passion and it 

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had some urgency in every 
prayer. 

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Ain't never heard my grandmama, 
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No Deacon cry or pray without 
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Where's those prayers? 
Our cute little prayers, Father.

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In the name of Jesus, Lord, we 
thank you. 

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And that's fine. 
But I'm telling you, there's a 

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depth that we will never 
experience on earth without a 

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depth, without you being 
vulnerable. 

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And here it is. 
Here's the problem. 

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The people that pray with 
passion are Pentecostal or they 

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are charismatic or they are 
people of color, or they are a 

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certain type of group, versus 
seeing in the Bible that this 

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cry out and this fervor and 
passion is what has moved heaven

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over and over and over and over 
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You want to know why we don't 
see revival? 

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Because we don't cry out. 
You want to know why it's over 

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there? 
It's because they cry out. 

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But what I see in the word of 
God is we do not have to get in 

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extreme circumstances to cry 
out. 

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We don't have to be poor to cry 
out. 

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Your child don't have to die to 
cry out. 

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You don't have to have cancer to
cry out. 

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Psalm 42 here I am. 
If you going to be a Davidic 

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people, you want to know why God
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After my own heart. 
Here I am, depressed and 

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downcast, yet I will still 
remember you as I ponder the 

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place where you're you know, 
here it is, here it is, here it 

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is. 
Here's why I don't have to be at

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the bottom to cry out, because 
I've learned the skill of 

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pondering His goodness. 
I am moved by what He has done, 

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not having to God to allow me to
fall again so I can cry out 

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again. 
Yet, yet, yet, I will still 

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remember you as I ponder the 
place where your glory streams 

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down from the mighty mountain 
tops, lofty and majestic, the 

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mountains of your awesome 
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Here it is. 
My deep need calls out, or in 

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other words, cry out to the deep
kindness of your love. 

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Your waterfall of weeping sent 
waves of sorrow over my soul, 

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carrying me away, cascading over
me like a thundering cataract. 

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Here's the world is meant to 
callous you. 

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We're so busy. 
We have so many goals. 

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We're so trying to be 
inspirational. 

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We got so many albums, so many 
books, so many wives, so much 

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fun, so much travel to do. 
And before you know it, we're so

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busy and so desperate to be 
successful that we have lost 

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intimacy with our Creator. 
And we wonder why we have to 

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strive to see breakthrough 
versus live and breakthrough and

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be the breakthrough. 
Because breakthrough is on me. 

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Breakthrough is in me. 
When people cry out, you don't 

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got to beg people to give and to
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It's because a cry out is 
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God. 
God, I need you. 

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God, I long for you, whatever it
may be. 

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God, I will do it. 
I will go, I will say it. 

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So afraid of people. 
We can't cry out. 

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Now pastors and leaders are 
falling by the wayside because 

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they're the ones crying to get 
you to cry. 

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And they're having counseling 
meetings with you to stop your 

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tears. 
But a lot of your tears come 

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from a lack of intimacy with 
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Your heart keeps getting broken 
because you won't break. 

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Let your heart be broken for 
God, my deep knee, He calls out 

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to the deep kindness of your 
love. 

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Your waterfall of weeping sent 
waves over. 

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My soul goes on. 
And he says all through the day,

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Yahweh has commanded His endless
love to pour over me while I'm 

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going to my career job. 
All through the day when I feel 

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like all hope is gone. 
All through the day He's 

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commanded his endless love pour 
over me. 

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Through the night I sing through
the night. 

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My soul is crying out his songs 
and my praises to the living 

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God. 
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it's an emphasis on the great 
depth and significance of a need

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and a hunger and a thirst for 
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A need, a desperation deep. 
Crying out too deep is spiritual

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engagement. 
It's not a passive act. 

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It requires a deep engagement 
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breaking through passivity and 
fear. 

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And then we look at somebody 
that's dancing. 

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It's like, oh, that's their 
culture now, silly you sound. 

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Oh, someone is screaming, crying
out to the Lord. 

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That's just not my personality, 
but it's his nature. 

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What would a house look like? 
And what would the body of 

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Christ look like if every time 
we gathered there was a crying 

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out, not a showing up of 
arrogance? 

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And oh, I'm coming to get a word
for me today. 

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I hope it helps me. 
And then walk out of here with 

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no type of desperation. 
Why is it only a tenth of the 

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room falling on their faces? 
You can't tell me that God has 

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not done something to you and 
for you that should not 'cause 

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you with revelation to fall on 
your face. 

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Because He's holy, because he's 
good, because He's faithful. 

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No matter how prideful you've 
been, he still loves you. 

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He's forgiven you. 
No matter how nasty you've been,

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he still loved you. 
This bougie approach to God will

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not work. 
Not in the depths of darkness 

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we're entering. 
It's not a passive act requires 

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deep engagement with one's 
emotions and one's faith 

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breaking through passivity and 
fears whole lot of passivity and

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worship services. 
We just sit here and we we read 

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the lyrics and the Angel where 
the lyrics at. 

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We put the and the Angel saying.
Holy. 

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All creation. 
And we've created a space for 

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you to easily approach God. 
How dare us not have screens for

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you to read? 
And the whole point of praise 

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and worship is for you to pursue
Him, not read about Him and 

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watch others who long for Him. 
This cry out can release 

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spiritual breakthrough like 
never before and createspace for

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God's presence. 
The cry out benefits beyond 

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deliverance. 
While seeking deliverance is a 

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common reason for crying out, 
other benefits include guidance 

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and understanding and knowing. 
God better and strengthening 

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your soul. 
This isn't about crying out for 

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a new house, a new car. 
This is not about crying out. 

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Lord, bring in the money for the
worship center. 

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It's like while I'm waiting, 
God, I need you, You're enough. 

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It's just when is God going to 
be enough? 

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Every day we're crying out for 
Him to do something and he's 

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just not enough. 
When is your Savior enough? 

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Before the man show up? 
Before the woman show up? 

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Before the building is done? 
Before the permits are handed 

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over? 
When is God going to be enough? 

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Is it going to take losing a 
loved one? 

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Is it going to take your child 
drowning? 

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What's going to take for you to 
cry out to the Lord and say God 

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you are all I need? 
Why does trauma and catastrophe 

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have to be the only time we get 
desperate? 

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Why do we have to walk up to our
house burning down to say God, 

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I'm not going, I don't know what
to do when they walk out on you.

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Why? 
That's when God help my soul. 

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Why isn't it just your daily 
bread to need God? 

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We're waiting for callbacks. 
We're waiting for confirmation. 

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Is this my spouse? 
Why are we bombarding heaven for

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confirmation? 
For things that when we die, we 

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won't need them? 
God won't need them. 

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They have no use in heaven. 
But every day, the stuff we're 

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waiting on, we're not waiting 
for God. 

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We're waiting for the hand of 
God, not waiting for the heart 

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of God. 
Reason why pop culture so 

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attractive is because they 
desperately want the world. 

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They desperately want them bands
that money, they desperately 

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want that women, they 
desperately want to party and 

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they sell it from desperation. 
And our children are following 

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desperation because if you ain't
desperate about it, it is not 

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going to compel me to want it. 
If our main business is so 

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winning, then you tell me why a 
fisherman is going to sit on the

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water all night, all day long 
for some fish because they're 

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desperate for a catch. 
And then we're frustrated with 

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God because he don't come 
through for the thing. 

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The thing. 
God is here, but the thing 

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ain't. 
His presence is here, but the 

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thing ain't. 
His goodness is here, but the 

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job ain't, the building ain't, 
the money ain't, the spouse 

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ain't so you mean God can't get 
your best praise without 

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something wrong or your prayer 
of a thing answered. 

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He can't get your best praise 
before you get sick. 

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Look at this. 
He said to her, give me your 

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son. 
This woman bless the man of God,

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her sons end up, her son ends up
jethly sick. 

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She's crying out, what, what, 
what have you done? 

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And the man of God shows up and 
he says, God, what? 

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This woman blessed me, Why, Why 
her son? 

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He said to her, give me your 
son. 

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And he took him from her bosom 
and carried him up into the 

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chamber where he stayed and laid
him upon his own bed. 

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And Elijah cried to the Lord, 
Look, this wasn't his son. 

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When you going to cry about 
somebody else's child being 

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lost? 
Elijah cried to the Lord and 

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said, Oh Lord my God, have you 
brought further calamity up on 

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this widow with whom I soldier? 
By slaying her son. 

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And he stretched himself upon 
the child three times, and cried

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to the Lord, and said, Oh Lord 
my God, I pray you, let this 

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child's soul come back into him.
And the Lord heard the voice of 

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Elijah, and the soul of the 
child came into him again, and 

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he revived. 
Man, I don't get, we don't got 

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enough energy. 
We ain't got enough time to cry 

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out. 
We don't got enough time to 

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tarry. 
We ain't got enough time. 

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We got to go, ain't got time to 
go to church every day. 

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I don't got time to go to prayer
meeting. 

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I got stuff to do. 
Watch this The heartfelt and 

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persistent prayer of a righteous
man is able to accomplish much 

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when put into action and made 
effective by God. 

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It is dynamic and can have 
tremendous power. 

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Watch this next scripture in 
James. 

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Elijah was a man with a nature 
like ours, with the same 

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physical, mental and spiritual 
limitations and shortcomings, 

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and he prayed intensely. 
For it not to rain. 

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And it did not rain on the earth
for three years and six months 

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where tremendous power is 
released through the passionate,

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heartfelt prayer, passionate, 
heartfelt prayer, passionate, 

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heartfelt prayer of a godly 
believer. 

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This, this is not a saying, a 
quick little prayer that we say 

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on some like, Lord, I can do all
things through Christ who 

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strengthens me. 
That's cool. 

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Keep the word in your mouth, 
man. 

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When's the last time you've been
on your knees crying out for 

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your city, crying out for your 
Mama, crying out for your 

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health, not crying because 
you're not healthy, but crying 

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unto the God that Lord, I'll 
stay sick. 

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But if I got you, I can make it.
Lord, I'm gonna count it all 

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joy, because when you are with 
me, greater is he that is in me 

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than he that's in the world. 
I'm not crying because poor me. 

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I'm crying because God, I need 
thee. 

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I need you in this. 
I'll walk through the valley. 

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I'll tell it on the mountain, 
I'll raise this child, but not 

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without you. 
What I'm crying out for is you, 

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God, because the situation can 
change, but there's going to be 

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another situation down the road.
You can give me back this 

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person, but there's going to be 
another person that leaves me. 

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What you going to do when the 
next person leave you? 

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What you going to do when the 
next person pass away? 

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What you going to do with the 
next doctor's report? 

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What you going to do when you 
get old age? 

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What you going to do when that 
just unfortunate news come? 

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The. 
Cry out is how I enter trauma. 

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It's how I enter bad news. 
My cry out is not a response to 

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bad news. 
My cry out is my. 

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Posture bad news encounters a 
cry out, it doesn't cause one. 

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Elijah said. 
Elijah was a man with human 

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frailties, just like all of us. 
But he prayed, and he received. 

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Supernatural answers. 
The fuel of our cry shouldn't be

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based on our needs, but should 
be generated by the passion of 

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the Father's desires. 
Crying out to God is a pervent 

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petition, often done aloud. 
Let me help you. 

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Aloud has nothing to do with how
you were raised or the color 

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your skin or a denominator. 
Aloud is not a denomination. 

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Aloud is not Pentecostal, right?
When all of us were children, it

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wasn't like, oh, I'm a Caucasian
baby, I don't cry aloud. 

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But when we were all innocent 
and our minds was unstained by 

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the affairs of this world, 
without even having to be 

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prompted when we need Mama and 
daddy, we cried out. 

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Sometimes we cried just so they 
hold our hands. 

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I remember Malia came out of her
mama's womb and she cried and I 

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talked to her through the womb. 
I put I was writing music during

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her the pregnancy and I would 
put my headphones on Julia's 

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belly. 
So today Malia remember songs 

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that I wrote that I don't 
remember, but I talked to her 

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when she came out, she was 
crying and. 

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Then I just said, hey, baby 
couldn't see, you know, baby's 

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eyes all over the place. 
My sheep hear my voice. 

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We so we, so we so distracted. 
We don't know God's voice. 

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So we got to go to conferences, 
how to hear from God. 

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We got books on our shelf, how 
to hear from God. 

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But when you walk with them, 
even when you just feel a little

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anxious, all you need is, hey, 
sweetie, I'm here. 

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It wasn't the words, it was the 
sonics. 

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It was the presence crying out 
to God. 

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It's done. 
Aloud. 

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It's a powerful way to engage 
with God, especially in times of

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distress. 
Here it is. 

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Or when seeking guidance. 
Can you just cry out when you 

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just need clarity? 
Most of the time you hear people

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crying out is because of pain. 
Oh my God, I just need wisdom. 

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So I'm crying out for direction.
I'm singing this song for 

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direction. 
My house is good, my children 

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healthy, my life is good. 
I'm blessed beyond measure. 

450
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:43,560
But I just need a little 
clarity. 

451
00:38:43,720 --> 00:38:50,480
So here I am, Lord. 
It's not like Lord, when you're 

452
00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:52,840
ready, just going to drop that 
wisdom on me whenever you're 

453
00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:54,240
ready. 
I got time because my life is 

454
00:38:54,240 --> 00:38:56,480
good. 
So I don't necessarily need the 

455
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:58,840
wisdom, but I need the wisdom. 
So whenever you're ready, just 

456
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:02,680
drop it on me. 
But boy, let you get some bad 

457
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,480
news calling people. 
Hey, pray with me. 

458
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:11,800
What happens when somebody get 
bad news A lot of times like 

459
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,680
depending on who it is but man 
your nervous system breaks down 

460
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:18,280
to a point where you fall to the
ground, you faint by news. 

461
00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,680
Sometimes even unconfirmed. 
News. 

462
00:39:25,440 --> 00:39:29,200
You feel your life leaving you 
when you get bad news or someone

463
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,960
close to you or something, 
something bad, something 

464
00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:33,840
happens. 
You just give out. 

465
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,880
All strength leaves you. 
Your nervous system is attacked 

466
00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:44,440
because it's not familiar with 
that level of engagement. 

467
00:39:45,720 --> 00:39:53,360
But when I posture myself in a 
lifestyle of God, I need you, my

468
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:57,880
response is not a faint my 
response soon as I get in bad 

469
00:39:57,880 --> 00:40:03,040
news, it might be Father in my 
strength. 

470
00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:14,680
Lord God, I know you're able. 
Some of us faint over bad news, 

471
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:17,640
like I'm sorry to tell you, you 
did not get the role. 

472
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:22,600
I'm sorry to tell you we decided
to go another way for this job 

473
00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:26,680
position. 
What? 

474
00:40:28,720 --> 00:40:31,400
Oh, I'm, I'm sorry. 
I, I, I didn't fell out of love 

475
00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:34,000
with you and I don't want to be 
with you anymore. 

476
00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:39,880
Sorry, our budget can't afford 
you. 

477
00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:42,760
We got to fire you, although 
you're great. 

478
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:46,560
Like we love you here, but we 
can't afford you here. 

479
00:40:50,720 --> 00:40:57,920
The stuff we faint over, the 
stuff we give up over, the stuff

480
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:04,200
we quit over, over, over there. 
They walked five hours for 

481
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:08,400
church and then they'll bring a 
bucket of water back on their 

482
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:12,760
head to feed children. 
That's malnourished. 

483
00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:16,440
We complaining? 
Oh, that's too far. 

484
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:18,040
It's, it's traffic. 
It's huh. 

485
00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:25,440
And you want revival in your 
family? 

486
00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:34,520
Man, the price for revival is 
mighty. 

487
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:44,200
Man, and guess what? 
I got to be done in a few 

488
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:47,120
minutes because got to let this 
service out so the other people 

489
00:41:47,120 --> 00:41:53,720
can come in because we got to go
and people on schedules, yes. 

490
00:42:06,220 --> 00:42:11,980
This, this cry out and I'm 
telling you now, here you go 

491
00:42:11,980 --> 00:42:12,700
here. 
Challenge. 

492
00:42:12,700 --> 00:42:21,200
Oh, it's going to be Part 2 
because we ain't got time, but 

493
00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,040
your response time is going to 
be on you. 

494
00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,240
But later we going to really 
respond. 

495
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:35,040
Man, I haven't heard of a 
revival that didn't interrupt 

496
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:39,280
plans. 
You don't want, you don't want 

497
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,960
it. 
You don't want it. 

498
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:49,640
We don't want it. 
Vancouver Midweek. 

499
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:50,360
Service. 
Huh. 

500
00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:54,160
Now I got, I got stuff to do on 
Wednesday. 

501
00:42:57,520 --> 00:42:59,680
I'm I'm, I'm, I'm like, maybe 
I'm in trouble. 

502
00:42:59,680 --> 00:43:01,560
I was here, I heard Kevin 
Garnett the other day. 

503
00:43:01,680 --> 00:43:04,680
He was talking about because he 
was one of the youngsters that, 

504
00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:08,920
that that got, got some of the 
old school basketball guys and 

505
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,800
he he, he was on that. 
Crossover where the new age was 

506
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:12,960
coming up. 
He was talking about the 

507
00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:16,160
difference in the locker rooms 
between the Ogs and the young 

508
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:17,400
people. 
And you look at basketball 

509
00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:20,640
today, the game changing, you 
know, ah, you file and you get 

510
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:23,360
you get a back, then they'll 
fight and then I get it. 

511
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:26,280
Some of you just can't punch me 
and then not get penalized for 

512
00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:28,120
it. 
But at the same time, the the 

513
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:34,760
difference between the old St. 
and today's St. humongous 

514
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:39,680
difference, the hunger, the the 
willing to come out and play 

515
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:43,200
like this. 
Does it mean that that's the 

516
00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:45,720
best? 
Mike, don't forget we're talking

517
00:43:45,720 --> 00:43:49,200
about basketball. 
But but but the willing for Kobe

518
00:43:49,200 --> 00:43:53,000
to tape up a broken finger or go
to the sideline like this and 

519
00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,560
they pop his shoulder back in 
and he'd get back in the game. 

520
00:43:56,120 --> 00:43:59,480
Or the willingness to walk up to
the free throw line with a, with

521
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:01,520
a, with a, with a season ending 
injury. 

522
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:04,240
And like, I'm going to shoot 
this free throw and I'm going to

523
00:44:04,240 --> 00:44:09,520
walk myself off the, the guts 
and the, the, the, the, the, 

524
00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:14,400
the, the, the, the, the, the, 
the, the, the grits of the old 

525
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:18,640
St. 
See the difference between 

526
00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:22,880
basketball and the church is God
stays the same. 

527
00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:27,480
So what he's the scriptures 
haven't changed from age to age.

528
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,080
Our approach to God remains the 
same. 

529
00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:35,720
So we might have added TV's, but
our approach to God remains the 

530
00:44:35,720 --> 00:44:45,880
same. 
This, this signifies this, this 

531
00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:49,640
crying out is an act that 
signifies dependence and trust 

532
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,000
and the recognition of God's 
power. 

533
00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:55,400
And it it can. 
Lead to significant spiritual 

534
00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:58,280
growth and a deeper connection 
with God. 

535
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:03,560
Man, these last few days, man, 
they hit my spirit of grandma 

536
00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:11,280
and moms and my aunties and 
uncles. 

537
00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:17,160
And it wasn't just church, man. 
We'd be driving in the car and 

538
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:21,720
they got to pull over, not 
merely because the Holy Ghost 

539
00:45:21,720 --> 00:45:24,960
hit them, but because Revelation
hit them and they have to pull 

540
00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:29,760
over to give them praise. 
And even grandma will be washing

541
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:33,520
the dishes and Mom will be 
washing the dishes and you hear 

542
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:38,680
them crying out and then put the
towel over their shoulder. 

543
00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:43,000
And then at some point they move
from the sink and end up 

544
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,160
somewhere in the house on their 
face. 

545
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:49,960
And as a kid, you're like, 
what's wrong? 

546
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:54,520
They got fool me in the house 
like this. 

547
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:58,960
Something happened. 
And all you would hear is man, 

548
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:03,960
God's God. 
If that's the only reason I cry 

549
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:16,310
out is because he gave me 
another we throw tantrums over. 

550
00:46:16,310 --> 00:46:20,470
What? 
Put that energy towards crying 

551
00:46:20,470 --> 00:46:25,230
out to God. 
Somebody don't get you 

552
00:46:25,230 --> 00:46:35,230
attention. 
It signifies dependence. 

553
00:46:35,550 --> 00:46:38,720
Watch this, watch this, watch 
this, watch this some. 

554
00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:47,480
In my distress I cried out to 
you, the delivering God, And 

555
00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:52,000
from your temple throne you 
heard my troubled cry, and my 

556
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:59,000
sobs went right into your heart.
Sometimes you wonder why it's 

557
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:03,280
taking so long to breakthrough. 
You know when you want something

558
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:10,520
bad enough, the holding out 
produces desperation, not a 

559
00:47:10,520 --> 00:47:17,640
tantrum, not a giving up on God.
Because the question ain't if 

560
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:21,360
he's if he if he could do it or 
if he did it, or if provision is

561
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:29,000
there is yes and Amen. 
The length of my weight speaks 

562
00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:37,160
to his longing for me. 
You've made it about him not 

563
00:47:37,160 --> 00:47:43,520
longing for what you want, but 
you put what you want before 

564
00:47:43,520 --> 00:47:47,600
what he wants. 
And he wants you more than you 

565
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:49,720
want the job and you want the 
spouse. 

566
00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:53,240
He wants you more than you than 
the healing. 

567
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:55,800
He he. 
He understands that there are 

568
00:47:55,800 --> 00:48:00,120
some things he because. 
Because at the end of the story,

569
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:05,720
you won't end up sick, but 
somehow that sickness got you 

570
00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:13,400
longing for him. 
So the temporary, this is how 

571
00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:18,880
Paul's mind was somehow insane 
because he says I'm going to 

572
00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:23,000
write these love letters in 
prison because I know prison is 

573
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:30,280
not where I'm going to end up. 
So I can write these letters in 

574
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:37,680
chains. 
God got those letters from 

575
00:48:37,720 --> 00:48:43,200
chained hands. 
And you wonder why God ain't in 

576
00:48:43,200 --> 00:48:46,320
a rush to get them chains off 
your wrist. 

577
00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:51,240
Because maybe it's where the 
chains are. 

578
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:56,920
It's where you and God finally 
got some intimacy and the 

579
00:48:56,920 --> 00:49:01,760
problem is is when the chains 
come off, can you stay as 

580
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:11,430
desperate? 
North American prayer life is 

581
00:49:11,430 --> 00:49:14,430
filled up with requests for 
mammon. 

582
00:49:19,310 --> 00:49:20,830
Not just hear a father just 
like. 

583
00:49:20,830 --> 00:49:24,110
Man, am I enough see Jesus on 
the cross? 

584
00:49:24,110 --> 00:49:31,200
Like is this enough? 
How is my blood enough for your 

585
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:36,000
sins to be cleaned, but it's not
enough for you to be happy? 

586
00:49:42,710 --> 00:49:47,670
How have I freed you from 
eternal death, but I can't free 

587
00:49:47,670 --> 00:49:56,030
you from one day of rejection? 
It ain't going your way. 

588
00:50:00,030 --> 00:50:02,710
But what if when it ain't going 
your way is going my way? 

589
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:09,560
The joy of the Lord is my 
strength. 

590
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:13,720
So what I tap into is that when 
it ain't going my way is. 

591
00:50:13,720 --> 00:50:16,520
This. 
Moment bringing God joy. 

592
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:23,520
Although it's bringing me some 
anxiety, the anxiety is not 

593
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:27,040
what's bringing God joy, but 
what's bringing God joy as this 

594
00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:33,320
child finally needs them. 
Now. 

595
00:50:33,320 --> 00:50:35,680
All we ask, God, fix this, fix 
that. 

596
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:39,000
God, you take him around your 
little house and say, Lord, tape

597
00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:41,320
that up for me. 
Lord, can you fix that for me? 

598
00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:43,200
Lord, can you bring this money 
through for me? 

599
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:45,880
Lord, bring me a husband, Lord. 
Lord, give me this building 

600
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:48,120
permit. 
Lord, can you bless this book? 

601
00:50:48,240 --> 00:50:50,400
Lord, can you breathe on this 
album? 

602
00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:57,920
And this whole time he's like, 
what about me and you? 

603
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:09,440
I created you for me. 
In the beginning you needed 

604
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:20,080
nothing but me. 
In my distress, I cried out to 

605
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:30,320
you, the delivering God. 
From your temple throne, you 

606
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:35,800
heard my troubled cry, and my 
sobs went right into your heart.

607
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:41,880
See, men, how much would this 
world be changed if men knew how

608
00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:45,280
to cry out? 
Not. 

609
00:51:45,280 --> 00:51:49,200
This is not the emotional part. 
This is this is not what I'm 

610
00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:51,640
talking about. 
This is not oh, I'm angry and 

611
00:51:51,640 --> 00:51:58,280
I'm gonna let you have it. 
This is like, Lord, I surrender 

612
00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:00,000
all to you. 
I lay my family down. 

613
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:04,040
I lay my finances down. 
I'm coming to you for my needs, 

614
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:12,320
but my needs start with you. 
I want to desire what you 

615
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:15,520
desire. 
I don't want to waste no time 

616
00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:18,040
desiring my desires that you 
don't desire. 

617
00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:20,440
I told the worship team 
yesterday, what if you're 

618
00:52:20,440 --> 00:52:25,120
desiring stuff God says He don't
need for you and him, but he 

619
00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:29,760
blesses you with your desires 
because he's a good father. 

620
00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:34,200
But he's saying I don't need you
to have that to be what I've 

621
00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:39,160
called you to be. 
You don't need that spouse to be

622
00:52:39,240 --> 00:52:42,400
what I've called you to be. 
You don't need that bank 

623
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,800
account. 
You don't need all that money to

624
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:47,200
be. 
You don't need to go to Italy to

625
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:49,160
have the rest I designed for 
you. 

626
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:56,320
And there's this long list of 
things that we think we need. 

627
00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:00,240
And God's like, sure, that's not
sin if you think that's going to

628
00:53:00,240 --> 00:53:05,120
make you happy here. 
But I don't need you to have 

629
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:10,560
that to live the fulfilled life 
that I have for you. 

630
00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:18,080
I, I don't need you to have that
for you to be what I've called 

631
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:20,400
you to be. 
I don't need you to have that. 

632
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,640
But because it's not evil, it's 
not sinful. 

633
00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:27,360
You, you kind of delight in me. 
Hey, man, they, they, they, they

634
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:29,800
wanted a king. 
They want, they wanted 

635
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:31,520
Israelites. 
They wanted this. 

636
00:53:31,680 --> 00:53:35,400
They didn't want what God wanted
for them, but they wanted what 

637
00:53:35,400 --> 00:53:37,800
they wanted. 
And what did God do here? 

638
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:41,120
And the very thing they desired 
pulled them away from God. 

639
00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:48,040
And This is why he says, if you 
delighted me, he's so slick. 

640
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:51,080
Because when you delight in him,
you automatically want what he 

641
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:55,560
desires. 
Delight in him doesn't mean sing

642
00:53:55,560 --> 00:53:59,280
songs, it mean actually 
preference Him. 

643
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:04,240
And when you preference him, you
begin to want what he desires 

644
00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:06,480
and boom, of course he's going 
to give it to you because it's 

645
00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:11,680
what He desires. 
Some of you are waiting on stuff

646
00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:13,120
that God don't even desire for 
you. 

647
00:54:15,800 --> 00:54:19,360
He's not moved by that prayer 
request because he's like I, I, 

648
00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:25,520
I can wait because what I desire
is this time I'm getting from 

649
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:27,760
you. 
But when this thing show up, I 

650
00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:31,240
know it might pull you away. 
Oh, you too busy now that's 

651
00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:32,280
here. 
This is Bible. 

652
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:35,280
He went and said go compel them 
and one after another. 

653
00:54:35,400 --> 00:54:37,120
Oh, I just got married. 
I got a tend to this. 

654
00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:38,600
Oh, I just built the house I 
got. 

655
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:42,880
Oh, I just got some new cattle. 
I don't got time and we are in a

656
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:46,160
time where God is inviting His 
bride, His sons and daughters 

657
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:47,360
home. 
But guess what? 

658
00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:49,000
Some of us. 
I ain't got time. 

659
00:54:49,440 --> 00:54:51,800
I got a couple of hours on 
Sunday. 

660
00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,400
Oh yeah, I listen to my 
devotional and I got a 

661
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,800
relationship with God. 
But the Bible tells the Bible, 

662
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,960
not PT. 
The Bible says in these last 

663
00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:07,400
days, one of the most important 
things you could do is come to 

664
00:55:07,400 --> 00:55:18,600
the House of the Lord. 
Please say 30 circle Psalm 34. 

665
00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:25,360
Yet when holy lovers of God cry 
out, Annabeth, when holy lovers 

666
00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:31,320
of of God cry out to him with 
all their hearts, the Lord will 

667
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:37,520
hear them and come to rescue 
them. 

668
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:41,120
From. 
All their troubles, if you ever 

669
00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:43,880
had a kid and you're trying to 
wean them from gumming into your

670
00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:47,600
bed, you just let them cry and 
then and then you got some 

671
00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:51,840
babies that don't stop crying 
and then they hit this register 

672
00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:55,720
that's like, Oh, I just that 
just it hit my heart different. 

673
00:55:56,400 --> 00:56:06,440
At first you was just whining. 
Now you crying out, when you 

674
00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:08,480
going to stop whining and just 
start crying out? 

675
00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:12,080
And, and sometimes I think God 
graces us to whine long enough 

676
00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:17,320
to now all we want is him. 
I'm so tired of crying because I

677
00:56:17,320 --> 00:56:18,840
just want you in the room with 
me. 

678
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:20,480
No God, I want to be in the room
with you. 

679
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,280
Big difference. 
Lord, come to my bedroom. 

680
00:56:24,280 --> 00:56:26,200
No, God's like come to my throne
room. 

681
00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:41,680
Who's doing the inviting here 
when that sinner's blood cried 

682
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:48,360
out from the street? 
He responded with his son, Oh my

683
00:56:48,360 --> 00:56:49,680
God, got to keep crying out for 
you. 

684
00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:57,840
Yet when holy lovers of God, he 
said, the Lord will hear them 

685
00:56:57,840 --> 00:57:03,680
and come to their rescue and 
rescue them from all their 

686
00:57:03,680 --> 00:57:08,400
troubles. 
Psalm 69. 

687
00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:12,960
God, my God. 
Oh that, that's a cry right 

688
00:57:12,960 --> 00:57:16,960
there. 
Come and save me. 

689
00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:21,160
These, these floods of trouble 
have risen higher and higher. 

690
00:57:21,280 --> 00:57:24,960
The water is up to my neck. 
I'm sinking into the mud with no

691
00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:29,000
place to stand. 
And I'm about to drown in this 

692
00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:30,360
storm. 
I pray you can hear. 

693
00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:33,840
I pray you can hear the tone, 
the cry, the heart. 

694
00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:38,200
I'm weary. 
I'm exhausted with weeping. 

695
00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:41,520
My throat is dry. 
I've been weeping so much. 

696
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:45,280
My voice is gone. 
My eyes are swollen with sorrow.

697
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:49,120
And I'm waiting for you. 
He didn't say I'm waiting for 

698
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:52,640
it. 
Who was he waiting for? 

699
00:57:57,080 --> 00:58:00,720
Paul cried out for this throne, 
this thorn to leave his side. 

700
00:58:01,160 --> 00:58:03,520
And the cry didn't take the 
thorn out. 

701
00:58:05,200 --> 00:58:13,320
The cry gave him a revelation 
that produced a contentment to 

702
00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:22,440
keep the thorn in his side. 
And I'm waiting for you, God, to

703
00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:26,040
come through for me. 
Watch this. 

704
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:31,000
Psalm 51 is one of the most 
powerful scriptures in the book.

705
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:38,440
God, give me mercy from your 
fountain of forgiveness. 

706
00:58:39,800 --> 00:58:45,080
I know Your abundant love is 
enough to wash away my guilt 

707
00:58:46,640 --> 00:58:50,000
because your compassion is so 
great. 

708
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:55,160
Take away this shameful guilt of
sin. 

709
00:58:55,160 --> 00:59:01,280
Forgive the full extent of my 
rebellious ways and erase them 

710
00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:05,760
with deep stain. 
Erase this deep stain. 

711
00:59:06,160 --> 00:59:11,040
On my conscience I am so 
ashamed. 

712
00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:13,040
I feel such. 
Pain. 

713
00:59:14,040 --> 00:59:20,240
I feel such anguish within me. 
Can't get away from the sting of

714
00:59:20,240 --> 00:59:26,240
my sin against you. 
Here we go, Deborah. 

715
00:59:26,240 --> 00:59:31,120
Watch this. 
He's in pain because he hurt. 

716
00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:40,280
God, he understands what's going
on around him, but he's hoping 

717
00:59:40,280 --> 00:59:43,040
what goes on around him doesn't 
separate he and God. 

718
00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:50,240
He's in more pain for how what 
he's doing and what he's been 

719
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:52,800
through and what he's going 
through and the sins he's 

720
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:54,960
committed, how it's hurt his 
relationship. 

721
01:00:00,730 --> 01:00:03,370
Everything I did, I did right in
front of you. 

722
01:00:04,130 --> 01:00:09,410
But you saw it all against you. 
You above all. 

723
01:00:10,650 --> 01:00:14,730
Have I sinned? 
Some of you think sin is like. 

724
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:18,480
Like some evil stuff. 
Let me let me help Sin is not 

725
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:28,280
you pursuing God. 
Oh really absolutely why? 

726
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:31,320
Because it's something he 
commands. 

727
01:00:33,720 --> 01:00:35,720
You think sin is cussing 
somebody out. 

728
01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:39,680
You think sin is is killing 
somebody, but you in that 

729
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:40,800
lukewarm. 
Why would he? 

730
01:00:40,800 --> 01:00:43,360
Spew you out with your 
lukewarmness. 

731
01:00:48,160 --> 01:00:52,680
To not worship him is a form of 
rebellion. 

732
01:00:54,200 --> 01:00:56,840
I'm not merely talking about 
singing a song. 

733
01:01:04,010 --> 01:01:06,610
Said I can't get away from the 
sting of my sin against you, 

734
01:01:06,610 --> 01:01:08,370
Lord. 
Everything I did, I did right in

735
01:01:08,370 --> 01:01:09,850
front of you. 
You saw it all. 

736
01:01:09,850 --> 01:01:12,650
Against you and you above all, I
have, I sinned. 

737
01:01:12,650 --> 01:01:16,490
Everything you say to me is 
infallibly true, and your 

738
01:01:16,490 --> 01:01:21,080
judgement conquers me. 
Lord, I have been a Sinner from 

739
01:01:21,080 --> 01:01:23,800
birth, from the moment my mother
conceived me. 

740
01:01:24,560 --> 01:01:29,880
I know that you delight to set 
your truth deep in my spirit. 

741
01:01:32,400 --> 01:01:37,200
So come into the hidden places 
of my heart and teach me wisdom.

742
01:01:38,200 --> 01:01:42,400
Purify my conscience. 
Make this leper clean again. 

743
01:01:43,840 --> 01:01:45,000
I want you. 
Hey. 

744
01:01:45,120 --> 01:01:47,000
He's not talking about his skin,
he's talking about his soul, 

745
01:01:50,480 --> 01:01:52,000
Right. 
We we we throw on all kind of 

746
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:53,320
clothes on our soul when we 
come. 

747
01:01:53,520 --> 01:01:54,640
Hey, hey. 
How you doing now? 

748
01:01:54,640 --> 01:01:57,040
I'm good. 
We get counseling, but we stay 

749
01:01:57,040 --> 01:02:00,000
on the surface and we blame it 
on trust issues. 

750
01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:06,920
But David's like, man, I can't 
hide nothing from you. 

751
01:02:07,560 --> 01:02:10,480
Even my hidden thoughts, my 
secret thoughts, my hair. 

752
01:02:10,480 --> 01:02:17,080
It is my silent offense. 
The offense that's in the in the

753
01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:24,520
depths of my heart, I allow to 
stay there, he said. 

754
01:02:24,520 --> 01:02:29,240
Make this leopard clean again. 
Wash me in your love until I am 

755
01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:34,400
pure in heart. 
Satisfy me in your sweetness, 

756
01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:39,880
you say. 
Satisfy me with this monetary. 

757
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:47,080
Breakthrough Satisfy me with 
your goodness and my song of joy

758
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:53,920
will return, he says. 
Revival with this revelation and

759
01:02:54,320 --> 01:03:00,160
this washing of knowing your 
goodness, my song of joy will. 

760
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:03,800
Return. 
And we're trying to make joy 

761
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:12,500
return by accomplishments. 
My song of joy will return to 

762
01:03:12,500 --> 01:03:15,240
places. 
Here it is, the places you have 

763
01:03:15,240 --> 01:03:18,200
crushed. 
Within me will rejoice in your 

764
01:03:18,200 --> 01:03:23,880
healing touch some of the 
crushing that has happened in 

765
01:03:23,880 --> 01:03:26,480
your life. 
Is God allowing the crushing? 

766
01:03:26,680 --> 01:03:30,680
He's allowed that thing to break
you, hurt you, disappoint you, 

767
01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:32,840
bring dissatisfaction in your 
life. 

768
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:36,080
He's allowed them to break your 
heart over and over. 

769
01:03:36,120 --> 01:03:39,880
He's allowed you not to walk in 
this or walk in that. 

770
01:03:49,880 --> 01:03:53,120
And I'm telling you, we'll live 
in a perpetual cycle of 

771
01:03:53,120 --> 01:03:59,800
disappointment in your life with
glimpses of happiness because 

772
01:03:59,800 --> 01:04:03,560
the only person that can bring 
satisfaction through the valley,

773
01:04:03,880 --> 01:04:07,720
on the mountaintops, in the 
rain, in the sun, through the 

774
01:04:07,720 --> 01:04:10,760
storm, through the winds, it 
don't matter. 

775
01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:13,800
The only person that 
consistently, without fail, 

776
01:04:13,800 --> 01:04:18,000
bring you joy and satisfaction 
is none other than Jesus Christ,

777
01:04:19,360 --> 01:04:27,400
none other than God the Father. 
Here it is. 

778
01:04:28,600 --> 01:04:38,080
Hide my sins from your face. 
Erase all my guilt by your 

779
01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:44,000
saving grace. 
Keep creating in me a clean 

780
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:47,960
heart. 
Fill me with pure thoughts and 

781
01:04:47,960 --> 01:04:52,840
holy desires. 
Holy desires ready. 

782
01:04:53,400 --> 01:05:07,050
To please you. 
May you never reject me. 

783
01:05:08,490 --> 01:05:12,650
May you never take from me your 
spirit. 

784
01:05:15,010 --> 01:05:20,090
Let my passion for life be 
restored. 

785
01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:30,640
See, you lose passion for stuff.
I don't want to do this no more.

786
01:05:30,640 --> 01:05:34,080
I don't want to do that no more.
I'm. 

787
01:05:34,160 --> 01:05:37,520
Going to give up on this and I'm
going to leave this church. 

788
01:05:37,520 --> 01:05:44,360
And there's no sustainability 
without passion for life in 

789
01:05:44,360 --> 01:05:52,960
Christ. 
Tasting joy in every 

790
01:05:52,960 --> 01:05:56,760
breakthrough you bring. 
To me, here it is. 

791
01:05:56,760 --> 01:05:58,640
Look at all these requests. 
Hold me close. 

792
01:05:58,920 --> 01:06:06,440
This is David wants to be close 
to God, and he's realized how 

793
01:06:06,440 --> 01:06:11,800
his sin has separated him. 
He's realized how putting things

794
01:06:11,920 --> 01:06:18,200
and people before God has 
separated him, how he's allowed 

795
01:06:18,200 --> 01:06:23,760
worry to separate him, fear of 
man to separate him, the next 

796
01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:28,680
raised and bonus to separate 
him, the next client to separate

797
01:06:28,680 --> 01:06:30,920
him. 
He is realizing this. 

798
01:06:31,000 --> 01:06:36,480
He's like God, what have I done?
My greatest delight in life is 

799
01:06:36,480 --> 01:06:50,480
to be close to you. 
He didn't get offended, Elder 

800
01:06:50,480 --> 01:06:56,640
John, when God put the desire in
his heart to build God a temple,

801
01:06:57,320 --> 01:07:05,720
when God told him, but you won't
build it, God put the desire to 

802
01:07:05,720 --> 01:07:07,680
build him a house in David's 
heart. 

803
01:07:08,320 --> 01:07:11,640
But he said, David, I can't. 
Let you build it. 

804
01:07:13,840 --> 01:07:24,620
I got to let your son build it. 
No offense this Lord. 

805
01:07:27,100 --> 01:07:29,540
If me not building it brings you
joy. 

806
01:07:31,200 --> 01:07:38,040
Than me not building it if me 
not walking through that door 

807
01:07:39,160 --> 01:07:42,240
brings you joy. 
And me not walking through that 

808
01:07:42,240 --> 01:07:48,800
door, if me not getting that 
opportunity brings you joy and 

809
01:07:48,800 --> 01:07:54,640
bring us closer and me not 
walking that door here it is. 

810
01:07:56,000 --> 01:08:04,720
If me not being married brings 
you joy, touchy, touchy subject,

811
01:08:05,840 --> 01:08:17,359
then me not married. 
Because what you fail to realize

812
01:08:18,279 --> 01:08:24,080
is God's plan is generational. 
So it's the work in your 

813
01:08:24,080 --> 01:08:28,439
lifetime that helps continue his
work for a lifetime. 

814
01:08:30,640 --> 01:08:32,840
And you didn't realize that you.
Wasn't the big? 

815
01:08:32,840 --> 01:08:36,880
Shot that you just played a tiny
part. 

816
01:08:37,439 --> 01:08:46,439
In his eternal plan, can God 
trust you with desires here it 

817
01:08:46,439 --> 01:08:51,920
is God might trust me with a 
desire to be married, then tell 

818
01:08:51,920 --> 01:08:55,840
me not to get married so that I 
can rebuild the. 

819
01:08:55,840 --> 01:09:02,080
Vision for marriage in my 
bloodline so I can kill 

820
01:09:02,080 --> 01:09:04,319
abortion. 
In my bloodline. 

821
01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:07,720
So. 
So sustaining from or abstaining

822
01:09:07,720 --> 01:09:12,080
from is not about me missing 
out, it's about me restoring 

823
01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:19,479
something. 
So you mean Jesus couldn't have 

824
01:09:19,479 --> 01:09:21,600
all the fun and pleasures for 
us? 

825
01:09:21,600 --> 01:09:23,120
Why? 
Because he was restoring 

826
01:09:23,120 --> 01:09:27,520
something? 
You mean there was a grandmama 

827
01:09:27,600 --> 01:09:30,760
or a grandpapa or a great 
grandparent in your lifetime 

828
01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:35,000
That they main mission was to 
escape from slavery, fight for 

829
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:38,720
freedom, but couldn't enjoy the 
freedom because it was their job

830
01:09:38,920 --> 01:09:46,600
to restore something instead of 
what in your lifetime you can 

831
01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:50,240
just get what are you called to 
restore? 

832
01:09:53,520 --> 01:09:57,400
What is the absence of what you 
desire restoring? 

833
01:10:03,710 --> 01:10:06,230
Yeah. 
I I I have to put alcohol down 

834
01:10:06,390 --> 01:10:09,510
because God was restoring 
something in my bloodline. 

835
01:10:10,470 --> 01:10:12,990
I wasn't going to hell because I
was sipping. 

836
01:10:14,430 --> 01:10:20,270
God's restoring something. 
He's healing something this 

837
01:10:20,270 --> 01:10:22,270
hour. 
God's looking for generational 

838
01:10:22,270 --> 01:10:30,480
soldiers. 
Not everything you desired or 

839
01:10:30,480 --> 01:10:36,200
you called to work for. 
What if I told you some of the 

840
01:10:36,200 --> 01:10:40,720
stuff that God wants to restore 
in your bloodline is going to 

841
01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:42,920
come through you resisting 
having to have it? 

842
01:10:47,680 --> 01:10:53,880
John the Baptist. 
Your son should not drink Jesus.

843
01:10:53,880 --> 01:10:58,640
Your son should only eat this. 
He can't eat what everybody eat 

844
01:10:59,960 --> 01:11:01,480
because he's called to restore 
something. 

845
01:11:04,720 --> 01:11:10,040
Can you be trusted with desires 
or will you fulfill? 

846
01:11:10,040 --> 01:11:13,600
Will you fill your life with 
trying to fulfill every desire 

847
01:11:13,600 --> 01:11:20,200
you got? 
Hold me close to you with a 

848
01:11:20,200 --> 01:11:23,440
willing spirit that obeys 
whatever. 

849
01:11:23,440 --> 01:11:28,720
You say you hear this. 
Obedience is a sole issue. 

850
01:11:32,720 --> 01:11:36,160
It comes a point where you you, 
you long for God so much boy, He

851
01:11:36,160 --> 01:11:38,640
asked you to do something 
absolutely that you you want to 

852
01:11:38,640 --> 01:11:47,370
obey him so much. 
He got to tell you there's a 

853
01:11:47,370 --> 01:11:50,530
zeal that. 
Peter had to protect Jesus so 

854
01:11:50,530 --> 01:11:52,650
much he slice a man ear off and 
Jesus. 

855
01:11:52,650 --> 01:11:55,930
Like no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
No, we not fighting like that. 

856
01:11:57,210 --> 01:11:59,920
We wrestle not against. 
You're in blood, flesh and 

857
01:11:59,920 --> 01:12:08,360
blood, just because you got a 
right? 

858
01:12:09,120 --> 01:12:15,920
And an excuse to do it. 
Can you tame your excuses? 

859
01:12:20,880 --> 01:12:24,240
Finish with Psalm 51. 
Then I can show other guilty 

860
01:12:24,600 --> 01:12:27,200
ones, he says. 
Hold me close to you. 

861
01:12:27,200 --> 01:12:31,080
Then I can show other guilty my 
closeness, my closeness to you, 

862
01:12:31,920 --> 01:12:35,440
to allow me to show other guilty
ones how loving and merciful you

863
01:12:35,440 --> 01:12:37,000
are. 
You ready? 

864
01:12:37,680 --> 01:12:40,160
Your greatest witness is not all
that you can obtain. 

865
01:12:42,360 --> 01:12:47,920
Your your greatest witness is 
going to be shown to the love 

866
01:12:47,920 --> 01:12:52,640
and desperation, unbroken 
fellowship that is manifested 

867
01:12:52,640 --> 01:12:55,640
through a life of obedience and 
faithfulness and commitment. 

868
01:12:56,280 --> 01:13:00,440
And sustainability and standing 
and solidness in your life with 

869
01:13:00,440 --> 01:13:03,200
God and commitment to His 
Kingdom and to His Bride. 

870
01:13:07,000 --> 01:13:08,080
You don't need. 
Trophies. 

871
01:13:09,800 --> 01:13:11,240
See, this is what we sell 
people. 

872
01:13:11,720 --> 01:13:15,080
Look at what God did. 
Look at what God did. 

873
01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:21,440
Look at what God did. 
But if you have to, pull your 

874
01:13:21,440 --> 01:13:25,400
heart out. 
Could you say look at what God 

875
01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:42,510
did? 
Part of the new covenant spoken 

876
01:13:42,510 --> 01:13:47,950
about in the Old Testament, 
where God says I'm going to give

877
01:13:47,950 --> 01:13:55,270
them a new heart. 
Not any kind of heart, a heart 

878
01:13:55,270 --> 01:14:16,600
of flesh. 
Oh God, my saving God, deliver 

879
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:26,400
me fully from every sin, even 
the sin that brought blood 

880
01:14:26,400 --> 01:14:32,240
guilt. 
Then my heart will once again be

881
01:14:32,240 --> 01:14:36,480
thrilled to sing the passionate 
songs of joy and deliverance. 

882
01:14:36,480 --> 01:14:39,640
Man, you see what David's trying
to get back to? 

883
01:14:40,720 --> 01:14:50,880
Soul wealth, Lord, unlock my 
heart and unlock my lips. 

884
01:14:51,800 --> 01:14:54,400
Some of us can't even worship 
God. 

885
01:14:55,000 --> 01:14:58,200
Here it is. 
David's not praying, saying Lord

886
01:14:59,200 --> 01:15:04,080
put noise in my mouth. 
David's not just saying, Lord 

887
01:15:04,400 --> 01:15:12,080
help me sing a song. 
And I will overcome with my 

888
01:15:12,080 --> 01:15:18,440
joyous praise. 
I will overcome with my joyous 

889
01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:22,360
praise. 
He's saying, wow, I'm being 

890
01:15:22,360 --> 01:15:24,720
persecuted and people are out to
kill me. 

891
01:15:26,040 --> 01:15:32,840
Not someone broke up with me. 
Not it's raining today, not 

892
01:15:32,840 --> 01:15:37,840
church too far not not, not no, 
no, people are trying to kill 

893
01:15:37,840 --> 01:15:42,240
me. 
But if you just unlock my lips 

894
01:15:42,840 --> 01:15:50,720
in the midst of my enemies, in 
the midst of my discomfort, I 

895
01:15:50,760 --> 01:15:55,520
can have and overcome A joyous 
with a joyous praise. 

896
01:15:58,840 --> 01:16:05,440
Here it is, for the source of my
pleasure is not in my 

897
01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:11,160
performance for the sacrifices I
might offer to you. 

898
01:16:19,520 --> 01:16:26,560
The fountain of your pleasure is
found in the sacrifice of my 

899
01:16:26,560 --> 01:16:38,160
shattered heart. 
Do you know how jealous God is 

900
01:16:38,160 --> 01:16:41,680
over the stuff you let break 
your heart but you won't let him

901
01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:47,960
break yours? 
We chasing men around, we 

902
01:16:47,960 --> 01:16:51,200
chasing tail around, we chasing 
money around. 

903
01:16:51,400 --> 01:16:54,120
And when it don't come through, 
we're heartbroken. 

904
01:16:54,280 --> 01:16:57,120
Our life is over. 
A deal fell through. 

905
01:16:57,280 --> 01:17:02,120
It breaks your heart. 
But what broke David's heart is 

906
01:17:02,120 --> 01:17:04,040
the distance between him and 
God. 

907
01:17:07,200 --> 01:17:10,760
God's like, OK, you want to 
close the gap between you and 

908
01:17:10,760 --> 01:17:12,880
the wealth you desire, just keep
working. 

909
01:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,200
Stop using me for wisdom for 
your business. 

910
01:17:25,640 --> 01:17:30,840
When will your heart break for 
Vancouver? 

911
01:17:32,480 --> 01:17:34,360
Because my heart is broken over 
Vancouver. 

912
01:17:37,560 --> 01:17:38,720
When? 
When's your heart going to 

913
01:17:38,720 --> 01:17:41,880
break? 
But your dysfunctional family? 

914
01:17:41,880 --> 01:17:45,000
Because my heart is broken over 
your dysfunctional family. 

915
01:17:45,560 --> 01:17:47,040
When is your heart going to 
break? 

916
01:17:47,200 --> 01:17:51,000
That you're living in sin but 
your heart broken? 

917
01:17:51,000 --> 01:18:01,930
I won't bless your sin. 
Our hearts are broken over 

918
01:18:01,930 --> 01:18:04,690
everything but God's heart being
broken. 

919
01:18:08,200 --> 01:18:12,480
And we wonder why we can't hear 
from Him because what God truly 

920
01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:18,160
shares with his children is his 
heart, not the answer to the 

921
01:18:18,160 --> 01:18:24,600
desires of stuff. 
When's the last time you said, 

922
01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:27,680
Lord, show me your heart versus 
show me my husband. 

923
01:18:30,520 --> 01:18:34,200
Lord, show me what's breaking 
your heart versus show me where 

924
01:18:34,200 --> 01:18:38,720
my next career job is. 
Lord, show me my clients. 

925
01:18:38,760 --> 01:18:42,280
What versus? 
Show me your lost sons and 

926
01:18:42,280 --> 01:18:45,320
daughters. 
But when I walk in the mall, 

927
01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:50,280
show me who you want to minister
to and encourage versus show me.

928
01:18:50,280 --> 01:18:53,600
Give me wisdom on who to talk to
today to help. 

929
01:18:56,440 --> 01:19:01,000
He says the fountain of your 
pleasure, what pours from God's 

930
01:19:01,000 --> 01:19:04,800
heart, the joy that pours from 
God's heart that then translate 

931
01:19:04,800 --> 01:19:14,680
to my strength is found. 
In the sacrifice of my shattered

932
01:19:14,680 --> 01:19:23,120
heart before you, not my 
shattered heart before somebody 

933
01:19:23,360 --> 01:19:30,360
I'm trying to please. 
You will not despise my 

934
01:19:30,360 --> 01:19:39,520
tenderness. 
Where's the tenderness towards 

935
01:19:39,520 --> 01:19:46,080
God? 
In the bride as I bow humbly 

936
01:19:49,880 --> 01:19:53,760
because you favor Zion. 
Do what is good for her. 

937
01:19:55,160 --> 01:19:57,280
Be the protecting wall around 
Jerusalem. 

938
01:19:58,560 --> 01:20:06,360
And we, we are fully restored. 
When we're restored, you'll 

939
01:20:06,360 --> 01:20:11,400
rejoice and take delight in 
every offering of our lives as 

940
01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:16,040
we bring our sacrifices of 
righteousness before you in 

941
01:20:16,040 --> 01:20:22,640
love. 
Jesus was moved with compassion 

942
01:20:24,960 --> 01:20:31,200
and therefore we saw miracles. 
When was the last time you cried

943
01:20:31,200 --> 01:20:34,800
out for a miracle versus just 
pray for one? 

944
01:20:39,480 --> 01:20:49,120
And then you stayed crying out. 
You started the petition with 

945
01:20:49,120 --> 01:20:52,520
fervor. 
Fervor didn't come due to the 

946
01:20:52,520 --> 01:20:55,400
lack of God seemingly not 
responding. 

947
01:20:57,920 --> 01:20:59,600
Fervor started the prayer 
request. 

948
01:21:06,120 --> 01:21:07,960
I see crying out all over the 
Bible. 

949
01:21:09,800 --> 01:21:17,400
I see fervor all over the Bible.
I see not too much happening in 

950
01:21:17,400 --> 01:21:22,480
the Bible without desperation. 
When I look at the condition of 

951
01:21:22,480 --> 01:21:25,800
the bride, amazing stuff is 
happening. 

952
01:21:28,160 --> 01:21:48,440
But man, we are very lukewarm. 
I would challenge you, and we're

953
01:21:48,440 --> 01:21:50,640
going to get to this later, but 
boy, look at the scripture, 

954
01:21:50,640 --> 01:21:58,960
Troy. 
All of creation is groaning, but

955
01:21:58,960 --> 01:22:03,880
what about us? 
It says that there's a depth of 

956
01:22:03,880 --> 01:22:09,600
prayer that the Holy Spirit 
steps in and prays for us. 

957
01:22:12,280 --> 01:22:14,120
Groanings. 
Too deep. 

958
01:22:15,800 --> 01:22:16,960
Oh, our prayers. 
Not deep. 

959
01:22:16,960 --> 01:22:19,400
We we know exactly. 
What we pray in Lord bless me 

960
01:22:19,400 --> 01:22:24,600
with this car. 
I'm talking about when, when you

961
01:22:24,680 --> 01:22:28,080
when is this all happening and 
you don't know what's going on, 

962
01:22:28,400 --> 01:22:35,600
but you just cry out. 
I I don't need to articulate 

963
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:41,400
what I want because maybe in 
this hour you don't want me to 

964
01:22:41,400 --> 01:22:44,640
get what I want. 
You want me to desire what you 

965
01:22:44,640 --> 01:22:48,160
want. 
So maybe what you're trying to 

966
01:22:48,160 --> 01:22:51,120
get? 
Through me is new heart desires.

967
01:22:54,120 --> 01:22:57,440
Maybe you're trying to change my
desires, but I can't change your

968
01:22:57,440 --> 01:23:06,200
desires without changing your 
heart as we go into this next 

969
01:23:06,200 --> 01:23:20,960
experience. 
We going to see some Bible old 

970
01:23:20,960 --> 01:23:35,360
and new and I'm like, forgive me
Lord, because I admittedly a lot

971
01:23:35,360 --> 01:23:43,640
of times don't pray with fervor.
I pray with need more than 

972
01:23:43,640 --> 01:23:51,600
fervor. 
And what would happen in our 

973
01:23:51,600 --> 01:24:01,280
lives if our cry was just God in
this wretched world? 

974
01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:04,160
How wasn't I in that plane 
crash? 

975
01:24:06,080 --> 01:24:08,440
How wasn't I in that accident I 
drove by? 

976
01:24:10,680 --> 01:24:13,560
How do I have my children when I
wake up and that other mother 

977
01:24:13,560 --> 01:24:21,680
had to bury their child? 
How do I have a mother to call 

978
01:24:21,680 --> 01:24:28,800
and say Happy Mother's Day but 
that that person can't say Happy

979
01:24:28,800 --> 01:24:30,800
Mother's Day because their 
mothers passed away? 

980
01:24:34,760 --> 01:24:39,800
I'm just grateful for what 
you've kept me from. 

981
01:24:41,800 --> 01:24:45,720
I'm so grateful I don't have 
time to keep begging for the 

982
01:24:45,720 --> 01:24:50,520
next thing your word says. 
Seek me first. 

983
01:24:50,520 --> 01:24:55,400
You know all these other things 
will be added. 

984
01:24:57,200 --> 01:25:00,520
Child of God don't have to beg 
for stuff, but we. 

985
01:25:00,520 --> 01:25:07,720
Do have to cry out for him the 
reason why and. 

986
01:25:08,280 --> 01:25:11,520
Third world countries, in other 
parts of this world, we see 

987
01:25:11,520 --> 01:25:15,560
revival and joy. 
In the midst of extreme poverty,

988
01:25:16,640 --> 01:25:19,440
we see joy. 
A lot of the videos we see 

989
01:25:19,440 --> 01:25:24,040
online, these children dancing 
with no shoes on with joy and 

990
01:25:24,280 --> 01:25:29,440
smiles from across the room with
not even a quarter of what you 

991
01:25:29,440 --> 01:25:34,600
have is because all they got is 
him. 

992
01:25:36,720 --> 01:25:37,480
Why do? 
We. 

993
01:25:38,280 --> 01:25:41,120
We have to get to that point. 
Here's the scary part. 

994
01:25:41,960 --> 01:25:47,320
We'll probably never see that 
level of lack and catastrophe. 

995
01:25:48,480 --> 01:25:55,160
Now what? 
Sometime God will let you have 

996
01:25:55,160 --> 01:25:58,320
all your comfortable life and 
your all your stuff and your 

997
01:25:58,320 --> 01:26:02,000
business prosper. 
But that's the very thing that 

998
01:26:02,000 --> 01:26:05,840
keeps you lukewarm. 
Do you want it? 

999
01:26:06,400 --> 01:26:11,960
That bad that it would also be a
source of your lukewarmness. 

1000
01:26:14,440 --> 01:26:16,960
This is what the test of the 
rich ruler was. 

1001
01:26:17,600 --> 01:26:21,840
You want to follow me? 
Sell everything, he didn't say. 

1002
01:26:21,840 --> 01:26:23,920
Sell everything and you'll never
get it back. 

1003
01:26:24,880 --> 01:26:28,600
The first step is sell 
everything, divorce your wealth 

1004
01:26:31,520 --> 01:26:32,840
and watch how wealthy you'll 
get. 

1005
01:26:34,440 --> 01:26:36,280
It's not God's plan. 
You have poverty. 

1006
01:26:46,040 --> 01:26:48,680
After these last few days and 
today, I will never be the same.

1007
01:26:50,120 --> 01:26:53,560
Will I always walk around? 
Will I wake up with just this 

1008
01:26:53,560 --> 01:26:55,800
kind of fervor every day? 
Now I'm in this human body. 

1009
01:26:55,800 --> 01:26:57,640
And that's the point. 
That's why we got to die, so we 

1010
01:26:57,640 --> 01:27:00,360
can get to that point where this
fervor is what we live in. 

1011
01:27:02,600 --> 01:27:06,880
So we are limited. 
But what keeps us fueled in this

1012
01:27:06,880 --> 01:27:11,440
place is we ponder daily. 
You think he asked you to read 

1013
01:27:11,440 --> 01:27:12,960
the words so you can just be 
like. 

1014
01:27:12,960 --> 01:27:15,840
Check. 
Read my daily devotional today. 

1015
01:27:17,720 --> 01:27:19,120
I know God. 
No you don't. 

1016
01:27:23,040 --> 01:27:30,280
There's plenty of us read our 
daily devotionals and still do 

1017
01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:36,200
things that don't honor God. 
At this point, the word to you 

1018
01:27:36,200 --> 01:27:49,640
is just a history book. 
I leave you with this, that 

1019
01:27:49,640 --> 01:27:57,800
everything the fig leaves that 
humanity is looking for daily to

1020
01:27:57,800 --> 01:28:05,080
cover its pain. 
It's the wrong response to the 

1021
01:28:05,080 --> 01:28:10,480
real cry that's happening so 
deep in your soul that 

1022
01:28:10,480 --> 01:28:16,040
continuing to put fig leaves 
over your soul will continue to 

1023
01:28:16,040 --> 01:28:22,280
cause you to respond with the 
wrong covering. 

1024
01:28:25,120 --> 01:28:29,360
The Bible says that there's a 
groan in all of us. 

1025
01:28:30,960 --> 01:28:35,840
We're pregnant and we're trying 
to give birth to businesses and 

1026
01:28:35,840 --> 01:28:40,640
we're trying to give birth to 
all types of things versus a 

1027
01:28:40,680 --> 01:28:48,000
rich relationship with God. 
And I promise you not $1.00 will

1028
01:28:48,000 --> 01:28:55,200
sustain your soul in the dark 
days to come if you don't learn 

1029
01:28:55,200 --> 01:28:59,160
how to walk with God and if you 
don't learn His voice. 

1030
01:28:59,680 --> 01:29:09,240
Now the dark days to come, 
anxiety, depression, mental 

1031
01:29:09,240 --> 01:29:12,840
illness is waiting for us. 
Yeah, the church. 

1032
01:29:16,240 --> 01:29:17,880
The world is already mentally 
ill. 

1033
01:29:17,880 --> 01:29:23,320
That's why they reject Jesus. 
You got to be mentally ill to 

1034
01:29:23,320 --> 01:29:36,210
reject the Savior. 
What if you just simplified your

1035
01:29:36,210 --> 01:29:40,690
pursuit and simplified your 
prayer life for the rest of the 

1036
01:29:40,690 --> 01:29:47,840
year and just pursue Jesus? 
It came to a place in your life 

1037
01:29:47,840 --> 01:29:53,960
where you said if that thing do 
not come, I am content. 

1038
01:29:55,360 --> 01:30:00,840
Ain't that what Paul said? 
I've had it all, I've had 

1039
01:30:00,840 --> 01:30:07,880
nothing and I've learned and 
I've mastered how to be solid, 

1040
01:30:09,720 --> 01:30:13,120
sustained. 
I'm good either way. 

1041
01:30:19,840 --> 01:30:22,000
The next experience will be our 
response. 

1042
01:30:24,880 --> 01:30:33,360
I encourage you to stay, but I 
also encourage you when you 

1043
01:30:33,360 --> 01:30:36,480
leave, if you leave. 
Take the word you heard. 

1044
01:30:37,200 --> 01:30:39,080
Don't just turn on any music in 
your car. 

1045
01:30:40,800 --> 01:30:51,720
Respond on your drive. 
I, I, I'll sometimes, a lot of 

1046
01:30:51,720 --> 01:31:00,720
times I get a ride home from P 
Dill or or Adam or someone and 

1047
01:31:00,720 --> 01:31:04,880
my wife would be here with the 
kids and they'll drive home and 

1048
01:31:04,880 --> 01:31:08,240
I'll get a ride home. 
And I know some people and even 

1049
01:31:08,240 --> 01:31:09,440
sometimes my wife feel messing 
around. 

1050
01:31:09,440 --> 01:31:11,120
Why you ain't going to drive 
home with your family? 

1051
01:31:13,760 --> 01:31:18,080
Let let me tell you, it's hard 
to respond to what the Lord just

1052
01:31:18,080 --> 01:31:21,880
did within me and release 
through me. 

1053
01:31:23,080 --> 01:31:26,120
I need a moment. 
To. 

1054
01:31:26,120 --> 01:31:35,000
Hear God so that my soul can 
respond to heaven so my family 

1055
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:39,240
is great they're not doing 
anything wrong but in my. 

1056
01:31:39,320 --> 01:31:43,720
Best attempt to guard the 
preciousness of what heaven has 

1057
01:31:43,720 --> 01:31:48,360
deposited in my soul. 
I can't ride in the car with 

1058
01:31:48,360 --> 01:31:51,640
certain music. 
I can't ride in the car with 

1059
01:31:51,640 --> 01:31:56,280
certain volumes of noise. 
My children have come to 

1060
01:31:56,280 --> 01:31:58,320
understand that. 
And that's the same thing. 

1061
01:31:58,320 --> 01:32:01,120
On the way to car today, the 
deal was on. 

1062
01:32:01,240 --> 01:32:04,520
It's supposed to pick me up and 
due to the preciousness of 

1063
01:32:04,520 --> 01:32:07,200
today's word, called him and I 
said P deal. 

1064
01:32:07,640 --> 01:32:12,560
I want to drive by myself today.
I need as much alone time as I 

1065
01:32:12,560 --> 01:32:19,800
possibly can get because God's 
sharing his heart with me and 

1066
01:32:19,800 --> 01:32:24,440
it's nothing wrong with him. 
But I know right soon as that 

1067
01:32:24,440 --> 01:32:27,440
moment he's like huh? 
PT must real gods must be 

1068
01:32:27,440 --> 01:32:29,160
dealing with him. 
Let me pray for him. 

1069
01:32:30,600 --> 01:32:34,520
There comes a point where God is
speaking and he's drawing near 

1070
01:32:34,520 --> 01:32:38,200
to you to where you just got to 
change your playlist for a week.

1071
01:32:39,960 --> 01:32:43,440
You got to get in your car and 
your kids sometime got to know 

1072
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:45,680
Mama and daddy. 
We we can't. 

1073
01:32:45,680 --> 01:32:51,000
Just talk loud. 
I will walk around my house and 

1074
01:32:51,000 --> 01:32:53,840
I'll walk in the living room and
my grandma will be on her knees 

1075
01:32:53,840 --> 01:32:59,920
with the blanket over her head 
and I'll be like, because I knew

1076
01:33:02,080 --> 01:33:10,040
God was near church. 
God is near in a moment like 

1077
01:33:10,040 --> 01:33:13,960
this. 
We're not closing with songs and

1078
01:33:15,720 --> 01:33:17,880
you don't got to compel you and 
beg you to give. 

1079
01:33:17,920 --> 01:33:20,360
Elder John told you we don't 
give. 

1080
01:33:20,360 --> 01:33:23,760
We don't get that certain this 
week the work stops. 

1081
01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:28,280
That's not a bad thing. 
It's just where we are. 

1082
01:33:30,200 --> 01:33:31,520
You here. 
Here's the important part. 

1083
01:33:31,520 --> 01:33:36,720
The church isn't closing, just 
the work there stops. 

1084
01:33:37,760 --> 01:33:40,680
If you go over there, you will 
see your money at work. 

1085
01:33:45,600 --> 01:33:49,560
But I don't believe it'll stop. 
I believe there's someone and 

1086
01:33:49,560 --> 01:33:52,680
somebody that will cry out and 
God will cry back and say, son, 

1087
01:33:52,680 --> 01:33:54,480
daughter, can I just get this 
through you? 

1088
01:33:57,800 --> 01:34:02,160
There's no way to close this 
moment, not when God is trying 

1089
01:34:02,160 --> 01:34:03,720
to open up a new chapter in your
life. 

1090
01:34:05,120 --> 01:34:09,040
You walk out of there and then 
maybe for those that are staying

1091
01:34:09,480 --> 01:34:12,520
in pads. 
Ain't no announcement video. 

1092
01:34:14,000 --> 01:34:15,640
We going to go in the back, 
we'll talk about it. 

1093
01:34:15,640 --> 01:34:18,520
We going do first time attendees
and all that, man. 

1094
01:34:18,520 --> 01:34:21,920
And sometimes this program 
stuff, the stuff that we do to 

1095
01:34:21,920 --> 01:34:26,520
make you feel like home and 
peppy and all these like these 

1096
01:34:26,520 --> 01:34:33,400
rallies we do at church. 
It's just like where you wonder 

1097
01:34:33,400 --> 01:34:36,480
why the things are happening at 
2819 in Atlanta. 

1098
01:34:37,760 --> 01:34:41,200
You wonder why they'll cry out 
for a building to get paid for 

1099
01:34:41,320 --> 01:34:44,280
and the world comes to their 
rescue because people that don't

1100
01:34:44,280 --> 01:34:47,600
even go to their church, they 
feel the cry coming out of that 

1101
01:34:47,600 --> 01:34:51,520
house. 
And what did the Bible say? 

1102
01:34:51,520 --> 01:34:56,240
My glory will rest upon you and 
kings will give to you from all 

1103
01:34:56,240 --> 01:35:02,520
over the world Sometime when we 
on camera and we don't do it for

1104
01:35:02,520 --> 01:35:04,320
camera. 
The cameras are here to capture 

1105
01:35:04,320 --> 01:35:07,240
what God's doing, but sometime 
I'm watching the stream and 

1106
01:35:07,240 --> 01:35:09,360
there's folks just up in here 
like this doing worship like. 

1107
01:35:10,880 --> 01:35:16,160
Dang, then you come up. 
Hey, sow into our church, God's 

1108
01:35:16,160 --> 01:35:18,520
moving. 
Like wait a minute, let me 

1109
01:35:18,520 --> 01:35:30,440
rewind and see how God's moving.
And the angels sing holy. 

1110
01:35:39,720 --> 01:35:41,520
I was just looking for some 
people and God's looking for 

1111
01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:43,400
some people. 
With a cry. 

1112
01:35:43,400 --> 01:35:53,840
On their soul, don't nobody need
to come up here and close 

1113
01:35:53,840 --> 01:36:01,400
service because God's here. 
When is service? 

1114
01:36:01,560 --> 01:36:03,080
When is the next service going 
to start? 

1115
01:36:03,160 --> 01:36:11,600
It has you going. 
To turn on some pads, those that

1116
01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:14,440
are staying, you're welcome to 
come to the altar. 

1117
01:36:14,840 --> 01:36:16,120
You can make the altar in the 
tent. 

1118
01:36:16,120 --> 01:36:29,510
Those that got to go today, me 
personally, I know the Lord is 

1119
01:36:29,510 --> 01:36:36,760
here and I want to stop taking 
His presence for granted and I 

1120
01:36:36,760 --> 01:36:39,440
read in the scripture. 
That the glory of God was so 

1121
01:36:39,440 --> 01:36:42,240
strong in the house that the 
priest couldn't even stand. 

1122
01:36:42,240 --> 01:36:45,000
The people couldn't do nothing 
but fall on their face. 

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And that's not God's job to 
always be so thick in the room 

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that you respond sometimes. 
You got to do the work to be 

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aware of his presence. 
Thank you so much for tuning 

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into this week's sermon. 
We pray you were challenged, 

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equipped and encouraged. 
Make sure to follow us on all 

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platforms. 
That's love Quest Intl church. 

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We out here for real. 
We're really doing it. 

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That's Facebook, Instagram, 
YouTube and TikTok. 

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You can find us anywhere you 
need to find us. 

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But until next time, you know 
the drill, you know the motto. 

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Get your love fixed man and 
we'll see y'all real soon.

