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What's going on? 
Love quest Nation. 

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Thank you for tuning into the 
Love quest podcast. 

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Get your Bibles ready? 
Get your notebook, get your 

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coffee, get some water, whatever
you need to do and get ready to 

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receive the time. 
Is right now. 

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Let's go. 
There's a difference between 

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faith and faking. 
I think there's a lot of people 

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who haven't been able in their 
lives, to be like really 

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authentic about where they are 
their fears, especially their 

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fears, some of the things we 
wrestle with and how bad stuff 

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really is. 
Can I talk to somebody? 

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And I was just kind of observing
Worship in the spirit and, you 

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know, begin to ask to myself. 
What is it? 

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How, what is it, when, how could
I say this? 

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I think of a great athlete, 
right? 

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I can say if sake I'm gonna get 
them District Steph Curry 

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because We say he has 140 games 
or 130 games that's including a 

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championship. 
Because we Champs in the bay. 

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Amen. 
So you got 130 games with what? 

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I know of his greatness. 
How many times out of a hundred 

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and thirty games? 
Do you think I can depend on a 

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champion, the show up at the 
highest level? 

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Come on, talk to me, huh? 
Yeah, I put it this way, even if

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he has a bad game I could still 
expect him to show up because 

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what's a bad game, right? 
Other night we had a game and 

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you know, it's tough because I'm
playing whooping front of our 

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church and preaching about being
a champ. 

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So I can't even I have the throw
up trying to play Like A 

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Champion. 
As I can't be up here, preaching

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about champ and then get out 
there and be scrubbed and no 

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effort. 
And so I play with like jti 

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Neal, we got Brandon, we got 
people who need the ball in 

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their hands. 
So for a guy like me when I 

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played in college and high 
school, I'm a guard like I'm a 

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shooting guard, like I can 
score. 

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But when I'm playing on this 
team, It's no need for me to do 

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that or shall I? 
Say, I have to bow out and let 

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the guards, do what they do. 
And I actually got to be the big

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man on our team, right? 
And so me showing up, doesn't 

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mean me scoring, and that's what
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showing up every day, has 
nothing to do with you getting 

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the shine. 
The way you normally get the 

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shine. 
You showing up has nothing to do

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with you scoring a lot. 
So the other night I was like, 

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okay, I see how this gonna go. 
It's a few times, I'm over in 

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the corner and they do the boom,
boom, whatever they doing. 

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All these new moves back in the 
day it was just like, Mom. 

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I'll go nowadays. 
Everybody just done, huh? 

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Sounds like I can't do all this.
But I'm trying to, but I'm 

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trying to get in shape and I 
want to, I know, I need to 

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impact the game from a big man's
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So I'm like well I'm not the I'm
about to I'm about to get my 

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points dirty. 
So y'all go ahead shoot. 

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I'm going to crash these 
offensive rebounds. 

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I won't take a charge. 
I'm going to be disruptive on 

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defense. 
I'm going to show up. 

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I can't I can but I'm that's 
not, that's not what's what you 

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needed to me. 
And rather I scored two points 

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or 30 points. 
You can depend on me to show up.

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You following what I'm saying? 
And I think too often we want to

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be seen or used or feel-good or 
acknowledged in order to show 

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up. 
We want it to be sunny to show 

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up, showing up, has nothing to 
do with shine. 

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And I'm trying to help some 
people because I feel like the 

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Lord is saying, man, I'm really 
trying to let me help you. 

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God is very, God is strapped 
with how much he can bless you, 

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if he cannot create momentum in 
your life. 

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And what you don't understand, 
God wants to bless you, but God 

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is a momentous God. 
And this is what the enemy comes

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to do disrupt momentum. 
This, we got understand the 

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devil cannot stop. 
You. 

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He's defeated, he can't stop 
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So what he does is disrupt 
momentum and if you disrupt 

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momentum, you lose rhythm. 
Any athlete to tell you. 

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I don't care what sport it is. 
I don't care if his golf there's

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a rhythm, there's a flow, there 
is a momentum that you get and 

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when that momentum come you are 
unstoppable and so I'm in the 

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room and I'm like Man, sometimes
is it the worship team? 

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Can we deal? 
Can we talk sometime? 

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Is it y'all? 
That the worship team got a kind

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of like it's like they giving it
to you and some of y'all just 

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dead straight up. 
You did I would never come to 

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church through the rain and just
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sometime, they not really 
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And so unlike, what is it? 
God With Us that we're not 

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dependable? 
Right, we're spiritually Moody. 

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And it's like right when God 
wants to do something in your 

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life, he got a hope. 
You feel like joining them. 

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And you forget you with yuto 
labor with God, in other words, 

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you on the team, we God, and 
there's nothing like playing 

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with a teammate. 
You can't count on showing up 

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Moody teammates, you gotta go to
a way with how about your 

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showing up? 
If you do, if you impact the 

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game in the area's? 
That's not on the stat sheet. 

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Do you need to have your name in
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Do you need to be acknowledged? 
Do you need to be seen? 

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Or does it matter that your team
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They don't they don't write down
50/50 balls. 50/50 balls. 

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Mean it's a loose ball and it 
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Those are hustle plays. 
You need those. 

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You need people. 
That's going to get the 50/50. 

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You need people that's going to 
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Charges ain't pretty. 
Charging man, I've missed some 

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time then the other night I was 
trying to take a charge, I fail 

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too early so the ref came over 
to me. 

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It was like, you know, I can't 
get that to you just fail too 

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early but I want, but I want you
to see what happened though. 

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The ref thought he needed to 
come and talk to me so, so how 

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did I get in the rest head? 
To the point where he needs to 

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come explain, why he didn't make
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And this is every game. 
There's a brand of ball that 

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they can expect us to play. 
Therefore they have to call the 

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game a certain way. 
And there's some calls that they

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will make on another team 
because hustling what they 

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normally do, but when your brand
is hustle, they will give you 

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hustle points, so I can get away
with a little bit more hands 

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because it's what I do. 
And for you, you show up one day

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and try to be like him. 
But that ain't what you do. 

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You look wild and out of control
and God saying pick a brand that

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can get momentum and stay in 
rhythm with him and no matter 

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how you feel, stay locked in. 
You not going to be the main 

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scorer, you not going to get all
the shine. 

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You not gonna get the 
interviews, you not gonna get 

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the girls, you not gonna get the
guys, it ain't about none of 

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that, but You stay in the game 
long enough to win the wind can 

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pick up your effort. 
The wind can pick up your effort

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and carry you. 
It's the second win. 

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This is when it's man, man, but 
you find a good team, say Hey by

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the time, the fourth quarter, 
let's just stay in the game. 

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Real. 
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be ahead the whole game. 
They're just trying to stay in 

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Striking Distance and in order 
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you got to know your capacity. 
And what kind of effort you need

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to give every day to stay in 
Striking Distance, so you're not

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always having a play behind. 
So, so, so, so Elijah tells the 

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bro, he said strike, he said, I 
need you to strike and you will,

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you will. 
Can you put up second? 

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What was it Second Kings? 
13, something like that. 

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And I saw this and I'm like, oh,
he talking about momentum, He 

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knows you're saying strike, just
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I think his versa I think his 
verse, if you got it in a 

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message, that would be 
beautiful. 

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If you don't. 
Whatever. 14. 

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Momentum. 
I'm like this is why you cooking

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you you speak the Bible says 
work while it is day. 

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It's like, you spend your whole 
summer, getting a tan and 

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partying that when the fall come
you hit a place where you don't 

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have what it takes to have joy 
in the fall. 

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So now you trying to feel up in 
the fall when you should have 

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been fueling up at a pace, go on
vacation, don't hit a beach, do 

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what you gotta do, but don't 
abandon your relationship with 

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God and the body of Christ. 
And then when the fall comes, 

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you need meetings and prayer. 
Elijah came down Sick. 

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It was the sickness of which he 
would soon die jehoash. 

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I gotta say that, super careful 
Jay, but that boy, Jay king of 

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Israel. 
Paid him a visit. 

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When he saw him, he wept openly 
crying my father, my father 

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chariots, and Horsemen of 
Israel. 

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Elijah told him go and get a bow
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The king brought him to a 
brought him, the bow and arrows.

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Then he told the king, put your 
hand on the ball. 

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He put his hand on the bowl. 
Then Elijah put his hand over 

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the hand of the king hears, some
impartation. 

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Right. 
Here's training. 

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Here's Wednesday night. 
Bible study. 

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Here's I'm going to show you how
to do this thing. 

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But I can't create momentum for 
you. 

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All I can do is press activate. 
Yeah, put your hand on the ball.

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He put his hand on the boat and 
Elijah put his hand on the ball.

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Like she said, now open the East
window. 

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He opened it. 
Then he said, shoot and he shot 

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the arrow of God's salvation. 
What did he shoot? 

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There's power in your salvation 
is not just a ticket to Heaven, 

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every time the devil mess with 
you, guess what? 

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You got arrows, our Salvation 
reminding his but he is 

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defeated. 
The arrow of deliverance from a 

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ran Deliverance, Deliverance is 
less about a moment. 

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It is really about momentum, see
the word of God drives out 

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demonic. 
See, you can be free through the

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word of God. 
You can be free through exorcism

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but exorcism is really not. the 
primary way Believers like, What

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helps an exorcism happen? 
For a Believer. 

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Is your faith, your desire. 
But it's all in the word. 

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But you need an exorcism. 
But if you don't turn around and

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follow Jesus little homie or the
whole village is going to come 

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back and be even stronger. 
So if you ain't made your mind 

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up to follow Jesus, just go 
ahead. 

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Stay bound. 
And too many people want like a 

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little quick fix a degree of 
freedom and deliverance, and 

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it's like, no, have you made 
your mind up to stay free? 

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You gotta create moment me and 
my wife been running since 2007.

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We've been running from our old 
ways ever since no turning back.

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Now we have a momentum in our 
lives that is absolutely 

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explosive and whatever comes our
way it's got a problem like 

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momentum is built up every day. 
Say you will do battle against a

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ram until there's nothing left. 
He's saying, listen, what I'm 

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calling you to whatever you're 
dealing with, you're going to 

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have to keep striking because 
the plan is total Annihilation. 

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Your anger issue is total 
Annihilation. 

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Your addiction. 
God's plan is total 

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Annihilation, and total 
Annihilation means. 

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There's not even a Remnant for 
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And I'm preaching to your little
5:30 sleepy self total 

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Annihilation. 
He does not just have your 

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sobriety, your sobriety on his 
mind but your sobriety, your 

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freedom and deliverance from 
sexual immorality or whatever. 

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He's trying to get it out. 
Your bloodline, like, totally 

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annihilate, the plan of the 
enemy, you say, you were Will do

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battle. 
So God is telling you is no 

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forfeits man in there. 
The other night the other night 

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we was playing a team and wanted
a players or two of their 

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players was really late and I 
find it hard to get motivated 

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with people that don't take 
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Like man I came out here to play
some ball and y'all sitting down

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there warming up with four 
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So the ref came. 
He said look, ya'll can call a 

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forfeit. 
It's up to you guys, or you guys

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can play five on four. 
Until their other players show 

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up and I was like, okay well if 
our team decides to can we just 

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sit down the fifth man and just 
play 404 and I love the attitude

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of our teammates. 
It was like nah, let's just run 

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these fools. 
Give me a little bit more. 

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Mike just a tiny bit. 
You write this? 

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Yes or no. 
Like wewe on a championship run.

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So we can't afford to just cuz 
ya'll are responsible. 

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We can't afford to let share our
oil with you right? 

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We can't afford to dumb it down.
Down because you irresponsible 

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you gon feel your entry 
sponsibility. 

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But I said, but I was like 
hangman. 

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I don't feel like like beating 
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Like that's just not fun. 
So then we start the game, and 

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this is little youngster, he 
just came out, just shot a 

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little shot and then we filed 
one of their teammates. 

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Are they filed us? 
And we on the free-throw line, 

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we might, we might release the 
snippet of Grace getting release

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it, okay? 
Because I was mic'd up and I 

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said, hey Jung, Suk, don't come 
out here playing like you don't 

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care or just get off the cart. 
You got hung what you talking 

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about? 
I was like yeah I don't come out

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here like no little chump. 
You're a grown man to come out 

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here with some pride. and then 
his teammate was like getting He

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was like checking trying to tell
him I say yeah don't come out 

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here like you know, grown man 
have some pride compete and I 

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was like I remember a few years 
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four players and the other team 
had nine and the captain had the

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nerves at warm-up sassy. 
All we had was for and we really

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only have three because DJ 
Bernie was 450 pounds. 59. 

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Yeah, he's a big man but he 
knows in You remember that? 

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And and and, and, and my wife 
came and I read it with somebody

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else on the team that white cane
and it was their nine like they 

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was down there, doing all day 
was warming up and they Captain 

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was like, Hey Y'all, I'm about 
to go home. 

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Y'all call me after this win. 
You know what that did to me? 

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I wasn't thinking about four 
players. 

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When thinking about four 
players, I was like we only got 

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four players, I get more shots. 
Absolutely, I get more shots, we

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can move it a little better and 
I got confidence in the players 

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that the, for like, it don't 
matter if I'm outnumbered. 

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But if I'm out number with some 
dogs man, that's what God said, 

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that you don't need all that 
Gideon. 

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All you need is three, honey. 
You got the right dogs on your 

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team. 
You don't need that much. 

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You get the right dogs on your 
team. 

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I believe in you. 
You believe in me, we got God on

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our side, man. 
We can take out a giant Don't 

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need no Fanfare. 
I don't need no other Superstar.

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I just need somebody with heart.
Give me heart over telling any 

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day. 
And man I remember you like like

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like we just came out bawling 
and they was bawling and we was 

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bawling but it came a point 
where it was like, no they not 

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in the game you start seeing 
Panic set in because they family

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was on the sidelines and then 
they Captain went home and what 

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you did for that phone call to 
the captain a Road White. 

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Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 
No, he didn't. 

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Come back. 
And I remember, we were so 

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great. 
We was all we needed to stay in 

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the game so you gotta Play Wise 
their space needed. 

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We don't got no substitute. 
So we got to pick and choose. 

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So we just did a two, two Zone. 
I played at the bottom. 

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He did 22 zone. 
We didn't let him get nothing in

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the paint. 
We made him shoot the whole 

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time. 
So, you gonna shoot how many 

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threes you gonna make? 
I mean, how many jumpers you 

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gonna make? 
So we made them a jump shooting 

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team, and they didn't like that.
And I remember he came down 

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towards the end, I forget how it
happened. 

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And in my mind I was like, you 
gave us a chance. 

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I think we were down to, and I 
remember it was three seconds 

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left. 
We had the last chance. 

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So it's a little, for we even 
say none in the time I was like,

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you know, what it is. 
I remember taking that out of 

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bounds and I remember running a 
curl to the corner and hit the 

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fadeaway three and we won. 
And they looked at us like, And 

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we need to say we shake their 
hand, we and do nothing else 

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just like yes, sir. 
And but, but not once. 

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Did I ever think we would lose? 
I knew it would be harder, but 

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not once was I on the phone 
like, hey, anybody come help us 

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and sometimes you ask him for 
help and God has designed it for

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you. 
Not to have that help, man. 

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Anybody available today. 
I got to go do this thing guys. 

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Like, no, you're messing up my 
plan. 

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I don't need them involved. 
I need you alone. 

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I need just you and wifey. 
I Need just you and that kid I 

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need just that's all I need. 
I don't need all the help. 

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You need spanked. 
So I told lil homie that 

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testimony real quick because we 
only use only two free throws. 

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So I had to get that testimony 
to a real quick. 

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He said you will do battle 
against a ram until there's 

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nothing left of it. 
But what is it? 

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You're battling with that. 
You've settled for just a little

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bit being left in your life, you
know, 10 packs to just one pack,

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why you believe for nine packs 
and why you won't believe for 

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the last pack to get out your 
life? 

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Because, as long as you got one,
Pack of cigarettes that opens 

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the door to the other nine 
coming back. 

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They got a little homey and your
life, right as all. 

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When I would use to be back back
home. 

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If we trying to sneak in the 
club, all we need is one homie 

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that can get in. 
And as long as we got one homie 

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in, we like we have to back. 
Do when that take your time, 

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don't blow the cover will be at 
the back door and you hear that,

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you hear that, you hear that 
push on the door and you're 

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like, come in come in and 
there's always somebody That get

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left. 
No, you gotta pee. 

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Right by the. 
Do you eat? 

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We can't go over there because 
it was that door open. 

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We can went in right now. 
Pick up the other arrows, pick 

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up the other Arrow said Elijah, 
he picked them up. 

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Then he said to the king of 
Israel strike, the ground, the 

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king struck the ground three 
times. 

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How many times? 
Times. 

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And then what quit. 
Three times and quit did this 

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all started because I just sense
there's people in here, rather, 

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you getting weary of fighting or
striking rather, you're starting

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to. 
It's taken too long to get to 

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the level, you thought you were 
going to be at. 

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So, you're thinking of an exit 
plan, or you're thinking of 

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diverting to do? 
No, no, God is saying no. 

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You're actually making progress.
You do know there's progress 

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that you can't see. 
See, stop just needing progress.

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You see, there's progress, you 
cannot see. 

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And it's the progress. 
You cannot see that's truly a 

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threat to the enemy. 
Let me, let me help somebody up.

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It is not good to expose all 
progress. 

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And that's what I was learning 
to understand. 

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God, even deals with us that 
way. 

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We want to know the whole pie, 
we want to know the whole 

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answer. 
We want to know, every where we 

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going, we want the corner. 
We turn it in. 

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We want to know. 
If we got all the money, we want

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to know. 
If we don't have to help the 

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friends the house, we want to 
know, what size the house is. 

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We want to get in a whole little
business conversation with God 

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and God is like, look, go, I got
some people there for you. 

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I'm gonna feed you. 
I'm gonna put some shelter over 

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your head. 
I'm gonna get A whip and I'm 

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gonna make sure you got what you
need and you like well what kind

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of whip, what kind of shelter, 
what kind of needs and you want 

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to know all the what and he just
need you to go. 

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So you can create momentum 
because you have to understand 

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your momentum is the key for 
things unlocking, it is not just

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you moving, but when you move, 
you calls other things in the 

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earth to remove on your behalf. 
Look, look, look, look, when the

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fan. 
Come on, there's dust particles.

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You cannot see that when that 
van hits, that space dust goes 

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that way, their stings. 
When you move, there's things 

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that move it on your behalf off 
your movements. 

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That's why God is saying we walk
by faith and not by sight. 

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It is impossible to see 
everything and I wish you can. 

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I wish you could turn the blue 
lights on in a way where it hit 

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the wall because you can see the
heat waves or you can see the 

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fan waves, you can I saw it 
yesterday? 

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It's like because one of these 
this one is on. 

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All right, you can figure that 
out and if it happens, great, 

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but there's things just because 
you can't see, it doesn't mean 

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it's not as visible as you are. 
Once you understand that? 

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It doesn't mean it's. 
There's that's why on Wednesdays

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were talking about Realms, 
there's Realms of sight I was in

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the dark this morning study it. 
Now look I'm from I'm from 

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Oakland look me and teach me how
to type You don't say it, like, 

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people just be like that Edward 
Scissorhands and then I had, I'm

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like, I know you didn't spill 
something wrong it. 

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For sure. 
You didn't spell something 

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wrong. 
Right. 

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Right. 
Look look look. 

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And so I'm a look, I'm typing 
and then I'll look on the 

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screen. 
I'm like, okay you spelled that 

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in the dark, nothing, you gotta 
understand. 

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You gotta you gotta understand 
what, what, what what, what 

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dawned on me in that moment is 
that you type so much by looking

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You, you know it's like have you
ever driven somewhere and 

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realize you got off the exit? 
You wouldn't even paying 

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attention you was X, but right 
now I want you understand your 

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inner man has memory. 
This is how trauma can play a 

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gue for years. 
This is how you can pass on. 

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Trauma through your DNA, your 
blood carries information, 

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that's why you can pass things 
on from your cheek. 

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Like if you have a kid and then 
you actually start exercising 

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and you begin to Change your 
diet, you can shift your DNA and

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the next kid. 
You wonder why they don't look 

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nothing like or they don't act 
nothing like the last set of 

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kids. 
Nothing. 

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Like Like where did you come 
from? 

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What diet was we on when that 
happened. 

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And, but what I realize it was 
like my inner man is at work. 

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There's this thing inside how 
God created us that when you do 

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the Reps, there's memory. 
So that's why Steph Curry. 

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That's why that's why. 
That's why these players when 

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they 60 years old they're going 
to pick up a ball and be able to

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years of shooting the ball. 
And this is why, momentum is 

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important. 
You wonder why an athlete comes 

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out and does the same basic 
warm-ups, like, like, like seven

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Curry, been doing this, all his 
life. 

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Why is he still doing it as an 
MVP and a four-time champion? 

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You think coming to church 
should be an option? 

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No, it doesn't matter. 
You think Steph Curry just feel 

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like dribble it but there's when
his body is so tired, he's 

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trained himself for when his his
body performs for him. 

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It's like that Tesla and its 
ability to drive for you. 

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And God said, I need you to live
in such Way that When Storms 

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Come the joy, you practice 
without a storm begins to kick 

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in in the storm when times get 
rough. 

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You'll come. 
You'll Joy is not compromise. 

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Your power is not compromise. 
Your patience is not 

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compromised. 
You'll love is not compromised 

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because you put in the wraps so 
he's trying to teach him a 

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lesson here. 
Do Don't quit striking, keep 

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showing up, keep singing, keep 
dancing. 

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It's not about the shiny 
objects. 

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It's not about feeling like 
worshiping, it's not about 

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feeling, like put your hands up,
but if Stephen Curry can shoot 

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in a way where even in his 
sleeps, his hands, his arms 

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would do the same motion. 
You can't tell me when I'm in a 

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storm and I'm depressed, or I'm 
down and out that my hands won't

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automatically when a memory of 
his Miss come in my mind, my 

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hands won't lift up my knees 
won't start moving. 

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I got a praise in me. 
That's on autopilot, man, its 

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own teeth ball man. 
Why? 

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Y'all do three times a day 
because I'm training, I'm 

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training, you know, how many, 
you know, how much, how much? 

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How much work top athletes It's 
put into their craft worship is 

442
00:32:24,700 --> 00:32:31,300
our craft worship a, some 
recreational sport. 

443
00:32:31,300 --> 00:32:35,700
It's our craft is exactly what 
every human being was me. 

444
00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:40,000
That's the one thing every human
being was made to do is worship.

445
00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:45,000
And that's why we, let our 
intellect giving away. 

446
00:32:45,100 --> 00:32:49,700
So we try to find a religion. 
We can worship in that fits our 

447
00:32:49,700 --> 00:32:54,100
mindset, Our Lives, Philosophies
are ways of thinking, our 

448
00:32:54,100 --> 00:32:56,300
comfort zones. 
And so, we got all these 

449
00:32:56,300 --> 00:33:00,200
man-made religions, because 
religion simply means seeking 

450
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:06,700
God, but if I found the Lord, 
I'm not, I'm not a Christian, 

451
00:33:07,300 --> 00:33:11,400
I'm a Son of God. 
Christian isn't is a religion 

452
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:16,500
like Muslim and New Age and and 
you can go on down the line. 

453
00:33:16,500 --> 00:33:21,100
But if I have found God, I take 
myself out of the pool of 

454
00:33:21,300 --> 00:33:25,500
religion and I've entered into 
Covenant relationship. 

455
00:33:29,900 --> 00:33:33,800
Our savior is the only one out 
of all saviors and gods that 

456
00:33:33,800 --> 00:33:37,200
defeated the grave. 
So I'm going to follow the one 

457
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:41,000
that defeated death. 
I'm gonna follow the one whose 

458
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:44,800
blood was spilled for my sin. 
No God, no, Idle. 

459
00:33:44,900 --> 00:33:50,700
No religion has taken care of 
the sin of man and no religion. 

460
00:33:50,700 --> 00:33:54,400
Argues that Jesus wasn't Jesus. 
What we argue is, he ain't the 

461
00:33:54,408 --> 00:33:57,100
only way, he ain't the only 
truth And only life. 

462
00:33:57,100 --> 00:33:59,600
That's fine. 
But, you know, God did not take 

463
00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:03,800
care of your sin, great 
philosophers, great discipline, 

464
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,100
great. 
Great great, great people. 

465
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:11,300
But I did not become saved 
because I found a good savior. 

466
00:34:12,199 --> 00:34:16,699
I found the only savior that 
handled my sin issue. 

467
00:34:16,900 --> 00:34:20,699
I found the only savior that 
defeated the grave, so that 

468
00:34:20,699 --> 00:34:23,500
there is life after death. 
There's no imagination. 

469
00:34:23,500 --> 00:34:27,600
There's no floating there. 
No, there is real. life after 

470
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:39,800
death momentum momentum It's 
like you have to love yourself 

471
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:43,100
enough to stop being 
inconsistent. 

472
00:34:48,000 --> 00:35:03,800
Inconsistency, is a plague. 
inconsistency is a plague and 

473
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:09,200
you have to love yourself enough
to stop being inconsistent 

474
00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:19,300
especially where you're called 
to be you come to church man in 

475
00:35:19,300 --> 00:35:23,900
a matter of you feel like 
lifting your hands I don't feel 

476
00:35:23,900 --> 00:35:28,200
like shooting 500 shots a day or
5,000 shots today. 

477
00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:31,000
I don't feel like running them 
heels that I don't feel like 

478
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,500
doing all those mothers. 
Those those reps. 

479
00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,300
I don't feel like, doing all 
those Sprint's. 

480
00:35:35,300 --> 00:35:40,900
I don't feel like it. 
But boy, when you win that ring,

481
00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:48,400
it was all worth it, huh? 
Seeing everybody want the top, 

482
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:52,800
everybody won the gold. 
Everybody want the bling, 

483
00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:56,300
everybody want the attention. 
Everybody want the highlights, 

484
00:35:57,300 --> 00:35:59,700
but are you willing to put in 
the work? 

485
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:03,900
Here you go in every area 
because you can't just put it 

486
00:36:03,900 --> 00:36:07,200
into your work and lose your 
family, like, Tom Brady. 

487
00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:13,600
You also got to invest in your 
family, in your spouse and your 

488
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:16,100
children, like it has to be all 
around. 

489
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:23,500
And so, we got to make sure that
we love ourselves enough to be 

490
00:36:23,500 --> 00:36:25,900
consistent where we're supposed 
to be. 

491
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:31,300
And then, and then start purging
ourselves from time, thieves and

492
00:36:31,300 --> 00:36:39,000
energy thieves. 
Just because you're cool doesn't

493
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:46,100
qualify you for my time, just 
because we have stuff in common 

494
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:49,100
does not qualify you for my 
energy. 

495
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:55,000
Commonality does not equate to 
relationship. 

496
00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:01,900
And I think it's too many people
in here because you're bored 

497
00:37:01,900 --> 00:37:03,900
because you don't have a sense 
of identity. 

498
00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:11,300
You just are hanging with 
whoever's available just because

499
00:37:11,300 --> 00:37:13,200
you were available when I'm 
lonely. 

500
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:17,800
Don't mean you get to enter my 
space and you gotta watch it 

501
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,000
when you're lonely because when 
you're lonely, You're 

502
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:25,800
vulnerable, lonely is not a 
thing like it's a thing. 

503
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:30,200
But It's not a thing. 
Like lonely is a choice. 

504
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:36,500
It's an emotion because you can 
be doing something you love by 

505
00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:38,300
yourself. 
How you not lonely. 

506
00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:43,200
You just need a touch. 
You need some affirmation, you 

507
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:45,100
need something. 
And that's why Instagram is 

508
00:37:45,100 --> 00:37:47,800
social media. 
Is so cool for the lonely and 

509
00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:51,200
the board is because when we 
enter that world it seems like 

510
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:54,000
there's we getting especially 
when people like stuff even when

511
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:57,400
people you see people and you go
check and see who is like oh 

512
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,000
they looked at my page but I 
look at that part. 

513
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:01,700
I want to see you looking at my 
stuff. 

514
00:38:02,400 --> 00:38:04,500
You don't like it but you pass 
through there at all. 

515
00:38:08,100 --> 00:38:16,800
Then people this is not the 
season, I'm telling you, you 

516
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:19,900
cannot afford to come out of 
covid and go into isolation 

517
00:38:19,900 --> 00:38:27,300
isolation with just about enough
coal about by Cody was just 

518
00:38:27,300 --> 00:38:29,600
about enough isolation. 
You don't need no more. 

519
00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,200
I'm telling you you need to get 
around the body of Believers in 

520
00:38:32,200 --> 00:38:34,700
faith and joy, and celebration, 
and hope. 

521
00:38:34,700 --> 00:38:38,200
I'm trying to tell you, you 
think, you think covid-19, It's 

522
00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:40,300
over now we didn't made it out. 
No, no, no. 

523
00:38:40,300 --> 00:38:43,600
I'm trying to tell you right 
now, in the name of Jesus, we 

524
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:48,600
have not seen the worst of it. 
I don't care if it's covid on 

525
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:51,900
care what new disease, it is. 
I don't care what I'm trying to 

526
00:38:51,908 --> 00:38:55,300
tell you. 
There's rumors of War, there's 

527
00:38:55,300 --> 00:38:59,900
planes falling. 
There's fights for power. 

528
00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:04,800
The Antichrist spirit is running
rapid in the world. 

529
00:39:05,100 --> 00:39:09,600
So if your child of God you 
better you better stop thinking 

530
00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:13,000
the Bible as a fairy tale and 
understand that when the Bible 

531
00:39:13,008 --> 00:39:15,700
say, when you see these things, 
it's only the beginning. 

532
00:39:17,500 --> 00:39:23,700
And we see these things. 
And if you think you bout to 

533
00:39:23,700 --> 00:39:27,600
just fly through this world and 
not be challenged. 

534
00:39:28,100 --> 00:39:30,800
And your mental real estate is 
not many things, fogging up, 

535
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:34,100
that's stupid. 
And your mental real estate is 

536
00:39:34,100 --> 00:39:36,300
not being found for. 
I mean, fought for in your 

537
00:39:36,300 --> 00:39:38,200
passion is not being fought for 
it. 

538
00:39:40,300 --> 00:39:43,100
And you don't think you need to 
acquit. 

539
00:39:43,100 --> 00:39:46,700
That's why Jesus went to the 
disciples and said, why'd y'all 

540
00:39:46,700 --> 00:39:52,500
wake me up? 
I really don't think Jesus was 

541
00:39:52,500 --> 00:39:54,500
like, sleep. 
I think he was resting. 

542
00:39:57,500 --> 00:40:01,400
It's a difference, he Restin 
it's even greater. 

543
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:04,500
He was resting and not sleep. 
Sometimes you sleep, you don't 

544
00:40:04,500 --> 00:40:06,300
know what's going on. 
When you rest in, you're aware 

545
00:40:06,300 --> 00:40:08,200
of what's going on. 
But what's going on? 

546
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:12,700
Does not impact your rest. 
He's like why y'all interrupting

547
00:40:12,700 --> 00:40:14,400
me. 
I know he's I said we going to 

548
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,800
the other side. 
He said, man, didn't you just 

549
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:20,200
see the Miracles? 
Then you see me just feed 

550
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,300
people. 
Oh, you're a little faith. 

551
00:40:22,300 --> 00:40:28,500
What's going on? 
He's like, the reason I told us 

552
00:40:28,500 --> 00:40:30,900
to go across, Not only was it an
assignment. 

553
00:40:33,500 --> 00:40:38,100
But it was also a test or shall 
I say a proving get it out yours

554
00:40:38,300 --> 00:40:40,600
God don't test people, he proves
them. 

555
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:44,400
So difference. 
He doesn't test the Bible tells 

556
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:48,500
you that he doesn't test. 
He proves he proves like when 

557
00:40:48,500 --> 00:40:55,000
people are proving a car Right. 
He's proven he's deposited 

558
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:59,000
something and you now it's a day
to exercise is like preseason 

559
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,700
and his real season. 
Now let's see all that training 

560
00:41:01,700 --> 00:41:04,100
you didn't did. 
Let's see if it really work, 

561
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,800
it's not testing and it's proven
to see what's in you. 

562
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:11,500
So we don't go across this storm
so we can prove so we can 

563
00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:15,900
verify, I don't need to verify, 
I don't need, God is Not trying.

564
00:41:15,900 --> 00:41:19,200
Don't need to be verified. 
God needs you to know where you 

565
00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:23,100
at because without proving you 
think you've Dead a place, you 

566
00:41:23,107 --> 00:41:28,200
didn't arrive. 
So everybody has to be proved. 

567
00:41:28,300 --> 00:41:34,600
So why won't you put in the work
for proving day, right? 

568
00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:39,000
Everyone will experience. 
Rough times, everyone will 

569
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:43,100
experience something traumatic. 
Everyone except will experience 

570
00:41:43,100 --> 00:41:48,100
losing a loved one. 
Everyone don't wait till it 

571
00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:52,000
happens to start, trying to pull
out of your spiritual Bank. 

572
00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:57,500
Why are you here three times? 
Why are you serving all? 

573
00:41:57,500 --> 00:42:03,700
Because I'm making deposits, if 
you want a name, people always 

574
00:42:03,700 --> 00:42:07,600
withdrawing when it's a day 
where the people you take from 

575
00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:11,600
Kane help you, you ain't got 
nothing. 

576
00:42:12,500 --> 00:42:15,400
So I'm a dancer three services. 
I was back there. 

577
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:18,800
I took a nap come out here that 
anointing on me. 

578
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:24,800
Like I'm like I'm depositing I 
want to I can see your faith and

579
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:26,400
every time I come up here, guess
what? 

580
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:34,200
I'm doing striking. 
The holy man. 

581
00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:41,600
Got angry with him. 
Why, why why didn't you hit the 

582
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:53,600
ground five or six times? 
It was then you would have beat 

583
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:58,800
a ram until he was finished. 
As it is, you'll defeat him 

584
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:04,600
three times. 
Only this, why David? 

585
00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:09,400
He didn't just not Goliath down,
he cut his head off. 

586
00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:12,900
It's and you need a finish him 
Spirit. 

587
00:43:15,700 --> 00:43:17,300
Think, I don't know what you're 
going through. 

588
00:43:17,300 --> 00:43:19,400
But man, there needs to be a 
finish him. 

589
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:24,200
Spirit, like, there's got to be 
you. wanting it over like it 

590
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:28,600
don't matter if I pray for you, 
if you don't leave here and host

591
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:35,300
bondage then what we playing for
because you holding onto the 

592
00:43:35,300 --> 00:43:41,200
bondage, more than the demon is,
He like y'all, are you so 

593
00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,900
stupid? 
You are don't even got no power.

594
00:43:42,900 --> 00:43:45,600
If you told me that got let go, 
I have to let go by the 

595
00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:49,100
authority of the name of Jesus 
but you keep giving me 

596
00:43:49,100 --> 00:43:57,100
permission. 
It's like having a leak in your 

597
00:43:57,100 --> 00:44:00,200
ceiling and then being in ends 
of my hey, we can fix it and you

598
00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:02,700
like knives, not that big Elite,
we'll just wait. 

599
00:44:08,900 --> 00:44:11,500
What? 
What have you gotten weary of 

600
00:44:11,500 --> 00:44:15,100
striking? 
What have you gotten weary of 

601
00:44:15,100 --> 00:44:20,000
believing for praying for? 
All right? 

602
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:22,900
There's two things I want to 
pray for. 

603
00:44:23,900 --> 00:44:30,700
That's cold, this codependency 
that's chemically and personally

604
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:37,900
relationally and I want to pray 
for dark thoughts that were kept

605
00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:41,200
coming up to me earlier. 
It's dark thoughts, there's some

606
00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:44,000
of you in here you come to 
church but boy you got some dark

607
00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:48,900
thinking and you smile you smile
you be smiling, you be smiling, 

608
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:53,100
you be smiling. 
But in this mind when you get a 

609
00:44:53,107 --> 00:44:57,500
loan There's some dark dots. 
I don't know if his death, I 

610
00:44:57,500 --> 00:45:00,200
don't know if it's drugs, I 
don't know if his entertaining 

611
00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:05,300
losing, you know, giving up. 
I don't, I don't know, but it's 

612
00:45:05,300 --> 00:45:09,300
just dark thoughts. 
He just like, for whatever 

613
00:45:09,300 --> 00:45:13,600
reason there's just like this 
autopilot of dark thoughts and 

614
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:18,800
you getting lonely or bored or 
anxious or frustrated is not 

615
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:23,400
healthy for you. 
Like you do not it, paralyzes 

616
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:31,500
you You right now. 
Some people are understand cry 

617
00:45:31,500 --> 00:45:36,200
out for change but not near 
necessarily wanted because you 

618
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:42,200
become homies with your bondage.
So it's kind of like a pillow 

619
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:48,100
for you and there's more fear of
how would I live without this 

620
00:45:48,100 --> 00:45:53,500
attitude? 
That protects me Co at it. 

621
00:45:53,700 --> 00:45:57,700
You didn't actually helped you 
accomplish a few things it in 

622
00:45:57,707 --> 00:46:02,000
kept some Joker's off of you. 
It kept some people afraid of 

623
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:07,600
you it in kept some people not 
talking to you but what you 

624
00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:11,200
don't want to do is build up a 
wall around your life. 

625
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:17,900
And allow anxiety to camp out, 
dark thoughts. 

626
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:21,000
Dark dogs. 
Why don't know why God wants 

627
00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,100
the? 
I do because we're heading into 

628
00:46:23,100 --> 00:46:28,600
a season that gives this city in
this country permission to have 

629
00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:31,200
dark thoughts. 
We've given you a name. 

630
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:34,400
So it's like, oh, I can get some
medication because I have sad, 

631
00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:38,800
and the Devil is a Lie. 
You can go through this fall and

632
00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:48,300
this winter with so much joy. 
But that's a choice. 

633
00:46:49,500 --> 00:46:52,300
It's a choice. 
I don't know about you, but I 

634
00:46:52,308 --> 00:46:56,100
don't like being up at night 
time with dark thoughts. 

635
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:59,000
It's just something about dark 
thoughts at night time. 

636
00:47:02,700 --> 00:47:04,900
He's got to get up walk around 
the house. 

637
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:09,100
Sometime you might 
hyperventilate start having a 

638
00:47:09,107 --> 00:47:11,800
panic attack anybody ever have a
panic attack? 

639
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:18,600
Yeah. 
I have died. 

640
00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:21,500
I thought Pastor don't be having
none, I don't know, I didn't 

641
00:47:21,500 --> 00:47:26,100
know pastors Panic, you would 
Panic if you dealt with all 

642
00:47:26,100 --> 00:47:35,800
kinds of crazy people to if you 
panic and just being single, no 

643
00:47:35,800 --> 00:47:47,900
kids. 
No kids, no nothing. 

644
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:03,400
I meant to get into this message
that we preached earlier, but I 

645
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:09,700
think that was it. 
I just want to help a few people

646
00:48:09,700 --> 00:48:15,000
out. 
I just want to pray for you. 

647
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:23,600
It is not God's plan that you 
cope with anxiety or depression,

648
00:48:23,600 --> 00:48:29,700
or fear torment, Suicidal 
Thoughts. 

649
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:33,500
That's not God's plan. 
He didn't die for you to cope. 

650
00:48:33,900 --> 00:48:37,500
Understand there's coping 
mechanisms are under understand 

651
00:48:37,500 --> 00:48:41,400
like, and working out helps us 
and there's, there's certain 

652
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:47,800
things that we can do, but but 
man, I need peace when I'm just 

653
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:53,700
at home. 
I don't want to have to always, 

654
00:48:53,700 --> 00:48:57,800
I don't want to live a life of 
having to consistently Escape. 

655
00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:04,100
So I got to do things that 
helped me escape myself and when

656
00:49:04,100 --> 00:49:08,600
you got to run from yourself, 
that's not good. 

657
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:13,200
You don't like yourself. 
Right and we got we got to get 

658
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:16,500
control over our thought life. 
This is real estate. 

659
00:49:16,500 --> 00:49:21,600
And once this goes is all bad, 
we got to be willing and strong 

660
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:26,400
enough to compartmentalize our 
relationships. 

661
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:33,900
Not everyone deserves two hours 
a week, we have to learn how to 

662
00:49:33,900 --> 00:49:40,100
Steward and budget our time, 
Stuart and budget, our energy, 

663
00:49:44,100 --> 00:49:49,600
We get one shot at this. 
One shot and I think there's 

664
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:54,500
people in here that you've just 
kind of written it off. 

665
00:49:54,500 --> 00:49:57,400
That is it? 
It'll go away. 

666
00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:02,500
I'll just deal with it. 
But I'm talking about going 

667
00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:06,300
after them thoughts. 
When you like by yourself them 

668
00:50:06,300 --> 00:50:09,600
thought you wouldn't dare tell 
nobody cause you like they gonna

669
00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:12,500
think I'm crazy. 
Then thought you don't even tell

670
00:50:12,500 --> 00:50:16,200
your spouse, your children and 
your family because it's too 

671
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:18,900
crazy. 
They won't even understand how 

672
00:50:18,900 --> 00:50:22,000
about those dark. 
He he, he specifically said, 

673
00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:25,300
dark thoughts. 
He didn't say suicidal thoughts 

674
00:50:25,300 --> 00:50:29,900
and he just said, dark thoughts.
And it might be somebody in 

675
00:50:29,900 --> 00:50:31,300
here. 
You didn't have thoughts across 

676
00:50:31,300 --> 00:50:36,000
your mind and killing somebody. 
Rather it was pain and Deuce, 

677
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:38,100
rather, they abandon you in a 
matter. 

678
00:50:38,100 --> 00:50:41,100
But man, once you, it's just a, 
it doesn't matter if it's 

679
00:50:41,100 --> 00:50:44,300
something that's every week, but
it could be like, every blue and

680
00:50:44,300 --> 00:50:47,400
blue moon, or it could be 
whenever you get to a certain 

681
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,800
level of anger that thought come
across, let me tell you, don't 

682
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:55,000
want no thought in your mind of 
killing somebody, because if 

683
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:59,900
it's a thought, it's a scene, if
it is a seeded has fruit, every 

684
00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:03,300
seed has potential. 
And if you have a thought in 

685
00:51:03,300 --> 00:51:07,500
your mind, you have a Seed in 
your mind that has potential to 

686
00:51:07,500 --> 00:51:11,700
consume you at the wrong time, 
with the wrong person with the 

687
00:51:11,700 --> 00:51:14,900
wrong set of circumstances and 
then it's too late. 

688
00:51:14,900 --> 00:51:17,800
We have people in prison for the
rest of their lives because of 

689
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:21,900
one decision, we have people on 
East Hastings, hooked on drug 

690
00:51:21,900 --> 00:51:27,800
because of one hit. 
So what I'm saying is like, you 

691
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:35,000
don't want to take for granted, 
the freedom you do have now to 

692
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:38,300
overcome, what may seem like a 
smart? 

693
00:51:38,300 --> 00:51:42,900
The Bible says the small Fox 
spoils the vine. 

694
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:48,700
Here's what that small Fox does.
It choose at the vine so you 

695
00:51:48,700 --> 00:51:52,300
like, as long as I got a Vine, 
I'm cool, but not, it's chewed 

696
00:51:52,300 --> 00:51:57,200
on, right? 
Anybody ever Have a straw. 

697
00:52:00,100 --> 00:52:03,200
And you still got something to 
drink, but you didn't chewed on 

698
00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:07,000
the straw. 
How efficient is that chewed up 

699
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:13,500
straw? 
That's a chewed-up buying. 

700
00:52:13,500 --> 00:52:17,900
You might have a Vine but that 
small Fox those little thoughts 

701
00:52:17,900 --> 00:52:20,000
in your mind that little 
attitude. 

702
00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:21,300
You like that. 
Scares me. 

703
00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,200
That's the as made as I got the 
you don't see any of you don't 

704
00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:33,400
like it, then you can hike it. 
Right, that's just me, right? 

705
00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,500
That's crazy. 
You that I want you to see how 

706
00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:39,600
simple that is, but see how you 
own that demon. 

707
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:43,800
You, I don't don't worry about a
demon, don't I got you. 

708
00:52:43,900 --> 00:52:45,500
That's just, you might as well 
say. 

709
00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:49,900
That's just us. 
Can I get a? 

710
00:52:49,908 --> 00:52:52,000
Can I get a fist? 
Pound it down your please, 

711
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:53,800
because that ain't how God made 
you. 

712
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:56,600
But you over there protecting 
them little demons because you 

713
00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:00,000
afraid to be vulnerable, that's 
just a start saying that 

714
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,300
suggests us, you're gonna see 
how crazy you sound right. 

715
00:53:03,300 --> 00:53:06,000
Who is US? 
Who Do Ya, you and that little 

716
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:08,100
Spirit behind you. 
That's why the Bible said, try 

717
00:53:08,100 --> 00:53:10,500
the spirit. 
I get it. 

718
00:53:10,500 --> 00:53:13,100
I love you enough to know that 
that's a spirit. 

719
00:53:13,100 --> 00:53:14,900
That ain't really you. 
You got a good heart. 

720
00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:18,100
You amazing person, you're 
smart, you're intelligent, 

721
00:53:18,100 --> 00:53:20,700
you're beautiful. 
You actually have a tender 

722
00:53:21,100 --> 00:53:25,600
tender, heart, big heart, but 
that fear that insecurity that's

723
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:29,300
deeply. 
Deeply wound in your soul, you 

724
00:53:29,300 --> 00:53:33,300
to protect it because it's like,
who am I being vulnerable? 

725
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:38,500
The best version of you. 
You understand vulnerability 

726
00:53:38,500 --> 00:53:44,800
comes before healing. 
You're trying to wait till 

727
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:47,500
you're healed, which means you 
think you're going to be strong?

728
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:50,100
But to get too strong, you gotta
get too vulnerable. 

729
00:53:55,700 --> 00:53:57,400
I'm just trying to help a few 
people tonight. 

730
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:59,400
I don't care worship, team don't
care who you is. 

731
00:53:59,900 --> 00:54:01,500
He's for sure. 
If you on the words of Team, you

732
00:54:01,500 --> 00:54:02,500
dealing with them, dark 
thoughts. 

733
00:54:02,500 --> 00:54:05,400
Think about killing somebody, if
I'm going to keep helping lead 

734
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:06,800
the team, you ain't going to 
kill me. 

735
00:54:06,900 --> 00:54:09,400
So you better deal with that 
demon tonight. 

736
00:54:10,700 --> 00:54:14,000
Please cuz I'm gonna get on your
nerves over the future. 

737
00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:27,300
So you get rid of that murder 
demon right now, whatever it is,

738
00:54:27,300 --> 00:54:32,000
whatever is that is tormenting, 
you whatever it is that is 

739
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:37,900
plaguing your mind. 
Here's what I want you to see 

740
00:54:37,900 --> 00:54:40,300
is, I'm not telling you 
thoughts. 

741
00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:46,200
I won't ever come, but strength 
and power and greater thoughts. 

742
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:54,000
My Triumph thing thoughts right 
here, there's a time, you know, 

743
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:57,400
one just practical thing that 
helps with with with might like 

744
00:54:57,400 --> 00:55:05,100
like I'm not a cool vomiter like
you think I'm having an 

745
00:55:05,100 --> 00:55:07,200
exorcism. 
When you hear me throw up, I'm 

746
00:55:07,200 --> 00:55:11,600
like all in. 
I got veins but like, I busted 

747
00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:14,200
out by anybody. 
Remember, my I had that blood. 

748
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:18,000
My now, I was throwing up. 
Like you know when you you 

749
00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:22,400
busting vessels trying to throw 
uh, see but but I went from one 

750
00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:26,200
extreme to another because I'm 
like, I don't like throwing up 

751
00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:30,900
so I'll try to keep it in. 
But in order to keep it in, I 

752
00:55:30,900 --> 00:55:34,500
gotta breathe the certain way 
and then it eventually turns 

753
00:55:34,500 --> 00:55:38,200
into hyperventilation. 
And so, then it turns into a 

754
00:55:38,207 --> 00:55:42,100
panic attack before me and wife,
he was really strong. 

755
00:55:42,900 --> 00:55:46,100
I remember one time I was sick. 
I like, I was whatever. 

756
00:55:46,200 --> 00:55:50,600
To me, I was sick. 
I had to throw up and I was 

757
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:53,200
trying not to. 
I was like babe, I can't. 

758
00:55:53,500 --> 00:55:57,100
I got you trying to lead a kid 
with me and I can't like, I'm 

759
00:55:57,100 --> 00:56:02,700
not feeling good. 
I'm going to work like, okay. 

760
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:11,500
So, my little episode happened. 
I don't know if I called or the 

761
00:56:11,500 --> 00:56:15,700
kid called know that was a long 
time ago, stop playing with me. 

762
00:56:18,800 --> 00:56:22,400
With his, she was on the road 
and the ambulance was talking to

763
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:26,600
her and she was like put them on
the phone. 

764
00:56:28,400 --> 00:56:35,500
I'm like, hello. 
She like Terrence, stop it. 

765
00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:40,200
No mercy, no love. 
But I get it like, I get it 

766
00:56:40,600 --> 00:56:43,200
because I don't want to the 
hospital a couple times because 

767
00:56:43,200 --> 00:56:48,100
I couldn't handle it. 
Huh, killed a full so I'm not 

768
00:56:48,100 --> 00:56:52,900
going to tell the full story. 
It's going to take too long. 

769
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:56,700
So but one thing that helped me 
is just like, you know, they try

770
00:56:56,700 --> 00:56:58,700
to put the little paper bag and 
just like, breathe. 

771
00:56:58,700 --> 00:57:01,500
I'm like, man, we called you 
here to give me the tank. 

772
00:57:01,500 --> 00:57:04,200
Give me the oxygen tank. 
I'll be cool. 

773
00:57:06,300 --> 00:57:09,200
But they gotta go through all 
kinds of procedures before they 

774
00:57:09,200 --> 00:57:14,100
let you, I'm like, bro, I don't 
want no back. 

775
00:57:14,100 --> 00:57:16,600
I know what's going to fix this.
Give me the tank. 

776
00:57:18,300 --> 00:57:21,500
They weren't trying to hear it, 
but I remember me. 

777
00:57:21,700 --> 00:57:24,600
Andrew and just some super 
practical. 

778
00:57:25,100 --> 00:57:28,400
Just teaching me the importance,
this is important. 

779
00:57:28,700 --> 00:57:33,700
The importance of breathing 
properly in this is part of our 

780
00:57:33,700 --> 00:57:37,600
problem if you don't think the 
change is important. 

781
00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:45,900
Then the ability doesn't matter 
well because I found it 

782
00:57:45,900 --> 00:57:47,900
important. 
That's why we're there is no 

783
00:57:47,900 --> 00:57:52,200
Revelation, knowledge of a thing
people perish. 

784
00:57:52,700 --> 00:57:55,200
So you don't need more 
information or another book or a

785
00:57:55,207 --> 00:57:57,400
seminar. 
You need revelation of what 

786
00:57:57,400 --> 00:58:01,400
you've been given and because I 
found out the importance of 

787
00:58:01,400 --> 00:58:05,700
breathing properly, then it's 
easier for me to surrender to 

788
00:58:05,700 --> 00:58:09,000
the process of breathing, 
although it's irritating. 

789
00:58:10,300 --> 00:58:12,200
I just want to stop and breathe 
when I want to. 

790
00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:16,000
All these little tack tactics 
but they work. 

791
00:58:16,500 --> 00:58:21,100
So then when I got sick, My wife
is like, wow, you did good 

792
00:58:22,700 --> 00:58:25,800
because I didn't I didn't like I
was going in but I didn't go to 

793
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:28,300
the hospital. 
So I'm winning. 

794
00:58:28,300 --> 00:58:29,600
I'm winning. 
I'm doing better. 

795
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:36,700
Right? 
I just I just want you to see 

796
00:58:37,300 --> 00:58:42,100
that you actually do need 
another way to do. 

797
00:58:42,100 --> 00:58:44,000
It doesn't mean I'm not gonna 
get nauseous again. 

798
00:58:44,300 --> 00:58:47,500
It'll mean, I'm not gonna get 
sick again, but I actually have 

799
00:58:47,500 --> 00:58:50,900
allowed a tool to come in my 
life, that can help me overcome.

800
00:58:50,900 --> 00:58:54,700
The problem that I was having. 
It doesn't mean thoughts aren't 

801
00:58:54,700 --> 00:58:56,600
going to enter your mind? 
Doesn't mean you're not going to

802
00:58:56,607 --> 00:59:00,400
get angry, but you have to get 
to a point where you allow in 

803
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:03,100
the tools. 
So when anger shows up, raid, 

804
00:59:03,100 --> 00:59:06,900
shows up those thoughts come up 
that attitude come up, you 

805
00:59:06,900 --> 00:59:09,500
actually handle them 
differently. 

806
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:13,400
And so, what prayer is for 
tonight, it's not to get rid of 

807
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:15,600
the devil, you to get rid of the
devil. 

808
00:59:15,700 --> 00:59:21,100
You gotta go to heaven. 
He's here now saying he's here, 

809
00:59:21,100 --> 00:59:23,900
he's in this world. 
He's the God of this world. 

810
00:59:23,900 --> 00:59:26,500
You not going ever as long as 
you alive. 

811
00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:33,100
Run from craziness. 
You're in it, not of it. 

812
00:59:33,100 --> 00:59:36,500
That's why you got to renew your
mind as we got a transform and 

813
00:59:36,500 --> 00:59:42,700
that's why you have to trade 
your Sorrows for Joy. 

814
00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:47,200
Wow. 
That's a choice. 

815
00:59:48,700 --> 00:59:50,800
You trade it instead of 
complaining. 

816
00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:55,300
I'm going to Joy. 
Joy is not a feeling. 

817
00:59:56,100 --> 01:00:00,800
It's an action, it's a choice. 
I could choose to be mad. 

818
01:00:00,900 --> 01:00:03,400
And then in my mind build a 
case. 

819
01:00:12,900 --> 01:00:13,900
Y'all. 
So cute. 

820
01:00:15,900 --> 01:00:26,500
You know, saying, but what I 
feel realize especially What I 

821
01:00:26,500 --> 01:00:31,400
realize is that not everyone 
wants to do the work. 

822
01:00:33,100 --> 01:00:38,700
It's easier to just stay and 
think that life and time is 

823
01:00:38,700 --> 01:00:41,200
going to change you. 
Oh it's going to change you. 

824
01:00:42,300 --> 01:00:46,300
It's going to change and start. 
Charlie encourage young people 

825
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:49,500
the LIE, the world feeds us, is 
there. 

826
01:00:49,500 --> 01:00:54,700
It's a certain age. 
Then you become serious. 

827
01:00:56,900 --> 01:00:58,800
Then you become in love with the
Lord. 

828
01:00:58,800 --> 01:01:01,000
Then you become you deal with 
your issues. 

829
01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:05,900
No no, no, no. 
I lost a good friend of mine at 

830
01:01:05,900 --> 01:01:14,200
16 years old. 12-gauge, shotgun 
straight to the back promise in 

831
01:01:14,200 --> 01:01:16,800
the world. 
You think he woke up that day, 

832
01:01:17,200 --> 01:01:19,400
planning to get killed. 
Nope. 

833
01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:25,200
And what he chose to put back, 
put off the day before if he 

834
01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:29,100
could have dealt with it a week 
before and made a different 

835
01:01:29,100 --> 01:01:32,800
Choice, he wouldn't have ran 
into that bullet. 

836
01:01:34,800 --> 01:01:40,800
So what I'm saying is mindsets 
lead to decisions and And lead 

837
01:01:40,800 --> 01:01:46,400
to consequences. 
So I believe that God wants you 

838
01:01:46,400 --> 01:01:49,600
to put down some mindsets 
rather. 

839
01:01:49,600 --> 01:01:54,000
You've whether you have said it 
or rather there's been a thought

840
01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:56,800
pattern, you with hair, you've 
inherited. 

841
01:01:57,800 --> 01:02:02,400
And you've allowed that to be 
put on autopilot dark thoughts. 

842
01:02:04,100 --> 01:02:08,600
Codependency rather it's on 
chemicals or people? 

843
01:02:11,200 --> 01:02:15,600
If that's you, I want you to 
just come up here up front. 

844
01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:25,900
You don't give me something to 
eat, if we got a worship team 

845
01:02:25,900 --> 01:02:30,300
left, I mean, it's no pressure, 
no pressure, no pressure, no 

846
01:02:30,300 --> 01:02:33,500
pressure, no pressure, this 
won't be long. 

847
01:02:33,500 --> 01:02:35,300
This won't be long, it won't be 
long. 

848
01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:47,000
It won't be long. 
It won't be long. 

849
01:02:47,000 --> 01:03:03,400
It won't be long. 
And then in this one is what I 

850
01:03:03,408 --> 01:03:04,800
want to do. 
You bring it down, bring it 

851
01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:08,000
down. 
I also want us interceding for 

852
01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:13,600
the people who actually won't 
take the opportunity in the 

853
01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,400
moment and just will pass on it 
and like, I can't deal with 

854
01:03:17,400 --> 01:03:18,000
this. 
I'm good. 

855
01:03:18,000 --> 01:03:20,800
I'm not going up front. 
We gonna pray for you, too. 

856
01:03:20,800 --> 01:03:24,600
Because God sees you, but why 
would you ask us to come up 

857
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:27,600
front because it takes a step of
Faith, right? 

858
01:03:27,600 --> 01:03:30,300
Is this how it is? 
Like if you embarrass me 

859
01:03:30,300 --> 01:03:33,000
publicly, don't try to apologize
privately. 

860
01:03:35,600 --> 01:03:38,000
Right? 
If you can get all publicly then

861
01:03:38,000 --> 01:03:40,100
why can't you publicly humble 
yourself? 

862
01:03:47,900 --> 01:03:49,200
All right, let's just get a 
chance. 

863
01:03:49,200 --> 01:03:54,400
Key chance a chance. 
A chance. 

864
01:03:54,400 --> 01:04:00,500
Give me a chance. 
Dark thoughts. 

865
01:04:10,200 --> 01:04:13,000
Now really quickly up a 
passenger. 

866
01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:16,600
You come up really quickly. 
I want to help some people 

867
01:04:16,600 --> 01:04:21,400
identified dark thoughts. 
It's like how we identify drug 

868
01:04:21,400 --> 01:04:23,000
addict. 
We think all drug addicts is 

869
01:04:23,000 --> 01:04:26,400
either crack or heroin know you 
smoke weed. 

870
01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:29,400
You look you're a drug addict if
or if you all you don't sound 

871
01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:34,100
like if you let you know saying 
we like try to make weed this 

872
01:04:34,100 --> 01:04:39,800
minor drug no drugs. 
Is is what drugs when I used to 

873
01:04:39,800 --> 01:04:40,600
smoke weed? 
Man. 

874
01:04:40,600 --> 01:04:43,700
I used to smoke a lot of it and 
I remember my mom and law used 

875
01:04:43,700 --> 01:04:45,700
to tell me I needed help. 
And I'm like, man, I'm just 

876
01:04:45,700 --> 01:04:54,300
smoking weed. 
You need help. sorry drugs is 

877
01:04:54,300 --> 01:04:59,000
drugs and if you're dependent on
them for peace or calm I'm 

878
01:04:59,000 --> 01:05:08,500
telling you it is not something 
you want to rely on Hague Nang 

879
01:05:09,300 --> 01:05:13,800
my daddy was locked up in prison
for selling drugs and now we got

880
01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:19,900
weed cause we on the corner 
everywhere we got my Miles of 

881
01:05:19,900 --> 01:05:22,100
places that are playing. 
We display. 

882
01:05:22,100 --> 01:05:26,400
We got Mom, how, how, you got 
thousands of people locked up in

883
01:05:26,400 --> 01:05:33,500
prison over weed, and now you 
got it on every corner, and you 

884
01:05:33,500 --> 01:05:37,800
got it on the side of Highways, 
just four miles growing, and 

885
01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:45,300
then you got signs where you can
call and get we deliver you can 

886
01:05:45,300 --> 01:05:49,700
over smoke you overeat. 
Over smoke. 

887
01:05:49,700 --> 01:05:52,400
You can get we delivered. 
Come on man. 

888
01:05:53,000 --> 01:05:56,700
Do not let the because the world
has legalized it all of a 

889
01:05:56,700 --> 01:05:58,300
sudden. 
It's cool. 

890
01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:04,900
You go get shrooms to stop man. 
I'm trying to tell you. 

891
01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:09,300
I'm trying to tell you, the Lord
is trying to help you. 

892
01:06:12,500 --> 01:06:14,600
It's been bringing up to me over
and over and over again and 

893
01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:18,800
there's a group of people who is
waiting to have a conversation 

894
01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:21,600
with someone who heard them 
before they take, hold of their 

895
01:06:21,600 --> 01:06:24,800
wholeness. 
You may never get to have that 

896
01:06:24,800 --> 01:06:28,000
conversation. 
Pastor Terrance and myself can 

897
01:06:28,000 --> 01:06:29,900
stand up here as a 
representative. 

898
01:06:30,200 --> 01:06:34,400
Maybe of that person who hurt 
you, your wholeness is not 

899
01:06:34,400 --> 01:06:38,700
wrapped up in another person. 
That's not how God created us. 

900
01:06:38,900 --> 01:06:43,100
We are completely whole alone. 
And by ourselves with God, We 

901
01:06:43,100 --> 01:06:46,100
don't need someone to apologize 
for hurting us. 

902
01:06:46,400 --> 01:06:49,100
We don't need to have a final 
conversation. 

903
01:06:49,200 --> 01:06:51,900
We don't need to tell them how 
bad they hurt us. 

904
01:06:52,300 --> 01:06:57,100
It is totally okay, that you 
release, whatever that was 

905
01:06:57,300 --> 01:07:02,500
today, move forward, never 
Revisited know that you are 

906
01:07:02,600 --> 01:07:07,400
healed whole healthy able to 
move forward that you release 

907
01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:11,700
that mental real estate. 
You don't ever have to talk to 

908
01:07:11,700 --> 01:07:14,400
them. 
They never have to apologize to 

909
01:07:14,400 --> 01:07:16,600
you. 
You don't have to have that 

910
01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:18,800
moment. 
You can have that moment with 

911
01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:24,000
God as a woman, if it was a 
woman who hurt you, I apologize 

912
01:07:24,200 --> 01:07:26,800
for hurting you. 
I apologize for hurting you 

913
01:07:26,800 --> 01:07:29,100
physically. 
I apologize for letting you 

914
01:07:29,100 --> 01:07:32,000
down. 
I apologize for abusing you. 

915
01:07:32,300 --> 01:07:36,900
I apologize for anything that I 
did that put You In Harm's Way. 

916
01:07:37,300 --> 01:07:42,100
I apologize as a woman as a 
representative of a woman in 

917
01:07:42,100 --> 01:07:44,700
this, And we just cover you in 
that. 

918
01:07:45,200 --> 01:07:50,300
Yeah, for me as a dad, as a man,
as a father, I apologize. 

919
01:07:50,500 --> 01:07:57,900
I repent for not being there for
you, for abusing you for 

920
01:07:57,900 --> 01:08:03,400
abandoning you, I need you to 
know that your freedom is in 

921
01:08:03,400 --> 01:08:05,000
you. 
Letting them go. 

922
01:08:06,100 --> 01:08:09,200
So, you have to hear these 
words, right? 

923
01:08:09,200 --> 01:08:12,500
Because there's people that you 
are holding a grudge against And

924
01:08:12,600 --> 01:08:17,600
they also have pain. 
Like, what does it take for you 

925
01:08:17,600 --> 01:08:20,700
to abandon someone? 
That's your child or abused, 

926
01:08:20,700 --> 01:08:21,899
someone. 
That's your child. 

927
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:26,500
Is gotta be some Brokenness. 
And so, I just pray right now. 

928
01:08:26,899 --> 01:08:31,100
If you can't find it in you to 
forgive, I pray that you can 

929
01:08:31,100 --> 01:08:34,700
allow compassion for them to 
come into your heart and 

930
01:08:34,700 --> 01:08:37,000
compassion will push out 
bitterness. 

931
01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:41,899
If you can find compassion for 
parents that misrepresented, 

932
01:08:41,899 --> 01:08:45,300
you, they Hurt You by putting 
you in a position where you have

933
01:08:45,300 --> 01:08:49,800
to answer questions to church 
folks and your peers at school. 

934
01:08:50,899 --> 01:08:53,800
But I am telling you for 
whatever reason, I really 

935
01:08:53,800 --> 01:08:58,600
believe strongly that God is 
pleading with his children right

936
01:08:58,600 --> 01:09:02,600
now because we're he's trying to
take us, we cannot take 

937
01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:06,300
bitterness. 
We cannot take victim, we cannot

938
01:09:06,300 --> 01:09:09,100
take grudges, we cannot take 
unforgiveness. 

939
01:09:09,300 --> 01:09:13,000
God is trying to take us higher 
and we need to Offload the 

940
01:09:13,000 --> 01:09:16,200
baggage. 
It's not about a feeling it's 

941
01:09:16,200 --> 01:09:20,399
about making a choice tonight 
tomorrow this week on and on 

942
01:09:20,600 --> 01:09:23,000
even those kind of choices take 
momentum. 

943
01:09:23,600 --> 01:09:27,200
It's hard the first day and it's
hard the first week but man 

944
01:09:27,200 --> 01:09:30,500
there's a momentum of 
discipline. 

945
01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:35,399
So make a decision to have 
momentum in your discipline 

946
01:09:36,700 --> 01:09:38,000
live. 
Your hands are right where you 

947
01:09:38,000 --> 01:09:40,200
are and if you're up here and 
you've been prayed for, if you 

948
01:09:40,207 --> 01:09:43,399
want to go back to your seat and
slowly find we're almost done 

949
01:09:44,899 --> 01:09:50,000
but we really care about 
connecting with you to walk in 

950
01:09:50,000 --> 01:09:55,100
the fullness and me and my wife 
would not have been able to 

951
01:09:55,100 --> 01:09:59,100
celebrate 18 years. 
And some time our kids are like 

952
01:09:59,100 --> 01:10:01,100
is why you guys kissing well 
date. 

953
01:10:01,300 --> 01:10:03,500
The older ones, don't know more.
But the little one does and it's

954
01:10:03,500 --> 01:10:08,600
just like man, you better be 
grateful for having two parents 

955
01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:10,200
in the house that love each 
other. 

956
01:10:11,500 --> 01:10:14,900
Don't think everybody has that 
luxury and don't you dare take 

957
01:10:14,900 --> 01:10:20,200
advantage of that. 
But I'm really feeling the heart

958
01:10:20,200 --> 01:10:25,400
of those, if you can get down to
the core of it as mad, as you 

959
01:10:25,400 --> 01:10:28,900
are at your parent, and you can 
put a nice statement. 

960
01:10:28,900 --> 01:10:35,200
I wish that I had my dad. 
I wish that I was loved by my 

961
01:10:35,200 --> 01:10:37,500
mom. 
I wish that they could just 

962
01:10:37,500 --> 01:10:40,200
understand me. 
I wish they never hit me. 

963
01:10:40,200 --> 01:10:44,600
I wish they never raped me. 
That hurt me like, like, Express

964
01:10:44,600 --> 01:10:48,700
the feeling but do not. 
Allow bitterness to take room 

965
01:10:50,100 --> 01:10:52,700
because truth of the matter is 
you're hurt. 

966
01:10:53,300 --> 01:11:01,000
You're afraid and that's truth 
in spirit Spirit and Truth. 

967
01:11:02,300 --> 01:11:05,700
Where are you really at? 
And get that out. 

968
01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:10,900
I am hurt but I'm not quitting. 
I am hurt but I will not Park 

969
01:11:10,900 --> 01:11:12,700
here. 
I am hurt but I will not be a 

970
01:11:12,700 --> 01:11:14,900
victim. 
I'm getting up today while I'm 

971
01:11:14,900 --> 01:11:18,400
hurting I'm going to Rejoice 
while I'm hurt. 

972
01:11:18,400 --> 01:11:21,800
I am going to walk in Hope and 
Faith while I am hurt, it 

973
01:11:21,800 --> 01:11:24,300
doesn't matter. 
The pain will catch up with my 

974
01:11:24,300 --> 01:11:27,100
joy. 
I mean the joy will catch up. 

975
01:11:27,100 --> 01:11:30,200
It will push out my pain. 
But what I'm saying is make a 

976
01:11:30,200 --> 01:11:36,600
choice today. 
Make a choice today to be the 

977
01:11:36,600 --> 01:11:46,000
victor. 
Can you pull up? 

978
01:11:47,100 --> 01:11:49,700
It's the slide with John 21. 
I just want to give you guys 

979
01:11:49,700 --> 01:11:50,500
something. 
We go. 

980
01:11:51,100 --> 01:12:00,300
We'll go. 
You guys can keep keep keep. 

981
01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:09,700
We're mindful. 
Can we get them? 

982
01:12:09,700 --> 01:12:11,000
Yeah. 
Can we get them their chairs 

983
01:12:11,000 --> 01:12:14,400
back, please. 
You keep the altar open. 

984
01:12:14,400 --> 01:12:16,900
That's fine. 
You can take it down. 

985
01:12:16,900 --> 01:12:27,800
Just keep that ready? 
Thank God for delivered worship 

986
01:12:27,800 --> 01:12:28,800
team. 
Amen. 

987
01:12:30,600 --> 01:12:37,600
Amen. 
All right, really quickly. 

988
01:12:37,800 --> 01:12:41,000
Can I just read something to you
guys really quickly about 

989
01:12:41,000 --> 01:12:45,100
momentum? 
Say momentum, say again, see 

990
01:12:45,100 --> 01:12:49,400
momentum requires again. 
All right. 

991
01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:56,700
Close here, John 21 later, Jesus
appeared once again say again to

992
01:12:56,700 --> 01:13:00,000
a group of his disciples by Lake
Galilee. 

993
01:13:00,300 --> 01:13:05,200
Just so you have context. 
Jesus has died and he has Rose. 

994
01:13:06,700 --> 01:13:11,400
This is him in his risen State. 
It Happened One day, while Peter

995
01:13:11,400 --> 01:13:15,200
Thomas twin. 
Nathanael from Cana in Galilee. 

996
01:13:15,200 --> 01:13:19,500
Jacob, John and two other 
disciples were all together mind

997
01:13:19,500 --> 01:13:20,500
you. 
They lost their friend. 

998
01:13:20,500 --> 01:13:25,700
Jesus, the brother Jesus. 
They had to be grieving Peter 

999
01:13:25,700 --> 01:13:28,000
told them, man. 
I'm about to go fishing. 

1000
01:13:28,700 --> 01:13:32,200
Now, Peter and never went back 
fishing like this for a little 

1001
01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:34,600
while because he had been 
making, he's been making 

1002
01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:37,300
Fisher's, he has become a fisher
of men. 

1003
01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:41,700
I just use my imagination. 
I think Peter just need some 

1004
01:13:41,700 --> 01:13:46,000
time, and he bout to go out on 
the water and get some time to 

1005
01:13:46,000 --> 01:13:49,900
himself and they all replied 
will go with you. 

1006
01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:53,700
I highlighted that because I 
just need a couple people that's

1007
01:13:53,700 --> 01:13:58,200
down to go with me. 
It's down to go through some 

1008
01:13:58,200 --> 01:14:02,600
tough times with me. 
So they went out and fished 

1009
01:14:02,600 --> 01:14:05,300
through the night through the 
what night? 

1010
01:14:05,300 --> 01:14:08,500
But caught what. 
Nothing now there are Master 

1011
01:14:08,500 --> 01:14:12,800
fisherman. 
So the night time is the best 

1012
01:14:12,800 --> 01:14:16,600
time when it's dark is good. 
Time to go fishing, they were 

1013
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:20,100
out on the water. 
All what night and caught what? 

1014
01:14:20,100 --> 01:14:24,600
Nothing anybody ever been 
wrestling for a while. 

1015
01:14:25,500 --> 01:14:28,500
With something and came out with
nothing. 

1016
01:14:30,300 --> 01:14:33,600
You've been praying, you've been
bombarding, Heaven, you've been 

1017
01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:36,200
fasting, you've been doing all 
kind of stuff, but it seems like

1018
01:14:36,200 --> 01:14:40,100
that thing will not break and 
say it was standing. 

1019
01:14:40,400 --> 01:14:45,100
Then at dawn, Jesus was standing
there on the shore, but the 

1020
01:14:45,100 --> 01:14:50,400
disciples didn't realize that it
was what him. 

1021
01:14:50,500 --> 01:14:53,100
I kind of got this picture of 
song came to my head. 

1022
01:14:53,100 --> 01:14:58,700
I always feel like somebody's 
watching me and Anna. 

1023
01:14:59,700 --> 01:15:11,800
Any, uh, oh. 
Right? 

1024
01:15:12,400 --> 01:15:13,900
Because will give you get the 
picture. 

1025
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:21,700
I need you to, I need the Bible 
to come alive to you, and it 

1026
01:15:21,700 --> 01:15:25,900
seems like Jesus has left them. 
It seems like they're all along.

1027
01:15:25,900 --> 01:15:28,200
It seems like I can't hear God's
voice. 

1028
01:15:28,400 --> 01:15:31,200
They're out there doing their 
thing, but Jesus is sitting 

1029
01:15:31,200 --> 01:15:34,500
there watching them. 
He cares. 

1030
01:15:34,700 --> 01:15:37,500
He He's never left you. 
He's watching how you're 

1031
01:15:37,500 --> 01:15:40,300
responding. 
He's watching to watch when he 

1032
01:15:40,300 --> 01:15:42,500
can intercede and help you when 
you fall. 

1033
01:15:42,500 --> 01:15:44,300
And this is why you need to keep
moving. 

1034
01:15:47,100 --> 01:15:49,500
It's why you need to keep moving
and not worried about. 

1035
01:15:49,500 --> 01:15:51,700
If God got your back God Gonna 
Catch. 

1036
01:15:51,700 --> 01:15:54,200
You any time you step out in 
faith? 

1037
01:15:56,700 --> 01:16:00,000
He called out to them. 
Hey guys, I don't know if he 

1038
01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:06,600
talk like that, but Hey guys, 
did you catch any fish? 

1039
01:16:07,800 --> 01:16:11,000
I mean, mind you. 
This is second time. 

1040
01:16:12,100 --> 01:16:17,000
This has happened before when he
pushed Peters boat out and he 

1041
01:16:17,000 --> 01:16:22,400
used it to preach. 
Don't forget, Jesus showed up 

1042
01:16:22,400 --> 01:16:29,800
before death. 
Again, did you catch anything? 

1043
01:16:30,800 --> 01:16:34,600
Why is he asking something? 
He knows, here's what you have 

1044
01:16:34,600 --> 01:16:36,600
to understand, Elder, John are 
they got understand? 

1045
01:16:36,600 --> 01:16:39,700
Because I think you might 
understand, he has blessing you 

1046
01:16:39,700 --> 01:16:45,100
on his mind, but he needs you to
know that you actually need it, 

1047
01:16:46,900 --> 01:16:48,900
and here's what happens 
sometimes. 

1048
01:16:49,300 --> 01:16:53,600
Hey, did you catch anything? 
Yeah. 

1049
01:16:54,800 --> 01:16:58,400
I'm good pride has you and it's 
some of you in here, probably 

1050
01:16:58,400 --> 01:17:01,800
got you saying I'm good. 
I don't need no help. 

1051
01:17:01,800 --> 01:17:05,000
I got it all under control and 
Jesus, like, cool. 

1052
01:17:05,200 --> 01:17:09,900
Keep going there and I see it 
all the time. 

1053
01:17:11,700 --> 01:17:15,900
Is his people that think they 
like I'm good and God always 

1054
01:17:15,900 --> 01:17:19,700
tonight was this moment. 
Hey did you catch any fish? 

1055
01:17:20,000 --> 01:17:22,200
Have you dealt with that anger? 
Have you dealt with that 

1056
01:17:22,200 --> 01:17:24,200
attitude? 
Have you have you? 

1057
01:17:24,200 --> 01:17:27,200
And you like man I just went to 
the altar last week but last 

1058
01:17:27,200 --> 01:17:29,400
week between last week and today
guess what? 

1059
01:17:29,400 --> 01:17:31,800
Came up? 
That little funky funk. 

1060
01:17:35,400 --> 01:17:38,600
And what you fail to do. 
Some of you tonight is Strike 

1061
01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:43,600
again. 
You looking at the frequency and

1062
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:46,400
God's. 
Looking at the consistency 

1063
01:17:46,500 --> 01:17:48,300
you're looking at, I was at the 
altar last week. 

1064
01:17:48,300 --> 01:17:50,100
I was there two weeks ago. 
I'm not going up there. 

1065
01:17:50,100 --> 01:17:52,500
No more, it's working. 
This got to work at some point 

1066
01:17:52,500 --> 01:17:56,600
and God is like, no, I'm 
training you to keep striking. 

1067
01:17:56,700 --> 01:17:59,300
I'm training Dylan, he's the 
rewarder of those who 

1068
01:17:59,500 --> 01:18:03,000
diligently. 
Like it take diligence is like 

1069
01:18:03,100 --> 01:18:10,000
you disowned the devil's head 
just Some of you deal with your 

1070
01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:17,900
bondage like you, okay? 
You, you don't, you don't call 

1071
01:18:17,900 --> 01:18:25,700
that ambulance on your bondage. 
You don't bandage up your 

1072
01:18:25,700 --> 01:18:35,000
strongholds. he said, throw your
net over the starboard of the 

1073
01:18:35,000 --> 01:18:41,100
starboard side and you'll catch 
some And for some of you that 

1074
01:18:41,100 --> 01:18:43,000
came up here tonight, that's 
what you did. 

1075
01:18:43,400 --> 01:18:49,700
You cast it your net and so they
did as he said they did as he 

1076
01:18:49,700 --> 01:18:54,200
said they did, as he said they 
didn't talk themselves out of 

1077
01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:56,200
it. 
They did because they had all 

1078
01:18:56,200 --> 01:19:00,100
the reason to say Jesus. 
We actually do this sir. 

1079
01:19:00,100 --> 01:19:07,400
You a really a carpenter. 
So we know ain't no fish down 

1080
01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:12,800
there, but what he also doing is
pulling on their remembrance 

1081
01:19:14,000 --> 01:19:18,500
because he did it before. 
And so, they did as he said, and

1082
01:19:18,500 --> 01:19:22,000
they caught so many fish, they 
couldn't even pull in the net. 

1083
01:19:22,000 --> 01:19:24,900
Remember that? 
That total Annihilation right 

1084
01:19:24,900 --> 01:19:31,100
here, just ended poverty, just 
ended broke, just ended, not 

1085
01:19:31,100 --> 01:19:33,500
enough. 
They just went in one decision 

1086
01:19:33,500 --> 01:19:36,300
of obedience. 
They were From just enough to 

1087
01:19:36,300 --> 01:19:44,100
more than enough. 
Yo, I got this going to get. 

1088
01:19:44,100 --> 01:19:50,600
You got Then the disciple whom 
Jesus loved said to Peter, it is

1089
01:19:50,600 --> 01:19:55,600
the Lord. 
When Peter heard him say that he

1090
01:19:55,600 --> 01:20:00,400
quickly wrapped his outer 
garment around him, and because 

1091
01:20:00,500 --> 01:20:06,500
he was athletic, he Dove right 
into the lake, to go to Jesus. 

1092
01:20:06,500 --> 01:20:11,600
This brother swam the Jesus. 
I want you to see this though 

1093
01:20:12,800 --> 01:20:14,900
ain't no Pride. 
I need Jesus. 

1094
01:20:15,800 --> 01:20:19,300
I don't Who see me? 
I'm taking my woman with the 

1095
01:20:19,308 --> 01:20:22,700
issue of blood blind Bartimaeus.
I'm taking this off and I'm 

1096
01:20:22,700 --> 01:20:24,300
swimming. 
Y'all want to stand a bowl to 

1097
01:20:24,300 --> 01:20:26,200
cool? 
Gonna stay in the boat of cool 

1098
01:20:26,200 --> 01:20:27,800
but I'm about to go meet my 
savior. 

1099
01:20:27,800 --> 01:20:32,900
Who's been good to me? 
The other disciples. 

1100
01:20:32,900 --> 01:20:37,600
Dan brought the boat to shore, 
dragging their catch a fish 

1101
01:20:37,600 --> 01:20:41,900
dragging. 
They weren't far from Land, only

1102
01:20:41,900 --> 01:20:48,500
about 100 meters. 
When they got to shore they 

1103
01:20:48,500 --> 01:20:57,400
notice a charcoal fire with some
roasted fish and bread, CC God's

1104
01:20:57,400 --> 01:21:06,100
trying to get you out of Labor. 
So you can enter s wait wait a 

1105
01:21:06,108 --> 01:21:09,100
minute, wait a minute. 
He just took them from out of 

1106
01:21:09,100 --> 01:21:13,600
Labor. 
And striving and he was 

1107
01:21:13,600 --> 01:21:20,300
preparing communion. 
All right, I'ma help. 

1108
01:21:20,300 --> 01:21:25,400
You see this one more time, he 
entered their labor and invited 

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them to rest. 
I want you to see something. 

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He didn't get on the water with 
him. 

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He said, I'm not gonna get in 
your mess with you. 

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I'm gonna call you out of it. 
And Jesus said, bring some of 

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the fish. 
You just caught So, Peter waded 

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into the water and help pull the
net to shore. 

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It was full of many large fish. 
Exactly 153 large fishies. 

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But even with so many fish, the 
net was not torn. 

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Okay. 
Come let's have some breakfast. 

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01:22:18,700 --> 01:22:23,000
Jesus said to them, and I wanted
a disciples needed to ask who it

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was, because every one of them 
knew it was the Lord and he's 

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trying to do something 
significant in your life that 

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causes you. 
Not to doubt who he is, then 

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01:22:33,200 --> 01:22:36,300
Jesus came close to them and 
serve them the bread and the 

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fish. 
This was the third time Jesus. 

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01:22:40,200 --> 01:22:43,400
Appeared to his disciples after 
Resurrection. 

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01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:53,800
The Lord is trying to get you 
out of striving interests. 

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I don't know how else to put it.
What he has blessing on his mind

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for you know this sounds 
strange. 

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01:23:12,200 --> 01:23:16,800
But the Lord's not going to ask 
you to practice again and he 

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don't. 
So I live his grace and mercy he

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saying I'm giving those that 
refuse to strike the First Time.

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One More Shot. 
And this time the window is not 

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wide open and I do not want you 
coming up because you like well 

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01:23:48,200 --> 01:23:54,700
maybe you know, maybe I just 
come up just in case he talked. 

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01:23:54,700 --> 01:23:59,300
No, no. 
You gotta know you passed on the

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01:23:59,300 --> 01:24:02,200
last one. 
You gotta know. 

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It's for you. 
It's not like, okay, well, if we

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01:24:05,300 --> 01:24:08,000
don't come up and passing on, 
keep going on, keep None of this

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01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:27,300
is all love for you. 
You just pray for a Troy be 

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01:24:27,300 --> 01:24:32,000
taken. 
Pray for these ladies before you

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01:24:32,000 --> 01:24:36,100
do that before you do that, we 
can move onto another song. 

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01:24:45,700 --> 01:24:49,000
There's something I want you to 
really get when you before we 

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01:24:49,000 --> 01:24:56,700
pray for you. 
I want you to leave the question

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01:24:56,700 --> 01:25:01,900
when at the altar. 
And I want you to walk away with

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01:25:01,900 --> 01:25:06,800
it's finished. 
The Lord says, leave the win up 

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01:25:06,800 --> 01:25:15,100
to me wwhen, leave the win up to
me but you don't need to see it 

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01:25:15,300 --> 01:25:20,000
to begin to walk in it. 
If you're waiting for healing, 

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01:25:20,000 --> 01:25:22,600
if you're waiting for a family 
member, if you're waiting for 

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01:25:22,600 --> 01:25:28,000
something, the Lord says except 
it is finished, accept it. 

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01:25:31,500 --> 01:25:36,100
But be encouraged because it's 
here, it's here. 

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01:25:43,500 --> 01:25:46,700
Listen, thank you so much for 
joining us for this week's 

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01:25:46,700 --> 01:25:49,300
podcast. 
Make sure you like And subscribe

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01:25:49,300 --> 01:25:52,000
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1153
01:25:52,000 --> 01:25:55,100
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01:25:55,100 --> 01:25:58,300
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01:25:58,400 --> 01:26:00,400
We out here. 
But you know what it is? 

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01:26:00,400 --> 01:26:03,000
You know, the motto. 
We had a time for we ain't out 

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01:26:03,000 --> 01:26:05,900
of Jesus. 
So till next time get your love 

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01:26:05,900 --> 01:26:06,800
this man.