1 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:14,240 I want to start off by saying all praise be to Allah, the most 2 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:16,239 gracious, the most Merciful, the most powerful. 3 00:00:16,720 --> 00:00:19,280 It's only Him we worship, only Him we bow down to, and only Him 4 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:22,640 we turn to when we're in need and also like to send peace and 5 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,240 blessings upon our beloved Prophet Muhammad. 6 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:30,120 Sallallahu Alayhi wasallam jazakallahu hidden for the 7 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:31,880 message for inviting me here. We'll lahi. 8 00:00:31,880 --> 00:00:35,800 I'm far from mashir, all from a scholar, all from a estad. 9 00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:38,840 I'm a dusty guy. I'm going to be honest here. 10 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:43,560 I'm the dust that you see underneath the the shoe of the 11 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:45,120 shoe. Allahumma, Barack Allahum 12 00:00:45,400 --> 00:00:48,160 Allahumma. I mean, and just because I sit 13 00:00:48,160 --> 00:00:50,840 in front of you in any shape or form, I don't think I'm better 14 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:53,680 than you in whatsoever. This phobe doesn't make me a 15 00:00:53,680 --> 00:00:57,000 better Muslim than any of you, nor does this beard and so on 16 00:00:57,000 --> 00:00:59,320 and so forth. So don't ever think for once 17 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:03,680 that I sit in front of you where I think where I think I'm better 18 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:06,880 than you, a lot more bad. I have to honestly say majority 19 00:01:06,880 --> 00:01:10,000 of the brothers here today, probably no more Quran than me, 20 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,160 more hadith than me. And they probably practice the 21 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:14,600 Dean better than me. I'm not here to tell you 22 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:17,160 regardless of whatever you've gone through. 23 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:22,520 So I want to give a big shout out, a big shout out to all the 24 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:25,720 sinners because gender is full of sinners. 25 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:31,160 But those that repented genders not made for people that did 26 00:01:31,160 --> 00:01:33,960 absolutely nothing with their life and they made no mistakes. 27 00:01:35,040 --> 00:01:37,720 Our last panel at Allah says if there was a nation that did not 28 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:43,160 commit any sins, he would destroy that nation in order in 29 00:01:43,160 --> 00:01:46,000 order to create a nation that sins are repent to our last 30 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:49,160 panel at Allah. This is Allah's words. 31 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:53,160 So best believe for the drug dealers and the sinners and the 32 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:57,120 zanies, whoever may be you rappers and the guys that listen 33 00:01:57,120 --> 00:02:00,680 to music, the guys that are bunning, bro, today could be 34 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:02,760 your day when you change your life completely. 35 00:02:05,320 --> 00:02:07,440 Today is the day Ramadan's just left. 36 00:02:08,360 --> 00:02:13,920 It is unfair that we put our souls through this detox of 37 00:02:13,920 --> 00:02:18,440 Ramadan, the whole month, the whole month, in order for us to 38 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:20,360 do what to. Be a monster. 39 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:24,400 Well, those that are jarhead on aid and I saw this aid. 40 00:02:24,920 --> 00:02:26,560 And it was. Upsetting that Muslims that I 41 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:30,600 see on the front row reading the Quran throughout, throughout the 42 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:32,440 salahs, Allahu aklahum. Yeah. 43 00:02:32,920 --> 00:02:36,760 But when aid came, it's like they forgot themselves as a 44 00:02:36,760 --> 00:02:40,720 Muslim and every single aid and be real with you. 45 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:44,440 And ask yourself, every single aid there's what? 46 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:48,160 There's brothers that are what, committing suicide on the same 47 00:02:48,160 --> 00:02:50,600 day of aid? There's brothers that are dying 48 00:02:50,600 --> 00:02:53,400 in in car crashes. There's brothers that are 49 00:02:53,400 --> 00:02:56,760 overdosing on drugs, there's brothers that are what, going to 50 00:02:56,760 --> 00:02:59,880 the level of being drunk and now they've drowned. 51 00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:04,960 This is what's happening amongst our communities on Aidbo and 52 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:09,000 it's unfair that we've made our soul go through the whole of 53 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:12,760 that month full of a bird. Salah's on time. 54 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:16,080 We're reading more Quran than any other eleven months that 55 00:03:16,080 --> 00:03:19,000 just went past. Why are we throwing it away? 56 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:25,280 But like I said, man, I'm not here to tell you or give you any 57 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:29,440 lessons apart from learn from my mistakes that I've done on the 58 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:31,480 way here. I spoke to a brother. 59 00:03:32,240 --> 00:03:35,680 The brother's telling me Akhi, my brother's gone sideways and 60 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:38,960 when we talking about Akhi, he's a bro. 61 00:03:38,960 --> 00:03:43,080 My brother's no longer a Muslim coming from a Muslim household, 62 00:03:45,960 --> 00:03:48,920 a Muslim household where your parents did every single thing 63 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:52,000 under the sun to sacrifice their happiness, their care, their 64 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:55,360 money for you, for you to turn your backs on them, let alone 65 00:03:55,360 --> 00:03:57,320 turn your back on the lost panel to Allah. 66 00:03:58,800 --> 00:04:01,400 You ask the brother how comes you went sideways? 67 00:04:02,440 --> 00:04:04,280 Actually the only thing we did at. 68 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:06,360 Home was pray our five daily prayers. 69 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:11,240 There was nothing else on Islamic, nothing our father 70 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:12,240 didn't. Sat us down. 71 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:16,040 Our mothers, majority of the time she's looking, she's taking 72 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:19,120 care of us, the house and so on and so forth making sure we're 73 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:24,120 fed. But our fathers Allah homobaric, 74 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:30,920 he bought everything other than his family first, his 75 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:34,760 businesses, making money here, taking the money back home, 76 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:38,040 making sure he buys some land, making sure he buys a few 77 00:04:38,040 --> 00:04:41,360 properties and guess what the father is disappearing on us, 78 00:04:41,360 --> 00:04:44,680 going back home, getting another wife, 2-3 wives and he forgot 79 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:46,760 about us. With all due respect to the 80 00:04:46,760 --> 00:04:50,640 uncles, I wish I bought some paracetamol so I couldn't give a 81 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,000 damn. You can have some paracetamol if 82 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:57,000 I hurt your feelings. This is how we forget our kids 83 00:04:57,560 --> 00:05:00,760 and it happens that most the Muslims for what purpose? 84 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:05,440 Bro, you feel like you're going past this life like a lost man 85 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:08,400 of talent is giving you these seconds and these minutes where 86 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:12,080 you're neglecting your children. Your children are crying out for 87 00:05:12,080 --> 00:05:14,600 you. But don't get me wrong, with a 88 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:16,760 lot of brothers, especially in this community, I'm not home 89 00:05:16,760 --> 00:05:18,680 about it. I've heard nothing but good 90 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:22,360 about the adults, about the parents I'm talking about in 91 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:24,880 general. But this community, yourself and 92 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:27,600 Milan Keys, what's happening, bro? 93 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:30,560 Your parents are doing everything under the sun for 94 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:32,840 you, for you to do what? To displease them. 95 00:05:33,840 --> 00:05:38,320 Brothers come from a good home. Brothers calling me saying you 96 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:40,880 know. She called me via Instagram. 97 00:05:40,880 --> 00:05:43,480 Salaam alaikum Salaam. Who's this? 98 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:48,120 I'm just one of your aunties, but my son's going to be at your 99 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:50,800 talk today. I said, go on, aunty, how can I 100 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:52,440 help you? You want me to speak to your 101 00:05:52,440 --> 00:05:53,640 son? She goes to. 102 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:54,240 Me. Amen. 103 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:57,120 I have found drugs under his mattress. 104 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:01,400 I have found bullets under his mattress. 105 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:05,320 I have found a knife. I haven't found the gun, but I 106 00:06:05,320 --> 00:06:07,520 found the bullets and the knife underneath his mattress. 107 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:10,400 How am I, how am I meant to react to this? 108 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:16,120 Now I said, auntie, what did you do with the drugs and the 109 00:06:16,120 --> 00:06:19,560 bullets and so on and so forth? Because I am too scared to do 110 00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:21,800 anything towards my son or even open my mouth. 111 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:27,480 What does the hadith say? One of the signs of Yo Makayama 112 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:31,240 of the day in judgement is what? When women will give birth to 113 00:06:31,240 --> 00:06:34,640 their masters? What's happening in monsters, 114 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:37,360 man? Our own parents has become our 115 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:40,840 slaves. What's going on, Bros? 116 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,040 Why are we neglecting the happiness of our parents when 117 00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:45,280 they sacrificed everything for us? 118 00:06:45,280 --> 00:06:48,480 And I'm going to ask every single one of you here right 119 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:52,640 now. Yeah, Excluding the uncles or 120 00:06:52,640 --> 00:06:55,160 for the youngsters. Put your hands up. 121 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:58,200 If you still get your parents around, bro, come on. 122 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:03,400 Put your hands up. Both your parents put your hand 123 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:05,920 up. Both all of you or any of you 124 00:07:06,120 --> 00:07:08,960 that have come from a household that your parents are still 125 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,760 married. I love Homo Beddick. 126 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:16,000 You see those parents? Or you can put your hands down 127 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:16,480 now. Yeah. 128 00:07:17,680 --> 00:07:24,760 When you go home today, really and truly go and ask your 129 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:25,480 parents. Yeah. 130 00:07:26,440 --> 00:07:30,840 Was there anything that you would do to give up? 131 00:07:31,880 --> 00:07:34,960 Yeah, in order for me to gain the happiness that you've gained 132 00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:38,520 me, would you, can you go back in time, Mum or dad, can you go 133 00:07:38,520 --> 00:07:41,840 back in time and regret the things that you've done in order 134 00:07:41,840 --> 00:07:45,880 for me to be happy? Your son, your daughter, they 135 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:49,120 wouldn't regret anything. And Allah, Al Adim has come down 136 00:07:49,120 --> 00:07:53,280 to a time now where auntie is calling me, telling me, begging 137 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:56,000 me to talk to her son. I said to auntie, with all due 138 00:07:56,000 --> 00:08:00,640 respect, if I come across this scumbag, only Allah knows what 139 00:08:00,640 --> 00:08:03,400 I'm going to do to him. The fact of the matter is the 140 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:06,600 guy raises his voice on his mum, The guy threatens his mum. 141 00:08:06,840 --> 00:08:09,720 The guy, the auntie even said to me, the guy took out a knife on 142 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:11,880 his mum. How do you want me to react to 143 00:08:11,880 --> 00:08:13,680 this ball? What am I going to act like? 144 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:19,000 Oh well, everything's cool, but I'm not here to talk this 145 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,520 brother off because he's not man enough to come forward and tell 146 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:25,440 me who he is. And the auntie, out of fear of a 147 00:08:25,440 --> 00:08:28,360 love sub Hannibal to Anna, out of fear of Allah. 148 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:32,039 She doesn't want to expose her kid and look at the length that 149 00:08:32,039 --> 00:08:37,200 the mother is going, bro, in order for you or for her to 150 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:41,080 protect you. What's going on now? 151 00:08:42,120 --> 00:08:47,040 You want to be a man? Actually, I know men that are in 152 00:08:47,040 --> 00:08:48,520 jail that are doing life in jail. 153 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:50,800 They are the real men. They did the crime. 154 00:08:51,200 --> 00:08:54,560 So now they're doing the time my man dropped one or two bodies 155 00:08:54,560 --> 00:08:56,360 there in jail now, bro, what lie. 156 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:58,560 There's no one day. There's there's no sympathy in 157 00:08:58,560 --> 00:08:59,000 his. Heart. 158 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:02,280 I say to Mama, bro, you did the murder, so do the tarmac. 159 00:09:03,480 --> 00:09:06,480 You claim to be a bad boy. Actually leave that bad boy. 160 00:09:06,680 --> 00:09:08,240 Well, not. I think he calls me, says to me, 161 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:10,800 but I'm emotional. At that time, bro, let me speak 162 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:13,120 to you because I was. I can have someone to talk to. 163 00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:15,880 I said, bro, I thought, I thought he was the man on road. 164 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:19,880 He was getting the money. You had the girls around you. 165 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:25,480 My man's living like Scarface. His yard is full of paintings, 166 00:09:27,280 --> 00:09:30,400 guns in every wardrobe, money in every what? 167 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:34,680 In every jump up or sorry, two days gone. 168 00:09:34,680 --> 00:09:38,520 But what? There's no happiness. 169 00:09:38,840 --> 00:09:40,520 So I said to my mother, I could do the time. 170 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:43,680 You claim to be a man on road to not be a man in jail. 171 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:47,160 And why are brothers trying to be this guy, man? 172 00:09:49,080 --> 00:09:51,600 Why are brothers trying to go down this path of being this bad 173 00:09:51,600 --> 00:09:54,640 boy? It's not a monster, Sir. 174 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:57,760 They're etiquettes. They're manners. 175 00:09:57,760 --> 00:10:00,680 They're a clock. I fought from a Muslim. 176 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:03,960 I spoke to a brother a few days ago on live. 177 00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:06,680 Yeah, he jumped on, he jumped on my Instagram live. 178 00:10:06,680 --> 00:10:07,960 I'm chatting to his out to me, bro. 179 00:10:09,360 --> 00:10:12,200 I don't know what to do, bro, because I'm coming out of Joe in 180 00:10:12,200 --> 00:10:13,440 a few days. Sorry. 181 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:16,080 In a few weeks. I've done four years in Joe. 182 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:20,840 The Council and the probation are putting me back in the same 183 00:10:20,840 --> 00:10:24,440 spot. He was a drug dealer. 184 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:28,160 My man went Joe for stabbing someone. 185 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:34,800 And I say to him, bro, every single beef that you're backing 186 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:38,640 today, every single beef that you're backing today, everything 187 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:41,240 comes down to displeasing the last panel to island whatever 188 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:46,280 comes with. It you see Allah rabbukum where 189 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:50,600 Islam dinaqum where Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasallam 190 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:54,960 that's enough for you bro forget forget learning the Quran and 191 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:57,120 the Sunni upon the understanding of the West. 192 00:10:57,680 --> 00:11:01,080 That's not from us. Allah is your rule. 193 00:11:02,040 --> 00:11:06,480 Your Deen is a slam and your prophet that was sent for this 194 00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:09,960 Omaha is who the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi 195 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:15,920 wasallam the only prophet that when you go to your Makayama all 196 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:18,800 of them are going to think about themselves from Adam alayhi 197 00:11:18,800 --> 00:11:23,480 Salam to Jesus to ASA alayhi Salam. 198 00:11:23,480 --> 00:11:27,040 But when you come to the Prophet Muhammad, sallam the man that. 199 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:30,960 Stood that night times that prayed for my ummah, my ummah. 200 00:11:32,160 --> 00:11:34,480 But the man that was a beast on the battlefield. 201 00:11:37,080 --> 00:11:39,920 But the man that was what betrayed by his own family 202 00:11:39,920 --> 00:11:45,080 members, The man that buried six of his kids, the man that was 203 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:49,600 spat at and stoned. The man that had animal insides 204 00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:54,720 were thrown at him was the man that still put his head down and 205 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,360 made dua for those that oppressed him. 206 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:01,200 That's your prophet, that's my prophets on Allahu. 207 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:05,240 Alayhi will send them the prophets on Allah and they said 208 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:10,280 was to be here right now. Honestly ask yourselves would he 209 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:14,040 be happy with you? My brother, I wouldn't even look 210 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:18,320 at him out of shame I've let him down. 211 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:22,800 The man that fought day in day out for Islam and he didn't 212 00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:24,640 fought and I'm not talking about physically fighting. 213 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:28,760 The man fought against his own desires, his own nerfs. 214 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:33,880 The guy that prayed for the ummah and when he was upon the 215 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:37,800 companions and he saw Allah and he was seldom said I miss my 216 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:40,640 brothers. The companions turned away and 217 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:46,200 was hold on yah Rasulullah, are we not your brothers? 218 00:12:47,160 --> 00:12:51,560 They are my companions. My brothers are those that will 219 00:12:51,560 --> 00:12:54,600 come after me. They believe in me and and 220 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:57,480 they've never ever seen me. Who's he talking about, bro? 221 00:12:57,480 --> 00:13:02,080 What about you? He's talking about that same guy 222 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:05,280 that's growing his beard because of the Sunnah of the Prophet 223 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:07,680 Muhammad saw him. He's talking about the same guy 224 00:13:07,920 --> 00:13:11,120 that's growing his hair because of the Prophet Muhammad saw him 225 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:14,360 and not because of Chief Keef and all of these pop smoke and 226 00:13:14,360 --> 00:13:17,720 all of these men. No, bro, no, we're here because 227 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:19,000 of the Prophet Sallallallahu. And they were. 228 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:21,640 Sell them. We we, we do what? 229 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:24,200 We roll up our trousers because it was something the Prophet 230 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:25,840 Muhammad Salallahu. I know what Salaam did. 231 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:29,040 We sent our Salaam to the brother. 232 00:13:29,040 --> 00:13:31,640 We know what we don't know because the Prophet Muhammad 233 00:13:31,640 --> 00:13:34,920 Salaam said so. You can't pick and choose the. 234 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:39,000 Theme, bro And nowadays I'm seeing, I'm seeing brothers and 235 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:41,840 sisters being online. Every single person here has got 236 00:13:41,840 --> 00:13:44,800 social media from the uncles that the guy that's 12 years 237 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:47,240 old, you name it all got social media. 238 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:50,400 How many times do you jump online, bro? 239 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:55,480 And I see it happening today. Today I'm online, I'm seeing 240 00:13:55,480 --> 00:13:58,760 brothers and sisters are beefing each other over what different 241 00:13:58,760 --> 00:14:03,320 man Hedge Somali beefing Somaliland. 242 00:14:04,120 --> 00:14:07,440 You've got the Pakistanis beefing the Bengalis, you've got 243 00:14:07,440 --> 00:14:09,160 the Arabs beefing the rest of them. 244 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:15,160 Ahmedabadic. What a shame or what? 245 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:17,360 Then you've got, then you've got. 246 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:18,880 Then you've got a certain. And I'm going to speak from 247 00:14:18,960 --> 00:14:21,640 Iraq. Yeah, from a man that's come 248 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:24,400 from Iraq, I can tell you this now. 249 00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:27,240 What, Lahi? There is something that is 250 00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:30,840 severely killing our community and it's amongst every single 251 00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:32,440 community. I couldn't give a damn. 252 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:34,960 Or whatever colour you are, Black, white, blue, like the 253 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:35,880 other two. I couldn't care. 254 00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:38,600 Yeah, it's racism amongst our youth. 255 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:40,880 But do you know where it starts from? 256 00:14:41,480 --> 00:14:44,560 It starts from the adults. It starts from the uncles and 257 00:14:44,560 --> 00:14:46,640 the aunties and the fathers and the mothers. 258 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:49,320 They can't get you to get married to certain tribe or 259 00:14:49,320 --> 00:14:52,360 certain colour or sis and that, Nah, he's from this country. 260 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,200 Nah, this is what's killing our communities. 261 00:14:57,480 --> 00:15:00,640 I will lie from a man that's come from Iraq, the man that got 262 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:03,840 married to a black woman. I saw the racism come out from 263 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:08,280 the my own community. I don't blame them. 264 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:10,840 I blame their fathers and their forefathers. 265 00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:15,440 Islam came to kill that. And like I said to you this 266 00:15:15,440 --> 00:15:18,600 before, yeah, Islam came to conquer the world. 267 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:21,560 And I'm not talking about physically. 268 00:15:21,600 --> 00:15:24,400 Islam came to conquer the world through the hearts. 269 00:15:26,520 --> 00:15:28,680 Islam came and conquered your hearts, bro. 270 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:32,400 I've gone, I've gone to certain countries, in Ireland, Dublin, 271 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:37,360 white man, bro, white man, ginger hair, the man's Muslim, 272 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:41,880 first generation of Muslims. And you would wonder why, how 273 00:15:41,880 --> 00:15:44,240 Islam has spreaded and flourished to the day it has to 274 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:46,080 do. It's going to countries that 275 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,760 I've never heard of. I'm going to be honest with you. 276 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:52,120 I'm finding out there's a sister that my wife speaks to in Guam, 277 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:55,920 a country called Guam. Never heard of it. 278 00:15:57,240 --> 00:16:01,600 But you see how Islam spreads. And you know what we have this 279 00:16:01,720 --> 00:16:04,120 ego and arrogance amongst ourselves. 280 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:07,800 Well, you know what we're doing enough for Islam, my bro. 281 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:11,240 Let me give you a reality check. Islam will move forward with or 282 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:15,240 without you, regardless of what you do, no matter how much you 283 00:16:15,240 --> 00:16:17,600 displease a lot or you, no matter how much you please a 284 00:16:17,600 --> 00:16:21,080 lot, how much you know. You could be a sister from Fajr 285 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:23,400 to Asia. Aki Islam will move forward with 286 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:27,120 or without you and you and your. Actions but do nothing to guide 287 00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:30,000 anyone because guidance only comes from a last panel to 288 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:31,800 Allah. I'm not there getting excited, 289 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:34,880 Marshall. The other day one brother said 290 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:37,480 Aki, I want to take my shahada. I want to deal with you. 291 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,680 Well, you've got to remember guys, this comes from Allah and 292 00:16:41,680 --> 00:16:42,840 you could have done it with anyone else. 293 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:44,200 Why are you choosing 1 dusty guy? 294 00:16:44,200 --> 00:16:46,360 Bro? Why you choose me? 295 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:49,920 Akhi? I made a a lost panel to allow 296 00:16:49,920 --> 00:16:51,920 me to come across you. So today I'm taking my sharda. 297 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:57,800 I took the Sharda with him. Englishman, first generation of 298 00:16:57,800 --> 00:17:00,440 Muslims. I'm going to say this to you 299 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:02,320 now. Are we not all jealous of him? 300 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:05,520 Oh, here we are. Guy has a new baby. 301 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:08,000 Basically, he is better than a baby. 302 00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:12,319 But ever since we turned into deeds, he seems I've forgiven. 303 00:17:12,520 --> 00:17:18,680 He took the shahada. That is enough for him. 304 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:21,200 And well, guess what? Everybody's walking around, 305 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,359 everybody's thinking, you know what? 306 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:23,880 This brother's upon, this manhedge. 307 00:17:24,079 --> 00:17:25,359 This brother's upon. Well, lie. 308 00:17:25,359 --> 00:17:27,480 The guy asked me, bro, I've become Muslim now. 309 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:30,640 Yeah, I've been hearing a lot of people talking about manhedge. 310 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:33,200 Where is that? I said to Mikey, stick to the 311 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:37,000 Quran and the Sunnah and do not, do not associate yourself at 312 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,960 all. And I'm not telling the 313 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,800 brothers, Allah Mubarak, we're upon the Quran and Sunnah and 314 00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:43,240 upon the understanding of the Salaf. 315 00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:49,080 That's it, brothers. I went to a Masjid in the 316 00:17:49,080 --> 00:17:50,960 community. Brother goes to me actually. 317 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:55,000 So you're Salafi. I said to me, I don't call 318 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:58,480 myself Salafi. I feel like it's a shame for me 319 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:02,640 to label myself as a Salaf, the man, the companions that did 320 00:18:02,680 --> 00:18:06,160 everything for this Dean, for us to be here today, how am I going 321 00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:07,600 to put myself on the same level as them? 322 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:11,080 But I follow the Quran, the sun. Upon understanding the seller, 323 00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:12,760 he goes to me. So you must be seller here. 324 00:18:12,760 --> 00:18:15,840 I said Nah bro, I'm Muslim, leave me be. 325 00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:18,120 He goes to me. But what do you think of so and 326 00:18:18,120 --> 00:18:19,040 so? I said I don't know. 327 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:21,800 Bro that's a dusty guy. Why? 328 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,000 Why are you coming to asking me questions? 329 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:25,840 That's got nothing to do with me bro. 330 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:28,240 You want to do everything. It's like, it's like, do you 331 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:28,960 know? Do you know what? 332 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:31,240 It's become with all due respect to the youngsters here, bro, 333 00:18:31,840 --> 00:18:33,440 Yeah. Actually, there could have been 334 00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:35,360 a million people that turned up to this talk today. 335 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:37,200 Or there could have been one person. 336 00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:39,880 I couldn't give a damn. I'm going to be honest with you. 337 00:18:39,960 --> 00:18:42,320 Yeah, but ask yourselves one lie. 338 00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:46,760 Ask yourself, did you really come to this talk today in order 339 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:48,480 for. You to learn something and 340 00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:51,320 benefit in order for you to become a good person. 341 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:54,520 Because nowadays martial arts about a colour, the people with 342 00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:57,320 the big following online, the people with the image, the 343 00:18:57,320 --> 00:19:00,680 people with the most views and the and the likes and the shares 344 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:03,960 and you name it. And we like to come and see him. 345 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:09,240 You come and see someone because of the fame that they have. 346 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,680 My brother, the fame of back in my hands nearly got me killed. 347 00:19:13,080 --> 00:19:15,120 Till today, brothers are telling me actually, you're going to 348 00:19:15,120 --> 00:19:17,360 certain massages. Do you not fear that your 349 00:19:17,360 --> 00:19:19,280 enemies could turn up? Do you not fear that your 350 00:19:19,280 --> 00:19:21,200 enemies could turn up? That's the thing, OK? 351 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:24,120 Every single day, bro, I leave out the house. 352 00:19:24,120 --> 00:19:26,040 I make my Oscar in the morning and evening. 353 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:28,520 If one of my enemies are here with me right now, may Allah 354 00:19:28,520 --> 00:19:31,440 soften their hearts and a lot of them I'm in. 355 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,800 And if it doesn't, then actually come get rid of me so I can dial 356 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:39,160 like Malcolm X in shot a lot. You know what I'm saying? 357 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:42,000 I no disrespect. I no disrespect to the uncles, 358 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:43,800 Marshall, you know, we don't want to see no violence here, 359 00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:46,600 you know what I'm saying? But my dear, respected brothers 360 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:51,240 and sisters, yeah, I'll come here to talk to you in about 361 00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:54,440 certain matters. The uncles, they know they're 362 00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:57,840 Dean. But for the youngsters, that's 363 00:19:57,840 --> 00:20:03,240 here today, man, what's making us neglect our Dean? 364 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:06,680 What's making us forget ourselves? 365 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:10,920 And the last panel, what Tahala says, and I say this every 366 00:20:11,120 --> 00:20:15,240 single time, we claim we want good. 367 00:20:15,240 --> 00:20:18,280 We claim we want the imam to do something for us as the Muslims. 368 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:21,520 We claim we want the Muslim leaders to do something because 369 00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:24,640 the Muslims are suffering. We claim the scholars need to do 370 00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:26,280 some more stuff in order for us to what? 371 00:20:26,480 --> 00:20:29,400 Stop suffering as Muslims? I can say this to you as well. 372 00:20:29,400 --> 00:20:31,480 Though a lost panel, Tyler says he would not change the 373 00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:34,560 condition of the people until you change the condition of 374 00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:37,920 yourself. I see a lot of brothers here. 375 00:20:38,680 --> 00:20:41,080 They're addicted to music, they're addicted to drugs. 376 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:44,960 They're addicted to what I'm going to say out loud, bro, who 377 00:20:44,960 --> 00:20:47,040 would you respect? I'm not here to beat around the 378 00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:48,920 Bush. Brothers are here addicted to 379 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,720 porn. Brother calls me up because to 380 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:54,000 me actually I'm in love with this girl but I can't do any 381 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:57,000 care with her because of what I do behind closed doors. 382 00:20:58,360 --> 00:20:59,880 This is the reality of the Muslims bro. 383 00:21:00,840 --> 00:21:02,920 And I say to that brother that called me and I said to him, 384 00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:04,760 bro, how comes your brother went astray? 385 00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:08,720 He said there was no Dean in our house apart from our five daily 386 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:11,200 prayers. We wasn't gaining knowledge. 387 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:14,360 We wasn't reading Quran, we wasn't reading the serial of the 388 00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:16,280 Prophet Muhammad sallallahu and he was selam. 389 00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:19,160 We wasn't reading about the scholars of our time and the 390 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:23,360 scholars that came before. But my brother turned the other 391 00:21:23,360 --> 00:21:25,280 way. I said to him, Akhi, can't you 392 00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:28,120 do some stuff in your character to bring him back to the Dean, 393 00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:29,960 make him fall in love with the Dean again. 394 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:32,560 He goes, no, Akhi, I don't mean this way. 395 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:39,120 My brother has become transgender Galilee. 396 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:42,680 Some brothers are shocked. It could happen to me and you 397 00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:48,640 tomorrow, bro. I said no bro, never that it 398 00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:51,880 could happen. It could happen to anyone. 399 00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:56,880 And this is something that any of us could fall into. 400 00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:01,640 And I remember, I remember many, many, many times. 401 00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:05,600 But I lost panel to Alice saving on so many occasions and 402 00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:07,640 brothers are calling me, saying to me, bro, I've got beef with 403 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:09,920 so and so and I got beat and I said to him, Aki, put your 404 00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:13,040 problems aside. Pull your problems aside for the 405 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:15,360 sake of Allah, Aki. I can't do it because I'm going 406 00:22:15,360 --> 00:22:17,320 to find I'm going to carry a knife or I'm going to carry a 407 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:18,960 gun. He's going to come back to me. 408 00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:21,360 I will either I'm going to kill him or he's going to kill me. 409 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:24,760 I said to him, Aki, let me tell you on on occasion what happened 410 00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:28,280 to me on one occasion there was a guy that tried to shoot me on 411 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:31,880 two occasions. Both occasions I ran for my life 412 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:33,640 as you do. I'm not Superman, bro. 413 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,520 I'm moving like some Clark in I'm dead guy. 414 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:39,440 No, I'm gone, leaving my shoes, whatever. 415 00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:43,080 Maybe I can run in for my life. On both occasions he tried to 416 00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:46,960 shoot me and then he got into a mad case here in the UK, in 417 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:49,240 South East London. That's what happens to him next. 418 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:52,920 He catches a mad case, then he goes back to Jamaica. 419 00:22:54,120 --> 00:22:57,640 This guy, I knew him as well, but he came an enemy when he 420 00:22:57,640 --> 00:23:00,560 went back to Jamaica, when I left it to a last pan over to 421 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:03,200 Isla, knowing that he's my protector. 422 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:07,240 This is a law. I leave everything in his hands. 423 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:09,200 You know what I found that happened to him? 424 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:12,880 I get a video sent to me. I'm watching the video. 425 00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:16,280 The brothers getting into a shootout, not stuff, not a 426 00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:18,000 brother. The guys getting into a shootout 427 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:21,240 with the feds in Jamaica. You know what they've done to 428 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:24,440 him? They shot him up and killed him. 429 00:23:25,640 --> 00:23:27,160 And then they reversed the pickup truck. 430 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:32,080 They picked up his dead body like a dog and dashed him on the 431 00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:35,840 back of a pickup truck. And I said to myself, Span and 432 00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:40,320 Mellie, look how a lost panel with Tahala humiliates those 433 00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:44,160 that oppress other people. One of my enemies Marshala 434 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:49,760 Tabala kala 1 down. Somewhere to go, You know what 435 00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:51,560 I'm saying? You leave it to a lost panel. 436 00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:53,640 Tahala. The same guy that stabbed me, 437 00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,840 that the same guy that got me stabbed at a train station when 438 00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:58,240 I was on my way towards the train station. 439 00:23:58,240 --> 00:24:00,080 What happened? I'm at a train station, bro. 440 00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:03,280 A train pulls up on the opposite platform. 441 00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:05,560 The guy comes off as him and two of his guys. 442 00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:09,360 Yeah, So there's three of them. He comes on my side of the 443 00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,520 platform. He comes and he sees me. 444 00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:13,400 He goes, oh, that's Eamon pulled up. 445 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,240 Salaam alaikum, alaikum Salaam. Like rah Muslim. 446 00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:18,360 Yeah. He goes, yeah, bro, I took my 447 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:20,680 shahada. I said, all right, cool. 448 00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:23,440 He said. Obviously, he said. 449 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:26,480 He said when he was in prison, I took my shahada, I became a 450 00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:29,800 Muslim. And Abdullah, I said, OK, OK, 451 00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:30,960 that's good. That's good to know. 452 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,920 But he's like Eamon, what's your stance on road, bro? 453 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:37,320 Like ain't you, ain't you? Ain't you going to go back to do 454 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:40,680 your whatever you used to do? I said Nah, I said actually I'm 455 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:43,040 away from that lifestyle. The only thing I'm going to do 456 00:24:43,880 --> 00:24:46,160 to get my hands dirty is in self defence. 457 00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:49,280 Problem comes to me, bro, physically comes to me. 458 00:24:49,560 --> 00:24:50,840 Actually I'm going to defend myself. 459 00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:54,200 If a man's watching me, the man goes, oh you, where are you 460 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:55,800 from? Your face looks familiar. 461 00:24:55,840 --> 00:24:57,800 Why are you watching me? I can't put my head down. 462 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:00,840 Call me a waste, man. Call me a scum. 463 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,480 Well, I couldn't care. I'm putting my head down, bro. 464 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:05,280 I've got a daughter to go back to your home. 465 00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:07,760 I've got a wife and kids. Go back to your home. 466 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:09,560 I can't put my head down. Leave it as be. 467 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:11,800 But my must tell him. All right, I'll rate that My 468 00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:14,560 train pulls up. Now as my trains pulling up, 469 00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:16,520 guess what happens? The guy goes off. 470 00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:18,160 He leaves me. For a little gap. 471 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:21,880 In the fence I see for a little gap the guy that just salami and 472 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:24,800 became a Muslim. These times before jail, I broke 473 00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:28,200 his jaw on two occasions. So I said to him, OK, you know 474 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,680 what? My man probably has something 475 00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:32,480 still against me, but now that he's become a Muslim, we have 476 00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:34,200 forgiven each other for the sake of Allah. 477 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:38,120 That's it. As my train pulls up, I see him 478 00:25:38,120 --> 00:25:39,680 through a little gap. He takes out a knife. 479 00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:44,120 He gives it to one of these guys, a woman. 480 00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:46,800 I'm helping a woman with a buggy onto the train. 481 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:50,200 As I've helped her onto the train, I buckle, I drop. 482 00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:54,320 I miss my feet in here. So as I've dropped, the guy 483 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:58,240 behind me tried to stab me. But Subhan and Melik, look how a 484 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:01,440 lost panel Tyler works. In the process of him trying to 485 00:26:01,440 --> 00:26:03,920 stab me, I dropped into the train. 486 00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:07,000 So now he missed me. I've turned around. 487 00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,720 I've gone to fight him. I'm just trying to get to my 488 00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:10,960 dentist appointment because injury. 489 00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,320 I didn't look after my teeth. I got a hole here. 490 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:15,760 A hole here. At times the Gov didn't want to 491 00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:18,960 give him a toothbrush. I'm using my fingers moving like 492 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,120 some knee. In other words, be real. 493 00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:23,200 Yeah. Anyways, yeah. 494 00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:25,760 I couldn't even take a branch to use it as a muskmat. 495 00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:27,960 Subhan Allah, I was on the block. 496 00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:31,920 So these times as the brothers doing that, I have dropped. 497 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:34,000 I'm trying to close the train. You know, these trains over 498 00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:35,760 ground, they go, they're open and closed. 499 00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,440 I'm quite trying to close it. He's opening it, he's putting 500 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:41,840 his hand there, he's putting his leg in the process of me kicking 501 00:26:41,840 --> 00:26:44,160 him in the chest as he fell back. 502 00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:47,080 Subhan and Melek, he stabbed me right in my knee. 503 00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:51,720 As he stabbed me, he runs away. Human eye. 504 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:54,840 Yes. First victim. 505 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,040 Well done to you, bro. As he's running at the train, 506 00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,320 the woman starts to cry. The woman takes off her blanket 507 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,800 of her baby, gives it to me. I'm wrapping it around. 508 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:09,040 I'm wrapping it around my leg. And Subhan and Malik, the police 509 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:10,160 come. I ended up going to the 510 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:13,000 hospital. I arrive in the hospital, and 511 00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:14,480 this is something Subhan and Malik. 512 00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:15,400 I always say. Yeah. 513 00:27:17,160 --> 00:27:21,640 You really don't know who loves you, cares for you unless you 514 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:26,160 are in a state of what? Trials and tribulations, you 515 00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:30,200 would see someone's true colours when you were at your nose. 516 00:27:31,440 --> 00:27:34,760 And this is the thing amongst the brothers today, man, you 517 00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:37,680 tend to ride or die for the brother to sitting next to you 518 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:42,120 because of the votes or you should ride and die for the 519 00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:44,480 brothers to sitting next to you because of la Elahila. 520 00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:47,240 Allah. Put your differences aside, put 521 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:50,840 your arrogance aside. My brother, come on top of that. 522 00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:53,760 I've come here today, I get another phone call from my 523 00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:57,120 brother, says to me what, bro? He goes to me, Akhi, I'm coming 524 00:27:57,120 --> 00:27:59,320 to your talk, but I feel like my enemies are going to be there 525 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:01,080 too. I said to him, what? 526 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:04,800 Akhi, they're Kufaz. Nah, bro, he's a Muslim. 527 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:09,360 I said to them, Akhi, I don't think Allah will allow Muslims 528 00:28:09,360 --> 00:28:11,600 come in here. They beef each other where 529 00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:13,360 they're both going to take out their Shanks and they're going 530 00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:16,080 to stab each other. He says to me, Nah, bro, it's 531 00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:17,640 going to happen. Yes, we go on. 532 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:21,360 He says to me, Akhi, during Ramadan, we went to East London, 533 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,320 like to go to different massages to go and pray. 534 00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:27,240 Yeah, I went to East London the same day. 535 00:28:27,360 --> 00:28:32,080 My friends were in East London. They bumped into me and then the 536 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:33,440 brother jumps on FaceTime with me. 537 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,480 He's from this community. Yeah, the brother jumps on 538 00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:38,120 FaceTime with me and he shows me a scar going like this. 539 00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:41,880 I said to him, what actually, what happened to your face goes 540 00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:43,280 to me. The same brothers from this 541 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:46,040 community did this to my face because they slapped. 542 00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:50,200 I mean, so they hit me with a bottle and the bottle smashed on 543 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:53,200 my face. He said to me because of that, I 544 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:56,040 didn't want to see my mum for the whole of Ramadan. 545 00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:03,160 And now you've got Muslims doing this to one another, bro, I'm 546 00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:06,400 saying this now. You've got the people of 547 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:10,400 knowledge here, the people that lead your community, the imam, 548 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:14,720 the Shiuk, They're doing everything in their power to 549 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:18,640 sacrifice their time away from their family to come here. 550 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:21,640 They lead you in Salah, but at the same time to listen to the 551 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:24,320 communities and squash the beef between the Muslims. 552 00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:30,520 But it's the pride and it's a shaitaan that is whispering 553 00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:34,040 things in our ear that's allowing us to go down this path 554 00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,840 and this Ave. in thinking we are better than every single person. 555 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,880 We're better than the imam, we're better than the shiur that 556 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:43,160 come down from a different country to come and lead us 557 00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:45,080 during Tarawiya. We are better than them. 558 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:46,520 We know they deem better than them. 559 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:50,960 I'll give you a reality check, bro. 560 00:29:51,760 --> 00:29:56,920 The imams are doing their part, but nothing will improve unless 561 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,880 you improve on yourself. And now I'm going to go into 562 00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:02,480 some fins. Yeah, because ever since this 563 00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:05,640 auntie called me and telling me about her son that's doing drug 564 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,800 dealing and she found bullets underneath the mattress and she 565 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:10,640 found the knife that's not from her kitchen. 566 00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:15,120 My brothers, I'm going to tell you this now, but those of you 567 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:17,640 that raise your hands one lie, I am jealous of you. 568 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,720 Actually, I spent nearly what I'm 30 years old now. 569 00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:28,680 I spent nearly 1819 years displeasing a loss of Hollywood 570 00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:34,680 to Isla 19 years displeasing my. Parents bro. 571 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:37,120 Actually, I thought I was the man. 572 00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:40,480 Until I went to Joe. Amanda thinking you know what 573 00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:42,200 bro, that was your reality check. 574 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,240 You went to prison. Actually I went to prison 575 00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:49,040 because of stupidness, displeasing Allah, displeasing 576 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:51,920 my parents. I remember I was enjoying my 577 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:55,000 mother for like the whole sentence, came to see me once, 578 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:58,960 once in my whole sentence. And after seeing my mother that 579 00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:02,800 one time, I said to myself, never again is my mother going 580 00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:07,920 to come here again ever. I see my man what stuff like I 581 00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:12,120 see I see one random man, my man's over there telling my mum 582 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:15,880 to stretch her hands out. In the process of stretching her 583 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:20,440 hands out, he calls a woman a woman Gov. 584 00:31:20,720 --> 00:31:22,760 A woman Gov comes and decides to what? 585 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:26,400 Touch my mother? My mother that wears hijab, that 586 00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:30,280 establishes the hijab Baki, I'm not talking about this Superman. 587 00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:33,800 I buyers that open like this bro, no head to toe. 588 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:37,640 No, no, no, this convertible hijab head to toe hijab bro. 589 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:42,480 It's shameful for me to see my mother in that manner getting 590 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:45,800 searched by someone else in that in that manner. 591 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:48,240 Guess what happens? They tell her to go back into a 592 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,040 room. She goes to a room and I said to 593 00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:52,960 my mum what happened Mum? They told me to take off my 594 00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:56,360 hijab. I said what they take. 595 00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:59,000 They told me to take off my hijab so they could see if I 596 00:31:59,040 --> 00:32:02,440 bought any drugs or phone or SIM card. 597 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,600 Whatever for you. So I can smuggle something in 598 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:08,360 This. This is this is what she said to 599 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:11,160 me. And in that moment, Aki, 600 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:14,760 remember, guess what? I got into a fight with one of 601 00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:18,040 the other prisoners about a week before my mum came to see me. 602 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:21,600 And because I got into a fight, now I'm on closed visits. 603 00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:26,520 So when I saw my mum behind the closed visits, Aki Yeah, there 604 00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:33,080 was a glass window in between US and that there was a reality 605 00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,840 check for me, bro, that I'm never, ever, ever going to go 606 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:39,280 down this path from this Ave. to my parents. 607 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,080 I couldn't even hug my mother, man. 608 00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:45,480 I did one lot. I didn't to the level where I 609 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:51,200 miss I miss how my mother smoked and my mother goes to me aiming. 610 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:54,800 Why did you often the situation where now you're fighting every 611 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:59,080 other week in jail? I was in jail for nearly two 612 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:02,200 years. Every other day, every other 613 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:04,480 week, man's fighting. You start, I don't even know, 614 00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:07,200 you start jumping on this bandwagon. 615 00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:11,800 Some brothers that were Muslim, Akhi, I remember in Salah, in 616 00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:15,880 prison, in Juma, well lied the moment we said, but the Imam 617 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:19,320 didn't even get to, you know, wala doll, he didn't, but he 618 00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:22,680 didn't even say Armenia. One guy punched me in the back 619 00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:26,880 of my head. Muslims that are jumping on the 620 00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:30,640 bandwagon of the Kufaz. Man that don't even wash their 621 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:34,040 body and be rude. I don't even know how to look 622 00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:37,040 after this of hygiene. No, there's no hygiene. 623 00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:40,920 And what's he doing, bro? You're backing him over someone 624 00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:44,360 that believes in no law because the workers are the street code 625 00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:48,680 and this is what's happening. And no matter what I'm saying, I 626 00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:51,520 get onto the brothers. But when I get onto the sisters, 627 00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:55,120 I've got three sisters, bro, So I might get onto the sisters as 628 00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:56,680 well. You got some? 629 00:33:57,120 --> 00:34:01,200 Some sisters online I hear he goes always bashing so shut up 630 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:06,720 man blow up man. The sister that you jump on a 631 00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:12,199 profile mark shut the back a law student, but your profile goes 632 00:34:12,199 --> 00:34:13,920 against the law of Allah completely. 633 00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:20,080 Well, not Al Aveen and she asked about who's this gather Akhi, as 634 00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:23,280 Omar Abu Khattab said, we are allowed to judge by what is a 635 00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:26,520 permanent and what is apparent. Bro, it's because our sisters 636 00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:29,199 are going down this Ave. of displeasing a lot. 637 00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:33,239 They're wearing tight clothes. They're wearing Let me not get 638 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:35,000 into the Flamingo eyelashes. Bro, you know. 639 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:39,080 What I'm saying let. Me not get into the extensions 640 00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:42,440 and the makeup and so on and so forth, but who do I blame the 641 00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:45,120 most? I don't blame the sisters. 642 00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:49,840 I blame us, the men. Because the men. 643 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:54,800 We lost our hair bro, we have no shame anymore. 644 00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:58,160 We're doing fins. And like I said this before, 645 00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:00,400 there was a brother that came to me after one of my talks. 646 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:01,800 He goes to me. Aki guess what bro? 647 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:05,760 I'm scared for my sister. My sister's going down this Ave. 648 00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:08,360 Every time she leaves the house she jumps in the car. 649 00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:11,120 So by the time I get to the car, the car is driven off. 650 00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:12,800 So I don't know if it's a male or female. 651 00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:17,760 So I'm trying to spy on my sister but Aki, I said to him, 652 00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:19,280 Aki, do you do anything Islamic with her? 653 00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:22,560 He goes, not even bro. I said do you take her to talks 654 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:27,200 not even as I could you allow her to be around good sisters in 655 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,240 the machine. Not even bro. 656 00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,640 I said actually what are you doing as your as her Muslim 657 00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:36,200 brother in order for her to move forward Islamically and is 658 00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:38,280 obedient to a last of handover to Allah. 659 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:41,200 You know he said to me my man turns her across to him. 660 00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:43,160 Yeah bro, she's best friends with my girlfriend. 661 00:35:45,240 --> 00:35:51,550 The brother said she's best friends with my girlfriend. 662 00:35:53,270 --> 00:35:54,590 Actually one laugh for a minute there. 663 00:35:54,590 --> 00:35:56,590 I'm like, I don't know if I should help, but him or slacker. 664 00:35:57,640 --> 00:36:01,880 I don't know where to begin. Someone, someone say stab Aruth 665 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:05,760 Villa. Some brothers need some Zamzom. 666 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:09,640 After that, cleanse your heart. Well, like I said, yeah, the 667 00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:12,040 brother says to me, and I said to him, can you blame her? 668 00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:16,440 You can't blame the sister, bro. When the brother's in the 669 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:20,480 family, the father's in the family, the cousins in the 670 00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:23,000 family are doing everything that is displeasing to Allah. 671 00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:25,680 They're linking girls, they're bunning weed, they're doing 672 00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:27,280 vaping. Marshall. 673 00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:30,040 Nowadays you got everyone that's doing vaping on the go, Shisha, 674 00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:31,760 Marshall, Allah. I did. 675 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,600 I did some of my research about this vaping and it happens. 676 00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:36,520 I saw some people here in the car park doing it. 677 00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:41,000 So let's be let's be real, brothers are wearing a sober 678 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,840 doing vaping. Come on bro, Islam is your 679 00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:47,400 uniform at least. What does the hadith say? 680 00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:51,000 A loss of Halo to Allah will forgive every single Muslim 681 00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:55,080 apart from who the one that openly sins. 682 00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:57,920 Actually. I understand you want to listen 683 00:36:57,920 --> 00:37:00,080 to music bro. Listen to your music bro. 684 00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:03,440 But don't wind down your window and make it loud for everyone 685 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:05,440 else to hear it because we're going to vouch against you. 686 00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,800 No Makayama, you want to burn your weed? 687 00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:10,160 You want to do your smoking? Actually do it in secret ways 688 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:12,000 between you and Allah and you for repent. 689 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:14,120 Repent between yourself and a lost panel to Allah. 690 00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:17,120 I'm not telling you to turn your back on a lot a lost parent, I 691 00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:21,120 will never turn his back on you. And guess what, after the devil 692 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:29,200 Iblis no regretted Sopano refused to pray one sejna who 693 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:31,960 aired him Ali Salaam, a lost panel to Allah put him in 694 00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:36,520 Hellfire for eternity. So he made he made an agreement 695 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:41,760 with Allah that from now to your Makayama, he's going to misguide 696 00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:44,360 the youth, he's going to misguide the Muslims, the 697 00:37:44,360 --> 00:37:47,240 mothers, the father, whoever it may be anyone that's a Muslim. 698 00:37:48,120 --> 00:37:50,880 Yeah. And non-Muslims. 699 00:37:52,320 --> 00:37:54,400 And what did the last panel, what I had to say? 700 00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:57,520 A lost panel. As I say, as long as they turn 701 00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:04,320 to me and repent dearly, I will forgive them every single day. 702 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,480 One lie, I'm sure. And I will show some of these 703 00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:10,760 you every single day I get Adm on Instagram. 704 00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:14,040 Actually, I'm talking to a girl. I love her too much to let her 705 00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:17,480 go. Bro, actually I'm heartbroken. 706 00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:19,560 I stopped speaking to Afua Ramadan. 707 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:27,360 Actually, that's someone else's. That's someone else's or you're 708 00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,160 willing to ride out and pick up a knife. 709 00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:31,960 I'm looking to do some damage for what purpose? 710 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:36,960 And I kid you not, brothers, no matter what you do in your life, 711 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,880 if it's not pleasing the last panel at Allah, if it's not 712 00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,840 pleasing your parents, Allahi will come back to bite you. 713 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,240 And I forgot to mention panic. I know we've got some screens 714 00:38:47,240 --> 00:38:48,760 here. Yeah, I should have said to the 715 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:53,160 I should have said to the Shiuch here that one of a lot of 716 00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:55,520 people, they decided to ask about my kidnapping people. 717 00:38:56,440 --> 00:39:00,760 But when I was on road after being stabbed on two occasions 718 00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:05,280 after being in hospital, about four or five months after being 719 00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:08,120 injected with a hose tranquilizer in my spinachy 720 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,920 horse tranquilizer. You know how powerful that is 721 00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:14,440 because I'm in so much pain. Yeah. 722 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:16,600 And I was in and out of Black House when I came out of 723 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,080 hospital. Guess what happens to my 724 00:39:18,080 --> 00:39:19,880 brothers? I got kidnapped. 725 00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:25,000 And in that process of getting kidnapped, bro, they humiliated 726 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:27,720 me and treated me worse than a dog. 727 00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:31,560 And for the uncles and for the some of the brothers that don't 728 00:39:31,560 --> 00:39:34,560 know about what happened to me when I got kidnapped, actually 729 00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:39,160 they had me stripped naked, tied up to a chair. 730 00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:43,880 They they was forcing me stuff to drink. 731 00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:47,640 So today, I don't know what it was, but a loss of Hanover 732 00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:51,120 Tahala aided me through that. In the process of doing what 733 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,280 every single thing I was consuming, I was vomiting back 734 00:39:55,280 --> 00:39:57,720 out. Everything I was drinking, I 735 00:39:57,720 --> 00:39:59,160 lost. Even when they was trying to 736 00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:01,960 cover my mouth by duct tape, whatever it may be, that's what 737 00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:06,000 was happening coming out of my nose and because of the pain I 738 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:09,920 was suffering was so severe. Well Lahi, a lost panel at Allah 739 00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,760 allowed me to go through the blessing of being blacked out. 740 00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:17,920 My body couldn't hack it. And there was one time I 741 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,360 remember and this is something I haven't mentioned in any talk 742 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:24,520 until now, that while I was tied up being naked and Demlo was 743 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:27,560 torturing me. There was one occasion when a 744 00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:33,560 man decided to curse a lost panel at Allah in the process of 745 00:40:33,560 --> 00:40:38,040 me doing what being tortured. And then another guy that was 746 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:41,160 with him grabbed him, took him to another room. 747 00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:44,480 Bear in mind where I was getting tortured, there was a speaker 748 00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:47,240 right next to me and he was playing music so the neighbours 749 00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:50,880 can't hear nothing in the process of being tortured. 750 00:40:51,640 --> 00:40:54,760 The music was loud. Well, Lorry, when the man 751 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:57,440 dragged him or so he dragged his friend that cursed a lot, 752 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:01,240 dragged him into another room. It's like a loss of hand over to 753 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:03,920 Allah allowed the music to be low. 754 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:07,080 Am I hearing to be sensitive in things that I want to hear in 755 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:10,840 the next room And guess what the man that dragged the other 756 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:14,960 friend did and say he said to his friend, bro, why are you 757 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:20,680 cursing my God, why are you cursing Allah? 758 00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:26,000 And when I'm hearing this, I'm starting to cry now because of 759 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:30,560 hand and belly. So one of the guys, at least one 760 00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:34,280 of the guys that is part of this torture and this kidnapping, is 761 00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:37,800 a Muslim. One lie I remember in that 762 00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:39,560 moment. Yeah, One lie. 763 00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:44,040 I remember in that moment, I cried so hard, not because of 764 00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:48,360 the torture. I cried so hard that someone 765 00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:52,320 that is a Muslim could do this to their fellow Muslims. 766 00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:57,320 And I remember crying so hard, yeah, that I blacked out. 767 00:41:58,720 --> 00:42:01,920 And when I woke up, next thing I see I'm in the bathtub getting 768 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:06,800 burnt with hot water and you name it, to the level they 769 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,480 started taking me and stripping me and putting me in the garden. 770 00:42:09,920 --> 00:42:11,640 In that process of putting me in the garden. 771 00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,120 And I'm unconscious. Actually, I woke up and the bag 772 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:18,160 was ripped off my stomach and I'm bleeding out. 773 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,680 I'm losing blood internally. So I'm vomiting blood. 774 00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:23,560 There's blood coming out of my nose. 775 00:42:24,240 --> 00:42:26,480 Actually, you name it, there's blood coming out of my stomach 776 00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,360 because right now the only thing that's covering my stomach is 777 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:31,880 this bag. So I got a hole in my stomach. 778 00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:34,520 If I were to take off this bag right now there's a hole in my 779 00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:38,000 stomach and the only thing that covers it. 780 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:41,760 And what happens this is that I can't go do a number two in the 781 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,880 toilet. So nothing comes out of my back 782 00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:45,280 passage. Everything comes out into my 783 00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:49,160 bag. And I said to myself, for 19 784 00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:55,360 years I displeased the last panel to Allah, until Allah put 785 00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:58,080 me in prison, but for. All of these. 786 00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:02,440 Years all I could have put me in jail for life bro I was ready to 787 00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:07,360 ride that with my brethren with my boy with my gang, ready to 788 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:10,240 ride that and catch a body. But a last panel to highlight 789 00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:14,000 allowed me and distracted me by my mother's phone call and what 790 00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:17,000 happened to me Actually I went home and when I went home my 791 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:18,800 brother calls me. 6:00 news your. 792 00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:21,360 Eamon come in the room. Guess what's happened bro. 793 00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:25,080 On the 6:00 news, there's been a murder on Sydenham High Street, 794 00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:27,280 2010. Bro. 795 00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:31,000 My boy calls me. No, Amon, I've done it. 796 00:43:31,920 --> 00:43:35,120 But I can hear, I can hear the fear in his voice. 797 00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:40,280 Amon, I didn't mean to kill him. I told Mama don't get involved. 798 00:43:40,720 --> 00:43:43,720 Mama got involved, bro. Mama jumped on the bound wagon. 799 00:43:43,720 --> 00:43:46,640 He thinks he's a Superman. He swung a snooker cube. 800 00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:48,320 And my boy, my boy does just chase him. 801 00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:53,240 Stabbed him once in the back. In the process of stabbing him 802 00:43:53,240 --> 00:43:54,160 in the back. What happened? 803 00:43:56,040 --> 00:43:57,920 He started crawling across the road. 804 00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:01,680 Guess who's in the chicken shop getting a take away where he's 805 00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:04,240 trying to get some help? His mum and baby sister. 806 00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:08,760 He dies in his mum and baby sister's hands. 807 00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:14,280 Bro is this the reality? Of us, another mother from 808 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:19,240 Camden, north London. So Miley, Auntie bro, this is 809 00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:22,680 the first time I've ever done a talk because of her, she said to 810 00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,080 me. You've lived the experience. 811 00:44:24,560 --> 00:44:27,480 You need to come to Cuban Masjid, Cuban Hashi. 812 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:29,080 You need to give a talk to the youth. 813 00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:32,440 I said to auntie, why? Why are you pressuring me to 814 00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:34,720 doing this? Do you go see me aiming? 815 00:44:34,720 --> 00:44:39,080 I lost two of my sons in the space of six months, bro. 816 00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:44,000 Six months and Somali aunties crying and I can't do nothing, 817 00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:48,160 bro. Her first son got killed from 818 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:52,520 Camden, stabbed to death. He died on the spot. 819 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:56,200 She hasn't even read their first son. 820 00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:58,400 The second son gets killed as well. 821 00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:01,240 It's just fear for our mothers, bro. 822 00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:07,240 This is what we've been doing to our communities and now it's 823 00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:10,280 become a competition. The Bengali brothers and the 824 00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:15,120 Somali brothers and EastEnders, they all beefing each other and 825 00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:18,440 brothers are telling me, Boo, stop breathing national anymore. 826 00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:23,600 Shut your mouth as well man. What I'm staying where is we 827 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:29,800 come from a Muslim background, our mothers and our fathers that 828 00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:33,640 sacrifice, keeping away from the Middle East or from Africa in 829 00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:36,520 order for us to live a good life, well, a good life. 830 00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:40,640 We come here, we jump on this bandwagon of a careful, a 831 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:45,920 careful disbeliever. And there was a guy, there was a 832 00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:47,560 vote. There will always be a guy. 833 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:50,760 He claims to be a bad boy against us Muslims. 834 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:53,680 Until the real gangsters catch up to him. 835 00:45:53,680 --> 00:45:58,320 Bro, look what happened to me. They humiliated me and they 836 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:01,840 tortured me and they kidnapped me and I got stabbed on two 837 00:46:01,840 --> 00:46:05,040 occasions. What does that do to me, bro? 838 00:46:06,040 --> 00:46:08,480 That makes me turn back to our last panel at the islands. 839 00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:11,200 You're a last time, actually. Forgive me. 840 00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:17,600 Forgive me because I remember when I used to do that to 841 00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:20,880 people. I remember the man of mothers 842 00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:25,440 that I broke their hearts. A man of sisters and cousins and 843 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:29,880 aunties that I used to make come to the hospital to witness their 844 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:35,440 child or their cousin or their uncle being in the hospital bed 845 00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:38,440 because of me and my brothers, me and the gang around me. 846 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:43,160 And guess what happens brothers, no matter what you do, we chase 847 00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:45,440 up with you or lie. Till today my brother says to 848 00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:47,440 me, bro, let me to buy you a vest. 849 00:46:48,240 --> 00:46:51,640 What ACT still got enemies to a limit? 850 00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:57,160 I said to him, Aki, no matter what we do, can only turn back 851 00:46:57,160 --> 00:47:01,320 to a lost panel to Allah. And I remember there was one 852 00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:03,440 occasion. Yeah, I was getting into 853 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:06,240 argument with my wife. Not that type of argument. 854 00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:08,800 Calm down. Yeah, I think it's physical now. 855 00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:09,400 Calm down. Yeah. 856 00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:11,680 I got into argument with my wife. 857 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:13,040 Yeah. And my. 858 00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:17,600 And the argument was Amen. You need to get the spot out of 859 00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:21,240 the house. I said there's too big. 860 00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:22,680 I'm not jumping on the train with this. 861 00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:24,960 The pot is big. You know, our cars come from 862 00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:27,680 Middle East and African countries and Asian cars. 863 00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:31,600 We we, we always have this one pot that is big takes up space 864 00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:34,080 for everything and one big fat everyone comes over. 865 00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:36,320 They always cook for most this one dish. 866 00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:38,320 My wife goes to me to get rid of this pot. 867 00:47:38,720 --> 00:47:41,520 I said to her, I can't. I'm not jumping on the train. 868 00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:42,920 This before I was driving. She goes to me. 869 00:47:42,920 --> 00:47:44,480 Please, Amy. We're getting back and forth, 870 00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:47,160 starting to an argument. I said to you, you know what, my 871 00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:49,280 wife pushing me now need to take it out of the house. 872 00:47:49,680 --> 00:47:50,720 I said. I say no more. 873 00:47:51,240 --> 00:47:56,760 I took it on the train, jumped on Victoria, jumped on Victoria 874 00:47:56,760 --> 00:47:57,920 line. Sorry. 875 00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,080 I jumped in Victoria, over the ground, went back to southeast 876 00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:02,480 London. I'm going back to Lewisham, near 877 00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:05,240 Lewisham Master. As I'm going there, guess what 878 00:48:05,240 --> 00:48:09,280 happens, bro. Two stops before my stop. 879 00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:12,000 Some enemies jump online. I mean, some jump on the train. 880 00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:15,800 I'm wearing headphones now. Yeah, I'm enemies jumped on the 881 00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:17,960 train. I've paused whatever I'm 882 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:19,520 listening to the way I wasn't listening to. 883 00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:21,760 OK, I'll pause whatever I'm listening to that. 884 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:24,080 I've clocked them. They've clocked me, but I'm the 885 00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:28,480 bloody in my head pending to listen to music or something. 886 00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:30,640 Yeah, I'm not there, but I can listen to everything they're 887 00:48:30,640 --> 00:48:32,720 saying. Then I pause. 888 00:48:32,720 --> 00:48:35,080 That's my man. Obviously they're stating my Rd. 889 00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:36,280 name. I'm not going to mention my Rd. 890 00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:37,920 name. Yeah, but they're saying my Rd. 891 00:48:37,920 --> 00:48:38,920 name. Then I pause. 892 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:39,920 I don't think it's him, you know. 893 00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:41,520 Then I know it's him. 100% it's him. 894 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:44,960 That's my man's brother. I'm there thinking to myself, Oh 895 00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:50,360 my days. It's about to get cracking, and 896 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:54,200 the only thing that I have to protect me is the pot that my 897 00:48:54,200 --> 00:48:58,760 wife. I'm rolling naked right now. 898 00:48:59,240 --> 00:49:01,120 I've got no weapons on me, no nothing. 899 00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:05,080 Well, Lyle Adima took out the pot out of the duffer bag, so 900 00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:06,360 it's not. Open the duffer bag. 901 00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:10,640 I put the pot in one hand and the lid in the other hand. 902 00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:13,400 Yeah. One lie, they took out their 903 00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:15,560 knives. So between one station to 904 00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:16,160 another. Yeah. 905 00:49:16,160 --> 00:49:19,360 It's like you go through like an underground where it's just 906 00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:21,840 pitch black. One mahi. 907 00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:24,400 Yes, exactly. They took out their Shanks, 908 00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:29,040 their knives. I took out the pot all right 909 00:49:29,040 --> 00:49:31,040 hand. I took out the lead is a big 910 00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:34,640 lead. Am I not trying to find me Ting 911 00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:37,440 Ting? What's happening? 912 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:39,960 One lie. They're throwing at me. 913 00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:43,480 I'm licking them with the I'm licking them with the port. 914 00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:45,320 Doing doing this. We get in the head. 915 00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:49,080 Yeah. And I'm thinking to myself, 916 00:49:49,080 --> 00:49:50,120 we're getting back and fooling up. 917 00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:52,560 But you know, the train, it's so tight. 918 00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:55,640 They're not getting close to me. So I'm literally hitting them. 919 00:49:55,640 --> 00:49:58,000 They're hitting me, but nothing is getting to me. 920 00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:02,480 At one point I thought I got stabbed, but like a waste man, I 921 00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:07,120 hit them with the port and the port kind of reflected off them 922 00:50:07,120 --> 00:50:09,880 and hit me in my elbow. So after they stabbed me in my 923 00:50:09,880 --> 00:50:13,400 elbow. I'm like, ah, and I'm trying to 924 00:50:13,400 --> 00:50:15,520 hold on the the shield, I'll say the shield. 925 00:50:15,520 --> 00:50:18,280 Yeah, the lid. They're still trying to stab me. 926 00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:21,360 Once we come out of the tunnel, they they leave Now everybody's 927 00:50:21,360 --> 00:50:24,280 crying, everybody's shouting, ah, you've been stabbed. 928 00:50:24,560 --> 00:50:25,960 I'll ham them down. Never got stabbed. 929 00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:31,000 And the whole journey going to towards Lucia Mosque. 930 00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:35,200 I said to myself, what lie? I kissed the foot and the lid. 931 00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:38,960 I called my wife. I told her what happened. 932 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:42,360 I said don't panic because of what you did or what you said 933 00:50:42,360 --> 00:50:45,040 for me in order to leave the house where this saved me on 934 00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:47,480 handed and left. And there was three of them, I 935 00:50:47,480 --> 00:50:48,640 believe three or two. Yeah. 936 00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:51,720 And in that process, actually against two or three guys with 937 00:50:51,720 --> 00:50:54,240 knives. I'm not the Superman bro, but 938 00:50:54,240 --> 00:50:55,720 the pot in the lid came in handy. 939 00:50:56,640 --> 00:51:00,920 So our last panel, Tyler, saved you in ways but you would never 940 00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:03,120 imagined. And like I said to you, my dear 941 00:51:03,120 --> 00:51:05,760 respected brothers, Yeah, I know that Asia is very, very soon. 942 00:51:05,760 --> 00:51:13,040 Yeah, I've done a lot of crimes that I'm not happy about. 943 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:16,560 I've hurt a lot of people that I'm not happy about. 944 00:51:17,240 --> 00:51:20,560 But there's one thing that I can tell you this now, right now, my 945 00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:23,680 brothers, Yeah. While I there isn't a day that 946 00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:27,800 goes by that I don't cry out of what this is my mother. 947 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:35,160 My mother went to Omra, man, and she passed away in Mecca, 56 948 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,200 years old, and she's never been Omra before. 949 00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:42,640 First time. This is a woman that was 950 00:51:42,720 --> 00:51:47,040 obedient to Allah. This was a woman that sacrificed 951 00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:50,560 her life, her happiness, her care, her love in order to 952 00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:53,360 please our last panel to Allah and do everything under the sun 953 00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:58,520 for her kids. My mother gave birth to 14 kids, 954 00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:03,320 and out of 14 kids, she buried seven of them. 955 00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:07,960 Right now, you think your mother and your father haven't 956 00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:09,000 suffered. Maybe you're having a 957 00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:12,120 miscarriage or haven't buried kids, but they haven't told you 958 00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:15,120 about. Only at my big age. 959 00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:18,040 Now, I found out that my mother's buried seven kids a few 960 00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:20,440 years ago as I spoke to my older siblings. 961 00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:24,240 So I say this to you now. I remember sometimes I used to 962 00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:27,080 sneak up on my mum. And this is something that goes 963 00:52:27,080 --> 00:52:29,960 through our mum's minds. Yeah, and our father's minds. 964 00:52:30,800 --> 00:52:34,800 I remember seeing my mother wash up and I'm creeping up to her. 965 00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:38,400 Me and Mama, we used to do this play in the band. 966 00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:42,080 I like, I like you do. But I remember one time that 967 00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:46,160 broke my heart, man. And I remember while my mum was 968 00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:51,320 washing up, she says in Kurdish. He said, I've had enough, 969 00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:56,600 Yarrub. Keep me, you know, Get Me Out of 970 00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:00,160 this. I'm ready to meet you, Yarrub. 971 00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:06,880 So why those scumbags of kids, those waste men that brought 972 00:53:07,000 --> 00:53:12,960 beef to the four step, the scumbags that traumatized where 973 00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:16,240 when the enemies rolled up in the yard, they even tried to 974 00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:19,080 brick my mum. Is it fair? 975 00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:21,720 I come from Iraq. I come from Mosul, bro. 976 00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:27,680 Mosul, where the city that was the last to fall under ISIS and 977 00:53:27,680 --> 00:53:31,400 America and you name it, everybody was trying to get a 978 00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:36,200 piece of I lost a lot of family members in the process of it. 979 00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:41,160 A year before my mum passed away 2001. 980 00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:44,000 So it's the sound stuff like 2021. 981 00:53:44,880 --> 00:53:50,280 What happens over a sandwich, My uncle and both of my cousins 982 00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:54,360 gets gunned down and in the process of them getting gunned 983 00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:57,720 down, the man that started shooting at them did what killed 984 00:53:57,720 --> 00:54:01,040 his own son. And this is a punishment for the 985 00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:02,960 last panel. To Allah you set pace bro. 986 00:54:03,720 --> 00:54:05,200 Now live with you for the rest of your life. 987 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:07,640 You're bedridden when you call your own wife looking after you. 988 00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:14,680 But this a message brothers I can fix up. 989 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:21,000 Be obedient to Allah. Be obedient to Allah and follow 990 00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:22,520 the Sunnah of the Prophet Muhammad. 991 00:54:22,520 --> 00:54:26,760 Sallallahu Alaihi wasallam be the reason why someone falls in 992 00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:31,320 love with Islam, be the reason why someone wants to grow their 993 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:35,600 beard or hair or or rolling up their trousers or wants to pray, 994 00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,240 be that reason. Brothers are messaging me on a 995 00:54:39,240 --> 00:54:41,160 daily basis. Actually, I don't know how to 996 00:54:41,160 --> 00:54:43,920 turn my back on again on the brothers around me. 997 00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:46,520 These are the only brothers I know. 998 00:54:46,520 --> 00:54:48,280 Actually, I told you, I'm not telling you to cut your ties 999 00:54:48,280 --> 00:54:50,560 with them, bro, but stay away from them. 1000 00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:52,040 Take a step back, away from the book. 1001 00:54:52,240 --> 00:54:55,760 Come to the Machine Brothers here today. 1002 00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:59,320 How many of you Salaam people that you didn't know where 1003 00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:02,560 Muslims? Bro look around you, everyone's 1004 00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:06,400 a different shade, everyone's from a different nationality and 1005 00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:09,720 you're all under 1 banner of Laila in Allah. 1006 00:55:11,120 --> 00:55:13,880 Enough. Put your differences aside. 1007 00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:16,280 If you've got a hate to rule somebody in your committee bro 1008 00:55:16,280 --> 00:55:18,120 go to him. Don't tell him why you've got a 1009 00:55:18,120 --> 00:55:20,240 hate towards him. Let him actually forgive me. 1010 00:55:21,000 --> 00:55:22,840 You was the person that used to back bite. 1011 00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,880 You was the person that used to be jealous of because you got a 1012 00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:29,280 nice car because you know what brother? 1013 00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,720 One time I did a lot with my gate. 1014 00:55:30,720 --> 00:55:33,920 So I was watching your wife go and ask him for forgiveness. 1015 00:55:36,040 --> 00:55:38,920 It says charity starts at home and I'm not talking about the 1016 00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:40,200 home that you have under the law. 1017 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:44,960 Your community, bro, your community, your imam and the 1018 00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:48,120 shioku in your community are doing everything they can, but 1019 00:55:48,120 --> 00:55:49,560 they're failing. You know why? 1020 00:55:49,720 --> 00:55:51,200 Because we think we're better than them. 1021 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:55,600 We think we're better than them. They sacrificed their time for 1022 00:55:55,600 --> 00:55:58,240 the Dean, every single one of them. 1023 00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:03,200 And what are we doing bro? We are neglecting the hadith. 1024 00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:05,240 We are neglecting the Quran and guess what? 1025 00:56:06,880 --> 00:56:09,200 Brothers are losing their Dean over social media. 1026 00:56:11,680 --> 00:56:14,120 Your sisters on Live. Actually on live. 1027 00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:17,680 Yeah, yeah. Rob, don't kill yourself. 1028 00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:20,920 Stuff a lot that you want to commit suicide. 1029 00:56:21,520 --> 00:56:24,760 Why? The sister is online showing her 1030 00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:28,040 father. And is abusing her father. 1031 00:56:28,040 --> 00:56:31,240 Muslim background ball. This is what social media has 1032 00:56:31,240 --> 00:56:36,600 come to. 2526 years old. Ask me my father. 1033 00:56:36,600 --> 00:56:40,560 You still need to give me money. Your father did enough calling 1034 00:56:40,560 --> 00:56:42,880 him every single name under the sun. 1035 00:56:43,720 --> 00:56:47,680 Is your sister my sister? Paul, this is the disease of the 1036 00:56:47,680 --> 00:56:49,440 social media. So I'm going to tell you this 1037 00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:53,520 now. I can't be around anyone that 1038 00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:55,760 comes to me and says to me, actually, I don't see them. 1039 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:59,200 Praying that brother can't be around me though, because I find 1040 00:56:59,200 --> 00:57:02,640 peace in my Salah. I'm mentally, you know, after 1041 00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,360 getting stabbed on two occasions, getting shot at on 1042 00:57:05,360 --> 00:57:09,040 three occasions, getting kidnapped and tortured, one law 1043 00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:10,840 and I've been a lot as my witness. 1044 00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:16,480 Actually, I'm finished mentally. I'm destroyed every night. 1045 00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:20,240 I cry, I go park up my car, I drive away from the wife, I 1046 00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:22,280 drive away from my brothers, I park up. 1047 00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,240 Actually, I'm a wimp. I turn to a lot. 1048 00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:27,400 I cry to him. I can't cry in front of people, 1049 00:57:27,440 --> 00:57:29,840 bro. Those same people that you cry 1050 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:31,280 in front of, they're going to use it against you. 1051 00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:35,280 And when you stand in front of a lot, every single person that 1052 00:57:35,280 --> 00:57:38,480 you think you can ride out for every single person is going to 1053 00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:41,480 be speaking against you in your makayama bro, apart from the 1054 00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:43,320 sincere ones. The one that. 1055 00:57:43,320 --> 00:57:45,600 Really cares for you, the one that really love you. 1056 00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:47,760 Rather stay right to me bro. That's my gang act. 1057 00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:50,040 They care for me. They're looking to ride out for 1058 00:57:50,040 --> 00:57:51,560 me. Actually, the person that loves 1059 00:57:51,560 --> 00:57:53,840 you and cares for you is the person that we told you to turn 1060 00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:56,560 back to a lost pan of a Tahala. Don't tell me about the person 1061 00:57:56,560 --> 00:57:58,800 that's seeking to carry a knife and looking to ride out for you. 1062 00:57:59,080 --> 00:58:01,840 That's not your boy bro. That's a shade darnaki. 1063 00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:06,360 Keep away from him. One lie brother came to me with 1064 00:58:06,360 --> 00:58:07,320 a ramble. Actually. 1065 00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:09,560 Ramble. Ramble that he took out like 1066 00:58:09,560 --> 00:58:14,560 this actually. Are you waiting for zombies to 1067 00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,040 come bro? Who are you beefing with a 1068 00:58:17,040 --> 00:58:20,680 ramble like this? I sat him down. 1069 00:58:20,680 --> 00:58:21,760 I said to Michael. You got beef. 1070 00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:25,200 You got enemies? They're like, no, but not even. 1071 00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,240 But I'm scared if my enemies pull up on me and I'm going to 1072 00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:31,000 finish on this because I know time Asia is coming in, he said. 1073 00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:34,320 My enemies, I don't even have enemies, but I walk around there 1074 00:58:34,320 --> 00:58:36,520 because I'm cool. So I like to take it out and 1075 00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:40,760 sometimes we do videos with it actually. 1076 00:58:40,760 --> 00:58:44,920 Where is the fear of alarm, man? Mothers are burning weed and 1077 00:58:44,920 --> 00:58:46,320 blowing it in their mother's face. 1078 00:58:46,880 --> 00:58:49,640 Their sister's face. I can come in front of you. 1079 00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:51,000 You're man. You're man enough. 1080 00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:52,840 I'm going to do that in front of rude men. 1081 00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:54,720 Bro. If see they don't break your jaw 1082 00:58:54,720 --> 00:58:57,160 in front of your mother, yell at you. 1083 00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:00,040 They're Muslim. Love for your brother. 1084 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:01,760 You love for yourself. If I did that to my mother, I 1085 00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:03,160 expect the brother to break my jaw. 1086 00:59:03,920 --> 00:59:07,480 What lies I love for you. Brothers are blowing smoke in 1087 00:59:07,480 --> 00:59:09,240 their mother's face. And I say this is for my 1088 00:59:09,240 --> 00:59:09,680 brother's. Yeah. 1089 00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:15,480 You won't give up on the mercy of a lost panel to Aleph. 1090 00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:21,920 So many of us neglect everything under the sun because we are 1091 00:59:21,920 --> 00:59:24,640 scared that Allah would not forgive us. 1092 00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:27,360 Actually every single thing that you do regarding the smoking 1093 00:59:27,640 --> 00:59:31,000 dinner, talking to girls, actually let go of that bro. 1094 00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:34,520 But turn back to our last Allah to Allah and ask Him for 1095 00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:38,920 forgiveness sincerely. And in order for you to become a 1096 00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:42,840 better Muslim, start with yourself and being obedient to 1097 00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:46,720 Allah and your parents. And it shot a lot. 1098 00:59:46,720 --> 00:59:49,760 After the Salat al Asia, should we do Q&A? 1099 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:52,360 Yeah, yeah. After Salat al Asia, inshallah, 1100 00:59:52,840 --> 00:59:55,640 we're going to do some Q&A. But when the Q&A comes each 1101 00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:59,800 other, we're not going to do anything on the phone or video 1102 00:59:59,800 --> 01:00:01,720 in here. So it's between us. 1103 01:00:02,640 --> 01:00:04,720 Nothing gets out. So you could speak about, and 1104 01:00:04,720 --> 01:00:07,040 I'm going to tell you about certain things as well in detail 1105 01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:11,240 that's not on video. Jazaf al khairam Salaam alaikum. 1106 01:00:17,920 --> 01:00:21,480 Welcome to Planet Dawa, we're delighted to have you join us on 1107 01:00:21,480 --> 01:00:25,560 this journey of exploration and enlightenment as a listener 1108 01:00:25,560 --> 01:00:28,440 supported podcast. Your contributions help us 1109 01:00:28,440 --> 01:00:32,880 sustain and grow our mission of spreading knowledge and 1110 01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:36,480 understanding. 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