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Love the day I have with me Donut.
But he says it way better than I do.
Donut. Yes, you know my daughter heard
you when I was listening and she goes, I like that he said that
cool. She's 10, you know.
What? That, Yeah.
Well. You know that kids, tell the
truth, you. Know.
Yep. She loved it.
She was like, who's that? That's cool.
I'm like, well, I'll tell him you said that today.
Yo, what up? Yes, so Donut, for the fans that
don't know who you are, and I'm pretty sure most of them do,
tell us a little about how you fell down the rabbit hole and
what you're all about. Oh man, The rabbit hole.
The donut hole. It's been a long journey of
questioning authority as a kid in Vegas.
Me and my friends were way more educated than the adults.
Maybe that had something to do with we had computers, AOL and
stuff like that. So we were able to read and
research topics. I would go travel to Berkeley, I
guess, when it was actually a free speech place and buy
things, buy books, questioning things.
And I remember seeing in Berkeley was weird.
A picture of George Bush mixed with bin Laden.
And for some reason that symbolism, it clicked in my
young brain. And I was like, oh, OK, yeah,
that makes sense. It's like the same team.
It's like a a WCW match. And then I keep on, you know,
growing up listening to music and questioning things, being
Jewish, the rabbis would tell me there's no dinosaurs.
And then I'll be like, oh, OK And then I would go to school
and I would tell them there's no dinosaurs.
And they would say there are dinosaurs.
So I'd go back to the temple and be like, you guys are wrong,
there are dinosaurs. So I was always questioning the
authority and I then I got introduced to Jordan Maxwell and
that was a huge learning about the symbolism and I was like,
wow, this is so amazing. And it just got kept on going
and going and what not. Yeah.
Awesome. Well, that's good, because that
means you're probably pretty smart and able to see through
the BS, right? Like, that's a gift.
Oh yeah, I mean, I'm not that smart.
I've fell for a lot of these traps.
There's thousands of traps set up for us to really screw our
lives up and I fell into a lot of different traps and
throughout my life and so I'm not perfect, but.
But now you're wicked smart. I am wicked smart now.
You can tell I listen to your show.
Wicked smart. And so, I mean, of course we all
fall down the rabbit hole to other things we shouldn't.
There's a lot of little detours along the way, but that's what
makes us who we are, you know? And so I think, yeah, I think
you grow from all of that and then hopefully you have enough
wisdom to pass down to the next person and maybe they don't have
to fall quite so hard. Hopefully that's what we all
hope anyway. I think those of us in the
community, I know you're a true seeker.
I mean that's like huge for the community and and trying to pass
it down the line because who else is going to do it, you
know? Yeah, it's a spiritual
principle. Honesty and searching for the
truth is like I'm is being honest.
And not just out here in this outside world, but our inner
world as well-being honest with that.
A lot of people that are, let's say truth seekers aren't 100%
honest with their own feelings. What's going on internally
mentally with mental health and a lot of it gets covered up
through addiction and like we were talking about earlier And
so I I'm always, I was on this truth journey, but then I got
into recovery and sobriety and that's a whole another truth
journey that's more of an individual journey.
Then once I started doing the videos, I was already on this
other journey. Instead of finding who's
controlling the world, but also internally how that is like how
am I being regulated through these things.
So that's that's been a big truth process too.
That's probably not spoken enough about, and that's why I
always tell people there's only two things you can control and
that's your attitudes and your actions.
Yeah, Which is all individual, Yeah.
Agreed. Because you can't control what
happens to you, but you can't control how you handle it.
And of course, we all handle things badly sometimes.
I definitely am guilty of that. I'm a little bit of a hot head.
I got too much Irish or something, But but we all got to
go backward to like, oh, I can see where I did that wrong.
And now make a new path, you know.
But I do think as a truther, I think we have a little bit more
stress because we, we see through the the like, OK, normal
people go to a movie. We're at a movie.
And even if you're not doing like research or anything,
right, you're like inundated with like revelation of the
method, just coming at me like and and it's stressful, sort of.
It's like a weird, it's a little weird.
Yeah, so once I learned about Saturn symbolism back in 2012,
around or maybe earlier, I would go to a family house, they'd
play the football game and I'm just like look at all this
Saturn symbolism in the in the commercials and all this.
And I tried to explain it and everyone laughed at me and I
just more isolated. So it is an isolating journey,
but within that isolation sometimes you can find,
especially when you find people like yourself or others,
paranoid. American.
It's it's nice that it's not all alone there, but but at the end
of the day, we are all alone. And that's why it's good to have
a connection to God and that or whatever that is.
That's helped me out. I agree.
I would not have made it through my life whatsoever without God.
And I was lucky enough to figure out that before I got inundated
with Mormon God, just because my parents were kind of Jack
Mormon, which means they didn't go good.
But then I was a ward of the court, 'cause my dad went to
prison and stuff, And then so my grandma adopted me and she was
super Mormon. But I already had that basis,
right? Once you have the basis, you've
got it for life. You can tap into that again.
And I think you're right. It's huge.
Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
But that's The thing is that if you answer to like, God or
whatever that is, to whoever that is, I know people get upset
about that, but I'm in recovery. So do you.
We get a lot of different people that's trying to get sober, I
mean, from all different aspects of life.
Agnostic, atheist, Muslim, Jewish, Christian, Mormon,
Buddhist, whatever, you know, So I'm always just like, yo-yo,
God, you know, for everybody else.
But if you answer to that, which is like morals and principles of
life, a spiritual life, really like a how Jesus lived his life,
right? Like honesty, brotherly love,
faith, stuff like this, forgiveness.
If you answer to that, then you're not going to answer to
tyranny. So that's why that's a big
problem. I applaud that.
Yeah, that's truth. Because we all have to be
respectful. Like I was telling you before we
started, like I do another show with a guy constantly and he's
an atheist, ex Mormon, and I'm a Christian, ex Mormon.
But it brings all like all these different sides to it, right?
And so I I don't care, but some people care, like especially
cause for me, I'm not Christian enough for the Christian
podcast. But I'm also, I don't know if
I'm downward enough for some of the woo woo and I'm in the
middle somewhere weird, because I love conspiracy.
And so I'm not just all about one thing, you know, I'm all
over the board. But as truth seekers, I think
that's the best way to, you know, say whatever this is that
I've gone down. Like you said, even if you don't
get through your version of God or your version of how you live
to somebody else, it's really pretty much irrelevant.
It's all about how you are inside yourself, treating other
people like that's how it should be, You know, say irrelevant
what someone else does, really. Like that Mormon guy who I
prayed with my ex girlfriend's grandpa.
He never pushed, 'cause I was raised Jewish, became atheist
after my bar mitzvah, and I was just pretty much just like, I
was wicked smart, right? That's what all the wicked smart
people were saying. Yeah, so edgy and and if
somebody told me, yo, you need to do this, I'm very defiant.
If someone tells me, for example, people didn't like it
when I said smash the like button, so I do it more now, you
know, like people like I'm very defiant.
So if somebody was going to say, oh you need to to go to this
church or this God or this temple or this like, I'm going
to be like, Nah, but this guy, this Mormon guy, we did this
prayer where we're holding hands and he said that there's like
Jesus give make us strong for this food.
I've never experienced anything like that before and and I felt
that I felt like some power through it and he never pushed
it on me. That was the only time was right
for food. But that was it And and it
planted like a seed of like, oh you know what maybe there is
some some spirituality happening.
You know, and so that's my whole, my whole thing is because
that's work like with me, Yeah, I don't know if that makes any
sense. No, it did make sense because I
mean, we have so. Spiritual Hallelujah this part.
Hallelujah. Yeah, that's good though.
What? Does Hallelujah mean?
Is that? We're shouting out to the Lord,
right? Praise.
God, praise God. Yeah, we well and and it's just
a joyful statement, too. Like, I feel like it.
It brings that in. But I try to always inundate
that. Like I said, whether it be, I'll
even joke with my atheist friend.
Like one time when we did our podcast, 'cause I knew we were
going to go on together, I made sure to wear.
I usually try and dress up a little bit, but I wore my Black
Sabbath T-shirt and I was like, yeah, we're doing this today and
I mean, I'll do funny stuff like that.
Yeah, this. Is Salem's Lot.
It's a comedy. It's like, there you go, my
graphics. I buy all these T-shirts
whenever he makes 1. Awesome.
Yeah, that's actually. I'm supposed to have one on the
background. I don't know what happened there
here. I might hurry and put it back on
while we chat. It went away.
I think he probably. There we go.
Oh. My goodness, yeah.
So my friend, she, she made that for me.
She's she was a fan and she drew that for me and I was like, Oh
my goodness, I I I'm so grateful for for that.
I. Didn't I?
Didn't I didn't tell her, you know, make a Illuminati eye.
But these are all the topics they talk about, and this is one
of. The No, I I caught it.
It was so cool and it looks so much like you.
I thought it was very well. Done.
So that's why. So shout out to her.
Yeah. Oh awesome.
Yeah, heck yeah. This.
Is another fan drew this? And another fan drew awesome.
Like all. These wonderful fans.
That's what inspired. Well, it was supposed to be on
there when we came on, but I wanted to surprise you.
I could have asked for like your favorite one, but I thought,
I'll just put it on and then surprise him.
But you know, Stupid Stream Yard won't let you crop anything and
move it. So it is.
It goes on there. However Stream Yard decides.
But or I'd move it around a little bit.
But I do like all of your graphics, and for people that
don't know, like Donut, how did that become a thing?
Well, I was in California doing video production and I was being
mentored by a an old school DJI mean he was, he produced Tupac
and I mean the old stuff, not like any of his new dress stuff.
It was like before he got big and he talked, told me about
branding and I was just going by my name and so I was like, I'm
going to try out this and I went by.
I was like, I'm going to change it to doughnut because I was
working at Costco selling air conditioning in California.
I was vaping before vaping was a thing, so everyone was all
scared. Inside the store.
I was I was miserable too. Like my life.
I was like mentally miserable. I did not want to work that.
I wanted to do my videos and video editing and then like
whenever I have, I had a thought it'd be cool to write doughnut
like dough like money or what up though or just that's like
dough, yo, what up though? And then I just started using
that and people loved it. I was making music videos, so
people loved it. People were calling me doughnut.
And then when the lockdowns happen, I was one of the first
people, because this was during it, before it got crazy because
I was working for a geopolitical channel.
So I was putting out information of connecting it to free Masonic
symbolism or the royal symbolism or you know, And then my channel
just grew. That's.
Awesome. It was a weird time.
The lockdowns. Were weird.
Yeah, it it was weird. There's so many.
They're trying to bring that back.
Oh yeah. I'm not.
I'm not about it. I never gave any poison.
I never took any poison. I read right through those
lines, even though I wasn't. I was not fully awake.
What they what's happening is that these like global elites I
guess is a good term or Illuminati.
They go after groups. So right now they're going after
certain groups before they go after certain groups.
So right now they it's like the Jews they're going after pretty
much. But before that it was the
Mexicans with the ice camps or after that it was Black Lives
Matter. It was black people.
You go to people's imprinting because that's different than
conditioning where you're imprinted through your tribal
group. The next one, I don't know, it's
probably going to be Christian. That's probably going to be the
next 1. So it's this Lucian Festival.
But then after they do all that, then they got to do a group Luci
festival and that's what that whole thing was about.
The whole that was the whole world.
Everyone was together in on it. But we're all in it together.
Yeah, that was what they were saying.
And then right when it ended, let's all do these bloodshed
rituals and go to war. So yeah, there's a lot going on.
It's crazy. Oh, I I agree 100%.
And this is going to lead me into one of my questions is who
are they? Right.
Like everybody says like, oh, you you know it's the
Illuminati. You know who it is.
It's this person. It's that person.
Oh, who is they? You know, like, and and I always
think it's funny, 'cause even if you my grandpa, he was kind of a
juvenile delinquent and and it and it lasted for a long time.
And my grandma used to say she had four kids, but my grandpa
was the hardest one. And so, like, he used to say all
the time, yeah, he would say, you know, people that he would
meet people sometimes. And and my uncles were all like
1 percenters, like bikers and stuff.
And he would always say, you know, these people that come in
and brag, 'cause I can't remember who I met one time and
they were like, oh, I've been to jail.
I've done this, I've done that. He and my grandpa was sitting
there just giving him the evil eye.
And he said, that guy is a punk. And I said, why would you say
that? And he said because nobody
that's anybody would ever say anything about anything.
And he's like, because the truth is, is if you know their name,
they're not in charge, just like the mob, you don't know who
really runs that. And so yeah.
Wonderful, wonderful breakdown. Yeah, that's exactly it.
Who are they? You know, there's different.
I've. I listen to everybody.
I keep an open ear policy and I'll hear certain people say
it's this group, but then I say what group are you affiliated
with? Oh wow, they're affiliated with
this group who hates this group. OK, well then that I'm not going
to really. I'll listen to everything they
say, but I'll understand that they're biased.
People listening to me or like, understand that I can be biased
as well. Everybody has some printing and
right now where I'm at with it, if you're researching like I was
researching it as there's this Illuminati, it's coming from
that point of view, secret society point of view, which I
still stand with. It's very Satanic and I don't
think it has anything to do with.
A certain group, a certain religion, because all these
people in power seem to be working with every other order
of every religion. So religion is used as a
camouflage. So a lot of truthers they'll
they'll everyone leads everyone in the direction that fits their
narrative. So it gets very complicated.
That's why I don't know and I'm still learning.
I think that would probably be the best way for me to continue
my researches is that. But I like to listen to people
who don't have a biased and who can look at all this different,
these different groups, people blaming, everyone's blaming the
people. And that's why I loved about
Jordan Maxwell is he never went after the people.
He was very clear about that. He says, OK, I'm going to talk
about the Vatican now. I'm not talking about the
Catholic people or I'm talking about the Jews.
I'm not talking about the people.
I'm talking about like the the tippity top.
And so I always respected him for that because I understand
that's true. And then you get Kanye or a lot
of other people who point, blame and blanket people like the
whole group. Then I'm just like grossed out
by that because I'm like Red flag Illuminati, you know what I
mean? I don't have the button
illuminati confirmed I don't have it.
But also, once you're set up in a belief system, yo no, this is
the truth. Like, this is it.
You're not going to change. Like, you can't really change
people's minds on stuff because people have belief systems or or
their research? If so, like if they're
researching, wow, this is ancient cults, ancient Satanic
cults that have been around since the Hammurabi code, right?
You're going to see, oh wow, you're going to look at the the,
the world differently than somebody that is just woken up
since 9:11 and has been researching the paper trail,
which will lead you to some real facts.
So I like to have open air policy and listen to everybody
I'm babbling on. I like it.
I like it well and I even the 13 families that are point blank,
you know, you hear OK, Rockefellers, blah, blah, blah.
All these people, right? Like I it goes back to what my
grandpa said. Like, no, you know their names
too well. And the ones that I know and I
don't want to get kicked off of here, they're all very Italian
in nature and and there's thirteen of those too.
And so. But.
I. Thought that gets left out,
right? Like who hired the Rothschilds?
Yeah. Who put them point blank?
Yeah, they were hired. Yeah.
Yeah, like the mob bosses that go to prison.
They're not the ones running the show.
They just think they are. They might think they are, but
really there's people pulling the strings you never heard of
somewhere like. Yeah, yeah.
That's why I got a It's weird. It's it's weird.
It's weird. And I mean.
Not an expert in the bloodlines, but it is absolutely through
symbology is absolutely important.
Oh, yeah, The symbols tell everything.
Like I think, I think right now, especially because so much has
gone underground, right. Like, I I don't know, it's it's
pretty wild. Who do you think would be, like
most influential with symbology, I guess at this time?
I mean, to me. Yeah, to you this is all you
know us just conjecture. I like Jordan Maxwell.
Michael Tasarian. That's about it.
Gotcha. Yeah.
To spell truth. And then you know, when you're
seeing things like all the scams, like, I mean, it's
something new every day. Like you know, one thing goes
wrong. So then baptize Russell Brand
like I know I don't know well. He's like holding the roses
right. So in the roses, the symbol of
the bloodline, it's the the Rose line.
You can see the Rose line and the loo at at the loo you can
see it in the Da Vinci Code. So it's very symbolic, him
holding the Rose, him choosing which religion to join.
Because they want the world. They it's not that they want the
world to go in a certain direction.
They know the world is going into a certain direction because
of the disenchantment of the Faustian bargain that society
has taken on this deal with the devil of money, boats and hoes.
Excuse my. Language.
Boats and hoes. Boats and hoes.
I know that. Yeah, just simplify it.
That's what is pushed on the colt, pushed on the culture.
That's what is the definition of success or being a man.
And so in that leaves and people will get this, you get all these
celebrities, the people will get this and they won't be happy,
right. They get it, They're happy, but
they're disenchanted. And So what Spangler talked
about, which Henry Kissinger did like a whole thesis on, was that
Western man will eventually move from this Faustian bargain to a
Dostoyevsky Christianity age. And so the elites like Henry
Kissinger, they understand the psychology of where society is
heading. And that's why I believe you got
Russell Brand, you got Candace Owens, Ben Shapiro's, Andrew
Tate's. They all are choosing a a
certain side, a different side, right.
Russell Brand on the way he became.
But it's probably Christian, I'm guessing.
I don't know. Yeah, I think it was, yeah.
Maybe it's in a Candace Owens Catholic, then Andrew Tate
Muslim, then Ben Shapiro, Jew. And so like, you got all these
Red Pill people all divided into these different religions and
this is all for a reason. And the symbolism proves that
because they do stuff on the same time frame with A322 stamp
or holding the roses, it's crazy.
Yeah, so that's how I look at the world and it seems like it's
crazy. But I I that's fine.
Whatever. I mean, at some point we have to
look at it. And I think it's funny,
especially with upcoming election, people still want a
king, right? What did Jesus say?
He didn't want to be the king, but the people wanted a king.
They wanted to force that, right?
And so it feels that way to me. Or they'll say, well, this is
the lesser of two evils. And I agree.
I mean, obviously. But here's the thing, it's very
apathetic to say that, right? It's very apathetic to say,
well, who get, I mean, what? Who cares about this?
Even though we can't, we can't change it.
Why talk about it? We still need to be enlightened
to the program or you fall for it, right?
Yeah, it's like, it like, it freaks me out because I
understand what just happened while the world was locked down
and I saw what happened and now I'm seeing what's happening
today and I just know what's going to happen tomorrow.
It doesn't look good. And so I'm very like, right, I'm
an optimistic guy and I'm always like, positive.
But lately I've been very sad. And so I think I might need to
just take like a a day off or something or a break Or I want
to do the recovery podcast, maybe driving the solution,
yeah. Yeah, that would.
It's all going to work out. It will.
Help. Yeah.
It will help uplift and uplift you and then you'll get to know
that you know you're giving back.
Because I mean, I think we do all need that.
Like we are very. I don't know, it's hard not to
be black pilled, right? Like.
It's easy to get out of it though.
Like I I'm just right now. I'm this full of self pity,
fear, doom and gloom. And that is not reality.
So right now, like me being pessimistic, that's not truth,
not reality, because the reality of things is there's a billion
different possibilities. But my magnifying mind goes to
the worst case scenario. So like.
Well, it's hard when you see the writing on the wall, right?
Like, I mean, I get it. Yeah, it's a little bit
difficult when you're watching from the sidelines and like,
they all work together. They're going to dinner.
Like, I mean, I it's just funny to me.
It's almost like a play we're watching or a movie like you do
know they all like go hang out after.
And even if they don't, they still all work together.
This is a very hive mind world, you know, for lack of a better
way to put it. And you're right, people want to
measure success with even that, You know they want to fit in,
they want to be clones, they want to be the same.
They want to be this like and it's hard to be odd man out.
Sometimes it gets a little wearing.
I think maybe. Yeah.
I'm just being negative. I I just need to I I I don't
think I prayed. Yeah, no, I get that.
No, I'm just saying in general, I understand the back, back part
of it because it is a little, it's a little jolting at times.
What do you think about this whole bill?
They just passed and everybody's losing their minds about the
they're going to take away the Bibles and did you see this?
So they're they're like no Jewish.
You can't say anything bad against anything Jewish.
So they're like kind of trying to bring the Bible into it.
And I think, I don't know. I don't know.
How much? That's crazy.
See, that's not fair. See, that's like, that's not.
I'm all about freedom. And I don't know, I haven't
looked into it, but. Yeah, it's.
Able to say whatever you want. Yeah, yeah, it's weird.
What's the weirdest? I never edit my comments down
below so I get crazy bad comments, but I'll keep them up.
They would work me positive. But if I talk about something
that someone doesn't like, like if I say I'm Jewish, then bam
boom boom boom boom boom. Oh boy.
And I I keep it up because like they, I mean they there's a lot
of stuff that's going on that is questionable, like this bill
that you're talking about. That's ridiculous.
Yeah, yeah, they passed it. I I don't know.
I mean, if Christians are like going to the Max and just saying
that they're going to come for the Bibles because of this or if
if it's really what they say, you know, I'm.
I mean, it's kind of hard to know.
I think it's a little bit much for my opinion.
Like, I always stand in the background going, I don't know
if that's what they meant, but I mean, possible, I guess.
You know, it could, it could be, Who knows?
Yeah, this is, I think you know all this stuff like you got this
Rabbi Shmuli guy who is not a people actually believe.
I was listening to my friends podcast yesterday and they're
like the top guy that leads the Jews is this Rabbi Shmuli guy.
And it's absolutely. No, I've never even heard of
this creature, this like, Satanic creature ever in my
entire life. But the news will tell you that.
And so then people will be like, oh, that's what Jewish people
like. Like, is that when it's like,
absolutely not my reality. And so this bill here is just
more division, Like they're going to divide everybody.
Would they have already done it? They did it with the left and
right right successfully. They do it with the black and
the white successfully. They did it with female and male
successfully. People aren't getting married or
having kids or even dating. Like that's not a thing.
That's so weird. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So that's divided. And now they're dividing all the
different bit, like imprinting the religions.
It's crazy. It's it's wild to see it
happening. Yeah, I I just think, you know,
like how we talked about before this even I'm with you.
Like I think freedom of speech is wildly important, even if we
don't like it. It's whatever.
I mean, I've talked to people that were ex Satanist.
I've talked to Zachary King. He's a Catholic now.
Like he straight up was a grand high wizard.
Like help sign people and everything.
Like and I don't care. Like I do a show with an
atheist, I do a show with people that don't have the same values
as me. But like that it is what it is.
Like you have to become like Jesus, like we talked about,
like you. If you believe in that, you
don't have to believe in that. But like also whether or not you
believe in anything. Tolerance is really.
We're all so easily offended. Oh, I love that you said that.
That's a yeah. That's nice.
I like that code of. Yeah, it's silly to me.
Well, Jesus says we should not be easily offended.
So once again, right back to that for me.
You know, I'm just like, this is weird to me.
Like, I don't see why we all can't figure it out because it's
so simple, like all that that you just laid out like women
against men and all this. Like you can see it, you can see
it, but we still say it's not there, right?
Yeah, I think the big yeah, I like the future.
If if you can listen to long form content like this, or just
sit and meditate, or just have a community where you like, you
can hug people too. Like physical connection
meditation. Not in like a like a a woo woo
way, but able to read a book. Like, if reading anything is so
powerful, even if it's stupid, because that takes power to just
sit there and and do that which will train people to just have
more patience. And that's another thing, is
love and patience. No.
What is it? Love is love is patient.
Love is kind, right? That's the opposite of America,
at least where I live. Nobody's patient, Everyone's
honking, Everyone's driving like maniac.
Patience isn't there waiting in line at the thing.
Everyone is narcissist. It's all about self
centeredness. I should be first.
I should. That's why.
Like, yeah. It's the age.
It's literally Crowley's vision come to fruition.
Like everyone's their own star and like everyone's their own,
you know, best thing. And I see it because I study the
occult, too, which I get nailed for all the time.
Because, you know, some Christians don't like that.
And I'm like, I'm sorry, but you have to understand the whole
picture. You're never going to understand
this if you don't understand what they think or how other
people think or what they're trying to do, 'cause otherwise
you're not going to get it. You're just not.
Right. It's all a do with that Will
Crollian philosophy that is happening.
It's so crazy. That's like you saw like and I
mean, you know, it's it's it's a strange phenomena for sure.
And I know you see through a lot of it.
It's hard to make people see through a lot of it through
occultism, like if you go in the back door that way, it's like
people are like, no, I I want to hear nothing about that.
I'm like, I know, but yeah, if you don't understand what's
happening or why they're doing what they're doing, you're never
going to get it. Like, even my mom, she she's
come a long way, but she always used to say to me before, but
why would they do that? And I'm like, but they hate you.
Like, you understand that you're a nuisance to their vision.
You know, just like an Ant in your house.
You don't care about their colony and their children.
They got to feed, right? You're just want to kill the
ants because they're a nuisance. And a lot of people really can't
fathom that, thank heavens. Because that would be very
psychopathic, right? Yeah, well, that's the thing, is
that there's evil, right? There's good and evil, and
people discount that Evil doesn't exist when it does
exist. And so a good person will
wouldn't think that evil exists. So if you're good, you're going
to just be like nobody would do that because they're good.
But not. Everybody's good.
Yeah. What do you think the end goal
is like? I mean, in your opinion, you.
Know oh man, what is the end goal?
That's a great question. I think I I have this.
We're in the science future. So with all the reality shows,
all the stuff we've been uncovering, with all the
different networks set up and all the new technologies, the
neural links, they just did a new trial in Arizona for the
neural link. This transhumanism pretty much
uploading consciousness. What?
Even though they don't believe in consciousness, but they want
to upload their consciousness, which is a contradiction.
So they do believe their Satanist.
They do believe in something. Most likely.
I I think that it's just some weird science stuff going down.
I know, I that's a great question.
That's a wonderful question. I just see some something with
all that what I said mixed together.
I don't know what it is, but I should.
I agree. No I totally agree.
I think transhumanism is a huge goal because in the Bible it
says in the end days men will beg for death and will not be
able to die. And I think this has to do with
transhumanism. And I also think that the DNA
tests, yeah, that became wildly popular.
I think they're looking for the gene of ISIS.
And I think this goes way higher than people understand.
I think this has to do with DNA manipulation a lot.
Yeah, yeah, it's. There's a lot.
It's freaking crazy. Like, we don't look at it
because we've been HR propaganda, human resources
saying, oh, this is like we're doing this for a good reason or
freedom or something, but it's like looking at it like the
whole abortion thing, right? Like we look at it as like, oh,
it's it's it's like it's wonderful.
It's free. You don't think about it.
Oh, it's not a real life. It's not a, you know, that's
what we're told. That's the HR propaganda.
But if you step back and you look at it and you're like, Oh
no, it is life and then they're all doing it at these certain
centers, like think about what is that doing to that Ley line?
Like charging, like you go back into the scriptures.
They were doing that same thing with Moloch, with the
sacrifices. So like, but now there's like
different places where you can go in and charge up those Ley
lines. Like who knows what the heck's
going on with like what you're talking about with the with the
23andMe and all that. Yeah, it's.
Crazy. Oh yeah, Well, a Mormon.
The Mormons are really into genetic studies and DNA and they
actually don't own ancestry.com, but they pour into ancestry.com
And so by familysearch.org they were one of the first to start
this and I and the reason being because they do work for the
dead, they they do necromancy stuff and they won't say that,
they won't say it's necromancy. They're going to save the dead
people, including Hitler by the way.
They baptized him after death so that he could go to heaven, and
then did his temple work and all this.
And they do this for everybody, including like Obama's mom and
all these crazy people, like all the famous people, Marilyn
Monroe, everybody. But I think it goes back to that
charging. I think you're not wrong on that
because it always goes back to something that requires
something like all of these false religions that were
channelled. They always need a price.
Like Mormonism was definitely channelled.
And what was the price? Well, polygamy.
What was the price for Muhammad? Polygamy.
What was the price for John D and Edward Kelly?
Wife swapping. What was the price for Jack
Parsons and L Ron Hubbard? A lot of things out in the
desert, but also they were swapping like every single one
of them are sexually charged. Every single one of them.
Oh, they're like, sexually charging the Ley line.
Yep, 100%. That's how I feel anyway.
Yeah. So there's that too.
The fertility rights of that, there's so much going on like
energetically that we don't see then that's sort of science is
sort of proving that it does have an effect on things as
well, like Clive Baxter's research like just having
certain conversations will excite the plants or having
certain intentions will scare the plants.
Yeah, and. It could be fake, though.
I don't know. They could have been a psyop
too, but let's say it was real. That's crazy.
I mean even like the CERN stuff that's going on and and all
that. Like it's crazy to me because I
think, well that I do this. I did a podcast, a couple of
them with a guy that does Mandela effects but with the
Bible and Oh my gosh, there is so many that changed that are so
crazy weird that you're just like, but that changes the whole
meaning. It's not like they changed one
little tiny word like and you know, it was the whole like the
lion and the lamb, you know, they laid down together.
No, they didn't. Guess what?
It's a wolf now. It's a wolf.
And I'm like. Yeah, one word will change it
all. Like that guy who is a boxer, he
says on If you listen to it, it says I am God.
And then if you listen to it in the headphones it says I'm with
God. So like there's some sort of
like manipulation happening through the and that one word I
am or I'm with is two different things.
What do you think they're doing with?
What do you think they're doing with that?
Well, I think it's setting it up the whole large.
I caught the large hard on Collider.
I just 'cause I I didn't actually mean to say that as.
My my audience will laugh. They're going to hook people up
to it, and so they're going to hook someone up so it does that.
That circle where they're finding the matter, whatever
they're hooked up, I they're probably already doing it, but
they're hooking people up to it, though.
So it's going to be like it's going to get wild.
I don't know what they're doing. I don't know if he was real
because it's. I can't find actual proof, but
the guy that supposedly jumped into it and the lady, have you
heard about this? No way.
Because that's what that three body problem was sort of about.
This is what they say, this is what they say.
And I can't find physical proof, but there's like this whole
story on the Internet and podcasts about it and all this
wild stuff and I'm like, holy cow, why, why is this?
And. But I can't find proof, so I've
never, like, brought it up. You know what I'm saying?
I mean, I don't. Know how you can jump into it
because it's like closed. Edward Mantel.
No, he was a scientist. And then he killed himself.
Edward Mantel. In there, Yeah, I mean, they
probably did. They probably sacrificed them or
something. Like, who knows?
Because every single government, kind of like when the whole
world locked down, they all agreed to be in this together.
And same thing with CERN. Every single government has
agreed we're in this together here.
And so you can't pinpoint who's running this thing.
Yeah, because everybody's working together on it.
It's connected to the Internet. It's the World Wide Web.
And yeah, it's crazy. It's so it's so wild because
even if you got the answers, I still think like just like
Saddam Hussein and Bush, you know they were friends and they
everybody doesn't know that. Like they had dinner together, I
think right before 911 happened, right.
Wasn't it the night before? But anyways they were friends
and and then all of a sudden, right, they're not you know.
So even when you do know, you don't know.
Like, they mix it up all the time.
And I think it's all about who they're going to sacrifice, you
know, at that point, who drew the short straw, so to speak.
I don't know why they let little little pieces out, like even
Bohemian Grove, that whole thing.
I'm like, I don't know though, like, how'd he get in there?
And why was he allowed to spill this without, you know, being
expunged, we'll say. And I mean, there's like so many
people go there. It's crazy.
Yeah, yeah. And you're just standing back
going, well, if this is really happening and they didn't want
us to know, I don't think we would know.
Right. Yeah, a lot of multiple
truthers, I guess. Go there.
It's crazy. Yeah, it's wild.
What's your favorite? What's your most blown moment
where you were like, Oh my gosh, like what?
Oh, I mean, the Mandela Effect thing freaked me out.
When I first learned about that, I was like, Oh my God, the
reality. I don't know.
I think. I I think what it what what
blows, blows me away is I was so certain that the Shab Shabbos
was on a certain day and ended a certain day and I was 100%
certain. Like it was like, no, it's just
Friday, not Saturday, just Friday.
Right. Right.
And I was like an adult. And then my dad's like, no, it's
Friday and Saturday. But I was so sure I I was, I
knew I was right. And then I was like, oh, I'm not
right about that. It's Friday and Saturday and so
then I was like, oh damn, I got like, I'm so confident and I
know something, but I could be absolutely wrong.
So that was. Pretty.
Or yeah, maybe it was a Mandela thing and they changed it.
Maybe that. I bet you that's probably what
it is. It's so weird when that happens.
It is the weirdest feeling when you absolutely know something
and it and and it's not, you know, you're like, wait, what?
Like the lion and the lamb? That blew my mind because I knew
for a fact and it's not now. And I'm like, what?
That's so weird. What?
And. Another thing, too, was when I I
had a struggle I couldn't figure out and I prayed about it and
that helped. That, like, opened me up to a
new world of possibilities. So most of the whoa, whoa like
whoa comes from life experiences, I think.
Yeah, yeah, no, I totally agree. IA 100% agree on that cause you
you learn, you learn things that you think you already knew for
sure, for sure. Like how you were an atheist for
a bit and then you're like, oh shoot, what?
Like wait, OK, maybe not, you know?
And then I think I. Was because society told me to
do that. It wasn't even me because I
wasn't. Just society pushed me so hard
that only smart people did that because I I wasn't.
And then yeah. Well, and that's what they're
doing now with like the the trans movement, the gay
movement. Like, I feel like they're
pushing that on people that some people are, but I feel like some
people aren't, you know, And they're going with that flow
because everybody is like, I've got teenagers and literally
every teenager ever now, especially girls, they're all
gay. Every single one.
Yeah, I've yeah, it's it's it's what?
It's the whole the the whole agenda is one thing, But also
like, the truth of the matter of that topic is so deep.
It's not that simple of yo, you're this or this or this.
It's like much more complex. People have different, like,
fetishes or whatever. People like are attracted to
different things. Then there's a universal truth
of certain things. It's they've did this study,
which is a little sauce. This is like something I've been
studying actually. This is a very interesting topic
I think and it's such a like a like a scary topic too.
But just the number one drive of biological life is procreating,
right? Like that's the number one drive
of everything. And I've we've been studying a
lot of different books on it, some by Google people.
So it's sauce. But if it's true, it's
interesting how Google pretty much documented everybody's
search history of what they look at on certain websites that
Kanye's going to maybe be releasing some new websites.
I mean, that's how Kim Kardashian has my ex-wife became
famous was through this. You like how I'm tiptoeing?
Or the tape. Yeah, the.
Tape. And so.
I mean, it's such a a fascinating topic.
I've been listening to this. I've been, I've listened to so
many like books on it from different perspectives that that
it would be a great video, I think.
But oh. Yeah, definitely.
Well, and at some point, I mean. It gets scary, though.
It gets scary when you look at the truth of things.
Yeah, because they have to have something on everyone, right?
They have to have to control people.
And some people will just be like, I don't care, like the one
guy that was the pastor's son, the big, big guy, what's his
name? I can't remember.
But they nailed him and they were like he was cooking with
some lady and. Well, so that become a very
popular thing because of what are we watching?
We're so me watching two people procreate.
On I'll have to beep that you're better than yes.
Yeah, well, I don't know what I I'm just trying.
To Yeah. No, I should have been careful,
Yeah. But watching that is being
cocked in a sense, right? It's you're, it's voyeurism,
it's you're watching this. So now that is sort of
interesting and all these different like it's so it's such
a an interesting topic because I grew up in Vegas, so this was
pushed on me since I was in elementary school.
Like it was all over Vegas. Like the magazines, the
pamphlets, the billboards all going to dinner, the cocktail
waitresses and so, but so him coming out that way, you'd be
surprised how many more people actually are into that, that
it's shocking some of these statistics that are coming out.
It's. Well, and I think it's funny
what he finally did is he finally said do it because he
didn't want to be blackmailed anymore.
So he was just like, I don't care.
And I thought that was so funny because I mean it.
He was over like this really big Christian School and everything,
and it was his dad's deal. I wish I could remember the
pastor's name. He's a big, huge deal.
But I just thought it was funny that he finally, like, exited
out of it by saying and what? And so here's the thing, at the
end of the day, like, whatever you're doing, whatever you're
watching, especially digitally or whatever is happening, but
always there is someone watching, right?
Like there's always someone that you either told or something.
Somehow the this stuff always gets out.
Always. Always.
So the best way to keep yourself out of some trouble like that is
just don't get involved in it. You know, if you would be
embarrassed to have somebody find your search history, like,
maybe just don't go to that. Like, just leave that alone.
But even if so, but even if so, 'cause we all are human.
And even sometimes you're doing it, 'cause you're like curious,
like, what does that mean or whatever And accidentally,
right? Like maybe you don't know the
slang or whatever, and you go check it out.
Like, who cares? Everybody makes mistakes.
Like, whatever happened. Unless it's certain ages of
things like that's a hard line for me, but and like animals,
because that is just so wrong, because they are innocent, you
know? You'd be surprised by the
statistics of how many people had relations with their pets.
It's crazy it like I was. I'm listening to this book
about. Yeah, this.
It's called like, the Pragmatist Guide of something like that.
And like, they were going through that chapter, they were
freaking out reading it. They're like, what the heck?
Like, yeah. But it's true like we have to
understand like, like certain things are certainly taboo.
But as as we become more like the American dream, Americanized
okay people that have everything they want or everything they
need, and all your needs are met and everything is done,
therefore you have so much more time to do whatever, right?
And then the hot cocktail waitress is no longer a big deal
and him liking another guy is no longer a big deal.
So it's got to get bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger
till it's so weird that you're like why is there an octopus
involved in this? Because that's weird.
Like and and you you understand humanly, like shock and awe, but
like also like uh oh like I get, I get how he maybe spiraled down
like that's that's also so unhealthy.
Like these are people that probably need help and and
aren't getting it. Like you said, this goes back to
covering up things. This goes back to I want a piece
of everything. I don't just want a piece of
every woman or every man or all the women and men.
I want it all like. That's because it's so
gluttonous, right? Like.
No, it's it's it's wild and like.
And also it's sort of like you get certain countries where it's
illegal to be to be gay or to cheat.
And by doing that or if you're not married to like sleep with
someone, If you're not married, even though you will be executed
for that, people still do it. So I mean that so that human
nature. So yeah.
So that drive to Procreate, or even if it's not Procreate, but
that drive is so powerful and that's kind of what the
schooling system, the Mt VS all these different institutions
know. The mojo like Austin Powers.
I lost my mojo. This Oregon type energy.
They know this. That's why you in school, they
train kids. The weirdest things that like
why are you teaching people these weird that that's crazy.
Like, why do they need to know this?
Yeah, like what? But because they're charged,
though, with so much different hormones and so many things are
changing, that that is a way for the schooling system, which is
nothing more than the government is the public schooling system.
It's the government to keep them there, to question their
parents. Because what's going to make a
kid question mom and dad more than the boyfriend or the
girlfriend that they, you know, that they're attached to when
you're young, right? Like nothing.
Like I stole my dad's bar and like, moved in with a girl when
I was like 14 or something. You know, like, you're not going
to stop like that. So, like, but the scientific
elite understand that energy. Yeah, it's it's a it's a
fascinating topic. They understand us better than
we understand us. They understand the Bible better
than we understand the Bible. They understand a lot of things
better than we do. Because why?
Because they aren't watching TV 12 hours a day or some nonsense.
They're studying. This is, this is where the
elites go to these schools, you know?
And this has been for how long? You know, this has been for eons
of time. They go to these special
schools. They, you know, are learning
magical practices and different things which aren't necessarily
evil in themselves depending on what they are.
But also like, it's all about like perspective in their mind,
right? So they're going to this kind of
level and what do our kids doing?
They're watching like TikTok on how to make better ramen
noodles, you know. Or like witchcraft?
Like witchcraft is a huge thing. Yeah, yeah.
The TikTok. I've heard I've been banned off
TikTok 3-4 times. Which gives me.
A blessing, 'cause I don't know how it works.
Yeah, yeah, no. I've been in trouble on there
too already. Posting just simple things and I
don't know what they want, you know, or what I did or whatever,
but I get it. But I mean, this may goes back
to, have you ever seen the videos of the kids in China and
kindergarten? And they're like like perfectly
bouncing the balls like to to the next kid, to the next kid,
to the next kid. Like they're transferring and
they're like doing everything in synchronicity and they're like
perfectly following all the rules and they're making their
own lunch at lunch and they're like frying up stuff and they're
super self-sufficient already. And it was funny because this
one guy said if that was America in the ball thing, it would
never last for one minute because some kid would be like,
I hate balls and I don't want to touch that and I don't like the
texture. And that freaks me out.
And I had a trauma once and like, everything would fall
apart and no one would do it. But they're like on an upper
level. Same thing with mathematics.
I'm convinced that there is, like a literal, especially with
Common Core, a literal attack on Americans for these kind of
things. Like kids will say they hate
math before they really know what math is because their
parents hate math and they've heard them say that.
Right? Like, goes back to that
indoctrination that you were talking about.
But what does almost every big philosopher at the end of all
their travel say, like mathematics is the language to
God. Like there's a connection there.
They don't want you to figure that out and they don't want you
to. And.
And I'm no math expert myself, for sure, but I can see a
writing on the wall. I can see like, what do they
push in other countries? Hardcore.
They push math. They push math, you know, so
these other things, like they push in other countries other
than in America, they've got them focused on other stuff.
It's only here, it's like, we're this weird experiment, right?
Oh, big time. And I mean, China kicked George
Soros out in like the 80s. Everybody there wants to.
And once after they did that, more millionaires were created
there. So there's this whole like SIOP
happening right now, which is kind of crazy.
But that's not to say that that they're the ones to look at for
total leadership because like you said there's this structure
of order of the the ball thing or in Japan when Fukushima
happened, everyone was very orderly.
If that happened in America, people are going to be eating
each other just like in Haiti. So it's just like but also
America we are very angry and all that and very mean and not
nice. But we also, that attitude also
has gotten us through people who have sacrificed themselves to
have an America or freedom going to war and whatnot.
Yeah, brute meanness or whatever that gave us freedom.
So. And it's it's not better for
artistic value either. Like, I don't think it's
necessarily good. I just think it's they're doing
some weird experiment like, hey, let's do this over here and
let's do that over there and see what happens.
Like for no specific reason other than to just see.
I think they do this all the time.
I'm seeing this happening with South Korea.
So like America, we got this political correctness.
So our creativity has been smashed.
Like, I'm talking about certain topics, censoring myself,
censoring the creative process, creativity, all that has been
crushed. I mean, even there's movies, I
think it's Minority Report. We're just looking at pieces of
art is legal in the future and in South Korea, which is
interesting. Their films are like awesome
like that are coming out. They're very creative.
Unlike in America, America, we have not made a good film in a
while. There's a couple maybe but it's
not you know. But in South Korea, even though
the the films are great, I can see the programming of the South
Koreans in the films where they're telling them to go
against their parents every single.
Because I'm a big fan of all their films, I think that
they're the best film makers right now.
Cinematography, the way they filmed, the way they edit, the
way they story tell. But I noticed in every single
one, there's a reoccurring pattern recognition theme of the
children or being eaten by zombies because the parents
don't care about them and they want them to learn math.
They want them to learn what brought them to high IQ.
They that is a bad thing, which is maybe like let the parents be
more individualistic. Maybe it's a good thing or a bad
thing. I'm not saying it's good or bad.
I'm just saying I noticed this pattern and if you know anything
about Hollywood films that when you see that like pattern,
there's an agenda. So there's an agenda happening
with that. So I.
Don't from from cartoons on because this starts in Disney.
They they start getting rid of the moms or the dads or whoever
right away. Like, and I can tell you from my
own experience and I didn't share this before, but like my I
have a daughter that has a strange for me and this is not
something special just to me. This is like happening.
Like when it first happened to me, I mean, I was so devastated
because she met a guy and he's great and he doesn't like us and
that's it. And they got married and it's
been five years. It's like not a phase.
This has been a long time. And so now at this point, I've
learned to like, OK, I'm waiting.
I'm praying, I'm doing all that. But like, you can't force.
But I'm seeing it more and more and more all around me.
And since I speak out about it because no one does, because
then I must be a bad mom. I must be a horrible person.
I must be everything she says I am.
And more so parents don't talk about it because they don't want
to be judged. Like, oh, you know, did you hear
about her kids, You know? And I don't lie.
I don't say, yeah, she moved away and we just don't get to
see her. It would be so easy, you know,
But I don't because other people are going through it too.
And then maybe you can help them.
But you join these like groups on Facebook or whatever, and
there's so many people in there and it goes from everything from
people like me who I'm like, I definitely wasn't perfect.
I had all these issues like, blah, blah, blah, blah, all the
way down the line to people that were like, we don't know what
happened one day. They just left, you know, like
we gave them everything and there's no, there's no bottom
line. But I can see it being pushed
more and more and more it it's all about destruction.
She's 28, so. She's young.
I mean, she's gotten married without me.
She had a baby without me. She knew I almost died.
Not last year, but the year before.
Literal, like in the hospital. On my deathbed.
Nope. Nope.
Did not break it. And I was like, that was the one
where I was like, OK, well, I don't know if this is going to
work out. Like, I hope so someday.
But, like, he's a pilot. He comes from a banking family.
Like, there's red flags everywhere.
And he knows how weird I am and what I talk about, conspiracies
and weirdo stuff. So I'm.
Sure. You know, everybody's on their
own journey and my family, I I got them stories too.
And it breaks my heart sometimes where I think, I think I'm
responsible for certain things, but I'm not responsible.
Only thing I'm responsible for is my attitudes and my actions
and also everything that happens in God's world, even good, bad,
ugly, Everything that is happening in God's world is
happening for a reason. That once I can have acceptance
over whatever it is, it's very stoic and no.
And I'm talking like about family members that are in
addiction that, you know, like I have no control over anything,
but I can show up and be loving. And because all I got got is my
attitude and my action and love is patient.
Love is kind. Corinthians, I believe.
But yeah, yeah, And like every families dysfunctional.
There's not one functional family out there.
I've heard stories of, like, rich families that are just
crazy, like, dysfunctional. Yeah, nobody's perfect.
Yeah, for sure. But the grace has been thrown
out the window for the people. I think in this time frame,
like, well, you should have been perfect.
You're toxic. You're a toxic person.
No, No reasoning behind, like, my mom was toxic and I
understand that. So was my dad.
He was in prison. Like, I mean, there was all
these problems, but like, I have the wherewithal to say, well
Dang, look at her parents. Well Dang, look what she went
through. Well Dang, no wonder, you know.
And to be graceful, right, you have to learn that like, well,
she did the best with what she had, you know, and not be angry
or resentful because it gets you nowhere.
You have to grow. Which is why my, my whole thing
is called unfiltered rise. Because I I want to rise above
it. Like, I want to show people, you
know, you can rise up, you can, you can forgive that parent.
Maybe they were totally imperfect and sucked.
But you know what? Now is a different day.
Today is a different day. We each are given, you know, the
ability to let go, like, let it go and fix it.
Like you're hurting everyone around you, 'cause it's not just
me anymore. It's her brothers and sisters.
It's, you know, her kid that she had.
Like it. Everybody's affected, right?
Like my mom. Like every it.
It affects everything. It's never just one person.
And so if you don't try to work it out with people or talk to
people and you just do that full cut off a lot, this is really
popular. Like, I'm done.
I'm cutting them off. Yeah, protecting me, protecting
me. I got to protect me.
But here's the problem. You're not fixing it.
If you go to, if I come to you, if I say, hey, I'm mad at you
for this or whatever, even if I'm not the best way I should
be, but then, you know, you know what you did or what, how they
feel like there's a back and forth and hopefully a
resolution. But if there's just nothing one
day, then how are you going to fix anything?
You can't. It's juvenile, kind of.
And it's really being pushed. And I just think it's
destruction. Family.
Yeah. Yeah, it's it's I want to get.
I want to do my recovery podcast and talk about.
That, yeah, for sure, I'm. Dealing with like real life
stuff and that's. Yeah, yeah.
Well, how we? Yeah, it's.
Yeah, move above it and and. I like the the rise above it
too, with all the things you're saying, letting go and taking
the right action. So I I got a fun one.
I know we're getting towards the top of our time.
Do you think it's the lizard people?
But I'm serious. Like you think it's like like.
Like like, well, it's so like the what I'll say about it is
that we have a reptilian brain which gets activated through
narcissism. Sales people, pimps just mean
people trolls on the Internet. What they do is they will
activate your reptilian brain. And that's just people in
general, just people trying to manipulate and get their way.
They'll be like, right? That's my impression.
Yell that somewhat. Then you're like whoa.
Then you become reactive and not responsive and then they will
give you a solution. Well, if you do this, then we're
good. Like, oh, OK, I'll, I'll do
that. I'm sorry.
Right. Like, oh, oh, I'll buy that
product or I'll, I'll vote for that person.
Or yeah, I'll join that cause because you have just been hit
with amygdala, amygdala effect or whatever.
Amygdala, I can't even say the word.
But it's departed the brain. Amygdala, amygdala, amygdala I
gets hijacked. And so reading, being patient,
praying, forgiving all that stuff reactivates the prefrontal
cortex of the brain. You know, pretty much getting
away from that reptilian brain. But on another level, not just
the manipulation of trolls on the Internet trying to do that.
Or then you got institutions, which aren't human doing this as
well. So when we walk into a grocery
store, the first thing that you do is you see the chicken in the
front, because that's not there for you to eat.
That's there for you to smell. So when you walk in, then your
senses get hijacked. Then you want food.
So you'll buy more while you're buying the food.
The music's playing. The music's always about I'm
going to provide for the family, right?
And then you're like, I'm going to buy this for the and you
start thinking about stuff and buying ridiculous stuff.
I'm always buying ridiculous. Why am I buying this like it's a
weird type of Slim Jim like that I've never would like I didn't
come here for that. So we're being manipulated on so
many different levels if so when I think about reptilian kind of
thing, I'm kind of instead of looking out there I'm kind of
trying to look within like I think that's a a big thing.
Becoming aware is a a huge thing of our own.
Like reptile, right? No, it's it's true.
I think there's multiple DNA pieces inside of us, right, that
are prone to certain things like that Luciferian brain where you
know, you want certain things or or you're going to be a certain
way versus another way, right. And and why that happens, I
mean, I'm super conspiratorial on, but also I get it on a
normal rational level, like I'm there too, You know, Like I can
see both sides of it because, I mean, it's got to mean
something. They have so much DNA that they
call junk DNA that they have no idea what's going on with us.
No, they do. They just don't want to tell us.
Well, like I'm addicted to nicotine.
So like I chew nicotine gum and I have a vape, which I don't
vape but I got one because like I've been stressed out.
But like during this podcast, I wasn't doing it that much even
though I wanted to. So I just kept drinking this
water every time I wanted to get the nicotine, because the
nicotine is the same receptors of the brain telling me I'm
thirsty. So if I don't smoke a cigarette
or cigar, hit the vape or chew the gum, my body and brain is
telling me I'm going to actually die if I don't of the nicotine
because it's activating the same thing as water.
Water is like the most important thing.
You need that more so than anything, you know?
Absolutely. And so that's the same.
So I'm aware of it. So I've been just drinking this
water more through it, but that's just another thing of
like I've like, how can I tell people what to do when I can't
even get off? You're not telling people what
to do. You're just giving examples of
what you've gone through, right? Like, that's different.
That's a different thing. So we can all do that.
And you know what I always say is people can take that or leave
it. It's fine.
Like you don't have to think how I think, but here's what I think
and we can all be respectful of that.
We need to be more respectful of that and be less, you know, set,
like you said about set in our minds, you know, your
personality is formed pretty much by the time you're six
years old. Everything solidified in there
doesn't mean you can't make changes, but there's triggers in
your brain. So oral fixation is one.
I'm sure you know this like oral fixation goes back to why you're
you're doing something repetitively, you know, because
to you that's happening over and over again to somebody else it
might be some other thing, you know, tapping your foot,
clicking your pen, whatever, whatever.
And I see it and and if you look this up I don't know if you have
already. But in people that are seekers
and do have a certain IQ level or or, it doesn't have to just
be IQ, it can be curiosity or whatever.
But the people that are more tend to be like that.
They usually have these things. They're like nail biters or
they're OCD something. It's a thing.
And so with like friends and family that are like high IQ,
they do that, yeah. Look at Einstein.
Look at. Look at a lot of.
These was always like smoking. Yeah, They have something that's
like a repetitive nature thing because most of us are OCD.
That's why we're going to seek, right?
That's why we're not going to be, that's.
Interesting. Yeah, so there's like studies on
this because like I said, I work in mental health, so that's my
little weird tangent. But, and also on the nicotine
gum, crack at once, put it in your cheek and let it absorb
through your buccal mucosa and it actually works better, they
say. So if you crack it and and not
chew it, yeah, that's what they say.
I don't know for sure, but that's what people tell me.
And then you can leave it in there sometimes, like while
you're doing stuff or whatever, but they just say that absorbs
into your system better that way, so.
To help. To help with that, yeah.
And and this has been fun, I I really enjoyed our talk.
I could talk to you all day. I know you're probably at that
point where you're wanting to get going because we're past the
hour and I I. Don't.
Oh no. It's all good.
Yeah.
I've got a friend coming coming over from Hawaii.
Have fun. So I want to make sure I clean
up. A little, yeah, of course, of
course. And I'd love to do it again
anytime I. Would love to have you want to
cover the symbolism of and all that that would be.
Awesome. I got some pictures for you, so
I'll bring my slideshow. So anytime don't thank you.
Let them know one more time where they can find you in all
of your wonderful work. You can find me at doe-nut.com
or just look up Doughnut DOENUT Donut Factory on YouTube.
And IG, he's all over. He's all over the place.
I think probably X. Are you on X2?
Yeah. And so lots of fun, you guys.
You have like some really cool graphics.
Obviously people are sending you cool stuff, so it's kind of fun.
And then your show as well. So awesome.
I thank you so much for coming on.
Have a good one. Bye.