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Let's go, Heidi. 
Love in the house, dropping 

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knowledge and facts from 
covering the truth. 

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No need for acting like she 
ain't afraid to speak the mind. 

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Breaking through the lies. 
Rising up with love. 

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Taking us to new highs. 
We're living in a world full of 

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secrets and deceit. 
But Heidi's here to expose 

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bringing truth to the beast. 
She's got a message spreading it

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far and wide. 
From addiction to hope. 

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She's on the other side. 
Hello everyone, and welcome to 

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another episode of The 
Unfiltered Rice With me Heidi 

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Love the day I have with me 
Donut. 

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But he says it way better than I
do. 

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Donut. 
Yes, you know my daughter heard 

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you when I was listening and she
goes, I like that he said that 

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cool. 
She's 10, you know. 

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What? 
That, Yeah. 

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Well. 
You know that kids, tell the 

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truth, you. 
Know. 

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Yep. 
She loved it. 

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She was like, who's that? 
That's cool. 

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I'm like, well, I'll tell him 
you said that today. 

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Yo, what up? 
Yes, so Donut, for the fans that

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don't know who you are, and I'm 
pretty sure most of them do, 

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tell us a little about how you 
fell down the rabbit hole and 

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what you're all about. 
Oh man, The rabbit hole. 

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The donut hole. 
It's been a long journey of 

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questioning authority as a kid 
in Vegas. 

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Me and my friends were way more 
educated than the adults. 

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Maybe that had something to do 
with we had computers, AOL and 

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stuff like that. 
So we were able to read and 

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research topics. 
I would go travel to Berkeley, I

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guess, when it was actually a 
free speech place and buy 

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things, buy books, questioning 
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And I remember seeing in 
Berkeley was weird. 

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A picture of George Bush mixed 
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And for some reason that 
symbolism, it clicked in my 

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young brain. 
And I was like, oh, OK, yeah, 

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that makes sense. 
It's like the same team. 

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It's like a a WCW match. 
And then I keep on, you know, 

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growing up listening to music 
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Jewish, the rabbis would tell me
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And then I'll be like, oh, OK 
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and I would tell them there's no
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And they would say there are 
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So I'd go back to the temple and
be like, you guys are wrong, 

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there are dinosaurs. 
So I was always questioning the 

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authority and I then I got 
introduced to Jordan Maxwell and

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that was a huge learning about 
the symbolism and I was like, 

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wow, this is so amazing. 
And it just got kept on going 

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and going and what not. 
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Awesome. 
Well, that's good, because that 

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means you're probably pretty 
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the BS, right? 
Like, that's a gift. 

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Oh yeah, I mean, I'm not that 
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I've fell for a lot of these 
traps. 

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There's thousands of traps set 
up for us to really screw our 

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lives up and I fell into a lot 
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throughout my life and so I'm 
not perfect, but. 

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But now you're wicked smart. 
I am wicked smart now. 

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You can tell I listen to your 
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Wicked smart. 
And so, I mean, of course we all

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fall down the rabbit hole to 
other things we shouldn't. 

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There's a lot of little detours 
along the way, but that's what 

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makes us who we are, you know? 
And so I think, yeah, I think 

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you grow from all of that and 
then hopefully you have enough 

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wisdom to pass down to the next 
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to fall quite so hard. 
Hopefully that's what we all 

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hope anyway. 
I think those of us in the 

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community, I know you're a true 
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I mean that's like huge for the 
community and and trying to pass

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it down the line because who 
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know? 
Yeah, it's a spiritual 

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principle. 
Honesty and searching for the 

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truth is like I'm is being 
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And not just out here in this 
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world as well-being honest with 
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A lot of people that are, let's 
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honest with their own feelings. 
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mentally with mental health and 
a lot of it gets covered up 

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through addiction and like we 
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so I I'm always, I was on this 
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into recovery and sobriety and 
that's a whole another truth 

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journey that's more of an 
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Then once I started doing the 
videos, I was already on this 

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other journey. 
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controlling the world, but also 
internally how that is like how 

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am I being regulated through 
these things. 

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So that's that's been a big 
truth process too. 

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That's probably not spoken 
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always tell people there's only 
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that's your attitudes and your 
actions. 

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Yeah, Which is all individual, 
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Agreed. 
Because you can't control what 

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happens to you, but you can't 
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And of course, we all handle 
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I definitely am guilty of that. 
I'm a little bit of a hot head. 

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I got too much Irish or 
something, But but we all got to

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go backward to like, oh, I can 
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And now make a new path, you 
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But I do think as a truther, I 
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stress because we, we see 
through the the like, OK, normal

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people go to a movie. 
We're at a movie. 

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And even if you're not doing 
like research or anything, 

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right, you're like inundated 
with like revelation of the 

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method, just coming at me like 
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It's like a weird, it's a little
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Yeah, so once I learned about 
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around or maybe earlier, I would
go to a family house, they'd 

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play the football game and I'm 
just like look at all this 

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Saturn symbolism in the in the 
commercials and all this. 

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And I tried to explain it and 
everyone laughed at me and I 

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just more isolated. 
So it is an isolating journey, 

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but within that isolation 
sometimes you can find, 

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especially when you find people 
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paranoid. 
American. 

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It's it's nice that it's not all
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of the day, we are all alone. 
And that's why it's good to have

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a connection to God and that or 
whatever that is. 

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That's helped me out. 
I agree. 

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I would not have made it through
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And I was lucky enough to figure
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with Mormon God, just because my
parents were kind of Jack 

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Mormon, which means they didn't 
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But then I was a ward of the 
court, 'cause my dad went to 

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prison and stuff, And then so my
grandma adopted me and she was 

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super Mormon. 
But I already had that basis, 

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right? 
Once you have the basis, you've 

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got it for life. 
You can tap into that again. 

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And I think you're right. 
It's huge. 

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Yeah. 
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But that's The thing is that if 
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whatever that is, to whoever 
that is, I know people get upset

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about that, but I'm in recovery.
So do you. 

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We get a lot of different people
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mean, from all different aspects
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Agnostic, atheist, Muslim, 
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Buddhist, whatever, you know, So
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God, you know, for everybody 
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But if you answer to that, which
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life, a spiritual life, really 
like a how Jesus lived his life,

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right? 
Like honesty, brotherly love, 

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faith, stuff like this, 
forgiveness. 

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If you answer to that, then 
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tyranny. 
So that's why that's a big 

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problem. 
I applaud that. 

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Yeah, that's truth. 
Because we all have to be 

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respectful. 
Like I was telling you before we

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started, like I do another show 
with a guy constantly and he's 

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an atheist, ex Mormon, and I'm a
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But it brings all like all these
different sides to it, right? 

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And so I I don't care, but some 
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cause for me, I'm not Christian 
enough for the Christian 

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podcast. 
But I'm also, I don't know if 

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I'm downward enough for some of 
the woo woo and I'm in the 

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middle somewhere weird, because 
I love conspiracy. 

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And so I'm not just all about 
one thing, you know, I'm all 

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over the board. 
But as truth seekers, I think 

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that's the best way to, you 
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I've gone down. 
Like you said, even if you don't

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get through your version of God 
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to somebody else, it's really 
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It's all about how you are 
inside yourself, treating other 

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people like that's how it should
be, You know, say irrelevant 

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what someone else does, really. 
Like that Mormon guy who I 

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prayed with my ex girlfriend's 
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He never pushed, 'cause I was 
raised Jewish, became atheist 

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after my bar mitzvah, and I was 
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was wicked smart, right? 
That's what all the wicked smart

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people were saying. 
Yeah, so edgy and and if 

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somebody told me, yo, you need 
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If someone tells me, for 
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when I said smash the like 
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know, like people like I'm very 
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So if somebody was going to say,
oh you need to to go to this 

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church or this God or this 
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to be like, Nah, but this guy, 
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prayer where we're holding hands
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Jesus give make us strong for 
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I've never experienced anything 
like that before and and I felt 

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that I felt like some power 
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it on me. 
That was the only time was right

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for food. 
But that was it And and it 

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planted like a seed of like, oh 
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some some spirituality 
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You know, and so that's my 
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that's work like with me, Yeah, 
I don't know if that makes any 

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sense. 
No, it did make sense because I 

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mean, we have so. 
Spiritual Hallelujah this part. 

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Hallelujah. 
Yeah, that's good though. 

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What? 
Does Hallelujah mean? 

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Is that? 
We're shouting out to the Lord, 

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right? 
Praise. 

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God, praise God. 
Yeah, we well and and it's just 

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a joyful statement, too. 
Like, I feel like it. 

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It brings that in. 
But I try to always inundate 

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that. 
Like I said, whether it be, I'll

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even joke with my atheist 
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Like one time when we did our 
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going to go on together, I made 
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I usually try and dress up a 
little bit, but I wore my Black 

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Sabbath T-shirt and I was like, 
yeah, we're doing this today and

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I mean, I'll do funny stuff like
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Yeah, this. 
Is Salem's Lot. 

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It's a comedy. 
It's like, there you go, my 

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graphics. 
I buy all these T-shirts 

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whenever he makes 1. 
Awesome. 

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Yeah, that's actually. 
I'm supposed to have one on the 

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background. 
I don't know what happened there

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here. 
I might hurry and put it back on

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while we chat. 
It went away. 

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I think he probably. 
There we go. 

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Oh. 
My goodness, yeah. 

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So my friend, she, she made that
for me. 

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She's she was a fan and she drew
that for me and I was like, Oh 

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my goodness, I I I'm so grateful
for for that. 

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I. 
Didn't I? 

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Didn't I didn't tell her, you 
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But these are all the topics 
they talk about, and this is one

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of. 
The No, I I caught it. 

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It was so cool and it looks so 
much like you. 

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I thought it was very well. 
Done. 

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So that's why. 
So shout out to her. 

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Yeah. 
Oh awesome. 

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Yeah, heck yeah. 
This. 

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Is another fan drew this? 
And another fan drew awesome. 

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Like all. 
These wonderful fans. 

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That's what inspired. 
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there when we came on, but I 
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I could have asked for like your
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I'll just put it on and then 
surprise him. 

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But you know, Stupid Stream Yard
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move it. 
So it is. 

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It goes on there. 
However Stream Yard decides. 

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But or I'd move it around a 
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don't know, like Donut, how did 
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Well, I was in California doing 
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mentored by a an old school DJI 
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branding and I was just going by
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going to try out this and I went
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I was like, I'm going to change 
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working at Costco selling air 
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I was vaping before vaping was a
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scared. 
Inside the store. 

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I was I was miserable too. 
Like my life. 

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I was like mentally miserable. 
I did not want to work that. 

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I wanted to do my videos and 
video editing and then like 

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whenever I have, I had a thought
it'd be cool to write doughnut 

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like dough like money or what up
though or just that's like 

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dough, yo, what up though? 
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that and people loved it. 
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people loved it. 
People were calling me doughnut.

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And then when the lockdowns 
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I was working for a geopolitical
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So I was putting out information
of connecting it to free Masonic

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symbolism or the royal symbolism
or you know, And then my channel

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just grew. 
That's. 

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Awesome. 
It was a weird time. 

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The lockdowns. 
Were weird. 

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Yeah, it it was weird. 
There's so many. 

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They're trying to bring that 
back. 

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Oh yeah. 
I'm not. 

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I'm not about it. 
I never gave any poison. 

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I never took any poison. 
I read right through those 

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lines, even though I wasn't. 
I was not fully awake. 

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What they what's happening is 
that these like global elites I 

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guess is a good term or 
Illuminati. 

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They go after groups. 
So right now they're going after

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certain groups before they go 
after certain groups. 

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So right now they it's like the 
Jews they're going after pretty 

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much. 
But before that it was the 

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Mexicans with the ice camps or 
after that it was Black Lives 

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Matter. 
It was black people. 

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You go to people's imprinting 
because that's different than 

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conditioning where you're 
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group. 
The next one, I don't know, it's

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probably going to be Christian. 
That's probably going to be the 

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next 1. 
So it's this Lucian Festival. 

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But then after they do all that,
then they got to do a group Luci

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festival and that's what that 
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The whole that was the whole 
world. 

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Everyone was together in on it. 
But we're all in it together. 

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Yeah, that was what they were 
saying. 

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And then right when it ended, 
let's all do these bloodshed 

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rituals and go to war. 
So yeah, there's a lot going on.

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It's crazy. 
Oh, I I agree 100%. 

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And this is going to lead me 
into one of my questions is who 

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are they? 
Right. 

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Like everybody says like, oh, 
you you know it's the 

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Illuminati. 
You know who it is. 

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It's this person. 
It's that person. 

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Oh, who is they? 
You know, like, and and I always

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think it's funny, 'cause even if
you my grandpa, he was kind of a

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juvenile delinquent and and it 
and it lasted for a long time. 

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And my grandma used to say she 
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was the hardest one. 
And so, like, he used to say all

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the time, yeah, he would say, 
you know, people that he would 

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meet people sometimes. 
And and my uncles were all like 

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1 percenters, like bikers and 
stuff. 

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And he would always say, you 
know, these people that come in 

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and brag, 'cause I can't 
remember who I met one time and 

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they were like, oh, I've been to
jail. 

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I've done this, I've done that. 
He and my grandpa was sitting 

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there just giving him the evil 
eye. 

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And he said, that guy is a punk.
And I said, why would you say 

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that? 
And he said because nobody 

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that's anybody would ever say 
anything about anything. 

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And he's like, because the truth
is, is if you know their name, 

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they're not in charge, just like
the mob, you don't know who 

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really runs that. 
And so yeah. 

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Wonderful, wonderful breakdown. 
Yeah, that's exactly it. 

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Who are they? 
You know, there's different. 

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I've. 
I listen to everybody. 

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I keep an open ear policy and 
I'll hear certain people say 

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it's this group, but then I say 
what group are you affiliated 

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with? 
Oh wow, they're affiliated with 

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this group who hates this group.
OK, well then that I'm not going

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to really. 
I'll listen to everything they 

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say, but I'll understand that 
they're biased. 

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People listening to me or like, 
understand that I can be biased 

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as well. 
Everybody has some printing and 

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right now where I'm at with it, 
if you're researching like I was

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researching it as there's this 
Illuminati, it's coming from 

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that point of view, secret 
society point of view, which I 

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still stand with. 
It's very Satanic and I don't 

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think it has anything to do 
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A certain group, a certain 
religion, because all these 

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people in power seem to be 
working with every other order 

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of every religion. 
So religion is used as a 

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camouflage. 
So a lot of truthers they'll 

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they'll everyone leads everyone 
in the direction that fits their

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narrative. 
So it gets very complicated. 

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That's why I don't know and I'm 
still learning. 

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I think that would probably be 
the best way for me to continue 

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my researches is that. 
But I like to listen to people 

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who don't have a biased and who 
can look at all this different, 

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these different groups, people 
blaming, everyone's blaming the 

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people. 
And that's why I loved about 

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Jordan Maxwell is he never went 
after the people. 

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He was very clear about that. 
He says, OK, I'm going to talk 

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about the Vatican now. 
I'm not talking about the 

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Catholic people or I'm talking 
about the Jews. 

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I'm not talking about the 
people. 

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I'm talking about like the the 
tippity top. 

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And so I always respected him 
for that because I understand 

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that's true. 
And then you get Kanye or a lot 

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of other people who point, blame
and blanket people like the 

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whole group. 
Then I'm just like grossed out 

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by that because I'm like Red 
flag Illuminati, you know what I

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mean? 
I don't have the button 

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illuminati confirmed I don't 
have it. 

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But also, once you're set up in 
a belief system, yo no, this is 

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the truth. 
Like, this is it. 

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You're not going to change. 
Like, you can't really change 

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people's minds on stuff because 
people have belief systems or or

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their research? 
If so, like if they're 

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researching, wow, this is 
ancient cults, ancient Satanic 

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cults that have been around 
since the Hammurabi code, right?

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You're going to see, oh wow, 
you're going to look at the the,

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the world differently than 
somebody that is just woken up 

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since 9:11 and has been 
researching the paper trail, 

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which will lead you to some real
facts. 

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So I like to have open air 
policy and listen to everybody 

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I'm babbling on. 
I like it. 

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I like it well and I even the 13
families that are point blank, 

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you know, you hear OK, 
Rockefellers, blah, blah, blah. 

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All these people, right? 
Like I it goes back to what my 

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grandpa said. 
Like, no, you know their names 

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too well. 
And the ones that I know and I 

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don't want to get kicked off of 
here, they're all very Italian 

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in nature and and there's 
thirteen of those too. 

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And so. 
But. 

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I. 
Thought that gets left out, 

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right? 
Like who hired the Rothschilds? 

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Yeah. 
Who put them point blank? 

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Yeah, they were hired. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah, like the mob bosses that 
go to prison. 

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They're not the ones running the
show. 

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They just think they are. 
They might think they are, but 

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really there's people pulling 
the strings you never heard of 

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somewhere like. 
Yeah, yeah. 

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That's why I got a It's weird. 
It's it's weird. 

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It's weird. 
And I mean. 

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Not an expert in the bloodlines,
but it is absolutely through 

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symbology is absolutely 
important. 

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Oh, yeah, The symbols tell 
everything. 

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Like I think, I think right now,
especially because so much has 

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gone underground, right. 
Like, I I don't know, it's it's 

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pretty wild. 
Who do you think would be, like 

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most influential with symbology,
I guess at this time? 

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I mean, to me. 
Yeah, to you this is all you 

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know us just conjecture. 
I like Jordan Maxwell. 

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Michael Tasarian. 
That's about it. 

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Gotcha. 
Yeah. 

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To spell truth. 
And then you know, when you're 

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seeing things like all the 
scams, like, I mean, it's 

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something new every day. 
Like you know, one thing goes 

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wrong. 
So then baptize Russell Brand 

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like I know I don't know well. 
He's like holding the roses 

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right. 
So in the roses, the symbol of 

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the bloodline, it's the the Rose
line. 

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You can see the Rose line and 
the loo at at the loo you can 

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see it in the Da Vinci Code. 
So it's very symbolic, him 

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holding the Rose, him choosing 
which religion to join. 

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Because they want the world. 
They it's not that they want the

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world to go in a certain 
direction. 

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They know the world is going 
into a certain direction because

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of the disenchantment of the 
Faustian bargain that society 

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has taken on this deal with the 
devil of money, boats and hoes. 

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Excuse my. 
Language. 

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Boats and hoes. 
Boats and hoes. 

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I know that. 
Yeah, just simplify it. 

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That's what is pushed on the 
colt, pushed on the culture. 

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That's what is the definition of
success or being a man. 

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And so in that leaves and people
will get this, you get all these

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celebrities, the people will get
this and they won't be happy, 

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right. 
They get it, They're happy, but 

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they're disenchanted. 
And So what Spangler talked 

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about, which Henry Kissinger did
like a whole thesis on, was that

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Western man will eventually move
from this Faustian bargain to a 

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Dostoyevsky Christianity age. 
And so the elites like Henry 

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Kissinger, they understand the 
psychology of where society is 

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heading. 
And that's why I believe you got

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Russell Brand, you got Candace 
Owens, Ben Shapiro's, Andrew 

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Tate's. 
They all are choosing a a 

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certain side, a different side, 
right. 

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Russell Brand on the way he 
became. 

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But it's probably Christian, I'm
guessing. 

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I don't know. 
Yeah, I think it was, yeah. 

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Maybe it's in a Candace Owens 
Catholic, then Andrew Tate 

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Muslim, then Ben Shapiro, Jew. 
And so like, you got all these 

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Red Pill people all divided into
these different religions and 

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this is all for a reason. 
And the symbolism proves that 

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because they do stuff on the 
same time frame with A322 stamp 

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or holding the roses, it's 
crazy. 

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Yeah, so that's how I look at 
the world and it seems like it's

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crazy. 
But I I that's fine. 

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Whatever. 
I mean, at some point we have to

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look at it. 
And I think it's funny, 

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especially with upcoming 
election, people still want a 

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king, right? 
What did Jesus say? 

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He didn't want to be the king, 
but the people wanted a king. 

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They wanted to force that, 
right? 

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And so it feels that way to me. 
Or they'll say, well, this is 

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the lesser of two evils. 
And I agree. 

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I mean, obviously. 
But here's the thing, it's very 

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apathetic to say that, right? 
It's very apathetic to say, 

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well, who get, I mean, what? 
Who cares about this? 

452
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:18,920
Even though we can't, we can't 
change it. 

453
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:23,200
Why talk about it? 
We still need to be enlightened 

454
00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:26,640
to the program or you fall for 
it, right? 

455
00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:31,480
Yeah, it's like, it like, it 
freaks me out because I 

456
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:36,480
understand what just happened 
while the world was locked down 

457
00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:41,040
and I saw what happened and now 
I'm seeing what's happening 

458
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:45,000
today and I just know what's 
going to happen tomorrow. 

459
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:48,800
It doesn't look good. 
And so I'm very like, right, I'm

460
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:52,160
an optimistic guy and I'm always
like, positive. 

461
00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:59,120
But lately I've been very sad. 
And so I think I might need to 

462
00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:03,320
just take like a a day off or 
something or a break Or I want 

463
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:07,400
to do the recovery podcast, 
maybe driving the solution, 

464
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:09,000
yeah. 
Yeah, that would. 

465
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:10,440
It's all going to work out. 
It will. 

466
00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:11,280
Help. 
Yeah. 

467
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:15,160
It will help uplift and uplift 
you and then you'll get to know 

468
00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:16,680
that you know you're giving 
back. 

469
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:20,120
Because I mean, I think we do 
all need that. 

470
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:22,560
Like we are very. 
I don't know, it's hard not to 

471
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:24,280
be black pilled, right? 
Like. 

472
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,360
It's easy to get out of it 
though. 

473
00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:30,720
Like I I'm just right now. 
I'm this full of self pity, 

474
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,840
fear, doom and gloom. 
And that is not reality. 

475
00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:39,520
So right now, like me being 
pessimistic, that's not truth, 

476
00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:43,600
not reality, because the reality
of things is there's a billion 

477
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:48,520
different possibilities. 
But my magnifying mind goes to 

478
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,640
the worst case scenario. 
So like. 

479
00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:54,520
Well, it's hard when you see the
writing on the wall, right? 

480
00:29:54,520 --> 00:30:00,120
Like, I mean, I get it. 
Yeah, it's a little bit 

481
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,720
difficult when you're watching 
from the sidelines and like, 

482
00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:05,600
they all work together. 
They're going to dinner. 

483
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:09,600
Like, I mean, I it's just funny 
to me. 

484
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:15,160
It's almost like a play we're 
watching or a movie like you do 

485
00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:17,280
know they all like go hang out 
after. 

486
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:20,320
And even if they don't, they 
still all work together. 

487
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:26,160
This is a very hive mind world, 
you know, for lack of a better 

488
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:29,320
way to put it. 
And you're right, people want to

489
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:33,200
measure success with even that, 
You know they want to fit in, 

490
00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:35,720
they want to be clones, they 
want to be the same. 

491
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:40,000
They want to be this like and 
it's hard to be odd man out. 

492
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:41,960
Sometimes it gets a little 
wearing. 

493
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,800
I think maybe. 
Yeah. 

494
00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:49,400
I'm just being negative. 
I I just need to I I I don't 

495
00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:53,040
think I prayed. 
Yeah, no, I get that. 

496
00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:56,760
No, I'm just saying in general, 
I understand the back, back part

497
00:30:56,760 --> 00:31:00,200
of it because it is a little, 
it's a little jolting at times. 

498
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:01,920
What do you think about this 
whole bill? 

499
00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:04,600
They just passed and everybody's
losing their minds about the 

500
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:08,800
they're going to take away the 
Bibles and did you see this? 

501
00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:12,680
So they're they're like no 
Jewish. 

502
00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:16,640
You can't say anything bad 
against anything Jewish. 

503
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:19,080
So they're like kind of trying 
to bring the Bible into it. 

504
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,560
And I think, I don't know. 
I don't know. 

505
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:23,960
How much? 
That's crazy. 

506
00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:27,160
See, that's not fair. 
See, that's like, that's not. 

507
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,120
I'm all about freedom. 
And I don't know, I haven't 

508
00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:31,800
looked into it, but. 
Yeah, it's. 

509
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:36,800
Able to say whatever you want. 
Yeah, yeah, it's weird. 

510
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,240
What's the weirdest? 
I never edit my comments down 

511
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,840
below so I get crazy bad 
comments, but I'll keep them up.

512
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:50,200
They would work me positive. 
But if I talk about something 

513
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:54,160
that someone doesn't like, like 
if I say I'm Jewish, then bam 

514
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,400
boom boom boom boom boom. 
Oh boy. 

515
00:31:57,360 --> 00:32:01,600
And I I keep it up because like 
they, I mean they there's a lot 

516
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:05,560
of stuff that's going on that is
questionable, like this bill 

517
00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:07,360
that you're talking about. 
That's ridiculous. 

518
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:11,000
Yeah, yeah, they passed it. 
I I don't know. 

519
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:14,560
I mean, if Christians are like 
going to the Max and just saying

520
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:18,120
that they're going to come for 
the Bibles because of this or if

521
00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:20,680
if it's really what they say, 
you know, I'm. 

522
00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:23,000
I mean, it's kind of hard to 
know. 

523
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:26,080
I think it's a little bit much 
for my opinion. 

524
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:30,080
Like, I always stand in the 
background going, I don't know 

525
00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:34,040
if that's what they meant, but I
mean, possible, I guess. 

526
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,560
You know, it could, it could be,
Who knows? 

527
00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:40,560
Yeah, this is, I think you know 
all this stuff like you got this

528
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:44,720
Rabbi Shmuli guy who is not a 
people actually believe. 

529
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:48,000
I was listening to my friends 
podcast yesterday and they're 

530
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:53,520
like the top guy that leads the 
Jews is this Rabbi Shmuli guy. 

531
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,760
And it's absolutely. 
No, I've never even heard of 

532
00:32:55,760 --> 00:33:00,640
this creature, this like, 
Satanic creature ever in my 

533
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:05,120
entire life. 
But the news will tell you that.

534
00:33:05,480 --> 00:33:08,720
And so then people will be like,
oh, that's what Jewish people 

535
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:10,800
like. 
Like, is that when it's like, 

536
00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:17,120
absolutely not my reality. 
And so this bill here is just 

537
00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:21,800
more division, Like they're 
going to divide everybody. 

538
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:25,280
Would they have already done it?
They did it with the left and 

539
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:30,640
right right successfully. 
They do it with the black and 

540
00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:34,480
the white successfully. 
They did it with female and male

541
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:38,280
successfully. 
People aren't getting married or

542
00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:42,560
having kids or even dating. 
Like that's not a thing. 

543
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:46,080
That's so weird. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 

544
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:49,280
So that's divided. 
And now they're dividing all the

545
00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:52,640
different bit, like imprinting 
the religions. 

546
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:55,040
It's crazy. 
It's it's wild to see it 

547
00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:59,480
happening. 
Yeah, I I just think, you know, 

548
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:03,080
like how we talked about before 
this even I'm with you. 

549
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:07,160
Like I think freedom of speech 
is wildly important, even if we 

550
00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:08,880
don't like it. 
It's whatever. 

551
00:34:09,159 --> 00:34:11,920
I mean, I've talked to people 
that were ex Satanist. 

552
00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:14,639
I've talked to Zachary King. 
He's a Catholic now. 

553
00:34:14,639 --> 00:34:17,360
Like he straight up was a grand 
high wizard. 

554
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:20,440
Like help sign people and 
everything. 

555
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:24,080
Like and I don't care. 
Like I do a show with an 

556
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:26,920
atheist, I do a show with people
that don't have the same values 

557
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:30,080
as me. 
But like that it is what it is. 

558
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:33,280
Like you have to become like 
Jesus, like we talked about, 

559
00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:35,840
like you. 
If you believe in that, you 

560
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:39,000
don't have to believe in that. 
But like also whether or not you

561
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,520
believe in anything. 
Tolerance is really. 

562
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:47,480
We're all so easily offended. 
Oh, I love that you said that. 

563
00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:49,840
That's a yeah. 
That's nice. 

564
00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:54,000
I like that code of. 
Yeah, it's silly to me. 

565
00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:56,800
Well, Jesus says we should not 
be easily offended. 

566
00:34:57,240 --> 00:35:00,320
So once again, right back to 
that for me. 

567
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:03,280
You know, I'm just like, this is
weird to me. 

568
00:35:03,280 --> 00:35:07,320
Like, I don't see why we all 
can't figure it out because it's

569
00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:11,640
so simple, like all that that 
you just laid out like women 

570
00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:15,320
against men and all this. 
Like you can see it, you can see

571
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:18,920
it, but we still say it's not 
there, right? 

572
00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:25,160
Yeah, I think the big yeah, I 
like the future. 

573
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:30,480
If if you can listen to long 
form content like this, or just 

574
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:37,760
sit and meditate, or just have a
community where you like, you 

575
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:42,160
can hug people too. 
Like physical connection 

576
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:47,120
meditation. 
Not in like a like a a woo woo 

577
00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:51,640
way, but able to read a book. 
Like, if reading anything is so 

578
00:35:51,640 --> 00:35:57,120
powerful, even if it's stupid, 
because that takes power to just

579
00:35:57,120 --> 00:36:04,400
sit there and and do that which 
will train people to just have 

580
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:07,240
more patience. 
And that's another thing, is 

581
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:10,640
love and patience. 
No. 

582
00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:14,080
What is it? 
Love is love is patient. 

583
00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:18,880
Love is kind, right? 
That's the opposite of America, 

584
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:22,640
at least where I live. 
Nobody's patient, Everyone's 

585
00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:25,240
honking, Everyone's driving like
maniac. 

586
00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:29,360
Patience isn't there waiting in 
line at the thing. 

587
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:32,720
Everyone is narcissist. 
It's all about self 

588
00:36:32,720 --> 00:36:35,400
centeredness. 
I should be first. 

589
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:36,640
I should. 
That's why. 

590
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:39,520
Like, yeah. 
It's the age. 

591
00:36:39,520 --> 00:36:43,360
It's literally Crowley's vision 
come to fruition. 

592
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:48,880
Like everyone's their own star 
and like everyone's their own, 

593
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:52,680
you know, best thing. 
And I see it because I study the

594
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,040
occult, too, which I get nailed 
for all the time. 

595
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:58,320
Because, you know, some 
Christians don't like that. 

596
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:01,480
And I'm like, I'm sorry, but you
have to understand the whole 

597
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,600
picture. 
You're never going to understand

598
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:07,960
this if you don't understand 
what they think or how other 

599
00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:11,640
people think or what they're 
trying to do, 'cause otherwise 

600
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:13,680
you're not going to get it. 
You're just not. 

601
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:16,840
Right. 
It's all a do with that Will 

602
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:21,400
Crollian philosophy that is 
happening. 

603
00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:26,400
It's so crazy. 
That's like you saw like and I 

604
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:30,760
mean, you know, it's it's it's a
strange phenomena for sure. 

605
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:33,680
And I know you see through a lot
of it. 

606
00:37:33,680 --> 00:37:36,160
It's hard to make people see 
through a lot of it through 

607
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:39,760
occultism, like if you go in the
back door that way, it's like 

608
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:42,880
people are like, no, I I want to
hear nothing about that. 

609
00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:45,960
I'm like, I know, but yeah, if 
you don't understand what's 

610
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:48,440
happening or why they're doing 
what they're doing, you're never

611
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,160
going to get it. 
Like, even my mom, she she's 

612
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,760
come a long way, but she always 
used to say to me before, but 

613
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:58,480
why would they do that? 
And I'm like, but they hate you.

614
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:04,080
Like, you understand that you're
a nuisance to their vision. 

615
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:06,840
You know, just like an Ant in 
your house. 

616
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:10,400
You don't care about their 
colony and their children. 

617
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,720
They got to feed, right? 
You're just want to kill the 

618
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:17,000
ants because they're a nuisance.
And a lot of people really can't

619
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,200
fathom that, thank heavens. 
Because that would be very 

620
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:24,520
psychopathic, right? 
Yeah, well, that's the thing, is

621
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:27,880
that there's evil, right? 
There's good and evil, and 

622
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:31,000
people discount that Evil 
doesn't exist when it does 

623
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:35,960
exist. 
And so a good person will 

624
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:39,320
wouldn't think that evil exists.
So if you're good, you're going 

625
00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:42,960
to just be like nobody would do 
that because they're good. 

626
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,280
But not. 
Everybody's good. 

627
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,040
Yeah. 
What do you think the end goal 

628
00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:51,880
is like? 
I mean, in your opinion, you. 

629
00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:56,880
Know oh man, what is the end 
goal? 

630
00:38:56,880 --> 00:39:02,560
That's a great question. 
I think I I have this. 

631
00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:09,440
We're in the science future. 
So with all the reality shows, 

632
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:12,240
all the stuff we've been 
uncovering, with all the 

633
00:39:12,240 --> 00:39:16,480
different networks set up and 
all the new technologies, the 

634
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:22,200
neural links, they just did a 
new trial in Arizona for the 

635
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:25,800
neural link. 
This transhumanism pretty much 

636
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:28,200
uploading consciousness. 
What? 

637
00:39:28,200 --> 00:39:31,880
Even though they don't believe 
in consciousness, but they want 

638
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,480
to upload their consciousness, 
which is a contradiction. 

639
00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:38,120
So they do believe their 
Satanist. 

640
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:40,480
They do believe in something. 
Most likely. 

641
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:47,040
I I think that it's just some 
weird science stuff going down. 

642
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:50,600
I know, I that's a great 
question. 

643
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:55,280
That's a wonderful question. 
I just see some something with 

644
00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:58,160
all that what I said mixed 
together. 

645
00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:00,240
I don't know what it is, but I 
should. 

646
00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:02,400
I agree. 
No I totally agree. 

647
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:06,080
I think transhumanism is a huge 
goal because in the Bible it 

648
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:09,400
says in the end days men will 
beg for death and will not be 

649
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:12,800
able to die. 
And I think this has to do with 

650
00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:15,960
transhumanism. 
And I also think that the DNA 

651
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:20,280
tests, yeah, that became wildly 
popular. 

652
00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:22,800
I think they're looking for the 
gene of ISIS. 

653
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:26,760
And I think this goes way higher
than people understand. 

654
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:31,480
I think this has to do with DNA 
manipulation a lot. 

655
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:34,760
Yeah, yeah, it's. 
There's a lot. 

656
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,720
It's freaking crazy. 
Like, we don't look at it 

657
00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:42,480
because we've been HR 
propaganda, human resources 

658
00:40:42,720 --> 00:40:47,400
saying, oh, this is like we're 
doing this for a good reason or 

659
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:51,880
freedom or something, but it's 
like looking at it like the 

660
00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:55,280
whole abortion thing, right? 
Like we look at it as like, oh, 

661
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:58,240
it's it's it's like it's 
wonderful. 

662
00:40:58,240 --> 00:41:00,320
It's free. 
You don't think about it. 

663
00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:03,720
Oh, it's not a real life. 
It's not a, you know, that's 

664
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:07,160
what we're told. 
That's the HR propaganda. 

665
00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:11,160
But if you step back and you 
look at it and you're like, Oh 

666
00:41:11,160 --> 00:41:16,320
no, it is life and then they're 
all doing it at these certain 

667
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:21,120
centers, like think about what 
is that doing to that Ley line? 

668
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:24,680
Like charging, like you go back 
into the scriptures. 

669
00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:31,840
They were doing that same thing 
with Moloch, with the 

670
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,560
sacrifices. 
So like, but now there's like 

671
00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:39,840
different places where you can 
go in and charge up those Ley 

672
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,640
lines. 
Like who knows what the heck's 

673
00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:46,840
going on with like what you're 
talking about with the with the 

674
00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:48,120
23andMe and all that. 
Yeah, it's. 

675
00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,280
Crazy. 
Oh yeah, Well, a Mormon. 

676
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:57,720
The Mormons are really into 
genetic studies and DNA and they

677
00:41:57,720 --> 00:42:02,320
actually don't own ancestry.com,
but they pour into ancestry.com 

678
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:07,960
And so by familysearch.org they 
were one of the first to start 

679
00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:12,520
this and I and the reason being 
because they do work for the 

680
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:16,640
dead, they they do necromancy 
stuff and they won't say that, 

681
00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:19,160
they won't say it's necromancy. 
They're going to save the dead 

682
00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:21,160
people, including Hitler by the 
way. 

683
00:42:21,960 --> 00:42:25,640
They baptized him after death so
that he could go to heaven, and 

684
00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,440
then did his temple work and all
this. 

685
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:30,720
And they do this for everybody, 
including like Obama's mom and 

686
00:42:30,720 --> 00:42:33,400
all these crazy people, like all
the famous people, Marilyn 

687
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:35,600
Monroe, everybody. 
But I think it goes back to that

688
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,240
charging. 
I think you're not wrong on that

689
00:42:38,240 --> 00:42:42,280
because it always goes back to 
something that requires 

690
00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:45,120
something like all of these 
false religions that were 

691
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,800
channelled. 
They always need a price. 

692
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:50,800
Like Mormonism was definitely 
channelled. 

693
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:53,480
And what was the price? 
Well, polygamy. 

694
00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,480
What was the price for Muhammad?
Polygamy. 

695
00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:59,040
What was the price for John D 
and Edward Kelly? 

696
00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,160
Wife swapping. 
What was the price for Jack 

697
00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:03,920
Parsons and L Ron Hubbard? 
A lot of things out in the 

698
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:07,920
desert, but also they were 
swapping like every single one 

699
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:10,520
of them are sexually charged. 
Every single one of them. 

700
00:43:11,120 --> 00:43:13,800
Oh, they're like, sexually 
charging the Ley line. 

701
00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:17,000
Yep, 100%. 
That's how I feel anyway. 

702
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:18,680
Yeah. 
So there's that too. 

703
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:22,600
The fertility rights of that, 
there's so much going on like 

704
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:28,440
energetically that we don't see 
then that's sort of science is 

705
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,680
sort of proving that it does 
have an effect on things as 

706
00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:37,640
well, like Clive Baxter's 
research like just having 

707
00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:43,160
certain conversations will 
excite the plants or having 

708
00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:46,600
certain intentions will scare 
the plants. 

709
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,440
Yeah, and. 
It could be fake, though. 

710
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:52,440
I don't know. 
They could have been a psyop 

711
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:55,160
too, but let's say it was real. 
That's crazy. 

712
00:43:55,720 --> 00:43:59,560
I mean even like the CERN stuff 
that's going on and and all 

713
00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,720
that. 
Like it's crazy to me because I 

714
00:44:01,720 --> 00:44:05,880
think, well that I do this. 
I did a podcast, a couple of 

715
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:08,880
them with a guy that does 
Mandela effects but with the 

716
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:15,400
Bible and Oh my gosh, there is 
so many that changed that are so

717
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:19,680
crazy weird that you're just 
like, but that changes the whole

718
00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:22,600
meaning. 
It's not like they changed one 

719
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:27,120
little tiny word like and you 
know, it was the whole like the 

720
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:30,400
lion and the lamb, you know, 
they laid down together. 

721
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:31,520
No, they didn't. 
Guess what? 

722
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:33,520
It's a wolf now. 
It's a wolf. 

723
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,400
And I'm like. 
Yeah, one word will change it 

724
00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:39,280
all. 
Like that guy who is a boxer, he

725
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:44,560
says on If you listen to it, it 
says I am God. 

726
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:48,520
And then if you listen to it in 
the headphones it says I'm with 

727
00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:51,160
God. 
So like there's some sort of 

728
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:55,600
like manipulation happening 
through the and that one word I 

729
00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:58,960
am or I'm with is two different 
things. 

730
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:00,800
What do you think they're doing 
with? 

731
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,120
What do you think they're doing 
with that? 

732
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:08,120
Well, I think it's setting it up
the whole large. 

733
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:10,400
I caught the large hard on 
Collider. 

734
00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:15,160
I just 'cause I I didn't 
actually mean to say that as. 

735
00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:20,200
My my audience will laugh. 
They're going to hook people up 

736
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:24,520
to it, and so they're going to 
hook someone up so it does that.

737
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:27,480
That circle where they're 
finding the matter, whatever 

738
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,600
they're hooked up, I they're 
probably already doing it, but 

739
00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,680
they're hooking people up to it,
though. 

740
00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:35,840
So it's going to be like it's 
going to get wild. 

741
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:41,160
I don't know what they're doing.
I don't know if he was real 

742
00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:44,000
because it's. 
I can't find actual proof, but 

743
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,440
the guy that supposedly jumped 
into it and the lady, have you 

744
00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:49,480
heard about this? 
No way. 

745
00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:52,720
Because that's what that three 
body problem was sort of about. 

746
00:45:53,120 --> 00:45:56,360
This is what they say, this is 
what they say. 

747
00:45:56,360 --> 00:46:00,360
And I can't find physical proof,
but there's like this whole 

748
00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:03,600
story on the Internet and 
podcasts about it and all this 

749
00:46:03,600 --> 00:46:08,200
wild stuff and I'm like, holy 
cow, why, why is this? 

750
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:09,840
And. 
But I can't find proof, so I've 

751
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:12,400
never, like, brought it up. 
You know what I'm saying? 

752
00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:16,360
I mean, I don't. 
Know how you can jump into it 

753
00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:20,160
because it's like closed. 
Edward Mantel. 

754
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:22,600
No, he was a scientist. 
And then he killed himself. 

755
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:25,880
Edward Mantel. 
In there, Yeah, I mean, they 

756
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:27,760
probably did. 
They probably sacrificed them or

757
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:29,320
something. 
Like, who knows? 

758
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:33,560
Because every single government,
kind of like when the whole 

759
00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:37,040
world locked down, they all 
agreed to be in this together. 

760
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:41,800
And same thing with CERN. 
Every single government has 

761
00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:45,200
agreed we're in this together 
here. 

762
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:48,640
And so you can't pinpoint who's 
running this thing. 

763
00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:53,120
Yeah, because everybody's 
working together on it. 

764
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,400
It's connected to the Internet. 
It's the World Wide Web. 

765
00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:03,240
And yeah, it's crazy. 
It's so it's so wild because 

766
00:47:03,240 --> 00:47:07,080
even if you got the answers, I 
still think like just like 

767
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:11,200
Saddam Hussein and Bush, you 
know they were friends and they 

768
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:14,520
everybody doesn't know that. 
Like they had dinner together, I

769
00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:16,720
think right before 911 happened,
right. 

770
00:47:16,720 --> 00:47:21,480
Wasn't it the night before? 
But anyways they were friends 

771
00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:24,880
and and then all of a sudden, 
right, they're not you know. 

772
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:27,440
So even when you do know, you 
don't know. 

773
00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:30,840
Like, they mix it up all the 
time. 

774
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:34,880
And I think it's all about who 
they're going to sacrifice, you 

775
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:40,680
know, at that point, who drew 
the short straw, so to speak. 

776
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:44,600
I don't know why they let little
little pieces out, like even 

777
00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:46,600
Bohemian Grove, that whole 
thing. 

778
00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:50,960
I'm like, I don't know though, 
like, how'd he get in there? 

779
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:55,160
And why was he allowed to spill 
this without, you know, being 

780
00:47:55,160 --> 00:47:59,840
expunged, we'll say. 
And I mean, there's like so many

781
00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:01,400
people go there. 
It's crazy. 

782
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:04,000
Yeah, yeah. 
And you're just standing back 

783
00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:07,200
going, well, if this is really 
happening and they didn't want 

784
00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:09,360
us to know, I don't think we 
would know. 

785
00:48:09,840 --> 00:48:11,400
Right. 
Yeah, a lot of multiple 

786
00:48:11,400 --> 00:48:12,880
truthers, I guess. 
Go there. 

787
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:14,920
It's crazy. 
Yeah, it's wild. 

788
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:18,480
What's your favorite? 
What's your most blown moment 

789
00:48:18,480 --> 00:48:22,320
where you were like, Oh my gosh,
like what? 

790
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:25,960
Oh, I mean, the Mandela Effect 
thing freaked me out. 

791
00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:28,800
When I first learned about that,
I was like, Oh my God, the 

792
00:48:28,800 --> 00:48:35,760
reality. 
I don't know. 

793
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:42,240
I think. 
I I think what it what what 

794
00:48:42,240 --> 00:48:51,760
blows, blows me away is I was so
certain that the Shab Shabbos 

795
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:57,320
was on a certain day and ended a
certain day and I was 100% 

796
00:48:57,320 --> 00:48:59,200
certain. 
Like it was like, no, it's just 

797
00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:02,000
Friday, not Saturday, just 
Friday. 

798
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:02,920
Right. 
Right. 

799
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:06,880
And I was like an adult. 
And then my dad's like, no, it's

800
00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:11,400
Friday and Saturday. 
But I was so sure I I was, I 

801
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:14,600
knew I was right. 
And then I was like, oh, I'm not

802
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:19,440
right about that. 
It's Friday and Saturday and so 

803
00:49:19,440 --> 00:49:23,720
then I was like, oh damn, I got 
like, I'm so confident and I 

804
00:49:23,720 --> 00:49:27,040
know something, but I could be 
absolutely wrong. 

805
00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:29,480
So that was. 
Pretty. 

806
00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:33,480
Or yeah, maybe it was a Mandela 
thing and they changed it. 

807
00:49:33,560 --> 00:49:35,560
Maybe that. 
I bet you that's probably what 

808
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:38,680
it is. 
It's so weird when that happens.

809
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:42,640
It is the weirdest feeling when 
you absolutely know something 

810
00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:46,320
and it and and it's not, you 
know, you're like, wait, what? 

811
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:50,520
Like the lion and the lamb? 
That blew my mind because I knew

812
00:49:50,600 --> 00:49:55,480
for a fact and it's not now. 
And I'm like, what? 

813
00:49:56,040 --> 00:49:57,240
That's so weird. 
What? 

814
00:49:57,240 --> 00:50:00,920
And. 
Another thing, too, was when I I

815
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:04,360
had a struggle I couldn't figure
out and I prayed about it and 

816
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:07,440
that helped. 
That, like, opened me up to a 

817
00:50:08,720 --> 00:50:13,240
new world of possibilities. 
So most of the whoa, whoa like 

818
00:50:13,240 --> 00:50:17,120
whoa comes from life 
experiences, I think. 

819
00:50:17,360 --> 00:50:22,680
Yeah, yeah, no, I totally agree.
IA 100% agree on that cause you 

820
00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:27,280
you learn, you learn things that
you think you already knew for 

821
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:29,520
sure, for sure. 
Like how you were an atheist for

822
00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:32,160
a bit and then you're like, oh 
shoot, what? 

823
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:35,360
Like wait, OK, maybe not, you 
know? 

824
00:50:35,360 --> 00:50:39,560
And then I think I. 
Was because society told me to 

825
00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,760
do that. 
It wasn't even me because I 

826
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:44,840
wasn't. 
Just society pushed me so hard 

827
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:48,680
that only smart people did that 
because I I wasn't. 

828
00:50:48,840 --> 00:50:51,920
And then yeah. 
Well, and that's what they're 

829
00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:54,680
doing now with like the the 
trans movement, the gay 

830
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,600
movement. 
Like, I feel like they're 

831
00:50:56,600 --> 00:50:59,880
pushing that on people that some
people are, but I feel like some

832
00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:02,840
people aren't, you know, And 
they're going with that flow 

833
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:07,080
because everybody is like, I've 
got teenagers and literally 

834
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:09,840
every teenager ever now, 
especially girls, they're all 

835
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:11,400
gay. 
Every single one. 

836
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:15,760
Yeah, I've yeah, it's it's it's 
what? 

837
00:51:15,760 --> 00:51:23,160
It's the whole the the whole 
agenda is one thing, But also 

838
00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:27,920
like, the truth of the matter of
that topic is so deep. 

839
00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:31,840
It's not that simple of yo, 
you're this or this or this. 

840
00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:36,560
It's like much more complex. 
People have different, like, 

841
00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:40,560
fetishes or whatever. 
People like are attracted to 

842
00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:43,920
different things. 
Then there's a universal truth 

843
00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:50,640
of certain things. 
It's they've did this study, 

844
00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,560
which is a little sauce. 
This is like something I've been

845
00:51:53,560 --> 00:51:57,240
studying actually. 
This is a very interesting topic

846
00:51:57,240 --> 00:52:01,640
I think and it's such a like a 
like a scary topic too. 

847
00:52:01,640 --> 00:52:10,200
But just the number one drive of
biological life is procreating, 

848
00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:12,440
right? 
Like that's the number one drive

849
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:17,320
of everything. 
And I've we've been studying a 

850
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:21,320
lot of different books on it, 
some by Google people. 

851
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:25,920
So it's sauce. 
But if it's true, it's 

852
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,960
interesting how Google pretty 
much documented everybody's 

853
00:52:29,960 --> 00:52:35,800
search history of what they look
at on certain websites that 

854
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:39,880
Kanye's going to maybe be 
releasing some new websites. 

855
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:44,800
I mean, that's how Kim 
Kardashian has my ex-wife became

856
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:50,040
famous was through this. 
You like how I'm tiptoeing? 

857
00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,040
Or the tape. 
Yeah, the. 

858
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:56,120
Tape. 
And so. 

859
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,800
I mean, it's such a a 
fascinating topic. 

860
00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:02,640
I've been listening to this. 
I've been, I've listened to so 

861
00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:08,280
many like books on it from 
different perspectives that that

862
00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:11,200
it would be a great video, I 
think. 

863
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:13,360
But oh. 
Yeah, definitely. 

864
00:53:13,640 --> 00:53:17,120
Well, and at some point, I mean.
It gets scary, though. 

865
00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:20,280
It gets scary when you look at 
the truth of things. 

866
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:24,400
Yeah, because they have to have 
something on everyone, right? 

867
00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:26,920
They have to have to control 
people. 

868
00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:30,000
And some people will just be 
like, I don't care, like the one

869
00:53:30,000 --> 00:53:36,080
guy that was the pastor's son, 
the big, big guy, what's his 

870
00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:36,920
name? 
I can't remember. 

871
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:40,080
But they nailed him and they 
were like he was cooking with 

872
00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:44,520
some lady and. 
Well, so that become a very 

873
00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:48,880
popular thing because of what 
are we watching? 

874
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:54,320
We're so me watching two people 
procreate. 

875
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:59,040
On I'll have to beep that you're
better than yes. 

876
00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:02,120
Yeah, well, I don't know what I 
I'm just trying. 

877
00:54:02,120 --> 00:54:03,880
To Yeah. 
No, I should have been careful, 

878
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:08,440
Yeah. 
But watching that is being 

879
00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:12,720
cocked in a sense, right? 
It's you're, it's voyeurism, 

880
00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:16,520
it's you're watching this. 
So now that is sort of 

881
00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:20,640
interesting and all these 
different like it's so it's such

882
00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:24,040
a an interesting topic because I
grew up in Vegas, so this was 

883
00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:27,120
pushed on me since I was in 
elementary school. 

884
00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:30,920
Like it was all over Vegas. 
Like the magazines, the 

885
00:54:30,920 --> 00:54:37,040
pamphlets, the billboards all 
going to dinner, the cocktail 

886
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:47,800
waitresses and so, but so him 
coming out that way, you'd be 

887
00:54:47,800 --> 00:54:52,960
surprised how many more people 
actually are into that, that 

888
00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:56,920
it's shocking some of these 
statistics that are coming out. 

889
00:54:56,920 --> 00:54:59,320
It's. 
Well, and I think it's funny 

890
00:54:59,520 --> 00:55:03,080
what he finally did is he 
finally said do it because he 

891
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:04,800
didn't want to be blackmailed 
anymore. 

892
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:06,520
So he was just like, I don't 
care. 

893
00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:10,400
And I thought that was so funny 
because I mean it. 

894
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:13,920
He was over like this really big
Christian School and everything,

895
00:55:13,920 --> 00:55:16,440
and it was his dad's deal. 
I wish I could remember the 

896
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:18,480
pastor's name. 
He's a big, huge deal. 

897
00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:22,920
But I just thought it was funny 
that he finally, like, exited 

898
00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:27,320
out of it by saying and what? 
And so here's the thing, at the 

899
00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:31,960
end of the day, like, whatever 
you're doing, whatever you're 

900
00:55:31,960 --> 00:55:36,080
watching, especially digitally 
or whatever is happening, but 

901
00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:38,560
always there is someone 
watching, right? 

902
00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:43,560
Like there's always someone that
you either told or something. 

903
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:46,040
Somehow the this stuff always 
gets out. 

904
00:55:46,200 --> 00:55:47,200
Always. 
Always. 

905
00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:51,600
So the best way to keep yourself
out of some trouble like that is

906
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:54,400
just don't get involved in it. 
You know, if you would be 

907
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:57,760
embarrassed to have somebody 
find your search history, like, 

908
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:02,760
maybe just don't go to that. 
Like, just leave that alone. 

909
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:07,560
But even if so, but even if so, 
'cause we all are human. 

910
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,280
And even sometimes you're doing 
it, 'cause you're like curious, 

911
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:13,040
like, what does that mean or 
whatever And accidentally, 

912
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:14,520
right? 
Like maybe you don't know the 

913
00:56:14,520 --> 00:56:17,400
slang or whatever, and you go 
check it out. 

914
00:56:17,720 --> 00:56:20,560
Like, who cares? 
Everybody makes mistakes. 

915
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:25,640
Like, whatever happened. 
Unless it's certain ages of 

916
00:56:25,640 --> 00:56:30,840
things like that's a hard line 
for me, but and like animals, 

917
00:56:30,880 --> 00:56:35,440
because that is just so wrong, 
because they are innocent, you 

918
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:38,080
know? 
You'd be surprised by the 

919
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:44,040
statistics of how many people 
had relations with their pets. 

920
00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:47,160
It's crazy it like I was. 
I'm listening to this book 

921
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:49,480
about. 
Yeah, this. 

922
00:56:49,480 --> 00:56:55,040
It's called like, the Pragmatist
Guide of something like that. 

923
00:56:55,680 --> 00:56:57,800
And like, they were going 
through that chapter, they were 

924
00:56:57,800 --> 00:56:59,720
freaking out reading it. 
They're like, what the heck? 

925
00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:04,960
Like, yeah. 
But it's true like we have to 

926
00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:09,320
understand like, like certain 
things are certainly taboo. 

927
00:57:09,320 --> 00:57:14,120
But as as we become more like 
the American dream, Americanized

928
00:57:14,160 --> 00:57:18,440
okay people that have everything
they want or everything they 

929
00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:21,560
need, and all your needs are met
and everything is done, 

930
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:25,840
therefore you have so much more 
time to do whatever, right? 

931
00:57:25,840 --> 00:57:29,760
And then the hot cocktail 
waitress is no longer a big deal

932
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:33,400
and him liking another guy is no
longer a big deal. 

933
00:57:33,400 --> 00:57:35,600
So it's got to get bigger and 
bigger and bigger and bigger 

934
00:57:35,840 --> 00:57:39,680
till it's so weird that you're 
like why is there an octopus 

935
00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:41,640
involved in this? 
Because that's weird. 

936
00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:46,960
Like and and you you understand 
humanly, like shock and awe, but

937
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:52,400
like also like uh oh like I get,
I get how he maybe spiraled down

938
00:57:52,520 --> 00:57:55,560
like that's that's also so 
unhealthy. 

939
00:57:55,560 --> 00:57:59,720
Like these are people that 
probably need help and and 

940
00:57:59,720 --> 00:58:01,880
aren't getting it. 
Like you said, this goes back to

941
00:58:01,880 --> 00:58:05,760
covering up things. 
This goes back to I want a piece

942
00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:08,440
of everything. 
I don't just want a piece of 

943
00:58:08,440 --> 00:58:11,680
every woman or every man or all 
the women and men. 

944
00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:14,480
I want it all like. 
That's because it's so 

945
00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:16,880
gluttonous, right? 
Like. 

946
00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:19,280
No, it's it's it's wild and 
like. 

947
00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:25,280
And also it's sort of like you 
get certain countries where it's

948
00:58:25,280 --> 00:58:29,480
illegal to be to be gay or to 
cheat. 

949
00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:35,000
And by doing that or if you're 
not married to like sleep with 

950
00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:39,840
someone, If you're not married, 
even though you will be executed

951
00:58:39,840 --> 00:58:43,360
for that, people still do it. 
So I mean that so that human 

952
00:58:43,360 --> 00:58:45,160
nature. 
So yeah. 

953
00:58:45,160 --> 00:58:49,720
So that drive to Procreate, or 
even if it's not Procreate, but 

954
00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:54,760
that drive is so powerful and 
that's kind of what the 

955
00:58:54,760 --> 00:59:01,000
schooling system, the Mt VS all 
these different institutions 

956
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:04,440
know. 
The mojo like Austin Powers. 

957
00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:07,680
I lost my mojo. 
This Oregon type energy. 

958
00:59:08,560 --> 00:59:11,280
They know this. 
That's why you in school, they 

959
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:14,760
train kids. 
The weirdest things that like 

960
00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:20,440
why are you teaching people 
these weird that that's crazy. 

961
00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:22,200
Like, why do they need to know 
this? 

962
00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:24,800
Yeah, like what? 
But because they're charged, 

963
00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:29,160
though, with so much different 
hormones and so many things are 

964
00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:36,000
changing, that that is a way for
the schooling system, which is 

965
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:39,880
nothing more than the government
is the public schooling system. 

966
00:59:39,880 --> 00:59:43,440
It's the government to keep them
there, to question their 

967
00:59:43,440 --> 00:59:45,320
parents. 
Because what's going to make a 

968
00:59:45,320 --> 00:59:51,240
kid question mom and dad more 
than the boyfriend or the 

969
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:54,000
girlfriend that they, you know, 
that they're attached to when 

970
00:59:54,000 --> 00:59:55,400
you're young, right? 
Like nothing. 

971
00:59:56,360 --> 01:00:01,000
Like I stole my dad's bar and 
like, moved in with a girl when 

972
01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:03,520
I was like 14 or something. 
You know, like, you're not going

973
01:00:03,520 --> 01:00:07,280
to stop like that. 
So, like, but the scientific 

974
01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:12,440
elite understand that energy. 
Yeah, it's it's a it's a 

975
01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:15,760
fascinating topic. 
They understand us better than 

976
01:00:15,760 --> 01:00:18,080
we understand us. 
They understand the Bible better

977
01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:21,600
than we understand the Bible. 
They understand a lot of things 

978
01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:23,600
better than we do. 
Because why? 

979
01:00:24,040 --> 01:00:27,800
Because they aren't watching TV 
12 hours a day or some nonsense.

980
01:00:27,800 --> 01:00:31,560
They're studying. 
This is, this is where the 

981
01:00:31,560 --> 01:00:33,920
elites go to these schools, you 
know? 

982
01:00:33,920 --> 01:00:37,840
And this has been for how long? 
You know, this has been for eons

983
01:00:37,840 --> 01:00:39,720
of time. 
They go to these special 

984
01:00:39,720 --> 01:00:42,440
schools. 
They, you know, are learning 

985
01:00:42,640 --> 01:00:47,360
magical practices and different 
things which aren't necessarily 

986
01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:50,360
evil in themselves depending on 
what they are. 

987
01:00:50,360 --> 01:00:55,120
But also like, it's all about 
like perspective in their mind, 

988
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:57,560
right? 
So they're going to this kind of

989
01:00:57,560 --> 01:00:59,920
level and what do our kids 
doing? 

990
01:00:59,920 --> 01:01:03,320
They're watching like TikTok on 
how to make better ramen 

991
01:01:03,440 --> 01:01:06,280
noodles, you know. 
Or like witchcraft? 

992
01:01:06,280 --> 01:01:10,160
Like witchcraft is a huge thing.
Yeah, yeah. 

993
01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:13,560
The TikTok. 
I've heard I've been banned off 

994
01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:17,360
TikTok 3-4 times. 
Which gives me. 

995
01:01:17,600 --> 01:01:20,320
A blessing, 'cause I don't know 
how it works. 

996
01:01:20,960 --> 01:01:23,760
Yeah, yeah, no. 
I've been in trouble on there 

997
01:01:23,760 --> 01:01:27,160
too already. 
Posting just simple things and I

998
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:31,400
don't know what they want, you 
know, or what I did or whatever,

999
01:01:31,560 --> 01:01:35,280
but I get it. 
But I mean, this may goes back 

1000
01:01:35,280 --> 01:01:38,600
to, have you ever seen the 
videos of the kids in China and 

1001
01:01:38,600 --> 01:01:42,800
kindergarten? 
And they're like like perfectly 

1002
01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:46,880
bouncing the balls like to to 
the next kid, to the next kid, 

1003
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:48,920
to the next kid. 
Like they're transferring and 

1004
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:51,680
they're like doing everything in
synchronicity and they're like 

1005
01:01:51,680 --> 01:01:54,320
perfectly following all the 
rules and they're making their 

1006
01:01:54,320 --> 01:01:57,720
own lunch at lunch and they're 
like frying up stuff and they're

1007
01:01:57,720 --> 01:02:01,560
super self-sufficient already. 
And it was funny because this 

1008
01:02:01,560 --> 01:02:06,440
one guy said if that was America
in the ball thing, it would 

1009
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:08,920
never last for one minute 
because some kid would be like, 

1010
01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:11,840
I hate balls and I don't want to
touch that and I don't like the 

1011
01:02:11,840 --> 01:02:13,680
texture. 
And that freaks me out. 

1012
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:17,400
And I had a trauma once and 
like, everything would fall 

1013
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:21,760
apart and no one would do it. 
But they're like on an upper 

1014
01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:23,760
level. 
Same thing with mathematics. 

1015
01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:27,480
I'm convinced that there is, 
like a literal, especially with 

1016
01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:32,480
Common Core, a literal attack on
Americans for these kind of 

1017
01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:34,160
things. 
Like kids will say they hate 

1018
01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:36,720
math before they really know 
what math is because their 

1019
01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:39,000
parents hate math and they've 
heard them say that. 

1020
01:02:39,040 --> 01:02:40,800
Right? 
Like, goes back to that 

1021
01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:42,720
indoctrination that you were 
talking about. 

1022
01:02:42,720 --> 01:02:47,760
But what does almost every big 
philosopher at the end of all 

1023
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:50,800
their travel say, like 
mathematics is the language to 

1024
01:02:50,800 --> 01:02:53,920
God. 
Like there's a connection there.

1025
01:02:54,120 --> 01:02:56,720
They don't want you to figure 
that out and they don't want you

1026
01:02:56,720 --> 01:02:57,160
to. 
And. 

1027
01:02:57,160 --> 01:03:02,240
And I'm no math expert myself, 
for sure, but I can see a 

1028
01:03:02,240 --> 01:03:06,440
writing on the wall. 
I can see like, what do they 

1029
01:03:06,440 --> 01:03:08,360
push in other countries? 
Hardcore. 

1030
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:12,440
They push math. 
They push math, you know, so 

1031
01:03:12,720 --> 01:03:15,760
these other things, like they 
push in other countries other 

1032
01:03:15,760 --> 01:03:18,800
than in America, they've got 
them focused on other stuff. 

1033
01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:23,000
It's only here, it's like, we're
this weird experiment, right? 

1034
01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:26,080
Oh, big time. 
And I mean, China kicked George 

1035
01:03:26,080 --> 01:03:30,200
Soros out in like the 80s. 
Everybody there wants to. 

1036
01:03:30,640 --> 01:03:33,840
And once after they did that, 
more millionaires were created 

1037
01:03:33,840 --> 01:03:36,480
there. 
So there's this whole like SIOP 

1038
01:03:36,480 --> 01:03:38,560
happening right now, which is 
kind of crazy. 

1039
01:03:38,760 --> 01:03:43,480
But that's not to say that that 
they're the ones to look at for 

1040
01:03:43,760 --> 01:03:47,800
total leadership because like 
you said there's this structure 

1041
01:03:47,800 --> 01:03:52,360
of order of the the ball thing 
or in Japan when Fukushima 

1042
01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:54,800
happened, everyone was very 
orderly. 

1043
01:03:55,120 --> 01:03:58,120
If that happened in America, 
people are going to be eating 

1044
01:03:58,120 --> 01:04:03,400
each other just like in Haiti. 
So it's just like but also 

1045
01:04:03,400 --> 01:04:08,480
America we are very angry and 
all that and very mean and not 

1046
01:04:08,480 --> 01:04:11,960
nice. 
But we also, that attitude also 

1047
01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:18,320
has gotten us through people who
have sacrificed themselves to 

1048
01:04:19,120 --> 01:04:23,880
have an America or freedom going
to war and whatnot. 

1049
01:04:24,640 --> 01:04:29,560
Yeah, brute meanness or whatever
that gave us freedom. 

1050
01:04:30,400 --> 01:04:32,400
So. 
And it's it's not better for 

1051
01:04:32,400 --> 01:04:34,840
artistic value either. 
Like, I don't think it's 

1052
01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:37,920
necessarily good. 
I just think it's they're doing 

1053
01:04:37,920 --> 01:04:41,160
some weird experiment like, hey,
let's do this over here and 

1054
01:04:41,160 --> 01:04:43,760
let's do that over there and see
what happens. 

1055
01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:48,320
Like for no specific reason 
other than to just see. 

1056
01:04:48,480 --> 01:04:50,000
I think they do this all the 
time. 

1057
01:04:50,520 --> 01:04:53,280
I'm seeing this happening with 
South Korea. 

1058
01:04:53,280 --> 01:04:56,680
So like America, we got this 
political correctness. 

1059
01:04:57,120 --> 01:04:59,560
So our creativity has been 
smashed. 

1060
01:05:00,320 --> 01:05:03,480
Like, I'm talking about certain 
topics, censoring myself, 

1061
01:05:03,680 --> 01:05:09,480
censoring the creative process, 
creativity, all that has been 

1062
01:05:10,000 --> 01:05:12,240
crushed. 
I mean, even there's movies, I 

1063
01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:15,040
think it's Minority Report. 
We're just looking at pieces of 

1064
01:05:15,040 --> 01:05:20,200
art is legal in the future and 
in South Korea, which is 

1065
01:05:20,200 --> 01:05:22,560
interesting. 
Their films are like awesome 

1066
01:05:22,560 --> 01:05:26,480
like that are coming out. 
They're very creative. 

1067
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:29,720
Unlike in America, America, we 
have not made a good film in a 

1068
01:05:29,720 --> 01:05:33,320
while. 
There's a couple maybe but it's 

1069
01:05:33,400 --> 01:05:38,000
not you know. 
But in South Korea, even though 

1070
01:05:38,000 --> 01:05:42,400
the the films are great, I can 
see the programming of the South

1071
01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:45,600
Koreans in the films where 
they're telling them to go 

1072
01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:47,960
against their parents every 
single. 

1073
01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:50,400
Because I'm a big fan of all 
their films, I think that 

1074
01:05:50,400 --> 01:05:52,880
they're the best film makers 
right now. 

1075
01:05:53,840 --> 01:05:56,680
Cinematography, the way they 
filmed, the way they edit, the 

1076
01:05:56,680 --> 01:06:00,000
way they story tell. 
But I noticed in every single 

1077
01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:03,400
one, there's a reoccurring 
pattern recognition theme of the

1078
01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:08,400
children or being eaten by 
zombies because the parents 

1079
01:06:08,400 --> 01:06:10,840
don't care about them and they 
want them to learn math. 

1080
01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:14,040
They want them to learn what 
brought them to high IQ. 

1081
01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:20,480
They that is a bad thing, which 
is maybe like let the parents be

1082
01:06:20,480 --> 01:06:22,480
more individualistic. 
Maybe it's a good thing or a bad

1083
01:06:22,480 --> 01:06:24,160
thing. 
I'm not saying it's good or bad.

1084
01:06:24,160 --> 01:06:28,240
I'm just saying I noticed this 
pattern and if you know anything

1085
01:06:28,240 --> 01:06:31,440
about Hollywood films that when 
you see that like pattern, 

1086
01:06:32,240 --> 01:06:35,000
there's an agenda. 
So there's an agenda happening 

1087
01:06:36,040 --> 01:06:37,040
with that. 
So I. 

1088
01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:42,000
Don't from from cartoons on 
because this starts in Disney. 

1089
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:45,920
They they start getting rid of 
the moms or the dads or whoever 

1090
01:06:45,920 --> 01:06:49,560
right away. 
Like, and I can tell you from my

1091
01:06:49,560 --> 01:06:52,880
own experience and I didn't 
share this before, but like my I

1092
01:06:52,880 --> 01:06:56,680
have a daughter that has a 
strange for me and this is not 

1093
01:06:56,680 --> 01:07:00,240
something special just to me. 
This is like happening. 

1094
01:07:00,240 --> 01:07:04,400
Like when it first happened to 
me, I mean, I was so devastated 

1095
01:07:04,400 --> 01:07:07,960
because she met a guy and he's 
great and he doesn't like us and

1096
01:07:07,960 --> 01:07:09,640
that's it. 
And they got married and it's 

1097
01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:11,920
been five years. 
It's like not a phase. 

1098
01:07:11,920 --> 01:07:17,680
This has been a long time. 
And so now at this point, I've 

1099
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,680
learned to like, OK, I'm 
waiting. 

1100
01:07:19,680 --> 01:07:22,680
I'm praying, I'm doing all that.
But like, you can't force. 

1101
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:26,120
But I'm seeing it more and more 
and more all around me. 

1102
01:07:26,120 --> 01:07:30,120
And since I speak out about it 
because no one does, because 

1103
01:07:30,120 --> 01:07:33,360
then I must be a bad mom. 
I must be a horrible person. 

1104
01:07:33,360 --> 01:07:35,320
I must be everything she says I 
am. 

1105
01:07:35,320 --> 01:07:39,000
And more so parents don't talk 
about it because they don't want

1106
01:07:39,000 --> 01:07:42,400
to be judged. 
Like, oh, you know, did you hear

1107
01:07:42,400 --> 01:07:44,520
about her kids, You know? 
And I don't lie. 

1108
01:07:44,520 --> 01:07:47,360
I don't say, yeah, she moved 
away and we just don't get to 

1109
01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:49,520
see her. 
It would be so easy, you know, 

1110
01:07:50,040 --> 01:07:53,400
But I don't because other people
are going through it too. 

1111
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:55,480
And then maybe you can help 
them. 

1112
01:07:55,480 --> 01:07:59,040
But you join these like groups 
on Facebook or whatever, and 

1113
01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:03,160
there's so many people in there 
and it goes from everything from

1114
01:08:03,160 --> 01:08:06,400
people like me who I'm like, I 
definitely wasn't perfect. 

1115
01:08:06,400 --> 01:08:09,160
I had all these issues like, 
blah, blah, blah, blah, all the 

1116
01:08:09,160 --> 01:08:11,640
way down the line to people that
were like, we don't know what 

1117
01:08:11,640 --> 01:08:14,400
happened one day. 
They just left, you know, like 

1118
01:08:14,400 --> 01:08:17,960
we gave them everything and 
there's no, there's no bottom 

1119
01:08:17,960 --> 01:08:19,920
line. 
But I can see it being pushed 

1120
01:08:19,920 --> 01:08:22,920
more and more and more it it's 
all about destruction. 

1121
01:08:23,319 --> 01:08:26,520
She's 28, so. 
She's young. 

1122
01:08:28,560 --> 01:08:30,720
I mean, she's gotten married 
without me. 

1123
01:08:30,720 --> 01:08:34,960
She had a baby without me. 
She knew I almost died. 

1124
01:08:35,399 --> 01:08:37,560
Not last year, but the year 
before. 

1125
01:08:37,560 --> 01:08:40,000
Literal, like in the hospital. 
On my deathbed. 

1126
01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:41,920
Nope. 
Nope. 

1127
01:08:41,960 --> 01:08:46,160
Did not break it. 
And I was like, that was the one

1128
01:08:46,160 --> 01:08:50,319
where I was like, OK, well, I 
don't know if this is going to 

1129
01:08:50,319 --> 01:08:52,680
work out. 
Like, I hope so someday. 

1130
01:08:52,680 --> 01:08:56,479
But, like, he's a pilot. 
He comes from a banking family. 

1131
01:08:56,479 --> 01:08:58,040
Like, there's red flags 
everywhere. 

1132
01:08:58,040 --> 01:09:01,479
And he knows how weird I am and 
what I talk about, conspiracies 

1133
01:09:01,479 --> 01:09:02,680
and weirdo stuff. 
So I'm. 

1134
01:09:02,680 --> 01:09:05,200
Sure. 
You know, everybody's on their 

1135
01:09:05,200 --> 01:09:11,240
own journey and my family, I I 
got them stories too. 

1136
01:09:11,760 --> 01:09:15,120
And it breaks my heart sometimes
where I think, I think I'm 

1137
01:09:15,120 --> 01:09:20,160
responsible for certain things, 
but I'm not responsible. 

1138
01:09:20,399 --> 01:09:24,479
Only thing I'm responsible for 
is my attitudes and my actions 

1139
01:09:24,800 --> 01:09:29,680
and also everything that happens
in God's world, even good, bad, 

1140
01:09:30,240 --> 01:09:33,840
ugly, Everything that is 
happening in God's world is 

1141
01:09:33,840 --> 01:09:37,120
happening for a reason. 
That once I can have acceptance 

1142
01:09:37,120 --> 01:09:42,120
over whatever it is, it's very 
stoic and no. 

1143
01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:46,279
And I'm talking like about 
family members that are in 

1144
01:09:46,279 --> 01:09:51,080
addiction that, you know, like I
have no control over anything, 

1145
01:09:51,319 --> 01:09:58,320
but I can show up and be loving.
And because all I got got is my 

1146
01:09:58,320 --> 01:10:02,040
attitude and my action and love 
is patient. 

1147
01:10:02,320 --> 01:10:05,080
Love is kind. 
Corinthians, I believe. 

1148
01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:10,160
But yeah, yeah, And like every 
families dysfunctional. 

1149
01:10:10,160 --> 01:10:12,520
There's not one functional 
family out there. 

1150
01:10:12,520 --> 01:10:16,640
I've heard stories of, like, 
rich families that are just 

1151
01:10:16,720 --> 01:10:21,720
crazy, like, dysfunctional. 
Yeah, nobody's perfect. 

1152
01:10:22,280 --> 01:10:24,680
Yeah, for sure. 
But the grace has been thrown 

1153
01:10:24,680 --> 01:10:28,760
out the window for the people. 
I think in this time frame, 

1154
01:10:28,760 --> 01:10:30,880
like, well, you should have been
perfect. 

1155
01:10:30,960 --> 01:10:33,520
You're toxic. 
You're a toxic person. 

1156
01:10:33,760 --> 01:10:37,280
No, No reasoning behind, like, 
my mom was toxic and I 

1157
01:10:37,280 --> 01:10:38,680
understand that. 
So was my dad. 

1158
01:10:38,680 --> 01:10:41,160
He was in prison. 
Like, I mean, there was all 

1159
01:10:41,160 --> 01:10:44,840
these problems, but like, I have
the wherewithal to say, well 

1160
01:10:44,840 --> 01:10:48,360
Dang, look at her parents. 
Well Dang, look what she went 

1161
01:10:48,360 --> 01:10:50,720
through. 
Well Dang, no wonder, you know. 

1162
01:10:51,120 --> 01:10:55,760
And to be graceful, right, you 
have to learn that like, well, 

1163
01:10:55,960 --> 01:11:00,040
she did the best with what she 
had, you know, and not be angry 

1164
01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:03,480
or resentful because it gets you
nowhere. 

1165
01:11:03,600 --> 01:11:07,280
You have to grow. 
Which is why my, my whole thing 

1166
01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:11,160
is called unfiltered rise. 
Because I I want to rise above 

1167
01:11:11,160 --> 01:11:13,480
it. 
Like, I want to show people, you

1168
01:11:13,480 --> 01:11:16,760
know, you can rise up, you can, 
you can forgive that parent. 

1169
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:19,040
Maybe they were totally 
imperfect and sucked. 

1170
01:11:19,040 --> 01:11:21,400
But you know what? 
Now is a different day. 

1171
01:11:21,400 --> 01:11:24,920
Today is a different day. 
We each are given, you know, the

1172
01:11:24,920 --> 01:11:28,960
ability to let go, like, let it 
go and fix it. 

1173
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:31,600
Like you're hurting everyone 
around you, 'cause it's not just

1174
01:11:31,600 --> 01:11:34,160
me anymore. 
It's her brothers and sisters. 

1175
01:11:34,480 --> 01:11:37,000
It's, you know, her kid that she
had. 

1176
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:39,160
Like it. 
Everybody's affected, right? 

1177
01:11:39,160 --> 01:11:41,440
Like my mom. 
Like every it. 

1178
01:11:41,640 --> 01:11:45,120
It affects everything. 
It's never just one person. 

1179
01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:51,440
And so if you don't try to work 
it out with people or talk to 

1180
01:11:51,440 --> 01:11:54,920
people and you just do that full
cut off a lot, this is really 

1181
01:11:54,920 --> 01:11:56,480
popular. 
Like, I'm done. 

1182
01:11:56,880 --> 01:12:02,160
I'm cutting them off. 
Yeah, protecting me, protecting 

1183
01:12:02,160 --> 01:12:03,240
me. 
I got to protect me. 

1184
01:12:03,240 --> 01:12:06,200
But here's the problem. 
You're not fixing it. 

1185
01:12:06,760 --> 01:12:10,800
If you go to, if I come to you, 
if I say, hey, I'm mad at you 

1186
01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:15,600
for this or whatever, even if 
I'm not the best way I should 

1187
01:12:15,600 --> 01:12:19,640
be, but then, you know, you know
what you did or what, how they 

1188
01:12:19,640 --> 01:12:22,240
feel like there's a back and 
forth and hopefully a 

1189
01:12:22,240 --> 01:12:25,400
resolution. 
But if there's just nothing one 

1190
01:12:25,400 --> 01:12:28,120
day, then how are you going to 
fix anything? 

1191
01:12:28,560 --> 01:12:32,560
You can't. 
It's juvenile, kind of. 

1192
01:12:32,720 --> 01:12:36,960
And it's really being pushed. 
And I just think it's 

1193
01:12:36,960 --> 01:12:38,120
destruction. 
Family. 

1194
01:12:38,320 --> 01:12:42,240
Yeah. 
Yeah, it's it's I want to get. 

1195
01:12:42,240 --> 01:12:44,880
I want to do my recovery podcast
and talk about. 

1196
01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:50,200
That, yeah, for sure, I'm. 
Dealing with like real life 

1197
01:12:50,200 --> 01:12:53,160
stuff and that's. 
Yeah, yeah. 

1198
01:12:53,840 --> 01:12:56,520
Well, how we? 
Yeah, it's. 

1199
01:12:58,240 --> 01:13:02,120
Yeah, move above it and and. 
I like the the rise above it 

1200
01:13:02,120 --> 01:13:06,400
too, with all the things you're 
saying, letting go and taking 

1201
01:13:06,400 --> 01:13:09,840
the right action. 
So I I got a fun one. 

1202
01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:12,480
I know we're getting towards the
top of our time. 

1203
01:13:12,760 --> 01:13:14,360
Do you think it's the lizard 
people? 

1204
01:13:16,480 --> 01:13:18,680
But I'm serious. 
Like you think it's like like. 

1205
01:13:18,960 --> 01:13:24,280
Like like, well, it's so like 
the what I'll say about it is 

1206
01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:29,200
that we have a reptilian brain 
which gets activated through 

1207
01:13:29,200 --> 01:13:34,000
narcissism. 
Sales people, pimps just mean 

1208
01:13:34,000 --> 01:13:40,320
people trolls on the Internet. 
What they do is they will 

1209
01:13:40,320 --> 01:13:46,760
activate your reptilian brain. 
And that's just people in 

1210
01:13:46,760 --> 01:13:50,160
general, just people trying to 
manipulate and get their way. 

1211
01:13:50,480 --> 01:13:55,360
They'll be like, right? 
That's my impression. 

1212
01:13:56,840 --> 01:13:58,640
Yell that somewhat. 
Then you're like whoa. 

1213
01:13:59,320 --> 01:14:03,760
Then you become reactive and not
responsive and then they will 

1214
01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:06,160
give you a solution. 
Well, if you do this, then we're

1215
01:14:06,160 --> 01:14:08,640
good. 
Like, oh, OK, I'll, I'll do 

1216
01:14:08,640 --> 01:14:09,640
that. 
I'm sorry. 

1217
01:14:09,640 --> 01:14:12,080
Right. 
Like, oh, oh, I'll buy that 

1218
01:14:12,080 --> 01:14:15,680
product or I'll, I'll vote for 
that person. 

1219
01:14:15,720 --> 01:14:20,440
Or yeah, I'll join that cause 
because you have just been hit 

1220
01:14:20,440 --> 01:14:25,840
with amygdala, amygdala effect 
or whatever. 

1221
01:14:26,920 --> 01:14:28,800
Amygdala, I can't even say the 
word. 

1222
01:14:29,120 --> 01:14:35,200
But it's departed the brain. 
Amygdala, amygdala, amygdala I 

1223
01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:40,080
gets hijacked. 
And so reading, being patient, 

1224
01:14:40,080 --> 01:14:46,400
praying, forgiving all that 
stuff reactivates the prefrontal

1225
01:14:46,400 --> 01:14:48,680
cortex of the brain. 
You know, pretty much getting 

1226
01:14:49,080 --> 01:14:53,400
away from that reptilian brain. 
But on another level, not just 

1227
01:14:53,400 --> 01:14:56,680
the manipulation of trolls on 
the Internet trying to do that. 

1228
01:14:56,760 --> 01:15:02,200
Or then you got institutions, 
which aren't human doing this as

1229
01:15:02,200 --> 01:15:03,880
well. 
So when we walk into a grocery 

1230
01:15:03,880 --> 01:15:07,000
store, the first thing that you 
do is you see the chicken in the

1231
01:15:07,000 --> 01:15:10,640
front, because that's not there 
for you to eat. 

1232
01:15:10,640 --> 01:15:14,320
That's there for you to smell. 
So when you walk in, then your 

1233
01:15:14,320 --> 01:15:17,040
senses get hijacked. 
Then you want food. 

1234
01:15:17,040 --> 01:15:19,600
So you'll buy more while you're 
buying the food. 

1235
01:15:19,600 --> 01:15:23,040
The music's playing. 
The music's always about I'm 

1236
01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:25,520
going to provide for the family,
right? 

1237
01:15:25,520 --> 01:15:27,280
And then you're like, I'm going 
to buy this for the and you 

1238
01:15:27,280 --> 01:15:30,360
start thinking about stuff and 
buying ridiculous stuff. 

1239
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:34,280
I'm always buying ridiculous. 
Why am I buying this like it's a

1240
01:15:34,280 --> 01:15:37,720
weird type of Slim Jim like that
I've never would like I didn't 

1241
01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:41,960
come here for that. 
So we're being manipulated on so

1242
01:15:41,960 --> 01:15:47,920
many different levels if so when
I think about reptilian kind of 

1243
01:15:47,920 --> 01:15:51,440
thing, I'm kind of instead of 
looking out there I'm kind of 

1244
01:15:51,440 --> 01:15:55,000
trying to look within like I 
think that's a a big thing. 

1245
01:15:55,000 --> 01:16:01,840
Becoming aware is a a huge thing
of our own. 

1246
01:16:02,200 --> 01:16:05,840
Like reptile, right? 
No, it's it's true. 

1247
01:16:05,840 --> 01:16:11,400
I think there's multiple DNA 
pieces inside of us, right, that

1248
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:17,240
are prone to certain things like
that Luciferian brain where you 

1249
01:16:17,240 --> 01:16:20,280
know, you want certain things or
or you're going to be a certain 

1250
01:16:20,280 --> 01:16:25,000
way versus another way, right. 
And and why that happens, I 

1251
01:16:25,000 --> 01:16:30,080
mean, I'm super conspiratorial 
on, but also I get it on a 

1252
01:16:30,080 --> 01:16:34,080
normal rational level, like I'm 
there too, You know, Like I can 

1253
01:16:34,080 --> 01:16:38,280
see both sides of it because, I 
mean, it's got to mean 

1254
01:16:38,280 --> 01:16:40,920
something. 
They have so much DNA that they 

1255
01:16:40,920 --> 01:16:44,440
call junk DNA that they have no 
idea what's going on with us. 

1256
01:16:44,840 --> 01:16:47,320
No, they do. 
They just don't want to tell us.

1257
01:16:48,120 --> 01:16:50,760
Well, like I'm addicted to 
nicotine. 

1258
01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:56,760
So like I chew nicotine gum and 
I have a vape, which I don't 

1259
01:16:56,760 --> 01:17:00,400
vape but I got one because like 
I've been stressed out. 

1260
01:17:01,400 --> 01:17:06,400
But like during this podcast, I 
wasn't doing it that much even 

1261
01:17:06,400 --> 01:17:09,080
though I wanted to. 
So I just kept drinking this 

1262
01:17:09,080 --> 01:17:12,760
water every time I wanted to get
the nicotine, because the 

1263
01:17:12,760 --> 01:17:17,760
nicotine is the same receptors 
of the brain telling me I'm 

1264
01:17:17,760 --> 01:17:20,680
thirsty. 
So if I don't smoke a cigarette 

1265
01:17:20,720 --> 01:17:26,520
or cigar, hit the vape or chew 
the gum, my body and brain is 

1266
01:17:26,520 --> 01:17:31,960
telling me I'm going to actually
die if I don't of the nicotine 

1267
01:17:31,960 --> 01:17:34,920
because it's activating the same
thing as water. 

1268
01:17:34,920 --> 01:17:36,720
Water is like the most important
thing. 

1269
01:17:36,720 --> 01:17:42,200
You need that more so than 
anything, you know? 

1270
01:17:42,440 --> 01:17:45,320
Absolutely. 
And so that's the same. 

1271
01:17:45,320 --> 01:17:49,200
So I'm aware of it. 
So I've been just drinking this 

1272
01:17:49,240 --> 01:17:52,320
water more through it, but 
that's just another thing of 

1273
01:17:52,320 --> 01:17:56,920
like I've like, how can I tell 
people what to do when I can't 

1274
01:17:56,920 --> 01:18:00,800
even get off? 
You're not telling people what 

1275
01:18:00,800 --> 01:18:03,480
to do. 
You're just giving examples of 

1276
01:18:03,480 --> 01:18:05,960
what you've gone through, right?
Like, that's different. 

1277
01:18:06,400 --> 01:18:09,240
That's a different thing. 
So we can all do that. 

1278
01:18:09,240 --> 01:18:11,640
And you know what I always say 
is people can take that or leave

1279
01:18:11,640 --> 01:18:12,480
it. 
It's fine. 

1280
01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:15,760
Like you don't have to think how
I think, but here's what I think

1281
01:18:15,760 --> 01:18:17,320
and we can all be respectful of 
that. 

1282
01:18:17,560 --> 01:18:24,040
We need to be more respectful of
that and be less, you know, set,

1283
01:18:24,040 --> 01:18:26,720
like you said about set in our 
minds, you know, your 

1284
01:18:26,720 --> 01:18:29,360
personality is formed pretty 
much by the time you're six 

1285
01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:31,640
years old. 
Everything solidified in there 

1286
01:18:32,000 --> 01:18:34,720
doesn't mean you can't make 
changes, but there's triggers in

1287
01:18:34,720 --> 01:18:38,040
your brain. 
So oral fixation is one. 

1288
01:18:38,240 --> 01:18:42,480
I'm sure you know this like oral
fixation goes back to why you're

1289
01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:45,520
you're doing something 
repetitively, you know, because 

1290
01:18:46,000 --> 01:18:49,080
to you that's happening over and
over again to somebody else it 

1291
01:18:49,080 --> 01:18:51,400
might be some other thing, you 
know, tapping your foot, 

1292
01:18:51,400 --> 01:18:54,080
clicking your pen, whatever, 
whatever. 

1293
01:18:54,080 --> 01:18:57,600
And I see it and and if you look
this up I don't know if you have

1294
01:18:57,600 --> 01:19:01,760
already. 
But in people that are seekers 

1295
01:19:01,760 --> 01:19:06,760
and do have a certain IQ level 
or or, it doesn't have to just 

1296
01:19:06,760 --> 01:19:09,520
be IQ, it can be curiosity or 
whatever. 

1297
01:19:10,040 --> 01:19:12,520
But the people that are more 
tend to be like that. 

1298
01:19:12,520 --> 01:19:16,200
They usually have these things. 
They're like nail biters or 

1299
01:19:16,200 --> 01:19:19,280
they're OCD something. 
It's a thing. 

1300
01:19:19,680 --> 01:19:24,680
And so with like friends and 
family that are like high IQ, 

1301
01:19:24,800 --> 01:19:28,320
they do that, yeah. 
Look at Einstein. 

1302
01:19:28,400 --> 01:19:29,840
Look at. 
Look at a lot of. 

1303
01:19:29,840 --> 01:19:34,800
These was always like smoking. 
Yeah, They have something that's

1304
01:19:34,800 --> 01:19:38,520
like a repetitive nature thing 
because most of us are OCD. 

1305
01:19:38,520 --> 01:19:40,600
That's why we're going to seek, 
right? 

1306
01:19:40,640 --> 01:19:42,120
That's why we're not going to 
be, that's. 

1307
01:19:43,560 --> 01:19:46,200
Interesting. 
Yeah, so there's like studies on

1308
01:19:46,200 --> 01:19:49,280
this because like I said, I work
in mental health, so that's my 

1309
01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:52,120
little weird tangent. 
But, and also on the nicotine 

1310
01:19:52,120 --> 01:19:55,160
gum, crack at once, put it in 
your cheek and let it absorb 

1311
01:19:55,160 --> 01:19:59,880
through your buccal mucosa and 
it actually works better, they 

1312
01:19:59,880 --> 01:20:02,400
say. 
So if you crack it and and not 

1313
01:20:02,400 --> 01:20:03,920
chew it, yeah, that's what they 
say. 

1314
01:20:03,920 --> 01:20:06,240
I don't know for sure, but 
that's what people tell me. 

1315
01:20:08,520 --> 01:20:11,360
And then you can leave it in 
there sometimes, like while 

1316
01:20:11,360 --> 01:20:15,080
you're doing stuff or whatever, 
but they just say that absorbs 

1317
01:20:15,080 --> 01:20:17,320
into your system better that 
way, so. 

1318
01:20:17,520 --> 01:20:19,880
To help. 
To help with that, yeah. 

1319
01:20:21,760 --> 01:20:25,200
And and this has been fun, I I 
really enjoyed our talk. 

1320
01:20:25,200 --> 01:20:28,160
I could talk to you all day. 
I know you're probably at that 

1321
01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:31,840
point where you're wanting to 
get going because we're past the

1322
01:20:31,920 --> 01:20:32,960
hour and I I. 
Don't. 

1323
01:20:32,960 --> 01:20:34,160
Oh no. 
It's all good. 

1324
01:20:34,160 --> 01:20:35,280
It's all good. 
Yeah. 

1325
01:20:35,280 --> 01:20:38,760
I've got a friend coming coming 
over from Hawaii. 

1326
01:20:39,240 --> 01:20:43,200
Have fun. 
So I want to make sure I clean 

1327
01:20:43,200 --> 01:20:45,680
up. 
A little, yeah, of course, of 

1328
01:20:45,720 --> 01:20:47,440
course. 
And I'd love to do it again 

1329
01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:50,040
anytime I. 
Would love to have you want to 

1330
01:20:50,040 --> 01:20:54,760
cover the symbolism of and all 
that that would be. 

1331
01:20:54,760 --> 01:20:59,280
Awesome. 
I got some pictures for you, so 

1332
01:20:59,280 --> 01:21:04,040
I'll bring my slideshow. 
So anytime don't thank you. 

1333
01:21:04,120 --> 01:21:06,800
Let them know one more time 
where they can find you in all 

1334
01:21:06,800 --> 01:21:12,320
of your wonderful work. 
You can find me at doe-nut.com 

1335
01:21:12,320 --> 01:21:18,720
or just look up Doughnut DOENUT 
Donut Factory on YouTube. 

1336
01:21:19,640 --> 01:21:22,840
And IG, he's all over. 
He's all over the place. 

1337
01:21:22,840 --> 01:21:25,120
I think probably X. 
Are you on X2? 

1338
01:21:25,240 --> 01:21:27,920
Yeah. 
And so lots of fun, you guys. 

1339
01:21:27,960 --> 01:21:30,720
You have like some really cool 
graphics. 

1340
01:21:30,720 --> 01:21:33,440
Obviously people are sending you
cool stuff, so it's kind of fun.

1341
01:21:33,440 --> 01:21:35,760
And then your show as well. 
So awesome. 

1342
01:21:36,120 --> 01:21:38,120
I thank you so much for coming 
on. 

1343
01:21:39,160 --> 01:21:41,040
Have a good one. 
Bye.