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You guys can have a seat. 
I'm going to grab something 

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really quick. 
If you were here last week, you 

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might, you might recognize it, 
but I'm going to let you keep 

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thinking about it. 
I'm just going to sit it up here

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right in your view. 
Don't get distracted. 

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So obviously I'm not Pastor 
Blake, but thank you for being 

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here. 
Yeah. 

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Who is? 
Who is this guy? 

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No, I am Jared Woody. 
Me and my lovely wife, Beatrice,

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we get the honor of leading 
Elevate Student Ministries over 

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in that building. 
It is always something I try to 

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soak up when I get a chance to 
be over here. 

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I love being over here with you 
guys, but I do love the youth 

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over there. 
And that's where we are blessed 

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to be right now in the season of
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And I'm just grateful for it. 
So Pastor Blake is in Guatemala.

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We saw with the announcement 
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It looks like things are going 
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I don't know if you follow him 
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they had some good fried 
chicken. 

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So it seems like they are doing 
pretty well down there. 

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No, I'm excited to hear what God
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they're down there and how their
lives are being changed. 

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I want to give you just a little
snippet of how I got to be up 

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here today. 
This was about 5 weeks ago. 

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We were at a staff meeting. 
We have staff meetings on 

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Mondays just so as a team we can
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And what is the word kind of 
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We know what's going on with the
different ministries. 

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We know the plans coming up for 
the church. 

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We know events coming up, things
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And so Pastor Blake is going 
through his travel plans, right?

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He's got some trips lined up. 
He's got Guatemala coming up. 

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And that's what he was talking 
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And I felt it coming. 
You, you know, when you're in a 

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classroom and the teacher is 
about to ask a question and you 

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don't want to answer it, so you 
just don't make eye contact. 

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I, I always sit. 
Cassie sits between Pastor Blake

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and I and I always sit. 
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looking at him, but it didn't 
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He said, Jared, are you 
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So what? 
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pretty clear, but I was hoping I
started flipping through my 

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electronic calendar, my phone 
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started hoping that I had some 
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I wasn't going to be available. 
Maybe. 

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No, I'm just kidding. 
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It's an honor to be able to 
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And I want to thank Pastor Blake
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guys this morning. 
And I'm praying that they get 

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back safely so we can hear all 
about it. 

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But it did. 
It stirred up a little bit of 

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nerves, I'm not going to lie. 
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right? 
I felt an excitement amidst the 

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nerves and I was like, what is 
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How does God? 
Are you already like planting 

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something there? 
What what is this? 

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And then I immediately 
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be God, right? 
I questioned myself, I 

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questioned God and then I took 
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little prayer right there. 
I said, God, if it's your will 

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to speak for me to speak, I'm 
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clear on what I need to 
communicate, and I need you to 

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tell me what I need to say. 
And thankfully, over the next 

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couple moments, a couple weeks, 
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But as soon as I said, yeah, my 
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Pastor Blake did? 
He started laying out his sermon

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series that he was about to go 
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And if you've been here for the 
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it was spiritual warfare. 
Yeah, I get to talk. 

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But in the midst of that, and 
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When he comes back, we're not 
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So after I said I was available,
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But it's good I'm here and I'm 
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Now I know I'm a little weird. 
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I'm probably weirder than most 
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If you know me, maybe you agree 
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If you don't know me, you're 
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I'm kind of weird myself, but I 
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asked so many times over the 
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none of you have asked it before
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probably not. 
But why do bad things happen to 

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good people? 
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right? 
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asked this question, and maybe 
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to ask it, up until about a 
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question that sat in my head. 
I didn't really do anything 

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about it. 
I didn't submit it to the Lord 

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and seek answers on it. 
I just kind of let it float 

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there. 
And I've learned that that's not

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really what we need to do with 
our questions. 

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We need to take them to Him, 
submit them to Him and do and 

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our ability what we can to seek 
the answers for that. 

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Now, granted, not always going 
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You're not always going to get 
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But I started wrestling, 
wrestling with it a couple years

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ago and I actually took it to 
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I actually put in some effort in
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there. 
And maybe many of you have asked

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that same question, maybe not. 
Maybe you've asked one of these 

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other questions that I would 
tuck away in that same file 

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folder. 
Why do good people get cancer? 

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Why do innocent people die in 
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other seemingly random tragedies
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Why do children get such 
terrible diagnosis or die at 

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such young ages? 
Why do natural disasters happen 

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that hurt so many people? 
Why do good people suddenly lose

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jobs, lose whole careers and 
experience terrible financial 

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hardships? 
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people? 
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wrestling with. 
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questions, looking back on it, 
it's usually when myself or 

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those around me who I care for, 
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it's when we are going through 
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It doesn't matter until we're 
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Doesn't exist until we're in 
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If you've got your Bibles this 
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turn to Luke 18, verse 19. 
We're going to be there shortly 

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as you make your way there and 
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I do have a disclaimer for you 
and I want to be clear, I do not

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have all the answers. 
Surprise, no, you don't have all

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the answers in shocker, Pastor 
Blake doesn't have all the 

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answers. 
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I'm very confident there are 
things in this life, questions 

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that we are never going to have 
answered, questions about our 

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theology, question about why 
things happen that are never 

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going to be answered until 
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we meet our Lord, right? 
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it doesn't depend on how much we
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do. 
It's based on accepting a gift 

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that's freely given to us. 
Amen. 

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Speaking of having answers, I 
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there. 
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Wednesday, Tom Hines gave a 
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and watch it. 
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the veil being torn when Jesus 
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access that that provided for 
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And he talked about how this 
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we can step into or we can 
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As believers, we can press in 
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Lord into potentially having our
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us, or we can choose to stay 
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That choice is up to us. 
But let's look at Luke 18, verse

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19. 
This is the account of the rich 

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young ruler. 
Those of you, there's many of 

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you probably familiar with this.
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Jesus. 
The young ruler comes to Jesus 

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and says, good teacher, what 
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life? 
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Jesus's response. 
Why do you call me good? 

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Jesus asked him. 
Only God is truly good. 

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Now in this interaction, I don't
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ruler was trying to trap Jesus 
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trick him like maybe the the 
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But I think the bigger thing 
that sticks out is his maybe 

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attitude. 
If you look at kind of the whole

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interaction, he comes to Jesus 
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self-righteous, like, I think 
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I might be able to tackle this 
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And then he asked Jesus, and 
Jesus eventually gives him an 

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answer. 
And he would go on to learn that

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he is, in fact, not as good as 
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But the thing that sticks out 
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even gave an answer to the rich 
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use of the word good. 
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our question today. 
He let him know that no one is 

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truly and inherently good but 
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Now let's look at Romans 3, 
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This is the words of Paul. 
He's quoting Psalm 14, and he's 

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writing to the Christian Church 
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In verse 9 he writes, Well then 
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are better than others? 
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already shown that all people, 
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under the power of sin. 
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No one is righteous, not even 
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No one is truly wise. 
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All have turned away, All have 
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No one does good, not a single 
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As he addresses both the Jewish 
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Church of Rome, he explains that
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superior to the other. 
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and I today, as all people fall 
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And because of this, we all need
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When we look at these 
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defines goodness by divine 
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only one true and inherently 
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Paul then double s down on this 
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On this idea. 
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being or group of people can 
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their own merits. 
Maybe that's a tough thing to 

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swallow. 
For me, it is sometimes because 

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pride, right? 
Maybe you don't struggle with 

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that. 
As much as I know it's true, 

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there's a part of me that 
doesn't really like hearing 

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that. 
It doesn't sound like a 

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glamorous truth sometimes in my 
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Now, with that being said, it 
doesn't mean that we are all 

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terrible, terrible people. 
It doesn't mean that we can't do

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good things right. 
Rather, it means that no amount 

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of good that we can do can 
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And I think if we are honest, we
can fall into that same thinking

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that the rich young ruler had. 
If we aren't actively aware in 

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aligning ourselves to the one 
who is literally the standard 

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for good, we start to define 
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We start to start to filter what
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just, what is good through our 
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Anyone ever find themselves in 
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And then when things happen in 
our lives that don't align with 

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our definition of what should be
good and just happening, we feel

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like there's an injustice and we
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who factually we know is good, 
and just, why does he allow 

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these things to happen? 
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that no one is good aside from 
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we correct that original 
question because good and bad 

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can so often be subjective in 
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I think the question is better 
represented as what do I do when

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things happen that I don't 
understand? 

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Pretty fair. 
Fair by your definition. 

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Nevermind. 
We just learned from Pastor 

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Blake over the past four weeks 
about the spiritual war 

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happening around us. 
We learned about the unseen 

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battle. 
We learned that even though we 

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can't see it, there is a battle 
happening and guess what? 

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We're a part of it. 
We learned that there is an 

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unseen accuser, the enemy Satan,
there is an unseen accuser and 

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he laid out the accusers battle 
plan for us. 

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I hope he took notes. 
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explained the unseen hosts. 
I'm be I'm be honest, that one 

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got a little weird. 
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Nephilim. 
Now you guys can go back and 

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watch it. 
I'm not even going to attempt to

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try to explain some of those 
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and watch it because this is 
stuff that we need to know 

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about. 
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up that series talking about the
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And that is that you and I, as 
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Christ, we fight from a position
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The battles been won. 
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Why doesn't it feel like it? 
What do we do when this war gets

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personal? 
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When we get punched in the face 
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Maybe you haven't been there. 
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What do we do when the pains of 
this life and this war start to 

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distort our vision of the 
victory that we factually know 

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that God has already got right? 
And I thought vision was right 

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there. 
It reminded me. 

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I didn't give you an update last
time I spoke to you. 

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Sorry, this is a rabbit trail 
and I'm going down it. 

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Last time I spoke to you, it was
Palm Sunday and I had some 

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glasses and I talked about my 
eyesight. 

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I want to give you an update 
because many of you have sent 

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the friendly reminders and the 
jabs saying, hey, did you get 

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your eye appointment? 
You get your glasses yet? 

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I'll give you an update so we 
can calm those those thoughts. 

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I got a prescription, but I'm 
fighting through denial to 

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actually order the glasses. 
So all right, out of the rabbit 

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trail, here we go. 
This morning I want to share a 

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few things that I've discovered 
as I've repeatedly wrestled with

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this question and finally took 
it to God, sought some answers. 

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I hope this morning is 
multifaceted. 

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I I hope to give you clarity 
somewhat, maybe with some things

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surrounding this question or at 
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your walk with Christ. 
I want to give you encouragement

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to get back in the fight if you 
find out that maybe you haven't 

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been in it. 
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this morning will help us all to
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wisdom and His character amidst 
all the uncertainties that life 

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is going to have. 
That when we don't know why it 

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happens, that we can rest in the
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that He is good. 
If you like, you can go ahead 

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and turn to Job one. 
We're going to be looking at job

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a lot this morning, but Job 1 is
where we'll be very shortly as 

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you get there. 
If you want to note these down, 

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you can, but I'm going to 
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Jeremiah 3325. 
Again, that was Genesis 11 and 

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Jeremiah 3325. 
They're going to help set the 

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stage for us before we get the 
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And the first thing that I 
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heard it before, maybe you 
haven't thought much about it, 

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but God created a world with 
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consequences. 
In Genesis 11. 

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It seems simple enough. 
Many of us probably haven't 

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memorized because it's the first
thing we read in the Bible plan 

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every year, and probably the 
Scripture we've read the most 

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ever. 
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created the heavens and the 
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Easy. 
God is the creator of the world.

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Creation wasn't random. 
It was done with intentionality.

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And with creation, God 
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In Jeremiah 33 verse 25, we see 
a message from the Lord to God's

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people through the prophet 
Jeremiah in verse 25. 

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But this is what the Lord says. 
I would no more reject my people

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than I would change my laws that
govern night and day, earth and 

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sky. 
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critics maybe claiming that he 
abandoned the descendants that 

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he of Jacob and David that he 
chose right. 

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Through Jeremiah, God compares 
the promise that he made to them

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to the unchanging natural laws 
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Day follows night. 
Seasons come, seasons go. 

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Creation operates according to 
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established from the beginning. 
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these fixed rules and laws, 
God's moral covenantal promise 

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to restore the descendants of 
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These two scriptures show us 
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things operate according to an 
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something with order, that means
there are consequences to the 

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way that that order works. 
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Gravity works still working. 
Fires burn for fire started 

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until something stops it. 
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choices have consequences, and 
that means sin has consequences.

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I'm going to simplify what I'm 
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I'm going to give you an 
illustration that might make you

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a bit hungry. 
If you know my wife, you know 

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that she likes to bake. 
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sorry, it's unfortunate. 
But if she creates a chocolate 

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chip cookie, right? 
Any chocolate chip cookie fans? 

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Yeah, they are delicious. 
When she creates a chocolate 

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chip cookie, I don't just get a 
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That's not the only thing that's
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What do I mean? 
I get the heat in the kitchen. 

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Heat rises because the oven's on
to create that cookie. 

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There is an aroma that fills the
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Hallelujah. 
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the ingredients in that cookie, 
right? 

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There are additional calories. 
I'm OK with it. 

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I want them all. 
And there is a rise in my blood 

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sugar when I consume what was 
created. 

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When something is created, there
are often many things that come 

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along with that that don't 
immediately maybe come to our 

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mind. 
That cookie has consequences 

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because it exists in a system of
cause and effect. 

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But listen closely, because I 
already see wheels spinning and 

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you're trying to connect with 
the things that I've already 

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said. 
So consequences do not mean that

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everything that happens to us is
something we caused. 

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I want you to hear that. 
And this is where Job comes in. 

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The first several verses in Job 
tell us that Job wasn't living 

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in rebellion. 
As a matter of fact, we see that

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Job was righteous jumping into 
verse 6 there. 

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This is Job's first Test, and I 
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referred to this through the 
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One day the members of the 
heavenly court came to present 

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themselves before the Lord and 
the accuser, Satan, came with 

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them. 
Where have you come from? 

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The Lord asked Satan. 
Satan answered the Lord. 

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I've been patrolling the earth, 
watching everything that's going

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on. 
Then the Lord asked Satan, Have 

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you noticed my servant Job? 
He is the finest man in all the 

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earth. 
He is blameless, a man of 

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complete integrity. 
He fears God and stays away from

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evil. 
Are you guys seeing what I'm 

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seeing in my head? 
The only thing that I image wise

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and experience wise have to try 
to picture this is an actual 

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courtroom. 
Anyone been in a courtroom? 

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You don't have to admit to 
anything, but if you've been in 

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a courtroom, there are depending
on which court it is, General 

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District Court is very busy. 
There are a lot of buzzing and 

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murmuring happening. 
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the judge between cases and they
will have maybe a conversation 

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here, conversation there because
they have got a lot going on. 

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But here you see the Lord and 
Satan like having a a 

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conversation like aren't they 
supposed they're like rife, like

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mortal enemies, like it's not 
explosive here. 

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It's not a crazy action scene, 
but that's maybe you don't see 

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that and I was just trying to 
help you imagine it. 

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Continuing in verse 9, Satan 
replied to the Lord. 

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Yes, sorry, yes, but Job has 
good reason to fear God. 

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You've always put a wall of 
protection around him and his 

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home, his property. 
You've made him prosper in 

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everything that he does. 
Look how rich he is, but reach 

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out and take away everything he 
has and he will surely curse you

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to your face. 
All right, you may test him. 

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The Lord said to Satan, do 
whatever you want with 

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everything he possesses, but 
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So Satan left the Lord's 
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Job loses nearly everything, his
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children. 
Eventually Satan would come 

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back. 
God would say just don't take 

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his life. 
He would lose his health. 

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The account of Job right here in
the beginning lets us kind of 

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peek behind the curtain here. 
Something terrible is happening 

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to Job, but he doesn't know why.
We know what's happening because

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we get this peek behind the 
curtain, right? 

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We get to see a glimpse into the
spiritual realm here. 

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Satan challenges Job, God allows
testing to happen, and Job knows

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none of this that we are reading
about so often. 

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It's so easy for us to fall into
the mistake of thinking someone 

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must have done something bad to 
'cause this bad thing happening 

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in their life. 
Job. 

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The story of Job breaks that 
equation. 

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Sometimes terrible things happen
to people just doing their best 

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to follow God. 
So why does God allow it? 

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And this is where, again, I want
you to hear me carefully. 

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I'm not standing here telling 
you that I can explain why every

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bad thing happens. 
I can't. 

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You can't, Pastor Blake can't. 
There are so many things that 

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happen that we're not going to 
fully understand, and at some 

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point we have to come to that 
understanding. 

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But we can understand some 
things about the world. 

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God created. 
People have free will. 

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Actions have consequences. 
Creation has been affected by 

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sin. 
Natural laws continue to 

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operate. 
Should we check it again? 

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Yep, still working people can 
make decisions that harm 

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themselves and or other people. 
God doesn't constantly override 

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every consequence or bad choice 
to make life perfectly 

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comfortable. 
If he did, I think we would all 

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agree that he is not a just God.
I was talking to Pastor Blake 

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and I was running through kind 
of a warm up of this sermon and 

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he brought up Bruce Almighty. 
And so with his permission, I'm 

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going to use that illustration. 
How many of you know Bruce 

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Almighty? 
OK. 

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It's a movie where Jim Carrey 
and Jennifer Aniston are husband

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and wife. 
Morgan Freeman plays God and 

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Bruce, he's got an Anchorman job
he puts in for promotion, 

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eventually doesn't get it. 
Things start to go really bad. 

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Bad things, excuse me, bad 
things start to happen in his 

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life and then he blames God. 
So God Morgan Freeman comes back

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and gives him the opportunity to
play God. 

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He gets the power, but he has 2 
rules. 

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He can't mess with anyone's free
will and no one can know that he

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is God. 
So the whole movie is kind of 

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depicting that storyline. 
Entertaining, yes, but Bruce 

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starts to use the powers. 
He starts to use them for 

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personal things, things that if 
we're honest, I think we would 

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probably be doing selfish 
things. 

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But then he also realizes that 
God has all these other things 

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that he has to do. 
He has to answer prayers, and 

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Bruce has to figure out how to 
do that. 

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Now. 
He eventually sets on just 

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saying yes to everyone's 
prayers, which as you can 

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imagine, would cause quite a 
chaotic world. 

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But I think sometimes maybe we 
wouldn't say it, but maybe we 

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think that we might could do 
God's job better. 

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Maybe, no, maybe you wouldn't 
put it out there like that. 

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But I think if we were to ever 
have that opportunity to step 

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into that, I think we would 
quickly learn, like Bruce did, 

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that God's responsibilities are 
so much more complex than our 

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understanding of the world. 
In the same vein, God being good

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doesn't mean he prevents every 
painful thing from happening. 

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And God allowing something to 
happen doesn't mean that he 

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caused it. 
God created a world with order, 

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not a world without 
consequences. 

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But it does not mean if 
something bad happened to you 

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that you caused it. 
OK, Job shows us that that's not

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true. 
And sometimes it happens. 

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Sometimes the bad things happen,
sometimes the diagnosis happens,

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sometimes the death in the 
family happens, sometimes the 

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financial struggles happen, and 
sometimes we don't know why. 

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But that lack of understanding 
and that questioning of why is 

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where the the real struggling 
begins. 

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And the second discovery that I 
want to bring to you today is 

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that when life doesn't make 
sense, we have to get to the 

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place of taking it to God. 
I know it sounds elementary, but

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00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,280
do you take it everything to 
him? 

456
00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:44,840
You don't have to answer that. 
We recently broke down Psalm 13 

457
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,240
over an elevate. 
We're doing a study through the 

458
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:52,560
book of Psalms, and we were 
talking about lament and grief. 

459
00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:55,800
Now, this is often considered a 
prayer of lament. 

460
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:58,840
It's written by King David. 
If you want to go there, you 

461
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:00,640
can. 
Again, it's Psalm 13. 

462
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:06,040
Now this is potentially written 
while David was on the run from 

463
00:34:06,040 --> 00:34:10,560
King Saul or from Absalom. 
We're really unsure about when 

464
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:15,520
exactly, but it's a Psalm that 
gives us an example of bringing 

465
00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:20,080
our deep grief and our pain and 
our confusion to God. 

466
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,760
Lament. 
How many of you have heard of 

467
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:26,840
that? 
Probably a lot. 

468
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:32,880
It's characterized by taking an 
action step and moving from just

469
00:34:33,159 --> 00:34:35,080
just sitting in this grief, in 
this pain. 

470
00:34:36,679 --> 00:34:39,360
But it turns into lament when 
you take that action step and 

471
00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:43,760
you say, yes, I've got that, but
I'm trusting and giving that to 

472
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:46,040
God. 
I'm taking it to him and I'm 

473
00:34:46,040 --> 00:34:48,679
putting in action and I'm 
trusting him with that. 

474
00:34:48,679 --> 00:34:58,560
OK, so Psalm 13, Oh Lord, how 
long will you forget me forever?

475
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,280
How long will you look the other
way? 

476
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:06,840
How long must I struggle with 
anguish in my soul, with sorrow 

477
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:10,400
in my heart every day? 
How long will my enemy have the 

478
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:14,040
upper hand? 
Turn and answer me, O Lord, my 

479
00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:18,040
God, restore the sparkle to my 
eyes or I will die. 

480
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:22,320
Don't let my enemies gloat, 
saying we have defeated Him. 

481
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:24,800
Don't let them rejoice in my 
downfall. 

482
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:27,880
But I trust in your unfailing 
love. 

483
00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:31,080
I will rejoice because you have 
rescued me. 

484
00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:34,640
I will sing to the Lord because 
He is good to me. 

485
00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:44,760
Notice how David's words and his
tone shift. 

486
00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:49,120
He starts with questioning how 
long? 

487
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:52,080
I mean, he says it what, four or
five times? 

488
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:56,240
How long? 
How long do I have to deal with 

489
00:35:56,240 --> 00:36:00,040
this? 
And then he moves to a request. 

490
00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:06,680
Oh God, turn to me. 
I need an answer. 

491
00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:13,480
And then he moves to I will 
rejoice because you have rescued

492
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:15,760
me. 
I will sing to the Lord because 

493
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,880
He is good. 
I trust in your unfailing love. 

494
00:36:21,520 --> 00:36:23,480
David doesn't hide his pain from
God. 

495
00:36:23,720 --> 00:36:28,600
He takes it to him. 
He makes an active move from his

496
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:32,520
deep grief into renewing and 
reclaiming his active trust in 

497
00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:36,720
God. 
How do you normally handle your 

498
00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:38,760
pain? 
You don't have to give me an 

499
00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:47,120
answer, but just think about it.
When it happens in your life, 

500
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:55,080
you normally sneeze. 
Never mind. 

501
00:36:56,480 --> 00:37:01,120
Oh man, how do you normally 
handle the pain in your life? 

502
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:06,440
When it happens in your life, 
Everything that we've mentioned 

503
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:11,840
under that word it and you find 
yourself hurting, how do you 

504
00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:21,520
normally respond? 
I'll give you an example here of

505
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:26,560
a time in my response. 
This was some pain in my life. 

506
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:38,360
I had a grandma, loved her and 
she was struggling with cancer 

507
00:37:41,240 --> 00:37:49,160
for about 9 months and this was 
back in 2021 or the end of 2020.

508
00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:53,440
Beginning of 2021 and my 
birthday was coming up. 

509
00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:58,960
At the time I was working at New
Bern Police Department and I was

510
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:03,280
on the street working patrol. 
I was on night shifts so I would

511
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:10,080
go in at 6:00 PM, get off at 
6:00 AM, but I was sleeping from

512
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:14,120
the day before and I get a phone
call that she passed away. 

513
00:38:14,840 --> 00:38:16,360
Guess what? 
So my birthday. 

514
00:38:22,970 --> 00:38:27,170
That hurt still hurts looking 
back at it. 

515
00:38:30,850 --> 00:38:34,690
Why? 
Why, right? 

516
00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:41,560
God, you could have just moved 
that. 

517
00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:46,120
Like I get selfish, right? 
You could have just moved it a 

518
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:49,240
day here, a day there. 
Why'd you have to mess up my 

519
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:57,440
birthday? 
It's not about me, right? 

520
00:39:04,380 --> 00:39:09,220
But we still have those 
questions and being straight 

521
00:39:09,540 --> 00:39:17,000
honest with you, the next, I 
don't know, 2-3 years. 

522
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:19,880
I didn't want anything to do 
with my birthday. 

523
00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:29,720
I just wanted it to come and go 
because that hurt was there and 

524
00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:34,760
I didn't take it to God. 
Just being honest. 

525
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:42,160
I was selfish with it and I was 
feeling some type of way about 

526
00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:49,680
it, but I finally did. 
I took it to him. 

527
00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:55,520
I said, God, here, this is this 
hurts. 

528
00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:59,480
Why'd it have to happen? 
I don't know. 

529
00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:05,200
And that's OK now. 
Still hurts, but. 

530
00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:21,800
Taking it to him, it was 
revealed again. 

531
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:25,800
Pastor Blake just went through 
Ecclesiastes was a little bit 

532
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:27,680
ago, right? 
Bible study Wednesday night. 

533
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:30,800
And what do we learn? 
There's a time for everything 

534
00:40:33,080 --> 00:40:37,440
under the sun. 
There's a time for being happy. 

535
00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:41,200
There's a time for being sad. 
There's a time for death. 

536
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:44,760
There's a time for life, and you
know what? 

537
00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:48,280
Just because that happened on my
birthday doesn't mean that I 

538
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:55,440
can't remember my grandmother 
and still celebrate this gift 

539
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:58,040
that God has given me of another
year, right? 

540
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:09,160
So let's jump ahead to Job 3, 
just maybe a couple pages over. 

541
00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:14,360
This is Job's first speech after
seven days of silence. 

542
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:20,440
After this, Job opened his mouth
and cursed the day of his birth.

543
00:41:21,320 --> 00:41:26,760
He said, May the day of my birth
perish, and the night that said 

544
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:31,080
a boy is conceived that day. 
May it turn to darkness. 

545
00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:36,320
May God above not care about it.
May no light shine on it. 

546
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:42,200
May gloom and utter darkness 
claim it once more, May a cloud 

547
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:44,520
settle over it. 
May blackness overwhelm it. 

548
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:49,400
He finally speaks after sitting 
in silence for seven days. 

549
00:41:51,120 --> 00:42:00,000
He curses the day of his birth. 
His pain is real, his emotions 

550
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:04,560
very real, his questions very 
real. 

551
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:15,600
He doesn't get the answer to his
why, but he does something that 

552
00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:19,600
in my situation I wasn't 
necessarily able to do for a few

553
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:21,600
years. 
He doesn't let it push him away 

554
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:25,680
from God either. 
One thing that I'm learning, 

555
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:31,200
although it isn't easy, is that 
maybe instead of asking God why 

556
00:42:31,200 --> 00:42:35,960
would you let this happen, it 
would be more beneficial to pray

557
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:38,880
God? 
I don't understand any of this. 

558
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:43,280
This is how I feel. 
Lay out all your emotions, your 

559
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:50,880
feelings, and it's frustrating, 
God, but I'm bringing it to you 

560
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:56,080
and I'm trusting you because of 
who I know you to be, because of

561
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:58,440
the evidence that I've seen in 
my life. 

562
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:05,360
Now, pain. 
We're going to talk about it a 

563
00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:10,440
little more, but it does not 
determine my purpose. 

564
00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:12,160
It doesn't determine your 
purpose. 

565
00:43:15,240 --> 00:43:19,800
I'm jumping even further ahead. 
Job 19, verse 25. 

566
00:43:21,040 --> 00:43:25,280
We see Job's response to his 
friend Bill Dad as he is going 

567
00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:28,280
through some intense feelings of
loneliness and physical pain 

568
00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:32,800
here. 
But in verse 25, I know that my 

569
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:36,600
Redeemer lives and that in the 
end He will stand on the earth. 

570
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:42,760
Everything in Job circumstances 
seemed like God had abandoned 

571
00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:50,840
him, but he did not let His 
circumstances define what He 

572
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:56,120
believed about God. 
He knows that his Redeemer 

573
00:43:56,120 --> 00:44:01,880
lives. 
If we jump ahead, way ahead to 

574
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:09,400
the last chapter, chapter 42, 
verses 2 through 6, we see Job's

575
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:16,920
last reply to the Lord. 
He says I know that you can do 

576
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:19,640
anything and no one can stop 
you. 

577
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:25,000
You asked who is this that 
questions my wisdom with such 

578
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:31,720
ignorance? 
It is I, and I was talking about

579
00:44:31,720 --> 00:44:36,400
things I knew nothing about, 
things far too wonderful for me.

580
00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:38,720
You said Listen and I will 
speak. 

581
00:44:39,440 --> 00:44:42,280
I have some questions for you 
and you must answer them. 

582
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:47,440
I had only heard about you 
before, but now I have seen you 

583
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:50,640
with my own eyes. 
I take back everything I said, 

584
00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:56,320
and I sit in the dust and ashes 
to show my repentance. 

585
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:03,640
Job admits his ignorance and his
lack of knowledge to comprehend 

586
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:10,720
God's reasoning, and even still,
he chooses to trust God's wisdom

587
00:45:11,360 --> 00:45:13,360
and in God's consistent 
character. 

588
00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:21,240
It might be hard, but how many 
of you know we need to admit our

589
00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:26,160
ignorance and our lack of 
knowledge sometimes, some of us 

590
00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:28,400
maybe more than others. 
I don't know. 

591
00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:35,240
Eventually in verse 5, verse 
five, Job says he has seen the 

592
00:45:35,240 --> 00:45:39,840
Lord with his own eyes. 
Sometimes when we're hurting, we

593
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:41,760
forget the history that we have 
with God. 

594
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:46,080
Sometimes that pain anyone ever 
experienced like an excruciating

595
00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:49,880
pain and it's almost like tunnel
vision, can't think about 

596
00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:54,800
anything else. 
Sometimes when we're hurting and

597
00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:59,120
we're feeling that pain, we 
forget that history that we have

598
00:45:59,120 --> 00:46:02,160
with God. 
We've become so focused on what 

599
00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:08,800
He isn't doing right now that we
forget about what He did do and 

600
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:14,440
what He has done. 
So how can we better remember 

601
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:17,800
that? 
How can we better remember what 

602
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:21,960
He has done? 
How many? 

603
00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:27,360
You know what a testimony is? 
Yeah, every one of us has one. 

604
00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:33,680
Share that. 
Share your testimony. 

605
00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:38,520
And I'm not just saying when I'm
having a tough day mentally 

606
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:42,120
think about things, although 
that might help, but I'm saying 

607
00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:44,080
verbalize it. 
Put it out there. 

608
00:46:44,240 --> 00:46:47,720
Put it out loud to your small 
groups, to your communities, to 

609
00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:53,080
the people that you trust. 
Vocalize and share your 

610
00:46:53,080 --> 00:47:02,280
testimony because why? 
Because when you start to speak 

611
00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:07,040
things and you hear yourself 
speaking these testimonies and 

612
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:11,320
you hear other people speaking 
these testimonies, that builds a

613
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:15,720
confidence, that builds a 
confidence, and it strengthens 

614
00:47:15,880 --> 00:47:20,640
our confidence even more in who 
we know God to be, Right? 

615
00:47:24,760 --> 00:47:27,960
Last week, I know some of you 
were like locked eyes here and 

616
00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:31,640
you haven't moved. 
You're like, what is this? 

617
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:36,240
Last week Pastor Blake used this
jacket and this rope for an 

618
00:47:36,240 --> 00:47:42,040
illustration. 
He had Abigail come up here and 

619
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:46,280
the jacket was essentially to 
hold the rope to him. 

620
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:50,320
So I'm just going to use the 
rope, but I hope you'll stick 

621
00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:52,480
with me and you can see where 
I'm going. 

622
00:47:53,200 --> 00:48:00,440
So this rope he talked about was
things that happened to us that 

623
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:04,000
maybe we don't fully handle, 
maybe we don't fully heal from. 

624
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:09,560
We don't necessarily take it to 
God and allow him to help us 

625
00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:17,800
deal with it. 
These things, maybe it's a death

626
00:48:17,920 --> 00:48:21,040
to a loved one that we don't 
fully understand why. 

627
00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:33,320
Maybe it's a diagnosis. 
Maybe it's a part of, I don't 

628
00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:38,520
know, a family just out of 
nowhere seeming to have issues 

629
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:42,760
and like God, what is happening 
and all of a sudden you have 

630
00:48:42,760 --> 00:48:47,920
these these things that are not 
being dealt with and they 

631
00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:52,680
become, we learned last week, 
hand holds for the enemy that 

632
00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:55,880
maybe we don't always see. 
But if you can imagine someone 

633
00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:58,680
behind me, like last week 
pulling on the ropes, they 

634
00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:02,240
affect me, right? 
He can kind of move me around 

635
00:49:02,240 --> 00:49:05,320
and affect me if I'm not dealing
with these hand holds. 

636
00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:13,040
So Pastor Blake encouraged us to
deal with them, get rid of them,

637
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:19,960
and he sat them on the stage. 
Now, I came in here Monday or 

638
00:49:19,960 --> 00:49:23,920
Tuesday and I saw the jacket 
here and I was like thinking 

639
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:27,160
about my sermon and what I was 
going to be talking about. 

640
00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:31,880
And I just couldn't kind of get 
away from this thought that I 

641
00:49:31,880 --> 00:49:35,360
think we can take this even 
further and actually connects 

642
00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:40,560
with one of my points. 
So when we deal with those 

643
00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:43,720
things, we put them in a grave, 
right? 

644
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:48,480
What is a grave for? 
It's to lay something or someone

645
00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:51,160
to rest. 
What does that mean? 

646
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:55,120
You're putting it down and 
you're moving on. 

647
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:57,200
It doesn't mean you're 
forgetting. 

648
00:49:58,840 --> 00:50:03,360
That's not what I'm saying, but 
you're putting it in the grave. 

649
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:10,440
Again, pain is real. 
These things actually, they 

650
00:50:10,440 --> 00:50:12,560
happen to you. 
I'm not discounting that. 

651
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:17,760
I mean, I was getting choked up 
just talking about one that I 

652
00:50:17,760 --> 00:50:23,760
feel like I have dealt with. 
OK, emotions are valid now. 

653
00:50:23,760 --> 00:50:28,520
They don't validate all of your 
actions because of those 

654
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:32,280
emotions. 
Some of you take that and chew 

655
00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:37,560
on it. 
I had to for a while, but pain, 

656
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:41,680
that rope, whatever happened 
doesn't have to become my 

657
00:50:41,680 --> 00:50:45,000
identity. 
It doesn't. 

658
00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:50,840
Disappointment doesn't have to 
become what I believe or know 

659
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:56,400
God to be. 
What happened to me doesn't get 

660
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:59,240
to control what God has next for
me. 

661
00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,800
My pain does not determine my 
purpose. 

662
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:07,080
Now I want to jump back to night
of worship, beginning of this 

663
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:11,240
month. 
If you were here, you got to 

664
00:51:11,240 --> 00:51:13,080
experience it. 
If you weren't here, you better 

665
00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:16,840
come Wednesday night because 
it's going to be fantastic. 

666
00:51:17,480 --> 00:51:21,440
But I was at night of worship. 
I was worshiping. 

667
00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:25,680
They did the song made for more.
If you know that song, maybe you

668
00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:28,760
don't, but I'm going to read you
the chorus. 

669
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:33,800
I wasn't made to be tending a 
grave. 

670
00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:38,560
I was called by name, born and 
raised back to life again. 

671
00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:42,600
I was made for more. 
Why would I make a bed in my 

672
00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:46,400
shame when a fountain of grace 
is running my way? 

673
00:51:47,240 --> 00:51:50,280
I know I am yours and I was made
for more. 

674
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:59,240
Can I be honest with what 
happens sometimes with these 

675
00:51:59,520 --> 00:52:02,760
these things in our life now? 
I know the song specifically 

676
00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:06,200
says shame. 
Maybe this thing down in the 

677
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:09,520
grave is shame over something 
you've done in the past. 

678
00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:13,840
Maybe it's an addiction that 
you've worked through, or maybe 

679
00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:16,880
that you're still fighting to 
get away, get out of the grips 

680
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:20,240
of. 
Maybe again, it's all those 

681
00:52:20,240 --> 00:52:22,920
things that we mentioned, but 
you've put it in the grave. 

682
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:28,560
But if we're not careful, I 
think we find ourselves coming 

683
00:52:28,560 --> 00:52:34,320
back here. 
I think sometimes we might even 

684
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:42,760
pull it out. 
We might start to relive it. 

685
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:49,040
We might start to maybe allow it
to start forming our identity 

686
00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:51,680
again. 
I don't know. 

687
00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:03,920
We have to stop tending graves 
in our lives, and we have to be 

688
00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:08,000
an active participant in God's 
will for our lives. 

689
00:53:11,720 --> 00:53:16,000
If we were made for more, why do
I want to come back here and 

690
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:18,680
live in a cemetery? 
Why? 

691
00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:24,040
Guys, God has so much more for 
us. 

692
00:53:33,240 --> 00:53:38,440
It's frustrating. 
I know also when you see people 

693
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:42,720
who are doing that, that you 
care for and you can't make that

694
00:53:42,720 --> 00:53:53,160
decision for them, but you can 
encourage them. 

695
00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:56,200
You can be there for them and 
you can speak truth in their 

696
00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:58,280
life. 
You can speak testimony into 

697
00:53:58,280 --> 00:54:03,040
their life, right? 
We got to stop tending the 

698
00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:04,720
grave. 
We got to stop living in that 

699
00:54:04,720 --> 00:54:11,000
cemetery. 
Some of us has been sending them

700
00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:14,560
for so long. 
Maybe weeks, maybe months, maybe

701
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:19,240
years, maybe decades. 
We keep visiting what hurt us. 

702
00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:22,800
We keep rehearsing what happened
over and over and over. 

703
00:54:22,960 --> 00:54:26,120
We keep replaying the 
disappointment in our heads. 

704
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:34,880
We keep asking why I don't. 
Don't hear me incorrectly. 

705
00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:38,640
I'm not telling you again to 
pretend that that grave is not 

706
00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:44,160
there. 
I'm telling you that you are not

707
00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:48,920
created to spend the rest of 
your days living in that 

708
00:54:48,920 --> 00:54:56,880
cemetery. 
Job lost things that he could 

709
00:54:56,880 --> 00:55:01,400
never replace. 
But Job story did not end in the

710
00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:05,000
ashes. 
Some of us have been tending 

711
00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:10,800
graves for so long that we 
forgot we were created to live. 

712
00:55:13,520 --> 00:55:20,480
Pain is part of your story, but 
it does not have to become your 

713
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:24,320
purpose. 
We spent the last few weeks 

714
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,800
talking about spiritual warfare,
and the reality is there's an 

715
00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:30,360
unseen battle happening around 
us. 

716
00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:35,040
And here's something that we 
have to remember about war. 

717
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:44,320
Wars have casualties, people get
wounded, people get exhausted, 

718
00:55:45,400 --> 00:55:51,800
people get knocked down, and 
sometimes people need to be 

719
00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:54,760
carried off the battlefield for 
a little while while they can 

720
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:58,400
heal. 
That's not weakness. 

721
00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:03,560
It's not failure. 
That is what happens in war. 

722
00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:09,520
Liberty Church, if you're 
visiting today, I'm talking to 

723
00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:12,840
you too. 
I believe Satan would love 

724
00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:18,240
nothing more than to take as 
many casualties as he can get us

725
00:56:18,240 --> 00:56:21,200
off the battlefield, whatever 
that looks like. 

726
00:56:21,520 --> 00:56:27,400
If that's tending to 5/10/20 
different graves and not living 

727
00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:30,120
the purpose God has for you, 
that's what He wants. 

728
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:35,440
He would love to see you wounded
and convinced that you have 

729
00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:39,800
nothing left, or to see you 
hurting and move into isolation,

730
00:56:39,800 --> 00:56:41,240
because that's what we tend to 
do. 

731
00:56:44,080 --> 00:56:47,920
And close yourself off to those 
around you who care, who want to

732
00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:52,280
support you. 
He'd be thrilled to see your 

733
00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:56,320
disappointment and your pain 
become your identity. 

734
00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:00,720
Or to see your questions and 
your doubts. 

735
00:57:01,040 --> 00:57:04,760
Or how you excuse me. 
Or to see your questions and the

736
00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:09,000
doubts that you have define what
you know about God. 

737
00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:13,560
You love it. 
But here's the truth. 

738
00:57:13,560 --> 00:57:17,760
And I want, I really want you to
hear this. 

739
00:57:24,680 --> 00:57:28,800
Andy Flom, you matter in this 
fight. 

740
00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:35,040
Peter Austin, you matter in this
fight. 

741
00:57:39,320 --> 00:57:43,000
Colton Liberty, you matter in 
this fight. 

742
00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:48,320
Cassie, you matter in this 
fight. 

743
00:57:51,000 --> 00:57:54,640
And I can go through and I can 
tell each of you that 

744
00:57:54,640 --> 00:57:57,600
one-on-one, I'd be happy to do 
it if you want, I'll be back 

745
00:57:57,600 --> 00:58:01,960
thereafter. 
And I'll tell you that every 

746
00:58:01,960 --> 00:58:07,000
single one of us matters in this
war, in this battle, in this 

747
00:58:07,000 --> 00:58:11,480
fight. 
The Army of God functions better

748
00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:16,520
with each of us at our best. 
Though now we know the victory 

749
00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:20,320
has already been won, right? 
We don't have to worry about 

750
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:22,040
that. 
But again, we're talking about 

751
00:58:22,040 --> 00:58:27,160
when life distorts that. 
And I think it's true. 

752
00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:31,760
The Army of God functions better
when we are all individually, 

753
00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:36,200
spiritually at our best. 
If you're listening today and 

754
00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:40,200
you realize that you're doing 
your best to continue fighting, 

755
00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:44,840
but you're limping pretty good 
right now, that's OK. 

756
00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:49,240
I highly encourage you to 
evaluate it. 

757
00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:52,960
Maybe ask a trusted friend, see 
what they're seeing. 

758
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:56,520
Maybe you need to step off the 
field for just a moment. 

759
00:58:58,160 --> 00:59:03,120
Maybe you need to get around 
some people who can help you 

760
00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:07,200
heal. 
Maybe you need counselling or 

761
00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:11,680
medical attention or to get back
in God's word consistently. 

762
00:59:13,440 --> 00:59:15,200
Maybe you need to say I'm not 
OK. 

763
00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:23,000
Take the time that you need to 
heal because the goal isn't to 

764
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:25,840
keep limping around the 
battlefield pretending that 

765
00:59:25,840 --> 00:59:30,280
we're fine. 
The goal is to get healthy and 

766
00:59:30,280 --> 00:59:33,480
return to the fight because it 
is still there. 

767
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:37,680
There is another side to this 
though. 

768
00:59:38,160 --> 00:59:40,400
Sometimes we can get so 
comfortable sitting on the 

769
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:45,160
sidelines that we stop really 
wanting to get back in. 

770
00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:50,480
We overuse the word healing when
we're really just trying to buy 

771
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:54,440
our time hiding out because 
maybe it seems easier than 

772
00:59:54,440 --> 01:00:00,800
getting back into that fight. 
I, I really pray that you hear 

773
01:00:00,800 --> 01:00:04,080
me this morning. 
Someone is depending on you, 

774
01:00:06,240 --> 01:00:09,480
someone in your family. 
They might need your faith. 

775
01:00:10,680 --> 01:00:14,360
Someone in your church might 
need your encouragement. 

776
01:00:16,280 --> 01:00:19,520
There might be someone who needs
the testimony that God is 

777
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:22,800
bringing you through to be 
shared with them. 

778
01:00:24,400 --> 01:00:27,680
So please don't stay on the 
sidelines forever. 

779
01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:34,320
Heal properly, get back up, and 
when you're ready, get back in 

780
01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:40,960
the fight. 
OK, if you're realizing that 

781
01:00:41,280 --> 01:00:44,000
maybe you need to be taking some
steps to get back into the 

782
01:00:44,000 --> 01:00:45,920
fight, have some action steps 
for you. 

783
01:00:46,360 --> 01:00:49,920
And I'm a little over, but I'm 
going to go through it quickly, 

784
01:00:49,920 --> 01:00:53,640
OK? 
Some practical, practical things

785
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:58,800
that we can do to get back in 
this fight #1 be honest with 

786
01:00:58,800 --> 01:01:04,880
yourself, with God, anybody. 
Honesty is good. 

787
01:01:06,680 --> 01:01:15,800
Feel your emotions, guys. 
Men, that's not something that 

788
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:22,560
we are necessarily raised to do.
Feel your emotions. 

789
01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:28,320
If you've never learned what 
that looks like, we have a 

790
01:01:28,640 --> 01:01:30,720
conquer ministry that goes on 
here. 

791
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:32,400
I would love to talk to you 
about it. 

792
01:01:32,600 --> 01:01:34,920
I'm sure there are plenty of 
guys here who would love to talk

793
01:01:34,920 --> 01:01:37,680
to you about it. 
Feel your emotions and work 

794
01:01:37,680 --> 01:01:44,600
through that. 
And be honest with God. 

795
01:01:44,680 --> 01:01:47,320
Take it to Him, lay it out for 
Him. 

796
01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:51,440
He doesn't need to see you all 
happy, dandy, perfect, best 

797
01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:54,680
version of yourself. 
Go to Him and be honest with 

798
01:01:54,680 --> 01:01:59,800
Him, but trust him because we 
know he's good. 

799
01:02:02,240 --> 01:02:06,320
Get healing. 
Maybe that's counselling, maybe 

800
01:02:06,320 --> 01:02:10,720
it's therapy, maybe it's finding
a hobby or reigniting a hobby 

801
01:02:10,720 --> 01:02:14,120
that you've done before. 
Maybe it's a medical evaluation.

802
01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:17,280
Maybe it's forgiving someone or 
forgiving yourself. 

803
01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:22,200
Get healing and do it the right 
way. 

804
01:02:24,480 --> 01:02:29,520
Sometimes we ignore this because
we think it's it's noble to keep

805
01:02:29,520 --> 01:02:33,800
keep limping in that fight. 
But again, we need each other to

806
01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:37,600
be at the best version of 
ourselves to continue forward in

807
01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:43,080
this third get around community.
We just had a call for small 

808
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:46,480
groups last week. 
Community will help you get 

809
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:50,520
through things if you engage in 
them, if you open up, if you're 

810
01:02:50,520 --> 01:02:53,760
honest in them and you give 
people another chance. 

811
01:02:54,760 --> 01:03:00,040
Yeah, people hurt people. 
Don't let that keep you from 

812
01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:03,120
what God has for you. 
Don't let that pain determine 

813
01:03:03,120 --> 01:03:06,280
your purpose. 4th, get back in 
the Word. 

814
01:03:06,280 --> 01:03:09,080
Get back into worship in the 
spiritual disciplines. 

815
01:03:10,680 --> 01:03:13,760
They matter and they are 
important to this fight. 

816
01:03:15,520 --> 01:03:17,360
And 5th, get back to your 
purpose. 

817
01:03:18,800 --> 01:03:22,160
Start serving again. 
Maybe you got hurt in in 

818
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:23,640
serving, whatever that looks 
like. 

819
01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:25,440
It doesn't have to be 
volunteering here at Liberty 

820
01:03:25,440 --> 01:03:28,400
Church. 
Whatever serving looks like to 

821
01:03:28,400 --> 01:03:31,640
you, get back to it. 
Love again. 

822
01:03:31,840 --> 01:03:35,360
Love big love people. 
Yeah, you're going to get hurt 

823
01:03:35,360 --> 01:03:39,000
again. 
Probably actually, most 

824
01:03:39,000 --> 01:03:44,360
certainly. 
But don't let that keep you from

825
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:49,720
what God has for you. 
Give again and live life. 

826
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:54,720
We all have questions of why? 
Why did this happen? 

827
01:03:54,720 --> 01:03:58,080
Why didn't God stop it? 
Why didn't He answer my prayer? 

828
01:03:58,080 --> 01:04:01,520
And the truth is, we're not 
going to always know that. 

829
01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:04,400
Why? 
Job never got every answer. 

830
01:04:05,160 --> 01:04:07,680
But Job came to know God more 
deeply through it. 

831
01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:11,600
And that's what I want to leave 
with you today. 

832
01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:16,720
I might not know why, but I know
who and I know He is good. 

833
01:04:18,680 --> 01:04:22,600
I can trust Him even when I 
don't understand everything and 

834
01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:26,120
all of his reasoning. 
And to be honest, I think my 

835
01:04:26,120 --> 01:04:32,560
brain would explode if I tried. 
And here's the beautiful thing. 

836
01:04:33,360 --> 01:04:36,840
God never intended for us to 
walk through this life alone. 

837
01:04:37,440 --> 01:04:39,640
Next week, Pastor Blake is going
to be back. 

838
01:04:40,200 --> 01:04:43,760
He's going to be beginning a 
series on the Holy Spirit, and I

839
01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:47,160
think that's the perfect spot 
for us to go next with this. 

840
01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:50,360
I'm excited for it. 
I hope you guys would join us 

841
01:04:50,360 --> 01:04:52,840
back next week. 
Because when life doesn't make 

842
01:04:52,840 --> 01:04:56,760
sense, when we're wounded, when 
we're trudging through a battle,

843
01:04:57,160 --> 01:05:02,040
God has given us his presence. 
The Holy Spirit is our helper. 

844
01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:05,400
He's our comforter. 
He reminds us of what's true. 

845
01:05:05,560 --> 01:05:08,360
He strengthens us. 
And we don't have that on our 

846
01:05:08,360 --> 01:05:11,600
own. 
And we don't have to go through 

847
01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:19,480
this battle alone. 
So maybe you don't need God to 

848
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:24,080
explain everything to us today. 
Maybe we just need to trust Him 

849
01:05:25,240 --> 01:05:29,080
and trust in his consistent 
character and who He's always 

850
01:05:29,080 --> 01:05:31,360
been. 
Because it happens. 

851
01:05:33,760 --> 01:05:38,480
But God is still good. 
He's still with us, and we're 

852
01:05:38,480 --> 01:05:39,880
not alone. 
Thank you guys.

