1 00:00:12,230 --> 00:00:16,190 Hello everyone, welcome to episode 47 nearly on the Big 5 O 2 00:00:16,190 --> 00:00:19,870 of the Lesbian Supper Club podcast recording today. 3 00:00:19,870 --> 00:00:26,150 Feeling a little bit ropey because we had our June Lesbian 4 00:00:26,150 --> 00:00:29,590 Supper Club event last night which was a good one. 5 00:00:29,590 --> 00:00:32,310 I feel like the vibes were even better than usual because 6 00:00:32,310 --> 00:00:34,590 everyone knew it was pride months they really went. 7 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:36,720 All out. They really did go all out. 8 00:00:36,720 --> 00:00:40,760 I feel like there was just so, first of all, so many people, 9 00:00:40,760 --> 00:00:43,160 which, yeah. There was like 250 of you. 10 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:45,000 Yeah. All just sprawled onto the 11 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:47,400 streets. By the end of the night, but it 12 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:50,320 was so good, like everyone that I spoke to was just such a good 13 00:00:50,320 --> 00:00:52,960 vibe. Yeah, I feel like you guys just 14 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:56,800 always bring the best vibe. Like everyone's just happy. 15 00:00:57,160 --> 00:00:59,280 Everyone like, talks to each other. 16 00:00:59,560 --> 00:01:02,080 There's no like, never any weird atmosphere. 17 00:01:02,240 --> 00:01:05,480 There's no bitchiness or anything or like fights or you 18 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:08,720 know, so I'm like proud of you guys because honestly, like 19 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:12,960 because you never, you never know who's going to rock up and 20 00:01:12,960 --> 00:01:16,560 you can't guarantee that kind of behaviour, but every single time 21 00:01:16,560 --> 00:01:19,120 you guys pull out the bag. So I think you will know that as 22 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:22,320 well that like imagine me reacting to a fight. 23 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:24,760 I'll be bad. I'll be fuming. 24 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:28,160 Absolutely fucking raging I'd. Be absolutely fuming. 25 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:31,000 The closest thing we did get to a fight is yesterday. 26 00:01:31,000 --> 00:01:35,120 For the first time ever we had a arm wrestling table. 27 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:37,440 That will be happening going forward. 28 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:39,200 That was the highlight of my night. 29 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:44,600 Shout out to be who I think went undefeated like 10 to 15 times. 30 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:47,400 Jesus Christ. Yeah, she was insane. 31 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:50,720 Which B, that is amazing. Yeah, that, that shit's hot. 32 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:55,880 Yeah, like she smashed it. I think she was the one as well 33 00:01:55,880 --> 00:01:58,320 that just beat Catherine. Like straight up Catherine 34 00:01:58,360 --> 00:01:59,280 Picker. Oh my God, so. 35 00:01:59,280 --> 00:02:02,080 Catherine is by far the strongest person I've ever met. 36 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:05,000 Like insanely strong. Smashed her. 37 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:07,800 She actually went up against a girl. 38 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:13,360 I think this like really small blonde girl that I think her arm 39 00:02:13,360 --> 00:02:17,840 was like the size of my wrist and she beat her in the end, but 40 00:02:17,840 --> 00:02:21,720 this girl put up a good fight. I was like, wow, I've been shown 41 00:02:21,720 --> 00:02:22,160 away. I. 42 00:02:22,760 --> 00:02:27,680 Also shout out to Helena, the Brazilian one, who absolutely 43 00:02:27,720 --> 00:02:30,480 Oh, she smashed you. So many people, especially me. 44 00:02:30,720 --> 00:02:32,480 But she's so strong. She is strong. 45 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:36,440 So she was, so she was like the silver medallist. 46 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:38,860 So B took gold. Mm. 47 00:02:38,860 --> 00:02:40,120 Hmm. The gold. 48 00:02:40,200 --> 00:02:43,200 So the gold goes to. BI can't really remember who 49 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:45,760 else put in a good shift, so many of them don't. 50 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:48,160 There was someone quite early on that went undefeated for a 51 00:02:48,160 --> 00:02:50,040 while. Marta was it. 52 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:52,160 Marta went undefeated for quite a while as well. 53 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:55,640 OK, so we'll give Marta bronze. Maybe next time we will bring 54 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:58,880 trophies. Someone has actually just tagged 55 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:01,560 us because they have injured their wrist. 56 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:06,080 No, they've they've resurfaced and it was Abby. 57 00:03:06,080 --> 00:03:11,280 Abby has resurfaced an old rowing injury via arm wrestling. 58 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:15,400 Well, do you know what we So for those of you who who weren't 59 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:19,760 there, we had Right to Play, which is an international 60 00:03:19,760 --> 00:03:25,920 charity that's focused around for children from impoverished 61 00:03:25,920 --> 00:03:30,280 war zone backgrounds. And we had them there with a 62 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:33,880 card reader and donation buckets and everyone paid a pound 63 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:38,080 minimum to play. And I just want to say again, 64 00:03:38,080 --> 00:03:42,000 like a lot of you were donating more and like really supportive 65 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:44,440 of the 'cause as well. And again, like that genuinely 66 00:03:44,440 --> 00:03:47,280 means so much to us because we said it once, we'll say it 67 00:03:47,280 --> 00:03:49,920 again. It is all about the community. 68 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:53,240 And I think we all know it's like queer liberation. 69 00:03:53,720 --> 00:03:56,920 It sounds a bit cliche, but no one's free until we're all free. 70 00:03:57,120 --> 00:03:59,560 And so oppression is oppression at the end of the day. 71 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:03,920 So if you haven't, check out Right to Play because they are 72 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:06,880 an absolutely incredible charity doing amazing things. 73 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:11,240 They use play to help children in really disadvantaged 74 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:13,160 circumstances. Aren't they also the only 75 00:04:13,160 --> 00:04:15,440 charity that's on the ground right now in Gaza? 76 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:19,279 So until recently, sadly, their office has now been destroyed, 77 00:04:19,959 --> 00:04:25,680 but they are still operating in Gaza trying to do everything 78 00:04:25,680 --> 00:04:27,600 they can. So if you weren't at the event 79 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:30,840 last night or you haven't yet been able to donate, please do 80 00:04:30,840 --> 00:04:35,320 donate to Write to play because it goes to a very amazing cause. 81 00:04:36,120 --> 00:04:39,560 Amen. And safe to say, there will be a 82 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:43,280 July lesbian supper club coming to you soon. 83 00:04:43,280 --> 00:04:45,560 So keep a lookout on the stories. 84 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:49,240 Those on the Patreon get initial access, but keep a lookout on 85 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:52,160 the stories because there's going to be tickets coming up 86 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:54,760 soon. And they sell out instantly so. 87 00:04:55,080 --> 00:04:58,400 Instantly because you're all crazy and we know that you're 88 00:04:58,400 --> 00:04:59,920 not going to want to miss this one because they are just 89 00:04:59,920 --> 00:05:02,240 getting better and better. Better and better and bigger and 90 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:03,880 bigger. That's the main thing. 91 00:05:03,880 --> 00:05:06,320 And I feel like it's just like everyone's on the same level, 92 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:08,520 which is really nice. Even if you've all come from 93 00:05:08,520 --> 00:05:11,880 different areas, you all have a common interest, right? 94 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:14,000 Pussy. Pussy, isn't it? 95 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:17,400 Pussy OH. Well, Scarlett's off to Cornwall 96 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:19,360 today. I am. 97 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:23,400 I'm going back down to Cornwall to make the most of the weather 98 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:27,600 and find my peace. You're also going to be starting 99 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:28,840 something really exciting as well. 100 00:05:28,840 --> 00:05:31,360 Do you want to let them know about your CBT and then what 101 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:33,800 you're going to be doing with your time on the bike? 102 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:39,400 So I don't know if anyone knows this about me, but I used to 103 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:42,000 race motorbikes when I was younger. 104 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:45,280 Probably why my parents weren't that surprise when I came out as 105 00:05:45,280 --> 00:05:47,880 a lesbian. And the thing that fed me 106 00:05:47,880 --> 00:05:52,440 majority the most about that situation was that I 9 times out 107 00:05:52,440 --> 00:05:56,520 of 10 would always beat boys. And I think when I was like 10 108 00:05:56,520 --> 00:06:00,600 or 11 I'd beat a 16 year old boy and he cried good. 109 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:03,240 And that has vindicated me ever since. 110 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:07,600 So I've been looking for a while now to get my CBT so I can 111 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:10,200 eventually get a bigger bike licence so I can get back on a 112 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:12,040 motorbike. So I'm going down to Cornwall. 113 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:15,080 I'm going to try and do that next week just because I feel 114 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:20,160 like I love extreme sports, I love cars, I love racing, I love 115 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:23,600 fast things. I don't like normal sports like 116 00:06:23,600 --> 00:06:26,560 tennis, etcetera. So this is a good way for me to 117 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:29,280 get a release, get an outlet and do something for myself. 118 00:06:29,840 --> 00:06:34,200 But keep your ears and eyes peeled because I do have a bit 119 00:06:34,200 --> 00:06:38,640 of an idea how I'm going to bring this experience back to 120 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:42,600 you guys, back to a rider audience and do something 121 00:06:43,160 --> 00:06:49,880 focused around stuff. It's focused around a topic that 122 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:53,120 I think over the last six months has been like super prevalent in 123 00:06:53,120 --> 00:06:56,240 my life. And even through like the shit 124 00:06:56,240 --> 00:06:59,920 that's been really hard, it has actually brought a lot of 125 00:06:59,920 --> 00:07:02,800 positives that have made me think about things really 126 00:07:02,800 --> 00:07:05,360 differently and think about how I can kind of take this 127 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:09,760 experience and open it up on the floor to a lot of other people 128 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:11,880 and hopefully help a lot of other people beyond like the 129 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:16,560 queer community side of things. So keep a lookout for me and 130 00:07:16,560 --> 00:07:21,040 some tight Leathers coming to. I can't wait Social. 131 00:07:21,160 --> 00:07:22,600 Media outlet to you see, I'm gonna be. 132 00:07:22,600 --> 00:07:25,600 Drooling on my little self. I'm going to be drooling all 133 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:27,280 down myself. Do you know what I don't want to 134 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:30,040 wear anymore? Drooling all down my lip, up and 135 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:32,800 down my chin. I'm going to be stared there 136 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:36,360 like a dog, a pant and a no thank Freya. 137 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:40,560 I get off the back. Get off the bike. 138 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:42,600 I'm saying I'm going to see her on that bike. 139 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:46,680 I'm going to. No, I don't want to do it 140 00:07:46,680 --> 00:07:50,160 anymore. This is what you do. 141 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:53,240 I find something and then you just manage to ruin it for me. 142 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:58,040 Like literally, does anyone else have this? 143 00:07:58,040 --> 00:08:00,320 And there's been relationships. You just can't have anything for 144 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:02,120 yourself. No, she's going to get off that 145 00:08:02,120 --> 00:08:04,440 bark and that bike. I'm going to go bark. 146 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:10,240 Oh no, because I will. I'll park it a mile up the road 147 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:11,200 and walk home. Don't. 148 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:12,720 Worry I'll find you. No, you won't. 149 00:08:12,720 --> 00:08:14,440 I'm turning off. Yeah, I'm going to turn it off. 150 00:08:14,440 --> 00:08:16,040 I was just about to say that is the point. 151 00:08:16,040 --> 00:08:17,760 But I'm not going to fucking fight Joe Watt. 152 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:20,280 Actually, I don't think you're that all that good. 153 00:08:20,440 --> 00:08:22,080 Yeah, because I'm not. No. 154 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:24,160 Anyway. Well, this episode is going to 155 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:27,480 be split into two because I'm doing a short intro here and 156 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:30,760 then fucking off. And then Freya is attending 157 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:34,000 London Pride tomorrow. So this episode is going to be 158 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:37,480 split into two this time because Scarlett's going to be on a 159 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:40,480 merry way over to Cornwall, and then me and Liv are going to be 160 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:46,480 picking up the mics on Sunday. Post Pride, Yeah. 161 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:51,560 Which will always be can. Somebody actually sought out 162 00:08:51,560 --> 00:08:55,160 London Pride, so I actually just feel like it's so shit. 163 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:57,240 It's a bit of a gimmick these days. 164 00:08:57,560 --> 00:09:02,000 I will be going and then getting the actual straight fuck away. 165 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:03,720 Showing face and then dipping out. 166 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:05,680 I think I need to put some rollerblades on so I can 167 00:09:05,680 --> 00:09:07,600 literally like scoot out like I'm out. 168 00:09:07,600 --> 00:09:10,680 And maybe some are you and all the girls just like going for. 169 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:13,120 We're just drinks. We're just going for drinks. 170 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,160 Yeah, but like somewhere very low key. 171 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:18,040 But it won't. Stay low key because not a 172 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:20,120 single person within that group is low. 173 00:09:20,120 --> 00:09:22,560 Key No, we're literally the loudest bunch of girls you've 174 00:09:22,560 --> 00:09:24,520 ever met in your life. It's actually quite ridiculous 175 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:27,480 and we get worse every time we meet up as well. 176 00:09:27,800 --> 00:09:31,680 More tips are out, more making out, more everything. 177 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:35,880 Our friend Emily apparently last night at the after party that 178 00:09:35,880 --> 00:09:40,640 they had just randomly went and got into a sparkly bikini, came 179 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:43,880 into the living room and just done like a full dance for 180 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:49,000 everyone completely unprovoked. And this is like, well, it's got 181 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:52,040 to a point where it's such normal behaviour now that people 182 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:54,800 are behaving this way that just no one even acknowledges it. 183 00:09:54,840 --> 00:09:57,480 Like Olivia sent me, not manager Olivia. 184 00:09:57,480 --> 00:10:02,640 Another Olivia sent me a video this morning and Emily's like in 185 00:10:02,680 --> 00:10:06,000 a bra, in a miniskirt, parading around the living room. 186 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:09,920 And Manager Liv just walks past as if she doesn't even exist. 187 00:10:09,920 --> 00:10:17,040 Like it's just so it's just so like also talking of Evan Hinge 188 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:20,720 going to DOB Leo in Leo basically gets drunk to a point 189 00:10:20,720 --> 00:10:24,400 of a not really remembering that the night or B, always doing 190 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:27,880 something that like we all used to do when we were 16, which is 191 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:30,600 like, she hasn't stopped. She hasn't stopped Leo for some 192 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,360 reason hasn't evolved past this point. 193 00:10:32,360 --> 00:10:36,000 So like calling your ex from five years ago thinking that 194 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:38,480 it's an amazing idea to tell you them that they're the love of 195 00:10:38,480 --> 00:10:39,800 your life when they clearly aren't. 196 00:10:39,800 --> 00:10:42,360 And you wake up the next morning and you're like, why did I do 197 00:10:42,360 --> 00:10:43,440 that? Because it's not even like a 198 00:10:43,440 --> 00:10:46,000 hidden emotion. Like I genuinely don't feel like 199 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:47,600 that. So why the fuck did I think that 200 00:10:47,600 --> 00:10:50,640 was a good idea? So Leo gets such bad anxiety the 201 00:10:50,640 --> 00:10:53,840 next morning that like she has to pluck up the courage to look 202 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:56,200 at her phone because she honestly doesn't know what she's 203 00:10:56,200 --> 00:11:01,160 done. And today she had gone to get 204 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:03,480 her phone after going on about it for an hour that she needed 205 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:07,360 to charge it, she throws her head back onto a table and it's 206 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:10,960 like, oh, fuck. And we were like, what? 207 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:14,240 She's like, I've messaged beep that I love her. 208 00:11:15,320 --> 00:11:18,320 And this was the girl that she was like seeing for quite a 209 00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:21,640 brief amount of time and then now like friends. 210 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,320 And it's just like so platonic. Like even Leo is like there is 211 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:28,120 literally like nothing there. Like it's really platonic. 212 00:11:28,800 --> 00:11:30,440 And I was like, oh, don't worry, mate. 213 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:31,880 Like, come on, you would have been chashed. 214 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:35,280 Like, it's fine, Shrek. No, I shench it at 9:00 PM. 215 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:38,400 So it wasn't even like, oh. You just looked her and you went 216 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:40,040 mate, I'm. Sorry, I'm sorry. 217 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:43,560 Nothing I can do. I've got a video of Emily crying 218 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:45,440 on the sofa. She's rolling around in her 219 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:50,040 little red shorts. Emily is the definition of like 220 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:52,800 a like an English lesbian version of Paris Hill. 221 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:55,480 She's not even English. Well, no, but she sounds very 222 00:11:55,480 --> 00:11:59,480 English. She's like half, she's half 223 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:03,480 German, half French and she is one of the most majestic people 224 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:04,120 I've ever met. A. 225 00:12:04,120 --> 00:12:07,600 She is like, do you remember those like pony Unicorn things 226 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:10,080 that we used to? She she literally is the 227 00:12:10,080 --> 00:12:12,840 definition of a My Little Pony. Or like a Polly Pocket. 228 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:15,880 Yeah. Living in a little fantasy. 229 00:12:15,920 --> 00:12:20,840 Shell yeah, I've never quite met someone like Emily actually, but 230 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:24,680 we are going to get her on the podcast just because like she 231 00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:28,440 honestly, when I first met her, I was a bit like, this has got 232 00:12:28,440 --> 00:12:31,520 to be a piss take like I can't I actually can't even take this 233 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:34,360 person seriously. Turns out that no, no, that is 234 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:37,360 what she's like. She is a literal parody of 235 00:12:37,360 --> 00:12:39,240 herself and I love her and it's incredible. 236 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:41,400 Like the. Energy is great, yeah, she's got 237 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:43,880 a great energy and she's also just so nice as well though, 238 00:12:43,960 --> 00:12:46,320 like she's got brilliant, beautiful intentions. 239 00:12:46,320 --> 00:12:48,120 She's a brilliant person, but I really want to get her on 240 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:52,080 because she looks so incredible. She looks so incredibly 241 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,000 straight, so I feel like that would be a really good episode 242 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:57,240 about being so. Oh, and she's the biggest man 243 00:12:57,240 --> 00:12:59,480 hater of us all. Yeah, it's in a man that. 244 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:01,360 Will come near the table and she'll be like. 245 00:13:01,520 --> 00:13:02,840 Nope. Away. 246 00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:04,120 Sorry. Away. 247 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:05,320 No, she's just away and then away. 248 00:13:05,320 --> 00:13:06,680 And they're like, I'm just trying to get my. 249 00:13:06,680 --> 00:13:09,680 She's like, no, I don't care. No, but I'm just trying to get 250 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:12,480 my glasses away. Get away, please. 251 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,120 From the lesbians. She. 252 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:15,520 Yeah. And then the trunk. 253 00:13:15,560 --> 00:13:18,680 I was like, oh, I'm sure you'll do very well in life like this. 254 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:24,080 She went, honey, I already am. It was so funny. 255 00:13:24,080 --> 00:13:25,480 I just love her. I love. 256 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:26,640 Her. The thing is, she's not even 257 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:29,480 joking like she already is. She is a boss as well. 258 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:31,880 Fucking killing it. Today's episode is brought to 259 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:34,720 you guys by Better Help. Better help. 260 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:37,680 I love better help. I actually really do. 261 00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:42,800 It's no secret again that I've been struggling and therapy is 262 00:13:42,800 --> 00:13:45,680 something that I probably should have done years ago but never 263 00:13:45,680 --> 00:13:48,800 prioritised. Doing it for myself and working 264 00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:51,600 with better help really encouraged me to kind of just go 265 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:55,680 for it and it has honestly been quite transformative for me. 266 00:13:55,680 --> 00:13:57,680 You. Have found your therapist, 267 00:13:57,680 --> 00:13:59,320 haven't you? You found someone who's so 268 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:02,320 perfect for you on Better Help. Well, the great thing is, is 269 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,600 that with better help, you don't have to. 270 00:14:04,600 --> 00:14:08,760 It's really, it is genuinely really easy to change 271 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:10,360 therapists. Yeah, and you don't have to feel 272 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:12,280 like you're really upsetting anyone or like offending your 273 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:14,960 therapist, because I feel like all of us are people pleasers. 274 00:14:14,960 --> 00:14:16,640 Yeah, you don't even have to say anything. 275 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:20,520 It just switches over and I went through three before finding the 276 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:22,160 one that I've got now. None of them. 277 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:25,360 They were all great, actually. I didn't have a bad experience. 278 00:14:25,360 --> 00:14:28,560 I just knew it wasn't the right click and then I found the one 279 00:14:28,560 --> 00:14:32,520 that I've got now and honestly this, my therapist brings me so 280 00:14:32,520 --> 00:14:35,920 much peace and really instills in me the importance of like 281 00:14:35,920 --> 00:14:38,600 self love and put myself first, which I've always been so 282 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:41,240 terrible at. So I know so many of you can 283 00:14:41,240 --> 00:14:44,800 relate to this, but do you ever find yourself comparing yourself 284 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:47,680 to others? I think it's really prevalent, 285 00:14:47,680 --> 00:14:50,840 especially in our industry, that nothing is as it seems on 286 00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:54,680 Instagram, on social media, that you see people living this 287 00:14:54,680 --> 00:14:58,440 quote, UN quote, perfect life. And I know a lot of you struggle 288 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:00,440 with seeing that. I think the comparison is the 289 00:15:00,440 --> 00:15:02,560 thief of joy, which is what I'm always said. 290 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:07,360 So this for me as well has been an amazing thing to talk about 291 00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:10,120 with the therapist. 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Yeah, so it's now day after 303 00:15:49,080 --> 00:15:51,720 pride. Boxing Day of Pride. 304 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:55,120 Yeah, the Boxing Day of Pride and honestly, probably people 305 00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:56,480 are fighting. Fighting. 306 00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:58,400 Yeah, 100% is that. Fighting for their lives or 307 00:15:58,400 --> 00:15:59,320 fighting people? No. 308 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:02,560 Dude, like is it like fighting? Because I feel like so many 309 00:16:02,560 --> 00:16:06,640 girls get like all emotional over pride and then like their 310 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:10,920 ex will turn up and they'll fight with someone or they'll 311 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:12,520 like break up. I don't know. 312 00:16:12,520 --> 00:16:15,200 I feel like there's something about pride that actually brings 313 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:17,760 out the worst in people. Agreed, I'd feel like I would 314 00:16:17,760 --> 00:16:21,120 dread to read everyone's group chat in. 315 00:16:21,120 --> 00:16:22,280 London right now. No, I wouldn't dread. 316 00:16:22,280 --> 00:16:24,840 I'd love to read it. I've already read a few of like 317 00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:27,440 younger people. I'm like Oh my God, the fuck is 318 00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:30,240 going on? I Joel Pride was actually really 319 00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:31,960 good this year. It was so fun. 320 00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:36,800 So me and our friend Abisha were walking the parade with Diva 321 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:40,040 magazine and I've never bought the parade in London Pride 322 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:42,200 before. And it was actually really fun 323 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:45,160 that we were following this samba band and I looked like a 324 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:46,680 twat. But like it was fun. 325 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:50,280 And but there were so many people with like the proud 326 00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:53,160 parent top on and stuff, which actually broke my heart. 327 00:16:53,160 --> 00:16:56,000 It's like a bit of healing for me to like see that. 328 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:58,560 Like it's really nice to see that level of support. 329 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:03,640 There was a few protesters which like so Jesus pleasers. 330 00:17:03,680 --> 00:17:07,200 Freya did the most iconic thing I think I've seen in a long 331 00:17:07,200 --> 00:17:09,440 time. So we were walking the parade 332 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:11,880 and then all of a sudden I hear it's a sin. 333 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:15,560 And I think, oh, fuck me. I turned my head to the left. 334 00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:20,359 They're on a pedestal with a microphone, with pictures that 335 00:17:20,359 --> 00:17:25,960 say Jesus has risen, you need to repent your sins, Christianity, 336 00:17:25,960 --> 00:17:28,280 all this kind of shit. And I just looked at them and I 337 00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,960 thought, what the fuck is going on? 338 00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:32,560 First of all, how are you allowed? 339 00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:34,680 Here, that's what I don't understand. 340 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:37,320 Why are they allowed there? Why are the police not escorting 341 00:17:37,320 --> 00:17:38,120 them away? Why? 342 00:17:38,480 --> 00:17:42,920 Because this is our like one day, my day. 343 00:17:42,920 --> 00:17:45,680 Freya all day yesterday, as soon as we woke up, she just kept 344 00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:50,320 going. Today is my day, not your day my 345 00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:51,880 day. And it was my day it was your 346 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:54,160 day. And I looked at them all and 347 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:59,880 then I grabbed Abisha, a poor girl, she didn't know what was 348 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:01,800 coming. She just looked at me terrified 349 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:04,760 and I literally just like slapped a kiss on her in front 350 00:18:04,800 --> 00:18:08,120 of these religious bigots behind us. 351 00:18:08,120 --> 00:18:09,480 What did they say when you were kissing? 352 00:18:09,480 --> 00:18:12,520 Because we could fume. Here they're fuming, fuming. 353 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:15,880 Repent, repent. Then you can see like the faces 354 00:18:15,880 --> 00:18:18,000 of the photo behind. There's a photo of it on our 355 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:21,000 Lesbian Supper Club page, and you could just see the faces on 356 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:22,160 that. Frowning. 357 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:23,880 So sad. How sad. 358 00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:26,480 Also, did you see the guy? You know, the main preacher? 359 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:30,080 He was in a full suit. Also, yeah, he was giving Dyke. 360 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,880 I also like looked at him and I was going, you're a fucking 361 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:37,240 cunt. You're a fucking cunt. 362 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:39,280 I was like, you're a cunt, you're a cunt, you're a cunt 363 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:41,600 like this. And then the guy who was like at 364 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,800 the bollards, obviously supposedly protecting us, was 365 00:18:43,800 --> 00:18:46,040 going stop it, stop it. And I was going to you. 366 00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:48,720 Yeah, I was going. He stood up there with a fucking 367 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:53,440 microphone on a pedestal, pathetic like sin, saying that 368 00:18:53,440 --> 00:18:55,280 we're all sinning and that we're going to hell and all this kind 369 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:56,520 of shit. And I can't call him a cunt. 370 00:18:56,520 --> 00:18:59,280 Yeah, but no, if you're saying that he can have freedom of 371 00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:01,800 speech, why can't I have mine? So what I'm going to do the next 372 00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:04,280 time is I'm actually going to go to one of the churches that are 373 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:06,960 like this. Oh my God, we should now do 374 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:07,920 that. No, I really am. 375 00:19:07,920 --> 00:19:11,240 So I'm going to find out the churches in which they came 376 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:13,760 from. I'm going to go there and I'm 377 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:16,440 going to protest just like how they protested at mine. 378 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:17,840 Yeah, I actually didn't give a fuck. 379 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:19,680 Do you know what the sad thing about that is? 380 00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:22,040 Afterwards though, because I really love screaming at bigots. 381 00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:25,280 I just know for a fact if we get well when we do go, because we 382 00:19:25,280 --> 00:19:27,200 will do it, I will do it. You know for a fact they'll call 383 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:28,680 the police person. The police will come and be like 384 00:19:28,680 --> 00:19:30,640 move probably tried to arrest us really. 385 00:19:30,640 --> 00:19:32,080 I actually don't care. Try try me. 386 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:35,080 Put me in jail. I will scissor all of my friends 387 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:37,720 in one of them I will strip down naked. 388 00:19:37,920 --> 00:19:41,400 I will put on a strap on and I'll be like Jesus lights it up 389 00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:43,320 the arsehole. I'm only joking by the way. 390 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:46,520 I actually really think the religion is beautiful when if 391 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:48,360 you're religious and you're listening to this because I feel 392 00:19:48,360 --> 00:19:52,320 like so many people come for me. This isn't about all religion. 393 00:19:52,360 --> 00:19:57,640 This is about the bigots and the extremists that use religion as 394 00:19:57,680 --> 00:20:00,280 a tool to be homophobic. But I do believe that religion 395 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:03,040 can be really, really beautiful. They're using it wrong. 396 00:20:03,480 --> 00:20:06,120 It was just I just. Think you could use a knife to 397 00:20:06,120 --> 00:20:08,640 cut a lovely avocado? Or you could use a knife to stab 398 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:10,240 someone. It doesn't mean that all knives 399 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:11,840 are bad, it's just the person who uses. 400 00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:14,400 It that was a fantastic analogy, but. 401 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:17,640 They can all get fucked and I will bring a strap on Monica. 402 00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:19,800 You should get loads. We should just sort of stick 403 00:20:19,800 --> 00:20:22,160 them on our heads everywhere. Charge, charge. 404 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:28,480 Like in the wall when they'd be like George it's all us and 405 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:30,400 literally strap ONS on our heads. 406 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,240 That would be iconic. I would do it 100%. 407 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:36,520 Stick a GoPro to the strap on. There was another one as well. 408 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:39,560 There was two of them, two of them. 409 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:43,560 There was this guy with like a big Mike, like stood up again on 410 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,240 a pedestal. And they were like handing out 411 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:47,920 leaflets, being like, it's not too late, like all this kind of 412 00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:49,520 shit. And I was thinking, but it is 413 00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:53,680 too late for you to ever be a good person or a good person and 414 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:54,800 you are going to hell. I just. 415 00:20:54,800 --> 00:20:58,320 Think you are going to hell? You must have to be so sad in 416 00:20:58,320 --> 00:21:01,440 your life to do that on the one day where everyone is so happy, 417 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:03,000 so full of joy. Like just. 418 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:05,120 Celebrating. The whole thing about Pride is 419 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:08,280 sharing and celebrating love, and you're there to spread hate 420 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:10,960 because you're a little loser. A virgin in it. 421 00:21:11,120 --> 00:21:13,720 Virgin behaviour, Yeah. Never been laid? 422 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:16,240 Oh hell no. Hell no. 423 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:18,960 Never seen a pussy. They probably all they probably 424 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:23,240 all have micro penises as well. Oh that I'm sorry, it is an 425 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:25,240 actual fact. I don't even need to research 426 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,680 this. All of those men there had micro 427 00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:29,560 penises. If they had big Dicks they 428 00:21:29,560 --> 00:21:31,240 wouldn't behave that way. No. 429 00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:32,960 Could you imagine a man with a big Dick behaving that way? 430 00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:37,840 Probably no, not that way, not that way. 431 00:21:37,920 --> 00:21:40,680 Still act like like a cock, but not like that. 432 00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:42,440 Cock. Like a cock. 433 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:43,960 Cock. Awful word. 434 00:21:44,120 --> 00:21:46,640 It was fantastic. I was so happy you did that 435 00:21:46,640 --> 00:21:47,640 going. Back to the fun bit. 436 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,600 Yeah, the kiss was great. Sorry, Abisha. 437 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:51,120 No. What was? 438 00:21:51,120 --> 00:21:52,360 Even she loved it. What was he? 439 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,400 Oh, I feel like we've not even said. 440 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:55,480 By the way. Hi, this is Liv. 441 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:58,160 Oh yeah. Sorry, I've got Liv with me. 442 00:21:58,640 --> 00:22:01,240 I think Scarlett said that Liv was going to join. 443 00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:03,520 Oh yeah, hello. It's half of the episode. 444 00:22:03,560 --> 00:22:06,320 But what was the best thing about the kiss was I. 445 00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:10,200 I obviously went to the parade to watch Freya and Abisha and I 446 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,760 was with Ibisha's girlfriend Olivia and she was filming it. 447 00:22:12,760 --> 00:22:14,480 Sorry Olivia. She started filming and all of a 448 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:17,840 sudden he started kissing and we were both screaming. 449 00:22:17,840 --> 00:22:21,080 We were like, that is the best thing ever. 450 00:22:21,120 --> 00:22:24,960 I did actually say the night before at the pub night, I was 451 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:27,720 like, I'm going to just make up with your girlfriend that way. 452 00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:30,440 She was like, do it. And I, we were talking about 453 00:22:30,440 --> 00:22:33,120 that before we arrived and she, she said she's like, I really 454 00:22:33,120 --> 00:22:34,640 hope they do. That's so funny. 455 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:36,720 That was really, really funny. Yeah. 456 00:22:36,720 --> 00:22:38,600 Completely harmless, but it has to be done. 457 00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,160 It does. And then he was just there with 458 00:22:41,160 --> 00:22:43,280 her, like middle finger up. It was hysterical. 459 00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:48,920 And then and then afterwards we went and had a very civilized 460 00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:52,480 lunch and a drink at Julie's and Notting Hill, which was very, 461 00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:55,400 very stunning. Leo's here as well. 462 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,480 I don't want to talk. Leo's feeling a little bit worse 463 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:02,080 for Wes. 100 percent 100% zero percent. 464 00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:05,720 Yeah, it was very classy of us. It was very classy. 465 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:07,960 It was beautiful. My little crab canape that I 466 00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:09,440 had. Yeah, I felt like that was 467 00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,200 really needed, that like Interlude. 468 00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:13,080 Agreed. So I came back at a shower 469 00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:14,880 because I was literally the amount of sweat that was coming 470 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:16,760 off my tits was unreal. Like because I didn't wear a 471 00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:17,840 bra. So it was just mayhem. 472 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:21,240 Mayhem. To be fair, when you when you 473 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:25,240 walked by us, Olivia was like, why is Freya wearing a grey vest 474 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:26,800 today? And I was like, I actually don't 475 00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:28,000 know. Literally an idiot. 476 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:29,840 Like tits look great though. No they didn't. 477 00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:32,440 They had tits sweat everywhere. It was awful. 478 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:36,080 Just like a line of booby booby booby leak, booby leak. 479 00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:39,200 It was lactating. Oh yeah, So we went. 480 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:40,880 We went for a little lunch with our. 481 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:44,880 Friends. And then we went to British 482 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:47,560 Summertime Festival. It was really, really fun. 483 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,200 We went to go and see Scissor, which was the best. 484 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:55,840 Oh my God, was angelic on that stage. 485 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,360 Did you see her riding that beetle? 486 00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:58,320 I was unhinged. Not. 487 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:00,720 Me. Not me saying she was angelic. 488 00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:02,920 And I was like, she was riding that beetle. 489 00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:05,440 She was. When I saw those thighs riding 490 00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:09,400 that beetle, I said to about 5 people, I would love to be that 491 00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:12,520 beetle, but the beetle is my face and she's crushing me with 492 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:14,160 those thighs. Do you know what I loved? 493 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:15,960 Obviously. Obviously we were all with a big 494 00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:17,800 group of lesbians. Yeah, that's scissor. 495 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,440 And everyone's. Toes open, as soon as she came 496 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:23,200 out we all just looked at each other and we were like she is 497 00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,600 so. And then the guitarist came out 498 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:29,200 and I lost my. I love how the cameraman even 499 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,120 agreed with us. The cameraman was just focused. 500 00:24:31,120 --> 00:24:34,480 On the guitarist. She was incredible. 501 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:36,320 Also, she's got so many good songs. 502 00:24:36,360 --> 00:24:39,000 Also, scissor sounds just amazing. 503 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:40,200 She sounds. Yeah. 504 00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:43,560 Great, an artist, that Dior number that she was wearing. 505 00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:46,040 Oh, it was it was just amazing. I'm so. 506 00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,160 I don't know if I want to be her or be in her or maybe both. 507 00:24:48,760 --> 00:24:51,520 I'm so, so glad that we weren't. Yeah. 508 00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:53,720 I feel like it was a really nice end to our day. 509 00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:54,680 But. It was like a little surprise. 510 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:57,080 We didn't really know that we were going until the day before, 511 00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:00,240 so I was buzzing. I didn't really know how good it 512 00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:02,240 was going to be and it was so much better than I had expected. 513 00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:07,280 So happy days. And then afterwards, so really 514 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:08,920 quickly. I know I mentioned about 515 00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:11,880 hypnotherapy, but the latest hypnotherapy session that I've 516 00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,600 had was all about control and letting go of control and 517 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,200 usually Freya. By this point. 518 00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:20,760 It was what like half past? I know it's like 11 when we left 519 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:21,400 BSA. Yeah. 520 00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:25,280 Half ten, 10:45 Yeah. And like, isn't late, but 521 00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:28,440 bearing in mind, I'd actually been out since 10:30, no 522 00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:31,360 10/10/15 that morning. So it'd been like a long hour 523 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:32,880 stay. And I was like, I'm going to go 524 00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:34,680 home, I'm going to go home. And then everyone's like, oh, 525 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:36,040 no, you sure? Like we're going to go back to 526 00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:38,480 our friend's house, blah, blah. And I was thinking, do you know 527 00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:40,000 what? Yeah. 528 00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:43,040 And like I like stopped that like control of having to have 529 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:45,320 such intense control over my life. 530 00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:47,760 And then me and Leo rode back on the line back. 531 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:50,360 But poor Leo had to be on the back absolutely ruined her 532 00:25:50,360 --> 00:25:52,160 crotch. Done, done it. 533 00:25:52,360 --> 00:25:55,640 Anal pain. Anal Pain. 534 00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:58,920 No, I was. Rain anal pain. 535 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:08,960 It was probably like I actually my cocktick is Oh no, you she's 536 00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:12,200 got bruises all over her legs. I'm so surprised that we made it 537 00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:14,560 unscathed. It was like a 35 minute cycle 538 00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:17,720 and we were like cycling through like Edgware Rd. like the 539 00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:20,640 busiest Rd. in London whilst Leo's on the back. 540 00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:22,560 But she wasn't even clinging on to me for dear love. 541 00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:24,560 I think she's got AI think she's got a death wish. 542 00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:27,680 I think so. No, but I was so proud of you 543 00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:31,320 because it's not it's not I've the whole time we've been 544 00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:32,680 friends. I've never seen you do that. 545 00:26:32,680 --> 00:26:35,120 And I was like. It's such a good stepping stone 546 00:26:35,120 --> 00:26:36,840 for you. And then, well, we went straight 547 00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:38,960 back to hers and then we were there until like, what? 548 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:42,280 Like 3:30. Yeah, I think like 4:00. 549 00:26:42,360 --> 00:26:45,240 Yeah, then we just line biked back, which was really fun. 550 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,560 It was such. Like a light was about to come 551 00:26:47,560 --> 00:26:49,360 up, so you know when you're like, let's cycle. 552 00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:52,040 No, I was literally like Freya. I have to go to sleep before the 553 00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:54,600 light comes out otherwise. I do understand that it's a 554 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:57,200 horrible feeling. I kept like randomly waking up 555 00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:00,800 last night just like it was annoying me, but I think it's 556 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:02,720 also because I smoked some. No, I didn't. 557 00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:07,200 I didn't do anything. By the way, I don't do drugs. 558 00:27:07,200 --> 00:27:09,240 I feel like people think that when you stay up that late, you 559 00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:10,440 do drugs. I just want to make a 560 00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:12,600 disclaimer, I do not advocate for drugs. 561 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:15,240 I actually think it's the unsexiest, most unattractive 562 00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:17,560 thing ever. You do your thing, but it ain't 563 00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:20,160 for me, honey. It's not for me and I am. 564 00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:22,720 I care about myself too much. I actually do. 565 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:25,960 I know me and Olivia, not you, but other Olivia were talking 566 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:28,200 about this yesterday. I know I'd be the one to take 567 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:31,200 something and like I actually just did like white heroin or 568 00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:34,000 something and die. That's straight up, you know, 569 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:35,920 they die from like one line. That would be me. 570 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:36,920 That would. Happen to you? 571 00:27:36,920 --> 00:27:40,200 100% I'd be hospitalized. I wouldn't be fun. 572 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,840 I know I wouldn't be fun. It's just not for me. 573 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:45,600 I don't, I think that actually, and this is one thing that I 574 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:48,600 want to say to like anyone who's a younger listener as well. 575 00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:52,360 I think it's become so incredibly glamorised and I can 576 00:27:52,360 --> 00:27:54,360 see a lot of pushing in the community. 577 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:56,000 They're like, if you're not doing it, they're like, why 578 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:57,160 aren't you doing it? Why aren't you doing it? 579 00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:59,400 I actually witnessed this with my own eyes and I'm like, whoa, 580 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:00,480 whoa, whoa. Do you know what? 581 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:04,280 My what? What I hate the most is when you 582 00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:07,720 don't want to do something and people call you boring for it. 583 00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:11,840 There's nothing that winds me up more than that, because don't 584 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,800 call someone like you're boring. You've got to have. 585 00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:15,920 This have a good time yeah, I'm fine. 586 00:28:16,120 --> 00:28:17,000 I'm great. I'm. 587 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:17,920 Great, I'm great. I'm. 588 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:19,360 Chilling. I don't need to feel this way. 589 00:28:19,360 --> 00:28:20,720 I don't need to put that into my body. 590 00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:22,800 Like no, you sure don't need to. Spend all that money like. 591 00:28:23,120 --> 00:28:26,160 And also I'm not being funny. Like cocaine is a Class A drug. 592 00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:28,000 You lot are taking it like it's paracetamol. 593 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:32,360 I don't think any of you understand how dangerous this 594 00:28:32,360 --> 00:28:33,360 drug is. A great. 595 00:28:33,360 --> 00:28:35,320 Yeah. And MD and speed. 596 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,240 It's all of it. It's just so bad for you. 597 00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:40,800 It's so harmful. It's so expensive. 598 00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:45,520 You don't know what is in it. You are literally going to. 599 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:47,800 And also, can I just say it makes you look really ugly. 600 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:51,760 It ages you bad. If any of you are going to be 601 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:55,000 like, oh she's boring for saying this, mark my words, it makes 602 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:57,680 you ugly. Over time that wears on you. 603 00:28:57,720 --> 00:28:59,800 Message us in 20. Years time, then we'll talk. 604 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,440 No, not even 20 message. Me in five years time, have you 605 00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:04,000 seen it? Anyone seen what the Love Island 606 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:05,160 you're watching? Love Island? 607 00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:07,440 Mate, Leo. No, but actually no. 608 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:11,120 It's shit but. Mum friend is in it, yes, I saw 609 00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:13,280 a tweet recently because I don't watch Love Island. 610 00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:17,720 I really can't stand the show. And it was a photo of three of 611 00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:21,280 the girls that are in there and I'm 25, right? 612 00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:25,840 All these girls are younger than me 2323. 613 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:28,720 One of them's 20. Three. 614 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,080 Yeah, that's not nice. That's not nice. 615 00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:35,200 You're all filled up way too much. 616 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:38,160 I'm sorry girls, I'm all for cosmetics and doing things to 617 00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:40,680 make you feel better, but give it a rest. 618 00:29:42,160 --> 00:29:45,840 She could be at least 45. I actually know. 619 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:49,080 I actually know a 50 year old that looks younger than this 620 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:50,720 art. She looks younger. 621 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:53,480 She does, she does. These girls, baby girls. 622 00:29:53,480 --> 00:29:56,720 You're beautiful, obviously, but Oh my God, it's such a shame you 623 00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:58,560 look so such. And you know, it's drugs as 624 00:29:58,560 --> 00:29:59,720 well. Oh, it's drugs. 625 00:29:59,920 --> 00:30:02,120 It does drugs from. Villa just stop it girl, just 626 00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:05,640 fucking calm down. I love the turn. 627 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,240 This conversation has taken you know what I'm actually. 628 00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,120 Pissed off about it now, and it does annoy me because people do 629 00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:13,200 take it too far. And I think you're not boring 630 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:16,160 for not doing it. And if somebody's pressuring you 631 00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:17,960 to do drugs, they're just not your people. 632 00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,840 No, they're not your people. I'm sorry, even if they're 633 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:23,560 pressuring you to like drink more because I get that because 634 00:30:23,600 --> 00:30:26,200 I don't drink those when I go out and last night, like people 635 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,000 are asking me all the time, do you want another drink? 636 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,320 Do you want Amber? No thanks, no, come on. 637 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:32,200 I was like, no thanks. Go on. 638 00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:34,760 I was like, no thanks, You don't drink. 639 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:37,360 I was like, well, I do, but like right now I'm just like 640 00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:38,760 chilling. I've I've had enough. 641 00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:41,120 I used to get that a. Lot when I first started going 642 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,760 out, you know, in a younger going clubbing, I mean none of 643 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:45,160 my. Friends do this to me, but no, 644 00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:47,680 my friends look at me and they're like yeah, fuck you, I 645 00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:49,920 won't get you anything it. Would get to a point where it 646 00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:52,640 was like 1:00 AM and I wanted to go home because I was like I'm 647 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,360 tired now and my friends would be like please you'll. 648 00:30:55,640 --> 00:30:57,840 Please say no, don't know. It'll be like live, stop being 649 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:01,400 boring, stay out, stay out and I'm like no, no see now I. 650 00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:03,720 Don't care what anyone says to me, once I've made the decision 651 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:05,760 to go home, I'm going there. Fuck. 652 00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:10,440 Apart from last night, because actually, because it was Leo 653 00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:13,080 that was like please, mate, I was like fuck it, OK, no, but 654 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,400 it's it really is like circumstances or sometimes I was 655 00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,200 a bit like no, but I was still humming and R ING it. 656 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,200 Do you know what I mean? But if I'm a solid no, I'm going 657 00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,160 home. You cannot. 658 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:24,880 Wild horses couldn't drag me away. 659 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:29,840 I'm fucking leaving, bitch. I'm Audi wild horses. 660 00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:30,760 Did you? Did you just? 661 00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:34,360 Wild, wild horses. It's a running stones. 662 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:38,360 Sorry, I forgot that I'm old, couldn't drag me away. 663 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:42,360 Oh, and then me and Apisha did the whole rendition of Take Me 664 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:46,360 Baby or Leave Me from Ren. Oh my God. 665 00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:48,480 And then my girlfriend. Let's have a look. 666 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:49,080 Baby. Baby. 667 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:49,920 I love you. I love you. 668 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:53,040 Can you stop? Because we're trying to have a 669 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:54,440 conversation. I was like, move the 670 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:55,720 conversation elsewhere. Yeah. 671 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,200 You leave. I'm sorry. 672 00:31:57,520 --> 00:31:59,440 I'm sorry. It was on par, if not better 673 00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:01,280 than scissor, I tell you what was. 674 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:04,120 Literally going to be my 13th reason yesterday. 675 00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:11,120 You and. Eva doing the 120 no 12345678. 676 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:17,320 2345678345666 this all. Happened when we were going into 677 00:32:17,320 --> 00:32:20,560 Sizzle because I said to the stewards I've got 8 tickets and 678 00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,040 all of a sudden that was on repeat for about an hour. 679 00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:25,480 Yeah I can now. It was constant even even 680 00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,760 together are like 2 little children. 681 00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:31,240 Sometimes I love that though. No, it's fantastic it. 682 00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:32,680 Is great, but like I'm also a bit like that. 683 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:36,800 With Bree, whenever I get Bree, very silly. 684 00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:40,280 Me and Eva last night, it was like 3:00 AM and we both look at 685 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,320 each other and, you know, you just have a proper Dickie on. 686 00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,200 You've got to fill all the phases, all the noises, because 687 00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:45,560 you kind of got to get out of your system. 688 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:47,480 Yeah. And you go and you egg each 689 00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:48,080 other once. We're like. 690 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:51,320 Together and what the. Fuck we if anyone could see us 691 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,840 right now, but it actually helps. 692 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:56,080 I don't know what it is because you get it out your system and 693 00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:57,480 then. It's done, but you know, and 694 00:32:57,480 --> 00:32:59,720 it's like TikTok. Videos where they're like me 695 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:01,480 after a long day at the office and they're sat there like, 696 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,560 because it's like, that's me, I need to do that. 697 00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:08,760 Yeah, after a long day being a normal person. 698 00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:13,200 But I'm looking forward to like, I'm just going to carry on pride 699 00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:13,880 now. Fuck it. 700 00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:15,800 I think so. Every day's pride. 701 00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:18,280 Well, well, well. Actually, it is. 702 00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:22,240 Because we just received a wet for her package of Scarlett and 703 00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:23,240 you. Did receive that? 704 00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:25,520 Yeah, me and Scraggs just received. 705 00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,880 The most it's like Christmas Day married lesbian. 706 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:31,600 So I actually stuck one of them I know I keep. 707 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,800 Staring at it and the fact it's. Got a marijuana? 708 00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:38,920 Leaf on it and I'm I don't know why imagine it's laser T only 709 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:43,440 it's laser THC oh by the way I. I do love I, I think marijuana's 710 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:43,840 fine. By the way. 711 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:49,560 Just side note side note, a marijuana's natural legalized 712 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,360 weed. I mean, yeah, literally. 713 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,400 Legalized weed shirt, It's a gateway drug, right? 714 00:33:53,640 --> 00:33:55,760 And it's only a gateway drug because you have to get a 715 00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:58,520 dealer's number to get it, and then the dealer has other. 716 00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:01,000 Things to sell? They sell them a list, Yeah. 717 00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:03,960 Whereas like, if you could just go to a cafe and get some 718 00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:06,360 marijuana while you're there. What, what's your gateway drug 719 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:09,560 there? A fucking it's gone, it's gone, 720 00:34:10,719 --> 00:34:11,760 I started. With the weed. 721 00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:16,320 And I hit the hard stuff. Now I'm on the scope and I got 722 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:20,280 myself 2 cookies. I'll fucking now myself. 723 00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:22,320 A brownie. Oh damn, that. 724 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:24,679 One was laced too. We've got going on. 725 00:34:24,679 --> 00:34:27,400 It's now. Chill time, chill time for. 726 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:30,679 Like literally 3 days and then we say that I know. 727 00:34:30,679 --> 00:34:34,880 And then we've got Levi's McLaren event which I'm so bust 728 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:36,800 for. I know what we. 729 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,960 Need to talk about that. We've got coming up Tinder, 730 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:43,239 Tinder so excited, Very, very exciting. 731 00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:44,360 I'm actually a little bit nervous. 732 00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:47,360 Not going to lie, but Tinder next Monday we're doing a 733 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:52,040 collaboration with to host an official lesbian supper club. 734 00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:54,320 Supper club? Yeah, an actual. 735 00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:56,920 Sit down, supper club and Tinder. 736 00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,320 Can I just say have been one of the most incredible companies to 737 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,160 work with. They're amazing. 738 00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:04,000 They're so good, the. Team is brilliant and then also 739 00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:07,560 Mam Sham who if you haven't already heard if you want to 740 00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:10,240 look into like catering they also they host events as well. 741 00:35:10,240 --> 00:35:11,960 You can go to their own supper. Clubs. 742 00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:14,960 When I tell you these girls are like best friends from school, 743 00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:19,120 Rihanna and Maria, they are. I they might. 744 00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:21,720 They blow my mind. They are. 745 00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:23,400 Incredible because they're conceptual. 746 00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:28,000 Diners like they're conceptual caterers, so everything is like 747 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:31,520 everything means something or it's got like they, they package 748 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,160 things really interesting. You have to check them out 749 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:34,640 because I can't, I can't do it justice. 750 00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:38,800 But they're taking our stories to like the starter and then the 751 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,640 main and then the dessert. And we're going to walk people 752 00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:44,120 through the journey of the lesbian revolution basically. 753 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:46,800 And the food is going to match our stories in which we tell. 754 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:50,000 So we're kind of doing like a mini live podcast in between 755 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:57,480 each in between each course. And obviously I'm quite nervous 756 00:35:57,480 --> 00:35:59,920 to do that because I've never done a live podcast before. 757 00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:03,840 But also I know this so well. Like I think I think as well. 758 00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,400 After the after the event, it's going to be such. 759 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,400 I feel like you're going to feel really proud of yourself. 760 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:09,400 I hope so, yeah. I. 761 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,120 Think so and and I hope that we do it justice for them because 762 00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:14,720 they've worked so incredibly hard. 763 00:36:14,720 --> 00:36:15,960 I think that's why I'm more nervous. 764 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:17,880 They've been. If they were shit. 765 00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:22,280 No, they have been. Amazing out the. 766 00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:26,240 Most incredible venue as well. It's this like sky high just by 767 00:36:26,240 --> 00:36:30,600 London Bridge penthouse with a wrap around balcony overlooking 768 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:33,280 the whole of London. Yeah, it's gorgeous concrete, 769 00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:36,800 like lime wash walls and I know that mamshan, they also decorate 770 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:39,320 as well whenever they do events, so I know that they will do it 771 00:36:39,320 --> 00:36:41,200 justice. I can't. 772 00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:42,640 I can't. Wait for the next. 773 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:45,680 Time and maybe like the so not next episode, but the episode 774 00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:47,920 afterwards will be us telling you all about it and there will 775 00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:50,240 be I shit myself or not there'll be footage on the. 776 00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:52,200 Lot of footage. Yeah, it'll be everywhere, 777 00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:53,840 Tinder. Gonna make a gorgeous gorgeous 778 00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:56,640 reel. Post post show reel your post. 779 00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:59,280 That's so good. That's so I'm so excited and. 780 00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:00,960 Then it's my birthday and then it's. 781 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,920 Liv's birthday. She's finally gonna make the big 782 00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:07,000 two sick. Yay. 783 00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:10,400 Getting into the later 20s now. I'm in my, I'm in my late. 20s 784 00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,080 Although I did I was. Then like actually the older you 785 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:15,120 get, the older I get. So I was thinking, fuck when 786 00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:18,480 you're 30, I'm 35. Oh, that's halfway. 787 00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:20,040 You're going to. Thrive. 788 00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:23,640 Your 30s are going to be your best years. 35 and thrive. 35 789 00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:25,520 and. Thrive, baby, as it is honey 790 00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:26,680 and. If any of you are in your 30s, 791 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:29,120 forties, 50s, whatever I think the 30s or the new 20s got to 792 00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:31,360 be, I agree. You say a lot of your favorite 793 00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:33,040 people are in your 30s. Very true they are. 794 00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:36,080 They are lesbians. We love you. 795 00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:39,200 I don't have a Horror Story because I'm absolutely fucking 796 00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:40,760 exhausted. I'm exhausted and. 797 00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:42,440 I feel like it was such a good day. 798 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:43,880 We don't need to end it with the Horror Story. 799 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:46,280 I am the Horror Story Leo. Is the horror. 800 00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:47,920 Story today what's words the don't? 801 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,560 Worry I'm I am just the Horror Story. 802 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,320 Yeah, Leo's the Horror Story. So I don't actually need to have 803 00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:57,040 one because I'm living it currently. 804 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:00,280 I love you all and we will speak to you next week. 805 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:00,640 Bye bye. Bye. 806 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,520 Bye bye. Bye bye.