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Hello, lesbians. 
Hey, hello lesbian. 

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Hey Leandra. 
Oh babe, I've been waiting to 

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have you on this podcast for so 
long now. 

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I know I'm. 
So excited in that face. 

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I'm like, I'm very excited. 
I've got your merch, I've got 

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your shirts, I've got your 
lighters. 

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Baby, you have posted that shirt
more than I think anyone. 

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I think you've posted it more 
than I have. 

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I wore it on. 
Stage a lot. 

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Yeah, it was my go to and I love
that and thank you so much 

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because like just having you as 
a lesbian representative, I 

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think it's pretty sick. 
That's so sweet. 

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You're kind of killing it at the
moment you've. 

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OK, thank you for being my 
friend. 

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Yeah, I mean, you did pay me to 
say all of that. 

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Yeah. 
So fair enough, babe. 

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First of all, cheers. 
Welcome to London. 

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Thank you for the beer. 
I need this beer. 

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You need to see this. 
Have you seen it? 

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No. 
Oh, did you get this made? 

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Yeah, babe. 
Did you see this? 

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Oh my God. 
So like I because shower beer is

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called shower beer the song 
because I I don't know why I 

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always think I'm saying it 
wrong. 

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If it's like beer shower, I 
think because it's like I drink 

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another beer in the shower. 
I get a fan. 

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Major number one fans right now.
I've actually just shit myself. 

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Yeah, I I absolutely love that 
because I'm like, how iconic 

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actually is it just drink beer 
in the shower? 

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Like is that? 
Something. 

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Can I keep that? 
A bit. 

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Of course there's two of them. 
You can have both. 

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I'll have them by the time I go 
to bed, then I'm going to bring 

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this home. 
They'll be done. 

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Yeah. 
On route, Yeah. 

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Yeah. 
So you guys, I mean, you guys 

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have been killing it for quite a
while now. 

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You recently played in 
Coachella. 

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So guys, if you don't already 
know, Leandra Earl, incredible 

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musician from the band The 
Beaches, which I know like queer

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icons as well. 
Like in the lesbian world, The 

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Beach is huge. 
Yeah, but I mean kind of thanks 

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to me. 
I think. 

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I am the queer. 
I mean, Jordan's bi. 

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Jordan bi. 
Yeah. 

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Like I tried to bring her but. 
But but I think actually passed 

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out a homophobic that she didn't
turn up. 

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Yeah, well. 
No, I'm shipping her from a 

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bicard as well. 
She can get rid of that. 

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Yeah, well, when she she fell 
asleep on the train, then she's 

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like, oh, OK, I'm coming. 
And then our manager said, well,

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you're only half gay. 
Yeah, Oh. 

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And I said, yeah, honestly, get 
out of here. 

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Yeah, get the I love bisexuals. 
You can clip that. 

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Do we love straight women more? 
Wait, do you have a thing for 

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straight women? 
No. 

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No, neither do I. 
Maybe for bisexuals, really. 

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You keep getting caught up in 
that. 

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You keep getting caught up in 
bisexual. 

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I did go on a date with a 
straight girl I didn't know two 

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hours in. 
I mean, I'm not being funny 

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though. 
Like, how can you go on a date 

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with a woman and say that you're
straight? 

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Like where's the logic? 
She said it was a friend date. 

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She was looking for friends in 
the city. 

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I'm like what? 
What on Tinder? 

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What did you mean? 
We met at a party. 

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She came up to me. 
I was wearing Navy Dickies. 

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Navy Dickies shirt, she said. 
I love your outfit. 

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Oh, she's gay. 
And I was like, oh, my God. 

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So then she asked me for coffee.
We're talking for two hours. 

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And I was like, I can't really 
tell. 

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I got to get a vibe. 
So I was like, oh, when my 

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girlfriend broke up with me and 
she's like, oh, yeah, my 

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boyfriend. 
And I was like all the time. 

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Get out. 
And it wasn't even like open 

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exploring. 
No, she just wanted she was a 

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fan of the band and wanted new 
friends. 

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Do you not reckon that she would
have slept with you though? 

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But then I would have gotten 
attached and heartbroken. 

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Does this happen often? 
I feel like because we were 

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speaking a little bit about this
last night, we've like had a few

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like I feel like you and I get 
ourselves into really similar 

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situations and I think maybe 
because like both quite soft, 

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also anxious. 
We struggle, we struggle and 

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we've 2 gentle souls, so gentle.
We learn really hard and like 

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find it really easy to to build 
up a bad name for ourselves just

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accidentally. 
You know how it is girls. 

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But with your, you have been 
through heartbreak recently. 

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Did you? 
Have you written any songs about

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it yet? 
Yeah, just a just a whole album.

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A whole album. 
Maybe like 6 songs on the album?

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It kind of makes a lot like you 
over honestly, because I would 

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love to have an album written 
about me. 

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You can still make the deluxe. 
OK, yeah, yeah, this time the 

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bonus too. 
This time I. 

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Wonder what they would be 
called. 

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I wonder what they'd be about. 
I kind of want it. 

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I don't know. 
I don't know if I'd want you to 

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be heartbroken or maybe just 
more angry at me because I felt 

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that angry at me songs would 
just be more of a bop, you know?

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And then I'd actually just feel 
really sad if you're 

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heartbroken. 
I don't. 

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Think I'd be able to handle that
because I saw before you've 

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actually this is not your first 
lesbian podcast, which I don't 

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want to talk about, but. 
I know I'm making the rounds, 

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yeah. 
I do know that on the meta 

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output cast you said that you 
came out pretty late, which I 

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actually didn't know. 
Yeah, everyone thinks I was born

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gay. 
Yeah. 

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And like, technically, yeah, I 
guess didn't choose this life. 

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It shows me. 
Don't clip that. 

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That's so cheesy. 
And I got the egg. 

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I got the egg. 
Actually, Joe, I haven't got the

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itch yet, so keep going. 
It's gonna come. 

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I'll tell you when it comes. 
What was the question? 

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So wait, you came out late? 
So. 

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Yeah. 
So you're like, I wasn't born 

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gay. 
That's what you're trying to 

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say? 
Fuck me. 

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Clip that one. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 

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I realized it really late in 
life. 

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And now, like looking back at 
photos because everyone's like, 

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you know, like you can see. 
Did you dress like this? 

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I mean, yeah, until like high 
school, but then people were 

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calling me a lesbian, so I was 
like, OK, let me get into my fam

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era. 
Yeah, because it was the worst 

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insult in the world, wasn't. 
It yeah, yeah, it was the worst.

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People were just saying it to 
make fun of you. 

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Yeah, and now they now, now 
they're all trying to be gay. 

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Literally like. 
Pick a lane. 

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Now I'm calling myself a lesbian
30 times a day, at least exactly

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30 times on the train today. 
As you fucking should, babe. 

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Let everyone know. 
Never let a gay never let a gay 

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never let a day go by. 
No, no, never let a gay go by. 

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Never let a gay go. 
By and I try not to let them go 

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by. 
No, no. 

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And I always have to like make 
it such a thing as well. 

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If I see a lesbian out in the 
wild, I really I go over the 

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top. 
You checked my phone? 

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I was filming 2 lesbians on the 
platform today but it turned out

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to be mother. 
Daughter. 

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Oh oh. 
I was like, oh, they're kissing 

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on the lips, but I think she's 
11. 

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Oh, as in like that? 
Yeah, that was a yeah, it was a 

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little girl. 
I mean, I don't know, but I've 

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seen like mother sons where I'm 
like Oh my God, 2 masks, 2 

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Butch. 
I'm getting so gay that I'm 

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forgetting straight people exist
and I see like I see a guy and I

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just think it's a masculine 
lesbian. 

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Especially with the way that 
guys are dressing right now, 

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like they all just look like 
mask lesbians. 

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No, I know. 
Which is a huge compliment for 

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them. 
Like I think Joe Jonas is the 

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biggest lesbian in brackets 
compliment. 

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Yeah, the style. 
Yeah, hot. 

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Who was it that has a crush on 
Joe Jonas? 

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Is that you, Jess? 
Landon Barker. 

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Who the fuck is Landon Barker? 
See, I don't even know who any 

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men are. 
OK, that's what I thought. 

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Who's Travis Bach? 
No Kalashian's husband. 

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Sorry about that. 
Blink 182. 

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Oh, oh, him. 
His son has a crush on Joe 

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Jonas. 
This is how gay we've gotten. 

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Yeah, it's. 
Jess White Guy's laughing 2025 

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Are we laughing? 
Yeah. 

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Who has a crush? 
Jess has a crush. 

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Jess has a crush on Landon. 
Looks like a lesbian. 

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Looks like a lesbian. 
I can see it already. 

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Yeah, I'm going to Twinkie boy 
equals lesbian. 

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Yeah, that's, that's a lesbian. 
That's not a, that's not a man. 

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I saw her at the bar last week, 
yeah. 

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I figured her. 
She fingered me. 

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Well, I didn't touch, but that's
never going to happen with me. 

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Actually, we were having this. 
What's not going to happen? 

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With you, no, I mean like, you 
know, just receiving. 

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Oh, yeah. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 

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Never. 
No, no, it's a back and forth 

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little action. 
Yeah, but I put up this thing 

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the other day. 
Are you a stone top or whatever?

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Fuck no, No, because I also find
learning the term too much. 

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Yeah, but so am I. 
So I put up this thing the other

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day on TikTok, which was like 
tops, bottoms and all this kind 

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of stuff. 
And people are saying that they 

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don't understand like how it 
works. 

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Was it your preferences? 
No, I drafted one of those. 

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Go on. 
Well, it was just like femme 

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mask, straight, bisexual and 
then you just like, you know if 

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you like it or not. 
Oh, OK. 

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And what do you like? 
Femme Switch. 

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Yeah. 
What else did I say yes to? 

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I remember. 
I don't know. 

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I'm. 
I'm figuring it out. 

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You're figuring it out. 
Yeah, Yeah, because I was like 

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swinging back to the coming out 
thing. 

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You were how old when you came 
out? 

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Like 20. 525 OK. 
And how do you know? 

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30. 
Shit, we're both out of 30s. 

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How about that? 
How old are you? 

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I thought you won. 
I know an older woman, so yeah. 

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Cougar get away from me. 
The Botox is holding on real 

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fucking strong right now and 
I'm. 

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Struggling. 
Do you get it here? 

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Yeah, I need. 
I just got it here for the first

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time. 
I love it. 

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Frown to me. 
Well it might. 

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I need some re up I think. 
Amazing, don't need some re up. 

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These are re up a little bit, 
not these. 

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These are fine. 
It's. 

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Just there is 0 movement it's 
just the nose is going ham like 

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wait can I I I need to do mine 
well. 

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Where'd you get it up? 
Yeah, nothing up there. 

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Yeah, nothing. 
But you have some here. 

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You have, like, emotion here. 
Yeah, there's a little bit. 

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There and now I do. 
It's been it's, it's what the 

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rest of my face does. 
But what about here? 

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Let me let me look closer. 
It's like, should we just kiss 

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in the middle? 
Yeah. 

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But it's, yeah, I have like a 
little bit of a crows now it's 

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come back. 
Mine all day. 

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If I'm not depressed over a girl
and crying the entire day, I'm 

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like this smiling so they're 
deep. 

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So do you find that means cry a 
lot over girls like quite? 

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Frequently. 
Oh my. 

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Babe, I've been crying every 
single fucking day. 

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Allison don't even fucking say a
word. 

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I'm crying. 
I'm always. 

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Crying. 
Say yes or no. 

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Yeah. 
Oh, I'm always crying. 

230
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Yes, I'm always crying. 
I cry like a fucking bitch. 

231
00:10:00,160 --> 00:10:01,600
Yeah, I'm like a little. 
Sobbing. 

232
00:10:01,680 --> 00:10:02,760
Yeah. 
Sobbing. 

233
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I don't just do like a little 
cry. 

234
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It's like a proper full on. 
I think I'm getting like lip 

235
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lines now because of me crying 
like this. 

236
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Really. 
You know when you're sobbing 

237
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your face like. 
Kim Kardashian like yes, cry for

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me. 
Do you feel like that's like the

239
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emotion that you go to the 
easiest? 

240
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Like some people go to anger, 
some people to go to the. 

241
00:10:26,320 --> 00:10:26,840
South. 
No. 

242
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I wish I could go to anger. 
I need anger. 

243
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Mm. 
Hmm. 

244
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Goodnight. 
I want you to fight for me. 

245
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I don't know who we're fighting,
but fuck. 

246
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Somebody should we just like I 
feel like around here we could 

247
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just probably walk down the road
and something like I'm like 

248
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looking out for. 
It What did you say to us? 

249
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What do you say? 
They said absolutely nothing to 

250
00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:44,480
us. 
They didn't even look at us. 

251
00:10:44,600 --> 00:10:46,480
Do you say we're dyke? 
They say no. 

252
00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:49,160
I like what you're wearing. 
I don't usually go to hangar. 

253
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Like, that's not who I am. 
But I feel like if I ever see 

254
00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:54,760
anyone, like, especially a man, 
like hitting a woman. 

255
00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:57,440
Oh, yeah, you're done. 
Yeah, yeah. 

256
00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:59,200
I'll kill them. 
It's not your day. 

257
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It's not you're gay. 
It's not you're gay, this is not

258
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you're gay but I am you're gay 
today. 

259
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Meet your make a bitch. 
All of that being said and I 

260
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feel I find it really really 
hard to like hold on to anger as

261
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well, but sadness I could hold. 
On Oh yeah, ruminating, 

262
00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:17,400
romanticizing. 
Do you have? 

263
00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:19,880
ADHD by any chance do you have 
what ADHD? 

264
00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,480
I mean, look, if you haven't 
been diagnosed, I'm going to 

265
00:11:23,480 --> 00:11:24,640
diagnose you right here, right 
now. 

266
00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:25,920
And say yes, right. 
Yeah. 

267
00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:26,560
Yeah. 
You think so? 

268
00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:28,320
Oh, yeah. 
Cool. 

269
00:11:28,800 --> 00:11:30,240
No, it's sick. 
I have an issue as. 

270
00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:33,200
Well I keep trying to get my 
psychiatrist to diagnose me and 

271
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I sent him all my report cards 
growing up because my mum 

272
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obviously kept all of them 
every. 

273
00:11:38,280 --> 00:11:40,880
Hoarder, my mum is. 
Were we talking about this? 

274
00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,720
Last night, no. 
Who's the talking about this in?

275
00:11:42,800 --> 00:11:44,960
Yeah, she's not a hoarder, but 
like. 

276
00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,480
No, my mum's, she's a collector.
My mum's a collector. 

277
00:11:47,760 --> 00:11:49,920
Yeah, maybe that's how they 
would identify a hoarder. 

278
00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:52,360
Yeah, I. 
It's. 

279
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Hard for me to not step into 
those patterns I love. 

280
00:11:56,400 --> 00:11:58,560
Do you love just keeping shit? 
So yeah, everything's 

281
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sentimental, baby. 
I'm the opposite. 

282
00:12:00,280 --> 00:12:02,440
Don't look under my bed. 
It's like, what the fuck is this

283
00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:06,120
newspaper from 1998? 
Like, I don't know. 

284
00:12:06,120 --> 00:12:08,240
I don't know. 
And you're like, I don't know, I

285
00:12:08,280 --> 00:12:09,240
just, I don't know, really like 
that. 

286
00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:11,640
But like I feel like I do the 
same with screenshots. 

287
00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:13,560
Like I start like randomly 
screenshot and things because 

288
00:12:13,560 --> 00:12:14,640
it's like, I'm going to want 
this. 

289
00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:17,360
Yeah, so. 
So yeah, I have it. 

290
00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:20,040
I already forgot I made a issue.
I made a issue for sure for 

291
00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:20,680
sure. 
Yeah. 

292
00:12:20,680 --> 00:12:22,400
So I have have it. 
So therefore I can diagnose you.

293
00:12:22,440 --> 00:12:24,400
I do think that, I mean you've 
kind of got but. 

294
00:12:24,560 --> 00:12:27,400
The way I obsess over things 
like my I don't know why my 

295
00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,720
psychiatrist is like your friend
but my therapist is like, I 

296
00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:31,440
would say you got some OCD 
tendencies. 

297
00:12:31,560 --> 00:12:33,760
So the two are really, really 
closely linked. 

298
00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:37,800
But also the ruminating and like
emotional regulation with ADHD 

299
00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:42,240
is so wild, like because you 
also have a lower dopamine level

300
00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:45,200
and lower serotonin, so you will
always seek that dopamine. 

301
00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:48,880
So like getting that text back 
is like genuine crack. 

302
00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:53,120
Like that is heroin. 
Yeah, those bread crumbs, 

303
00:12:53,280 --> 00:12:55,160
they're keeping me alive. 
Love bread crumbs? 

304
00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:58,040
What is that all? 
About I don't know, for like 

305
00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:01,400
lesbians, you're all gonna know 
what this is all about, but cuz 

306
00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:04,040
it's just. 
Wanna be normal? 

307
00:13:04,400 --> 00:13:08,280
Yeah, tell me about it. 
Tell me about it. 

308
00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:12,080
No, but I feel the same because 
I am such a crybaby and like, 

309
00:13:12,120 --> 00:13:13,880
heartbreak. 
Yeah, obviously we can make this

310
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like a little bit like a 
heartbreak episode. 

311
00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:17,880
Yeah, I think the highs are 
really high and the lows are 

312
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really low of just like 
everything I feel. 

313
00:13:19,560 --> 00:13:21,080
I feel extremes. 
And it's. 

314
00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:24,480
Yeah, it can be really tiring. 
Like I'm tired today from just 

315
00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:27,920
like being on all day. 
Yeah, like today was a great 

316
00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:30,320
day. 
But ask Allison over here. 

317
00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:33,680
Like I'm cracking jokes 24/7. 
I'm like, I don't even know 

318
00:13:33,720 --> 00:13:35,040
what's coming out of my mouth. 
I'm annoyed. 

319
00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:36,840
Stop talking. 
What are you doing? 

320
00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:39,760
Babe, this is me like that. 
This is me and and then you. 

321
00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:41,280
Drop, but then my depression is 
so. 

322
00:13:41,680 --> 00:13:44,240
So low, I know, and also. 
But then when you're in that 

323
00:13:44,240 --> 00:13:45,680
mood, it's like I can't stop. 
I can't. 

324
00:13:45,680 --> 00:13:47,280
I know we're just. 
Gonna keep on going and then. 

325
00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:49,920
And I don't know what I'm gonna 
say, so I'm making myself laugh 

326
00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:52,240
because I never know what's 
coming out of my mouth. 

327
00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:54,000
Whoa, who just said that? 
Whoa, what's that? 

328
00:13:54,240 --> 00:13:57,080
That was me. 
But I'm not a narcissist. 

329
00:13:58,560 --> 00:14:00,640
Lesbian narcissist Leandra 
Alcatraz. 

330
00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:04,040
Of course you are. 
You're in a band, but like, 

331
00:14:04,040 --> 00:14:06,200
you're going back to the band as
well. 

332
00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:08,840
You're a bunch of girls that are
on the road quite a lot. 

333
00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:12,280
And Jordan is a bisexual. 
Have you guys ever made out? 

334
00:14:14,280 --> 00:14:16,040
Yeah, well, a lot. 
Yeah. 

335
00:14:16,800 --> 00:14:18,440
What kind of making out are we 
talking though? 

336
00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:20,720
Are we talking like making out, 
making out? 

337
00:14:20,840 --> 00:14:22,120
Yeah, it's always fun making 
out. 

338
00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:24,000
Well, what's the difference? 
It's fun. 

339
00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:26,280
Yeah, it's fun. 
But like, I always feel like 

340
00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:29,000
there's a difference between 
like, making out, like, oh, 

341
00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,880
we're making out and like making
out, like, Oh, no, this is hot. 

342
00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:34,840
If we're drunk enough, it could 
get there. 

343
00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:37,720
Like, I think the first time it 
was like, She'll admits. 

344
00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:40,280
Like maybe hot we were years 
ago. 

345
00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:42,880
I wasn't even out. 
I wasn't even gay yet. 

346
00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:45,760
That was so Canadian set again. 
Out nice. 

347
00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:49,000
It's gotten worse. 
It's gotten more Canadian for 

348
00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:53,800
some reason. 
We were we went to meet Elton 

349
00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:55,560
John at his show. 
Iconic. 

350
00:14:56,200 --> 00:14:59,240
And we were waiting in his 
dressing room for him to like 

351
00:14:59,240 --> 00:15:02,680
come in and me and Jordan were 
pretty plastered and I don't 

352
00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:04,840
know why. 
We just started making out nice.

353
00:15:04,840 --> 00:15:07,840
And Kylie was like stop, this is
so gross. 

354
00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:09,480
Stop. 
It Kylie was there. 

355
00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:11,560
Yeah, the whole band was there. 
Oh fuck me. 

356
00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:14,960
It's like, what are we doing? 
It's like his Gucci track suits 

357
00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:16,320
around us and we're just making 
out. 

358
00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:18,520
Yeah, but you see an opportunity
and you take it. 

359
00:15:19,360 --> 00:15:23,240
It was hot and heavy. 
That heavy bag yeah, no, but 

360
00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:25,400
that's really interesting but 
then since. 

361
00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:28,600
Then like it's. 
Heavy and Elton John's fucking 

362
00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:31,640
changing room. 
And I wasn't. 

363
00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:33,680
I had my long hair. 
Did he see this? 

364
00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:35,440
No. 
I would have loved for him. 

365
00:15:35,440 --> 00:15:37,440
To I know he just comes in 
clapping. 

366
00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:40,000
Well done ladies. 
He's like. 

367
00:15:41,160 --> 00:15:43,680
What the fuck out of here with 
that lesbian shit? 

368
00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:48,680
Yeah, this fucking bags. 
I love that though. 

369
00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:50,320
But since then, like 
opportunity, babe. 

370
00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:52,560
You saw an opportunity. 
Yeah, I was straight. 

371
00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:54,240
Got my long hair. 
This. 

372
00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:55,720
Is when you were saying that you
were straight as well? 

373
00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:58,080
Wow. 
OK, OK. 

374
00:15:58,360 --> 00:16:00,360
So that's why I was probably hot
and heavy because I was like, 

375
00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:03,680
what is this forbidden love with
my bandmate's sister? 

376
00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:05,600
She's not sister. 
She's not my actual sister. 

377
00:16:05,640 --> 00:16:07,760
Yeah. 
Although today on the train, I'm

378
00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:09,400
telling a story about me and my 
sister. 

379
00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:11,880
I was like, me and my sister 
joke about this every day. 

380
00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:13,880
And she's like, no, I don't. 
And I was like, you're, you're 

381
00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:15,280
not my sister. 
You're literally not my. 

382
00:16:15,320 --> 00:16:16,760
Sister, you're literally not my 
sister. 

383
00:16:16,880 --> 00:16:20,640
I have my sister, yes. 
Yeah, so, but I just had sex. 

384
00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:26,480
No, no, no. 
Recently we we were filming 

385
00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,040
like. 
A recently recently. 

386
00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:35,160
He scissored, but no, we were 
filming Coachella video walls, 

387
00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:39,480
so some content to put behind us
during Coachella and I was like,

388
00:16:39,480 --> 00:16:41,880
what have we just kissed? 
It's always me that comes up 

389
00:16:41,880 --> 00:16:43,320
with the idea. 
That would be me. 

390
00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:45,440
My mom was watching Coachella 
online. 

391
00:16:45,440 --> 00:16:47,680
She was like, whose idea was 
that for you guys to be making 

392
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:49,680
out in the background? 
I was like, well, I guess it was

393
00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:50,080
my idea. 
Well. 

394
00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:52,000
That was me. 
Mom, that was actually me. 

395
00:16:52,160 --> 00:16:54,760
Yeah, I blame on somebody else, 
but yeah, it would also be my 

396
00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:56,120
idea. 
But wouldn't it just be crazy if

397
00:16:56,120 --> 00:16:58,600
we just made out? 
Yeah, so it's really hot, but 

398
00:16:58,600 --> 00:17:02,240
between takes it's like us 
laughing, me being like shaking.

399
00:17:02,240 --> 00:17:04,599
Ruin it for me where? 
Are you going to see it? 

400
00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:06,560
What do you mean? 
Where am I going to see it? 

401
00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:10,119
I'd find it, but is it nowhere 
to be found? 

402
00:17:10,119 --> 00:17:13,319
No, no, it's on my Instagram. 
OK, then there's a full carousel

403
00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,280
I gotta show you. 
Been joking, let me see. 

404
00:17:15,480 --> 00:17:19,920
Yeah, pull it up. 
But I was in my underwear, she's

405
00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:21,920
in her underwear. 
And they were like, OK, just 

406
00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:25,720
start kissing. 
In my instinct, was she just, 

407
00:17:25,960 --> 00:17:27,880
Yeah, you get to it. 
Don't even do this to me right 

408
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,400
now, Leandro babe. 
I spit water in her mouth. 

409
00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:32,640
They're like just kiss and I'm 
like, oh fuck her. 

410
00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:35,440
Oh you mean oh you mean her 
life? 

411
00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:36,840
Get married. 
Fuck. 

412
00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:38,880
Her. 
Yeah, I like, went to grab her. 

413
00:17:38,880 --> 00:17:40,880
I was like, wait, this is my 
bandmate, don't grab her hip. 

414
00:17:40,880 --> 00:17:44,200
That's weird. 
Oh wow. 

415
00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:45,320
Oh, I. 
Liked it. 

416
00:17:45,480 --> 00:17:47,560
HR would be all. 
Life. 

417
00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:50,720
Would be all over us. 
This. 

418
00:17:52,120 --> 00:17:54,960
No, I'm here for it. 
I'm really here for it. 

419
00:17:55,440 --> 00:17:57,320
It's hot. 
It is really hot. 

420
00:17:58,440 --> 00:18:00,160
I would definitely let you do 
this. 

421
00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:02,400
To me that's amazing. 
Probably not with water. 

422
00:18:02,400 --> 00:18:05,320
I'm also beer, but I water is a 
little bit too. 

423
00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:08,760
No water. 
I feel like water just is a bit 

424
00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:10,640
too spitty. 
You don't like spit? 

425
00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:14,680
What? 
Kind of podcast is this, but 

426
00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:16,080
like, why the fuck today? 
Come on. 

427
00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:19,640
No, like I don't. 
I don't really. 

428
00:18:19,760 --> 00:18:20,800
No, I don't. 
That's fine. 

429
00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:24,000
If somebody spits in my mouth, 
I'm like, that's rough. 

430
00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,840
Oh, cool. 
I don't know why I have that. 

431
00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:30,480
I'm not just like hack one up in
my mouth or let me hack, but 

432
00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:32,720
with a little water it's great 
because you know, you're like, 

433
00:18:32,960 --> 00:18:37,000
OK, you're going at it, it's 
hour 4 and you're thirsty. 

434
00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:40,640
No one has thought. 
It's our 40. 

435
00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:43,200
We have a need. 
It's minute 5 like. 

436
00:18:43,560 --> 00:18:44,600
It's minute 5 and I'm. 
Really. 

437
00:18:44,600 --> 00:18:47,240
I'm a teenage boy. 
It's minute 3. 

438
00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:49,120
So I think I'm like a teenage 
boy. 

439
00:18:49,400 --> 00:18:52,040
Like I feel like if I see a hot 
girl naked I I'm like. 

440
00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:54,480
No, I know I am a teenage. 
Boy, yeah. 

441
00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:55,760
Loud and proud. 
Loud and proud. 

442
00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:58,800
No, but I also cheers. 
I quite like that about me. 

443
00:18:58,800 --> 00:19:00,640
Me too. 
Feel like it's just like, it's a

444
00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:02,480
bit more fun, you know? 
Like, you can really have, like,

445
00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:04,680
a laugh about it. 
You're just like, let me spit in

446
00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:06,280
your mouth. 
Yeah, absolutely. 

447
00:19:06,360 --> 00:19:07,680
Like that. 
All of that. 

448
00:19:08,160 --> 00:19:11,640
So being a musician as well, 
though being a not so recently, 

449
00:19:11,640 --> 00:19:13,320
but kind of recently out 
there's. 

450
00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:15,520
Spit in my mouth. 
Some music. 

451
00:19:15,520 --> 00:19:17,840
Yeah, I have to get. 
Some yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 

452
00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:20,880
ADHD has to work because I'm 
like, I will go on so many 

453
00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:22,600
tangents. 
We go back to actually what you 

454
00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:23,160
do. 
Yeah. 

455
00:19:23,280 --> 00:19:25,560
Apart from spitting in people's 
mouths, which I also. 

456
00:19:25,560 --> 00:19:27,080
Is that a kink? 
Is that a kink? 

457
00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:32,440
Well, now you've had it here 
first, but now that you're 

458
00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:36,600
you're a famous musician and do 
you get the fangirls like in 

459
00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:39,280
your DMSA lot of the time there?
Are some scary messages? 

460
00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:40,480
Is that? 
Yeah. 

461
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:41,600
Well, why did that voice? 
Yeah. 

462
00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:45,920
This is scary because every day 
there's scary messages and 

463
00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:48,880
before I was out there used to 
be scary messages from guys, but

464
00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,960
I would expose them. 
Look at this creepy message this

465
00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:53,800
man sent me. 
So much more fun. 

466
00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:55,520
I'm going to be real. 
The lesbians might be worse, 

467
00:19:55,760 --> 00:19:57,200
really. 
Their messages are crazy. 

468
00:19:57,240 --> 00:19:59,720
Wait what the fuck why am I not?
I've got a few like that, but 

469
00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:01,200
not I don't think to the level 
that. 

470
00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:05,400
I'm trying to think of specific 
what they just say unhinged shit

471
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:07,960
where I'm like why? 
Why would you say this to a 

472
00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:10,880
person? 
I don't know if it's like there 

473
00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:13,880
is this weird thing in the 
lesbian community where women 

474
00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:16,240
sometimes will act like creepy 
fucking men. 

475
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:20,120
And I'm like, what is going on? 
Like we we're not a part of this

476
00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:22,440
babe. 
I was selling merch once, like 

477
00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:26,160
opening for a band and a lesbian
respect came up to me and was 

478
00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:28,200
like, I want to climb you like a
tree. 

479
00:20:28,200 --> 00:20:30,400
I was like, do you want to buy 
this T-shirt? 

480
00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:32,240
Do you want to just buy this 
T-shirt? 

481
00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:34,600
I'm scared now. 
Do you know what I don't like 

482
00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:38,760
about it is that it's like 
you're, you're in a position 

483
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:43,240
where you feel like you can't be
holy yourself in a situation 

484
00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:44,840
like that. 
Like you can't be like, hey you,

485
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:47,400
hey fucking freak shut. 
Up yeah, you can't just say hey 

486
00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:49,560
fuck off because. 
I'm like, oh, thank you. 

487
00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:52,560
But they know that you can't 
say, hey, fuck off because 

488
00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:56,320
you're stood there like, and 
this is your, your band, your 

489
00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:59,280
identity and everything else. 
And then I feel like it puts you

490
00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:01,200
in such an awkward position when
people are going up to you 

491
00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:04,280
saying the most incredibly, like
awkward shit or like creepy 

492
00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:05,800
shit. 
Yeah, because you're not just 

493
00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:08,400
going to go back off. 
Well, I thought you could. 

494
00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:09,720
You could. 
I'm trying to have more 

495
00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:12,240
boundaries and a backbone. 
My therapist is really trying to

496
00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:13,840
grow my backbone. 
Yeah. 

497
00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:15,600
Stretch it out. 
Yeah. 

498
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:20,680
Because I don't have one but 
like if someone says something 

499
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,720
that's just like insane I will 
let you know if I have to. 

500
00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:26,240
Like I'll pick and choose my 
battles. 

501
00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:27,760
But like, my cat passed away 
recently. 

502
00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:31,000
My best friend on earth. 
Babe by the way, I'm so sorry I 

503
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:34,320
saw this and I genuinely was 
heartbroken for you because ever

504
00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:36,480
since I followed you like every 
single day there's been a post 

505
00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:36,920
about that. 
Cat. 

506
00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:38,920
Absolutely. 
So like I had like a well and I 

507
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,560
was like, fuck, this is awful. 
I'm so sorry. 

508
00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:44,840
No thank you. 
But I mean, everyone is reaching

509
00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:47,120
out with really sweet messages 
and then like I'm sifting 

510
00:21:47,120 --> 00:21:49,120
through the requests just for 
fun because that's where the 

511
00:21:49,120 --> 00:21:53,320
crazy ones, crazy DM's, not 
people, that's where they are. 

512
00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:56,600
And someone was like responded 
until like my cat posts and was 

513
00:21:56,600 --> 00:22:00,040
like, well anyway, can I take 
you on a date? 

514
00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:05,400
She goes, that's the one I 
choose out of all the how dare 

515
00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,840
you. 
This isn't a chance for you to 

516
00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:09,640
ask me out. 
I'm grieving. 

517
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:11,080
Your pussy might have died, but 
I want. 

518
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,840
To die, it was like something 
insane, like, was it you? 

519
00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:16,520
It was. 
You fuck. 

520
00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:23,120
I love an inappropriate slider. 
I'm so I'm sorry, but what the 

521
00:22:23,120 --> 00:22:25,760
fuck. 
Like they do, but they did that 

522
00:22:25,760 --> 00:22:28,960
the same like when I when I 
posted about Scarlett and I like

523
00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:31,720
breaking up. 
I got so many that was like, so 

524
00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:33,760
sorry dot dot dot. 
Anyway, where can I take you for

525
00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,240
a drink? 
Yeah, or like 2 days later I've 

526
00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:36,760
been like, is it? 
Are you emotionally available 

527
00:22:36,760 --> 00:22:37,880
yet? 
And like all of this kind of 

528
00:22:37,880 --> 00:22:39,240
stuff And it's like maybe 
that's. 

529
00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:42,120
Not yeah, it's like, who cares? 
You don't need to respond. 

530
00:22:42,120 --> 00:22:44,760
But I think when I'm vulnerable 
and I don't know, in that frame 

531
00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:47,200
of mind, I'm like, oh, let me 
really give it to you. 

532
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:48,920
Did you say anything to the cat 
hater? 

533
00:22:49,360 --> 00:22:52,040
Yeah, what do you? 
Say I don't know, I sent like a 

534
00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:54,360
paragraph. 
I sent way more than the 

535
00:22:54,360 --> 00:22:56,280
fucking. 
Brink right now, the cat. 

536
00:22:56,440 --> 00:23:01,040
Was who sends this to somebody? 
Oh, babe, I'm sorry. 

537
00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:02,960
How old was she? 
She's 18. 

538
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,640
She's 18. 
She lived a good life. 

539
00:23:05,640 --> 00:23:07,120
She's a good life. 
She did. 

540
00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:10,800
She lived a better life than me.
No, every morning she had like, 

541
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:14,040
pancakes, shut the eggs. 
She ate like a queen. 

542
00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:16,120
Oh my God, do you make the best 
wife ever? 

543
00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:17,240
I can't cook though. 
Oh. 

544
00:23:17,720 --> 00:23:21,240
OK so you can only cook like cat
food or what's not it standard 

545
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:22,720
for a cat? 
Do you? 

546
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,440
Make the pancakes or do you just
buy them? 

547
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:26,160
My I live at home. 
My dad made them. 

548
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:28,200
Really. 
I'm moving. 

549
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,240
I'm moving up this year. 
I'm moving up this year. 

550
00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:34,760
I have a place in mind. 
My all, don't tell me about 

551
00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,520
this. 
All the girls are going. 

552
00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:38,520
To be watching like, oh, we're 
going to go on a date. 

553
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,400
I'm like, I live at home. 
There's actually nowhere for us 

554
00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:43,720
to hook up so. 
You can hook up in the car. 

555
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:45,960
Yeah, which I've done plenty. 
Yeah. 

556
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:47,680
How many times have you had sex 
in that car? 

557
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:51,640
Be real. 
Yeah, I've had a lot of car sex 

558
00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:54,760
and I have a house. 
So like, I don't know, there's 

559
00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:56,680
just something like bar bathroom
sex. 

560
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:57,960
Love that. 
Yeah. 

561
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:00,120
Big fan. 
It's hot when you like figure 

562
00:24:00,120 --> 00:24:01,320
out where where you're where 
you're. 

563
00:24:01,880 --> 00:24:03,240
Going to go. 
Yeah, Yeah. 

564
00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:05,880
And then I feel like everything 
just goes out of the window. 

565
00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:07,840
Like usually you'd walk into, 
like, a bathroom stall and be 

566
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:09,680
like, this isn't that great. 
But then when you're having sex 

567
00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:10,560
in it, you're like, oh, it's 
fine. 

568
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,640
Yeah, this is right. 
Yeah. 

569
00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:14,680
You walk out and you've got, 
like, toilet paper stuck to you.

570
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:17,080
Yeah. 
On your shoes. 

571
00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:20,400
It's been some really gross 
bathrooms, yeah, where I'm like,

572
00:24:20,400 --> 00:24:23,760
I wouldn't even pee in here. 
But but, but I finger a gun in. 

573
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:26,760
Absolutely. 
I'd do anywhere. 

574
00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:30,680
The teenage boy. 
See, this is the thing. 

575
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:33,720
Yeah, it's awful. 
I've got some questions for you.

576
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:36,040
OK. 
I've I've. 

577
00:24:36,080 --> 00:24:37,760
I actually think I've. 
Changed your pace? 

578
00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:40,080
No guys, you know what? 
I've actually peaked my ADHD 

579
00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:42,280
today. 
I feel like I've gone completely

580
00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:44,080
feral. 
I was saying this to Liv. 

581
00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:46,520
I was like, whenever I'm 
stressed my ADHD goes off the 

582
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,880
fucking chain. 
Maybe that's why I was insane 

583
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:50,760
today. 
I was insane today. 

584
00:24:51,120 --> 00:24:52,920
Yeah. 
On one Yeah. 

585
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,440
That we were both just like 
nervous to see each other. 

586
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:58,080
I think so. 
Maybe I was like riling up 

587
00:24:58,080 --> 00:25:00,800
myself like all day thing. 
I've seen the under there and 

588
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:02,680
now, and now I'm here, my brain 
doesn't work anymore. 

589
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,120
So, oh, first of all, actually 
we were talking about like, LA 

590
00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:10,680
lesbians, OK, And the New York 
legends, the lesbians 

591
00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:14,920
everywhere, OK, You haven't, as 
I'm aware, made a name for 

592
00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:16,560
yourself and the London lesbian 
senior. 

593
00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:19,200
No, no, that's an untapped. 
Market for me. 

594
00:25:20,120 --> 00:25:23,960
I don't know that we've spent 
enough time here having to lay, 

595
00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,480
lay down some roots. 
Baby you need like 2 hours. 

596
00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:29,680
I know we haven't had time. 
We haven't had time. 

597
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:32,400
Off for time. 
I know the London lesbians need 

598
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,400
you. 
I need you to like, really kick 

599
00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:37,120
up a storm here, so I've got 
some shit to listen to. 

600
00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:40,400
So I feel like OK, well 
introduce me to more lesbians 

601
00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:42,120
here. 
Yeah, I've got loads of them. 

602
00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:43,640
Yeah, OK, all in the back 
pocket. 

603
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:47,280
Let's go. 
And you've got like the fem 

604
00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:49,680
switch done. 
Yeah, yeah, OK, cool. 

605
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:51,440
I mean. 
What's your type? 

606
00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:54,240
Fem switch. 
OK, Yeah. 

607
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:56,880
We're after the same, we're 
after the same girl. 

608
00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:00,960
Game's on, bitch. 
All right, I feel like we're 

609
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:04,680
very like personality wise, 
probably quite similar, but then

610
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:05,960
you're a little bit more mask 
than me. 

611
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:08,440
You've got a bit more of an edge
that you're cooler than I am and

612
00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:10,600
you can also, and you're also 
playing about I'm fucked. 

613
00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:13,120
If I go up against you, I'm 
fucked like it's not going to. 

614
00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:14,760
Happen. 
No, but if you get to know me, 

615
00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:17,600
like away from the cameras, I'm 
just like a silly Scentsy girl. 

616
00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:20,600
That's not like cool mask. 
No, but I'm silly. 

617
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:23,800
This is what I mean. 
We have this but like if we were

618
00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:27,440
to put like all of your cool 
points up against mine, yours is

619
00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:28,880
winning. 
Although I do have a house. 

620
00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:32,840
Yeah, you've won. 
You've won and you have the dyke

621
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:33,840
ring. 
I don't have that. 

622
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:39,520
You're getting it Amy's, Amy's 
getting it sizing and because 

623
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:41,960
obviously you know heartbreak so
well. 

624
00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:44,640
I know heartbreak so fucking 
well. 

625
00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,840
We both spend most of our days 
crying. 

626
00:26:47,320 --> 00:26:48,680
When I say most, I mean every 
day. 

627
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:52,040
Yeah, there was a period when we
were just like both crying every

628
00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:54,640
day and checking in if the other
was like still there. 

629
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:57,400
I think that both of us thought 
that maybe we'd be over the 

630
00:26:57,400 --> 00:26:59,320
crying by now, so didn't check 
in. 

631
00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:01,520
But I'm still there. 
And you asked, Yeah. 

632
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:06,720
Well, every week is a new week. 
We don't know. 

633
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:11,640
A new crush, A new tear. 
Yeah, why do we do this? 

634
00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:15,440
I don't know. 
And you've and you also like Co 

635
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,640
write the songs as well, right? 
For the band. 

636
00:27:18,120 --> 00:27:22,080
So if you were to like write a 
song about me in Scarlet 

637
00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:24,240
situation, what would that be 
called? 

638
00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:29,000
It's AI mean you just fought a 
man for her. 

639
00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,320
Maybe it would just be called 
for a man. 

640
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:33,840
Fought a man, Yeah. 
Killed a man. 

641
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:35,120
Killed a guy. 
Killed a guy. 

642
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,720
Killed a guy. 
For my ex like that is that's so

643
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,320
gay. 
OK, it's happening. 

644
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:43,680
I'm going to get you a guitar 
and we're just going. 

645
00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:46,560
To we're going. 
To cry and fight. 

646
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:48,680
Yeah. 
I mean, there's, there's like 

647
00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:51,280
sobbing like midway through the 
song. 

648
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,160
What is that? 
So it's like, wait for the drop.

649
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:55,080
And all it is is that you wait 
for the drop and it's just, 

650
00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:58,000
yeah, violins. 
It's just sobbing. 

651
00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:01,640
Was there a song that you've 
written that you were like, oh, 

652
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:06,080
this feels a little bit too 
sensitive close to home. 

653
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:07,640
Like that I had we haven't 
released. 

654
00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:10,640
Either haven't released or you 
ended up releasing. 

655
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:17,800
There's definitely one about my 
ex LA situation ship that we 

656
00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:22,320
wrote after the breakup. 
The next day I came in I was 

657
00:28:22,320 --> 00:28:26,760
like, we cannot release that. 
He was just like, so mean. 

658
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:29,000
Do you think? 
No, I know. 

659
00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:31,280
Oh, you know, I know it was so 
mean, but I think it was me 

660
00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,840
getting my anger out. 
Yeah. 

661
00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:35,960
And like, writing it down and 
writing a song to it. 

662
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:38,960
And that was therapy in itself. 
So it's like I needed to do 

663
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,160
that. 
But I'm like, nobody needs to 

664
00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:42,200
hear that. 
I'm not a mean person. 

665
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:43,960
No. 
Like, I'm allowed to be angry 

666
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:47,800
about something or someone has 
wronged me. 

667
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:50,440
Yeah. 
And I think, like, writing it 

668
00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:53,080
out or talking to the girls, 
like, that's a good way of 

669
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:54,520
getting it out there. 
But I don't want to put out a 

670
00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:55,600
song like hurt someone's 
feelings. 

671
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:58,160
Yeah, I don't know. 
I kind of want to hear. 

672
00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:00,240
It I'll show you the lyrics 
after. 

673
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:03,720
I'd love to because is that 
maybe an easier way for you to 

674
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,480
get your anger out? 
Though if you can write it and 

675
00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:08,840
get it into a song, do you feel 
like that's how you release it 

676
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:11,760
rather than just yeah, it fell 
towards someone? 

677
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:15,440
I mean we are debriefing the 
same shit over and over again. 

678
00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:18,040
Like me and the girls. 
We are best friends. 

679
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:20,200
All we do is talk about the same
stuff over and over again. 

680
00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:22,600
Rinse and repeat. 
Yeah, it's like, get it out 

681
00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:23,360
there. 
Yeah. 

682
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:27,320
Oh, I can easily talk about the 
same situation at least 50 

683
00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:28,640
times. 
Like if it hasn't been spoken 

684
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:30,600
about 50. 
Times if I have one new detail. 

685
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:33,520
Oh, we're talking about it for 
another year. 

686
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:37,440
Yeah, easy. 
But it's nice to like, sit down 

687
00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:40,680
with Jordan or the other girls 
and just like flesh out an idea.

688
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:44,320
And I think even writing the 
really mean song, that just 

689
00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:46,120
helped me get over it. 
Really. 

690
00:29:46,360 --> 00:29:48,880
Yeah, because I looked at it and
I was like, yeah, that's the 

691
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:51,360
feels empowering that I got my 
anger out, but I'm not that 

692
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:52,760
person to actually hurt somebody
that way. 

693
00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:54,640
So just. 
I really wish I did that instead

694
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:56,840
of just like hitting sand. 
Like I feel like my version of 

695
00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:59,520
that is send and then afterwards
on the off. 

696
00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:02,240
And if you were writing songs, 
you just release it right down 

697
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:03,560
there. 
Wouldn't wait for the album 

698
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:05,240
just. 
Out there, I record it on a 

699
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:08,440
voice memo and then I just post 
it on the Spotify put on. 

700
00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:11,160
TV I'd listen. 
That'd be on my raft for sure. 

701
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:13,640
That and brown noise. 
All brown noise. 

702
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:19,960
Wait is this for the ADHD or is 
that shit yourself? 

703
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:24,360
Why did someone say that? 
When I want to shit myself, I 

704
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:28,200
put on 10 hours of brown noise. 
It's not on the thing here. 

705
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:35,320
British people don't listen to 
brown noise, pink noise, white 

706
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:37,600
noise. 
Wait, is that? 

707
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,160
Just, you know, am I crazy? 
You know, you're the only one 

708
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:40,840
that knows. 
Yeah, like that. 

709
00:30:40,840 --> 00:30:41,920
I've heard you speaking. 
About it I don't. 

710
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:49,600
But it was Charlie who came on 
the podcast before and she was 

711
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:52,320
saying about Brown. 
She called it the Brown Note. 

712
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,880
OK, Brown note is different. 
I think that's from South Park. 

713
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:57,880
You hear the no and you shit 
yourself. 

714
00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:04,000
Brown noise is quite relaxing. 
So in a sense, if you got to go,

715
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:05,800
you could go, I guess. 
But it's to get me to sleep. 

716
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:08,680
It's just what's the difference 
between white noise and brown 

717
00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:12,560
noise? 
Yeah, that's what I need to. 

718
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:14,240
Oh, I have heard it. 
So it's a. 

719
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,200
Little lower maybe? 
It's a bit softer than white 

720
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:18,400
noise is that and the brown 
noise is that. 

721
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:24,040
I don't know, you know, brown 
noise is pretty insane. 

722
00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:27,320
Do you know that actually loads 
of lesbians come up to me or DM 

723
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:30,760
me and say that they listen to 
this podcast to fall asleep and 

724
00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:31,880
I'm like, I don't know how to 
take that. 

725
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,160
No, either it's really 
comforting or really boring. 

726
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:36,800
Either way, they're like, no, 
I'll listen to it and then I'll 

727
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:38,120
listen to it again in the day. 
Well, I. 

728
00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:40,560
Think that's a compliment? 
Yeah, if your voice is soothing.

729
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:43,880
I need to start hypnosis. 
Yeah, like give me 1000 lbs. 

730
00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:46,440
Wake up. 
Yeah, wake up, bitch. 

731
00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:50,400
So brown noise. 
I listen to plain noises to fall

732
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:52,640
asleep. 
On a plane I listen to brown 

733
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:54,960
noise, which is just plain 
noise, but plain noise. 

734
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:58,480
So it's like double the I don't 
even really listen to music, I 

735
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:01,600
just listen to brown noise. 
Yeah, I mean, you don't need to 

736
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:03,520
listen to music. 
You've got so much going on up 

737
00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:03,920
here. 
I'm. 

738
00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:06,400
Usually just singing in my head 
and I'll be like is there 

739
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:08,320
anything in my head? 
Like no headphones in. 

740
00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:10,560
Can you play like whole songs in
your head? 

741
00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:12,280
Like if you were to think of a 
song. 

742
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:14,360
I'm start to finish, it's in my 
head. 

743
00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:17,360
OK, I'm exactly the same. 
The whole, the whole we. 

744
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:21,200
Have ADHD. 
No, if I really wanted to, yeah,

745
00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:23,120
like I can. 
I can hear the whole thing as if

746
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:25,600
I was just like pressing play. 
Yeah, all the time. 

747
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:26,480
It's. 
Great, isn't it? 

748
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,520
It's. 
So loud in here when I go 

749
00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:31,760
running because I'll run with 
Kylie on tour and she has her 

750
00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:33,080
headphones in and she's like, 
why? 

751
00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:34,680
It's so boring. 
Why do you not run with 

752
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,640
headphones? 
I never ever have run with 

753
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:39,120
headphones because there's just 
so much going on here. 

754
00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:42,680
I understand that, but I feel 
like the only thing that puts me

755
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,520
off is like hearing my footsteps
and my breathing. 

756
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:47,720
Yeah. 
Oh, yeah, Don't even go there. 

757
00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:49,760
If I get if I concentrate on 
that, I'm gonna go crazy. 

758
00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:52,800
Yeah, if I have like a coin in 
my pocket that I'm listening to,

759
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:55,960
I Are we on the spectrum? 
No, babe, maybe. 

760
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:01,480
I don't like sounds, shit don't 
like sounds, loud noises, bright

761
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:05,120
lights. 
So honestly, I actually think 

762
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,480
that This is why I'm spending 
the fuck out in here, because of

763
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,680
these lights. 
I'm never around lights like. 

764
00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:11,560
This no. 
That's why I feel really safe 

765
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:12,040
under my. 
Breath. 

766
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:15,560
I really needed a cap as well. 
Maybe I'll put my sunglasses on.

767
00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:17,240
I really struggle with the main 
light. 

768
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:20,040
It's terrible if if I walk into 
a place and it's got the main 

769
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:23,040
light, I'm going the fuck out. 
At the bar last night when they 

770
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:26,920
when the lights came on I was so
upset I couldn't even hear 

771
00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:31,640
anymore. 
No, genuinely, we are so fucked.

772
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,280
What's upset? 
I couldn't hear anymore. 

773
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:35,760
Nothing was going on. 
We. 

774
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:39,920
Have issues? 
But you create great music and I

775
00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:41,880
do love your songs. 
I mean, a few lesbians haven't 

776
00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:45,240
already heard of the Beaches. 
Like you need to check them out.

777
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:46,920
I mean edge of the Earth as 
well. 

778
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:48,520
Did you have involvement in that
one? 

779
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:52,520
Yeah, it was me, Jordan, our 
really good friend Kara. 

780
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:54,560
Love that. 
Not Kara you met last night. 

781
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:56,600
Yeah, Love that Kara. 
Love that Kara. 

782
00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:58,080
She's isn't she the best? 
I love her. 

783
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,320
I miss your friends that go. 
I miss her already. 

784
00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:02,440
I miss her today. 
I was like, nice to you. 

785
00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:04,320
OK. 
Go to LA. 

786
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:06,880
She's like, yeah, come to LA. 
No, she's really fun. 

787
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:09,000
We should we. 
Oh, we need our toxic LA trip. 

788
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,120
We need the toxic LA trip 
lesbians get ready. 

789
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:13,040
We need. 
I think we need it vlogged as 

790
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:14,400
well. 
Oh yeah, I'll bring, I'll bring 

791
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:16,159
my mini mic. 
Like the simple lifestyle. 

792
00:34:16,159 --> 00:34:18,239
I love that mini mic session. 
What the fuck happened with that

793
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:19,679
by the way? 
We need more of those. 

794
00:34:19,679 --> 00:34:24,360
My videos, yeah, we had a 
meeting with Mehta and they 

795
00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:26,280
actually said that those didn't 
perform too well, but I was 

796
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:27,320
like. 
You're joking. 

797
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:28,880
Yeah, they did actually, because
I watched them all. 

798
00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:30,920
The people who love them, love 
them, yeah. 

799
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:34,760
But that's how you start. 
Like nothing hits viral straight

800
00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:36,560
away. 
That's like onto genius, because

801
00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:39,320
people haven't seen this genius 
yet elsewhere. 

802
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,760
I brought the mic with me on 
this Europe trip so. 

803
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:43,960
You'll see like how bad the 
quality is. 

804
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:44,920
Like, oh, I love it. 
Yeah. 

805
00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:47,040
People like, you know, you just,
like, back into it. 

806
00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:48,679
No, I want it crunching in my 
mouth. 

807
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:50,480
Yeah. 
It's part of. 

808
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,080
The aesthetic, anyway. 
Back to Edge of the Earth, yeah.

809
00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:54,960
Edge of the Earth. 
Kara. 

810
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,600
Not that Kara and her friend 
Sam. 

811
00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:59,280
Edge of the Earth. 
It's a very lesbian song. 

812
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:02,440
Yes, it was like the one lesbian
song of the last album. 

813
00:35:02,520 --> 00:35:04,680
This is all about like, yeah, 
like, push me any further. 

814
00:35:04,680 --> 00:35:06,920
Like, you can't keep pushing me.
I'll just keep coming back 

815
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:08,680
around basically. 
Yeah. 

816
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:12,480
Keep coming back to you. 
Okay, So like back around. 

817
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:16,360
Yeah, it was like, I think my 
girlfriend and I at the time 

818
00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:18,800
were kind of arguing a lot. 
And it was like, no matter what 

819
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:22,240
we're going through, how and how
far we push each other away from

820
00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:23,280
each other, we're going to keep 
coming. 

821
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:25,760
It's just, yeah. 
And then we're best friends even

822
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:26,920
after the breakup. 
Really. 

823
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:28,520
You can. 
We couldn't push each other 

824
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:29,200
away. 
No. 

825
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:31,440
I love that she still comes over
for family dinners. 

826
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,320
Does she? 
Yeah, that's to talk to. 

827
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:35,520
Her parents all the time. 
She's my best friend forever. 

828
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:38,040
That's great. 
Maybe that's how you were meant,

829
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:40,200
like you were clearly meant in 
each other's lives, you know, 

830
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:42,600
and also takes one and no one. 
Did you have any involvement in 

831
00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:43,880
that one? 
Because I feel like that's so 

832
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:46,160
your personality. 
That's Jordan. 

833
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,320
That's the street song. 
Not mine. 

834
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:50,280
Whoa. 
Not mine. 

835
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:51,840
Rough not going to listen to 
that one. 

836
00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:56,920
Again, it's her new relationship
and yeah, the struggles of it, 

837
00:35:56,920 --> 00:35:59,120
but she's like, you know, and 
I'm the same. 

838
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,760
We're both kind of problematic, 
but I in the relationship. 

839
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,040
That's like accountability. 
Yeah, which this whole album is 

840
00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,760
supposed to be about us taking 
accountable. 

841
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:09,680
So it's gone from. 
Blaming, blaming ourselves now. 

842
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:12,080
Now. 
Now we've gone to therapy. 

843
00:36:12,640 --> 00:36:16,800
We're all on therapy really. 
I've been going so I need all 

844
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,720
the help I can get. 
Same. 

845
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:23,200
And now we just have words to 
describe what we were already 

846
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:25,120
feeling. 
It doesn't get any better. 

847
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:27,440
Yeah, we just now have to talk, 
tell other people. 

848
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:30,240
Yeah, I love therapy because I 
love yapping to my therapist. 

849
00:36:30,240 --> 00:36:33,040
But then when she has an opinion
back, I'm like, whoa, whoa, 

850
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:34,680
whoa, whoa. 
I'm hitting mute. 

851
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:40,200
Hey, I'm not listening anymore. 
And I'm like, wow, what a great 

852
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,480
session. 
I had the other day I had my 

853
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:45,280
therapist had a wasp in her room
while she was on. 

854
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:46,520
Facebook, you were not 
listening. 

855
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:49,560
I was like, every so often I was
just like talking to her and I 

856
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:52,680
could see her going like this. 
And I was going, are you okay? 

857
00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:55,280
And she was like, yeah, there's 
actually a wasp in here. 

858
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:56,800
And I said, well, do you want to
get it out? 

859
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:57,840
Like it's fine, you can go and 
get out. 

860
00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:00,120
And she was like, no, no, it's 
all good. 

861
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,520
Like, And I the whole time I'm 
just seeing this wasp just 

862
00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:04,920
torment around the room. 
Like go get that fucking wasp 

863
00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:05,360
out of there. 
I. 

864
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:07,120
Wouldn't. 
Listen to a word. 

865
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:09,880
No, nothing went in there. 
No, I don't need to listen. 

866
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:12,560
All I do is fucking talk. 
I need to shut the fuck up. 

867
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:15,520
But there I have a podcast, so 
you know, Yeah, made for me. 

868
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,920
So talk about the lesbians and 
heartbreak and blaming our exes.

869
00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:27,280
We've had some lesbians write in
their horrendous situations with

870
00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:28,680
exes. 
So. 

871
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,160
But what I want to do is for us 
to analyze and like, are we 

872
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:33,880
blaming Brett? 
So are we blaming the X? 

873
00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:35,840
Yeah. 
Or actually, are we blaming? 

874
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:37,680
OK, I like this. 
The person, yeah. 

875
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:44,360
You're looking at me like you're
terrified, left hand. 

876
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:46,400
Keeps going into the under's 
frame. 

877
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:53,880
Can you told? 
Me that before interrupt the 

878
00:37:53,920 --> 00:37:55,040
conversation. 
There's like a little time. 

879
00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:57,200
So we're just. 
Crawling over here, I can't. 

880
00:37:57,560 --> 00:37:58,920
I'm a physical touch person 
though. 

881
00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:01,000
This is why. 
So like being this far away, I 

882
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:05,600
know. 
Just a little pause. 

883
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,160
It's a gay hen. 
It is. 

884
00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:09,600
It's a 2 J's ring. 
It is you like 2 J's. 

885
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:12,560
I love the dad as well. 
I really want to talk about this

886
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:14,240
quickly. 
Do girls ever call you dad? 

887
00:38:14,240 --> 00:38:15,680
Do you get them to call you dad?
Daddy. 

888
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:19,800
Kara told you to re ask that 
question. 

889
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,560
Yeah. 
No, nobody's called me like 

890
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:25,160
really in the the bedroom. 
In the bedroom. 

891
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:27,480
No, no, daddy. 
Yet. 

892
00:38:28,080 --> 00:38:31,800
Yet how would you feel? 
I I think it would Take Me Out 

893
00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:35,080
of it because I'd laugh, right? 
How would you feel? 

894
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:38,480
If somebody called me. 
Daddy and I don't know why 

895
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,080
they're saying it like that or 
who I'm dating. 

896
00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:42,720
She's like shaking her head. 
Give it to me, Daddy. 

897
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:49,880
They're dying. 
But Daddy, no I. 

898
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:53,000
Stop spinning in my mouth, 
Daddy. 

899
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:56,920
Daddy, please stop the spinning.
Daddy, No. 

900
00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:01,640
Bag you're done with podcasts 
for the year. 

901
00:39:04,720 --> 00:39:07,360
I'm so glad I added too. 
Good old babe is good, you know.

902
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,280
Babe. 
Babe not even baby. 

903
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:12,680
OK, baby's good baby. 
I think it's better, babe. 

904
00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:14,320
OK, baby's better. 
Yeah, it is. 

905
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:17,160
But maybe it's been a little bit
of time, it's been a while. 

906
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:18,240
Maybe it's. 
How long? 

907
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,960
Six months, six months, six 
months. 

908
00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:28,080
That's crazy. 
I'm like returning to virginity.

909
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:30,400
That was my hymen. 
Yeah, I was. 

910
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:34,560
Trying to say your hymen is just
it's back. 

911
00:39:34,720 --> 00:39:37,120
Yeah, nice. 
Yeah, that's fun for. 

912
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:38,400
Them. 
I'm pretty pure now, yeah. 

913
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:43,160
As fuck yeah. 
There's people who want that. 

914
00:39:43,160 --> 00:39:45,640
There's a market for that. 
I mean, let's not get into. 

915
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:47,520
That. 
Lesbians are going to listen to 

916
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:49,280
this and be like, I want to fuck
that little version. 

917
00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:51,680
I want to get that little 
version and. 

918
00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:55,160
That little teen boy twink 
version you spat everywhere? 

919
00:39:55,160 --> 00:40:01,880
I'm sorry, I love spitting. 
You catch my mouth suddenly I'm 

920
00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:05,800
into it. 
And The thing is, when I am on 

921
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:09,840
my long three months tour in the
fall, my mom will be missing me 

922
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:12,640
and she will go to YouTube and 
she'll type my name in and she 

923
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:16,240
will find this podcast and she 
will watch it and then she'll 

924
00:40:16,240 --> 00:40:17,480
call me. 
Sorry, mom. 

925
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:23,000
After my podcast with Shannon 
Beverage where we talked about 

926
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:27,320
straps and penetration and all 
that, I got a phone call. 

927
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:31,520
I was on tour, I was going to 
bed and she was like, just have 

928
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:33,280
a question. 
What is a strap? 

929
00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:36,600
Double it and give it to the 
next person. 

930
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:37,960
You can't, I said. 
Go. 

931
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:41,240
You can get dad to Google it. 
OK? 

932
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:42,680
You guys can talk amongst 
yourself. 

933
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:46,920
You go Google it. 
So now I feel the responsibility

934
00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:49,200
to one up Shannon. 
Yeah, yeah. 

935
00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:51,760
Well, I think just spitting was 
a lot. 

936
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:53,800
I think we're just gonna have to
put you in a shop on. 

937
00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:58,000
Yeah, You going here? 
I don't go anywhere without 

938
00:40:58,000 --> 00:40:59,440
mine, really. 
Yeah, I know. 

939
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:00,800
For real. 
I've got the harness on right 

940
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:03,200
now. 
I just kind of plug it in. 

941
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:04,160
You much if I was just. 
Sad. 

942
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:04,960
No, I can't. 
Oh my God. 

943
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:06,840
Slowly. 
Breaked up but the fucking. 

944
00:41:07,240 --> 00:41:11,280
Well, because I live at home and
always have to meet whoever I'm 

945
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:13,040
seeing at the time somewhere 
else. 

946
00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:14,640
And you know, maybe we'll go for
dinner first. 

947
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:16,400
I've got my tote bag ready to 
go. 

948
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:18,080
Nice. 
Straps in there. 

949
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:19,760
Everything's in there. 
We're at a fancy restaurant. 

950
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:23,200
It's just betwixt my feet on the
floor and the waiters like 

951
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,320
taking our order. 
I'm like, there's a strap on. 

952
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,200
I'm between my feet right now. 
I don't tell them that. 

953
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:34,120
Two straps for the lady. 
Please. 

954
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,320
You're sat there like so fully 
prepared and that's what I love.

955
00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:40,280
You're sat there like. 
I'm ready. 

956
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,280
Like in the Geneva. 
Yeah. 

957
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:44,000
I'm like just a little teenage 
boy because. 

958
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:46,760
So innocently at dinner and she 
doesn't fucking know that you've

959
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:50,400
got no she paraphernalia and. 
She knows and she's embarrassed.

960
00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:54,640
Yeah. 
So what are you having with a 

961
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:56,880
strap? 
Just everything that you're 

962
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:58,200
trying to say this. 
Comes out a strap. 

963
00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:00,760
Like what would you like to 
drink? 

964
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,120
I I really. 
Just a question. 

965
00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:08,320
I just, OK, no, no, I'm just 
saying I just want to find you 

966
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:09,560
out on a date with your bag and 
just be. 

967
00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:10,600
I just go shopping there. 
Yeah. 

968
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:12,600
You see my toe there? 
It's right there. 

969
00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:16,480
Sorry Allison, I brought a strap
to promo today. 

970
00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:18,440
You never know what can happen 
in Brighton. 

971
00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:20,040
You never know, especially 
brightness. 

972
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,720
So, yeah, you never know when 
you're going to need a strap. 

973
00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:23,160
There's so many things you can 
do with it as well. 

974
00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,160
Yeah. 
So going back to blame Brett or 

975
00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:28,720
blaming them. 
OK, so these lesbians have 

976
00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,840
written in their Horror X story.
There's like, miniature ones 

977
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:37,480
right for us to go through. 
OK, this one girl wrote made out

978
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:39,280
with another girl in front of my
face. 

979
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:41,880
The other girl ran off when she 
saw me stood there. 

980
00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,400
My ex then chased after her to 
comfort her. 

981
00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:48,040
I stayed four more months. 
I'm gonna be real. 

982
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:50,040
I didn't understand most of 
that, did you? 

983
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:53,440
I think a lot of it was like 
British, like I just stood 

984
00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:57,280
there. 
That's actually I just stood 

985
00:42:57,280 --> 00:42:59,520
there. 
Oh, and that's actually a real 

986
00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:03,080
sentence. 
So she so her ex. 

987
00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:04,240
OK. 
Made out? 

988
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:06,000
No. 
So OK, the girl that she was 

989
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:08,640
with made out with another girl 
in front of her. 

990
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:10,240
Don't like it? 
Don't like it? 

991
00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:15,200
The other girl ran away. 
The girl that she was with ran 

992
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:19,160
after that other girl to comfort
her, and the girl who wrote this

993
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:21,400
in apparently stayed for another
four more months in that 

994
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:23,080
relationship. 
Yeah, I would have also stayed 

995
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:26,800
but but I'm blaming the the the 
kisser there. 

996
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,560
Yeah, we blame the kisser. 
We could partially say, honey, 

997
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:31,720
you shouldn't have stayed, but 
also both me and you both. 

998
00:43:31,920 --> 00:43:33,760
We would have stayed. 
We would have said, yeah, so. 

999
00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:36,200
Can't get a kidder. 
Like I would love to say Oh my 

1000
00:43:36,240 --> 00:43:37,280
God, that wouldn't. 
I would never. 

1001
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:39,840
I would tell a friend to leave. 
Would I leave? 

1002
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,320
No, I'd tell her, I'd tell a 
friend to kill her but would I 

1003
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:43,120
leave? 
Fuck no. 

1004
00:43:43,120 --> 00:43:46,120
No Lied about the eczema on her 
back. 

1005
00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:49,480
It was rug burn from cheating on
me on our carpeted floor with a 

1006
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:51,560
man. 
Confessed it a few weeks later. 

1007
00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:56,880
This is rough. 
This is actually the first time 

1008
00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:59,160
that I'm reading these as well. 
Wait, aren't we always going to 

1009
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,400
be blaming the? 
I mean, I think so. 

1010
00:44:01,520 --> 00:44:04,080
Like that one's obvious. 
That one's an obvious BMX. 

1011
00:44:04,160 --> 00:44:07,320
OK, I mean, if anything, I'm 
just enjoying reading these out 

1012
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:08,320
now. 
Took. 

1013
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,080
So she took me over to her 
boss's house for dinner. 

1014
00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:13,720
Next thing I know we're all 
hanging out almost every 

1015
00:44:13,720 --> 00:44:16,040
weekend. 
Things start feeling off more 

1016
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,320
and more. 
I let this go on for four 

1017
00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:19,560
months. 
Why is it always the four 

1018
00:44:19,560 --> 00:44:21,840
months? 
Then finally I confronted her. 

1019
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:23,480
She denies it. 
Two weeks. 

1020
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:27,040
Denies what hold. 
On two weeks when we were moving

1021
00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:29,160
into our new place, I couldn't 
take it anymore. 

1022
00:44:29,160 --> 00:44:31,600
And we broke up and she moved in
with her boss and now they've 

1023
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:35,800
been together for six years. 
OK, so she was denying the fact 

1024
00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,600
that they were together, 
flirting, whatever. 

1025
00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:40,200
And now they've been together 
for six years. 

1026
00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,200
See, now my problem is, is the 
denying down to the ground? 

1027
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:46,720
Yeah. 
Because you can't help maybe 

1028
00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:48,480
like, who you have like, 
feelings for or whatever. 

1029
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:51,520
But like, she kept asking her 
and she was like, no, for four 

1030
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:53,440
months. 
And now she's been there for six

1031
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:56,840
years. 
Yeah, blame her. 

1032
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:59,320
Blame her. 
Told me she was married. 

1033
00:45:00,080 --> 00:45:04,280
Blame her to a man or to what? 
But we don't know. 

1034
00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:06,560
I think it won't. 
But getting divorced after our 

1035
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:09,360
first date when I noticed a 
tattoo on her ring finger. 

1036
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:12,320
Months later her wife flew 
across the country to tell her 

1037
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:19,600
she had cancer and she left me. 
OK, I don't think I can blame 

1038
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:27,000
the X on this one. 
She blamed the wife with cancer.

1039
00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:30,040
Cut that. 
Cut that. 

1040
00:45:31,720 --> 00:45:35,760
No, that is the clip. 
OK, That is the one where I'm 

1041
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:37,640
not blaming the ex. 
I have to be real. 

1042
00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:40,640
We're blaming her because she 
saw the ring right away or she 

1043
00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:42,640
no. 
No, so she told she actually 

1044
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:45,040
told the girl that she was 
married but getting divorced 

1045
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,080
right. 
But then the wife, the ex-wife 

1046
00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:49,040
or whatever flew across the 
country to tell that shared 

1047
00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:50,760
cancer. 
So she left and stayed with her,

1048
00:45:50,760 --> 00:45:53,280
which I I think I can't blame 
the X for doing that. 

1049
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:55,240
No, no, I would have done that. 
Yeah. 

1050
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:57,760
Fair Fox. 
OK, for once, we're actually 

1051
00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:59,400
blaming the writer. 
Yeah. 

1052
00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:04,040
She sent me a picture of her in 
bed wearing Disney Christmas 

1053
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:06,840
PJ's. 
Wait, is this something that you

1054
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:08,120
would do? 
I literally, I literally was 

1055
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:13,360
like, so me. 
It was April and had a 

1056
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:16,480
Manchester United bedding. 
She was in her mid 30s. 

1057
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:19,640
Hey, and maybe she lived at 
home. 

1058
00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:22,640
There's no issue with that. 
No, we, we love this girl. 

1059
00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:24,080
We're we're blaming the girl who
wrote it. 

1060
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:25,800
Yeah, we love that girl. 
She's wholesome. 

1061
00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:27,840
Also wholesome. 
Like that's really cute having 

1062
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:29,640
the Christmas PJS. 
She likes Christmas, I love 

1063
00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:33,000
Christmas. 
Dude, I could tell you, you wear

1064
00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:34,720
it like, you know what I mean? 
You know, there are some people 

1065
00:46:34,720 --> 00:46:36,960
that I meet and I'm like. 
It's because I'm a virgin, isn't

1066
00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:39,520
it? 
That girl loves Christmas. 

1067
00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:45,400
Yeah, the Disney Christmas PJS. 
That is, like, quite endearing. 

1068
00:46:46,240 --> 00:46:49,920
Do you like Disney? 
Yeah, I'm not like a Disney dog,

1069
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:52,520
but I like. 
It dated a chef for a few weeks,

1070
00:46:53,040 --> 00:46:56,560
dead to eat a single crisp hours
before a meal. 

1071
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,800
She cooked us pasta and was 
screamed at in the middle of the

1072
00:46:59,800 --> 00:47:02,040
street. 
Needless to say I ended it. 

1073
00:47:03,720 --> 00:47:05,800
Wait. 
Dated a chef for a few weeks, 

1074
00:47:05,880 --> 00:47:07,840
dead to eat a single crisp 
hours? 

1075
00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:10,280
Oh she dared. 
Like she had the audacity. 

1076
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:13,360
OK, so she ate one crisp before 
the meal that she cooked her, 

1077
00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:16,920
which was only some pasta. 
Chef sounds like a mom. 

1078
00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:20,120
Like like my mom. 
What is it that you would have 

1079
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:22,440
like a snack before dinner? 
Yeah, like you've ruined dinner.

1080
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,400
You've. 
Ruined everything that I've 

1081
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:26,480
worked so hard for. 
So This is why. 

1082
00:47:26,520 --> 00:47:30,040
Are our mom's the same? 
Yeah, we are the same person, 

1083
00:47:30,240 --> 00:47:32,280
same family. 
Yeah, it's just you don't live 

1084
00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:35,160
at home. 
Next time we talk, I will be in 

1085
00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:37,720
my own place. 
Similar eyes like are you 

1086
00:47:37,720 --> 00:47:39,160
Italian? 
No. 

1087
00:47:41,640 --> 00:47:44,760
Big Italian eyes. 
You never heard of that one? 

1088
00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:47,520
Oh, my Italian cousins. 
Have huge eyes, No. 

1089
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:49,680
Yeah, me and my sisters, we've 
all got big eyes. 

1090
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:54,000
They're green as well. 
Hazel, gorgeous like your cats. 

1091
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:57,080
So I don't want to make you cry 
or anything, but like it's quite

1092
00:47:57,080 --> 00:47:59,600
cat like to have Hazel eyes. 
Thank you so much. 

1093
00:47:59,840 --> 00:48:03,720
I blame the writer for We're 
going to kiss by the end of 

1094
00:48:03,720 --> 00:48:04,800
this. 
I hope so. 

1095
00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:05,920
Why do you think I got you on 
here? 

1096
00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:09,600
Are you joking? 
We're going to blame the writer 

1097
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:12,400
because she dated a chef? 
That's a problem I think. 

1098
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:13,760
Yeah, as in you should have 
known. 

1099
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:17,040
You should have known. 
And like she clearly cares so 

1100
00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:18,960
fucking much about it. 
Literally how dare you have a 

1101
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:20,320
crisp. 
But you knew what you were 

1102
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:21,480
getting yourself in for with the
chef. 

1103
00:48:21,480 --> 00:48:25,040
I'm sorry sorry. 
Four years in she cheated with a

1104
00:48:25,040 --> 00:48:27,280
dude and had this baby. 
Now divorcing and wants to be 

1105
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:29,640
back. 
I'm like you and your shitty 

1106
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:31,600
little snotty fucking kid. 
You get fucked. 

1107
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:34,600
But also hello to your new 
stepdaddy. 

1108
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:39,840
I know I was saying today that I
get a lot of DMS from women who 

1109
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:42,800
are like I would leave my 
husband and children for you. 

1110
00:48:43,240 --> 00:48:45,640
And the children. 
And the children and the 

1111
00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:47,840
children is the important part I
love. 

1112
00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:49,400
How they wouldn't even take the 
kids with them. 

1113
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:50,960
It's like no, no, no. 
Like if you don't even want to 

1114
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:52,680
be a mom, that's cool because. 
They didn't even ask. 

1115
00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:55,440
I love kids. 
Not that I'm opening these DMS 

1116
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:58,280
and I'm going to answer, but 
like you, why are you leading 

1117
00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:02,080
with I'd leave my entire family?
I will leave everything fucking 

1118
00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:05,240
kids. 
But I'm not ready for kids. 

1119
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:07,560
I'm not ready to be a child. 
Bread Child mom. 

1120
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,560
Teen Mom. 
You would be a Teen Mom. 

1121
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:10,720
I would. 
You got pregnant. 

1122
00:49:10,720 --> 00:49:13,200
I'd be like, Oh my God, imagine 
like I'd be like. 

1123
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:15,040
It's inappropriate. 
I know you're 15. 

1124
00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:16,400
I don't. 
You know what I mean. 

1125
00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:18,400
Who did this to you? 
There'd be a court date. 

1126
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:21,720
It just wouldn't be right. 
No. 

1127
00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:24,200
Maybe a few more years you'd 
make a really good mom. 

1128
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:28,160
Kids love me, animals love me. 
By the ADHD, there's something 

1129
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:29,960
in there. 
Well, I get along really well 

1130
00:49:29,960 --> 00:49:32,480
with, like, kids because I just 
am one, like, apparently. 

1131
00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:34,600
Yeah, Yeah. 
But then I get a little bit too 

1132
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:36,120
personal with them sometimes. 
Yeah. 

1133
00:49:36,320 --> 00:49:39,120
Because then they just like they
start joking about stuff. 

1134
00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:42,320
And then I start trauma dumping.
Then the next thing you know, 

1135
00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:43,920
I'm telling them all about my 
troubles. 

1136
00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:45,320
Yeah, like over a bottle of 
whiskey. 

1137
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:46,200
And I'm like, you want some? 
I. 

1138
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:48,640
Know. 
Like my my nephew. 

1139
00:49:48,720 --> 00:49:51,920
Like he, me and him have like a 
very similar sense of humour 

1140
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:54,000
because he is 4 1/2. 
Yeah, yeah. 

1141
00:49:54,000 --> 00:49:56,000
But then sometimes they take it 
too far and I'm like, oh, you're

1142
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,960
like, you're a loser. 
Now he's an alcoholic. 

1143
00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:02,760
Now he's an he's in jail, Yeah. 
So who were you blaming? 

1144
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:04,800
What was that four year? 
Oh, child. 

1145
00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:08,480
Four years, child bride now 
divorcing and wants me back to 

1146
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:09,960
that. 
Yeah, I think we're blaming the 

1147
00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:10,840
X on this one. 
Yeah. 

1148
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:14,440
And one last question. 
On a first date, she got into my

1149
00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:17,240
phone while I was sleeping using
my fingerprint. 

1150
00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:19,800
Oh. 
Oh my God this is bad fuck. 

1151
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:23,160
Posted on my Instagram stories. 
Wife life. 

1152
00:50:23,320 --> 00:50:27,200
Found the one, put it in my 
headline and then change my 

1153
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:29,200
Facebook. 
Change my Facebook status to in 

1154
00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:31,960
a relationship. 
Didn't find out she did any of 

1155
00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:34,960
this until the end of the next 
day when my friends told me 

1156
00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:38,560
that's insane wife life. 
Found the one. 

1157
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:41,680
I mean, why would it even be the
writer's fault there at all? 

1158
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:44,440
No, she fell asleep. 
No, but what? 

1159
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:45,880
It was your fault. 
Falling asleep. 

1160
00:50:45,960 --> 00:50:47,240
That's true. 
Yeah. 

1161
00:50:47,240 --> 00:50:49,160
And girls wear gloves when you 
sleep. 

1162
00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:51,960
Yeah, well, cut your hands off 
when you sleep. 

1163
00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:53,640
Cut your foot. 
Put them in the drawer. 

1164
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,200
Get them out of here. 
Get them, get them out of here 

1165
00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:58,280
and do something with your face 
as well so they can't use face 

1166
00:50:58,280 --> 00:51:01,120
ID but balaclava to sleep. 
And a chastity belt while you're

1167
00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:03,200
at it. 
Keep it safe, Keep it safe. 

1168
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:05,280
But has it got ever gone on your
phone? 

1169
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:08,640
Like no has it got ever done 
anything this kind of level 

1170
00:51:08,640 --> 00:51:11,760
unhinged? 
No one has tried to get into my 

1171
00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:14,800
phone for anything really. 
I'm not doing suss behavior. 

1172
00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:16,720
Maybe you know when I'm obsessed
with you. 

1173
00:51:17,240 --> 00:51:20,680
Yeah, so they're like, there's 
no way this bitch is. 

1174
00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:22,680
Yeah, Alison got on my phone 
yesterday and posted an 

1175
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:24,360
Instagram story. 
Did you? 

1176
00:51:24,520 --> 00:51:26,040
What was it? 
Wife life on the one? 

1177
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:29,920
Yeah. 
Because I wish upon a fluff that

1178
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,440
I could kiss you. 
It is. 

1179
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:35,240
I mean, going through someone's 
phone is like heinous. 

1180
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:38,400
I would never do that. 
No, I mean don't. 

1181
00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:39,480
Don't. 
You've done it. 

1182
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:42,840
It's like. 
Don't knock it though. 

1183
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:45,920
Don't knock it till you try. 
I've done it once. 

1184
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:50,480
It wasn't my proudest moment and
I would always say actually just

1185
00:51:50,480 --> 00:51:53,080
don't do that shit and I would 
never do it ever again, never 

1186
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:56,160
because but then I think again, 
it goes off that like SUS thing,

1187
00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:58,640
like the girls haven't done it 
because they've never gotten an 

1188
00:51:58,640 --> 00:52:03,320
ink thing from you that you were
being shady, right, Whereas like

1189
00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:08,920
your gut is like your ancestors.
Like they're always speaking to 

1190
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:10,680
me, but I'm not doing it. 
Yeah, well. 

1191
00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:14,800
She's trying to kill you. 
But whatever those voices in my 

1192
00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:16,760
head, it was only kind of a bit 
like this, like checking it and 

1193
00:52:16,760 --> 00:52:19,400
then be like, I've read too much
already, you know? 

1194
00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:21,360
And then it's by that point it's
too late. 

1195
00:52:21,720 --> 00:52:27,200
My BFF and twin, her ex left her
journals at her place that she 

1196
00:52:27,200 --> 00:52:29,800
was sharing with her ex when we 
went on tour and her ex read 

1197
00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:32,560
through all of them. 
Every single one. 

1198
00:52:33,040 --> 00:52:38,880
Yeah, all the entries well. 
They were broken up, yeah. 

1199
00:52:39,240 --> 00:52:41,560
So went through all of these 
journals. 

1200
00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:43,360
Yeah. 
Did any of them have to do with 

1201
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:45,120
you? 
But you and any of them. 

1202
00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:49,640
No, but then she thought that 
she had cheated with me because 

1203
00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:52,000
we took a photo booth photos 
together. 

1204
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,040
Kissing. 
That's my twin. 

1205
00:52:54,200 --> 00:52:56,040
And also I kiss everybody. 
Yeah. 

1206
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:58,240
Twin. 
Twin. 

1207
00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:00,520
Yeah, I mean, I kiss everybody, 
everybody. 

1208
00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:02,960
That's why I always say like, 
whoever I would get with can't 

1209
00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:06,120
be a jealous person because I 
love like kissing my friends and

1210
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:09,400
I'm so flirty as well. 
Like inherently like I'm so 

1211
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:11,680
monogamy, right? 
Like the way that I am. 

1212
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:15,640
I'm just like, I love loving 
like one person, but then I'm 

1213
00:53:15,640 --> 00:53:17,680
also super flirty. 
Yeah. 

1214
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:19,720
That you can't, you can't get 
that out of me. 

1215
00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:21,560
That's just my personality. 
Do you know what I mean? 

1216
00:53:21,560 --> 00:53:24,120
Yeah, that is also my we are the
same. 

1217
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:27,760
I I dabbled in Poly, A Poly 
thing and an open thing in the 

1218
00:53:27,760 --> 00:53:30,880
past year and it's not for me. 
I'm a monogamous girl. 

1219
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:32,640
Yeah. 
Did it make you feel a little 

1220
00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:34,040
bit like, how did it make you 
feel? 

1221
00:53:34,320 --> 00:53:36,680
Terrible. 
Yeah, horrible. 

1222
00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,160
Anxious. 
Imagine the fucking. 

1223
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:41,680
Anxious. 
See my anxiety be off the. 

1224
00:53:41,760 --> 00:53:44,840
It was, yeah, it was crazy. 
I'm like, I am not normally this

1225
00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:46,880
anxious person. 
Maybe into a different person. 

1226
00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:50,000
Yeah, but that's the thing, I 
think that people will always be

1227
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:51,200
like, oh, you're anxious 
attachments. 

1228
00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:53,840
It's like actually a situation 
can just make you anxious. 

1229
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:56,240
Yeah. 
And and a situation like that 

1230
00:53:56,240 --> 00:53:58,880
would make me pretty. 
Yeah, I met up with my ex 

1231
00:53:58,880 --> 00:54:03,240
recently who was very in love 
with and I was like, you know, 

1232
00:54:03,240 --> 00:54:05,880
I'm not normally that anxious 
person that I was in the 

1233
00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:07,560
relationship. 
And she's like, yeah, right. 

1234
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:09,520
I'm like, no, it was the 
situation. 

1235
00:54:09,760 --> 00:54:11,120
Yeah, I'm not. 
I'm not like that. 

1236
00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:12,640
Yeah, I'm in a stable. 
Really. 

1237
00:54:12,720 --> 00:54:13,840
Yeah. 
In the fucking morning. 

1238
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:16,800
Yeah, and not eating and like, 
crying all the time. 

1239
00:54:17,400 --> 00:54:20,800
It looks good though, like after
a while, you know, that kind of 

1240
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:22,320
cracked out phase that you guys.
Oh yeah, yeah. 

1241
00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:23,800
Yeah, there's like a glow after 
you cry. 

1242
00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:25,840
Yeah, people will be like, oh, 
you look better than ever. 

1243
00:54:25,840 --> 00:54:27,240
I'm like, great. 
I've never been more depressed. 

1244
00:54:27,240 --> 00:54:29,880
I haven't been eating. 
I don't cry every day, yeah. 

1245
00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:34,280
But when I'm in a normal, stable
relationship, I have normal. 

1246
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,800
I'm a normal person. 
Can you believe it? 

1247
00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:40,040
No. 
No, because it hasn't happened 

1248
00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:43,360
yet. 
But I promise, I promise that 

1249
00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:44,920
that would be. 
No, I can see it. 

1250
00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:46,200
And I'm. 
I'm exactly the same. 

1251
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:48,720
It's like people can get you 
into a state where you just get 

1252
00:54:48,720 --> 00:54:50,960
so fucking anxious. 
But you've written some amazing 

1253
00:54:50,960 --> 00:54:52,960
songs out of it, so you know 
it's worth it. 

1254
00:54:53,120 --> 00:54:54,800
And when is the new album coming
out then? 

1255
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:58,320
So give us your your lowdown now
of like everything spilling out.

1256
00:54:58,360 --> 00:54:59,800
Yeah. 
August 29th. 

1257
00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:01,800
The album's called No Hard 
Feelings. 

1258
00:55:02,840 --> 00:55:04,960
There's a lot of queer songs on 
there because I was going 

1259
00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:07,320
through the deepest heartbreak 
when you were writing it. 

1260
00:55:07,520 --> 00:55:10,560
OK And then Jordan's in a new 
relationship that she's 

1261
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:12,320
navigating, so there's a lot of 
those songs. 

1262
00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:15,040
It's really fun. 
I'm really excited for it. 

1263
00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:15,680
Yeah. 
Yeah. 

1264
00:55:15,720 --> 00:55:19,120
It's following up Blame My Ex. 
So I feel like that propelled 

1265
00:55:19,120 --> 00:55:24,040
our career kind of worldwide. 
So having to follow that up was 

1266
00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:26,320
pretty stressful and. 
It's a lot of. 

1267
00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:28,840
Pressure, yeah, yeah. 
Following Blame Brett 

1268
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:31,680
specifically in a viral moment 
on TikTok is a lot of pressure 

1269
00:55:31,680 --> 00:55:33,520
because when we're writing 
songs, we're not thinking like, 

1270
00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:36,720
let's write a viral hit that's 
going to do well in a 22nd 

1271
00:55:36,720 --> 00:55:38,720
TikTok clip. 
Like when we were writing Blame 

1272
00:55:38,720 --> 00:55:41,200
Brett, I don't even think any of
us thought that would be a 

1273
00:55:41,200 --> 00:55:43,560
single. 
And then it popped off. 

1274
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:45,920
Then we got back into the studio
and we're like, OK, we have to 

1275
00:55:46,000 --> 00:55:49,520
to make another hit, but like, 
you can't go about it that way. 

1276
00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:50,360
You can't. 
Yeah. 

1277
00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:52,240
Because it just sadly just 
doesn't work that way. 

1278
00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:53,520
Right? 
And I feel like I can always 

1279
00:55:53,520 --> 00:55:55,160
tell as well. 
Whenever I hear a song that's 

1280
00:55:55,160 --> 00:55:57,280
gone on TikTok, I'm like, I know
that you wrote this because you 

1281
00:55:57,280 --> 00:55:59,520
wanted people to use like that 
specific, but you know, 

1282
00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:01,240
absolutely quite transparent 
now. 

1283
00:56:01,240 --> 00:56:02,560
Yeah. 
So we just had to like, we were 

1284
00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:06,400
in the studio longer and just 
like getting over that kind of, 

1285
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:10,240
I don't know, mental. 
With the biggest highs come the 

1286
00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:13,920
lowest lows and the most, like, 
pressure and anxiety, Right? 

1287
00:56:13,920 --> 00:56:15,280
Yeah. 
It's that it's then that 

1288
00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:18,960
pressure to keep keep up that 
momentum and things maybe not 

1289
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:21,680
hitting that same high or, you 
know, like always putting that 

1290
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:23,120
pressure on yourself. 
But absolutely. 

1291
00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:24,680
I mean, all your songs are 
great. 

1292
00:56:24,680 --> 00:56:27,040
Like I genuinely do actually 
listen to them as well. 

1293
00:56:27,040 --> 00:56:28,920
Like it's not just me trying to,
like butt you up. 

1294
00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:32,600
I do love, I love you guys and 
you as a band as well. 

1295
00:56:32,600 --> 00:56:36,480
Just like the energy is great. 
I saw you guys live last year. 

1296
00:56:36,520 --> 00:56:38,680
Yeah, which was insane. 
That was so fun. 

1297
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,040
That was great. 
That was like we didn't know 

1298
00:56:41,720 --> 00:56:43,680
what the venue would be like. 
We just kind of showed up and 

1299
00:56:43,680 --> 00:56:46,040
like, oh, we're playing here, 
this is big and it's sold out. 

1300
00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,720
Like this is crazy. 
Yeah, but you got, I mean, you 

1301
00:56:48,720 --> 00:56:51,720
guys perform insanely well. 
I mean, it's a kind of a new 

1302
00:56:51,720 --> 00:56:52,840
thing though. 
Really. 

1303
00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:55,560
Yeah. 
Like we've or like we perform 

1304
00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:56,840
well on stage. 
Oh. 

1305
00:56:56,960 --> 00:56:58,480
Oh, thank you. 
No, that's not a new thing. 

1306
00:56:58,480 --> 00:56:59,520
We've always been great. 
Yeah. 

1307
00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:00,920
Insanely. 
That's a new thing. 

1308
00:57:01,040 --> 00:57:04,600
That's a new thing, Yeah. 
That's when you mask daddy kind 

1309
00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:06,160
of thing. 
Don't worry about it. 

1310
00:57:06,160 --> 00:57:09,480
Yeah, it's no big deal. 
Hey, I wish I could now play 

1311
00:57:09,480 --> 00:57:11,960
guitar just so I could, like, 
riff off on stitch. 

1312
00:57:12,720 --> 00:57:14,920
I could do that thing, you know,
in like Freaky Friday where 

1313
00:57:14,920 --> 00:57:16,800
she's like miming playing the 
guitar. 

1314
00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:18,280
Oh, I know. 
You in the back. 

1315
00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:22,960
Yeah, I'm Jamie Lee. 
Yeah, yeah, fuck, that was a 

1316
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:24,400
horrible high 5. 
That was take 2. 

1317
00:57:24,640 --> 00:57:27,760
Do it again. 
That was in me. 

1318
00:57:27,760 --> 00:57:29,760
That was hurt. 
Again, you literally went from 

1319
00:57:29,800 --> 00:57:30,480
here. 
Do it again. 

1320
00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:33,120
There you go, it's the left 
hand. 

1321
00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:35,280
I can't do much with this thing.
I'm a lefty. 

1322
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:36,320
Are you? 
Yeah. 

1323
00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:40,840
Gross. 
So is there anything else that 

1324
00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:42,480
you got coming up as well? 
So you got the album coming out 

1325
00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:45,120
that's on August 29th. 
Have you got any shows that you 

1326
00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:49,120
want to plug whilst you're here?
We're gonna be announcing a 

1327
00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:52,560
tour, a fall tour, North 
American tour when our next 

1328
00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:56,080
single comes out on May 29th. 
Which is, did I say too much? 

1329
00:57:56,560 --> 00:57:58,960
Probably. 
I did, absolutely. 

1330
00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:01,720
That's a big gay song about my 
breakup. 

1331
00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:04,480
It's very anthemic and fun, but 
the lyrics are sad and it makes 

1332
00:58:04,480 --> 00:58:07,680
me feel sad for the sad version 
of me. 

1333
00:58:08,040 --> 00:58:11,000
Yeah, do you ever look back at 
that sad version of you and 

1334
00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:12,240
you're like, Oh, my heart 
breaks. 

1335
00:58:12,240 --> 00:58:13,800
Me, she was going through it. 
Yeah. 

1336
00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:16,360
She's so sensy and she has so 
much love. 

1337
00:58:16,560 --> 00:58:17,320
It's all. 
It's all. 

1338
00:58:17,360 --> 00:58:20,680
Change, never change. 
Someone will like it one day, 

1339
00:58:21,040 --> 00:58:22,240
Absolutely. 
Yeah. 

1340
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:24,320
And I think we'll be back in 
Europe. 

1341
00:58:24,320 --> 00:58:26,320
We're playing some European 
festivals this summer and then 

1342
00:58:26,680 --> 00:58:29,400
we'll be back touring here 
probably in a little early new 

1343
00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:30,840
year. 
Back and then as soon as find 

1344
00:58:30,840 --> 00:58:33,360
you. 
My address is. 

1345
00:58:34,160 --> 00:58:36,960
Write it down. 
My number is me specifically. 

1346
00:58:37,000 --> 00:58:41,120
Yeah, and the band. 
My Instagram. 

1347
00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:44,240
I mean, you'll probably tag it 
at Leandra Earl. 

1348
00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:45,960
Absolutely. 
My band at the Beaches. 

1349
00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,880
Band. 
Yeah, Take, talk, whatever. 

1350
00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:50,720
We're everywhere. 
Amazing and I can't wait to hear

1351
00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:52,840
this new album as well. 
I'll send, but I can send it to 

1352
00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:54,080
you. 
Can you just send it to me? 

1353
00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:57,960
So seriously, Yeah, Allison is 
looking at you like no, she 

1354
00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:00,160
fucking can't because. 
She sends a everybody. 

1355
00:59:00,360 --> 00:59:01,800
Lori, our manager. 
Literally. 

1356
00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:03,440
Yesterday anymore. 
But yeah, I still wanna. 

1357
00:59:03,680 --> 00:59:06,360
Well, not everybody, but 
yesterday our manager was like, 

1358
00:59:06,360 --> 00:59:09,640
you know, I can see everyone 
who's listening to it right now.

1359
00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:11,040
Yeah. 
Don't send it to any more 

1360
00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:12,320
people. 
I sent it to two more people 

1361
00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:15,320
yesterday. 
I mean, I'm dying to hear it, so

1362
00:59:15,320 --> 00:59:16,160
just. 
You got it more. 

1363
00:59:16,520 --> 00:59:18,520
You got it, OK. 
Thank you so much and thank you 

1364
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:19,440
so much for coming. 
On as well. 

1365
00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:23,160
I love you, I love you. 
I have been cracked out ADHD 

1366
00:59:23,160 --> 00:59:25,160
today. 
I know I feel like the energy. 

1367
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:28,960
I'm, I'm gonna literally turn 
off after this. 

1368
00:59:29,240 --> 00:59:30,560
Like I'm turned on, but I'll 
turn off. 

1369
00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:31,960
OK. 
Yeah, that's what we like. 

1370
00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:33,800
Thank you again. 
And sweating on you. 

1371
00:59:35,200 --> 00:59:36,520
And you do smell great, by the 
way. 

1372
00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:38,800
I just wanna set that rumour 
here. 

1373
00:59:38,800 --> 00:59:40,400
She smells really nice. 
Thank you so much. 

1374
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:41,560
So no one gets the wrong 
question. 

1375
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:43,320
Thank you for having me. 
Thank you so much. 

1376
00:59:43,320 --> 00:59:45,680
I love you, I love you. 
Bye lesbians. 

1377
00:59:46,040 --> 00:59:46,760
Bye lesbians.