1 00:00:12,050 --> 00:00:14,090 Lesbians, you will know this voice. 2 00:00:14,170 --> 00:00:16,650 It is the one the only Amy's Spalding. 3 00:00:17,250 --> 00:00:21,530 I still do that. Months on, I'm still doing I. 4 00:00:21,530 --> 00:00:23,810 Love, are you still doing it? I didn't know that that was 5 00:00:23,810 --> 00:00:25,570 still ongoing. Yeah, I'll bring it back. 6 00:00:25,570 --> 00:00:26,730 Bring it back. Yeah. 7 00:00:26,730 --> 00:00:28,130 I just want something new to be honest. 8 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:30,520 I feel like you just go like diva. 9 00:00:30,560 --> 00:00:35,000 Yeah, diva Diva darling is always diva darling got him posh 10 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:37,720 it's. Babe, you are posh though, like 11 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:39,440 you can't. You may as well lean into it. 12 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:40,640 Like if you're posh, you're posh. 13 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:42,960 Yeah, posh. The allegations are very strong 14 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:46,320 on the posh front. Babe, if you guys have probably 15 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:48,960 already heard the eye kisser girl special that we did with 16 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:51,840 Amy, Eva, Kara and that was how long ago now? 17 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:55,360 My God, what happened June? God, was that June or May last 18 00:00:55,360 --> 00:00:56,440 year? Probably May. 19 00:00:56,560 --> 00:00:58,720 It was May last year, which is insane. 20 00:00:58,800 --> 00:01:01,880 We're almost up to our like one year anniversary of having you 21 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:04,760 on. I think it's so nice because I 22 00:01:04,760 --> 00:01:08,080 remember when I kissed a girl first came out and I remember 23 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:10,880 seeing you and thinking this girl got it. 24 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:13,520 This girl got it, got got it and it's. 25 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:18,200 Being mental health issues. It being fucked in the head and. 26 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:21,400 You'd be right. Yeah, but I think that like you 27 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:23,320 can't have one without the other. 28 00:01:23,320 --> 00:01:25,880 Like you're either. You can't be successful and 29 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:27,720 mentally well, entertaining, darling. 30 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:28,560 It. Is yeah. 31 00:01:28,560 --> 00:01:31,760 And I think that that's why I'm so interested to have you on 32 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,320 here, because I know that everyone is like, so interested 33 00:01:34,320 --> 00:01:37,240 to see what you've done. I know that you guys probably 34 00:01:37,240 --> 00:01:41,920 have seen what Amy's been up to, but I love just how much you 35 00:01:41,920 --> 00:01:45,720 have thrown your absolute pussy into everything like you have 36 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:48,760 gone. Hardcore bulls to the woes Yeah, 37 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,840 you have I to be honest, it's been very natural. 38 00:01:51,840 --> 00:01:53,880 It's not something I've like it's funny. 39 00:01:53,880 --> 00:01:57,800 I was talking about like my previous jobs earlier and oh I 40 00:01:57,800 --> 00:02:01,360 never put a fan. Mostly ADHD vibes like this. 41 00:02:01,440 --> 00:02:05,240 Although I'm not doing it very well in the sense I'm beating 42 00:02:05,240 --> 00:02:08,080 myself up every day about how much better I should be handling 43 00:02:08,080 --> 00:02:10,320 everything and like doing more on the To Do List is ever 44 00:02:10,320 --> 00:02:11,640 growing but. Wait, do you? 45 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:13,120 So you do beat yourself up still? 46 00:02:13,120 --> 00:02:15,280 Oh my God, Yeah. Do you feel that you beat 47 00:02:15,280 --> 00:02:18,320 yourself up even more now? Yes, yeah. 48 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:22,280 But it's crazy because then I'll be like reflecting on my wins 49 00:02:22,280 --> 00:02:25,040 and stuff that I've done and I'm like, oh, hang on a minute, 50 00:02:25,040 --> 00:02:27,440 Maybe I should pause and actually like. 51 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:30,280 So you get my something to do that that's really good. 52 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:31,560 Well, I'm not I'm. Saying I should and then I 53 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:32,280 don't. Oh. 54 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:33,400 Right. OK, so you're saying what you 55 00:02:33,400 --> 00:02:34,720 should do, you don't actually do it. 56 00:02:34,720 --> 00:02:35,920 No, you genuinely should, though. 57 00:02:35,920 --> 00:02:38,640 I mean, maybe this podcast episode can be a reflection for 58 00:02:38,640 --> 00:02:41,160 you so that you leave feeling like, fuck, yeah, I did all 59 00:02:41,160 --> 00:02:43,080 that, Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it really should be. 60 00:02:43,160 --> 00:02:45,320 I mean, I tell myself every day I should think that that, but I 61 00:02:45,320 --> 00:02:47,160 just don't. Yeah, no, I know. 62 00:02:47,160 --> 00:02:50,560 But then I'm very much the same. Like I struggle with that. 63 00:02:50,560 --> 00:02:54,280 And then I think actually, what have I done so far and how do I 64 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:55,720 get here? And then think as well. 65 00:02:55,720 --> 00:02:58,160 I think the best thing to do is to like think of yourself like 2 66 00:02:58,160 --> 00:02:58,960 years ago. Oh my God. 67 00:02:58,960 --> 00:03:00,480 Yeah. Even a year ago, like, well, 68 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:02,680 maybe is it. Yeah, yeah, even like a year. 69 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:03,560 Ago. Yeah. 70 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:05,760 Well, let's, let's go back to a year ago, though. 71 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:08,320 This is when, like, everything started for you. 72 00:03:08,840 --> 00:03:13,600 So you were like fresh off the boat where I kissed a girl. 73 00:03:13,880 --> 00:03:16,640 You didn't really have like an online presence. 74 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:20,240 No I mean I used to shit post and just like be honest. 75 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:22,720 Pretty much what I do now. Not much has really changed. 76 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:24,760 You just had a following. I just have following. 77 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:28,160 I'm like listening and I'm like, which is a blessing and a curse 78 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:31,200 really, because it's now all my like random ass stories and Tik 79 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:33,120 Toks. Yeah, a few more eyes on them. 80 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:36,000 Yeah, but that's a good thing. Like they definitely need eyes 81 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:38,360 on them because I enjoy watching them. 82 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:41,280 I enjoy it. But I think that like now, so 83 00:03:41,280 --> 00:03:43,680 like the the first time that we spoke, you're fresh off the 84 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:48,160 boat, you had your show and then you got like thrown, I would 85 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:50,480 say, into the deep end. And that's what TV is going to 86 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:53,520 do to babes, because it's like everyone has seen it. 87 00:03:53,640 --> 00:03:55,960 Right, Yeah, it's crazy. I don't think we kind of 88 00:03:55,960 --> 00:03:58,680 realized because with the boys, I don't know if it felt like it 89 00:03:58,680 --> 00:04:01,120 made that much of A splat like, well, it obviously did make a 90 00:04:01,120 --> 00:04:03,640 splash and it was the very first like gay dating show or quit 91 00:04:03,760 --> 00:04:06,800 dating show. But like, lesbians are ride for 92 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:08,240 lesbians. Famously so like. 93 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:11,680 Yeah, crossed, crossed the. Ponds and everywhere like it's 94 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:14,240 crazy it's funny as well. The show obviously like only 95 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:16,600 came out in the UK and now it's like showing in Australia and 96 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:17,839 America. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 97 00:04:17,839 --> 00:04:21,480 So it's been picked up by like their own, you know, channels 98 00:04:22,240 --> 00:04:24,880 and I put on my story. I was like Oh my God, Australia 99 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:27,360 like it's streaming on this platform binge. 100 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:31,280 And then everyone was like babe, we all got viruses and fuck dial 101 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:33,040 laptops up. We've seen it. 102 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:34,120 We. All had the VPN. 103 00:04:34,120 --> 00:04:37,480 Yeah yeah yeah, exactly that. I'm like, okay, that's the mean. 104 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,240 I mean, yeah, you're like, fuck, I thought it's gonna get more 105 00:04:39,240 --> 00:04:41,120 for us cunts. Already seen it. 106 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:43,520 I think that this is what's interesting though, because 107 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:45,720 like, TV does have that, like Mass Effect. 108 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:48,040 And I think that it came at the right time as well, because 109 00:04:48,360 --> 00:04:51,320 famously lesbians just have never had that representation. 110 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:53,560 And now all of a sudden it's fucking everywhere and everyone 111 00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:56,320 wants to be a lesbian, which is great because, like, we are 112 00:04:56,320 --> 00:04:58,160 great. There's nothing wrong with it. 113 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:00,040 We're fucking so much better than the straights. 114 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:01,640 I'm sorry. I hate to break it to everyone. 115 00:05:01,640 --> 00:05:04,800 But I was saying it feels like it's such a long time coming, 116 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:07,600 and it's almost like, why did it take so long for people to like, 117 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:10,120 clock into the like, Lesbians like to see lesbians. 118 00:05:10,240 --> 00:05:11,760 Imagine if we had that when we were growing up. 119 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:12,760 I know. Literally. 120 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,000 And it's like, but it's it makes sense in the sense that like we 121 00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:18,960 live in a patriarchal society and like lesbianism, the idea of 122 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:21,000 itself is like so far from the male gaze. 123 00:05:21,000 --> 00:05:23,000 No, there's no man involved in that situation ever. 124 00:05:23,000 --> 00:05:26,720 So like, why is that ever going to be lesbians in the media and 125 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:28,520 in the forefront of. Everything. 126 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:30,080 Yeah, it offends them. Exactly. 127 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:32,000 Well, it's got nothing to do with them, exactly. 128 00:05:32,280 --> 00:05:34,240 Yeah. And then so from the show then 129 00:05:34,240 --> 00:05:38,000 so take me back like you, God, what have you actually done 130 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:39,520 since here though? Because your brand has been 131 00:05:39,520 --> 00:05:42,560 popping off, you've been doing different, like you've been 132 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:45,360 doing a little bit of like presenting recently too as well. 133 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:47,640 So like what? What would you say with your 134 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:51,120 like highlights like since we had that chat? 135 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:53,480 That is such a good one. I mean, to be honest, it seems 136 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:57,560 like every day I'm putting a new hat on, which is fun, but heavy 137 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:00,040 is the head. Heavy is your head, babe. 138 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:01,440 Yeah, but. It's really fun, like I'm 139 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:04,480 dipping my toes in like literally everyone's pools and 140 00:06:05,400 --> 00:06:07,640 it's just exciting really. I kind of said like 2 years ago 141 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:10,520 I quit my job like this like 9 to five job. 142 00:06:10,520 --> 00:06:12,160 And I was like, could you go freelance? 143 00:06:12,160 --> 00:06:15,040 And I'm just going to like do whatever comes my way, try some 144 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:16,160 things. I was like, I wanted to be like 145 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:18,760 an extra in like some TV shows and stuff like that and then end 146 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:21,440 up just being on ATV show. So like, yeah, doing like 147 00:06:22,280 --> 00:06:25,360 presenting. There's like some really 148 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:28,600 interesting conversations going on that I don't know if I'm 149 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:30,640 allowed to divulge. Oh, really? 150 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:35,000 Much like. Bookie stuff like very fun, 151 00:06:36,360 --> 00:06:39,640 yeah, which is really fun and really exciting and like. 152 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:41,480 I feel like it's very well suited to your character. 153 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:45,920 Yeah, I mean, growing up I loved the arts and I loved drama, but 154 00:06:45,920 --> 00:06:48,560 I very much went, decided like to go down the science route. 155 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:50,920 Like I went to like University of Leeds, got a medical science 156 00:06:50,920 --> 00:06:53,640 degree. I mean that, that that checks 157 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:55,560 out for people who want to go into acting. 158 00:06:55,560 --> 00:06:57,960 I say yeah, do. A medical science degree? 159 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:01,040 Yeah, cut open some dead human bodies and then did. 160 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:02,000 You do that? Yeah, we did. 161 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:04,160 How did you find it? So crazy. 162 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:05,160 Really. Yeah. 163 00:07:05,720 --> 00:07:07,640 I don't know if I could do that, you know, like I don't. 164 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:11,800 Smell or like actually, and it would always be like the day 165 00:07:11,800 --> 00:07:16,720 after, like sports night. So I was famous in the costume 166 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:20,960 and like it would be like sports, like sports night at the 167 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:22,320 club or whatever. I would have to go in like 168 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:25,200 hungover a shit and then just smell. 169 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:27,400 No, I can Joe. What? 170 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:29,960 When I worked in a cafe, even being hungover a shit trying to 171 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:32,080 make the tuna Mayo in the morning was enough, let alone 172 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:34,720 cutting over a dead body. But it was really interesting 173 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:37,640 and like I've very much got like that analytical mind well. 174 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:40,440 I want to go into your mind in a little. 175 00:07:40,440 --> 00:07:41,480 Bit good bitch. Scary. 176 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:45,600 Good luck babe, good luck. I've got my tweezers out. 177 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:47,800 I'm going right in every single fold. 178 00:07:47,960 --> 00:07:52,520 Every little every labia. Yeah, maybe every little labia 179 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:54,320 you've got real. Yeah. 180 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:56,320 I mean, acting makes a lot of sense for you. 181 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:59,320 Obviously you have been doing like a lot of theatrical Tik 182 00:07:59,320 --> 00:08:01,160 Toks. Yeah, it's all about the 183 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:02,920 theatrics. You are basically a twink. 184 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:07,040 Yeah, I am a twink, famously. But yeah, I just love it. 185 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:09,680 I love to like randomly do little bits. 186 00:08:09,680 --> 00:08:11,240 Yeah. And obviously your jewellery 187 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:15,720 company has been in it's. Been really, you know, taken 188 00:08:15,720 --> 00:08:17,760 off, which I'm so gassed for. And it's like, given the 189 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:19,600 motivation to keep going with it, I've been doing jewellery 190 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:22,360 since like, since lockdown, so like 2021. 191 00:08:22,520 --> 00:08:25,920 And then I've always every year on my, in my notes that when my 192 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:28,120 New Year's resolution was like, do something with the jewelry, 193 00:08:28,120 --> 00:08:30,360 do something with the jewelry. And it's like every year I come 194 00:08:30,360 --> 00:08:31,640 round and be like, oh, didn't do that. 195 00:08:31,640 --> 00:08:33,840 And then now it's like I finally say that I fucking did it. 196 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:35,360 Yeah, exactly. Fucking did it. 197 00:08:35,360 --> 00:08:36,840 It's. Hard work, but it's so. 198 00:08:37,080 --> 00:08:39,000 Rewarding. Yeah, so rewarding. 199 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:40,880 And it's like it's making waves as well. 200 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:43,280 Like I've seen so much about your rings. 201 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:46,160 I know one. Of them that was like Speaking 202 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:48,160 of like pinch me moments that was. 203 00:08:48,560 --> 00:08:50,240 Did you? So did you know that Renee Rapp? 204 00:08:50,240 --> 00:08:52,560 Yeah. So her stylist reached out and 205 00:08:52,560 --> 00:08:55,600 was like, hey, like I'm the styling Renee and we just like 206 00:08:55,600 --> 00:08:59,720 would love to put her in some of her rings, like the diet cunt 207 00:08:59,720 --> 00:09:01,800 diva ones. We sent her a bunch, yeah. 208 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,920 And she's like, and like, she'd love to like, have them. 209 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:06,880 And we were like, literally take them literally just like, yeah, 210 00:09:06,920 --> 00:09:09,240 we like, we've included some for terror as well, yeah. 211 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:12,080 It's so, so cool. And was it live that got you, 212 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:15,120 JoJo Siwa back in the day? My yeah, JoJo Siwa. 213 00:09:15,200 --> 00:09:17,480 JoJo Siwa, That, that was hilarious. 214 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:19,440 Delavines got one as well, so it's like. 215 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:21,600 It's fucking amazing. Which is a Chapel. 216 00:09:22,200 --> 00:09:25,640 Chapel Julia Fox I wanna get a cunt ring on Alex Consani. 217 00:09:25,720 --> 00:09:28,000 Oh, it needs to have just pass away and then you can. 218 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,080 Just my hair is done. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 219 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:34,280 Well, as Jess likes to call it, eternal sleep, Yeah, Peaceful, 220 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:38,120 out you go, you know, and I think that like you having that 221 00:09:38,120 --> 00:09:41,000 is a really good like duality to what you're doing too as well, 222 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:43,360 because it means that you can be a bit more behind the scenes 223 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:47,080 because it I can imagine it's I mean, it is quite a lot of 224 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:49,120 pressure always being centrefront, babe, you'll have 225 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:51,000 attention, but. Like, I mean, oh God, I love it, 226 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:53,000 but. Being centrefront all the time 227 00:09:53,040 --> 00:09:55,320 and you feel like your whole life depends on that. 228 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:59,160 Exactly stressful and also having a raging ADHD. 229 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:01,040 My rejection sensitivity is insane. 230 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:03,880 OK, so let's talk about this. So like one of the things I was 231 00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:07,080 saying to Amy, I was like, I really want to talk ADHD because 232 00:10:07,320 --> 00:10:09,680 I've spoken about it on here before, but never with a guest 233 00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:13,120 and never with someone that's got raging ADHD just like me. 234 00:10:13,120 --> 00:10:14,680 And I think it's really interesting, like what you're 235 00:10:14,680 --> 00:10:17,440 saying because, like, I can relate so much to the way that 236 00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:19,040 your brain works with your business, too. 237 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:20,480 Yeah. And that like beating up the 238 00:10:20,480 --> 00:10:24,280 rejection sensitivity makes me honestly, Oh my God, like. 239 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:27,400 It's so frustrating because again, means I can't celebrate 240 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:29,240 my wins 'cause I'm only focusing on my losses. 241 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,000 Yeah. And it's like, yeah, I need to 242 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:33,280 just. But it's really interesting 243 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:35,920 because I was looking up the other day, obviously there's 244 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:40,120 like there's lower serotonin in an ADHD brain, which is why it's 245 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:43,160 way easier to get like addicted to certain things. 246 00:10:43,160 --> 00:10:45,320 And it doesn't even mean in like an unhealthy way, but it's like 247 00:10:45,320 --> 00:10:48,440 anything that will give you like a dopamine here will be like 248 00:10:48,560 --> 00:10:50,440 crack. Well, probably quite literally 249 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:51,240 crack. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 250 00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:54,480 It's like a need for just constantly trying to seek that 251 00:10:54,480 --> 00:10:57,240 dopamine. But that can feed into again, 252 00:10:57,240 --> 00:11:00,200 probably why you love having that like attention to because 253 00:11:00,200 --> 00:11:02,240 I'm very much the same. Like I love having like the 254 00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:05,640 videos on you're doing whatever and because it is feeding like 255 00:11:05,640 --> 00:11:08,000 an area of the brain that is kind of lacking. 256 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:10,000 Yeah, no, it's really funny and like it's funny. 257 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,360 My girlfriend always says she's like, we're both gonna have a 258 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:15,040 good day of famous had a TikTok that does well because like it's 259 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:17,440 like the it's just completely like, so do you. 260 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:19,760 Feel ignore if your TikTok doesn't do well. 261 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:21,320 Do you get rejection sensitivity? 262 00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:23,400 Do you feel like oh fuck definitely. 263 00:11:23,720 --> 00:11:25,600 What goes through your head? Like what kind of emotion? 264 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:26,000 Do you? Oh my God. 265 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:27,000 Everyone hates me, wants me, Dad. 266 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:30,800 Everyone thinks I'm unfunny. Unhart, I'm like gross so. 267 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:32,560 It makes you then doubt yourself. 268 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:34,320 Right, very much that. And then I'm like doubting 269 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:37,920 everything and I'm like, Oh my God, like this is now I've made 270 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:41,280 this like now my life. And did you like ring stuff as 271 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:42,480 well? If we're not having like as good 272 00:11:42,480 --> 00:11:45,240 of a sales week or like some things aren't going right, I'm 273 00:11:45,240 --> 00:11:47,040 like, Oh my God, what have I done? 274 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,120 I need to go like back to medical science. 275 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:51,080 Do you get in a lab? Do you get in like friendships 276 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:52,680 and relationships as well? Everything. 277 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:55,840 Absolutely. Everything I'm really trying to 278 00:11:56,480 --> 00:11:59,720 fucking combat that babe, because it's hard. 279 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,760 It's tough and it's I, I need to be like afraid. 280 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:06,160 I don't be a fucking psychopath like I because you can get, you 281 00:12:06,160 --> 00:12:09,320 can also kind of convince yourself of of that rejection 282 00:12:09,320 --> 00:12:10,760 too. Yeah, yeah. 283 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:13,200 And sometimes I'm literally pulling out my ass and it's. 284 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:16,640 Like yeah, fully out the ass. Like, take a beat, take a step 285 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:17,800 back. Do you know what I mean? 286 00:12:17,840 --> 00:12:20,040 Like, yeah, zoom out a little bit. 287 00:12:20,120 --> 00:12:21,800 Yeah. And it's like you actually are 288 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,480 doing really well. And it's not a trajectory just 289 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:24,840 because you have a little dip. Do you know what I mean? 290 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:27,480 Yeah, exactly. But it's, I mean, I mean, like, 291 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:29,480 famously, it is a mental disability. 292 00:12:29,520 --> 00:12:30,760 Yeah. Famously for a reason. 293 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:32,840 Yeah. Because we do feel like we're 294 00:12:32,840 --> 00:12:36,320 unable to process things in the way that quote UN quote, like, 295 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:37,960 well, neurotypical people do, right? 296 00:12:37,960 --> 00:12:40,720 Which is the rest of the world is designed for neurotypical 297 00:12:40,720 --> 00:12:42,000 people. They're not designed for people 298 00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:44,840 like us. And it's fucking exhausting as 299 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:46,960 well, though. Do you ever just find sometimes, 300 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:49,600 like you have to go into a room and just let your face just go? 301 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:51,720 Oh. Yeah, I just like, I just so 302 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:54,280 struggle like one thing that my biggest thing on my ADHD is my 303 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:57,120 executive dysfunction. Like it, I look on the outside 304 00:12:57,120 --> 00:13:00,960 like I'm doing this, I'm doing that, but I'm frozen half of the 305 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:02,840 day. Like actually like physically 306 00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:05,400 frozen. I get so frustrated with myself 307 00:13:05,400 --> 00:13:08,560 and there's such a self hatred there of like, just do your 308 00:13:08,560 --> 00:13:11,440 tasks. Like I'll be like, I'll do, I'll 309 00:13:11,440 --> 00:13:14,120 have a really good day of work and I'm like, Oh my God, life is 310 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:15,840 good. There are cathedrals everywhere 311 00:13:15,840 --> 00:13:18,720 for eyes to see. Like it's as simple as just 312 00:13:18,720 --> 00:13:20,160 sitting down and doing your fucking tasks. 313 00:13:20,160 --> 00:13:22,800 But I just don't. No, I just don't defame. 314 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:24,440 It doesn't compute and it's like fuck me. 315 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:26,960 It makes me like throw myself against the wall. 316 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:28,480 No, I know it's. Kind of sexual. 317 00:13:29,840 --> 00:13:31,040 But I'd like to watch you just like. 318 00:13:31,520 --> 00:13:34,520 Have to. Go hand by your neck. 319 00:13:34,520 --> 00:13:37,040 Oh my God. Go on, lend yourself over 320 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:39,760 cringey take dogs. Yeah, Oh my God. 321 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:41,920 When they're doing like a POV, you just come over. 322 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:43,560 You need to start doing those without POV. 323 00:13:43,600 --> 00:13:46,600 I've just rejected POV. I have executive dysfunction, 324 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:49,920 throwing myself up against the fucking wall that I would say 325 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:52,680 I'm I'm the same as you. That is the one thing I'd say 326 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:56,160 that really fucking annoys me. But the worst thing you can ever 327 00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:58,320 do is beat yourself up for it though, because yeah, the freeze 328 00:13:58,320 --> 00:13:59,440 you. People say that and then I'm 329 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:02,760 just like try and stop me. Yeah, you can try. 330 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:05,040 I'm literally like, yeah, the brain haven't the brain it. 331 00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:07,000 Has a mind of its own. It's not even our mind anymore. 332 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:09,800 It's been taken over by the ADHD and it's, it's fucking hard. 333 00:14:10,120 --> 00:14:11,520 But you're not medicated, are you? 334 00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:13,760 I am Oh, you wanna remember to take them? 335 00:14:14,040 --> 00:14:15,880 But I'm on a different type of medication I'm on. 336 00:14:16,600 --> 00:14:19,760 Most people are on like direct stimulants like Elvans or like 337 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:23,800 Richland. I'm on indirect stimulants. 338 00:14:23,800 --> 00:14:26,840 So that's kind of like, it basically means that I'd have to 339 00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:29,760 take it like consecutively and I wouldn't feel the effects until 340 00:14:29,760 --> 00:14:32,440 a month and basically just add more like dopamine channels to 341 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:34,520 my brain as opposed to like adding more dopamine. 342 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:36,880 So it's like, right, a delayed thing, which is good because it 343 00:14:36,880 --> 00:14:38,720 means it's less like it's more stability. 344 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:41,880 So I don't like crash out, crash out at the end of the day. 345 00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:43,520 I mean, I've never taken a stimulant. 346 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:45,640 So yeah. So I don't know, I'm like really 347 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:47,720 curious about it. I'll give you one of my Yeah. 348 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:50,120 Can I put this on it? I'll give you one of my Yeah. 349 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:51,840 You can take it tomorrow morning and see how you feel. 350 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:53,280 Yeah. It's like, I mean, The thing is 351 00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:54,680 about it is that it is fast acting. 352 00:14:54,680 --> 00:14:56,120 Anyone can take it for like one day. 353 00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:58,040 You don't have to consecutively take it every day. 354 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:01,560 It's not going to fuck you up. Yeah, I do, because I genuinely 355 00:15:01,560 --> 00:15:04,480 feel like I can't function. I think that's not strong enough 356 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,880 because I take it every day. Well I'm but also I've got ADHD 357 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:11,480 I forget everything. I mean it's not good right to 358 00:15:11,480 --> 00:15:13,520 give someone with ADHD pills that they got to remember to 359 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:15,640 take at a certain time. Dyslexic, and they've called it 360 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:17,680 dyslexia. Well, exactly. 361 00:15:18,280 --> 00:15:20,760 But it's it's like the cure for dyslexia. 362 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:23,920 For it to kick in the cure, they have to do algebra. 363 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,080 No, it's exactly that. It makes no sense, but. 364 00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:29,200 Oh no, I'm I'm a dumb. I'm a dumb cunt. 365 00:15:29,240 --> 00:15:31,320 What algebra I was? Thinking. 366 00:15:31,720 --> 00:15:33,480 I was thinking dyslexia was to do with numbers. 367 00:15:33,560 --> 00:15:36,280 Is it No, you can be you can be numbers numerically dyslexic. 368 00:15:36,280 --> 00:15:39,760 Called dyscalculia I've got so it makes sense see look the the 369 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:42,360 pills have worn off now dyslexic but having to do a spelling. 370 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:45,400 Like, yeah, yeah, exactly like reading a fucking Bible. 371 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:47,080 I don't. Know read the Bible and then the 372 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:49,960 cure. Yeah, it's it is hard, but I 373 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:52,000 feel like This is why it's really good to talk about it 374 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,080 though, because you're very successful. 375 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:55,240 You've always got stuff going on. 376 00:15:55,240 --> 00:15:58,760 I've always got stuff going on. I have managed to still do the 377 00:15:58,800 --> 00:16:03,320 things that I've wanted to do. Yeah, but don't let it stop you. 378 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:05,240 That's clear. That is the theme of where I'm 379 00:16:05,240 --> 00:16:06,320 trying to come from. Is like. 380 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:09,160 Don't let it get in the way of. Success it. 381 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:11,480 Yeah, exactly that. And like they're a. 382 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:13,760 Bend your life. Yeah, it's so true. 383 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:16,440 And also like, it makes me think differently for sure. 384 00:16:16,640 --> 00:16:19,160 Yeah, so created. Yeah, I always say that it's 385 00:16:19,160 --> 00:16:22,600 like my greatest downfall, but my biggest superpower. 386 00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:24,800 Yeah. But honestly, on bad days, I'm 387 00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:26,080 like, this is literally the worst thing ever. 388 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:27,400 It's not superpower at all. And I just. 389 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:31,520 I just, it's that thing of like, what if, what if my brain was 390 00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:33,440 normal? Oh my God, the things I would 391 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:35,400 achieve. Can you imagine how fucking 392 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:37,000 boring you'd be? Yeah, that's probably true. 393 00:16:37,360 --> 00:16:39,040 You know what I mean? I wouldn't shut the fuck up. 394 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,920 I mean, I'd be quiet all the time, I guess, yeah. 395 00:16:41,320 --> 00:16:43,280 Yeah, true. Everyone applauds. 396 00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:45,400 I would like. Yeah, I was like, please, I'd be 397 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:48,560 so much more sensible as well. I just feel like you probably 398 00:16:48,560 --> 00:16:50,160 wouldn't have pushed yourself to do the business. 399 00:16:50,160 --> 00:16:52,480 Never. I just, you would have never 400 00:16:52,480 --> 00:16:54,080 gotten on a line bike. That's another thing I want to 401 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:55,160 fucking talk about. You're on a line bike. 402 00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:58,360 So Amy showed up here and I could just see her circling 403 00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:01,240 around with the most like, dazed look in her face on a line bike 404 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:03,800 and I was laughing so much that I just didn't even say anything. 405 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:05,160 I just kind of watched stuff in the window. 406 00:17:05,160 --> 00:17:08,079 I was like looking at all these big Bay windows, like I bet 407 00:17:08,079 --> 00:17:09,560 they're watching me right now. Watching me. 408 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:10,760 Shoot me. I know. 409 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:12,440 And I like pulled up and I was like, which number is it? 410 00:17:12,440 --> 00:17:14,160 And I was like, oh, the one I'm literally stopped outside. 411 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:15,640 Yeah, yeah. No, I enjoyed it. 412 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:17,880 You've kind of got a bit of a thing going with line bike at 413 00:17:17,880 --> 00:17:18,599 the. Moment Oh yeah are. 414 00:17:18,599 --> 00:17:21,760 They are they interested in you. The company, yeah. 415 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:24,480 Well, we've done, I've done, yeah, I've done one that I don't 416 00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:26,240 know, I just love it, honestly. I did it for free like. 417 00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:28,560 You need to start doing just putting random shit in the 418 00:17:28,560 --> 00:17:30,160 basket and every single day it's a different. 419 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:32,960 Thing I've got but growing. There's a camera roll. 420 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:34,000 I've got an album in my camera roll. 421 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:35,480 It's just random shit in my basket. 422 00:17:35,480 --> 00:17:37,400 It's fucking crazy. Someone's stuff in there and 423 00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:38,920 there's like. Pics that you put it in or is 424 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:39,920 it? Yeah, it's just like stuff that 425 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:44,080 because I genuinely won lime has saved my ADHD because I'm like 426 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:46,520 everywhere. If I was to get the tube, I'd be 427 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:48,320 screwed. It's like, and also it's really 428 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:49,880 good for like the dopamine too, right? 429 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:51,520 Because she's like getting a bit of exercise. 430 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:55,080 And I'm like, wee all the way home, like down some big hill, 431 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:58,920 like actually, yeah. And I'm like, life is amazing. 432 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:02,360 My hair like it's so. I feel like I'm on GTA when I'm 433 00:18:02,360 --> 00:18:03,840 on a line back. Yeah, exactly that. 434 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:05,640 I go up curve. I also just think I'm. 435 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:07,840 Indestructible. I literally I'm like weaving 436 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:09,400 through traffic like my girlfriend will be like 437 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:10,960 following me. It should be like, you're 438 00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:12,920 actually crazy. I'm like, like sliding on the 439 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:15,560 buses, like limboing underline. You know what we're gonna do 440 00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:18,560 when you die and like Lime Crash, we're gonna use this clip 441 00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:20,880 and then we're gonna put I will remember you. 442 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:24,880 That is so real. No, but it's. 443 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:26,600 True. I wanna get like a full 444 00:18:26,600 --> 00:18:29,200 motorbike Homer. How hard? 445 00:18:29,360 --> 00:18:31,520 Good. Idea like a lime green one. 446 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:33,360 Yeah, like a lime green one. But then my my friend said the 447 00:18:33,360 --> 00:18:35,200 other day like you won't be able to see behind you and I'll say 448 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,160 fuck and you look. What are they doing, a motor by 449 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:38,600 then? They've got wing mirrors, babe. 450 00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:42,120 So I was like, OK, so I'm gonna get helmet and I'm gonna bring 451 00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:43,880 portable wing mirrors. I can just walking mirrors. 452 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:46,040 You'll be right. Exactly. 453 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:47,960 I'll be bright green. Hard to miss. 454 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,080 When yeah, when you're going around the towns and everything 455 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:53,400 on your bike, it's very freeing. I feel sorry for any city that 456 00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,200 doesn't have a line bike. Yeah, and also people who are 457 00:18:55,200 --> 00:18:58,440 just scared to get on the, like blessed group also like that. 458 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:00,320 It's because I miss that I don't have that danger element in my 459 00:19:00,320 --> 00:19:02,880 brain. I have I'm one speeding to get 460 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,720 away from getting my license taken away from me. 461 00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,680 Do you want to know how many parking fines I have? 462 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:08,040 I just actually, I couldn't even tell you. 463 00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,600 Just like so reckless with every I think I do. 464 00:19:10,920 --> 00:19:12,520 Well, that's another radiation. Radiation. 465 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,360 You've got to get there as fast as humanly possible and I would 466 00:19:15,360 --> 00:19:17,200 always find the fastest route. Oh, yeah. 467 00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:19,200 But it's also just like the thrill of it that gives me that 468 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:21,240 dopamine that I'm missing in my day today. 469 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:22,720 Yeah. Like the near death experience 470 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:23,160 on the day? Yeah. 471 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:25,640 Exactly, I feel like we should really go on a line bike ride 472 00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:27,720 together. Should That would be so fun, a 473 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:31,920 little picnic in the basket. And then it all goes. 474 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:35,480 Fucking goes live. No Oh my God. 475 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:40,160 Funny story. So I was like, it was, it was my 476 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:41,880 girlfriend's birthday and I was like, OK, I'm going to pick up 477 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,960 all these sexy like little treats from the sex shop in 478 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:45,400 Soho. 10 out of 10 would recommend. 479 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,200 Can't remember. Oh, which one, Harmony? 480 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,440 Something. No, it's like right next to the 481 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:50,400 box. OK. 482 00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:51,480 It was like literally under the box. 483 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:52,840 It should be called the box. Yeah, it should be called the 484 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:54,800 box. Anyway, so I like fill my like 485 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,560 Lime bike, my like Lime basket full of these goodies. 486 00:19:58,080 --> 00:20:02,240 And then I get home and I've left a full strap on in the 487 00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:04,440 basket and I go back, it's gone. The Lime bike's gone. 488 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:05,960 So I'm cycling away with my strapon. 489 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:11,560 Like begging for a treat, I. Had to. 490 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:13,760 Go back. Oh God, it was actually which I 491 00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:16,880 £45. It was a vibrating dildo and it 492 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,000 was left and I. Wish I picked up that line back. 493 00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:21,720 That would have been the funniest thing to ever see in 494 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:23,240 the world. Things I've like 6 grand worth 495 00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:25,280 of dyke rings I've left in a line bike basket. 496 00:20:25,280 --> 00:20:29,160 Shit, I remember that honestly. Like honestly you in a line 497 00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:30,560 bike? Yeah, it's terrible, but it 498 00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:31,720 won't. I still it's not me. 499 00:20:32,120 --> 00:20:34,360 Next time, wear the strap. Yeah, well, just in case. 500 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:37,040 Yeah, save you first. Save to us Would you ever wear a 501 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:38,800 harness out? You know what? 502 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,040 Yeah, I've been seeing some people rock it on TikTok. 503 00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:42,720 No, I mean like Incognito though. 504 00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:45,880 Ohh no I'm going full strap baby no. 505 00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:49,440 You you'd also have the, yeah. Have the donut on it. 506 00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:51,880 No yeah, I wear a scarf. I saw someone wear like like it 507 00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:54,680 was like a cool suit and it looked really chic and then like 508 00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:56,240 harness and I was like that is like. 509 00:20:56,600 --> 00:20:59,560 Vibe that is very cool I don't think I could really like get 510 00:20:59,560 --> 00:21:02,640 away with it but I feel like a bit of the under trousers yeah 511 00:21:02,760 --> 00:21:05,600 yeah strap moment it's quite fun yeah like why is Freya got a 512 00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:08,800 fucking raging heart? On yeah, actually it's. 513 00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:10,480 Just the strap is fine. Don't worry about it guys. 514 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,920 Everyone ignore me my clear. It's my clear. 515 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:17,640 That's my clear. You just got to say it like I 516 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:21,000 love it when people pronounce clip like clip clip clip. 517 00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:24,040 Such a good word clip. I feel like it's not use enough. 518 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:27,040 No, it's a really good word, especially like clitoris. 519 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:29,600 Such a Ross it's. Not use enough. 520 00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:31,440 It's not straight relationships anyway. 521 00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:32,120 No, I know. I know. 522 00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:33,280 They don't even know it's this. So. 523 00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:34,920 Yeah. So this is very exciting. 524 00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:36,320 So you've got a girlfriend. We're not. 525 00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:38,040 We're not saying her name, but you're. 526 00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:39,680 I mean, it's literally so obvious, but like, we're not. 527 00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:41,440 You're so in love. Not hard launched yet we're 528 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:42,640 still in the software. Are you happy? 529 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:43,800 Dragging it out, You're dragging it. 530 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,520 So happy, so in love. She's literally the best person 531 00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:49,200 ever. Oh yeah, I've never felt so 532 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:50,320 loved. She's amazing. 533 00:21:50,320 --> 00:21:53,080 Yeah, she's. Just like she's too good to be 534 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:54,760 true, to be honest. Really. 535 00:21:55,160 --> 00:21:59,800 She's Oh my God that's so cute. So random as well like so my 536 00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:04,200 famously my only ex is my best friend and like we were out last 537 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:07,280 night and we were scream arguing and her new girlfriend was like 538 00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:08,720 how were you in a relationship for you? 539 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,480 Whereas me and my new girlfriend literally never. 540 00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:13,720 We haven't argued at all. That's so nice. 541 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:15,000 I know. That's really nice. 542 00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:19,160 I feel like like I'm like. Like that, so nice. 543 00:22:19,400 --> 00:22:21,600 It's really nice. It's really nice. 544 00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:23,800 It is really nice, honestly. And like I don't want to tell 545 00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,880 you, but me and Scarlett didn't argue the first few years of our 546 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:29,040 relationship. Oh God, so it's all downhill. 547 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:32,840 No, nobody is really nice when you feel like you don't have to 548 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:35,440 keep defending yourself. I think that's more of what it 549 00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:37,200 is, right? And and like feeling 550 00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:40,440 disrespected, especially if you do have ADHD, you need to be 551 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:42,160 with someone who's able to regulate. 552 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:43,880 Yeah, of course. Of course. 553 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:46,200 By the way, everyone should regulate their own emotions, but 554 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,800 it is different. Yes, no, she's so understanding 555 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,360 and like she's. Got that thing? 556 00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:51,920 Of like, I'll be like, so frustrated with myself. 557 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:52,920 And she's like, babe, take a beat. 558 00:22:52,920 --> 00:22:54,240 Remember, your brain's not like other people. 559 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:55,960 And I'm like, you know what? I needed that validation. 560 00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:57,120 Thank you. She goes. 561 00:22:57,400 --> 00:22:58,360 Listen here. Listen here. 562 00:22:58,360 --> 00:23:00,160 Your brain. Yeah, your brain. 563 00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:02,600 I'm sorry, babe. I hate to break it too, but your 564 00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:04,320 brain is not. Yeah, true. 565 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:06,600 Yeah, But it is. It is true because, like, you 566 00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:09,320 can really get in your own head. And I think as well, emotional 567 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:11,040 regulation is really hard with ADHD. 568 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,880 That's one thing I'd say that the meds have helped me with so 569 00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:16,240 much. They stopped me from flying off 570 00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:18,360 the handle. Another line boat pun there. 571 00:23:20,720 --> 00:23:23,160 Flying off. And this episode is sponsored 572 00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:24,440 but. Yeah, I know. 573 00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:26,480 Should we just, should we just send it to them, please? 574 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:31,280 Like, but I, yeah, because and then I'd I'd see myself react 575 00:23:31,280 --> 00:23:33,200 and be like, wasn't even that much of a big deal. 576 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:36,240 Yeah, like calm the fuck down. No, it's that or, or just more 577 00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:38,520 the frustration in myself. So if there's an argument, I'm 578 00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:41,240 like Get Me Out of here but in my head. 579 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:43,320 It's interesting because she's got OCD. 580 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:47,680 OK, so we've got, we're on the spectrum, just different ends of 581 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:49,600 it. Like it's so funny as well. 582 00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:52,480 Like I'm late everywhere. Yeah, like famously yes. 583 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:54,200 And she's like really early everywhere. 584 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,560 And she's like, you know what, I think your ADHD is helping my 585 00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:58,720 OCD because I see that the world doesn't fucking fall apart if 586 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,120 you're 2 hours late something. And I'm like real. 587 00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:02,840 But it's true, she's now late to. 588 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:05,320 Everything because I'm like dragging her like slowly. 589 00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:07,280 Yeah. So you won that one then? 590 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:09,240 She didn't win that one, no. It's young and yeah. 591 00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:12,640 You'll never be. No, I will never ever be early 592 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:14,280 I. Really struggle with this even. 593 00:24:14,280 --> 00:24:16,440 Here. You, you were early. 594 00:24:16,440 --> 00:24:18,760 I was expecting it at 4:30. I was getting ready quite 595 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:20,640 quickly, to be fair. So you did all right. 596 00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:22,880 You did all right there. You need to talk to that as 597 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,880 such, yes. So on April 15th, it's like the 598 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:28,960 week before Lesbian Visibility week. 599 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:32,640 We're throwing a big, you know, originally it was just going to 600 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,320 be a big lesbian panel talk, but now it's like a sapphic 601 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:38,480 showdown. But 4 confetti cannons. 602 00:24:38,800 --> 00:24:41,760 We've got I've got outfit changes. 603 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:44,280 I've got I'm not going to give away too many of the gags, but 604 00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:48,360 like it's it's going to be gaggy, gaggy boots, a gaggy 605 00:24:48,360 --> 00:24:50,320 boots night. We've got like a star-studded 606 00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:53,600 line up. So it's going to open with Ella 607 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:54,680 Wills. Amazing. 608 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:55,680 You would have seen her on TikTok. 609 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:58,480 Yeah, she's great hilarious. She's bringing her comedy like 610 00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:02,120 off off the screen and onto the stage and I'm so excited to see 611 00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:04,000 her sat. And then we're going to lean 612 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,720 into a panel talk to talk about everything queer. 613 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:08,960 I know panel talk kind of like conscious about using that word 614 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,360 because it sounds like very like, you know what I mean, like 615 00:25:11,360 --> 00:25:14,240 kind of boring and like just. Yeah, I know what you whenever 616 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:16,160 you say panel. I know you. 617 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:17,240 Where's the excitement that I know it's? 618 00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:18,720 Going to be good because of the people that are. 619 00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:20,360 Yeah, exactly. And it's going to be very light 620 00:25:20,360 --> 00:25:21,120 hearted. Very. 621 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:24,120 The whole point is to just be. I want everyone in that room to 622 00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:25,920 just be like, Oh my God, thank fuck I'm a dyke. 623 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:27,800 Do you know what I mean? Just want that. 624 00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:31,360 And just like we've got, Charlie Martin is going to host it Icon. 625 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,480 Love her. Love her, she's going to be 626 00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,680 amazing. And then we've got Cat burns. 627 00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,760 Love again? Yeah, God, everyone's great. 628 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:40,400 It's great. We've got Shiv Dave, who's a 629 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:42,880 dyke activist. They run the Dyke March. 630 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,680 They're great and I'm into them at like a deliver event like 631 00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:46,760 last year. They're so cool and. 632 00:25:46,760 --> 00:25:49,680 They're just doing so much of the, like, groundwork for 633 00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:52,160 lesbian rights and just queer rights and general trans rights. 634 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,200 Amazing. And it's amazing. 635 00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:55,120 I'm so, so glad to have them on the panel. 636 00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,120 We've got Victoria Scone. I love. 637 00:25:57,600 --> 00:25:59,840 AFAB drag queen, Yeah. Incredible. 638 00:25:59,840 --> 00:26:02,360 Amazing. And we've got Georgia Woods, 639 00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:05,240 George Woodwaves to round it all off, to top it all off. 640 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:06,800 And it's just like. Amazing. 641 00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:09,880 A collection and diverse collection of like, different 642 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:10,800 industries. Do you know what I mean? 643 00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:11,960 You've got Cat in the music industry. 644 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:13,320 You've got shipping the activism space. 645 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:17,400 You've got Victoria Scone in the drag space, Georgia in the like, 646 00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:19,480 comedy space. Yeah, exactly. 647 00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,120 And it's just going to be, it's just going to be so fun. 648 00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:23,040 And then it's going to be like prizes galore. 649 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,160 We're going to do a big raffle and just raise all this money's 650 00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:29,200 going to like all the ticket sales and raffle is going to 651 00:26:29,360 --> 00:26:31,120 queer Britain. So the whole point is like 652 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:34,880 amplifying queer voices and specifically lesbian voices 653 00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,960 because we are we are bit on the backbone. 654 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:38,240 And when it comes to that, we're catching up my. 655 00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:39,920 Baby high 5. This is great. 656 00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:40,960 I love how we both miss. I know. 657 00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:45,280 Yeah, no, definitely like I'm I'm very excited for this. 658 00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:47,880 I think it's an amazing cause. Like what you're doing is so 659 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:50,200 sick. And it's just like, it's just so 660 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:52,400 it's like my job, like it's doing it with my jewelry round. 661 00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:55,440 Like that's we're putting it on and we're, you know, we're able 662 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:57,560 to do it because next cosmetics are sponsoring us. 663 00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:58,360 It's. Amazing. 664 00:26:58,360 --> 00:27:00,040 Which is great. I know it's like me, like 665 00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:02,520 writing a sponsorship contract. Your makeup does look great, by 666 00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:04,320 the way, isn't it? We're gonna say yes. 667 00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:06,000 Yeah, it is. It's 100% next. 668 00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:09,200 And yeah, it's just like, it's like amplifying queer voices. 669 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:11,240 And then it's going, all the money's going to a charity which 670 00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:12,800 preserves them in the history books. 671 00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:13,840 Yeah. So it's just. 672 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,400 Because we need them. Because in other countries 673 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:18,280 they're getting fucking burnt. I America, yeah, Which is 674 00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:20,000 insane. It's so scary. 675 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:22,640 Yeah. So that's basically what we're 676 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:22,920 up to. Yeah. 677 00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:26,040 Well, what I'll do as well, I'll obviously put a link if there is 678 00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:27,280 still tickets. I mean, we're. 679 00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:29,640 Final release now so. Yeah, well, I'll still put them 680 00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:30,040 in there. Yeah. 681 00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:32,360 It's still like an amazing thing to put the word out there of 682 00:27:32,360 --> 00:27:33,440 everything that we're doing. It's. 683 00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:35,280 Just like it's just like something to give back to, you 684 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:37,000 know what I mean? Like it's just really nice to be 685 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:38,600 able to do it like the dyke ring. 686 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:40,640 So had such a positive impact. In fact, I was reading this 687 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,120 comment or DM the other day where someone was just like, I'm 688 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:47,560 not out by wearing. I wear the dyke ring is like a 689 00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:50,840 little secret to myself. And I was just like, Oh my God. 690 00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:52,320 And it's just it's not much for secret. 691 00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:53,880 I know if someone sees it but like. 692 00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:55,280 Maybe she's put it as a clip ring. 693 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:59,680 Yeah. SLT launches that new line of 694 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:01,920 clip ring. She comes home from her 695 00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:04,200 corporate job. Yeah, she, like, flings her 696 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:06,880 blazer off. She goes into her bedroom and 697 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,560 there's just a dyke ring on the nicest, like, silver platter and 698 00:28:09,560 --> 00:28:10,760 puts it on. And she's like, I'm home. 699 00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:12,200 Yeah, exactly that. No it. 700 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:13,560 Is it? Is that thing? 701 00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:17,440 It's that homage to being a big fat fucking dyke and owning it. 702 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:19,560 I think you. Yeah, you've killed it. 703 00:28:19,560 --> 00:28:22,560 And I'm so glad that you've done all of this, like, off the back 704 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:23,520 of it. You've managed. 705 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:25,400 And there's so much. I mean, we're gonna have to do 706 00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:26,760 this again in another year. Yeah. 707 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:27,880 It's. Gonna be like the Billie Eilish. 708 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:29,720 Like what? Else, yeah, every year and be 709 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:31,080 like, I'm depressed. Yeah. 710 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:34,960 Yeah, well, I've got some questions from the lesbians. 711 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:40,120 Yeah, bring them on me, unless you Can't Sing for shit. 712 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,960 Go on, keep going. What about a bit of Britney 713 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,760 Spears? What? 714 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,920 Every time I try. Is that Britney? 715 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:50,080 Yeah, to fly. You don't not keep going. 716 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:53,960 Keep going. I fall without my wings. 717 00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:56,840 Oh my God. What about my Gen. 718 00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:01,400 Z is showing? Isn't she lucky? 719 00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:04,320 I don't even say, isn't she lovely? 720 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:05,280 That one? What the fuck? 721 00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:07,440 I only know these songs. You know anybody's. 722 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:13,000 Girlfriend's a singer and I literally like just go I will. 723 00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:17,560 Remember. What about Chapel? 724 00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:22,400 Oh yeah, go on, girl. Take when I say Jagger's like 725 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:24,800 Maddy Mcconney. Maddy Mcconney singing Chapel 726 00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:29,720 around dagging like a tiger. You ain't gotta tell me it's 727 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:33,280 just in my. Nature, take it like the rings. 728 00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:40,280 Baby, I'm a giver. Someone just said my ex cheated. 729 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:44,320 My ex cheated on me with a boy and then slept with a boy the 730 00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:50,640 day after we split for a vape. Me though me fuck me like 731 00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:53,080 breaking my only like lesbianism for a bit for a puff. 732 00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:54,920 For one. For one. 733 00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:56,120 Lost Mary Yeah. Real. 734 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:57,720 Which one, though? Which one would it have to be 735 00:29:57,720 --> 00:29:59,040 for it to be worth it? Cherry. 736 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,200 Eyes. Such a naughty girl. 737 00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:03,920 Have you seen that? No, but now, OK, well through 738 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:07,440 you, if you could go back in time, would you try it out with 739 00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:12,120 Fiorenza and the Maseria? No, I feel like we gave it a go. 740 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:13,640 We gave it a go. Now we've got just such a great 741 00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,240 friendship that I wouldn't want. To love that. 742 00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:18,000 Ever been with a mask? No. 743 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:20,680 And that's like part of the thing with me and Fee was that I 744 00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:23,280 didn't want to use her as an experiment into my maskness. 745 00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:24,200 Do you know what I? Mean exactly. 746 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:26,200 You don't want to feel like you were doing that on TV as well. 747 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:30,040 Almost like using her. How was it being on a lesbian 748 00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:32,200 reality show? Did it feel empowering 749 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:34,800 judgments? It felt the like most 750 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:36,600 empowering, to be honest. Like everyone who all the 751 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:38,440 producers out there, like we all were like, Oh my God, we're 752 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:41,520 making history right now. Yeah, which was great. 753 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:44,640 And then like we got a bunch of hate comments when like the BBC 754 00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:46,880 Three posted, it was like, I was like, can't be my taxpayer, 755 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,800 money's going to this. And I was like, yeah, we're 756 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:50,800 doing something right. Are you a real redhead? 757 00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:53,280 Is that real, babe? So the curtains match the 758 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:56,360 drapes? No it's not guys. 759 00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:57,360 I'm blonde. How do? 760 00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:59,040 You feel about dyeing your pubes though. 761 00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:02,560 I actually like Word. Mine are quite like, and I'm 762 00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:04,160 like thinking of getting a little eyebrow tint on there. 763 00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,240 Give it a bit more Bush. I'm so pro Bush. 764 00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,280 Pro Bush. Yeah, little landing stroke. 765 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,920 OK, but make it red. Yeah, I will get. 766 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,080 The tint I'll get my hairdresser. 767 00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,560 Hairdresser. Dan, can you tint my Burge? 768 00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:18,520 How did you come out to everyone and what age did you know gay? 769 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:20,440 Oh. My God, I knew I was gay, 770 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:24,000 literally fresh out womb fresh out the womb, but like didn't 771 00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:26,360 really admit myself to probably like 14. 772 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:28,000 But it's like fave the closet with class. 773 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,920 I'm just like look at it, watch. I literally I'm like watching 774 00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:34,480 like compilations of like Britney and Santana, like solely 775 00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:38,320 honestly and like watching like the 100 through and through just 776 00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:40,560 to watch like 1 like lesbian kiss. 777 00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:42,480 But I needed the law. I needed the context. 778 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:45,480 Yeah, you needed like the whole story behind it we all loved. 779 00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,640 That I know I was saying less than delirious. 780 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:50,960 I was saying that like low key like watching like lesbian porn 781 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:53,920 but it's like Nat like just for like WLW storylines. 782 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:57,040 Well, like our lesbian porn is yearning. 783 00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:01,360 Yeah, yearning Main character for a straight woman. 784 00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:03,280 That's our lesbian porn. Love it. 785 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:05,880 OK, biggest eggs and biggest turn ONS. 786 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:09,440 Oh God, that's a tough one. Biggest eggs. 787 00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:13,160 I feel like my eggs are just like, confident, like like 788 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,240 overly confident, overly confident. 789 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,720 So like egotistical? Yeah, like egotistical, but then 790 00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:20,160 also like I don't know, biggest turn ONS are like. 791 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:29,480 Like big big tits. Big titties in my face, no. 792 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,880 I've seen your tits they're wonderful. 793 00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:31,520 Thanks. Yeah. 794 00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:34,200 That was one that I don't know. Yeah, that we've had, yeah. 795 00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:35,520 That's 'cause I've seen your boobs. 796 00:32:35,600 --> 00:32:36,840 That's fantastic. Thanks. 797 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:40,200 Babe oh natural and which is insane. 798 00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:41,520 They're like porn star tits. Oh. 799 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,760 That's what my girlfriend says, really. 800 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:46,320 Oh, me and her can. I don't even have something to 801 00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:48,120 talk about. The boys at the boys at my 802 00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:50,280 school used to call me porn star tits blowjob lips 'cause I got 803 00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:52,880 the biggest mouth ever I know and I'm. 804 00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:54,240 Gonna blow up dull. Literally a. 805 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:57,600 Little lesbian if you would. Just why don't you go to the 806 00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,880 next Halloween party as a blast? Yeah, it's just you going. 807 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:02,760 Yeah, literally. Yeah, whole out. 808 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,560 Sorry. Biggest X biggest turn ONS. 809 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,760 Biggest turn ONS are just like being cool Yeah. 810 00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:12,520 Also, actually, this is such a turn off. 811 00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:16,560 If you're talented, pussy talented like I, that is just 812 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:18,840 like such a thing for me. Like talent I find so hard. 813 00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:22,640 Like I used to like I'll be like watching like Broadway we were 814 00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:24,480 in England. I'd be like watching the theatre 815 00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:26,560 and I'm like, Oh my God, they're so hot because they're just 816 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:27,600 like, so. Talented. 817 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:28,760 Yeah. Have you ever not really been 818 00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:31,240 that attracted to someone and then you see them do something 819 00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,200 and you're like, exactly? Oh, it's exactly. 820 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:35,600 That exactly I'm. Like Oh my God, be still my 821 00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:40,480 beating pussy like. Oh my God, it's so real. 822 00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:42,880 Yeah. Should be pulsated. 823 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:44,840 And then X is just like hygiene, do you know what I mean? 824 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:45,680 But I don't know if that's an egg. 825 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:48,240 People say it's not an egg. What a lack of hygiene. 826 00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:49,760 That's a major ick. Yeah. 827 00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,360 But it's like, that's just like basic. 828 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,480 Is that just basic? Yeah, I suppose. 829 00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:56,520 Like what bars are you lingering around for people to be coming 830 00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,920 up that just have no, no basic hygiene? 831 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:01,080 Yeah, I think no, I feel you. I feel you. 832 00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:02,560 Feel like I never have an extra answer. 833 00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:05,360 Let me have a look. I'm hard to be icked out. 834 00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:07,280 No that's a lie. I feel like I'm like. 835 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,080 I think that. You can only get really. 836 00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,560 Icked out by someone if you're just not into them. 837 00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:13,960 Yeah, real and. Anything they do, they breathe. 838 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,360 And you're like, yeah, So cockiness is rank, Yeah. 839 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,520 But like, love, confidence, there's such a fine line. 840 00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,719 Yeah. But there is, I think, yeah, 841 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:25,360 like, confidence is so hot. Confidence is so hot. 842 00:34:25,520 --> 00:34:29,040 But then being like overly confident to the point where do 843 00:34:29,159 --> 00:34:31,199 you know what I hate as well, though, is like seeing really, 844 00:34:31,199 --> 00:34:33,120 really, really false confidence where you can see it. 845 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:35,040 They're deadly insecure. Yeah. 846 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,159 If you like, see through. I know that we're all faking it 847 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:39,280 till we make it. I understand. 848 00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:44,159 No, but it's not like you, I feel in the sense of like, I 849 00:34:44,159 --> 00:34:46,400 don't know how to explain it when they're overly confident, 850 00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:48,360 but insecure. So not just normal confident, 851 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,159 overly confident insecure. It's hard. 852 00:34:51,159 --> 00:34:54,400 It's a hard hard one. Oh my God, how do you stay 853 00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:57,120 confident all the time? Tell us your secrets. 854 00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,680 Literally fake. It's where you made that. 855 00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:01,480 No, I know honestly like. Half the time I think it's like 856 00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:04,840 thing of social media is fake like like you. 857 00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:07,480 Guys, social media is fake? I asked. 858 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:08,920 This is fake. We're not even in the same room. 859 00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,040 We're not real. We're bots. 860 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,360 She's a she's a sex doll. I'm a bot. 861 00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:17,960 We're not there. I'm Tachi PT generated. 862 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,120 Yeah, no, but I like I think it's one faker teammaker dress 863 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:25,320 for the role that you like, the role that you want, but like in 864 00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:27,520 terms of like personality and face. 865 00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,840 Do you know? I mean, yes, so it's very much 866 00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:32,400 that and then also like going back to dressing like look good, 867 00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:34,360 feel good is such a thing. If I if I'm wearing a Kunti 868 00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:36,280 outfit and got my makeup, slay my. 869 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:38,840 Babe, I act like a different. Person I'm literally like 870 00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:43,920 untouchable but I Oh my God, I am so not confident I like. 871 00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:46,240 I know. Like in some things I'm just 872 00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,440 like literally like shy AF and like quiet and like this but 873 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,320 like. You're an introverted extrovert. 874 00:35:51,320 --> 00:35:54,000 Yeah, I'm well, yeah, but I am just also so fucking loud and 875 00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:56,080 extroverted. But it's just like AI don't 876 00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:57,840 really know it's. It's funny. 877 00:35:57,960 --> 00:35:59,840 I'm the same, Yeah. So don't worry about it. 878 00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,920 I couldn't tell you the answer as to why, but you know, what's 879 00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:04,920 it like dating in the public eye? 880 00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:07,840 Crazy boots. Because everyone has an opinion. 881 00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:12,160 Like, say, with like the Hannah and Fiorenza sitch, there was so 882 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:14,640 much discourse, but also like, it's only natural. 883 00:36:15,080 --> 00:36:16,920 I mean, I'm the one I have opinions. 884 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,480 Yeah, the biggest. Yeah, So like that. 885 00:36:21,080 --> 00:36:23,320 You can't like let them say what they want to say because it 886 00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:24,480 doesn't actually make a difference. 887 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:28,160 Yeah, no information how to come across more gay as a femme. 888 00:36:28,160 --> 00:36:29,800 I think you can answer this one very nicely. 889 00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:33,080 Shaggy mullet like I've done. Here, get a shaggy mullet and 890 00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:36,080 get a dyke ring. It's the dyke ring. 891 00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:39,200 Yeah, Dyke ring. I should have. 892 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:41,320 My mind is no flat and I'm really annoyed that I don't have 893 00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:42,960 it on me right now. I feel very naked too. 894 00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:45,840 So but yeah, I'd say get get yourself die crying because then 895 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,400 it's like undeniable, but then also. 896 00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:49,600 Yeah, you can be so fem and then wear a die crying you done. 897 00:36:49,720 --> 00:36:52,320 Yeah, I think it's like just bringing femininity into. 898 00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:55,280 You don't have to come across as more gay. 899 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:58,200 Yeah, you are fem. You're a woman, you're fem. 900 00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:00,120 You enjoy being fem. That's your identity. 901 00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,560 That's who you are. It doesn't stop you from being 902 00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:04,960 gay. Just continue to be gay as hell. 903 00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:08,320 I think it's more so how you flirt with women, right? 904 00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:10,440 So if you're more concerned because you feel like women 905 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,480 won't know that you're gay, maybe just start flirting with. 906 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:15,200 Women, but yeah, yeah, I think I really struggled like being so 907 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,600 fam. I feel like I'm way less fam now 908 00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:18,440 but. Yeah. 909 00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:21,480 I struggle being so fam and then like not being. 910 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:23,720 Maybe I just wasn't like getting home because, like, people 911 00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:26,600 didn't want me. How is life changed for Diva? 912 00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:28,960 Am I deeper? I have to say deeper. 913 00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,640 Who's diva? Diva be you. 914 00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:32,560 Diva be me. Life has changed Cray. 915 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:34,800 Like like insanely. I couldn't even put into words 916 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,360 how much life's changed. But I am so grateful when I'm 917 00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:38,760 that. I was saying earlier like I 918 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,920 really struggle with the workload and the doing, but like 919 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:45,720 there's nothing else I'd rather be doing and it's so fulfilling. 920 00:37:45,720 --> 00:37:48,080 Don't we love complaining? That I know I love to complain 921 00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:50,240 on my I love it. It's actually, Oh my God, yeah, 922 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:51,520 yeah, I'm so good at it. So at. 923 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:53,680 Least you still get to complain whilst doing everything that you 924 00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,680 really like. But I wouldn't swap it for the 925 00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:57,040 world love. And you're very happy I'm. 926 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:02,960 Very happy, very happy like. Me but yeah no, I'm happy for 927 00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:06,240 you I'm still obsessed with are you a real redhead like like as 928 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:08,920 if that as if that's natural as. If this is natural. 929 00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:15,520 As a natural baby. Oh God some of them are a bit 930 00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:17,720 depressing. Hold on. 931 00:38:19,440 --> 00:38:22,000 Just bring the mood down. How do I compete as a femme for 932 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,560 femme baby gay when the girls I like prefer maths? 933 00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:27,720 Oh my God, I can write a thesis on this. 934 00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:31,200 I have such a complex when it comes to like masked women 935 00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:34,480 because I would always find I was losing out to a masked 936 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:35,840 woman. And then it's like obviously 937 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:37,640 like nothing to do with me or them. 938 00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:39,840 No, but like it's just such I think. 939 00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,160 And I literally like, I would just be like, Oh my God, again, 940 00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:43,320 again. And it'll keep happening. 941 00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:45,320 And then the rejection sensitivity. 942 00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:48,480 Sensitivity of it or like just and I just I don't even have an 943 00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:49,360 answer to the question. I just. 944 00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:53,000 I just feel you say every time you see a mask lesbian now, no. 945 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:57,200 I'm like back off. No, like like like covering my 946 00:38:57,200 --> 00:38:59,840 girlfriend's eyes, but it's just like, it's just a thing of like, 947 00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:02,000 I don't know. I honestly have no idea how to 948 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:03,280 answer that question, but I feel you babes. 949 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:07,320 I feel, I feel like what I would say to that is, is that like it 950 00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:09,720 wasn't even like there was a competition because like if that 951 00:39:09,720 --> 00:39:13,720 is so their type mask to femme is like such a huge jump. 952 00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:15,760 So I feel like it's not even a competition. 953 00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:17,520 So fuck. Annoying that they've gone for 954 00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:20,240 the mask but at the same time it's not like they went for 955 00:39:20,240 --> 00:39:23,520 another femme that's worse. I think it's but I think it's a 956 00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:25,200 thing of as well is that I just don't. 957 00:39:25,720 --> 00:39:29,000 I just like I'm variously femme. For them so. 958 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,920 Like I'm just like, what Do you know what I mean? 959 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:33,440 Yeah, you're like, why? Why do you want that? 960 00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:38,400 Yeah, no, not why not me. I just like, I just like, I 961 00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:42,280 don't have, I just like I'm so more attracted to fems that I'm 962 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:46,120 just like, yeah, I just like, it's like not how my brain 963 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,440 brain. I'm so attracted to fems. 964 00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:51,160 Yeah, yeah. So I would always no hate masks. 965 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:52,720 No, I love masks. We love my God. 966 00:39:52,720 --> 00:39:54,720 But like, I just not attracted to masks. 967 00:39:54,720 --> 00:39:57,880 Yeah, just not sexually attracted to masks, although. 968 00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:01,760 However, I am like, yeah, yeah, energy. 969 00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:04,080 If the energy's right, the energy's very feminine, maybe. 970 00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:05,840 Yeah, it's, I think it is actually an energy as. 971 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:07,200 Opposed to? Yeah, 100%. 972 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,120 Well, that's all that the lesbians had to ask of you. 973 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:13,320 Have you got anything else that you'd like to say as your 974 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:16,360 lasting words before you get on the line bike? 975 00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:17,760 I know it should go and zoom off. 976 00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:20,880 I've had one, Tony. I'm going to be over the 977 00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:22,040 underwater. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 978 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:25,920 Straight. Gay. 979 00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:26,880 Straight. Gay. 980 00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:29,800 I think staying gay is really good. 981 00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:31,920 Yeah, stay gay like. Keep. 982 00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:33,200 Fight The demons. Yeah. 983 00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:35,320 The straight demons, yeah. Fight. 984 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:36,840 Honestly. Fight them all. 985 00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:37,400 Yeah. Real. 986 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:39,080 They're trying to make you sin. Don't go there. 987 00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:44,000 Love you everyone. I love lesbians and if you're 988 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,120 listening to and and bisexuals and quiz and everything in 989 00:40:47,120 --> 00:40:49,520 between, pansexuals, demisexuals, them all love you 990 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:51,600 all. Even the demis and the demis and 991 00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:53,040 the asexuals. And the asexuals. 992 00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:57,120 Everyone but the straights. Yeah, and if you're listening to 993 00:40:57,120 --> 00:41:01,040 this and if you're why I. Hope I broke your headphones. 994 00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:05,480 Yeah, we should just put a warning in like a lesbian. 995 00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:06,480 Yeah. You know where there's like a 996 00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,400 frequency that. Yeah, there you go. 997 00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:09,880 By the way, turn your headphones on. 998 00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:11,400 Just now. But yeah, I love you. 999 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,720 Come to my panel. Talk to raise money for charity. 1000 00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:15,440 Yeah, and thank you so much. Thank you for coming on. 1001 00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:18,240 It's always an absolute pleasure to see you coming for our catch 1002 00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:20,520 up next year. I know I can't wait to see you 1003 00:41:20,520 --> 00:41:21,720 in another year. I know. 1004 00:41:21,720 --> 00:41:24,720 Well, hold on until then. Short, my hair is going to be a 1005 00:41:24,720 --> 00:41:26,320 moloty. There, it's going to be super. 1006 00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:28,320 I'm going to be my mask era mask. 1007 00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:29,840 Tease. You don't like the mask because 1008 00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:32,920 you're going to turn into one. Yeah, you saw your. 1009 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,920 Competition, my threat. So I'm going to be like hello. 1010 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:37,520 Be the threat, right guys? We love you. 1011 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:38,280 Love bye.