Well, hello lesbians, welcome to the Lesbian Supper Club podcast,
gals. I've been waiting to get you
here and now you're in front of us and you've got a hamburger,
you've got some extra salts and refrigerators, some grapes.
Which were what? What colour did you want your
grapes in? Table Sable.
Black Sable. Grapes, salty popcorn and vodka
and lemonade. We're sat with Cara, Eva and
Amy, my beautiful, beautiful girls.
Please introduce yourselves. I'll go with Cara first.
I'll go Amy and then. She's never not complaining.
Like no. Honestly, do.
You know what? I could have said anything right
there and you would have said no, 100% no.
OK, so I'm Eva. I'm extra long.
I am 181 centimeters. I am from Northern Ireland.
I have very long hair. Lesbian and I have like so many
looker legs. Wow.
The best one is Kurt from this country.
That's my favorite. Yeah, I don't have quite as much
to say about that. I'm Amy.
I'm fan for farm, famously, famously.
There's never a moment where I don't have my boots on apart
from now, but I guess I kind of still boots.
Boots house down. House down, Masteria boots down.
Everything Cara. I have no tagline.
I didn't actually get a saying out of it, but.
What a really good way to introduce yourselves.
I don't even know how I would have to be fair.
Freya, Freya. Yeah, Carl, love salt.
So we done intros before you even said who they are and why
they're here. And obviously they're here
because they were on the most iconic and the only.
So it has to be the most iconic lesbian slash queer TV show.
I kissed a girl. You guys filmed it last year,
right? But then it's just come out.
So I suppose the first question for me is like, how the fuck did
you end up on this TV show? They came to us, yeah.
OK, yeah, they they found us, my friend.
Like, bumped into one of the producers at Hoopla Gay
Coachella, and they were like, Oh my God, are you gay?
And she was like, no, but my friend Amiens.
And then they messaged me. And that's one thing.
That's the worst thing. Ever.
When you ask someone if they're going, they say no but.
Everyone's got one gay friend they token.
And then for me, one of them just followed me on Instagram
and because I was like, I was like hot on.
It was before it was released as well.
So I was like, oh, I wonder what they love her?
And then I was like, right, Why? Because they were like
following. I'm like watching my story.
So I was like, what's going on? And then she was just like, keep
an eye out. And then this and that, yeah.
Mine's actually the best story because mine's.
Oh wow. No, on a dating app.
So I was on literally scrolling through hinge and it was just
like, you would be perfect. And I was like, Oh well,
compliment got back, bought me. And then after that I
immediately went on to and basically she asked me.
I was like, I'm actually going travelling, like I don't know if
this is for me. Took the call and then she was
like free holiday and I was like perfect.
So did. You have like any apprehension
going on because like personally, if someone DM me to
say that, like I'd be like, no way.
It was a I'm not subjecting myself to it, but I'm also
probably like way too fucking insecure to do that to myself.
I think for me it was just like, I'll just see how far I can get
because it's like step by step by step.
But I was like, there's no way it's going to happen next step.
And then they were like, we want to fly to Italy.
And I was like, OK, fine. I, I think they got me at a
really like sweet spot. Like I was like not just out of
like a bad relationship, but like it was like not the best.
And I was just like doing everything that.
I was just allowed to do. Like that was like, not OK.
And then I was like, Oh my God, perfect going on.
I think it was like a really, really fucking brave thing to
do, mainly because this is the first lesbian one that there
was. And we say the same thing about
like the actors that went on The L Word for the first time
because it was like there was nothing else to be like, well,
it worked out fine, so it's OK. I don't say it's a risk because
I think it's so needed, but it was in a way because there is
still quite a lot of homophobia. You know what people are like
and people are just thick and bigoted.
And so to actually put yourself in that position, I think the
worst thing for me would have been the fucking kiss.
That first kiss that you have to do?
Awful. That was, I think that was the
scariest thing we'd all. See but but we also didn't
realise how big it was going to be.
Like IA 100% would not have went on it if I actually thought
people were going to watch it. Like anytime 0 just starting
this. No, literally anytime we had to
do something in front of cameras car, I was like what?
And I was like, babe. That is so me like I was.
Coming for a freeholding? No, I think.
For me, it was that representation like that is why
I went out in the first place. So both my sisters are famously
lesbians as well. So it's like if we had that
growing up it. What a fucking plot space if
both of your sisters went in the I.
Know at the same time. But like and we have that.
OK. And sounds and we like it's so.
Funny, it's not because we both have exactly the same type.
So it would have been like, it would have been tussles.
All of the drama would have been me and her like.
Bit of lesbian, yeah. Cali sister fine.
I think. But it's like bonding and then
it's like one minute will be screaming at each other in the
next. It's like McDonald's.
Oh my God. Yeah.
Usually gonna be like, can I have your top?
Yeah, literally. No, my sister literally yelled
at me. So like screamed at the top of
her lungs, 'cause I got a whole, a whole bag of like or no, it
wasn't even a whole. It was like a third of the top
of like millionaire shortbreads. Like, what's the big deal?
Yes, I know. And then I saw a man in my
bedroom and she came in my room and she was like, this isn't my
fucking hoodie. Either.
And I was like, there's nothing like sisters to humble.
Yeah, my little sister got with my best friend the other day.
I know too. Love.
Wasn't me. What my sister says is because
she's like seven years older than me.
So when I was on like, dating apps and stuff like this, she
was like, it wasn't like this when I was.
I was like, are you regretting being married?
Yeah, true. But no, I think it's like, it is
really interesting. But also like your sister's
watching now this show. Had they been like, fucking go
on, Amy? Yeah, my older sister is
literally my biggest fan. Like, she posts on her story all
of the time. Anytime that I'm on the TV.
She puts the podcast, any podcast I've been on any like
newscast calls on the big screen and like sits down and watch
this Sophie. Hello, Sophie.
She's such babe she'll be dying right now because she's obsessed
with you both. Shout out.
So you didn't no, obviously how big it would get.
So when it started to ripple like what were your thoughts?
Well, it's like. Still shitting ourselves, yeah.
Actually I'm like, yeah, I feel like I've not slept.
Yeah, it's like the fear of the unknown.
Like before, like whenever it was just released and there
wasn't any episodes out and then we seen like loads of American
people making Tik Toks, that's when it was like.
Oh and it was like they're making tik toks from just a
photo just like and now. And like my photos.
So as a joke, like I was obviously like having a wee
laugh at the photographer and she was like, like, I was like,
I would never do like this pose. And then like I did it and then
they chose it and I looked like the girliest, most annoying
bitch ever, which I am. But it was just awful.
Everyone's like, she looks like she's so annoying.
And I was like. Yeah, Oh.
Yeah, it's very fair. But now it's become like dirty
you've. You've.
Reclaimed it. It's like the fan for fun.
I'd be claiming. I would be claiming.
You've brought up fan for fan right three times already, and I
have this what I love about you, banging on about fan for fan
like you don't actually go for fans back in the time.
A little. Bit of a walking hypocrite.
Yeah, I am very much so, Very much so.
I'll I'll wear that hat. But like I think it was just
kind of like mostly like I'll take what I can get in there.
I. Was like.
But. One of your Wow.
I literally only chose her because she had big tits.
I'll take that. Yeah.
It was just kind of like, do you know what I mean?
Like see what I can get in there.
And then also just learning a lot about myself, trying to step
out of that fan for fan box and then realising actually that box
fits me, fits me quite fits me quite well in terms of like, I
didn't end up going for Hannah. Although to be fair, you, you
talk about fem fem, you guys speak about this a lot on the on
the series is like Eva, Fee and Layla all have very feminine
type energy like so even though like they are more masculine
presenting generally, like you guys still have like they've all
got like very pretty faces. They're all so girly.
Yeah, yeah. Exactly, which I think that's my
take away is like, it's not just it's never judge a book by its
covers, they say. And yeah, like me and Eva like
mm hmm, besties. And well, not that wouldn't be
besties with the Max, but like, yeah, it's just very much like
not judging a person by what they look like.
And it's actually like T plan that matters.
No, and I think that is really that's I think that's like the a
big take away from this show is that you don't always go in and
and leave with what you expect that you're going to.
But then it's just funny that you say fun.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's.
Just I know it's like this is the terrace.
I'm fun for the edit as. Well, but like a question for
you guys like if you could go back in now like say it's right
at the beginning again September last year is.
What is the Cara first? Cara first, what would it be
that you would change? Like if there could be one thing
that you feel like OK, I would change this.
If I were to do this again, let. Me, get the popcorn ready.
I feel like I just got really caught up and not getting my
emotions on camera. So it'd be like, obviously
there's a lot of friggin editing.
So they'd be like, right, can you go like I'd have a
breakdown. That's why a lot of the times
you don't actually see me on camera.
It's not because I'm like literally because.
She's crying in the hall. Because I'm crying.
I'm also doing laps around the master.
Yeah, it's famous running, yeah, but.
It's really it's. Like a lot of the time I was
like, I could, I found it really hard to be like, it'd be like,
I'd be crying to be like cry, can you go to the tea room?
And I'd be like, absolutely fucking not.
Like I'm not going to pretend to be like crying again.
I'm crying now. So I'd be like, I mean, maybe
for a bit more sympathetic, like people thought I was a boring
bastard, but like I was like, I actually was, but I just wasn't
like I found it really hard to do stuff in front of the camera.
I. Think those producers probably
hated you then? Oh.
Absolutely she was. I was supposed to leave.
I was supposed to. What do you?
Mean it. No, she was like, it was like
you 21 and she was like. And like when we first met, when
we first met, I thought she hated me because she she like
wouldn't look me in the eye. She wouldn't let me in the and
also there's. Really asked me to come back for
season 2 for sure. We sent All Stars.
I want to talk about that and the emotion things because
obviously you have undoubtedly had the most hate have I in.
Terms of like. Well, yeah, I think it is.
But in terms of I think the brutality of the hate that you
received within that period of time was like the harshest.
So maybe not overall, but definitely for that period of
time when the whole Prius situation unfolded.
And we speak about this previously, so it's not even
just kind of directed to this conversation, but I think you
guys would have found this. And we definitely find this.
And I definitely find this because like I'm so over
analytical of like how I'm perceived and how people are
talking about me is like this is still a reality fucking TV show
and not everything you see is real and it is cut in a certain
way. And like were you shot Slash
sadden to see how quick people would change up and get vicious
and Viola. I was so hypocritical as well
because like people are really like, I can't believe you said
the word rat. Why should we call me a con
like? What the Jesus Christ like
fucking? Slutty whore called this girl.
Like that and it's. Like and like also like how many
people have like talked to their partner?
I wasn't going around to every single person that masteria.
I made a point like I never saw about people.
So I didn't go by people's bag and stuff like that.
I was saying it to my partner. Yeah, so you definitely said it
to Preya's face. Oh, actually, to be fair, I did
say it for a second, but they just caught that out and there
was also a lot of other stuff. There's a lot of like I don't
want this to warrant like he on prey because she's not a bad
person, but in in that at that time there were stuff cut out
where like. She was.
She laughed when absolutely she went home.
I'm like it. Was.
Like that's what. That was what the snake was
about, not not about the like. You know, it is what it is.
It was about the laughing. Which they cut out and I said
this so. You're like Cara, Eva and
George's reaction almost seems like it was like she was.
Completely. Over the top and actually there
was a lot more going on behind the scenes.
Like, and then everyone was sticking to the whole right.
Who would you have chose? But can I just preface, if you
watch it back, our main point is it was how they went about it.
And then if you watch the episode, you'll be like, oh,
wait, I don't know how they went about it.
And that's because you didn't see half of it.
And that is? Yeah, or go back and watch us
saying a million times it's not about the decision.
It's like about how she acted after it.
I'm like, this is she is not a bad person.
But like at that time I was like, you're being a wanker.
And like I speak I fucking English.
Like I speak vulgar. Like I don't mean it like it's
like you are an actual rodent. Like I'm just feeling it's a
flipping comment. In all of your defence, like
when you speak again the next morning in the kitchen, you wrap
it up nicely, The conversation's handled like really effectively.
She turns around and says actually like, I actually fully
understand where you're coming from.
I think maybe I got a bit heated, didn't respond in quite
the right way. I'm done and dusted.
So again, I don't really understand.
I think this is like APSA to people listening to this or like
if you watch TV shows generally and then you go online in trial,
it's like stop fucking doing that.
Literally like you don't have the whole.
Pic but I do I also understand where like a few people were
coming from. Yes, it did look like everyone
was ganging, ganging up and like a few of the issues, like, yeah.
It's TV. Yeah, can use 3 Go and have a
conversation like it's like, not like 3 wikers wait.
For me, I headed this and make you all look like you're
believing me. It's a one hour roast for
prayer. We can organise that, yeah.
But like, it's just your point, like my brother literally went
on and like he is screenshot of the people who were like like he
is actually like my manager now and he is like went on and
screenshot at the people who were slabbing about me last
week. I know they're all against Priya
this week. And I'm like usually just going
with a wave like you still do you really support the balls.
It's very for. Me, I'm getting like Tik Toks
being made. Like I really judged Amy in the
first week before. Like it was like when they saw a
photo of me and my thing being posh.
And then it's like, yeah, we, it's just people making having
these preconceptions and these ideas and these, you know.
People love to judge, but one thing that I wanna say to you
fuckers, if you're one of them that likes to write things like
this, have a bit of self respect.
For a start. There's a person, there's a
person there. And also, if you're queer and
you're watching a queer show, fucking pipe the fuck down.
Exactly and. Also, like since being thrusted
into this world kind of the same as you guys, every single day, I
understand Britney Spears more and more.
But do you know what I mean? Like I was thinking about this
yesterday. When I was like, yeah, 222
pictures away from race. I was walking around, I don't
know why I was thinking this, but I like, I remember thinking
like growing up when people I'd always hear comments being like,
they've got everything they've got like fame and they've got
money and they've got all this stuff like why are they unhappy?
And now I can fucking see why some people in the media
actually lose their mind because you've got to have a it's
actually not not having a thick skin.
I think like Amy, you hit the nail on the head.
It's like being able to have a perspective and realize that
like, they're not necessarily real people online and they
change with the wave so quickly. You have to just literally take
it on the chin, let it go and move on 'cause.
You know they're not thinking about it.
You know what? I mean, Oh yeah, they're making
that one point. That one thing and then just
fucked. Off then they're going to make
their nan a couple of teas like you're literally no one to them
but at the time. They have that like, 'cause
like, we've never done that. Like we're not reality TV stars.
Like we this is our first time doing anything like this.
So like literally when I was getting a lot here, like I don't
think people realise that. How bad was I like?
There's no. Guy.
Too bad there isn't. And like, we're getting voice
notes of Cara crying her eyes, Yeah.
We will get back to Priya in a bit and we'll further advocate
for Cara by getting back to Priya.
The next question that I have is for Eva.
So I mean, you are a bit of a self-proclaimed fuck boy.
Oh oh. I would say.
And you? You do give me no offence
because I actually think she's really fit and this is a bit of
a like not might be an insult. No, no, no, it's not.
But you do give me a bit of Avery Cyrus online, which I
don't think so bad. Every other comment.
Oh.
Wait, like personality wise or no?
The tik toks that you make like I feel like you're like on the
same vibe, like not personality. I mean fuck knows.
I don't know. Avery Cyrus.
I think the whole JoJo Siwa thing's hilarious.
So I want to know like, what's your relationship status now?
And if single, how many hearts have been broken since the
Masseria? OK, so obviously you left the
Masseria single. How many hearts were broken?
I mean 10. Sorry.
Probably like nine. I don't know, like it's, but I'm
not single. I'm a change woman ohh.
Down. She's looked down to me.
Yeah, we have some. Exciting also there and I've
seen you lucky in your life now that you.
Yeah, well, no, I'm the lucky one.
Oh oh. So you're you're off the dating
scene. You're off.
You're not up. For grabs and obviously by this
point by the time the episode is out like the reunion would have
been out as well so like that's all good you can you can give us
absolutely everything but also with like how does she feel now
your. Girlfriend watching the show, my
God. Meg is quite possessive over
you. Yeah, That, that's yeah.
No, her girlfriend is literally the loveliest.
We didn't. She is.
Amazing, I'm sure that. She is really, really lovely,
but that's not really patronizing.
I'm sure she is no, but imagine watching.
No, don't I over. You.
I found Megan to be quite, I would say overbearing.
It's something that I wouldn't be able to cope with.
And by the way, we're very honest on this point.
Yeah, I. Feel like it's just, it's just
like it's just a relationship. So it's my relationship.
Sorry. I'm like be overbearing.
I don't. Think there's I don't think
there's anything wrong with that if that's what you like.
Yeah, but I can imagine that a now girlfriend watching someone
else being possessive over you is actually almost harder.
Than watching so I, well when I first started speaking to her, I
told her like 3 days in 'cause I just like I messaged you when we
first started speaking 'cause I was like, I can tell she's gonna
be my girlfriend. So I was like I might as well
just get out. And when I was on this show,
whatever. Yeah and I said to like see if I
had been the way around I would have stopped it.
I couldn't have dealt with that in the way I'm too insecure.
She's not. And then so basically obviously
it is very difficult. I could not do what she is doing
or has done and but she's been very understanding.
Amazing. I mean, at the end of the day,
it happened before you two were together.
Yeah, exactly. Exactly.
It's just like something you couldn't really like ever
imagine, to be honest. But you know, a lot of a lot of
communications involved. But that's literally fine.
Like I feel like that's one of our stronger points anyways, so.
If anything, I feel like if it was Scarlet, so say I met you
after you went on this show, I'd be like critiquing the fuck up.
I'd be like. No, to be fair, she's literally,
I thought I thought something similar because all my like past
things have been like very much like like I don't know, like
just not like this. She's just she's literally been
my hype man. Yeah.
But then also you, you really come across as like a very big
green flag on that. You do.
Yeah. And I think that's just, like,
it's actually a really good thing.
Like I think, like you said, it was in the past.
It was before you. Everyone's got a past.
You're never going to meet someone who's, like, not dated
someone, not had a relationship, not had a fling, not had a
serious thing, not been through heartbreak.
And if you can't meet that person and meet them with a
level of like respect and integrity and honesty about
their past, your past and like coming up with grace, then
you'll probably shouldn't be in a relationship and you've got
some healing to do. And like, this brings me on to
the next point. I mentioned that earlier about
the Prius situation is like the one thing for lesbians
particularly that I was so impressed with and because of
like the overall age range of you all in the house, which is
like younger, how fucking good the communication was with
everyone like insane. Like I am older and I know for a
fact I would not have probably handled some of the situations
quite in that way. No, I'm.
Just thinking like, if I was there, I probably would have
pushed someone into the pool. Like, they would have just
annoyed me. I'm like, perfect.
Yeah. You know, I would have been a
kid. I probably would have done like,
especially when I was, like, younger as well, because I think
that I don't know what it is about you Gen.
ZS, but like, there's something about you.
Definitely. Yeah, we didn't have that back
in. Our day, but.
Something I think maybe knowing that you're being filmed is
quite a good. Well, you forgot about.
It I just thought we had bad respect for people.
Even like the the conversations where you had to reject someone
or you were on the end of being rejected, like people dealt with
it well. Like there was crying and then
there was like, OK, but I respect you.
I understand. And I'm going to walk away with
grace and I'm going to look forward and I'm going to look
for the next person or I'm just going to like hold off a bit.
Whereas I feel like a normal lesbian world or the lesbian
world that I've experienced is always like a.
Bit more toxic a bit. It's like fucking.
Like world. War 5 going off and there's
always like insane drama and it's always very heightened.
Which again isn't a problem because everyone's entitled to
their feelings. But I was surprised that overall
there wasn't a really a single situation where someone fully
kind of kicked the fuck off unless it didn't get aired and
they were trying to save us all. That is my next.
Question. Question Did anything kick off
and they just didn't put it in there?
Was there ever a moment when you were like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
I think it was just like wrapped up quite nicely, like all of the
like blowouts that happened were.
Controlled, but they. Were I feel like they were a lot
more explosive than comes across on the telly.
Yeah, do you think and. Also I was going to leave at one
point like. So, but that was like at 4:00 in
the morning, yeah. Cautious.
Like I I was like, I'm out. And they're like, no, yeah, I
was like, I'm gone. They didn't hear that.
So. Yeah, they wouldn't let me.
I'm I'm gonna let. Avoidant attachments shout out
right now. Yeah, avoidant attachment.
Oh. My God, no one loves me the.
Masseria is burnt down and you're gone.
I'll tell you what, talking about my Tesla, I wouldn't have
gone in that masseria if it wasn't fucking parked out front
and I could have bombed off in it at any given opportunity
because that car is my safety blanket.
I was. Hiding under the furniture, I
was like, I'm. Not my mate.
You'd be found though, because your boots would just be hanging
out the bottom. It was.
Like the wicked Witch? Yeah.
But like with my boots, where's? Amy, it's just a sweaty boot.
Under the fucking table though, I.
Fucking love it. But yeah, you girls, you all
came across really fucking well, though you really, really
didn't. And I don't think that anyone
came across really badly. I mean, I love all the girls
that are in there and I know that there has been some fucking
hot piping tea since all of this is finished, which I'm going to
let one of you take the reins on explaining in a bit more detail
the what and the. How so?
I want to know who who do you want to?
Who do you want to start with? Oh, the P.
Word. Yeah, the P word.
I think it was it was kind of crazy because like so obviously
prayers engaged now married, married, has a house lives in
Virginia. Oh, don't get me on that.
And basically what happened, I think like, well, with me
anyway, was Hannah found out and like I was getting a tattoo with
Hannah at random. And yeah, Priya like called me
and she was just like, nay's blocked me on everything.
And we were like, what? Because bearing in mind like
when we got on the plane, we they were like sat behind us and
like, all of a sudden we hear like Priya Yelp like yes, yes, a
million times yes. I'll come stay with you for a
week in London. And we're like, Oh my God, cute.
Like nobody. Obviously, like that was no
shock 21 And then like 2 weeks later it was like, oh, and he's
blocked me and everything and I was like, what the fuck?
Like why? And she was just kind of like,
well, basically, you know how I was said I was engaged before,
like on the show. We were like, yeah.
And she was like, yeah, I've like got in contact back again
and we're getting married. I'm flying out.
No, can I just interject because that's a wee bit wrong, Sorry.
So she actually blanked her first Nay like because Nay told
me because I was like what? What the fuck happened?
And they was like, so she blanked her first and then she
was like, oh, I was going to walk up the mountain.
And you black too, first so so. Like pretty blank.
Nay first. Yeah, this I said.
Oh, no, I thought you said vice versa.
Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry. As in like you're.
Going to be in big trouble and. She goes to her first She.
Needs one of those Britney Spears mine.
I should have brought Britney. Says yeah, So it was like Priya.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. As in as in nay blocked Priya
because Priya ignored all her messages.
So big question here, was Priya actually engaged the whole time?
That is a debated topic. If her dad Nana's ring was on
that and that would have been. We like, OK, so the ring was
still on, so allegedly, allegedly could have allegedly
still engaged. Allegedly, that is.
Else going on a show about a dating show and then yes, do.
You know what? Talking about graceful new
partners. Her wife must have the fucking.
Her wife is lovely. I bet her This is why.
Her wife is really, really nice. Like it's crazy that this is
what the one like this is one like grievance I have with prey
right now. Like she's not stood up and gone
like Cara, you're not a Dick. Like you're not like that
because she came down to my room like every single time before.
Like like she's like relied on me so many times and gone like
the other day before the reunion, she thought she was
going to get attacked. She like FaceTime me came down
to my room and was like, I'm so nervous.
I was like, don't be nervous. Like no ones gonna attack.
You'll be grand. And then but like then after
like when we were having like an after party, no one else takes
her. I told her to calm down.
I was like, don't worry, Bring your wife calm down.
And she's been silent. I know she's.
Bring your wife. So she hasn't.
Yeah, so she hasn't. Extravagant as well, because
she's used you as an emotional crutch.
She kind of come to you and you've like supported each.
Other's and like and stuff. Like persons about things.
Crazy. She didn't advocate for you when
the whole stuff. Comes Yeah, she.
Also put something on her story about me yesterday and then she
texted me saying sorry about my story I love you and I was like
OK. Gosh, I was like, we do
understand. But I do love prayer this.
Behaviour. OK, we don't serve for this
behaviour, but you know there are reasons behind everyone's
actions and sometimes insecurity can.
Really, it's absolute. Everything that Priya does is
out of insecurity, which is the real shame.
Actually, yeah, yeah. But I will say she has done a
lot of growing scents. Oh my gosh.
Yeah, like there's my and her wife.
Is lovely. I will vouch for her.
She is. She is going.
To do anything for you guys, it's a good learning curve
because you can always see like little bits.
I mean fuck me I would be ripping myself apart but.
Do you think we're not Jesus but like but?
I don't think that you should. Maybe he's like, I'm not.
I am no but do. You know what, I don't think
that you should, but kind of going into that because car I
know that you rip into yourself the most.
Absolutely. So tell me a little bit more
about you and Georgia. So you and Georgia were there
since day one. You guys got together.
Why do I feel like you were going?
To cry. I know I should have prepared
for these questions. I didn't know.
I'm not going to cry. You are.
You're crying. I'll never forget when a friend
of mine wet herself once and she went, no, you wet yourself.
OK, whatever you say on that. Yeah.
So that was a situation where you've now got to watch all of
this back as well. Awful.
Yeah. So for people who obviously
haven't seen the rest of it yet and don't know what's kind of
happened afterwards, can you give us like a really brief kind
of overview as to where you're at now?
So you and Georgia made it. To the end.
So we went to Manchester after. It was grand.
Like we like really got along. But like obviously I was always
going travelling, but then I did I like in my head like I'd like
this, this is Jay. Like I didn't actually know how
long I was going to go travelling for because of this
route. Like I was like, oh, Manchester
was amazing. Was like it was so good.
And I like told my mom I was like, I was supposed to be going
travelling for like 6 months, however long till the reunion.
But then I was going to compromise that because I was
like, maybe I'd move home. I'm like, why don't you get me
drunk and then let me speak? But then I know, no, it's not a
date. Like it's not She didn't do
anything. It was like girl, but like she
The thing is like she didn't do anything.
Like it was just like I felt like she like, but this is also
I'm a very insecure person. So like this could be like like
me being like, Oh my God, she doesn't like me.
So then I was like, I'm not messaging her so.
It was hard to present that like I was on the at the end of those
Facetimes. Yeah.
She's like freaking out because. So are you, So do you get
worried that when somebody is maybe expressing their feelings
towards. You no, they're not like I,
they're not fizzle like it was. Oh, OK.
Oh, so you're saying that she wasn't going crazy?
You heard it there. You saw that the spark wasn't.
There it was like almost because Georgia wasn't giving like 130%
because you know, she has other things going on.
Car would then give back and then because car was taking back
and like not. Getting Georgia were, too.
Similar like it was like a positive feedback cycle.
It was no one's fault. It's the most anti climactic
fizzle. Yeah, it was like isn't like I
so I get really like part. I was like Oh my God.
So like she's sent me 3 lines so I'm sending her.
I'm not saying her too, but like and then like I'm so.
I'm so avoid both avoid. Her and I feel so like I don't
like. Avoidance in a relationship is
not gonna fuck. And it's like, but like I, I
don't think you knew me before this.
Obviously I know you don't know me for the show, but.
I don't think. I don't think so.
This was like me pushing myself. So like, obviously Georgia
didn't see me before, so she didn't see how much it was for
me to even like be like slightly vulnerable.
Like I was being so vulnerable for my SO.
True, though, that's so true. Setting that bar for for an
expectation that you have based on somebody you don't know.
And like then like, I don't like, it's not like, so like I
feel like Georgia didn't realize, like how uncomfortable
it made me to like express like, Oh my God, actually, my God, you
like it. This is killing me.
But to her, it wasn't a lot. But like, she was ever like
defense. It was like nothing to her.
So like then whenever, like she wasn't like, obviously, I think
she's quite similar to me as well.
So like we're just two people who are avoidant, do not work.
Yeah, yeah. So.
So you and her haven't had a conversation to be like what
happened? Then we did we.
Did OK. Recently.
Was that recently? Oh no.
So like me and Alves were together and I was just like, I
like this. This is going to be tea for
Georgia because she knows none of this.
I was at. Georgia set like you let's.
Actually show my feelings, No a dress.
A dresser. Hi, Georgia.
I was like, cool, cool, cool, we're ending dying inside.
So like we obviously had like a like she put up a post and was
like, get you a girl like so we just ended the day before.
Like basically it was just like I'd I'd asked her to call me.
Obviously I was in Vietnam and like, so there's like a time
frame when we could speak and I'd asked her to call me.
She didn't call me. She said she did, she didn't.
And I was like, fuck it, she actually hates me.
I was like in my head, I was going, she actually is disgusted
by me. I give her the egg.
So then whenever she was like, Oh no, I didn't.
It just kind of like the next day she posted a post being like
get you a girl that looks your coffee like I Oh yeah.
It was not undoing or. So, but like, it was definitely
not like that. I can have some cutesy like
Tumblr and like Instagram. Perhaps she's like.
Oh my gosh, she dares so much. Like I was like loving my life
when we're getting back. You're actually a severe anxious
avoidant. Yeah, with a sorry, an anxious
attached with an avoidant layer on top, that pure barrier.
But actually, deep down, everything really effects you.
Everything. I just don't tell people no
like. Dying.
And in people's defense, then they think, oh, well, she's not
bothered. So it's like easier for me to
pull away or you know, like not be vulnerable with this person
because she's not going to be bothered.
So you kind of find yourself in these reciprocating.
So annoying because like I know like sometimes it comes across
like like that was a one comment that pissed me off was like car
is such a mean girl and I was like.
Yeah, it's like, no. And that's the thing.
It's like this girl has the biggest heart of anyone I've
ever met in my life. Like.
The the social work that she's done.
Not for me, she doesn't. But like, if you just hear about
the back story to her, like the social work that she's done to
put herself in this like situations where she's like our
lives set danger for the these views.
It's like, how can, how can that be a mean girl?
No, you definitely don't give mean girl to me.
And I can see, you know, I can see that you put up that barrier
and that can be really difficult when you're on TV because of how
they can edit things. So then, you know, if you're
looking like you've got a bit of a wrestling bitch face, to be
honest, for me, I don't think you came across badly.
No, neither. I really don't.
When I was watching that, I wasn't like, Oh God, you know
what, actually, but no, and I and I would have actually said
as well, because I would have wanted to have given you the
space to talk about it, but I genuinely don't think you came
across badly. So either are you the only one
now that's in a relationship or oh, OK, are you single car?
Are you single? Single, single.
OK, what? What is it looking like now,
though for you guys? Because this.
Is a whole. The opportunities are endless.
Also before what could you bag and now what can you bag out of
10? Do you know what I mean?
Yeah, it's interesting because that does.
I've had many a threesome come my way.
Have you? Yeah, many a threesome offers.
Sorry. Let me.
Oh yeah. Well, why do you think you're
here? Oh.
And yeah, like, the DMS are crazy.
The DMS are going crazy. What have Have you actually
responded to any of these DMS kindly?
This is. Actually funny because I slid
into someone's DMS. Is a Billy Eilish there?
Was a friend of yours. Oh, and then?
Went on take talk, realized they were in a relationship, went
back deleted my message. Then they messaged me like oh I
was always meant to reply to this like.
Which one? I love like that.
That was a flaw. But I feel and and for you Cara,
like have you had many DMS? Mine are mostly footballers but
like what I've done. You know what?
Just put them all in the bank, Cara.
I've screenshot at the fit people like also, I don't want
fun. So like after this airs, I can
be like, yes, right, I'm going to pull you back after this.
I don't look creepy right now, but now people like no, I'm
single. Yeah, because I'm gonna.
I've had no shame. I've been like, okay, well,
people are like, I'm like. Yeah, so many people.
I've screenshot it right now. It's creepy as fuck.
I absolutely love that, but I notice as well, Amy, you're a
fucking icon. But why the fuck would you get
in rejected left, right and centre.
It's I was watching. I was like, I was like, oh,
another one. And I was like.
I was like does she smell or something?
I know it must have been. It must have been.
It must have. Been the boots.
You know what? The boots.
I bet you got into bed. You took off those boots.
No, fuck. Me.
No, I will vote for that. One of the questions I've had
about What does Amy's feet smell I.
Know they do. Do you do it?
Shut the fuck up. I swear to God I know we both
have smelly. Feet.
Do you think it was? Karma for rejecting fee.
Yeah, probably. Honestly, like watching that
back, I'm like, in my head the music was playing that, you
know, they edited it with. So like it was just as raw,
emotional. And then watching it back with
like, they're playing this like raw, raw fucking songs.
Well, if he's like saying the nicest things that anybody's
ever said about me, and then Hannah's like she's different.
Like it's like, it's just like, yeah, because after.
You kind of chose Hannah over Fee.
We noticed from like a viewer's perspective that you're right,
Like Fee was being an absolute Angel about you.
And it almost felt a bit like as soon as Hannah got that safety
net. She.
Switched up and again, from a viewer's perspective, I know
that in reality. It did feel, it felt like that
out there. Yeah.
Obviously there was like other stuff going on behind the scenes
and like it. It felt very like love for me.
Yeah. And then like there were even
more comments that were said like than was said in that.
So she started to kind of picket you a bit, yeah.
And like, I'm in, I'm insecure. Like I'm obviously like very
like loud and trying to crack, but we don't got our things.
Yeah, exactly. It's all like a war.
I'm just like such an insecure person and a rejection like,
like honestly, like sets me off. So to kind of finally have that
moment where like, Oh my God, this girl's choosing me.
I've had these two girls choosing me.
They both said these like lovely things about me.
And then I choose Hannah back. And then it was just like, boom.
It was just like, oh. So you would say that that was
probably your biggest regret in the Masseria?
No, I wouldn't, you know, because I went with like my gut
feeling and like with Fiorenza, like obviously I'm fan for fan
and like I know. We take a shot every.
Time, yeah, we'd be, we'd be on the fucking floor.
We'd be yeah, yeah, yeah, we'd be on the floor.
And like, I think, you know, with Fiorenza, we were so close
and even now we're so close. Like, she's my ride or die and I
wouldn't want to have used her as an experiment on TV to see
whether or not, you know, I could put myself out of my
feminine. Box.
That's really fair. That was exactly my headspace.
Yeah, in there. And it's like it's not fair and
I'm not going to do that on TV. If there's anything ever going
to happen with me and fee, we'll explore outside of, you know,
the the. Like in the less pressured
situation, exactly because you almost respected her too much to
compromise her in that way. And like, as much as I would
have loved to have done that, then there would have been added
pressure of like me because obviously I like, loved her.
And like, there is that fine line between like, love and like
lust. Yeah.
Whereas with Hannah it was like the other way where it was like
pure lust and I was only thinking with my purse.
To be fair, don't we all just think pussy first at the end of
the day? Yeah, it's a.
Pussy blind but. It's so much easier to listen to
your purse than your. Heart like yeah, it really is so
so you really just followed that lust more than your emotions.
But also I could kind of see from watching it, obviously it's
really different cuz we just get like the very like compact view.
But as soon as Hannah came in, some of the things that she was
saying were instantly a red flag.
And I thought, this girl wants to fucking stay in this
masseria. Yeah.
Do you think, I don't think it actually was kind of like, I
don't know, I think I. Think when she was saying things
like she came in quite cocky. Yeah, right.
Which I don't blame her for doing because you actually do
have to be that person in that moment because you've come in so
much later than everyone else. So you're gonna have to break
some hearts. Definitely.
But in her defense, she is very, very insecure.
Like, yeah, probably the most insecure person in this whole
show. I mean, including car Bravardo,
including Cara. Like more insecure than me like.
I write it because I actually think that's that's kind of what
you've got to do in an instance like that.
And she would have obviously have seen an attraction to you
and, and thought, you know, for you, it may have felt love for
me, but maybe for her she was up.
But I've got to put yeah, yeah, right now, because you're
already, you've been here since day one, you know?
Definitely, and I think it was very much like where she like
where I first met her, I was like, Oh my God, this girl,
She's so like mysterious, cool vibes, all of this.
But now that I like know her, I'm like, it is it's a defence
mechanism. It's a it's an insecurity.
It's she's so misunderstood, that girl.
Don't we love to do that? Yeah.
Just put those walls. Yeah, last thing is I think that
if that was me going in at that point, like I think that could
have been me because I'm like, so like I would no, I would
never have said this stuff, she said.
I don't know what she was easily and it's got but it's because
she's a bit younger. So I think like she was easily
influenced, but like what we just was going like say you're a
bad bitch or whatever, Like who else would you say?
Like I don't think that was her actual death and I'm.
Pretty sure you said. That I'm a bar bitch.
I am a bar. Bitch.
And they cut it out. They cut it out.
I'm a sappo queen of lesbians I know.
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We love you, Ripple. Do you want to brief me first?
Do you want to brief me actually?
Oh, right. OK, Eva's shitting herself
straight. Let's.
Go and brief me, maybe it'll come up from the.
Question. I do have to say no because I
feel bad now because I've already done the Avery Cyrus
thing. You're what I eat in a daze on
taking. The what the probably the boiled
chicken. A thin bro.
I would never fucking boil a chicken.
I love a boiled chicken and love the love the enemy can make.
It look boiled, those fries like no one's.
Looking that and being like delicious.
No, I love just as the rice cakes.
Oh, babe, just As for rice cakes.
But the way that she's presenting them is giving 2013
Tumblr, right? And we all know what that.
Means. Like.
It's she she rented me from my tech talk on her.
But like, you're not eating that like.
Listen, do you know what? Because you're just showing
you're, you're being authentic, but you're not even trying to
make it look appetizing. And you're like, Oh my God, this
is so fucking nice. And I'm like, I would literally
rather eat shit out my hands. I did not have a 2 year old's
palette. I actually got a 2 year old.
'S palette and it's still not. I literally eat everything, like
everything we know. Yeah, so, so Eva, to be fair,
your Tik Tok's feeding me. I love the fits.
I do love the food. I'm loving the gym growth.
Yeah but I don't post any more gym TikTok.
She's not out of time but doesn't mean the muscles aren't
there in the what did you say? Sorry, what did she ring?
Wait, what did she say? Oh, and you are she's.
She's ran out of photos from the archives, so unless she actually
starts going back, she. Can't no, but the what I eat in
a day is literally just held me accountable because I only stick
the things whenever because I hate people see me feel so Oh my
God, I had it in my head that and I had like a date for it and
the day it was like the press event that we did.
My brother, she was crazy, so hot.
You all hurt. The rice cakes worked for you,
so you were weed to be. Slating.
Yeah, No, we went out, I feel, all the way to Belfast.
She won't even have a blood drink.
Oh my God. Crazy.
Wow, that's some dedication. I'm just gonna say like it was.
It wasn't like a permanent thing because I would say like the
calories I was eating was quite low for someone of my height and
how much I was jimming, and it was not sustainable.
You are on a #cut. Hashtag cut hashtag.
Horrendous. In your body.
Is the best coach ever like emotional connection, Like
mother, lover? There's me.
And Amy getting like fucking well I don't make flurries.
OK, so Oh my God, that that milkshake.
Question one from the fans might be your tea because the first
one was any relationship slash hookups hidden from camera.
I may have had a a rendezvous with who with?
Beth ohh random. Hold on, was this after the
event that you? Yeah, to our event.
No, it wasn't, no. It was before.
That it was way before that, but that was like, I was like.
Don't you do it again? And I do it again, and that's a
threat, no? It's a promise, no?
Not even. It's just like a funny thing
that happened and it's so funny in the group.
Earlier on you were saying you'd love to be controlled.
You're like, yeah, fucking beat me.
Yeah, I like black cat birth. No, no, she.
It was just like a funny thing that happened after a night.
Last time, the next morning, when I was in Sydney or when I
was in Melbourne, I. Was like, and she was like, shut
up. She was like, stop taking.
I was in Melbourne and she was like, FaceTime me, like holding
the hammer up. And I was like, what's going on?
I thought, friends. And she was like, no, seriously.
Oh my God, what? How long did this go on?
For only once. It was only one time thing.
But you want it to happen again. But it's like no comment
cleaning the birth. But Beth is like famously only
from asks so. Yeah.
So it's like, yeah, slab crash or like how gay awakening was
speech from Glee. So like we sure that says about
me. Know what, Amy?
You see it? I do, but me, well that is.
That is an amazing tea, but was there anything like in the
actual Master era as well that kind of went on?
Did anyone sneak around? Was that people did out with
you? Amy, I did hear that you fancied
me a lot of time in the tea room and.
Did you? Did you just spend more time
died? You kind of did you?
Will be recording that this evening.
Cara, Yeah, Cara was my first question that Oh my God.
I didn't know us. She.
Didn't notice. What could I mean?
OK.
So the second question is one on us, so I'm not gonna like it,
which is who would Scarlet and Freya want a date?
That's so good. I've.
Got your question I'm. Gonna answer.
You answer now, yeah. We've got an.
Answer about you guys. Okay right.
I feel like I can't give an answer without giving a reason
as to why not the other two. We're talking about
sensitivities here, you know what I mean?
So I feel like this. Is gonna be a bar, yes.
I was gonna say that, I was gonna say that 2.
Cancel the state. I said you two.
I said you 2 before this. Which you might be saying, me
and Kara. Wouldn't work.
Oh my God, I was like I said, you too you.
Fucking know. Only because.
Not attractiveness and that's me
gone no and that was a stronger broke the car was back because.
Two council estate girls. We are never gonna.
Can you imagine? Us two hilarious to be fair.
Sorry, Fred, but like I was like, no, I'm actually quite.
Convincing me because I feel like we'd vindicate each other
in the best way. We'd be unstoppable.
No, go fuck yourself. I'm watching.
No. I.
Love the fact that you said I fit you too and she's like no
no. No, they just humbled me
straight away like. That's really funny.
I love that. Go through.
You're not letting me finish. Let's let the girl talk.
Why not? Yeah, let the girl I.
Don't wanna hear it anymore. I'm really upset.
First Georgia, then you. What?
Amy, you are more ADHD than Freya, so that's just not gonna
work for me. I've got I've not got the
energy. I couldn't keep up with you.
But I would like me. And you'd have great sex it.
Would. Just be great, wouldn't go past
that. And Eva, I would love because I
know that you've got that golden retriever energy.
So I know that we would definitely like this is really
time. Her head, honestly.
No, right Cara? Always has my hands big.
Because it fucked up massive. You just need to not compliment
her. Now I'm gonna give my Yeah, I'm
sorry. Cara, don't jump the gun this
time. Yeah, I know.
I'm gonna wait. I'm gonna actually.
Yeah, let them finish. I've been humbled.
This is. Or make them finish.
Really difficult for me and I'm not even gonna lie.
You can pick up three. I do.
You know what I would. I really would.
So Cara, the thing that draws me to you is that first of all,
you. Got notes on that laptop of
yours, no? I love how it looks like I've
written it down. Yeah, did.
Cara, this wasn't lie. Did you pick me?
Stop getting forgetting that was a joke.
That was a joke. You're.
You're beautiful, but remind me a lot of Scarlet, right?
Stop it. Just don't spare me.
Don't spare me. There's just move on.
I mean I. Love a girl that's like that.
There's a bit more brutal says that how it is and I find it
really endearing yourself. Through me again, basically.
Yeah, Eva is. No, I'm not.
No, I'm not done yet. I haven't decided.
I'm giving you compliments for us.
Eva, you're stunning. You're very tall.
That's another thing that I really like.
And you do have that really cute, like energy.
I feel like you would, like, get me a drink if I asked one.
Do you know what I mean? Like, yeah, Amy, you're so
fucking funny and obviously hot as well.
So you're already attracted. That just goes out saying but
you're very funny you're very ADHD.
I feel like me and you will get riled up really really quickly
too much to the point would probably burn the house down,
but it be really fun. Do you know what I?
Mean it's done, boots. House down, Boots.
Really calming. I'm really calming I.
Really really can't choose. This is really difficult for me.
Choose me. I was gonna say, who wants to go
to The Four Seasons? Rolando I.
Think it'd be me and Car but it's not about lips.
Eva fuck me. No, stop saying in the fence,
politicians. Yeah.
Such a politician. Politicians aren't.
He was too young for me, Amy. We wind each other up too much.
Me and Cara would have to, you know.
Weirdly enough, I would have picked you.
Too emotional. Yeah, I'm sure my emotional age
is like 28. No, you are.
I'm 23. OK, Can I just?
Clarify That leaves me unchosen again.
Amy, you know what? I'm keeping you on your toes,
OK, Liv? Who you choose, You better
choose me, bitch. Well, I couldn't.
I couldn't. Choose Eva because trauma.
Sorry, just because you look like my ass, it's triggering.
But what if I fix, Like fix and cure that trauma?
Put a. Paper bag over your head.
Amy, I choose you, the petty choose.
So Amy, you have kissed both Cara and Eva in the mass area.
Who is the better kisser, right? Can I just I was just going to
preface because you fancied the pants off her more than me.
But was it a question to you now?
Let's do it again. I was going to say I need, I
need my memory job. I me, me.
Eva shared more kisses. I yeah, we.
Did and they weren't shown me, Yeah.
Me and Eva, I didn't even. Oh well, I am the BearCat so I
back myself so. You know you're kissing.
Well, at least Cara can back herself here.
Yeah, although. I got it as a back I've.
Also kissed. I've also kissed both of them.
OK, what about you then? I have to pick gaming.
Yeah. Oh, so I bet you were great.
You're nice. So you can't make any fucking
excuses. You can't do anything right.
There is one person that you'd have to pick in the master if
you were to do it all over again.
Who would that person be? Cara.
We knew, we knew. You're analysis so mines would
only because of where she lives. I have like obviously because we
live together. Babe, you practically live in my
house. I mean no, I know, I know, no, I
know. But like if it was like is this
like common? Personalities.
Oh, is it?
Oh. Wait, what?
Just a lion bastard. She's a lion bastard.
That it's like. No, she.
No, no, no, because. She's taken away.
From yeah, because she's like big sister to me, so yeah.
So like, like so say if we didn't know each other, like if
she didn't make me feel sick like.
I didn't make me feel sick. I choose.
Her. Honestly, I would choose her.
If I didn't know her, I would have chose Eva.
Someone. Else.
Are you sticking with Bath? No, I actually think I'd go.
Fear you go for fear if Thea was.
If Thea was in frames, Oh my God, be all over that.
Like, yeah. It's.
Really. Thea only started head.
They only started hitting on me when the show came out.
She's recently she's. Got yeah the message in the.
Group. Yeah, because she didn't like go
for me in there and then she was like, Eva, the show, you're so
hot. And I was like, right well.
Where was that? I like very many.
People say that though I've had so many like my friends be like.
Eva organize. That Eva car as well, yeah.
But we would never go each other, no.
Let me stop. Seats.
No, honestly, I can't stress enough.
Like. Married in 10 years.
Absolutely never. I'm not even no, this is no we
could moment and then I wouldn't.
That's why we would never go each other.
Yeah, no. Funny question because two of
you at the three a single advice for all the baby gays trying to
get wifed up. Yeah, good luck.
Babe, give me some. Give me.
Good luck babe. Acquaint yourself with rejection
first. Yeah, I'm.
Going to say the most boring answer ever like you need to
stop looking for it. Yeah.
So when you stop looking for it force into that if.
You're looking for a relationship.
You're not fully content yourself, so you shouldn't be in
a relationship. Yeah, let's let's pass over to
the expert and she's. Not an expert, but yeah.
Because when you're not looking for something, you're fully
content in yourself, which means that you're not going to bring
anything from past things into the current relationship.
But if you're looking for a relationship, there's something
in you that's wanting to heal anything that went wrong in the
other ones. So it's just not going to go
well. My past relationship is
completely healed and it's like I'm looking for a relationship.
But why are you looking for relationship?
But why though? Because I want.
Someone to call? Me, I think that's what I mean.
For a relationship, that's what I mean.
So I actually, I think that it's a really nice statement, but I
do also think that you have to be in a space where you can make
space for somebody else in your life because there is also that
other part that's like you could be so self-sufficient and so
everything else. So the point where like if
somebody was going to come into your space, they've got to kind
of change up a few things maybe. I I think.
I do know another thing that I was speaking to my therapist
about yesterday, which is we've all got like accessibility to
the Internet and like the outside world 24/7 now more than
ever before. And one of the big things within
that I think is like other people's advice and like quotes
on shit. So what Eva said.
That was basically like a quote that we've all been fed for
ages, which is like, until you're happy within yourself,
you can't be happy with anyone else.
If. You can't love yourself, honey.
Yeah, you're going to love somebody else.
Going to get their name. That's like it's just not
fucking applicable to anyone ever with anything because
everyone's single situation is different.
Everyone's like past situations is different.
Everyone's present is different. So obviously there's situations
like to the baby gaze where yeah, if you're probably like
still hiding your sexuality, maybe not 100% comfortable in
who you are as a person, don't know what you want from someone
else, don't know what you want from life.
Stay single. Figure that out because you
there really is no rush to be with anyone else.
But I think from like the more seasoned gaze and people like
looking or not looking for relationships.
It's like, don't fucking look outwards and don't look at
anyone else and don't take advice from anyone but your
fucking intuition in yourself really.
OK, yeah, I actually will. Perhaps I forgot it was baby
take a bag because whenever I was baby gay, I would cry on my
bags. I felt like I had so much live,
live, so hey, so much love to like give to someone and I had
no one to give it to. So I was just like looking for
that. But then I did end up like
finding someone to give it to. But I was so, so caught up in
the fact that I was like, finally like exploring the.
Game, I always wasn't the right person.
I also think like don't always look for your forever partner.
Like, I think that is what's like.
Fucked me or temporary? 100% no, but.
Like but like living. The three month subscription.
Now, and you can get to know that person because how are you
supposed to know on that date one that that is supposed to be?
So much shit are. You I am going to give a quote
now someone has comes into your life for a reason season or a
lifetime real it doesn't always be life.
And that's a lesson. Yeah, sure, for sure.
Anyone else? Anyone else?
Got a cliche? Any other?
Everything happens for a reason. Period Live laugh lesbian.
You heard so I've got so many here, I'm just trying to figure
out the ones that I really want to ask you the most.
Have you guys have any of you faced any homophobia from the
show? So since it's been a not sure if
you had any like messages or I. Don't.
Think specifically, but I think in general in terms of like the
mess, the comments under the BBCS post Facebook, why are we
paying tax, taxpayers? Shit that we got like under this
post like. I just ignore it because
literally. We yeah, but then we have in
Ireland that you definitely do. So like we, we, we even I did
like a Irish article and it was like people being like I was, I
was like 40 year old man, like go fuck yourself anywhere.
Like being like, like condemned. Yeah, let.
German. Discuss an old man like
condemning us like for going on the show being like as if we're
strip it like this is one thing I want clear up.
None of the girls on the show were strip it like you need to
be fucking uni educated but like most of us are like most like
they're all very intelligent women airheads.
Like isn't like we've all been to uni?
Like who who? Hasn't like babe just say you're
jealous because you need to. Be intelligent.
Exactly I. Mean like isn't like 100.
I don't even do what what I in in relation to what my unitary
is now. So you definitely do a bit of
Botox. You know these men saying this
are like consuming the fucking sun and are literally like have
got nothing in the winter of every fucking thing on yeah.
There's happening in lesbian scissors.
Scissors on fucking. I mean real me too.
Why? Didn't we have any scissoring on
the show? That's what I want to.
We did. We did.
Oh, who scissored? Us it's.
A. 3 way. It was more like a chainsaw.
Yeah. No, no, no, no, no.
It is awful and it is going to fucking happen and it is most
likely going to come from one very, you know, specific group,
specific group of in cells, you know, and and these people don't
have, I mean, there are, there are so many studies that do
prove as well that homophobia comes from being homosexual.
Yes, agreed. I agree.
You can say. Because when I was younger.
Mommy looks like it's. Just not like I never actually
just goes this, but like my dad, like I said, I never wanted to
do on camera this way. I've got no fucking sympathy.
My dad literally didn't speak to me the whole time.
Like see, when I come out like I my dad like never spoke to me.
Like literally was like you should be so embarrassed to
yourself. Like you're literally you're
going to put so much shame. You're my sister idolizes me and
he was like, how embarrassing are you for your wee sister?
Like she was like she's she was like it's disgusting.
Like and they stormed out of the car and never like I was going
travel and then after after the show that I was going straight
traveling and he never spoke to me since.
Like I came back to the house one day and I was like, right,
I'm away. I don't know when I'm going.
Like I don't know why I'll be back.
And he was just like refused to speak to me after that.
Like literally was like he sent a sympathy message or like like
like like the other day I said literally about two days ago.
So it was like it was like, well, the one isn't fucking
Irish. People are just like it is like
especially in a rural place, like it's just very hard for
them to understand. Like being gay is OK, Like it's
not a big deal. And it's like they sell, they're
stuck back in the fucking 80s. They're they're like, Oh my God,
like parents with their children.
They're going like, it's going to be such a hard life for you.
And that, I think that's where most of the heat comes from for
like people not accepting it. The thing is, it's the same as
me growing up in rural Somerset. And I think the The thing is
here, it's like it's not even necessarily like innate hate
that they feel. It's taught hate from these like
this rhetoric, right? And as well, when they're like
outside of like society, rural anything, you are naturally like
30 years behind society anyway, like in the terms of like how
you dress, what you're consuming, like what you're
seeing. So if we think about like queer
liberation generally, it's like they just haven't evolved with
the times. So you can't like it's because
it's the same with my nan. Like she's great now, but for a
long time just shit would like the most homophobic stuff would
come out of her mouth, but she didn't even realize it was
homophobic because it was just like a spill for her and I had
to break it down for her as to like why?
Because like to them it was just used.
Like some terms are just coined. It's just like, that's just what
you say. That's the thing, I still feel
uncomfortable and sometimes in Ireland, like as in we
definitely like, and I'm this is not Ireland, like there's and
like younger generation or not like this, but like I feel like
a lot of the time in Ireland you just allow it.
Like people are like, Oh my God, like that's like they would like
use the most like crazy things about like druggery things about
being gay and like you just be like, I don't want me.
I don't want to be that gay. That's like fucking different.
Like as in like I don't want to make a big deal of it.
So I'll allow them to say it. But that happens.
I feel like it happens a lot in Ireland with like many of
things, but it just happens in general.
Like I don't know if I would send it to you, but like if
someone told us when we were like 60 or 70 that fruit and
vegetables were bad for us, we would also be like, you're
lying. Like fucking wise of the good.
That's exactly what's happened with everyone.
Like, like if you're told something your whole life and
someone just turns around you one day and says the opposite,
you're obviously I. Might start putting posters of
the lesbian supper club around there over it's exposure
therapy. Yeah, exactly that I'm.
Sorry though, that this was your situation because we all like to
believe that the situations that we're in in in this current
moment is the same for everyone else.
And it is really situational. It's based on your family, your
friends, the people that work with you, the places where you
live and you grew up. Like there's there is no right
or wrong. There is, you know, everyone
experiences being queer very, very differently.
But I think that come from such a small place like that and then
go on a fucking lesbian TV show. This is what is iconic.
This is the thing I love that. Like so fucking brave of you so.
I hadn't came out, I hadn't came out to anyone and like I'd live
in Liverpool for like 7 years. Like I hadn't actually.
I came out to all my family and like like my mom and dad are
separated. So like I come out to like my
immediate family. My brother was like, obviously,
like famously said, you're a big carpet muncher.
I was near it didn't give a fuck.
Like, but like, like the like I always was like, I'm not, I'm,
I'm not gonna be one of people who makes being like game, my
personality, whatever. Like that's always been my
thing. But like now being no, yeah, no
and like. I'm the exact same.
He loves my only selling point. It's fucking it's.
Amazing, isn't? That it's actually so cool.
Like, I'm not even gonna lie, a lot of people.
And he's suppressed for so long. Like, yeah, embarrassing.
Like wise up. Is we've actually got a T-shirt
coming soon, which I'll have to give you some hot tea on, which
is definitely gonna be right up your street.
But it was just for that very, very moment.
Heterosexuality is myth. Yeah.
I need. That I need.
That so I think I think that like with everything that you've
experienced now for you guys, what you need to do is just
really fucking enjoy it as well because a moment like this that
comes along once in a lifetime a moment.
Like. This because there's so many
things that I want to ask these girls, but I know that we're
like running out of time. But if there's anything that you
could say to like the people like your fans, people that love
you, the people who have watched the show, what would it be?
I'm gonna start with Cara. Why are?
You doing this to me so. Much fun.
Yeah, it's more wrong. Character building or something
like exposure therapy? Wait, what was the question?
So. If I myself sometime, yeah, I
should be. So if you could say anything to
like the people that have like watched it listen and they're
and they're fans of you, what would you have to say?
So like The thing is, I've got a lot of people from obviously
Ireland being like, I'm so scared to come out and like I
felt like that for so long. And I'm just like, if you knew
what it felt like, felt like to actually feel yourself and be
like comfortable and surrounded by a community of people who've
supported you. Like you're like, they're going
like, Oh my God, I'm in such a small environment.
Like it's going to be awful. Everyone's going to hate me.
And what the gay community is amazing.
Like there's just so many people are going to surround you.
Like you will find your people. Like, so like come out, don't
weigh in the closet. Like, I swear to God, life's so
much better when you're out of the closet.
Agreed. Period.
Yeah, I think with me, like it's interesting because I think with
all of us, we have different takeaways from from the show.
And that's why it's so amazing is because anybody watching is
going to see themselves in a different person from the show.
And that's why the representation is so important
and diverse. I see myself in a lot.
Like to make my lovely? Sweet point dirty.
But for me, I think it's like I'm getting a lot of lot of
messages that are like, you know, I'm always told that I'm
too much and you know, I'm intense and stuff.
But like with me on the show, they see my character and
actually like, as the girls say, there's so much love that comes
from that and it's like, just be yourself because it's amazing
and lean into it and don't ever hide or shy away from that love.
How loud you are and how much you have to say.
Because also like, I'm the same. Yeah, I really love it and I
think never, ever get rid. Of that, yeah.
Those people are the best. Yeah, it's the best people
because. They always bring the warmest
energy that you make everyone else feel comfortable.
Which I think is like. So important, and I think anyone
who's dissing you for that is a reflection of them, and I will.
Say you brought like a like as in like wee bit shy.
You definitely bring like the the bare.
Side of the out like it's like I'll I'll be the buffoon so that
you can feel like you can be a bit more I.
Have literally. And even you do that as well,
like Eva, you have exactly the same quality.
Like it's like they both like whenever like one of those like
I was so embarrassed dancing, like I'd get so embarrassed and
like like this is the curious thing is this is really tip.
But like I was like really upset one of the days when we had to
dance because like I obviously shouted dancing and like and
they like. Make.
You do it. It was so cute.
Firstly, like them them two in this that at this point, like no
one else would support me, but like I was really upset.
I was just like not feeling myself.
I felt really uncomfortable and like it was coming around
everyone like the producer was like everyone do a dance move
and Eva was like straight to my point when it when it came to my
time to do a dance move, she was like she obviously seen how
uncomfortable I was and she was like, she's like, Oh no, I think
Cara would do this. And just did it for.
Her so that Cara. Was like this is a.
Cute. So fucking cute.
Is that you as Jules from Bennett?
I Becca? Yeah.
Oh, no, no. Joe, that's George.
Oh, Georgia. Sorry, Jill Scott.
That was during our time like that.
Was great. And it was the most adorable
thing because I felt so uncomfortable and like I just
didn't see me like crying in those bits.
But like she like obviously was like picking up and so was Amy,
like as in like picking up on how uncomfortable it was.
And she was just like, didn't even have saying.
She was like Cara would do this dance.
Move. And I was like, it was without
hesitation. Like without hesitation.
That's so hot because it's such daddy energy.
Yeah, it's so daddy it. Is and it's like I'll embarrass
myself so that you know me too so.
Is that what you would want to say to you?
Is like be yourself. Yeah, never like shy away from
yourself, be yourself authentically because somebody's
going to love you regardless. And like the reaction I've had
has just been like insane. And I feel like that's a.
Test I've never been able to say Amy and like I think one or two
of my other friends is like the only people I've been able to
like properly be so like, you know, like authentically,
literally chaotic. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
And I am obsessed, though, because you know, that they've
done, they're like my core, that that's who I am.
Yeah, exactly. And it's just like, I love you
through and through and holy yeah, even the weird parts of
you. So I'm not sure what's your
passing advice. Eva more food Tik Toks.
My important advice would be, oh God, I actually don't know,
maybe just that like, you know, being a player in the past, your
actions do not define you. If you're a bad person and you
do a nice thing, you're not a nice person.
So just goes the same as if you're a nice person, you do a
bad thing, you're not a bad person as long as you grow from
it. I feel like growth is the most
important thing you can look for in life and it's the most
important thing you can also look for in someone else.
So as long as you've got growth to show, like progression is far
more important than like your starting point.
So that's why. It's period, period.
I love that. And that was all after like good
few gin and tonics vodka. Lesbians.
They've managed to come through this after sinking quite a lot
of vodka. Yeah, and come across so
eloquently in your in your case? So this is.
You've done very well and thank you so much for coming on
because you guys are honestly. No, thank you.
We're. All going to look back, some for
years. And be like, this was a change
in tide for the fucking community.
Like, honestly. And I think there's going to be
so much more to come. And you should be so proud of
putting yourselves out there, handling yourselves the way that
you have done since you've left. And also just like what you are
doing and will now continue to do for not only this generation,
but generations to come. Oh my God, I'm going to cry.
We love you, and I know that all of our listeners love you as
well. So yeah, I hope you guys enjoyed
this. Same to these beautiful.
It's so mutual and. I'm dying to get you on again
already just because I feel like I've got a million more.
Yeah, follow up questions. Part 2.
Part. Two, but thank you all again.
And do you guys want to say bye lesbians?
Bye lesbians, love you.