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Well, hello lesbians, welcome to
the Lesbian Supper Club podcast,

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gals. 
I've been waiting to get you 

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here and now you're in front of 
us and you've got a hamburger, 

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you've got some extra salts and 
refrigerators, some grapes. 

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Which were what? 
What colour did you want your 

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grapes in? 
Table Sable. 

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Black Sable. 
Grapes, salty popcorn and vodka 

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and lemonade. 
We're sat with Cara, Eva and 

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Amy, my beautiful, beautiful 
girls. 

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Please introduce yourselves. 
I'll go with Cara first. 

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I'll go Amy and then. 
She's never not complaining. 

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Like no. 
Honestly, do. 

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You know what? 
I could have said anything right

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there and you would have said 
no, 100% no. 

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OK, so I'm Eva. 
I'm extra long. 

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I am 181 centimeters. 
I am from Northern Ireland. 

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I have very long hair. 
Lesbian and I have like so many 

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looker legs. 
Wow. 

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The best one is Kurt from this 
country. 

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That's my favorite. 
Yeah, I don't have quite as much

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to say about that. 
I'm Amy. 

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I'm fan for farm, famously, 
famously. 

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There's never a moment where I 
don't have my boots on apart 

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from now, but I guess I kind of 
still boots. 

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Boots house down. 
House down, Masteria boots down.

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Everything Cara. 
I have no tagline. 

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I didn't actually get a saying 
out of it, but. 

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What a really good way to 
introduce yourselves. 

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I don't even know how I would 
have to be fair. 

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Freya, Freya. 
Yeah, Carl, love salt. 

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So we done intros before you 
even said who they are and why 

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they're here. 
And obviously they're here 

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because they were on the most 
iconic and the only. 

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So it has to be the most iconic 
lesbian slash queer TV show. 

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I kissed a girl. 
You guys filmed it last year, 

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right? 
But then it's just come out. 

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So I suppose the first question 
for me is like, how the fuck did

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you end up on this TV show? 
They came to us, yeah. 

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OK, yeah, they they found us, my
friend. 

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Like, bumped into one of the 
producers at Hoopla Gay 

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Coachella, and they were like, 
Oh my God, are you gay? 

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And she was like, no, but my 
friend Amiens. 

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And then they messaged me. 
And that's one thing. 

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That's the worst thing. 
Ever. 

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When you ask someone if they're 
going, they say no but. 

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Everyone's got one gay friend 
they token. 

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And then for me, one of them 
just followed me on Instagram 

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and because I was like, I was 
like hot on. 

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It was before it was released as
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So I was like, oh, I wonder what
they love her? 

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And then I was like, right, Why?
Because they were like 

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following. 
I'm like watching my story. 

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So I was like, what's going on? 
And then she was just like, keep

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an eye out. 
And then this and that, yeah. 

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Mine's actually the best story 
because mine's. 

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Oh wow. 
No, on a dating app. 

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So I was on literally scrolling 
through hinge and it was just 

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like, you would be perfect. 
And I was like, Oh well, 

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compliment got back, bought me. 
And then after that I 

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immediately went on to and 
basically she asked me. 

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I was like, I'm actually going 
travelling, like I don't know if

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this is for me. 
Took the call and then she was 

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like free holiday and I was like
perfect. 

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So did. 
You have like any apprehension 

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going on because like 
personally, if someone DM me to 

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say that, like I'd be like, no 
way. 

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It was a I'm not subjecting 
myself to it, but I'm also 

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probably like way too fucking 
insecure to do that to myself. 

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I think for me it was just like,
I'll just see how far I can get 

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because it's like step by step 
by step. 

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But I was like, there's no way 
it's going to happen next step. 

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And then they were like, we want
to fly to Italy. 

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And I was like, OK, fine. 
I, I think they got me at a 

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really like sweet spot. 
Like I was like not just out of 

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like a bad relationship, but 
like it was like not the best. 

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And I was just like doing 
everything that. 

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I was just allowed to do. 
Like that was like, not OK. 

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And then I was like, Oh my God, 
perfect going on. 

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I think it was like a really, 
really fucking brave thing to 

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do, mainly because this is the 
first lesbian one that there 

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was. 
And we say the same thing about 

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like the actors that went on The
L Word for the first time 

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because it was like there was 
nothing else to be like, well, 

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it worked out fine, so it's OK. 
I don't say it's a risk because 

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I think it's so needed, but it 
was in a way because there is 

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still quite a lot of homophobia.
You know what people are like 

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and people are just thick and 
bigoted. 

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And so to actually put yourself 
in that position, I think the 

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worst thing for me would have 
been the fucking kiss. 

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That first kiss that you have to
do? 

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Awful. 
That was, I think that was the 

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scariest thing we'd all. 
See but but we also didn't 

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realise how big it was going to 
be. 

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Like IA 100% would not have went
on it if I actually thought 

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people were going to watch it. 
Like anytime 0 just starting 

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this. 
No, literally anytime we had to 

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do something in front of cameras
car, I was like what? 

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And I was like, babe. 
That is so me like I was. 

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Coming for a freeholding? 
No, I think. 

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For me, it was that 
representation like that is why 

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I went out in the first place. 
So both my sisters are famously 

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lesbians as well. 
So it's like if we had that 

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growing up it. 
What a fucking plot space if 

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both of your sisters went in the
I. 

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Know at the same time. 
But like and we have that. 

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OK. 
And sounds and we like it's so. 

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Funny, it's not because we both 
have exactly the same type. 

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So it would have been like, it 
would have been tussles. 

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All of the drama would have been
me and her like. 

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Bit of lesbian, yeah. 
Cali sister fine. 

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I think. 
But it's like bonding and then 

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it's like one minute will be 
screaming at each other in the 

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next. 
It's like McDonald's. 

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Oh my God. 
Yeah. 

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Usually gonna be like, can I 
have your top? 

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Yeah, literally. 
No, my sister literally yelled 

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at me. 
So like screamed at the top of 

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her lungs, 'cause I got a whole,
a whole bag of like or no, it 

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wasn't even a whole. 
It was like a third of the top 

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of like millionaire shortbreads.
Like, what's the big deal? 

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Yes, I know. 
And then I saw a man in my 

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bedroom and she came in my room 
and she was like, this isn't my 

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fucking hoodie. 
Either. 

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And I was like, there's nothing 
like sisters to humble. 

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Yeah, my little sister got with 
my best friend the other day. 

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I know too. 
Love. 

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Wasn't me. 
What my sister says is because 

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she's like seven years older 
than me. 

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So when I was on like, dating 
apps and stuff like this, she 

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was like, it wasn't like this 
when I was. 

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I was like, are you regretting 
being married? 

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Yeah, true. 
But no, I think it's like, it is

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really interesting. 
But also like your sister's 

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watching now this show. 
Had they been like, fucking go 

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on, Amy? 
Yeah, my older sister is 

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literally my biggest fan. 
Like, she posts on her story all

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of the time. 
Anytime that I'm on the TV. 

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She puts the podcast, any 
podcast I've been on any like 

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newscast calls on the big screen
and like sits down and watch 

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this Sophie. 
Hello, Sophie. 

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She's such babe she'll be dying 
right now because she's obsessed

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with you both. 
Shout out. 

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So you didn't no, obviously how 
big it would get. 

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So when it started to ripple 
like what were your thoughts? 

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Well, it's like. 
Still shitting ourselves, yeah. 

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Actually I'm like, yeah, I feel 
like I've not slept. 

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Yeah, it's like the fear of the 
unknown. 

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Like before, like whenever it 
was just released and there 

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wasn't any episodes out and then
we seen like loads of American 

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people making Tik Toks, that's 
when it was like. 

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Oh and it was like they're 
making tik toks from just a 

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photo just like and now. 
And like my photos. 

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So as a joke, like I was 
obviously like having a wee 

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laugh at the photographer and 
she was like, like, I was like, 

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I would never do like this pose.
And then like I did it and then 

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they chose it and I looked like 
the girliest, most annoying 

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bitch ever, which I am. 
But it was just awful. 

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Everyone's like, she looks like 
she's so annoying. 

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And I was like. 
Yeah, Oh. 

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Yeah, it's very fair. 
But now it's become like dirty 

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you've. 
You've. 

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Reclaimed it. 
It's like the fan for fun. 

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I'd be claiming. 
I would be claiming. 

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You've brought up fan for fan 
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have this what I love about you,
banging on about fan for fan 

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like you don't actually go for 
fans back in the time. 

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A little. 
Bit of a walking hypocrite. 

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Yeah, I am very much so, Very 
much so. 

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I'll I'll wear that hat. 
But like I think it was just 

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kind of like mostly like I'll 
take what I can get in there. 

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I. 
Was like. 

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But. 
One of your Wow. 

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I literally only chose her 
because she had big tits. 

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I'll take that. 
Yeah. 

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It was just kind of like, do you
know what I mean? 

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Like see what I can get in 
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And then also just learning a 
lot about myself, trying to step

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out of that fan for fan box and 
then realising actually that box

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fits me, fits me quite fits me 
quite well in terms of like, I 

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didn't end up going for Hannah. 
Although to be fair, you, you 

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talk about fem fem, you guys 
speak about this a lot on the on

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the series is like Eva, Fee and 
Layla all have very feminine 

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type energy like so even though 
like they are more masculine 

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presenting generally, like you 
guys still have like they've all

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got like very pretty faces. 
They're all so girly. 

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Yeah, yeah. 
Exactly, which I think that's my

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take away is like, it's not just
it's never judge a book by its 

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covers, they say. 
And yeah, like me and Eva like 

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mm hmm, besties. 
And well, not that wouldn't be 

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besties with the Max, but like, 
yeah, it's just very much like 

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not judging a person by what 
they look like. 

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And it's actually like T plan 
that matters. 

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No, and I think that is really 
that's I think that's like the a

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big take away from this show is 
that you don't always go in and 

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and leave with what you expect 
that you're going to. 

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But then it's just funny that 
you say fun. 

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Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
That's. 

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Just I know it's like this is 
the terrace. 

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I'm fun for the edit as. 
Well, but like a question for 

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you guys like if you could go 
back in now like say it's right 

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at the beginning again September
last year is. 

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What is the Cara first? 
Cara first, what would it be 

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that you would change? 
Like if there could be one thing

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that you feel like OK, I would 
change this. 

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If I were to do this again, let.
Me, get the popcorn ready. 

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I feel like I just got really 
caught up and not getting my 

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emotions on camera. 
So it'd be like, obviously 

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there's a lot of friggin 
editing. 

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So they'd be like, right, can 
you go like I'd have a 

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breakdown. 
That's why a lot of the times 

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you don't actually see me on 
camera. 

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It's not because I'm like 
literally because. 

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She's crying in the hall. 
Because I'm crying. 

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I'm also doing laps around the 
master. 

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Yeah, it's famous running, yeah,
but. 

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It's really it's. 
Like a lot of the time I was 

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like, I could, I found it really
hard to be like, it'd be like, 

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I'd be crying to be like cry, 
can you go to the tea room? 

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And I'd be like, absolutely 
fucking not. 

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Like I'm not going to pretend to
be like crying again. 

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I'm crying now. 
So I'd be like, I mean, maybe 

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for a bit more sympathetic, like
people thought I was a boring 

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bastard, but like I was like, I 
actually was, but I just wasn't 

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like I found it really hard to 
do stuff in front of the camera.

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I. 
Think those producers probably 

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hated you then? 
Oh. 

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Absolutely she was. 
I was supposed to leave. 

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I was supposed to. 
What do you? 

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Mean it. 
No, she was like, it was like 

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you 21 and she was like. 
And like when we first met, when

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we first met, I thought she 
hated me because she she like 

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wouldn't look me in the eye. 
She wouldn't let me in the and 

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also there's. 
Really asked me to come back for

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season 2 for sure. 
We sent All Stars. 

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I want to talk about that and 
the emotion things because 

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obviously you have undoubtedly 
had the most hate have I in. 

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Terms of like. 
Well, yeah, I think it is. 

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But in terms of I think the 
brutality of the hate that you 

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received within that period of 
time was like the harshest. 

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So maybe not overall, but 
definitely for that period of 

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time when the whole Prius 
situation unfolded. 

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And we speak about this 
previously, so it's not even 

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just kind of directed to this 
conversation, but I think you 

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guys would have found this. 
And we definitely find this. 

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And I definitely find this 
because like I'm so over 

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analytical of like how I'm 
perceived and how people are 

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talking about me is like this is
still a reality fucking TV show 

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and not everything you see is 
real and it is cut in a certain 

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way. 
And like were you shot Slash 

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sadden to see how quick people 
would change up and get vicious 

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and Viola. 
I was so hypocritical as well 

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because like people are really 
like, I can't believe you said 

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the word rat. 
Why should we call me a con 

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like? 
What the Jesus Christ like 

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fucking? 
Slutty whore called this girl. 

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Like that and it's. 
Like and like also like how many

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people have like talked to their
partner? 

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I wasn't going around to every 
single person that masteria. 

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I made a point like I never saw 
about people. 

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So I didn't go by people's bag 
and stuff like that. 

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I was saying it to my partner. 
Yeah, so you definitely said it 

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to Preya's face. 
Oh, actually, to be fair, I did 

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say it for a second, but they 
just caught that out and there 

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was also a lot of other stuff. 
There's a lot of like I don't 

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want this to warrant like he on 
prey because she's not a bad 

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person, but in in that at that 
time there were stuff cut out 

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where like. 
She was. 

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She laughed when absolutely she 
went home. 

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I'm like it. 
Was. 

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Like that's what. 
That was what the snake was 

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about, not not about the like. 
You know, it is what it is. 

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It was about the laughing. 
Which they cut out and I said 

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this so. 
You're like Cara, Eva and 

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George's reaction almost seems 
like it was like she was. 

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Completely. 
Over the top and actually there 

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was a lot more going on behind 
the scenes. 

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Like, and then everyone was 
sticking to the whole right. 

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Who would you have chose? 
But can I just preface, if you 

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watch it back, our main point is
it was how they went about it. 

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And then if you watch the 
episode, you'll be like, oh, 

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wait, I don't know how they went
about it. 

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And that's because you didn't 
see half of it. 

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And that is? 
Yeah, or go back and watch us 

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saying a million times it's not 
about the decision. 

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It's like about how she acted 
after it. 

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I'm like, this is she is not a 
bad person. 

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But like at that time I was 
like, you're being a wanker. 

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And like I speak I fucking 
English. 

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Like I speak vulgar. 
Like I don't mean it like it's 

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like you are an actual rodent. 
Like I'm just feeling it's a 

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flipping comment. 
In all of your defence, like 

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when you speak again the next 
morning in the kitchen, you wrap

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it up nicely, The conversation's
handled like really effectively.

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She turns around and says 
actually like, I actually fully 

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understand where you're coming 
from. 

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I think maybe I got a bit 
heated, didn't respond in quite 

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the right way. 
I'm done and dusted. 

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So again, I don't really 
understand. 

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I think this is like APSA to 
people listening to this or like

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if you watch TV shows generally 
and then you go online in trial,

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it's like stop fucking doing 
that. 

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Literally like you don't have 
the whole. 

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Pic but I do I also understand 
where like a few people were 

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coming from. 
Yes, it did look like everyone 

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was ganging, ganging up and like
a few of the issues, like, yeah.

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It's TV. 
Yeah, can use 3 Go and have a 

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conversation like it's like, not
like 3 wikers wait. 

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For me, I headed this and make 
you all look like you're 

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believing me. 
It's a one hour roast for 

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prayer. 
We can organise that, yeah. 

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But like, it's just your point, 
like my brother literally went 

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on and like he is screenshot of 
the people who were like like he

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is actually like my manager now 
and he is like went on and 

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screenshot at the people who 
were slabbing about me last 

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week. 
I know they're all against Priya

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this week. 
And I'm like usually just going 

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with a wave like you still do 
you really support the balls. 

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It's very for. 
Me, I'm getting like Tik Toks 

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being made. 
Like I really judged Amy in the 

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first week before. 
Like it was like when they saw a

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photo of me and my thing being 
posh. 

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And then it's like, yeah, we, 
it's just people making having 

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these preconceptions and these 
ideas and these, you know. 

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People love to judge, but one 
thing that I wanna say to you 

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fuckers, if you're one of them 
that likes to write things like 

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this, have a bit of self 
respect. 

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For a start. 
There's a person, there's a 

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person there. 
And also, if you're queer and 

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you're watching a queer show, 
fucking pipe the fuck down. 

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Exactly and. 
Also, like since being thrusted 

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into this world kind of the same
as you guys, every single day, I

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understand Britney Spears more 
and more. 

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But do you know what I mean? 
Like I was thinking about this 

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yesterday. 
When I was like, yeah, 222 

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pictures away from race. 
I was walking around, I don't 

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know why I was thinking this, 
but I like, I remember thinking 

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like growing up when people I'd 
always hear comments being like,

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they've got everything they've 
got like fame and they've got 

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money and they've got all this 
stuff like why are they unhappy?

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And now I can fucking see why 
some people in the media 

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actually lose their mind because
you've got to have a it's 

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actually not not having a thick 
skin. 

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I think like Amy, you hit the 
nail on the head. 

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It's like being able to have a 
perspective and realize that 

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like, they're not necessarily 
real people online and they 

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change with the wave so quickly.
You have to just literally take 

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it on the chin, let it go and 
move on 'cause. 

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You know they're not thinking 
about it. 

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You know what? 
I mean, Oh yeah, they're making 

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that one point. 
That one thing and then just 

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fucked. 
Off then they're going to make 

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their nan a couple of teas like 
you're literally no one to them 

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but at the time. 
They have that like, 'cause 

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like, we've never done that. 
Like we're not reality TV stars.

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Like we this is our first time 
doing anything like this. 

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So like literally when I was 
getting a lot here, like I don't

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think people realise that. 
How bad was I like? 

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There's no. 
Guy. 

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Too bad there isn't. 
And like, we're getting voice 

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notes of Cara crying her eyes, 
Yeah. 

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We will get back to Priya in a 
bit and we'll further advocate 

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for Cara by getting back to 
Priya. 

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The next question that I have is
for Eva. 

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So I mean, you are a bit of a 
self-proclaimed fuck boy. 

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Oh oh. 
I would say. 

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And you? 
You do give me no offence 

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because I actually think she's 
really fit and this is a bit of 

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a like not might be an insult. 
No, no, no, it's not. 

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But you do give me a bit of 
Avery Cyrus online, which I 

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don't think so bad. 
Every other comment. 

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Every other comment. 
Oh. 

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Wait, like personality wise or 
no? 

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The tik toks that you make like 
I feel like you're like on the 

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same vibe, like not personality.
I mean fuck knows. 

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I don't know. 
Avery Cyrus. 

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I think the whole JoJo Siwa 
thing's hilarious. 

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So I want to know like, what's 
your relationship status now? 

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And if single, how many hearts 
have been broken since the 

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Masseria? 
OK, so obviously you left the 

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Masseria single. 
How many hearts were broken? 

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I mean 10. 
Sorry. 

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Probably like nine. 
I don't know, like it's, but I'm

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not single. 
I'm a change woman ohh. 

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Down. 
She's looked down to me. 

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Yeah, we have some. 
Exciting also there and I've 

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seen you lucky in your life now 
that you. 

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Yeah, well, no, I'm the lucky 
one. 

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Oh oh. 
So you're you're off the dating 

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scene. 
You're off. 

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You're not up. 
For grabs and obviously by this 

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point by the time the episode is
out like the reunion would have 

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been out as well so like that's 
all good you can you can give us

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absolutely everything but also 
with like how does she feel now 

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your. 
Girlfriend watching the show, my

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God. 
Meg is quite possessive over 

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you. 
Yeah, That, that's yeah. 

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No, her girlfriend is literally 
the loveliest. 

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We didn't. 
She is. 

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Amazing, I'm sure that. 
She is really, really lovely, 

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but that's not really 
patronizing. 

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I'm sure she is no, but imagine 
watching. 

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No, don't I over. 
You. 

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I found Megan to be quite, I 
would say overbearing. 

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It's something that I wouldn't 
be able to cope with. 

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And by the way, we're very 
honest on this point. 

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Yeah, I. 
Feel like it's just, it's just 

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like it's just a relationship. 
So it's my relationship. 

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Sorry. 
I'm like be overbearing. 

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I don't. 
Think there's I don't think 

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there's anything wrong with that
if that's what you like. 

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Yeah, but I can imagine that a 
now girlfriend watching someone 

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else being possessive over you 
is actually almost harder. 

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Than watching so I, well when I 
first started speaking to her, I

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told her like 3 days in 'cause I
just like I messaged you when we

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first started speaking 'cause I 
was like, I can tell she's gonna

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be my girlfriend. 
So I was like I might as well 

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just get out. 
And when I was on this show, 

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whatever. 
Yeah and I said to like see if I

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had been the way around I would 
have stopped it. 

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I couldn't have dealt with that 
in the way I'm too insecure. 

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She's not. 
And then so basically obviously 

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it is very difficult. 
I could not do what she is doing

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or has done and but she's been 
very understanding. 

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Amazing. 
I mean, at the end of the day, 

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it happened before you two were 
together. 

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Yeah, exactly. 
Exactly. 

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It's just like something you 
couldn't really like ever 

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imagine, to be honest. 
But you know, a lot of a lot of 

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communications involved. 
But that's literally fine. 

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Like I feel like that's one of 
our stronger points anyways, so.

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If anything, I feel like if it 
was Scarlet, so say I met you 

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after you went on this show, I'd
be like critiquing the fuck up. 

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I'd be like. 
No, to be fair, she's literally,

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I thought I thought something 
similar because all my like past

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things have been like very much 
like like I don't know, like 

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just not like this. 
She's just she's literally been 

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my hype man. 
Yeah. 

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But then also you, you really 
come across as like a very big 

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green flag on that. 
You do. 

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Yeah. 
And I think that's just, like, 

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it's actually a really good 
thing. 

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Like I think, like you said, it 
was in the past. 

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It was before you. 
Everyone's got a past. 

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You're never going to meet 
someone who's, like, not dated 

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someone, not had a relationship,
not had a fling, not had a 

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serious thing, not been through 
heartbreak. 

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And if you can't meet that 
person and meet them with a 

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level of like respect and 
integrity and honesty about 

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their past, your past and like 
coming up with grace, then 

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00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,560
you'll probably shouldn't be in 
a relationship and you've got 

451
00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:19,840
some healing to do. 
And like, this brings me on to 

452
00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:21,920
the next point. 
I mentioned that earlier about 

453
00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:25,880
the Prius situation is like the 
one thing for lesbians 

454
00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:29,480
particularly that I was so 
impressed with and because of 

455
00:19:29,480 --> 00:19:32,920
like the overall age range of 
you all in the house, which is 

456
00:19:32,920 --> 00:19:37,360
like younger, how fucking good 
the communication was with 

457
00:19:37,560 --> 00:19:43,360
everyone like insane. 
Like I am older and I know for a

458
00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:47,440
fact I would not have probably 
handled some of the situations 

459
00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:48,400
quite in that way. 
No, I'm. 

460
00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:51,120
Just thinking like, if I was 
there, I probably would have 

461
00:19:51,120 --> 00:19:52,520
pushed someone into the pool. 
Like, they would have just 

462
00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:53,520
annoyed me. 
I'm like, perfect. 

463
00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:54,600
Yeah. 
You know, I would have been a 

464
00:19:54,640 --> 00:19:55,760
kid. 
I probably would have done like,

465
00:19:55,760 --> 00:19:58,720
especially when I was, like, 
younger as well, because I think

466
00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:00,160
that I don't know what it is 
about you Gen. 

467
00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:01,680
ZS, but like, there's something 
about you. 

468
00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:04,640
Definitely. 
Yeah, we didn't have that back 

469
00:20:04,640 --> 00:20:05,280
in. 
Our day, but. 

470
00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,880
Something I think maybe knowing 
that you're being filmed is 

471
00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:10,960
quite a good. 
Well, you forgot about. 

472
00:20:11,120 --> 00:20:12,960
It I just thought we had bad 
respect for people. 

473
00:20:13,520 --> 00:20:17,200
Even like the the conversations 
where you had to reject someone 

474
00:20:17,200 --> 00:20:20,840
or you were on the end of being 
rejected, like people dealt with

475
00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:23,200
it well. 
Like there was crying and then 

476
00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:25,720
there was like, OK, but I 
respect you. 

477
00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:27,880
I understand. 
And I'm going to walk away with 

478
00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:29,880
grace and I'm going to look 
forward and I'm going to look 

479
00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:32,240
for the next person or I'm just 
going to like hold off a bit. 

480
00:20:32,520 --> 00:20:35,200
Whereas I feel like a normal 
lesbian world or the lesbian 

481
00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:38,280
world that I've experienced is 
always like a. 

482
00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:41,840
Bit more toxic a bit. 
It's like fucking. 

483
00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:45,160
Like world. 
War 5 going off and there's 

484
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:49,440
always like insane drama and 
it's always very heightened. 

485
00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:52,200
Which again isn't a problem 
because everyone's entitled to 

486
00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:54,960
their feelings. 
But I was surprised that overall

487
00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:59,400
there wasn't a really a single 
situation where someone fully 

488
00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:03,600
kind of kicked the fuck off 
unless it didn't get aired and 

489
00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:05,200
they were trying to save us all.
That is my next. 

490
00:21:05,360 --> 00:21:08,280
Question. 
Question Did anything kick off 

491
00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:09,480
and they just didn't put it in 
there? 

492
00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:11,440
Was there ever a moment when you
were like, whoa, whoa, whoa. 

493
00:21:11,440 --> 00:21:15,280
I think it was just like wrapped
up quite nicely, like all of the

494
00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:17,160
like blowouts that happened 
were. 

495
00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:19,520
Controlled, but they. 
Were I feel like they were a lot

496
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:21,560
more explosive than comes across
on the telly. 

497
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:23,960
Yeah, do you think and. 
Also I was going to leave at one

498
00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:26,000
point like. 
So, but that was like at 4:00 in

499
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:27,120
the morning, yeah. 
Cautious. 

500
00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:30,240
Like I I was like, I'm out. 
And they're like, no, yeah, I 

501
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:32,200
was like, I'm gone. 
They didn't hear that. 

502
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,760
So. 
Yeah, they wouldn't let me. 

503
00:21:34,880 --> 00:21:37,800
I'm I'm gonna let. 
Avoidant attachments shout out 

504
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,040
right now. 
Yeah, avoidant attachment. 

505
00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,000
Oh. 
My God, no one loves me the. 

506
00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,960
Masseria is burnt down and 
you're gone. 

507
00:21:44,960 --> 00:21:47,600
I'll tell you what, talking 
about my Tesla, I wouldn't have 

508
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:50,000
gone in that masseria if it 
wasn't fucking parked out front 

509
00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,680
and I could have bombed off in 
it at any given opportunity 

510
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:54,840
because that car is my safety 
blanket. 

511
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:55,920
I was. 
Hiding under the furniture, I 

512
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,280
was like, I'm. 
Not my mate. 

513
00:21:58,280 --> 00:22:00,560
You'd be found though, because 
your boots would just be hanging

514
00:22:00,600 --> 00:22:01,960
out the bottom. 
It was. 

515
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:03,640
Like the wicked Witch? 
Yeah. 

516
00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:06,640
But like with my boots, where's?
Amy, it's just a sweaty boot. 

517
00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:08,200
Under the fucking table though, 
I. 

518
00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,360
Fucking love it. 
But yeah, you girls, you all 

519
00:22:12,360 --> 00:22:14,760
came across really fucking well,
though you really, really 

520
00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:16,120
didn't. 
And I don't think that anyone 

521
00:22:16,120 --> 00:22:19,080
came across really badly. 
I mean, I love all the girls 

522
00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:21,640
that are in there and I know 
that there has been some fucking

523
00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:26,920
hot piping tea since all of this
is finished, which I'm going to 

524
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:30,320
let one of you take the reins on
explaining in a bit more detail 

525
00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:32,680
the what and the. 
How so? 

526
00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:33,680
I want to know who who do you 
want to? 

527
00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:35,680
Who do you want to start with? 
Oh, the P. 

528
00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:37,000
Word. 
Yeah, the P word. 

529
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:41,040
I think it was it was kind of 
crazy because like so obviously 

530
00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:45,360
prayers engaged now married, 
married, has a house lives in 

531
00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:48,400
Virginia. 
Oh, don't get me on that. 

532
00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:51,120
And basically what happened, I 
think like, well, with me 

533
00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:55,080
anyway, was Hannah found out and
like I was getting a tattoo with

534
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:59,280
Hannah at random. 
And yeah, Priya like called me 

535
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:02,480
and she was just like, nay's 
blocked me on everything. 

536
00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:03,960
And we were like, what? 
Because bearing in mind like 

537
00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:07,360
when we got on the plane, we 
they were like sat behind us and

538
00:23:07,360 --> 00:23:09,880
like, all of a sudden we hear 
like Priya Yelp like yes, yes, a

539
00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:11,520
million times yes. 
I'll come stay with you for a 

540
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:13,120
week in London. 
And we're like, Oh my God, cute.

541
00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:14,920
Like nobody. 
Obviously, like that was no 

542
00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:19,200
shock 21 And then like 2 weeks 
later it was like, oh, and he's 

543
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:20,680
blocked me and everything and I 
was like, what the fuck? 

544
00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:22,640
Like why? 
And she was just kind of like, 

545
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:27,400
well, basically, you know how I 
was said I was engaged before, 

546
00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:28,680
like on the show. 
We were like, yeah. 

547
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:32,240
And she was like, yeah, I've 
like got in contact back again 

548
00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:35,360
and we're getting married. 
I'm flying out. 

549
00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:39,920
No, can I just interject because
that's a wee bit wrong, Sorry. 

550
00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:43,280
So she actually blanked her 
first Nay like because Nay told 

551
00:23:43,280 --> 00:23:46,400
me because I was like what? 
What the fuck happened? 

552
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:49,920
And they was like, so she 
blanked her first and then she 

553
00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,000
was like, oh, I was going to 
walk up the mountain. 

554
00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:55,800
And you black too, first so so. 
Like pretty blank. 

555
00:23:55,800 --> 00:23:57,040
Nay first. 
Yeah, this I said. 

556
00:23:57,160 --> 00:23:58,680
Oh, no, I thought you said vice 
versa. 

557
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:01,360
Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry. 
As in like you're. 

558
00:24:01,360 --> 00:24:03,480
Going to be in big trouble and. 
She goes to her first She. 

559
00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:05,080
Needs one of those Britney 
Spears mine. 

560
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:08,480
I should have brought Britney. 
Says yeah, So it was like Priya.

561
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:10,280
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
As in as in nay blocked Priya 

562
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:12,080
because Priya ignored all her 
messages. 

563
00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:16,200
So big question here, was Priya 
actually engaged the whole time?

564
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,280
That is a debated topic. 
If her dad Nana's ring was on 

565
00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:22,160
that and that would have been. 
We like, OK, so the ring was 

566
00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:26,080
still on, so allegedly, 
allegedly could have allegedly 

567
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:28,880
still engaged. 
Allegedly, that is. 

568
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:32,440
Else going on a show about a 
dating show and then yes, do. 

569
00:24:32,720 --> 00:24:34,520
You know what? 
Talking about graceful new 

570
00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:37,320
partners. 
Her wife must have the fucking. 

571
00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:39,800
Her wife is lovely. 
I bet her This is why. 

572
00:24:40,360 --> 00:24:43,000
Her wife is really, really nice.
Like it's crazy that this is 

573
00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,720
what the one like this is one 
like grievance I have with prey 

574
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:47,240
right now. 
Like she's not stood up and gone

575
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,480
like Cara, you're not a Dick. 
Like you're not like that 

576
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:52,400
because she came down to my room
like every single time before. 

577
00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:55,240
Like like she's like relied on 
me so many times and gone like 

578
00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:56,960
the other day before the 
reunion, she thought she was 

579
00:24:56,960 --> 00:24:59,120
going to get attacked. 
She like FaceTime me came down 

580
00:24:59,120 --> 00:25:01,000
to my room and was like, I'm so 
nervous. 

581
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,800
I was like, don't be nervous. 
Like no ones gonna attack. 

582
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:05,120
You'll be grand. 
And then but like then after 

583
00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:08,200
like when we were having like an
after party, no one else takes 

584
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:09,360
her. 
I told her to calm down. 

585
00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:11,080
I was like, don't worry, Bring 
your wife calm down. 

586
00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:12,800
And she's been silent. 
I know she's. 

587
00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:14,880
Bring your wife. 
So she hasn't. 

588
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:17,200
Yeah, so she hasn't. 
Extravagant as well, because 

589
00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:18,720
she's used you as an emotional 
crutch. 

590
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:20,600
She kind of come to you and 
you've like supported each. 

591
00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:22,840
Other's and like and stuff. 
Like persons about things. 

592
00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:25,320
Crazy. 
She didn't advocate for you when

593
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:26,360
the whole stuff. 
Comes Yeah, she. 

594
00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:28,600
Also put something on her story 
about me yesterday and then she 

595
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,560
texted me saying sorry about my 
story I love you and I was like 

596
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:33,800
OK. 
Gosh, I was like, we do 

597
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:35,480
understand. 
But I do love prayer this. 

598
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,360
Behaviour. 
OK, we don't serve for this 

599
00:25:37,360 --> 00:25:39,640
behaviour, but you know there 
are reasons behind everyone's 

600
00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:41,360
actions and sometimes insecurity
can. 

601
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:44,040
Really, it's absolute. 
Everything that Priya does is 

602
00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:46,000
out of insecurity, which is the 
real shame. 

603
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:49,600
Actually, yeah, yeah. 
But I will say she has done a 

604
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:51,360
lot of growing scents. 
Oh my gosh. 

605
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:52,960
Yeah, like there's my and her 
wife. 

606
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,280
Is lovely. 
I will vouch for her. 

607
00:25:54,280 --> 00:25:55,160
She is. 
She is going. 

608
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,960
To do anything for you guys, 
it's a good learning curve 

609
00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,720
because you can always see like 
little bits. 

610
00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:02,640
I mean fuck me I would be 
ripping myself apart but. 

611
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:04,520
Do you think we're not Jesus but
like but? 

612
00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:06,920
I don't think that you should. 
Maybe he's like, I'm not. 

613
00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:09,200
I am no but do. 
You know what, I don't think 

614
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:11,520
that you should, but kind of 
going into that because car I 

615
00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:12,920
know that you rip into yourself 
the most. 

616
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:16,000
Absolutely. 
So tell me a little bit more 

617
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,760
about you and Georgia. 
So you and Georgia were there 

618
00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:21,560
since day one. 
You guys got together. 

619
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:22,400
Why do I feel like you were 
going? 

620
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:23,520
To cry. 
I know I should have prepared 

621
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:24,560
for these questions. 
I didn't know. 

622
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:27,040
I'm not going to cry. 
You are. 

623
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:30,560
You're crying. 
I'll never forget when a friend 

624
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:33,640
of mine wet herself once and she
went, no, you wet yourself. 

625
00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:36,560
OK, whatever you say on that. 
Yeah. 

626
00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:40,560
So that was a situation where 
you've now got to watch all of 

627
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:41,840
this back as well. 
Awful. 

628
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:45,240
Yeah. 
So for people who obviously 

629
00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:48,440
haven't seen the rest of it yet 
and don't know what's kind of 

630
00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,840
happened afterwards, can you 
give us like a really brief kind

631
00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:53,160
of overview as to where you're 
at now? 

632
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,560
So you and Georgia made it. 
To the end. 

633
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:57,800
So we went to Manchester after. 
It was grand. 

634
00:26:57,800 --> 00:27:00,480
Like we like really got along. 
But like obviously I was always 

635
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:04,480
going travelling, but then I did
I like in my head like I'd like 

636
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,800
this, this is Jay. 
Like I didn't actually know how 

637
00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:08,840
long I was going to go 
travelling for because of this 

638
00:27:08,840 --> 00:27:10,600
route. 
Like I was like, oh, Manchester 

639
00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:12,040
was amazing. 
Was like it was so good. 

640
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:14,880
And I like told my mom I was 
like, I was supposed to be going

641
00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:17,160
travelling for like 6 months, 
however long till the reunion. 

642
00:27:17,160 --> 00:27:19,000
But then I was going to 
compromise that because I was 

643
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:24,920
like, maybe I'd move home. 
I'm like, why don't you get me 

644
00:27:24,920 --> 00:27:31,680
drunk and then let me speak? 
But then I know, no, it's not a 

645
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:33,720
date. 
Like it's not She didn't do 

646
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:38,400
anything. 
It was like girl, but like she 

647
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:40,000
The thing is like she didn't do 
anything. 

648
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:44,320
Like it was just like I felt 
like she like, but this is also 

649
00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:47,000
I'm a very insecure person. 
So like this could be like like 

650
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:48,800
me being like, Oh my God, she 
doesn't like me. 

651
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:50,720
So then I was like, I'm not 
messaging her so. 

652
00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:52,920
It was hard to present that like
I was on the at the end of those

653
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:54,360
Facetimes. 
Yeah. 

654
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:57,360
She's like freaking out because.
So are you, So do you get 

655
00:27:57,360 --> 00:28:00,480
worried that when somebody is 
maybe expressing their feelings 

656
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,040
towards. 
You no, they're not like I, 

657
00:28:02,040 --> 00:28:06,080
they're not fizzle like it was. 
Oh, OK. 

658
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:07,840
Oh, so you're saying that she 
wasn't going crazy? 

659
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:10,880
You heard it there. 
You saw that the spark wasn't. 

660
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:15,200
There it was like almost because
Georgia wasn't giving like 130% 

661
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,760
because you know, she has other 
things going on. 

662
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:20,800
Car would then give back and 
then because car was taking back

663
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,160
and like not. 
Getting Georgia were, too. 

664
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:24,400
Similar like it was like a 
positive feedback cycle. 

665
00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:27,040
It was no one's fault. 
It's the most anti climactic 

666
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:29,240
fizzle. 
Yeah, it was like isn't like I 

667
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:31,800
so I get really like part. 
I was like Oh my God. 

668
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:34,040
So like she's sent me 3 lines so
I'm sending her. 

669
00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:37,000
I'm not saying her too, but like
and then like I'm so. 

670
00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:39,640
I'm so avoid both avoid. 
Her and I feel so like I don't 

671
00:28:39,640 --> 00:28:40,880
like. 
Avoidance in a relationship is 

672
00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:42,720
not gonna fuck. 
And it's like, but like I, I 

673
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:44,000
don't think you knew me before 
this. 

674
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:45,640
Obviously I know you don't know 
me for the show, but. 

675
00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:47,880
I don't think. 
I don't think so. 

676
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,600
This was like me pushing myself.
So like, obviously Georgia 

677
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,360
didn't see me before, so she 
didn't see how much it was for 

678
00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:55,800
me to even like be like slightly
vulnerable. 

679
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,720
Like I was being so vulnerable 
for my SO. 

680
00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:01,480
True, though, that's so true. 
Setting that bar for for an 

681
00:29:01,480 --> 00:29:04,560
expectation that you have based 
on somebody you don't know. 

682
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:06,880
And like then like, I don't 
like, it's not like, so like I 

683
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:09,240
feel like Georgia didn't 
realize, like how uncomfortable 

684
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:11,960
it made me to like express like,
Oh my God, actually, my God, you

685
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:13,840
like it. 
This is killing me. 

686
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:17,000
But to her, it wasn't a lot. 
But like, she was ever like 

687
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:18,280
defense. 
It was like nothing to her. 

688
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,640
So like then whenever, like she 
wasn't like, obviously, I think 

689
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:22,880
she's quite similar to me as 
well. 

690
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:25,880
So like we're just two people 
who are avoidant, do not work. 

691
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:27,040
Yeah, yeah. 
So. 

692
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,440
So you and her haven't had a 
conversation to be like what 

693
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:31,480
happened? 
Then we did we. 

694
00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:33,360
Did OK. 
Recently. 

695
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:35,080
Was that recently? 
Oh no. 

696
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:37,120
So like me and Alves were 
together and I was just like, I 

697
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:38,840
like this. 
This is going to be tea for 

698
00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:40,040
Georgia because she knows none 
of this. 

699
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:41,240
I was at. 
Georgia set like you let's. 

700
00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:42,840
Actually show my feelings, No a 
dress. 

701
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:44,680
A dresser. 
Hi, Georgia. 

702
00:29:47,840 --> 00:29:50,800
I was like, cool, cool, cool, 
we're ending dying inside. 

703
00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:54,720
So like we obviously had like a 
like she put up a post and was 

704
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:56,920
like, get you a girl like so we 
just ended the day before. 

705
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,040
Like basically it was just like 
I'd I'd asked her to call me. 

706
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:01,400
Obviously I was in Vietnam and 
like, so there's like a time 

707
00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:04,320
frame when we could speak and 
I'd asked her to call me. 

708
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,000
She didn't call me. 
She said she did, she didn't. 

709
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:08,840
And I was like, fuck it, she 
actually hates me. 

710
00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:11,200
I was like in my head, I was 
going, she actually is disgusted

711
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:12,000
by me. 
I give her the egg. 

712
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:15,360
So then whenever she was like, 
Oh no, I didn't. 

713
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:19,040
It just kind of like the next 
day she posted a post being like

714
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:21,840
get you a girl that looks your 
coffee like I Oh yeah. 

715
00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:23,960
It was not undoing or. 
So, but like, it was definitely 

716
00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:26,760
not like that. 
I can have some cutesy like 

717
00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:28,720
Tumblr and like Instagram. 
Perhaps she's like. 

718
00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:32,600
Oh my gosh, she dares so much. 
Like I was like loving my life 

719
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:36,720
when we're getting back. 
You're actually a severe anxious

720
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,760
avoidant. 
Yeah, with a sorry, an anxious 

721
00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:43,080
attached with an avoidant layer 
on top, that pure barrier. 

722
00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:45,640
But actually, deep down, 
everything really effects you. 

723
00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:48,280
Everything. 
I just don't tell people no 

724
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:49,360
like. 
Dying. 

725
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,080
And in people's defense, then 
they think, oh, well, she's not 

726
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:54,200
bothered. 
So it's like easier for me to 

727
00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:58,920
pull away or you know, like not 
be vulnerable with this person 

728
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:00,120
because she's not going to be 
bothered. 

729
00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:02,480
So you kind of find yourself in 
these reciprocating. 

730
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:04,840
So annoying because like I know 
like sometimes it comes across 

731
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:07,880
like like that was a one comment
that pissed me off was like car 

732
00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:09,560
is such a mean girl and I was 
like. 

733
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,920
Yeah, it's like, no. 
And that's the thing. 

734
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:14,400
It's like this girl has the 
biggest heart of anyone I've 

735
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:15,480
ever met in my life. 
Like. 

736
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:17,560
The the social work that she's 
done. 

737
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:21,360
Not for me, she doesn't. 
But like, if you just hear about

738
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:23,680
the back story to her, like the 
social work that she's done to 

739
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,320
put herself in this like 
situations where she's like our 

740
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:28,640
lives set danger for the these 
views. 

741
00:31:28,640 --> 00:31:30,680
It's like, how can, how can that
be a mean girl? 

742
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,800
No, you definitely don't give 
mean girl to me. 

743
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:35,800
And I can see, you know, I can 
see that you put up that barrier

744
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:38,400
and that can be really difficult
when you're on TV because of how

745
00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:40,800
they can edit things. 
So then, you know, if you're 

746
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,800
looking like you've got a bit of
a wrestling bitch face, to be 

747
00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:44,920
honest, for me, I don't think 
you came across badly. 

748
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:46,120
No, neither. 
I really don't. 

749
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:48,200
When I was watching that, I 
wasn't like, Oh God, you know 

750
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:50,960
what, actually, but no, and I 
and I would have actually said 

751
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:52,560
as well, because I would have 
wanted to have given you the 

752
00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:54,680
space to talk about it, but I 
genuinely don't think you came 

753
00:31:54,680 --> 00:31:57,600
across badly. 
So either are you the only one 

754
00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:01,680
now that's in a relationship or 
oh, OK, are you single car? 

755
00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:03,880
Are you single? 
Single, single. 

756
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,000
OK, what? 
What is it looking like now, 

757
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,040
though for you guys? 
Because this. 

758
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:11,000
Is a whole. 
The opportunities are endless. 

759
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:14,520
Also before what could you bag 
and now what can you bag out of 

760
00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:15,880
10? 
Do you know what I mean? 

761
00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:18,200
Yeah, it's interesting because 
that does. 

762
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:20,200
I've had many a threesome come 
my way. 

763
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:21,960
Have you? 
Yeah, many a threesome offers. 

764
00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:22,640
Sorry. 
Let me. 

765
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,840
Oh yeah. 
Well, why do you think you're 

766
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:26,800
here? 
Oh. 

767
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,440
And yeah, like, the DMS are 
crazy. 

768
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:34,680
The DMS are going crazy. 
What have Have you actually 

769
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,480
responded to any of these DMS 
kindly? 

770
00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:38,800
This is. 
Actually funny because I slid 

771
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:41,160
into someone's DMS. 
Is a Billy Eilish there? 

772
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,280
Was a friend of yours. 
Oh, and then? 

773
00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:45,880
Went on take talk, realized they
were in a relationship, went 

774
00:32:45,880 --> 00:32:49,720
back deleted my message. 
Then they messaged me like oh I 

775
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:51,160
was always meant to reply to 
this like. 

776
00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:58,240
Which one? 
I love like that. 

777
00:32:58,320 --> 00:33:00,760
That was a flaw. 
But I feel and and for you Cara,

778
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,080
like have you had many DMS? 
Mine are mostly footballers but 

779
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,120
like what I've done. 
You know what? 

780
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:07,480
Just put them all in the bank, 
Cara. 

781
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:10,200
I've screenshot at the fit 
people like also, I don't want 

782
00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:13,120
fun. 
So like after this airs, I can 

783
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:15,360
be like, yes, right, I'm going 
to pull you back after this. 

784
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,680
I don't look creepy right now, 
but now people like no, I'm 

785
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:18,720
single. 
Yeah, because I'm gonna. 

786
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:22,560
I've had no shame. 
I've been like, okay, well, 

787
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,360
people are like, I'm like. 
Yeah, so many people. 

788
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:26,200
I've screenshot it right now. 
It's creepy as fuck. 

789
00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:31,200
I absolutely love that, but I 
notice as well, Amy, you're a 

790
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:33,440
fucking icon. 
But why the fuck would you get 

791
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,240
in rejected left, right and 
centre. 

792
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:37,880
It's I was watching. 
I was like, I was like, oh, 

793
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:40,360
another one. 
And I was like. 

794
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,880
I was like does she smell or 
something? 

795
00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:43,640
I know it must have been. 
It must have been. 

796
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:44,520
It must have. 
Been the boots. 

797
00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:45,520
You know what? 
The boots. 

798
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:47,240
I bet you got into bed. 
You took off those boots. 

799
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:48,600
No, fuck. 
Me. 

800
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:51,800
No, I will vote for that. 
One of the questions I've had 

801
00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:53,640
about What does Amy's feet smell
I. 

802
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,280
Know they do. 
Do you do it? 

803
00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:00,520
Shut the fuck up. 
I swear to God I know we both 

804
00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:01,240
have smelly. 
Feet. 

805
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:04,240
Do you think it was? 
Karma for rejecting fee. 

806
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:07,800
Yeah, probably. 
Honestly, like watching that 

807
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:11,280
back, I'm like, in my head the 
music was playing that, you 

808
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:13,400
know, they edited it with. 
So like it was just as raw, 

809
00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:14,520
emotional. 
And then watching it back with 

810
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:17,600
like, they're playing this like 
raw, raw fucking songs. 

811
00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:20,760
Well, if he's like saying the 
nicest things that anybody's 

812
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:23,320
ever said about me, and then 
Hannah's like she's different. 

813
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:27,920
Like it's like, it's just like, 
yeah, because after. 

814
00:34:28,639 --> 00:34:31,679
You kind of chose Hannah over 
Fee. 

815
00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:36,120
We noticed from like a viewer's 
perspective that you're right, 

816
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:38,280
Like Fee was being an absolute 
Angel about you. 

817
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:41,440
And it almost felt a bit like as
soon as Hannah got that safety 

818
00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:42,360
net. 
She. 

819
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:45,639
Switched up and again, from a 
viewer's perspective, I know 

820
00:34:45,639 --> 00:34:47,880
that in reality. 
It did feel, it felt like that 

821
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:48,840
out there. 
Yeah. 

822
00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:51,080
Obviously there was like other 
stuff going on behind the scenes

823
00:34:51,159 --> 00:34:53,280
and like it. 
It felt very like love for me. 

824
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:55,719
Yeah. 
And then like there were even 

825
00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:59,120
more comments that were said 
like than was said in that. 

826
00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:01,280
So she started to kind of picket
you a bit, yeah. 

827
00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:04,200
And like, I'm in, I'm insecure. 
Like I'm obviously like very 

828
00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:06,800
like loud and trying to crack, 
but we don't got our things. 

829
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,240
Yeah, exactly. 
It's all like a war. 

830
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,160
I'm just like such an insecure 
person and a rejection like, 

831
00:35:11,720 --> 00:35:15,400
like honestly, like sets me off.
So to kind of finally have that 

832
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:17,840
moment where like, Oh my God, 
this girl's choosing me. 

833
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:19,120
I've had these two girls 
choosing me. 

834
00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:20,600
They both said these like lovely
things about me. 

835
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:23,520
And then I choose Hannah back. 
And then it was just like, boom.

836
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,200
It was just like, oh. 
So you would say that that was 

837
00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:27,800
probably your biggest regret in 
the Masseria? 

838
00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:31,160
No, I wouldn't, you know, 
because I went with like my gut 

839
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:33,760
feeling and like with Fiorenza, 
like obviously I'm fan for fan 

840
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:37,840
and like I know. 
We take a shot every. 

841
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:39,840
Time, yeah, we'd be, we'd be on 
the fucking floor. 

842
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:42,680
We'd be yeah, yeah, yeah, we'd 
be on the floor. 

843
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:49,280
And like, I think, you know, 
with Fiorenza, we were so close 

844
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,480
and even now we're so close. 
Like, she's my ride or die and I

845
00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:56,240
wouldn't want to have used her 
as an experiment on TV to see 

846
00:35:56,240 --> 00:35:58,400
whether or not, you know, I 
could put myself out of my 

847
00:35:58,440 --> 00:35:59,240
feminine. 
Box. 

848
00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:01,920
That's really fair. 
That was exactly my headspace. 

849
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,840
Yeah, in there. 
And it's like it's not fair and 

850
00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,560
I'm not going to do that on TV. 
If there's anything ever going 

851
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:09,520
to happen with me and fee, we'll
explore outside of, you know, 

852
00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:11,960
the the. 
Like in the less pressured 

853
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:15,640
situation, exactly because you 
almost respected her too much to

854
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:17,920
compromise her in that way. 
And like, as much as I would 

855
00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:19,640
have loved to have done that, 
then there would have been added

856
00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:23,560
pressure of like me because 
obviously I like, loved her. 

857
00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:26,400
And like, there is that fine 
line between like, love and like

858
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:27,280
lust. 
Yeah. 

859
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:29,280
Whereas with Hannah it was like 
the other way where it was like 

860
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:32,000
pure lust and I was only 
thinking with my purse. 

861
00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:34,880
To be fair, don't we all just 
think pussy first at the end of 

862
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:36,680
the day? 
Yeah, it's a. 

863
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:41,320
Pussy blind but. 
It's so much easier to listen to

864
00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:43,640
your purse than your. 
Heart like yeah, it really is so

865
00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:46,200
so you really just followed that
lust more than your emotions. 

866
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:49,680
But also I could kind of see 
from watching it, obviously it's

867
00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:51,960
really different cuz we just get
like the very like compact view.

868
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,440
But as soon as Hannah came in, 
some of the things that she was 

869
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:56,080
saying were instantly a red 
flag. 

870
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,840
And I thought, this girl wants 
to fucking stay in this 

871
00:36:57,840 --> 00:36:58,800
masseria. 
Yeah. 

872
00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:01,040
Do you think, I don't think it 
actually was kind of like, I 

873
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,920
don't know, I think I. 
Think when she was saying things

874
00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:08,200
like she came in quite cocky. 
Yeah, right. 

875
00:37:08,200 --> 00:37:11,080
Which I don't blame her for 
doing because you actually do 

876
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:13,640
have to be that person in that 
moment because you've come in so

877
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:15,480
much later than everyone else. 
So you're gonna have to break 

878
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:16,200
some hearts. 
Definitely. 

879
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,000
But in her defense, she is very,
very insecure. 

880
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:22,120
Like, yeah, probably the most 
insecure person in this whole 

881
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:23,560
show. 
I mean, including car Bravardo, 

882
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:25,920
including Cara. 
Like more insecure than me like.

883
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:28,560
I write it because I actually 
think that's that's kind of what

884
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,360
you've got to do in an instance 
like that. 

885
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:32,960
And she would have obviously 
have seen an attraction to you 

886
00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:35,480
and, and thought, you know, for 
you, it may have felt love for 

887
00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:36,720
me, but maybe for her she was 
up. 

888
00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,520
But I've got to put yeah, yeah, 
right now, because you're 

889
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:41,560
already, you've been here since 
day one, you know? 

890
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:45,120
Definitely, and I think it was 
very much like where she like 

891
00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:47,960
where I first met her, I was 
like, Oh my God, this girl, 

892
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:49,920
She's so like mysterious, cool 
vibes, all of this. 

893
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:53,000
But now that I like know her, 
I'm like, it is it's a defence 

894
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,800
mechanism. 
It's a it's an insecurity. 

895
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:56,520
It's she's so misunderstood, 
that girl. 

896
00:37:56,520 --> 00:37:58,040
Don't we love to do that? 
Yeah. 

897
00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,200
Just put those walls. 
Yeah, last thing is I think that

898
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:02,080
if that was me going in at that 
point, like I think that could 

899
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:04,440
have been me because I'm like, 
so like I would no, I would 

900
00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:05,400
never have said this stuff, she 
said. 

901
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:07,640
I don't know what she was easily
and it's got but it's because 

902
00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:09,360
she's a bit younger. 
So I think like she was easily 

903
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:12,000
influenced, but like what we 
just was going like say you're a

904
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:14,000
bad bitch or whatever, Like who 
else would you say? 

905
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,920
Like I don't think that was her 
actual death and I'm. 

906
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:17,640
Pretty sure you said. 
That I'm a bar bitch. 

907
00:38:17,720 --> 00:38:19,800
I am a bar. 
Bitch. 

908
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:22,400
And they cut it out. 
They cut it out. 

909
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:26,040
I'm a sappo queen of lesbians I 
know. 

910
00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:28,800
Thank God that ain't gone on 
nice and on podcast perfect. 

911
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:33,680
But just that's the intro, yeah.
Any other hot tea before we move

912
00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:37,120
on to questions that the fans 
have submitted for today? 

913
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:40,200
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934
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:38,520
Oh, right. 
OK, Eva's shitting herself 

935
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:39,040
straight. 
Let's. 

936
00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:40,560
Go and brief me, maybe it'll 
come up from the. 

937
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,240
Question. 
I do have to say no because I 

938
00:39:42,240 --> 00:39:44,440
feel bad now because I've 
already done the Avery Cyrus 

939
00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:46,960
thing. 
You're what I eat in a daze on 

940
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:49,040
taking. 
The what the probably the boiled

941
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,800
chicken. 
A thin bro. 

942
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:52,880
I would never fucking boil a 
chicken. 

943
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:56,440
I love a boiled chicken and love
the love the enemy can make. 

944
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:59,200
It look boiled, those fries like
no one's. 

945
00:39:59,200 --> 00:40:00,760
Looking that and being like 
delicious. 

946
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:02,440
No, I love just as the rice 
cakes. 

947
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,640
Oh, babe, just As for rice 
cakes. 

948
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:07,360
But the way that she's 
presenting them is giving 2013 

949
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:10,320
Tumblr, right? 
And we all know what that. 

950
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:11,920
Means. 
Like. 

951
00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:16,400
It's she she rented me from my 
tech talk on her. 

952
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:18,960
But like, you're not eating that
like. 

953
00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:21,280
Listen, do you know what? 
Because you're just showing 

954
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:23,640
you're, you're being authentic, 
but you're not even trying to 

955
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,600
make it look appetizing. 
And you're like, Oh my God, this

956
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:27,680
is so fucking nice. 
And I'm like, I would literally 

957
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:31,200
rather eat shit out my hands. 
I did not have a 2 year old's 

958
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:32,720
palette. 
I actually got a 2 year old. 

959
00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:37,680
'S palette and it's still not. 
I literally eat everything, like

960
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:41,840
everything we know. 
Yeah, so, so Eva, to be fair, 

961
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:44,400
your Tik Tok's feeding me. 
I love the fits. 

962
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:47,120
I do love the food. 
I'm loving the gym growth. 

963
00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:49,120
Yeah but I don't post any more 
gym TikTok. 

964
00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:52,400
She's not out of time but 
doesn't mean the muscles aren't 

965
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:55,400
there in the what did you say? 
Sorry, what did she ring? 

966
00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:59,760
Wait, what did she say? 
Oh, and you are she's. 

967
00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:03,200
She's ran out of photos from the
archives, so unless she actually

968
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,960
starts going back, she. 
Can't no, but the what I eat in 

969
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:09,160
a day is literally just held me 
accountable because I only stick

970
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,200
the things whenever because I 
hate people see me feel so Oh my

971
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:15,320
God, I had it in my head that 
and I had like a date for it and

972
00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:17,240
the day it was like the press 
event that we did. 

973
00:41:17,240 --> 00:41:19,000
My brother, she was crazy, so 
hot. 

974
00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:23,720
You all hurt. 
The rice cakes worked for you, 

975
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:25,520
so you were weed to be. 
Slating. 

976
00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:27,280
Yeah, No, we went out, I feel, 
all the way to Belfast. 

977
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:28,240
She won't even have a blood 
drink. 

978
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:29,320
Oh my God. 
Crazy. 

979
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:32,320
Wow, that's some dedication. 
I'm just gonna say like it was. 

980
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:36,680
It wasn't like a permanent thing
because I would say like the 

981
00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:40,000
calories I was eating was quite 
low for someone of my height and

982
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,120
how much I was jimming, and it 
was not sustainable. 

983
00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:44,840
You are on a #cut. 
Hashtag cut hashtag. 

984
00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:47,280
Horrendous. 
In your body. 

985
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:50,920
Is the best coach ever like 
emotional connection, Like 

986
00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:52,280
mother, lover? 
There's me. 

987
00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:54,480
And Amy getting like fucking 
well I don't make flurries. 

988
00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:56,520
OK, so Oh my God, that that 
milkshake. 

989
00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:59,880
Question one from the fans might
be your tea because the first 

990
00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:03,360
one was any relationship slash 
hookups hidden from camera. 

991
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:08,160
I may have had a a rendezvous 
with who with? 

992
00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:12,880
Beth ohh random. 
Hold on, was this after the 

993
00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:15,080
event that you? 
Yeah, to our event. 

994
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:17,480
No, it wasn't, no. 
It was before. 

995
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,400
That it was way before that, but
that was like, I was like. 

996
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:22,560
Don't you do it again? 
And I do it again, and that's a 

997
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:25,240
threat, no? 
It's a promise, no? 

998
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,400
Not even. 
It's just like a funny thing 

999
00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:30,560
that happened and it's so funny 
in the group. 

1000
00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:32,960
Earlier on you were saying you'd
love to be controlled. 

1001
00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:34,880
You're like, yeah, fucking beat 
me. 

1002
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:37,000
Yeah, I like black cat birth. 
No, no, she. 

1003
00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:39,480
It was just like a funny thing 
that happened after a night. 

1004
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:41,560
Last time, the next morning, 
when I was in Sydney or when I 

1005
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:43,840
was in Melbourne, I. 
Was like, and she was like, shut

1006
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:45,040
up. 
She was like, stop taking. 

1007
00:42:45,080 --> 00:42:47,120
I was in Melbourne and she was 
like, FaceTime me, like holding 

1008
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:48,320
the hammer up. 
And I was like, what's going on?

1009
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:50,520
I thought, friends. 
And she was like, no, seriously.

1010
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:53,080
Oh my God, what? 
How long did this go on? 

1011
00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:54,600
For only once. 
It was only one time thing. 

1012
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:57,960
But you want it to happen again.
But it's like no comment 

1013
00:42:58,320 --> 00:43:00,320
cleaning the birth. 
But Beth is like famously only 

1014
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:01,480
from asks so. 
Yeah. 

1015
00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:05,800
So it's like, yeah, slab crash 
or like how gay awakening was 

1016
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:08,760
speech from Glee. 
So like we sure that says about 

1017
00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:09,840
me. 
Know what, Amy? 

1018
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:14,520
You see it? 
I do, but me, well that is. 

1019
00:43:14,520 --> 00:43:17,120
That is an amazing tea, but was 
there anything like in the 

1020
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:19,640
actual Master era as well that 
kind of went on? 

1021
00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:21,480
Did anyone sneak around? 
Was that people did out with 

1022
00:43:21,480 --> 00:43:22,920
you? 
Amy, I did hear that you fancied

1023
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,360
me a lot of time in the tea room
and. 

1024
00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:29,720
Did you? 
Did you just spend more time 

1025
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:31,080
died? 
You kind of did you? 

1026
00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:32,920
Will be recording that this 
evening. 

1027
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:40,440
Cara, Yeah, Cara was my first 
question that Oh my God. 

1028
00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:41,760
I didn't know us. 
She. 

1029
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:42,760
Didn't notice. 
What could I mean? 

1030
00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:43,720
What could I mean? 
OK. 

1031
00:43:43,720 --> 00:43:46,840
So the second question is one on
us, so I'm not gonna like it, 

1032
00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:50,640
which is who would Scarlet and 
Freya want a date? 

1033
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:52,960
That's so good. 
I've. 

1034
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,280
Got your question I'm. 
Gonna answer. 

1035
00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:59,440
You answer now, yeah. 
We've got an. 

1036
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:02,000
Answer about you guys. 
Okay right. 

1037
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:05,480
I feel like I can't give an 
answer without giving a reason 

1038
00:44:05,480 --> 00:44:07,120
as to why not the other two. 
We're talking about 

1039
00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:08,640
sensitivities here, you know 
what I mean? 

1040
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:10,200
So I feel like this. 
Is gonna be a bar, yes. 

1041
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,960
I was gonna say that, I was 
gonna say that 2. 

1042
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:14,520
Cancel the state. 
I said you two. 

1043
00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:16,440
I said you 2 before this. 
Which you might be saying, me 

1044
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:18,200
and Kara. 
Wouldn't work. 

1045
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:22,960
Oh my God, I was like I said, 
you too you. 

1046
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,320
Fucking know. 
Only because. 

1047
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:28,600
Only because. 
Not attractiveness and that's me

1048
00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:30,760
gone no and that was a stronger 
broke the car was back because. 

1049
00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:33,880
Two council estate girls. 
We are never gonna. 

1050
00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:37,360
Can you imagine? 
Us two hilarious to be fair. 

1051
00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:40,680
Sorry, Fred, but like I was 
like, no, I'm actually quite. 

1052
00:44:40,720 --> 00:44:43,000
Convincing me because I feel 
like we'd vindicate each other 

1053
00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:44,280
in the best way. 
We'd be unstoppable. 

1054
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:45,520
No, go fuck yourself. 
I'm watching. 

1055
00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:46,160
No. 
I. 

1056
00:44:46,680 --> 00:44:50,080
Love the fact that you said I 
fit you too and she's like no 

1057
00:44:50,080 --> 00:44:51,440
no. 
No, they just humbled me 

1058
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:53,880
straight away like. 
That's really funny. 

1059
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:55,360
I love that. 
Go through. 

1060
00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:58,400
You're not letting me finish. 
Let's let the girl talk. 

1061
00:44:58,440 --> 00:45:00,000
Why not? 
Yeah, let the girl I. 

1062
00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:01,800
Don't wanna hear it anymore. 
I'm really upset. 

1063
00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:03,320
First Georgia, then you. 
What? 

1064
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:07,920
Amy, you are more ADHD than 
Freya, so that's just not gonna 

1065
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:09,560
work for me. 
I've got I've not got the 

1066
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:10,840
energy. 
I couldn't keep up with you. 

1067
00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:14,240
But I would like me. 
And you'd have great sex it. 

1068
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:16,160
Would. 
Just be great, wouldn't go past 

1069
00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:19,560
that. 
And Eva, I would love because I 

1070
00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:21,480
know that you've got that golden
retriever energy. 

1071
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:24,120
So I know that we would 
definitely like this is really 

1072
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:26,720
time. 
Her head, honestly. 

1073
00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:28,840
No, right Cara? 
Always has my hands big. 

1074
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:32,280
Because it fucked up massive. 
You just need to not compliment 

1075
00:45:32,280 --> 00:45:34,800
her. 
Now I'm gonna give my Yeah, I'm 

1076
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:36,800
sorry. 
Cara, don't jump the gun this 

1077
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:37,240
time. 
Yeah, I know. 

1078
00:45:37,240 --> 00:45:38,320
I'm gonna wait. 
I'm gonna actually. 

1079
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:40,000
Yeah, let them finish. 
I've been humbled. 

1080
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:42,000
This is. 
Or make them finish. 

1081
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:44,880
Really difficult for me and I'm 
not even gonna lie. 

1082
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:46,840
You can pick up three. 
I do. 

1083
00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:48,800
You know what I would. 
I really would. 

1084
00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:52,600
So Cara, the thing that draws me
to you is that first of all, 

1085
00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:53,760
you. 
Got notes on that laptop of 

1086
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,560
yours, no? 
I love how it looks like I've 

1087
00:45:56,560 --> 00:45:57,840
written it down. 
Yeah, did. 

1088
00:45:57,840 --> 00:45:59,920
Cara, this wasn't lie. 
Did you pick me? 

1089
00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:03,320
Stop getting forgetting that was
a joke. 

1090
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:04,400
That was a joke. 
You're. 

1091
00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:07,360
You're beautiful, but remind me 
a lot of Scarlet, right? 

1092
00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:09,680
Stop it. 
Just don't spare me. 

1093
00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:11,200
Don't spare me. 
There's just move on. 

1094
00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:13,280
I mean I. 
Love a girl that's like that. 

1095
00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:15,480
There's a bit more brutal says 
that how it is and I find it 

1096
00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:18,120
really endearing yourself. 
Through me again, basically. 

1097
00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:22,360
Yeah, Eva is. 
No, I'm not. 

1098
00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:24,360
No, I'm not done yet. 
I haven't decided. 

1099
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:25,960
I'm giving you compliments for 
us. 

1100
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,280
Eva, you're stunning. 
You're very tall. 

1101
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:30,000
That's another thing that I 
really like. 

1102
00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:32,360
And you do have that really 
cute, like energy. 

1103
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:34,880
I feel like you would, like, get
me a drink if I asked one. 

1104
00:46:34,880 --> 00:46:37,680
Do you know what I mean? 
Like, yeah, Amy, you're so 

1105
00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:40,080
fucking funny and obviously hot 
as well. 

1106
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:42,280
So you're already attracted. 
That just goes out saying but 

1107
00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:44,760
you're very funny you're very 
ADHD. 

1108
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:47,800
I feel like me and you will get 
riled up really really quickly 

1109
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:49,720
too much to the point would 
probably burn the house down, 

1110
00:46:49,720 --> 00:46:50,920
but it be really fun. 
Do you know what I? 

1111
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:53,280
Mean it's done, boots. 
House down, Boots. 

1112
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:58,520
Really calming. 
I'm really calming I. 

1113
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,080
Really really can't choose. 
This is really difficult for me.

1114
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:05,440
Choose me. 
I was gonna say, who wants to go

1115
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:06,560
to The Four Seasons? 
Rolando I. 

1116
00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:08,840
Think it'd be me and Car but 
it's not about lips. 

1117
00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:11,400
Eva fuck me. 
No, stop saying in the fence, 

1118
00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:13,520
politicians. 
Yeah. 

1119
00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:15,600
Such a politician. 
Politicians aren't. 

1120
00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:18,480
He was too young for me, Amy. 
We wind each other up too much. 

1121
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:19,760
Me and Cara would have to, you 
know. 

1122
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:20,880
Weirdly enough, I would have 
picked you. 

1123
00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:24,840
Too emotional. 
Yeah, I'm sure my emotional age 

1124
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:27,760
is like 28. 
No, you are. 

1125
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:30,760
I'm 23. 
OK, Can I just? 

1126
00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:32,400
Clarify That leaves me unchosen 
again. 

1127
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:35,560
Amy, you know what? 
I'm keeping you on your toes, 

1128
00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:37,160
OK, Liv? 
Who you choose, You better 

1129
00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:39,400
choose me, bitch. 
Well, I couldn't. 

1130
00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:41,440
I couldn't. 
Choose Eva because trauma. 

1131
00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:44,240
Sorry, just because you look 
like my ass, it's triggering. 

1132
00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:47,200
But what if I fix, Like fix and 
cure that trauma? 

1133
00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:48,640
Put a. 
Paper bag over your head. 

1134
00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:53,680
Amy, I choose you, the petty 
choose. 

1135
00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:57,480
So Amy, you have kissed both 
Cara and Eva in the mass area. 

1136
00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:02,400
Who is the better kisser, right?
Can I just I was just going to 

1137
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:04,800
preface because you fancied the 
pants off her more than me. 

1138
00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:06,040
But was it a question to you 
now? 

1139
00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:09,040
Let's do it again. 
I was going to say I need, I 

1140
00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:11,360
need my memory job. 
I me, me. 

1141
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:13,080
Eva shared more kisses. 
I yeah, we. 

1142
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:14,280
Did and they weren't shown me, 
Yeah. 

1143
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:17,760
Me and Eva, I didn't even. 
Oh well, I am the BearCat so I 

1144
00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:19,440
back myself so. 
You know you're kissing. 

1145
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:21,280
Well, at least Cara can back 
herself here. 

1146
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:23,320
Yeah, although. 
I got it as a back I've. 

1147
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,280
Also kissed. 
I've also kissed both of them. 

1148
00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:28,000
OK, what about you then? 
I have to pick gaming. 

1149
00:48:28,800 --> 00:48:30,440
Yeah. 
Oh, so I bet you were great. 

1150
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,680
You're nice. 
So you can't make any fucking 

1151
00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:35,400
excuses. 
You can't do anything right. 

1152
00:48:35,400 --> 00:48:38,800
There is one person that you'd 
have to pick in the master if 

1153
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:40,000
you were to do it all over 
again. 

1154
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:41,400
Who would that person be? 
Cara. 

1155
00:48:41,480 --> 00:48:43,720
We knew, we knew. 
You're analysis so mines would 

1156
00:48:43,720 --> 00:48:48,160
only because of where she lives.
I have like obviously because we

1157
00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:50,920
live together. 
Babe, you practically live in my

1158
00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:53,080
house. 
I mean no, I know, I know, no, I

1159
00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:55,000
know. 
But like if it was like is this 

1160
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:56,280
like common? 
Personalities. 

1161
00:48:56,560 --> 00:48:58,640
Personalities. 
Oh, is it? 

1162
00:48:58,960 --> 00:49:00,360
Oh. 
Wait, what? 

1163
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:03,000
Just a lion bastard. 
She's a lion bastard. 

1164
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:03,960
That it's like. 
No, she. 

1165
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:05,560
No, no, no, because. 
She's taken away. 

1166
00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:07,640
From yeah, because she's like 
big sister to me, so yeah. 

1167
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:11,320
So like, like so say if we 
didn't know each other, like if 

1168
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:12,640
she didn't make me feel sick 
like. 

1169
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:14,960
I didn't make me feel sick. 
I choose. 

1170
00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:16,000
Her. 
Honestly, I would choose her. 

1171
00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:17,960
If I didn't know her, I would 
have chose Eva. 

1172
00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:18,480
Someone. 
Else. 

1173
00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:20,960
Are you sticking with Bath? 
No, I actually think I'd go. 

1174
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:23,360
Fear you go for fear if Thea 
was. 

1175
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,120
If Thea was in frames, Oh my 
God, be all over that. 

1176
00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:26,880
Like, yeah. 
It's. 

1177
00:49:27,080 --> 00:49:29,320
Really. 
Thea only started head. 

1178
00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:32,280
They only started hitting on me 
when the show came out. 

1179
00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:35,520
She's recently she's. 
Got yeah the message in the. 

1180
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:37,000
Group. 
Yeah, because she didn't like go

1181
00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:39,560
for me in there and then she was
like, Eva, the show, you're so 

1182
00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:40,840
hot. 
And I was like, right well. 

1183
00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:42,040
Where was that? 
I like very many. 

1184
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:44,560
People say that though I've had 
so many like my friends be like.

1185
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:49,640
Eva organize. 
That Eva car as well, yeah. 

1186
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:51,280
But we would never go each 
other, no. 

1187
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:52,160
Let me stop. 
Seats. 

1188
00:49:52,240 --> 00:49:54,120
No, honestly, I can't stress 
enough. 

1189
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:55,160
Like. 
Married in 10 years. 

1190
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:57,760
Absolutely never. 
I'm not even no, this is no we 

1191
00:49:57,760 --> 00:49:59,920
could moment and then I 
wouldn't. 

1192
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,520
That's why we would never go 
each other. 

1193
00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:05,600
Yeah, no. 
Funny question because two of 

1194
00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:08,800
you at the three a single advice
for all the baby gays trying to 

1195
00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:10,760
get wifed up. 
Yeah, good luck. 

1196
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:12,400
Babe, give me some. 
Give me. 

1197
00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:15,960
Good luck babe. 
Acquaint yourself with rejection

1198
00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:16,360
first. 
Yeah, I'm. 

1199
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:19,480
Going to say the most boring 
answer ever like you need to 

1200
00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:21,080
stop looking for it. 
Yeah. 

1201
00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:22,920
So when you stop looking for it 
force into that if. 

1202
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:24,600
You're looking for a 
relationship. 

1203
00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:26,400
You're not fully content 
yourself, so you shouldn't be in

1204
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:28,440
a relationship. 
Yeah, let's let's pass over to 

1205
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:32,360
the expert and she's. 
Not an expert, but yeah. 

1206
00:50:32,360 --> 00:50:34,200
Because when you're not looking 
for something, you're fully 

1207
00:50:34,200 --> 00:50:35,960
content in yourself, which means
that you're not going to bring 

1208
00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:38,400
anything from past things into 
the current relationship. 

1209
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:41,000
But if you're looking for a 
relationship, there's something 

1210
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,000
in you that's wanting to heal 
anything that went wrong in the 

1211
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,400
other ones. 
So it's just not going to go 

1212
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:46,000
well. 
My past relationship is 

1213
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:48,800
completely healed and it's like 
I'm looking for a relationship. 

1214
00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:50,120
But why are you looking for 
relationship? 

1215
00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:52,760
But why though? 
Because I want. 

1216
00:50:52,920 --> 00:50:54,720
Someone to call? 
Me, I think that's what I mean. 

1217
00:50:54,840 --> 00:50:56,040
For a relationship, that's what 
I mean. 

1218
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:59,160
So I actually, I think that it's
a really nice statement, but I 

1219
00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:02,320
do also think that you have to 
be in a space where you can make

1220
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,760
space for somebody else in your 
life because there is also that 

1221
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:08,880
other part that's like you could
be so self-sufficient and so 

1222
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:10,080
everything else. 
So the point where like if 

1223
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:11,880
somebody was going to come into 
your space, they've got to kind 

1224
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,600
of change up a few things maybe.
I I think. 

1225
00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:16,920
I do know another thing that I 
was speaking to my therapist 

1226
00:51:16,920 --> 00:51:21,160
about yesterday, which is we've 
all got like accessibility to 

1227
00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:23,840
the Internet and like the 
outside world 24/7 now more than

1228
00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:26,400
ever before. 
And one of the big things within

1229
00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:29,400
that I think is like other 
people's advice and like quotes 

1230
00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:30,720
on shit. 
So what Eva said. 

1231
00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:33,440
That was basically like a quote 
that we've all been fed for 

1232
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:35,920
ages, which is like, until 
you're happy within yourself, 

1233
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:37,200
you can't be happy with anyone 
else. 

1234
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:38,280
If. 
You can't love yourself, honey. 

1235
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:39,600
Yeah, you're going to love 
somebody else. 

1236
00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:42,560
Going to get their name. 
That's like it's just not 

1237
00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:46,400
fucking applicable to anyone 
ever with anything because 

1238
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:48,440
everyone's single situation is 
different. 

1239
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:50,680
Everyone's like past situations 
is different. 

1240
00:51:50,680 --> 00:51:54,160
Everyone's present is different.
So obviously there's situations 

1241
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:58,320
like to the baby gaze where 
yeah, if you're probably like 

1242
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:01,600
still hiding your sexuality, 
maybe not 100% comfortable in 

1243
00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:04,320
who you are as a person, don't 
know what you want from someone 

1244
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:05,760
else, don't know what you want 
from life. 

1245
00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:07,960
Stay single. 
Figure that out because you 

1246
00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:10,360
there really is no rush to be 
with anyone else. 

1247
00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:14,840
But I think from like the more 
seasoned gaze and people like 

1248
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:16,840
looking or not looking for 
relationships. 

1249
00:52:16,840 --> 00:52:19,840
It's like, don't fucking look 
outwards and don't look at 

1250
00:52:19,840 --> 00:52:22,400
anyone else and don't take 
advice from anyone but your 

1251
00:52:22,400 --> 00:52:24,200
fucking intuition in yourself 
really. 

1252
00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:26,520
OK, yeah, I actually will. 
Perhaps I forgot it was baby 

1253
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:29,680
take a bag because whenever I 
was baby gay, I would cry on my 

1254
00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:31,200
bags. 
I felt like I had so much live, 

1255
00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:36,480
live, so hey, so much love to 
like give to someone and I had 

1256
00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:39,040
no one to give it to. 
So I was just like looking for 

1257
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:40,520
that. 
But then I did end up like 

1258
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:42,960
finding someone to give it to. 
But I was so, so caught up in 

1259
00:52:42,960 --> 00:52:45,080
the fact that I was like, 
finally like exploring the. 

1260
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:46,920
Game, I always wasn't the right 
person. 

1261
00:52:46,920 --> 00:52:49,400
I also think like don't always 
look for your forever partner. 

1262
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:50,480
Like, I think that is what's 
like. 

1263
00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:52,680
Fucked me or temporary? 
100% no, but. 

1264
00:52:53,320 --> 00:52:55,000
Like but like living. 
The three month subscription. 

1265
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:57,280
Now, and you can get to know 
that person because how are you 

1266
00:52:57,280 --> 00:52:59,800
supposed to know on that date 
one that that is supposed to be?

1267
00:53:00,200 --> 00:53:02,000
So much shit are. 
You I am going to give a quote 

1268
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,920
now someone has comes into your 
life for a reason season or a 

1269
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:07,080
lifetime real it doesn't always 
be life. 

1270
00:53:07,360 --> 00:53:10,480
And that's a lesson. 
Yeah, sure, for sure. 

1271
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:12,440
Anyone else? 
Anyone else? 

1272
00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:14,280
Got a cliche? 
Any other? 

1273
00:53:15,800 --> 00:53:19,440
Everything happens for a reason.
Period Live laugh lesbian. 

1274
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:23,040
You heard so I've got so many 
here, I'm just trying to figure 

1275
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:24,560
out the ones that I really want 
to ask you the most. 

1276
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:28,080
Have you guys have any of you 
faced any homophobia from the 

1277
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:29,280
show? 
So since it's been a not sure if

1278
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:31,920
you had any like messages or I. 
Don't. 

1279
00:53:31,960 --> 00:53:34,440
Think specifically, but I think 
in general in terms of like the 

1280
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:37,120
mess, the comments under the 
BBCS post Facebook, why are we 

1281
00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:40,600
paying tax, taxpayers? 
Shit that we got like under this

1282
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:43,000
post like. 
I just ignore it because 

1283
00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:44,720
literally. 
We yeah, but then we have in 

1284
00:53:44,720 --> 00:53:47,800
Ireland that you definitely do. 
So like we, we, we even I did 

1285
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:51,800
like a Irish article and it was 
like people being like I was, I 

1286
00:53:51,800 --> 00:53:54,280
was like 40 year old man, like 
go fuck yourself anywhere. 

1287
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:56,560
Like being like, like condemned.
Yeah, let. 

1288
00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:59,240
German. 
Discuss an old man like 

1289
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:01,760
condemning us like for going on 
the show being like as if we're 

1290
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:03,760
strip it like this is one thing 
I want clear up. 

1291
00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:07,320
None of the girls on the show 
were strip it like you need to 

1292
00:54:07,320 --> 00:54:10,960
be fucking uni educated but like
most of us are like most like 

1293
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:13,120
they're all very intelligent 
women airheads. 

1294
00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:15,000
Like isn't like we've all been 
to uni? 

1295
00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:17,080
Like who who? 
Hasn't like babe just say you're

1296
00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:18,680
jealous because you need to. 
Be intelligent. 

1297
00:54:18,680 --> 00:54:20,800
Exactly I. 
Mean like isn't like 100. 

1298
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:23,600
I don't even do what what I in 
in relation to what my unitary 

1299
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:25,320
is now. 
So you definitely do a bit of 

1300
00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:28,040
Botox. 
You know these men saying this 

1301
00:54:28,040 --> 00:54:31,440
are like consuming the fucking 
sun and are literally like have 

1302
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:34,400
got nothing in the winter of 
every fucking thing on yeah. 

1303
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:35,760
There's happening in lesbian 
scissors. 

1304
00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:37,920
Scissors on fucking. 
I mean real me too. 

1305
00:54:37,960 --> 00:54:39,720
Why? 
Didn't we have any scissoring on

1306
00:54:39,720 --> 00:54:40,720
the show? 
That's what I want to. 

1307
00:54:41,360 --> 00:54:43,160
We did. 
We did. 

1308
00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:44,720
Oh, who scissored? 
Us it's. 

1309
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:47,800
A. 3 way. 
It was more like a chainsaw. 

1310
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:52,400
Yeah. 
No, no, no, no, no. 

1311
00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:56,920
It is awful and it is going to 
fucking happen and it is most 

1312
00:54:56,920 --> 00:54:59,840
likely going to come from one 
very, you know, specific group, 

1313
00:54:59,840 --> 00:55:03,200
specific group of in cells, you 
know, and and these people don't

1314
00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:06,400
have, I mean, there are, there 
are so many studies that do 

1315
00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:10,040
prove as well that homophobia 
comes from being homosexual. 

1316
00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:13,560
Yes, agreed. 
I agree. 

1317
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:15,880
You can say. 
Because when I was younger. 

1318
00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:17,640
Mommy looks like it's. 
Just not like I never actually 

1319
00:55:17,640 --> 00:55:19,680
just goes this, but like my dad,
like I said, I never wanted to 

1320
00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:21,640
do on camera this way. 
I've got no fucking sympathy. 

1321
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:23,400
My dad literally didn't speak to
me the whole time. 

1322
00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:25,880
Like see, when I come out like I
my dad like never spoke to me. 

1323
00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:27,600
Like literally was like you 
should be so embarrassed to 

1324
00:55:27,600 --> 00:55:29,480
yourself. 
Like you're literally you're 

1325
00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:32,160
going to put so much shame. 
You're my sister idolizes me and

1326
00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:34,640
he was like, how embarrassing 
are you for your wee sister? 

1327
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:37,320
Like she was like she's she was 
like it's disgusting. 

1328
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,480
Like and they stormed out of the
car and never like I was going 

1329
00:55:39,480 --> 00:55:41,320
travel and then after after the 
show that I was going straight 

1330
00:55:41,320 --> 00:55:43,440
traveling and he never spoke to 
me since. 

1331
00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:46,320
Like I came back to the house 
one day and I was like, right, 

1332
00:55:46,320 --> 00:55:47,840
I'm away. 
I don't know when I'm going. 

1333
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:49,320
Like I don't know why I'll be 
back. 

1334
00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:52,240
And he was just like refused to 
speak to me after that. 

1335
00:55:52,240 --> 00:55:56,320
Like literally was like he sent 
a sympathy message or like like 

1336
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:59,040
like like the other day I said 
literally about two days ago. 

1337
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:03,960
So it was like it was like, 
well, the one isn't fucking 

1338
00:56:04,040 --> 00:56:05,920
Irish. 
People are just like it is like 

1339
00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:08,640
especially in a rural place, 
like it's just very hard for 

1340
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:11,720
them to understand. 
Like being gay is OK, Like it's 

1341
00:56:11,720 --> 00:56:14,120
not a big deal. 
And it's like they sell, they're

1342
00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:17,320
stuck back in the fucking 80s. 
They're they're like, Oh my God,

1343
00:56:17,320 --> 00:56:18,640
like parents with their 
children. 

1344
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:20,960
They're going like, it's going 
to be such a hard life for you. 

1345
00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:23,200
And that, I think that's where 
most of the heat comes from for 

1346
00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:25,920
like people not accepting it. 
The thing is, it's the same as 

1347
00:56:25,920 --> 00:56:29,240
me growing up in rural Somerset.
And I think the The thing is 

1348
00:56:29,240 --> 00:56:35,080
here, it's like it's not even 
necessarily like innate hate 

1349
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:37,520
that they feel. 
It's taught hate from these like

1350
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:40,400
this rhetoric, right? 
And as well, when they're like 

1351
00:56:40,760 --> 00:56:46,320
outside of like society, rural 
anything, you are naturally like

1352
00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:49,760
30 years behind society anyway, 
like in the terms of like how 

1353
00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:52,200
you dress, what you're 
consuming, like what you're 

1354
00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:54,800
seeing. 
So if we think about like queer 

1355
00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:58,640
liberation generally, it's like 
they just haven't evolved with 

1356
00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:01,160
the times. 
So you can't like it's because 

1357
00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:04,320
it's the same with my nan. 
Like she's great now, but for a 

1358
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:07,600
long time just shit would like 
the most homophobic stuff would 

1359
00:57:07,600 --> 00:57:09,680
come out of her mouth, but she 
didn't even realize it was 

1360
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:13,040
homophobic because it was just 
like a spill for her and I had 

1361
00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:15,880
to break it down for her as to 
like why? 

1362
00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:18,200
Because like to them it was just
used. 

1363
00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:21,400
Like some terms are just coined.
It's just like, that's just what

1364
00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:23,200
you say. 
That's the thing, I still feel 

1365
00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:25,680
uncomfortable and sometimes in 
Ireland, like as in we 

1366
00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:28,240
definitely like, and I'm this is
not Ireland, like there's and 

1367
00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:31,280
like younger generation or not 
like this, but like I feel like 

1368
00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:33,160
a lot of the time in Ireland you
just allow it. 

1369
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:36,480
Like people are like, Oh my God,
like that's like they would like

1370
00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:39,720
use the most like crazy things 
about like druggery things about

1371
00:57:39,720 --> 00:57:42,240
being gay and like you just be 
like, I don't want me. 

1372
00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:44,760
I don't want to be that gay. 
That's like fucking different. 

1373
00:57:44,760 --> 00:57:46,320
Like as in like I don't want to 
make a big deal of it. 

1374
00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:48,400
So I'll allow them to say it. 
But that happens. 

1375
00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:50,360
I feel like it happens a lot in 
Ireland with like many of 

1376
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:51,920
things, but it just happens in 
general. 

1377
00:57:51,920 --> 00:57:54,040
Like I don't know if I would 
send it to you, but like if 

1378
00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:56,840
someone told us when we were 
like 60 or 70 that fruit and 

1379
00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:59,280
vegetables were bad for us, we 
would also be like, you're 

1380
00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:00,600
lying. 
Like fucking wise of the good. 

1381
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:02,400
That's exactly what's happened 
with everyone. 

1382
00:58:02,400 --> 00:58:04,960
Like, like if you're told 
something your whole life and 

1383
00:58:04,960 --> 00:58:06,880
someone just turns around you 
one day and says the opposite, 

1384
00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:09,680
you're obviously I. 
Might start putting posters of 

1385
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:11,760
the lesbian supper club around 
there over it's exposure 

1386
00:58:11,760 --> 00:58:15,320
therapy. 
Yeah, exactly that I'm. 

1387
00:58:15,400 --> 00:58:18,800
Sorry though, that this was your
situation because we all like to

1388
00:58:18,880 --> 00:58:21,960
believe that the situations that
we're in in in this current 

1389
00:58:21,960 --> 00:58:23,280
moment is the same for everyone 
else. 

1390
00:58:23,280 --> 00:58:25,840
And it is really situational. 
It's based on your family, your 

1391
00:58:25,840 --> 00:58:28,920
friends, the people that work 
with you, the places where you 

1392
00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:32,280
live and you grew up. 
Like there's there is no right 

1393
00:58:32,280 --> 00:58:34,240
or wrong. 
There is, you know, everyone 

1394
00:58:34,240 --> 00:58:37,840
experiences being queer very, 
very differently. 

1395
00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:41,440
But I think that come from such 
a small place like that and then

1396
00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:44,800
go on a fucking lesbian TV show.
This is what is iconic. 

1397
00:58:44,920 --> 00:58:49,400
This is the thing I love that. 
Like so fucking brave of you so.

1398
00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:52,560
I hadn't came out, I hadn't came
out to anyone and like I'd live 

1399
00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:54,520
in Liverpool for like 7 years. 
Like I hadn't actually. 

1400
00:58:54,520 --> 00:58:57,520
I came out to all my family and 
like like my mom and dad are 

1401
00:58:57,520 --> 00:58:59,000
separated. 
So like I come out to like my 

1402
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:00,960
immediate family. 
My brother was like, obviously, 

1403
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:02,720
like famously said, you're a big
carpet muncher. 

1404
00:59:02,720 --> 00:59:06,280
I was near it didn't give a 
fuck. 

1405
00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:09,640
Like, but like, like the like I 
always was like, I'm not, I'm, 

1406
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:12,280
I'm not gonna be one of people 
who makes being like game, my 

1407
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:14,240
personality, whatever. 
Like that's always been my 

1408
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:16,320
thing. 
But like now being no, yeah, no 

1409
00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:18,040
and like. 
I'm the exact same. 

1410
00:59:18,120 --> 00:59:20,280
He loves my only selling point. 
It's fucking it's. 

1411
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:23,440
Amazing, isn't? 
That it's actually so cool. 

1412
00:59:23,440 --> 00:59:25,280
Like, I'm not even gonna lie, a 
lot of people. 

1413
00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:27,160
And he's suppressed for so long.
Like, yeah, embarrassing. 

1414
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:30,120
Like wise up. 
Is we've actually got a T-shirt 

1415
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:32,360
coming soon, which I'll have to 
give you some hot tea on, which 

1416
00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:34,560
is definitely gonna be right up 
your street. 

1417
00:59:34,560 --> 00:59:36,560
But it was just for that very, 
very moment. 

1418
00:59:37,880 --> 00:59:39,640
Heterosexuality is myth. 
Yeah. 

1419
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:41,680
I need. 
That I need. 

1420
00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:45,120
That so I think I think that 
like with everything that you've

1421
00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:47,720
experienced now for you guys, 
what you need to do is just 

1422
00:59:47,720 --> 00:59:51,240
really fucking enjoy it as well 
because a moment like this that 

1423
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:53,480
comes along once in a lifetime a
moment. 

1424
00:59:57,240 --> 01:00:01,560
Like. 
This because there's so many 

1425
01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:04,200
things that I want to ask these 
girls, but I know that we're 

1426
01:00:04,200 --> 01:00:07,000
like running out of time. 
But if there's anything that you

1427
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:10,040
could say to like the people 
like your fans, people that love

1428
01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:12,480
you, the people who have watched
the show, what would it be? 

1429
01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:15,240
I'm gonna start with Cara. 
Why are? 

1430
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:17,360
You doing this to me so. 
Much fun. 

1431
01:00:17,360 --> 01:00:19,440
Yeah, it's more wrong. 
Character building or something 

1432
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:22,280
like exposure therapy? 
Wait, what was the question? 

1433
01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:25,640
So. 
If I myself sometime, yeah, I 

1434
01:00:25,640 --> 01:00:28,080
should be. 
So if you could say anything to 

1435
01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:30,280
like the people that have like 
watched it listen and they're 

1436
01:00:30,280 --> 01:00:32,800
and they're fans of you, what 
would you have to say? 

1437
01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:35,560
So like The thing is, I've got a
lot of people from obviously 

1438
01:00:35,600 --> 01:00:39,680
Ireland being like, I'm so 
scared to come out and like I 

1439
01:00:39,720 --> 01:00:43,640
felt like that for so long. 
And I'm just like, if you knew 

1440
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:46,600
what it felt like, felt like to 
actually feel yourself and be 

1441
01:00:46,600 --> 01:00:48,800
like comfortable and surrounded 
by a community of people who've 

1442
01:00:48,800 --> 01:00:51,080
supported you. 
Like you're like, they're going 

1443
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:52,920
like, Oh my God, I'm in such a 
small environment. 

1444
01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:55,200
Like it's going to be awful. 
Everyone's going to hate me. 

1445
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:56,800
And what the gay community is 
amazing. 

1446
01:00:56,800 --> 01:00:58,760
Like there's just so many people
are going to surround you. 

1447
01:00:58,760 --> 01:01:02,200
Like you will find your people. 
Like, so like come out, don't 

1448
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:04,360
weigh in the closet. 
Like, I swear to God, life's so 

1449
01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:05,920
much better when you're out of 
the closet. 

1450
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:08,040
Agreed. 
Period. 

1451
01:01:08,960 --> 01:01:11,760
Yeah, I think with me, like it's
interesting because I think with

1452
01:01:11,880 --> 01:01:13,840
all of us, we have different 
takeaways from from the show. 

1453
01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:15,920
And that's why it's so amazing 
is because anybody watching is 

1454
01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:18,680
going to see themselves in a 
different person from the show. 

1455
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,640
And that's why the 
representation is so important 

1456
01:01:20,640 --> 01:01:23,720
and diverse. 
I see myself in a lot. 

1457
01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:29,800
Like to make my lovely? 
Sweet point dirty. 

1458
01:01:31,040 --> 01:01:33,040
But for me, I think it's like 
I'm getting a lot of lot of 

1459
01:01:33,040 --> 01:01:36,120
messages that are like, you 
know, I'm always told that I'm 

1460
01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:39,080
too much and you know, I'm 
intense and stuff. 

1461
01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:42,960
But like with me on the show, 
they see my character and 

1462
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:46,160
actually like, as the girls say,
there's so much love that comes 

1463
01:01:46,160 --> 01:01:48,520
from that and it's like, just be
yourself because it's amazing 

1464
01:01:48,520 --> 01:01:51,720
and lean into it and don't ever 
hide or shy away from that love.

1465
01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:53,400
How loud you are and how much 
you have to say. 

1466
01:01:53,400 --> 01:01:56,640
Because also like, I'm the same.
Yeah, I really love it and I 

1467
01:01:56,640 --> 01:01:58,520
think never, ever get rid. 
Of that, yeah. 

1468
01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:01,120
Those people are the best. 
Yeah, it's the best people 

1469
01:02:01,120 --> 01:02:02,560
because. 
They always bring the warmest 

1470
01:02:02,560 --> 01:02:04,680
energy that you make everyone 
else feel comfortable. 

1471
01:02:04,680 --> 01:02:07,720
Which I think is like. 
So important, and I think anyone

1472
01:02:07,720 --> 01:02:10,520
who's dissing you for that is a 
reflection of them, and I will. 

1473
01:02:10,600 --> 01:02:12,960
Say you brought like a like as 
in like wee bit shy. 

1474
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:14,960
You definitely bring like the 
the bare. 

1475
01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:18,720
Side of the out like it's like 
I'll I'll be the buffoon so that

1476
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:20,320
you can feel like you can be a 
bit more I. 

1477
01:02:20,360 --> 01:02:22,600
Have literally. 
And even you do that as well, 

1478
01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:24,440
like Eva, you have exactly the 
same quality. 

1479
01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:26,960
Like it's like they both like 
whenever like one of those like 

1480
01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:29,440
I was so embarrassed dancing, 
like I'd get so embarrassed and 

1481
01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:31,840
like like this is the curious 
thing is this is really tip. 

1482
01:02:31,840 --> 01:02:34,000
But like I was like really upset
one of the days when we had to 

1483
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:37,120
dance because like I obviously 
shouted dancing and like and 

1484
01:02:37,120 --> 01:02:37,880
they like. 
Make. 

1485
01:02:37,880 --> 01:02:38,800
You do it. 
It was so cute. 

1486
01:02:38,800 --> 01:02:42,480
Firstly, like them them two in 
this that at this point, like no

1487
01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:45,040
one else would support me, but 
like I was really upset. 

1488
01:02:45,040 --> 01:02:46,320
I was just like not feeling 
myself. 

1489
01:02:46,320 --> 01:02:48,680
I felt really uncomfortable and 
like it was coming around 

1490
01:02:48,680 --> 01:02:51,440
everyone like the producer was 
like everyone do a dance move 

1491
01:02:51,920 --> 01:02:56,080
and Eva was like straight to my 
point when it when it came to my

1492
01:02:56,080 --> 01:02:58,600
time to do a dance move, she was
like she obviously seen how 

1493
01:02:58,600 --> 01:03:01,560
uncomfortable I was and she was 
like, she's like, Oh no, I think

1494
01:03:01,560 --> 01:03:03,200
Cara would do this. 
And just did it for. 

1495
01:03:03,280 --> 01:03:05,560
Her so that Cara. 
Was like this is a. 

1496
01:03:06,200 --> 01:03:07,040
Cute. 
So fucking cute. 

1497
01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:08,360
Is that you as Jules from 
Bennett? 

1498
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:09,280
I Becca? 
Yeah. 

1499
01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:10,720
Oh, no, no. 
Joe, that's George. 

1500
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:13,440
Oh, Georgia. 
Sorry, Jill Scott. 

1501
01:03:13,440 --> 01:03:15,040
That was during our time like 
that. 

1502
01:03:15,040 --> 01:03:17,840
Was great. 
And it was the most adorable 

1503
01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:19,640
thing because I felt so 
uncomfortable and like I just 

1504
01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:21,080
didn't see me like crying in 
those bits. 

1505
01:03:21,080 --> 01:03:24,200
But like she like obviously was 
like picking up and so was Amy, 

1506
01:03:24,200 --> 01:03:25,840
like as in like picking up on 
how uncomfortable it was. 

1507
01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:27,520
And she was just like, didn't 
even have saying. 

1508
01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:29,520
She was like Cara would do this 
dance. 

1509
01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:31,360
Move. 
And I was like, it was without 

1510
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:33,320
hesitation. 
Like without hesitation. 

1511
01:03:33,760 --> 01:03:35,840
That's so hot because it's such 
daddy energy. 

1512
01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:39,120
Yeah, it's so daddy it. 
Is and it's like I'll embarrass 

1513
01:03:39,120 --> 01:03:40,480
myself so that you know me too 
so. 

1514
01:03:40,720 --> 01:03:42,160
Is that what you would want to 
say to you? 

1515
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:45,440
Is like be yourself. 
Yeah, never like shy away from 

1516
01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:48,080
yourself, be yourself 
authentically because somebody's

1517
01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:51,040
going to love you regardless. 
And like the reaction I've had 

1518
01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:53,440
has just been like insane. 
And I feel like that's a. 

1519
01:03:53,440 --> 01:03:57,720
Test I've never been able to say
Amy and like I think one or two 

1520
01:03:57,720 --> 01:04:00,280
of my other friends is like the 
only people I've been able to 

1521
01:04:00,280 --> 01:04:03,920
like properly be so like, you 
know, like authentically, 

1522
01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:06,120
literally chaotic. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 

1523
01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:07,920
And I am obsessed, though, 
because you know, that they've 

1524
01:04:07,920 --> 01:04:09,880
done, they're like my core, that
that's who I am. 

1525
01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:11,960
Yeah, exactly. 
And it's just like, I love you 

1526
01:04:12,560 --> 01:04:16,320
through and through and holy 
yeah, even the weird parts of 

1527
01:04:16,320 --> 01:04:19,160
you. 
So I'm not sure what's your 

1528
01:04:19,280 --> 01:04:25,080
passing advice. 
Eva more food Tik Toks. 

1529
01:04:25,680 --> 01:04:29,080
My important advice would be, oh
God, I actually don't know, 

1530
01:04:29,120 --> 01:04:34,280
maybe just that like, you know, 
being a player in the past, your

1531
01:04:34,280 --> 01:04:38,400
actions do not define you. 
If you're a bad person and you 

1532
01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:40,160
do a nice thing, you're not a 
nice person. 

1533
01:04:40,160 --> 01:04:42,600
So just goes the same as if 
you're a nice person, you do a 

1534
01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:45,400
bad thing, you're not a bad 
person as long as you grow from 

1535
01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:47,800
it. 
I feel like growth is the most 

1536
01:04:47,800 --> 01:04:50,120
important thing you can look for
in life and it's the most 

1537
01:04:50,120 --> 01:04:52,120
important thing you can also 
look for in someone else. 

1538
01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:56,160
So as long as you've got growth 
to show, like progression is far

1539
01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:58,640
more important than like your 
starting point. 

1540
01:04:58,640 --> 01:05:00,840
So that's why. 
It's period, period. 

1541
01:05:02,240 --> 01:05:04,800
I love that. 
And that was all after like good

1542
01:05:05,040 --> 01:05:08,240
few gin and tonics vodka. 
Lesbians. 

1543
01:05:08,240 --> 01:05:10,960
They've managed to come through 
this after sinking quite a lot 

1544
01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:12,800
of vodka. 
Yeah, and come across so 

1545
01:05:12,880 --> 01:05:14,960
eloquently in your in your case?
So this is. 

1546
01:05:15,320 --> 01:05:17,960
You've done very well and thank 
you so much for coming on 

1547
01:05:17,960 --> 01:05:19,600
because you guys are honestly. 
No, thank you. 

1548
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:22,400
We're. 
All going to look back, some for

1549
01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:23,880
years. 
And be like, this was a change 

1550
01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:25,600
in tide for the fucking 
community. 

1551
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:27,280
Like, honestly. 
And I think there's going to be 

1552
01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:30,120
so much more to come. 
And you should be so proud of 

1553
01:05:30,120 --> 01:05:32,840
putting yourselves out there, 
handling yourselves the way that

1554
01:05:32,840 --> 01:05:36,280
you have done since you've left.
And also just like what you are 

1555
01:05:36,280 --> 01:05:39,360
doing and will now continue to 
do for not only this generation,

1556
01:05:39,360 --> 01:05:41,880
but generations to come. 
Oh my God, I'm going to cry. 

1557
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:44,400
We love you, and I know that all
of our listeners love you as 

1558
01:05:44,400 --> 01:05:46,560
well. 
So yeah, I hope you guys enjoyed

1559
01:05:46,560 --> 01:05:48,320
this. 
Same to these beautiful. 

1560
01:05:49,240 --> 01:05:52,760
It's so mutual and. 
I'm dying to get you on again 

1561
01:05:52,760 --> 01:05:55,040
already just because I feel like
I've got a million more. 

1562
01:05:55,360 --> 01:05:57,680
Yeah, follow up questions. 
Part 2. 

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Part. 
Two, but thank you all again. 

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And do you guys want to say bye 
lesbians? 

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Bye lesbians, love you.