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Aloha and welcome to Amen 
podcast. 

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I'm Lukilani, and today my 
husband Alex is preaching 

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through Matthew chapter 27 
verses 57 through 61 in an 

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episode we're calling devotion. 
What does it actually look like 

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to follow Jesus with your whole 
life? 

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Not halfway, not just when it's 
convenient, not when it costs 

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you nothing. 
But full devotion, the kind that

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doesn't disappear when things 
get dark. 

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Alex is going to walk us through
this text and show us that 

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devotion isn't a feeling, it's a
posture. 

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It's who you are when no one's 
watching, when the outcome is 

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uncertain, and when following 
Jesus is the harder Rd. 

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Before we dive in, let's read 
the passage. 

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This is Matthew 27 verses 57 
through 61 we're reading from 

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the English Standard Version. 
When it was evening, there came 

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a rich man from Arimathea named 
Joseph, who also was a disciple 

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of Jesus. 
He went to Pilate and asked for 

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the body of Jesus. 
Then Pilate ordered it to be 

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given to him, and Joseph took 
the body and wrapped it in a 

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clean linen shroud, and laid it 
in his own new tomb, which he 

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had cut in the rock. 
And he rolled a great stone to 

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the entrance of the tomb and 
went away. 

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Mary Magdalene and the other 
Mary were there, sitting 

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opposite the tomb. 
Amen, going to talk to you 

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today. 
I need a microphone. 

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Amen guys, I'm going to talk to 
you today about devotion, 

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following Jesus with full 
devotion. 

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Before we get started and jump 
into this text, think about Mark

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chapter 6 where that little boy 
brings his lunch to Jesus and 

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Jesus multiplies it, right? 
The little boy's faced with a 

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question, do I want 5 sandwiches
or do I want 5000? 

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Right? 
He left his house. 

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Maybe his mom gave him that 
lunch before they left and 

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decided and said, hey, we're 
going to follow Jesus today and 

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and see what he's going to teach
us. 

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We're going to go it with him 
wherever he goes. 

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And as a family, they set out 
and maybe with that little lunch

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holding in his lunch pail or his
bag or wherever he had it, he 

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didn't know what the 
significance of that was, right?

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He's just thinking it's fish and
loaves. 

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But Christ is thinking about 
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And Christ is thinking about 
using him as a lesson to feed 

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5000 people what seems so or 
over 5000 people. 

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Most commentators believe what 
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to that boy when he was packing 
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up and giving to him had great, 
great potential and great 

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significance and great beauty. 
And that's why we love that 

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story. 
And in today's story, very 

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similarly, there's some fish and
loaves stuff going on. 

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And Joseph and Nicodemus and 
both of the Marys don't really 

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know what they're doing. 
They're just kind of packing 

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their lunch, you know, like 
that, that boy in Mark chapter 

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6, they're just doing stuff that
they would have done before. 

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Not extraordinary things, but in
this the story of God prevails, 

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and this the victory of God over
our sin through God's 

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sovereignty is seen. 
And So what we see is 4 people 

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who are devoted to Christ, and 
what we see is at least three 

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different places in these 
passages that show us what 

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devotion to Christ looks like. 
And then lastly, we'll end with 

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talking about how to be devoted 
to Christ fully as we follow 

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him. 
So let's look at verse 57 and 

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58. 
It says when it was evening, 

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there came a rich man from 
Aratha Maya named Joseph who 

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also was a disciple of Jesus. 
He went to Pilate and asked for 

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the body of Jesus. 
So in 57 it says it's evening, 

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which means it's 3:00 to 6:00 
PM. 

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Jesus died at three. 
He lift yielded up his spirit at

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Sabbath starts at 6:00 PM on 

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Friday. 
So we know Sabbath is Saturday, 

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but they start celebrating it 
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PM the day before on Friday also
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So that's why it says it's 
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6:00 PM. 
It says there's a rich man from 

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Airthemia. 
Rich man. 

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This rich man is Joseph, and 
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One of the ways we know that 
he's rich is that it says in 

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verse 60 that he laid Jesus in 
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So he had a tomb, and in that 
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So if he has his own tomb and 
it's new, that shows us how rich

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he is. 
But Joseph here is also a part 

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of the Sanhedrin. 
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from the Pharisees who often 
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The Sanhedrin were responsible 
to handing Jesus over to Pilate.

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And the Sanhedrin were a 
religious group, but they were a

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much more politically motivated 
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And that they were an evil group
of Jewish individuals, Jewish 

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men who hated Christ and they 
wanted to silence him and they 

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wanted to kill him. 
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Pilate. 
Joseph is a part of that group. 

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But in Luke chapter 23, verse 50
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was not down with what his 
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came to Jesus. 
They he didn't feel the same way

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about Christ as his colleagues 
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And so in verse 57, it says that
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even though he was a part of 
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He's a disciple of Jesus. 
He's following Jesus. 

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Now in 58, it says he went to 
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Jesus and Pilate ordered it to 
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So in going to Pilate to ask for
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likely getting himself in 
trouble because Jesus was 

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technically killed for treason 
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Pilate that he's going around 
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Jews, which he wasn't. 
What is what is what does this 

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show us in this meeting between 
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Let me slow down. 
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The meeting. 
We're going to see three places 

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that show us what full devotion 
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first one is the meeting. 
This is the meeting between 

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Joseph and Pilate. 
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Why? 
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and you were Jewish, you would 
know Deuteronomy 2123 which says

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cursed as anyone that dies on 
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tree, take him down and bury his
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won't be cursed. 
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Jesus, he's devoted to Jesus, he
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He's also just obeying the word 
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community. 
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hey Pilate, it's actually 
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body hang overnight because in 
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work, in our book, it tells us 
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it's going to curse the land if 
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So he obeyed the word, not 
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fulfillment of prophecy. 
So Isaiah chapter 53, verse 9 

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says that the Messiah would be 
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Now that's written over 1000 
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the scene. 
So what's going on here? 

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In this meeting, the sovereignty
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In this meeting, the 
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there. 
Joseph is just obeying God, not 

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knowing the huge significance 
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in so doing. 
What does it mean to be devoted 

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to Christ? 
It means doing what God says, 

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even if I can't see the big 
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Being devoted to Jesus means 
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do, even if I can't see the big 
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That's Joseph. 
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verse 9 and he said, you know 
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I got to fulfill this prophecy. 
I got to go in a in a get Jesus 

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down from the crossing and put 
him in my tomb because I'm rich.

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That is highly unlikely because 
the sadness around this, the 

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despair around this, all the 
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whole thing is that even though 
it is prophesied, everybody 

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missed it. 
Everyone missed it and Christ 

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knew what was going on the whole
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He knew Joseph would take his 
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Following Jesus isn't about 
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In fact, following Jesus is not 
always going to be obvious. 

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An example of this is John 
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says to Peter, as Jesus is 
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Peter's like Jesus Rabbi, do you
wash my feet? 

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And Jesus says you don't know 
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someday you will. 
One day you will. 

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You don't get it. 
You don't see the big picture 

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right now, but you will. 
What Jesus is telling Peter is 

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look, Peter following me isn't 
about what doing what's obvious.

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In fact, sometimes God is going 
to call you into things and 

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elevate the things that you're 
doing and it isn't going to be 

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the, the, the obvious answer, 
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It's going to be a different 
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So let's look at the second 
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We see devotion to Christ in our
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The 2nd place is the myrrh, the 
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And Joseph took the body and 
wrapped it in a clean linen 

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shroud and laid it in his own 
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the rock. 
And he rolled a great stone in 

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the entrance of the tomb and 
went away. 

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So you might be saying, where is
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If you look at John chapter 1939
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another detail that Matthew 
leaves out for a good reason, a 

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reason that we don't really know
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But John chapter 19 verses 39 
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and says that Nicodemus was 
actually there, the same 

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Nicodemus that came to Jesus 
that night, who asked Jesus, you

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know, how do we become born 
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And Nicodemus is the one that 
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it says in John chapter 1939 
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This myrrh in the Jewish mind 
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aromatic fragrance and in part 
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that the the body wouldn't decay
right away, they would embalm it

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with myrrh and aloes and other 
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And in the Jewish mind this was 
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because though the body might 
start to smell bad because of 

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the decay, the myrrh would 
overpower it and smell 

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beautiful. 
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day we will rise. 
Now remember the Pharisees, they

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believed in the resurrection 
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And so he brings the myrrh and 
they wrap it and they in a in a 

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clean linen shroud. 
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Even though on the Jewish mind 
myrrh was a picture of 

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resurrection, they didn't really
know Jesus was going to 

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resurrect. 
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Being fully devoted to God means
following Jesus, even if I don't

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know the significance of where 
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doing. 
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this myrrh, a picture of 
resurrection, not knowing he's 

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going to resurrect. 
But what beautiful significance 

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was in their actions? 
And that's what look, that's 

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what being devoted to Christ is 
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These guys are there when no one
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These guys, these men show up 
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apostles show up. 
None of his disciples show up. 

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These are two other Jewish men 
that show up to show their 

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devotion to Christ, but also to 
show us that loving Jesus is the

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most important, the most 
satisfying thing that we could 

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do in our life. 
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means loving him, even if and 
specifically loving the body of 

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Christ. 
Remember, they're wrapping the 

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body of Christ who is the body 
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As men of God, as Christians, 
fully devoted, they are loving 

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the church. 
They're loving the body of 

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Christ, even if they don't know 
the significance of what they're

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doing or why He has them doing 
it or where He has them in that 

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season or in that moment. 
Following Jesus is not always 

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going to be the big, bold, 
beautiful act of service, right?

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It's going to be the mundane, 
ordinary things we've done a 

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million times, wrapping a body 
that is bloody, skin falling 

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off, you know, sweaty, just 
disgusting and dirty. 

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That's not a very big, bold, 
beautiful act of service that 

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Nicodemus and Joseph are doing, 
and most likely Mary and Mary 

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are helping out as well, 
commentators believe. 

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But it is a beautiful act of 
devotion. 

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Following Jesus is not just 
about, you know, leading worship

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teams. 
It's about leading your family. 

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It's not about, you know, making
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be these big, bold, beautiful 
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can see and applaud. 
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mundane, obscure, unseen ways 
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serving the body of Christ. 
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Christ, but they're also serving
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community, the one of the if you
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ways that you can serve your 
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well because the next generation
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room. 
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we might be overlooking because 
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bold, beautiful ways of serving 
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not to be served, and we still 
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thankfulness. 
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serve Him, serve Him, serve Him,
serve Him, we may be missing the

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big picture because He came to 
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we serve back, but not out of 
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devotion to Christ and what it 
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So we looked at the meeting in 
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myrrh in 59 and 60, but also the
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to be devoted to Christ. 
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Magdalene and the other Mary. 
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opposite the tomb. 
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Marys? 
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seven spirits that God, evil 
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mother of James and Joseph. 
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history. 
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Alpheus mentioned in Matthew 
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also the same Alpheus or Clopus.
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resurrects. 
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We know that they love to serve.
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also ministering to Jesus 
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ministry. 
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just sit there while Jesus is 
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Nicodemus are taking care of the
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to Jesus means following him, 
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leading. 
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was 32 or his second year of 
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teaching everyone's, you know, 
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eating and they're, they're 
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the of the covenant, the new 
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Messiah leading them out of sin.
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he was going to die like this. 
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outside the tomb watching their 
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savior, their Lord dead, but 
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but distant? 
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these verses. 
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are they present, they're less 
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to God. 
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Even if you don't know where 
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It's about drawing near. 
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brother of Jesus says in in 
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draw near to God and he will 
draw near to you. 

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Now that is not a, what's it 
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dependent on us, right? 
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What James is not saying is if I
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work, then God will respond to 
me in my work and then draw near

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to me. 
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who are already connected to God
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the Chronicles of Narnia, one of
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Kingdom of God, looking at the 
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further up and further in. 
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like. 
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higher up and further in, excuse
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pressing into who he is, drawing
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True children of God do that. 
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when they do that, once God 
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that new spirit, so they want to
and they're willing to and they 

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can draw near the promises, God 
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So how do we do this? 
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verse 6 is a good verse to 
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that we're doing. 
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about trying harder. 
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So Philippians chapter one verse
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in you will complete it all the 
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redemption. 
He will complete it. 

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Why He started the work. 
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I didn't start it. 
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us. 
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creating a people for himself 
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that are free from their sins 
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their God. 
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reminder that shows us where we 
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Him fully. 
It says your word is a light 

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unto my feet and a lamp into my 
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You guys might remember our 
Psalms 119 series that we did, 

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by far our favorite series that 
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And he's saying, as I follow 
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what all the members of our 
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Nicodemus, Mary and the other 
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word. 
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get that because, you know, 
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2123 about the hanging body on a
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take it down that evening. 
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John chapter 1 tells us that 
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they literally are following 
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They're following his body, 
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They're metaphorically but also 
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following Jesus to death, the 
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he is like a light into our feet
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know where to step so we don't 
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He's also a lamp into our path. 
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back then were these bowls that 
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hold a Wick and they were small.
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light, but only enough the light
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You're not going to know your 
next step. 

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You're not going to know a few 
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You're going to know what's 
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If you're truly walking on the 
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walking with God, he doesn't 
give you. 

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He gives you enough light to 
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the highway. 
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So step faithfully knowing where
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things. 
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and then second from Scripture. 
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Disney's cars where Lightning 
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shows him that he can drive 
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Lightning is really impressed by
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do that? 
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I don't need to know where I'm 
going. 

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I just need to know where I've 
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As you follow Jesus, you will 
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going. 
You just need to know where God 

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has taken you. 
Taking, not TAKTAKING, taken, 

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TAKEN. 
Where have you been? 

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Where has He taken you? 
What has He done in your life? 

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How has He showed His salvation 
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You don't even know where you're
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You just need to know where 
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The second thing I want to end 
with is something that I thought

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was significant and yet 
fascinating here is it says that

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Joseph is putting Jesus body in 
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tomb. 
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out of rock or like a cave like 
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these rectangular spaces to lay 
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one for all the all the members 
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Scripture just told us this is a
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bodies in it yet. 
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of Erythemaea's family's tomb? 
Jesus. 

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We must let the first death in 
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If we want our tombs to be 
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death in our family be Christ. 
The first body that was ever 

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going to lay in his family's 
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stay there, but it's the first 
body to use it. 

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Ironically, because Jesus's body
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Joseph and his family and their 
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that tomb because the Bible 
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resurrection of the Saints a 
coming day. 

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How ironic is that, that he 
didn't know. 

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Again, he didn't know the 
significance of what he was 

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doing. 
He was just devoted to Christ 

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and walking with him. 
Even when it didn't make sense, 

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even when he couldn't see the 
big picture, even when he didn't

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know why it mattered. 
He was being devoted to Christ 

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and showing his devotion to him 
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his sovereignty was already 
working. 

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This beautiful juxtaposition 
that because Jesus's body went 

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into that tomb, none of Joseph's
family's bodies, we're going to 

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stay in that tomb and in your 
families and in your life. 

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May we look to the may the first
death in our family be Christ as

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I everyone in my family is going
to die at some point. 

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My kids, I'm going to obviously 
die first. 

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God willing, my wife, everyone 
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But because I bring before my 
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Jesus, Jesus's death is the 
first death in our family. 

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And he didn't stay dead, but as 
long as he was that first death 

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in our family, that means we 
will not experience death. 

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We will not truly die. 
So rest in that. 

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Think about that. 
That's where you get the power 

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to be devoted to him. 
And we pray that these three 

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places that we looked at today 
were very eye opening and 

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encouraging. 
Lord, we thank you so much for 

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the opportunity to hear Your 
word, to preach Your word, to 

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know Your word, to experience 
Your word, and to look at it in 

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a new light. 
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just bless us and make this come
home to us and transform us, 

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Lord, so that we might live 
fully free and fully devoted to 

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you. 
In your name we pray. 

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Amen. 
Amen. 

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This is the part of the episode 
called After the Amen where we 

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ask you a question to help you 
apply this message to your life.

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Our question for you today is 
how does your life show full 

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devotion to God? 
How does your life show full 

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devotion to God? 
I'll answer and then it'll be 

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your turn to answer honestly, 
whether it's in a notebook or 

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through prayer with God or maybe
talking to a friend or leaving a

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comment, which we love to read. 
Yeah, I think I struggled for a 

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few years. 
Like I wouldn't say I struggled 

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like fully submitting to 
motherhood, but I think I 

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struggled with like being OK 
that that was like where my full

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devotion was what most of my 
time was spent doing because of 

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culture, because of even 
Christian culture of like always

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pushing that we should like be 
doing more and we should be 

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building platforms or we should 
be like inspiring others outside

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of our family and like 
discipling others, which there 

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is 100% of time and place for 
that. 

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But I think sometimes in 
motherhood when you're a mom, 

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like you can feel like, oh, I 
can't lose myself in motherhood.

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I have to also be doing other 
meaningful things outside of it.

450
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And God will give you wisdom and
discernment on what that does 

451
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look like. 
But I think when I decided like 

452
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:16,840
to fully devote myself to 
motherhood into fully see 

453
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:20,960
motherhood as discipleship and 
devotion to God, because that's 

454
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:24,440
what that's where he brought me 
like, you know, through 

455
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,560
marriage. 
I think, I don't know if Alex 

456
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:30,080
shared this in the podcast or if
it was at church and like have a

457
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:37,480
pregnancy brain a little bit, 
but he was saying like that like

458
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:40,840
the natural, like we don't need 
children. 

459
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:43,040
A married couple doesn't need 
children, but that's like the 

460
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:46,120
natural product of being 
married. 

461
00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:49,680
That's the life that comes 
through from marriage is 

462
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:52,000
children. 
And it's a blessing just like 

463
00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:56,000
the word talks about. 
And I've experienced that and I 

464
00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:03,080
agree with that. 
And yeah, I think that that is 

465
00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:09,480
just so true. 
And I think like just allowing 

466
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:14,920
God to work in my life, like him
leading us to marriage and me 

467
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:16,920
saying yes, even though it was 
crazy. 

468
00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:21,040
And we had so much opposition 
from people in our church, not 

469
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:24,040
because they didn't think that 
we were like godly, but just 

470
00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:26,040
because that we're so young. 
What about school? 

471
00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:28,920
It was all worldly things that 
they were concerned with, not 

472
00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:32,000
like our relationship with 
Christ or anything like that. 

473
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:37,680
And just like being devoted 
anyway. 

474
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:40,720
And then the natural product of 
that was children. 

475
00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:47,480
And just like the like doing 
what's right in front of you, 

476
00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:50,760
you know, like doing what he's 
like showed you. 

477
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:53,520
And sometimes there's a longing 
for children and that's not 

478
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:55,960
happening. 
And but like, what can we be 

479
00:28:55,960 --> 00:29:02,160
doing in the meantime? 
You know, like sometimes we see 

480
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:05,080
a glimpse in the future maybe of
what we would love God to do. 

481
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:09,760
But if that's not the reality, 
like how can we like fully 

482
00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:13,680
devote ourselves to him now? 
And I think once I learned that 

483
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:16,800
and once I fully submitted to 
motherhood, like I was saying, 

484
00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:21,360
like I just reaped so much of 
the benefit and reward from 

485
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,360
that. 
And it can be hard because it's 

486
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:28,640
hard to see discipleship as if 
you're a first time mom. 

487
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:33,000
Like it's hard to see like just 
the day-to-day, like changing of

488
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,600
diapers and taking care of your 
home and taking care of your 

489
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:38,840
children and, you know, sewing 
into your marriage. 

490
00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:42,400
Like it could be hard to see 
that as discipleship because 

491
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:43,960
there's not a lot of feedback 
yet. 

492
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:47,480
Like your child isn't like 
you're at seeing like the fruit 

493
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:54,000
of the Jesus loves you, Jesus 
loves me songs that you're 

494
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,040
singing over them. 
Like you're not seeing you like 

495
00:29:56,040 --> 00:30:00,520
if they're grasping the gospel 
at all yet, but it, it, the 

496
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:04,360
reward does come, you know, and 
then there's hard seasons and 

497
00:30:04,360 --> 00:30:06,640
you keep doing what's right in 
front of you. 

498
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:13,360
And I, although it's hard, like 
I just, I feel so much purpose. 

499
00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:19,360
I feel so much like joy in that.
And I don't feel lost. 

500
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:24,640
And I think that is really 
pushed in like the lives of 

501
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:26,520
parents. 
It's like, don't lose yourself. 

502
00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,680
Don't lose yourself. 
Like make sure you're like 

503
00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:32,400
making time for yourself and 
doing something that like makes 

504
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:35,760
you happy and excited. 
And of course, take care of 

505
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,120
yourself. 
Of course, you can do things 

506
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:41,320
that you enjoy outside of 
motherhood or parenting or 

507
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:45,200
whatever, but just this like 
pressure of like that, like 

508
00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:47,880
motherhood is not your identity.
Like yes, it is your identity 

509
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:51,920
like God, that is a great gift. 
And if that's like your season 

510
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:55,360
and whatever it is, like your 
identity is first and foremost 

511
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:59,320
like found in Christ. 
And so we don't get our like 

512
00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:02,640
worth and value from it, but it 
is who he's made you. 

513
00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:05,360
Like if he's called you to be a 
parent, like that is who you 

514
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:07,080
are. 
And it will never change. 

515
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,440
It'll look different once kids 
are adults, but like, it will 

516
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:14,200
never change. 
And so just like fully embracing

517
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:16,200
that. 
And so, yeah, you might not be a

518
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:21,920
mother or a father, but he has 
you somewhere and just giving, 

519
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:26,840
being fully devoted to him there
and allowing him to work, you 

520
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:30,520
know, like eventually he'll 
probably fulfill those longings 

521
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:34,800
and desires that you don't feel 
like our reality right now. 

522
00:31:34,880 --> 00:31:46,040
But I love how you just kind of 
said like that the like death of

523
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:52,520
Jesus is like the first, you 
know, death that or yeah, the 

524
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:55,720
first death in our families. 
But also at the very end there, 

525
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:59,240
you were saying like the death 
of Jesus, like we don't have to 

526
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,800
be like afraid of anything 
because of his death. 

527
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,720
Like that's how we we become 
fully devoted to him because we 

528
00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:10,680
see like his full devotion to 
the Father and what that did, 

529
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:14,840
like what we reap from that and 
being reconciled, but reconciled

530
00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:18,000
back to the Father because of 
that full devotion he had. 

531
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:24,960
And like, yeah, when we really 
look to the cross, really look 

532
00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:28,440
at the gospel, like there's no 
death that we might be 

533
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:34,640
experiencing that we can't 
handle through him, you know, 

534
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:38,440
like, because because we have 
him, because we, the 

535
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:41,600
resurrection shows that like 
Alex always says, like the worst

536
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:46,160
thing is not the last thing. 
Like his death was the worst 

537
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:50,440
thing for many people who 
experienced it face to face, but

538
00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,960
then it wasn't the last thing. 
His resurrection gave them life,

539
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:57,480
gave us life, gave their those 
people who witnessed it like 

540
00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:02,320
their future generations life. 
And so it's a it's a beautiful 

541
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,360
thing. 
And so when we look at that like

542
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:08,600
we, there's nothing that could 
come against us that is too 

543
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:11,480
scary. 
And so whether it's a death of a

544
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:14,960
relationship, death of a dream, 
death of a career, death of a 

545
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:19,360
place you live, your home, 
childhood home, maybe something 

546
00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:22,000
happened. 
You know, there's all of us are 

547
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:28,520
going through something and it 
can feel like unbearable. 

548
00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:34,440
But his his death proves that 
it's not the worst thing. 

549
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:37,280
And there will be resurrection, 
like Alex was saying. 

550
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:41,920
And so just fully bracing what's
fully embracing what's right in 

551
00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:49,760
front of you and just show if 
it's good, obviously, like, 

552
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:54,200
yeah. 
And just allowing him to work 

553
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:57,520
with him, yeah. 
Yeah, I agree that there's like 

554
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:00,760
a difference between identity 
and like occupation or even 

555
00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:05,960
identity and a hobbyist, you 
know, like there's identity is 

556
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:09,360
like who you are, right? 
Like the cop pulls you over ask 

557
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:13,239
you identify yourself. 
You don't say I am a lawyer or I

558
00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,880
am a grocery store clerk. 
You know, that's your 

559
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:19,400
occupation. 
You say what you what your name 

560
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:23,560
is, you know, and kids call you 
mom, kids call me dad. 

561
00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:27,760
That means my identity is 
apparent, you know, And then, 

562
00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:30,560
but kids don't call me. 
People don't call me skater, you

563
00:34:30,560 --> 00:34:34,080
know, because that's a hobby. 
Or people don't call me preacher

564
00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:38,360
unless, you know, I don't know, 
that are encouraging me or 

565
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:42,760
mocking me. 
But I think it's a way that we 

566
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:45,440
identify ourselves as really 
important and we get that messed

567
00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:46,880
up. 
Like your identity is not this. 

568
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,440
Your identity is not this. 
And we forget what that word 

569
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,880
actually means. 
And it's actually helpful. 

570
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:55,480
Yeah, to have an identity, you 
know, it's helpful for us to 

571
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:56,679
know that, wait, what am I 
doing? 

572
00:34:56,679 --> 00:34:59,400
I'm a, I'm a dad. 
I don't need to be wearing that.

573
00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:01,520
I don't need to be listening to 
that or doing that. 

574
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:04,080
I'm a dad. 
But I was obviously, like you 

575
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:06,040
said, the greatest identity is 
in Christ. 

576
00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:09,680
So, yeah, really good stuff. 
And yeah, that's something that 

577
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:12,400
Lokelani's been saying a lot 
lately around the house is just 

578
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,680
do what's right in front of you,
you know, And I think that's the

579
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:18,000
kind of the way we've been 
framing this season of our life.

580
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:24,160
Have your new baby coming up #7 
Leading house, church in our in 

581
00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:26,400
our garage, slash family room 
outside. 

582
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,320
It takes one step at a time. 
It's not knowing what's what's 

583
00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:33,600
going to be like in five years. 
Well, it's good to have a vision

584
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:36,280
and a plan. 
We don't know what it's going to

585
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:37,880
be like in five years. 
We don't know what it's going to

586
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:40,440
be like in five days. 
And so taking it one day at a 

587
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:44,760
time is the best way to live. 
It's the only way to live as a 

588
00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:48,600
narrow Rd., fully devoted 
Christian, and it's the way that

589
00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:51,360
these people and our story live,
and it's the way that the early 

590
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:53,240
church lived and it's the way 
that we want to live. 

591
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:58,560
And so, yeah, we pray that we 
would not allow social media, 

592
00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:03,360
the world influencers, to try to
get you to plan too far ahead. 

593
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:06,040
We're not talking about being 
irresponsible, but you don't 

594
00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:10,880
need to know what life's going 
to be like in five years, in 10 

595
00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:12,800
years and, you know, three 
months. 

596
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:15,960
You just need to know where your
feet are and where the word of 

597
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:19,760
God is and just walk in that. 
You know, it's about following 

598
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:23,480
him and trusting him, even if 
you don't know where he's why he

599
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:28,360
placed you, where he placed you 
or why he has you doing whatever

600
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:32,360
you are doing at the time. 
Just stay consistent and be 

601
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:35,680
responsible with it. 
And so, yeah, may that be an may

602
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,080
that be an encouragement to you.
It's definitely to us, 

603
00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:41,280
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604
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:44,000
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605
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606
00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:51,720
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607
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:55,280
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00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:05,360
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611
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:08,680
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612
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:11,480
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Until then, go out and be the 

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church. 
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