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I'm Brandon. 
And I'm Jesse, we're cannabis 

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school. 
Having cannabis infused 

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conversations. 
With everyday. 

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People. 
Cannabis companies. 

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Celebrities. 
And your mom? 

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Welcome to the Sash. 
Thanks for tuning in guys. 

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We got Sammy and my homie one 
over at Untitled Barber Shop. 

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Untitled. 
Speaking of Untitled. 

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A little joke there. 
Yeah, A. 

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Little fun we've. 
Had some fun, yeah, but 

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everybody would think like we're
just like horrible racist 

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people. 
Well, mostly it's Jesse making 

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lots of Mexican comments. 
Totally. 

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It's just all his family. 
So yeah, it's like. 

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Half of my family. 
He's a flour tortilla, though, 

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in a pot of beans. 
Right. 

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He is a flour Turkey. 
Because I've been like this, 

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like this is how it was when the
kid was. 

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Somebody came out say somebody 
stole something from me and 

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said, oh, blame the Mexican kid,
go, I wasn't blaming you. 

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And I said yeah, because half of
me is white. 

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From the waist down. 
Where's that Asian my? 

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Bad. 
Awesome. 

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Oh godly, this is going off to a
great. 

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Start. 
It's beautiful, yeah. 

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So hey, why don't you guys 
introduce yourselves, give us 

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just a little bit of background 
where you from and what are you 

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doing in life? 
All right, so my name is Juan. 

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I'm actually the owner of 
Untitled Barbershop. 

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I'm actually born and raised in 
California. 

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I spent up into my early 20s in 
California. 

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Then I moved to Texas for the 
last 13 years and I was a Costco

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manager there actually. 
And I opened, I don't know, like

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1015 locations at the time. 
And then I decided to move here 

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and I opened up, I went to 
school actually Taylor Andrews 

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for barbering. 
And then I decided that I wanted

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to open my own shop. 
And of course, I had to bring 

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Samuel with me because that was 
the guy. 

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That was the man. 
I was like, if I'm going to do 

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something, I was like, I gotta 
bring someone energy who's like,

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driven and motivated. 
So oh. 

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Yeah, bro. 
And Taylor Andrews is actually 

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where I met Juan because I had 
gone like a couple years without

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having a regular Barber and I 
hadn't had a haircut in ages, 

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that was. 
So bad. 

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Looking like a homeless scrub. 
Like don't bring me home to your

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parents because Jesus Christ. 
Well, what's crazy about that is

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I, I had just gone out to the 
floor. 

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So he was actually one of my 
first clients that I ever had. 

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Yeah, and I was so. 
Freaking nervous as Wasteman, 

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right? 
OK, so I don't smoke. 

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We're using it. 
But yeah, it takes a minute to 

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like figure it out, but. 
Yeah, do that. 

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Put the leg over your shoulder 
and then. 

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Just you know, you know how they
do like those ass chugging of 

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beer bongs? 
They probably have to have the 

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same thing for a normal bong. 
I don't. 

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Know if that's what we should 
get into right there. 

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No, that's not the topic. 
We've ever had a but you ever 

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had a side tangent while he's 
taking a hit slowly. 

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Raising his hand, this. 
Actually, this actually has like

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positive power too. 
I've never taken a bomb hit. 

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That way you like recharge. 
Fucking Red Bull bro. 

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Yeah, you're not farting after 
that, you're just coughing. 

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That's actually what we use the 
volcano for, because it just has

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that fan and it blows it right 
in. 

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OK, we're going way past the 
line, right? 

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Now, all right, OK, good. 
So yeah, go ahead. 

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Oh. 
Fuck. 

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So my name's. 
Sam, I hang on your mic's a 

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little. 
We're having some technical 

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difficulties. 
We'll be back in five seconds. 

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Sequel. 

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Sequel, sequel, sequel. 
Me. 

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Better. 
I don't know how close. 

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I should be. 
No, you're good, man. 

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That's better. 
We're back. 

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Yeah, you're good, dude. 
See my. 

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Name's Sam or Samuel, whatever 
you guys want to call me. 

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A lot of people call me Sam. 
I'm the manager of the shop. 

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Juan brought me in. 
I grew up down South in Ephraim.

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I don't know if you guys ever. 
Heard of Yup. 

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Oh yeah. 
Yeah. 

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Utah boy. 
Yeah, Utah. 

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I grew up here in Utah, but all 
my family's Mexican. 

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So I, I think it wasn't about 
till like I was like maybe 16 or

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18 years old that I spent my 
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I'd always go, I'd always go 
over to Mexico, but I was raised

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by a single mother most of my 
most of my life. 

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I'm young, I'm only 22, so. 
Shoot his. 

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Birthday is actually coming up. 
Yeah. 

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Oh, shoot. 
That's awesome. 

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Happy, Happy coming up. 
Birthday. 

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Yeah. 
Coming birthday. 

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Happy coming. 
Birthday. 

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Thank you. 
Happy birthday. 

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Coming. 
I don't know shit. 

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Birthday sex, you know. 
Why are you crying bro? 

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What's going on? 
Like tears of joy just never 

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felt so close. 
Don't, don't tell anybody, OK? 

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Don't tell anybody. 
Oh, that's cool, man. 

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Because you guys, I mean, it's 
really diverse. 

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I think that's awesome coming 
from Texas to here. 

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Not a huge culture shock other 
than oh. 

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No, you're tripping huge 
culture. 

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Shock. 
Really. 

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I mean, mountains are crazy. 
I was like, where the fuck are 

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they tumbleweeds and horses? 
Yeah, right. 

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Why is all this fucking land 
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Planted out in Saratoga, we got 
that shit. 

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Yeah, that's where I. 
Went bro in Texas. 

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It's just like it's a melting 
pot because I was in Houston, 

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Dallas, everywhere there was 
like there was color. 

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I got here and I was like, dude,
where are all the brown people? 

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Hiding. 
So why? 

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Like stores that had a Spanish 
name bro to find them, but it 

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was super vanilla, yeah. 
Yes. 

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Yeah, everything, actually. 
Utah County. 

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First all bro, especially Provo.
My yeah, that's Are you gay? 

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That's where I grew up and it 
was being as a half breed kid. 

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It was hard, yeah. 
Like, I was in fights all the 

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time all growing up and it's 
just weird to think about it 

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now, right? 
Yeah, because you would hear 

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kids back then saying to and and
you still got, you know, crazy 

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ass white women saying this shit
too. 

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But what are they speaking over 
there? 

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They speaking Mexican. 
Oh, I hate right and I don't. 

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Know, but the only time that's a
permissible is it when you're 

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talking to actual Brazilian 
'cause they fucking hate that 

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shit. 
Portuguese, yeah. 

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I am not Hispanic, I am 
Portuguese, right? 

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And just like, fucking whatever.
We take like huge offense to 

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that. 
Like when people call me 

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Mexican, or actually most people
say like, hey, I want to ask you

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something like, what's up? 
They're like, are you Arabic? 

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I'm like what the fuck? 
Well, my name is Yeah bro, you 

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can pass for that. 
But. 

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Like a high end Arabic. 
I don't say OK. 

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That's hot. 
Yeah, yeah, for sure. 

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But my name is Juan Manuel bro. 
Like how could? 

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You not because you you took on 
a new name like the Irish used 

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to take on in the in the 
Italians when they came over. 

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Or like, you get the Indian guy 
who's doing your tech support 

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and he's like, hey, my name's 
Tom. 

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OK, Cool, Tom. 
My name is Tom and we're totally

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be able to help you like. 
Have you, I don't know, like? 

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There was like a movie Horrible 
Bosses, and the guy's like, he's

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like, he goes my name is Jason. 
And he's like, dude, your name's

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not Jason. 
Come on, man, just tell us your 

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name. 
What's your name? 

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He goes Akmanan, and he's like 
Akmanan, Akmanan. 

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He goes Akmanan. 
Akma. 

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What? 
And he goes Akmanat. 

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He goes, fuck, we're just going 
to go with Jason again. 

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That's a fucking. 
Nightmare, right? 

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But yeah, dude, I could see that
right. 

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I get, I used to get Hawaiian 
when I was in the service all 

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the time when I get real dark 
tan and I'm like what the fuck 

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Damn you see me eating? 
Spam. 

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You see me eating spam that? 
Was fucking racist. 

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Let's take. 
The account right now, that was 

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Juan right there, Juan. 
If you will. 

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No, dude, that's awesome. 
I gotta love my brothers over 

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there. 
I grew up. 

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That's that's what I grew up 
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It was Polynesians and Hispanics
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they stuck together. 
Yeah. 

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And it was just weird when I 
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the Utah County Valley was full 
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Tons of them. 
So many. 

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I I had lots of Hispanic kids at
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elementary school though 
starting in. 

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Not me. 
It was very few of us. 

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It was just all white. 
But I lived in Provo and so 

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Provo was. 
I thought you were in Orem. 

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No, I lived in Provo and then in
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OK. 
I was like, I feel like Provo 

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had a little bit more Hispanic 
denomination than Orem when we 

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were younger. 
Orem had more white people, I 

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thought. 
I am a little bit older, you 

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know. 
Yeah, you're like eight years. 

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I say he looks a little older 
than eight. 

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Yeah. 
No, no, he we got like an 8 year

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difference, yeah. 
How old are you? 

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I'm 45. 
Oh. 

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Shit, you look pretty bad for 
45. 

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Thanks, now you look great bro. 
I'm just joking. 

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It's cool man. 
Hey, man, I, I know how it is. 

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I mean, can't go anywhere. 
Everybody's like fucking 911. 

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Well, when I fly, it's a 
problem. 

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I know, I know, Sir. 
Only one. 

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Carry on. 
Yes, Like, oh. 

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Fuck, how many? 
Yeah, they look Jackson you had.

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You don't know. 
They they look at it and he 

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goes, OK Juan, you're just like,
what the fuck, bro? 

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My name's Akmanan. 
Akmanan, yeah. 

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My name's Akmanan, yeah. 
Gotta bring that one. 

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Back. 
Yeah, dude. 

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That's. 
Crazy see, and I take my kids to

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the airport and they're like 
hey, do you have an ID for this?

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It says your kids 18. 
Oh shit no, I must have put the 

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date of birth in wrong. 
Oh well what's their date of 

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birth like? 
Yeah, this is easy money. 

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You don't need shit. 
I'm like, oh, OK, that's the. 

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Privilege of being a Caucasian. 
Yeah, I don't know. 

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Well, just tell him you're with 
your white friends. 

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Oh, my white friend's just 
parking the. 

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Car, he'll be. 
Tom's on his way right now, 

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yeah. 
Akmanon. 

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I have a towel on my head. 
I'm. 

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Fucking just pissing. 
The one we don't give a shit. 

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I mean dude seriously like I 
remember back in the day like we

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would get bad comments because 
of me doing voices and shit. 

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Oh, not even that dude. 
They're pretty. 

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Good though they're. 
Really, we had one episode and 

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it was. 
Sunday driver. 

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Sunday driver and he was like 
making not even a comment. 

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He was like, I'd be driving Miss
Daisy and I swear that's 

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literally all he put all he said
and someone was like, oh, this 

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episode is horrible. 
They're racist. 

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He's making these racist 
comments and it was like, wait, 

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what? 
Dude, I'll tell you what man, in

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the 80s and 90s nobody was more 
racist than Mexicans. 

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And colonies, bro, my grandma's 
the most racist person you'll 

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ever meet. 
Bro well, yeah, she. 

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Sees a black person like, I 
guess a Negro. 

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I'm like, well, grandma shut. 
The hell up. 

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It was like Grandpa. 
It's just the generation. 

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Our grandparents were like so 
fucking racist. 

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Fuck yeah bro. 
And they, like will say it too, 

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you know? 
What I mean, no shame. 

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In there my none. 
My grandma so my cousin had a 

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baby and they printed off a 
picture in sepia tone this like 

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filter. 
It's a filter that makes it just

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like different color. 
And my grandma went to my my 

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cousin was like hey, can you get
me a new picture of this? 

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My grandchild looks like a 
Milano baby. 

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That's what she said she was 
like she wanted it printed off 

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so her big grandchild looked 
white. 

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Yeah. 
And it was like, what the fuck, 

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grandma? 
I don't know, I feel like you 

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gotta enjoy racism a little bit.
It is I grew during that time, 

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all this. 
Stupid, yeah. 

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Shit like we're all just people 
at the fucking end of the day. 

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Like I can give a shit like the 
color you are, but let's have 

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fun with this shit bro. 
Well, and that's one of the 

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biggest things about cannabis is
it's great uniter like you get 

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with people like it doesn't 
matter who like the we're going 

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to get this guy on the on the 
podcast. 

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He's out in Chicago. 
He's like a marketer in cannabis

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space. 
I have yet to meet him yet. 

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Dude, he's. 
So cool and he his name is Nick 

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and Nick was he just moved there
to Chicago area from California.

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So he has no fucking clue where 
he's at right. 

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That's like moving from like 
small war-torn area, but 

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everybody's kind of chill to. 
Ukraine pretty much. 

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That's insane bro. 
Like it's a fucking big jump. 

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That way, yeah. 
And he was walking through these

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neighborhoods and these this 
group of black guys come walking

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right up to him. 
Like, do you know where you are?

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And where he was was one of the 
most dangerous spots in Chicago.

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Oh. 
Shit and he's white. 

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It's probably walking through an
all black area and he pulled out

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a joint from his hat that he 
kept on him and he just goes an 

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offering and they were like. 
Bro that is so gangster shit. 

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All right, And they smoked the 
joint together and they walked 

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him through. 
Dude that is fucking hard bro. 

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Right. 
I mean lighter, is that what 

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you're looking for? 
Stay late, you know, don't 

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worry, dude. 
Yeah, I got. 

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You bro, that's my. 
Favorite color? 

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So oh. 
Yeah, nice. 

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But yeah, dude, it's seriously 
like, you know, the, it's so 

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funny. 
Like the, I don't see the 

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racism. 
I think it's hilarious 'cause I 

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grew up with it constantly being
called wetback half breeds. 

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Beck Beaner. 
Yeah, bro. 

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Hell yeah, all the time. 
And you know what Oz is like 

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fine. 
Because every time you hear it 

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like they're the most bigoted, 
old school Mexican ladies are 

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the most bigoted. 
They don't give a shit. 

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Like I didn't know about my 
grandma. 

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She's she's past, rest her soul.
But she dude, when I was 

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younger, no cough dude, people 
know. 

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Oh yeah. 
People know no dude, no, no, 

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that's a cough. 
That's like I was camping and. 

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Smoke dog this is awesome, so 
happy. 

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Yeah. 
You feeling good? 

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Yeah, good. 
This is a really good one to 

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that. 
OK. 

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Continue. 
But yeah, marijuana, this guy's 

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hilarious. 
Wasn't even member to but dude. 

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OK, so you're from here. 
Yeah, I'm from. 

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Here. 
Did you grow up a lot with that 

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same kind of feeling? 
Did you, did you experience a 

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lot of that? 
Oh, you were an Ephraim, though 

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it was a tiny town. 
It's a really tiny town. 

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I mean, it only has one stop 
light. 

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Yeah. 
I mean, I grew up, like in 

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Ephraim. 
It was like in high school. 

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It was always like we had the 
group of like, Mexicans. 

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That always. 
Hang out with each other in the 

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group of white people. 
There was never like, it was 

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never like really mixed like we 
were all just in our own little 

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group. 
Yeah. 

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But it was always there was like
a small percentage of black 

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people, like probably, like, I 
swear, probably like 10 to 20 

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black people in the high school.
That's crazy. 

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I only had like 2. 
Yeah, I feel like that's more 

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than what I had at Provo High, 
really. 

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And yeah, at Provo High, I feel 
like there was four, like there 

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was not very many when I was and
junior high, I remember 2. 

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Yeah, we have one in high 
school. 

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He's a friend of mine. 
His name's James. 

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And then this other guy looked 
like Carlton from Fresh Prince. 

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Carlton, Carlton. 
And that's. 

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It dude, that's like hearing you
guys a story is crazy to me 

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because like growing up with San
Bernardino, CA, like Southern 

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California, it was nothing but 
Hispanics and blacks. 

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That's all right. 
That's moving to Texas. 

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Yeah, and then moving to Texas, 
same thing, like everybody, you 

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know what I'm saying? 
So my whole life, it was super 

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culture. 
So like, you know, I grew up 

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with gangsters to, like, regular
white boys who had, like, you 

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know, good credit. 
Yeah. 

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Well, didn't you? 
Weren't you had a crazy ass 

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story? 
What's the? 

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A score of 600, dude. 
Well. 

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Like, high, high achiever. 
But like, where I grew up, it 

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was all about like, you had to 
be down. 

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Like, I guess, like, I guess 
that's the best way to put it. 

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Yeah. 
Yeah. 

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But being down, like, hey, you 
have to throw hands. 

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Like, if someone disrespects, 
you have to fight, You know what

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I'm saying? 
So for me, I can learn really 

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young that respect is 
everything, you know, like 

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hearing your guys story so super
different because like going up 

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around that negativity is what I
call it because there's nothing 

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that good that comes out. 
Of it ended up. 

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Putting me in jail for a while. 
So like being in that lifestyle 

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and living like that as a kid 
like you, just that mentality 

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even to this day still stays 
with me. 

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I just bury that shit deep. 
So like, I like if you see me or

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you meet me, you're like, oh, 
that guy's happy. 

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He's always like chill. 
He's such a nice guy. 

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But inside there's this horrible
motherfucker that just wants to 

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pop off anytime he gets a 
chance. 

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Like out of nowhere, I got white
socks in my pocket. 

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I'm putting them. 
On Yeah, what's on his wife 

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beater with his giant basketball
shorts. 

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Yeah, bro, they're like, I'm 
like, what's up, homie? 

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I'm wearing flip flops with 
black socks. 

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Straight up chunk gloves on some
fucking. 

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Waddatch. 
Why not? 

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Yeah. 
Like I hide it well bro you know

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what I'm? 
Saying no, I I get that, man. 

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Because you know, inside all of 
us, we have this like I like if 

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you guys ever watch Dexter. 
Yeah, yeah. 

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So we have a Dark passenger with
us. 

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Yeah, all of us. 
And sometimes that motherfucker 

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takes control and he runs the 
show. 

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Yeah, he's a scary ass driver. 
That's. 

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That's for fucking. 
Because I was a different dude, 

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man. 
Before cannabis, I was a totally

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different guy. 
And hell, when I met my wife, 

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she's she's, she's my Angel, but
I was not the sweet man that I, 

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I am for with her and my family 
and my kids and everybody around

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me now. 
But yeah, man, you, you had that

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guy in your past and he's there 
and you're just. 

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I feel like everybody. 
Does yeah in a. 

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Way, in a different way. 
I think everyone's story is 

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different. 
That's like the best part about 

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life. 
Yeah, that's so cool. 

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It's so colorful. 
Yeah, like everyone feels pain, 

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I think on the same levels. 
Doesn't matter if like your 

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experience was more traumatic in
your eyes so much, not through 

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something more traumatic, but it
was like just as bad the pain 

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was. 
So it's like we all have the 

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same type of pain. 
Yeah, exactly. 

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But you know, the cool thing is 
when you don't, you don't know 

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you had pain. 
Yeah. 

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And then later on, somebody's 
like, oh, you had pain. 

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I'm like, what? 
Yeah, right. 

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They're like, where did they 
touch you? 

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Like, well, what did you see? 
It's like like I have white 

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privilege shit, but yet people 
who there's. 

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No such thing, I don't think. 
But like. 

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All I'm going to do is change my
voice to this and it's like that

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guy's, like he just. 
Got a Tam exactly. 

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But like my parents, my 
childhood is different. 

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Yeah, totally. 
And yet I never thought about it

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as being bad or like 
traumatizing in sort of ways. 

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But then other people are like, 
oh, your parents are like crazy 

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strict or like you had like it's
just different. 

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Everyone has their own pain that
they went through and it's like.

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Well, you know, just like that 
when you talk about being raised

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different and there's also these
things, these little things that

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carry over from one culture into
another stays. 

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I was talking to this woman at 
she brought her kids over to my,

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my daughter's birthday party and
we were just talking about 

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growing up. 
She, she grew up in the 90s. 

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I grew up in the 80s and 90s. 
And she was, I was like, hey, 

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did your dad ever make fun of 
you? 

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She goes all the time. 
She goes. 

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Mexicans do that. 
Yeah, Oh my God, dude. 

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They make fun of you and they 
go. 

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The theory is is that they can 
harden your skin to take 

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whatever anybody says to you and
it doesn't bother you. 

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Straight up and. 
You'll just be like, whatever. 

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And yeah, I mean, dude, my dad 
tease the shit out of us all the

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time. 
I don't remember my parents ever

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saying they love me all the 
time. 

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I'm like, I didn't get it all 
the time because that was their 

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culture. 
It's not that they didn't feel 

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it, it was just the way it was. 
But nowadays, I mean, dude, I've

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got five kids and I tell them I 
love them almost every single 

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time I see them because that's 
the way I feel. 

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I want them to have that right, 
One more unified people. 

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I got to be an example. 
It's all that not possible with 

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that weed on that. 
On that note, I was talking to 

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my dad the other day and I 
always say I love you to my 

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friends, my family when I'm 
getting off phone. 

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And so I'm getting off phone 
with him and I'm like, well, I 

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love you. 
And he's like, and it threw him,

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threw him off. 
He's like, OK, OK, thank you 

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too. 
My. 

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My dad. 
'S my dad gives me shit all the 

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time my dad is that is wave 
showing love is like hey I'm 

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going to make fun of you and 
tease you and give you shit yeah

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this is just like. 
I think like it's, it's super 

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different. 
Like for me, like we didn't say 

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I love you or nothing like that.
We're like even to this day me 

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and my brothers and sisters have
a like problem saying I love 

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you. 
Growing up, my dad used to like 

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used to kind of like, you know, 
whoop my ass pretty bad ANYWAYS,

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so but when he did like I 
remember one time it was so bad.

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He like made me pull up my shirt
and my pants like he pulled him 

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down and he started like, you 
know, getting at me. 

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Whatever. 
I go to my room, my mom gets 

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home, my brother runs to the 
garage and he's like he beat him

442
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right? 
And then so my mom runs to the 

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room gets my dad. 
He comes over me after he 

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whooped my ass. 
Now I'm laying down, sits on the

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bed. 
He like, puts his hand on my 

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foot like like side and he's 
like I love you. 

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So you're like, yeah, like I'm 
sorry, like but you so your 

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mentality as a kid gets fucked 
up. 

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You think that's what love is. 
So like not hearing I love you 

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in a compassionate way but in a 
negative context. 

451
00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:50,200
Yeah, putting it in a way 
different tone because you're 

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like, this is what love is. 
You just beat me. 

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You know you're coming. 
Go. 

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00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:55,240
Yeah. 
I love you. 

455
00:20:55,520 --> 00:20:57,320
It's crazy and I love. 
You exactly. 

456
00:20:57,480 --> 00:20:59,720
And it fucks you up bro. 
So like your whole life, you 

457
00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:01,840
think that that's what love is? 
Abusive things. 

458
00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:03,720
Abusive. 
Things or like lying, cheating, 

459
00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:05,680
whatever the fuck it might be, 
you're accepting it. 

460
00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:07,200
Like maybe it's me that's the 
problem. 

461
00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:09,040
Fucking healthier deep bro. 
That's. 

462
00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:13,600
Fucking up my mind now, but you 
think about it man. 

463
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:17,240
Like Mexicans are stoic. 
Yeah. 

464
00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:20,160
They just don't fucking care. 
Like they go, Oh yeah, you get a

465
00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:23,720
Mexican, he'll, he'll work his 
ass off because he knows no 

466
00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:25,120
other life. 
Exactly bro. 

467
00:21:26,240 --> 00:21:30,520
He's just like, OK, like, you 
know, the Mexican who comes here

468
00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:35,200
as an immigrant, that guy's got 
like two or three jobs, and he's

469
00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:37,400
making fun of the one dude who's
only got one job. 

470
00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:38,880
He's like. 
Yeah, look at this lady. 

471
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:40,560
Yeah. 
Bro. 

472
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:44,320
Working one job. 
And that's in this culture now. 

473
00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,120
Like I hear kids, like 
complaining all the time. 

474
00:21:46,120 --> 00:21:48,280
Oh, I have to work today. 
I have to do this. 

475
00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:50,480
I'm like, bro, I work fucking 
two jobs. 

476
00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:51,920
I do construction. 
I Barber. 

477
00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:54,440
Yeah, I'm always mostly bro, I 
don't know how to stop. 

478
00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:57,120
And they're complaining about 
their little like 24 hour a 

479
00:21:57,120 --> 00:21:59,880
week, you know, like shift. 
Oh my dude, I'm doing like 8090 

480
00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:02,360
hours a week my guy and I'm 
still going and you don't hear 

481
00:22:02,360 --> 00:22:04,640
me bitching and complaining. 
Yeah, that's the thing. 

482
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:08,360
But she's bread that way. 
Yeah, no, I mean, it skipped me,

483
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:12,000
but no, I'm kidding. 
I mean, when I was younger, man,

484
00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:15,160
I mean, like everything was just
like I always went into jobs of 

485
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:16,400
service. 
I'm like, OK, I got to do 

486
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:17,080
something. 
Yeah. 

487
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:20,160
And then when I was told that I 
could just stay in one place and

488
00:22:20,160 --> 00:22:23,120
don't have to go to another 
place, it was fucking weird. 

489
00:22:23,320 --> 00:22:25,240
Yeah. 
I was like, all right, cool. 

490
00:22:25,560 --> 00:22:26,760
And that's why I stayed that 
job. 

491
00:22:26,760 --> 00:22:29,760
And it sucked my life away. 
You know, that's the thing, 

492
00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:32,720
like, one of the thing about. 
And it's a different culture, 

493
00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:33,160
man. 
Yeah. 

494
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,920
Like the kids of today. 
I don't know that the Latin kids

495
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,120
are the same way. 
They're they're soft. 

496
00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:40,680
Bro, you know what's trippy 
about your story right now is 

497
00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,960
the reason you went for a job of
service is because you were 

498
00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:44,800
always looking for gratification
that you never got. 

499
00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:46,920
Yep, 100%. 
Shit's deep, bro. 

500
00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:49,200
Because like I was listening to 
them like that's the reason it's

501
00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:51,280
like no one ever like sat there 
and said, hey, you're doing a 

502
00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:52,800
great job. 
It's always like you're not 

503
00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:54,760
doing this right, you're in 
trouble this and this is wrong. 

504
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,600
Like you're going to be a loser,
you're a nobody. 

505
00:22:56,600 --> 00:22:59,280
So it's like you're always 
looking for something that gives

506
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:01,960
you that gratification. 
Like, oh, I am good constantly. 

507
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:03,480
I am the best, you know what I'm
saying? 

508
00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:04,800
So. 
Yeah, did. 

509
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:06,200
You experience. 
That's deep experience. 

510
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:11,240
It that way, yeah, yeah. 
And I guess in a different way. 

511
00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:16,200
I mean, growing up, growing up, 
I was like, I mean, I was like 

512
00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:18,800
kind of like out of the circle 
from every from everybody else. 

513
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,880
I wasn't the same as everybody 
else. 

514
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:24,720
So a lot of people saw me like 
kind of like as in a loser kind 

515
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:27,600
of way. 
But I always kept kept it real 

516
00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:29,240
to myself. 
That's the one thing I always 

517
00:23:29,240 --> 00:23:32,160
tell everybody now is, you know,
you got to keep true to yourself

518
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:35,320
no matter what, you know, no 
matter what you're going 

519
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:38,600
through, You know, it's life. 
I look at, I look at it as a 

520
00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:41,360
kind of like a game too. 
Yeah, there's levels. 

521
00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:44,960
If you if you don't do anything 
to progress your life or make it

522
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:47,760
any any better, you're going to 
stay right there and you're 

523
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:51,360
going to stay stuck. 
So it's a fact bro, it's true. 

524
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,160
23 you say you're going to be. 
Yeah, next month. 

525
00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:55,240
God bless you. 
Thank. 

526
00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:56,920
You right? 
You see what I'm saying bro? 

527
00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:58,840
You see why I chose them? 
Yeah, dude. 

528
00:23:58,840 --> 00:24:00,960
What's crazy, actually, I'm 
going to tell a story just about

529
00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:03,200
Sam. 
Like people told me like, hey, 

530
00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:04,880
why you bringing Sam onto your 
team? 

531
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:06,240
Like, why would you choose that 
guy? 

532
00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:09,080
Like, I don't see his potential.
I don't see what like he doesn't

533
00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:11,840
give enough air for. 
Like they just didn't know how 

534
00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:13,600
to lead him, if that makes 
sense. 

535
00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:14,120
Right. 
Yeah. 

536
00:24:14,760 --> 00:24:18,480
So like Sam, like in the 
beginning, like he he was unsure

537
00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:20,640
about even barbering. 
He didn't even know if you 

538
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:22,960
wanted to do it anymore. 
He was like, I'm giving up on 

539
00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:23,880
this. 
I think I'm going to work a 

540
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:27,240
different job. 
Like, but I saw something in 

541
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:29,680
Sam. 
I saw what he could be. 

542
00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:32,480
I saw that if I guided him in 
the right path, he's going to 

543
00:24:32,480 --> 00:24:34,760
become somebody more than he 
ever thought he would be. 

544
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,960
Yeah. 
You know, So training him and 

545
00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:38,320
teaching him. 
And bro, I'm going to tell you 

546
00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:40,760
right now like I am proud of who
you are and who you're becoming.

547
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,640
Thank you, man. 
Like you, like you made me feel 

548
00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:44,880
so right about my decision. 
So. 

549
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:46,080
Oh, yeah. 
Thank you, man. 

550
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:48,520
Got you. 
Hell yeah, that's what's about. 

551
00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:51,720
That's what it's about. 
You know, I feel like like the 

552
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:54,200
same connection we have YouTube 
probably have, you know, like 

553
00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:56,960
doing the podcast. 
You guys are in this to do it, 

554
00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:59,960
you know, you guys are you guys 
like your passion, you know? 

555
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:04,480
So like when he told me about 
coming to the barbershop, I was 

556
00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:06,120
already at the point where I was
like, you know what? 

557
00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:08,400
I don't even think I'm gonna try
doing this no more. 

558
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:12,000
Like I was just gonna work and 
see if I can invest into 

559
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,080
something else. 
But he he told me he was like, 

560
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,840
come through. 
He was like, I got you and we're

561
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,400
here now, dude. 
We're we went to a car event and

562
00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:20,680
it was cool. 
We're doing a lot of stuff for 

563
00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:22,280
the community. 
That's the biggest thing, yeah. 

564
00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:24,880
Well, that was cool helping the 
the juvenile kids. 

565
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:26,640
They were super excited coming 
over to the show. 

566
00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:27,840
Yeah. 
Oh, that's dope. 

567
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:32,080
We have a program right now for 
mentoring, so one of my buddies 

568
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:35,240
shout out to Ciolo. 
He got me involved with this 

569
00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:38,960
program and it's basically just 
teaching kids that there's more 

570
00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,720
to life than the negative 
surroundings, I guess. 

571
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:44,040
So being a part of something 
like that, seeing their 

572
00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:46,160
excitement on their face when 
they came to the shop, like 

573
00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:49,280
these kids want to be barbers 
and they came and seen a person 

574
00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:52,200
of culture of like their 
culture, Hispanic, Latino, 

575
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:54,680
they're representing doing his 
thing. 

576
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:57,160
Hey, bro, like I grew up like, 
you know, doing stupid things. 

577
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,200
I fucked up, but my mistakes 
don't define me. 

578
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:02,760
You know, all that is was a 
speed bump in my past and now 

579
00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:03,920
I'm going to keep on rolling 
dog. 

580
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,640
You know, I'm saying I'm gonna 
keep getting better and better. 

581
00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:08,680
But to show them that, hey, bro,
I'm just like you. 

582
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:10,480
I'm no different. 
I'm not better than you either. 

583
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:12,400
I got your back. 
Let me show you the way. 

584
00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:13,720
Yeah, that's. 
What it's about? 

585
00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:16,760
Man. 
That's what it's about. 

586
00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:18,400
That's some that's some John 
Cena kid, dude. 

587
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:23,240
No, no, dude, because seriously.
Like, I mean, you know, he said 

588
00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:25,160
something. 
I was like, he's not known for 

589
00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:28,560
being very prophetic or or, you 
know, a scholar by any means, 

590
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,320
but he said something one time. 
Somebody asked him. 

591
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:32,960
They're like, well, how are you 
doing now? 

592
00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:34,400
He goes better than I was 
yesterday. 

593
00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:37,600
Hey, man, right. 
He's always, he's like every day

594
00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,480
is a good day. 
It's a new day. 

595
00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:42,000
Like I was telling Brandon 
earlier, like, sometimes I drive

596
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:45,960
around high and I'm like, man, 
we have such an amazing life 

597
00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:47,440
right now. 
Yeah. 

598
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:50,320
Like, I mean, I'm grateful for 
this phone. 

599
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:53,200
This is so crazy, right? 
Gratitude is man I'm. 

600
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:56,200
Grateful for everything. 
I'm grateful for this guy baking

601
00:26:56,200 --> 00:27:00,840
that sweet bong. 
But it's so smooth, so smooth, 

602
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,520
but. 
It's even like the stress of 

603
00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:05,440
life that we think about and 
we're like, oh shit, you know. 

604
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,600
But then I'm like, OK, well, 
what is it that I want to be 

605
00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:12,120
doing? 
OK, well exactly what I'm doing.

606
00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:14,560
I am doing what I want to be 
doing. 

607
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:18,760
Like it's just sometimes we get 
caught in the monotony or like 

608
00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:23,160
the day-to-day shit and 
forgetting like Oh yeah, this is

609
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,480
my dream. 
Like you are behind the wheel 

610
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:28,280
taking control and going. 
Like what the fuck do I want to 

611
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:31,640
do instead of just sitting back 
and going oh man, life's 

612
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:36,760
happening to me again like. 
Yeah, like you let the 

613
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:40,040
surroundings or your outcomes or
actions happen to you. 

614
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:42,640
Like, you let that control your 
decision making, it becomes your

615
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:44,160
crutch. 
And a lot of people, like, hold 

616
00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:46,960
on to that crutch and like, 
well, this happened in my day. 

617
00:27:47,120 --> 00:27:48,920
You know what? 
I'm just gonna go home and be 

618
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:49,880
lazy. 
I'm gonna be depressed. 

619
00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:51,600
I'm gonna call off for work. 
Fucked up my whole day. 

620
00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:54,560
Yeah, how can you? 
If you let something like that 

621
00:27:55,080 --> 00:27:57,360
deter you from your path, then 
you're not as strong as you 

622
00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,080
think you are. 
And then you need to reflect and

623
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:02,320
make sure that you love yourself
As for who you are and you're 

624
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,360
able to overcome those obstacles
that come to your life, you 

625
00:28:04,360 --> 00:28:06,760
know? 
Yeah, yeah, totally. 

626
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:09,560
Because I mean, you think about 
it like your your age group, 

627
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,800
they don't have that mentality. 
No, a lot of people don't. 

628
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:17,000
They're just like a lot of fuck.
How long is work? 

629
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:20,560
Yeah. 
Right and they go you only work 

630
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:22,840
part time and you work 4 hours 
of shift. 

631
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:25,440
Fuck, I mean, how many breaks do
I get there? 

632
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:32,240
Yeah, stocking fucking shelves. 
You're you're putting a can on a

633
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:33,520
shelf. 
Very. 

634
00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:35,480
And. 
Nowadays they all have 

635
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:38,320
headphones in. 
I couldn't do that shit back 

636
00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:40,040
then. 
Like no headphones no. 

637
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,400
This. 
Yeah, and no, right. 

638
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:45,280
And nowadays it's like 
everyone's got headphones in. 

639
00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:49,200
I go to the store, people are on
their phone instead of like 

640
00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:52,120
before it was like, don't be on 
your phone, don't be doing this 

641
00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:53,440
shit. 
And yet I go to the store or do 

642
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:57,280
this, and the people so fucking 
grumpy to be there, Yeah. 

643
00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:59,320
And yet they're playing on their
phone doing all this shit. 

644
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:02,560
And I'm like, especially what 
are you pissed about? 

645
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:05,000
Yeah, you're the one choosing to
be here. 

646
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:08,040
Go do something else if you're 
fucking hating this. 

647
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:11,480
But it also the other time, the 
other side of that coin too. 

648
00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:15,960
And and it's when I see people 
working over there. 

649
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:18,880
I saw this kid over there 
putting bread up on the shelf. 

650
00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:21,760
He didn't look happy at all, 
right. 

651
00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:23,680
Yeah, because it's a fucking 
lame job. 

652
00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:28,680
But if we think about it, I I'd 
rather I give I on the shoulder.

653
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:33,000
I'm high. 
I go, hey, man, I really 

654
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,280
appreciate you being here today.
Thank you. 

655
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,840
And he's like, why? 
And I'm like, I didn't make all 

656
00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:41,000
this fucking bread. 
I didn't put it in a bag. 

657
00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:45,200
It's not all sliced up. 
It's fucking science experiment.

658
00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:47,640
How does this stay good for 
longer than a week? 

659
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:52,120
And then they're like, but you 
know what, I appreciate that. 

660
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:55,360
And I wanted you to know that. 
And the kid was just like, thank

661
00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:58,040
you. 
So I, I make it a a point 

662
00:29:58,040 --> 00:30:01,400
everywhere I go, even if they're
being a fucker, I'll just like, 

663
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:02,880
hey, I appreciate you being 
here. 

664
00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,760
And then when I get it, I said, 
hey, I thank you for making this

665
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:07,960
for me. 
And they're just like all 

666
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:10,760
weirded out. 
Like, yeah, well, fuck. 

667
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:12,720
But every once in a. 
While I go shit, he's high, they

668
00:30:12,960 --> 00:30:14,000
go. 
They go. 

669
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:16,120
Why you say that? 
That's because I appreciate you 

670
00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,760
doing here because you, you 
perform magic. 

671
00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:23,480
Wendy's drive through, lady. 
I spoke into a box and I pulled 

672
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:27,240
up to a window. 
I gave you some plastic and you 

673
00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:31,600
said this plastics good. 
And then you gave me food like 

674
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:34,200
this is more valuable than that 
plastic. 

675
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:39,040
And and she's looking like, I 
think of it on that level, like,

676
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:41,480
oh man, everything's good. 
I mean, I'm not down there with 

677
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:44,120
the grains of San good. 
I appreciate you so much. 

678
00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:48,920
Only when he's really fucking. 
High, Yeah, yeah, right. 

679
00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:51,920
It's like the dies that he's out
back after he smoked a bowl and 

680
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:55,160
he's like picking each piece of.
Magic I love magic will get you 

681
00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:56,160
there. 
We're smoking magic. 

682
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,440
Magic. 
Yeah, magic's amazing. 

683
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:00,840
Bro it's a really good strain. 
It's a chill. 

684
00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:03,400
Strain a Utah grown from 
Dragonfly Wellness. 

685
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,480
No, no, actually, Betty 
Wellness. 

686
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:07,960
Sorry, Betty Wellness. 
But you can find it at 

687
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,840
Dragonfly. 
Yeah, it's a, it's a, it's an 

688
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,960
amazing strain, real good 
strain. 

689
00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:15,520
What is it? 
Yeah, I'm. 

690
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,560
It's amazing. 
It's the name it oh it's a 

691
00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:21,720
sativa based. 
It's a high CBG strain. 

692
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:24,600
Oh, OK, so that. 
Feels good. 

693
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:27,000
Man, yeah, it's fantastic. 
It's like it. 

694
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:29,040
Yeah, go ahead. 
No, no, no, no. 

695
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:32,480
I this has been a deep 
conversation I appreciate. 

696
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:35,640
It such a great conversation. 
So one, what was you said you 

697
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:38,280
went to like jail, you got a 
crazy ass life. 

698
00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:39,800
What was your turning point 
like? 

699
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:43,040
What was that trigger that just 
made you go like fuck I got to 

700
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:45,640
change something? 
Really, bro? 

701
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:47,920
I thought I'd be honest. 
It was like my daughter, my 

702
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:50,080
first daughter. 
I think I was like, I don't 

703
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:54,040
know, 19 or some shit like that,
but I was just making all these 

704
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:55,600
mistakes. 
I just didn't take care of my 

705
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,080
responsibilities and I wasn't a 
responsible young adult. 

706
00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:00,760
And I, you know, all the things 
I was doing wasn't leading me 

707
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:02,880
into any path except for where I
went. 

708
00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:08,800
And then when I got there, I met
this guy and he was like, oh, 

709
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,000
like we're talking, we're 
eating. 

710
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:12,400
He's like, I got six kids. 
I was like, oh shit, dude, 

711
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,120
that's dope, man. 
I'm out to have my first. 

712
00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:17,240
I was like, how old? 
Like, what's your kid's name? 

713
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:21,480
He was like, let me hold on, let
me think about it. 

714
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:23,440
And I'm like right there it 
fucking hit me. 

715
00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:25,880
I was like, do I want to be this
motherfucker who's never going 

716
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:27,880
to be in their kids life? 
Can't even remember their name? 

717
00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:29,720
Fuck no. 
Yeah. 

718
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,640
And that was it, bro. 
This fire lit under me. 

719
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:36,880
Bro. 
I was working 223 jobs and I 

720
00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:42,760
remember I got to Costco, I got 
my interview and I was sitting 

721
00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:45,480
there and I told the lady she it
was interviewing, her name was 

722
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:46,760
Maria. 
We'll never forget Maria. 

723
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:48,720
She's interviewing me. 
And she was like, hey, what do 

724
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,920
you see yourself in five years? 
I said, sitting in chair, just 

725
00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,520
like you, interviewing someone 
just like me. 

726
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:55,520
And she laughed. 
She laughed. 

727
00:32:56,080 --> 00:33:00,520
And one year passed by. 
I got promoted to a manager in 

728
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,720
Texas. 
I was the fastest promoted 

729
00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:03,600
manager, you know what I'm 
saying? 

730
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:06,760
I was just hustling. 
She came to me right before I 

731
00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:09,760
left and she was like, yeah, 
Juan, she was Latina short. 

732
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:11,720
She was like 5-2, maybe a little
lady. 

733
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:16,080
Five, 255 lbs, bro. 
Just beautiful. 20, really. 

734
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,720
Just kidding, Maria. 
So anyways, she came up to me. 

735
00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,480
She's like, oh, Juan, I didn't 
believe you. 

736
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:23,520
I did. 
I laughed. 

737
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:25,040
You remember? 
I was like, hell yeah, fucking 

738
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,800
remember that shit, Maria. 
She's like, I'm so proud of you.

739
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:30,520
Congratulations. 
And dude, like from that 

740
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:33,880
experience in jail to pushing me
all the way through that, being 

741
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:35,720
determined, motivate. 
I remember I came home to my 

742
00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,440
house right after my interview, 
so my mom was like, I'm going to

743
00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,000
be a manager watching a year. 
And it fucking happened because 

744
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:43,600
I believed that much in it and 
that was it. 

745
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,600
That's the kind of inspiration 
that people need to have. 

746
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:50,600
It's not necessarily because I 
know we do jobs which seem 

747
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:54,600
ridiculous. 
Like I see ridiculous as a data 

748
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:58,360
entry person for some tech 
company that made an app that 

749
00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:02,400
nobody will use and they're 
like, oh, yeah, I'm worth all 

750
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:05,480
this money. 
Yeah, people performing service 

751
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:10,960
is so necessary and it's but the
thing that's why promoting, you 

752
00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:16,320
know, local businesses is that 
you're trying to create a 

753
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:17,639
community. 
Yes bro. 

754
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,679
Right, like you guys got a 
Barber shop. 

755
00:34:19,679 --> 00:34:23,280
Like people are just like, well,
go to Supercuts with this really

756
00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:25,840
angry woman to look. 
Like but it's not the same. 

757
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,480
That's what I've noticed. 
Like that's why I kept going 

758
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:33,960
back to one is because for me, 
my last Barber before 1, like 

759
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:37,480
actual Barber was my friend 
Faith and she did my hair for 

760
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:40,880
years until I finally had cut 
out Chad and Faith. 

761
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:43,960
I was like, I I can't do this. 
This isn't a healthy 

762
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:47,239
relationship in my life. 
And at that point I was like, 

763
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,000
fuck, I don't have a Barber 
anymore. 

764
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:51,880
I had to go figure out where I'm
going to get my hair cut. 

765
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:56,320
But for me, I love to go smoke, 
get my hair cut and just have 

766
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:58,960
like really good conversations. 
But I don't feel like I have 

767
00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:03,080
that when I go to go or I go to 
Supercuts or I go to like sports

768
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:07,320
clips or any other shit. 
And so then when I met Juan, it 

769
00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:10,960
was just like one of his first 
times cutting and we just had 

770
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:15,200
these really good conversations.
Like fuck man, yeah, I'm going 

771
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:17,800
to be back. 
Yeah, and he came back, bro, and

772
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:20,200
he's came back and he ever. 
Since then, my Barber ever 

773
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:24,640
since, And so it's like he just,
I think it's been 11 weeks or 

774
00:35:24,640 --> 00:35:26,400
so. 
He started, he opened his shop. 

775
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:31,280
Yeah. 
And I still have yet to get my 

776
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:34,480
lazy ass up to his shop to go 
get a cut. 

777
00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:35,640
But. 
You showed up to the opening 

778
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,200
party. 
I messaged him and I told him 

779
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:38,120
about it. 
Bro, he was. 

780
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,920
There it was, the 420 event when
I was hobbling with the cane. 

781
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,040
I left the dragonfly event and I
was like, fuck, I got to go down

782
00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:45,120
to this other event. 
I. 

783
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:48,200
Was like, yeah. 
He showed up bro. 

784
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:49,880
He. 
Hung up the whole time we kicked

785
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:51,400
it bro. 
Everyone's like who's this guy? 

786
00:35:51,640 --> 00:35:54,520
How do you know him was? 
This fucking weirdo with a cane 

787
00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:56,360
dude he. 
Looks like he had this like 

788
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:57,320
fucking gangsta. 
Lip. 

789
00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:58,600
I know too, dude. 
Everyone. 

790
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:00,520
'S like, who's that? 
I was an acid pimp right there, 

791
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:01,560
you know what I'm saying? 
It's Pimp B. 

792
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,960
Yeah, everyone was like, you 
just got to keep this cane as 

793
00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:06,000
like part of your get up. 
And I'm like, I know but. 

794
00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:08,920
You just need to wear that Willy
Wonka hat if you still have that

795
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:11,760
with those glasses. 
I got rid of it dude, but I do. 

796
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:16,280
I have my the Newsies style hat 
and Emily, it's like, Oh my God,

797
00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:18,240
I hate that. 
Why do you wear that? 

798
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:20,280
And I'm like, so I have the 
cane. 

799
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:22,600
I'm like, leave me alone. 
I'm Crutchy. 

800
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:27,560
I. 
Mean that's the same hat I wear,

801
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:31,080
but I'm 45 so it kind of you 
know, I only get I get older 

802
00:36:31,080 --> 00:36:33,320
guys over there going nice hat 
and I'm like. 

803
00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:39,880
I turn 37 tomorrow, I turn 37 
tomorrow. 

804
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:44,440
So yeah, I'm like, yeah, I feel,
I feel fucking old. 

805
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,880
Not from my age, but just life. 
And so, you know, I'm like, fuck

806
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:51,160
it, it fits me. 
Plus I wear my old man's sweater

807
00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:54,720
and that like goes well with it.
You know it's crazy as I'm 36 

808
00:36:54,720 --> 00:36:58,080
and look at the way I dress bro.
T-shirt and jeans. 

809
00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:02,360
I'm straight pimping over. 
Here, dude, I wear like 

810
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:05,680
yesterday I went to work with 
this company and then go to a 

811
00:37:05,720 --> 00:37:09,120
networking event after, you 
know, I showed up to this 

812
00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,360
company. 
I mean, this is a medical 

813
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:13,240
facility and all this stuff and 
I helped train a lot of their 

814
00:37:13,240 --> 00:37:16,960
staff and coach them. 
And I show up and I've got the 

815
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:20,480
dope father. 
It's a shirt that my wife got 

816
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:21,280
for. 
Me bro, let me borrow. 

817
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:24,200
It's got a, it's got a, it's got
a marijuana leaf right here. 

818
00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:29,240
And then it says like a regular 
dad, but just hireright. 

819
00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:33,000
It was super cool. 
And I wore that dude because you

820
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:36,720
hold that presence like people 
don't expect anything but real. 

821
00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,000
Yeah, Yeah. 
And so when I show up, I mean, 

822
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:42,400
if any other type of consultant 
would have showed up and they'd 

823
00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:46,920
be like, well, I don't know. 
No, I show up like this. 

824
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:48,720
Well, I think that's because. 
Sure. 

825
00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:50,920
Is crazy. 
Bro when when we meet. 

826
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:54,360
For the time you probably. 
Know it's a show when I got in, 

827
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:56,480
but like right now when I'm high
it's just even funnier. 

828
00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:59,160
Bro. 
It's hilarious bro. 

829
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:03,280
I know it always makes me laugh 
because when I first met Emily 

830
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:05,320
in that I had God. 
I don't know. 

831
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:08,800
I was maybe a handful of years 
out of leaving the church and 

832
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,600
all of my friends referred to me
as Satan. 

833
00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:15,520
I referred to me as Satan. 
My girlfriend referred to me as 

834
00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:18,720
Satan so and then he started 
showing up with a shirt that 

835
00:38:18,720 --> 00:38:21,800
said not today Satan and it was 
just like it just made me 

836
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:24,640
chuckle cuz I'm like all right 
well the balls. 

837
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:26,520
I love it, bro. 
I fuck with that. 

838
00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,440
I fuck with real shit, bro. 
Like real shit is just like, it 

839
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:32,240
tickles my fancy, yeah. 
That's because everyone else is 

840
00:38:32,240 --> 00:38:33,720
all service level and boring, 
yeah. 

841
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:37,920
Yeah, well, the problem is that 
people just don't know how to 

842
00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:39,800
strike up conversation. 
They don't know how to be 

843
00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:41,680
interested in other people. 
They don't know how to make a 

844
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:45,520
bond instantly. 
Yeah, and it's, it's, it's so 

845
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,520
rampant it affects dating. 
Like, how's dating for you, bro?

846
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,000
Oh, I mean. 
I'm I've been with my girl right

847
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:52,320
now. 
I'm with a girl right now, yeah.

848
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:54,840
That's cool, I'm with my girl 
right now. 

849
00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:57,360
So you're like fucking weird 
with all your other friends, 

850
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:57,800
right? 
They're. 

851
00:38:57,800 --> 00:38:59,480
Like. 
What's it like? 

852
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:01,960
Well, yeah, some of my friends 
are single, and then they're 

853
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:03,040
just like they look at you, 
yeah. 

854
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,640
Well, I mean, well now. 
Yeah, that's my daughters and. 

855
00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:09,480
Shit, but like all my other 
friends that are single and 

856
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:13,160
don't and they just work they're
just like oh you, you can't go 

857
00:39:13,240 --> 00:39:15,360
out no more and this and that 
looks like cuz I don't want to 

858
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,960
you know like I I love my girl, 
you know so I love spending time

859
00:39:19,040 --> 00:39:21,000
with. 
Her yeah, you're the same age as

860
00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:25,920
my nephew and I go lift with him
every Saturday and he's so 

861
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:27,480
funny. 
He's just like, yeah, my friends

862
00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:29,000
are kind of hating on me cuz I'm
hanging up. 

863
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:30,560
Like I said, fuck them. 
Yeah. 

864
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:32,680
Is your girl hot? 
And he goes yeah. 

865
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:34,800
You love being around her. 
Yeah. 

866
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:37,040
You hate being away from her. 
Yeah fuck them. 

867
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:41,440
Damn, fuck them, you know gives 
a shit. 

868
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:43,080
If they're true friends, they'll
be there. 

869
00:39:43,240 --> 00:39:45,640
Yeah, like they'll be there. 
But we go through stages like 

870
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:46,680
that, right? 
How many friends? 

871
00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:48,680
Your friends have evolved over 
time. 

872
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:49,120
Yeah. 
Oh, yeah. 

873
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,200
Right. 
Because like back in the day in 

874
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:54,760
California, he would not be seen
with two white boys like us. 

875
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:55,840
Oh, no, I wouldn't know. 
But. 

876
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,960
The white boys were fucking 
gangsta bro. 

877
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:00,880
These white boys were punched 
before anyone else even said 

878
00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:01,920
anything. 
We're like what the fuck 

879
00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:03,280
happened bro? 
Yeah. 

880
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:05,960
I don't know prove something. 
Fucker blinked at me especially.

881
00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:09,400
Like, they're around a bunch of 
like, Latinos and blacks, you 

882
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:10,640
know? 
We're already like, you know, 

883
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:13,000
people are like, Oh no, they're 
gangsters because we're wearing 

884
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:15,640
2X all tall pro clubs and five 
on one jeans with Chuck Taylors 

885
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:18,680
bro. 
But like, you know what I'm 

886
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:20,360
saying? 
But those white boys, fuck that 

887
00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:21,920
shit bro. 
Those fools were like sometimes 

888
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:23,360
I go to their house. 
I'm like, dude, I'm nervous. 

889
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:27,840
Fuck this, right? 
Yeah, it's like a old joke. 

890
00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:29,800
Crazy. 
Chris Rock was talking. 

891
00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:32,960
He's like man I'd rather hang 
out with a bunch of gangsters 

892
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:36,160
than 4 white boys walking to an 
elevator wearing trench coats. 

893
00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:41,040
I love the twist on that shit. 
Good. 

894
00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:44,640
That got dark fast, yeah. 
But it was so good, it was. 

895
00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:48,520
A column by Love It. 
Yeah, No, Chris Rock said it was

896
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,600
just so funny because that's 
true. 

897
00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:54,560
No, But yeah, that's cool, man. 
I mean, understanding that 

898
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:57,560
you've got that, but you on the 
other side of the dating site 

899
00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:01,160
because, you know, is culture 
and age have a lot to do with 

900
00:41:01,160 --> 00:41:01,360
it. 
Oh. 

901
00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,160
For sure. 
I think everything, me having 

902
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:07,800
kids my age like who I am, like 
what I do, there's so many 

903
00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:09,320
factors and I'm OK with that 
shit. 

904
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:11,800
You know what I'm saying? 
Like for me, like I've been 

905
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:13,840
alone a very long time and I'm 
OK with it. 

906
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:16,080
Like before I was really 
destructive. 

907
00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:17,680
I didn't know how to love 
myself. 

908
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,160
But now, like now these days, 
I'm like, I'm comfortable with 

909
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:22,640
being by myself. 
I'm OK with it. 

910
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:25,360
I can come home. 
And when something good happens,

911
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,480
like the other day, the K1 
Foundation or Kai Wan 

912
00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:30,440
Foundation, they, they made us a
banner. 

913
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:31,920
We don't have a banner right 
now. 

914
00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:34,960
Oh, that's dope. 
And I was at home when I got 

915
00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,240
this message called Sam right 
away. 

916
00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:37,880
I was like, bro, they're going 
to make us a banner dog. 

917
00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,920
Like, dude, this is so sick, 
bro. 

918
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:41,560
Everything's just falling into 
place, bro. 

919
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,560
Everything we're doing is like, 
you know, guiding us in this 

920
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,120
path. 
He's like, fuck yeah, bro. 

921
00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:48,440
We're texting and sending the 
banner anyways, but like I got 

922
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,040
home and I was sitting there and
I read this text, talk to Sam 

923
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:53,720
and I'm like, who do I have to 
talk to about this? 

924
00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:57,280
Fucking no one. 
But I was like in my head I was 

925
00:41:57,280 --> 00:41:59,040
like, fuck that. 
I'm doing this shit on my own 

926
00:41:59,040 --> 00:42:00,240
homie. 
I did this by myself. 

927
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:02,360
So I got that self 
gratification. 

928
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,200
Bro you should have called me. 
I've been fucking pumped for you

929
00:42:05,240 --> 00:42:07,600
man. 
But like the truth is like I 

930
00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:09,440
have a lot of people in my 
circle bro. 

931
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:11,720
I know a lot of people. 
We just always forget. 

932
00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:15,200
Yeah, well, it's not even that 
we forget, It's there's only so 

933
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:16,720
many people that I'll open up 
and talk to. 

934
00:42:16,720 --> 00:42:18,280
No one's going to know about my 
struggles. 

935
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:20,960
No one's going to know that I'm 
not like, or I don't have enough

936
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:22,480
money or whatever. 
No one's going to know shit 

937
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:24,080
about me. 
Yeah, because I'm going to keep 

938
00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:26,480
that to myself because I'll deal
with that by myself. 

939
00:42:27,080 --> 00:42:29,440
But it's hard to let other 
people in there because of my 

940
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:30,880
life. 
People have used that against 

941
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:33,720
me, knowing stuff about me. 
Like even people who hear that I

942
00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:36,400
go to jail, they're like, oh, 
he's a bad person. 

943
00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:38,280
He has this rap sheet. 
He's this and that. 

944
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,080
Like, motherfucker, you don't 
even know me, dawg. 

945
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:41,360
Like you don't know anything 
about me. 

946
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:44,520
So in that context, it's like it
is what it is bro. 

947
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:49,240
Yeah, it's true. 
I mean, and especially like, I 

948
00:42:49,240 --> 00:42:52,800
noticed it with a lot of guys. 
I look at my youngest brother 

949
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:56,840
and it sucks to say, but often 
times we'll be at like a family 

950
00:42:56,840 --> 00:43:00,120
dinner or something and he's 
like, yeah, I have no friends. 

951
00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:04,000
I have no friends and it sucks 
to see. 

952
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:08,360
But then I see like my dad, and 
honestly, I don't think he has 

953
00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:11,680
real friends like he they don't 
have these connections that they

954
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:13,640
really feel safe or comfortable 
with. 

955
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:18,400
Like Jesse and I, he's one of 
the few people that I truly am 

956
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:22,880
like that close with that we do 
talk about and share just about 

957
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:27,160
fucking everything. 
And but that's hard. 

958
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,920
Like it's rare. 
Most people like they don't have

959
00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:32,840
that connection. 
There's not that, he said. 

960
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:36,720
People have abused that trust. 
Oh yeah, and turned around and 

961
00:43:36,720 --> 00:43:37,880
like. 
Thrown into my face. 

962
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:39,760
Yeah, you know, and you're like,
that hurts. 

963
00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:41,960
And when you open up that it 
sucks. 

964
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:43,800
You're vulnerable and you're 
allowing someone to know 

965
00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:45,920
something about you. 
It's better if no one knows 

966
00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:47,720
anything about you and they just
make assumptions. 

967
00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:49,480
That's what it feels like 
sometimes. 

968
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,800
Yeah. 
But the, the, the issue a lot of

969
00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:56,480
times comes with what we create 
in our head of that other 

970
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:58,040
individual, right. 
That's what I'm saying. 

971
00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:00,880
Yeah. 
Like when I I meet people, it's 

972
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:04,560
usually in business, not 
necessarily in my faith, but 

973
00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:08,280
when I meet people and I'll make
a connection with them when I 

974
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:10,800
leave and say, hey, I love you, 
man, because I mean it. 

975
00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:12,880
Yeah. 
And they're like, and they're 

976
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:16,520
fast to give it back. 
Could the law of reciprocity is 

977
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:19,320
true, man. 
People, when you give, you get 

978
00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:21,560
and you just have to keep doing 
even if you're fucking, sucking 

979
00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:24,000
and nothing's coming in. 
No money's over there. 

980
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:25,840
No, no sex. 
No. 

981
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:28,280
I mean, everything said they 
just shut off your cell phone. 

982
00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:30,280
Yeah, right. 
All that shit going on. 

983
00:44:30,280 --> 00:44:33,920
Yeah, I still have the way to be
able to decide how I'm going to 

984
00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:35,120
be able to do that. 
Yeah. 

985
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,400
So if I keep doing that, it does
come around. 

986
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:40,000
And so I always look for that. 
And The funny thing is that 

987
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:43,920
within the business world, like 
where I was at last night, all 

988
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:47,080
these people with them and they 
came and give me a big hug, said

989
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:50,240
I love you. 
And dude, I, I mean, I got 

990
00:44:50,240 --> 00:44:51,960
people in my own faith that 
won't say that. 

991
00:44:52,240 --> 00:44:54,080
Yeah. 
I mean, I do all the time. 

992
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:57,600
I see I'm say I love you brother
and like. 

993
00:44:58,160 --> 00:44:59,760
It's because they don't feel 
comfortable with it. 

994
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:03,520
It puts them in a weird state of
like, I don't, I only say I love

995
00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:08,440
you to like my mom or my wife or
my spouse or, you know, maybe my

996
00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:12,360
kids like these very few people.
And it's like, but but why? 

997
00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:15,600
Why can't you learn to love your
neighbor, your friend? 

998
00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:18,720
Like, why can't you learn to 
love all these other people? 

999
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:21,600
And especially, like you said, 
in your religious culture, how 

1000
00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,040
many people are afraid to say 
that back? 

1001
00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:27,280
But yet that's literally what it
fucking says in their books that

1002
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:30,920
all of these religions teach. 
Fucking love yourself and love 

1003
00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:33,040
your neighbor. 
But it's, it's funny, man. 

1004
00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:36,800
Like I even I, I LED a 
discussion and, and the, the 

1005
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,720
meaning we were having and I was
just telling these guys I'm 

1006
00:45:39,720 --> 00:45:40,880
like, you know, you can say I 
love you. 

1007
00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:42,920
And dude, I, I've never heard 
this before. 

1008
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,840
Because usually I get it. 
Guys around my age will get it 

1009
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:47,560
right away. 
And they go, yeah. 

1010
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:49,440
And then they'll come up say, 
hey, I love you, man. 

1011
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:52,000
I'm like, I love you too, man. 
They'll be open about that shit.

1012
00:45:52,640 --> 00:45:54,600
That's cool. 
The first time I told a guy 

1013
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:56,280
that, I was like, hey, what's 
your name, man? 

1014
00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:58,760
He goes, brother, what's your 
name? 

1015
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:01,840
He's like Sam. 
Like, hey, his name was Sam, 

1016
00:46:01,840 --> 00:46:03,360
too. 
I said, hey, man, I love you. 

1017
00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:11,760
And he goes, oh, thank you. 
And I was like, hey man. 

1018
00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:14,760
My wife is hot. 
I don't want your hairy ass. 

1019
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:17,800
OK? 
I I love you. 

1020
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:21,440
Because that's the way we're, 
we're, we're taught within our 

1021
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:24,520
faith, right? 
Is that's the number one thing, 

1022
00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:27,160
not all the other fucking 
ancillary shit. 

1023
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:29,920
It's the, the, the core meaning 
of it. 

1024
00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:34,040
So that's the way I live. 
And it's not that I, I have a 

1025
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:39,040
higher, you know, a place in the
heavens or whatever. 

1026
00:46:39,040 --> 00:46:42,960
I don't give a shit about that. 
It just being good to people and

1027
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:46,000
making connections, right. 
Like when when I think of a 

1028
00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:50,920
barbershop, I think of like 
everything from barbershop. 

1029
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:54,320
Yeah. 
Great movie, by the way, to Gran

1030
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:59,640
Torino where this bond with his 
two older men, like they've 

1031
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:03,320
they've had generations 
together, man decades. 

1032
00:47:03,720 --> 00:47:05,920
And he comes in, he's like, 
how's it going? 

1033
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:09,120
Right, he's ruffled. 
Voice and he's like how's it 

1034
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:10,400
going here? 
Italian prick. 

1035
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:13,040
It's. 
Actually pretty good bro. 

1036
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:15,320
Yeah, yeah, you. 
Put that on. 

1037
00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:20,400
YouTube, but for sure he's just 
like, you know what? 

1038
00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:22,440
Doesn't matter about how they 
talk or anything about, but 

1039
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,480
there's a bond. 
There's a true friendship there 

1040
00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:27,320
that I'm your Barber. 
Yes. 

1041
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:32,720
And you are my friend, yes, and 
I'm serving you and you're 

1042
00:47:32,720 --> 00:47:36,840
grateful for what I do and thus 
you pay me because now it's the 

1043
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:38,560
exchange of value. 
Yep, exactly. 

1044
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:40,720
Not just giving money for shit 
and. 

1045
00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:43,080
Appreciation as well. 
Yeah, right. 

1046
00:47:43,240 --> 00:47:47,080
And that's, that's huge. 
And I feel like I'm seeing more 

1047
00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:49,040
of a resurgency with people your
age. 

1048
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:53,760
I've talked to more people like 
my niece, she's 25 and she's 

1049
00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:58,040
just like doesn't have the same 
mentality as fucking 30 year 

1050
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:00,200
olds these days. 
Brand new 30 year olds. 

1051
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:03,120
It's just like what the fuck? 
It's very different mentality. 

1052
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:07,640
I feel bad for that generation 
because they they were raised 

1053
00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:09,400
underneath something that I 
didn't have. 

1054
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:14,880
And how the fuck do you do that?
I mean, you've got this forever 

1055
00:48:14,880 --> 00:48:16,160
consciousness. 
Yeah. 

1056
00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:19,200
And it just. 
Scratching knowledge of like 

1057
00:48:19,920 --> 00:48:22,040
what pops in your head? 
Well, look. 

1058
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,200
At easy going through like, oh, 
let me learn all this stuff and 

1059
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:27,840
let's skip over to porn. 
And then after that, let's watch

1060
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:31,960
a Netflix movie and just like, 
whoa, it's so much stimulation. 

1061
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:35,040
Yeah, well, and The thing is 
too, it ruins our minds because 

1062
00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:37,320
now instead of thinking or 
remembering something that 

1063
00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:39,680
you've learned, you instantly 
grab your phone. 

1064
00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:41,240
The first thing, if you don't 
know something, you've reached 

1065
00:48:41,240 --> 00:48:42,360
your phone. 
I'm a Google that shit. 

1066
00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:44,400
Let me see what this is. 
I think I know, but I'm not 

1067
00:48:44,400 --> 00:48:45,840
sure. 
Yeah, that fucks with you, 

1068
00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:46,200
right? 
Yeah. 

1069
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:47,400
Especially if you're feeling 
something. 

1070
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:50,080
Yeah. 
So then, yeah. 

1071
00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:52,640
So then now that becomes like 
you're questioning yourself and 

1072
00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:55,160
you're like this and that you, 
you don't believe that you know 

1073
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:56,520
the answer. 
So you're like, oh, you 

1074
00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:58,320
hesitate. 
Let me look it up. 

1075
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:02,120
So now we're all fucked because 
my mom, like when she drives 

1076
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,920
somewhere like bro, we've been 
there 15 times, bro, we're going

1077
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,040
to Target or some shit. 
She's like, let's go shopping. 

1078
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:09,360
I'm like, all right, bet. 
And I'm like, she puts it in her

1079
00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:12,560
fucking phone. 
I'm like it's two lefts my like.

1080
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:15,040
What? 
Are you doing? 

1081
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,360
Yeah. 
That's crazy. 

1082
00:49:17,360 --> 00:49:19,520
Yeah bro, she doesn't remember 
shit. 

1083
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:22,000
It's me. 
So I don't like to Google Maps. 

1084
00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:24,800
So if I've been there once, 
I'll, I'll go there again with 

1085
00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:28,400
my own knowledge because then 
you, you're training your mind, 

1086
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:31,600
you're constantly working. 
I do these stupid things like on

1087
00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:33,560
TikTok. 
It's a bunch of problem solving 

1088
00:49:33,560 --> 00:49:35,840
like riddles. 
I do those riddles to challenge 

1089
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:39,200
my mind to see if I'm open 
minded or am I boxed in and not 

1090
00:49:39,200 --> 00:49:41,160
like able to like come up with 
some kind of answer. 

1091
00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:42,880
Yeah, I'll be fucking those 
riddles up. 

1092
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:44,240
If we want to have a Riddle 
competition, I. 

1093
00:49:44,240 --> 00:49:45,320
Got you, man. 
That's yeah. 

1094
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:49,200
You've never done a Riddle I've.
Never knew they had them on 

1095
00:49:49,240 --> 00:49:50,080
Tiktok. 
Oh hell. 

1096
00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:52,320
Yeah, that's. 
What kind of Tiktok you watching

1097
00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:53,120
my boy that's. 
Yeah, dude. 

1098
00:49:53,120 --> 00:49:56,280
No, but that's. 
The that's the crazy thing is 

1099
00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:59,120
like when you said like a lot 
the people my age don't have 

1100
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:02,080
that mentality. 
It's like I I talked to a lot of

1101
00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:04,560
people that are like in their 
thirty 40s or like dude, right 

1102
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:07,560
now you should be like going out
like spending money and this and

1103
00:50:07,560 --> 00:50:10,200
that and I'm like not dude, I'm.
Like that's bad advice. 

1104
00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:11,680
Yeah, yeah, that's stupid. 
Advice I was. 

1105
00:50:12,080 --> 00:50:14,080
Like no offense dude, but I 
don't want to be your age and 

1106
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:15,120
trying to figure out what I'm 
doing. 

1107
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:16,320
Right now, fucking. 
Aim, yeah. 

1108
00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:18,280
Yep that's what I'm doing right 
now man. 

1109
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:22,760
I have shifted my what I do but 
it all was for a purpose. 

1110
00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:27,400
Now I'm focused on, I do 
relationship and connection 

1111
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:29,080
coaching. 
That's what I've done and that's

1112
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:30,480
what I did for this company. 
It wasn't. 

1113
00:50:30,720 --> 00:50:33,480
I taught them something new. 
I've done sales for a long time 

1114
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:36,160
and marketing. 
But dude, this is total 

1115
00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:38,920
transformation. 
Being able to help somebody be 

1116
00:50:38,920 --> 00:50:42,200
able to do that exact thing, 
make a connection with other 

1117
00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:44,040
people. 
Yeah, other people find it so 

1118
00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,880
hard. 
That's why like, you know, I 

1119
00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:48,440
brought Brandon, we started 
going to networking events and. 

1120
00:50:48,760 --> 00:50:53,000
Oh dude, the first few it was so
brutal because I'd never gone 

1121
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:54,720
through that and I didn't go 
knock door. 

1122
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:57,840
I mean, I did knock doors for a 
Vivint doing door to door sales.

1123
00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:02,200
Fucking hated that. 
But yeah, it was tough for the 

1124
00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:05,760
first while going out, walking 
up, and because it was this fear

1125
00:51:05,760 --> 00:51:08,600
and confidence and walking into 
these networking meetings, 

1126
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:10,960
seeing all these other people 
going, man, look at all these 

1127
00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,240
people put together, all these 
successful people. 

1128
00:51:13,240 --> 00:51:15,720
And here I am just trying to 
pick it till I make it and then 

1129
00:51:15,720 --> 00:51:19,080
realizing they're doing all the 
same fucking shit. 

1130
00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:24,160
I am like, and so and so now 
every single one that we go to, 

1131
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:25,520
it's like, what do you do for a 
living? 

1132
00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:28,080
I smoke pot for a living. 
Like, I don't want to know what 

1133
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:31,160
you fucking do for work. 
Let's talk about real life shit.

1134
00:51:31,160 --> 00:51:34,920
Let's connect like I don't want 
it's the I smoke pot for a 

1135
00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:38,360
living is a ice breaker of like 
let's not talk about this. 

1136
00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:40,840
Shit, Yeah, yeah. 
You know what's crazy, bro right

1137
00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:43,360
now is the way we're sitting 
across from each other. 

1138
00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:46,360
So Sam's the same way. 
He's super quiet, bro. 

1139
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:47,920
He's like he's. 
A quiet. 

1140
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:50,920
One so like I'm looking, looking
across me, I'm like, holy shit, 

1141
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:53,040
we're like the same type of 
person and you guys are the same

1142
00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:53,840
type of person. 
I'm sorry. 

1143
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:56,120
That's funny. 
See, that's super funny. 

1144
00:51:56,520 --> 00:51:58,760
Like he's been, he's nervous, 
he's shy. 

1145
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:01,000
Like I told him he came to show.
I was like, bro, washing 

1146
00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:02,760
everyone's hair, we're going to 
do customer service. 

1147
00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:04,440
Like that's our thing. 
And he's like, oh bro, I don't 

1148
00:52:04,440 --> 00:52:07,800
like that shit, you know, like 
and then but he did it because, 

1149
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:10,520
you know, the one thing with Sam
is bro, I lead, I guide and he 

1150
00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:12,280
listens and he does, you know, 
so it's dope. 

1151
00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:16,240
But anyways, what? 
The fuck? 

1152
00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:17,960
Was I talking about? 
You guys are the same way? 

1153
00:52:19,360 --> 00:52:22,600
So marijuana. 
So like now I've been like, Sam 

1154
00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,600
talks to fucking everybody, bro.
And when people walk in, he 

1155
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:26,520
doesn't even know, hey, what's 
up? 

1156
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:28,520
My name's Sam. 
All the time before. 

1157
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:30,240
Fuck no, Sam would never do that
shit. 

1158
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:32,720
We're not taught that, yeah. 
Yeah, but never. 

1159
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:35,760
We're doing events, we're going 
out, we're talking to people, 

1160
00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:38,840
we're doing this podcast, bro. 
We were both so excited on the 

1161
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:41,400
way here, bro. 
He was like, hey bro, he was 

1162
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:42,800
like, we're doing a fucking 
podcast. 

1163
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:46,880
We're doing a fucking. 
Because like we started nothing.

1164
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:48,880
No, like a lot of people didn't 
believe in us. 

1165
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:51,440
They're like, oh, like Juan, he 
thinks he's this and he's not 

1166
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:53,360
Nah bro, I'm like, I'm up here, 
bro. 

1167
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,720
I'm doing something with a 
reason, you know, I'm saying. 

1168
00:52:56,280 --> 00:52:58,800
But no one supported us. 
We're like sitting there 

1169
00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:02,160
grinding and figuring it out. 
No fucking clients at all coming

1170
00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:04,480
through the door, bro. 
It was like, I don't know, a 

1171
00:53:04,520 --> 00:53:07,200
month straight. 
We were just doing maybe 1234 

1172
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:09,440
cuts a week trying to figure it 
out, bro. 

1173
00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:11,360
And look at us fucking right 
now. 

1174
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:13,600
I know it feels good. 
It feels good. 

1175
00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:17,200
I mean, like, we're just 
starting, but, you know, bigger.

1176
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:19,400
And better. 
Yeah, because of our character, 

1177
00:53:19,400 --> 00:53:22,160
because of what we believe in, 
because of how we want to take 

1178
00:53:22,160 --> 00:53:24,080
care of people. 
Like he's saying, like, I want 

1179
00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:26,120
to mentor people. 
That's the opportunity where 

1180
00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,080
someone is the most vulnerable. 
They're in your chair and you're

1181
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:30,400
cutting their hair. 
They can't leave, they can't get

1182
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:31,680
up and move, they can't do 
nothing. 

1183
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,240
And you got sharp objects dude, 
you. 

1184
00:53:34,120 --> 00:53:37,400
Can imagine how scary it is. 
For me they're like allows and 

1185
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:40,680
like terrified at the same time.
Get my taint. 

1186
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:44,320
I'm like, Sir, stop quenching 
your cheeks. 

1187
00:53:44,440 --> 00:53:50,440
We. 
Feel like a magic mountain? 

1188
00:53:52,960 --> 00:53:56,040
Yeah, but providing quality 
service and doing our thing and 

1189
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:57,560
doing who we are and helping the
community. 

1190
00:53:57,560 --> 00:54:00,080
That's cool though because you 
could be passionate about it if 

1191
00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:02,760
you have pride in it. 
Who the fuck has passion selling

1192
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:04,680
at T-Mobile? 
I mean, dude, you can have 

1193
00:54:04,680 --> 00:54:06,760
passion selling at T-Mobile if 
you have a goal that's next. 

1194
00:54:06,760 --> 00:54:09,960
Dude, that facts. 
Because I knew one guy and he 

1195
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:11,640
always felt like passion. 
Yeah. 

1196
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,200
And when I come in there, I'm 
just like, I'm just looking. 

1197
00:54:14,640 --> 00:54:16,320
I mean, I won't buy a phone for 
years. 

1198
00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:18,880
Yeah, yeah. 
But like my phone is like 

1199
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:22,440
shorting out and shit overheated
yesterday while I was in the 

1200
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:25,680
car. 
I mean, it was like 100 and 200 

1201
00:54:25,680 --> 00:54:29,360
and something. 
It was 105 in Salt Lake and I 

1202
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:34,360
was just like fuck, but in my 
car it was like 114 and I'm 

1203
00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:35,600
like. 
Fuck this. 

1204
00:54:35,720 --> 00:54:37,440
Hot ball suit. 
Yeah, dude, it was. 

1205
00:54:37,880 --> 00:54:39,200
I didn't even feel it after a 
while. 

1206
00:54:39,200 --> 00:54:41,760
I just kept telling myself I'm 
going to get acclimated to this 

1207
00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:43,320
weather. 
I roll down my windows, I'm 

1208
00:54:43,320 --> 00:54:46,600
weird as shit and I'm just like.
Oh no, I create my AC and I'm 

1209
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:49,680
like. 
No, I'm just like, I'm just 

1210
00:54:49,720 --> 00:54:52,800
going to, I'm just going to get 
used to the heat because that's 

1211
00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:56,000
what I have to do when when 
winter comes around, I have no 

1212
00:54:56,000 --> 00:54:58,240
problem out in the cold. 
I can be out in the cold for a 

1213
00:54:58,240 --> 00:55:00,240
while. 
If he's out there for longer 

1214
00:55:00,240 --> 00:55:02,200
than 5 seconds, he's shivering. 
Bro that's. 

1215
00:55:02,360 --> 00:55:04,080
Because I'm like, I like the. 
Cold. 

1216
00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:08,840
Dude, that's what you could call
me man Eskimo. 

1217
00:55:09,200 --> 00:55:11,560
Eskimo, Eskimo. 
Joe, right there you go because 

1218
00:55:12,080 --> 00:55:14,600
because you know, I got that the
half breed thing going on. 

1219
00:55:14,680 --> 00:55:16,040
Have you guys ever seen the 
league the. 

1220
00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:18,680
League. 
Is that the basketball game? 

1221
00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:22,080
Basketball game. 
It's a, it's ATV show, but it's 

1222
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:25,520
about like fantasy football, but
it's not about fantasy football.

1223
00:55:26,240 --> 00:55:30,000
And there's a Eskimo just makes 
me think of Eskimo brothers 

1224
00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:32,960
because that guy, there's a guy 
in there named Taco. 

1225
00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:36,760
He smokes a lot of weed and has 
this whole database about Eskimo

1226
00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:38,280
brothers. 
And Eskimo brothers are like, 

1227
00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:40,320
well, you slept this girl and I 
slept with this girl. 

1228
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:43,120
So we're Eskimo brothers. 
And so they have a whole Eskimo 

1229
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:45,440
brothers network. 
He's like, so he goes in the 

1230
00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:47,000
bar. 
His friends like, let me buy you

1231
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:48,960
a drink. 
He's like, no, I never buy 

1232
00:55:48,960 --> 00:55:51,520
drinks here. 
The bartender is my Eskimo 

1233
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:54,600
brother and he is like you pay 
for shit here. 

1234
00:55:54,840 --> 00:55:56,280
He's like, I don't pay for 
anything. 

1235
00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:59,400
How how do you get stuff done? 
He's like, I use my Eskimo 

1236
00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:01,920
brothers network. 
That's I don't buy shit. 

1237
00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:06,680
I would hate that shit, bro. 
No, like your fucking best 

1238
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:08,320
friend slept with you shoddy, 
you know what I mean? 

1239
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:09,840
Like, yeah. 
Oh fuck. 

1240
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:12,680
That so then he has like this 
whole Eskimo Brothers network 

1241
00:56:12,680 --> 00:56:14,840
and that and he's like, oh, on 
it. 

1242
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:18,120
Some guy from Shark tanks, one 
of his Eskimo brothers. 

1243
00:56:18,400 --> 00:56:20,920
Some like all these other people
are Eskimo brothers. 

1244
00:56:20,920 --> 00:56:23,720
That's nasty bro. 
That's a small sound bro. 

1245
00:56:25,360 --> 00:56:27,120
Yeah, You never hear about that 
in Mexican culture. 

1246
00:56:27,120 --> 00:56:28,280
Yeah. 
You're hearing like, I mean, if 

1247
00:56:28,280 --> 00:56:30,280
there's orgies, nobody knows 
about it. 

1248
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:34,240
Small group of people over there
because they'll be all like, you

1249
00:56:34,240 --> 00:56:35,880
know. 
And all the white people have a 

1250
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:39,720
Facebook like group going for 
it, like they're like sending 

1251
00:56:39,720 --> 00:56:42,800
out Flyers at Target. 
Like communities around here, 

1252
00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:44,600
there's like up in Draper, 
there's an. 

1253
00:56:44,880 --> 00:56:45,520
Apples. 
Swingers. 

1254
00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:48,160
Yes. 
The gnomes I know. 

1255
00:56:48,240 --> 00:56:50,680
Those are tables, bro. 
Yeah, they're crazy. 

1256
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:52,560
They're down as fuck. 
Like, yeah, it's serious. 

1257
00:56:52,560 --> 00:56:54,680
Couples like hit me up. 
I'm like what? 

1258
00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:56,520
He's like I want you to fuck my 
wife. 

1259
00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:57,680
I'm like what the? 
Fuck are you? 

1260
00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:59,480
Talking. 
That's a ice breaker if I've 

1261
00:56:59,480 --> 00:57:01,120
ever heard. 
One bro well he bought me a 

1262
00:57:01,120 --> 00:57:01,880
drink first. 
Why does? 

1263
00:57:02,280 --> 00:57:04,080
He find. 
Me a drink, I hope he's. 

1264
00:57:04,080 --> 00:57:06,120
Gonna stick his finger in your 
ass and they're going I want. 

1265
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:08,880
You to try he did the retries. 
It was so dark. 

1266
00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:11,560
I've been to jail, homie. 
I've been. 

1267
00:57:11,960 --> 00:57:13,600
To. 
Jail. 

1268
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:15,200
You didn't. 
Spit on it. 

1269
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:18,040
Bro it so when I was in jail 
this is fucked up but like we 

1270
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:20,520
didn't have bar soaps so you 
don't just drop a bar and you. 

1271
00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:21,440
Fucking no. 
No. 

1272
00:57:21,440 --> 00:57:23,040
Easy. 
No, we have liquid soap, homie. 

1273
00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:25,440
If you're sitting there bent so 
we're scooping that shit, homie.

1274
00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:27,880
No, you're. 
You're asking for it. 

1275
00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:33,400
Bro and like the showers are 
like so I was in one in one 

1276
00:57:33,400 --> 00:57:35,440
block. 
It was like big as dorm with 90 

1277
00:57:35,440 --> 00:57:37,720
guys. 
It was a worker dorm, but like 

1278
00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:41,560
the fucking beds went around 
this fucking little fucking bar,

1279
00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:43,560
little teeny wall and there was 
a shower. 

1280
00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:46,360
So homie, let me say you get 
comfortable with yourself real 

1281
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:47,960
quick, dog. 
You're sitting there and you 

1282
00:57:47,960 --> 00:57:49,680
can't fucking take a shower 
facing the wall. 

1283
00:57:49,680 --> 00:57:51,480
You got to take a shower with 
your back against the wall, 

1284
00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:53,840
homie. 
So people are just walking by to

1285
00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:56,880
take a shit, take a piss or up 
just chilling playing cards and 

1286
00:57:56,880 --> 00:57:58,320
you're just butt naked in front 
of everybody. 

1287
00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:00,240
Dude, that sounds like it. 
When I was in the Navy, that was

1288
00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:02,000
like, dude, when I got to the 
Navy. 

1289
00:58:02,000 --> 00:58:03,560
That's a lot of seaments, so. 
Yeah. 

1290
00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:07,000
You went for. 
It you're like, I'm going to 

1291
00:58:07,000 --> 00:58:09,280
sign this paper, I know what I'm
dealing with, Yeah. 

1292
00:58:09,800 --> 00:58:11,440
Well, he was looking for all the
semen. 

1293
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,000
He had his goggles on when he. 
Signed the papers. 

1294
00:58:15,320 --> 00:58:18,400
A deep semen back I was. 
Like Sir, what do you have a 

1295
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:20,200
snorkel? 
Some guys are sprayers. 

1296
00:58:30,600 --> 00:58:33,080
Get my tank. 
You got it, Sir. 

1297
00:58:34,560 --> 00:58:35,520
I'll say that shit up. 
Nice. 

1298
00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:37,720
That's so. 
Funny it is. 

1299
00:58:37,840 --> 00:58:42,760
It's like Jesse giving comebacks
to Jesse. 

1300
00:58:45,320 --> 00:58:47,760
I was enjoying. 
I'm just crying but I don't want

1301
00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:49,440
such. 
A vibe he has to. 

1302
00:58:49,440 --> 00:58:51,760
Do that, man, because, you know,
that's the way we were raised. 

1303
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:55,480
Like yeah, I mean, I know my dad
made fun of me more. 

1304
00:58:55,480 --> 00:58:59,240
Fuck yeah. 
Then he he gave me love like now

1305
00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:01,560
he does. 
He's 70, Yeah, He's a little 

1306
00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,080
slower. 
He's got amnesia. 

1307
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:04,800
So what is he going to do? 
He can't give you shit. 

1308
00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,000
He has amnesia now. 
I never did that. 

1309
00:59:07,840 --> 00:59:10,080
Never. 
I never hit you. 

1310
00:59:10,480 --> 00:59:12,440
I can't give you shit. 
You'll come back here. 

1311
00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:18,680
Bring me come back here and help
me kick your ass little shit. 

1312
00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:23,520
Yeah, but it is funny because 
it's like, it's that 

1313
00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:26,560
realization, yeah, bro, that it 
really affects your life. 

1314
00:59:26,560 --> 00:59:29,200
So when you meet somebody like 
that, like my wife's side of the

1315
00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:32,160
family, they're like soft. 
They're so soft. 

1316
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:34,880
They're made for the term 
flaccid. 

1317
00:59:35,120 --> 00:59:38,760
Yeah, they are so soft. 
And I was just like, she came 

1318
00:59:38,760 --> 00:59:43,680
over to meet my family and she 
was like, holy shit. 

1319
00:59:44,440 --> 00:59:46,920
Like my wife is still scared of 
my little brother. 

1320
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:49,040
There's a garbage right there 
you want to drop? 

1321
00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:51,240
Yeah, There you go, man. 
You know that shit is crazy. 

1322
00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:55,040
Bro, he, he, she's like, I don't
want to say anything to him 

1323
00:59:55,040 --> 00:59:58,280
because he's fucking vicious. 
Yeah, like the way we greet each

1324
00:59:58,280 --> 01:00:00,480
other is not the same way we 
greet each other. 

1325
01:00:00,480 --> 01:00:02,440
Yeah, I give him a hug. 
What's up bro? 

1326
01:00:03,360 --> 01:00:05,320
My brother comes out of the car,
he goes, what's up? 

1327
01:00:05,320 --> 01:00:06,600
Fuck face? 
I'm like, yeah, what's up? 

1328
01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:11,840
That's just how he was military 
too. 

1329
01:00:11,840 --> 01:00:15,760
I I pushed him to go into the 
Army and I went into the Navy 

1330
01:00:15,760 --> 01:00:17,480
because my mom pushed me. 
She's like, what are you going 

1331
01:00:17,480 --> 01:00:18,880
to do after high school? 
I'm like, I don't know. 

1332
01:00:19,360 --> 01:00:23,040
I mean, I grew up in suburbia. 
Like my dream was to work at a 

1333
01:00:23,040 --> 01:00:26,800
like a CD store. 
Yeah, pick up chicks. 

1334
01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:28,200
It's. 
A big game bro. 

1335
01:00:28,280 --> 01:00:30,720
Make 9 bucks an hour. 
Was it Hollywood Video 

1336
01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:33,400
blockbuster? 
I work no no, I worked at. 

1337
01:00:33,840 --> 01:00:35,920
Yeah, that was her. 
Yeah, media play. 

1338
01:00:36,000 --> 01:00:37,280
Media play. 
That's crazy. 

1339
01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:39,280
We're dating ourselves right 
now. 

1340
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:40,520
Just a. 
Little yeah, yeah, yeah. 

1341
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:43,320
Yeah, it's OK though I. 
Am aware I gotta I gotta. 

1342
01:00:43,880 --> 01:00:44,880
You have to know the story 
though. 

1343
01:00:45,320 --> 01:00:49,200
My SO I live with the guy right 
and he is a big dude. 6 foot 

1344
01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:52,520
nine, 400 lbs Big bodybuilder. 
Dude, so he gets whatever he 

1345
01:00:52,600 --> 01:00:53,240
wants. 
He knows dude. 

1346
01:00:55,040 --> 01:00:56,520
When I shake his hand, I'm like 
Daddy. 

1347
01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:59,960
I'm like, you know, man it. 
Fucking wraps around my wrist. 

1348
01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:01,880
I mean, I feel like such a 
bitch, I'm not gonna lie. 

1349
01:01:02,280 --> 01:01:05,160
Anyways, he keeps the house at 
like 63. 

1350
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:09,160
That's nice year round, bro. 
It could be cold outside or 

1351
01:01:09,160 --> 01:01:11,160
whatever that AC is so long bro 
running. 

1352
01:01:11,440 --> 01:01:13,800
But he's a big dude, you know? 
He lives upstairs so. 

1353
01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:17,080
Well, it's usually cool. 
I like keeping the house cool, 

1354
01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:20,920
but every time we record I have 
to turn off all air in here, 

1355
01:01:20,920 --> 01:01:23,600
which sucks. 
So this room gets fucking hot. 

1356
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:24,760
That's OK. 
That's. 

1357
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:27,360
That's probably why I'm not 
feeling it because yesterday it 

1358
01:01:27,360 --> 01:01:31,640
was so fucking hot and I was 
stuck in traffic for like 30-40 

1359
01:01:31,640 --> 01:01:33,880
minutes. 
Oh yeah, just in one spot and 

1360
01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:38,600
hot as Jesus. 
Dude, even my tires felt wobbly.

1361
01:01:39,120 --> 01:01:39,600
They were so. 
Warm. 

1362
01:01:39,600 --> 01:01:41,760
They were so fucking warm. 
And I was like, what the fuck? 

1363
01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:43,440
My car is falling apart. 
I've had a lot of problems. 

1364
01:01:43,480 --> 01:01:46,440
My I've had a lot of problems 
with my car, but I've always 

1365
01:01:46,440 --> 01:01:49,160
been able to fix it. 
But it just felt weird and I was

1366
01:01:49,160 --> 01:01:50,840
like, what? 
And I look over and there was a 

1367
01:01:50,840 --> 01:01:51,880
lady doing this. 
She's like. 

1368
01:01:53,160 --> 01:01:56,200
She's like, yeah, Oh my God. 
I was like, oh, she's like, I 

1369
01:01:56,200 --> 01:01:57,560
can't believe someone let me 
drive. 

1370
01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:01,920
How about you going to go to war
races Shit. 

1371
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:04,440
I stopped myself. 
I know. 

1372
01:02:04,520 --> 01:02:07,000
I looked down at the let's just,
let's pause. 

1373
01:02:07,080 --> 01:02:10,320
I never can't go over. 
There I can make fun of specs, 

1374
01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:14,440
but God damn. 
Asian. 

1375
01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:19,400
It was Asian. 
It was so fucking funny, dude. 

1376
01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:22,800
He's like, I can't even see it. 
I'm like I. 

1377
01:02:23,040 --> 01:02:25,920
Know she's like Crash. 
That's what he is. 

1378
01:02:25,920 --> 01:02:26,880
I. 
Must see not see. 

1379
01:02:27,040 --> 01:02:29,080
Miss Honk stop. 
God damn. 

1380
01:02:29,920 --> 01:02:31,640
Shit, that's funny, dude, Dude, 
we're. 

1381
01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:34,360
On the same way. 
I know, right? 

1382
01:02:34,840 --> 01:02:37,120
I know. 
You ever see, there was a show 

1383
01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:42,280
on FX a while ago called Rescue 
Me about firefighters in New 

1384
01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:45,000
York. 
And the best thing they had to 

1385
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:48,800
get like this? 
Sensitivity training and they 

1386
01:02:48,800 --> 01:02:54,200
were all pissed off and they go,
well, he's got to go. 

1387
01:02:54,280 --> 01:03:00,800
He goes like you shouldn't say 
slurs like spic or wetback. 

1388
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:03,520
Oh my God. 
Or you shouldn't say. 

1389
01:03:03,760 --> 01:03:07,400
And the guy's like, no, no, no, 
he was talking about like, no, 

1390
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:09,360
it was Asians at first. 
He goes, you shouldn't call him 

1391
01:03:09,360 --> 01:03:14,320
yellow or zipper head or and 
they go through all these ones 

1392
01:03:14,320 --> 01:03:16,160
and the guy's like, what about 
spic? 

1393
01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:18,840
He goes, he goes, you can't say 
that either. 

1394
01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:22,640
And they go, yeah, but I mean, 
that's it. 

1395
01:03:22,640 --> 01:03:24,880
You know, black guys, they got 
all the slurs. 

1396
01:03:25,320 --> 01:03:27,880
Hispanic guys we had, he goes. 
Italians. 

1397
01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:29,360
Nobody's more screwed than 
Italians. 

1398
01:03:29,680 --> 01:03:31,560
Oh yeah, they have all these 
balls. 

1399
01:03:31,960 --> 01:03:34,640
You know, Spaghetti Bender and 
they're like spaghetti Bender. 

1400
01:03:35,520 --> 01:03:36,640
Is. 
Crazy. 

1401
01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:38,600
And then the guy goes those. 
Noodles are authentic. 

1402
01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:42,360
Yeah, right. 
But then he goes to this guide. 

1403
01:03:42,360 --> 01:03:43,640
He goes, do you think you're 
racist? 

1404
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:45,320
He goes. 
Yep, he goes. 

1405
01:03:46,320 --> 01:03:47,680
Why do you say that? 
He goes, I don't know, you got 

1406
01:03:47,680 --> 01:03:52,240
this Chinese guy going down 5th 
Ave. over there with a 10 lbs of

1407
01:03:52,240 --> 01:03:55,400
Chinese food strapped to the 
front of his car and he's just 

1408
01:03:55,400 --> 01:03:57,680
weaving in and out of traffic. 
That guy's stupid. 

1409
01:03:57,960 --> 01:03:59,320
It's the best way to keep it 
warm. 

1410
01:03:59,320 --> 01:04:02,760
It's on the hood. 
Yeah, I still cooking. 

1411
01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:04,880
I don't know how to do an Asian 
accent, bro. 

1412
01:04:05,400 --> 01:04:07,200
I did a Mexican. 
Well, that's fucking racism 

1413
01:04:07,480 --> 01:04:08,960
right there, bro. 
Sorry doc. 

1414
01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:14,000
No, you know, that's I, I, I 
appreciate that because it's, 

1415
01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:17,560
it's there's nothing sacred. 
Yeah. 

1416
01:04:17,560 --> 01:04:19,440
Nothing should be sacred like 
that, right? 

1417
01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:22,240
Connection is sacred. 
Yeah, bro, I don't care about 

1418
01:04:22,240 --> 01:04:23,520
that. 
And that's why, you know, I 

1419
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:26,880
mean, I'm going back on my 
preaching here of, of the mighty

1420
01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:29,560
plant. 
But dude, anywhere I don't even 

1421
01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:32,640
have to speak the same language.
Bro it's a universal language. 

1422
01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:34,200
That's why it's a key to 
everyone bro. 

1423
01:04:34,640 --> 01:04:37,080
You smoke this, you just start 
going like, I mean it. 

1424
01:04:37,280 --> 01:04:40,080
You just your chill. 
Yeah, look at the connection we 

1425
01:04:40,080 --> 01:04:43,000
just developed right now amongst
each other, hanging out like 

1426
01:04:43,120 --> 01:04:45,520
over some flower. 
Beautiful flower, by the way. 

1427
01:04:45,760 --> 01:04:47,840
Yeah, you know what I'm saying? 
I respect the flower. 

1428
01:04:47,840 --> 01:04:48,800
Thank you, flower. 
Dude, I gotta. 

1429
01:04:50,640 --> 01:04:53,760
Pee like razor or something? 
Go ahead, I'm over here. 3 tall 

1430
01:04:53,760 --> 01:04:58,600
cans deep just. 
It reminds me of this movie. 

1431
01:04:58,720 --> 01:05:01,040
I have AI. 
Remember everything. 

1432
01:05:01,040 --> 01:05:02,760
Do you have that kind of thing? 
Do you remember everything? 

1433
01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:03,480
Oh yeah. 
For sure. 

1434
01:05:03,720 --> 01:05:05,880
Bro, yeah, you have ADHD too. 
Yeah, you have. 

1435
01:05:06,280 --> 01:05:08,840
ADHD dude it's so we're like the
same person just in different 

1436
01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:10,080
years bro. 
Yeah, for sure. 

1437
01:05:10,120 --> 01:05:11,440
I'm like your duplicate but with
hair. 

1438
01:05:11,640 --> 01:05:13,520
Yeah, but you're way more 
successful. 

1439
01:05:13,840 --> 01:05:16,640
No bro, success is measured by 
the person. 

1440
01:05:16,800 --> 01:05:18,720
You know what? 
I will say that because like, 

1441
01:05:18,840 --> 01:05:21,240
you know, it was funny. 
Like how I got into coaching was

1442
01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:24,320
because I've done marketing and 
I come up with messages. 

1443
01:05:24,680 --> 01:05:27,360
I'm quick, I'm witty, but I 
created that. 

1444
01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:30,640
So a lot of my Mexican I'm 
breaking because it was that 

1445
01:05:30,680 --> 01:05:32,640
that made me sharp and. 
Yes. 

1446
01:05:33,120 --> 01:05:36,520
I had comebacks right away. 
Bro, no one can talk shit better

1447
01:05:36,520 --> 01:05:38,240
than this. 
Bro, if someone talks shit with 

1448
01:05:38,240 --> 01:05:40,640
me, I'm like, are you? 
I always, I give them a warning.

1449
01:05:40,800 --> 01:05:42,680
There's like a fucking warning 
label that comes with the shit 

1450
01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:44,160
on me. 
Are you sure you want to do 

1451
01:05:44,160 --> 01:05:45,080
this? 
Because I'm going to hurt your 

1452
01:05:45,080 --> 01:05:46,640
fucking feelings and you're 
going to be sad and I'm going to

1453
01:05:46,640 --> 01:05:48,200
go home and fuck be like, damn, 
I got to do laundry. 

1454
01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:49,560
You know what I'm saying? 
I'm. 

1455
01:05:49,640 --> 01:05:50,840
Not even going to think about 
it. 

1456
01:05:51,880 --> 01:05:54,520
Because we're like do the words 
that people say to us and like 

1457
01:05:54,520 --> 01:05:58,280
growing up like abuse verbally, 
you got they like when someone 

1458
01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:00,960
talks shit like you better, you 
have to come up to me and press 

1459
01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:02,640
me before I even react. 
You know what I'm saying? 

1460
01:06:02,800 --> 01:06:05,000
You can talk. 
Fuck you motherfucker, you 

1461
01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:06,920
fucking web back. 
Cool, whatever, whatever. 

1462
01:06:06,920 --> 01:06:08,680
He didn't come up to me and 
fucking square up. 

1463
01:06:08,680 --> 01:06:10,400
You know, if you come up to me 
and square up and like, you know

1464
01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:11,320
what I mean, you get loud with 
me. 

1465
01:06:11,320 --> 01:06:12,640
Game over, doc, I'm going to 
swing first. 

1466
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:15,480
You're going to be like boom, 
game over, doc. 

1467
01:06:16,000 --> 01:06:17,960
If they're bigger than me, I'm 
going to hit them even faster. 

1468
01:06:17,960 --> 01:06:19,280
They're not even going to talk. 
I'm like bam. 

1469
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:23,440
Right, because that's the it's 
the only I It's just what we 

1470
01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:25,320
were taught. 
Yeah, it's what we were taught. 

1471
01:06:25,320 --> 01:06:27,000
You don't. 
You don't back down. 

1472
01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:29,480
No, fuck no. 
I'll get my ass whooped before I

1473
01:06:29,480 --> 01:06:32,120
run from anywhere, bro. 
I've been jumped one time, bro. 

1474
01:06:32,120 --> 01:06:34,360
I went to this party to go pick 
up these girls. 

1475
01:06:34,360 --> 01:06:36,160
I'm with little Billy, little 
white boy. 

1476
01:06:36,160 --> 01:06:37,480
You know what I'm saying? 
He was just my homie. 

1477
01:06:37,480 --> 01:06:39,760
I was fucking with him. 
Went to go pick up these chicks 

1478
01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:44,600
pull up to his cul-de-sac, get 
out the IT was a 2006 blue RSX 

1479
01:06:45,000 --> 01:06:46,880
back here. 
So we got the car. 

1480
01:06:46,880 --> 01:06:49,200
We go to the house, I walk in, 
I'm calling these girls. 

1481
01:06:49,320 --> 01:06:50,800
I'm like hey Jessica, get the 
girls. 

1482
01:06:50,800 --> 01:06:53,760
And then I look around bro Oh my
fucking enemies dog. 

1483
01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:57,760
And I was like fuck, I felt and 
my heart started racing shit. 

1484
01:06:57,760 --> 01:06:59,600
I was like I ain't no bitch like
that's all I could think. 

1485
01:07:00,720 --> 01:07:03,840
So the girls come out we walk to
the car, the girls get in the 

1486
01:07:03,840 --> 01:07:05,320
back seat. 
It's a 2 door coupe. 

1487
01:07:05,600 --> 01:07:08,280
So Billy opened the like the 
back seat up in the back seat 

1488
01:07:08,560 --> 01:07:11,120
the whole fucking party. 
It was like probably 1520. 

1489
01:07:11,120 --> 01:07:15,280
Dudes start walking up to me dog
and I'm like 1617 maybe at the 

1490
01:07:15,280 --> 01:07:18,600
time and I have the door open. 
I'm standing there, the girls 

1491
01:07:18,600 --> 01:07:20,560
are getting in. 
I pushed the back seat. 

1492
01:07:20,720 --> 01:07:23,600
I'm standing right by the door. 
This dudes older brother who 

1493
01:07:23,600 --> 01:07:24,880
just got out of prison walks up 
to me. 

1494
01:07:24,880 --> 01:07:26,520
He's like hey, what are you guys
doing? 

1495
01:07:26,560 --> 01:07:28,560
And I turned like this. 
I was like, we just chilling 

1496
01:07:28,560 --> 01:07:31,680
like that boom, got cracked 
right away. 

1497
01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:33,640
Everyone starts fucking hitting 
me on me. 

1498
01:07:33,640 --> 01:07:36,240
I was like, but I didn't run. 
I could have jumped in the car 

1499
01:07:36,240 --> 01:07:37,240
and been gone. 
You know what I'm saying? 

1500
01:07:37,240 --> 01:07:40,480
I could have dipped if I wanted 
to, but who I am is much deeper 

1501
01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:41,360
than that. 
You know what I'm saying? 

1502
01:07:41,360 --> 01:07:43,920
Because if I run away from this,
I'm going to run away my whole 

1503
01:07:43,920 --> 01:07:46,800
life from every problem that I 
have because there's going to be

1504
01:07:46,800 --> 01:07:49,720
big problems and small problems.
Maybe it's not 15 dudes, but 

1505
01:07:49,720 --> 01:07:52,000
maybe you fucking lost your 
house and have no car, nowhere 

1506
01:07:52,000 --> 01:07:54,480
to go. 
Same philosophy in my mind. 

1507
01:07:54,480 --> 01:07:57,440
Like so I'll never run away, 
I'll never back down. 

1508
01:07:57,440 --> 01:07:59,680
He could be bigger than me. 
I could probably heard some shit

1509
01:07:59,680 --> 01:08:01,080
about you, but I'm a fucking 
hate you. 

1510
01:08:01,080 --> 01:08:02,880
I guarantee you that shit and 
it's gonna hurt. 

1511
01:08:03,840 --> 01:08:06,160
So that's life. 
Dude, that's, that's, that's 

1512
01:08:06,160 --> 01:08:08,000
the, you know, I'm thinking 
about it right now and I'm 

1513
01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,440
thinking like, it's almost like 
how I viewed it when I got out 

1514
01:08:11,440 --> 01:08:13,440
of the military. 
I was just like, you know what, 

1515
01:08:13,960 --> 01:08:19,240
every young suburban kid needs 
to do this because it'll change 

1516
01:08:19,240 --> 01:08:23,640
everything for you, 'cause it's 
just like I, I, I didn't know a 

1517
01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:26,960
life outside my home. 
I just, with my family. 

1518
01:08:27,479 --> 01:08:30,760
Yeah, we went on trips. 
It was going to TJ, right? 

1519
01:08:31,160 --> 01:08:32,479
Yeah. 
Let's go to TJ. 

1520
01:08:32,479 --> 01:08:34,399
Like, I don't know about 
Tijuana. 

1521
01:08:34,880 --> 01:08:36,520
Everybody's like, oh, it's so 
stinky. 

1522
01:08:36,520 --> 01:08:40,560
I don't know why you go there. 
Because it used to be like that.

1523
01:08:40,720 --> 01:08:43,000
It is pretty. 
It is pretty gross. 

1524
01:08:43,000 --> 01:08:45,600
Yeah, it's it's, but it used to 
be really, really bad. 

1525
01:08:45,600 --> 01:08:46,760
I. 
Mean that was the 1st place I 

1526
01:08:46,760 --> 01:08:49,479
went in Mexico. 
He goes to Mexico all the time. 

1527
01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:54,720
So when I used to go there, like
in the 80s, it was dirt roads. 

1528
01:08:54,720 --> 01:08:57,080
Oh, OK. 
It was dirt roads like 

1529
01:08:57,080 --> 01:08:59,600
everywhere. 
Like if you watch like a movie 

1530
01:08:59,600 --> 01:09:04,040
like Desperado, you know that 
one with Antonio Banderas, old 

1531
01:09:04,080 --> 01:09:06,120
school Mexico. 
Yeah, that's what it looked 

1532
01:09:06,120 --> 01:09:08,800
like. 
And just shops everywhere. 

1533
01:09:09,120 --> 01:09:13,160
And then later on when I visited
when I was in the Navy, fucking 

1534
01:09:13,160 --> 01:09:15,000
paved roads. 
I was like, what is going on? 

1535
01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:19,160
They were moving up now. 
They got nice homes up on the 

1536
01:09:19,160 --> 01:09:19,600
hill. 
Hell. 

1537
01:09:19,840 --> 01:09:22,120
Yeah, what? 
They got paved roads. 

1538
01:09:22,120 --> 01:09:24,319
It's clean. 
You know who hates all these 

1539
01:09:24,319 --> 01:09:26,880
immigrants? 
People from Tijuana. 

1540
01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:30,279
Dude, they fucking hate them. 
Yeah, they don't care where you 

1541
01:09:30,279 --> 01:09:32,520
come from. 
Mexico City, you know, 

1542
01:09:32,520 --> 01:09:36,520
Venezuela, Chile, China. 
They fucking hate them all. 

1543
01:09:36,560 --> 01:09:39,399
They're like, dude, you guys are
fucking up our town even worse. 

1544
01:09:39,680 --> 01:09:41,800
Everybody's like, oh, what about
the cartels? 

1545
01:09:42,600 --> 01:09:45,399
Like dude, that's in isolated 
areas and they don't fuck with 

1546
01:09:45,399 --> 01:09:46,560
the public. 
And they're a business. 

1547
01:09:46,560 --> 01:09:47,760
Yeah, that's what people don't 
understand. 

1548
01:09:47,760 --> 01:09:49,080
They're a business. 
And they're not going to make a 

1549
01:09:49,080 --> 01:09:50,640
mess in their business, you know
what I mean? 

1550
01:09:50,720 --> 01:09:52,560
Yeah, they're they're. 
Smart and team, yeah. 

1551
01:09:52,720 --> 01:09:55,960
Bro, like everyone sits there 
and like, oh, they're this and 

1552
01:09:55,960 --> 01:09:58,480
they're not like no, corporate 
America is the most gangster 

1553
01:09:58,480 --> 01:10:00,240
bro. 
They break people down, you lose

1554
01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:02,720
everything and then all of a 
sudden I promise you this, I 

1555
01:10:02,720 --> 01:10:04,960
promise you that bro. 
Like the cartels are just 

1556
01:10:04,960 --> 01:10:06,520
homies, bro. 
Your next door neighbors are 

1557
01:10:06,520 --> 01:10:09,600
just chilling living a 95 job, 
you know, 95 life. 

1558
01:10:10,080 --> 01:10:12,040
And then the government over 
here, and like everything that's

1559
01:10:12,040 --> 01:10:13,840
going on, it's like, like, fuck,
they break us down. 

1560
01:10:14,200 --> 01:10:15,840
They make us controlled in this 
cage. 

1561
01:10:16,080 --> 01:10:18,000
You can't get outside this cage.
You shouldn't believe anything 

1562
01:10:18,000 --> 01:10:18,880
more. 
Go to school. 

1563
01:10:19,240 --> 01:10:20,840
They teach you to work a nine to
five job. 

1564
01:10:20,920 --> 01:10:23,160
You go to school from what time?
From what, 9:00 to 2:00 or 

1565
01:10:23,160 --> 01:10:25,000
whatever. 
You're already indoctrinated in 

1566
01:10:25,000 --> 01:10:26,160
that. 
Then you get locked up. 

1567
01:10:26,160 --> 01:10:28,800
You put in the cell. 
And the cell in the jailhouse is

1568
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:30,400
exact like your elementary 
school. 

1569
01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:32,000
Yeah. 
You got your tables in the 

1570
01:10:32,000 --> 01:10:33,640
middle, someone serving you on a
tray. 

1571
01:10:33,960 --> 01:10:35,360
Same shit. 
Why is that? 

1572
01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:36,160
Yeah. 
I know. 

1573
01:10:36,160 --> 01:10:36,920
Isn't that fucked up? 
Yeah. 

1574
01:10:38,120 --> 01:10:39,400
So that's fucked up. 
I just. 

1575
01:10:39,480 --> 01:10:40,880
I didn't that's. 
Who I'm most cared of. 

1576
01:10:42,040 --> 01:10:43,640
Fuck that. 
I've never had. 

1577
01:10:43,640 --> 01:10:47,120
I mean, that's a great thought 
right there of, you know, 

1578
01:10:47,120 --> 01:10:50,800
bringing it back to prisons and 
school because I worked the 

1579
01:10:50,880 --> 01:10:54,160
prison units at this at the 
state hospital for years. 

1580
01:10:54,640 --> 01:10:57,360
And these are these are inmates.
These aren't like the guys 

1581
01:10:57,360 --> 01:10:59,080
random stuff. 
They're usually violent 

1582
01:10:59,080 --> 01:11:01,160
offenders, rapists, child 
molesters. 

1583
01:11:01,480 --> 01:11:04,120
We got all the bad guys. 
And when they would come 

1584
01:11:04,120 --> 01:11:06,720
through, that's exactly what we 
do. 

1585
01:11:07,880 --> 01:11:11,080
Get in line, Let's March down. 
It's like fucking. 

1586
01:11:11,240 --> 01:11:14,000
Kids don't cross this line. 
Fucking mind blown dog. 

1587
01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:16,520
Elementary is like prison. 
Her prison is like elementary. 

1588
01:11:16,560 --> 01:11:18,520
They teach you. 
So even when I got there, even 

1589
01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:21,720
though was uncomfortable when I 
first got there, it's like, I 

1590
01:11:21,720 --> 01:11:23,480
don't know if you ever been in 
jail before, but no, you 

1591
01:11:23,520 --> 01:11:24,360
actually. 
Get put here. 

1592
01:11:25,440 --> 01:11:26,200
Isn't that funny? 
Yeah. 

1593
01:11:27,080 --> 01:11:29,880
I've been to jail and he hasn't.
I've been in cups, but I always,

1594
01:11:29,960 --> 01:11:32,200
I've always been good at talking
people out of shit. 

1595
01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,400
Bro, but like you do your 
fingerprints, your paperwork, 

1596
01:11:35,400 --> 01:11:37,640
whatever bro. 
Then they bring you into another

1597
01:11:37,640 --> 01:11:40,160
room and this is where you get 
like clothes for your unit. 

1598
01:11:40,160 --> 01:11:42,040
And then you take all your 
regular street clothes off. 

1599
01:11:42,480 --> 01:11:45,960
Well, there's a a guard who 
walks in with you to the 

1600
01:11:45,960 --> 01:11:48,560
showers. 
Their face, their walls are this

1601
01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:49,720
way. 
The guards here. 

1602
01:11:49,720 --> 01:11:51,240
So you're just naked in front of
this dude. 

1603
01:11:51,680 --> 01:11:53,960
First he makes you take off all 
your clothes right from and make

1604
01:11:53,960 --> 01:11:56,040
sure you don't have shit like 
you know, you see in movies. 

1605
01:11:56,040 --> 01:11:58,040
That's fucking Riddle. 
That shit really happens, you 

1606
01:11:58,360 --> 01:12:01,120
know what I'm saying? 
And then so then he's like, all 

1607
01:12:01,120 --> 01:12:02,960
right, go take a shower. 
So you take a shower, you push 

1608
01:12:02,960 --> 01:12:05,120
the button, fucking cold ass 
water comes out. 

1609
01:12:05,120 --> 01:12:08,040
You know what I'm saying? 
And like the soap to like wash 

1610
01:12:08,040 --> 01:12:10,440
your body is outside the shower 
against the wall. 

1611
01:12:10,440 --> 01:12:12,760
What the So you turn the water? 
On I'm like. 

1612
01:12:12,960 --> 01:12:14,320
Where the fuck? 
And they're like, oh, it's 

1613
01:12:14,320 --> 01:12:16,240
outside. 
So I go outside the fucking 

1614
01:12:16,240 --> 01:12:20,440
shower, push this little pump, 
get some soap, wash my body, 

1615
01:12:20,440 --> 01:12:22,960
rinse myself up. 
I'm pushing this button so they 

1616
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:24,480
keep pushing it so the water 
don't stop. 

1617
01:12:25,480 --> 01:12:26,560
And then it's like. 
The. 

1618
01:12:26,840 --> 01:12:28,000
The sinks for like no, you have 
to. 

1619
01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:31,680
Yeah, yeah, it's like a button. 
So and then you come out, you 

1620
01:12:31,680 --> 01:12:34,000
start drying yourself with this 
shitty ass fucking towel. 

1621
01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:37,000
They give you some tidy whities,
they have pee stands on them, 

1622
01:12:37,400 --> 01:12:39,840
some big ass pants, a shirt. 
You know what I'm saying? 

1623
01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:41,200
Like, yeah, it ain't even your 
size. 

1624
01:12:41,200 --> 01:12:45,480
I'm wearing 2XL fucking pants, a
fucking double XL shirt, and I'm

1625
01:12:45,480 --> 01:12:50,200
fucking 135 lbs, 145 maybe at 
the time, just this little kid, 

1626
01:12:50,200 --> 01:12:53,960
just a little punk. 
And I'm like holy shit, like Oh 

1627
01:12:53,960 --> 01:12:56,080
my God. 
But then you get in there and 

1628
01:12:56,080 --> 01:12:59,680
then it's just people. 
Dude, that sounds like the 

1629
01:12:59,680 --> 01:13:01,080
military, Yeah. 
It is. 

1630
01:13:01,400 --> 01:13:02,720
The military is the exact same 
way. 

1631
01:13:02,720 --> 01:13:05,160
It's designed the same way. 
And 'cause you're already used 

1632
01:13:05,160 --> 01:13:08,600
to that, you're already used to 
rules, times, school, or 

1633
01:13:08,600 --> 01:13:09,800
exactly, you know what I'm 
saying? 

1634
01:13:09,800 --> 01:13:13,280
So you're already trained there.
So military, jail, school, 

1635
01:13:13,280 --> 01:13:15,280
school, everything is tied into 
each other. 

1636
01:13:15,280 --> 01:13:17,880
So that's why so many people 
want to go to the military. 

1637
01:13:18,080 --> 01:13:20,440
It's intriguing to them. 
That's why they had their as 

1638
01:13:20,520 --> 01:13:22,160
fab. 
This is a fucking recruitment 

1639
01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:23,200
tool. 
Exactly. 

1640
01:13:23,840 --> 01:13:25,640
And that's you have to take 
that, dude. 

1641
01:13:25,800 --> 01:13:28,120
Everyone has to take that. 
You can't not take that. 

1642
01:13:29,200 --> 01:13:32,240
So thanks for dropping business.
That's cool. 

1643
01:13:33,000 --> 01:13:34,360
Yeah, it is a business course. 
It is. 

1644
01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:36,840
It's a shitty business. 
And that's why people are like 

1645
01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:41,040
now seeing a lot of like, that's
the cool part of technology. 

1646
01:13:41,120 --> 01:13:43,840
But that's the whole thing when 
you realize everything, because 

1647
01:13:43,840 --> 01:13:46,600
you look at it and you're like, 
well, every city, the 

1648
01:13:46,600 --> 01:13:51,440
government, our judicial system,
each cop, like every police 

1649
01:13:51,440 --> 01:13:55,080
station, every single one is a 
registered business entity. 

1650
01:13:55,600 --> 01:13:57,640
And what do registered business 
entities have? 

1651
01:13:58,400 --> 01:13:59,600
Well, they have a bottom line. 
Yeah. 

1652
01:14:00,440 --> 01:14:02,920
So that bottom line for the 
prison system, all of these 

1653
01:14:02,920 --> 01:14:06,080
things means they have to be met
in order to stay open. 

1654
01:14:06,080 --> 01:14:07,840
And that. 
And because they're privately 

1655
01:14:07,840 --> 01:14:12,520
funded, well, that means they 
come from judges and police, 

1656
01:14:12,640 --> 01:14:15,240
people going out and going, 
well, let's see what we can 

1657
01:14:15,240 --> 01:14:16,680
arrest and who we can get in 
jail. 

1658
01:14:16,680 --> 01:14:18,720
Who doesn't have money to make 
bail? 

1659
01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:21,160
Because literally all it is is 
the difference. 

1660
01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:22,840
Do you have money or do you not?
Yeah. 

1661
01:14:23,320 --> 01:14:26,320
Do you guys, are you guys fancy 
with numerology stuff like that,

1662
01:14:27,080 --> 01:14:31,160
you know, no, but like so 
numerology is like a super 

1663
01:14:31,160 --> 01:14:34,000
interesting thing because the 
one thing that never changes is 

1664
01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:35,440
math. 
That's always going to be the 

1665
01:14:35,440 --> 01:14:36,760
same. 
It's there's no. 

1666
01:14:36,760 --> 01:14:38,560
There's always an explanation to
every problem. 

1667
01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:39,960
Right. 
Well, Terrence Howard would. 

1668
01:14:40,360 --> 01:14:41,800
He would totally clown on me and
I. 

1669
01:14:41,800 --> 01:14:45,680
Saw 1 * 1 is 2. 
Yes, because it has to multiply,

1670
01:14:45,800 --> 01:14:47,240
right? 
I actually watch that. 

1671
01:14:47,240 --> 01:14:49,960
It's very interesting. 
His mindset and his concept is 

1672
01:14:49,960 --> 01:14:52,840
very interesting, so, but the 
way he looks at life is very 

1673
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:55,120
interesting as well. 
But aside from that, math never 

1674
01:14:55,120 --> 01:14:56,760
changes. 
It's always the same right? 

1675
01:14:57,160 --> 01:14:58,840
So fuck, I already forgot 
what's. 

1676
01:14:58,840 --> 01:14:59,840
Wrong, and it's. 
No, no, no. 

1677
01:14:59,880 --> 01:15:03,840
You're just saying numerology. 
Numerology, so every number has 

1678
01:15:03,920 --> 01:15:07,840
a power or something that like 
kind of you are instilled with 

1679
01:15:07,840 --> 01:15:10,440
or it becomes a part of you. 
So the birth date, the year 

1680
01:15:10,440 --> 01:15:13,240
you're born, all those things 
can relate to who you are as a 

1681
01:15:13,240 --> 01:15:15,280
person. 
They add up to a master number. 

1682
01:15:16,080 --> 01:15:18,800
Now the number four is the 
number of law and order. 

1683
01:15:19,080 --> 01:15:23,960
So 4th of July we were when was 
it 1960 something or 64. 

1684
01:15:23,960 --> 01:15:25,240
We signed the declaration of 
defendants. 

1685
01:15:25,440 --> 01:15:31,920
No, not 1918 or. 17641776. 1776 
so but like all these things 

1686
01:15:31,920 --> 01:15:35,000
like became so on the 4th, start
paying attention. 

1687
01:15:35,000 --> 01:15:38,800
So on the 4th, the 13th, the 
22nd, you'll see more police 

1688
01:15:38,800 --> 01:15:42,480
enforcements out than normal. 
Interesting. 

1689
01:15:42,480 --> 01:15:45,440
Yeah, because of the number 
four, it's on a four day. 

1690
01:15:45,440 --> 01:15:47,360
So one and three is 4/2 and two 
is 4. 

1691
01:15:47,360 --> 01:15:50,480
Huh. 
So fuck yeah, it's very, it's 

1692
01:15:50,480 --> 01:15:52,200
super interesting. 
It's very different. 

1693
01:15:52,200 --> 01:15:54,200
A lot of people look at me like,
oh, what the hell no. 

1694
01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:55,880
Dude, I'm. 
Always interested I've what I 

1695
01:15:55,880 --> 01:15:59,080
have is I look back at my life 
and I use numerology in my life.

1696
01:15:59,800 --> 01:16:02,640
All my past relationships I was 
like why didn't they work out? 

1697
01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:05,560
So I did all their numbers. 
We didn't align for some reason 

1698
01:16:05,840 --> 01:16:08,520
and there was always an issue in
all those relationships. 

1699
01:16:09,360 --> 01:16:12,560
And so when I use it, I use it 
as like, OK, it's not like my 

1700
01:16:12,680 --> 01:16:17,000
ultimating like done factor, but
I do use it as a reference as 

1701
01:16:17,000 --> 01:16:19,520
like, OK, maybe this might not 
work, but let's see where this 

1702
01:16:19,520 --> 01:16:22,160
goes too. 
So interesting though. 

1703
01:16:22,720 --> 01:16:25,600
Dude, that's cool. 
No, I I'm all into being able to

1704
01:16:25,600 --> 01:16:27,400
study that one, right? 
Brandon is too. 

1705
01:16:27,400 --> 01:16:31,360
Like we got into NLP, neuro 
linguistic programming during 

1706
01:16:31,360 --> 01:16:33,480
the pandemic. 
Yes. 

1707
01:16:33,480 --> 01:16:35,800
We really got that and I that's 
steep. 

1708
01:16:35,920 --> 01:16:38,480
That started getting into my 
where I started using it for 

1709
01:16:38,480 --> 01:16:41,160
coaching, yeah. 
And then learning negotiations, 

1710
01:16:41,160 --> 01:16:42,800
yes, and getting that and then I
it's. 

1711
01:16:42,800 --> 01:16:45,200
Manipulation in a way. 
Well, it's manipulation and 

1712
01:16:45,200 --> 01:16:46,920
motivation. 
Yeah, yeah, they it's like a 

1713
01:16:47,200 --> 01:16:48,600
sandwich. 
It depends on what you're trying

1714
01:16:48,600 --> 01:16:49,520
to do out. 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, right. 

1715
01:16:49,680 --> 01:16:51,960
Are you trying to win the mobile
for friendship? 

1716
01:16:52,280 --> 01:16:53,520
Yeah. 
Or are you you trying to fuck 

1717
01:16:53,520 --> 01:16:54,760
them? 
Your motive. 

1718
01:16:55,160 --> 01:16:57,240
Right. 
Yeah, it's, it's how, I mean, 

1719
01:16:57,240 --> 01:16:59,920
it's how all young men operate 
with women. 

1720
01:17:00,040 --> 01:17:02,640
I just want to fuck them. 
Yeah, there's an end goal. 

1721
01:17:02,640 --> 01:17:03,920
It's. 
A total end goal. 

1722
01:17:03,920 --> 01:17:06,600
Yeah, right. 
It's not like, Oh yeah, like 

1723
01:17:06,800 --> 01:17:11,840
who's gonna take that amount of 
mindless shit unless you're 

1724
01:17:11,840 --> 01:17:14,720
going to get laid because, 
right. 

1725
01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,120
I mean, how much of that 
bullshit you remember when 

1726
01:17:17,120 --> 01:17:20,320
you're a kid listening to these 
fucking dizzy chicks over there 

1727
01:17:20,320 --> 01:17:23,720
going, I don't like that color 
because it makes my face all 

1728
01:17:23,720 --> 01:17:28,040
washed outgoing. 
Just fucking feel like I'm just 

1729
01:17:28,160 --> 01:17:33,600
like I've gone down like 7 to 10
IQ scores and I'm now drooling. 

1730
01:17:33,760 --> 01:17:37,320
Emily watches this show called, 
I think it's Love Island or 

1731
01:17:37,320 --> 01:17:42,640
something, and it seems like the
trashier version of Bachelor. 

1732
01:17:43,200 --> 01:17:46,720
And so every time I walk in and 
she's watching it, I'm like, I 

1733
01:17:46,720 --> 01:17:50,320
just feel like I'm getting 
Dumber just being in the room 

1734
01:17:51,000 --> 01:17:53,240
with this shit. 
And she'd be like, oh, I want to

1735
01:17:53,240 --> 01:17:54,800
tell you about it. 
And she starts telling me I'm 

1736
01:17:54,800 --> 01:17:57,560
like, how the fuck do you watch 
this garbage? 

1737
01:17:58,040 --> 01:18:02,280
Like, I feel so fucking dumb 
just listening to you tell me 

1738
01:18:02,600 --> 01:18:04,120
about this TV show. 
Yeah. 

1739
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:08,440
Well, it's because we got talked
to by Morpheus and then. 

1740
01:18:09,040 --> 01:18:13,280
Yeah, and he was like this. 
Is which one bitch and he like? 

1741
01:18:13,280 --> 01:18:14,760
I don't. 
Know the fucking matrix is 

1742
01:18:14,760 --> 01:18:15,280
crazy. 
Right. 

1743
01:18:16,920 --> 01:18:20,000
Yeah, he brought that up is. 
Crazy that show is is weird 

1744
01:18:20,480 --> 01:18:22,360
though that. 
Show is really weird. 

1745
01:18:22,360 --> 01:18:26,520
I I have not watched it at all. 
She just, she watches that and 

1746
01:18:26,520 --> 01:18:31,720
I'm like, I just got the Airpod 
Maxes and I was like, Oh no 

1747
01:18:31,720 --> 01:18:33,600
that's OK you can watch your 
garbage. 

1748
01:18:33,640 --> 01:18:36,680
I don't have to hear any of it. 
Bro, I'm like the other 

1749
01:18:36,680 --> 01:18:38,600
spectrum, bro. 
I actually enjoy that kind of 

1750
01:18:38,600 --> 01:18:40,240
shit. 
The drama and all the fuck, 

1751
01:18:40,320 --> 01:18:41,640
yeah. 
I don't know what it is, bro. 

1752
01:18:41,640 --> 01:18:44,000
Like, I don't know. 
It's I use my life as drama. 

1753
01:18:44,000 --> 01:18:46,280
I don't know. 
I have too much drama that I 

1754
01:18:46,280 --> 01:18:48,880
feel like that happens in my 
life and I'm like fuck it for 

1755
01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:51,440
me, I don't need anymore. 
It's it serves a comedic value. 

1756
01:18:51,880 --> 01:18:53,480
Yeah, I mean, I totally get 
that. 

1757
01:18:53,480 --> 01:18:55,880
Like, and maybe this is 
something too, man. 

1758
01:18:55,880 --> 01:19:00,000
Mexicans just have dark humor. 
Yeah, I just love shit. 

1759
01:19:00,640 --> 01:19:03,320
Bro sometimes I laugh at shit 
people like damn that's fucked. 

1760
01:19:03,440 --> 01:19:04,320
Up. 
Yeah, I know, right? 

1761
01:19:04,320 --> 01:19:06,600
Dude, I love the dark shit 
though, because it's great. 

1762
01:19:06,600 --> 01:19:07,880
Like you say, a lot of dark 
shit. 

1763
01:19:07,920 --> 01:19:09,360
I mean, the shirt's dark. 
I said that. 

1764
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:10,480
Yeah. 
Second time. 

1765
01:19:10,480 --> 01:19:12,600
Noted Second time. 
But yeah, I love it. 

1766
01:19:12,760 --> 01:19:13,480
Dark humor's. 
Great. 

1767
01:19:13,480 --> 01:19:15,640
Well, dude, yeah. 
Like, I mean, my brothers told 

1768
01:19:15,640 --> 01:19:18,360
me about a lot of the things 
that he had to do in Iraq. 

1769
01:19:18,480 --> 01:19:23,240
He did two tours and when he was
telling me these stories, I was 

1770
01:19:23,240 --> 01:19:27,120
fucking laughing with him. 
Like he's like, like the the 

1771
01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:30,200
craziest shit he ever had. 
They were in A and firefights 

1772
01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:33,000
don't last very long. 
Five, maybe 10 minutes at that. 

1773
01:19:33,520 --> 01:19:35,880
You know, they're usually pretty
quick exchanges and the person's

1774
01:19:35,880 --> 01:19:39,560
dead or the soldiers dead. 
But they were in a firefight and

1775
01:19:39,560 --> 01:19:44,560
it was this very first one. 
And they're getting shot at and 

1776
01:19:44,560 --> 01:19:48,040
they're shooting at them and the
guy's over here on his left and 

1777
01:19:48,040 --> 01:19:53,120
he's by some like mound of like 
concrete and he's popping 

1778
01:19:53,120 --> 01:19:56,240
around. 
And my brother laughs and yells 

1779
01:19:56,240 --> 01:19:58,000
over to his buddy. 
He goes, this is like a fucking 

1780
01:19:58,000 --> 01:20:03,040
video game. 
And the guy goes shut the fuck 

1781
01:20:03,040 --> 01:20:04,840
up and keep shooting. 
And he's like. 

1782
01:20:04,880 --> 01:20:08,360
It's like a video game and he's 
like, that scenario is good, 

1783
01:20:08,360 --> 01:20:09,600
dude. 
I like your brother already. 

1784
01:20:09,640 --> 01:20:13,280
Dude, he's fucking cool dude. 
He got they were he was a tanker

1785
01:20:13,560 --> 01:20:18,200
and they were going through the 
street and he got ricochet right

1786
01:20:18,200 --> 01:20:21,920
off of a fucking sniper shooting
right off his helmet. 

1787
01:20:22,720 --> 01:20:27,800
And all he did was laugh 
hysterically and drop down and 

1788
01:20:27,800 --> 01:20:34,520
he's like left and they turned 
and the tank just went dude. 

1789
01:20:34,520 --> 01:20:39,760
It was he's like the tank just 
went and just took out the whole

1790
01:20:39,760 --> 01:20:44,040
fucking building and and they 
were in another firefight and 

1791
01:20:44,040 --> 01:20:48,240
they were shooting and they used
to like check each other's pulse

1792
01:20:48,240 --> 01:20:50,480
at the end. 
Who had the lowest pulse during 

1793
01:20:50,480 --> 01:20:51,440
it? 
Oh my gosh. 

1794
01:20:51,440 --> 01:20:52,720
And most of the people who 
fucking. 

1795
01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:56,360
Dude, see, that's gangster. 
Bro, that's so gangster he got, 

1796
01:20:56,400 --> 01:20:58,960
but he's like you, you kind of 
accept his darkness. 

1797
01:20:59,360 --> 01:21:02,040
He's like, there's shit that I 
did that I, I can never tell 

1798
01:21:02,040 --> 01:21:06,040
anybody, but I was fucking evil.
I was evil. 

1799
01:21:06,040 --> 01:21:09,680
That's the way he felt and it's 
just like, I was like, yeah, but

1800
01:21:09,680 --> 01:21:14,120
he lives with it because that 
Mexican sides like this shit was

1801
01:21:14,120 --> 01:21:15,240
kind of funny though, right? 
Don't. 

1802
01:21:16,560 --> 01:21:19,640
Be a little bitch. 
Oh, you're a little bitch son 

1803
01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:21,640
showing. 
Pick your heads. 

1804
01:21:21,680 --> 01:21:23,160
Back. 
Susie crying over. 

1805
01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:25,440
Here. 
Oh my God, I almost died. 

1806
01:21:25,840 --> 01:21:28,040
That's why we laugh at like 
violent movies shot. 

1807
01:21:28,080 --> 01:21:31,000
In the head. 
Violent movies are funny like 

1808
01:21:31,000 --> 01:21:33,840
you guys like headshot and go oh
we get. 

1809
01:21:33,840 --> 01:21:35,240
Excited. 
Oh hell no. 

1810
01:21:35,280 --> 01:21:36,560
I thought this got shot in the 
face. 

1811
01:21:37,160 --> 01:21:40,840
You see that guy explode, you 
know, Then my wife's over there 

1812
01:21:40,840 --> 01:21:43,000
going this is all horrible. 
This is so bad, why are we 

1813
01:21:43,000 --> 01:21:46,360
bringing the kids here? 
Like I joke around, I'm like, 

1814
01:21:46,440 --> 01:21:48,840
yeah, we we should watch 
Terminator 2 with our kids 

1815
01:21:48,840 --> 01:21:52,360
because we do movie night every 
Sunday and beautiful bro and I. 

1816
01:21:52,440 --> 01:21:53,840
Respect that, sorry. 
Thanks, man. 

1817
01:21:53,840 --> 01:21:56,040
No, I appreciate that. 
And I'm like, let's watch 

1818
01:21:56,040 --> 01:21:57,920
Terminator Two. 
She goes, are you insane? 

1819
01:21:58,560 --> 01:22:01,000
I'm like, I watched this shit 
when I was a kid. 

1820
01:22:01,200 --> 01:22:05,680
Yeah, it came out in 19. 92 
Yeah, but I was like, let's. 

1821
01:22:05,760 --> 01:22:07,400
That was a great movie, She. 
Goes. 

1822
01:22:08,160 --> 01:22:10,800
They hurt people. 
They hurt people. 

1823
01:22:11,080 --> 01:22:14,200
They do in everything, yeah. 
My son now plays this they. 

1824
01:22:14,240 --> 01:22:17,360
Do in frozen. 
Dead by Daylight and you're a 

1825
01:22:17,360 --> 01:22:20,200
murderer and you got to go grab 
somebody dead. 

1826
01:22:20,440 --> 01:22:22,400
Dead by daylight. 
It's a game. 

1827
01:22:22,400 --> 01:22:26,320
It's a multiplayer game. 
One person's a killer like Jason

1828
01:22:26,320 --> 01:22:29,200
or Freddy Cougar, and then they 
make a bunch of other fucked up 

1829
01:22:29,200 --> 01:22:32,320
characters and then one person 
plays the bad guy. 

1830
01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:34,800
And then there's four camp 
people and they have to start 

1831
01:22:34,800 --> 01:22:38,120
these engines to open the door. 
And this guy is just going 

1832
01:22:38,120 --> 01:22:40,800
around and if he gets you, he 
has to grab you, take over his 

1833
01:22:40,800 --> 01:22:44,320
place and he throws you up on a 
meat hook and you're and you're 

1834
01:22:44,320 --> 01:22:51,680
screaming. 
How fucked up am I when my son's

1835
01:22:51,680 --> 01:22:53,200
playing it's? 
Was that the eight-year? 

1836
01:22:53,200 --> 01:22:53,920
Old. 
No, no, no. 

1837
01:22:53,920 --> 01:22:55,280
That was my 14. 
Year old OK 14. 

1838
01:22:55,920 --> 01:22:57,880
That makes more sense. 
He's got to be at least 13. 

1839
01:22:58,200 --> 01:23:00,240
No, I don't let the. 
I mean, the little one likes to 

1840
01:23:00,240 --> 01:23:05,160
watch, but he he's not allowed 
to play it right now because I, 

1841
01:23:05,160 --> 01:23:07,320
I know it's going to. 
Do good once he starts playing 

1842
01:23:07,440 --> 01:23:09,160
he fucking. 
He's already good, dude. 

1843
01:23:09,160 --> 01:23:11,920
That's what I'm saying, dude. 
But he's. 

1844
01:23:11,920 --> 01:23:15,080
Observing. 
Oh, man, dude, like I was over 

1845
01:23:15,080 --> 01:23:18,200
there and I'm watching. 
I'm elevated and I'm like, OK, 

1846
01:23:18,200 --> 01:23:22,360
what do you have to do there? 
All right, hey, why are they 

1847
01:23:22,360 --> 01:23:24,040
screaming? 
He goes, that's what happens as 

1848
01:23:24,160 --> 01:23:27,920
it hit her and he goes and she 
stops screaming. 

1849
01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:30,320
He goes on and I'm like, yeah, 
that's your call sign, dude, 

1850
01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:33,040
every time you do it. 
So now, and he's playing it, 

1851
01:23:33,040 --> 01:23:36,360
he's like, hey dad, I'm like, 
this is fucked up. 

1852
01:23:37,280 --> 01:23:39,280
I'm teaching my kid. 
Like, look, when you put them on

1853
01:23:39,280 --> 01:23:42,840
the hook, give them one more hit
because they're going to cry. 

1854
01:23:43,880 --> 01:23:45,760
That shit's annoying. 
That's some dark shit. 

1855
01:23:46,120 --> 01:23:49,680
Right. 
That's like, that's where my 

1856
01:23:49,680 --> 01:23:52,720
mind works, man. 
And it's, it's, it's just 

1857
01:23:52,720 --> 01:23:55,040
hilarious. 
It's just how that affects our 

1858
01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:58,920
how we we've grown up is how we 
are today. 

1859
01:23:59,360 --> 01:24:04,840
But honestly, this thing has 
unlocked this potential to be 

1860
01:24:04,920 --> 01:24:09,080
able to be connected to anybody.
Yeah, I mean, just right now off

1861
01:24:09,080 --> 01:24:11,480
the back when we got here, I was
like, let's see how this goes. 

1862
01:24:11,600 --> 01:24:14,880
I'm uncertain, I'm scared, I'm 
nervous, you know, uncertain 

1863
01:24:14,880 --> 01:24:18,040
because you have that slight 
anxiety because you wanna vibe 

1864
01:24:18,040 --> 01:24:19,240
with the people you're kicking 
with you. 

1865
01:24:19,240 --> 01:24:22,080
But then I was like when I found
out, like when I started seeing 

1866
01:24:22,080 --> 01:24:24,240
him and I was like him talking 
and I was talking, I was like, 

1867
01:24:24,440 --> 01:24:27,360
okay, we got this shit. 
I mean, everyone's going to be 

1868
01:24:27,360 --> 01:24:28,840
talking to this motherfucker 
right now. 

1869
01:24:28,920 --> 01:24:30,200
We're going to have a good ass 
time. 

1870
01:24:30,400 --> 01:24:33,840
I need three tall cans homie. 
Guys saw that. 

1871
01:24:34,160 --> 01:24:36,200
Yeah, bro. 
Damn, I keep a gangster. 

1872
01:24:36,200 --> 01:24:39,840
Bro, he's still elevated and 
he's just like, I'd be drooling 

1873
01:24:39,840 --> 01:24:42,320
on the floor right now in 
cerebral palsy mode, yeah. 

1874
01:24:44,520 --> 01:24:48,240
Bro OK let me tell you this so 
growing up I went to I went to 

1875
01:24:48,240 --> 01:24:51,800
my cousins house one time and I 
went to go like slang some pills

1876
01:24:51,800 --> 01:24:54,080
for some stress. 
I wanted to break a stress for 

1877
01:24:54,080 --> 01:24:59,080
like 30 hydrocodone. 
Anyways, I'm wearing all red 501

1878
01:24:59,080 --> 01:25:01,400
jeans. 
My red Chuck Taylor's straight 

1879
01:25:01,400 --> 01:25:04,200
up looking like a blood right. 
Well, they're all blue, bro. 

1880
01:25:04,680 --> 01:25:06,840
Oh, something. 
They're fucking you know, I'm 

1881
01:25:06,840 --> 01:25:08,560
saying they're people, they're 
someone, they're gangster, you 

1882
01:25:08,560 --> 01:25:11,640
know, I'm saying, and I'm 
fifteen, I think, and I walk 

1883
01:25:11,640 --> 01:25:14,080
into the house and I think I'm 
cool and I'm fucking down. 

1884
01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:16,200
Like I got in my fights and 
shit, you know, I mean like I'm 

1885
01:25:16,200 --> 01:25:21,280
somebody you ain't shit on me 
like so drinking or like smoking

1886
01:25:21,400 --> 01:25:24,520
or like let's say the big homie 
offers you some coke. 

1887
01:25:24,680 --> 01:25:26,840
You're going to do that line of 
coke real quick, you know, smoke

1888
01:25:26,840 --> 01:25:28,720
that fucking whatever it is, you
know what I'm saying? 

1889
01:25:29,640 --> 01:25:32,880
But I walk into this party and 
he's kicking it. 

1890
01:25:32,880 --> 01:25:34,640
He's at the table. 
I don't know if you guys know 

1891
01:25:34,640 --> 01:25:36,240
what quarters is he he bounced 
a. 

1892
01:25:36,240 --> 01:25:37,640
Quarter to a glass. 
Right. 

1893
01:25:38,000 --> 01:25:40,000
And if it catches up to you, you
have to take a shot. 

1894
01:25:40,280 --> 01:25:43,480
My cousin, I can't say his name,
but my cousin sat to my right 

1895
01:25:43,920 --> 01:25:47,040
and he was sitting there and 
he's like, yeah, sit to my left.

1896
01:25:47,040 --> 01:25:50,080
There's a chair right here. 
The cups were going this way. 

1897
01:25:50,800 --> 01:25:52,960
Oh shit. 
First time ever playing this 

1898
01:25:52,960 --> 01:25:54,320
shit. 
We're drinking Hennessy, homie. 

1899
01:25:54,440 --> 01:25:58,920
Oh, fucking $15. 
I just smoked a fat ass blunt. 

1900
01:25:58,920 --> 01:26:01,520
I used to slang back in the day,
so I just smoked a fat ass 

1901
01:26:01,520 --> 01:26:03,200
blunt. 
I show up like I'm thinking I'm 

1902
01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:05,440
cool. 
Nah, homie, I'm gonna sit there.

1903
01:26:05,440 --> 01:26:07,360
I'm gonna play some fucking 
corridors out of respect. 

1904
01:26:07,360 --> 01:26:09,240
They're like, hey homie, why are
you wearing red? 

1905
01:26:09,280 --> 01:26:10,960
I was like, oh, I just, it's my 
favorite color. 

1906
01:26:11,080 --> 01:26:13,200
You turn white, you're like, Oh 
my God, it's my favorite. 

1907
01:26:13,200 --> 01:26:15,000
Color. 
I was saying but I was like, 

1908
01:26:15,000 --> 01:26:17,360
it's my favorite color. 
Like fuck that shit homie. 

1909
01:26:17,360 --> 01:26:19,200
We fucking hate bloods homie. 
Fuck that. 

1910
01:26:19,200 --> 01:26:23,760
I'm like, oh, shit, nervous. 
Oh, my cousin's like hey, bro, 

1911
01:26:23,760 --> 01:26:25,200
hey, chill, chill, chill. 
It's my cousin. 

1912
01:26:25,200 --> 01:26:27,080
I'm like, I bet. 
So we're sitting there, we're 

1913
01:26:27,080 --> 01:26:29,320
playing quarters. 
I think I was like, I made the 

1914
01:26:29,320 --> 01:26:30,720
first one. 
Shit, I got this. 

1915
01:26:31,040 --> 01:26:32,800
Hell no, that shit came around, 
homie. 

1916
01:26:33,600 --> 01:26:36,720
Bam, bam, hitting the tip. 
I couldn't make it in cup shot 

1917
01:26:37,040 --> 01:26:39,360
next round. 
Shot, shot, shot, shot. 

1918
01:26:39,680 --> 01:26:41,360
And you can't stop homie and 
tell. 

1919
01:26:41,360 --> 01:26:42,680
They say we're done with the 
game. 

1920
01:26:42,680 --> 01:26:44,480
You know what I'm saying? 
I'm fucked up. 

1921
01:26:44,480 --> 01:26:48,720
I'm fucked up. 
And my cousin, my cousin's like,

1922
01:26:48,720 --> 01:26:50,560
hey, like we're good bro. 
Like, hi, dog. 

1923
01:26:51,160 --> 01:26:53,160
I was like, don't ever wear that
shit to my house again. 

1924
01:26:55,600 --> 01:26:59,720
Come on. 
He gave me this brick of stress,

1925
01:26:59,720 --> 01:27:02,680
though, So I mean, I appreciate 
that, you know, Mad love. 

1926
01:27:03,640 --> 01:27:06,480
That's hilarious. 
Don't wear that shit story. 

1927
01:27:06,480 --> 01:27:10,040
Don't wear that shit again, bro.
There was other things that I've

1928
01:27:10,040 --> 01:27:11,240
done, but I won't ever talk 
about it. 

1929
01:27:11,240 --> 01:27:12,800
But yeah, yeah, those spools 
were down as fuck. 

1930
01:27:13,360 --> 01:27:15,800
Down as fuck. 
Wild, I didn't have my first 

1931
01:27:15,800 --> 01:27:21,160
drink until after I was 21. 
Smoked my first gravity bond 

1932
01:27:21,160 --> 01:27:23,200
when I was 12 or 13. 
Jesus. 

1933
01:27:23,440 --> 01:27:26,000
Bro got 3 liter shots, the 
bottle and a big ass water 

1934
01:27:26,000 --> 01:27:29,440
bucket and my homies were like 
hey bro just bring 20 bucks 

1935
01:27:29,440 --> 01:27:32,160
which you bring 20 bucks. 
Back in the day, $20 was a G. 

1936
01:27:32,400 --> 01:27:34,360
Yeah. 
So you got, you know, me bring 

1937
01:27:34,360 --> 01:27:35,560
20 bucks. 
I didn't know at the time I was 

1938
01:27:35,560 --> 01:27:39,320
like, shit, I got 20 bucks. 
I'm going my fucking sister. 

1939
01:27:39,360 --> 01:27:41,600
She gets she has like this 
little Honda Accord. 

1940
01:27:41,600 --> 01:27:43,200
I'm like with six homies at my 
house. 

1941
01:27:44,240 --> 01:27:47,480
She's like, get the fuck in. 
She's she's a let's just say 

1942
01:27:47,480 --> 01:27:49,040
she's gangster. 
I'll just put that right. 

1943
01:27:49,120 --> 01:27:50,400
She's she's. 
For real, bro. 

1944
01:27:50,400 --> 01:27:52,720
Like, like I'm nothing bro. 
Like, you know what I mean? 

1945
01:27:53,040 --> 01:27:56,880
She's gone to prison dog. 
But yeah, she she's like, get 

1946
01:27:56,880 --> 01:27:58,240
in. 
So we pack into this car, we 

1947
01:27:58,240 --> 01:28:01,520
show up and they were like, this
is my white homies, my white 

1948
01:28:01,520 --> 01:28:03,320
gangster friends. 
Like, you know, I mean, the like

1949
01:28:03,320 --> 01:28:05,120
the skaters and all that shit 
and the bikers. 

1950
01:28:05,520 --> 01:28:07,400
So they're like, yeah, we're 
like, they have this water 

1951
01:28:07,400 --> 01:28:08,680
thing. 
I'm like, what the fuck is that?

1952
01:28:08,960 --> 01:28:11,680
Has a cap on this little silver 
pipe hanging out the top. 

1953
01:28:12,080 --> 01:28:14,000
And they start lighting it. 
They're like, hey, Juan, it's 

1954
01:28:14,000 --> 01:28:15,520
your turn, dog. 
And I'm like, what? 

1955
01:28:15,880 --> 01:28:17,640
And you start, you bring that 
shit up slow. 

1956
01:28:18,120 --> 01:28:20,400
Oh yeah. 
So Milky. 

1957
01:28:21,360 --> 01:28:22,840
And they did. 
They brought up Sloan and 

1958
01:28:22,840 --> 01:28:24,600
they're like, hey, I'm gonna 
take the cap off, put your mouth

1959
01:28:24,600 --> 01:28:26,640
and like inhale the air. 
I was like, fuck it, dog, I'm 

1960
01:28:27,240 --> 01:28:32,640
cool, bro. 
Fucking water my mouth, dog. 

1961
01:28:32,640 --> 01:28:36,440
I inhale for too long so I'm 
coughing coughing coughing. 

1962
01:28:36,560 --> 01:28:40,040
First time I smoked weed, not 
even like I think I was 1415 I 

1963
01:28:40,040 --> 01:28:41,160
started slanging that shit. 
Damn. 

1964
01:28:42,360 --> 01:28:43,200
That's nuts, man. 
Yeah. 

1965
01:28:43,200 --> 01:28:46,040
Because I I loved it and I was. 
So The thing is you have to be a

1966
01:28:46,040 --> 01:28:48,600
good entrepreneur, a good 
business person. 

1967
01:28:48,600 --> 01:28:49,560
You have to know a lot of 
people. 

1968
01:28:49,960 --> 01:28:53,480
For me, I always known a lot of 
people from every like doesn't 

1969
01:28:53,480 --> 01:28:55,080
matter, black, white, I don't 
give a fuck. 

1970
01:28:55,080 --> 01:28:57,560
Like skaters, punk rockers, 
Latinos only smoked. 

1971
01:28:57,840 --> 01:28:59,880
I knew everybody, bro. 
So I was connected. 

1972
01:28:59,880 --> 01:29:03,120
So I was like, I shouldn't start
selling marijuana, everybody 

1973
01:29:03,120 --> 01:29:05,760
likes this shit. 
So then the reason I bought that

1974
01:29:05,760 --> 01:29:08,600
brick of stress is what I would 
do is instead of putting a G in,

1975
01:29:08,880 --> 01:29:13,520
I put point 8.7 of chronic and 
put 3.3 stress. 

1976
01:29:13,800 --> 01:29:15,440
Break it up, make some more 
money. 

1977
01:29:15,760 --> 01:29:20,160
You sell an eighth for 60, bro, 
I really sold you like maybe a 

1978
01:29:20,160 --> 01:29:23,280
gram 1.2 and I put the rest of 
stress, you know what I mean? 

1979
01:29:23,280 --> 01:29:26,080
Or 3.5 Stress is like sticks and
weeds. 

1980
01:29:26,080 --> 01:29:28,560
So Mexican stress is a 
compressed brick. 

1981
01:29:28,560 --> 01:29:31,920
So it's like compressed in this 
brick and it's like, what is it 

1982
01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:32,880
called? 
The Saran Wrap. 

1983
01:29:32,960 --> 01:29:34,760
Brick Weed. 
Yeah, so you have the Saran Wrap

1984
01:29:34,800 --> 01:29:36,440
and so I took it home. 
I was breaking that 

1985
01:29:36,440 --> 01:29:38,240
motherfucker. 
Oh bro, I was making money, 

1986
01:29:38,240 --> 01:29:41,120
homie. 
I had brand new shoes and just 

1987
01:29:41,160 --> 01:29:42,560
fucked up but I. 
Hired my I. 

1988
01:29:42,840 --> 01:29:44,920
Hired my little cousin. 
So at the time he's like, I 

1989
01:29:44,920 --> 01:29:46,960
don't know, 13. 
He was in junior high, Yeah. 

1990
01:29:46,960 --> 01:29:49,440
So I hired him as an employee. 
So he. 

1991
01:29:49,440 --> 01:29:52,440
Started selling that shit and 
one day I was like, hey, bro, 

1992
01:29:52,440 --> 01:29:54,000
who's 300 bucks? 
She's like, what the fuck? 

1993
01:29:54,000 --> 01:29:55,480
I was like, hey, you've been 
hustling, dog. 

1994
01:29:55,480 --> 01:29:58,000
I appreciate you. 
He went and got some new shoes, 

1995
01:29:58,000 --> 01:30:01,120
brand new pro clubs. 
Like he was all like, yeah, you 

1996
01:30:01,120 --> 01:30:02,520
know, he had a watch on and 
shit. 

1997
01:30:02,520 --> 01:30:04,680
Like, bro, we were like back 
then, like when you're a kid, 

1998
01:30:04,680 --> 01:30:06,800
you're making fucking money. 
You're hustling, bro, you're, 

1999
01:30:07,120 --> 01:30:09,480
you're slanging that shit. 
But no one ever knew that shit, 

2000
01:30:09,520 --> 01:30:11,880
you know, except if they were 
like, someone who was down, 

2001
01:30:12,160 --> 01:30:13,840
someone I fucked with or 
someone, you know what I mean? 

2002
01:30:13,840 --> 01:30:15,680
Like I knew about. 
I wouldn't cut them. 

2003
01:30:15,680 --> 01:30:17,920
The little white boys going to 
the parties, you know what I'm 

2004
01:30:17,920 --> 01:30:18,680
saying? 
At 12:00. 

2005
01:30:18,680 --> 01:30:20,520
Oh, dude, do you have, like, a 
gram? 

2006
01:30:20,720 --> 01:30:21,920
Fuck yeah, my boy. 
What's? 

2007
01:30:21,920 --> 01:30:23,440
Dude, that was awesome. 
What's? 

2008
01:30:23,480 --> 01:30:24,560
Up. 
Do you have a gram bro? 

2009
01:30:24,560 --> 01:30:27,160
You have a gram and like it's 
like, hey, what's up Harley? 

2010
01:30:27,160 --> 01:30:29,480
I got you my guy. 
Like let's go outside, you know,

2011
01:30:29,760 --> 01:30:31,920
and I go outside fucking, you 
know what I mean? 

2012
01:30:31,920 --> 01:30:33,720
Make that money real quick and 
game over. 

2013
01:30:33,840 --> 01:30:36,360
I had it in my pocket. 
So I had GS in this pocket and 

2014
01:30:36,360 --> 01:30:38,840
eights in this pocket, and I 
would roll up in little Baggies.

2015
01:30:39,280 --> 01:30:41,120
So you have the zip locks with 
the zip lock, you know what I'm 

2016
01:30:41,120 --> 01:30:42,880
saying? 
You'd burn the end so you can 

2017
01:30:42,880 --> 01:30:44,800
make another bag. 
So you burn one end, then you 

2018
01:30:44,800 --> 01:30:45,840
make. 
Another shit. 

2019
01:30:45,960 --> 01:30:49,480
Like break that shit up into 
sections, you know what I mean? 

2020
01:30:49,520 --> 01:30:52,000
And then so then I had Grams 
here, I had A's here. 

2021
01:30:52,200 --> 01:30:54,760
And then in my car I had another
Oz, but it was under the fucking

2022
01:30:54,760 --> 01:30:56,360
carpet. 
But everyone knew who I was, you

2023
01:30:56,360 --> 01:30:57,200
know? 
I mean, everyone was like, oh, 

2024
01:30:57,240 --> 01:30:58,960
that's one, you know, And I 
rolled deep. 

2025
01:30:58,960 --> 01:31:01,040
I was always with like, you 
know, I was with my people and 

2026
01:31:01,040 --> 01:31:03,640
shit. 
But yeah, I fucking I was 

2027
01:31:03,640 --> 01:31:06,120
hustling bro, even since then. 
Crazy. 

2028
01:31:06,360 --> 01:31:07,800
So that's why it never ended 
now. 

2029
01:31:08,800 --> 01:31:10,720
Yeah, but Monday night, you do 
what you do. 

2030
01:31:10,720 --> 01:31:13,480
I mean, the opportunities were 
different, right? 

2031
01:31:13,640 --> 01:31:15,280
Different. 
It was work in the field. 

2032
01:31:15,280 --> 01:31:17,120
Yeah, right. 
Doing hard labor. 

2033
01:31:17,120 --> 01:31:17,880
Hard labor. 
Labor. 

2034
01:31:18,240 --> 01:31:19,920
Yeah, that those are the two 
things, right? 

2035
01:31:19,960 --> 01:31:21,840
Let's go to the Home Depot at 
5:00 AM. 

2036
01:31:22,440 --> 01:31:25,320
Yeah, for the white dude to show
up and to get in the truck. 

2037
01:31:25,360 --> 01:31:26,440
I need two. 
I need two. 

2038
01:31:26,480 --> 01:31:28,240
Like, yeah, I got you, Mr. 
George. 

2039
01:31:29,480 --> 01:31:32,680
Mr. George. 
How much you pay that new guy? 

2040
01:31:33,560 --> 01:31:35,400
Yeah. 
Yeah, it's too much money. 

2041
01:31:35,400 --> 01:31:38,200
You pay too much. 
I've done construction, I've 

2042
01:31:38,200 --> 01:31:41,920
done pipes, I've done framing, 
I've done exterior, whatever. 

2043
01:31:41,920 --> 01:31:45,520
I've done it all dog from 
working at fast food joints to 

2044
01:31:45,520 --> 01:31:46,960
fuck, you know, I mean, hustling
in the streets. 

2045
01:31:48,200 --> 01:31:49,880
Yeah, that's the biggest thing I
think you talked about this 

2046
01:31:49,880 --> 01:31:52,960
earlier is these kids, they 
don't feel like they need to 

2047
01:31:52,960 --> 01:31:54,520
work hard or they don't really 
care. 

2048
01:31:55,080 --> 01:31:56,840
Bro, I didn't give a fuck what 
job I was doing. 

2049
01:31:56,840 --> 01:31:58,920
I could be shoveling shit, 
cleaning shit out of a toilet. 

2050
01:31:58,920 --> 01:32:02,640
I still put 100% of my job and I
was always the best at it. 

2051
01:32:02,960 --> 01:32:05,240
Yeah, everywhere I went, I was 
always recognized because I was 

2052
01:32:05,240 --> 01:32:06,360
somebody. 
They're like, oh shit, that 

2053
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:07,680
guy's gonna, you know, he's a 
leader. 

2054
01:32:08,040 --> 01:32:10,720
Even when I got hired at Costco,
I was in the food court, fucking

2055
01:32:10,720 --> 01:32:12,960
busy in California, outdoor food
court, too. 

2056
01:32:13,320 --> 01:32:16,560
So it was busy as shit bro. 
Yeah, it's always busy. 

2057
01:32:16,600 --> 01:32:18,960
And those people in Southern 
California, if you go to a 

2058
01:32:18,960 --> 01:32:21,320
store, most the average 
employees been there for 10 to 

2059
01:32:21,320 --> 01:32:23,080
15 years. 
Holy shit, so. 

2060
01:32:23,080 --> 01:32:25,480
How are you going to fucking? 
How are you going to fucking go 

2061
01:32:25,480 --> 01:32:27,480
against someone who's been 
running marathons his whole life

2062
01:32:27,480 --> 01:32:30,920
and you just started training? 
But see, if you train hard and 

2063
01:32:30,920 --> 01:32:33,360
you work hard every single day, 
you don't give up. 

2064
01:32:33,360 --> 01:32:34,520
You don't care when you're 
tired. 

2065
01:32:34,520 --> 01:32:36,600
You don't care like, oh, I have 
all this shit going on my life. 

2066
01:32:36,600 --> 01:32:38,560
You keep pushing yourself. 
You push yourself harder than 

2067
01:32:38,560 --> 01:32:40,680
them. 
Guarantee you're going to make 

2068
01:32:40,680 --> 01:32:42,000
it. 
You will be successful. 

2069
01:32:43,560 --> 01:32:45,360
It's always the work that you 
put in, yeah. 

2070
01:32:45,840 --> 01:32:48,760
Yeah, it's that hard thing to be
able to have. 

2071
01:32:48,760 --> 01:32:52,280
Like, you know, truly being 
entrepreneurial is meaning that 

2072
01:32:52,280 --> 01:32:54,160
you're going to embrace the suck
as much as you're going to 

2073
01:32:54,160 --> 01:32:55,960
embrace the good. 
Because everything sucks 

2074
01:32:55,960 --> 01:32:57,640
sometimes bro, Sometimes life 
sucks. 

2075
01:32:57,760 --> 01:32:59,640
But you know what? 
No money, no nothing. 

2076
01:33:00,000 --> 01:33:01,120
Bro, I'm going to tell you the 
story. 

2077
01:33:01,120 --> 01:33:04,240
So last week, actually, this 
happened to me, just to kind of 

2078
01:33:04,240 --> 01:33:07,560
give you an idea. 
So my ex, she sent me a message.

2079
01:33:07,560 --> 01:33:10,480
She was like, hey, your mom's 
moving back to California, I 

2080
01:33:10,480 --> 01:33:11,880
think. 
I think we're going to go too. 

2081
01:33:12,560 --> 01:33:15,440
No, I was working outside in the
sun, fucking shoveling some 

2082
01:33:15,440 --> 01:33:17,480
dirt, fucking putting some rock 
in, you know, I'm saying I'm 

2083
01:33:17,480 --> 01:33:18,480
working my ass. 
I'm tired. 

2084
01:33:19,000 --> 01:33:20,880
I look on my phone, my fucking 
heart drops. 

2085
01:33:21,280 --> 01:33:22,760
I'm like, shit, what the Hell's 
going on? 

2086
01:33:23,080 --> 01:33:24,360
I call her up and hey, what's 
up? 

2087
01:33:24,920 --> 01:33:27,640
She's like, look, Juan, I don't 
think we can make it out here. 

2088
01:33:27,840 --> 01:33:29,920
It's too hard. 
And child support's just not 

2089
01:33:29,920 --> 01:33:32,520
enough. 
And inside of me I was like, 

2090
01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:34,560
damn, I failed. 
Like I ain't shit. 

2091
01:33:34,800 --> 01:33:36,280
Like I'm nothing. 
You know what I'm saying? 

2092
01:33:36,280 --> 01:33:39,040
I can't even make sure my kids 
are here taken care of. 

2093
01:33:39,040 --> 01:33:42,040
Like shit, fuck with me. 
You know, she was, I was like, 

2094
01:33:42,040 --> 01:33:44,320
hey, I'm sorry, like I'm doing 
everything I can. 

2095
01:33:45,040 --> 01:33:47,880
And she was like, I understand 
that one. 

2096
01:33:47,880 --> 01:33:51,320
And I appreciate you and I know 
you try your best and but what 

2097
01:33:51,320 --> 01:33:54,000
do you want me to do? 
Was the biggest feeling of 

2098
01:33:54,000 --> 01:33:56,120
hopelessness. 
Like you were helpless, nothing.

2099
01:33:56,120 --> 01:33:58,280
You couldn't do anything to 
change the circumstances. 

2100
01:33:59,440 --> 01:34:02,560
And soon as I hung up that 
phone, I like there was this 

2101
01:34:02,720 --> 01:34:05,160
little white brick wall to the 
corner of the building and I 

2102
01:34:05,160 --> 01:34:07,880
walked up to that shit and I was
like, boom, anger. 

2103
01:34:07,920 --> 01:34:09,920
That's all I felt was anger. 
So I was fucking socking this 

2104
01:34:09,920 --> 01:34:12,160
brick wall. 
Like you have to be kind of a 

2105
01:34:12,160 --> 01:34:13,320
little bit, you know what I'm 
saying? 

2106
01:34:13,760 --> 01:34:15,640
There's got to be some things 
wrong with you to hit a brick 

2107
01:34:15,640 --> 01:34:16,840
wall. 
You know what I mean? 

2108
01:34:17,160 --> 01:34:20,480
So, so I hit this brick wall and
I'm thinking to myself, I'm 

2109
01:34:20,480 --> 01:34:24,400
like, Nah, Nah, bro, you're 
doing everything you can. 

2110
01:34:24,560 --> 01:34:27,160
You're working your ass off. 
How many people are doing what 

2111
01:34:27,160 --> 01:34:30,000
you're doing? 
Nah, you made it bro, just keep 

2112
01:34:30,000 --> 01:34:32,480
pushing. 
If anything this is just another

2113
01:34:32,480 --> 01:34:34,080
little fire. 
It's going to burn under me to 

2114
01:34:34,080 --> 01:34:35,800
push me even further, you know 
what I'm saying? 

2115
01:34:35,960 --> 01:34:38,240
Yep, the next day she called me,
said we're leaving this weekend.

2116
01:34:39,600 --> 01:34:40,960
Fuck bro, that's. 
Crazy. 

2117
01:34:41,440 --> 01:34:43,160
Leaving this weekend not. 
With one of your kids. 

2118
01:34:43,640 --> 01:34:46,080
All my kids, all three of them 
moved back to California. 

2119
01:34:46,640 --> 01:34:49,400
Fuck. 
So I'm just imagine the feeling,

2120
01:34:49,400 --> 01:34:51,720
you know what I'm saying? 
But I was like, Nah, bro, You 

2121
01:34:51,720 --> 01:34:53,720
know what? 
In my mentality, they're already

2122
01:34:53,720 --> 01:34:56,040
here with me in my house, 
chilling, hanging out, talking 

2123
01:34:56,040 --> 01:34:58,280
about their day. 
Because you have to have that 

2124
01:34:58,280 --> 01:34:59,520
mentality. 
You can't sit there. 

2125
01:34:59,520 --> 01:35:01,040
I don't have the time to be 
fucking sad. 

2126
01:35:01,400 --> 01:35:03,120
I don't have the time to be 
depressed. 

2127
01:35:03,120 --> 01:35:04,640
I can't. 
I have a goal. 

2128
01:35:04,640 --> 01:35:06,720
And if I reach this goal, then 
I'll have everything that I've 

2129
01:35:06,720 --> 01:35:09,000
ever sought. 
Now I'm saying, so push 

2130
01:35:09,000 --> 01:35:10,200
yourself. 
Don't give up. 

2131
01:35:10,200 --> 01:35:12,080
Like don't let little things 
hurt you. 

2132
01:35:12,080 --> 01:35:14,840
Don't little things push you 
back, Not push forward. 

2133
01:35:14,840 --> 01:35:16,720
When when shit gets hard, try 
harder. 

2134
01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:19,040
I text Sam too. 
I'm like, hey, bro, if you think

2135
01:35:19,040 --> 01:35:21,360
you're trying, you're not trying
hard enough, homie, you need to 

2136
01:35:21,360 --> 01:35:23,080
try harder. 
We're not fucking booked. 

2137
01:35:23,080 --> 01:35:25,160
We're not busy. 
You know, I'm saying like, we 

2138
01:35:25,160 --> 01:35:27,640
got to keep pushing. 
That's not motivation that I put

2139
01:35:27,640 --> 01:35:29,200
in them. 
You know, I'm saying like we can

2140
01:35:29,200 --> 01:35:31,320
keep doing more. 
And this like when this 

2141
01:35:31,320 --> 01:35:33,440
happened, I was like, fucking, 
I'm trying harder now, homie, 

2142
01:35:33,440 --> 01:35:35,640
you thought I was here. 
Nah, bro, I just started. 

2143
01:35:36,280 --> 01:35:38,960
Let's get it, homie. 
Let's push even harder, you 

2144
01:35:38,960 --> 01:35:40,440
know, and I talked to Sam every 
single day. 

2145
01:35:40,440 --> 01:35:43,040
That's my guy. 
Like I'm a hey, bro, like this 

2146
01:35:43,040 --> 01:35:44,520
is what's going on. 
Hey, this is our plan. 

2147
01:35:44,520 --> 01:35:47,680
You know, I'm saying because 
structure creates that respect. 

2148
01:35:47,680 --> 01:35:50,400
When you have structure in your 
system, you know what I'm 

2149
01:35:50,400 --> 01:35:51,480
saying? 
And when I tell him we're going 

2150
01:35:51,480 --> 01:35:55,200
to do something, I keep my word.
I've made all this shit happen 

2151
01:35:55,200 --> 01:35:58,440
by the connection that I had, by
continuing to talk to people, by

2152
01:35:58,440 --> 01:36:00,560
making shit happen because I 
don't talk to talk. 

2153
01:36:00,560 --> 01:36:02,800
I walked out talk. 
You know what I'm saying? 

2154
01:36:02,920 --> 01:36:05,960
I keep it real. 
Yeah, no, I respect that man. 

2155
01:36:06,120 --> 01:36:09,440
I really do. 
And that's it's hard to instill 

2156
01:36:09,440 --> 01:36:12,600
even in every single one today, 
you know, it's something that 

2157
01:36:12,600 --> 01:36:14,800
you got to grow up with. 
So I love that mentorship 

2158
01:36:14,800 --> 01:36:16,160
program that you're doing over 
there. 

2159
01:36:16,440 --> 01:36:18,360
Thank you, bro. 
That that's really cool because 

2160
01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:21,440
it's it's giving back, even 
though you don't have to 

2161
01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:23,800
anything to be really give 
right. 

2162
01:36:24,000 --> 01:36:26,960
But at the same time, by being 
able to do that, you're not 

2163
01:36:26,960 --> 01:36:29,920
teaching the I mean, maybe they 
will make this their life. 

2164
01:36:30,000 --> 01:36:32,120
Yeah, who? 
Knows or they'll learn a 

2165
01:36:32,120 --> 01:36:35,160
structure that can help carry 
them because that's where a lot 

2166
01:36:35,160 --> 01:36:37,960
of kids are are lost now. 
That's why they're all so 

2167
01:36:37,960 --> 01:36:40,440
confused and so wrapped up into 
themselves. 

2168
01:36:40,440 --> 01:36:42,320
And you know, it's the idea, 
man. 

2169
01:36:42,320 --> 01:36:45,080
Like, we go into jobs of service
to serve other people. 

2170
01:36:45,680 --> 01:36:47,840
So we get that return. 
We feel good, we feel validated,

2171
01:36:48,160 --> 01:36:50,000
right. 
The pay is just nice. 

2172
01:36:50,120 --> 01:36:52,560
Yeah 'cause they're like, oh 
cool, I can get some new shoes. 

2173
01:36:52,560 --> 01:36:55,400
Or, you know, the really hard 
things like, oh, now we can 

2174
01:36:55,400 --> 01:36:59,400
afford more than ramen and just 
some shitty, you know, Western 

2175
01:36:59,400 --> 01:37:01,360
family bread. 
You know I. 

2176
01:37:01,760 --> 01:37:04,320
Also. 
Yeah, dude, you got. 

2177
01:37:04,640 --> 01:37:06,480
But that's a cool thing. 
Like, you know, another thing? 

2178
01:37:06,480 --> 01:37:10,240
I mean, I grew up poor and you 
appreciate everything. 

2179
01:37:10,240 --> 01:37:13,040
You'll still eat the snacks that
you ate as a poor kid. 

2180
01:37:14,440 --> 01:37:16,520
Yeah, they're like the best 
nostalgic shit, yeah. 

2181
01:37:17,440 --> 01:37:19,520
Bro. 
If you guys want to go get like 

2182
01:37:19,520 --> 01:37:23,760
a super sick fade or you know, 
just check out one and Sam, 

2183
01:37:24,280 --> 01:37:26,440
check out the links below. 
We'll have everything in the 

2184
01:37:26,440 --> 01:37:27,040
show notes. 
Yeah. 

2185
01:37:28,000 --> 01:37:30,560
And as always guys, thanks for 
tuning in.