1 00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:03,800 I'm Brandon. And I'm. 2 00:00:03,800 --> 00:00:07,880 Jesse we're cannabis school having cannabis infused 3 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:11,200 conversations with everyday people, cannabis companies, 4 00:00:11,280 --> 00:00:15,280 celebrities and your mom. Welcome to the sesh. 5 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:18,240 Hey, guys. Hey everybody. 6 00:00:18,480 --> 00:00:21,680 What's in your bowl today? We don't have anything on our 7 00:00:21,680 --> 00:00:26,160 bowl right now because we made these really delicious tasting 8 00:00:26,160 --> 00:00:29,040 brownies actually with some Delicata grapes. 9 00:00:29,600 --> 00:00:35,880 And honestly, I will have to say that that's probably the least 10 00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:39,680 tasting like cannabis edible I've had in a long time. 11 00:00:40,480 --> 00:00:45,000 And I'm feeling it like it's a really slow onset, but then you 12 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:46,800 can feel like it's in my shoulders. 13 00:00:47,240 --> 00:00:51,400 It's like pouring over me like syrup, like it's just slowly 14 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:55,240 going down my body. It's not, oh it's not a couch 15 00:00:55,240 --> 00:01:00,040 lock high, but you definitely feel it like a lot stronger. 16 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:02,680 Dude how about how soon after? It was probably like 20 minutes 17 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:04,640 after I ate. It I think it was so quick with 18 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:09,240 how soon it was kicking in and I was quite surprised because even 19 00:01:09,240 --> 00:01:12,960 with granted I had done an edible infused breakfast and 20 00:01:12,960 --> 00:01:17,320 that, but I had actually started feeling like tingling and that 21 00:01:17,320 --> 00:01:20,720 in my face within 2030 like. 20 minutes. 22 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:23,880 Yeah, it was I, I was kind of like, maybe I'm just being like 23 00:01:23,880 --> 00:01:28,400 weird, but I could feel it. I feel it in my jaw weirdly and 24 00:01:28,400 --> 00:01:29,400 not. Do you feel it there? 25 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:32,480 Right above it. It's like it's resting right 26 00:01:32,480 --> 00:01:35,120 above my jaw, which is a very odd place because I feel it 27 00:01:35,120 --> 00:01:38,920 right, Like all up here. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 28 00:01:39,080 --> 00:01:40,960 Yeah, not. I feel a little bit down here, 29 00:01:40,960 --> 00:01:43,720 but mainly up here. Very odd. 30 00:01:43,720 --> 00:01:44,440 No dry mouth. Damn. 31 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:47,000 None whatsoever. But Delicata grapes, is it 32 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,080 really? Do you feel a dry mouth? 33 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:52,680 Made him sleepy though. I am sleepy. 34 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:55,640 It kind of. I was already tired to begin 35 00:01:55,640 --> 00:01:56,960 with, but. Yeah. 36 00:01:57,440 --> 00:01:59,880 So one of the things that I've been thinking about lately, 37 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:02,760 dude, is where did all the UFOs go? 38 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:05,960 I have no idea. They like no longer popping up. 39 00:02:06,360 --> 00:02:10,039 Well, they had some cool videos come up and I'm all into you 40 00:02:10,039 --> 00:02:11,720 guys know that? Yeah, we'll turn. 41 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:17,440 But I used to see like they they had like this the the retrieval, 42 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:20,200 this the UFO retrieval team. Did you see that egg thing? 43 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:22,280 No. Yeah, they found this egg in 44 00:02:22,280 --> 00:02:24,040 Antarctica. Interesting. 45 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:27,680 I just feels like. I'm surprised how many 46 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:33,360 businesses have things or excavation, not excavation 47 00:02:33,360 --> 00:02:38,560 sites, exploration sites down there like companies you just 48 00:02:38,560 --> 00:02:40,800 wouldn't expect. And I honestly can't give you a 49 00:02:40,800 --> 00:02:43,600 list of them, but it's just, it's very interesting. 50 00:02:43,720 --> 00:02:47,360 And maybe it's because so much right now is all, everything I 51 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:50,840 see is political. It's either some funny stuff or 52 00:02:50,840 --> 00:02:54,680 like, mostly. Political well, and it's I used 53 00:02:54,680 --> 00:02:59,760 to be in my feed like I'd look at all sides and but I just I 54 00:02:59,760 --> 00:03:01,560 need to separate. So I started looking for other 55 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:05,800 content when I when I want to. And that's another thing I've 56 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:10,440 been trying to take a break from just consuming random content. 57 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:13,320 TikTok. I won't go to TikTok. 58 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:15,920 I actually deleted that from my phone because nice. 59 00:03:15,920 --> 00:03:19,680 It'll go into a hole. I don't cruise Insta and I 60 00:03:19,680 --> 00:03:24,360 rarely now get on Facebook, but I get on only with the purpose 61 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:26,760 of what I'm want to do. Maybe I'm want to talk to 62 00:03:26,760 --> 00:03:28,440 somebody. Yeah, maybe I'm looking for 63 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:29,600 something to make me kind of get red. 64 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:31,080 Tube or something? Yeah, Yeah. 65 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:34,000 Not something major. And I find a lot of cool things. 66 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:36,920 You know, one of the things I enjoy looking at is products 67 00:03:36,920 --> 00:03:38,600 that are coming out. I don't buy a ton of products, 68 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,080 but I like to see what they're doing. 69 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:43,400 Like, oh, here's a cool thing. Like I saw this video of this 70 00:03:43,400 --> 00:03:46,360 guy fucking straight up looks like alien shit dude, he's got 71 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:49,000 like this. You ever see that anime back in 72 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:50,960 the day, Akira? You know I was. 73 00:03:51,640 --> 00:03:53,800 I never really watched anime. I hung out with a. 74 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:57,920 Bunch of different kids and honestly I don't think I knew 75 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:02,760 anyone really watched it until I met my ex-wife and her brothers 76 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:04,520 watched it but I never. Watched it? 77 00:04:04,520 --> 00:04:07,840 Did your ex-wife watch it? No, that was just the first time 78 00:04:07,840 --> 00:04:10,440 I really felt like I interacted with people who watched it 79 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:13,680 because before that I didn't really have friends who watched 80 00:04:13,680 --> 00:04:15,160 it, knew of anyone who watched it. 81 00:04:15,520 --> 00:04:18,600 It was just. Sad childhood, my friend. 82 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:21,360 I mean, you know, my parents, we also didn't watch a lot of 83 00:04:21,360 --> 00:04:25,080 movies unless they were edited or fit within their certain, you 84 00:04:25,440 --> 00:04:27,560 know, Yeah. So that's how you protect 85 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:30,240 yourself from the world. You shield your eyes. 86 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:32,960 Yeah, don't look, Don't look, Don't hear it. 87 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:34,880 Yep. Hear no Weeble. 88 00:04:34,880 --> 00:04:37,760 See no Weeble speak. I think that's why a lot of like 89 00:04:38,400 --> 00:04:42,320 LDS Mormon kids, I think that's why a lot of them get into that 90 00:04:42,320 --> 00:04:44,440 soaking thing, because that's just ridiculous. 91 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:47,840 Oh my gosh, I saw a video and it was hilarious. 92 00:04:47,840 --> 00:04:51,040 Alex sent it to me. They're these, it's some game 93 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:53,960 and it's they're literally driving around Provo, UT. 94 00:04:54,280 --> 00:04:57,640 It has BYU campus, it has the Provo library, all of that. 95 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:01,680 And they're like voice overs about a Mormon mom taking their 96 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:05,200 kids to school or shit like that or something about like soaking. 97 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:07,000 The one he sent me last was about soaking. 98 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:09,640 And it was like, Oh yeah, my name is this. 99 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:12,680 And my kids, you know, I really, I go to school here, but I'm 100 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:15,560 trying to be good. But I sometimes like last 101 00:05:15,560 --> 00:05:19,040 weekend I went out and sat in my car and drove up and down on the 102 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,760 curb to help a friend out. Made 50 bucks. 103 00:05:23,040 --> 00:05:26,040 Because, you know, it's like the shaking the bed things while 104 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:27,840 they soak. So that way they're not sending 105 00:05:27,840 --> 00:05:30,800 because then you're not moving. It's just like an earthquake. 106 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:32,080 It's. Once. 107 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:36,280 Out of your control. Centers it sucks that's. 108 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:41,320 BYU's had like floating, soaking, docking the the armpit 109 00:05:41,320 --> 00:05:45,520 STI's because it was like, hey, this news event thing. 110 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:49,000 Yeah, because BYU students were having sex in the armpit. 111 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:51,560 Because it was. And what kind of memory is it 112 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,320 going to be for that girl? I don't know, but they were. 113 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:55,280 She's like doing that. STI's in their armpit. 114 00:05:55,400 --> 00:05:57,560 And you're like doing this the fart thing. 115 00:05:57,560 --> 00:05:59,480 I have no idea. Take on a whole new idea. 116 00:05:59,880 --> 00:06:02,520 I have no idea. Like here, let's slap some oil 117 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:04,000 in there. Go to terror and like what? 118 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:06,000 I don't. It's the weirdest. 119 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,000 Use your. I don't. 120 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:10,960 I don't understand. It. 121 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:15,040 Yeah, I mean. It's a very sexually taboo 122 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:18,920 culture. And even like, I don't know, I 123 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:22,640 talked to my dad about it because I'm like I said, I feel 124 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:25,840 like it's really weird to teach that you shouldn't have sex 125 00:06:25,840 --> 00:06:28,040 before marriage. But then also masturbation is a 126 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:31,280 sin because sometimes you get married and you really aren't 127 00:06:31,280 --> 00:06:33,640 sexually compatible. You truly just aren't. 128 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:37,000 And if you don't even know what you like because, well, you 129 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,200 can't find out what you like before you're married because, 130 00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:42,320 well, that's a sin. And you can't have sex with the 131 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:44,160 person before you're married cause, well, that's awesome. 132 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:45,720 A sin. That's The funny thing, though. 133 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:48,960 The sin is like, you know, they keep adding it to the list. 134 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:51,600 It's like laws. Yeah, like you got some basic 135 00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:53,080 ones. And if you just follow that 136 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:56,800 like, you know, being chased, that's asked of you, you know, 137 00:06:56,800 --> 00:07:00,560 but it's not necessarily like a hell worthy trespass. 138 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:02,640 And I think that's hilarious. A lot of them. 139 00:07:02,640 --> 00:07:06,320 I, I think it's a good idea to abstain as a young person 140 00:07:06,320 --> 00:07:09,120 because having kids is really fucking expensive. 141 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:10,680 Yes, and especially when you're young. 142 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:16,680 And also that can either I'm you from sex or it can create 143 00:07:16,680 --> 00:07:19,160 different connections that maybe you're not ready for. 144 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:22,680 Yeah, 'cause you exchanged like not only, I mean, you're 145 00:07:22,680 --> 00:07:24,880 exchanging chemicals and all sorts of. 146 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:26,280 Shit, that's a whole different connection. 147 00:07:26,280 --> 00:07:29,560 Yeah, and, and you can't. I mean, you know, for those of 148 00:07:29,560 --> 00:07:33,200 us who have been very vicarious, not vicarious, very. 149 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:35,240 What's the word? I'm looking. 150 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:37,880 I have no idea. Experienced. 151 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:41,440 Yeah, there you. Go in in the carnal knowledge, 152 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:43,680 right? There's some goods and bads with 153 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:46,800 that, right? The good part is you need to do 154 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:48,160 it. It's pretty cool. 155 00:07:48,440 --> 00:07:51,560 Bad part is you've no fucking clue what you're doing when 156 00:07:51,560 --> 00:07:53,520 you're young. Not you can't. 157 00:07:53,520 --> 00:07:55,480 You're just like, yeah, that's alright, cool. 158 00:07:55,760 --> 00:07:59,360 But that's another thing like cannabis and sex that can be 159 00:07:59,360 --> 00:08:01,280 really pleasurable for a lot of people. 160 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:05,240 Some people, not so much. I wonder if it's because they 161 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:08,720 get, Maybe it's a particular strain because sometimes you 162 00:08:08,720 --> 00:08:11,200 could be incredibly introspective or in your head 163 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:13,600 and maybe that's not where you want to be. 164 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:16,360 And on top of that, look at the strains and the terpenes that 165 00:08:16,360 --> 00:08:17,480 are going to make your mouth dry. 166 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:19,560 Yes. Oh, my gosh. 167 00:08:19,560 --> 00:08:20,840 Have you ever had that? Yeah. 168 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:22,320 And then you're trying to make out you're like, am I? 169 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:24,440 I'm working with cotton. You just keep. 170 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:26,720 Drinking water the whole time, That's not fun. 171 00:08:27,080 --> 00:08:31,440 It spit in my mouth because my mouth's dry, hitting my. 172 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:33,360 Mouth. Nah dude, it's too dry. 173 00:08:33,559 --> 00:08:34,400 Yeah, it's. Terrible. 174 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:37,640 And and it's going to it's going to dry up some other places. 175 00:08:38,280 --> 00:08:40,520 Yeah. So you got to keep that in mind. 176 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:43,600 That they do have cannabis Lube. Yeah, cannabis Lube. 177 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:45,800 That is the thing so you could do. 178 00:08:45,800 --> 00:08:47,320 That, I mean for you, yeah, Real. 179 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:51,160 I prefer just to get elevated before the event, right? 180 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:52,320 I do too. I have a. 181 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:55,840 Bowl a smoke a bowl? Yeah, Maybe both. 182 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:58,320 Yes, whatever get you to the level. 183 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:03,160 Just relaxed to be in the moment and to just focus on each other, 184 00:09:03,280 --> 00:09:04,920 right? Which is really cool. 185 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:06,960 And there's a lot of people that now there are some people I've 186 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,000 met, they're like, Nope, horrible experience. 187 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:11,480 And they probably are just really sensitive to cameras. 188 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:15,160 Oh yeah, for sure. And and it could be just the 189 00:09:15,160 --> 00:09:18,080 wrong strain too with it of like, hey, this was the wrong 190 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:21,080 terpene, the wrong thing. Because if you're looking for an 191 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:26,680 experience where you are in your body and not in your mind and 192 00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:29,640 instead you're in your mind and not in your body, you're going 193 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:32,920 to be quite frustrated with it going, this did absolutely 194 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:36,160 nothing of what I was wanting or needing. 195 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:38,800 And this was garbage. Why would I ever do that? 196 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:41,920 And you're like, well, there's, there's so much like it's a much 197 00:09:41,920 --> 00:09:45,320 broader range that you have here with cannabis. 198 00:09:45,320 --> 00:09:50,400 So, you know, some are fantastic for sex, like great aphrodisiac 199 00:09:50,400 --> 00:09:53,160 and stuff. So look for strains if that's 200 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:57,160 what you're looking for. Aphrodisiac ones man. 201 00:09:57,160 --> 00:10:02,720 One of that I know has been like Tropicana cherries. 202 00:10:03,440 --> 00:10:05,520 OK, really good. I like that strain. 203 00:10:05,600 --> 00:10:06,640 That's a great strain. That's. 204 00:10:06,640 --> 00:10:10,680 Another one, I mean cheetah piss has always been really good. 205 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:15,040 I used to love mixing cheetah piss and Durban poison and dab. 206 00:10:15,280 --> 00:10:17,080 OK. That's really nice. 207 00:10:17,080 --> 00:10:18,480 I did too. That was quite a pleasant 208 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:20,920 experience. Oh yeah, well, and it and it 209 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:24,560 just depends on on what you're having and and how long ahead. 210 00:10:24,560 --> 00:10:27,880 You know, if if you got a bunch of kids and you know it's going 211 00:10:27,880 --> 00:10:30,960 to be down around one time, but you know how that shit can 212 00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:34,560 change in an instant. Somebody's got a sniffle, 213 00:10:34,560 --> 00:10:37,360 someone doesn't want to leave mom or whatever. 214 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:41,280 Now you got it. You're like, great, I'm all 215 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:43,440 ready to go and hopefully you don't have to take a little blue 216 00:10:43,440 --> 00:10:45,640 pill because then guess what, You are all ready. 217 00:10:45,680 --> 00:10:47,760 You're ready to go. You're going to have to tape it 218 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:50,120 to your leg. Well, not trying to get shit 219 00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:52,480 done it. Won't necessarily do that, but 220 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:54,960 it definitely will. Like, it's like a waste of a 221 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:57,280 pill. And it's like, dude, what? 222 00:10:57,760 --> 00:11:00,120 That's not cool. But what am I going to do with 223 00:11:00,200 --> 00:11:01,160 this? Yeah, exactly. 224 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:03,600 Well, I'll see you. You know you can do like Peter 225 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:07,520 Griffin where Lois doesn't want to get busy, so I'll just visit 226 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:11,960 the bathroom and then I. Mean that's simple solutions for 227 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:15,320 simple problems. Modern solutions. 228 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:20,640 For modern problems. But no, I, I, no. 229 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,680 And it and it affects the mood in so many different ways too, 230 00:11:23,680 --> 00:11:25,280 man. There's been strains that have 231 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:27,720 made me kind of grumpy where I want to. 232 00:11:27,720 --> 00:11:31,240 Be I wondered if there's. I wondered if it was just if the 233 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:34,560 strain made me grumpy or if it was just everything else like I 234 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:40,680 told you I had that I actually blew up, stormed out and that 235 00:11:40,680 --> 00:11:42,800 when I was helping my dad and. Oh yeah, yeah. 236 00:11:43,560 --> 00:11:47,120 I feel like that's not typically me and it was very. 237 00:11:48,520 --> 00:11:50,840 I don't think I've been not frustrated in a long time. 238 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:54,440 Yeah, but sometimes we just let things kind of boil and boil and 239 00:11:54,440 --> 00:11:56,160 boil. But then I went home and puffed 240 00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:58,280 and I didn't feel like it was helping. 241 00:11:58,280 --> 00:11:59,920 And I was like, man, is this strange? 242 00:11:59,920 --> 00:12:02,720 Just like keeping me frustrated? Like what? 243 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:07,200 Because it stuck with me for like the entire day, and I felt 244 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:09,120 like it was somewhat into the next day. 245 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:12,600 I'm like, this is just bullshit. Like I don't want this. 246 00:12:13,880 --> 00:12:17,640 I don't like hanging on to that. Yeah, I don't so. 247 00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:19,560 And it's hard, man. It's really hard. 248 00:12:19,560 --> 00:12:24,440 And that's some of the things that I think about when I'm, oh, 249 00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:26,400 had to burp there. But let down. 250 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:29,760 You know what's kind of funny about this thing I'm drinking? 251 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:31,760 You guys drink this. I'm sure you have spark drinks. 252 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:35,160 They always taste so sweet like I know it says no sugars or 253 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:36,800 whatever it. Tastes like a multivitamin. 254 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:39,560 They taste so sweet to me. Maybe they've got a bunch of 255 00:12:39,560 --> 00:12:41,520 stuff in there. They've got a bunch of things in 256 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:42,680 here. I have no idea what this is. 257 00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:46,400 Yeah, it's. Tea extract, I try and get some 258 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:48,840 of the ones from Costco every once in a while, the sparkling 259 00:12:48,840 --> 00:12:50,800 waters of that and I'm like man, I just. 260 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:53,280 I just stick to water or protein shakes. 261 00:12:53,520 --> 00:12:56,640 It's basically all I drink then I try not to. 262 00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:59,200 I mean, I'll get those like powdered drinks and stuff like 263 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:01,840 that because that just, it's kind of nice powdered drink. 264 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:04,840 Yeah, the sugar free powdered drinks, you just pop it into 265 00:13:04,840 --> 00:13:07,160 there. I also get those like hydration 266 00:13:07,160 --> 00:13:10,480 ones, the hydration IV ones. Water with extra water is what I 267 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:13,720 call those. Yeah, get those, get all that 268 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:18,080 potassium and sodium in you and it helps to hydrate. 269 00:13:18,680 --> 00:13:23,480 But yeah, no, I, I've been, I've been thinking a lot about that 270 00:13:23,480 --> 00:13:26,520 with mood and how to do that. And one of the things I found, 271 00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:30,360 like if I get really upset, I got to have like a strong 272 00:13:30,360 --> 00:13:33,840 indica, yeah, to take me down and I got to have a good amount, 273 00:13:34,240 --> 00:13:36,600 especially if I'm really. Upset more of the higher dose I 274 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:40,120 think for me because it's like I I was puffing at such a low dose 275 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:43,960 and that's great but then I don't feel that like it doesn't 276 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:47,160 actually get where I'm wanting it or needing it to be I. 277 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:49,840 Feel right, right, right. Well, on that too. 278 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:52,640 I mean, it's like where I'm at as far as my mood because 279 00:13:52,640 --> 00:13:55,600 sometimes like when I go lift, I like having a hybrid. 280 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:58,480 Sometimes sativa, yeah, depending on what I'm doing, 281 00:13:58,480 --> 00:14:01,680 sometimes I like an indica. So that's the one thing like has 282 00:14:01,680 --> 00:14:04,080 changed over the years that you guys have been able to see with 283 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:10,000 me is that I tend to just start going now with whatever the mood 284 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,160 gives me. I used to be sativa only kind of 285 00:14:12,160 --> 00:14:13,480 guy. Yeah, all day long. 286 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:15,640 All night long. Well, especially a lot of it 287 00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:19,240 came after Bubba Kush because you had a really bad experience. 288 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:22,120 That was like, man, I mean, I lean away from that for a bit. 289 00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:25,680 And then Banana Kush and then. Banana Kush came back and that 290 00:14:25,680 --> 00:14:29,960 was like, well that was my bad. I should not have hit that hard. 291 00:14:30,320 --> 00:14:33,400 So that happens, you know, it's understandable, but that's what 292 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:35,800 a lot of people experience. Sometimes they'll do one and 293 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:38,880 it's like, oh shit, I should stay away from sativas or 294 00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:43,560 indicas or this or cannabis because cannabis was a bad 295 00:14:43,560 --> 00:14:46,200 experience. And you know, really if we 296 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:49,560 understand, hey, definitely the dosing, I mean, banana crush was 297 00:14:49,560 --> 00:14:51,960 a whole. Well, that one with that. 298 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:55,120 What was that thing called? Zenco Zenco Duo. 299 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,200 Zenco with the cart? Yeah, with the 510 on it. 300 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:01,240 It was dry. It was so harsh, very dry. 301 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:02,440 Where am I going? Straight. 302 00:15:02,480 --> 00:15:04,160 Just keep going straight. I'll tell you when to. 303 00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:09,000 It's very, very interesting, but it just filled up so much from 304 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:10,600 one cart. You have to think of that 305 00:15:10,600 --> 00:15:14,080 atomizer too. Just continuously going for that 306 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:14,720 long. Just. 307 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:20,280 Burn out your cart. Yeah, our cart. 308 00:15:20,400 --> 00:15:22,000 Yeah, they turned dark. Yeah. 309 00:15:22,440 --> 00:15:24,200 The flavor was. Also hot? 310 00:15:24,520 --> 00:15:26,480 Yeah. You get that CO2 flavor. 311 00:15:27,880 --> 00:15:30,680 It's just like this weird. It tastes the the best way to be 312 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:31,920 out. You ever had dry ice in your 313 00:15:31,920 --> 00:15:33,800 mouth as a kid? I. 314 00:15:34,320 --> 00:15:37,520 Know the flavored like because in some root beer or other 315 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:39,840 things people had made. That's what it tastes like to me 316 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:44,000 whenever I have something that's been in that one, we're going to 317 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:47,400 stay in this life one. But if you had some with CO2 318 00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:51,040 extraction like it, it's weird. Like I almost think I can taste 319 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:54,200 it. Maybe I can't but it's just you 320 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:55,720 can taste that like in shitty carts. 321 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:57,520 Great market carts. Oh yeah. 322 00:15:57,520 --> 00:15:59,400 Well, because you taste it and you're like, this is a really 323 00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:03,400 gross, horrible concentrate. And you're like, I why? 324 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:06,800 Why am I doing this? Yeah, this is all I could get 325 00:16:06,800 --> 00:16:10,040 right now. I'm sorry Self. 326 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:15,880 It's so nasty, so nasty. Even so, the normal ones I had 327 00:16:15,880 --> 00:16:19,200 been getting were, you know, they've been gone for three 328 00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:20,960 weeks. And so I'm like, oh crap, I've 329 00:16:20,960 --> 00:16:24,120 had to find another one for the last three weeks and they've 330 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:29,800 been, they've been fine. Like they're OK, but I still 331 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:32,360 don't feel like the product is as clean, as nice. 332 00:16:32,360 --> 00:16:35,920 The experience isn't as it's not the same. 333 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:39,280 It's not what I want. And so even when I went to go 334 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:42,080 get another one, I thought of, oh, do I get a bunch more? 335 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:45,640 And I'm like, well, why? Why would I get a bunch more? 336 00:16:45,640 --> 00:16:52,080 Wouldn't I just get like what I need for right now and wait and 337 00:16:52,080 --> 00:16:54,680 get the ones I do like when I know they're available? 338 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:59,720 Because like, yes, sometimes you just have to get what you can 339 00:16:59,720 --> 00:17:03,960 because you're in another state or that's all your plug has or 340 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:07,040 you know, the dispensary you're going to, they really don't have 341 00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:10,040 a lot of great products. So it's really sometimes it can 342 00:17:10,040 --> 00:17:12,560 be tough to navigate that. Yeah, I really can. 343 00:17:12,560 --> 00:17:14,680 And that's. Or you live in Texas. 344 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:18,800 Like even when I was planning going down for court times and 345 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:23,160 looking at hey, Texas now seems like a Wild West of hemp derived 346 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:25,800 products. But I'm sorry for all you guys 347 00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:27,240 in Texas. That sounds horrible. 348 00:17:27,240 --> 00:17:29,040 Hemp derived products are not great. 349 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:32,400 I've not found any that I'm like, oh, I want to use this 350 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:34,320 every day. This is going to replace my 351 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:37,080 cannabis use. And so I was like, well, how do 352 00:17:37,080 --> 00:17:40,160 you find or navigate quality products down there? 353 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:42,640 But sometimes that's all you have. 354 00:17:43,520 --> 00:17:48,440 And the D8 crap, delta 9 stuff, like once you've had a lot of 355 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:52,160 really good flour, not even if you've had mids, when you have 356 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:55,360 that, you feel a difference. It feels a little licky. 357 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:58,560 I don't, I don't. I don't really like that feel. 358 00:17:59,160 --> 00:18:03,480 Well, it's, I remember and it's been ages, but like when I first 359 00:18:03,480 --> 00:18:08,120 got into cannabis and there was a lot of shittier butt. 360 00:18:08,360 --> 00:18:14,840 I remember it was what was it was meds kush and schwag so you 361 00:18:14,840 --> 00:18:17,440 could get and that was literally all they said. 362 00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:20,880 So I was like, all right, well, I, I don't want schwag because 363 00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:27,240 schwag is like sticks and seeds and, you know, really. 364 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:31,120 Which now if I if I find seeds, I'm like sweet, I'm all putting 365 00:18:31,120 --> 00:18:33,720 them aside. I don't mind a seed or two, I 366 00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:35,960 love if I find a little bit here or there, but. 367 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,240 But if I'm finding a bunch of them. 368 00:18:37,440 --> 00:18:39,440 Then I'm like, this isn't this is her. 369 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:43,920 Flower, I was like, look, the CBN is good and I said but now 370 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:46,160 that you've got that into your system and I said in the amount 371 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:49,680 of CBN it here is negligible. Honestly, the thing to do is 372 00:18:49,680 --> 00:18:54,400 maybe even have her just, if she really wants, go buy a dropper 373 00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:59,160 of high quality CBD that has CBG or CBN in it and then just take 374 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:02,120 a dropper of that every day. Because then she would also get 375 00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:06,080 her higher dose of cannabis with the cannabinoids of the terpene 376 00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:09,440 like the the CBNCBD. That might still help in those. 377 00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:11,280 Yeah. And that might be a better way 378 00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:14,760 to do it because that would be way cheaper to buy even a bottle 379 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:17,160 that would last her a month at 60 bucks. 380 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:20,880 You know, because even one of those once a month isn't 381 00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:24,080 terrible for her. No, she'd still be an arm and a 382 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,720 leg cheaper than what she was paying. 383 00:19:26,520 --> 00:19:29,760 Well, cheap. The pen has to air, so. 384 00:19:30,120 --> 00:19:32,600 And hopefully that extra few milligrams will make it just a 385 00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:33,560 little bit nicer. Too. 386 00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:37,080 Oh yeah, that's what she's, I mean, she likes, well, I mean, 387 00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:40,800 you know, regardless of CBG or CBN, like cannabis works. 388 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,440 Away from work, what is it that she has? 389 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:46,360 She has. Bone spurs all over her body. 390 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:49,960 And you've seen that. She's bed ridden, she's very 391 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:53,120 obese. But she can move now, just with 392 00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:55,840 edibles and that like she. Yeah, she gets, she gets a lot 393 00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:58,840 of energy. Well, normally when I when I 394 00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:02,040 first saw her, she was just in a she could only go from her bed 395 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:05,720 to the recliner in the front room and it was painful for her 396 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:06,920 to walk with a Walker. Yeah. 397 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:10,560 And now she's sitting in a Walker and she never does that. 398 00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:13,600 She's up most of the day now. Have you asked her about the 399 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:15,960 pain from the bone spurs? Yeah. 400 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:18,960 Does it do the edibles help take that away? 401 00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:22,600 The only thing is she pushes herself too much and then she 402 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:25,440 starts to feel it. Well the reason I ask is because 403 00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:29,320 my dad has bone spurs right now and he's told me that there's no 404 00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:32,840 point in him taking anything because it won't help its bone 405 00:20:32,840 --> 00:20:35,640 spurs. And I'm like, I don't, I don't 406 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:38,080 know. She takes with those ones over 407 00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:40,480 there. The she was taking 10 408 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:42,160 milligrams. OK. 409 00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:44,880 Yeah, 10 milligrams. And that affected it because the 410 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:47,280 pain was there. But she, dude, like I said, when 411 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,000 I first met her, she was like this. 412 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,800 Yeah, her hands hurt so bad. She has this like little ring 413 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:54,000 thing. It's like a loop that you put a 414 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:57,680 phone on, OK. And she had to barely pull it to 415 00:20:57,680 --> 00:21:00,360 watch and she couldn't even touch her screen with her hands 416 00:21:00,360 --> 00:21:02,000 because it hurts so much to move her. 417 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:03,680 Arms that's. Horrible. 418 00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:06,440 And then when I came over there the next time because we just 419 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:08,200 did like a few bags for her to test out. 420 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:10,400 Yeah. And then the next time she came 421 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:13,440 over, she was playing on her phone and moving quickly. 422 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:14,760 That's. And I was like, what? 423 00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:16,480 And she just had this big old smile on her face. 424 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:18,040 There was more color in her face because. 425 00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:22,480 Of your quality of life. When it goes up, you are so much 426 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,800 better. Dude her O2 she's breathing 427 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:30,040 better at night. She's actually like what's some 428 00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:31,960 of the other things that she said she had? 429 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:35,040 She sleeps now, shouldn't slept in years. 430 00:21:35,120 --> 00:21:35,800 Yeah, that's. Huge. 431 00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:39,160 And now she sleeps a full night with these gummies like it's. 432 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:41,040 That's fantastic. Yeah. 433 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:45,080 It's amazing because I know how much sleep effects everything 434 00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:46,160 else we do. Oh, yeah. 435 00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:50,040 And so, you know, I know for me, I keep, I always wonder what it 436 00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:54,440 would be like if I actually got a good night's sleep, you know, 437 00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:57,400 what that would feel like, what that would be to, like, wake up 438 00:21:57,400 --> 00:22:00,760 feeling totally refreshed. Yeah. 439 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:03,840 And I wonder if there's a dose of edible that I could take at a 440 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:05,720 certain time before bed that would put me. 441 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:08,480 Yeah, but it's so cool to see that, man. 442 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:14,800 Like where she now has a better quality of life. 443 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:19,200 She's excited for things. She's excited to get up during 444 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,000 the day. She's excited to do things. 445 00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:24,480 Because she has things to look forward to when you literally 446 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:28,120 exist and I can't really move, do anything. 447 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:33,840 It's not an existence anyone wants to be in, you know? 448 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:37,320 And I have no problem taking that medicine to her because she 449 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:41,520 she's had such a hard life. I mean, and a lot of this stuff, 450 00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:44,320 dude, honestly, like when you talk about emotions and people's 451 00:22:44,320 --> 00:22:47,640 feelings and how they feel over a period of time, it starts to 452 00:22:48,120 --> 00:22:54,400 actually come metastasize. And I say metastasize grows into 453 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:58,680 actual physical pain and manifesting its way like with 454 00:22:58,680 --> 00:23:01,520 anxiety and depression usually like the first signs of it and 455 00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:05,880 it starts to hurt the body then they you know have no energy and 456 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:08,200 then they start to develop problems with the body, 457 00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:10,360 digestion problems. All this other shit starts 458 00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:13,280 happening. And just like this lady, like 459 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:16,680 dude she got she was on fentanyl and oxys. 460 00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:19,080 Oh God. Just for the pain. 461 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,320 That's what they were giving my grandma for her migraines. 462 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:26,120 When my dad finally got me to, he asked me about pedicles. 463 00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:30,520 And that was after we had argued about cannabis for years. 464 00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:32,880 And he was like, oh, it's such a terrible drug. 465 00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:35,000 It causes all these problems and does this. 466 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:39,040 And I'm like, Oh my gosh. And every time I educate him, it 467 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:42,640 seemed like it went in in one ear and out the other until his 468 00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:46,280 wife told him, hey, you should really consider cannabis for 469 00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:50,000 your mom. And he goes, oh, well, OK. 470 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:54,480 And then he talked to me and now it's a whole different thing. 471 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:58,080 You know it, but isn't that really interesting? 472 00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:01,440 It's always like, we can say something or teach someone or 473 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:06,320 educate someone, and it really comes down to that real want or 474 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,960 desire to find something. And sometimes it sucks to save 475 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:11,320 it. Like I've seen it with people 476 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:14,840 who they find it because their kid has some really debilitating 477 00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:18,680 disease that they've tried everything else and nothing 478 00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,320 works. And this is their, like, last 479 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:21,920 resort. Yeah. 480 00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:25,320 And they try it, and it ends up being truly just this. 481 00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:29,440 It feels like a miracle drug because when they have tried 482 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:32,280 everything else and it doesn't work and then they try this and 483 00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:35,560 then their kids not having seizures or, you know, whatever 484 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,000 it is, that truly feels like a miracle. 485 00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:41,040 Well, it's like when other people like, like my wife, you 486 00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:44,200 know, she'll use it when she gets high anxiety. 487 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:47,680 Yeah. Like she'll take that and it'll 488 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:51,200 bring her to a level where she just feels OK. 489 00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:54,760 I can I can keep going forward. And that's really cool to see 490 00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:56,360 too. When people are struggling with 491 00:24:56,360 --> 00:25:00,120 anxiety, struggling even with depression and being able to use 492 00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:02,840 this. And and it's it's with the 493 00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:04,520 intent. You know, we got a really cool 494 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,960 message on our Spotify message thing. 495 00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:11,080 And this guy's like, yeah, he's like recently I had it was our 496 00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,560 re evaluating your relationship with cannabis. 497 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:19,080 OK, Yeah. And he had said that he was re 498 00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:22,920 evaluating his own where he left it because he was just doing too 499 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:26,200 much all the time. And he's like, yeah, I like what 500 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:28,520 you guys are saying. Set the intent and then do it 501 00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:29,440 like. Why? 502 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:31,160 Why am I here? Why am I doing this? 503 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:33,080 Yeah. Am I doing it to numb and 504 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:35,080 escape? So what's what's wrong? 505 00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:38,480 You know, because sometimes we need that as a human. 506 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,800 Sometimes life is overwhelming and you need a minute to step 507 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:45,000 away because. But you still have to come back 508 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,240 and address it. And sometimes once you've 509 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:50,320 cleared your head, taken away that anxiety, you can go, OK, 510 00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:52,680 how would I, how would I circle back to this? 511 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,040 How would I approach this with a clearer head? 512 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,200 And it's having that type of mindset that actually makes it 513 00:25:58,200 --> 00:25:59,760 productive. And I've heard the other 514 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:01,960 argument. They're like, you know, the, 515 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:05,320 the, the talking heads on YouTube of experts and they'll 516 00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:08,920 say, you know, cannabis just takes your, you know, your 517 00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:11,840 problems and stuff and kind of kills them down a little bit so 518 00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:13,000 you can look at them differently. 519 00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:16,120 Well, sometimes you need that fire to be able to overcome 520 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:18,640 everything that comes your way. It's like, yeah. 521 00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:23,360 But if you take somebody who is so beaten by that, that's really 522 00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:26,720 hard to ask about. But I don't think the fire goes 523 00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,040 away. It literally just makes it so 524 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:32,040 you can deal with the fire because that issue, that 525 00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:34,760 problem, that whatever it is still there. 526 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:38,960 It doesn't disappear. It literally is just OK, Hey, at 527 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:43,680 this moment, I am feeling overwhelmed with the situation, 528 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:47,120 with everything. And sometimes as humans, we need 529 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:50,160 to step back and go, hey, I need to pull it all together to go. 530 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:53,160 How do I take my step forward? Yeah, because otherwise we're 531 00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:56,120 just taking steps backwards. Or you just keep taking step 532 00:26:56,120 --> 00:26:58,560 forward, but you're going in the same bad direction you were. 533 00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:01,520 Before or a circle. Like I, I think it's funny, like 534 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,960 they had this. I remember the guy. 535 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,720 He's like a doctor. He scanned 200,000 brains. 536 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:10,080 He scanned Justin Bieber's brain, Miley Cyrus's brain. 537 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,880 Like that's some fucking drug. Drug addicts. 538 00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:16,560 Like, what is that? I don't, I don't know what 539 00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:18,520 that's supposed to mean. That's cool, I guess. 540 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:21,120 It's a lot of brains. I love those Miley Cyrus 541 00:27:21,120 --> 00:27:25,040 comparison videos though. When she's like, was it knowing 542 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:28,880 that the journey is just part of the the adventure or something 543 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:30,720 like that? And then they put like this pug 544 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:36,640 going, but you know what I mean? I mean, I don't care about that. 545 00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:42,040 But he was saying like marijuana destroys the brain and you 546 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:45,280 there, this guy's going back old school, almost like reefer 547 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,360 madness. Your IQ drops. 548 00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:51,280 Yeah, there's some Doctor Who's all over TikTok and social media 549 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:55,200 and he was actually talking about how cannabis does stuff to 550 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:58,040 the brain. And then Riley, Doctor Riley 551 00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:01,640 Kirk cannabis chem. She's got her whole page and she 552 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,160 actually did a post over that one like talking about it. 553 00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,880 And she was like, oh, here's actually where that's wrong. 554 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,200 Here's science that we've done that's actually supported and 555 00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:12,120 back that up. This is all pulled from 556 00:28:12,120 --> 00:28:15,680 outdated, incorrect stuff that. And I was like, oh, interesting. 557 00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:18,360 So even this Doctor Who seems like he's coming from a very 558 00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:23,480 educated, data-driven, supported, you know, stance is, 559 00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:27,280 you know, he's coming from a lot of the very old dogmatic mindset 560 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:31,040 of like, well, this is what we know about marijuana, OK? 561 00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:33,320 Just because they have lab coats doesn't make. 562 00:28:33,360 --> 00:28:37,320 Them it's even like the ones talking RFKRFK is supposedly 563 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:40,360 shitting all over cannabis now about how dangerous it is and 564 00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:41,840 stuff. And I'm like what? 565 00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:46,360 Like isn't he super old? Like he's 8090? 566 00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:49,520 Like this guy's old as hell, of course he's going to have an 567 00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:52,720 issue with it. A lot of people do, especially 568 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:55,080 in that age. A lot of people do because they 569 00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:56,880 haven't educated themselves on it. 570 00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:59,800 And I guarantee he's not a person who cares to educate 571 00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:02,200 himself on. It either that or he's just 572 00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:06,280 taking the education that's given to him by a biased source. 573 00:29:06,800 --> 00:29:08,400 And that's typically where they come from. 574 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:10,600 You know, there's more education done on that one. 575 00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:13,680 I didn't know that about RFK. I think it's always checking 576 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:17,320 your like multiple sources. It's even, you know, like the 577 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:22,960 discussion I had with my dad where he told me that Elon Musk 578 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:24,560 had sued someone or done this thing. 579 00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:27,120 And I was like, interesting, Where'd you hear that? 580 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,040 Oh, I heard it on like YouTube news. 581 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:31,640 And I'm like, well, did you check sources? 582 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:33,760 Did you? And he was like, no, it's it's 583 00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:34,720 real. It's a thing. 584 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:38,640 And I looked it up and I was like literally everything that 585 00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,080 I'm finding, every single one, I went through the entire first 586 00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:43,760 page of Google, I was like, everything talks about this 587 00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:47,880 being fake, about this being a scam that that was disproved 6 588 00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:52,240 months ago back in, in June. And he was like, really? 589 00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:55,800 And I'm like, yeah, I was like, it's unfortunate because a lot 590 00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:58,680 of news sources and that you really have to double, triple, 591 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:02,280 quadruple check everything that's cited because like, well, 592 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:05,280 you know, take it with a grain of salt, I guess, you know, 593 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:09,040 until you do your own and go, hey, how do I feel about this? 594 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:10,640 Can I verify one way or the other? 595 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:15,520 Because, you know, it's how many people do something or say 596 00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:19,600 something and it's entire based off of a headline or not even 597 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:24,160 the correct data that's with it. So I feel like that happened 598 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:27,800 often. I just, I wonder very much. 599 00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:33,800 I'll be very curious to see where the what happens with 600 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:35,800 Canvas, at least around the nation. 601 00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:38,840 I know there's other states in that that are trying to push it, 602 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:43,600 trying to get more cannabis in, but there are really. 603 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:45,760 Yeah, I was just cruising through an article on that, 604 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:48,160 talking about it. Yeah, his his former beliefs on 605 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:49,720 that one. We're definitely very strong 606 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,960 against cannabis reform and and drug, he said. 607 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:56,880 However, he's been really unclear as far as what he wants 608 00:30:56,880 --> 00:31:00,840 to do, but that any measures as far as legalization and anything 609 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:04,320 like that still defers to Congress so we can make. 610 00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:06,960 Suggestions. And I don't think honestly, like 611 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,920 I had said, when we talked about scheduling versus rescheduling, 612 00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:12,400 I was like, I honestly don't think this will go anywhere. 613 00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:15,400 I think it'll come back. And right now, I think it'll 614 00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,800 kind of just be left up to the states kind of like it has, you 615 00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:21,840 know, each one has their independent thing that happens. 616 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:25,320 Well, you know, one of the things too man like, and this 617 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:29,440 may be unpopular with some people, but vape carts are not 618 00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:34,000 good for you to have as your main cannabis source at all. 619 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:37,800 That should be. Maybe you know, some place where 620 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,880 you have to be more discreet. Maybe you don't have accent, but 621 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:44,080 you you should be doing either ingestibles at that point 622 00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:45,920 because they. Are. 623 00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:50,160 Huge Well, there's been a lot of cases of people who are abusing 624 00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:54,000 cannabis, but it's through vape carts and they start having it 625 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:57,240 where it was a weird one, which is minor, but it was funny 626 00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:01,240 because the problem is it gets published when it gets published 627 00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:03,880 and it starts flagging on it If you even look again because 628 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:07,080 they're like, oh, look at this. Oh, it makes people want to 629 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:12,480 shower compulsively, No. See, that's so. 630 00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:15,840 Made-up bullshit. This is one person, one instance 631 00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:19,200 that some weird person already has a compulsory thing that they 632 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:22,560 do is just perpetuate because we've talked about it. 633 00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,200 Cannabis just enhances who you are. 634 00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,760 Yep. So if you are a weirdo who takes 635 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:31,480 lots of showers, cannabis is just going to, you might take 636 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,920 longer showers. You're already a weirdo who's 637 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:35,800 doing that. Like it's all of these things 638 00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:40,280 that it's not changing who you are, it's just accentuating who 639 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:41,000 you. Are. 640 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:42,680 And If you're feeling lazy, guess what? 641 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,440 You're going to be really lazy if you're really feeling driven 642 00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:48,720 and focused and you. Lose cannabis, driven and 643 00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:50,960 focused and get a lot of stuff done. 644 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:53,440 And just making sure that you know exactly what you. 645 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,680 Your intent, but yeah. What do you want to do? 646 00:32:56,880 --> 00:33:01,320 And if your if your goal for the Saturday is to like, fuck, I'm 647 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,960 not doing anything, I'm going to get high and play video games, 648 00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:04,720 then you do you. That's. 649 00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:06,920 That's always a thing. To and that's totally fine. 650 00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:09,160 Nobody can, nobody can yuck that Yum. 651 00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:13,000 But at the same time, if it's Monday or Tuesday and it's 12:00 652 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:16,080 in the afternoon and you're like, fuck it, I'm getting high 653 00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:18,440 in playing video games. Unless you're independently 654 00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:21,240 wealthy, and even if you are, do something else. 655 00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:25,520 Go do something. Use that cannabis to fuel you in 656 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:28,120 your creativity, in your activities. 657 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,920 Go create something uniquely you yeah and you know, share that 658 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,240 with the world or just share it with yourself yeah. 659 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:37,840 Because sometimes I feel like we just don't even do that. 660 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:41,720 We don't even share with ourselves our artistic like 661 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:45,800 creations and things that live inside of us that we just we're 662 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:49,560 so caught up in life that we don't actually do. 663 00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:52,080 I've thought about that a lot lately because I've been like, I 664 00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:54,520 don't know, sometimes I get on these kicks where I just really 665 00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:57,720 want to play a video game. But at the same time though, I'm 666 00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:00,520 just thinking I'm like, have I spent enough time with my kids? 667 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:03,160 And I need to and I need to make sure of that. 668 00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:05,800 So I'm it keeps me cognizant and it's usually when I'm in those 669 00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:07,160 introspective moments and I'm like. 670 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,920 Wow. Like there's people in business, 671 00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:13,120 I'm like, you need, you need, you need to get high, you need 672 00:34:13,120 --> 00:34:15,800 to stop and re evaluate what's going on. 673 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:18,000 That's what I've been so grateful for with cannabis is 674 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:24,520 that it helps me to stop and kind of re identify what my 675 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:27,239 purpose is, because it will change based upon what's going 676 00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:29,199 on. But I don't know. 677 00:34:29,199 --> 00:34:33,840 My life has been been way better since being able to use. 678 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:37,040 I've said that so many times on this podcast, but it really has 679 00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:41,239 it's, it's so much more amazing than where it was before. 680 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:46,920 Yeah, truly, I can't even imagine because back then I was, 681 00:34:48,639 --> 00:34:51,320 God, I don't even know how present I really was. 682 00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:56,800 And that kind of sucks to say, but like, I truly don't know how 683 00:34:56,800 --> 00:35:00,200 much of my life I just lived subconsciously and just kind of 684 00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:04,240 went through motions and stuff and how much I was consciously 685 00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:07,480 actively doing being present for. 686 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:12,600 But you know, noticing that and trying to become more present 687 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,840 and trying to be more aware and, and be there, like I said, be 688 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,600 there for your kids or for the moments just. 689 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:23,080 Yeah, for the moments. Instead of like, I notice I'll 690 00:35:23,080 --> 00:35:26,520 put my phone down or leave it in the other room or I'll even go 691 00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:30,880 charge it in the office. And then I'm like, hey, I'm my 692 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,840 focus isn't my phone. I'm not like, oh, because 693 00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:37,760 there's still this stupid ingrained habit in me And it's 694 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:41,480 been great because I've removed most socials off this phone and 695 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:44,120 so I try and not do a lot on there. 696 00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:48,120 But I still find there's habit that I'll go sit down and I'll 697 00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:51,600 open my phone and I'm like, now I'm opening e-mail and then I 698 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:54,080 literally close it out and then I'll where you open it? 699 00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:56,880 Like, why am I opening this? Well, it's because that's my 700 00:35:56,880 --> 00:36:00,280 habit of doing that. And yet there's no actual need 701 00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:02,800 to do it. There's no value or there's 702 00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:05,920 something else that I could be doing that could be valuable for 703 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:07,720 me. But because I've got this 704 00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:12,160 subconscious habit of like, it's with me, I'm sitting down, pull 705 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:16,760 it out, look like, well, why? Why is that my first instinct? 706 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,320 It's just because it's so ingrained, because it's now 707 00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:23,840 designed in everything we do of like, hey, this is this dopamine 708 00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:26,040 hit it's created. Yeah, I wasn't even on it. 709 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,320 Like even the earlier phones that I had, like my first 710 00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:32,400 Samsung, I wasn't on it as much as this one and I. 711 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:35,880 Mean right, Me either. Yeah, I need to start doing. 712 00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:37,840 I need to start plugging my phone in the other room and. 713 00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:41,480 So that's I, I kind of tried to think about it like, you know, 714 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:46,600 if I'm at home, I can set it on the wall like in the middle and 715 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:49,720 just leave it on loud. Because honestly, if I think 716 00:36:49,720 --> 00:36:52,920 about it, I'm like, well, how often when I'm home in the 717 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:57,240 afternoons, the evenings when I was growing up, did everyone 718 00:36:57,240 --> 00:36:58,720 have a cell phone attached to them? 719 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:00,720 I was like, no, they called the home phone. 720 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:03,000 Oh, I didn't get you. Well, I'm going to text you or 721 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:06,760 I'll leave you a voicemail. OK, Well, it wasn't dire 722 00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,240 emergency. And if my phone's on loud, I'm 723 00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:12,120 probably going to hear it or I'm probably going to walk by and 724 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,320 see it. But I find that the less it's in 725 00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:17,840 my pocket and that the less I'm constantly like picking it up, 726 00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:20,440 going, hey, Yep. And then I'm more present for 727 00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:24,440 like conversations or things because I don't have this 728 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:28,120 subconscious habit that I've just built into myself. 729 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:31,360 And so I found that that's been really helpful for me because 730 00:37:31,720 --> 00:37:35,280 otherwise it's, it truly is, it's literally subconscious. 731 00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:38,760 And I will find myself because I'll sit down and sometimes as 732 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,160 I'm going to the bathroom and I'm sitting there and I pull out 733 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:46,160 my phone and I open an app and I'm like, why, Why am I doing 734 00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:47,480 this? Is it because I'm, it's 735 00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:49,120 literally the habit that I've built in. 736 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,800 I I think this is this is a habit that I've designed for 737 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,320 myself that I'm. Going to go on the shitter. 738 00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:58,440 Pull out my phone instead of like hey, I'm going to go do 739 00:37:58,440 --> 00:37:59,000 that my. Phone. 740 00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,320 I'm going to go shit and get off the toilet and come out. 741 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:04,880 And then I'm like, how often do we do one thing at a time in 742 00:38:04,880 --> 00:38:07,760 life that we're literally like, hey, my phone's just going to be 743 00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:09,360 there. I'm going to do this. 744 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,680 Dude, I remember I used to read a lot more. 745 00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:13,800 We need it in every phone. Yeah. 746 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:15,280 Oh, yeah. But that's what I think about 747 00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:17,440 too. If I go put my phone down and 748 00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:20,000 don't think about it, because if it's right next to me as I'm 749 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:23,280 reading, I'll think something, some thought will pop in my head 750 00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:28,400 if I am not 100% so ingrained into that story that whatever. 751 00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:30,480 And then I'm like, oh, what about that? 752 00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,520 And I think, oh, I should search that. 753 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,600 And so I go to grab my phone. I'm like, what? 754 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:37,320 But why? Why is it that my first instinct 755 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:43,040 to go, hey, stop whatever you're doing right now, grab your phone 756 00:38:43,720 --> 00:38:46,480 and check that right now. And that's literally how I've 757 00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:51,720 designed so much of my habits. And I'm like, so now I try and 758 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:53,920 do it where I'm like, hey, I'll set my phone down. 759 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,520 I'm editing. I'm focusing on this right now. 760 00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:59,960 So don't do these things. Don't do this because right now 761 00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,320 this is the moment. Because like growing up, that's 762 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,600 what it was. It was you do this and once 763 00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:06,960 you're done, you go to the next thing. 764 00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:08,440 And once you're done, you go to the next thing. 765 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,920 And we didn't have these stupid things in our pockets that were 766 00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:15,080 just constantly like vibrating constantly. 767 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:20,160 I get phantom vibrates, my phone makes noises and vibrates with 768 00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,000 no notification. No, because you're just, you're 769 00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:26,600 always like on this fight or flight mentality of like I got 770 00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:29,440 to answer the phone call or, or what if somebody calls or what 771 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:31,000 if, what if that e-mail comes through? 772 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:34,280 That finally gets me. But I, I think about it and I'm 773 00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:38,000 like, life never stopped. And, and I actually, I don't get 774 00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:40,960 on Facebook much or Instagram much, but I saw a video that 775 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:45,440 I've lowered it that Bennett had put out and he was talking about 776 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:52,280 like, wait, fucking marijuana. It's just, it's just something 777 00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:56,640 like that, you know, giving like your time and, and what were we 778 00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:59,520 talking about before that? Cutting social media out. 779 00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:03,840 Yeah. Having it less and Bennett was 780 00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:07,200 on a video and he said magical things. 781 00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:10,920 I know anyway. Well, I don't know what it would 782 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:13,280 have been about, but I bet it would have been good. 783 00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:17,800 So, you know, that's funny. I don't know, just sometimes I'm 784 00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:22,000 introspective and I, I like to think about my life, myself, my 785 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:24,720 actions, what I'm doing. And then other times I feel like 786 00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:30,640 I get caught up in stress and the monotony of life and moments 787 00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:33,880 that I and I wondered about that. 788 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:39,720 Like how often do we instead of like if we had a real hobby, 789 00:40:39,720 --> 00:40:44,280 something we loved to do, to create, to build, to do, instead 790 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:47,960 of all those moments that we sit down and we just pick up this, 791 00:40:48,240 --> 00:40:51,120 what if we carried around a notebook and every time we sat 792 00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:55,680 down and had extra moments, we would work on that, on that 793 00:40:55,680 --> 00:41:00,440 thing, on that passion, that creativity, whatever it is. 794 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:04,200 But instead, it's like we've designed or technology has 795 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:10,360 designed that we are just, we go down, sit down and you know, I 796 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:12,720 go and sit down in a room and I see how many people that are 797 00:41:12,720 --> 00:41:15,560 just, you know, what's staring at their phone. 798 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:18,520 You know what's actually pulled me away More from technology, 799 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:20,800 which is really weird. What's that? 800 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:24,800 ChatGPT, because I create on there. 801 00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:27,960 I create a lot of things with chat and that's. 802 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:32,120 But that's another problem too. I'll get really caught up into 803 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:34,680 that and I'll disappear for hours not even realizing. 804 00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:37,000 I will go, this doesn't feel like work. 805 00:41:37,240 --> 00:41:41,440 It's OK, it's fine. And so then I'll be doing it and 806 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:46,800 it's 10/30/11. I'm like, I am working, it's 807 00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:48,480 late. I shouldn't be doing this. 808 00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:52,040 And in my mind isn't ready to shut off and go to sleep because 809 00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:55,600 it's in working mode and doing all this creation and that. 810 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:58,720 And I'm like, that's great. But there's also time tomorrow 811 00:41:58,720 --> 00:42:00,120 and the next day and the next day. 812 00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:04,160 But I'm still just so like so excited in that moment because 813 00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:05,840 I'm like, oh, but I, I need to do this. 814 00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:09,960 I really want to do this. And instead of just going, hey, 815 00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,800 you've already had hours of doing this. 816 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:16,280 Don't you think you could take a break? 817 00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:20,000 Now you got me thinking about that because I'm just like I, I 818 00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:21,760 do. And we, we all kind of think 819 00:42:21,760 --> 00:42:24,520 about that, right? Like even if you want to listen 820 00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:27,800 to music when you have your phone right there, then you can 821 00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:29,520 go, no, music is kind of getting boring. 822 00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:30,960 I'm going to go to, oh, there's a video. 823 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:33,760 No, I'm going to, I'm going to try and find a funny meme. 824 00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:38,800 And then you can waste hours just scrolling, doom scrolling. 825 00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:41,080 Oh yeah. Like your, your purpose isn't 826 00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:44,600 to, to surf TikTok. And that's a great point. 827 00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,760 And that's how I'm like thinking like, yeah, I'm going to start. 828 00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:51,480 I'm gonna start putting screen time on there to the ones that I 829 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:54,240 know suck my time. Yeah, well, and that's what I 830 00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:57,880 like iPhone gives you. You can go in and see, hey, how 831 00:42:57,880 --> 00:43:01,200 much screen time takes up my most, what apps use your most 832 00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:02,960 time. And if you know you've got some 833 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:07,360 really bad time suckers and you're like, hey, set up a 834 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:09,960 screen time thing for it. Go hey, I'm going to lock myself 835 00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:11,720 an hour. I'm going to lock myself 30 836 00:43:11,720 --> 00:43:13,640 minutes. I'm going to lock myself 15 837 00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:16,480 minutes, you know, 2 hour, whatever it is for you. 838 00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:19,640 Don't do some extreme goal that you'll never hit. 839 00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:22,240 Do something that's easy for you. 840 00:43:22,720 --> 00:43:26,360 And then once you've got that down to a, you know, a regular, 841 00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:30,200 reevaluate that and go, hey, where am I at? 842 00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:32,720 How is it going? Do I feel like I've got a good 843 00:43:32,720 --> 00:43:34,760 use on it? Do I feel like I should really 844 00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:37,480 cut my time some more? And then at that point, you've 845 00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:40,440 already got a good enough habit of cutting it to a certain point 846 00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:42,400 that it's not a big deal to cut it a little more. 847 00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:46,480 Yeah, it's, it's a lot like fasting, you know, at first it's 848 00:43:47,240 --> 00:43:51,520 if you go to hardcore when you when you have a relapse. 849 00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:55,400 You're going to gym, you know, anything, any habit we try and. 850 00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:59,720 To. Do super extreme when we don't 851 00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:02,960 have the habit is is just shooting ourself in the foot 852 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:04,720 from the start. It's like, Hey, we're going to 853 00:44:04,720 --> 00:44:08,320 do this race, but let me shoot myself and then see, see if I 854 00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:12,440 make it to the end there instead of going, Hey, you know, if I 855 00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:15,960 just, I don't run marathons, so I'm going to walk. 856 00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:19,600 I'm just going to walk. And I might find there's a time 857 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:22,840 throughout here that I might, might Sprint for a moment or I 858 00:44:22,840 --> 00:44:26,360 might even jog for a minute and that'll get me there faster. 859 00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:29,600 But I'll find that through these 2426 miles, I'm going to, I'm 860 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:32,680 going to learn that. But if you're not going into it 861 00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,560 going, hey, I'm going to like, because, because that's 862 00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:37,040 literally what half of them I feel like. 863 00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:39,760 Because we, we want to feel accomplished. 864 00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,840 We want to feel like we've succeeded. 865 00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:46,960 But again, if you don't hit the goal, then you feel failure, 866 00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:49,840 horrendous failure. And once you get your goal 867 00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:54,280 anyway, literally that excitement that like all of 868 00:44:54,280 --> 00:44:57,520 you've worked for is guns and moments. 869 00:44:58,440 --> 00:45:01,640 So, you know, if you just have that slight, hey, I'm going to 870 00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:03,880 do it. As you know, even if your goal 871 00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:06,720 was, hey, I'm going to decrease my time, OK, cool. 872 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,800 You would feel so good every time. 873 00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:13,160 Hey, my screen time went off and I didn't go back in. 874 00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:14,480 Fuck, yeah. Look at that. 875 00:45:14,720 --> 00:45:17,600 I did so good at that. Like I've been really good at 876 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:18,760 this. Yeah, I'm gonna. 877 00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:19,840 Like I'm gonna. Do that. 878 00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:22,600 It's small. All are small, simple changes 879 00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:26,960 that, you know, actually impact and stay with us because I feel 880 00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:31,400 all the ones that we truly try and do really large grandiose 881 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:34,880 ones of like, hey, I'm going to make this massive impact and 882 00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:38,480 change by doing a complete 180 right now. 883 00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:41,840 Yeah, you got to ease into. It I feel most of those you just 884 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:45,920 we we all we fall flat often no. That's a good point, man. 885 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:47,720 And I, I think that's something that I'm going to actually 886 00:45:47,720 --> 00:45:51,280 implement to starting today. That's one thing that I'm, I'm 887 00:45:51,360 --> 00:45:55,280 always on that on my phone. I know it's an issue and I'm 888 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:59,720 like, I take so much longer to get certain things done because 889 00:45:59,720 --> 00:46:04,080 I'm constantly in looking to get the dopamine hit. 890 00:46:04,440 --> 00:46:08,040 And that's where, you know, I can have music writing in the 891 00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:10,000 background and it helps me to get stuff done. 892 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:13,560 But if I have something that's going into details, yeah, I have 893 00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:16,040 a really hard time with that. So I should only use it for 894 00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:19,320 those times? That's especially like if I find 895 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:22,840 my phone is casting my music to my headphones versus my laptop. 896 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:26,000 If I'm working, then I'm more prone to go let me change the 897 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:27,720 song on my phone. Well then I'm picking up my 898 00:46:27,720 --> 00:46:28,600 phone. Well, what if I have a 899 00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:30,680 notification or another thought pops in my head? 900 00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:32,280 That's why I like my Earpods. I just. 901 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,040 Yeah, just. Click around. 902 00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:38,000 I that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to do that today. 903 00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:40,040 I just can't. I put that microphone a couple 904 00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:41,400 times. Sorry about that, guys. 905 00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:43,320 Oh, this is good food for thought. 906 00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:45,320 Think about what you're limiting. 907 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:48,880 What, what you're limiting as far as improvement on yourself 908 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:50,960 and things that you want to get done because there's a lot of 909 00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:53,600 shit that you want to get done. There's a lot of things that you 910 00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:56,400 want to woulda, coulda, shoulda, but they're not woulda, coulda, 911 00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:58,840 shoulda. They can be obtainable now. 912 00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:02,960 And I'm thinking about that like I've been very introspectively. 913 00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:05,920 Things can feel like an elephant and you don't eat an elephant 914 00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:08,320 like in one. Bite at a time. 915 00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:11,160 Right, so you know, let's get a little spoon and take a bite at 916 00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:12,520 a time. Brandon's disgusting. 917 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:15,640 He eats elephants with. Just a really gross like idea 918 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:19,720 because I don't like. Where do you think that it's a 919 00:47:19,720 --> 00:47:21,560 weird saying? It is a weird saying. 920 00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:24,040 Yeah, but maybe, maybe elephants are really good to eat. 921 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:25,800 I don't know. But. 922 00:47:26,480 --> 00:47:28,680 Hey, don't eat elephants and do their next. 923 00:47:28,720 --> 00:47:30,040 Week. All right, guys, take care.